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Light woke blindfolded, the last thing he remembered was working a case with his father, and going to a bar to drink off the images of the murdered from his mind.

He slowly lifted his head, as he raised his hands he realized he was trapped, his wrists were bound to a chair, as he tried to stand he found his legs were also tied down.

He began to rock the chair back and forth causing it to crash to the side.

“Fuck...no no this isn’t right.” He muttered as the sound of footsteps were soon heard.

“Yagami Light, it’s good to finally meet you in person.”

“Who are you!” Light snapped hearing the voice, he was hard to crack, he wasn’t going to just let someone kill him.

L smiled as he walked around the man. He squinted at him with a smirk, he was acting brave but L could see his shaking frame and the sweat running over his forehead. Light let out a sharp gasp as his chair was swiftly put back on its legs. Despite being blindfolded Light attempted to move his head in the direction of the voice.

“My name you ask?” L said smiling, “I think I’ll let you guess it.” L squatted holding himself face level. He leaned close feeling Lights breath hot on him, he smiled as grew close to his ear. “For now, Light, you’re mine.”

Light let out a ragged breath as L bit his neck, the bite was hard and rough, a mark was already beginning to form. L laughed as Light tried to rock his chair backward, it tipped slightly but L put his foot on it only causing it to sit back in the right position.

L walked behind Light and sat staring at him for a few minutes. Light was breathing heavy trying to hear anything, he had hoped his kidnapper was gone but he was on edge.

Just as his shoulders relaxed Ls left hand shot forward, his fingers wrapping around Lights neck. His other hand became tangled in his dark brown hair, he pulled his head back keeping his hand wrapped around Lights neck. “You’re mine now, little Light.”

Light struggled causing the blindfold to slip, L didn’t worry about it, no one knew what he looked like, it was a pity however he had planned to let him go a mess from their eventual rough sex and torture, but now he had to either kill him or keep him.

Light stared at his kidnapper, dark messy hair, round dark eyes that looked sleepless, a smile that sent shivers down his spine. He was a skinny man yet the strength he had almost seemed beyond human.

“Who are you?” Light sobbed as L let him go leaving the chair wobbling. L smiled ripping the mask off his eyes.

“My name isn’t important, I own you now, I planned to let you go but those eyes of yours, can’t let those go can I?”

Light gulped looking over the man, he then noticed the room, and his heart sunk. A dog cage, different bondage-looking devices, a rack with knives, electric toys, and different sex toys. L grabbed a small knife from the rack and stepped forward, Light panicked and attempted to push the chair back but soon his arms and legs were freed, before he could attempt to fight he was on his back, the man had speed and strength.

Light brought his fist up but it was blocked quickly, L snarled as he grabbed for a collar and gag. Lights eyes grew wide as he fought L, soon the gag was inserted in his open mouth, saliva began to pool and drip as he screamed. The collar followed soon after, it was black and had a circle to attach to a chain.

L dragged Light towards a bondage machine, before Light could begin to comprehend how his body would be contorted L had him strapped up. He was in a siting position. His arms were behind his back, his legs up and strapped in a way that if his pants were gone his ass would be exposed and easy access.

L frowned. “I thought you’d be tougher.”

Light froze as L turned his back on him his fingers tracing different blades. Within a few seconds, L had a large knife in his hand and turned back to the bound boy. Light tried to move but it didn’t take long before the knife was pressed against his skin, he was breathing heavily as L began to push it in, Light closed his eyes and anticipated pain but instead the sound of ripping fabric filled his ears.

His eyes shot open, he looked down at himself the best he could only to find that his clothes were gone leaving him nothing but exposed to this sadistic man. “You know who I am yet?” L asked as he began to trace the knife along Lights exposed skin.

Light only shook his head, saliva dripping down his chest, L smiled and leaned forward causing the knife to cut. Light jumped at the pain as L pulled away, blood dripped down his chest. L set the knife down and soon his pants were down around his ankles. Lights eyes were wide as the mans cock became visible. It was large, and he knew it wasn’t going to feel good on his virgin hole.

L smiled stalking forwards grasping his thighs. “You ready slave?” L asked spitting on his hole. Light shook his head attempting to wiggle out of his restraints when the large cock was soon in his home. Light let out a sobbed scream as L got into a fast rough rhythm with no concern for Lights reaction. “What a tight whore.” L muttered as he pulled his cock out and grabbed a knife returning to the Light.

Tears rolled down Lights cheek as L slammed his cock back inside him. The knife laying on his chest.

L smiled looking down at Lights cock. “You’re enjoying this,” L Noted as Light was hard, Light only shook his head as L began to leave cut after cut. Blood pooled around them as L dropped the knife, his speed began to grow faster and soon he slammed into Lights most sensitive spot-causing them both to cum. Light cried in pained pleasure as tears and blood continued to flow. L only smiled looking down at himself seeing Lights sperm all over his chest.

“I knew you’d like it.”

Light sobbed as L let him go and stepped away, his own hole was dripping with his kidnapper's seed. L picked up a zapper toy, buttplug, and a knife and returned to his new toy, he inserted the plug in his aching hole, and began to play, each cry from Light made L harder and more turned on. L brought the knife up to his neck, Lights breathing grew heavy as L traced it down his body.

“Now when I remove this gag you’re going to tell me everything the police have on L.”

Lights eyes grew wide realizing that this man had to be L. L smiled seeing that realization hit. He nodded confirming his new toys worse fear. L removed the gag and instead of information received words of hate.

L snarled grabbing the loop in the collar, “what did I just say? Whore?”

Light struggled but was soon met with more zapping and the knife inching closer.

“Hardly..any..anything.” He muttered out. L smirked.

“So the police really are as incompetent as I thought. Are you incompetent little one?”

Light snarled as L inched closer the toys were no longer in his hands and his fingers were reaching for the plug. Light didn’t reply until the toy was out and Ls hard on was as deep as it could be. He let out a scream as L grabbed the collar and pulled him slightly closer. “Are you?!” He snapped in his face.

“No...no..” Light replied. “Please...please let me go...” L only laughed as he continued to thrust inward.

“No I think I’m gonna keep you. Keep my little Light as a prize for my good job. The cops have no idea who I am, where I have come from and I’ve got the chief of polices son. What else could I ask for? I think I’ll take a short hiatus from killing to make you a good slave. You’re so defiant now but soon you’ll be begging to be used.” L smiled as he thrusted in deep once again shooting his hot cum deep in the boy. Light let out a strangled cry as L continued to thrust not giving him any time to process.

“Monster....” Light cried. L only grinned.

“Master, not monster.” L snapped back slapping the boy. Each thrust sent L over the edge while Light was trying not to pass out. “What a good fucking whore.” L cooed as he removed his hard cock from his slave and returned to his toy cart. Another plug was inserted into Lights open hole, a gag ball was placed in his mouth. and L had a new knife in hand. He began to carve into Lights side.

Light was screaming in pain as he did so.

Slave

Slut

L

Toy

Whore

All the words written into his skin in different places along his body. L smiled looking over his handy work. Light became lightheaded and soon passed out.

L smirked and cleaned up his new toy and made sure they would all heal well. He was a master of many hats, he was an exceptional fighter, hunter, and killer. He knew how to sew, cook, clean and take care of most wounds. He was rich due to his many aliases and alliances, he was almost otherworldly.

And now he was a slave owner.

He would master becoming an owner all while being one of the most notorious serial killers that the world had seen.

He took a few pictures of his pet with the writing and sent them to the police station. He wasn’t dumb he didn’t do it from an address and knew he had kept everything clean.

Along with the images he sent a letter.

“Not only have you let me continue to kill the people of your city, but now I own one of your people. Not only a member of the force but the son of the chief. You’ll never find me, or him again. Enjoy my silence for a while at least. Say hello to his father, and the people of the town. I may or may not strike soon.

In regards

L.”

The police were a buzz how had this gone so wrong? How’d this monster get away with the murders, and now kidnapping and apparent rape of the police chiefs son?

They needed to find and stop L.

Light woke the next day, he was surprised to find he was in a bed, while nearly free the loop on the collar he wore was attached to a large chain. He sat up slowly finding different wraps around his wounds.

L watched him from different camera angles. Light was attempting to free himself from the chains but found it impossible to escape. He sat back on the bed with a hiss of anger. L snickered and stood heading down to his pet. As he entered the room Light attempted to get as far away as possible but L was faster. Without warning Light was on his stomach, arms tried behind his back.

The sound of Ls zipper sent shivers up his spine.

“Good morning pet. Sleep okay?” L asked grabbing his hair in one hand and guiding his cock into his hole with the other.

Light stiffened as the cock slammed into him. He wiggled in pain as the notorious killer rocked in and out of his new toy. “I don’t plan to bore of you anytime soon.” L stated as Light begged for release. He didn’t want anything but to go home. “I plan to train you to behave, to be my good boy.”

“Fat chance.” Light growled as L slammed in deeper. He let out a sobbed moan as L moved his knees on the bed so his ass was up more and then grew deeper with each thrust. Soon the two panting men both ejaculated. L pulled out with a wet pop and Light cried thinking he just gave this psycho what he wanted.

L smiled slapping Lights exposed ass before turning on his heel. “I’ll be back for you soon whore. Sleep or something.”

Light cried himself to sleep. His life was not where he expected it to be.

L was angry, he wanted a response from the cops and got nothing. He grabbed one of his favorite hunting knives and headed out, it was early in the morning most people still in bed. He climbed into the window of a sleeping couple. He generally killed one at a time but his anger was getting the best of him.

He sliced the throat of the man and stabbed the woman nearly 50 times. Carving an L into the man's chest he let out a sigh of relief he was a little less angry. This would be his last kill for a while, he needed to train his new toy.

He cleaned himself off in the couple's shower and headed back home. He opened the door to Lights room and undressed. Light slept as L climbed in bed with him.

“When you wake I’m going to enjoy myself. I have more anger.” L muttered as he played with the chain attached to his collar.

Light was now Ls

And no one would take him away

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Light woke and his breathing became heavy, it wasn't a nightmare. Looking up L was smiling staring down at him, "Good morning little one." Light tried to move but his body was bound to the bed, L grinned and stood removing his pants. "I am angry, your daddy hasn't said anything about you being gone, I haven't gotten a response, and I know they know I have you. So I guess they weren't so upset about your scars so I need to fix it. I need to make it worse, so they will respond."

L needed the attention, the news was buzzing with the murders he had committed, but now he had the police chiefs son and there was nothing. So he had to fix that, he needed people to know that the son of the police chief is missing and kidnapped by a serial killer. Light struggled, the gag in his mouth wet with saliva. Tears rolled down his cheeks as L began to jerk off covering his cut up chest with his cum, then the camera came out again.

Pictures snapped and Light sobbed harder as the camera was set down and L smiled climbing on top of him. His eyes were dark and his smile was shining and full of evil. "You belong to me, and until i get the response I want it is just going to get worse, speaking of worse I killed two people last night out of rage, and your bloody father already has them in the news, but not you."

Light froze, did his father not care about him?

"Anyway pet, I think we should start training, but first I need to release and get pleasure. So go ahead and scream do whatever you wish, but you and I are going to have some fun."

Light sobbed and screamed, he wished for someone to save him as he was spread apart and L entered him quickly, with each thrust he let out a cry. L smiled hearing his sobs, he soon removed the gag as his thrusts grew faster and harder, Light sobbed screaming as L captured his lips in his. "What a good whore." L moaned as he slammed forward roughly and finally released his seed. Light cried harder as he was used for his masters pleasure. "Fucking slut."

L pulled out cleaning himself off and stepping down flipping Light over the ropes twisting as he was. L put him on his knees, his head pressed against the bed. L began to snap a few more pictures, his sperm dripping from Lights aching hole. He sobbed harder as he felt an anal plug get inserted and L pulled out a whip. "So now Light, I need you to answer my questions, every time you hesitate or refuse to answer, then I will have to hit you."

Light closed his eyes accepting the thought. "So you already said the police have little information on me. Do you have any of my other works connected to this one?"

"Other works?"

L smiled. "That would be a no." L laughed happily. "I am everywhere little one." Light gasped, his mind running, how could this be the truth? "Tell me now, do you believe that I will ever be caught?"

"I would like to think so, you are a monster, you deserve to be stopped. You deserve death."

L laughed at the response. "I will never be caught, I am too powerful regardless. Even if I am caught, no one can convict me. Now speaking of that, I am having some coworkers over tonight, you will behave and stay by me at all times. Please them if I say so or please me while they are here. Your punishments will almost be harsher while they are here. For now however I need to get these pictures of you to the press. If the cops wont do it, they will."

Light's eyes grew wide in terror. "No! No you cannot do that! The people..my friends my sister..my mother. The people cannot see me like this! Random people cannot see me like this." L smiled and began to whip Light for his outburst. Light screamed in pain as the welts began to form already. He sobbed his body shaking. "Please..please...no.."

"Stupid whore, you should not have ever had such an outburst. You cannot deny me."

"I am not yours! You cannot do this, you monster!"

"Master. Not monster slut. Now tell me some answers to some more normal questions. Favorite color."

"What? Ow.." L had whipped him once again when the answer was not a color. "I..it..its red..its red.." He was sobbing harder, he didn't understand what was happening.

"Favorite snack?"

"P..potato chips..potato chips.."

L smirked seeing his body shake, blood trickling down his legs as the whips had opened the welts in his thighs. "Do you like sweets?"

"Not..not really."

"Well we will have to change that wont we?" L asked. He lifted the whip once again, he knew what Light's response would be. "Call me master."

"No." The whip came down with a crack. Light's back arched as it ran along his back, his ass, and part of his upper thigh. L smiled and snapped a few more photos. Leaving him be L printed them out, headed up the stairs to his large living space and called a friend.

"I need you to take some photos to the news, you can just drop them off without any face to face interaction. I must be heard."

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L smiled as he flipped the tv on after an hour Lights head perked up hearing the sudden noise, L adjusted Light so he was sitting and able to see the TV. Light hadn't really noticed it originally he was more focused on escape than the layout of the room. L was beaming, smiling ear to ear. Light found his reaction eerie, L looked to him and then the tv pointing towards it. "My big debut as your owner."

Light froze, his heart began to beat quickly. "Breaking news, police chief Yagami Soichiro's son is now in the hands of famed serial killer L. We received graphic pictures this morning of Yagami Light, detective bound, abused, and sexually assaulted at our front desk less than half an hour ago. What else are the police hiding from us if we were not informed that he was no longer safe? What else is this sadistic killer capable of? Will more be kidnapped and assaulted? Who is this L, who is the face behind nearly thirty sadistic tortured deaths and now the disappearance and assault of Yagami Light."

L was beyond ecstatic, he wished the images had been shown but this would do for now. "See, do you see, I have the world on their seats, they do not know when I will strike next, or if I am more then just a sadistic killer. I own you little one, now my friends are going to be here any minute. You must be somewhat presentable."

Light sobbed, the entire world knew he had been tortured and raped. The entire world was aware that he was missing, and that the chances of his survival were slim to none. He was dragged off the bed and towards the bathroom, he tried to fight but quickly was thrown to the floor with a force almost too strong for a normal human. L began to fill the tub up with hot water, steam wafted into the room the mirrors fogging over. L picked Light up and placed him in the tub as he began to clean him off. Light sobbed and cried as he cleaned over and around his wounds. Light gasped as hot water was poured over his head. "Good boy Light, not fighting too much. I cannot wait to punish you when you misbehave before my guests."

