Chapter 1: glow in the dark
Notes:
Hi! Happy Spooky Season!! 🎃👻🦇🧙
I've been working on this witchy fic idea since August and I'm excited to start sharing it with you all.
The first 12 chapters were written before season 3 was released, so if anything contradicts new information, that is why.
I plan to post once a week on Thursdays , probably during the evening (UK time).
Please enjoy!
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A brief note before we begin... Unfortunately, we needed sad-and-lonely orphan Charlie and therefore, Tori and Oliver do not exist in this universe (sorry) 🤷
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chapter one word count: 8770
content warnings: fire, death of a parent, grief
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
chapter one: glow in the dark
Maybe things would have been different if the bus hadn’t broken down. Maybe Charlie would have made it home in time to die, too.
As it was, when his final ride home from school before the summer holidays was interrupted by a sudden jolt, a crowd of over-dramatically screaming teenagers and an emergency disembarkment, Charlie did what he always did whenever anything happened. He called his dad.
Julio picked up at once. “I hope you’re ready for an excess of pasta because that is what your loving father has made.”
“Again, dad?”
“Now look here, I’ve been toiling away for the likes of you.” Julio chuckled to himself. “How long are you going to be?”
Charlie watched the bus driver shout down the phone to the mechanic, red in the face, hair standing at angles from all the times he’d tugged at it. “Um, well, the bus broke down. I think I’m gonna walk it.”
“I can come and pick you up if you like. Where are you?”
“I’m at the top of the hill. Don’t worry, dad, I can walk. I’ll be, like, half an hour.”
“Are you sure? I can come and—”
A sudden crackling down the line cut his dad off. Charlie held his phone away from his ear, cringing at the jarring sound. “Dad?” He looked down at his phone screen. The call had disconnected. With a shrug, he pocketed the phone and set off for home.
Julio set his phone aside and returned to the mountain of pasta boiling over on the stove.
All things considered, he’d done a good job, he thought, of raising his son. Of giving him the best childhood he could hope to have provided. Even when the world—the normal, mundane world—proved unkind, sometimes relentlessly so, he and Charlie had muddled through. His son was bright, headed for Oxbridge, Julio liked to remind anyone who would listen. His son was resilient and hardworking and gentle and kind and all the things he could never have said about himself at age sixteen.
Sixteen-year-old Julio had been a mess.
Sometimes he wondered how much mess he was being protected from now. He caught glimpses of it when Charlie thought he wasn’t looking—in the second before he looked up from his phone, in the quiet midnight footsteps down the hall, in the constantly tired eyes smiling back at him from across the breakfast table.
He turned the pasta down to a simmer and was just considering heating the plates up in the oven for a spell when a rush of water erupted from the kitchen sink.
“What the—?”
Hands outstretched, Julio approached the taps and turned them both this way and that. Water continued to spray. But where was it coming from? It was as if the mixer tap had sprung leaks from everywhere all at once. He grabbed a tea towel and tried to ebb the flow, merely soaking himself in the process. He was just trying to remember how to turn the water off at the mains when a flash of light from the stove made him whirl around.
The pot of pasta had gone up in flames.
“Shit!”
Julio scrambled for the stove, turned the ring down and watched the flames lower before going out.
He stepped back and took a breath.
Right. Good.
Looked like it was going to be a takeaway tonight after all.
He shook off his sodden sleeves and was about to turn back to the sink when the stove top erupted into flames once again. This time, each one of the four hob rings was suddenly its own small pillar of fire.
Julio stared.
He reached for the off switch—he’d thought he’d turned it off—but the second he moved closer, the flames burst forth from their rings and spread up onto the wall behind the stove. Before his wide, stinging eyes, the fire leapt around the corner, over the counters until almost everywhere Julio looked—fire.
He flung a wet sleeve over his mouth and nose and turned to the door. Luckily, it was clear of flames. He took a step and slipped. His head struck the tiles and he landed with a thud on the water-strewn floor. Pain flared across his skull as he blinked the stars from his eyes and tried to take some deep breaths.
He couldn’t. He couldn’t breathe.
Couldn’t see anything through his streaming eyes other than smoke and flames.
Charlie, said a voice in his head. Get to Charlie.
Slowly, Julio turned his head to the right, towards where he knew the front door lay. It was only a short dash, he knew. It was an even shorter one to the back door, though that had been completely cut off. He could make it through the front, though. He had to. For his son.
Julio reached out one shaking hand, grappling for purchase on the slippery floor and began to crawl, head spinning, across to the doorway.
It happened in a blink. One moment, he could see the shoe rack by the front door, and then he couldn’t—because the flames had completed their circle. And he was trapped.
Keep low, he told himself.
But his cheek was already pressed to the floor. His phone—it was on the counter, wasn’t it? Could he reach it?
The thoughts came and went almost as quickly as his breaths.
He only vaguely registered the tremendous crash that was each of the windows bursting outwards, shattering in the heat.
On the pavement outside, a woman in an elegant black coat pocketed a single, unlit match.
She was gone before the first fire engine siren reached Charlie Spring’s ears.
✨
His grandmother lived in Kent, so that was where he was going. There was no one else left now. The train was packed with commuters. Charlie watched them slowly come and go the closer they got to London. Once he’d changed trains, he was thankful for the peace as the crowds thinned.
Kathleen was waiting for him when he arrived at the Truham station, a hand worrying at her necklace. She gave him a sad smile and folded him into her arms. She was more than a head shorter than he was but he clung to her, let her hold him up for a few moments. There had been no hugs on offer over the last month. The foster family he’d had to stay with had been nice enough, and he was sure they would have hugged him if he’d let them—but he hadn’t been able to bring himself to speak to them, let alone build any sort of relationship.
“Can I carry anything for you?” Kathleen asked as they headed for the exit.
Charlie hefted his small case. Most of his possessions had been destroyed in the fire. “I’ll be fine, thanks.”
Seeming to sense he wasn’t up to talking much, Kathleen remained quiet as they made their way to her car and climbed inside. For as long as he could remember, his grandmother had come to visit them in Lincoln twice a year, though he had never been to her house. Never even been to Kent.
The house on Britannia Road was bigger than he’d expected. It wasn’t until Kathleen had closed the front door behind them that he realised, from the photographs dotted along the walls, that this must have been his dad’s childhood home. With only the two of them standing in the hallway, it seemed empty. How had it felt before, when it had just been Kathleen?
Charlie shrugged off his coat and let Kathleen hang it up for him. There was plenty of space for his shoes, too.
“Would you like to see your room?” The lines around her eyes crinkled as she gave him another of her sad smiles.
Charlie blinked. He’d been spacing out a lot lately. Sometimes he wondered whether his brain had slowed down a lot of the stuff he used to worry about. He nodded and followed his grandmother up the stairs.
“Here we are,” she said, holding the door at the very end of the hall open for him. “It used to be your dad’s room. I should have cleared it out by now, it has been sixteen years. I could just never bring myself to do it. I hope it’s okay. We can change whatever you like.”
“No,” said Charlie. “Don’t change it. It’s great. Thank you.”
The room was larger than his old one had been and considerably tidier. He had never had a double bed before, nor a fireplace in his bedroom. And despite the years that had passed, he could still sense his dad in the walls, in the fabric of the bedspread, in the ‘90s band posters. But most of all, in the books lining the mantelpiece, their spines well worn, their pages thumbed.
Charlie tore his eyes away from a neatly stacked collection of records on one shelf to find Kathleen watching him closely. It was strange. He was not, in fact, the only person in mourning for Julio Spring. His grandmother had lost a son. Parents were supposed to die before their sons, not the other way around. “Can I ask you something?”
“Of course.”
He ran a hand over the woollen grey throw folded at the foot of the bed. “How come we never came to visit you? Dad always made some excuse not to and I never understood it.”
Kathleen sighed. “I think for him, being here in Truham was just too painful. After your mum had her accident he wanted a fresh start—for the both of you. Everything here, it only reminded him of her.”
“Yeah,” said Charlie. “That’s pretty much all he told me, too.”
“Well, I’ll let you get settled in,” said Kathleen. “Heaven knows you must be exhausted from all that travelling. I’ll give you a shout when dinner’s ready.”
He thanked her and she left with a final sad smile. Charlie set his case down on the chair by the window and sank onto the edge of the bed.
It felt very odd, being there. How old had Julio been the last time he’d slept in this bed? Charlie knew he and his mum had been young when they’d had him, that they had not been married. They hadn’t even been living together.
And suddenly, surrounded by his dad’s things, Charlie realised something he’d been afraid of more and more over the last month. While the room felt cosy, it didn’t feel like his . It felt like it belonged to another young man, one whom he felt close to but somehow hardly knew at all. He had respected his dad’s privacy when he’d been alive but now he wished he’d asked more questions, encouraged him to dig a little deeper—if only so that Charlie could understand more of where he’d come from. More of what made him him.
His grandmother had always been an excellent cook, a fact Charlie had forgotten until he sat down in her dining room, stomach rumbling. She had always insisted on cooking for them when he’d visited them in Lincoln. Somehow her abilities had never crossed over to Julio.
As they ate, Kathleen chattered calmly about her job as a nurse at the Medway Maritime Hospital. It kept her busy and from the way she spoke, he could tell she loved her job. It did mean she would be away from the house for uneven amounts of time, but Charlie didn’t mind. He was thankful in a way, for the peace and the quiet and the grace.
After dinner, he excused himself to bed early. He showered quickly, then made his way back to his new room, towel around his waist. Regretting not taking his pyjamas into the bathroom with him, he reached to shut the curtains—and stopped dead.
A boy was staring at him. From across the space between his grandmother’s house and the one next to it, Charlie stared right back. And watched the boy’s cheeks flush red. But the boy couldn’t seem to look away. Charlie grasped the curtains and yanked them closed.
Oh god . He screwed his eyes shut and took a deep breath. He gave his head a little shake, then reached for his pyjamas.
As he dressed, he wondered whether he should try to befriend the boy next door. And how that might go after that shitshow of a first interaction. But Charlie wasn’t even sure he had the capacity to make friends again. What would be the point? They’d only leave him, one way or another. That’s what people did. They made Charlie love them and then they left.
He draped his towel over the radiator and turned to scrutinise his appearance in the mirror.
He blinked.
Stared.
Spun around.
He hadn’t been imagining things. The curtains were indeed open again.
Something uneasy curdled in his stomach as he continued to stare across at the window opposite. Thankfully, the boy had gone, but… hadn’t Charlie just closed the curtains not a minute ago?
He really was very tired.
But maybe he was losing it.
Either way, there was nothing he could do about it now. He yanked the curtains closed once again and turned determinedly away from them, reaching for the duvet.
He was just climbing into bed when there was a soft knock on the door and Kathleen poked her head in. “Your dad used to hum that tune all the time.”
He hadn’t even realised he’d been humming. “Oh. Yeah. Well, I stole it from him.”
His grandmother smiled. “Are you ready for school tomorrow?”
Charlie grimaced. He’d been trying not to think about it. “I’ll be okay.”
“Mmhm… If you can’t sleep, your dad used to count the stars. Goodnight.”
“‘Night.”
It wasn’t until Kathleen had left and Charlie had settled down to sleep that he realised exactly what she meant. He lay on his back, looked up at the ceiling and saw that it was covered in glow in the dark stars.
In the morning, Kathleen drove Charlie across town to the gates of his new school: Truham Grammar. Luckily his new uniform had arrived yesterday, just in time. Under better circumstances, Charlie would have had something to say about still being made to wear a uniform now he was a Sixth Former. Back in Lincoln he had been ready to begin life as a Year 12 in smart-casual, but his own clothes.
Today however, Charlie only scrutinised his own reflection in the car door for a few seconds before assuring his grandmother he would be fine and striding, with as much confidence as he could muster, through the open gates. As he crossed the front yard, he kept his head down, his hands in his coat pockets. None of the scattered students around him paid him any mind whatsoever. Odd, Charlie thought. He supposed none of them had any reason to bully him quite yet.
It was only a matter of time.
No. He had promised himself that the minimal progress he’d made on accepting himself back home in Lincoln would not be undone by something as inconsequential as starting a new school. People might whisper, people might stare, people would undoubtedly be hurling slurs in his general direction by the end of the week—but Charlie could deal with that. Nothing was going to stop him from being completely, one hundred percent himself.
He stepped into reception. A broad-shouldered man was leaning against the desk, chatting away happily to the receptionist. At the sound of the door opening, he turned to Charlie with a bright smile reflected in his deep brown eyes. “Charlie Spring? Welcome to Truham Grammar.” Charlie shook the man’s offered hand. “I’m the head teacher, Mr Argent. Here is your new planner and timetable.”
Charlie took the planner and scanned the timetable.
“Everything in order?”
Classical Civilisations, Music, English Literature, Latin.
“Yes, sir.”
“Excellent, excellent.” Mr Argent studied Charlie’s face, eyebrows knitted. At Charlie’s questioning look, his features softened again. “Forgive me. Only… I knew your dad. Quite well, actually. Back when we were both students here ourselves.”
“Oh. You did?”
“Julio was a very special friend to me. Though I doubt he mentioned me much.”
“No, I don’t think he did. He never talked about his life here much at all.”
The head teacher grimaced but nodded. “Yes, well, I was very sorry to hear the news of his passing. He was a good man, your dad. It’s a shame. A horrible, horrible shame.”
“Yes, well…” Charlie’s throat stuck. “Th-thank you.”
“If there’s anything I can ever do for you, Charlie, to help ease your transition, then let me know, alright?”
Charlie managed a weak smile. “Alright.”
“Now—” Mr Argent clapped his hands cheerfully. “A tour! Shall we?”
Feeling as though he couldn’t refuse, Charlie followed along diligently as Mr Argent gave him a very whistle-stop tour of the school. The man seemed friendly and genuine, but Charlie grew weary of company five minutes in. Not Mr Argent’s company necessarily, just company in general felt stifling to him nowadays. He wanted to go home, curl up in his bed and sleep. Instead, when the tour was done, having missed form (that would be tomorrow’s annoyance), he headed towards his first lesson.
✨
Nick Nelson had woken up that morning to find every single possession in his bedroom floating an inch away from the ceiling. He had lain there in his bed for several long moments, just watching his things hang there, suspended. To start with, he’d been afraid everything would all come crashing back down around him, like things so often did. But finally, when the courage found him, he sat up slowly, carefully, and as he did so, each object glided down gently, back into place.
That didn’t usually happen.
The floating objects, definitely. But the control?
Usually, Nick created messes, minor injuries and generally made his own life a little harder. Never before had he made more than one thing float at the same time, either. And he’d managed it while he’d been asleep. As he ate his breakfast and readied himself for school, he realised that when the items had floated back down again it had felt… different. Satisfying.
Perhaps this was what Tara’s grimoire meant about their coven missing an eighth member. They knew Kathleen Spring’s grandson was due to arrive in Truham any day now, and from this change in his magic, Nick felt for certain the boy must have already arrived.
All morning, he kept an eye open for any new faces among the crowd of Truham students thronging the corridors. Maybe someone who looked a little like Kathleen Spring. Except Kathleen Spring was an old woman whom Nick had only met a handful of times. He knew nothing about her grandson, not even his name.
At break, Nick spotted James by his locker and had to ask, “He’s here, isn’t he?”
James continued to pile books into his bag. “He got here yesterday afternoon.”
“And…?”
“Um… well, er—” James shut his locker. “He’s very, um…”
Nick rolled his eyes. His cousin was renowned for catching crushes on any boy who happened to glance his way. “For god’s sake, James.” Nick glanced up and down the bustling corridor and lowered his voice. “Does he have, you know? Magic?”
“I don’t know,” said James, cheeks still rosy. “I only saw him for like two seconds. And he wasn’t… he wasn’t wearing many clothes.”
Nick spent the rest of break wandering the school, looking for any sign of the mysterious new boy. He wasn’t sure what they would do if their highly anticipated new coven member turned out to be some dude-bro arsehole. Now that he thought about it, what if he turned out to be homophobic or transphobic or generally a massive twat? What then? But it wasn’t until lunch time when he’d finally given up looking that he finally saw him.
And when he did, Nick stopped in his tracks. Somehow he knew— There he is.
He was tall, though not taller than Nick. His hair was dark and curly, his head ducked low over his planner map. Nick watched from afar as the boy looked around for his new locker. With the movement, Nick saw the boy’s dimpled cheeks, his sharp jawline, his blue, blue eyes.
Nick swallowed. Maybe he shouldn’t have judged James so harshly. This boy was gorgeous, even with all his clothes on.
And then the boy looked up and, across the corridor, their eyes met.
Nick’s heart stopped.
But then the boy frowned, shifted on the spot, uncomfortable. And Nick suddenly arrived back in his body and realised just how creepy he was being, standing there, staring at a stranger. Nick blinked and hurried away.
James may have had a point.
✨
Strawberry blond hair and freckles for days, his blazer tossed over one arm, the boy Charlie caught staring at him from down the corridor may just be the cutest boy he’d ever seen. For several moments, Charlie didn’t know what to do with himself. Or maybe he knew exactly what to do with himself for the first time in his life. At least what he wanted to do—which was to cross the corridor and talk to him. To ask his name, his home address, his life story.
Instead of doing any of those things, Charlie shook those mental images aside and turned to his new locker. He inserted the little silver key and tried to turn it. He jiggled it. “Fuck.” He pulled the key out and tried again, but the stupid thing still wouldn’t open. He was just cursing the fact that he might have to go all the way back to the office to request a new one when two boys approached him.
“You’re the new boy, right?” said the boy on the left. He was tall and lanky, a blue beanie covering his dark hair. Charlie was surprised it hadn’t been confiscated yet.
“Hey,” said the other boy, tucking a book under his arm. “I’m Isaac, this is Tao.”
Tao gave an awkward little salute.
All Charlie could do was blink stupidly at the pair of them. Why were they talking to him?
“I’m Charlie,” he managed.
“Are you struggling with your locker?” asked Tao.
“They can be a bit tricky,” said Isaac. “They get stuck all the time.”
“I really don’t want to have to go all the way back to the office.”
Tao and Isaac exchanged an almost imperceptible glance. Then, a smirk appeared across Tao’s face. “Why don’t you give it another try?”
With a huff, Charlie twisted the little key in the lock. And this time— click —it turned and his locker fell open. “Huh.”
“Sometimes you have to really get it at the right angle.”
As Charlie began to pile his books inside, there was something in Tao’s face and in the withering look Isaac shot him that made Charlie wonder if he’d missed something. He probably had, he realised. Some inside joke that only made sense if you had been long-time friends with people. The only person he’d ever had an inside joke with was his dad.
“Want to sit with us for lunch?” asked Isaac. “We can show you the Sixth Form common room—that’s usually where we eat.”
“Yeah, okay, thanks.”
And then he was following Tao and Isaac through the school, into the common room, utterly baffled that two nice seeming people were so willing to befriend him. And he hadn’t even had to try.
He spent a lovely lunch time learning more about his two new friends. It turned out Tao was obsessed with cinema, really wanted to love his A-Level Drama class but hated his teacher, had a girlfriend named Elle and a cat named Bean. Meanwhile, Isaac loved books. This became evident quickly when he spent the entire fifty minutes managing to eat his lunch and keep up with the conversation while reading a copy of The Raven Boys by Maggie Stiefvater.
Charlie liked films, books and cats, but he hadn’t met enough of his teachers yet to give reviews. When Tao had judged Charlie’s timetable and given his opinions on each of the listed teachers, the bell rang and Charlie went back to lessons still confused as to how that had happened. How did he have two new numbers in his phone and two new Instagram followers already?
He would have been quite delighted with just Tao and Isaac by the end of his first day, but then, as he was crossing the front yard towards the bus stop, someone called his name.
“Charlie Spring!”
Two people were hurrying through the crowded pavement, hand in hand, both in a uniform he didn’t recognise. He assumed they went to Higgs, the sister school to Truham Grammar, whose campus was just across the road.
“Hi,” he said. “Um, how do you know my name?”
“Oh, we know your grandma. She and my mum are friends.”
“Right.”
“I’m Tara, this is Darcy.”
“Her girlfriend,” Darcy insisted before Charlie could so much as open his mouth. “So if you have a problem with that, you’d better tell us now or—”
“Darcy…”
Charlie let out a laugh. “No,” he said. “No problems at all. Another homosexual at your service.”
Darcy’s mouth fell open with glee and they clutched at their cheeks. “Oh my god! I can’t believe it. We found another one!” They clung to Charlie’s arm and shook it in their excitement. “I was so worried you’d be straight!”
Tara shook her head in fond exasperation and gave Charlie a look which read sorry about them. “Anyway,” she said. “Are you doing anything after school today?”
“Not really,” said Charlie as Darcy finally let go of his arm. “I’m not even sure what there is to do around here.”
“Oh, not a lot, really,” said Tara. “But there is this nice little cafe in town we like to go to. We were wondering if you’d like to come along and meet us there in, like, an hour?”
“We can give you the grand tour of Truham!”
What was going on today? If it had been this easy for him to make friends at his old school, maybe he wouldn’t have been so sad and lonely all the time. He grinned. “Okay. I’ll have to ask my gran, but I’d love to come, thanks.”
By the time he made it home he had a grand total of four new Instagram followers and so, feeling undeniably lucky, Charlie changed, made a start on his homework, then set out, with Kathleen’s permission, into town.
He found Nellie’s Tea Room easily enough with the directions Tara had messaged him. The facade was painted a pale blue, the lettering cute and elegant, painted flowers and leaves adorning the doorway.
A bell tinkled as he stepped inside, and he found the inside much larger than he’d expected. The seating area went back quite a way and there was a sign for upstairs seating too. A couple of squashy sofas sat occupied in one corner beside a mini library. The counter was full of beautifully decorated handmade baked goods, the aroma of coffee and tea mixed with sugar and bread made his stomach gurgle appreciatively.
At the sound of the bell, a woman stood up from where she’d been serving some customers their food, and caught sight of Charlie standing there. She stopped and stared, as if his mere appearance had struck her completely. Charlie could only stare back, faintly alarmed, before the woman seemed to shake herself from her shock. She lowered her tray and smiled cheerfully. “You must be Julio’s son. It’s lovely to meet you, dear. I’m Sarah.”
He shook her offered hand. “Charlie. Is this your cafe?”
“Yep. Been here nearly five years now.”
“It’s very nice.”
“Thank you, dear. You are too sweet.” Her brown eyes drew distant and her hand went to worry at the small pendant on a chain around her neck. “I’m so sorry for your loss, Charlie. I really am. When I heard what had happened. It was such a shock. I suppose you never know when these things will happen, but it does always seem to be the best of us that go too soon.”
Sarah blinked several times very fast, then moved around the counter, reached for the flat take away boxes and began to fold them.
Charlie drifted after her as casually as he could. “Did—did you know my dad, too? Everyone here seems to know him and my gran.”
“Oh, yes, he was well known, and well liked. People adored him, and rightfully so, in my opinion.”
A smile flickered at the corner of Charlie’s mouth and he let it grow. The way Sarah spoke about Julio… It didn’t matter so much that she gave no real concrete information, it made Charlie’s insides all warm and fuzzy to hear the things he already knew to be true so confirmed. That his dad had been a good person, likeable and memorable.
A sudden wave of something warm and cosy washed over him, and Charlie realised that, for the first time in quite awhile, he felt calm. Relaxed.
“There you are, Nicky. That should be all the pain au chocolat for the next—” Sarah sarcastically checked her watch. “Hour, at least.”
The door behind the counter had opened and a boy with strawberry blond hair and freckles entered, a tray of freshly baked pastries in his hands. “It’s grandpa’s old recipe,” he said, setting the tray in the display case. “Of course they’re our best-seller—ouch, fu— I mean… flip.” The boy gasped as he caught his fingers in the sliding display case door. He had caught sight of Charlie standing there and gotten distracted.
Probably, Charlie realised, because he was openly staring at him. Again.
“You work here?” Charlie blurted out.
“Yes, thanks, how are you?” The boy’s cheeks flared bright red as he clutched at his sore fingers.
Charlie couldn’t help but giggle. “Hi.”
The boy let his hands drop to his sides and smiled sheepishly. “Hi.”
That blanket of warmth which had enveloped Charlie settled and he let out a breath. There was a dusting of flour across the boy’s forehead. The pale blue of his apron contrasted his otherwise laddish exterior flawlessly.
A somewhat high-pitched squeak drew Charlie’s attention from the adorable boy behind the counter to the woman standing nearby, clutching her empty tray in barely-contained excitement.
“Mum? What is it? What’s going on?”
Sarah batted the air with her hand. “Nothing, nothing.” But the knowing smile on her face seemed to only make the boy—her son—even more flustered.
“ Mum ,” he groaned. “Why are you acting so weird?”
“I’m not, Nicky. It’s just…” She cupped her hand around her mouth and stage-whispered in her son’s ear. “He’s cute, isn’t he?”
As Sarah sauntered away, Charlie was certain his eyes had gone as wide as saucers. The other boy’s had done the same and his ears had gone as red as his cheeks. The kitchen door swung shut behind Sarah and the boy cleared his throat. “Wow. I’m so sorry about her.”
“Don’t apologise,” said Charlie. “She did just call me cute.”
“You are cute. Um… I—I mean…”
“I’m Charlie.”
Their eyes met. And got stuck.
The boy let out a breath, some of the nervous energy in his shoulders leaving with it. “Nick.”
“Hi.”
“Hi. Um, w-what can I get you?” Nick tapped the till into life.
Charlie stood there, blinking. He hadn’t even looked at the menu. “Err… A tea? I suppose.”
“Are you sure? The pain au chocolat are fresh.”
Charlie glanced at the display case. “Um…”
Nick’s eyes softened. “You don’t have to. Please don’t feel pressured to order anything you don’t want. I didn’t mean—”
“No, it’s okay. I—I’ll have a tea and a pain au chocolat, thanks. See what all the fuss is about.”
While he waited, Charlie suddenly remembered he was meant to be meeting Tara and Darcy. He did a swift scan of the cafe. He couldn’t see them.
“You go to Truham, don’t you?” Nick asked as he squished the teabag with a spoon.
“Oh, yeah,” said Charlie. “I… I thought I saw you earlier.” I definitely don’t remember every nano-second I spent looking at you earlier.
Nick set the pastry onto a plate, head ducked low. “So, how was your first day?”
“It’s not over yet.”
“Well, let me know how it turns out.”
Nick seemed to feel he’d said too much because he began to worry at the edge of his apron and a line had appeared between his eyebrows.
But Charlie smiled. “I will. Thanks.” He lifted his cup of tea in a weird salute, then set off for a table by the window, cursing his own awkwardness. He sat down and was just picking up his pain au chocolat when he noticed the receipt tucked under his plate. £2.50 for the tea, and then… nothing.
Charlie stared across the room. Nick was busy with another customer, determinedly not looking in his direction. Charlie turned back to his pastry, shaking his head. The utter cheak.
Just then, the chairs opposite him scraped back. Tara and Darcy had arrived. There was a clatter of other chairs and suddenly, the table was crowded with Tao and Isaac as well, plus a tall girl with glasses.
“Elle, this is Charlie,” said Tao. “Charlie, this is my girlfriend Elle.”
Charlie was still recovering from the sudden onslaught of people. “Hey.”
“We’re so glad you’re here,” said Elle, smiling across at him. “And from what Tao said, you’re not an arsehole, which is nice.”
“Oh,” said Charlie. “Thanks, Tao.”
“You’re welcome.”
“You met Nick, then,” said Darcy, catching Charlie’s subconscious glance towards the counter. “What do you think?”
“Um… he seems nice.” He took a bite of the pastry. It was still warm, the chocolate centre gooey.
Darcy snorted. “You have to go for it, Charlie. I promise—he’s cute and bisexual and you’re completely his type.”
“Don’t meddle,” Tara scolded, but she was grinning too.
Charlie chewed his mouthful of buttery, chocolatey pastry, smiling a little to himself. He let the others comfortable chatter wash over him. He could tell the five of them must have been friends for a while, each of them joking with each other, taking the piss and referencing many things Charlie didn’t understand.
The group lapsed into quiet again, and as if she had just remembered he was there too, Elle turned to Charlie, full of soft concern. “I’m sorry to hear about your dad. Were the two of you close?”
Flakes of pastry were sticking to Charlie’s fingertips. He tried to rub them off with a napkin but his hands shook. All at once, the warm comfortable bubble he’d found inside Nellie’s Tea Room felt as if it had gotten a puncture. “Mmhm,” he murmured. He was grateful so many people were sympathetic but he did wish they would stop reminding him of his dead dad every two seconds.
“What about your mum?” asked Tao.
The others looked down, awkward. Elle nudged Tao’s arm semi-discreetly.
“Don’t worry,” said Charlie. “It’s a fair question. She, um, died a little after I was born. My dad and I were really close, since it’s always been just the two of us.” He cleared his throat. “I’ve always gotten on well with my gran, though, so… it could have been worse, I suppose.”
“She doesn’t seem homophobic,” said Tara. “But you never know, especially with older people. My grandma doesn’t even know I’m a lesbian.”
Tara had a point, but Charlie could only grimace. He wanted to stop talking about this now. The pastry was sitting heavily in his stomach and he suddenly wished he could get up and go home.
And not home to Britannia Road.
“Well,” said Tao. “Welcome to the dead dad club.”
“Yeah, all of us here are in it,” said Darcy. “Except Elle.”
Elle nodded. “Dead mum club, I’m afraid. You probably met my dad. He’s the head teacher of Truham.”
Charlie merely nodded. He thought maybe if he opened his mouth he’d be sick.
“Don’t let his smile fool you, though,” said Elle. “He can be a knob.”
“And scary,” said Tao. “When you’re dating his daughter.” He squeezed Elle closer to him, making her giggle as he kissed her cheek.
The cafe had almost cleared of other customers now and Nick was weaving between the tables in the opposite corner, gathering empty cups and plates. The queasiness in Charlie’s stomach settled a little bit as he watched him work, though the tightness in his chest persisted. He clamped his teeth over his bottom lip in an effort to quell his tears before he could embarrass himself completely.
“Darcy’s right, you know,” said Tara gently. “You really are his type.”
He looked back at her. She was only trying to cheer him up. He took a deep breath. “I’m just gonna find the loo.”
✨
The five of them watched Charlie Spring walk away towards the little hallway which led to the toilets of Nellie’s Tea Room. Even Isaac had set his book down.
“Do you think he knows?” Tara wondered aloud.
“Doesn’t seem like it,” said Darcy.
Elle shrugged. “He just seems sad.”
“It is sad,” said Tara. “None of us remember our dads. He had sixteen good years with him.”
“How long has it even been since he died? A month?” said Elle. “It’s still really fresh.”
Tao sprang to his feet. “I think he needs a nudge.”
“What are you talking about? Tao, no, don’t—”
Tara and Elle stared at each other, eyes wide. Elle tried to grab for her boyfriend’s sleeve but he was already gone, up from the table, after Charlie.
Darcy sighed and rolled their eyes. “Come on.”
They pulled Tara after Tao, Elle and Isaac bringing up the rear. Tara couldn’t help but admit she was a little curious, too. Just how powerful was this new boy?
✨
He managed to hold in most of his tears before he shut the toilet door behind him. The room was small, only one cubicle with its own sink. He grabbed some loo roll and sat down. After trying for some steadying breaths, Charlie let the tears fall.
All in all, he hadn’t let himself cry that much since it happened. Sometimes he felt strange, or even guilty, for not sobbing his heart out like every freshly bereaved person in every film or TV show he’d seen. But the hollowness was worse. The tears made him feel weak, but at least when they were done, he tended to feel better. His dad had always been the easily weepy one. Charlie supposed things changed.
A creak of the floorboards outside made Charlie look up. He gave a great sniffle. He couldn’t stay secluded in there forever. He threw some water over his face, then reached for the lock.
But it wouldn’t turn.
He tried to force it, but it was stuck.
He tried the door handle, jiggled it up and down. Nothing.
“Fuck.”
He swiped a sleeve across his eyes and tried not to panic. But how humiliating, how stupid— of all the times to get himself locked in the toilet.
He dried his hand on his jeans, then tried the lock again, tried to turn it with all his might.
So hard the metal began to grow warm beneath his hand.
Warmer, until it burned hot and Charlie gasped.
He let go and stared down at his hand. A red welt had appeared there, harsh and shiny.
“Ouch, fuck!”
He shook his hand out and turned to the sink. But he never got far enough to turn the tap on.
A fine mist began to roll in from… somewhere. Charlie stared around as the small room rapidly filled. Abandoning his burnt hand, he turned to the door again. His throat caught and he coughed.
Smoke. The room was filling with smoke.
A second later, flames burst along the back wall. Charlie jumped away as far as he could, his back colliding with the door. The heat was all at once, intense. He could barely see. His eyes burned, his throat burned. “Help!” he cried, through painful coughs. He twisted around to bang on the door. “Help! ”
Almost at once, there was a thump on the other side, and the handle moved. “Charlie?!”
Charlie meant to call back, but all that came out was a ragged cough. “Nick…”
Again, the door handle wiggled and there were several more thumps, as if Nick was trying to break down the door from outside. “Are you okay? Charlie? Are you in there?”
Charlie sucked in the deepest breath he could. “The door won’t open!” He shoved at it with all his might. His head spun. “Help…”
His knees threatened to buckle, but Charlie forced himself not to collapse, leaning heavily against the door.
“Charlie, it’s okay! I’m gonna get you out. Stay low, okay? Charlie, are you still with me?”
“I’m still… here…”
Charlie gulped down a lungful of air. Then another.
There was a metallic click, and suddenly, the door Charlie had been leaning all his weight on, opened. The momentum sent him tumbling out of the toilet, into Nick’s arms.
Charlie’s chest contracted as he coughed and coughed, until he realised he could breathe. He blinked. His cheek was pressed against Nick’s broad shoulder. For the first time, the warm blanket was a physical sensation. He smelt faintly of flour and sugar and a little of sweaty boy. His arms were tight around him, and when he looked up into his face, his brown eyes were full of alarmed concern.
“Are you okay?” Nick gasped. “Thank god, I thought—”
But his voice fizzled out, because Charlie was no longer listening. He looked around at the room he’d just burst out of. There was no trace of smoke. No trace of fire. Not a singed loo roll in sight.
Nick finally let him go enough to look him up and down, to check him for injuries, and Charlie realised he was fine. Entirely unharmed.
“Charlie?” Nick’s hands were on his shoulders, his fringe flopping into his eyes. “You’re not hurt, are you?”
Charlie stared down at his hand, the one he distinctly remembered burning on the lock. The red, shiny welt had disappeared too. “Nick,” he gasped. “What just happened? I thought… there was a fire.”
“A fire?” Nick’s eyebrows knitted. He looked around at the open toilet door.
“Did you not see the smoke?”
“Well, yeah, I did, but—”
“Then where—? How—?” Charlie’s mind was reeling. Had he hallucinated the whole thing? But Nick had seen the smoke so, surely, it must have been real? But where had it gone? And how had it started in the first place?
“Let me get you some water,” said Nick. “Here.” He took Charlie by the hand and led him to a table at the edge of the cafe floor.
“I-I’m fine, Nick, I don’t need—”
“Oh my God, Charlie, are you alright?”
Tara, Darcy and Isaac hurried over, Tao and Elle lagging behind them, from where, Charlie wasn’t sure, but not from the direction of the table he’d left them at.
“I… I’m fine.”
“There was a fire in the toilet,” said Nick. He turned, arms folded, to glare at the five of them. “The door wouldn’t open.”
“What could have caused that?” asked Tao innocently.
“I don’t know,” said Nick, glaring pointedly. “I have my suspicions, but I hope for your sake I’m wrong, Tao.”
Charlie didn’t care what kind of feud Nick had with the rest of his new friends, he just wanted to get out of there, go home, curl up in his bed and sleep for days. He slipped his phone from his pocket.
“What are you doing?” asked Tara.
“Texting my gran to come and pick me up.”
“No,” said Tara. “No, don’t. Nick can give you a lift. Can’t you, Nick?”
Nick grimaced in Tao’s general direction, then softened exponentially. “Of course. I’d be happy to.”
“Oh, um… you don’t have to. It’s fine. I should probably just walk, anyway.”
“Stop that,” said Nick, chucking his apron onto a hook. “Let me just let mum know, and we can leave.”
✨
Nick was going to murder Tao Xu. He just was.
But first he was going to make sure Charlie got home safely and in one piece, before his stupid friends got any more ideas. Exactly what Tao had been trying to do, Nick could only wonder. He knew his intentions were good, but sometimes magic got in the way. A lot of the time, actually.
Charlie sat quietly in the passenger seat as Nick drove. At the sight of his downcast expression, Nick considered how confusing that fire must have been for him. Not to mention absolutely terrifying.
He allowed himself another glance at the adorable boy sitting beside him in his car and was struck, once again, with a sudden, strong desire to protect him.
Back at the cafe, Nick had been halfway through pouring an iced latte when the worst but clearest feeling of dread shot through him. He’d had to shove the latte into the customer’s hands and make a quick excuse to the next in the queue before he’d been able to hurry and find Charlie trapped in the small cafe loos, smoke pouring from under the door. He’d almost caved and magicked Charlie out of there himself, but he hadn’t wanted to risk making matters worse.
“Nick?” Charlie spoke for the first time since getting into the car. “Did you see anything? Like… did you see how the fire started, or…?”
Nick grimaced and shook his head. “I don’t know. I suppose maybe something in the plumbing caught fire. I dunno.”
“But that doesn’t explain why the door wouldn’t open.”
“Maybe you were so panicked you accidentally locked it?”
The lack of conviction, and the guilt in his own tone made him wince—and made Charlie squeeze his eyes shut, eyebrows furrowed. “But then how did the fire suddenly go out? It makes no sense.”
Nick didn’t know what to say. As they approached Britannia Road, he turned over and over in his mind the possibility of just telling Charlie the entire, unbelievable truth right there and then. He hadn’t wanted to. He still didn’t really want to—not yet, anyway. He didn’t know what would happen. Anything that might make Charlie Spring not want to speak to him anymore was something he wanted to avoid wherever possible.
But could Nick sit by and allow Charlie to suffer in this confused trauma?
They pulled up outside the house and Nick took a breath. “So,” he said. “Verdict on your first day?”
Charlie stared at him, eyebrows raised. His eyes were still a little red-rimmed from where he’d been rubbing at them. Nick raised his eyebrows right back at him and Charlie laughed. His blue eyes glittered and the dimples in his cheeks winked.
“I’ve had worse days,” he chuckled. “But not many.” He unclicked his seatbelt. “Thanks for the lift, and for… saving my life, I suppose. And for the free pain au chocolat. I really owe you a lot.”
Nick laughed. “Not a thing. I only did what anyone would do. With the fire and with the pastry.”
That smile on Charlie’s face, small and a little shy, but genuine and shiny… Nick didn’t know what to do with himself.
“Still, thank you.”
Nick watched Charlie get out of the car and walk up the path to his front door. He was sliding his key into the door when he turned around, as if sensing Nick still watching him. Nick grinned and Charlie grinned back. Charlie gave the cutest little wave and Nick waved too.
Then the new boy disappeared into his grandmother’s house and Nick turned back to his steering wheel, every single item inside his car which was not stuck down now floating around his head.
✨
As soon as the cafe door shut behind Nick and Charlie, Tara whirled on Tao. “That was so stupid and reckless. And you risked exposure for us all.”
“It was just a test, Tara,” said Elle, shrugging. “We all want to know, don’t we? How powerful he is.”
“Yes, but he could have been really hurt.”
“I know,” said Tao. He swept his beanie from his head and kneaded it between his hands. “I know, okay? I didn’t mean for the whole room to go up in flames, of course I didn’t. That was him. ”
“What?”
“I felt it,” said Tao. “His power connected with mine. Everything you said about our coven is true, Tara. With Charlie here, we have real power.”
A silence fell between the five of them, of tentatively excited anticipation. Darcy turned to Tara, a massive grin on their face, as if they expected to see their own joy reflected in hers. Tara was pleased, but she looked at Isaac and knew she wasn’t alone in her trepidation.
“In that case, we really do need to take things slow,” she said. “We haven’t known how to control the power we’ve had up until now. Adding more isn’t going to fix that problem, not until…”
“We need to tell him, then,” said Elle. “He needs to know what he can do.”
“No—”
“Tara, why not?” Tao exclaimed. “He’ll never be able to control it if he doesn’t even know what it is.”
“Before he does some major damage,” Elle added.
“He just lost his dad,” said Tara. “He needs time to just… be.”
✨
That night, when Charlie was finally tucked up in bed, he couldn’t bring himself to sleep. The memory of that wall of fire, of the smoke and the panic and the unyielding locked door between himself and safety… they all swirled around his mind’s eye for hours without revealing any answers. Maybe he had been so exhausted after his first day in a new town, surrounded by new people, that he really had hallucinated it all. Perhaps there had been smoke. But maybe there had never been a fire. Maybe he was losing it.
He rolled onto his back and tried to remember some of the more favourable aspects of his first day in Truham. Friends. He seemed to have made six whole friends. How he’d done it, he didn’t know. He wouldn’t have been surprised if he’d had six friends ever up until this point in his life.
It wasn’t that he had been disliked at his old school. In primary school, he’d had lots of little friends, only none that stuck past Year 6. The same was true of the start of secondary school. It was only when Year 9 came and he came out that everything changed. None of the people he considered friends before that day could be considered any longer. He had told himself he didn’t need them. That he was better off without them if that was what they thought of him.
He’d never entirely believed it.
But now here he was with a group of interesting, funny, queer friends he wasn’t even slightly worried about turning on him—not because he was gay, anyway. He’d have to be on his best behaviour, he told himself, lest they found some other reason to ditch him.
This time they would stay. This time someone would stick around for good.
For some reason, Nick’s concerned face flooded his mind. Charlie pulled the duvet up under his chin, smiling to himself. He hadn’t had a crush on a boy quite like this in ages.
He looked up at the glow-in-the-dark stars across his ceiling and he remembered again, the way it had felt to be wrapped in Nick’s arms, to be on the receiving end of his smile, his laugh, his mere attention. He looked at the stars so long they began to blur together, until he felt as if he were floating in space.
He blinked.
The stars blinked back.
They were no longer plastic, but tiny balls of light glittering above him.
He stared, heart pounding in fear but also something else… exhilaration?
Heart in his throat, Charlie reached to switch on the bedside light, then whirled around to look at the ceiling again.
Just normal, plastic, glow-in-the-dark stars.
He sank back against his covers.
It took him a long time to get to sleep that night, and he left the light on.
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Chapter 2: what drowning is like
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content warnings: grief, mention of cults, mention of drugs, magical violence
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chapter two: what drowning is like
Charlie stepped into his form room on Thursday morning and half wished the ground would swallow him up when Mr Farouk directed him to sit beside Nick. He didn’t remember falling asleep last night and he knew it showed in the dark circles under his eyes. And no matter how much he had adjusted and fixed, he could not get his hair to lie the way he wanted this morning.
“Hi,” said Nick as Charlie sat down.
“Hi.”
As Nick spoke gently—not of the fire, not of his dead dad—Charlie momentarily forgot his worries. Not so much the ones involving his feelings and whether his own were reciprocated, but those weren’t necessarily bad worries. The giddy feeling he got when Nick looked at him, when he talked and laughed and smiled… Well, Charlie was quite happy to sit there quietly as Nick showed him photos of his dog (the cafe’s namesake, Nellie) and told him all about the new cheesecake recipe he was excited to test for the cafe.
Lunch with Tao and Isaac was great. It really was truly nice to have friends. But by Friday, Charlie had realised the highlight of his day had quickly become those twenty minutes at the beginning where he got to sit beside Nick and talk to him. He’d also managed to get more than two hours of sleep and was actually able to participate in the gentle chatter. When the two of them were sitting by the window, ignoring every other person in the room, there never had been any fire ever, except the one in Charlie’s chest which burned for Nick.
Only having one lesson on Friday was great. One of the massive improvements in school life when starting Sixth Form was the free periods. So, after lunch, Charlie headed back through town toward home, hoping to get some work done there, though knowing very well he wouldn’t.
The window of Nellie’s Tea Room glowed from across the road. Charlie stopped and watched Sarah serve a customer, nothing but kindness in her smile. He thought the cafe might have lost its charm, considering the terrifying and confusing incident which had happened between its walls, but the same warm and fuzzy feeling Charlie had gotten two days ago persisted.
He was just considering going inside and getting himself something—if only for an excuse to go and talk to Sarah—when the doors opened and a woman stepped out, takeaway tea in hand, and walked directly into Charlie.
“Sorry!”
“Sorry.” The woman caught a look at his face. “Are you Charlie Spring?”
Charlie blinked. “Yes.” Did everyone in this town know his name?
The woman held out a hand and he shook it. “I’m Pauline Jones. I was a good friend of your father’s. I’m so very, very sorry to hear about the accident.”
“Thanks,” Charlie managed. Would the casual sympathy only stop when every single person in all of Truham spoke the same words to him?
The cafe doors opened again and out stepped Tara and Darcy, both with coffees in their hands.
“I’ll leave you three to have fun,” said Pauline. She gave a cheerful wave, then walked away down the road.
“Hey, Charlie,” said Tara. “Haven’t seen you in a few days. How have you been settling in?”
“Fine, I suppose.”
Tara nodded in understanding. Charlie tried to smile, but he suspected it came out as more of a grimace. He didn’t really want to be around anyone right now, but he liked Tara and Darcy, and they hadn’t done anything wrong.
“Are you alright?” asked Darcy. “You look kind of weird.”
Charlie covered his eyes with his hand and let out an irritable sigh. “Well, I was forced to leave the only home I’ve ever known, forced to live in a big, empty house with my grandmother who’s only there like thirty percent of the time, all while trying to process my dad’s death, and every time I think I’ve forgotten for a little while, someone says something or does something that reminds me. And then—and then —a tiny toilet cubicle fucking caught fire while I was locked inside it, only afterwards, there was no evidence there was even a fire other than Nick seeing the smoke, too, which could have been from anything…” He took a breath and looked into Tara and Darcy’s stunned faces. “And now you’re both looking at me like I’m some kind of—”
“No,” said Darcy. “We’re not.”
“It’s true,” said Tara. “You’re right. So much has happened and I know if it were me, I’d be just the same.”
Charlie gripped the straps of his backpack and kicked at the ground. “If I could just understand what started that fire, and what put it out…”
“It really could have been anything,” said Tara. “I’m sure there’s a reasonable explanation.”
“But weird things keep happening to me,” said Charlie. “Ever since I got here. Not just the fire.”
“What kind of weird things?” asked Darcy.
He met Darcy’s eye and they frowned, different from their girlfriend’s concern. Tara nudged them and the two of them exchanged startled looks, as if Darcy wanted to tell Charlie something Tara didn’t.
“Nothing,” said Charlie, shaking his head. “It doesn’t matter. I’m really sorry, but I kind of just want to go home. I have a lot of coursework to do.” He turned to go but then—
“Charlie, wait!”
“What are you doing?” Tara hissed, grabbing Darcy’s arm.
“Look at him,” Darcy whispered. “He needs to know the truth.”
Charlie looked from one new friend to the other. Although Tara still looked uncertain, she did nothing to stop Darcy from turning to Charlie, a determined gleam in their blue eyes and saying, “I think maybe we can help.”
✨
There was a van selling coffee and sweet treats not far from the hospital and that was where Kathleen found Richard Argent that afternoon. She had been hoping to find one of them alone, and he had been the preferred candidate for the conversation she was about to have.
“Hello, Richard,” she said, siding up to him as he turned away from the van, a cup clutched in his hands.
“Kathleen, nice to see you.” She followed him down the road. “How’s your grandson settling in? He seems like a lovely boy.”
“I wanted to talk to you about Charlie, actually. I don’t know if you heard, but there was a fire at Nellie’s Tea Room last night while Charlie was there.”
Richard blanched. “Is he okay?”
“Oh, he’s fine. It’s what caused the fire which concerns me.”
Richard ceased walking and Kathleen did too. She turned to fix him with as penetrating stare as she could muster and lowered her voice. “I seem to remember something similar happening years ago. Teenagers messing around. We both know how that ended.”
The head teacher shuffled uncomfortably in his shiny shoes. He glanced up and down the road, though there were few people around. Kathleen watched him carefully, and knew she’d gotten him where she wanted. “Are the children practising?”
“They can’t be.”
Kathleen raised her eyebrows. “They’re teenagers, Richard. They can be very resourceful. I would never have allowed Charlie to come here if I—”
“Look,” said Richard. “I’m around them all day every day at school. If anyone was practising magic in my school, I would know.”
“We can’t let it happen again.”
The two of them stood there, watching each other for a long moment before Richard cleared his throat and took a sip of his coffee. “If I see or hear anything I will let you know, I promise.” And he strode away, the back of his coat flapping in the breeze.
✨
Neither Tara nor Darcy seemed inclined to clue Charlie into where they were going, not even as he followed them towards the edge of town, over a style and into the woods. The instinct to spend the afternoon shut in his room had left him somewhere along the way, though. He knew he couldn’t cut himself off from others, no matter how much he wanted to.
“You’re not leading me into the woods to murder me, are you?”
Darcy linked their arm around his and laughed. “Yes. We are one hundred percent about to murder our cool new gay friend. Yep, definitely.”
Tara appeared on Charlie’s other side to link with his other arm. “Shh! Don’t blow our cover, Darce.”
If he was being marched to his death by two lesbians he was glad it was reasonably mild for September, and that he was surrounded by nature before the end. The slowly setting sun was casting dappled patterns of light across the leaf-strewn ground. The air was clean and crisp, accompanied by that lovely woody smell. Charlie breathed it in and let his friends guide him along.
He was just wondering how much further there was to go when, between the trees, a wall of painted white brick appeared ahead. Closer still, and he saw windows, a chimney, an old wooden door.
“Welcome to the cottage, Charlie,” said Tara. “Only a little less spooky than it looks from the outside.”
“I still think it’s haunted,” Darcy mused. “I definitely saw a ghost in the attic last week.”
Charlie laughed, but Tara looked serious. “ I’ve never seen anything,” she said. “Other than the odd bird or mouse. And that fox that peed in Tao’s bag.”
The cottage was small, the white paint chipped, several of the windows boarded up, the chimney lopsided, and when they grew closer still, Charlie saw the door was only just hanging on to its hinges.
“What happened to this place?”
Darcy shrugged. “Dunno. But it’s ours now. Come on—don’t worry, I was mostly joking about the ghosts.”
She took his hand and Charlie let Darcy pull him over the threshold, across a small entrance way, into a large, open room. It was like the entire ground floor of the cottage had been hollowed out, only bits and pieces of interior wall remaining, the ceiling rafters visible overhead. A staircase swept along the side of the room, leading to a balcony which overlooked the room below.
The overall vibe was that of a very cool club room decorated with fairy lights and pride flags. A line of plant pots dotted the window sill above a table scattered with books. He spotted a kettle and a mini fridge, a notice board pinned on the very back wall, covered in photos and drawings and mementoes. But most surprisingly of all, it wasn’t the beanbag chairs or the sofas which caught his attention most, it was the people seated around them. The familiar faces which had all turned to look at him when he entered.
“Finally,” said Tao, rising from where he’d been lounging in a beanbag chair. Elle and Isaac waved cheerfully from a sofa.
“Hey, neighbour.”
Charlie looked up. On the balcony, smiling sheepishly down at him, was the boy he’d seen only once—when he’d been wearing nothing but a towel and looking out his bedroom window. At least the boy seemed embarrassed about their first meeting, too. Charlie watched him descend the stairs and hold out a flustered hand for Charlie to shake. “I’m James.”
There was a creak of old wood, a door to the right opened and Nick appeared, brushing soil from his hands and beaming at the sight of him. “Hi.”
Charlie stared. “Nick? What are you doing here?”
“Oh, um…” Nick trailed off. He dropped his arms to swing awkwardly at his sides as he glanced around at the others.
Charlie followed his gaze and realised suddenly that all of these people had been waiting there—for him. “What’s going on?”
He looked from each worried but expectant face to the next, but no one seemed to be about to give him an answer. A warm hand landed on his shoulder and he turned to find Nick right beside him. “Come on,” he said. “Why don’t we sit down?”
And then his feet were moving him where Nick led him. He sank onto the worn but soft cushions of one of the sofas and Tara and Darcy sat down on either side of him. Nick took a seat on the beanbag nearby while Tao, Elle and Isaac gathered around the sofa opposite. James perched on the arm of the sofa beside Isaac, who replaced his bookmark and set the book aside.
Each of them continued to watch Charlie, waiting, like they were expecting him to sprout antlers or do a funny dance or something extraordinary. But he wasn’t extraordinary. He was just Charlie. Just Charlie.
“So…” He gripped the sleeves of his coat. “You said you could help me with all the weird stuff that’s been happening. Are you going to tell me what really caused that fire?”
Nick’s eyes grew wide, and Charlie realised he had directed his question at Nick without meaning to. Charlie held his gaze but Nick glanced away, chewing his lip, to exchange looks with Tara.
She took a deep breath. “You’re right. That fire wasn’t normal. It wasn’t the plumbing or anything like that.”
“What was it, then?”
Nick opened his mouth. Then shut it again. His gaze dropped to his hands.
“What?” Charlie stifled a laugh. His new friends were an odd bunch.
Tara gave another sigh, then turned more fully to Charlie beside her. “Look, I didn’t want to tell you like this, I wanted to wait for the right moment but—”
“He has the right to know,” said Elle.
“Know what?”
“Who you are.”
Charlie stared across at Elle, at Tao and Isaac and James. “Is this…? If you’re trying to get me to come out then that ship has sailed. I told you I’m gay. I don’t need you to tell me who I am. I’ve known forever.”
“It’s not that,” said Tara.
“Then what is it?” Charlie was beginning to get frustrated.
Tara reached out and gripped Charlie’s hands. “Okay. Alright,” she said. “We know this is going to sound crazy, okay? But that fire… I don’t know how to say this but, um… we’re different. You’re different.”
“Yep, gay, covered that already.”
Tara gave a huff of annoyance, threw up her hands and sank back against the sofa cushions in defeat.
“For God’s sake,” said Elle, rolling her eyes. She leaned forward and looked Charlie dead in the eye. “Charlie, you’re a witch. A full-blooded, hundred percent witch. We all are. Even Tao and he’s not even queer.”
In the resounding silence, Elle merely shrugged and sat back again. “There,” she said. “Done.”
Before he could stop himself, Charlie laughed.
But none of the others were laughing. Not even smiling.
He turned to Nick. But he looked even more worried than the others.
Charlie’s face fell. “You’re joking. Right?”
Nick swallowed. “I know how it sounds, believe me, okay?” The others nodded in agreement. “But it’s true, Charlie. We have magic and that makes us witches. It’s been in all our families for generations.”
A strange ringing sound began in Charlie’s head. He got to his feet, unsteady, his hands tight around the straps of his school bag as he swung it onto his back. “No,” he said. “I knew it. I knew there’d be some sort of catch.”
Nick and the others stared up at him as he moved away from the sofas, away from them . “What do you mean?”
Charlie squeezed his eyes shut. “Of course I couldn’t just make so many great friends in one day —not without some ulterior motive—”
“Charlie, it’s not like—”
“We don’t have—”
“You do!” Charlie opened his eyes and glared at them all sitting there, apparently shocked—as if he was being the unreasonable one here. “All of you—none of you wanted to be my friend—not really. You just wanted to recruit me into your creepy, weird cult.”
Nick got to his feet. “That’s not true.”
“Well,” said Tao. “It kind of is… only you do seem actually cool, Charlie.”
Darcy nodded. “We were so worried you would be a knob.”
“You’re honestly everything we could have hoped for,” said Isaac. “Cool and funny and smart enough not to believe our crap immediately.”
“And we’re not a cult,” said Elle. “We’re a coven.”
Charlie rolled his eyes. “Sounds very culty.”
Not wanting to look at any of them anymore, he instead turned to some of the details he’d missed from around the room. He looked closer at the items scattered across the coffee table—books with titles like Witchcraft for Beginners, Queer Magic and The Green Witch. The one Isaac had clutched in his lap was titled Queering Your Craft. And the closer Charlie looked, the more he saw—herbs and jars and bottles and candles—so many candles.
Tara reached into her school bag and lifted out another book. This one was very old-looking, handmade and leather-bound. “This is my family’s grimoire,” she said. “Each of our families have one like this. They passed them down through the generations but this is the only one we’ve actually found.”
“Which is why she’s the leader,” Tao murmured.
“And,” said Darcy. “Because of her natural charisma, loveliness and generally amazing personality.”
Tao stuck out his tongue.
“There are tons of spells and enchantments in here,” Tara continued. “We’ve been practising a little bit but without a full coven…”
“The spells we can do are really boring ones,” said Darcy.
“Like open locked doors,” said Tao.
“Or curtains,” said James.
“Or set fires?!” Charlie looked from Tao to James to Nick, who ducked his head in shame. Charlie took a controlled breath. “That was you ?”
Nick shook his head adamantly. “No. I would never—that was all Tao.”
“I’m really sorry about that,” said Tao, shifting in his seat. “That got very out of hand. Magic—it’s hard to control sometimes.”
“A lot of the time,” said Tara.
The ringing in Charlie’s head seemed to grow louder then. He barely knew where he was anymore, he was barely in the room, even as his new friends continued to spew their nonsense.
“Which is why we need you,” said Elle. “You complete the coven.”
“With you,” said James. “We’re at full power.”
“But there’s a ritual we need to do that will bind us,” Tara explained. “It’ll help us share the power evenly, so it isn’t so wild, so we can control it better.”
He still couldn’t believe none of them had broken yet. Surely, one of them would break, would laugh and give the game away. But still, they all looked so serious. Nick’s cheeks were pale, his eyes shining.
Charlie’s voice came out as hardly more than a whisper. “You are all seriously messed up.”
“Surely deep down you must know it’s true,” said James. “I did when Isaac told me. Suddenly, lots of things that didn’t make sense just… did.”
“Don’t tell me what I know deep down,” said Charlie. “All I know is that you have all been taking drugs or some shit. As nice as you all seem, I’m not into that and I—I’m too messed up already to—” He clenched his hands tighter around his sleeves. “You know what? Fuck you all. You don’t get to recruit me into your cult when I’m sad and vulnerable. I have more self-respect than that.”
He turned on his heel and strode for the door.
“Charlie…”
Nick made to follow him, but Charlie quickened his pace and ducked out of the room, out of the cottage. But as Nick watched him hurry away from them all, he couldn’t blame him for running. Not at all. “You were right,” he said. “This was way too soon.”
“I know.” Tara slipped her grimoire away again. “But earlier in town, he was so scared and confused.”
“I know,” said Nick. “And he’s way too smart to convince otherwise.”
“Are we just going to let him run out of here, though?” said Elle, getting to her feet. “He could run to his gran and tell her everything!”
The others were halfway to the door before Nick intercepted them. “Wait,” he said. “We’ve already scared him enough. Let… let me find him. I’ll find him.”
✨
The sun was beginning to set. The mottled light between the trees had disappeared. Now, as Charlie made his way back through the woods, everything looked different. Less kind, less exciting, less comforting. Only when he was certain he’d left the cottage way behind him did he slow down. And also when he was certain he had been going the wrong way.
He glanced around, peered between the trees for any sign of the style he had so reluctantly clambered over half an hour ago. He should have just gone home like he’d wanted. Then he might still be living in blissful ignorance about his miraculous group of new friends. But then again maybe it was for the best he knew the truth.
He was about to set off in a random direction, thinking he’d find civilisation eventually, when there was a rustle of leaves, a branch was pushed aside and Nick burst out onto the earthen path. “Whoa,” he gasped. “You are fast .”
“Please, leave me alone.” Somehow Nick’s betrayal hurt more than the others.
Charlie turned to go but Nick stepped sideways to block his path. “I’m really sorry, but I can’t do that.” His eyes were shining again, glinting dully in the dying light. Charlie let himself look upon his handsome face—and blanched at the plain devastation residing there. This boy wore his emotions not on his sleeve, but on every inch of his face.
It wasn’t fair. Nick was way too endearing to be too angry at.
Charlie let out a breath. “What you’re asking me to believe… it’s crazy.”
“I know. But all those things that you said keep happening—the fire, the door locking—you said yourself it didn’t make sense. You knew there was something strange going on. Well, there is… magic.”
Charlie searched that expressive face for any hint of a lie. And found none.
“My mum’s a witch,” Nick continued. “And my dad was, too. Our parents had a coven just like ours. Your dad—”
“My dad was not a witch,” said Charlie. “I would have known… I…”
“Not necessarily.” Nick reached out a hand, as if he wanted to touch Charlie’s shoulder, only to shove it inside his jacket pocket instead. “None of our parents told us anything. We had to find out for ourselves. Magic was covered up years ago. There was a big accident, something went wrong—we’re not sure exactly what—but people got hurt, killed. So witchcraft was abolished in Truham. Which is why we have to keep it a secret,” he added. “So, please, don’t tell anyone.”
“I won’t.” The words left Charlie’s mouth without a thought. All he knew was that he needed Nick to look at least a little less worried, a little less sad. Even if his words didn’t make sense.
Nick breathed a sigh of relief. “Good. Okay. That’s good.”
“I won’t tell anyone about your secret queer, druggy cult.”
Nick smiled. “We’re not on drugs, I promise. We’re not a cult, though I understand how it might come across that way. We are pretty queer, though, apart from Tao. They’re good people, Charlie. They’re my people, and I know my word might not mean much to you, but I’d choose them as my friends any day, even if we didn’t have magic. But it does help… to have them. I was so confused before, and scared—fuck, I still am confused and scared, but they help. They can help you, too.”
It didn’t help that half of what Nick said made perfect sense. A lot of it was everything Charlie had ever wanted. But not even Nick’s warm brown, puppy dog eyes could make him forget how the very world they lived in worked. “There’s no such thing as witches and magic. I don’t believe you. I can’t.”
“Then let me show you?”
“What?”
“It’ll only take a second and I promise it won’t be scary…” Nick began to scan the forest floor around them. “Or at least, I’ll try not to make it scary. Like we said, it’s hard to control.”
Charlie couldn’t help but giggle. Nick was so serious, so sincere.
Nick seemed to find what he was looking for, plucked something up from the ground, then turned back to Charlie, something clutched between his fingers. “If this doesn’t work,” he said. “Then I promise you can turn around and never speak to me or any of those idiots ever again.”
A strange swooshing sensation turned over in Charlie’s stomach and he felt faintly sick. Perhaps it was the thought of never speaking to Nick again, or maybe it was the anticipation of magic. What exactly was Nick going to do?
Nick opened his hand to reveal a single oak leaf. “Hold out your hand,” he said.
It was difficult not to laugh in his face. Charlie tried his best to stifle his giggles and did as he was told, palm facing up.
Nick placed the leaf carefully into Charlie’s palm. “Close your eyes.”
Charlie gave him an exasperated look, but Nick merely nodded in encouragement. Charlie sighed and, as sarcastically as he could manage, closed his eyes. Nick laughed, and a warm sensation fluttered in Charlie’s belly.
“Now, concentrate,” said Nick. “On how you’re connected to the ground, then how the leaf is connected to you, and how the air around us is connected to the leaf. Focus all your energy on that.”
It was like he could hear Nick’s voice not only in his ears, but straight through him. And despite the ridiculousness of the situation, for the first time in a while, Charlie wasn’t thinking about his dad or making friends or anything else at all.
He opened his eyes.
The leaf was still lying in his open palm. “Is something supposed to have happened?”
Nick frowned, eyebrows knitted. He took a breath, then cupped his hands around Charlie’s, around the leaf.
Charlie’s heart fluttered, then soared—everything seemed to come into brighter focus—the leaf, the trees, the sky, the ground, Nick Nelson, his eyes, his hair, his freckles…
“Do you feel that?”
His voice.
Yes, Charlie wanted to shout.
“That—that’s your energy connecting with mine.” Nick sounded breathless. “Though it doesn’t usually feel quite like that with the others…” He trailed off, distracted.
But Charlie was too busy noticing the colours of the world anew. Noticing every shade of golden honey that made up Nick’s eyes, every red and orange and brown of his hair. All the colours of the trees and the sky and the ground seemed to surround him, like a blanket of warmth, of safety, of comfort, of calm.
“Should I try again?” Charlie whispered.
Nick blinked, as if out of a similar daze, and nodded.
Charlie closed his eyes and tried to do as Nick had said—to focus on his connection to the earth beneath his feet, to the leaf in his hand, to the air around him, to Nick’s hands around his own. This time, though his eyes were closed, the colours remained.
At Nick’s sudden intake of breath, Charlie flung his eyes open.
Nick was still holding onto his hand, but the leaf had vanished. Charlie followed Nick’s upturned gaze and saw it—the leaf, floating in midair between them.
“Are you doing this?” Charlie gasped.
Nick smiled, but he was no longer looking at the leaf, but all around them. “We are.”
Charlie looked around.
Every fallen leaf for as far as he could see, was floating in mid-air, just like their leaf. Each drop of dew shone, bouncing rainbows of light all around them. Charlie’s breath caught. “Wow.”
Nick’s hands tightened a little around his and Charlie looked down again.
“This has never happened before,” said Nick, eyes wide. “Not like this. Not before you.”
Charlie didn’t know when or how it had happened but they were standing almost nose to nose. Their hands still clasped, the energy flickering between them was so intense it was a little overwhelming. But Charlie felt so light and… amazing —like something inside him had been missing and this was it. This.
Their lips were millimetres apart before Charlie remembered where he was and what he was doing. With a gasp, he drew back and dropped Nick’s hands. “I’m sorry.”
There was a rushing sound as all the leaves fell back to the forest floor at once.
Nick stepped away and shoved his hands back into his pockets. “No, I’m sorry—I—” He swallowed thickly, caught sight of the stunned look on Charlie’s face and turned to hurry back through the trees.
Stupid, Nick told himself as he strode towards the cottage. What had he been thinking? Had he just been about to kiss a boy he’d met literally three days ago? He liked Charlie, he really did. But did he really know him?
That was the question, wasn’t it? He felt like he did. There was something familiar about Charlie Spring, even if it had only been three days.
He found the others where he’d left them, sprawled out across the sofas in the cottage. Isaac had picked up his book again and Tao and Elle were whispering closely together. All of them looked up at Nick’s entrance.
“So?” said Isaac. “Did you find him?”
“Um… yeah, I did.”
“Thank god,” Tara sighed. “And you made sure he wouldn’t blab?”
“He won’t tell anyone.” He sank onto the sofa and ran a hand through his hair. “I think he’s almost there with believing us. We did some magic together and, um… it was fine, great even, until…”
“You did magic together?” Darcy exclaimed. “What did you do?”
“I only meant for him to float one leaf but then when I helped him, we accidentally floated all of them. It felt different with him. More intense. It’s true—with Charlie here everything is different. We have more power.”
“Which is why we need to perform the ritual,” said Tara. “The sooner the better—before Charlie tells his gran and anyone else who’ll listen.”
“He isn’t going to do that, I told you,” said Nick. “I trust him.”
“Well,” Darcy giggled. “You did make magic together.”
Nick felt his cheeks heat up and he rolled his eyes as the others laughed. He supposed there was no hiding the fact he had a massive crush. He could only wonder whether Tao had experienced the same intensity when his magic had connected with Charlie’s. For some reason, he kind of hoped not.
James got to his feet and swung his school bag over his shoulder. “I’ll head home, see if I can meet Charlie before he gets there. I can make sure he doesn’t tell his gran, at least.”
Several of the others nodded in assent and James left the cottage. Nick wanted to go after him and tell him to leave Charlie alone, but secrecy was key and well, James wasn’t known for being intimidating.
“We’re gonna head out, too,” said Tao as he and Elle got to their feet. “We have a date night planned.”
“What about Charlie?” Tara asked after them. “We need to find him before—”
Elle scoffed and rolled her eyes. “Oh, leave him be for now. I don’t see the rush to bind the coven. We have more power now—thanks, Charlie—so we should use it, right?”
“Why shouldn’t we have a little fun with it?” said Tao. He grasped Elle’s hand and the two of them practically skipped from the cottage in their excitement.
“Ugh!” Tara groaned, getting to her feet. “Come on, Darce, we should head into town. If Charlie didn’t go home, maybe we can catch him before he—”
Darcy exchanged an alarmed look with Nick, then hurried after their girlfriend to stop her in the doorway. “Look, babe, I know you’re worried. And we should absolutely bind the coven at some point but… maybe Tao and Elle have a point. Maybe we can have some fun with this new power? At least while we let Charlie process everything.” They gripped Tara’s hands and squeezed them gently. “You said it yourself, he’s had a lot going on.”
Tara chewed at her lip and studied Darcy’s face. She glanced at Nick, who nodded in agreement. “He just needs more time,” he said. “I really do trust him not to say anything.”
“Isaac?” said Tara. “What do you think?”
“We definitely need to bind the coven,” said Isaac. “It’s too dangerous not to. But we can’t and shouldn’t force Charlie to do anything he doesn’t want to do, including believing in magic.”
✨
By the time Charlie found his way out of the woods and into town, the sun had sunk lower in the sky and night was truly upon him. The walk had given him a long time to breathe and to think. Everything about Nick seemed trustworthy and good except… Magic couldn’t be real. It simply couldn’t.
Still, what had happened in that clearing between the two of them—if there was any proof magic was real then hadn’t that been it? Charlie gave his head a little shake. No. He was just being sappy. God, he really was annoyingly gone for this delusional boy. This delusional, cute boy.
Rochester town centre was bustling. It was Friday night, he remembered. The windows of Nellie’s Tea Room glowed dimly, only a single light on inside. He could just make out Sarah as she moved around the tables with a mop. He longed to go and talk to her. He knew his grandmother wouldn’t be home for hours still. There was no reason to hurry home, he thought… and maybe Sarah could answer some of his questions, maybe she could help things make a little more sense.
Charlie crossed the road and was pushing the tea room door open before he had made up his mind. The bell overhead tinkled and Sarah looked up.
“Charlie,” she said with a smile. “Are you alright? We’re closed now, but I can make you something if you like.”
“I need to talk to you. If that’s okay.”
“Of course, dear. Why don’t we sit?” Sarah took two chairs from where they had been stacked on top of the nearest table and sat down. Charlie perched on the edge of the chair opposite and worried at his sleeves. “Are you sure I can’t get you anything? You look a little pale and wobbly.”
“No, thanks. I just wanted… I thought you might… I needed…”
Her brown eyes softened. “It’s alright, sweetheart. Take your time.”
Charlie squeezed his eyes shut, then looked down at his hands folded in his coat sleeves. “Why did my dad really leave here? You said everyone liked him. He had people, loads of people it seems, around him to be there for him after my mum died so… what happened?”
Sarah sighed. “Your mother…”
“Tell me about her.”
“Well, she and I never really got along, truth be told.” Charlie frowned. He couldn’t imagine anyone not getting along with Sarah. “But Julio loved her, despite her flaws.”
“What was she like? I never… he never spoke about her, not really.”
Sarah grimaced. “You don’t want to hurt more than you already do.”
“What?” Charlie stared at her. “What do you mean?”
“Your mother,” said Sarah. “She was… a complicated woman.”
The bell over the front door tinkled and Sarah looked up. Her face fell. Charlie looked around to see Tara’s mother Pauline had entered, wrapped in an elegant black coat.
“Hello, Sarah,” she said.
“I was just closing up, actually, Pauline.” Sarah got to her feet, her hands clenched around the edge of the table.
Pauline stepped further inside. “Is she bothering you, Charlie?”
“We were just talking,” said Sarah.
Tara’s mum raised her eyebrows. “Why don’t we call it a night?”
“Um…” Charlie looked between the two women and shivered. “We really were just talking. I’m sorry if—”
“What’s going on?” The bell rang out once again, cutting through the tension, and Nick stepped inside. He looked from Pauline to his mother to Charlie. He let out a breath. “Mum?”
Sarah let go of the table. “It’s nothing, baby, don’t worry about me. Why don’t you head home? I’m almost done here, anyway.”
“Oh, okay—Charlie, wait!”
But Charlie was already at the door and yanking it open. He disappeared out into the gathering darkness.
✨
As her son drove home, Sarah restacked the chairs onto the table and put away the mop. When she came back out onto the cafe floor, Pauline was still standing there, apparently studying the menu above the counter, though her eyes were unmoving. Sarah went to the windows and began to pull down the blinds.
“We have a problem,” said Pauline at last. “You’re too nice, Sarah, too kind, too chatty. I can’t have that.”
Sarah secured the final blind, plunging the room into darkness. “What do you want, Pauline?”
“I wonder,” said Pauline slowly. “What would happen if you slipped and fell into the river.”
Sarah stared.
“You’d drown. No one would find your body for days. And do you know what drowning is like? That feeling of not being able to breathe?”
Sarah opened her mouth to ask the other woman what the hell she was talking about—and choked. Something had appeared in her throat.
“Gasping for air…”
Sarah tried to take a breath and found she couldn’t. The thing in her throat grew larger and her head spun. Gasping, she slipped sideways onto the wooden floorboards. Coolness spread beneath her cheek, towards her ear. Water, she realised. Water was spilling from her mouth. And she couldn’t breathe.
“Panicking as your lungs fill with water…”
Sarah rolled onto her front, coughing and choking as salty water continued to spill onto the floor beneath her. Her head spun once again and then she was face down, unable to move, unable to do anything as the oxygen was cut off from her brain.
“It’s a horrible death,” said Pauline. Her heeled boot splashed dully as she stepped closer, gazing casually down at Sarah’s limp form. “This is my one and only warning.”
The lump in Sarah’s throat disappeared then and the rest of the water gushed forth. She came back to herself with a gasp, her lungs suddenly clear. Air flooded in and she breathed.
✨
Tara had been genuine when she’d assured Darcy she would give Charlie time. This morning she had been willing to wait, at least for a little while, but then the moment Elle had blurted out the truth to Charlie, a fear had seized Tara. One she hadn’t been expecting. It was familiar, in a way. Not unlike the fear of being outed before one was ready.
Personally, Tara had only ever told one person about magic—Darcy. When she had stumbled upon her grimoire and needed help figuring out what it meant, Darcy had been there. Then, in Year 11 when Elle had joined Higgs and the three of them became friends, it became clear quite quickly they were not the only witches in Truham.
Tara had been there when they had told Elle, they had agreed to do it together—but Darcy had done the telling. Elle had then found Tao and told him, who in turn told Isaac and Isaac found James. There had been only six of them for a while until their Year 11 trip to Paris when, while sharing a room with Tao, Isaac and James, Nick Nelson came out as bisexual (on purpose) and came out as a witch (by accident when he’d thrown Ben Hope into the Seine).
Now here they were more than a year later and things had changed. They understood more—not a lot, but more—and now, Tara supposed as she strolled along the Esplanade hand-in-hand with Darcy, they had a lot more to lose if Charlie refused to believe them. It wasn’t fair, but it was the truth.
Still, with Darcy chattering beside her, the lights of the town reflecting on the surface of the water, the cool early autumn air brushing their cheeks, things felt better. And when Tara noticed the lonely figure standing by the riverbank, looking out over the water, his dark curls lifting in the breeze, she stopped walking before she could think not to.
Darcy stopped too, cut off mid-ramble. They saw Charlie and sighed. “Don’t.”
“Let me try again?”
“If Nick couldn’t convince him with his overall golden retriever-ness, then I don’t see what else we can do.”
“I’m sorry.” Tara dropped Darcy’s hand and stepped off the path. She crossed the grass to the riverbank wall, below which sat the darkened pier.
“No,” said Charlie the moment he saw her. “I can’t deal with any more of this right now.”
“Look, I know you’re scared. I know it’s a lot, what we’re asking of you and I hate pressuring you, I really do, but… it’s important we bind the coven and for that we need you.”
Charlie leaned away from the wall and looked up at the dark sky. The stars winked from above. The lanterns on their string along the riverside danced in the breeze. “If… if for a second we pretended I believed in magic,” he said. “Why would I want anything to do with it? Nick said something bad happened ages ago and magic was abolished. Sounds dangerous to me.”
“There was an accident,” said Tara. “Sixteen years ago.”
“Nick said people were killed.”
“People, yes,” said Tara. “Our parents. They were all members of the last Truham coven.”
The lights reflected in Charlie’s blue eyes and he looked so uncertain, so lost. Tara’s heart squeezed for him. “My mum’s accident,” he said, voice thick. “Was that…?”
“Yes, Charlie.” Tara swallowed against the lump in her throat. “We don’t know exactly what happened. It might have been an accident. But maybe it wasn’t. Either way, magic doesn’t have to be scary or bad—we just have to be able to control it. Until then… well, it is dangerous.”
“This was what my dad was running from,” said Charlie. “This. He didn’t want this for me. If he did, he would have told me.” It wasn’t only the lights shining in Charlie’s eyes now, because tears had gathered in them too. “Why didn’t he tell me?”
“I don’t know, Charlie.”
The sky burst apart. An enormous crack of thunder shook the clouds. Tara flung the hood of her coat up but it was too late, she was already soaked. Charlie, who had been trying to discreetly wipe away his tears, might not have bothered.
Tara looked around and realised Darcy was no longer watching them from the pavement. “Darcy?!”
They had moved closer to the pier, several metres from where Tara and Charlie were standing. Their face was tilted skyward and they were grinning, their eyes alight with excitement—with magic.
“Please,” Darcy cried into the downpour. “Sky! Rain down on me!” With a laugh of delight, they lifted their arms above their head. “More!”
Lightning forked the sky. People around them hurried for the nearest shelter. A lamp post across the road sizzled, sparked and went out.
“Darcy!” Tara yelled, darting towards them. “What are you doing?!”
“It’s so beautiful!”
She made it to Darcy’s side and reached for their hands. They let Tara guide them back down, then replaced them around her shoulders. “Kiss me in the rain!”
