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[busanmochi, taetae chat]
busanmochi: hey sorry to interrupt i’m going to bed now but if you wanna squeal about ur date you can come in and wake me up :)
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taetae: jiminie
taetae: he’s the best
taetae: i’m so fucking in love
[kookielovestae, modelstatus chat]
kookielovestae: we’re back
kookielovestae: i feel,,,a lot better
[busanmochi, taetae chat]
taetae: he brought me white lillies
taetae: my favorite
taetae: we walked there and held hands like dorks
taetae: and i was smiling the whole time like a double dork
[kookielovestae, modelstatus chat]
kookielovestae: he held my hand the whole way there
kookielovestae: my palms were probably sweaty as shit
kookielovestae: but his were so soft
kookielovestae: and perfect
kookielovestae: and maybe it’s cliche but it felt like a perfect fit
[busanmochi, taetae chat]
taetae: and we got a table by the window
taetae: which is how we saw hoseok and wow, weirdo lmfao
taetae: it was dark out and there were flowers on our table with a pretty little candle
taetae: only at our table though
taetae: i think he had it set up for us
[kookielovestae, modelstatus chat]
kookielovestae: and i called ahead of time to have flowers and a candle set up for us
kookielovestae: he looked so happy when he saw it
kookielovestae: my heart still hasn’t recovered
kookielovestae: also, can’t wait for hobi to explain he was dancing outside the window
[busanmochi, taetae chat]
taetae: and it was so nice to talk to him without having to hide anymore
taetae: i felt like i could really be myself and just adore him without being scared
taetae: it was incredible
taetae: i didn’t realize how much i needed this
[kookielovestae, modelstatus chat]
kookielovestae: it wasn’t awkward once
kookielovestae: we talked the whole time so easily and?
kookielovestae: i didn’t realize how hard it was before this
kookielovestae: to talk to him without being able to say i love you or anything
kookielovestae: or to look really thirsty rip
[busanmochi, taetae chat]
taetae: and that man is a whole snacc
taetae: i’ll send a pic later but he looks fine af in a suit
taetae: so handsome
taetae: and the cutest smile
taetae: i’m whipped
[kookielovestae, modelstatus chat]
kookielovestae: he looked like an angel too
kookielovestae: he’s beautiful
kookielovestae: he glows
kookielovestae: his smile is honestly radiant
kookielovestae: i’m a lucky duck
[busanmochi, taetae chat]
taetae: i did knock over the appetizer plate though
taetae: it was an accident
taetae: i was mortified
taetae: but he found it funny so worth it i guess?
[kookielovestae, modelstatus chat]
kookelovestae: and true to himself
kookielovestae: he knocked over the appetizer lmfao
kookielovestae: it was adorable he got so red i thought he was gonna cry
[busanmochi, taetae chat]
taetae: and then when we left we took a detour to walk by the river
taetae: and he had his arm around me the whole time
taetae: i think i died and went to heaven 74 times
[kookielovestae, modelstatus chat]
kookielovestae: after we walked along the river a little bit
kookielovestae: he let me hold him the whole time it was the best feeling
kookielovestae: and i stg when he was standing by the water he looked like a god
kookielovestae: ethereal
kookielovestae: literally an angel
kookielovestae: and i didn’t wanna leave
kookielovestae: and that’s when i told him about everything i told you :3
[busanmochi, taetae chat]
taetae: and then he told me a whole bunch of stuff
taetae: he said he was scared he was going to end up ruining everything because he doesn’t know what to do with himself
taetae: and that he’s still not over the guilt
taetae: but he feels guilty about feeling guilty
taetae: and then he started crying
taetae: jeon jungkook never cries i was shooketh
taetae: but he really cried
[kookielovestae, modelstatus chat]
kookielovestae: and okay maybe i cried a little
kookielovestae: more than a little
kookielovestae: but he said he understood that it would take a little time
kookielovestae: and he’s willing to wait
kookielovestae: i honestly do not deserve him i wanted to drown myself in the river
kookielovestae: but he said he’d be there for me even though i fucked up
kookielovestae: i miss him already rip
modelstatus: i’m so happy for you kook :)
modelstatus: sounds like it went great
kookielovestae: so great
kookielovestae: exactly how i dreamed of
kookielovestae: i hope he can say the same thing i really want to make him happy
kookielovestae: even though i started sobbing on him oops
modelstatus: i’m sure he didn’t mind
modelstatus: plus, he’s a sap for fancy dates
kookielovestae: yeah he is
kookielovestae: i love him
modelstatus: no shit
modelstatus: i’m glad you got your head out of your ass
modelstatus: you two are the most adorable already
kookielovestae: lol thanks
kookielovestae: i’ll let you sleep now :3
kookielovestae: i’m assuming you’re with namjoon?
modelstatus: yeah yoongi went to hobi’s
modelstatus: we’re like alternating dorms lol
kookielovestae: cute
kookielovestae: night hyung
modelstatus: night :)
[busanmochi, taetae chat]
busanmochi: taetae i told you that you could come into my room to talk if you wanted lol
taetae: ik but i feel bad
taetae: plus i’m already in bed
busanmochi: so lazy
busanmochi: so it was perfect?
taetae: it was
taetae: it was beyond perfect
taetae: and i’m happy he got his feelings out because i could tell something was holding him back
taetae: jimin?
taetae: u there?
taetae: and you call me the lazy one smh
[taetae, kookielovestae chat]
taetae: tonight was amazing jungkookie :)
taetae: thanks for taking me
kookielovestae: don’t thank me
kookielovestae: just wanted to make you happy
kookielovestae: and sorry for crying
taetae: don’t be
taetae: i’m glad you got it all off your chest :)
kookielovestae: hopefully this isn’t our laste fancy date yeah?
taetae: better not be
taetae: but i’d go on a date anywhere as long as you’re there
kookielovestae: :)
kookielovestae: in that case
kookielovestae: starbucks tomorrow at 4?
taetae: of course :*
kookielovestae: okay <3
kookieloves: gnite baby
taetae: <3 <3 <3 night kookie