Chapter 1: Welcome to White Space
Chapter Text
Welcome to White Space
You have been here for as long as you can remember
Sunny jolted awake, a wave of fear washing on his body.
Eyes wide, he looked around the empty room, gasping for breath.
As the realization of where he was set in, the fear turned into rage. He clutched his hands into fists.
«Omori!» he growled, standing up. He gritted his teeth until they hurt. «Why have you brought me here again?!»
But no voice responded back. The soft breathing of Mewo curled next to the white blanket was the only sound Sunny could hear.
«What…?»
He looked around. White Space hadn't changed much since the last time he had visited. The laptop on the blanket was still turned on, filled with static. The sketchbook laid next to it, closed. Not too far, the tissue box stood untouched.
The white door was the only thing missing.
Sunny turned towards the ceiling: his heart skipped a beat at the sight of the lightbulb. It hung from the ceiling, emitting a soft white light.
He approached it with wary steps, raising a tentative hand towards it.
It was warm, but not to the point of hurting.
«Why is it back?»
After the confession in the hospital, Sunny had retreated back into White Space a few times out of his own volition, when his head hit the pillow. Sometimes Omori would be there too, but no exchanges were ever given, the two boys deciding to spend the night in silence, each one doing their thing.
But then, one day, Sunny found himself finding the White Space not useful anymore and stopped visiting it, his dreams now replaced with much more pleasant real world situations and funny moments between his friends.
Surely, one year had not been enough to properly heal all their wounds - and Sunny always wondered if that day could ever arrive for him - but they were beginning to scar.
What were once timid messages dictated by pure good manners, slowly started to become heartfelt manifestation of their willingness to stay together.
Sunny sometimes cried out of pure relief, while in bed.
One year had passed since that day, and now he was back in that dreadful place.
«Omori!» he yelled again. «Show yourself! I just want to talk.»
But once again, no voice responded back.
He sighed, defeated. No point in getting angry at a completely empty room, and Mewo hadn't done anything bad.
He knelt down and started petting the cat, who in turn showed her belly.
«Is it a trap?» Sunny chuckled. He put the hand on the soft tummy, and Mewo curled her feet without the claws, pawing at the hand.
«It was!» Sunny chuckled again.
He wasn't sure how much time he spent playing with Mewo, who was now sleeping on his legs.
He had checked the laptop in the meanwhile, to realize that not even Black Space was there to be accessed.
«A White Space without Black Space», Sunny pet Mewo. «I wonder what that means.»
He looked at the white lightbulb dangling over the blanket. The black tendrils were long gone: if it weren't for the missing ceiling, it could have been seen as a perfectly normal lightbulb.
«Waiting for something to happen?»
The voice startled him.
Meow?
He lowered his gaze. Mewo was looking at him, yellow eyes wide and bright on the black fur.
«I am», answered Sunny. «But I don't know what I am supposed to do.»
«Does something stop to exist when you do not shine a light upon it?»
Sunny furrowed his brow. «Huh... no? It's in the dark but it keeps existing.»
«But not in your awareness», Mewo's eyes didn't budge. «In the darkness, you can create your own reality.»
Sunny's eye widened. He looked at the lightbulb once again.
«Thank you, Mewo. Please tell Omori to show himself, the next time he invites me back here.»
But Mewo had stopped speaking, licking her paw like a normal cat.
With a pet and a soft squeeze, Sunny put Mewo back on the blanket and walked towards the lightbulb.
He cupped it with his hand and, in one fell motion, tore it away.
The scent of trees filled his nose before he could open his eye.
His view was greeted by a purple sky filled with golden lines.
«Headspace?»
He jolted up. The mint-colored forest engulfed him, right next to the stump he knew so well.
But the hole that would have lead to the Neighbor's Room was sealed shut and the top of the stump didn't show its usual array of colors, being instead covered with mint-colored moss.
It felt abandoned. The whole place reeked of abandon.
Sunny's stomach twisted with fear and worry. It felt wrong. Just plain wrong.
He wasn't supposed to be there, every fiber of his being screaming at him to wake up from the endless nightmare.
Sunny closed his hands and realized he was holding something: the white lightbulb.
He stared at it for a short while, before shaking his head. Something in his gut told him to not break it this time.
He put it in his pocket and looked at his empty hands.
He had to wake up, but he had no knife on him, and he had to make do with his hands.
Sunny tried all the arsenal he knew: he pinched his cheek and his lips, he blinked rapidly, he poked his scar on his right eye under the eyepatch, to no avail.
With trembling hands, he looked around. The crossroads looked as still as ever, a playground of waiting moments.
Sunny took a deep breath. Then another one. And he calmed down.
«I guess nothing will happen as long as I stay here.»
He took the route towards the Playground. He hoped to find a friendly face in there.
Chapter 2: Welcome to Black Space
Summary:
Basil wakes up in an unfamiliar place.
Notes:
Well. First of all, I want to say that this fic won't have daily updates: it's really out of my league :P But I'm writing the chapters beforehand (as of now, I just started writing chapter 7) and editing and releasing them as I go. However after finishing editing this one I was pretty satisfied with it so I was like "hey, why not".
I want to add: English is not my first language and for some reason as soon as I start writing anything longer than a oneshot, my English skills start to fail me. So I'm sorry if there are any mistakes or weird sentences.
Fun fact: at first this Space was supposed to be called Green Space since, you know, Basil. Unfortunately I had to change the name. So, Black Space it is.
I want to thank all the people who commented on my first chapter. If I'm posting this today, it's also for you :D
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Welcome to Black Space
Something is here
When Basil opened his eyes, waves of purple and green made him retreat behind his eyelids with a gasp.
He clutched his hands, steadying his breath.
Breath in, breath out. Breath in, breath out.
Something was gone. He didn't need to fear it anymore.
He opened his eyes again.
Air cut off at his throat.
The place he was in was black. Black as the darkest night, not a single light in sight. Swirling waves and lines of red and green broke the emptiness, intertwining between themselves like vines on a wall.
The air was sick, filled with vapors and decaying smells. The place was ever moving, bubbling and swelling at every second, approaching him, engulfing him, suffocating him, but without touching him.
Nausea built up in his stomach and he fell down on his knees.
Anxiety encroached him, dark hands climbing up his body, touching his cheek his nose his eyes–
Basil screamed.
The hands retreated.
He started breathing again.
With teary eyes, he looked around: «Where... Where am I?»
He gripped his vest, knuckles turning white, barely scratching his skin.
He slowly stood up. His legs were trembling, his own body that seemed to be made of glass.
The air was heavy and he was struggling to breath, as if something was choking him.
Basil just wanted to disappear. Close his eyes and never come back.
But he couldn't. He knew he couldn't.
He looked around him. The swirls and waves crossed the sky, ignoring him. He squinted his eyes. Were those dangling from the ceiling... nooses?
He froze.
«This is a nightmare!» he screamed, pulling his hair. «Wake up! Wake up!»
His screams echoed in the empty room. Once they dissipated, only the bubbling noises could still be heard.
He looked at the ceiling again. The nooses were gone.
Basil stifled a sob, rubbing his sleeve on his eyes. That wasn't the moment to cry. He had to get out of that place!
He stood up, still trembling.
«Is anybody here?»
The loneliness of the place crashed upon him like a wave, making him shiver.
An eye flashed in his mind. A gnawing feeling made his skin crawl.
Basil turned around, but nothing was there.
Was the place truly empty?
Basil could feel eyes upon him. Cold, relentless eyes who judged his every single movement. It never left. Not when he was awake, nor when he slept.
Fangs and teeth scratched his skin–
He shook his head.
Something was gone. Something had disappeared.
Basil took a deep breath. He pressed his hands on his face and stood still a few moments.
He opened his eyes with new resolve and looked around him.
Apart from the swiveling lines and the bubbling walls, the place really seemed empty. No doors, no windows, no furniture.
A noise under his shoe made him look down. A dead leaf laid splintered on the ground. Basil looked around, but saw nothing.
He shook his head and pressed on.
Something tickled his hand. He raised it with a yelp, as a leaf retreated. Basil squinted his eye: a bush with long, thin leaves was there next to him, motionless.
He took a couple of steps back, when a dot of white glinted at him. A way out? Basil turned around. A small light broke through the darkness and relief washed over his chest.
Basil walked towards it, quickening his steps. Finally, a way out of that nightmare!
He kept walking, whispers and murmurs telling him to turn back, the light was dangerous, no, this is what you deserve–
Something gripped his wrist, yanking him backwards. He winced in pain as the bush next to him tightened the grip, when another leaf took his other arm.
Basil pulled with all his strength, the white light like a beacon in the stormy ocean. He kept pulling, the leaves unrelenting, until he turned around and bit one of the leaves.
The plant wailed, before shriveling and dying. With one last pull, Basil freed himself and ran towards the light. He had to squint his eyes at the sheer brightness of it as he got closer.
A small white pedestal housed a white lighbulb, its light strong and unwavering.
Basil took a moment to adjust to the brightness, protecting his eyes with his arm.
«Such a pretty light...»
He touched it. It was warm. Like a small sun.
In its white embrace, Basil forgot the place he was in. He forgot everything about the pulsating nausea, terrifying hands and monstrous plants.
Without thinking, he pulled the lightbulb from its pedestal.
The light got stronger, blinding and enveloping him, until nothing remained.
Basil scrunched his face.
He was in a familiar place. The smell of the forest told him so.
The hangout spot? But I can't hear the lake's waters...
He blinked a few times, letting reality set in on his eyes.
A forest laid out in front of him. It seemed normal enough, if it weren't for their mint-colored leaves.
He tilted his head in confusion, getting up. The trees did indeed look like normal trees, and indeed they were mint-colored.
He looked down: even the grass had the same color.
«Where am I?» he looked around. «I don't remember a place like this near Faraway..."
A wave of relief washed over him: at least it wasn't the nauseating place he was in before. Even if weird, that place was a forest, in the end.
He looked up and all the calmness scuttled away. The sky was purple.
It even lacked stars. Instead, dotting it there were golden images of mundane things, like a bed, a vase... A satellite?
Basil shook his head, kneeling down: «No, no, no... This...»
Tears crawled down his face. Fear engulfed him with its monstrous hands, tearing him apart.
«Please, please, please, somebody save me...»
He wasn't sure of how much time he had spent there, crying until his sobs turned into muffled sighs, until his skin prickled with dried tears.
But nobody ever came.
The place was deadly silent, Basil noticed. No birds singing, no sounds of animals. Nothing.
The place was empty. Abandoned.
He rubbed his sleeve onto his eyes and stood up once again.
Behind him, a tree stump left forgotten, half-covered with mint moss. There must have been a hole to get into it before, because Basil could see it had been closed off with some wooden planks.
He could have tried to tear them off, but he didn't want to hurt himself. He didn't know how much he was far from home, after all.
And in that moment he realized he was still holding the lightbulb. Basil examined it: it looked like a normal lightbulb, as long as you could accept the fact that it was still working despite the lack of electricity.
Basil wasn’t sure why, but he thought it was very important.
He shook his hair and took a deep breath.
There were four roads winding down from where he stood, no indications on where any of them lead.
«Well... You can't get lost if you don't know where you are going, right...?» he chuckled, trying to lift his mood.
He closed his eyes and counted to ten, until he opened them to the southern route.
He pocketed the lightbulb and started walking.
Notes:
Yes, there's a OneShot reference in this chapter.
Also don't worry, Basil will be treated quite well in this fanfiction. This isn't sarcasm.
Chapter 3: Welcome to Red Space
Summary:
Aubrey wakes up in an unfamiliar place.
Notes:
Hello everybody. So this chapter is pretty different from the things I usually write.
I should put a warning: there's mentions of blood and some violence strewn in the place, but nobody gets hurt.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Welcome to Red Space
This is your new home
The smell of blood clutched her nostrils.
She coughed, one, two times. Her lips curved into a small smile. The blood wasn't hers.
Aubrey opened her eyes. She winced at the nauseuos sight.
She was in what she thought was a room. There was no way to tell how far it stretched, for all she could see were red and black splotches on the walls and ceiling, pulsating and turning among themselves.
«What's this place?»
Aubrey looked around. The view never changed: a pulsating mass of violent blood and black smudges, that's all it had to offer. The smell of blood was unrelenting.
Aubrey winced, scrunching her nose. «What the hell. This is some weird dream.»
As an instinct, she clutched her hand, gasping when she felt the presence of her bat. She hadn’t noticed she had woken up with it.
She gave it a pet: «This is reassuring to have.»
Without a better idea in mind, Aubrey started walking, her steps echoed in the dark room.
She squinted her eyes, trying to see something in that neverending darkness. But the only thing she could see was nothing as rage and frustration startled bubbling in her chest.
She gritted her teeth, the darkness was getting on her nerves. She blew away a strand of hair that fell on her face, but it didn’t help her seeing better, and that just made her more frustrated.
Her thoughts came to an halt when a spike rose from the ground, stopping just a few inches from her face.
A drop of sweat rolled down her face, her eyes wide. «W-what the hell?!»
The spike retreated underground and Aubrey shivered. «Okay Aubrey, calm down. Deep breaths», she ran a hand through her hair. «What did Sunny say about waking up from dreams...?»
In the group chat they were all in, Sunny had mentioned about his dreams a few times. He never went into details, but they all knew that some of them were especially troubling, and the boy had started to explain all the different ways he knew in order to wake up.
She winced: there was no way in hell she was gonna stab herself in the stomach.
«He mentioned pinching.»
Shrugging, she pinched her cheek.
The red and black walls still greeted her.
«Hm. Maybe I gotta do it with more force.»
She tried once again, and one more time to be sure, but all she received in return was the certainty that the walls would have laughed at her, if they could have.
«I'm so gonna punch you when we will meet, Sunny.»
In a growl, she stomped her feet onto the ground.
«Do I REALLY have to wait here before I wake up? My God, I can't believe this. Seriously? This sucky dream? I'm sure my brain can do better.»
But nobody answered. The red and black splotches never left, so never did the smell of blood that lingered in the air.
Aubrey started panting.
«Damn it!» she kicked the air in an attempt to calm her tears. «Damn it all!»
She stomped and kicked, screamed and punched the air, then threw a fist at one of the spikes that dared to stop her.
«Go to hell!»
As another spike appeared, her bat crashed onto it, destroying it.
Panting, she gripping her weapon, looking around with wild eyes.
She gritted her teeth, a flame bursted inside her, erupting into a yell as she smashed the ground with her bat, sending a nail flying away in the darkness.
Spikes kept appearing and, in a wild show of violence, Aubrey smashed them all, not even stopping to blink or to catch a breath.
Her body moved on her own, sending splinters of darkness all around her, the smell of blood relishing in her veins.
«Yes! Yes!» she screamed, as a splinter flew by her cheek. «Come at me if you dare! Cowards! Cowards! All of you! SHRIVEL AND DIE!»
Another smash hit the ground.
Crack.
Aubrey stopped. Panting, she looked at her bat touching the ground.
She looked around her, as if in a daze.
«What... What happened to me?»
Another crack snapped her from her thoughts.
She looked down: a few darker lines were zigzagging from the tip of her bat.
«I broke the floor? Really? Okay I once did that in my house but that thing is falling apart even without my help.»
Another crack, stronger this time, made her gasp. She pulled her bat and took a few steps back, as the crack kept growing, approaching her feet.
She yelped, but relaxed once she saw that it had stopped.
A glint in the newly formed hole got her attention.
She got down to her knees and tested the ground with her hands. Once she saw where the hole begun, she crawled towards it, reaching towards the glint.
But she couldn't touch it.
Something was preventing her from doing that. She poked the weird material.
«It's glass.»
She cupped the item, it perfectly fit in her hand. She pulled it, and it came out from the ground.
Aubrey stood up, examining it closer.
It was difficult to say in the darkness, but she was sure it was a lightbulb. But it cast a black light.
Aubrey furrowed her brow: «Huh. This is kinda weird.»
A crumble made her raise her gaze. «Oh, what now!?»
The room roared in pain as the lines twirled around themselves, patches of white light breaking through the cracks.
Aubrey covered her eyes with her arms as the light envelopped her.
When Aubrey woke up, she jolted up, startled.
«What the hell?!»
She looked around her in heavy breaths.
She relaxed once she saw the familiar sight: she was in a forest, the smell of the plants strong enough to make her cough.
«What the f–», she sniffled. «At least it’s better than that nauseating stench from before.»
She gripped something in her hand. But it wasn't her bat.
She raised it: the black lightbulb was still with her.
«It... wasn't a dream?»
And, upon raising her eyes again, a bolt of fear struck her body.
Sure, she was in a forest. But she had never seen a mint-colored forest.
Or a purple sky, for that matter.
«Okay, Aubrey», she took a deep breath. «Calm down. This is all a dream, alright? Weird as fuck, but still a dream. I mean, sure, Sunny's dreams are weirder - seriously who would dream of a marshmellow drowning himself in the pool of acid of a giant whale? - but don't worry.»
She started panting.
«You will wake up soon enough, Aubrey. And you will be in Faraway, with your friends, nothing will be as weird as this damn place. You’ll tell this to Kim and laugh together about it.»
She closed her eyes, taking a deep breath.
She stood like that for a few moments. Without thinking, she clutched both items in her hands: the bat and the lightbulb.
She opened her eyes. But she didn’t wake up. In front of her stood a sad tree stump, mint-colored moss covering it. A few wooden planks were nailed in front of it, as if they were covering an entrance.
«Damn it.»
She rubbed her forehead with the back of her hand.
«Alright. Since I'm here, I might as well check around.»
She nodded, more to herself than anything.
«How did that book that Basil was reading say? You can't get lost if you don't know where you are going? I guess it's right.»
A sad chuckle escaped her lips, before ending in a sigh. She pocketed the lightbulb and looked around her.
Four roads stretched from the tree stump, like a crossroads. With a shrug, she took the southern route.
Notes:
In case somebody is worried: this chapter is really an exception. No other chapter in the fic will be as "gritty" as this one, I can assure you.
also yes it's my personal headcanon that Aubrey swears. I mean seriously, I can perfectly picture her saying "fuck". She actually swore a lot more but I toned it down.
and yes, seeing Snaley fall into the acid pool during the Humphrey dungeon really was... something
Chapter 4: Welcome to Yellow Space
Summary:
Kel wakes up in an unfamiliar place.
Notes:
*shakes fist* Kel!!!! I had to rewrite this chapter three times!! And, to be honest, I'm still not 100% satisfied with it. But I decided to make my little inner-critic shut up for a bit this time around.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Welcome to Yellow Space!
What will you do today?
Kel woke up with a groan.
He rubbed his eyes and stretched his arms, body slightly curving.
When the arms fell down in place, he started looking for his bedsheets.
But there were no sheets to be found.
Kel opened his eyes, furrowing his brow.
«Woah!»
He stood up, looking at the sky.
It was a pale yellow color, gentle to the eyes and warm enough to make him smile. It looked like the timid sunlight of the early morning that lulled people to sleep.
Kel looked around him, eyes wide and awe filling him. The room he was in stretched until the horizon, pale yellow splotches everywhere, while a soft hum buzzed through the air.
The ground was littered with items: different sports equipment – a baseball bat, a ball, a golf club among many – and he was sure he spotted a TV with some videogame consoles attached.
The possibilities were endless!
He jumped in place: «Man, look at this place! This dream is awesome!»
With a little pep in his steps, he explored the room. Scattered here and there, without a proper order, were a few dried bushes, their thin branches stretching towards the sky. Kel examined one of them, not finding anything noteworthy about them.
He threw a few swings with the baseball bat, but there was no one to throw the ball with.
He played golf a little, but he had no idea where the hole was.
He played a few of the videogames he found, but soon grew bored.
Kel sighed, laying down onto the empty floor. «This is kinda boring, being all alone… Do I have to wait here until I wake up?»
A rustle of leaves made him turn around. Quick footsteps approached him, a yellow figure getting nearer. Kel squinted his eyes and a huge smile blossomed on his face.
«Hector! My good boy!»
The dog stopped in front of him, jumping in place and tapping his feet. He wagged his tail wildly and started licking his face.
«I'm happy to see you too, Hector!»
Kel stood up and took his paws in his hands. «I knew I could count on you to save me from boredom!"»
The dog barked in an explosion of energy, as not an inch of his body stopped moving.
«Woah there! Don’t make me fall down!»
But Hector didn't care and Kel soon found himself on the ground again.
He buried his hands in the dog's fur, stroking it. «Who’s a good boy, huh? Who’s a good boy?!»
Hector barked in approval.
Kel, finally free from his grip, stood up. «So, Hector, want to keep exploring this place with me?»
The dog barked and started to walk around, his nose attached to the ground.
They found a rugby ball that Hector immediately deemed his and carried in his mouth for a bit, until he grew bored of it.
They found a tennis ball and two rackets, but with nobody else to play it with, Kel played fetch with Hector.
They found a soccer ball. The boy and his dog played together a little, until they grew bored.
Time passed.
The pale yellow sky never changed, so never did the white walls and floors. The soft hum continued, hiding the sheer emptiness of the place. Kel scrunched his nose: «This place is kinda boring. Don’t you think so too, Hector?»
The dog tilted his head, and then he barked, running into the opposite direction.
«Hey, wait!» Kel followed him in the empty space.
Together, they reached a basketball court. At the center stood a lonesome basketball.
Kel chuckled. «I guess my dreams know what I like.»
Hector approached the ball and, after having sniffed it a few times, pushed it towards his human.
The ball stopped at Kel’s feet. «You want to play?»
Hector wagged his tail and stretched his front legs.
«Alright then! You’re on!»
Kel took the ball and made a few dribbles, Hector jumped and barked every time, trying to get it.
The boy eyed the hoop. Furrowing his brow, he attempted a jump shot. He broke into a cheer when the ball went in the hoop. Hector shared the joy with him, barking and jumping. The rest of the room stood silent.
«This place is kinda lonely», he frowned. «I wish my friends were here. We could play together…»
He imagined Sunny attempting to make a dribble. He chuckled.
«Man, that would be so fun... I have to suggest a meet up for our summer break. I gotta remember that when I wake up.»
Hector was playing with the ball, when with a push of his front legs he made it roll out from the court.
«Nice one, Hector!»
With a thumbs up, Kel ran to retrieve the ball. It had stopped right in the middle of one of the dried bushes. He knelt down in front it, squinting his eyes for an opening his hand could fit into without being poked by the thorns. At the first attempt, he winced in pain, sucking on his finger.
It took him some time before he found two branches far enough to let his arm pass through. When he finally recovered the ball, Kel ran back to the court, and stopped dead in his tracks.
The court had disappeared.
Kel blinked. Not only the court had disappeared, but everything else too. Except for the bushes, the room was empty.
He glanced down at the sound of footsteps. Hector sat down next to him.
«Hector? What happened to the court? And everything else?»
But the dog stood silent, watching him. His tail stopped wagging.
«Waiting for someone to come?»
Kel jumped: «Hector! You talked!» he smiled. «Man, this dream is awesome. I even get a talking dog.»
The dog’s piercing gaze startled Kel. «Hector?»
«Do you feel alone?»
The boy furrowed his brow. «I… guess? This place is pretty empty. I wish my friends were here. They’d make this place fun.»
«They have been waiting for you.»
He perked up. «Oh, they are? Where? Can you lead me to them, Hector?»
«They have been waiting for you. For you to come. To make something happen», Hector stood up and circled a few times while sniffing the ground, before continuing to walk.
Kel stood still for a few seconds, before sprinting to reach him. «Hey Hector, wait! What do you mean, they have been waiting for me? Where? I can’t go to them if I don’t know where they are!»
«You know.»
«I don’t!»
«You know. They have been waiting. For a very, very, long time.»
Hazy mist covered his view. Kel blinked one, two times, before a familiar set of swings appeared before him.
«But you never came.»
Kel shivered.
«Hector, I…»
The dog turned around. «What do you want to do?»
Kel gripped the basketball in his hands. «I want to see my friends.»
In a flash, Hector jumped and bit the ball.
«Hector!»
The ball vanished as if made of dust. In its place, Kel found a black lightbulb. It glowed weakly, a small black light.
«What’s this?»
He looked back at Hector, when a crack in the sky made him raise his gaze. White light filled the room, and Kel closed his eyes as it engulfed him.
Kel groaned.
In the sleepy haze, something tickled all his body.
«What the…?»
He went to scratch his head, but instead of his fingers he felt something round touching his hair.
His eyes met a black lightbulb. «Huh. It wasn’t a dream…?»
Glancing down, he realized that the tickling feeling was due to the grass beneath him. His hand was half-buried in mint-colored grass.
He furrowed his brow.
He raised his head at the sound of the ruffling of leaves in the wind: a mint-colored forest greeted his view.
«Look at these trees! They remind me of Basil, somehow…»
Kel stood up, looking around in awe. That place was magical! When he raised his head, he gasped at the purple sky.
«Woah. What a cool dream!»
In that moment, an image of Hector flashed in his mind. The basketball…
«Oh, right. I have to go look for my friends!» he scratched his head. «As soon as I wake up, I guess?»
Kel took a look at the lightbulb in his hand. «Let’s explore this place a bit, shall we?»
He put it in his pocket and glanced at the old tree stump left forgotten next to him. Mint-colored moss covered it, giving it forlorn look. In front of it, hastily placed, there were a few wooden planks.
From the stump, four paths diverged, like a crossroads. Kel spun around once, but all the routes looked the same. He shrugged and took the southern path, the one the wooden planks faced.
Notes:
Fun Fact: Hector was supposed to talk as he talks in the game originally ("Is I a good boy?" Yes Hector, of course you are <3), but it really... changed the mood of the scene so I scrapped the idea.
also, thanks to Wikipedia for all the sport-related terms. I'm sorry if I failed at any of those, feel free to correct me.
Chapter 5: Welcome to Blue Space
Summary:
Hero wakes up in an unfamiliar place.
Notes:
Okay so, while editing it and realizing how barebones the initial draft was, I was hit by a sudden jolt that made me remember how the heck I usually write. So shoutout to Hero for... I don't know. Making me inspired?
Big Brother Hero FTW anyway.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Welcome to Blue Space
Make yourself at home
Hero jolted his eyes open, heart tumbling in his chest.
Gasping for breath, he laid powerless as a familiar feeling crept up on him, poking at him, gripping its arms and head, before caressing his neck, choking him. His eyes filled with tears.
«This… this is…»
With a yell, he stood up. He rubbed his arms and chest with a bit more force than he intended, driving the feeling away. It slithered away, leaving a greasy feeling on his body.
Breathing was difficult, as if a rock grinded his chest with each breath. It hurt.
Hero looked around: he was in an empty blue room. At the center laid a lonely bed.
Nothing more, nothing else, in the blue expanse.
The dark blue ceiling and walls made his eyes heavy with sleep, but he soon recovered, shaking his head and slightly slapping his cheeks.
«Hero, no. This just reeks of trap.»
He was positive he had never been in that room before – where would he have found such a peculiar room, anyway? – but somehow it still looked familiar. Like a faded photograph on a shelf. All the feelings were still there, the clear image was not.
He sighed. «Is this a stress dream? Seriously, it’s not even exam season…»
A chuckle escaped his lips. «Is this my brain's way to say that I need more sleep? I thought I was taking good care of myself. Better not let Kel know about this.»
With sloggish steps, he reached the bed. It seemed normal: it looked the same as the one in his room. But to the opposite side there was no messy Kel’s bed to greet him.
A heavy weight dropped on his chest, cutting his breath. He gasped, hand clutching at his heart, eyes wide. He supported himself on the bed’s frame, until he returned to breathe.
«What the...»
He took a deep breath. His chest didn't hurt anymore.
Hero sat down, passing a hand on his face.
The bed looked so inviting.
«This is a dream... So it can't be too bad... Can it?»
As if his body was not his own anymore, Hero crawled down onto the bed, without bothering to tuck himself under the sheets.
As his head got buried in the pillow, relief washed over him. The greasy feeling on his body slithered away like snakes and the heaviness was gone. His body felt light, as if that was exactly the place he had to be.
«This… feels good», he murmured. He closed his eyes, warmth envelopping him.
Lullabies echoed in his head, soft words sung by a person he loved very much.
Oh, Mari...
He snapped his eyes open. The lullabies stopped.
He shook his head. «No. Hero, you're better than this.»
He pushed his body up, sitting on the edge of the bed. He stood still, looking at the dark blue walls.
They twisted, creating horrendous images in his mind. Swallowing mouths, heavy black mists, choking hands. A noose.
He turned his gaze away, but the blue walls never changed, and he closed his eyes.
«Wait», a small smile escaped his lips. «Sunny talked about weird dreams… and how he’d wake up from them.»
He winced at the memories that mentioned stabbing. The sense of worry at those words were still fresh in his mind, he had called him immediately after reading those messages. Sunny seemed at a loss of words, mumbling on the phone how it was just a dream and how he didn’t have to worry that much.
But he did. He did worry. He worried about everyone.
He worried everytime Sunny would miss their “good morning” exchange routine (are you still asleep, Sunny? Are you falling back into old habits?).
He worried every time Kel would be strangely evasive when he asked him how his day went (what are you hiding, Kel? Why don’t you talk to me?).
He worried everytime Aubrey wouldn't answer, and then say that she was hanging out with her new friends (am I supposed to help you straigthen your path, Aubrey? How much damage have you done anyway?).
He worried every time Basil would start typing and then the message would disappear (what do you want to say, Basil? Are you still afraid of us?).
Hero worried. And he worried. And he worried. So, so, far away from his friends and family, so far far away from checking up on them.
He had lost four years. Four years he could never take back again.
And he worried. He worried of losing more years, if he wasn’t careful.
He opened his eyes. The dark blue wall greeted him.
His body felt heavy.
He worried. He worried so much.
Are you taking care of yourself?
Sunny’s voice flashed in his mind. He had asked that once, over the phone. He chuckled at the memory.
«I wonder what Sunny would think of this dream…»
A pang of pain in his chest made him gasp.
A glint flashed at the corner of his eyes. He raised his head: a little light dangled above him. He squinted his eyes, gritting teeth at the pain, until he made out the shape of something circular.
«A… lightbulb? Maybe casting a light upon this place will give me some answers.»
He stood on the bed, stretching his arm as far as he could and tiptoeing, but the lightbulb was too high up and he couldn’t reach it with his height alone.
Amongst the pain, the thoughts of his brother flashed in his mind.
Let’s see who is taller this time, Hero! Sunny, what do you think?
The ceiling turned red in front of him, as if mocking him.
His chest burned, each breath carrying knives with it.
The lightbulb dangled on top of him, tempting.
He had to reach it!
Mustering all his strength, Hero stood up on the bed. He almost lost his balance due to the mattress, wincing in pain, but he raised his gaze towards his goal.
The room spun around him, blue and red swirls engulfing him, the bed the only safe haven in the stormy place.
He raised his arm, his chest bursting in pain, but the lightbulb was still too far away.
«Damn it», he muttered between hushed breaths. His head throbbed and his eyes felt swollen in their sockets.
He gripped at his shirt.
Hero started bouncing on the bed, each movement sending pain down his body, wincing and gasping at each pang.
Closer...
His hand slipped on the lightbulb.
Just a bit more...
The lightbulb dangled, dodging him.
Please...!
His hand grabbed the lightbulb. Hero's gasped as he fell from the bed, the lightbulb in his hands, and hit the ground.
Darkness swallowed him.
When Hero opened his eyes, he stood still for a few seconds, staring in front of him.
Furrowing his brow, a chuckle escaped his lips: «A purple sky? I hope I’ll remember all this once I wake up.»
He looked around him: a forest stretched in front of him, the color of the mint-colored trees the only thing that gave away the dreamlike properties of the place. The grass was of the same color, cute and neat. Next to him, half-eaten by mint-colored moss, stood a lonely tree stump. In front of it, hastely nailed, were some wooden planks, as if they were hiding an entrance.
«A little family of mice?» he chuckled, standing up and dusting his pants.
While stretching his arms, his left hand curved around an item. A black lightbulb. A wince of pain made him shiver, remembering the blue room.
He shook off the sensation. «No use thinking about that. At least this forest is pretty calm.»
Only in that moment he realized how silent the place was. No chirping of birds, no sounds of life.
The air was empty. It looked like the memory of a forest from somebody who never bothered to add the details that would have made the place alive.
He shivered.
«This is depressing on a whole another level…»
Hero sighed, scratching his head. Four roads stretched beyond him, the tree stump at their center.
No signposts indicated where each path would take him. «I guess it doesn’t really matter.»
With a shrug, he took the southern path.
Notes:
Okay guys, I'm dreading this but. In the previous chapter some of you had some extremely brilliant ideas about Omori. Seriously, immense kudos to you. I just want to say one thing. Omori will definitely appear in the next chapter, but it's not how you'll expect it to be. And it's much much less cooler than all your ideas. So yeah. I'm sorry.
Chapter 6: A dreamy reunion
Summary:
Sunny meets his friends again.
Notes:
I planned for this to be released tomorrow. But since I finished it early... here it is.
Finally! The group meets each other!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The familiar sight of the Playground made Sunny feel both relief and sheer terror.
It was a place he knew, where he had spent many days together with his friends and made many memories. Sure, they weren’t real, but they felt real, and that was enough.
At the same time, though, he had forbidden that place from existing ever again, so why was he back there? Why was it still standing?
He winced. If “standing” could still apply.
The Playground stood empty and silent, a husk of its former lively self. The toys were scattered on the ground, toppled over or half-eaten by the grass, forgotten by everyone who had loved them. The swings were rotten and rusty, the monkey bars had been pulled over by the weight of time, snapped in half and on the ground. The slide still stood, but Sunny wondered for how long, the rust eating its insides.
It reeked of abandon.
Sunny felt a glint of pride at that sight.
He took a few steps, the crunching of grass the only sound in the empty place.
He stopped in front of the swing. After making sure it could sustain his weight, he swung a few time, moving his legs. The creaks of the chains comforted him, the hands getting sweaty from holding them.
The seat next to him was empty. For a moment, he wished Omori was there. Or Berly. Or Mikhail. Or whoever, really. That place, so alone and fragile, looked like could collapse on itself at any moment.
Why am I back here? Headspace is no more.
The only place Headspace still existed were in the pencil lines of his sketchbook, in the real world. Despite all the memories it carried, Sunny didn’t want to forget. Drawing the places that kept him company during those four years of isolation brought him closure, an healthy way to let his imagination soar and not distract him from daily life. Sure, sometimes he’d get carried away and imagine what new illustrations he could make once he returned home, but the focus needed to let his image take life on the paper had been therapeutic.
He swung a little more, a whiff of wind moved the land, granting it life for a single moment.
With a sigh, he left the swing and walked around the Playground, until he reached the tetherball.
The ball dangled motionless by the side of the pole. It was the only thing in the Playground that somehow didn’t look so abandoned. He gave the ball a little smack, making it move.
Chuckling, he smacked the ball again, making it fly in an half-circle.
He rolled up his sleeves and hit it again, making it go for a full circle.
«Woah, Sunny! Nice hit!»
The boy jumped. He turned around with wide, cautious eyes. He recognized that voice.
Not too far from him stood a boy he knew very well. He relaxed.
«Hi, Kel.»
It wasn’t the dream version of him. No, the Kel who was waving at him and running towards him in that moment was the same one he knew in real life. If anything, his towering height made it clear.
Sunny was grateful. The presence of his real friends in his dreams was a common occurence, but the loneliness of the Playground had crept on him like an unwanted guest, and Kel had scared it away.
Kel, on the other hand, was smiling brightly, his whole body vibrating with joy. His eyes sparkled. «Sunny!» he opened his arms. «I’m so happy to see you!»
He tackled the shorter boy in a hug, startling him. Hugs in his dreams were not a rare occurence either. However, this one felt so warm and so real that for a moment Sunny thought that it indeed it wasn’t a dream. Sunny returned the hug, burying his head on his friend’s shoulder.
What a nice dream.
Kel broke free from the hug and looked around him. «This place reminds me of our playground back at the park», he then squinted his eyes. «I don’t see the big yellow cat, though. I remember you loved it a whole lot when we were kids…» he chuckled. «You’d always hide inside it, making Mari desperate when it was time to leave.»
Sunny blushed at the fond memory. «I think… the cat is in another place.»
«Oh? Where?»
«Inside the tree stump.»
«That one half-covered in moss? The entrance was closed off.»
Sunny shrugged. The conversation was eerily realistic for a dream, but Sunny had a knack for realistic dialogues in dreams. Sometimes, he had to actively remember that some of them had never happened in real life.
«Maybe it was Mari who closed off that tree stump, then», Kel laughed. «So you wouldn’t hide there again!»
Sunny chuckled.
«So, since we’re hanging out here, what do you want to do?»
Sunny caught of the glint of Kel’s sparkle in his eyes. He was really happy to see him. It wasn’t an unusual sight: Kel wasn’t too different from his dog Hector, who would wag his tail at every human he’d glance at, but this time it felt different. Was Kel… relieved to see him?
Sunny shook his head. It was just a dream. Maybe, he was the one who was relieved to see his friend again.
«I don’t know. What do you want to do?»
Kel hummed, deep in thought. He then gasped. «Hey, look!»
He ran towards one of the trees, returning with a familiar item in his hands. «A basketball!»
Sunny furrowed his brow. There were no basketballs in his Playground. He was sure of it: he had never liked that sport and his short stature never helped, so he had banned it from his Headspace, except for Kel’s weapons.
«Wanna make a few shots with me?»
Sunny scrunched his nose. Where did that come from, then?
«Huh… sure?»
«Awesome! Show me what you can do!» he threw the ball at the younger boy, who caught it with a huff.
He raised his eyes towards Kel. He was looking towards him expectantly. He then looked back at the ball in his hands.
Why am I nervous inside my own dream?
He sighed. He threw the ball on the ground, following its bounces with his eyes, and then watched it roll away.
Kel raised an eyebrow, unimpressed. «Wait, let me show you how it’s done!»
Sunny spent a lot of time watching Kel show him the basics of basketball. The proper positions, how to dribble, how to not lose the ball. Sunny lost the ball more than once and the dribbles were almost impossible for him: it was as if the ball was too big for him. He just grew more frustrated at each failed attempt, while Kel would give him a friendly pat to the back. «Don’t worry, Sunny. We’re just having fun here.»
Kel then sighed and with a sad smile added. «We really should meet each other again.»
Sunny felt a smile on his lips. «Yeah, we really should.»
He was sure of it. That thought was his and Kel was just a mirror through which the dream expressed it.
Kel looked back at him and smiled.
«Wow, Kel. Even here, you are still obsessed with that damn ball.»
The boys turned around at the sound of the new voice.
Aubrey was standing near them, her nail bat on her shoulder, her other hand in her pocket. Exactly like Kel, it wasn’t her dream version. If anything, her pink hair was all the proof Sunny needed to be sure of that.
However, Sunny couldn’t help but think that something was off. Her face showed her usual, kinda irritated expression, but the quivering in her eyes cracked the façade. She was nervous, but if her relaxed shoulders at their sight meant anything, she too was relieved to see them.
A pang of fear pierced Sunny’s heart.
Then her eyes locked onto him, and the uncertainty that glistened her expression disappeared, turning into a small flash of rage.
«Actually…»
The girl approached him, Sunny furrowed his brow.
As she raised her arm, he flinched. Something touched his shoulder. Sunny opened his eye: the girl’s hand was closed into a fist, pressing on his body. The punch had been so light it didn’t even hurt. He tilted his head in confusion.
«This is for your sucky advice about pinching yourself.»
«What?»
She let her arm fall on her side, without answering.
«Nice greeting, Aubrey», pouted Kel. «But hey», he smiled. «It’s nice to see you too! We only miss two more people and it’ll be a full reunion!»
His eyes were sparkling at the idea. Sunny rubbed his forehead, trying to clear his thoughts.
«Wanna make a few shots?»
Aubrey raised her hand. «Ew. With that ball you’ve found here? Have you seen this place? Saying it’s abandoned would be an understatement.»
Kel shrugged: «Yeah. But what can you do? We're trying to pass the time here.»
Aubrey scrunched her nose, before her eyes fell onto the ground. With a smirk, she retrieved a baseball. She threw it a few times, catching it in her hand. «I can practice a few swings instead.»
«Oh!» Kel snagged the ball from Aubrey’s hand, making her yelp. «Sunny, wanna try help Aubrey do an homerun?»
Sunny stared at the ball. Things were moving too fast for him.
Aubrey laughed: «You’re on. Although I’m not sure that ball will survive my bat’s nails.»
Kel took Sunny's hand and slapped the ball in it. «Go, Sunny. Make me proud.»
Sunny looked first at the item in his hand and then at the girl, who was laughing.
She readied her weapon: «Yeah, why not? This place is already in shambles, I don't think anybody will notice if we destroy a ball.»
«That's the spirit!»
Sunny was absolutely sure that that was not, in fact, the spirit. But he had no choice.
He raised his arm, preparing to throw the ball with all his strength. He took a deep breath and lowered his arm.
The ball went flying towards Aubrey, who positioned herself, licking her lips.
A swing hit the ball, making it fly towards the tetherball...
And it flew right over it, towards the entrance of the playground.
«Woah, nice swing, Aubrey!»
The girl rubbed her nose: «This little baby of mine isn't just for show, you know.»
A yelp made them turn around, to where the ball had flew off to.
A familiar bundle of blond hair just worsened Sunny's worries, as Aubrey ran towards the boy.
«Oh, Basil! Please don't tell me I hit you!»
Basil scratched his head: «N-no... I'm fine. I dodged that ball just in time.»
«Oh, thank goodness!» Aubrey put a hand on her chest. She then pulled the boy in a hug. «I’m so sorry.»
Basil pat her back.
«Basil!» Kel jumped over, going for an unrequested group hug. Sunny stood still, looking at the bunch of squirming people in front of him. First Kel, then Aubrey, and now Basil… He, too, was his real self. If anything, his blond hair was more than enough to serve as proof.
«Yo, Sunny!» Kel raised his arm. «C’mere!»
Sunny chose, for a moment, to let his worries at bay. This was a dream. He just really wanted to see his friends again, didn’t he?
He felt his cheeks grow hot at the realization. He found a place between Basil and Kel.
Sunny enjoyed the warmth of his friends for some time, before pulling away. Traces of the worries they carried slithered away, as small smiles appeared on their faces.
«Have you guys been here for long?» asked Basil, fidgeting with the hem of his shirt.
«I’m not sure», Kel shrugged. «But Sunny was already here when I arrived.»
Aubrey looked at the sky, her hand on her forehead. «I can’t see the sun and I don’t have a watch. No idea.»
«This place is… kinda weird, isn’t it?» Basil stifled a chuckle, his eyes darting from one direction to another.
Sunny shivered. They weren’t supposed to catch on the differences. In that moment, he noticed the Basil’s dry cheeks. Had he been crying?
«You can say that again» Aubrey breathed out of her nose. «But it doesn’t seem dangerous, at least. So I think we can relax.»
«And there’s plenty to do, here!» Kel gestured towards the Playground.
«Sure, if getting tetanus is among your options», Aubrey scrunched her nose.
«There’s also the forest», Basil pointed behind him. «There were four paths…»
«Oh right, the tree stump!» Kel nodded.
«You guys are here too! What a relief!»
They all turned towards the man who was approaching them with a relieved smile and kind eyes. Like the others, the Hero in front of them wasn’t the dream version that Sunny knew. If anything, his well-kept hair was proof enough of that.
The man’s eyes glinted with unrolled tears. «I’m really glad to see you all here.»
«Hey, Hero» Aubrey waved. Sunny imitated her.
«Bro!» Kel tackled him into a hug. «Now this is a full reunion! Look at us, all cool in this dream.»
At his last word, everybody jumped. Wide eyes and mouths agape, they looked at Kel.
Sunny’s breathing quickened, his legs trembled.
Upon noticing all his eyes on him, he scratched his head. «Oops. Maybe I shouldn’t have said that… how does it work if a character in a dream gets to know they’re in a dream…?»
«Look at you, Kel», Aubrey chuckled, but she was trembling. «Spouting bullshit even in dreams. This is pretty accurate.»
«I… I…» Basil’s voice quivered. «I thought this was my dream…»
«What?» Aubrey’s eyes stopped at each of her friends.
Hero raised his hands. «Wait, wait. What? I thought this was...»
Kel's voice was low. «You too...?»
Sunny had his gaze at the ground, shoulders tense. His whole body trembled, struggling to keep his breathing in check. What was happening? Why was everybody thinking they were having a dream in his dream?
The image of a basketball flashed in his mind.
He was sure his Playground never had a basketball. Had Kel's mind conjured that up? But then why was he...
«Sunny?» Basil’s voice made him jump.
«I'm sorry, I... dozed off there.»
Kel chuckled. «Dream or not, this sounds familiar.»
Aubrey sighed, scratching her head. «Seriously though... This is creepy.»
«I agree with you», Hero winced. «This is turning to be more like a nightmare, than a dream.»
The group stood still, far from one another. Wary eyes glancing at one another, their thoughts in turmoil. Sunny panted. That wasn’t normal. That wasn’t normal. The dream characters never once doubted that the world they lived in was their reality.
«That reminds me!» Kel put his hand in his pocket, digging out a black lightbulb. «I found this earlier.»
Aubrey mouthed a “no way”, before taking a black lightbulb out of her pocket too.
«I can’t believe this…» Hero opened his hand, his black lightbulb in it.
«I, huh…» Basil fidgeted in his pocket. «Mine is different.»
«Yours is white!» Kel squinted his eyes. «I wonder why.»
«Sunny», Hero’s voice made him jump. Sunny had been staring at the lightbulbs in front of him, memories flooding him, drowning him, back into places he thought he’d never ever return. Not now. Not when he was with everybody else. It wasn’t supposed to happen.
«Do you have a lightbulb too?»
Hero’s voice was distant, muffled above the static of his thoughts. Sunny stared at him, his eyes vacant. He had to wake up. He had to wake up before things got worse. Before eyes and shadows and hands appeared, crouching onto the grass and filling the place with terror. Before the White Space turned Black once again.
Sunny looked at each one of his friends, one by one. Then, his gaze fell on the lightbulbs in their hands.
Each of their pulsating lights made his heart beat faster. His head started spinning.
«Sunny?» Aubrey's voice was distant and muffled, but her concern was clear. «Are you alright?»
His hand slid into his pocket. A familiar handle greeted him.
He sighed in relief, as he retrieved the knife.
«Sunny!»
His friends were staring at him, wide-eyed.
No matter. He would wake up soon.
He raised the knife and pointed it at his chest, as he closed his eyes.
«Sunny, no!» Hero's desperate voice reached his ears as he plunged the blade onto his body.
Or at least, as he tried to. His arm was locked in place by a firm grip.
He opened his eye.
Hero was in front of him, surprise and shock on his face. But he wasn’t the one holding him.
Sunny furrowed his brow. The grip on his wrist was cold.
Hero was looking beyond Sunny. «Who… who are you?»
Who is he talking to?
Sunny turned around. His thoughts came to an halt.
Next to him stood a boy. Slightly shorter than him, his familiar pale skin and monochrome clothing made Sunny's mind go into panic.
The boy had his hand firmly around Sunny's wrist, stopping the blade.
He stood silent for a few seconds. He first looked at Sunny, then at his friends.
«You can call me Omori», he then turned to Sunny and pulled the blade out of his hand. «I’ll be taking this.»
Sunny stared at Omori as his arms slowly went limp to his sides.
«Wait, no!» Hero stretched his hand. «Give that to me. Now.»
The boy looked at the blade in his hand and then shrugged, obeying his request.
Hero sighed in relief. «Sunny, what happened?»
«It’s not his fault», the monochrome boy said. «That was the only way out he knew.»
«What?» Basil's gasp made Sunny turn towards him.
«That's... messed up», Aubrey's eyes tingled with worry. «Wait… just like in the dreams…?»
«Bro!» Kel shook the boy's shoulders. «Don't ever even THINK of that! We're here for you!»
Sunny didn't know what to think. He felt safe, somehow, but Omori's presence was a discordant note in an otherwise enjoyable perfomance.
«Anyway», Omori turned towards Sunny. «Don't pull that trick again, Sunny. It won't work.»
«Omori, what are you...»
«Unless you want to die for real, that's it.»
Sunny stared at Omori. His face was devoid of emotions, as his usual, but a glint of fear was in his eyes. Omori was afraid?
«So, huh…» Kel still had his hand around Sunny’s shoulder. «Omori, right? Thanks for saving my friend, here. I owe you one.»
«How do you know Sunny?» Aubrey shook her head. «Actually, no. Wait. How do you know Sunny and, damn Sunny, why the hell did you have a knife on you?! Are you back into old habits?!»
Sunny jumped. «N-no. I… I didn’t even know I had it on me.»
Omori smirked, looking at the girl. «You have changed… but not as much.»
«Look, I’m grateful that you saved my friend, but don’t treat me as if you know me, pale boy.»
«But I know you. You’re Aubrey.»
The girl's eyes widened at the sound of her name. «And you're Kel», he continued. «You're Hero. And you...» Omori winced. «You're Basil.»
«This is getting creepy pretty fast», Aubrey winced.
Kel piped up. «Hey! He saved Sunny! We should be kind to him.»
Omori turned towards him, his face not showing any emotions. «You are the one who changed the less», he then looked at Sunny. «I think that’s a nice thing.»
Sunny didn’t answer.
«Anyway. I see you all are confused. I think I can give you some answers. Follow me.»
Notes:
A wild OMORI appeared!
Fun fact: Omori was actually supposed to appear much, much later. But this worked so well that I changed my plans while writing.
Now, some news: I'm sorry to say that the updates will be slower starting from this chapter. I'm writing the chapters beforehand (I have to start Chapter 10) and editing them bit by bit. The whole story is already planned, so the only thing left to do is write it down and make it readable. I wanted to post the first five chapters as soon as possible since I was afraid they'd be a bit boring by themselves, but now that we've reached Chapter Six I want to slow down a bit. I'm thinking of posting one chapter per week, maybe two, if I manage to!
I wanted to thank everybody who has commented, kudos'd, bookmark'd and read it this far. Writing this fanfiction is a very enjoyable experience, and I'm glad I can share it with you all.
Feel free to pester me on my Tumblr though: https://keys-to-joy-and-me.tumblr.com/
Chapter 7: Safety Blanket
Summary:
In the safety of a blanket and with the company of a person long gone, Omori explains what he knows.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The group was silent as they followed Omori back to the Playground.
Sunny was aware of his friends' gazes on him. He was sure their minds were swirling with many, many unanswered questions and worries, and he couldn’t blame them.
After all, he had his fair share of unanswered questions as well.
Omori, on the other hand, didn't seem to mind.
«Where are we going, anyway?» asked Hero as the view of the Playground greeted their eyes again.
Omori stopped on his tracks, turning around.
His eyes darted around and Sunny gasped. Was he... worried? How could Omori, of all people, be worried?
«I thought we needed a safe place to talk.»
He pointed behind him.
The group looked where he was pointing. All of them stopped breathing.
Right there, near one of the trees, a red and white blanket was laid on the ground. A picnic basket and a plate of candies were orderly placed on it, glistening.
But that was not what surprised them. Sitting on the blanket, wearing a smile they could never forget, was Mari.
The group stopped in their tracks, while Omori sat next to her.
The girl smiled, ruffling the boy's head. «Are these your new friends, Omori?»
He shrugged: «Kinda. Can they join us?»
«Of course!» Mari motioned them to come closer. «Come here! What are you waiting for?»
None of them dared to move. They were paralyzed in their thoughts and in their feelings, looking at Mari as if she was a mirage.
Hero was the first to speak: «M-Mari...? Is that... really you?»
Mari's eyes widened at the sound of her name. She stood up and took a few steps, but stopped at the edge of the blanket.
She squinted her eyes: «You... you do look familiar.»
Her vision put an halt on Sunny’s thoughts. For a moment, he was back to four years ago.
It’s fine, it’s fine, see? Mari is here. In the purple dreamworld, everything was fine.
And, in that moment, everything was fine once again.
Tears welled up in his eyes, but he brushed them away with his sleeve.
Something took his hand in a gentle touch. Startled, he turned next to him: Basil was smiling, a reassuring glint in his eyes. He was on the verge of tears too.
Sunny squeezed his hand back, nodding.
Next to him, Hero stood still. It was as if a simple touch could break him. His breaths were heavy and calculated, an admirable inner strength the only thing that was keeping him from losing everything in front of his friends. Sunny tentatively raised his hand in an attempt to comfort him, but Kel was faster, patting his brother on the back. The older boy looked at his sibling, as Kel didn’t let go of his hand, and nodded to himself.
«This… this can’t be real», Aubrey’s voice was just a whisper, but so full of emotions and quivering with tears. Sunny bit his lip, closing his eyes.
Was this your doing, Omori?
Seeing them all motionless like that, Mari chuckled. «Omori, why don't you introduce your friends to me?»
Omori pointed at Sunny. «Sunny.»
His finger moved. «Aubrey. Basil. Kel. Hero.»
«Nice to meet you!» Mari smiled. «C'mon, have a seat. Enjoy yourselves!»
Sunny was the first to walk over. His hands were closed into fists as he glowered at Omori. The monochromatic boy didn't flinch, hugging his legs.
Aubrey took a step: «M-Mari...?»
The girl smiled, curious. «Don't be shy! Join us!»
Aubrey’s whole body was shivering. Her lips, her eyes, her hands, her legs. It looked like she could break at any moment.
Kel took a deep breath, blinked a few times, and then took the first steps towards the blanket, not saying a word. His eyes were devoid of his usual sparkle and his whole body was stiff, as if a simple poke could shatter what composure he had.
He was the first one to sit on the blanket. At Mari’s smile, he responded with a strained smile of his own, before the girl handed him a sandwich from the basket.
With tentative steps and wary looks, the others followed Kel. Nobody spoke, keeping their breath as if one single whiff of air would make her disappear.
Sunny glanced at Omori, who sat there, emotionless.
«Omori», Sunny kept his anger in check. «Why did you summon her?»
He didn’t raise his eyes, looking at his feet. «I wanted to feel safe. You understand, right?»
Sunny felt a pang of pity in his chest.
«Does she…?»
«No. Blank slate. I just… sorry. I needed this.»
Was Omori that scared that he needed to summon a fake Mari without any memories of her friends to feel a little bit of safety?
He shivered. What was that place, to make Omori feel scared in the first place?
Mari took sandwiches from her picnic basket and gave it to the new guests. «So, what brings you here, my new friends?»
«We... huh», Hero scratched his head. «We…»
«We are enjoying this nice day!» Kel’s voice was unsure, changing in tone with every word. He then looked at his friends, looking for approval. He received it, in the form of unsure nods.
«That’s a great idea!» Mari smiled. «It’s nice to enjoy the good weather as much as you can. Although it is pretty empty here today...»
«Y-yeah…»
In that moment, Mari turned towards Basil and tilted her head, as he was eyeing the sandwich without eating it. «Is everything alright... Basil, was it?»
The boy's breathing quickened, as his eyes stared at the girl.
«Mari, I...»
Sunny looked at him and shook his head. Basil's eyes widened in realization. With shaky hands, he took a bite ouf of his sandwich. «...It’s delicious.»
Mari smiled. «Thank you!»
Omori shifted in his seat, as he finally raised his gaze. His expression was emotionless as always, but Sunny noticed how his hands trembled. «Mari, I have invited them here to talk, actually.»
Mari nodded: «Sure. Don't worry little brother, I won't be in yours and your friends' way.»
«That's not a bother», said Hero. «It's... alright.»
Mari chuckled: «Such a gentleman! Omori, you never told me you had such an handsome friend.»
Omori rolled his eyes. Mari chuckled again. Hero turned his face away.
«As I was saying», Omori's voice got their attention. «I have a slight idea of what is happening.»
«Well, that’s good», said Aubrey. «Because we sure as hell don’t.»
«This place is...» Omori closed his eyes and then sighed. «This will be long. Sunny, have you talked to them about Headspace? That would make things easier.»
Sunny felt his cheeks heat up. «I... no.»
Omori raised his arms. «Okay. You explain your part, I'll explain mine.»
«I-I'm not ready for that talk yet.»
«Well, I regret to inform you that you don’t have much choice.»
«Huh, Sunny?» Aubrey’s voice interrupted them. «Can you start by explaining how you know this kid in the first place?»
«You know...» Mari eyed them. «Now that you mention it, they look similar, don't they?»
«Omori looks exactly how Sunny looked when he was-» Kel was interrupted by Hero smacking his hand. He shook his head.
«We… know each other, yeah. Kinda» Sunny sighed. He really didn’t want to have that talk. He preferred to let Headspace be a fantasy in his sketches and that’s it. «Although I can’t say I’m happy to see you again.»
«The feeling is mutual.»
All his friends were looking at him. Sunny sighed and closed his eyes. He gathered his thoughts.
They deserve to know, don’t they?
«Do you remember how after...», Sunny eyed the girl smiling next to him. «My sister... left... I closed myself off from the world for four years?»
«And who can forget that?» Aubrey's voice rung in anger.
«I was the one who made you go out», Kel chuckled. Sunny allowed himself a small smile.
«Headspace is where I went», he continued. «It was an imaginary place I retreated back whenever I was sleeping... which was most of the day.»
He met his friends’ surprised gazes. Hero was the first to talk: «And you did that for four years?»
Sunny nodded.
«Man, no wonder you were so pale and frail when you went out that day» Aubrey’s eyes manifested all her concern. She then eyed Kel and opened her mouth, before closing it again.
«I’m so sorry, Sunny», Basil looked down, fidgeting with his fingers. «I… Maybe I could have done something.»
«You were dealing with your own things. I don’t hold anything against any of you.»
Basil smiled, while Kel pulled Sunny into a side hug and ruffled his hair. «Well now we’re all here! So there’s nothing more to worry about.»
Sunny reveled in the comfortable sensation that had taken place in his chest, until Basil’s voice made him turn towards him. «So… you’re saying this is Headspace?»
Sunny nodded. «Although it is a little different since last time I visited it...»
Kel jumped: «Wait! Don't tell me... We are in your dream?»
Sunny opened his mouth, but Omori stopped him. «No.»
They all turned towards him.
«This is...» Omori seemed to ponder about his next words. «I'm not sure. But...»
He sighed. «I was a resident of Headspace. I was created by Sunny to act as an avatar for him in this world.»
Kel opened his mouth again, but one look from the boy silenced him. «And I am here. So it means that this place is somehow related to Headspace. Otherwise I couldn’t exist.»
Aubrey furrowed her brow. «But?»
«I had full control over Headspace. It wasn't like that at first but after years it just so happened», Omori shivered. «I don't have full control here. My powers are extremely limited...» he looked around. «But they are stronger here, in this Playground.»
Basil scratched his head. «So... this Playground is Headspace?»
«And what about the rest?» asked Sunny.
Omori shook his head. «No idea. I'm as clueless as you. I only know one thing. I can... feel other things here. Not Headspace but... extremely similar. But I have no power there.»
Hero furrowed his brow: «So... This is Headspace, but not exactly. But this Playground place is part of Sunny's Headspace so you still have your powers.»
Omori nodded. «At least, that's what I noticed. This is… new for me too.»
Sunny's eye widened. «Is that why you stopped me before?»
«My purpose is still to protect you, Sunny. I don’t know what would have happened if you stabbed yourself here.»
At those words, a fire burned in Sunny's chest, but Omori soon stopped him. «I can't blame you for not trusting me. But my purpose has not changed. I just decided to go about it in another way.»
«You've... changed.»
Omori didn't respond.
«Hey, Sunny», Hero's voice was low, as if the words could hurt him too. «In your Headspace... was your sister there too?»
Sunny lowered his eyes and nodded.
«I see.»
«But why are we here?» asked Basil. «This is… Sunny’s Headspace, right?»
«Not to mention, how?» Aubrey was rubbing her forehead. «Seriously, how the hell did we end up here in the first place?»
«I don’t even know why I’m here», continued Sunny. «I deleted Headspace from existing.»
«Really?» Kel furrowed his brow. «Then… how are we here?»
«I… I don’t know.»
From Omori’s silence, Sunny guessed he didn’t know either.
Hero looked at Omori. «What happened to you after Headspace was deleted? You said you were one of the residents. And…» he eyed Mari, who tilted her head.
Omori looked at Sunny one more time, before answering. «In truth, Headspace has not been completely deleted.»
Sunny jumped: «What?»
«I reconstructed it. It was my place… my home, you could call it. I just kept you away from it», before Sunny could speak again, Omori continued. «But this is not my Headspace. I’m sure of it.»
«Oookay», Aubrey got up, slapping her knees. «I literally have no idea what happened here and kudos to my brain for conjuring this whole ass story buuuuut», she stretched her arms, before pointing behind her with her thumb. «I'm gonna scoot out of here. This is getting pretty uncomfortable with, you know, one of your best friend's twelve years old self and the ghost of one of my belated best friends. So yeah. See ya, I guess.»
«Aubrey, wait», Hero took her hand. «This isn’t a simple dream. Haven’t you realized that?»
She smirked, nodding. «Yeah, right.»
As she turned around, Sunny yelled: «Aubrey, wait!»
But the girl didn't listen, walking in the opposite direction. She stopped when her body hit something.
She rubbed her face. «Hey, what the–»
All the group on the blanket stood up. «Aubrey!» Kel yelled.
Aubrey lifted her eyes, to see what she had hit.
A cold wave of fear washed over her. A black figure towered over her, taller than everyone she had ever seen. Long arms dangled from his sides, ending with claws. In one hand, he held a lantern.
The figure curved down. What she thought was his face was looking at her.
Notes:
Oh hello there Mari.
I have a question: how are you all finding the characters? I absolutely dread going OOC on them so I work hard on avoiding that, but at the same time sometimes I'm worried my mind has been influenced by the TON of fanfics I've been devouring in the past two months and I'm afraid the characters can come off as... weird? OOC, even. So I thought I'd ask!
A big thank you to all the people who comment and kudos this fanfic. It really means a lot to me and it gives me the energy to go on. I'm still writing the chapters, I just reached Chapter 12 today.
Chapter 8: A chain of stories in groups of three
Summary:
Daddy Longlegs offers some cryptic advice, soon decrypted by the group. They discover a little more of the strange place they found themselves in. Together, they decide to return home.
Notes:
Oof. I admit I'm not too happy with this chapter, but in the end I decided to just be "satisfied" with it. I've re-read this thing five times and some mistakes still eluded me, so sorry if there are any!
Also, yes the final scene is as cheesy as hell but this is my fanfiction and only God knows how much I love cheesy scenes like that one OTL
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Hero was quick to act, sprinting towards Aubrey and pushed her out of the way, standing in front of the black figure.
The rest of the group followed suit, stopping near the girl.
«Sunny…?» Basil eyed the figure and then his friends with shivering eyes. «Is he somebody you know…?»
Omori walked past the group, stopping next to Hero. His eyes were emotionless as he looked at the towering figure. «Daddy Longlegs. This is not my doing», he turned towards Sunny, but the boy shook his head.
«L-like the spider?» Hero shivered.
«He was a resident of Headspace too», said Omori.
Aubrey’s eyes widened, as she pointed at the creature in front of them. «THIS thing was a resident of your dreamworld?»
Sunny lowered his gaze, while Omori shrugged. «There were nightmares in there, too.»
A wince of guilt made her shudder. «Oh. Yikes… I’m… I’m sorry.»
«Do not worry and do not fear, children», the figure raised his hand, putting it on his chest. And he… bowed down? Sunny wasn’t sure, but it definitely looked like one. «I am not here to hurt you. I am here to warn you. This is not the place for you: you have to find your way home, or be lost in the fog of unconsciousness.»
«No shit, we’ve been trying to wake up for hours now», said Aubrey.
«And we have a real pro at waking up from weird dreams here!» Kel nodded, before pulling Sunny next to him.
«Common methods won’t have their desired effect here, living creatures. This is a peculiar place, out of the bonds of time and space.»
«Huh? What does that mean?» asked Kel.
«I think… it means we’re not in our world?» said Hero. He scratched his head. «Usually I’d have an hard time believing it, but right now...»
«It’s gotten to the point that it’s reassuring to know we’re not in our world», said Aubrey.
«So how do we leave?» asked Hero. «I'm pretty sure I'm talking for everybody here when I say that we really don't want to stay here.»
«This world is a crossroads of thoughts and emotions. Paths cross themselves, slippery and ever changing exactly like the human mind», he raised his claw, pointing at Hero. «But you all have guiding lights. They will show you the way, no matter how much places will change.»
Sunny jumped at the realization. He took his white lightbulb out of his pocket. Omori shivered at the sight of it, while Kel gasped. «Yours is white!»
«Like mine…» said Basil.
Daddy Longlegs nodded. «Yes. The white light will tame the darkness of the mind.»
«Ours are black, though», said Kel, showing his lightbulb.
Daddy Longlegs shook his head. «A black light will do no good. You have to let it go free, for it to help you on your way.»
Kel furrowed his brow. «Letting them free will make them white? How do we do that?»
«I don't know how I did it...» said Basil.
«I prefer to not repeat the experience» said Sunny.
«The chain of stories repeats itself in groups of three. They all have the same beginning, but their paths diverge, however they are still close to one another. Break the chain, stop the cycle. Only then will the Beacon reveal itself and guide you all home from the darkness.»
Aubrey scratched her head. «Huh…» she then eyed Hero.
The older boy looked around, noticing everybody had their eyes on him.
Basil chimed in. «What do you mean “break the chain”? How do we do that?»
«Find the Gates. They hold the keys on letting the lights go free. Once all the lights will be casted, they will break the chain and the Beacon shall appear. That will be your way home.»
The whole group stood silent. Aubrey turned towards Omori and Sunny. «Nice world building you got there, boys.»
Sunny looked down. «Believe me when I say I’m as confused as you.»
Omori nodded in agreement. «Never heard of Gates or Beacons.»
«And where are these Gates?» asked Hero. «We are… pretty lost here.»
«For the first Gate, you shall find it among the sky, in a place known as Otherworld.»
«Finally a familiar word», breathed Omori.
«So, we find these Gates, make our lightbulbs white, go to the Beacon and go back home?» Kel resumed, keeping count on his fingers.
Basil nodded. «That sounds like what we have to do.»
«Our ticket out of here, huh...»
Daddy Longlegs nodded. «Do not worry, young humans. You can trust my words. I do not want you to get harmed. And be aware, children. Should you lose your way here, the thick fog that enshrouds your mind will not lift and follow you home.»
The group jumped at those words. «W-wait», Hero stifled a nervous chuckle. «What… what do you mean?»
«This is a place of many, many roads. Many, many truths. Some of them freeing, others restricting. Some will trap you here. The important thing is to free yourself.»
Aubrey furrowed her brow. «That… didn’t really help.»
«Guys!» Kel piped up. «It’s not a problem! We know what we have to do. We just have to be careful! I’m sure that together, we won’t fail.»
«How… how did we end up in this situation in the first place…?» Hero’s voice was barely a whisper.
«Young man», Daddy Longlegs’ voice was kind. «Do not fear. Many people lose their way in the crossroads of thoughts. Waking up without such weight may be a feat only reserved to some.»
Kel pulled his brother into a side hug. «Don’t worry, Hero. I’m sure we’ll be fine.»
Hero sighed, scratching his head. His expression was pensive, but soon his eyes glinted with determination. He nodded. «Okay, okay. Let’s do this, alright?»
«Hell yeah!» Kel raised his hand and Hero accepted his invitation for a high-five with a smirk.
Sunny looked at the two brothers. A spark of excitement fueled him and he nodded. «Yes. Let’s do this and return home.»
Kel gave him a thumbs up, before putting his hand, palm facing down, in front of him. «C’mon! All together!»
Hero slapped his hand on his sibling’s and Sunny imitated him. He found in the older boy’s eyes a firm resolution that gave him courage.
«I want to return home too» Basil approached the group, before putting his hand upon the other three. «Let’s do this, together.»
Kel chuckled. «I can’t believe we’re doing this! C’mon, Aubrey! Join us!»
She winced. «I don’t think I have to do that to show that I also want to return home.»
«Aubrey!» Basil whined, but he was smiling. «Join us!»
The girl sighed. «Guys, this is so damn cheesy», she slapped her hand onto the others. «But to hell with this. Let’s go back home.»
The group of friends exchanged smiles, their expressions glowing with determination. Sunny thought that, together, they truly would have had nothing to fear.
Omori was left standing next to them. He was looking at the group with a curious look on his face. Kel noticed him. «Hey, c’mere! Aren’t you coming with us?»
Omori shook his head. «I’ll be sitting this one out. As long as Sunny returns home, I’m fine too.»
Basil tilted his head. «Didn’t you say your duty was to protect him?»
Omori's eyes widened. «Yes?»
«C'mon, come with us, then! The more the merrier!» exclaimed Kel.
Omori blinked, at a loss of words. He looked at Sunny. «What do you think?»
Sunny, deep down, didn't want him to come. Omori had made his life miserable and he had no idea of what he could do, out of his control.
Only in the recent months his anger had finally subsided enough to have a peaceful coexistence, despite it being relegated in the dreaming hours.
But, at the same time, Sunny couldn't deny the sheer sense of safety that Omori gave him. He shivered. He had created him for that exact reason, all those years ago. It was a tempting gift, but one that led him astray.
Sunny looked at his friends. This time around, though, he wasn't alone. And these were his real friends, not his dream ones.
«Only if you promise that you will protect my friends too.»
Omori smirked. «That's... doable, I guess.»
«Woah, really?» Aubrey stifled a chuckle. «We're gonna get protected by a scrawny twelve years old?» she showed her bat. «This isn't enough, Sunny?»
The boy blushed. «Yes, but... Omori is used to this. More than any of us.»
«I must agree with Sunny», said Hero. «Even if this is not his Headspace anymore, Omori is the one with the most experience here.»
Aubrey shrugged. «Well, I can’t argue with that.»
«C’mon!» Kel urged the monochromatic boy. «Come here!»
«I’m coming with you, but I won’t do that», he spat the last word.
«I did it», said Sunny. «You have to do it too.»
With a dramatic sigh, Omori’s white hand was put on top of the others.
Then, with a cheer, they all raised them together.
Notes:
Writing Daddy Longlegs' dialogue was both a fun and despair-inducing experience. And no, he won't follow the group.
He is one of my favourite characters! So I had to put him in the fanfic somewhere.Anyway! Finally, the journey can start! What will our heroes do?
As always, a huge thanks to all the people who read this, who comment, who leave kudos, who leave bookmarks, and generally speaking whoever is enjoying this. I'm having loads of fun with all this, and it's really great, and it's thanks to you all.
Chapter 9: A very long ladder
Summary:
After discovering more about the previous Headspace, Sunny and his friends climb a very long ladder.
Notes:
me when it was time to edit this chapter: "wow, this chapter is almost as long as the ladder"
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
«It is time for me to go», Daddy Longlegs bowed one last time. «Young travellers, farewell. I wish you all the best of luck.»
Then, with one nod, he turned around and walked towards the woods. They watched him grow smaller and smaller, as the shadows of the forest engulfed him, until he disappeared completely.
«So!» Mari’s voice pulled them out from their thoughts. «Ready for your grand journey?»
The girl was smiling, as kind as always, from her picnic blanket.
Hero winced, while Omori approached her. «We are. Be careful Mari, okay?»
«Oh, you dummy», she lightly punched his forehead. «You're the one who's going on an adventure! Not me», she then raised her gaze towards the others. «You will protect them, won’t you? They want to be your friends!»
«I think one of them is just barely holding himself from killing me.»
Sunny furrowed his brow.
«Omori, you were always such a worrywart», she ruffled his hair. «C'mon, it's time for you all to go. And remember! You will always have a safe place here, if you ever need it.»
«But, Mari», Basil looked around. «Won't you be lonely here?»
«Maybe I will. But that's alright. It will make your return all the more sweeter!» she smiled and then motioned with her hand. «Now go! Don't worry about me!»
Aubrey smiled: «Thank you, Mari.»
«Cya Mari!», Kel waved as he started walking towards the road they came from. Aubrey followed suit, bidding goodbye with teary eyes and a forlorn smile. Basil was the third to go, a little sprint in his step to not fall behind the other two, but relaxed once he saw that Aubrey was waiting for him.
Omori, Sunny, and Hero were the last ones remaining.
«Well, I better follow them», Omori shrugged. «Goodbye, Mari. I'll return soon», before he could go, Mari pulled him into a hug. He flinched, but soon returned the gesture. When she let him go, she did so with another ruffling of his hair and a wave.
Sunny wasn’t sure why he hadn’t already left. He looked at the copy of his sister, fidgeting with his finger and the gaze down. He was having an hard time looking at her, his mind swirling with emotions and memories. His chest hurt. But he felt like he had to stay there for a little more time.
Mari smiled. «You kinda look like my brother.»
He gasped. «Yeah… I get that a lot.»
«You seem troubled», the girl furrowed her brow. «Don't worry, alright? I'm sure together you can face anything.»
Sunny smiled. «Yes. I'm sure of that too.»
«Do you want a hug?»
He didn’t think twice before nodding. He wrapped his arms around her, burying himself in her body. It felt so familiar. The warmth of her clothes, the gentle touch on his back, her chin on his head… Sunny stood still, engraving that moment in his mind. For a moment, nothing else existed.
He knew it was wrong. He knew that it was falling back into old habits.
He knew.
But his friends were there. He just wanted to indulge... one last time. He hadn't visited Headspace in so long, except his visits to White Space.
He pulled back.
«Goodbye, Mari.»
«See you, Sunny.»
She ruffled his hair.
I’m proud of you . It was barely a whisper, but it made Sunny gasp. He looked back at her, but she was smiling. He bid her goodbye with one last wave.
Hero was the last one to remain. Mari chuckled. «You should go too. You seem the oldest… they must trust you a lot.»
«Mari», his throat was dry. «Do you...» he stopped. He opened his mouth but closed it immediately after. «It's nothing.»
Mari tilted her head. «You also seem troubled... But don't worry, okay? It's alright.»
«It's... alright?»
«Feeling troubled, I mean. You don't have to hide it, if that's how you feel», she then lowered her gaze. «Although it does make me feel a little bad to be the source of it...»
«Oh, it's not your fault!» Hero sighed. «Sorry. I should go now.»
«Goodbye, Hero. Please, take good care of the others for me, alright?»
Hero stopped in his tracks. «Y-yes. I will.»
A soft whisper from a voice he loved very, very much reached his ears.
Thank you .
He didn’t turn around and kept walking.
The group reunited in the mint-colored forest, right in front of the tree stump.
Aubrey’s eyes thinned into a line as soon as the three boys returned.
«Omori», her voice was stern, a pint of poison polluting it. Sunny and Basil shivered, while Omori raised his gaze towards the girl. «That Mari. It was your doing, wasn’t it?»
«It was.»
«Don’t try to pull a stunt like that ever again, you hear?!» she was seething, a slight shriek in her voice as her knuckles turned white by gripping her bat.
«She didn’t even remember us, right?» Hero’s face was expressionless, but his eyes were fixated on the young boy, a shadow over them.
Omori shook his head. «No, she didn’t», he then turned his eyes away. «I’m sorry. But I needed it. Mari is a safe person for me and everything is unknown right now and–»
«I don’t care!» Aubrey stomped the ground. «Just… don’t do that ever again.»
«It was painful», said Hero. «She not recognizing us…»
«Hey, hey», Kel raised his hands, walking in the middle of the group. «C’mon. We did all that nice stuff before and we’re already bickering?»
«Oh, c’mon Kel», Aubrey growled. «Don’t tell me it didn’t hurt that Mari didn’t recognize you too.»
Her words made him wince, narrowing his eyes. Sunny gripped the hem of his shirt. It was painful, alright. Her not recognizing him, her own little brother.
«Let’s leave it be», he said. «We have other things to think about right now.»
«Sunny…!»
«It won’t change anything, Aubrey. This is not a place…» he remembered the hug and fought back tears. «This is not a place where you can meet Mari again.»
He engraved the words in his mind, one last time.
Hero sighed and passed a hand in his hair. «Sunny is right. C’mon, we have to go, if we want to return back home.»
Basil approached Omori. «Are you… are you alright, now?»
«I think I am. Why do you ask?»
«Well, you seemed scared...»
«It’s nothing you have to worry about.»
Without saying another word, Omori walked past the group, taking the eastern road. Before he got too far, though, Aubrey spoke up. «Wait, pale boy. Where are you going?»
«To Otherworld.»
«Where is that?» asked Kel.
Sunny and Omori pointed to the path he was taking. «That way.»
«We will have to cross the forest... And find a ladder» said Omori. «That is, if there aren't any more changes.»
«Speaking of changes», Sunny pointed at the wooden planks nailed on the tree stump. «What happened to the Neighbour's Room?»
«Something was there?» asked Kel.
«A room», Omori shrugged. «I told you. This is your Headspace but at the same time it's not. It wasn't me who closed the entrance.»
Then, without waiting for the others, he kept walking. The group stood still, looking at his figure becoming smaller and smaller amongst the mint-colored leaves and the purple sky, before Aubrey sighed. «Sunny, don’t worry. I’ll help you keep him in check.»
«I don’t think it’ll be needed. But I appreciate it, thanks.»
«Yeah, it won’t be necessary», said Kel. «I mean, he’s probably terrified of your bat anyway», Aubrey elbowed him, making him yelp.
The path that led to the ladder to Otherworld wasn’t too different from how Sunny remembered it to be. The forest stood silent under the purple sky, emptiness filling the place. Amongst the trees, in slow movements, some giant pinwheels towered over them, moving under the breeze.
Sunny knew it was wrong, but he couldn’t help but feel a sense of peace at that sight. He stared at one of the pinwheels, mesmerized, until Basil’s voice pulled him out from his thoughts. «Look! Those pinwheels are so cute!»
«It makes this place look like an amusement park!» said Kel, Basil nodded.
Hero pointed at the sky. «Hey, guys? What’s that?»
Hanging over them, in the middle of the purple expanse, there was a small planet. Something could be seen coming out of it before disappearing among the trees, but at that distance it was impossible to tell what it was.
«That’s where we have to go», said Sunny.
Aubrey’s eyes widened. «That’s Otherworld?», her shoulders dropped, her eyes still wide open. «Wow. Alright. How do we reach that place?»
«There’s a ladder», said Omori, without batting an eye.
Hero chuckled. «You mentioned that before, but you’re joking, right…?»
«I’m not. We have to climb a ladder.»
As if on cue, they all turned towards Sunny. He suddenly had the urge to run away.
«Weren’t you afraid of heights?» asked Aubrey.
He buried his head between his shoulders. «I was… but… I got over that fear.»
«I’m so proud of you, my friend!» Kel pulled Sunny in a side hug, «In that case that ladder will be no problem!»
«Sunny?» Basil was fidgeting with his fingers, his eyes darting from one tree to another. «I… I wanted to ask you something. Are there any... things we should be careful about?»
Omori was the one who answered, without hesitating. «Monsters.»
«Monsters!?» the group looked at Sunny.
«What kind of dreams did you have, Sunny?» Hero stifled a chuckle, worried.
«I mean, I remember them being weird but...» Aubrey scratched her head.
«I had to keep him busy somehow», said Omori. «So we went onto adventures.»
Hero furrowed his brow. «What do you mean, “we”?»
Sunny blushed. He simply circled his finger in the air, as if he was trying to bind them together.
A soft chorus of chuckles emerged, and Sunny just really wished he could have woken up right in that instant.
Aubrey took a deep breath to push the laughing away. «Okay. It’s… cool. That’s cool. So we went in adventures together.»
Omori looked at her. «You were the heavy damage dealer.»
Her face lit up and she slapped her chest. «Hah! Suck on this, you fuckers. This group depends on me!» she threw her bat in the air and got it back in one swift motion.
«What about me? What about me?» Kel jumped in place.
«You were the speedster of the group.»
Kel frowned. «Meh. I was expecting something cooler.»
«You threw balls at stuff and destroyed them?»
«One of your weapons was a literal meteor», Sunny said.
Kel perked up. «Now. That is cool. Thanks, buddy.»
Sunny gave him a thumbs up.
Kel showed his tongue at Aubrey, who smirked. «And where's your meteor now, speedster boy? I still have my bat, at least.»
«You actually fought with a plushie», said Omori. «And also a body pillow.»
Kel laughed as Aubrey’s cheeks flushed red. «Oh, Aubs, I knew you were a softie after all!»
The girl’s eyes became a thin line. «Don’t. Call. Me. Like. That. Ever. Again. Kelsey.»
«I'm kinda scared to ask but...» Hero scratched his head. «What about me?»
«You prepared snacks for everybody and healed us when needed.»
Hero blinked. «Strangely normal. And I have the feeling that it's going to be what I'll be doing this time around too...»
«C'mon, bro!» Kel slapped his back. «Even in dreams, Sunny wanted more of your delicious cooking.»
At those words, Sunny looked down at his feet. Oh dear. How much he wished to wake up from this torture.
Hero’s cheeks turned red as he looked away.
«What about me?» asked Basil.
«You...» Omori looked at Sunny. He shook his head. «You... took photos and kept the memories of our adventures.»
Basil smiled. «Oh! But that's lovely! I don’t think I’m the fighting type, after all...»
«What about you, Omori?» asked Kel. «What did you do?»
«I used my knife to defeat my enemies.»
«Huh», Hero nodded. «Alright. I know what to do if we see one of these monsters you were talking about.»
«Although I haven’t seen any so far», said Sunny.
«I’m not sure if there are any in the first place», continued Omori. He shivered. «This feels unsettling. I’m supposed to know these places like the back of my hand but instead they look so foreign to me. Don’t you think so too, Sunny?»
«They’re just memories to me now, Omori. Faded memories.»
Omori looked at him, eyes slowly blinking. A small glint of sadness appeared, before vanishing. «I see», he then took a step. «Let’s go. Otherworld won’t get any closer if we stay here.»
They reached a clearing where the wind stopped blowing. Everything was still, an eerie silence that envelopped the place. Far away, the pinwheels kept spinning among the trees.
A pink ladder stretched out towards the sky, where the small planet was hovering above them.
«That's a long climb», Hero furrowed his brow, hands on his hips. «Isn’t there a faster way?»
«Pluto Spaceline isn't available, it seems», said Omori.
He then looked at the group. Aubrey shook her head. «Nah, we're not gonna bother with that.»
Omori nodded. He then took a firm grip of the ladder, shook it a few times and nodded. «It seems sturdy enough. Let's go, the earlier we start, the earlier we arrive there.»
«Woah woah, wait!» Hero jumped. «You really wanna climb this ladder?»
«It's our only way», said Kel. «Didn't you hear Daddy Longlegs, Hero? The Gate is in Otherworld...»
«Yeah, but...»
«Oof, don't be a scaredy-cat, Hero», Aubrey slapped him on the back. «I'll catch you if you fall, I promise», she then looked at the others. «The same applies to all of you.»
«That's reassuring», said Omori, already on the ladder. «Sunny, will you be okay?»
«I will, don't worry», the boy followed Omori, gripping the ladder. He took a deep breath and looked up. The monochromatic boy raised an eyebrow. «Are you sure?»
«Y-yeah.»
«Wait, Aubrey», Kel poked her shoulder and pointed at her bat. «Will you be fine, climbing with this?»
She smirked. «Of course. Don’t worry», she then motioned with her hands. «Alright, chop chop. Onto the ladder, boys.»
One by one, she saw them all climbing the ladder. When it was her turn, a movement in the trees caught her eyes. «Guys, wait.»
Basil turned his head. «What happened?»
«There’s something there. I’ll go check it out, real quick», she approached the trees under the attentive gaze of Omori. Something was dangling from one of the branches. With careful steps she got near it, gripping her bat.
Then she stopped, wide-eyed.
«Aubrey!» Basil had stepped off the ladder, followed by Hero. «What did you find?»
She pulled something from the branch and turned to see her friends. «A bag.»
Hero touched the item in her hands. «A… bag?»
«It was dangling from the branch», Aubrey inspected it. «It would be pretty useful… for my bat.»
«Why was a bag there, anyway?»
She shrugged. «No idea. But good for me!»
After checking that the insides were empty, Aubrey put her bat inside the bag. Then put it on her shoulder. «C’mon! Let’s go!»
One by one, they all gripped the ladder. Sunny looked at Aubrey’s new bag for some time, before Kel’s poke on his back signaled him it was time to move.
Shivering and muttering words, they all started climbing.
And climbed.
And climbed.
And climbed.
...
«Hey», Kel’s voice caused groans among the others. «Are we there yet?»
«Considering the fact that my hands are still on this damn ladder, I guess we’re not», growled Aubrey.
«This is the twelfth time you’ve asked, Kel», Omori chuckled. «For some reason, I’m not surprised.»
«I really can't believe that in your dreams there wasn't an easier way for this, Sunny», said Hero between pantings. «It was a dream! You could fly if you wanted!»
«Oh, but a ladder going into a planet sounds very lovely!» said Basil.
«Not so lovely for my poor heart.»
«Hush, Hero!» Kel turned towards him. «You're not that old!»
«Hey, grandpa!» Aubrey's voice came from downwards. «Can I get money for ice cream?»
«Hah. Very funny.»
«Sunny, how are you holding up, bro?» asked Kel at the boy above him.
Sunny was, to put it simply, not holding well. Each fiber of his body was burning and screaming in pain, even keeping his eye open was a struggle. Each limb weighted a ton and each step was a scream for help.
«I'm not holding up.»
«We can't rest right now», said Omori. «We're halfway there.»
A chorus rose. «Only halfway!?»
«Omori, aren't you tired?» asked Kel.
Omori stopped. Everybody followed suit.
«I do feel a bit tired», he said, surprise in his voice.
«I didn't know you could feel tired», said Sunny.
«I didn't know either.»
«Can we keep going, please!?» Basil yelled. «I don't know for how much longer I can keep myself steady.»
With a nod, Omori kept climbing.
And they climbed.
They climbed.
They climbed.
...
The planet grew nearer and nearer as they kept climbing.
«We are almost there...!» Kel panted. «C'mon guys!»
Nobody had enough breath to respond. Even Omori panted at each step, a drop of sweat on his forehead.
Finally, the purple sky all around them disappeared, in exchange of dirt.
Dirt all around them, as they entered a narrow tunnel.
Omori stopped, panting. «We can rest a bit here.»
«Huh?» everybody raised their heads.
«How?» asked Hero.
«Like this», with careful movements, Omori turned around. He sat on the rung and kept himself steady by wrapping his arms around the ladder. He then looked down.
«That looks uncomfortable», said Aubrey.
«It is», he responded. «But at least my arms can rest a bit.»
«I don’t care, I’m going to do it too», Hero followed Omori’s actions and sat backwards on the ladder, letting out a satisfied sigh. «Yeah, much better.»
«Woah, old man!» Kel smiled, his forehead breaded with sweat. «You disappoint me.»
«Don't act as if you aren't tired too, Kel», said Aubrey, imitating Hero and Omori by letting her back onto the ladder.
Sunny, seeing all his friends in that position, decided to follow them. As soon as he let his arms go, a wave of relief washed over him. He raised his head. «Thank you, Omori.»
No response, but he did see a thumbs up.
«Okay, okay, alright», Kel followed suit. «Although it is a bit cramped.»
Hero chuckled. «The pains of being tall, Kel.»
Sunny smiled. «Your wish came true.»
Kel huffed.
«Basil?» Aubrey called the boy. «Aren't you going to rest?»
Basil shivered. «I...»
«C'mon, don't worry. I'm right below you.»
«...alright.»
Basil took a deep breath, before slowly turning himself around. With shaky arms and legs he positioned himself and sat on the rung. A strained chuckle escaped his lips. «This feels better…»
He relaxed.
They stayed like that for some time, relishing in the feeling. The tunnel was silent, except for their breathing.
Sunny looked above him, and then below.
A warm feeling blossomed in his chest, before a small smile appeared on his face.
For so long he had had dreams of going on adventures with his friends, and it was really happening! Sure, the situation wasn’t exactly ideal, but he couldn’t deny the fact that it made him happy. He couldn’t help but bounce his feet a little.
Omori’s presence had been a surprise, but his friends were more than enough to ward off his worries for that moment.
If anything, Aubrey’s bat would have definitely dealt with him. Probably.
«My back is so gonna hurt after this», winced Hero.
«A necessary pain for greatness», said Sunny.
«Are we ready to move on?» asked Omori.
«How far are we?» asked Kel.
Omori squinted his eyes. «Not much, I think.»
Sunny tilted his head upwards, looking past Omori's body. «I can’t see the light at the end of the tunnel.»
The boy above him carefully shifted in his seat, before turning himself around and returning into position. «Ready?»
With huffs and grunts, Sunny, Kel, and Hero imitated him, returning to the ladder.
Basil shivered. Aubrey squeezed his ankle. «Go on, don’t worry.»
«A-alright.»
As he started to move, Basil was aware of all his friends’ gazes on him. He gulped down his worry, wiping his sweaty hands on his vest.
He removed his foot from the rung and, as he was turning around, he slipped.
With a gasp, he gripped the ladder with all the strength he had. To no avail.
His hand slithered off and he fell.
A yelp and a strong grip took his wrist, cutting off his breath. He raised his eyes: Aubrey was holding him tight, teeth gritting.
A chorus of “Basil! Aubrey!” erupted in the tunnel, as Hero slid down a little, stretching his arm. «Here, take my hand, Basil!»
The girl grunted as the boy started moving, trying to reach for the older boy’s hand. «I don’t know if I can…»
The tunnel started getting warmer.
Sunny jumped. «What’s happening?»
«Wait», Omori’s voice was firm. He was gripping the ladder with all his strength, his eyes closed.
«What’s… what’s that?» Hero’s voice made Sunny look down.
Right below Basil, under the boy’s and Aubrey’s shocked gazes, hovered a red hand. Sunny shivered, his heart beating faster.
The red hand lifted Basil up, as Aubrey let his wrist go, watching him as he carefully went on the ladder again. When he was in position, the red hand vanished.
«Basil!» Aubrey’s voice was full of worry. «Are you alright?»
«I’m… I’m fine. Thanks, Aubrey.»
«What was that thing?!» Hero looked up, towards Omori. «Omori, was that your doing?»
Omori sighed. «Yeah. But don't expect me to use that too much», he trembled. «I'm not in full control of this place.»
Sunny’s shoulders dropped. Gratitude prompted his tongue. «Thank you, Omori.»
«Thank you!» said Basil. «Really. I'm sorry you had to strain yourself for me.»
Omori's hands clutched the ladder. «C'mon, let's go. We're almost there.»
When the eternal purple sky met their eyes, the group roared in yells and cheers. They emerged from the tunnel to touch the ground. Sunny laid down on his back, smiling, catching back all the breathing he had lost.
As Basil helped Aubrey get out of the hole, Hero tackled them both in a bear hug.
«Thank goodness you’re safe!»
«You're noticing this only now, Hero?» chuckled Aubrey, followed by Basil.
Kel jumped: «Hey, it's not a group hug if the whole group isn't there!» he wrapped his arms around his friends, before sighing. «But man, really… I’m so glad you’re all safe.»
Sunny stood up and made his way between Aubrey and Hero, who accepted him into the hug.
Hero raised his head. «Omori? Come here!»
The boy widened his eyes. «Are you sure?»
«We wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you, pale boy», said Aubrey.
Omori stood still, rubbing his hands together.
«I...»
«C'mon!» Kel left the hug to pull him in by the wrist.
Omiri flinched, but soon relaxed, letting himself in the hug.
Notes:
you could say this was a long way up *badum ts*
but seriously, I want to say that writing this fanfic is immensely fun and I'm so glad that I can share it with you all. All your bookmarks, kudos, and comments are always a treat and I treasure each and every one of them. Thank you.
Chapter 10: The Cattail Fields
Summary:
Sunny and his friends cross the Cattail Fields, Kel and Hero get into a competition, and they find a barn.
Notes:
Sometimes I look at the tags i’ve put in this fanfic and just kinda chuckle because my idea for this fanfic could be described as “Sunny and his friends go on a wacky adventure in Headspace” and the tags make it seem much more serious than it is, but I guess that’s Omori for you
also, to be entirely honest, I’m calling them cattails because the game calls them so, but they don’t look like cattails to me...
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
They found themselves near the Cattail Fields. The purple and pink leaves moved softly under the wind, mesmerizing waves as far as eye could see. Emerging from the pink expanse there were radio towers, their structures eaten by rust. A few of them were still functional, their lights blinking from far away, disguising themselves among the stars.
Sunny stood still in front of the field, shivering. His mind was swirling with many worried thoughts, but one in particular was pushing its way in.
The barn... it was there, standing somewhere amongst the leaves. He was sure of it.
Aubrey walked next to him, hand on her forehead, and stood on her tiptoes to look farther away. «Look at this place! I was expecting a desert of rocks, and instead, here's a huge field.»
Basil touched one of the leaves: «Are these cattails? Why are they pink?»
«It looks pretty, this way», said Sunny.
Kel furrowed his brow, then he looked at Aubrey. He slightly nodded at Sunny, a smirk on his face. «Yeah! It's pretty!»
Aubrey glowered at him. «I know that face, Kel. And I don't like that face.»
He made a hushing gesture. «You worry too much, Aubrey.»
«I'm not worried. But I'd be worried, if I were you.»
«Hey guys», Hero was looking at the sky, a nervous look on his face. «I know that I should have asked this earlier but... we won't have any trouble with oxygen here, right?»
Omori shook his head. «No. Don't worry.»
«That's a relief. Sunny, I always knew you had an active imagination, but this place really takes the cake.»
The boy felt his cheeks grow warmer. «Th-thanks. I've always enjoyed space...»
«Beyond the borders of the known world!» Kel jumped, opening his arms. «Where no man has ever set foot before! New treasures waiting to be discovered and unseen civilizations waiting to be known!» he nudged his friend's shoulder. «I totally get you, Sunny. Not to mention how cool the Space Boyfriend comics are.»
Sunny nodded. «Yeah, they really were.»
«Even Mari liked them!» Aubrey had a nostalgic smile on her face. «Man, good times.»
«Have you two kept up with them?» asked Kel.
Both the boy and the girl shook their heads. Kel gasped, covering his mouth with his hands. «No way! Sunny, Aubrey! We gotta fix this! As soon as we wake up, I'm gonna help you recover all the issues you've missed.»
«I can just crash into your place», said Aubrey.
Kel snapped his fingers at her. «You know my door is always open. I'll think something for you, Sunny.»
«Too bad we can't give each other things here, huh?» said Basil.
«Yeah. Man, how cool would it be if after this we could communicate with one another through our dreams?»
Aubrey groaned. «I don't want to see your dreams, Kel.»
«They must be full of Orange Joe», murmured Sunny, but everybody heard him.
Hero burst out laughing, giving him a slight slap on the shoulder. «I don't think you're so far from the truth.»
«Yeah, you're probably right», Kel shrugged.
In that moment, Omori walked past them, stopping in front of the cattail field. He looked around, pale figure against the pink expanse, and turned towards the group. «If you all want to wake up, we have to move.»
«He's right», nodded Hero. «But where?»
«Any ideas where this “Gate” could be?» asked Aubrey, doing the air quotes with her hands.
«There was nothing like that back in Headspace», said Sunny. Omori nodded.
«However, since we don't have the slightest clue«, continued the monochrome boy. «I'd check out the barn.»
«There's a barn here?» asked Basil.
Sunny nodded. «It's somewhere in this field... but I don't want to go there.»
«The feeling's mutual», Omori sighed. «But I think there's a good chance for the Gate to be there.»
Sunny's shoulders dropped and he gave a slight nod.
«Alright then, let's go.»
They all looked at the young boy enter the cattail field, watching as his small figure got engulfed by the towering leaves.
«Shall we go too?» asked Hero, taking a few steps, before Aubrey pulled his sleeve.
«Wait. I wanna see how long he lasts before coming back to get Sunny.»
Basil jumped. «Aubrey! He saved our lives! We shouldn't make him angry.»
She scoffed. «He's Sunny when he was twelve and Hero took his knife. What can he do?»
«Well, he did summon those red hands...» said Kel.
«He's more dangerous than you think», said Sunny, following him. «Basil is right, we shouldn't make him angry.»
Sunny thought that he had banished Headspace, one year ago. He thought that it had sunk in the depths of his mind, never to resurface. Sometimes, its vibrant colors would make their way into a fuzzy dream, but except for those occurences, Headspace kept existing only as sketches on a notebook.
And, in that moment, Sunny thought that what he was seeing was the result of his choice, truly watching how time had taken its toll.
If the Playground had reeked of abandon, the cattail field had been left to its own devices. The realization covered Sunny like a soft bedsheet upon sleep, a melancholic feeling envelopping him: Headspace had lost its vibrant, childish appearance.
The cattails had grown, towering over the group, covering the ground and hiding the sky. Some of the leaves had been stepped on by who knows who, creating a path that slithered upon the ground.
Sometimes, between the tips of the leaves, a light would flash, remnants of a forgotten radio tower.
The group braved on, Omori on the lead, pushing the excessive leaves that covered their path.
«So... how does this barn we’re looking for look like?» asked Aubrey, slapping away a leaf that had touched her hair.
«There isn't anything special about it», said Sunny. «It's a normal looking barn.»
«Only in the looks, I presume.»
«Why do you think the Gate is there, Omori?» asked Basil, carefully pushing away a leaf.
«That was one of the places where the truth was hidden, once.»
Basil blinked a few times, waiting for more information, but they never arrived.
Eyes still wide, he looked at Sunny.
«What he said.»
Basil didn't answer.
In that moment, Omori stopped dead in his tracks.
«Is there a problem?» asked Kel.
The young boy stood still. A scorn on his face, his hands were clenched into fists. He huffed, before turning towards Hero.
«Hero. You're tall. Help me out.»
The older boy jumped. «S-sure? What do you need me to do?»
«Help me look beyond the plants.»
«Alright. How do we do that?»
Omori walked to his back, stood on the tip of his feet and poked Hero's shoulder. «Get down.»
Hero’s eyes widened, realization washing over his face. He looked back at his friends, but he only saw Sunny’s, Basil’s, and Kel's confused faces. Aubrey seemed the only one who had caught on what was happening and her lips were trembling, desperately trying to suffocate laughter.
«Hey?» Omori's voice brought Hero back from his thoughts.
«Alright.»
He crouched down, putting his arms behind him. Omori got on his back and Hero was ready to give him a piggyback ride, but instead the boy went one step further, and Hero saw his legs dangling over from his shoulders.
«O-oh. Alright», he gripped Omori’s legs as he sat on his shoulders and, with one huff, stood up.
He furrowed his brow. Omori was much more lighter than he expected.
The younger boy stretched his neck, a hand above his eyes. His head sprouted from the sea of leaves.
«See anything up there?»
«Wait.»
Sunny stood still, looking at Omori on Hero's shoulders. He couldn't believe what he was seeing.
A poke on his shoulder made him flinch and he heard Kel's voice. «Oh, sorry. Didn't mean to startle you.»
«It's alright.»
«So, I was thinking...»
Sunny looked at Kel with wide eyes as he crouched down, exactly like Hero had done a few moments prior. «C'mon! Hop on!»
«What?!»
«Hey! I'm tall too! We can't let those two beat us.»
«Kel, this isn't a competition», said Basil.
«But two people looking for something is better than one, right?»
Aubrey put a hand on Basil's shoulder. «Let them do this. I wanna enjoy the show». Her voice was cracking, laughter close to erupting.
Sunny stared at Kel's back. «You... will hold me, right?»
«Of course! Trust me! You won’t fall!»
Sunny’s legs were shaking. He took a deep breath. Aubrey snickered behind him.
«Alright», he whispered to himself, and started climbing on Kel's back too.
When Kel stood up with him on his shoulders, the sudden shift of height made Sunny’s head spin for a second, but he soon recomposed himself, and started looking among the sea of purple leaves.
It was really big. Much more bigger than he remembered it being. He wondered if bits and pieces of his memories were still laying around, waiting to be discovered among the leaves.
A purple dot got his attention.
«Over there!» Sunny pointed to their right. Hero turned around, Omori's gaze following his finger.
«You may be right», he poked Hero on the head. «Let me down.»
With a huff, the two brothers let their friends go down. Kel flexed his arm. «Ow yeah! Sunny & Kel team is the best team!»
He then raised his hand. Sunny felt a smile creep on his face and returned the high five.
Omori furrowed his brow. «This wasn't a competition.»
He then turned towards Hero. The older boy tilted his head. Omori looked at him for some time, before whispering a “Thank you”.
Hero smiled. «No problem.»
They crossed the sea of leaves, the purple sky never changing above them. Basil stopped, forehead beaded with sweat, and looked at the stars above them.
«Hey, wait!» Aubrey's voice made the group stop. «Basil, are you alright?»
«Oh, yes. I am», he panted. «Sorry, I'm just a little tired.»
«Same here, actually», said Sunny.
«We're almost there», said Omori.
«I was wondering a thing», said Basil. «Does the night exist here? The sky has been full of stars ever since we arrived...»
«Now that you mention it», Hero raised his gaze. «The sky hasn't changed at all ever since we arrived here, has it?»
«I... don't know», said Omori. «Headspace didn't have a night and day cycle. I don't know if that applies here too.»
Basil groaned. «I hope it does. So that we can rest properly...»
Omori put his hand on his chin. Sunny looked at him. «Something the matter?»
«I just had a realization. You all need to sleep, don't you?»
«Do we?» asked Aubrey. «We are... inside a dream.»
«But we feel tired», said Basil.
«We should find a place where we can rest, then», said Hero. «We could... camp out here?»
«No», Omori's voice was resolute. «Can you resist a bit more? The barn must be nearby.»
«If anything, we could sleep there, couldn't we?»
«I guess? It depends on what state it's in.»
«And what’s in it, I guess», added Aubrey.
«Alright then!» Kel pumped his hand in the air. «Let's find this barn and get our well-earned sleep. Onwards!»
«We still don’t know if we actually can sleep there, Kel», said Aubrey, but the boy didn’t answer, while he kept walking.
As Omori removed a leaf from their sight, the barn appeared.
It stood silent in the middle of the field, signs of decay in all its cracks and spoiled wood. The walls and the roof were dotted by holes, and the fence was broken in different parts. Purple grass and moss engulfed it, patches of colors upon the wood.
The sight of a few gardening tools near the entrance caught Sunny's attention. They were rusted were laid upon the grass.
Sunny shivered.
«This place has seen better days», Aubrey wrinkled her nose.
«You can say that again», said Kel. «I'm surprised this thing is still standing in the first place.»
«I'm surprised too», said Omori. «I didn't know if this place still existed or not.»
He then turned towards Sunny. «You have the white lightbulb, right?»
«Y-yeah», he showed it to him. Omori nodded.
«Let's go in, then», said Hero. «No point in staying here. If the Gate is here, good for us. If it isn't... we can rest a little.»
«Wait», Sunny was still looking at the barn. «There's something different here.»
Omori looked at him. «What do you mean?»
«Look», he pointed at the tools near the entrance. «Gardening tools.»
Basil looked at them. «They’re pretty rusted…»
«This place never had any tools», said Omori. «That is a big difference.»
«What do we do?» asked Kel. «Knock and see if they let us in?»
«There's also the possibility that it's just used as a tool shed», said Hero, before a tug on his sleeve made him look down. «Omori? What is it?»
The boy showed his palm, curling his fingers. «The knife.»
«Woah, wait! We're not going to kill people.»
«We don’t even know if there are people in there. And I wasn’t planning to kill them, if they were.»
Hero furrowed his brow, and looked at Sunny.
«Only if you promise to not attack blindly.»
Omori sighed. «Yeah, yeah. Sure. Don't worry. I understand we're not in Headspace anymore.»
Sunny then nodded to Hero. «Give it to him.»
«Alright. I'll trust you on this one, Sunny.»
He gave Omori the knife. A glint of manic happiness slid into his eyes as he gripped the blade's handle. Then, his expression returned to normal and turned towards the barn.
«I'll help you out, pale boy», Aubrey took her bat out of her bag. «Let's wreck this party.»
Omori smirked, nodding.
They got in front of the door, Omori and Aubrey next to each other. The monochromatic boy looked at the group. A nod gave in unison signaled they were ready to go in.
Omori and Aubrey exchanged a decisive look and a nod.
With a push, they opened the door.
Notes:
Oh, I guess I wanted to say a thing. This fanfic will have no pairings. Sometimes you may find some playful teasing between the characters, but it doesn’t mean it’s going to evolve into something else.
Chapter 11: An Otherwordly Family
Summary:
Sunny and his friends break into a family's home, share dinner together and help clean. Kel realizes something and Sunny has a weird encounter.
Notes:
I want to say that I've taken a few "creative liberties" regarding some NPCs in this chapter. Since I don't like creating OCs, I preferred to go this way.
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The door swung open as Omori and Aubrey leaped their way in, their weapons steady in their hands, the rest of the group following behind them.
Silence fell.
They stood still.
Three pairs of eyes were looking at them, wide-eyed and mouths agape. Their hands were in mid-air, gripping forks near their mouth.
The smell of food reached Sunny's nose. He took a peek from Omori's side.
The residents of the barn had humanoid bodies, but animal heads. They looked like bunnies... wait, no. Sunny shook his head. Were they ducks? The rabbit's ears could have been similar to a duck's beak... but the forks they were holding were near their eyes. Sunny blinked a few times, putting order in his thoughts. Bunnies. They had bunny heads.
There were three of them: one was wearing a blue shirt and blue pants, another one was wearing a pink vest, while the third one was smaller and wore a red shirt and blue pants.
A family?
It felt so normal, Sunny could think he had entered somebody's house back in Faraway.
They were sitting with plates with food in front of them, while at the center of the floor there was a big black pan, contents unknown.
They're having... dinner?
Aubrey lowered her bat, eyes uncertain and with a glint of guilt. Omori didn't move, knife still raised. Sunny lowered his arm for him.
«Huh...» Kel chuckled and waved his hand. «Hello...?»
«Who are you?» asked the one who was wearing a blue shirt and pants.
Hero scratched his head. «We... huh... we are travellers?»
«Y-yeah!» Basil nodded, a nervous smile on his face. «We got lost.»
Omori furrowed his brow, while Sunny nodded, adding: «Sorry for intruding. We will take our leave.»
«Wait!» the alien wearing a pink vest made them stop. «You are lost?»
Hero nodded. «Yeah, silly us... Kel, I told you to check the map!»
Kel jumped and he took a moment to answer. «Yeah, sorry, Hero... I'll be... more careful next time?»
«Do you want to stay over for dinner?» asked the alien with the pink vest. «You all look exhausted. We don't have much, but we can share.»
The group shared inquisitive looks between themselves.
Kel was the first to speak. «I'm hungry.»
Aubrey fidgeted with her fingers. «I am too, to be honest.»
«That ladder really took a toll on us», Basil said. Sunny nodded.
After taking one last look at his friends, Hero answered. «Thank you for your kindness. We will join you for dinner.»
The family of aliens introduced themselves as the Duckie family. Mr. Duckie and Mrs. Duckie were eager to show their guests their seats. They sat down on the floor around their makeshift table: a blanket on the ground with a pot in the center.
Sunny dusted some stray hay from his sleeve as Mrs. Duckie gave him a plate.
«Duckie Jr.» she motioned at her son. «Be a dear and grab a few forks for our guests.»
The child nodded, running towards the back of the barn, before coming back with the items.
Sunny looked around: the barn looked as rundown as it did on the outside. The holes had let mint-colored vines encroach on the walls, but Sunny wasn't sure if they were helping the structure stay on foot or if they were helping it fall down. Dried hay and pebbles covered the floor, along with a few blankets and pillows. Stacked in the corners, there were hay bales. Hidden amongst them, Sunny spotted a few toys and, near the far back wall, a telescope.
Next to it, hanging on the wall, there was a small portrait covered in cobwebs. Sunny shivered and Omori noticed it, following his gaze.
«It's not the same one», he said.
Sunny looked at him. «Huh?»
«It's not the same portrait. It doesn't depict your family...»
«How can you tell? It's buried in cobwebs.»
He shrugged. «I can see the shapes.»
«So, you said you were lost, but what brings you here in Otherworld?» asked Mr. Duckie. He was watching his wife while she gave their guests their food. Aubrey scrunched her nose at the yellow pudge on her plate, but as soon as she put it in her mouth, she nodded in approval.
Hero answered. «We are... huh... on a journey», his eyes widened when he tasted the food.
Watching Aubrey's reaction, Sunny gathered the courage to test the food. With a tentative hand he scooped up a bit of the yellow mash and, as soon as it touched his tongue, he was filled with a juicy flavor reminiscent of summer fruit. His eye widened in shock and stared at what he was eating.
In that moment, Kel piped up, his mouth still full. «We are lowkin fohr the Gaets!»
Aubrey tilted her body away from her friend. «Ew, Kel! You're gross.»
He raised his hand as to say sorry and gulped down. «Sorry. We are looking for the Gates! Have you ever heard of them?»
Mrs. and Mr. Duckie shook their heads. «Can't say we ever have.»
Kel pouted. «Oh, too bad.»
In that moment, Duckie Jr. jumped. «But I know who can help you!»
«Hush, my dear», Mrs. Duckie gestured with her hand for him to sit down. «I don't think he can help them.»
«But he's a space pirate! He's bound to know something!»
At those words, both Kel and Sunny turned towards the little alien boy. Kel's eyes were sparkling.
Sunny spoke up. «Are you talking about Captain Spaceboy?»
Kel gasped, turning towards his friend, mouth in a perfect "O" shape. In that moment, Sunny felt like he had just told Kel that he had won a lifetime supply of Orange Joe.
Mr. Duckie narrowed his eyes. «You know him?»
«I, huh...»
«Only by name», said Omori, glaring at him. «He's pretty famous.»
«That, he is», nodded Mr. Duckie. «But I don't know if he can help you.»
«Wait!» Kel's took a deep breath to calm down. «Let me get this straight. You are talking about that Captain Spaceboy, right?»
«Who else?!» Duckie Jr. was the only one who shared Kel's enthusiasm and they both started to bounce on their spots.
Kel looked at his friends, mouthing a "This dream is awesome!"
Hero chuckled as he took another fork of food. Sunny felt a smile creep on his face. He was glad that Kel was having fun, at least.
«Where can we find him?» asked Kel. «I bet he knows about the Gates.»
«He lives near the campsite», said Duckie Jr. «If you keep walking, you're bound to find it.»
«You can definitely find the campsite», said Mrs. Duckie. «But finding the Captain, I'm not so sure.»
«He's always off in those travels of his», said Mr. Duckie, venom in his voice, as his fork made a sharp clink sound when he almost threw it on the plate. «He stopped caring about us a long time ago. I guess those space travels of his are much more entertaining that anything he found here.»
«You don't like him, it seems», said Aubrey. «Can we trust him?»
Mr. Duckie shrugged. «Maybe. I wouldn't bet my money on it, though.»
«How can you trust somebody who left like that?» said Mrs. Duckie. «He abandoned all of us.»
«Was he that important to you?» asked Hero.
«He was very important for our little down», said Mr. Duckie. «Having the captain of the Space Pirates as your neighbour does wonders for tourism, as you can imagine. But when he left, the result is that we were slowly forgotten by the rest of the world.»
«But it's not too bad», said Mrs. Duckie, stacking the empty plates in front of her. «We still have our family and... we found this place to live.»
Silence fell upon their heads. The melancholy of the conversation made the air heavy and stiff,
Mrs. Duckie sighed. «I'm sorry. It's still a sore spot. But no matter. Do you want to spend the night here?»
Hero shook his head. «We couldn't possibly–»
Mr. Duckie smiled. «It's no trouble! There's enough space for everyone, in here.»
Hero had an uncertain look in his eyes. Sunny reassured him with a thumbs up, but it was his friends' pleading eyes that made him give up.
«Alright. We will accept your kind offer, but...» he glanced at his friends. «We'll help you out cleaning this place.»
They all felt betrayed.
