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Raph felt like his nerves were on fire. He watched Leo dwarf him as he sat between his legs. He was shaking like a leaf, and maybe Leo was too but he couldn’t tell.
“You… just need to relax…” Leo leaned down to kiss him again. It was deeper this time, slower. He felt Leo’s tongue in his mouth and made a soft moan and bit it gently. Leo groaned and pushed him further back into the bed, it felt good to be close to someone like this.
He wrapped his arms around his shoulders and arched his back. He felt Leo’s plastron against his, felt his member against his thigh.
Leo pulled his lips away and stared at him cautiously.
“Are.. you sure…?”
He looked down between their legs. His cunt was wide open, his clit standing tall, and Leo’s cock was hovering nearby.
“I-I…” he couldn’t find words anymore.
Leo frowned at him and pulled back. “Raph..?”
He whined, he wanted him to come back and be close again. But he knew he was too nervous right now.
“W-we should… d-do something else first…”
Leo looked down at him embarrassedly. “I… won’t last that long…”
Raph rolled his eyes with a groan and smacked his shoulder lightly.
“N-not you!”
Leo’s face flushed and he looked down at him nervously.
“You… w-want oral..?”
Raph looked away, embarrassed. “I-I’ve never… I-I kicked Casey away so many times.. b-but I’m not… A-and then with the yokai lady… I-I just…” He didn’t know how to explain it, he just needed something better.
Leo stared at him for a while before pulling the blankets off of them. He sat up tall and eyed his brother's entire naked body.
“I-I feel like I’m raping you…” Leo whispered as he eyed that open slit, staring at his clit.
“I-I’m fucking begging you to do it!” He whisper-yelled back. His legs were shaking.
“Ugh… you look so tense, Raph…” He got down on his chest in front of Raph’s tail and stared at his clit curiously.
Raph was shaking as he watched him. “M-make me not tense then…. Please…”
Leo hesitated before gently placing his index finger against his clit. Raph had to stuff his fist in his mouth to keep from yelling. He whimpered into his fist as he felt Leo very gently rub it back and forth.
Leo’s head got closer and Raph closed his eyes. This part was always the deal breaker.
But Leo just gently kissed the inside of his thigh. He reached his hand out slowly to clasp the one at Raph’s side and squeezed gently as reassurance. And very slowly and gently, he moved kisses further and further up towards his tail.
Raph opened his eyes to watch him shakily, he looked back with such a calming expression, rubbing the back of his hand with his thumb. It made everything feel safe. He was taking it so slow, letting him get used to the idea of being touched… He’d never felt that before.
Slowly the kisses went to his opening, kissing gently around it. It made him shiver and make soft little moans into his fist.
Leo gave him a look like he was asking for permission, and Raph gave him back a gentle nod.
He felt Leo gently lick up his cunt and it made him shudder and gasp. That was new. That felt nice.
He saw Leo make a bit more of a cocky grin, as his tongue explored him, lapping him up slowly and gently, making him whimper and arch his back.
Slowly the gentle flicks at his clit got harder, and he felt Leo’s tongue gently push inside of him.
Raph moaned more into his fist and arched his back. It felt…. Good. He wasn’t scared, he trusted his brother.
GOD he was so fucked up.
Leo gently probed him with his tongue, he seemed to be moaning softly into his tail as he idly flicked his clit with his thumb.
“Nguh… L-Leo…!” He whined as Leo dove in deeper. Leo adjusted his neck to get closer for a better angle.
Every time Raph felt jumpy Leo just squeezed his hand, it was calming him down and making him whine into his fist. Slowly he stopped feeling so jumpy, letting himself just experience the pleasure and stop worrying, and Leo could sense his more relaxed state and started going faster.
Raph felt like his tail was Leo’s final meal on death row. He was digging in with such hunger. He took the hand out of his mouth to reach down and place it beside Leo’s to help him flick at his clit, show him the pace he wanted, this felt so good, he couldn’t help but moan louder, chewing his lip now to be quiet.
The noises were wet and disgusting as Leo lapped him up, his entire snout was pressed into his cunt as the pair of them flicked his bean with force. And he felt okay about it. Good about it.
And then Raph saw stars, his breath hitched in his chest and he whimpered loudly, gripping his thighs around Leo’s head and moaning behind his bitten lip to keep his volume down.
