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pain is your baseline
you wake up every morning
and you can’t get out of bed
and that can’t be worth it, can it?
but it’s just pain
it’s not real
except the pain is the only thing that’s real.Series
- Part 6 of ambrollins poetry
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i don’t know who i am
i never did
when i picture myself, i only see you
i see your face reflected in my eyes
with you gone, they’re empty.
i’m empty.Series
- Part 5 of ambrollins poetry
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Hangman's lips quirk in amusement. "So what, you think you run the place now? After just showing up a couple months ago like a stray mutt off the street? You think you're the guy to fill the top spot, because Kenny's not here?"
He tries to hide it but Adam can see the way the look in his eye changes when he says his name.
"Everywhere I go becomes mine. Sooner or later. I know it's been a while, so maybe you forgot just who I am. But don't worry. I'll be happy to teach you again," he says, voice low and deliberate.
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"Turn around," Dean says, gesturing with a flick of his wrist.
Seth obeys immediately, revolving on the balls of his feet. The panties are cut high enough that a decent portion of his butt cheeks are exposed, firm and round and smooth. It's not a rare sight but the way the lace gently sinks into the swell of his ass and curves around it, the way Seth's standing in the outfit, back arched, hips pronounced, makes it even more appealing. Dean tilts his head to drink in a good, long look, licks his lips.
Seth's bare shoulders sway and he shimmies his hips a little, ass jiggling inside his panties, like he's enjoying the attention now. And Dean knew he'd get there.
"There he is," he says, with a slow, content smile. "That's my boy."
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Seth dresses up real nice for Dean after their last match together. Dean wastes no time making a right mess of him.
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once we swore to remake the world in our image. by softambrollins
Fandoms: Professional Wrestling
23 Nov 2022
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it’s:
your world
your home
your heart
your life
it’s more of a surprise than it should be
when you stand in the centre of the ring
face-to-face for the first time with him
and you think something you never have before:
oh
oh, but i could love you.Series
- Part 4 of ambrollins poetry
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I slept with Buck, he imagines saying out loud. To Bobby, probably. Bobby gives good advice, always listens carefully, like it matters. Doesn't judge, at least not out loud.
Gave. Bobby gave good advice. Bobby is never going to look at Eddie across the big table at the station loft with a faintly amused expression on his face while he tells Eddie something that Eddie deep down already knew.
I slept with Buck. I don't know what to do.
Bobby would raise his eyebrows and say, Well, maybe you should talk to him.
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Eddie listens to the voicemail later. Buck sounds like he’s at a grocery store, absentmindedly talking into the phone. “Oh, I guess you’re with your sisters. Sorry to miss you. I just wanted to tell you about this call we had last night, but I gotta hear your reactions, so, later. Okay, uh, I guess I’ll just call back. Or text.”
It ends abruptly, without a goodbye. Eddie replays it a second time, closes his eyes as he sits in the truck. For a moment, he can pretend Buck is sitting in the passenger seat next to him. For a moment, Eddie is back in Los Angeles and his best friend is dragging him through the grocery store.
The voicemail ends, Eddie opens his eyes, and the fantasy breaks. Eddie is still in El Paso, parked in front of the house he’s renting, and there’s no one in the passenger seat with him.
Eddie moves to Texas. Buck moves into his house. There's a love story somewhere in here.
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His heart is pounding. His mouth is dry. He can’t look away. He wants—
What do I want? What brings me joy?
He’s not sure about the joy part, but Eddie is hot. Eddie is hot, and his insides are jumping, and he wants to sink his teeth into that skin. He wants to mark it, bruise it, and then soothe the bite with his tongue, and rub his nose into that line of hair.
Eddie thinks, oh.
Eddie thinks, that explains a lot.
Eddie thinks, I want Buck. Buck brings me joy.
(Or, Eddie realizes what he wants, and decides he's gonna go get it.)
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In the comedown, Eddie lets himself drift. He waits for it—the shame, the guilt, the panic over thinking about his best friend while he got himself off.
It comes, but not for the reasons he expects. Eddie melts into his mattress in the aftermath of his orgasm, and doesn’t stop thinking about it. He’s gay. He finds Buck hot. Buck is his best friend, his co-parent, his partner in just about everything. Buck likes men too. It’s a possibility, a real one. Eddie can see a future with Buck, and that’s when the panic hits him.
Eddie wasn’t a good husband. What he has with Buck right now isn’t worth losing. Eddie is in love with his best friend, but he thought that about Shannon too—and look where that ended up.
or: Eddie fucks an ex-priest, has a crisis of faith, and figures it out.
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