They spent the evening helping the Duckie family. The barn soon exploded in a cacophony of laughter and jokes as they all worked. The makeshift table was cleaned and the blanket dusted, the dried hay was relegated to the corners of the barn, while the pebbles were thrown outside. They covered some of the holes on the walls with the bales.
Basil was the one dusting the portrait on the far back. With wary steps, Sunny approached him and left a relieved sigh. The portrait really depicted another family, as Omori had said. The Duckie family wore suits and posed in familiar positions, but it looked normal enough.
«Hm?» Basil noticed him. «Sunny? Are you alright?»
«Yeah, it's just... this portrait worried me.»
«O-oh. Why is that?»
«Back in the barn in my old Headspace there was a similar portrait... but it wasn't pretty.»
Basil gave another glance at the portrait and, without adding another word, he took Sunny's hand, giving it a little squeeze. The black-haired boy stared at his friend's hand as he felt his cheeks grow warm.
«Thank you.»
Basil smiled.
«What have you found here, my friends?» Kel approached them, as he craned his neck to look beyond the two boys. «A family portrait! I was wondering what those cobwebs were hiding. You didn't find any spiders, right?»
Basil shook his head, Kel winked. «Good. Hero can rest easy, then.»
«It is a bit sad that it was covered by all those cobwebs.»
«I guess there is something that they didn't want to remember...» Sunny looked at the portrait. Bile got stuck in his throat as a wave of terror washed over him. He pointed at the lower part of the portrait. «Look.»
Basil and Kel followed his gaze. There, behind a patch of dust that Basil removed, there was a fourth family member. He wore a suit too, but he looked even younger than the Duckie Jr. they met.
Basil's mouth moved without making a sound before he spoke. «Duckie Jr. had a sibling?»
Dark thoughts encroached in Sunny's mind, but he shook them away. He took a deep breath. «I don't think we should pry.»
Basil nodded and dusted off the last patch he missed. He turned towards Kel. «Kel? Are you alright?»
The boy was as still as a rock, staring at the portrait. His eyes were distant, his limbs stiff at his sides. Sunny grew worried: had never seen him like that.
He put his hand on his arm. «Kel?»
«What happened to the other sibling?» his voice was a whisper, his eyes fixated on the portrait.
«I-I don't know», said Sunny.
At those words, Kel's shoulders dropped, as if Sunny had gave him some grave news. His lips trembled and Sunny could hear his hoarse breathing.
Then, like he had just been struck by lightning, Kel jolted up. With wide eyes, he looked at his friends like he was surprised to see them there.
«What happened? I...» he shook his head. «I'm sorry. I... I have no idea why that portrait affected me so much.»
«That was pretty uncharacteristic of you», said Basil, eyes full of worry. «Kel, is something troubling you?»
He scoffed. «Nah, don't worry. I think I'm just tired», his eyes glanced at Hero, who was talking to Mrs. Duckie, and smiled.
As the night rolled on, the group of friends took their sleeping spots in a corner of the barn, letting the family have their space in another corner.
And they sat on the ground, on a soft blanket of dried hay, with blankets in their hands. The barn was silent, the Duckie's family soft snores the only sounds to be heard.
Basil let out a small yawn as Kel stretched his arms.
«Finally, we can rest» Basil had a satisfied smile on his face.
«So, our plan is to head to the campsite and search for Captain Spaceboy?» asked Aubrey, before she started scratching her neck. With a grunt, she pulled out a stray hay and huffed.
«That's the plan, yes», nodded Hero. «Right, Omori?»
The monochromatic boy nodded. «I guess Kel will be delighted.»
The older boy chuckled. «Right! Kel?»
But his brother didn't answer, his eyes fixated on the ground deep in thought.
«Kel!» Aubrey's voice jolted him awake. «I can't believe it. Were you thinking?»
It looked like he had been caught stealing, as he looked at his friends. «I... huh. I wasn't paying attention, sorry.»
Hero got close to him. «Kel, are you alright?»
«Don't worry!» he chuckled. «I think I'm just tired...»
But Sunny noticed: Kel looked away and he followed his gaze. The portrait...
Omori furrowed his brow, looking at his companion.
«Kel, you know you can talk to me, right?» Hero's voice was soft.
«Yeah, of course.»
«We were talking about meeting Captain Spaceboy tomorrow», said Aubrey.
At those words, Kel sparkled. «Right!» he gasped, covering his mouth and looked at the sleeping family. «Yeah... Man, that will be so cool!»
«I just hope he won't be heartbroken like last time», said Omori.
Kel looked at Sunny. «Captain Spaceboy was in your Headspace, Sunny?»
He got caught. He nodded, cheeks flushing red in embarassment.
«He was in a relationship with Sweetheart», continued Omori. «But then she left him, and he became depressed.»
Hero furrowed his brow, looking at Sunny. Aubrey, on the other hand, covered her mouth to muffle her laughter.
«Oh, goodness! Sweetheart and Captain Spaceboy?» Aubrey slapped her knee. «Seriously?»
Basil put his chin on his hand. «I think that is what they call a crack ship.»
Aubrey burst into laughter, her eyes darting to the sleeping family as she covered her mouth. She doubled up with laughter, her forehead touching the hay.
Even Kel and Hero were not immune to her laughter, trying to keep it down as to not wake up their hosts. Basil was covering his mouth, looking at Sunny, eyes that pleaded for his forgiveness.
The boy, on the other hand, buried his head between his shoulders and closed his eye.
Maybe, just maybe, he could have disappeared. That would have been nice.
Something brushed on his hair. Sunny opened his eye: Omori was petting him.
In that moment, he just wanted to wake up from that embarassing nightmare.
When Aubrey started wheezing for air, Hero spoke up. «I have a question, though. You said that Captain Spaceboy was in your Headspace. Does that mean we're still there?»
Omori shook his head. «No. I can feel it. This is not the Headspace I know.»
Sunny's head got out from his shoulders like a turtle's head from its shell. «Really? It looks the same.»
«Yeah. But...» Omori squinted at the ground, pondering on the words. «It's like a disguise. The appearance is the same, what lies beneath is different.»
«That makes it creepier», said Aubrey.
Omori nodded. «We will have to be careful.»
«So... you can't summon those red hands of yours here?» asked Kel.
«I guess not. I don't want to try.»
«Oh yeah, about that», Aubrey smacked her hand on Omori's shoulder, making him flinch. «Thank you, for what happened on the ladder.»
For a moment, Sunny could have sworn to have seen Omori's cheeks becoming pink. Was he... blushing? He couldn't believe his eyes.
«It's nothing», he said, looking away. «I'm just doing my duty.»
In that moment, Kel laid down on the hay, arms beneath his head. «Hey, guys! Look! We're under a hole.»
«That's not nice», said Aubrey.
«Oh, but you can look at the stars.»
Basil scooted over, looking above. His eyes sparkled. «That's true!»
«The sky never changed», said Omori. «We've been looking at the stars ever since you arrived here.»
«But looking at them while relaxing is another thing!» Kel motioned him to come closer. «Come here!»
The others crawled over next to Kel, until their heads were next to each other. Sunny followed suit, motioning Omori to follow him.
With a sigh, he obeyed and laid down next to him
Kel was right. From where they were laying down they had a perfect view of the starry purple sky. The golden drawings passed over them in their silent march and Aubrey chuckled a few times, spotting shapes as if they were clouds.
Everybody took turns, pointing at an item and telling what it was, but when they started to be the same, Basil chimed in. «You have to change your point of view! Look at that satellite... it's actually a checkered towel on a hanger!»
Sunny shook his head. «It's a puppet with brooms as arms.»
«And that star!» Kel pointed above. «It's actually a starfish.»
«That's kinda stupid», said Aubrey. The boy pouted.
Omori had stayed silent during their game, until he pointed at the sky. «That's not Saturn and its rings. It's a pebble in the water.»
Aubrey elbowed him. «Nice going, pale boy!»
«And that's definitely a bed, no matter how you look at it» Hero chuckled. «C'mon guys, it's time to hit the hay... literally.»
Aubrey sighed. «I wonder... when we will wake up, will we still be here?»
«I know I shouldn't say this but...» Basil blushed. «This is kinda nice, isn't it?»
«Yeah» Kel smiled. «We're all together again! In the real world, Sunny lives four hours away and Hero is in college.»
Hero chuckled. «I'm just glad that, by being here, I don't have to worry from afar.»
«Yeah...» Aubrey closed her eyes. «It does feel nice, to be together again like this. Even if we have a new friend here.»
«He's nice company!» said Kel. «I don't mind him at all.»
Sunny gave a thumbs up. As weird as it sounded, being with Omori hadn't been so bad as he thought it'd be. He knew he had to keep an eye on him, but Omori had proved himself to be trustworthy. And he had saved his friends, Sunny couldn't forget that.
Sunny was happy too. Being with his friends again had been his greatest wish, and now he was there. He felt his chest grow warm as he acknowledged the presence of them right next to him.
And they stayed there, looking at the stars, relishing in each other's presence, until their thoughts drifted off and sleep took over.
Sunny woke up in a dark place.
He gasped, throat dry.
He looked around him: he couldn't discern any shape in the endless void, as nausea built up in his stomach.
Is this... Black Space?
But it felt different. It was... calmer. No echoes and scratches in the background, no distorted sounds, no weird images.
Just blackness as still as the night.
Sunny took a few steps, looking around.
«Do not worry, Dreamer», a familiar voice shook him. A pair of white eyes lingered in the darkness but Sunny recognized them. «It was I who summoned you here.»
«Why have you brought me here?»
«To warn you, Dreamer. Do not rely on him blindly. You do not want to fall into the same trap as five years ago.»
Sunny shivered. «That won't happen» he said it with as much convinction as he could. «I'll be careful.»
The figure didn't respond, staying still in the darkness. «Dreamer, the path forwards is difficult... and it is easy to stumble and fall back.»
«That won't happen. I faced the truth and I'm not alone anymore. And...» he looked at the figure in the eyes. «I must thank you, too. I know you were trying to help me, back there. And you were the one who brought me to my friends, in the end.»
The figure didn't answer, his white eyes the only visible thing in the endless void.
In that moment, as if he was hit by a wave, tiredness washed over Sunny and everything disappeared.
Notes:
At first the Duckie family was supposed to be a family of non-specified aliens that resembled Captain Spaceboy. Then I thought "well, there's a family in Otherworld, might as well use them!". But I needed an additional sibling... so yeah, that's the creative liberty!
Also, about Omori: I know I've said there are no ships in this fanfiction and I still abide by that, but Omori still has his crush on Aubrey. (hehehe) but nothing will happen out of it.
Chapter 12: Captain Spaceboy
Summary:
Sunny and his friends meet with Captain Spaceboy, hoping to find more information about the Gates. They find jobs.
Notes:
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When Sunny woke up the next morning, the hole on the roof of the barn greeted him along with its view of the purple sky.
Aubrey's groan next to him perfectly encompassed his feelings about this turn of events.
«We are still here», Basil's voice was barely a whisper.
«Yeah», Hero's eyes were vacant as he stared at the ceiling.
«I can't say I'm entirely unhappy about this», Kel chuckled.
«It does feel nice», Sunny nodded.
They stood there for some time, basking in their presences, the soft snoring from the Duckie family the only sound to be heard. In that calm moment, Sunny's chest became warm: he was happy. In an entirely weird way, he was happy that their journey wasn't yet over.
Somebody moving next to him brought those thoughts to an halt: Omori was standing up. Stranger's words echoed in Sunny's mind.
Do not rely on him blindly.
That's what they had done so far, hadn't they? Omori was the one who had led them until that moment. Everybody trusted Sunny to trust Omori to lead them, but none of them knew the whole story.
Could he really trust Omori? So far, he had only helped them and showed no signs of being dangerous. Sure, he still loved his knife but he had actually gave it back to Hero willingly before setting up their sleep corner.
But Stranger's words rung true. Relying on him too much was one of the reasons that led Sunny astray. He sighed, looking at the boy who was shaking off some hay from his clothes.
One by one, they all got up. Aubrey and Kel started stretching together to prepare themselves for the day ahead, and the boy shared a few tips with his friend. Sunny and Basil sat down watching them. The black haired boy found their energy so early in the morning admirable. Basil didn't seem unfazed, probably used to get up early for his plants, but in that moment, with no plants to take care of, his hands were antsy.
«Sunny!» he took his friend's hand. «Do you remember those garden tools we found yesterday?»
«Yeah. What about them?»
«Shall we check them out? They probably have a vegetable garden or something. We could help them.»
Hero, who was finishing cleaning their sleep corner, turned around with a smile. «That's a wonderful idea, Basil! Let's go!»
They spent the next seconds dragging a very uncooperative Omori outside and they found the garden on the back of the barn. Basil stared at it, wide-eyed, tools in hands. «Wow. I didn't expect plants to flourish so much without the sun... and in outer space!»
Kel pouted, crossing his arms. «These are common plants. I've seen some of them in your garden too.»
«This is a bit disappointing», Aubrey nodded. «I was looking forward to fight with a giant alien plant.»
Sunny didn't recognize many of the plants by name, but he did recognize them by sight: he too had seen many of them during his last days at Faraway, in Basil's garden.
«Well, no matter», Hero rolled his sleeve up. «Basil, can you tell us what to do?»
«Sure!»
They spent the next hour tending at the garden, checking if any of the plants needed water or some trimming, and checking for parasites. The air was cool and not too hot, and Sunny was grateful for that. He admired Basil working with expert hands: despite the unfamiliar place they were in, that garden seemed like the perfect fit for him.
He missed watching Basil taking care of plants. It was a familiar sight and a wave of tranquillity washed over him, calming him down. For a moment, they were back in Faraway, helping out Basil with a new set of plants he was making flourish. Like the old times.
Sunny turned next to him: Omori was kneeling down in front of a vase, checking the leaves of a plant. Patches of purple dirt were on his pale knees and his black socks had become tainted.
«You'll probably need to wash those later», said Sunny.
He shrugged. «I've literally travelled in the guts of a giant whale while wearing these.»
Sunny winced. «Gross.»
Omori chuckled. «This is what you made me wear.»
«I regret it now.»
«You know», Omori had an unexpected gentle touch while checking the leaves. «This reminds me of when we tended to Basil's flowers while he was away.»
Sunny jumped and his eye darted to his friends: nobody had heard him. «Be careful about that, Omori. I don't want anybody to hear that.»
«Hush, why? You don't want to talk about how your own mind tried to bury Basil away?»
«It was you who did it.»
«I did it to protect you.»
Sunny winced. Stranger's words echoed in his mind. You do not want to fall in the same trap.
«Omori, do you–»
A gasp interrupted them. The Duckie family was looking at them, surprise in their faces. «Oh, my dears!» exclaimed Mrs. Duckie. «You didn't have to!»
Hero raised his arms. «Don't worry about it. It's a way to repay for your kindness.»
«I've prepared breakfast. Come on in! You all must be hungry.»
They exchanged small talk during breakfast, making sure they understood the directions well in order to arrive at the campsite safely.
In the end, while in front of the door, Mr. Duckie put his hand on Hero's shoulder. «We don't have much, but I want you all to remember that you will always be welcome here.»
«Thank you.»
They left the barn bidding goodbyes and well wishes. As they delved back into the Cattail Fields, letting the purple leaves engulf them, Hero winced.
Kel looked at him. «Hero, what's wrong?»
«Those guys... are we really in a dream?»
«Yes and no, according to Daddy Longlegs», said Aubrey.
«It was so... realistic», Hero looked at Omori and Sunny, a strange expression on his face. «Has it always been like this?»
Sunny felt his throat go dry. He pressed his lips together, nodding. «Sometimes it became difficult to distinguish it from reality.»
Hero gave a slow nod, before putting his hand on Sunny's shoulder, giving it a little squeeze.
As per Duckie Jr.'s instructions, they kept walking. And so they walked.
Until they found themselves back at the ladder they had used to reach Otherworld.
«Huh», Kel looked down the hole. «Where to, now?»
Sunny pointed at the way they hadn't gone the day before. «This way.»
They followed a path traced among the purple grass, until they reached what looked like a small town.
Duckie Jr. had called it a campsite and Sunny wondered the reason why he in the first place had called it such.
The little town was built on multiple small hills dotted by houses. Their broken windows and ruined roofs were enough to show that they were empty.
A few cars were parked next to the road they were traversing, grass and moss eating at their wheels and their frames, a few plants going inside them from their broken windows.
Sunny felt a tinge of sadness in his chest: he had always loved Otherworld's campsite. It was such a lively place, where people could have fun. It just screamed adventure and liveliness, but in this new reality, it was silent and empty. The camping spot was but a shadow of its former self.
Omori stopped in the middle of the path, right under one of the hills. He looked at the empty spot on the ground, the purple grass untouched.
Sunny remembered that place. It was where Mari's picnic blanket was supposed to be.
«I'm not really surprised», he said when Sunny approached him. «But somehow, I still feel sad.»
Sunny nodded. And he stayed there for a moment, letting his body absorb the feeling of emptiness.
«Man», Aubrey was looking at the ruined houses and the far away blinking radio towers. «Like everything else, this place is depressing. Sunny, you could at least have made it fun.»
«It was», he responded. «It's just that these places look like they've been abandoned...»
«Which is what you did», said Omori. «But I was the one who kept them alive, once you left. And I can assure you, they weren't like this.»
A gasp emerged from the grass, making them turn around. The head of a peacock was looking at them, wide-eyed.
«Visitors!» he rushed out from the grass and reached them in long jumps, losing a few feathers along the way. «Welcome! Welcome!»
«Is that a talking peacock?!» whispered Aubrey. «This is awesome!»
Kel waved his hand. «Hello? Can we help you?»
The peacock shook his head, his head feathers swinging wildly. «Oh, no, no! But you have come at the right time! What are you planning to see here, visitors?»
Kel jumped. «Captain Spaceboy! We've heard we can find him here!»
«You're in luck! He arrived here just this morning. Although...» he looked down, before continuining. «I'd be quick, if I were you. I have no idea when he will take off again.»
Kel gasped and shook Sunny's and Aubrey's shoulders. «He's here! Guys! We're going to meet Captain Spaceboy for real!»
«Where can we find him?» asked Hero amidst his brother's excited yells.
«You can find his hideout over there», he pointed at a glinting star, beyond the trees that covered the hills. «On the top of that hill. Follow the path and you will find him.»
«Is he alone?» asked Omori.
The peacock furrowed his brow. «He's with his crew, of course. What do you mean, alone?»
«We heard stories about a... stormy breakup he had», said Sunny.
«What? Breakup? What are you saying? That guy is more interested in those travels of his instead of finding a partner for himself. What kind of trashy gossip have you been reading?»
Omori took a sigh of relief, while Sunny answered: «Huh... sorry.»
«We've been hearing these comments about his travels for quite a while now», said Hero. «Are they true? The state of this place is due to him leaving?»
«Oh, yeah, it is. Nobody wants to visit the hideout of a space pirate if he isn't here most of the time. We told him that he's free to return here, just like the old times, but he doesn't listen. He spews stuff like "I have to do something for you all!" and just... disappears. For a very long time. He's pretty stubborn.»
«Reminds me of somebody» Aubrey elbowed Kel, making him pout.
«He's just like his friend», the peacock rambled on. «What was his name... Pluto? I haven't seen him in a while, now that I think about it.»
In that moment, his head sprung up, wide-eyed. «Oops, I was rambling there. Sorry.»
«It's alright», Hero stifled a chuckle. «Thanks for all your help. We'll be on our way.»
«Sure. Sends our regards to Captain Spaceboy.»
They followed the path that led them upwards, towards the top of the hill. The shadows grew thick in that place, the trees towering over them, the grass becoming darker as they went on. The purple sky disappeared behind the foliage, appearing again briefly between the leaves.
In the end, they reached the top of the hill. There it sat a building with the shape of a semicircle, like an half moon on the ground, a white star glinting on the top of it.
Aubrey furrowed her brow. «I was expecting something more majestic from Captain Spaceboy», she looked at Sunny. «You did him no good.»
«Yeah!» Kel looked at him with the most offended expression he could manage. «Where's the hangar?! Where's his spaceship?! Sunny...!»
He hesitated, scrambling to find a good answer. «Inside his house there is an hidden hallway where he shows off all the planets he conquered.»
Kel gasped. «That's so cool. I want to see that.»
«Guys, we're here to ask for information», said Hero. «Don't let yourselves get distracted.»
«Don't be an old fart, Hero», Aubrey smacked his back. «I know you wanna go back home before the news at nine.»
«Don't worry, Hero», Basil seemed calm, but a certain light in his eyes showed his excitement. «We might as well enjoy the sights while we're here, right?»
Hero sighed, clearly at a disadvantage. «I guess you're right.»
«What shall we do, anyway?» asked Basil. «Go there at the door and... knock? Do you knock at the door of a space pirate?»
«Sunny, you could sneak in as a pirate!» said Kel.
Aubrey burst out laughing. «Like in that one Halloween photo!»
Sunny pouted. «I knew it. I should have brought my black eyepatch. White is no good.»
A soft chorus of laughter emerged, except for Omori, who stood still looking at Sunny. He was looking at his eyepatch. Then he smirked.
Still laughing, they reached the door.
«So...» Hero motioned at the door. «Do we really... just knock?»
Aubrey groaned. «Cowards» and knocked.
A few moments later, the door opened. A humanoid creature with blue skin and a bird's beak was in front of them. «Hello. This is the residence of Captain Spaceboy, Captain of Space Pirates. How can I help you?»
«We're here to meet Captain Spaceboy!» yelled Kel.
Omori was quick to add. «We want to exchange information with him. We have some info we're sure he'd be interested in.»
Hero whispered in Omori's ear. «Do we?»
He glared at him.
The space pirate eyed the group with uncertain eyes, before shrugging and nodding. «Alright, come in.»
If Captain Spaceboy's residence was nothing to gasp at from the outside, its indoors were even less magnificent. A simple two story house, emptiness in every corner. The floor was dotted with lazing space pirates: some where playing videogames, some were reading books, others were playing card games together.
They all raised their eyes at the newcomers, a few of them waved. They waved back.
The one that had greeted them said: «Wait here. I'll go call the Captain.»
They were left alone in front of the entrance, in the middle of the rest of the crew.
«This place is pretty disappointing», said Aubrey.
Kel nodded. «Yeah... I hope that hallway will make up for it.»
«I'm disappointed too», said Basil.
«Sorry...?» said Sunny. He wasn't sure what to think.
In that moment, a figure appeared on the stairs. Kel gasped, jumping on the spot.
The figure had blue skin and green hair. He bore a green cape, which magnified each and every step. He wore a proud glint in his eyes and bravery on his face.
«Guys! Guys! Guys!» Kel was bouncing on the spot, shaking Sunny with all his strength, making his head spin. He was close to exploding from the excitement.
Captain Spaceboy descended the stairs with a few long jumps, before finishing with a backflip, landing in front of the group.
The crew started clapping and whistling, Kel joining them. Aubrey winced. «What a showoff.»
Silence fell as he raised his arm, the cape opening with it. «Welcome, my dear guests!» his voice was clear and full of youth. «They have told me that you have information I'd be interested in.»
Omori stepped forward. «Yes, we do. But we're also looking for information.»
«Sounds like a fair deal. Follow me, I know a better place to talk.»
He turned around and started climbing the stairs. They followed him, under the stares of the rest of the crew, when Hero whispered: «What kind of information do we even have, anyway?»
Kel and Aubrey shrugged, while Sunny asked: «Omori, what's your plan?»
But he didn't answer.
A wave of worry hit Sunny. There he was, letting Omori lead him again.
They reached the second floor: it looked like a bedroom, considering the bed at the center of the room. The Captain walked over to the wall and looked around before touching a specific spot. A rumble roared and part of the wall slid off, revealing a secret entrance.
He motioned towards it. «After you.»
Kel gasped, and his excitement only grew when Sunny said: «That's where the secret hallway is.»
They found themselves on a suspended bridge that passed through the purple sky, bordered by glowing lampposts. Here and there, like stars, hung the planets with their peculiar colors. Sunny took a deep breath: despite not being scared of heights anymore, the thought of falling from the bridge made his legs become weak. Basil must have felt the same, taking Sunny's hand for comfort. Hero was looking down, wide-eyed, his shoulders shivering. Even fearless Aubrey took a few steps inward, bumping into Sunny.
Kel, on the other hand, was looking around with sparkling eyes and mouth agape, mouthing a "This place is awesome!"
The Captain smirked at his excitement, but he soon wore a serious expression and said: «So! Let's begin our negotiations, shall we?»
Omori shook his head. «Wait. The information we are looking for is highly specific. We are willing to part with ours only if we know that you have what we are looking for.»
Captain Spaceboy narrowed his eyes, before nodding. «Alright. What are you looking for?»
«I'll let our negotiator talk», he pushed Hero, who stammered. «W-what?»
«Use your charm!», hissed Omori.
«My what?»
Aubrey covered her mouth, suppressing a laugh, while Sunny tried to give a reassuring thumbs up to his friend, who just looked at him.
«I, huh...» Hero took a deep breath and cleared his throat. «We are looking for information about the Gates. Do you know anything about them?»
At those words, the Captain's eyes widened. «W-wait. Did I hear that well? You're looking for the Gates?»
Hero nodded. «Yes. The Gates. I take you heard about them?»
«Of course I did. We space farers hear about many things. You are treading very dangerous waters, my friends. Nobody who has ever entered a Gate managed to live to tell the tale.»
Like a flame snuffing out, every inch of excitement the group had died out. Even Kel stopped, his skin turning pale. They looked at one another, at a loss of words.
The only exception was Omori, who continued: «We need to get there.»
«Brave souls, huh?» the Captain nodded. «I can't say I don't admire that in people. I know the location of one of the Gates: it's on Planet J03.»
Hero shrieked: «Another planet?!»
«Why do you sound so surprised? We are space pirates.»
«Huh...» Omori glared at him again. Hero nodded. «Sorry, it's just that... we had received info about the Gate being here.»
«I never heard of Gates here in Otherworld», answered the Captain. «Only of the one on Planet J03. We are heading there tomorrow, actually.»
«Are you also heading to the Gate?»
«Pff, no. I don't want to die, not yet. I have other... matters to attend there. Anyway, I think I have done my part of the deal. What information do you have to offer me?»
The group looked at Omori. He didn't bat an eye. «We've heard of rumors about a particularly interesting treasure back on Planet 14.»
«Planet 14? The one after the Belt of Storms?»
Omori's eyes widened and nodded. «Y-yeah... that one.»
«It's also beyond the Field of Meteorites. It's not an easy ride.»
«That's why we wanted to share this with you only: we thought only a brave captain like you could manage to get such an important treasure.»
«I'll keep that in mind, then. Thank you. Although, don't downplay yourselves like that: passing through the Field of Meteorites and beyond the Belt of Storms is child's play, compared to going inside a Gate.»
«Thank you...? Our captain is very brave, you see.»
«I cannot even imagine. I'd love to meet them.»
Omori pulled Kel by the wrist and gave him a salute. «Captain.»
Kel, there in the spotlight, at first was at a loss of words. He looked at Omori with an unsure expression, but when he realized that he was standing in front of Captain Spaceboy, he stiffened.
«It's a pleasure to meet you!» exclaimed the alien, shaking the boy's hand. «Yours must be the bravest crew I ever met! Searching for Gates...!»
Kel's mouth opened a few times, but no words came out. Then he shook his head and answered. «Yes, we... like the thrill of adventure! What kind of pleasure is there, in visiting already known places, am I right?»
«I totally agree with you, my friend. I'm sorry, I'm afraid I didn't catch your name, Captain...?»
«Kel! I'm... Captain Kel», he pressed his lips together at the last words, as if he was tasting them in his mouth. Hero gave him a thumbs up.
Captain Spaceboy left his hand, and the boy took his own wrist, mouth agape, staring at the hand that a few moments prior was in contact with the Captain's.
«It was a pleasure to meet you and your crew, Captain Kel. Thank you for the information you have provided. Now, if you'll excuse me, I have to prepare for tomorrow's departure.»
Omori pulled Hero by the sleeve. «Quick! Hero! You must use your charm here! Convince him to let us take a lift on his spaceship!»
«What's with you and my charm anyway?!»
«Quick! Before he goes away!»
«Yeah! Go, Prince Charming!» wheezed Aubrey.
«If we don't reach the Gate, we'll be trapped here!» exclaimed Basil.
Sunny shook his head, but nobody paid attention. Omori... had that been his plan all along?
Hero passed a hand through his hair. «Oh dear. Alright... I'll try.»
He cleared his throat. «Captain Spaceboy?»
«Yes?»
«I... we... huh...» he took a deep breath. «We need to ask a favor out of you.»
«Hm? What is it?»
«You see, we really need to get to the Gate as soon as possible, but our spaceship is... it broke, and huh...»
«I have many capable mechanics that will be more than willing to give you a hand.»
«Oh, no, no, it's already under repair but... we really can't wait. If we help you out on your ship, can we board with you to reach Planet...» he turned around. «What was the name?»
«Planet J03.»
«Planet J03.»
Captain Spaceboy eyed the group, and his eyes fell on Kel. «Your negotiator is quite the charming guy, I admit.»
«Y-yeah! That's why I leave all the talking to him. You know, I'm more of an... action kind of person.»
The Captain nodded. «I understand. I know how tiresome it can be to deal with all the bureucracy and talking that is involved with being a Captain.»
Aubrey leaned over to Sunny. «Space pirates have bureucracy?»
«What a mess», murmured Omori.
«A sad life», added Sunny.
Kel nodded. «Exactly. It's... like that.»
«You know what, my friend?» Captain Spaceboy put his hand on Kel's shoulder. «I want you and your crew on my spaceship. I cannot let such fearless space farers remain on land for long.»
«Thank you for your help, Captain Spaceboy!» Kel was beaming. «I knew we could count on you!»
«Captain Kel, I want you to be my second in command for this flight. What do you say?»
Kel gasped, turning around to look at his friends. His eyes were glinting with unrolled tears of happiness.
His older brother gave him a thumbs up.
«I'd be so happy sir you can't even imagine sir thank you sir.»
Captain Spaceboy bursted into a hearty laugh, smacking the boy on the back. «Don’t be so afraid, my new friend! You’re my second in command! And about the rest of your crew… what can you do?»
Omori didn't wait and pointed at Hero. «He can be our cook.»
The boy jumped. «I... huh...»
«I thought he was a negotiator.»
«Yeah, but he's also a great cook.»
Aubrey poked Omori's shoulder. «Hey... don't.»
«Huh?»
«Wait, it's okay, Aubrey», said Hero, taking a deep breath. «After all, food is the best negotiator, isn't it?»
«Ah, good one!» said the Captain. «With some good food, you can tell anything you want to anybody. Alright then, you'll be our cook.»
Then he eyed Aubrey. «What about you, miss? What can you do?»
«I'm good at kicking ass.»
«Awesome! I needed a new guard. You'll be helping out with the security on the spaceship. What about you?» he motioned at Basil.
«I- huh... I'm good with plants and... photographs?»
«Photographs, huh? We needed a new malfunction reporter. And what about you, eyepatch boy?»
«I can... draw?»
«We needed a new cartographer. And what about you, monochromatic boy? You seem pretty daring.»
«Maybe.»
«What can you do?»
«I can use a knife.»
«Cook helper!»
«Wait, no–»
«Now that it's settled!» Captain Spaceboy raised his arms and the cape opened with them. «My friends, tomorrow you will come with me towards Planet J03! Tomorrow, we fly!»
Notes:
By the way, the "talking peacock" is this guy here. I love birds and he is a pretty funky guy. I love his design.
About the "Malfunction Reporter": no idea if it really exists, but here it is. A big Thank You to a member from the Italian writing group I'm part of: she's the one that came up with the name when I asked for suggestions. She told that technically it would be an engineer to do such a job, but hey.
and seriously is that place a campsite or an actual town??
Chapter 13: Journey into the stars
Summary:
Space travels. Aubrey and Basil pretend to do their jobs while goofing around, Sunny skips on his job. Hero is the only reasonable one. Basil has a weird encounter. Omori discovers potatoes.
Kel and Captain Spaceboy discover to have more things in common than anticipated.
Notes:
believe me it was really difficult to resist the urge to call this chapter "among the stars" and start with the "it's sus" jokes
also guys I never wrote anything even remotely sci-fi and involving spaceships, so bear with me if some things can sound off
And oops, sorry for the length. It was 5k words before I started editing it... And I really didn't want to cut it in two parts.
Also, warning: the last part can be a bit heavy, emotionally-wise. There are direct references to the events of the game and the tags come into full effect.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
After their conversation, Captain Spaceboy left the group to deal with the last remaining things to prepare before their departure. They were left there, on the suspended bridge that passed amongst the conquered planets.
As soon as the Captain's figure disappeared between the stars, they all sighed in relief.
«Omori», Hero's voice was stern and Sunny felt a shiver down his spine. Kel looked at his brother with a worried face. «Next time, please, tell us about your plans.»
He shrugged. «I wouldn't have to do it, if you did your job.»
«My job?!»
«Back in Headspace, you were the one who'd have these plans.»
«Really?" he looked at Sunny and the boy nodded. «B-but that doesn't matter right now! Promise me you will cooperate with us, next time.»
Omori sighed. «I was winging it, by the way.»
«Then tell us! "Guys, let's wing it!"»
«We could have created a super cool background story to go with our space pirate crew attire!» Kel pouted, and then brought Sunny next to him. «And a cool story for your scar right there.»
«I fought with a space squid wielding a knife», said Sunny.
Aubrey chuckled. «It wouldn't be the weirdest thing here, would it?»
«Well, the rest of the crew could still ask us about our past», said Basil. «Maybe creating a backstory wouldn't be so bad...»
Sunny had known Basil for a very long time. He considered him his best friend and, he was sure, without the shadow of a doubt, that Basil was like an open book for him.
For exactly this reason, Sunny could read the expression in his eyes perfectly. The unrelenting excitement of fun. Basil really wanted to create a story for fun. Sunny knew how much he loved adventures, even though he preferred them only on the paper of the books he adored.
Hero sighed, passing a hand through his face. «Alright, alright. We have time until tomorrow. Let's just... I don't know», he sighed. «I probably need some rest.»
They spent the rest of the day exploring the small hideout of the space pirates, throwing around ideas about their unique backstory. In the end, after discarded ideas that involved giant talking mice (Sunny really liked that one) and a race of birdmen who didn't sing, they ended up going for a group of pirates who specifically specialized in hunting giant space dragons.
The space dragon part was created by Basil, who had read about them in a book, and he really wanted them.
Kel and him discussed what was cooler - space travellers hunting space dragons or space pirates looking for treasure - while having lunch with suspicious tubes full of food. However, they soon realized that the food was quite delicious.
And, in the end, the day gave in to the night, before returning again.
The group stood in front of Mercury Retrograde in her cyan sheen, sitting on a pedestal on the roof of the hideout, right below the glinting white star.
They boarded the spaceship with eyes full of wonder and child-like ecstasy. Captain Spaceboy led them to the cockpit, where a vast array of people were working on screens and tables, an incessant beeping and flashing that appeared and disappeared as waves.
They sat down on the seats they were provided and buckled their belts.
Next to Sunny, Basil's legs were bouncing and the boy couldn't keep his hands steady. Sunny couldn't help but chuckle.
Kel, as expected, was beaming, and he waved excitedly at Sunny when he realized he was watching him. Sunny waved back. Hero next to him was with his eyes closed, his mouth opening and closing in eerily similar motions to the breathing exercises he taught him while still in the hospital, one year ago.
Aubrey was still, her eyes out towards the window. Her hands were gripping the armsrests, her face difficult to decipher.
And lastly, next to her, there was Omori. He was looking at her with an inquisitive gaze and Sunny raised an eyebrow. Had he chosen that seat specifically?
«Everybody!» Captain Spaceboy's voice awoke them from their distractions. His eyes were glinting with pride and the thrill of adventure. «We are departing for Planet J03, as planned. Engines?»
«Fully functional, sir!»
«Thrusters?»
«Fully functional!»
«Charted route?»
«Fully mapped, sir!»
«Perfect!»
And then he raised his arm, his cape opening with them, and sat down on his seat. «My friends! Are you ready?»
Everybody nodded. Sunny was worried that Basil and Kel's heads would fall down from their vigorous gestures.
«Perfect!» said the Captain. «Then... we fly!»
With a roar and a tremble, the whole spaceship shook. The group jumped, startled, but Basil was the first one to recover, with an ecstatic grin on his face. Sunny did his best to keep his eye open, gripping at the seatbelt with all his might until his knuckles turned white. Hero pressed his lips together, eyes glued shut, trembling inside. Aubrey kept her breath steady while looking at the ceiling, eyes wide in terror.
Kel, on the other hand, had his legs sprawled out and arms wide, not unlike a starfish, yelling and cheering on as each tremble kept growing in intensity.
Captain Spaceboy looked at his crew with a smirk.
«Sir!» one of the crewmates got his attention. «We’re now out of the atmosphere! All systems fully functional.»
«Perfect!»
With a snap of his fingers, all the seatbelts retreated.
«Alright», he said, standing up. «You are now free to do your jobs. Ask any of my crewmates if you need any help. And you, Captain Kel», he motioned to him. «You'll stay here with me.»
«Yessir!» Kel jumped out from his seat and ran towards the Captain. His new superior ruffled his hair with a grin. «There you are! Captain Kel!» he saluted and Kel, full of excitement and bright feelings, saluted back.
The rest of the group stood up from their seats and Aubrey sprinted towards the windows.
«Guys!» she called, motioning with her hand. «Come take a look!»
Sunny's thoughts stopped. Beyond the window stood the vastness of space. The purple sky had disappeared, replaced with the black canvas he was so used to see and fantasize on as a kid while looking out from the window in the dimly lit room at night. Stars glittered everywhere, little flames reflected in his wide eyes full of wonder. The blackness was interrupted with soft swirls of many different colors – red, green, and yellow among many – looking like mist.
They all stood there, even Omori, with their mouths agape and eyes full of glittering stars, admiring the silence of the universe.
«It's beautiful, isn't it?» Captain Spaceboy's voice was sweet, as if he was talking to a newborn. «No matter how many times I see it, it's still as beautiful as the first time.»
Hero pressed his lips together. «I... I have no words. This is truly...»
«AWESOME!» exclaimed Kel, who had stayed silent until that moment. «This is just so awesome!»
«Have you ever been here?» asked Basil, turning towards Sunny.
«No, never», Omori answered for him. «We never took off with Mercury Retrograde in our adventures.»
Sunny didn't respond, letting his chest soar with the awe of space, mesmerized by the sight.
- : -
«So, as the malfunction reporter, your job is to take a picture of anything that is out of order», Basil was listening to the instructions he was given, while examining the camera in his hands. It was pretty similar to his polaroid, and that made him relax. «You understand?»
He jumped, and nodded. «Y-yeah! Do I show the pictures to you, if needed?»
«Yeah. And don't go into a panic, if you see something out of place. Sometimes a piece falls down somewhere but the ship still stays afloat.»
«Alright. Thank you.»
«Thank you, young man.»
Basil saluted the crewman, who saluted back, and went on his way.
When he closed the door of the repair office, he was alone in the hallway. Everybody had gone off to their spots, with the exception of Kel who had stayed with Captain Spaceboy.
«Alright...» he looked at the camera again. «Let's see what we can find...»
Basil had no idea where to go, so he just looked around until he found a promising spot. He waved at a few crewmates here and there, hoping to find a familiar face who never arrived. He fidgeted with his camera all the way through, as he checked the crewmen's quarters – and found their hammocks – the captain's quarter, and the engine room.
Everywhere he went, his sight was filled with items and gizmos he had no idea the function of, with curved shapes and bright colors. Every crewman did their job diligently, sometimes not even realizing his presence.
«They asked me to take a photo of anything that is out of order...», he closed the door of the room he had just visited. «But everything here looks out of order and weird...»
In the solitude of his empty patrolling, Basil's thoughts wandered.
They wandered about the weird place they had found themselves in. Deep down, he was happy to be with his friends again. He just wished he could take photos and bring them into the waking world once done. That would have been so cool to have.
He could picture it in his mind: a thick photo album with a purple cover, the words "Basil and his friends' dreamy adventures" engraved with white letters. He chuckled.
His chest grew warm at the thought of his friends. He was so grateful to have them back.
It seemed so long ago now, but there was a time where he didn't think that anything like this could have happened ever again. Trapped in the black tangles of guilt and anxiety, he had seen no way out. In the darkest night, he had seen the light only in the glint of the garden shears.
He shivered and closed his eyes.
Send those thoughts away, send those thoughts away...
He hated being alone. He was an easy prey, in that state.
He reached a new door. A small plaque was attached to it and in black letters it read "Storage Room".
«Alright, let's see what we can find here...» he fumbled with his keys until he found the right one, and the door opened with a satisfying click.
The room was dark. Basil touched the wall until he found the light switch, letting the room be engulfed in yellow light.
The smell of dust made his nose itch. He sneezed. Rubbing his face with his sleeve, he looked around the room: boxes upon boxes were stacked one upon the others, in towers of dubious stability. Here and there, in the free spaces on the ground, a few objects were scattered: he recognized some machinery from the cockpit and some pieces of paper with unknown symbols. Upon closer inspections, he recognized them as being related to maths.
He made a finger slide on one of the boxes, and his skin came back gray with dust.
«They haven't been using this place much, have they...?»
He found an open box and checked its contents. It looked like it was full of nets. Giant, thick nets. They reminded Basil of the ones he'd see in documentaries in the morning about fishermen. He took one in his hand and huffed. His arm hurt.
«These things are heavy!»
He shook his head and turned around, when a noise stopped him in his tracks.
None of the boxes had been touched, the door was as he had left it.
A cold shiver poked his back. He gripped his camera. «Who's... who's there?!»
The voice quivered, but he tried to steady his resolve.
Footsteps echoed in the room, and Basil gasped. «I have to... I have to warn Aubrey...»
He paced towards the door, when a black figure appeared in front of him, stopping him in his tracks.
Basil gasped for breath, trying to get a hold of his thoughts who were threatening to run away, sending him into the thorns of panic.
He couldn't discern any kind of feature on the figure in front of him, except that it was black and it had two white eyes, the only visible things.
Basil opened his mouth: maybe, if he yelled, somebody would come. Maybe Aubrey was nearby...
Considering the amount of dust in the storage room, he thought safe to assume that nobody would end up there accidentally.
His hands were sweating, the camera hurt his skin.
He gulped.
«Please... don't hurt me.»
The figure tilted his head. «I am not here to hurt you, flower boy.»
Basil's eyes snapped open. Not many people called him like that...
«Who are you?»
«I have no name. To you, I am just a Stranger», the figure took a few steps, but stopped when Basil retreated. «Flower boy. Why are you here?»
«Huh...? I have to... to take photos...»
«No. Why are you here?»
«I...» he had often thought about that. Why were him and his friends thrown in Headspace? «I have no idea.»
«The chain of stories repeats itself in groups of three. Your story, however, is not part of the chain.»
«W-what do you mean?»
«You are one with the power to break the chain. You may do well to remember this.»
«Is that the reason why I'm here? To help break the chains?»
«Maybe. Maybe not. But you cannot break the chain as long as you're part of the chain itself.»
«How... how do I break myself from it, then?»
«The answer is within you and the other white lamplight boy», Stranger blinked. For a moment, his whole body was engulfed by the shadows, before he reappeared. «Do not fall astray, flower boy. You do have everything you already need… but losing it is quite easy.»
Basil opened his mouth to answer, but as soon as he blinked, Stranger disappeared.
He looked around, looking for any signs of the intruder, to no avail. The room was still, the smell of dust thick in the air.
«What... what was that?»
«Hey», somebody grabbed his wrist and Basil jumped, slapping whatever had come in contact with him. He slowly opened his eyes.
A familiar pink-haired girl was looking at him with a worried frown.
«Oh... s-sorry, Aubrey. You scared me.»
«Sorry, that wasn't my intention», the girl let him go. «Are you alright?»
«Oh, Aubrey...! Did you see anybody else?»
She shook her head. «I haven't. But I heard some voices coming from here so I thought I'd check.»
«I...» Basil looked around. The room really was empty. «There was somebody else, here.»
Aubrey frowned. «Basil, stay here at the door. Make sure nobody comes in or out.»
Basil nodded, watching as his friend started walking in the room, bat in her hand. She started inspecting the room, poking a few boxes with her weapon. «So. I heard you were talking with somebody.»
«Y-yeah», Basil's eyes darted from one corner to the other. «They were a black figure... kinda like Daddy Longlegs, but less scary.»
Aubrey groaned. «That thing will show up in my nightmares. Anyway. I heard you. You were talking about the chains.»
«Yeah... they were... warning me? I think...»
«They didn't hurt you, right?»
«No, they didn't» Basil sighed. «They told me something about not losing something that I already have...» Aubrey approached him, while she gave one last look to the storage room. «But I have no idea what they meant. Maybe my friends...? I don't want to lose you all again...»
«We're not going anywhere soon», Aubrey raised an eyebrow. «I checked the entire room. Nobody is here.»
«That's... very weird.»
«Are you sure you're okay, Basil?»
Her eyes were filled with worry. The boy gripped at the camera. «I'm... okay.»
Aubrey hummed an uncertain noise of approval. «Where are you supposed to go? I'll accompany you.»
«They told me to check all the rooms and see if I find anything out of the ordinary.»
Aubrey chuckled. «Everything is out of the ordinary, here.»
«That's what I thought, too!»
They looked at one another, before falling into a new fit of laughter.
«"The Charting Room"», Basil jumped, pointing at the plaque. «Aubrey! I think Sunny's here!»
They went into the room, only to have their breaths taken away. Basil felt like an ant compared to the room: it was huge, the round ceiling far far above from their heads. It was quite the busy room: crewmates walked around, muttering words to one another, maps and devices in hands, while at the center stood a low, circular table. On it, a giant hologram spun slowly, a sphere filled with glinting dots, and x's and roads.
Next to the hologram they found Sunny, carefully inspecting one of the holographic dots.
«Heya, Sunny», Aubrey waved, Basil following suit.
«Oh, hey» Sunny's eyes were glinting with unusual liveliness, and Basil couldn't help but smile. It had been a long time ever since he had seen such an expression on his friend, the last time being when he was excited for a new Space Boyfriend's issue.
«This place is really cool», said Aubrey, looking at the holographic map. «I think you got the best job, Sunny.»
«Well, Kel is second in command...» said Basil.
«And instead we got lowly security guard and... what are you?»
«Malfunction reporter.»
«What does that do?» asked Sunny.
Basil showed his camera. «I take photos of anything out of the ordinary.»
«Everything looks out of the ordinary here.»
«Yeah, that's what I thought.»
«So, what do you do here, Sunny? This hologram looks hella cool», Aubrey motioned her head towards it.
«We charted the route the spaceship is going to take and... we check for anything weird on the road.»
«That sounds kinda boring.»
«Yeah... I... huh...» he blushed. «I mainly played with the different dots and settings, to be honest...»
«Nice. Wanna play truant with us?»
«I'm not playing truant, Aubrey», Basil raised his camera. «I'm doing my job.»
«Oh, right. I'm patrolling. Then Sunny is the only one who's gonna skip his job.»
Sunny furrowed his brow. «Let me check», he poked the shoulder of one of the crewmates. «Can I take a short rest?»
«Yeah, sure», he nodded. «We have snacks in the back, feel free to help yourself.»
«Thank you.»
However, they instead decided to go out of the room and stop in one of the hallways. They sat on the ground, reveling in each other presence for a short while.
Then, a white tube appeared in front of Basil's eyes.
«Want a snack?» Aubrey motioned to the tube.
Basil accepted the offer. «Where did you get this...?»
Aubrey took another one from her jacket and handed it to Sunny. «I sneaked some in from Captain Spaceboy's house.»
«You liked these, didn't you?» asked Sunny.
Aubrey nodded, sucking from one of the tubes. «No joke. I thought it'd be disgusting but it's actually delicious.»
Basil ate some of his food: Aubrey was right. Back when he first saw it at Captain Spaceboy's hideout, he thought he'd have to force himself to eat it, but when the paste hit his tongue he was greeted by a savory taste, reminiscent of grilled meat. It was, as Aubrey had said, delicious.
Then he nudged Sunny. «Hey, can I ask you something?»
«Of course.»
«While I was checking the rooms here, I found someone weird.»
«Who?»
«It was a dark figure with white eyes» as Sunny's eye widened in realization, Basil was relieved that he knew what he was talking about. «You know them, don't you?»
«That was Stranger. He visited you too...?»
«Was he a resident of Headspace?»
Sunny nodded. «He would try to lead me to the truth... and grow angry whenever I'd run away from it. Until I decided to snap out of it», with the tube in hand, he was looking at the wall in front of them with vacant eyes. «He was the one who lead me to your room, when I woke up in the hospital. I think... he saved my life.»
«I've always wondered how you managed to find Basil's room, that day», said Aubrey. «But this Stranger sounds like an okay guy to me.»
«I guess he is», said Sunny.
«Did he visit you again?» asked Basil. «After... after everything that happened, I mean.»
«He hadn't, until now. Back at the barn... he visited me in a dream. He told me... to be careful.»
A pang of worry hit Basil as he saw the light quiver of his lips. Sunny was lying? Why would he have to lie?
«Sunny...»
«What did he tell you?»
«The... the same thing. He told me to be careful to not lose something I already have... and that you and me, since we have the white lightbulbs, have the power to help break the chains.»
«Do you know what he meant?»
«I... don't.»
Sunny squinted his eye, deep in thought. He sat there in silence like that, sucking on his tube once or twice. Basil knew that that was Sunny's focused expression, and no amount of talking would lead him out of it.
He then shook his head. «I don't know either.»
«I was hoping you'd have an answer...»
«I'm sorry. But I guess we just have to be careful.»
«Just like always», Aubrey stood up. «Alright. Who wants to see what Hero is up to?»
«Oh! I wanna see him cook!» Basil stood up. Sunny nodded and followed them.
«Wait», he said. «Omori was his helper, right?»
Aubrey clapped her hands before covering her mouth. «Oh man. Oh man. I really can't afford to lose this. Let's go boys! Chop, chop.»
- : -
Sunny looked as Aubrey ran past them, like a frenzied beast looking for food.
«The kitchen! Where's the kitchen?!»
«That way», Sunny pointed to their left. All of a sudden, he was glad he had been working with maps: the spaceship's hallways were a maze, and he had the key.
As they pressed on, the familiar smell of cooking reached their noses. They all stopped on their tracks.
Aubrey gasped. «Oh my God. I... They aren't joking when they say smells are the way to memories...»
«This brings me back...» Basil smiled. «This is definitely Hero's cooking.»
Sunny's mind was launched in the past, in the soft mornings when they all spent time together. Mari was helping Hero around with the pancakes, a group of half-asleep children waiting for their breakfast. With half glossed eyes, Sunny looked at the window, his dear sister and one of his best friends donning the hues of the sunrise light.
Mari turned around, so distant and so dear, and smiled.
«What are we waiting for?!» Aubrey's voice jolted him awake. «Let's go!»
With the scent guiding them, they found the kitchen easily. Aubrey didn't even knock, opening the door with a slam.
«My good friend Hero! We've come to visit you!»
«Oh, hey there guys!»
The kitchen was small and covered in steam, Sunny blinked a few times but the fog didn't go away, attaching itself onto the furniture like a blanket. Amongst the mist, Sunny made out Hero's shape in front of the flames.
Hero dusted his hands on his apron and smiled. «It's nice to see you here. How is the job life treating you?»
«I have to take photos», Basil showed his camera.
«I'm patrolling around», said Aubrey.
«I'm skipping my job», said Sunny.
Hero chuckled, before Sunny added. «But, according to paper, I'm "taking a rest". Is Omori giving you problems?»
«About that...» Hero added a few spices to the pan before turning towards Sunny. «I don't remember you being so whiny when you were twelve, Sunny.»
«I was. I just kept it to myself.»
«Huh.»
«Was he that bad?»
«At first he refused to help me but... after a while I guess he got tired and started to comply», he gestured with his head behind him, where the fog was the thickest. «He's there, if you want to check on him.»
Sunny nodded, following his direction. He reached a table at the far end of the kitchen, where he found the familiar monochromatic boy.
He was hunched over the table. He was between two piles: peeled potatoes on the left, unpeeled potatoes on the right. In his hands, there were an half-peeled potato and a peeler.
«Omori?»
The boy raised his gaze.
«How are you?»
«I’m peeling potatoes, Sunny. How do you think I’m feeling?»
«I don’t know. Peeling fine?»
Omori glowered at him, but Sunny couldn’t help but chuckle.
«Just be glad I don’t have my knife with me right now.»
«I'd prefer to not be kicked from the spaceship, Omori.»
He peeled a bit stronger than usual. «Yeah. Right.»
«Is Hero treating you well?»
«I guess so. He made me take a shower.»
«Well, you were kinda filthy.»
Omori pouted, then he continued. «There’s only the two of us here, and we gotta cook for the whole crew. Captain Spaceboy sucks at management.»
«I can't blame you for thinking that.»
Omori continued peeling, each stroke a bit stronger than the last one. His eyes were empty, as he looked at the potato.
«Basil and I met the Stranger.»
He stopped, raising his head. «What did you say?»
«The Stranger talked to us.»
«That’s a name I didn’t want to hear again», Omori sighed. «Why is he here? You found the truth already. And wait, you said also Basil talked to him?»
«Yeah, he told me a few moments ago. In my case, he wanted to warn me–»
«Hey» Aubrey handed a tube of food to Omori. «Want a snack?»
The boy looked at the item in front of him, before looking at Aubrey. Sunny wasn’t sure, but his cheeks seemed a bit more colored than usual.
Don’t tell me…
«Sure», Omori nodded, accepting the offer. «Thanks.»
«No sweat.»
«Hey, Sunny», Omori sucked from the tube. «Earlier I sample tested some of Hero's cooking. It's nothing like what Headspace could conjure, or the cookies he'd bake in battle to heal us.»
«It's much better, isn't it?»
«You can say that again. You really... could feel the love in it. Why did you tell me to stop when I suggested this job for him to the Captain, Aubrey?»
The girl bit her lip, while Sunny looked down. «It's...», he sighed. «It's my fault.»
At those words, a glint of realization lighted Omori's eyes. «I see», he gave one last glance at Sunny, before returning to his job.
- :-
The beeping never stopped.
Kel couldn't sit still, his eyes wandering around the room. He had already counted each screen multiple times, analyzed each button more than once but, no matter how familiar he had grown to it, the cockpit always stayed a place full of wonders.
His heart could have bursted from happiness, a grin plastered on his face.
Oh, how he wished for his friends to be there with him! But, he guessed, they were having as much fun as him, considering their jobs.
Captain Spaceboy was looking at his crew with a proud gaze. Kel couldn't have been happier. He was bouncing on his seat, hands trembling.
Sure, as a second in command he still hadn't done anything too important, but the ship was travelling smoothly and they hadn't encountered any troubles during the trip, and he was glad for that.
Although he wished he'd have to use the lasers, at least once.
«So!» his captain’s voice made him swivel his chair towards him. «What do you think of this, my friend?»
«This is AWESOME, sir! This is… like… everything I’ve always dreamed of!»
He stopped. That was a dream, after all, wasn’t it? A conjoined dream, but still a dream. Should he have been so surprised?
Captain Spaceboy smiled, nodding. «But tell me, Captain Kel. You and your friends... you are not really space pirates, are you?»
In that moment, Kel cursed his big mouth. Why had he been acting so surprised?! He was supposed to be a hunter of space dragons! And Sunny had lost his eye due to a giant squid wielding a knife!
«I... sir...»
The Captain bursted out laughing. «Don't worry, my friend! You and your comrades are safe. You have been a loyal friend so far, and I do appreciate loyalty. Your friends have also been working for me without a fault, and I cannot turn a blind eye to that.»
«Th-thank you, sir. You see... We really need to get to Planet J03.»
Kel was glad that he had avoided a big problem. Such a cool person, Captain Spaceboy!
«I presume your story about the Gate wasn't a lie, then.»
«It wasn't.»
«I see.»
For a moment, only the beeping of the machinery of the cockpit could be heard. Kel looked at the man in front of him.
For the brief time they had spent together, Kel's opinion of Captain Spaceboy had nothing but improved. He was his childhood hero – and maybe his teenager hero too – and he had shown himself to be as brave and wise as he had always thought him to be.
All the crew respected him and he treated everyone fairly. Kel felt inspired by just standing next to him.
In that moment, he swore to be as cool, as kind, and as brave as him, no matter what.
«Captain, sir. Can I ask you a question?»
«No need to be so formal, my friend. Of course you can ask me whatever you desire.»
«There has been a thing weighing on my mind. It's about the campsite town.»
At those words, the Captain froze. He took a deep breath and nodded. «Yes? What about it?»
«We've talked to people there, and they all said they don't understand why you left them for so long. They all miss you, Captain. The town...»
«Stop it.»
Kel closed his mouth, eyes wide.
«I don't want to hear any more about that», said the Captain. «They... they don't know the truth.»
Kel's chest hurt. Something clicked in his mind, something he didn't want to remember. He shook his head, fighting back tears. His heart beat faster.
What's... happening?
«The... the truth, sir?»
«Kel, my dear friend. I trust you enough to tell you about this, but you do have to swear the upmost secrecy.»
«Yes, sir! You... you can count on me!»
«I left that town because I soon realized how I couldn't help them. I couldn't stay there... I couldn't. So I left. Created an excuse, saying I'd go to find treasure to help them all back, but in truth... I was just running away.»
«But, Captain! The town is in shambles because of your departure! Everybody loved the space pirates! And... everybody misses you!»
Captain Spaceboy looked at him. His eyes were full of unrolled tears. «I thought myself to be useless. Tell me, Kel. What do they think of me?»
«They… they think you left them because there are better things out there.»
«Let them think that.»
Kel's eyes burned. Captain Spaceboy’s words had pierced through his soul, making the fog of his mind show him a truth he had long been suppressing.
«You see, Kel», the Captain sighed, his lips quivering. «I... I made a grave mistake in the past. You've probably heard of Pluto, haven't you?»
That name rung familiar in Kel's mind. He shoved aside one of Sunny's many talks about space. A talking peacock flashed in his mind. «I heard that name, sir.»
«He was my best friend», he responded. «Still is, if we have to be honest. We travelled through all the galaxies together. Most of the planets I've conquered... it was thanks to him. But then, one day...we made a mistake. He wanted to stop. And left the crew.»
The Captain smiled. «I tried to convince him to return. To sail the stars together once more... but he always refused. The weight of our mistake... it was too heavy for him. And in that moment I thought... that it'd just be better for me to go. After all... we could repeat the same mistake again.»
Kel felt his breath go away.
In that instant, he wasn’t in the cockpit of the Mercury Retrograde anymore.
He was in his house, in his room. The lights were dim, the dreaded news echoing through the hallways in hushed whispers and wails.
Mari. Mari is dead. She hung herself from the tree in the backyard.
He had been one of the first people to find the body, along with Hero.
It was difficult to understand, at first. Kel didn't believe it to be true. That... thing hanging from the tree... it couldn't have been Mari, could it?
Not their dear, dear, dearest Mari.
The one who was always smiling and giving encouragement to her friends. His best friend's sister. One of his best friends.
The memories were fuzzy. Kel didn't remember much of how she looked like.
But the image of his brother's vacant eyes never left his mind.
He started panting. No, this is...
He raised his gaze: Captain Spaceboy was looking at his crew, paying him no mind. In a flash, he saw himself in the same place.
My friends... the voice of a pink-haired girl he held dear echoed in his mind, under the stained glass windows of a church. My friends weren't there when I needed them.
His heart ached.
I didn't... I didn't want to make things worse.
The wails of a small boy echoed in the empty house. Kel looked out from the window, to the haunting presence next to their home. A house so full of laughter and life, suddenly sapped of all its vigor. Sometimes, Kel thought he could hear cries from a very familiar bedroom. But he never dared ask.
We were all so young... how could I... what could I have done?
A blond boy sat in the canteen alone. A group of people made fun of him, but he paid them no mind. In his startled eyes, Kel realized how distant he had become.
I... I didn't know... I hadn't realized...
A dear person didn't move from his bed. Kel called and called, but no response was ever given. One day, he shook him, and everything went dark.
You have forgotten something very important, haven't you?
When Kel opened his eyes, he was in a dark place.
A black figure stood in front of him, white eyes the only visible thing in the darkness.
«Who... who are you?»
«I have no name. To you, I am but a Stranger.»
«Where am I? Where are the others?»
«My time here is brief, orange boy. Heed my words. There is something really important you have decided to forget. You'd do well to remember, before it swallows you whole.»
«Something... I have decided to forget?»
«But I guess it hasn't completely disappeared. It just... took another form.»
Without thinking, Kel slid his hand in his pocket. The black lightbulb casted a faint light.
«From darkness, you can create your own reality», said the figure. «You'd do well to remember that, at least.»
A boy was alone. He was full of friends and accompanied by his best buddy, before they both stained their hands with a grave mistake. The oldest took the full weight of the sin, and decided to leave everything behind.
A boy tried to encourage him that life is still worth living.
A boy failed in his tries.
A boy didn't know what to do. Everybody was hurting, and he was hurting too. The loneliness pierced him like the thorns of a wild plant, scratching every inch of his being. He felt like he couldn't be truly free anymore. In every breath, in every gaze, he'd find his failure again.
A boy realized that, maybe, he isn't really needed. He was useless to others: why would they want to have him next to them in their darkest hour?
A boy decided to leave. Everything thought he had left them because he had forgotten his friends, but the boy didn't pay them no mind.
A boy thought that it was the best thing he could do.
A boy left.
A boy decided to come back.
Notes:
I may have gone overboard with the last part. It wasn't supposed to be there. Stranger wasn't supposed to appear twice in the same chapter. But while I was writing the words just flowed and here we are.
A bit of fun facts to lighten the mood!
- the "space squid" that Sunny mentions is a reference to a creature that really was supposed to appear in the next chapter (albeit without a knife). But alas, I changed my plans and it doesn't appear anymore. Goodbye, space squid (without a knife).
- all their ideas are references to different things either I created or inside jokes between me and my friends. Fun! (Except for the talking mice, that one is in-game).
- I totally headcanon Basil as being the adventurous type, if anxiety didn't eat his insides (to be honest, I'm the same).
- in the original outline, this was the chapter where Omori was supposed to appear for the first time! Kel was supposed to be extremely bored, tried to wake himself up, and Omori would appear and be like "hey that doesn't work here"
Man, how much did this fanfic change from the original idea!
As always, thanks for all the kudos, comments, and bookmarks. You all rock.
Chapter 14: Timely Decisions
Summary:
Captain Spaceboy has an argument with an old friend. Omori makes it worse. Sunny and Basil save the day.
Notes:
First of all, I'm sorry for the delay. I always try to post my chapters between Friday and Saturday but this one... this one was difficult.
seriously though, this chapter. This chapter has been rewritten FOUR TIMES. With FOUR different events (space squid, anyone?). Four different outlines. This is my bane. I'm not 100% satisfied with it but at least I don't want to throw it into a fire anymore!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
«Here's the cockpit», Sunny pointed at the door in front of them. With small black letters, the word “Cockpit” was engraved on a golden plaque.
«Good thing you know how to navigate this maze», said Hero. «I really couldn't make heads or tails in those hallways.»
Sunny's cheeks warmed up and a smile crept up on his face. It didn't matter that five years had passed: whenever Hero complimented him his joy would soar. Memories of childhood resurfaced, rufflings of hair given with a gentle smile and he relished in the feeling.
They entered the room. The waves of noises and mechanical beeps drowned their ears, but no voices could be heard. Sunny looked around: the cockpit was full of crewmates, each focused on their tasks, and the silence made it seem like they were all puppets.
At the center, Captain Spaceboy was sitting on his chair, checking an holographic screen. Kel sat next to him, eyes vacant as he stared at the stars outside of the window.
«Hey, Kel!»
The sound of his brother's voice snapped him out from his thoughts. A glint of sadness darkened his eyes before it disappeared, replaced with relief. A huge grin blossomed on his face as his head perked up and he jumped out from his seat.
«Hey! Big bro! And my friends!»
Captain Spaceboy swiveled his chair around and greeted them with a wave. «It's nice to see you all here. I hope you are finding yourselves comfortable on our Mercury Retrograde.»
«Thank you again for this opportunity, Captain Spaceboy», said Hero. «We would be in very deep trouble if it weren't for your help.»
«Of course. Captain Kel told me everything about you and your friends.»
At those words, colors drained from their faces. Aubrey growled at her friend and Sunny took her sleeve to pull her away if needed. Kel let out an embarassed chuckle. «Don't worry guys, it's alright!»
The Captain burst out laughing. «Indeed. Don't worry, miss. I still respect your courage. The choice to go into a Gate is admirable, no matter who claims so.»
«Captain!» the doors flew open as one of the crewmen ran towards them. He stopped, catching his breath and hands on his knees.
«What happened?»
«There's... there's an intruder in the spaceship!»
A chorus of gasps erupted from all the people in the cockpit. A few of the crewmen swiveled their chairs, eyes wide, to follow the conversation.
Aubrey took a step forward. «What?! Where?»
«Near the living quarters... security caught a glimpse of them in one of the cameras.»
Sunny poked Basil on the arm. «Basil, do you think…?»
The boy shook his head. «I don’t think it’s Stranger. He disappeared as soon as he stopped talking to me...»
Sunny turned towards Omori, but the monochromatic boy was silent, his expression impossible to read. However, his hands were closed into fists.
Kel turned towards the Captain. «What do we do?»
But the man didn’t answer.
His face was pale and body stiff. He blinked a few times, before rubbing his forehead. «I...»
Aubrey glared at him and huffed. «I remember the rest of security telling me about the possibility to close the doors. We could trap the intruder somewhere.»
The crewman nodded. «That's–»
«Wait!» as if something had snapped back into the place, the Captain yelled, his hand raised. His eyes were darting from one place to another. «That... won't be necessary.»
«Captain, what do you mean? It's true they still didn't cause any damage, but–»
«I said. It won't be necessary» he gritted his teeth. «Where were they directed?»
«According to the cameras... it seemed like they were walking towards the stardome.»
«I figured as much. I'll go», he stepped out from his seat and started walking towards the door under the crewman's bewildered eyes.
«Wait!» Kel jumped next to him. «Let me come with you!»
«Hush, Kel» Aubrey pushed him away. «I'm the security guard here. I'll go.»
«Aubrey...» Basil's worried voice made her turn towards him. She winked and gave a reassuring thumbs up.
«I won't need any kind of protection», the Captain walked past the girl. «Don't follow me. I will deal with this myself.»
Then he raised his arm, the purple cape puffing up with it as if reinforcing his words. Then, as the cape returned to its place, the Captain was already with his hands on the door.
The group looked as he disappeared behind them, before exchanging worried glances to one another.
«What... what should we do?» Basil was fidgeting with the camera strap around his neck.
«This sounds a little too much fuss for a simple stowaway business», said Hero.
«It sounded as like he knew who the intruder is», said Sunny.
«Ugh», Aubrey stomped her feet on ground and shook her whole body. «I'm security. I don't care what he says, I'm going. And you» she motioned her head towards the crewman, «tell the others to be ready near the stardome.»
«R-right!»
«Wait», Omori, who had watched the scene unfold without uttering a word, wore his usual deadpan expression, but a glint of worry were in his eyes. «I have a bad feeling about this. Hero, my knife.»
«Wh-what? You really think it will be necessary?»
«Better be safe than sorry.»
The older boy stood still, looking at Sunny in search for an answer.
Stranger’s words still rung in his head, but this time around, it seemed like it wasn’t Omori in the lead. The monochromatic boy too was looking at him, as if urging him to make up his mind.
«Omori», Sunny twirled his fingers together to minimize the trembling. «I thought… I thought we had told you to tell us your plans beforehand.»
«I don't have any!» he showed his empty hands, as if his ideas could materialize there. «It's just a precaution. We have to hurry!»
Sunny sighed. «Alright. But I'm coming with you too.»
«No. This could be dangerous.»
Aubrey groaned. «I'll kick whoever dares to look at him. Also, Omori, I'd like to remind you that right now he's the only person who can actually lead us to the stardome.»
The boy's shoulders slouched and he winced. «You... you're right.»
«If he's going, I'm coming too!» said Basil, taking Sunny's hand.
«Same!» Kel beat his chest. «I can't leave the Captain alone.»
Hero’s eyes stopped on each one of his friends. He sighed. «I get it, I get it. I can’t leave you all alone. You leave me no choice.»
Omori looked at him with expectant eyes. «Do you have your pan with you?»
«My... my what?»
«You don't have your weapon? I’m expecting a fight.»
«You’re expecting a what?!» Hero shook his hands. «No, no, no. No fights. We are civilized people. We talk. And, Sunny», he turned towards him. «Really? You made me use a pan in battle?»
He buried his head between his shoulders. «Well, you know… those things must hurt a lot.»
Aubrey slapped her knee, laughing. «Oh, geez. We really should talk more about this later. But we have no time now, let’s go!»
In those frantic moments, Sunny fought to keep his thoughts still enough to make him not lose the way. All his friends’ expectant eyes were on him, following his directions, fast steps on the floor, until they reached the stardome.
His hands were trembling when he opened the door, leading them into an open balcony under a glass dome. The starry sky engulfed them with all its might and, for a second, they were left breathless, as they gazed at the twinkling stars above.
The sound of voices snapped them out from their reverie.
Captain Spaceboy was not alone. At the far end of the stardome, there was a figure that Sunny knew all to well. Omori shivered, gripping the knife in his hand.
Kel’s squeal broke the tension. «That's... that's Pluto! My Pet Rock!» he looked at Sunny. «When the Captain told me about Pluto, I wasn't expecting him.»
«That old videogame?!» Aubrey's eyes were darting from Pluto to Kel.
«Oh, I remember that one!» Basil smiled.
«Was he another one of the Headspace residents?» asked Hero.
Sunny nodded, and Omori added: «And a dangerous one at that.»
«D-dangerous?» Hero frowned.
«He was very powerful... This could turn bad.»
«Guys, wait» Kel shook his head. «Pluto was Captain Spaceboy's old friend. He told me about him! I don't think we have to worry.»
Raised voices reached them. Kel shivered. «Or... maybe we have to.»
The Captain was gesturing, pacing back and forth, while Pluto stood still, arms crossed over his body, his mouth the only moving thing. Their words reached them, but too muffled to be properly understood.
«I can't just stay here! I'm going to help him!» Kel sprinted towards the pair, followed by the rest.
«I see you haven't changed, Spaceboy», Pluto's voice was as deep as a cavern. «Even so far to bring me back again on that dreadful planet. Why?»
«Because I want you to understand!»
«We have hurt those people, Spaceboy. That is not something that we can easily fix.»
«We can't, that's true. But that doesn't mean we can't try! What we did was a terrible mistake, but we have to keep going!»
«And you were willing to kidnap me for this?!»
«Well, I did ask you...»
«And I said no!»
Aubrey leaned over to the others. «It sounds like he was more of a luggage, than a stowaway...»
«What are they talking about, anyway?» asked Omori. «Pluto was a rogue planet that Captain Spaceboy had conquered, the last time I checked.»
«They're old friends this time around, it seems», said Sunny.
«Don't you understand anything, Spaceboy?!» Pluto raised his arms, he was gritting his teeth. «People have been hurt, part of the village destroyed... all because of us!»
«We managed to fix the damage! You haven't got the chance to see it yet, and that's why I'm going to let you see it your own eyes!»
«It doesn't matter! We... it could always happen again.»
«Hey!»
Silence fell after Kel’s yell. The two arguing parties stopped and they both turned towards him. Kel shivered at the unwanted attention. Omori shifted on his feet and Sunny took his wrist.
The boy took a moment to recompose himself. «Huh... I think you... I think you two are kinda missing the point of everything.»
«Who are you?!» Pluto spat. «What's the meaning of this, Captain?!»
«This is Captain Kel», answered Spaceboy. «A dear friend, and my second in command.»
«It doesn’t matter!» Kel yelled. «The campsite! The whole town misses you both! You don't care about them in the slightest?!»
«You don't know what you're talking about, boy», said Pluto, crossing his arms. «We left the campsite specifically to protect them.»
«But you're hurting them more!» Kel looked at Captain Spaceboy for support, but it never arrived. «They miss you. And by leaving, you're just hurting them.»
«Boy, please. Stay out of this, you–»
«I know how you feel! I also hurt a person dear to me once, and I didn't even notice! I–» for a brief moment, he faltered, a leg giving out but he was fast to persevere. He blinked a few times. «I don't want to see it happening again...»
Hero shivered. «Kel... wait, this is...»
«Boy» Pluto shook his head. «Stay out of this. You are still a fledgling captain, I see. But this are mistakes of our past, and we must atone for them. I'm just trying to let my friend see the reason behind my choice.»
«And what are you going to do, rot away behind a tree somewhere?!»
Omori's voice broke out, full of venom.
Everybody, nobody excluded, turned slowly towards him. Omori didn't flinch.
«What did you say?» Pluto said each word slowly.
«You heard me the first time», Omori took a step forward. «Your friend is trying to help you. Everybody has been worried about you. But it seems like you're too hardheaded to see that.»
«Hey, Omori...» Hero put a hand on his shoulder, but the boy shook him off, not unrelenting his gaze.
Pluto scoffed, approaching him. He towered over the small boy, shadows on his pale skin.
«You have some guts.»
«Which apparently you lack.»
For a very brief moment, Sunny wondered how it was possible that Omori had sprouted from his mind, of all things. In that exact moment, he thought that there was no possible way that he and Omori were related.
However, despite all that, a sense of dread overwhelmed him as Pluto raised his arm towards the boy.
Omori readied his blade, but before he could strike, a purple cape appeared in front of them, before it went flying away at the border of the stardome.
Captain Spaceboy groaned from the hit, falling onto the ground with a thud. Pluto gasped, eyes wide with terror, arm still raised.
Aubrey’s face went pale. «Oh no.»
In a moment, the crew erupted from the door, jumping onto Pluto. Omori gritted his teeth and raised his knife, but before Hero could stop him he plunged the weapon into Pluto's arm, making a small dent.
«Go away!» yelled Omori. «This is dangerous!»
Eye still fixated on the frantic scene, Sunny was grabbed by Hero and pulled behind him, together with Basil. The older boy stretched his arm towards Aubrey too, but she shook it off. «I gotta stop these guys. This isn’t right!»
She turned towards them. «Hey, all of you! Stop! This is all a big mistake!»
Sunny looked around. «Wait, where’s Kel?!»
«There!» Basil pointed at their side.
Kel was kneeling next to Captain Spaceboy, shaking him. «Captain! Please, answer me!»
In a flash, Hero was next to him. He took Spaceboy’s wrist and pressed two fingers, before nodding and lowering his cheek towards his mouth.
«He’s just unconscious.»
Kel sighed in relief, and nodded.
Groans and yells came from the center of the cockpit, where Pluto was struggling against the force of all the crewmates. Aubrey was spouting orders that went unheard, while Omori was in front of her, knife at the ready.
Distressing thoughts crawled into Sunny’s mind. His hands were itching. A sudden surge of energy washed over him, and he wanted to stand up and do something, anything, but fear kept him locked into place.
«We have to calm Pluto down, it’s the only way» said Sunny.
Hero looked at the commotion, and frowned. «I'm not sure he's going to listen to us.»
«He could listen to you!» said Kel.
«Huh?»
«Your charm! It worked on Captain Spaceboy!»
«What's with you all and my charm?!»
«Please, Hero!» Kel pleaded. «You're our only hope!»
«Before Omori does more damage than he already did», Sunny gritted his teeth.
«Alright, alright. I can… I can try...»
He stood up and pressed his cheeks together. He then took a few shaky steps towards the center of the room.
Omori gasped. «Hero! No!»
«Hey, Pluto!» he yelled, but amongst the groans of all the crewmates trying to subdue him, his voice fell to deaf ears.
«This is dangerous!» Aubrey pushed him away. «Do you want to get hurt?!»
«Sunny!» Basil’s voice made him jump. «I have an idea! Come with me, I know what we have to do!»
«What?»
«Please, believe in me!»
Sunny’s fear still locked him into place. But the commotion of the room prompted him into action. He nodded and followed his friend.
They ran down the hallway, Basil certain on the road he had to take. Sunny was always next to him, in case he’d ask him about directions, but it never happened.
«It's here!» Basil didn't wait for Sunny, sprinting down in a room. Sunny briefly read the words "Storage Room" on a plaque as he entered.
The room was dark, but Basil seemed to know his way in, going towards a few boxes. «I was here before», he explained, digging through one of the boxes. Sunny helped him out. «I found these nets...» he pulled one out with a huff. They were big and sturdy, much heavier than Sunny imagined them being. «What do you think? Could they stop Pluto?»
Sunny tried pulling one: it strained his arms, muscles screaming in pain. It was heavy. Incredibly heavy. Could they even manage to drag it to the stardome?
Would have it been in vain? He didn’t want to see anybody else get hurt.
He nodded and gave a thumbs up.
Dragging the nets back to the stardome was not an easy feat. Sunny wasn’t sure how they managed, but he blamed the adrenaline. He had never seen Basil so frantic, so erratic, knuckles turning red while they retraced their steps with the heavy load.
Or, maybe, he had seen him, and just preferred to steer the thoughts to better places.
They reached the stardome out of breath.
Hero ran towards them. «Sunny! Basil! Where had you been?!»
«We found these!» Basil showed the nets. «They could stop Pluto!»
«Nets…?» Hero pulled one and made it fall down with a huff. «Woah. Kel! Come here!»
The boy jumped, startled, before running over. «What's happening?»
Hero pulled the net out of the boys' hands, pushing it onto his brother's who yelped. «Help me throw this net at Pluto! It should stop him or, at least, startle him enough so that we can talk to him.»
«Why do you think a net could work? That guy has skin made out of space rocks! And… what about the others on the top of him?»
«It's worth a try! And this won’t kill them!»
One of the crewman circling Pluto glanced at them. He approached them and nodded. «These are nets for space squids! They're extremely heavy. Here, let me help you out!»
Sunny and Basil scrambled to get back into their feet and grabbed the nets again.
As long as we are together, we can do anything!
An old voice from a dream long gone echoed in Sunny’s mind. He glanced at Hero and nodded.
Together, they threw the net on top of Pluto.
The weight made him scramble and, with a thud, he collapsed onto the floor.
Silence filled with room. Sunny gave out heavy breaths, as his arms started hurting. His muscles burned and he sat on the ground. Basil followed him, but he was smiling. Sunny raised his hand, and Basil gave him an high five.
Aubrey fell on her knees, rubbing her forehead. «This was much more intense that I thought it'd be. Is everybody okay?!»
From the crewmen under the net, still gripping onto Pluto’s body, came a horde of thumbs up and nods.
Aubrey smiled.
«Are you alright?» asked Omori.
«Yeah, don't worry. I just think I'm a little out of shape.»
Omori gave her his hand, and she accepted the help.
«Aubrey!» Basil was next to her in a second, pulling her into a hug. «Thank goodness you're safe.»
«Hey, you're understimating me. What kind of Hooligan would I be otherwise?»
But Basil didn't seem convinced, as he dug his face back into her arm.
Sunny approached them and Aubrey gave him a thumbs up, that he reciprocated.
«Nice thinking there», said Omori. «Using those heavy nets.»
«It was Basil's idea», said Sunny.
Omori’s eyes went wide and he glanced at the boy, still in Aubrey’s arms.
«Quick!» one of the crewmates yelled. «The Captain needs medical attention!»
«Hero!» Kel winked. «That's your cue!»
But the older boy was already next to the Captain, giving instructions to the rest of the crew.
They stood in silence as they watched the crew helping out Captain Spaceboy and checking on Pluto, as the commotion came to an end.
Notes:
Me: Geez I wonder if that scene where Omori makes fun of Pluto is OOC or not.
Also me: remembers that Omori has a move literally called "Mock" in the game
Me: ah I think it's finealternative title: there’s an impostor among us
guys seriously my sense of humor is so bad i just kept thinking of among us referencesalso if I had a cent for each time I spelled "nets" as "nest" I'd probably have a nice sum of money now
Chapter 15: Place of Fun and Games
Summary:
Sunny and his friends reach Planet J03 and visit a strange place. They become honorary Hooligans and reach the Gate.
Notes:
Okay disclaimer here: for the very first time ever, I've actually added a "new" place in this fanfiction, which will be visited in this chapter. Hopefully I do it justice!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Time passed slowly in space.
After the ordeal with Pluto – who had been put into a cell for safety measures – a stretched silence covered the entire spaceship in the following days.
Even the Charting Room, usually so full of chattering, was thrown into a static life, as each crewman worked on their tasks without ever raising their gazes.
With his tasks long completed, Sunny spent his time gazing at the passing stars out from the window. His arms still hurt from carrying the nets.
His mind was a whirlwind of emotions, the shadow of terror loomed over him, never losing its grip. It stared at him from each corner, waiting to pounce with bared claws and fangs and Sunny dearly wished for his friends to be there.
But everybody had returned to their posts, with the exception of Aubrey and Omori, who had been sent to the infirmatory for check-ups.
But even then, deep down under the fear, a certain excitement fueled him. The thought of his friends warmed his heart.
The whirring of the doors opening made him turn around. A familiar blond figure prompted his chest to feel lighter.
«Hey, Basil.»
«Hey there, Sunny», he still had the camera around his neck. «How are you doing?»
«Just... tired, to be honest. I feel like a mess. The thoughts won't settle down.»
«I can't blame you. I feel the same...»
«How are the others?»
«Aubrey said that she doesn't have anything that a good sleep won't fix. Captain Spaceboy, on the other hand...» his lips quivered. «Apparently they're trying to reach Planet J03 as fast as possible to make sure he receives the proper medical attention.»
«Is he...?»
«I... don't know», said Basil. «I tried to ask but they won't let me know. Maybe because I'm an outsider... Can I sit there?»
Sunny nodded, patting the seat next to him. Basil sighed. «About Omori... I think you will have to talk to him, as soon as you're able.»
He hummed in response.
«I think he feels guilty. If my Sunny-face reading skills aren't failing me.»
«I... guess so.»
«You sound surprised.»
«I created Omori to be my alter ego without emotions. He doesn't feel scared, nor worried.»
«But he felt both of those things, while here with us...»
«Yeah», Sunny had his gaze on the ceiling.
«Why does that sound weird to you?»
«Hm?»
«Well... he was created to... help you with what happened, right?»
Sunny nodded.
«Now you've changed. Maybe... he changed too.»
The recent job he had acquired had let Sunny distract a little from all his feelings regarding Omori. But now, in the emptiness of that moment, they returned as a powerful gust. Omori had saved his friends' lives and led them during their journey so far. But Stranger's words still rung in his mind, gnawing his tranquillity.
«I don't know what to think, Basil», Sunny confessed. «I have no idea of what goes through his mind. He helped us so far and even saved your life. I can't ever forget that. But... Stranger warned me. What if there's something else going on?»
«That's what Stranger told you to be careful about?»
Sunny nodded. «He told me to not trust Omori blindly. But... I don't understand. And now, there's what he did to Pluto...»
«That... wasn't the smartest of choices, yeah. But I don't think he did that on purpose.»
«What do you mean?»
«I think... he was as surprised as you. Maybe he didn't expect such a violent reaction.»
Sunny sighed and laid back on the chair, looking back at the ceiling. «I'm just afraid. Afraid of letting you all down. I was the one to trust Omori first, and you all trust me to trust him.»
Basil didn't answer. He looked at the window, as if the stars could give him an answer, but it never arrived. In the end, he smiled. «Sunny, don't worry. We're all here, you're not alone. If there's really something else going on with Omori... we'll all be there, this time.»
Sunny's cheeks warmed up. He turned towards his friend, who was smiling as bright as the sun. A little sunflower in that foreign spaceship. Sunny nodded. «Thank you.»
One day, as soft snores emerged from their living quarters and the group was safely tucked in their hammocks, a voice jolted them awake.
«Planet J03 in sight. All crewmen are ordered to be at their posts as the landing procedures start.»
«Ah, fucking finally!» Aubrey jumped down from her hammock – the one above Sunny – and put her jacket on. «C'mon, guys! It's finally time to leave this metal heap in space.»
They were all in the cockpit, as Kel stood still watching over the crewmen doing their jobs, when the spaceship started descending.
Rumbling prompted them to grasp themselves at their seats, as the starry expanse out of the window changed colors, replaced with soft colors like cream.
When they landed, in a chorus of cheers and congratulations, Sunny gazed over at the window: the sky wasn't purple anymore, replaced instead with a soft yellow. Clouds of the same color passed over, as stronger orange hues became apparent below the horizon. Up in the sky, like a faded photograph, stood a white sphere, similar to a moon. He let out a sigh of relief: finally the journey was over.
Footsteps next to him prompted Sunny to turn around and he met Omori, too focused staring outside to even greet him. In his reflection, in the depths of his deadpan expression, he caught the glint of fear in his black eyes.
«Finally!» Kel jumped with raised arms as they put their feet outside, laughing and cheering until he fell onto the ground, a grassy light green floor. «Man, as cool as it is to travel in space, I was getting tired of staying indoors all the time.»
«I guess those are the parts that cartoons skip», said Basil as he stepped out from the spaceship, his eyes widening with wonder at the new place.
Omori knelt down, touching the grass with an inquisitive expression.
Sunny touched the grass with the tip of his foot: they had landed in a large plain, devoid of plants except for a couple of trees in the distance, hunching over the horizon. The shape of some mountains were distant and faded, and he thought he could make them disappear with the snap of a thought.
Captain Spaceboy had already been sent away for medical evaluations, while the rest of the crew was outside, relishing in the fresh air, congratulating each other. A few had already opened bottles with drinks Sunny was sure were still forbidden to him.
He stretched his arms, letting the result of the successful journey ease his worries.
«Is everybody alright?» asked Hero as he went out from the spaceship. «The descending gave me a bit of nausea.»
«I'm fine», said Aubrey. «Kel has finally embraced his dog side», she motioned at him, who was rolling onto the grass.
«It feels so nice!» he just yelled.
Hero chuckled, but his face darkened as soon as it landed on Omori.
The monochromatic boy was silent, arms stiff, as he looked at the ground with a grave expression.
«Omori, how are you doing?» asked Sunny.
«I... I'm fine. I think.»
Sunny knew his expressions the best. Omori was anything but fine. He wanted to press for more, but more urgent matters prompted him to wait.
«So», Hero smiled and stretched his arms. «Captain Spaceboy is receiving the medical attention he needs and we landed safely on Planet J03. The only thing we need to do now is to find information about the Gate.»
«What happened to Pluto?» asked Sunny.
«He's still in his cell», said Aubrey. «I was the guard a few times too. Apparently they want to wait for the Captain's opinion before doing anything.»
«So... he'll stay there?» asked Basil.
«I guess so.»
«About the Gate, let me ask my fellow crewmates», said Kel. «Maybe somebody can help us.»
A short round of questions between some of them showed that nobody had the answers they needed. None of the crew had travelled inside the Gate itself and only the Captain knew its location.
«However», one of them said, his breath a bit stinky from the alcohol. «In that direction there's a town. I'm pretty sure you can find something there.»
«Omori?» Hero turned his head towards him.
«Yes?»
«What do you know about that town?»
«I... I have no idea. I never visited this place.»
«Yeah... about that», Sunny looked around. «I never saw this place in my Headspace either. And I'm sure I never created it.»
The gang looked at him with wide eyes and no words. Kel was the first to speak. «Really?»
Sunny nodded.
«So... this really isn't your Headspace anymore?»
Omori shrugged. «That's the most plausible explanation.»
«Could this place be just... an additional location you never visited?» asked Hero.
Omori shook his head. «I doubt that, I never heard of this "Planet J03" either», in that moment, he shivered. «This is not my Headspace and we are very far away from it. I know it. I feel like... I'm not welcome here.»
Sunny got worried. «What do you mean?»
«It's like... I'm not supposed to be here. My presence is... something that shouldn't happen. It's an horrible sensation. Please, let's do our things as quickly as we can.»
«You know», Aubrey had one hand in a pocket and the other one was gripping the bag with her bat. «When Daddy Longlegs and Omori told us that this was some kind of dream land, back in the Playground, I imagined we'd see weird things like... flying unicorns and clouds made of cotton candy and weird animals.»
Basil laughed. «Like in movies?»
«Exactly. I would have never imagined... this.»
She spat the last word, squinting her eyes full of disapproval at the river in front of them. It ran next to a town that they had yet to properly explore, but what caught their attention was its waters.
Orange. Deep orange waters, with a few bubbles popping here and there, an orange-y scent filling the air, making Sunny's nose itch.
«What are you talking about?!» Kel grabbed his chest, wincing in pain. «This is a dream coming true! A river of Orange Joe!»
«I still can't believe you actually drank from this river, Kel», said Hero.
«My dear brother. I knew it was Orange Joe», he closed his eyes in a silent salute. «I could sense it. I could... smell it.»
«Please stop talking», Aubrey shivered. «You're making my skin crawl.»
Omori was kneeling down, next to the frizzy water. «If I had any doubts about this place not being part of our Headspace, they're all gone now. This is an abomination, worthy to be relegated in the depths of Black Space», he looked at Sunny. «Don't you agree?»
Sunny nodded.
«You're all no fun», said Kel.
«You're the one with an Orange Joe dependency», Aubrey shrugged. «Enough of this... orange-y smell. I'll start feeling sick if we stay here one minute longer.»
«Wait!» the girl groaned at Kel's voice. «Aubrey! I challenge you!»
«What?»
«To a dare!»
«Nah, I'll pass.»
«Okay, what if I give you twenty dollars once we wake up if you drink some water from this river?»
«You'll pay me twenty dollars if I drink free Orange Joe in a dream?»
«Yeah!»
She shoved her bag into Sunny's hands. «You're on.»
She knelt over the river and with one hand pulled her hair up, with the other she scooped up some of the frizzy water and drank it.
She winced and clapped her lips. «Ugh. It tastes gross. But there you go, Kel. I hope you will remember our–» her eyes got wide.
Basil approached her. «Aubrey? Are you alright?»
«Don't tell me we should have boiled it first...» said Hero.
Aubrey groaned. «Boiled Orange Joe? God, that must taste horrible! But no, I'm fine...? I'm actually... much much better than before?»
Kel clapped his hands and raised his gaze to the sky. «It's the power of Orange Joe!»
«I feel full of energy... Jeez, Kel, now I understand how you're so active all the time.»
Hero glanced at the river, before kneeling down and sipping some of the water from his hand. He then rubbed his sleeve on his lips. «Woah. Kel's right. I feel much better too.»
Omori furrowed his brow. «Wait», he took a sip. «Huh.»
«What is it?»
«Back in Headspace, in order to replenish our energy, we'd eat food or drink sugar drinks. This Orange Joe... seems to be doing the same.»
«Ow yeah!» Kel jumped, arms high. «Orange Joe literally heals you!»
«I'm just surprised that this works here, too», Omori dipped his finger in the river before sucking it. «Want to try it out? It could help with your arms, Sunny.»
One by one, they all drank some Orange Joe. When Sunny drank it, his own body felt like it was being envelopped by light. His mind got clearer and strength returned to all his limbs. He shivered, the feeling too strong, until it gently subsided.
«Wow.»
«My arms don't hurt anymore!» as to testify this fact, Basil started waving them around.
«Isn't this great?!» said Kel.
«Pretty useful», Omori nodded.
Rejuvenated, the group walked towards the town with a pep in their step. As they went on, the realization that that place wasn't his Headspace anymore took roots in Sunny's mind.
However, despite the foreign feeling crawling onto his skin, it didn't feel hostile. If anything, a jolly sensation permeated all things, and Sunny thought that, in a moment's notice, even the trees would start jumping and running around. His Headspace had become abandoned, but that place was still full of life.
He looked up at the sky, the soft yellow color so similar to those of the sunrises he'd seen during the school mornings. A chill went down his spine when he remembered the cold winters.
It was usual for Mari to wake up before him. Often he had seen her face bathed in the soft lights of the morning, her smile as delicate as the sun rays, as she'd hum a gentle "Good morning".
Sunny's chest tumbled, devoured by the nostalgia.
They were following a path that slithered under the trees when Kel pointed upwards. «Hey, look!» among the crowns of the trees, there were giant pinwheels whirling under the breeze. «Just like those before the ladder!»
Omori frowned. «Why...? This place is not our Headspace. Why are things so similar?»
«Does that matter? They're cool.»
Basil smiled. «I remember when we used to put them everywhere in town. Most of them are still there...»
As they went on, the number of giant pinwheels increased, until the first sights of a town greeted their eyes.
They stopped, wide-eyed.
Sunny needed sometime to adjust his view, his head threatening to start spinning.
The town was a confused bundle of houses and buildings of dubious utility. The most variant array of colors brightened the place: red houses next to purple ones, blue and orange roofs. Each thing – every door, every window, every wall – sported a different color in a cacophony of lights and shadows that made Sunny wince in pain. His eye darted around, trying to find a place where he could rest, a short respite from that whirling sensation, but he only saw slides and monkey bars among the roofs. Between one hunching tower and another, a giant pinwheel would sometimes rear its head.
Nausea built in his stomach and he squinted his eye to help himself. The colors were bright. So very bright and loud.
He looked at the sky for some respite. Towering above all the city, a giant circular disc was placed upon four great pillars, casting a shadow on the ground.
«Dear God», Aubrey scrunched her nose. «This place is a mess.»
«It looks like somebody mixed an amusement park with a playground», said Hero.
«Captain Spaceboy said that he often went here, didn't he?» said Kel. «So I'm sure it's not that bad.»
«I guess not», nodded Basil.
«Okay, so... how should we ask for information?» asked Aubrey. «Do we, like... stop the first person we meet, like when you ask for directions?»
«No!» Basil's sharp objection startled them. «We are on an adventure, we have to do things properly!»
Sunny blinked a few times.
Was that the same Basil that he knew? He fondly remembered the ecstatic eyes he showed every time he'd talk about his books, full of woundrous adventures and whimsical characters. Did Basil also wish go on a journey with his friends, like him?
«O-okay», Hero nodded, uncertainty in his eyes. «What do you suggest?»
«Inns! In novels, they always go to the inn to ask for information.»
«Are there even any inns, here?» Aubrey looked around, but shook her head, blinking fast at the bright colors.
«If we have to ask to a person where the inn is, we could easily ask them where the Gate is», said Omori.
Basil's shoulders slumped. «Ow.»
Omori scratched his nose. «I'm... I'm sorry.»
«There's a person over there!» Kel strode towards a woman at the side of the road. The inhabitants looked human enough, if not for being on the tall side.
If anything, Sunny found himself looking above his head all the time: everyone was taller than him in there.
«Excuse me, ma'am», the woman turned to look at Kel. «We have just arrived here and we are looking for information–»
«Oh!» the woman's eyes sparkled. «Are you with the Space Pirates?»
«Huh... yeah?»
«I've heard that Captain Spaceboy got pretty hurt.»
«He was. But I'm sure he'll be fine!»
«He always is. Anyway, you said you were looking for information?»
«We are looking for the Gates. Do you know anything about them?»
«I'm afraid I don't but... if it's Space Pirates business, you'd do well to reach the High Plaza.»
«Where's that?»
«Just follow the red marks! You can't miss it.»
The group shared worried and inquisitive glances to one another.
«Oh», Omori pointed at the ground. «She meant these, I presume.»
On the dirt, a red arrow had been painted. Following its direction, it led to another red arrow, then to another, slithering through the paths under the roofs.
«Huh», Basil looked around. «I guess that's why there are so many colored arrows here.»
Sunny tried to follow the direction of the red arrows with his gaze, and his thoughts came to an halt when he saw one applied to a roof. However, his head started spinning while trying to continue following it, so he just closed his eye and hoped for the best.
Reaching the High Plaza was a difficult journey. The colored arrows only added onto the confusion of the city and Kel seemed the only one to be able to make sense of whatever was happening. All the others ended up following him with pained eyes and winces. What started as simple marks on the ground soon became challenges: ladders to climb, slides to slide down to, monkey bars to traverse, doors that led to empty houses and windows to climb.
In the end, with pained breaths, Hero called for a break and sat down, not accepting any refusal. They were on one of the roofs of the higher houses and everybody followed the older boy.
«I must admit though», Basil was panting, but a smile was on his face. «This is kinda fun.»
«Good thing you two drank that Orange Joe», said Omori. «Or I don't know if your arms could have carried you in those monkey bars.»
Sunny nodded, before laying down, catching his breath.
«This place really feels like an amusement park», said Hero.
«You're all no fun and Basil is the only one who gets me», Kel pulled the boy into a side hug. «This place is a lot of fun! Especially when we went down that window.»
Sunny groaned. «Don't make me remember that.»
Aubrey chuckled. «Don't worry. Everybody gets stuck once or twice.»
«And what about the slides?» Basil was swaying on its spot.
«That one on the top of the tower that led us inside that empty house...» Hero shivered. «I was really afraid we'd hit the wall.»
«But there was a mattress!»
A rumbling sound stopped their conversation. An intense fear crawled on Sunny's legs, making him jolt up, his heart starting to beat faster. An innate terror washed over him, all his instincts telling him to be careful.
The earth started to shake.
«An earthquake!» Basil shrieked. Everybody walked off from the edge of the roof, running towards the higher part. As Sunny sat down next to his friends, the rumbling made him lose his balance.
Everything went by so very fast: the world shifted and the sky passed above him. The shingles scratched his back, groans at every hit. He scrambled his hands for a grip, but it never arrived. The concrete under him disappeared and he lost his breath as a gust of air hit his face. He closed his eye, bracing for the fall, but everything stopped.
«Don't worry, Sunny!» Kel's voice was strained, but his grip on his wrist was strong. «I won't let you fall!»
Sunny felt a warmth of gratitude towards his friend, as Kel started pulling him up. The others also came, helping him. Omori was sitting next to Kel, his arm stretched out, and as soon as he was on range his pale hand tightly gripped Sunny's free wrist. Sunny was brought back to the roof as the rumbling subsided and silence fell.
«Are you alright?!» Omori's voice was frenzied, and Sunny could see the terror in his eyes.
He couldn't stop trembling. «I'm... I'm fine. I'm sorry.»
«Thank goodness you're okay», Hero pulled him into a hug. Without thinking, Sunny hugged him back.
Footsteps followed and new pairs of hands embraced him: Sunny took a peek, finding all his friends next to him. Their warmth melted his terror and he closed his eye, relishing in the feeling. He sniffled, fighting back tears.
«I couldn't even summon my Red Hands...» Omori joined the hug. «I'm sorry.»
Sunny took a moment to find the words. «It's... it's alright.»
They let him go and he took a few deep breaths, trying to calm down his racing heart. Basil squeezed his hand. «You're safe, now.»
The boy helped him stand up: his legs were still trembling, but he gathered all his strength to keep going.
«Hey, what's that?» they all turned to see what Aubrey was pointing at.
Beyond the trees, not too far from the city, a swamp emerged from the ground. Sunny didn't his believe what he was seeing: its waters were as black as the sky they had seen from the spaceship, the void interrupted only by the rainbow reflections that appeared when a ray of sun hit it. Among the water some small islands floated, housing ruined buildings and ancient metal pillars, half-eaten by the grass and moss. Their colors, although faded by time, still testified their eccentricity: purple walls, red doors, blue roofs...
«W-wait...» Hero looked at Kel. «Didn't Pluto mention something like this?»
Kel's eyes got wide in realization. «Do you mean...?»
«This is the damage they were talking about?!» Aubrey's eyes darted from his friends to the crater. «Dear God, no wonder Pluto didn't want to have anything related to space travels anymore.»
«That is some big... aftermath», said Basil.
«But they rebuilt the entire city...» Omori looked at the towers behind them. «I think this is what Captain Spaceboy wanted to show Pluto.»
«They could have rebuilt it a bit less confusing», groaned Aubrey.
«I hope Pluto will manage to see it, someday», said Basil.
«Yeah», said Kel. «I hope he will.»
The High Plaza stood atop four great pillars out of wood, a circular shape of concrete that towered over the town. Shops were scattered here and there, and people were chatting without a care in the world, under the soft yellow sky.
The group had just finished climbing the ladder that led them there, exchanging high fives and proud nods between one another.
«Seems like nobody is hurt due to the earthquake», said Hero. «That's a relief.»
«It almost looks like they didn't even notice it», Aubrey furrowed her brow. «This looks too normal, to me.»
«For a place where Space Pirates are supposed to hang around, this looks mundane», said Omori.
«I was expecting something cooler, too», Basil pouted.
«This time it isn't my fault», said Sunny, raising his hands.
«Yeah, I don't know what I'd have done if there was such a confusing place in Headspace», said Omori. «I think I'd have woken you up everytime.»
«Says the guy who has a ladder going to space», Aubrey smirked. Sunny blushed and looked at the ground.
«Alright...» Hero scratched his head. «Let's see what info we can find about the Gates, here...»
He stopped the first person he found, a man in a sailor attire. «Excuse me. We are Space Pirates, looking for the Gate. Do you know anything about that?»
The man smiled, eyes sparkling. «Ha-ah! In search of daring adventures, aren't we? But yeah. The Gate is easy to find, you see. You just need to shoot for the stars!»
«Huh... excuse me, what do you mean by that?»
«The stars! You're Space Pirates, right?»
«Yeah, but...»
«Then you shouldn't have any problems!»
The man left with an hearty laugh, leaving them looking at him with confused looks.
«What the hell does that mean?» asked Aubrey.
«Why does this place have puzzles?» Kel whined, his shoulders slumping. He then poked at Sunny. «C'mon buddy, exactly like in the videogames we play. You deal with the puzzles.»
«Maybe that guy was just toying with us», Aubrey started walking away. «Let's go ask someone else.»
And that they did. But, no matter how many people they talked to, the answer was always the same. "Shoot for the stars!"
«There aren't even stars here!» Aubrey cursed, fists raised towards the sky.
«I don't think he meant that literally», said Sunny. «Not when you see that...» he pointed at the half-transparent moon in the sky.
«Don't tell me that the Gate is on the moon», said Hero.
«Now you wish there was a ladder there, huh?» Omori smirked, looking at Aubrey. She elbowed him, but he just chuckled in response.
Basil closed his eyes, deep in thought. «If we are Space Pirates, we wouldn't have any problems...» he jumped, hitting his hand with a fist. «Right! The spaceship! If we were Space Pirates, we'd have a spaceship!»
«So it's really there?» Hero's voice quivered.
«Where's the problem?» asked Aubrey. «We do have a spaceship.»
«But the spaceship isn't ours», said Sunny.
«We have our second in command here!» the girl lightly punched Kel's shoulder.
The boy nodded. «Oh, yeah! You're right! Let's go, my men! Mercury Retrograde still has places to take us to!»
When they returned to the place where they had landed, chattering and whispers among the crew greeted them. One of them noticed Kel and ran towards him. «Captain Kel!»
«Did something happen?»
«The ground, sir, nothing we haven't seen before.»
«The... ground? You mean the earthquake?»
«Don't worry sir, the earthquake caused no casualties! Except for the sinking of the ground, that is.»
«The what?!»
The crewman pointed beyond them, and then he scrunched his face. «Guys! Move over! The Captain can't see a damn thing if you're in the way!»
A few moved, letting out scared shrieks.
As they had been informed, the ground had sunk. Black tar rolled out from the holes, crawling onto the grass like tendrils from below. Mercury Retrograde sat on a small island still intact, like a small haven.
«What... what happened?!»
«The... ground has sunk, sir. I've told you. This happens sometimes, here on this Planet.»
«But, the spaceship! Shouldn't we... move it?»
«It's safe there, for now.»
«I'm going to move it», Kel took a step forward, but the crewman raised his hand.
«I'm afraid I can't allow you to do that, sir.»
«I'm the second in command!»
«Orders from Captain Spaceboy himself, sir. He has always said that we cannot move the spaceship without his specific order, unless it was an emergency.»
«And this isn't an emergency?!» Aubrey gestured at the tar.
The man shrugged. «The little inlet the spaceship is on didn't sink.»
«Yet», said Omori.
«Captain Kel, I do understand if this is your first time here on Planet J03, but these things are normal. Don't worry, we are quite capable of dealing with it.»
«But we don't even know when the Captain will be back!» said Kel.
«Soon, I'd reckon. We received word from the hospital and he has regained consciousness.»
Sunny stopped following the conversation as his attention was taken by Hero, who was approaching the tar. The older boy knelt down where the liquid started seeping and he approaced him. A tinge of fear exploded in his chest when he saw that Hero had put his hand under the land.
«Woah», he blinked a few times and looked at his younger friend.
Sunny lowered his head, as if he was dipping it in water, making sure to not touch the tar. He gasped.
There was a small space between the land itself and the sea of black tar. Incredibly small, but the land was actually above the black tar. With a more careful gaze, Sunny noticed a forest of small pillars, keeping the ground afloat.
«Hero...»
«What the hell?!»
Hero's swear made the rest of the group jump.
«Hero, bro!» Kel put an hand on his shoulder. «What happened?!»
«You guys have to look at this.»
He pointed at the ground and the rest of the group looked at one another with worried eyes, before complying. When they all lowered their heads, a chorus of gasps emerged.
Basil was the first to raise his head. «This explains the earthquake...»
«The land is incredibly unstable», explained Hero. «I don't think it's that difficult to break it.»
Aubrey rubbed her forehead. «And you're telling me that these guys built an amusement park here?!»
Omori shrugged. «Maybe they like the thrill.»
«Hey», Sunny pointed at the spaceship. «Shouldn't we... do something about that?»
«Yeah, before it sinks», said Omori.
At those words, the whole group shrieked.
«We have to!», Basil clutched his hands together. «Without the spaceship we can't go to the Gate, neither return back!»
«Oh shit!» Kel stood up. «Alright, guys. I'm the second in command, I'll just say that there's an emergency so we can–»
A loud rumbling sound interrupted them.
They all turned to look at the spaceship.
A crack had appeared on the ground, and the first drops of tar had started to seep.
Screaming, they all ran towards the spaceship, jumping over the remnants of land like pebbles. They reached the stairs that led them to the door, when a crewman yelled. «Hey! What do you think you're doing?!»
«The ground is sinking, you idiot!» Aubrey screamed back, before opening the door with a pull and pushing Omori – the first person in her range – inside. «This is an emergency!»
«Tell the Captain that everything is alright!» said Kel, before jumping in, followed by the others.
«H-hey!» the crewman started jumping over the remnants of land, but Aubrey slammed the door shut in his face. She put herself over the door, arms wide.
All her friends were looking at her.
«What are you waiting for?!» she growled. «Go do something!»
«R-right!» Hero nodded. «So, what's the plan?»
«We have to make this spaceship fly», said Omori. «Sunny, lead us to the cockpit.»
They ran towards the cockpit, panting and breathing heavily. As soon as the doors opened, they scrambled to reach the machines.
«Kel!» Sunny was looking at the screens. «How do we make this thing start up?»
«Woah, woah, wait a second guys!» everybody turned to look at Hero. «We... aren't moving this spaceship, right? We're stealing it, aren't we?»
«It's going to sink!» yelled Basil.
«And we need to go to the moon anyway», said Omori.
«Yes, but–»
«I see that you're in need of help», a rumbling voice made them stop.
A familiar rocky figure was standing in front of the doors, arms crossed over his chest, his expression devoid of emotion.
«What are you doing here, Pluto?» Omori took a step forward. «I thought you were in a cell.»
He scoffed. «Nothing that I can't break free from. So, you're stealing the spaceship.»
«Borrowing it!», said Kel.
«Mister Pluto we really need to go to the moon!» said Basil, eyes pleading. «And the ground is sinking!»
«Right. I'd expect the crewman to do nothing in face of this», he stood silent, before nodding. «I'll help you out. See it as an apology for what I've done to your friends.»
Yells from outside. Rumblings from inside.
Sunny looked at Kel and Pluto with bewildered eye as they tampered with the machinery under the others' gazes. His heart was tumbling in his chest, drowning all every sound, and he barely heard it when the engines of the spaceship started revving. With a few hiccups, the spaceship took flight and, once they were above the ground and it was safe to stand up again, Sunny went to retrieve Aubrey back from the entrance.
When she set foot in the cockpit, she smiled. «Woah, I forgot you were here! Hey, Ploot.»
«Hi, Aubrey. Thanks for all the company you've kept me back there.»
Kel looked at them, furrowing his brow. «Since when are you two so buddy buddy with each other?»
«I was standing guard at his cell a few times. We became... friends? Acquaintances?»
«I wouldn't mind it if you called me your friend», said Pluto.
«Friend it is, then!» Aubrey gave a thumbs up. «So... we're actually stealing a spaceship.»
She went over to the window, and stuck her tongue out at the crewmen below.
«Is it really stealing if the second in command is with us?» asked Basil.
«And one of the previous captains of the ship», added Omori.
«I think it is, considering how much the crewmen want us dead», said Hero.
Aubrey burst out laughing. «Oh geez, I love this. Seriously guys, I'm deeming you all honorary Hooligans right now!»
«Thanks Aubrey!» Basil jumped on the spot.
«You already were one, Basil.»
«Huh...» Sunny scratched his head. «Thanks?»
«Who are the Hooligans?» asked Omori.
«The gang I'm leader of back in town, of course.»
«Oh wow», Omori was wide-eyed. «And I'm part of it, too?»
«Yeah, why not.»
Omori stood still, his mouth agape. Sunny chuckled at the faintest of blush that appeared on his cheeks.
Beyond the windows, the pale yellow sky turned darker, until the black expanse of space was visible again, twinkling stars to lead their way.
In that moment, the monochromatic boy shivered and pointed at the moon. «It's... it's there.»
«How do you know that?», asked Sunny.
«I just... do. It's there. It feels like... like... a cradle.»
«A cradle?»
«The place where I come from...»
«Headspace?» asked Aubrey.
Omori shook his head. «Something deeper than that...»
«Ah, right», said Pluto. «Aubrey did tell me that you were looking for the Gate», he took a deep breath, and nodded. «Yes, it is indeed there.»
«I see something!» yelled Basil. He pointed a white pool on the moon. «Look!»
Hero tilted his head. «It looks like...»
«A portal», Sunny finished the sentence.
«That's it», said Pluto. He smirked. «If we won't see each other again, I want to let you all know that I think you really have guts», he looked at Omori. «Also you.»
«We won't die, piece of rock», said Omori.
Pluto burst out laughing. «Ah, right! For guys like you, a Gate is nothing! Full speed ahead!»
The spaceship tilted, eliciting the shrieks of its passengers. The Gate was right in front of them, a pool of white light, so bright that Sunny couldn't stare at it directly. His hands were trembling, as excitement and trepidation filled his mind.
They dove in the Gate and white light engulfed them.
Notes:
Little fun fact: for the town they visited I actually was inspired by a place described in the novel The Neverending Story.
Finally, we'll be exploring the First Gate in the next chapter!
As always, a huge THANK YOU to whoever reads this, kudos it, comments, and bookmarks and everything else, really <3
EDIT: I forgot. I created an Omori sideblog on Tumblr because I'm still knee-deep in my obsession. Feel free to check it out!
Chapter 16: The First Gate
Summary:
The First Gate.
Notes:
Well. I usually update once a week but this chapter was ready and everything so... why not.
Warning: mentions of depersonalization.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
When Kel opened his eyes, a familiar sight greeted him.
The messed up bed laid in one corner of the room, next to an array of thrown clothes and toys. Everything was exactly as he remembered: the desk engulfed in books, the TV on the floor with the console still attached, the hoop...
He furrowed his brow. There was no hoop on the wall. He shrugged. No matter. He was finally home.
The familiar sight of his room was a salve for his soul.
Had the dream ended?
A pang of sadness hit him. It had been very fun. Travelling with all his friends had been a wonderful experience. Exploring that peculiar land, climbing the very long ladder to space, working for Captain Spaceboy on his spaceship, stealing the spaceship, traversing the Cattail Fields, having dinner with an alien family...
