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• drowning by smolxtol

  Fandoms: One Direction (Band)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Work in Progress

  09 Dec 2015

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Harry Styles & Louis Tomlinson
  • Harry Styles
  • Louis Tomlinson
  • Niall Horan
  • Liam Payne
  • Zayn Malik
  • Original Character
  • Depression
  • Anxiety
  • Anxiety Attacks
  • Sad Louis
  • Protective Harry
  • Abuse
  • Physical Abuse
  • Mental Abuse
  • louis gets put in hospital
  • Cheating
  • louis boyfriend is a dick
  • harry saves louis
  • yay
  • um what else..
  • Smut
  • BoyxBoy
  • Mentions of Rape
  • louis gets really depressed
  • harry tries to save him
  • louis is harrys baby
  • Top!Harry
  • bottom!Louis
  • protective harry is hot ok
  • scared lou
  • louis and Harry are so cute
  • Fights
  • Friends to Lovers
  • Tears
  • so many tears
  • liam and niall try to save the band
  • zayn is still their friend
  • Zayn and Louis are best friends
  • Smoke Weed Everyday
  • smoking joints
  • snorting coke
  • lots of drug mentions
  • Past Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
  • um
  • i think thats it
  • Oh
  • liam and zayn arelike together because i mean
  • ziam
  • may be a MAJOR character death i dont know yet..
  • suicidal
  • Drug Use
  • Cutting
  • Severe Depression
  • mild alcohol use

  Summary

  i feel like im drowning,
  being pulled under by waves.
  except this sea isnt made of water;
  its made of hopelessness,
  and despair,
  and no matter
  how fast i swim
  the dark flood always
  pulls me
  back out.

  s.j.b

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  618

  Chapters:

  1/?

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  Kudos:

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