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everyone is collectively tired

Chapter 28: ryurin arc BEGINNING (this is not ryurin please dont leave)

Summary:

huh? did i say ryurin?

nah thats just an alternative title to the arc. this arc revolves around sae (i just didnt want a whole arc related to only one singular person)- so now its ryurin arc because theyre the "closest" to sae

Notes:

hey! acya here! last year 2024, i started this fic as a coping mechanism, so after i had really gotten better i kinda dropped it unfortunately, but i had a lot of drafted chapters and since ive still been receiving emails from people commenting or giving kudos, i chose to continue updating and give the fic a final end.

im doing better than before so i can continue now, but my mind literally goes blank for the ending of kiis arc so im gonna put that arc on hiatus and start our SAE ARC because.. why not LMAO! the ending of kiis arc will be written either AFTER sae arc or in the middle of sae arc.. sorry to the people who are here for kiis (i dont even ship them) but SORRY😭 (i might honestly just not make them a ship but yall can ship if you want idrc lmfao)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Direct Messages

May 19th

8 28 PM

 

xx-xxx-x: We have a family gathering tomorrow, I already told your school's headmaster.

xx-xxx-x: If you have any human decency, you'd show up, it's important.

xx-xxx-x: Bring your brother too.

 

*Read 8 36 PM*

 

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Direct Messages

May 20th

1 00 AM

 

isagi_y: i was feeling nice so

isagi_y: i just wanted to tell you that every laugh i shared with you will stay remembered in my head, they meant a lot to me. youre a special person to me, and ill always see you in a positive light no matter what you do or who you grow up to be. more than half of my motivation for getting up and attending classes was you. i will never be able to express how much you mean to me through words, but with words only, i can say that you are like a star who lights up the things around it. i also have to say that i dont think i can ever find another person thats like you in the future, so whenever im going through a hard time, i told myself to look back at the positive moments i had with you. youre one of the only people i feel like myself when im around, someone who i feel as if i can give you a bomb detonator to kill me and trust that you wont kill me with it, someone who i feel as if i can let free of telling useless lies and speak whatever truth i want with you, someone who i can tell my problems to and trust that you wont tell anyone else. fun fact? youre the first to know about kira, youre the first and only one to know about my past. whenever i had something i either needed help with or needed someone to tell, my mind would always come to you first because that is how much i trust you and believe in you. ill put it this way, if i was a hero about to save the world, i would save you and tell them "he is my world".

isagi_y: yes, you probably mean a lot more to me than you think, but, im also aware that i probably have done some things that you dont like whether its a major thing or a minor thing. i dont know everything that you dislike about me, so i will apologize if ive ever done anything to wrong you. but what i do know is that the situation with chigiri and i affected you and it killed me to realize that it affected you and most likely made you stress a bit about the friend group. i apologize for escalating the situation with chigiri and i know i kept attempting to force you to stop being friends with chigiri, which was not intentional. it makes me feel guilty that you had to go through dealing with "being in the middle of a fight" because ive been in those situations before and i know it isnt fun at all. another thing is that i dont know exactly how you feel about me, if you even care for me as much as i do for you. because frankly, maybe you value me on an equal scale with your other friends, which is good for me and im perfectly fine with, but i value you more than my other friends. im sorry if it makes you more uncomfortable but you need to know that you have changed a life for the better, so please be proud of that. i would be in a much worse state if i never met you. i love your personality, i love your expressions, i love your style, i love your interests, i love everything about you /p. i dont care if you were just people pleasing, i dont care if everything you did and said was an act or fake or just because you didnt want to be "rude". the only thing i care about is the fact that you are you and you are the one that i feel indebted to. its hard to explain how much im thankful for you just even showing up in my life out of completely nowhere. thank you, thank you so much. for what? for absolutely everything, for just being there, for just going to this school in the first place, for being in my classes, for talking to me, for being one of the best friends ive had, for being trustworthy.

isagi_y: ok im done yapping you can do whatever you want with those messages

bachiraaa: OH MY DAYS IM SOBBING

bachiraaa: ILYSM YOCCHAN STOP IT IM ACC FULL OF SOBBING

bachiraaa: thank u so much for being a huge part of my blue lock experience, when i first saw the class list for 11s I was acc about to quit because it seemed like i knew no one in over half of my classes (even the friends i had who were here before i came). so u are also a huge reason i go to class every day and i dont fake being sick like i used to at my other school. and dw NOTHING in the chigiri drama could ever affect our friendship, u could have been the terrorist behind the 911 thing and i still would have been on ur side (THIS IS A JOKE). but OML ITS 1 AM TAKE CARE OF URSELF AND GO TO SLEEPPP

isagi_y: i cant bro my FUCKING ROOMMATE WILL NOT STOP W THE NOISE

bachiraaa: WHAT NOISE😭

isagi_y: PENCIL

isagi_y: yk how writing with a pencil makes noise

isagi_y: THAT

bachiraaa: HOW DO U EVEN HEAR THAT😭😭

isagi_y: BC ITS LOUD😭

bachiraaa: DAMN

 

