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Chapter 2
I can feel all the blood rush out of my body with those simple 3 words. My first thought is how does he know then as though someone slaps me across the face of course he's a genius !
Do I dare tell him it's hotch or do I just make someone up. It would kill him if he knew it was hotch they had been best friends ever since Spencer became a part of our team.
I look him in the eye and see years of hurt and pain stare back at me. "please baby let me explain. " he looks at me with shock "let you explain let's you explain you got to be kidding me."
"Please let me explain I know I can explain it to make you understand that you got I know I never meant to hurt you" Spencer sighed as he put his head in his hands and began to cry
. I took a couple steps forward to get on the bed and try and hold him. But as soon as he seen me coming he stood up and put his arms out. I stood there shocked he had never shielded himself from me before this behavior is odd even for him.
A look of fear across his eyes he began to say "let you explain you kidding me I sat in this room day in and day out when you went out and fucked him. You held him when I sat here needing you to hold me the most ever think about that did you ever think you'd get caught."
"Spenc-"
"Don't you dare Spencer me!! I loved you I opened up to you !! Do you know how long it's been since I opened up to anyone try NEVER!! Who is he Morgan do I know him is it better being with him than it is with me?"
I had never seen him like this he was absolutely freaking out. And then I noticed it out of the corner of my eye I saw a little glass vile over half gone and the needle peeking out of the trash can and it all made sense he was on pain pills again.
I ran to him and pulled him in my arms trying to hold him as best as I could with him struggling against me. "Stop pretty boy how much have you had and when did you start again."
He looked to his right and new what I was talking about and it's as if a switch went off and he fell in my arms and went unconscious.
I ran out of the room and all the sudden I felt a sharp pain in my neck I tried to fight it but I was met with cold blackness.