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everyone is collectively tired

Chapter 14: id rather die than have to cry infront of you

Summary:

chapter title is lyrics from Conan Gray's "Fight or Flight"

 

bachirin arc chapter 9

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Direct Messages

4 02 PM

 

bachiraaa: YOOO

bachiraaa: is rinnie back in the dorm yet

ur_fav_bbg: NO IDEA

ur_fav_bbg: IM STILL FINISHING UP A PROJECT IN THE DRAMA ROOM RN😭

bachiraaa: DAMN

bachiraaa: ALR IM GONNA GO SEE R U GOOD WITH THAT

ur_fav_bbg: YUPYUP

ur_fav_bbg: THE CODE IS 22194

bachiraaa: OKKK THXX

ur_fav_bbg: NPNPP

bachiraaa: BTW IS IT OK IF I KICK U OUT ONCE AGAIN IM SORRY

ur_fav_bbg: LMFAO DEPENDS FOR HOW LONG BC I NEED TO SLEEP

bachiraaa: NAH ILL BE OUT BEFORE 5

ur_fav_bbg: ITS 4 RN??

bachiraaa: 5AM

ur_fav_bbg: 😿

ur_fav_bbg: I THOUGHT WE WERE FRIENDS

bachiraaa: IMSOYR WE ARE I NEED A LOT OF TIME THO

ur_fav_bbg: ILL CRASH KARASUS DORM AGAIN DW LMAO

bachiraaa: TYTYTYYYYY

ur_fav_bbg: NEVER DOING THIS AGAIN THO😖

bachiraaa: GOT IT

 

*Read 4 07 PM*

 

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On his way to the other dorm, Bachira contemplates about what to say to Rin when he arrives. Their past conversation was left off a little rough, and although Bachira thinks that Rin may not really like him right now, he still wants to see Rin, alive in person. He's heard from Hiori that Rin isn't doing so bad physically and he's recovering.

 

Rin is working on his homework when hears a knock on the door. He ignores it, finishing up the question he was working on, but he hears another knock.

He finishes another question when he hears something else, not a knock, but the sounds of somebody entering a passcode.

 

Bachira thought Rin was sleeping due to not answering the door, but he's greeted with Rin sitting at his desk with a pencil in his hand when he walks into the room.

 

"Oh, Hi Rin!"

Rin turns his head around. "Bachira? I thought you were Shidou. How do you know my dorm's passcode?"

"Shidou told me."

"Of course.."

"Are you feeling better?"

"No."

"Okay." Bachira decides to get comfy in Rins bed, sitting on the bed next to Rin, who was sitting on a chair.

"They took away most of my belongings because my things could, quote on quote, harm me."

"So.. no more pills, I guess?"

"Not just that, they're taking away everything eventually."

"What do you mean by that?"

"I.. I'm- never mind, nothing."

Bachira blinks at him for a few seconds. "Can I hug you?"

"No."

"Why?"

"Do I need a reason?"

"Not exactly, but I would like one."

"Because it's gonna be really fucking embarrassing."

"How?"

"Because. Just because."

"You're so difficult."

"I'm so difficult? You're the one who keeps pushing at me and asking me questions here and there, not to mention, you literally barge into my dorm without permission."

"I have Shidou's permission."

"If you're here for him then you shouldn't even be here at all. He isn't in the dorm."

"Hello? I'm here for you. I thought that was a given."

"You claim to be here for me, but one, you didn't tell or ask me beforehand, two, you are arguing with me right now."

".. I just care about you, okay? Is it really that bad to care for someone?" Bachira felt the urge to cry right that second.

"Yes. It is, so just stop."

"I can't."

 

As Bachira's eyes started to water, Rin places his own head on the desk and his hands on his head, showing that he was stressed.

 

"I just.. can't."

He wiped the tears falling down his face with the palms of his hands. He then realized that there was warmth around him, almost as if he was.. being embraced?

 

Bachira opens his eyes to find a blurry view of Rin's back, arms wrapped around him. His face was buried into Bachira's shoulder, and not long after, Bachira started to feel wetness on his sleeve.

He gets a little bit of deja vu from the time where he saw water glistening in Sae's eyes. He felt as if it's okay for him to cry as well, so, he starts sobbing harder while wrapping his own arms around Rin.

 

Rin is the one who breaks the silence after they got all their tears out. "See what I said? Embarrassing. I'm going to sleep."

"I'll sleep beside you."

".. Okay."

 

Sleeping at 5 00 in the afternoon will bound them to wake up at midnight.

 

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Direct Messages

12 33 AM

 

bachiraaa: HEYY JUST WANNA KNOW IF UR AWAKE RN ILL BE BACK IN LIKE A BIT

bachiraaa: IF U DONT ANSWER ME THEN ILL BE SURE TO BE QUIET WHEN I COME BACK!!

kurokuro: hii! dont worry lol you can come right in, im just doing some homework right now now!

bachiraaa: OKKK

 

*Read 12 35 AM*

 

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Bachira closes his phone and sets it into his pocket. He looks over at Rin, who's still sleeping on his bed, but decides to go without bothering his sleep. He starts to walk away from Rin's bed towards the door when he feels his hand being pulled.

"Can you stay?" Rin whispers.

Bachira finds it hard to say no, "Oh, sure."

"Thank you."

"Don't even."

 

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Notes:

did you guys find my tpn reference (sorry i was gonna update yesterday but ao3 went down with so many 500 and 503 errors 😭😭😭 + ik its a pretty short chapter but i will compensate i swear)