“Leoooo..!” He whined, trying to swallow his volume. He felt himself release entirely. The overwhelming exhausting pleasure washing over his body in an instant, making him tense and buck his hips up. He was gasping in air, moaning breathlessly, trying to find air as his body felt amazing. Leo didn’t cease his movements for a second before Raph finally came down, shaking and shivering and letting go of the tight grip he had on Leo’s hand at his clit. He was a whimpering mess as Leo’s tongue gently pulled out of him.
Leo slowly raised his head from his crotch, his face was soaking wet . He stared at Raph cautiously, big eyes watching his face.
“…Raph?” He whispered.
Raph was panting hard and held his finger out to him, telling him to wait as he tried to catch his breath. He felt so at peace. That was an orgasm, and it was one he wanted. He liked it.
“G-guh… th-that… was amazing…”
Leo gave him a sheepish smile and Raph laughed breathlessly.
“Glad you enjoyed that..” Leo mumbled as he crawled over him to lay on his chest.
Raph grunted under the weight but held him closer, and gently kissed him on the lips. He tasted himself on his brother's lips and he didn’t mind. He was holding Leo’s face close, moaning into his mouth softly. This kiss felt even better than the last, he was fully calm now.
Leo gently put his hands on his and pulled him away from the kiss, smiling and shaking his head. “You squirt, did you know that..?”
“I-I what..?” Raph asked curiously.
“Fuck… when you cum you make a big mess… it’s a good thing the bathrobe was down…”
He chewed his lip and smiled. “It’s not… a gross thing..?”
Leo shook his head. “No.. just messy…”
Raph hummed and looked up at the ceiling.
“How do you feel…?” Leo asked him carefully. He looked back down at him. He had those worried eyes that were tracking his movements.
“Like a very naughty girl…” he grinned.
Leo frowned and stroked his chest. “Why a girl..?”
“I don’t know… that’s how sex always makes me feel, maybe..? God… it’s sex.. sex and not rape and not pain… ugh, thank you…”
Leo seemed sheepish as he patted Raph’s hands to make him let go and sat up.
And then his cock was resting against Raph’s plastron. It’s full length just laying there between him and his brother.
He looked from it to Leo’s needy eyes.
“Tell… tell me you love me, Leo…”
“I love you, Raph…” he said softly. He made no effort to move, just sat there resting his hands on Raph’s knees.
Raph stared at the head of his cock. It was a third of the way up his plastron, seemed big by human standards, but he knew his body… it could take it. It already had.
“Are you sure you want this…?” Leo asked softly, tearing him out of his horny thoughts.
He looked up at him and smiled softly. “Yeah… I.. I want to feel it because I want it…”
Leo nodded slowly and smiled down at him. “It’s pretty messed up…”
He eyed him coyly. “It’s not our first time though…”
Leo frowned and leaned down, pressing his chest against his and holding Raph’s cheek tenderly in one hand.
“No… but I want to help you forget all about those times… is that okay..?”
Raph chewed his lip and nodded, leaning into the touch, holding the hand on his cheek.
“I-I want you to forget too… I’d rather we both remember something we chose to do and regret, instead… Is that okay..?”
Leo smiled nervously and nodded. “I can live with that…”
“Promise…?” Raph asked and held up his pinky finger to him. “Promise this is just.. this is us getting rid of the bad feelings and letting it go..?”
Leo smiled more and nodded, locking his pinky with Raph’s. “This is just like our biggest cope joke of all… No more cages, no more drugs… just us, being stupid cuz we choose to be…”
Raph smiled and shook pinkies with him. And then he let go and let himself fall back against the bed again.
“No more Dad… just you.”
And then Leo slowly pushed himself inside and Raph couldn’t help the chirp that came out of him. It was the best feeling in the world, being filled by someone who loved him who wanted him to feel good .
Leo pushed all the way in before stopping his movements entirely, leaning over him with a hungry look in his eye.
“G-god this is wrong…” he mumbled, chewing his lip.
“Mmmn, but that’s what makes it feel good.” Raph leaned up to wrap his arms around Leo’s neck and press his forehead against his.
Leo laughed softly and shook his head a little. “D-dirty boy…”
That made him grin. “Y-you probably shouldn’t cum inside..” Raph laughed breathlessly as he let himself feel Leo’s length.