"You are sick." Light managed out through gritted teeth as he was lifted from the water and dragged back to the bed, water dripped from his body. "Who would even be friends with a killer like you?" Light asked as he was laid on the bed carefully, his wounds were wrapped and then L pulled out a few things from a drawer. A blue collar, and a skimpy more feminine pair of panties. They were blue but had small slices of cake as the pattern that zigzagged. "I am not wearing that."

"You are and you will, you do not have much a choice in this matter whore. Plus you do not want to disrespect my guests, I mean this is her line after all. She will I am sure have many pretty clothes for you, I mean it is her brand after all." L snapped as he forced Light into the panties, his bulge was visible and the panties were thong like so his ass was exposed. His hole gaping hardly hidden by the small strap that sat snuggling in his crack. He growled as L clipped a leash to the collar. "Behave or I will punish you." L snarled as he dragged the boy up the stairs, his arms bound behind his back by handcuffs. Light struggled against L as he was pulled up the stairs, as they got to the first floor Light gasped. The place was magnificent, white marble flooring with swirling crimson lines, columns and statues. There was a fountain in the center of the room.

"What is this place?"

"One of my many homes." L replied seeing the look of amazement on his face. Light let out a strangled cry as L pulled him along towards a lounge, the seats were black leather there was a coffee table in the center and intricate small statutes sitting in the center dyed blue flowers encased it. "Sit." L ordered to Light as he himself took a seat on the leather couch. Light went to sit beside him when L kicked his knees out from under him, he fell froward onto the floor. "Dogs sit on the floor you stupid whore," L growled as he pulled Lights hair back, Lights neck was strained as he stared into the soulless eyes of his capture. "I guess we have a lot more training to do than I thought. What a fucking idiot. Why would I allow my slave to sit on the nice couch unless I am pounding his brains out. Open your mouth and apologize."

Light hesitated before he choose his words carefully. "I apologize you wont get what you want from me."

L glared at him before releasing his head pushing him forward slightly. A tall lanky man walked into the room holding a plate in his hands. "Your afternoon cake sir." The man said, his hair was dark black and messy, his eyes almost yellow while his skin graying and old. "Shall I get a bowl for the dog?" He asked eyeing the boy on the floor.

"No he doesn't need anything thank you, you are dismissed my guests should be arriving shortly, please bring them to me."

"Of course sir." The man bowed and walked out quickly.

"You have servants?" Light asked more to himself, L was amused by his confusion.

"Multiple, that was Ryuk, I also have Watari who is more of a butler and takes care of my many assets, there is Rem she is my caretaker. She takes care of the grounds and the home, there are other maids and such but their names evade me and they do not come with me to other locations. Watari, Ryuk, and Rem are the only servants of mine that follow me in my travels." L explained as he devoured his white cake with strawberries on top. He grinned as he leaned his head back once more capturing his lips with his own. Their kiss lasted only seconds as Light continued to try to fight the kiss away. "Like the taste of the frosting?"

"Fuck you." Light snapped.

"I would gladly abuse your hole but I have business to attend to shortly. Watari!"

Soon an older man entered the room. "Will you retrieve a gag for my pet? He is being rather nasty and deserves a time out from speaking."

Watari nodded eying the boy for a moment before walking out of the room, he returned in a matter of minutes a ball gag dangling form his hand. "This satisfies you L?

"Excellent yes." L said clapping setting the empty plate on the table and taking it swiftly from Watari and fighting it into Lights mouth. Light spat and clenched his jaw but L pried it open angry. "Take it and shut up for a while little one. Plus if you are silent then my friends and I can enjoy one anothers company and even you without you crying so much. I am sure my male friend would enjoy touching you and the women would enjoy watching."

Light's head jolted to glare at his master, was he just some sort of free use toy?

L smirked seeing his angered expression, that was when two people walked in. One was a dark-haired man wearing glasses, the other a blonde girl with pigtails, her dress black and red. "Ah speaking of my friends, Mikami, Misa, welcome to my home away from home. I am sure you know Light but if you didn't this is the one I was telling you about. Yes I know I said I was going to let him go after some torture but the little monster fought his way out of his blindfolds and into my cold heart. So I think I shall keep him as a prize and a souvenir for my time in Japan."

Lights eyes shot towards the two, Misa was one of his sisters favorite popstars, and he had never seen Mikami before.

Misa beamed in excitement. "Is he wearing my pantie collection? Oh he looks adorable."

Mikami smirked, "He is pretty cute, we have buisness to attend to first, then maybe we can have some fun."

The three nodded and sat while Light was busy trying to figure out who this L was and how he had so much god damn money and power.

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Misa continued to watch Light as the boys spoke, she was busy thinking up cute clothes she could give to L for Light. While Light was clearly a male she was still thinking about cute dresses and things, L knew what she was thinking about he could only smile thinking about how embarrassed Light would be and how he would almost be begging to get the dresses off of him. The two men spoke about an asset in Japan that L owned, and the money it was bringing in, Light was busy trying to figure out what they were specifically referring to. Ryuk soon returned with small sandwiches and drinks for the group, a dog bowl was filled with water and set in front of Light. Light glared, despite the gag he was still angry that was even an option. He wasn't an animal, he was a human being. It was clear from the way L was treating him he was nothing more than a pet.

As the two men finished speaking L smiled and ungagged Light. "Open your mouth and treat my guests with respect." L ordered, Light was confused at first but the unzipping of Mikami's pants told him what he was supposed to do.

"No." Light snarled, L grinned as he handed Mikami the leash. Mikami pulled Light forward, he fell but steadied himself as his knees burned from the carpet, Mikami forced his head down over his round throbbing head, Misa watched with interest as the boy gagged on the swollen cock. He was sobbing and gasping for air as Mikami thrusted forward.

"Take it you stupid whore." L growled as he pulled the thong down and inserted his own throbbing member into the boys gaping hole. He let out a strangled cry as he was double penetrated, the motions getting into a rythm a few minutes passed and before long both cavities were full of hot sticky cum. Light cried as he spit out the salty seed, Misa smirked as she removed her own panties and slid herself on top of Mikami's cock.

"Was my fiances cock not suited for you?" She asked as Light sucked Mikami's balls, L continued to pound into his gaping anus as Mikami filled his girl. The two kissed as his balls were sucked, Light's hair was held in a tight first, his breathing minimal as he sucked on his sack. Mikami groaned in satisfaction as he finished inside Misa, she giggled as she pulled away and sat back down, Mikami forced Lights mouth back over his shaft, his head getting deep into the back of his throat. Misa watched as she fingered herself, carefully playing with her throbbing clit. Light let out a screamed cry as L hit his gspot and he came. L laughed as he erupted inside Light filling him with over three rounds of hot seed. Mikami finished inside his throat once agian this time forcing his him to swallow. The two men pulled away from Light leaving him helpless on the floor. L laughed as he forced him into a sitting position taking his throat for his own as Mikami turned his attention on his fiance eating her out.

Moans filled the room as Light was ravaged by L, he would go balls deep and hold it until the boy began to panic pulling his head away. It wasn't long before L released his own cum in the boys throat, he swallowed it so he could breath, L pinching his nose so it was his only option. Light looked down at himself cum dripping from his ass. L smiled as he was thrown forward so his ass was up in the air his head resting on the floor. L motioned to Mikami to take him and he nodded coming behind Light and quickly took him from behind. Light sobbed biting his lip as he felt the other man ravage him.

He hated that he had the thought but he felt that L fucked him better.

L grinned as Lights cock twitched releasing another round of sperm over his own body. Mikami removed himself after filling him and returned to Misa. They enjoyed one another for an hour as L placed Light on his lap his cock buried in him. "You are going to cock warm little one." L snarled in his ear as he began to jerk Light off. The boy tried to wiggle and move but each movement moved L deeper inside. He sobbed as the two guests finally stood having finished their session and thanked L.

"We will be back with some cute clothes." Misa promised.

As they left L sped up his hand. Light cried out in pleasure as he finally exploded. "You belong to me," L growled, "this hole, that throat, your body. You belong to me. Now beg for me to fuck you."

"I won't beg for something I do not want."

L laughed. "I can tell you like me, I can tell you liked me more than Mikami. I can tell that you are just trying to convince yourself you do not want me. You are mine and mine alone." L snarled. "I am 100% sure that you want me to keep you and train you to beg correctly. I can tell you want it more than you want to admit, look at your chest Light. You are covered in your own cum. Your ass is clenched around my cock but I can feel every twitch you make trying to get me deeper inside."

Light closed his eyes. No that couldn't be true, could it.

L laughed as he stood quickly, Light being held on his hard on, he pinned him against the couch and began to roughly fuck his aching wanting hole. "You will learn to love me, or you will learn to enjoy the torture," L growled as he finally finished his last round of seed within him. "I own you and will always own you."

Light sobbed as L pulled away, the feeling almost alien now.

L picked him up swiftly and carried him down the stairs back to his hidden away room. He was chained to the bed and left to his own devices.

He pulled his knees into his chest thinking about the rape he had just taken. The two men ravaging his body, the thought of L being better. It had only been a day and he was already slipping.

He had to escape.

He was the son of the police chief, he had graduated top of his class and accepted into the academy earlier than anyone in the history of Japan, but now all he was, was a dog. A slave to a notorious serial killer.

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L smiled as he headed back down the stairs, he had a cupcake in his left hand and a cup of water in his right. Light watched him with wide scared eyes. "Cupcake?" L asked as he sat down.

"No."

"Uhmm that is not the response you need to have, it should be a yes, we talked about how we needed to work on your love for sweets."

"I said no," Light managed out again.

L rolled his eyes and swept his finger though the frosting forcing his finger into his mouth. Light whined as L painted his tongue and cheeks with the sweet vanilla flavor. "Eat it." Light swallowed with a whine, he looked to for a moment with squinted eyes. "Look tell you what, I will give you a choice, you can eat it like how it is, or I can cum on it."

"What?"

"Eat the cupcake as a cupcake, or I can jizz on it, extra flavor for you."

"How it is." Light sobbed. L grinned knowing very well he wasn't really planning to do it unless he asked for it. Light ate the cupcake begrudgingly. The flavor was sweet, and enjoyable, but he didn't want him to be aware of that.

"Fine."

L smirked seeing the anger in the detectives eyes. "What a fucking good pet." He muttered as he offered him the cup of water. "Drink."

Light nodded drinking his cup, he was whining, trying not to fight having water he was still angry. He watched L with angry eyes, "Please..let me go."

"You really think I am going to do that? Just let you go off on your own? To tell on me, to get me arrested? No, fucking idiot sometimes thats for sure. Cute, but so dumb." Light growled but his anger was quickly shot down with a slap to the face. "You are so pretty look at that naked body all cut up for me."

"You are a sick monster." Light sobbed, his body shaking like a leaf. L smirked as he stood and removed his chains before picking him up and carrying him to a bathroom.

"I may be a sick monster but I do find interest in you, come lets get you clean. While I enjoy my friends I much prefer it only me filling you with cum covering you in it."

Light shivered as L cleaned him, he tried to fight it but his wrists were soon handcuffed to the edge of the tub. He sobbed as L gave him kisses up and down his face and neck, soon there were plenty of love bites covering his skin, if the area wasn't cut up it was covered in marks. He continued to think about his next move, what he could do, how he could get out of this. The uselessness he felt, the pain he was feeling. "Please..let me go."

L shook his head and helped him out of the tub before returning him to the bed. "Get some rest little one, I have some more slave training for you. I need you well rested for that. I have plenty of rules to give you whore. Sleep."

Light wanted to resist, but he knew better, he knew he shouldn't fight sleeping. Who knew when he would get rest again. Closing his eyes L watched him carefully, this boy was more fun than he thought. He was going to enjoy breaking this boy.

When Light woke he found he was alone in the room, his ankles tied to the bed post. He groaned as he slowly adjusted himself on the bed, the cameras watching him. L watched him with satisfaction, jerking off as he watched his naked body. This was perfect, this was beyond perfect. He headed down the steps and into his room. "Ready to be trained?"

Light shook his head. "No."

"Well that sucks, rules come first. So, let me know when you get confused. Rule one, you belong to me and only me. Rule two. You only worship me unless I say otherwise, which we kinda talked about. Rule three, you are to speak to me when I speak to you, you do not get to have your outbursts that you have been having. Rule four, you will refer to me as master or sir. Quit calling me monster."

Light glared. "Monster." He whispered under his breath.

L growled grabbing his throat roughly with his hand. "I do not take kindly to that Light."

Light shuttered as he was slammed against the bed, he was slapped again and L continued. "Rule five, you are to always tell me how you are feeling, honestly. When I ask of course. Rule six, your body is mine, for whenever and whatever I want it for. If you try to fight me or tell me no you will be punished."

"So I just always have to say yes?"

"What are you missing there?"

"I am not going to call you sir."

L glared, his hand once again wrapped around his throat, he felt Light breathing against his palm. "What an idiot, yes you just have to say yes. You are mine, you do as I tell you."

Light struggled in his grasp, he was let go again and L turned him over, he bound his wrists above his head. "Call me sir."

"Fuck you."

L grinned as he brought down a paddle on his shaking body, Light jumped in fear, tears running down his cheek. "What a fucking slutty whore, is it that you want to be punished?"

"No please..."

"Then start listening," L growled as he stepped forward, he pulled his cock out and ran it along his lips. "Open your mouth."

Light shook his head, he refused, L rolled his eyes as he slapped his face with it. Light wiggled in anger, trying to fight him away. L managed to force it in his mouth and began to rock his hips. "You are to please me whenever I ask for it."

Light only whined taking in what he was given. He knew biting would lead to a potential death, he knew what this psycho was capable of and he was relieved he was still alive. However the way he felt and the situation he was going through was making him almost ask for death.

L released his load and Light didn't swallow spitting it out. L glared. "Another rule since you are ungrateful, if I cum in that mouth of yours you best swallow it. No punishment for this offense but next time you are going to hate your life."

Light shivered and shook as he pulled out an anal plug. "Are you ready for some training now?"

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Light cried out in panic as he was bound to the bed, his legs bound so he was in a kneeling position while his wrists were bound so he looked as if he was praying. "You are going to love this, I promise." Light watched him with wide horrified eyes as he inserted the anal plug and stepped in front of him. "Beg, beg for me to use you. Beg for it."

"Never. I will never beg for you."

"Do you want to change your position on that or are you going to keep making me angry?" L asked as he grabbed a knife off a table filled with other weapons and sex toys. Light shook realizing he wasn't in much of a position to argue, but he was going to fight until he was dead. He refused to become his toy.

"Fuck you." Light managed out through gritted teeth, L smiled.

Light gasped seeing his angry eyes yet jovial smile. "You really are fucking stupid aren't you? And yet you are so damn cute."

Light shivered as he attempted to pull away but was stopped by the ropes holding him up. He shivered as he watched the light reflect off the knife before excruciating pain sent him wheezing. Blood began to drip from his chest, he thought by now the feeling of the knife cutting through his skin wouldn't phase him with the amount of cuts that littered his body now.

However the pain was blinding.