Darcy leaned in to kiss her but Tara pulled back. “You can’t just make it rain because you want to.”
“Yes, I can. We can do anything we want.”
“No, Darce, you’ve got to stop it.”
More lightning zapped, closer this time. A second bolt struck the top of the lamppost right beside them. Tara felt the jolt through the pavement a second before she flung her hands out to catch herself. Her palms scraped the soaked pavement. When she looked up again, every single lamp post in sight exploded in a shower of sparks.
“Are you okay?!” Darcy yelled. They ran to her and reached to help her up.
Tara took their hands and got unsteadily to her feet. “You have to stop this before people get hurt!”
“Okay,” Darcy gasped, their blue eyes wide with panic. “Okay, I will.” Still gripping Tara’s hands, Darcy turned back to the sky. “Stop!”
The rain battered their faces, thunder crackled.
“Stop this storm!” Darcy cried. “Please!” Their voice shook and broke. “Please, stop! Why isn’t it working?”
“Make it stop.”
Tara and Darcy whirled around. Tara had almost forgotten he was there with them, but there he was, Charlie, striding towards them, his curls flattened, plastered to his forehead, his gaze fixed determinedly, coldly , on the raging storm above them.
“Make it stop.”
Lightning zapped and Charlie’s pale face flashed in the darkness. He took a breath, utterly still, and closed his eyes.
“Make. It. Stop.”
Silence.
Immediate and complete.
Tara blinked.
The sky was clear, the stars once again visible.
Darcy clung to her, both of them soaked to the skin as they stared in awe at Charlie.
“You did it,” Darcy gasped. “You stopped it.”
He swept his soggy hair away from his eyes. He still couldn’t seem to look at either of them directly. “This?” he said. “I don’t want any part of this.”
And he turned and walked away down the road, leaving Tara and Darcy staring after him.
✨
“What happened to you?” Kathleen appeared from the kitchen as Charlie shut the front door behind him. He dropped his school bag onto the floor and peeled his sodden coat away from his blazer. “You’re drenched.”
“Did you see the storm?” He managed a short, forced laugh. “It came out of nowhere.”
She took his coat from him and shook it out. “Is everything alright?”
“Yeah. I just want to get out of these clothes. Goodnight.”
He didn’t miss the concern in her eyes as he turned and headed up the stairs.
It wasn’t until he had shucked off the rest of his clothes and climbed into the shower that he let himself think about all that had happened that evening. When he had watched the world turn from still to the most intense thunderstorm he’d ever seen in his life in a second flat, well, he knew he had been right. If magic was real, then it was dangerous.
The moment Tara had been thrown to the ground, something had clicked inside his head. He’d barely been conscious as he strode to his friends’ sides, looked up at the sky and told it to stop. All the while, Nick’s voice had echoed in his head and he had focused on his connection to the earth and the water and the air, and it had worked.
Despite the hot water cascading down his back, Charlie shivered.
He washed his hair, dried and dressed into some soft pyjamas. In his bedroom, he bundled a blanket around himself for good measure and was just settling down with a book, hoping to distract himself so he could sleep, when Kathleen knocked on the door. She poked her head in.
“There’s a boy downstairs asking to see you.”
“Nick?”
Kathleen nodded. “It’s very late so he can’t stay long.” She gave him a knowing look. “And I’ll be just upstairs.”
Charlie couldn’t help it. His heart flipped over and over in his chest. He discarded his book and hurried past his smirking grandmother, down the hall and down the stairs.
Nick was standing by the front door, wrapped in his thick blue coat and smiling softly at him. Charlie paused on the bottom step of the stairs. Nick’s cheeks were pink, from the cold surely. Charlie readjusted his blanket and realised what a mess he probably looked, his damp hair only just springing back into curls, feet bare and pyjamas on.
“Hi,” said Charlie.
“Hi,” said Nick.
“What are you doing here? It’s almost midnight.”
Nick blinked, undoubtedly having been distracted by Charlie’s sorry appearance. Then his face fell in concern. “Tara told me what happened.”
“Are she and Darcy alright? That whole thing was kind of… intense.”
“They’re okay. Shaken but… Darcy’s always been a bit reckless, but they never mean any harm. It’s just our power, it’s—”
“If you’re going to try to convince me to join your coven again, I—”
“No. No, I promise, that’s not why I’m here. I wanted to apologise, actually.”
Charlie frowned. “What for?”
“For… earlier.” Nick ran a hand through his hair. “I’m sorry about… what happened.”
“Which part?”
Nick started, caught the smirk on Charlie’s face, then turned even redder. He took a breath. “In the woods.”
“Yeah,” said Charlie. Their eyes met. “Me too.”
“It should never have happened,” said Nick. “I don’t know how it happened.”
“We’ve known each other three days, Nick. I—I like you, a lot, so far… But I can’t—it’s—it’s too soon for anything more… Sorry…”
Nick shook his head. “You have nothing to be sorry for.” He grinned. “I like you a lot so far, too.”
His eyes were so warm, his voice was so gentle and soft—as soft as his golden-red hair in the hazy light of the hallway. The smattering of freckles across his nose, the gentle curve of his lips as he smiled, the strands of hair which had fallen over his eyes…
“Friends?” Charlie heard himself say.
Nick’s smile faltered for only a second before he nodded. “Friends.”
“Okay. Good.”
“Good,” said Nick. He ducked his head and kicked at the doormat. “Well, I should go. Your gran didn’t seem impressed with such a late visit.”
“She is a very hardworking healthcare professional, Nick, sleep is very precious to her.”
Nick turned to the door and pulled it open. He hesitated. “You are one of us, Charlie,” he said. “I can’t tell you what to do or what to think, but just know you’re not alone.”
The front door snapped shut behind him and Charlie stood there on the stairs, blanket loose around his shoulders, wondering if three days had ever felt like a lifetime before now.
✨
Having put Kathleen Spring’s little ambush out of his head, Richard Argent arrived home that evening in slightly higher spirits. He’d buried himself in the paperwork he’d been putting off for weeks and had a very boring, but very normal afternoon when all was said and done.
He strode up the road to his front door and was about to unlock it when it suddenly flung open by itself. The heeled footsteps behind him made him sigh. He turned, knowing who it would be before he even saw Pauline Jones approach. “You and your tricks.”
“They come in pretty handy,” said Pauline.
“Did you speak to Sarah?”
“We spoke.”
“Good,” said Richard. “We did the right thing, bringing him here. He’s got the gift.”
Pauline sighed. “He is his father’s son.”
“Hmm… unfortunately, he’s also his mother’s son.” Richard slipped his key into the lock. “Are you sure you can get Charlie to do what we need?”
“I don’t have to get him to do anything,” said Pauline, her expression neutral as ever. “The coven will take care of that without them even knowing it.”
✨
The stars, once again, twinkled overhead. He’d gotten used to them now, had accepted they wouldn’t hurt him. The tiny balls of burning light would not fall down upon him while he slept. Instead, he was content to watch them soar patterns across his ceiling until they blurred and his eyes grew heavy.
Tonight, however, Nick Nelson had agreed to be his friend. And he had agreed to be his.
Charlie groaned and turned away from the stars. Who was he kidding? How many times had he had a crush on a boy and had to keep him at arm’s length? Now, when he knew Nick had the capacity to like him back, why had the universe decided to surround them both with so many strange and confusing and scary things that had nothing to do with sexuality or gender or social expectations?
A flash of light caught his eye and he rolled back over to look once again at his private constellations. A shooting star shot across the room and Charlie gasped out loud. “Whoa!”
He wished Nick could have seen that. He wished Nick was there. In his room. In his bed. Just lying beside him, looking up at the stars and holding him…
Something clicked. Like wood on wood.
Charlie sat up slowly and looked around, peering through the dark. It took him a moment to notice exactly what had changed, but then he saw it. On the left side of the mantelpiece, a decorative tile had moved outwards, as if it had come away a little from the painted wooden surroundings.
Charlie switched on his bedside lamp, got out of bed and went to the tile. Carefully, he used both hands to remove it completely. It came away easily, sliding free, revealing a deep niche behind it. The leather-bound book inside seemed familiar. He took it out and he realised it was exactly like the one Tara had shown him at the cottage earlier. Not exactly the same. But it looked handmade and old.
He unwrapped the thin leather strap and the book fell open in his hands. He sank onto the edge of his bed, stunned.
The pages were more parchment than paper, yellowing and aged, not entirely uniform, the binding wonky in places. And each page was covered in dark inked scribbles; some hard to make out due to age, others clear as if they’d been penned yesterday—all of it, well, witchy. Spells, enchantments, illustrations of rituals, ingredients, hand movements. Passages of Latin, Greek, English and many languages Charlie did not recognise at all.
Heart beating hard, Charlie turned to the very back page and found, tucked neatly inside the cover, a modern white envelope. He took it out and set the book to one side. His mouth went dry and his hands shook as he read the handwritten name across the front.
Charlie
Before he could overthink it, he flipped over the envelope and ripped it open as neatly as he could. The handwriting was neat and familiar. He recognised it from every birthday card, every note stuck to the fridge, every absence note for school.
My dearest Charlie,
You finding this means I’m gone, and for that I am so sorry. I didn’t want you to have this life, but destiny is not easy to run from. I hoped that keeping this secret would keep you safe, but all I’ve done is left you unprotected.
I know how alone you must feel, but be careful who you trust. Even those who call themselves friends.
You have incredible power and strength inside you, but people will come for it.
They will come for you…
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Chapter 3: take my hand
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Chapter 3 Word Count: 9506
Content Warnings: grief, mention of cults, alcohol
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chapter three: take my hand
The sun was beginning to rise when Charlie finally fell asleep. He had spent hours reading his dad’s letter by the light of his bedside lamp. He would look up only to pick up the book instead and flip through its thick pages. He would read just enough to freak himself out, then chuck it away from him again before returning to the letter. Only then he would forget his fear, forget not to be curious, and repeat the action over and over until his eyes were heavy and the pages slipped from his grasp.
The next day was Saturday, but he didn’t leave the house at all. He kept to his room and tried to do some coursework, read exactly two and a half pages of a novel, watched approximately fifty mindless YouTube videos—did anything he could think of that would prevent him from picking up that book or thumbing over that letter yet again.
By the evening time, he had stopped even really reading his dad’s words. Now, he sat in his bed, merely tracing each hand-written letter with his fingertips, imagining his dad sitting down at the desk in the corner, writing them for him.
On Sunday morning, Charlie forced himself to go downstairs and eat breakfast with his grandmother. It was rare she was home at that time of the day and he did feel a bit bad about not utilising his time with her. They sat comfortably together at the kitchen table, spreading jam and crunching toast.
His phone made its first noise of the weekend as he was cleaning the plates. Charlie wiped his hands on a tea towel and fished his phone from his jeans.
NICK (9:24): Morning! How was your Saturday?
Charlie’s heart flipped over. He glanced around. Had Kathleen clocked his undoubtedly lovestruck expression?
That was how it began.
It didn’t take long for Nick to convince Charlie to meet him at the park. The promise of dog cuddles wasn’t needed to seal the deal but Charlie would take those, too. Kathleen seemed thrilled when he asked her if he could go and meet a friend and she waved him off with a package of sandwiches to share. He had rolled his eyes and scoffed, but was secretly pleased.
It turned out that Nick only lived about a ten minute walk away from Britannia Road, and a neighbourhood park sat somewhere between the two. Nick greeted him with only slightly less enthusiasm than Nellie—and with a lot less slobbery kisses (unfortunately). After a quick game of fetch with a frisbee, the three of them set off on a walk along the river. They stopped at a bench to eat the sandwiches—which turned out to be cheese and pickle which Charlie hated but Nick loved.
The strangest thing about the whole day was the fact that Nick just seemed happy in Charlie’s company. And the second strangest thing was that Charlie had not once thought about the book or his father’s letter all day.
He had remembered magic existed once or twice, however—when their hands touched or when Nick looked at him for more than a few seconds, when he patted his shoulder, when he brushed bread crumbs off his cheek… In those moments there was no doubt in Charlie’s mind that magic existed. This made sense. This felt good.
But once again that night, Charlie found himself wrapped up in bed, lamp on, his family’s grimoire open on his lap. For that’s what the book was, he knew, as much as he hadn’t wanted to admit it. The Spring family grimoire.
Towards the front of the volume, he found a page titled The Binding Ceremony.
He studied the inky black illustrations of eight crude stick figures drawn around a simplistic bonfire. There was little written about the ceremony, and none of it in English. Perhaps Tara’s grimoire had more details.
Nonetheless, his dreams that night were full of fire.
That hadn’t happened since the first week after his dad’s death. He never actually saw the fire which had consumed his home, only the remains—and they had been bad enough.
He woke early the next morning, his cheek pressed against the pages of the grimoire. Half asleep, he frowned down at the page he had been resting on. This one included a drawing of a candle. It was more of a scribble, really, in the corner as if someone had added it as an afterthought. Beside it were the words: Give me light.
Charlie looked up at the fireplace opposite his bed, at the candle sitting on the mantel. “Give me light,” he whispered.
Nothing happened.
He gave his head a little shake. This was so stupid.
With a sigh, he tried for some more conviction. “Give me light.”
The wick stayed waxy and white. Charlie closed his eyes and focused: “Give me light.”
Light poured into the room. Charlie flung open his eyes.
But the candle was still dull and unused. The light was too strong for that, anyway. Charlie looked around and saw his curtains had opened. The light bathing his room was in fact that of the rising sun.
A laugh escaped his throat. His breath caught.
Had he done that?
Not the sun, he told himself as he got up and ready for the day. The curtains maybe, but he hadn’t made the sun rise and shine, of course he hadn’t. He wasn’t Darcy, who could apparently call upon the elements at will. He wasn’t even sure he wanted to be able to do that. What would be the point?
Uniform on, he tucked the grimoire and the letter safely back into their compartment in the fireplace. He was just double checking his school bag was packed when he saw movement through the window. James appeared in his window across the way. His hair was in wild disarray and, this time, he was the shirtless one. Charlie watched him push open his, then waved. “Morning.”
James jumped. His cheeks flushed bright red as a look of pure terror shot across his face.
Immediately, Charlie cursed his own actions. He could definitely empathise with how disconcerting it was to realise you had been observed without your knowledge. “Curtains!” he cried. “Close! Now!”
James’ window shut with a slam and shattered.
Charlie could only stand there and stare at the mess he had made. He grabbed his curtains and yanked them closed. He threw the rest of his books into his bag, slung it over his shoulder and hurried from his bedroom.
Downstairs in the hall, he flung his coat on and was halfway out the door when Kathleen appeared from the kitchen.
“Don’t you want some breakfast?”
“N-no, thanks,” Charlie managed. “I’m going to be late.”
“Is everything okay?”
“Yeah. Yep. I’m fine. Just… frazzled.”
Kathleen frowned and sighed. “Charlie, I know this hasn’t been easy, losing your father, moving away from home, but I am here for you if you want to talk about anything.”
Charlie chewed at his lip. His grandmother’s face was lined with kindness and wisdom and he owed her a lot. “I really am going to be late,” he heard himself say. “Sorry.”
And he hurried out the door.
✨
“For fuck’s sake,” Ben snapped. “Do you think he saw me?”
James ran a hand through the mess that was his hair and considered whether he’d be able to clean up the glass before his aunt and uncle woke up. It wasn’t the first time something like this had happened around Ben, but luckily most of the time Ben only cared about himself. If he suspected that odd things often happened around James, he didn’t care.
That was Ben’s thing. Not caring. Unless it directly affected him.
James drew the curtains and turned to find Ben reaching for him from the tangle of his bedsheets. “We can go again,” said Ben, kissing along James’ hip. “We have time.”
“We don’t.” James pulled away. “You need to get out of here before my aunt and uncle wake up.”
“Ugh!” Ben flopped back over dramatically.
“You’re the one who doesn’t want anyone to know you spend half your nights in my bed.”
It had been three months and somehow James had fallen into this monotony with Ben. To start with it had been fun, spending the final days of Year 12 living for those secluded moments when they could kiss and explore each other. At first it had been a revelation, that Ben Hope of all people might be into him.
Every day James inched closer to ending things. And every day he told himself this would be the last time.
But Ben was nothing if not clingy.
By the time James had showered and changed, Ben had gone from his room, as if he had never been there at all. James sighed and scrutinised the window again. He closed his eyes and focused on the shards of glass scattered across his carpet. A moment later, he opened them again and the glass was back in the frame. A few cracks remained and it wasn’t exactly straight, but it was better than nothing.
As he ate some breakfast, he decided he wasn’t mad at Charlie. How could anyone be mad at him? The new boy had a certain air about him that just made you like him, respect him and want to look after him. Nick hadn’t been exaggerating when he said James got a crush on every boy he met. The thing was, usually they were straight. Or aro/ace.
Isaac greeted him cheerfully from the front desk of the school library. He was always the first one there, even on Monday mornings.
“So,” said James, as they set off to empty the returns trolley. “Did things work out with Charlie and you lot?”
“Us lot? You’re a part of this, too, James.”
“Hmph.” Sometimes it didn’t feel like it. Not to the same extent as the others. He had his own friends, his own life—one which didn’t revolve around magic or his coven. He and Isaac were friends, but he wouldn’t say they were best friends or anything. They mostly talked about books and complained about the noisy Year 7s who hogged the library computers. “Is he going to bind the coven with us, then?”
Isaac sighed. “Things were delicate enough before Darcy went and scared the shit out of him with that storm. But eventually, he’s going to have to.”
✨
Nick woke to the sound of all six of his rugby trophies falling back onto their shelves with a clatter. One toppled off and jolted him awake.
Instead of picking it up, he lay back down and stared at the ceiling, remembering yesterday in all its hazy fondness. Every time he saw Charlie, he was so scared he would find a reason to drop him as a friend, that he would remember how creepy and weird the whole witch coven thing was and run away screaming. But, Nick reminded himself, he hadn’t. They had spent almost the entire day together.
It had kind of felt like a date.
He let out a sigh. There was no way he was going to get back to sleep now. He turned off his alarm, picked up the fallen trophy and sloped into the bathroom for a cold, cold shower.
When Nellie was fed and walked, he set off for the tea room. He had been perfecting a new raspberry cheesecake recipe and was eager to see how it had set. He was just peering into the large fridge in the cafe’s kitchen when his mum appeared from the back door.
“Nicky,” she said. “What are you doing here? You know how I feel about you working before school.”
“I just wanted to check…” He pulled the tin out and removed the foil cover.
“Oh, baby, that does look fantastic. Why don’t you wrap some up and take it into school?” Sarah raised her eyebrows suggestively. “Into form?”
“But it would get all smushed.” Nick searched around for a cake stand and carefully slid his creation onto it. “What do you take me for? I can’t bring Charlie smushed cheesecake.”
Sarah laughed. “I’m sure he’d be nothing but thrilled.”
“Hmm… Mr Farouk would probably have something to say about it. Are you trying to get me in trouble, mum?”
“Well then, surely your old mum gets the first slice?”
“Fine.”
They grabbed a couple of forks, then settled down at the table in the corner to sample a generous slice each.”
“This really is incredible, Nicky,” said Sarah, licking her fork. “And just the thing too, with the market coming up on Saturday.”
Rochester had a pretty extensive street market once a month, and each month the tea room was swamped with customers. This was a good thing, of course, but at the same time, utterly exhausting.
“So,” said Nick. “What’s going on between you and Tara’s mum?”
“What do you mean?”
“Things seemed kind of intense in here on Friday night. When Charlie was here.”
Sarah set her fork down and mopped at her mouth with a napkin. “Pauline and I have never really gotten on. It’s been the same way since we were teenagers. Nothing to worry about.”
Nick frowned. He had always thought of Tara’s mum as very similar to his own; kind, firm when she needed to be, and with a good sense of humour. Maybe that was the problem—they were too similar.
“Goodness, baby, you’re going to be late,” said Sarah, glancing at her watch. “You don’t want to miss your favourite time of the day.”
“What?”
“Come on, chop chop, your Charlie will be waiting for you.”
“He isn’t mine .” Nick slung his school bag onto his shoulder and hoped his mum couldn’t see his blushy cheeks.
“Not yet.”
“Mum!”
✨
Despite being in charge of an entire school, Richard was not a morning person. A slice of toast in his mouth, he piled his things into his bag with one hand while the other stirred his coffee. He had dropped far too much milk in it, ruining his morning and his life.
“Elle!” he yelled through his mouthful of toast and marmalade. “We’re late!”
His daughter entered, arms crossed, uniformed and bag packed. “I’ve been waiting at the door for like five minutes. You’re late.”
Sometimes Richard missed the days when Elle would laugh at his jokes. Now he was lucky if he got an affectionate eye roll. He munched down the rest of his toast and tried to down his milky coffee. “Isn’t that skirt a little short?”
There it was, that eye roll. She pulled her skirt down a little. “So stupid,” she grumbled. “If they didn’t want people to roll their skirts up then they should make better skirts that hang nicely.”
“Hmph,” said Richard, abandoning his coffee. He would just make another when he got to work. “Well, I am the head teacher and you are my daughter so we need to set a good example.”
“That’s not my fault,” said Elle. “I don’t even go to your school anymore. And besides, no one at Truham knows you’re secretly a slob—they’re literally the only people who see you all buttoned up.”
“I’m the boss. I need to be buttoned. Oh, wait a second, Ellie, I forgot I need to get the thingy from the thingy…”
“The thingy… right…” Elle shook her head as her dad disappeared into his office. “I’ll just wait in the car then!”
She opened the front door and was shocked to find a man standing on the step outside. “Grandpa!” Her jump of fright turned into a leap of excitement and she threw her arms around him.
He squeezed her back, chuckling. “How are you doing, sweet pea?”
“What are you doing here?”
“It’s lonely by the lake all by myself.”
Richard appeared at the end of the hall, and froze at the sight of the man stepping inside.
“Richard,” said Elle’s grandpa with a nod.
Her dad recovered quickly and nodded right back. “Hassan.”
“How long are you staying?” Elle asked.
“Not sure yet. I have some business to take care of here in town.”
“You’re retired,” said Richard.
“And? I wanted to see my granddaughter—and son-in-law.”
Elle observed the two men taking up space in the small hallway. The two of them had never gotten along. When she’d been little she’d found it kind of silly, funny even, how her two favourites could be so full of contempt for each other but never come to blows or shout. Now she was older, she did wonder what had happened for it to be this way.
“Well, I’m happy to see you,” she said. She gave her grandpa one last hug, then set out for the car.
As soon as the door clicked shut behind her, Richard dropped his act at once. “Is everything okay?”
“If it’s not,” said Hassan, suddenly serious. “I’ll let you know.”
“Well, you’re welcome to stay as long as you like.”
“That’s gracious of you—considering this is my house.”
And then Richard couldn’t get out of the house quick enough. The second he reached his office at Truham, he picked up his phone and called Pauline. “Why is Hassan here?”
Pauline tsked loudly and he could practically see her shaking her head in exasperation. “I don’t know. He’s your father-in-law, not mine.”
“Could he be onto us?”
“I doubt it. We were very careful, we covered our tracks.”
“I don’t like it,” said Richard. “I don’t trust him at all.”
“You just don’t like him.”
“Because he doesn’t like me.” Richard leaned back in his chair and sighed. “He blames me for Mariam’s death, I know he does.”
“We all have to find someone to blame.”
“Just… keep your eyes open. Please?”
“Fine. Bye, Richard.”
✨
What with Nick’s morning chatter consisting only of memories of yesterday and the cheesecake he had successfully made and sampled, Charlie almost forgot about his destruction of James’ window.
Almost.
Twenty minutes later, the bell rang for the end of form and they had to part ways. Things felt so much better, so much less scary when Nick was by his side. Charlie watched him walk away down the corridor until he disappeared with a cheerful wave and Charlie had to head to the common room. He had free periods this morning and he was determined to get some work done.
By break time, he’d written half an essay and so rewarded himself with a walk to the vending machines on the other side of the room. He stood by, counting his change as the girl before him bent down to grab her drink from the tray. She turned to go, but saw Charlie, stopped and smiled.
“Hi,” she said. Her eyes were very large and very blue. “You’re the new boy, right?”
“Oh, um, yeah. I’m Charlie.”
“Imogen.”
“Hi.”
As he fed his coins into the machine, Imogen chatted his ear off about everything he could possibly need to know about Truham, its students and its teachers. “And if you need anything at all, like, help finding classrooms or which toilets to avoid, then you can rely on me.”
“Thanks.”
Charlie flitted back to his desk and Imogen followed him, chattering all the while. “I’ve seen you talking to Nick, haven’t I?”
“Oh, yeah.”
“Are you friends?”
“Yeah, well, we’re in the same form so…”
“Oh my God, you have a crush on him!”
“What? No, I don’t!”
“You so do!” She clutched at his arm in excitement, then dropped her voice. “Don’t worry. I completely understand. I had a crush on him forever before I finally got the courage to ask him out.”
Charlie stared. “You and he… dated?”
“Yeah. For like two months in Year 11, but please, please don’t worry about me—turns out we’re better as friends.”
Charlie let out a breath. “Even if I do have a crush—a big one—it doesn’t mean he likes me back. He probably doesn’t. I shouldn’t get my hopes up just because, for once, someone I have a crush on actually has the capacity to like me back, you know?”
“I dunno,” said Imogen. “You do seem like his type—dark hair, light eyes, kind of nerdy…”
“Hey!”
“I’m just saying, don’t give up hope. I’m rooting for you. You seem lovely and Nick deserves someone lovely.”
“Thanks.”
It took quite a while for Imogen to get her own coursework out and start working alongside him, but the chatter didn’t fizzle out completely. It was nice, her company was nice. She was good background noise, since she only seemed to require him to answer with short, quick bursts of “really?,” “mmhm” and “yeah.”
“So,” said Imogen, half an hour later. “Are you doing anything on Saturday?”
“Nope. Not unless you count coursework as something.”
“I was wondering… well, there’s a market in town this weekend and Mr Argent put me in charge of the school tombola. The performing arts department needs more funding and none of the smelly boys in this school wanted to give up their Saturday. I could really use some help.”
“Am I not a smelly boy?”
“Are you willing to part with your Saturday?”
Charlie considered this.
“Come on!” Imogen batted her eyelashes. “Please? It’ll be so boring on my own.”
“I suppose I can help. I really have nothing else going on.”
“Yay!” she cheered. “You’re not so smelly, after all!”
After all, it wasn’t like she was asking him to join some weird witchy cult. Imogen seemed very normal—chatty and overly cheerful—but normal. And that was just what he wanted his weekend to be.
On his way to third period, Charlie’s second offer of being social came in the form of Tao and Isaac cornering him by the lockers like two peas in a pod.
“Are you free after school?” asked Tao by way of greeting.
Isaac rolled his eyes as if to say sorry about him. “What Tao means is, we’re having a film night at his tonight. Would you like to come?”
Charlie raised his eyebrows. “Is this another ploy to get me to join your cult?”
“Well…”
Isaac nudged Tao in the ribs before he could continue. “No,” he said. “We just thought you might be interested.”
“Please come,” said Tao. “I have a whole list of films I need to force you to watch. And we’ll probably just order pizza and it’ll be really chill and normal. No magic talk at all if you don’t want that.”
“And,” said Isaac, when Charlie still looked unsure. “Nick’ll be there.”
So… naturally, Charlie agreed to meet Tao, Isaac and the others at the end of the day so they could walk across town to Tao’s house together.
Charlie really wanted to forget that day in the cottage, when his perception of these people changed. He half wished he could just bully his brain into believing them—because the enthusiasm with which each of them greeted him when he arrived… well, maybe he could accept a lot of things that didn’t make sense, that went against the laws of physics and logic, if he could accept these six people all wanted to be his friend.
Tao and Elle led the way, arms linked, followed by Tara and Darcy who walked hand-in-hand, Darcy chattering away about a game they had made up that lunch time involving the science corridor and an empty water bottle, Tara smiling and laughing, heart eyes aglow. Charlie stayed at the back, behind Nick and Isaac, who walked along quietly together. Isaac’s hands were empty of a book for a change.
“What happened to James?” Charlie asked.
Nick and Isaac turned around, as if only just remembering he was there. Nick reached out an arm and ushered Charlie to walk between him and Isaac. He gave his shoulder an awkward pat and Charlie couldn’t help but giggle.
“James has his own friends,” said Isaac. “I did invite him, but he wasn’t interested.”
“Why?” Nick’s forehead crinkled. “Why did you ask?”
“Um, well…” Charlie shrugged. “I just saw he wasn’t here and he’s a part of your coven, isn’t he? I just assumed he would be here too.”
Nick looked at Isaac, his eyes wide with… panic? Charlie looked between the two of them in confusion.
Isaac sighed, rolled his eyes, then asked very slowly and plainly, “Did you want James to be here, Charlie?”
“What?”
Nick made a strange choking noise and quickly looked away. “Isaac…”
“Not specifically,” said Charlie. “What’s going on? I don’t understand.”
Isaac shook his head. “Don’t worry about it, Charlie. Nick’s just being hopeless. And Nick, stop being a jealous dickhead, there’s no need for it.”
“Can we please just forget I said anything?” Nick whined. “Charlie, tell him.”
“I still don’t even really know what we’re talking about, so sure.” Charlie offered Nick a comforting smile, and he seemed to relax a little. “So… any news on that cheesecake of yours?”
“Oh my god, yes! Mum texted me earlier—it all got sold before midday so she’s had to make more.”
“That’s so cool, Nick.”
“You have to come and try some. I’ll get you a free slice—or a whole one if you want.”
Charlie laughed, then caught his own excessive volume and made an effort to shut up. Wow, he was so gone for this boy.
They piled into Tao’s house and were greeted by a grumpy Bean yowling for dinner.
“Aw, hi, Beanie-boy,” said Elle, scooping the cat into her arms. “You and Tao are so alike, hey?”
Tao pouted and Elle laughed, having been proved correct.
“Don’t worry, I’ll get you some dinner,” said Elle, petting Bean’s fluffy head. The cat purred loudly as Elle carried him into the kitchen.
“Your cat is so cute,” said Charlie, as he followed the others into the living room.
“Hmph, and he knows it,” said Tao, though he seemed pleased.
Charlie sank onto the edge of a large armchair in the corner of the room and blinked in fuzzy alarm when Nick flopped down right beside him. He looked around and realised there was literally nowhere else for him to sit, their friends having occupied the sofa and the other chair, but still, Charlie would have liked a warning so his heart didn’t explode, please and thank you.
“Does your gran have any pets?” asked Nick.
“No,” said Charlie. “I’ve never had a pet. My dad didn’t like animals.”
Nick looked so sad at this that Charlie felt the need to rectify it at once.
“Even if I had, it probably wouldn’t have survived the fire, anyway.”
Charlie had well and truly misjudged how this thought might affect Nick’s sadness. He patted Nick’s knee and grimaced. “Sorry.”
“You can come and play with Nellie whenever you like,” said Nick, blinking several times quite fast.
“Oh. Um, okay. I’d love to. Thanks.”
Charlie was just trying to hide his blushy cheeks with his hands when he realised the rest of his new friends had fallen silent. Elle had returned and she and the others were all watching him and Nick, with disgustingly knowing looks on their faces.
“Um,” said Charlie, flustered. “I’m just gonna…”
“Help me with the drinks!” said Darcy, leaping to their feet. “Let’s see what we can find in Yan’s alcohol cupboard.”
Charlie let Darcy pull him from the room, into the kitchen where Bean was chomping away at his dinner. While Charlie found glasses, Darcy raided the topmost cupboard and gathered all the bottles they could find.
Charlie laughed. “I think that might be a bit too much choice.”
“What? Oh, no, who said anything about choices? These are all going in the same glass.”
“Is that a good idea?”
“I dunno.” Darcy shrugged. “Let’s find out.”
Charlie perched on the counter and watched Darcy pour a seemingly unending variety of liquids into a cup and stir it. It turned into a sickly sort of green colour. They held it out to him. The smell hit him first.
“I’m not drinking that,” he giggled. “You made it. You should taste it first.”
Darcy squinted down at their concoction, thought for a second, then took two big gulps. Charlie watched their face carefully, prepared to hold their hair back while they puked—but nothing… Until Darcy grinned. “It’s great! I am a genius. Are you sure you don’t want to try?”
In the end, Charlie tried half a sip and knew he had made the right decision. It was vile. He turned to the fridge and gathered the Coke, Fanta and Sprite bottles. Much safer options.
“Hey, Charlie,” said Darcy. They had hopped up to sit on the counter, their expression suddenly serious.
“What’s up? You’re not going to be sick, are you?”
“No. I don’t think so, anyway… No, I just…” They hesitated. “I know we said we wouldn’t talk about it but… do you really not want to bind the coven with us?”
Charlie forced himself not to roll his eyes. He reaffirmed his grip around the three large bottles in his arms and sighed. “I don’t even know what that really even means.”
“That’s the thing,” said Darcy, their gaze cast downwards at their socked feet. “None of us really know, either. And I… I’m not sure it’s such a good idea.”
“Really? But Tara is so gung ho about it.”
Darcy grimaced. “Yeah, I know. And I get why, I do. It’s just… doesn’t it feel a bit… icky to be bound to someone like that? Even if they are my friends. Tao was kind of shaken by that fire in the cafe, but he and Elle feel the same way. They don’t know if Tara’s got it right, either.” They lifted their head. “I’m just saying, you’re not alone in having reservations.”
“We’re ordering pizza!” came Tao’s shout from the other room. Darcy hopped off the counter and skipped from the kitchen. Charlie watched them go, thinking that even though Darcy had a point, the alternative was worrying, too.
An hour later, when the seven of them were lounging around the living room, eating pizza, a film playing on the television, it was easy to forget any of the reasons Charlie had told himself not to engage with these people. He couldn’t remember the last time he’d spent the evening surrounded by a group of friends who all seemed to like him. When was the last time he’d even been to a sleepover?
Isaac was curled in the other chair, his head in Morgan is My Name by Sophie Keetch. Tara kept looking between the television and Darcy on the sofa beside her, eyebrows furrowed in concern. Darcy and Elle were whispering together, heads bent forward. Tao hissed at them to be quiet, but then Elle ushered him into the fold and he fell into the conversation, too. This only seemed to worry Tara more.
The film of choice was slow, boring and the minimal dialogue was in Swedish. But Charlie didn’t really mind. He had much more favourable things to occupy his thoughts. He had managed two entire slices of pizza and he was feeling pretty warm and cosy. He and Nick were sitting, squished together in their shared armchair, and Charlie couldn’t stop thinking about the way Nick smelled, how warm he was beside him, the way his foot brushed his each time one of them moved.
The whispers from the sofa increased and Charlie wondered for a hot second whether they were gossiping about him and Nick.
“What are you three whispering about?” asked Nick, as if he had read Charlie’s mind.
“Nothing!” said Darcy, quickly moving away from the others.
“None of your business,” said Tao.
Elle merely frowned, clearly deep in thought.
Nick sighed and scooted off the chair. “Want to get another drink?”
“Okay,” said Charlie.
Back in the kitchen, Bean had disappeared, bowl licked clean. Nick put the kettle on while Charlie located mugs and tea bags. Charlie grabbed some teaspoons from the drawer, chuckling softly to himself. Nick glanced at him, amused.
“Ignore me,” said Charlie, shaking his head.
“I will not,” said Nick. “You can’t make me.”
Charlie grinned. “How did you know I fancied a cup of tea?”
“Oh, um, I didn’t. I should have asked first, sorry.”
“Nick, I literally just told you that’s what I wanted.”
“Right. Yeah, well, I must have just been able to sense it, then. Nothing better to calm me down than a nice cup of tea.”
Charlie frowned. “Why do you need calming down? What’s up?”
“Nothing,” said Nick. He let out a sigh and poured the water.
“Is it the others? Their whispering?”
“I don’t know what’s gotten into them.”
“I do,” said Charlie. “They’re scared. That’s all.”
Nick squished the teabags and dropped them into the bin. “Doesn’t excuse them treating you like they have been.”
“I’m fine, Nick, really. I can look after myself.”
Nick turned to smile at him. “I know.” His cheeks were rosy, his hands clasped around his mug.
Charlie reached for his own tea, to stir it, but the spoon had vanished. “Wait, where—?”
“Oh, for fuck’s sake,” said Nick.
Charlie followed his gaze. The two teaspoons had left the kitchen counter to float above their heads. Nick and Charlie stared at the spoons tumbling slowly, almost gracefully, in midair. They looked back down at each other and burst into giggles.
Nick reached for one spoon but it only rose higher. “Hey, come back,” he gasped, laughing.
Charlie made a grab for the other spoon but the pair drifted so high that they touched the ceiling. “Oh no, Nick, they’re getting away!”
“I think maybe they’re happy up there,” said Nick, gazing at the cutlery fondly. “Maybe they’ve longed to see what it’s like.”
“It’s probably way more interesting than being shut in the drawer all the time.” Charlie picked up his tea and was considering getting another spoon to stir it with (would this one just join the others on the ceiling?) when — “Hey!”
Charlie jumped.
The mug of tea in his hands exploded.
“Ow, fuck!”
Hot tea splashed over him and shards of mug scattered everywhere.
Tao and Elle had appeared in the doorway, looking from the suspended spoons to the mess Charlie had made in alarm. Charlie stared at the slim cut the broken mug had made across his palm. The red swam before his eyes. He looked up at Nick—his face was pale with shock.
“Charlie, are you—?”
There was a tinkling clatter. The spoons dropped to the floor into the spilt tea. Charlie pushed past Tao and Elle and fled the kitchen.
“Charlie?” With a final glare at his friends, Nick hurried after him.
He found him in the hallway, shrugging on his coat and gathering his bag. “Charlie, wait a minute.” Nick reached to touch his arm, but pulled himself back. “Please, just wait.”
Charlie swung his school bag onto his back and turned to face him. The fear and the shame was clear across his beautiful features. “I did that.” Charlie’s voice was hoarse. “Tao and Elle made me jump and I did that. I didn’t mean to. I didn’t want to… Why is this happening?”
Nick let himself step forward. He tentatively grasped Charlie’s arms and looked into his panicked blue eyes. He wanted to say because of magic, but he knew Charlie didn’t need to hear him say it again. “Let’s just go somewhere else,” said Nick. “Get out of here. I can walk you home if you like or…”
“Or? I don’t really want to go back to my gran’s right now.”
“Or,” said Nick. “You could come to mine? My mum’ll be at the cafe until late so we’ll have the house to ourselves. And,” he added. “You can hang out with Nellie again.”
Charlie smiled weakly. “You had me at dog cuddles.”
“They really do fix everything.”
Nick gathered his own things and the two of them had left the house and were down the road before Nick realised they hadn’t so much as said goodbye to the others. He shot them a quick message in the group chat as they walked back through town.
“You’re shivering,” said Nick. “I would offer you my coat if I was wearing one and you weren’t.”
Charlie shrugged. “I just run cold, always have done. I’m fine. Thanks for the offer, though.”
It was nice, Nick thought, to walk with someone and not have to talk. Maybe he didn’t need a cup of tea to calm him down anymore, not when Charlie Spring was in his life.
They turned the corner onto River Crescent and Charlie finally broke the quiet. “How do I stop it? Randomly breaking things?”
“Charlie,” Nick sighed. “You’re asking the wrong person. Before you arrived I was breaking shit all over the place. I tried loads of things: meditation, cutting out caffeine, breathing exercises, but none of it helped.”
“What about that grounding thing you taught me in the woods? That sort of worked before. I used it to stop the storm.”
“You did?”
Charlie nodded, as if this wasn’t a massive deal.
“I wish I could have seen it,” said Nick. “Sounded pretty badass.”
“Hmph.” Charlie blushed. “Maybe.”
✨
It was almost closing time and Sarah had just put another four raspberry cheesecakes in the fridge to set when Hassan Eskander stepped into the tea room. Now, instead of getting her place of work cleaned up so she could go home, Sarah was sitting at a table with a cup of tea going cold between her palms.
“She used a rune spell,” she explained. “I nearly drowned on the floor right over there.” She nodded to the spot but Hassan didn’t even look around. He had never been an expressive man. He let her words pass over him as if she had been describing the weather.
“That’s impossible,” he said. “Everyone in your coven was stripped of their power.”
“Then she found a way around that,” said Sarah. “To threaten me into silence.”
“But why would she be threatening you?”
Sarah sighed. “I was talking to Charlie Spring about his parents. She was clearly afraid I would say something stupid.”
“Did you?”
“No. Of course not. Now, if you don’t mind, I’d like to finish closing up so I can go back home to my son and my dog. Goodnight, Hassan. It was good to see you.”
✨
Even as he and Elle cleaned up the mess in the kitchen, Tao still didn’t really understand what they had done wrong. Had their sudden arrival really made Charlie jump so badly he smashed that mug? The full extent of Charlie’s magic was only just presenting itself, it seemed. When he’d momentarily brushed up against it at the cafe, Tao hadn’t known how to feel. It had been different, crackly, not like any of the others’ magic. Especially not like Elle’s. Hers was smooth and vibrant and kind of fluttery against his own.
Elle picked up the fallen spoons and frowned at them. “I don’t think I could make both of these float at the same time if I wanted to.”
“I’m not sure if Nick and Charlie wanted to,” said Tao. “I feel a bit bad. I invited him so he would feel more comfortable, more like one of us. But of course, I had to go and ruin it.”
Elle sighed. “You haven’t ruined it. We didn’t scare him on purpose. He’s just on edge, I suppose.”
Tao reached for Nick’s abandoned tea and took a sip. Then grimaced at the access of sugar. He tipped it down the sink as Tara, Darcy and Isaac entered.
“What happened? Did Nick and Charlie leave?” Tara folded her arms and raised her eyebrows. “What did you do?”
“Who says we did anything?” said Elle.
“Then why does Tao look so guilty?”
Tao took a breath and explained what had happened: how they had walked in on Nick and Charlie doing magic with spoons, how they had accidentally made Charlie jump, causing him to make his tea explode, how Nick had glared at them both before following Charlie from the house.
Darcy settled on the counter, deep in thought, while Tara and Isaac exchanged worried looks.
“We need to bind the coven,” said Tara. “As soon as possible. Charlie isn’t the only one who’s scared.”
Elle caught Darcy’s eye and an understanding passed between them.
“Am I about to find out what you lot have been whispering about all evening?” said Tara.
Darcy shifted awkwardly. “Well… the thing is…”
“We don’t want to bind the coven,” said Elle.
Tara blinked. “What? Why not?”
“Not if it means we’ll all be linked together.” Elle studied her nails. “No offence, but I don’t want anyone else having any say in what I can and can’t do.”
“That’s not what this is—”
“But how do you know? Just because you found some old scribbles from your ancestors, Tara, doesn’t mean you’re the authority on this.”
“I know that!” Tara took a deep breath. “I know, okay? I’m just trying my best with what we have—and things keep happening. It’s too risky not to bind. We’ll be stronger together. We can use it better together.”
“What for?” said Elle. “World peace? Why can’t we just enjoy it?”
“Because it’s dangerous and selfish,” said Isaac.
“Well, maybe I’m fine with that.”
Tao stared at her in shock along with the other three. The ticking of the kitchen clock was the only thing to break the silence. Elle seemed to realise what she had said, shrugged and looked away.
“Maybe Tara’s right,” said Tao. “The extra power has been nice but that fire didn’t exactly feel great. I could have hurt Charlie before we even got a chance to be friends. And tonight, we were lucky he only got a little cut.”
“I thought we were on the same page with this,” said Elle.
“We were, I just think maybe it would be safer if…”
Elle dropped the spoons onto the side. “Tao!”
“I’m sorry—Elle, wait!”
The front door opened and shut before Tao could move. He stood there, dread smothering his rising panic.
Isaac patted Tao’s shoulder. “Let her cool down.”
“Darcy?” said Tara, quietly. “Do you feel the same?”
Darcy slid off the counter. “I just think we need to really consider what we’re getting ourselves into. We basically know nothing about this binding ritual. What if there are some freaky weird side effects? What if we all grow extra limbs or turn green? What then, Tara?”
She pulled Darcy into her arms and Darcy cuddled in close. “Then we’ll figure it out together like we always do.”
✨
“Boof!” said Nellie the moment Nick and Charlie stepped inside. “Boof!”
“Hi, Nellie!” Charlie bent to accept her excitable affection and buried his face in her soft fluff. “It’s good to see you again. Have you been such a good girl? You’re such a good girl!”
A rough doggy tongue lapped at his hand and he remembered the cut. It wasn’t deep, but the blood had crusted. He clenched and unclenched his fist, wincing.
“We should probably clean that,” said Nick, kicking off his shoes.
Charlie let his hand fall to his side. “It’s fine.” He tried to distract by removing his coat and bag and hanging them on a hook. He discarded his shoes beside Nick’s.
Nellie whined, big brown eyes gazing up at him. Nick laughed. “Even Nellie knows you’re lying, Charlie. Come on, we have a first aid kit in the kitchen.”
He led the way through into the kitchen, and Charlie followed, whinging all the way. “I don’t need a first aid kit.”
“You need a plaster.”
“It’s not that bad, Nick, really. It doesn’t even hurt.”
Charlie sighed and leaned against the counter as moodily as he could. He watched Nick reach to bring down the box from the topmost cupboard, appreciating the view and secretly appreciating being cared for so attentively.
“Here,” said Nick. He tore open an antiseptic wipe and gestured for Charlie to hold out his hand.
He rolled his eyes but did as he was told, heart thudding wildly. Nick gently dabbed at the cut. It stung a little but Charlie barely noticed. He suspected his cheeks must be bright red, though he noticed Nick’s were rather rosy too.
“Thanks,” Charlie murmured when Nick was finally satisfied. He allowed Charlie to go without a plaster since the location was a bit impractical.
“You’re welcome, I suppose. Despite all the whinging.” Nick packed away the medical supplies. “Tea? We never got to finish our other cups.”
“Oh. Um… no, that’s okay. You have one, though.”
Once Nellie was sufficiently fussed, tea was made (their teaspoons stayed flat on the counter this time) and water was poured, they left Nellie to enjoy her dinner and brought their drinks upstairs into Nick’s bedroom.
“Wow,” said Charlie. “Your bedroom is so cool. I like your fairy lights.”
“Huh, thanks,” said Nick. “I put them up for Christmas ages ago and forgot to take them down. It would feel weird if I took them down now.”
“You have so many rugby trophies!” Charlie perused the shelf above the television. “The only trophy I have is from a maths competition when I was nine.”
Nick smirked. “So it’s not a new development then? You being such a massive nerd.”
“Oh, I’ve always been this way,” said Charlie, giggling. He sank onto the bed beside Nick and set his water down beside his tea. “Gay nerd for life, baby.”
Nick made a strange noise; a mix between a laugh, a gasp and a cough. He leapt up from the bed and Charlie realised what he had said. And that it had gotten Nick flustered.
“Want to play Mario Kart?”
Good. This was good, Charlie thought as the game loaded. He could play Mario Kart. He could win every race. He could sit and laugh and tease his crush relentlessly, without fear of him taking offence or ditching him as a friend because of something he did or said. Whether he had a crush or not—though, there was no use denying it at this point—somewhere between Charlie stepping into Nellie’s Tea Room and right now, Nick Nelson had become the best friend he’d ever had.
“Come on!” he cried. “Can’t you just let me win one game?”
“You get to be good at real sports, I get to be good at fake ones.”
“No, you’re just good at everything,” said Nick. “Let’s see—you’re good at video games, maths, befriending dogs, and you probably are good at sport, too, you run really fast.”
“Stop it!” Charlie bowled them both over onto the bed, his hand over Nick’s mouth. “I’m crap at everything, I swear.”
Nick shook his head and made a muffled sound of discontent. Charlie giggled and let his hand fall away.
“I don’t believe you,” Nick whispered. His gaze drifted to Charlie’s hand, lying between them on the duvet. For a second, Charlie thought he was going to reach out and take it.
For a second, Charlie considered taking his.
But then Nick rolled over onto his back and the moment passed. Charlie followed suit with a sigh. The fairy lights twinkled above their heads. Charlie half expected them to start shooting sparks.
And there it was, yet again, magic rearing its ugly, confusing head in Charlie’s thoughts.
“How did you find out you were a witch?”
Nick turned the TV off and chucked the controllers aside. “I was the last one Tara found before you. We were in Paris on a school trip at the end of Year 11. This guy in my year, Ben Hope, was being a dick to my cousin, James, and I maybe have sort of accidentally pushed him into the Seine.”
“Wait. James is your cousin?”
“Yeah,” said Nick. “His mum was my dad’s sister. But the thing is, I wasn’t close enough to even pretend I’d pushed Ben with my hands. Tara and Darcy were there and saw everything. They all ambushed me in the hotel room afterwards and told me everything.”
“And you believed them? Straight away?”
Nick shrugged. “Kind of. Not straight away, but pretty quickly, I suppose. I had done loads of smaller stuff by accident before then. Being a witch, it made everything that had happened make sense. And with their help, I managed to stop yeeting people into rivers, anyway.”
“Was he okay? The guy?”
“Oh, he was fine. Got the flu, I think, but serves him right. He’s a dick.”
Charlie lapsed into a contemplative silence. Nick rolled back onto his side and reached out to touch his arm. Just a light brush of fingertips, but it was enough to send each hair on end.
“Trust me,” said Nick softly. “I’ve broken a few mugs in the last year. My mum thinks I went through a super clumsy phase.”
“Have you not asked her about it? The magic stuff? You said she was a witch, too. Surely she could help.”
Nick shook his head. “I can’t. We’re not really supposed to be practising magic. Even if she was sympathetic, she could get in loads of trouble on our behalf.”
“Alright, alright,” said Charlie, turning over to face him. “But what about your grimoire? Have you looked for yours?”
“Of course. We’ve all searched our houses several times over, but never found anything. Tara found hers by accident. My mum’s hidden ours really well. But that makes sense, since magic was forbidden. She wouldn’t want anyone to find it, least of all me.”
“And magic was forbidden because of an accident. Tara said the people who died… they were…”
Nick winced. “Our parents, yeah. I’m sorry I didn’t tell you that. I just didn’t want to scare you any more than we already had.”
“It’s alright. It’s just… I never knew what happened to my mum. Only that she had some sort of terrible accident. And now I know it was magic that killed her… I assume it was magic anyway.”
“The official story is that a group of young people were partying in an old barn not far from here, and there was a fire. My dad was there, and Tara’s and Darcy’s and Tao’s and Isaac’s. Elle’s mum and both of James’ parents.” Nick frowned. “I’m beginning to think maybe that’s what we risk repeating, if we don’t bind our coven. That build up of excess power—maybe that’s what killed half an entire coven. Half of us… that would be…” Nick’s voice hitched and he swallowed. “I can’t even imagine what they must have gone through. It’s probably for the best that they didn’t do magic after that, but it tore the rest of them apart.”
“But what does it even mean, to bind the coven? What will happen?”
“Well, we’re not entirely sure of the specifics. Every witch is born into a coven, that’s what Tara’s grimoire says. Ours is made up of our eight families. A coven has more power than any one person can handle. Binding it is the only way we can utilise all that power by keeping it under control.”
“Darcy seems afraid it’ll… I dunno, take away their autonomy.”
“I suppose it might,” said Nick. “But only when it comes to magic; which I don’t think is a bad thing, personally.”
Lying there on Nick’s bed, his scent all around him, his soft, warm voice explaining these things, it seemed a little less overwhelming. Nick was so sincere about everything that Charlie couldn’t help but listen to and trust him.
“Whenever I’ve done bits of magic alone, it’s always been kind of scary and, like, I can’t control it,” said Charlie. “But then when we’ve done it together, it’s been fine. Great, even. I’ve liked it when we’ve done magic together.”
The rosiness of Nick’s cheeks grew. His eyes were so soft and brown, the freckles across his cheeks like golden stardust. “Me too,” he whispered. “But you don’t need me to do magic. With time, I promise, you’ll get better at not breaking things. Even without binding the coven.” He chewed at his lip for a moment, then, much to Charlie’s disdain, sat up. Charlie followed him hesitantly as Nick looked around his room. “There is one thing I can usually do without breaking anything.”
Charlie’s heart flipped over. “Show me.”
Nick reached between the bed and the bedside table. The fairy lights blinked out. Nick lifted the plug and brought it with him to sit beside Charlie on the bed again. He held it out for Charlie to take.
“Are you serious?”
“Um, where is your can-do attitude?”
“Oh, she left long ago. Seriously, Nick, I don’t want to explode your lights.”
“You won’t.”
“I don’t know what I might do—I broke that mug because Tao and Elle snuck up on me, I broke James’ window. I break things—that’s what I do.”
“You stopped that storm. You stopped it from causing any more damage.”
“But that—I hated that, Nick. It didn’t feel good or—or safe. I barely knew what I was doing.”
“Hey.” Nick lowered his voice and Charlie took a breath. “You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to do. I just… I hate seeing you so scared and I don’t know what else to do.”
“Take my hand.”
Nick blinked. He looked down at Charlie’s outstretched hand, then took it. His palm was warm and a little sweaty, though Charlie didn’t mind.
“Together, then?”
Charlie nodded.
“Okay,” said Nick. “I’m going to pick up the plug and then we’re going to turn the lights on. Do you trust me?”
“Yes.”
With his free hand, Nick picked up the plug. At once, that warm, blanketing sensation wrapped around Charlie and he gasped. Each of the lights across Nick’s ceiling twinkled into life. A shocked laugh escaped Charlie’s throat.
Nick grinned, delighted. “Magic is flowing from us, through the wire, to the lights.” He laughed. “This is… better. Usually, when I do this on my own, I can only keep it up for like a minute at most.”
Charlie snorted. The lights flickered. He let Nick’s hand go and the fairy lights dulled once again. Nick held out the plug and raised a mischievous eyebrow. “You think you can keep it up longer than me?”
“Is that a challenge, Nicholas?” Charlie took the plug and held it in both hands. He could feel the slight warmth of the three metal prongs.
“Concentrate on the power.”
Charlie sat cross-legged on the bed and closed his eyes.
“Do you feel it?” came Nick’s voice.
“Yes, I feel it. Now shush so I can focus.”
“Okay, sorry.”
The warm tingling seemed to stretch from the tips of his fingers, up his arms, down his back, until he shivered and Nick gasped. “Charlie. Open your eyes.”
He did as he was told, just in time to see the fairy lights flicker on… then off again. His breath caught. “Shit,” he gasped, shoulders tense.
“Okay,” said Nick. “Breathe.”
Charlie wished he would take his hand again. He was way too far away.
The lights flickered once more, glowing a soft yellow.
“Slowly,” Nick whispered. “Deep breaths.”
He tried, he really did. But his chest only tightened. Sweat prickled at his hairline and he screwed his eyes shut.
“Hey, no. Breathe with me, baby. You’re okay. It’s okay… Look at me.”
Charlie opened his eyes slowly, cautiously. The plug warm between his hands, he focused on Nick; his hair, his eyes, his nose, his lips… With their eyes locked, the fairy lights glowed brighter, steady and strong. Until they were a collection of mini, blazing suns. A thrumming beat, like the one inside his chest, filled Charlie’s hands. Through the plug, through the floor, through the earth and the sky and everything in between. He laughed. A breeze ruffled through the room, lifting their hair, like someone had left the window open on a spring day.
He barely heard the tiny explosions. But he felt the shift in power.
He had it grasped between his fingers—and then it was yanked from him, like a wild animal desperate to fly free.
Charlie blinked up at the scorch marks now marring a pattern across the ceiling. He tossed the plug aside and scrambled to his feet. “Sorry,” he gasped. He trapped his hands under his arms where they could do no more damage. “I’m so sorry! I told you this was a bad idea. I’ll buy you new lights, I—”
Nick’s wide eyes softened. “Don’t worry about it. There’s no need to apologise.”
“But there is! I do! This is all my fault, I shouldn’t have… I’m sorry.”
And once again, Nick watched Charlie turn around and flee from the room, fear and shame clouding his blue, blue eyes.
Notes:
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Chapter 4: our journey begins
Notes:
Chapter 4 Word Count: 7812
Content Warnings: mention of death, grief, alcohol, magical violence
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Chapter Text
chapter four: our journey begins
The streetlights along the Esplanade had been fixed, and all along it, stalls had been set out offering a plethora of goods including food, drink, clothing and furniture. Families wove between a bouncy castle and the face painting stand to the Truham Grammar tombola stall.
Charlie assured his grandmother he would be okay on his own, then waved her off to join Imogen. He found her beneath a large banner depicting the school crest. The table in front of her was stacked high with the usual prizes one might see at a tombola, as well as some “adults only” prizes which seemed to include a mega pack of condoms and the biggest bottle of lube Charlie had ever seen.
“Charlie!” Imogen grabbed his hands and dragged him behind the table. “I can’t believe you actually came. I thought Tao or someone might have turned you off.”
“I’m not so fickle. We’re friends, right?”
“Oh, yes, definitely.” Her wide smile remained as she talked him through the prices, the money tin and the ticket numbering system. “I did ask Mr Argent if the adults-only prizes were appropriate for a school tombola but he just laughed. I’m not sure what we’re gonna do if a child wins them. I suppose they could just pick something else, but then sir said that’s not allowed so…”
“Is he here?” Charlie looked around sarcastically. “I don’t see him. We can break the rules as much as we like.”
“I like your thinking.” Imogen giggled. “Anyway, it’s £2 per ticket and there’s, like, a one in five chance of winning something. If they don’t, then these are the consolation prizes—” She shook a box of mini Haribo sweet packets at him. “The biggest challenge is going to be not eating all these ourselves. Other than that, easy.”
“Great. Easy is exactly what I need today.”
Things had been kind of odd over the last four days.
Each morning, Charlie still sat beside Nick in form, and on Tuesday, Nick’s guilt had been palpable, even though he had done nothing wrong. Charlie had reminded him of that fact again and again—it had been he, Charlie, who should have brought a peace offering. But Nick had presented him with a slice of raspberry cheesecake wrapped in clingfilm, carried carefully by hand all the way from the cafe, freshly set that morning. He’d plucked a fork from his blazer pocket and, well, how could Charlie crush Nick’s adorable, golden retriever soul? In the end, they’d had to scoff the cheesecake down as a team effort, since they didn’t think Mr Farouk would have approved.
He had continued to spend lunchtimes with Tao and Isaac in the common room. He had watched from a cautious distance as Tao grumbled about his falling out with Elle—which Charlie had a feeling might have been something to do with him—and then watched Tao’s relief blossom when things began to clear up between them. By Friday, Tao was back to blushing and giggling over his phone, while Isaac read and Charlie concentrated on his lunch.
But apart from that, everyone else seemed to be giving Charlie a wide berth—and none of them mentioned magic once. Sometimes he would catch one of them watching him when they thought he wasn’t looking. When he caught Nick doing this, he didn’t mind so much, but he could tell they were all still waiting on him—to make an unthinkable decision.
On the other hand, Imogen had no reason to give him any such looks.
The weather wasn’t too cold and they were both pretty comfortable in their coats. They had a lovely day, watching people pass the tombola, and sometimes stopping to play. The prizes ranged from shit to very shit, though many people stopped to chuckle, scoff or tut at the adults-only offerings. A grumpy old lady muttered distastefully when she won a four-pack of loo rolls, but one little boy was thrilled when he won a tin of tomato soup.
Two hours in, Imogen nipped across the road to brave the Port-a-Loos, leaving Charlie to tend the stall alone. He found he actually enjoyed it. He had something to do with his hands, and with his brain. He waved off a ruddy-cheeked man in a flat cap (who had won a toilet brush), only for him to be replaced with Tara. “I’ll have a go.”
“Two pounds, then, please.”
“How did you get roped into volunteering?” she asked, handing over her money.
“Nobody roped me in. I said I’d do it because I wanted to.” Charlie sighed. “If Imogen’s a witch you’d better tell me now or I swear…”
“No, no. Well… I don’t think she is.” Tara shrugged. “Look, Nick told me about what happened. About the fairy lights.”
“He did?”
“Please, don’t be too mad at him. He’s struggling with this, too.”
“I’m not mad at Nick,” said Charlie, defensive. “He’s been nothing but lovely to me. But what you’re asking me to do, I can’t just blindly agree to it, okay?”
“You’re scared,” said Tara. “I’m scared. We’re all scared. But the truth is, we really need you. I’m sorry, but there’s no one else. The Springs are a part of this, so you are, too.”
Charlie rolled his eyes. “What number did you get?”
“What?” Tara remembered the paper ticket she had selected from the tub. “342.”
“Nice.” Charlie snorted. “That’s the condoms. Enjoy.” He grinned as Tara saw the matching label taped over the box.
“Wow,” she said, picking up her prize. “Can’t I trade them for something else?”
“Nope, sorry. That’s against the rules.”
“Not even for the beans?”
“It’s the condoms or nothing, I’m afraid. If you really want the beans you could pay another two pounds and try again?”
“No, I’m good. Maybe we could make balloon puppets, or…” She looked back up at Charlie. And held out the box to him. “Here. You can have them.”
He batted her hand away. “You think I have a use for them?”
“More use than a complete lesbian, Charlie.” She pushed the box into his hands and stepped away before he could shove them back at her.
“Um, well, thanks,” he said. “They’re probably going to go out of date, though.”
“Hmm…” Tara lifted her eyebrows. “I’m not so sure about…” And with that, she wandered away, giggling to herself, leaving Charlie still bewildered when Imogen returned.
✨
It was nice to see his friends had gotten over their disagreement reasonably quickly. Isaac was used to Tao and Elle’s sometimes monthly spats, during which he’d be forced to endure Tao’s constant pouty despair and Elle’s attempts at non-direct communication. At least now, with Charlie there, this four-day Tao/Elle crisis had not had to be weathered alone, thank goodness.
And now it was over. And now Isaac stood with Darcy, watching as Tao and Elle battled it out over a game of ring toss at the Rochester market. They had both paid for ten throws each and it had quickly become a competition. To start with, they had at least tried to pretend they were throwing normally, but by the end they weren’t even looking at the posts anymore, instead letting their magic do all the work.
“Hey, guys!” James appeared and stepped right up beside Tao’s shoulder.
As he went to throw his final ring, Tao jumped. “Ugh! James!” The ring soared and clattered down the back of the stand.
“Sorry!”
“Yes!” Elle exclaimed. “Thank you, James! I won!” She threw her arms around Tao and kissed his grumpy cheek.
“Want to get some lunch?” asked James. “My friends ditched me for McDonald’s again.”
“Oh, yes, please!” Darcy hooked her arm around James’. “Lead us to the food, good sir!”
The ring toss man tried to hand over a giant stuffed dolphin but Tao and Elle had already followed along, hand in hand, unaware of anyone but each other. “Did she not want her prize?”
“I’ll take it.”
The man shrugged and handed the dolphin to Isaac. “Thanks.”
Isaac tucked the toy under his arm and hurried to catch up with his friends. He ducked through a swarm of giddy thirteen-year-olds and ran headlong into someone coming the other way. “Sorry.” The man’s deep brown eyes, wrinkled around the edges, considered him for only half a second before he strode away again.
He found the others and the five of them clustered around a picnic bench amid a circle of food vendors to eat. Darcy pocketed her phone with a huff and turned to her container of chips. “Sorry, Tara, I’m not waiting for you to eat—I’m so hungry!”
As they tucked in, Isaac felt the itch to take his book out. He had kept it in his bag all day, but his friends’ quiet chewing was not as comfortable as it usually was. There was something just under the surface, wanting to be discussed, though they had been discussing little else for the last two weeks. Eventually, of course, that was where the chatter went when it finally started up again.
“Everything’s been out of whack since Charlie got here,” said James. “You know he broke my window? Completely shattered it.”
“He didn’t mean to,” said Isaac. “I think we should listen to Tara. She’s the one with the rule book.”
“We just need to practise more,” said Darcy. “More power just requires more practice.”
James stared at them. “You started a monsoon and couldn’t stop it.”
“It was not a monsoon. It was just a teeny, tiny thunderstorm.”
Isaac sighed. Here they were yet again, going round and round in circles. He didn’t see why they couldn’t just agree to get the stupid ritual over and done with. If only so they could stop causing potentially dangerous events.
When they were halfway done, Tara joined them. She took the offered food container from Darcy and gasped in appreciation. “Oh my god, thank you, my love.” She slid onto the bench, kissed Darcy, then dove into her chips.
Once again, they fell into a strange quiet. Things had been only a little tense between Tara and Darcy—but in Isaac’s opinion, they had seemed remarkably steady.
“I tried to win you something from the tombola like I promised,” said Tara.
“What did you get? Beans? Tea towels? Tell me my useless prize!”
“Condoms.”
“What?”
“I won a box of condoms.”
“You did?” Darcy scanned their girlfriend’s person, looking for where she might be concealing the box.
“What? Did you want them?”
“Babe,” Darcy said, exasperated. “We could have made the best balloon puppet show, come on.”
Tara let out an affectionate laugh. “I’m sorry. I gave them to Charlie as a peace offering.” She shrugged. “Not sure if it worked, but…”
“He’s single,” said Tao, shaking his head. “Way to depress him, Tara.”
“Who else was I meant to give them to?”
Tao, Elle and James all stared at her. Tao waved his hand. “Literally any of us.”
“Guys,” said Darcy. “Tara made the right decision. Maybe Charlie will take the gift as a sign to… you know…” They proceeded to perform an intricately explicit series of hand movements and facial expressions which made the others gasp and giggle, and Tao pretend to vomit. “What? I’m just saying—that boy needs to chill out, relax… have some proper, quality time with a certain cheesecake-baking golden retriever rugby lad.”
✨
Richard kept his distance as his father-in-law browsed the stalls of the market, hands behind his back. He wasn’t naive enough to think he had gone unnoticed as he followed him from spot to spot. When Hassan finally deigned to acknowledge his presence, Richard took his chance. “Enjoying yourself, Hassan?”
The older man joined him under some trees between two less popular stalls. “Sarah Nelson says Pauline Jones threatened her with magic.”
Richard fixed a frown onto his face.
“She said that Pauline used a spell on her,” Hassan continued. “For talking to Charlie Spring about his parents.”
“I don’t believe that,” said Richard, shaking his head. “Sarah isn’t exactly a reliable source. And Pauline… She doesn’t have any power. None of us do. Your coven took care of that.”
“I would be inclined to agree with you except I’ve seen it.”
Richard sighed. “Nobody’s practising around here. Those days are over.”
“The children—I saw them just now. Your own daughter is one of them.”
“Elle?”
“With the Spring boy back in town they have a complete coven. They can awaken to their full potential. We have to stop them.”
“They don’t know anything. We’ve kept it all from them.”
Hassan pulled his jacket straighter around himself. “I’m going to take care of it. I swore I would never let what happened to your coven ever happen again.”
He turned to go but at the last moment, Richard stepped after him. “Hassan, look, I know we’ve had our differences, but I lost my wife. I’m not about to let something happen to Elle, too. Let me help you.” He studied his father-in-law’s perpetually neutral features. “Tell me what I can do.”
✨
By four o’clock that afternoon, Charlie was starting to suspect Imogen was feeling sorry for him. He had to admit Tara’s words loomed heavily like a storm cloud, and as the day went on and less and less people came to play the tombola, the less Charlie had to distract himself from the inevitable thought pattern.
He turned quiet and contemplative, so much so that not even Imogen’s constant chatter could break through. She stopped trying long before she told him he should head home early. He had insisted he could stay and help pack up, but she merely chivvied him away. “Thank you for your help, but you need food and sleep.”
He had meant to go home. Instead, he found himself stepping into Nellie’s Tea Room, the doorbell jingling overhead. The cafe was bustling with people fresh from a day at the market, coats draped over chairs, steam lifting from cups of tea and coffee. The counters were almost bare, and behind them, Sarah looked frazzled—and the person beside her at the till—was not Nick.
Charlie’s heart sank. He scanned the cafe floor for that mop of strawberry blond hair. He swallowed thickly and realised just how much he’d been hoping to see him.
“Hello, Charlie,” said Sarah. “What can I get you?”
Still stuck in his disappointment, Charlie blinked at her. He edged slightly closer to the counter.
“Nicky just left for the day,” she said with a knowing look. “He was meant to be done an hour ago but you know what he’s like. I can call him back if you want.”
“No, don’t bother him. Um… I should go…”
“I’m sure he wouldn’t mind being bothered by you, dear.” Sarah frowned. “Is everything okay, sweetheart?”
Charlie flitted the rest of the way to the counter, conscious of Sarah watching him in concern. He looked into her friendly, familiar face and decided to try again. “Um, so, the other night… you were telling me about my parents… Specifically about my mum—you said she was—”
Sarah smiled a sad smile. “Oh, don’t worry about that. You know what, here—” Sarah slid the display case open and grabbed a doughnut at random. She shoved it into a paper bag, then shoved the bag into Charlie’s hands. He stuttered a surprised “t-thank you” and then she was around the counter, hurrying him from the cafe. “Have a nice evening, Charlie.”
The door swung shut and Charlie watched, dazed, as Sarah went back to her station, a nervous hand flattening her hair.
What had that been about?
But, Charlie thought, perhaps he had been too presumptuous, too prying—after all, he didn’t know Sarah that well, and she was clearly in the middle of one of her busiest work days of the year. Stupid , he told himself. Fucking stupid. Inconsiderate —he shouldn’t have even asked. Should have just gone home.
“Hi.”
Charlie looked up from the doughnut, which was now a squished mush in its bag between his hands. Nick Nelson was standing before him, his hair lifting in the breeze.
“Hi.” Charlie felt so light all of a sudden, he wouldn’t have been surprised if he’d been picked up on the wind along with his whispered greeting.
Nick fidgeted with his hands, keeping a much-too respectable distance between the pair of them. “So,” he said, wincing. “I’ve been asked to come over here and convince you to bind the coven.” He shook his head. “I’m so sorry. We can talk about something else or you can just ignore me and I’ll go away again in a bit, I just—they’re over there watching and…”
“Nick…” Charlie took Nick’s hand and squeezed. At once Nick stopped his nervous ramblings and stared at him, cheeks flushed. Suddenly, Charlie realised what he had done and retracted his hand. “Sorry.”
“Don’t be.”
The sun was setting, the sky behind Nick’s head a watercolour of blue and gold.
“If we bind the coven,” Charlie whispered. “We’ll be able to control our magic better?”
“Yes.”
“No more exploding lights or floating leaves?”
“I don’t think so.”
Charlie dropped his gaze to his hands, to his white Converse, to Nick’s black Vans. Maybe this decision really did have more pros and cons than he’d thought… He looked up and realised what Nick was wearing—jeans and a dark green shirt. He smelled extra nice, too. “Are you going somewhere?”
“Oh, um, yeah… We’re sort of on our way out.” He glanced across the pavement to where the others were huddled. Even James was there, all of them clearly trying to pretend they hadn’t been watching the two of them from afar.
“Where are you going?”
“A club. It’s just down there.”
“Oh.”
“Look, it’s actually quite nice. The dance floor is on this wooden deck overlooking the river. It’s outside, but they have these big heaters so it’s super cosy and fun. You should come… if you want.”
“It’s not really my sort of thing.” Charlie looked down at his coat and the jeans he’d been wearing all day. “And I’m not really dressed for it.”
“You don’t have to, but I’d… I’d like you to come. It’d be more fun with you there. Just… consider it, please?”
Charlie didn’t have time to formulate a coherent answer before— “Nick! Come on !” Darcy yelled from the pavement. Charlie watched Nick hurry away, then turn and give him a cute little wave, before he joined the others and the seven of them head off into town.
✨
“What were you thinking?” Richard demanded. “That she wouldn’t say anything? Use your head.”
“I may have gone a little too far,” said Pauline, pulling her coat tighter around herself. “But we can’t have Sarah running her mouth off about Julio. We can’t let her ruin this for us.”
“No, you’ve already taken care of that.”
The two of them were huddled in an alleyway near Nellie’s Tea Room. The sun had just ducked below the horizon, leaving only the orange glow of the streetlights to illuminate their faces.
Pauline sighed. “What are we going to do about Hassan?”
“You’re not going to do anything except give me that crystal,” said Richard. “That’s all the power we have. If we use it up we have nothing. We can’t waste it.”
“Okay.” Pauline rolled her eyes. “You’ve made your point.”
She reached into her coat pocket and Richard held out his hand. Pauline extracted the crystal. She studied the way the light reflected off it, palm-sized and white.
“Look,” said Richard. “I get it. It feels good to do magic again. It’s seductive—it always has been. But we have to be smart. Let’s think of the bigger picture here.” He reaffirmed his hand, drew it closer to her and he watched her face fall before she reluctantly placed the crystal into his open palm.
✨
The night was relatively mild, the music was loud and the drinks were flowing. Nick was in a huddle of the best friends he’d ever had, all of them dancing in the middle of the crowd. All of them except for Isaac, who had settled at one of the tables along the side of the deck, a book in hand, a drink beside him.
And except for Charlie, of course, whom Nick could not stop scanning the crowd for. He hadn’t meant to invite him. He sort of couldn’t believe he had. But from the moment the question had spilled from his lips, Nick had known he would be devastated if Charlie didn’t show. Of course, he couldn’t blame him if he didn’t feel like hanging out with them right now, but Nick would miss him.
He was starting to think he might miss him when he was gone for a long, long time.
“So!” Tao sidled up to him, Elle at his side. “Did he agree to bind?”
“I think he wants to,” said Nick. “If only for us to stop bugging him about it.”
Elle’s face dropped. Nick hadn’t spoken to either of them much over the last few days but he suspected their disagreement hadn’t been entirely forgotten.
Imogen appeared from between the dancing crowd in a very sparkly pink dress and grabbed his hands. “Hey, Nicholas!” She was already very tipsy. Nick laughed as he let her drag him over to where Tara and Darcy were dancing with James.
James didn’t often say yes when the coven invited him to social things, but his other friends weren’t ones for clubs and dancing. He had been having a good time, until he noticed Ben Hope arrive. Several times he lost sight of him in the crowd and things felt better again. But then, as Nick joined them, James felt someone grab his hips from behind and begin to grind against him. He turned around. “What the fuck?”
Ben leaned forward to snake his hands around James’ waist, as if he were going to kiss him. James pushed at his shoulders and ducked away from the crowd, towards Isaac’s table.
“We were having fun,” Ben whined, hot on his tail. “Why can’t you just go with the flow? God, what is wrong with you lately?”
He whirled around—if Ben was going to be loud, James wasn’t going to hide anything either. “We broke up, Ben. We’re over. I keep telling you, but maybe you needed to hear it in person.” He didn’t even hang around for the satisfaction of Ben’s expression, James just turned on his heel and strode the rest of the way to Isaac’s table.
“Sometimes I’m really glad to be aro/ace,” said Isaac.
“Ugh!” James groaned. He slumped down into a chair and scrubbed at his face. “It’s not fair—my options are dwindling. I thought maybe Charlie, but…”
Isaac chuckled. “Yeah, don’t think you have a chance there, I’m afraid. Speaking of.”
Charlie climbed the wooden steps onto the deck.
It had taken him a while of wandering along the marina in the dark, trying to find the place, but the music helped guide the way. With the glowing heat lamps dotted around and the lanterns strung about the place, it really did seem as cosy and fun as Nick had promised. Beyond the crowd of dancing people, Charlie glimpsed the river stretching wide and black out into the distance. At the railing, he looked down at the rocks far below, at the water lapping them gently.
“Charlie! You actually came!”
He turned, already grinning at the sound of that voice. “Hi,” he said. Nick looked flushed and happy, his hair a little more ruffled than before. “You look nice. I mean…” Charlie cleared his throat. “You did before, but I forgot to—I should have said so before.”
Nick laughed and flushed even pinker. “Thank you. You look great, too. Not that you don’t always.”
Then it was Charlie’s turn to giggle and blush.
“I’m glad you decided to come,” said Nick. “Want a drink?” He handed Charlie one of the two beers he was holding. “Oh, crap. I dunno if you even drink beer, I should have asked, sorry.”
“Thanks. And I do. Drink beer.”
“Good.” Nick leaned against the railing to look down at the water below. “That’s good.”
Charlie leaned beside him and nudged his shoulder with his own. They chuckled quietly between themselves and sipped their drinks.
“Charlie!” Darcy barrelled out of nowhere and flung an arm around him. They were bright-eyed, wild-haired and unsteady on their feet. “Thank god you came. Nick was moping and pining so hard it was making me sad. I don’t want to be sad!”
Charlie raised his eyebrows. “Oh, really?”
Nick merely blushed some more and took a swig of his beer.
“Hey, Charlie,” said Tao as he and Elle appeared. Behind them, Charlie spotted Tara and Imogen dancing together and, at a nearby table, Isaac reading beside a pouty-looking James.
“Come and dance with us,” said Darcy, tugging at his arm.
“Oh, no thanks,” said Charlie. “I’m not much of a dancer. Or at least, not when I’m this sober.”
“Then we need to fix that.” Darcy bopped his nose with a finger and swanned off towards the bar.
“Hmm… this is getting kind of boring,” Elle murmured to Tao. “Maybe we should just leave.”
“What?” said Tao. “But Charlie just got here. I was having a nice time.”
“But you hate this place, Tao. It took me ages to convince you to come along.”
“Am I not allowed to change my mind?”
“Of course you are, I just…” She set aside her empty drink and took a breath. “Maybe we just need to make things more interesting. More fun.” Her eyes glinted, not just with the reflections of the lights around them, but with mischief and adventure. “I know what we can do to make this party a little better. We could start another storm. This time you start it, Charlie, and I’ll stop it.”
Tao opened his mouth to retort, but then held his tongue.
“That’s not funny,” said Charlie. “Someone could have been killed in that storm.”
“You pick then,” said Elle with a shrug. “Ooh! Show us that floating thing you did with the spoons again.”
Nick tensed beside him. “Elle, leave it.”