“Guh… now you tell me… wh-where will you want it..?”
“Mmmn, you can stuff it in my mouth when you’re ready…” he opened his eyes to smirk up at him.
Leo stared at him with his mouth open in horny awe. “God you be careful talking like that or I’ll give you more fucking eggs…”
Leo pulled out half way and pushed back in slowly. The act made Raph moan against his face. They looked into each other's eyes as Leo thrust slow and deep.
Raph let him hold all of his weight, he was willing to give up any past moments he ever had of being the big brother right now. Any bits of dominance and leadership he had left, he wanted Leo to take the wheel. He was done.
His thrusts got deeper and harder, but he was taking it slow. Raph moaned against his face and Leo grunted with each thrust.
“Ugh… L-Leo I l-love you…” Raph whined and leaned in to kiss his jawline.
“Ngh… y-yeah, I-I think I know that Raph…” he whined back and started to speed up slightly.
Raph chuckled and gently nipped at his neck, earning him a soft yelp.
“Say it back you fucking… guuhh.. asshole!” He whispered and placed kisses on his chin. Leo inched down slightly to catch those kisses on his mouth.
“Mmmn… I love you Raph….!” He moaned between kisses. He was pulling out more to give Raph deeper thrusts. His cunt was as open and wet as it had ever been, the disgustingly wet noises coming from the movements were so intoxicating, everything was so good .
“Keep me safe..!” Raph moaned against his mouth. “I wanna be safe with you..!” He whimpered and dropped his head, he was holding on to Leo’s neck slackly, making breathy moans.
“I got you Raph…” Leo moaned breathlessly as he stared at him with horny half lidded eyes. “I’m gonna protect you forever…” he moaned huskily.
This was the weirdest dirty talk but it was working so well.
Leo adjusted the angle, pressing Raph harder against the bed so he could pound deeper, it was making Raph squeal and moan louder, so Leo shut him up by kissing him. He reached his hand between his legs and flicked his clit back and forth like before, not letting up on his thrusts.
Raph loved every second. He was moaning into his brother's mouth with joy, letting himself feel loved and cherished. He didn’t care anymore, this was the best feeling in the world.
Leo kept pounding, rubbing his clit harder and he pulled his lips away slightly with a smile.
“Cum for me, big boy… ”
Raph’s eyes went wide and he shuddered, he just stared into Leo’s eyes as he felt his body start to tense up again, he couldn’t help the breathy moans coming out, daring to get louder. Leo just gave him that smile of his as his body convulsed, he was holding onto Leo’s shoulders for his life.
He started to moan Leo’s name before Leo dove down to kiss him again to quiet him down, and that really sent him over the edge, he squeezed Leo’s pelvis with his thighs, rocking himself against him as he rode out his orgasm. This one felt even better, pure pleasure and love washing over him as he felt himself release again, moaning and whimpering into his mouth as he did.
Leo didn’t stop any of his movements until he was just a trembling puddle under his brother, making sure Raph was completely spent before he pulled out of his slit and pulled away, crawling over him to kneel over his face, holding his ready to burst cock in front of him.
Raph stared at the cock tiredly and opened his mouth.
Leo didn’t push it in very far, he just let the head sit on his tongue and pumped his shaft with his fist, he moaned low and growly as he unloaded himself into Raph’s welcoming mouth. “Ohhhh Raphie fuck fuck fuck…!” He moaned as quietly as he could.
Raph just looked up at him wide eyed in awe as he came. He felt his tongue get covered with Leo’s cum and sat there patiently waiting for him to finish. Raph tasted the cum on his tongue. It was an unfamiliar taste, it made him feel a little gross, but he just stared up at Leo as he finished unloading and quickly became a panting mess.
Leo's cock started retracting after a while and he rested his hands on the wall above Raph’s head, breathing hard and looking down at him tiredly. He had a slight smile on his face, his cheeks completely flushed.
He took a while to catch his breath before he sat down beside Raph, falling against his pillow.
Raph gently tapped him on the arm, making him tiredly look over. He then opened his mouth to show him his handiwork and Leo laughed softly, shoving him away playfully.
It made him grin, so he moved to straddle his hips, leaning down and pressing their lips together so he could shove his cum covered tongue into his brother's mouth. It earned him a soft whine in surprise, but Leo allowed him to do it. He moaned softly and the two of them shared the taste and wrestled tongues for a while.