He gasped. A shiver went down his spine as static filled his thoughts.
An otherwordly portrait flashed in his mind. The missing sibling...
With a groan, he shook his head to scatter that thought away. That wasn't even his family, why did that portrait bother him so?
But no matter. He was now fine. He was back home.
A giddy feeling erupted in his chest thinking of Sunny: they'd have so many stories to share over the phone, now! And who knows, maybe he would have drawn some of their adventures and shared the pictures in their group chat. Giggling, he decided that he wanted to suggest a date when Sunny could come visit, or he could go visit him. Maybe he could convince Aubrey and Basil to come, too. Hero was a more difficult matter, with his college work. He snickered: he'd have to stay there buried in books while he knew that his friends were having fun, there was no other choice!
He scrambled to find a calendar in the chaotic mess that was his room. Maybe on Hero's side...
Kel turned around and froze. He blinked a few times. Was his imagination playing tricks?
Hero's bed was supposed to be empty. He was supposed to be in college. But someone was occupying the bed, judging from the shape of the bedsheet.
And that someone was breathing.
Kel shivered. He started gasping for breath, his lungs suddenly filled with rocks. His mind filled with static, as old words and sensations erupted in his mind. His eyes started burning and he wanted to cry.
He was afraid. Very afraid. Something bad was going to happen.
Kel wanted to run away, but his body didn't obey him. Instead, his arm stretched towards the bed despite his will, gently shaking the familiar figure sleeping in Hero's bed.
Kel heard his own voice, shaky and young. «Hero?»
The familiar figure shifted in his position. Kel's body jumped back.
Black thoughts whirled in his mind.
This is bad. This is bad. This is really bad.
Kel's instincts started kicking in, prompting him to run, but his body didn't obey.
He had no choice but to watch.
The familiar figure turned around.
Kel gasped, but his body stood still. Hero's face was pale. His unkept hair fell down on his face, hiding part of the eyes, but not enough to disguise the redness. His cheeks were stained with tears.
Kel knew. Kel had already seen all this.
Please, no.
Not this again.
«Hey, Hero», his voice continued. «Good evening.»
The thoughts of the present scattered like crawling bugs under the light. The loneliness of those years emerged, gripping his mind with a thousand claws.
Kel wanted to curl up and close his eyes, but he couldn't.
He had no choice but to watch.
«Hero, mom and dad are very worried about you. I am very worried about you... Hero... I...»
His hands were fidgeting and his eyes were burning.
Kel remembered. Kel remembered how he dearly wished for his brother to be back. A pit in his stomach had never left him ever since that dreadful day.
The screams. The tears. The punches onto the ground.
Kel remembered them all. He had forgotten what he had done, himself. Fleeting memories of a turned off TV flickered in his mind, along with the rotating blades of the ceiling fan. No thoughts. Just emptiness.
The emptiness dragged on for days, as Hero slumbered next to him. Silence filled the room and he never dared break it.
The bedsheets shuffled. His body took a step back as his brother stood up.
Had Hero always been so tall? Kel didn't know. Fear curled its claws in his head and on his body, tangling him. Kel wanted to close his eyes, but something forced him to open them wide.
«What do you want, Kel?» his brother's voice was devoid of the love that he oh so fondly remembered. He was staring down at his soul, judging him.
Kel wanted to run away.
Anything, anything, please. Let me out of this. I...
But he had no choice but to watch.
«Hero...!» his body continued. That young mind was scared.
Kel was overwhelmed with a feeling of protectiveness. He wanted to hold that dear child and protect him.
But he couldn't do anything. The scene played right in front of his eyes like a movie and there was no way to stop it. He knew what was going to happen. He knew the pain.
His mind scrambled, the forgotten memories resurfacing.
In that moment, there were many thoughts swirling in his young mind, but no matter how long he'd think, no proper words could convey them. He remembered spending hours upon hours, while looking at the ceiling during the dead of the night, trying to find them, but he never did. Maybe he was too dumb to do that. Mari would have known what to do. Or hell, even Sunny, and he was a boy of few words, but always so extremely calculated and precise.
But now Mari was buried in the ground, her grave wet by the tears of her family, while Sunny had closed himself off in his home. Kel knew: he always went to check up on him, but his mother would always use an excuse or another to send him away.
So, that day, he had to find the words by himself.
«We... we all miss you.»
Hero scoffed. Kel's body breath quickened.
«What do you want from me?»
«Hero, I just... I want my brother back», his eyes fought tears. «I don't want to see you like this. Mari... wouldn't want to see you like this, either.»
Time stood still, for a moment.
Kel winced in pain, but his body didn't move.
Hero looked at him with those red eyes dried of their tears.
«What?»
«Ever since she... passed away... you've been here in your room. Sunny hasn't come out of his house for a year! Aubrey and Basil are... they are...»
He had seen them, in the school's canteen. Aubrey's new group of friends had decided Basil to be their favourite target for their pranks and jokes.
«And what do you want from me?!» his voice was like a growl. «What do you all want from me?! Why do you all pretend I can just get up as if nothing had happened, as if one of my best friends didn't hung herself from a tree?!»
«Hero... I... I miss her too... but...»
Those words were true. But still, Kel didn't think that those words could properly convey exactly how much he missed her. Not even after five years.
«Really?» Hero spat that word, growling. «Really? You come here to tell me that you miss her too?! I've seen you, going on with your life as if nothing had happened!»
«But I...»
Our parents. Our parents were so very worried. I couldn't...
Memories seeped through, memories of desperation and loneliness. Memories of gripping to that smile.
Hero scoffed again. «And now you come here telling me that you know what Mari would like and wouldn't like. As if you'd know. As if any of us would know!»
Hero's eyes started shivering, as new tears started rolling down.
«It's my fault, Kel. It's everybody's fault! It's yours, too! Her blood is in our hands! We were too blind to notice the signs, we were...»
He stopped, grasping for breath. His hands were closed into fists as he kept crying. «But I guess you don't really care.»
Kel shivered.
That's not true!
I care!
I care and I cared ! About all of you!
Hero's eyes narrowed into a thin line. «And you... And you... What are you doing, huh?! Coming here every day to tell me about all that bullshit that happened while in school. Guess what, Kel? I don't give a damn about that. I don't give a damn!»
He stomped his foot. Kel's body hit his back on the wall. His eyes were burning, his lungs were filled with water.
Please, stop.
«Hero, I... I just wanted to help you!»
«Help me? Now you pretend to know what I need, too? Do you know what I need, Kel? I need you to shut up!» his tears didn't stop falling. His breaths were short. «You don't need to pretend to care, Kel. I know that you don't. I know. After all, here you are, as if nothing had happened. As if our friend didn't kill herself. And you know what, Kel? I don't care anymore either. To hell with you and everybody else! You're a nuisance, an annoying brat! Always forcing me to take care of you, I bet she was even tired of your constant bickering with–»
He stopped. As if saying another name was too difficult. Hero lost his breath, looking at his brother with eyes full of blood.
Footsteps pounded on the staircase and the door flew open. Two figures entered the room and approached Hero.
Kel couldn't see them, his eyes full of tears. His legs gave up and, as his body touched the floor, blackness engulfed him.
He stood still, crying his heart out. In the empty void, only the echoes of his sobs could be heard.
He hugged his knees until his hands hurt.
It was cold. So very cold.
There was nothing but cold and sadness. There was no space for anything else.
He didn't know for how long he stayed there. Even after his eyes turned dry, even after his eyes started hurting, he stood still in the silence.
Alone.
He didn't dare raise his gaze, weight pulling him down.
In the end, a familiar voice rung out.
Kel...
It was a voice he loved very much, but right before it had been a voice that had hurt him a lot.
He didn't dare raise his gaze.
Kel...!
I remember now, thought Kel. I was so scared, but Hero came back to hug me and apologize. It was that day that... changed him.
He stood up. In the void, he was still alone.
He returned back to his studies. He returned... living. I had missed him so much. I was very happy to have my brother back.
But... I still wonder. Was it right for me, to open up like I did? Did I say the right words?
I was busy helping him. I was busy keeping him and the rest of the family afloat. Why did I allow for that to change, in that moment?
But... it worked, didn't it?
I only wanted to help him. I don't want to lose him ever again.
His chest hurt. He rubbed his arm on his eyes.
He remembered.
Back then, after that dreadful day, after he saw the brother he loved oh so very much in such a state, he made a promise.
Maybe, just maybe... I can keep him afloat, he had thought. And everybody else, too! It's the only thing I can do, isn't it...? I should be able to keep doing that...
...
...
He stifled back a sob.
But... right now. I feel so weak.
Old words rung in his mind.
From darkness, you can create your own reality.
In that moment, Kel remembered.
He remembered how Hero's hands were gripping at his back, as if he could run away at any moment. He remembered how his cheek was on his hair, drops of tears falling. He remembered the warmth of his chest, how it trembled. He remembered how weak his voice sounded. He remembered his apology. He remembered forgiving him.
Hero was back.
Kel opened his eyes. Hero was so tall, compared to him. Kel hugged him.
And, in that exact moment, Kel had never felt safer.
Notes:
A difficult chapter to write. I seriously hope I did it justice.
As always, thanks for all the comments, kudos, hits, bookmarks, and everything! <3
NOTE: Usually I always try to update the fanfic either on Friday or Saturday (sometimes Sunday), however I want to say that because of stuff I don't think I'll update the fanfic this week. I'm quite behind with the new chapters (I barely started chapter 18 and chapter 17 still has to be edited) so I'd like to take a week off to work completely on the new chapters and give me an headstart. But don't worry: I'll return next week!
If I'll manage to write a good load of chapters, I may even become faster with the updates, but I can't guarantee that! The weekly update is a given, though.
Thanks for the patience <3
Chapter 17: One Chain Broken
Summary:
Sunny wakes up in a familiar place. Discussion happens. Omori has a proposal.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
When Sunny opened his eyes, the world was a blur.
His head hurt, a whirlwind of thoughts and emotions, and he groaned, attempting to make sense in everything. But the fog in his mind was too thick, too distracting and nothing came to the foreground, hiding everything beneath its grasp.
Slowly, he stood up, blinking a few times and letting reality take its distinct shapes.
He was in a sea of mint-colored grass, waving softly under the wind. Confusion hit him and he squinted his eye, as if it could make what he was seeing more believable.
The swing set was exactly as he remembered it, rotten and rusty, but still upright. The slide had hunched over a little bit under the weight of time. Scattered on the ground, hidden in the grass, Sunny could spot a few of the old toys.
«This is... the Playground? Why am I...»
Silence overwhelmed him, muffling his ears, and a wave of loneliness crashed over him.
He jolted. The others! Where are the others!?
A sharp needle of pain pierced his head, making him wince. Memories resurfaced.
Memories not of his own, but they hurt all the same, as if they were his.
A fight in a messy room... bloodshot eyes... tears.
«Kel...»
He remembered. In front of the grave of his sister, Kel had opened up to him for the first time in four years. Kel had never been the type to be emotional or vent – Aubrey and Basil were the ones to do that, usually – and Sunny regretted that in that moment he couldn't have been of more help.
He lightly slapped himself on the cheek and shook his head, before taking a few breaths.
«I have to look for the others.»
And Kel... I have to make sure he's okay.
With his head clearer, Sunny took a few steps.
A familiar voice called out to him.
«Sunny!»
He turned around and he let out a smile. «Basil!»
In the blink of an eye, the boy tackled him into a hug, taking his breath away. Basil nestled his face in the crook of his neck. «Thank goodness you're okay... we were getting worried...»
His voice tickled his skin.
Sunny hugged back, squeezing his back. «I'm sorry.»
Basil let him go, a small smile on his lips.
«Have you found the others?» asked Sunny.
«You were the only one missing. Come, they are by the monkey bars.»
Sunny's chest swelled in relief at the sight of his friends.
Aubrey was sitting on the edge of the monkey bars, touching the grass with the tip of her feet. She was looking at them with distant eyes, her shoulders slouched, face covered by her hair. Not too far away, near her shoes, there laid her bat.
Omori was farther away, his back turned against his companions. He was looking where the tree stump was supposed to be: Sunny couldn't see his face, but he knew how to read his body. And, unmoving like that, with the hands on his sides, he saw himself when, as a child, he couldn't express in words how he was hurting. He was overwhelmed with the instinct of pulling him into a hug and comfort him, exactly like he needed it back then. Mari was the one who would provide it for him. He shook his head.
Kel was sitting on the ground, his back laid on the monkey bars. He was hugging his legs and Hero was next to him. The two brothers were intertwined in a side hug, but none of them uttered a word.
The air was filled with melancholy when Basil spoke. «Hey, guys. I found Sunny!»
Their gazes shot up, towards him. Aubrey jumped down from her seat and pulled him into a hug. «Thank goodness...» she squeezed hard, hair in his hand. Sunny, after a moment of hesitation, hugged her back. «We were getting worried, you dork!» She pulled back. Her eyes were glistening with unrolled tears. «Where the hell were you?!»
«I'm... sorry.»
«Hey», Hero's voice was drained and dry, as if his throat couldn't pull out words anymore. His face was pale and the eyes red. A flash of Kel's memory appeared in Sunny's mind and all of a sudden that face looked so very familiar. «I'm glad you're okay, Sunny.»
He nodded in response.
Kel jumped up and tackled Sunny in a side hug. He was smiling, but Sunny could see how stiff his movements were and how his eyes were quivering. «What did I tell you, everybody? He's okay!»
Aubrey huffed, crossing her arms. «You're the last person who should be talking about being okay.»
In that moment, Omori approached them: his steps were slow and they barely made any noise onto the grass. Sunny thought that he was trying to disappear, to make himself as less noticeable as possible.
He looked at him directly in the eyes, and asked one simple question.
«How are you doing?»
But his voice was filled with worry.
Sunny scrambled in his mind, trying to find the words that could coherently explain how he was feeling. «I'm... fine. I guess. My mind is a mess, though...» he turned towards Kel. «But you...»
His friend chuckled. «Don't worry, alright?»
«Everybody has seen the same thing...?»
They all nodded.
Aubrey sighed. «Each word. Each gesture», she looked at Hero. «Everything.»
«Hey, hey!» Kel shook his head. «Guys, I told you. Don't worry. It's... it's all in the past. We were all having our problems. It's alright», he looked at his brother, but he didn't answer back.
Silence fell onto the group. A sea of emotions was between them, but none of them could find the words to cross it and reach one another. Sunny looked at his friends, one by one, looking for the words to use.
He wanted to do something. For once in his life, he wanted to be like Mari, and be a lighthouse for them in the sea.
But, before he could find them, Aubrey spoke. «You say it's alright, Kel», she was trembling, fists at her sides. «Dear God, Kel! Are you dense?! You're anything but fine!»
«H-hey, Aubrey...»
«Don't give me that "It's all in the past" crap! Kel! Didn't you understand anything?»
«Aubrey, calm down!»
«Not you too, Hero! Kel! Stop pretending! This is exactly... this is exactly what made us fall all apart!» a sob escaped her lips, but she soon rubbed her sleeve on her eyes. «Nobody thought to sit down and talk. To be by anyone's side. If any of us, if any of us had done that, if any of us had been by anyone's side! By Sunny's... by Hero's... maybe... maybe things wouldn't have turned so sour.»
She turned towards Sunny, and then to each one of her friends. «So, please. Stop with that bullcrap. Let's not repeat our mistake.»
The group fell silent. Sunny rubbed his arm, looking down.
«I'm... sorry that happened», he said. A heavy guilt pressed on his chest. «That was... that was my fault.»
Hero shook his head. «Please, Sunny. We all made mistakes here.»
Kel scratched his head. Aubrey was looking at him, fighting back tears, expecting something to come out from his mouth. And, Sunny was sure that she wouldn't be happy until he had spoken.
«Aubrey, I...» the boy took a deep breath. «I don't know what to say...? I mean, I guess there is a reason why my brain decided to block most of that fight. It... it really hurt to see it, yeah.»
He glanced at the others. They all stood there, looking at him. «Those days were miserable, truly. Everybody fell apart, Hero lived cooped in his bed... I felt... really alone. It hurt. A lot.»
«But!» he turned towards Hero. «Really, I... don't hold it against you. Against any of you. We were all going through our things and I... I didn't think I could do anything but try to keep everyone else afloat. You know, I never was the brightest in the group...»
«We were only twelve», said Aubrey.
«...exactly.»
Silence fell once again. The tense atmosphere easened and everybody returned to breathe a little easier. Sunny knew that it wasn't over yet, but the tempest had passed.
A tranquil sea was now between them. Sunny took a deep breath. «We have to... we have to remember we are here now», all his friends were looking at him, but he pretended to not acknowledge that. «We... we have to do what we can right now.»
«He's right», nodded Hero.
«Hey, Aubrey», Basil's timid voice made her turn around. «I'm really glad we're friends again. I missed your assertive personality. Sometimes... you really need somebody to say things as they are.»
At those words, Aubrey's cheeks flushed red. Hero hid his mouth behind a hand to stifle a chuckle.
«Geez, Basil! Do you actually think before spouting stuff like that!?»
«You were the one to tell us that we shouldn't keep our things for ourselves!»
«Well, you are the last person who should complain, Aubrey», said Sunny with a smirk.
Light chuckles escaped from their lips and soon after they erupted into laughter. As if it was the most natural thing, they enclosed each other in a hug.
Sunny, for a brief moment, was happy. Sure, they still had to find a way home and who knew what would the other Gates have in store for them, but right in that moment, he wanted to savor the feeling.
With their chests a bit lighter, they pulled back. Aubrey rubbed off the last of the tears from her face.
«Hey», Omori's voice was low. He was the only one who hadn't joined them, standing away from them. «I... I have a proposal to make.»
«A proposal?» asked Hero.
Sunny glared at Omori. He took a few steps towards him, but the monochromatic boy didn't flinch. He simply looked at him, with those eyes filled with worry and... fear?
What was happening?
«This place is dangerous and out of my control», he started. «Sunny, this isn't like our Headspace. In there, I could protect you: with a snap of my fingers or the flash of a thought I could make whatever I want disappear or appear. The Red Hands made sure that the truth would never come out and that is how I upheld my duty.»
«Omori, what are you–»
«But, I can't do that here. This place is dangerous. Pluto wasn't supposed to act like that. That town wasn't supposed to make me feel like I had to disappear. The black tar on the Planet wasn't supposed to make us all feel that sense of dread. Nobody of us should have had any reasons for panicking, ever. And you...» he looked at them all. «You shouldn't have been hurt so much.»
«Omori, listen–»
Sunny stretched his hand towards him, but he smacked it away. «No!» he was trembling, hands closed into fists. «Please! Sunny, my duty is to protect you! It's my reason of being! And you asked me to protect your friends, too. If that is the only way I can uphold my duty, so be it. But I can't do that! Not... not in this place! I can't control the Red Hands and I cannot protect you! So, please, Sunny! All of you!»
Omori was panting. Sunny had never imagined that Omori could wear such a fearful expression on his face.
«Stay here», he said. «All of you. I will create a new Headspace. I'll take care of you and protect you! You won't have to suffer anymore!» he smiled. «I'll make sure of that!»
«Omori, no!» Sunny surprised even himself when he raised his voice, but he kept going. «That won't be any different from what happened five years ago!»
«Sunny, please! It's... it's the only way...»
In that moment, in those fearful eyes, in that terrified expression, Sunny saw himself.
The terror that reality casted upon him, on his young twelve years old mind. Mari had always been there to protect him from the monsters that hid in the dark.
But Omori never had anything to fear. Omori never needed somebody to protect him.
And, in that moment, Sunny realized what he was trying so desperately to do: find that speck of normalcy once again. All the leading, all the plans... Omori was simply acting as he always had done. And in doing so, he escaped from the truth of what was really happening, inside a dream world that was not of his own.
«Omori...»
Omori was scared. Plain and simple.
Sunny took his hand. «It's alright.»
«Hey, pale boy», Aubrey's voice hid a low growl in it, and both boys turned their heads. «What's this all about?»
«...huh?»
«You're talking about how this place is dangerous for us. But it was you who let Pluto go wild.»
«I... I didn't expect that reaction. I didn't want to hurt any of you, really.»
«Yeah, sure! Nice going at that, kid! And now you want us to do what, exactly? Live here forever?»
«I'll make sure nothing bad ever happens to you! You have to trust me!»
«Like hell, kid», Aubrey scoffed. «Don't even dare to propose something like that.»
«But–»
«Listen Omori, I didn't want to say this before since we were all kinda busy with the Gate business but it was your fault that Pluto was almost killing us. Almost killing you! If it weren't for Captain Spaceboy...»
«I know!» Omori's voice quivered. «I'm scared! This place is completely unknown to me and I don't know what to do! I only know that I have to protect you!»
He buried his face in his hands. «I'm so sorry.»
«Hey, hey», Hero walked towards them. «Everybody, calm down. Right now.»
Aubrey jumped when Basil touched her arm, pulling her a little.
«Okay», Hero took a deep breath. «I understand. Omori, about your proposal», he shook his head. «We will continue this journey.»
«But–»
«I appreciate your concern. But that is not how we can get out of this.»
Omori's shoulders slouched. His gaze fell on the ground and he gave a slow nod.
Sunny took his hand, but he didn't raise his head.
«Omori. We are not alone. Not anymore.»
He didn't answer. But Sunny felt Omori squeezing his hand.
Hero gave a small smile. «Now. I think we all need some rest. We had a couple of difficult moments but we pulled through», he smiled. «C'mon. I know that together we can do this.»
Basil nodded. «And Omori! That includes you too!»
The boy jumped. «What?»
«You did save us on the ladder...»
Sunny let out a small smile and squeezed his hand a bit more. Omori stood there, wide-eyed, as if he had just imagined those words.
Aubrey huffed. «I guess he can be useful.»
«And guys!» Kel jumped, a huge grin on his face. «Don't forget! We're one step closer to our goal!»
Hero furrowed his brow. «What do you mean?»
«Oh right. I forgot to tell you, didn't I?» he dug in his pocket.
A chorus of gasps emerged at the sight of the white lightbulb.
«Oh dear!» Basil covered his mouth. «So the Gate worked!»
Aubrey dug out her lightbulb, and pouted: it was still black. «It was worth a shot.»
She then turned towards Kel. «But seriously. Why didn't you think of showing this to us before, you idiot?!»
«I was... I admit I had kinda forgotten about it...», he let out a sheepish smile and Aubrey smacked her forehead.
Hero chuckled. «That's... that's good news. C'mon. Let's rest for a little before continuing our journey. I think we all need it.»
They sat down, in silence. Aubrey laid down onto the grass, before she dug her hand in her pocket. «Oh, right», she got some of the food space tubes out. «These are the last ones. If you want to have a snack.»
They all nodded, taking one each, without saying a word.
The tension had easened, Sunny could surmise as much. Hero still had his focus directed at Kel, probably looking for any kind of sign of distress, but the boy didn't seem to mind, sucking on his tube with a mindless expression.
Omori, on the other hand, had the tube in his hands, while hugging his legs. He sat a bit far away from the others, but closer to Sunny. His face had returned to his usual deadpan expression, but his whole body was slouched and without energy. Sunny was afraid that a gust of wind could carry him away.
«I wonder what happened to Pluto», said Basil.
«Oh, yeah», responded Aubrey. «He was with us in the spaceship...»
«But he's not here», said Hero. «And neither is the spaceship.»
«I wouldn't be surprised if the inhabitants of this world couldn't enter the Gates themselves», said Omori, not looking at them.
«What do you mean?»
«I could be wrong. I don't know, it's just a theory. But... I think this place might be more similar to our Headspace than I first thought. The Gates felt similar to... the deeper places of Sunny's Headspace. And those places are... not accessible to everybody. I wouldn't be surprised if Pluto couldn't go in there.»
«And what would have happened to him, then?» asked Basil.
«I... don't know. Probably he ended up back in Otherworld... or Planet J03. No sure way to check, unless we go back there.»
«What happened in these cases, in your Headspace?»
Omori shifted a little in his seat and glanced at Sunny. «Headspace would... it resetted.»
«...resetted?»
«Headspace went through many different stories, so to speak. Some ended prematurely, others arrived until the end. But no matter the outcome... I'd reset everything at the end, and a new story would begin.»
«But we would always be there, right?» asked Basil.
Omori nodded. «Yes. You all always had the same roles. That was the only thing that never changed.»
«Well», continued Basil. «I just hope Pluto is okay. And Captain Spaceboy, too. They helped us so much.»
«I'm sure they're fine», said Kel. He squeezed the tube in his hand, now empty of its contents. «Don't ask me why but... I have a feeling that they're alright.»
When they all had finished eating and enjoyed a bit more of silence, Aubrey spoke.
«So, huh... where do we go now?»
«Any ideas?» Kel turned towards Omori.
«At the crossroads, there are two more roads we haven't taken», said Omori. «We can try one of those.»
«Ah, I see that you have managed to break one of the chains.»
A new voice made them jolt up, their eyes meeting a familiar black towering figure.
«You!» Aubrey growled and took her bat, stomping her way towards Daddy Longlegs. «You...! You know something about all this, don't you!? Why are we here?! And why did you have to hurt my friend?!»
«Aubrey...» Basil took her sleeve, but she sent him away.
«I want answers.»
Daddy Longlegs lowered his gaze, looking at her. «Child. It seems like you are misunderstanding the purpose of this place.»
«What?»
«This is not a place designed to hurt you. But I see that you have retrieved one of the lights. I am happy for your success.»
«Yeah, right», Aubrey scoffed.
Hero touched her shoulder, gently pushing her aside. «Daddy Longlegs, where do we have to go next?»
«I see you are still eager to continue your journey. That is good.»
«The faster we go, the quicker we'll be out from this», said Aubrey.
Daddy Longlegs raised his gaze and pointed towards the crossroads. «Beyond there... in the western road. There is a place known as the Foggy Forest.»
Omori and Sunny furrowed their brows. «Huh... don't you mean Pyrefly Forest?»
«My children», Daddy Longlegs looked at them and Sunny felt a shiver down his spine. «Places, like feelings, are prone to change.»
Omori exchanged a glance with Sunny. Sunny shrugged.
«Alright, thanks for the information», Aubrey took her bat. «Guys, let's go. C'mon.»
She didn't wait for the others to follow her, leaving them behind.
«Huh... thank you!» said Basil, before giving a light bow and following his friend.
Sunny gave one last glance to Daddy Longlegs, who didn't seem to mind to have been left alone so suddenly, before turning around.
From far away, he saw Aubrey sticking out her tongue at the shadow figure.
Notes:
Back from the short hiatus!
Unfortunately, I cannot keep my promise to more than a weekly update. But the weekly updates are now back! Thanks for waiting <3
And, as always, thanks for all the kudos, bookmarks, comments, and hits! <3
Chapter 18: Foggy Forest
Summary:
They enter the Foggy Forest. Fandom Wars happen, Hero's spider senses start tingling, and they indulge in Basil's fantasy adventures wishes. Aubrey meets a peculiar figure.
Notes:
fun fact: big spiders scare the shit out of me too, same thing for cockroaches. My mind literally goes static when I see one of those little things, so I can kinda understand poor Hero.
Also, if you noticed any of the tags changing, it's because I kinda cleaned them up a bit. I'll be honest that when I first posted this fanfiction I didn't really have an idea of where it was really going, so I added a bunch of tags just in case. Now that I have a much clearer idea, I cleaned the tags and made it more orderly.
I want to add: a bit of TW for paranoid-like thoughts.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Aubrey and Basil were waiting for them in front of the tree stump when the others caught up to them.
«Alright», said the girl. «Where is it that we go now?»
Omori pointed to the west. «That way. Although, before we go there...» he turned around towards Hero. «I've only known your sixteen years old self and I have to ask. How do you deal with spiders now?»
Hero stared at Omori for a couple of long, strenous seconds, before slowly turning towards Sunny. «Sunny...?»
The boy looked at the ground, fidgeting with his fingers. «I was afraid of spiders too, you know...»
Hero let out a pained sigh, rubbing his face. «Alright, c'mon. Tell me, what should I expect to find there?»
Omori stood silent for a few seconds, brows furrowed in deep focus. Then he started counting on his fingers. «Cobwebs blocking your path. Spiders blocking your path. Giant spiders. Small spiders. Spiders in vases. Cat spiders. Bunny spiders. Spider monsters. Generally... spiders.»
Hero stood still, his face expressionless. He turned towards Sunny once again. «Sunny. You know that I care about you but... what the hell?»
He scrambled to find a satisfactory answer. «I, huh... thought it added to the mystery...?»
In that moment, Basil took Hero's hand. «But Hero! You don't have to worry! Spiders are nice! They always help me out with gardening: as long as you don't hurt them, they'll mind their own business.»
Omori shivered. «Actually Basil, about that... I'd like for you to stay away from the spiders, too.»
«Huh? W-why?»
«Just... as a precaution.»
«But hey», Kel's voice lacked his usual enthusiasm, as if he was uncertain about his next words. «Didn't you say that this place had a different name before? Maybe the spiders aren't there anymore!»
Hero's face lighted up at those words, but it immediately darkened when Aubrey spoke.
«I kinda wish it is as the boys are saying», she was smirking. «Just to see your face.»
Hero smiled, but his eyes were throwing daggers. «Thank you, Aubrey.»
«Bro!» Kel smacked his brothers on his back. «Don't worry! I'll protect you from whatever pesky little critters we will find!»
«If we find any», said Sunny.
«I wouldn't really put my hopes up», said Omori. «Let's go. Let's see how different is this place...»
The Foggy Forest lived true to its name: light mist blanketed the entire place, disguising its colors and muffling reality. Trees emerged slowly as they kept walking, lonely trunks and branches stretched towards the gray sky, as if a veil was rolling over their bodies. The air was damp and smelled of pines, piercing Sunny's nose.
Amongst the grass, flickering in the fog, there were blue lights: bulbs of light pulsed like little lamps.
No sounds could be heard: no wind whistling in the trees, no footsteps of critters on the grass, no song of birds or far away howls. The forest stood still and silent, the rolling fog the only thing moving.
Desolation dug itself into Sunny's chest. Pyrefly Forest was a special place, where his most precious memories were buried. Deep underground, in a forgotten library.
But that place was so silent and eerie, Sunny wondered if it still held any connection to him at all. The forest was distant, judging them silently with invisible eyes.
Aubrey scratched her forehead. «Ugh. This fog is gonna be annoying, I know it.»
Omori took a few steps forward, looking around. «So far, I don't see many changes from the Pyrefly Forest we knew...»
Basil ran towards one of the glowing plants, touching its leaves with reverent carefulness. «Look at these plants! They're so pretty... maybe they can lead the way, what do you think?»
Sunny looked at the glowing bulb. Its soft blue light casted dark reflections onto the grass and on the fog, creating a small blue halo around it.
«In our Headspace there were rails to guide us», he said. «Maybe we can find them here too.»
Hero squinted his eyes at the fog. «I think we should try to find a way to keep track of our movements. At least until we find the rails... if they exist here.»
Kel looked at the sky. «The sky is no go for directions. The fog is too thick...»
«Ugh, I never thought I'd miss the purple sky», said Aubrey. «Maybe Basil's plan would work, the one involving using the plants to guide us. If only those bulbs weren't so big...»
Sunny eyed the bulb in front of him and Basil. It was as tall as him, definitely too big to be carried around like a lamp.
«Hey», he said, putting his hand in his pocket. «Maybe these will come in handy, for once.»
The white lightbulb casted a faint light, a small cloud of white fog circling it.
Basil and Kel took theirs out. «Right!»
Omori frowned, looking at the lightbulbs. «The light is too faint. I'm not sure it'd be much help.»
«Maybe we just need to suck it up and try our hands in entering the forest», said Aubrey.
«Ah, wait!» Basil's yell made them jump. The boy ran towards the edge of the path until his figure became blurry, but still visible. When he came back, he held a flower in his hands. It glowed a soft red, a little pulsating heart. «This could help us! I'll just scatter the petals as we go!»
Omori looked at the petals, before looking at the lightbulb. «Yeah. I think this will do the trick. Alright then, let's go.»
The eerie silence engulfed them. It muffled their ears and stuffed their throats, even their footsteps not making a sound.
The foresn't wasn't abandoned. Sunny could surmise as much, but it seemed... empty. Or it was supposed to be. A crawling feeling scratched its way on his back: he could sense them, thousands of eyes looking at them, judging them, letting poisonous words drip from their tongues, hidden in the fog.
He closed his eyes and took a deep breath.
«Guys?»
Basil approached him. «What is it, Sunny?»
«Do you feel it too? A sensation like... we're being observed.»
«Thank God I'm not the only one!» Aubrey sighed in relief. «I thought I was going crazy. It's ever since we've entered this place that I've been feeling like that.»
Hero shivered. «Oh no, do you think it's...?»
«The spiders don't care about that, Hero!» said Basil. «But Sunny's right... I can feel... something watching us...»
Omori's brow furrowed, looking around. «We will have to be careful. C'mon, let's go.»
They kept walking, throwing glances at the trees.
Nothing but the fog met their eyes, no sounds or movements to be found. Basil walked close to Sunny, their arms touching, and he'd throw a petal behind them every few steps, leaving drops of soft red lights in their passage.
Kel groaned, rubbing his arms. «This is creepy.»
Omori winced. «You know, I don't remember this place being this... eerie. Except for the spiders.»
«This feeling of oppression... it wasn't there», said Sunny. «I remember that.»
Pyrefly Forest was a blanket. A soft blanket where his memories slept under the ground.
It was soft and cozy. A bit desolate, because sleeping is an activity you always do alone, no matter what, no matter who is next to you.
But Pyrefly Forest had always been the guardian of his memories. However, in that moment, Sunny really wished to forget this Foggy Forest.
«Now I understand why you two seemed so uncomfortable when Daddy Longlegs mentioned this place», said Aubrey. «I really don't blame you.»
«Oh, this wasn't the reason, actually», said Omori. «It was because of Sweetheart.»
«Ah, Captain Spaceboy's ex girlfriend?» Basil chuckled. Sunny glared at him.
«Wait, Sweetheart lived here?» Aubrey gestured all around her. «In this... dump?»
«She lived in a castle at the end of the forest», said Sunny.
«That reminds me...» a bittersweet smile appeared on Hero's face. «Mari loved the Sweetheart series, didn't she?»
Sunny nodded. «Yeah... I'm pretty sure we still have a few of her dolls, actually. I made sure to not throw them away.»
«We used to go watch the movies together. Before we even met you, Aubrey!» Hero looked at Sunny and Kel, a fond affection glistening in his eyes. «But I'm not sure that you two remember them.»
Kel shook his head. «I think I deleted them from my mind.»
Omori chuckled. «Material for a new Gate, I suppose.»
Aubrey scoffed. «Oh, c'mon. What do you all have against Sweetheart, anyway? I mean, yeah, the latest instalments were a bit weird, but if you consider the Sweetheart canon from five years ago, it wasn't that bad.»
Kel elbowed her. «Is that some fangirlism I smell, Aubrey?»
Basil chuckled and threw another petal behind him. «You know, back when were were kids she'd often come to my house to play with her dolls. One time she even asked me to make a garden for them! I think it was for a... marriage?»
Aubrey's cheeks flushed red, so deep and bright that not even the fog of the forest could hide them. «I was a kid! I played with dolls! What's wrong with that?!»
Sunny chuckled. He let a small smile appear on his face. Memories of old games illuminated his mind and gave him a pep in his steps.
«I don't understand what you see in her», said Omori. «Sweetheart is obnoxionous.»
«Oh, c'mon! She's a bit narcissistic, that's true, but she isn't that bad! I'm sure you don't know, but in more than one episode she helps people around.»
«Wasn't that by accident?» said Hero. «Like... to promote her image. Or something along those lines.»
«But even so! People received the help they needed! And by the end of the first series she discovers that she actually enjoys helping people!»
«Well», said Omori. «I'm still not looking forward to meeting her, if we actually do.»
In that moment, a flash of light hit Sunny's eye. He blinked a few times before focusing his gaze in the fog. The flash appeared again.
He pointed beyond him. «I think I see something there...»
They quickened their steps, until they stopped in front of a pair of metal bars running along the grass. Half-buried in the ground, they ran into the fog, disappearing beyond it.
Kel jumped. «We found the rails!»
Basil sighed in relief. «That's good. I was going to worry we wouldn't have enough petals...» he looked at the flower in his hand: only a handful of petals remained, pulsating softly in the fog. He turned around and his face went pale.
Sunny noticed it. «Basil?»
The boy didn't answer, looking at the grass behind them. Sunny followed his gaze.
All the petals had disappeared.
«It must have been the wind», said Omori, but his voice was quivering. «Nothing worry about.»
Nobody told him that there hadn't been a whiff of wind ever since they had entered the forest. The leaves of the forest never moved, as did the grass. They nodded.
A metal clink sound made them turn around. Kel was walking on the rail, balancing himself with his arms wide. «Guys! There's no need to worry! We have the rails now to guide us.»
«Right», Basil nodded. Aubrey pulled him into a small side hug and he smiled. Basil looked at the flower in his hand, before putting it in his hair. Sunny gave him a thumbs up.
But, when they started walking again, Hero froze. He stood behind them, eyes wide and arms stiff, as pale as a sheet.
Kel's arms fell to his sides. «Oh no.»
Omori followed his gaze and gasped at Hero. «Are you okay?»
«Those are his spiders senses.»
Omori furrowed his brow. «His what.»
Aubrey nodded. «Oh, right. I almost forgot about that. Hero can sense spiders and, well... you know how it is.»
The monochromatic boy looked at Hero, frozen in place, before turning towards Sunny. «He couldn't do that in Headspace. That'd have been useful.»
«It's both a blessing and a curse», muttered Sunny.
«Anyway», Omori took a few steps, looking around. «Where's the spider? I can't see anything with this fog...»
«Hero, don't worry!» Basil's cheerful voice broke the tension. «Spiders can't hurt you!»
Omori looked at him. «Well, these–»
Sunny elbowed him and shook his head. Omori rubbed his arm and nodded.
«Omori», Hero's voice was stern and firm. The boy looked at him, before gasping at the sight of the knife.
«Are... are you sure?»
Hero nodded. «Get those horrendous creatures... for me.»
Omori smirked and grabbed the weapon. «Of course!»
He looked at Sunny, looking for approval. Sunny knew that Hero's decision was dictated by fear alone, but it was true that something was stirring in that forest. The crawling feeling hadn't completely left him, burning its eyes at the back of his head. He nodded. He trusted Omori to keep them safe, if necessary.
Omori smiled and petted the blade.
They resumed their journey, their steps clicking onto the metal rails, Hero's nervous sighs accompanying them.
For a while, those were the only sounds they heard, among the silent invisible gazes that judged them from the trees.
«Wait», Basil raised his hand and everybody stopped. «I hear something.»
They tuned their ears to the fog, while Aubrey slowly slid the bat out of her bag, looking around. They stood still, on top of the tracks, the fog rolling around them.
A skittering of legs made Sunny jump.
«In the trees!»
To protect themselves and find comfort in one another, the group got closer to each other, Omori in front of them. The grass rustled. Sunny held his breath. Hero grabbed Kel's shoulders, closing his eyes shut.
Aubrey squealed.
«A bunny!»
«A bunny?» Hero took a peek from behind Kel's head.
A little bundle of white fur approached them with small steps with its round nose and big black eyes. Its ears twitched, whiskers moving while looking at the group with a curious look.
«Ow!» Aubrey clapped her hands. «Look at this little boy! He reminds me of Bun-Bun!»
«He came to say hello!» Basil waved at the little critter.
Sunny furrowed his brow.
His Headspace was full of bunnies of any kind, a memento of Aubrey. He always thought that she'd have liked it, if she'd ever come. A simple fantasy for sure, but something that always made him smile.
His eyes slowly set on her. However, in that moment she was really there. His wish had come true.
But all the bunnies had disappeared. Until that moment.
All that work for nothing. Leafie was absolutely right.
«Wait», Omori's voice cut the air. Aubrey didn't have time to open her mouth that the boy threw his knife at the animal, eliticing a gasp from the girl.
The blade hit the grass. The rabbit shrieked.
Eight long legs erupted from his body and it grew taller until he towered over them, screaming in panic, before skittering away in the forest.
The group exploded in yells and screams and they scrambled away from what they had seen. Omori didn't mutter a word as chaos ensued.
He walked over to the blade and pulled it out from the ground, before eyeing the forest again.
He then turned around and jogged towards the direction of his companions.
They stopped in a foggy glade not too far away. Tremors subdued them, the run had left them breathless as they struggled to calm down.
Omori emerged from the fog shortly after, wearing his usual deadpan expression. He furrowed his brow at Sunny.
«Why are you scared? You were the one who created that thing.»
«You did WHAT?!» Aubrey had a look of utter betrayal. «Sunny! How... how could you!? Make a cute thing as a bunny turn into... into that?!»
«I think I just lost ten years of my life» Hero sobbed, hugging his knees.
«I was scared of spiders too!» Sunny's eye was burning. He fell to the ground.
He cursed his relunctancy at doing any kind of physical activity. Mari's scoldings about that echoed in his mind.
She was right. How was I supposed to run away from spiders, otherwise?
In the waves of terror that still lingered in the air, Omori spoke. «Well, my proposal still stands, you know.»
Aubrey stomped her feet. «Oh hell no! Don't you even dare propose that again, pale boy.»
«We already talked about that, Omori», said Sunny, shaking his head.
«But, guys… wait», Hero’s face was drained of any kind of energy. «What if… what if we don’t cross this forest? I mean… do we really have to?»
«We have no choice...» Basil's voice betrayed his attempts to hide his fear. «Daddy Longlegs said the Gate is beyond the forest.»
Hero groaned, burying his face in his knees, and he stood still.
Kel, forehead still beaded with sweat, looked at his brother with a worried expression. Then he poked Aubrey, who was still catching her breath. «Hey, Aubs.»
«I told you to not call me that.»
«Yeah, yeah. Can you use your bat against those things, if needed?»
«You want me to smash bunnies?!»
«But they're monsters!»
«You're a monster!»
«Guys, please!» Hero cried out, his voice muffled by his knees.
Kel frowned. «Sorry.»
Aubrey sighed. «Yeah. I guess... we don't have much choice, do we?»
«Not necessarily!» said Basil. «That rabbit ran away. Maybe... they won't give us problems!»
«Seriously, Sunny», Aubrey glared at him and he shivered. «Otherworld was fun and all but this is a nightmare.»
«S-sorry», he said. «I... I mean... This was born from my fear of spiders, you know...» he took a deep breath. «But... we can't stay here forever, that’s the truth.»
«You're right, we can't.»
Omori helped Hero stand up, before brushing some grass off from his sleeves. «I'd give you a piggyback ride but I'm afraid you're too tall.»
Hero stifled a chuckle. «T-thanks for your concern...?»
Omori’s expression stiffened for a moment, deep in thought. Then he looked at Hero once again, before his gaze fell to each member of the group. «Proposal aside, I intend to stay true to my duty. You don’t need to worry. I’ll protect all of you.»
«Oh jeez you’re making me look bad here», Aubrey chuckled between her breaths. «I can give a hand too, you know.»
«And I’ll do what I can!» Kel gave a thumbs up. «I mean, I’m the official spider killer at home!»
Hero nodded. «Right.»
«Let’s… be careful», said Sunny. «I’m sorry it has come to this. I’ll do what I can, too.»
«I’m sure things will go smoothly from now on», Basil smiled.
But, at his words, Omori shivered. «Basil, you’ll stay next to Hero.»
«H-hey… I deal with spiders pretty often during gardening...»
«Yeah, but… please…. Can you do that, for me?»
Basil tilted his head, before looking at Sunny. But the boy gave no answer.
«Alright… I guess.»
They walked out from the foggy glade and into the forest again. The group stood close to one another and Sunny glanced at Aubrey, who was gripping her bat until her knuckles turned white, eyes set in the trees.
They found the rails once again, waiting for them on the grass, and went back on track.
Omori led the group, Sunny close to him. Kel was behind them, sometimes jumping over the metal bars, his shoes clinking onto the rails, before his steps would be muffled again by the grass. Hero walked right behind him, shoulders stiff and eyes wide, glancing at the forest and at the rolling fog. If there were any sounds to be heard, he'd have jumped at each of them, but there was only silence and it crept on his terrors.
Aubrey and Basil followed behind, the girl with the bat on her shoulder.
The eyes of the forest kept following them, judging each one of their steps, silently gazing at them. Sunny shook off the worries from his shoulders. The silence and the fog were starting to get on his nerves.
All the senses were muffled and it seemed like he was walking inside a bubble. He wished for it to burst and for reality to appear again for what it truly was, but it didn't happen.
He started pressing his feet a bit stronger on the grass, until his fingers grew warm, before continuining.
«Guys», Aubrey's voice broke the silence. «Please, let's talk a bit.»
«Huh?» Kel touched her shoulder. «Are you alright?»
She shook her head. «I feel weird. My mind is a whirlwind of thoughts and I can barely think straight. Is it happening to you all too?»
«I'm afraid it's not happening to me», said Basil. «But this fog is pretty annoying.»
«I wish to see clearly again», said Sunny. «I just want to peel it off...»
«Same», Omori cut the air with the knife, but the fog stood still.
Aubrey groaned. «This is so annoying. I can barely think. I start with one thing and then...» she sighed.
Kel tilted his head. «And then?»
Aubrey looked at him, wide eyed. She blinked a few times.
«I forgot.»
«Is it that bad, Aubs?»
«I told you–», but she just sighed. «Leave it. I’m not in the mood for this.»
Kel gasped. «Guys, this is really serious.»
«What if we stop here for a little while?» said Basil. «Maybe we need some rest.»
Sunny nodded. «I wouldn't mind that, either... My legs still hurt from running away earlier...»
«We can stop here», said Hero. «Right next to the rails. What do you think, Omori?»
The boy looked at the ground, before nodding. «Alright. Let's do that.»
One by one they sat down on the grass, Basil was the only one who didn't follow them. Instead, he clapped his hands. «Guys! We’re forgetting one thing!»
Hero looked at him. «Huh? What?»
«A bonfire!»
Omori furrowed his brow. «Why? Are you cold?»
«No, but... well, in all novels they always start a bonfire in the forest...»
Hero lighted up. «Basil! That’s a great idea! The fire could scare off the spiders!»
Omori stood still, before nodding. «You could be right. Yeah, that's a good idea.»
They decided to split up in order to gather the necessary materials. Basil opted to stay behind with Aubrey, making sure she never left his sight, worried about her sudden distracting condition.
Soon enough they returned and, after many attempts made by Kel, who swore he learned how to start a campfire during one of his summer camps, a small fire crackled into life. It sent yellow glows on their face and darkened their shadows.
Sunny snuggled up next to the bonfire, letting the warmth envelop him, sending the crawling sensation away. It slithered down from his skin and, for the first time in that forest, he relaxed.
Hero stretched his arms, smiling. «This feels kinda nice.»
«Yeah», Aubrey smiled, hugging her legs. «I'd never have guessed...»
«Too bad we have nothing to eat», said Kel. «Unless we want to eat spider meat.»
Hero jumped. «Kel! Please!»
«That wouldn't even taste good, in my opinion», said Omori.
Sunny looked at him: his paper white skin received new colors thanks to the fire. For a moment, he was afraid that Omori could burn to a crisp exactly like a sheet of paper.
Basil, on the other hand, was smiling from ear to ear. His eyes, wide with wonder and glee, reflected the yellow and red specks of the flames like little stars. «This is wonderful...»
They stood still, the crackling of the fire finally adding a bit of sound in the desolate forest and lifting the fog around them. Sunny closed his eyes, his chest warmth with nice feelings and his mind filled with cozy thoughts, and let himself be lulled to sleep from the warmth in front of him.
Omori's voice coaxed him out from the drowsiness. «Hey, Aubrey», the girl was looking at him, cyan eyes peeking from her knees. «If we will really meet Sweetheart, how are you expecting her to be?»
She chuckled. «Not as obnoxionous as you said, that's for sure. I imagine her to be a bit egocentric, but deep down she'd be kind. And her castle would be filled with cute things and...» she trailed off, before silence fell.
Kel let out a smile. «Let me guess. You forgot.»
Aubrey jumped, looking at ther friends, blushing. «Dang. I won't talk anymore», and she buried her face in her knees.
Basil pet her arm. «I'm sorry, Aubrey. I wonder why it affects only you, though.»
«This forest never had this kind of effect on people», said Omori. «I mean, the only thing was that Hero would be too afraid to fight properly, and that's it.»
Aubrey raised her head. «Did I smash bunnies, Omori?»
The boy stood still. He glanced at Sunny, as if asking for the right answer to give.
Sunny gave him none.
«Huh... yes?»
«You monsters», she hissed, before burying her face again.
«I'm glad to see that even in Headspace I was scared of spiders», said Hero.
«I guess you had to have a weakness...» Omori nodded. «Actually, Hero. Can I ask you something?»
«Huh? Sure.»
«What do you think of hamsters?»
The question clearly took him off guard, as his eyes went wide. «I... huh... I have nothing against them? I'm not scared of hamsters, if that's what you're asking.»
«I see», Omori nodded, as if that answer shed light to all the questions of the universe. «And... would you be friends with one?»
«I... huh...» Hero glanced at Sunny.
The boy shook his head. «I'm not going to explain that.»
«Answer the question, Hero», Aubrey's voice was quivering, a laughter threatening to burst at any moment.
The older boy sighed. «I guess... if the hamster didn't do anything bad–»
«She's a good hamster.»
«...then yeah. I see nothing wrong with it...? W-why are you asking me this, anyway? First the charm thing, now this...»
«You were very dependable in Headspace», said Omori. «But I think you're very dependable here too.»
Hero looked at Omori, a smile on his face. «Well, thanks.»
He eyed at Sunny, who hid his blush between his knees, before Hero turned towards Omori and ruffled his hair.
When Aubrey opened her eyes, she only saw black.
A void as black and deep as the ocean in the night envelopped her.
She groaned. «Ugh. Not again. Another one of those weird dreams...»
«Welcome, pink girl.»
Aubrey jumped at the sound of the voice. She turned around, meeting the white eyes of a creature. It looked like a boy, but he was completely black, save for his white eyes.
«Who... who are you? You look familiar...»
«I am nothing but a Stranger to you, pink girl.»
«Don't call me that ever again. My name's Aubrey. But...» she gasped. «You're the one who helped Sunny! And the one who Basil met!»
Stranger blinked. For a moment, his white eyes disappeared and his whole figure with him, hidden in the darkness, before reappearing. «Pink girl. I have come here to warn you.»
«A warning for me, too?»
«Beware of the fog. It hides your goal and your destination, making you forget what is really important. It will distract you from your objective if you are not careful.»
She groaned. «Ugh. That fog is pretty annoying, no joke. I see, though. Thanks, Stranger. You may be creepy but you're an okay guy in my book.»
Stranger didn't react to that. Instead, he blinked another time before talking again. «Your chain is the one closest to break, pink girl. You just have to acknowledge the cracks.»
«Okay, listen, Stranger. I'm... really not good with this kind of cryptic talk. I'd be glad if you spelled it out for me in a concise way. I really appreciate your help though, truly.»
«Heed my warning, pink girl. You'd do well to at least remember that.»
«That's doable, yeah. Beware of the fog.»
«And remember, pink girl. From darkness, you can create your own reality», Stranger took a few steps towards her. «You'd do very well to remember that.»
«That's... huh... another cryptic thing I'm not sure I understand but... I can remember that.»
Stranger didn't answer. He blinked another time.
Aubrey felt the threads of the dream fading away but, before that could happen, she gathered her focus one last time. «Stranger! Wait. This may sound strange but... I wanted to thank you. Sunny told us how you helped him so... thank you. I'm glad to have my old friends back, and I guess I also have to thank you for that.»
Stranger didn't answer. The black void started quivering, bubbles of white and gray appearing in the horizon. She had no idea what Stranger thought about her sudden emotional outburst, but she didn't mind, letting the dream fade away.
Notes:
- I want to let you know that in the outline for this chapter I literally wrote "They build a bonfire. There cannot be a forest scene without a bonfire."
- I know that Bug Bunny isn't actually that scary in-game. But I wanted it to be creepy so I mixed it with the cat spider thingie you find in Pyrefly Forest.
- About Foggy Forest's name: the name change was intentional. As some people in the comments rightly predicted, each place will deal with a certain character. Pyrefly Forest in itself was just TOO ingrained into Sunny's memories to function as well in this fanfiction, so I had to change some things around.
- Special thanks to Soviet Western for helping me out with a certain sentence <3
- As always, a big THANK YOU to all the people who read this fanfic, leave comments, leave kudos, and bookmark it! You're all great and I love you all. I hope you'll continue enjoying this fanfiction.
Chapter 19: Hand Line
Summary:
After a short stretching session, the group goes back on track. Aubrey remembers the helpful words of a peculiar ally. They find some trash and find an old enemy.
Notes:
HOLY HECK 10K HITS??? THANKS EVERYBODY!!! I'm so glad for all your support!! <3
also guys, beware: I have no idea how to write songs and that is why there are only two lines
sorry if it's cringe <3
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
When Sunny opened his eye, reality was a blur.
The smell of the remnants of the bonfire prickled at his nose, while the memories of the place they were in resurfaced like sun rays after the rain.
When the fog tickled his skin and sent a chill down his spine, he shivered and rubbed his arms, hissing his disapproval.
A chuckle came from above him. «Good morning, Sunny!»
Kel's bright smile appeared in his view. «C'mon, come stretch with us! It will help you feel warmer, you can bet on it!»
The grass muffled his steps as he jogged away and Sunny – his mind finally grasping the waking life – followed him with his gaze. He stopped in front of the trees not too far: in the fog, Sunny could make out some more blurry figures.
He rose with a groan, before walking over to them.
And, for a moment, he was tempted to pinch his cheek to make sure he wasn't still dreaming.
Of course, seeing Kel and Aubrey stretch wasn't anything unusual. While Sunny had been far away for one year already, seeing them active was a normal occurence, and seeing them stretching was the natural evolution of such course. Not too unlike from seeing Basil water and trim his plants every morning.
However, seeing Basil and Omori stretching was a new and weird sight.
«...Sunny!» Basil's smile didn't manage to cover his reddened cheeks and the sweat on his brow. Omori, on the other hand, acknowledged him with a simple nod, and Sunny realized that it was simply because he was too tired to use words.
He could relate. He'd also find himself unable to use words after P.E. lessons. Basil, sharing his low stamina, would often sit down with him, and they'd watch Kel run around without missing a beat. They often mused weird theories to explain how he managed to keep all that energy flowing.
«Sunny!» Hero greeted him with a smile. «Good morning!»
Sunny found comfort in his friend's face: terror from the creature they had encountered had disappeared, replaced by his usual jovial expression.
He joined them in their stretching session and, after feeling like his insides were on fire and after each muscle begged for him to stop, the chill air became warmer and the walk more bearable.
They left the remains of the bonfire behind them and followed the rails: two silver parallel lines in the blurry forest, half-eaten by the grass, running below the trees. The ground muffled their walk, the silence sometimes interrupted by Aubrey who'd walk a few steps on the metal before going back down.
Sunny looked up above: even the sky was invisible there, the gray clouds the only reality they were allowed to see.
At the back of the trees, ever moving and never changing, were the invisible eyes. Sunny could still feel them digging in his skin: those judgemental eyes, dripping venom, but never daring to take another step.
Fire erupted in his chest, the annoyance building up. Sunny wished he could scratch the blurriness away, to pierce those eyes to force them to stop looking, for everything to become clear again.
He stopped the thoughts with a sense of shame. Sunny took a deep breath and turned his gaze away.
But a gasp from behind made him turn around. «Aubrey?»
«Guys!» the girl had her eyes wide, hands on her cheeks. «I forgot a very important thing!»
«What happened?» asked Omori.
«I remember! I had a dream! And... ugh, this fog makes everything so blurry...» she rubbed her forehead. She closed her eyes and pinched the bridge of her nose, groaning.
«Okay, yes. I remember. I met that guy that you two», she motioned at Sunny and Basil, «talked about while on Mercury Retrograde.»
Sunny couldn't believe his ears. «Stranger?»
«What?!» Omori's eyes darted from Sunny to Aubrey. «You met Stranger too!?»
«Who's Stranger?» Hero furrowed his brow.
«A thorn on my side», hissed Omori.
Sunny glared at him, but he didn't budge. He took it to himself to explain. «Stranger was another resident of Headspace, Hero. But he was... peculiar. He'd try to help me remember the truth, instead of suppressing it. At the very end... he was the one who guided me to the hospital room where you all were.»
«Oh.»
Hero looked at Sunny. He couldn't decipher his expression, but it looked familiar in Sunny's mind. Was he surprised? Was he hurting?
Sunny couldn't face those eyes anymore and looked down. Was it the hospital reference that caused that expression?
Memories of his confession resurfaced.
In that blinding white hallway, Sunny could barely hear the sound of his footsteps, his head throbbing in pain and whole face burning. But Stranger... Stranger was so very clear. And Sunny, his mind clearer than it had ever been, had trusted him.
«So... it's also thanks to him that you're still here?» Hero's voice was low, as if those words could shatter a fragile reality.
Sunny nodded.
«I... see.»
«Hey», Kel's voice made them raise their eyes. «Is this Stranger guy... a black silhouette with white eyes? Kinda creepy and talks with cryptic words?»
«Don't tell me you met him too, Kel», Omori winced.
«Yeah!» Kel nodded and Omori smacked his forehead. «Back on Mercury Retrograde! He warned me about something I had forgotten...» he sighed. «I guess he was referring to that Gate stuff...»
«I've met him too, on Mercury Retrograde», said Basil. «He warned me about not losing something important...»
«So, wait», Hero looked at his friends before speaking. «...I'm the only one who still hasn't met him?»
They all nodded.
«I knew I could trust you, Hero», Omori smiled, patting his back. «Aubrey, what did that prick tell you?»
«Oh, right. He also came to me with a warning, about the fog of this forest.»
«Well, well, well!» Kel elbowed her. «Who's the one who should have told us stuff earlier this time, huh?»
«Hush! I told you! It's this fog! I can't think straight, all my thoughts are muffled and...» she scratched her head with more force than intended. «This is so annoying.»
«What did Stranger tell you about the fog?» asked Omori.
«Something about how it can be distracting... and that we should be careful.»
«As cryptic as always, that piece of–» Sunny slapped his arm before he could finish.
«The fog... distracting?» Basil looked down. «But we're following the rails. It'll be difficult to distract us from that.»
«Well it seems like it's distracting Aubrey alright», smirked Kel. Aubrey elbowed him again, making him wince.
«And don't let me use the bat next time.»
«Okay, listen», Omori sighed. «As much as I hate Stranger, his words of caution are usually... wise to follow. So let's be careful and keep our wits about us, alright?»
He didn't wait for the others to respond. Instead, he kept walking, mumbling. «If Stranger is oh soooo worried about Sunny and his friends then why doesn't he come here, seriously...»
They continued their journey.
The silence of the fog weighted down on them like a boulder. It grew thicker, muffling reality, hiding everything in its gray blanket.
Soon enough, the rails disappeared from their view and when Sunny blinked, he couldn't see his friends anymore.
Terror washed over him. «Guys?»
«We're here» Hero's voice made him sigh in relief.
After him, a chorus of "I'm here"s emerged from the fog, the voices of his friends the only things that made their presences known.
«Guys», Omori's voice was loud, as if they could forget him. «Let's take each other's hands.»
«What?!» Aubrey's shriek was clear.
«The risk of losing one another in this fog is too high! Please.»
«Omori is right», said Hero. «I just grabbed a hand. Who is this?»
«My bro!» a familiar chuckle erupted from the fog.
Sunny stretched his arm out in the nothingness. He grabbed a warm hand.
«Jackpot! I've got my two bros with me!» Kel chuckled, raising both of his hands.
Sunny's cheeks flushed red. Kel pulled down his arm with a vigorous move and it hurt Sunny's shoulder a bit.
Before he could calm down, a cold hand took Sunny's free one.
«Sunny, is this you?»
«Hi, Omori.»
He squeezed harder. «Do you mind?»
«...no?»
Everybody found their hand partners. After Kel, Hero had taken Basil's hand. The blond boy, on the other hand, had taken Aubrey's.
«Hey, Aubrey. Follow my lead, okay?»
«Woah, where's all this courage coming from, flower boy?» Aubrey chuckled.
Sunny stifled a laugh. He couldn't see, but he was sure that Basil must had been blushing deeply.
And, hand in hand, they started walking again. Sunny couldn't see anybody in front of him, the slight pulling from Omori and the warmth of Kel's hand the only signs of his friends' presences.
It was exhausting. The loneliness encroached him on all sides, as the eyes in the invisible trees became stronger. They gazed at him, wide eyed, judging him, pointing fingers, dripping venom.
Whispers caressed his ears. He shook his head, focusing on his friends' hands.
Hisses pierced his hearing. He closed his eyes, tightening the grip.
You never cared about her. Otherwise, you wouldn't have killed her.
He gasped. He wanted to run away. But the hands kept him still, the fog offering no way out. It imprisoned him, choking him and dragging him down.
«G-guys?»
«Sunny?» Kel's voice was full of worry. «What is it?»
«The eyes... do you still feel them?»
«I do», said Aubrey. «And they're becoming stronger.»
«I-It wasn't my imagination, then...» Basil's voice was cracking.
«Ugh! If only I could smash them...!» Aubrey roared. «Bastards...»
«Hey, calm down», Hero's voice was firm, but an unsettling tone permeated it, as if he had just been pulled out from an important moment. «Remember what Stranger said? We don't have to distract ourselves.»
«How can we do that?!» Basil yelled. «The eyes... they're talking. Aren't they?»
«That's enough!» Aubrey roared. «Bastards! It's not enough to torment me, now you torment my friends too!?»
«Hey!» Omori's voice brought everything to an halt. «Hero is right. We have to keep our wits to ourselves!»
«They're saying things I don't want to hear!» Basil's voice cracked, a few sobs emerging from the fog. «I... I...»
«They're lies, Basil!» Sunny gripped Omori's hand and gritted his teeth.
«Lies?» Hero seemed surprised.
«Of course they're lies!» Kel chuckled. «They're telling me I'm an annoying brat, and I'm quite sure you don't think that, right?»
Hero gasped. «Kel...?»
«Guys!» a tug made them all stumble forward, as Omori grunted. «C'mon! No more staying here!»
«Are you hearing things too, Omori?» asked Sunny.
«I've got more important things to do than listen to a bunch of invisible voices that have no idea what was happening! C'mon!»
«Wait!» Aubrey's shriek cut the fog. «The rails! Where... where are they?»
Gasps erupted from the fog. They tapped the floor with their feet, not daring to leave their hands' grips. But only the grass met their shoes.
A cold shiver ran down Sunny's spine.
«Oh no», Omori's voice was a whisper.
«How are we supposed to find them again now?!» Basil screamed.
«Everybody!» a sigh followed Hero's voice. «Calm down. We won't go anywhere if we panic.»
«Well», said Kel. «If we keep walking, we are bound to arrive somewhere, right?»
Aubrey sighed. «I can't believe that Kel said something wise for once.»
«It might not be the right destination», sighed Omori. «But anything would be better than this forest.»
«Let's go then», said Hero. «Let's keep walking.»
With heavy steps, they resumed their journey.
And they walked back into the fog.
They kept walking.
They kept walking.
...
...
When Omori's back appeared again in Sunny's view, he gasped, chest jumping in joy.
Excited noises came from his friends too, the fog finally lighter. It still hung on their bodies, but reality was once again visible.
«Finally!» Aubrey raised her arms. «I can THINK!»
«You can?»
«Why, can you?»
Kel chuckled.
«And the voices stopped», Basil's sigh of relief was contagious. «I'm really so glad.»
Sunny looked around him: they had arrived in a glade, dark grass covering their feet. Sunny took a moment to relish in the feeling of calmness: the voices had disappeared, so did the invisible eyes. The rolling fog kept moving, silently, as if it was the most natural thing in the world.
Hero pointed at the center, squinting his eyes. «Hey, there's something over there.»
They walked over to where the older boy was pointing. Hidden in the grass laid a torch.
Basil clapped. «A flashlight!» he jumped on the spot. «This is exactly what we needed!»
Aubrey smirked. «Oh yeah! Now we're talking. Turn it on, Basil!»
The boy fumbled with his hands a bit before finding the button. But one click later, nothing happened.
«Don't tell me...»
Basil checked the item. A frown appeared on his face.
«The batteries... they're missing.»
«What?!» Aubrey shrieked. «You can't be serious!»
Kel looked at the ground, touching the grass with his foot. «Maybe they're around here? I think it can be worth a shot.»
«I doubt that», Omori shrugged. «But hey, it won't hurt to try.»
They split up, checking the entire glade. But when they met each other again in the center, their frowns told much more than words ever could.
«But I found this», Sunny showed a compass.
«Huh», Hero took it. «This could be... wait, no. It's broken.»
Omori got on the tips of his feet to look at Hero's hand. «It is?»
«Yeah, it points at a random direction...»
«So, we have a torch without batteries and a broken compass», Aubrey sighed. «Basically, we have trash.»
«The Recycultists would have loved this...» muttered Sunny. Omori furrowed his brow at him, but the boy didn't continue.
«Let's keep them», said Hero. «Who knows, maybe they'll come in handy later.»
«If we can find some batteries the torch can indeed be useful», said Aubrey. «But what about the broken compass?»
Hero shrugged. «Hey, you know what they say... even a broken clock can tell the right time twice a day?»
Basil took the compass and moved it around a bit. The needle would start spinning at every movement, before stopping in a different direction each time. «Well», he chuckled. «It will point north sooner or later, right?»
Aubrey groaned and rubbed her face.
«I think the only thing we can do is to go back into the forest and keep walking», said Omori.
Aubrey froze, her eyes wide. She shook her head. «Please, no. Anything but that. I can't think in there and those voices just keep dragging me down! It's a miracle I haven't snapped out of it yet.»
Sunny closed his eye and took a deep breath. Those voices were tearing the remnants of his mental sanity to shreds. He knew they were all lies. It was an accident.
He never meant to hurt her.
He truly never did.
But those voices sounded so convincing, so devious, so dangerous, that for a second he thought they were right.
He took another breath. That glade was a much needed respite from everything.
«We have no choice. We can't stay here forever.»
«Right», Hero's face was darkened by unknown thoughts.
«Those voices are just spouting out lies», said Omori. «Don't trust anything they say. Focus on the hands holding you. That's the only truth.»
Sunny eyed him. «You kinda sounded like Stranger there.»
«Ugh!» he winced. «That's the last thing I want! Please!»
Hero put his hand on his shoulder. «Stranger or not, you're right. C'mon guys, I'm sure we're almost out of here.»
When the fog became too thick, they once again took each other's hands and kept walking.
The silence rolled over their ears, solitude engulfing them.
Sunny, if it weren't for the warmth in his hands, could think he was perfectly alone. If he closed his eye and focused on his breathing, for a moment time would stand still and he'd be alone.
But he didn't like that, so he opened them again.
For a moment, Sunny even wondered if they were still walking on the grass.
The whispers and venom never stopped slithering in his mind, spewing hate and violence. Sunny gritted his teeth, stomping a little with each of his steps, hoping for the sound to scatter away the voices, but it never happened.
He focused on the sense of warmth of his friends' hands. Omori was in front of him, pulling them all with quick steps: he, too, wanted to get out from there as soon as possible.
Kel was walking behind him, squeezing his hand much harder than necessary. Sunny didn't mind: it gave him something to ground himself on.
He closed his eyes and focused on his hands. On his thumb pressing over their knuckles, the fingers intertwined together. He took a deep breath.
A voice arrived from behind him.
«Far far away...! In a planet deep in space...!»
Sunny's eye snapped open. Aubrey was quicker than him to question it. «Kel? What the hell are you doing?»
Hero chuckled. «Wasn't that... Captain Spaceboy's cartoon opening?»
Kel burst out laughing. «Yeah! Exactly! I thought that if I started singing the voices would calm down.»
«Kel you can't be serious», Aubrey's voice was a pained groan.
«I am serious! C'mon, guys! All together!»
Far far away...! In a planet deep in space...!
In a land full of treasures...! The Captain is ready for another adventure...!
Kel kept singing as the others walked. Sunny blinked a few times: the whispers and voices were weaker, like animals scratching a window without their claws.
He couldn't believe it. «It actually works.»
After a few moments, Hero's voice joined Kel's, but he soon bursted out laughing, interrupting the song and they had to start over. This time around, Basil joined too with his quivering voice.
In that moment, a whisper arrived in Sunny's ear. «Do I have to do it too?»
«Do you even know the words, Omori?»
«I don't. But to be honest this ruckus is enough to drown the voices for me.»
«Alright then, don't worry.»
The song ended, but Kel was quick to say: «C'mon! Once again! All together!»
And, this time, they all started singing.
Far far away...! In a planet deep in space...!
In a land full of treasures...! The Captain is ready for another adventure...!
...
...
Sunny had to stop singing earlier than all the others, his voice stretched thin, but the group continued. After Captain Spaceboy's opening, they turned to other shows' openings, and even had the delightful experience to listen to a solo performance by Aubrey who sung Sweetheart's cartoon song.
Their songs along with their laughter echoed throughough the forest, drowning the voices. Sometimes they'd start with a line, before having to stop because of their laughs: before long, they only managed to sing the first lines.
Sometimes Omori would sneak a few words here and there, but everytime he'd do that, Sunny would feel his grip tightening in embarassment.
In the end, Sunny hadn't even noticed that Omori had stopped walking and bumped into his back. All the others followed suit, their breath cut short.
«Hey!» yelled Aubrey. «What... gives...»
Her voice trailed off.
It took a moment for Sunny to realize.
He blinked a few times, trying to piece what was really happening, but, when he did, his heart skipped a beat.
The fog was lighter. It rolled over their bodies and slithered away like a sheet before dissipating from their view.
Finally, they could see again. And the voices were silent.
They let out excited cheers, Aubrey and Basil exchanging an high five. Omori left Sunny's hand, looking at the forest.
«I'm so glad that thick fog disappeared!» Basil jumped on the spot. «Now we can finally navigate this place!»
Kel looked around. «I can't see the rails anywhere.»
«But we must be pretty deep in the forest», said Hero. «I think we'll be out of here soon.»
«I sure hope so», said Aubrey. «I can think again, but I would be lying if I said that I wanted to stay here a second longer than necessary.»
«I feel something», said Omori, his words sharp as a knife.
The group looked at him.
«What do you mean?» asked Sunny.
«There's something in this forest... It's near.»
Fear gripped their minds and they all took each other's hands once again for comfort.
Omori turned around. «Don't worry. I'll protect you. Stay close to me.»
They nodded, before resuming their walk.
The trees, without the disguise of the fog, now showed their true colors: the trunks were pale and yellowish, bark rotting in places. The leaves barely held themselves onto the branches, fragile patches of brown and yellow.
Sunny looked down: the grass wasn't the mint-colored one he was used to see, instead it was pale and white, crunching slightly under his weight. The glowing blue flowers were nowhere to be seen.
The forest creaked and wailed under the sickness it was hit with.
They kept walking, hand in hand, ears tensed into each peculiar sound. But, apart from their footsteps, the forest was silent.
In the end, Omori stopped and they followed suit.
Sunny's eye widened and he gasped.
Sunken in the grass there was a creature. It laid down on one side, motionless, in a puddle of dark red liquid.
Omori turned towards Sunny, his eyes full of sadness.
It looked like a centipede, but his body was made of numerous small creature, their colors pale and their eyes closed: on their heads sprouted a single dead leaf.
«For everything that is holy what is that?!» Hero shrieked, pointing at it.
«This is King Crawler», said Omori. He took a few steps forward, a forlorn expression on his face. «What... what happened to it?»
«It was an enemy back in Headspace», Sunny quickly added. «The boss of this forest. But...»
Aubrey squinted her eyes at the creature. «Looks like somebody got him before us.»
«This is... sad», said Basil.
«W-wait», Hero shivered. «Who... who killed this thing in the first place...?»
Omori shook his head. «I have no idea.»
He was looking at the creature with distant eyes. Sunny recognized that look.
It was the same look he sported when he looked at the new city, after he moved in. The moment of loss, when the realization of change opened in the mind.
King Crawler had been a terrifying foe. A difficult enemy that made the arrival to the safety of the village beyond only the more sweeter.
But there it laid still, in a puddle of its own blood, while the silent rolling fog caressed him, attempting to hide its existence.
The sight filled Sunny with melancholy. He couldn't explain why, but he felt sorry for his own creation.
Omori took a few steps, his eyes set on the monster's head.
And gave it a light kick.
A shiver and a groan made the group stumble back.
One of its legs moved and Omori jumped back with a scream. Four red eyes snapped open, looking at them.
«Omori! What did you do?!» yelled Hero.
«I-I thought it was dead!»
«Well, you were wrong!» growled Aubrey.
With a few, heavy movements, King Crawler rose back to its feet. Some of the creatures of its body were bleeding, leaving scarlet trails on the grass. The creature looked at the group in front of it, pinching its mandibles in audible clicks, their minute reflections curled inside its red eyes.
It took a step forward. A shriek of pain erupted from its mouth and it turned around, skittering away in the forest with uncertain steps and hitting a few trees.
«It's running away!» said Basil.
Omori gasped and started running. «Guys! Quick! Let's follow it!»
«What?!»
A flash of realization hit Sunny's mind and he nodded, following Omori. «We have to go!»
«Sunny!» Basil yelled. Sunny stopped, looking at his friends.
«We know where it's headed! It'll lead us out of this forest!»
The group looked at him, wide eyed. They exchanged a few uncertain glances with one another.
«If that's the case...» Aubrey started running. «Let's go! What are you all waiting for!?»
They followed the pained creature into the forest. The white grass showed the bloody trail it left behind, cracks in the trees held the signs of its stumbling onto them. Shrieks and wails full of pain echoed among the trees as King Crawler continued to crawl away.
The group kept running, not losing sight of the red trail, until they reached a glade.
They stopped, panting. It was filled with dead trees, the white grass smirched by blood. King Crawler led a few steps into the glade, each leg stomping the ground in a desperate attempt to stay upright.
Slowly, it stopped. It looked around, eyes frenzied with a will to live and to survive, but to no avail.
The last ounce of strength left its body. With one last breath, he fell to the grassy floor with a loud thud and stood still.
The group approached it with wary steps.
«It's... dead?» asked Basil.
Omori knelt down in front of it. He nodded. «I think it is. For real, this time.»
Hero looked around. «Where are we...? Why was it so desperate to reach this place?»
Sunny's gaze was fixated on the dead creature in front of them. «It was probably scared of us. King Crawler recovers health by eating Sprout Moles...»
He took a few steps towards the edge of the gate, beyond the body of the creature. A hole in the ground appeared in front of him, a purple ladder going underground. «And this is their village.»
«There's a village down here?» Kel's head peeked from behind Sunny.
«Yeah. Sprout Mole village.»
«What are these... Sprout Moles...?» asked Basil.
«Little dumb creatures», said Omori. Then he pointed at King Crawler. «Its body is made of them, actually.»
«Ew», Aubrey winced. «Gross.»
Omori looked at the hole in the ground. «But hey, we finally reached the end of the forest.»
«Right!» Basil smiled. «The Gate should be nearby then!»
«Hopefully we won't need to go to another planet this time around», said Aubrey.
«Let's go check the village», said Omori. «We can gather info there... most probably.»
Notes:
I'm saddened to say that I'll be going on yet another short hiatus. I have some matters to take care of and I won't have my PC for some time (it should be a week, I think?). I'll keep writing the first drafts of the next chapters (I'm on chapter 21!) on my phone but I won't be able to edit them properly, since I vastly prefer to do that on the PC. So next week there won't be a new chapter. I'm really sorry, and thanks for the patience.
Chapter 20: A Lively Underground
Summary:
Sunny and his friends arrive in the Sprout Mole Village. Disguises are needed to sneak into Sweetheart's Castle. Hero becomes a delinquent.
Notes:
I'm back! I'm happy to say that I've kinda outlined all the chapters until the end of the Third Gate, and wrote the first drafts until Chapter 24!
We're in for a ride :)also I've noticed a sheer lack of hugs in the latest chapters of this fanfiction and I had to rectify it ASAP
also, I'm very sorry if this chapter's quality may be a bit worse than the others. Stuff happened and I was really close to call for another hiatus but this chapter was already done, it just lacked all the rounds of edits I usually go through. I still edited it, though! Just less times than the others.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Sunny scrunched his face when they set foot in the village. The smell of dirty laundry mixed with the smell of dirt coated his nose, damp and grainy. He sniffed a few times before it stopped bothering him.
His friends were equally in pain: he was fairly sure Aubrey's eyes were tearing up.
The only one who seemed unfazed was Omori: he looked straight ahead without a twitch on his face. For a brief moment, Sunny wanted to apologize to him for making him go through such an horrendous place.
But, despite all that, he was finally glad that reality was clear once again.
The Sprout Mole Village sprawled in underground tunnels beneath the Foggy Forest, the darkness cut by lamps attached to the walls and candles scattered here and there, their flames flickering.
A constant noise filled the hallways, bits of conversations and footsteps echoing throughout the place, bringing it to life. It was so different from the abandoned locations they had visited beforehand: Sunny was glad they had found a brief respite from the encroaching loneliness.
Next to him, Basil was looking around with bright eyes. His nose didn't seem too fazed by the coating smell.
«Look at this place, guys! An underground village! This is magical!»
«This smell isn't magical at all», Aubrey rubbed her nose and sniffed. She then motioned at one of the inhabitants of the village. «I guess those are the Sprout Moles you were talking about.»
Omori nodded. «You don't have to worry. They're friendly, as long as you don't offend tofu and they don't get lost.»
Hero furrowed his brow. «Those are both equally ominous sentences.»
«What about tofu anyway...?» Kel winced. «Seriously, tofu?»
Omori slapped him on the arm. «What did I tell you!?» he then looked around, eyes wide, while Kel was rubbing his arm. He hissed. «We were lucky this time.»
«Okay, so...» Aubrey winced. «Ugh. This place smells kinda like Basil's garden, now that I think about it. Minus the flowers...»
Basil clapped his hands. «That's why it felt so familiar!»
«Basil's garden smells of dirty laundry...?» Omori tilted his head, a confused expression on his face.
«It doesn't!» the boy answered. «But yes... the earthy smell is there.»
They left the entrance tunnel, reaching a forked path: the hallway was filled with bushes with dark green leaves and purple flowers, giving a bit of color to the underground. The pungent smell of the plant mixed together with the others made Sunny wince again.
Omori looked at him. «Yeah. It was I who put the plants. It... it was supposed to help with the smell.»
«There was an attempt...»
In that moment, he realized that the Sprout Moles, despite their many qualities, didn't have a nose. His mouth went agape, everything made sense.
The sense of safety of the village tucked them in a sense of relax and, for a moment, they simply stood there, gathering their wits after the journey in the forest. A few Sprout Moles passed through, glancing at them with curious eyes, before strolling away.
It was lively. Sunny found the constant background noise relaxing to hear. The kind of sound that reminded him that yes, he was indeed alive, a part of the world, along with anybody else.
He looked at Omori: did he feel the same too?
The monochromatic boy was standing still in front of an empty spot in the hallway. Sunny's eye widened when he realized where it was. If Omori had still been travelling in Headspace with his dream friends, Mari would have been waiting for him with her picnic basket and healthy food right in that spot.
Sunny stopped next to him, staring at the ground together. Omori didn't flinch.
He just sighed. «You know, Sunny... I think that she would have liked this place.»
Sunny jumped. «W-what do you mean...?»
«The Mari who lived here was only a figment of your imagination, of course. But, I think... that if she had been real, she would have enjoyed this place. All this world you have constructed.»
All his thoughts came to an halt. He stared at the spot where his memories of Mari would wait for her group of friends to arrive, share a few words with them, before telling them to be careful on their adventures.
For a moment, he wanted to cry. That place felt so empty, now.
A hand on his shoulder made him turn around: Basil offered him a drained smile, trying to lift him up.
«I think Omori is right», Hero's voice was a whisper. «She... would have loved travelling here.»
Kel nodded. «Yeah! I bet she'd have loved to meet Captain Spaceboy!»
Aubrey chuckled and rubbed her eyes. «Yeah, I agree. And I bet it'd have been a blast seeing her give Daddy Longlegs a piece of her mind for being so cryptic!»
They bursted out laughing, tears in their eyes. The image of Mari reprimanding the shadow figure made Sunny smile, like when she'd scold him for breaking a plate, before she'd sigh and ruffle his hair.
His laughs turned into sobs. He tried to stop the tears, rubbing his eyes, to no avail.
Something pressed against his chest. Amongst the tears, he saw Omori hugging him. All the others soon followed, Aubrey softly weeping in his shoulder.
They sat down in the place that once belonged to Mari, and watched as the village spent their lives in front of them. They were huddled together, in silence, the flames flickering above their heads.
Sunny felt light. He turned to look at his friends and let a smile appear on his face.
«How are you feeling now?» asked Omori.
«I'm better. Thank you.»
Kel pulled him into a side hug.
«So» Hero stretched his arms. «What do we do now? Any ideas, Omori?»
The boy looked at one Sprout Mole as it passed by, before answering. «Back at the Cattail Fields, the barn was the most suspicious place and it turned out to be the wrong one. So... the place I'd describe as the most suspicious one here will also probably be the wrong choice.»
«What if we ask around?» said Sunny. «Maybe somebody will know something about the Gate.»
Omori turned to him, his usual deadpan expression on his face. «Sunny. You were the one who created these things. You know they're not that bright.»
«Hey, I think they can be smart.»
Omori shrugged.
Kel left Sunny's shoulder, before putting his hand above his eyes. «There's one!» he stopped one who was walking in front of them. «Excuse me, sir!»
«Huh?» the creature turned around and gave a quick glance at them. «Can I help you?»
«Yes! You see, we're travellers and we're looking for the Gates! Do you know anything about them?»
The Sprout Mole furrowed his brow. «Gates? I only know the gates of Sweetheart's Castle.»
«Huh... no, it's not that kind of Gate...»
«Oh! But if you're looking for gates, maybe an outdoor furniture sale could help? I've heard some really good stuff is being sold right now.»
Omori facepalmed and hissed at Sunny. «What the hell did I tell you?!»
Aubrey stood up. «Excuse me... did you say "Sweetheart"?»
At those words, the Sprout Mole's face lighted up. «Oh yes! Lovely, lovely Sweetheart! Indeed, she has many gates! One of them is in this village, too!»
A smile blossomed on Aubrey's face and she turned around, eyes glittering with glee. «Guys! What if Sweetheart knows something about the Gate?»
Basil nodded. «It's worth a try! Maybe her ex-boyfriend told her something!»
Sunny glared at him. He just chuckled.
«Where can we find Sweetheart?» asked Kel.
The Sprout Mole pointed beyond the corridor they were in. «The gate to her Castle is right at the end of this hallway. You can't miss it! Although I'm really sorry that you cannot attend one of her plays...»
«Don't worry», said Omori. «We really aren't interested in those kind of shows.»
The creature gasped. «But they were marvelous! Such poetry, such majesty...! I used to watch her plays all the time in her theatre, back when she still acted in the village. But now... her Castle even has a theatre all of its own, but she has never used it!»
Omori furrowed his brow. «Wait, what?» he looked at Sunny, but he couldn't give him any answers, and just shrugged.
The Sprout Mole sighed. «Such a pity... but there's nothing we can do about it. Will you go visit Sweetheart?»
Kel looked at his friends, but Aubrey took the wheel. «We will! Yes!»
«Send her my regards then, will you? Thanks!»
They watched the Sprout Mole walk away and, once it was out of sight, Sunny poked Omori on his shoulder. «Sweetheart never wrote plays back in our Headspace, Omori.»
The boy lowered his gaze, arms crossed. «Yeah. I wasn't expecting that.»
«See!?» Aubrey raised her arms. «I told you! You totally had the wrong idea about Sweetheart!»
Omori squinted her eyes at her. «Yeah. Right. Well, better be safe than sorry: if we are going to meet her, we should prepare ourselves.»
Sunny nodded. For once, he wholeheartedly agreed with Omori. Sweetheart was an obnoxionous person back in Headspace and for everything that was worth, he'd have loved not meeting her at all.
Aubrey groaned. «But I've told you! She isn't bad!»
«Bad or not, I bet she wouldn't like intruders in her place», said Omori. «In our Headspace her Castle was crawling with Sprout Mole guards. I don't want any of you to run into any risks.»
Kel furrowed his brow, looking at a Sprout Mole. «Those things?»
«Those things.»
«They aren't attacking us right now, aren't we intruders?»
«We aren't in the Castle. This is their village and dormitory for the guards.»
«I... see.»
«In our last trip here», continued Omori, «Our Hero had the idea to deceive their guards by wearing the skins of dead Sprout Moles.»
Hero jumped. «Sorry, I did what?»
Aubrey bursted out laughing. «Wow, Hero! How charming!»
«I don't want to kill any Sprout Moles», whined Basil. «They're cute.»
«We won't kill any Sprout Mole!» yelled Hero as Aubrey just kept laughing. «Seriously, we're civil people. Not barbarians.»
«But fighting is fun, Hero», said Kel. Omori nodded, giving him a thumbs up.
Hero rubbed his forehead and sighed. «Okay, seriously. If they're not fond of intruders we should just find a way to make us... not intruders. What if we enlist for the guard job?»
«Ugh, what's with you and jobs?» said Aubrey. «We already worked on the spaceship.»
«Omori and I worked on the spaceship», Hero glared at her. «You all were just... lazing around.»
A chorus of gasps emerged.
«I was taking a break», said Sunny.
«I was checking for damage!» echoed Basil.
«And I was patrolling», Aubrey smirked. «Checkmate, Hero.»
Hero pinched the bridge of his nose.
«But, seriously» Kel's voice made them turn towards him. «Why do we have to work? Can't we just get their favors since we killed that King Crawling thing outside?»
«King Crawler», corrected Omori. «Also, while the Sprout Moles might be grateful for that, Sweetheart wouldn't really care.»
Aubrey shrugged. «I dunno about that. I'd be pretty pleased if a bunch of people killed the ugly centipede infesting the forest next to my house...»
«And we didn't kill it», said Hero. «It was already on the brink of death when we found it.»
«We just exhausted it...» said Basil.
«Nobody has to know that», Kel winked.
«Why don't we just fake being guards?» said Sunny. «It wouldn't be the first time Omori fakes being a Sprout Mole...»
Omori nodded. «Hm, yeah. Let's steal a couple of uniforms and sneak in. They won't notice.»
«I don't think their uniforms will fit us», said Aubrey.
«Just the helmet will be enough.»
«You said the guards live here, right?» asked Basil. «So there should be an armory or something like that around here.»
Aubrey lightly punched her friend's shoulder. «Look at you! Your fantasy nerdiness is finally coming in handy, Basil!»
The boy let out a chuckle, scratching his head.
«Where would the armory be, though?» asked Hero. «Should we just... follow a guard until we find it?»
«I remember there being rooms in the floor right below this one» said Sunny. «We could start checking there.»
For Sunny, moving around the tunnels was easy enough. Every time Hero and Kel grunted because they hit their head on the ceiling just reinforced his gratitude for his short stature.
«The banes of being tall...!» cried Kel.
«But you give good piggyback rides for that reason», said Sunny.
Kel lighted up at those words, making a small yelp of happiness.
They descended another ladder, until they reached a new corridor. A group of Sprout Moles sitting at desks were on one side, listening to an elder Sprout Mole talking in front of a blackboard, pointing with his leaf on his head.
«Wow, they even have a school down here», said Aubrey.
«I wonder what they're learning...» Basil took a few steps, squinting his eyes to look beyond the desks. He frowned. «They're studying gibberish...»
«What were you expecting to find?» asked Omori.
«I was hoping to discover how they build all these things when they don't have arms...»
«By using their mouth...?» said Kel.
«Or their feet», said Aubrey.
«There's one student doodling on his notebook with his mouth, look», Sunny pointed at one of the Sprout Moles. «I guess that answers your question, Basil.»
«That sounds disgusting.»
«C'mon», said Omori. «The rooms Sunny was talking about are this way.»
The four doors were not too far away. Encased in the wall, they were made of simple wood. One of them had the shape of a Sprout Mole.
Aubrey knelt down. «These are too small for us. Basil, Sunny, Omori. You're in.»
«Should I be offended...?» Sunny furrowed his brow. «These doors are too small for us too.»
«Yeah», nodded Kel. «With that attitude.»
«What do you propose...?»
«Which one of these is the armory...?» Basil frowned. «There aren't even any guards... maybe it's not here at all.»
Omori knelt down and spied inside the first door through the keyhole. «Hm... nothing here. I just see a bed...»
He stood up and went to check the second door, while Sunny helped him by checking the third door. Kel was standing near the fourth door, the one shaped like a Sprout Mole, and knelt down. He put his eye on the keyhole, when a thud erupted in front of him.
The door had fallen down.
«Kel...!» Hero gasped, hands in his hair. «What did you do?!»
He looked around, eyes frenzied, but nobody was in sight, except for the classroom in the far back, who didn't seem to notice the noise.
Kel jumped up, hands raised in innocence: «I-I did nothing! The door fell when I was looking through the keyhole...!»
Aubrey gave Kel a thumbs up, pulling him closer. «I'm so proud of you, honorary Hooligan Kel!»
«I didn't want to break the door!»
«Yeah, sure, keep telling yourself that. I saw how you were eyeing that thing.»
«I think I know what I want, Aubrey!»
She frowned. «Yeah. Sure. Keep telling yourself that.»
«Hey» Omori peeked his head inside the room. «This is the armory! Good job, Kel!»
«Really?! Wohoo!»
«I think that if we all crawl we can fit in, actually», said Omori, his head already inside the room. «Let's go!»
The room beyond the broken door was small and with a circular shape, the flames of the torches glistened on the blades and weapons attached to the walls: axes and swords, along with some bows. Small, round suits of armor were neatly placed in piles on the ground, next to a couple of wardrobes.
A half-used roll of tape was on top of a table next to the entrance.
Hero sighed. «I guess I'll have to add "breach into private property" in my list of unlawful actions done in dreams. Right next to "theft of a spaceship".»
Kel nodded. «That was fun!»
Sunny inspected one of the armors. «But if this is an armory, as Basil said, this wouldn't be a private property, would it?»
«You all are just thinking too much!» groaned Aubrey. «Be more like Basil!»
The boy was rummaging in the wardrobes, throwing away all the uninteresting stuff he found: a frilly pink dress, a stash of papers with words Sunny couldn't read, a Sweetheart mask, a broken record.
Aubrey rubbed off a non-existing tear from her eye. «My little delinquent in the making.»
«What have you been doing to him while I was away?» asked Hero.
The girl shrugged. «Nothing much, really. Sometimes I invite him to hang with the Hooligans.»
«Yeah!» Kel nodded. «Sometimes I go with them too. Basil is opening up a lot more, Hero!»
Hero nodded. «That explains so much.»
«I actually think he's always been like this», said Sunny. «He just... never had the chance to.»
«Less talking, more looking», said Omori. «Sprout Moles may be easily deceived but they will notice a broken door.»
Following Omori's advice, they only looked for sizeable helmets. After trying a couple of them out, they found ones they were satisfied with and that didn't smell too much.
Aubrey eyed one of the swords on the wall and took one. She spun it around a bit, before saying: «Do you think these things can really cut?»
«Hey...» Hero turned around. His face went pale when Aubrey cut one of the candles on the wall.
«Holy shit, it can.»
Basil hurried to the candle and stepped on the flame, putting it out. «Aubrey! Be careful!»
Hero gasped. «Guys, do we really have to keep weapons...?»
«Not really» said Omori. «Only the helmet is more than enough.»
Aubrey pouted. «I wanna keep the sword.»
«Aubrey, no.»
She rolled her eyes at Hero and tossed the weapon aside. She then took out her bat and pet it. «I guess it's still the two of us, darling...»
After checking that nobody was in the hallway, they stepped out from the armory and returned to the entrance. They walked slowly, their helmets falling over their eyes every couple of steps, forcing them to fix it back in place. Aubrey cursed a few times before they finally arrived next to the hallway that would bring them to the Sweetheart's Castle entrance.
They hid behind the wall, their heads peeking out. The entrace of Sweetheart's Castle was simple enough: a big door, made of sturdy wood, was encased in the wall right in the middle of two pink pillars. Vases with colorful plants adorned the hallway and tried to mask the smell.
Two Sprout Moles in armor were standing in front of the door with stern eyes.
«So...» Omori took a last peek at the door before he followed the others back into hiding behind the wall. «Let's repeat our plan: we go there and ask to start our guarding shift.»
Everybody nodded.
«Hero», the monochromatic boy looked at him. «We'll be counting on you. Use your charm.»
«You... really ought to explain what this charm thing is, by the way.»
«Not right now!» Omori motioned with his hand. «C'mon, let's go!»
Omori straightened his back and puffed his chest, before walking out from their hiding place. The others exchanged worried glances to one another, before imitating him.
They walked in front of the guards and saluted. The guards didn't raise their arms considering the lack of them, but instead tapped their foot on the ground.
Hero cleared his throat. «Good afternoon, fellow guards.»
«Hey», greeted the one on the left. «Have to go into the Castle?»
«Yes, sir. We have to... huh... keep patrolling, sir.»
«Of course, of course. Especially after those monsters started appearing in the outskirts...»
The group gasped, looking at one another. Hero kept his cool. «Y-yes, exactly.»
«A worrying event, indeed», the guard nodded, looking at the wall. «Sure, anyway. Go right ahead, fellow guards. Be careful and bring our regards to Sweetheart, if you meet her.»
«Yes, sir!»
The guard on the right walked towards a lever and pulled it with a headbutt. With a low, strained noise, the door opened.
The group looked at one another and, encouraging themselves with a nod, stepped in.
Notes:
Fun fact: they were supposed to be wearing full suits of armor in this chapter. But then Aubrey rightfully questioned the size and... I realized she was right. So only the helmets it is.
Once again, thanks for all the kudos, hits, comments, and bookmarks! Ya'll make this such an enjoyable experience! <3
Chapter 21: A Real Sweetheart
Summary:
Sunny and his friends sneak into Sweetheart's Castle. After a promise to Omori, they meet an important person and her friends.
Notes:
First of all, I’m incredibly sorry if this chapter came out later than usual. This has been a terrible week for personal matters to say the least and I really had an hard time with making this chapter decent. I hope I did a good job.
In return, you get one of the longest chapters of this fic! I hope you'll enjoy it! :D
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
A blanket of shadows fell over them once they crossed the gate.
Sunny was ready. He was ready for the blinding lights that would have forced him to squint his eye and for the pungent perfumes he’d have to resist sneezing at.
So, when the gates closed behind them with a loud thud, Sunny wasn’t sure on how to feel.
Nothing came to bombard his senses. Only a blanket of shadows.
The room they had found themselves in was big, Sunny could surmise as much, but the lack of light didn’t allow him to properly size it up. Countless rows of chairs sat orderly at their sides, decorated with red cushions waiting for their patrons. In the dark, a red carpet ran along the middle row, before disappearing into the darkness.
«This place…» Omori looked around, his steps echoing in the empty room. «It looks the same as I remember. But… it feels different. Let’s see if it’s really the same, though…»
Sunny watched him walk away, towards one of the walls. He looked back at the darkness, trying to pierce it and look for the heavy red curtains at the end of it, but nothing greeted his sight.
The things he could see were the same as the stage he had envisioned for Sweetheart, but it felt different. What was supposed to be a place of luxury and extravagance had become a husk of its former self: loneliness hung on the walls and the silence was heavy, making it seem like the room was bigger than it already was.
Basil removed his helmet, his blond hair a little patch of light. «This place looks abandoned.»
«The Sprout Mole we talked to said something about a theatre that Sweetheart never used», said Kel. «I guess they were referring to this one. It's really a pity: it's so big...»
Hero let one finger run across a chair. «There isn’t a speck of dust in here. Somebody must take a really good care of this place.»
«Hey!» Omori’s voice rung from the darkness. «Does anybody have a light?»
«Huh», Hero took out his black lightbulb, but its dark light did nothing against. «We have that torch, but it didn't have any batteries.»
Sunny took out his lightbulb, its faint white light was weak. «Would this do?» he raised it to let Omori see it.
«Maybe. Bring it over. I'm trying to look for something but I can't see a thing.»
He started walking towards him, when another set of steps followed him. «Wait», Basil was behind him. He took the flower he had picked in Pyrefly Forest from his hair. It had been mushed a little under the helmet, but a faint light still pulsated from its few remaining petals. He walked over to Omori, the faint red light giving patches of colors onto the boy’s paper white skin. «Will this do?»
Omori furrowed his brow and took the flower. He waved it around a bit, before nodding. «There it is! Thanks, Basil.»
The others approached him. Bathed in faint light, Omori was pointing to a wooden trap door on the ground. «This will lead us inside the castle. Let’s go!»
«Wait», Sunny looked past his friends. «Aubrey?»
The girl was standing in the middle row, still as a statue. Her vibrant pink hair peeked out from her helmet and pierced the darkness. She had her head up, looking at the ceiling.
«Aubrey?» Kel called her again, a bit higher. At her lack of response, he took another chance. «Aubs?»
He frowned. «Guys, she’s not getting angry. This is serious.»
Sunny walked over to her, followed by the others. He tapped her shoulder. «Aubrey? Is everything alright?»
She jumped at his touch. Wide-eyed, she turned around to look at her friends. «I… huh…» she tried scratching her head, but the helmet was in the way. «Sorry. I completely zoned out there.»
«Are you okay?» asked Basil.
«Mh. Yeah. I guess.»
Kel put his hand above his eyes and looked at the ceiling. «Did you find something over there?»
«No, I didn’t. It’s just… ugh. Forget it. Where do we go now?»
«Aubrey», Hero’s voice was soft, but unwavering. The same kind of tone he’d muster when they were kids and it was time to stop bickering. «Weren’t you the one preaching about being honest with our feelings? Why don’t you tell us what’s wrong?»
Aubrey sighed. Her eyes darted from the floor to the ceiling, before falling to one of the red pillows. «It’s just… this place. It’s looks very sad… maybe nostalgic? It’s not abandoned, it looks more like… it has been preserved. Whoever owns it must care a lot about it.»
«Yeah», Sunny nodded. «It’s the same feeling I got.»
The same feeling that prodded him to give a reserved spot to the restored photo album in his new home. The same feeling that urged him to take good care of Mari’s picnic basket. It sat next to the table dedicated to her, in the living room.
Omori shrugged. «According to the Sprout Mole we talked to, Sweetheart used to work in a theatre. I guess that’s that. A reminder of her old days?»
«No…» Aubrey frowned. «I have the feeling it’s more than that. It’s like she was desperately trying to save it…» she looked at Basil. «To… preserve it.»
A small speck of memory, a little window to a past long gone. Sunny briefly wondered what did Sweetheart see in that theatre swallowed by darkness and silence.
Aubrey groaned and rubbed her face. «Can I ask you another thing? It has been bugging my mind for a little while now. It’s about that King Crawler monster we met.»
«What about him?» asked Omori.
«Did you feel anything when you saw him?»
Omori didn’t hesitate. «Sadness. Don’t get me wrong, King Crawler was a fearsome foe and I saw him dead many times during my adventures here in Headspace. But… seeing him like that… it was like… a part of something I’ve known so well had died with him.»
Aubrey pressed her lips together, deep in thought.
«I was sad too», said Sunny. «I felt sorry for my own creation.»
«You’re making me feel bad», said Hero, letting out a sheepish chuckle. «That thing was so terrifying… I was glad it was dead…»
Aubrey sighed. «Ugh. That’s not it at all. I felt dread.»
«What?» Kel gasped. «Were you so scared of that thing, Aubrey?»
«N-no! You’ve got it wrong! But… I don’t know. I mean, I didn’t really have much time to think about it since we couldn’t waste any time chasing it but… I felt scared. For myself and for my friends. It was as if it was trying to tell me something…?»
Kel chuckled. «Are you sure it wasn’t the voices of the forest?»
She groaned. «I dunno. Maybe you’re right and I’m overthinking it.»
«I think what we all need is some good rest», said Hero, sighing. «But we can’t afford that right now, can we?»
«Maybe we can sneak into the guards’ rooms and take a short nap in there!» said Kel.
«We should first of all reach the castle», said Omori. «Can you resist until then?»
Aubrey nodded. «Yeah, of course. Who knows, maybe Sweetheart herself will prepare rooms for us.»
Omori winced. «I... wouldn't really place my bets on that. C'mon, let's go. We're almost there.»
They returned to the trap door Omori had found and climbed down.
The narrow, damp hallway that stretched below the theatre made Sunny sneeze.
«Bless you!»
«Thanks. Ugh, I can already tell I won't like this place.»
«Why do the guards use such a route to reach the castle, anyway?» asked Hero when they begun walking.
Omori raised his hands to prove his innocence. «I don’t know», he looked at Sunny. «Why do they do that?»
«This isn’t the main entrance», he simply said.
Truth to be told, he didn’t want them to know that he just really loved the idea to sneak inside a castle from a secret entrance.
Omori nodded. «Yeah. That makes sense.»
«But this is kinda exciting, isn’t it?» said Basil. «Getting inside the castle from somewhere that isn’t the main gate… kinda like… thieves, I guess? There was this really cool fantasy book about an heist… The main protagonist dressed up as one of the butlers!»
Sunny stifled a chuckle. Of course, out of everybody, Basil would be one of the first to appreciate his idea.
«And these helmets!» Kel beamed. «Guys! It’s exactly like in those movies! I can’t believe it!»
And Kel second. Sunny felt his chest grow warm.
«What are you talking about?» asked Omori.
«You know, those movies where the protagonists sneak into the enemy’s headquarters dressed up as their peons…»
«I suggest to let Kel descend from the ceiling!» said Basil.
Aubrey scoffed. «No way. Remember? Not even a drop of sweat could fall down! Kel would absolutely fail that part.»
«H-hey!» Kel pouted.
Sunny felt somebody tap him on the wrist. «Omori?»
«What are you all talking about?»
Kel gasped. «Sunny! You never let Omori watch any movies?!»
«We… don’t exactly have those here», said Omori. «At least, not these ones you’re mentioning.»
«How could you, Sunny?!»
«H-hey…! Omori was born as an avatar for myself in this world… I never… I never thought he’d become his own person…»
His thoughts stopped. A realization hit him.
Omori truly was his own person, wasn’t he? Sunny had seen, time and time again during their adventure, that Omori was deviating from what he was originally intended to be. The ruthless, stoic person had become somebody more emotional, somebody who could even feel fear and worry, emotions he had tried to banish in the depths of his mind.
He looked at Omori. And, in that exact moment, he didn’t see him as himself when he was a twelve years old boy.
He just saw a young boy called Omori.
«You should treat him better!» said Kel. «It’s settled! Once we’re out of here, I’m gonna invite you over for a movie marathon!»
Omori’s eyes lit up, before they darkened again. «Do you… do you think we will be able to?»
«Of course we’re getting out of here!»
«I didn’t mean that. Of course you will: I’m here with you. I meant… visiting you.»
Silence fell. From beyond them, a drop of water clinked on a brick.
«Oh» Kel frowned. «I... I actually forgot about that, haha...»
«Kel…» Aubrey sighed.
«H-hey!» Hero offered a smile. «There’s… probably still a long way before we have to say our goodbyes, so let’s not be so glum, alright?»
«You’re talking as if I’m going to die. I’ll still be inside this guy’s head», he pointed at Sunny and smirked. «Whether you like it or not.»
«We will have a lot to talk about, won’t we…?»
Omori shrugged. «Maybe. Anyway, we’ve reached out destination», he pointed at a ladder on the wall. «This should lead us to the gardens, if this place is still the same.»
Omori stayed behind while the others started climbing up. Basil was the last one next to him but, when he put his hands on the ladder, he hesitated.
«Is something wrong?»
«I…» Basil looked at him. «I’ll be sad when it’ll be time to say goodbye, Omori.»
«O-oh.»
His eyes fell on the floor, not able to look at him in the face. «Hero’s right. This isn’t the time to be so glum about it. C’mon, let’s go.»
A timid sunlight touched their skins from a gray sky.
Sweetheart’s garden presented itself as an orderly maze made of hedges, bushes and flowers. Each of their vibrant colors were a symbol of the love and care it had been put in the place, the fragrant smell of roses a show of its gratitude. Pale pink bricks paved the ground where the grass didn't grow, as the soft murmur of water laid a veil of tranquillity to the place.
Kel jumped out from the trap door, arms raised. «Yes! Finally! Fresh air! Man, we've been cooped up underground for so long, I was getting tired of it.»
«And thank goodness there's no fog», Aubrey took a deep breath, relishing in the feeling. «No weird voices, no weird creatures... finally something that looks a bit more normal than usual.»
«Where are the guards?» asked Basil.
«Probably patrolling around», said Omori. "Let's keep our wits about us."
Behind them towered the castle. Its pink bricks pierced the light fog that encroached the higher parts, the tip of its main tower so high it could touch the sky.
Hero whistled. «Look at the size of that thing!»
«It's actually bigger than Captain Spaceboy's spaceship!» exclaimed Kel.
Aubrey clapped her hands, a big smile on her face. «Just what Sweetheart deserves! Sunny, good job!»
He felt his cheeks heating up. «T-thanks?»
«It must be huge, how will we find Sweetheart?» asked Basil.
Kel shrugged. «Let's ask a guard? Hero, use your charm!»
He groaned. «Kel, please... not you too...»
«Hey! It worked until now, didn't it?»
«I don't even know what I did!»
«It must be an innate talent! Be proud of yourself!»
Omori frowned. «Actually... if I take in consideration what happened here during my last adventure in Headspace, I don't think that's a good idea», he let out a pensive hum, chin on his hand. «But, on the other hand...»
Sunny stopped that thought in mid-track. «No, it's not a good idea.»
Basil's eyes darted from one boy to another, before he let out a timid chuckle. «Wh-what happened back in Headspace?»
«Sweetheart fell in love with Hero.»
A chorus of gasps emerged from Omori's words. Aubrey, Kel, and Basil turned towards Hero with proud gazes.
«Good job, bro!»
The older boy, on the other hand, just buried his face in his hands.
«So...» Basil looked at Sunny. «Let me get this straight. Sweetheart was in a relationship with Captain Spaceboy, but they broke up... because of Hero?»
«No!» In that exact moment, Sunny just wanted to disappear. All the excitement he felt about going on an adventure with his friends dissipated in a sour mist. «Sweetheart was looking for a new partner after her breakup, and she found Hero.»
Basil was having loads of fun, he could see that snarky glint in his eyes. Deep down, he was glad his friend had recovered to the point of gaining some of his old self, but at the same time he really didn't want it to be like that.
«Sunny», Hero's voice was muffled from his hands, his face still hidden between them. «Please, tell me I said no.»
Omori gasped. «Of course you did!» he seemed offended at the sheer prospect. «Otherwise how could you have faced Mari again?»
The jolly atmosphere faded. Sunny frowned, fidgeting with his hands.
Omori looked at them. «Oh. I... I shouldn't have said that... I guess.»
«It's... it's alright», Hero let out a strained chuckle. «Yeah... I can see Mari doing that.»
«I'm sorry. I... didn't think that through.»
«Don't worry. We should focus on finding a way to meet Sweetheart. Shall we?»
Sunny squeezed Omori's shoulder, but the boy didn't raise his gaze.
«I have an idea», he said. «The guard at the gate mentioned monsters in the outskirts. Maybe we can say we found some monsters near the Gate? Maybe that will help us.»
Omori nodded, gently brushing Sunny's hand off. «That sounds like a plan. Let's go.»
With careful steps and an attentive gaze, they crossed the garden without an hitch.
As the castle's figure grew bigger, so did the waters' murmurs grow stronger, until a rainfall was rumbling in Sunny's ears.
When they reached the drawbridge, Basil stopped in his tracks, letting out a terrified squeal.
«What happened?!» Aubrey was next to him in a flash, hand on his shoulder. «Are you hurt?»
«W-why... why is there a river of blood here?!»
He pointed at the river running below them. Its waters were thick and red, hiding its depths.
«That's not blood», said Omori. «This isn't Black Space...»
«Why is it red?!»
«To match the pink aesthetic», Omori pointed at the castle behind him. «Heavens forbid the colors don't match.»
But Basil didn't seem satisfied with that answer, for he turned towards Sunny. «Sunny! Why did you put a river of blood in here?!»
«It's not blood! It's just red water!»
«Basil!» Aubrey laughed. «Come closer! It smells like strawberries, it can't be blood! Also, Sweetheart would abhor the idea.»
«She had a torture room beneath the castle.»
Aubrey slowly turned around towards Omori. «First you made me kill bunnies in Headspace. Now you’re telling me you made Sweetheart a torturer?!»
«Well, not her. It was her guards.»
Aubrey sent Omori a death glare, but the boy didn't flinch. Then, slowly, her eyes fell on Sunny. «Sunny, we have some talking to do once we’re out of here.»
«H-hey! Omori also had control over Headspace, you know!»
«Sunny, don’t pile it on me. It’s true I had some control over, but you did most of the job.»
«I thought your duty was to protect me!»
«Yes, but it’s also fun to see you squirm like this. Also, we do need a topic of conversation when we'll have that movie marathon, don't we?»
«Yeah! We do! Don't we, Sunny?» the boy had never felt more threatened by a smile until that moment.
«Okay guys, c'mon», Hero walked between the two parties, but he too was smiling. «Let's deal with this once we're done here, shall we? And, for that, we have to find information about the Gates.»
Sunny looked at the ground. «All of a sudden I don't want to do that anymore.»
«My offer still stands, Sunny.»
The boy glared at Omori, who just chuckled, before walking towards the castle.
The entrance of the grand castle greeted them with its wide hallways and elegant stairs. The smell of strawberries was pungent and Sunny found himself craving for ice cream.
The murmur of water circled them, as bright red fountains spilled water of the same color, making Basil wince.
«This place looks pretty much the same as I remember», said Omori.
Sunny nodded. «To our dismay.»
Aubrey sighed. «Only because the castle is the same, it doesn’t mean she’s the same.»
«I hope so», said Omori. «I’d gladly avoid being hit by a morning star.»
The group shared a concerned look.
«I thought this place was supposed to be fun», said Hero.
«What’s a fun adventure if it doesn’t have some danger?» said Omori. «But, well… in Headspace it was different. We could eat snacks to heal ourselves and we didn’t really die. I… I don’t know what would happen here.»
«Let’s do our best to avoid that, alright?» said Hero.
Everybody nodded.
«Hey! You there!»
A voice made them jump. They turned around, meeting the eyes of a Sprout Mole in armor, a sword attached to the tip of his helmet.
«I never saw you here...» he took a few steps forward and rose to the top of his feet, attempting to take a good look at their faces. «But you're wearing our same armor...»
«Wow, you weren’t joking, Omori», whispered Aubrey.
Omori elbowed Hero. «C'mon! Use your charm!»
Hero sighed, before he straightened his back. «Sir!»
The knight looked at him.
«We just arrived here on patrol. We have received the most grave news!»
The knight jumped. «What did you see, knight?!»
«Enemies approaching, sir! Most probably coming from that accursed Gate, sir!»
The knight squinted his eyes again. «Gate? What are you talking about, knight?!»
Hero jumped, looking at his friends. They all looked at one another, scrambling for words.
«Knight, are you–»
«Oh dear goodness!»
Omori and Sunny winced at the sound of the new voice.
From the hallway emerged a pink figure. A girl wearing a pink dress, full of frills and decorations, her two pink twin tails almost reaching the floor.
Aubrey squealed, holding her hands together. «Guys! Guys! It's Sweetheart!»
The lady of the castle approached them with a smile on her face and a twinkling in her eyes. Her shoes made a ticking sound on the bricked floor.
