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    Dazai grabs the discarded clothes and tosses them into the bathroom as well. It’ll be a problem to deal with in the morning, he figures. He has more important matters to worry about right now. Because Ranpo came to him, and he still doesn’t know why they do this—he doesn’t understand why they search for comfort in hands most suited for destruction, but he supposes it may have something to do with the fact that Ranpo suffers no consequences from his touch.

    When faced with no ability to strip away, Dazai’s hands are merely skin and bone.

    ranpo shows up on dazai's doorstep, soaked from the rain

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    18 Jul 2025

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    Sayaka Maizono had a promising life ahead of her. An adoring fanbase, a family in her band, and the ability to do what she loved.

    But life doesn’t always go to plan. Sometimes life doesn’t go anywhere at all.

    After being murdered by the man she had planned to kill herself, Sayaka finds herself wandering the halls of Hope’s Peak as a ghost. Fortunately, it doesn’t seem like she’ll be alone for long.

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    04 Jul 2025

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  3. Public Bookmark 13

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    The two things Dazai hates most in life are pain and losing.
    And this is what losing looks like: a dance with Death, a sweet embrace, a gentle caress, and then Death leaves. It looks like one eye opening to find life once again crashing in; a promise of breath, not of rest.
    And this is what losing feels like: biting metal and bubbling, boiling blood. Something manic rising from the chest into the throat, escaping lips like a high pitched bark. It feels like slicing skin to slivers but still not ever feeling like anything was pieced together in the first place. Losing feels like a lack of control and a fire formed from a pile of bones.

    or; Dazai, pain, losing, and identity over the years

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    20 Jun 2025

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  4. Public Bookmark 3

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    Wouldn't it be fucked up if Makoto survived the execution thanks to Alter Ego, just to die when he slammed into the concrete floor with a desk on top of him in the trash pit?

    Wouldn't it be super fucked up if, when Kyoko went down to retrieve him from the trash pit, still believing he was alive, telling herself he had to have survived because she couldn't be responsible for his death, she just found him dead beneath a desk? Don't you think that would exacerbate the guilt she felt for getting him voted as the blackened so much?

    Wouldn't it be fucked up if Byakuya went with her because he had a change of heart and wanted to help her end the killing game by proving the mastermind violated their own rules, just to find their one beacon of hope dead?
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    Canon Divergence past the chapter 5 execution of Trigger Happy Havoc where Makoto does not survive

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    26 May 2025

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    Tsukishima notices that Yamaguchi is attempting to practice despite an ankle injury, and takes care to patch him up.

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    20 Jan 2025

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