Then Leo finally parted them and swallowed his own share with a grunt. “Guh… that was… g-gross…” he laughed.
Raph smirked and opened his mouth again, showing him the mix of cum and saliva before gulping it back. “Blugh… I don’t like tasting cum… d-don’t ever do that in my mouth again…”
Leo eyed him nervously and Raph smirked playfully back and punched his arm.
Leo rolled his eyes and kissed the top of his head, so Raph just flopped on top of his chest and pressed his cheek against his collarbone.
“That.. was good…” he laughed breathlessly.
Leo sighed, satisfied and idly rubbed his back. “Good sex…?”
“Very good sex…”
Leo hummed and pulled the blanket back over them. “I’m glad..”
“You had fun too…?” He asked cautiously.
Leo laughed and nodded big. “I had a lot of fun… very very stupid fun…”
Raph hummed and kissed his neck.
“We’re so grounded…”
Leo snorted and rubbed his shell. “No, you’re not telling anyone about that…”
“Mmmn, we already said we’d tell the therapist… that was the deal. She’s gotta fix us now.”
“Tch, knowing her methods she’d make us do it again…”
Raph looked up at him coyly. “Like you don’t want that…”
Leo smirked back. “Shhhh, you should have gotten it all out now...”
Raph hummed and closed his eyes, nuzzling back down. This wasn’t something he wanted to make a habit of, but he really felt like he needed it right now. It was like he let go of all his darkest fears by taking charge of them.
In some fucked up way this was a healthy outcome. He was sure of that.
“You’re a good brother…” Raph said after a while.
“Tch, I better be…” Leo mumbled as he kissed his head. “I finally made you cum.”
Raph giggled again and gently smacked his plastron. “God I came so hard…”
“You sounded really good cumming…”
“You called me a boy…”
Leo laughed softly. “You sound surprised…”
“I am…” He breathed deeply. “I kept feeling like sex made me a girl…”
Leo just rubbed his back so soothingly. “I’m sorry.. it shouldn’t, not if you don’t want it to…”
He thought about that for a while. After the last time with the Yokai, and years of his father telling him in the real world and in his head that he was just a stupid girl, a stupid slut… Being reminded he was a boy… That was the best thing he could have said in that moment.
“God… I feel stupid for needing you to tell me that… You won’t make fun of me for that later, will you..?"
“No… this all stays here.” He kissed his head again and rubbed his back.
“Mmmn, I like that… Just our secret thing we did to make ourselves cope better…”
“So you’re not overly hung up about it?”
Raph sat up on his chest and looked down at him curiously. “Are you?”
Leo rubbed his thighs gently and smiled. “No… I wouldn’t need to do this again. I’m okay. Are you?”
He stared at Leo and thought more about it. He didn’t feel disgusted right now, but he also knew that when his head was cleared up he would never want this again. It had helped clear the air, helped clear his memories. But he was more thankful Leo had just taken care of him than anything.
He smiled. “I guess it makes me the most fucked up to say yeah. I’m okay. This was nice cuz you made me feel safe, and took the bad thoughts out of my head… and maybe I’ll remember it forever, but in the way that your pep talk in front of dad did… But this felt better than that cuz I asked for it, does that make sense?”
Leo smiled back and nodded. “It does. But I could be just as fucked up as you.”
Raph smiled and lay back down. “Thank you for being kind.. my… sex talk was a little stupid, but…”
Leo stroked the back of his head tenderly. “No, I get it… it worked for me honestly, it’s been… a fucking day with you. Keeping you safe as a horny concept wasn’t that out there.”
Raph laughed a little. “That’s sweet…”
“Nice to do it face to face for once…” Leo said as he trailed his fingers over Raph’s arms.
“Tch, didn’t like pounding me doggystyle like a bitch?”
“No. It was good to see you enjoy yourself… you weren’t scared. You weren’t asleep. You weren’t angry. You looked happy.”
Raph looked up at him in awe. “Oh..” He smiled softly. “I was happy.. I am happy…”
Leo rubbed his cheek. “I’m glad you’re happy…”
“Are.. are you happy too..?”