«Sir Maximus!»
«Yes, my lady?!» the Sprout Mole saluted her with a tap of her foot.
«Who are these delightful people?»
«That is what I'm trying to ascertain, ma'am! They are wearing our same armor but I never saw them! And I know each guard personally!»
Sweetheart didn't answer. Instead, she turned towards the group and gave a light shrug with an embarassed smile, as if to say "Please don't comment".
Then her eyes widened, a glint of glee in them.
«But, Sir Maximus!» she beamed. «How did you not notice?!»
«Huh?! Wh-what, my lady?!»
«Look!» Sweetheart stopped right next to Aubrey. «Could you remove your helmet, please?»
The girl blushed. She looked at her friends.
Omori nodded.
«S-sure», Aubrey took her helmet off and shook her head, letting her hair go free.
Sweetheart gasped, covering her mouth with her hands. «Oh dear me! Look! This... this beauty!»
She reached for her hair with a hand, before retreating it, as if it could hurt her. «May I... touch it?»
Aubrey's cheeks grew redder, as she nodded. «S-sure?»
Sweetheart squealed in delight, as she took a handful of hair by the tip. «Simply marvelous... You have such fine tastes, my friend!»
Sunny heard Kel wince next to him. Aubrey, on the other hand, looked at them with an excited smile, her eyes brimming with happiness.
He hadn't seen such a look on her face since the days of their childhood, when Mari would compliment her about the healthy look of her hair, or her outfits. Aubrey would almost glow in delight in such occasions and, for a moment, Sunny was glad he could see her friend's happiness again.
«Thanks! I'm so glad you like it!»
Sweetheart smiled, letting her hair go. «Sir Maximus!»
«Yes, my lady?»
«I hereby declare these people to be our esteemed guests! Not a finger must be laid upon them, understand?»
«B-but, my lady... with the monsters in the outskirts, we ought to be careful...»
«Sir Maximus! How can you say that? A person with such marvelous hair and anybody who knows her must be delightful people, not monsters!»
«I-I understand, ma'am. I will order all the guards to treat them with the utmost respect.»
Sweetheart smiled, before turning to the group. «My friends! My name is Sweetheart and I'm the lady of this castle. I'd love to invite you for a cup of tea! What do you say?»
The group looked at one another, uncertain. Omori, on the other hand, just stared at Sweetheart in disbelief.
Aubrey took the decision for everybody. «Of course! Thank you!»
Sweetheart smiled. «Come with me, then! I want to introduce you to my friends!»
They removed their helmets and gave them to guards that Sir Maximus had called and, escorted by a small group of armored Sprout Moles, they followed Sweetheart inside the castle.
They climbed the stairs and went in the left hallway, Aubrey gawking at the castle for all the walk.
The air was filled with strong smells and perfumes, roses and strawberries mostly, and for a moment Sunny feared he'd start seeing everything in pink too.
The hallways were lively: guards walked around, their steel boots ticking onto the floors. A few of them saluted their lady as she passed by, an orchestra of taps passing them by.
Kel winced once or twice. «I don't know for how long I can stomach all this... pink. Even the air seems pink, how is that possible?»
«I really have no idea», said Hero. «Here's hoping our stay here is brief, huh?»
They went inside an elevator. The guards that were following them didn't fit all inside, so they stopped in front of the doors and saluted as they saw Sweetheart wave at them from inside.
As soon as the doors closed and Sweetheart pressed the only button present on the display, she let out a sigh of relief.
«I didn’t even ask them to escort us!» she chuckled as the elevator starterd moving. «But I don’t have the heart to tell them no, you see. They’re always so happy, and I let them be. Also, it’s nice to feel important sometimes, don’t you think?»
«Y-yeah…» Hero nodded.
«Thank you for this opportunity, Miss Sweetheart!» said Aubrey. «I... I'm really glad I can meet you in person!»
For a brief second, Sweetheart's face darkened, before she smiled again. «Thank you! Were you perhaps a fan of my plays?»
Aubrey jolted. «I… huh…»
«We were», said Omori. «Indeed we were. And we were curious to meet such an artist with our own eyes.»
Sweetheart smiled. «I’m glad you think that. Unfortunately, I’ve let those days behind me. Please, I must ask you to refrain to ask for any kind of exception on that rule.»
«S-sure», Aubrey nodded.
The doors opened with a sharp ding. With a gentle motion of her hand, Sweetheart urged them to follow her.
They found themselves in a hallway filled with doors. Sweetheart didn't hesitate and went in the first one in front of them.
They found themselves in a bedroom which size rivaled the entrance. A golden vanity sat in the far corner of the room, an array of bottles and tools Sunny only barely knew how they worked in front of it. A salmon-colored sofa laid on the right side of the room with a low table in front of it.
At the center of everything, sat a king-sized bed covered with a transparent veil.
A lively chattering wafted in the air, and it took origin from the left side of the room: around a white table with golden decors, there were three figures chatting with each other.
Aubrey's voice was but a whisper. «Sunny...?»
«Hm?»
«How... those are...»
«I told you, Mari made me watch.»
«Those are highly specific references!» her voice was delighted.
«My dear friends!» at Sweetheart's voice, all three figures at the table turned towards her. «We have guests!»
«Oh dear!» the figure sitting on the left gasped. She looked the most similar to Sweetheart, if it weren't for her paler colors. «And we have just run out of tea! I must fix this situation at once. Excuse me, my dear guests, I shall be brief!»
Her voice was soft and melodious, as if each and every word had been calculated with extreme precision. Even her movements, as she took the cups and the teapot and put them on a tray, were precise and impeccable.
She bid them goodbye with a quick bow and walked towards the elevator.
«That was Perfectheart, my dear guests», said Sweetheart. «Always longing for perfection... but she wouldn't be our dear Perfectheart, otherwise!»
When they turned to look at the table again, they jumped. The figure that was previously sitting at the center was now in front of them. She also looked similar to Sweetheart, but her skin seemed to be made of rubber and her face looked like a hastily drawing made by a child. The skin on her hands and arms started to droop, but no goo ever fell.
She smiled. «Frens...»
Her voice was shaky but, beyond the few words, there was genuine happiness.
«This is Mutantheart, my dear guests,» Sweetheart looked at her with eyes full of affection. «I hope you'll get along!»
The last figure stood up and walked towards them, her steps heavy. She also looked similar to Sweetheart, but her body was made of steel. «SXTigJlzIGEgcGxlYXN1cmUgdG8gbWVldCB5b3UsIGRlYXIgZ3Vlc3RzLiBJIGhvcGUgeW914oCZbGwgZmluZCB5b3VyIHN0YXkgZW5qb3lhYmxlLg==»
Sunny resisted the urge to wince at her metallic voice.
The garble she had spouted hurted his ears, but Sweetheart didn't seem fazed by it. «Of course they will have an enjoyable stay! My dear guests, this is Roboheart. She's really dependable and a great friend!»
«Tm90IGFzIGdyZWF0IGFzIHlvdSwgU3dlZXRoZWFydCEgT3IgdGhlIHJlYWRlcnMgb2YgdGhpcyBmYW5maWN0aW9uIQ==»
Sweetheart chuckled. «Oh, you flatter me, my friend.»
«Thank you for your kindness!» said Aubrey. «We... are really glad to be here.»
«Think nothing of it, my friend», said Sweetheart.
«Frens... nice...»
«SXQncyByYXJlIGZvciB1cyB0byBoYXZlIGd1ZXN0cywgd2Ugc2hvdWxkIHJlbGlzaCBpbiB0aGlzIG9wcG9ydHVuaXR5Lg==»
«Indeed, it's rare for us to have guests! So we should indeed enjoy the occasion. So, if anything, thank you for being here, dear guests! As soon as Perfectheart returns, we'd love to hear your story.»
And, as if those words were magical, the elevator doors opened again and Perfectheart walked in, a new tray in her hands.
«I have brought tea for our guests! Come, let us drink and chat.»
They went through a short round of introductions as Perfectheart poured tea for everybody. The sweet smell was a salve for Sunny after the pungent perfumes from the lower floors, steam clouding his eye and making his eyepatch a bit damp.
Sweetheart stirred her drink as she spoke: «I see. So you’re travellers… and what has brought you here, in this dangerous forest?»
Kel took a sip of his drink, before wincing and sticking his tongue at the burning sensation. Sunny gave him his handkerchief.
Omori eyed him, before answering: «We are looking for the Gates. We heard rumours about one of them being here. Do any of you know anything about that?»
The girls looked at one another. Mutantheart shook her head, drips of goo hanging from her cheeks.
«SSBoYXZlIG5ldmVyIGhlYXJkIG9mIHN1Y2ggYSB0aGluZywgSeKAmW0gYWZyYWlkLg==»
«You're not the only one, Roboheart», said Perfectheart. «None of us has ever heard of such a thing.»
Omori sighed. «I see.»
«Oh, but don't be so disheartened, my friends!» said Sweetheart. «I'm sure that we can find some information for you.»
«Monsties... forest?»
Sweetheart pondered on those words. «Hm, the appearance of the monsters in the outskirts could be related to this Gate our guests are looking for, you say?»
Mutantheart nodded.
«How do these Gates look like?» asked Perfectheart. «Can you enlighten us?»
«We only found one so far», said Aubrey, after taking a careful sip. «It looked like a pool of white light.»
«I can’t say I ever saw anything like that», said Sweetheart.
The other girls nodded.
«But, the Gate we visited... it didn't summon any kind of monsters or anything like that», said Basil.
«Well, it's not like we had monsters either», said Perfectheart. «It's only been a short time ever since they appeared. One day, all of a sudden, in the outskirts of the castle. They are dangerous... but we have managed to fend them off, for now.»
«V2Ugc2hvdWxkIGRldmlzZSBhIHBsYW4gdG8gdGFrZSBjYXJlIG9mIHRoZW0gb25jZSBhbmQgZm9yIGFsbC4=»
«You are right. We should try to devise a plan to take care of them», said Sweetheart. «But you know... I don’t want any of our guards getting hurt. So until we have more info, I’m hesitant on going into action.»
«We actually defeated a monster before coming here!» said Kel, beaming. «It was huh…. King Crawling?»
«King Crawler», said Omori.
«Oh, the giant centipede?» Sweetheart beamed. «That’s really great news! It wasn’t dangerous to us, but to my poor Sprout Moles, it was. Thank you! You have my gratitude!»
«Oh», Kel frowned. «So that wasn’t one of the monsters?»
«I’m afraid not. These monsters are nothing like anything we’ve seen until now.»
«They scary!» said Mutantheart.
«They look like hounds», said Perfectheart. «As big as a man and with fangs that can tear the flesh. They are as dark as the night and they can hide in the shadows.»
«Fearsome foes», said Sweetheart, nodding.
Sunny's skin turned cold, his thoughts froze. A laugh echoed in his mind, a black figure hanging in the air, staring at him deep in the soul.
He shivered and took the handle of his cup, taking a sip. He focused on the warm liquid on his tongue, on the strawberry flavor that filled his mouth and his nose. His eyepatch was damp and felt uncomfortable over his skin.
He took a deep breath and looked at Omori. His knuckles were curled on his knees.
«Did they have only one eye?» he asked.
Sweetheart seemed taken aback by that question. «They have two eyes. Why do you ask?»
«I once met a monster that seemed to fit the description… but it only had one eye.»
«I’m not sure it’s the same one… did they leave a black mark when you killed them?»
«They… no, they didn’t.»
Relief washed over Sunny. He took another sip, letting the sweet flavor wash away his anxiety.
«These ones do», said Perfectheart. «When they die, they leave a black mark… as if the place they were in was scorched.»
Omori gasped. «That… I never saw anything like that, either.»
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Sweetheart nodded. «Roboheart is right! You don't need to worry: we have the situation under control, so no more of this depressing topic. They have never attacked the castle directly, after all.»
«I... see», Hero's voice was anything but relieved. Sunny could see it, the paleness on his face.
«About these Gates our guests are talking about», continued Perfectheart. «We could dispatch a few guards to look for more information, don’t you think?»
Sweetheart nodded. «Of course. Dear guests, what do you think about staying here for a bit? While our guards look for the Gate, you can relax here.»
«Oh, but we want to help!» said Hero.
«You don’t need to worry», said Perfectheart. «You must be tired if you have crossed the forest on your own. And after defeating King Crawler, too! I must insist: rest here while we look for the Gate.»
Basil's timid voice spoke up. «Well... I really think we need some rest.»
Sunny nodded. «Especially after that forest.»
Hero scratched his head. «I... can't really argue with that. It really took a toll on us, didn't it?»
«Alright», said Omori. «We'll accept your offer. Thanks for your kindness.»
At those words, a wave of squeals and excited cheers from the girls hit them. Mutantheart started clapping.
Sweetheart rose from her seat. «Then, by all means, please follow me. I will show you to your rooms.»
Notes:
I actually have no idea if an eyepatch would get damp due to the steam. It's actually more of an uncomfortable feeling I get everytime I drink tea so I just projected myself there I guess. I tried to look for info on google but huh... I only found about beauty masks?? So sorry if it's out of place and feel free to correct me if needed, I can change it :)
Also, in case anybody is curious about what Roboheart says, here's the decoder.
But it's not needed! It's just a nifty easter egg :)Also, I'm sad to say that there won't be another chapter this week.
(TW: Pet Death)
I lost one of my cats recently and let's say I still have to recover.I'd like to have a bit more time to work on the next chapter. Thank you for your patience <3
As always, thanks a lot for all the kudos, hits, bookmarks, and comments. You guys make me keep going with this project <3
Chapter 22: Heart-to-Hearts
Summary:
Sunny and his friends spend some time in Sweetheart’s Castle. Discussions are had and theories are shared.
Sunny realizes something very obvious.
Notes:
I’m back. I’m really sorry for the past hiatus(es?), hopefully I won’t need any more of those for some time!
TW: there is a scene where they talk about Omori's final fight (you know the one) and I wrote a few of the lines from the battle.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Ever since his first night away from home at the tender age of five, during a sleepover at their neighbours’ home in Faraway, Sunny had declared his mission to rate every bed he came across during his life.
His own bed - the best one, of course - became the standard for the rating. He started with his family’s sleeping accomodations, before broadening his horizons to his friends’ homes.
But it didn’t stop there. As a quiet and small child, sneaking into other people’s rooms was an easy feat, and he never lost an opportunity. Relatives’ homes, his father’s working colleagues. Sunny’s mind was an encyclopedia on beds, catalogued by their softness, warmth, and size.
However, no bed had ever managed to reach the grand 10/10 rating that only his own bed possessed (and, regrettably, even his new bed in the city scored a 9/10).
But, in that moment, in a place far from reality, Sunny had found bliss.
A soft pillow embraced his head, caressing his ears and neck. The mattress sunk slightly under his weight, soft as a cloud but not too soft, and he wondered if it wasn't filled with the fog from the forest outside. The bedsheets cocooned him in a warm, cozy embrace. His body had never felt as light as in that moment, and he wished for that moment to last forever.
That morning, buried in the fluff of that bed he had been provided with, Sunny found the comfort of a new 10/10.
«Sunny…?»
A voice reached his ears. It was quiet and quite similar to his. But he didn’t want to hear it, he didn’t want for anything to stop the bliss he had found himself in. He squeezed his eyes shut and pretended to be asleep.
«Sunny…»
A hand touched his shoulder. Sunny stood still.
«Sunny!»
He jolted, gasping.
A familiar boy with paper white skin was looking at him, eyebrows furrowed.
«O-Omori! Did something happen?»
«No. I just wanted to say good morning.»
«Ugh. I had found pure bliss, Omori. Why did you have to interrupt me?»
Omori’s eyes widened. «Huh… sorry? Anyway, breakfast will be ready soon. Do you want me to tell the others you’ll be late?»
«No, don’t worry. If I don’t come to eat Hero will get worried.»
«Really?»
«Yeah. Back at home, he wanted me to show him what I’d have for breakfast each day. A few times I was late because I overslept and he’d chew my ear later in the morning.»
Omori didn't answer. But he took a step forward, tilting his head, his gaze focused on him.
«Oh, but he does it with the others, too», Sunny stifled a chuckle. «One time Aubrey showed him a picture of gummy bears as her breakfast and Hero spent the entire afternoon lecturing us about the importance of a good breakfast.»
Omori covered his mouth, but it didn't help covering his laughing. «Yeah. I can imagine Aubrey doing that.»
«After that, Kel started doing it too. Hero needed a few weeks to realize that they were just making fun of him.»
Omori bit his lip and looked down. His eyes were slightly squinted: Sunny knew that expression.
«Hero isn’t here», Sunny said. «You can let it out. I won't tell him you laughed at him.»
Omori shook his head, but a small chuckle still escaped his lips. Then he raised his gaze and his shoulders slouched. «You know... I'm starting to realize how wrong I was.»
«Huh? What do you mean?»
«All... all those things I've said to you. All the things I forced you to believe.»
Sunny's breath cut short. He gripped the edges of his comforter and steaded his heart with a few deep breaths.
The infinite walls of White Space dripped blood, the trails slithering on the floor. His own hands were sullied by the memories of his sin.
And Omori stood at the center of everything. His white figure stark among the chaos, his eyes piercing his mind.
Voices and screams echoed in his ears, but Omori's voice drowned everything out.
You are sick.
Your friends will never forgive you.
You'd better be off dead.
Sunny took a deep breath. He slowly opened his eye, letting the pink bed cover his sight piece by piece. He turned towards Omori, next to the bed.
He had seemed so big, back then. Now, he looked frail and small.
«Omori... It's not... I genuinely believed them too. You... you were just repeating what I thought.»
He nodded. «I know. But... I thought that they could convince you to stay safe. But now... I realize I was wrong», a small smile appeared on his face. «These are good friends you have there, Sunny. Treat them well.»
Sunny blinked a few times. Had Omori really said those words for real?
His hands turned white, gripping the edges of the comforter.
«I... I always thought they'd hate me for what I did», it was easy enough to believe that.
The next words were stuck in his throat, mind whirling with a fear he had never confessed. Putting it out there was a scary thought: it made it tangible, made it real and not just a flight of fancy he might have had.
He took a deep breath. «And I still don't know if they actually do. If this is all a farce... maybe they need to keep it up for their sakes, too.»
Omori's eyes shadowed in terror. «What... what do you mean?»
«They all had their lives thrown upside down because of me. For the sake to pretend to still have a sliver of normalcy in their lives... maybe it's better to see me as their friend.»
«I... no, no. Sunny. I don't believe that's the case», his voice was quivering, and Sunny wondered how he could have destroyed his hopes too. «I think they really want to be your friend. They want to stay friends...» he scratched his head. «I admit it feels kinda weird to say this. But... I guess it's part of my duty.»
Sunny smiled. Back then, Omori was simply repeating what his own mind had cooked up regarding their friends. He used his insecurities as a weapon, in an attempt to keep him safe in the most unhealthy way possible. And now, Sunny wondered if it was still happening. Those words, were they Sunny's wishes made manifest, or Omori's real thoughts on the matter?
Was Omori truly such a separate being?
Sunny instead decided to focus on another truth.
«Well, you are keeping your end of the bargain, Omori. I really don't know what we'd have done without you here.»
He frowned. «I don't know, to be honest. Maybe at first, but now I think you can keep yourselves afloat just fine. Not to mention that everytime I speak it seems like I make things worse. I have no idea how to interact with... real human beings.»
«That's okay, we all make mistakes sometimes. And I'm sure none of them are holding it against you.»
«You think so?» there was a certain hopeful tone to his voice, and Sunny squinted at it as if it was the bright sun of summer.
Omori was… worried about what his friends would think of him?
«Omori, you...»
So, those were his genuine thoughts?
Was he trying to comfort me ?
He smiled and, without thinking, took his hands. Omori, caught off guard, yelped, but Sunny didn't wait. «Listen. I... I'm not really good at these kind of things, not to mention I still have to wrap my head about all this...»
«Wrap your head around what?»
«About... you. I always thought you were some part of myself or something along those lines.»
«I told you that while I started like that, I became something more as time passed.»
«Y-yeah but... huh... I never realized exactly what that meant until now.»
«...took you long enough.»
«H-hey! Anyway... I really don't think you have to worry about what the others think of you. I'm sure they see you as a friend, too.»
Omori stood still for a moment. His eyes were fixated at his hands, covered by those of Sunny. Then, a small smile appeared on his face as he nodded. «Alright. I hope you'll have my back if I slip again, though.»
«Only if you protect me from Aubrey's rage when we'll have that movie night.»
He pressed his lips together. «Hm. Alright. We have a deal.»
And, in that delighted expression, Sunny found solace. He wondered if that was how Mari felt whenever she offered a kind word or compassionate gesture to her friends.
Omori didn't let go of Sunny's hand as he led him out of his bedroom. They crossed the hallway dotted with doors that housed their rooms in silence, until Omori opened a door at the very far end.
Sunny tilted his head. «Where does this lead?»
«It's a small room they use for breakfasts. At least that's what they told me.»
The air of the room was filled with the pungent smell of tea and the fragrant perfume of cookies. For a second, Sunny thought he had entered his kitchen back in Faraway, during a lazy Sunday morning, when himself and all of his friends still wore their pajamas and their hair were wild nests on their heads. The soft morning light bathed the figures of Mari and Hero in front of the window. His sister had a peculiar smile to her face: one so very personal, that it was reserved only for Hero. Sunny had felt his cheeks grow warm, as if he had stumbled upon something he wasn't supposed to see, something so personal that he was but an intruder.
A blink of his eye, and reality unfolded once again. Sunny took great care of the memory he had relished and stuck it in his chest, keeping it safe.
The room was smaller than Sweetheart's bedroom from the day prior, but he didn't know if it was due to the actual size or the amount of cupboards and cabinets that covered the walls. Some of them had glass on their doors, revealing their contents: cups, teapots, and plates; everything decorated with skillful hands down to the last detail.
At the center of everything laid a white table with curved legs, his friends and hosts sitting around it. A silver tray shone on its surface, with cups and a fuming teapot ready to be used, along a plate of cookies.
Sunny took a step towards the table, but Omori's hand kept him still.
He turned towards him. «Omori?»
The boy jumped, wide-eyed, before looking at him. Was he distracted?
His normally white cheeks sported the faintest pinkish hue and, for a second, his eyes darted to the table.
Sunny followed his gaze.
His thoughts froze.
Omori was looking at Aubrey. Their friend hadn't noticed their presences yet, and was instead chatting with Sweetheart, sitting next to her. Her cyan eyes were brimming with glee, her laughter pure. Sunny hadn't seen her so happy since... well, he actually couldn't remember seeing her that happy, ever.
«She's really beautiful, isn't she?»
«O-Omori!» Sunny's cheeks flushed red, his eye darting around, but he relaxed once he saw that nobody had heard him.
Omori smirked. «You do know that this is your fault, right?»
Sunny hid his face in his hands. His skin felt hot. He really wanted to feel his body slam against the glass of a window. Maybe that would have put an end to his embarassment.
«Frens...!»
Mutantheart's voice made their presences known. Her arm swung wildly, goo hanging off from it.
«Hey, guys!» Kel rose his hand, showing a cookie. «These things are delicious! Come!»
«Before Kel finishes them!» Basil added with a chuckle.
They took their seats as Perfectheart poured tea in their cups.
«Good morning, dear guests. I hope you slept well.»
«The bed was truly amazing», said Sunny.
«UGVyZmVjdGhlYXJ0LCBtYXkgSSBoYXZlIHNvbWUgbW9yZSB0ZWEsIHRvbz8=»
«But of course, my dear.»
Omori watched with a furrowed brow as the robotic girl's cup was filled with tea, when Basil's voice came as a whisper: «Does she also drink tea...?»
Omori shrugged and took a cookie.
«I sure hope you're finding your stay here pleasurable, my guests», said Sweetheart.
«Oh, I know I am!» Kel hunched over the table, gripping the edges. «These cookies... and the bed! I don't think I ever slept on such a soft mattress!»
«I'm so glad you think so! Having guests is such a rare occurence, we want to make sure they're treated well!»
«I don't think I can complain about your hospitality, Sweetheart» said Aubrey.
Mutantheart clapped her hands, making a wet slapping sound, and smiled. «Frens... nice.»
«Indeed», Perfectheart cleaned her mouth with her napkin, before looking at Sweetheart. «After all, a person would do well to nurture their friendly relationships, wouldn't they?»
At those words, the smile on Sweetheart's face disappeared, replaced by a frown. She squinted her eyes at her friend, before hiding her face in her tea's smoke.
Hero's eyes darted to the two girls, before asking: «And... huh... are there any news regarding the Gate?»
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Sweetheart nodded. «I'm afraid so. The guards we've sent to search for information still haven't returned.»
«Fret not, my dear guests», Perfectheart offered them a gentle smile. «I am sure we will soon have good news to share.»
They had breakfast while chatting over the biscuits and tea. The foggy sky peeked through the light curtains, blades of light covering the white wooden table.
When the biscuits were finished and the cups emptied, Perfectheart stood up to retrieve the dishes, but Hero stopped her.
«Please, let me take care of that.»
«Oh, I couldn't possibly!» Perfectheart shook her head. «You are our guests, how could I...»
«Please, I want to repay your kindness somehow.»
«Don't you have your Sprout Mole servants, anyway?» asked Omori.
«Oh, I couldn't burden them with such a trivial matter. I'm the one who always takes care of the dishes.»
«Please», said Hero. «I want to help», he stood up, taking the tray from Perfectheart's hands.
She looked at Sweetheart, but the girl simply nodded.
«Where do I have to take it?»
«Oh, right. Please, follow me.»
As the two left the room, Kel also stood up. «I'm going to help him!»
And, without waiting for the others, he ran towards them.
«U28gdmVyeSB3ZWxsLW1hbm5lcmVkLiBEb24ndCB5b3UgdGhpbmsgc28gdG9vLCBTd2VldGhlYXJ0Pw==»
Sweetheart nodded. «Your friends are so very well-mannered.»
«It's just how Hero is», said Aubrey. «He likes to help whenever he can. But Kel, on the other hand... What's he planning?»
Basil shrugged. «As long Hero is with him, I don't think we have to worry.»
«Maybe there's some dough left and he wants to have a taste», said Aubrey.
Sweetheart's eyes looked at each of them, before she talked again. «They must be very good friends.»
«Yeah... they are», Aubrey's eyes narrowed for a moment. «They... really are.»
«Fren... sad?»
«Oh no! It's just... I was thinking that I'm... I'm glad that Hero and Kel are my friends, that's all.»
Sunny nodded. «Hey, Aubrey. Remember that time you pranked Hero by sending a photo of gummy bears for breakfast?»
Aubrey burst out laughing. «Oh yeah! Man, that was amazing.»
«We had to listen to a whole lecture in the afternoon!» said Basil.
She shrugged. «No idea. I took my headphones off. The wonders of videocall, am I right?»
Basil gasped. «You...!»
Sweetheart let out a hearthy chuckle. «You all really seem like very good friends. It warms my heart to see such friendships still existing.»
«Well...» Aubrey twirled a strand of hair with her fingers. «The truth is... it wasn't always like this, actually.»
«It wasn't?»
«We did some... very bad things», said Basil. «We all grew apart for four years, before talking again.»
He eyed at Sunny, offering a sheepish smile. Sunny nodded and took his hand, trying to reassure him.
«I see», Sweetheart nodded. Her eyes darkened for a second, before she smiled again. «But it's alright now, isn't it?»
«Yeah... I think so. Or, at least, I like to think so», Aubrey looked at her friends. Sunny offered her a reassuring nod and she perked up for a moment, but, at the sight of Basil, turned her head away.
- : -
Perfectheart led them through the hallways of the Castle.
Kel marveled at her precise and resolute steps: he couldn't possibly imagine remembering the maze of that floor.
Sunny would have been able to, though, he was sure of that. He had even memorized Mercury Retrograde's map!
They went down on the elevator and reached the first floor, before climbing the stairs up to the upper floor and going into the right hallway, all followed by a chorus of tip-taps as the guards saluted them as they passed through.
Perfectheart stopped in front of a door and opened it, motioning for them to come in.
The kitchen was much bigger than any kitchens Kel had ever seen in his life. Empty tables covered the floor, and the sink and the stove were on the other side.
He could smell the faint perfume of the cookies they had eaten for breakfast, but otherwise the kitchen was empty.
«I kinda expected to see Sprout Moles working around», said Kel.
«For such a trivial matter? We can cook our own dishes.»
«You made those cookies?!»
Perfectheart smiled. «From your expression, I can deduce they were to your liking.»
«They were amazing!»
«I'm glad to hear that. Anyway, if it wouldn't be too much trouble, could I really ask of you to wash those dishes? I am supposed to go check on the pantry.»
«Of course. Don't worry» Hero walked towards the sink and started taking each cup.
«Thank you, truly. You truly are wonderful guests.»
When Perfectheart disappeared beyond the door on the other side of the room, Kel elbowed his brother, smirking.
«Wow, Hero. You set your eyes on a very big catch, didn't you?»
«Wh-what?!» he shrieked. His cheeks wore a pale pink, and Kel couldn't help but laugh. «Kel, what the...? No?!»
«Then why did you want to help?»
«Because I'm a guest? And I genuinely wanted to repay their kindness?» he grabbed the sponge, eyes wide in bewilderment, as he started to wash the plate they had put their cookies on. «Jeez, Kel. Good thing Mom isn't here.»
«Oh», he let his mouth stay in the rounded shape for a bit longer, letting those thoughts settle. A part of him was actually glad for that.
«And why did you follow me, Kel? Do you also have eyes set on the prize?»
It was his turn to blush. «Of course not! I was... kinda hoping I could goof off with you, actually.»
«I'm sorry to disappoint you. Do you want to help me wash the dishes?»
«That sounds boring. But alright.»
The sound of Hero's scrubbing the dirty dishes filled the otherwise silent kitchen. The occasional sound of running water and the clinking of the little plates left to dry accompanied it.
Kel was helping drying the cups, bouncing from one leg to another. His head was whirling with a thousand words, but none of them he thought fit to start a conversation with. He cursed his mouth: so capable to spout nonsense, but when it came to important matters...
In the end, he took a deep breath.
«Hey, Hero...»
He grabbed the cup Hero passed him and started rubbing it with the towel. It made a squeaky sound that made him wince, but Hero didn't flinch.
«Did you say something, Kel?»
«Yeah. I... huh... actually there was a reason why I followed you. There's something I want to talk to you about.»
«Of course. What is it?»
«It's... huh...» Kel took a deep breath. He turned the cup in his hands, as if it could solve the puzzle of thoughts afflicting him.
Aubrey's words echoed in his mind.
We should talk.
«It's about what we saw in the Gate.»
The scrubbing sound stopped. Kel didn't turn, his gaze focused on the cup. He traced the lines of the intricate decorations with his eyes in an attempt to calm himself down.
«Of course. What... about it, Kel?»
«I just have one doubt in my mind.»
«A doubt?» Hero seemed surprised.
«Do you think that... I did the right thing?»
«What do you mean?»
«Talking to you. That day.»
At Hero's lack of response, Kel peeled his eyes off from the cup to look at his brother. He was looking at him with wide eyes, his head slightly shaking. «What... Kel, why do you even think that?»
«W-well... I mean... I never was good with words – I still am not, to be honest – so I just... I didn't know what to do. The whole reason I stepped back from everybody was because I was afraid I'd made things worse somehow. So... I don't know.»
Hero didn't answer, his missed response joining the silence of the kitchen.
Kel turned to look at the cup again. «Sometimes I think I was a very bad friend, Hero. And a bad brother. I... I did it because I thought I could help everybody. I just... how couldn't I see that you all were hurting? And sometimes I think I ended up hurting you more.»
«Kel... I.»
He chuckled.
Hero was frozen on his spot, looking at the sink. His eyes were glinting with tears.
«Kel, really? Do you really think this?»
«I dunno, Hero. You know I'm not good with these kind of things. It's just that... I worry. I care about you all so much, that whenever I find myself unable to do something, it crushes my heart and it makes me want to cry. But at the same time I didn't know what to do, so...»
«Kel» the boy didn't have time to raise his face that he was envelopped in a hug. «You're always talking about what you did or didn't do for us, but never once said anything about what we could have done for you.»
«That... that doesn't really matter. Does it?»
«Kel, I don't know if what you did was the right thing or not but it was what I needed in that moment», he squeezed harder and Kel felt tears on his shoulder but he didn't mind.
«Kel, I'm so glad you're my brother.»
He felt his legs grow weak. His chest was lighter, as a weight dissipated from his mind. He buried his nose into his brother's neck. «Thank you, Hero.»
As he let go, Hero rapidly rubbed his eye in a failed attempt to hide the remaining tears, but, before he could return to the sink, Kel gave him a light punch on the arm.
«Hero, can you promise me one thing?»
«I can try.»
«Please don't... be scared to be weak in front of us. Or, at least, in front of me. Sometimes I'm afraid that you don't want to scare me again, like it happened all those years ago.»
«Kel... I...» Hero chuckled.
«What's so funny?»
«No, it's just that... I'm the older brother. I've always seen you as a baby... somebody I had to protect. But now... I guess that's not the case anymore, is it? I can... rely on you.»
Kel gasped. «You hurt me! Of course you can! You always could!»
«Right... of course», he sighed. «So... what do you think about finishing these dishes?»
«Yeah. We gotta impress Ms. Perfect Catch for you.»
«K-Kel!»
They kept washing the dishes, stopping sometimes to start childish games of splash between each other. But Kelt felt at ease. In that moment, next to his brother, he felt a kinship with him, a connection that he thought had been lost.
- : -
The chattering in the breakfast room didn't stop, as their hosts proved to be quite the talkative group. They were most curious to hear about their travels before they had arrived in their Castle, and they ended up describing mundane actions done in Faraway in grand terms. Aubrey had apparently defeated a carnivorous plant that inhabited Basil's garden. Sunny too had been provided with a grand backstory: being exiled in a faraway land after the loss of half of his family.
Omori listened to all the stories with increasing curiosity and awe, hanging from their lips. Sunny knew that he was aware they were all elaborate plots, but he was digging at those words and locations to find reality, to find the truth of their lives out of that dream world.
And, the more they talked, the more Omori grew interested.
If Sunny had any doubts beforehand, now he was sure: he and Omori would have started spending a lot more time together.
He wasn't sure on how to feel about that, but he knew he wasn't alone anymore.
He wondered what Stranger would say.
Do not trust him blindly.
It wasn't blind trust anymore, Sunny realized. If anything, he thought they were cooperating. Trusting each other.
Their conversations came to an end when Hero, Kel, and Perfectheart returned from their chores. Sunny found the two siblings more... relaxed than how they were before.
After receiving compliments and gratitude for their service, Sweetheart was the first one to talk. «My dear guests, I must thank you for the delightful company this morning, but I'm afraid we have matters to attend to.»
«Feel free to explore the Castle at your leisure», said Perfectheart. «If you need any help, feel free to ask a Sprout Mole guard. They will come for us.»
«Oh!» Sweetheart gasped, before smiling. «Perfectheart, that isn't entirely true, is it? There is one favor I have to ask out of you, my guests.»
«Sure», nodded Hero. «What is it?»
«Feel free to explore the Castle, but I must ask you to refrain from going into the Library.»
The last words were accompanied by a pleading tone, but her eyes said otherwise. They were attentive, as if she was looking for a sign of mold on an otherwise perfect sweet, looking for the smallest sign of a lie.
Hero must have had the same thought, for Sunny saw him shiver. «S-sure?»
«SXQncyB0aGUgcm9vbSBhdCB0aGUgZW5kIG9mIHRoZSBsZWZ0IGhhbGx3YXkgb24gdGhlIGZpcnN0IGZsb29yLiBIZWxsbywgcmVhZGVycyE=»
Sweetheart slightly tapped her head. «Right! How silly of me, not telling them where it is! It's on the first floor, left hallway. Thank you, my dear guests. It means a lot.»
Her smile melted away the mistrust that had encroached her features. And, after some quick goodbyes, the four hosts left the room.
And, with that said, they remained alone in the room.
The fog rolled outside, streaks of light breaking through from an invisible sun.
«Huh...» Kel looked at the others. «What was that about?»
Omori rubbed his arms. «She made me shiver. She didn't change one bit.»
«Hey, that's not true!» Aubrey sighed. «But... yeah, that was weird. What's in the Library that she doesn't want us to see?»
«Why don't we check?» Kel winked, elbowing Sunny lightly.
«Kel, no» the boy sighed at Hero's words. «We are guests and they are treating us fairly. We can avoid exploring one room, if necessary.»
«What if the Gate's in there?» asked Basil.
Aubrey shook her head. «I don't think so, Basil. I mean, Sweetheart said she had never heard of the thing before.»
«What if she's lying?»
An uncomfortable silence fell on the group.
«Well» Sunny tried to keep his hopes up. «Roboheart and Perfectheart said the same thing. So... unless everybody is lying...»
«Okay, everybody, calm down» Hero waited until everybody looked at him before continuing. «We can check all the other rooms, first. Then, let's see how the situation evolves, and we'll discuss if it's case to check the Library or not.»
«But, guys» Aubrey pressed her lips together, her hands fidgeting in her pockets. «What if we wait a bit?»
«Wait for what?»
«Well...» a small smile appeared on her face and she started swaying her shoulders back and forth. «We are in a luxurious castle... and we are being treated as esteemed guests.»
«Yeah, so?»
«Why don't we indulge in all this a bit?»
Hero scratched his head. «Well. I do think we need the rest.»
«Oh, please no!» Kel winced. «I really don't know how much more of all this pink I can stomach.»
«Well, I don't know about you», said Omori. «But I've always wished to indulge in this Castle's services without being attacked by the guards at every step.»
«You could have made this place a little less pink.»
«Oh, that was Sunny's fault. Not that I agree with his aesthetic choice, to be honest.»
Sunny glared at him. The nerve! And after their discussion that morning!
But Aubrey spoke before he could. «Hey, I won't take anymore of this Sweetheart slander, guys. Also, Kel, you got to indulge in your space adventures fantasies, can't I do that too?»
«Well. If you put it like that...»
«Since we're talking about indulging in our fantasies», Omori pulled Hero's sleeve to get his attention. «Hero, if you could have one dream adventure, what would it be like?»
Hero hummed in response, looking at the ceiling with his eyes squinted and full of focus. «You know... I've never been the type for adventures, to be honest» and gave a sheepish smile.
Omori pouted. «A dream place?»
«I'm more of the... domestic kind of guy, you know.»
Aubrey cupped her hands around her mouth. «Bo-o-ring! C'mon, be a little imaginative!»
«I really don't know! To be honest, I think I had enough adventures to last for a lifetime in here.»
«Hey, Omori», Basil called him out. «What about you? If you could have one dream adventure, what would it be like?»
He furrowed his brow. «You… do know that you're talking to somebody who has spent all of his life going on dream adventures, right?»
«Yes, but Headspace was Sunny’s. What would your ideal adventure be like?»
Omori's eyes widened and he froze. He slowly turned around to look at Sunny, as if revealing such an information would have been a grave mistake. But Sunny didn't think so and encouraged him to answer with a nod.
«I... I don't know», his voice was high, brimming with joy and untapped possibilities. «I mean, I really had lots of weird adventures already...»
Hero winked. «Want to join my domestic adventure?»
Aubrey cupped her hands again. «Bo-o-oring!»
«Yeah, I'm not sure a domestic adventure would be fit for me. Sorry, Hero.»
«Well, let's see» Sunny raised his hand and started counting on his fingers. «Here we had a space adventure, visited a forest and we are exploring a castle. Back in Headspace you explored a desert and went to the depths of the ocean. What other kinds of adventures are there?»
Basil was the first to answer, with eyes full of glee. «Crossing a jungle inhabited by voracious plants!»
«I defeated one of those already» said Omori.
«You went to the depths of the ocean...» Kel was rubbing his hands, a mischievous glint in his eyes. «What about the depths of the earth?!»
«That's where I defeated the voracious plant.»
Aubrey shrugged. «Climbing a mountain?»
«Oh! I was preparing a place like that! I never got the chance to explore it, though.»
«What about a sea adventure?» said Hero.
At those words, Omori bounced on his feet. «Yes! A sea adventure! That's so cool, especially if I get to be a pirate!»
He then gasped and pulled Sunny's sleeve. «Sunny! You can come too! You already have an eyepatch!»
Seeing Omori so excited was a rare sight for Sunny. Admittedly, he didn't even know Omori could be excited.
But he couldn't help but smile at his enthusiasm. «Yeah. I guess so.»
«Oh, I know what I'm doing once I'll be back in my Headspace!»
«About our old Headspace… is everybody still there?» he glanced at his friends, and Omori followed his gaze.
His eyebrows raised in understanding.
«Of course. Yes, also Captain Spaceboy and all the others. I change their roles once in a while, when I grow bored.»
«Kinda like a kid with their toys...» mumbled Hero.
«So… your Headspace isn’t abandoned, Omori?» said Basil.
He shook his head. «It isn’t.»
«Not even the Playground?»
«Of course not!»
«Then… the Playground we visited… why was it in such a state?»
Omori shrugged. «I have no idea. The only thing I know for sure is that I’m at my peak there, so it’s definitely related to the Headspace I know.»
«Oh right», Aubrey nodded. «You… lost your powers. I had kinda forgotten that.»
«I was thinking…» Basil had his chin on his hand. «What if the Playground we visited was Sunny's Headspace?»
Omori shook his head. «I told you, I took great care of it. It wasn't in such state.»
«I know. I meant Sunny's Headspace… the one he left behind. Not the one you are taking care of.»
Omori slowly turned to look at Sunny. They exchanged a surprised gaze.
«I never thought about that.»
«Me neither.»
So that Playground was the one he had left behind one year ago? Had Omori created a new copy of Headspace without him knowing?
«What do you think this place even is anyway?» asked Aubrey. «I mean, we all ended up here after sleeping, right?»
«Daddy Longlegs mentioned a dream», said Hero. «So… I guess it’s safe to call it that.»
«What about you, Omori?» asked Sunny. «How did you find us in the first place?»
«I sensed that you were gonna do something stupid and I went to check.»
Sunny frowned. «What… what do you mean?»
«You were almost stabbing yourself. I sensed there was something amiss to Headspace so I preferred to play it safe and stop you.»
A sudden sense of embarassment washed over him. «I… forgot that.»
«But I didn’t fall asleep like the rest of you. In my case I woke up in that Playground. Usually I am in White Space when Sunny sleeps. But that time… it was different.»
«I see.»
The group let the silence fall over them. The fog kept rolling outside of the window, the trees of the forest standing still in that windless place. The curtains let a weak light wash over the floor, turning the bricks into a pale pink.
Where were they, truly? And that Planet J03 place, Sunny had never visited such a place and had no intention to. Too confusing and bright for his tastes, he dizziness he felt while navigating those roofs was still a fresh memory.
His gaze landed on Kel. He was the one who felt more at ease in that place, wasn't he?
What if...
How could have that been possible?
Did Omori know?
Hero's voice broke them from their daze. «Hey, what are those long faces? We may not know exactly where we are, but we know what we have to do to get out from here.»
Basil nodded. «Yes, you're right. We have to find the Gate!»
«Well, not us», said Aubrey. «Sweetheart said she sent guards to take care of that.»
«Right. We decided to rest for a little while. While don't we explore the Castle while we wait?»
«Ooh», Aubrey winked. «Offended by my boring remark, Hero?»
«N-no… I just thought you’d like to explore instead of waiting here sitting around.»
«Well, yeah» Omori nodded. «I could give you a tour. There’s a good chance this place didn’t change much.»
«Alright then!» Kel pumped his fist in the air. «Let’s go!»
Notes:
Fun fact: this chapter was supposed to be longer. Much longer. But it was so long that I decided to cut it in two parts: this is just half of it.
Roboheart: hellish screams
Perfectheart: but yes of course my dearalso, I was so excited to post this chapter that I forgot the most important thing
Thank you for all your comments, reads, kudos, and bookmarks! <3 And thanks for the patience!
Chapter 23: Castle Tour
Summary:
Sunny and his friends explore Sweetheart’s Castle, watch a movie, eat a watermelon and have a scary experience.
Notes:
And here's the second part of the chapter I but that became its own chapter!
and even so it's the longest chapter I ever wrote! what the hell! :Dalso YAY Aubrey finally swears in this one
[EDIT: I realized I had made a mistake on one of the dialogues between Roboheart and Mutanheart, and I fixed it!]
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
A wave of the guards’ taps on the floor greeted them as they walked through the shining hallways of the castle. The polished marble tiles faintly reflected their figures, and patches of light gleamed through the stained glass windows. Their shoes, along with the guards’ metal boots, composed a peculiar symphony of footsteps and, Sunny, realizing this, attempted to match his steps to those of his friends, trying to add a bit of harmony in that chaos.
Kel sometimes waved at a guard saluting them, but soon his nose would spring upwards, following the curved ceiling beams with his gaze: left to right, from the windows to the pink walls. He did so a few times, before approaching Sunny and placing a hand on his shoulder, interrupting his attempts at organizing those sounds.
«Sunny. My friend, my brother.»
Sunny steeled himself. Kel had no habit of calling people by their full names: if there was one thing that he had learned about his friend, it was that calling them through their relationship status had a similar effect.
«Yes, Kel?»
«Why did you give Sweetheart such a grand castle, but Spaceboy only had that small hangar?»
In front of them, Aubrey chuckled. «It literally only was a two-story house.»
Sunny scratched his head, his mind scrambling to find a coherent set of words that could explain his reasoning behind such a choice and save his skin at the same time, but Omori answered first: «Captain Spaceboy doesn’t need a grand lair, he spends most of his time traveling in space.»
Sunny hung on those words like a lifeline. «Y-yeah! Exactly.»
Kel squinted his eyes at his friends, darting between the two boys, before nodding. «That makes sense.»
Aubrey nodded. «Yeah. I don't see Sweetheart as the type for adventures.»
«But still…» Kel glared at the hallways as if they could change into a lesser grand thing. Then, his eyes widened and he ran past them, stopping in front of a door. «Look! This is a cinema! Sweetheart has a cinema inside her castle!»
«A cinema!?» Basil looked up and Sunny followed his gaze. Above the door hung a yellow neon sign with the words "Cinema!" engraved in a fancy cursive script. The lower end of the "C" underlined the rest of the word, providing the dot for the exclamation sign before curling downwards and taking the shape of a heart.
Aubrey smirked and elbowed Sunny. «Hey. What do you say about having our movie night here?» and pulled him into a side hug that felt more like a trap.
«More like a movie morning» Kel pointed with his thumb at the windows. «And we don't even know what they're airing here.»
«It doesn't matter!» Aubrey waved her hand. «Let's just have some fun.»
«And we should explore all the rooms», said Hero.
«I don't think the Gate will be hiding inside a cinema, Hero», said Aubrey.
Omori winced. «Huh… guys. I don't think having our movie… moment here would be a good idea.»
Aubrey freed Sunny from her grasp with a groan. «I told you, it's alright!»
«I have to agree with Omori here», said Sunny. «I don't think it's a good idea.»
«Shush, you're just a wimp because you don't wanna hear my lecture about Sweetheart's lore.»
«When that will happen, can we do that in a video call?»
Aubrey smirked and lightly punched his shoulder. «You wish. I'm gonna take the bus and drag you to Faraway myself if it comes to it.»
«Frens!»
The high-pitched voice came from down the hallway, followed by the wet sounds of footsteps on the marble.
Mutantheart was waving at them while walking, a smile on her face.
She clapped her hands when she stopped in front of the group and then, one by one, she pointed at them.
«Snuuy. Keel. Herow. Bagel. Omiri. Aubey.»
Hero chuckled. «Yeah! That’s… almost it.»
«Hey! Mutantheart!» Kel smirked. «Did you know that Aubrey loves it when you call her “Aubs”?»
The girl stomped her foot on the ground. «Kel!»
Mutantheart beamed at that word, cupping her face with her hands. «Aubs…! Aubs… nice.»
Aubrey froze. Her eyes widened and her mouth slowly opened. She turned towards Mutantheart, looking at her as if she was an angelic being come to save her from the pits of despair and Kel Hell. She brought her hands to her chest. «Oh my goodness. That’s adorable», she then raised her hand. «Okay, I hereby declare you as the only living being allowed to call me Aubs whenever they want.»
Mutantheart clapped again, jumping on her spot. «Aubs!», she then pointed at the cinema door. «Movee?»
«Yeah, we were thinking of watching a movie!» Basil smiled. «Want to join us?»
Mutantheart winced and her eyes shivered in worry. Omori facepalmed, before burying his face on Sunny’s shoulder, whimpering.
«O...ok-ay.»
She approached the door but, before her hand could touch the handle, she turned around to look at them once more, as if she was asking them if they were sure of their choice.
Sunny understood her ordeal and slowly nodded at her.
Mutantheart opened the door with a resigned frown.
The door threw them in a dimly lit room. A few lamps were scattered on the walls, the faint and blurry yellow lights created patches of color on the otherwise black walls. Row of red seats divided the room upon its two floors. A gallery looked at them from above.
No sounds filled the place: no chattering of people waiting for the movie to start, no munching of popcorn before it started.
It was empty.
«I’m not sure what I was expecting» said Basil. «After all, the guards must all be very busy...»
«The movie still hasn’t started, c’mon! Let’s grab the best seats before anyone else comes!» Kel reached the middle of the room in long strides, before looking around with his hand above his eyes, like a hound searching for its prey or, in Kel’s case, like he was looking for an Orange Joe can in a field of strawberry soda cans.
«Are we really gonna let him choose?» asked Omori.
«Believe it or not, Kel has a certain knack for finding the best seats», said Hero. «Always finds the spot perfectly protected from the AC, or in the right distance from the radiator.»
Omori furrowed his brow and whispered in Sunny's ear: «Then why did you make him hold on for his life when we were traveling with Pluto?»
«What’s a journey without a little danger?»
Omori smirked. «I feel like I barely knew you… I like this.»
«Guys!» Kel raised his hand. «Over here!»
They took their seats at the center of the room, in the middle of the row.
Sunny rubbed his hands on the soft fabric of the seat, leaving a dark trail on the armchair. He drew a smile with his finger.
Mutantheart, however, didn't sit down and asked: «Want… snacc?»
«Right!» Kel put his hand on Omori’s shoulder, who was sitting next to him. «Sure, Mutantheart! We’ll get the snacks!»
«One for me too, please!» followed Aubrey.
«One for each of us, maybe?» asked Hero, receiving a wave of nods of approval. Mutantheart clapped her hands and strode away until she disappeared behind a wall.
«Now, Omori», Kel pulled the boy closer to him. «You must know that it is imperative to have snacks during movies.»
«I… huh...» Omori squinted his eyes at the floor as if it could give him the answers he was looking for. «It’s… it’s not my first time in a cinema, you know. I’ve been here before.»
«Yeah, but I guess that someone», he growled the word while glaring at Sunny, who responded by raising his eyebrow, «didn’t teach you anything.»
«I… I think you are confused about the kind of relationship Sunny and I had before all this...»
«Let’s not delve into that, shall we…?» Sunny sunk into his seat, trying to disappear.
But the smell of popcorn baited him into remaining for a little more time, as Mutantheart returned with the snacks in tow.
«Heere», she handed one bag each, and patted Omori on the head, making him yelp.
«Holy shit these are good» Aubrey’s voice muffled by her food reached them.
Mutantheart clapped again, and as if on cue, the lamps turned off. The girl shuffled in her seat and the whirring sound of the celluloid filled the room, and the screen turned white.
Sunny took a deep breath and prepared himself for the worst.
«Hey, Sunny» Omori whispered in his ear.
«What is it?»
«Do you think I can avoid this torture if I hide my head inside this bag of popcorn?»
«You can try.»
Sunny was joking. He truly was.
He turned his head and blinked a few times.
As the white screen gave light to the room, aided by Omori’s pale skin that stuck like a sore thumb in that darkness, Sunny had a perfect view of his twelve years old mental companion hiding his head inside the bag of popcorn.
The movie started.
Sunny could imagine his friends’ expectations. The curiosity to discover a new story. The excitement of watching it unfold. The thrill of trying to understand and untangle all the plot points.
Aubrey was never the type to spend too much time thinking, but she really enjoyed being engrossed in a movie’s atmosphere and action. Hero, on the other hand, took solace in the idea of spending time together and relishing in the fact that, after all, it was a way to take care of everybody else. Kel was similar to Aubrey, but he enjoyed predicting how the story would go (and his predictions often went totally off track). Basil, on the other hand, would be transported into the movie’s world and keep talking about it for days after it ended.
And Sunny was sad to know that they’d get nothing of that.
A barrage of images and sounds appeared in front of them. Crude drawings and bright colors. The total lack of a cohesive storyline linking them all. Grating sounds filled the air.
Uncomfortable shifting sounds surrounded Sunny, except for Omori who kept his head inside the bag of popcorn.
They tried to bury themselves into their seats to survive the carnage, but a combination of peer pressure and good manners forced them to stay still.
«I knew it», Omori’s voice made Sunny turn towards him. His head was barely above the sea of popcorn. «This is worse than a Gate.»
The barrage continued.
Sunny had no idea when it ended.
When the lights of the cinema returned, they sat still for a second.
The buzzing of the lamps filled their ears, and they let their bodies wash away the horrors they had envisioned.
Then, without uttering a word, they stood up one by one, threw away their paper bags in a trash bin, and limped out of the cinema.
The pale pink marble floor and darker bricks were a welcome sight for Sunny’s eye. He pressed his back on the wall, taking a few deep breaths. Mutantheart patted his shoulder.
«I think...» Kel’s eyes were on the ground, a shadow on his face. «I’m ready to face anything after this.»
«Let’s… let’s not talk about this ever again, shall we?» Hero’s eyes didn’t manage to hide his unrolled tears.
With heavy movements, everybody nodded.
«I’m so sorry, Mutantheart...» said Aubrey. «And Omori, I’m sorry I didn’t listen to you.»
«I did hope for it to be different», he responded.
Mutantheart shook her head and patted the girl’s head. «No worree. With frens is… nice.»
Omori nodded. «Yeah. At least we suffered together.»
In that moment, Kel’s nose rose up in the air. He started sniffing around and, in Sunny’s mind, the image of Hector flashed.
Kel approached Omori, stopping right above his head. «Why do you smell of popcorn?»
«I may have taken some drastic measures in order to survive. Let’s not talk about it.»
«Hey, Mutantheart» Basil’s skin had regained some of its healthy color after the ordeal. «Are there any other places to see around here?»
She put her chin on her hand, deep in thought. Then, she clapped and nodded. «Follo.»
Without waiting, she turned around and walked away.
«Well. Nothing can be worse than that cinema» said Omori and, with a motion of his hand, encouraged the others to follow her.
They didn’t have to walk very far.
Mutantheart led them in the other section of the same hallway, to a giant door at the end of it. With an excited clap, she urged them to go inside.
The new room greeted them with brilliant golden frames and soft colors. An array of paintings lined the walls, depicting landscapes and other scenes.
The group stood still among the walls of art.
Birds with wings made of clouds, flying islands, fish swimming beneath the leaves of trees.
The shore of a lake glittering under the sun, the opaque windows of an apartment complex, the patches of light on a floor peeking through a stained glass window.
Sunny didn’t even dare to blink. He didn’t want to break the spell.
The world fell silent. For a moment, it was only him and those paintings. They enveloped him in their presence, dragging his mind in those impossible lands. They took his hand and gently guided him in a corner of his soul he didn’t know existed, a place of solace and bliss.
«What’s… this?» Omori’s voice made him return to reality with a slow blink. «I remember this room. It… it wasn’t like this at all...»
Mutantheart offered them a gentle smile. «Galleree.»
«Wow...» Basil was smiling and, with his eyes, he looked for Sunny’s company in his emotions. «This place is… magical.» Sunny nodded.
Aubrey stopped in the middle of the room. Her shoulders were slouched and her face was devoid of any kind of tension.
«This place…» her mouth moved a few times, but no words came out. «It feels so… nice. I feel at peace.»
Hero approached one of the paintings with a reverent gaze. «These are simply breathtaking», he raised his hand, stopping before it reached the frame. He lowered his head, eyeing the corner. «There's a signature here… Ro… Rococo?»
Sunny gasped at the sound of that name.
«Huh, same here», said Kel, pointing at the corner of another painting. He took a quick jog around a few more, before saying: «It's the same signature for all of them.»
«Huh. There's another familiar name.»
«Do you know him, Omori?» asked Basil.
«Kinda, yeah. He was an artist. He-»
His voice was cut short from the sound of footsteps approaching. They turned around to see Perfectheart walking towards them, a broom in her hand.
«Dear guests», she smiled, but Sunny noticed how a hint of nervousness strained her face. «I am delighted to see that you appreciate the works of this Gallery.»
«They are breathtaking, truly», said Hero. «And they give this… relaxing aura.»
Perfectheart smiled. «Indeed. Such a special room, isn't it? That's why I like to keep it tidy, even though Sweetheart never steps foot in here.»
«She doesn’t?» Kel furrowed his brow. «It’s so nice!»
Perfectheart's face darkened for a moment, but she regained her composure in the blink of an eye. «I am sure she has her reasons.»
«Who is this Rococo guy, anyway?» asked Aubrey.
«I’m afraid we have never met him in person.»
«Fren of Sweetheart… before we frens...»
Perfectheart nodded.
«What happened to him?»
Perfectheart tightened the grip on the broom before answering. «I don’t really know. Something happened between him and Sweetheart, that’s all I know», she looked around, as if looking for somebody, and then continued. «But he has never lived in this Castle. It was before all this… back when Sweetheart still had her theatre.»
«The one near the Sprout Mole Village?» asked Kel.
«No. Her real one. That one is only a copy», her eyes darted at the door. «The real one… it was burned down.»
Mutantheart nodded. «Before… we frens...»
Sunny heard a gasp close to him. Aubrey's face had turned white as a sheet, her eyes gazing down. He got closer to her and grazed her hand. She yelped, whipping her head to look at him, her cheeks flushing.
«But I don’t want to bore you with all these heavy matters!» Perfectheart smiled, darting the door once again. «Mutantheart, dear, did you show them our delightful garden?»
«No...»
«We took a glance at it while sneaking to arrive here», said Omori.
«I must insist then, please consider visiting it properly. Here, I’ll come with you too.»
«Hey, Sunny», the boy was stopped in his tracks by Aubrey's voice. «This Gallery… gives me a familiar feeling.»
«Hm? What do you mean?»
«Do you remember our talks at the swing set in the park?»
A warm feeling caressed Sunny's chest. «Of course.»
«Here… it feels similar. I feel like I can relax… exactly like I could do with you.»
«"Could"?»
Aubrey's chuckled. «Right. Sorry. I guess it's not a thing of the past anymore, huh?»
She pulled him into a side hug, making him chuckle.
«Hey!» Omori waved at them from the door. «What are you waiting for? Come here!»
«Coming!»
They walked the Castle’s hallways with uneasy expressions and unanswered questions. Aubrey fixed her gaze on Perfectheart, as if her eyes could claw out the answers she wanted from her back.
Sunny walked close to her, Omori following suit, when something grabbed his sleeve, forcing him to stop.
«Aubrey?»
She let his wrist go. «Omori, Sunny, can I ask you something? Wait… let's keep walking, but slowly. I don't want them to hear us.»
«What happened?»
«Who was Rococo back in your Headspace?»
«An artist», said Omori.
«I surmised as much. Something else?»
«An elf and the last of his kind. Born on the Moon but landed here. He was also Sweetheart’s ex-boyfriend before she met Captain Spaceboy.»
Aubrey stared at Omori. Then, she slowly turned towards Sunny. «I never thought you’d be the type for romance dramas, Sunny.»
He sighed. «I don’t even like them...»
«Anyway,» Omori continued, «after their breakup, Sweetheart imprisoned him inside the walls of her castle.»
«W-what? Wait… so he could still be here? Somewhere? Possibly looking at us…? Or at least hearing us?»
Omori shrugged. «I dunno. Things could be different here.»
Sunny motioned his head towards Perfectheart and Mutantheart. «In our Headspace they weren’t in the Castle. Some things are different. Why do you ask?»
«I...» Aubrey bit her lip. «I’ve never heard of this Rococo guy before, but… it sounds familiar.»
Sunny looked at her, before looking at the floor. «Well. Rococo is the name of an artistic style pretty common in the–»
«Oh, jeez, Sunny! C’mon! You know that’s not what I–»
«Is something the matter?» Perfectheart appeared next to them, making them jump.
She wore a worried expression, tilting her head a bit. Behind her stood the rest of the group.
«S-sorry. I didn’t mean to yell», said Aubrey.
«It’s my fault», Sunny said. «I just said a horrible pun. What do you call a scholar cat?»
Perfectheart smiled with an amused expression. «Hm. Do tell me, what do you call a scholar cat?»
«Educat-ted.»
Sunny felt the stare of one thousand daggers upon him. He took pride in that.
It all manifested as a wince from his friends.
«That was… really bad», Hero frowned.
Omori, the only one who didn't react to the pun, instead hit the palm of his hand with a fist. «It could also be a purr-fessor!»
Aubrey groaned. «Ugh. Shut it» and walked away, stomping her feet.
They left space for her to keep walking, looking at her as she approached the gardens of the Castle, when Mutantheart clapped. «A pawfessor!»
«That’s even better!» Omori offered a high five to Mutantheart, who accepted it with a squeal.
They resumed walking, but when Sunny started to follow them, he noticed Basil was standing still.
His lips were curled and hands intertwined, eyes fixated on the floor.
«Basil, is something wrong?»
«Paw… cat… teacatcher…?»
Sunny stared at him Was he… trying to make a pun? He chuckled. «It’s a learned skill, Basil.»
He sighed. «Omori has it easy. He has all your skills.»
«Up to a point. His drawings suck.»
Basil chuckled. «Don't say that to him, though.»
The Castle's garden laid beneath a gray sky. A light mist blanketed the place, but the leaves and flowers cut the haze with their colors.
The murmurs of the water filled the air, and a couple of Sprout Mole guards walked around, tapping their feet on the pink bricks as they passed by.
Without the worry of being caught, Sunny took some time to draw a mental map of the place. But the haze wouldn't let him: he could barely make out three sections framed by hedges in front of him. He recognized the central one: it was the one they had come from.
Perfectheart took a few steps forward, spreading her arms. «I love this garden.»
Basil took a look around, a glint of happiness in his eyes. «This garden is truly marvelous. I admit that I'm surprised to see that the Sprout Moles can do such a fine job.»
«Thank you! However, I must correct you on one thing: it is not the Sprout Moles who take care of this garden. It’s us.»
«Oh! Really?»
«Roboheart has a certain knack for taking care of plants», she winked, before smiling and turning around. «Oh, and there she is!»
The whirring sounds of gears interrupted the murmurs of the water. From the entrance of one of the mazes, appeared Roboheart. She had a small bouquet of roses in her hand.
«Roboheart…!» Mutantheart called out.
The robot's expression didn't change as she looked at her friend and walked towards them.
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Perfectheart smiled. «We're making sure they're having a good time, dear!»
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«Oh, sure. Of course. The topiaries can be bothersome. My dear guests, I’m afraid I must help my friend in tending the garden. Do you mind?»
«I can help with that!» said Basil.
«Oh, please. Your friends have already worked so much this morning. I cannot possibly...»
«It’s not a problem! I’m a gardener!»
Perfectheart and Roboheart exchanged looks, when she said: «U3VyZS4gSSBkb24ndCBtaW5kLg==»
Perfectheart frowned. «Well, if it is alright with you… would you mind giving us a hand?»
«It'd be a pleasure! Just let me ask my friend for a thing…»
He turned towards Sunny and took his wrist. He whispered to his ear: «Just pretend you're giving me something. I'm going to search for clues about the Gate.»
«Wh-what?»
«There could be something here!» he looked at him straight in the eye.
Sunny recognized that expression. It was the same he wore during Pluto's rampage, when he concocted the net plan.
He sighed. «Alright. But be careful.»
He nodded, and let go of his wrist. «Sorry to make you wait! Where do we go?»
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«The southwestern corner?» Perfectheart looked in that direction, but the fog hid it from sight. «Right. We haven't touched that place in some time, now. Alright. Let us go, then. Goodbye, dear guests.»
They bid goodbye and watched as Basil followed the two girls towards the corner that needed their help, as the fog engulfed them and hid their figures.
As soon as they were out of sight, Aubrey tapped Sunny's shoulder.
«What did he tell you?»
Sunny's eye darted towards Mutantheart, who had stayed with them. She tilted her head.
Aubrey bit her lip and shuffled on her feet, when Kel spoke: «Oh, Mutantheart!»
«Keel?»
«I was wondering... are there any snacks left?»
«Frens want snacc?»
He nodded. «Yeah! Do you have any left?»
«I check… can frens wait at center?»
«Sure! We'll meet you there!» Kel gave a thumbs up, and Mutantheart nodded, before walking away.
Aubrey turned towards Kel, raising an eyebrow. «Are you really hungry?»
«No! But Sunny has to tell us something, right?»
«Holy shit! Don't tell me that you actually used your brain for once?! Kel, I'm proud of you!»
Kel pouted. «H-hey! That's mean...»
«No, seriously, Kel. Thank you. Sunny, what did Basil tell you? He was whispering in your ear.»
«He wanted to search for clues about the Gate.»
Aubrey gasped. «And you let him do that!?»
«Aubrey… you should trust him.»
«Sunny's right, Aubrey», said Hero. «Basil can take care of himself.»
Aubrey sighed, rubbing her forehead. «I just hope you're right. If I see even one thing out of place…»
«He'll be alright», said Omori. «It's not like Perfectheart and Roboheart will kill him. But I see we all agree on all of this being suspicious.»
Hero nodded. «And Mutantheart... She's been following us a lot. This is the first time since this morning we're alone. It looks like they don't want us to snoop around.»
Kel frowned. «Could it be that they are really hiding something about the Gates from us?»
Aubrey groaned. «Man, I can't believe that I'm starting to miss Captain Spaceboy. That guy was like an open book.»
Omori chuckled. «A bit like Kel.»
Kel puffed his chest. «I wasn't his second in command for nothing!»
Footsteps on the bricks made Sunny turn around. «Guys, we should go to the meeting point. Mutantheart may grow suspicious if she doesn't find us there.»
Sunny realized just how many things they had missed the first time they sneaked around the garden, for he had no idea that near the central section of the garden there was a small table and chairs, close to the water.
They barely had the time to sit down and catch their breath when Mutantheart emerged from the fog, holding a watermelon so big that covered her face.
«Frens…!»
«Let me help you with that!» Hero sprung into action, taking the fruit from their host’s hands. It was difficult to spot it on her bright pink skin, but Sunny spotted the faintest blush on her cheeks.
Hero brought the watermelon to the table, eliciting a clap from Aubrey.
«Oh, a watermelon! It’s been so long since I ate one...»
«Yeah!» Kel nodded. «When was it...»
A fierce argument began, where they tried to retrace their steps back in time to find the last watermelon they had eaten in real life, when Sunny was pulled out from it by Omori’s tapping on his wrist.
«What is it, Omori?»
«Where’s Basil?»
He furrowed his brow. «Don’t you remember? He’s with Roboheart and Perfect–» his eye widened in realization. «Omori, that’s not Basil.»
«How can you be sure?»
«They’re not serving our friend as a snack, Omori.»
«How can you be sure, Sunny?!»
«What’s the matter?» Hero looked at them with a worried expression.
Omori didn’t bat an eye. «I’m afraid that watermelon is actually Basil.»
The chattering perished in a second. The knife that Hero held in his hand, given by Mutantheart, stopped right above the watermelon’s skin.
Pair of eyes moved from Omori to the watermelon, before returning to Omori.
Mutantheart whimpered.
Hero was the first one to speak. «Sunny, care to explain?»
«Not really… no.»
«Omori, this isn’t Basil. Mutantheart also just said that she wants to keep a slice for him when he comes back.»
The girl nodded, smiling. «No eat frens.»
Omori squinted his eyes. «Alright. But if I find a key inside, don’t blame me, Sunny.»
Mutantheart tilted her head, but the boy paid her no mind.
Hero cut the watermelon and gave one slice to each of them. Mutantheart took one more and put it aside, murmuring a “For Bagel”.
As they started eating, Omori was the only one who didn’t join them, staring at the slice in front of him as if it could move at any moment.
«Have you ever eaten a watermelon, Omori?» asked Kel.
«Well… I actually never ate one.»
«There’s your chance, then! C’mon!» Kel raised his slice as a toast, before taking another bite.
«This is delicious!» Aubrey smiled, and Mutantheart squealed.
But Omori didn’t flinch. He kept staring at the watermelon, as if it could blink back. Sunny stopped eating to look at him. It’d be an interesting staring contest.
But nothing happened. And, when Kel impressed Mutantheart by spitting one of the seeds down the river, finally Omori started nibbling down his slice.
His eyes widened. «This is basically water juice.»
Sunny felt like he was struck by lightning. «What?»
«It’s a fruit but kinda tastes like flavored water. It’s… water juice. Or water in fruit form.»
«A watermelon», said Aubrey.
Omori looked at her. He had some red drops of watermelon around his mouth. «I feel like I understand many more things, now.»
Aubrey chuckled, before she turned towards Mutantheart. «Hey, Mutantheart… I was wondering, can I ask you something?»
She nodded and tilted her head forward, inviting her to speak.
«What do you know about this Rococo guy?»
At those words, she jumped and looked away. «Can’t… say.»
«Because of Sweetheart?» asked Hero. «Does she not allow you to talk about this?»
She winced and shook her head. «Bad topic. For her.»
Omori glared at her, but she didn’t notice, for her eyes were fixed on a point far away. «Mutantheart. Does Rococo live here?»
She shook her head. «Never did.»
«He’s not trapped in the walls of the castle, is he?»
Hero jumped, eyes wide. «O-Omori, what...»
Mutantheart blinked a few times. She tilted her head, frowning. «No. Why Omiri think that?»
Omori, under the barrage of his friends’ gazes, kept his cool. «Well. That’s good to hear.»
«Aubrey» Hero’s voice called her. «Do you think Rococo might know something about the Gate?»
She sighed, combing her hair with her finger. «No… it’s just that the name sounds very familiar to me.»
«Hm. Could it be that you heard it at school? It’s the name of an art style–»
«Jeez, Hero! Not you too! That’s not what I meant!»
«Aubs… met Rococo?»
«I don’t think so… no. I don’t think I ever did. It just sounds awfully familiar, like… I should know him?»
She groaned and hit the table with her head. «Forget it. First the forest, now this. This place really just wants to give me the most terrible headache of my life.»
Mutantheart tilted her head. «Aubs… want chamomile? Help with» she tapped her head.
«Thank you, but I’m fine. Don’t worry.»
«Hey, guys!»
Basil’s voice reached them as the boy appeared from beyond the hedge. A couple of leaves were still in his hair, and for some reason, Sunny thought it to be the most natural thing ever.
Omori sprung on his feet, running towards him and tackling him into a short hug, before checking his body. Basil froze, looking at his friends for support, but they too stood still.
Then, the younger boy let out a sigh of relief and gave a thumbs up. «I’m happy to see that you’re okay.»
«Huh… thanks?»
«Hey, Basil!» Kel waved at him. «C’mere! We have a slice for you!»
«Oh! Watermelon?» Basil rubbed his hands before he took a seat. «It’s been so long since I ate one!»
Omori stared in disbelief as Basil took a bite out of his slice. Basil savored the flavor, tapping his feet. «This is really good! Thank you!»
Mutantheart squealed.
He took a few more bites when his eyes glanced at Omori, who was frozen upright, staring at him.
«Omori», Sunny called out. «It’s bad manners to stare.»
«O-oh. Sorry. I... huh...» he bit his lip. «Nevermind.»
He sat down, arms crossed. He didn’t even flinch when Hero cleaned his mouth with a napkin, for he still had some red drops around it.
«So, Basil», Kel got his attention. «How did it go?»
«Taking care of topiaries is much more difficult than I imagined… but I learned a few things!»
«Can we expect to see topiaries in your garden now?» said Aubrey with a smirk.
The boy chuckled. «Well… maybe...»
Between one bite and the other, Basil recounted the work he had done with Perfectheart and Roboheart.
It wasn’t the first time that Sunny had the opportunity to hear Basil talk about gardening after the incident. Often he had heard him during video calls, just the two of them, as Basil whined about the presence of pests or the loss of plants due to the extreme heat or a particularly cold day. Sunny liked to listen to him talking. There was a particular glint in his eyes, a passion moving his hands as he spoke, that he couldn’t help but give his undivided attention to. Sure, after the conversation he often forgot most of the details, only to see them resurface in dreams or pulled out from strings of other things happening, as memories tended to work.
But Sunny realized that it’d been years since he saw such an occasion in front of him.
And, in that moment, he scrambled his mind to make a mental note: as soon as he’d be back home, he’d have to plan a trip back to Faraway.
Who knew, maybe he could have brought Omori along. Somewhat.
In the end, Basil’s voice lowered down to a whisper, as he bent over the table. The others, without realizing, followed his movement. «And… I think I may have found something.»
«Huh? What did you find?» asked Hero.
«A secret passage!»
His eyes were brimming with excitement as he savored the looks on his friends’ faces. Then, he turned towards Mutantheart. «Do you know anything about that?»
«Seecret… passage? Where?»
«It was in one of the corners of the maze.»
Mutantheart tilted her head and then shook it.
«Really?» pressed Omori.
«No...»
«Have you checked it out, Basil?» asked Sunny.
«Not yet. I waited to gather you all.»
«Okay then!» Aubrey got on her feet. «What are we waiting for? Let’s go!»
Basil led them in the southwestern section of the garden, where a hedge maze started. He had used the last petals he had left on the Foggy Forest’s flower to track the path he had walked, and they followed the petal trail under the gazes of the freshly-cut topiaries.
The trail brought them to a dead-end, when Basil ran past them and kicked a bundle of dead leaves on the ground, revealing a trapdoor.
«Here is it! It was quite difficult to find, it was buried under lots of leaves...»
Sunny bit his lip and wrung his hands together. That trapdoor...
Omori took a few steps forward, before turning towards Mutantheart. «Do you know what’s in there?»
She knelt on the grass, tilting her head and squinting her eyes to have a better look of the mysterious trapdoor. But, in the end, she shook her head.
«Hm», Omori walked over to Hero. «Knife, please.»
He jumped. «Wh-what? Do you think it’ll be necessary…?»
«Better be safe than sorry, don’t you think?»
Hero rubbed his forehead, before nodding. He gave Omori one last glance, as if he could change his mind, but when the boy didn’t flinch, his hand still open, he complied.
«Well», he kicked the trapdoor open. «Let’s go.»
Below the ground, a damp room was waiting for them. The humid smell of moss and water were the first things that Sunny noticed, so strong and heavy that he had to repress a sneeze.
The place was swallowed by the darkness. Not a source of light brightened the place, and Sunny couldn’t even begin to make heads or tails of where they were.
«This could be a problem», Aubrey’s voice rang from the darkness.
«Light…?»
«Oh, wait!» Kel’s voice was followed by the shuffling of fabric, when a small light appeared in his hands. «Here! Our lightbulbs should help.»
Sunny and Basil took theirs from their pockets: their lights were weak and dim, but a welcome sight in the utter darkness.
They started exploring the place with careful steps. Soon they surmised that the room wasn’t big and that a hallway stretched from one of the corners.
As soon as they found the corridor, Omori froze.
«Oh no.»
«What is it?» asked Hero.
«Guys, let's get out of here. This place is dangerous.»
Sunny nodded in agreement. «Omori’s right. We shouldn’t stay here.»
«But the Gate…! We could find something here» said Basil.
«Hey, guys», Aubrey’s voice rang from nearby. «Bring me one of your lights. There’s something here...»
The light showed them a metal bar. Many metal bars. They sprouted from the ground and reached the ceiling, digging directly into the bricks.
Hero frowned. «Are these… jail cells? Okay, I guess for a castle it’s natural to have cells...»
Aubrey turned towards their host. «Do you know anything about this, Mutantheart?»
But the girl was frozen in place, her eyes wide, fixed on the cells. Her hands shivered as her breath quickened.
«Mutantheart?» Aubrey's voice was softer. «Are you alright?»
«Why… cells?»
«I guess you're as clueless as us, huh…»
«But these cells look empty» Kel had his face sandwiched between the bars. «I don’t think we can find anything related to the Gate here.»
Omori peeked inside. «How can you tell? It’s pitch black in there.»
«I hear nothing… nor do I smell anything.»
«Wow», Aubrey chuckled. «You really are a dog.»
Kel stuck his tongue out, before turning back to the cells.
«Well», said Omori. «If these cells are truly empty, we could check inside. There should be a lever or a button over there.»
Sunny shivered. «Are you sure it’s a good idea, Omori?»
«What’s the matter?» Aubrey looked at Sunny. «Why are you so scared?»
«Back in Headspace these cells were filled with vicious bears.»
Silence fell in the dark hallway.
Hero was the first to speak: «Sunny. What the hell? Bears?»
«Extremely vicious and extremely fast», said Omori. «But I can’t see anything and I can’t hear anything here. I think Kel’s right, these things are empty. And, Basil, you found this trap door under a bunch of leaves, right?»
Basil nodded. «Yes. It was very well hidden… As if it hadn’t been used for quite some time.»
Aubrey shrugged. «If anything, there would be some ex-bears inside here...»
They looked at one another, as if the answer to their doubts would come on its own.
Sunny opened his mouth to speak. «Guys, I think–» but before he could finish, a loud clack rang from the wall.
They gasped as the metal bars slid underground. Basil turned around, lighting the figure of Mutantheart next to the wall, her hand on the lever, pulled downwards.
«Mutantheart!» Omori’s eyes darted inside the darkness of the cell. «Why did you do that?!»
«Why… cells. Must know.»
Mutantheart didn’t wait for another word as she approached the cell with a determined step and head high. Her hands were shivering, but her conviction didn’t falter, until she stopped right in front of the entrance.
Growling sounds emerged from the darkness of the cell.
The group froze.
The growls grew in intensity and in number. A heavy thud echoed in the hallway.
«How the fuck are they still alive?!» yelled Aubrey.
«RUN!»
Omori pushed Sunny away, as they all ran towards the ladder.
Fumbling on their feet and hands, they reached the ladder, as the thuds thundered in the hallway. In the darkness, Sunny could barely make a darker shadow moving through, followed by others. The growling grew in intensity, scratching his ears and letting an innate fear well up in his chest. It was something directly dug out from the depths of his mind, from a memory not of his own, but so important that it had been ingrained in his very being. A primordial fear and terror washed over him as he turned around and fumbled on the ladder’s rung, before gripping it with all his strength and pulling himself upward.
But, amidst the chaos, a word came out of his mouth. «Omori!»
The boy was standing at the foot of the ladder, knife in his hands. «You go! I’ll keep them busy!»
«Oh no you don’t, you dork!» Aubrey picked Omori up and brought him on her shoulder as he yelped. Sunny scrambled upwards to make space for her friend, as she said: «I’m not gonna let a friend get hurt!»
They climbed the ladder as the footsteps grew in intensity and number, and when Sunny finally saw the gray sky again, Omori jumped out from the trapdoor, thrown by Aubrey, and the girl leaped out herself. She shut the clutch with her foot and made one of the bears yelp as it hit its claw.
The feel of grass tickling his hands sent a wave of relief over Sunny. He collapsed on the floor and hugged his legs. The adrenaline washed off from his body, leaving tiredness and heaviness and its stead.
Basil sat next to him, hiding his face in his knees.
The group stood still, catching their breaths. Hero, on the other hand, had his eyes fixed on the trapdoor as if it could burst open at any moment.
«Frens...» Mutantheart frowned and tears cornered her eyes. «Sorry.»
«What’s done is done», said Aubrey. «At least… nobody got hurt.»
After Hero gave one last look at the trapdoor, he asked: «Is everybody alright?»
A chorus of hums and nods followed.
«Physically, I’m alright» said Omori. «Emotionally, I think I’ll need time to recover.»
«That was quite the scare, wasn’t it?» said Basil.
He shook his head. «Not because of that. My pride has been hurt.»
«Huh… why?»
«Aubrey picked me up like a sack of potatoes. I’ll never recover from that.»
Aubrey glared at him. «I saved your life and this is how you thank me? And you’re a scrawny twelve years old boy, for goodness’ sake. I’d be hurt in my pride if I couldn’t pick you up.»
At those words, Omori’s eyes widened. «You saved my life.»
«Yeah. I did.»
«Wow.»
Omori looked down, before turning back to Aubrey. «I hadn’t realized that. Thank you.»
She just waved her hand. «Don’t worry. We’re even now, I guess.»
«QXJlIHlvdSBhbHJpZ2h0PyE=» Roboheart appeared behind them, followed by Perfectheart. Even with her robotic voice, Sunny could catch a hint of concern in her whirrings.
«Is anybody hurt?!» Perfectheart knelt down before Sunny.
«Yeah… I think… we aren’t hurt», said Hero. «We just got a good scare.»
«Perfectheart» Mutantheart’s voice was still quivering from the experience down in the bear room, but her eyes burned with the same determination she showed when she pulled the lever. «Why cells there?»
«Cells? What are you talking about?»
«There are cells with dozens of vicious bears down there», said Omori. «Extremely vicious and extremely fast.»
Perfectheart turned to look at Roboheart, as if she could give a better explanation, but she shook her head.
«I’m afraid… I don’t know» her face darkened. «I really don’t.»
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Mutantheart shook her head. «No forest doggos… just bears.»
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Perfectheart shook her head. «Not yet», she turned towards the group. «My dear guests. You’ve already done so much for us and I cannot thank you enough. But I’m afraid I must ask another favor out of you. Can you keep the existence of this trapdoor a secret?»
Omori nodded, before staring down at Perfectheart. «We could. On one condition: tell us what you know about the Gate.»
Perfectheart’s eyes widened. «I… we told you we don’t know anything about that.»
«Stop lying.»
«We’re not lying. We really don’t know anything.»
Omori glared at her, but she didn’t flinch. An uncomfortable silence fell over them.
Tension rose in the air. Sunny looked at Omori, his hand curling around the knife. He was ready to pounce if necessary, but a determined composure kept him in place. He didn’t trust Perfectheart, plain and simple, and he’d carve the information out of her, if it came to that.
But Aubrey defused the situation before he could speak: «Huh... guys? Listen, I... I think we may have made a blunder here.»
«Maybe we should sit down and talk about this», said Perfectheart. «But not here. Let’s go inside. I’ll treat you with some tea.»
They left the corner maze without uttering another word. Exhaustion kept their mouths shut as they followed their hosts with heavy steps.
The garden seemed brighter than what Sunny remembered and in that moment he realized that the fog had become clearer, and the colors didn’t have to fight anymore to show themselves.
When they passed in front of the table where they had eaten the watermelon, Omori stopped in his tracks, looking away.
Sunny followed his gaze.
He was looking at a gate, its white paint shone under the pale sunlight. Images of plants and flowers curled around, tangling themselves in the bars. Some spots were directly hit by the sunlight, revealing the smallest signs of rust.
«Oh. So that’s the main entrance» said Omori. «So it exists.»
«Of course it does». Perfectheart raised an eyebrow. «Where exactly did you enter from?»
«The Sprout Mole Village. We came in through the theatre.»
«I see» she nodded, before letting out a heavy sigh. Her face darkened. «It’s true that this gate hasn’t seen much use lately. Not after what happened to the village...»
«The village?»
«Nubnub Village. It was a delightful place, in the middle of the forest.»
At the sound of that name, Sunny and Omori exchanged a glance.
Aubrey frowned. «Wait… you said “was”?»
«Yes. We don’t exactly know what happened, but… one day it just disappeared.»
«How can an entire village just disappear?»
Perfectheart shook her head and looked away. «We think it was swallowed by the fog.»
Omori gasped. «What? Can that really happen?»
«We don’t know. But how else could you explain a village disappearing?»
«Maybe it was… destroyed?»
«No. If you go where the village is supposed to be… you’ll just find an empty field. It’s like it ceased to exist from history itself.»
Shock fell over them. Aubrey bit her lip, her eyes fixed to the gate.
Basil tapped Omori's shoulder. «Have you ever heard of anything like that?»
He shook his head. «In Headspace there wasn’t anything like that. Not to mention I never heard of this Nubnub Village.»
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Perfectheart nodded. «Roboheart is right. No matter in talking about this now.»
«Right…» Hero frowned. His eyes landed on Aubrey. «Hey, what’s that in your hand, Aubrey?»
The girl jumped. «O-oh. I found it on the ground earlier. It’s the compass we found in the forest: it must have fallen from your pocket while we were coming here, Hero.»
«Oh», he checked his pockets. «Right.»
Omori shrugged. «Well. It’s broken anyway. I don’t even know why we’re still holding on to that.»
«Wait...» Aubrey blinked a few times, gasping.
«What is it?»
She looked at her friends and slowly turned the compass towards them. The needle didn't spin wildly anymore, instead of being fixed in one specific direction. «Guys... It’s working.»
Notes:
Before you ask me where Mutantheart gets her snacks: I totally headcanon her as having tons of secret cabinets spread in different parts of the Castle. She hides these snacks with the utmost attention, because not even her friends know about these secret stashes.
or i’m totally bullshitting this, your choice :)Fun Fact: Did you know that you’re not supposed to drink tea and eat watermelon together? Apparently it makes you very bloated. Things I Discovered While Writing This Fanfic
Thanks a lot for all the hits, kudos, comments, and bookmarks! I appreciate every single one of them <3
Chapter 24: Preserved Memories
Summary:
Sunny and his friends discover things beyond a wall and a door.
Notes:
holy heck 15k hits???? thank you everybody!!
it’s wonderful ;w;also there's an extremely cheesy friendship scene at the end of this chapter, you've been warned :)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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Omori eyed the compass in his hands. He raised it above his head, as if he was examining a gold nugget under the sunlight, and then lowered it again, tilted his head, and moved around. The needle moved, but the red tip would always stop in the same direction, pointing at the Castle.
«Well», Omori raised his gaze to look at the group. «Aubrey’s right. It’s working. Congratulations! Now we know where the North is!»
Aubrey let out a heavy sigh, retrieving the item from his hands. «Doesn’t it strike you as odd that it suddenly started working?»
«Maybe the hit on the ground fixed it», said Kel, shrugging. «You know, kinda like when you hit the TV.»
«Maybe it’s pointing to some place», said Sunny. Deep down, that’s what he hoped: the secrets of the Castle were starting to worry him, a black cloud of thoughts in his mind. For how long could Sweetheart remain as an ally? «We could see where it goes.»
Aubrey nodded, but Omori responded first: «But, Sunny. I already know where it leads.»
His eye widened. «You do?»
«Of course!» he raised his arms. «To the north!» he lowered them and pouted. «Sunny, it’s a compass. It leads to the north.»
«I’m sorry, dear guests» Perfectheart, who had until that moment listened to their conversation without talking, interrupted them. «May I ask where did you find this item?»
«In the Foggy Forest», said Aubrey. «We were following the rail tracks when the fog grew thicker and we got lost. We ended up in a glade and that’s where we found it.»
«I see», Perfectheart squinted her eyes at the item in the girl’s hands. «And it wasn’t working before now?»
«It always pointed in a random direction», said Basil. «I tested it myself.»
Perfectheart put her chin on her hand. «I see. I think Sunny’s idea is worth a try.»
Omori raised his arms. «What? It’s just a compass! It’s not like it will lead us somewhere interesting!»
«I have a proposal to make» at Hero’s voice, Omori turned around to look at him. «Let’s check where this compass leads us, as Sunny suggested. If it doesn’t lead us anywhere, we will just stop and relish in the fact that now we know where to look if we get lost.»
Omori sighed. «Alright. This will be a waste of time, but alright.»
Kel turned towards their hosts. «Is that okay for you? For us to check out where the compass leads, I mean.»
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Perfectheart nodded. «Roboheart is right. Could we accompany you, too?»
Omori furrowed his brow. «Why? I thought you wanted to talk about the bear room.»
«You are hoping that this compass will lead you to clues about the Gate, am I right?»
Hero nodded. «That’s the idea.»
«We said that we’d help you in that regard. So… let us help.»
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«We help frens!»
Perfectheart shared a kind smile. «My friends seem to agree with me.»
Omori rubbed his forehead. «Guys, what do you think? Should we trust them?»
«We… we don't have much choice, do we…?» Basil's voice was a whisper among them.
«We can say no and deal with this ourselves» said Omori.
«Being overly cautious won’t lead us anywhere» murmured Aubrey.
Sunny nodded. «And it could still be that my idea is a fluke, and the compass won’t tell us anything worthwhile.»
Omori glared at him, but Sunny didn’t flinch, answering with his usual deadpan expression. He was probably trying to convince him to change his mind, but he didn’t budge.
If following the compass meant a way out of there, he wanted to at least try it out, before things turned sour.
In the end, Omori nodded, defeated. «Alright. But I’m keeping the knife.»
With her head hunched over the compass in her hands, Aubrey was barely looking at where she was going as she traversed the hallways of the castle. With a yelp and a gasp, either Hero or Kel would often pull her by the collar before she’d trip on one of the guards or on the corner of a carpet, while Sunny and Perfectheart walked a bit ahead of her, checking for potential dangers. Basil, on the other hand, was her shadow, right next to her.
Their steps echoed in the pink hallways, accompanied by the taps of the Sprout Mole guards.
In the end, Aubrey reached the hallway where they had found the cinema, but she walked past it, until Kel grabbed her by the collar.
«Oof, Kel! What is it this time?!»
«You were gonna hit the wall!»
Aubrey blinked a few times, a blush creeping on her cheeks, and she turned around.
The compass had led them to a dead end. The pink-bricked wall in front of them offered them no signs to be anything but. Two vases were placed in the corners, their luscious plants still glistening with a few water drops on their leaves.
«Huh...» Aubrey shook the compass in her hand with a frown, but the tip didn’t move: stubborn, it pointed directly at the wall. Her shoulders slouched.
«Aaaand this is the end of the ride» Omori shrugged and looked at Sunny. «I told you it’d be useless.»
«But it didn’t only point northward», said Basil. «We went in other directions, too...»
Sunny ignored both of them, staring at the wall. Aubrey was shaking the compass with a frown: probably she was hoping to find a clue to get out of there, as he was.
A shiver ran down Sunny’s spine. That wall… he remembered it. A passage to thoughts most dire, he had closed it off as soon as possible. So difficult to notice, it was a perfect barrier.
He turned towards Omori, but the boy didn’t seem to share his apprehension. If anything, he looked annoyed, with a slight smirk on his lips as a victory sign for his correct assumption on the usefulness of the compass. Didn’t he remember…?
Sunny scratched his fingers, as a way to let the stress go away. «Well...» he pondered on his next words, his eye darting towards Perfectheart. «We know of somebody who could be there… don’t we?»
Hero gasped. «Wait, you couldn’t possibly mean...»
Basil whipped his head towards him.. «Huh....? Sunny, you know something?»
Omori shouldered his way towards him. «Rococo wasn’t here, you know that! He was underground!»
«That’s not… who I meant, Omori.»
His shoulders slouched, eyes widening in realization. «Sunny, that can’t be. This is not your Headspace.»
«Wait a moment» Perfectheart pulled Omori’s shoulder, forcing him to face her. «What are you talking about? What do you know about Rococo?»
Omori sucked in air from his teeth, looking at Sunny. «I… huh… that might have slipped my tongue, yes...»
«Are you implying that Rococo might be in there?» she pointed at the wall.
Omori pressed his lips together. All his friends were looking at him, waiting for his next words.
«We don’t know», said Sunny. «There could be a chance.»
It was as if that was all she needed to hear. She straightened her back and dusted off her skirt, before taking a deep breath. Then, with resolute eyes, she turned towards the wall.
«In that case, I must go there.»
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Mutantheart took Perfectheart’s hand. «Why?»
Her lips quivered. «I’m sure you have noticed. Sweetheart has never told us the whole truth about Rococo. I have to discover what happened. Why did she cut ties with him? Who burned their theatre down? Where is Rococo now?» she looked at them, pleading. «Don’t you want to know all this, too?»
Mutantheart and Roboheart exchanged a worried look.
«Sweetheart… fren. Good fren. We help her?»
«But of course», Perfectheart smiled. «This is for her sake. So, are you with me, my friends?»
Roboheart, despite her unchanging expression, had a certain glint in her artificial eyes. She looked determined. «U3dlZXRoZWFydCBoYXMgZG9uZSBhIGxvdCBmb3IgbWUgaW4gdGhlIHBhc3QuIEl04oCZcyB0aW1lIGZvciBtZSB0byByZXBheSBoZXIga2luZG5lc3Mu»
«Thank you, Roboheart.»
They both turned towards Mutantheart who, on the other hand, had her eyes on the floor. She was trembling, on the verge of tears, but she nodded to herself before raising her gaze. «Rococo bad topic. If we help...»
The slightest hint of tears of gratitude touched Perfectheart’s eyes as she took their hands. «Alright, then. My friends, let’s go. Let’s see what this wall will reveal to us.»
New energy surrounded them as they turned around. «Our dear guests, what about you? This is a matter involving Sweetheart, I can understand if you don’t want to get involved.»
Sunny looked at the wall and Aubrey joined him. She looked down at her compass again. «We found this compass in the forest. I don’t think it’s just by pure chance.»
Omori’s groan made them all turn around. «It’s a wall!» he exploded. «What exactly are you planning to do?! Tear it down? Sunny, please!»
Aubrey glared at him. «Sunny. What’s in here?»
In that moment Sunny realized that it wasn’t that Omori didn’t remember. He just wanted to sway everybody from looking further into that wall. But he couldn’t let that happen. Aubrey was right: they had found that compass and it was leading them there, and it couldn’t be by chance.
What would they find in the depths of the Castle? It was not Sunny’s Headspace anymore, they all knew that. But they were in such a peculiar situation, could it still hold a link to that place?
«I don’t know» he answered. It was the truth. «But I think we have to check it out.»
He turned towards Omori and squeezed his hand. «Don’t worry, alright? I’m sure it will be okay.»
Omori looked at the hand holding his. «If you say so.»
«But Omori has a point» Kel pointed at the wall. «How exactly do we do that, anyway?»
Basil’s eyes gleamed with excitement. «There could be a secret passage!»
With a quick jog, he ran towards the wall, putting both of his hands on it. He put his ear on it, before hissing. «It’s cold!»
Aubrey sighed, before letting out a small chuckle. «Amateur. The first thing you should check is if it’s hollow. And, to do that, you gotta...» she raised her hand and knocked on the wall.
A rumbling sound bellowed out. Aubrey pulled Basil back, making him yelp.
A faint line of dirt fell from the space between the bricks as they moved. They all stared with mouths agape as the rumbling continued and the bricks kept moving, sliding among themselves until a passage opened and the noise subsided.
The faint smell of water and moss reached Sunny’s nose, but his sight offered no answers, as the passage was engulfed by utter darkness.
Aubrey’s voice came as a whisper next to his ear. «Holy shit.»
Omori was the first to walk towards it, taking a peek inside. «It’s pitch black in here. Kinda like the bear room...»
Hero frowned. «Will our lightbulbs suffice?»
Omori shook his head. «They were barely usable down in the bear room. I wouldn’t trust them here.»
«That torchlight we found would have been ideal», said Kel with a sigh.
Perfectheart furrowed his brow. «Do you have a torchlight with you?»
«Yeah, but it’s without batteries.»
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Kel jumped when Roboheart approached him, her hand out towards him.
«You… you want the torchlight?»
«I have it», Hero passed it to her.
Roboheart raised her hand and, in a whirring sound, it slid inside her sleeve, under the group’s bewildered gazes. Then, with a swift motion, she put the torchlight where her hand was and it turned on, shedding a circle of light in the darkness.
«Wow» Sunny and Omori muttered in unison.
She turned around, eyeing them. «VGhhbmsgeW91LCBkZWFyIGd1ZXN0cy4gV2UgbWF5IG5vdyBwcm9jZWVkLg==»
«Right», Perfectheart nodded. «Is everybody ready?»
With a nod, they entered the passage, following Roboheart’s light.
The cone of light gave them instructions on where to walk, but gave no clues on where they were. The hallway was paved with gray bricks and sometimes a small pool of water glistened under the artificial light, before disappearing once they walked past it. Sunny noticed the presence of a few extinguished lamps on the walls, but they offered no more than a reminder of happier times for that place.
The smell of water and moss was stuffing Sunny’s nostrils, and he tried his best to prevent sneezing. Next to him, he could catch a glance of Omori’s pale white skin, his eyes fixed on the light that Roboheart offered.
Then she stopped. Mutantheart hit her back, distracted by watching the walls.
«Is something the matter, Roboheart?» asked Perfectheart.
She pointed at the ground. «U3RhaXJzLiBXYXJuIGV2ZXJ5Ym9keSB0byBiZSBjYXJlZnVsLl0=»
«Oh!» Perfectheart turned around. «There are stairs here, please be careful.»
«Stairs in the darkness» Omori stifled a chuckle. «What a wonderful thing.»
Sunny glared at him, but Hero spoke first. «Let’s take each other’s hands. That will help us not fall down.»
Sunny’s hand was the first one to get grabbed. He expected the cold touch of Omori’s skin, but instead it was a warm hand. He raised his gaze to meet Hero’s nervous smile. «Is that alright?»
He thanked him with a whisper.
They took each other’s hands and started their descent.
The torchlight showed them only some of the steps ahead of them: beyond them a black and endless field stretched out, so dark and deep that Sunny believed he had closed his single eye.
He blinked, and blinked once more, trying to catch a glimpse of something, anything, but the void didn’t let anything appear from its clutches.
Except for an eye. A single eye was staring at him. Sunny closed his eyes and breathed slowly, trusting Hero’s lead. Another hand touched him: he opened his eye, but the eyepatch didn’t let him see, so he had to turn around. Basil was next to him and, at his side, Omori.
The boy winked and showed his knife. «If Something dares to show up, you don’t have to worry.»
Sunny and Basil smiled. When his gaze fell on the void once more, it was empty.
The stairs ended and they reached another hallway.
They kept walking. Straining his ears, Sunny was trying to find any signs of life in the depths of the castle, but he came back empty-handed. Only their footsteps and the soft whirring of Roboheart’s body were cradled inside the dark hallway.
In the end, she stopped again.
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«A door?» asked Perfectheart.
At the end of the hallway, perfectly placed at the center of the cone of light, was a metal door. Red patches of rust encroached the hinges, but apart from that, it had no other peculiar features.
Sunny wrung his hands together. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath. Omori, next to him, tensed up.
«Don’t worry», he whispered to him. «We’ll be alright.»
But Omori didn’t react, looking at Perfectheart as she walked towards the door. She put her hand on the handle, before turning around towards the others.
«Are we ready?»
«Wait», Omori stepped forward and gently shoved her hand away. «Let me open it. I have a weapon.»
She smiled. «Your concern warms my heart, but I know how to fight.»
He shivered. «Yeah… right...»
«Hey!» Aubrey’s voice had a hint of offense as she walked towards them, sliding her bat out of the bag. «Don’t forget about me!»
«Aubrey, I don’t think you should–»
«Hush, scrawny boy. I can handle myself.»
Perfectheart smiled. «We have been extremely fortunate to have such wonderful guests. Alright, then. Are we ready?»
With a nod, they opened the door.
Flickers of light greeted them beyond the door.
Deep beneath the Castle, laid a gray room. The lamps gifted them a view of the empty place, for the room offered nothing to see, except for a black figure at the center of it.
It had no legs nor arms: it looked like it sprouted from the ground like some sort of plant. Its black body stretched upwards like a stalk, until it curled downwards like a small cane.
At the end of the curl, looking at them with a face frozen in the middle of a soundless scream, was a white face.
«What… what’s that?»
Hero’s voice was coated in terror.
Sunny turned around and was met with his friends’ terrified expressions and pale faces. Basil had retreated behind Hero and Kel, his head peeking out, with an expression that Sunny never wished to see again after that dreadful night.
Aubrey tried to keep her cool, but her attempts were made vain by the quivering of her eyes and the trembling of her hands.
Their hosts, instead, had found refuge in the presence of one another. Perfectheart, Mutantheart, and Roboheart were huddled together. Mutantheart was slightly behind them, her hands on Roboheart’s shoulders. Perfectheart attempted to hide her fears with a stoic face, but her hands told otherwise.
Omori was the only one who stood still, staring at the creature dead-on.
Sunny found a peculiar kinship with him. They were acquainted with the monstrous beings from his mind and they both knew that the Keeper of the Castle was one of the lesser evils.
«Ah. Visitors.»
The creature spoke, its voice emerging from the depths of the room. «Please, do come closer, if you wish. I have no intention to hurt you.»
«And we should trust such a creature?» Aubrey hissed. «Should I smack it?»
Omori stopped her with his arm. «No. Let me talk to it, I’m going to–»
«Omori», Hero placed his hand on his shoulder. «Don’t leave us in the dark. What’s your plan?»
He pressed his lips together, before nodding. «I don’t have a plan. I just want to talk to it. I don’t think it’s dangerous.»
Basil’s face emerged from Hero’s back. «Do… do you know it?»
«Yeah.»
Omori walked towards it, eliciting a gasp from Perfectheart who followed suit, leaving a whimpering Mutantheart behind.
Sunny gave a reassuring nod to his friends and followed Omori.
«Who are you?» Perfectheart was the first to speak, her voice authoritative, without a speck of fear in it, for it was residing in her trembling pupils. «And for how long have you been here?»
«I am the Keeper. I have been here for as long as this Castle existed.»
The three girls gasped, looking at one another.
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Mutantheart squinted her eyes. «Black… like monsters...»
Perfectheart seemingly found her courage in those words. «Keeper! Answer me: are you with the black monsters of the forest?»
«Ah. The black hounds. No. Despite the similarities, we do not have anything in common. You will have to find their master elsewhere.»
«Master? What do you mean?»
«All hounds have a master, you see. And these are no different.»
«So you do know something about them. Who is their master? What do they have against us?»
«You are misunderstanding, miss. Hounds do have a master, but they do not have to obey their orders. They can defy them, grow vicious… and leave their master totally powerless at the carnage they will spring forth.»
Something grabbed Sunny’s hand. He gasped, but he relaxed once he saw it was Aubrey. Her breath was quick and she looked at him with a pained expression. «Sorry», she whispered.
He shook his head, squeezing her hand, and tried to give her a reassuring nod, but it didn’t work, for she looked at the Keeper with a pale face.
Perfectheart’s voice sent him back to reality. «Enough of these cryptic games! Tell us what you know.»
«That… I cannot do, I am afraid. It is not my place. There are some… rules to be followed, you see. An old pact that I cannot break.»
A low growl emerged from Perfectheart, but the girl stood still, her eyes fixed on the creature.
«I see. Could you at least tell us the reason you are here? Does… the master of this castle know of you?»
«Sweetheart is an old friend, miss. I helped her out a long time ago, you see. Back when she was betrayed by her friend… she was so distraught… that I decided to grant her a wish.»
Perfectheart’s face turned pale. «What… what are you talking about? What wish?»
«After her friend’s betrayal… she found comfort in the abode they used to share. Her wish was simple. She wanted for her memories to be preserved, and I granted her the power to do so.»
Aubrey gasped. «The theatre...»
Perfectheart shook her head. «No… that cannot be...»
«Perfectheart…?» Mutantheart placed a hand on her shoulder, but she gently shoved it away. She closed her eyes.
«My friends», she opened them, the glint of tears in them. «I have to ask you an important question. How far are you willing to go to help Sweetheart?»
Mutantheart tilted her head. «What mean?»
«She may have lied to us.»
Roboheart’s grinded her teeth. «RG9u4oCZdCB0ZWxsIG1lIHlvdSBiZWxpZXZlIHRoZSB3b3JkcyBvZiB0aGlzIGNyZWF0dXJlLCBQZXJmZWN0aGVhcnQhIEl04oCZcyBhIG1vbnN0ZXIh»
She shook her head. «I wouldn’t be trusting its words so lightly if I hadn’t seen what I have seen, Roboheart. It all… fits.»
Aubrey whipped her head towards her. «What do you mean?»
«It’s in the Library… the place she didn’t want any of us to see. Her biggest secret… and I happened to glance at it once.»
Mutantheart covered her mouth. «Perfectheart entered Library?!»
«What’s in there?» asked Hero.
«It’d be much quicker if I just showed you.»
«Please, wait!» Basil’s skin still hadn’t returned to its normal colors and, under everybody’s gaze, he seemed to shrink down. «I… I have a question for… for...» when the words failed him, he motioned with his head towards the Keeper.
Omori’s eyes widened. «Oh. Right. It’s worth a shot. Go for it.»
Basil nodded and took a few steps towards the creature. The more he got closer, the slower he became and his head disappeared in his shoulders. Sunny gave him a friendly pat on the shoulder.
«Mr. Keeper… do you know anything about the Gates?»
«Ah. Travelers from beyond, I see. The Breakers of the Chains… I hadn’t noticed your lightbulbs, forgive me. Yours is a peculiar situation, for there would be a Gate nearby if it were under normal circumstances.»
«What?» Omori gently pushed Basil away. «Explain yourself.»
«The Gate you are looking for has been trapped. I am afraid it was my fault… for it was my friend’s wish for her memory to be preserved.»
Aubrey frowned. «Sweetheart’s memory involved the Gate…? Really?»
«Not directly. The Gate was… an innocent passerby affected by the spell. I am afraid you will have to undo the seal if you wish to reach it.»
«And how can we do that?» asked Kel.
«You cannot. Neither can I. Once placed, only the Master has the power to release it.»
Omori winced. «You’re saying we have to talk to Sweetheart.»
Hero’s face darkened. «So she knew about the Gate.»
The realization laid a blanket of silence onto them. Shock and anger slithered among them, clouding their thoughts.
Omori pulled them out from their stupor. «Alright. I know that it’s a difficult moment, but… this is when we have to act. We should go talk with Sweetheart.»
«Wait», Perfectheart shook her head. «Let’s go to the Library first. You must see it with your eyes… what the Keeper said.»
The climb back to the lights of the hallway was a silent one. Distrust and worry cornered their eyes and their thoughts, but when they returned to the light, the oppressive air made manifest by the Keeper’s words was washed away by the smell of roses.
As soon as they stepped out from the passage, the rumbling of the bricks resumed and they slid back to their places, hiding the passage once more.
«Alright» Perfectheart’s figure was covered by certain frantic energy, a resolute look in her eyes that didn’t abandon her. «Follow me. The Library is right at the end of this hallway.»
She didn’t give them time to answer, for she started walking without looking back.
The twinkling lights of the “Cinema!” sign poked Sunny’s gaze as they walked. Perfectheart stopped.
Sunny’s head whipped from one side to the other: it hadn’t crossed his mind that the Library was right in front of the cinema.
And, with the realization that they were in front of the forbidden place, his hands started itching with the urge to open those doors and see what was inside, the willingness to defy all the rules was difficult to be resisted.
«Here we are», Perfectheart turned towards them. «This is the Library.»
Omori pulled the handle, but the rumbling sound of a locked door greeted them. «Figures. Give me the key.»
Perfectheart’s eyes widened. «It’s locked? Usually it’s open… Sweetheart trusts us enough for that.»
«But she doesn’t trust us, it seems», said Omori. «This is becoming fishier by the minute, I could believe I was underwater.»
«Where’s the key?» asked Kel.
She shook her head. «I… I don’t know.»
Hero scratched his neck. «Any ideas on how to get inside?»
Omori opened his mouth to speak, but Hero was quicker. «That doesn’t involve bringing it down.»
The boy closed his mouth.
Aubrey let out a loud groan. She wore an annoyed expression as she gently pushed Omori away from the door. She knelt in front of the lock, eyeing it. «I see. Do any of you have a paper clip?»
The group looked at one another, a few shrugs along the way. But Roboheart approached her and a small door opened on her belly. She retrieved a paper clip from it, offering it to Aubrey.
The girl stared at the item for a few seconds. She cautiously raised her hand and took it, staring at the robot for the whole time.
«Thanks.»
She got to work. Her hands moved with precise motions, her eyes focused on the hole in the door. Nobody spoke, fearing her rage if they were to break the spell she had been thrown into, until a click resounded and the door opened slightly.
Aubrey stood up, dusting her hands off. «Here we go. Perfectheart, tell Sweetheart to have better locks.»
The girl didn’t answer, too shocked to answer, looking at her with wide eyes. She slowly nodded. «S-sure.»
Omori, on the other hand, wore a faint blush on his cheeks. «Wow.»
«Huh… Aubrey...» Hero’s mouth opened a few times before he closed it again, his fingers wrinkling the air as if he could catch the words he needed flying about. «I’m afraid to ask this but… where did you learn how to pick a door lock…?»
She shrugged. «Sometimes I forget my keys inside my house and I’m too lazy to climb the window.»
«I… see.»
«I admit I’m not sure how to treat this… break of property», said Perfectheart. «But I’ll let it slide for now. Let’s go, I wouldn’t want somebody to notice us.»
The forbidden Library welcomed them in its dimly-lit atmosphere.
The doors closed behind them and silence enveloped their senses.
A few lamps hung from the walls, but the size of the room didn’t allow for the light to stretch far, letting them only create a few golden patches on the walls and on the floor, revealing the corners of the books on the shelves.
Sunny couldn’t count them all. They stretched on the floor like an orderly forest, wandering over the stairs and hiding in the shadows.
High above, beyond the flight of stairs, stained glass windows gifted a bit of light where the lamps couldn’t reach, but the fog of the forest made the sun shy and, in some places, it made the shadows darker than they originally were.
However, a small glint of light fought the darkness: from the lowest floor Sunny couldn’t see it properly, but its bright colors were impossible to miss.
«This place isn’t much different from what I remember it being» Omori broke the silence, eyeing the bookshelves.
«The Library is, first and foremost, a library», said Perfectheart. «Follow me, we’re almost there.»
They climbed the stairs and, as they went higher, the light that Sunny had seen from below grew stronger. It created stark shadows on the floor and stretched their own. He raised his hand to his face and squinted his eye as he kept climbing, until they reached the highest floor.
In the middle stood a small table. Floating a few inches above its surface, there was an orb of light. It emitted a soft murmur, like a lullaby in words he couldn’t understand, but the feelings were clear: a warm hug indoors during a rainy day.
They walked closer and, inside the orb, new figures appeared: it wasn’t made out of pure light, but Sunny couldn’t recognize the shapes he saw within.
«What this?» Mutantheart’s voice was a whisper, for she was enthralled by the orb.
«I never could understand what this orb was, until today», said Perfectheart. The lights made the shadows of her face longer. «I saw it for the first time some time ago. I had recently arrived here and I wanted to clean this room, but Sweetheart noticed me and immediately shushed me away, asking me to keep what I had seen a secret.»
She pressed her lips together. «But now… thanks to the Keeper’s words...»
«A preserved memory», the light of the orb gave Aubrey’s cyan eyes a small golden dot. «This is a memory, isn’t it?»
Perfectheart shook her head. «You’re looking at Nubnub Village.»
Silence fell over their ears once more. Their eyes fell on the orb of light in front of them and, with that new knowledge, Sunny recognized some of the lines as houses.
«W-wait...» Hero wore a nervous smile. «You mean to tell me that… this is the village that disappeared?»
«It didn’t really disappear, and Sweetheart… orb-ified it?» continued Kel.
Perfectheart nodded. «If we are to trust the Keeper’s words, it was her doing, yes. With its help. Nubnub Village was an important place for her: it was where she worked with Rococo in their theatre. No doubt it holds many dear memories.»
«And in order to preserve them, she crystallized the village?» Aubrey frowned. «That’s what you’re saying?»
«Perfectheart!» Mutantheart stomped her foot on the ground and grabbed her friend’s wrist. «Stop! Sweetheart not do this!»
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«Roboheart, Mutantheart, I understand your skepticism. But… isn’t this proof enough? The forbidden Library, the Keeper’s words… it all fits. What else could it be?»
