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  1. Public Bookmark 14

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    He hated himself because he also hated her a little. He hated that she had abandoned him to the worst people Ilya had ever known, his brother and father, and she didn’t think of Ilya and—

    The cherry of his cigarette burned his fingertips where he had forgotten about it, holding it and looking at nothing, and he stubbed it before walking all the way to a trashcan so he could safely dispose of it.

    He loved his mamochka in a way that felt like it was trying to escape, but in order to get out, it had to strangle him first.

    It was killing him.

    or: ilya keeps dreaming of his mother.

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    27 Oct 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 80

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    Nearly ten months after Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov were outed against their will, they finally sit down for an exclusive interview with famed Sports Illustrated columnist Mack Shepard. Mack takes Shane and Ilya back through their relationship, and they finally get the chance to tell their story on their own terms and in their own words.

    Told from Ilya's and Shane's POVs (two chapters).

    BONUS: I'm slowly adding social media reactions as chapters 3-?

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    05 Jan 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 25

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    Determined to outdo each other, business rivals Sean and Andrew land themselves in hot water when their private feud spills over at a very public charity auction.
    With neither willing to back down over the dream vacation at stake, they're told by their boss that they're both going and that they're to return as friends.

    As fate would have it, their plane crashes and they wash up on a desert island where their feud is as likely to doom them as the lack of food and their inability to start a fire. But there's enough heat between them to set sparks flying once out and proud Sean discovers that Andrew's gay, but determined to remain in the closet.

    Rescue comes, but brings with it new challenges. They're whisked back to their old lives with secrets to keep and a shared passion that makes it impossible for them to stay apart for long.

    Choices must be made, new paths taken, and two men who have always been good at fighting find themselves, finally, with something worth fighting for: each other.

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    03 Jan 2025

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