*Read 1 16 AM*

 

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Direct Messages

7 52 AM

 

hi_yo: hiii thanks for being such a good friend to me! youre super fun to be around and make everyone smile, i hope you have a great day!!

bachiraaa: OMG THAnK UUU

hi_yo: 🫶

bachiraaa: 🫶🤩

 

*Read 7 54 AM*

 

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BLUE LOCK WOOO

9 04 AM

 

karasu: @bachiraaa HBD HAVE FUN!!!!!

chigiri: HAPPY BIRTHDAY BACHIII

otoya: hbdd

rin: its not his birthday

chigiri: what

isagi: WDYM RIN

kurona: its not?? i was just about to type happy birthday

bachira: OMG

bachira: IS THAT Y YALL WERE SENDING ME MESSAGES

isagi: bachira.

isagi: is it not your birthday

bachira: NO?????? WHERE DID U GET THAT FROM

karasu: bachira its on your snap

bachira: OH

hiori: oh 😭🙏

isagi: .

bachira: MB GUYS

bachira: I WAS TROLLING THIS OTHER KID WHO HAD MAY 20 AS HIS BDAY

chigiri: BACHIRAA😭

isagi: bachira forget what i said in dms

bachira: NOOO IT WAS SO NICE THO

bachira: DID U NOT ACC MEAN IT😔

isagi: i did but that was supposed to be sent on your BIRTHDAY not some random day

shidou: BEEBOY DID U SEE MY STORY

shidou: I LITRALLY WROTE 10000 WORDS FOR U

bachira: NO I HAVENT OPENED SNAP IN AGES

otoya: mb bachira i was going along with everyone else😭

 

-Reply to rin: its not his bir..

shidou: RINRINS MONTHLY MESSAGE

hiori: nd its about bachira !! 🗣️

kurona: bachiraaaaa when is your birthday then

bachira: AUG 8

kurona: ok ok!

 

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Direct Messages

9 48 AM

 

bachiraaa: OML

bachiraaa: YK WHAT YOCCHAN SENT ME AT 1 AM BCUZ HE THOUGHT IT WAS MY BDAY

bachiraaa: TWO PARAGRAPHS OF PURE SWEETNESS😭🙏

itorin: congratulations

bachiraaa: i expect u to compete with that on my real bday😡 /j

itorin: dont worry i will

itorin: also im not going to be here tomorrow morning

bachiraaa: HUH WDYM

itorin: i have a family gathering to attend today and apparently im staying for the night

itorin: but ill be back in the afternoon

bachiraaa: awwww OK

 

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Direct Messages

10 04 AM

 

mikagereo: hey

gaslightgatekeepgirlboss: hey

gaslightgatekeepgirlboss: wsp

mikagereo: so i heard youve ignored kunigami for a while now

mikagereo: yk you might want to talk to him

gaslightgatekeepgirlboss: wdym i dont ignore him

mikagereo: im talking about when you confessed that one time and he finally said he liked you back but you didnt respond

gaslightgatekeepgirlboss: idrk

gaslightgatekeepgirlboss: im kinda dealing with my own thing rn

mikagereo: yeah and thats partially why im texting you too

mikagereo: i havent seen you for a while either

mikagereo: i get it if you just need to chill for a bit but when you dont show up to our dorm for hours past midnight its kinda worrying yk

mikagereo: in all seriousness if you need to talk ill always be here

mikagereo: ik you dont get along with the people in close with but you also have to remember that im not them

gaslightgatekeepgirlboss: idk

gaslightgatekeepgirlboss: im fine tho ty for the concern

mikagereo: i just dont want you to be alone in whatever youre going thru

mikagereo: bc ive been there and ik it sucks

gaslightgatekeepgirlboss: its ok im not

gaslightgatekeepgirlboss: ty again

mikagereo: np make sure youre getting enough sleep too

gaslightgatekeepgirlboss: sure

gaslightgatekeepgirlboss: honestly

mikagereo: ?

gaslightgatekeepgirlboss: ur a good person

mikagereo: and ik you are too

 

*Read 10 18 AM*

 

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Notes:

yet another short chapter! but dont worry cause the next one will be out within an hour (just count them as the same) anyway so i just wanted to say thank you to everyone who has read, kudoed, commented, laughed to, and cried to this fic. i really appreciate the support i had gotten