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1. Take Us Back, Take Us Home by eternalDipshit

   Fandoms: Homestuck  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Gen
   • Work in Progress

   17 Aug 2020

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Dave Strider & Dirk Strider
   • Minor or Background Relationship(s)
   • Dave Strider
   • Dirk Strider
   • John Egbert
   • Roxy Lalonde
   • Rose Lalonde
   • Jake English
   • Jade Harley
   • Jane Crocker
   • Auto-Responder | Lil Hal
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Panic Attacks
   • Psychological Drama
   • Strider Feels
   • this is basically a self-indulgent piece of shit
   • where i attempt to work through dirk's and dave's issues
   • and angrily and emphatically ignore the epilogues
   • Humor
   • Angst
   • Post-Sburb (Homestuck)
   • i will give these kids the happy ending they deserve so help me god
   • Minor OOCness probably
   • because of my inability to write intelligent people due to my being a Fucking Idiot
   • Fluff
   • Alternate Ending
   • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
   • Past Abuse
   • Pesterlog(s) (Homestuck)
   • literally so many
   • Internalized Homophobia

   Summary

   TG: why does it feel like im missing something huge
   TG: like
   TG: i feel like how id imagine id feel like after getting hit by a bus and losing all my memories of the past like three years
   TG: except i have all these memories anyway
   EB: …
   TG: but they dont feel real
   TG: they feel like falsifications of reality just there to cushion the wads of empty space left while im lying in a fucking coma
   TG: they feel like gross coma lie memories john
   TG: do you feel me

   Language:

   English

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   Chapters:

   7/?

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