Leo smiled bigger and nodded. “Yeah… I was gonna remember fucking you anyway, this really did help me… even if I regret it later, I won’t regret that you felt safe with me…”
“Sorry I keep asking for reassurance…” He mumbled and leaned in to kiss him again. Leo obliged and kissed him back softly.
They parted and Leo just chuckled and shook his head. “This is hardly the neediest you’ve been, I don’t mind.”
Raph laughed a little and pecked him again. “Yeah? Am I a needy boy who wants a big brother to take care of him?”
Leo grumbled but he had a playful look in his eye. “You are such a freak…”
“I think you like that I’m a freak..”
“I think I’m willing to put up with anything if it makes you happy .”
Raph snorted and shook his head. “God you’re a corny bastard…”
“And you’re a horny bastard.” Leo flicked him in the head.
Raph rubbed the spot where he flicked and looked over at the door. “Do you think they’re gonna know..?”
Leo shrugged. “I doubt it. We can’t smell each other anymore, and don’t fucking tell them. We’re fucked up enough for the four of us.”
Raph giggled and lay his head down. “You’re right… I wonder if Big Mama will be proud of us for this or not… honestly I can’t think of a better way to handle a spiral of self loathing…”
Leo snorted and shook his head. “Whatever happens, just know I don’t regret shit. This made sense to me, and we’re allowed to be stupid. You were right, it was fully consensual. That felt good to take some power back from him.”
Raph grinned and kissed his plastron. “Mmmn… only sorry this night can’t last forever… I bet you could make me cum like 10 times in a row with that perfect cock…”
Leo flushed and flicked him in the head. “That’s all you’re getting. I can see you trying to make me hard again.”
“But it’s not fair, I’m still so wet down there, Leo…”
Leo squinted at him for a moment. “You want your money's worth?”
Raph beamed and nodded.
Leo rolled his eyes and pushed him back.
“Sit on my face.”
Raph flushed instantly and rubbed his thighs together, eyes wide with excitement. “H-huh..?”
Leo adjusted his pillows and gently tapped on his chest. “Come sit on my face. You’re still horny, I’ve got you.”
Raph moaned from the idea and chewed his lip. “C-can... I try sucking your cock too…?”
Leo’s brows raised and he pursed his lips. “You said it was gross…”
“I-I said the cum tasted gross.. I like your cock…”
Leo licked his lips and eyed him nervously. “It’s… not out yet. You’d have to coax it out.”
Raph was just staring at him, shivering with anticipation. Leo just stared at him for a minute before giving him a smile.
“Okay. New plan.” Leo gently pulled Raph to turn around so he was squatting on his chest facing away from him. He slowly pushed Raph’s head down against his crotch and rubbed his thighs.
He felt him shaking on his lap.
“You good?”
“H-how do I uh….” Raph wondered as he gently caressed Leo’s beautiful long tail.
“Mmmn, okay you’ve eaten pussy before, right? Do that, but eventually the cock slides out…”
“God that sounds like heaven…” Raph chewed his lip as he eyed his brother's slit. He dove his head down and licked up and down hard and slow, earning him low moans from behind him.
Then he felt Leo reciprocate by pulling his tail back and gently kissing up and down his slit. It made him moan, and dove his tongue in further. He felt the head of Leo’s cock inside and licked at it like an ice cream. His brother was moaning into his cunt and it felt so dirty.
He moaned and kept licking, feeling the cock head push further out of him, god it seemed way bigger when he was feeling it with his mouth. How the hell had this fit so perfectly inside him? He whined as Leo’s arms wrapped around his waist tightly, holding him still as he dove closer and pushed his tongue in as deep as he could.
The head of Leo’s cock pushed into his mouth and Raph had this feeling of being stuck between two hard places. He couldn’t back up because Leo’s mouth was on his tail, and the further he inched forwards the more the cock would slide down his mouth.
The concept was making him moan loudly around the cock in his mouth. It was growing and filling him so he sucked it, letting his fingers wander to the rest of his tail, diving his index inside his weeping slit. It earned him a beautiful whine from inside his cunt, and he grinned around the cock in his mouth.
Leo hadn’t felt that before.
Raph idly pushed his finger in and out of him, feeling the sides of his hole. It felt different to his own, less velvety, more tight, but god the noises Leo made were fun to play with.