L's laugh was horrifying, Light blinked trying to get his vison to return in full but spots evaded his sight. "Ah..ah..please...stop this please.."

"Then stop acting out and just god damn listen to me Light, I really would love to keep you on a leash. I mean it is so tiring walking down the stairs to you everyday, it would be better if I had you in my bed. Or at least a cage beside my bed, something to keep you closer."

Light squirmed as L ran his finger along the wound. L smiled as he watched Light's blood drip off the tip of his finger. He licked the rest off before setting the knife down. Light looked over L, his face twisted in pain and panic.

"Are you going to fucking listen to me or do I have to paint you red first?" Light closed his eyes in an attempt to think but the sharp sting on his face forced him to open his eyes. "Are you going to listen to me Light?"

"Yes sir." Light gritted out.

L smiled feeling he won a little, he smiled and walked around Light to get a better view of his new toy. "I really do enjoy our game Light. My little light."

Light was breathing heavy, his head bowed so his hair covered his eyes. His teeth were bared in anguish, L laughed again before slapping his ass leaving a hand print on his light skin. Light gasped at the sudden slap, he wiggled in attempt to get free from the ropes. "Do you wish to listen to me then?"

"Yes.." Light sobbed.

"Yes what?" L asked, he was standing behind him out of his view causing Light to feel dread wash over him at the sudden loss of being able to see what his capture was planning.

Light swallowed his pride. "Yes sir."

"Thats my good boy, ask me to use you."

"What?"

"Ask me to use you."

"No. Please."

"Light," L's voice was filled with venom.

"Yes.."

"Do not make me hurt you again. I won't be so kind this next time."

Light closed his eyes again holding them shut as he bit his lip. "Use me sir."

L smile as he triumphantly pulled the plug from him and instantly inserted his own cock within his open hole. Light gasped as he was entered, L slowly began to thrust forward. "If you want anything you best ask Light."

Light only nodded as he hung his head in defeat, he wouldn't give up. He couldn't, but this was so much easier to handle then being cut up and abused. The sexual assault was easier for him to wrap his brain around then the pain of the knives, the feeling of his own blood dripping down his body. The feeling of his wounds continued to haunt him even hours or days after they were inflicted, but this would subside for at least a while.

Light continued to twitch and sob as he continued to hear L moan with each thrust, Light cried harder as L finished inside him and pulled away leaving him a dripping mess. "You are so satisfying you know that? I never saw myself as one to have sex, usually I find that revolting but with you I find the activity enjoyable. Almost intoxicating really. I could go for another round already but your crying gets annoying. I am so curious how this is the countries smartest and most competent cop. I mean look at you, you are now what my toy? A sniffling insignificant toy that only breaths for my pleasure? Its almost pathetic in a cute way."

Each word cut deeper into Light, he couldn't stand himself at the moment and L knew it.

L knew to get him to crack was to attack him where he was most sensitive. However for L this wasn't enough, he didn't feel that Light was hurt enough.

"Maybe I will have to kill your father and your mother, that sister of yours too."

"No!" Light's head shot up, his tears drying quickly as he went into protective brother mode. "Anything but her, please. I will do anything to protect her please. Don't go after her, please..please. Please L.. please master please..please."

L smiled, he didn't expect it to be so easy to crack him.

L cocked his head as he squinted looking over his play thing.

"Sleep here tonight in the morning we will talk more about what we are, what you are to me."

Light twitched, he knew he was going to hurt in the morning, if he had to sleep in this praying position he knew he was screwed, the blood from his wound tickled as it continued to trickle down his chest following the lines of his abs. He already hurt he knew it was going to hurt more in the morning. "Pl..please..no..please..please."

L chuckled as he walked towards the door, he flicked off the lights leaving him in darkness as he shut the door. As he walked up the steps he could hear Light screaming after him.

"You bastard! You get back here! You..You fucking bastard! I will stop you! You can't leave me like this!!"

L continued to chuckle knowing very well he could only get a punishment for his actions in the morning, Light continued to scream and sob as the darkness continued to haunt him. He couldn't sleep knowing he was in this position. He couldn't just allow himself to be in this position knowing his sister's life could be in danger.

He couldn't help but sob, after a few hours of screaming and crying he finally crashing. L watched him from the monitor in his room using the night vision camera to watch him. Seeing him thrash and scream was invigorating. He was more than excited to continue to see him learn what's good for him.

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Light woke as freezing cold water splashed over him. "Wake up now." L's voice brought Light from his disoriented state. His eyes grew wide as L grew close to him. As he attempted to move the ropes that held him in his praying position tightened.

"Ah.." He froze, the muscles in his body tensed as L cut the ropes causing him to fall forward into his capture. "Fuck..you..." Light sobbed as his body began to tingle, the pain in his body was becoming more and more noticeable. L grabbed Light's arms and pulled him up into a sitting position, Light sobbed at the pain that flared through him.

"Oh Light, you really think you can just swear at me like that and get away with it?"

Light's eyes grew wide in panic, he realized he was screwed, he could hardly move but he knew he was in danger. He attempted to move away from L's slap but he was quick to find he was not able to move away. He sobbed as it stung. He tried to raise his hands in his defense but was stopped by the pain in his muscles. "Please..L."

"Please what?"

L looked him over with a smile, it was terrifying. "Please stop."

L began to laugh, and all Light could do was shake watching him. L picked Light up and carried him up the stairs dropping him on the floor beside a chair in the dining room. Light looked up as he attempted to fight against him but he was burning in pain. L smiled as he picked up a collar off the table, he placed it on his neck and then attached a chain to it that was wrapped around the leg of the table. "Eat then we talk," L ordered, Light was handed a plate for breakfast. It had a slice of toast, some oranges, and a cupcake.

"A cupcake?"

"I said eat, don't ask questions."

Light froze but did as he was told, he rolled his eyes at the cupcake. What was his deal with the sugar? He ate around the frosting leaving the pink glob on the plate.

"What the hell Light?"

"I didn't want the frosting."

"I didn't ask what you wanted, did I? I just said to eat it. Now we have to do this the more fun way for me but the harder way for you."

"What?" Light's stomach sank. "What are you talking about?"

L unzipped his pants revealing his hard-on, he pulled himself free and swept the frosting off the plate, and placed it on the head of his cock. "Suck."

Light made a face of distaste. "No."

"Light I swear to god if you don't do as I tell you to right now I will go kill someone and you may know them personally." Light's mouth opened to protest and before he knew it the taste of strawberry filled his mouth. He gagged as he was face fucked, moaned in pleasure. The frosting was spread along his shaft, L finally came at the back of his throat, Light groaned and gasped before gagging on the strawberry flavored cock. L pulled away after he came admiring the smeared frosting all over Lights face. "Fucking pathetic aren't you?"

Light felt tense again, L cleaned the remaining frosting off himself and then knelt down to look at him eye to eye. "Stop being so god damn pathetic and fucking listen to me. Baby." Light's eyebrows knitted, baby felt wrong, that wasn't okay. "I really just want you to enjoy sugar because I love it so much. Just like I admire you enough to keep you alive, but if you keep pissing me off I am going to have to kill you. Cupcake. Yeah, I like that nickname better, my slutty little cupcake."

"I am not a stripper," Light groaned, the name felt like some sort of erotic stage name.

"If I say you are then you are, cupcake." Light twitched as L leaned in licking the remaining frosting off his lips, "What a good whore. Now, as I was saying, I want you to start sleeping in my bed eventually. So we shall start with a cage beside the bed, then if you are a good boy you can sleep beside me. Please me whenever I want. Now I have some office work to do, come." Light yelped as he was yanked off the chain and dragged into an office space filled with monitors, a computer, and a large bookshelf. Light scanned everything, he had to learn to escape. He had to learn who L really was, and what he did to finally lock him away.

Light looked over the bookshelf and his stomach turned, there were pictures of the murdered victims littering the shelves. L was sick and twisted. Light was busy looking at the pictures when L snapped his fingers. Light looked up seeing L's cock was once again out of his pants. "Come sit on my cock while I work, I want your back facing my computer so you just rest your head on my shoulder little Light."

Light didn't budge, but as he looked deeper into the pictures he realized he needed to move. He got up slowly and straddled L's lap, L smiled and entered his tight hole. "What a good fucking boy, see if you listen you don't get threats. Little one."

Light sobbed, he was desperate to be let go, L would thrust into him every few minutes then continue typing. He tried to watch the screen but the angle at which he was sitting was nearly impossible. L smiled as he closed his laptop, stood with Light still speared on his cock, and slammed him against the hard desk top before he began to thrust faster and harder. Light couldn't even argue or fight he was too sore, before long his moans were loud and consistent, and L was busy filling him. "What a good boy.

Light sobbed as he came without even realizing, L had him caught, and he didn't know how to escape.

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L looked Light over, his smile was wide and scared Light more than he wanted to admit. “Why are you crying?” L asked as he pulled away and zipped his pants. Light adjusted on the desk sitting up and looked to his side at the computer and monitors. Light was silent, L glared. His voice raised but grew gruffer. “Why are you crying?”

“I hate you, and you make me feel stuck.” He continued to eye the computer. This could give him a lot of information, but it could also be his chance. He took a deep breath, looked back to ensure the door was opened at all and kicked the monitors off the desk.

L gasped racing to his monitors as Light painfully jumped off the desk and ran for the door, L looked up seeing Light move and felt anger radiate through him. His breathing was heavy as he stood up knowing he would have to get a few new monitors because of the damage.

Light raced down the hall, he raced past rooms and a few doors. The place was gigantic and he was lost, the front doors were locked, he knew that much, and that would be the first place L would look for him. He raced up the stairs turning a corner and through a door, his stomach dropped as he entered the room.

Trophies.

The pictures were not the only thing he was keeping from his kills, personal items such as jewelry or clothes, but also body parts. He realized then the police force had not found all of the victims, he had noticed a few of the people he had seen that L had killed were missing a pinky or ear, but some of these items were larger.

A head.

A leg.

And a hand.

He grabbed the wall to steady himself, his stomach turned the flavor of strawberry was threatening to come back up. Light froze hearing L’s voice.

“Light, if you come back right now I will not be angry. I won’t hurt you, or yell.”

Light shook as he raced past the dead and through a second door which led into what looked to be a bedroom.

This was L’s room, that sick bastard, he slept so close to his victims bodies. He eyed a cage beside the bed, that was to be his. He tried to fight the bile that was bubbling at the back of his throat as he heard L yell again. “Light I am giving you three seconds and if you do not come out, your punishment will be far greater.”

Light looked around the room and raced under the bed, he grabbed the leash and pulled it under with him. His breathing hitched as he heard footsteps.

“Watari, Ryuk. Find him.” L growled as he slammed the door closed leaving the room again, Light let out a sigh of relief.

Light slowly pulled himself out from under the bed and looked around once again, he opened drawers trying to find information on who L really was. As he opened a third drawer beside the bed he saw a folder. Opening the folder he gasped feeling himself shake, the folder was full of pictures of him and his family. He lifted one with a shaking hand, a circle red as blood haloed his image.

Mine.

Those were the words etched into the image.

How long had L been watching him? He had to escape now, he stood and looked up towards the window. He managed to get it open, looking out he saw there was a bit of a drop, but he could handle it. He then noticed there was a bit of a lip that the roof stuck out. He yelped as he slowly squeezed out of the window, his naked body shook as he got himself outside, he smiled thankful for the outing, he looked to both sides and slowly made his way across the lip to a flat top of the roof, he climbed on top and looked about.

He had three questions.

Where was he?

How would he escape?

If he escaped would his sister be safe?

He stretched, as he did he felt a wet bit of liquid run down his chest, he looked down seeing a wound had popped. Blood trickled down his body, he sobbed a bit as he continued along the roof, the leash got caught on a part of the roof, he growled. He managed to unclip it and tossed it to the side.

He cursed as he lunged to catch it, the leash dangled off the side of the roof.

L looked out the window to see the leash that was attached to Light dangling from above. He smiled, pulled a gun from a drawer and walked up the stairs quickly and towards the room of the window that went out to where he saw the leash.

L smiled as he pulled the window open, Light froze hearing it open. He turned to see L watching him, a gun in his hand.

“I will shoot you.”

“Then shoot me,” Light said as he backed up a bit trying to get to the lip he had shuffled across. L rolled his eyes shooting to the side of him. Light whined as he backed up a bit more realizing L wasn’t bluffing like he had assumed.

“You would look just as pretty with a bullet wound in you as you do now, Light come here and I won’t go after your sister.” Light gulped, hands, heads, pictures of the dead flashed across his vision as he looked at the bullet hole in the roof. “I will do it, I am not bluffing, to shoot you or to kill her.”

Light slowly crawled towards him, as he grew close enough L grabbed his collar and dragged him from the roof throwing him to the floor rage once again filling him. Light screamed as L was on top of him, the barrel of the gun placed inside his mouth. “You belong to me Light, you owe me big time for my monitors and the bullet hole in my roof. Now, do you like the gun in your mouth?”

Light shook his head shaking, this was real hell.

L removed the gun from his mouth and placed the gun to the side of his head.

“Hey asshole,” L snarled, leaning close to him, “you just bought yourself two days in a cage. No food or water. I hope you come to learn I don’t fuck around, I get things done my love. Now, tell me Light, was what you did worth it? You didn’t get that far did you?”

Light didn’t respond, his eyes were wide in fear, his body shook.

L got in his face. “Did you?” He yelled.

“I got farther than I was yesterday.” Light finally replied, he didn’t like being yelled at. He didn’t like people in his face, and he wasn’t going to give up.

L sat back smirking in interest. “You don’t know when to give up do you?”

Light smiled a bit as the gun was lowered from his temple. “Never.”

“Good, good. Makes it more fun to break you. I knew you couldn't be that easy.” L smirked as he leaned forward again, Light breathed heavily as he was pinned down as the gun wavered in front of his face. “I hope you like the cage.”

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Light fought with L as he was dragged to the cage in his room, he hadn’t expected to be caught so quickly if at all and he was angry. His sister’s life shouldn’t be threatened, he could care less about himself in many aspects, but this was too far.

L got the cage open, it was much like a large dog kennel.

As he attempted to get Light inside the boy kicked him off and stood, L eyed him curiously. “You really think fighting me right now is a good idea? I have a gun, you are naked and helpless.”

“Promise me you won’t hurt my sister, then I will get in on my own.”

“Ah. I don’t make promises when I have no intention of keeping them. The probability of me going after your family is about eight five percent.” His eye twitched but a smile was plastered on his face. “The more you piss me off, the more I want to do something to stop you. Your sister and family are clearly a motivator for you. I would be stupid to give that up. I won’t make mistakes with you.”

Light was hesitant, the two stood across from one another. Light felt embarrassed despite the fact L had seen him naked essentially the entire time he had been there; it was still something he didn’t want to get used to. L twirled the gun in his hand, took a step forward and Light stepped back.

“Come here.” L ordered pointing beside him. “Now. I also have noticed you calling me master or sir has flown out the window.”

“Your rules suck.” Light replied. “Probability of me using them is zero percent.” Light replied using his odd speech against him. L cracked his knuckle before lifting his gun again pointing it at the wall beside Light’s head.

“Get in the goddamn kennel.”

Light watched him, he slowly stepped towards it but didn’t move from there. L growled, closing his eyes in frustration, Light took the chance to rush him.