“Leave me alone,” said Charlie. “I knew I shouldn’t have come here.”
The lanterns flickered and the five of them glanced around. Several other people noticed, too. Charlie’s stomach dropped. A prickle of something tingly shot down his spine and he shivered.
Elle looked at him with a strange look in her dark eyes. “You did that.” Tao was watching him, too, a steadying hand on his girlfriend’s arm.
“I—I’m sorry,” Charlie gasped. “I didn’t mean to. See what I’ve been saying? I can’t control it and it freaks me the fuck out so please don’t—” Thunder rumbled across the sky and Charlie flinched. Instinctively, he reached for Nick. He clutched at the side of his shirt, and Nick slid a hand around his waist. “Elle, please, don’t.”
“ I’m not doing anything,” said Elle.
“Elle, let’s go and dance some more,” said Tao. “Or we can go home if you really want to.”
A gust of wind blew across the deck and several of the heaters flickered out. Beneath them, the wooden boards began to creak and groan. Nick and Charlie clung to each other even tighter. “Stop it!” Nick cried. “Stop!”
But it wasn’t Elle he should have been shouting at.
“I can’t,” Charlie gasped, looking up into Nick’s face. “I don’t—”
Elle sighed and stepped closer to Charlie, a hand outstretched for his shoulder. He flinched away and a chair flew out of nowhere, straight towards Elle. She flung out a foot and stopped it before it could barrel right into her.
“Hey!” Tao cried. “Charlie, what the fuck?”
“I’m sorry!” Charlie wrenched himself from Nick’s arms and threw his hands over his ears. “I’m sorry, Nick, but I’m just gonna go.”
But Nick was too busy staring daggers at Tao and Elle. “If you two would just back off, maybe Charlie could calm down enough for the weather to chill the fuck out.”
“You’re right,” said Tao. “I’m sorry, it’s just that—”
“No. We won’t back off,” said Elle. “It’s our magic, we can do what we want with it.”
“And pushing at Charlie’s magic is okay, is it? You’ve been so worried about losing your own autonomy that you’ve forgotten Charlie’s.”
“But his magic is such a waste—he’s too scared to use it properly.”
“It’s been a week,” said Nick. “Can you really say you got any kind of handle on your power in the first week of knowing you were a witch? It’s been over a year for all of us, Elle, and not one of us can say we have complete control of it.”
“Hey, what’s going on?”
The four of them whirled around to find Imogen standing there, her large blue eyes glittering in the light.
“What are you arguing about?”
Elle scoffed. “Not now, Imogen.”
“Hey, Imogen,” said Charlie. He moved to place himself between her and the others. “Want to dance?”
Imogen blinked in surprise, then nodded enthusiastically. “Always!”
“Come on, Nick. I came out to have a good time. I don’t need magic for that.”
Without hesitation, Nick took Charlie’s offered hand.
A sudden blast rang through the night. So loud that every single person on the deck stopped dancing or drinking or making out to turn and look.
One second, Nick’s eyes widened. The next, Charlie pulled at his hand, to yank him out of the way. Imogen darted out in front of them, her own blue glare trained on Elle, whose hands were splayed wide in front of her. The blast swept Imogen off her feet and threw her sideways where she soared out of sight, over the side of the deck.
It was as if Imogen’s scream had been the cue to turn off the music. The resulting silence was deafening. The crowd stared at the wooden slats of the railing which had burst apart, swinging loose in the breeze.
“What did you do?” Tara cried as she, Darcy, James and Isaac hurried over to the others.
Elle let her hands fall to her sides and she and Tao stood there, frozen in horror.
When it seemed like no one else was going to move, Charlie let go of Nick’s hand and moved cautiously towards the railing. He peered down at the dark rocks below.
There she was, lying crumpled, her limbs at odd angles, her glittery dress dull pink beside her milky skin.
At the sound of footsteps behind him, Charlie turned around. He flung out a hand to stop Nick from going further. “Don’t look.”
Nick was wide-eyed and pale. He grabbed onto Charlie’s hand and together, they hurried to the steps and ran down them, out onto the rocks. They were slippery underfoot and the light permeating from the club was minimal. The wind off the water chilled them to the bone in seconds. Hands locked, Charlie felt rather than saw the moment Nick saw the full extent of the damage.
“Don’t,” Charlie gasped. “Nick, please, don’t look.”
Nick’s other hand clamped around the side of Charlie’s shirt and he could feel Nick shaking. “Hey,” said Charlie, turning to look at him properly. “Stay here, okay? I need to check if she’s… if she’s okay.”
Nick nodded slowly, his eyes shining. Charlie pried himself away from him and turned back to their friend, lying crumpled several metres away. He picked his way over the rocks towards her, careful not to slip, and crouched down at her side. He reached out a shaky hand and felt at her throat.
His heart dropped. He wobbled and sank onto his knees, soaking them instantly. “She’s not breathing,” he gasped. He whirled around, suddenly wanting, needing Nick beside him again. “She’s not breathing!”
There was a scuffle of movement and then Nick was there, and he was crouching beside him, and he was clinging to him. Above them, the sounds of chaos were getting louder, the crowd now gathered along the railing, watching them on the rocks. “You!” came a shout from the top of the steps. Richard Argent pointed at random. “Call an ambulance.”
“I’ve already done it,” said Tara. “They’re on their way.”
Nick buried his face in Charlie’s shoulder, but Charlie looked up at their friends. Tara and Darcy were standing close to the broken section of railing, arms around each other, cheeks tear-streaked. As Richard descended the steps towards them, Charlie saw Pauline arrive and head straight for her daughter. Darcy pulled Isaac into their huddle and he in turn pulled James in, too. Tao and Elle stood separately, Elle with her head buried in Tao’s chest, trembling from head to foot.
“Move away,” came Mr Argent’s shout. “Come on, boys, move.”
Charlie stumbled to his feet, pulling Nick with him. They carefully picked their way back to the bottom of the steps, never once letting go of each other. Nick resumed his position with his head in Charlie’s shoulder, but Charlie couldn’t look away. He stroked Nick’s back and hung onto him as he watched Mr Argent arrive at Imogen’s side. The man bent over her and reached a hand into his coat pocket.
Nick lifted his head. Charlie turned and followed his gaze. A man had appeared at the top of the steps. His hair was grey, his skin dark. His eyes had been trained on the rocks, but then he seemed to sense he was being watched and he turned to look down at Nick and Charlie, huddled at the bottom of the steps.
A strange whispering made all three of them turn back to Mr Argent. A moment later, Imogen’s body shuddered.
She let out a gasp.
Mr Argent helped her into a sitting position as she coughed and spluttered.
The crowd above erupted into shouts of triumphant relief, but all Nick and Charlie could do was stare from their head teacher to their friend and back again.
Nick’s hand tightened in Charlie’s. His skin was cool to the touch and he was shivering—or was that Charlie himself, he didn’t know. “She’s alive. Nick, she’s awake.”
“Imogen?”
Nick led the way back over the rocks to Imogen’s side. Her pale face was riddled with confusion. “W-what happened?”
“It’s okay,” said Nick. “You fell, but an ambulance is coming. You’re going to be okay.”
Charlie stood back and let Nick settle himself at Imogen’s side. He shoved down his twinge of jealousy and tried to wiggle some feeling back into his freezing hands and feet. He looked around for Mr Argent, but found he had gone. He had somehow climbed back up the step and vanished without a trace.
What exactly had he done to revive Imogen so thoroughly?
“Charlie?” Nick had one arm around Imogen, but beckoned with the other. “Are you alright?”
Charlie hesitated, then nodded. He let Nick pull him into their huddle, and the three of them sat like that, arms around each other, until the paramedics arrived.
✨
Twenty minutes later, Richard Argent stood on the side of the road and watched the ambulance drive Imogen away. The club behind him had mostly cleared out now, only a few workers remaining, arguing about how best to patch up the broken railing and worrying about getting sued.
Pauline appeared at his side. “You used the crystal. I thought we weren’t going to waste it.”
He turned to her, incredulous. “We don’t kill innocent children.”
“You have an interesting set of rules there, don’t you?” said Pauline. “You’ll have to explain them to me sometime.”
“It was Elle’s fault. She’s my daughter. That kind of guilt would have destroyed her. What would you have done if it were Tara?”
Pauline had no answer to that.
✨
They found Isaac and James waiting for them on the pavement outside the club. Nick was still numb with shock. He hadn’t let go of Charlie’s hand since Imogen had woken up and didn’t plan to any time soon. He felt as if one or both of them might float away if he did.
When he’d turned around and found Charlie gone from his side, his heart had about fallen from his chest. And then it had cracked further when he’d realised what Charlie had been doing—keeping his distance, as if Nick didn’t need him anymore. But didn’t he understand? He would always need Charlie—always. And in that moment, he had needed him as close as possible.
“The others went to the cafe,” Isaac told them quietly. “I hope that was okay.”
Nick nodded. He wanted to go home, preferably with Charlie, but he knew they had to talk. All of them. This needed to stop, for all of their sakes.
The tea room was dark when they arrived. Tao and Elle were sitting in a shadowy corner, Tara and Darcy opposite, each of them with mirroring expressions of devastation.
“The paramedics said she’s going to be okay,” said Isaac.
Tao nodded.
Elle took a deep, shaking breath. “I didn’t mean for anyone to get hurt, I swear I didn’t—I would never ever—” Her voice broke and she began to cry in earnest.
Isaac slid into the seat beside her and rubbed her back. James settled beside Tara and Darcy.
“It’s not your fault,” said Nick on an exhale. “No more than it is mine. We were arguing. I was angry, you were angry. Something was bound to happen. But we can’t let our feelings control us like this anymore.”
Elle sniffled and nodded. “I’m sorry I was so… pig-headed about the whole thing. Tara, you were right. We should have bound the coven as soon as…”
“No,” said Tara, reaching for Elle’s hand across the table. “We all have to consent to it.”
“Well, I consent,” said Elle. “Of course I do.”
“Me too,” said Tao.
The sentiment echoed around the table from Elle, to Tao, to Tara and Isaac and James, to Nick, to Darcy, who nodded after only a moment of hesitation. Finally, everyone’s gazes fell on Charlie.
He considered their now familiar faces and the horror clear in each of them. He kept his grip on Nick’s hand and took a breath.
“We don’t have a choice,” he said. “It’s too dangerous not to. If we can’t control what we feel or what we think, we’re just going to keep hurting people. Look, I don’t want to be connected any more than you do,” he added to Darcy. “But no one else can get hurt. It’s wrong—especially if there’s anything we can do to stop it. We have to bind the coven.”
Each of them let out a collective sigh. Charlie felt Nick relax slightly, but at the same time, a new tension arrived in the room. Of anticipation.
“Alright,” said Tara. “We’ll meet in the woods by the cottage. At midnight?”
“Seems fitting,” said James. “Very witchy.”
“Hm, well, that’s the idea.”
Everyone headed out, to get changed out of their party clothes before they went hiking through the woods. Mostly, Nick just wanted some time to breathe. To hug his mum and his dog and think. Tao and Elle disappeared off together quickly in one direction while Tara and Darcy did the same in the other. James offered Isaac a lift home which he accepted gratefully.
Nick made sure the shutters were secure over the cafe windows and locked the door behind them. Charlie was waiting for him when he finished up. He turned to him with a sigh. And then Charlie hugged him and Nick hugged him back. He smelled of river water and cold night air, but his hair was soft beneath his cheek and his arms were strong and steady around him.
Without talking, they walked to Nick’s car and climbed inside.
Nick was just reached to turn the engine on when it roared to life on its own. The lights flashed, the horn beeped. Each of the interior lights flickered on and the stereo whirred to life. The windscreen wipers screeched into action and music began to play. Dover Beach by Baby Queen.
“I love this song,” said Charlie.
Blinking in their shock, they turned to look at each other. Charlie’s cheeks were pink, his blue eyes wide—but then he laughed. And Nick laughed too. He tapped the dashboard. “Alright, car,” he said. “That’s enough. Let’s just get home, yeah?”
The car finally settled down but Nick let the music play.
✨
The house was quiet and dark when he returned. Richard poured himself a large glass of wine and settled in his favourite chair in the living room, slippers on. He hadn’t meant to leave the lights off, but he had been so deep in thought, in worry, that he’d neglected them.
Perhaps he should have been on higher alert because he didn’t hear the front door open or close.
Didn’t hear Hassan’s quiet footsteps as he appeared in the living room door.
“It was Pauline who threw me,” said Hassan. “At first I thought she’d pushed the children to form a coven so she could use their power to somehow re-establish hers, but then I realised Pauline Jones is many things, but clever is not one of them.”
Richard turned to peer at his father-in-law through the gloom.
“And then I saw you,” Hassan continued. “You couldn’t have saved that girl tonight without a crystal. Where did you get it? They were all destroyed.”
When Richard gave no answer, Hassan stepped further into the room. He observed the photographs in their frames over the mantelpiece, his shiny-shoed feet on the plush green rug.
“It was wrong of you to strip us of our powers,” said Richard.
“There was a time for witchcraft,” said Hassan. “That time has long gone. There’s no place for it in the world anymore.”
“You’ve forgotten what it feels like. How long has it been since you’ve practised? Sixteen years?”
“The coven is different. You know what can be unleashed if they bind together. I’m going to the elders tomorrow, to tell them what’s going on here. In the meantime, you need to give me the crystal.”
A moment passed as Richard considered this. He sighed and got steadily to his feet. He slipped his hand into the inside pocket of the coat he had neglected to take off. He took out the crystal as Hassan held out his hand.
But Richard made no move to hand it over. “You know what, Hassan? I’ve got a better idea. I think you should go back to your house by the lake and take things easy.” He glanced at his father-in-law and saw him shift, uncomfortable. The older man clutched at his arm, as if he had an itch, a twinge of pain, just below his elbow. “It would be awful if you had another heart attack. You might not survive this time.”
Hassan gasped and clutched at his heart. He sank to his knees, unable to breathe as his heart seized beneath Richard’s magic. Richard tossed the crystal between his hands. A cold, unfeeling haze had come over him. He stood over his father-in-law, the older man looking up at him from the floor, old and frail in his helplessness.
“You should know,” said Richard. “I was in love with your daughter.”
It was rather quick, all things considered.
Richard watched Hassan’s eyes go blank and then moved away as his body slumped aside onto the green rug. Unmoving and cold, Hassan was not easy to clean up. But Richard managed it, and just in time, too, because half an hour later, he had only just sat back down with his wine when the front door opened. He heard it that time. And heard his daughter’s familiar footfalls as she entered and finally turned on a lamp. Tao was beside her.
“Your grandpa drove back to the lake tonight,” said Richard, not looking up from the dark liquid in his glass. “He said to tell you goodbye.”
“Oh.”
Richard winced at the disappointment in her voice. “What happened tonight? Were you drinking?”
When Elle didn’t answer, Richard finally looked up at her and Tao. Elle chewed at her lip. “Things got a bit out of hand.”
Richard set his wine glass aside and got to his feet. He went to his daughter and pulled her into a hug. “That girl could have been you tonight.”
She clung to him, tighter than she had in a long time. “Everything’s going to be okay, dad.”
✨
A bonfire had been lit, controlled and beautiful but eerie amongst the darkness of the woods. The clearing beside the cottage was dappled with flickering firelight, broken only by the shadows of the eight coven members as they arrived to gather around the burning logs.
Tara and Darcy arrived first, and were the ones to build the fire, with only a little help from magic. Nick and Charlie got there in time to help kindle the last of the flames. The four of them waited and watched in anticipatory quiet as Isaac, then James walked into the clearing, followed finally by Tao and Elle, hand in hand, appearing together from between the trees.
When at last the eight of them were present, Tara took out her grimoire. “Is everyone ready?”
They had formed a circle without discussing it, around the bonfire.
“Do we have to hold hands?” asked Tao.
Tara shrugged. “It doesn’t say we have to.”
“Seems right, though, doesn’t it?” said James. “Nick and Charlie have already made a start.”
Indeed they had. Charlie reached out to take Tao’s hand and Nick reached for Tara.
“Wait,” she said. “I can’t. I need to hold the grimoire.”
Darcy rolled their eyes fondly. “Don’t pretend you haven’t memorised it.”
“Well, I don’t want to get it wrong, do I?”
Nick hooked his arm around Tara’s, leaving her free to hold her book of spells in one hand.
“Ready?”
The others nodded in assent.
“Just get it over and done with,” Tao grumbled.
Tara cleared her throat and began to read aloud. “Fire, earth, air, water, by these elements we bind the coven and follow in the footsteps of our ancestors who pledged themselves to fight against the forces of darkness. When evil assails us, when fear weakens us, when descent threatens us, in the coven we will find our power. We come to this place as individuals but leave bound as one. With this oath, our journey begins together. Do you accept the coven?”
“I accept,” the seven witches replied.
The bonfire blazed brighter before it erupted higher still, making each of the witches' faces glow.
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Chapter 5: you shouldn't have come here
Notes:
Chapter 5 Word Count: 8858
Content Warnings: mention of murder, violence
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
chapter five: you shouldn’t have come here
Tao glared at his locker. But it remained firmly shut.
He focused again, closed his eyes. He concentrated on the ground beneath his feet, the air around him, the simple metal locking mechanism inside. He pushed with all his might and… Nothing.
“Ugh!” He shoved at the door, ignoring the looks he acquired from the students around him.
He and Elle had spent most of Sunday sleeping, or else just wrapped up in her bed, hiding from the world. They had both been reeling from the events of Saturday night. Tao suspected they would all be for a long time to come. Still, he was trying to stay strong for Elle, for himself—otherwise he might think too hard about what could have happened to Imogen and never want to do magic again. And how boring would that be?
“Morning.” Tao looked up from his locker to find Isaac watching him, several books under his arm. “What’s up with you?”
“What happened to my magic?”
“Shh!” Isaac glanced around. The surrounding students weren’t paying them any attention.
Tao dropped his voice anyway. “I can’t open my locker.”
“Did you try your key?”
Tao rolled his eyes. “Why can’t I do any spells?”
“I don’t know,” said Isaac with a sigh. “But I can’t either. I think that ceremony did something weird.”
Tao leaned his head against the coolness of the locker door and willed it to open. “Please,” he whispered.
The mechanism clicked. He stepped back. The door sprang open.
He turned to Isaac in alarm. He had been staring at the door, too. “Did you do that?”
“I think we both did,” said Isaac, brow furrowed. “Hmm… We were both just wishing the locker would open and it did. I think maybe we can still do magic—only not on our own.”
“What?” Tao groaned. “What the fuck? Well, that’s way less fun.”
Isaac shrugged. “Yeah, but at the same time, I can’t stop thinking about Saturday night and what might have happened—what did happen. I think we need to be thankful that things are under control now, no matter the price.”
“Let’s just hope Imogen doesn’t remember what really happened.”
✨
When Nick had arrived home very early on Sunday morning, having dropped Charlie off on the way, he’d felt kind of strange. Lighter. But at the same time, the distinct lack of floating objects or that internal fuzzy warmth as they’d driven home made him sad. As he’d climbed into bed, he’d had to remind himself that those things were not normal. Most people only spoke of such things metaphorically. When he looked into Charlie’s eyes, the world only seemed brighter. When Charlie smiled, Nick only felt like he could float.
He had slept until noon. And then, when he’d decided to try and fix his broken fairy lights, nothing happened at all. He had gone around the house, trying to do at least some kind of magic—and failing every time.
He hadn’t known how to feel.
Out of options, and needing someone to talk to, he’d walked the ten minutes to Charlie’s house. He had let him inside with a tired smile and the offer of more of the delicious sandwiches his grandmother made. They had sat in the kitchen together, eating and, once they’d acknowledged their new found lack of solo magic, talked and talked about everything other than magic, the binding ceremony, or what had happened on Saturday night.
Which was why, when Charlie joined Nick in form on Monday morning and Nick’s pen exploded all over his hands, it took them several moments to do anything about it. Nick blinked down at his planner, now spattered with blue.
“Did you…? Was that?”
“Magic?” Nick whispered. “I dunno—oh.”
A strange breeze blew through the classroom, ruffling the pages of his planner until it fell closed and still. Nick and Charlie stared at it for several long seconds, eyes wide.
“Oh dear, Nick,” came Mr Farouk’s voice from behind them, making them jump. “You’d better go and clean up, hadn’t you? Charlie, go with him to open the doors. And be quick, yeah? No dawdling.”
Down the corridor, Nick kept his hands aloft so as not to spread blue ink everywhere, while Charlie held each door, smiling softly to himself.
Ever since they had met two weeks ago (had it really only been two weeks?) Nick had only glimpsed moments of true happiness in Charlie. Each time it happened, Nick wished it would stick. So many terrible things had happened to Charlie in such a short space of time, and he was such a good person, so genuine and kind and wonderful, it made Nick furious to think about how the world had wronged him. Nick could only admire his strength—the fact he was still there beside him, still smiling when he could, still laughing and joking, a spring in his step as he led the way into the loos.
Nick grinned back and watched a blush spread across Charlie’s cheeks. He ducked his curly head, caught.
“Are you laughing at me?” Nick teased as he turned on the tap.
Charlie shrugged and shook his head. “No, I’m, err, just… it’s nothing.”
Nick began to scrub at his hands. “It’s not coming off!”
“You’re gonna be blue forever!”
“I look like I’m wearing blue gloves.”
“You can make it the new school fashion.”
“I could pretend it’s a tattoo.”
“I think that might be against school rules.”
Giving his hands up as a lost cause, Nick shook them off and turned to the hand dryer. The school bell rang overhead and Charlie’s face fell along with Nick’s heart. He chewed at his lip and gathered his courage. “Want to hang out at break?”
Charlie blinked at him in surprise, then smiled again. “Yeah, okay. I can meet you in the common room?”
“Okay.”
They walked back to form to grab their bags, then headed off towards their first lessons.
“Nick?” said Charlie, before they had to part ways.
“Yeah?”
“About your pen, and your planner… I’m really glad.”
“What?”
“I’m glad that we can still do that together… even if it is by mistake. I was worried our little mishaps would stop and they haven’t. So—” His blue eyes shone. “I’m glad.”
Nick’s heart did a swooping little flip, and he tried to remember to breathe and to not throw his arms around his best friend. “Me too.” Honestly, this boy was going to be the death of him.
✨
James couldn’t believe how low he’d let himself stoop. Again.
But he had spent all of Sunday in a state of constant turmoil. He had watched miserably from his half-broken bedroom window as Nick arrived on Charlie’s doorstep, as he welcomed him inside, folded him into a hug a second before the door shut behind them.
James had texted Isaac once or twice but the bookworm was renowned for being terrible at replying to messages, especially when he was deep down a literary rabbit hole. After the events of Saturday night, James couldn’t exactly blame him for wanting an escape, but still… None of the other coven members were around, online or otherwise, and for once, he mourned the fact his aunt and uncle worked weekends.
There had been no one to talk to or commisurate with, okay? So who could blame him (other than himself) for letting himself get caught up in Ben’s net.
James was crossing the Truham front yard and before he could realise what was happening, he was being pressed against the wall behind the sports block, Ben’s fingers under his blazer, tracing haphazard patterns over his shirt.
“I knew you didn’t really want to break up,” said Ben when he finally relented.
The second Ben moved, James pushed himself the rest of the way out from between his arms. “I did.” He swiped a hand over his mouth and checked it—no blood. Ben was a hard kisser and sometimes it happened. “I do. I don’t like you Ben, like, at all.”
Ben leaned against the brick wall, leering. “But you like kissing me, and you like letting me fuck you.”
James rolled his eyes and ducked away even further. “Not anymore. I can’t—I can’t do this anymore, Ben. I shouldn’t have let this happen again.”
He turned to go, but a hand grasped his wrist and pulled him back around.
“Wait,” said Ben.
James flinched. He had seen that volatile look in Ben’s eyes before. But then he watched it change, into something unfamiliar. Like Ben was unsure of himself, vulnerable.
“I think I’m ready.” His voice came out as hardly more than a whisper.
All James could do was blink at him in disbelief. “What?”
“I…” Ben licked his lips. “What I’m trying to say is… there’s this school dance next week and I was… wondering if you would like to go… with me.”
In a month of Sundays, James would never have predicted those would be the words coming from Ben Hope’s mouth. He opened his own mouth, to demand something like what the fuck, but then—
“Just tell me, okay? Yes or no?”
James scoffed. “Are you joking? All this time—you said we were just sex. That’s all this was. Not boyfriends. Not dating. Just kissing and sex and secrets .”
“I messed up, okay? I thought you’d be happy.”
“I might have been,” said James. “A month ago when I still gave a shit. There’s just one thing you can’t seem to understand—we broke up, Ben. I don’t care if you’ve had a change of heart, or if you’re ready to come out now—congrats but I broke up with you.”
Once again, James turned to stride away, to work through what the hell just happened in peace and quiet, when Ben pulled him back again.
“For fuck’s sake,” James groaned. “You want your answer, Ben? No. I won’t go to the dance with you. I never want to see you again.”
✨
“Did things go smoothly?” asked Richard.
Pauline perched on the edge of the chair opposite his desk in his Truham office. She straightened her pencil skirt and observed the cluttered desktop, itching to tidy it. “Hassan’s body is at his house by the lake,” she said. “It won’t be found until it needs to be.”
Richard nodded. “Thank you, Pauline.”
“Hassan brought this on himself, Richard. You had no choice.”
Her dark eyes turned to him and for once he found in them some of the kindness she reserved only for her daughter—her daughter and those she wished to fool.
“It doesn’t make it any easier,” said Richard. “He was Elle’s grandfather.”
Pauline sighed. “Well, I searched Hassan’s house—there was no sign of a crystal.” She stood up and drifted towards the wall of old headteachers before quickly turning away again. “I watched the whole thing,” she said. “The coven is bound. We have to move fast, before someone else catches onto us. There are still people in this town who remember.”
She should have come at a different time, she realised as she headed back to her car. Pauline had parked down the road, wanting to avoid spending as much time in the Truham grounds as possible. But she had been stupid to think she could go unnoticed forever.
“Hey, honey,” she said when she saw Tara coming out of the Higgs gates across the road.
“What are you doing at Truham?”
“You know I handle all the school’s legal work,” Pauline reminded her. “Do you need a lift home?”
“No, thanks,” said Tara with a smile. “I’m good.”
“Okay, well, I’ll see you at home.”
Her Tara had always been such a good girl. Pauline just hoped she stayed that way, even if she was now a practising witch bound to a coven.
✨
Sitting beside Imogen in the common room on Wednesday afternoon, Charlie struggled to concentrate on the Latin he was meant to be translating. Luckily, the arm Imogen had broken was her left and thus she was still able to write, but the sight of the sling on her arm made Charlie remember all over again the way she had looked on those rocks. She seemed cheerful enough now, though, considering.
“So,” she said, halfway through fourth period. “Are you going to the dance next week?”
“I didn’t even know there was a dance.”
“Well, there is. Next Friday. I’m on the decorating committee.”
“Cool. We never had dances at my old school. I think there was a Christmas disco at the beginning of Year 7, and Year 11 prom, but other than that…”
“Yeah, it’s kind of a new thing, I think,” said Imogen. “Mr Argent thinks it’ll encourage a more ‘joyful spirit’ among the students. And this Sixth Form dance, well, it’s just the start of his plans.”
“Shouldn’t we be focusing on passing our exams?”
Imogen shrugged. “I think it’s fun. Only…”
“Only?”
“My streamer-hanging arm has seen better days.” She fiddled with her pen between her fingers. “I was hoping you might agree to help me. There’s only me and three other people on the committee and—”
“I’ll do it.”
“Really?”
“Mmhm. I’ll do whatever you need me to do. I’m just glad you’re okay.”
She shifted in her chair, her sling snagging on the collar of her blazer. Charlie cleared his throat and considered how much he should pry. “Saturday night was a lot.”
“Yeah,” said Imogen. “The doctors all said I was really lucky. I could have hit my head on those rocks but I managed to miss them all… somehow. I’m barely even bruised.”
Charlie nodded. “Really lucky. I never actually saw exactly what happened. One minute we were all talking and then the next, I heard you scream and then you were gone. It was really scary.” He hadn’t slept once without that scream returning to him. Without the image of her pale and broken body lying twisted on the rocks.
“It’s all a bit of a blur for me, too, but…” She glanced around at the other students in the common room and lowered her voice. “I keep getting these weird flashes of Elle like… I know you lot were arguing before I fell, but then it’s like, I dunno, she did it. She pushed me.”
Charlie stared. “But she couldn’t have. She wasn’t anywhere near you.”
Imogen held Charlie’s gaze for a second before she looked away, shaking her head. “I know it sounds crazy. It’s just what I remember—her giving me this glare and then me waking up on the rocks.”
“I don’t think she was glaring at you,” said Charlie. “She was glaring at me and Nick and Tao. She’s been going through a lot lately and she’s on edge.”
“Hmm… I did get the sense that she and Tao fought last week.”
As Imogen descended into gossiping about Tao, Elle and all the other people she could think of who might have been having fights, break-ups or unrequited love, Charlie managed to nod along while his mind raced. He was pleased she didn’t seem to believe the little she remembered. It didn’t feel great to defend Elle’s drastic actions but on the other hand, he knew what it was like to lose control like that. Charlie had never almost killed someone, but he had caused other sorts of damage. James could have cut himself on that broken window. Nick’s bedroom could have caught fire.
And deep down, Charlie knew what it was like to enjoy the power, too.
One day Nick and Charlie could accidentally float something so high that it hurt someone when it landed. But Charlie knew it would still feel incredible—before the initial drop, anyway.
He let out a shiver and tried to put the thought from his mind. As he did so, a rush of warmth enveloped him and he sighed. The highlighter in his hand wriggled, like it was trying to escape. Instinctively, he loosened his grip and the pen began to float. Charlie gasped and grabbed it before it could get any higher. But as he brought it down, he could feel a distinctive force trying to send it back into the air.
“He’s so hot,” said Imogen. Charlie flattened the highlighter to the desk with one hand. “I mean, objectively.”
He followed her gaze to the vending machines in the corner of the room. Nick was leaning against one while Isaac bought a drink.
“Mmhm…”
Imogen giggled and Charlie couldn’t help but do the same. He was still giggling when Nick looked around and their eyes met across the room. His gorgeous face split into a wide grin and he gave a cheerful little wave. Charlie returned it and Imogen made a high-pitched little noise Charlie usually only made internally when Nick did things like that.
“Hi,” said Nick, coming over with Isaac.
“Hi,” said Charlie.
Nick and Isaac settled down at Charlie and Imogen’s table and opened their drinks.
“Hey, Imogen,” said Nick. “How are you doing? How’s your arm?”
“Oh, it’s fine, thanks, Nick.” She tucked a strand of hair behind her ear. “I suppose I should really thank you both for being there for me on Saturday.”
“There’s no need to thank us,” said Nick.
Charlie nodded. “We only did what anyone else would do, and Tara was the one who called the ambulance—”
“And Mr Argent was the one who actually revived you—”
Imogen looked between the pair of them and laughed. “No, seriously. No one else ran after me to see if I was okay. You two were there when I woke up and I’m really, really thankful for that.”
Ten minutes later, when Imogen had disappeared off to her next class, Charlie still felt guilty. He accepted the last of Nick’s drink gratefully and sipped it.
Isaac set his book aside and scrubbed his hands over his face. “I hate lying to Imogen about what happened.”
Nick put his head down on the table. “Me too.”
“But what else can we tell her?” said Charlie, patting Nick’s back. “We can’t tell her the truth—not even if we remove all the magic stuff. Elle could get in serious trouble.”
Nick lifted his head and sighed. “It’s all just so delicate, this magic thing. One wrong move, one misplaced emotion and—and—”
“You accidentally murder your friend,” said Isaac.
“Yeah,” said Nick. “Yeah, that.”
Charlie still couldn’t quite believe what his life had become. Here he was, sitting with two of his many friends, discussing magic like it wasn’t something hypothetical inside his heart whenever Nick looked at him. Not just that anyway. How many impossible things would it take for him to accept that this was his reality? Charlie didn’t know.
But that afternoon, as he stepped out from the Truham gates, another impossible thing made him doubt reality yet again. A boy he didn’t recognise strode right up to him, a smirky sort of smile on his handsome face. “Hey,” he said, pushing his swoopy brown hair out of his green eyes. “You’re the new boy, right?”
“Err, yeah,” said Charlie, taken aback. “Well, I’ve been here two weeks now. Am I still new?”
“You’re new to me.” The boy held out his hand. “I’m Ben.”
Charlie shook it. “Charlie.”
This Ben was very attractive.
“I’ve seen you with Nick Nelson. Are the two of you…?”
“Friends. We’re… just friends.”
Ben nodded, like he had known the answer all along. “Right. Good. Well, if you ever need someone to show you around or, you know, you just want to hang out, I’m available.”
Up until that point, Ben had been all confident smirks and brooding features, but something in the facade flickered and he seemed suddenly unsure. Despite himself, Charlie’s heart did a little flop. Luckily, a flurry of students chose that moment to exit from the Truham gates, giving Charlie a moment to think. And giving Ben a moment to become even more uncomfortable.
“You know,” said Ben when the students dispersed. “There’s a school dance next week.”
“Yeah, I’m on the decorating committee.”
“So, you’re going?”
Charlie nodded.
“With anyone?”
“Imogen, I suppose.”
“Right… obviously. But you know, with her sling it’s probably going to be hard for her to dance so… I could fill in for her if you like.”
Charlie laughed before he could stop himself. What exactly was happening right now?
Ben cleared his throat. “I suppose that’s my way of asking you if you wanted to go with me. To the dance.”
Oh. This was happening right now. This had never happened before. Not to him. “I—I appreciate you asking…”
“Mmhm…”
“But, um, I’ve never decorated a school dance before let alone attended one, so I dunno how long it’s gonna take. Can I think about it?”
A flicker of something crossed Ben’s green eyes, but then it vanished and he smirked that dashing smirk of his. “Okay. Of course. You follow me on Insta, don’t you?” And with that, he turned and walked off down the road.
“No,” said Charlie to his retreating back. “I don’t think so.”
✨
A week later, Charlie still hadn’t given Ben an answer.
It was Thursday evening and time was running out. The dance was tomorrow.
He and Imogen were sitting in a cosy corner of Nellie’s Tea Room, their completed mood board for the dance spread out across the table, several empty cups and plates littered across it.
He hadn’t told anyone else about Ben’s offer. For some reason the idea made him feel icky. Ashamed.
Oh, yeah, probably because you have the biggest crush on someone else. Good one, Charles.
He felt bad for even considering Ben—but at the same time, he felt bad for making him wait.
As Imogen checked and double-checked everything from the colour scheme, to the music, to the chairs, Charlie watched Nick work. When had he ever been torn between two entire boys with the capacity to like him? What had his life become?
Nick moved between the till and the drinks machine and the display case of treats with a practised ease, treating each customer with the same casual charm. Charlie watched him hand a to-go coffee cup to a tall man with dark hair and wish him a nice day. The customer turned around and looked directly at Charlie.
Shit. Charlie looked away, embarrassed to have been caught staring. At least he’d been caught by a stranger and not Nick. God, how sad, he thought. As if Nick would ever…
“We still need to go over the music with Jay again,” said Imogen. “They said they’d DJ but I still don’t trust them not to just play The Strokes all night long.”
“Nothing wrong with The Strokes.”
“Maybe not, but still. Ooh, and we’re gonna need to grab more circular tables from somewhere. The art rooms have some but I dunno if it’s gonna be enough. I should ask Tara to check Higgs.”
A chair scraped nearby and Imogen looked up from the mood board. Nick had begun to clear the tables close to where they were sitting. Charlie looked quickly down again and pretended to be preoccupied with checking the flatness of their sticky notes.
“So,” said Imogen. “Have you asked Nick to the dance?”
Charlie stared at her. “What? No. Why would I do that?”
“Because you can’t keep your eyes off him.”
“Um, well, he’s not… Nick’s not interested.”
“Oh, did you ask him? Or are you just guessing?”
“It doesn’t matter,” Charlie hissed. “He’s a… a really good friend. I don’t want to ruin the best friendship I’ve ever had.”
Imogen sighed. “Nick has been mysteriously single ever since he and I broke up. I told him he just needed to meet the right person and—” She waved her hands at Charlie. “—I think that’s you.”
“It’s not, though.”
“Then why can’t he keep his eyes off you?”
“He isn’t—he doesn’t—he’s not—”
“All I’m hearing is negative self-talk, my little gay friend.”
“Ugh!” Charlie groaned. “Can we please stop talking about this? I’m sorry I’m like this but I’m not used to good things happening to me.”
Imogen’s eyes softened. “Aw! You think Nick is a good thing?”
Charlie raised his eyebrows. “Well, duh!”
They both laughed. Charlie grabbed his bag and got up from his chair. “Coming? Or are you gonna camp out here until Sarah kicks you out?”
“Let her try.” Imogen waved him away. “See you tomorrow—ooh, go on, ask him now before you leave!”
“Imogen!”
“Go!”
“Fuck off.”
Charlie hurried away from his friend and headed for the door. But he hadn’t been looking where he was going and he walked right into Nick. “Sorry! Sorry…”
Laughing, Nick steadied himself with his hands on Charlie’s shoulders. “You will be.” He dropped his hands, as if he’d just realised what he was doing. He ran a nervous hand through his hair, making it stick up at angles. “So,” he said. “You’re helping Imogen with the dance tomorrow?”
“Yep,” said Charlie. “It’s been kind of fun, actually.”
“A-are you going with anyone?”
Charlie chewed at his lip. “No,” he said. “Are you?”
“No…”
“Oh… well… it should be good. Or as good as any school dance can be…”
“Yeah…”
“Mmhm…”
“Excuse me?” A middle-aged woman appeared at Charlie’s elbow. “Are you going to order or just stand in the way all day?”
“S-sorry.” Charlie stepped aside and watched, helpless as Nick was forced to return to the counter, his attention on the customer. He let out a sigh and ducked quickly from the cafe.
Stupid, he told himself. You are so stupid. What’s wrong with Ben? Absolutely nothing, that’s what.
He set off down the pavement and took out his phone. He navigated to Instagram and found Ben’s account. Ben Hope. Before he could wonder too long about why that surname sounded so familiar or chicken out entirely, he typed out a quick message.
CHARLIE: hey, it’s charlie
BEN: hey
CHARLIE: do you still want to go to the dance together?
BEN: absolutely
CHARLIE: then i would love to go to the dance with you
BEN: perfect. can i pick you up?
CHARLIE: can i meet you there? since i’m helping set up
BEN: right. see you there, then
CHARLIE: yep. can’t wait
“Charlie Spring?”
He looked up from his phone. He had made it a little way down the alley beside Nellie’s Tea Room, his chosen shortcut home to Britannia Road. A man was striding towards him.
“Yes?”
“My name’s Simon. I just saw you inside.” His skin was stark white, his jaw sharp, his hair jet black. “It’s amazing,” he said. “You look just like your father.”
“Oh… um, thank you. You knew him?”
“We were good friends. Is he here in town?”
Charlie pocketed his phone. “No. He—he died.”
The man’s face paled even further. “I didn’t realise. I’m sorry. I work on a fishing boat. I don’t come into town much.”
Feeling awkward, Charlie nodded gently, then turned to go.
“What brings you to Truham?”
He turned back and studied the dark, almost black eyes of this stranger—Simon—his eyebrows like two slashes across his head. He was a striking man, and he looked about the same age as his dad. If they had been friends, then perhaps telling him about his death so out of the blue had been kind of cruel.
“My grandmother lives here,” he said. “She’s the only family I have left now.”
“So you’re staying, then? You’re going to live here now?”
“Yep. That’s the plan.”
“Did you know your dad vowed he’d never come back here?”
Charlie blinked, uncomfortable. “I know he had a difficult time here.”
“You’re right about that.” Simon’s eyebrows knitted into one long black line. “Do you know why?”
Charlie could tell Simon knew the answer, he just wanted Charlie to admit he did too. “I should go.”
He started to walk away, but Simon hurried to catch up. “Do you know why he left? Do you know what he was?”
Charlie kept walking. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
A hand clamped around his arm. Simon yanked him around to face him, his deep, dark eyes glistening with a sudden desperate anger. “Don’t lie to me!”
“L-let go!” Charlie tried to pull his arm free, but the man’s grip was strong.
Simon shoved at him and Charlie stumbled. His back hit the wall of the alley. Simon pinned him there, hands bruisingly tight over his forearms. “You’re like him,” Simon spat. “You’re a witch.”
Charlie struggled and twisted, but Simon only shook him hard.
“Let go! Let go of me!”
The weight upon him suddenly vanished, and for a moment Charlie thought his solo magic had come back. Simon was lifted off his feet and thrown into the wall opposite. He landed in a sprawled heap on the pavement.
Breathing hard, Charlie whirled around. Tara and Darcy were standing in the mouth of the alley, hand in hand, staring from Charlie to Simon, who was getting cautiously to his feet.
He straightened his coat, glaring at Charlie. “You shouldn’t have come here,” he spat. “I’m not going to let this happen again.”
Simon turned and slipped between the buildings, out of sight.
“Oh my god!” Darcy cried as they and Tara hurried to his side. “Are you alright?”
His friends grasped at him, checked him over for injuries. He rubbed at his arms where the man had gripped him. “Thank you,” he gasped. He let Tara pull him into a hug and he breathed in her friendly, floral scent. “Fuck, thank you.”
Once Charlie calmed down enough to explain what had happened, Tara called an emergency coven meeting.
The three of them made their way to the edge of town, through the woods, to the cottage. Tao and Elle were already there when they arrived, curled together on the sofa, Elle with a large book open on her lap, Tao with a smaller one beside him as if he’d given up reading a while ago.
“What’s going on?” asked Tao. “What’s the matter?”
“Let’s just wait until everyone’s here,” said Tara.
They didn’t have long to wait. James arrived next, followed by Isaac and finally, Nick hurried inside. He seemed flustered, his hair a mess as he stripped off his cafe apron and shoved it into his bag. “Sorry I’m late. I came as quickly as I could but I had to convince mum to find someone to cover the rest of my shift. This had better be good, Tara—”
“Charlie was attacked.”
Nick stopped mid-ramble. He looked to Charlie, eyes wide. “What?”
Everyone else turned to Charlie in alarm. He shifted uncomfortably beneath their gazes. “Um, well, I wouldn’t say I was attacked but—”
“Charlie, we literally threw a man off you,” said Darcy. “Attack, assault, same difference. It looked like he wanted to hurt you.”
“Whatever.”
Nick dropped his bag beside Charlie’s and sank onto the sofa beside him. “Are you okay? You’re not actually hurt are you? If he—”
Charlie took Nick’s hands and patted them gently. “Breathe, Nick. I’m fine, I promise.” He let his hands go and watched Nick fold them into fists, a tension in his broad shoulders.
“Who was this guy?” asked Tao. “What did he want?”
“I don’t know exactly.” Charlie leaned a little more into Nick’s shoulder, wanting shared closeness and warmth for the both of them. “He said his name was Simon. He works on a fishing boat. He said he was friends with my dad.”
“I know who he is.” Nick looked up, cheeks a little pale. He shrugged. “Kind of, anyway. He comes into the cafe sometimes. He always keeps to himself, quiet but nice enough. I—I served him a coffee today. It must have been right b-before it happened. Oh, god—”
“Hey, Nick, no, don’t—hey, no.” Charlie slipped an arm around his waist. Nick’s head flopped onto his shoulder. “Don’t think like that. You couldn’t have known, not at all.” Charlie stroked Nick’s back, secretly revelling in the opportunity to do so. “This guy—Simon—he knew my dad was a witch, and he tried to get me to admit that I was too, but then Tara and Darcy showed up and they magically pushed him away.”
“Magic?” said Elle. “You mean it actually worked?”
“Right,” said Darcy. “But only with more than one of us.”
“The point is,” said Isaac. “Charlie was attacked and this man knows about us.”
“It’s not just him, either,” said Charlie. “Imogen is still asking questions about the accident. She remembers you, Elle, glaring at her before she woke up.”
Elle shrank in on herself. “She does?”
Tao re-secured his arm around her. “That’s not good.”
“No,” said Tara. “It isn’t. But I think as long as we stick together, we’ll be okay. We’ve proven that today. Our power isn’t random or out of control anymore. It was like the three of us shared the same thought, the same goal—to get that man away from Charlie—and it played out exactly the way we wanted.”
Nick finally lifted his head and managed a wonky smile. “Thank god.”
“Maybe things wouldn’t have gotten so bad,” said Darcy. “If Charlie had been able to push that man away on his own. Rather than having to wait for us to help him.”
Tara winced but Charlie shook his head. “Maybe this binding has left us more vulnerable in some ways,” he said. “But you came, you helped me, and everything turned out okay.”
“It might not have done, though,” said Darcy. “If we had been thirty seconds later, if we had decided to walk a different way home, if Tara and I had done any number of things differently.”
“Darcy,” said Nick. “Stop it, please.”
“What?” they cried. “I’m just saying, maybe we should be working on finding a new ritual—one that will bring our solo magic back while letting us still be bound.”
“I’m not sure such a thing exists, Darce,” said Tara. “There’s nothing like that in my grimoire.”
“Hmph, well, I’m gonna start looking.” Darcy got to their feet and strode for the bookshelves. Elle drifted up from the sofa to join them. Tao opened his mouth to protest but then closed it and watched the two of them pick books at random and settle back down to read.
The rest of them filed out of the cottage. The sun had set while they’d been talking and the walk back through the woods was an altogether spookier affair.
“Are you sure you’re going to be okay?” Nick whispered before he and Charlie had to part ways home.
“Nick, I’m sure.” He gave his hand a squeeze. “My question is, are you?”
“I will be.” Nick squeezed his hand back. “Goodnight.”
“‘Night.” Charlie channelled all the good feelings he could muster into his smile. “Sweet dreams.”
Before Nick turned away, Charlie could have sworn he saw his cheeks flood pink.
✨
At least she had the dance later, Tara thought as she finally got ready for the day. She had barely slept. Instead, she’d spent most of the night studying every page of her grimoire for a ritual like Darcy had described. She had gone through each page countless times before so she knew there was no such thing, but she couldn’t pretend Darcy didn’t have a point.
It made her feel a bit sick to think what might have happened had she and Darcy not arrived to help Charlie when they did. And she knew that if something worse were to happen it would be her fault. She had been the one to convince the others to bind. She had been the one to lead the ceremony. She’d thought she was helping them, but maybe she’d only led them from one danger into another.
Still, as she did up her tie and checked her appearance in her bedroom mirror, it was nice to not be breaking things or generally causing little annoyances in her day-to-day life. It was nice to know it was now pretty unlikely one of her friends would accidentally murder someone. Swings and roundabouts.
There was a knock on the door and her mum poked her head in. “Are you up?”
“Yep.”
Pauline entered. “I got croissants from Nellie’s for breakfast.”
“Oh, thanks, mum,” said Tara. “We love those.”
“We do.” Pauline perched on the edge of the bed.
Tara caught sight of her expression in the mirror. “What’s up?”
“Sarah told me about the incident yesterday near Nellie’s. Are you alright? What happened?”
“Oh, that. It was nothing. Just some weird man bugging Charlie.”
Pauline nodded. “Simon Bennett. What was he saying to him?”
“I don’t know. Darcy and I just helped get rid of him. Why? Who is he?”
“Just someone I knew from a long time ago. He went to Truham when I was at Higgs. He’s always been a bit unbalanced, troubled. It would probably be for the best if you stayed away from him.”
“I don’t need any convincing,” said Tara with a flat laugh. “I will gladly stay away from him.”
“Good.” Pauline got up to leave.
“Mum? What were you doing at Truham the other day?”
Pauline paused in the doorway. “I told you, I’m working with the school.”
“You’re a terrible liar.”
Her mum took a breath, considering how best to explain herself. “What would you say if I told you that Richard and I were seeing each other?”
“Oh my god!” Tara gasped. “Really?”
“Would that bother you?”
“No! Not at all! I’m glad you’re dating. And he’s great. Elle is great.”
Pauline smiled softly. “We’ve just been spending a little time together, that’s all. Nothing serious.”
“But you never know, right?” Tara grinned and went to hug her mother. “I just want you to be happy. You’ve been alone for so long.”
“Thank you.” Pauline kissed Tara’s head and stroked her hair. “Baby steps, though, alright? Your father is a hard act to follow.”
✨
Sweet dreams didn’t come. When Nick had finally been tucked up in bed, lights out, all he had been able to see behind his closed eyelids was a tall, faceless stranger cornering Charlie in a dark alley. No matter how hard he had tried to think of better things—think of the way Charlie had held him in the cottage, how incredible his hands on his back had felt, of how incredible and brave and beautiful he was—not even Nellie’s soft snores at his side could settle him.
He slept through his alarm and ate a hurried breakfast, his mum at the cafe early as usual. He drove across town to school and made it into form just as the second bell rang.
Charlie looked up from their desk and smiled, his relief evident. “Morning,” he said as Nick sat beside him.
“Morning.”
“You look tired.”
Nick shrugged off his coat. “Thanks. I, er, didn’t get much sleep last night.”
“Hmm, me neither. I couldn’t stop thinking about Simon.”
Now Nick looked, there were dark circles under his eyes and a definite slump to his narrow shoulders. “Hey, try not to worry about it. Everything’s going to be okay. He’s probably gone back on his fishing boat.”
“But what if he hasn’t? What if—?”
“If he shows his face anywhere near you again I’ll shove him against a wall, see how he likes it.”
Charlie chuckled. “I don’t think that’s a good idea, Nick, though I appreciate the sentiment. Maybe you could just put salt in his coffee next time he shows up at the cafe or something.”
“Salt? Maybe arsenic?”
“Have lots of that on hand do you?” Charlie giggled, his eyes shining.
God, Nick wanted to kiss him. He pictured himself doing it right there and then in the back of form, while Mr Farouk prattled through the register, he thought about leaning in and pressing his lips to his…
“Nicholas?”
He imagined, for the umpteenth time, what it might be like to run his hands through those glossy, dark curls. How those lithe fingers might feel upon him, how his skin might feel beneath him.
“Nicholas!”
Something nudged into his elbow, shocking him back into reality. Mr Farouk was glaring at him from the front of the room, eyebrows raised. “Are you present?”
“Wh—yes—yes, sir. Sorry…”
Beside him, Charlie was clearly fighting back laughter. It was incredible, really, how the two of them had gone from tired and worried to cheerful and giggling in a matter of a conversation.
“You have a free period next right?” said Charlie.
“Yes.”
“Want to come to the library with me?”
“Yes. What for?”
“You’ll see…”
The library was usually way too crowded with Year 7s to get any actual work done, so Nick preferred the Sixth Form common room. This morning, however, the library was practically empty except for the two librarians behind the desk, grumbling away about how many sticky substances they’d discovered between the pages of the pop-up books that week.
Still none the wiser about the purpose of their visit, Nick happily followed Charlie to the front desk, then sloped after him after the librarian directed him to a corner where the old Truham Grammar yearbooks were kept. Nick sank onto a sofa, watching as Charlie flicked through the cabinet of old books bound in shades of blue.
“Here,” he said and pulled out a volume embellished with shiny bronze lettering: Year 13 — 2002.
Charlie settled beside him and Nick’s heart turned over. The sofa was not large and they had to sit squished together. There was another chair across from them. Charlie could have sat there if he’d wanted. But, no, there he was, his side pressed against Nick’s as he leaned over the pages of the yearbook. While Nick’s heart went a mile a minute, he leaned in to peer at the page Charlie had stopped on.
Charlie ghosted his fingertips over one particular awkwardly smiling face.
“He does look like you,” said Nick, looking into the 18-year-old face of Julio Spring. “Or you look like him, I guess.”
“People keep saying that but I mean, he is my dad, so duh! I’m sure you look like your dad.”
Nick shrugged. “Not really. My brother looks more like him. I take after my mum.”
“I don’t even really know what my mum looked like,” said Charlie. He flipped forwards in the yearbook and found her quickly.
“Driscoll,” said Nick, reading the caption beneath the photo. “Jane Driscoll. She really does look like you—same eyes, same cheekbones…”
“She looks happy,” Charlie mused. “I—” His voice broke.
And Nick realised he was crying, tears slipping silently down his face. “Oh, Char…” He put an arm around him and he leaned more securely against him. “Do you not have many photos of her?”
Charlie shook his head. “One. Of her holding me just after I was born, but other than that…”
“Hey, I know.” Nick extracted his phone from his pocket without jostling Charlie too much. He held it over the yearbook and snapped a photo of Jane Driscoll. “I’ll text it to you. Then you’ll have two photos.”
“Nick, you don’t have to do that—”
“Too late. It’s sent.”
Charlie brushed at his damp cheeks and groaned. “I’m sorry I'm being so emotional. I didn’t realise it would affect me so much, seeing them, seeing her.”
“You say sorry a lot.”
“S—”
“Don’t say it again!”
“I kind of want to say it.”
“Well, don’t!”
Charlie giggled. His eyelashes were clumped together and his eyes looked so bright and blue. “Thank you,” he whispered. “For the photo. But this really wasn’t the point of this library visit. I wanted to look for Simon.”
“Oh?” Nick blinked back down at the yearbook of smiling faces. “Which one is he?”
“Well, I dunno his surname, so… help me look?”
The two of them spent the next several minutes scanning each page of student photos. They made it all the way from D to Z and into the back pages which included group shots of sport teams, clubs and extracurriculars.
And then, towards the very back they found a photograph of three teens lounging under a tree in the Truham grounds, each in the Sixth Form uniform. Nick recognised the boy on the left as Julio Spring. The boy on the right’s black hair had been buzzed to within an inch of its life but his pale skin and dark eyes were instantly familiar. The girl sitting between them, her hand on Simon’s knee, her blonde hair tied in a long plait over one shoulder, was not Jane Driscoll.
“Bennett,” said Charlie, reading the caption. “Julio Spring, Hazel Foster and Simon Bennett.”
“He wasn’t lying about being friends with your dad, then.”
“Apparently not.”
“What exactly did he say to you?”
Charlie sighed, trying to remember. “He said that I should never have come here. That he… he wasn’t going to let ‘it’ happen again.”
Nick frowned. “Do you think he meant the barn fire?”
“Probably. What else could it be?”
“If he knew Julio was a witch, do you think he remembers what happened?”
“He might have even been there,” said Charlie. “ He’s not a witch, I don’t think—it didn’t seem like he was—so he’s under no restrictions about what he can and can’t talk about. Which means he could tell us all sorts.”
“Charlie…”
“What?”
“I know what you’re thinking but absolutely not.”
“Why not?”
“He already attacked you once—”
“Okay, we really need to stop calling it that. Attacked is a strong word. He kind of just grabbed me and yelled at me.” Nick raised his eyebrows. “Fine, I see your point. It’s just… aren’t you curious?”
“Oh, definitely. Only, let’s keep as far away from scary grabby yelly people as we can, please.”
Charlie pouted. “Why do you have to be so sensible?”
“One of us has got to be.”
But Nick didn’t feel all that sensible when he set off for his second period class and realised he’d neglected to ask Charlie to the fucking dance. Again. Idiot.
✨
The nights were getting chilly now October had arrived. Pauline shivered in her long black coat as she leaned against her car. She had wanted somewhere more private to have this conversation, but perhaps there had been warmer options than the little-used road through the woods. When Richard finally arrived, he parked so close that when he stepped out they were already face to face.
He pulled a thread-bare scarf around his neck. “What’s going on?”
“Simon Bennett approached Charlie yesterday.”
“Well, there’s a name from the past,” said Richard. “What did he want?”
“I don’t know, but I don’t think he knows anything that can hurt us. He wasn’t there that night.”
“He was friends with Julio.”
Pauline shook her head. “He wouldn’t have told him anything.”
“We have no idea what he told him.”
“It’s been sixteen years,” said Pauline. “Why would he start talking now?”
“Because Julio’s son is here. Just… talk to him.”
“I intend to.” She fixed Richard with a determined stare. “Give me the crystal.”
She should have expected the huff of incredulous laughter, and the shake of the head. “Just talk, okay?” said Richard. “We can’t kill everybody who gets in our way.”
“And suddenly you have scruples?”
“Dead bodies tend to raise questions, Pauline. It isn’t smart.”
“Fine.”
They both turned back to their cars.
“Oh,” said Pauline, remembering. “And I, um, told Tara we’re dating.”
Richard froze with his hand on the door of his car. “You did what?”
“I had no choice. She knew I was lying to her about visiting Truham.”
“And she believed it?”
“Yes, she did. Is that so hard to imagine?”
And Pauline suspected the poor man was actually a little flustered by the thought. “Just… talk to Simon.”
She watched him get into his car, a small smile on her face, despite what she now knew she had to do.
✨
Thank goodness for all the free periods being a Sixth Former gave you, Darcy thought as they sat cross legged on the floorboards of the cottage. Though, they had never spent so much of their free time buried in books before.
Elle sat down across from them and placed her phone between them. Isaac was sprawled on the sofa, paying just enough attention to spurt random snarky comments from behind his book ( Weyward by Emilia Hart).
“Let’s concentrate at exactly the same time,” said Darcy.
Elle nodded and closed her eyes.
“Are you concentrating?”
“I’m trying,” Elle murmured. “It’s harder when I’m answering your questions.”
“Okay,” said Darcy. “When I count to three, focus all your energy on moving the phone towards you.”
“Alright.”
“One, two, three…”
Darcy focused on the wooden floorboards beneath them, on the air around them, on Elle’s energy nearby. They peeled their eyes open in time to see the phone slide across the floor, into Elle’s open hands.
“We did it!” Elle cried, holding her phone aloft with a grin.
“Ugh!” Darcy got to their feet. “Last week I was lighting candles and opening doors without having to hold someone’s hand to do it.”
“But who knows what else we can do now—together,” said Elle. “It’s way more precise this way.”
“And I assume,” said Isaac. “The more of us doing a spell, the stronger it is.”
Elle clapped her hands in excitement. “I wonder what we could do the three of us.”
“We should gather a bunch more of these books and take them home to look through,” said Darcy. “Ooh! I know, we should so have a magical researching sleepover. Elle, your dad’s chaperoning the dance right? Your house will be empty. We could come over at like eight and get all cosy and… What is it?”
“Um…” said Isaac, exchanging guilty looks with Elle. “We were thinking of going to the dance, actually.”
“Yeah,” said Elle. “I’ve been planning my outfit for weeks.”
“A school dance?” Darcy scoffed. “Really?”
“Yeah.”
“But why though?”
“Because we want to go?” Elle folded her arms. “Just because we’re witches doesn’t mean we can’t go to dances.”
“We don’t go to school dances, Elle, because they’re shit,” said Darcy. “Isaac, back me up on this.”
“Um, I like dancing, too,” said Isaac. “It is probably going to be shit, to be fair, but I still want to go.”
“Well, alright then,” said Darcy. “You two go ahead. I’ll just keep looking on my own. Although, there’s no way I can hide all these books from my mum. I can just stay here all night, she won’t notice…”
When the others finally left to get ready for the dance, Darcy was already bored of the books. Their mind kept wandering across town to the school hall where they knew Tara would be looking so incredible in whatever floaty dress she’d picked out for the evening. She’d be so excited and a little stressed, as she had been since she’d joined the decorating committee. And Darcy would not be there to vent to or dance with or complement her.
Fuck, Darcy thought. They’d really messed up.
But at the same time, this was important work. Tara was such a good person, sometimes she forgot others had bad intentions. Darcy would find something that would help them. Anything. So that none of them had to rely on the others for help ever again—so they could help themselves if and when they needed.
With a tired sigh, Darcy chucked aside yet another hefty tome and got to their feet. The sun had long set and the night was very dark beyond the broken windows of the cottage. The old lights flickered around the room as they perused the notice board Elle had fixed to the wall a month after they’d found the place. Stuck to it were mostly photographs, memes and doodles, but tucked under a daisy-shaped push pin was a slip of paper featuring some tidy blue writing. Darcy looked closer. Oh, it was just that stupid plant watering spell Nick found. So boring. So useless.
Shaking their head, they turned away from the board and cast their gaze across the table below. It was scattered with all manner of plants and herbs, ingredients needed for more complex spells, many of which had never quite worked the way they’d hoped. They spied a half-melted candle and picked it up.
They cleared their throat and focused on the blackened wick. “Give me fire.”
Nothing happened.
Darcy closed their eyes and tried again. “Give me fire… please?”
Absolutely fuck all.
They threw the candle across the room, then winced as it crashed into some shelves.
Ugh! Now they’d have to clean! Or they could just leave and let someone else do it later…
They turned to grab their bag from beside the sofa and heard footsteps creak on the floorboards by the front door. They shouldered their bag and was about to head out when a man stepped into the room.
A man with dark hair and pale skin.
Simon.
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Chapter 6: with someone else
Notes:
Chapter 6 Word Count: 9233
Content Warnings: violence, threat, mention of death, non-consensual kissing
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chapter six: with someone else
“Simon?”
The man moved further into the room, eying Darcy curiously.
“Stay away,” they said. “I’ll call the police.”
“And tell them what? That the eight of you are witches?”
Darcy tightened their grip on their bag straps. “How do you know that?”
“I know your families,” said Simon. “I know you and I know your friends. I just have one question: have you bound your coven?”
Darcy took a step back and collided with a side table. It wobbled as they steadied themself against it. “Don’t come any closer, I’m serious.”
“Then stop me.”
Darcy reached to grab the heavy lamp which sat on the table beside them, but Simon was quick. In two long strides he crossed the room. He shoved the table over. The lamp crashed to the floor, scattering glass. Darcy darted out of the way.
Breathing hard, Simon glared up at them, his dark hair hanging over his eyes. “Alone you have no power,” he said. “You have really bound your coven.”
He lunged for Darcy, one large, pale hand extended. They twisted aside, grabbed a chair from the desk in the corner and threw it with all their might at the man’s face. They didn’t wait to see if they’d struck true, only ran full speed for the front door and slipped out into the dark woods, Simon’s shouts of anger growing ever distant behind them.
✨
An hour ago, when he’d nipped home to change for the dance, Charlie had felt reasonably put together. He’d meticulously done his hair and picked out a nice shirt. But the second he had returned to school, he had been roped into helping Aleena reattach the massive cardboard moon to the stage curtains for the tenth time that day.
The dance was moon-themed for some reason. He thought they’d done a good job despite the lack of resources and funding. Tara and Imogen had spent hours in the Higgs art rooms crafting silver bunting, streamers and of course, the giant moon which had been incredible when they’d first seen it but was now the bane of their existence since it wouldn’t stay up. Charlie helped mop up a premature juice spillage after Jay knocked into the drinks table with a speaker, and by the time the first students arrived, Charlie felt rather frazzled, a little juice-stained and he knew without looking his hair was a mess again.
Through all of it, Imogen had been running around like a headless chicken, unable to help as much as she wanted due to her arm being in a sling. She and Charlie stood at the side of the hall, now, and watched their fellow classmates arrive in dribs and drabs.
As the room steadily filled, Charlie suspected they had both come to the same conclusion. Imogen sighed. Charlie nodded. “Should have—”
“Should have told everyone to wear silver or white. The colour scheme is completely ruined!” Imogen groaned. She flicked at his shirt. “Ugh! And you’re no better, Charlie. Red? Really?”
“Hey, I like this shirt.”
Jay stood up from their DJ table on the stage and began to wave furiously at Imogen. With another world-weary sigh, she set off to deal with their newest sound issue.
Charlie looked around at the hall, now full of people standing in huddles, shout-chatting over the music, lights refracting silver and glittering across the floor. Maybe it didn’t matter that the people didn’t match the aesthetic. The pop of colour tied it all together nicely, actually—the colours felt better, more natural, especially when they spent enough time in uniform as it was.
Charlie set off slowly around the hall, peering between groups of friends, over people’s heads, wondering whether Nick had arrived yet. But he didn’t even make it halfway along the first wall before Ben appeared from between the crowd. Shit. Had he really forgotten all about Ben?
“Hey.”
“You look nice,” said Charlie, because really, Ben was not bad to look at.
Ben smirked. “Thanks.”
The two of them stood there glancing from each other to the people around them for several very long, very awkward seconds. Charlie wondered why he’d done this to himself. What had been the point? To prove something to himself? To Nick? That he could be and was desirable and worthy of a date to the dance? Or that he could be normal and do normal things like go to a school dance with a boy he thought was cute?
“Want to get a drink?”
“Okay.”
And then Ben’s hand was around Charlie’s—a little too firm, a little not great—and he was leading him across the dance floor to the drinks table. Charlie sighed and considered how revolutionary this was for him, considering his track record. Back at his old school he’d never have imagined such a scenario for himself and actually think it would come true. He was holding hands with a boy at a dance and no one was batting an eyelid.
They made it to the table and, a cup of Sprite in his hand, Charlie promised himself he would not ruin Ben’s night. He would be a good date, they would have fun together, and maybe they would be friends. Maybe this was okay, he thought. Maybe this was nice.
But then, a cluster of people entered through the main doors and there he was. Nick. And suddenly, it didn’t feel that nice.
✨
How the fuck had he missed Charlie and Ben fucking Hope?
Nick had been kicking himself all week for being too chicken to ask Charlie to the dance, and for some reason he hadn’t even considered that someone else would get there first. Not because he didn’t think anyone else would take an interest in Charlie—of course they would, how could they not? — but Ben?
“Oh my god,” Elle gasped. “Is that Ben Hope? With Charlie?”
“Holy shit,” said James. “What an absolute twat.”
The three of them along with Tao and Isaac stood near the main entrance, staring across the crowded dance floor at where Charlie and Ben were standing together, their backs to them as they perused the buffet table, their hands joined like a vice around Nick’s heart.
“Didn’t you two break up, like, last week?” said Isaac.
“Crap.” James put his head in his hands. “Maybe I should have warned him. A shiny new gay guy, Ben was bound to swoop in as soon as I dropped him.”
“And that was a fast swoop,” said Elle. “Fast and silent. I mean, who saw that coming?”
“Not me,” said Nick. The others all turned to see just how shattered he was. “I’m such an idiot.”
“Hey,” said Elle, a hand on his shoulder. “You’re not—”
“I dunno,” said Tao. “Why didn’t you ask Charlie to the dance before that dickhead got there? You’ve had plenty of time to do it.”
“Tao…” Elle chided.
“I’m serious,” said Tao. “They spend every weekend together and practically every break and lunch.”
“And all that time in form,” Isaac added.
Nick closed his eyes, took a deep breath, then opened them again. “Look, you’re right, Tao. But at the same time… Charlie is the best friend I’ve ever had and I don’t want to mess that up by… by…”
“Admitting that you’re in love with him.” Elle nodded. “I understand. It is scary.”
“But at the same time,” said Isaac. He waved a hand towards Charlie and Ben. “This is what happens when you hold yourself back. Listen to me, Charlie likes you back. I know it.”
“But how do you know that for certain?”
Isaac sighed. “The way the two of you look at each other—”
“Hey, guys!”
Nick blinked out of his uncertain daze and turned with the others to find Tara had joined their little huddle.
“Have any of you seen Darcy?”
“Didn’t they tell you?” asked Elle, exchanging a look with Isaac. “We left them in the cottage with their books. They’re still dead set on finding a way to get our solo magic back and well, that seemed more important to them than some silly school dance.”
Tara frowned. “I knew they weren’t completely thrilled about this dance but… why didn’t they just tell me?”
Elle and Isaac shrugged. Tara sighed and took out her phone, ready to tell Darcy off for their lack of communication.
Nick wanted to tell himself off for the same thing, and a little bit to tell Charlie off. Because if he really did like him back then he was sending some weird signals by being at the dance with someone else. When had that even happened? He racked his brain and tried to remember when Charlie had mentioned Ben even once. He couldn’t think of a time. And Nick remembered most of what Charlie told him.
Isaac nudged Tara’s arm and exclaimed, “Ooh, future stepdad alert!”
Tara looked up from her phone and saw Mr Argent standing by the far wall with Mr Lange, the pair of them not exactly looking thrilled to be chaperoning on a Friday night.
“That’s not funny,” she said, pocketing her phone. “I should go and talk to him I suppose. He probably knows my mum told me they’re dating and I don’t want it to be weird.”
Leaving Isaac to look after the still stunned Nick, Tara set off towards the head teacher. “Hi, Mr Argent.”
“Tara, how are you? Having a good time?”
“Yes, thank you.” She cleared her throat. “I just wanted to say… my mum told me that the two of you are seeing each other and I think it’s great. And she seems really happy about it.”
Mr Argent’s eyes crinkled as he laughed. “Well, your mum is a special woman.”
“Yeah,” said Tara. “She is.”
“Well,” said Richard, catching her threatening tone. “Have a nice night.” And he hurried away, satisfyingly flustered. Tara gave Mr Lange, who had clearly been eavesdropping, an awkward nod and set off back to her friends.
Meanwhile, Nick had only moved enough to keep Charlie and Ben in his sights. Though the two had not gone far, only to one of the tables. Charlie was sitting there, looking perfect, a plastic cup of something between his hands, while Ben leaned against the table beside him. Ben seemed to be doing most of the talking and Charlie didn’t look exactly riveted by what he was saying. But maybe that was just Nick’s wishful thinking.
A huddle of girls entered the hall then and cut off Nick’s view. The change in scenery was like a kick to his system and he suddenly realised what he had just been doing. God, how creepy was he? How disgustingly territorial? You couldn’t even find the courage to ask your crush to the dance and now you’re angry someone else did?
He looked around for a friend, literally any of his friends, and found he was standing there alone. Across the room, Tao and Elle were raiding the food table. Tara was chatting with James and Aleena by the stage and Isaac was nowhere to be seen. He’d probably found somewhere quieter to read, Nick thought, though he wished Isaac had stayed. He had a way of reducing the tension, of helping the rest of their dramatic arses see the bigger picture.
As Nick watched James and the others chat, he remembered all of the toxic things James had told them about Ben now they were no longer together, remembered how Ben had always been even before his secret relationship with James. Back when they all thought he was just another homophobic straight boy.
A flare of panic dropped into Nick’s stomach, masking some of his own devastation. His feet moved before he could think about what he was doing. He ducked between the girls blocking his path and found a new, uninhibited view of Charlie.
He blinked.
Charlie was still sitting in the same place—but now he was alone.
Nick stared. He looked left and right.
No sign of Ben anywhere.
What an absolute knob. You do not get to bring Charlie Spring to a party and then leave him alone.
Nick watched Charlie sip his drink and marvelled at how the lights struck his gorgeous, sharp features, the line of his brow, his nose and his chin.
Ben may have swooped fast, but Nick could swoop true.
“Hi.”
Charlie looked up and beamed, his demeanour changing at once. “Hi! You came! I didn’t think you were here. I’ve been looking for you for ages.” He lifted his arms and pulled Nick into a hug.
Heart fluttering happily, Nick squeezed him back, then sank into the chair beside him. “You look so nice. As always.”
Charlie blushed, his nose crinkling in the way it always did when he was bashful. “So do you. But I honestly think you could wear a bin bag and still look cute.”
Nick laughed. “Maybe I needn’t have tried on so many shirts if a bin bag would have done.”
Charlie leant his chin on his hand and giggled. His eyes glittered in the fake-moonlight and Nick could hardly stand it. “So,” he said, trying to calm his racing heart. “Which decorations did you do?”
“Oh, a bit of everything,” said Charlie, glancing around at the bunting and the streamers. “Imogen and Tara did most of the artsy stuff. I did hang that moon about ten times today, so…”
Nick chuckled. “That seems fitting.”
“Yeah,” said Charlie. “Because I keep doing a shit job and it keeps falling down.”
“I don’t think so,” said Nick. “I think maybe the moon is just badly made.”
“Guys, please dance!” Imogen suddenly appeared. She grabbed both their arms and yanked them to their feet. Charlie just managed to chuck his drink onto the table before it spilled. “No one is dancing. This cannot be one of those lame parties where no one dances.”
“Oh, um…” Charlie looked around, worried. “I should probably dance with Ben.”
“If you go out there, I’m sure others will follow.” Imogen gave Nick a push towards the dance floor, then pushed Charlie after him, making him stumble. Nick reached out to catch him as Imogen flounced away again to do the same to James and Tara.
“She is such a meddler,” said Charlie, steadying himself on Nick’s arms. “She did that on purpose.”
“What’s wrong?” Nick raised his eyebrows. “Don’t you want to dance with me?”
Charlie laughed. “Of course I do.”
And then the song changed. From some pop song neither of them knew, to a slower one.
I wanna breathe your air,
Press your chest against mine,
I wanna disappear,
Drink piña coladas in the far sunlight…
Nick glanced around and realised they were standing in the very centre of the dance floor. His arms were still around Charlie from when he’d caught him, and Charlie hadn’t let him go yet either. He felt so good there, between his arms like that. They began to sway, a little hesitantly, a little awkwardly. Nick couldn’t believe how his luck had turned. Charlie slid his hands more comfortably around his waist, leaving delicious tingles in his wake, and Nick only just managed to stifle a gasp. Their eyes met and Nick was struck once again by how utterly stupid he had been.
“I’m sorry if I stand on your feet,” Charlie whispered.
Nick smiled softly. “You’re not.”
“Then what’s the matter?”
“Nothing. It’s just… I know it’s not really any of my business, but… Why are you here with Ben?”
“Oh. Well, he asked me last week and… I didn’t see why not.”
“Why not? Ben Hope is a dick, Charlie. I didn’t throw him into the Seine for nothing, even if it was an accident.”
“Wait, what?” Charlie stopped swaying to stare up at him in disbelief. “That’s that Ben?”
Nick nodded and Charlie looked so devastated he half wished he hadn’t said anything.
Charlie dropped his gaze, shaking his head. “Shit. I knew his name seemed familiar.”
“Did you know he and James were dating up until like a week ago?”
Charlie’s eyes widened.
“I couldn’t believe it when James told me about them,” said Nick. “Ever since I’ve known him, Ben has been a massive homophobe, always been a nasty piece of work. But it sort of makes sense, too. Ben hates Ben, hated James and what he represented. He was horrible to him, especially towards the end.”
“Wow, I’m an idiot,” said Charlie. “I really, really fucked up. I’m so sorry, Nick, I should have…”
“No, I’m sorry—you didn’t know and I didn’t… I didn’t give you another option.”
More couples were slow dancing around them now, but it was like the rest of the room had fallen away.
“I should have been braver,” said Charlie. “Ben may be a dickhead, but so am I… a bit, anyway. I should never have agreed to come here with him. It wasn’t fair. I’ve—I’ve been thinking of and wishing I was here with someone else all evening. And now here I am.” He swallowed. “With someone else.”
Nick’s breath caught. “Charlie?”
“Yeah?”
“Will you go to the dance with me?”
Charlie breathed a laugh. “You are such a dork.”
“Well, will you?”
“I would love to.” His eyes were shining. “Nick?”
“Yeah?”
“Would you kiss me?”
Fake moonlight glimmered, refracting off each dark corner of the hall, leaving only a single bubble of silver surrounding them both. At least that’s what it felt like to Nick.
“Yes,” he said. “Yes.”
Already in the circle of his arms, he was warm and soft and delicate and strong and he was kissing him.
And Nick was astonished.
Of all the times he’d imagined this moment—and he’d imagined little else over the past few weeks—never had he thought it would change everything. He had expected the softness, the warmth, the colour, the heartstopping joy, but the clarity? The security? The promise? Somehow he knew then that this was it. And that Charlie knew too. He tasted sweet, like sugar and lemon, and his body in his arms was trembling. Or was that Nick?
He tightened his embrace and deepened the kiss, lest they both toppled over. He understood suddenly why kisses in films were filmed the way they so often were, with the camera endlessly circling, circling: the very ground beneath their feet was unsteady and he clung to him, knowing he would hold him up, too.
Nick’s palms smoothed down Charlie’s back. He could feel him breathing against him; a gasp in between kisses. His thin fingers were in his hair, on the back of his neck, tangling gently, and Nick remembered the first time he saw him and thought: Here he is. Here’s my person.
The music became audible again to him first, as if someone had turned the sound back on. He drew back from Charlie in time to see a flurry of movement out the corner of his eye.
“Nick! Charlie!” came Isaac’s cry. Their arms were still around each other. Charlie’s eyes were still half-closed. “Oh my god, it happened! I am so pleased for you both but—” Isaac almost barrelled into them. His face was pale and he had to take a deep breath. “Simon broke into the cottage while Darcy was there alone and now he’s after all of us.”
“What?”
“Are they okay?”
“They’re out in the corridor, come on!”
Still in a daze, Nick and Charlie grabbed each other’s hands and hurried after Isaac. They quickly extracted Tao and Elle and together, found Tara and Darcy standing in the middle of the corridor outside, arms around each other, in clear shock.
“Hey,” said Nick. “Are you alright? Isaac said—”
“He attacked me,” Darcy gasped. “I had no way of defending myself because we got rid of the fucking solo magic. He’s on his way right now. I don’t know how long we’ve got.”
“Darcy, you did the right thing,” said Charlie. “We’re stronger together, right?”
“Okay,” said Nick. “We need to hide and then we need a plan.”
Nick and Charlie led the way down the corridor, deeper into the darkened school.
“I’m sorry,” Tara gasped, close to tears as she clung to Darcy’s arm. “I’m so sorry.”
“Hey, no,” Darcy whispered. “I don’t blame you, not at all. You didn’t know—none of us knew what would happen and it’s good that there’s been no accidents because of us but at the same time… maybe that’s exactly what Charlie and I needed in our times of need, you know?”
“That’s not important right now,” said Elle. “This guy is after us. For some reason he hates our guts and wants us… what? Dead?”
A chill ran down Nick’s spine at Elle’s words. Charlie yanked open the nearest classroom door and ducked inside. Nick and the others followed swiftly and James shut the door behind them with a soft snap. All eight of them let out a collective breath.
