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• I don't want you to love me. by peakhyunn

  Fandoms: EXO (Band)  

  • Explicit
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Work in Progress

  20 Sep 2025

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Byun Baekhyun/Park Chanyeol
  • Angst - Relationship
  • Byun Baekhyun
  • Park Chanyeol
  • Zhang Yixing | Lay
  • Kim Minseok | Xiumin
  • Kim Junmyeon | Suho
  • Kim Jongdae | Chen
  • Kim Jongin | Kai
  • Do Kyungsoo | D.O
  • Oh Sehun
  • Angst
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Temporarily Unrequited Love
  • Pining
  • Eventual Smut
  • Eventual Romance
  • Mental Health Issues
  • Canon Compliant
  • Top Park Chanyeol
  • Bottom Byun Baekhyun
  • Park Chanyeol is Bad at Feelings
  • Byun Baekhyun is Bad at Feelings
  • Park Chanyeol Being an Asshole
  • Byun Baekhyun Being a Little Shit
  • Idol Park Chanyeol
  • Idol Byun Baekhyun
  • Anal Sex
  • Oral Sex
  • Unsafe Sex
  • Rape/Non-con Elements
  • Other Additional Tags to Be Added

  Summary

  "I think I'm in love with you."

   

  Chanyeol gets hit just like that, suddenly, by one of the most unexpected confession of his life. Baekhyun starts the fire and runs away, leaving him confused, disappointed and overwhelmed by a burning anger.

  A long road towards the acceptance that even the strongest relationship can change radically.
  Even a longer and tortuous road to stop fearing happiness, to understand that it's okay to demand something for ourselves, that allowing yourself to be loved doesn't make you weak.
  Loving but refusing to get anything in return won't leave things unchanged.

   

  A deviant conflict born one evening in Hawaii that will lead them to understand that the two of them, together, have always existed, they just never truly wanted to see that.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  42,393

  Chapters:

  6/15

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