L hadn’t expected the speed or force that Light put into the attack. Within seconds he was pinned to the ground and the gun skidded across the room by the door. “Fuck you.” Light growled as he pinned his wrists above his head. His body was running on adrenaline and he was thankful for it or the pain that was starting to creep through him would have been much worse than it was already. “Why don’t you get in the goddamn kennel?”

L’s dark eyes scanned the boy's face, his rage and fear plastered across his face. L was oddly calm, Light watched him. The calmer L looked the more panic that Light felt. “Why aren’t you angry?”

L finally opened his mouth. “Angry doesn’t even begin to describe what I feel right now pet, but the idea of you quivering under me covered in your own blood is pleasing to me.”

Light froze, this man was a psycho. L took the lapse of judgement to pin Light, Light struggled in his grasp. His wrists were held by one of L’s hands above his head and the other was wrapped around his neck. Light screamed until he felt he was suffocating. L loosened his grip around his neck. “You keep doing stupid things Light.”

Light kicked at him but was kept pinned. L rolled his eyes and with his free hand freed his cock from his pants. “I don’t know why but you running and fighting me turns me on. Since I said I was going to cage you up for a little, I might as well use you before I do. Since you won’t be getting out of the cage for a while.”

“No. No stop please stop please.” Light screamed as L pushed himself inside, his thrusts were fast and hard rage fueling each one. Light continued to scream and cry before he stopped moving, L pulled away with a satisfied smile.

“You really are good at pissing me off.” L said with a grunt, he picked up Light who only struggled a little before dropping him inside the kennel and closed the door, locking it with a padlock before putting the key on a necklace and walking away. Light glared, he was breathing heavily. Another few of his wounds had opened during the attack, he was covered in blood. He watched L walk out the door. He shook the cage in rage before yelping, the adrenaline disappearing and the pain took over his body.

He shook in anger and pain, he should have just jumped off the roof.

Why had he froze, why?

Why did L fuck with his head so much?

He laid his head against the bars and sobbed himself to sleep.

He woke with a start as his cage shook. Light looked up and L was staring down at him, L was smiling and Light wanted to punch the smile off his face. “Morning sleepyhead. Look,” L sat his legs crossed across from the cage, “I know you don’t like me now, but I promise you will. That is 100%. I need you to try and give me a chance.”

Light watched him backing up as far as he could in the cage. “No.”

“Light, I think you should.” He cocked his head before pulling out an envelope and slipping it inside the cage.

“What is this?”

L smiled, he grabbed the padlock and looked him over. “Eishu Junior High.”

Light’s heart stopped, that was Sayu’s school. Light ripped open the envelope to see pictures of his sister leaving school. “No. Please. Please..”

“Please what little Light?” L asked, he looked satisfied.

Light swallowed his pride, he realized at that moment if he was going to escape and bring L to justice he had to play by his rules.

“Please, don’t hurt my sister. Sir.”

L smiled, he was getting what he wanted. “That’s my good boy. Think about it while you take your punishment. You have two days in there. Cupcake.” Light’s jaw grew tight as he held his tongue. He clutched the picture of his sister shaking in rage. He was going to get out of there, and when he did he was going to bring L down.

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Light was banging his head against the cage as time ticked closer to being let out of the cage, he hated himself for even being there. More for the plan he had decided to commit to.

He would pretend to love L, it would be a slow transition. If he instantly loved him he knew L would quickly take notice and he would be punished and there was a chance his sister would be in danger. So he had to slowly give in, pretend to give in.

L walked into the room and smiled, Light sat back against the cage shaking in fear as he came close. L lowered himself to the ground to open the cage. He swung the key in front of Light with a smirk. "Before I open the cage lets go over the rules."

Light nodded sitting back his body ached, he was hungry. "Rule one, you belong to me and only me. Rule two. You only worship me unless I say otherwise. Rule three, you are to speak to me when I speak to you. Rule four, you will refer to me as master or sir. I am adding one, rule five. You are to always be filled with something, either a toy or my cock in that hole of yours."

Light's eyes grew wide in panic. "What?"

"Ah, come now do you want me to let you out or are you going to keep fucking yourself over?"

"No..please let me out please.. sir."

L smiled seeing he was growing somewhat smart. He began to unlock the cage door, he slowly crawled out of the cage looking up at L with fear in his eyes. L tilted his chin up, Light looked him over gulping but didn't move.

"Smile for me little Light."

Light tried to hide the anger in his eyes and slowly smiled for L. L grinned before pulling him into a kiss, Light struggled a bit but let him kiss him after fighting for a minute. Light was finally stood up as L helped him to his feet his body was shaking, he was starving and just wanted to be left alone.

"Light, are you hungry?"

"Yes sir.." Light managed out. "Please."

L smiled, he picked him up and carried him down the stairs, Light tried to fight him away he wouldn't fully give in but he knew he probably couldn't make it down the stairs on his own regardless. "Sit don't move."

Light nodded, he had been placed on the floor beside the table, two days in a cage. That was all it had been but he felt it had been so much longer. L finally returned with a plate of breakfast. Eggs, a blueberry muffin, and bacon. Light was grateful it was real food, he looked up to L who nodded allowing him to eat. He ignored the blueberry muffin for the most part.

He wasn't big on sweets, but he knew if he didn't eat it at all he would probably be punished. He finally opened the wrapper to the muffin he looked it over before slowly taking a bite of the muffin. L watched him with a smile as he ate the sweet muffin.

Light begrudgingly ate the sweet but he was starving, he would happily eat anything at the time. L pulled out a toy. "The new rule remember," L waved it around and Light only nodded he tried to ignore him before he was pulled to a standing position before slammed against the table and the toy was inserted inside of him and then released again.

Light glared at him, but didn't move until Light pulled him along to the office space. It was clear there were new computers, Light was shoved under the desk before he was greeted with a cock to the face. "Suck it," L growled.

Light grimaced but opened his mouth, L smirked and inserted his cock in his mouth. Light began to suck and mutter to himself, the room was filled with the typing of keys and the sound of Light sucking. The wet noise making L smile. He was impressed he was even sucking to be honest and wouldn't complain. Light muttered, he went to pull away to breath when L grabbed his hair in his fist and pressed his cock as deep down his throat as he could. Light panicked at as he choked. L smirked pulling away slightly to cum in the back of his throat.

Light muttered swallowing what he could before coughing.

"What a good slut you are."

Light glared and sat back trying to catch his breath.

He was going to hate his life, but he hoped to be let free eventually, or at least trusted enough not to be kept trapped.

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Light yelped in surprise as he was dragged along towards L’s room. “What are you doing?” Light whined until L tossed him on his bed.

L’s eyes bore into him with anger. “Are you arguing again?”

Light lowered his eyes, al he wanted to do was fight with him. “No..sir..sorry.”

L smiled feeling better about it now that he was done fighting. Or at least it seemed he was done. Light muttered under his breath as he scanned L’s face.

“May I ask what we are doing in your room..sir?”

L cocked his head. “That was a question in a question Light. However I will answer you, my friends are coming over again in three days, I want you to be somewhat better trained when they come this time.”

Light settled back against the bed frame watching L with fear in his eyes. “Please don’t..please..”

“Hey, what did we talk about.” L asked raising an eyebrows in attempt to scare Light back in submission. L grinned as he dropped his clothes to the side.

“Suck.” L ordered. Light didn’t move, L glared.

“I..I..L.”

“Hey!” L yelled. Light scrambled back hitting his head against the bed frame again.

“Ah..fuck.”

“If you’d fucking listen that wouldn’t happen. You do not call me by my name. You do not deny me! I ask and tell you to do things and you god damn do it!” Light was shaking in terror, L was angry and it was clear Light had fucked up. L picked up a picture off the bedside table and chucked it at Light. “Or do I have to kill her Light?”

Light held the image of his sister tightly in his hands. He set it down after caressing it for a moment. “I’m sorry. Sir.”

“You’re going to be sorry.” L snarled.

Light backed up as far as he could before L stepped up on the bed and grabbed his hair in his hand tightly. Light yelped as he was face fucked for a few minutes, Light was gagging and sputtering.

L pulled away. “You’re making me angry. This isn’t as fun as I had wanted it to be. Lay down.”

Light eyed L and did as he was told. The picture of his sister stopping him from fighting any more. He laid down and L pinned him down more, taking the toy out and fucking him roughly.

Light sobbed and screamed until L slapped him upside the head to silence him. “Shh now, you can take it.”

Light whined more but tried his best to stay quiet. L finished filling him before getting off. “Maybe I won’t stop killing. You’re fun, but it’s more fun when I can come back to you and use you after a long days work.”

Light whined as he was dragged off the bed and put into the cage. “I won’t kill her, yet if that’s what you’re worried about.” L said lowering himself closer to Light who was shaking the bars in anger.

“Please don’t kill anyone else please! Sir! Please! You can do anything you want to me please!! Don’t!”

L only laughed as he dressed and grabbed his favorite knife off the table. “Don’t worry, they won’t be anyone I know you know.” L turned off the lights and headed out.

Light screamed shaking the bars more.

He had to get out of here, he had to tell people the kind of monster L was, the things he had done.

L smiled as he watched the sleeping women, he held his knife just above her heart. He needed this, he needed to take the time to hurt her, he didn’t know her and that didn’t matter. He just needed to take the time to hurt her so he didn’t kill his new toy Light.

As the knife came down on her chest blood splattering her eyes opened for only a moment before life was gone. L smiled as he began to carve at her, he looked around and found a few items to steal before returning to her and cutting an L into her arm.

He wanted them to know he was still killing, that his word usually meant a lot but when it came to death he couldn’t help but keep going.

He smiled seeing the blood dripping off his own body. “Oh Light I’m home.” Light sat up watching him in terror. His body dripping in blood. “Let’s take a shower together hmm?”

Light sobbed as he was dragged towards the bathroom, blood twisting down the drain. L kissed up and down his body as he held him tight against the shower wall.

“This is better, isn’t it? Less anger on you, more fun for me.” L smiled as he began to roughly finger him stretching his right hole. L began to insert himself inside thrusting deep and fast. “You’re all mine Light, and that will never change.”

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“My son, please we need to find him.”

“Chief we have been looking, really sir we have.” The detectives replied as they shifted through photos from all of the crime scenes L was responsible for.

“Anything that would tell us where he is?”

“No sir we are sorry.”

Sochiro lowered his head in dismay, this was the worst thing he had ever experienced. His own son gone kidnapped by the worst serial killer they had seen in a long time.

Sochiro went back to his desk and lowered his head, tears fighting to come out. His head was in his hands when his phone went off.

He answered it.

“Chief of police.”

“Perfect just the man I needed,” the voice on the other side began.

“Who is this?”

“Light, say hi to daddy.”

Sochiro’s blood ran cold, this was L.

“Dad, please! Please, get Sayu out of the country!” The quivering voice of his son begged, Sochiro took that as gospel and knew it meant this monster wanted both of his children. He then heard Light yelp in pain and cry, L had slapped him.

“Have you found the latest body yet? She was fun to kill, then I fucked your son senseless after, he was covered in her blood.”

“Please just give him back to me, please.”

There was laughter before the line went dead. He quickly called his wife to book tickets for them both to get out of the country. She was quick to buy them, but felt horrible leaving her husband behind as well as her missing son.

But they couldn’t loose them both.

He then raced down to the others in the team, they pulled up the phone record and listened to the recording of their conversation over and over again.

The numbers location was bouncing between multiple locations throughout the country, no one knew where he was from and if any of these locations were even where the cal originated from. Sochiro was devastated, people in his city were being slaughtered, his daughter and wife now leaving for the foreseeable future, and his son was the sex slave to a notorious serial killer.

And they had no leads or clues.

It was like L existed every where and no where. Like he was a ghost, it didn’t feel real. It couldn’t be real.

Yet it was.

Sochiro and the others on the L task force continued to sift through images, the others began to go door to door looking for this new body.

Why was L calling in his kills now?

What was L going for?

Sochiro stopped at the images of Light, his sons naked body covered in scar marks and cum. Bruises and bites covering him.

He had failed as a father.

His son was in danger and he couldn’t find him, they didn’t have any leads.

The killer could be anyone, and Light could be anywhere.

That was when Sochiro noticed something, a reflection in lights wide horrified eyes. Dark shaggy hair.

It was small, and they may not be able to see if it was blown up.

But for once there was a chance.

Light was saving them again, he was still a valuable part of the team even out of the force. There was not a face, but there was hair, and databases existed.

For once there was a chance.

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Light held his cheek, the stinging pain from the slap hurting worse than he thought it would. His outburst had been worth it however.

He knew his father would take him seriously.

He needed his family safe.

L slammed the phone down and turned to Light who shook below his ‘master’. “You’re an idiot. Honestly why do you make such rash and idiotic choices without thinking about your own safety you stupid fuck!”

Light whined as the man yelled at him, he felt real fear knowing his sister was safe he was going to get worse punishments. He was willing to fight more.

L walked around Light, the shaking boy sitting in the floor sobbing, he took a knife from his pocket. “I’m sorry…I’m sorry please don’t hurt me please I’m sorry…

L couldn’t help but laugh. He lowered himself down to Light’s level and grabbed his face roughly. The knife looming by his face, Light lowered his eyes to look over the blade. Flecks of dried blood speckled the blade, he grunted as L tilted his chin upward and smirked.

The tip oof the blade laid just below his chin, “you were stupid Light, so so very stupid my little toy. I adore you pet, but you anger me greatly. I think you deserve to remember who you belong to, what I am.”

Light froze as the knife was plunged into his thigh, he screamed in pain as he was stabbed. He attempted to pull away but that only made it worse. Light whined and stopped moving as L pulled the knife out and watched as blood squirted.

Light sobbed in pain.

“Tell me that you love me and that you’ll always be mine and I will fix it for you.”

“No.”

L smiled at his defiance and stabbed the opposite thigh in response. “Keep denying me and I will keep stabbing you, do you need all your fingers?”

Light froze.

“I love you, I love you I’m sorry..please fix it please..I’ll never leave I promise I love you.”

L smiled as he began to sew up the wounds and wrap each leg. Light watched him, his wrists cuffed, he wanted to choke him but didn’t know how with the way his hands were. Light felt sick to his stomach, his thighs caked in his own blood.

“I’m serious though pet, I will cut off fingers. If I don’t have the leverage of your sister, I will have to get more physical with you.”

Light gulped. “Can we clean me up, master?”

L nodded. “There we go baby. See if you behave things go well.”

“I feel sick..sir.” Light confessed.

“Is of the blood? It isn’t for everyone.”

Light lowered his eyes, at the sight of his bloodied legs he felt more sick. He nodded squeezing his eyes shut.

L couldn’t help but smile, he scooped Light up and carefully took him towards the bathroom. He got a wet wash cloth and began to clean him up. “It will be better for you to just stop fighting. No one will ever find you pet, no one.”

Light sobbed, he nodded understanding his plight. He didn’t know if he’d ever escape this place, and L was going to make sure he never did.

Light whined as he was cleaned off then placed in his cage. “I need to go do some business, I do have a few after all.”

Light watched him as he began to dress in something nice, a suit and tie.

This sadistic killer was the face of companies?

Light whined realizing he was out in the public far more than anyone had thought.