“Why though?” said Tao, leaning against a desk. “What have we ever done to him?”
“Tao, I don’t think it’s about what we’ve done,” said Charlie. “It’s about what we are. And there’s a chance he knows something about the fire that killed our parents.”
“How do you know that?” asked Isaac.
Charlie exchanged a look with Nick and shrugged. “He sort of hinted at it to me, and then Nick and I looked him up in an old yearbook. He and my dad really were friends.”
“And he definitely knows we’re witches,” said Darcy. “And something has definitely made him scared or angry enough to come after us like this.”
“Look,” said Isaac. “This man is coming after us right now—there’s no time for us to figure everything out. Maybe he’s already here. Either way, we need a plan.”
“We could threaten him, I suppose,” said James. “Scare him enough that he backs off?”
“I think we should trap him,” said Charlie. “Lock him in somewhere and question him. Ask him about the fire.”
“Are you insane?” Tao exclaimed. “That could go seriously wrong!”
“Charlie,” said Darcy. “I think maybe we should go with James’ idea. I understand why you’d want—”
“But how else are we gonna find out more stuff?”
“The school records,” said Elle. “If we can find out more about him, maybe we could find a motive. Maybe then we can make a more informed decision.”
“But how would we even get access to those?” asked Nick.
Elle reached into her pocket and took out a set of keys. She dangled them in front of them all with a mischievous grin. At their stunned looks, she laughed. “No, I didn’t steal them. I just drove here in dad’s car and his office key’s on here with the others.”
Tao slung an arm around her, grinning. “Oh, well, good job, babe.”
Suddenly, the sound of footsteps in the corridor outside made each of them freeze.
“Shit,” James hissed. “Is it him?”
Before anyone could reply or even breathe a full breath, the door opened. Nick and Charlie drew closer together, but then, a second later, Charlie dropped his hand and stepped away. And Nick’s heart plummeted.
“So this is where the party is!”
“Ben,” Nick murmured. “For fuck’s sake…”
“Hey, Ben, there you are,” said Charlie, overly cheerfully. “I was… er… just roping this lot into helping Imogen with some decorating committee stuff.”
“Yeah, Charlie,” said Tao quickly. “Why don’t you head back in and we’ll handle the whole clean-up problem.”
Nick opened his mouth to protest but then Charlie looked back at Tao and frowned. “Are you sure?”
Not looking exactly sure, but having to go with what he’d set in motion, Tao nodded.
Pale-faced but trying to hide his nerves, Charlie looked from Tao to Nick, whispered, “I’ll be right back,” then followed Ben out of the room.
✨
The marina was dark and damp and freezing. The sky was clear, but the stars winking down at Pauline as she strode along, her hands deep in her coat pockets, did nothing to reassure her. But she would not, could not show weakness. Not in front of this man. This normal, mundane man.
Though sometimes, she knew, little else could be more dangerous.
“Hello, Simon,” she said when she finally found the right boat. It was a small vessel with chipped white paint, the cabin modest, the windows murky. She figured it was his because he stepped off it as she approached. “It’s been a long time.”
“It has,” he said, as if they really were only two old school friends. “I figured you’d be along to say hello.”
“Well, you’ve been bothering my daughter. Why would you do something like that?”
“Your daughter is a witch,” said Simon. “And so are her friends.”
Pauline forced a sharp laugh. “Witchcraft? Really, Simon? Are we back to those rumours? What are we, teenagers again?”
Simon shook his head. “Pauline, I know what you are. Julio and I were close—he told me everything.”
“The way I remember it, Julio hated you.”
The man’s dark eyes flashed. “And the deeper he got in with all of you, the further he pushed me and Hazel away.”
“Hazel,” said Pauline. “What a shame.”
“She never stopped believing in Julio and look what happened. Now that Charlie Spring is back it’s happening all over again.”
“You’re paranoid. There’s simply nothing going on.”
Simon took a step closer along the dock. “You know they’re practising, and yet you’re not stopping them. What are you up to?”
“That is the kind of accusation that can get you in trouble.”
“I hoped this day would never come,” said Simon. “But I’m afraid I have no other choice.”
With impressive speed, he reached just inside his boat and came back up with a large plank of wood swinging in his hands. There was no time to duck, but Pauline threw her arms up over her head and used her arm to block it from smashing into her face. The next second, there was a thunk as Simon dropped the plank. Another and his fist hurtled towards her face. The impact sent her sprawling onto the dock and her head spinning with pain.
She blinked up, her cheek throbbing, and watched, furious as Simon reached into his pocket and drew a knife, the blade glimmering in the moonlight. “All I have to do,” he said, panting hard. “Is kill one of them. Just one—and then they’re finished.” He leapt over her prone form and hurtled down the dock, out of sight.
✨
As Nick followed the others further into the school, towards Mr Argent’s office, it was with an almost physical sensation of being pulled in the wrong direction. Like something had tethered him and Charlie together and now it was being stretched to its limit.
At the same time, he was quietly surprised at how little he was worried about Charlie being unfaithful. He was worried about what Ben would say to him, absolutely terrified about what could happen if they didn’t get back to Charlie before Simon arrived, but there was no doubt in Nick’s mind that Charlie wouldn’t choose Ben. Not after that kiss. Not after everything.
They came to the office door and Elle quickly opened it with her key. Tara and Darcy led the way inside, around the desk and into the large spinny chair. Nick and Isaac followed while Tao and Elle hovered in the doorway.
“Keep watch?” Tao said to James, who nodded and remained in the corridor.
“What’s your dad’s password?” asked Darcy, reaching for the keyboard.
“Try 040506,” said Elle. “My birthday.”
Nick crouched beside the chair and watched as Darcy typed in the numbers. All four of them blinked in surprise when the computer unlocked on the first try. With Isaac’s help, Darcy managed to navigate to the school records database and typed into the search bar: Simon Bennett. Luckily, there was only one person with that name. Nick leaned further forward as Darcy scrolled through the record.
“His grades were pretty average,” said Darcy. “In the running club. He got a lot of detentions for… excessive lateness, disruptive behaviour, acting out in class, unexpected absence, throwing objects in class…”
“My mum did say he got into a lot of trouble at school,” said Tara.
“Look,” said Isaac, pointing at the screen. “He was suspended—for fighting and skipping school with Hazel Foster.”
“Wait,” said Nick. “Hazel Foster? We saw her in the yearbook with both of them. She was friends with Charlie’s dad, too.”
Darcy reached for the keyboard again and typed in Hazel Foster. “Okay,” they said, leaning forward to look at the second record. “She was on the student council with Julio and… the yearbook committee and the volleyball team… and a whole load of other stuff.”
“Let me check something,” said Tara.
Darcy leaned away to let Tara take up the keyboard. She pulled up Google and searched Hazel Foster, Rochester, Kent. Several results came up but Tara clicked on the top most one. It was an article from The Medway News and the headline was Local Teens Killed in Tragic Barn Fire.
“What?” said Tao. “What is it?”
“Come and look at this,” said Nick.
Tao and Elle hurried around the desk to huddle around the screen, too.
Most of the page was taken up by a photograph of the blaze. It was night time in the photo and Nick couldn’t make out much more than a mass of flames and smoke, two firefighters trying to put it out. Underneath was a caption: Deceased: Mariam Argent, Jane Driscoll, Hazel Foster, Stéphane Fournier, Colin Henderson, Laura McEwan, Matthew McEwan, Peter Olsson, Tian Xu.
“She was there,” said Nick. “But why? Was she a witch?”
Isaac grabbed the mouse to scroll down and scanned the article quickly. “Among the victims was Hazel Foster… and all our parents… and that’s it. That’s all it says.”
Tara and Darcy leaned back in the chair and everyone exchanged stunned, confused looks.
“What the fuck?” said Tao. “I’ve literally never heard of this woman.”
But Nick’s brain was turning over. He kept thinking back to that photograph of the three friends from the yearbook. Julio, Simon and Hazel. About how they had been sitting. About how Simon and Hazel had been sitting. “That must be it…”
“What?” said Darcy. “What must be it?”
“That’s why Simon is so furious,” said Nick. “I think he and Hazel were close—maybe they were together, I don’t know—but either way, I think she died in the fire. She died because of witchcraft and he…”
“He blames what happened to her on our parents,” said Tara. “And now he’s taking it out on us?”
Nick got to his feet. He couldn’t take it anymore. “We need to find Charlie.”
✨
A faster song was playing now and the hall was alive with students dancing. Everyone seemed to be having a great time. Well, except the teachers. Mr Lange looked like he was trying to glare everyone out of existence, while Mr Argent looked a little sweaty and a lot tired, like he was beginning to regret arranging the whole thing.
Charlie turned back to his date, the boy he’d agreed to come to the stupid dance with and the one he was now beginning to feel bad for all over again. They were once again seated awkwardly side by side at a random table. He believed Nick’s assessment of Ben one hundred percent—and that kiss—Charlie had been such an idiot for letting Ben cloud his judgement, but at the same time, Charlie had also betrayed Ben.
“People are dancing,” said Charlie. “Imogen will be relieved.”
“Do you want to dance?” asked Ben, the corner of his mouth lifting into a smirk. “Just so you know, I’m excellent at it.”
Charlie forced a laugh. Ben was smarmy, for sure, but despite everything, Charlie wanted to spare his feelings as much as he could. But he needed to say his piece and get back to the others. There were more important things on the line than who asked who to the dance now.
“I’m good here,” said Charlie.
“If dancing’s not your thing,” said Ben. “We could get out of here?”
“What?”
Ben leaned in closer and placed a hand on Charlie’s thigh. “This school is full of dark corners. We could utilise a few of my faves.”
Charlie flinched. Froze. The heat of Ben’s hand was like a vice, suffocating and wrong. “No—no, thank you.” He tried to swallow but his throat had gone suddenly dry. “Look, Ben, I’m really sorry. I should never have agreed to come here with you.”
Ben let his hand fall away and Charlie took a deep breath. He forced himself to look Ben in the eye—and saw the charming twinkle there vanish.
“I kind of like someone else… I was too much of a chicken to ask him to the dance, but I should never have led you on. I’m truly sorry if I ruined your night, but I think… I’m just gonna go and find my friends.”
He was up out of his chair and through the nearest door into the corridor before Ben caught up with him.
“Hey!”
Charlie whirled around, shocked.
“You don’t get to walk away from me that easily.”
Quicker than his heart could drop, Charlie’s back was against the wall and Ben’s hands were on him. “Come on,” Ben gasped, his breath hot in Charlie’s face. “That nerdy, delicate twink act, it’s so fucking hot—we don’t even have to find a corner if you’d rather be out in the open.”
Charlie shoved at Ben’s chest. “Get—off—me…”
Ben gripped Charlie’s chin, his fingers long and ice cold as he forced his head up and his lips against his. Everything slowed down. A sharp ringing sound flooded Charlie’s head. He didn’t know how long he stood there, trapped and sickened with himself, but when his brain turned back on his mouth was swollen and Ben’s hands had moved to his hips.
Charlie took his chance. He pushed out at Ben’s chest with all his might. The second Ben stumbled back, Charlie ducked out from between him and the wall and ran.
✨
Back in the hall, Nick scanned the crowd, trying not to become frantic. He would be here. He would just be sitting at a different table. Just be dancing with a different group of people. Just chatting to Imogen over by the stage. “Imogen!” Nick cried as he hurried towards her. He was only half aware of the others following along, each of them searching, too. “Imogen!”
“Nicholas!” she exclaimed. “Having a good time?”
“Have you seen Charlie?”
She seemed to catch the desperation in his face then and she chewed at her lip. “Oh, um… well, I did see him sitting with Ben Hope a while ago.” She looked around at the table nearest the door they’d just entered through. “They must have gone off somewhere else. Oh, Nick,” she said, touching his arm. “I don’t think you have anything to be worried about there, Ben’s just—”
“An arse, yeah, Imogen, thanks, I know.”
“Wait, there he is!” James exclaimed.
Nick turned to see Ben sidle into the hall. Watched the door swing closed behind him. “Ben!” he shouted, striding over to him. “Where’s Charlie?”
Ben shot him a look of disgust, so calm and collected, so casual, it made Nick’s blood boil. “I dunno, mate. He just ran off on me. Can’t think who might have poisoned him towards me…”
“Nick didn’t need to do anything,” James spat, appearing at Nick’s side. “You did that yourself, you fuckwit.”
“I suppose that answers that, then,” said Ben, lazily. “Well, you can keep him, Nelson. I should have suspected you were into the weepy, pathetic type.”
“Don’t you fucking talk about him—”
“Nick!” A pair of hands appeared on Nick’s arm and Tara’s gentle but urgent voice was in his ear. “Leave it,” she hissed. “He’s a knob, but we don’t have time for this.”
Nothing else but fear for Charlie could have broken through the fizzing of Nick’s rage. He let Tara and the others guide him away from Ben fucking Hope and back out into the corridor.
“Come on, Nick,” said Elle. “Breathe.”
“What an absolute twat waffle, honestly,” said Darcy. “He can so be our next Team Witchy attack, I promise, but right now—Simon says kill the witches and we are witches.”
✨
Around another corner, down another dark corridor, Charlie needed to create as much space between himself and Ben as he could. The door of Mr Argent’s office finally came into view. He’d almost forgotten all about Simon. All he’d been thinking was to get away from Ben and get back to Nick.
He hurtled for the office door and jiggled the handle.
It was locked.
“Shit.” He peered through the small window and saw the office was empty. “Fuck.”
Where had they gone?
Charlie sank against the wall, a hand over his mouth as his mind and heart raced. His cheeks were wet. He swiped at them in frustration. He didn’t have time to contemplate what had just happened to him. He needed to get back to the others, and then everything would be okay.
His hands shook. He balled them into fists and took a huge, steadying breath.
The wall behind him was sturdy and cool—he stepped away from it and looked left and right down the corridor. The school was deserted, eerie in its stillness. He couldn’t even hear the music from the dance from here.
Which was how the smallest of noises made him jump.
He spun around. Someone had appeared, silhouetted, at the far end of the corridor. A tall, masculine person with swoopy hair.
“Ben?”
The man strode further into the light and Charlie’s eyes widened.
The man was taller than Ben, broader in the shoulders and older. Simon.
For a second, their eyes locked. The next, Charlie turned and ran. He sprinted down the corridor, his shoes squeaking annoyingly loudly on the shiny floors. But no—it wasn’t only his shoes squeaking—Simon had given chase.
✨
Luckily, the fire door of the main hall of Truham Grammar had been propped open with a chair and Pauline was able to slip easily inside. Keeping her head down, she moved swiftly along the wall, avoiding the dancing teenagers until she found Richard perched by the wall, a plastic cup of Coke in his hand. The second he saw her his face dropped and his eyes widened. “What the hell happened to you?”
“Simon attacked me. He knows about the bound coven. He’s coming for them.”
“Oh my god.”
“We need to do whatever it takes—we can’t let him hurt them.”
Richard abandoned his drink onto the nearest table and started for an internal door. “Go back outside,” he said. “Watch the exits. He won’t come through the front.”
“What if he’s already inside? He was fast, Richard, and furious.”
Richard gripped her elbow. “Then we’d better be faster.”
✨
Charlie was fast, he always had been, but he couldn’t catch his breath.
He ducked between two vending machines and wriggled himself right up to the wall. Between his ragged breaths, he listened hard as Simon’s squeaky footsteps came closer. He leaned forward just a little and saw the small stretch of corridor before it turned into a crossroads. Simon stepped into his eyeline, looking left and right, and Charlie clamped a hand over his mouth. He wouldn’t have been surprised if the man could hear his heart, it was beating so loudly.
Simon turned and strode off towards the right, in the opposite direction to where Charlie was hiding. And Charlie breathed a little in relief. He removed his hand. He swallowed. He closed his eyes and took another breath, just for luck. He was too exposed out here. Surely even just being back at the hall where all the non-witches were was better than being out there alone and vulnerable without magic. Would Simon really murder him in a room full of people? Charlie didn’t think so somehow. Not without some serious forward planning.
He chanced a step forward and peered out from between the vending machines. He looked left and right and saw nobody. Heard nothing. Could he even remember how to get back to the hall from here? He’d been at the school three weeks and he’d thought he had a pretty good idea of the place, but right now, in the dark, with his head spinning, he couldn’t be certain.
Nick, he thought. And the thought came so simply and clearly, there was nothing else for it. He let his eyes fall closed and breathed. Unbidden, Nick’s gorgeous face came to him, his hair and his eyes, his smile and his kiss. Close. He felt close.
Charlie opened his eyes and started back the way he’d come. That feeling of closeness only grew and he sped up into a run. Around a corner, he sprinted along the next corridor. He recognised the empty classroom they’d stopped in before and was barrelling past it when he ran straight into someone coming the other way.
“NO!” Charlie stumbled backwards. Simon’s pale face was like a mini moon in the darkness. The man swiped out with both hands, but Charlie ducked aside, dodged nimbly and slipped past him.
✨
The seven witches strode through the school, peering through every window, into every classroom, around every corner. Nick wished they could split up, to cover more ground, but he knew that would be stupid. The more of them there were, the better chance they had—but right now, Charlie had nobody.
They were halfway down the maths corridor when Nick felt it. A tug in his chest. His breath caught and he latched onto that tugging feeling. He turned around and began to jog back the way they’d just come.
“Wait, Nick,” Tao hissed. “Where are you—?”
“NO!”
Charlie’s distant cry ripped through Nick like ice. He was close, so close, but the terror in his voice… Nick sprinted for the end of the corridor.
“Nick, wait!” Elle cried.
“He’s going to kill him!”
Six pairs of feet clattered after him as he hurtled around the corner, making him feel stronger, more powerful. But there was only one thought in Nick’s mind. Get to Charlie. He couldn’t lose him. Not now. Not now they had just found each other.
“What are we gonna do?” James gasped.
“We’re all here!” Darcy cried. “We’re at full power almost, so—!”
Another desperate cry tore through the halls. “HELP!”
“Charlie!”
None of them stopped running. Nick would not stop. Heart pounding loud in his ears, he rounded the next corner, into the lockers corridor. But then it stopped. There he was. Charlie was running towards him from the other end—Simon right on his heels.
Their eyes met. “Charlie, look out!”
But it was too late. Simon threw out both arms and shoved Charlie from behind. Charlie went sprawling forwards. Simon leapt onto Charlie’s back and pinned him to the floor with his knees. He fisted a hand into Charlie’s hair and yanked his head up, giving him no choice but to look into the faces of his fellow coven members.
Nick threw his arms out to block the others from moving any closer. A distant crash of thunder made every single one of them, including Simon glance around as lightning flickered through the darkened hall. A glimmer of movement caught Nick’s eye and his heart plummeted further—in Simon’s free hand was a knife.
A prickle of something sharp and electric ran up Nick’s back. “Let him go!”
The lockers on either side of them burst open. Their contents flew around them like a tornado of paper.
“We’re sorry Hazel died!” Darcy cried. “But we didn’t kill her!”
Simon tightened his grip on Charlie’s hair. “Hazel didn’t die. What Julio did to her was far worse.” The knife flashed in his hand as he brought it around and pressed it to Charlie’s exposed throat.
Nick met Charlie’s gaze, terror flooding him. He gave a sharp flick of his head and Simon was thrown upwards into the ceiling where he stayed, suspended, as if the ceiling had suddenly become magnetised.
Charlie scrambled to his feet and Nick darted forward. They fell into each other and Nick buried his face in Charlie’s shoulder. He was cool to the touch and trembling, as Nick was, but he was alive and breathing and clinging to him right back.
There was a grunt, and then a sickening crunch as Simon landed in an unconscious heap. The coven stood there in stunned silence, staring at the man sprawled across the floor, scattered papers and books all around him.
“Oh my god,” James breathed. “Is he dead?”
The others gasped and Nick and Charlie exchanged wide-eyed looks. Nick looked back down at Simon and knew what needed to be done. He squeezed Charlie’s hand, tried to move closer to Simon, but as he did so, Charlie wouldn’t let go. Instead, the two of them crept forward together and peered down at their attacker’s chest.
“No,” said Charlie. “He’s breathing.”
“Yeah, okay,” said Tao. “But let’s come away from there now.”
He ushered Nick and Charlie back into the huddle. Elle pulled Tao back to her side, but he kept himself close to Charlie, and in turn, Charlie kept himself close to Nick, for which Nick was grateful.
“Charlie, oh my god,” said Tara. “Are you…?”
It was clear he wasn’t okay, but he clung to Nick and Tao and grimaced bravely. “What are we gonna do?”
“We need to get the fuck out of here,” said Tao.
“But we can’t leave him there,” said Tara. “The school is full of people.”
Elle reached out to take her hand and gave it a comforting squeeze. “It doesn’t matter. “We’re the only ones he cared about hurting.”
“I think we should call the police,” said James.
Planted firmly at Tara’s side, Darcy looked between each of them. “And tell them what?”
Before any of them could reply, footsteps echoed down the hall behind them. They all turned to see Mr Argent striding towards them. “What’s going on? What happened?”
“Dad, I can explain…”
It suddenly occurred to Nick how suspicious they looked, standing over the prone body of a stranger.
“He was chasing after us,” said Isaac quickly. “Because we saw him breaking open all the lockers. He slipped on the papers and hit his head pretty hard.”
“He did all this by himself?” said Mr Argent, indicating the mess across the floor.
Isaac shrugged. “We don’t know,” he said. “It was like this when we came in here.”
Mr Argent picked his way to Simon and crouched over him to peer at his unconscious face. “I know this man,” he said. “He’s very troubled. He’s been breaking in and vandalising the school for years. Now, I don’t want you lot to get any more involved in this than you already have. Just go back to the dance, okay? I’ll take care of this from here.”
Together, they made it back to the corridor outside the hall where the rest of their classmates were still dancing the night away in blissful ignorance. None of them stopped to consider rejoining them. They felt so far removed now, from everything, but not from each other.
Past the hall, the eight of them stepped out of the front doors and into the chilly night air. As they made their way down the path to the gates, none of them spoke, all of them wrapped up in their own whirling thoughts. On the pavement, Nick knew what had to happen next. They each had to go home. They each had to sleep. They each had to carry on and pretend like nothing had happened. When it felt like everything had.
None of the others moved either. They merely stood there, holding onto each other and dreading their parting.
Finally, Charlie gave Nick’s hand a squeeze and spoke to the group as a whole. “Thank you,” he said, his voice no more than a thin whisper. “All of you, thank you. For saving my life. I don’t know what—what would have happened if you hadn’t…”
Nick wrapped himself tighter around his side and buried his face in his shoulder. Charlie’s hand came up and landed in his hair, stroking it tenderly. Charlie was surprised to see Tao wipe away tears. His own bottom lip trembled. “Don’t get all weepy about it.”
And then Nick wasn’t the only one clinging to him because Tao enveloped him into a hug. Surprised, Charlie extracted an arm and held Tao back. And then Isaac and Tara and Darcy and Elle and James all moved forward to form a tight huddle of comfort and tears. Nick and Charlie remained in the middle, still hanging onto each other. And despite everything, Charlie’s heart soared. It wasn’t just Nick. In that moment he felt safe, sevenfold. Safe and loved and warm.
“You finally did it, then?” asked Tao when their hug finally broke.
The others moved away leaving only Nick and Charlie. Tao was still wiping away tears but he’d managed a teasing smile. Nick and Charlie exchanged baffled looks, then glanced down at their linked hands.
“Yes!” Isaac exclaimed. “They kissed in the middle of the dance floor and it was so romantic! I’m so sorry I had to spoil the moment.”
A burst of laughter escaped Nick. Oh yeah, he thought. They had been having a really excellent evening before, well, everything.
“At least something good came out of today,” said Elle. “I’m really happy for you both.”
“Me too,” said James. “Some queer joy to help the attempted murder go down.”
“I expect you both need to talk,” said Tara. “And I don’t know about you lot but I really want my bed.”
There was a murmur of ascent and the coven set off in ones and twos, into cars and away from the school. A wash of relief flooded Nick when, without discussion, Charlie walked with him to his car and climbed into the passenger seat. The moment of disconnect felt wrong, but the moment their seatbelts were on, Charlie’s hand was in his again and he felt like he could breathe.
Charlie sighed. “I’ve got to find out what Simon meant. What my dad did to Hazel…”
“We will,” said Nick. “Just not tonight. Please?”
Charlie gave him an exhausted smile and nodded. “Take me home?”
The drive was not long and their quiet comfort in each other remained, but Charlie found himself willing them to get home faster. The rush of life outside the car made him feel small and weak and so… othered.
The house was dark and still when they arrived. Nick parked on the curb and, noticing the lack of a car in the driveway, Charlie whispered, “My gran is still at work.”
Out of the car, up the path, through the front door, into the quiet hallway, they kicked their shoes in the general direction of the shoe wrack and Charlie led the way into the kitchen. With two steaming mugs of tea, they sank onto the living room sofa and breathed.
The liquid was too hot, but Charlie swallowed it down, relishing the burn against his tongue.
They sat like that for a long while, leaning against each other, sipping their tea, listening to the gentle tick of the clock on the mantel, of the distant cars passing on the road outside. It was nearly midnight before either of them spoke at all. Their mugs had been drained and set aside, their hands had long been entwined and Nick had been drifting off with his head on Charlie’s shoulder.
“Ben kissed me.”
Nick lifted his head. “What?”
Charlie’s free hand clenched into a fist and his shoulders tensed. “He…” He swallowed, then whispered, “I’m sorry.”
“Did—did you want him to kiss you?” Nick sounded so quiet, so uncertain.
Charlie’s eyes widened and he shook his head. “No. No, Nick, I need you to understand, I—I didn’t mean to. I didn’t want to.”
“He forced you?”
Charlie bit his lip, ashamed, and nodded.
A lump formed in Nick’s throat. “C-can I hug you?”
Charlie nodded. He reached for Nick and Nick reached for him. They pulled each other as close as possible, until they were horizontal on the sofa, Charlie’s head on Nick’s chest. Charlie screwed his eyes shut tight and murmured, “I’m sorry. I’m so, so sorry.”
“Hey, no,” said Nick, tightening his arms around him. “No s-words. Not about this. You have absolutely nothing to be sorry about, do you hear me?”
“Sorry,” Charlie whispered, but he lifted his head to reveal a tiny smirk on his lips.
Nick huffed a shaky laugh and their eyes locked. I almost lost you tonight, Nick thought. He reached out to touch the curl in the middle of Charlie’s forehead and marvelled at the very essence of him. “I really like you.”
“You like me?”
“Wasn’t that obvious?”
Charlie giggled softly and shook his head. “Not to me.”
“Do you like me?”
“Yes! Obviously!”
“Why are we like this?”
Laughing, Nick rolled them both over so they came to land side by side on the narrow sofa, noses almost touching. “Charlie… tonight, I… I thought…”
“Shhh…” Charlie let his forehead lean to rest against Nick’s. “We don’t have to think about that, not tonight. Not right now when I’m so… I’m so happy .”
“I’m so happy, too.” His eyes were so full of awe, his touch so full of warmth. “And I would really like to kiss you again, if that’s okay?”
“Yes,” said Charlie. “That’s very okay.”
And so he kissed him.
✨
A car drove through the dark streets of Truham, towards the woods where, between the trees lay a deserted dirt road. Once they were satisfied they were far enough in to not be seen, Pauline Jones and Richard Argent climbed out of the car, into the cold night air.
Around the vehicle, they popped open the boot to find their third passenger had woken up. It didn’t matter that he had though, because Simon Bennett’s ankles and wrists were bound with rope and his panicked breaths were muffled by a substantial layer of gaffa tape.
Richard reached into his pocket, palmed aside the crystal and instead took out a knife. He flicked the blade open. Simon’s eyes flew wide and he began to struggle against his binds. Pauline leapt forwards and gripped his shoulders to hold him still.
With a steady hand, Richard pressed the blade to his own palm. Then, he reached forwards and pressed his bloody hand to Simon’s forehead. Closing his eyes, Richard murmured an incantation, the mere action sending long forgotten thrills of power through his body. When he removed his hand, a red spot remained on the man’s forehead.
“You have been marked,” Richard told him. “No matter where you go, where you hide, we will find you. If you ever so much as look at one of our children again, I will turn your life into a living hell much worse than Hazel ever knew.”
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Chapter 7: call this surviving
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Chapter 7 Word Count: 9055
Content Warnings: mention of violence, mention of death, magical violence, blood
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chapter seven: call this surviving
He came back to the world slowly, gradually. He was so warm and comfy, cosy in his very soul. There was a weight against his shoulder, solid and breathing. Something soft tickled his cheek. Charlie peeled his eyes open to find it was a mess of floppy, strawberry blond hair, haloed in sunlight. He buried his face into the soft strands and inhaled.
They had fallen asleep on the sofa last night. Charlie had a vague memory of them waking up at some point, of climbing the stairs and falling into bed together. He was glad he’d had the foresight to shed his jeans, but at the same time, he was also reasonably naked in bed with Nick—whom he adored but had really only kissed for the first time yesterday.
“Morning.” Nick stirred, stretched and in doing so, tightened his arms around Charlie’s middle. He peered up at him sleepily.
“Morning,” Charlie murmured. “Did you have a good sleep?”
“Hmm…” Nick squinted around at the room. “I didn’t mean to sleep over.”
“We were tired. And I’m glad you did. I haven’t slept that well in ages.”
“Well, that’s good.” Nick smiled. “Me too. And it’s Saturday, which means we can spend all day in bed if we want to.”
“I think we might’ve already made a good go of it.” Charlie rolled over to check the bedside clock. “Oh, yep. It’s one in the afternoon.”
“No wonder my stomach is rumbling. We should probably eat something.”
“But I don’t wanna get up!” Charlie whined, burrowing back under the covers. “I’m too cosy.”
“I could make you un-cosy…” said Nick, climbing out of bed. “If that would help…” He reached for the duvet, grasped the edge and made to yank it away.
“No!” Charlie sat up and twisted to throw himself around Nick’s middle, toppling him sideways onto the covers. They both collapsed, giggling, into a tangle of limbs.
“You didn’t think I was actually going to do it, did you?” Nick scoffed. “As if I’d do such a thing.”
“Oh, I dunno, you’re a menace when you want to be.”
“And you love it.”
“I do.”
Charlie’s heart flipped over. A blush had risen in Nick’s cheeks and Charlie longed to kiss them. Instead, he reached out and cupped his face between his hands. Nick brought them the rest of the way into a kiss. Their kiss on the dance floor yesterday had been intense, their kisses last night on the sofa hot and desperate. These kisses, in the light of day, in the quiet stillness of Charlie’s bedroom were soft and slow and spine-tinglingly sweet.
It took a long while for them to remember the rest of the world. To remember they were hungry and needed things other than each other to live. They extracted themselves from the bed and dressed in fits and starts, pausing to gather the other up in their arms, against walls, door frames and bannisters. In the downstairs hall, Nick suddenly stopped kissing Charlie like it was their last day on earth to throw him over his shoulder.
“Nick!” Charlie squealed as Nick hauled him into the kitchen. “Oh my god!” He plopped him down onto the counter and grinned up at him, breathless. “We’re never gonna get anything done like this, are we?”
“Nope.”
Eventually, they managed to make some brunch and sat together in the same armchair in the living room to eat. It was only in moments of quiet when Charlie remembered any of the other things that had happened yesterday. Giddy excitement and sheer terror chased themselves around his head and it was a fight to keep the good on top. And he knew, in those small moments, Nick felt the same.
He reached to take his hand and brought it to his lips. “Everything’s going to be okay,” he whispered. “We survived. We got through it. Simon can’t hurt us anymore.”
“And Ben?”
“He’s nothing. Ancient history.”
“Charlie… What he did was not nothing. If… if you wanted us to slow down or even take a break, I’d understand, I—”
“What? I don’t want—Nick, no. I-I’m fine. I can’t pretend what happened didn’t shake me, because it did. It… it makes me sick to my stomach, actually.” He shook his head. “But I will not let that dickhead affect what we have. Not for a second. I want to be with you. Nothing makes me feel safer or more reassured than being with you. Even if you decided you didn’t want me anymore, I’d still feel the same.”
“That’s never going to happen,” said Nick. “Being with you… it just feels right. Like we were always going to happen. I knew it from the moment I saw you.”
“Me too, Nick, me too.”
For the rest of the day, neither of them spoke any more of what had happened. Ben didn’t matter. Simon didn’t matter. Today, there was Nick and there was Charlie. No one else.
Except perhaps Nellie, whom upon their arrival at Nick’s house, demanded a walk. Across town and into the woods, they explored past where the cottage lay, enjoying the crisp autumn leaves crunching underfoot and the excuse to huddle close due to the chilly weather.
They made sure to keep up with the coven group chat, checking their phones every so often, but everyone had been exhausted, too. Many of them didn’t emerge in the chat until mid afternoon.
That evening, after Charlie fell asleep in front of the telly at Nick’s, he ended up staying the night.
Nick woke on Sunday morning to find the bed beside him warm, but empty. He stretched out, seeking that missing closeness that had quickly become his favourite thing. He peered around in the semi-darkness of the room. The sun hadn’t yet completely risen. Charlie was sitting in the beanbag chair, curled around his phone, the light illuminating his furrowed eyebrows as he read and scrolled, his cheek a little smushed against the chair.
“Morning,” Nick whispered. “You okay?”
Charlie slowly looked away from the screen, blinking out of his thoughts. He caught sight of Nick watching him from the bed and smiled.“What are you reading so intently?”
Charlie got up and Nick folded him back into bed. They snuggled down, leaning against the headboard and each other as Charlie shared the article he had up on his phone. Nick recognised it at once. “That’s what Tara found when we were in Mr Argent’s office. She Googled Hazel Foster and that was the first result.”
“That’s how I found it, too,” said Charlie. “I keep thinking about that photo in the yearbook, of them on the field with my dad. They looked so happy, like a little trio of friends. But Simon said my dad did something beyond terrible to Hazel. Worse than death. So… I’ve been thinking… maybe she didn’t die in that fire after all.”
“You think she could still be alive?”
“I’ve done some digging. Hazel has a brother. I couldn’t find any contact details except for his home address. He lives in Herne Bay and I was thinking…”
“You want to go and talk to him?”
Charlie nodded. “I know it might give us nothing, but I… I really need to know. My dad was one of the kindest, most caring and lovely people ever. I can’t believe he would ever willingly hurt anyone, much less a friend.”
Nick pressed a kiss to Charlie’s hair. “Alright. I want to know, too, for you and for my dad. Any information about the barn fire we can learn, I want to know. Do you have any lessons tomorrow afternoon?”
“No, only free periods after lunch.”
“Then it’s settled. We can go then.”
“Yeah, okay.”
The rest of Sunday was spent lazing around in bed, switching between snoozing, kissing and watching films. Charlie didn’t want to think about what he would do if it turned out his dad really had done something terrible. He knew he should probably prepare himself for the worst, but at the same time, he just couldn’t fathom the possibility that his dad could be anything other than what he had always been.
Meanwhile, Charlie felt each moment when Nick remembered Friday night all over again. Even if they didn’t speak about it, they could kiss and cuddle about it. Charlie couldn’t imagine—he didn’t want to imagine—how he would have been if their roles had been reversed. If Nick had been isolated away from the coven with a would-be murderer on the loose, Charlie might have done a lot more damage than throw said murderer into the ceiling.
He couldn’t pretend it didn’t feel nice to know what Nick would do for him. Never had Charlie ever known he could trust anyone with his life before. Not just Nick, but the whole coven. He would fight for them, because he knew they would fight for him. His dad was gone, his grandmother was hardly around—the coven were his family now.
That evening, Charlie kissed Nick goodbye, finally broke their resulting embrace, then headed home alone. He hadn’t been alone all weekend, not really. The cold evening air was soothing and the quiet was welcome, but now he realised, without Nick beside him, he did feel a little unmoored, more so than before.
Tomorrow, he reminded himself. Tomorrow he would see Nick at school, just like he always did. Nothing had changed, and yet everything had. Nick was his… boyfriend? Shit . How had he neglected to confirm that detail? Boyfriend didn’t exactly feel like it covered everything they were to each other, but it was a label, a start, a promise.
In form the next morning, no such promise came. Charlie almost asked the questions several times but twice he chickened out—what if Nick didn’t want to be boyfriends? What if it freaked him out and he bolted? Deep down, Charlie knew this wouldn’t happen, but on the third attempt, Mr Farouk snapped at them to be “Quiet!” and they had to obey while he took the register.
By lunch time, however, the whole boyfriend question had left Charlie’s brain entirely in exchange for plans of their imminent mission. The bell rang and Charlie headed straight for the Sixth Form common room where he and Nick had planned to meet, eat together, then head out. He entered to find Nick hadn’t arrived yet, but Tao and Isaac seated on their usual sofa.
Tao was gesticulating as he complained to Isaac in a semi-hushed tone. “I just still hate this binding thing. What’s the point of being a witch if we can’t do magic by ourselves? Why can’t it be fun? Like that film The Craft —I mean, not the stuff in the first half with the snakes—the part where we put spells on people, change our hair colour and levitate.”
“Like Sabrina the Teenage Witch,” said Charlie.
Tao and Isaac looked up and grinned. “Hey,” said Isaac. “How are you feeling?”
Charlie sank onto the sofa opposite and took out his lunch. “Just trying to focus on the positives at the moment.”
“Well, that can’t be difficult,” said Tao. “Did you and Nick spend the whole weekend together?”
Charlie looked from Tao’s raised eyebrows to Isaac’s eager smile. “Yeah. Yeah, we did. And it was so good!” He flopped back against the sofa cushions, a giddy smile on his face.
“Aw,” said Isaac. “I’m really so happy for you.”
“Thanks. God, I’m so happy for me, too. I’ve never… this has never happened to me and Nick is just so—”
“I’m so what?”
Charlie turned to find Nick standing behind the sofa. He grinned and moved around to sit beside him. Ignoring Tao’s dramatic disgust, Charlie slid closer and kissed Nick back, lingering perhaps a little too long for midday in the common room. “So amazing.”
“You’re so amazing,” Nick murmured.
Even Isaac cringed as Tao pretended to vomit.
“This is going to happen all the time now, isn’t it?” Tao whined.
“Yep,” said Nick. “Sorry not sorry.”
“You and Elle are just as bad,” said Charlie.
“It’s just the honeymoon phase,” said Isaac. “It’ll pass.”
Nick and Charlie exchanged knowing looks. Charlie really, really didn’t want that to happen.
As they ate their lunch, the conversation fizzled, then turned to finding Hazel’s brother’s address and Nick and Charlie’s plans to go and speak to him that afternoon.
“But we both have lessons all day,” said Tao. “Can’t we wait until after school? That way we can go with you.”
“I’m not sure it’s a good idea to take too many people,” said Charlie. “We don’t want to ambush the poor man.”
Nick nodded. “We were sort of thinking we’d go just us two and keep you updated on the group chat.”
“And,” said Isaac. “We wouldn’t want to gatecrash your first date.”
Charlie laughed. “It’s not a date.” He caught Nick’s raised eyebrow. “Okay, maybe it is?”
“It can be,” said Nick. “Not very romantic, but…”
Charlie nudged his shoulder and grinned. “Doesn’t matter what we’re doing, any time we’re together is a date in my books.”
They suspected their friends were pretty glad to be rid of them when they finally finished their lunches and headed out to Nick’s car.
“We are such saps,” said Nick, laughing. “Who knew?”
“Oh, we’ve both always been sappy,” said Charlie. “Mine has just been buried until now, waiting for you.”
After only a brief make-out interlude, they pried themselves away from each other and away from the side of the car, climbed in and set off for Herne Bay. Charlie had never been, though Nick had many times. They passed the hour’s drive with silly conversations and stories of summers past. It was nice. Relaxed, even. And the little seaside town was nice, too, if a little bleak in October.
With the help of Google Maps, they found 51 Oakdale Road easily enough. Nick parked down the road, and, hand in hand, they cautiously approached the very ordinary looking bungalow. The front garden was a little overgrown, weeds all over the place, the facade of the house grimy.
“This is it?”
Charlie nodded. “I think so.”
They made their way up the front path to the door, where Charlie let go of Nick’s hand. Nick frowned in disappointment before realising the reality of their situation. “Oh, right,” he said. “Yeah, that’s probably smart.”
Charlie grimaced, regretting the necessary precaution. He took a breath and knocked on the door.
Nothing.
They peered at the windows. There was no light or sound or movement.
Please be home, Charlie thought.
Nick knocked again.
Immediately, the door opened and they both jumped.
The man was tall, very tall… taller than Nick. Broader, too, with a mane of scraggly light brown hair. Nick and Charlie exchanged panicked looks.
“Hi,” said Charlie. “Sorry to bother you, but we’re looking for Warren Foster.”
Charlie was glad he’d let go of Nick’s hand. He didn’t like to judge people upon first impressions, but if anyone was going to be a raging homophobe, then it was this guy. The man looked them up and down, sizing them up—and probably thinking he could definitely take them both.
Charlie ploughed on. “Well, we were really looking for Hazel Foster, but we know Warren lives here.”
“I’m Warren,” said the man. “What do you want with my sister?”
“My dad, Julio Spring, he was friends with Hazel when they were younger.”
At the sound of Julio’s name, Warren let out a sigh, grimacing.
“You knew Julio, too?” asked Nick.
The hard lines of Warren’s features quivered, and he took a breath. “I knew him.”
“My dad died a few months ago.” Charlie forced himself to weather the grizzly stare Warren fixed him with. He wished he could take Nick’s hand again. “I was hoping to ask yourself or—or Hazel a few questions. Do you know where she might be?” If Hazel really was deceased, then he wanted confirmation as soon as possible.
“She’s right here,” said Warren.
And despite the possibility of this fact, Nick and Charlie stared in shock.
“Oh,” said Charlie. “Would it be alright if we talked to her?”
“No, it wouldn’t.”
“Couldn’t we ask her?” asked Nick. “Shouldn’t that be something she decides for herself, whether to talk to us or not?”
Warren turned his grizzly stare upon Nick then, and Nick shrunk a little closer to Charlie. His hand closed around the fabric of Charlie’s coat sleeve and he clung on.
After a long moment, Warren sighed. “Well, come on in, then.”
He stepped aside.
Nick and Charlie glanced at each other, wondering if this was a huge mistake.
But Hazel was alive. And if they had the chance to talk to her, they had to take it.
Charlie gave a tiny nod, then stepped over the threshold.
The hallway beyond was narrow and dimly lit. A washing machine whirred from somewhere and the chatter of a television came from the living room as they passed. It seemed Warren took better care of the inside of the house than the outside.
Nick took Charlie’s hand and gave it a squeeze. Warren led them to a door at the very end of the hall, where they hesitated in the doorway. Beyond, a small room, much nicer than the rest of the house. A bed, a wardrobe, a desk, a sideboard and, facing the window, a large, comfortable looking armchair. Someone was sitting in it, their head just visible over the back.
Charlie squeezed Nick’s hand back, shot him what he hoped was a reassuring look, then dropped his hand again. Together, they stepped inside after Warren and moved around to face the person in the chair.
It was a woman. Hazel. Sixteen years older than she had been when that photo in the yearbook had been taken. She was thin and pale, but her blonde hair was glossy and tidy, like it had been recently combed. She wore a simple, floral dress and a lilac cardigan. She appeared to be fast asleep.
“Ask her anything you like,” said Warren, arms folded across his broad chest.
Charlie inched closer to Hazel and peered into her sleeping face. “Hazel?”
A chill went down his spine. Except for the very slight rise and fall of her chest, Hazel was entirely motionless, without so much as a twitch from behind her closed eyelids.
“She hasn’t moved in sixteen years.”
Nick and Charlie stared at the woman in shock and dawning sadness. “What happened to her?” asked Charlie, feeling a bit sick.
“There was a fire in a barn, years ago,” said Warren.
“Yeah,” Nick breathed. “We know about that.”
Warren glared at him. “Some died, some survived… if you can call this surviving.”
“Do you know what caused it?” asked Charlie.
“No one does. She went to that barn with your father and…”
“What happened?”
Up until that point, Warren had stayed very stoic and controlled, but something flickered beneath his tough exterior—like he was seconds away from yelling or crying or both. “I don’t know,” he said. “Kids used to go to that barn to party all the time. Hazel was different back then—lively and fun, drove our parents mad.”
And how could the woman before them now be the same girl Warren was remembering? Charlie sank to his knees in front of her. He wanted to take her hand, but it felt disrespectful to touch her when she likely had no idea they were there. Nick crouched, too, and placed a hand instead on Charlie’s back, steadying him, a deep sadness in his kind brown eyes.
Charlie looked into Hazel’s face and whispered, “I’m so sorry.”
With lightning speed, Hazel’s hand moved, grabbed at Charlie’s wrist. He cried out, tried to pull away, but her grip was vice-like. Her eyes flew open, blown wide and staring—right at him. Her mouth fell open as she groaned, deep and guttural.
At the same time, Warren reached for Hazel and Nick reached for Charlie. “Let him go!” Nick cried. “Let him go!”
With one massive tug from Warren, Hazel’s grip loosened and Charlie stumbled backwards into Nick. The momentum sent them both staggering into the sideboard. Hazel fell back in her chair, eyes closed, utterly still once again.
Nick and Charlie hung onto each other, breathing hard as they stared from Hazel to Warren.
“What the fuck was that?” Nick gasped.
“You said she hadn’t moved in sixteen years,” said Charlie.
“Not at all,” said Warren. “Not a muscle.” He was still crouched beside his sister. “And then you come.” He stood, his entire, massive attention fixed upon Charlie. “What did you do?”
“Nothing… I—I didn’t do anything.”
“She grabbed your arm!” Spittle flew from Warren’s mouth. “Not mine and not his!”
Nick stared daggers at the man, ready to shout right back at him—but then Warren whirled back around to kneel at his sister’s side again. “Hazel?” He rubbed a gentle hand over her shoulder. “Are you there? Hey, Hazel, it’s me. Can you hear me?”
Charlie nudged Nick’s arm, but Nick didn’t need the assurance to back down. There was no way they could blame this huge but sad man for shouting at two random school boys meddling in his sorry circumstances.
And that’s when Charlie noticed Hazel’s arm. It had fallen limply over the armrest, her cardigan sleeve raised, revealing her narrow forearm—and the strange black mark there. Two straight lines intersecting one curved line.
He glanced at Nick. He had seen it, too. “We should go,” he murmured.
Charlie followed Nick swiftly to the door. “I’m so sorry, Mr Foster.”
But the man was entirely focused on his sister. Nick took Charlie’s hand and Charlie let him lead the way back down the narrow hallway, through the front door and out of the house. Minds reeling, they strode back to the car. Nick shut his door and let out a breath.
“What a massive, scary, heartbroken man.”
“That mark on her arm,” said Charlie. “It’s witchcraft, isn’t it?”
Nick nodded. “It looked like a rune. I’ve seen things like that in Tara’s grimoire. It must be what’s keeping her like that. God, Simon wasn’t exaggerating, I think that is actually worse than death.”
Charlie sighed and let his head fall onto Nick’s shoulder. “I know.”
Nick wrapped his arms around him the best he could over the gearstick. “And why did she have to grab at you like that?”
“Because she knew I was related to Julio? Somehow…”
“But it doesn’t make sense. If Hazel and Julio were friends—who would do that to a friend?”
Charlie winced and chewed at his lip.
“Oh, no,” said Nick quickly. “I didn’t mean—we still don’t know that your dad really did this.”
“No,” said Charlie. He lifted his head. “I do know.”
Nick blinked. “Wait, what? How?”
“I-I’ve seen that rune before.”
“Okay… Where?”
“In… in my family’s grimoire.”
“What?”
“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you. I haven’t told anyone.”
But Nick grasped Charlie’s shoulders and grinned. “You found your grimoire? That’s amazing! Where was it?”
Charlie laughed. “It was actually kind of cool. I was just lying in bed, trying to get to sleep on, like, my second day here, and I heard this click. And then I realised one of the tiles on the fireplace had just popped open. The book was in there, in a secret compartment.”
“Wow.”
“Yeah, kind of cool, but also kind of spooky. But that room did used to be my dad’s so it makes sense.”
“And you saw that rune in your grimoire?”
“Yeah, I think so.”
“Okay, then.” Nick pulled on his seatbelt and turned to the wheel. “Let’s get you back home so you can check it.”
His enthusiasm was infectious and Charlie found himself feeling lighter then he ever would have expected after the afternoon they’d just had. Maybe he really could weather anything with Nick by his side. He clicked his own seatbelt into place, and as Nick pulled away from the house, Charlie couldn’t keep his eyes off him.
“Thank you.”
“What for?”
“Just… thank you.”
On the journey home, their heads were too full to speak much, but the quiet was not awkward, and by the time they arrived back in Truham, Charlie was ready and determined to find the truth.
He led Nick up to his bedroom at a jog, then shut the door behind them. He went straight to the fireplace and, aware of Nick watching excitedly, removed the square tile from the mantelpiece, revealing the compartment behind.
“Voilà,” said Charlie sarcastically. He took out the grimoire.
“Oh my god,” said Nick, sitting beside him on the bed. “You don’t understand how incredible this is. We’ve been waiting ages to find another grimoire. I was beginning to think it’d never happen.”
Charlie flipped through the pages, leaning in so Nick could see, too.
“Are you sure you don’t mind me looking?”
“Of course I don’t.” He realised Nick was just being his usual over-courteous self and smiled. “You’ve been doing this longer than I have. I don’t know what most of this stuff even means.”
Nick leaned in and joined the search for the rune as Charlie continued through the pages.
“Everything we know about who we are, we got from Tara’s grimoire,” said Nick. “But that’s specific to her family. These spells—this book is completely different. We could learn so much from this.”
“Here.” Charlie finally found the page he’d been looking for and pointed to the rune with two lines crossing a curved line. “It is the same, I knew it.”
They both peered down at the incantation scribbled beside it.
“That’s my dad’s handwriting,” said Charlie. “And you don’t recognise it from Tara’s book?”
“No, not at all. We’ve gone over that book loads of times, and I’ve never seen anything like this.”
“Then my dad has to have been the one to put it on Hazel.”
Nick sighed. “It does seem that way. But why though?”
“I don’t know.” Charlie took a deep breath. “He would never hurt anyone. Not the dad I knew.”
“I’m so sorry.” Nick wrapped an arm around him and kissed the side of his head.
“Does it say how to undo the spell?” asked Charlie. “Maybe if we can undo it then she can tell us what happened.”
“Um…” Nick frowned down at the page. “Here, I think. It’s a poultice—and we have most of these ingredients at the cottage.”
“Really?”
“Yeah, but…” He chewed at his lip. “We’ve never tried anything like this before. We don’t know what could happen if we do it wrong—we could even make things worse.”
“I’m not sure you can get much worse than Hazel’s situation. We have to try, Nick. If there’s a chance we can make her better, then we have to.”
They decided to walk across town to the woods. The afternoon had turned crisp, golden leaves scattered everywhere. Bundled in their coats, it was nice to walk hand in hand through town, cosy and unashamed and, most thrillingly, a couple. Charlie had never been a part of one of those before. Often, seeing happy couples in the street would annoy him, but now he had someone to walk through life with, too. Things seemed just a little bit easier to deal with now he was half of a pair.
They soon left the normality of the town centre in favour of the woods, which would lead them to the cottage. Nick led the way inside, across the main room, through a door to the right Charlie had yet to see beyond. Once upon a time, it looked as if it had been a kitchen, but now leafy green vines criss-crossed from each shelf and counter top, plants growing in abundance.
“Whoa,” said Charlie. “It smells so nice in here. All woody and earthy.”
“I’m glad you like it. I sort of got into herbology since I found out I was a witch, so…”
Charlie brushed his fingertips over a broad green leaf and watched it spring up and down. “This is all your work?”
“Yeah,” said Nick, bashful. “Mostly.”
Charlie smiled. “I like the idea of you in here, tending to the plants so delicately.”
“You do?”
“I really do. It suits you.”
The kitchen-greenhouse was not a large room, and most of it was taken up by plants so there was no choice other than to stand close together.
“Honestly, it’s been one of the few bits of magic I can really wrap my head around,” said Nick. “Other than you and me, I suppose.”
Charlie lifted up onto his toes to meet Nick’s kiss. Deep and slow, their arms encircled each other, their sighs collecting into a mutual gasp. A gentle rustle swept around the room, and when they finally drew apart and opened their eyes, the leaves of each plant had risen, as if waving at them from their pots. The boys chuckled softly. It was like they suddenly had an audience for their kiss. Of plants.
“I think they like you,” said Nick. “They’ve never done that when it’s been just me in here.”
“Well, I like them.” Charlie turned to their leafy friends and gave a little bow. “It’s a pleasure to meet you all. I’m sorry if me and your plant-dad turn your home into a new make-out spot. We’ll try not to knock any of you over or float you into space.”
The plants rustled their leaves in response, then fell still.
Nick and Charlie stared in awe. Then broke into giggles once again.
“Right,” said Nick. “Don’t we have a list of ingredients to find?”
“Oh, yeah,” Charlie laughed. “Mysterious rune. Hazel in a creepy magic coma. Possible villainous behaviour from my dead dad… I forgot.”
Nick scooped him up and set him down onto the bare stretch of counter. “Hey!” Charlie cried.
“What?” Nick grinned. “You sit there and look cute while you read from your grimoire and I’ll gather everything?”
“Okay, just make sure you look cute while you gather, too. I can’t be doing all the heavy lifting in the cute department.”
“Pfft! You’re effortless, darling.”
Charlie just about managed to contain his giddiness as he sat there, kicking his feet and reading the list of plants and herbs aloud. Nick was effortlessly adorable as he collected things from all over the room, and some from the main room, too. He gathered everything onto the counter beside Charlie and combined it in a small, glass vial.
“Right. What’s next?” asked Nick. “Or is that it?”
“Just one more,” said Charlie. He had noticed this ingredient at the very bottom of the list a while ago and had been worrying over what it meant exactly. “Um… it says the caster’s blood . Is that…?”
“Shit.” Nick leaned forward to read the grimoire upside down in Charlie’s lap.
“Does that mean…?”
“The blood of whoever cast the spell you’re trying to break, so… your dad’s.”
“So, mine.”
Nick looked up at him. “You don’t have to do this. Not if you don’t want to.”
“No, I’m fine. I’ll do it.” He let out a breath. “For Hazel, right?” And so the worry would go from Nick’s face.
Charlie searched the items scattered across the countertop and grabbed a sharp looking knife probably used for cutting twine. He gripped it as steadily as he could and was about to press it to his palm when—”
“Whoa, whoa, whoa!” Nick cried, hands flying out in placation.
“What? What is it?”
“Just… just put the knife down, please. Jesus . We only need a drop.”
“Oh.” Charlie let Nick remove the knife from his grasp. “Alright then.”
Nick shoved the knife onto the very top shelf, out of sight, and found instead a needle. “Here.” He held it out for Charlie to take—but this time, Charlie was the one to shrink back, eyes wide.
“Um, c-can you do it? I kind of hate needles.”
Nick blanched. “And I kind of hate blood, so…”
“It’s just a drop, like you said. I trust you.” He held out his finger, pad up. Nick eyed it cautiously, stepped a little closer. “It’s okay,” said Charlie, sliding off the counter. “Here, take my hand.”
Still looking rather queasy, Nick took Charlie’s hand in his own, palm upwards. He took a deep breath, raised the needle above the pad of his pointer finger and lowered the needle slowly… softly… gently…
“Oh my god! Just give me that.” Charlie grabbed the needle, closed his eyes and stabbed himself in the finger. “Ouch!” He winced, but the pain was brief. He removed the needle and a bubble of blood followed it, before dribbling down his finger. “Quick! Mix it.”
Blinking out of his green-tinged haze, Nick grabbed the vial and pushed it closer. Charlie leaned over it and let his blood drip into it. When nothing more seemed to be coming on its own, Charlie squeezed his finger and several more drops turned into a veritable pour. “Oop, shit. Whoa…” His head spun, the room tipped. He grasped the edge of the counter for dear life.
“Oh, god, come here. Let’s sit you down.” Nick hooked his arms under Charlie’s and lowered him slowly to sit on the floor. Charlie blinked. His back was against the counter and Nick was peering at him through worried eyes. “Put your head between your knees, that’s it, and take some deep breaths, okay? I’m gonna go and grab the first aid kit. God, I should have gotten that before we started this…”
Nick disappeared into the main room while Charlie did as he’d instructed. He leaned forward and concentrated on breathing. Gradually, his head levelled out and, by the time Nick returned, he felt better. “Wow,” he chuckled. “We are such a mess.”
Nick settled on the floor in front of him and managed a laugh, too. Charlie watched as Nick mopped up his wound with an antiseptic wipe, then wrapped a plaster (green with cartoon dogs) around his finger and kissed it better.
“Thank you.”
“You’re welcome.” Nick got up, then held out a hand to help Charlie. He took it and got steadily to his feet. “You feeling alright?”
“Yeah. I’m okay now. I didn’t realise I was so squeamish about blood. But maybe I did it a little too deep.”
“I’m just impressed I haven’t vomited yet,” said Nick with a low chuckle. “Maybe it’s the fear of vomiting all over you and ruining the charming vibes I’ve presented until now.”
“Oh, you think you’re charming, do you?”
“Don’t you think so?”
“Hmm, you have your moments… Like managing not to puke on me.”
“Is anyone in here?” Nick and Charlie were still wrapped up in each others’ gazes when Darcy appeared in the open kitchen-greenhouse door. “Oh,” they said. “It’s just you two.”
Tara arrived at their shoulder. “Hey.” Her eyes moved from the vial on the counter, to the open first aid kit at their feet. Nick scooped it up and set it aside. “What are you up to? Did you find Hazel’s brother?”
“Not just that,” said Charlie. “We found Hazel.”
“She’s still alive?” Darcy exclaimed.
“Yep,” said Nick. “But… well…”
The two of them gave Tara and Darcy a rundown of what they had found, of Warren and Hazel and their situation.
“We have to help her,” Nick finished. “And this spell, we think it’ll undo whatever spell she’s under.”
“Look,” said Charlie, gesturing to the vial. “We made a poultice.”
But much to his and Nick’s surprise, neither of their friends looked all that thrilled by the prospect. In fact, the more they spoke, the further Tara’s face fell and the more Darcy’s eyebrows knitted.
“Are you sure you know what you’re doing?” asked Darcy.
Tara grimaced. “What if it goes wrong? What if it hurts her even worse?”
“We’ll be careful,” said Nick, looking over the list again. “We’ve got everything we need.”
“But how do you even know what to do?” asked Tara. “My book doesn’t say how to undo any spell like that.”
“But mine does.”
“What?” Tara and Darcy both noticed the book Nick was looking at, still open on the counter. “You found your book?”
Charlie nodded. “My dad was the one to do this to Hazel, and he wrote the spell down in his grimoire, along with the counter-spell.”
“All we have to do is make the poultice,” said Nick. “Which we’ve done. Then we give it to Hazel and perform the incantation.”
“Who knows what she could tell us,” said Charlie. “About our parents and what happened at the barn fire.”
Tara and Darcy exchanged uncomfortable looks. “I’m not sure this is a good idea,” said Tara.
Nick stared. “Why not? We can help her.”
“This spell,” said Tara, lifting the pages of the grimoire suspiciously. “I’ve never seen anything like this. It feels… dangerous.”
“And no offence, Charlie,” said Darcy. “But you haven’t exactly been doing this whole witch thing very long. What makes you think you can do a spell like this?”
Charlie blinked, alarmed.
“Hey,” said Nick. “He’s not doing this alone, okay? And neither of us take this lightly. You didn’t see Hazel, you don’t know what—”
“Look,” said Charlie. “You don’t have to agree with us. We’re not asking you to come along. I’d go on my own if I had to.”
Nick gripped his hand. “You don’t have to.” Charlie smiled gratefully at him, which he returned before turning back to Tara and Darcy. “Don’t you want to find out what happened at the barn fire?”
Tara sighed. “Of course we do, but… I’m sorry. Maybe when we understand more, but right now I just don’t think we know enough to try something like this.”
“Tara… Darcy…”
But the pair were already gone, leaving Nick and Charlie to stare after them in hopeless surprise.
“Don’t worry,” said Nick after several long moments. “We don’t need them.”
“No,” said Charlie. “But it might have been nice to have a little extra power when we take this to Hazel. What if it really is as dangerous as they think? We can do a lot the two of us, but…”
Nick opened his mouth, to provide some more comfort, no doubt, but he was cut off by a loud buzzing sound from his pocket. He took out his phone. “Shit. I’m meant to be at the cafe. Ugh! I completely forgot—mum’s gonna kill me. I never miss shifts.”
“Oh,” said Charlie. “Okay—well, you’d better go, then.” He read the regret in every inch of Nick’s face, and before he could talk himself into any more of a frenzy— “Nick, breathe, it’s okay. I can mix this poultice perfectly well on my own. We can take it to Hazel tomorrow after school and end this once and for all. Okay?”
Nick swallowed, nodded. “Okay.”
Charlie kissed him softly, lingering only a moment before they had to part. Nick kissed him quickly on the forehead, then the nose, then the lips, making Charlie giggle, then set off out of the cottage in a hurry. Charlie watched him go from the kitchen-greenhouse door, smiling wistfully.
With a sigh, he turned to the poultice. It felt weird to be mixing his own blood into the goop, and he couldn’t quite believe it would do anything at all. In the end it turned into a thick, yellow-ish substance which he sealed in its vial and set in his pocket.
He wandered back into the main room and found himself, for the first time, alone in the cottage. He moved slowly around the room, admiring each of the personal touches his coven had made, ones that were not immediately obvious at first glance.
The remains of one window sill was cluttered with yet more plants. Charlie wondered whether Nick had nurtured these ones, too. Someone had tidied the books which had been scattered across the coffee table. The coffee table itself was in fact an old door resting on some stacked pallets. Behind the sofa, on the wall was a notice board decorated with photographs, printed out memes and hand-scribbled notes. He looked upon his friends smiling faces and felt something warm swell in his chest. He was a part of something now. The swell only grew when he noticed a little sketch attached to a corner signed by Elle, depicting all eight of them, their arms around each other, Charlie included, their names in neat, looping writing under each face.
He looked at the sketched versions of Tara and Darcy. He understood their hesitancy, but at the same time he really just wanted the whole thing to be over and done. He considered finding a bus to Herne Bay and setting off alone tonight. He was used to doing things on his own. But now he didn’t have to.
He had just gotten himself comfy on the sofa with his grimoire open when Tao and Elle entered.
“Hey,” said Tao. “What are you doing in here all alone? Or is your tag-along lurking with his plants?”
“It’s just me. Nick left me for the cafe.”
“No wonder you’re so pouty.”
Tao and Elle swung their school bags from their backs and settled on the sofa opposite.
“I’m not pouty about Nick. I’m pouty because we want to undo a spell that could answer a lot of questions, but we have to wait for tomorrow.”
At his friends' alarmed confusion, he realised how much he had to tell them. He explained, again, all about Herne Bay, about Warren and Hazel and Julio’s spell.
“Wow,” said Elle when he finished. “We missed a lot.”
“Nick has been updating the group chat.”
“Ugh!” Tao groaned, looking at his phone. “We’ve been in lessons all afternoon. We didn’t see any of this.”
Elle scrolled through the missed messages, too. “Isaac and James have library duty right now, so they won’t have heard either.”
“Wait a minute,” said Tao. “Is that a grimoire?”
Charlie remembered the book in his lap. “Oh, yeah. It is.”
“Oh my god, let me see!” Elle snatched it up from his hands before he could protest. “We’ve looked for our families’ grimoires for ages, but we can’t find them anywhere.”
“Um… could I have that back, please?” He hadn’t exactly been wanting to shout about it to everyone, but he supposed it was too late now.
Elle stopped mid-page flick, suddenly guilty. “Sorry.” She handed it back. “I just got kind of excited.”
“No, I’m sorry,” said Charlie. “It just feels private, that’s all.” He held the book to his chest and leaned back against the sofa cushions, foot tapping restlessly.
“You really want to get this spell undone, don’t you?” said Tao.
“Yeah, I really do. I just… I need to wait for Nick.”
“Well, why do you need Nick specifically to go with you?” asked Elle. “Other than for the obvious reasons.”
“Yeah,” said Tao. “We could go the three of us. I mean, we’re not gonna hold your hand or make out with you while we’re at it, but I’d like to think we’re pretty good friends now.”
“We are friends,” said Charlie. “And I don’t want to make out with either of you.”
“But we can help you undo this spell,” said Elle. “I’m sure Nick will understand. He loves you.”
“I’m not so sure about that… But I should let him know what we’re doing before we go.”
He considered explaining everything in a text, then decided a voice note would be better. He soon realised that neither of these methods of communication would be that helpful considering Nick was at work and nowhere near his phone. Still, Charlie hoped he didn’t sound too pleading or guilty in his note, even if he felt like shit for doing this without him. “I… I’m sorry.” He almost finished the note with I love you. But that would have been too much, wouldn’t it? They had been together for three days. He wasn’t even sure they were boyfriends.
The sun was setting by the time Charlie, Tao and Elle made it back into town. The three of them climbed into Elle’s car and set off for Herne Bay, Charlie keeping an eye on his phone the whole way.
“Stop worrying,” Tao scoffed from the passenger seat. “That boy is obsessed with you. He’s just working.”
It still didn’t feel great, going ahead with this plan without him. But an hour later, they had found a spot to park along Oakdale Road, and Charlie led the way up to Warren’s house.
“I don’t think he’s home,” said Elle.
The house was indeed dark and quiet. It was early for Warren to be sleeping, though. Charlie knocked on the door and waited.
Nothing.
“Maybe we should…?” Elle looked around the side of the house, towards the path which snaked around to the back of the property.
At the same time, Charlie and Tao realised what she meant. “Are you serious?” Tao hissed, but Charlie ducked after her at once. Tao had no choice but to hurry after them, grumbling all the while. Around the side of the house, they came to a back door. Elle tried the handle—and it opened.
“This is so creepy,” said Tao.
It was just an ordinary kitchen in an ordinary bungalow, but the darkness paired with the silence and the fact they were not supposed to be there—it wasn’t not creepy. Elle took Tao’s hand and gave it a reassuring squeeze. Wishing they had waited for Nick after all, but knowing there was no going back now, Charlie set off through the house, down the narrow hallway, into Hazel’s room.
She was exactly as she had been before, sitting in her armchair facing the window, her eyes closed. Tao and Elle hovered by the door, unnerved. “Now this is actually really creepy,” said Elle.
“Yes, well… let’s be as quick as we can.” Charlie took his grimoire from his coat pocket and began to search for the right page. Meanwhile, Tao and Elle edged around the chair to take in Hazel’s appearance for the first time. The rune on her wrist was still visible, just below her cardigan sleeve.
“Your dad did this?” Elle gasped. “Why?”
“We don’t know. That’s one of the things I’m hoping to find out.”
“I mean, what could anyone do to deserve—your dad must have been pretty powerful to—”
“Elle, please,” said Charlie. “Please, stop talking.”
“You’re right. I’m sorry.”
Charlie found the correct page and shoved the book into Elle’s hands. He took out the poultice vial and unstoppered it. “I’ve got to dab this on the rune, and then we’ll do the incantation together.”
“What language is this?” asked Tao, staring over Elle’s shoulder at the scribbled words.
“No idea.” Charlie cautiously knelt down beside Hazel. If she were to grab for him again he was ready. But there was no Nick or Warren to pull her off him this time. He trusted Tao and Elle, but neither of them had the strength. Why hadn’t he waited for Nick?
But Hazel remained immobile. He gently took her wrist and gooped some poultice over the rune. He smeared it around a little awkwardly, so it covered the entire underside of her wrist, just to make sure. “I suppose that’s it.”
He pocketed the empty vial, then stepped back to stand with his friends. He and Tao leaned in as Elle held the book out for them to see. “Ready?”
“Ready.”
One eye on Hazel, the three of them began to chant. Twice through, they muddled through the strange words, foreign on their tongues. After the third repetition, they paused to watch Hazel’s face.
Still unmoving. Eyes still closed. Charlie glanced at the dampness on her wrist. “Again?”
They repeated the incantation thrice more, a little more confident this time.
But still, nothing happened.
“Shit,” Charlie murmured. As absurd as the whole thing seemed, he hadn’t realised until that moment how he had fully expected it to work. How much he needed it to work.
“I’m sorry,” said Elle, pulling Charlie into a side hug. “I thought it would work, too.”
Tao wrapped an arm around both of them and Charlie sighed. “Maybe Tara and Darcy were right. Maybe we really don’t know what we’re doing.”
Just then, they heard the front door click open. Then closed.
All three of them looked up from their huddle and froze. They stared at each other in horror. Warren was home.
Elle eyed the window, then threw it open. With some difficulty, all of them being tall, they clambered through and dropped down onto the grass outside. Thank goodness the house was a bungalow, Charlie thought as he kept low, waiting for Tao to drop down after him.
Hearts in their throats, they snuck back along the side of the house, around to the front. Warren’s car was in the driveway, and Warren himself was inside the house. Charlie let out a breath. They walked back to Elle’s car as casually as they could, Tao’s breaths coming heavy and laboured.
“I mean,” said Charlie as he climbed inside. “Maybe I did it wrong. I’ve never made a potion before.”
“Let’s just get out of here,” said Tao. “I can’t believe we did that. We just broke into someone’s house!”
Neither Charlie nor Elle had much to say to that. They drove away from Herne Bay, back towards home.
“Thanks for coming with me anyway,” said Charlie. “If we’d had to wait for tomorrow for this, then maybe it would have been worse.”
“No worries,” said Tao. “We’ve got your back.”
“Yeah,” said Elle. “And besides, we all lost someone in that barn fire. My mum and Tao’s dad. I don’t think my dad has ever gotten over it. Yan hasn’t either. We want to know what happened as much as anyone.”
“I suppose we’re all in the same boat,” said Charlie.
“Yep,” said Tao. “A boat full of sad witches.”
An hour later, they arrived back in Truham, night having fallen. Elle pulled up outside Charlie’s house, and he was about to get out when he hesitated. He looked back at his two friends and smiled. “Want to come in for a bit? We could watch a film or play video games? Take our minds off everything?”
Tao and Elle exchanged surprised but delighted looks. “Okay!”
“Yes, please.”
“Come on, then.”
Feeling better after their failure, Charlie hopped from the car and let them into the house. “I’d better tell Nick the bad news.” But, he thought, if Nick were to join them later, maybe the evening wouldn’t be a total loss after all.
✨
All evening, as he’d done his Tesco shop, Warren Foster had been reeling. How could, after sixteen years of waiting, two random boys showing up on his doorstep make Hazel move?
Not totally random boys, he considered. One of them had been Julio’s son. He could hardly believe it, but at the same time, he’d known Julio and Jane had had a child. Had known the lengths Julio had gone to protect him. For good reason. Though he suspected some of that may have been in vain now, considering where the boy was sticking his nose.
Just as he did every night, Warren went into Hazel’s room and made sure everything was clean, neat and tidy. It always was, of course, but it felt good to be doing something for her, even if it was just making sure that when she did wake up—eventually—that she was comfortable, calm and unafraid.
She was, as always, in her chair by the window, the sight of her comforting to him now. As familiar as she had been for almost half his life. He plumped the cushions on the sofa and felt a distinctive cool breeze coming from the window. He turned, frowning and saw it was open. He didn’t remember opening it. It was October. It was freezing outside. He went to shut it, then grabbed a blanket from the wardrobe to tuck over Hazel’s lap.
Warren spent his evening pottering about, humming to himself as he made dinner. He sat on the sofa in Hazel’s room, as he always did, to eat and talk to her about his day. About contractors and construction site gossip, about the two sweet boys who had visited them and how he thought they might have been dating.
He didn’t see the movement beneath her skin.
She didn’t see it either, but she definitely felt it.
Starting from just beneath her left wrist, it travelled up her arm, past her elbow—a slithering, skittering glide.
He heard her gasp though, saw her jerk awake, her chin jutting sharply skywards. “Hazel?”
All at once, her shoulders relaxed, her head came down, and she breathed.
Warren pushed aside his food tray and leapt to his feet. “Oh my god.”
Maybe that boy had done something after all. Maybe he should be sending him and his boyfriend flowers.
Using the arms of the chair to steady herself, Hazel pushed onto her feet. Her chest rose and fell, her breaths heavy and ragged, as if she was as shocked to be awake and standing as he was to see her. She looked up at him, and despite the sixteen years difference, her face changed in recognition. Her little brother. Not so little anymore.
She smiled. And Warren couldn’t help it, he grinned, too. “Hey, Hazel.”
He held out his arms, to fold her into a hug. But then she coughed. And it suddenly seemed difficult for her to breathe. Until her breaths were coming out more and more like big, shuddering gasps. Until her face changed again, this time contracting into fury. Gasps turned into guttural growls, and she bared her teeth like a wild animal.
“Hazel?” Warren took a step back. “What the fuck is happening?”
She ran at him, her hands extended and shoved him. He flew across the room, hit the wall by the door and slid to the carpet with a massive thud.
Hazel twitched.
Looked down at her brother, crumpled and unmoving.
Curious…
She stepped over him and darted from the house.
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Chapter 8: beyond witchcraft
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Chapter 8 Word Count: 5366
Content Warnings: violence, death, blood
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chapter eight: beyond witchcraft
Of all the shifts Nick should have missed, that afternoon’s was up there. And to think, he could have spent the time with his miraculous new maybe-boyfriend. Instead, he’d spent the remainder of his day dealing with every kind of terrible customer under the sun. The coffee machine broke twice, croissants were dropped, tea was spilled. One baby puked up all over the floor while another wailed in sympathy. It was safe to say, while Nick loved working at Nellie’s and was proud of his mum beyond words for running such a successful business, some days he couldn’t wait to be rid of the place.
By the time he got to sit down it was gone eight. It seemed absurd that they had only found out about Hazel about six hours ago. It had been a long, long day. He wasn’t sure when the image of her sitting so utterly still in that chair would leave his head. Probably long before the image of her suddenly grabbing Charlie like she had.
Nick tossed his apron onto a hook, washed his hands, then grabbed his phone from the side. He clicked the power button—but nothing happened. Great. And now he had to walk home. He’d left his car outside Charlie’s house. Maybe that was just the excuse he needed for a sneaky visit before bed. But then again, did he need an excuse anymore? They were… boyfriends? Maybe?
He turned out the lights, then crossed the cafe floor, keys in hand. He was just making sure the shutters were secure when Tara and Darcy appeared, hurrying towards the cafe from across the road. Nick flung the door open and they both tumbled inside, panting as if they’d run all the way there.
“That god,” Darcy gasped, hands on their knees. “Where the fuck have you been? You haven’t been answering our texts or anything!”
“Um… I’ve been here,” said Nick. “I do work here. And my phone is dead, so… sorry.”
Tara took a deep breath, then grabbed onto his arms with an alarming intensity. “Please tell me you haven’t tried that counterspell yet.”
“No. We’re going tomorrow.” Nick stepped back and thankfully, Tara let go of him.
“Thank god,” Darcy said again. “Show him the book!”
They batted Tara’s arm and she took out from under her arm a large, glossy book. Nick recognised it as one of the ones Darcy had borrowed from the cottage to take home to study.
“I knew there was something about that rune that bugged me.” Tara rifled through the pages, then turned it around so Nick could see. “Look at this. These are all ubilaz markings—really old, dark magic. We’re talking demons, evil entities, possession.”
Nick took in the various markings displayed across the pages, and spotted a match of the one of Hazel’s arm, the same as in Charlie’s grimoire. Two straight lines crossing a third curved one. “You think Hazel is possessed?”
Tara turned the page. “The notes are all about using snakes and insects as vessels for dark energy, and then forcing them inside a person. The rune is a suppression spell designed to keep it from coming back out.” She lowered the book, eyes wide in fearful desperation. But Nick was beginning to understand. “This is beyond witchcraft. This is seriously dark magic.”
“None of this was in Charlie’s book,” he said. “If we’d known this, we never would have considered trying the spell.”
Darcy shrugged. “That’s kind of our point.”
Nick let out a sigh, then reached for his phone in his pocket before remembering— “Fuck. My phone is still useless. I’d better get to Charlie’s. He needs to know the truth.”
✨
“We have Pringles, cheese straws and I brought the grapes up, too, you know, for health.” Charlie moved aside a stack of books and set the snacks down on his bedside table.
“Oh my god, thanks, Charlie,” said Elle, reaching for the crisps. “I’m starving.”
Tao lounged beside her on the bed, flicking through Charlie’s grimoire so intently he didn’t even notice the food. Elle wafted the Pringle tube in his general direction and he looked up. “Ooh! Gimme those!”
As the pair of them giggled and flirted, feeding each other crisps, Charlie deftly slipped the grimoire out from under Tao and tucked it away on the mantelpiece with some other books. He would have to remember to put it back in the secret compartment later. As much as he loved Tao and Elle, he figured the fewer people who knew about the compartment, the safer it was.
Charlie’s hand went absently to his pocket and he took out his phone.
“Has he still not replied?” asked Elle.
Charlie shook his head. “He must be done with work by now. The cafe closed an hour ago.” There was a distant knock from the front door. “Maybe that’s him!” He dropped his phone onto the bed and hurried for the door. “I’ll be back in a sec—and I won’t be such a third wheel anymore.”
“Sorry!” Tao yelled after him. “Could you come back with a cup of tea, too?!”
“Fine, your majesties!” Charlie shouted back, laughing as he set off down the stairs.
At the bottom he stopped and stared.
The front door was standing open, blowing back and forth in the breeze from outside. Several crunchy leaves had blown across the hallway floor. Charlie kicked them back out, then shut the door, frowning. Locked it. He stood there, peered down the darkened hall and listened hard. Nothing seemed out of place. Kathleen wasn’t home.