Her voice was quivering. Roboheart stood still, her yellow eyes unblinking.
Mutantheart freed her friend’s wrist and stepped back. Her whole face was quivering, tears forming in her eyes.
«But… fren...»
«Hey» Aubrey’s voice was low, but in the silence it resounded strongly. «I think I understand how you feel. Mutantheart, Roboheart… you… simply don’t want to believe it, do you?»
The two girls jumped and exchanged a look. Mutantheart started playing with one of her twin-tails.
«I understand» Aubrey nodded. «Really, I do. And believe me when I say that I think you are… really good friends» she looked at Perfectheart, who responded with a surprised expression. «You all care about her, don’t you?»
«Of course we do!» Perfectheart spat out, before she gasped, covering her mouth. «Of course we do», she repeated, quieter. «How could you even think we don’t? It wouldn’t hurt this much if we didn’t care.»
«Of course. I’m sure Sweetheart feels fortunate to have such a group of friends by her side», she chuckled, looking at her side. «I know I would, at least.»
«So...» she continued. «I have a request to make. Out of you. Please… listen to her first. Don’t jump at the first conclusions», her eyes darted to Basil for a moment, before landing on Sunny. «It may be difficult, but the willingness to listen is the first step.»
Perfectheart straightened her back. «Of course. That’s what we intend to do.»
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«Why Sweetheart lie?»
Hero nodded. «Right. Of course», he wore a forlorn smile, made darker by the stark shadows. «If she felt the need to keep this a secret from you, there must be a reason.»
«Maybe she’s scared to lose you», said Sunny. «And this fear traps her… preferring to live a lie.»
«It okay...» Mutantheart’s voice was barely audible. «We frens… Want listen to her. It… okay.»
«Tell her that!» Aubrey smiled.
«It’s not impossible to fix a wounded friendship», said Sunny. «It may take some time… but… it’s not impossible.»
«Right» Aubrey ruffled his hair. «And it won’t be easy. But being open is the best thing you can do, in these cases», she turned towards Basil, and pulled him into a side hug.
«Yeah!» Kel beamed. «Just like we did!»
Hero chuckled at his brother. «Yeah… But you will have to make the first step. The willingness to forgive… that is something you will have to look for yourself. Forgive your friend and… yourself. These dark feelings are natural.»
Without them realizing it, they had gotten closer to one another.
In that moment, a mechanical sound emerged from Roboheart. It took Sunny a moment to realize she was laughing.
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Perfectheart chuckled and nodded. «Indeed. Such wonderful guests.» She rubbed her eyes, pushing away a stray tear. «Thank you.»
Mutantheart cupped her hands and squealed, swaying around.
«So...» Omori, who was left standing next to the orb, got their attention. «We go to Sweetheart, now? If what the Keeper said it’s true, the Gate is right here», he pointed at the orb with his thumb.
«We have to convince her to let the village free», said Basil.
«That won’t be easy», said Perfectheart. «There must be a strong reason that led Sweetheart to act in such a way.»
«Let me talk to her.»
Everybody turned towards Aubrey. Her eyes were fixed on the orb in front of her, the light dancing on her face, a small glint in her cyan eyes.
She blinked and looked at Perfectheart. « I know how she feels. Let me talk to her.»
Perfectheart took a deep breath, biting her lip. The shadows covered her eyes, but Sunny didn’t have to see to notice her pain.
She nodded. «Alright. I’ll call a guard to call her. Let’s go to her room.»
Notes:
Alternate title: Hero and the Infinity Pockets
fun fact, at first I wanted to let them bags for their lightbulbs, kinda like Aubrey has a bag for her bat. But I never got around to it… and now they have big pockets, I guess.another fun fact: at first Roboheart was just supposed to give the batteries for the torch. but then i thought “hey she’s a robot let’s do something cooler”
also i want you to look at me in the eyes and tell me that Aubrey isn't the kind of person who would know how to pick a door lock
me: writing cheesy friendship scenes *fuck yes this is my bread and jam LET’S GOOOOOOO*
As always, thanks for all the kudos, hits, bookmarks, and comments! here’s a virtual hug for you all <3
Chapter 25: Conviction
Summary:
Aubrey and Sweetheart fight.
Notes:
disclaimer: this chapter is really heckin’ cheesy (at the end)
googles how to write non-cheesy scenes
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The elevator was silent.
The soft whirring of its ascent reverberated from outside, as it led the group towards Sweetheart’s room.
Sunny shifted on his feet and rubbed the hem of his shirt. He couldn’t explain why, but his heart had quickened its pace and he felt hot. He wanted out, and the tense air didn’t help the stuffed feeling that gripped his neck.
Perfectheart had already asked the guards to call for Sweetheart. So she was probably waiting for them already.
He expected screaming and yelling. And he didn’t like screaming and yelling.
Memories of Pluto’s fight poked his mind and he shivered. He turned towards Omori, standing next to him. He had given back the knife to Hero after a lot of coaxing: he couldn’t trust Sweetheart enough to not whip out her morning star, and only Mutantheart’s whimpering and Hero’s reassurances allowed him to give his weapon up.
«Guys» he didn’t even turn around to look at them, his gaze fixed on his reflection on the metal doors. «Brace yourselves.»
«Huh?» Kel frowned. «What do you mean?»
«This could get ugly. That’s what I mean. I’ll do my best to protect you, of course.»
«Sweetheart is not a barbarian», said Perfectheart. «But I do predict some… harsh circumstances incoming.»
Being right behind her, she couldn’t have seen Omori making a mocking face at her. Sunny and Kel both stifled a chuckle.
Tension a bit eased, he took a deep breath. His eyes met the ones of the reflection of Aubrey on the metal doors.
Ever since he could remember, Aubrey had always been an expressive person. She acted as his opposite: while his emotions dwelled within and seldom peeked their heads to the outside world; hers found the light of the day on all occasions, her face being an open book.
But, in that moment, she was impossible to decipher. She took everything she was feeling inside her and, no matter how much he tried, Sunny couldn’t get anything out from the reflection on the door.
The elevator stopped with a ding and their reflections disappeared as the doors slid open.
They found Sweetheart’s room to be empty.
«Where is she?» Aubrey stopped in the middle of the room, looking around.
«She’s probably on the balcony», said Perfectheart. «She likes drinking tea by herself there sometimes. Follow me, it’s right after that door.»
The outdoors greeted them with the gray sky of the Foggy Forest. The clouds, heavy and bloated, curled themselves among the treetops too, caressing them with their fingers and leaving white smoky trails slithering between them. The forest stood still, an endless green ocean, but the clouds were ever moving, bubbling and curling and twisting.
For the first time since he had stepped foot inside the Castle, Sunny couldn’t smell the pungent smell of the roses: he sniffed a few times to be sure, but instead he only found the humid cold air.
At the center of the balcony stood a small table, four chairs placed around it. One of them was occupied by a certain girl in pink, a cup of steaming tea in her hands.
«Oh, you have arrived», Sweetheart’s voice had a hint of worry in it. «The guards told me you were looking for me. Did something happen?»
Perfectheart stepped forward. «We’ve come to talk to you, Sweetheart.»
The cup Sweetheart was holding stopped right before it touched her lips. Her eyes looked at the people in front of her, one by one. She lowered her drink. «This sounds serious. Please, speak.»
Aubrey couldn’t wait a minute longer. «We talked with the Keeper of the Castle.»
At those words, Sweetheart’s eyes snapped open. She slapped her hands on the table, making the porcelain cup clink, and sprung to her feet.
Omori pulled Hero’s wrist. «The knife!»
«Omori, no!»
Sunny pulled him back by the shoulder. «It would make things worse.»
The boy hissed, gritting his teeth, before shoving Sunny’s hand away.
«How…» Sweetheart’s voice became a low growl, her eyes glaring at them and spitting fire. «How did you find him?!»
But, despite the raging fire in front of her, Aubrey didn’t flinch. She rummaged in her pocket before showing the compass. «With this.»
«And what, pray tell, is that piece of junk?!»
«A compass we found in the Foggy Forest. It led us beyond the wall.»
Her voice was calm and composed. All the emotions she’d have were buried deep inside: it was like staring right at the depths of a fire, but instead of succumbing to the flight response, she decided to plant her feet on the ground.
Sweetheart gritted her teeth and her nostrils flared. Her knuckles turned white, clenching the corners of the table. Sunny flinched, bracing for the worst, but instead it never arrived. Instead, in a moment, she deflated and her head hunched downwards. «Of course. I should have expected this.»
Perfectheart stepped closer to Aubrey, as if trying to shield her. «What do you mean?»
«You were just waiting for the right opportunity to stab me in the back, weren’t you?!» Sweetheart spat those words full of venom and stomped her foot on the ground. «Exactly like Rococo did. Sure! Relish in my help and stab me in the back as soon as the opportunity arises!»
«What?!» Perfectheart saved a moment to take a deep breath. «Why do you say this, Sweetheart?»
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«What do you know, Roboheart?! All this time I believed I could trust you!»
«We trusted!» Mutantheart pointed her finger at her friend. «But you lie to us!»
«Sweetheart», Perfectheart tried to hide the pain in her eyes with a blink. «We realized that there was something bothering you. Some old wounds that never truly healed. So we wanted to discover them… for you. To help you.»
«What the hell do you know about what I need?!»
«Right», Aubrey’s voice made everybody turn towards her. She shrugged. «Of course you don’t want to tell them. After all, it’s not like you care about them, do you? They are here just to fill the void that Rococo left.»
Mutantheart whimpered, as Perfectheart stared at Aubrey in disbelief. «Aubrey, what are you–», but she couldn’t finish her sentence.
«How dare you...» Sweetheart’s voice turned into a low growl. «How dare you!» she approached Aubrey, but the girl didn’t flinch, locking gazes with her. «You have NO idea how much they mean to me! Perfectheart, Mutantheart, and Roboheart… they’re my family! Don’t even think you can pretend to know how I feel about them!»
Aubrey stood still. She didn’t answer, letting Sweetheart pant in front of her, not daring to look away.
After a few, long seconds, she spoke again. «Sweetheart», her voice was perfectly calm. «Listen to me. I understand how you feel.»
«What do you know?! Coming here from who knows where after crossing the forest, and pretending to know who I am?! Leave this place at once!»
«Sweetheart! I understand! I understand how you feel! I know that you care about your friends… but I wanted to hear it from your own mouth. But Rococo… he hurt you, didn’t he?»
«How do you–» her eyes snapped open and she whipped her head towards Perfectheart. «You! It was you, wasn’t it?!»
«They deserved to know. I don’t regret my choice.»
Sweetheart gritted her teeth. Her nails scratched her palms, leaving faint white lines on her skin. Her eyes were flaming with anger.
«Alright», she spat. «You pretend to know about Rococo. You pretend to know what happened. So let me ask you: why did he betray me? Why did he leave me in the dust after our failure? Why did he leave me alone to deal with the aftermath?!»
But Aubrey didn’t flinch. Instead, her eyes curved with pity. «Let me guess. You never tried to connect with him again, did you?»
Like an extinguished fire, Sweetheart froze at those words. She took a step back, eyes bewildered, staring at Aubrey.
«You never asked him to explain the situation, did you?» Aubrey continued. «You never asked him why he left you.»
«He betrayed me!» she snapped back, grasping at the last remnants of her will to fight. «After our failure, he just left! Left me to deal with the aftermath and my own failure alone! As if we hadn’t worked together for such a long time!»
«Sweetheart», Aubrey’s tone had changed. It was soft… and Sunny thought of Mari. «I know how you feel. I truly do. I don’t blame you for being angry at him, because I would have felt the same. And all this… this castle… you just wished for him to come back, didn’t you? This Castle was like a lighthouse… both for you, and for him.»
Sweetheart faltered and took a few steps back. She kept herself steady by grabbing the back of a chair. «How.... how do you know all this?»
«I told you», Aubrey squeezed Sunny’s shoulder, before walking towards her. «I understand. Tell me, Sweetheart. Tell us. What really happened?»
Like a beast tired after its lashing out, Sweetheart had lost her strength. She raised her gaze, eyes glittering with tears. She was a husk of her former self, so little and frail that Sunny was afraid that even a gust of wind could blow her away.
«Rococo was my partner back during my theatre days. I suppose you know as much.»
Aubrey nodded. «Perfectheart told us that one day something happened between you two, and you split up.»
«Yes. We were quite famous, you know. Many people would come to watch our plays from far away. But one day, our fame started to decline. Until one day we barely had any spectators left», Sweetheart bit her lip. «We decided to put on one last play. But instead of staying together like I thought we would… Rococo told me of his decision to leave. He never gave me an explanation…!» she sighed. «But now I realize that I actually never asked him for one.»
She turned around and stopped to gaze at the Foggy Forest beyond. A light gray curtain had fallen over the world, a few dark green tips piercing the haze. Up there, one could feel truly alone.
«I was so angry… I had never felt like that before», Sweetheart kept talking, not daring to look back at them. «I had to do something before the feeling would burn me from the inside out. My whole mind was screaming», she gripped the guardrail. «I had to do something… I had to. So I… I…»
Slowly, as if she was grabbing the words needed to word her next sentence in the fog of her mind, she turned around. «I burned the theatre down. The symbol of our work and partnership. I burned it down… and the scorch mark is still there, in Nubnub Village.»
Perfectheart gasped. «So it was you…»
Sweetheart let out a dry chuckle. «I am a fool, aren’t I? Burning a bridge before checking if it was falling apart in the first place. No wonder Rococo wanted to leave. I can’t really blame him.»
«Hey, Sweetheart», Aubrey’s voice made her raise her eyes. «Have you ever thought that maybe Rococo left because of the pressure of his failure? Maybe he felt ashamed of himself… and ashamed for failing you.»
She brought a hand to her chest. «What…? How could he? We… we would have faced it together as we did with everything else!»
«Shame can cloud judgment, Sweetheart.»
Her head fell down. A hiccup escaped from her lips.
«I am such a fool… Snapping out at Rococo without giving him a chance to explain himself… without ever stopping to think that maybe he needed my help too…»
«Where is Rococo now, Sweetheart?»
She shook her head. «I don’t know. He never told me.»
«Sweetheart», Perfectheart was next to her, a smile on her face, her eyes glittering with unrolled tears. «My friend. Don’t worry, it’s alright.»
She pulled her into a hug. As she buried her head in her shoulder, Sweetheart’s hiccups grew in intensity. Slowly, Roboheart and Mutantheart walked closer and wrapped her into a hug.
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«Sweetheart fren… Still love you…»
She stood still, as her friends enveloped her in their warmth. A new set of tears rolled down her face.
«Thank you… thank you…»
The next few moments were filled with silent nods of reassurance, as tranquillity settled over the balcony once again.
The tension dissipated and Omori relaxed. On his face, Sunny could see his admiration for Aubrey.
But he wasn’t the only one.
Kel placed a hand on his friend’s shoulder. «Hey, Aubrey… you were pretty cool back there.»
Aubrey blinked a few times, as if snapping out from a trance, and her cheeks darkened.
«Yeah», Hero offered a smile, pulling her into a side hug, deepening the colors on her face. «I’m proud of you, Aubrey.»
Basil joined the hug. «I’m so glad to have you back in my life, Aubrey.»
He didn’t want to make her more uncomfortable than she already was, so Sunny limited himself to a thumbs up and a smile. He truly did feel proud of her, though.
The girl, at a loss of words, just kept getting redder and redder, until she just covered her face with her hands and slid out of everybody’s reach by kneeling on the ground. Basil chuckled and patted her back as she quietly hummed things to herself.
«Are you alright?» Omori knelt down in front of her, genuine worry on his face.
«Yeah, don’t worry», Hero stifled a chuckle. «She’ll be alright.»
«Okay!» Aubrey sprung back up, but her cheeks were still red. «I did nothing special, okay?! I just… spoke what was going through my mind. Like I always do.»
«Then your mind is a good one», Hero squeezed her shoulder.
«We avoided a quite grim outcome, here», said Omori. «So yeah. Nice job, Aubrey», he gave her a thumbs up. She offered one back.
On the other side of the balcony, Sweetheart had just been let free from her friends’ hug. The master of the Castle wore a genuine smile and, still with teary eyes, she turned over to the group. «My dear guests. I really cannot thank you enough for what you’ve done for me… and for us. Please, let me know if there is anything we can do to repay the favor.»
«About that…» Omori walked over to her. «We have a favor to ask.»
«Of course. Anything.»
«Lead us to the Gate.»
Sweetheart gasped. «I… I told you. I know nothing of it.»
Omori’s eyes widened. «What? You… don’t?»
«I told you before, didn’t I? And I’m afraid the Sprout Moles I sent to gather information still haven’t returned.»
Perfectheart placed a hand on her shoulder, grabbing her attention. «Sweetheart. The Keeper told us that the Gate is in Nubnub Village.»
«I… see. I wasn’t aware of that.»
«The Keeper told us you’re the only one who can release the seal», said Aubrey.
«Please, Sweetheart», Basil pleaded. «It’s the only way we have to return home.»
«I see», she nodded. But she didn’t move, as her eyes went towards the forest once more. «Alright, then. I will release the village. I think it’s time to stop holding onto those memories in such a morbid way.»
She didn’t wait for the others as she walked towards her room. «Let’s go.»
The Library doors opened without a hitch when Sweetheart pushed them. This elicited a frown from her, who turned towards Perfectheart.
«I opened the door earlier», she said, before Aubrey could open her mouth.
Sweetheart nodded, satisfied with the explanation, and went in.
Aubrey whispered thanks to the girl.
As silent as they had left it, the Library soon offered them the sight of the golden light of Nubnub Village above its flight of steps.
Sweetheart stood still, the strong light stretching the shadows on her face, a little twinkle in her eyes. She raised her hand, soft and light, and caressed the memory in front of her with surprising tenderness.
Nobody dared to speak until Sweetheart herself offered them a smile.
«Alright. I’m ready.»
She cupped the memory in her hands and brought it closer to her chest. The shadows in the walls flickered and danced as the light grew brighter and bigger, like a small flame, forcing Sunny and his friends to shield their eyes. The light kept expanding until it engulfed everything around them, in a small explosion of gold. Then, in the blink of an eye, everything disappeared.
The shadows of the library grew strong again, enveloping them in its darkness. Silence fell once more.
Hero blinked a few times. «Is… is it over?»
Sweetheart nodded. «Yes. Nubnub Village is now back in its rightful place.»
«Thank you, Sweetheart», said Aubrey.
She smiled and gave a light bow, taking the edges of her skirt.
«This was really brave of you, Sweetheart», Perfectheart pulled her for another hug. «We will be with you until the end, don’t you worry.»
«Thank you.»
«Sweetheart, I...» Mutantheart broke the idyllic moment. She was biting her lip.
«What is it, Mutantheart?»
«I have question. In garden… found room with bears. Why?»
Sweetheart gasped. «Oh. Are any of you hurt?»
«We barely escaped unscathed, to be honest», said Omori.
«That… that room was supposed to be locked.»
Basil gasped and slowly hid behind Hero’s back. The older boy ruffled his hair.
«It must be our fault», he said. «We were looking for clues, you see…»
«I see. I’m just glad you haven’t been hurt. To answer your question, Mutantheart, those bears were… actually, I’m not sure where they came from.»
«What you mean?»
«It was before you arrived here in the Castle. I had recently broken up with Rococo, and one day those bears just… appeared. They looked dangerous, but they seemed to obey all my orders. Until one day… they stopped doing that. I grew scared of them… so I locked them in that room. I kept them fed just to make sure they wouldn’t starve but… they were terrifying to me.»
«Why did you keep them in there anyway?» asked Kel. «It was pretty dangerous!»
«I thought they could be useful as some kind of defense, to be honest. Sure, the forest monsters still hadn’t appeared back then but… better be safe than sorry, no?»
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Perfectheart nodded. «It was indeed dangerous. But maybe we could try to calm them down, somehow? They obeyed Sweetheart’s orders, so…»
«I’m not sure they’re going to listen to me anymore… And also… I think I have made my mind up about something. And if my plan comes to fruition, I can’t really take care of them anymore, I’m afraid.»
«What are you talking about, Sweetheart?»
«I think I want to go look for Rococo.»
Aubrey gasped. «Really?»
She nodded. «Yes. I think… it’s time for me to leave this place. After all… I think that Rococo is also waiting for me. And I owe him an apology» she turned towards her friends. «My friends. What will you be doing, instead? You’re more than welcome to remain here in this Castle, if you so desire.»
«Well», Perfectheart smiled. «Do you mind some company on your journey, my friend?»
«You don’t mean...»
«This Castle is your home and you have given us shelter and kindness for so long. It’s the least we can do.»
«Frens go on adventure!» Mutantheart squealed. «Like Aubs!»
«Hell yeah!» Aubrey raised her hand for a high five, which she accepted.
«Are you really sure about this?»
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«Roboheart is right. I’d love to meet your friend, too.»
Sweetheart smiled. «Alright. Thank you. I really don’t deserve all of your kindness.»
The white gates of the garden creaked open, revealing the foggy forest beyond, passing over the grass that had covered the trails of the past openings.
The group stood in front of the entrance, with new bags in tow: Sweetheart had offered them rations and water to last for a couple of days. At first they had refused, but after some really convincing puppy eyes from Mutantheart, they obliged.
They turned around, looking at the Castle one last time. Its pink bricks and red roofs pierced the haze like an old memory brought forth by the senses, and Sunny stood still for a moment, relishing in it.
«The time has come, my dear guests», said Sweetheart. «Your presence has been nothing but a boon, for us.»
«It has been a pleasure», said Hero. «And thank you for your hospitality.»
«It was such a nice break from our travels!» said Kel. «Thank you!»
«I’m really glad to see that my judgment was spot-on», Sweetheart smiled at Aubrey. «A person with such wonderful hair must be a great person.»
Aubrey blushed, before shaking her head, as if it could send the color away. «It was nothing, really. Sometimes we need someone to remind us of the important things.»
«I agree with that.»
«Huh… Miss Sweetheart?» Basil placed the bag on his shoulder before speaking. «I have a question, if you don’t mind.»
«By all means, go ahead.»
«You said you’ll be leaving the Castle to go look for Rococo but… what will happen to the Sprout Moles? Will they… lose their jobs?»
«Worried about the unemployment rate in the Sprout Mole Village, Basil?» asked Omori, furrowing his brow.
«Well… they are good at their jobs but I admit I’d be sad if they were to suddenly find themselves unemployed...»
Sweetheart and Perfectheart exchanged a glance, before she spoke. «I do believe there has been a misunderstanding here. The Sprout Moles don’t work for us… per se.»
«They… don’t? But they were always walking around as guards.»
«And we found their armory», said Kel.
«One of them even stopped us!» added Aubrey.
«That’s correct. But I actually never hired them. None of us ever did. They just lived nearby and soon enough they started to do… what you saw them doing. I just let them do their own thing, also because King Crawler was quite a danger for them. They were safe here. Also some of them were old fans of mine, I think.»
«Is that why you did most of the heavy jobs?» asked Kel. «And the reason why you never gave them orders?»
Perfectheart nodded. «Exactly. The only thing we asked them to do for us was to call us if any of us needed it, and to warn us against the monsters.»
«I… see…»
Sweetheart smiled. «I think it’s time for us to bid our farewells, my friends.»
«The best of wishes for your journey. Please do be careful.»
«Frens had fun together. Hope we meet again.»
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And, with one last wave and rounds of goodbyes, they crossed the white gates and entered the forest.
Notes:
sometimes I think I literally went too far with this rewriting of Sweetheart.
She’s entirely different from the one you meet in-game, while Captain Spaceboy was more or less the same (at least according to the few scenes with him in a “healthy” state of mind)
I really do hope you enjoyed it! :)Also, there was supposed to be a little bit more about Rococo but… in the end, I realized that the story worked just as well, so I left it as such. What was cut was: Rococo had actually left Sweetheart because he was going through an artist’s block, but Sweetheart didn’t know that and just lashed out at him.
But then Aubrey mentioned the whole talk about shame and failing her… and I thought “hey this works even better!” and just left it as such.also, me, checking off another “Write a cheesy hug scene” from my list: “everything is going according to plan :)”
and sometimes a family is composed of a Not-So-Obnoxious person who really should be more open, the Team Mom™, a robot that speaks in hellish screams but can take really good care of plants, and somebody who did nothing wrongAs always, thanks for all the kudos, hits, comments, and bookmarks! They mean the world to me! <3
(also fun fact: this fanfiction is one of the three projects I’m writing for this year’s NaNoWriMo!)
Chapter 26: Place of Anger and Fabric
Summary:
Sunny and his friends visit Nubnub Village and find the Gate. Also, they run for their lives.
Notes:
Once again we visit an “original” place! I hope I did it justice :)
i promised blood. and there is blood in this chapter (A LITTLE TINY TEENY LITTLE BIT)
TW: depictions of violence (against fantastical creatures, but still)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The fog walked on the ground, its cloudy tail slithering between the trees.
Silence blanketed Sunny and his friends as they walked in the forest, the humid grass muffling their footsteps. The trees, hidden by the mist, slowly revealed themselves with their gigantic trunks, trails of clouds hanging from the branches.
Sunny wasn’t sure for how long they walked, but its body definitely wasn’t happy with it. Stiff and sore, each step felt like moving a boulder with his feet. The bag on his shoulders weighed him down and, looking at Basil and his pained expression, his heart had a pang of guilt when he realized he was happy because he wasn’t alone in the ordeal.
His friend wore a pale face and a few beads of sweat were on his forehead. When he noticed Sunny looking at him, he gave him a tired smile.
In that moment, Aubrey frowned. «Oh. Guys, want me to carry your bags?»
«I’m alright!» Basil shouted with a tone of voice that clearly indicated that he, indeed, was not alright. «I… can do this.»
«Oh, c’mon!» Kel walked over to him with a chuckle and, without waiting, started to slide off the bag from his friend’s shoulders. Basil resisted, grabbing the sides, but in the end he lost the battle. «Don’t be shy! I always help you with your bags at Fix-it!»
Basil sighed as Kel just put the second bag on his shoulder. «And you, Sunny?»
He closed his fists to give him courage. «I can do this.»
«Yeah, riiiight», Omori was suppressing his laughter, looking at him. «Keep going at it, Sunny. I’m rooting for you.»
Sunny glared at his sarcasm.
«Are you sure you can do it?» asked Aubrey. «I can manage another bag, no problem.»
«Or Hero could!« Kel exclaimed. «Bro, you do need some more physical exercise!»
«I jog every morning!»
«And yet you still can’t keep up with me!»
Hero rubbed his face, but he was smiling. «C’mon, if Sunny says he can do it, let’s trust him.»
Sunny nodded, giving him a thumbs up. Finally, he could suffer in peace.
«And also, we’re almost there, I think», Hero brought a hand above his eyes. «I see something there…»
«Oh?!» Kel ran past them, under Aubrey’s warnings.
He disappeared beyond the trees, and they quickened their steps to keep up with him. Basil took Sunny’s hand, helping him with his support.
Beyond the wall of trees, the fog lifted like a veil. Reality was clear once again, no more blurry lines circling the eyes.
The sight was so familiar to Sunny that, for a moment, he blinked just to make sure his overactive imagination wasn’t having the best of him again.
But no, that wasn’t the case.
«What the…?» Hero’s voice was a whisper, his mouth agape. His friends joined with similar expressions of surprise.
Nubnub Village sprung forth where the forest ended. The grass gave way to the hard and familiar feeling of asphalt, and the black roads paved the ground in front of rows and rows of houses. Above them, electric lines cut through a gray sky that still held the remnants of the fog. On the ground, instead, pinwheels stood still, waiting for a gust of wind to move them.
On the sidewalks a few people were out and about, but an eerie silence blanketed the place. No person turned around to look at the strangers coming from the forest, not sparing even a glance. An anxious bundle lodged itself in Sunny’s throat: he couldn’t recognize anybody.
«Faraway…?» Basil let out the word carefully, as if its mere sound could break reality. «But… who are these people?»
«What does this mean?» Kel stepped beyond them, looking at the houses. «Why is Faraway here?»
A faint feeling of nostalgia fought with the unsettling feeling in his chest. That place felt dangerous, like a venus trap waiting for its prey to fall on its leaves. There was no way that could be Faraway, was it?
Muffled voices rang in his mind. He shook his head and pulled his ear a bit, but it didn’t stop. He couldn’t make out what it said, but he opted to do his best to ignore it.
Out of all of them, Omori was the only one wearing a face of enthusiasm. «This is where you live?»
«Technically», said Sunny.
«Hush, not you. I know you’ve moved away.»
«Are we… back home?» Kel’s voice had a hint of happiness in it.
Omori waved his hand. «Hello? I’m still here. This can’t be your world, I can’t physically exist there.»
«Neither did we think we could have a shared dream, but here we are», said Aubrey. «But you’re right. There’s no way this can be our Faraway. I can’t even recognize these people and...» she frowned. «Forget it. No way this is our home.»
«Yeah», Omori rubbed his arms. «And this feeling… This is exactly how I felt in Planet J03…»
Seeing him shivering, Sunny grew worried. «Are you alright?»
«Yeah, but it seems like I’m not welcome here. It’s like… I don’t belong.»
Kel sighed. «I had my hopes up for a second. Will you be alright?»
«I’ll manage, don’t worry. But I’d be glad if we could get out of here as soon as we can.»
«I’d be glad too», said Aubrey. “This place gives me the creeps. So similar to our home… but not the same.»
«It feels so wrong», said Basil.
«But we could try asking for information», said Omori. «Hero, I’ll trust your charm.»
Hero rubbed his temples. «Again?»
«I’ll handle this!» Kel pointed to his chest, before walking towards one of the people, a woman waiting near the sidewalk.
«Good morning, ma’am!» Kel waved with enthusiasm. «My friends and I are travelers, and we are…»
His voice trailed off as his hand lowered. The woman hadn’t even turned towards him, looking out at the road.
«Huh…» Kel exchanged a glance with his older brother. «Excuse me?»
He waved his hand in front of the woman’s eyes, but she didn’t react to it.
«Hey!» Omori jumped in front of her, waving his arms around. «Wow. I never felt so offended in my life.»
Without uttering a word, Hero walked away, approaching another person. Sunny saw him talk to a man, but, exactly like the woman, he didn’t react.
«It’s as if we’re invisible», said Sunny.
«Does that mean I can play pranks on them?» asked Omori.
«No, you can’t», answered Hero. «So, huh… any ideas?»
«I guess we can’t ask for information...» said Kel.
«We’ll have to find the Gate by ourselves, then», said Omori.
Aubrey shrugged. «We shouldn’t have problems navigating this place, right?»
«If I had to bet on a potentially suspicious place, it’d be the theatre that Sweetheart mentioned. So where is it?»
They looked at one another, but Kel responded first. «Faraway never had a theatre, right…?»
Sunny shook his head. «Neither an auditorium nor anything like that. Even for the recital, we were supposed to go to another town.»
A gust of wind caressed their skins.
Sunny blinked a few times, watching the trees rustle under the breeze.
After the static realities of the Foggy Forest and the Castle, frozen in time and forgotten by the breeze, the world was moving again.
«Hey, Sunny», Omori’s voice snapped him back to reality.
«What is it, Omori?»
«I never knew the houses in Faraway did that.»
«What are you–» his thoughts froze.
The row of houses in front of them was trembling, as if somebody had poked a jelly.
«What the…» Aubrey stifled a chuckle. «Okay, this for sure isn’t Faraway.»
Omori frowned. «Your houses don’t do this? Aw, that’s no fun.»
«Sleeping in a place like this would be pretty comfortable, I think…» said Kel.
«Believe me, you don’t want to sleep anywhere that isn’t stable», said Aubrey. «Will save you lots of scares.»
Hero gave them a look of disbelief. «Doesn’t… doesn’t anybody wonder why the houses are trembling like that in the first place?»
Sunny shrugged. «Disco house.»
He relished the groans around him. Omori gave him a thumbs up.
The wind subsided and, with it, the houses stopped dancing. Sunny walked towards one of them and raised his hand. He was expecting the grainy and rough feeling of a wall to come in contact with his palm, but that didn’t happen.
Instead, in its place, his fingers brushed over a soft texture, extremely small bumps sliding over it. He touched it again and pressed his palm a bit: the wall curved slightly under the weight.
«This is… fabric.»
«Fabric?» Basil followed his gesture, gasping when the wall curved. «He’s right!»
«Houses made of fabric?» Aubrey raised her eyebrows. «That sounds… strangely cozy. If it weren’t for the voices, this could even be a nice place to live.»
«What?» Omori turned towards her. «The–»
He stopped. «Wait a second…»
Sunny froze, his hand still on the fabric. The sensation in his ear persisted, like a cloud of mangled words that tried to grab his attention. He rubbed his finger inside, trying to shake it away, but it didn’t let go. It kept going, muttering and whispering.
He closed his eyes and, in the chaos, a word emerged.
Murderer.
He gasped.
«This is exactly like the forest», Omori seemed to grow even paler than he already was.
«Oh, please no», Hero shook his head. «Guys, let’s go. I don’t want to stay here one minute longer than necessary.»
Aubrey snickered. «You didn’t hear them until now? These bastards have been whispering in my ear ever since I stepped foot here.»
«Alright», Kel clapped his hands. «Find the Gate. Any ideas, guys?»
Omori nodded. «You said the theatre doesn’t exist. So, any other ideas?»
The sudden sound of scampering of feet on the concrete echoed in the roads. Like animals running away from the shot of a weapon, they watched as the people of Nubnub Village ran away, turning the roads empty. The thuds of the doors being closed shut reached them.
Soon enough, they were the only ones still standing in the Village.
«Well», Aubrey started. «I am kinda used to people running away from me, but like this...»
A growl emerged from their backs.
They turned around.
The depths of the forest spat out a creature. Its fur was as black as the darkest night, two red eyes piercing the void of its body. It walked on four legs, not too unlike a dog, but its size greatly surpassed the likes of one, its head almost reaching Hero’s chest. It bared its fangs, a white glint in the dark, as a low growl throttled out from its maw, its long claws leaving faint white lines on the asphalt.
In that moment, one simple certainty crossed Sunny’s mind.
That hound was there to kill them.
Pure primordial fear grappled his body and his mind, as the eyes of the creature were filled with raw violence and pure bloodlust.
«The black hounds…» Aubrey whispered, voice cracked.
«Hero! I’m taking the knife» Omori took the weapon from the boy’s pocket. «Run! I’ll protect you!»
The hound growled once more, before pouncing at them. Omori sent it flying away with a hit from the hilt of his weapon. Its fall prompted the group to run, but the hound returned to its legs again and charged at them.
Omori prepared himself to attack again, but as he raised his arm the hound jumped past him and kept running.
Towards Basil.
Aubrey pulled the boy to her, as one of the hounds’ claws scratched his arm, before it crashed onto one of the trees.
Aubrey’s face was scrunched by rage. She slid the bat out of her bag and gripped the handle, knuckles turning white.
«You bastard…» she took a step, raising her weapon. «It’s not enough to torment me, now you torment my friends?!»
She jumped forward and smashed the bat on the creature’s head. Drips of black tar exploded from the hit, sullying the ground.
«Aubrey…!» Basil went to touch her shoulder, before Omori jumped in and stabbed the creature.
It let out a howl. Its legs twitched before it stopped moving. Its black body caught fire and, in a crackle, it disappeared, leaving a black scorch mark on the sidewalk.
«Basil!» Aubrey ran towards him and pulled him into a hug, before taking his arm. «Are you alright?!»
«I… I’m fine…» he stuttered, but his pale face and terrified eyes hinted otherwise. «It’s just a scratch, really…»
In a flash, Hero was next to him and raised his arm, checking it with careful eyes. He lifted his sleeve slowly, revealing the red mark on the skin of his friend. The wound was superficial, but it had started to swell a little.
«Give me some water.»
Kel, as if trained to respond to that - and Sunny briefly wondered how active Sally was as a baby - nodded and promptly picked a flask of water from his bag.
Basil winced as the liquid touched the reddened skin.
«Sorry, Basil. Better be safe than sorry», he said. «I don’t even know what those things are.»
«Try eating something», Omori pushed a loaf of bread from their rations on Basil’s mouth. «Food healed us back in Headspace.»
Basil took a bite. «I… I don’t really feel any different.»
Omori pouted, glaring at the bread. «Useless food.»
«Does it hurt?» asked Aubrey.
«It stings a little.»
«Stay close to me, alright?» the girl was grabbing his shoulder, and Sunny wasn’t sure if Basil was nodding out of consent or fear. But, knowing Aubrey, he was glad that she’d protect him.
«Are you good to go?» Hero asked.
Basil slowly slid the sleeve back down, careful to not disturb the scratch.
«Huh… guys?» Omori’s voice was quivering, and Sunny felt him tap on his shoulder. «I don’t think we have a choice.»
They turned around. From the trees, followed by their growls, two more hounds emerged.
Basil took refuge behind Aubrey’s back as she readied her bat. Omori stood close to her, his knife glinting in the light.
«Guys…» Kel took a step back. «I know that we should face our fears head-on, but… what if we run away this time?»
«I agree», Hero took Sunny’s and Kel’s wrists. «Run!»
They sprung from their places and ran down the street as one of the hounds pounced at them, crashing on the asphalt. It got back up and whipped its head towards the running prey, before chasing after them.
«These bastards won’t leave us alone!» Aubrey pushed Basil forward before turning around.
«Aubrey!» Sunny spread his arm towards her, but Omori motioned him to go.
«I’ll help her!» he said. «You go on ahead!»
«Omori, please, keep Aubrey safe!» pleaded Basil.
The boy gave him a thumbs up. A whimper from one of the hounds signaled Aubrey's successful hit, as it fell on the ground and dissolved in a black mark. The second hound charged at the girl, but she readied another hit. Before it could connect, though, Omori sliced the side of the creature, making it fall to its side, before stabbing its head. The creature dissolved, leaving the black mark behind.
They kept running. The rows of houses of fabric turned into a blur of colors, and Sunny couldn’t hear anything but the sound of his footsteps and his heart thumping in his chest. He regretted not letting somebody else deal with his bags. His shoulders hurt and his skin felt on fire.
They stopped at one of the crossroads, soon rejoined by Aubrey and Omori. They all shared pale faces and heavy breathing, as they looked around.
«Where are we?» asked Kel between one breath and another.
«The intersection of the church», said Aubrey and pointed at a small house on the corner. «That’s my house… although much cleaner.»
Basil pointed to the other side. «And that’s where I live…»
«Any ideas where the Gate could be?» asked Omori. «A suspicious place.»
«”Suspicious” and “Faraway” are not words I’d ever put together», said Sunny.
«Yeah, it's a little town in the suburbs», said Hero. «Nothing really happens here.»
«Anything!?» asked Omori.
«Well, there is one suspicious place», said Basil. «But… I don't want to go there.»
Sunny shivered. «I… I don't think that's it.»
«What are you talking about?» asked Omori. «We're out of leads and the hounds aren't gonna just sit around waiting for us to decide!»
«The tree stump», Sunny glared at Omori, who seemed to become even paler.
«Oh. I… no. I don't think we'd find anything there.»
Their conversation was cut short by a growl coming from behind them. Another hound was approaching, fangs bared.
«Run!» Hero led the way, running towards the north of the town, followed by his friends.
But when another two hounds appeared in front of them, they froze.
They were trapped. Omori’s knife bared its blade once again, while Aubrey readied another hit.
«Guys!» Basil pointed at the side of the road. «In the trees!»
One of the hounds barely missed them as they sprung to their feet and ran inside the forest cornering the sidewalk.
They ran and ran, until the trunks of the trees turned into a blurry mesh of colors. The growls of the hounds followed them, prompting them to hasten their steps.
The forest ended and they entered a glade.
They stopped, looking back to the trees, chests breathing heavily.
But only silence welcomed their ears. No growls approached them, no scratching of claws upon the ground. The world stood still, not even interrupted by a gust of wind.
Sunny's legs gave out and he fell on the grass. He grabbed his chest, catching his breath.
«Is everybody alright?» asked Hero.
«I am», nodded Kel. «But I don't know for how much longer I can keep this up.»
«Neither can I», said Basil.
«My dear guests», the sound of a familiar voice was accompanied by the pungent smell of roses, and Sunny whipped his head towards the trees. «I am so very sorry, but I didn't think the hounds would have reached Nubnub Village, too…»
Sunny would have never thought that the sight of Sweetheart, of all people, would send a wave of relief over his body. And with her morning star in hand, to boot. Next to her, faithful as always, stood her three friends.
«Sweetheart! And the others!» Aubrey beamed. «Was it you who took care of those hounds?»
«Indeed», nodded Perfectheart. «Are you alright? Have you found the Gate?»
Hero shook his head. «The hounds aren't helping us… and we can't talk to anybody.»
«Everybody is hiding in their houses», said Sweetheart. «But don't worry. Now that we are here, you have nothing to worry about.»
The rustling of her morning star made Omori flinch.
«Anyway», Sweetheart looked around. «This place…»
She walked past them, towards the center of the glade. Her weapon swung at each step, until she stopped, not too far away.
«Now I remember», she nodded.
They approached her to look at what she was looking for.
The first thing that Sunny noticed was the faint smell of smoke in the air. On the ground, a giant black scorch mark sullied the center of the glade, as if somebody had scribbled the ground with a marker. The smudge had taken hold of more than half of the glade; a few of the trees at the far back were also hit by it, with their nude branches and blackened trunks. The rest of the ground, devoid of life, had turned ash-gray.
«Is this the place?» asked Perfectheart.
Sweetheart simply nodded.
«The theatre…» Aubrey whispered. «This is the place.»
«Such a grim reminder», Sweetheart sighed. «So many memories, buried beneath this black mark. I hope I can make it right with him, once I find him.»
«I’m sure you can», said Aubrey. «You just have to be honest. Both with yourself, and him.»
«...Right.»
«Hey, do you hear it too?» Omori cupped his ear, facing towards the black mark.
Sunny furrowed his brow, tensing his ear. It was faint, but he could hear a bubbling sound, like water in a pan.
«What’s that?»
«...bad news», Mutantheart pointed towards the center of the scorch mark.
The ground itself was emerging, rising from the ground and curving slightly. An egg made of black tar sprung forth, before it exploded in drops of black and sullying the ground. The red eyes of a black hound gazed at them, sending waves of terror down their spines.
«Okay, you know…» Kel’s voice was quivering. «I don’t think this is good…»
Aubrey gasped. «The hounds! They… come from the theatre?»
«Their master…» Omori turned to face Sweetheart. «”But the creatures don’t follow her orders anymore”… it’s just like the Keeper said!»
Sweetheart jumped. «I… I had no idea! I swear! How could I put my friends’ lives in peril?!»
«Because you didn’t want to…» Aubrey’s voice was interrupted by two new eggs bursting open, the new creatures approaching them.
Sweetheart tightened her grip on her weapon. «Alright. This isn’t the time for sulking», she turned towards Aubrey. «My friends, we’ll take care of things here. Go look for the Gate!»
«But, you…»
«Don’t worry about us! We can take quite good care of ourselves.»
«If my memories of Headspace are anything to go by», Omori placed a hand on the girl’s shoulder, pulling her slightly. «She’s right. Believe me.»
Aubrey closed her hands into fists, gritting her teeth. The hounds approached them, when Sunny took his friend’s wrist. «Aubrey! We must go! I don’t want to see you get hurt!»
«Let’s go!» Hero pulled Aubrey, forcing her to run, just as the hounds pounced to attack. The thud of a successful hit of the morning star right behind his head made Sunny turn around, while Basil sprinted past him. His eyes darted from the hound fallen to the ground to his friend. Were they targeting him…?
«Sunny!» Basil’s voice made him jump, and he nodded, running towards him and his friends.
«Sweetheart!» Aubrey cupped her hands around her mouth. «Thank you! All of you!»
The master of the Castle offered her a thumbs up and a smile, right before hitting another hound.
A glint in the grass made Sunny look down. The familiar sight of the compass greeted his hand.
«Sunny, let’s go!» Omori pulled him by the wrist, making him yelp.
While running in the forest, Sunny checked the compass: its red tip was pointing to his right and, with a quick mental image, he realized it was pointing towards the park.
He didn’t know why, but something in his gut told him to follow the compass. Faintly, like an old memory, the image of Stranger appeared in his mind.
«Guys!» he gasped. «The compass! It’s working again!»
«What?» but he didn’t let Hero say any more, as he ran past them. «Follow me! Maybe it’ll lead us to the Gate!»
«I guess it’s worth a try», said Omori, following him.
When they reached the road again, Sunny stopped. He gave a quick look around and, noticing the lack of hounds, he turned towards his friends. «Kel!»
«H-huh?»
«Can you please help Basil? The hounds seem to be targeting him. You’re fast, you can outrun them if they follow us again!»
«What?!» Aubrey’s shriek was followed by her grabbing Sunny’s shoulder. «What did you say?!»
«W-why me?!» Basil’s voice was a whimper.
«I-I don’t know, it’s something I’ve noticed! Please, we don’t have much time. The compass is pointing towards the park, we need to go there!»
Kel nodded. «Alright! Sorry, Basil!»
«What are you– ah!» the blond boy yelped as Kel picked him up. He had no time to realize what was happening before Kel started running.
«Alright, let’s go!» Hero was next, running behind him.
«Aubrey?» Omori took her wrist. «We have to go.»
The girl blinked, as if snapped back into reality. She nodded. «Right. Let’s go.»
The familiar sight of the park greeted their eyes. The decayed figure of the Big Yellow Cat made of metal made Sunny feel a pang of nostalgia, but he had no time to relish in the feeling and started looking around.
«I don’t see any Gates here!» said Omori.
Sunny lowered his gaze towards the compass. «There!» he pointed at the trees. «Follow me!»
He made a beeline towards the secret hangout path.
«The compass is leading us to the lake!?» asked Kel.
«Seems like it!»
Out of breath, they stopped when the waters of the lake appeared before them. It shone brightly, much brighter than Sunny ever remembered it being.
The waters had turned white and emitted light, so strong that it engulfed the statue that was supposed to be at the center.
«That's it!» said Omori. «That same feeling I had while looking at the Gate on Planet J03… this is the Gate, I'm sure of it! Let’s go!»
«Wait!» Aubrey's shriek stopped them. Her face was pale, eyes shivering. «Guys, I-I… I don't know if I'm ready for whatever is gonna be in there. This whole place was so painful already! I…»
«Aubrey», Hero’s voice was soft. «We have to. Listen, I'm scared too, but we have to! We're here for you, don't worry.»
«Aubrey!» Kel winked. «Don't worry. You saw my Gate! You have to trust us.»
Aubrey didn't answer, looking at the light.
Basil took her hand. «Aubrey. We're friends again now aren't we?»
Sunny put his head on her shoulder. «Don't worry. I won't judge. None of us will.»
Growls rumbled from the belly of the forest.
Aubrey groaned and yelled. «Okay! Guys, let's go!»
They sprung to their feet as the hounds emerged from the trees, and then, one by one, jumped into the lake.
Notes:
Writing chapters like these is a bit unlike me and I may be a bit rusty in writing action scenes (my last two long stories were extremely chill and slice-of-lifey), so sorry if the quality is iffy.
Everytime I wrote about the fabric houses it reminded me of that episode in Digimon (the first series) where they visited that place where Digimon were born. it was made of these soft fabric cubes and as a kid i was enthralled by the idea haha
However I wasn’t really thinking about that when I created Nubnub Village.Also, for a very long time I debated about adding Sweetheart & Co in this chapter or not. In the end I remembered that they basically sent a bunch of kids and one adult in the middle of the forest where they knew monsters roamed and I was like "yeah that's stupid, i think they'd go check on them at least"
as always, thanks a lot for all the comments, kudos, hits, and bookmarks! I'm so glad you're enjoying this story!
Chapter 27: The Second Gate
Summary:
The Second Gate.
Notes:
for some reason this chapter kept wanting to be written in second person pov
i had to bash it a little to put it at its placealso i tried my hand at writing down an headcanon
TW: mentions of depersonalization (if you read The First Gate, you know what to expect!)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
When Aubrey opened her eyes, reality was a blur. Voices exploded all around her, in a chaotic bubble that hurt her ears, but she couldn’t make out their words.
They were cheering… for something?
They had won?
They who? Won what?
Aubrey tried to restore a bit of order in her thoughts, but the voices just kept shouting and cheering. They sounded very familiar, but she was sure she hadn’t heard them for some time now.
However, like an instinct, her emotions reacted before her mind and a smile appeared on her face. She missed those voices.
She rubbed her face, removing the veil of haziness from her eyes.
The hangout spot by the lake revealed itself to her. She couldn’t see the body of water, but its burbles coming from behind her convinced her of the idea.
The frame of trees all around her wore a brilliant green, reminiscent of summer. If the voices around her could have quieted down for a moment, she was sure she would be able to hear the buzzing of cicadas far away.
The voices!
She looked around, and their owners manifested to her, one by one.
The Hooligans.
Her chest warmed up in joy, her smile growing brighter.
Finally! Had the adventure ended? Were they truly back home?
Sure, it was fun, the most fun she had in a while, but the last moments had been quite vexing. Those voices back in the forest and in Nubnub Village… they judged her without the slightest idea of how her life was like. Saying how her life had turned to ruin after his father left, wondering how her mother felt seeing her daughter become a delinquent like that...
She’d have snapped back at them and spit at their shoes if she could. But, as incorporeal voices, she could only pretend to ignore them.
And the hounds… they were targeting Basil, weren’t they?
In those red eyes full of anger, Aubrey had seen something in them. A connection to a part of herself she didn’t want to admit. The hounds were speaking to her, uttering words she didn’t want to hear.
She had never been more glad to have her friends by her side. She didn’t know what she’d have done otherwise. Probably succumb to anger, maybe.
But it was all over, wasn’t it? Finally at home! Sure, her home was far from cozy, but in that moment she only wanted to go back home and cuddle with Bun-Bun.
She had so many things to think about: she wrote a mental note to reunite with Kel and Basil as soon as possible. Kel still owed her money from their bet back on Planet J03, after all.
And the movie night!
So many things to plan!
A giddy feeling erupted inside her, and she felt like a kid all over again.
But the Hooligans around her were still cheering. As their voices grew louder and more real , the joy in her chest slowly melted away, replaced by another feeling. One much darker and violent, coming closer like growing thunder clouds on the horizon. No matter how much she thought of her friends, both old and new, to keep it at bay, it kept encroaching on her, the roaring thunder flashing its reality to her.
Rage. Pure, violent, animalistic rage.
No.
She grew scared. She grew scared of her mind and her actions. She grew scared of herself.
Her mind went cold, but her body kept warming up, the feeling burning inside her.
Please, no. Not again.
The sound of another voice made her snap out of those thoughts. She wanted to cry, but her body didn’t obey her commands. But that voice… she had heard it so often lately that she wished for it to be a sign of comfort.
«I don’t believe it when you say you don’t care about us anymore.»
Yes! It was Kel!
Wow, she never thought she’d be happy to hear Kel , of all people. But the burning sensation in her mind was taking hold, and she knew her friends would help her snap out of it.
This was all some kind of fucked up dream, wasn’t it?
She found the boy standing in front of her. She wondered how she hadn’t noticed his presence beforehand, with that horrendous orange jersey he wore during…
Aubrey froze. A gulp of air got stuck in her throat, but her body kept breathing like normal.
Let me go away! Let me…
But the body didn’t answer. Her hand was firmly grabbing the familiar smooth surface of her bat with such strength that her palm hurt.
Another figure appeared next to him.
There he was. Sunny.
He lacked the eyepatch she had grown so used to seeing. The realization hit her.
The hangout spot. The Hooligans. Kel and Sunny.
Despite the stiffness of her body, the rage that kept her locked in place, the body that didn’t feel like her own, Aubrey mustered all of her strength in one simple motion.
She moved her head.
And she wished she hadn’t.
Her heart sank.
Basil. Her dear friend. He was down on the ground, crying, gripping his hair. Each of his sobs was like a needle being impaled in her heart.
Please… no. Anything but this, please!
She wanted to cry, but her body stood still. The rage burned inside her, destroying every remnant of compassion and hope she had.
No. Please! Anything but this, please! I don’t want to hurt him again!
But she couldn’t do anything but watch.
«You have all your friends now», Kel continued to speak, but the static in Aubrey’s mind drowned some of the words. She wanted to close her eyes and keep her ears shut, crawl down to the ground and let everything wash away, but instead, something grabbed her head and forced her to open her eyes and her ears. «But you’re hanging at our old hangout spot. Do I really have to spell it out for you?»
«Don’t listen to him, Aubrey», Kim’s voice. Usually it always brought comfort to her, like a salve for her anger. But, in that moment, it didn’t work, and it didn’t extinguish her fear either. «He’s spouting crap like usual!»
No, Kel is right! I still cared about them! Anger was blinding me, distracting me from what was important! I forgave them, Kim! I truly did! Let him go!
Another glint of rage burned inside her, but this time it was hers.
And don’t even dare to say that he’s spouting crap ever again. Only I am the one allowed to say so.
«Right, Aubrey?»
But her body didn’t answer. Its rage had blocked any kind of word from coming out of its mouth.
«This isn’t fun anymore…» Angel sighed. «I wanna go home. Let’s get out of here…»
«You said it…» Vance nodded, a resigned tone to his voice.
And then, one by one, all her friends left. They walked past Kel and Sunny, took their scooters, and disappeared beyond the trees.
The moment was approaching. Aubrey knew it. And it hurt, it hurt so much. She couldn’t bear to see it again . She had already punished herself far enough times while in her bed, replaying the same thing in her mind over and over again. Her nightmares added the final touch in the guilt that was devouring her heart.
Please. Please.
But she was a prisoner inside her own body. The anger was pulling the sadness down, forcing her to pay attention, to watch her biggest mistake again.
But her body was burning. Her hand hurt. Everything hurt and screamed.
Aubrey wanted to distance herself from that feeling as much as possible, run away and take shelter in the presence of her friends, both old and new.
«Aubrey», Kim’s voice was distant. «You coming?»
Yes, please. Let me out of here.
But she couldn’t answer.
«Oh… okay. Catch you later, then.»
And she too disappeared beyond the trees, accompanied by the sounds of her scooter’s wheels.
Behind her, Basil’s hiccups felt like arrows being thrown at her heart.
Basil… I’m so sorry.
But she couldn’t do anything but watch.
«Aubrey…»
She had never thought that something as simple and natural as the sound of her name could push her to the deep edge.
Something was welling in her throat. Her eyes hurt.
The body clenched her first until its nails dug into its skin.
And she let it out.
A yell. It emerged from the depths of her rage, anger, and desperation. Her legs gave out and she fell on her knees.
«Why?!» she punched the ground. «Why do you guys keep coming back?!»
Her mouth spewed those words, but she only wanted to curl up next to Basil and reassure him that everything would be okay. Things would become better.
Maybe they wouldn’t become easier , but at least he wouldn’t be alone anymore.
Unlike how he was in that moment, curled up in the dirt, his knees smudged with mud and his face swelled with tears.
Alone .
«I just want you to leave me alone!»
Aubrey was scared of herself. She was scared of her anger. She was scared of how her emotions would snap out from her body and hurt those who were close to her, no matter how much she hated them.
But, in that moment, she felt pity. That girl, who was nobody but herself one year earlier, was hurting so much. She wanted to take her own hand, pull her into a hug, and let her cry.
I’m sorry .
Let the barrier get built. Let everyone out! Nobody will dare to cross the thorns.
That was what she was thinking, wasn’t she?
«Sunny…» she had never thought she’d be able to spit that name. «Why? Why did you show up now?»
«We just want you to stop messing with Basil!» Kel screamed. «What’s your deal with him all of a sudden?!»
She punched the dirt again and started to rise on her feet.
«You used to be friends», Kel continued. «We all used to be.»
The fire inside her grew. Aubrey stood there powerless, inside a body that she recognized as her own, but so distant from her that it could have been a stranger.
«You think I’m the bully», she reserved a glare at the boy in front of her, gripping her bat tighter. «But you’re all messed up too…»
«What were you doing when Mari died?!» she yelled. «Where were any of you ?!»
Aubrey remembered that pain. She remembered the loneliness that hurt her skin and her chest. She remembered the nights spent alone crying in her room. She remembered the cold embrace she felt when she saw her father for the last time before the thud of the wooden door signaled his leave.
Everybody had left her. And she was alone.
Tears clouded her eyes. The forest, the lake, Kel and Sunny, all became a blurry mess of colors. But her body knew its target and it spun on its heels and walked towards Basil. The boy scrambled backward, before getting on his feet.
They had reached the pier.
He looked so small and weak.
Aubrey… how could you?
«And you…» Aubrey was panting. «You’re the worst, Basil. How dare you show your face to me after what you did!»
She didn’t know what happened. But a little glint of courage appeared in the depths of the despair in Basil’s eyes.
«Aubrey, I…»
«Get away from me!»
It was a natural reaction. An instinct.
Just like the fear and shame that washed over her when he saw Basil drown.
«What the hell, Aubrey?! What are you doing? You’ve taken this too far!»
«W-wait, hold on! I didn’t mean to…»
«Sunny! Don’t worry about Aubrey, I’ll keep her busy! Just go help Basil!»
She heard a splash from behind her. It was probably Sunny jumping in to save his friend, right?
Wait…
They both can’t swim!
But her body didn’t allow her to show her worry. It stood still, frozen in fear and shame.
And she couldn’t do anything but watch.
Whatever it was that forced Aubrey to watch her worst memory all over again had suddenly lost its grip. She couldn’t remember what happened after she saw Basil’s head disappear underwater. Kel was speaking, she could surmise as much, but her body stood still in front of him. All the anger had exploded in that one single action and now had left only smoke behind.
When she came to, Hero was on the lake’s shore.
Her body was surprised to see him. Right, that was the first time she had seen him in years, right?
Next to him, Sunny was on the ground, drops of water falling down from his hair as he grabbed his chest and regained his breathing.
Next to him, in Hero’s arms, was Basil.
Basil!
But the body didn’t move.
She wanted to run to him, make sure he was breathing, pull him into her chest, and just make sure he was fine .
But the body didn’t move.
Hero got on his feet, his friend in his arms, a worried expression on his face. He said a few words she didn’t get over the static of her mind, but she made out the words “He’ll be okay” and that was all that mattered.
Thank you… Hero.
They exchanged a few more words she couldn’t hear and turned around, walking towards the forest.
«Hey!» she surprised herself with that shout. «Where do you think you’re going?!»
But they didn’t answer, not even sparing her a glance. The four boys disappeared beyond the trees and the last thing she saw was Basil’s blond tuft peeking from Hero’s body.
And there, under the sun’s dying light, as the waters of the lake changed their colors into a purple hue, Aubrey found herself alone.
Once again.
All the rage that was trapped in her body dissipated like snow under the sun.
Her eyes burned.
Her legs gave out.
She cried and wailed and screamed, but nobody heard her. She punched the ground and scratched the dirt, but nobody came.
She didn’t know for how long she cried. For how long she longed to feel the touch of somebody, anybody , on her back.
Somebody that could tell her that everything was going to be okay.
Somebody that could tell her that everything was now fine.
Why… why…
How did things end like this?
Basil was her very first friend. Dating all back to elementary school, it wasn’t long before she considered him her best friend.
He had always been a silent child. Everybody avoided him, the son of the couple who never appeared in town. A boy who loved flowers, who took time to choose his words, and who couldn’t even gather the courage to hurt a fly.
And Aubrey, proud of her rebellious side, wanted to get closer to him.
It happened during a nice day of spring, when the first flower blossoms sprouted from the half-frozen ground, giving the world their colors after the monochromatic existence of winter.
Aubrey enjoyed the company of flowers. Their colors made her happy and their perfumes made her relish the warmth of spring.
However, she rarely went near them. She had a long – long as it may have been for a six years old child – bad history with bees. She hated them: she loathed their buzzing that would pull her away from the flowers, so she’d look at them from afar.
From the window in her classroom, she could enjoy the view of a row of bushes who, under the timid spring sun, had started to perform in a little show of colors.
And one day, during recess, she approached one of them. Little pink dots peeked out from the leaves, with many more bulbs waiting to come out.
Aubrey stretched her little hand, eyes wide with glee when the pesky buzzing of a bee made her jolt up and scream.
«Don’t worry!» she heard a voice from behind her.
She screamed once again, making the new voice yelp too. When she turned around, the only thing she saw was a pair of arms crossed to cover a face, but the blond hair was more than enough to tell who he was.
His eyes peeked from beyond his wrist. «Are you alright?»
«I… huh…» her cheeks flared in embarrassment. «Sorry! I didn’t want to scare you…»
«It’s okay», he gave a sheepish smile. «Look, the bee went away!»
He pointed at a bush a bit farther from them: the little thing was busy checking out the flowers.
«Finally!» Aubrey pouted. «Ruining my day like that… umpf!»
The boy chuckled. «Bees are good! They won’t hurt you if you don’t pose a threat to them, you know.»
«W-what?»
«Yeah! They only use their sting as a last resource. They die if they use it.»
All of a sudden, she felt really sorry for that little bee. What if she scared it, and it’d die because of her? She hated them, but she didn’t want them dead!
«Sorry, little bee», she whispered.
But then, realizing who was in front of her, she quickly regained her smile. «I’m Aubrey! What’s your name?»
«Oh, huh… B-Basil.»
«Nice to meet you, Basil!»
His cheeks flared red, his eyes darting away. Then, as if desperate to bring forth a new topic, he pointed at the bush in front of them. «Do you like these flowers?»
“Yes!” she clapped her hands. «Pink is my favorite color!»
He gave a little hum of approval, before saying. «These are azaleas. This is the perfect moment to see them bloom.»
«Azalea…» Aubrey repeated the word a few more times, under her breath. She looked at the flower once again, trying to imprint it in her mind. «Thank you, Basil! You’re really smart!»
«I-I… I’m not…» he looked down. «I just… read a lot of books.»
«That means you’re smart!»
He probably couldn’t become any redder than he was, Aubrey thought.
And, as if he was trying to hide the blush, he tried to cover his face with his collar.
«It’s really nothing special…» his voice was muffled behind the fabric.
«Hey, Basil.»
«Yes, Aubrey?»
«Do you want to be my friend?»
The collar slid away from his hand as his eyes widened in surprise. A smile blossomed on his face. «I do!»
I wonder…
When I stopped seeing that smile… why didn’t I ever dare to make it appear again?
Aubrey didn’t know for how long she cried.
She only knew that her eyes hurt and that she felt cold. So very cold.
She didn’t know where she was. Not that it really mattered.
She was in a dark place. She couldn’t discern one single thing in the darkness: if she closed her eyes, the only difference would be the disappearance of her knees hugged to her chest.
She buried her face, hugging her legs tighter.
So cold.
So very cold.
Old words rang in her mind.
From darkness, you can create your own reality .
A faraway sound tickled her ear. She slowly raised her gaze. The pink waters of the lake came into her view.
«Hey, Aubrey!»
Kim’s voice echoed from close by.
Under the trees’ shadows, on the picnic blanket they had brought some time ago, all her friends were waiting.
«C’mere, Aubrey!»
She smiled.
And she didn’t feel as alone anymore.
Notes:
aaaaand the Second Gate is also done! Sorry for the angst.
Announcement: I think I’ll take a week of hiatus now. I still gotta polish a few of the details about the next arc (which I’m sure most of you already know who will be the main star).
Thank you for your patience <3Thanks for all the kudos, bookmarks, hits, and comments!
Also, to all of those who share their theories: keep ‘em coming. I want to read them all. I love stories where afterward I can “play” by putting together all the details and stuff, so I tried to do the same with this fanfic!
I don’t want to say who is right and who is wrong, but I hope you’ll enjoy the story in any case!
Chapter 28: Two Chains Broken
Summary:
Back at the Playground, Sunny and his friends take some time to recover before Daddy Longlegs gives them their new destination.
Notes:
Thanks for your patience <3
I want to say that in this chapter I tried to tackle kind of a spiky topic. I tried to do my best, but still I’m sorry if it came out wrong.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The soft whisper of the wind tickled his ears.
Sunny groaned, disturbed from his sleep, and opened his eye. A strand of hair fell over it and he sent it flying in a blow.
His thoughts were a scrambled mess, intertwining and passing by each other like a whirlpool, and it felt like they took physical space in his brain. He tried grabbing the first thought that passed through, but it slipped away like an eel. He shook his head with the hope that it’d put some order, but it only made it worse.
Since the thought plane was in such a chaotic state, he decided to rely on what his senses could give him.
Around him, the abandonment of the Playground greeted his eyes. The mint-colored grass engulfed the ground, as the pillars of the rusted play equipment emerged from their blades.
He began the tiring ordeal of getting up, with a body that seemed much heavier than he ever remembered it being.
A thud next to him snapped him awake. On the grass next to his feet laid a brown backpack.
Oh, Sweetheart's rations… right.
Sunny gathered the bag and put it on his shoulder, massaging his temples.
The whirlpool of his mind started to subside, allowing him to glance at some of his thoughts. Like rocks slowly descending to the bottom of a river, his mind was becoming cleaner.
Right.
They had traversed Nubnub Village and had escaped from the hounds chasing them.
They had found the Gate and–
Sunny gasped. His throat tightened, black tendrils of terror choking him.
The lake…
He closed his eye and took a deep breath. He focused on the wind touching his skin, on the weight downing on his shoulder. When he opened his eye, he let the purple sky remind him that he was safe.
He had never realized it, but Basil had almost died that day, hadn't he?
He was still with them only thanks to Hero.
He remembered the fear and shame that hit Aubrey as she saw their friend’s head disappear under the water.
The terror of seeing him breathless on the lake’s shore.
The desperate prayers for him to be alright.
Fortunately, her ending hadn’t been as grim as his.
«I have to find the others», he steadied his step and started walking.
Under the remnants of the monkey bars, he found some familiar figures.
«Sunny!» Kel tackled him with a bear hug. He rocked a bit until he let go. «It's good to see you again. You alright? That memory must have been–»
«Don't worry about me», he gently pushed Kel away by his shoulder. «What about Aubrey and Basil?»
«Basil is here, but Aubrey is still missing.»
He motioned with his head behind him. Basil was sitting on the ground, right beneath the monkey bars, next to Hero. The older boy was rubbing his back, whispering words Sunny couldn’t hear.
At the lack of Omori, Sunny looked around and found him a bit farther away. The younger boy didn’t even acknowledge his presence, for he was pacing back and forth, eyes perceptive for any movement.
What is he looking for?
Sunny took a few steps towards him and, when Omori turned towards his direction, waved his hand.
The smallest of smiles appeared on the younger boy's lips before acknowledging his presence with a nod, but then he returned to his pacing.
Looking for Aubrey, I presume...
He returned to the monkey bars. «Hey, Basil.»
The boy on the ground raised his gaze. Sunny's eye widened in surprise when he saw he wasn’t crying.
«Sunny», he smiled. «How are you feeling?»
«Don’t worry about me. How are you feeling?»
He let out a tired sigh and gazed at his knees. And then Sunny knew that his lack of tears was just a façade. Holding strong for somebody else.
Probably Aubrey. «Holding up. I would have never imagined her Gate had to do with me, too...»
During the past year, in an attempt to mend the relationships he had left to rot, Sunny had on more than one occasion apologized for his actions. He had defended Basil, he had offered possibilities for amends, and he had brought to light many of the thoughts haunting him.
But, despite all the things he had said, he always thought that words could never properly convey how he felt.
And that is the reason why, in that moment, he opted for saying exactly what was in his mind, no matter how often he had repeated himself.
«Basil. I’m so sorry.»
And Basil shook his head, like he often did. «Let’s not think about that now… it’s all in the past.»
There they were. Those words again.
It’s all in the past .
Every time Sunny would apologize to him about what happened, Basil would answer that way.
I’m so sorry, Basil.
Sunny… it’s in the past. Let’s go onward, shall we?
Hero’s sigh made them turn towards him. He was rubbing his eyes. «I can’t believe I thought that it was one of the usual fights between Aubrey and Kel…» when he finally removed his hand, his eyes were filled with tiredness. «Seriously, Kel. You could have explained it with a tad bit more detail.»
Kel scratched the back of his head. «I didn’t want to worry you too much… you know, with you being back from college and everything.»
But their conversation was cut short as a voice erupted from behind them.
«Basil!»
Aubrey was standing not too far from them, her eyes swollen and red. Her cheeks still wore the trails of the dried tears. She was breathing heavily, catching up for all the hiccups.
Ever since he could remember, Aubrey had always been the image of self-confidence in their group of friends. Brash and hardheaded, Sunny looked up to her for those aspects, aware that he had always been too passive to properly imitate them.
But he knew better. During their swing talks, Aubrey let the strong image fall apart in front of him, showing a person sure of her ideas and thoughts, but that was looking for acceptance. A person who, deep down, wanted to run away from the harsh cold of loneliness.
And, in that moment, that same image flashed in his mind.
Her hands twitched at the sight of her friends and she ran towards them, before falling to the ground and pulling Basil into a hug, almost tackling both of them down.
«I’m so sorry, Basil», Aubrey rocked back and forth, bringing the boy with her. «I’m so sorry.»
She started repeating those words over and over again, her sobs sometimes interrupting her voice.
Basil, after the initial shock dissipated, buried his face in his friend’s shoulder and drew circles on her back, whispering words to her ear.
Then, it all stopped.
Aubrey stopped rocking and talking. They stayed like that, a huddled mess of tears and hugs.
Basil’s face emerged from her shoulder. Sunny expected to see puffy red eyes dried of their tears, but instead the boy was wearing the kindest of smiles. He gently pulled away to look at the girl.
«Aubrey», but she had her eyes still shut by tears. «I’ve already told you. It’s all in the past.»
It's all in the past.
He was afraid that it was a sign of him returning to old habits, when he closed his eyes and ears to the real world and tried to live in a world where everything was fine.
It took him some time to realize that, instead, those words were a reminder that their future was still ahead of them. Like a sunflower facing the sun, Basil had somehow found the strength to focus on the future.
But Aubrey didn’t seem keen on the idea. She opened her eyes and looked at him. «How can you even say that?! I… I hurt you for four years! And here I am, pretending to be your friend as if nothing ever happened!»
«We… we were all hurting back then.»
«I was horrible, Basil. I… I don’t know what to do. I’ve been trying to atone for my mistakes but… can I truly do that? How can I even possibly believe to undo four years of… that ?»
Basil flinched. He stood silent for a moment, looking at the mint-colored grass beneath him, before speaking. «I don’t know if you can do that, Aubrey. But… all that matters is what you do now, right? And you’ve been nothing but a good friend this past year.»
«And don’t you deny that, Aubrey!» Kel wore a huge grin on his face. «I saw you! I saw how you help Basil in school! And I saw you save a seat for him in the cafeteria so that he doesn’t eat alone!»
«And haven’t you invited him to be part of the Hooligans?» asked Hero with a smirk.
«Charlie and I are good friends», Basil said. «And Mikh– huh, The Maverick, always gives me something from the bakery in the morning!»
«That doesn’t matter!» Aubrey pulled away, springing to her feet. She rubbed her eyes with her sleeve, but new wet drops fell soon after. «None of this does. It’s… it’s just wrong.»
«Hey, Aubrey» Sunny took her hand, getting her attention.
Being too far gone to be considered a normal person again.
Being so wicked and rotten that normal life only seemed a distant wish reserved for a few people.
He understood how she felt.
«I don’t know if I should be saying this, but… you have an opportunity to make things better», he took a deep breath. Her ending hadn’t been as grim . «Don’t waste it.»
Aubrey’s eyes widened. «Sunny… I...»
She hiccuped once more, before pinching her eyes until they scrunched. But it didn’t work, for new tears rolled down. «Can I, truly? Do I even deserve that?»
Basil pulled her into a hug. «That is not my place to say. But even so, I don’t really care. I know what I want: continue being your friend. I know that you’re a nice person, Aubrey. I want to forgive you.»
Hero placed a hand on her shoulder. «And you just wanted to protect Mari’s photos. I can’t really condone all the things you’ve done but… just do your best for now, what do you think?»
Aubrey stood still, the only thing moving her tears down her face.
Then, she pulled Basil closer and tightened her grip.
In silence, they waited for tides of guilt to lower down. Soon, the hiccups stopped filling the air, and Aubrey and Basil sat down close to one another. The girl’s face was hidden behind her curtain of pink hair, while she leaned on her friend. Basil wore a gentle smile and a relieved expression.
Under the monkey bars, they all sat down in a circle, recollecting their thoughts.
«Oh», Kel broke the silence, but his voice was lower than usual. «Aubrey?»
She moved her head a little, exposing part of her face.
«Have you checked your lightbulb?»
She raised her head and dug in her pocket. A white lightbulb shone in her hand, its weak light pulsating slowly.
«Geez», the white light gave pearly streaks to her hair. «All of this emotional turmoil for this little bastard...»
Basil beamed, clapping his hands. «We’re almost there! We just miss the last lightbulb!»
«Yeah...» Hero pulled his lightbulb out. «I guess I’m next.»
«Don’t worry, bro!» Kel pulled him into a side hug. «We’re all here for you, whatever it is!»
«About that...» Omori spoke for the first time since the ordeal. He waited for everybody to look at him before continuing. «I have an idea.»
«We’re not gonna live in a dreamland of your own making, Omori», said Aubrey.
He yelped. «That’s not…! I didn’t want to say that!»
Sunny furrowed his brow. Why had he turned defensive? Was that shame in his voice?
«It’s about the black lightbulb», he continued. «Sunny had one too, you know. Back in White Space… it represented his repressed memories. So… maybe it’s the same for you?»
Aubrey scoffed. «That memory wasn’t repressed for me. What happened that day at the lake was like… the main star in all of my nightmares for the past year. Usually with a worst ending.»
Omori crossed his arms. «But then… what does it mean?»
«Maybe it’s repressing something else», Sunny shrugged. «But why are you bringing this up now, Omori?»
«I was thinking we could help Hero if we knew beforehand what was going to happen.»
Kel raised his eyebrows, before elbowing Hero. «So, bro? Any dark secrets you’re hiding?»
Hero jumped, startled. His eyes darted from one person to another. «W-what? I’m not hiding anything.»
«But you have a black lightbulb», said Basil. «The Gate will show you something...»
«I have no idea, really», he gave a sheepish chuckle, but upon seeing that his friends didn’t let their sights out of him, he continued. «I mean… I don’t know. What could it possibly be?»
«Something you’re repressing», said Omori.
«Guys!» Aubrey raised her hands. «Listen to me. I think all these theories are wack. Sorry, Omori. But I really think that this place just wants to fuck with us. My Gate wasn’t even about a repressed memory!»
«Well, Aubrey...» Basil let out a mischievous smile as he hid his head between his shoulders. «You aren’t really the type of person to hide things from others, not even yourself.»
«You’re too honest», said Sunny.
Aubrey smirked. «And I am quite proud of that, thank you!»
«But still...» Sunny started playing with a blade of grass in front of his shoe while placing his thoughts. «Could it really be, though? The Gates are just… random?»
«It’s just like dreams», continued the girl. «You know how sometimes they just make no sense.»
«But they always have a deeper meaning...» Hero bit his lip. His eyes wandered far from the group, as if the remnants of the abandoned Playground could offer him answers.
«Are we really gonna have a dream interpretation session here?» asked Kel.
«I’m speaking from experience!» said Omori. «The lightbulbs’ existence isn’t random. Hero, you should give it some thought. At least for yourself.»
Hero returned from his wordless journey by looking back at Omori, before gazing at the lightbulb in his hand. He moved it a little and he nodded.
«Although…», Sunny's hand stopped twirling the grass. «There is something all your Gates have in common.»
Hero sighed. «Sunny, I don't think–»
«They're all outcomes of Mari's death.»
The group fell silent, looking at one another. Omori hugged his legs, glancing at Sunny.
It hurt him to think that. But just as Headspace was the result of his actions, maybe that place wouldn't have been so different.
Just for how long would he have hurt his friends?
Sunny bit his mouth, sending those thoughts away. They were in that ordeal together, and he'd do anything in his power to help them.
As he had tried to do for the past year.
«Well, just more evidence that this place wants to fuck with us», Aubrey let out a sigh. «This is our last one. Then it’s just smooth sailing to the Beacon and back home. Hero, we’re counting on you.»
«Do I even have to do anything?»
«Well, no. But… it could be difficult.»
«...that’s alright. I want to go back home. I really had my fair share of adventures to last for a lifetime!»
The sound of ruffled grass behind them made them spring to their feet.
Omori slightly pulled Sunny in his direction in an instinctual reaction, but he let his grip dissipate as a familiar black figure stopped in front of them.
«I see you have broken yet another Chain. I am pleased to see that. And I am pleased to see that you have not fallen disheartened, children.»
«Hey there, Daddy Longlegs!» Aubrey waved with a smile. «Fancy meeting you! C’mon, give us our next location so that we can finally go back home!»
«A delightful reaction, child. But I must warn you: do not let your guard down, the road is still perilous and your journey is far from over.»
«Yeah, yeah. We know. We’ll be careful and all that jazz.»
«Places you have grown familiar with might change and places you have never seen might feel familiar. Never let your guard down, children. This land is shaped by your thoughts and emotions, and thus it is prone to change.»
«Right, of course,» Aubrey nodded and showed her palm to him. «Location, please.»
Kel elbowed her. «Aubrey!»
«Ow! What was that for?!»
«Be polite!»
Omori walked past Aubrey who was rubbing her arm, and craned his neck to look at the figure’s face. «Daddy Longlegs. I have a question. Do you know anything about the nature of the black lightbulbs?»
«They hide the light of the truth. That is why they cannot serve as a guide to light your way back home, in such a state.»
Aubrey groaned. «And what kind of truth is that? A truth in plain sight? I’m a horrible monster?»
Daddy Longlegs shook his head. «You misunderstand, child. A black lightbulb may not be able to guide you home, but it still emits light. You should do well to remember that. What you see in what it shows you… it depends on how you want to see it.»
Omori frowned. «You lost me there. All the Gates were pretty straightforward.»
Aubrey shrugged. «Does it really matter, anyway?»
«It does, child. But do not worry. The broken Chains will help you.»
Aubrey hummed a non-so-convinced approval, before she said. «We should just get going.»
«Right!» Kel nodded. «Mr. Daddy Longlegs! Where do we have to go for the last Gate?»
«The Gate you seek is in the north, beyond the Highway.»
«Ah!» Omori nodded. «The Underwater Highway! I know that place!»
Basil turned pale and gasped. «U-Underwater!?»
«Yeah, but don’t worry. It’s not like we won’t be able to breathe there.»
Aubrey furrowed her brow. «Can we…?», then, her eyes lit up as a smile appeared on her face. «Are we gonna become mermaids?!»
«Ugh!» Sunny shivered and rubbed his arms. «Please, no. I couldn’t possibly stand that tail...»
«No, seriously» Omori continued. «If it’s anything like how it was back in our Headspace, we have nothing to worry about.»
«Alright then», Hero wore the smile of a person who was trying not to lose it. «Thank you for your help, Daddy Longlegs.»
«I wish you good luck on your journey, children.»
They left Daddy Longlegs with concerned thoughts and wary faces.
They walked past the Playground until it disappeared beyond the trees, when the lonely tree stump greeted them once again at the center of the crossroads.
«And here we are, yet again» said Omori, looking at the planks covering the entrance to the stump. «And now, the lake…»
Basil pointed at the northern path. «That’s where we have to go...» he turned towards Omori. «Anything we should be careful about?»
Omori stood still, looking at the path ahead. He took a deep breath – were his eyes shivering ? – before he answered. «No… not really. There’s… just a lake there.»
«A lake?» asked Aubrey. «Do we have to cross it?»
«Is there a boat?» asked Hero.
Omori shook his head. «How would you cross it, Hero?»
«H-huh? What do you mean?»
«Back in Headspace, there were bridges but you had to swim for a while. How would you cross it here?»
«...by boat? I'd definitely avoid swimming.»
Aubrey raised her hand. «I agree. Unless we really become mermaids.»
Omori looked at Hero before humming in approval. «Alright. Good choice.»
Then, for a moment, he looked at Sunny. He thought he’d say something, but instead the young boy stayed silent, his eyes back on the ground.
«Omori?» he whispered. «Are you alright?»
He nodded, much faster than usual, before walking away, towards the lake.
Notes:
So. I know that the game really kinda… glossed over Aubrey's redemption. They go from wanting to beat each other out to being friends in the span of a conversation. What I wanted to make it clear though is that, in this case, Aubrey had one year to try to redeem herself. And that, in the end, it's Basil who wants to forgive her.
Aubrey be like: “This is our last one, then it’s just smooth sailing to the Beacon and back home.”
sees the chapter count
ah, you wish :)
also guys at first the final scene was different but then I changed it around
however there was this exchange that I’m so sad I had to delete it, so please have it here:“You know, Omori”, Sunny put his chin on his hand. “Now I realized. Why isn’t there a boat here, but there was a boat inside Humphrey?”
“Did you really wanna swim in gastric acid so bad?”
“...right.”
“Do I dare to ask what the hell you’re talking about?” Aubrey pressed her lips together. “Nope. I don’t.”
Hero chuckled. “C’mon, let’s go. We’ll deal with the lake once we’ve checked if there’s a boat or not.”
“I actually realized another thing”, said Omori.
“What is it?”
“This was the only way left for us. Why did we wait around for Daddy Longlegs to tell us where to go?”
“...I do feel kinda stupid right now”, said Sunny.As always, thanks for all the kudos, comments, hits, and bookmarks! You're all wonderful <3
Chapter 29: Bridge in the fog
Summary:
Sunny and his friends start their journey towards the Underwater Highway. They talk and make plans for the future.
Everything was fine until the fog arrived.
Notes:
i’m sure you’ve probably noticed that the chapter count went from 47 to 48. The reason for that is that I can’t fucking count :)
also
I want to say that there’s still the chance the number may go up, but i’m pretty sure it won’t go over 50 chapters (if it does go up in the first place).
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
They found the lake quietly sleeping under the purple sky.
Its gray waters lapped on the shore, traces of foam leaving bubbles on the pebbles before disappearing.
The place, if it weren’t for the waters, looked frozen in time. When their footsteps stopped crunching the sand, a blanket of silence sprung forth, muffling their ears.
In the middle of the shore emerged a wooden bridge, running towards the horizon above the waters before disappearing in the light mist beyond.
«This place looks so… peaceful», Hero’s voice was a whisper. «It almost makes me want to sit down and rest for a while.»
«This place always was a little… peculiar», said Omori. «I see it hasn’t changed much.»
«At least it doesn’t look like we’ll have to swim», said Aubrey.
«Ow, too bad», Kel pouted. «I was gonna challenge you to a race, Aubrey!»
She scoffed. «Yeah. And who’d drag Hero afterward?»
«H-hey!» the older boy tried to gain a bit of his respect. «I want to remind you that I jog every morning!»
«Okay, you’re excused. I correct myself: who’d drag Sunny and Basil?»
The two boys whipped their heads towards her at the sound of their names, but before they could try to mend their shattered honor, Kel shouted. «One each! So we’re even!»
Omori’s eyes darted from one person to the other, brows furrowed. «Guys», he pointed to the lake. «There’s a bridge. You saw that, right?»
«Yeah», Aubrey nodded. «And Kel, there’s no way in hell I’m gonna swim here.»
«Yeah, yeah», Kel walked past them, towards the wooden structure. He tapped it with his foot, before jumping on it. He bounced around a bit and then turned towards them with a grin. «This seems sturdy enough!»
«Alright», Hero turned towards his friends. «Shall we go?»
They walked towards the bridge, but before Sunny could put his feet on it, he heard Omori speak.
«Anyway, I’d have dragged you, if needed.»
He gave the younger boy a glare. «You know that you and I aren't so different.»
«Says the one who was out of breath after running in the Foggy Forest.»
Sunny scoured his mind for a proper response. But the only thing that came up was Mari’s reminders that he should have, indeed, have done more physical exercise. And four years cooped up in bed didn’t help.
He just sighed and ignored Omori’s smirk.
Water on the right.
Water on the left.
Water right in front of him, divided in two by a wooden bridge.
The lake offered no change in scenery and Sunny had already grown tired of it.
The grey waters under the purple sky moved slowly, touched by an invisible wind, as a trail of clouds followed them. Their footsteps created a bubbling echo on the wooden floor below them, the only sound to be heard.
Shortly after their trek started, they had found a split path on the bridge. After a moment of uncertainty, they had decided to check out the diverged route, before discovering it was a dead end.
After that, they found many more diverging paths or remnants of what should have been one, splintered wood above the water: but no matter, the main bridge was the only route that led forward, and thus they followed it.
«Oh man», Aubrey’s groan broke the monotony. «For how long does this thing even go?! I can’t see the end!» she slouched forward, putting a hand above her eyes.
«This place was pretty big», nodded Sunny.
«Couldn’t you have created smaller places?»
«They’d be no fun to explore, though…»
He glanced at Omori, hoping for him to agree with him. But the younger boy stayed silent, his eyes fixed on his feet as he kept walking.
Basil followed his friend’s gaze and, as if he had read his thoughts, called him. «Hey, Omori? Is there anything we should know about this place? And about our destination?»
But Omori kept walking, his face slightly scrunched in an expression of focus.
Sunny tapped his shoulder. «Omori?»
He jolted up, eyes wide. «O-oh. Sorry. I was thinking. What is it?»
«Are you alright?» asked Aubrey. «Sunny is the one who usually has his head in the clouds, not you.»
«It’s nothing, don’t worry. What happened?»
«I was asking if there was anything we should know about this place», repeated Basil, his eyes touched by a hint of worry.
«Hm. Well…» he took a deep breath. «How do I say this…»
They all stopped, and Omori hit Kel’s back.
«H-hey!» he rubbed his face.
Aubrey half-growled. «What are you gonna say, Omori?»
«Don’t tell me it’s more of those monsters…» Kel frowned.
«Or more spiders…» added Hero.
«No monsters nor spiders here, don’t worry», Hero closed his fist in triumph at his words. «But well. As I said, this place always was peculiar. It’d usually be empty, but sometimes you could find remnants of Sunny’s memories floating in the water. But I doubt we’ll find any of that.»
«That’d have been interesting to see», said Kel. «But, in this case, we just have to keep walking? That’s it?»
«I guess so. Yes…»
He frowned. «You don’t sound so sure.»
«Omori», Hero looked at him with the gentlest of eyes. «What’s wrong?»
Omori passed a hand through his hair.
During their journey together, Sunny had had the opportunity to glean light to a completely new Omori. An emotional one, a more human one. But even so, his confident side had never faltered: he was always sure to do the right thing, even if it meant the worst possible decision.
But, in that moment, Omori faltered. He was worried and scared for something.
Sunny took his hand, in an attempt to encourage him.
The touch seemed to give Omori a slight boost of confidence, for he started speaking. «This place is peculiar, as I said. And sometimes I’d find… someone, here.»
«Someone?» Basil repeated. «Stranger?»
He hissed. «Oh hell no! I’d have thrown him in the lake if that happened», but the sudden burst of annoyance was soon replaced by a somber melancholy. «It was… Mari.»
«You already told us that Mari was in Headspace», said Aubrey.
«Not… not that one. A different Mari.»
«What do you mean?» asked Hero.
«I think it was Sunny’s memories of her but… that Mari felt so real. And she wouldn’t talk to me… but to Sunny.»
Sunny bit his lip.
He remembered. He remembered the ethereal figure that guided him across the lake. In the silence of the fog, he and his sister had walked together one more time.
«Are you…» Basil measured his words. «Are you afraid of that happening again?»
«It makes me feel uneasy. It was like…» he looked at Sunny. «As if I was robbing you of something important.»
«I was there, too», Sunny simply said.
Omori didn’t answer, just nodding.
«Hey, c’mon», Hero tried to lighten the mood. «It’s Mari we’re talking about. Even if she’s here, that doesn’t mean she’ll hurt us.»
«A misty lake haunted by the ghost of Mari…» Aubrey looked at the waters, eyes empty. «That sounds interesting.»
«Hey», Hero frowned. «Don’t call Mari a ghost. A spirit… maybe.»
«Right, sorry.»
«Hey, c’mon!» Kel beamed. «Don’t be so glum! Even if we end up seeing Mari, I’m sure she’d be delighted to see us!»
«And she’ll wonder why there’s a white clone of her brother», said Omori.
Hero gave him a smile. «I think Mari would have loved you, Omori.»
At those words, he froze. He blinked a few times, before looking at his feet. He slowly nodded.
«C’mon, let’s keep walking», said Aubrey. «This bridge seems like a real drag.»
Kel started running past them. «Race you to the other end!»
But nobody followed him before Hero called him out as the fog started to engulf him.
After a few steps, Sunny felt somebody grab his hand. He turned around and saw Omori close to him.
For a moment, Sunny wondered if the feeling of warmth in his chest and the desire to protect him were what Mari felt every time he was scared of the dark, and he’d take her hand for safety.
«It’ll be alright.»
But Omori didn’t react.
The waters stretched beyond the horizon under their silent gazes, together with their annoyance and boredom.
The never-changing purple sky offered no new sights to see, after the usual images passed by.
«Hey, guys», Basil’s voice was touched by a certain hint of giddiness. «I was thinking… what are you all planning to do once we’ll be out of here?»
«Don’t jinx it», said Sunny.
Basil gasped. «B-but! We are almost there!»
«This is exactly the moment where you shouldn’t jinx it», said Aubrey.
«O-oh…»
«I know what I’m doing», said Kel, his arms crossed behind his head. «I’m gonna get you and Aubrey, kidnap Sunny back in his town, and then go visit Hero.»
«I’ll pretend it's a surprise visit when it’ll happen», said Hero, and the younger brother gave him a thumbs up.
«I guess that answers your question, Basil», said Aubrey. «And don’t forget! We have the movie night to plan!»
«Oh, but wait!» Kel turned around and kept walking backwards. «What about you, Omori? What will happen to you?»
«I guess I’ll just return to Headspace. My Headspace, at least. Not these weird versions we’ve been visiting.»
«Oh jeez. I wanted you to come to Hero’s college too…»
«If I’m there, Omori will be, too», said Sunny.
«I guess so», the younger boy shrugged.
«Wow… that’s actually true, isn’t it?» Aubrey turned to look at Omori, a hurt expression on her face. «After this adventure, we won’t be able to meet each other anymore… I mean, I knew that, but it’s dawning on me.»
«I’m afraid so», said Omori.
«We should make the most out of this, then!» Kel exclaimed. «We can’t let this opportunity go to waste!»
«Don’t you think we had enough fun already?» asked Hero.
«Hell no! It’s never enough!»
«Okay then, Orange Boy», Aubrey spread her arms. «Tell us what kind of fun activities we can do on a bridge in the middle of a foggy lake.»
«Take a swim?»
«Only if you promise me that you’ll do all the rest of the trip like that.»
«Are you challenging me?!»
«Hey, guys», Sunny raised his gaze to the sky. Or, at least, where the sky should have been, for only gray clouds greeted his view. «Is it me, or has the fog grown thicker?»
The group raised their eyes and their hands. The thin clouds that had followed them while caressing the water until that moment had grown fiercer, covering their bodies.
«Yeah, I noticed that too», Omori raised his hand and put it in front of his face, squinting his eyes, but it was still visible.
«At least there are no voices», said Aubrey.
«And we can’t get lost here», continued Basil.
«Good thing all those paths led to dead ends.»
«Right», Hero nodded. «There’s nothing to worry about. Let's keep going.»
The fog grew thicker, its clouds puffing up in front of their eyes. Soon enough, Sunny didn’t know where the water started and where the clouds ended. Walking on the bridge above the cloudy lake, Sunny was at least glad he could still see all of his friends.
However, his whole body was heavy. He had to drag his feet on the wood and struggled to keep his eye open.
A huff arrived from next to him, and he noticed Omori slouching a bit forward.
«Is it me or…» Kel huffed. «We’ve been walking for a lot of time…?»
«Just say that you want to take a break», said Aubrey.
«This fog…» Omori squinted his eyes around. «I think… it’s not normal.»
«This heaviness… comes from it?» asked Sunny.
«I think so… yes.»
«Oh goodness...» Aubrey stopped for a moment, hand on her knees. «Please, wait…»
«Hey, Aubs…» Kel smirked, but his face was deflated. «Race you to the end of the bridge…!»
«Yeah, when hell freezes over.»
«Maybe we should take a rest», said Hero. «We have been walking for a while…»
He looked around, but he soon settled to sit on the edge of the bridge, his legs dangling above the water. He patted the spot next to him.
Aubrey didn’t wait, before plopping next to him and laying down with a satisfied sigh.
One by one, they all sat down, six pairs of feet dangling above the gray waters.
«First a fog that whispers voices in your head…» started Aubrey. «Now a fog that makes you heavy. What else is there?»
«I’ll always be wary of fog, from now on», Basil let out a tired chuckle at his attempt to lighten up the mood, but nobody followed him.
Silence fell over them. The murmurs of water whispered around them, as the clouds caressed the lake with their hands.
The fog placed its hands on their shoulders, encouraging them to stop. Sunny shook his body in an attempt to let it go.
But it didn’t. Sunny grew uncomfortable. A familiar feeling snuck into his mind, reminding him of a warm bed and nice, neverending dreams. It was as if the fog wanted to see them stuck on the bridge, between nothing, doing nothing.
It felt like a trap.
Hero let out a deep breath, as a small smile appeared on his face. «This feels kind of nice, doesn't it…?»
Sunny’s eye widened. «What…? I feel… as if I’m being tricked.»
«What do you mean?» asked Basil.
«I don’t know… I… I don’t think we should remain here for long.»
«I agree» Omori nodded, before his eyes fell on the water. «But I think it’s okay if we take a short break. Walking was making us tired.»
«We won’t be staying here for long, anyway», said Aubrey. She then turned her head towards Kel. «Kel is already vibrating.»
«I can’t sit still for long!» he exclaimed. «But my legs were feeling heavy, that’s true...»
«See? Sunny, don’t worry.»
The boy let himself smile. «Right.»
«Hey, Hero?» Omori didn’t raise his gaze, watching a crackle made out of foam in the water. «Do you have any ideas?»
«Ideas? About what?»
«This situation.»
He chuckled. «I don’t think my charm will work here, Omori.»
«I didn’t mean that. You are always good with ideas. And they always work. Usually, at least.»
«You changed your mind quite quickly there», said Aubrey, followed by a chuckle.
«The only thing that could help us here is a boat», said Hero. «A nice, motorboat. So that we won’t even have to burden ourselves with the oars.»
«Do we even know how to use one of those things?» asked Kel.
«Don’t you just…» Aubrey raised her arms and mimicked the pulling of a string. «Do this?»
«That’s how they do it in movies!»
«No use thinking about it, without the actual thing anyway», said Hero. «Shall we stay here for a while longer?»
«We can't do that!» said Kel. «We still have to cross the lake.»
«You're right… » Aubrey sighed. «But this does feel nice.»
«We should go», the uneasy feeling didn’t let go of Sunny’s shoulder. His body felt lighter, and that was enough for him.
«C'mon, lazy bums!» Kel jumped to his feet. Aubrey stuck her tongue at him, but he didn’t see it as he was stretching his arms. «Let’s go!»
Aubrey groaned as she rose to her feet, followed by Basil. Upon seeing that his brother wasn’t getting up, Kel took the matter into his own hands and pulled him up with a grin, before Aubrey spoke again: «Let the old man rest for a little while longer, Kel.»
«I’m not that old», Hero chuckled.
«Yeah! I have to make sure he stays fit!» Kel placed a hand on his shoulder.
Sunny was pushing himself to his feet, when he felt somebody pull his sleeve.
He turned around and found Omori still looking at the waters, his hands firmly gripping him.
«Omori? Is something the matter?»
«I… wanted to ask you a question.»
Sunny looked over his shoulder. The others were still talking about Hero’s true age.
«What is it?»
«Do you think…» Omori pressed his lips together. «Do you think they’d accept me?»
The question took him off guard. «I… I don’t really understand. What do you mean?»
«Them», he motioned with his head towards the others. «Do you think they’d accept me?»
«Accept you…? I think they already did.»
«But they don’t know the truth. They don’t know how I had planned to kill you.»
His lips quivered, before he let go of Sunny's sleeve and hugged his legs.
He looked at the boy next to him. Memories of the hurtful words he had said to him during their final battle rang in his ears.
Was Omori… sad about losing them? Was he afraid of telling the truth, as he had been?
«Omori, I… wasn’t it you who said they’re good friends?»
«Yeah… Now that I've actually got to know them. But I don't know how they'd react knowing that… I wanted to hurt you.»
Sunny fidgeted with his fingers.
«I've hurt them too. A lot. And they still forgave me…»
«But you're their old friend. They barely know me», he sighed. «Maybe I should just wait until this is all over… it’s not like they’re gonna meet me again, after all.»
«Hey, lazy bums!» Aubrey’s voice made them turn around. «Are you ready to go?»
«We’re coming», Omori rose to his feet and held his hand out.
Sunny accepted his offer and got up before joining his friends.
In the silence of the fog, Sunny thought about Omori’s words. Would they actually forgive him, knowing what Omori’s plan was all along?
Sure, he never got to execute it, but he had been extremely close to. If it weren’t for his friends, Sunny didn’t know where he’d been in that moment.
Probably as a small photo on a table in a living room, next to Mari.
But Omori had changed.
Omori had saved their lives. He protected them. He had grown to like them.
It didn’t seem like he’d pull off something like that again in the near future. And, this time, Sunny wasn’t alone anymore. He remembered Basil’s words on Mercury Retrograde, when he had shared his doubts about Omori.
We're all here, you're not alone. If there's really something else going on with Omori... we'll all be there, this time.
Sunny glanced at the young boy next to him once more. His deadpan expression offered no view to his thoughts.
Their renewed vigor taken from their break soon dissipated, as the fog descended on them and dragged them down.
Their chattering and words died down, pressed into void by the clouds, and for a moment Sunny actually wondered if falling into the water and letting himself float away would have been a better choice than surviving that feeling.
It encroached their very being, strangling them. It kept pushing unhealthy wishes onto them, dragging their feet towards their destination.
«I seriously can’t do this anymore», said Aubrey. «Guys. We have to do something. The bridge is still going on!»
«We have to keep going, Aubrey», Omori mustered his encouraging tone. «Please.»
«I feel like my own body is falling apart», she groaned. «Man, is this how our adventure ends?»
«That can’t be!» Basil shook her shoulders. «Aubrey! Don’t say such things!»
«I told you you’d jinx it», said Sunny.
The blond boy glared at him.
«Hey, guys», Kel was squinting his eyes. «I see something over there…»
«Really?!»
Gathering all their strength, they started running.
And they stopped before they could fall in the water.
The bridge ended in the middle of the lake. Below it, on the water, a lone boat was lulling up and down, splashes of water at each small wave.
«Wow», Aubrey said. «This must be the longest pier I’ve ever seen in my life.»
«Yeah», Kel nodded. «But look, a boat!»
«What a stroke of luck!» Hero cheered.
«And it seems big enough for the six of us», said Basil.
«This is amazing!» Aubrey didn’t wait, before climbing down onto the boat. It rocked a little, and she steadied her balance by spreading her arms, but as soon as she found it, she sat down. «C’mon! Let’s go! The next Gate awaits!»
Notes:
By the way, when Omori makes fun of Sunny for the lack of physical exercise? That was me projecting
the other day i just got up from my bed with back painA special thanks to JohnJRenns for helping me out with a paragraph!
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Chapter 30: A Hazy Light
Summary:
Sunny and his friends go on a boat ride.
Notes:
Woo! 20k hits! Thanks everybody for your support! You're all great <3
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Chapter Text
A white trail of foam followed them.
The soft whirring of the boat’s engine echoed in the empty space, as water cornered them from all sides.
Sometimes, they’d find a little pocket of clarity amongst the clouds, places where the fog dissipated and islets passed them by under the purple sky. They appeared like small moments of tranquility, where everything seemed fine again, a small wave of relief, before returning to the hazy confusion of the mist.
It was a silent ride.
Hero was the one steering the boat, his hands firm on the engine.
Sometimes Kel, in an attempt to shake things up, would put his hand down in the water and a new trail would start following them.
The wind hit their faces, but Sunny never felt cold. Next to him, watching the lake passing by, was Aubrey. Her hair took on a life of its own under the wind, a curtain of pink right next to him. Sometimes, he'd catch a glimpse of Omori looking at her in awe, before looking away with a blush on his face.
The lulling of the boat made Sunny's eye droopy, and he often jolted up after almost falling asleep.
A little dot moving in the fog, they continued their journey.
They ate some of the rations that Sweetheart gave them to break the monotony, chatting about how the food felt really similar to those back home.
But not like Hero’s ! had exclaimed Kel.
Omori had his head out towards the water, his eyes squinted.
Upon Basil’s inquiry on what he was doing, he had responded he was looking for fish.
And Basil joined him.
And the journey kept going.
Sunny didn’t know for how long they had been riding the boat.
For a moment he wondered if they would ever run out of fuel.
Stranded there, in the middle of nowhere, in the fog…
It sent a shiver down his spine.
«Hey, guys», Omori’s voice broke the silence. He had stopped looking for fish for quite some time. «I was wondering about something.»
«What is it?» asked Kel.
«I, huh… Please tell me if it’s something you don’t want to talk about. But there is something that’s been gnawing at me for some time.»
«You worry me if you talk like that», said Hero. «What happened?»
«It’s about your Gates. We have visited your memories so far, right?»
«Yeah», nodded Aubrey.
«But… what happened? I mean… in the first Gate Hero was yelling at Kel, in the second one Aubrey pushed Basil in the lake…» he closed his mouth for a moment, looking for the right words. «It… it didn’t look like you at all…» he frowned. «I mean, I only knew the dream versions of you, and you are a bit different now, but… in those memories you almost seemed like entirely different people.»
Shame and silence filled the boat. Hero hid his face by looking away towards the lake. Aubrey didn’t dare raise her gaze, and instead looked at the oars neatly placed under the benches.
«Well…» Kel scratched his cheek. «Things happened, you know.»
«Those really weren’t the best first impressions of us, right?» Hero said with a dry chuckle.
«It’s not that I think differently of you», said Omori. «Aubrey is still the same stubborn person–»
«H-hey!»
«...but with her heart in the right place. Kel really cares about his friends. And Hero still is the dependable person I’ve always known him as. These things… they didn’t change. From the versions of you I see now, and those that I’ve met in Headspace», his eyes lowered, a pang of pain. «So… I want to know. What happened?»
They glanced at each other, words stuck in their throats.
But Sunny knew.
He knew they were thinking of him.
So he cut short the shame by speaking first.
«It’s all my fault, Omori.»
«What do you mean?»
«It’s like I said back in the Playground. They were all the aftermath of Mari’s death.»
«I… see.»
Hero took a deep breath, passing a hand through his hair. «I spent one year in bed after her death», his voice was distant, like his eyes as he watched the waters. «What you saw was one of the many attempts that Kel made to help me out, and the one that worked. But I lashed out at him. That’s what happened.»
«I still don’t hold it against you, you know, bro?»
«Yeah, yeah», but, in his darkened face, Sunny could see his smile.
«I was angry at Basil because he had scribbled all over Mari’s photos», said Aubrey. «Or, at least, I thought it was him. I was already furious towards you all because you left me alone to deal with that mess, and that… didn’t really help.»
«O-oh», Omori pressed his lips together.
«But I know it was Sunny», said Aubrey. «He told me himself one day.»
«Actually, about that…» Omori intertwined his fingers together. «I think… that was me.»
Four pairs of eyes immediately turned towards him.
«What?»
«Omori», Aubrey started. «We’re talking about a… huh… real photo album, here. Not one in Headspace.»
«I know. Green cover. Golden letters that say “ Basil’s memories ”, right?»
«How the hell do you know that?»
«Sunny and I live in the same brain, you know.»
Sunny sighed. «In moments where I was… absent… he could control me.»
«What?!»
And he was too far from properly noticing it happening. He’d be aware of his body moving, but it wasn’t unlike being deep in a daydream. The world would continue living next to him and he’d be there to see it in a hazy reality, far from his thoughts and his senses.
«Those photos were hurting Sunny», Omori said. «So I did my duty. I protected him by scribbling over the face that hurt him.»
«You… you…!» Aubrey jolted up, face red. «It was you! I bullied Basil for years when it was you ?!»
«S-sorry…» Omori looked down. «I really am.»
«You really had a twisted idea on how you could help Sunny, didn’t you?» said Hero. «All this matter of “protecting Sunny”… you really could have handled it better.»
Omori’s eyes widened. «H-hey! I’d like to see you try!»
But it was Hero he was talking to. His voice faltered, and he soon lowered his gaze.
«We all made mistakes», said Sunny, in the end.
«Yeah…» Aubrey nodded. «Man, what a pack of misfits we are, aren’t we?»
«You can say that again», said Kel.
«Hey, Kel?» Hero poked his shoulder. «Could you take my place here?»
«Huh, sure!»
Without saying another word, the two brothers exchanged places. Kel sat down next to the engine, eyeing Hero as he shielded himself from the other’s gazes in a cocoon of silence, watching the waters pass by.
«Hey, guys.»
Hero’s voice was a whisper. But, in the silence of the lake, it broke through the engine’s whirring and got everyone’s attention. The older boy stood still, looking at the clouds hanging over the water.
«I… I’ve been thinking. And I wanted to say… I’m sorry.»
«What do you mean, Hero?» asked Kel.
«I’m sorry. After Mari left us, I did absolutely nothing to help you. Any of you. And I let things go sour like that… I’m sorry. I’m trying my best while in college, but…»
«Hey!» Aubrey placed a hand on his shoulder and shook it a little. «Hero, we’re all a mess here. We’re all at fault.»
«But you were kids. I was the oldest… I should have been the one to look after you.»
«Hero, you were hurting too», said Sunny. «I don’t blame you for anything.»
«Same!» Kel gave him a thumbs up. «Don’t worry, Hero!»
But Hero didn’t smile. His eyes remained darkened, a slight frown on his face. He let out a sigh, before he found solace in the hazy landscape once again. «I guess…»
«Hey», Basil pointed at their right, among the mist. «Do you see something there…?»
Their worries put at bay, they rushed to that side of the boat. The curtain of clouds hid the sky and they squinted their eyes, attentive for the slight movement that could tell that something, anything , was happening.
And there, in the hazy sky, Sunny saw it.
A light.
A small circle of yellow cut through the fog for a moment, before disappearing once more.
They all held their breath, fearing a hallucination, afraid of letting the excitement out for mere smoke.
But it appeared again.
The realization hit them in unison.
«A lighthouse!»
They cheered and pulled each other in hugs out of joy, when Aubrey’s voice broke through.
«How the hell do you steer this thing!?»
Hero took care of the boat and steered it towards the light.
It played hide and seek in the fog, tempting them for a few seconds with its hazy cone of light before disappearing. But, the more they chased it, the brighter it'd become when its eye peeked from the mist.
«We're almost there!» cheered Kel.
The fog grew lighter, the clouds passed them by in whirls of white before they dissipated and the purple sky shone once again. The waters showed their grey colors again, before the trail of foam of their boat cut through at full speed.
«There! I can see it!»
Basil pointed beyond them.
Black rocks emerged from the water, waves breaking in white on its surface. At the top of the highest hill, sat a white building.
«Finally!» in her joy, Aubrey pulled Basil into a hug.
Kel cupped his hands around his mouth. «Land ahoy!»
«Sunny!» Omori jolted up. «We're just like pirates!»
Sunny chuckled. «Right!»
They followed the cone of light with their eyes, not letting it go away. It was their anchor and they didn’t have the courage to let it go. And, when it disappeared after another turn around the lighthouse, fear threatened them once again.
Basil gasped. «The light disappeared!»
«No matter!» said Hero, his smile ever comforting. «I can see the land!»
And they kept riding the waves.
They passed next to the turned-off lighthouse, following it with their gazes until it was past them.
A roar made its way to Sunny's ears.
From the expressions on his friends' faces, he realized he wasn't the only one who heard it.
The roaring grew stronger, swallowing the rumble of their engine. Clouds of vapor ascended not too far from them, as the water started running in the opposite direction, frontwards..
Sunny froze. He could see the end of the lake.
They all turned pale.
«...fuck.»
It was the least Aubrey could say, before the expanse of the sky greeted their view, and they fell down a waterfall.
I’m going to die.
Sunny had always been an indecisive person, but, right in that moment, he had never been so sure of anything in all of his life.
The thought had cut through the yells of his friends and the rumblings of the waterfall, entrenching him in a space of loud sounds and fear.
We’re all going to die.
«Sunny!» Omori’s voice was almost unheard among the rumblings and their screams, but he let his hands speak for him. Omori grabbed him by the wrist and pulled him towards his body. «I’m not going to let any of you die.»
Omori grew warmer. Sunny’s heart quickened as a sense of fear started growing inside him.
This felt so very familiar. And so very wrong.
From the corner of his eye, he caught the glimpse of a Red Hand. Yelps erupted from beneath him: the Red Hands had ended his friends’ falls, as another one cupped him and Omori, muffling out the rumblings of the waterfall.
Sunny didn’t let go of Omori’s shirt as the Hand kept moving. He tried to steady his breath once more, his hands hurting from clutching Omori’s chest, ignoring the burning sensation in his palm.
Then, light returned once more as the Hand disappeared in the blink of an eye. Sunny let out a yelp as gravity pulled him to the ground.
He didn’t wait to register where he had landed as worry prompted him to check on Omori.
The young boy laid on the grass - blue grass, Sunny noted - eyes closed and chest barely moving.
He shook his shoulder. «Omori?»
«Omori!»
Aubrey knelt down to the boy, soon followed by the others, their skins pale.
The girl’s voice was on the verge of tears. «Damn, you can't let this thing defeat you!»
As if to answer her, Omori slowly opened his eyes.
A wave of relief washed over them.
«Omori!» Hero smiled. «Don't scare us like that.»
In the boy's eyes, a weird glint appeared.
Was he… happy?
«Are you alright?» his voice was weak and his eyelids were quivering.
«We are!» Kel exclaimed. «Thanks to you!»
«We would have died there if it weren't for you», Basil smiled. «Thank you.»
Omori let out a weak smile. «I'm glad.»
«Omori», Sunny only had relief in his heart. «Will you be alright?»
He let out a small chuckle. «Yeah, don't worry. Just… please. Can I rest for a bit? I feel… very tired.»
«You're probably exhausted», said Hero. «Don't worry. We're going to wait for you.»
Omori raised a thumbs up, before his hand fell on the ground, and fell asleep.
Notes:
So I wanted to say that this chapter was inspired by the cover of the book Moominpappa at Sea. That book is such an experience, to be honest. It’s supposed to be a kid’s book but while reading I often had to take breaks because it’d just make me feel… bad. In a good way. It’s very hard to describe. It’s just full of existential crisis(es?) and heavy.
Anyway yeah at least look at the cover (the first one!) to grasp the vibes I wanted to give with this chapter. It's pretty.With that being said, I want to say that I think I'll take another one week hiatus. This week has been very stressful and working on this chapter was a bit of a feat. Not to mention there are the Holidays next week so that probably won't leave me much time to work on the fic! But I'll see if I can drop another chapter before the year ends!
Like always, I want to thank everybody for your comments, hits, kudos, and bookmarks. I'm very happy to see that people are enjoying my work and I hope you'll continue to enjoy it!
And since it's That Time Of The Year, I want to wish all of you Happy Holidays! If you don't celebrate, I still hope you'll have some good days ahead and to look forward to :)
Chapter 31: The Truth of Headspace
Summary:
Sunny explains the truth behind Headspace. Omori meets someone familiar.
Notes:
TW: Swearing. Omori swears a little in the end. Sorry, it was a promise I made to the guys over at Lost Library on Omoricord.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Heart swelling in relief at the sight of his sleeping friend, Sunny let himself sit down on the grass. His body, finally free from the constraints of worry, let its true state come out and a heavy tiredness enveloped him.