L smiled as he finished dressing, patted the cage, and headed out the door. “Ryuk keep an eye on my pet.”

The man nodded as his young master left to go to a business meeting.

“Ryuk,” Watari began, “the master is a bit over his head. He has never taken a living person before.”

“We musn’t argue with what he asks. We must help him, you know very well we must not get in his way. Rem said she’s been watching the news carefully, no one suspects our master. After all he is a public face on the front of many businesses, he cleans up well. That shaggy hair always slicked back, his eyes not ask scary. It’s like he becomes a different person when he is out in the public. That’s why he goes by Ryuzaki, he is a completely different man when he leaves for work and is a public figure.”

“I agree, but we must ensure the boy doesn’t cause issues for our master.”

They nodded to one another and waited for L to return.

L smiled as he entered his meeting, they talked and finished the meeting quickly. It was time for L to do something he wanted to do a long time ago.

He nodded to be a part of the L investigation.

L had many things up his sleeve, having a degree in law was one of them. He entered the station and smiled, his hair slicked back. “May I speak to the chief?”

“Ah Mr. Ryuzaki, of course.” The desk worker smiled, he left to go to the chiefs office.

“Ryuzaki, I have heard many good things about you, I looked at your references and called a few of your former crime investigations. They said you were a great help in solving the crimes. Why are you interested in the case of the infamous L?”

“As you know, I have business all over the country and other countries. I travel plenty and he seems to be everywhere, death follows him wherever he goes, and I wish to help stop it.” Sochiro nodded. “I also took a fancy to your son, I was planning to meet with him before he was kidnapped. I..I had hoped that we would hit it off. Potentially start a relationship, I would like to help save him.”

Sochiro’s eyes grew wide. “You like my son?”

“I am a man of many things, and greatness is one of them. Your son is a marvel, graduated top of his class long before anyone else expected. Straight A’s, youngest detective on the force. I as you know have owned many businesses as just a teen, I own many estates and homes. I’d be happy to have you over to my place to discuss this further if you’d like. I would like to offer my help, to find your boy and hopefully maybe start a relationship with him when he’s recovered.”

Sochiro nodded a thanks. “I wouldn’t mind the extra help, come I will show you what we have on his files and the one lead we have.”

L’s eyes widened.

What lead could they possibly have?

“I have to warn you these pictures are extremely graphic.”

L nodded and looked over the images. “See there in his eyes, the hair. We don’t know anything else.”

L smiled knowing exactly what to keep hidden now, no more eye photos either. “I’m so sorry, that you are going through this.”

Sochiro smiled a thanks. “Would you like to come to my home and look over his room? It may help.”

“Of course.”

L couldn’t help but smile, if he ‘saved’ him there would be denying him after the fact. No one would believe Light if he said he was the killer, his kidnapper.

L had plans, knew what his next steps were.

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Sochiro led L through his home and into Light's room. "You're welcome to look it over." Sochiro smiled looking L over, "Ryuzaki I am honestly thankful you're here. We need everything we can get."

L smiled as he picked up a few of his items. "He stayed with you and your family?"

"He did yes, he could have left if he wanted. He just wanted to stay with us till he found someone." He looked down at himself. "I just wish he had found someone before all of this...he might have just left the country or town or...something."

"Sir, you can't worry about that now. The if's, and's, or buts. What you need to worry about is bringing your son home."

"I appreciate you honestly, for coming to help. I know you're extremely busy."

"I am just happy I can come in here and look around. I hope to bring your boy back for you." L held a photo of a young Light. "I will do my best to bring him back to you."

Sochiro sighed thinking about Light and what he was going through. He couldn't even imagine what he was possibly having done to him. The photo's they'd seen were horrific, the things Light was going through was enough to send Sochiro sobbing when he thought hard enough about it.

"My boy..I just need my boy back home. My wife and daughter left the country, we got a call from the killer. He's sadistic. I know that the best thing we can do is just hold out hope and continue to wait and search. We just don't know where he is holding up."

"I can't help but agree." L smiled softly. "I promise to do my very best to get him back to you."

"Thank you..." Sochiro smiled thinking about holding his son again. He was so desperate for his boy, desperate to know he was still looking for him. L smiled shaking his hand. "I promise to talk to Light about accepting your hand when you bring him back to me."

"I will be happy to do so."

He smiled, looking over Sochiro. L bid him a goodbye and headed out to go back to his home. He smiled as he walked in the door, he headed up the stairs and into his room. "Hi pet," he smiled. "I talked with your father today."

Light began to panic, he shook the bars of the cage in terror thinking he had killed him. "No! No! You killed him? Why would you do that? Why! What did he do to you?"

"No no, I didn't kill him. I talked to him."

"What?"

"I talked to him, saw your room, looked over my case file. You're the talk of the town, country even pet."

"Wait..what do you mean you talked to him?!"

"I'm on the task force darling." L smiled as he lowered himself on the ground to look at him through his cage. "Now pet. Let's talk about this for a minute, cause I think you and I could have a really good thing going."

"Please sir...please just let me go home please..I want to go home sir please."

He smiled nodding at him. "I know what you want. I understand darling, but really pet you need to understand that's not how this is going to go. You belong to me, and you will always love me. No matter how this plays out you belong to me you understand me?"

Light lowered his head trying not to cry. "My..my dads okay?"

"Yes." L smirked. "I'll be back for you before dinner. Get some rest, I need to dress down."

Light gave him an odd look, he watched him head into the bathroom, heard the shower. By the time L came out of the shower he looked like his old self, messy wet hair. Dark eyes followed by dark circles. Light shuttered, how the hell could he be so comfortable with looking like that? Feeling like looking terrifying was a good normal, he backed up in the cage.

"Please..."

"Hmm? Did you say something whore?"

"Please sir...please I want to go home..."

"Shh now, I hope you know even when you go home you will still belong to me." L smirked, Light whimpered as he lowered his head trying not to cry. What the hell did that mean? Still be his even if he was home? If he was home L should be in jail or dead.

L snickered as he opened the cage and dragged him out and tossed him over his shoulder. Light cried out in terror as he was carried down the steps and towards the dining hall. "Sit and don't move, if even a muscle moves I will be getting the whip."

He whined but nodded his head. What did he and his father talk about? He wanted to see his father so badly, know he was okay. He didn't trust L at all, and he knew there was a chance he had lied, a chance he had killed his father and was fucking with him.

He didn't know what was worse, his father working with the man who was raping him and killing people, or L having killed him. All he knew was he wanted to go home, and wanted to see L rot for what he had done.

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Light watched L as he ate, he wanted something too but it was clear he was only going to be given scraps today. He watched him unsure and upset, he was hungry. His stomach growled in want. L smiled and looked down. "Hungry?"

"Yes master." He replied opening his mouth in want. L smiled as handed him a small piece off his plate. Light happily ate he was upset it wasn't much but took what he was given with little fight in him.

"That's a good boy."

L smirked. "Sir, you have a package." Ryuk called heading into the room, he set the box down for him.

"Ah perfect," L smiled. "I can't wait to use this on my sweet boy."

Light looked up quickly as L began to open the box. He whined when he saw a new collar get pulled out, his collar was removed and changed into the new one. L pulled out his phone and scanned the collar, he set up a perimeter around the space they were in.

"Run."

Light looked up and raced towards the door when suddenly he was shocked. "A shock collar?"

"Cute isn't it? It's called the little devil, you have a space around here you can walk without being shocked. I can also set it to a crawl mode, so for now you have free range until it shocks you and you know you went to far." L smiled. He whined, he went to unclip it and it shocked him again. "Silly boy."

Light growled at him but padded around the room slowly and carefully. "Why..why are you doing this sir?"

"I thought you'd like more space to walk around, I mean you are mine forever. Eventually you'll be pretty much free to do as you want, as long as you behave of course Light. My little light."

"So what is your long term plan with me? Sir.." Light asked as he got another shock and learned exactly what his square of range was.

"Train you to love me, then save you and marry you."

Light's eyes grew wide. "Excuse me?"

"Oh wouldn't you be the cutest little house wife."

"Wait wait..save me from yourself?"

L smirked as he thought about his next words carefully. "I really think you need to remember your rules love."

"Sorry..sorry sir..I just wait...save me..how are you going to save me when..when you're my kidnapper?"

"I have many tricks up my sleeve darling, anyway little one. Misa and Mikami will be here shortly, why don't you come sit on my lap, I will explain it all tonight. We will have to work on lots of training before it can happen though, you still fight me."

Light slowly sat on his lap, his naked form shaking, L wrapped his hand around his cock and began to slowly jerk him. "Ah..ah..."

"That's it sweetheart." L smirked nipping at his neck. Light leaned forward trying to get him off but found it wasn't worth his time. L smiled happily as he continued to jerk him off roughly. "You best cum before they get here. If you do I won't let them touch you."

Light closed his eyes trying to find pleasure from the touching, he moaned allowing himself to find the pleasure through the terror. "That's it Light see you can behave."

Light cried out feeling himself cum. "What a good boy!" L praised kissing his neck leaving a harsh mark on him. "What a good boy."

Light whined when Ryuk and Rem appeared with Misa and Mikami. "Friends, come lets meet in the other room. Misa I see you have a bag full of something.

"I have clothes for him." She smiled big. L walked and Light whined fearing the shock.

"I turned it off, I have it set so I can shock you on my own. Behave and I wont' have to use it. If you get to five shocks you'll get a beating." He grunted. Light nodded as he was set on the floor beside L's feet. "Misa I would love to see them."

She smiled and laid out a few outfits. Some panties, a maid outfit, a cute fluffy pink and white dress, an actual suit which Light was interested in. "I wasn't sure if you wanted him in both or more feminine or more masculine so I made lots." She set out a few more, a pair of boxers that looked like a strawberry sprinkled donut, some t-shirts and jeans.

"They look lovely Misa." L smiled as he pulled Light up on his lap and slid his cock into his throbbing ass. L smiled as Light began to cock warm him while they spoke.

"You said there as an important conversation to have." Mikami smiled.

"Yes, I have met with Light's father. He has accepted my proposal to ask Light for his hand, first we must come up with a plan as how to save him from the dangerous L."

Light's eyes got wide, what the hell was happening, why was he talking about himself like this?

"Excellent, so my dear Ryuzaki who are we pinning all your crimes on?"

"I have a few ideas, however I found one man. I have been keeping tabs on him, he is a convicted criminal, he only lasted one month in prison before he was let free. The exact one month I took off to work on my business empire, his name is Lind L. Tailor. Two L's in his name, I thought it was perfect."

"It does sound perfect sir, where is he now?"

"In my basement."

Light gasped. "What sir?"

"Ah yeah I met up with him about four months ago, he's been in a cell this entire time. Police are already looking for him, I have kept him drugged and have been showing him pictures of you. He's obsessed already it isn't hard to make this do able. Misa I need your help, you are also going to be kidnapped along with my sweet Light."

Misa smiled. "Anything to help you, you have given us both so much."

"Perfect I will retrieve you in three weeks alright? I believe that will be enough time to finish training Light to love me." L smiled as he pinned him forward on his stomach. He began to fuck into him, Light cried out in surprise, but soon his screaming turned into moaning.

"He's coming along great." Misa smiled as Mikami kissed her along the neck and shoulders. "I'm sure he will be madly in love with you very very soon."

"I sure hope so, ah Mikami, I need you to find an abandoned building for us to use for this please."

"Of course sir." Mikami smiled, he loved helping his friend.

Light was thinking hard, he was never going to escape L, it was clear now what was going through L's head. If he kept him captive forever it wouldn't work out in his favor, but if he made him his the public would still love him. He would be known as a hero for ending L's reign of terror. Known as a hero for saving the countries top fashion designer, movie star, and the detective prodigy known as Light Yagami.

L was building an empire, and he was going to bring Light into it one way or another.

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Light was being roughly fucked into, Mikami and Misa had gone home to prepare for the future plans. Light sobbed hard feeling L fuck into his throbbing hole. “Ah sir..sir!”

“That’s a good boy.” L smiled hearing Light crying for him. “So good using the right words.”

Light whined and whimpered feeling him slide inside him. “Ah..ah…sir!”

“There we go. Take me hard,” L groaned as he kept fucking hard. “You’re going to adore me, see me as your everything.”

Light’s eyes crossed when he felt L wrap one hand around his cock and jerk him off while the other hand kept them stable so he could force his cock deeper inside.

“Please!” Light began.

“Please what?”

“May I cum sir please!”

“Yes you fucking can.” He grunted seeing Light’s cum leak out covering the bed below them. “Fuck yes Light see you love it!”

“Ah..ah..please please…ah..”

“Please what pretty thing?” L asked nibbling on his shoulder.

“Please…I need a break..please sir.”

“Ah, do you now?”

“Please sir…you’re so rough…” he groaned. His body was marked up excessively. “Or..or just slower…softer.”

“I can keep fucking you then?” L asked curiously. He hasn’t expected him to say it that way. “If I slow down and am softer?”

“I…I guess I did say that…yes…sir.”

“Great.” L smiled flipping him over so they were face to face. L slowly slid inside him, how rough thrusts were careful this time. Light moaned now instead of screaming. “Yeah baby.”

“Ah..ah..”

“Good boy, good boy.” L praised. Light was okay with the different side of L, calmer more careful. “Feel better?”

“Yes!” Light sobbed moaning loudly.

L smiled big seeing him moan and pant for him. L gripped his hips tight and fucked into him. “Fuck you feel so great!”

He moaned loudly as L fucked him. He didn’t want to give him satisfaction, didn’t want to give him that but he was doing it anyway. He hated himself for moaning like this, actually enjoying it for once. L pulled him up into kisses and Light actually reciprocated.

L smirked as he pulled away for a moment only to pull him in for another.

Light gasped as the kisses got more desperate, he moaned as he felt L’s cock rock into him. “My Light, my little Light.” L groaned kissing him softly. “You look so pretty covered in all of my marks. Aren’t you so damn attractive, not only are you smart but you’re fucking handsome as hell. Mine, and you’ll be the talk of the whole world when they find out you’re mine.”

Light whined as he felt more kisses cover him. L got a bit more aggressive and nibbled on his neck before biting down for more pressure before building up some speed. Light gripped the sheets, he felt L fill him with spunk. He wiggled under him before L’s phone went off. L pulled away and gagged him and gave him a look of stay and be silent.

“Ryuzaki speaking.”

“Ah perfect we have a problem, the press is all over the story of Light right now. His birthdays in a few days and it’s all over. They are hoping there is something we can say but I don’t know what to do.”

“I can help,” L smiled. “I can help answer some questions. We don’t have much but I don’t think you should have to speak about your son, especially on his birthday.”

He looked over to Light who was sitting watching, a gun on the table stopping him from movements he wanted to make.

“Thank you.”

The phone clicked off after they talked about when to meet. “Your father misses you. Your birthdays coming up, what should we do for it?”

“I want to see him master.”

“Not till you’re saved by me, would you like a special treat? If you stay well behaved you can have it.”

“Potato chips sir?”

“I can arrange that darling.”

Light lowered his head, he was going to love the rest of his life with this monster so he might as well attempt to get something out of it. “May..may I ask a real question an important one sir.”

“Yes.”

“If I am..if I am living with you forever how will that work? Am I going to be a slave forever or…or how will I leave the house have a job..”

