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Hii so i have been gone for a few months and i would like to apologize for that, a lot of things happened like my finals and when i wanted to write chapter 5 i read my past chapters and i realized how bad my writing was so that kind of took away my passion for this story just a little, BUT every time i got a comment or kudos on my mail i always got very happy so that has helped me not discontinue this
And so the issue here, i hate how obvious it is that my previous chapters were written as an impulse thing, i swear the first chapter was supposed to be me writing out the plot and how i wanted things to go and it turned into an actual chapter and the rest was me trying to keep up with my ideas because i did not finish writing the base 💀
In the time i have been off Ao3 i filled a notebook with little notes, character designs and details about the organizations the world itself and relationships, i have a nice story and i also know how things are going to change from the original Mha and Bsd (this is very important as i refuse to watch Mha from the start again or see the newest seasons) so i still plan on pulling through with this even if slow
I already have chapter 1 and 2 rewritten and I have a question for you. Would you guys rather me create a different book or just edit the previous chapters? personally i would choose editing what i already have so that way my past writing style gets buried in the wind of time without deleting it (i wouldn't delete it the og if i created another book, but, y´know, the embarrassment), but i will go for whatever you all want
When i get to writing fully again the updates will still be slow, that part would not change but hopefully i don't go too long like now, imagine this book is the child i birthed, sometimes i don't want to even see it but more often than not i will be thinking about it and caring for it. One more thing once this is posted i will not be releasing chapter one and two until i have 3 and 4 rewritten aswell, i think i should also say sorry for that, the weather really doesnt help either it gets so hot here where i am that putting my laptop in my lap, my headphones AND glasses on becomes hell and writting is IMPOSSIBLE i sweat so bad that it feels like i just got out of a sauna and i HATE it
anywayy thank you all so much for liking my writing and for your support, i hope that your still interested in the story even after all this time
And also thank you to Annoying_mortal it has been almost three months but I swear you did actually help me gain motivation for this again 🙏 you are literally the reason i am writing this, ty again :)
you guys have NO idea how hard it was to resist uploading something on April first, the only reason i didnt is that i had to release the actual chapter next day had i done that and i did NOT have it then, it would have been too cruel i fear