The cock was going further down his mouth and he tried to bob his head up and down slowly, but he didn't have much room. At this point he felt more like a cock sleeve than anything else. He kind of liked it.
He pushed a second finger inside of Leo and gently poked and prodded, and then scissored them. The act dragged Leo’s tongue from his dripping slit so he could moan louder where Raph could hear it.
“Sh-shit Raph!” He whispered, clearly having realized that was too loud of a moan. Leo sounded all trembly and small. So he kept going, trying to open his throat more and let him use his mouth.
“G-Guh…” Leo whimpered and pushed his mouth back inside him to keep himself from being too loud. He adjusted the grip he had on Raph’s waist so he was even closer, using one hand to flick at his clit, earning him a deep churr against his cock. The vibrations seemed to feel good for Leo so he tried to make them louder.
Leo was flicking his clit as fast as he could and Raph was struggling to see straight as the cock cut off the air supply to his throat. He didn’t let himself gag, he just let it sit there as he felt his body start to cum, muffling his moans around his brother's perfect cock.
His body spasmed and Leo held him tight, not ceasing his movements as Leo filled him with pleasure and made him squeeze his head with his thighs and cry around the cock pathetically as he felt himself drench his brother in his juices.
He was shakily bobbing his head up and down when he came down, unable to move very much and he forgot he needed to breathe.
Leo seemed to notice as Raph hadn’t moved in a moment and sluggishly loosened the grip on his waist, shifting his hips to buck himself away from Raph’s mouth so he could breathe.
Raph never let the cock leave his mouth, but he was breathing hard around it tiredly, wheezing a little.
Leo’s mouth pulled away from his slit and kissed his thigh.
“Guh… y-you okay Raph…..?”
He just hummed around his cock, trying to bob his head again, his fingers were still inside.
“Ngh… y-you don’t have to try so h-hard…”
Raph just whined and tried to take the cock down his throat again.
Leo patted his thighs gently, in a 'move' request. “T-time out… p-please…”
Raph retracted his fingers and eventually relented to let the hard cock fall out of his mouth with an audible pop.
He was panting hard on top of Leo.
“C-can you look at me..?” Leo asked breathlessly.
Raph whimpered as he felt too tired to move so Leo helped to spin him on his chest so they were eye to eye.
Raph realized how wet Leo was, and flushed instantly.
“O-oh fuck…” he pressed his head against Leo’s plastron embarrassedly.
Leo let out a strained chuckle and rubbed his back. “S’ok Raph… I-I knew what I was getting into…”
Raph peaked up at him. “I-it looks like I wet the bed…”
Leo snorted and smiled. “You kinda did…” his breathing was still heavy. His cock was still as hard as it had been before.
“Did I do something wrong..?” Raph asked nervously. He wanted to go back to sucking his cock.
“No, I just… ugh I needed to see your face…”
Raph flushed deeply and sat up on his chest. “H-huh?!”
Leo smiled a little and rubbed his thighs. “I need to see you’re enjoying it… b-but also the fingers were kind of a lot for me..”
Raph tensed a little and looked at his hand. He thought about how thick their fingers were, that by human standards that was probably like fisting someone…
“Sh-shit, I’m sorry, did that hurt..?”
Leo laughed and shook his head. “I’m fine, it was… new.”
Raph whined and scooted himself back, letting Leo’s cock stand free between them.
It was leaking precum and Raph just stared at it in awe.
“I… can I tell you something, Leo..?”
Leo looked up at him curiously, idly stroking his thighs. Raph pressed the length of Leo’s shaft against his stomach.
“Uh… I've got like.. penis envy, for obvious reasons.. but I kind of always have, and I didn’t even know what I was supposed to be envious of. I… I had to kind of imagine what it was that I even wanted… y-you know..?”
Leo tilted his head and stared up at him. “Sounds… confusing. I’m sorry.”
Raph started idly playing with the shaft of his cock. “Mmmn… I had to like… ugh don’t laugh? I had to kind of look up what turtles even had to imagine what I wanted, and that was its own.. I don’t know, fucked up thing. Watching videos of fucking actual turtles rolling themselves around on basketballs until they cum everywhere from these.. monster cocks …”
Leo seemed to be holding in a laugh and Raph glared down at him.
“I said don’t laugh!”
Leo bit his lip and smiled apologetically. “Was uh.. that a horny thing? Or something else?”