He shook off the lingering feeling of dread and headed for the kitchen.
Had Nick really been held up at the cafe or was Charlie just being clingy? He opened the fridge, took out the milk—then jumped so hard he dropped the bottle.
A woman was standing in the kitchen. She was just standing there by the back door, staring out into the garden. The milk hit the floor and she turned her distant gaze upon him.
He almost didn’t recognise her out of her armchair.
“Where’s Julio?” Her voice was frail with disuse. “Can you help me find Julio?”
Charlie backed up against the fridge, clicking the door shut behind him. “He’s not here. How did you—?”
Her bottom lip trembled. Her right hand moved to scratch her left, just above where the rune lay.
“Are you alright?”
Hazel continued to scratch, like she had a really difficult itch. “I need to see him.”
“Oh, well… he passed away.”
Tears welled in Hazel’s eyes and they spilled down her cheeks.
“Sorry,” said Charlie. “I—I’m his son. I’m Charlie.”
Like a switch had been flicked, the woman’s tears stopped. She looked up at him—for she was a head shorter than he was—eyes wide and desperate. “Charlie,” she said. “You’re his baby. I tried to help him take you away.”
“He did. He took me far away from here.”
“He wanted you to be safe. He tried to leave that night…”
“Which night?” Charlie tried to take a deep breath, to calm his initial shock. “Do you mean the night of the barn fire? Can you tell me what happened?”
“He was… he was trying to stop it.” Her tears came in fresh abandon, her voice wavering as she sniffled. “He wanted to protect us—all of us. But it went inside me.”
Charlie stared. “What did?”
“I don’t know.” She gripped her left arm, her voice weaker than ever. “Something bad. Something… evil.”
Something icey dropped down Charlie’s spine.
“I can still feel it,” Hazel gasped. “It hurts.”
A scream tore from Hazel’s throat and she fell sideways, into the wall. She leaned there, chest heaving, face screwed up in pure agony. Hands outstretched, Charlie moved towards her—to do what, he didn’t know.
“Please!” she cried. “Your father couldn’t get it out but he made the pain go away and now it’s come back!”
Again, she was thrown sideways into the wall—as if something inside her was doing the throwing. Before it could happen a third time, Charlie darted out between Hazel and the wall and cushioned her fall. He placed his hands on her shoulders and tried to hold her steady. She managed to look into his face, her own white with pain. “Can you help me? Please ?”
“I don’t know how.”
Charlie’s heart clenched as Hazel began to sob, loud and pain-filled, clutching at her hair. “Please! Make it stop!” She threw her head back and screamed. Her entire body jerked, spasmed and she stumbled into the dining room, screaming and screaming. Charlie hurried after her, horrified. But what could he do? He could hardly think.
Hazel fell flat onto her back on the dining room rug and the spasms finally seemed to dwindle. She lay there, utterly still, not even out of breath. Charlie hovered over her. A dribble of saliva rolled down her cheek, leaving a trail of moisture in its wake. Her eyes remained open, but they had fallen as blank as the rest of her. Just as she had been in that chair.
Heart racing, Charlie let out a breath. Slowly, he crouched down and took her wrist in his hand, feeling for a pulse. A moment later, she moved—it was only a small movement, but Charlie jumped backwards, landing hard on the rug beside her. Hazel frowned softly and blinked, as if waking up from a deep sleep. “What happened?” she rasped.
“You… you fainted.”
He glanced down at her wrist, bare from where he’d moved aside her cardigan sleeve. The rune was still there, dark black and stark against her pale skin. “Is that what my dad did? Is that how he stopped your pain?”
Hazel looked down at the mark, too. “Yes.”
Steadily, she reached for the dining table and began to push herself onto her feet. Charlie scrambled up and helped her the rest of the way.
“I went to find him at the barn party but I couldn’t.”
“Do you know how the fire started?”
She shook her head, hand scratching at her rune yet again. “Wherever there are witches, evil follows.”
“What do you mean? Why was my dad there in the first place?”
“They’d been summoned,” she said. “They were trying to use your father’s power—his and his friends.”
“Who was? What for?”
“But he couldn’t stop them all, and one of them got inside me.”
“One what?” Charlie glanced upwards and wondered whether his friends were making out so intently they had missed the racket Hazel had been making. “Hazel, please, tell me what he was trying to stop.”
“Demons.”
Charlie froze. Hazel breathed in a sharp, halting breath—and let it out with a wheeze. Her breaths gradually grew faster and faster, until she was coughing, choking. Her neck drew upwards and Charlie could only watch, panic stricken, as something snake-like slithered beneath her skin, up her throat, up inside her cheek towards her head, behind her hair… into her brain.
Her head dropped back down again, her eyes wide and changed.
“Hazel?”
She stepped forward, extended her arms and shoved him.
Charlie flew—through the dining room door and across the kitchen. He hit the fridge door with such force the whole thing shuddered. He slid into a crumpled heap on the floor and did not move.
✨
He was half way to Britannia Road when he felt it. A jolt inside his chest. Nick stopped dead in his tracks. Tara and Darcy frowned at him in confusion. Dread dropped into his heart and then he was moving again. “Give me your phone.”
“What?”
“Just give me your phone, please.”
Tara handed it over. Nick’s fingers shook over the screen. Something was wrong. He didn’t know how he knew it but something had happened. And he needed to speak to Charlie.
“He’s not picking up!” He listened desperately as it rang and rang. “Ugh! Voicemail.”
“Try again,” said Darcy.
The three of them continued to stride along. Nick wanted to run, but then the line finally clicked through. “Hi, it’s me—”
“Hi, sweetie!”
“What? Who is this?”
“It’s Charlie,” said the high falsetto. “I miss you, Nicky-noo. Come and make magic with me.”
“Tao?” Nick gripped the phone tighter. “Why are you answering Charlie’s phone?”
Tao scoffed. Nick could almost hear him roll his eyes. “I’m at his house with Elle. He’s been trying to reach you for hours. Why are you using Tara’s phone?”
“Mine died. Can you put Charlie on?”
“He’s downstairs.”
“Well, can you please go and get him, then?”
Tao hefted himself up from the bed where he’d been curled comfortably around Elle, munching on crisps. He sloped out of the room, towards the stairs. “Hey, Charlie!” he called. “Dreamboat’s on the phone, simply desperate for you!” He laughed to himself as he stepped down into the hall.
He froze. The phone in his hand fell limply to his side.
Through the open kitchen door, on the floor by the fridge lay Charlie. And he wasn’t moving.
“Charlie?”
“What is it? What’s going on?” Nick’s tinny voice on the other end of the call barely reached Tao’s ears. He ran, skidding down the hall towards his fallen friend.
At his side, he grasped Charlie’s shoulders and was about to try and shake him awake when he heard footsteps. He looked up—and there she was, Hazel, coming towards him with considerable speed, brandishing a fire poker.
Tao let out a cry and stumbled away from Charlie, catching himself against the wall. “What the fuck, what the fuck?”
Hazel considered him curiously, her head twitching from side to side. This was definitely not the same Hazel he and Elle had met a few hours ago. She took a step closer towards him and he backed into the hall. She took another step, her movements jerky and uncoordinated—until they weren’t. Until they were fluid and controlled and fast.
Tao turned and hurtled back down the hall to the stairs. “Tao?” came a distant shout from the phone in his hand. “What is going on?”
He lifted the phone to his mouth and managed to yell, “Hazel’s here and I think she’s fucking possessed!”
Nick’s distant exclamation was cut off as Tao shoved the phone into his pocket and sprinted up the stairs. Hazel was right behind him, groaning and growling in a way that could not have been good for her vocal chords. Along the upstairs landing, Tao threw himself into Charlie’s bedroom and shut the door behind him, panting hard.
Elle sat up on the bed—but there was no time for Tao to explain, because then the door behind him shuddered. Hazel had slammed into it from the other side. Elle leapt up and together, they pushed against the door with all their might.
“Is that—?”
“Hazel! Yes!”
Hazel was strong. She pushed once, twice—on the third time, she burst through, sending Tao and Elle tumbling aside. They grabbed onto each others’ hands as Hazel tore inside after them. Before they knew it, she had them backed up against the window with no way to escape. Tao glanced down into the garden below—it was a long way down to climb or to jump.
Hazel staggered closer, still watching them both as if they were fascinating but also confusing to her. Or as if she were choosing who to kill first.
Elle squeezed Tao’s hand and somehow he knew what she meant. He counted to three in his head, then dove to the right. Hazel swiped out with her poker, but Tao rolled away across the bed. He staggered upright on the other side of the room in time to hear Elle scream. Hazel pinned her to the wall, her thin hand around Elle’s throat.
“NO!”
Tao didn’t need to think. Didn’t need to concentrate on magic for the first time in his witch-life. He felt Elle’s magic connect with his own seamlessly, and Hazel was blasted backwards. She flew through the bedroom door and disappeared with a distant thud into the hallway.
Elle fell away from the wall, rubbing at her throat. Tao hurried to her side. “Oh god, are you okay?”
She nodded and gripped his hand again as they edged closer to the door. “Where’s Charlie?” Elle whispered.
“He was in the kitchen. I don’t know what she did to him, but—”
A hand appeared around the door frame—and Hazel staggered back into view. Tao and Elle tightened their grip on each other and Hazel was blasted backwards once again. This time, they took their chance.
Back towards the stairs, they ran down them—but Hazel was quick to recover and hot on their toes. She sprung with impossible height, jumped over their heads to land in front of them at the foot of the stairs. Tao and Elle screamed as they almost ploughed into her.
“Hey!” came a shout.
Charlie was standing in the kitchen doorway, pale and messy-haired, but glaring daggers at Hazel. At his shout, Hazel turned and Tao and Elle darted past her, across the hall, into the living room.
Through the house, they sprinted until they caught up with Charlie in the dining room. He led the way into the office right at the back of the house. It was dark in there and quiet, and they crept as silently as they could behind the desk to huddle together, listening hard.
Tao clutched at a stitch in his chest and tried to calm his breathing. Elle was shaking beside him and Charlie’s fingers were cold over his own. Charlie turned to the other two, a finger over his lips. They stared at each other in the dim light. Hazel had gone quiet. Where was she? Had she lost them? Was she still wondering the house? It felt like they sat there for an eternity, waiting and worrying. But then Charlie shifted up into a crouch.
“Front door,” he whispered. “Run.”
The distance required only a short dash but it seemed infinite in that moment. Keeping his hand firmly in Elle’s, Tao got to his feet—and then they were running. Back the way they’d come, through the dining room. A lamp toppled off the sideboard as they hurtled past and shattered in their wake. Across the kitchen and down the hall, Charlie threw open the front door.
They screamed.
Two people were standing on the front step, about to knock. Tao pushed Elle further behind him before he realised who it was.
“It’s us!” said Isaac. “What’s going on?”
“Oh, shit,” James gasped. “Behind you!”
A pair of arms tightened around Tao from behind and he was thrown backwards down the hall. He stumbled onto the hardwood floor, and looked up to see Hazel standing over him. She let out an animalistic hiss which was cut off by Elle’s shout. “STOP!”
Behind Hazel’s head, Tao watched Elle, Charlie, Isaac and James form a solid wall of power, framed by the open front door. The four of them stepped forward, bearing down on Hazel. Tao swore he felt the air around them crackle with sheer magic.
Hazel froze. She turned, stared each of them in the face until her gaze landed and stuck upon Charlie. He held it valiantly, and, as Tao got shakily to his feet, somehow he knew she would no longer fight them. She was outnumbered now, five to one. She gave a final, snarly growl, dropped the fire poker with a clatter, then fled past them and out into the night.
While Isaac and James stewed in their immediate shock, Elle drew Tao into her arms and he clung to her tight. Charlie took a breath, then ran after Hazel.
He sprinted down the front path and out onto the road. It was dark and cold and Hazel was fast—faster even than he was—and she’d had a head start. Hazel hurtled along the central white markings of the road and Charlie followed. He could hear the others behind him, but there was no time to turn back. He didn’t know what he would do when he caught up with her, but then—a car door sprang open between him and Hazel—and Warren Foster stepped out.
“Hazel?” he cried. “Hazel, it’s me!”
At the corner of the road ahead, Hazel came to an abrupt stop. She whirled around to look at her brother. Charlie came to a stop beside Warren—just as the car came. From left to right, the car knocked clear through Hazel. A dull thunk rocked the night and she tumbled like a ragdoll over the bonnet before she came to land, sprawled and broken on the tarmac.
Things seemed to morph into slow motion. Warren disappeared from Charlie’s side, but came up short before he could make it to Hazel. Don’t look too close, Charlie thought. He didn’t want to look too close, but alas, he couldn’t tear his eyes away from her fallen form.
A car door slammed and the driver hurried over, his fingers clutching his face in frantic terror. Warren sank to his knees, and still Charlie couldn’t look away. Not even as he felt the others coming up behind him. He could hear their heavy breathing, hear their panicked questions, their shouts of alarm. But numbness crawled up his spine, making everything fuzzy.
“She came out of nowhere,” the driver kept saying. “She came out of nowhere.”
Charlie didn’t know how long he stood there, watching the scene unfold. All he knew was the moment everything came back to him. The clatter of footfalls against the pavement brought him out of his daze. Three people appeared around the corner. And then Nick was running towards him, Tara and Darcy following behind. And then Charlie was sinking into his arms. A dry sob escaped his throat as he pressed his face into his shoulder.
Nick wrapped his arms around him and, over Charlie’s buried head, looked around in confusion. When he’d heard Tao’s frantic cries over the phone, his heart had dropped out of his body. And when the call had cut off, the dread inside him had deepened and he had run. He’d had no idea what he would find when he got there, only that he had to get to Charlie.
Turning the corner and seeing him standing in the middle of the road, alive and breathing, relief had flooded him. But now, with him shaking between his arms, Warren on his knees before them, Hazel’s blood painting the tarmac a reddish black, the dread had returned. All he could do was hold onto Charlie. If he focused on the softness of his messy curls against his cheek, of his pulse thrumming through both their chests, then everything would be okay.
The sound of sirens reached them slowly, then all at once. From around the corner, the police and an ambulance came, and then a hand appeared on Nick’s shoulder. Isaac guided him and Charlie onto the pavement where the others had gathered. They watched, all eight of them, their arms around each other, as emergency services got to work. Watched an officer speak to the driver, someone speak to Warren, several people lift Hazel onto a stretcher. “We have to take the body now, Mr Foster.”
Charlie lifted his head to see Warren stroke his sister’s damp hair, glance up at their huddle briefly, then look back down to cover Hazel’s face with a blanket. Her left arm had fallen limply over the side of her stretcher and as she was wheeled into the back of the ambulance, blood drip-dripped a trail after her.
Charlie watched in fuzzy fascination as Warren moved towards them, walking like a man set adrift, though not necessarily by choice. They were standing right by his car, he realised.
“I’m so sorry,” Charlie heard himself whisper.
“She’s at peace now,” said Warren, gruffly. He opened his car door, climbed inside and drove away.
“I hope he’ll be okay.”
Nick kissed Charlie’s head again. “He will be.”
The eight witches continued to watch on as the ambulance departed and the police drove away. A breeze ruffled the tidy hedges of Britannia Road. A couple of golden leaves skittered past their feet. The witches let out a collective breath.
“Is everyone okay?” asked Isaac.
“Charlie?” Tao turned at once to Charlie, still secure under Nick’s arm. “I came downstairs and you were out cold. Scared the shit out of me.”
“What?” Nick breathed. “What happened?”
“She—she pushed me. I think whatever was possessing her must have been super strong because, like, I flew. I hit my head, I suppose. When I woke up she was gone, but I heard you both screaming and… yeah…”
“Jesus.” Nick stepped away just enough to check Charlie over for injury. He cupped the back of his head, as if he might be able to squint through the curls at a bruise or something. “Maybe we should take you to the hospital. You might have a concussion.”
“Nick,” Charlie sighed. “I have a bit of a headache but I’m okay. I really just want to sleep.”
That did not sit well with Nick. He raised his eyebrows sceptically. “Are you sure?”
Charlie nodded.
“Well,” said Nick. “I’m not leaving your side until you’re one hundred percent, okay?”
Charlie managed a small smile. “That sounds perfect.”
“Okay,” said James. “Is anyone going to explain what the fuck that was?”
“Yeah,” said Isaac. “We were next door and we saw her go after you through the window. Thought you might have needed some help, but… Who was that woman and what was wrong with her?”
“That was Hazel Foster,” said Darcy. “And she was possessed by a demon.”
“That’s what she told me,” said Charlie. “Before it took her over completely she just seemed scared, and she spoke to me a bit. She said my dad put that rune on her to suppress the demon, to protect Hazel and to protect everyone else.” He looked up at Nick and smiled. “He was trying to help her.”
Nick smiled back, relieved. But Isaac and James were still not pleased with their level of explanation.
“But who was she?” asked Isaac.
Elle sighed. “Come on,” she said. “I’ll give you a lift home if you like, and we can explain the rest on the way.”
“It’s all on the group chat,” said Nick. “I have been keeping it updated all afternoon.”
“We had library duty,” said James. “And lessons before that.”
Isaac put a hand on his shoulder. “Am I still alright for that sleepover? I don’t really want to go home alone right now. We can catch up with the group chat and watch that Carrie adaptation you were talking about.”
“Not sure I’m still up for Carrie, but of course you can sleep over.”
James and Isaac drifted back down the road, and Tao and Elle climbed back into Elle’s car. Tara and Darcy hurried after them, in need of a lift themselves. Nick and Charlie remained on the pavement until their friends were out of sight. Their gazes drifted to the blood-stained tarmac. A shiver ran up Nick’s back and he felt Charlie shudder, too. He gave his arm a reassuring squeeze, and got them both moving again. Together, they walked the short distance down the road to Charlie’s house. The front door was still hanging open.
Inside, Charlie closed it with a snap, then locked it tight. Still shivery and pale, he bent to pick up the fallen fire poker. “What was I thinking?” he said as he inspected the sharp end. “Tara and Darcy were right. I have no idea what I’m doing and—and now Hazel’s dead.”
“I think,” said Nick. “If we couldn’t get that thing—that demon—out of her, and if it was causing her and others pain, then maybe it was kinder to just… end it.”
Charlie grimaced. He knew Nick was right. He moved absently into the living room and replaced the poker in the stand beside the fireplace. Nick followed, holding true to his word about not letting him out of his sight.
“I’m sorry I went to wake her without you,” said Charlie. “I did try to call you, but…”
“Ugh!” Nick groaned. “It’s not your fault, Char. My phone died. But…” He shrugged. “I would have been fine with it anyway, even if I’d known.”
“Really?”
“Of course. It would have been selfish to be bothered by something like that. But I’m glad you had Tao and Elle with you.”
They drifted through into the dining room where the remains of the lamp they’d knocked over were strewn across the rug.
“We didn’t even think it had worked,” said Charlie. “But I suppose it must have done, because she followed us back here.” He blinked in realisation. “Our magic worked. The poultice and the incantation—we did it!”
Nick surprised himself with his own laughter. “Yes!”
Giggling to themselves, they high-fived.
“Here,” said Charlie. “Help me clean this up before my gran gets home?”
Charlie held out a hand and Nick took it They lifted their clasped hands out over the broken shards, closed their eyes and focused. A moment later, they opened their eyes to find each piece of lamp floating in midair around them. It was simple, really. A nudge here, a gentler nudge there. Until they encouraged each piece to fit back together. Just a little heat, a little pressure, and the lamp toppled back onto the sideboard, as good as new.
They observed their work for several moments, then chuckled at their success. Things felt better then, as Nick followed Charlie into the kitchen. They did have some control over their lives and magic wasn’t always terrible or scary. Charlie’s magic felt like a warm hug and that was exactly what they both needed.
Nick watched Charlie pick up a fallen bottle of milk from the floor and put it back in the fridge. “Have you eaten?” he asked.
Charlie shook his head. “I’m not that hungry.”
“Some paracetamol, I think. And maybe some soup? And bed, please, Spring.”
With only a little more coaxing, Charlie agreed to get changed into some pyjamas and lie down while Nick made the soup. He brought it up to him on a tray and then snuggled down in bed beside him to eat. It was an effort not to spill it, but then, as they joked, they could just magic the sheets clean again if they did.
Hours later, when the bowls had been cleaned away, the lights had been turned out and the two of them were lying in the dark in Charlie’s bed, Nick buried his head in the crook of Charlie’s neck and inhaled.
“I’m so glad your dad was trying to do the right thing,” he murmured.
“Me too,” said Charlie. “I can’t believe I ever doubted him.”
“He sounds like he was a pretty special man, your dad.”
“Yeah, he was.”
At Charlie’s wistful tone, Nick rolled over onto his back—and gasped. “Whoa!”
Charlie chuckled, already having been watching the stars across the ceiling. “He put those there. To start with they just looked like normal glow in the dark stickers, but now they’re—”
“Galaxies,” said Nick, awed. “Look, a shooting star!”
“Make a wish!”
The star winked out of existence. “I don’t need to,” said Nick. “I have everything I need right here in this bed.”
“Pfft!” Charlie batted at his arm. “Sap!”
“It’s true!”
“Wow, I can’t believe you just wasted your wish.” Charlie abandoned the stars to look instead at Nick—the planet he now revolved around. Quite happily and comfortably. “Nick?”
“Yeah?”
“Are we… boyfriends?”
Nick stared, his eyes glittering in the darkness. “Er… yes? Was that not established the last ten times we made out?”
“Oh—yeah—we never really talked about it, though.”
Nick snickered and Charlie giggled, too. And then they were both laughing and clinging to each other under the duvet, under the stars.
“I’m your boyfriend,” Nick whispered, then kissed him. “You’re my boyfriend.” He kissed him again. “We’re boyfriends.” They kissed a third time, and a shower of stardust burst across the ceiling, bathing them in shining silver light.
Notes:
A little bit of a shorter chapter than usual this week, but I really wanted that cliffhanger at the end of Chapter 7 so couldn't shift things around too much 🤷
To update you on my progress, I have just started drafting Chapter 22 (roughly the midpoint of the story) and let me tell you--there is SO much more to come, we've barely scratched the surface. Whenever I come back to the chapters I'm posting I'm always like wow, so much has happened haha! 😅
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Chapter 9: don't make the same mistake
Notes:
Chapter 9 Word Count: 6693
Content Warnings: mention of death, grief, magical violence
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
chapter nine: don’t make the same mistake
Charlie pulled open the fridge and closed his eyes, letting the coolness wash over him.
“Did you get any sleep at all last night?” asked Kathleen as she pottered around the kitchen.
“A little.” The cold was actually making his head hurt worse. He grabbed the milk and shut the door again. He dumped some into his cereal and sat down at the kitchen table. Nick grinned at him from behind his toast. Charlie gave him a questioning look. “What?”
“Nothing. You’re just very cute.”
“Were you staring at me, Nicholas?”
“Shut up and eat your cereal.”
“Wow,” said Charlie. “Is that how you speak to your boyfriend?”
Kathleen hadn’t been that surprised when Nick had accompanied Charlie into the kitchen that morning, his hair damp from the shower. She seemed pretty laid back about it, actually. Comforted to know Charlie had not been alone after last night.
“I still can’t believe you both witnessed that horrible accident,” she said as she poured her tea. “That poor woman.”
Charlie stared into his cereal. “I know.”
“She was friends with your dad back in the day, Hazel Foster. Did you know that?”
“No,” Charlie murmured.
“She’d been ill for a long time. Housebound.” Kathleen shook her head and sipped her tea. “I can’t imagine what she was doing in this neck of the woods.”
Determinedly avoiding Nick’s eye, Charlie managed a non-committal shrug. His grandmother gave her head a little shake, then joined them at the table. “So… what were you up to last night?”
Without meaning to, Nick and Charlie both looked up at each other—and saw their reddened cheeks. “Um…” said Charlie. “J-just hanging out. Tao and Elle were here for a bit and then Nick, obviously…”
“Elle Argent and Tao Xu?”
Charlie frowned. “Yes. Is that bad?” He hadn’t expected them to be the first line of questioning.
“No, not at all. I’m glad you’ve made friends so easily. It makes sense, I suppose, that you’d all find each other.”
“What do you mean?”
“Just that you have so much in common. Your parents were all such close friends, too.”
His hand shook slightly as he stirred his cereal. “Well, it is a small town, I suppose.”
“Your dad and his friends went through a lot together. Ultimately a lot of tragedy.”
His spoon dropped into the bowl with a clatter. His throat grew tight and suddenly, the sugary flakes and milk resembled nothing but cold sludge. He drew a wrist across his mouth, willing himself not to be sick.
“Charlie?”
He was only half aware of Nick’s dawning concern, only half aware of him dropping the remains of his toast onto his plate and dusting off his hands, of him gathering his coat from the back of his chair. “We should get going,” he said. “Thanks for the breakfast.”
Through the fog, Nick’s hand appeared, and Charlie took it, allowed him to lead him up from the table and to the kitchen door.
“One moment, boys,” said Kathleen. She looked from one saddened expression to the other. “How about I make us a nice dinner tonight? I’d love to catch up—and you’re invited, too, of course, Nick.”
Charlie nodded, his voice hoarse. “Okay.”
“I’d love to come, thanks, Mrs Spring.”
She smiled sadly, then crossed the room and pulled Charlie into a hug. He didn’t want to let go of Nick’s hand, but he did so anyway, to pat his grandmother awkwardly on the back.
“There’s nothing you can’t talk to me about, you know that, right?” she murmured.
He stepped out of the hug and re-anchored himself to Nick. “Yeah, I know.”
They made it into the hall, grabbed their bags, donned their coats and set off out towards Nick’s car before the tears came. Taking both Nick and Charlie by surprise. Charlie stopped halfway down the front path and Nick turned back in alarm. “Oh, Char…”
“I’m never going to see my dad again.” His bottom lip quivered, but no matter how much he tried, he couldn’t force the tears back inside. They slid down his cheeks as he tipped forward into Nick’s chest. His hands went at once to his hair and his back, rocking him gently and whispering soothing words.
“It’s okay, Char, it’s okay…”
“I’m s-sorry.”
“You’re okay. Cry if you need to. There’s nothing wrong with having a cry.”
Gradually, his sniffles fizzled out and he relaxed between Nick’s arms. He looked up slowly into his face, knowing his own was still red and blotchy. “We’re gonna be late for school.”
Nick shook his head. “Doesn’t matter.”
“But you still need to get changed.” Charlie took a deep breath, sniffed, then scrubbed at his eyes with his sleeves. “Let’s just go.” He strode the rest of the way to the car, and Nick hurried after him.
As they drove the short distance to River Crescent, Charlie did seem to be trying to appear more cheerful, but Nick knew what grief did to people, even years and years after the fact. Charlie’s dad had died three months ago. It was actually pretty surprising he hadn’t broken down like that before now. Though, Nick realised, he probably had, just not in front of him.
At Nick’s house, he nipped upstairs to get changed while Charlie remained in Nellie’s trusted paws. Something about her non-judgemental gaze and her slobbery kisses made things seem a little brighter. Like everything would be okay.
Charlie sank to the floor by the shoe rack, bundled the dog into his arms and let a few stray tears fall into her fur. She licked his cheek. “Boof!”
“Good girl, Nellie,” said Nick, finding them both there.
“Bork, bork!” She abandoned Charlie for Nick, tail wagging.
Charlie laughed wetly and got to his feet. “She clearly loves you more than me.”
“Only because I know where the treats are kept.”
They fussed Nellie a little more, fed her a few treats, then Nick grabbed a couple of apples before leading the way back out to the car.
Charlie leaned his head against the window, watching the town flit past, his apple sitting uneaten in his hand. He hadn’t slept that well last night and the morning's events had dropped his energy even lower. He knew he should probably eat the apple, but couldn’t quite bring himself to.
“I feel a bit bad,” he murmured. “About how I’ve been around my gran.”
Nick glanced at him. “How do you mean?”
“She’s barely around, but that’s not her fault. She has a busy, important, tiring job, but when she is there, like this morning… I dunno, I just… I want to open up to her, but I can’t. Because all the stuff I want to talk to her about is witch stuff.”
“I get it,” said Nick. “I’m the same way with my mum. Every time I’m about to ask her about something I have to stop myself.”
“But I don’t understand why we can’t just ask them? Surely they’d be able to help us figure some things out.”
“They’ve hidden magic from us our whole lives,” said Nick. “They obviously don’t want us to know about it. And if they found out we already knew, there’s a chance it could all be taken away. One of the last entries in Tara’s grimoire talks about our parents’ coven being punished for their actions—by having their powers stripped away.”
“Stripped away? By who?”
“The book refers to the elders. We think that must mean the generation before.”
“Like my grandmother?” said Charlie. “So she still has her powers?”
“We think so,” said Nick. “All the other elders are either dead or live far away. There’s only your gran and Elle’s grandpa who even still live in Kent.”
They pulled into the school car park and Charlie sighed. “I want to be closer to her. She’s the only family I have left.”
“I don’t think she would hold your distance against you, Char. She seems really nice.”
“Hmm… well, she did just invite you to dinner, so I think you must have her approval.”
“Crap,” said Nick. “I’m gonna have to be on my best behaviour.”
“What are you talking about?” Charlie laughed. “We just had breakfast together—and you love that horrible sandwich pickle she makes.”
“I still want to make a good impression, though. If she found a reason to hate me she might not take so kindly to finding me in your bed next time.”
“In that case,” said Charlie. “You’d better be a fucking gentleman, then.” Nick laughed, but Charlie shook his head. “I’m joking. Nobody could hate you, Nick. Nobody.”
✨
Isaac was kind of glad to wave goodbye to James outside the library that morning. Over the last few weeks, they had grown to be closer friends, and they’d had a nice enough time at their sleepover last night. They had both fallen asleep before the film ended, and when Isaac had woken up on the mattress on James’ bedroom floor, it was to find that each little noise around him caused his head to pound.
It had taken a lot of grumbling and whining to heave himself out of bed and ready for school. James had been a little too overly sympathetic all morning, and while Isaac did appreciate his concern, those wide smiles and kind words grated on his nerves.
What was wrong with him? Isaac wondered as he headed for form. He often prided himself on having never missed a day of school ever, but maybe he should have caved and broken his streak. His headache was becoming all-consuming, the pain spreading down his neck. He rubbed at it—and walked straight into someone coming the other way.
“Watch it!” Isaac snapped.
Mr Argent stared. “I beg your pardon.”
Isaac froze. He shifted awkwardly. “I am so sorry, sir. I don’t know what’s gotten into me today. I just feel really awful.”
The head teacher smiled. “That’s fine. Just please, watch where you’re going.”
“I will. Sorry.”
Richard watched the boy hurry away, then continued on to his office. Pauline was sitting in the chair opposite the desk, her back straight, so prim and proper he couldn’t help but roll his eyes.
“Hazel Foster was killed outside the Spring house last night,” she said by way of greeting.
He sighed and sloped around to sink into his desk chair. “Yes, I’m aware. And in front of our children.”
“Do you think she said anything to them?”
He shook his head. “She was supposed to be catatonic for the rest of her life. I’m not even sure how she was able to get out of her front door. We always knew having them bind the coven might attract unwanted attention.”
“I never thought they’d face this kind of danger,” said Pauline. “And certainly not so soon.”
“The more they’re confronted with, the more they’ll dig, and we’re not yet equipped to protect them from what they might find.”
“We will be. The blood moon is tonight and I’ve got everything ready. Meet me at the usual spot in the woods at nine. We don’t want to miss it.”
“No,” said Richard. “We don’t.” He got to his feet and strode to the door. “What do you say we use phones for these kinds of conversations in future?” He opened his office door and swept his hand in a hopeful gesture.
Pauline stood up, eyebrows raised sarcastically. “But it’s so nice to see you in person.”
Unbeknownst to Pauline, as she walked back through the gates of Truham Grammer, towards her car, Elle Argent spotted her from across the road.
“Your mum’s here,” she said to Tara.
“Ooh!” Darcy exclaimed. “Your future stepmum, Elle!”
Tara laughed a little awkwardly and batted Darcy’s excitement away. Meanwhile, Elle blinked at her friends in confusion. “What are you talking about?”
“Did your dad not tell you?” asked Tara, frowning.
“Tell me what?”
“Our parents are dating. Isn’t that so cute?”
“And if they get married you’ll be sisters,” said Darcy. “So cool!”
Elle looked back to where Pauline Jones had disappeared into her car, watched her drive off down the road and out of sight. Just why had her dad failed to tell her this information? And was she really ready for a possible stepmother? She had always liked Tara’s mum well enough, but as Elle returned to lessons that afternoon, she still wasn’t entirely sure how to feel.
✨
He should have just stayed at home.
But he had coursework to hand in and the library wasn’t going to manage itself. So, Isaac ploughed on through his morning, his usual excellent focus at an all-time low due to the constant throbbing in his head. He hadn’t even been able to read much over break, he’d had to sit there and listen to Nick and Charlie moon over each other while Tao texted Elle with an equally moony look on his face. What did the majority of his classmates do with themselves all break time with no book to read?
When lunch time came, Isaac headed back to the library for his shift behind the desk. He usually had to wolf down some food during the crossing period, but today he had no appetite. He sank into his chair and logged onto the system. As he pressed enter, the bell rang overhead—and he almost jumped out of his skin.
Jesus, what was wrong with him? Why was he so on edge?
His head felt so weird… He felt the need to shake it, so he did. But the weird feeling remained along with the throbbing. Down his neck, the feeling became itchy and he twitched. He shuddered, the miserable sensation travelled down his back… but then, starting from the top of his spine, pain suddenly flared through his entire body. It wriggled downwards, his chest seized and his breath caught.
He had sunk forward against the desk without realising. He gritted his teeth, tried to force down the groans of pain. His limbs weak, his legs shaky, he slid off the chair onto the floor. His vision swam as he tried to right himself, leaning heavily against the desk drawers.
“Isaac?” A pair of feet came into view. “Are you alright?”
He looked up, squinting through the fog, into James’ concerned face. He dropped into a crouch beside him.
At once, the pain vanished. The twitching stopped.
Isaac fell quiet and still, and for the first time that day, he felt calm. Blinking slowly, he considered his friend. Then got steadily to his feet. “James?”
“Yes, it’s me. Are you okay?”
“I’m fine. But I need your help.”
“Okay. What with?”
“I found my family’s grimoire.”
James’ eyes widened. “You did?”
“But I don’t want the others to know.”
“Oh, okay… Where’d you find it?”
“I was looking for a book in my mum’s stuff and found her diary. She writes all about hiding our grimoire in the woods for protection. Will you help me find it?”
“Yes!” James clapped his hands, before hushing himself to a library-appropriate volume. “Of course I’ll help. Oh my god—another grimoire! Sounds fun, I’m in.”
“It does,” said Isaac. “It does sound fun.”
So that evening after school, once they’d both gone home to change into some warmer clothes, Isaac and James set off into the woods. James shivered and bundled his coat tighter around himself. The weather had turned freezing since the beginning of October and tonight was no different. They walked for a long while the cottage was far behind them. Isaac seemed to know where he was going though he carried no map. He was, however, carrying a shovel. He stopped in the middle of a random clearing and held it out for James to take.
“Here?”
Isaac nodded and pushed the shovel into his hands.
While James dug, Isaac stood by, phone torch held aloft—the only light other than the moon which was shrouded in clouds.
“You must have read it wrong,” James panted, wiping a hand over his brow. “There’s nothing here.” He was calf-deep in the hole he’d created, sweat and earth clinging to his skin.
“Trust me,” said Isaac. “It’s here.”
“Nope. I’m done.” James dropped the shovel. “I’m about to pass out.”
“Stop being such a pussy and dig!”
James blinked up at Isaac in astonishment. The brightness of the torch in his hand made him squint and he had to look down again. With a sigh, James grabbed the shovel and struck it into the earth at his feet. This time it caught on something other than soil.
“Oh my god!” James flung the shovel aside and threw himself down to dig with his hands. There was something there, just under the surface—something old and leathery, a deep, reddish brown. A buckle and a clasp… A suitcase. It was an old leather suitcase.
With great difficulty, James hefted the case from the earth and dumped it out onto the forest floor. “Fuck, that’s heavy! Are you sure the grimoire’s in there?”
“This is exactly what we’re looking for,” said Isaac.
✨
As much as Nick had joked that morning, he really did want Kathleen to like him. She was so poised, it was difficult to tell what she was thinking. The three of them were seated around the dining room, tucking into the delicious dinner she had prepared.
Charlie had been a little quieter than usual all day, but Nick hadn’t minded. At lunch time, the common room had proved too crowded for him and so they’d found a quiet spot outside by the tennis courts to eat in peace. Bundled in their coats and cuddled together, it had been pretty cosy, actually. It had been nice to know that even though Charlie hadn’t felt up to company, Nick himself didn’t count. Charlie had been quite content to sit and listen to Nick chatter about his classes, rugby, the cafe, his dog, and all the new plants he wanted to add to his collection.
Charlie’d had to listen to the same topics discussed all over again as Nick told them to Kathleen, only in a much more polite manner, and skipping over any witchy or flirty business. Several minutes later, however, the three of them fell into awkward, quiet chewing, which Nick really, really hoped he hadn’t caused.
“How’s the chicken?” asked Kathleen.
“Delicious,” said Nick. “Thank you.”
“It’s really nice, thanks, gran.”
“School?”
“Fine, yeah.”
“It’s school,” said Charlie.
Kathleen chuckled. “Soon we’re going to be talking about the weather.”
As Nick cringed internally—he and Charlie never suffered from awkward silences when it was just the two of them—Charlie gave an awkward laugh and shook his head. “Sorry.”
And oh my god, his boyfriend was entirely too adorable. Sometimes it struck Nick all over again how beautiful he was—especially when Charlie laughed, but all the time, really.
Charlie looked from Nick to Kathleen in bemusement and Nick realised he hadn’t been the only one watching him with a heightened degree of fondness.
“What?”
“The way you just wrinkled your nose—”
“It was very cute.” Nick interrupted without thinking.
But Kathleen merely smiled. “I was going to say it was exactly like your dad.”
Charlie took a measured breath. “What was he like… at my age?”
“A lot like you,” said Kathleen. “So smart and strong-willed, funny and very cute.”
Nick grinned. “And good at everything.”
“Hmm, maybe not sport so much, your dad. He tried tennis for a bit but he was hopeless, bless him.”
“Why did he leave here?”
Charlie’s question seemed to take Kathleen by surprise. He had fallen contemplative as she and Nick sang his and his dad’s praises, but he looked up now, expression serious.
Kathleen took a breath and considered her words carefully. “Your father kept a lot of things from me. He didn’t think I’d understand. You might feel the same way. When he was in trouble, I didn’t see the signs. If we had been closer, if he’d come to me, I could have helped. I’ll never forgive myself for not seeing his troubles sooner.”
With every word his grandmother had spoken, Charlie’s face had fallen further. Nick reached under the table and gave his knee a comforting squeeze.
“I think,” said Charlie. “You know, once dad got something in his head…”
“Ah, see,” said Kathleen, sipping her wine. “You do know him better than you think.” Charlie smiled wistfully, but Kathleen turned serious once again. “Please, don’t make the same mistake, Charlie.”
Nick felt Charlie flinch, saw him wince, then close his eyes for a moment. God, Kathleen really wasn’t making this easy for him. It wasn’t her fault, of course. She didn’t know what a guilt trip she was pulling. On the other hand, maybe she did… She was a witch herself after all, and she wasn’t stupid. Surely she had some idea what was going on with Charlie’s new group of friends.
Nick felt his phone vibrate against his leg, and a second later, Charlie took out his own phone. “It’s Isaac,” he whispered. He turned the screen around so Nick could read it, too.
ISAAC: Come to the cottage! Hurry!
“Is everything okay?” asked Kathleen, mopping her mouth with the corner of her napkin.
“Fine,” said Charlie.
“Ready for dessert?”
“Actually, um… we have to meet someone.” Charlie got to his feet. “I won’t be back late, I promise. Thanks for the dinner, gran. I really, really do appreciate it.”
Nick followed suit, still trying for polite and charming. “Thanks for having me, Mrs Spring.”
Kathleen chuckled. “My pleasure.” When neither of them moved from the doorway, she waved a dismissive hand. “Go on, go on. Have a nice evening.”
Nick and Charlie threw on coats and shoes, then hurried out to the car.
“God, that was so awkward,” said Nick, shutting his car door.
“I know,” Charlie whined, head in his hands. “I think I need to come up with some fake thing to open up to her about. Something not about witchcraft or my dad.”
“How about your amazing new boyfriend?”
Charlie laughed. “What would I even say? She does not need to know all the thoughts I have about you.”
“All good thoughts, I hope.”
“Oh yes. They range from good to fucking transcendent to way too x-rated for my poor grandmother.”
Seat belt in hand, Nick’s eyes widened. “I might be interested in hearing some of those thoughts.”
“You would?”
“Mmhm. I would love to know if they match my own about you.”
They caught each other’s gazes and Nick thought he might combust. He swore he could feel the crackle of some electric current run between them in the confined space of the car. Charlie seemed to feel it too because he swallowed thickly and took a breath. “We can revisit this conversation—after we find out what Isaac’s emergency is. Okay?”
“I can’t wait.”
✨
The light from Pauline’s car was the only beacon leading Richard to the very end of the woodland track. He parked up beside her and climbed out. He bundled his scarf tighter around his neck and moved around the side of the car, where he found her, seated at a foldout table set up on the grass verge.
“Hello, Richard.”
“Am I early? You said nine.”
“No. You’re right on time.”
He sat down in the camping chair opposite her. She reached into her coat and pulled out a bottle. “Wine?” There were two glasses on the table along with several tealights.
“No, thanks,” said Richard. “We’ve got work to do.”
“Of course. I’ve got everything set up but…” She put the wine down and reached for a box of matches. “I just need to light these candles.” He watched her lift the flame from each tealight to the next, until all four were flickering brightly. “We’ve still got fifteen minutes.” She shook out the match, a stream of smoke lifting into the air for a second before it vanished. “Are you sure you don’t want a drink?”
Richard sighed. He glanced around, shivering. He supposed there was nothing else to do to pass the time and maybe it would help warm him up. “Fine.”
“Great.”
She poured them both a glass and they sat there, taking sips in the middle of the woods, nothing but pitch darkness on either side of them.
“You want these crystals as much as I do, right?”
“Of course I do,” said Pauline. “To get our true power back, that would mean everything.”
“Then don’t lose focus.”
✨
James had suggested they try to use magic to transport the suitcase to the cottage, but Isaac refused.
Okay, they had never tried such a thing before but it might have been nice—since the suitcase was very heavy and the pair of them were not the most physically strong people in the world. Even so, they managed to drag the case through the woods, into the cottage where it now sat in the middle of the floor.
James reached for the clasps.
“Don’t touch it!”
“But I thought this was what you wanted. The grimoire.”
“My mum put a spell on it to keep it safe,” said Isaac. “It won’t open until we undo it. I just need to get it started.”
James crouched down to examine the clasps closer. “These look ancient. I bet we could pry it open somehow.”
“James!” Isaac snapped. “No means no, don’t you understand?”
“Alright, alright.”
What had gotten into Isaac today? He was usually so measured and kind. James supposed they all had bad days, they all lashed out sometimes when they got angry or sad or tired. James had just never seen Isaac do so before.
“So, what’s the emergency?”
James turned and was relieved to see Tao and Elle step into the cottage.
“It’s a surprise,” said Isaac. “Just give me a minute.” And he disappeared into the kitchen-greenhouse.
“You tell us to hurry over here,” Tao whined. “And now you want us to wait a minute?”
“He found his grimoire,” said James.
“Another one?” Elle exclaimed. “Really? Where is it?”
James gestured to the suitcase.
“Oh my god! Then, let’s open it! What are we waiting for?” Elle pulled at the clasps but they remained firmly shut.
“There’s a spell on the lock apparently,” said James. “Did you tell the others about this?”
“Nope!” said Isaac from the other room. “Just us four.”
“But why?” asked Tao.
“You’re my best friends. There’s nothing I wouldn’t do for you.”
They listened to Isaac potter about, the three of them exchanging looks of alarmed confusion. There was nothing special about the suitcase that James could see. The leather was filthy from being buried under the earth for sixteen years, though it looked to have been made long before even that.
A blast of fire suddenly flared from the kitchen-greenhouse door and they all looked up. Isaac appeared, a tree branch held aloft, alight with flames. They watched, wide-eyed as Isaac dropped the branch into a mortar and began to grind it into a concoction, the whole thing sizzling and smoking.
“What the fuck is he doing?” Nick and Charlie had arrived, hand in hand as always. “We got Isaac’s message. Is this the emergency?”
“Wait,” said James. “I thought you didn’t tell the others.”
“What the fuck is going on, Isaac?” said Tao.
Isaac set his still-smoking mortar down on the side table. “Sorry,” he said. “I didn’t think you’d come if you knew, but I think we need the entire coven for the spell to work.”
The others frowned at each other.
“Why does he think we wouldn’t come if we knew that?” Nick murmured.
Charlie shrugged. None of the others had an answer for that, either. He and Nick moved to join the others around the suitcase. “Are we trying to open that?”
“What’s in there?”
“Isaac’s grimoire,” said Elle.
“Really?” Charlie reached down for the clasps. A second before his fingers could touch metal—
“Why is everyone in such a rush to open the fucking case?”
Silence.
Charlie stepped away to Nick’s side, slid an arm around him.
“Um,” said Nick. “Isaac, are you okay?”
Isaac’s shoulders relaxed and his face fell, ashamed. His cheek twitched.
“Why don’t I check and see where Tara and Darcy are?” said Charlie, taking out his phone.
“Tell them to hurry,” said Isaac. He turned back to his mortar, which had thankfully stopped smoking, and began to stir it feverishly. “They haven’t been responding to my messages.”
Just then, the leather top of the suitcase rippled.
Tao grabbed Elle’s hand and Nick and Charlie held onto each other a little tighter.
“Did you see that?” James gasped.
“See what?” said Isaac, not looking away from his potion.
“The suitcase just fucking moved,” said Tao.
Isaac gave a little chuckle. “Suitcases don’t move.”
“Well, this one just did.” Elle stepped forward, her face set. She reached out a hand towards the top of the case. Tao clung to her, horrified. She gave the leather a tiny jab with her finger—and the thing inside rippled once again. Like there was something moving inside it. Something alive. All five of them leapt away even further.
“It moved again!”
“Oh my god,” James cried. “What the fuck?”
Isaac whirled around to glare at them all. “Just stay away from it! I keep telling you!”
The others stared at Isaac, but Charlie couldn’t look away from the case. The second time it had moved, he could have sworn he’d heard a hiss . He tried to push Nick behind himself, but at the same time, Nick tried to do the same to him. The pair of them ended up in a kind of stalemate.
“Isaac,” said Charlie. “What’s in the suitcase?”
Isaac looked down at his feet for a moment, sheepish. Then he raised his head again, looking up at them all from beneath his eyelashes in an unsettling mockery of sweetness. “You’ll see,” he said.
And then he smiled, ultra-innocently. And Charlie’s heart jolted. Something moved, snake-like across Isaac’s forehead, under his skin. It disappeared quickly under his hair but from the mingled gasps around him, Charlie knew he wasn’t alone in noticing it. Isaac, seemingly unaware that anything utterly terrifying had just happened, turned back to his mortar and pestle and continued to mix.
Nick tugged on Charlie’s arm to get him to move. He stumbled after him, the others following closely to gather in the entrance way, voices dropped in a whispered but panicked discussion.
“What the fuck was that thing in his face?” Tao hissed.
“I think it was the same thing that was in Hazel,” said Charlie.
Nick swallowed. “A demon?”
“That’s what she said it was,” said Charlie. “But I’ve never seen a demon before. Do they look like little snakes slithering around inside people?”
Nick nodded grimly. “I think so. The book Tara and Darcy found said snakes or insects are often used as vessels.”
“Gross,” James murmured.
“Wait a minute, are you saying Isaac is possessed?” said Elle. “By a demon?”
“Oh god,” said Tao, letting go of Elle to pace, hands in his hair. “What are we gonna do? We have to get that thing out of him.”
“How, though?” said Charlie, trying not to panic. “My dad couldn’t help Hazel other than to put her in a sixteen-year-long coma, and we don’t know half the magic he did.”
“It doesn’t matter,” said Tao, whirling around at Charlie. “We need to figure it out.”
At the same time, Charlie and Elle moved forward to put a comforting arm around Tao. Charlie let Elle take the lead but patted his friend on the shoulder anyway. “I know, I know… but how?”
“I don’t know!” Tao burst away from Elle to resume his pacing. Charlie half wanted to join him—surely there was something they could do—other than standing around panicking. But there was no time for further discussion because then a shout from outside reached their ears.
“Guys? What’s going on?” Darcy stepped through the front door, into the entrance way, closely followed by Tara. “Why are we standing around in here?”
Before any of them could explain, James turned and ran back into the main room.
There was only enough time for Charlie and the others to hurry after him, but not enough to ask him what the fuck he was doing. Isaac’s back was to them, still standing over his potion on the side table. James reached for one of the heaviest books strewn across the coffee table, raised it high, then struck Isaac across the back of the head with it.
Isaac fell like a stone, knocked out cold.
The coven stopped short, staring. The resulting silence rang in the air.
“What the actual fuck?” Darcy exclaimed. “What the fuck?!”
James lowered the book, his hair sticking up at all angles, his face flushed and sweaty. “It’s not what you think.”
“Not even remotely,” said Elle.
“I’m sorry!” James cried. “Maybe I shouldn’t have done that—”
“Maybe at least tell us what you’re gonna do before you do something like that,” said Tao. “Jesus.”
“Yeah, sorry…”
Tao continued to grumble about James’ reckless actions as together, they lifted Isaac onto a sofa. Once he was no longer sprawled uncomfortably on the floor, Charlie felt marginally better. He adjusted a cushion under his head, then looked up to see Elle had found some rope and was using it to bind Isaac’s wrists.
Charlie had to step away. He reached for Nick and found him by the suitcase with Tara and Darcy. From their now appropriately panicked expressions, Charlie assumed Nick had explained the situation to them.
“So what’s really in the suitcase?” asked Darcy.
“Well,” said Charlie. “Isaac said it was his grimoire, but I’m guessing it’s not that.”
Isaac woke with a violent start and a strangled cry. Tao, Elle and James leapt away from where they’d been crouched around him. All of them stared as Isaac began to writhe against his binds, snarling deep in his throat.
“Get him back down!” Elle cried.
Charlie hovered at the back with Tara and Darcy as Nick hurried to join the others in their effort.
“Let go of me!” Isaac flailed this way and that, his limbs jerking and spasming. With all of them terrified and unwilling to hurt him more than they already had, it was all they could do to keep a hold of him. Until, after several exhausting minutes, Isaac fell still, silent and unconscious once again.
Slowly, Nick, Tao, Elle and James retracted their hands. Isaac didn’t stir, didn’t wake. He looked as if he could be sleeping.
“What just happened?” Tara whispered.
“I don’t think it’s over,” said Charlie. “This happened with Hazel, too.”
They watched with bated breath, ready to spring back into action. Charlie stayed by Nick, a hand on his shoulder, ready to pull him away at the first sign of danger. Nick glanced up at him, face full of fearful worry. Charlie sank into a crouch beside him and wrapped his arm closer around him.
When Isaac opened his eyes again, he did so gradually, sleepily, as if he really had just been taking a nap. He blinked up at them all, eyes adjusting to the light. Tao leaned forward. “Isaac?”
“Ow, my head.” He pushed himself into a sitting position. “What happened? What’s going on? Why are you all staring at me like that?”
“Are you okay?” asked Elle.
“I—I can’t feel my hands.” Wincing, Isaac looked down at his wrists. “These ropes are cutting into me.”
Nick reached forwards at once.
“Don’t!” Charlie pulled him back. “It’s… it’s not him.”
“What? Of course it is!”
“Or,” said Darcy. “It’s pretending.”
Isaac’s lip trembled. “Nick. Don’t listen to them.” He held out his wrists. “I’m in pain.”
Charlie tightened his grip around the fabric of Nick’s coat. He wanted him to be right. Obviously, he did. But his heart continued to pound as Nick inched forwards again. Charlie looked into Isaac’s face and tried to detect any evidential proof that this was their Isaac speaking to them, calling out to Nick for help. Or was this a demon? Something evil but cunning that had finally learned enough to mimic Isaac effectively?
Before Nick’s fingers could brush the ropes, he seemed to have the same thought and—turned away. He wrapped his arms around Charlie and leaned into him, like he was both an anchor and a comfort blanket.
Like the flick of a switch, Isaac changed. “You fucking—worthless—useless—” His words morphed into another animalistic growl. He began to wriggle and squirm once again, his limbs twitching in all directions. Nick fell deeper into Charlie while Tara and Darcy darted forward to help the others.
“What are we gonna do?” Tara cried. “He’s going to hurt himself.”
“We can’t just keep him tied up forever,” said James.
“I c-could look in my grimoire,” said Tara. “But this is nothing like what I’ve seen in there, and we don’t know nearly enough to try stuff like this. It was dangerous enough with Hazel, but with Isaac—”
“I know what to do.”
Nick lifted his head to stare at Charlie in surprise.
“What?” Tao cried. “What is it?”
Charlie swallowed and hoped he was making the right decision. “You have to trust me.”
“We do,” said Nick.
The others nodded. Charlie stepped away from Nick, squeezed his hands, kissed him quickly. “I’ll be right back.” And then he turned and ran out of the cottage.
✨
The four tea lights flickered in the darkness, their reflections rippling in the two half-empty glasses of wine. The crystal was set in the centre of the candles atop a paper map of the Medway area.
“It’s time,” said Pauline, referencing the stars rather than the watch on her wrist.
“Let’s do it,” said Richard.
They reached out and took each other's hands around the burning candles.
“This crystal,” said Pauline. “Will absorb the moon’s light, refract it onto the map and identify the others' locations in relation to its own. Eight crystals once joined together as one, are still connected even as they are apart.”
She gave Richard a curt nod. He took a deep breath and joined her in the required chant. Quickly, power began to sparkle between the candles, reflecting off the crystal’s glass-like quality. Another three repetitions and, despite their differences, Richard and Pauline shared in their thrill of excitement as the air crackled with magic and grins formed on their faces.
After the fourth repetition, the sparkles fizzled out.
Richard’s face fell.
He picked up the crystal. “Fuck. There’s not enough power.”
“Let’s try again?”
Richard shook his head. “The crystal’s dead. We used it too often.”
“Just give me your hands, come on.”
“Don’t you get it, Pauline? It’s done.” He got to his feet. “We waited a year for this blood moon.”
Pauline sighed. “Well, at least the coven is bound.”
“But without seven more of these crystals the coven can’t restore our power.”
“Look, I’ll find another way.” She reached to pat him on the shoulder but he shook her off.
“No,” he said. “I was an idiot to think you could help me.” He got to his feet and strode back to his car, fuming with himself and her alike.
✨
Through the darkened woods, back across town and along Britannia Road, Charlie didn’t slow down. He burst through his front door and into the kitchen. “Gran?”
Kathleen looked up from her laptop at the kitchen table, a glass of wine on the go. “Are you alright?”
“You said you can help me,” Charlie gasped. “You said I can trust you. With anything.”
“Of course you can. Slow down, catch your breath.”
“There’s no time. We’re in trouble.”
“Who is? Tell me what’s wrong.”
Charlie took a deep, steadying breath and looked his grandmother dead in the eye. “I know who I am, who you are, who dad was. I’m a witch. And I need your help.”
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Chapter 10: the name you used
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chapter ten: the name you used
Once they realised Isaac was not going to flail himself off the sofa, nor out of the ropes binding his wrist, Nick and the others backed off a little. There really wasn’t much they could do. Nick hoped Charlie’s plan, whatever it was, worked. And that it would bring him back to his side as soon as possible. Without him there to hang onto, he felt distinctly unmoored and a whole lot less protected. Tao had gone back to pacing. James sat with his back to the sofa where Isaac lay, ready to spring back into action when needed. Tara and Darcy whispered in their own little huddle while Elle kept glancing between Isaac and the suitcase.
Nick scrubbed a hand through his hair and stepped closer to the suitcase. It moved again. The leather rippled, just as it had before. Nick froze. Elle froze. “Was that a hiss?”
A distinctive hissing noise had definitely come from whatever was inside. Tao stopped his pacing and Tara and Darcy looked up from their huddle. Nick could feel his heart in his throat, but no more movement came, no more hissing. But they hadn’t all imagined it.
Someone cleared their throat.
Everyone looked around.
Isaac had gotten to his feet. His hands were somehow free from their binds. With incredible speed, Isaac charged at James. Shrieking, he pushed James across the room with so much force, James soared before he hit the wall with a crash, then slid to the floor into a heap.
Nick was suddenly very glad he hadn’t been there to see Hazel do that to Charlie. His nightmares were already enough of a struggle.
Isaac strode forward. He snatched up a pair of scissors and opened them with a shing . At James’ side, he reached to draw him upright. James was still conscious but clearly dizzy from where his head had struck the wall. Isaac held him against it, and pressed the blade to James’ throat.
“Do as I say,” said Isaac. “Or I will cut his throat!”
The others stood utterly still, staring from Isaac to each other.
“Isaac!” James pleaded. “Don’t do this!”
A glint of something had appeared in Isaac’s usually kind eyes. Something unfeeling and evil . Like he really, really wanted to plunge the scissors into James’ skin but was having to hold himself back.
“Please,” James gasped. “Come on, Isaac. Fight it. Please, I know you’re in there. I know you can hear me.”
“Yes,” Isaac spat. “And I’m telling you to shut the fuck up !”
He pressed the blade closer—then swiped it sideways. Blood dribbled forth, a red line beaded across James’ throat. His cry was almost drowned out by the screams of his coven.
“Stop!” Nick started forward, but stopped himself. How were they meant to fight Isaac?
“Come on,” said Elle. “There are five of us, we can—”
“What?” Tara gasped.
“We’re not doing what he said,” said Elle.
“Elle, no,” said Darcy. “We could still hurt Isaac.”
With an air of determination, Elle turned to Isaac. He had moved the scissors away to hover over James’ chest, his other arm still pinning him to the wall. James was pale, tears streaming down his cheeks as he breathed through the pain.
“Focus on the scissors,” Elle instructed.
Nick understood at once. But as he and his coven focused, it felt like there was something missing. Charlie. When Charlie was there, Nick’s magic felt one thousand times more reliable, one thousand times nicer.
But still, the coven focused harder and harder, picking up each other's power and channelling it into the same thought, the same goal. Until the scissors in Isaac’s hand began to burn, so hot they glowed red. Isaac growled low in his throat, but he didn’t drop the weapon. Instead, he kicked James feet from under him and the two of them toppled sideways together onto the floor. James landed on his back, Isaac over him, the blade pressed firmly to his throat once again.
“Any other magic tricks you want to try?” Isaac hissed. “No? My turn, then. Elle! Use that ash to make a circle around the case.”
None of them moved.
“Please,” James gasped. “Just do it.”
Elle blinked out of her shock, then went to the side table where Isaac had left his mortar. She picked it up and began to do as she’d been told.
“Now,” said Isaac when she was done. “Say the incantation with me: Incipio serpus malum .”
A much louder hiss emanated from the case and they all jumped back in fright.
“Say it,” Isaac cried.
Nick glanced at Tara, hoping she would have something, anything she remembered from her book. But she merely shook her head, eyes wide with fear. Reluctantly, but having no choice, Nick, Tao, Elle, Tara and Darcy began to chant the unfamiliar words… “Incipio serpus balum…” On the second repetition, Isaac joined them and then they were all chanting over and over and over. The words seemed to merge into one on Nick’s tongue, making his head swim. His stomach turned over. This spell… it felt wrong. Bad. More than just because Charlie wasn’t there, though that didn’t help matters. This was a demon, Nick reminded himself. Not Isaac. Not good.
Finally, after Nick had lost count of the number of repetitions, the worn leather straps of the case moved upwards, the metal clasps clicked and fell aside. The lid popped open, revealing a slither of a gap, beyond which, Nick saw only darkness.
Maybe it was for the best Charlie wasn’t there. He would be safe from whatever horrors were about to spill forth… but then Charlie burst into the cottage, a little sweaty and red in the face. “I brought help!”
After Charlie, in stepped Kathleen, her expression serious but calm. Nick was glad she hadn’t looked like that during their dinner—he would never have been able to get a word out in favour of himself. He and the others watched her cautiously as she approached the hissing case. Tara didn’t look exactly pleased that someone outside of the coven had been called to help but there was nothing she could say. They did need help. They were in way over their heads.
Nick watched Charlie take in the fact that the case was now open, and the fact that Isaac had James pinned to the floor—and the blood soaking James’ jumper. Nick reached out a hand for him, for something they could both hold onto, but he stayed behind his grandmother.
“Get back,” said Kathleen, batting her hands at them.
The five of them shuffled quickly away from the case again. Nick edged a little closer to Charlie and managed to take his hand. Charlie gave it a grateful squeeze.
“You’re too late!” Isaac snarled.
Kathleen whispered a complicated phrase, a spell—and the case snapped shut again, the clasps clicked closed. Nick and Charlie exchanged looks of alarm—Kathleen’s magic was so… perfect. She clearly had massive control, as well as knowledge and skill. She had been doing this a long time.
“Repeat the spell!” yelled Isaac.
“No,” said Kathleen before the others could move.
Isaac lifted the scissors high above his head, blades pointing down over James’ chest. “Then his blood will be on your hands.”
James screwed his eyes shut tight. Before any of them could do so much as move or shout, the scissors yanked themselves from Isaac’s fist and flew across the room to clatter against the floorboards.
Isaac and the others stared. Kathleen had neither moved nor spoken, just fixed Isaac with that intense stare.
“You bitch,” Isaac spat. He clambered to his feet.
Finally, James was free to scramble to the nearest sofa where he collapsed onto the cushions. Tara and Darcy hurried to his side, but he only batted their hands away.
Isaac moved closer to Kathleen. “You don’t have the power to stop me, old woman.”
“I’m not alone here,” she said, quite calmly.
“What? Them?” Isaac scoffed. “They’re nothing.”
“I didn’t mean the children.” She slipped her hand into her coat pocket and drew out a piece of glass—no, it was a crystal, Nick realised. It was polished so smoothly that it had very reflective qualities. It was small enough to fit nicely in Kathleen’s palm. She lifted it higher—and Isaac began to spasm and twitch, as he had before, as if the crystal were causing him—or the demon inside him—physical pain.
“Get—away—from me.” Isaac clutched at his arms, at his very skin.
Nick suddenly imagined how it might feel to have a tiny snake demon slithering about inside him and shuddered.
“Charlie,” said Kathleen. “Get my bag, please.”
Charlie blinked out of his shock at watching Isaac in so much pain, of James lying on the sofa, pale and bleeding. He gave Nick’s arm a comforting pat, then darted quickly out into the entrance way. He returned a second later with Kathleen’s bag. It was just an ordinary large tote bag with a floral pattern but from the way Charlie was carrying it, it looked heavy.
“You two,” said Kathleen to Tao and Elle. “Break that circle. And hurry.”
At once, Tao and Elle moved forward to swipe away the circle of ash Isaac had had Elle create around the suitcase. Isaac’s knees buckled from under him and he sank to the floor. He used the wall to hold himself up the best he could as his body jerked and twitched.
“Now,” said Kathleen. “Charlie, take three candles from the bag. Place them around the case and light them clockwise.”
Charlie did as he was told while Nick grabbed the matches. It was an effort not to let his hands shake as he struck the match. Only with Charlie’s hand over his wrist did he manage to keep one alight long enough to lower it over each of the three candles.
“Now the sage,” said Kathleen. “Burn some in each candle.”
“On the windowsill,” said Nick to Darcy who was closest. They reached for the little pot and brought it over to the candles.
“Hurry up! We don’t have much time.”
Darcy’s face was almost as pale as James’ as they sprinkled the sage into the melted wax which had pooled quickly in the top of each candle.
“Good,” said Kathleen. “Now, if you can get Isaac onto his feet…”
Tao and Elle approached him with caution and grasped Isaac’s right arm. Tara and Darcy took up the left and together, the four of them hauled Isaac to his feet. Sweat had beaded at his hairline. Nick had thought the twitching had stopped but as soon as he was on his feet, he began to struggle so violently that Nick wasn’t sure what was causing it—Isaac or the demon. Possibly a mixture of both.
“Stop it!” Isaac cried. “What’s going on?”
Again, it was hard to tell who they were speaking to. Who was pleading with them for freedom.
“I know you’re in there,” came a desperate whisper from the sofa. James had edged forward into a sitting position. He looked into Isaac’s tortured face the best he could. “I saw you in there. Come back, please.”
“Charlie,” said Kathleen. “Get the staff from my bag—and there’s a vial labelled consecrated water.”
Nick held out his hands to take the bag so Charlie could dig around more thoroughly. He extracted the vial with ease, then a length of wood which he frowned at. “Is this the staff?”
Kathleen nodded. Nick and Charlie shrugged—it looked like just an ordinary plank of wood, no markings or special features that they could see. Kathleen took the vial, then stepped forward to pour the contents over Isaac’s forehead. Tao and Darcy held his head in place so it only dripped a little bit.
Kathleen turned back to Charlie. “Light it.”
Nick set the bag down on the floor and grabbed the matches again. Charlie held the staff over the flame and when Kathleen gestured to hand it over, he did so, careful not to catch anything else alight. He seemed relieved when it was out of his hands, and to be honest, so was Nick.
Kathleen waved the staff near to Isaac’s face and he cringed away from it. “No! Stop it, stop it!” She moved the staff down, then up again, sweeping the entire height of his body. “Help me!” Isaac sobbed. He met Nick’s eye, then Charlie’s. “Please!”
There was a moment of quiet as Kathleen studied Isaac, frowning. She moved the flaming staff away. “He’s not possessed,” she said. “Let him go.”
The gathered coven froze, staring at Isaac, now hanging limply between his four friends. “Possessed?” he gasped. “What are you talking about?”
“Isaac?” Tao whispered. “Is that you?”
“Of course it’s me! I don’t understand what…”
“Oh, thank god!” Tara cried. And that was the cue for the four of them to let Isaac go only to bundle him into a hug instead. Isaac swayed slightly but let his friends hold him up. He patted their backs, still confused but ultimately pleased.
Kathleen did not look as relieved. “The demon has gone from Isaac,” she said. “But it still needs a host.” She glanced between the friends huddled around Isaac, to James on the sofa, to Nick and Charlie hanging onto each other by the door. “Which means it’s in someone else now. Someone in this room.”
Nick’s stomach dropped. The group hug around Isaac broke, but Nick and Charlie only clung on even tighter.
“How’d you know it isn’t one of you?” Tao exclaimed.
Nick looked at Charlie and realised neither of them had for a moment doubted each others’ safety. Maybe that wasn’t the smartest instinct—not in this situation anyway—but, Nick thought he would be able to tell. He would be able to feel it if Charlie were possessed.
But would he be able to tell if he, Nick, was?
Nick dropped Charlie’s hand and stepped away from him. Charlie swallowed and retracted his hands into the sleeves of his coat.
“It could be anyone,” said Darcy, watching Tara from a distance. Tao looked as if he were itching to begin pacing again. Elle was still apparently deep in thought.
Nick didn’t think he could handle going through all they just had again—not with any of the people in this room. He supposed he might actually prefer to be the possessed one himself… But then he looked at the state of James’ jumper and remembered what Isaac had been made to do. What might Nick be made to do? Stab one of his friends? Stab himself? Stab Charlie? His stomach turned over again and he thought he might be sick.
Isaac looked a little less disoriented—from the conversation, he had figured out what was happening. But the exhaustion caught up with him then, and Tara and Darcy grabbed him before he could collapse. They guided him to the other end of the sofa where James still sat, slumped. Whether or not Isaac noticed the blood coating his friend’s front, he didn’t let on because a second later, his eyes were closed and he was fast asleep. Tara drew a blanket over him and stroked his sweaty hair.
The suitcase gave a hiss. None of them even looked around. There were much more pressing issues to deal with.
Kathleen lifted her crystal aloft and held it out towards Charlie. She waited a few seconds for something to happen. But nothing did. Then it was Nick’s turn—and he could feel his heart beating hard against his ribs. But then Kathleen moved on. And on and on. From Nick to Elle to Tao to Darcy to Tara to James—
With none of the energy he had shown before his stabbing, or perhaps ever in his life, James burst up from the sofa. A now-familiar animalistic snarl escaped his throat. A tiny snake demon slithered across his forehead—and then he charged. Right at Charlie.
Nick sprang between them.
“ Nick! ”
James went down in the perfect rugby tackle. The only difference to Nick’s training was that once they went sprawling to the floor, he did not relent. He kept his legs squeezed around James’ thighs and put the rest of his weight into pinning his arms to the floor.
Charlie was at Nick’s side in a heartbeat, terror and attraction mingled across his face. “Whoa,” he gasped. “Good job, babe, but also, please don’t do that again.”
There was a soft clunking of metal on leather. Each of them turned, Nick with some difficulty, but still he saw it. The suitcase had popped open once again, wide enough this time for them to see what was inside.
Snakes. Black and writhing over each other—so many there was no way of counting.
The shouts of horror from his friends barely permeated Nick’s brain. He looked away from the case of nightmares and was glad to see Charlie had done so, too. In his gaze was nothing but safety and warmth, the opposite of a nightmare.
Kathleen reached for the side table and hefted it with ease. She let it fall on top of the case, forcing it closed once again.
Sensing Nick’s distraction, James pushed out with all his demonic strength and shoved at his shoulders. Nick flew upwards and was heading for the ceiling when— “NO!” —everything stopped.
He blinked down at the floor. It was only a few metres below him but there he was… suspended in midair. And then he was turning. It felt like some soft, invisible cloud was gently rotating him until he was facing upwards instead. Then slowly he was lowered down, down into Charlie’s arms. He blinked up at him in astonishment.
The moment James had shoved Nick, Charlie had thrown his hands out. There had been no need to think, to focus or to channel. His magic had found Nick’s as easy as breathing.
“Thank you,” Nick whispered.
The adrenaline left Charlie then and he merely grimaced. He leaned his forehead to rest against Nick’s and held him tight. Nick sat up and hugged him back. Over his shoulder, Nick realised James had vanished.
“Is he gone?”
“Yes,” said Kathleen. “Ran right out the door. The demon will push him to his limits before his body tires so we need to be fast.”
She repeated her locking spell and the clasps of the suitcase fastened once again. She lifted the side table from atop it and stepped back. Charlie got to his feet, then held out a hand to help Nick up.
The others gathered around Isaac, who was still asleep on the sofa. They were whispering among themselves, brows furrowed and arms around each other in their new-found security.
Kathleen continued to speak calmly as she instructed Nick and Charlie to gather a blanket from the sofa and lay it on the floor. “Do you have any lighter fluid?” she asked.
Nick located some and handed it over. She then instructed them to lift the suitcase very, very (very) carefully onto the blanket.
“The only ways to destroy a demon are to either drown it or burn it,” Kathleen explained. “We’d best do this outside.” She grabbed the matches and followed along as Nick and Charlie carried the case on the blanket out of the cottage.
It was dark apart from the moon, the stars, and the low light coming from inside the cottage. The wind was chilly breath down their backs as they set the case gently down. The second it hit the ground, a much louder hiss emanated from inside and Nick took Charlie’s hand once again.
“Take these.” Kathleen handed Charlie the matches, then drizzled lighter fluid over the case. The hissing stopped at once.
Charlie had to drop Nick’s hand to light a match, but he did so with a much steadier hand than Nick had. He watched the end burn for a moment, then dropped it onto the case. It ignited immediately, the flames billowing in the wind.
“Stay back,” said Kathleen.
They didn’t need to be told twice. Their hands found each other again and Charlie swiped a wrist across his own forehead. He was trembling, Nick assumed from the cold, but then he heard it too. The horrible, nightmare-ish screeches of the demons inside the case as they burned.
“Now what?” said Darcy when the three of them had left the case of snakes to burn out and returned inside.
“We need to find James, obviously,” said Elle. “Before he hurts someone.”
“I’ll call his aunt,” said Tao. “And tell her to call if he shows up at home.” He moved aside to make the call and Elle followed him closely.
“What is he trying to do, though?” asked Charlie. “I mean, what does it want?”
“Possession,” said Kathleen. “Demons need human forms to be fully active, and there’s no more powerful form than a witch.”
A sudden buzzing from Nick’s hoodie pocket made him jump. He took out his phone. At the sight of the caller ID, his heart plummeted.
“What is it?” Charlie breathed.
“It’s—it’s James.”
He jabbed the loudspeaker button and answered the call.
“Nick,” came James’ voice. He sounded normal. Just like his silly, lovable cousin James. “I’m going to need you to bring me the suitcase to Nellie’s. If you don’t I’m going to burn this place to the ground. You can check, but I’m pretty sure your mum’s inside.”
“I’ll go,” said Kathleen, collecting up her bag. “I’ll do it. The rest of you need to stay here and stay safe.”
“I’m coming with you,” said Charlie.
Nick and Kathleen both spoke at the same time. “No.”
“Yes,” said Charlie. “You’re going to need help, gran.”
Kathleen grimaced but knew there was no stopping him. Nick knew this, too, as much as he hated it. But also, he knew they were stronger together. And they would need that if they were to save not just his mum, but their family livelihood. He gripped Charlie’s hand. “Then I’m coming, too.”
✨
After such a drastic and utter failure that evening, Richard had needed a pick-me-up. He had stopped off in town for a drink but as soon as he approached his favourite pub, he realised he couldn’t stand it tonight. Not the mundane chatter of the mundane patrons beyond its walls, laughing and celebrating another day of work done and dusted. Sometimes Richard could trick himself into believing he was one of them and he often did, but tonight he had rarely felt so separate.
Instead, he wandered up the road, the night-time peaceful and the autumn air brisk. He passed Nellie’s Tea Room, expecting it to be closed, but instead saw a light on inside. Sarah was stacking chairs onto the tables as she cleaned up. Despite his differences with Sarah Nelson, he liked the business she had created. Their baked goods were always excellent and their coffee and tea great, too.
Out of the shadows at the end of the room, a boy appeared, approaching the door of the tea room. The light from inside illuminated his face. Richard always felt so sad whenever he saw the McEwan boy. As much as his friends had lost a lot, he had been the only infant child to have lost both his parents in the barn fire tragedy.
James was about to push his way inside the cafe when he noticed Richard and stopped in his tracks. “Hello, Richard.”
“Hello, James.” Richard raised his eyebrows. “That’s Mr Argent to you.”
James smirked. It didn’t seem completely natural somehow. He had always been such a sunshiney boy despite it all. “James isn’t here anymore.”
“And who are you?”
“I believe the name you used when you helped summon me was…”
Richard stared. “Abbadon.” In the boy’s face, he recognised the cold, dangerous glint in his eyes, inhuman and cruel.
“We meet again.” James’ voice had been corrupted into a deep rasp. The demon was no longer hiding, no longer pretending.
“Oh my god,” Richard gasped.
“We have unfinished business.”
“What do you want?”
“I’ve come to do what I always meant to. I want the coven.”
“No,” said Richard. “Leave the children alone.”
“They’re coming here now,” said Abbadon. “For James.” The demon let out a cold, cruel laugh. “I need a new body. Yours will do just fine.”
Richard glanced up and down the road. There were still people out and about, walking home from the pub with their families, bundled in their coats. “Not here,” he said.
As discreetly as he could, Richard slipped his hand into his pocket and speed-dialled Pauline. He took the phone out but held it at his side, hoping Pauline would hear all she needed. “Let’s go somewhere private. How about the pier? Nobody will hear us there. We can talk this over. No one else needs to be killed.”
At as brisk a pace as he could manage, Richard led James down the high street towards the bridge beyond which the pier sat. They came to the concrete wall and Richard glanced down at the narrow stretch of muddy beach between the wall and the river. The demon had followed along closely, not taking its eyes off him for a second.
“Do whatever you want to me,” said Richard. “Just please leave the coven alone.”
“I’m afraid I can’t do that,” said Abbadon. “I only want what you want. The coven, their power.”
“They’re not strong. They don’t know what they’re doing.”
Abbadon chuckled. “They’re strong enough.”
Pauline arrived suddenly, silently, out of the darkness. She swung back her fist and punched James so hard he was knocked over onto the pavement, unconscious.
“Jesus, Pauline!” Richard gasped.
She shook out her fist and looked down anxiously at the boy she’d just knocked out cold. “What now?”
“You know what we have to do.”
Pauline shook her head.
“The crystal has no energy,” said Richard. “And without that power there’s nothing else we can do. We have to drown it.”
“For god’s sake…”
“It was coming for the children, Pauline. All of them. We don’t have a choice. I know it’s a huge risk, but drowning the demon is the only way to save James.”
On the ground, James let out a groan.
“Come on,” said Richard. They reached down and began to drag James, with some difficulty, over the low concrete wall and onto the narrow, wet beach. At the water’s edge, they exchanged a look and a nod of grim determination.
As Pauline dragged James further into the river, Richard couldn’t bring himself to follow any further. He stood back on the beach as Pauline lowered the boy into the water, her hands fisted in his blood-soaked jumper. He looked so young, the moonlight bathing his face stark white against the blackness of the river. The moment before his face could be submerged completely, James opened his eyes.
“Ms Jones?” His green eyes blinked up at her, wide and terrified. “What are you doing?” He reached up with trembling hands and pushed at her arms. “What are you doing? Stop!”
“It’s not James,” Richard called.
“Stop it!” James cried. “Please!” The boy’s voice broke and he let out a terrified sob. He pushed and pushed at Pauline. She kept a firm grip on him but she stopped, frozen.
“Don’t listen to it!” Richard yelled. “Keep your head!”