“You’ll be my submissive, you won’t have a job anymore I can take care of you. You won’t leave the house without me.”

“Oh..I…”

“Don’t finish that before you say something you regret. Just understand that you are mine. Understand Light?”

Light lowered his head his face falling. “Yes sir..”

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Light was busy whimpering when L appeared. “What’s wrong?”

“Wrists hurt sir.”

“Ah let me see them.”

He lifted his wrists up and L looked them over, he turned them over seeing the marks from handcuffs. He smiled kissing them each before leaving the room, Light waited unsure of himself as he waited for him to return.

L soon came back with some sort of cream and wraps. He lathered the cream over the wounds carefully. Light whined as he cleaned it up, he then wrapped them. “Should get better, if it’s still hurting we will look them over. Now look, I’m really sorry about this.”

“About what sir?” Light asked terrified.

“Lind, I need him to rape you for evidence.”

“What?!” Light screamed and attempted to run off, L stopped him quickly pinning him to the bed. “No no please no!”

“I need it to happen, we will be driving you both to the location we will find your body. He’s so drugged he listens to everything. He will be recording a session or rape. He will he masked but you will managed to get one arm free and pull it off. You will be gagged but not blindfolded and it will last all of maybe two minutes or until you can get your hand free.”

Light was shaking.

“So..so. I.. oh god..”

“It’s going to be okay. I’ll fuck you after to take it away.”

Light felt light headed, this wasn’t his ideal idea of pinning a crime on a somewhat innocent man. “Please master… please I don’t want anyo-anyone but you! Please..”

He knew that would get him to stop for a minute.

“Fuck Light, you can’t just..shit I.” L grew silent. “No I’ve got to. Sorry, it won’t last long. I’ll make sure you’re one wrist isn’t tied down as much so it won’t last long. Okay? If it’s going to long I’ll stop the video.”

Light lowered his head.

He hated this more than anything that had happened so far. He was littered in marks that would never leave him, he had horrible memories, and knowing that his father and his capturer were conversing and that his dad was ‘friends’ and offered himself to him.

Now he was going to be raped on camera and people would see it.

His father would see it.

Light sobbed and L held him while he cried trying to calm him, he was trying to be nice and careful. Trying to get him to love him.

“Light darling, I want you to take a deep breath for me.”

Light did as he was told.

“Now, I know this is a lot to take in, but. It’s for the kids best. No one but me can care for you the way you need it, and I can’t be pinned for these crimes. Im going to be saving you from all of this. Don’t you want to see your family again?”

“Yes sir..”

“Don’t you want to see the outside world again?”

“Yes I do master.”

“Don’t you want to go sit at a restaurant and eat good food again?”

“Yes I do..master.. please.”

“Then how’s that going to happen?”

“By t..trusting you..sir.”

“That’s right darling.” L smiled kissing him. “So deep breaths and look at me.”

He looked up and as he did L kissed him in a kinder way than he ever had. He kissed him and loved on him till Light was breathless. “Alright now come on.”

Light sobbed as he followed him to the car. He was tied up and laid in the back, he looked to see a man in a cage. The man was reaching for him saying his name. “Master! Please he..he’s terrifying.”

“He wants you baby.” L said. “That’s all.”

Light sobbed harder.

They arrived at the abandoned building, he was tied up naked to a rickety table. L made sure to untie one arm enough if he tried he could escape. Lind undressed.

“Now you want to watch yourself fuck him don’t you?”

“Yes.”

“Record it then. Once you’re unmasked you must finish.”

Light was kicking and crying the gag already covered in salvia. Lind began to record it and then headed right for Light. He spread his hole and began to fuck him roughly.

Light sobbed harder as he was raped, he kept struggling with the rope finally getting an arm free. He reached behind him and pulled the mask from his face. Lind growled slapping his ass hard before pulling out and while facing the camera turning it off.

L kicked and cried his body aching.

Lind was almost rougher than L had been. L smiled as he placed him back in his cage and went to untie Light who collapsed in his arms and sobbed.

“You did so good, I’ll take it all away now.” L worked his cock out leaving his pants up and slid inside Light. Light held him tight just letting him do it, there was no use now, he saw no way of escape.

No way to be safe.

Light sobbed as L finished inside him, he felt the cum drip. L smiled kissing him, Light looked up and L removed his gag before kissing him roughly. “My good boy.”

Lind began to thrash. “Light is mine!”

L rolled his eyes. “It’s all gonna be over soon. No more hiding.”

Light whined but was thankful if that was true. He just needed his sister and mother to hug him, his dad to tell him he was okay. He knew it was going to happen soon, that he and Misa would be Lind’s slaves.

But he hoped he wasn’t raped during that time.

Light sobbed himself to sleep in his kennel while L worked on the tape. He blurred out Lind’s face, and sent it into the police.

He was soon called into the office and was asked to watch the tape and see if he could remove the blur.

He smiled as the blur was removed after a half hour. He could have gotten it done much sooner, but it was clear he had to pretend to not know how this mad man did everything.

“It’s Lind!” Sochiro yelled in surprise. “My god! It’s Lind..”

“He has two L’s in his name doesn’t he? The nickname makes sense now…we will find your son and take him into custody. He was in prison during the time the killings stopped wasn’t he?”

Sochiro nodded sobbing having watched his son be raped. L took a deep breath. “We will find him.

“Thank you my deer Ryuzaki, my son and I are in debt to you.”

L smiled. “I’m just hopeful he will be safe and alive when we find him.”

L was a bit nervous leaving Light and Misa with Lind, he was more into his Light than he had hoped. However with the mind control he’d done and the hours of videos and photos he watched of Light and Misa it made sense.

He went home and kissed Light. He gave the okay to Mikami to bring Misa down. He brought Light as well and tied them up together.

Mikami then went home and painted an L in blood from some of L’s victims that he had saved for this reason alone on the wall.

They would do anything to help out L.

Mikami then called the cops, his head had a large bump on it from where he knocked himself over the head with a now broken lamp.

L was called in, he left Lind with Misa and Light. It was time to finally save his Light.

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Light sobbed as he and Misa held onto one another. Lind was stalking their cage. “Please let us go.” Misa cried.

Lind laughed as he opened the cage and dragged Light out of the cage. “No stop stop!” Light begged. He was dropped to his knees as Lind removed his cock from his pants. Light gagged as Lind attempted to face fuck him. He screamed gagging, Misa watched with big eyes.

That wasn’t supposed to be happening.

She reached for him through the cage. He reached for her in desperation as Lind slapped him across the face.

Light cried harder as Lind flipped him over, he held Misa's hand through the cage as he was raped. She brushed his hair from his face apologizing. She didn't expect this to happen and she knew if L knew it had happened he would loose his mind.

Light sobbed harder as Lind slammed into him, he cried in pain feeling his rough hands on his sides. He needed help, needed someone to save him and he was dreaming of it being L and that was what terrified him. He wanted L, needed him right now, cause he honestly didn't want this man to be the last person inside him.

Lind traced some of his scars with his finger.

“Look at how I’ve marked you up.”

It was clear he was out of his mind, he was convinced he’d done it all. “Maybe we should do it to her too?”

Misa shook her head crying. “Wait no! No you can cut me more please don’t hurt her.” Light was still thinking like a cop. Misa was someone to protect, she really was just a ditzy pop star who just happened to be friends with a serial killer.

He almost instantly regretted it as he was dragged away from Misa and bound with his hands above his head. He watched as Lind was looking for weapons, he kicked and cried. Misa cried out for him.

He was praying someone would save him before he was cut more. His naked frame was completely exposed.

Light bit his lip in frustration.

He was actually praying for L to save him and that’s what upset him.

That he wanted L.

He really was going crazy. He actually wanted L to be there and save him. His body was shaking. He was sobbing for him now as Lind returned with a weapon.

“No stop stop!” Light sobbed as he inched closer with the knife. Light was sobbing harder as the tip pressed into his skin, just as the cut was about to be done however the door burst open and there was a rush of officers and swat teams. Light sighed in thanks as he saw L, he kicked and cried as he was helped down. He sobbed into L's shoulder. "Thank you.. thank you.." He whimpered into him.

L looked him over and saw the cum trailing down his leg. "He didn't."

Light only nodded into him. Misa was in hysterics as they helped her from the cage. She was crying about how he almost got hurt because of her, and how he raped him in front of her.

Light kept sobbing into him, L held onto him carefully. He picked him up and carried him to the ambulance, his father was already there waiting for him. "Oh thank god you saved him... thank god. Light this is Ryuzaki, he, h-"

"Not now Sochiro, he's in shock. He was just recently raped..and about to be cut up again..we need to help him for now."

"Thank you Ryuzaki.." Light managed. He looked between them, he could see L's gun in his hand and knew he would use it on his father if it went that far. Sochiro left for a moment to check on Misa and L leaned forward kissing him.

"I'm sorry, so sorry." L whispered into him.

"Please just don't hurt me anymore, or anyone else I promise to behave.." Light sobbed as everything went black. L paced as Sochiro returned again.

"He is under arrest and we will have him on death row, we need you as a witness and to talk to the judge just as Misa and Light will have to, I hope my son is able to deal with it... that trauma.."

"We will stand there by his side. We will support him through this all, I just hope he accepts me and takes me as his.."

"He most likely will, you saved his life. You did what you could for him and he will be thankful for that, and you've payed a dowry in a way, we live by ancient laws just as we do the new ones. I appreciate you wishing for my sons safety, wanting him alive, and that you've put so much effort into him. I am sure he will appreciate all of this very much, that you brought him back to me. His sister and mother are on their way now. Way home to see him."

L sat beside Light his breathing heavy, Light whined crying in his sleep. L caressed his face as he slept before they made it to the hospital they checked him over confirmed his rape and from the rape kit they could only find traces of Lind, which Light was thankful for, for that moment alone. He hated that his Light had been raped by Lind when he wasn't there to stop it, but he was thankful he wasn't possibly going to be pined for the murders or the rape. He watched Light from his chair waiting for the nurses to tell him how he was, it was clear he was fine enough. Would survive it all, Light woke and looked right at L.

"You've won." Light whispered.

L looked him over. "You're not mine by law yet, haven't married yet, you're not my wife yet. I have yet to win. There are still trials to go."

"I promise I won't tell." Light managed out with a soft cry in his voice. "You'll kill my parents and sister wont you?"

"It's one of the many possibilities I have, you have many friends my sweet love. Rest now, you need to get feeling better so I can properly ask you for your hand in marriage."

Light whimpered slightly and nodded, he closed his eyes just trying to forget everything. Let everything go, just accept his fate and know that he was going to be L's because he could not figure one thing about his plan that would fail. Even if he cried and claimed Ryuzaki did it, they wouldn't believe him. How could they? How would they?

There was physical evidence that Lind had done it, between him being at the scene about to cut up Light more, there was the video and rape kit. He was essentially L's forever and now he just had to accept it.

But he had more fight in him.

He just had to be smarter.

But L was a genius, and compared to him he wasn't even close.

Chapter Text

Light was shaking on the stands as the judge asked him questions. “How many times had he sexually abused you?”

“To many for me to count.”

“Did you feel there were threats made against your family?”

“On multiple occasions.”

“On your own life?”

“Yes sir.”

There was more talking and discussing. “Can you tell me who did these things to you?”

Light looked to L, and he smiled moving his shirt to the side and showing off the hilt of his knife. “Lind. L. Taylor.” He said pointing towards Lind.

L smiled thankful to see Light wasn’t being dumb. Light shook watching L, to everyone else they saw a lover supporting a lover through a terrible crime.

But Light was living through hell. L had his head cocked slightly, smiling at him telling him he was doing good and would be rewarded.

Light had been spending most of his time in the hospital or at home under the watch of his parents and sister but L was always there too.

They invited him to every meal, his mother already called L another son to her. Lights sister adored L, he brought her sweets and gifts. Sochiro revered L, knowing he was a brilliant mind he asked him for help on all of their current cases to keep him busy.

Light was trying to figure out any way to prove L had done the crimes , but it was clear to him that L was brilliant. He had figured out every way to keep himself from being pinned for the crimes.

Light was distraught and terrified.

L had public asked Light to marry him, and Light didn’t know how to say no. His family loved L, and to everyone in the world L had saved his life from a monster.

Light whimpered as the judge sentenced the man to death. He was honestly thankful for the sentence on Lind because he was a rapist and had a reputation or evil, however it should have been L in his spot.

They sent him to leave the stands, Light was quick to rush to his mother. She hugged him. “He will never hurt you again.”

He sobbed into her wishing that was true, L smiled pulling him into a hug. “Now you’re safe.” He said smiling kissing Light. “Now that he’s being sent to death we can finally marry.”

Light bit his lip, he couldn’t marry him.

“No..” He whispered.

“I will kill you sister if you deny me again.”

“I’m sorry I’m sorry yes..yes I will.”

“Wonderful, I’m so glad you’re going to finally be mine. Forever.” Light followed L into the hallway to get some time alone.

L picked him up and slammed him into a wall kissing him roughly. Light yelped in surprise as he was kissed deeply, Light grabbed for L’s knife in an attempt to stab him when it was knocked out of his grasp and he was slammed into the ground.

“I really thought you’d be smarter then this you little brat.” He grunted keeping him pinned. “You better not try anything like that again, or I will kill your family.”

He sobbed and agreed not to fight anymore and apologized again. He kissed L in apology. “I’m sorry really sorry…I just..I’m sorry.”

“You better be sorry.” L snarled as he helped him up off the floor. “You are going to walk out here like a big boy and don’t be upset anymore.”

“I’m sorry I understand. Sir.”

“There we go, I love you.”

“I..I love you too.”

He smiled kissing his cheek before helping him out the door. Light held onto L like a life line as people snapped pictures of them together. He felt extremely awkward, but he was thankful to have him there just for the time being.

L helped him out into their car. He smiled and pulled him into his lap. “We are going to dinner, as a celebration and we can discuss our wedding.”

Light thought hard, he lowered his head.

“You're going to be a great house wife.” L said as he pinned him onto the seat while Ryuk drove them around. Light yelped in surprise as he was fucked in the back seat.

Each thrust sent Light into a whining moaning mess and he was yelping and begging for more.

“That’s it see you do like it!” He grunted at him. “You love me!”

Light nodded. “I do I do…ah sir can I cum!”

“You best.” He growled. “You best love me.”

Chapter Text

Light followed L inside the large restaurant. It was clearly an expensive place, Light felt uncomfortable in such a place. Even on his paycheck he couldn’t afford such a place by himself.

“Sir..” Light began as they sat down.

“What is it love?”

“I don’t feel like this is right… I shouldn’t be in a place like this.”

“Nonsense, you welcome anywhere you want. Hell darling you’re Ryuzaki Lawliet’s fiancé. You’re welcome at the finest of tables. Celebrities will even fall at your feet darling.”

Light bit his lip. L smiled handing him a menus, some of the items on it were more expensive than his families house payment. “Anything you want darling this is a celebration meal.”

“I couldn’t…I’d feel bad people would die to have this much money to afford a car or a home. I couldn’t buy a steak for that much.”

“It’s a wonderful steak. It’s honestly to die for.”

“How..how can you afford such lavish things, sir.”

“Like I said my love I’ve been building my empire for years. I own half the companies in one way or another across the world. I’m a director and artist, I oversee hundreds of products bi-monthly. Honey I own your police station.”