But he didn't want to succumb to it, and Sunny strayed the thoughts of rest by focusing on where they had landed.
The rumblings of the waterfall tickled his ears from far away: he turned his head around and there it was, roaring and creating clouds of vapor. A lake sprung from its feet, the soft murmurs of the water caressing his ears after all the yells. He raised his gaze, expecting to find the familiar purple sky, but instead he was met with a black cold expanse above him.
As the lack of the sky offered him no more answers, he pressed his hand onto the cold ground, far from the mud that circled the shore: the blue grass was as soft as the one in the Playground. At least Omori would rest well.
He followed the trail of soft blue blades on the ground until his eye met a rocky wall.
«Looks like a cave», as if he had read his thoughts, Hero chimed in, looking around.
«Do you recognize this place, Sunny?» asked Basil, taking a seat next to him.
He shook his head. «But the blue grass reminds me of the Underwater Highway. We mustn't be far.»
Kel cheered. «Finally! Some good news!»
«We just have to wait for Omori to wake up», said Hero. «And then we can keep going.»
Aubrey sat on the ground and turned her eyes towards their sleeping companion. She stood still, her eyes following the movements of his chest, when a small smile appeared on her face. «This is the second time he saved my life.»
«I'm so glad he's with us», Kel smiled. «We probably wouldn't even be here if it weren't for him…»
Sunny let himself smile. He wished that Omori would have heard them, right in that moment.
How would they have reacted if they knew Omori had planned to kill him, if the truth ever came out?
But Omori had changed since then. He didn't think he'd be dangerous. Sunny never thought he'd ever think something like that towards Omori, but he couldn't hide the fact anymore.
«That has always been his main objective. Protecting me… and now us.»
He twirled a blade of grass in his finger. Omori was born as a shell. He retreated in him to find shelter from the pain he suffocated in.
«And he always protected me, in his own way… even in Headspace.»
«About that, Sunny», something in Aubrey's tone of voice alarmed him. «I wanted to ask you a question.»
«Sure.»
«What exactly was Headspace?»
He frowned. «I already told you, didn't I? It was where I'd go after what happened. Where everything was fine and Mari was still with us.»
«Yeah, I know that. And Omori was your alter ego.»
He nodded, looking down. «I knew I couldn't stay as Sunny… or the memories would have come back. And I didn't want that so… I created him.»
Hero looked at Omori with eyes full of affection. «I guess now I can say this… “Omori” was the brand of Mari's piano, wasn't it?»
«Yeah… that's where I got the name from.»
«Sunny», Aubrey's words and gaze didn't falter from their goal. «What did you mean by that? The memories would haunt you again?»
Sunny gasped. Had he really fell for such a trap? But Aubrey didn't flinch, waiting for him to speak.
Reveal the truth of Headspace…
Sunny bit his lip. He had already been forced to talk about Headspace as soon as they had arrived there, but he hadn't told them the entire truth. Only the necessary information.
He took a deep breath and glanced at the sleeping boy.
«I can't say everything. It wouldn't be right towards Omori.»
«Alright», the girl shrugged. «What can you tell us, then?»
«Headspace was…»
A white door casted a faint shadow.
That room didn't offer much to the young runaway boy, but it was all that he needed to survive. A laptop and a sketchbook to ward off the boredom, napkins to wash the sorrows away, a warm blanket to sit and sleep on, and a purring cat to keep him company.
The black lightbulb offered no light to the truth of the place, but the young runaway didn't really care.
But the door. That door was calling him.
And he opened it.
«As I told you, Headspace was the place I retreated into after… the incident. Everything was fine and Mari was still with us. I'd go in adventures with dream versions of you and just… have fun.»
The door gave him much solace. All of his friends were waiting behind it! And his dear sister, oh so worried about him, had pulled him into a hug, whispering lovely words in his ears.
He kept exploring the world beyond the white door. Far from the worries and anxieties plaguing his young mind, the runaway boy found what he needed under the purple sky and among the mint colored grass.
Until, one day, the white door betrayed him.
Thrown in the depths of the darkest night, the young runaway mind met a fearsome monster.
It whispered lies in his ears and spat venom in his blood. His body decayed, and so did his mind.
«But I knew it. I knew it wouldn't last. Headspace was just a temporary solution… as long as I stayed there, the memories of what happened would keep haunting me, and I didn't want that. So I… So I decided to hide it», Sunny pressed his lips together. He wanted to cry. He didn't want to remember. But they had all the right to know, didn't they?
«So I buried the memories. And I buried them in the depths of my mind… under Headspace. And finally, I let go of myself. Created a new person to act in my stead… and Omori was born.»
He winced. «That's why he's so protective of me. It was the entire reason behind his creation.»
Hero gasped. «So Headspace was a way to suppress the memory?»
«Yes. Headspace sat on the bad things I wanted to forget.»
«It… sat on them?» Basil repeated the words, looking at the ground deep in thought. Then, his eyes widened and he snapped his fingers. «The black tar!»
Aubrey turned towards him. «What?»
«Do you remember how in Planet J03 we found the sea of black tar underneath the ground?»
Kel shivered. «Yeah. Discovering that the whole place was kept on its feet by a bunch of wood sticks…»
«It sounds kinda similar, doesn't it?»
«And we found the black tar again in Nubnub Village», said Hero. «But the hounds came from it…»
Something clicked in Sunny's mind. His head whipped towards Hero and the young man looked at him, blushing slightly. «Did I… say something wrong?»
«I think the black tar is much more similar to my situation than I thought», said Sunny.
«I was right?» Basil seemed surprised at his own words.
Sunny nodded. «Sometimes some of the old memories leaked through. Like… Something .»
Basil turned pale.
«S-Sunny…? Something…?»
Sunny knew that Basil would understand. After all, he had been the one who created it in the first place.
But, upon seeing his friends' confused gazes, he continued. «Something was a creature that haunted me in Headspace. Omori took a great deal of care to make sure I wouldn't meet him directly, but… it still leaked through. It was a reminder of what I had done...»
Sunny took Basil's trembling hand in his own. His own cheek felt wet, but he had no idea when he had started crying.
«Something that pushed Mari down the stairs… Something that haunted my dreams. I thought it to be a demon tormenting me. But it was none of that. It was the distorted image of Mari's hung body.»
The group fell silent.
Basil started sobbing. His quivering hand broke free from Sunny's grip before climbing up his arm and grabbing his shoulder, and he pulled his friend for a hug. Sunny let him cry on his shoulder, as faint nails grazed over his shirt. Sunny had stopped crying already and just squeezed him tighter.
«Sorry… I'm so sorry, Sunny…»
He didn't know how to answer.
In the recesses of his mind, where Omori had stabbed his friend over and over again until he was left as a pool of blood on the black ground, he thought he hated Basil.
But this was Basil . The boy who ruined his own life in an attempt to protect his.
And Sunny had abandoned him. Left him alone to fend for himself against the aftermath of his own heinous crime. Maybe, just maybe, they could have fought together.
In the depths of his mind, where Basil's death was replayed over and over again, killed by his friends, killed by Sunny's fears, killed by Omori… was that Omori protecting him from the truth, or was he just acting on one of his fantasies?
Sunny winced and squeezed tighter.
He didn't know where right or wrong begun. He didn't want to think his feelings were justified and he briefly wondered if Basil had ever had similar thoughts.
So Sunny just hugged him tighter. Tears fell down once again, and he let them.
And he kept hugging his friend. He let all his worries and fears and anxieties in that hug and let them go away in those tears. The fear of being a monster, the fear of being a horrible friend for having wished for his death.
Another pair of arms pressed against him. Sunny opened his eye and beyond the teary veil he saw a curtain of pink.
«I'm so sorry», Aubrey hid her eyes behind her hair, but Sunny felt her tears. «For all this time, I thought… I thought you were living in your own little bubble…» she squeezed tighter. «I'm so sorry.»
Another pair of arms circled them. He wasn't crying - Kel never did - but his smile was strained. «We're for you guys, okay?»
For a moment, Sunny felt sorry for Omori. He was sure he’d have enjoyed this moment, and maybe put a little ease on his worries towards his friends.
The last pair of arms hugged them. Hero said no words, letting the hug speak for him, letting them know that they were safe, that they didn’t have to be scared, that they were not alone anymore.
And they stood there, hugged to one another, and they relished in the feeling.
When Omori opened his eyes, a deep black space welcomed him.
He groaned. «Dammit. Not again.»
He let himself up. «I thought Sunny was doing better! What anxiety or paranoia do I have to punch today?»
He spread his arms, curling his fingers as to invite whatever creature stalked the darkness to face him. «Fear of Hero finally snapping out at him over Mari's death? Fear of Basil reminding him of his sins? Fear of Kel telling him that he regrets knocking on the door that day?»
He tensed his ear, but the darkness didn't answer. He sighed.
«Maybe it's a more mundane one. Fear of having left the oven on? Fear of not finishing his chores on time and incurring in his mother's wrath? Fear of mismatched socks?»
But, again, the darkness offered no answers.
Omori sighed once more and turned around, before gasping.
A pair of white eyes was staring at him, the faint silhouette of a boy around them.
«You!» Omori growled, raising his finger, stopping it mere inches from his nose. «You…!»
Omori had dreamt this moment for so long. He wanted to punch that ugly face, stab his stomach with his knife until a pool of blood would have covered his eyes, he wanted him to swim in his own misery.
But, in that moment, something stopped him.
This was wrong.
«Oh my», the black silhouette didn't flinch nor blink. «How have the tables turned.»
«Stranger, you little bitch. What have you done? Why am I here? And why are you here?»
«You have fallen for your own trap, former shell.»
No. No, that couldn't be. Omori shook his head, before laughing. Why was he laughing? Oh, right, because this was entirely wrong.
«Okay, Stranger. This is all so very funny, haha. Look! I'm laughing!» he laughed harder and harder, until he started wheezing and his chest hurt. He wanted to stab the tears in his eyes too. «See!?»
«Former shell. It seems… you have really changed. Up to the point of falling for the same mistake your own creator's did», he stood silent for a second. «I guess the apple never falls far from the tree.»
«What the hell do you mean?» he grabbed his shoulders, and in that moment the lack of sheer expression in that idiot's face just unnerved him more. He could finally kill him! Why the hell didn't his body plunge his blade into him and marvel at the crimson waterworks?
Right.
Because he was the only one who had the sliver of an answer.
«Your chain is not linked to the others, former shell. Do not worry, for the lights to be cast towards their home, yours is not needed.»
Omori let the shoulders of Stranger, his arms going limp at his sides.
No, no. That couldn't be happening.
Could it?
«Please, tell me you’re joking.»
But Stranger didn’t answer, staring at him.
«Answer, dammit! Tell me you’re joking! Tell me “Omori, look, this is all a prank! So very funny! The suppressor couldn’t possibly be suppressing something!”»
But Stranger stood in silence, unflinching.
Omori shivered. His eyes were burning, was that how it felt to want to cry? It felt horrible, like a bubble ready to burst at any moment, but the bubble was himself and he didn’t want to burst.
He could have done that in front of Sunny, maybe, but Stranger ?
«How is it possible?»
Stranger blinked once. «You have changed. But you do not have to worry, former shell. You already have everything you need… you just need to remember it.»
«What the hell does that me–» but a crack formed on the black sky above. White light poured through, finally showing Stranger’s features to Omori, before the light engulfed him and he fell asleep.
Notes:
Let me say one thing. Yes, it's what you're thinking. No, it wasn't actually planned. But I liked you guys' idea so much that I decided to add it to the plot and considering there were a few blank scenes still to be filled in the outline… why not use them for him? ;)
As always, thanks for all the kudos, bookmarks, comments, and hits. I’m really happy that you’re all enjoying the story.
Also, news: I don’t know if next week I’ll be able to update. I hope I will, but there are chances that I won’t have the chapter ready in time. Sorry about that.
Anyway, Happy New Year, everybody! Thanks for sticking out for all this time. It means a lot.
Chapter 32: The Underwater Highway
Summary:
Sunny and his friends make a new discovery together with Omori, take a taxi ride, meet talking alligators and familiar faces. Hero meets a stranger.
Notes:
I’m so sorry for the sudden hiatus. I had some stuff to take care of in my family and it has been a very chaotic couple of weeks. Hopefully things are settled now so I should be back working on this as usual. Have an extra long chapter as sorry!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
When Hero opened his eyes, a familiar darkness greeted him.
He gasped and held his breath. Black as far as the eye could see, the darkness allowed for the memories of a painful time to resurface in his mind. It slithered on the ground and climbed his legs until it strangled his heart.
He didn’t want to be there. He couldn’t allow himself to be there anymore.
He closed his eyes and gathered his courage, veering his thoughts towards Kel.
But a voice cut his thoughts short.
«Do not worry, older boy.»
His eyes snapped open as he turned around.
He could barely make his shape in the darkness, but the light of a pair of white eyes cut through the blackness. Somebody was looking at him, a faint silhouette, unflinching.
Realization hit him. «Wait… are you… Stranger?»
«I am but one to you», he said. «I am here to warn you, older boy. Your Chain… it is the toughest one to break.»
«H-huh? I'm not… really hiding anything…»
His friends had warned him that Stranger spoke in cryptic words. He braced himself for the worst, pushing away the whispers his mind concocted, so similar to those in the Foggy Forest, and focused on the being in front of him.
«Such blind eyes will not help you in the darkness. The light you wield… it could not prove strong enough, either.»
Fear burst in his mind. «My lightbulb may not turn white?»
«Older boy. You must tread carefully. Do not fall for the familiar trap. You already have all the answers you need. You just need to find the question.»
Hero stood still, processing those words. Find the question? What question? And what was the answer?
He now knew what his friends meant by Stranger’s cryptic advice. And he could partially understand Omori’s animosity towards him.
«What do you mean I already know the answers I need?»
«You must remember, older boy. A teaching so deeply ingrained into you… you should do well to not let it crumble if your spirit will suffer.»
Hero regretted asking that. The answer just made it worse.
Omori was right? His Gate would deal with something he was suppressing?
Hero grew worried. Could he, truly, unearth his true feelings?
Did he have to?
When he looked into Stranger’s eyes again, he thought he didn’t have a choice. That being could read all of his thoughts, those eyes could pierce his very soul, digging until he’d find he truth he desired to see.
There was no hiding. Hero was trapped.
But even so, it meant that Stranger knew , right? He knew how dearly he wished for those tumultuous waters to be hidden underground, far away from his mind and body, where they’d be forgotten
There was no need, was there?
Did he have to?
«Stranger, I…»
«Remember my words. From darkness, you can create your own reality. Make sure it is a good one.»
Hero opened his mouth to speak, but a deep blanket of tiredness fell over him. He struggled to keep his eyes open, before Stranger blinked once more, and never reappeared.
The silence fostered Sunny’s anxiety.
One by one, they all had succumbed to the tiredness that took hold of them after the fall. The sounds of the waterfall lulled their sleep, and soon they had been led into slumber while being huddled to one another.
In a strange turn of events, Sunny had woken up before everybody else, after a short dreamless rest. He was still tired, his body demanding more sleep, but his mind didn’t want to obey, and Sunny had resolved to stay awake. Basil had his head on his shoulder and he took great care not to move too much, lest he’d wake his friend. But Sunny, hardened from years of experience as a pillow for Mewo, had no such problem.
So Sunny sat still, hugging his legs tight to his chest, and sent glances towards Omori once in a while.
He’d look for any sign of life in his new friend’s body - because yes, Sunny found himself to call him a friend - and feel relieved when he’d notice the movements of his breathing.
The sounds of water turned into white noise. In the idle moments, Sunny started drawing pictures in the steam of the water in order to keep his mind off from unpleasant thoughts and outcomes.
He'd never have believed that he'd grow worried for Omori , of all people. But here he was, worrying about him, hoping for him to wake up once more.
Do not trust him blindly , had said Stranger.
Was he falling for the trap again? But he had saved their lives. Twice .
With a sigh, Sunny returned to the landscape he was envisioning in the air.
He was adding a few details to a cloud when a gasp pulled him away from his masterpiece and his friends from their rest. At the end of the sleeping pile, Hero had jolted awake from his slumber, eyes wide and looking around.
«Hero!» Kel abandoned his position as Aubrey’s headrest to be next to his brother. «Are you alright?»
The man stood still for a moment, looking at his brother’s face as he was registering it, before taking a deep breath. «Yeah… sorry. I just had a very weird dream…» then, as if he wasn’t still quite sure of what his eyes showed him, he took another good look around him before sighing in relief.
«A weird dream?»
«Yeah…» he rubbed his face. «I was in a dark place and… I think I met that Stranger guy you all were talking about.»
« STRANGER ?» Omori’s yell made everyone jump.
Shocked, they all turned around towards the young boy, but their confusion didn't last long for it soon made way to relief. Sunny's body reacted as if on instinct and pulled Omori into a hug.
The young boy yelped and his lips arched in a disgusted expression, but his annoyance slowly melted away as all the others ran to hug him.
«Omori!» Sunny took a good look at his face. «You’re fine!»
«Of course I am», he scoffed, but in his eyes, a certain glint full of gratefulness appeared. «Did you really think that that’d be enough to kill me?»
«You looked pretty dead to me!» Aubrey let out a nervous laugh. «Don’t ever scare us like that again!»
Omori looked down, before letting a small nod. «I’m… I’m sorry. I’ll be careful», he then turned towards Hero with a frown. «You said you met Stranger?»
«Oh! Y-yeah… I did.»
Omori bit his lip. He sat down cross-legged on the ground, as the group freed him from their grasps. Without raising his gaze from the blue grass, he asked: «What did he tell you?»
«He warned me… about not falling into a familiar trap…?» he opened his mouth to speak again, but then shook his head.
«A familiar trap?» Kel furrowed his brow. «What does that mean?»
Omori groaned. «As cryptic as ever, I see.»
Aubrey got on her feet and dusted off a bit of dirt from her knees. «C'mon, guys. This is the- what? The fourth time he came to warn us, and we always managed to keep going!»
Kel sprung to his feet bearing a huge grin and nodding enthusiastically. «You're right!» and he pulled her into a tight side-hug, making her yelp. «Together we're unstoppable! We have nothing to fear!»
Kel raised his hand. She looked at it for a moment, dazed, before shrugging and returning the high five with a smile.
«Wait», Omori’s voice killed the joy in their expressions. The younger boy hadn’t gotten up from the ground, his eyes fixed on the grass. He then slowly got on his legs and rummaged in his pocket.
He froze, eyes wide.
Sunny tilted his head. «Omori? Is something wrong?»
«I can’t believe this. So it wasn’t just a dream…»
He slid his hand out.
A lightbulb was in his hand.
«What!?»
Aubrey was the first to react, walking towards the lightbulb. The others soon followed, looking at the item as if it was a mirage, as if it could disappear in a whiff of breath.
Sunny, on the other hand, stood still. His mind filled with static, trying to make sense of what he was seeing. His body reacted faster than his thoughts and slowly raised his hand, until it touched the warm glass of the lightbulb.
It was real. His hand was touching it.
How was that even possible?
However, it looked different. It was neither white nor black, instead, it emitted a weak gray light.
He looked at Omori, but the boy offered no answers, for he was gazing at the item too, deep in his thoughts.
«You… you have a lightbulb too?» Hero blinked a few times, as if he was trying to wake up from a dream. «Since… since when? Why haven't you told us?»
«Because I didn't have it before now.»
«So… you received it now? Why?»
Omori shrugged. «Hell if I know. But Stranger was kind enough to talk to me, too.»
Sunny jumped. «He talked to you too?»
«Yeah. He told me not to worry, because I have everything I need already, and–», his eyes widened. «Oh. That's what he meant.»
«What?»
Omori shook his head and put the lightbulb back in his pocket. «Forget you even saw it. Stranger said that in order for you to return home, my light is not needed.»
«Oh», Basil frowned. «So you don't need to turn it white?»
«No. Stranger may be cryptic and a pain in the ass, but he doesn't lie.»
«Omori, no!» Kel looked as if he had heard the worst offense of his entire life. «You're helping us with our lightbulbs! We can help you with yours!»
«You saved our lives twice already», said Basil, mustering an encouraging smile. «This is the least we can do.»
Omori stood still, his eyes fixed on the ground, his hand still in his pocket.
«Omori», Sunny faced his gaze. «Let us help you.»
«I'm accompanying you on this journey to help you return home», he said. «And, for that, there's no need to turn my light bulb white.»
He slid his empty hand out from his pocket and walked past them, without even glancing at them. «Let's go. The Underwater Highway should be nearby.»
Sunny grabbed his wrist. Omori sighed.
«Yours is gray.»
«Yeah, I noticed.»
«Why is it different?»
«Hell if I know!» he yanked Sunny's hand off from him. «Let's just go, okay?»
He turned around and walked away, without waiting for the others.
They traversed the small cave they found themselves in, buried in their silence. All the worry they held manifested in their expressions, as they looked at Omori a few steps ahead of them.
Sunny knew that what Omori felt was fear.
With Headspace under his control, he never had anything to fear. If the truth ever sneaked out from the recesses it had been trapped into, with the slice of the knife and the snap of a finger he’d just bury it again.
Omori never had anything to fear, because he was above it.
But, in that distorted place that looked so familiar but entirely different, Omori was on the same level as them. Stripped of his powers, forced to confront new emotions he had no idea how to deal with because he had never experienced them. Longing, fear, anxiety, joy.
And now, he too had a lightbulb.
He was suppressing something. Was that his answer for all his new experiences? Suppress the new emotions and bury them somewhere far away?
Omori may have had a barrage of bad ideas under his belt, but in that moment Sunny wished he could help him.
But he had closed himself off, walking a few steps ahead of them and not even stopping to check if they were following.
Light pouring out from the exit of the cavern briefly turned Sunny’s thoughts away from Omori, as a new sight greeted them.
The world opened itself to a field cut in half by the black asphalt of a road. Anemone bushes dotted the fields, sources of red and green and yellow among the blue grass. The purple sky they had grown so accustomed to made way to a moving, deep blue expanse.
The flicker of movement attracted Sunny’s attention and he raised his gaze: the sky was moving. Faint white lines crossed it and small waves danced under its surface, while a hazy white dot crowned a point far above it, barely visible. Sunny looked at his feet and slowly raised one: he was stepping right above a white crackle made of light.
«You must be fucking kidding me», Aubrey had her eyes wide, exactly like all her friends next to her. «We really are underwater…»
«That's the water's surface!?» Kel pointed at the sky, mouth agape. «That's so cool!»
Hero touched his neck. «We won’t have any trouble breathing, right…?»
Omori shook his head. «Nah, don’t worry. We didn’t have any problems in Otherworld too, remember?»
Hero narrowed his eyes and lowered his hand, still uncertain. «I guess… I guess you’re right.»
A pop made them jump. On their left, a trail of bubbles was making its way towards the sky.
Kel gasped, eyes glinting with delight and unbridled excitement, and jumped right next to it.
Sunny felt somebody grab his arm. He turned his head to find Basil frowning, attempting to hide behind him. A blue jellyfish was floating next to them, approaching the two boys. Aubrey, as if sensing Basil’s distress gestured at the jellyfish. «Shoo, shoo! I don’t want to hit you, but you just scared my friend, there.»
As it slowly floated away, Hero approached the road. He touched the asphalt with the tip of his foot as if checking if it was real or not. «And this is the Highway, I presume.»
He looked at both sides. The road stretched as far as the eye could see, on both sides. The neon lights of a billboard peeked from afar, towering over the blue grass.
And, as if it wanted to prove he was right, a car sped through right in that moment, so fast that it made Hero’s hair flutter.
«Wow. Sunny, you really went all out with your imagination here, didn’t you?»
Sunny blushed. «I… I guess I did.»
He chuckled. «So, where to now?»
Basil’s head peeked from Sunny’s shoulder. «Daddy Longlegs said to go beyond the Highway.»
Kel, returned from his bubble-bursting trip, was drying his hands on his pants. «If this is a Highway, there's gotta be road signs, right?»
«Wow, I can't believe you really used your brain for once, Kel», said Aubrey.
Kel stuck his tongue out.
Omori approached the road, looking around. Then, he pointed to his right. «There’s a toll booth there.»
They walked on the sidewalk, huddling themselves on one another when a car passed by and stepping on the crackles of light made by the sun above. The blue grass would sometimes show different colors, bathed in the neon lights of a billboard above them.
«50% off on swimming trunks…» Kel read one of them aloud. «Fish wear swimming trunks?»
«They probably don't», said Aubrey. «And that's why they're having such a huge sale.»
Kel nodded as if those had been the wisest words he had ever heard.
Upon reaching the toll booth, Hero opened his mouth to speak, before freezing in place and turning pale, soon followed by the others, with the exception of Omori and Sunny.
Right in the booth, lazing around on an office chair, there was an alligator wearing a suit and sunglasses. He had his legs crossed and he was reading a newspaper, while a TV aired some kind of talk show program, but its volume was too low to be heard. The alligator turned the page and exhaled a puff of smoke from his cigarette.
The group stood still until four pairs of eyes turned towards Omori and Sunny.
«Do we…» Hero pointed at the alligator with his thumb. «Have to talk to him?»
«Use your charm, Hero», said Omori.
«That works on animals too?»
«Of course it does, duh! Who could resist you?»
Aubrey slapped his mouth to suppress a burst of laughter, but she failed and she sat on the ground, trying to hide. Hero’s cheeks flushed red.
Sunny looked away, praying in the lack of follow-up questions.
His prayers were granted, for a grainy voice erupted from the booth. «Oh, I’m so sorry!» the alligator closed his newspaper and extinguished the cigarette in the ashtray. «I didn’t see you there.»
Omori pushed Hero towards the booth.
The alligator frowned. «Are you alright? Your face is red.»
«Oh! Huh…» he took a deep breath. «Sorry, it was a long walk, you see… we're travelers.»
«Ah, that's cool. Do you need anything?»
«We are looking for something, actually. We are looking for the Gate. Do you know anything about it?»
The alligator nodded. «But of course! It's near here, right in the Merriland Fields.»
Hopeful gasps emerged from them.
«Really!?» Basil gripped the booth. «Where?!»
«That way!» the alligator leaned over his seat and pointed at their left. «Go aaaaaaall the way down, the Fields are right at the end of the Highway. The Gate is there.»
Aubrey, recovered from her laughing fit, gave a playful slap at Hero's back. «Go, Hero! I knew I could trust you!»
He flashed a smile. «Why, thank you!» he looked towards the direction they had to go. «Can you raise this barrier and let us pass, please?»
«Sure! It'll be ten thousand clams.»
All their smiles disappeared.
«Ten thousand what.»
«Ten thousand clams. No more, no less. We don't do discounts, you see.»
Omori sighed. «It did seem too easy to me.»
«We… huh…» Hero gestured with his hands. «We have to check if we have them. Can you wait here?»
The alligator shrugged before he returned to his seat and opened the newspaper again. «Yeah, that's my job.»
Far away from the booth, Aubrey shook Omori by his shoulders. «What the fuck are clams?!»
«The currency in Headspace.»
A shocked chorus emerged. «Currency?!»
«You had money in Headspace?!» yelled Aubrey.
«Duh, of course.»
Aubrey’s head whipped towards Sunny, and he feared for his life. «Sunny, what the fuck? It was a dream, why the hell did you put money in it?»
«To make it realistic.»
«We’re under the ocean !»
«Okay, everybody, calm down», said Hero, and Aubrey let Omori go. «We need ten thousand clams to reach the Gate, apparently.»
«Can’t we just… I don’t know», Kel gestured toward the booth. «Wait for the shift to change and sneak through? It’s just a barrier. We can pass beneath it no problem.»
«We could also threaten him», said Aubrey. «Force him to let us pass.»
Omori shook his head. «I wouldn’t do that. Those Toll Gators were in Headspace too. Their leader is very powerful.»
«What about climbing the rock walls, then?» asked Kel.
«He'd see us…» said Hero.
«Not if we go behind him!»
Hero sighed and rubbed his face. «Guys. Let's be serious for a moment.»
«Don't tell me you really want us to get ten thousand oysters in the normal way», hissed Aubrey.
«C'mon, we just need to grind a bit! And the physical exercise wouldn't hurt.»
Sunny furrowed his brow at Omori’s suggestion. Nobody even dared to respond to him.
«You could try using your charm, Hero?» asked Basil, fidgeting with his fingers.
«Not you too, Basil! I mean… what am I supposed to do? Ask him to let us pass without money?»
Aubrey shrugged. «It's worth a try.»
Hero sighed. «Alright, alright. Here I go again.»
He gave himself a small slap on the face to pep himself up and walked towards the booth. Sunny was turning around to follow him when Aubrey’s voice stopped him. «Okay, guys. He talks and keeps the alligator distracted while we sneak through, alright?»
Kel gasped. «But, Aubrey! What about Hero?»
«We’ll come back for him later. C’mon!»
Hero couldn’t believe what he was doing. Was he really going to convince a talking alligator to let them pass without money?
It was an alligator, for goodness’ sake! He had watched videos of those animals, how they’d break their preys’ bones by swirling their bodies. He shivered.
He gave one last look to his friends. Kel gave him a bright smile and a thumbs-up, and Hero knew there was no way out of that anymore. He responded with an uncertain smile.
«Good evening!»
«Oh, hey! It’s you again. Found the clams?»
Hero psyched himself up. «About that, you see… we are travelers, as I said, and we spent all the money on the boat we used to cross the lake and…»
The alligator shook his head. «That won't work on me, buddy. How come the six of you don't have ten thousand clams?»
«Well, you know, in this economy…»
«Look, I understand. I got a family and mouths to feed, too. But my boss would skin me alive, you know», he pushed his glasses upwards. «Actually, about that, where are your friends?»
«H-huh?»
Hero always knew Kel to be silly, but he didn’t believe he’d be stupid .
He truly loved his brother. He truly did.
He loved his bright attitude and he loved how he always cared for others.
But, in that moment, he really wanted to be able to say “No, that’s not my brother”.
But there he was, holding Omori up as he was helping him go over the barrier. Sunny, Aubrey, and Basil, all next to Kel, turned towards Hero, eyes wide and skin turning pale.
Hero sighed.
The alligator, who had leaned over to see what was happening, simply commented. «You really want to reach that Gate, huh?»
«It’s… pretty important for us, yeah.»
«Listen», he sat down once more. «I don’t think you’re bad guys. Tell your kids to come back here.»
«M-my kids?!»
But the alligator didn’t answer and Hero was just glad that Aubrey hadn’t heard him.
«Listen, boys and girls», the alligator had an amused expression on his snout. Sunny had no idea how an alligator could wear an amused expression, but that one was doing just that. «I’m willing to close an eye on what you were trying to do, but still, I can’t let you pass without the money.»
Hero nodded. «We will see what we can do about that. Thanks for your help, we appreciate it», he then turned towards his friends. «What do we say now, guys?»
Sunny furrowed his brow and his friends joined him in similar expressions of confusion.
Hero looked at them, an expectant look on his face.
Aubrey’s eyes widened. «You… no. I’m not gonna…»
Hero crossed his arms.
The girl sighed. «Okay, okay», she turned towards the alligator. «I’m sorry we tried to pass through without paying. I won’t do that anymore», she then looked at the others. «I can’t say the same for these losers, though.»
«H-hey!» Kel pouted. «This was your idea!»
«Exactly. It was my idea and it failed and I won’t try that anymore. Who’s saying that you’ll do the same?»
Kel opened his mouth to speak before Basil interrupted him. «We’re so sorry, Mr. Alligator!»
The alligator burst out laughing, and the bickering between the two friends finished. «Okay, guys. I like your guts, really. If you need money, why don’t you go talk to my boss directly? He’s always looking for new people to hire.»
Omori raised an eyebrow. «Your boss?»
«Mr. Jawsum! He’s the owner of this Highway and of Last Resort, down the road.»
Aubrey groaned. «We gotta work? Really?»
«I’m sure Mr. Jawsum will be interested in hiring you. And if you tell him what you need the money for, he won’t say no! He may have grown distant lately, but he’s still a good guy underneath. And he knows he needs all the help he can get, especially after the new opening.»
«I see», said Hero, as Aubrey groaned once more behind him. «Thank you for your help.»
The Alligator offered to call a taxi to help them reach Last Resort as soon as possible. But, when they expressed their concerns about the lack of money to pay the fee, he shrugged it off, saying how “for employment opportunities, they offered free rides”.
And thus, a few minutes later, a yellow car stopped next to them. Hero sat on the front seat, the others taking their places in the back. Considering they were five, it got crowded soon, and Omori had to swallow his pride and sit on Kel’s lap. As soon as he did that, Kel pulled him into a bear hug and held him still for the remainder of the trip, the young boy sent pleading eyes to Sunny, but he couldn’t help but laugh.
The Underwater Highway sped through in front of their eyes, the billboards passing by with their trails of lights. Patches of blue light emitted from jellyfish acting as lampposts bathed them once in a while and disappeared as fast as they appeared. Basil and Aubrey stared in awe at the landscape, and he gasped when a school of fish started following them before a honk from the car scattered them away.
«Oh!» Kel let one arm free from Omori as he pointed to a billboard. «Is that the guy we’re supposed to talk to?»
A man with the head of a shark wearing sunglasses and a suit smiled at them with his pointy teeth from the billboard. He looked proud, with a thumbs up, as the words “ GRAND OPENING! Last Resort: Where Your Dreams Become Reality ” filled the ad.
They looked at the board as it passed by before Omori nodded. «That’s Mr. Jawsum, yeah.»
«A shark?» Aubrey looked at Sunny. «Are you sure we’re gonna be safe?»
«Yeah. He’s not a bad guy.»
«In our Headspace, at least. Sweetheart was entirely different from how we remembered her being», added Omori.
«I don’t think she was much different from how I remember her being», said Aubrey, half-pouting.
«Well», Hero turned around, looking at his friends from the front seat. «The alligator guy said he’s a good boss. And he’s giving these rides for free! I think it’ll go alright.»
«If anything, we can rely on your charm, Hero!» Aubrey burst out laughing and Hero sighed.
He then turned towards Omori. «You know, I’m still waiting for an explanation on what exactly this “charm” I possess is.»
«What?!» Kel’s head peeked from Omori’s shoulder. «Bro! You never noticed?!»
«Notice what?»
Kel shook his head. «I can’t believe this…»
Omori’s eyes widened, as if he had found the most precious treasure in the entire world. «Yes! Yes! Kel! You understand!»
«I’m just surprised he doesn’t!»
«I’m surprised too, yeah», Aubrey put her cheek on her hand. «I guess you can be a little dense sometimes too, Hero.»
Basil chuckled. «Well, you know how it is… sometimes you don’t notice things about yourself unless somebody else points them to you.»
Hero’s face, on the other hand. passed through different phases of shock, disbelief, and bewilderment. Sunny, instead, wore his usual stoic expression, but his shivers made it clear it was slowly falling apart due to the sheer willpower needed to suppress the laughter.
«Sunny», Hero’s voice was firm. «What the hell are they talking about?!»
«We’ve arrived!» the voice of the driver cut the conversation short. «Good luck with your job interview.»
And they got out of the car, a trail of “thank you”s following them, as Hero kept glaring at his friends.
The world grew brighter.
Sunny shielded his eye with his arm as they approached the Last Resort. In a similar ordeal as him, his friends took a look around with squinted eyes and between rapid blinks.
Rows of lamps in the ground lined the road that led to the main building, emitting cones of light that hit the sky and rivaled the sun in brightness, creating patches of paler colors on the water surface above them. The glowing jellyfish they saw on the road were there too, gifting their blue hues to the place, while trees made of coral sprung from the blue grass in different colors, made brighter by the lamps.
Sunny groaned and bit his lip. He had never been a fan of bright lights, they made his stomach turn and turn his brain into a gray puddle of thoughts. And this time it was no different.
A lively chattering filled the air, as workers of all shapes and sizes walked back and forth, talking and gesturing, in a hive of activity.
Towering above their heads, far away, a sign shone through with the words “Last Resort” framed by glinting lights.
«I don’t remember this place being this bright», Omori frowned. His own paper-white skin was littered with patches of colors gifted from the environment around him.
«You kinda look like a clown», Aubrey laughed.
Omori gasped and looked at his arms. «What the hell?!»
«It’s really nice to see, I think!» said Basil. «Doesn’t it remind you of the colors of stained glass?»
At those words, Omori gasped as a smile sprung on his face. «Sunny! Sunny! I’m a work of art!»
Sunny offered him a thumbs-up of approval, too nauseous to use words.
«Apparently part of this place is still under construction», Hero pointed towards a point behind the main building. «Look.»
Lighted up by the same bright lamps that were lined in the road, there emerged a forest of steel poles. Alligators wearing safety helmets walked about, carrying materials and bags under the spotlights.
«That’d explain why they need workers», Aubrey groaned.
Sunny and his friends made their way to the entrance amongst the bright lights until a golden boat greeted their eyes.
«Well, at least he does keep up with the sea aesthetic, I guess…» said Aubrey.
«Isn’t this kinda like… an omen?» Basil frowned. «Look at those holes. Isn’t it like… “the ship has sunk”?»
«Well this place has opened recently», said Aubrey. «Maybe he just wants to fight bad luck with bad luck.»
«An understandable strategy», nodded Sunny.
The lights dimmed once they stepped inside, as the smell of smoke and cigars made Sunny frown.
Kel, on the other hand, lighted up, eyes wide and mouth agape. «Guys! This is a casino!»
Golden walls closed in on a purple floor filled with gaming tables and roulettes. The upper balcony was dotted with slot machines and, beyond the groaning clients who had their heads in their hands after a loss, alligators in suits lent their attentive gazes upon the place.
Aubrey gasped. «Mermaids!»
The creatures were swimming around the tables, offering drinks and snacks to the clients, while others dealt the cards of poker.
«This place is awesome !» Aubrey could barely contain her excitement. «We gotta work here?!»
«We have to get hired first», Hero smiled at her enthusiasm. «Now, where could we meet Mr. Jawsum…?»
«Huh… guys?» Kel’s voice made them turn around. The boy was frowning, pointing at a desk near the entrance. «Isn’t that…?»
Hero’s eyes widened. «Daphne!?»
Sitting at the desk, greeting a couple of new guests, was a young woman. Her long black hair was in stark contrast to her white vest, more similar to that of a chef than a greeter. She wore a stoic face but, as soon as a new guest approached, her lips curved in a gentle smile.
«Oh, that’s just Doughie», said Omori.
Hero blinked. «What? Doughie?»
«Kinda weird to see her here, though…» Omori frowned. «She’s usually in another place.»
Aubrey shook her head. «But… that’s Daphne! The Maverick’s sister!»
Sunny had to peel his eye from the door – that had never looked so appealing until that moment – and resist the urge to escape before his mind reminded him that maybe it’d have been a better idea to explain the situation, considering how even Omori was clueless.
«I may have changed her name when I added her to Headspace.»
He did his best to ignore his friends’ eyes on him, all displaying a varied array of emotions. Even Omori, for once, seemed surprised.
«I knew about the kids in the Playground, but… them too?»
«Wait», Hero then stood with his mouth open for a second, as if the words had to be sucked from the air itself. «Just how many of our friends were in Headspace, Sunny?»
«Many.»
And he wished for no other questions.
Hero seemed to sense his wish, for he nodded and muttered an «I see.»
«So, huh…» Omori glanced at the girl. «That’s Doughie. But she’s called Daphne in the real world?»
«Apparently so, yes», nodded Hero.
«And what about her brother? Biscuit?»
Aubrey burst out laughing. «Biscuit?! Seriously? Bowen is Biscuit ?!» she knelt over in tears. «Oh man, I’m so telling this to The Maverick when we’re back!»
Sunny looked at the door once more. But the reflection of one of the spotlights hit the glass panel and it reminded him of the sheer brightness that awaited him outside. His stomach churned at the thought.
«Daphne and Bowen…» Omori repeated their names a few times under his breath. «I get it. Are they bakers?»
Sunny nodded.
«Yeah, that’s the same as here, then.»
«You said they were in another place originally?» asked Hero.
Omori nodded. «They were in the Orange Oasis, not here.»
«Why, then? Why are they here…? I mean, they’re from your Headspace, right?»
«Well, it wouldn’t be the first time something like this has happened», said Sunny. «Perfectheart, Mutantheart, and Roboheart weren’t in Sweetheart’s Castle either…»
Hero sighed and ran a hand through his hair. He squinted his eyes shut, before glancing at the desk once more. «To be honest, what creeps me out is that I know Daphne and Bowen in real life. We were classmates back in high school…»
Then, a new voice interrupted them. «Oh, new guests. Forgive me, I must have missed you there.»
The girl at the entrance offered them a quick smile before a flat line formed on her lips once more. «Welcome to Last Resort. Would you like a room?»
«I… huh…», Hero stammered, before Omori gave him a light push. «Actually, we came here to talk to Mr. Jawsum. We’re looking for a job and we heard he’s hiring.»
«He is», she gave a quick look to the others. «I see. Of course. Wait a minute, if you please. I’ll call his secretary and check if he’s available right now.»
She sat down at the desk and picked up the phone. The group stood in silence as she talked to somebody from the other side, but no actual voice came from the phone. Omori leaned in, straining his ear, ignoring Sunny’s looks of disapproval, but he sprung back into a proper position once the girl was done.
«He said he’s available right now», she rummaged in one of the drawers and gave Hero a card. «This card allows you to reach the 5th floor. Use the elevator.»
«Alright. Thank you, huh…» Hero threw a glance at the nameplate on the desk. «Doughie.»
She offered a quick smile and a nod. «You’re welcome. Good luck with your interview.»
«Phew», Hero rubbed off the imaginary sweat from his forehead as they started walking towards the elevator. «That was weird, I admit…»
«We’ve been to space, faced shadow monsters, took a taxi at the bottom of the sea», Aubrey raised her eyebrow. «And talking to an alternate version of Daphne is what tips you off?»
«I guess I have weird priorities.»
Kel walked past them and stopped in front of a short flight of stairs that led to a pair of gilded doors. «There's the elevators!» he jumped over the steps and raised his hand to call for it when Omori shrieked. «Wait!»
Everybody jumped. Sunny frowned in worry, placing a hand on his shoulder. «Omori? What’s wrong?»
The younger boy’s cheeks flared in a faint shade of pink, as he looked at his friends wide-eyed. «I… huh…», he glanced at Basil before he took his wrist, and the boy yelped. «Basil and I are going to use the stairs.»
«H-huh? Why?»
«You’re not going in that elevator.»
«I’m not?»
Aubrey frowned. «Omori. Doughie said we have to use the card she gave us to reach the fifth floor.»
Basil offered Omori a shy smile. «We have to use the elevator…»
The younger boy's grip tightened and he looked at the doors once again. His lips were trembling.
Sunny looked him straight in the eyes. «Omori, you don’t have to worry. Basil won’t get hurt. We’re all here.»
Basil’s head whipped towards Sunny, his skin turning pale. «H-huh? Why should I get hurt…?»
Omori let go of Basil’s hand, giving a light nod. Basil, noticing how he wasn’t receiving any answer, looked back and forth between the two boys. «Actually… Omori? I’ve noticed that sometimes you become… overprotective towards me», his eyes softened. «Not that I mind, but… why?»
Omori didn’t dare meet Basil’s eyes. Instead, he looked at Sunny, and the boy reassured him with a nod. He could talk, if he so wished, Sunny thought.
He remembered his talk on the bridge, how afraid he was to reveal the truth of his existence. Sunny hoped that Omori would change his mind about growing distant from them. Sure, Omori may have not been a physical being, but he existed and he felt emotions and he was alive. Sunny was sure there was a way to keep in contact. He’d find one if needed, even if it meant dragging Omori back to White Space himself.
Otherwise, he was sure that either Basil or Kel would have asked him to find a way.
«I’ll tell you», Omori said. «But not right now. We have… other matters to think about.»
The answer seemed to satisfy Basil enough to let him smile. «Alright, then. I’ll wait. But, Omori… I don’t know what exactly happened in Headspace, but I want you to know that I’m not the same Basil. You don’t have to worry.»
Omori nodded, before walking towards the elevator.
The elevator ride was silent. They looked at the numbers going up in the little screen until a sharp ding signaled their destination.
A red carpet was laid on the hallway in front of them, bright lights coming from the ground that made the gilded walls look brighter than they already were. Sunny’s stomach churned and he squinted his eye, attempting to suppress the backflips his brain seemed to be doing.
«What’s up with all these lights anyway?», hissed Omori, his skin turning golden under the lights. «I can barely see!»
«I guess Mr. Jawsum really wants us to see his achievements», said Aubrey, before she groaned. «Man, I hate people like that.»
«Wasn’t this place recently re-opened?» said Basil. «Maybe he’s just proud of that.»
«I just hope the room where we’ll be interviewed won't have all these lights», Sunny gripped his stomach.
They kept walking down the hallway until they reached a desk. A man was sitting behind it, reading some documents.
«Ah», Hero stood still for a moment. «That’s Not-Bowen, I presume.»
«Biscuit», corrected Omori.
«He’s the secretary Doughie was talking about, I guess», said Aubrey.
Basil let out a nervous chuckle. «You know… I agree with Hero. This is getting weird…»
«Oh, c’mon», Aubrey slapped his shoulder. «Not you too. We’ve been through weirder stuff.»
«I literally see this man every time Polly sends me to buy groceries!»
«Actually», Omori squinted his eyes. «Are we sure that one is the Biscuit we know?»
Sunny sighed. «I know. He misses the bread collar.»
«Huh», Aubrey pressed her lips together, her eyes rolling towards the ceiling. «Do I really want to know what that means…?» she then gasped. «Yes! I do! I gotta make fun of The Maverick when I go back. Sunny tell me everything.»
«Actually», Basil looked around. «If Daphne and Bowen are here, does that mean that The Maverick is also here?»
«Oh, that’s right! Sunny, where would The Maverick be?»
Sunny raised his eye towards the ceiling. «Who knows. Maybe on the Moon.»
Aubrey opened her mouth for more questions, but Hero came to Sunny’s rescue. «Guys, could we do this later? We’ll have all the time to talk about Sunny’s Headspace later.»
«Right, right, grandpa .»
Hero sighed and walked towards the desk. Biscuit didn’t raise his eyes, and Hero cleared his throat to get his attention.
«Good afternoon! We spoke to Da– Doughie, downstairs, and we’re here to talk to Mr. Jawsum about the possibility of being hired.»
Biscuit wore a stoic expression, a simple flat line on his lips, not too unlike his sister. He looked at Hero for a second, before nodding.
He got up and walked towards a door behind him, motioning at them to follow him.
The group shared one worried look between one them before obeying him.
A large room awaited them on the other side of the door. Finally free from all the lights, Sunny could see again without the threat of nausea looming over him.
A desk sat at the center of the room, polished wood shining under the single chandelier hanging from the ceiling. Its surface overflowed with documents, papers, pens, and empty coffee mugs, a stain of the brown liquid had fallen on the red carpet, leaving behind an orange-ish stain that nobody bothered to clean.
Somebody was sitting with their backs towards them, looking at a graph full of economical jargon Sunny couldn’t even hope to understand, but despite his position, his shark head was visible.
Biscuit cleared his throat and the chair swiveled around, revealing the same face they had seen in the billboard in the Highway.
However, as soon as his eyes fell on the group, his mouth opened in a smile, revealing his rows of teeth.
He gasped. «Hero! You’re back!»
Notes:
wow stranger had a busy day, talking to two people and saying cryptic shit twice in a row
As always, thanks for all the kudos, comments, hits, and bookmarks! Y’all are awesome.
Chapter 33: Work, work, work
Summary:
Sunny and his friends talk to Mr. Jawsum, get hired, and start working. Also they meet someone familiar.
Notes:
Once again, I’m sorry for the sudden hiatus. This chapter gave me much more problems than I expected!
also after looking at the map of Last Resort I may have made some mistakes about the last floor (there’s the elevator, then the hallway with all the portraits, THEN another hallway with “Aubrey’s” office, THEN another elevator and finally Jawsum’s office: i kinda mixed the last four parts all together lol, let’s just pretend it’s the new Last Resort okay? <3)
And woo! 25k hits!! Thanks everybody <3
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Sunny always assumed that Mr. Jawsum wore a perpetual smile on his face. In that moment, though, he thought it was the first time he had ever seen him smile for real .
His row of teeth shone under the chandelier’s lights above, in a terrifying glint that would have sent shivers down his spine in any other moment but that one, for his happiness melted any sliver of terror he could inflict.
Then, in the blink of an eye, he ran towards Hero and pulled him into a hug, sucking the breath out of him.
«Hero! You’re back! I knew you’d be back!»
He squeezed the young man tight, letting yelps out of him and Sunny heard Kel suck in air through his teeth, worried.
«Should we help him?» whispered Aubrey.
«I'm afraid he will snap my brother in half!»
A light thud steered them away from their anxieties, just in time to see Hero being freed by the shark's grasp. He stumbled on his feet in an attempt to remain upright before he glanced at his friends with wide eyes and a confused expression.
«See?!» Mr. Jawsum put his hands on his hips, a triumphant look on his face. «Biscuit, what did I tell you? He's back!»
Biscuit furrowed his brow before walking towards Hero, his face a few inches from his own. Hero held his breath, as the man sized him up with an unrelenting gaze.
«Why didn't you or Doughie tell me that Hero was coming?» asked Mr. Jawsum. «Don't tell me you didn't recognize him!»
Biscuit ended his examination of Hero with squinted eyes, before turning towards his boss and letting out a shrug.
«Oh, c'mon!» Mr. Jawsum gave a slight slap to Biscuit's shoulder, making him wheeze. «Always the pranksters, you two! You just wanted to surprise me, I know!»
Biscuit shook his head, but Mr. Jawsum paid him no mind, turning towards Hero.
«My dear Hero! So, what brings you here, my old friend? I missed you!»
At the sound of his name, Hero jumped. He turned towards his friends, but they too were stunned to give an answer. Omori shook his head out from his daze and mouthed a "Wing it!"
Hero blinked a few times and turned around. «Mr. Jawsum?» he took a deep breath. «Sir–»
«Hero!»
He froze. Mr. Jawsum tapped his foot on the ground, arms crossed.
«” Mister ” Jawsum? Sir ? What’s with all this formality? We’re old friends! C’mon!»
He gave a light slap on Hero’s shoulder, but it sent him wheezing and he needed a moment to compose himself.
«I… huh… sorry si– Jawsum.»
Mr. Jawsum burst out laughing before he turned towards the others. «And who are these delightful people here with you? New friends?»
«Y-yeah.»
The row of teeth shone once more. «I see, I see! What lucky people, to be friends with you, aren't they?»
Biscuit frowned, as Hero's eyes darted towards his friends. «I… guess?»
«So!» Jawsum clapped his hands together. «What brings you here, my old friend?»
«I… huh… I came back because I’m… looking for a job?» he then shook his head. «You see, we have to reach the Merriland Fields and the alligator at the toll booth told us we need ten thousand clams for the fee.»
Mr. Jawsum stood still, hands still clasped together. All the giddiness that had covered his figure dissipated, and even his tail slowly descended until it touched the ground. Biscuit, as if worried for his boss's sudden emotional drop, glared at Hero once more.
«I see», Mr. Jawsum opened his mouth a few more times to speak before he finally found the words as he started pacing around the room, his footsteps echoing in the gilded room. «Hero. As you probably have noticed, many things have changed since you left. I lost my old property, I had to reinvent myself, I…» suddenly, it was as if a curtain of tiredness fell over him, and he held himself up with one hand on his desk. «What you did… it wasn't nice, Hero. You know that, don't you?»
Hero pressed his lips together. «I’m sorry, Jawsum. I…»
His apology was cut short by Jawsum's laughter booming in the office. «Bah! Who cares about that, right? You were my best friend and my best employee, Hero. I'll help you out!» his row of teeth shone again. «However, I'm afraid I cannot put you into your old position for now. You know how it is, nepotism and all that stuff. Bah!» he slapped the air. «I can't let my current employees think I play favorites.»
Hero nodded. «Of course! Of course! I understand. That won’t be a problem. Right, guys?»
The group stood still a second, before snapping out of their daze.
«Y-yeah!» Kel nodded, before looking at his friends. They got the cue and started nodding along.
«Good! Of course, I can later help you climb the ladder back into your old position. But it could take some time.»
«That's… something I'll think about.»
«Of course. No rush. Ease yourself in the new environment. So many things have changed since you left, you know. I'm so glad to have you back, Hero. I really think that everything will go smoothly now», he turned towards Biscuit. «Would you mind scheduling interviews for them?»
Biscuit nodded, but his lips were tight shut, as he glared at Hero once more.
«Thanks! You're a great help as always, Biscuit. And don't worry, Hero. The interviews are just a formality.»
«Yes, of course.»
Then, Omori raised his hand. «I have a question.»
Mr. Jawsum turned towards him, smiling. «Of course! Ask away! A friend of Hero's is a friend of mine!»
«Do we get paid?»
Those words threw a veil of silence in the room. Everything froze, and all the eyes turned towards Omori. Hero held his breath, still as a statue, as he glanced from Omori to Mr. Jawsum. Sunny glowered at Omori, but the younger boy didn’t seem to notice, for he faced the man in front of him without a hint of worry on his face.
Then, Jawsum’s laughter exploded in the room. He held himself with a hand on his desk, while the other one was busy holding his stomach.
«Hero!» he said between the wheezes. «Who knew you’d have such funny friends?!»
At a loss of words, Hero resigned to a chuckle, before Jawsum raised his head. «Biscuit! Did you hear that?!»
The man gave an uncertain nod and a thumbs up, furrowing his brow. And, for a brief moment, Hero and he shared a moment of communal confusion.
Omori pouted and crossed his arms. «Are you laughing because expecting pay is stupid or because it’s obvious?»
But he received no answer, for Jawsum couldn’t stop laughing. The sound boomed for a long time before he finally regained his breath and rubbed a tear off his eye.
«I like you, little guy. I can’t wait to see what you’re capable of.»
«Yes alright but do we get paid or not? We need the money.»
Jawsum burst out laughing once more, before patting the boy on the head, his hand dwarfing him. «What’s your name, little guy?»
«Omori.»
«Such a powerful name for a small guy like you. I like it!»
He started walking towards the door they came in through, before adding. «Come, my friends! Let me show you around!»
They left Mr. Jawsum’s office in stride. Sunny’s sight was once again barraged by the strong lights once they reached Biscuit’s desk, and he barely noticed it when the man left the group to stop there. He caught a glimpse of him as he sat down and picked up the phone, greeting the boss with a slight bow of the head, not before giving another glare at Hero.
«It seems he doesn’t like you», whispered Aubrey as they walked towards the elevator. «Any idea why?»
«How should I know…? It’s the first time I see him!»
«Maybe for you, but not for him», Omori motioned his head towards Mr. Jawsum. «Guys, let’s be careful.»
«Like always…» responded Basil.
In the elevator – which felt much smaller with Mr. Jawsum towering over them – the boss pressed the button to -1F, before adjusting his collar.
«I’m so happy, Hero, truly», he said. «With you onboard, things will go smoothly once more, I’m sure.»
«I hope so too.»
«And things will return as they were before…» Mr. Jawsum’s eyes fixed on the corner of the ceiling, his mind far away. «Sure, some things changed, but what matters is that we’re still together, right?»
«Yeah! Exactly.»
Aubrey furrowed her brow and looked at Hero. He responded with a shrug.
«I felt lost when you did what you did, Hero. And I’m ashamed to say that I did some things I’m not proud of», he smiled. «But I don’t hold it against you, really! I’m just happy that you’re back.»
Hero nodded, looking down, and a sharp ding signaled their arrival.
A hallway awaited them, where a few alligator men were chatting. They raised their heads at the sight of their boss and greeted him with nods and cheers: Mr. Jawsum relished in the attention, flashing a smile and making finger guns at them.
«Come!» he said, motioning at the group with his hand. «I wanna show you the–» he then gasped. «Oh no! How could I forget?!»
He turned around, with the same ecstatic smile he wore when he first met Hero moments before. «Mari will be so happy to see you’re back!»
A cold knife cut their breaths at the sound of that name. Sunny shook his head. He must have heard wrong, right?
«W-what?»
Jawsum looked at him. «Hero! Don't tell me you forgot about Mari? You two were so close! I actually thought you'd end up dating each other, sooner or later!»
Hero stood still. «Mari… Mari is here?»
«Yeah! She still works for me, you know. Helps around, gives me a hand… she's always so useful!»
Hero turned pale, his hands twitching. One of them grabbed the first thing that came to them, it being Sunny’s shoulder. «Guys, we gotta go. I can’t stay here if–»
«Oh, she's here!» Jawsum waved, as one of the doors of the hallway opened. «Mari! I have a surprise for you!»
From the other side of the door, a girl emerged. Long black hair cornered the familiar face, and her surprised expression at being called dissipated, making way for a smile to blossom on her lips and her eyes light up in joy.
An expression that Sunny knew so well, but that he never thought he'd see again.
«Hero! You're back!»
She tackled him in a hug, making Hero stumble to remain upright. She squeezed tight, her hands crumpling his shirt, and he lowered his head to look at her, his hands in air.
«And Sunny!» she freed herself from Hero and pulled the boy in a hug.
He held his breath, running away in a tiny corner of his mind.
He fought with all his might the urge to pull himself away from her with a yell.
But as if she could hear his thoughts and perceive the terror slithering in his body, she hugged him tight, exactly like she’d always do when he’d wake up after a nightmare and the shadows of the room fed his fears.
In those moments, sometimes the tears didn’t allow him to see her , but her hugs didn’t need to be seen. He’d just relish in the touch and bury his head in her chest as her hands drew circles on his back, and she’d whisper soft words in his ears, until slumber would once again take him back in the land of dreams.
But there was no fear to be dispelled this time because she was the source of the terror. The hug was a prison, her scent made him want to gag. But he felt no strength to pull away and he stood still, frozen, his mind screaming to be let go.
The screams didn’t stop even when she let him go, her own eyes glinting with tears and pride at the sight of her little brother before she turned to see the others. «And all of you…! You’ve all grown so much!»
Her joy was bursting out of her. Sunny felt like he was choking.
That smile, those eyes. Mari was happy. Mari was joyful. Like when he'd bring home an A in the latest test, or when Aubrey would score a home run in her baseball matches, back when she used to play. Mari was happy, oh so very happy, but her happiness just made Sunny feel worse.
In an attempt to preserve his mind, he peeled his eyes off from her. The sight of his friends’ faces bathed in terror greeted him. Basil blinked a few times, before hiding his head between his shoulder, looking at the floor.
«Are you staying here for long?»
But they didn't find it in their hearts to answer, still taken aback by the vision, and Jawsum answered for them. «Dear Mari! They'll be working for us! Biscuit is arranging their interviews as we speak.»
Mari jumped, clapping. «So you're all really back! Just like the old times!»
Jawsum burst out in a hearty laugh, pulling her in a side hug. «They are! Although things are a bit different now… But that's okay!»
«I have some work to do now», she smiled towards the group. «But let’s all meet up later, okay? We have so much to talk about!»
And, with a wave and a smile, Mari left bouncing on her feet. But the shock remained, as they looked at her disappear behind a door.
The next hours passed through Sunny like a haze. The bright lights coming from the ground muffled reality as swirls of white and yellow hid in the corners of his sight. The towering figure of Jawsum led them around the building, speaking words he couldn’t catch, as he dragged his feet mustering all the strength he had left to not collapse.
He didn’t know after how long somebody led him to a small room, where somebody he couldn’t see asked him different questions, one of them being “What are you capable of doing?” (“draw and play the violin”, he remembered saying) and then his hand got strangled in a handshake.
Somebody led him to a changing room and he recognized the familiar figures of Hero, Kel, Basil, and Omori, all so distant and hazy, and he had been given clothes he couldn’t make out.
He opened one of the lockers and started changing himself on autopilot.
Mari. Mari was there.
And not the same Mari that he had grown used to see in Headspace, nor the same Mari that they had met in the Playground who Omori had conjured in an attempt to feel safe.
No. This Mari was different. She looked older, she had recognized them, and her hug felt safe.
But that Mari, his Mari, was gone.
Do not fall for the familiar trap .
Sunny gasped, reality shedding itself of its blurry veil.
Mari was there. But it was a lie.
He looked over at Hero, who was trying to fix his hair, a dark expression on his face.
Sunny knew. Sunny went through that once already.
He just had to make sure nobody else did.
«Wow, Sunny!» Kel wore a strained smile. «You look good!»
He realized that he hadn’t even looked at the mirror yet. He had been given clothes, right? His uniform, perhaps.
He turned around: a mirror hung from the locker’s door. And he froze.
Sunny had never been one for special clothes. As long as he was comfortable, he truly didn't care about anything else. It wasn't by chance that his and Mari's shared wardrobe had been mostly filled with her clothes (and it had grown so empty), being the one who took especially great care in her appearance, especially when Hero was involved.
But he had never realized that he could actually look good, too.
The uniform they had given him was a black tuxedo, something he had seen in movies quite often. And he steered his thoughts towards that image, instead of thinking of the Cat Butler and his orders.
«Wow.»
His friends appeared behind him with warm smiles. Kel and Basil, next to him, wore similar uniforms but Hero, behind him, seemed to wear something different that he couldn’t make out. The older boy placed his hands on his shoulders, squeezing a bit. «You’ve become a fine young man, Sunny. I can barely recognize you!»
He barely could, either. He thought he had a small glimpse of Mari’s mind, now.
Maybe I should buy better clothes, once I return home…
A smile crept on his face. What would his mother think?
«Too bad for you though, Hero!» said Kel. «I’m sure you’d look dashing in a suit, too!»
Hero chuckled and Sunny turned around to see what he was wearing.
He thought that he had never seen such a natural thing in all of his life. Like Basil tending to a garden was as natural as the sun rising in the morning, Hero wearing a chef suit was where normalcy laid.
«I guess… what I’m gonna do is kinda obvious, huh?»
«I’m sure you’ll do great», Basil smiled. «I wish I had my camera with me… This could be such a great photo!»
And, in that moment, Sunny realized they missed someone. He looked around, before asking: «Where’s Omori?»
Hero looked beyond them, towards the other side of the room. There stood the younger boy, his back turned towards them, his paper white neck coming out from another tuxedo he was wearing.
«Are you having trouble there, Omori?» asked Hero. «I can help you fix it.»
«I’m okay!» he responded, before whispering a “ yes! ”. He turned around, smiling, proud of his work on his uniform, as Sunny’s eye widened at his sight. His uniform truly wasn’t anything different from the ones they were wearing – barring Hero’s – but it was the first time he had seen Omori wear anything but his tank top, boxers, and socks.
«You look good!» Kel gave him a thumbs-up, and Omori jumped.
«I do, don’t I?!» he looked again at the mirror, turning around to admire himself better. «Look at this!»
Sunny couldn’t help but smile, the horrid thoughts that plagued him far away in that moment, but he held the trail still in his mind, for he didn’t want to forget what he was supposed to do.
They went out from the changing room when a familiar voice called them out. «Damn guys, you took your sweet time there! I’ve been waiting here for an eternity!»
Aubrey pushed herself from the wall she was leaning on and, at her sight, Omori hid behind Sunny.
And he couldn’t blame him. Aubrey donned a tuxedo herself and she was more beautiful than Sunny ever remembered her being.
She whistled. «Wow, look at you, guys! You all look pretty handsome, I must say.»
Sunny felt his cheeks burn at those words, while Omori grabbed his arms with all his might.
Aubrey gave a nod of approval, before her eyes set on Kel. She opened her mouth, before closing it and pressing her lips together. «Yeah. You know, Kel, I can’t really say anything to you either. It looks good on you.»
Kel cheered and pulled her into a hug. «Aubrey! You look quite dashing too, if I may.»
She blushed, her eyes darting to her friend, before she smiled and eased herself in Kel's hug.
The next couple of days passed in a blur. The Last Resort, as part of its Grand Opening event, was planning a ghost ball: something about stockholders that Sunny pretended to understand. Therefore, a great burst of activity ran through the hallways, under the bright lights.
Sunny, at first, was at a loss, not even knowing where he was supposed to go, for he didn’t even know what role he had been given, and it took Omori to help him.
«Sunny?»
«Y-yes?»
«C’mon, let’s go.»
«Wait… I…»
His eyes widened. «Don’t tell me you don't know where to go.»
«I… don’t know what I’m supposed to do either… do we have the same job?»
He expected Omori’s face to fall flat, him to wear his deadpan expression once more, but, instead, his eyes filled with some sort of affection that reminded him of Aubrey, somehow.
«You weren’t listening, were you?»
He nodded.
«That’s okay. Yeah, we have the same job», he smiled and put his hands on his hips. «We’re in charge of decorations!»
«Wow. Really?»
«Yeah! Also something about music. I’ll let you deal with that. I just wanna be in charge of something, for once.»
«Says the guy who has the name of a piano brand.»
«I don’t see you working at a meteorologist station either, Sunny .»
He pouted, as Omori stuck his tongue out, and followed him.
In those days, Sunny barely saw Hero. Always busy in the kitchen, Sunny had to settle on catching a glimpse of him in the hallways once in a while, just enough to share a quick greeting. However, during their breaks, Omori would often lead him to smell the delicious cooking they’d later have a taste of.
Kel had been sent to work as a greeter, working next to Doughie. Sunny would often talk to him, seeing how he’d bounce his leg under the desk, and try to distract him from the restlessness.
Aubrey, under no one's surprise, had been tasked with security. Sunny looked at her, standing proud next to her alligator colleagues, bat on her shoulders, looking over the casino like a hawk.
Basil could barely contain his joy when Sunny visited him at his workplace. Being in charge of the photo shooting brought him a natural comfort, and he was happy to see his friend in such a state. After Kel, he was the one Sunny and Omori talked the most, for they often sought his advice regarding plant decorations and floral arrangements.
And Mari. Mari was always there.
As the main helper of Mr. Jawsum, she followed him everywhere. And, as expected of her, she always made sure to spare a moment for her friends, saying how she had missed them and how she was happy they were back.
Sunny couldn't bear looking at her. Her presence was a shadow threatening to hurt him at every corner, at every turn. When he realized she spent lots of time in the kitchen, claiming she was testing Hero's food, he had asked Omori to stop taking him there. His heart fostered new anxieties, for he had seen them, Hero and Mari, next to each other, their eyes full of affection.
«How long do we think we’ll stay here?» he asked Omori, one day.
«I don’t know», Omori frowned. «But I hope not for too long.»
«Huh?»
He looked at the gilded walls, a golden glint in his eyes. «This smells like a trap.»
They had been given rooms to rest during the night. Sunny and Omori ended up sharing one, with Hero and Kel sharing another one. Basil ended up sharing one with a coworker, and Aubrey had been sent to another wing.
Work, work, work, and then bed. Sunny spent his days in such a cycle, slipping in a dreamless slumber every night as soon as his head hit the pillow.
Until one night, the sound of knocking stirred him awake.
Next to him, Omori groaned. «Could you check the door, Sunny?»
He rose to his feet, whining, and opened the door without even bothering to wear his eyepatch.
«Hey! Care for a little night party?»
Familiar faces greeted him from outside the door. All his friends were there, wearing their night clothes. Tiredness shadowed their faces, but their smiles shone through. Now that he was closer, Sunny noticed how Hero looked. He rummaged through his memories, searching for a moment where he had looked so… happy.
He bit his lip. Mari…
The tinkle of glass snapped him out of his thoughts and Aubrey winked at him, shaking a bottle in her hand.
Sunny needed a moment to register what was in front of him. He gasped. «Aubrey! Is that…?»
She took a step back. «No! Duh. Of course they wouldn't sell me anything. It's just water.»
«But, look Sunny!» Kel showed a can in his hand. «They have Orange Joe!»
«Such a nightmare», groaned Aubrey.
«Can we come in?» Hero’s head peeked from their friends’ hair.
Sunny nodded, gesturing to them to come inside, as Omori pulled himself awake and rubbed his eyes. «Sunny, what’s– oh», his cheeks flushed red at the sight of Aubrey, but he soon covered his blush when the others came in.
Kel sat on the ground with a thud, as he opened the can of Orange Joe, its fizzling sounds whistling through. «It’s been so long since we spent some time together!» he whined. «Is this how being an adult feels like…?»
Hero chuckled. «Now you know how I feel, Kel.»
«It’s horrible! I want to go home!»
«Hush», Aubrey smirked as Basil placed some glasses on the small bedside table, making them go tink on the wood. «It’s only been one week.»
«And we’re getting paid», Omori, sitting on the bed, shuffled the sheets on his legs. «Unlike in our Headspace…»
Hero’s eyes widened, mouth agape. «You worked for free?!»
«Yeah. Mr. Jawsum made us sign a contract that forced us to work for free for the rest of our lives.»
«Wow», Aubrey poured a glass and gave it to Basil, and Sunny furrowed his brow at the sight of the water. «That Mr. Jawsum sounds horrible.»
Omori shrugged. «To be honest, he wasn't so bad. When Kel and I told him we had to fin–» he glanced at Basil, before turning towards Aubrey, as she gave him a glass. «...find the… huh… treasure we were looking for, he let us go without really complaining… he only got angry when Hero said he had to go, too.»
«Wait», Hero accepted the glass Aubrey offered him. «Mr. Jawsum knew me in your Headspace, too?»
«Yeah. He considered you his best employee. He really didn’t want to let you go.»
At those words, everybody except for Sunny froze, looking at him.
Basil clutched the glass in his hands. «That… that sounds familiar, doesn’t it?»
«But I’m not sure it’s the same Mr. Jawsum we met now», Omori took a sip from his glass. «In our Headspace, Last Resort wasn’t in the middle of a “Grand Opening”... and I have no idea what is this "change" that happened that he keeps mentioning.»
«Well, we lucked out didn’t we?» Aubrey raised her glass, before offering it to Sunny. «After all, it’s thanks to Mr. Jawsum’s and Hero’s friendship that we managed to land these jobs.»
«And it doesn’t feel so bad», said Basil. «Kinda makes me feel more… responsible…»
«Yeah!» Aubrey nodded. «And look! We can make a seafood BBQ with all the clams we’re getting!»
Kel groaned and lightly hit his head on the wall. «I just want to go home…»
«You don’t even have the right to complain, Kel!» Aubrey pouted. «You just sit around all day! Do you have any idea of how many people I had to stop from breaking the slot machines?!»
«Exactly!» Kel jumped on his feet. «Staying put all day!? Me ?! Aubrey, do you even know me?!»
Aubrey froze, eyes wide. «Shit. You’re right. I’m so sorry.»
Kel sighed, deflated. «At least Daph– Doughie is a really nice person, you know? We started talking and… I think we became friends! She lets me out when I get too restless, says how even the guests outside need some greetings!»
«Biscuit seems like a good person too», said Basil. «He often comes to me to ask if I need something…»
«I mean», Hero smiled. «It’s not like Daphne and Bowen are bad people either.»
«So», Basil smiled, sitting on the floor while holding his glass of water. «How are all your tasks going?»
«Can’t complain», said Sunny, taking a sip. Yes, definitely water. «Omori and I have been mostly polishing details about the decorations…»
«We totally should have a ghost costume booth», said the younger boy.
Sunny sighed. «No, we won’t. And the director didn’t agree on that idea too, remember?»
«Because you didn’t back me up! And, Sunny! What if a guest is cold and needs a blanket?»
Aubrey burst out laughing. «Did you really want to give out cheap ghost costumes to guests at a Ghost Ball?»
«Duh. Of course», then, his eyes lighted up and Sunny could almost see a lightbulb on his head. «Hero! Since you and Mr. Jawsum are pretty close–»
«No», Hero held his index high and Omori shut his mouth. The older boy mustered a serious expression for as long as he could, but it soon faltered, as a smile broke on his face. «I won’t suggest that to Jawsum.»
Aubrey whistled. «Look at that! Calling him by first name already.»
Hero shrugged. «That can't be helped… he often comes to visit me in the kitchen and he gets angry if I address him formally», he frowned. «He keeps asking me to make sweets, for some reason.»
«Sweets?» Kel shrugged. «Maybe he wants you to be his baker!»
«Yeah… but I don’t know. It feels weird. Every time he starts eating something I made, he kinda… stops and makes this expression… as if he’s looking for something.»
«Looking for something?» Basil tilted his head. «Like… in the food?»
«No. In his memories… I think he may have some expectations out of me… expectations I can’t possibly live up to.»
«Well», Aubrey frowned. «It’s not your fault. It’s not like you’re the same Hero…»
«Yeah… it feels kinda bad to betray him like this, you know? Pretending to be someone I’m not… I have no idea who he is!»
A knock on the door silenced them, steering their thoughts away.
«Who is it?» asked Sunny. There were no curfews for workers as far as he was concerned, who would knock on their door? Were they too loud?
«I’ve heard there was an exclusive party here and I wasn’t invited!»
Sunny froze at the sound of the voice. A giggle passed through the door, and it continued. «That just won’t do, little brother!»
His friends turned to look at him, while Hero had his eyes fixed on the door. Sunny shook his head as his head started spinning. He clutched the glass in his hand. «Please. Don't open.»
Cold skin touched his own and Sunny found himself clutching air. He looked down: Omori had taken his glass and only then did Sunny see his own whitened knuckles and stiff fingers.
«But it's Mari! And she already heard us» and, before anyone could act or speak, Hero opened the door.
The girl on the other side let out an excited gasp and clapped her hands. «Oh! Thank you!»
«Good evening, Mari.»
He made way for her to come inside the room, and she gasped at the sight of the bottle. «Guys! Aren’t you too young for that?»
«It’s just water», said Aubrey and showed her glass, but it was empty.
«Oh. Okay then!» she then turned towards Sunny. «Little brother! I was looking forward to spending some time with you, but I haven't seen you a lot these past few days…”
Sunny bit his lip and looked down, noticing each creak and line of the floor. The black lines of the wooden surface created images and waves below them, and he hung onto them like lifelines to slip back into his mind. Maybe, if he focused hard enough, Mari would leave him alone. She had done that, sometimes. She knew how difficult it was to drag him out of his imagination so, unless it was needed, she'd leave him be. But the lifelines were ruined and Sunny just kept seeing the wooden surface: he tried to see drawings, patterns, faces, anything to pull him out of that place but Mari was close and all his friends were there and–
«We’ve been busy», Omori's voice cut through his thoughts. «With our work.»
Sunny stood still, mentally thanking him.
From the corner of his eye, he saw Mari smile. «I've noticed!» she seemed so proud. «You're all doing a great job. The Ghost Ball will be a success, I'm sure!»
Hero flashed a smile. «Of course! After all, there’s nothing we can’t accomplish if we’re together!»
«Yeah! And Mr. Jawsum was very impressed with your work too, everybody!» a smug smile appeared on her face. «You haven’t heard it from me, buuut… he may be willing to give you a promotion after the event.»
Hero gasped. «That’d be great!»
Sunny whipped his head towards him.
Hero turned towards them, excitement on his face. But he mustn’t have found what he was looking for, for his face shadowed at the confused sights of his friends.
Kel waved his hand to get his brother’s attention. «Hero…? We just want to pay that toll…»
Mari tilted her head. «Hm? What toll?»
«We have to reach the Merriland Fields», said Omori.
«Oh! The ten thousand clams fee?»
«Yeah.»
«I see», Mari looked around, chin on her finger, before she smiled again. «Going on a trip down memory lane, Hero?»
«H-huh? What do you mean?»
She gasped. «Hero! We used to work there in the Merriland Fields! Don’t you remember?»
Hero blinked a few times. «What?»
«Don’t tell me you forgot!»
«I’m… I’m confused…»
«The bakery, sillyhead!» she poked him on the forehead. «I knew you could be scatterbrained sometimes, but Hero…!»
«A bakery…? In the Merriland Fields…?»
She put her hands on her hips. «Yeah! Doughie and Biscuit were with us, too!» she pouted. «C’mon Hero. This isn’t funny.»
«I…»
Omori’s gasp broke the conversation. «I’m so sorry!»
He held his mouth shut, in his hand an empty glass of water. The liquid had spilled all over the floor and partly on Hero’s feet, and the older boy shook his head as if just woken up from a daze.
The room scattered into action as they grabbed the towels from the bathroom to soak the water.
«Mari!» Omori called her. «Could you get a change for Hero, please?»
«H-huh?» Hero raised his gaze. «There’s no need–» but Aubrey gave him a slight slap on the knee, making him yelp.
«Sure! I’ll be back!» the girl sprinted out from the door, making the room fall into stillness and silence.
Kel stood up, throwing the towel on the floor. «Omori, what gives? I saw you, you poured that water on Hero intentionally!»
«Yeah, yeah», he shrugged. «Sorry, Hero. But really, I had to make her go away.»
Sunny sighed. «Thank you.»
«As much as I’ve seen how her presence hurts you, that’s not why I did it», he furrowed his brow and glared at Hero. «Hero. What the hell?»
«H-huh?»
«Have you forgotten why we’re here?! We just need the ten thousand clams and go away! We won’t need any promotion and stuff!»
«Y-yes… I know…»
«You did sound awfully excited…» said Aubrey.
«I wasn’t!» Hero raised his hands as if to prove his innocence. «I was just… surprised…»
«Hero», Omori stood in front of the older boy, his gaze fixed on him. Despite the size, in that moment it was as if he was towering over him. «We need you right now. Don’t think too much about this Merriland Fields’ bakery business. Just… wing it, tell her that you were confused and that now you remember.»
«I can’t lie like that, Omori!»
«Avoid the discussion, then. Apparently, you did something so despicable and it greatly affected Jawsum. So just tell Mari that you don’t wish to talk about it.»
Hero’s shoulders lowered. «O-okay. I’ll do that.»
The door flung open as Mari appeared with a change of clothes. «I’m so sorry I’m late! Those guys can be such sticklers for rules!»
Omori gave one last glance to Hero, but he missed it, for he was looking at Mari once more.
The impromptu night party was cut short, as Omori lamented he was very tired and that was why he had spilled the water. Soon, everybody retreated for the night, Sunny and Basil exchanging a tight hug before the boy left him alone.
The days passed by as the Ghost Ball approached. Ever so adamant about avoiding Mari, Sunny delved into his job, avoiding the kitchen despite Hero’s attempts to bring him there to get his lunch. Omori ended up retrieving both his and Sunny’s lunchboxes for him, and Sunny was always so grateful towards him.
«I understand», Omori said one day. «I don’t blame you. Don’t worry, I’m sure that after the Ball this torment will be over.»
He truly hoped so. The office he had been given was far away from the glaring lights that shone through the rest of the building, but nausea rarely left him after meeting with Mari. From his desk, he could hear the buzzing of workers and employees walking around, like bees in a hive. The Last Resort bubbled with activity, never sleeping, never resting.
One day, somebody knocked on the door of the office. Sunny froze and Omori answered for him. «Who is it?»
«It’s me, Kel!» Sunny let out a sigh of relief and opened the door.
The boy smiled, showing his lunchbox. «I’m on my break! Wanna eat lunch together? I’d gather Aubrey and Basil too, but apparently, there’s an emergency with some counterfeit clams and Basil has been wrapped into a honeymoon photoshoot or something like that.»
Sunny chuckled. «Basil can never say no, huh?»
«Yeah! So it’s just you and me and Omori. Wanna come?»
Sunny glanced at Omori, who nodded. «Sure.»
They found a pocket of tranquility in a spot of the garden, far from the buzzing of the crowd and the glaring lights. They sat on the blue grass, as the worksite of the new area of the Last Resort towered beyond them, shining under the ground lamps.
Kel had never stopped talking all the way there, but Sunny didn’t mind, as Omori, on the other hand, looked at him in surprise. «And then», he continued, «this one guy tried to pay with this plastic thingie he called a “clem”» his tongue stuck out as he pronounced the word, looking at Sunny.
He nodded. «Wow.»
«Yeah!» Kel raised his hands, «I mean, seriously? “Clems”? I could hear Aubrey’s yells from the entrance.»
Sunny chuckled as they opened their lunch boxes. Kel gasped. «Would you look at this!»
It was a small work of art. Eggs perfectly cooked and a small bundle of rice, not one grain out of place. A little handful of vegetables was neatly packed on one side, the light green of pickles shining through. Sunny glanced at Kel’s lunch and smiled when he noticed there wasn’t any sign of that dreaded vegetable.
Of course , smiled Sunny. He had grown used to eating Hero’s cooking every day while at the Last Resort and he dreaded the days where it’d end. «It looks delicious.»
«You know», Omori said, taking the first bite. «Back in Headspace, Hero cooked for us too. But it was nothing like this!» and he kept eating.
While they savored the food, Sunny’s eye glanced at the activity in the worksite in front of them. «Hey, Kel?»
«Yeah?»
«Do you know what they’re doing there?»
Kel followed where Sunny’s fork was pointing and gulped down his food before answering. «Yeah. Apparently Mr. Jawsum wants to build new rooms and expand the casino. He has pretty grand plans, it seems.»
«Doughie told you that?»
«Yeah», he pressed his lips together, looking at the mess of food in front of him, before looking at Sunny. «You know… I tried to ask about the relationship between Hero and Jawsum, too.»
Omori’s head whipped towards him. «What?! What did I say?! We don’t have to worry about that!»
«I know!» Kel sighed. «But I think it disturbs Hero. So I thought I could try to dig for information.»
Omori pulled back, putting another handful of food in his mouth. «And did you discover something?»
«No…» Kel let out a sheepish chuckle. «Doughie just glared at me… and said “The less we talk about him, the better.”»
Sunny and Omori exchanged a glance.
«So it wasn’t only our imagination?» Omori blinked a few times. «The twins hate Hero? I didn’t think that was even possible.» Sunny nodded.
«Yeah. I guess that whatever he did, it really made them angry.»
«But Mr. Jawsum forgave him», said Sunny. «I wonder…»
Kel sighed. «I dunno, this place is weird.»
They kept eating their lunch. Sunny listened as Kel kept rambling about different things: he didn’t always answer, but he knew that Kel was aware that he was listening. A nod here and a hum of approval there were more than enough to make himself clear. And Sunny was glad for that.
Kel, despite the bundle of energy he was, always made Sunny feel comfortable. Kel knew that Sunny wasn’t much of a talker, he understood his language, and therefore they went along perfectly. Sunny sighed, a warm feeling of comfort in his chest, as for a moment everything seemed right in the world. Far away from Mari, far away from the roaring lights, far away from the Gate business. He took solace in that little pocket of tranquility they had found together, eating good food with his friends. It was a pity that Aubrey, Basil, and Hero weren’t there to enjoy that moment together with them, and Sunny mentally wrote it down to find such solace in the real world too, once they’d meet each other.
He looked at Kel once more, his empty lunchbox sitting in the grass next to his crossed legs, as he stretched his arms behind his head.
His mouth was faster than his thoughts. «Kel.»
«Hm? Did you call me, Sunny?»
«I wanted to thank you.»
He blinked, taken aback, and leaned over to look at Omori, but even the younger boy was at a loss for an answer, wearing a confused expression on his face.
Sunny rummaged in his mind for the proper words. «I never told you this but… That day, one year ago, when you knocked on my door and I opened it… you saved my life.»
Kel pulled his head back. «I… What?»
«It was after that day that I started to… feel alive. I had spent four years rotting away in my bed. That day was like… I was alive again», he smiled. «Kel. I don’t think I’d be here now if it weren’t for you. So, now… I want to thank you.»
Kel stood still, at a loss of words. Sunny thought he’d feel the embarrassment burn his insides right after he had said those words, those words that had been swimming in his mind for one entire year now, but that were never uttered. But no burning feeling happened. He felt serene.
«Sunny… I…» he chuckled. «I don’t know what to say.»
«It’s okay. You don’t have to.»
The grass swayed in the wind, the sky of water moved and created ripples above them. Colors turned lighter around them and Sunny raised his gaze, realizing the sun had broken through the watery sky and created a ripple of light. Warmth nestled in Sunny’s mind and he let himself be cocooned in the feeling. He was grateful. He was grateful he had a chance to be there.
Arms pulled him into a hug. For the first time in so many years, Sunny saw Kel left speechless. Kel poked Omori’s shoulder, inviting him to join them. Sunny nodded and motioned him to come closer. The young boy smiled and jumped in, and the three boys stood still, enjoying each other’s warmth.
Notes:
“Okay I have to find a way to close this emotional scene”
My brain: quick quick LET THEM HUG!!!!!!!I want to give an announcement: I think I’ll stop with the weekly updates. Simply put, writing one chapter per week has been very taxing on me and I don’t think I can keep up with it anymore. Of course I won’t stop writing! Updates will just be slower. However, I am planning to finish this story by April! I’m so sorry for this, and I hope you’ll continue to enjoy the story.
As always, thanks for all the comments, hits, bookmarks, and kudos!!
Chapter 34: The Ghost Grand Ball
Summary:
The Ghost Grand Ball finally arrives! Sunny and his friends, however, have to deal with some old emotional wounds.
Notes:
once again, i’m so sorry for the very late chapter
Also, I'm a dumdum and I totally wrote "Ghost Ballet" when I meant "Ghost Ball". So I went and edited the previous chapter accordingly.
EDIT: forgot to add. TW: a slap happens. To be honest I'm not sure if it warrants a warning but still wanted to say it.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Hero's expressions during their impromptu night party plagued Sunny's mind. His happiness at seeing Mari, the joyful realization that he could have stayed at the Last Resort for far more time than intended, the chance to grab a piece of his normal life back.
Sunny understood.
Honey so sweet and great, with no worry of the animals lurking in the forest.
But Sunny, unlike Hero, was prepared.
The fear he felt at the sight of Mari warned him of the danger.
He hid from her like a prey haunted by its hunter, but Hero got tangled in the trap.
Upon hearing his worries, Omori simply repeated his plan.
"Let's get out of here as soon as we can".
And, one day, Sunny braced himself and decided to check on Hero personally, instead of asking Omori like he always did. He didn’t care about seeing Mari: he’d be leaving her soon, but Hero was his friend in the present.
Together with Omori, Sunny walked down the hallway that led to the kitchen as a ball of anxiety lodged at the top of his stomach. He fidgeted with his hands as he looked at the tip of the shiny black shoes he had been given, following the little white mark of reflection moving as he did.
The sound of voices stopped him in his tracks. Omori and him shared a glance and tip-toed their way to the corner of the hallway as the voices grew louder.
The two boys let out a sigh of relief when they realized it was Kel, Aubrey, and Basil.
«Oh, hey Sunny!» Basil waved, a small smile on his lips.
The two younger boys waved back, while Aubrey raised her eyebrows. «I didn't expect to see you here, Sunny», she smiled. «But I'm happy to see that.»
He felt his cheeks grow hotter. «H-huh? What do you mean?»
«Don't think we haven't noticed. You're avoiding Mari, aren't you? Not that I blame you.»
Sunny nodded. «Yeah… I avoided coming here, but now I feel like I have to.»
«Came to check on Hero?» Kel asked. He nodded.
«Seems like we all had the same idea», said Omori.
Kel sighed, scratching his head and he placed his foot on the wall. «We share a room, you know? So I talk to him every day. And… I dunno…» he winced. «This feels so familiar…»
Aubrey raised her eyebrow. «Similar to what?»
«What happened five years ago… when Hero closed himself off from the world. He’s hiding something…»
Basil's eyes glanced to the kitchen door. «Do you think he’s really planning to stay here?»
«We can’t let him do that!» Omori exclaimed. «Guys, we don’t have to worry. The Ball is tomorrow, and after that, we can leave.»
«Yeah», Basil nodded. «I did some math this morning and the numbers add up.»
«Exactly. So, just one more day, okay?»
«If anything, we can just drag Hero out of here», Aubrey smirked.
«I’ll help you with that, if that’s what this will come to…» Kel sighed.
«Oh, hey guys!» Sunny froze at the sound of the new voice. His fear had come true.
Mari was there, with the everlasting smile on her lips. She walked towards them, letting her joy slide into her feet as she bounced a little. «What are you all doing here?» her smile turned smug. «Want a taste of Hero’s food?»
Among the confusion and static that rang in Sunny’s head, Aubrey's voice shone through. «Mari!» the girl smiled and clapped her hands before grappling herself to the girl’s arm. «It’s so good to see you! I’m on my break, wanna hang out together?»
Mari smiled. «That’s a great idea, Aubrey! But first, can I go say hi to Hero real fast? This is usually when I–»
She headed for the kitchen’s door, but before her hand could touch the handle, Kel placed himself in front of her. «He actually told me he’s very busy with tomorrow’s preparations!» he wore his grin, his teeth shining.
«Oh», Mari retreated her hand and looked at the girl wrapped around her arm. «Okay then! Aubrey, lead the way! I’ll let you choose where we go!»
She gasped. «Of course! Come with me!»
Sunny and his friends followed Aubrey with their eyes as she dragged Mari down the hallway, babbling something about hair care tips. Before turning around the corner, Aubrey turned her head to look at her friends and winked.
And, with that, they were gone.
In the end, the great day arrived.
The hallways of the Last Resort fizzled in activity as the last preparations were put in place. Sunny and his friends, finally free from their burdens, had been given permission to visit the Ball as special guests.
And, after Kel managed to grab Hero before he could meet Mari, they all headed to the garden where the Ball took place.
Great glaring lights sprung forth from the grass, illuminating rows of lamps hanging from the trees’ branches, giving golden hues to the blue grass. The soft murmurs of water wafted in the air, as a small lake lazed next to them, under the glittering lamps. Sunny felt his stomach turn at the lights as he shielded his eye with his hand. He had asked the manager to reduce the lights’ intensity, but they had shook their head, saying how Mr. Jawsum wanted “everybody to see the results of his efforts” and that was that.
All around, under the glistening lights, sprung forth crowds of people, the center of the garden still hollow waiting for the dancing to take place. Farther away, framed by curved trees, the musicians started playing their music from their wooden platform. Tables dotted the corners of the field, their surfaces filled with plates of food and rows of drinks. Most of the guests had gathered around them, chatting and waiting for the right moment to step on the field
«Where are the ghosts anyway?» asked Kel. «It's a “ghost" grand ballt, right? But I only see mermaids, humans, and a few of those other weird creatures…»
«And Sprout Moles!» added Basil with a smile.
«And aren't those the bird people from Captain Spaceboy's crew…?» Aubrey squinted her eyes.
«They're aliens», said Omori.
«Oh», she shrugged. «Not the weirdest thing I've seen here.»
«The ghosts are invisible, Kel», said Sunny. «You'll only see their clothes.»
«And that's why I wanted to provide bedsheets!» Omori pouted.
Sunny sighed, before turning towards the tables. Despite he knew the hands that had cooked them, they still looked like a dream, the fruit wore a shiny glint, and the puddings and sweets seemed to have a light of their own. And the table continued on, filled with food that Sunny couldn’t even see.
Hero smirked. «I like to think I did a great job.»
«Well», Kel walked in long strides towards the table. «Don’t mind if I do!» he eyed the food like a hunter analyzing its prey. He winced. «How the hell do I choose?!»
Ignoring his plea, Aubrey squeezed Sunny’s shoulder before filling a cup with fruit punch. «You two did a nice job here Sunny, Omori. It’s not too grand but I think it does the job quite nicely.»
«The lights are more than enough to make this thing grand», said Omori with a frown.
«Maybe Mr. Jawsum is afraid of the dark…» chuckled Basil.
«And this explains the sunglasses!» Aubrey burst out laughing.
«Sharks can’t see well, can they?» commented Kel. «Something about smelling blood…»
«Nah, Mr. Jawsum just wants people to see the results of his work», said Omori. «That’s what the manager said.»
«Huh», Hero took a sip of punch. «I didn’t see Mr. Jawsum as the narcissistic type…»
«He doesn’t strike me as one either», said Aubrey, but then she shrugged. «Oh well. We’ll out of here soon, so who cares.»
«Oh right…» Hero raised his eyes towards the sky. «I forgot about that.»
«Is Mari coming too?» asked Aubrey.
«She should be here any moment now, I believe. She had some matters to attend to with Mr. Jawsum before being able to join us.»
Aubrey just nodded and took another sip.
Footsteps on the grass wafted in the air, as the music kept playing. The first brave guests marched towards the central field and started to dance. Soon enough, couples joined in and the garden was filled with life.
Sunny stood still, watching the results of his efforts pay off, and, for a moment, he was stricken with the urge to create something that people could enjoy. He looked at the people in front of him, their smiles and eyes glittering under the lights, circling and dancing at the sound of music, in waves of skirts and taps of polished shoes. He carved each detail in his mind with the precision of a woodworker, as he wanted to portray that feeling perfectly in a drawing, once he was back home. And his friends were there, next to him, enjoying the moment and the brief respite, and Sunny thought that he was allowed that small pocket of happiness, despite the trap waiting to cut off their freedom at any moment.
It was then that he noticed Omori next to him, looking at Aubrey. The young boy was fidgeting with his fingers and a pink hue covered his cheeks.
«Aubrey?»
The girl turned to look at him, eyebrow furrowed. «Omori? You call me?»
«I was wondering…» the boy’s eyes skittered around the place, avoiding Aubrey’s figure. The girl stood still, waiting for him to talk, while Omori seemed to have his words stuck in his throat. Sunny held back a chuckle.
Aubrey tilted her head towards him. «Do you need something?»
Then, Omori closed his hands in fists and took a deep breath. «Do you… want to dance with me?»
Sunny almost dropped his cup. Kel’s munching on food stopped. The world froze.
The group of friends looked at the young boy waiting for Aubrey’s answer. She was blushing, eyes wide, her lips closed in a thin line. She turned her head to look at Sunny, and he offered a nod of encouragement.
«Huh… sure. If you want to.»
At those words, Omori beamed and jumped on his feet, as Aubrey giggled and took his hands, leading him into the middle of the field.
They made their way among the other dancing guests and, after a few tentative steps and shy chuckles, they started dancing.
Sunny stood still, not believing his eyes. Omori looked happy, a smile covered his face and his eyes were glinting under the glaring lights. Aubrey was having fun, her pink hair swirling around as they danced.
Somebody touched Sunny’s shoulder. He raised his head to meet Hero’s wink. «What about you, Sunny? Got nobody?»
«W-who should I even have…?» he tried to hide his head between his shoulders, cursing his inability to talk coherently when embarrassed. «And I don’t even know how to dance.»
«I don’t think Omori does, either», he motioned towards his friends in the field, just in time to catch Aubrey avoiding Omori’s feet, and the girl whispering something in his ear.
«Aubrey knows how to dance…?»
«Yeah!» Basil nodded. «She also teached me some steps, back when we were kids.»
«Hero knows how to dance, too!» Kel exclaimed, his mouth full of food.
«Well, yeah…» the boy scratched the back of his head. «Although I haven’t really shown my moves for some time now.»
«That’s bad!» Kel put the plate back on the table, a cling that reverberated among the glasses that made a few of the guests jump, before he walked over to his brother. «C’mon! We gotta find somebody for you to dance with!»
«W-what–»
«It seems like you’re enjoying yourselves.»
The new voice made them turn around. Kel smiled. «Hi, Doughie! And Biscuit’s here too!»
The twin brother responded with a small wave, as Doughie crossed her arms. She offered a smile to Kel, before turning her eyes towards Hero, furrowing her brow.
«Hey there», Hero responded. «I’m glad you could come here, too.»
«Jawsum was kind enough to let us come, too», Doughie responded, taking a look at the food on the table. Then, she walked towards the punch bowl and poured herself some, before turning around to look at Hero. «Can I ask you something?»
Hero looked around. «Huh. Sure.»
«Why did you come back?»
Her words were coated with venom, eyes glaring at the older boy. Soon enough, Basil, Kel, and Sunny were next to Hero.
«I… huh…»
«We needed a job», said Kel.
«So you came back just because you were in need of help?»
She stomped her way towards him, not letting her eyes off him. «You run away, disappear for years, and then you pretend to come back here as if nothing happened?!» she stopped right in front of him, mere inches from his face. «Do you have any idea of how much Jawsum suffered because of you?!»
«What’s happening here?» Omori and Aubrey reached them, and the girl glared at Doughie.
«Just getting things straight.»
«Okay, listen», Hero took a deep breath. «I’m sorry. I…» he winced. «I… came back to apologize, too.»
«Your apologies mean nothing», she hissed. «You came back here to apologize? You reappear after years to apologize?!» there were tears in the corner of her eyes. «Where were you when Jawsum spent his days rotting away? Where were you when the blaze took our bakery?! You ran away like a coward, leaving all of us to deal with the aftermath! But now…» she raised her arms. «Look! You’re back! Everything is gonna be just fine!»
She pushed Hero with her hand. «As if! Jawsum let the bakery fall into ruin and we lost everything! And he spent all his days rotting away, all because you left!»
She took a deep breath, sucking air through her teeth. «You disgust me. You left us alone when we needed you the most, and now you have the gut to return here as if nothing happened! Do you have any idea of the state Jawsum was in?! If it weren’t for us he would still be in his slump right now!»
«Hey, that’s enough!» Kel moved in front of his brother. «Doughie, I understand you’re upset with Hero but–»
«Kel, this doesn’t concern you.»
«It does! Hero’s my brother!»
«Kel», Hero placed his hand on the boy’s shoulder. «It’s okay.»
«It’s not! You didn’t–»
«What’s happening?»
Mari’s worried voice interrupted them. She looked at Doughie and Hero with a frown.
«Nothing», Doughie spat out, before glaring at Hero. «Biscuit, let’s go.»
But, before they left, Biscuit turned to look at Hero. «I just hope Jawsum will see you for what you really are, someday.»
And, with that, the twins left, disappearing beyond the garden.
The group stood still, at a loss of words, before Kel let his worries come out. «Hero, are you okay?»
He took a moment to answer. «That was… unexpected.»
«What happened that made Doughie and Biscuit so angry?» asked Mari. «It’s so rare for Doughie to raise her voice like that… And for Biscuit to speak, generally.»
«They were berating Hero for leaving them after the… blaze?» Kel seemed surprised at the last word, and tried to find a semblance of sense in it by staring at Sunny, but the boy had no answers to give.
But Mari held all the answers, considering her expression. «Oh. I… see. That was a hard time for all of us. But Hero! I don’t blame you! You were suffering too.»
Hero stood still, at a loss of words. He stared off at the distance, his breathing calculated, but his hands were twitching.
«I think…» he passed a hand through his hair. «I think I’ll need a moment. Sorry.»
He made his way out of the circle of friends and walked away. «Hero! Wait!» Mari ran to reach him, soon followed by all the others.
They followed Hero as he walked a few steps ahead of them without ever turning around. They crossed halls and hallways, ignoring the curious gazes of workers and guests alike, until he took refuge in one of the break rooms, and sat down on a chair, taking his head in his hands.
«Hey, Hero…» Kel sat down next to him, patting his back. «C’mon. Don’t let those words get to you. After all, you aren’t–», he looked at Mari for a brief second, before turning back to his brother, and said no more.
«I knew that Doughie and Biscuit held some resentment towards Hero, but…» Mari sighed. «I never would have imagined it would have exploded like this.»
But then she smiled. «But Jawsum forgave you, Hero! And I don’t hold anything against you, really. So don’t worry. Tomorrow we can go talk to them, once they’ve calmed down a bit.»
Hero sighed and slowly raised his head. It looked like he had suddenly grown tired in a single moment, as if something crawled in the back of his head and made him face something he had grown terrified of.
He looked at Mari and spoke. «Mari. What they were saying… about helping Jawsum when he needed it the most… can you tell me more about it?»
She sighed and looked at the ground, her hands clasped together. She seemed unsure at first, before speaking. «You see, Jawsum reacted very badly when you left, Hero. We had just lost our bakery, our pride and joy… Jawsum truly cared about it, you know. And then the blaze happened… and you left us.»
She bit her lip. «We could have rebuilt the bakery. That’s what I had suggested. But Jawsum couldn’t find the strength to do so… and soon the bakery fell into ruins. And then, one day, Doughie and Biscuit decided to pull him out of his slump. They talked to him, and, well…» she scratched her cheek. «They actually don’t really like talking about that, so I only know bits of it, but apparently there was a huge fight. But at the end of that, Jawsum recovered and decided to create the Last Resort you see now.»
She let out a comforting smile. «I can understand their anger. I think they’re just shocked that you’re now here. I’m sure we can fix this situation.»
But that smile was anything but comforting. Hero listened to her words as if his life depended on it, while Kel stared at his brother with wide eyes.
Sunny shivered. What Doughie and Biscuit had done… it was so very familiar.
«I see», said Hero. «Yes, I think it’s worth a try, to fix this.»
Mari smiled. «Yes! I knew you’d say that!»
«There’s no need», Omori’s flat voice dampened their high spirits. «Hero. We now have enough money to pay the toll. We can leave.»
«But you can’t leave before fixing this situation now, can you?!» said Mari. «Hero, you agree, don’t you?»
All eyes landed on the older boy. Tension hung in the air, as if his next words could shatter their world. He curled his hands into fists and wrinkled his pants, before he raised his head towards Omori. «About that… I was thinking.»
He raised his eyebrow. «About…?»
«What if… what if we actually stay here?»
Sunny felt the entire world shatter around him. Gray smoke clouded his mind, as the claws of terror grapped his chest. Before any of them could answer, Hero continued. «Think about it! Here we have jobs we like, this place isn’t bad, and Jawsum is a pretty nice boss. Sure, I’ll have to fix this thing with Doughie and Biscuit, but apart from that, why would we even have to leave?»
«Why?!» Omori stomped his foot. «Because you have a family and home to return to! This isn’t your place, Hero!»
«Hero, what the fuck?» Aubrey stared at him. «Have you gone off the deep end?! We’re doing all this to return home, and now you start spewing this bullshit about staying here? We said no when Omori suggested it, don’t you remember?»
«Hero, this is a trap», said Basil, his voice still quiet, but a hint of panic permeated it. «Remember what Stranger said.»
«C’mon guys», Kel let out a dry chuckle. «Hero is joking!» he looked at him, eyes full of hope. «You’re joking, right?»
The boy sighed, shaking his head. «Guys. I’m perfectly able to make my own decisions, I believe.»
«What?!» Aubrey shrieked.
«Hero!» Kel grabbed his shoulders. «What about Sally? What about Mom and Dad? Are you really saying…»
Sunny could barely hear his friends’ voices over the beating of his heart. The gray smoke had taken hold of his chest and his mind, and amongst all of them, panic had started to burn.
Hero… he wanted to stay. He wanted to continue living in a preferable lie.
Sunny was scared. This was so familiar, so scary, just like Mari’s hug.
He didn’t think. Fear compelled his body to act on its own.
The only thing he felt was the burn on his hand’s skin, and only after seeing Hero’s shocked expression he realized he had slapped him on the face.
Silence fell, as if the world had frozen.
Sunny’s hand still stung, but he didn’t mind. He thought he’d feel guilty over hurting his friend, but his wish for him to see reason again overpowered any other feeling.
He didn’t want to lose him. He didn’t want Kel to go through that horrendous ordeal again. He didn’t want Basil and Aubrey to lose another friend.
He had panicked. He had hurt Hero. He hoped he’d forgive him. Would Kel be angry, he wondered.
He felt his eyes burn with tears, but he didn’t let them out. And, before anyone could react to his action, he spoke. «Hero, please. We have to go back home. You have your family, your friends… we’ll all be there with you, I promise.»
He had one thousand thoughts in his mind right at that moment, but none of those translated into words. A tangled mess was locked in his throat.
Don’t fall into the trap. Please find the strength to return to the real world. This Mari is fake and a lure to keep you here. We will help you. We made such progress together, we can’t back down now. I found courage and strength thanks to you all. Please.
«Hero. Please. Don’t make the same mistake as me.»
The silence grew deeper, as Sunny found himself withered of any words he could add.
Hero was looking at him, eyes wide, as he slowly raised one hand to touch his cheek. After moments that seemed like ages, he stood up. Sunny followed him with his gaze, scrambling to find new words if he needed them.
Hero smiled. «Thank you, Sunny», he looked at his friends, one by one. «Sorry for worrying you. We have enough money. Let’s go talk to Jawsum.»
Notes:
yes i put the ghost dance just because i thought that having aubrey and omori dance together would be very cute :)
anyway there’s no shipping involved: omori just has a crush on Aubrey, kinda like a puppy crush, and it’s definitely one-sidedi really wondered if sunny’s slap would be IC or not
but then I thought that it’d be a hella cool scene so here you arealso fun fact: for like half of this chapter I wrote Biscuit's name as "Cookie" before I realized my mistake
As always, thanks for all the kudos, hits, comments, and bookmarks! <3
Chapter 35: Taking Life in His Hands
Summary:
Hero has a talk with Mr. Jawsum.
Notes:
The chapter's kinda short this time around. I expected it to be longer... but alas, that didn't happen.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Despite his previous rush of adrenaline, Hero was grateful that in the elevator nobody was speaking. The whirring of the engine was the only sound between them, and for him, it was perfect.
He was never the kind of guy to act on an impulse: that one time he did that, he hurt a person most dear to him, and he still regretted that. Ever since then, he made sure to keep a coat on his most negative thoughts: he didn’t want to worry anybody. His brother, his parents, his little sister and, now, his old friends.
They were all standing next to him in that moment, all crammed in the elevator, in a ride that seemed much longer than it really was. Kel was close to him, and Hero was grateful for that. Despite his explosive energy, his presence was comforting. His talk with him back at Sweetheart’s Castle flashed in his mind, and he smiled to himself. Right, he was his brother. And he could trust him.
But that didn’t help his anxiety, and he was still trying to hide his shivers and his skittering eyes.
He didn’t like conflict, but there he was, asking for their resignation to his boss who was, apparently, a best friend he never knew he had, and somebody whose trust he had broken.
Hero sighed and rubbed his forehead. He scrambled his mind to remember the words he wanted to use. Mr. Jawsum wouldn’t be happy about his choice, he knew that. But Sunny was right and he couldn’t stay there.
Mari would probably also be against his choice, but he surprised himself when he realized that it was the least of his worries.
The girl was next to him. She too stood silent.
He couldn’t probe her mind, but he wondered what she thought. She didn’t seem to be keen on the idea of him leaving, but she hadn’t said anything after Sunny’s talk.
It was also true that Hero didn’t let anyone talk. He dreaded their reactions.
Seeing Mari again was a delight. A dream coming true. And Hero thought he had managed to get a glimpse of Sunny’s justification behind his own dream world.
But now, he thought that Mari would have been happy to see him go on. Maybe this dream version of her thought the same, or at least Hero hoped so, and that is why she had remained silent.
He thought of himself after the fight with Kel, when he decided to take life back into his own hands if not for his sake, at least for his family. A life in the spotlights: that was what he had decided to lead, but maybe, for once, it was time to make a choice by himself, for himself.
He wanted to get out of that place, go to the Merriland Fields, find the Gate, and return home.
A sharp ding veered Hero out from his thoughts. He took a deep breath before stepping out, all his friends following him. The silence had been welcoming so far, for he had no words to say to them if they had ever decided to speak, but in that moment he wished any of them would say something, maybe that’d help his anxiety and racing thoughts.
And, as he wished for that, he found himself already in front of Mr. Jawsum’s door. He stole a glance towards Biscuit’s desk on their side, but it was empty. He grimaced: despite he only was a dream character, he still felt sorry for betraying his trust.
But there was no time for that. He took a deep breath and turned around to look at his friends, and he received a wave of encouraging nods.
His hand reached for the handle, but he stopped. He pressed his lips together.
He turned around. «Mari?»
The girl’s eyes widened. «Yes?»
«Are you… okay with this?» Hero noticed Kel’s frown, but he let it go for now. «I mean, you know we’re here to ask for our resignation, right?»
«I’m not that shortsighted, Hero.»
«And… you’re okay with it?»
Mari took a deep breath and straightened her skirt. It was such a familiar sight, Hero had to remember he wasn’t back home. Mari used to do the same thing, every time she had to talk about something important. She always looked so perfect in the eyes of the others, but anxiety would get to her too, and her hands were the first sign of that.
«I’m not entirely happy, of course. But… I think it’s the right choice.»
Kel gasped. «Mari…!»
«Of course, I’m sad that you’ll go. But Mr. Jawsum has found his new path. And I think you should, too.»
All the anxiety that clouded his mind dissipated. Mari was on his side. Mari wanted him to go on.
«Mari, thank you», he then looked at his friends.
He did storm out of the break room without talking, so…
«And… you’re all okay with it, right?»
«Oh please!» Aubrey shrieked. «Of fucking course!»
«I’ve been saying we had to leave for days now, Hero», said Omori. Sunny nodded.
«C’mon, bro!» Kel’s grin encouraged him. «Use your charm once more and let’s get out of here!»
All thoughts inside Hero’s mind stopped. He really wanted to know more about this “charm” thing they kept repeating, but that wasn’t the right time for that.
His mind finally set, Hero opened the door.
Mr. Jawsum had his head hunched over some documents, tapping a pen on the wooden surface of the desk. His forehead was wrinkled in focus and only after Hero cleared his throat and raised his head to look at him.
A shining smile made its way to his face, and Hero felt a pang of guilt in his chest. «Hero! How come you and your friends aren’t at the Ball? You should be having fun!»
His time had come. All his friends depended on him and on his next words. He was sure Mari would back him up if necessary, but he wished to deal with this matter himself.
For so long he had lived in her shadow. Now it was time for him to step out of it.
«Mr. Jawsum…» he took a deep breath. «I’m here to say that my friends and I are leaving.»
He forced himself to raise his gaze to look at him. He had no idea of who Mr. Jawsum really was , but in those days he had worked there he realized his affection was genuine.
He owed him at least to look him in the eyes.
The boss stood still, looking at Hero. His eyes were hidden by his sunglasses, and Hero was grateful for that because he had no idea if he had the strength to face him otherwise. «W-what?»
Hero had his words in mind already. A script he had prepared and that he was resolute to follow through. But now, in front of that quivering expression, he thought that saying “ We came here for money and I was clear about that when I first arrived here ” would have been horrible.
«Mr. Jawsum. My friends and I are grateful for the chance you have given us. I’m grateful that you have found the strength to forgive me, after what I’ve done, but…» he glanced at his friends beside him. They trusted him. «We have to go.»
The boss stood still and lost the grip on his pen, letting it fall on the carpeted floor. He walked towards Hero.
At first, his towering presence casted a blanket of anxiety upon him, one of the reasons he had found himself compelled to live the lie of a past best friend. As days passed, the anxiety faded, replaced by a sense of friendliness. Mr. Jawsum had proven to be a good guy and, despite his appearance, he wasn’t intimidating at all.
But now, in that office, with his renowned determination, Hero realized the effects of his towering presence had dissipated. If anything, he looked smaller and frailer than he ever imagined him being.
«Hero… what are you saying? Why do you want to leave?»
«We have matters to attend to… we can’t stay here any longer.»
Mr. Jawsum gasped, mouth agape, and took a step back. «Hero! C’mon… my old buddy, you’re joking, right?»
He looked beyond him as if to look for reassurance from the others. «C’mon! Say something, guys!»
«Mr. Jawsum…» Aubrey winced. Hero had to double-check that: was the girl also feeling guilty ? «We’re sorry, but what Hero is saying is the truth.»
«Our time here was special» Basil smiled. «But we have to go.»
Mr. Jawsum’s smile faltered. «Hero…»
Hero winced. The crack in Jawsum’s voice . «Mr. Jawsum. Please.»
He stood firm on his feet, repressing any thoughts of guilt that floated in his mind.
He had to go! He couldn’t stay!
And, after all, his cheek still burned…
Mr. Jawsum’s breathing grew erratic. Hero jumped when he fell to his hands on the ground, wheezing. In a moment, Mari was by her boss’ side.
«Hero!» he bawled, raising his head. «Please! You can’t go! I lost everything after you left! I… I… I let everyone down! Hero, I can’t do that again!»
Hero bit his lip.
He understood Mr. Jawsum. He truly did.
But Mr. Jawsum was right. He couldn’t risk letting everyone down once more. Hero couldn’t, too. And that was why he had to go.