He looked down at the head of Leo’s cock and how it pressed against his stomach.
“I wanted to have one.. I-I wanted that to be what was wrong with me… j-just a big fat cock that needed to cum too much…”
Leo’s thigh rubbing reached his hips and it made Raph look back up at his eyes. He was smiling sadly. “I get it… I’d give you mine if I could…”
Raph smiled a little and rubbed his eyes, clearly something about this was getting him emotional. “God… you wanna trade?” He laughed.
“Yeah. Gimme the eggs, I would be waaaay more gross about that for fun.”
Raph snorted as Leo sat up to brush a tear from his eye. “Tell me all the gross things I should be doing with my own body.”
“Oh I would make the dirty talk aaaaall about that. Talking ‘fertilize me daddy’ bullshit.”
Raph’s face fell and he looked away.
"Fuck, that was stupid.” Leo winced and cupped Raph’s cheek. “Ignore that, that’s my bullshit not yours.”
Raph took a shaky breath and looked back at him. He gave him a sly smile. “Have you thought about this before, Leo..?”
Leo flushed a little and looked away. “Look, you’re not the only one with… gender hang ups. Obviously I’m not… ugh. I don’t know.”
Raph’s eyes softened and he leaned down to kiss his forehead. “It’s okay… it’s confusing. We could.. talk about it more when… you know.”
“When my cock isn’t out.” He smiled and looked back at him.
“Yeah.” Raph grinned.
Leo sighed playfully and smiled up at him.
“I kinda wanna see you ride me…”
Raph winced a little and looked down at his cock. “Even after… Slash?” That was still a haunting memory in the back of Raph's head, waking up on top of Leo and realizing he'd been hurting him.
“You think he’ll be jealous?” Leo sat up and put his hands on the back of Raph’s shell to hold their body’s close together.
“I think he might kill you…”
“Let me worry about that.” Leo leaned up to kiss Raph sweetly and hold him close.
“I-I don’t want to…” He said softly as he pulled his lips away.
Leo pulled back instantly and looked into his eyes. “Are you okay..?”
Raph looked nervous. “I’m.. not sure. I’m.. I'm worried now, I thought about the fact that it’s not only me in my head and now I’m scared they’re not gonna be ok with this as me…”
“We can stop it if you want to. It’s okay.”
“I-it’s not that I don’t want to… I-I’m just worried about them…”
Leo hugged him close and held his shell.
“It’s okay. I got you. This is just us, this isn’t Lita or Slash. I’m here for you Raph, whatever you want. I’m not touching them. I promise.”
Raph breathed out shakily over his shoulder and hugged him back.
“Th-thanks…” He took deep breaths and let himself be in his brother's arms. “Sorry I can’t help but cry during sex… really not sexy…”
Leo shook his head and rubbed his back. “You’re fine. What do you want to do now?”
Raph just let himself feel his brother's arms. He was safe here. Leo only wanted to do what he wanted.
And that was all he ever wanted.
“I want to get you off and then go to sleep.. and worry about everything else tomorrow.”
Leo pulled back to smile down at him. “You don’t have to get me off, I can deal with it.”
Raph gave him a grin. “But I want to.”
Leo laughed a little and pulled back to lay on the bed.
“How do you want to get me off? You said you didn’t like the taste, and it’s not going inside your cunt again…”
Raph hummed and put both hands on Leo’s cock, gently dragging his fingers up and down it while it rested against him.
Leo’s hips bucked a little at the feeling.
“I wanna watch you make a mess…” Raph mumbled as he put both his hands around the base and slowly stroked him up and down.
Leo groaned and gripped the sheets below him.
“Mmmn.. is this as fun as your turtle porn..?”
Raph scoffed and ran his hands over the head of his cock to wet them with his precum for lubrication.
“We’ll see when you show me how much you can cum…”
Leo laughed a little and moaned as Raph stroked him up and down, hard and slow.
“Raphie…!” He moaned softly as Raph kept milking him.
Raph's eyes were glued to his cock, he was mesmerized. He sat there on top of his brother’s lap, partially pretending it was his, that he could feel his own hands there.
This was his real biggest fantasy. And Leo was gonna let him feel it out.
Leo watched his face, his movements were too slow and his eyes seemed to be a little too spacey so he reached over and put his hand on Raph’s showing him the speed he liked.