He hadn’t been sure she could even hear him, what with the wind off the water, but then she shoved down with all her might. James disappeared under the water and she held him there, even as he flailed and struggled.
It didn’t take long for his energy to deplete.
But Abbadon was an entirely different beast.
He burst forth, sending Pauline sprawling sideways with a tremendous splash. An animalistic cry wrenched from James’ throat. Pauline regained her footing, and flung herself onto the demon again. She grasped him by the front of his jumper, and a lot less gently than before, plummeted him back under the water.
This time it took. Pauline kept her hold, pushing down until both James and Abbadon fell still. Much stiller than before. Until the bubbles drifting from his slackened mouth disappeared.
She let go. And seventeen-year-old James McEwan floated to the surface.
By the time his body was found, demon-free but cold and lifeless on the riverbank, Richard and Pauline were nowhere to be found. Instead, they were sitting in stunned silence in Pauline’s car, parked on a dark side road.
“We killed a boy tonight,” said Pauline.
“We killed a demon,” said Richard. “And think of who we saved.” He swallowed. Sniffed. “It was the right thing to do.”
“There’s nothing right about—about that,” said Pauline. “I killed a boy, a child—that’s something that should never, ever feel right.”
✨
“He’s gone. James is dead.”
The words were met with silence over the line. A moment later, Tao hung up.
Charlie let his phone fall limp in his hand and sank onto the bench beside Nick.
Twenty minutes ago they had made it to the tea room only to find it empty, dark and closed. The three of them had set off in search of James, had approached the pier just in time to hear a scuffle down on the bank. But when they’d gotten closer, there had only been James. Soaked to the skin, pale and motionless.
Things had become a bit of a blur after that. Kathleen had pushed Nick and Charlie away as soon as she’d realised what had happened. They had been ushered onto the very bench they sat on now. Neither of them felt the need to leave it.
Ringing Tao to tell him the news was possibly the hardest thing Charlie had ever done, but at the same time, he felt like he owed it to him. Like maybe if Charlie had done something different, had gotten Kathleen’s help quicker, had been better, done better, then maybe James would still be alive.
Nick and Charlie watched the police come and go, watched an ambulance take James’ body away. They sat in stunned silence, leaning against each other.
After a long while, Kathleen reappeared. “They’re saying he hit his head when he fell in. At least that’s what the police think. They’re calling it an accident.”
“So he drowned?” Charlie asked.
Kathleen perched on his other side and gave a grim nod.
“Maybe he was trying to get the demon out himself,” said Nick. Charlie sank closer into him. It was the first time Nick had spoken since they’d found the body. “James always had it worse than any of us. With both parents gone.”
“I know.” Charlie’s voice wavered. “It’s not fair, and I—I should have—I should have told you about the coven sooner, gran. If I had, then maybe… maybe James would still be…”
Nick opened his mouth to protest but Kathleen got there first. “It isn’t your fault, Charlie. None of it. There have been too many secrets between the generations for too long. I don’t want it to be like that for us.”
Nick and Charlie both nodded. Kathleen patted Charlie’s hand. “Come on,” she said. “Let’s get you both home to bed. We can face the rest of the world again in the morning.”
It felt odd to just climb into his grandmother’s car after the evening they had just endured. Sat together in the back seat, Nick and Charlie remained quiet until they arrived outside Nick’s house and Nick realised he was now expected to let go of Charlie’s hand and go inside alone. “Um… Can you… Do you want to stay over?”
Charlie hadn’t considered this either. “Gran, please may I go with Nick?”
She gave them both a sad look in the rearview mirror. “Of course you may. I understand wanting to stay close after tonight.” She managed a tiny smile in Nick’s direction. “Don’t worry, Nick. I know you don’t need my approval but you have it. You’re good together, I can tell.”
“Th-thank you,” said Nick. “And thanks for the lift. Goodnight.”
Charlie followed him out of the car and was about to take his hand again when something made him turn back. Kathleen rolled down the window. “Gran?” he said. “What happened… on the night of the barn fire? Why did my dad run away from here? From you?”
Kathleen let out a gentle sigh. “I wish I knew, but I’m afraid I never have.”
“I miss him,” said Charlie. “Every day.”
“So do I.”
Charlie glanced at where Nick was standing halfway up the front path, waiting for him. “What good is magic if you can’t save the people you care about?”
“I wish it was that simple,” said Kathleen. “Ours is not an easy life, Charlie, and witchcraft has never been about fun and games. It’s dangerous and it attracts darkness. That’s why your dad was trying to keep it from you. Why I tried to keep it from him.”
“Yeah, well, that didn’t work.”
“No. It didn’t. Never does.” She reached out the window and touched his cheek, his shoulder. “I’m not going to let anything happen to you, Charlie. I promise.”
Charlie wanted to believe her, but at the same time it wasn’t himself he was worried about. He followed Nick into the house and heard his grandmother drive away. In the dim light of the hall, they both felt numb. They slipped off their coats and kicked their shoes onto the rack. The house was dark and quiet. Nick poked his head into the living room. “I think my mum’s already in bed.”
“Want to go and check?”
Nick looked at him in surprise, then nodded. Together, they climbed the stairs, the exhaustion of the day catching up with them the closer they got to tomorrow. Charlie hung back in the hall as Nick peered around his mum’s bedroom door. He stood there for several moments, just watching her sleep, before he retreated again.
“Nellie’s with her,” he said. “They’re both fast asleep.”
Charlie moved forward and cupped Nick’s face between his hands. “They’re okay, Nick. But are you?”
He grimaced. “What am I meant to say to that? James is—we just saw him—he-he was just here…”
“You’re right,” said Charlie. “I’m sorry. It was a stupid question. Of course you’re not—I’m not and I barely knew him…”
“Hey, hey, no, don’t—don’t do that, Char, please. Please.” His brown eyes shone in the dim light of the upstairs hall. “Can we just—let’s just go to bed, yeah?”
Charlie nodded. Nick brushed a gentle kiss against his forehead, took his hand and led the way into his bedroom. “Want to borrow something to sleep in?”
“Okay.”
He’d pulled on a pair of Nick’s old joggers and was sitting on the side of the bed, holding the faded but soft t-shirt between his hands when the tears came. His throat caught. It didn’t seem right or fair that he would get to be here and James did not. All James got was Ben? He would never find his Nick Nelson. Or go to university or get a job or love anyone—he’d never do anything else ever again.
The bed beside him dipped and then Nick was there and he was crying, too. They sat like that for a long while. Nick rubbed soothing circles into Charlie’s back, but he couldn’t seem to get warm.
“Here,” said Nick softly. He held out his hands and Charlie handed over the t-shirt. Charlie held out his arms so Nick could slip it over his head. He watched Charlie’s hair spring out from the top as he reappeared and smiled.
“Thank you.”
A lump appeared in Nick’s throat. Charlie was so incredible, even with his eyes red and watery, his cheeks pale. Nick leaned forward to kiss them. Their foreheads came to rest against each other and, in the stillness of the room and nothing to burst their perfect bubble, Nick breathed.
“Nick…”
“Yeah?”
“I love you.” Charlie’s fingertips were in his hair and tears were streaming down his cheeks. “I love you so so much, and I don’t need you to say it back, I know it’s way too soon, but I just needed to say it because—”
“Charlie…” He swiped at his cheeks with his thumbs and kissed his nose. “I love you, too.”
He felt Charlie’s breath catch. “Really?”
“I love you so much.” Nick wrapped his arms around him and knocked them both sideways onto the bed, amid a burst of muffled laughter. “We’ve only been together for four days but… I’ve wanted to say that for ages. Is that weird?”
“If it is,” said Charlie. “Then I’m weird, too.”
“Oh, there’s no doubting that.”
“Hey!”
They landed facing each other, smiles wide, until they remembered… And they faltered. And the bubble burst.
Charlie’s face fell. “I’m just scared. After today I thought if—if anything happened to you and you never knew how I felt then… I just needed you to know that I love you more than anything. And if I lost you, I couldn’t… I couldn’t take it. Okay?”
“You’re not going to lose me.”
“Promise?”
“I promise. We’re a team, right? We’ll look after each other and keep each other safe and make sure nothing like today ever happens again. Not to our families or our friends or each other. Because I can’t handle any more of this, Char. We’ve lost too many people and if it were you next, I…” His voice broke. “I just love you and I need you to stay.”
“I’m not going anywhere, Nick. I swear it on the stars.”
Notes:
Whelp. This marks a first for me. I've never killed off a canon-Heartstopper character like this before! Unless you count Julio at the beginning of this fic and all the parents who died offscreen before the story started, which I don't really. This feels different somehow.
Even though I write lots of thriller-based fics, I'm always hesitant to kill off canon teen HS characters. For example in ICHYH, I originally planned for Harry to be the first non-cabin murder but I couldn't even kill him off! Instead, I invented Matt Osmond, one of his friends to be murdered instead.
I wanted a death in this fic but killing off a main circle character is difficult in a HS fic since everyone is so tightly knitted together. As soon as you kill one of the Paris Squad, for example, that would be the end of the story. Which was why I put James there as a handy friend-but-not-that-close-to-the-others eighth coven member to soften the blow of A, a canon teen death and B, a death so early on in the story. Who's going to read a 45-chapter fic where Nick or Charlie dies in chapter 10? Not me.
Anyway, Chapter 10! It's gone so fast! Thanks for sticking with it, commenting and kudoing! Your kind words help motivate me to keep writing this mammoth fic!
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Chapter 11: her perfect golden son
Notes:
Chapter 11 Word Count: 9298
Content Warnings: grief, mention of death, homophobia, biphobia, panic attack, eating disorder, violence, blood
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
chapter eleven: her perfect golden son
Over two weeks had passed since Nick and Charlie found James’ body. Since Charlie had called Tao and told him their friend was dead. Maybe by week three Charlie would be able to sleep without reliving it in his dreams, and in the quiet darkness before he fell asleep. The world had shifted back into the way it had been—confusing and unnecessarily cruel. His dad was dead. But he had his gran. He made new friends. But one of them was dead now, too. How much would the universe take from him before it was satisfied?
He had been clinging to that promise he and Nick had whispered to each other that night—to make sure nothing like that ever happened again. But how much power did they have, really? They felt powerful. When they were together sometimes it felt like anything was possible. What couldn’t they achieve while holding the other’s hand?
That night, for the first time in a while, Charlie had fallen asleep before midnight. His dreams had remained restful, until something suddenly woke him. For several moments, he barely registered he’d even woken. He blinked his tired eyes. His bedroom was dark. It was still the middle of the night. He rolled over, wanting to go back to sleep, but then he saw it. What must have woken him in the first place. Orange light was flickering across his bedroom wall. It was coming from outside the window.
The window whose curtains he had not touched in sixteen days.
He slid carefully out of bed and padded to the window. He twitched open a small gap and peered out into the night. James’ window was dark, the curtains closed. The orange light seemed to be coming from James’ front garden. Charlie pressed his cheek to the glass so he could see the very front of next door’s house.
On the small stretch of grass between the pavement and the house, a fire crackled. A man stood beside it, hands in his jacket pockets, his back to Charlie.
Charlie’s first instinct was to call for help. There was a fire. But the man didn’t seem to be panicking. He appeared to be merely observing the flames as if they were of no significance to him whatsoever. They did seem pretty contained within the garden.
Suddenly, the man looked around. Charlie gasped and ducked away from the window, his heart thudding hard. He rolled his eyes at himself. God, why are you being so dramatic? You weren’t doing anything wrong…
He took a deep breath, then peeked through the curtains again. The lack of light made him blink that time. The fire had been doused. James’ front garden was dark again. The man had disappeared, too, leaving only a curved smoking line in the grass.
Wishing he had never looked outside, Charlie climbed back into bed. How was he supposed to get back to sleep now? He glanced at the clock. It was gone two in the morning and now he was wide awake, his mind racing. Who was that man? What had he been doing?
And why was something about him so familiar?
By the time his alarm woke him again, Charlie had forgotten all about the man and the fire. It was the last day of school before October half term and he was eager for a week off. It would be the first stretch of free time he and Nick would have had since they met, and although much of that time was going to be spent on coursework, they felt they deserved some quality time just to be boyfriends.
Charlie was arranging his curls in the mirror when he caught sight of the window behind him—and the images of the mysterious man and the mysterious fire flooded back to him. He moved cautiously to look out the window. He had thought it had been a dream, but no, there it was in the light of day. The curved line scorched into the grass in James’ front garden, no longer smoking but very much there.
He hurried down the stairs, wanting to get to school quickly so he could tell Nick all about this new mystery. But at the sight of Kathleen standing at the kitchen counter, he remembered he could tell her these sorts of things, too, now.
“Morning.” She was surrounded by a plethora of food items, most of which were not breakfast-based. From Charlie’s confused look, she smiled and hand waved the mess. “I’m making sandwiches for the wake tomorrow. I only remembered last night that I promised Sarah ten platters.”
“Well, they look great so far,” said Charlie. “Are you doing cheese and pickle?”
“I thought you hated pickle.”
“I do. But Nick loved those sandwiches you made us before.”
“I knew I liked that boy. At least he appreciates my handmade pickle recipe.”
Charlie chuckled. “Just don’t share the recipe with him or he might not come round here anymore.”
“Aw, you know that’s not true,” said Kathleen. Charlie scoffed, blushing. Kathleen wagged her finger at him. “Now, now, you know that boy is obsessed with you—you must see the way he looks at you.”
“Gran! Please, stop!”
Charlie yanked the fridge open and used it to call his burning cheeks. In reality, he was beyond thrilled at how well Kathleen had taken to Nick. He just really wasn’t used to wearing his heart so out on his sleeve.
He made himself some toast and perched at the kitchen table. “There was a man in James’ front garden last night.”
“Was it not his uncle?”
Charlie hadn’t considered this. He had only seen James’ guardians once or twice. “No, he was younger. I thought maybe… does James have a brother?” Sometimes it struck him how little he knew about James.
“No, he was an only child,” said Kathleen. “But I suppose it might have been another family member. They’re all in town for the funeral tomorrow. It could have been another uncle or a cousin. It might have been David.”
Charlie blinked. He swallowed his mouthful of toast. Oh. Right. Of course. That’s why the man seemed so weirdly familiar—he was Nick’s brother.
“But what was he doing out there at like two in the morning?” He turned to find Kathleen had stopped chopping vegetables. She seemed to be selecting her words carefully. “What is it?”
Kathleen lowered her knife and sighed. “The ceremony you and your friends did to bind your coven, it didn’t just bind you to each other but to each other's bloodlines. And, well, now your coven is at seven, it’s not at full power anymore.”
Charlie stared. “You’re saying that David is here to replace James?”
“It’s possible he sees it that way. I don’t know him very well. He was always a troubled young man but maybe he’s changed.”
“From what I’ve heard he hasn’t.” Charlie dropped the rest of his toast onto his plate. “I need to get going. If David really is back, then I need to be there for Nick. See you later.”
“Alright.” She hugged him quickly. “I have a shift later so I won’t see you until tonight, maybe tomorrow. Have a good day.”
“Thanks, gran, you too.”
Charlie gathered his things for school and headed out of the house. Bundled in his coat, he regretted not adding a scarf. The weather had taken a turn just in time for the half term, he supposed, as was usually the way. He didn’t mind the chill so much, considering all of the lovely things autumn brought. The leaves which crunched underfoot on his way into town were a carpet of orange and gold. Paper bats had been strung across the window of Nellie’s Tea Room, a cluster of carved pumpkins flickering below. He had taken to meeting Nick at the cafe most mornings so they could head into school together. Sometimes it did pay to have a boyfriend with a car.
And also to have a boyfriend who looked like Nick did whenever Charlie appeared through the door.
He looked up from the floor he’d been mopping and grinned. “Hi!”
“Hi,” said Charlie, pulling him into a kiss. “Why are you mopping? It’s not even eight o'clock.”
“I made you a coffee but I dropped it.” Nick pouted and set his mop aside. “I was trying to do some cool art in the foam… It was shit anyway.”
“Oh my god, you are such a disaster.” Charlie giggled. “But also very cute for trying.”
“You’re cute.” Nick slid his arms around Charlie’s waist and pecked him on the lips. “So fucking cute this morning.”
“Oh, really? Only this morning?”
“Can’t stand you normally.” But Nick couldn’t even joke about such a thing for long. Charlie pouted, over-dramatically and with lots of batting of his eyelashes, and Nick crumbled. “No! I’m sorry, I love you, I think you’re gorgeous one hundred per cent of the time and please, forgive me.”
“Nick!” Charlie shoved his shoulders gently. “Breathe. It’s okay, I know you think I’m hideous, you don’t have to pretend—”
“Charlie, stop!”
“I’m joking.”
“I know but it still makes me sad.”
Nick brushed a thumb across Charlie’s cheek. His gaze dropped to his lips and then they were kissing. Charlie’s back collided with the nearest table and then Nick was lifting him to sit on top of it. He pulled Nick closer between his knees and wrapped his fingers in the soft strands of his hair.
“Morning, Charlie,” said Sarah, entering from the back room.
Nick and Charlie resurfaced with an embarrassing sucking sound. “M-morning.” Charlie hopped off the table and tried to straighten the front of his blazer while Nick flattened his hair, cheeks red.
Sarah laughed and shook her head. “What are you still doing here, Nicky? I’ve told you not to work before school. Not that I’d call that working…”
“Mum, we’re not even open yet, I was just cleaning.”
“And making coffee,” said Charlie. “He was making coffee and spilling it everywhere apparently.”
Nick gasped, betrayed. “For you. I was trying to be romantic.”
“And as discussed: adorable behaviour,” said Charlie, poking his chest. “Now go and grab your school stuff so we can leave and not end up in trouble with Mr Farouk again.”
Nick left him with a farewell kiss—one to rival long sea voyages when he was really only going into the back room to replace his Nellie’s Tea Room apron with his blazer and his school bag. Charlie only remembered Sarah was still there, watching him with that sappy look on his face when it was too late. He blushed and ducked his head as she smiled knowingly at him.
“How are you doing, Charlie?” she asked softly, reaching for Nick’s abandoned mop. “Ready for tomorrow?”
He nodded. He’d managed to forget, for a moment, that his friend’s funeral was indeed, tomorrow. “I suppose so. It’ll be nice for everyone to get some closure. My gran’s making loads of sandwiches. For the wake.”
“Oh, right,” said Sarah. “That’s good. I would have done it myself but we’ve just been so busy with everything else. I must remember to take the Halloween decorations down for tomorrow—they’re cute but not really appropriate…”
Charlie laughed. “Probably not.” He chewed at his lip. “Um, Sarah?”
“Yes, dear?”
“Is David home?”
Sarah looked up from her mopping. “I don’t think so… Why do you ask?”
Charlie shrugged. “I thought I saw him last night outside James’ house.”
“Oh. Well, sometimes he does just show up unannounced. I’ll give him a ring before the cafe opens. Thanks for the heads up, Charlie.”
He returned her cheerful wave as she disappeared behind the counter, into the back room. Nick returned a minute later, blazer over one arm and school bag in hand. He seemed so cheerful this morning that Charlie really hoped it hadn’t been David he’d seen that morning. Maybe it had been some other relative of James’. Charlie didn’t want to ruin that good mood which had been so rare lately, not with something that might not even be true.
“What’s up?”
But of course Nick could reach Charlie’s bad thoughts like a book. “I don’t know,” said Charlie, taking his hand. “It might be nothing, but if it isn’t I’ll definitely tell you.”
The doorbell tinkled and they both looked around.
The second the man stepped inside, a duffle bag over one shoulder, his blond hair tousled by the wind, Charlie felt Nick’s entire demeanour change. Not just in the way his shoulders tightened, or in the way he dropped Charlie’s hand, but in the very air between them. Charlie’s first instinct was to regain physical contact somehow, but he didn’t. All he could do was stand by his side and hope all the horror stories about Nick’s brother were untrue.
At the sight of the two of them, David stopped dead. His eyes flicked between Nick’s hand and where it had, seconds before, been in Charlie’s. He rolled his eyes. “What? Not happy to see me, little brother?” He swung his bag onto the nearest table. “Our cousin died. His funeral’s tomorrow. I don’t know why you’re so surprised to see me.”
Perhaps they should have seen this coming, Charlie thought. But they had also been pretty preoccupied. With things like processing finding James’ dead body, not to mention the whole demonic possession thing.
David stepped forward and scrutinised Nick, then Charlie, who did his best not to waver, not even when David held out his hand for him to shake. “I’m David. Nick’s older brother.”
“Yep.” He did not shake his hand.
“And you’re…?”
“Charlie.”
“And we’re late for school,” said Nick. He tugged Charlie by his blazer sleeve and began to lead the way past David, to the door.
“I just wanted to meet the guy who turned my little brother gay.”
Oh.
This was what Nick had meant when he said David was a dickhead. To this extent.
Nick froze, his hand on the door. “What—?”
“I’m not blind. Nobody stands around holding hands and looking all lovey-dovey at their mates. Should have always known you’d turn out to be gay.”
Charlie wondered whether he could resist blasting David with magic or if leaving would be safer.
Nick turned to his brother, arms folded. “I’m bi, actually. And so what?”
“I’m bi, actually!” David mimicked. “If you’re gonna be gay, at least admit you’re gay.”
“This is why I didn’t want to tell you!”
David barked a laugh. “Too late now. What? I’m not allowed to be sceptical when you’re randomly deciding you’re gay?”
“No! You’re not! God, I knew you’d react like this!”
“Like what?”
“Like a homophobic piece of shit!”
“Um, what is going on?” Sarah appeared from the back room, phone in hand. She looked between her sons and gave a long-suffering sigh. “It’s lovely to see you, David, but if you’re going to shout with your brother, would you mind doing it out of the way? Customers will be here in, like, five minutes.”
“Sorry, mum, we’ll—”
“Mum—I mean, come on. He’s saying he’s bi! What a load of absolute bullshit—”
“David!”
“He can’t even admit he’s gay!”
“I hate you—!”
“Oh, fuck off!”
“Boys, that’s enough.” Even Charlie wilted under Sarah’s glare. “Nick and Charlie get to school. David, we will be having words.”
Taking their chance, Charlie grabbed Nick’s hand and all but dragged him from the cafe. He didn’t stop until they made it down the road to where Nick’s car was parked. They climbed in and Charlie clicked both their seatbelts around them.
Nick groaned and let his head fall against the steering wheel. “I hate my brother. I hate him.”
“The way he speaks to you, it’s not okay, Nick. Has he always been like that?”
“Kind of.” Nick lifted his head, his eyes red. “I’m so sorry you had to hear all that.”
“It’s not your fault. You did warn me he was a dick.”
“Yeah, but…” Nick swallowed thickly and shook his head. “I did know he was going to react like that to me… to us. I suppose now we won’t have to pretend when he’s around which is… good.”
“Still,” said Charlie. “Getting found out like that, when you have no control over it… it’s shit. Like, really, really shit.”
Nick nodded. His bottom lip quivered. He tipped forward and Charlie caught him between his arms. “Oh, Nick.” He kissed his hair and stroked his back. “I’m sorry that happened. I’m really sorry.”
“I don’t know why I’m reacting like this,” said Nick, his voice muffled against Charlie’s shoulder. “That’s just never happened to me before. I’ve always been so careful about who I tell and who I let find out.”
Charlie grimaced. “Sometimes there’s only so much we can do. I… I told one person I trusted at my old school, someone I thought was a friend, and the next day the whole school knew.”
Nick leaned back to look into Charlie’s face. “What?” He wiped his eyes with his sleeve. “You never told me that.”
Charlie shrugged. “I told you about the bullying, though, didn’t I? Well, that’s kind of how it started.”
“God, I’m so sorry,” said Nick. “Here I am, angry at one person…”
“Your brother, Nick. Someone who’s meant to love you and be there for you no matter what.” Charlie kissed his forehead. “I don’t give two shits about those people at my old school.”
“Good. They don’t deserve your time.” Nick turned to the steering wheel and started the engine. “And if anyone at Truham is mean to you, I’ll fight them.”
Charlie giggled.
“I’m serious. We have all this badass magic now, we could throw them into space if we wanted, Char.”
“That might be a bit extreme.”
It was only when they had made it all the way to school and Nick had parked that Charlie remembered the conversation he’d had with his grandmother. Before Nick could get out of the car, Charlie touched his arm and explained what he had seen. The fire and the man.
“I asked my gran and she thought it might have been David, only now I know it definitely was.”
“But what was he doing?”
“I have no idea.”
“And there was a fire?”
“Yeah, it was all very strange. But I was also half-asleep, so who knows.” He fiddled with his blazer sleeve. He knew how the next piece of information would be received, especially now he’d met the man in question. “My gran also said something else troubling about David.”
“What?”
Charlie sighed. “That when we bound the coven we bound our bloodlines. That he’s a part of the coven, too. That now James is gone, we need an eighth member to be at full power.”
“No,” said Nick, shaking his head. “Absolutely not. No way.”
“Don’t worry,” said Charlie as they headed towards form. “That is never going to happen. Darcy would lose their mind.”
✨
As he had been for the last sixteen days, Richard was working from home. Keeping his head down and busy had suited him just fine, what with reminders of James’ demise around the school all day long. The students had decorated the boy’s locker with all manner of cards and flowers and teddy bears. The only problem was the sheer abundance of it. If he had to tell one crying Higgs girl to bring her condolences somewhere else he thought he might quit his job.
It wasn’t like he wasn’t sad. Of course he was. The entire thing was heartbreaking at every angle. The thing was, over the years, Richard had built up a layer of cold . And it had only solidified over the past sixteen days. Only in the quiet hours before he fell asleep in the early hours of the morning did he let himself cry for the boy he had all but murdered. Cry for his daughter whose friend was dead. Cry because his child was safe and the McEwans’ nephew was not.
Rather them than he.
The knock on his front door made him jump, but he let Kathleen Spring inside with a friendly air.
“I apologise for not calling first.”
“No problem,” he said. “Tea?”
“Please.”
Kathleen perused the collection of family photos on the sideboard while Richard pottered about with the kettle.
“How are things?” she asked. “You seem stressed.”
“We’re doing everything we can to help ease the students through this but… it’s hard to make sense of such a senseless situation.”
“James’ death was not an accident.”
Richard placed a tea bag in each mug, then subtly slipped a knife from the block near him on the counter. He placed it between the mugs, handle ready. “The police say he drowned.”
“James was killed by a demon.”
He took a breath and turned to face her. “A demon?”
“The children have bound their coven,” said Kathleen. “They released the demon from Hazel Foster. James was its next host and he died trying to drown it.”
Richard forced his face into a horrified frown, pretending he didn’t know all this information—nor the falsities within it. “The coven is bound? Oh my god… that… that could have been Elle.”
Kathleen nodded sympathetically. “Could have been Charlie.”
He observed her features carefully. She had always been such a poised, calm and collected woman. “Are you going to talk to the elders? Have them strip them of their powers?”
“No. They need to be able to protect themselves.” She pulled out a chair and sat down at the table. “Can I count on your help to watch over them?”
“Of course.”
“Thank you.”
✨
“There’s no way we’re letting David be a part of this coven,” said Charlie.
All seven of them were seated around the cottage, as had become their habit. Every day after school, and on the weekends, too, the coven gathered. It was a nice, quiet place to do homework, read or to chill out after a stressful day thinking about A-Levels and university applications. Sometimes it was nice to just be in the same room with the only people who understood exactly what they had lost and how they had lost him.
“But from what you said your gran said, it’s not up to us,” said Darcy. “He is by virtue of his bloodline.”
“That doesn’t mean we have to tell him.” Nick had been quietly stressed all day. He was sitting beside Charlie on the sofa, hair a mess from all the times he’d run his hands through it.
Tao, Elle, Tara and Darcy looked between themselves, brows furrowed. Isaac had his head in a book as normal, though Charlie wasn’t sure he was actually reading. His eyes were still, deep in thought.
“Look,” said Nick. “You don’t know him like I do. Trust me, we don’t want someone like him in our coven.”
“I only met him this morning,” said Charlie. “And I already know he’s a complete knob.”
Nick squeezed his knee and smiled grimly. “He really is.”
“We’ve all heard some stuff about your brother,” said Tara. “But is he really that bad?”
“Remember when I first got here,” said Charlie. “And you were all worried I’d turn out to be some kind of raging homophobe? Well, that’s David.”
“He found out about us this morning and we got into a massive fight about it. He refuses to believe bisexuality even exists and was being really gross.”
“Oh no,” said Elle. “I’m so sorry, Nick. That’s so shit.”
“Yeah, it is but…” Nick shrugged. “I can deal with him, usually—I mean, he’s in Glasgow most of the time. I just hate that he said all that stuff in front of Charlie.”
“Does he even know about magic?” asked Tao.
“I honestly don’t know.”
“He’d left for uni before I found my book,” said Tara. “Before even Nick knew.”
“Well, let’s keep it that way,” said Charlie. “We don’t need him.”
The others all nodded and murmured in agreement. “Besides,” said Isaac. “We can’t just replace James.”
“Right.” Charlie leaned against Nick, his gaze falling upon the notice board over the opposite wall. A fresh portrait of James (by Elle) now sat pride of place in the centre, surrounded by all the photos they could find of their lost friend. There weren’t many of them.
“What’s the matter, Darce?” asked Tara.
Charlie and the others looked around. Darcy was the only one of them still deep in thought, their teeth worrying at their lip. Tara peered at them in concern. At the sight of everyone’s gaze on them, Darcy recoiled slightly. “I’m just scared,” they said. “With James g-gone, we’re back where we were before Charlie came. We can’t do solo magic and now we’re not at full power, either.”
Nick and Charlie exchanged a look. They hadn’t experienced a loss of power. When they did magic together, it was almost always perfect nowadays. Perfect and instinctual.
“I’m just saying,” Darcy continued. “If we let David leave and he takes his power with him, we leave ourselves vulnerable again. What if there’s another demon or another Simon or some other crazy shit we haven’t even considered?”
There was a sudden loud rushing sound from outside the cottage. Everyone looked around. It sounded like a strong, violent wind was whipping against the old, wooden front door.
Nick lifted his head from Charlie’s shoulder. “What is that?”
The scent of smoke wafted inside. “Is something burning?”
Charlie led the way up from the sofas, out into the entrance way. He yanked open the door and a blast of hot air immediately engulfed them. Nick grabbed him and pulled him back as the others threw their arms over their mouths, coughing. The entire front steps of the cottage were up in flames. The bottom step was already cinders, the next crumbling as the fire climbed steadily higher, closer to the door.
“Jesus!” Tao gasped. “What the fuck?”
“We can put it out,” said Nick. “Come on.”
Charlie grabbed onto Nick’s hand and concentrated on dousing the fire. Before the others could even ready themselves, Nick and Charlie had already made quite a dent. The second their hands touched, the flames lowered, scurried back as if an invisible line had been drawn across the threshold through which the fire could not pass. With all seven of them linked, eventually, the fire fizzled completely, sweeping out into nothingness. Until only a curved line was left scorched across the earth at the bottom of the steps.
“Well done everyone,” said Tara, laughing. “Who said we needed more power?”
Darcy shrugged, frowning at the shape on the grass. “What’s that?”
“It looks like a crescent moon,” said Elle.
“Who could have done this?” asked Tao.
Charlie exchanged a look with Nick, who nodded in encouragement. He let out a sigh and told the others about seeing David and the fire in James’ front garden. “It left a scorch mark just like this one. A crescent moon.”
“You think David did this?” Nick shook his head. “Why would he?”
“I don’t know,” said Charlie. “That’s just what I saw. I did say I was half asleep, Nick.”
Nick flopped himself around Charlie’s side. “I’m just trying to make sense of all this, and David always messes with my head.”
Charlie put a hand in Nick’s hair and gave his head a little scratch. The way Nick’s mood had been so affected by his brother’s arrival made Charlie sick with anger and sadness. It wasn’t fair. Nick deserved a brother who could swoop in and help him with anything—whether that was mourning their cousin or fixing the gap in their coven.
“If he’s as much of a dick as you say,” said Tao. “Maybe he did this to scare us.”
“But how would he even know about this place?” said Charlie.
“Well,” said Isaac. “Somebody obviously does know where to find us and how to scare us, even if it isn’t David.”
Darcy raised their eyebrows. “And they burnt this symbol to prove it?” They groaned and shook their head. “None of this makes sense!”
“Hey,” said Nick. “Maybe we could ask your gran. She probably knows all sorts of runes and symbols we don’t. And it would save tons of time we don’t want to spend looking through books.”
“Oh, um, would you be okay with that?” Charlie asked Tara. He knew how she felt about others knowing their secret.
Tara sighed. “I have to admit, it would be very useful to have an elder’s knowledge on our side. I suppose asking wouldn’t hurt.”
The others added their agreement.
“She’s at work this evening so I’ll have to go and find her there. Want to come along, Nick?”
“Of course.”
The seven of them flitted back into the cottage to gather their things.
“You two seriously need to think of some better date locations,” said Darcy.
“Hey,” said Charlie. “Herne Bay is romantic.”
“Yeah,” Tao scoffed. “But not in October.”
“And not when you’re there to visit creepy zombie Hazel,” said Darcy.
“We’re joking about that now are we?” said Isaac.
Darcy shifted uncomfortably. “Sorry. You know that’s how I deal.”
Isaac smiled. “I do know that. It’s okay. I just don’t think I’m quite there yet.”
Nick and Charlie left the others with hugs all round. On the way out, they stopped to quickly fix the burnt steps, their magic entwining beautifully, creating better, shinier, more sturdy steps than before. They smiled at their success and set off through the trees, a trail of fluttering leaves floating in their wake.
✨
“Kathleen could have ruined everything,” said Richard. “But I handled her. She thinks we’re allies.”
It was hours later, the school day was over and Richard was trying to remain calm and comfortable in his armchair. A difficult task since Pauline was pacing a line across the rug and had been ever since she’d answered his summons.
She finally came to a stop, only to gaze out the window at the darkening sky.
“Pauline? Am I boring you?”
She had seemed distant lately, distracted. “No, of course not. It’s good that Kathleen is handled.” When he didn’t say anything she blinked away from the window and gave her head a little shake. “Sorry. I haven’t been sleeping very well.”
Richard sighed. “I know James’ death has been hard on you, but don’t lose focus. This new bond with Kathleen might be exactly the help we need.”
“How?”
“Every family had a crystal at some point,” said Richard. “And Kathleen’s not just any elder, she’s a Spring. There’s a good chance she still has one. And if we can get another crystal then we can strengthen the one we have, we can locate the others and we can finally get our powers back.”
He watched and waited for Pauline to show any enthusiasm at all at this new plan, but her face hardly changed. “Maybe,” she murmured. “But it’s hard to know anything anymore.”
Richard got to his feet and placed a hopefully comforting hand on her shoulder. He peered into her tired face, trying for some comfort. “Are you sure you’re up for this, Pauline? Because if you’re not…”
“I am,” she insisted. “I am.”
✨
Nick had parked outside the hospital and they had hurried through into the main entrance before Charlie realised he didn’t really know where to go. He knew his gran worked in the paediatric ward but where that was he had no idea.
“I think it’s this way,” said Nick, frowning at the map beside the reception desk. “I’ve only been here once. Did you know your gran set my broken arm when I was nine?”
“Aw,” said Charlie. “No, I didn’t know that.” They set off towards the children’s ward. “How did you break your arm? Rugby?”
Nick gave a forced laugh. “David pushed me off the climbing frame at the park.”
Charlie raised his eyebrows, furious. “Did he now? What a twat. I wish I’d been there to push him right back.”
“Now, that I would have liked to see.” Nick ruffled Charlie’s hair. “Though, David was bigger than me when he was thirteen and I’m not sure eight-year-old Charlie would have stood much of a chance.”
“Eight-year-old Charlie would have done anything, I’m sure, for the cute boy with the broken arm and the meanie brother.”
“Like kiss it better and hold him while he cried?”
“Aw, no, poor little Nick,” Charlie whined. “Was your mum there at least?”
“Yeah, she was furious.”
The children’s ward was busy, and a queue had formed at the reception desk. Nick and Charlie joined it, glancing around at the various staff members toing and froing around them. A minute later, Kathleen appeared through the double doors at the end of the corridor.
“Gran!” Charlie called.
She looked up from her clipboard, rainbow scrubs bright and cheerful, as opposed to her face, which dropped at the sight of them. “Charlie? What are you doing here?”
They hurried over to meet her. “There was a fire at the cottage,” said Charlie.
“Was anyone hurt?”
“No, we put it out. But we think someone set it intentionally.”
“There was a crescent moon burned into the ground,” said Nick. “Do you know what that might mean?”
Kathleen glanced around at the bustling ward, grabbed both their arms, led them swiftly into a small, empty waiting room and shut the door behind them.
“It’s not a crescent moon,” she said. “It’s a C. For conquest.”
“Conquest?”
“It’s old,” said Kathleen. “The exact history is lost but nowadays it’s used to mark a witch’s land. To scare them.”
“You think someone’s trying to threaten us?” asked Charlie.
“It certainly sounds like it.”
Nick and Charlie exchanged looks of alarm.
“When I saw David last night he left behind that same C-shaped scorch mark.”
Kathleen’s frown deepened. “Have you talked to him about the coven yet?”
“No.”
“Well, don’t.”
A beeping sounded at Kathleen’s hip and she left them as quickly as she’d found them. Nick and Charlie stood there, stunned for several moments before Charlie grabbed Nick’s hand, gave it an encouraging squeeze, then led the way back down the corridor.
They retraced their steps back out to the car park in silence. In the car, Charlie updated the group chat with the worrying news and hoped they had all gotten home safely. When each of their friends had replied, Nick and Charlie breathed a little easier, but Nick still seemed rattled.
“I know he’s the worst, but I suppose I never thought David would do something like this. So… destructive and I dunno, that conquest mark seems more than just unpleasant. It seems evil.”
“Maybe you could talk to him about it?” said Charlie. “Ask him?”
Nick shook his head. “But if he doesn’t know about magic then I’d like to keep it that way. And it would sound really weird, like, he already has enough ammunition to take the piss out of me.”
“Yeah, I suppose so.” Charlie sighed. He observed Nick’s pensive face, so downtrodden and stressed, and remembered how he had been that morning. Finally, some of Nick’s usual sunshine had shone through the dark veil caused by James’ death. But now his shoulders were tense again, his jaw was tight, his eyes shining with worry.
Charlie nudged his shoulder and tried for a smile. “So… want to maybe go on a nicer date? Than a visit to the hospital, I mean.”
Nick blinked. The corners of his mouth curved into a smile and Charlie’s heart flipped over. “What do you want to do?”
“We could watch a film? Or go and get milkshakes or something. I don’t mind, you decide.”
“Charlie, you know I don’t care what we’re doing as long as…”
“As long as we’re together, yes, I know, you’re a massive sap.”
“Are you hungry?” Nick reached for the steering wheel. “Want to go and get something to eat? There’s that new Italian place near Nellie’s I haven’t been to yet.”
“Oh, um, okay…”
“Are you sure?”
“Yep.”
“You didn’t sound sure.”
“Nick, just drive.” He batted his arm. “I can hear your stomach rumbling from here.”
His cheeks flushed pink, Nick started the engine and pulled out of the hospital parking space. Charlie’s plan had worked. Nick was laughing and smiling and cheerful all the way into town, chattering away about how he couldn’t believe they hadn’t gone on a proper date yet. Meanwhile, Charlie tried not to show the anxiety which had risen in his chest the second Nick had mentioned going to a restaurant.
Breathe, he told himself. You’ve been doing so well. He hadn’t had a wobble in the food department since the first week after his dad died. Before that it had been almost a year. He could do this. He was going on a date—an actual, real-life date with a boy who he loved and miraculously, loved him back. Why couldn’t he go and sit across from him and eat pizza in a room he’d never seen before?
He could see the brightly lit frontage of the restaurant from the car park. Nick sat beside him, trying to figure out how to pay for parking on his phone while Charlie took some deep breaths.
Don’t freak out, he told himself desperately. Be normal, Charlie. You can do magic. You can be normal.
“Yes! I did it!” Nick clicked off his phone and pocketed it. “I usually avoid paying for parking wherever I can. There’s usually space on the road… You okay? Char? You’ve gone really pale.”
Charlie glanced at his reflection in the wing mirror and looked away again quickly. “I-I’m fine. Let’s just go.” He reached for the door handle.
“Wait, no, Charlie, hang on. I can tell something’s up.”
Charlie turned back to face him and took a deep breath. It was difficult to maintain eye contact, especially when Nick was looking at him with such attentive concern. He gripped the sleeves of his coat to stop his fingernails from shredding his palms and squeezed his eyes closed.
“Take a breath, okay?” Nick murmured softly. “Breathe, Charlie.”
He hadn’t even realised his breaths had turned short and stuttered, but with Nick’s gentle hand on his back and his kind words in his ears, they regulated gradually until he was able to open his eyes.
“Talk to me, Charlie. Please?”
He opened his mouth. Then closed it again. Swallowed. Took another breath.
Nick slid his hand into his and gave it a squeeze. Charlie squeezed back, the pressure like a lifeline. The warm, gentle current of energy that usually flowed between them wrapped him up in its blanket of goodness.
“I have an eating disorder.” He watched Nick’s face carefully, but it didn’t drop or change or do anything really. “I-I’m in recovery but sometimes I… I can’t really do restaurants. I should have told you before we drove all the way here. I’m sorry.”
“No s-words.” Nick squeezed his hand again. “Thank you for telling me that.”
“Are you… surprised?”
“Kind of. I have noticed when you’re stressed you tend to lose your appetite, but I didn’t think it was that serious. How long have you been dealing with this?”
Charlie shrugged. “A while.” He couldn’t quite believe how well this conversation was going. “I was diagnosed last year. I, um, spent some time at an inpatient facility and yeah… I have OCD, too. It’s about control. My brain’s unhealthy way of trying to regain some after I was outed.” He had made Nick look all sad again. “I’m loads better now,” he added. “I haven’t had a relapse since I moved here. I thought I might, since everything changed so drastically, but I haven’t. I think maybe you’re a big part of that.”
Nick brought a hand up to stroke a thumb over his cheek and kissed his forehead. “Not me,” he whispered. “You. You are so incredible, Charlie. I’m honestly so in awe of you all the bloody time. Can I hug you?”
Charlie’s arms were already around him and then he was being pulled across the centre console, into Nick’s lap. Giggling softly, he let himself be cradled awkwardly between Nick and the steering wheel. “Nick, there’s not enough room.”
“Hush now and let me love on you.”
The cadence of Nick’s voice, muffled against his shoulder, made tears spring to Charlie’s eyes. He leaned back and took Nick’s face between his hands. His eyes were shining with tears, too. Charlie sniffled. “I’m sorry for bringing the mood down. We were gonna have a nice date and now we’re crying in the car.”
“Crying and canoodling in the car,” Nick corrected, laughing through his own sniffles. “And we can still have a nice date. I think this place does takeaways. Want to take some pizzas back to mine and watch a film? You can choose what we watch.”
“Okay. I will warn you it’s not gonna be Marvel, though.”
“But why not?!”
They spent the wait time for the pizzas continuing to canoodle in the car, during which time Charlie forgot to feel guilty about the derailment of their date. When Nick was kissing him practically senseless, nothing else mattered. The restaurant had to send two text reminders that their pizzas were ready before they resurfaced enough to be conscious of their stomachs.
The house was quiet and dark when they got home. Sarah was still at the cafe, getting everything ready for the wake tomorrow. Nick and Charlie had forgotten. Their friend was dead. The funeral was tomorrow. Their coven was being threatened by some mysterious outside force—who may be just down the hall, Charlie considered, as Nick shut his bedroom door behind them. But he wasn’t about to let David ruin their night. And, he thought, if James were still alive, this was exactly what he would have wanted for them both. To be together and to be happy.
They kept the lights low as they climbed into bed, comfy clothes on, pizza boxes at the ready. Charlie selected Hocus Pocus since it was one of his comfort films, and it was almost Halloween. When the pizzas had been consumed, they lapsed into watching the film only between bouts of kissing. Above them, the new fairy lights, which Charlie had bought last week after promising he would replace the ones he broke, flickered and sparkled. They were better now. Steadier in their magic and in their hearts. Nothing could break, only glow and soar and flutter.
Every now and then, they would remember their friend’s funeral tomorrow, remember the scorch marks, remember David was home—but then they would remember each other and kissing and rainbow fairy lights…
Charlie woke up hours later.
The television had turned itself off and Nick was fast asleep beneath him. Charlie peeled his cheek away from Nick’s chest and rubbed at the wet patch he had drooled into his hoodie. Gross .
But there was nothing but lightness inside Charlie’s chest when he looked upon his boyfriend’s sleeping face. He smoothed Nick’s brow with his fingertips and wished him to have sweet dreams, despite the current reality they lived in.
This time last year, Charlie had been at the inpatient care facility, alone and miserable. Never in a million years would he ever have imagined this would be where he would end up. In his boyfriend’s bed, empty pizza boxes pushed onto the bedside table, magic real.
He laughed softly to himself and pressed a kiss to Nick’s forehead. Nick mumbled something incoherent in his sleep and rolled over, reaching for Charlie’s hand. Charlie smiled at him, gave his hand a little squeeze, then got to his feet.
“I’ll be right back.” He collected the pizza boxes and left the room quietly.
In the Nelson’s kitchen, Charlie padded in his socks to the recycling bin and chucked the pizza boxes inside. It pleased him greatly that he knew where everything was. He knew where the Nelsons kept their drinking glasses and took two down from the cupboard. He knew whoever had installed the kitchen had fitted the tap wrong and red meant cold, blue hot. He was pouring himself a glass when, out of the corner of his eye, a shadow flitted across the kitchen doorway.
He looked around and took a step towards the door, a weird feeling in the pit of his stomach. “Nick?”
He hadn’t heard anyone come down the stairs after him. David was in his room, as he had been all evening. Charlie shrugged. Maybe he didn’t quite know all the noises and sounds of Nick’s house just yet. He turned back to the sink and nearly jumped out of his skin. He stumbled back.
There was a girl sitting on the counter.
She didn’t look much older than he was. Dark makeup was smudged around her eyes, panda-like, her blonde hair cropped short. With her black jacket and thin frame, she appeared almost crow-like.
Charlie backed away further. “Who are you? What do you want?”
There was something clutched in her hand.
A long, thin knife with a wooden handle. Not something the Nelsons would keep in their kitchen.
She hopped off the counter. “Your blood.”
She lunged for him. He darted away, tried to duck aside. Her hand closed around his forearm, surprisingly strong. With all his strength, Charlie shoved out at her and sent her sprawling into the counter.
He took his chance—he sprinted out of the kitchen, into the hall—but she was fast.
He whirled around, to do what, he didn’t know, but as he did so, the girl leaped onto him, knocking him backwards onto the floor. She had him pinned with her knees before he could even cry out. One hand, thin and pale, wrapped around his throat. The knife glinted in the other.
Charlie gasped, tried to make a sound, to alert Nick—but he was still fast asleep upstairs. Charlie grappled at the girl’s wrist, tried to push her away from his throat but she only squeezed harder. She raised the knife. Charlie’s vision blurred. The blade glimmered as she brought it down. He heard the rip of Nick’s hoodie sleeve, felt the sharp pain as she slashed a line from elbow to wrist.
There was a distant crash, followed by a thunder of footsteps. “Charlie?!”
The girl froze, her hand still around his throat, the bloody knife limp in her hand. She looked around just as Nick and David appeared at the bottom of the stairs.
Charlie choked a gasp. “Nick…”
Nick looked from Charlie to the girl, to the knife and the blood, to her hand at his throat, and made to dart forward.
“Move!” David yelled.
A blast of something invisible but strong collided with Nick and he was knocked aside. He stumbled upright, staring around at his brother.
At the sight of David, the girl let go of Charlie’s throat, allowing him to gasp in lungfuls of air. David moved his hands in another sweeping motion and the girl was thrown sideways into the wall. Rubbing at his throat, Charlie scrambled away from her towards Nick, his arm hanging bloody and stiff with pain at his side.
“Charlie,” Nick gasped. “Your arm—”
“I-I’m okay.” Charlie coughed. He opened his mouth to reassure Nick some more but closed it again because David had begun to chant.
Nick and Charlie stared at him, his lips forming words in a language neither of them recognised. The girl, on her feet again, flinched and groaned in pain. David edged closer to her, his chant causing her more and more pain as she inched further towards the front door. Charlie grabbed Nick’s hand and together they threw the door open, just in time for her to turn and flee out into the night.
The door slammed shut.
Silence.
Stunned, Nick and Charlie sat huddled against the wall. David was still staring at the closed front door, expression unreadable.
“Who the fuck was that?” Charlie gasped.
“No clue,” said David. “But she seemed pretty intent on killing you.” He turned and raised his eyebrows at Charlie, as if it was his fault the girl had broken in and ruined his evening. “A thank you might be nice. I did just save your arse.”
“Shut up, David,” said Nick. He turned to Charlie, brow furrowed in concern as he inspected his arm.
“Is it bad?” Charlie could feel the blood beginning to crust, sticking to the tattered remains of his sleeve.
“I don’t think it’s very deep,” said Nick. “Just long and bloody.”
Charlie glanced down at the spatters of red he had trailed across the floor. His vision swam and turned over. “Nick, the blood, you don’t have to look—”
Only a little green, Nick shook his head and helped Charlie to his feet. He secured his arm around his waist and led him into the kitchen. Charlie really didn’t need the support but he wasn’t about to push his boyfriend away. His presence so close to his side was comforting, grounding, and just him being there was helping the pain in his arm and the discomfort in his throat to ebb.
Nick settled Charlie into a chair at the kitchen table, then went to dampen a cloth at the sink. He returned to crouch before him. With gentle fingers, he rolled up the shredded sleeve of his own hoodie, careful as the drying blood pulled away from Charlie’s skin. They both winced at each spike of pain and Nick kept up a steady stream of apologies as he began to clean the wound.
When Nick had replaced the cloth with a fresh one and most of the blood had gone, Charlie noticed David leaning in the doorway, having been watching them with an air of confused disdain. Like he, too, couldn’t fathom how he could be related to someone as caring and lovely as Nick.
“So,” said Charlie. “I suppose you do know you’re a witch.”
David rolled his eyes. “Obviously. I found our grimoire ages ago.”
Nick’s hand stilled over Charlie’s arm. “What?” He glared at his brother. “Why did you never tell me?”
“Are you kidding me?” David scoffed. “Since when have we been the tell each other stuff kind of brothers?”
“Fuck you. That’s different. Me being bisexual has nothing to do with you. You finding out you’re a witch—surely you realised that meant I was one, too.”
“Well, sorry if I wanted something for myself. You had mum. I had… nothing until I found magic.”
Nick stared up at him. “You had mum, too.”
David snorted and shook his head. “You’ve always been way too soft to see it, Nicky . Her favourite, her perfect golden son.”
Nick fiddled with the frayed edge of the bloody cloth in his hand. “You never exactly made it easy for her. Or for me.” He chewed at his lip. Charlie rubbed his shoulder. “You would have had us if you’d let us be there for you, with or without magic. We have a coven now, and you’re a part of it whether you like it or not.”
“I don’t want anything to do with your coven,” David spat. “You’re just a bunch of kids in way over your heads. If you think I’m gonna—”
“For fuck’s sake, David…” Nick made to get to his feet, but Charlie’s hand on his shoulder calmed him. They exchanged a look. At least the feeling about David joining the coven was mutual. They didn’t want him and he didn’t want them. But still, Charlie thought, David clearly had power and knew how to use it. He even had solo magic… somehow.
Charlie turned to David. “What were you doing in James’ front garden last night?”
“Putting out a fire. Someone—probably that crazy bitch who was just here—burnt a crescent into the ground.”
“But why would she do that?” asked Charlie. “Who was she?”
David shrugged. “Could be a witch from another coven.”
“Maybe she followed you from Glasgow,” Nick snapped.
“I suppose it’s possible. But I’ve never seen her before.”
Nick sighed. He turned back to Charlie and rested his head on his knee. Charlie planted a hand in his hair and stroked it gently. Nick slipped his arms around his waist and closed his eyes, breathing him in. Charlie rubbed his back the best he could while his wrist still ached.
“Jesus christ,” David groaned. “I’m going to be sick. If you’re gonna be gay, Nicky, at least have some decency about it. I don’t want to watch this—”
“Well, fuck off, then!” said Charlie.
David flipped them off and sauntered out of the kitchen. They listened to his footsteps disappear up the stairs and his bedroom door slam shut.
Nick lifted his head. “God, that was so fucking hot.”
“What?”
“You shouting at David like that. Hot.”
Charlie smirked. “Oh, really?”
“Oh, definitely.” Nick’s smile faltered. His eyes flicked down to the light bruising across Charlie’s throat. “God, Charlie, when I came down and saw her on you…”
Charlie collected him up against him and Nick lay his head instead over his heart. His arms tightened around him, as if afraid of what would happen if he let go. “It’s okay,” Charlie whispered into his hair. “I’m okay. I can get my gran to look at my arm. I’ll be fine.”
“Will she be home now? Or should we go back to the hospital?”
Charlie gave a sad laugh and kissed his golden retriever-boyfriend. “She’ll be home soon if she isn’t already. You patched me up pretty well, but if she’ll make you feel better—”
“Let’s get in the car. Are you warm enough? Here, don’t forget your coat.”
“Nick…” Charlie hurried after him into the hallway and accepted his coat gratefully. He pulled him into a kiss. “I love you.”
“I love you, too. Now, please, can we go? Are you feeling dizzy? Should I carry you to the car?”
“I’m fine! Nick, no—I said I’m fine!”
“Too late!”
Charlie wrapped his arms around Nick’s neck and resigned himself to being hauled out of the house and down the path like a sack of exasperated but fond potatoes.
It was only a short drive from River Crescent to Britannia Road, not even five minutes. Charlie sprinted up the front path before Nick could get his hands on him again. He only regretted it as he reached the door and his head briefly swam. He had lost some blood, he supposed.
“Jesus, Char, don’t do that. Please?”
Charlie laughed, but stopped abruptly at the look on Nick’s face. “Sorry. But I really am okay.”
“Let’s just make sure for certain, okay? For my heart’s sake if nothing else.”
They stepped into the hall to find Kathleen only just taking her shoes off after a long shift at the hospital. She took in their bedraggled appearances. “What happened?”
“A girl broke into Nick’s house and took a swipe at me. David stopped her.”
Kathleen noticed the blood staining the sleeve beneath Charlie’s coat. “Right. In.”
She chivvied them into the living room and pushed Charlie into the armchair. He shed his coat and she crouched down to inspect the cut. “Thank god you’re alright. Are you hurt, Nick?”
Nick shook his head. “No, I was upstairs. Asleep like a useless fucking prick…”
“Absolutely not, Nicholas Nelson.” Charlie shot him an affectionate glare. “Absolutely none of that.”
“Hmph.”
“Listen to your boyfriend, Nick,” said Kathleen. She grabbed a roll of bandages from the first aid kit and began to unravel it. “Now, you tell me exactly what happened.”
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Chapter 12: out of our hands
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Chapter 12 Word Count: 9097
Content Warnings: violence, alcohol, grief, death, eating disorder, homophobia, blood, bi-erasure
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Chapter Text
chapter twelve: out of our hands
She was not hard to find.
That night, when David finally heard his brother and his new pet leech leave the house, he got into his car and drove straight across town. The tiny little bed and breakfast was a favourite haunt of her kind. Enough out of the way to be inconspicuous but close enough to civilisation to still get things done. He found the room easily since there were only four to choose from, and knocked on the door.
It opened just a crack. One smudged eye appeared.
“Millie.”
The door snapped shut again. There was a series of clicking noises and the sound of a bolt sliding aside. David rolled his eyes. God, she was so paranoid. But maybe she had a reason to be.
She yanked the door fully open and glared at him. “Hi, David.”
He slipped quickly past her, into the small hotel room. The curtains were drawn and it was dark, the bed rumpled like she’d been struggling to sleep before he arrived.
“I figured you’d find me.” She shut the door behind them, then moved slowly to the desk and picked up a bottle of vodka. She grabbed a mug and began to pour.
But he wasn’t having any of her fake niceties. Before she could offer him the mug, he grabbed it, slammed it onto the desktop and shoved her backwards, pinned her to the wall. He gripped her chin tight, forced her to keep her gaze upon him. “Why did you follow me? What the fuck were you doing marking my cousin’s house?”
She studied him, eyes glinting in the dim light. Then she let out a sigh. She rolled her eyes. “There’s one answer to both those questions. Because you’re a witch and I don’t trust witches.”
He shoved her away from the wall. She quickly steadied herself against the desk, then straightened her pyjamas and picked up the vodka.
“You hate my kind,” said David. “And you know well that I hate yours—so blinded by fear, so assured of your righteousness that you’re just frothing at the mouth to kill.” He peered inside the duffle bag which sat open on a chair. Empty. He glared at Millie. “Give me the blood you took from Charlie Spring.”
Millie merely sipped her vodka. David went to the chest of drawers and began to rifle through her underwear.
“Get away from there,” she hissed. She moved to shove him aside.
With one quick flick of his hand, she went sprawling backwards onto the bed. “You don’t want to test me, Millie!”
Beneath a pile of bras, he found what he was looking for. A tiny glass vial full of blood. “It’s too soon for blood letting.” He pocketed it and strode to the door.
“You just made a big mistake.”
“Stay the fuck out of my way.” David slammed the door shut behind him.
✨
Nick didn’t know how he’d ever sleep peacefully again. Charlie was conked out beside him, his mouth open slightly, emitting tiny, adorable snores, his face pressed against Nick’s shoulder. His wrist, slung across Nick’s waist, had been bandaged thanks to Kathleen but only served as a reminder of Nick’s failures.
Yesterday had been tiring and stressful even before the home intruder. Of course Nick had been tired, of course he’d fallen asleep. Their evening had been so cosy and relaxed and Nick had finally been feeling a little less stressed, a little less worried about David and about the coven being threatened. But then, the most terrifying rush of dread had woken him, along with the immediate sense that something was wrong. Charlie had needed him. And he hadn’t been there. Not until the intruder already had a hand around his throat, not until he’d already been slashed with a knife.
So, no, Nick could not sleep and he wouldn’t. Instead, he lay on his back, listening to Charlie’s snores, focusing on the steady rise and fall of his breaths and watching the stars swirl across the ceiling. Their light was soft and calming, holding a gentle kind of wonder.
He let out a sigh. He knew he probably should sleep. Tomorrow was likely to be another emotional day and he would need to be rested. Especially when he and his mum had worked so hard to make the wake as lovely as it could be.
Doing his best not to jostle Charlie, he plucked his phone from the bedside table. He only realised it was gone midnight after he sent the first message to the group chat.
NICK (0:34): Okay so we have developments both on the mysterious fire front and the David front
NICK (0:35): If anyone’s still awake!
NICK (0:37): Basically, a girl broke into my house and attacked Charlie. David fought her off with solo magic which he can apparently do. We think she’s who’s been setting the fires. She might be a witch from another coven but she might have followed David from Glasgow we don’t know.
NICK (0:38): It’s all been a lot and we’re okay now, just thought you’d all better know 😅
DARCY (0:40): we’re awake and omg wtf?!??!?!
TARA (0:40): i wasn’t awake but i am now!! Charlie was attacked?? Is he okay???
NICK (0:41): She cut his arm and it bled a lot but his gran patched him up. He’s asleep now, but jesus fucking christ, it was one of the scariest things I’ve ever seen 😭
TARA (0:41): oh nick 😭 but are you okay? She didn’t get you??
NICK (0:42): No, I wasn’t even there to even do anything until it was too late
DARCY (0:42): did you say dave can do SOLO magic??? how??
NICK (0:43): No idea! He did seem to know what he was doing though. He threw me aside and managed to scare knife-girl off no problem.
DARCY (0:43): wait why did he throw you aside???
NICK (0:44): I was trying to get to Charlie but 🤷
TARA (0:44): nick, he was trying to protect you 🥹
NICK (0:44): wtf no he wasn’t! He doesn’t give a shit!
DARCY (0:45): you ran head first towards a crazy stabby girl my dude
NICK (0:45): Who had just stabbed Charlie!! Of course I did!!
TARA (0:45): Still! David does care, deep down, even if it doesn’t seem like it ❤️
NICK (0:46): Doesn’t mean I want him in our coven!!! He was still a dick even after he technically saved us 😠
TARA (0:46): i don’t particularly want him around either but if that girl comes back then ??
DARCY (0:46): we’ve been marked with some creepy ancient conquest fire-rune and a girl BROKE INTO YOUR HOUSE AND HURT OUR CHARLIE it kills me to say it but maybe we need the homophobe’s help??
NICK (0:47): But if we can’t trust David, which I don’t, then maybe we’re stronger without him.
NICK (0:48): No! If the girl comes back Charlie and I can deal with her ourselves. Our magic has been pretty strong lately. We don’t need David. We don’t!!
He chucked his phone back onto the side and snuggled further under the duvet. Charlie rolled over in his sleep and Nick rested his cheek against his hair, eyes closed. Charlie was so strong, he was so brave and incredible. Maybe Nick could be those things too, for him. For their friends and his mum and himself. He had stopped needing a big brother for anything a long time ago.
Maybe he, Nick, could be enough, with Charlie or all on his own.
✨
The funeral didn’t start until two, so Nick and Charlie spent a lazy morning wrapped up in bed. Eventually, Charlie dragged himself from the cocoon of warmth they had created and managed to shower, dress and make two cups of tea all before Nick showed any signs of stirring. He blinked sleepily and grinned that lopsided smile as he handed him a mug. It was difficult not to let himself be pulled back under the covers. The day ahead seemed infinitely long from that side of it.
Once their tea had been consumed and Nick was a little more awake, they descended into kissing. Another excuse to further avoid facing the day. But they couldn’t exist in their safe bubble for too long. Soon, Kathleen was calling them downstairs. They ate a hasty brunch and then Nick was heading out the door. He had promised to help his mum with the final preparations for the wake. Charlie had offered to go along to help, too, but Kathleen needed help herself with the plethora of sandwiches she’d made.
Charlie was still gazing after him a minute after the front door had shut.
“You’ll be okay apart for an hour or so, surely,” Kathleen teased.
“I just don’t want him to worry.” Charlie began stacking the sandwich trays into neat piles. “After yesterday… It really shook us both. And it’s hard to let him go when who knows what’s out there waiting for us.”
“I understand,” said Kathleen. “Of course I do. Sticking together is important, especially when you’re a part of a coven—and when you’re a part of a couple.” She smiled softly and gestured to a chair. “Now come and sit while I change that bandage.”
Charlie sat, rolled up his sleeve and studied the mark in fascination. There was now only a thin scabbed line running from wrist to elbow, healing nicely. “Everything happened so fast. She moved so quickly…”
“Hmm…” Kathleen disposed of the old bandage. “We have to assume she’ll be back. And… yes… I think now is the time. Wait there, I’ve got something for you.”
He sat there patiently while his grandmother bustled out of the room. She returned shortly, holding the old carriage clock which usually sat on the sideboard in the dining room. She set it on the kitchen table and Charlie leaned forward, curious. He watched as Kathleen lifted away the back casing. She reached her hand inside and removed… a crystal, glass-like and small enough to fit in her palm.
“My mother gave this to me,” she said. “And if Julio were here I know he’d pass it on to you.”
She placed the crystal into Charlie’s hand. He turned it over, studying it. It was smooth and cool to the touch. Pretty but not necessarily extraordinary upon first glance. “This is what you used on Isaac.”
“It is.” Kathleen closed the back of the clock. “Think of it as a sort of lens that magnifies your power. Coven magic is complicated—it involves multiple personalities, conflicting attitudes. The crystal is simpler. It’s merely a reflection of you.”
“Wait.” Charlie stared at the small item in his hands. “Do you mean this can allow me to do solo magic?”
Kathleen nodded, her expression serious. She folded her hands around Charlie’s, which in turn cupped the crystal. “No one can know you have this. Not even the rest of your coven.”
“Not even Nick?”
She pressed the crystal firmly between Charlie’s hands and moved away. “Not even Nick. That is the most coveted magic there is, but it can bring out the worst in people. Okay?”
Charlie nodded.
But as the two of them finished up with the sandwiches and parted to change for the funeral, Charlie half-wished his grandmother could have kept the crystal to herself. He didn’t want to have to hide something like this from anyone, least of all Nick. He had come accustomed to talking to him about everything, even things he’d never told a single other soul. And he knew how desperate some of his other coven mates were to have solo magic back.
In front of the mirror, he smoothed his hands down the black jacket. He’d bought it for his dad’s funeral. It had been packed away at the bottom of his suitcase in the hopes he’d never have to touch or look at it again. He straightened his tie, resenting the lack of colour. He cast a glance across his room and remembered the little pride flag pin sitting on his desk. His dad had bought it for him at his very first parade when he had been thirteen. He pinned it to his lapel and breathed.
“Ready to go?” came his grandmother’s gentle shout from downstairs.
He tweaked his hair one last time, then, before he could second guess himself, snatched up the crystal and shoved it into his pocket before darting out the room.
Charlie didn’t feel too bad about it when, upon arrival at Nellie’s, he dropped his stack of sandwich trays into Sarah’s arms and immediately replaced them with Nick. Half the room had been cleared of tables to make room for the two large buffet tables, plus a drinks table and space for people to mingle. While Sarah and a few of her employees set the sandwiches out with the rest, Nick drew Charlie into a kiss—probably far too passionately for the setting, but neither of them found a reason to care.
“Is it weird to say you look nice when we’re going to a funeral?” Charlie whispered.
“I hope not,” Nick whispered back. “Because I was just thinking you look incredible.”
“Well, then, you look so good, Nick, oh my god.”
They were swiftly brought back down to earth again once it came time to leave. The four of them set off down the road towards the church. Charlie hadn’t thought the McEwans were religious but then again, he barely knew them at all. As they approached, he couldn’t help but notice the weather seemed to fit the occasion. The sky was dark and dreary, sullying the colours of autumn into a cold, crisp grey.
David appeared only as they arrived at the church and Sarah pulled him into a reluctant hug. Meanwhile, Nick and Charlie were enveloped by Elle who hurried over with Tao following close behind. Then Tara, Darcy and Isaac were all there, too, exchanging hugs and comforting words. Elle kept coming back to hug Charlie again. He squeezed her arm and tried for a reassuring smile. He suspected she wanted to ask about last night, but knew now wasn’t the time.
Inside, they greeted James’ aunt and uncle very briefly, then made their way to their seats. Nick explained hurriedly to Charlie that, after his own maternal aunt and uncle died in the barn fire, James was adopted by his dad’s brother and his wife. None of them knew them very well, not even Isaac, but still, Nick was led into the front row after David. Charlie was about to go and join their friends in the row behind when Nick grabbed his hand and pulled him into the pew beside him. Their hands found each other again and they exchanged sad but grateful smiles.
As they waited, Charlie observed the people seated around them. There were several people he recognised from school including Imogen, Sahar, Aleena and Jay. He spotted Ben sitting beside his tight-jawed father on the very back row. There was Mr Argent, sitting beside Tara’s mum, Pauline. Isaac’s mum, Emma, was arm in arm with Yan Xu, both of them with tissues in hand. Charlie had never met the lady on the very end but he supposed she must be Darcy’s mum, Amanda. From what he had heard, the sour expression on her face was the norm—as was the way she separated herself from the others with an air that she was better than them.
But she was still there.
Charlie glanced to where Kathleen was seated and felt a pang in his chest. He wished his dad was there—and once again, he remembered he would never be there again.
He would have thought the idea would have stuck by now.
Charlie let his head rest on Nick’s shoulder. “I love you,” he whispered.
Nick put an arm around him and kissed his head. “I love you.”
All through the service, they held each other tight, hands entwined, hoping this would be the last funeral for a long time coming.
✨
Nellie’s Tea Room was full of people when they returned. Clusters of McEwans and Fourniers, Truham and Higgs students and teachers, friends and acquaintances, most of whom Charlie didn’t recognise, clutched plates of buffet food and filled the room with gentle chatter. Sometimes Charlie felt he had known James well, while other times he remembered how little time he’d really been in his life. His first openly gay friend.
Nick disappeared into the crowd to help his mum, and Charlie watched him go. He wished he could have stayed a bit longer—but he was such a sweetheart and Sarah did look a little stressed. With a sigh, Charlie turned to Isaac and hooked arm around his. Isaac had been pale and tearful all afternoon, and he was clutching the flowers he’d brought so hard he was in danger of decapitating them.
“Come on,” Charlie murmured. He ushered Isaac over to the table in the corner where a board of photographs and condolences had been set up, flowers and teddy bears surrounding it.
Isaac set his flowers down, then gripped Charlie’s arm again. “We should get something to eat.”
They made their way over to the buffet table and found it half-demolished already. Not that Charlie was really feeling up to eating much.
“Hello there, Charlie, Isaac.” Pauline had loaded her plate with a mound of salad leaves and a single sausage roll. She was looking a little lost as to what else to choose. “You ever think about how no matter what we do, no matter the choices we make or how we try to control our lives, that it’s just all out of our hands?”
Charlie clutched his paper plate. “Um… I suppose so.” Yes—all the fucking time.
“History keeps on repeating itself.”
Mr Argent appeared and patted her arm. “Come on, Pauline. I saved you a place at our table.”
Pauline allowed him to lead her away. They seemed cute together, Charlie thought. It would be nice if they ended up together for good, for them and their daughters.
Once they had gathered their own plates of food, Charlie and Isaac joined Tao and Elle at their table by the window to eat. Well, Charlie picked. Usually buffets were pretty safe for him. They offered more control, but also more choice. The bandage around his wrist itched every time he moved and he could tell Tao had noticed him fidgeting with it.
“I’m fine,” Charlie insisted before Tao could open his mouth.
“I wasn’t going to…” Tao sighed. “Sorry, I just… We read Nick’s messages this morning and… are you sure you’re alright?”
Charlie sighed and set his fork down. “The cut wasn’t that deep and it’s healing nicely. Look.” He rolled up his sleeve and carefully peeled away the bandage. His three friends leaned forward to peer at the cut.
Elle smoothed a gentle finger over the thin red line. “Oh, Charlie, no wonder Nick was freaking out.”
Grimacing, he shook his sleeve back into place. “Yeah, it was really scary, but like Nick said, David helped us and we’re okay.”
“Nick said David did solo magic,” said Tao. “How is that possible?”
“Well, I’m glad he can,” said Elle. “Otherwise who knows what might have happened.”
The crystal in Charlie’s pocket suddenly weighed heavier. But he had promised to keep it a secret. He thought only the best of his coven, but his grandmother’s warning about the crystal bringing out the worst in people had a different meaning when magic was involved. He had witnessed Isaac and James taken over by a demon and made to do terrible things. What could the crystal make them do?
Tao shook his head. “Do we really need him, though? I know we’re not at full power anymore, but we’re not hopeless. And Nick and Charlie, as much as I hate to say it, their magic is always on point.”
“I know we hate David,” said Isaac. “But if he can do solo magic, then maybe he can teach us how. Right now, I don’t exactly feel safe and…” He shrugged. “If we had solo magic, maybe we wouldn’t be at a wake, James would be alive and you wouldn’t have that cut on your arm.”
But Charlie had stopped listening. Of course that was how David had been managing it. He couldn’t believe it had taken him so long to put two and two together. David had a crystal, too. Or something similar, anyway.
As his mind raced, his gaze drifted across the room to where Nick had reappeared by the drinks table. Charlie watched him work, topping glasses with a gentle hand. He seemed more cheerful now, thriving with something practical to do, but Charlie did wish he would sit down and take a moment to eat something himself. As if an invisible tether had tugged at him, Nick looked up and met Charlie’s eye. He smiled and gave a small wave.
“You okay?” he mouthed.
Charlie nodded and smiled back.
✨
He was so cute, Nick thought as he slid a fresh tray of drinks onto the table—and almost spilled them. Served him right for being so smitten. But it wasn’t his fault his boyfriend was so distracting.
“Want some help?” Darcy appeared at his side with Tara in tow.
“Yes, please.” They transferred the glasses of prosecco onto the table much quicker with the three of them doing it. “Thanks.” He pretended not to notice Darcy pilfer several flutes for themself.
Tara plucked up her own glass and sipped it. “Are you feeling any better now, Nick? Did you manage to get any sleep?”
“Some.” His gaze drifted across to Charlie again. He had gone back to picking at his food, eyebrows furrowed while Tao, Elle and Isaac talked around him. “I just… want to keep him safe, you know? And I feel like I failed last night.”
Tara placed a hand on his shoulder. “From what it sounded like, you did everything you could.”
“And if David hadn’t blasted you out of the way,” said Darcy. “You would have fucked that girl up. Nobody hurts your man and gets away with it.”
“I should have been there sooner, I should have—” A plate smashed somewhere nearby, then a muffled “shit!” made him whirl around. “I’d better go and help.” He pushed the remaining tray of drinks into Darcy’s hands and hurried around the counter.
Biscuits were scattered across the floor between the broken shards. Sarah was already sweeping it up with a dustpan and brush, but Nick knelt down at once and took over.
“Oh, Nicky, you don’t need to—Well, alright, then…” She sat back away from the mess and leaned against the cupboards. There were tears in her eyes.
“Mum, what’s the matter?”
She scoffed, tutted and shook her head. He knew she hated him seeing her get emotional. Nick scooped up the last of the broken crockery and tossed it into a bin bag. “I’ll get you some water, or I could put the kettle on if you like?”
“Water is fine, thank you, sweetheart.”
He poured a glass from the sink and settled down on the floor beside her. She took a steady sip. “This town,” she sniffled. “It just can’t stop burying kids.”
Nick blinked. Right. How many of his mum’s friends had died when she was young? All in the same night they had gone, tearing couples apart. Couples with infant children. Sarah had been in her mid-twenties, and to Nick, that had always seemed old enough to handle such things but now… not so much. He waited patiently at her side, cautiously curious.
“How can it still hurt so much? It was so long ago.” Her hand travelled to the pendant she always wore around her neck. “That wake was at St George’s Hotel. Julio wasn’t there. I tried to look for him but he never showed up. After everything that had happened, he was too distraught over Jane to go to the funeral. And he didn’t want to bring Charlie—he was just a little baby then. Only a few months old.”
“Did David and I go?”
“Mmhm… I’m still not sure whether that was a good idea. Your brother was always so angry after that. I suppose he was just old enough to understand what had happened. You, on the other hand, were my sweet little baby, toddling around, cheering everyone up. Just like now.”
Nick breathed a laugh. “Are you going to be alright?”
“Of course, baby. I’m just tired. I’ve been going non-stop all week it seems.” She got to her feet, downed her water and set the glass aside. She readjusted her apron and clapped her hands, as if willing herself to get back into action. They still had guests, after all, and the wake wasn’t going to manage itself. The evening was drawing in but people would still be wanting drinks.
“I’d better go,” said Nick, following his mum to his feet. “I just shoved a whole tray of glasses into Darcy’s arms…”
“Oh, you’d better go and make sure they haven’t made a huge mess, then.” Sarah laughed. “Don’t worry about me, sweetheart. You go and be with your friends. Heaven knows you need a break, too.”
The crowd had definitely thinned when he returned to the main room. The sombre mood which had followed them from the church had been nullified by time, food and alcohol. Though James’ aunt and uncle had gone home quickly, clusters of family and friends remained, plates empty but glasses filled and refilled. Nick was glad. He had been able to help these people in some way.
A surprisingly tipsy Darcy had been corralled into a chair with a whole plate of biscuits, while Tara ran the drinks table with much more elegance than Nick could have managed.
Nick let out a breath. Tara and Darcy had it under control. Maybe he could have a break.
He turned to the window table where Charlie had been five minutes ago, only to find his seat empty. Nick’s heart dropped. Maybe a tad too dramatically, but then again, maybe not. Tao saw his face fall and nodded towards the front door. Nick followed his gaze and there he was—Charlie. Thank God. But then he saw who Charlie was talking to—or rather, who was talking to him.
In a couple of strides, Nick was across the room to his boyfriend’s side, arms folded, glaring daggers. “What’s going on?”
David was leaning against the doorframe like he knew he was blocking the exit but couldn’t care less. “Whoa, cool your jets, Nicky. Am I not allowed to talk to Charlie?”
“Not if you’re going to—”
“Nick…” Charlie slid an arm around Nick’s waist and squeezed. “It’s fine.” He shot David a pointed look. “Your brother was just asking me what it’s like being gay. I was just about to tell him it’s fucking great, actually.”
“Ugh!” David scoffed. “That is not what I meant.”
Nick pulled Charlie closer to his side and raised his eyebrows. “What did you mean, David? Want to tell us what it’s like being straight? Or just what it’s like being an arsehole?”
Charlie snickered, but David stood away from the doorframe, suddenly on the offensive. “How am I an arsehole? Or did you forget I saved both your arses last night?”
“We didn’t need you!” Nick stepped forward, angling himself between Charlie and David. “I could have handled it if you hadn’t shoved me!”
David snorted. “Yeah, right. I’ve been doing this way longer than you have, little brother. And I am way more powerful.”
“On my own maybe,” said Nick. “But not with Charlie. Together we could have—”
“Oh, please, don’t make me sick. Just because some skinny little fag has got you wrapped around his dick, doesn’t mean you’re better than—”
“Shut the fuck up! Don’t you dare—don’t you dare talk about Charlie like that.”
He felt a tug on his sleeve. “Nick, don’t. It’s not worth it.”
“Listen to your little girlfriend, Nicky. Or do you prefer him to only speak when spoken to? That’s probably for the best…”
Nick wasn’t sure what happened next. Only that his fist was clenched and then it was hurtling towards his brother’s face.
“Nick, don’t!” Charlie cried.