«Jawsum. I'm sorry that I've hurt you so much. I'm sorry that, because of me, you didn't find the strength to be with your friends. But… they forgave you. Doughie and Biscuit took your defenses. I don’t think you have to worry, Mr. Jawsum, because they’ll be by your side.»
«Hero! You don’t understand! I–»
«No, Mr. Jawsum. I understand. I don’t think there’s anybody who can understand you better than me, actually.»
In that moment, a single truth shone in his mind. It was so simple, yet so true, that Hero mentally slapped himself for not realizing it sooner.
«Mr. Jawsum», he knelt down in front of him. «I know that you think you are a horrible person because you left everyone behind. But those people then walked next to you once more. They found the strength to forgive you. You now have to find the strength to forgive yourself», no, something wasn’t right. Hero glanced at his friends. Right. «We both have to find the strength to forgive ourselves.»
He put his hands on his shoulders and before he could respond, Hero continued. «I know that you’re scared. My presence here meant a return to a sliver of normalcy for you. A safety net. But Mr. Jawsum, you have to understand», he took a deep breath. The image of Stranger flashed in his mind.
He had to face his truth. He had to.
«Things are not the same as they were», he smiled. «And that’s okay.»
He thought of the glaring lights of the casino, showcasing a neatly made reality that Jawsum was showing to everybody else. But he also thought of Doughie and Biscuit's gentle smiles towards their boss, and of Mari's helpfulness.
Right. Jawsum was not alone, was he? And Hero wasn't either.
«Jawsum. You have new people to trust. People who will accompany you until the end. You don't have anything to fear. Things may have become different, but that doesn't mean they can't be good.»
Mr. Jawsum looked at Hero, his sunglasses hiding his tear-filled eyes. Mari was next to him, and she raised her head towards Hero, offering a kind smile and a nod.
Hero’s heart made a leap of joy. He knew she was a fake, a version concocted by his wishes to see her again, but, somehow, having her approval still made everything feel better. For a moment, he believed that she was the real Mari, in spirit, watching over him, as he always thought she did.
Mr. Jawsum opened his mouth once more, but then his head fell down. «Hero… I…»
He let out a small chuckle. «You’re still the great friend you’ve always been… even now, you helped me.»
«Mr. Jawsum, I care about you», it was a half-truth, but Hero allowed himself to say that. «You’re a great man. I know you can do it without me.»
Mr. Jawsum nodded and raised to his feet once more. «I understand now, Hero. You’ve moved on», he smiled, his teeth shining under the light. «And I knew you could do that! I mean, you’re Hero ! Nothing can stop you, can it, my friend?»
Hero let out a small chuckle. «I’m not entirely sure about that, Mr. Jawsum. If it weren’t for my friends, I’m not sure I’d be here now.»
«They’re good ones. Keep them close to you.»
Hero nodded. He had never thought to let them slip by again. Sure, keeping an eye on them from college was a really stressful task, but one he shouldered with no regret. They were his friends, they were his second family.
He wouldn’t fail them again.
«You know, Hero», Mr. Jawsum held himself with one hand on his desk, as if he was really tired. «You said we have to find the strength to forgive ourselves. The Last Resort… it’s one step towards that», he stared out of the window. Hero followed his gaze: he was sure the lights that blurred the blue expanse beyond were those from the Ball going on below them. Mr. Jawsum’s eyes were filled with such affection and pride that Hero couldn’t put the shadow of a doubt in his words. «With this project, I gave my friends a new goal, and a new future…» he turned towards Mari. «I hope you understand that.»
She smiled. «Of course we did, Jawsum. We all felt lost after the blaze. But the Last Resort gave us a new life», she chuckled. «It’s like… a great “re-opening” of our friendship.»
Mr. Jawsum burst out laughing. «Right! Right! Oh Mari, I’m glad to have you here.»
Regaining his breath, Mr. Jawsum walked to the other side of his desk and rummaged in his drawer. «Hero, I always knew you had a peculiar way with words but…», he let out a heavy sigh. «Here I am, affected by them, too. I understand. It’s time for us to face our futures… with our new situations.»
He pulled out a key. He threw it at Hero, who caught it in mid-air.
«What’s this for?»
«My pick-up. Mari told me that you want to go to the Merriland Fields, right? It’s right at the end of the Highway… you’d take ages by foot and it’d cost a fortune in taxi, so take my pick-up. Think of it as a goodbye gift.»
Hero stared at the key in his hand, the shiny glint on it moving as he did. He clutched it in his hand and smiled.
«Thank you.»
Hero double-checked his pockets again and the familiar touch of the lightbulb greeted his hand. He patted the pocket again for good measure.
«The lightbulb isn’t gonna disappear if you don’t touch it, you know», said Omori, waving his own gray lightbulb around as if that could prove his point.
«Yeah, I know. I just don’t want to forget it.»
«I understand» Sunny muttered, his hand tucked in his pocket.
Hero chuckled and, overwhelmed by a sudden bout of affection, ruffled the boy’s hair. He whined, but his cheeks turned red.
«Finally!» Kel screamed, coming out from the locker room. «We’re free!»
«Man, tone down your voice, will you?» Aubrey, wearing her usual clothes, walked towards them with her hands on her ears. «These hallways have some damn echo…»
«It makes them creepy», said Basil. «Especially when you come here during the night to change and start hearing voices…»
«You could have told me!» Aubrey looked offended. «I’d have accompanied you.»
«O-oh, don’t worry…»
Hero felt someone tugging his sleeve. He looked down: it was Sunny. He wasn’t angry for the hair ruffling, right?
«Sunny?»
«You… you did well, back in the office», he let out one of his rare smiles.
«I’m proud of you, bro», Kel lightly slapped his back. «I’m sure that must have been hard.»
«Yeah… it was more difficult than I expected. But… well… it needed to be done.»
«We’re almost at the end», Basil smiled. «We can do this!»
«You doubted that?» Aubrey raised her eyebrow.
Hero didn’t manage to hear Basil’s response, for Sunny once again got his attention. The boy was looking at the ground, his lips pressed in a thin line.
He could have never hoped to be as good at reading Sunny as his sister Mari was. But he didn’t think he was so bad, either. «Is something wrong?»
«Sorry for slapping you. I… I panicked. When you said those things…»
«Don’t worry», he ruffled his hair once more. «If anything, I should thank you. You made me see again.»
Sunny raised his eye towards him, and Hero offered him a smile. Sunny nodded.
The entrance of the Last Resort held a calm air to it, accompanied by the buzzing activity and music wafting through from the garden. The jellyfish lamps illuminated only the blue grass beneath, as the lights on the ground didn’t shine on any face.
In that moment, Sunny thought that the place looked much darker than he remembered it being.
Finally, they were leaving. Those days at the Last Resort had their own kind of fun to them, but Sunny was glad they were over.
The pick-up they had been gifted wore a shiny red paint, but the water muffled its colors, making them a weird gray.
Mr. Jawsum and Mari were the only ones to see them off.
«Don’t worry about Doughie and Biscuit», said Mari. «They’ll be fine.»
«I’m sorry that you have to leave each other on such bad terms», said Mr. Jawsum. «But you’re always free to come to visit again!»
Hero smiled. «Of course!»
«And, Hero», Mari took his hands and offered him a smile. «I’m sad to see you go but… I don’t blame you. I think this is the right thing to do… each of us has to find our own path now, don’t we?»
Hero stood silent, looking at her. He took a deep breath. «Yeah… I guess it’s… time to move on.»
Mari let out a small chuckle, before giving him a small peck on his cheek, leaving behind a flustered Hero. Then, she walked over to Sunny.
He didn’t feel as scared as he used to be in front of her: the pick-up behind him acted as a sign of reassurance. And, for a moment, he let himself enjoy her presence.
She pulled him into a hug and, for the first time since seeing her, he didn’t shiver. He was struck by a weird sense of pity towards her: he had no idea what would happen to the inhabitants of that alternate Headspace once they left. They didn’t have an Omori that could keep things afloat and no Dreamer to keep it alive. Did they disappear? Did they continue living, remembering that group of people who had passed by and touched their lives?
Would this Mari also disappear?
Sunny didn’t know. But he thought that letting her have a last hug would have been kind.
So he hugged her back.
After a round of goodbye hugs and good wishes, the revving of the engine brought the pick-up to life, as Hero sat in the driver’s seat, and all the others opted to sit on the back.
«Thank you for everything, Jawsum», Hero wore kind eyes.
He raised a thumbs up. «Don’t worry, Hero. Drive safely!»
«Bye, Hero», Mari smiled. «And you all! Be good, okay?»
«Don’t worry, Mari», Aubrey winked. «I’ll take care of these goons.»
«Hey!» Kel elbowed her. «Who are you calling goons?»
«I’ll remind you that you’re all honorary Hooligans.»
«In that case, I have a proposal!» Kel raised his hands in front of his face as if showing an invisible board in front of him. « Hooligoons .»
Basil covered his mouth with his hands to muffle the laughter, in vain.
Aubrey winced. «Ugh. No. And don’t even dare to suggest that to The Maverick. He’d actually take it into consideration…»
Mari chuckled. «I’m glad to see you’re all getting along so well.»
«Hey, Mari», Omori turned his head towards her. «Keep up the good work here, okay?»
«But of course!» she petted his head, making him whelp. «And you too, alright, Omori?»
«Yeah… of course.»
Mari tilted her head to see behind Omori. Sunny met her gaze. She smiled.
«Goodbye, little brother.»
«Bye, Mari.»
And, with that, Hero took the road. The pick-up rolled down the Underwater Highway, and Sunny watched as the figures of Mari and Mr. Jawsum shrank in the horizon until they disappeared. The neon lights of the billboards ran past them and, from far away, the glaring lights of the Last Resort still showed themselves, until they too disappeared beyond the blue expanse.
Notes:
After writing this chapter, it came to my attention that I never wrote a chapter or a scene from Aubrey’s pov (barring her Gate and her conversation with Stranger). Kel had a scene from his pov when he talked to Captain Spaceboy, and Hero has this entire chapter.
For this reason, I’m thinking of editing Chapter 25 (where Sweetheart and Aubrey “fight”) and switching it to her pov. I think it’ll make lots of things clearer!
I’m not sure when I’ll actually edit it, but I’ll do it sooner or later. The newest chapters take priority.As always, thanks for all the comments, kudos, bookmarks, and hits! Ya’ll are awesome.
Chapter 36: Deep Dreams
Summary:
Sunny and his friends go on a road trip in the Underwater Highway.
Notes:
me while outlining this fanfic: “man i want to put a road trip in here somewhere”
the game: “here’s an entire highway :)”
me: :Dalso i wanted to write the lyrics of the songs they sang but i couldn't do that so im sorry
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The radio sang a song that Sunny couldn’t understand the words of, but its background was enjoyable and he soon found himself cocooning in the warm feeling in his chest, despite the chilly wind hitting his face.
The pick-up sped its way on the Underwater Highway. Parting with their hard-earned clams at the toll booth prompted a few emotional sobs from Kel, but the rest of the trip had been uneventful. Apart from a few bickering moments between Kel and Aubrey, Sunny spent most of the time drifting on and off from his dreamless naps, the water expanse greeting his eye whenever he woke up. A few times a billboard advertising the opening of the Last Resort flashed in front of him, and he briefly found himself wondering how Mari was doing.
«Hey guys!» Kel piped up, snapping the few threads of sleepiness still anchoring Sunny. «I’ve got an idea.»
Aubrey rolled her eyes. «Shoot.»
«Once we’re back to the real world, we should plan a road trip.»
Basil gasped. «Yes! Let’s do that!»
«Yeah!» Kel grinned. «I mean, I got my driver’s license too, so we can switch places if you need it, Hero!»
«That doesn’t sound bad», Hero’s voice came from the driver’s seat. «But where should we go?»
«First stop: Sunny’s house!» Kel pointed his finger at him. «You’re coming with us, buddy. And I mean the two of you», the finger wagged, pointing at Sunny and Omori, sitting next to each other.
Omori sighed, but there was a small smile on his lips. «How many times do I have to tell you that I won’t be there when you go back home?»
«You may not be with us in body», Kel closed his hand in a fist and placed it on his chest. «But you’ll be with us in spirit.»
Aubrey winced, while Basil and Sunny chuckled: Kel wasn't too far from the truth, in a way.
Then, the girl shrugged. «Considering how loud Kel is, I think his voice will reach the depths of Sunny’s mind, wherever Omori is.»
Kel grinned. «Yeah! Omori, just you wait!»
Omori turned his head towards Sunny. «I’m sorry.»
«Just… please don’t yell in my ear…»
«Hey, guys», Hero’s voice broke through. «I just saw an ad about a restaurant. Anybody wants to grab a bite?»
«I’m not hungry, but–», responded Aubrey, but her response was shadowed by Kel’s booming «Yeah!»
A yellow submarine sat at the bottom of the sea, its paint shining under a ray of sunlight filtering through the water sky. The smell of grilled meat wafted in the air, and Sunny found his mouth watering, luring the will to eat out from his body.
«They serve hamburgers under the sea?» Aubrey furrowed her brow.
«Well yeah», responded Kel, with the most natural tone in the world. «There’s an entire cartoon about that.»
Sunny never thought he’d see the day when Aubrey would have no rebuttal. But there she was, standing still without any hint of emotion leaking to her face. Then, as if her mind had no other way to process that answer, she facepalmed.
The restaurant greeted them with its checkered black and white floor, while the radio continued the same songs they had heard while on the road, picking up from when they left.
They stood in front of the registers, deciding their orders, and if it weren't for the mermaid waiting for them with a tired smile, Sunny would have thought to be back at home.
There were a couple of customers in the restaurant, eating their food with greasy hands, and the group took their seats at the largest table for all of them.
Aubrey looked around, tapping her finger on the paper tablecloth. «This place looks strangely normal.»
«The food looked normal enough, too…» said Basil.
«We never had problems with that so far», said Omori.
«I miss those tubes Captain Spaceboy gave us», said Aubrey.
Sunny nodded. «Those were delicious.»
In that moment, Kel poked Hero’s arm. «Hey, Hero.»
Hero was busy curling the napkin he had in his hands while he waited, when he turned towards his brother. «Hm? You called, Kel?»
«Huh…» Kel scratched his head. «How are you feeling? After… you know. All that.»
Hero’s eyes widened and he glanced at his friends, who were waiting for an answer. «Well… I’m okay», he smiled. «I mean, I’m still scared of what I might find in the Gate, but I’m more prepared to face it than when we first set foot underwater.»
«Will you be alright?» asked Sunny.
«I think I will. Yes. Sorry for worrying you all there, I…» he sighed, passing a hand through his hair. «When we first met Mari there, I kept telling myself "Hero! Don't be stupid! This is a trap!" but, well…» he chuckled. «I was stupid.»
«I can't blame you», Basil answered, his voice barely audible over the radio. «That place was inviting.»
«Thank you for being patient with me», Hero smiled. «You know, I meant it, when I said that it's thanks to you I'm here today.»
Aubrey winced. «Geez, Hero. Cut with the sappy stuff», but her cheeks had turned pink. «We gotta look out for each other… and really, I could have always used my bat to make you return to your senses.»
Hero smiled. «Right.»
Omori's eyes bounced from Hero to Aubrey, before looking at the others. He stood still, hands on the table, and stayed silent.
A mermaid arrived soon after, bringing the trays with their orders. Kel undressed his hamburger with the ravenous hunger of a wild beast, his eyes glittering at the sight of his meal. «Look!» he raised the food in his hand. «It looks so perfect…»
«Yeah, yeah», Aubrey rolled her eyes, plucking a french fry from the bouquet in front of her. Her eyes widened. «Holy shit. I don't know if it's because I haven't eaten stuff like this in a while, but it's good.»
Omori imitated her and savored the food with the air of the most respected food critic in the world. «Yeah, it's good.»
Sunny started eating his food too. He couldn't hold a gasp, for it truly was delicious. And, among the sounds of munching and the radio in the background, Sunny was happy. He didn’t know if it was due to the food itself or the good company he was with, but he truly thought that to be one of the most enjoyable meals he had in years, and memories of picnics resurfaced in his mind.
They were finally out from the Last Resort. They were close to the last Gate.
Sunny didn’t know what the future held in store for them, but he allowed himself to be optimistic, and he thought that everything was going to be alright.
The chattering kept going, when Hero chimed in. «I was thinking about the Last Resort.»
Omori finished drinking before answering. «What about it?»
«Mr. Jawsum's story and his relationship with Doughie and Biscuit. I wasn't the only one who noticed the… huh… resemblance, right?»
The sounds of munching and the creaking of paper stopped, the radio the only thing still offering its sounds. Sunny ducked his head between his shoulders.
Of course he had noticed. And not only with Hero. But each of the adventures they had gone through held resemblance to the stories of his friends. Like a mirror, that world reflected the real one.
Kel sighed. «Yeah. Doughie and Biscuit went through the same thing as me…»
Hero nodded. «For this reason, I was thinking… this place, it's really a dream, isn't it?»
«A shared dream, maybe», said Omori. «As weird as that sounds.»
«I think we’re far past the point of doubting that…» said Basil.
«You’re all the proof we need», said Aubrey, motioning her head towards Omori.
Hero stifled a chuckle. «Yeah. So, I was thinking…» he stopped and furrowed his brow. «Omori, do you dream?»
«I can dream, yes.»
«Are they the same dreams as Sunny’s, or…?»
He shrugged. «It depends. Sometimes we share a dream, other times we have our separate ones.»
Sunny froze, eye widening. «W-what? Omori, you have your own dreams?»
Shared dreams, he was aware of that. After all, that was where Headspace was born and where it breathed life. But Omori had dreams of his own? That Sunny couldn’t see or perceive?
Omori didn’t seem to fazed, while dipping a french fry in the sauce of his hamburger. «Sometimes.»
«W-what are they about?»
«Mundane things, creepy things», he shrugged. «And everything in between. I guess it’s the same for you, isn’t it?»
That said everything and nothing, and it didn’t ease Sunny’s worries. What was Omori doing in his mind, exactly?
He shivered. He’d have to get used to that, didn’t he? He had decided to keep contact with him, somehow. He wasn’t sure how he felt about that anymore. It seemed so easy, there, with Omori physically there, but once back home, he’d have to share his mind with him, did he not?
How did that even work? Would he read his thoughts? Would Sunny still be able to keep secrets? Not that there were many more to keep, considering he was born out of his biggest one.
Anxiety rose in her chest and the hamburger in front of him didn’t seem so appealing anymore.
But he still nibbled at it, to keep his friends’ anxieties at bay. Omori didn’t seem to be scared in the slightest.
Right… he’ll have to share a mind with me, too.
That shift of perspective calmed Sunny a bit. In a way, somehow, they weren’t that different, in that regard.
He preferred to let that suffice, for now.
«What about that, Hero?» asked Omori. «Why were you interested to know if I dream or not?»
«Huh, it’ll make things easier to explain», said Hero. «You know how in dreams, the things you see are like… symbols? They are not meant to be read at a face value, and should instead be interpreted.»
«My grandma had a certain knack for dream interpretations», said Basil.
«Exactly! So, I was thinking–»
«What if the people we meet here are symbols for us?» finished Sunny.
Hero nodded. «What do you think?»
Aubrey placed her chin on her hand. «So, like… Sweetheart and Captain Spaceboy and Jawsum and that weird family back in Otherworld… they were all… symbols? For us?»
Omori, who had listened to Hero’s words intently, stayed silent for a few seconds, brows furrowed in deep focus. «Mh. You know, that makes sense. Some of the places we’ve visited are clearly linked with you, after all, if the Gates were any indication.»
Kel looked at the crunched paper in his hands. «Why did you mention this, Hero?»
«I just think that… we should keep note of what happened to us here. That’s all.»
Sunny put his mouth on the straw of his drink, but he didn’t suck. He stood still, eye fixed on the checkered pattern of the paper tablecloth, as Hero’s words repeated in his mind. They weren’t a surprise for him: he had realized that Headspace was not his and was instead divided for each of his friends, but something still eluded him. It gnawed at the back of his mind and he squinted his eye, as if he could focus on that specific vague thought.
Then, he remembered.
«Daddy Longlegs.»
«Hm?» Hero tilted his head. «What about him, Sunny?»
«Daddy Longlegs said something similar. About how, if we were to fail to turn our lightbulbs white, we’d “wake up” with the “thick fog still enshrouding our minds”. And that waking up without such weight would only be reserved to some…»
«Man, Sunny», Aubrey stared at him. «I knew you had some good memory but this is…»
«So we really should keep note of what happens here?» Basil asked.
«Why should we care?» Aubrey was playing with her straw, and it made a squeaking sound. «The lightbulbs are turning white anyway.»
«It may be good for you, that’s all», said Omori. «But, at the same time, I don’t think it’s something you should worry about.»
«Hm?» Kel looked at him. «What do you mean?»
«Your lightbulbs are turning white. There’s nothing more to do», he drank a bit of his drink. «Trust me, I know how that works.»
Kel and Aubrey shared a glance and fell silent, and the radio blanketed their wordless company once more.
They returned to the road. The Underwater Highway sped past them with its lights, and Sunny decided to stay awake this time. They sang together different songs that came on the radio: sometimes they'd know the words, but when they didn't they would just make up lyrics on the spot, ending the session in a fit of laughter. After they had finished singing a song that only Hero knew, Omori leaned on the edge of the pick-up, looking at the rock wall past them. «Hey, huh…» he pressed his lips together. «Do you mind if we stop?»
«Huh?» Hero looked in the rearview mirror, eyes full of worry. «Is something wrong?»
«Not really, but… I think we’re near a place that was important to me back in Headspace. I want to see if it’s still there.»
Sunny furrowed his brow, but then he remembered. Right. Humphrey’s lake should have been nearby.
«If nobody has any objections, it’s fine by me», said Hero.
«If it’s an important place for you, Omori, I don’t mind going», responded Basil.
«You’ve accompanied us for so long now, might as well do something you want to do, for once», said Aubrey.
«I don’t mind», nodded Sunny.
«We’re all okay, Hero!» yelled Kel, tapping on the little glass dividing them.
«Alright then! Omori, just tell me where to go.»
Omori asked them to stop near a bridge. He was the first to get out from the pick-up and, after stretching his legs a bit and after waiting for the others to do the same, he guided them in a pathway that passed between the rock walls, among colorful bushes of anemone and algae that spread their leaves towards the watery sky.
Then, they reached the edge of the land. A black chasm opened before them, a single bridge running all the way into the void, not a light in sight, engulfed by darkness.
«It’s still here…» whispered Omori.
«O-Omori…?» Hero did his best to hide the fear in his voice, to no avail. «The place you want to visit is… over there?»
«Yeah. We gotta cross the bridge.»
Basil shrieked. «W-what if it falls down?! Y-you can’t see the bottom!»
«It’ll be alright», scoffed Omori. «But, if you want, you can wait here. I’ll go. I just want to check something.»
«I’m coming with you», truthfully, Sunny was terrified of the black chasm. But Omori had been with them for all that journey, and it seemed fair to accompany him for once. He surprised himself when he found that he was trusting Omori, thinking that, if anything were to happen, Omori would help them.
He didn’t know how to feel about that. He remembered Stranger’s words, but they were so far away and faded, so distant from the reality Sunny envisioned, that he wondered if they still held any weight.
So, he decided to trust what his mind said.
«Scaredy-cats», Aubrey scoffed, but her legs were shivering. «C'mon, it'll be fine.»
«It won't be fine if we fall!» yelled Basil.
«Don't worry», Aubrey pointed at Omori with her thumb. «If anything, this little guy will help us again», she turned to look at him. «You will, won't you?»
Omori stared at her. He seemed surprised.. «Yeah. Of course.»
«Then it's settled», she walked to the bridge. However, she stopped at the edge of it and put a tentative foot on it. She pressed it a few times, and the bridge moved along with it.
Omori walked past her and, once he was a few steps ahead, he looked back. «So, are you coming?»
Aubrey took a deep breath and stepped in too, and Sunny gathered all of his courage to do the same, avoiding to look down at all costs, for his legs were already trembling enough. The bridge moved and swayed, and Sunny didn't look back, but he knew that Hero, Kel, and Basil had joined them.
The place beyond the bridge looked like it had been plucked out from the far away sleepy dreams of somebody. The rush of the waterfalls rumbled in their ears, as the black chasm engulfed everything around them but the thin line of rocks that they were walking on. Far away, dark bubbles floated, reaching the sky, but that had turned black like the chasm itself.
Suspended between heaven and earth, they kept walking. The route was different from how Sunny remembered it: far shorter and less wet. Algae and anemone bushes led them in the depths of the cave, until a small hill rose above them. With Omori in the lead, they followed him without saying a word, until they reached the gape of a skeletal maw rising from the ground itself.
But Omori didn’t flinch, entering the maw of the dead beast without batting an eye, and without waiting for any of the others to say anything. Basil was pale in fear, and Sunny took his hand to give him courage. Aubrey took the bat in her hands, as if to prepare herself for an enemy, but it never arrived. The residents of the Deeper Well had disappeared, leaving the place in silence, and making it far more lonely than it ever was.
They crossed a cave, where a lake was waiting for them at the end of it.
«This place…» Omori looked around at the purple cavern walls, the smell of humidity strong in the air. Sunny felt his own clothes getting attached to his skin, and he thought that Omori was lucky, wearing only a tanktop and shorts. «I never felt like this, when coming here…»
Omori stared at the lake’s water, lapping under the purple walls. The pier led to an empty lake.
«Are you okay, Omori?” asked Sunny.
«I… don’t know.»
«What is this place, anyway?» asked Aubrey. «It kinda smells.»
«Humphrey’s lair.»
«Humphrey?»
«A giant whale. He lived here, in this lake.»
Hero’s eyes widened in realization. «Wait… wasn’t Humphrey the name of the character in a children’s book…?»
Sunny blushed. Of all the things Hero had to remember…
«Yeah… Mari used to read that book to me, when I was a child.»
It was terrifying. Humphrey, driven by hunger, would eat all of his friends. Sunny always found that book scary, but Mari always made everything better. She was his safe haven. No matter how scary it’d be, her presence always comforted him. Sunny didn’t remember much from his childhood years, but the memories of Humphrey and Mari always resonated strongly in the fuzzy memories, and that was why Humphrey was so important to him.
And why he made him resurface once more, on the scariest day of his life.
But now, the lake was empty.
«You know, I think Mari tried to read that book to Kel too, once», said Hero. «In an attempt to convince him to like books…»
Kel gasped. «Really? I totally forgot about that.»
«And we all know how that turned out», said Aubrey.
Kel pouted, and she stuck her tongue out.
Basil looked over at the lake, leaning over to see his reflection. «But Humphrey doesn’t seem to be here…»
«I wasn’t really expecting to find him», said Omori. His eyes were fixed on the lake. «And I didn’t really want to, actually. He had become… dangerous.»
Basil looked at him. «Dangerous?»
«Corruption got to him. He was but a shell of his former self. He used to be quite the jolly character, but after some time… he had grown desperate.»
Aubrey frowned. «Omori, what are you talking about?»
Sunny looked down. He wished he didn’t have to hear all that. He knew all that. He knew it was his fault. He wasn’t sure if the Headspace’s inhabitants were as human as Omori had become, but even if to him they were just dream characters, akin to dolls he could play with, for Omori they meant his entire world.
The younger boy turned around, resignation in his eyes. «I guess… this is a good place as any to tell you about the true meaning of Headspace. And… about my existence.»
«We already know», said Kel.
Omori’s eyes widened, surprised.
«Yeah», Aubrey nodded. «Sunny created you as a way to interact with this place without being haunted by the memories of Mari’s death.»
«And that’s why you’re so protective of him», finished Hero. «It was the whole reason you were born…»
Omori whipped his head towards Sunny, glaring at him. «You told them?! When?!»
Sunny didn’t flinch. «After we fell from the waterfall… when you were passed out. But I didn’t tell them everything, Omori. It didn’t seem right.»
Omori’s shoulders lowered, as if all the energy he had been given suddenly dissipated. «I see.»
He then turned towards his friends. «Would you… would you mind if you listened to the rest, then?»
Sunny took his hand. «Omori. Are you sure?»
«I promised I would… didn’t I?» he let out a tired smile. «And, Sunny. You know what this place meant back in Headspace, right? There isn’t a more fitting place than this one.»
Sunny let go of his hand.
Humphrey was the end. Omori thought his new friends would leave him upon discovering the truth, thus meaning the end. With the final Gate nearby, it truly was the best place for such a thing.
But Omori was missing something crucial. Humphrey wasn’t there. So, it wouldn’t have been the end anymore.
Sunny nodded, trying to encourage him. That wouldn’t be the end, he was sure of it.
Basil’s quiet voice echoed in the cave. «Is this about the reason why you were so protective of me, too?»
He nodded. «It feels like I’ve been lying to you all. I care about you, and I want to come clean.»
Omori took a few steps towards the lake, his back turned towards them. «Humphrey always represented the final destination of the journey I’d start in Headspace. I told you, remember? I’d go on adventures with dream versions of your younger selves. We went through many many things together, you know», he turned around, and a small smile appeared on his lips. «The places were always the same… but the story changed, and with it some small details. But Humphrey was a constant. He always was the final destination.»
His smile died. «But, that was the end only for you . Or, well, your dream versions. For me, the journey continued. After Humphrey, there was a part only I was allowed to visit.»
He clasped his hands together. «Black Space. The depths of the Dreamer’s mind… his hidden thoughts and trauma lurked there. Its entrance always appeared in a different part of Headspace, but it was always terrifying. Stranger also dwelled there.»
At that moment, Sunny felt somebody squeeze his shoulder. He glanced up, and found Hero next to him. But he was staring at Omori.. Sunny thought that his compassion was wasted on him and that Omori needed it much more.
Omori stood still for a moment. He was shivering. His lips trembled, and Sunny recognized his expression. He was looking for the words to use, scrambling his thoughts for them.
He raised his head and looked at Basil. «Basil. I lied to you.»
The boy looked at him, confused. «H-huh?»
«I told you that your role back in Headspace was to take photos of our journey. That was a lie. You always disappeared at the start of the story. We’d go on a journey to find you. We’d travel everywhere, up until the depths of Humphrey himself, until we’d fail our mission, and it was up to me to rescue you.»
«W-wait», Basil gasped. «You don’t mean…»
«You were in Black Space. The truth is it was me who’d kidnap you», he stood still for a moment. «You were dangerous. You were a nuisance!» he stopped, wide-eyed. «Sorry. It wasn’t really you . But… you were close to the truth and Basil’s presence threatened the existence of Headspace. Mari was in a similar position, of course, but I couldn’t hurt her… Basil was a different matter. So I’d toss him in Black Space.»
He clutched his hands into fists. «But every single time… he always came back. His influence in the Dreamer’s mind was too strong. No matter how many times I resetted Headspace, Basil was always there. Soon enough, I started to hate him.»
Then, he looked at Basil once more, with eyes full of pain. «And in Black Space… Basil went through horrifying things. In there, the Dreamer’s thoughts ran rampant, and Basil was no match for them. My own hands were sullied with your blood.»
Basil stood still, staring at him. Confusion and doubt shadowed his face, as anger and shame ate Sunny’s mind. He didn’t know where the line between his thoughts and Omori’s was in those displays of violence in Black Space, but it didn’t matter. Basil now knew everything.
He felt disgusting. Flashes of one year prior, when he confessed his sin in the hospital room, appeared in his mind.
That one time, the confession meant the start of his new life.
This time, in wake of Humphrey’s lair, Omori thought it’d mean the end of his new one.
«I’m so sorry, Basil», Omori had his eyes down, too ashamed to look his friend. «You asked me why I was so worried about you, during our journey here. Now you know why. You are still dear to Sunny and I didn’t want any harm to come to you. I don’t hate you, Basil. I’m so sorry.»
And then he sat down. He sat down on the floor and hugged his legs, as if he wanted to disappear. Basil, standing in front of him, didn’t speak. He looked at him with stricken eyes, mouth agape.
Next to him, Sunny saw Aubrey pass a hand on her head. «That was… something. I admit.»
Hero didn’t speak, and he squeezed Sunny’s shoulder harder, before letting it go.
But Kel. Kel, once more, was the first one to step in. He walked over to Omori and knelt down next to him.
«Hey», he said, patting his back. «Thank you for telling us all this», the boy raised his head and looked at Sunny for a moment, before turning back towards Omori.
Omori didn’t respond, burying his face in his arms. «You can now go», his muffled voice came through. «As I said, Humphrey always was the end of the journey.»
«W-wait», Aubrey was next to him in the blink of an eye. «What are you saying?»
«You can now go», he repeated, and he closed himself even more.
«We aren’t going anywhere without you!»
«Omori… I…» Basil spoke for the first time. He gulped, looking down. Sunny didn’t blame him in the slightest, but he also didn’t find the strength to go near him. How could he, when Omori had just admitted that he had died multiple times in Headspace? «I… I can’t lie, and say that what you just told us wasn’t shocking, but…» he pressed his lips together. «I mean… you… you did that to protect Sunny, right?»
«Everything was to protect Sunny.»
«I… I also did something horrible for the same reason, so…» he let out a dry chuckle. «Maybe… we aren’t so different…»
Then he sat down next to Omori, but he didn’t touch him. «And… you tried to protect me all this time, Omori. I… I believe you when you say you don’t hate me.»
But Omori didn’t answer. He started rocking back and forth, gently.
«Omori, I… I forgive you. You… don’t have to worry. I don’t hate you.»
«Man,» Aubrey scoffed. «You hurt a dream version of Basil in Headspace, but I hurt this guy for real. It’d be pretty horrible for me to leave you here, Omori.»
Omori didn’t stop rocking. His knuckles turned white as he gripped his legs more.
«Hey, Omori», Hero’s soft voice was next, and he knelt down next to him. «It must have been difficult, keeping that all in for all this time. Thank you for trusting us.»
He pulled him in a hug, but Omori didn’t react. «Hey», Hero continued. «You’re not the same Omori as before. You’re better, now. I’m sure Sunny agrees, too.»
Sunny jumped at the sound of his name. His friends turned to look at him, the only one still so far away from Omori. That question was easy to answer. «Omori, you protected us until now. You’ve changed. You must have realized that, too.»
A mumble came from the rocking Omori. Hero leaned over. «Did you say something? I didn’t get it.»
«Stop it…»
«Huh?»
«I said, stop it!» Omori pulled away from Hero’s arms and sprung to his feet, getting away from the others. «You don’t understand! I don’t deserve forgiveness. Especially from you all!» he stood still for a moment, regaining his breath. «You’re wonderful people, you don’t deserve someone like me.»
«Omori, c’mon», Hero offered a smile, getting up to his feet. «I can’t say I agree with everything you’ve done, but… you also were clueless. You didn’t know any better either, did you?»
He stepped closer, offering his arms in another hug, but Omori pushed him away. «You… don’t understand… You just don’t.»
Omori’s voice cracked .
He had never thought he’d see the day Omori cried . He didn’t even think he could cry.
But it was true. Omori was sobbing in front of them. He tried to wipe away the tears, but they didn’t stop. «You don’t understand…» he repeated, as Sunny walked closer. «My duty was to protect Sunny. Protect him from the truth, from the pain, from everything that could hurt him. That’s why… that’s why…»
Sunny stopped in front of him. A sense of protectiveness surged in his chest. He wondered if that was how Mari felt. Omori still had his head buried in his arms, trying to wipe away the tears in a hopeless battle. «The plan… it was…» Omori lunged for Sunny, burying his head in his neck. He gripped his vest, and Sunny stood still. «I’m so sorry…»
«Omori», Sunny whispered in his ear. «Go on. They deserve to know.»
Although they shared the same mind, in that place Omori and Sunny were separate. Sunny wondered if, once they were out of there, they would have been able to read each other’s thoughts. And, right in that moment, Sunny wished he could.
He wondered if he’d find the same emotions and feelings he felt, if Omori was being eaten by the same guilt that had almost destroyed him. If confessing was his way to let it go.
That’s why he thought he had to talk, until the very end.
«It’ll be okay.»
Humphrey wasn’t there, after all.
Omori let go of him, still crying. He gasped for air, before looking at the others.
«The plan…» he said, between the sobs. «I thought that he couldn’t handle the truth», he took a shaky breath. «So the plan was to kill Sunny, if it ever came to that.»
Silence fell in the cave. The lapping of the water was the only sound around them, for even Omori had stopped sobbing. He stood still, head down, as if waiting for his final judgment.
«Wait», Hero spoke. «Kill? You… you were inside his mind, weren’t you?» his eyes widened, struck in realization. «You could control the body.»
Aubrey whispered. «And you had already done it once…»
Omori sobbed again. «I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.»
For a moment, the cave was filled with Omori's sobs. Nobody dared to speak, too dazed to do so. Sunny stood still. His friends already knew about his darkest thoughts during those years. But Omori… he wished that they’d understand him, too.
«That’s…» Hero shook his head, as if he was trying to let reality return to before that shattering revelation, but that didn’t happen. «That’s messed up, Omori.»
«You almost killed Sunny…?» Kel’s voice was a whisper.
«My goodness», Aubrey rubbed her face. «Omori, you really should re-evaluate your idea of “protecting”.»
She then sighed, and walked towards him. «But… you don’t think that anymore, do you?»
Omori's eyes snapped open. «No! I don't! I… I still want to protect Sunny of course but… he already knows the truth and he handled it. So I was wrong. I… I don't want to hurt him.»
He looked down. «Guys… You can go now. Humphrey has always been the end of the journey. And you don't need my help anymore. You're more than capable of reaching the Beacon yourselves.»
«Don’t be stupid, you got a lightbulb to deal with, too.»
«You don’t need it to go home.»
«But you still have it.»
«Omori…» Kel looked at him. His expression was filled with confusion. «The only reason we’re all still here is because you saved us. Twice! How… why did you think of doing something so horrible? We almost lost Sunny because of you!»
He then stopped and looked at Aubrey. «This is all too familiar…»
Aubrey’s eyes widened and she looked away, frowning. «Kel. I… I’m really trying my best to atone for what I did to Basil, that day.»
«I know! But…» Kel winced. «How did it come to this? Why must we keep hurting each other?»
Sunny looked down. All that chain of suffering started with him, after all. Like a domino, one single push pulled everyone else together with him.
But they were still there. They had overcome their mistrust and managed to rebuild their friendship. Sunny looked at them, one by one, and took their expressions of grief and pain and guilt in his mind. He didn’t want to forget. He didn’t want to forget that he was responsible.
But that didn’t mean it was all over.
«But it didn’t happen, in the end», he said. «I’m still here.»
Omori let out a dry chuckle. «Kel totally ruined my plans, there», he looked at him. «Then you all joined in, too. I’m glad you did, though.»
Sunny nodded. «I’m still here because of you all… and we are all together, now», he pushed away the thoughts that claimed he was being embarrassing. «We may have hurt each other but… we also started to heal thanks to each other.»
«Right», Aubrey gave a nod. «It’s like I said before. We gotta stick together…»
«We were all clueless, back then», said Hero. «We all did our fair share of mistakes. We’re now trying to fix them.»
Kel didn’t answer. He looked at the floor, at a loss of words. Sunny felt horrible, for bringing Kel , of all people, to such a state.
«Omori, listen», Hero placed a hand on his shoulder. «I’ll be honest here: I barely know you. It’s true that we’ve been traveling together for some time now, but I don’t know you as well as I know the others. And I won’t lie: I admit that at first I didn’t trust you», he sighed. «But you don’t seem like a bad person. You helped us and protected us. I think… I think you really were just misguided.»
«That’s not an excuse», Omori winced.
«But you didn’t go on with your plan», said Basil.
«Because Sunny beat me with a violin», Hero furrowed his brow at those words, and Sunny was quick to add. «I didn't exactly beat you with a violin.»
«But when he did that, I realized that I wasn’t needed anymore. Sunny was going to be okay. So I let him go.»
«Omori», the boy raised his gaze towards Hero. «You're planning to keep contact with Sunny after all this?»
«We were discussing that…»
«If you do, you'll have many more chances to learn what is wrong and what is right. And maybe, it'll help you understand your confusion, too. Realize your mistakes.»
«I guess I’ll have to keep an eye on you…» Kel grinned. «Another reason to go visit Sunny as soon as possible, I guess.»
«And!» Aubrey pushed him on the forehead with a finger. «If you even try to attempt any funny business, remember that it will be Sunny who is at the receiving end of this», she showed her bat.
Sunny gulped, while Omori stared.
Then, his eyes widened. «Are you saying…?»
«What you thought to do was wrong», said Hero. «But we're here now. Sunny isn’t alone anymore, and neither are you.»
«And neither are us», Basil added, with a smile.
«Omori», Aubrey's voice softened. «I almost killed Basil, too. And I hurt him for real. I'm still trying to atone for that. And you saw Kel’s gate too, you saw how Hero acted out of sadness and rage. Even if what we did wasn't good… it doesn't mean that we have to keep doing that. We can do better» she smiled. «I think we're pretty similar on that regard.»
«I… I could do better? Do you really think that?»
«Why do you doubt that?» asked Sunny.
«I mean… I'm not even human, strictly speaking. I… I literally live in your mind?»
«And?» Hero chuckled. «You seem like you have learned from your mistakes, here.»
«Yeah», Aubrey smirked. «Like after you summoned that fake Mari, or when you asked us if we wanted to stay here.»
«And you didn't keep your plans secret anymore» said Kel. «And you always seemed so happy to swing that knife around…when was the last time you held it?»
Omori stood still. He looked at Sunny, and he gave him a nod.
«I can… do better? I really can?»
«You already did, didn't you?» said Sunny.
«Yeah sometimes I'd beat the shit out of the manifestations of your anxieties but… that's child's play. You think I can do better than that?»
«Omori», Aubrey raised her hand, pinky finger out. «Let's make a promise, you and me. Let's promise that we both will try to become the best versions of ourselves and try to atone for our mistakes.»
Omori looked at her, before staring at the pinky. He intertwined his finger with hers.
He sobbed again. «Thank you…»
Aubrey let go of his hand, and pulled him into a hug. She rocked a bit back and forth, before the others, one by one, joined in.
Notes:
also i just remembered that usually in fast food you get your order directly at the registers and not really wait at the table for it to arrive (like in a restaurant)
but guys this is a fast food at the bottom of the sea, they have different rules believe me!
The final scene might have been a tiny bit influenced from the series The Good Place because I've been watching that lolalso behind the stage sneek peek: there was this part that i really liked but that unfortunately i had to cut
“We didn’t always reach Humphrey, you know. Sometimes our journey would end beforehand. But Humphrey has always represented the end, for me. And that’s why I feel so strange, now. I feel like this journey is also nearing its end. But…” he smiled. “With you all, I’m having fun. We faced many dangers, that’s true, but… I feel safe. Ending this journey means returning to Headspace… that place feels empty and fake, now”, he turned around to look at them. “For the very first time, I don’t want this journey to end.”As always, thanks for all the comments, kudos, hits, and bookmarks! Keep rocking!
Chapter 37: A Place of Nurture and Fields
Summary:
Sunny and his friends arrive at the Merriland Fields and get the chance to play with a giant dog.
Chapter Text
The rest of their journey on the Underwater Highway was spent in soft voices and quick hugs. Omori sat still next to Sunny, and the group kept chattering about one thing and the other, without following a proper line. It sent Sunny back to the lazy afternoons they’d spent together, five years ago. All together in the treehouse, under the orange sky of the approaching night, they’d spend their time talking about everything and nothing.
In that little cocoon of serenity, Sunny thought the group was renewed with a new sense of belonging. A thread that had been snapped years ago but that they had been trying to weave once more, now it seemed stronger than ever.
A sign welcomed them to the Merriland Fields. It passed right by them in its faded glory, red letters scraping out and leaving parts of the gray material below.
They sped through rolling hills of blue grass and wooden gates confining farms, sea cows grazing under the water sky, as a few houses peeked through the horizon. The road wasn't asphalted, and instead, the pick-up’s tires crunched the pebbles below. A bit farther away, they found the familiar sight of a village next to a forest.
«Wow», Aubrey smiled. «For once, we aren't visiting a place that seems a mess.»
«Don't jinx it», said Sunny. «Nubnub Village seemed normal at first, too…»
It didn't take long for them to reach the entrance of the village. Hero parked the pick-up and, right when they set foot on the ground, they smelled it.
Smoke. Burned grass.
It prickled their nose and engulfed their lungs, while Basil fell into a fit of cough, but it didn't seem nearby. They looked around them when Basil pointed to a spot near the woods.
The lush vegetation there was only a memory of the past, for the blue grass had been burned to a crisp, leaving the charred ground out in the open for everyone to see. The blackened wooden remains of houses peeked through the burned patch, along with a few rusted tools.
«The blaze…» Hero whispered. «That must be it.»
«Didn't that happen a long time ago?» asked Kel. «How come the smell is still here?»
«Who can tell?» Omori raised his shoulders. Then, he winced and rubbed his own arms. «Hey guys, could we… move on?»
Aubrey looked at him in worry. «Are you okay?»
«Just… feeling out of place. Again. Like this place doesn’t want me here.»
Sunny took his hand in an attempt to encourage him. Basil shared a compassionate look with the younger boy, before speaking. «We have to find information about the Gate», then his eyes lit with a peculiar glint. «Let’s go find an inn!»
«You still haven’t given up hope on that, have you?» Sunny said. Basil shook his head, before sticking his tongue out.
«I’m sorry» Omori wore an apologetic gaze. «I don't think we'll need that. The gator guy at the toll knew about the Gate, chances are the villagers do too.»
Basil looked down and let out a sound similar to a whimper, before crossing his arms and muttering something Sunny couldn’t hear. Aubrey, who couldn’t resist such a sight, squeezed his shoulder and led him towards the village.
The village in the Merriland Fields greeted them with rocky trails and old houses. Flowers and plants perfectly lined up walls and wooden fences, giving color to the gray bricks. The place reminded Sunny of those water paintings he’d find in people’s houses, depicting bucolic places under a warm sun. He thought it wouldn’t have been a bad place to live if it weren’t for the constant smell of smoke prickling his nose. People greeted them from afar, and it didn't take long for them to have the chance to ask for the Gate.
«The Gate is deep in the woods», said one farmer, his skin made blue by the water. «But the path is closed, right now.»
«Huh?» the group exchanged worried glances when Hero spoke. «Why? It’s only temporary, right?»
«It is. After all, cutting the access to the depths of the woods isn’t a wise thing to do… I reckon it will open once the creature has been satisfied.»
Omori furrowed his brow. «The… creature?»
«Haven’t you seen it? We keep him in the village’s center. We all help take care of it.»
«And… why have you cut access to the woods because of this creature?» asked Aubrey.
«We are afraid it might run away, you see.»
«Who is this creature, anyway?» asked Kel.
«It appeared one day in the village, wounded and afraid. We don’t know what it is, since its appearance is clouded by a thick black coat. But we lost much to a blaze years ago, you see, that we don’t want it to suffer», he smiled. «After all, we must treat it well if we want to grow again.»
Those last words made the group uncomfortable. With a quick greeting, they bid goodbye to the villager and headed toward the village’s center.
«So», Omori frowned. «We know where the Gate is for once, but we can’t get in.»
«We should go see the creature», said Sunny. «If we don’t help it, we can’t go on…»
«Let’s just hope this will be quick», Aubrey groaned. «This smell of smoke is making me nauseous.»
Hero tilted his head. “Really? I’m already used to it, if I have to be honest.”
«Don’t worry, Aubrey!» Kel pumped his fist on his chest. «Leave it to me! I know how to deal with animals!»
«We're talking about a mind creature, most probably», said Aubrey.
«And? The best way to interact with an animal of any kind is speaking the two languages they know best: the language of food and the language of affection.»
«Huh. I wasn't expecting a serious answer out of you.»
«That does seem right, Kel!» Basil smiled.
«The village center should be that way», said Hero, pointing to a point beyond them. «Let’s go.»
They found it at the center of the village, as the farmer said. Locked in a cage, hidden under a coat of black tar, sat a creature. Sunny couldn’t make out its features properly due to the inky substance, but he thought that it resembled a big feline. Its bright white eyes sported a certain curiosity and alertness to its surroundings, as it looked at the water sky above, sniffing the air. A man was tending to the animal, checking for food and water.
He waved at them when he saw them approaching, and they waved back.
«Woah», Kel whispered. «It’s… way bigger than I imagined it being…»
«That must be the size of an elephant!» said Hero. «And here I thought it was a dog or something…»
«Doesn’t it look like a giant cat to you?» said Sunny.
Omori furrowed his brow, looking at the creature with squinted eyes. «Huh. Now that you say that…»
«Poor thing», said Basil. «They locked it up…»
«It’s a temporary solution», said the man tending to it. «Once it’s completely healed up, we will set it free.»
Hero looked at the man, before turning towards the creature once more. «Do you… do you know what exactly is it, anyway…?»
«We don’t. But it doesn’t matter! It needs our help, no matter what it is!» he then smiled. «And we can’t grow, if we don’t treat it well.»
Sunny shivered. Those words again. They didn’t sound fake, but that just made them more harrowing. It seemed like they were forcing themselves to be kind to an unknown creature. He looked at the creature once more, and realized that what he had mistaken for curiosity in its eyes could have been fear: its breathing was erratic, as the man tended to the cage. Why were the villagers so adamant about taking care of it? Was that another one of the symbols Hero was talking about?
Omori approached the cage, careful to not stir the creature. «My suggestion may be stupid but… have you tried washing off the tar? How can you even know it’s wounded if it’s all covered up?»
«It whimpers at night», said the man. «We’ve been trying to look for the wound, to no avail… and it’s scared of water.»
Aubrey eyed the creature, a smirk on her face. «That’ll be a problem. Stinky boy.»
«Leave that to me!» Kel grinned. «I’m a master of washing animals that don’t like being washed!»
Hero chuckled. «Right. I’d always leave Hector to you.»
«Right! The trick is to make it like a game, and have fun with them!»
«...is that why every time it was time to give a bath to Hector you’d always return completely soaked?»
«It’s a sacrifice to be made in the name of good smelling fur», he nodded to himself. «So, mister… I need some water.»
«Please, I must ask you to refrain from doing that. We don’t want to scare it…»
«But if it’s wounded, we need to see it!» said Hero. Then, his eyes widened. He cleared his throat, straightened his back, and took a deep breath, exactly when he had to tell a make-up story. «I’m a doctor, you see.»
They all turned towards him with dubious expressions. Kel frowned, rocking his hand in a so-so gesture. But Hero didn’t flinch, and if anything there was a glint of pride on his face.
The farmer’s eyes lit up. «A doctor, truly?»
«Of course!»
«So you may be able to help our creature!» he brought his hands to his chest. «Such a wondrous day! However, I really must ask about refraining from using water. It’s terrified of that, you see.»
«I… I see», Hero frowned, looking at the creature. Sunny followed his gaze: not even once it had looked at them, its eyes fixed to the sky above as if it was looking for something up there. For a brief moment, Sunny wondered if that was how he looked like, when during their picnics he’d stare off at the distant, chasing whatever daydream his mind had concocted. It was usually Mari’s voice that would lead him back to reality.
«Hm, mister?» Basil’s timid voice was the one that did it, this time.
«Yes?»
«I have a question. It’s not really about the creature but, it’s been gnawing at my mind ever since we arrived here…»
«Sure, young man. What is it?»
«This is a really beautiful place, but we were wondering…» he pointed towards the woods. «That part of the village with the charred ground… was that the result of the blaze we heard about while coming here?»
The man sighed and rubbed his face, and nodded. «Indeed. The rumors you heard are true.»
«How did that happen?»
«It came from a creature that flew from the west, one chilly autumn day», he said. «Destroyed all of our crops that year, and most of the buildings… a famous bakery burned down, too.»
Omori looked at the cage. «This creature?»
«What!? No!»
«It’s covered in tar, how do you know it’s not the same one?»
«We’d know!» the man scoffed. Omori seemed to take the hint and just nodded.
«What happened to the creature that brought the blaze?» asked Aubrey.
«We don’t know. It ran away, deep in the woods… and was never seen again.»
«How long ago did that happen?» Kel spoke. «The smell of smoke is still here…»
«Years ago. But the smell still lingers… I don’t think it will ever go away, not until the earth forgets. And that may never happen.»
There was a moment of silence, where the man’s eyes looked towards the horizon beyond them, towards the watery sky above and the ray of lights that broke through.
«But it’s okay», he finally added. «We moved our fields and rebuilt what was lost… except for the bakery. Nobody wanted to take that mantle on», he smiled. «And now things are looking bright once more! You can help our creature, can you not?»
Hero, realizing he was talking about him, jumped, but he was quick to nod. «Of course! Leave it to me. Although, first I should return to my pick-up and gather my tools.»
«Of course, of course. Do you need any help?»
«Actually… I’d prefer it if you’d tell the villagers to keep this area clear. You know, I wouldn’t want to stress the creature too much.»
«Of course! I’ll tell everybody to steer clear of this place until you’re done. And soon the villagers will be heading to bed too, so nobody will be in your way.»
«Thank you, I really appreciate it», he turned towards his friends and motioned with his hand. «My assistants, let’s go back to the pick-up, we have some things to bring here.»
«Aye aye, sir!» Kel exclaimed, saluting with his hand.
And, with dubious gazes and puzzled expressions, they followed Hero back to the pick-up. Aubrey attempted to make him explain what was happening, but every time she’d open her mouth Hero would raise his hand and whisper a “Not now”, and so happened with every other attempt they made.
Only when they finally reached their vehicle that Hero spoke, leaning on the back. «And now we wait a little bit.»
«Okay, what the hell was that all about?» asked Omori. «You were the first one to complain when I wouldn’t share my plans with you, what gives?»
Hero joined his hands together. «I’m sorry, really» he ruffled the boy’s hair, making him yelp and blush. «But I couldn’t speak there. Please, continue to pretend I’m a real doctor, we’ll go visit the cage later.»
«Nice trick, to ask for the villagers to keep clear of the area», said Aubrey. «We’ll be able to check what’s wrong with the stinky boy without problems.»
«That’s the plan», Hero leaned back and crossed his arms, sighing. «I’m not even sure the villagers want to take the first step in helping it.»
«It is weird that they haven’t even attempted to wash the tar off», said Sunny. «But why do that? The access to the woods is closed because of it.»
«Maybe they’re scared», said Basil.
«They don’t want to see the true face of that creature», said Omori. «There is a chance it could be the same creature that has burned the village.»
«But they still keep it hidden, spewing nonsense about how treating it well will help them?» Aubrey scoffed. «This place is creepy.»
«It should be over soon», Hero took a deep breath and brushed his hands on one another. «Shall we go? I think the coast will be clear, now.»
They found the village’s center devoid of people, as they wished. The cage sat alone: the creature had fallen asleep, curled in itself. The black moving mass breathed slowly, and for a moment Sunny thought of Mewo, sleeping peacefully on the couch.
Basil took a look around. «Nobody's here.»
Hero nodded and approached the cage with slow steps, followed by the others.
He got on his knee and placed his hand around one of the bars. «Hey», his voice was soft, the same voice he’d use when he'd comfort them when they were kids. «Don't worry. We're not here to hurt you.»
But the creature didn't wake. It buried its nose in his paws, a bundle of drooping black.
«Let me try!» Kel approached the cage in large strides and Hero moved over to let him kneel where he was before. Kel slid his arm through the bars and touched the creature's nose. «Hey, little buddy», his voice was uncharacteristically quiet, and Sunny wondered if Kel ushered such words while handling Sally. «Hey.»
One single white eye peeked from the coat of tar. Kel's eyes widened, but he didn't retreat his hand. «Hey. My friends and I are here to help you.»
The creature stood still, eyes wide. It started breathing faster.
«He’s scared», said Basil.
«Hey. Don’t worry», Kel repeated, hovering his hand in front of the creature’s nose. It sniffed at it a few times, before raising his eyes towards him.
The creature stood still, while its breathing returned to normal. The black tar on its body swirled and bubbled around its unflinching white eyes. Omori, next to Sunny, tensed up, and the boy knew he was preparing to fight to protect Kel, if needed. Time stopped, the whole group waiting for its reaction.
The creature blinked.
And licked Kel's hand.
Kel gasped, turning his head around with a grin. «It worked!»
«Good going, Kel!» Aubrey whispered, the tension dissipating.
«Hey», Hero knelt down next to his brother, facing the creature. «Are you hurt? What do you need help with?»
The creature emitted a low noise, similar to a whimper, before shaking his head, like a dog trying to shake off water from his fur.
«You’re trying to remove this coat of tar, huh?» said Hero. «But you’re scared of water…»
«Maybe napkins will do?» said Basil, before looking at the creature. «A really big napkin…»
It was at that moment that Sunny noticed it. On the body’s creature, a small patch of white broke through the tar, right under its ear.
«Look», he pointed at it. The group followed his gaze, but moments after they did, the tar made its way downwards once more, covering the white patch.
«Was that its true color?» asked Omori.
«Maybe if we take it for a walk it’ll shake off all the tar», said Aubrey.
«We gotta open the cage!» Kel jumped to his feet and reached the padlock on the left side of the door. He frowned. «Aubrey?»
She sighed. «Right», she rummaged in her pocket as she approached the padlock, and she retrieved a paper clip. «Good thing I saved this thing from Roboheart.»
In a matter of seconds, the door of the cage opened in its squeaky glory. The creature raised its head, eyes wide, and sniffed the air.
«C’mon», said Hero. «Let’s get you out of there.»
He motioned with his hand, as the creature slowly stood on its feet. It was bigger, much bigger than any of them expected. But they stood still, following the towering beast with their eyes. It seemed uncertain at first, sniffing the air out of the cage and looking around. Drips of tar fell on the floor, leaving small black puddles. After a few tentative steps, the creature left the cage behind, ears flattened and head low.
«Hey, don’t worry», Kel touched its cheek. «Let’s go for a walk, buddy!»
The creature nuzzled in the hand a bit, before taking a few more steps. It sniffed the air once more before it turned towards one of the paths that entered the village. And, without hesitation, it sprinted in one of them.
«Hey, wait!» Kel was quick to follow it, soon followed by his friends.
They followed the trail of tar drops on the bricked roads, winding down the village’s paths until they led them outside the village and up a hill, when they reached an open space devoid of trees and scorched ground. The blue grass was healthy and strong in there. Out of breath, the group looked as the creature showed all its happiness of being finally free by rolling on the ground, paws up in the air.
Sunny couldn’t help but smile at such a sight. And Kel, overwhelmed by much more energy than usual, started jumping around the creature, raising his arms to get its attention.
Hero’s voice broke the moment. «Kel, be careful», but it wasn’t laced with its usual seriousness.
«Don’t worry, Hero!» Kel winked. «He’s a good boy! You’re a good boy, aren’t you?»
The creature turned towards Kel, before rolling on its side and raising itself up with its paws, black drops trickling down from its body, sullying the ground beneath with black puddles. Kel grinned, positioning himself in the same way Sunny had seen him do when playing with Hector: knees bent and hands outstretched, as if ready to catch a ball. The creature accepted the invite and jumped on him, pinning him to the ground.
«Kel!» Sunny’s legs moved even before he could think, but the fear dissipated once he saw the creature licking Kel’s face.
«He’s just like Hector!» he exclaimed between one lick and another, and Sunny couldn’t help but laugh. At that sound, the creature stopped tormenting Kel and turned its head towards Sunny.
And his laughter also stopped, and he couldn’t even blink before a weight pushed him down, cutting his breath, two firm paws pinning him down by the shoulders. The creature didn’t spare him from its licking.
It ended once he realized his body was light again. Sunny turned around, belly on the ground, and a white glint in Basil’s hand attracted both his and the creature’s attention.
«Come here!» Basil exclaimed, waving his white lightbulb above his head. Aubrey was next to him in a flash, looking at the creature with a careful gaze and hand ready on her bag, but a sign from Basil made her relax.
Omori helped Sunny stand on his feet. «Are you okay? Are you hurt?»
He shook his head. «It’s much gentler than it seems.»
The grass all around them was stained in black, but when they looked at the creature again, white patches broke through the putrid sea they were dipped in.
«It’s working!» Hero exclaimed. «C’mon! Let’s make it play more!»
Everybody joined in the game, while the grass kept turning black. But, as more white patches appeared on the creature, the black puddles on the ground also dissipated, leaving behind the natural blue grass of the glade.
In the end, the creature stopped in its tracks while chasing Aubrey down the hill. They all stopped, looking at it, while the tar coat fumed and sizzled, bubbles popping on its body. The coat grew, enveloping the creature in a black cocoon. The group gasped, looking at each other with eyes full of worry, before the cocoon shrunk down and it cracked open before them.
A kitten.
A kitten with fur as black as the night looked at them with wide yellow eyes, and for a moment Sunny had to restrain himself from calling Mewo’s name.
Silence fell, puzzled expressions on their faces.
«It’s…» Omori knelt down in front of it, bringing his face closer to the animal. «It’s way smaller than it looked like. And the color’s different too.»
«The tar completely changed its appearance…» Sunny approached the kitten and showed his hand to it. The animal walked closer and, without hesitation, rubbed its head on his palm.
«Well, that’s good», Aubrey smiled. «We solved the creature’s mystery. What now?»
«The path to the woods should be reopened now», said Hero, petting the cat. «We have to bring the good news to the villagers.»
«The creature!»
The yell made them turn around. A small group of the villagers was there, looking at them with wide eyes and mouths agape.
Hero smiled, springing on his feet. «We healed it!», he pointed at the kitten. «Look! The tar is gone!»
A person stepped out from the group, and Sunny recognized him as the man who was tending to the cage. He squinted his eyes, looking at the kitten, who faced his gaze unblinking. Time seemed to stop, when the elder man gasped. «This… this beast…»
Sunny looked at the man, and was met with hatred and fear. «It’s him!» he yelled, pointing at the kitten. «The beast!»
Something grabbed Sunny’s sleeve, and Omori’s voice was close to him when he spoke. «I have a bad feeling about this…»
«It’s him!» exclaimed another woman from the group, stirring the others. «The beast who brought forth the blaze!»
«What?!» Aubrey shrieked, looking at the animal. «It’s a kitten, what are you talking about?!»
«There’s no doubt!» said the elderly man. «That black fur, those yellow eyes… check his paws, if you don’t believe my words!»
«Its paws…?» Hero inquired, while Sunny picked the kitten up, belly-side in front of his friends.
Sunny couldn’t see from that position, but from his friends’ expressions in front of him he knew there was only bad news.
«They’re… singed», Hero poked one of the paws. «This kitten has been in a fire.»
Kel got closer, sniffing it. «And it smells of smoke…»
«It’s a kitten!» Aubrey repeated. «How could this thing burn half the village down!?»
«It’s a demon!» exclaimed one of the villagers.
«Kill it!»
The voices of the enraged crowd swelled up, covering the hill with their rage. Sunny and his friends took a step back, the boy holding the kitten firmly in his arms.
«What do we do…?» asked Kel, voice cracking.
«This is the creature you took care of all together!» exclaimed Hero. «“We must take care of it, or we won’t grow”, what happened to those words?!»
«You don’t understand!» the horde got closer with heavy steps and tongues of fire. The air suffocated them and for a moment Sunny thought that their adventure would end there.
Omori’s voice broke his thoughts. «Run! In the woods!»
They followed the boy down the slope, until they reached the tree line. They jumped in the sea of trunks and leaves that hid the watery sky above, and ran until their legs burned and their lungs were devoid of air. Sunny had his grasp on the cat, its claws slightly bruising his skin, but he didn’t care.
They finally stopped to catch their breath. Even Kel leaned on a tree trunk, his forehead beaded with sweat.
«What the hell happened…?» Aubrey asked between one gulp of air and another, before falling to her knees.
Sunny did the same and the kitten jumped on the ground.
«Are we safe…?» asked Basil, raising his head and looking beyond the trees.
«I think so… for now», Omori nodded. «But we can’t stay here for long.»
«We have to find the Gate», said Sunny. His lungs burned and his head was heavy.
Hero looked at the kitten, sitting in front of his feet. He knelt down and started petting it. Sunny took a glance at his friend. And he realized that he had understood something. The conversation about symbols flashed in his mind, and he thought that Hero had realized something, something he couldn’t possibly begin to comprehend, but that was linked to him in an intimate way.
Hero picked the kitten up. «We can’t leave him here», he brushed its side with his thumb. «He knows the way to the Gate.»
«Does it…he?» asked Kel.
Hero nodded. He took one last look at the sea of trees around them, before letting the animal back on the floor. «C’mon, little buddy. Lead us to the Gate.»
The kitten stood still for a moment, gazing at Hero with his bright yellow eyes, before taking a few silent steps on the blue moss. He sniffed a fallen branch and then, with his tail upright and flicking one ear, he looked at a point beyond them.
He ran in that direction, and they went after him.
They ran among the trees, the trunks and leaves slipping by them and turning into patches of colors, while the screaming and cheers of the villagers came from behind them. The forest murmured with the sounds of their footsteps, until Hero exclaimed. «There it is!»
They stopped, and Kel almost tripped.
A white circle shone bright between two trees, making the blue of the moss and the leaves lighter.
«Yes…that’s it», Omori nodded. «I’m sure of it.»
He then grinned. «Hey, guys. This is our last Gate! We’re almost there!»
«We still need to reach the Beacon», said Aubrey.
«And we have to help you with your lightbulb», Sunny added.
Kel nodded. «Right!»
«I already said that–» Omori sighed. «You know what? Do what you want», he crossed his arms and pouted.
Basil pulled him into a hug. «You won’t be free of us so soon, Omori.»
«Hey, Hero?» Kel walked closer to his brother, who was standing in front of the Gate, still as a statue if not for his breathing. «Are you okay?»
He jumped, before turning around to meet his friends’ worried faces. «I… I don’t know», he sighed. «I have no idea what we’ll see in there. Please… whatever happens, let’s promise that we will at least work together until we reach the Beacon.»
«What are you babbling about?» said Aubrey. «Of course we will.»
«We went through thick and thin», said Basil. And smiled. «Hero, everything will be okay. I don’t think there’s something that can stop us, now.»
Sunny nodded. «Basil’s right, Hero», he had never been a person good with words, but his friends had accepted him for how he was, and he was grateful for that. He knew that Hero was aware that he would have been with him until the end, despite everything. Sunny owed that to him, after all his help during that year when he started building his life again from the scattered pieces of his previous one.
«Everything will be okay, Hero», Kel pulled him in a side hug. «Don’t worry!»
Hero nodded. «Right. Why am I worrying?»
«Because you’re a worrywart!» Kel lightly punched his shoulder. «You’re lucky you got us.»
He chuckled. «Right. I really am.»
He took a deep breath and looked at the Gate once more. From far away, among the trees, echoed the yells of the villagers’ crowd. They took each other’s hands and, in one jump, went in the Gate.
Notes:
“Kel plays with a giant dog” - I can check that item off from my checklist :)
also yes the change from dog to cat was intentional
Next is Hero's Gate! What horrors will they find waiting within?
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Chapter 38: The Third Gate
Summary:
The Third Gate.
Notes:
TW: mentions of suicide attempt, mentions of depersonalization
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Chapter Text
When Hero opened his eyes, blinding white greeted him.
White floor and white walls, so bright that no inch of a shadow had a chance to survive. His nose tickled and he recognized the pungent smell of antiseptic. A continuous beeping sound was close to him, but he didn’t dare look for its source. His body was heavy with tiredness, and he was standing upright only by holding something he couldn’t see.
Hero wondered when was the last time he had slept, for he could barely keep his eyelids open, but something forced him to stay awake, a gnawing thought and sense of duty that suppressed the tiredness.
He barely made out the shape of a chair next to him, but somebody was sitting there. He didn’t know who it was, his own mind too clouded, but they were crying, bawling their eyes out.
A great weight was pulling his chest. It hurt to breathe. He wanted to cry, but he knew he couldn’t.
Why?
How could this happen?
The brief thoughts passed his mind, and he recognized them as his own, but from another time. The body was using all its energy to keep it together, as the crying next to it didn’t stop.
His worry urged him to check on the crying person, and he forced himself to turn around.
Aubrey.
Aubrey was on the chair. Crying. Hero had barely recognized her the first time he had seen her that day at the lake, with that hair of blinding pink, but now he couldn’t help but feel a burst of affection whenever he saw her.
But she was crying. Hero knew he’d have to comfort her, but right in that moment his body felt heavy and his mind was so distant, he thought the only thing he could do was not cry to make things worse.
He spotted Kel. He was standing in front of him, on the other side of whatever thing he was holding that was keeping him upright. His brother wasn’t crying, but his face was shadowed by a thick coat of sadness, an emotion he hadn’t seen in years and that he wished he’d never see again.
Hero didn’t know the source of his own sadness in that moment. But Kel and Aubrey were too, so he thought it was natural.
And then his eyes fell down. A bed with white sheets. Somebody occupied it.
Oh no.
Hero didn't want to look. It was a sorry sight, one that clawed at his heart. But his head moved on its own accord.
In that moment in time, it had been four years since the last time he had seen Basil, not counting the moment when he had saved him in the lake. He had seen him both happy and sad when they were younger, both when he was overjoyed when a flower would bloom and miserable when they would die.
But he had never seen him in such a state. His eyes had sunk into his skull, thick black bags under them, the purple hue of a bruise circling one of them. The bright and lively skin of his face had turned pale and pulled down. He looked like a corpse, if it weren’t for the regular breathing rising from the sheets and the beep of the machinery next to him.
Memories of blood and panic crashed into him. The piercing yell pulling him out from his sleep. The frantic footsteps to Basil's room. Aubrey's and Polly's tears. The blood.
God, the blood.
Sunny laid curled in a pool of his blood. Basil was next to him, frantic breathing, a silver glint in his hand.
Hero didn’t think, his instincts overshadowing everything else.
Check for pulse and breathing. The patient is alive but bleeding profusely. Put pressure on the wound to minimize the loss of blood.
The eye! The eye! Sunny has been stabbed in the eye !
The ambulance's sirens. The flashes of red and blue in the garden. The two boys carried away.
Only later Hero pieced everything together.
Basil had stabbed Sunny in the eye with his garden shears.
Only much later Hero realized that Sunny had stopped Basil's suicide attempt.
To him, it only meant that he had failed. He had failed his friends. Again.
He had left them alone, to their own terms, to their own suffering. That’s why Hero had stayed in the hospital, going back and forth between Sunny’s and Basil’s rooms. Since the visiting hours would start until the very end of the day: he’d be the first one to enter, and the last one to come out. He had barely slept during those days his friends had been unconscious.
(It was only a matter of days, the doctors had said. The two boys were fine. Hero was glad.)
But he kept pacing back and forth in those hospital hallways. An attempt to quell the guilt burning his chest, an attempt to be forgiven. He had abandoned them. Would his friends forgive him?
Kel had recounted to him all his attempts to convince Sunny to open his door. Was Sunny disappointed, when he realized that only Kel looked for him, and not Hero?
Would Sunny and Basil forgive him?
He didn’t know. So he kept walking.
And in that moment, trapped inside a body that moved on its own accord, reliving one of his worst memories, Hero remembered. He remembered the pain and guilt and remorse and desperation. He thought he had put an end to all of that. Locked those emotions in a cage far away, and focused on what truly mattered: keeping his friends and brother safe once more. Mari was gone, but he wasn’t, so he had to take her mantle.
He didn’t want to be there. That was something that had passed: he now had other things to take care of. How were the others holding up? He wished he could walk away from Basil’s bed and leave, but his body was firm in place, still anchored by the guilt.
Leave! Leave! Don’t let the others see–
The door opened. As if on cue, they all turned their heads towards it.
And there he was.
Sunny.
Deadly thin Sunny. Little Sunny barely looked alive. His hospital gown hung from his shoulders, but they were too thin and the cloth slightly slipped down, showing much more skin than intended. His slippers seemed too big for him, a large space around his feet. The white patch over his right eye covered most of his face, making him seem smaller.
Hero’s body was filled with worry. He couldn’t blame it, but he knew what was happening.
«Sunny», he said, his mouth moving on his own accord. «You shouldn’t be here! The wound might reopen…»
The boy shook his head.
«I…»
«C'mon, don't be a dummy», Aubrey's tough act was ruined by her voice cracked by tears as she stood up from the chair. «Let's go back to your room.»
«No!»
Hero knew. Hero knew everything that was going to happen.
But back then, he didn’t, and he still searched for meaning in Sunny’s actions.
«I…» Sunny's voice had never been loud. But that time it was so clear.
He wished that he could close his eyes and let everything disappear. He wanted that to end.
But he knew it'd be useless.
«I have to tell you something.»
He knew he couldn’t do anything but watch.
«I killed Mari.»
Hero had already heard those words once, but no matter his familiarity with them, they still sounded unnatural. Words that should have never existed, in any shape or form.
«W-what?» Hero’s voice croaked out. He remembered. The confusion and shock. The faint light of relief. The sheer disgust. «Sunny. What are you saying?»
The little boy was trembling. Tears started welling up in his eyes, but he kept talking. «I… she fell down the stairs. I was the one who pushed her.»
In that moment, those words made no sense. Sunny hurt Mari? And he had killed her? Absolute nonsense. This was Sunny , the shy boy who would touch everything with the utmost care, fearing hurting inanimate objects.
To Hero, though, one year had allowed him to settle that unnatural thought in the order of the new reality. He had time to accept that as the truth.
His past self didn’t. He had no idea of what he’d go through soon. Hero wished he could hold his own hand and reassure him that everything was alright. That, yes, Sunny had killed his sister, but they were friends again. Sunny was healthier and was living a good life in the city. They had kept in touch, like promised.
Hide the relief in the eyes of others, Hero.
Things really were fine.
«S-Sunny», Aubrey was fire and ice together, tears in her eyes and teeth gritting. «Why…? How could you…»
Sunny stood still, trembling. Hero's body was frozen in place. His mind screamed at himself to get a move on, to walk over to his friend and encourage him to speak.
It’ll be fine, Sunny. We’ll still be here. It won’t be immediate, but I promise you we will forgive you .
But his body was stuck in place, confusion anchoring his feet to the ground.
And finally, after what seemed like eons, Sunny spoke. «We were preparing for our recital», Hero hadn’t noticed it the first time around, too focused on the words themselves as if they were a safe line to a place that made more sense, but Sunny really was struggling to speak. It just made Hero want to claw his way out of his body and be next to him once more. «I was tired of my mistakes. Mari was tired of my mistakes. My fingers hurt. I wanted to stop. She didn’t.»
He sniffled, brushing his healthy eye with his sleeve. «I… I… I was so angry. I threw the violin down the stairs.»
The tears didn’t stop. Sunny kept brushing them off, but they kept coming. Nobody dared to move in the hospital room.
«Sunny, you…» Kel’s voice was laced in pain and grief.
But Sunny fell down, knees on the ground. «She started screaming at me. I got scared, I wanted to go away, I was so confused and afraid , but she moved in front of me. And I… and I…»
«I pushed her. She fell down the stairs…»
At each hiccup, his body convulsed. And Sunny was left there, crying on the floor.
Hero’s world crumbled down. Nothing made sense anymore.
But, as Hero felt his younger mind go into static, he knew he couldn’t do anything but watch.
Sunny kept talking, explaining how Basil arrived shortly after, how he concocted the idea to make it look like a suicide.
Nobody will know , he had said. You will be safe, Sunny…
It was so sick and revolting . And relieving .
Hero’s head started spinning as his throat closed up, bile piling up.
It didn’t matter how many times Hero heard that, both in his nightmares and in his memories, the recounting of how two of his best friends desecrated the corpse of the love of his life never made sense.
But at least it was over.
The storm had passed. Hero knew the present well enough to know what truly mattered. But his body wasn’t of the same idea. There was one certain feeling that broke through the confusion and worry and fear.
Hero knew he couldn’t do anything but watch, as relief washed over his mind.
Followed by disgust.
How could Hero feel relieved ? Sunny admitted he killed his sister. But there he was, Hero thinking it was a relief . Relief that Sunny would have to bear the effect of such harrowing actions on his small shoulders. Relief at the thought that it hadn’t been Hero’s fault.
I'm so sorry, my friends.
Sunny was crumpled on the ground, crying his eyes out.
But he was the one who had killed Mari.
The source of all his pain. Of all his friends’ pain. Even Basil had suffered because of him, did he not?
Stop.
Hero hoped his past self could hear him, to no avail. The hate and rage and disgust festered inside of him, gushing a wound far too big to be closed.
Please, stop. It was an accident.
Hero remembered. He remembered those feelings. They burned him in guilt, he didn’t wish to hurt Sunny, he wanted him to be well.
But those thoughts were there, reminding him of his greatest sin.
So he had locked them away, letting his sense of affection overpower the hatred.
But his mind didn’t stop. Those thoughts continued to swirl and push him, prompting him to do something , anything to keep the anger at bay.
Sunny hurt everybody. Sunny killed Mari.
Stop!
The sounds of footsteps interrupted his thoughts, and Hero was glad for that.
Kel was the first one, he remembered. Back then, he didn’t know what inner strength allowed him to walk toward Sunny, crying figure on the ground.
He remembered how his hands had curled into fists, taking that action as a betrayal. But one year had allowed that feeling to change and Hero, in that moment, was proud of his little brother.
Kel told Sunny words Hero couldn’t hear, but the boy didn’t stop crying. Sunny was clawing at the floor before Kel took his hands and pulled him into a hug, and he clawed at his shirt.
«Kel!» Aubrey’s voice rang loud above the hiccups. Her eyes were puffed and swollen in red, and she looked at Hero as if to find some reassurance, but he had none to give, in that moment. «How… how can you?»
«It was an accident, Aubrey», he said. «Do you… do you really think Sunny would have hurt Mari intentionally?»
He pulled his friend closer. «And… I don’t want to lose him again.»
«You… you!» Aubrey gritted her teeth and whipped her head to the ground. She walked away, her shoes squeaking on the white floor, and closed the door behind her.
Hero wanted to follow her. He wanted to make sure she was fine, but his body didn’t move.
He met Kel’s eyes. He remembered how he was looking for an answer in his brother's gaze. A key to the same strength he had. Sunny’s hiccups had subsided, but his face was still buried in his friend’s chest.
«Hero?»
«I’m sorry», his own voice answered. «I…» his chest hurt. Everything hurt. Everything was spinning and he just needed a respite. «Sorry. I need a moment.»
He needed to breathe.
The body didn’t have the courage to look at Sunny while he walked out of the room. He heard Kel’s voice behind him, but he didn’t stop.
The pristine white hallways of the hospital didn’t do anything to quell his confusion.
Hero stayed still, looking at how his body walked in the hallways, listening to his own footsteps clicking on the floor.
A door got his attention.
The wide sky greeted him as he stepped on the roof.
A piece of the railing had fallen off. He took a mental note to warn somebody of how dangerous that was, and he steered clear of that place.
He took a deep breath.
So, all the source of his pain for the past four years had been Sunny. And Basil had desecrated Mari's corpse.
It was an accident.
His mind still couldn't wrap itself around that. It sounded so illogical, so unreal.
It made no sense.
But sometimes reality didn’t make sense, did it?
«Hero? Are you okay?»
A worried voice made him turn around. Aubrey was pale, eyes wide as they darted towards a point behind him.
Hero followed her gaze. The missing part of the railing. «Oh, I'm gonna tell a nurse about that later. Be careful, alright?»
She sighed in relief and approached him.
«How are you holding up?» She asked, hands in her pockets.
«I don't know.»
«Same.»
A moment of silence.
«I am so angry,» she finally spoke. «Sunny killed her! And Basil faked it as a suicide! And they kept it from us for all these years!»
«They must have had their reasons.»
«We were friends! Why did they…»
She let out an exasperated growl and stomped her foot. «I don't know how I should be feeling. I want to punch them but at the same time I don’t want to.»
Hero bit his tongue before he could say "Same".
«We are under no obligation to forgive them,» he said, instead.
Aubrey raised her head, eyes wide. «What are you…»
«We don't have to forgive them if we don't want to», he repeated.
«How can you say that?! They’re our friends!»
«I know, but…»
«And weren’t you the one who said that we should be together for one another?! You said that yesterday!»
«Yesterday everything was different!»
The world hadn’t come crumbling down. Everything still held some sense.
Now, nothing did anymore.
But it will, someday.
Hero looked at the clear sky above them, as if it could offer him the answer he was looking for.
«Oh, that’s where you were!»
Kel barged in, a forced smile on his face. «You worried me!»
«Sorry», Aubrey responded, a rare display of guilt on her face. «I just needed some air.»
«I can’t blame you…» Kel sighed. «I accompanied Sunny back into his room. I wanted to check on Basil, but…»
He didn’t finish his sentence, letting silence fall. A cloud passed by above them, shadowing them. Aubrey ducked, tracing her fingers over the bricks beneath her feet, as Kel looked at them both.
«So… what do we do now?» asked Aubrey.
«I’m staying here for a little while», said Kel. «Then I’m going to check on Basil and Sunny again.»
«What?» Hero turned towards him.
«Kel, how did you find the strength to forgive him?» asked Aubrey.
His eyes widened. «I… well. I don’t know if I did, to be honest.»
«Huh? Both Hero and I had to leave, while you were there, hugging him.»
«Yeah, but… don’t get me wrong, Aubrey. I’m as shocked as you are. I feel betrayed. Sunny and Basil kept this horrible secret for years, making us all suffer for something we didn’t even have any hand on. But… I just want my friends back. It was an accident. I just… prefer to see them as my friends, you know?»
And, in that moment, for Hero both past and present, everything clicked. A light shed on his mind, dissipating every inch of cloud of doubt and rage.
Right.
This is so easy.
It’s the only thing I can do.
You already know the answer… you just need to find the question.
I wonder now… would things be different, if I had found it earlier?
For how long can its light even guide me?
When Hero opened his eyes, he was in a dark place.
Black and darkness as far as the eye could see.
Blurry memories of him returning to Sunny’s room flashed in his mind. He had talked to him, apologized for leaving so abruptly, and promised him that he’d be there for him, despite everything.
He had forced those words out from his mouth, pushing down the anger, locking it far away, covering it so that nobody else, not even himself, would see it again.
Sunny seemed unsure at first, but when he squeezed Hero’s hand back, the older boy felt a slight sense of peace pervading him.
He wondered if Mari had granted him that gift.
When he returned to see Basil, he had already woken up. A smile was on his face.
“Sunny told me everything” , and then, he started crying.
Hero and Kel stayed with him until he felt better.
They didn’t see Aubrey for some time, after that. Hero checked up on her, just to let her know that, despite what she’d choose to do, she wasn’t alone.
And, one day, Hero saw her name appear in the group chat they all shared.
And that’s how he knew they were together once more.
But, in that darkness, Hero stood still.
He didn’t know if he still held the courage to go back to his friends. How could he, after those sickening reveals about himself?
Would Sunny and Basil forgive him? What would Kel think of his brother who was happy to see that such a burden was on his best friend's shoulders?
Remember… from darkness, you can create your own reality .
Hero blinked.
Light poured through.
«Hero!»
He smiled.
It was a clear spring day. The lake shone, and the sun bathed the picnic blanket in sunlight. He could hear Kel and Aubrey bickering over a cookie, while Basil showed a book to Sunny.
And Mari was there, waving at him with her gentle smile.
And, for a moment, everything made sense again.
Notes:
oh boi is hero in for a treat :)
also, I want to say that I hope I did this chapter justice. It's actually been very difficult to write, and I really hope you'll like it!
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Chapter 39: Three Chains Broken
Summary:
Three Chains Broken.
Notes:
*appears after three weeks*
hey how's it hangingThanks for 35k views!!! I'm glad you're all enjoying the story!
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Chapter Text
When Sunny opened his eye, the bright purple sky greeted him.
He stood still, following one of the golden figures in its walk above his head, before something clicked in his mind. It had been a fair bit of time since the last time he had seen that sky, so used to the watery expanse that had accompanied them during the last stretch of their journey.
He winced.
Right.
The Gate.
Sunny took a deep breath. He closed his eyes, while his hands grabbed handfuls of grass. And then he held his breath, as if he could make time stop and, when he’d let that out, he’d be in a better place. But, when he exhaled, that didn’t happen.
The same purple sky greeted him.
The same wind tickled his skin.
The thoughts he tried to keep at bay crushed onto him.
The confession.
So that was Hero’s Gate.
The culmination of his own personal journey, the result of his battle against Omori.
The moment where five stories met their end, to start a new one together.
Sunny laid there, motionless, as blade of grass poked his cheek but he paid it no mind. He didn’t want to get up. He didn’t know if he held the courage to face his friends again. The pain that had started to subside in the recent months now burned in his chest anew, and in an attempt to quell it he grabbed his chest, wrinkling his shirt, but it didn’t help.
I am so sorry .
Tears ran down his cheeks, hiccups hurting his chest, and he didn’t know for how long he stayed there.
He knew that he had hurt his friends. He knew that they had gone through four horrible years because of him.
He cried, remembering Hero’s shock and desperation, that in that moment felt like his . His frantic clinging at the feelings and memories of a friendship that connected them all to keep the rage at bay, like a lighthouse in the middle of a stormy sea.
Sunny didn’t mind that Hero was angry at him. He truly didn’t. Sunny had been angry at himself for a long time too, after all.
But Hero had tried so hard, for him, for all of them.
His tears didn’t stop falling, as he thought about all the messages he’d send him. The constant check-ups to see if he was doing well, if he had eaten, if he had studied, if he needed any help.
How hard must have it been, for him?
The strength Hero must have mustered to make those calls, to send those messages.
Still sobbing, he couldn’t wait anymore. He raised himself on his feet with the help of his hands, brushed the tears from his face and the dirt from his pants. He waited a bit, regaining his breath, before looking around.
The Playground looked as abandoned as ever. And, as if following an unknown premade decision, he started walking towards the monkey bars.
«Oh, Sunny», Basil was the first to notice him, greeting him with a small wave of the hand.
Weary smiles and tired eyes all around, that’s how Sunny found his friends, reunited under the monkey bars. Omori sat on the ground, hugging his legs, and acknowledged his presence with a nod.
Hero glanced at him, eyes red and face darkened, before looking at the ground once more.
«Hey», Kel placed a hand on Sunny’s shoulder. His voice was quieter than usual. «How are you holding up?»
Sunny didn’t answer. He didn’t want to think about that, so he didn’t have an answer to give. There was a more pressing matter in his mind, but he reassured Kel with a nod, before gently pushing his hand away.
He walked towards Hero, under the gazes of his friends and blanketed by the silence of the Playground, wondering if he was doing the right thing, if Hero was scared of him or if he was scared of himself. All because of what Sunny had done.
He had ruined him. With a single push, he hadn’t only killed Mari, but also his life and his friends.
But it was time to heal. Like Basil liked to repeat, it was in the past.
Things may have become different, but that doesn’t mean they can’t be good.
Sunny stood still in front of Hero, before wrapping his arms around him in a hug and holding tight. He fought the will of his tears to start flowing, and closed his eye.
The older boy gasped, and Sunny felt him lightly push him away, but he didn’t falter, pulling him closer.
«Thank you», Sunny said. «I know I’ve said it many times already, but… thank you.»
No, this is not enough.
«Thank you for checking up on me. For making sure I was okay. For believing in me. Thank you… for everything.»
There were many more words he wished to say, but they were stuck in his throat. He buried his face in Hero’s shirt.
I’m not angry at you. I’m not angry at you for leaving me alone during those four years. I’m not angry because you hated me back at the hospital.
I’m not angry at your relief when you heard my confession.
Under his grip, Sunny felt Hero shiver. It took him a while before he wrapped his own hands around Sunny. He buried his face in his hair and started sobbing.
New pairs of arms wrapped them. Sunny’s eye peeked from his hideout: the others had joined their hug, silently crying.
Sunny didn’t know for how long they stayed there, together. But he didn’t mind. He thought that they all needed that.
When they finally sat down on the grass, all their eyes were red with tears. They huddled together, trying to find a sliver of comfort in the silence of the abandoned Playground.
Sunny felt lighter. He remembered a similar feeling after he confessed to his friends. A new sense of dedication arose in his chest and, for a moment, he realized that he couldn’t wait to return home. Not because he was tired of the journey, but because it was the only way he could finally accomplish his new life. He had to get out of there. He had to return home, return to his life. Be with his friends.
He hoped everyone else shared his feelings.
«Hey, Hero», Kel sniffed, getting their attention. «I have to ask you something.»
«What is it?»
«What happened back there… did you…» he stopped and scratched his head. His eyes squinted, as if the words he was looking for were hidden in the grass in front of him, until he gave up and sighed. «Okay. How you reacted… after talking to Aubrey and I on the roof… when you returned to Sunny and Basil, was it because of me?»
Hero flinched, surprised. «Well… yeah?»
Kel winced, as if he was fearing those exact words. «Was that… a good thing?»
Hero smiled. «Kel, it was exactly what I needed. You helped me remember something very important.»
«Yeah, but… man, I don’t know how to explain this. I mean… What I did is what worked for me. I just wanted to see Basil and Sunny as my friends once more. So… it’s okay. For me» he beat his hand on his chest a couple of times. «But what about you? Did I force you to forgive them?»
Hero looked down. His face cast with a shadow of sadness, but Sunny had no courage to talk to him in that moment. So he stayed still, between Basil and Omori, waiting for his words.
«You see… what I needed was something that could help me understand what I had to do. And you gave me just that» Hero pressed his lips together. «You know I… I needed some time before I forgave them, you know.»
He turned towards them. «I’m sorry.»
Basil shook his head. «You don’t have no apologize.»
Sunny nodded.
«And, if we gotta be honest…» Aubrey bit her lip. Her eyes were still puffy with tears. «We should be the ones who should to apologize to you, Hero.»
«H-huh? Why?»
«You also needed our help… we should have helped one another, but instead we ended up relying on you, like we always did when we were kids» she crossed her arms, more angry at herself than anyone else. «I… you were there for me. Made sure I wouldn’t do anything stupid. But I never even thought of checking up on you.»
Kel sighed. «I feel awful. I never even asked if you were okay with everything.»
«Hey, it’s okay!» Hero tried to reassure them. «It’s okay. I don’t blame any of you.»
«Yeah, but…» Kel passed a hand in his hair, letting his frustration out. «Remember our talk back in Sweetheart’s Castle? I really feel awful.»
Sunny furrowed his brow. «Your… talk?»
«We had a… heart to heart between brothers. Or something of the sort.»
«Hey», Hero’s voice turned softer. His eyes glanced to each of his friends, before ending on Kel. «We can’t be sad for something that we should have done. Believe me», his eyes darkened. «That line of thought will just bring you down and give you no closure.»
«Right», Aubrey sniffed, letting out a small chuckle. «We gotta do our best with our time now.»
«Do you want my opinion on this, guys?» Omori’s voice broke the conversation. For a moment, Sunny had forgot that Omori was with them too, silent as he was. «I think you aren’t giving yourself enough credit.»
Sunny tilted his head in confusion. «What do you mean?»
«Look at you! Despite everything, you still worked together while being trapped in here! The Gates didn’t stop you! If anything, I think that being together is what made you all stronger.»
He then stopped, a slight dust of pink flashing on his cheeks, and he raised his shoulders in an attempt to hide them. «So… I don’t think you have anything to worry about.»
«I agree with you, Omori», said Hero. «But it’s good that we talk about it. These kind of things can fester…»
«I would know something about that…» Sunny murmured.
But, before his mind could spiral in unpleasant what ifs , something pressed against his side. He turned around and found Basil huddling closer to him, hugging his legs. He was shivering, and he’d think he was cold, if the temperature there in Headspace had always been perfect so far. «Hey, Basil?»
The boy jumped, looking at the voice next to him. His friend was pale, eyes wide. Worry surged in his chest. «Basil? Are you alright?»
His tone must have alarmed the others, for they all turned around towards them.
«I’m… I’m alright.»
«Are you?» Kel squinted his eyes. «You look a bit pale to me.»
Hero placed a hand on his forehead, before Omori stopped him with a frown. «I don’t think you can get sick here.»
Hero blushed. «R-right.»
«You are a bit more skittish than usual», Aubrey knelt down. «You okay?»
«I told you! I’m fine!»
She furrowed her brow and raised her hands. «Okay, if you say so…»
«And, by the way…» the glint of a small smile appeared on Basil’s face, but it didn’t give color back to his face. «We still haven’t seen your white lightbulb, Hero.»
«Oh!» Hero smiled and rummaged in his pocket, before fishing out the white lightbulb, his pale light shining.
Omori’s eyes widened, like he had just seen a treasure. «Here we are!» He smiled. «Our last lightbulb!»
Five heads turned towards him, and he froze, like a deer stuck in the headlights.
«What?» Aubrey scoffed. «We still miss yours.»
«You don’t need mine to return home.»
«And? We don’t care. We’re helping you out, whether you like it or not. Am I right, guys?»
A chorus of “Of course!”s rang between all of them, and Sunny raised a thumbs up for good measure. Aubrey nodded, proud. «See?»
Omori shook his head, sighing. «Seriously, why? Why do you even care so much?»
«Because, despite everything», Kel pulled him in a side hug. «You’re still our friend.»
«Even after I…» he sighed, and shook his head, a small smile on his lips. «Right, right. Even if what I did wasn’t good it doesn’t mean I can’t do better now… and blah blah.»
Kel burst out laughing, pulling him closer and ruffling his hair. The tense air around them dissipated with their laughter, and even Basil seemed to regain a bit of color, although the shadow of anxiety still lurked in his eyes.
«So», Hero got on his feet, putting his hands on his hips. «Any idea where we should go?»
Omori shrugged. «I have no idea. If we go by Headspace’s standards, there’s only one place left to visit. Excluding Black Space, of course. And I’m not taking Snowglobe Mountain into consideration, since I never finished building that place.»
«Where was that?»
«Snowglobe Mountain?»
Hero nodded.
«Its entrance was supposed to be in Otherworld. Why?»
«We could check it out. An unfinished place does sound suspicious to me.»
Basil shivered, rubbing his arms. «That’d mean climbing that ladder again, right…?»
«That won’t be a problem!» Kel pumped his fist in air. «If anything happens, Omori here will help us out.»
Omori sighed, before wiggling his way out of Kel’s grip. The boy stared at him in confusion, as Omori faced them. «Are you sure about this? I mean, we could just wait for Daddy Longlegs to tell us where the Beacon is.»
«Why are you so stubborn about this, Omori?» asked Sunny. «Are you… scared?»
Omori froze, as if those words had just hit his weak spot. «I…» he bit his lip. «I mean… I have no idea what I am suppressing. I was made to suppress! I don’t even know if I can deal with it…»
Sunny stood up and placed a hand on his shoulder. «Another reason to keep going, then.»
Omori stared at him, but Sunny didn’t falter. «I hate you», he whispered, but Sunny just chuckled and pulled him into a hug.
«However, I think Omori’s right about waiting for Daddy Longlegs», said Hero. «I wouldn’t want to miss him.»
«Why don’t we ask him if he knows where the Gate is?» said Aubrey.
«He won’t answer», said Omori. «I’m not supposed to have one in the first place.»
«Do you have any idea of what it might show?» asked Basil.
Omori stood still, nuzzling a bit into Sunny’s arm, his eyes darting to the grass as if he could read the answer in the swaying blades.
«Maybe», he finally answered. He raised his gaze towards Sunny. «You probably know what it is.»
Sunny frowned. Of course. Omori and him shared everything, and Sunny was confident enough that he knew him well. And, once again, he realized how much Omori had changed during that journey: seeing him afraid and anxious, all emotions that didn’t belong to him, and now on his path to change himself. And now, scared of his own memories.
«The moment when you failed», he said. «That’s a thing you’d want to suppress.»
Omori nodded.
«What do you mean?» asked Hero.
«The moment this guy’s lightbulb turned white», Omori pointed at Sunny with his thumb. «And the moment he beat me with a violin.»
Sunny scoffed. «I didn’t beat you with a violin…»
«I see you have broken all three Chains, children.»
The familiar, yet criptic, voice made them turn around. Daddy Longlegs towered over them, everlasting lantern hanging from his law, faceless head looking down at them.
«Yeah!» Omori broke free from Sunny’s grasp. «See? We did it!»
«I am proud of you, children. The lights you have acquired here will now be able to lead you back home, and into a clearer reality.»
«Oh yeah, hold on a sec», Aubrey dug her hand in Omori’s pocket, making him yelp, but she was faster than him when she raised the gray lightbulb. «What can you tell us about this?»
Daddy Longlegs stood still for a moment, before lowering his head to see better. «What is this that you hold, child?»
«A gray lightbulb, as you can see. This little guy had it.»
«A new light?» he got up again, towering over them once more. «This does not matter, child. The Chains have already been broken. This light won’t guide you anywhere. You are free.»
«See?» Omori snagged the lightbulb from the girl’s hands. «I told you.»
«And I already told you that we don’t care», she faced Daddy Longlegs once more. «It’s okay if that light won’t help us or stuff like that. We want to make it turn white.»
«We want to help Omori», Basil added.
Daddy Longlegs stood silent for some moments. With his face devoid of characteristics, Sunny couldn’t even begin to surmise what it was thinking, but, when he spoke, his voice was veiled with sadness. «I am afraid I cannot help you, children.»
«That’s bullshit!»
«Aubrey!» Hero gently pulled her behind him. «I’m really sorry, Daddy Longlegs. We’re just worried for our friend here, you see.»
«That is a remarkable virtue, children. But I would advise you not to stay here for too long. While the doors will remain open, they will be so only as long as your lights will shine white.»
«Yeah, and?» Aubrey scoffed.
«It is very easy to extinguish a light, children. You would do well to be careful.»
Basil gasped. «Does that mean that our lightbulbs could turn black again?»
«Can they?!»
They turned towards Daddy Longlegs.
«It is a possibility, among many.»
The group shared worried glances, at a loss of words.
Sunny knew well enough. The temptation of the oblivion. The sweet invite of the dreamworld had always been there, he had just done a good job at keeping it away, also thanks to his friends. But he knew. He knew how easy it would be to fall again, if one wasn’t careful enough. But, despite everything, he wasn’t worried about his own lightbulb.
He looked at his friends.
«Don’t worry», he said. «We will be alright.»
He’d make sure to. He had made a mistake, back in the Last Resort, letting Hero far away from him. He wouldn’t repeat the same mistake again.
Hero nodded. «Right. You’re right.»
Omori took a few steps towards Daddy Longlegs. «And where are we supposed to find the Beacon?»
«The Beacon you seek lies far at the end of the railroad lines, in a shimmering place known as Orange Oasis.»
«And that’s another familiar name» Omori turned towards the other. «The last place of Headspace.»
«It has been an honor to help you, children» Daddy Longlegs looked at them one by one. «I do hope the broken chains will allow you for lighter lives to be bestowed upon you.»
«The railroad he’s referring to isn’t at the crossroads», said Omori. «We’ll have to get out of the Playground with the other route», he pointed at the other side of the field. «That’s where the Vast Forest is.»
«But we’re going to Otherworld first, aren’t we?» said Kel.
«Didn’t you hear what he just said? Your lightbulbs could turn black!» Omori stopped, and sighed. «I don’t want that to happen just because you spent too long here helping me.»
«We’ll be alright, Omori», Hero smiled. «Won’t we?»
Kel slapped himself on the cheeks, like Sunny had seen him do to psych himself up before challenging Aubrey to a bet, and nodded. «Yes. We will.»
«C’mon, worrywart», Aubrey pushed him from his back towards the crossroads. «Let’s go. We have a long ladder waiting for us…»
Notes:
Okay! I have an announcement to give.
Since we’re nearing the end of the story, I want to make this last arc very good (I'd like to say "the very best" but I am afraid of disappointing you heh). I have everything outlined, however every time I write, I always let my imagination run wild so sometimes things go out of their plan. Not to mention that I reached that part of the story where I gotta go back and double-check the info that I wrote and stuff. That is to say:
I'd like to stop updating until I have finished all the chapters. So I'll write them all, edit them, and release them in a timely fashion.
I'm not sure how long it'll take, but I think around one month?
Until then, feel free to talk to me on my TumblrThank you for your patience. Your support means a lot and I don’t want to disappoint :)
(On an unrelated note, soon this fanfic will mark its first anniversary! :D)
Chapter 40: New Old Acquaintances
Summary:
Sunny and his friends, in their search for Omori's Gate, end up in the Neighbour's Room. They meet some familiar faces.
Notes:
Heavy TW: mentions of suicide, self-hate. Everything that applies to the fight between Sunny and Omori in-game (dialogues are taken directly from there so).
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The grass mellowed the sounds of their footsteps as Sunny and his friends made their way towards the crossroads for the last time. Sunny stretched his fingers, in and out, in and out, attempting to divert his nervous energy somewhere else. Sure, he had beaten his fear of heights, but the ladder that awaited them still struck him with anxiety and his mind didn’t stop offering horrible scenarios.
They were so close to returning home, he wanted to make sure nothing would prevent them from doing that.
It was while mulling over these thoughts and diverting them to the trust he had decided to place on Omori that he realized that one of them had stayed behind.
He turned around: Aubrey was standing in front of the tree stump, looking at the wooden planks blocking its entrance.
«Aubrey?» he called out to her, making everybody stop on their tracks. «Is something wrong?»
She didn’t answer at first, her eyes squinting at the planks, before she spoke. «I was just thinking about this», she pointed at the stump, without looking at them. «We never checked what's inside this thing, did we?»
Omori dismissed the question with a wave of his hand. «It's the Neighbour’s Room. Pay it no mind.»
«What if your Gate is in there?» asked Basil.
«I doubt that. That place was just a room to hang out, that’s it. Sunny can vouch for me.»
«I think Basil and Aubrey are right. We should check it out», Sunny ignored the look of utter betrayal plastered on Omori’s face. If he didn’t know any better, he would have thought the boy would have used his knife right there.
But Sunny didn’t falter: they were looking for his Gate and they had no clues as to where to look: Neighbour’s Room was a good place as any to start.
And it’d mean delaying the ladder for a little longer.
Hero knelt in front of the entrance, touching the planks. «We'll need to remove these.»
He grabbed one of them and started pulling, gritting his teeth. But, no matter how much strength he applied, the planks didn’t budge.
He stopped, regaining his breath as a few beads of sweat rolled from his forehead. «They're… they’re sturdier than I thought.»
«Omori», Aubrey didn’t raise her gaze from the stump. «Can I borrow your knife?»
«Huh? What for?»
«I can use it to remove these nails.»
Omori crossed his arms. «I'd like to see you try. I doubt those things will come off.»
Aubrey smirked, with a gaze that Sunny had often seen when Kel would challenge her to any of their silly matches.
Challenge accepted .
Sunny knew that Omori would get obliterated.
Hero took the hint and retrieved the knife from his pocket, passing it to the girl.
Without uttering another word, she rolled her sleeves and knelt in front of the wooden planks. Her eyes squinted, dipped in pure focus, while she worked on the nails with the blade, carving little holes around the metals. Sunny wondered if Aubrey had ever found herself in a situation that required to remove nails with a knife instead of a hammer, and why . He took a mental note to invite her over his place someday, maybe a few days out from her home would have done her some good.
Omori was next to them, looking at the girl with a smug expression mixed with curiosity.
And it slowly turned into a frown when the first nail fell on the grass.
It didn’t take long for the others to follow, and Sunny was sure that Omori would have grown paler if his skin wasn’t already paper white.
Aubrey looked at him, a smirk on her face, as she passed the knife back to Hero without flinching her gaze from Omori.
«Wow.»
Omori growled at Sunny. «You're supposed to be on my side!»
«Don’t challenge me ever again, if you don’t want to lose», Aubrey patted his shoulder. «Kel can vouch for me.»
Kel snickered. «You still have to beat me in a race, Aubs~»
«Not my fault that Orange Joe made you a giant!»
«Shall we go in?» Hero tried to mediate, looking at the entrance. «Anything we should be aware of, Omori?»
«No, nothing. The Neighbour’s Room is a safe place.»
«That's good news!» Basil smiled. «Let's see what we will find.»
Crawling down to enter the hole in the stump made Sunny’s chest burst in giddiness, taking back a piece of childhood he had forgotten about. Sunny always found a weird sense of delight at moving in a different way that was deemed usual. Crawling instead of walking, laying down on the bed with the head on the footrest, or just laying down on the ground. The whole world seemed to change, in that moment, and Sunny was happy to have remembered that. His giddiness only increased once his gaze met the interior of the Neighbour’s Room.
A set of stairs in front of them flashed in waves of the colors of the rainbow, touching a pale pink floor down below. Sunny found no signs of the white snake.
From below, the purple leaves of a tree huddled in one of the corners of the room touched the upper floor.
Toys, playing cards and other random items littered the ground, around the legs of an empty table. A hole filled with water lapped in one of the corners,and Sunny briefly wondered where Abbi’s tentacle was, before remembering that this was not his Headspace anymore. A lonely white door stood on the other side of the room.
Kel's gasp made them jump. He was pointing to a point above their heads, mouth agape. «The ceiling!»
Basil followed him with another gasp. «There is no ceiling!»
They all lifted their eyes. Above them the same purple sky they had grown used to continued its walk, its golden images passing through.
Aubrey turned pale, as she stumbled backwards, reaching something with her hands until she grabbed the handrail as if her life depended on it. «Is this room… floating?! Wasn’t this thing underground?!»
«You told us this room was safe!» Hero shrieked.
«It is safe», he simply answered. He pointed with his thumb behind him. «He makes sure it is so.»
Hero followed with his eyes where he was pointing to, and jumped with a yelp, grabbing the first thing he could with his hand, and it was Sunny’s shoulder. «What the hell is that?!»
A giant, yellow creature stood still from outside the room, peeking in with his huge white eyes, following their every movement.
«The Big Yellow Cat», Sunny said.
Aubrey blinked after a long time. «Well. It’s certainly big and certainly yellow…»
Kel tilted his head, scanning the creature. «It looks like that cat in the Faraway Park…»
Basil, head peeking from behind Omori, whispered: «Is it… is it dangerous?»
«He's not. His duty is to protect this place.»
Omori waved at him, and the creature responded with a small wave of his own. The rest of the group followed suit with shaky hands.
«I must admit though, I’m surprised to find him here», Omori turned towards Sunny. «This place must still be close to our Headspace.»
«There are some differences, though, but it must be», said Sunny. «That means you can also use your powers.»
Omori looked at his hands, closing and opening them a couple of times. «I think you're right.»
Silence fell over them.
Right, if Big Yellow Cat was there, it meant that the place was still anchored to the remains of Sunny’s Headspace. Or maybe the new one Omori had built from its ruins.
For some reason, that realization made Sunny feel relieved, although he couldn’t explain why. He guessed that, somehow, it felt like returning home after a long time.
He briefly wondered who else could they find there.
And then, as if on cue, both Sunny and Omori turned pale, eyes widening.
Hero must have noticed it from one of his side glances while he kept close look on the giant cat. «Are you alright? You’re as white as sheets.»
Sunny ignored him. «Omori, if this is your Headspace… does it mean…»
Omori gulped. «I think we should leave.»
«For my dignity, please yes.»
The rest of the group exchanged glances. Aubrey furrowed her brow. «What are you talking about?»
«We must go!» said Omori. «This place is–»
«OMORI! You’re back!»
A shriek broke through the Neighbour’s Room, making everyone jump.
Sunny felt his heart sink. He simply whispered to Omori, shaking his head. «We were too late.»
Omori sighed and moved at the top of the stairs, looking down.
«Hello, Aubrey.»
Sunny was no stranger to embarrassment. Partly due to his shyness, partly due to his reclusive nature, Sunny had often encountered the snickering of his peers, both out of malice or out of friendship. He had seen Mari cover her mouth when he’d trip while walking because he was too busy imagining how it’d be like to fight a cloud dragon in the sky, before his big sister would take his hand to avoid any worst outcomes. Kel was always the first one to laugh when he’d mess something up in a video game because Sunny didn’t want to read the tutorial properly, but that was fine, for Kel barely read them, too.
So, Sunny was quite familiar with the burning sensation on his cheeks and the thoughts of running away and hiding somewhere safe.
But he had never felt like that. Embarrassment so strong, he wished the earth would swallow him whole. He wanted to disappear.
At the bottom of the stairs, looking at them with wide, starry eyes, was a younger looking Aubrey, sporting skin with a purple hue, while her hair was a darker purple. She held a plushie in her hands, while she fixed her eyes on Omori.
Of course. Of course they’d meet the dream versions that Sunny had concocted to keep him company during those four years of reclusion. He was well aware that his past would continue haunting him until his last breath, but he had never expected for that part of his past to do so, too.
«W-wait a second…» the older Aubrey looked at the young girl staring at them, before looking back at Omori. «What’s happening here–»
«Omori!» a gentler voice came through and, before any of them could react, somebody had wrapped his arms around the boy. When his figure finally came into view, the boy was wearing pajamas and had unruly hair. «I’m so glad you’re here! Where have you been? We were so worried!»
«Okay», the older Hero’s voice was stern, but Sunny was sure that he was just doing his best to not lose it. «Maybe we should leave? This is getting uncomfortable pretty fast.»
«Yes please», Sunny said.
«Basil, Basil!» another yell arrived from the bottom of the stairs.
Older Kel grinned. «That’s me! I’d recognize my own voice anywhere!»
And, as if on cue, a younger looking Kel appeared, dragging a younger looking Basil to the bottom of the stairs. He jumped on the spot, pointing at Omori. «Look! Omori is back!»
The younger Basil didn’t respond. He looked at his friend, a gentle smile appearing on his face.
«And who are these people with you?» asked the younger Hero. Then he stopped and furrowed his brow, looking at them, one by one. «They look… familiar.»
«They’re… friends», said Omori. «Anyway, I just wanted to check how you all were doing, we’ll take our leave no–»
«Your hair!» Omori was interrupted by the excited yell of younger Aubrey. She ran at the top of the stairs, eyes glittering, while she strangled Mr. Plantegg in her hands. «Your hair is pink!»
Older Aubrey jumped, her cheeks darkening. She reached towards one of her hair tips. «Yeah… it is.»
«That’s so cool!» the younger girl jumped on her feet. «Pink is my favorite color!»
Aubrey smiled. «It’s mine, too.»
«Blergh!» younger Kel stuck their tongue at them. «Pink is so gross!»
«Hey!» Aubrey stepped in front of her younger self. «You’re not the one to judge!»
«Oh, don’t worry, miss» younger Hero stepped in, an apologetic look on his face. «They’re always fighting, but they always make up later. It’s nothing serious.»
«Yeah, I know», Aubrey relaxed, looking at Kel. «I have a friend like that, too.»
The younger Hero smiled, before turning towards his own brother. «Can you two at least try to not fight when guests are here?»
«Kel started it!»
«It’s not my fault pink is such an ugly color!»
«You’re ugly!»
At that exchange of words, Aubrey stepped out from the feud, approaching Kel. She tilted her head towards him. «Wow. Were we so insufferable as kids?»
«You were», said the older Hero, without batting an eye, with the expression of one who had seen unforgettable things. «You were.»
Kel winced. «I’m so sorry.»
«But no matter!» the younger Hero had just finished his scolding, before turning around. «Come in! C’mon, Omori, you can’t leave now.»
He shook his head. «No… we should get going.»
«Omori!» the younger Basil took his hands. «Please! Your friends are welcome, too! The more the merrier.»
Omori sighed but, before he could answer, Hero did so. «We can stay for a bit, but we should get going soon.»
Omori looked at him. «Are you sure?»
«Yeah, don’t worry. A little rest won’t hurt.»
They took their seats on the ground, between the remnants of a card game they had stopped playing, the cards scattered around. Sunny gave a quick look to the hands in play, and apparently Kel was winning. Maybe Aubrey just conveniently spotted them at the right time.
Older Basil must have noticed that too, for Sunny heard him chuckle before taking his seat next to him.
And, as they all sat on the ground, Sunny gave a good look at that bizarre company that had gathered in that room that day. He fought hard the will to disappear, or to at least crawl into the cabinet. Sure, it’d lead him right back to the Underwater Highway, but at least he’d be free from that torment.