It pulled Raph from whatever his thoughts were and he grinned, sticking his tongue out in concentration.
“F-feels good…” Leo moaned softly.
“You wish you could cum inside me again don’t you…” Raph said playfully as he continued.
Leo looked up at him with heavy half lidded eyes. “God yes… I-I’d fill you up so good … m-make you feel so good Raph…”
Raph flushed a little and kept going. “I-I can’t believe I called you a selfish lover, look at you… so good for me…”
Leo whined softly and bucked his hips against his touch.
“I-I’ll make you cum all night if you w-want…” he moaned.
This was fun. Leo was losing it.
“Mmmn, I wanna just sit on this cock all night and let it fill me over and over …”
Leo whimpered and arched his back.
“I wanna be your cock sleeve, big brother…” Raph purred.
Leo whined and reached his hand out to hold Raph’s arm. “N-no… I-I wanna be yours…”
Raph stared at him in surprise, his movements slowing down as he took that in.
“Huh… is that your secret fantasy..? You want a big cock in here..?”
Raph shifted a little to give himself space and gently took one hand off his cock to push a finger inside of Leo’s slit again.
Leo whimpered and chirped. “Y-yes..!”
Raph grinned and thrusted his finger in and out slowly, tightening the grip on his cock and going faster.
“And if I wanted to just cum inside you all night you’d be a good boy about it?”
“Y-yes yes yes!” He whined and bucked his hips with the thrusts. It looked like he was getting close from the look on his face.
“So naughty…” Raph arched down to kiss the head of his cock, staying down low to get a good angle. “Be a good boy and cum for me..” he said huskily as he sped both his actions up.
Leo obliged and bucked his hips high in the air, cumming hard as his body tensed up. Raph watched his semen shoot into the air and pool back down onto his plastron. He felt a little on his face but didn’t mind. God Leo made a lot of cum, it was everything he fantasized about…
“Good boy, Leo…”
Leo was breathing hard as a second burst shot up. Raph just watched it like a fountain, mesmerized. He didn’t let go of his shaft, he didn’t pull his finger out. He just watched, letting himself imagine that was him, his own cum.
There was so much cum pooling on Leo’s plastron.
Eventually Leo was just shaking on the bed so Raph let go of his weeping cock and pulled his finger out of his slit. He got down and rested his head on Leo’s thigh and watched his cock slowly retract back inside of him as Leo came down.
“You came so much…” Raph said breathlessly.
Leo let out a breathless laugh, pressing his hand over his eyes. “G-god I-I don’t know where it all c-came from…”
Raph hummed and stared at his tightening slit. What a beautiful game of peekaboo that was.
“You’ve got a praise kink…” Raph said as he sat up.
Leo was flushed and still exhausted from cumming.
“Mmmn, maybe…” Leo looked down at himself and winced at the mess. “Ugh.. don’t let that get on the sheets..”
Raph saw his still-damp-from-squirting bathrobe and picked it up. “Such a waste of good cum…” Raph leaned down to drag his tongue over Leo’s plastron and get a final taste before using the robe to wipe up the cum from his stomach.
“I-I thought you said it was gross…” Leo huffed and sat still for him.
Raph finished cleaning him off and chucked the soiled robe across the room. He then scooted up to lay on Leo’s chest and opened his mouth to show the cum on his tongue.
“You want a taste, Leo?”
He stared at him for a moment before nodding.
“Good boy…” Raph said softly as he leaned in to kiss him again. Leo moaned pathetically into his mouth as he tasted his own cum again. Raph let him savour every moment of it. It felt good to kiss him, to feel his wandering tongue. Leo was taking all of the cum from him that he could and when he felt he’d taken enough that Raph could deal with, they parted and a string of saliva and cum was left between them.
Leo looked at him with such awe.
Raph just smiled and swallowed his share. “You good..?”
“Y-yeah… god what’s wrong with me…”
“Nothing, you just enjoyed that…” Raph nuzzled his head against his neck.
“I-I don’t know what came over me…”
“You like being submissive, I think… That was cute.”
Leo laughed a little and rubbed his eyes “Ugh… Dad would be disappointed.”
Raph smirked and stroked his chest. “All the more reason it’s sexy…”
They both laughed tiredly. Raph pulled the blankets over them.