David ducked aside, then swung round with surprising speed. Nick shoved out at him but David was primed and ready. His fist connected with Nick’s jaw, and then the two of them went sprawling sideways into the nearest table.
“David, stop!”
The pair toppled onto the floor and rolled, limbs flailing at each other. Charlie reached down to pry them apart but it was tricky not to get hit. “Tao, help me!”
Tao merely stood up from his chair and continued to stare at the spectacle along with Elle, Isaac and many of the other wake guests. Tara and Darcy pushed their way to the front of the gathered crowd. “Oh my god,” Darcy gasped. “What is going on?”
Finally, Nick managed to roll away from David and heaved himself onto his knees. Charlie reached out a hand and helped him to his feet. “Nick, Jesus, that was—” Nick’s eyes widened and Charlie turned. David had gotten to his feet too, but his rage hadn’t dwindled in the slightest. He moved to swing another hit. Charlie shoved Nick behind himself. “Stop it! What the fuck is wrong with you?”
“What’s wrong with me ?” David glared from Nick to Charlie—then spat, a long strand of saliva at Charlie’s feet. He turned on his heel and stormed out, the front doorbell rattling dangerously in his wake.
The following silence was deafening.
Charlie could feel the anger still thrumming through Nick, because it was inside him too. Nick moved, tried to break out from behind him, to go after his brother, but Charlie turned around and blocked him. “No. Let him go. Breathe, Nick. Let it go.”
“He just fucking spat at you, Char.”
“I know.” Charlie reached to tilt Nick’s chin, to inspect the bruise. “He’s the worst, but… come on, let’s get you some ice.”
“Here, Charlie.” Tara passed him a bag of ice from the drinks table.
“Thanks, Tara.” He grasped Nick’s hand and Tara and Darcy followed along as he marched him over to where Tao, Elle and Isaac were sitting near the window, still watching in alarm. “You, sit.” He pushed Nick into a chair and held the ice to his jaw.
“Are you okay?” said Elle. “That was so intense!”
“I can’t believe he hit you,” said Tao.
“What was he saying?” asked Isaac. “We couldn’t really hear.”
“It doesn’t matter,” said Charlie with a sigh. Nick was still a little shaky, his eyes wide and muscles tight. Charlie half wanted to tell him off for throwing the first punch, but he knew Nick didn’t need to hear it. He didn’t need to be told what he had done was wrong.
“That was incredible,” said Darcy.
“Incredible,” said Tara. “Also incredibly stupid.”
“I hope his face looks worse than yours,” Darcy added. “I mean, what an absolute bellend.”
Nick swallowed thickly and gazed up at Charlie through tearful eyes. And Charlie’s heart broke. He dropped into a crouch before him and kissed his bruised knuckles. “What do you want to do? We could get some air or some food or a drink… or all three of those things.”
“I kind of just want to go home?”
“Okay.”
“But I don’t want to let my mum down. She needs my help. I shouldn’t even be sitting here right now, not when there’s so much to do.”
“No, Nick, listen to me, please.” Charlie stroked his cheek. “It’s been an emotional day. And yesterday, too. You need a break. Why don’t we go home together? Play some Mario Kart, watch Iron Man, make out a whole bunch?”
“Iron Man? Really?”
“If it’ll cheer you up, I’d watch anything. Even Marvel.”
“That does sound good.” Nick let out a long, slow breath. “I should tell mum, though. I don’t want her to worry.”
“Alright.” Charlie stood up to kiss him, then pushed the bag of ice into his hands. “Keep that on your chin. We don’t want it to get all swollen and sore.”
Nick managed a weak smile before he slinked off around the counter into the back room. Charlie watched him go. It wasn’t fair. Nick was so good, he was so wonderful and loving, it didn’t make sense that his own brother couldn’t see it.
He bade a brief goodbye to his friends, then headed to the door to wait. He glanced out the large front windows of the cafe and spotted David on the pavement outside. He was talking to someone, very animatedly, his brow furrowed—his cheek was a little bruised, Charlie noticed with some relish. But then he saw the person he was talking to—it was a girl. With short blonde hair, a black hooded jacket and dark makeup smudged around her eyes.
What the fuck?
Charlie looked back at his friends’ table—they were laughing and joking together over glasses of prosecco, more cheerful than they’d been in weeks. He looked back at David and the girl just in time to see her grab his arm and begin to drag him away, out of sight.
Shit. The last time they’d seen that girl, she had been coming after Charlie with a knife. As much as he didn’t like David, he didn’t want him to be murdered. Charlie pushed open the cafe doors and hurried down the road after David and the girl. Shadows stretched long and thin across the pavement, his breath lifted in clouds around him. He rounded the corner into a darkened alley.
“I told you to stay out of my way!” David hissed.
Charlie ducked out of sight and peered around the wall to watch.
“I’m not done here!” The girl yelled.
David whirled around at her. “Well, I am.”
Charlie gripped the brick wall beside him and tried to keep his breath even and quiet. David and the girl glared at each other, mere inches apart. And suddenly, a prickling fear crept up Charlie’s neck and he shivered. Did these two know each other after all?
David made to turn away, took a step back, but the girl moved with impressive speed. She kicked at the back of his legs and brought David sprawling to the pavement. There was a muffled shing and then a knife was in her hands, glinting dully in the dying light. Without thinking, Charlie shoved his hand into his jacket pocket and brought out the crystal his grandmother had given him. Would this really work?
The girl leapt on top of David, pinned him to the ground with her knees, just like she’d done with Charlie. She raised the knife—
He didn’t even need to concentrate. All he had to do was think. A rush of something hard and fast and sharp rippled through him, through his very core, collecting in his palm where the crystal lay. The knife lifted itself from the girl’s hand and flew aside to clatter into the gutter.
At the same time, David and the girl lunged after it. They scrambled at each other, fighting for repossession of the knife. Charlie tried to shake off the deep, scraping sensation the crystal had brought but there wasn’t time. He couldn’t let Nick’s brother be killed. He couldn’t. He slipped out of his hiding place and sprinted forwards.
David closed a hand around the knife handle. He grasped it tight, rolled over and sank it deep into the girl’s chest.
Charlie stumbled to a stop and stared. The girl gasped, choked, a bubble of blood burst in her throat. Charlie wanted to look away—he knew he should look away—but somehow he couldn’t. He watched as she coughed and spluttered, as her skin turned milky white and the blood pooled around her limp form. She looked barely older than he was. And now she was dead.
David stood up straight and adjusted his funeral clothes, grimacing at the red now coating his hand. “For fuck’s sake.” He let the knife clatter to the ground beside its owner.
“What the fuck?” Charlie gasped. “David, what the actual fuck?”
Chest heaving, David put his hands on his knees, trying to catch his breath. “Was that you ?”
Charlie blinked.
“The way her knife flew out of her hand,” said David. “Did you do that? I thought that once the coven was bound you couldn’t do magic on your own. Unless you have…”
Charlie closed his fist around the crystal and quickly shoved it back into his pocket. “No,” he said. “I—I thought that was you.” He shrugged. “Maybe it was both of us.”
The thought of possibly having done magic with Charlie seemed to make David feel queasy because he shuddered.
Charlie rolled his eyes. “So…” He glanced down at the dead girl, then quickly away again. “She was a witch?”
“A pretty nasty one.”
“It seemed like you two were talking. I thought you didn’t know her.”
“I don’t,” David snapped. “But I did some digging and some stalking and, well, her name was Millie. She knew a witch had died around here recently. She was here to scavenge power.”
Millie’s blood was spreading across the tarmac, mixing with the puddles left over from the rain. Charlie sighed. Just how much magic stuff was out there? Stuff he didn’t know the slightest thing about, stuff that clearly wasn’t in his or Tara’s grimoires. The thought of so many unknowns did not sit well with him.
“David, you can’t leave Truham.”
“What? I have to.”
“No, you don’t.” Charlie buried his hands deep in his jacket pockets. “We’re all bound together. I know that’s not something you want, and trust me, the feeling’s mutual, but I think we need you.”
“But you hate me.”
“Oh, I do. You just punched my boyfriend. But what I hate more is the thought of losing another friend. There’s darkness out there and it’s coming for us. It’s what killed James and my mum and your dad. We can’t do this without you. We’re not strong enough. And if we don’t at least try, then James’ death is going to seem a lot more senseless than it already does.”
David made an exasperated noise and kicked at the ground. “You’ve got all the answers, huh?”
“Doesn’t mean I like the answers,” said Charlie. “You don’t have to like it, either. You don’t have to hang out with us or anything. In fact, we’d much prefer it if you didn’t. But just… stay. And help us?” It didn’t exactly feel good to sound so pleading in front of David, especially not when he still looked so smug with blood on his hands. Charlie pushed down his own personal misgivings and let out a breath. “Surely, somewhere deep down you do actually care about your brother.”
David winced, cringing and sighed. “Ugh! Alright, alright, enough,” he groaned. “Fine. Fine, for fuck’s sake. I’ll stay. But there’s no way I’m signing up for any LGT rainbow fairy shit.”
“Oh, David. You don’t deserve rainbow fairy shit.”
✨
Nick was well and truly done with today. How could he have let things get so out of hand with David? How could he have thrown the first punch? But everything his brother did and said seemed so much worse now that Charlie was there to witness it, too. The shame cut deeper, made his stomach twist tighter, his anger boil hotter.
He chucked the bag of ice into the freezer, then found his mum in the back office. She was lounging on the old sofa, eyes closed, a buffet plate abandoned on the table, a half-empty glass of prosecco in her hand.
“Mum?” He reached for the glass before it could be dropped, but then she opened her eyes and he realised she wasn’t actually asleep.
“Sorry,” she said. “I’ll be right with you, baby. I was just having a sit down.”
“I was going to ask if I could head home, but maybe I should stay.”
“No, you go, sweetheart.” She batted her hand in his general direction and set her glass down. “Things should be quietening down now, anyway. I heard talk of moving things to the pub.”
“Are you sure?”
Sarah smiled sleepily and nodded. He was glad she seemed too tired to notice the bruise currently forming on his jaw. The last thing his mum needed was another thing to stress about. Nick turned and was about to head back out the door when—
“Nicky?”
“Yes, mum?”
She picked up her prosecco again and frowned down at the bubbles. “You love Charlie.”
Nick blinked. A blush rose in his cheeks. “Yes.”
“And he loves you?”
She still didn’t look up from her drink. Her smile wasn’t exactly as cheerful as he might have expected, considering her chosen topic of discussion. “What is this about?”
She opened her mouth. Then closed it. She shook her head. Tried again. Only to come up short once more.
Now she really had Nick’s attention. He watched her closely, eyebrows furrowed. “Mum?”
Was she about to tell him she didn’t approve of his relationship? That he was never to see Charlie again? Would they have to start sneaking out to see each other in secret? He really hoped not. That sounded exhausting. But he would do it. Of course he would.
Sarah exhaled, then patted the sofa beside her. Nick sank onto the well-worn cushions, apprehensive. His mum downed the rest of her drink and set the glass aside. “I need to tell you something,” she said. “Something important. About the Springs… and the Nelsons.”
“Okay…”
She folded her hands into her lap and cleared her throat. “When I was twelve, my dad told me I had a soulmate. That he was a year younger than me, that he went to Truham Grammar, and that we were destined to be together. His name was Julio Spring.”
A sickly feeling began to rise in Nick’s stomach. “You and Julio? Mum, please don’t tell me you and he—”
“No, no, baby.” She reached out and grasped his hand. “Goodness, don’t worry about that. We… we never…” She took a breath. “Nothing ever happened between me and him. I only had the biggest crush of my life on the poor boy. The poor man—it never really did go away. But he only ever had eyes for Jane. I still think, deep down, he chose to love her over me because it was just… easier. It wasn’t so scary to definitely, one hundred percent choose to love someone. But our families, we’ve been written in the stars for generations.”
“But what does that even mean? How could you be soulmates and not end up together? And grandma wasn’t a Spring, was she?”
“No, she wasn’t. I think the problem was that for the last several generations, including mine and your grandpa’s, the Nelsons have met their soulmates already knowing they were soulmates . There can be so much pressure, when the entire universe wants you to be with someone. I found it easy, but Julio didn’t.” She shook her head. “I wanted to break that cycle for you, Nicky. I was so excited when Charlie arrived, but I was also worried. I wanted to make sure that when you met, and if you were going to fall in love, then you would do so on your own before I told you the truth.” She smiled, her eyes shining. “And now I see that you have. And you’re just how I always pictured it since I was twelve… Soulmates, Nicky. Of course you are.”
It was nice that in telling him this, his mum seemed to have been cheered up, but Nick still felt a bit sick. He didn’t know what to say.
“I know it’s a lot to take in.” She patted his hands. “But there’s nothing to worry about, baby. It was written in the stars long before you were born, long before your grandparents were born. The universe wants you to be together. Isn’t that lovely?”
Nick nodded meekly, then mumbled an excuse to leave the room. He left his mum smiling to herself on the sofa, his head too muddled to say a proper goodnight.
He had begun the day enthused with self-confidence—that he and Charlie were enough. Enough without David or any extra power. But now, maybe they didn’t even have control over their own feelings. If the universe was making Nick love Charlie, making him want to protect him, then the universe had all the control. Not Nick. Not Charlie. The universe.
And that was terrifying.
✨
Charlie left David to dispose of the body. If he was willing to kill someone then he could deal with the consequences, even if the victim in question was a would-be killer herself. Charlie shoved his hands into his pockets and hurried back towards the cafe. The sun had sunk lower now and he shivered in the evening chill. He had left the wake for much longer than he’d meant to, without telling anyone where he was going. And had he just invited a murderer into their coven? Without consulting anyone first? But the others had seemed like they were coming to the same conclusion, even if that conclusion majorly sucked. Only Nick’s reaction worried him. But Charlie could protect him—he never had to go near David again, not if he didn’t want to.
He stepped into the tea room to find the wake had clearly dispersed, only empty cups and plates remaining. The residual image of blood pooling around Millie’s face clinged to the edges of his mind.
“Nick?” His voice rang out, small and unsteady in the quiet. He was about to take out his phone when the door behind the counter opened and Nick stepped inside. “There you are.” Charlie was around the counter and flinging himself into Nick’s arms before he could remember he wasn’t really supposed to be back there.
Nick jolted, surprised at the sudden onslaught, before his arms fell naturally around him. “Have you been outside? You feel cold.”
“Listen…” Their arms remained around each other as Charlie told him all about David and Millie, how he had followed them into the alley and watched them fight. How David had stabbed her. “He said she was here because of James, to scavenge his power somehow… I don’t really understand how it works but… I think… I’m really sorry to say this, especially after that fight, but I think we might need him. For now, anyway. We just don’t know anything about this and he seems to.” Charlie frowned. “Nick? Are you alright? Is it your jaw?” He reached up to inspect the bruise, but Nick pulled away, shaking his head. “Nick? What is it?”
For the first time since he’d entered the cafe, Charlie noticed just how worried and lost Nick seemed. There was a faraway look in his eyes and Charlie hated himself for not seeing it sooner.
Nick grimaced and looked at his feet. “Charlie… Do you love me?”
A nervous laugh escaped Charlie as his heart dipped. “Of course I do. You know I do. Don’t you?”
“Yeah, I think so… a-and I love you.”
Charlie looked from his flushed face to his nervous hands. “You don’t sound very sure.”
“I am,” said Nick quickly. “I was. I mean—Ugh!” He scrubbed a hand across his face, through his hair.
“Nick, you’re kind of scaring me… What is this about?”
Nick let his hand drop to his side, took a breath, then looked up at Charlie, something intense but unfamiliar in his brown eyes. “Charlie, I think we’re soulmates.”
Charlie blinked. “What?” He plucked at the front of Nick’s jacket and giggled. “Oh, you’re just being sappy. Okay, sure, we’re soulmates. Our love is written in the stars, got it.”
“I’m serious, Char. My mum just told me.”
Charlie’s laughter died on his lips. “W-what?”
“Yeah… Apparently our families have been destined to be together forever. But it never worked out before because they all knew they were soulmates before they met and I dunno—I guess it freaked them out.” Nick trailed off. He began to pace, hands tugging at his hair. “Like, I kind of understand it, there’s so much pressure from the entire universe to be happy with one specific person…” He turned back to Charlie, that strange look still in his eyes. “Charlie, please say something.”
“I—I don’t know what to say…” His head reeled as he tried to wrap it around this new information. “This is all just a lot.” A deep, horrible dread dropped itself into Charlie’s stomach and was rising into his chest.
“I know,” Nick gasped. “I know. We only met six weeks ago. We got together after three weeks and we said I love you four days later. Our relationship, it’s moved so fast.”
“What are you saying?” Charlie couldn’t help the panic which rose along with his voice. “I do love you. I didn’t make that up. I know it’s been fast but… I dunno… I’ve never been in a relationship before—”
“I love you, too!” Nick cried. His breath caught, as if he hadn’t meant to shout quite so loudly. He swallowed thickly and swiped at his face. “I’ve loved you from the moment I met you—before then, really—and that’s not normal, Char.”
“B-but it feels good,” said Charlie. “It feels right. Doesn’t it?”
“Yes,” Nick insisted. “I love loving you but at the same time t-to feel so strongly about someone the way I do about you, so quickly and intensely… Is that normal? Is that us or is it…?”
A sob snuck up on Charlie and he clamped a hand over his own mouth. He turned aside, away from Nick’s tearfilled gaze. “You think it’s not us? You think it’s something else, some outside force, making us feel this way?”
“I don’t fucking know.” Nick’s tears were suddenly falling thick and fast. “W-when I thought you were going to d-die, I felt like I was going to die.”
“Oh, Nick…”
The intensity of their emotions had often struck Charlie, he couldn’t pretend they hadn’t. He would die for Nick, he knew that with some certainty. And the knowledge that Nick felt the same way about him still boggled his mind every day. Every time he looked at him with those big, puppy-dog eyes full of hearts and adoration, Charlie had to internally pinch himself that those emotions were all for him. And how many times had their friends teased them about how attached at the hip—or at the lips—they constantly were? It had been fast, and it had been intense. It had been everything good and right and perfect.
But maybe that was the problem.
Charlie should have known.
Nothing was ever perfect.
Charlie reached out, to hold him in his arms. But Nick stepped away. In his shock, Charlie flinched and wrapped his arms instead around himself. He could barely look at him, the sound of his stuttered crying was shredding his heart to pieces well enough without seeing his face.
“I think—” Nick gasped. “I think I need some time. T-to think about this.”
“You’re breaking up with me?”
“No!” Nick reached out for Charlie’s arm—but he stepped back that time, hugged himself even tighter. “No, god. Oh, fuck, no, Char—I’m sorry, I’m so sorry. I just need—I really need—”
“Some time.” Charlie nodded and took another step back. “Okay. That’s okay.”
“Charlie… I’m so so sorry.”
“No s-words.” His tears stopped. The ones remaining on his cheeks grew cold. “I don’t want us to be together if every time we’re wondering whether it’s by choice or because it’s our destiny.” He turned to the door. “We’ll figure this out, Nick, and then we’ll be okay.”
But not yet.
The tinkle of the doorbell mocked Charlie as he left the tea room in favour of the cold outside. Before he had rounded the first corner, he was sobbing. He didn’t stop all the way home, not even when he broke into a run. He wanted to hurt, he wanted to ache, not just on the inside. In his bedroom, he could barely breathe. Still in his funeral clothes, he fell into bed and cried himself to sleep.
✨
In the bowels of the cathedral lay a series of underground rooms. There was of course the usual catacombs and cellars, but the steps David climbed down were much less historically interesting. They were as dark and cold as any tomb but made of metal which echoed at every footfall.
The room beneath was much the same. Concrete walls, metal tables. Two uncomfortable chairs, though only one was occupied when David entered the otherwise empty room. The young man scrutinised him, arms folded, his signature a smirk across his face making David’s skin crawl.
“You killed Millie. Why?” Harry Greene was four years younger than he was—and nothing but a spoilt brat.
“You mean aside from the fact she tried to gut me with a knife?”
“Don’t get smart with me, David. I’ll gut you myself.” Harry got to his feet and much to his own shame, David flinched. Harry rolled his eyes. “You killed a fellow witch hunter. Why ?”
“The Spring boy saw her talking to me. I lied and said she was a witch, but it could have been a disaster. I was just following protocol, like always.”
“Well, maybe she was right.” Harry began to pace, his hands behind his back, playing General just like he always did. “Maybe we made a mistake, using a witch to kill witches. Especially when one of his own blood is connected to the prey.”
“I’ve never let you down before,” said David. “And I won’t start now.”
Harry stopped his pacing to study him once again. “Are you sure of that?” His cocky little smirk grew. “Because I heard Charlie Spring is a compelling boy—bending all sorts of straight lads to his will.”
“Don’t be vile.”
Harry chuckled.
David shot him a glare. “I’ve come here to avenge my dad’s death, to rid Truham of witches—and I will not fail.”
Notes:
😬 *runs and hides* 🙈
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Chapter 13: add blood, set it on fire
Notes:
Chapter 13 Word Count: 7819
Content Warnings: mention of death, violence, threat, blood
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Chapter Text
chapter thirteen: add blood, set it on fire
Charlie followed Tao and Elle into Blackwood’s, a quirky little antiques shop, hands deep in his coat pockets, scarf wrapped up to his ears. He wasn’t sure whether it was the weather which had gotten bleaker or if his misery had transposed externally, too.
So far the long-awaited October half-term had been shit. It had been four whole days since Charlie had spoken to or seen Nick. With no school to attend, there really shouldn’t have been any reason for them not to spend all their free time together as they had planned. Or at least as Charlie had been planning since they got together. Now it was Halloween and he was miserable. As much as he respected Nick’s wish to take some time to think things through, Charlie felt his absence like a physical ache.
It was warmer in the shop and it did have some cute Halloween decorations.
“You need to come to this party,” said Elle for the tenth time that day. “And you need to talk to your boyfriend.”
Charlie sighed. He didn’t need Elle’s encouragement. He’d already cobbled together a last minute pirate costume, complete with a toy parrot he’d velcroed to the shoulder of his shirt. He had wanted to ask Nick if he’d be a pirate, too, but he actually had no idea what Nick’s costume plans were. It was their first Halloween as a couple… and the universe had ruined it.
The three friends wandered the small, cluttered aisles, stopping to inspect displays of crystals and gems, goblets and chalices, vintage statues and jewellery. Tao reached to check the price of a necklace hanging on a stand and winced at the extortionate figure. He caught sight of Charlie’s face and slung an arm around his shoulders. “I don’t get what happened between you two,” he said. “Is being soulmates really that bad? Surely it’s just more proof that you’re meant to be.”
“It’s not that simple.” Charlie shook his head and moved along after Elle.
“I understand why the idea freaked you both out,” she said with a sad smile. “Because, like, who knows whether it’s you who feels that way or if it’s some massive, outside force?”
He pulled himself away from his friends’ attempt at comfort and drifted over to the far wall where a glass cabinet stood, full of much older looking antiques. He had told himself the same things multiple times over the past four days—but hearing them spoken aloud like that… It made his hackles rise and a fire crackle in his chest. Because of course he and Nick were meant to be together. It had been the truest thing in the world until… until it suddenly hadn’t been.
Charlie looked through the glass at an intricate display of knives. Some were more elaborate than others, while some looked very old indeed. He looked around for a label or a description but found only more extortionate price tags.
“I bet you anything,” Tao murmured from somewhere behind him. “That by the end of this Halloween party, they’ll have disappeared to have make-up sex and all will be back as it should be.”
Charlie squeezed his eyes shut and tried to block out the sounds of his friends’ giggling. But then he heard them share a brief kiss and he fought not to cry. He had been so weepy lately it was getting ridiculous. The jumper Nick had left behind in his bed only did so much to soak it all up.
“Oh, Charlie,” said Elle. “We’re sorry.”
He looked around, caught a second before a public breakdown. Tao and Elle had come out from behind the shelves. “Come here.” Tao held out his arms and Elle joined him in wrapping Charlie into a hug. Elle rubbed a hand down his back and he buried his head in Tao’s shoulder. With their arms around him, he sucked in a breath, then let it out slowly.
“I know it sucks,” said Tao. “It sucks so much. But you’re doing your best, Charlie.”
“Right,” said Elle. “You are being the best boyfriend, giving Nick the time he needs.”
“Honestly, I think you’re being a little too good,” said Tao. “I know you said you didn’t want me to, but I’m still willing to march over to his house and yell at him to get a move on, if you want. I promise I’ll do it.”
Their hug broke and Charlie scrubbed at his damp eyes. “Please don’t do that. I don’t want to force Nick to do anything he isn’t comfortable with, including be around me. I just miss him.”
“Well,” said Elle. “He can’t avoid you forever. I’m surprised he’s managed it this long, to be honest.”
“Because,” Tao chided. “Neither of you have left your houses all half term. How are you meant to get back to being insufferably in love if you can’t remember what each other looks like?”
“Oh, I remember,” Charlie murmured.
“Which is why this party is such a good idea,” said Elle. “I need you two back together before I lose all faith in the universe at all.”
Charlie looked down at his feet. He wished he could spend another day wrapped up in his bed, watching sad YouTube videos and listening to even sadder songs. Elle let out a sigh and hooked an arm around his. He let her guide him along the next aisle of the shop. The shelves were stacked with all manner of spooky accoutrement. But he didn’t even have the capacity to jump when an animatronic zombie burst from a large, plastic coffin.
“Ooh! Look at these!” Elle pulled him over to a section filled with fairy lights, all of them shaped like little pumpkins, bats and ghosts. “These are so cute. What do you think, Charlie?”
“Yeah,” he managed. “They’re—they’re good. We should get some.”
They utilised Tao’s long arms to gather some pumpkin lights, an abundance of bunting and streamers, and a large bowl with a skeleton hand as the base they thought would make a nice centrepiece. By the till, Charlie spotted a little figurine of a border collie in a witch’s hat and quickly shoved it onto the counter with the rest of their items.
The shopkeeper typed everything manually into the till, his spectacles perched dangerously close to the edge of his long nose. The badge attached to his waistcoat named him Eric . His grey eyes drifted to take in each of his young customers, a gentle smile on his face. “Planning a party for tonight?”
“Yep,” said Tao. “It’s gonna be epic. And very spooky!”
Eric handed the dog figurine directly to Charlie, then frowned at him over his glasses. “Young man, do I know you from somewhere?”
“I—I don’t think so,” said Charlie. “You might have known my dad. Julio Spring.”
Eric’s face dropped. There was a shattering of glass and the ornate mirror on the wall behind the counter smashed.
Tao and Elle quickly gathered their purchases. Charlie hurried after them.
“What the fuck was that?” Tao gasped once they had left the shop behind.
“That mirror just exploded,” said Elle. “Do you think that guy’s a witch? Or did we do that? Charlie?”
She and Tao turned to find Charlie had stopped following them. “I—I think I’m just gonna head home.”
Tao sighed. “You can’t hide in your room forever.”
“I know,” said Charlie. “I’m not going to. I’ll see you later, okay?”
Aware of their twin expressions of concern, he turned away and headed in the opposite direction down the road. He did appreciate their sympathy but their morning in town had been strangely exhausting. He felt like his brain was half-fried, half on overdrive, and the incident with the shopkeeper only added to his load.
Charlie was thankful to find his grandmother in the kitchen when he got home. She hadn’t left for her trip yet, thank goodness, though her case was sitting in the hall by the door.
“Blackwood’s,” said Kathleen when he told her about what had happened. “It’s been there as long as I can remember.”
“The man who works there, Eric, he seemed to know me. Or at least he knew my dad.”
“Eric Blackwood. He owns the place.”
“Is he one of us?” asked Charlie. “Is he a witch?”
“Yes,” said Kathleen. “Why? Did he say anything to you?”
“Only that he recognised me. I told him who my dad was and he looked so terrified—and then the mirror behind him shattered. It was really weird.”
“Hmm… well, it could have been a random surge, I suppose. Sometimes it happens when powers cross by mistake.”
Charlie perched on the edge of a chair. “How many witches are there in Truham?”
“It’s hard to know exactly. People tend to be very private about it, but there’s definitely a lot less than there used to be. After the barn fire, everyone stopped practising. Many families left town.”
“Right,” said Charlie. “Like us.”
Kathleen smiled sadly. “I’d better get going,” she said, with a squeeze to his shoulder. He got up and followed her out into the hall. “It’s a long drive to Hassan’s house. You sure you’re going to be okay here on your own?”
Charlie shrugged. “I’ll be fine.” He knew his grandmother had been worried about him more than usual over the past few days. “Hassan’s an elder, too, right? I thought you didn’t want to tell anyone about the coven—especially the elders.”
“I’m not going to tell him about the coven, don’t worry. But I haven’t heard from him in weeks, and I’m worried.” Kathleen collected her coat. “You’re spending tonight with friends, right?”
“Yeah… Nick’s doing a very low-key Halloween thing at his house. We’ll probably just watch horror films and hand out sweets to trick-or-treaters.”
He had told his grandmother he and Nick were on a break, though he hadn’t told her exactly why. Somehow, the idea seemed embarrassing, like she would think they were making a big deal out of nothing. She was a witch, she believed in magic, clearly, but destiny? He didn’t think he could deal with anyone else’s theories or ideas about what soulmates meant. His own were enough.
She shrugged on her coat and gave him a withering look. “Talk to him, Charlie. I’m sure whatever has happened between you is easily fixed. You’re both so in love.”
Charlie opened his mouth but his words got stuck in his throat. Kathleen stroked his cheek with her thumb, then pulled him into a hug. “Have a lovely time. Text me if you need anything, alright?”
“Alright. Bye, gran.”
She hefted her bag and left the house. The door snapped shut behind her and Charlie sighed. His hand closed around the small figurine dog in his pocket and he took it out. His intention had been to gift it to Nick, but for now, he supposed it would serve as a reminder—a reminder and a goal. To sort his brain out and talk to his boyfriend.
✨
Maybe cookies, biscuits, cupcakes and brownies had been too much. Especially when he’d made variations of all of them. He’d definitely thought it was enough last night when he’d set the brownies in the cupboard with the rest. Only, this morning Nick had finally managed to heave himself out of bed with the idea of making shortbread ghosts. They were easy enough and he had all the ingredients. Baking at home had become kind of a pain since becoming accustomed to the space and equipment the cafe provided, but with Nellie trotting around his feet, nothing could be more calming.
And few things had truly been calming for the last four days.
“Morning,” said Sarah as she entered the kitchen. “How are you feeling today?”
Nick merely grumbled incoherently and continued to knead the mixture. His mother’s frown burned the back of his head.
“Nicky…” She sighed. “Please, talk to me. It’s almost the end of half-term and you’ve barely left the house.”
Before he could shove it down, anger flared in Nick’s chest. “This is your fault.”
“What?”
“You’ve—god—you’ve messed everything up!” He jabbed his fist into the shortbread mixture a little harder than necessary. “You’ve messed with my head. Everything was so perfect and incredible and—and—why would you tell me?” He made an effort to take a deep breath, then turned slowly to face his mum. “Why couldn’t you have just never told me?”
Her face fell in realisation. “Is this about Charlie?”
He had to bite his tongue. It wasn’t her fault she had no idea what was going on. He had left her in the dark since the wake. He pulled the excess dough from his fingers and flung the pieces into the bowl. “I love him. Everything has been so much lately. He was the one thing that made sense, that was easy and good, and you came along and you made him complicated, too.”
Sarah looked horrified. “You haven’t broken up?”
Nick grimaced. “No, but if I don’t wrap my head around this soon, Charlie might… he’d have every right to ditch me for good.”
“Oh, baby, I’m so sorry. I didn’t think… I thought I was doing the right thing, I thought I was protecting you from all this—this heartache. I see now maybe I was mistaken.” She moved closer to his side and reached for his arm. He jerked away to tip the shortbread mixture into the tin. “Is he coming to the party?”
“I think so.”
“Well, then, maybe you can talk to him tonight. Surely, when you see him, everything will make sense again.”
Nick’s heart fluttered at the thought. He knew he got his sappy tendencies from somewhere, but still… “I want to see him, of course I do, but I’m scared.”
Sarah shouldered the overnight bag she had packed to visit her sister. She had been reluctant to leave him alone for the night before, but now… She watched him put the shortbread into the oven, then reached out for a hug. He stepped forward into her arms and she patted his back. “I know you don’t want to hear it, but you’ve got to trust in the universe, Nicky. It wants you and Charlie to be together.”
His arms tightened around her for a second before he let her go again. “That’s the problem,” he said, his jaw tight. “I want to trust in him, in us, not in the universe. Nobody should have a say in what we do or think or feel. Nobody but me and him.”
She reached out a hand to stroke his cheek, but he flinched away. With a sigh, Sarah hefted her bag and turned to the door.
“Did you ever love him?”
Sarah turned back, confused.
“Dad.” Nick picked at the flour crusting beneath his fingernails. “Because the way you talk about Julio, it doesn’t seem like it.”
“Your dad was a complicated man,” said Sarah. “But yes, I think I did love him.”
“But he wasn’t your soulmate.”
“No. As much as I didn’t originally want to choose someone else, I did. You can choose to love someone else, Nicky, it isn’t all black and white.”
He swallowed thickly. “I wouldn’t. I would choose him every time.”
“Well, then,” said Sarah. “There you go. You love him because you love him, not because anyone told you you should.”
Nick turned back to his creation baking in the oven. He listened to the front door open and shut, heard the key click in the lock. Heard his mother’s car pull out of the drive. He was kind of glad she was going away for a bit, though he hoped, as he watched the ghosts through the oven door, that her words were true.
✨
Before, Charlie had loved how close Nick’s house was to his own. Now, he wished it were further away, if only so he had more time to psych himself up. He was going to have to pop back home to get changed for the party anyway, but he’d agreed to help with the set-up and, well, he was determined not to chicken out—just like he’d been doing all half-term. The shopping trip this morning had been a test, a way to dip his toe back in with Tao and Elle, whose affection for him didn’t stem from anything but friendship.
As he walked, he tried to focus on the longing to be near Nick again, rather than the worry about what he might say. But ten minutes later, Charlie knocked on the Nelsons’ front door and all of his determination fell away. He was kind of relieved when it was Tara who answered. She pulled him inside with a cheerful smile and gave him a quick hug. “I’m so glad you’re here! There’s so much to do. Come on, we’re in the kitchen.”
Every inch of the counter space was taken up by plates and dishes of various Halloween-themed treats and drinks. Darcy and Isaac were busy straightening a bright orange cloth over the dining room table, all of the chairs having been pulled out and lined up along one wall.
“Charlie!” Darcy exclaimed. “How are we doing, my guy?”
Charlie peered around the room, listening for any sounds from upstairs. “Where’s Nick?”
“He seemed to think it imperative that we had spooky-themed napkins,” said Isaac, rolling his eyes. “He’s gone to Tesco.”
“I’d say he wasn’t avoiding you if I didn’t think he absolutely was,” said Darcy. “But don’t worry, we can pin him down somewhere later and make him see sense.”
“Right,” said Tara. “He’s being an idiot.”
Charlie wandered over to pick up a plate of ghost-shaped shortbread biscuits. They were so cute and perfectly decorated with chocolate sprinkles for eyes. “He’s not an idiot.”
He set them down on the table and Tara turned to help. She picked up another plate and gasped. “Look at these cupcakes! They are so cool—little zombies with a gooey filling.”
Charlie couldn’t help but smile. “Kind of like me. I feel like a zombie with a gooey filling.”
Tara snorted. “Gross.”
“I didn’t mean—” Charlie laughed. “Tara, I meant because I’m grumpy on the outside and soft in the middle.”
Darcy cackled and threw their arms around Tara as she blushed. “Aw, babe, did you think he was talking about his sp—”
“Okay,” Tara cut in. She patted Darcy’s shoulder. “That’s just your dirty mind, my love.”
“Hmm… I thought you liked my dirty mind…”
The two of them stumbled into the living room and disappeared onto the sofa. Charlie looked down at a plate of sandwiches cut into pumpkin shapes and took a deep breath. A bump against his shoulder made him look up into Isaac’s kind face. “Are you sure you’re doing alright? We haven’t heard from you all half-term. Did you and Nick really break up?”
Charlie grimaced. “No. Not really. I—I thought everyone was told on the group chat.”
“We were, I just… didn’t think it was that big a deal. I mean, if there was evidence for the existence of soulmates, it would be you and Nick. I could have told you that weeks ago.”
“It’s… it’s a nice idea, soulmates,” said Charlie. “In principle, it should be the ideal situation. But in reality… it’s terrifying and huge and, like, I don’t feel in control of anything anymore.” A lump was forming in his throat. He scrubbed a sleeve over his eyes. “Look, sorry, please can we talk about something else? I just want to have a nice day.”
“Okay,” said Isaac. “Sorry, yeah… I kind of want that too. After James… I dunno, it feels weird to be having fun without him but I know he wouldn’t want us to be miserable, at least not for too long.”
“Right, god… I’m so sorry, Isaac.”
“Hey, shush.” Isaac pulled him into a side hug. “Life goes on, doesn’t it? Even if you’re really testing my ability to believe in romance right now.”
Charlie chuckled wetly and turned back to the food. He picked up a plate just as the doorbell rang—causing him to promptly drop it again. “Shit.” He plucked the fallen cookies back into place and whirled around. Tara and Darcy were still absorbed in each other on the sofa. Isaac sighed. “I’ll get it then, I suppose.”
Charlie watched Isaac leave the room, heart thudding madly in his chest. But then, as he heard Tao and Elle’s voices, he realised of course it wasn’t Nick. This was his house. He would have no reason to knock.
Tao and Elle had come straight from town, ladened down not just with the bags from Blackwood’s but many others, too.
“What the fuck is that?” Darcy pulled themself away from Tara. Tao had also acquired a massive, life-sized skeleton, which Darcy grabbed at once from his arms. “I love it.”
“I got it from the drama department at school,” said Tao. “Their name is Ray. X-Ray. You know, like an x-ray?”
“I think they get it, Tao.” Elle smirked. “I hope you realise Ray is not coming home with us. There isn’t room in your bed for three.”
“I think we can fit another,” said Darcy, giggling. “What do you think, Tara?”
“I think you lot are weird and maybe Ray deserves better.” Tara helped Darcy lift the skeleton into a chair and sat them at the head of the buffet table.
As the others cooed and exclaimed their enthusiasm over the decorations they had bought, Charlie kept his distance. He grabbed all the drinks he could find and arranged them neatly on a spare stretch of counter. He made sure all their labels were clearly visible, then arranged them in height order, then colour order, then alphabetically. He then set about searching for cups, but couldn’t find any in the kitchen. There were glasses and mugs, but he didn’t think Sarah would appreciate them being used, broken or stolen by the many teenagers about to swarm her house.
He closed the cupboard door and set off, unnoticed, into the hallway where he knew the sideboard contained other kitchenware. He opened the cabinet doors and found several stacks of paper cups complete with cobweb designs. Perfect. But then something else caught his eye. Something small and wooden, lying on the floor, kicked slightly under the sideboard.
Charlie reached down and picked it up. “Oh my god.”
Elle stepped down from the chair she’d been standing on to attach streamers to the kitchen door frame. “What’s up?”
“This is a part of the knife Millie used to attack me. A part of the handle. It must have broken off.”
“Wow,” said Elle. “It looks really old.”
“Yeah.” Charlie rubbed a thumb over the wood. There was something engraved into it, though it was faded with wear.
“Hang on,” said Elle. “Isn’t that?”
“A ‘C’.” Charlie nodded. “For conquest. Just like the one she burned into the ground.”
“That definitely was her, then.”
“Seems like it.” He closed the piece of wood in his hand. “I’ve got to go.”
“What? Charlie, what about the—?”
“I’ll be back later, I promise.” He grabbed his coat and shrugged it on. “Tell the others what I found. I’ll see you later.”
He hurried out of the house and down the Nelsons’ driveway. A car had pulled up on the pavement outside. He slowed as he neared it. The door opened and David stepped out.
Charlie stopped dead.
So did David. “Happy Halloween,” he said, sarcastically. “First one as a witch, very important.”
“Hmph.” Charlie may have invited David into their coven, but that didn’t mean he liked it.
“What’s that?”
Charlie realised he hadn’t even tried to hide the piece of broken knife. He considered lying about it, but then, David had already gotten an eyeful anyway. “I, um, found this in your hallway. It’s from the knife Millie used to attack me.” He quickly pocketed it and made to leave.
“Where are you taking it?”
He turned back to David with a sigh. “Blackwood’s. That antiques shop in town. I thought I saw some knives that were sort of similar in there earlier. Maybe Eric can tell me more.”
“Are you sure that’s a good idea?” David shoved his hands in his jacket pockets and regarded him with some disdain. “And besides, that witch is dead now, so, why does it matter?”
“I won’t tell him anything about us, I’m not stupid,” said Charlie. “I’m just sick of being sidelined by so much magic shit. I want to know as much as I can. For all our sakes.”
✨
David waited for Charlie to disappear around the corner before climbing back into his car. He had been testing the speed cameras around Truham since he’d been old enough to drive, and so he made it across town to Blackwood’s with time to spare. He parked on double yellow lines outside the shop and strode inside. The bell tinkled over the door, but the front counter was empty. He crept around it and peered through the curtained door beyond.
Inside the little office sat Eric, eating a sandwich at the small desk. He looked up mid-bite and jumped. “Sorry,” he gasped. “I’m closed for lunch. I thought I’d locked up.”
“You did,” said David. “Eric Blackwood, right?”
The man put down his sandwich and dusted off his fingers. “That’s right.”
“The Blackwoods have been around here for a long time, haven’t they?”
Eric got to his feet. “Yes. Since the sixteen hundreds.”
David placed his hands behind his back, neutral. Casual. “Maybe you knew my dad? Stéphane Fournier.”
“No.”
“I didn’t really know him, either. I was pretty young when he was killed.”
“I’m sorry to hear that.”
“Me, too,” said David. “But that’s not why I’m here.” He looked the shopkeeper in the eye and asked as casually as he could, “Do you have any witch cruets?”
The man reacted exactly as expected. With shock and fear. “Excuse me?”
“I have a few,” said David. He slipped a small glass jar from his jacket pocket and shook it so Eric could see the root inside. “But I’m always looking for more. I use them for salad, but apparently, they’re good for killing witches, too.”
He set the jar on the desk and relished in Eric’s horrified stare, at the bob of his throat as he swallowed. “O-oh,” the man trembled. “Is that so?”
Two swift steps and David was around the desk.
He grabbed Eric by the back of his neck and shoved him face-down onto the desk. “All you need is some mandrake root and some blood.”
He held Eric down with one hand, then took out a knife. One with a C engraved into the wooden handle. With a quick slash downwards, he cut Eric’s arm and splashed several drops of blood into the jar.
“Then, as long as the cruet’s been spelled, all you have to do is drop in a match and—ding dong, the witch is dead.” He let go of the man’s neck and stepped aside. “But you knew that, didn’t you?”
The poor man was pale and trembling from head to foot, perspiration shining on his forehead.
“You’re not a very powerful witch, are you, Eric?”
But the man did manage to hold his gaze, even as David took out a match and struck it. Even as he held it over the jar, illuminating the inside, the blood and the root. “If Charlie Spring comes here asking questions, all you’re going to tell him is I don’t know. Got it?”
Eric nodded a terrified nod. “Yes. I swear it.”
“Good.” David shook the match out, then picked up the cruet. “Probably for the best you don’t stock these in your shop. They can be very dangerous.”
He exited with a smirk, leaving Eric Blackwood shaken to the core.
✨
He didn’t blame Nick for running away and hiding at Tesco. After all, he was doing the same. Their friends meant well but none of them could quite understand what they were going through. The brisk chill of the walk back into town mixed with the thrill of a new mission cleared Charlie’s mind and let some determination into his spirit. He stepped into Blackwood’s shop and headed straight for the counter. It was empty.
“Mr Blackwood?”
Charlie peered around at the darkened shelves. He spied the cabinet in the corner, but before he could move to get a closer look, the curtained doorway behind the counter fluttered aside and Eric emerged.
“You were here this morning.” He didn’t seem surprised to see him.
“Yes,” said Charlie. “I have something to show you.” He reached into his pocket and drew out the wooden shard.
Eric’s eyes widened. He stepped further behind the counter, grabbed a random pile of papers and began to sort them. “I’m a little busy right now.”
“Oh. Sorry, but would you mind just having a quick look? Please?” Charlie stepped up to the counter and held the shard out in his palm so the engraved C was clearly visible.
For half a second, Eric glanced at it before looking away again, his forehead shining. His skin had acquired a paler hue since earlier. Maybe he was coming down with something.
“I don’t know,” said Eric. “I wish I could be of more help.”
Charlie blinked. He had expected more—at least some further inspection, some interest. The man ran an antiques shop, after all. “That’s… that’s okay. If you think of anything then, um…” Charlie spotted a notepad and pen sitting on the counter and grabbed them. “Here,” he said. “Please call me.” He scribbled down his name and number, then pushed the pad back into place.
Eric looked down at the paper as if the sight terrified him. He managed a timid nod. “Alright.” He shot Charlie a nervous smile, then retreated again into the back room.
Charlie stared after him for several seconds, hoping the man would return and change his mind. But he didn’t. Charlie sighed. He’d been so sure Eric would be able to help. Perhaps he didn’t actually know anything about antiques—perhaps he’d only inherited the business and had no real interest in it like his ancestors.
Charlie turned to leave but then he remembered the cabinet. He glanced briefly down each aisle, checking he was truly alone in the shop. He was.
He moved into the corner and peered through the glass at the antique knives. There had to be at least fifty, of all shapes and sizes, age and quality. Some had very elaborately decorated handles, others resembled the ones in his grandmother’s cutlery drawer. He lifted the piece of broken handle and compared it to each knife on display. The wood was simple and roughly carved, the engraving faded but specific. The end was rounded with a little point to the left, kind of like a tooth. That was what helped him identify the match.
In the very back corner of the cabinet lay a completely intact version of the one in his hand. His breath caught and he double-checked. Triple checked. Same wood. Same shape. Same C engraving. The blade was thin and wickedly sharp, just like the one that had sliced into his arm. And, Charlie saw, the completed handle in fact had two symbols engraved upon it. As well as the C for conquest, above it was a shield-shaped marking with a wonky cross through it. The label attached read: Price upon request .
Charlie glanced around, worried someone had entered without him noticing. But the shop was still empty beside him. He took out his phone and snapped several photos of the complete knife. He made sure the photos were as clear as they could be, then hurried from the shop.
Maybe his trip hadn’t been a total waste after all. Maybe he didn’t need Eric Blackwood to give him the answers, maybe he could find them for himself. What he needed now was a rune dictionary—like the one the coven kept in the cottage. Charlie checked the time. The party didn’t start for another several hours. He was on a roll, the adrenaline of success blurring his worries and fears, his loneliness.
He set off across town, towards the woods. Along the way, he kept taking the shard from his pocket, studying it with the photos on his phone. They were definitely the same. He hadn’t been imagining things. Where had Eric found this intact one? Maybe Eric really didn’t know what it was, otherwise, why would he have put it up for sale?
Through the trees, the darkening woods didn’t spook him in the slightest anymore. Somehow the abandoned cottage in the middle of them had become one of the few places he felt at home.
Inside, he gathered all the books he could find which mentioned runes and magical symbols, pulled a blanket over himself and settled onto a sofa to search. He hefted the first volume onto his lap and wiggled his toes under the blanket, feeling so cosy and comfortable. Despite the wind whistling through the gaps in the windows, despite the limited insulation of the old cottage, he smiled to himself, almost content for the first time in days.
There was a small crash of pottery breaking, then a muffled shout—“Shit!”
Charlie looked around with a start. He’d thought he’d been alone. But, no, there in the kitchen-greenhouse door, was Nick, a plant pot in pieces at his feet, earth spilt over the floorboards.
“Hi.”
“Hi.”
God, he looked incredible. So adorable and flustered, his hoodie dusted with earth, the tips of his fingers green. The bruise on his chin had yellowed and looked to be healing nicely. He did look tired. Exhausted, really.
Nick ducked down and gathered the fallen plant. “Sorry,” he whispered to it.
Charlie’s heart squeezed with longing and regret and adoration. “Nick…”
He looked up from the plant at once. “Yeah?”
Charlie glanced back down at his book. He hadn’t really known what he was going to say, only that his heart had been so full of love for this boy that he’d wanted to say something, even if it was just his name.
“What are you doing here? I thought you were at Tesco buying napkins.”
“Oh. Um, well, I… I did get napkins,” said Nick. “I was going to head back home in a bit… I just needed some space, away from the others. And I needed to water the plants, so…”
Charlie watched him potter about, placing the plant into a new pot with new soil, then cleaning up the fallen earth and the broken shards. He brushed his hands off on his jeans, then sank onto the sofa opposite Charlie, as if he wasn’t sure he was allowed to be that close to him. Or maybe he thought he wouldn’t be able to keep his hands to himself if he sat any closer. It was a struggle for Charlie not to just abandon his research and re-acquaint himself with the way it felt to kiss him.
“What are you doing here?” Nick asked gently. “What are you reading?”
Charlie tore his gaze away from Nick’s lips and handed over the broken knife handle. He explained what it was, where he’d found it and about the duplicate he’d discovered in Blackwood’s shop. He showed him the photos on his phone.
Charlie pointed to the shield with its wonky cross. “Have you ever seen this rune before?”
“It does look kind of familiar.”
Charlie flicked through a few more pages in the book in his lap. “I’m beginning to think it’s not actually a rune. Or at least not one from an alphabet in here.”
“I think you’re right,” said Nick. “Hang on, let me check something.”
Nick carefully set the phone and the shard on the coffee table, then got up to cross the room to the stairs. He pushed aside the floorboard of the third step up and took out Tara’s grimoire.
“Be careful if you ever use these stairs, Char,” he said, coming back over. “That step can get a bit wobbly if someone doesn’t put the board back properly.”
“Noted, but I’m probably going to forget.”
“Hmm… all of us have tripped on it at some point. I suppose it’s a rite of passage.”
And this time, Nick sat down beside Charlie and, out of habit, Charlie’s heart flipped over. Also out of habit, they leaned in closer together—so they could both look at the grimoire, of course. But Nick smelled so good, so familiar and comforting. Like earth and tea and boy. He wanted to turn his head to the side, bury his nose in Nick’s neck and inhale forever. He wanted to bundle them both up in the blanket over his lap and live there in the way Nick made him feel, in the feeling of them, together and warm.
Charlie gave his head a little shake. Nick was busy flicking through the grimoire, almost hyper-focused on the task at hand. Charlie wondered whether his heart was beating as loud and as fast as his own.
“Here.” Nick jabbed his finger at one page and Charlie peered down at it. “I knew it. You were right. It isn’t a rune.”
“It’s a… crest?” Charlie squinted at the chicken-scratch handwriting clearly penned hundreds of years ago. “Of the Hopkins family?”
Nick grabbed Charlie’s phone and held the photo up beside the illustration in the book. The wonky cross did make a sort of letter H, Charlie realised, though he’d thought it was a crossbow before.
“This says the design only started out as a family crest,” said Nick, reading the opposite page. “But now it’s used by the Hopkins Society. I’ve never even heard of that.”
“Me neither.” Charlie looked closer at the drawing of the crest in the book. The ink was worn, faint, as if this entry was one of the very oldest. He ran a fingertip along the bottom of the drawing where he could just about make out a series of words. “What does that say?”
“I dunno,” said Nick, leaning in closer. “Looks like Latin—ouch, sorry!”
Their heads bonked together and Charlie giggled. “Sorry.”
“Oh wow, is your massive nerd brain finally going to come in useful?” Nick teased. “Come on, dead language boy, tell me what does it say?”
Charlie stuck out his tongue. “You’d be so lost without me.” He turned back to the tiny black lettering, missing the way Nick’s face dropped, missing the way Nick’s breath caught. “Hmm… Maleficos … non patieris … vivere . Shit.”
“What?”
“Holy shit.”
“Charlie, what does that mean?”
“Thou shalt not suffer a witch to live.”
Nick stared at him, horror dawning. “Shit.”
“That girl, she wasn’t a witch,” said Charlie. “She was a witch hunter.”
✨
Back in the bowels of the cathedral, where not even the porters knew to look, David set out eight empty jars. Along the metal table, he counted out eight sprigs of dried mandrake root and added one to each. All the while, he could feel Harry’s mild but irritating gaze upon him, like an itch on the back of his head.
Though he was still only seventeen, Harry’s father had handed over the reins of the Kent faction early. Mr Greene saw himself as far too important in his normal-life career to sully himself with the dirty work of the Hopkins Society any longer. Harry still consulted with his dad when he needed advice, but when all was said and done, he really didn’t know what he was doing most of the time.
“As angry as you were at Millie for speeding through the process,” said Harry, leaning against the table. “At least she took care of the marking. Now you don’t have to.”
“Millie ignored the plan entirely,” said David. “She could have ruined everything. If you kill a bound witch the wrong way, their powers can pass onto their fellow covenmates, making them stronger. We can’t afford mistakes.”
“Which is why,” said Harry. “Some of us are a little worried about a plan which hinges solely on you.”
David crumpled the empty mandrake root bag into a fist. “Witchcraft took my dad. I know which side I’m on. Now, do you want me to do this or not? Because if I decide not to, these are just jars and roots, and you’re back to burning witches at the stake.”
Harry pushed himself away from the table and rolled his eyes. “Go ahead.”
God, David hated submitting to Harry, but… he pushed down his annoyance and did as he was asked. He lit a match, then made his way down the row of jars. He held the flame just inside the lid of each, making the inside glow orange as he repeated the incantation seven times.
“It’s done.” He blew out the match. “Add blood, set it on fire, and they die. Their magic with them.”
He had left the eighth and final jar unenchanted. His own blood would never be collected, but he wanted to be safe rather than sorry. Only he did wonder vaguely which jar would come to symbolise the fiery destruction of his little brother.
He shook the unbidden thought from his mind and stepped away. Harry had managed to acquire seven more chairs from who knows where, and had arranged them into a circle, so the occupants would face outwards, their backs to each other.
“Good,” said Harry, eying the cruets with considerable distrust. “We can’t risk outing you so I’ll have some others do the gathering for you. Marcus said he was up for it, and our newest recruit needs to prove his worth—he said he’s familiar with the targets so we’ll see how he does.”
“My brother’s throwing a Halloween party tonight,” said David. “Everyone will be there.”
“Perfect.”
✨
Neither of them spoke on the drive back to Nick’s house. But Charlie did feel better for being near him again. Parked outside, they sat in their quiet solitude. For just a moment.
Charlie’s head was so full of thoughts it was difficult to hold the rest down long enough to consider the true threat of witch hunters. The space between them felt like that between stars, expanding and infinite. Could Charlie really just reach out across the cosmos and hold his hand, stroke his cheek, touch his hair? No. For now he would remain on earth, for now he could only star-gaze.
Nick blushed and looked away. He had been gazing, too. Charlie heard himself laugh, heard Nick laugh. Why did the universe have to be like this?
“Nick, we should…”
“What is he doing?”
Charlie whirled around in his seat to look out the window. His heart sank and he wanted to scream. He threw the car door open and followed after Nick, up the front path to where David was standing on a stepstool, attaching a glittery Happy Halloween banner to the front door.
“Your little friends are fucking annoying,” he grumbled. “I don’t see why they couldn’t just do this themselves.”
“If you’re going to be a part of our coven,” said Nick. “Then you’re going to have to learn to get along.”
Charlie eyed the banner. “It’s kind of wonky.”
David stared down at him, eyebrows raised. Nick bristled.
Before the brothers could start throwing punches again, Charlie leapt to change the subject. “That girl lied to you,” he said. “She wasn’t a witch.”
The loose end of the banner fell limp in David’s hand. “What are you talking about?”
“She was a witch hunter.”
“How do you know that?”
“She was part of the Hopkins Society,” said Nick. “Their motto is some bible verse about killing witches.”
“But if she was a witch hunter,” said David slowly. “Why would she bother lying to me?”
“I don’t know,” said Nick. “Are you sure she didn’t say anything else to you before you killed her?”
“Only what I told you.” David rolled his eyes at the pair of them. “How do you know for sure that’s what she was? What else have you got to go on? Other than two symbols on a broken knife handle?”
Nick turned away, shaking his head, but Charlie stopped and stared. He watched David watching them, mind racing. David raised his eyebrows. “What the fuck are you staring at?”
“David,” Nick said warningly.
Charlie placed a hand on Nick’s arm. “Um… we should probably go inside and help the others.” He steered him around the stepstool, into the house. “Fix that wonky banner, David.”
The hallway, living room, dining room and kitchen were all decked out in Halloween finery. The table now held a complete spooky feast. Nick added his purchased napkins to the display and grinned at their friends currently lounging around the living room, tired before the party had even started.
“Wow,” said Nick. “This place looks amazing, you all did so good. I’m sorry I wasn’t here to help.”
“Yeah, me too.” Charlie shrunk under the transfixed gaze of his five friends. All of them were staring at them, at their unlinked hands, and at their shared arrival. “It really does look great.”
Elle seemed to shake out of her daze first. She leapt to her feet and grabbed Charlie’s hands. She moved him to a string of bat-shaped bunting over one wall. “Look at this!”
She squeezed Charlie’s hand in her own and he felt the smooth sensation of her magic connecting with his. One paper bat fluttered, then flapped free from its tether and flew around the room. As it swooped and dove, the others ducked and laughed. It fluttered into Darcy’s face, making them shriek and hurtle sideways off the sofa. Tara swiped out with her hand, hit the bat at full force and sent it soaring into the fireplace where it shrivelled and burnt to ashes.
They all stared in horror.
“Oh no!” Tara cried. “I’m so sorry little batty!”
Charlie wanted to tell them about their witch hunter revelations, but they were so relaxed and content right now, he didn’t want to ruin it. They needed this. After James, after everything, they deserved a night to be happy and carefree and have fun. And as they drifted out the door, heading home to get changed, Nick and Charlie stood in the hallway, watching them go with a bittersweet tether connecting them.
When it was Charlie’s turn to leave, he turned back to murmur, “You clocked that, too, right?”
Having fixed the banner, David seemed to have cleared off elsewhere.
“Clocked what?”
“When I showed David the broken knife handle he only saw the one symbol. So how did he know there were two? He clearly knows more than he’s telling us.”
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Chapter 14: even the universe
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Chapter 14 Word Count: 8180
Content Warnings: alcohol, violence, murder, kidnapping, threat, blood, description of a dead body
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chapter fourteen: even the universe
Maybe she shouldn’t have brought Nellie along. The kids were already too excited for trick-or-treating later to eat their dinner, and now they had the excitement of a dog in the mix. Being around them was refreshing, though, Sarah thought. A few days away. The tea room was her pride and joy but even she sometimes needed time off. She and Diane had big plans of drinking lots of wine and eating lots of chocolate while Richard took the kids out.
Even so, throughout dinner, her mind kept wandering back home, to the situation she’d accidentally pushed her son into. Had she been too hasty? Had she truly misjudged the situation so drastically? Had she ruined his relationship? She’d gotten too excited, felt too safe, put too much trust in a couple of teenagers who had only known each other for two months.
They would be okay. They had to be. Or Sarah would never forgive herself.
Between the main course and dessert, her phone rang. Diane waved her away to answer it and Sarah slipped out into the back garden, frowning at the unknown number on her screen. She let the backdoor slide shut behind her. “Hello?”
“Hi, Sarah. It’s me, Eric.”
She stopped short, staring into the darkened garden. “Eric? To what do I owe the pleasure?”
“Can’t an old friend call for a catch-up?”
“Not after sixteen years, no.”
“Maybe I wasn’t in your coven,” said Eric. “But I never gave you a reason not to trust me.”
Sarah sank onto the edge of a patio chair and exhaled. “You shouldn’t have called.”
“Well, it wasn’t on the top of my to-do list, either, but Julio Spring’s son came into my shop today.”
“That’s nice,” said Sarah. “It’s Halloween. He was probably there for decorations. Why does it matter?”
“He was asking questions,” said Eric. “About a knife. One that belonged to some old hunting acquaintances of ours.”
Sarah swallowed. What did he want her to say?
“It’s funny,” the man continued. “I couldn’t see much of his father in him at first, not until he told me who he was. You know how it is with kids, it’s hard to predict which parent they’ll favour.”
She rubbed a hand over her forehead. “He’s Julio’s son, Eric.”
“Are you sure? Because you were always a tad blind when it came to Julio.”
“We were all blind except Julio,” she said. “In the end.” She had wanted a nice, relaxing evening.
“He doesn’t know who his mother really was, does he?” said Eric. “What she was trying to do that night?”
“And there’s no reason he should.”
“Why not? Especially if he’s as much like Julio as you say.”
“Just leave it alone,” Sarah snapped.
“He needs to know about Jane Driscoll. He has a right to protect himself.”
The phone beeped. Eric had hung up.
✨
One second, Nick had been sitting alone with the food, clutching his pathetic little hobby horse, wishing for something like a wild party to take his mind off his heart, then the next, the house had been full of people and he wished for nothing but some peace. The guests did seem to be having a nice time. The food table had been ransacked, the music was loud, the drinks were flowing.
Nick was glad Nellie had gone with his mum to Aunt Diane’s. She wouldn’t have liked all the noise. Nick didn’t like it much, either.
He stood in the living room doorway, sipping a beer and watching his friends dance in the crowd. Tao and Elle’s costumes went right over his head—he thought they might be a reference to some film he didn’t know, but they looked cute together nonetheless. It had been a little amusing when he’d spotted Imogen in her glittery witch costume, complete with a black pointed hat and a tiny purple cape. Did she have any idea she was currently dancing in a house owned by witches? But there she was with Sahar, Aleena and Jay, laughing over drinks and plates of Halloween food.
He kept trying to get himself to go over and join them, but… it didn’t seem right.
Nick had thrown together the laziest attempt at a cowboy costume ever. He’d ordered a cheap hat and a hobby horse online, chucked on some old jeans and a shirt that was a tad too small. The braces he’d found in the bottom of his wardrobe used to belong to his dad and he didn’t think he’d ever need them, but there he was. A lonely cowboy.
Yeehaw.
From his perch by the door frame, Nick scanned the crowd over and over. He wondered where Tara, Darcy and Isaac had gotten to, he hadn’t seen them since the party started... But he couldn’t pretend for long they were really who he was waiting on tenterhooks for. He was about to turn away and get another beer when the crowd of dancing people shifted and… there he was.
Jesus fucking christ.
Charlie was a pirate.
A fucking sexy pirate.
Tight trousers, a flowy white shirt with a low, low neckline. An eyepatch was pushed up into his hair, a fake hoop dangling from one ear, an adorable parrot attached to his shoulder.
Desperate to appear nonchalant, and as if he hadn’t been staring, Nick sipped his beer. Then remembered the bottle was empty. He lowered it and looked around for something, anything to do with his hands, to cool himself down for fuck’s sake. But then Charlie was moving closer, crossing the crowded room towards him—and he looked so unsure of himself, so worried.
And then he was standing right beside him and his hand was on Nick’s arm. “You okay?”
“F-fine,” Nick spluttered. “You just look… Jesus, Char…”
Charlie giggled softly. “You look incredible, too. Nice hobby horse.”
“Thanks. Nice parrot.”
Charlie shrugged his shoulder, making the parrot bounce. Nick laughed. So much warmth spread through every inch of him that had been so anxious before. With Charlie there, the room didn’t feel so overwhelming, the crowd didn’t feel so oppressive. And, Jesus, that pirate shirt was pretty sheer. And those trousers were not leaving much to the imagination.
No. It’s not you. It’s not him. You have no control over your feelings.
If the nasty voice in the back of Nick’s head was right, then what would it mean to act on those intense feelings? Who could give consent when the universe made all the decisions? Only the universe.
But the problem was, it felt so good to have those feelings. Did it really matter where they came from? If his mum was right and he could choose who to love, then of course he’d choose Charlie, right? Charlie was worthy of all the love in the world.
“Char?”
Charlie had turned to stare absently around the room. He looked back at Nick, his shoulders as tense as Nick had felt all evening. All week. “Yeah?”
“Would you come with me a sec?” He held out a hand.
Without hesitation, Charlie took it and nodded. “Okay.”
Just that small gesture made a smile grow at the corner of Nick’s mouth. He led the way into the kitchen, ducked between a superhero and a guy in a cow mask and wedged himself into the corner of the counter. Charlie leaned beside him, his gaze upon his feet.
“Hey,” Nick began softly. “I… I just wanted to say…” Charlie looked up at him through his eyelashes and Nick thought maybe the universe had a point. “I’m really sorry about how I’ve been acting lately.”
“I-it’s okay—”
“No!” Nick reached out—he wanted to touch him, to hold him close, but he stopped himself. “No, I’ve been really shitty. I told you I needed time and space and I did, that was true, but I still shouldn’t have left you in the dark like that.”
Charlie frowned and shook his head. “Nick, it wasn’t just you. I didn’t reach out or ask how you were or anything either.”
“I don’t blame you for doing that, though,” said Nick. “You did exactly what I asked. My head’s been a mess, and it still freaks me out quite a lot but… I love you, Charlie. I do. I need you to know that I’d choose you—every time. I’m sorry it took me so long to figure that out.”
“No s-words.” Charlie cupped his face between his hands. “It scares me, too, how intense this is, but… I choose you, too. I don’t care what the universe says—if it said we were doomed to be apart, I’d still choose you, Nick, I love you—so so much.”
“Even though I messed everything up and ruined our half-term?”
“Nick!” Charlie laughed. “Yes! Now, please can I hug you?”
But Nick got there first. He pulled Charlie into his arms and sighed. He fit there so perfectly, his warmth and his scent, his hair brushing his cheek, his heart beating steadily alongside his own. How had Nick deprived himself of this for so long? Maybe the universe wasn’t some huge, infinite force in the sky, maybe the universe was the boy between his arms dressed as a pirate, clinging to him like he might float away if he didn’t.
“Please can we take some time to figure this out together?” Charlie whispered. “We can take it slow and steady, but it’s the space I can’t handle.”
Nick looked down at their arms around each other and laughed. “Fuck space.”
Charlie laughed, too, his blue eyes glittering. Nick lifted him into another hug and spun him around, making him giggle even more. He set him back down and grinned. “Dance with me.”
“Nick, you know I don’t dance.”
“And you know I don’t either but, please? I really want to dance with you.”
“Fine.” Charlie grasped his hands and tugged him along. “Come on then, you.”
They slipped through the crowd around the food table and back into the living room. At once, Tao and Elle drew them into the fold of dancers and suddenly, the existence of witch hunters didn’t seem to matter so much. Tara and Darcy appeared from the back garden and joined their huddle as they danced together, twirling each other and singing along uproariously when they knew the words and pretending to when they didn’t.
“You made up?” Elle exclaimed when, arms around each other, Nick planted a kiss on Charlie’s forehead.
“Oh my god, they did!” Darcy cried. They threw themself at Nick and Charlie, causing them to stumble at the force of their embrace.
They exchanged a look, then shrugged. “We’re taking it slow but… yeah.”
Their four friends cheered and whooped and enveloped them into a group hug. “I’m so relieved,” said Tara. “This has been the most depressing half-term ever.”
“I dunno, we’ve made the most of it,” said Darcy, nudging her. “That’s what you can do when you don’t decide to break up right before a school holiday.”
“Hey,” said Charlie. “We were having a crisis.”
“Cool costumes by the way,” said Nick, changing the subject.
Tara did a little twirl in her Alice in Wonderland dress while Darcy tipped their Mad Hatter hat. “Thanks,” said Tara. “Isaac is our March Hare but he’s disappeared. Probably found somewhere quieter to read.”
“You two look great, too,” said Elle. “We all know Nick has a thing for pirates. Was that the deciding factor in getting back together? The thirst-trap costumes?”
Nick felt heat rise in his cheeks. He couldn’t seem to keep his hands off the smooth, thin material of Charlie’s shirt, but Charlie didn’t seem to mind.
“It didn’t not help,” said Charlie. “And I see you managed to convince Tao into a Moonrise Kingdom costume even though he hates that film.”
“Is that what that is?” said Nick.
“Yes!” Tao exclaimed. “We’re clearly Sam and Suzy. And I don’t hate that film anymore. It’s not Wes Anderson’s greatest work, but it may have its moments. Plus, Elle likes it so…”
“And there was no way I was gonna let him go as Frank from Donny Darko again.”
The song changed and the group stopped their conversation to jump around to the beat once again. Several songs later, Imogen appeared with a container of jelly shots and Darcy lost their mind. Nick and Charlie grabbed one each, then grimaced in quick succession when the soapy watermelon flavour hit their taste buds.
Charlie coughed. “Oh my god, that is vile!”
“How has Darcy had like four?” Nick wiped a hand over his mouth and looked around for something to take the taste away. There was nothing. Charlie’s face dropped. “It’s okay. We can get some water.”
Charlie gripped Nick’s arm. “Your brother’s here.”
Nick looked around and saw David had indeed appeared in the dining room doorway, a beer in hand and looking as if he was trying really hard not to seem impressed by the epic party they had thrown. “Oh.”
“I didn’t trust him before but now…”
“What are you thinking?”
Charlie’s eyes narrowed. “I think I want to search his room.”
As much as this answer took Nick by surprise, he had to admit, ever since he’d found out David knew about magic, he’d been considering doing a similar thing. Over the four years since his brother had been at university, he’d had very little communication with him. Who knew what he’d gotten himself into up in Glasgow with access to an entire grimoire all to himself?
Tara and Darcy appeared at their sides, having apparently been listening in on their conversation. “We’ll distract him for you!” Darcy grabbed Tara’s hand and led her over to David, whose face fell in horror at the very sight of them.
They had cornered him very efficiently, though, and not wanting to wait for them to get bored, Nick and Charlie set out into the hallway. At the door, Charlie turned, surprised to find Nick following him.
“You thought I’d let you go alone?” Nick raised his eyebrows. “I wouldn’t let my worst enemy go into David’s room alone. It’s gross.”
Charlie pulled a face. “Ugh! I hadn’t even considered that.”
“Besides,” said Nick. “You need someone to guard the door.”
Charlie considered him for a second, smiled, then kissed him quickly. He grabbed his hand and turned, only to walk face-first into someone coming the other way. They wore a boiler suit and a creepy pig mask. “Sorry!”
The person stumbled and grabbed onto Charlie’s hips to steady himself. The momentum knocked the pig mask aside.
Charlie backed away into Nick. “Ben.”
“Hey.” Ben smirked. “Haven’t seen you in a while. Still letting this one dick you down?”
“Fuck off.” Charlie tightened his grip on Nick’s hand and pulled him the rest of the way to the stairs. He didn’t let go as they ascended, didn’t stop until they were on the landing, outside David’s bedroom door where he finally took a breath.
“You okay?” Nick asked, his heart still slowing after the first true jump scare of Halloween.
Charlie shrugged. “There’s been so much going on. Some clingy twat-head like Ben doesn’t seem that scary when we have witch hunters to worry about. And, I’ve had the sweetest, most loving boyfriend in the world to help distract me.”
Nick smiled, but his heart swooped sadly. “I’m sorry I haven’t let myself be sweet and loving or anything to you all half-term.”
“Now who’s saying the s-word too much?”
“Sorry.”
“Nick…” Charlie sighed affectionately. “You can make it up to me. Any way you like. If you’re interested?”
Nick’s eyes widened. “Um, yes. I am. Definitely.”
Charlie giggled and turned to the door. “Good. Now, let’s do this quickly before your brother escapes.”
Nick followed Charlie into David’s room and leaned against the door to shut it behind them.
“Ew,” said Charlie.
David had only been home for about a week but he’d already ruined all the cleaning and tidying Sarah had done. There were scattered piles of laundry all over the floor, discarded plates and half-empty cups decorated every available surface, the bed was unmade and the bin needed emptying.
“I know I warned you but, Jesus, this is worse than I expected. Char, maybe it’s not the best idea to look in—”
But Charlie selected a drawer at random and pulled it open. Nick watched from the door while Charlie rifled through the chest of drawers, pushing aside underwear and socks. Nick tried to listen for any footsteps from outside but the music from downstairs drowned out most other things.
Charlie ducked down to open the very bottom drawer and stopped.
“What is it? Did you find something?”
“I… don’t know.” He stood up, a wooden box in his hands. Nick abandoned the door to go to his side. “What is this?”
It was about the size of a regular hardback book, the wood tarnished and old, ornate with an intricate pattern of intersecting vines criss-crossing the lid.
“I have no idea.” Nick took the box and opened it with a satisfying click.
Nick’s breath caught and Charlie gasped. Inside, encased in red velvet was a knife. A very familiar-looking knife.
It was exactly the same—from the shape and sharpness of the thin metal blade, to the pointed end of the wooden handle, to the C rune standing for conquest, to the crest of a witch-hunting society. The only difference between this knife and the one Millie had used was that this one was in pristine condition.
His hands began to tremble around the box and Charlie quickly took it back. “Nick, this might not mean what it seems like it means. David might not—”
“But what if he is?”
A thump from outside made them both jump. The bedroom door flung open. Just as David entered, Charlie shut the box with a snap. David stood there, staring from them to the box in Charlie’s hands. Shock clouded his usual nonchalant demeanour before he shoved it down and folded his arms across his chest. “Looking for something?”
Nick and Charlie exchanged a look. There was no hope of covering this up, not when they’d been caught so openly red-handed.
“Why do you have this?” Nick demanded.
David scoffed. “It’s not mine.”
Nick squared his shoulders and took a step forward. “Whose is it then?”
“It was in your sock drawer,” Charlie added.
“It wasn’t always,” said David. “I found it in James’ sock drawer.” At their obvious disbelief, David rolled his eyes. “I was helping his aunt and uncle go through some of his things on the night I got here—the night you saw me put that fire out in their front garden. I found this box and the knife with his things. I recognised that crest and its connection with witch hunters so I took it home and I hid it.”
“So you did know what that knife was,” said Charlie. “Why didn’t you tell me? Why didn’t you show me this when I showed you the broken shard?”
“To protect our cousin,” said David. “I know how bad being in possession of one of these looks, even before right now. As much as we didn’t get along, James was no traitor.”
“No,” said Nick. “Of course he wasn’t. There’s no way James was a witch hunter. So why would he have this?”
David sighed. “I don’t know yet. Maybe James was looking into stuff about witch hunters for some reason, and got onto their radar.”
Charlie opened the box again and frowned down at the knife. “The night you killed Millie, you told me she had come here to scavenge the power left over after a witch had died. After James had died, so maybe… “ He shook his head. “It still doesn’t make sense. What’s the connection?”
“I know, right,” said David, his voice mockingly high. He thrust out a hand for the box.
Charlie hesitated a second before he closed it and handed it over. He and Nick watched David replace it in his drawer, pile socks on top of it, then shut the drawer again.
“Now we’re all on the same confused page,” said David. “Please piss off out of my room—before you stink up the place any more.”
“You don’t need our help with that,” said Nick. “It’s disgusting in here—mum is going to kill you.”
David stuck his middle finger up. Charlie shut the door in his face.
They headed back towards the stairs, their minds racing. In the semi-darkness of the landing, they leaned opposite each other and took a breath.
“What do you think?” asked Nick.
“I think David’s right. We don’t have all the answers. And he can’t be a witch hunter.”
“But neither can James.”
Charlie rubbed at his forehead. “I was so determined to figure this out. I was doing so well and now…”
“Char, it’s been less than a day since you found that broken knife handle. You’ve already found examples of two other identical knives and figured out they belong to members of the Hopkins Society. Not to mention you translated their creepy Latin motto in about two seconds with no dictionary.”
“But I wouldn’t have found that crest if you hadn’t thought to look in Tara’s grimoire.”
Nick chuckled and shook his head. “Oh, just what would you do without me?”
Charlie raised his eyebrows. “Shut myself in my room and wallow for four days straight?”
“No! Too soon!” Nick let his head tip forward onto Charlie’s shoulder as they both laughed. “Why are we like this?”
Charlie wrapped his arms around him. “Because you’re Nick and I’m Charlie and even the universe agrees life is much, much more bearable when we’re together.” They drew apart and Charlie extended a hand for him to take. “Please can we go back to being normal? Just for a bit? Let’s dance with our friends and eat too much sugar and drink so much we puke.”
“Okay,” said Nick, taking his hand. “And let’s find out what happened to Tara and Darcy, because their distraction was shit.”
“Right!”
Back in the living room, the party had grown even rowdier. People were drunker, louder, though many had stopped dancing in favour of drinking games and making out in any available corner. Tao and Elle were still in the middle of it all, though, Tao’s boy scout hat swinging wildly as he twirled Elle around. Nick and Charlie pushed their way across to the dining room where yet more people were huddled around, drinking and yell-talking over the music. Tara and Darcy were nowhere to be found.
“Of course they got distracted from the distraction,” said Nick, sidling over to the drinks station. “They’re probably making out somewhere private right now.”
He poured vodka and lemonade into two cups, then they settled against the kitchen counter side by side, taking steady sips.
“Nick?”
“Yeah?”
Charlie glanced between Nick and his cup, as if he didn’t really want the drink after all. “I know we said we’d take things slow, but…”
Nick took a last gulp of his drink, set his cup aside, hauled Charlie into his arms, then lifted him to sit on the counter. Giggling, Charlie quickly set his cup down and responded in kind. Their kisses were at once hot and heavy, lemon-flavoured electricity zapping between them.
“You look so good,” Nick gasped between kisses. “I love these trousers.”
“Yeah? I love this shirt.” Charlie let his hands roam up and over Nick’s shoulders, the fabric only just holding itself together. “And these braces.” He gave them a ping, and Nick laughed.
Charlie parted his knees and pulled him as close as possible. His cowboy hat was knocked aside in favour of access to his hair, and a moment later, Charlie’s eyepatch met the same fate, along with the hobby horse.