«So, huh…» younger Hero scratched his head, looking at the older version of himself sitting next to him. «For how long have you known Omori?»
«Man, good question», older Aubrey snickered. «The sense of time is totally wack here.»
«A couple of weeks», responded Omori. Sunny looked at him. He was so… different. Closed and distant, his own eyes lacked the glint of life and emotions that Sunny had grown so used to seeing.
It looked like he had reversed to how he was the year before. It just made his growth all too apparent.
«Where have you been?» asked the younger Kel. «We’ve been waiting for you for so long!»
«Hey, you don’t have to worry about that», older Kel placed a hand on his younger self’s shoulder. «Omori may need some time, but he’ll never leave you alone.»
Sunny looked down at those words, but younger Kel soon recovered. «I know…! I mean, I wasn’t worried, I was the one telling the others that he’d be back soon!»
«Oh, Kel», younger Basil smiled. «You don’t have to hide it. Out of us, maybe you were the most worried one.»
The younger boy pouted, embarrassed, while his older version patted his back. «It’s alright. Actually, if you were that worried for Omori, you should tell him! Don’t keep it to yourself.»
Omori sighed. «Sorry about that. We had to… visit some places. They needed my help. They’d be hopeless without me.»
«That’s not–» older Aubrey frowned, but she didn’t finish her sentence.
«That’s so nice of you, Omori!» beamed younger Basil. «You’re such a great friend.»
Omori didn’t answer, his eyes looking down. «What about you? What have you all been doing?»
«We stayed here», answered the younger Hero. «We played cards, and…»
«Kel hid Mr. Plantegg!»
«That’s not true!»
The younger Hero sighed. «Not again, you two…»
Sunny caught a glance of older Hero, and he was relieved to see he was smiling. In a way, Sunny thought, that was like re-enacting the photos of the album. A trip down memory lane, in a purple colored setting. That made things a bit more bearable.
«Hey, Aubrey, Kel?» older Hero got the attention of the two children without raising his voice. «Tell me, what happened?»
«Kel is an idiot, and he hid Mr. Plantegg when he noticed I was winning!»
«That’s not true! I literally had no idea Mr. Plantegg was in that watermelon!»
Hero glanced at Sunny for a brief moment, but he just shrugged. That really wasn’t the moment to explain that. Hero didn’t seem to mind, for his focus was back on the two kids
«But, actually…» younger Hero turned towards Omori. «We noticed something strange, while you were away.»
«What is it?»
«Your… room», he motioned at the door behind them with his head, before frowning. «Something is odd…»
«You went in?»
«Oh no, we didn’t!” We know that you don’t like it when we do.»
«And even if we could», continued younger Kel. «We wouldn’t have gone in anyway. It’s… odd. Yeah.»
«What do you mean it’s odd?» asked older Basil.
«There’s something weird in there», younger Aubrey hugged her plushie tight to her chest. «Omori, can you go check?»
Sunny and Omori exchanged a look.
«Something can’t be in there anymore…» he whispered. Sunny nodded, agreeing with him.
«Alright», the monochrome boy got on his feet. «I’ll check. Maybe Mewo made a mess while she was bored.»
«Wait!» older Hero got on his feet. «We’ll go with you.»
«Guys, beyond this door there is the most boring room you’ll ever see. It’s a literal white space with nothing in it.»
Sunny approached him and whispered in his ear. «They said there’s something wrong. It’s better that we stick together.»
Omori sighed. «Alright. But don’t complain if you get bored.»
: - :
Omori had never been the kind of person to think about his actions. His duty since his creation, the one thing that led his very existence was one simple order: protect Sunny .
He obeyed without ever faltering, doing everything in his power to uphold it.
Even after the confession, Omori never truly regretted his actions. He had done what he did for a very specific reason and, even if reality proved him wrong, he didn’t think he had done anything wrong.
Sunny was safe. Sunny had grown strong enough to fight the truth because he had kept him safe.
That was what he repeated to himself for that entire year after the whole ordeal, after his defeat.
In the loneliness of the White Space, he had much time to think. To think about his existence, about his role, about his actions.
But he never regretted them.
That was, until he met Sunny once more, along with his friends. He didn’t want anything to do with them at first, but he couldn’t refuse the request to protect the Dreamer once more. That was still his duty, he had never forgotten. And in that weird Headspace so unfamiliar to him too, Omori soon realized he couldn’t leave him alone.
And so he followed them, deciding to keep them at a right distance. He didn’t need to grow closer: he just had to make sure they wouldn’t get hurt.
He didn’t know when that changed. Maybe it was when they hugged him for the first time, thanking him for saving their lives when Basil and Aubrey fell from the ladder. Maybe it was when they spent their evening stargazing together in the Otherworld barn, giving new life to a landscape he had seen since the beginning of his life. Maybe it was when they held hands in the Foggy Forest so as to not lose one another, that Omori truly felt a glint of human warmth.
But Omori was sure of one thing. By the time they had reached Sweetheart’s Castle, he found himself to think that he didn’t want to be so distant from those people anymore.
He liked them. He enjoyed their company. And they treated Sunny well, which was something he greatly appreciated.
He hoped that they could be friends. He hoped that they could accept him.
And that was when Omori realized that, indeed, he had been wrong.
The realization slipped right into his mind as a leaf finding its place in the ground after leaving the branch. It wasn’t a shocking thought, nor destructive. One day, Omori simply found himself to think that he had done a mistake and that thought seemed so natural, that he had no trouble accepting it. Sunny had forgiven him, and Omori had found solace in that.
It was when he met Stranger and he found his own lightbulb that he realized that it wouldn’t have been so easy.
He had realized his mistake, but his guilt had not disappeared. Forgiving oneself was such an arduous task, Omori’s respect for Sunny only grew bigger when he realized that.
A shadow of Sunny’s guilt who had taken a life of his own, who felt guilt of his own. It was a weird situation, but that was what had happened.
But, despite everything, Sunny had welcomed him. And they had accepted him, too. No matter the recounting of his horrible deeds in Black Space or his horrible plan in case everything failed, they accepted him.
And now, despite knowing what was coming, Omori couldn’t help but feel afraid.
Despite even Sunny telling him what they could expect from his Gate, he didn’t think he’d ever be ready for it. Now he understood how the others felt, their hesitation before entering their Gates.
They were going to experience everything, weren’t they?
Omori convincing Sunny to kill himself.
And Omori couldn’t do anything but watch.
White Space had always been a place of stillness. Nothing moved and nothing happened there. Omori could lay down on the floor for hours, and nothing would stir the calmness of the place, a placid lake of silence and hidden thoughts.
He remembered that night. When the silence was shattered and the thoughts exploded.
The lightbulb laid in pieces on the ground, as Sunny was ready to move on.
Omori, of course, didn’t agree. The Dreamer was weak. He needed help. He needed his help.
That was the reason why he was created, the reason behind his existence, and he’d follow it through the bitter end, no matter what.
I was so wrong.
How could the Dreamer believe that he could defeat him ?
He had created him! He needed his help!
There was no way he could best him.
Omori did not succumb.
“You’ve caused so much suffering, and yet you do nothing. And so you’ve earned nothing in return.”
Omori didn’t know where his own thoughts and the Dreamer’s began. But, in that moment, he didn’t care.
The Dreamer was weak. Omori would help him.
“Your friends will never forgive you. They’ll abandon you like you did them, and that’s what you deserve.”
Words of venom dripped from his tongue, arrows of hate that pierced the Dreamer's fragile ego. It'd be easy to shatter, Omori thought.
I was so wrong.
Sunny had gathered all of his courage for this… and I failed to see that.
Omori did not succumb.
“You tell yourself that you don’t want to burden others… but the truth is that you’re selfish. You just don’t want people to depend on you.”
And there he was, burdening him with the duty to protect him.
The Dreamer had crawled towards him like a desperate child, looking for comfort.
And Omori had complied. He had taken care of him, up to the point of blackening those photos that hurt him so much.
And in doing so, I also ruined Basil and Aubrey’s lives. Maybe Sunny and I aren’t so different…
“When do you think about others? How long are you going to let people take care of you? You say you care but you are a liar. You have never done anything for anyone else.”
Even in the recesses of his mind, it was Omori who had done everything for him. But, no matter how many times Omori attacked him, the Dreamer always stood back on his feet. Far away voices reached them, but Omori paid them no mind. But, whenever one of those spoke, the Dreamer seemed to regain his strength.
No matter.
“People like you don’t deserve to live.”
Omori did not succumb.
What was he trying to accomplish?
For so long, they had lived a silent life. The Dreamer was surviving, and Omori was helping him.
What was he thinking of doing?
“Your friends are wrong about you. The person they love isn’t you at all. You let them believe in a lie to protect yourself.”
Why did he want to ruin everything?
Because I was wrong.
“You’re nothing but a liar… and when they see the truth… They’ll hate you as much as you hate yourself.”
Why did he want to ruin everything he had worked so hard for?
He wanted to prove me wrong.
“If they know the truth, you’ll never be able to regain their trust. No matter what you do, it will be hopeless. All you’ll do is make things worse. It would be better to just die.”
And I'm glad he did.
Omori will not succumb.
It was in that moment that he realized that that wasn’t just a fight for the Dreamer to move on. A symbol of his new life.
Omori was also fighting for his own survival.
He didn’t know when that thought sprung in his mind, but when the battle grew dire, the realization appeared to him in all its clarity.
He didn’t really feel anything. Omori was ready to end his own life, after all, be it with the Dreamer in tow or not.
“You loved Mari and you killed her.”
If the Dreamer told the truth, what would be of him? He wouldn’t know what to do.
“Kel loved her and you killed her.”
Was he to retreat in White Space for all eternity?
“Aubrey loved her and you killed her.”
That was his thanks?
“Hero loved her and you killed her.”
No, the Dreamer was weak. He needed his help.
“You should just die.”
We were both wrong, Sunny .
But, even exhausted, Sunny didn’t succumb.
He stood on his feet once more, and readied his violin.
: - :
Omori wanted to stop watching. He wanted to close his eyes and curl up, but he couldn’t do anything but keep watching.
You are a horrible person, Omori.
The voice was so clear, he couldn’t do anything but agree.
I know I am. But I can do better, now .
When Omori raised his eyes once more, the hollowed version of himself was staring back at him.
His destructive side. The side that came out only when it was direly needed, so stronger during the first days, before being subdued by the whimsical adventures in Headspace.
Omori had never forgotten where his roots laid. And that monster in front of him, hell-bent on killing Sunny if necessary, ready to destroy everything to his duty, was where everything had begun.
«You are kind of a little bastard», he said. «I suppose I am.»
He snickered. «Look at this mess. I was so blind during that fight, that I totally didn't even pay attention to what Sunny's friends had said to him.»
He approached himself and stared at the depths of those black eyes, without a reflection.
«I should forgive myself and move on. I can do better, now. I even have true friends!» At that thought, a giddy feeling erupted in his chest. «I can't wait for them to return home. I hope they’ll remember me… at least I can be sure Sunny will do that for me.»
But the hollowed version of himself didn’t speak. He gazed at him, unflinching.
«I'm sorry for what I made you go through. But we will be fine, now. I will be fine. I know I will. My friends know I will. And Sunny…» he smiled. «He's so strong. If he forgave himself, I can do that, too!»
He stretched his arms and pulled the hollowed version of himself into a hug. «It’s okay. You can rest now.»
And dissipated him.
Notes:
the hardest part of this chapter was writing the final battle while listening to the track "OMORI" from the OST without crying (challenge failed)
I hope I did this scene justice. It was difficult to balance Omori's "old" thoughts with the new ones, and show that he has really changed and really hates his past self.
also huh... I hope it doesn't get confusing with all the centered texts.And here we are!!!
Sorry for the delay, these past couple of months have been a bit hectic. So these chapters have actually been sitting on my PC, already drafted, ready to be edited and posted for weeks.
But here I am now! I'll be editing them and posting them.
I hope you’ll enjoy the rest of the journey :)Also, sorry. Yeah, they won’t be visiting Snowglobe Mountain.
Thanks for all the hits (40k!!!!! thank you!!!!), bookmarks, comments, and kudos! And thanks for your patience :)
Chapter 41: Railways
Summary:
Omori faces his friends after the Gate.
They board the train towards the Beacon and meet an old friend.
Notes:
i told you that i'd post the new chapters in a timely fashion hehhehe
(although i'm not sure i can keep up the "a chapter every two days" lol)TW: mentions of self-harm
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Sunny took a deep breath. In and out. In and out.
He focused on his closed eyelid. He distanced his thoughts, an imaginary hand pushing them far away from him, and focused on his breathing, letting the vortex of his mind settle down.
Omori’s words still hurt, no matter how much time passed. But he was stronger now.
And worried. And the worry helped drowning the other thoughts, when he looked back at Omori, unconscious on his lap.
They had returned to an empty Neighbour’s Room, the chaotic fights between the children only a memory under the gaze of the still present Big Yellow Cat.
He offered no words, only an unflinching gaze, and Sunny wondered if he too was wondering where the others had gone.
The others didn’t speak. They sat around in a circle, Kel right next to Sunny, squeezing his shoulder.
Aubrey was the first to break the silence. «So, huh…» she pressed her lips together as she glanced at the white door. «That was… something. Are you okay, Sunny?»
He nodded. «I’m just worried about him.»
Hero gave a tired smile. «He’ll wake up soon, I’m sure of it», he then rubbed his hand on his face. «Sunny, will you really be okay with him?»
«We will», he responded. Omori had changed, Sunny was sure of that. He seemed genuinely guilty for what he had done to him and ready to change his ways.
And, if anything were to happen, Sunny wasn’t alone anymore.
He didn’t have anything to be afraid of.
«I’m pissed that he told all those things to you», said Kel. «But at the same time… those were his memories, right? And he complimented you at the end, so…»
«He’s getting all the payback for all that bullshit he spewed», Aubrey smirked.
Kel nodded. «Sunny. Are you really sure you'll be okay with him? Tell us if he tries anything funny, once we'll be back home.»
Sunny furrowed his brow. «Don’t worry. He changed. Didn’t you see?»
«Yeah, but…» Kel scratched his head. «I'm just worried. I thought Omori to be a friend, you know…? And now…»
«Omori isn’t the only one here who made some poor decisions», he responded. He could understand Kel's apprehension. He'd probably feel the same if he was in his shoes.
Kel looked at Omori. «Alright. If you say so…»
Sunny let out a small smile, and looked down at Omori once more. Omori himself had said that during that fight he had no idea where his own thoughts began and where they ended.
They both were hurting. They all were hurting.
And Omori was no different.
Aubrey's words during their lake voyage echoed in his mind. They were a band of misfits. It was only natural that they'd stick together.
That day one year ago, Sunny had made a choice. After having faced the truth, he had to choose between life or death.
Deciding to stand up to Omori was his choice.
He had chosen to live a new life with his friends.
He hoped he could show Omori that, too.
Hero’s words revealed themselves to be true, as Omori woke up soon after.
His eyes fluttered for a few moments, adjusting to the light of the room, before he flinched at the sight of his friends.
«Hi, Omori», Sunny was the first one to talk. «How are you feeling?»
He moved his lips a few times, the words stuck in his throat, while rising himself from Sunny’s lap. He looked around, scanning the room, before answering. «I’m… I’m okay.»
«That’s good to hear», Hero reassured him. «We don’t know where the others went. When we woke up here, they were already gone.»
Omori nodded, not looking up at him. His hands fidgeted with the hem of his shirt while he looked at the ground. In the end, he sighed. «I’m… I’m sorry for what you had to see.»
«You two mentioned that something like that happened…» Aubrey passed a hand in her hair. «But, man… that was brutal.»
«I know. I’m sorry. It was difficult for me, too», he looked at Sunny. «I really am.»
«We already talked about this, Omori», he answered.
«I’m so stupid!» he yelled, hitting his head with his fists. «I was an idiot.»
«Hey, c’mon», Hero took his hands before he could hit himself again. «We all did things we’re not proud of, here.»
«We all were idiots», Aubrey pat his back.
Omori slowly lowered his hands, guided by Hero.
«Aren’t you… furious at me?»
Aubrey laughed. «Don’t get me wrong, I really think you totally deserved that beating for all that bullshit you said back there», but her face softened. «But… I mean, who am I to judge? I said some horrible things to Basil, too, and here we are, friends again.»
Omori's lips trembled, as his eyes started to be filled with tears. But he stayed strong, looking at the ground.
«I won’t lie and say that I'm not worried for Sunny», Hero said. «But… if you say that you have changed, I am willing to trust you.»
A sob escaped from his lips, but he didn’t let anymore out.
«You know», Basil’s timid voice broke between them. «If there was any doubt of your change, now it’s impossible to ignore it.»
Omori sighed and curled into himself, hugging his legs. «I guess you’re right. And this should be proof enough…» he fished his lightbulb out from his pocket. It glowed white, like the others. «But it still feels awful. And my goodness you all had to go through this. How did you even manage? I want to burn myself alive.»
«Yeah, it’s pretty unsettling», Aubrey nodded.
Omori took another deep breath, before raising on his legs. He dusted his pants off and gave his friends one last look. «Alright. I think I’m good to go, now.»
«Wait», Kel's voice interrupted them. He looked at Omori with fire in his eyes. «Omori, I… After my Gate, I thought that I should be more honest with my feelings, so… I want to say that I am… disappointed. Angry and disappointed.»
Omori's face dropped, returning to its stoic expression, but Sunny could see the tinge of sadness in his eyes.
«I'm sorry.»
«I thought of you as a friend. But… you were so horrible to Sunny. And if he had given up there you… you would have killed him, right...?»
Omori took a moment before nodding.
«I… I don’t know what to think.»
«I'm sorry, Kel», Omori raised his eyes to meet him. «It's not that I wanted to hide this part of me to you, but… well, you didn’t need to know at first. I wasn’t trying to deceive you. I was just supposed to help you and then we'd never meet again. Ever since I started growing attached to you, my guilt just grew. I felt like I was lying to you. That’s why I told you about all that stuff, back at Humphrey's lake.»
Kel didn't answer at first. He looked at the ground, hands curled into fists. Nobody dared walk close to him, giving him all the space and time he needed.
«When Sunny confessed, back at the hospital, what I said in the Gate was true» Kel sighed. «I didn’t know if I had forgiven them or not. But I just wanted my friends back… and as I kept talking to them, I was convinced that I had made the right choice», he looked at Omori. «Maybe it will happen again.»
Omori gave a small smile. «Thank you, I appreciate it.»
Kel nodded, before looking away.
Omori led them out from the tree stump and, giving a small thought to their unspent visit to Otherworld, they saluted the planet hanging above their heads and they made their way towards the Playground once more.
He led them through the empty forest, under the watchful gazes of the evermoving pinwheels, until they reached the train station.
An eerie silence greeted them, as they found the station to be empty. The waiting benches devoid of people, so was the queue in front of a booth in front of the train itself. They exchanged inquisitive glances amongst themselves, approaching the booth, operated by a hazy black figure.
It would have looked similar to Stranger if it weren’t for the different shape and hazier colors, and it offered them no words but a simple nod, gesturing towards the train.
Basil asked about the lack of train tickets, but he received no answer.
Finding seats was an easy task, in the empty train. The white walls and the purple floor greeted them as they sat one next to each other, looking around.
«Are we really the only ones…?» Aubrey inquired but, before anybody could respond, shadow figures appeared from the trains’ doors.
They came pouring in like a flood, diverging left and right, looking for seats of their own. They were nothing alike the creatures Sunny had ever seen in Headspace, shadow figures of all shapes and kind, some towering, others as tall as him. They took their steps in order, as if gears in a clock, moving towards their destination as if it was their fate all along.
«Who are these people?» Omori asked, looking at Sunny. The boy shrugged.
«They don’t seem to mean any harm», suggested Hero. «Let’s just remain here.»
As the new travelers coming in started to subside, Sunny glanced at those who were already seated. A girl with her mother, a lonely man sleeping away… it all looked so normal, if it weren’t for the lack of details on their bodies and faces.
A taller shadow figure walked amongst them, eyes barely visible. He scanned the train and its passengers, then the doors closed and the train started moving.
They watched the Vast Forest pass through the window, mint colored trees crossing their views under the purple sky, and in that moment Sunny realized that their journey was close to its end.
They would never see that forest again.
A speck of Otherworld hung from the sky, barely visible from the window, and it would become just a memory, along with all the other places they had visited and the people they had met.
Sunny sunk into his seat, watching the trees pass by as the train gained speed.
The city was waiting for him again. An empty bedroom and a chaotic high school.
He’d miss his friends.
But the train wouldn’t stop and it kept running.
The Vast Forest ended, as haze engulfed them. White clouds passed by in front of the window, interrupted by an occasional lonely light that would speed through, leaving a feeble trail on the window. In the few pockets of clarity that followed, Sunny spotted the passing of a lonely house, and he realized that the train was running on the edge of water.
Like a regular train, it also took its stops, signaled by a whistle. Sunny and his friends watched in silence as the shadow passengers left the train. They’d get up without uttering a word and retrieve their belongings, and leave the train. The parents dragged their children outside, elderly people would struggle with the step of the exit. As the doors closed once more and the train resumed its journey, Sunny followed the passengers that had took off with his gaze, wondering where they’d go, if they had any place to return to.
And the train kept running, and they sat in silence.
A slow jerk and a whistle woke Sunny up from his light nap. The train had stopped at yet another station.
«It’s not our stop», Hero’s voice reached him as he followed with this eye one of the shadow passengers leaving the train. «You can rest some more if you want.»
Sunny nodded and, as he was closing his eye again, a certain figure walked aboard the train.
It wasn’t a shadow figure. She was a girl, her characteristics well defined. Sunny lost his breath, blinking once and twice to make sure he wasn’t seeing things, but from his friends’ light gasps, he realized that he wasn’t dreaming.
Mari.
Mari had boarded the train.
Sunny retreated into his seat, burying his fingers at the edge of the seat and his head at the back, hoping for it to engulf him entirely.
«Omori?» Aubrey’s voice was a growl.
«I have nothing to do with this!» the boy hissed back. «I swear!»
«Guys, calm down», Hero’s voice was laced with a thin veil of irritation. «Let’s stay calm.»
The girl that looked like Mari took a look around the train. It was such a familiar sight. As if he was just returning home, and meeting his sister in the train was the most natural thing in the world. They’d get off together, and walk back home, chatting about how their day had been.
But that wasn’t what would happen. That would never happen. Sunny dragged himself back in the seat, steadying his breath, and next to him, he could feel Basil following him.
It was in that moment that the girl who looked like Mari turned towards them and spotted them.
A smile lit up her face while she held her breath. She approached them with slow steps, as if she was pondering if it was the right choice to do so, but she didn’t stop.
She never did, when she saw her friends.
Sunny wanted to cry.
«You guys…!» she took in a sharp breath, holding her hands close to her chest. «What a lovely surprise to see you all here…! I was afraid I’d have to do the trip alone!»
The group exchanged glances with one another, pale faces and eyes wide, uncertain on what to do. Sunny wanted to disappear. Get up from that seat and find any place, anywhere, far away from that person. She wasn’t supposed to be there, she wasn’t supposed to be in front of them, why did he have to see her again it was the third time already why did that place want to torture him so why–
«Hey, Mari», Hero’s voice snapped him out of those thoughts.
Mari gasped, covering her mouth, and stumbled forward as the train resumed its ride. Hero caught her just in time, and she blushed. «Oops, my bad, sorry. It’s just…» she stood still, looking at him. «You…» and then she looked down, straight at Sunny.
He stood still, holding his breath.
«Sunny…!»
She placed a hand on his shoulder. It was so cold. «My little brother…!»
Sunny closed his eye. That place really wanted to torture him. The Last Resort wasn’t enough, was it?
«You've grown so much…»
Her voice.
Sunny whipped his head up. Her eyes were filled with tears. But he’d recognize that look anywhere: deep down, he thanked his memory for not forgetting his sister’s face.
She was happy to see him. She was glad to see him.
He had seen a similar face, once. That day of so many years ago, at the lake, when Sunny almost risked his life. Mari held firmly to his small body, crying out of relief and hugging him so tightly it seemed like she wanted to squeeze all the cold out of him. When they returned back home and he had been put to bed to rest, from the hazy view of his sleepy eyes he had seen her smile.
She was happy to see him. She was glad to see him.
I am happy you are alive , is what those eyes told him.
And there, in that train, they carried the same message.
She cupped her hand around his cheek, in a familiar touch that sent a shiver down Sunny’s spine, and brushed her thumb across his eyepatch, wincing.
She was holding back her tears.
And then, she retreated, and looked at them, one by one. Sunny’s cheek never felt colder. He fought the urge to grab that hand and put it on his face again, like he’d do when he was a child looking for affection.
«You've all grown so much…! I can barely recognize you!»
She let out a small chuckle, as she brushed a finger under her eyes.
«Mari…» Aubrey's voice was tentative, as if the wrong word could shatter that vision. «You… you are…»
Mari beamed at her. «And you…! You dyed your hair, just like we promised!» she touched the tip of her hair. «I'm sorry, I hadn’t had the chance to.»
«I'm sorry», Basil sprung on his feet. «I have to… I have to go.»
«Hey, wait», Mari held his wrist, smiling at him. The same smile she’d wear to reassure them after they had hurt their knees while playing. That same reassuring smile that they were okay, they weren’t in trouble. «Don’t worry, Basil. It’s alright.»
He paled. «W-what…?»
She smiled. «Stay here with us. You don’t have to worry.»
He didn’t answer nor give any kind of sign of a response. His breathing grew frantic and, like he was following a command issued from above, he fell into his seat once more.
Mari gave him a worried glance, before her eyes landed on Omori.
She tilted her head. «And you… I’m afraid I don’t know you. I’m Mari. What’s your name?»
Omori’s eyes widened and he needed a moment to answer. «Omori.»
She smiled. «Nice to meet you, Omori! I hope my friends have been treating you right.»
«They… they are.»
«I’m so happy I had the chance to see you all again one more time. I’m so sorry I had to leave you all alone.»
Kel gasped. His lips trembled as he stood from his seat, eyes filled with tears. «Mari… you…»
She smiled once again.
Darkness fell over them as the train entered a tunnel.
Sunny let out the breath he was holding. Maybe, once light came back, they’d discover that she was only an illusion.
But that didn’t happen. Mari was still in front of them, smiling, eyes stained with unrolled tears.
«My friends. My stop is the next one. Can you promise me one thing?»
They didn’t answer, raising their eyes to meet hers.
«Please, be happy. I’m sorry for everything that happened. I still think about how stupid I was. But, please. When I was with you all, I worked hard to help you make new memories. Keep doing that for my sake, okay?»
«Mari…!» Aubrey sprung from her seat and jumped on her, hugging her tight. «I… I missed you so much…!»
«There, there», Mari patted her back, and Aubrey faced her. Aubrey had grown up a bit, and she easily reached her head, now. «Pink really suits you, you know?»
She smiled, and buried her face again in her chest. «Thank you…»
«And what about you, Hero?» Mari turned towards him, still huddling the crying Aubrey next to her. «Can I trust you with them?»
Hero stood still. He held his breath, as if one wrong move and all his figure would shatter out of grief. His knuckles turned white and his lips quivered, before he nodded. «Yes. Yes, of course.»
«Always so dependable. I’m glad to see that didn’t change.»
«Mari…» and he shattered, sobs escaping him as he pulled Mari into a hug, burying his face in the crook of her neck. «I’ve missed you so much…»
«I know. It must have been difficult», her head peeked from Hero’s tuft of hair. «For all of you.»
«Mari!» Kel sprung on his feet and tackled the girl in a hug.
«Woah! You’ve grown so tall, Kel!» she chuckled, and pulled him close.
Sunny retreated further into his seat, Basil following his example, squeezing his hand for comfort. Omori stood still, gripping the edge of his seat, looking at the ground with a pained look, as the train kept going.
«Guys», Mari slowly pulled herself away from her friends, as if ripping off something important. «The next stop is mine.»
«Mari, you…» Hero stood still, before shaking his head.
«I’m so sorry. But I’m so happy I’ve been able to see you all one last time. I've missed you all so much.»
She gave one headpat to Aubrey as she pulled away.
«Will you uphold your promise just now?»
Kel sniffed, rubbing his hand under his nose, and nodded. «I’ll make sure of it, Mari.»
«Wow, so dependable!» she chuckled. «Must have taken it from his brother.»
He blushed. «M-Mari…»
«You must be weary from this journey. But you can do it. I believe in you», she turned around, and looked at Omori. «And you... thank you for being there for them. I appreciate it.»
She cupped Basil’s cheek, caressing him with her thumb, before doing the same to Sunny. «I’m so happy to see you two again. I believe in you, too.»»
«M-Mari…» Basil held the hand on his cheek, tears in his eyes. «I’m… I’m so sorry.»
Mari smiled. «I forgive you, Basil.»
He gasped, and squeezed the hand tighter.
The train slowed down, before coming to a halt. A whistle signaled the doors to open, and Mari looked outside. «I have to go now.»
With tears threatening her eyes, Mari retreated from Basil and Sunny, not looking away.
«Mari…» Hero’s voice was what made her turn around. She gave him a quick peck on the cheek and squeezed his hand, before walking towards the train doors.
«Goodbye, my friends. Please, take care of yourselves. I still care about you all.»
She stepped out of the train, but right in that moment a surge of energy ran through Sunny. He jumped out of his seat, stopping right in front of the doors.
«Mari! Wait!»
She turned around. One step. One step was everything Sunny needed to do to reach her.
But he stood still.
«What is it, Sunny?»
«I… I don’t understand. This isn’t the afterlife, is it?»
Mari didn’t answer. She raised her head and looked at the sky and stood still, as if reading an incredibly difficult thing she had to focus on. A gust of wind moved her dress, and that’s how Sunny was sure time hadn’t yet stopped.
«Sunny», she looked at him. «This isn’t the first time you saw somebody else's memories on this journey, is it?»
Sunny gasped. Mari didn’t say anything more, but offered him a smile.
That Mari. That Mari was…
She wasn’t an illusion created from his dreams, nor by Omori’s powers.
And in that moment, he realized that he truly was looking at his sister one more time.
«Stay strong, little brother. I never have stopped thinking about you. I'm proud of how much you've grown.»
Sunny started crying. «But… but Mari… I…»
«It's okay», she cupped his face once more, and smiled. «Live your life for me too, okay? I trust you on this», she then added. «But don’t dye your hair purple, okay? I don’t think it'd suit you.»
He chuckled despite the tears. «I think blue would be better.»
She squinted her eyes, before nodding. «I think so too!»
The train whistled, but Mari didn’t budge. She kissed him on the forehead one last time, before letting him go. «I forgive you, Sunny. And Basil too. I just want to see you happy. Can you do that for me?»
His tears blurred his vision, and only the cold feeling on his cheek made him understand Mari had retreated her hand.
The train whistled again. Footsteps on the sidewalk.
One step. One step was everything Sunny had to do to hug his sister one last time.
«Goodbye, Sunny. I love you.»
A clunk and Sunny opened his eye again.
The train resumed its journey. Sunny leaned towards the window and followed Mari’s figure, still on the platform, looking at him grow distant.
Sunny had wondered if any of those shadow figures had any place to return to, once they had left the train. But, in that moment, he was sure, without the shadow of a doubt, that Mari had someplace to be.
He placed his hand on the window. «I love you too, Mari.»
Notes:
Sunny with dyed blue hair is a very little subtle reference to the fic Could Roses Bloom Again?
I really liked the idea and I thought it'd fit in the dialogue. Check out their fic, it's great!before you ask. yes. i literally wrote this chapter while listening to “Sixth Station” from Spirited Away. I just really love that movie and the train scene :)
little fun fact: actually, they were supposed to be traveling in Mari’s Headspace at one point in the story. Unfortunately, I never managed to find where in the story that could have happened without making it filler, so it was scrapped. But I really wanted for them to meet Mari one more time, in this place filled with people’s memories.
As always, thanks for all the kudos, hits, bookmarks, and comments! You're all amazing
Chapter 42: Place of Kindness and Memories
Summary:
Sunny and his friends are forced to step out from the train for a short while, and they have a small adventure.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The train continued its ride, accompanied by their hiccups and sobs, leaving them drained of any energy.
Sunny held still to the memories of Mari, like a gift he didn’t want to let go. He had already exhausted all of his tears and his eyes hurt.
Aubrey had her head buried in her hands and hadn’t said a word since Mari had left them. Kel attempted to comfort her, a hand on her back, but his own eyes didn’t do much to hide his tears, while Hero sat still, eyes filled with tears, gazing at the window in front of him. Basil had his head on Sunny’s shoulder, that had grown damp from his crying, but he didn’t mind.
Omori, sitting at the end of the line, kept it to himself, rubbing his thumbs together. Sometimes, he’d steal a glance at the windows, as if waiting for the train to stop anytime soon, and step out from that place.
Nobody had the strength to talk. The train continued its run, its passengers coming and leaving, their empty gazes trailing behind the rails.
A voice shook them from the silent filled journey. «Attention, passengers. The train must stop for a regular check-up at the next station.»
Furrowed brows and inquisitive gazes met one another, as the friends exchanged glances.
«A check-up?» Aubrey scoffed, her voice hoarse. «Even in a dream world?»
«This isn’t my doing», Omori raised his hands to show his innocence. «I guess we’ll have to wait for a while.»
«What if we step out of this train at the next station?» Hero suggested. «I think a walk would benefit us all.»
«I don’t really have the strength», responded Sunny, eyes fixed on the ceiling.
«You and Basil especially», Hero turned towards them and offered them a kind smile. «C’mon. It’ll do you good, I promise.»
Basil lifted his head from his friend’s shoulder and sniffled, before giving a light nod. «Alright…»
Sunny sighed and moved his head with a groan. «Okay…»
Maybe it would really do him some good. Sunny really needed that.
The train whistled and slowed down, before stopping to a halt. The doors opened to a new train station, Sunny had lost count of how many they had passed through during their journey.
«C’mon», Hero was the first to stand up, offering a hand. «Let’s take a walk, and return here later.»
The scent of plants and flowers washed over Sunny in one gigantic wave, as he stopped for a moment, closing his eye. It prickled his nose and he needed a moment before he could let sight disturb him again.
The train station was dipped in green leaves and vines hanging from the boards that held the writing “Daisy Valley” in place, as petals peeked through the foliage in brightly colored drops.
Aubrey whistled. «Would you look at this place. Kinda looks like an overgrown version of your garden, Basil.»
The boy didn’t answer, his eyes fixed on the plants before him. He took a few steps forward from the others, holding his hand out to touch one of the vines. «This smells like home.»
Next to them, Kel groaned, as he stretched his arms. «I needed this.»
Sad Kel was an unnatural sight, and Sunny braved his worry to look at him in that state, forcing himself to be energetic like always.
Little steps. Kel needed little steps. It was already something he was willing to let his guard down like that.
Hero nodded to his brother. «So…» he moved his lips a few times, trying to find the words. «That… that was Mari.»
The words hung in the air with all their weight, a boulder on their chests. Sunny took a deep breath, trying to gulp as much air as he could.
«She seemed happy», Hero added.
«She was happy to see us, yeah», Aubrey’s voice was a murmur. «I dunno if she'd feel the same if she knew all the mess we did.»
«She would», everybody turned towards Sunny, but he was looking away.
Hero nodded. «Yeah. I think she would.»
Silence filled the air, a gust of wind whistling among the leaves.
«Hey» Omori looked at them. «Remember that you made a promise to her, just now.»
Kel let out a small smile. «Right. And I don't want to see her disappointed face when we meet her in the afterlife. She is counting on me!»
He smiled. A tired smile, forced on his face, but his feelings of upholding the promise were genuine, and Sunny thought that it was the Kel that would never change.
In a surge of affection, Sunny pulled his friend in a hug. «Thank you.»
Taken aback from his gesture, Kel blushed, but he didn’t let go, reciprocating the hug.
«Thank you», he said, and Sunny just nodded.
And it was then he noticed Omori rubbing his arms, as if trying to warm himself up.
«Omori? Are you alright?»
«It’s that feeling again», he spat out. «The same one of the Merriland Fields… it’s as if this place doesn’t want me here.»
«Would you prefer to stay here?» asked Hero.
He shook his head. «No… I think I need a walk, too.»
Hero gave a light pat to his back. «Alright then. But tell us if you start feeling weird, okay?»
Sunny gave one last worried look towards Omori, before taking his hand and squeezing it a bit, to make sure he knew that he was there. Omori squeezed back.
«Hey, Basil!» Kel called out, cupping his hand. The boy was still mesmerized by the overgrown plants of the station. «Is that alright with you?»
He jumped, turning around to meet them with a pale face and wide eyes. «Y-yes? What is it?»
«We were thinking of exploring this place while we wait for the train.»
«Oh», Basil gave one last look to the plants before nodding. «Alright.»
He joined them with slow steps, fidgeting with his fingers, before finding his place right next to Sunny, brushing against his arm lightly.
«Are you alright?» he whispered, but his friend didn’t answer, leaving him only with a nod.
«Alright then», Aubrey walked towards the exit, fixing the bag on her shoulder. «Shall we go?»
A clear blue sky filled with giant clouds towered over them, greeting them as soon as they stepped out from the station. The rocky pavement gave to a path carved from the ground itself, snaking through the grass of the green rolling hills. Sunny had to fight the urge to lay down on the grass and take a nap. The clouds invited his mind to wondrous new daydreams, but he just took joy in such an option, and blinked to keep himself awake.
«Wow», Aubrey whistled. «This is what I call a dream place.»
Basil, his nose up in the air, sniffed around. «This is such a nice smell, it reminds me of my home.»
«There’s a path in the grass», Omori pointed to the light brown road. The grass hid some parts of it, but at the end of it, at the feet of the hill, the sparkling water of a river shone under the sun.
And, without waiting for the others, he started walking towards it, as Kel yelled: «Race you to the river!» sprinting towards the water.
Omori jumped when Kel ran next to him, but soon enough he started running too, laughing.
«And look at them go», Aubrey nodded in the distance, before smirking. «Shall we wait here and scare them once they realize they have lost us?»
«Please, no», Hero started walking, following the path, and soon the others imitated him. «We should stick together.»
Aubrey shrugged. «We can leave Kel here.»
«I’d like to remind you that’s my brother.»
«We can leave Omori here», said Sunny.
«I’d like to remind you that’s your mind brother.»
Sunny stopped on his tracks, putting a bit more weight on his foot so as to not fall from the steep curve.
Mind brother?
Omori’s laughter reached him from the feet of the hill: there was no way he could best Kel in a race, but he was still laughing, even when Kel had already reached the river and was waiting for him.
Mind brother.
Sunny didn’t mind that title for Omori. He was his mind brother, in a sense, wasn’t he?
The loneliness of his house in the city overwhelmed him, sometimes. When the light buzzing of the electrical appliances was the only sound greeting him when he returned from school, a void dug into his chest.
But that wouldn’t have been the case anymore, would it?
Just because things changed it doesn’t mean they can’t be good . Hero’s words rang in his mind.
Mari was gone. Sunny had gotten the chance to do something he never thought he would: give her a proper goodbye and an apology. Mari had forgiven him.
Things would never be the same anymore.
But they could still be good.
«Sunny?» Aubrey’s voice reached him. They had walked onward without him, but Aubrey was halfway through them and his friends. «Are you okay?»
Kel and Omori had reached the river. Sunny could see them, playing in the water, their laughter reaching his ears.
He looked at Aubrey, giving her a soft smile. «Yes, don’t worry.»
«The water is so clear!» Basil exclaimed as they reached the river's rocky shore, pebbles creaking under their shoes. A part of his skittish expression had disappeared and his eyes looked lighter. He removed his shoes and socks, and sat down on the rocks, dipping his feet in the water.
«A good place to take a break», Hero nodded, taking a deep breath. «I can’t believe it. This looks… almost normal.»
«Reminds me of our hangout spot», said Aubrey, following Kel and Omori in the water with her eyes. Kel’s shoes and socks were strewn on the pebbles, near the grass, far away from the water, right next to Omori’s black socks.
The two boys played around, splashing each other with water. It reminded Sunny of summer games in their neighbor's lawn, when giving Hector a bath meant an occasion to play around with the water and return home as a sloppy mess. And a sloppy mess the two boys in the river were, but they didn’t mind. They kept playing, and it didn’t take long before one of Kel’s moves sent a wave over to Aubrey.
The group held their breath as the girl stood still, slightly shivering and knuckles turning white, before erupting in a yell and jumping in the water, shoving a great amount of water towards her friend.
Sunny sat down next to Basil, leaving his feet out from the water, content with watching his friends having fun.
This could have made a great place for a picnic , he thought.
He raised his eyes towards the sky, looking at a cloud that seemed perfect for a mind drawing, but, as he raised his finger ready to trace the lineart of his mind, a flash interrupted them all, making them stand still.
«What was that?» Kel raised his head upwards, shielding his eyes with his hand. «I didn’t imagine that, right?»
«Lightning?» Basil looked at the sky, but he frowned when only the clouds greeted him.
«Wait…» Sunny squinted his eye, focusing on a part of the sky. The clear blue was changing into light brown, but only in that specific spot. «Look at that.»
He pointed at the sky, and the others looked in the same direction.
Tinted in faint colors, the sky painted a small picture, framed by curly clouds. It depicted the faces of Kel and Aubrey splashing each other in the river, smiles on their lips, while Hero, Sunny, and Omori protected themselves with their hands.
«Is that…» Aubrey’s arms went limp at her sides. «A photo? Of us?»
«That seems like it, yeah», Hero answered, furrowing his brow.
Sunny’s eye scanned the image, as the colors became sharper and sharper. «Where’s Basil?»
«I’m here?» Basil waved his hand next to him.
«I mean, in the photo», he pointed at it. «You’re not in the photo.»
«Oh», Basil looked at the image in the sky. «I guess it’s because… I’m not in the photos that often», he giggled, hiding his head between his shoulders. «I mean, if I’m the one taking them…»
A gust of wind rippled the water and blew the clouds away, dragging the colors of the photo away with them, as the sky returned as clear as it was before.
«It disappeared» Omori commented. «So… huh… somebody is taking photos of us?»
«Without us noticing…» Hero’s voice trailed off as he turned towards Basil. The others followed him, and Basil’s skin grew pale.
«W-why are you all looking at me? I… I don’t have my camera with me!»
«Even if you did, I doubt it’d make a photo in the sky», Aubrey giggled.
«That was nice!» Kel grinned. «C’mon! Let’s see if any others appear! Basil! Keep your eyes sharp!»
Basil’s cheeks grew red, as Kel started running out of the river, pulling Aubrey with him, making her yelp. But, before they could get out from the river, the waters rippled once more. They were changing colors, similar to how the sky was doing earlier, and Omori didn’t wait before stepping out of the way, retreating back to the shore.
Kel and Aubrey, on the other side of the river, got on their tiptoes to watch as the colors unfurled a new picture on the water.
«Another photo!» exclaimed Kel. «Is that…»
«The ladder to Otherworld…» Omori commented. «When I saved you for the first time.»
«We were pretty clueless back then», Hero said with a nostalgic smile. «You know, it makes me think how much we’ve grown.»
«I’m pretty sure you don’t need me anymore to protect you, that’s for sure», Omori smiled.
«Hey, there’s another one!» Aubrey pointed at a point next to the image, colors swirling into a new picture.
«That’s when we met Captain Spaceboy!» Kel grinned. «That was so cool…»
«Omori had a hard time with the idea of cooperating, back then», said Sunny, prompting a frown from Omori, but he paid it no mind, but he heard him mutter: «I learned…»
New pictures formed. They all depicted parts of their journey: when they arrived on Planet J03, when they hijacked the spaceship, their handline in the Foggy Forest, their arrival at Sweetheart’s Castle, the escape from the bear in the hidden room, the lake journey, their taxi drive to the Last Resort, the Ghost Ball, and many others.
With each picture, Sunny and his friends reminisced about their journey and the friends they had made, smiles on their faces as they saw the colors fading away underwater, carried away by the current.
«Man, what a journey this has been», Hero was crouched on the shore, smiling. «Although I do believe I had enough adventures for a lifetime.»
«Aw, party pooper», Aubrey snickered. «And what are you going to do if we'll have another shared dream like this?»
«I hope it will be more relaxing», he sighed. «I wouldn't mind just chilling with you all.»
«We can do that in real life!» exclaimed Kel with the most offended look of his face.
«Not when I'm in college.»
«That's your problem, nerd», Aubrey stuck her tongue out. «We will send you photos of our escapades.»
«Just as long as you don’t send me any more photos of you trying to create a tower out of trash bins.»
«That was Sunny's request», Basil pointed at his friend, and the latter raised his hand.
«...why?»
He shrugged.
Hero sighed, rubbing his face, but he was smiling.
«Oh, there’s another photo», Aubrey's voice made everyone perk up, looking at the water.
The colors morphed, twisting and twirling, but the final picture was too blurry to make out.
She tilted her head and squinted her eyes
«What's this?»
Kel frowned. «It's all… black?»
«I can see some kind of light there in the back…» Hero whispered.
Basil leaned over the water, scanning the picture.
And then, he gasped, eyes wide and skin turning pale. «This… this is…»
Rumbling sounds snapped them from their focus, as they whipped their heads towards the horizon.
The picture disappeared and the river turned dark. The waters swelled, bellowing and gurgling, growing restless.
«W-what's happening?» Aubrey held onto Kel, watching the waters, while the rumbling grew stronger.
Omori gasped. «Guys! Run!»
But he was too late, as a giant wave ran towards them, unrelenting, and washed them away.
It was a sickening feeling that woke Sunny up.
A gap in his stomach, nausea building in his mouth, the smell of blood–
His eye flung open. Smell of blood?
He sprung on his feet, checking his body. He didn’t have any wounds, apparently.
But then who…
The place he found himself in was dark, black as far as the eye could see.
Sunny grabbed his chest, taking a few breaths.
Omori wasn’t sure if Black Space was accessible in the first place, so he had to trust him.
He gathered his thoughts, tracing his steps back. They were playing in the river when those images appeared. And then, the wave.
The wave! Had it pushed them here?
Where were the others?
It was then that he saw the white lines. As thin and irregular as chalk on a whiteboard, the lines formed figures and images on the black canvas.
Sunny looked around, approaching one of the lines.
«This is…» the line was suspended in mid-air, as if Sunny had been thrown in a three dimensional drawing.
He poked the line, but it didn’t do anything nor left any sign. He followed it with its gaze, seeing it go downwards towards the ground. Small, curled dots decorated the internal part of the shape.
«It looks like a drawing», Sunny gave a look around. Bended lines with curled dots at the end and oval shapes were the most common images overflowing the place, along with the rectangles trailing the ground.
«Those are flowers and these are hedges… A garden. This is a garden…!»
«Oh, Sunny!» something tackled him into a hug, and he didn’t need long to see it was Kel. «Thank goodness you're alright!»
Hero, Aubrey, and Omori appeared soon after, relief on their faces. Omori lunged onto Sunny for a hug.
«Are you alright?» asked Hero.
«Yeah… I am», he gave Omori a pat on the back, before looking at his friends. «Wait. Where’s Basil?»
«We're looking for him», Aubrey bit her lip. «I thought he'd be with you.»
«He must be nearby», said Kel, letting Sunny go. «Let's go look for him!»
Kel started running, followed by Omori and Hero. Sunny was going to follow them, when he heard Aubrey mutter: «Please, let Basil be alright…»
He took her hand, but she didn’t move at first. She held his hand tighter and sniffed, before rubbing the tears off her face with her sleeve. And then, she nodded to Sunny, and together they walked towards their friends.
It didn’t take long for them to understand that the place they had found themselves in was a maze.
A maze drawn by chalk on a black, endless canvas. The hedges doubled as paths, with flowers and plants that bit them if they got too near. Some of the leaves sported thorns, forcing them to walk in a straight line to avoid being hurt.
Kel and Hero attempted to watch from afar with the help of Omori and Sunny on their shoulders, but nothing but white lines and blackness greeted their view.
They didn't know for how long they walked, turning back at yet another dead end, Aubrey holding her tears with all of her strength, when Hero pointed to a different point in the maze.
«There’s something there, I believe.»
Aubrey didn’t need any other words to sprint towards their new destination, and the rest of her friends scrambled to not lose her in the maze.
They found Basil whimpering on the ground and rocking back and forth while hugging his legs. His sobs filled the air, fat tears rolling down his cheeks.
A black mass enveloped him: it didn’t touch him, for the boy was sitting in the creature's wide open maw. Tendrils of black held the abomination still to the ground, white eyes scattered along all of its body.
A sight all too familiar for Sunny, who took a step back.
Omori looked at their friend with wide eyes, looking at Sunny for an answer.
«Something…? Basil had one too?»
Sunny gritted his teeth. «He did.»
Omori's face relaxed, turning back into the stoic expression that was second nature to him in the original Headspace. He simply nodded.
«Hero», he held his hand out. «My knife.»
«What?» Aubrey growled. «Basil is in there!»
«I'm not going to hurt him.»
«If I see even one scratch–»
But Aubrey didn’t get to finish her sentence, for Basil's weak voice interrupted them.
«Guys…? W-what are you doing here?»
«Getting you out of here, of course!» Kel took a step forward, stretching his hand to his friend. «C'mon, we gotta go! The Beacon is nearby and we'll soon return home!»
Basil looked at the hand in front of him, blinking slowly. All around him, the creature pulsated and moved. And then, Basil shook his head, retreating backwards, further in the beast's mouth. «You can go. I will stay here.»
«Oh no you won’t!» Aubrey stomped her way towards him. «You're coming with us, whether you like it or not!»
«N-no… it’s best that I stay here.»
«What the hell are you say–»
Aubrey shrieked, jumping backwards. The black abomination moved, grabbing Basil's feet with one of its tendrils. The boy didn’t flinch, hugging his knees tighter.
«Hey!» Aubrey took her bat out of her bag in our swift motion. «Leave my friend alone!»
«Aubrey, it’s okay», Basil raised his head to meet hers, a little smile on his lips. His eyes were devoid of all the anxiety that they had been filled with until that moment. Sunny realized that Basil was calm and completely lucid.
He gritted his teeth. That was all wrong.
«It's not, you idiot! What's the big idea!?»
«I… I hurt you all. A lot. I… it’s much more than I can handle and it’s right that I stay here.»
Sunny walked towards the creature, who stirred as he got closer, but the boy didn’t falter, his gaze fixed on his friend. He crouched down at the entrance of the gaping maw. «Basil, why are you hesitating now? We both have our futures to look forward to. Our friends forgave us. Mari forgave us.»
Basil looked down, breathing heavily, before he shook his head once more. «Sunny, you… you really are a good person. You killed Mari, but it was an accident. But all the rest, it was… it was completely my own doing.»
«Yeah, yeah, we get it» Aubrey crouched down next to Sunny. «Let's talk about this back on the train, okay? This place sucks.»
She reached for his wrist, but as soon as their skins made contact, the eyes of the monster blinked and it stirred, as a row of teeth sprung out from the gaping maw, making Sunny and Aubrey jump back, as Basil retreated further inside.
From the depths of the jaws of the beast, a voice echoed. « Yes. Escape, little boy. Run away from your own turmoil, like you have been doing until now. Having an adventure with your friends was nice, right? Far from your sin, and far from the pain you have caused them. »
Tendrils grew from the mass and grabbed Basil once more, pulling him towards itself.
Basil stood still, hugging his legs.
« Yes, boy » the mass snickered. « Remain in this world of fantasy. Escape from your past. Find refuge in this world. »
«Hey!» Aubrey lifted her arms up, bat ready to strike. «Let Basil go!»
«Aubrey, wait!» Hero grabbed her hands before she could smash the black mass. «You could hurt Basil!»
Aubrey yanked herself away from his grip. «What do we do, then!?» a flicker in her eyes and she turned towards Sunny. «You said you know this monster, right?!»
«More or less…» said Sunny.
«And what did you do?»
«I… defeated him…»
«There, Hero! We need to beat the shit out of it!»
«Aubrey, calm down!» Hero took her shoulders. «Losing our cool won’t help here.»
She stood still, lips quivering and body trembling, before she nodded, pulling herself away from his touch.
Anxiety and doubt had once more possessed Basil. Sunny looked at his friend, protected by the maw of the giant beast, having found refuge in a world of fantasy, similarly to how he had done until one year prior.
Sunny understood. He understood his fears, his hesitation, his hate towards himself.
He crouched in front of the abomination once more, ignoring its growling. He looked at Basil and dug in his mind for the right words.
«Basil», Sunny hoped his voice reached him. «It's okay. I also escaped in another world to run away from my pain. But I'm here now. With you.»
Basil looked at him. «Sunny, but I… I hurt everybody else. If I hadn’t staged the suicide… Hero wouldn’t have spent one year at home, he wouldn’t have fought with Kel, you wouldn’t have been forced to keep the secret, and… and Something wouldn’t exist», he sobbed. «Don’t you see, Sunny?! Everything is my fault! All the Gates we've seen, they were all my fault!»
A growl, and the black mass grew bigger. A small flicker from Basil's pocket got Sunny's attention, and his skin paled.
A lightbulb may lose its light.
«Basil!» Sunny jumped into the creature's maw, ignoring its stirring and Omori's shriek, and hugged his friend. «Basil, you forgave me, you forgave all of us! We forgave you! You can’t stay here! We all… we all have suffered enough.»
«I don't know… I don’t know if I can do it, Sunny. I thought I could, I truly did, but… maybe I was only getting distracted from what really mattered. From what I had done. And then, all this journey… it was like everything was back to normal again.»
Sunny hugged his friend tighter. «Please… we’ve worked so hard, Basil. We’re all here with you, you’re not alone. Even when it gets difficult, we’ll be here for you.»
Sometimes, when the memories became too much to bear, Sunny would call one of his friends. He had lost count of how many times he had fallen asleep to his friends’ voices.
Basil would sometimes call him, too. Sunny knew that it meant something was up, but he rarely opened up besides a simple and vague “reliving the bad memories again”. Sunny would talk to him to the best of his ability, putting the phone down only when he was sure he had gone to sleep.
Little steps. They all needed little steps.
And Sunny had promised he’d be there for them until the very end.
«Basil», Hero’s voice rang from next to them. Sunny hadn’t noticed him going inside. «You are right. Things won’t be as they were before», a forlorn smile on his lips. «But that’s okay. Basil, it doesn’t mean it doesn’t have to be good.»
Basil bit his lip, hugging his legs more.
Hero had always been there for them. Sunny expected him to open up a little more now, but even so sometimes glimpses of his true thoughts leaked in his messages or in his lack of a response. Basil knew that, for he had often told Sunny of how grateful he was that Hero had forgiven them.
«You're still my friend», Aubrey was next to him, squeezing his shoulder. «And you forgave me. It gave me the strength to try to atone for what I did… so… I forgive you too, Basil. I hope it can help you too.»
Aubrey had scared Basil for the longest time, but they had mended the bridge between them. He had often told Sunny how happy he was that they could rekindle their friendship. Basil was grateful that, beneath that tough exterior, his old friend Aubrey still lingered on, with her unfaltering loyalty to her friends and stubborn kindness.
It’s what I need during those days where my mind won’t leave me alone , he had told Sunny, once.
«And, Basil!» Kel grin shone in the darkness. «Next time you feel like this, let us know, okay? You don’t have to bottle up your feelings…» he chuckled. «It's something I should learn too, but… hey, we can learn together!»
Sunny hadn’t been the only one who had noticed Kel’s role in their new reality. How, if it wasn’t for him, they wouldn’t have ever reunited. Basil had told Sunny how grateful he was towards Kel for never giving up on him and on them.
«See, Basil?» Sunny smiled. «We can do it. We have wonderful friends by our side.»
Basil's lips shivered, as he looked at his friends, one by one.
And then, he nodded. «Okay. I… I will trust your words.»
The creature stirred and screamed as Basil took his lightbulb out from his pocket. Black swirls had taken root inside, but the more Basil looked at it, the more they disappeared, leaving a white light in their trail.
The light grew stronger and they shielded their eyes, as it enveloped them. The last thing they heard was the shriek of the creature.
Sunny needed a moment before his eye adjusted to the light. After the darkness of the black maze, sunlight hurt him.
The sight of the moving grass calmed him, as he looked around. They were next to the river they had been playing before being washed away by the wave.
All his friends were there, and Sunny smiled, relief in his chest.
«Basil!» Aubrey was the first to run towards him, hugging him tight. «Thank goodness you're alright…»
Basil stood still for a moment, looking at his friend, before nuzzling his face in the crook of her neck and wrapping his hands around her back. «I'm sorry for worrying you, Aubrey.»
«Never do something like that again!» she pulled away from him, rubbing her eyes to no avail, as more tears fell out.
«You aren’t hurt, are you?» Hero was looking at his legs. «That creature was holding you…»
«Oh no, I'm fine», and, as if to reinforce his statement, he moved his leg a bit.
He took a deep breath, fidgeting with his fingers. «I'm… I'm sorry, guys. Really. I… after we saw Hero's Gate, all these thoughts started to overwhelm me and… I guess this was the result.»
«Why didn’t you tell us?» asked Hero.
Basil didn’t answer, looking at the ground.
In that moment, Kel walked towards him and hugged him. «I'm glad you’re alright, Basil. I guess we really should learn how to talk about our feelings, huh?»
«Yeah…» he chuckled. «Maybe you can help us, Aubrey.»
She looked at the two boys, eyes lingering on the taller one. «I can do that for you, Basil, but for Kel it'll cost.»
«H-hey! Why?»
«You still owe me money, remember?»
Kel groaned, and Basil pat his back.
Omori approached Basil with little steps. «Are you really okay?» his voice was weak, tentative.
Basil gave him a smile. «I am. Thank you for trying to protect me there, Omori.»
He shrugged. «Just doing my job…» his eyes flashed at him. «And I was worried.»
Basil chuckled, hugging him.
Omori didn’t react at first, but he soon hugged him back. «And Kel's right. Next time, let us know if these thoughts bother you. Sunny has me, but you…»
«I have you, too!»
Basil squeezed tighter, as Omori gasped. His eyes quivered, tears threatening to fall out, as he looked at Sunny for support.
He gave him a thumbs up.
Basil pulled back and frowned. «Don’t I?»
Omori sniffed. «Yeah. Yeah, you do. I guess… we’re friends.»
The whistle of the train made them jump.
«Shit!» Aubrey looked at the path that went up the hill. «We gotta go!»
«Let's go!» Omori was the first to start running, soon followed by the others.
They reached the train station and jumped into the train just a second before its doors closed, another whistle accompanying the start of its engines and its departure.
The group of friends looked at one another, still on their feet, regaining their breath.
And then, as soon as they realized that they were safe, they burst out laughing.
Notes:
Basil couldn’t be missing from the Headspace party, could he? :)
By the way, the "train check-up" is actually a small reference to a short novel called "Night on the Galactic Railroad". Yes, it's a bit weird.
in the next chapter they won’t suffer, i promise :)
Thanks for all the hits, kudos, comments, and bookmarks!! you all rock
I hope you'll enjoy the rest of the story!
Chapter 43: The Beacon
Summary:
Sunny and his friends reach the Beacon.
Chapter Text
When they stepped out of the train, silence enveloped them.
No other passengers left the train with them, for they were the last ones remaining. The last streak of the ride had been clouded in silence, broken by the restless legs bouncing on the floor and, when the final station finally appeared, it truly seemed like an oasis in a scorching desert.
And, beyond the station, a land of glittering yellow and white greeted Sunny and his friends.
Sand dunes dotted the land until they touched the horizon, the tips of a few pyramids peeking from the curves. A wooden bridge snaked through the dunes, leading towards a tower far away. At its top, a great light shone bright, similar to a sun.
«Is that the Beacon?» asked Aubrey, shielding her eyes with her hand.
«I guess so», said Omori, imitating her. «Although this place is nothing like the one I remember…»
Sunny nodded, giving a look around. Clouds of sand and dust rolled down the hills, glittering under the sun. Only at that moment he realized that the sky was not purple like the one they had seen until that moment, but it was white. If it was natural for it to be that color or the result of the bright light from the Beacon, he didn’t know.
«So…» Hero looked at his friends. «Shall we go?»
«The sooner we start walking, the better» Aubrey nodded, putting her feet on the bridge, followed by the others.
«This place really is different from the one I remember», said Omori, frowning.
«How was it like back in your Headspace?» asked Basil.
«Still a desert, but much more lively. It was the farthest place away from the rest of Headspace, though… I wonder if that’s the reason it’s like this, here.»
Sunny tilted his head. «What do you mean?»
«This place feels… different from any of the others we’ve visited so far. Some of them wanted to spit me out, while others felt comforting and familiar enough. This one… is entirely different. This is not our Headspace, I’m sure of that, but at the same time it doesn’t want me out of here… it’s welcoming.»
Hero remained in silence, deep in thought, when he chimed in. «So… what you’re saying is this place is not part of your Headspace, but at the same time it’s not part of the Headspace we’ve visited until now?»
Omori nodded. «No idea why the name stayed the same, though. Maybe it was the distance itself that allowed for this place to be changed like this.»
«I just hope it won’t stay like this, once we’ll go inside the Beacon and return home», said Basil. «So you can return to the Orange Oasis you know.»
Omori smiled. «I hope so too. It’d have been fun. We could have gone digging at Dino’s Dig, get a fruit smoothie from a dinosaur…»
«From a dinosaur?» Aubrey furrowed her brow.
He nodded. «There were many dinosaurs, there.»
Kel’s face paled, as his eyes scanned the desert dunes. «They were friendly, right?»
«Oh yes, very friendly.»
He took a sigh of relief.
Their footsteps clicked on the wood. The tower still seemed so far away, its light like a sun.
The silence fostered Sunny’s thoughts. He thought of Mari, so delicate and happy in the train, and her last words to him. He hadn’t had the time to think about that but… that was her, right? Or, at least, the memory of her. Her memories had taken shape and form in that strange wonderland.
It was the closest thing he could do to meeting her after her death.
And she had forgiven him.
Sunny had already forgiven himself, or at least had taken the first steps towards that goal, but hearing those words made him feel better. Lighter.
He wondered if that was how his friends felt, too, after their journey and watching their worst memories. Daddy Longlegs had told them that the ordeal would let them wake up with a lighter soul, and in that moment Sunny realized the truth of those words.
Despite already having his white lightbulb, he thought that it applied to him too. The world didn’t seem as daunting anymore, he wasn’t a small ant amongst giants. He was growing, and soon he’d see all the others at face level.
He gave one last look to the ever approaching Beacon. He couldn’t wait to return home.
The Beacon towered from the sand with its white walls and gray lines, shining among the golden dunes. The top of the tower was barely visible, its light so bright it seemed to absorb the sky.
At its feet, a door made of light awaited them, making the sand glitter like snow.
Sunny blinked a few times to be sure that wasn’t a dream.
The Beacon.
Their final destination.
The place they worked so hard to reach.
«We made it», Hero’s voice was a whisper, as if he was afraid it could disrupt the reality they were in. Nobody answered, looking at one another.
A smile grew on his face. «We finally made it!»
Reality settled in. The group burst into cheers and high fives, as Aubrey hugged Basil and ruffled his hair, while Kel placed a hand on Sunny’s shoulder, grinning and giving him a thumbs up, which he reciprocated.
«We’re finally returning home!» Aubrey squeezed Basil a bit more, making him yelp, but he didn’t seem to dislike it. «No more funny business and… wow. I never thought I’d say this but, I’m happy to return to school .»
«You said it…» Kel chuckled, nodding. And then, he turned towards Omori. «But what about you?»
He shrugged. «Don’t worry about me. I’ll just return to my Headspace. This guy», he pointed at Sunny with his thumb, «said he wants to keep in contact with me, so I guess my days are gonna become more lively.»
Sunny squeezed his hand and nodded. «You’re coming with us to the Beacon anyway, are you not?»
«Huh? What do you mean?»
«This is not your Headspace, Omori. I think you have to come with us.»
Omori looked at the tower, deep in thought. «I think you’re right. I don’t want to be trapped in here.»
«But after this…» Hero walked towards him. «We won’t be seeing each other again.»
Omori’s face darkened. «I guess not. Unless, I dunno, you will experience another shared dream again. Life is full of surprises.»
Hero chuckled as he pulled the boy in a hug. «I’ll miss you, Omori.»
«Hey! Don’t talk as if we’re never gonna interact again! Sunny can be our middle man!»
«Right!» Kel grinned. «Sunny, we all trust you on this, okay?»
Sunny nodded and made a cross on his heart, sealing the promise. Of course he had planned to do that. It was the least he could do.
And, if he really could talk to Omori in the waking life, too, he would probably never stop pestering him about talking to his friends.
«Thank you for everything, Omori» Basil walked closer when Hero let him go. «I really hope we can at least talk to each other once in a while.»
«I wouldn’t mind that. It’s gonna be lonely without you all…»
«Think of us when you feel lonely!» Kel placed a hand on his shoulder. «And… yeah. Thanks for everything, Omori. You really saved our skins more than once.»
Aubrey broke through them and pulled him into a hug. «Yeah. Thanks, Omori.»
Sunny repressed his chuckle as he saw Omori’s cheeks growing darker, but he stood still, eyes wide, until she let go.
Sunny walked in front of him. He scrambled his mind looking for the right words to say, until he settled with: «Thank you, Omori. I’m glad I accepted you coming with us. I think… it was a good idea.»
«I think so too», Omori smiled. «This was fun.»
«We’ll try to keep in touch, alright?»
«We already did. Remember? You’d be in White Space, sometimes.»
«Yeah, but we would never talk. I was too angry at you.»
«That’s okay. We can fix that. Next time you’ll come over, we’ll talk. I’ll even let you pet Mewo.»
Sunny smiled. «I can’t wait.»
«Alright», Hero gave one last look to Omori, before looking at the Beacon. «After this, we’ll wake up in our beds once more.»
«Oh yeah, about that», Kel lunged onto his brother, squeezing him into a hug. «We won’t be seeing each other either…»
Hero stood still for a moment, processing those words, before frowning. «You… you’re right. I’m gonna wake up in a lonely college dorm room…»
Aubrey smiled, before joining the hug. «That sucks. But you’re a nerd, so you’re gonna be alright.»
Hero nodded, as his two friends let him go.
«Hey, let’s not be so gloomy!» Basil smiled. «The first thing we should do once we’re awake is to plan our meetup.»
«Yeah!» Kel bumped his fist in the air. «Although I will miss you, bro.»
«I’ll miss you too, Kel. Say hi to Sally for me, okay?»
«Of course!»
Kel showed his fist to Hero, who needed a moment to respond. But in the end he did, giving him a fistbump with a smile.
«Hey, Sunny» Basil approached him with a smile. «We’ll see each other soon, okay?»
Sunny nodded and pulled his friend for a hug. «I’ll miss you.»
Basil squeezed him harder, before another pair of arms enveloped them. Kel easily towered over the two boys, and Sunny enjoyed the embrace.
«I’ll miss you, Sunny… I hope we can see each other again soon.»
«We will.»
Kel let them go, and the first thing Sunny saw was Aubrey’s worried gaze. «Remember our deal: tell us if this little guy here starts being too annoying», she motioned her head towards Omori, who pouted and crossed his arms.
Sunny nodded. «You don’t have to worry, really.»
«Alright! Alright!» Omori threw his hands in the air. «I’ll miss you all, but it’s time for you to return home.»
Aubrey’s face softened. «C’mon, it was just to remind Sunny that he’s not alone.»
Omori glared at the girl, but ended up nodding. Still not happy though, Aubrey ruffled his hair, making him hide his face in his hands.
Hero took a few steps towards the Beacon, before turning to his friends. He took one deep breath. «So, are we ready?»
They all nodded.
And then, they took each other’s hands, gave one last look to the Beacon, and walked into its door of light.
: - :
Sunny didn’t dare open his eyes, focusing on the warmth of his friends’ hands on his own. He didn’t want to know what he’d see if he opened his eye before letting his friends go. If he still felt their warmth, it meant they still weren’t home, right?
«Dreamer.»
He recognized that voice.
Stranger?
What is he doing here?
«Remember. From darkness, you can create your own reality. And you’d do well to remember… your lights must be strong enough to guide you home.»
Sunny’s hands turned cold.
He opened his eye.
And he was alone, in a familiar white room.
Notes:
They didn’t suffer much here, did they
*still misses 5 chapters*
uh-ohAs always, thanks for all the hits, kudos, bookmarks, and comments!!
Chapter 44: Welcome to Orange Space
Summary:
Aubrey wakes up in a familiar place.
Notes:
First of all, a huge thank you for all the comments I’ve received in the past chapter. I haven’t answered all of them but I greatly enjoyed them! I wanted to reassure you that this fanfic will have a happy ending :)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Welcome to Orange Space
You are now safe here
A sickening sight greeted Aubrey when she opened her eyes. She had been keeping them closed, worried of what may happen if she had seen the interior of the Beacon, but the lack of warmth of her friends' hands worried her, and she snapped them open.
Red and black smudges covered the walls, the ground, the ceiling. The entire world pulsated and throbbed, while a low growl echoing from far away.
Aubrey’s stomach churned: the air smelled of blood, and she took a few deep breaths to calm down.
After sniffing her sleeve a couple of times, she looked around, gritting her teeth.
She remembered that place. It’s where she had woken up, before being thrown in that weird adventure.
«Why am I here?!» she yelled at the void. She rummaged in her pocket, fishing the lightbulb out. It was still white. «The lightbulb is white!» she raised it, as if somebody could see it from far away. «What am I supposed to do now?!»
But nothing answered her question. The walls continued to swirl, the room kept growling.
She slowly lowered her arm, before letting out a frustrated sigh.
She put the lightbulb back in her pocket with more force than intended, and checked that it hadn’t been damaged by caressing the glass. She sighed in relief.
Aubrey raised her eyes.
Why was she back there? They had gone on their journey, she had braved her Gate, she had made amends with Basil and her friends, her lightbulb had turned white… what else was there to do?!
She was ready to leave that weird adventure behind her, why was she still stuck there?!
And where were her friends? Were they okay?
She groaned, and kicked the ground. A red swirl retreated from her feet.
«Might as well check this place out.»
She fixed the bag with her bat on her shoulder, and started walking.
But soon she realized there wasn't much to see: the endless void had nothing to offer but red swirls, the unending growl, and the smell of blood. Her footsteps echoed in the empty room, when she noticed a point where the floor was uneven, in the distance.
She walked towards it, heart full of hope, until she reached a crack on the ground.
This is where I found the lightbulb, isn’t it?
Right. She had broken the floor with her bat, fighting off the spikes that kept attacking her.
Of course, there wasn’t a lightbulb at its center anymore.
Instead, Aubrey found a child.
Aubrey froze in place, eyes wide. The child was hugging their legs, soft sobs coming from her. She could have recognized those looks anywhere.
And those sobs…
It was the younger Aubrey they had met in the Neighbour's Room. The child who was excited at her pink hair. She now donned more natural colors, but it was her younger self without a doubt.
What is she doing here?
The faraway growl snapped her from her thoughts. She gasped, looking around, the smell of blood growing stronger.
This is no place for a child.
«Hey!» she called out.
The kid raised her head and her frown disappeared, a smile blossoming on her face, and Aubrey could swear her eyes were sparkling.
«Hi!» she sprung to her feet, picking Mr. Plantegg up from the ground, and ran towards her.
Aubrey helped her out from the hole by holding her hand and pulling her upwards. «Thanks for helping me! Who are you?»
Aubrey stood still. Didn't she remember? Maybe she wasn’t the same Aubrey they had met…
Should she call herself “Aubrey”? Would that be weird? Maybe she had to use another name…
«Mari», she mentally slapped herself for using that name, but it was the first one that came to her mind. «My name is Mari. What's yours?»
«Aubrey! It’s nice to meet you, Mari. I was all alone… so I'm happy that you are here!»
That was a good thing, Aubrey thought. That wasn't a place for a child, and she had to make sure she was going to be okay. She had to distract her… until she found a way out.
Holding the child’s hand, Aubrey walked around the room with her in tow. Her younger self clutched Mr. Plantegg close to her chest in search of comfort, and sometimes Aubrey would squeeze her hand a little bit tighter to remind her that she wasn’t alone anymore.
Hand on the strap of her bag, Aubrey kept an eye for anything different in the red void. But nothing caught her eye, while her mind rummaged for things she could do with the kid to distract her from that hellish place.
Playing with her bat was too dangerous, playing hide and seek impossible. Playing tag could have been an option, but Aubrey didn’t like the idea to let the child out of her sight.
«Hey», she finally said, an idea sprouting in her head. «I see you have some really nice hair. Do you want me to brush it?»
The younger Aubrey pouted. «No! I don’t let anyone else but my mom touch it!»
A pang of sadness pierced Aubrey's chest. Right. It was her mother who would help her take care of her hair before… before everything went to ruin.
«Don’t worry. I know a trick or two. Trust me!»
The younger Aubrey squared her up with an untrusty gaze, before nodding. «Okay. But if you ruin it I will scream.»
Oh, yikes.
«Don’t worry, I will be careful.»
They sat down on the ground, and Aubrey dropped her bag on the floor. She ignored the neverending growl buzzing in her ears and focused on the child’s hair.
«Here», the younger Aubrey gave her a brush. «I had it in my pocket.»
«Thank you.»
Aubrey started by running her fingers through the strands of hair, before finding a steady position. She marveled at the smooth feeling running on her skin. Aubrey smirked. Yeah, that hadn’t changed despite the years. Her hair was as soft as it always was.
«You have some really nice hair», she complimented her. The child giggled, a soft squeeze from Mr. Plantegg showing her happiness. Aubrey collected her hair in one strand and ran the brush through with a careful hand, looking for knots.
Her mind was entirely focused on the task.
Her hands in her hair. The knots that met the brush. The light push. The smell of strawberry shampoo. It led Aubrey to the memories of a simpler time, when it was Mari who would do those things for her. With that same brush and in front of a mirror, Aubrey would look at her big sister with starry eyes full of marvel.
Mari made everything look so easy. From combing the hair of a sensitive child to playing the piano to comfort her little brother.
After she was gone, brushing her hair never felt the same. No matter how careful she was while taking care of it, Aubrey longed to feel Mari's touch once more. In her small room, in front of her mirror, Aubrey would often stand still, looking at her lone figure.
But there she was, combing the hair of another child.
Aubrey smiled, as she ended her work with a ponytail.
She gave the child a pat on the back and, as her younger self turned around with her hands raised to touch the ponytail on her head, Aubrey wondered if Mari would have been proud of her.
And if she would forgive her for sullying her name by taking that mantle, in that moment.
Younger Aubrey sprung to her feet, touching her ponytail. «It’s so good! Do you have a mirror?»
She shook her head. «Sorry.»
«Ow. I wanted to see!»
«You look great, I can assure you that.»
Younger Aubrey chirped, bouncing on the balls of her feet. «Thank you, Mari. Can we be friends?»
Aubrey froze, eyes wide. «Yes», she barely whispered. «We… we already are, aren’t we?»
«Yay!» She jumped on the spot, squeezing Mr. Plantegg. «I hope we'll be good friends!»
«I… I hope so too.»
It was a weird feeling, being envious of one's younger self.
Aubrey remembered. Despite how difficult it was to believe that, she had once been that child. Peppy and positive, so different from how she had turned out to be.
Aubrey got on her feet and retrieved her bag from the floor. That child did not deserve to be in such a sickening place.
And it is all my fault.
It was her fault she had been trapped in that room with the never ending growl.
Aubrey's eyes stung.
The child gasped, running towards her. «Mari! Are you crying?»
«H-huh?»
Aubrey brought a hand to an eye. It was wet.
«I… I'm alright.»
Her voice was hoarse. She tried to contain herself, she really did, but it was no use. Her guilt fueled her tears, but despite that, in her mind one simple thought kept her grounded.
This is no place for a child.
She reached her hand out to the child, trying to take her little hand once more.
They had to go. They had to find a way out.
Aubrey had to help her.
That child couldn’t stay there. She deserved a better place. Better friends.
But the tears fogged her sight and Aubrey couldn’t see anything, she clutched her hand, reaching out, but she grabbed nothing but air.
Where is she? We have to go!
Something warm cupped Aubrey’s cheek.
She froze.
She blinked a few times to allow the tears to make her see again. She found the child on the tip of her feet, reaching her face. Her younger self brushed away one of her tears with her thumb.
Aubrey couldn’t hold it in anymore.
That child. She wasn’t supposed to do that. She wasn’t supposed to help her. She was supposed to be playing with her friends, to dream about her future.
Aubrey sobbed under the child’s touch, her wails drowning the neverending growl around her.
It was a natural reaction. Aubrey took the child’s hands in her own and pulled her into a hug, falling to her knees.
She grabbed her tight, burying her nose on the crook of her neck until the smell of strawberry shampoo drowned the smell of blood and, for a moment, nothing else existed but that hug.
«I’m so sorry», Aubrey whispered, hugging her tighter. «I’m so sorry.»
«W-what…?»
«It's all my fault…»
It's all my fault that you will turn into a wreck like me. It’s all my fault you will resort to violence. It's all my fault you will hurt your friends.
It’s all my fault you will almost kill Basil.
«It's all my fault you are here.»
The child stood still as Aubrey cried into her vest.
But then, Aubrey felt a pair of hands around her back.
«Mari?»
«Y-yes?»
«It's okay. I forgive you.»
Aubrey blinked. Once, twice, and then rubbed her eyes to push all the tears away.
She pulled back from the child, and in that moment her eyes met a brighter room. The red and black swirls had disappeared, leaving room to a pale orange, similar to soft sunlight. The smell of blood was gone, replaced by the strawberry scent that brought back such good memories, and the growl had vanished.
Aubrey smiled. That room was so much better.
She felt lighter. All the sadness that weighed her down until that moment disappeared.
The child smiled, squeezing Mr. Plantegg tight.
«Thank you for brushing my hair, Mari. I hope we can continue being friends.»
Aubrey nodded, brushing away one stray tear. «I hope so too.»
I'm sorry for hating you, for all this time.
You were just a child. I forgive you too.
Aubrey felt at peace. She didn’t remember the last time her body felt so light, if it ever did. With it came a great tiredness, and she could barely keep her eyes open, while the child pulled her gently towards her lap. The last thing she heard was the child lulling her to sleep, while caressing her hair. Slumber won her over, and the world turned dark as she closed her eyes.
From darkness, you can create your own reality .
And, even deep in her dreams, Aubrey smiled.
She knew exactly what reality she wanted.
Notes:
So. This chapter.
I want to talk a little more about it.
Because this entire fanfiction sprung from this exact chapter. I once saw a fanart with Younger Aubrey comforting Older Aubrey, and it just stuck to me. So I asked myself “What is a story where this could happen?”
And that, mixed with my desire to write a story about the Omori characters going on a wacky adventure together, are what brought this entire fanfiction to light.
So this chapter is particularly important to me, and I hope I did it justice.also maybe i should have reread it another time but i was so excited to post it lol
Thank you for all your comments, bookmarks, hits, and kudos!
Chapter 45: Welcome to Green Space
Summary:
Kel wakes up in a familiar place.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Welcome to Green Space.
You are not alone anymore
Kel took a deep breath. Air filled his lungs and he slowly exhaled, letting the flow tickle his nostrils. He wasn't sure of the reason, but he was scared of having his eyes open while crossing the Beacon. Who knew what he could see? In the Captain Spaceboy comics, it was always a bad idea to keep one's eyes open while crossing through an interdimensional portal. And he trusted Captain Spaceboy. Much more now that he met him for real.
He chuckled at the memory. That was nice. They didn't cross any interdimensional portals but they did cross the galaxy with a spaceship, and that was cool enough.
He took another deep breath. That crossing was taking a while, wasn't it? Maybe it was safe to look.
He peeked from one eye, before they both widened.
Kel was alone. A pale yellow room rolled before him, an infinite space devoid of a ceiling, floor, and walls. The ground was littered with sport equipment and a vast array of toys, along with a few bushes here and there. From far away, he could spot a basketball loop.
«I've been here before», his thoughts were faster than his memories. «Right. When we first arrived here… I was in this room. Hector was also here.»
A smile curled his lips, as he started walking. «It feels like so time ago… so many things happened.»
It was amazing . Kel beamed, memories flooding his mind and filling his chest with happy thoughts. He had an adventure with his friends, met his childhood hero, discovered a new side of Sweetheart, traveled under the ocean and talked with a talking shark, had the opportunity to befriend Omori…
His feet hit a basketball on the ground. Kel followed it with his eyes as it rolled away.
However, that adventure hadn’t been all sunshine and rainbows, hadn’t it?
Kel shivered. The Gates…
His own Gate had been bad enough and he wished that his friends hadn’t needed to go through such ordeals, too.
But that place had other plans. One after another, they all had faced their worst memories, made peace with them, and finally found support in their friends.
A small smile escaped his lips. That was nice enough. Hero had even apologized for what happened and Kel thought that they had grown closer, thanks to that journey.
He picked the ball from the ground, squeezing it a little.
The smooth surface was familiar to his skin, and a small drop of excitement sprung in his chest when he realized that he'd soon be home. Sure, not seeing Sunny, Hero, and Omori was sad, but he'd be lying if he said he didn't miss home.
«But», his face darkened as he looked at the room, «what do I have to do now?»
Kel always had a difficult time standing still. His mother used to say that lightning had hit him when he was a child and that was why he was so full of energy. And he thought better when his feet were moving. He dribbled against invisible opponents on the basketball floor, while letting his thoughts flow. He thought of his friends and brother, and hoped they were alright. He thought of his family, and it rekindled his will to return home.
He kept playing, the squeaking of shoes on the floor and the ball's thumps the only sounds that met his ears.
Sooner or later, an idea would flash in his mind and solve the situation. Might as well have fun while waiting for that to happen.
Or so he hoped.
It was after cheering when he made a successful shot, that he spotted something at the corner of his eye.
He turned around and, not too far away from where he was standing, stood a small child.
It was the younger Kel they had met in… how did Omori call that place? Neighbour's House? Where that freaky cat lived.
What was he doing there? The child donned normal colors instead of the purple hue Kel remembered, but that only made it creepier.
Kel looked around, but nothing else had changed in the room. The child stood still, looking at the ball on the ground.
Well, he was growing bored…
«Hey!» he greeted, a grin on his face. «Wanna play with me?»
The younger boy gasped, mouth curling in a rounded shape. He then grinned. «Yeah! But don’t complain if I beat you!»
Ah! The nerve! «I’d like to see you try!»
They played basketball together. Kel went easy with his younger self - he was quite short, after all - and let him score a point or two when he could. Kel had fun, his thoughts slipping into comfortable places and, for a moment, the yellow room didn’t feel so suffocating anymore.
Watching himself play was an interesting experience. Kel had always prided in his speed, but he had to admit that his skills in playing on the field weren’t too shabby at all. Sure, he couldn’t properly assess himself through his younger self, but he was doing a great job.
They stopped after Kel noticed his younger self grow tired and, despite his denial, he plopped on the ground, catching his breath.
«You're pretty good», Kel said. «I'm sure you can be a pro someday!»
«You think so?!» The boy sprung on his feet once more. «That'd be so cool!»
Kel grinned, squeezing the ball.
But, in that moment, the younger boy’s face darkened. He winced, looking at the endless expanse of fun and games that stretched beyond them, and rubbed his arms.
Kel frowned. «Is something wrong?»
«Do you… really think that?»
«Of course!»
The child muttered something that Kel couldn’t hear, but his face made it clear that he wasn’t really believing it.
«I don't think I'm that good.»
«You should believe in yourself more! Believe me, you will be great if you keep practicing!»
His younger self looked at him, and something clutched Kel's heart.
«Hey…» the child had his eyes fixed on the ground. «Have you ever felt… lonely?»
Kel squeezed the ball harder.
Yes. Of course he did.
He did when Mari died. When everybody left him behind, his brother included. When his family started flocking next to Hero because he needed it.
Kel was okay, he didn’t need help.
He was okay, he just had to smile.
«Yeah», the word left his mouth before he could think.
«What do you do when you feel like that?» the child was looking at him, but he didn’t look back. «It feels awful and I don’t know what to do. And… I have nobody else to ask.»
Kel stood still.
What did he do?
He kept plowing through day after day, played basketball and videogames, and kept smiling.
He pulled his cheeks upwards until they were sore, hiding every shadow that could betray sadness.
Loneliness. Alienation. Kicked out from everything he ever knew.
Remember to smile!
He bit his tongue. That was not what he had to say.
And, in that moment, he understood.
He threw the ball away and crouched to meet himself at his eye level. «Hey, listen. This feeling… it makes you feel awful, doesn’t it?»
«Y-yeah…»
Kel met his gaze. The child stood still, eyes quivering and lips trembling.
«There is nothing wrong with that», Kel placed his hands on his shoulder. «It's okay to feel sad. And you have all the right to be.»
«But…! The others…»
«Others who? There is nobody else here.»
«What if they come back…? I have to be strong… for them. They need me!»
Kel knew all those words. He knew all those thoughts. And they made his heart ache. He wouldn’t have wished that on any of his friends, so why did he let himself be consumed by his sadness in such a way?
«They need you, that’s true. But you have to take care of yourself too, if you want to help them.»
«H-huh?»
Kel smiled. «You have to cry.»
The child gasped. «W-what?»
Kel tightened his grip on his shoulder, looking at him straight in the eyes. «You have to cry!» the room grew darker, but he paid it no mind. «Cry! Yell! Scream! Let it all out!»
He pulled him into a hug, making sure to not let him go. «I’ll be here for you, I promise.»
A sob reached Kel’s ears, and he squeezed the child tighter.
Another sob.
Soon enough, the child started crying, ugly tears staining his face and dampening Kel’s shirt. He gripped onto Kel as if he was his safeline and, in that moment, Kel wondered if his younger self felt like how he’d feel when Hero hugged him.
He cried and wailed and bawled, and Kel didn't mind that his shirt was getting soaked, he kept his grip strong around the child that he once was. Nobody had been there for him when he needed it. He had strained his face to keep smiling, no matter what, but that was not his fault. His younger self didn't know any better, after all.
Someday, you won’t feel like this anymore , he wanted to say, but the words died in his throat.
Your friends are all suffering. It’s not that they hate you.
But even so…
He remembered Sunny’s words at the Last Resort. He had thanked him for knocking on his door that day.
I don’t think I’d be here now if it weren’t for you.
Kel grabbed that memory and held it close.
Kel didn’t let go, even when the sobs subsided. However, he finally had a chance to look at the room.
It had indeed grown darker, lines of blue snaking through the pale yellow, turning everything green in its wake. Kel found a certain sense of calm in it.
The child pulled away. His eyes were red and puffy, but Kel ruffled his hair anyway.
«Feeling better?»
He nodded, rubbing a finger under his nose. «Yeah. Thank you, mister.»
«Mister? I'm not that old!»
The child chuckled and turned around, before sprinting away from him. «Try to catch me, mister!»
«H-hey!» Kel sprung on his feet and started running towards the boy, leaving the green space behind.
He didn’t know for how long he ran, but the green led to deep black. As the echoes of the laughter of the child faded away, Kel found himself alone in the darkness.
«Hey!» he yelled, but nobody answered. «Is anybody here?»
Only silence answered his call. Kel rummaged in his pocket, and got his lightbulb out. Its light wasn't that strong, but it helped him a little.
From darkness, you can create your own reality.
Kel smiled.
He knew exactly what reality he wanted.
Notes:
And this, peoples, is the reason why I couldn't name "Welcome to Green Space" the second chapter of this fanfic, instead opting for "Welcome to Black Space"...
And we’re nearing the end…
Thanks for sticking with me so far!
Thanks for all the kudos, hits, bookmarks, and comments!
Chapter 46: Welcome to Purple Space
Summary:
Hero wakes up in a familiar place.
Notes:
Congrats to everybody who correctly guessed Hero's new color! ;)
also a pretty short one this time around, sorry
And thank you for the 45k hits!!!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Welcome to Purple Space
It's okay to feel
Hero didn't want to open his eyes.
What would he see? His college room, barely lit by the lamppost in front of his windows? His desk littered by books and post-it notes, waiting for another study session?
He had such a memorable time with his brother and his friends, he wanted to sleep for a little more to enjoy that.
But, if the lack of warmth in his hands was any indicator, it was already too late. Any company was to be only a fantasy.
Hero took a deep breath - had it always been so difficult, his chest so heavy? - and steeled himself.
Time to return to the same, old reality. Goodbye adventures, hello anatomy books.
But it was a dark room that greeted him, not his college dorm room.
Hero gasped, trying to keep the panic at bay.
I know this room.
Those deep blue walls were more than familiar to him. He had seen that room when he had arrived in that weird dream world, but the suffocating air had been familiar to him for far longer.
Hero didn't want to relish in it for longer than needed. He had made a promise, both to himself and to his friends. He looked around for a way out, but only the deep blue greeted him.
Hero brushed a hand on his hair, letting out an exasperated sigh. He fished the lightbulb out from his pocket, its weak light a source of comfort, but it didn't offer him any clues on what he had to do.
«I can't keep the others waiting», he placed the lightbulb back in his pocket, already imagining a worried Kel waiting from him on the other side of… wherever they were.
What if he was still locked in sleep?
What if his friends had all woken up already, and his phone was buzzing nonstop for their calls?
Hero took a deep breath, lightly slapped himself as he jumped on the spot, as he always did to psych himself up before his morning jog, and took the first step.
The room offered no way out. Sleepy blues comforted his view, but he knew better, and didn’t fall to the sleepiness that beckoned him. Hero kept walking, lightbulb in hand, its pale light a small reminder to not fall for the familiar trap anymore.
It was then that he found a bed. He smirked, aware of the danger, and was almost leaving it alone when the sound of breathing attracted his attention.
He turned towards the bed, eyebrow furrowed, and approached it with wary steps, tilting his head a little to see beyond the covers.
He gasped. Two familiar bundles of black and blond hair met his gaze. Sunny and Basil were sleeping soundly, breathing softly under the covers.
Why were they there?
He shook Sunny’s shoulder.
«Hey, Sunny. C’mon, wake up.»
But, no matter how much he shook him, the boy kept sleeping. Basil, too, didn’t rouse after calling his name.
Worry surged in his chest, but Hero pushed his thoughts away, letting his analytical mind come forth.
The two boys were sleeping. No sign of distress on their faces. Their breathing was steady. They were fine.
That allowed Hero for a brief respite, when a glint of white made him turn his gaze upwards.
A knife.
A knife was dangling above the bed, held by a thin string.
Hero didn’t think twice, grabbing the blade and yanking it from the dangerous place. He looked at it in his hands to make sure his friends truly were safe. The thread was too thin, who knew when it could have snapped. The knife would have fallen and…
You want to use it, do you not?
Hero gasped, looking around. But nobody was there, except for the two boys.
«Who are you?»
You want to use that knife to exact your revenge, do you not?
The voice came from everywhere at once. The thought of Stranger flashed in his mind, but the voice was too different to be him.
«Wh-what are you talking about?»
These two boys have ruined your life. Destroyed your dream, burdened you with a guilt not of your own that has eaten you for years. Your relationship with your brother decayed, you left your friends alone.
All because of these two.
Hero looked at them. They looked so peaceful, deep in their slumber.
Hero shook his head.
«It doesn’t matter anymore. We have something to look forward to, now.»
You have now the opportunity to let your rage loose. Exact your revenge, Hero!
He tightened his grip on the knife.
«I… I can't hurt my friends.»
You do not have to worry. They won’t remember it, once awake. They won’t feel any pain and they won’t know it was you. You will be free of your rage and you will be without guilt.
«How… how is that even possible? I…»
His hand hurt. It was sore, like he had been grabbing something for far longer than intended.
He looked down.
The knife.
Hero threw the blade on the floor with a scream, as if it was burning his skin.
His reflection looked at him from the ground, showing the beads of sweat rolling down from his forehead and his eyes wide open.
Hero, you won’t have an opportunity like this ever again. Exact your revenge, hurt them as they have hurt you, and nobody will ever know. They will wake as if nothing has happened.
«They will, but I won’t.»
Hero froze. His chest became lighter, a huge weight finally dropped off. A chuckle escaped his lips and he wanted to cry out of relief.
The sheer disgust of the proposal made him want to gag.
Relief.
Relief.
I give you a chance of revenge and you feel relief ?!
«I'm sorry», Hero smiled through the tears. «But I don’t want to hurt my friends. I'm not looking for revenge. I just want to return home, to my life.»
He looked at the light of the lightbulb, as around him the room turned paler. Red streaks turned the deep blue into purple. Hero looked at the new color unfolding, acceptance blossoming in his mind.
He smiled. «I know. This rage will never truly go away. They have hurt me, and nothing will change that. But that doesn’t mean we can't be friends.»
It had been an accident. They never meant to hurt Hero that way.
They never meant to hurt Mari.
For too long Hero had kept the beast of rage at bay, locked it deep inside his mind, disguising it and pretending to ignore its true form.
But it was there. It had always been there.
Hero accepted it. He accepted the rage, he accepted the resentment.
It was okay.
His heart told him to keep caring for his friends and Hero was glad for that.
They all were healing, and they’d do it together.
He looked as purple covered everything in the room and, with it, brought the suffocating air away.
Hero walked towards the bed. He fixed Basil and Sunny's sheets, tucking them in deeper, like he had always done during their sleepovers, when everybody was already fast asleep.
He turned around and walked away in the purple space.
When Hero opened his eyes again, he was in a dark space.
From darkness, you can create your own reality.
He smiled. Hero knew exactly what reality he wanted.
Notes:
As always, thanks for all the hits, kudos, bookmarks, and comments!
Chapter 47: New Reality
Summary:
Sunny and his friends wake up in the place they want to be in.
Notes:
I’m really sorry for not answering comments, but I want to let everyone know that I read and greatly appreciate each and every one of them. Simply I didn’t have enough time to answer!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Basil never liked the darkness. It offered him images he never wanted to see: hanged corpses, unblinking eyes, claws and fangs tearing his mind apart. The world itself bled when he was alone in the dark, and nothing would bring him comfort if not for a small light.
He was good, at finding those. He liked to think it was due to his appreciation of sunflowers, but he had a certain knack for finding solutions out of situations, no matter how drastic.
However, in the darkness that enveloped him in that moment, none of that haunted him.
It was the same room he had grown familiar with when he first arrived in that weird world, but with the lightbulb in his hand, the light shone brighter than it ever did, scaring the shadows away.
It brought him comfort. The room didn’t seem to want to suffocate him anymore. It wasn’t whispering words of guilt. It didn’t offer horrific images.
It stayed silent, a gray expanse rolling before him.
He thought of his friends. He had to get out of there, for their sake, too. Who knew, maybe they were already out and they were waiting for him on the other side.
He thought of Kel knocking on his door, Polly telling him that Basil wasn’t waking up. She'd be worried. Kel, on the other hand, would understand.
But Basil couldn’t let his friends worry about him anymore. He had many things to return to: his plants, his photos, and a whole array of new memories just waiting to be discovered.
He had decided to trust his friends. It was time to put a little bit of trust in himself, too.
From darkness, you can create your own reality .
Basil nodded, holding the light tight.
He knew exactly what reality he wanted.
: - :
Sometimes, Sunny thought he knew White Space better than his own home.
He had lived there for quite some time, after all.
But even so, that White Space was somehow different .
It wasn't like a placid lake with its still water, like it usually felt like. No, something was there, but it was a comforting presence.
If he strained his ear, Sunny could hear chatterings and laughter. That place seemed livelier than it was before, as if somebody had let in a speck of life.
However, it was still empty.
Mewo purred softly next to him and the boy looked up at the ceiling, pondering on what to do.
There was no door to open nor a lightbulb to smash. His own white light was safely tucked in his pocket, he had already checked.
Omori also was nowhere in sight. He hoped he was alright.
Was The Beacon just a trap? Sunny wasn't sure. He thought he just needed to make something happen, but he had done anything he could think of, and nothing had stirred the calm of the place.
Sunny sighed. He wanted to go home. They were so close…! Just one more push, and they'd all be home.
Sunny just needed to focus. A solution must have existed.
He met Mewo's bright yellow eyes.
From darkness, you can create your own reality.
Sunny nodded.
He knew exactly what reality he wanted.
: - :
The scent of flowers caressed his senses. Warmth blanketed him, and Sunny felt bliss.
His body was light, free from any burden.
When he opened his eye, the reddened sunset sky met his gaze, colors so bright it looked like it was going ablaze. A picnic blanket was laid out on the grass, the towering trees around casting their shadows.
His friends were there, sitting on the blanket, eyes full of wonder and curiosity about their new location. Omori also was there, his paper white skin tinted by the orange hues of the sun.
«Sunny!»
Basil was the first to notice him, a glint in his eyes. «You're finally here!»
«Seems like we all thought the same thing, huh?» Aubrey wore a kind smile, one Sunny hadn’t seen in a while, but hoped he'd see more often.
Sunny walked over to them, taking his place on the blanket, as Hero rummaged in a basket and gave him a sandwich. Sunny carefully unwrapped the food, before taking a bite.
Delicious and melancholic, Sunny stood still for a moment, savoring it.
«So», Kel looked at his friends, one by one. «This is it, huh?»
«Hm?» Sunny swallowed before speaking. «What do you mean?»
«The door over there», Omori pointed at a point beyond them, and there Sunny saw a white door, similar to that of White Space. «It will bring you back home.»
«How do you know that?»
He shrugged. «Stranger filled me in when we got separated.»
«So, this is really it?» Basil’s eyes were fixated on the door, his blue eyes speckled by the orange light. «We're finally going home?»
«Apparently so», Hero nodded. «But we can stay here for a little while, I believe. After all, some of us will wake up far away from the others», and he looked at Sunny
The boy looked down. He'd be back in the city, far from his friends. But, for the first time, he didn’t mind, because he knew that it wouldn’t be a problem.
However, for Hero it probably meant returning to books, so he understood his hesitance.
Aubrey stared at the half-eaten sandwich in her hands, before turning towards Omori sitting next to her. «We will hear from you again, right? Don’t disappear on us.»
Omori smiled. «I'll try not to.»
«Don’t worry!» Kel beamed, pulling Sunny into a side hug and slightly ruffling his hair. «I will knock on Sunny’s head until you answer!»
Omori nodded, giving an enthusiastic thumbs up, while Sunny winced. «Please, don’t.»
Light chuckles accompanied them, as they ate their food.
A gust of wind moved the world, but Sunny didn’t feel cold. Together with his friends, he felt at ease, and he couldn’t imagine a better place to be. Everything had fallen into its rightful place, like snow on a winter morning, and Sunny savored its warmth.
They held onto their last moments together in that place, chatting and joking around, as the neverending sunset watched over them.
Sunny didn’t know how much time they spent there, even after all the food in the basket was long gone. But, in the end, without uttering a word, they stood on their feet and one by one stood by the door.
«Before we go», Hero turned around, and gathered all of them in a hug. «I'm going to miss you all.»
«Oh, shush», Aubrey tried to pull away, but a faint blush covered her cheeks. «We're going to see each other soon enough.»
«We still have to wait a bit for Summer’s break…» murmured Basil.
Hero pulled back, and Sunny caught the glimpse of a tear in his eyes, before looking at Omori. «And you. I decided to trust you, okay?»
The boy nodded. «Thank you, Hero. It really means a lot.»
«You two are supposed to help keep each other in check», Hero placed a hand on Omori’s and Sunny’s shoulder. «I trust you, alright?»
«Don’t worry», said Sunny. «I'm sure we'll be alright.»
«Of course. We’ll find a way to make it work, somehow.»
«And you», Hero placed his hands on Basil’s shoulders, looking him in the eyes. «We are here for you, remember that.»
«Y-yes…» Basil looked down. «I will keep that in mind.»
«That applies to you too, Hero» said Aubrey. «I will be expecting rants about exams starting tomorrow morning.»
Hero blushed, as a chuckle escaped from their lips. «Are you sure about that?»
«Of course. I want an entire essay about the hardships of being a college medical student», she motioned her head towards Kel. «Bonus credits if he can also get it.»
«H-hey!»
But Kel didn't get a chance to whine, as Hero pulled them both in a hug. «Thank you.»
One by one, they all gathered together for one last hug. They stayed like that for quite a while, letting their minds be filled with the warmth of their friends, holding tight on the feeling.
In the end, when they were finally satisfied, they turned towards the white door.
And they gave one another a last nod, before going inside.
Notes:
I know people were expecting some bigger scenes with Basil and Sunny (and Omori), but that ultimately didn’t happen. Basil’s and Sunny’s lightbulbs were already white at the start of the story, so they technically didn’t have anything to “prove” at the end, unlike the other three.
Omori, on the other hand, his light was an “extra” one, not really recognized by the Beacon, so to speak.
But they’re now all ready to move on!And I hope you’re ready for the last chapter ;)
As always, thanks for all the hits, bookmarks, comments, and kudos!
Chapter 48: Epilogue
Summary:
Sunny wakes up in his home.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
«Sunny! Mommy is going out! Take care of the dishes for me, okay?»
The thud of the door closing and the click of the key roused Sunny from his sleep.
Sunny groaned, muttering an "okay, mom" she most probably didn’t hear as he rubbed his good eye.
With a sigh, he let the arm fall on the bed, looking at the ceiling.
Thank goodness it was Saturday. Sunny was exhausted, it seemed like his mind had been busy all night concocting the most powerful dream he ever had.
What an adventure. And all his friends were there! And it looked so realistic .
He stood still for a moment, replaying it in his mind. Meeting Captain Spaceboy, facing Sweetheart in her castle, working for Mr. Jawsum…
The visions entangled with the morning light filtering through the window, on the yellow-hued walls of his room.
They brought sweet memories and, in the silence of his house, loneliness hit him with all its strength.
He longed for his friends once more.
It was then a thought appeared in his mind.
Dishes.
What a way to ruin the weekend.
Sunny sat on the edge of the bed and stretched his arms. A car passed by, disrupting the silence of that morning.
Scratching his neck, Sunny grabbed the phone resting on the bedside table.
890 unread messages.
«Wow», Sunny furrowed his brow. «What are they talking about?»
He opened the group chat, and he didn’t even have the time to glimpse at the previous messages or to type a "Good morning", before a trail of messages greeted him.
Kel: SUNNY! SUNNY! SUNNY!
Aubrey: YOOOOO GOOD MORNING SLEEPYHEAD
Basil: Good morning, Sunny!
Hero: Good morning!
Sunny smiled. He went to type his own greeting, before he was interrupted once more.
Kel: And good morning, Omori!
Sunny froze.
How did he…
He gasped.
Sunny: so it wasnt just a dream…
Aubrey: I thought that was clear from the start
Sunny: yeah, but… its still hard to believe
Hero: Yeah. Kel mentioned the awful movie we watched in Sweetheart’s Castle and that's when we all realized that it wasn't just a dream.
Sunny: now i understand the 890 unread messages
Basil: Yeah… we… were pretty surprised
Aubrey: and you know how Kel likes to separate his messages
Kel: hey!
Kel: what do you mean
Kel: but never mind that!!
Kel: WHERE’S OMORI, SUNNY
Kel: LET OMORI OUT
Basil: Right! Where's Omori?
Sunny: huh
Frankly, he had no idea.
He didn’t really feel any different from any other day, if not a bit lighter.
Sunny: i dont know. Let me try something
He placed the phone on the table, and closed his eye. He took a couple of deep breaths, emptying his mind, before uttering a single word.
«Omori?»
But nothing stirred the silence.
«Omori, if you are listening, please answer.»
A car passed by.
«Our friends are worried about you.»
The wind tickled the leaves on the trees.
He groaned. It felt like he was simply talking to air.
And that was when Sunny noticed how empty his head felt. It was as if something had been removed, something that had been there for a long time. Similar to an emptied house in preparation for a move, when the furniture that one had always seen was removed, leaving a void space behind.
Sunny deflated. He wanted to talk to Omori once more. He hoped they could build a new relationship.
But Omori himself wasn't sure of the possibility of doing that.
Sunny sighed. Their conversations had to continue only during sleep.
He took the phone.
Sunny: guys…
Hero: Oh no… Don't tell me…
Sunny: He's not answering. And my head feels… empty. I think we can talk only when im sleeping
Kel: NOOOOOOOOOO
Kel: HOW ARE WE SUPPOSED TO GO ON A ROAD TRIP
Kel: AND OUR MOVIE NIGHT??????
Aubrey: That’s a real bummer. I'm sorry, Sunny.
Basil: I hope he won’t feel lonely…
Sunny: sorry. I will let you know if anything happens
Basil: Please do!
Kel: oof :(
Kel: that sucks
Kel: AND YOU’RE TOO FAR AWAY AND I CANT KNOCK ON YOUR HEAD
Hero: You could speak to him tonight and see what you can do.
Sunny: ill try, i dont always end up in white space when i dream so
Hero: Let us know if there’s anything we can do to help. :)
Aubrey: yeah
Sunny: thank you
Kel: sorry to change topic but
Kel: mom has gone into a cleaning spree
Kel: and i dont wanna stay here
Kel: Aubs, Basil, wanna hang out?
Basil: Sure!
Aubrey: be aware that you're gonna get hit for calling me like that
Kel: you have to catch me first ;)
Hero: Hey, wait! Remember to have breakfast, first!
Aubrey: Oh, right. Thank you for reminding me that, Hero
Aubrey: guys I gotta go to Candice's store really fast
Hero: GUMMY BEARS ARE NOT SUITABLE FOR BREAKFAST
Aubrey went offline.
Kel: Don't worry, Hero! I'm going to make sure she won’t do anything stupid!
Kel went offline.
Hero: I trust you, Basil.
Basil: I will ask Polly to prepare some more food!
Basil went offline.
Hero: And you, Sunny. Eat something, alright?
Sunny: yeah. Thank you, Hero.
Hero: Have a good day.
Sunny: you too
Hero went offline.
Sunny sighed as he placed the phone back on the table.
The house was silent. And he found himself not used to that.
He had grown used to the chattering of his friends. Aubrey and Kel’s bickering, Omori remarks, Hero’s warnings of being careful.
Just how long had that dream been? Apparently only one night long, considering how his mother hadn’t freaked out. But it seemed so long…
Sunny got on his feet.
He brushed his teeth and combed his hair. He changed his clothes and went to the living room.
The creeks of the wooden floor rung strong in the loneliness of the house. Sunny stopped in front of the table at the corner of the room.
It was overflowing with vases and flowers, shadowing a picnic basket neatly placed near the edge.
In front of all that, stood a single photo frame. Mari's eternal smile looked back at him, and Sunny smiled.
«Good morning, Mari. I had such a weird dream tonight… and all of our friends were also there!»
He felt embarrassed, as if Mari could make fun of him.
«It was… a shared dream. I know it sounds impossible but it truly happened.»
He took the photo, and caressed it with his thumb.
«You… you were also there. Many times. Different versions… but at the end… I met your memories. The real you…»
He hugged the photo. «I miss you so much, Mari. But I promise I will be doing my best to live the fullest life I can live. For me, and for you…»
He placed the photo back on the table. He fixed a few flowers that were drooping on the side, and left for the kitchen.
He hated washing the dishes. The squeaky sounds, the smell of dirt, the wet skin. Sunny groaned at each plate washed. He tried to make the ordeal less burdensome by appreciating the fact that, for each plate washed, it meant one less to scrub.
The emptiness in his mind hadn’t faded. Sunny found that strange, but he blamed the weird dream he had. It had made him used to the presence of his friends, but there he was, alone once more.
If only he could talk to Omori… maybe it’d make washing the dishes a bit more bearable.
When he finished washing the plate he had eaten breakfast in, he returned to the living room.
He wanted to have a lazy Saturday all for himself. Homework could wait.
The TV flickered to life and he zapped through the channels, until a certain girl with pink hair appeared on screen.
«Huh. A Sweetheart movie», he placed the remote by his side. «Might as well watch it. Who knows, maybe I was wrong… she was so kind, over there.»
The movie followed a ridiculous plot involving the failed clones of Mutantheart and Roboheart, and Sunny had a hard time following it all, especially after meeting their dream versions.
«Ugh. As obnoxious as always. How could Aubrey like this stuff?»
Sunny froze.
He hadn’t talked.
Nobody was in the house.
The voice came from his head.
«O-Omori? Is that you?»
«Who else could it be?»
Sunny lost his breath, as relief washed over him. Tears stung in his eyes and, for a brief moment, a sense of worry touched his mind, but it felt foreign, as if it didn’t come from him.
«Sunny? Are you alright?»
«You… you're back… you're really back…»
«I told you I'd try to contact you!»
«Yes, but… I tried talking to you and you didn’t answer!»
«Oh. Sorry about that. I think I was… sleeping? I mean, when I contacted you the TV was already on, so…»
Sunny felt the overwhelming urge to hug Omori. But there was nobody there, and his hands itched to grab someone . He settled for a pillow, hugging it to his chest.
«Are you alright? Is this… too shocking for you?»
«I want to hug you but I can't.»
«Oh. That explains this… feeling that just appeared. It feels like a hug…»
Sunny rocked a bit back and forth, pillow in hand, until Omori’s voice rang once more.
«Hey. Huh… what about the others?»
«They asked about you.»
«Really?» Sunny felt his surprise. He apparently wasn't expecting that.
«Yeah. I should give them the news.»
Sunny ran to his room and picked up his phone.
There were a few unread messages but he didn’t even bother reading them this time around.
Sunny : Omori is here.
It was as if a switch had been turned on. The chat group exploded in a barrage of messages, all greeting Omori. Sunny smiled as he felt Omori watch the screen through him, the younger boy filled with a sense of warmth and affection that touched Sunny, too.
Sunny felt his eye become wet, but he knew it wasn't him who was close to tears.
He sat at the edge of the bed once more, chatting with his friends and relaying to them what Omori wanted to say.
They made plans to meet each other as soon as possible and started deciding movies for their movie night.
It was then that Sunny realized that the emptiness in his head had disappeared. Lodged in there, strong, was now Omori.
Sunny smiled. Despite the change, his mind felt light.
He looked at his friends' names on the screen, so far away, but still so close. He thought of Omori, right next to him in that moment, even if not in body.
Together, they had defeated their worst inner demons, and woke up with a lighter mind.
The world kept going. Their lives continued. Their friendship perdured.
The future looked bright and, for the first time after so long, Sunny truly believed that everything was going to be okay.
Notes:
And after one year and two months, It’s a long way down is finished. It’s my longest work ever and one I’m very proud of.
I want to be honest: this story in the form you’ve read wouldn't have been possible without you all.
And I literally mean it.
Omori wasn’t supposed to be a character. He was supposed to appear once in Chapter 15, explain the new Headspace they had found themselves in, and then disappear. Then, while writing, I found the perfect moment to make him appear in one of the earlier chapters, but he wasn’t supposed to stay (and this idea is still present: remember how he was reluctant on joining, and in the end he changes his mind only when Aubrey calls him out for it?). However, your comments seemed so interested in Omori as a character that I just decided to let him join the party. The first draft of Chapter 9 (the one where they climb the ladder to Otherworld) initially didn’t have Omori in it. Therefore, his whole arc was created after the outline of the story was already done. Omori’s whole arc, to be honest, was kinda worked on while writing the story itself. He wasn’t even supposed to have a lightbulb!So yeah. I want to thank you all for this incredible journey. Thank you for sticking with me this far. I hope you enjoyed this!
I’ll probably write a few more oneshots set after this story and technically I have another longfic in mind (but shorter than this one, I think it’ll be around 15 chapters at best) set in Headspace, but to be honest I’m not 100% sure I’ll write it or not. But the oneshots are definitely coming lolShameless advertising moment: if you’re interested, in my profile here on Ao3 there’s a link to my writing website. It’s for originals and so far I’ve posted a couple of oneshots, but I have plans(™) for it. If you’re interested, check it out! (For reference, I mainly write fantasy!)
I’ll still hang around on Tumblr. Feel free to send me a message over there if you want!So. Once again, thank you. :)
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