Lights eyes grew wide. “Yet you still have time to k-“

L gave him a stern look. “Yes, I do it’s a fun hobby. Now I’ve got you to care for and look after. It will be much less of an issue for us if you’re worried about that getting in the way of our marriage.”

“I’m not worried about marital issues I-“ Light was cut off again.

“Good I’m glad I’m sure we will have a happy life, Misa wanted to know if she could design your wedding attire. I was hoping you’d humor me and have it be both masculine and feminine?”

“Humor you? I..have you seen my body? Have you seen what you’ve done to me!” His voice was raising.

“Now darling,” L sneered, “if you raise your voice at me one more god damn time I will sink my favorite knife in mommy’s eye. You’ve been very good about the entire situation I can assure you I see that, marriages are about compromise.”

Light bit his lip. He was no husband, or wife or whatever L wanted him to be, he was a slave. “I’m sorry sir for acting out, I think I know what I would like to order now.”

“Good boy,” L smiled, “so about the wedding clothes.”

“Misa can design it, I’d be happy to humor you. I’m yours.”

L smiled as he played with the fire from the candle. “Deny me at the alter and everyone you know will die.”

There goes Light’s plans.

“I would never.” Light replied as the waitress’s came around.

“What can I get started for you?”

“Two strawberry daiquiri’s.” L said before Light could answer. “A salad for the table, and that lovely garlic bread dear?”

“Of course Mr. Ryuzaki. What next?”

“I’d like a 16 oz. Steak.” L smiled his dashing yet evil smile. “Rare, make sure it’s still bleeding will you?”

Light gripped the table, remembering L covered in the blood of his victims. “Excellent side?”

“Mashed potatoes.”

“Smothered?”

“Yes, yes smothered.” He smiled winking to his fiancé.

Light choked back bile, L knew exactly how to fuck with him. “For you dear?”

“The chicken cordon blue, green beans please…”

“Of course, and the dessert menu for you sir.” She smiled setting it down. L smiled as he ran his fingers over the images of the cakes and ice-cream.

“A chocolate Sunday for my love, and for me your chocolate cake with a strawberry on top. Thank you.”

“Of course, if you need anything at all don’t hesitate to holler.”

He nodded to her as she left. “Chicken? I thought you loved steak.”

“Not feeling that today sir.”

“You can have some of mine.”

“No thank you.”

“You can have some of mine.” L said again rolling his eyes. “Strawberry Daiquiri’s are excellent if you haven’t had one. Like a dessert and alcohol all at one time. Wonderful buzz. Tried my first one at a bar, killed two patrons that night.”

“S..sir..I would like to discuss anything but that.”

“Excellent our wedding, now I was thinking a small intimate wedding. Your parents, Watari, Ryuk, and Rem, your sister, Misa and her husband?”

“That would be fine, don’t like being in the lime light..”

“That will change of course as time goes on.” L smiled as he sipped his drink once it was set down. “Go on love try it.”

He did as he was told, it was good but sweet, had L written all over it. “I was thinking maybe a three tier cake? Do you like chocolate or vanilla pet?”

“Vanilla more…”

“Wonderful the tier we cut we can make vanilla and the other two chocolate.”

“Yes..that sounds good sir.”

“I love you Light.” L said with a smile his eyes narrowed waiting for the right response.

“I..I l-“

The waitress came around with their salad and some garlic bread. “I’m waiting.” L sneered as she stepped away.

“I love you too L.” Light replied under his breath. “I do.. please just don’t hurt my family.”

“As long as you behave my love no hand will come to them. Now eat you’re sickly I fed you but you hardly ate, you need to build your strength up. I was thinking and you tell me if this is crazy, but maybe just maybe if you want we could adopt a baby? You could be momma Light.”

Light sputtered choking on his salad. He coughed, he could never raise a child with this monster of a human. He couldn’t even be human the horrible smiles and the fact he was a serial killer and rapist.

“You didn’t like that idea did you?” L asked pursing his lips.

“I..I just that was a lot to spring on me..we are just getting married wouldn’t you want time for us alone before we even think of children?” He was back peddling hard but it was whatever he could do to never let a baby be seen by L.

L smiled a bit. “What a great thought, you’re right we are so young. We have plenty of time before we have a child.” Light blinked for a moment. This man was completely and utterly crazy. “Come with me to the bathroom for a moment will you?”

“W..why sir?”

“Thinking about having children with you has got me hard as a rock.” L replied. Light choked on his own tongue. He stood up and followed him slowly towards the bathroom.

He was thankful it wasn’t a public restroom there was a lock on the inside. “Bend over baby.”

Light sobbed as he did so, L smirked as he removed his pants and spit on his entrance before ramming himself inside. Light muffled his screams and moans as he was fucked over the sink. His hands gripping it tightly. “Ah..ah..L..sir!”

“Shh baby.” He growled. “Make more noise and I may have to silence you.” He grunted as he gripped his hips tightly in frustration. Light nodded squeaking into silence.

“Good boy.” L smiled before slamming in deep and releasing his load. “You’re gonna sit like that and enjoy it for the rest of our meal. Now come on pants on.”

Light wiped away tears and pulled his pants up. L kissed him roughly. Light gave in and returned the kiss, he didn’t want to be alone with him anymore. “That’s it honey, see you can behave maybe you will even join in on a hunting trip.”

“Huh?”

“Oh I won’t be stopping my kills, just less often.” L replied with a smile. “I will of course wait till after our wedding and honeymoon.”

Light felt his stomach turn. “Oh..I.. I think that should be a you thing sir.. I wouldn’t be any good at it please..please.”

“We can talk about it more. Like I said marriages are about compromises. Now let’s go eat. I was thinking we could get married in three months time that’s enough for Misa to design your outfit and for us to find a venue and all of that.”

Light shakily followed L to their table, he could feel L’s cum dripping down his leg as they sat. He whined feeling it inside him. “Three months..yeah.. okay. Yes sir.”

L smiled. “My good boy.” He cut into his steak and Light watched with wide horrified eyes as blood dripped from the meal. He felt sick to his stomach as he watched him devour it. “Eat up darling. We have lots to discuss.”

Chapter Text

Light was beyond nervous as Misa did measurements, he shook softly in his spot. “Light please stop moving honey.” She asked with a pin between her lips. “Don’t worry it’s okay. Nervous about the wedding?”

“And other things.” Light replied softly. He was examining himself in the mirror and oddly enjoyed the current look.

“You look lovely you know, he’s going to be really excited Light.”

“How..how can I. Can I make him happy he scares the hell out of me.”

Misa looked him over in the mirror and adjusted a few things before nodding to herself in approval of her work. “Marriage is not easy,” she smiled. “He will treat you like a king if you let him. Treat you well, you’re still alive and so is your family I think that should be one thing you need to remember. You’re still breathing Light. He didn’t kill you, he loves killing. It seems however he loves you more.”

Light looked himself over in the mirror. He didn’t know if he could ever stop him from killing, but he could keep him distracted from it.

His new goal, was to try and calm him down. Make him less dangerous. He knew what L was, knew that he had very slim chances of ever being free.

However, that didn’t mean he couldn’t try and fix him.

“Misa…. You’re a wife what sort of things do you do to make your husband happy?”

“Asking him things I can do for him, I make attempts to try some of the things he likes even if I detest them. Our relationship won’t be like yours Light, your future husband is a tad bit dangerous. You’ll still be his submissive while I have choices in my relationship you will have to go to him to make for you. However I think if you just listen to what he has to say to you..do what you have to do he will be happy.”

Light ignored the comment about being submissive. He was a slave.

“Do you think I could maybe change him? Make him stop killing?” She shook her head. “He mentioned wanting a child…I could see if he would stop if I agreed to a baby?”

She stopped her pin pricks and looked up with surprise. “He may stop for that. Make him a family man.” She smiled. “I would be happy to carry your babies.”

“You would do that?”

“I would..” she mused. “I would.”

Light smiled. Misa, while annoying and often to touchy, was a good friend to him. They had another two months before the wedding and Light was petrified. “You look wonderful darling.” She smiled kissing his cheek. He smirked as she finished.

He didn’t look half bad.

“He’s going to love it! I’ve also made you something special.”

“What is it?” He asked curiously.

“Lingerie, more masculine for your liking I know the more delicate touches here were L’s idea.”

“Yes… thank you Misa. Oh he’s going to be here soon, let’s get this off don’t want to spoil the surprise.”

She smiled. “You care about that?”

“He.. he shouldn’t have it ruined.” Light said softly. Why he was caring he wasn’t fully sure about. He just knew it felt wrong.

This was going to be his wedding after all and even with the idea of being his slave forever he would only get one wedding so might as well make the best of it.

Misa helped Light out of his attire and into his own clothes they walked to her living room. Light cursed at himself, he didn’t even try to leave and he didn’t know why.

He knew why but didn’t want to admit that to himself.

He knew he was falling for L.

He just hated himself for it.

L knocked on the front door and soon made his way in. “How was he Misa?”

“Wonderful and he looks ravishing.” She grinned patting his arm. Light nodded to him softly L smiled and opened his arms and Light knew he wanted a hug. He walked up to him and hugged him, he initiated a kiss knowing it would help his cause. Help him see he was okay and happy with him.

“You were good for her then? You like your outfit?”

“Yes sir, for both.”

L smiled seeing him this way, being well behaved and happy to an extent. He kissed him back softly. “Good let’s go and see the venue I picked out for us?”

“Yes alright.” Light gave him a half smile and waved goodbye to Misa. He took a deep breath he was extremely nervous about what was coming next. What the rest of his life would come to.

L smiled as Light sat in his seat. Light closed his door and climbed in his own side to drive. “I.. I want to ask you something because you said marriages are about compromises.”

“Yes I did.”

“Would you stop killing if we had a child?”

L gripped the steering wheel and eyed Light in surprise. “You mean you’d want one with me? Seriously?”

“Misa already told me she would be our surrogate..” Light said looking L over. “Would you stop if we had a baby though? I don’t want my child’s father to.. to be put in jail.. or for you to be hurt if a victim fights back. I would need your support sir… you to help me in the middle of the nights when they cry… need you there.. I can’t. I can’t loose you and I don’t want you hurt or killed or imprisoned.”

L was contemplating the question, he hadn’t expected him to agree to the idea of having a child so quickly. “Tell you what Light, you give me five years. Five years of us without children. You let me kill on occasion during those five years. After that, once we hit our five year wedding anniversary I will cease killing and you and I will begin to prepare for a child.”

Five years felt like eternity to Light, but that was five years he could attempt to change the man he knew as a killer and rapist and potentially make him a man who would love their child.

“I.. I can handle that sir.”

Light smiled feeling proud of himself. “I know we are financially stable enough to have one. However I also travel heavily for work, I will make arrangements to not travel as often. I want our child well versed. Traveled. I expect you to allow me to be the seed in which we implant in either Misa or another carrier. My only other thought was once your sister is old enough we could see if she would. Then our child would have both parts of us.”

“I could never ask my little sister that. Miss would be fine sir…”

“Alright I understand, five years then? From the date of our wedding.”

Light nodded gulping. “Yes.. yes sir.”

L smiled prouder than ever. He would make Light his world, mold him into what he needs for his life. Light took a deep breath as they pulled into the winery, the place was beautiful and L was determined to show him the finer things in life despite the darkness he had shown him originally.

Light was his.

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“Don’t be nervous son.”

“Im..dad Ryuzaki i-.”

“Perfect for you,” his father cut him off. Light whined and nodded. 

“Yeah..yeah he’s just what I could have asked for.” Light bit his tongue. Everyone loved him, everyone loved L. No one could have ever imagined he was the kind of man he is. “Saved my life…”

“And gave you a new one.” Sochiro smiled. “Now are you ready son?”

“As I’ll ever be.” Light took a deep breath as he was walked down the isle. This wasn’t his plan, but what could he do, everyone he cared about was here. Everyone he loved could die if he denied L.

L smiled wide watching Light come towards him, his attire was beautiful. A pantsuit with a cape that wrapped around the waist. Light and L were face to face now. “You look beautiful Light.” L admitted. Light couldn’t help but blush. 

Wedding planning hadn’t been half bad as long as Light tried not to think of who he was marrying. Fairy lights hung over them as they exchanged a few words. “Do you Ryuzaki Lawliet take this man to be your husband?”

“I do.”

“Do you Light Yagami take this man to be your husband.”

Light blinked for a moment and L smiled at him, but it was a warning. Dark warning.

“I.. I do.”

“You may now kiss the groom.”

Light was swept into a deep passionate kiss. Light Lawliet. He was L’s now.

The reception went well, L and Light were close the whole time. They cut their cake and Light surprisingly enjoyed it. It was sweet but tasted wonderful, L carefully fed Light the cake before kissing him softly. Their kiss lingering longer because Light willingly returned it. 

L had a soft look in his eyes. 

“You really do look beautiful, I don’t know if you believe me.” L said as he leaned over to him as they sat and talked with family while waiting for their private jet to be ready to fly out for the honeymoon. 

“I..why.. why are you being so sweet?”

“I’m not always a killer, baby.” L replied inching closer. Their noses nearly touching. Light eyed him. “I promised five years but I don’t have to be viscous during all five.” 

Light looked him over, he could see his mother hovering with a camera out of the corner of his eye and decided he needed to learn to live with it. 

Needed to learn to love him. 

He leaned forward kissing L on his own. L was surprised by the movement but happily continued the kiss. L wrapped his hand in Light’s hair. “Mine.”

Light gulped at him. “Yes.”

L smiled proud of himself that Light was acting in such a way. Wanting him, being there as his. He got to parade him around as his husband. 

His wife. 

Light hugged his parents and sister. “You’re a Lawliet now.” Sochiro smiled. “You’re starting a new chapter of your life son. Grandchildren in my future?”

“F..five years.” Light replied softly. 

Lights parents were overjoyed, and Light didn’t want to upset them. He had to accept his position now. He had to, he had to make his parents proud. Provide for them through L. Give a child a life. A healthy stable life even if his new husband was psychotic. 

L appeared shortly after their exchange. Light shook as L pulled him into a hug. “Our limos here. Ready for our honeymoon sweetheart?”

“Where are we going?”

“I own an island wanted to show you.”

“So like twilight?” Light asked with a smirk. 

“Yes except you won’t end up pregnant and almost dead.” L looked him over. “You will have the thing that leads to babies though.”

Lights face grew deep red. “Oh..”

“Come on now.” He smiled leading him away. “Come on darling.”

Light was quick to follow him, they headed to the limo after waving goodbye to everyone. L held Light’s hand tightly. “You ready to start our lives together little one?”

“Y..yes..”

L smiled extremely proud of himself. The two sat together and L pulled Light into his lap. He began with soft little kisses and worked his way up to a full on make out session. Light was laying down against the seats as they kissed and moaned. “You’re mine now Light. Mine.”

“Yours.”

L smiled as he brushed some of his hair to the side, Lights face was a deep red. He was actually blushing, actually enjoying himself for a moment. 

“I’m..im yours L… I’m.. I’m scared but yours.”

L studied him for a moment, when he realized he was being serious and smirked. A look of contentness came upon him. “I promise to never hurt you unless you purposely mess up. I know you’re trying which I really do appreciate baby.”

“I want to try… even though you scare the hell out of me.”

“You’re going to do just fine and I swear to you won’t have to worry. You and me Light. It’s us. You’re my wife and I’m your husband.”

Light nodded softly. “It’s us.”

L kissed him softly. “Time for our honeymoon darling. We are going to spend some time just us together. See that I can be kind, and soft with you.”

Light looked him up and down and nodded. They got into the jet, L was comfortable he took it often. Light had never been in a plane before. As it took off he cuddled into L for comfort, he was terrified. 

L chuckled and pulled Light into his lap. “Sleep baby I’ll wake you up when we get there. Don’t worry it’s okay.”

Light shook in his hold until he eventually fell asleep. L smiled kissing his forehead. He got what he wanted. He had won.

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Light watched L as he carried him inside their honeymoon home. He was carrying him through the entrance bridal style, felt very much like a thing L would do.

Light watched him carefully his eyes trained on L’s dark ones, the bags under his yes and the fluffy hair.

L smiled at him as he tossed him on the bed. “Baby, this is the start of our lives together public and private and I really want us to get along don’t really want all the petty petty fighting.”

“I agree.” Light said after a moment of contemplation. “I.. I honestly want to try.”

L’s eyes grew wide in surprise, his thin line becoming a smile. “You’re being serious?”

“I am.” Light said. “Do I need to prove it to you?”

L nodded a glint of excitement in his eyes. L watched as Light began to undress on his own accord. Light was hoping he could escape one day but he was on a remote island with a psychotic serial killer so what else was he supposed to do?

L licked his lips in desire as his Light peeled off his outfit, it dropped to the floor and then L came to find something he hadn’t been expecting. Lingerie.

“Misa helped me pick it out.” Light flushed as L climbed onto the bed crawling over to him.

“Blue I like it.” He smiled as he played with the lace. “Shame really.”

“S..Shame?” Light looked him over somewhat upset that was his response.

“That I’ll destroy them.” L grinned. Light gasped in surprise as L stripped quickly and ripped his panties in the ass. “You look so pretty in them baby.”

Light looked up at L his eyes round with some fear and lust. “Don’t worry honey I’m gonna be soft.” He muttered huskily.

Light nodded as he slowly spread his legs unsure of what else to do. L smiled as he slid his fingers into Light’s mouth. Light sucked on them slowly wetting them for L.

L grinned removing them from his mouth and sliding them into his wanting hole. “Good boy. Oh baby.”

Light whimpered wriggling under his fingers. “Ah..Ah.. L!”

“That’s it baby it’s okay.”

Light whimpered under him as he slid his fingers in and out scissoring them time to time to stretch him out. “Ah! Please!”

“Please what? Hmm baby what is it you want?”

Light wasn’t sure what he wanted it he was being honest. “F..fuck me please.”

“I’m fucking you.” L mused as he slid another finger in working his g-spot.

“With your cock!” Light yelled back at him trying to focus but it was almost impossible with L’s fingering. L smirked. “You want me that bad baby? Hmm you want me?”

“Fuck! Yes please!” Light groaned arching his back as L watched his lace panties grow tight despite the rip in the panties.

He smiled proud of himself. “Thats it baby, it’s okay see you’re okay.”

Light groaned as L took his fingers out. Light felt L’s hand spread his cheeks. And press the head of his cock into his hole. Lights eye got big as he felt L slide inside him. Light was expecting rough fucking but instead L’s strides were careful and soft.

L leaned down mid stride and captured Light’s lips in a deep passionate kiss. “I’m not all about death and torture Light.” L said as he continued his thrusts. “I care about you, I know you don’t think that.”

Light looked up at him, his mouth in an O. Partly for the fact he was suppressing an orgasm and the other in surprise.

“I do have emotions,” L grunted, “I have feelings.”

Light wiggled under his grasp as he got deeper but was still careful and soft. “I..ah.. oh L!”

“Baby it’s okay.” L grunted. “I know you’re upset. I know I scare you, I know, but I’m yours and you are mine.” He grunted nibbling on his neck and ear.

“Y..yours.. yours I’m yours.”

“Yes you are Light, mine.” He growled kissing him roughly. “Mine Light. Mine!”

Light whimpered in pleasure. He didn’t really like L not after all he did but he could deal with him as long as his family was safe and he wasn’t being treated to terribly. He had a limit, he had already been raped abused and beaten. L had used him while putting a gun to his head and let others use him as well.

He was terrified of L.

But he had to keep other people alive and healthy and happy too. It wasn’t all about him and that’s what Light had to remember or he’d wallow in it.

L kissed him as he softly and carefully thrusted in and out. “You belong to me Light. You’re mine.”

“Yes sir.” Light panted in pleasure as he was fucked.

Light was allowed release once L filled him up. “See I can be good and kind and nice.” L whispered leaning forward and kissing him. “My wife Light.”

Light gulped and nodded. He was L’s and that was final. At least less people would see an untimely end with him as his captive and he would keep his family alive and safe this way. He had to make these compromises for the lives of others. He had to, it had to be done.

He looked up at L for a moment. “Your wife, I’m yours. Your wife, your husband, your whatever.”

L smiled leaning forward and kissing him carefully. “Yes you are.”

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Two Months after wedding.
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“We aren’t staying here forever Light, I travel a lot for work. A lot you knew that.”

Light was shaking, his family, his friends even with what little he saw of them was going away. “L..”

“Light.” He raised an eyebrow.

Light straightened out. “Sir please…I don’t know anyone anywhere else.. I don’t.. I..”

“You will have me.”

“When you go to your meetings, when you’re off killing!”

“Do not raise your voice with me.” L snarled. “Do not act stupid.”

“My family,” he whimpered.

“I am your family.” L replied stepping closer. “Your family.” Light pressed into the wall behind him. L gripped his chin roughly. “What am I Light.”

“You’re..you’re my family.”

“That’s right.” L dropped his chin and he hung his head as his entire world was once again stripped away from him.

——-

Five months after the wedding.
—-

Light sobbed as his hand bleed. L was by his side in am instant hearing him crying. “What happened what did you do, oh.. Light you’re bleeding baby.”

Light looked up at him as his dark nearly soulless eyes softened checking over the bleeding wound. “Slipped..carrots then my..my hand.”

“Hey hey it’s okay, calm down, I’ve got you. I’ve got this. A little blood doesn’t worry me.” L whispered dragging Light along to the bathroom. He hoisted Light up with little hesitation onto the countertop and cleaned it up as Light whimpered. He wrapped it in gauze. “If it doesn’t stop bleeding baby we will take you to get stitches but I could do them as well.”

“S..sorry sir I didn’t mean to hurt myself..so..sorry.”

L looked up. “Don’t. I’m not angry with you.”

Light lowered his head realizing he was doing that thing again where he over apologized. L didn’t hate it but honestly felt bad he thought he had to apologize for everything.

That was his doing.

L took his bloodied hand and kissed it carefully. “I love you.”
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One year after the wedding.
———

Light stood naked in front of the long mirror in the hotel room. L had stepped out to take a call, he was helping local law enforcement with a tragic case similar to Light’s time with L. Only this time the real monster would be taken in.

Light traced his wounds, old scars that would never go away. Words written in his skin like a calling card.

Whore cut into his thigh.

Slave under his right peck.

A myriad of L and L’s pet or L’s toy littered his skin in different places. Slut cut in his arm. He turned slightly twisting to see his back and the mirror, his whip marks running up and down his back. Tears slid down his cheeks.

L stepped back in the room and stopped dead seeing him standing naked and touching his skin in different places.

“Light?”

Light turned quickly. “Oh.. I.. I uhm.. gonna shower.”

“That’s not what you’re doing, don’t lie to me.” L grunted stepping closer to him. “Don’t lie to me.” He reached for him and Light flinched away. L pulled his hand back for a moment.

“Light.”

“Why…why did you do this to me?” He asked dropping his hands to the side. “I’m..I. It’s ugly.. I’m a mess a scarred up toy.”

“These scars don’t make you ugly. They’re yours a part of you.”

“You made them a part of me.” Light sobbed out. L finally got close enough to touch him. Light fell into him his head dropping onto his shoulder, he sobbed as L held him.

“Hey.. hey I’m sorry I’m sorry.. Light you’re beautiful and they make you stronger.”

Light whimpered as L held him away from him for a moment to look over the old wounds, wounds he inflicted. “I’m sorry.”

Light looked up at him. “You’re sorry…”

“I am, I’m sorry you feel so terrible about them. You don’t want to take your shirt off to swim, you like sex in the dark.. I thought it was so you didn’t look at me but I realize now it’s because you don’t want me to look at you.”

Light hung his head. “They’re brands.”

“I’m the one who did them, I love them Light. I love every part of you.”

Light shook slightly. “How can you love this?”

“Because I love you.”
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1 year and 2 months after wedding.
—-

“Honey under the desk now.” L ordered as he pulled out some more paperwork. Light dropped to his knees pretty quickly and crawled under the table where he exposed L’s throbbing cock. He began to suck him without order knowing it’s what he wanted. “That’s a good boy, you’ll get a good reward.”

Light continued to suck, the ruffles of his maid outfit layered over his lap. L’s favorite day of the week Maid Mondays.

L had Light wear a maid outfit and follow him around, he would give him meaningless tasks most of the time just to watch him bend over in the short skirt, would give the chef the day off and have Light cook for them while his pretty ass was exposed for him. He would fuck him senseless while he cooked or cleaned for him.

L ran his fingers through his hair while he worked. “My good boy Light. My good little wife.”

Light sucked and swallowed once L hit his high. He swallowed as he was instructed.

“Won’t be able to see you in this sorta thing when we have a child will I?”

Light choked almost forgetting they planned on having a child together one day. L had been so busy with his businesses and police cases after being awarded for ‘saving’ Light and Misa from the notorious L that he hadn’t been able to kill. He had gotten one kill in over a year a month prior, that was it.

“In private sir.”

L smiled, Light had come a long way since that day he took him home from the bar.
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One year six months after wedding.
—-

“No..no I can’t I can’t I can’t..”

“You can it isn’t hard baby.” L grunted as he held his hand. “Come one now, help me.”

“I can’t..sir.. I.. I could never. I was a cop… I helped people.. I could never kill one.”

“For me?” L gave him that look, a specific kind of look. Not so much puppy dog eyes but if you so this you’ll get something special.

“W..why..”

“A bonding exercise, I knew you wouldn’t want to do it not unless there was something in it for you. You do this and you’ll get to see your parents and sister. A special trip baby boy, plus the man I want you to help me kill isn’t a good man.”

“What’s he done?” Light asked, he wanted to see his sister and family. Wanted to see them badly he hadn’t seen them since the wedding. “I can’t kill an innocent person.”

L smirked knowing he was going to get what he wanted. “Committed crimes on children, was let out on good behavior.”

Light’s fist curled up in anger. He hated the system and had tried to fix things when he was a cop. “Please don’t make me do it all.”

“I won’t, just a few stabs baby. That’s all I want from you.”

Light nodded. Bad man, did bad things, system didn’t help. Just keep telling myself that, he thought silently. Get to see mom, dad. Sayu.

L helped Light slip through the open window before he entered. Light was shaking as he followed him down the hall and into the room with the sleep man, his computer was left open and there were horrifying images of children and Light snapped.

L handed him the knife. “Go on baby.”

Light stepped up and stabbed down with L’s hands wrapped around his. The two stabbed the man together. Light cried as he took his life despite the fact he deserved it.

L smiled kissing him the two covered in his blood. They left quickly and L scrubbed a sobbing Light clean. “You did so good baby, so good for me.”
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2 years in.
—————-

“I.. I know I’m in no place to ask this.”

“But you will anyway, go on.” L smirked taking a bite of cake.

“When..when we have our kid… can we make Japan our main home sir..”

L thought. “I wouldn’t mind it baby. We will still travel, our child will have private education that travels with us for my work, our child will be well educated and learn many cultures.”

Light nodded smiling thankful he was going to give him this one thing. He’d been so good for so long, hadn’t fought him, hadn’t asked for anything. Done everything he asked if him. This was all he wanted all he needed.

“Thank you.”

L smiled and leaned forward kissing him. “Whatever you want.”

Light looked up surprised by the comment. “Whatever I want?”

“In reason.”

“Can I have another kiss?”

L nodded kissing him again. Light was fully his, he’d isolated him from his family and used rewards and punishment to get what he needed from Light and it was working.
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3 years in.
—————

Light sat up screaming, L raced in seeing his lovers face tear stained and him shaking in bed. “What happened?”

“N..nightmare it’s. I’m okay… ok..”

L sat by him quickly wrapping him in his arms after a moment of flinching and hiding from his touch. “Was it me?”

Light looked up trying to hide his face. “..I..I’m sorry.”

“I hurt you badly, you have no reason to apologize. You can’t talk to anyone about what I did to you, you don’t want anyone but me. I’m making a choice for us, we are moving. Permanently to Japan.”

He looked up in surprise. “Really! But we won’t be having a kid for another two years.”

“You need friends. Your family.”

“Y..you’re my family.”

“I am,” L smiled as he kissed him deeply. “However, I’ve been much busier then we anticipated, and my assists in Japan are growing faster than anywhere else. It’s smarter for us to be there, I also think it’s good for you not to be locked up in our home when I’m not able to bring you with me. I could drop you off with Misa or your sister when I’m not able to be with you. When we have our baby, things will change and you’ll be home but you’ll need your parents when I can’t help you with them.”

Light hugged him tightly beyond thankful he was getting this now, being treated better. When L was angry he was either silent and spanking him to went off to murder dragging him to the shower for angry sex after, he was still terrifying but he was showing his softer side more with Light then ever before.

L smiled holding him close wiping tears off his cheeks. “No one’s gonna hurt you Light as long as you’re my good boy.”
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4 years in.
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Preparations for their future child were being made, Misa was being put on a healthy diet and given restrictions to ensure the health of their baby.

Light was allowed to take classes at a local parent and child center which made him happy to get out of the house away from everyone. The house still gave him nightmares, he refused to go in the basement, L had been nice and moved his trophies down there so he didn’t have to see them.

L was trying desperately to stop the urge for death but it was ever present, he honestly knew he could get away with continuing to kill without detection. Light would be too busy with their coming child to notice and after the second time L tried to get Light to kill it didn’t work.

Light had a panic attack before he even entered the house, his anxiety and fear flaring up so terribly he couldn’t even handle the idea of blood or knives and needed to sit down. L hadn’t argued and wasn’t angry, he just let him take a walk down the street while I finished what he started so he didn’t feel like he was being forced into it.

Something L had never planned on allowing.

Light was planning, he was allowed to look through hundreds of baby item catalogs, it kept his mind busy. And money was no object they could spend whatever they wanted to ensure their child had the finest things.

Light was also delving into baby names and researching things for babies to do to be smarter. While the plan was for L to be the father of the child they still had to use Misa’s eggs. While L was a genius no one could fault them for worrying about the smarts of the blonde. She was precious but her intellect was nothing compared to Light or L.

They also were already researching private tutors as well as sports and activity the child could participate in if they so wished.

Light wanted a girl, L wanted a boy but in all reality they just wanted a healthy child.

Plans were beginning for them. Things were finally looking up, and Light was trying to forget the nightmares and torture and focus on the coming baby to see less darkness.

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