Nothing else seemed to matter when Charlie’s hands were all over him, exploring and caressing. When Nick’s fingers were between those glossy curls, when they were sharing open-mouthed kisses that left them both breathless and wanting more. With the sheer heat between them, Nick was surprised the entire house hadn’t started to float—he felt like he was floating—close to the sun.
A vibrating sound cut through the haze, but Charlie kept kissing him. It took Nick a while too, but then he pulled away just enough to ask, “Is that you vibrating?”
Charlie pouted, his lips pink, hair a mess. “It’s my phone.” With some difficulty, he extracted it from his trouser pocket.
“How did that even fit in there?”
Charlie giggled and shushed him with a finger to his lips. While he answered the call, Nick leaned his head on his shoulder and contented himself with pressing kisses to the side of his throat.
“Hello?” Charlie gasped. He gripped Nick’s waist.
Chuckling softly, Nick relented his kisses, but kept himself close enough to hear the man’s voice coming from down the line.
“Charlie? My name is Eric Blackwood. We met at my shop earlier today.”
Nick lifted his head in alarm. They both leaned in so Nick could hear the conversation properly, too.
“Hi,” said Charlie. “Yes, I remember.”
“I’ve left something for you at your house,” said Eric. “You’re in danger.”
“In danger? What do you mean?”
Nick listened hard, but all that reached his ears was the muffled sound of cars driving along a road.
“Mr Blackwood? Hello? Mr Blackwood?” There was a sharp beep and Charlie lowered his phone. “It disconnected.”
Nick swallowed thickly. “Char, what did he mean?” He gripped Charlie’s waist, needing something to hold onto. “D-did he mean a singular or a general you’re in danger?”
“I don’t know, but we need to get to my house.” Charlie hopped down off the counter. “If he’s left me something there, then I should probably see what it is before we panic fully.”
“Wait.” Nick grabbed his hand. “Are you sure it’s safe? Can we trust this Blackwood guy?”
Charlie chewed at his lip. “I… think so?” He shrugged. “He didn’t seem malicious. Kind of anxious and eccentric, but harmless enough.”
“Well, I’m coming with you. And maybe we should bring the others for back up. Just in case.”
Once again, they traversed across the party—only this time with much more urgency. But in the living room, Tao and Elle were now nowhere to be seen. Keeping a firm hold on each other’s hand, they hurried around the house, looking around for literally any of their friends. When they’d exhausted all rooms, they checked the back garden. Out here, things were much quieter, the night air crisp and cooling after the heat of inside. On the patio, they took a breath.
“Where is everyone?” said Charlie, peering into the bushes. “None of them would choose to read or make out in one of these would they?”
Nick took out his phone. “None of them have messaged the group chat. They’d better not be off having sex in my bed—or in my mum’s bed, for that matter.” He quickly typed out a Where are you? emergency text and pressed send. He really hoped they were just making out or reading somewhere—even in his bed, if they had to.
“Now what?” said Charlie. “We could just go on our own, I suppose. Our magic is—” He turned to go back inside. “Shit, sorry!”
He stumbled out of the way as two people in boiler suits stepped out onto the patio. The back door slid shut behind them, and the two of them stood there, blocking Nick and Charlie’s way back inside. Both of them were tall and masculine, their faces covered—one with a cow mask, the other with a pig mask.
“Ben,” Nick hissed. “For fuck’s sake, he told you to fuck off—”
At the same time, Cow-Face and Pig-Face moved forwards. Nick pushed Charlie behind himself. The plastic animal masks suddenly seemed much more sinister. “What are you doing?” he gasped. “What’s going on?”
Cow-Face drew back his fist. A dull pain flared across Nick’s face and then he was on the ground. “Nick!”
There was a scuffle of movement and Charlie’s cries faded. With a shout, Nick rolled onto his back. Cow-Face leered over him, a damp, white cloth in his gloved hand. Nick tried to wriggle free, but Cow-Face pinned him quickly, an arm across his throat. He blinked the dizziness from his eyes in time to see Charlie fall onto the wooden boards of the patio beside him, and Pig-Face—Ben—shove a cloth over his mouth.
Nick gasped—to shout, to scream—but then a cloth was pressed over his mouth, too. He twisted desperately under Cow-Face’s grip, but he was already falling. There was nothing he could do, no way he could fight, not even as he watched the light leave Charlie’s eyes the second before everything else went dark, too.
✨
On the corner of Britannia Road, the phone in Eric Blackwood’s hand dropped to his side as his arm went limp.
“Mr Blackwood, was my warning not specific enough?”
David Nelson was taller than he was, younger, stronger, colder.
“I wasn’t going to tell him anything about you,” Eric insisted, trembling despite himself.
His fear only grew as David reached into his pocket and took out the jar. The one containing the mandrake root and Eric’s very own blood.
“Remember this?” he said, and gave it a shake. “I had a feeling you’d try to be a hero.”
“Please. This is just a—a personal matter. It d-doesn’t concern you.”
“Try me.”
Eric hesitated.
David struck a match in midair and held it over the top of the jar, threatening to duck it further inside.
“Alright!” Eric cried. “Alright. He… Charlie has dark magic inside him.”
David blinked. “And why are you so desperate to tell him?”
“So he can fight it. Maybe he can stop it from overcoming him.”
“You think people can change who they are deep down?”
“Of course,” said Eric.
“Well,” said David. “I don’t.”
And he dropped the match into the jar. For a second, it glowed. But then it burned out and Eric screamed. It was like a fire had erupted in his chest, molten and agonising. Burning from the inside out, Eric Blackwood crumpled to the ground, steaming, dead.
✨
Charlie woke up with a shout to a sharp burst of pain across his wrist. A hand clamped around his stinging wrist and the smooth coolness of a glass jar was pressed against it. He tried to jerk away, but his hands were tied behind his back with a rough length of rope. He blinked the residual fog from his vision.
The room was dimly lit. Along one wall was a metal table, scattered with herbs and plants and strange-looking instruments. He was seated in an uncomfortable wooden chair.
The hand around his wrist squeezed one last time, then let go and its owner stepped into his eyeline. “Ben?”
He was still wearing the boiler suit, though he’d removed his pig mask. “You bleed just like us, but you’re not.” He shook the little glass jar. Inside was a twisted brown root in a quantity of blood.
“That’s enough,” said another voice from somewhere behind Charlie. “Finish the cruets.”
Ben rolled his eyes and set the jar on the table in line with six other identical ones.
Staring around the room, panic rising in his chest, Charlie suddenly became aware of a sniffling noise coming from very close by. He looked to his left. Tara was tied to a chair exactly as Charlie was. Her eyes were clenched shut, tears spilling down her cheeks as she trembled. On her other side sat Darcy. In a circle, their backs to the middle, sat Tao and Elle and Isaac, each of them bound to their chair, blood dripping from one wrist.
His heart stuttering, Charlie turned to look to his right. “Nick?”
His panicked brown eyes met his—but there was nothing either of them could do or say—not even as the other boiler-suited guy collected Nick’s blood into yet another glass jar. Cow-Face had removed his mask, too. Charlie did a double take. The guy seemed familiar. Wasn’t he in Nick’s year at school? Charlie could have sworn he’d seen him hanging around with Harry Greene and some of the other rugby lads.
“Marcus?” Nick gasped. “What’s going on? You’re a witch hunter?”
Marcus smirked and set Nick’s jar in line with the others. Charlie tried to stifle a sob. It came out as more of a muffled squeak. He tugged at his binds, pulled at them with all his might as he concentrated hard on reaching out for his friends’ magic.
“Don’t bother.” A third witch hunter stepped into Charlie’s eyeline and—it was Harry Greene. He gestured to the floor around their feet. “This is a ring of iron sulphide. It’s blocking your power. Science prevailing over your ungodly magic.”
“B-but we’re good witches,” Tao gasped. “We haven’t done anything wrong.”
“Oh, but you will,” Harry sneered.
With Nick’s ragged breathing on his right, Tara’s heightening tears on his left and the panic building in the circle of the best friends he’d ever had, all the shame of begging went out the window. “Ben, please,” he cried. “Stop this! Tell them we’re not a threat.”
Ben raised his eyebrows. “You bound your coven. You have no one to blame but yourselves.”
“Is that th-the only reason you ever dated James?” Isaac demanded. “So you c-could spy on us?”
“Of course.” Ben chuckled. “Just like my father did and his father before him. You aren’t the only ones born into a legacy. But at least I can be proud of mine.”
“Enough pissing about, lads,” said Harry. “Let’s finish this.” He nodded to Marcus, and the two of them disappeared up a set of stairs in the corner.
At once, Ben’s demeanour changed. It was as if he’d been holding himself back in the presence of his fellow witch hunters. He plucked a box of matches from the table and took one out.
The coven began to struggle and twist in their binds with renewed vigour. Charlie knew it was no use. It wasn’t just Tara he could hear crying now. He heard Tao whisper something, though not his words. Only Nick had fallen silent.
Charlie risked a glance to his right. Nick was moving side to side in his chair, carefully but deliberately, concentrating hard. Behind his back, a screw was poking out of his chair—and he was using it to saw, very slowly, at his binds. Charlie’s breath caught and once again, their eyes met.
He looked quickly away, heart pounding. If Nick could get free, then maybe they had a chance. Maybe Nick could break the iron circle so they could curse Ben into submission and escape.
The plan formed in Charlie’s head in the second it took for Ben to ruin it completely.
Ben struck the match, made a big show of selecting a jar, then plucked one up into his fingers and held it aloft for them all to see. “Who’s ready for a fiery death?”
“Ben!” Nick cried. “Don’t! Think about what you’re doing!”
“What am I doing?” Ben drawled. “You should be thanking me. I’m freeing you from a life of sin.” He brought the match closer to the jar, so the rim glowed faintly orange. “I’m sorry,” he said. “Tara—”
“No!”
“Please, don’t!”
“Ben, stop!”
“Oh god, please, no!”
“You have a good heart,” said Ben. “But it’s not enough to protect you from your true nature. This will be fast, I promise.”
Nick stopped even trying to be discreet. Tears on his cheeks, he continued to saw away at his binds.
Meanwhile, Tara had fallen quiet on Charlie’s other side. Beside her, Darcy was now sobbing, trying to twist free. “Tara! Please, look at me. It’s gonna be okay— please .”
“I love you,” Tara gasped, her eyes clamped firmly shut. “I love you so much.”
Ben held the lit match over the jar—
“NO!”
The jar shattered into pieces.
Ben cried out as glass showered onto his feet.
The coven fell quiet in shock. Tara opened her eyes. Darcy stopped sobbing. Nick stopped sawing.
Meanwhile, Charlie’s breath was coming out so hard and fast he could barely breathe.
With a huff, Ben recovered quickly and grabbed for another jar. He lit another match. Who it belonged to that time, Charlie didn’t know. Tara was safe, but the rest of them were not. And Charlie still couldn’t catch his breath. He didn’t have time.
Ben dropped the match just inside the jar—
“NO!”
—and it shattered.
Ben let out a strangled groan. “Which of you is doing that?” He turned to Charlie—and his green eyes widened. “How are you doing that?!”
Something hot and wet trickled onto Charlie’s upper lip, but he couldn’t move to wipe it away. He tasted metal. And spat it at Ben’s feet.
A molten fury crackled in Ben’s glare, trained upon Charlie. He turned to the remaining jars.
“No,” Nick gasped. “Please, don’t!”
Ben ignored him entirely. With purpose, he selected the final jar on the right. “Nicholas Nelson.”
That time, it seemed to Charlie that Ben struck the match in slow motion. A ringing filled Charlie’s head. He didn’t even hear the jar shatter, only saw it explode, saw glass ricochet off the walls. The match’s flame leapt out of the jar, onto Ben’s hand, up his sleeve—until Ben’s entire arm was on fire.
He assumed Ben was screaming. His mouth was open as he stumbled about, batting at the flames. But Charlie could hear nothing but that ringing in his head and his own heartbeat echoing in his ears. As if from the end of a long, dark tunnel, Charlie watched Ben find a bottle of water and chuck it over his hand, dousing the flames. The scent of burnt flesh flooded Charlie’s nostrils, and then Ben was gone, up the stairs and out of sight.
✨
David arrived in the cathedral grounds just in time to see Harry come strolling up from the secret basement. “Harry!” he gasped, trying to catch his breath. He’d run all the way from Britannia Road. “You have to stop this.”
Harry shook his head. “You shouldn't be here.” He made to stride past him, but David stopped him with a hand on his arm.
“Charlie has dark magic.”
Harry stopped but didn’t turn around. “All magic is dark.”
“Not like this. Charlie isn’t like the other witches, Harry. We can’t kill him this way. You have to trust me.”
Harry let out a breath, then finally turned to look at him. “You’ve become a great asset to me, David, but you’re too close to this. I won’t stop it. I can’t.”
A sudden scream of pain from the basement made them both jump.
“Oh my god…” Harry stared. “Is that Ben?”
“Trust me now?”
While Harry mulled this information over, David had to think fast. The others would be freeing themselves any moment and he couldn’t be standing around chatting with their captor when they made it outside. He drew a knife, sliced it across his own wrist, then shoved it into Harry’s hands. Harry pocketed it and disappeared across the dark cathedral grounds at a run.
✨
Finally, the ropes snapped and fell away. The stench of burning flesh lingered as Nick rubbed at his wrists.
“What happened?” said Elle from somewhere behind him.
“Is he gone?” Darcy cried. “Please tell me he’s gone!”
“He’s gone,” said Nick. “Hang on. I’ll untie you. I’m coming.”
He got shakily to his feet, snatched up a small knife from the witch hunter’s table and went at once to Charlie’s side, to cut the ropes from his wrists. Quickly, Nick moved around the others, until they were all getting to their feet to embrace each other in relief. Nick turned back to Charlie, only to find him still seated. He was just sitting there, as if he hadn’t even noticed his hands were free.
Nick dropped to his knees in front of him. “Char?” Blood had dribbled from his nose into his mouth, stark red against the white of his skin. “Charlie? Can you hear me?”
His eyelids fluttered minutely. His head lolled and he fell forward.
Nick threw out his arms to catch him. “Charlie?!” His eyes were still open, staring up at him like he could see him but he was too far away. “Come on,” Nick whispered. “We’ve got to get out of here.” He lifted him into his arms, readjusted his grip, then started for the stairs.
Isaac was standing at the bottom, having been waiting for them. “Is he okay?”
“I don’t know.”
“I tipped out the other jars,” said Elle from above. “Just in case.”
“Come on, Elle!” Tao pulled her the rest of the way to the top after Tara and Darcy. Nick followed with Charlie, Isaac bringing up the rear.
The night was cold and dark, only the grass of the cathedral grounds illuminated around them. After the stuffiness of the basement, the cold air was welcome but Nick could only focus on the boy in his arms. Charlie’s arms tightened around his shoulders, and his hands gripped his shirt. Nick set him down carefully and he managed to support himself on shaky legs, though Nick didn’t let go.
“Are you okay?”
Nick expected Tara to be talking to Charlie, but she was looking in the opposite direction. And there was David, lying on the ground a few metres away, bleeding from his right arm.
“Some guy in a cow mask jumped me,” he gasped. “He brought me here. I fought him off but…”
“Where did he go?” asked Darcy.
“He ran off.” David staggered to his feet. He looked from each of them clinging to each other, pale and tear-streaked, from Nick’s bruised eye to Charlie’s bloody nose. “What happened in there?”
“Witch hunters,” said Isaac.
“They were going to kill us!” Elle cried. “All of us—they almost did, oh god—”
There was a retching sound and Tao began to throw up into the nearby hedges. Elle hurried after him to rub his back. Isaac trotted after her. Nick couldn’t blame Tao. He wanted to puke, too, but he had to keep a hold of Charlie.
Tao resurfaced, scrubbing a sleeve across his mouth. He bundled Elle and Isaac closer to him and—caught sight of Charlie for the first time since they’d escaped. “What happened?” he gasped. “What’s wrong with Charlie? Did they do something else to him?”
Charlie’s grip was as strong as ever but his gaze was still so distant and blank. “No,” Nick whispered, unable to look away from his boyfriend. “He’s just… checked out, I think.”
“Lucky him,” Darcy grumbled.
Nick stroked an unsteady hand through Charlie’s hair, then pressed a kiss to his forehead. “I’m gonna take him home. We should all go home.”
It was difficult to remember the rest of the world existed as the eight of them made their way across town. It was still Halloween night and the town centre was full of scantily dressed people tottering between pubs. Nick supposed they did fit in. On any other night of the year, their bedraggled selves may have raised suspicions. But all too soon, they were forced to split off, parting ways with longer than normal hugs and forced reassurances.
Finally, only Nick and Charlie were left. Oh, and David.
The three of them stopped on the corner of Britannia Road. There was no way Nick was going to let go of Charlie tonight. Possibly for the next several years.
David sighed. “See you later.” He gave a wonky little salute and headed off down the road towards River Crescent. Nick and Charlie watched him go for only a moment before they turned to the house, arms still firmly around each other.
As soon as they were inside, Nick grabbed the first aid kit and brought it up with them into Charlie’s bedroom. Charlie sank onto the edge of the bed and Nick crouched down to clean the blood from his nose, to clean the cut on his wrist. Now he had one on each, though the other had mostly healed by now.
Holding back tears, Nick smoothed the plaster over the cut, then kissed it better. His bottom lip wobbled and no matter how hard he tried, he couldn’t stop the dam from breaking. Charlie reached out and Nick fell between his arms, buried his face in his shoulder and clung to him with every ounce of strength he had left.
“Nick…” Charlie’s voice was hoarse, his breath like a kiss against Nick’s cheek. They drew apart enough to look at each other. “L-let me?” His blue eyes flicked down to Nick’s wrist. It was as cut and bloody as Charlie’s, though he had barely noticed the pain until that moment.
Nick swallowed down more tears and sat beside Charlie on the bed. Charlie reached for the first aid kit, his hands much steadier now, and extracted an antiseptic wipe and a plaster. He cleaned and plastered and kissed with gentle precision, then turned his attention to Nick’s face, specifically his eye. “He hit you.”
“Does it look bad?”
“Of course not. Does it hurt?”
“N-not really… Maybe a little bit…”
Charlie dug around in the kit and extracted the Sudocrem. He rubbed some over Nick’s bruise, then kissed that better, too.
“Thank you,” Nick whispered. But the small actions seemed to have zapped the rest of Charlie’s energy. He swayed where he sat. “Whoa… Okay, let’s get you changed and wrapped up in bed, okay? Sleep. We need to sleep.”
He got up and found Charlie’s pyjamas on the chair by the window. He chucked them at him, then considered what he should wear himself.
“Look in the drawer,” said Charlie, pulling off his pirate trousers. “Top one.”
Nick did as he was told. And found a veritable selection of his own clothes folded neatly inside. The sight gave him a fuzzy warm feeling which permeated through the trauma of the night and curled up in his chest. He changed into some joggers and a t-shirt, then turned to get into bed. Charlie was already snuggled up under the duvet. He flicked aside the corner and Nick climbed in beside him. There was something lumpy under his pillow. Frowning, he reached beneath it and pulled out a hoodie. His own hoodie. In Charlie’s bed.
“It doesn’t smell like you anymore,” Charlie murmured.
“No,” said Nick, pulling the hoodie on. “Now it smells like you.”
✨
The traffic had been a nightmare. The not even two-hour long drive had turned into about four. And then there was the trouble of finding the place. Hassan’s lake house was in the middle of nowhere, beautiful but secluded. Just how he liked it. Kathleen had visited most summers since she was young, though the visits had become few and far between over the past… ah, yes, sixteen years.
She knew something was wrong as soon as she found the front door unlocked. “Hassan?” she called through the open doorway. “Hello?”
That was when the smell hit her. With a gasp, she threw her hand over her nose and mouth and tried not to be sick. But she knew that smell, unfortunately. She had smelt it before, though never this strong. Like rotting meat. Like manure and fish and rotting fruit. Kathleen pulled her scarf up to better cover her airways, then took a tentative step into the entranceway. “Hassan?”
The large house was lovely as ever, charmingly decorated in another time, another century, homey and welcoming. Except for the smell, of course. Though that wasn’t usually there.
“Hassan, it’s Kathleen. Are you home?”
Despite her assumption of what must have happened—what only could have happened to create such a stench—she still hoped beyond all hope that she was mistaken. Or that she’d find someone else decomposing on the floor between the sofa and the dining table.
But no, it was Hassan. He lay face down, though most of the flesh of his face had long melted away. His skin had turned red, a sure sign, Kathleen knew, that he had been dead quite a long time. A month at least.
Frozen in the doorway, Kathleen tried to breathe through her mouth and thought hard about what to do.
There was no helping Hassan now, not even with a crystal. Even still, she went at once to the grandfather clock in the hall, opened the face and extracted the Eskander family crystal. She didn’t know who had done this but she couldn’t let the crystal fall into the wrong hands.
Shoes squeaked against the polished wooden floorboards.
Before Kathleen could so much as turn around, a hard, sharp pain shot across the back of her head.
She fell like a stone.
And the crystal fell with her, right into her attacker’s gloved hand.
Notes:
Fun fact, in my initial outline Nick and Charlie were not meant to get back together until chapter 16... I tried to make them hold out as long as possible, but as soon as Charlie entered that party, sexy pirate costume and all, Nick was done, I was done, Charlie was done 😅 There's too much scary shit going on anyway, we needed our boys together 🥰
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Chapter 15: a storm's coming
Notes:
Chapter 15 Word Count: 9095
Content Warnings: mention of violence, kidnap, alcohol
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
chapter fifteen: a storm’s coming
As if through mud, Charlie was dragged slowly from the depths of sleep. The dawning light of his bedroom permeated his eyes long before he managed to pry them open. He blinked to clear their foggy haze and, with a groan, rolled over to go back to sleep. But there was Nick, smiling sleepily at him from the other pillow. “Morning,” he whispered.
“Hmm, morning…” Charlie folded himself around Nick’s side and cuddled closer. “I’ve missed this.”
Nick wrapped his arms around him and kissed his hair. “Me too.”
Charlie shifted to lay his head on Nick’s chest and let his eyes fall shut once again. He was so warm and cosy, but the memories which greeted him behind his closed lids dropped him back into reality. He saw again, those masks, the pig and the cow, watched helplessly as Marcus punched Nick, watched him fall, saw that basement room, saw his friends tied up and bleeding from their wrists, heard Darcy’s desperate sobs, felt the utter terror he had felt when Ben had picked up each jar, picked up Nick’s.
Saw the flames erupt up Ben’s arm, smelt the burning flesh, heard his screams.
“Charlie?” Nick’s soft voice jolted him back into the present. He flung his eyes open. Nick had moved to better study his face, though his arms remained around him, for which Charlie was thankful.
“I did that,” Charlie whispered. “I hurt Ben.”
“How could you have done?”
“I don’t know, but I made those jars shatter, too.”
“But the iron, it blocked our magic,” said Nick. “I reached out for yours constantly when we were down there and I—I couldn’t find it. Couldn’t even feel it.”
Charlie touched Nick’s cheek, then let him pull him tighter into his embrace, their noses almost touching. “I couldn’t feel yours either. It was horrible. But somehow, I shattered those jars, by myself. I know I did.”
“And you set Ben on fire. No matter how you managed it—you saved our lives, Char.”
“But I didn’t mean to hurt him.” Charlie worried at the front of Nick’s t-shirt. “The way he screamed, I…”
“Hey,” Nick whispered. “Hey, no, Charlie, don’t… God, you’re so good.” He slid his fingers into Charlie’s hair. “He was going to kill us all and you stopped him. You’re so powerful. Of course you did it. Y-you found a way to save us.”
The way Nick’s hand was cupping the back of Charlie’s head soothed him so efficiently, he practically sighed. His eyes slipped closed again, relishing in the feeling. “I just don’t understand how it happened. I was so scared and it felt so… strange. Not like it was with the crystal. I chose to do magic that time, but last night…”
“Wait, what crystal?”
“Oh, right,” said Charlie, opening his eyes. “Shit. I wasn’t supposed to tell anyone about that.” He met Nick’s curious gaze and sighed. “Okay, I’ll tell you, but you have to promise not to tell the others. My gran made me swear not to tell even you.”
“I swear it.” He sealed it with a kiss to Charlie’s nose.
“Alright.” Charlie chuckled. “How could I ever deny you anything?”
Nick wiggled his eyebrows. “Oh, really?”
“Oh my god, Nick, stop!” He batted at Nick’s shoulders. “Do you want to hear about this crystal or do you just want to do unspeakable things to me?”
“Not unspeakable things…” Nick pressed a single, long lingering, open-mouthed kiss to Charlie’s throat, then pulled away quickly to admire the effect.
“Jesus…”
“Tell me about that crystal then.”
“Dick.”
“Not yet. The crystal?”
“Fuck’s sake…” Charlie tried to roll away, but Nick followed. “Nick! Behave!”
Nick pouted, his ruffled hair flopping adorably into his eyes as he leaned over him, smiling impishly. “Sorry. I guess I’ve missed waking up with you like this more than I thought. Please tell me anything you want. I like to hear you talk, even when you’re calling me a dick.”
“Hmm… I’ll remember you said that. Now, shush, it’s story time.”
Nick lay across from him, attention complete. Charlie really didn’t want to bring the mood back down, but he did want someone else to know about the crystal. Keeping such a secret didn’t sit well with him and if he was going to choose someone to bear the burden with, it would be Nick every single time.
“My gran gave me this crystal,” he began. “On the morning before James’ funeral. She said her dad handed it down to her and that my dad would have handed it down to me if he could. It… it lets the holder do solo magic.”
Nick blinked. “Wait, really?”
“I tried it against Millie when I found her and David fighting outside the wake, and it worked. I threw her knife right out of her hand. But it felt… horrible . Like someone was scraping their fingernails down my soul.”
“Jesus…”
“I think… I think David might have one, too.”
“You think that’s how he’s doing solo magic?”
“It would make sense,” said Charlie. “Maybe all witch families have one, just like with the grimoires.”
“That dickhead,” said Nick. “If he found our family grimoire and our family crystal, then fucked off to Glasgow without telling me about any of it then…”
“Hmph. What a bastard.”
Charlie pushed back the covers and made to get out of bed. Nick pouted and made grabby hands, but Charlie just smiled at him and crossed the room to the fireplace. Nick sat up, tousle-haired but more awake now, watching as Charlie opened the secret compartment and extracted the crystal. He handed it over for Nick to inspect.
“Wow.” Nick turned it over in his hands, watching the way the light refracted off its glass-like surfaces. “It’s so pretty.”
“Yeah.” Charlie sat down on the edge of the bed. “I haven’t really given it much thought to be honest, not after using it felt so crap.”
Nick studied the crystal, brow furrowed. “Do you think it would work for me?”
“Oh. I don’t know. I don’t see why it wouldn’t, only…”
“Only?”
“My gran also warned me that the crystal can bring out the worst in people. I don’t know exactly what she meant by that, but I’m starting to think maybe no one should have access to solo magic. It’s too unpredictable. As much as I hate hiding things from the others, I think it might be best if we keep this locked up in here.”
“Yeah. Okay.” He handed the crystal over and Charlie replaced it safely behind the tile in the fireplace. He turned back to find Nick now sitting on the edge of the bed, his brow furrowed even deeper than before. Charlie sat beside him and tilted his head at him questioningly.
“Charlie?” Nick scooted closer. “Are you… okay?”
The question took Charlie by surprise. He nodded, but then Nick reached out to touch his cheek, apparently studying his features. “You were so out of it last night. After… after everything. It really scared me.”
“It scared me, too. I don’t want that to happen again, but…” He took Nick’s hands in his own and lowered them gently to kiss his knuckles. “If it was between that and one of you dying, I’d do it again. Every time.”
Nick closed his eyes and tipped forward just enough to press his lips to Charlie’s in a slow, sweet kiss. “I know you would.” And Charlie brought him back in, to deepen their kisses, relishing in the soft, tingly warmth which flooded his very bones whenever Nick kissed him like that. A little firmly, drawn out like a promise, like a blanket, like I love you and please don’t leave me and I’m not going anywhere.
By the time they’d picked themselves up from the bed, showered and dressed, their stomachs were rumbling for lunch. The kitchen was bright with autumn sun. Wrapped in a cosy soft knit jumper, his hair still fluffy from the shower, Charlie pottered about making sandwiches while Nick pretended to assist, only in reality just distracting with cuddles and kisses.
“Is your gran at work?” Nick asked as they settled at the table with their food.
“She went to visit Elle’s grandpa Hassan at his lake house.” Charlie glanced at the time on his phone. “She should be back soon, actually.”
As much as the events of last night weighed heavily, at the same time, just sitting there at the table with Nick in the bubble of warmth he always came with, Charlie remembered that, actually, some good things had happened yesterday, too. One especially incredible thing being—the break was over, Nick was there, and they loved each other—all on their own. Whether the universe agreed or not.
Nick brushed toast crumbs off his fingers, then downed the rest of his tea. He put his mug down and caught Charlie watching him, chin propped on one hand. Nick smirked. “What are you staring at?”
“You. You’re very cute, did you know that?”
Nick stuck out his tongue, a la five-year-old. “You’re very cute, did you know that?”
“Pfft! Well, I fancy you a lot, so there!” Charlie finished the rest of his tea and took out his phone.
Nick gathered their empty plates and mugs. “I fancy you, so there.”
Giggling softly, Charlie navigated to the group chat. It was pretty quiet, the last few notifications were photos from the Halloween party. He typed out a quick message, asking how they were, whether they’d managed to get any sleep, if they’d taken care of each other and themselves. He pressed send before he realised no one else was even online.
He swiped from Wattsapp to his home screen and suddenly remembered—the phone call from last night. “Oh my god, we completely forgot about Mr Blackwood’s warning. He said we were in danger! He must have known about the witch hunters and their plans.”
Nick turned away from the sink. “Right! I can’t believe we forgot about that. He said he left you something, didn’t he? At your house.”
“I didn’t see anything when we got in last night but I was so out of it, I suppose I didn’t…”
Nick was already out into the hall to the front door. “Is this it?” he called. A second later, he reappeared, a large brown envelope in his hands.
“Must be.”
“It has your name on it.” Nick sat back down at the table and handed over the envelope.
Indeed, someone had scribbled Charlie Spring across the front in loopy, black handwriting. Carefully, Charlie peeled open the envelope, then slipped out a single, yellow-brown sheet of parchment paper, only slightly smaller than the envelope. The paper was thick, with the distinct musty smell that often clung to only very old documents. Every inch of it was covered in very faint, faded black writing.
“Whoa…” Nick murmured. Charlie flattened the parchment on the table so they could both squint down at the lettering. “This isn’t Latin.”
“Nope. I have no idea what this is—it’s so tiny, I can barely work out a word.”
As well as the handwriting, faded lines crisscrossed, turning the entire page into a muddled, chaotic mess. Even if the ink had been penned yesterday, it would have been hard enough to decipher.
“Wait,” said Nick. “What’s that?” He pointed to the very bottom of the parchment where a wax seal had been attached, dark red and stamped with the letters “F.W.”
It took an hour before they called for reinforcements. Together, they scanned every inch of the parchment, flipped it over to find a similar jumble of lines and words on the back, too. Nick insisted on Googling every combination of letters he could just about piece together, only to have Google not understand, either. And there were thousands upon thousands of results for the letters F and W.
Isaac arrived first, shortly followed by Tao and Elle. More tea was made, snacks were acquired, and by the time Tara and Darcy stepped through the door, Nick and Charlie found they were glad to be surrounded by their friends, even if their cosy little bubble had been disturbed. As everyone settled around in the squishy sofas and comfortable armchairs of the living room, they exchanged tighter hugs than normal, compared bandaged wrists and war-stories of their night of restless sleep.
“Maybe we really are a cult now,” Darcy joked, half-heartedly from the sofa. “With our matching wounds.”
“If we are,” said Tara. “I’m glad to have you all. Things would be much more scary if we were on our own.”
Darcy stuck out their bottom lip and wrapped Tara into their side, where they stayed, comfortable until the doorbell rang. Everyone glanced around at each other. They were all present. Charlie got up from where he’d been perched on the arm of Isaac’s chair and went into the hall to answer the door.
It was David.
“You said the entire coven, didn’t you?”
Charlie rolled his eyes, and headed back to the living room at once. “Who added David to the group chat?” he called.
A distant mumble of, “I’ll just let myself in, then,” and David followed moodily behind him.
“Sorry!” said Tara when Charlie re-entered. “I thought it was only fair. He did get attacked and kidnapped just like the rest of us.”
Charlie let Nick pull him down onto the loveseat with him, grumpy now his brother was present and sitting himself in the armchair by the window. “Fine,” Nick grumbled. “As long as he’s on his best behaviour.”
David put up his hands in mock-surrender. “Your boyfriend was the one who apparently needed me in the coven so badly. How could I refuse?”
The entire coven shot David disgusted looks. Charlie scooted closer to Nick, hoping to soothe the tension which appeared whenever David did, and sighed. “We all need you in the coven to help us with magic stuff, so that we’re at full power. We don’t need you to be our friend, but we’d love it if you could maybe be a tad more respectful, you know?”
“Oh, I can be respectful,” David scoffed. “As long as the sentiment is returned. At this point, I don’t exactly feel very welcome.”
“Welcome to the coven, Dave,” said Darcy, glaring. “Happy?”
The visible way David shrunk under their gaze was honestly remarkable. Nick and Charlie exchanged baffled looks, then had to stifle their laughter with their hands.
A comfortable quiet fell around them, then, the eight of them simply sipping tea and munching snacks. Charlie held his own mug, warming his hands rather than drinking it. Nick was leaning heavily against his side and every now and then he’d press sweet little kisses to his shoulder or his cheek, like he was happy to simply be allowed to do that again.
“I barely slept,” Elle murmured as she blinked sleepily from Tao’s shoulder. The two of them were seated with Isaac on the sofa opposite Nick and Charlie. She had been snoozing without realising she’d dropped off. She rubbed her eyes and snuggled back against Tao’s side. “I keep thinking the witch hunters are gonna come back to try again.”
“I don’t think they will,” said David. “I overheard the one that jumped me talking to the leader—said they needed to lay low for a while.”
That was something, Charlie considered. But he still didn’t one hundred percent trust David to be completely truthful. He had withheld important information on several occasions now. If he really did want to be a part of their coven, he couldn’t do that any more.
“I still can’t believe Harry fucking Greene is a witch hunter,” said Tao. “And Marcus? He’s an idiot.”
“And Ben,” said Nick, tightening his embrace around Charlie. “I mean, it’s not as surprising as the other two, but still… all that shit he put Charlie and James through, and it was never even real.”
“I hope he’s really suffering,” said Isaac. “And maybe Ben getting torched scared them off. It definitely scared Ben enough to run, and basically give up their whole plan.”
“How did that even happen?” asked Tao, frowning. “We had our backs to him the whole time, couldn’t see a thing.”
Charlie flinched. Nick covered his hand with his own and squeezed.
“It seemed like…” Isaac glanced over at Charlie. “It seemed like it was you, Charlie. Your nose was bleeding and that made Ben think it was you, too.”
“But how?” said Tara.
“There was iron,” said Elle. “Harry said the iron was stopping our magic—”
Charlie closed his eyes and took a breath. “Isaac’s right,” he said, hanging onto Nick’s hand. “It was me. Somehow. I broke those jars and set Ben on fire. I don’t know how, but I did.”
“But with the rest of us blocked,” said Tao. “How? Unless… You did solo magic?”
Charlie nodded. He caught sight of David frowning, too. In that moment he looked more a part of the coven than he ever had before. All of them, even Nick, were watching him carefully, almost cautiously.
“Has that happened to any of you since you bound the coven?” asked David.
Everyone shook their heads.
“This is amazing!” Darcy exclaimed. “Charlie, you have to teach us how!”
“Were you not listening?” said Nick. “He just said he doesn’t know how he did it. And it was clearly very traumatic for him.”
“But he saved our lives,” said Elle. “Surely we should be utilising whatever this power is, sharing it if we can.”
“It’s not that simple,” said Charlie. “I don’t know what happened. I don’t know, okay!”
“But the witch hunters are still out there,” Elle continued. “They’re still after us. Not to mention loads of other shit we’ve never even heard of. Ever since we bound the coven, there’s been nothing but one danger after another.”
“But if one of us can do solo magic,” said Tara. “Okay, two, if we include David—then surely that’s better than nothing.”
That was a good point, Charlie thought. The others seemed to come to the same conclusion, because all of them turned to look at David at once. Only to find his chair vacant. They all looked around. David was gone, left without a sound. Isaac got up to peer out the front window. “He’s driving away.”
“Ugh!” Tao groaned. “What a knob.”
“I wonder how David does do solo magic,” said Isaac thoughtfully as he sat back down. “Did it do anything weird to him when he did it before?”
Nick shrugged. “It didn’t seem to. His nose didn’t bleed, anyway.” He exchanged a look with Charlie, both of them knowing what the other was thinking. Charlie pictured the crystal currently sitting upstairs beside his grimoire, with the power to allow any one of them to do solo magic. The guilt was there still, but the burden was no longer so great.
Especially when Nick cleared his throat and addressed the others with a definite finality. “Could we stop hounding Charlie about his solo magic thing, please? It’s been less than twenty-four hours. We’re all still processing everything that happened and, like I said, it was traumatic. We need to let Charlie figure this out at his own pace, if he even decides he wants to.”
The others' gazes softened. “You’re right,” said Darcy. “I’m sorry for pushing you… I just got excited.”
“Me too,” said Elle. “I—I do think we should seriously look into this, but…” She caught sight of Nick’s glare and relented. She let out a sigh. “Yeah. In your own time, Charlie. Of course.”
Charlie offered a tentative smile. He couldn’t blame them for reacting the way they had. They’d all been shaken by what happened, and none of them wanted to feel like they had last night again. Charlie had meant what he’d told Nick, he would bleed every last drop of blood from his nose before he let anything hurt any of the people currently seated around his living room. Even if he didn’t understand how. He’d figure it out. He felt Nick’s energy bristle beside him and squeezed his thigh reassuringly. “This wasn’t the main reason we invited you all here, anyway,” he said.
Nick blinked, remembering, too. Charlie got up and went to grab the parchment from the kitchen table where they’d left it.
“We’re not sure how this is meant to help us,” said Charlie, holding it up so everyone could see. “But Eric Blackwood from Blackwood’s Antiques put this through my door last night. He warned me we were in danger and said this was important.”
He handed it to Tara, then sank back down beside Nick while the paper was passed around the room.
“I’ve never seen anything like this before,” said Tara. “What language is this even?”
“No idea.”
“F.W.,” said Tao. “What’s that?”
“Probably someone’s initials,” said Charlie. “No idea whose though.”
“And Mr Blackwood didn’t say anything else about it?” asked Elle.
“He didn’t get a chance before the call disconnected,” said Nick.
“Maybe you should ask your gran,” said Darcy. “Where is she anyway? At work?”
“She’s visiting your grandpa actually, Elle,” said Charlie. He glanced at the clock and realised how late in the afternoon it was getting. Something uneasy sprouted in the pit of his stomach. “She should have been home by now. She only planned to stay one night. I’ll ring her.”
He waited and waited, listening to the phone ring until it switched to voicemail. He typed out a quick text and pressed send. That would have to do for now, he told himself, but his hands remained anxious as he fiddled with his phone.
“The signal at the lake house is pretty bad sometimes,” said Elle. “It’s in the middle of nowhere.”
Charlie chewed at his lip. The house suddenly felt much too big and much too empty around them. He was used to his grandmother being out of the house for long periods of time, but the drop off in communication… after everything, he wanted the people he loved where he could see them.
“We’ll wait with you,” said Isaac softly. “Until she comes home.”
“Why don’t we order pizza and watch a film?” Tao suggested. “Something nice and happy.”
Tara chuckled. “I didn’t realise you knew such films existed, Tao.”
As his friends gently teased Tao and he shot back with as many quips of his own, Charlie set his phone on the arm of the sofa and snuggled up against Nick’s side. He had done pretty well, most of the people he loved were right there with him, supporting him and listening. He suspected Nick had known the others wouldn’t have been able to answer any of the questions they had about the parchment any easier than they had. They’d just wanted an excuse to see them. To remind themselves that they had survived. All of them. Even David.
But when the pizza had been consumed and Nick was falling asleep with his head on Charlie’s lap, Charlie blinked around at the television illuminated room and realised the sun had set. And his gran still wasn’t home. He grabbed his phone and jabbed at the call button. Again, it went straight to voicemail.
He caught Elle watching him in concern from the other sofa. Her expression softened. “If you don’t hear from her by tomorrow maybe we should drive down and see if she’s okay?”
Charlie nodded. “Yeah. Okay.”
“Maybe we should all go,” said Darcy quietly. “The further we are from the hunters, the better I’ll feel.”
✨
The group chat changed everything. Were these idiots actually as stupid as they seemed? With almost no effort, all the information David could ever want just spilt into his inbox. All he’d had to do was pretend to be kidnapped and suddenly he was welcomed with… well, almost open arms.
He had to admit, when the talk had turned to solo magic and how one might do it, David had panicked. He’d fled before anyone could ask him for more information than he was comfortable giving. He knew what witches tended to think about the kind of crystal he kept in his pocket at all times. Maybe it really did bring out the worst in people. But maybe David was already pretty bad before he’d found it.
Maybe David didn’t care.
Anyway, it turned out he hadn’t needed to stay to gather all the intel he needed. By nightfall, he’d learned all their silly little thoughts and theories about Eric Blackwood, learned the little they knew about the warning gift he had delivered through Charlie’s letterbox and unending whining about the fact that Kathleen Spring appeared to be missing after a trip to Hassan’s lake house.
That last thing was interesting. Possibly concerning.
Which was why he had told Harry to meet him in the cathedral grounds at midnight.
“Did you do something to Kathleen Spring?” David asked. He wanted to get this over and done with as soon as possible, it was freezing out and he was admittedly tired after his own night of little sleep.
“No,” said Harry. “After your failed attempt on the coven, we’ve been forced to lay low for a while. Why?”
“She went to visit Hassan Eskander and now it seems she’s missing,”
Harry considered this. “Two elders together. Could they be practising again?”
David shrugged. “The others are going to the lake house tomorrow to check in on her. I’m going to go too, see what I can find out.”
“They still trust you even after last night’s attack?”
“They’re not exactly the brightest bunch,” said David. “They’re scared, but none of them are looking for threats coming from inside the coven. Nick still doesn’t trust me, but I can handle him.”
“Please tell me he doesn’t have dark magic, too,” said Harry.
“I think Charlie’s the only one.”
Harry seemed to read something in David’s thoughtful frown because then he raised his eyebrows knowingly. “You’re intrigued by him.”
David shot him a cold, dark glare. “The closer I get to him, the closer I get to knowing how to kill him.”
✨
“Have you heard from grandpa recently?” Elle asked her dad over dinner that evening. Tao had finally allowed her out of his sight, if only so she could go home and grab some more clothes and things for tomorrow. She didn’t like leaving him either, even if it was just for the night. It was starting to feel like nowadays, if she let the people she loved go, even a little, she might never get them back.
“Not recently,” said Richard. “Why?”
“Charlie’s gran went down to visit him, and now she’s not answering her phone.”
“Well, the service down there is usually a little iffy. I’m sure they’re fine.”
“Hmm… Charlie’s worried anyway. He wants to drive down there tomorrow if he hasn’t heard anything. And it’s our lake house, so…”
“Ellie…” Richard sighed. “It’s your last year of school. You promised me you’d stay home and revise this half-term and you’ve barely even been home.”
“It’ll just be for the day.”
“It’s a four hour round trip on a good day.”
“I’ve driven there and back by myself loads of times, dad. If it makes you feel any better, everyone’s going. Tao and everyone.”
“I’m sure your grandpa doesn’t want to deal with a car full of teenagers turning up at his door without any notice.”
“Dad,” Elle groaned. “What’s the big deal?”
“No big deal. Just… be safe, okay?”
Wincing, she forced a casual nod. Sometimes she did wish she could talk to her dad about all that had been happening lately. Charlie was lucky, he could talk to his gran about magic stuff whenever he wanted. When she was around, anyway. Sometimes Elle felt really close to her dad, closer than a lot of her classmates were to their fathers, but other times she felt she barely knew him at all.
She excused herself to her room early that night and packed a small overnight bag. In the morning, while she truly hoped Kathleen was okay, a large part of her couldn’t wait to get out of Truham just for a bit. She dressed in comfy clothes, ready for a long drive and settled herself on the sofa, scrolling through Insta while she waited for the others to wake up and for Charlie’s final verdict.
It was gone midday by the time her phone pinged with the notification from Nick in the group chat. Kathleen, indeed, had not returned and Charlie wanted to leave as soon as possible. Elle gathered her things and hugged her dad goodbye. “I’ll call you when we get there. And I’ll tell him you say hi, and that you miss him.”
Richard leaned in the open doorway and watched his daughter climb into her car. He gave her a cheerful wave and waited for her to drive away, out of sight before taking out his phone. “Where are you?” he said. “We have a situation on our hands.”
“I’ll be there soon,” said Pauline. “I’ll be home soon.”
“Do you have Kathleen’s phone?”
“Pretty sure it’s with her in the back of my car.”
“Look, I need you to text Charlie and tell him that Kathleen’s coming home.”
“Why?”
Richard scrubbed a hand over his face and shut the front door. “She told Charlie she was going to the lake house. The kids are heading down to check on her. When we made Hassan’s death look like a heart attack, the idea was that the cleaner would find him, not Elle.”
“She won’t,” Pauline insisted. “Kathleen was there when I arrived. I didn’t want to risk leaving behind any sign of magic. No one will find his body. I moved it, cleaned the whole stinking house. It’s been five weeks, Richard. Do you know how disgusting we get after being dead that long? Anyway, it’s better that the kids are out of Truham for now. It gives us some time to figure out what to do with Kathleen.”
✨
With the postcode and good luck Elle had sent via the group chat, Nick drove steadily south towards Margate. The lake house was in the middle of nowhere and even the savviest of sat navs struggled to find it on a good day, apparently. He hoped they wouldn’t need the good luck too badly. If he kept behind Elle’s car then they would be golden.
The eight of them had set off much later than they’d really wanted, but Charlie had kept delaying. He hadn’t wanted to admit that things were bad enough for them to all make the journey. Once again, his brain had made him feel like a burden for dragging his friends on an unwanted road trip. But Nick had encouraged him and reminded him that they all wanted to do this, for Kathleen and for the escape. After Charlie had picked through his lunch, he had turned quietly accepting of the situation and Nick and sent out the message to the others.
It was nice to get away, even if he and Charlie were trapped in the car with David third-wheeling for over two hours. And now, with Charlie in the passenger seat, his worried eyes fixed on the huge black cloud brewing on the horizon, Nick tried to keep optimistic.
“A storm’s coming,” David said helpfully from the back seat.
Nick rolled his eyes. David scoffed.
Then the three of them lapsed into silence for another prolonged amount of time. Nick had started out the drive trying to lift Charlie’s spirits, to make him laugh or at least smile, to ease his worries if only a little bit. But quickly he realised that wasn’t going to work. And most of his usual devices were out of bounds when his brother was present.
“I’m sure your gran’s alright, Charlie,” said David when they had twenty minutes to go and the storm was growing darker.
Lightning flashed as Nick and Charlie exchanged brief, baffled looks.
“I’m a little short on family members,” said Charlie. “So when one goes missing…”
David nodded knowingly. “We’re a little short ourselves, aren’t we, Nick?”
Whenever David did this, and it wasn’t often, Nick used to fall for it, but now he felt the scratch his fake-nice comments made against his brain almost at once. This wasn’t real. This wouldn’t last. He only wanted to lure him in, make him think he cared, then turn it around at the last second. Nick had to be strong, he had to keep him at arm's length or he’d be crushed again. And again and again and again.
“What are you doing, David?”
“What?” David scoffed, jaw dropped in mock-offense. “I’m trying to be nice.”
“That’s not really your normal setting, though, is it?” said Charlie. “What’s changed?”
“Um, I dunno, maybe because a bunch of crazy witch hunters kidnapped us all and tried to kill us? Maybe I want to make amends, you don’t know.”
Nick grimaced and gave his head a little shake. He focused on the road in front of him, on Elle’s car ahead as she made a turning off the motorway.
“I’ve always known you care for Nick deep down,” said Charlie, taking Nick by surprise. Oh no, Charlie hadn’t experienced this thing David did before, he didn’t know what a dangerous cliff was being built. “And the way you protected James, too. You may pretend not to care, but you do.”
“Char…” Nick murmured, and tried to send him a warning look.
“I wish I’d come back sooner,” said David. “I could have helped you deal with everything. With witchcraft.”
“I thought you wanted magic all to yourself,” said Nick.
“Maybe it would have been nice to share something as brothers.”
Nick snorted. “When have you ever shared anything with me?”
Charlie slipped a hand onto Nick’s knee and squeezed. Nick glanced at him, managed a small smile, then tried to let the simple touch ground him as he drove. His hand was steady and cool, familiar and calming.
David shrugged, then turned back to Charlie. “How about you? Does your gran ever talk about magic?”
“Not much, but she said our family can be traced back to the beginning of witchcraft.”
“Which side?” asked David. “Mum or dad?”
Charlie frowned and exchanged another, much more alarmed look with Nick. “Why are you suddenly so interested?”
“Old magic is powerful,” said David. “Tracing it back might help you understand why you’re able to do solo magic suddenly.”
“I…” Charlie folded both hands into his lap and stared down at them. “I just need to find my gran. Then I can focus on… on the rest.”
It was Nick’s turn to pat Charlie’s knee. He managed a smile, too. “We’re almost there.”
In the end it had taken them nearly three hours to get to the lake house, and by the time Nick was pulling up outside, the storm clouds had burst, efficiently drenching as well as darkening the late afternoon. Through the lashing rain, Nick could just about make out the facade of the lake house, its dark windows reflecting the car headlights before they went out, leaving only the quickly rising moon to light their way. The three of them sat in the car for a moment, dreading the inevitable dash to the front door.
“Ready?” Nick asked Charlie.
He merely grimaced, then threw open the car door. Nick threw his coat hood up and braced himself, before throwing himself after Charlie, into the downpour.
They hurried around to the boot, hauled out their bags, then sprinted towards the porch which thankfully provided shelter from the rain, if not from the chill. They heard David grumbling along behind them before he appeared a moment later, hair plastered to his forehead. “It doesn’t look like anyone’s home.”
Nick tried to peer through the narrow window beside the door but the inside was dark.
“Phew, made it!” Darcy exclaimed, coat zipped up to their ears as they arrived with Tara, Tao and Isaac in tow.
“Elle said there’s a key under here,” said Isaac. He ducked down and began to search the flower pots decorating the porch.
“Hey, Elle, where exactly—?” Looking distinctly miserable in a not-at-all-waterproof jacket, Tao looked around for his girlfriend. “Elle?”
Everyone else looked around too. Elle had not followed the others to the door. She was standing a little way past where her car was parked, her back to them. In the distance, Nick glimpsed the shimmering surface of the lake between the trees. “What’s she doing?”
“Elle?” Tao called. But she didn’t reply. The rain was too loud. Tao shrugged his jacket so it covered the back of his neck if not his head, then jogged back out into the rain. Elle only seemed to register his attention when he was right beside her, a hand on her arm.
“Are you okay?” he yelled through the downpour. “Let’s get inside. We’re getting soaked.”
Isaac finally managed to extract the key from one of the flower pots and used it to open the door. He led the way inside. The entranceway was wide, the floors polished, a large staircase sweeping up to a balcony. Nick pushed aside his hood while Charlie checked his own sodden curls in the mirror over a sideboard.
“Did any of you hear that?” Elle shut the door behind them, finally cutting off the racket the storm was making.
“Hear what?” asked Tara, shrugging off her coat.
“I thought I heard someone… a child…”
“Out there?” Tao squinted out the window. “I can’t hear or see anything but rain.”
Nick tried the light switches. “Power’s gone.”
“Yeah,” said Elle, still troubled. “That happens a lot when it rains, and with this storm… no hope. There are candles in the sideboard there.”
Everyone kicked off their shoes and dumped their bags in the entranceway, then followed Elle through into the large open plan living room-kitchen-diner, Nick and Isaac with armfuls of candles.
“Grandpa?” Elle called. “Grandpa?”
“There’s no one here except us,” said David with a huff. He threw himself onto a sofa and kicked off his shoes.
Charlie helped Nick and Isaac set the candles out along every available surface, then together, the three of them had them lit and flickering away in mere seconds. They grinned at each other. Nick hoped little magical things like this would never get old.
“Do we know a hair-drying spell?” Charlie mused.
Nick kissed his soggy hair. “Nope. And I wouldn’t want to attempt one on these beautiful curls. We might set your head on fire.”
“I might be warmer if we did that. Hey—” Charlie’s gaze landed on the armchair closest to him. He plucked from the back a familiar purple scarf. “This is my gran’s. But where would they have gone in this weather?”
Nick shrugged. “Want to try and call her again?”
They sank onto the chair together as Charlie pulled out his phone. “Oh! She’s texted me.”
The others gathered around the living room, eager for an update. “Really?” said Tao. “What did she say?”
“Phone service spotty here. Stopped to see a friend on the way back. Be home tomorrow.”
When Charlie continued to stare down at his phone, Nick nudged his arm. “Hey. That’s good, right? She’s okay. She’s with a friend.”
“Yeah,” said Charlie, blinking up at him. He managed a small breath, then smiled. “Yeah. That’s good.”
“Did she say anything about my grandpa?” asked Elle.
“No,” said Charlie. “But they might have gone together, I suppose.”
David lifted his head from the sofa and addressed Charlie directly, ignoring the others. “We could head back now if you wanted.”
Charlie looked around at his friends’ dishevelled appearances. Sitting in the car for any amount of time as drenched as they were would not be a fun time. “It’s still pouring out there and the storm’s picking up,” he said. “It’s probably safer to stay here for the night. If gran’s not going to be home until tomorrow then it doesn’t matter either way. If that’s okay with you, Elle?”
She nodded. “I’ll text my dad to let him know. There’s a generator in the shed out the back. If we can get that going we can get some proper light in here.”
“We’ll go!” said Darcy, volunteering themself and Tara.
“Ugh! Why do we have to go?” Tara whined.
“Come on, we need some alone time after being cooped up in the car with the others.”
Tara took Darcy’s hand and let them pull them back out into the rain.
“Meanwhile,” said Elle. “Let’s see what grandpa keeps in his drinks cabinet.”
“Now you’re talking!” Tao and Elle flitted off together into the kitchen.
“Are there any torches?” asked Isaac, following them.
“Check under the sink. Here,” said Elle.
Nick and Charlie peeled off their coats and while Charlie hung them up in the hallway, Nick discovered a chest full of soft woollen blankets in the corner of the living room. “I found blankets!”
“Gimmee, gimmee!” Charlie exclaimed, making grabby hands. Nick selected the thickest blanket he could find and wrapped it around Charlie’s shoulders. He went to grab one for himself, but Charlie took his hand and shook his head. “Get in here.” Charlie pulled him into the fold of his blanket and together, they flopped, giggling, onto the vacant sofa as a snuggle burrito.
“You’re right,” said Nick, securing his arms around him while Charlie burrowed closer. “This is much better.”
Elle returned and placed several bowls of picky bits on the coffee table. “Are you two gonna help or just snuggle all evening?”
“We’ll help when we’ve thawed out a bit,” said Charlie, voice muffled against Nick’s chest, eyes closed.
Nick couldn’t find the will to move, not even to help his friends, Charlie was so adorable and warm. He adopted the most innocent puppy dog-eyed look he could muster.
Elle scoffed affectionately but seemed to get the idea. She turned to David. “You, kitchen, now.”
“I’m thawing, too!”
“Pfft! Don’t pretend you’d rather sit in here with these two.”
“Hey!” Nick and Charlie exclaimed at the same time. Then erupted into giggles.
David groaned, but got up to go help the others in the kitchen.
“Thank you, David,” said Elle. “Anyone would have thought we’d dragged you along.” She picked up a torch and turned it on. “Right, I’m gonna go find some towels. That cuddle burrito is a nice idea, but you’re both still soaked.”
“I don’t care,” Nick mumbled. “I’m so warm and toasty right now.”
At this point, the boys were just two tufts of hair poking out from under the blanket. She shook her head, smiling to herself as she went out into the entranceway. There was a guest bedroom downstairs with an en suite. She made her way inside and found several large towels. They smelled a little musty, people rarely used this bathroom, but they were clean and dry. She bundled them into her arms, then headed back across the entranceway, torch in hand.
By the stairs, something caught her eye and made her stop in her tracks. Starting from apparently nowhere, going up the stairs were a set of small, muddy footprints. Elle frowned. None of them had gone up to the first floor yet. And all of them had much bigger feet.
Curious, but her heart inexplicably heavy in her chest, she started up the stairs slowly, careful not to smudge the mud further into the runner. Thunder crackled and lightning flashed, bathing the stairwell in light for just a few seconds. Around she climbed until she got to the landing. The footprints kept going and so she followed them to about halfway down the hall. Where they suddenly stopped. Right beside a small pair of yellow Wellington boots left haphazardly by the wall, as if someone had thrown them off without much care.
What the heck? Whose could they be? She didn’t have any little cousins who might have come to visit her grandpa, wasn’t aware he knew many children.
She turned to go back downstairs but froze. The footprints had vanished. The runner up the stairs was perfectly clean, as she would have sworn it had been when they’d first got there. She spun back around. The wellies were gone, too.
Nope.
Dinner, she reminded herself. Bring the towels to the others and make dinner.
There were no muddy footprints, no wellies, no lost child in the woods. She may be in a house full of witches, but they couldn’t even dry their hair with magic, let alone create such detailed figments of her imagination. Could they?
✨
“What the hell took you so long?” Richard demanded as he let Pauline into his house.
“I’ve been a little busy.” She did look a little less put together than normal, her usually elegant black coat skewiff. She made no move to come in any further than the hall.
“What did you do with Kathleen?”
“She’s safe,” she said. “Knocked out with a few sleeping pills. She’ll be out for hours, trust me.”
Richard began to pace. “What are we going to do? What can we do? We have no magic, still.”
With a huff, Pauline put her hand into her pocket and drew out—a crystal.
“Oh my god,” said Richard. “You found one.”
“Actually, Kathleen did. Hassan had one hidden inside a grandfather clock.”
Richard stopped his pacing. This changed everything. If they could manage to channel enough of the crystal’s power, that was. “We’ve got to figure out a way to fix Kathleen’s memories. We have a crystal, but we need the right spell. We don’t want to risk something that requires too much power when we don’t have a backup.”
“Right,” said Pauline. “And I know exactly where we can find one.”
She instructed him to put his coat and shoes on, then led him out of the house and down the road. Richard did not protest, as much as hated her of all people telling him what to do.
On the edge of town, she led him to a style which they clambered over, into the woods. Phone torches out, they picked their way through the darkened trees, breath misting before them.
Pauline found the cottage quickly. Richard’s breath caught. The place was old and broken down but there was something about it that just… not screamed, but whispered magic.
“This is where I followed them months ago when they bound their coven,” Pauline explained as they stepped inside. “Are you sure they’re not coming back?”
“Elle said they were spending the night.” He looked around, awed at how much stuff their children had gathered. The place was cosy, just the sort of place teenagers might enjoy hanging out. But one only needed to look a little closer before one could tell they were in fact teenage witches.
“They’ve got all the basics,” said Richard, running his fingertips over the spines of the books piled on a shelf. “And some specifically queer witchy stuff, of course. I wonder—”
“Look at all this.”
Richard joined Pauline in a doorway to the right and looked into a smaller room beyond. It was full of plants. “This takes me back to earlier days,” he said. “When we started hanging out together, learning the craft.”
“Yes,” said Pauline. “Before Jane. When it was still fun.” She turned back to the main room and peered around. “Tara doesn’t keep our book at home anymore. After the coven was bound, she kept it close. But if I know her, she would have left it somewhere safe before going out of town.”
She took out the crystal and lifted it before her, eyes closed in deep concentration. Gradually, the crystal flickered and began to glow, brighter and brighter as Pauline moved around the room. By the stairs, it became almost blinding. Pauline tested each step until, on the third try, the floorboard came away loose and opened like a lid. Richard watched her slip a hand inside and take out… a grimoire.
“Impressive,” he said. “We should take the book with us. We’ll make sure it’s back before they return.”
“No,” said Pauline. “We’ll find the spell we need, but this is where Tara puts it for safekeeping, so this is where it stays.”
She sank onto the sofa and settled down to flick through the aged pages of her family grimoire. Richard took a step forward, considering his next move. He decided he couldn’t risk it, he had to take the leap. “Y-you should give me the crystal, Pauline. I’ll hold onto it.”
She pursed her lips but did not look up. “I don’t think so.”
“You haven’t been yourself lately—which is completely understandable. But I think it’s for the best, for both of us, if I keep the crystal.”
Pauline sighed. “I was upset after James’ death,” she admitted. “But this crystal, it gives me hope that things can change—they can get back on track. So, please—” She shot him a glare. “Don’t talk to me like I’m one of your students, Richard. I don’t appreciate it. This time, the crystal stays with me. This time, I do what I want. You don’t stop me. Within reason, of course.”
✨
The lights flickered on as Elle returned with the towels. She handed one to Tao and Isaac, chucked one at David and kept one for herself.
“You okay?” Tao asked.
She nodded. “Yeah, I think I’m just tired.”
He pressed a gentle but warming kiss on her lips, then swooped her with him into the kitchen. “I found some pasta and I thought we could make that sauce you taught me?”
“Okay, sounds fun.”
There was a clatter and the sound of distant thunder as the front door opened and shut. Then, Tara and Darcy entered from the rain, soaked to the skin, but triumphant in their endeavour. “And we have light!” Darcy announced.
Everyone cheered, except David, and Tara and Darcy gave over-dramatic bows. “Thank you, thank you,” Darcy joked. “And we didn’t even get that distracted.” They wiggled their eyebrows at Tara making her giggle.
“Blankets,” said Isaac, bundling a pair into their arms.
“Oh my god, thank you,” Tara exclaimed. “I think my toes are about to fall off, I’m so cold.”
“We’re making dinner!” Tao called from the kitchen.
“Hooray!” said Darcy. “I’m starving.”
“Can we help?” asked Tara.
“I think we have enough hands now, actually,” said Elle.
“Relax and warm up,” said Tao. “Tao and Elle have got this.”
“Um, what have I been doing chopping this veg, then?” Isaac demanded, returning to his station.
“And Isaac!” Tao added.
“Thank you…”
Wrapped in their blankets, Tara and Darcy settled into an armchair together, shivering. Tara let her head fall onto Darcy’s shoulder and closed her eyes, ready for a nap. Meanwhile, Darcy kept an eye on David. He had been tasked with setting the table, but was only doing so with the distinct air of a toddler being asked to go to bed. When he wasn’t pouting like he wasn’t four years older than the rest of them, he kept shooting glances at the bundle of blankets that was Nick and Charlie on the sofa.
But then he caught Darcy’s eye and at their raised eyebrow and backed down.
Darcy snorted. “I think your brother is scared of me.”
“Good,” said Nick from the burrito. “Keeps him on his toes. It’ll help to build character.”
“Aw,” said Tara, opening her eyes and noticing the boys. “You two are snug as two little bugs in a rug.”
Nick smiled down at Charlie, whose face was still smushed against Nick’s chest. “Is he asleep?”
Charlie shifted. “No. I’m just super cosy.” Without opening his eyes, Charlie slid his hands up under Nick’s jumper, in the hopes of gaining even more heat.
“Jesus,” Nick hissed. “How are your hands still freezing?”
“Sorry. I run cold, remember, always have.”
Nick eyed the fireplace opposite, then careful not to jostle Charlie too much, began to extract himself from the blanket. Charlie whined and tried to cling on. “I was going to light the fire. You stay toasty in here.” He bundled the blanket more securely around Charlie, then kissed his forehead.
“I know a better way to start a fire.” David was still setting the table. “Charlie could light the fire himself, couldn’t you, Charlie? With your super special solo magic?”
“Leave it, David,” said Nick, kneeling and reaching for the log basket.
“But what’s wrong with lighting a fire in a fireplace?” asked David. “You had no complaints when it was some guy’s arm.”
Nick chucked several logs into the hearth and tried to ignore his brother. But he could feel Tara and Darcy watching the three of them closely, clearly curious to see whatever magic Charlie could do, too.
“I’m just saying,” said David, shrugging. “Maybe you should try it.”
Nick sighed and turned to Charlie. He was sitting up, still wrapped in the blanket, brow furrowed, deep in thought. “You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to, Char.”
Very slowly, Charlie got to his feet and moved closer to the fireplace. His hair was drying, frizzing a little, curls springing back into place. He looked so cuddly and perfect as he knelt beside Nick before the hearth—and Nick suddenly wanted to tell him, Please, don’t try. He remembered the blood, the empty blue eyes, the exhaustion Charlie had endured on Halloween. Nobody should have to go through such things, not to simply light a fire. Especially not his incredible boyfriend whom he suddenly had the urge to pick up, carry back to the sofa, and bundle him back into his arms so nothing would ever hurt him ever again.
Without meaning to, Nick placed a hand on Charlie’s shoulder. Charlie jumped. Blinked. He’d been so utterly focused on the logs in the fireplace that it was as if he’d forgotten Nick was there, too. His eyes were a little hazy and Nick swallowed down his rising dread. “We could just do it together?”
Charlie nodded slowly. “Okay. Together.”
He held out a hand. Nick took it.
And together, they kindled a flame in the grate, and the room was flooded with warm, flickering light.
Behind them, David scoffed. “Boring.”
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Chapter 16: one nice thing
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Chapter 16 Word Count: 10256
Content Warnings: non-explicit sex, kidnap, alcohol, misgendering, description of a dead body
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chapter sixteen: one nice thing
Ever since she’d been really little, one of her favourite things about her grandpa’s lake house was the humongous clawfoot bathtub in the master bathroom. When she was small, she’d been able to bob about with her boats and her ducks to her heart's content. Now she was older, the peaceful solitude from her father and grandfather’s strange, distrustful dynamic was found with bubbles up to her ears, gentle music playing and candles lit. This evening, the final piece of the relaxation puzzle had come in the form of Darcy shoving a full bottle of red wine into her hands when she’d announced her intentions to have a bath.
Elle sipped from the bottle, eyes closed, and let herself breathe. Despite the initial reason for the trip, the eight of them had managed to turn it into one of the nicest evenings they’d had in a while. After years of Tao’s film nights and ordinary sleepovers, a change had been welcome, and they had fallen into their normal dynamic. With the added bonus of Charlie and the added nuisance of David. Cooking was one of her and Tao’s favourite things to do together, and with Isaac as their sous chef, it had been extra fun.
All the while, Elle couldn’t help but remember those mysterious muddy footprints, the child calling out from the stormy woods, the disappearing wellies. Tao had been loving and cuddly all evening but she’d had to get away, out of that room where she couldn’t dampen the others’ joy, nor could she sit inside it any longer.
With a deep breath, she set her wine down and sank deeper into the warm, bubbly water. In… and out. Those strange things didn’t mean anything bad, they were just her imagination, the storm playing tricks on her, they were just…
Her hand touched something in the water.
Something slippery.
She opened her eyes as she brought her hand back out of the water. It was full of seaweed.
What the fuck?
She brought up her other hand—that was full of seaweed, too. She blinked. The bubbles had been replaced with a green and brown, slimey, seaweedy soup.
Elle screamed. She threw herself out of the bath, slipping and sliding on the tiled floor as she grabbed for her towel. She bundled it around herself and, still dripping, she hurtled across the master bedroom, into the hall. She threw her head over the balcony.
“Tara!” she hissed. “Charlie!”
The two of them looked up in confusion, the pyjamas they’d extracted from their bags bundled in their arms.
“Can you come up here a second?”
At the sight of her undoubtedly horrified expression, they hurried up the stairs. “My bath,” Elle gasped as she led the way back towards the bathroom. “It was normal, and then suddenly it was full of seaweed—I don’t understand—it was so gross, I feel kind of sick…”
“Hey, hey, it’s okay,” said Tara. “Take some deep breaths, yeah?”
“Is it through here?” asked Charlie. Elle nodded. She perched on the bed, unable to face the bathroom again so soon, her skin was still crawling. Tara stayed beside her while Charlie inched into the bathroom.
“Everything looks normal,” he said.
Elle looked up at Tara, staring. “What?”
“It’s just bubbles.”
Unable to stand the pitying look Tara was giving her, Elle brushed her comfort aside and stormed into the bathroom. Only to find Charlie standing there, giving her a very similar look. She pushed past him and stared into the bath. At the water and the bubbles.
“But it—it was filled with weeds,” she gasped. “I swear, I’m not going crazy.”
“Maybe you drank too much wine,” said Tara.
“I’m not drunk,” Elle insisted.
“Did you fall asleep?” asked Charlie. “Maybe it was a—”
“It was not a nightmare!”
Tara and Charlie exchanged looks and Elle’s blood boiled further. She put a hand to her forehead and tried to take a deep breath. “No. Y-you’re right. I— Just forget it. I think I need to be alone. Please?” And she ushered them both back out the door.
Before she could shut it behind her, Tara turned. “Are you sure you’re alright?”
Elle sighed. She looked between her two friends, at their furrowed brows, their worry for her mental wellbeing. As much as it grated on her nerves, she couldn’t be too mad at them. Only… at the sight of Charlie’s searching blue eyes, her stomach dropped. Could it be? Surely not…
“This—this wasn’t you,” she heard herself say. “Was it?”
Charlie blinked at her. “What?”
“You didn’t accidentally do some creepy weird solo magic on me, did you?” It was difficult to keep her voice steady, not to raise it, even when Charlie’s eyes widened and he looked so small . “The voice, the wellies—it was all you!”
“What are you talking about?” Tara demanded. “Why would Charlie do that?”
Elle opened her mouth, to say what she didn’t know, all she knew was that she would probably come to regret it later. She shook her head, turned on her heel and slammed the bathroom door behind her.
Charlie stared at the wood of the door, faintly aware of Tara turning her concern on him. “Charlie? Are you okay? That was… unfair of her. But I think she’s just tired and… freaked out.”
“I—I’m okay. I’m just gonna…” He readjusted his grip on the clothes in his arms. “I’m just gonna go and get changed.”
✨
Charlie had been aiming for a spare bedroom, but when he’d hurried down the hall, away from Tara and the situation with Elle, the room he stumbled into was entirely better.
It was a study, he realised, though one might have called it a library. Large, dark wooden bookcases lined every available stretch of wall. Underfoot, an antique-looking Persian rug. In the centre, a large mahogany desk complete with an ornate lamp with an emerald green shade. He moved to the window and looked out at what he assumed would have been a perfect view of the lake if it wasn’t pitch dark and storming outside.
He changed his clothes as quickly as he could. In lieu of pyjamas he’d opted for some soft joggers and the jumper Nick had worn all day yesterday. He tried to sort out the frizzy mess that was his air-dried hair, but with only the glass section of one bookcase to use, he gave up quickly.
A framed photo sat on the nearest shelf. It showed a younger Hassan with a small, excitable-looking child perched on his knee. Charlie peered closer and realised the child must be Elle. She looked about seven. Cute.
He gave one last ruffle to his hair, then turned to bundle his clothes into his arms. He had every intention of going back downstairs to hang out with the others, but as he eyed the vintage armchair in the corner, he longed to curl up there, maybe with a good book, rather than deal with the overwhelming reality.
A soft knock on the door brought him out of his reverie.
“It’s me.”
“Come in.”
Nick stepped inside, his own change of clothes under his arm. “You look so adorable right now.”
“So do you.”
Nick closed the door and dropped his clothes onto the chair. “Come here.” Charlie dumped his clothes, too, and folded himself into Nick’s embrace. They had been doing little else but cuddle all evening, but Charlie didn’t think he’d ever get tired of it.
“Tara told me what happened with Elle.” Nick drew Charlie’s face between his hands and pressed a kiss to his forehead. “She was way out of line, Char. I’m kind of pissed off with her, to be honest. Does she know you at all? There’s no way you would do something so needlessly cruel.”
Charlie couldn’t help but smile a little. Nick had so much faith in him. But at the same time… “But what if I did?” Charlie tangled his hands in the sides of Nick’s hoodie. “I—I didn’t mean to burn Ben’s arm. Who knows what I’m capable of? I could have filled Elle’s bath with weeds, I don’t know.”
Nick sighed. “Charlie, I know you know that’s not true.”
“Then what was it then? I know what it’s like to have something scary and strange happen only for there to be suddenly no evidence. After that fire in the cafe, I thought I was going crazy.”
“But that was before you knew about magic. Elle knows.”
“Yeah,” said Charlie. “And she knows about me.” He stepped away, flitted anxiously to the wall, looking at but not really seeing the books lining it.
“And about David,” said Nick. “It could have been him.”
Charlie frowned. “I don’t think it was David. It doesn’t make sense. Why would he target her specifically?”
“Who knows at this point, he’s been acting so oddly today.”
Charlie turned away from the books to find Nick leaning against the desk, arms folded, brow furrowed. He moved to lean beside him. “He seems to be trying to be nice.”
“That’s what he does,” Nick scoffed. “He’s done the same thing my entire life. Gaslights me into thinking he might actually love me and then turns it around at the last second.”
“Oh, Nick…” Charlie wrapped his arms around his waist and leaned his head on his shoulder. “I’m sorry he’s so shit. I hate the thought of you growing up with a brother like that . And I hate having to rely on him now to strengthen the coven.” Charlie lifted his head as Nick grimaced. He looked into his warm brown eyes. “I… I do want to know how I did solo magic. If I can figure it out, then I want to. I want to be able to protect you and everyone else if—if the time comes again.”
Several conflicting thoughts seemed to chase each other around Nick’s head then as he studied Charlie’s face. “F-from the outside,” he said, slowly. “It seemed like you went into some kind of daze afterwards. I thought you were just in shock at first, but whatever you did, I think it zapped your energy, like majorly. You were like a—a shell.”
Charlie chewed at his lip, trying to remember everything he had been trying to repress. “My brain was so foggy, I barely remember details. It’s all kind of a blur. Except…”
“What is it? What do you remember?”
“Fear,” said Charlie. “Fear, beyond anything I’ve ever felt in my life, and… anger. When Ben picked up your jar, I— that’s what made the fire happen? My… anger? And fear?”
Nick’s eyes widened, practically glittering. “Maybe it’s big emotions,” he said. “Big, intense feelings that… I dunno, helped push power out of you when you couldn’t do anything else to fight.”
“Do you think so?”
“Yes! Of course, I knew you had the power, the question was how and you—you feel so much, it makes sense!”
Nick’s hands were so warm at Charlie’s hips and he couldn’t help but match his grin. He’d been feeling so awful, so disgusted with himself before Nick had arrived and now… Charlie kissed him deeply. Nick surged forward, collecting Charlie up and placing him on the desktop.
“I feel big emotions around you all the time but it doesn’t make me do solo magic.” Nick bent to kiss his throat.
Utterly breathless, Charlie curled his fingers around his biceps. “Maybe those emotions just haven’t been big enough.”
Nick drew back, and he looked so genuinely alarmed that Charlie burst out into giggles. He took a fistful of Nick’s hoodie and yanked him back down to him, Nick laughing, too. But soon, the laughter turned back into gasping breath. The sound mingled with the roar of the storm outside, as they twisted together against the desk.
“You were meant to be getting changed,” Charlie whispered between kisses. “Want some help?”
He tugged at the hem of Nick’s hoodie and, after a nod of consent, he dragged it up over his head. Nick tossed his t-shirt aside with it as Charlie did the same with his own.
“God,” Nick gasped, as they both took in the sight of each other shirtless like this for the first time. “You are so fucking hot.”
“Me? You—”
Nick shut him up with another kiss, taking his face in his hand. Charlie’s eyes fell closed, but he heard a soft click and realised that Nick was working on getting his belt undone. Charlie opened his eyes, confirmed his suspicion and slid off the desk. He had waited way too long to get Nick’s trousers off, there was no way he was about to let him do it for him. He grasped Nick’s shoulders and backed him up until his back collided with a bookcase.
“Charlie…” he gasped.
“Hey… Let me.” He hadn’t meant to be so rough with him, but he felt his pulse stutter, and his brown eyes glittered like he had zero complaints. Charlie kissed him all the way back into the bookcase, then put his mouth to his throat, more intoxicated than ever by the smell and taste of him, the warmth of his body. The soft glow of the desk lamp drifted above their heads… because it had left the desk long ago, along with several books which had freed themselves from their cases.
Charlie pressed his lips to Nick’s chest, felt the pounding of his heartbeat against his mouth. Was something about to catch fire? It seemed possible, so Charlie worked his way down slowly. He opened his mouth, glided his lips and tongue down Nick’s throat, ghosted his fingers over the sides of his ribs. Nick tangled his hand in Charlie’s hair, but nothing burned.
Charlie licked the sloping divots of muscle at his hips, pressing his thumbs into them. Nick’s breath hitched. Still, nothing caught fire.
Charlie’s heart stumbled. This was officially happening.
He skated his nose down in a line to Nick’s belt, kissing the velvety-soft skin right above his waistline, and only then he undid the buckle. Charlie slid his fingers into Nick’s jeans, then dragged his fingernails along his thighs as he pulled them down; Nick shivered, and kicked them the rest of the way off.
Charlie straightened up, and Nick’s hand dropped out of his hair. He caught it, and pressed a kiss to his knuckles. “Is this okay?”
Nick grinned. Maybe something was burning—Nick’s eyes fixed on Charlie’s face.
“This is perfect—” He broke off as Charlie pressed a slow, open-mouthed kiss into his palm, then dragged his tongue up to the sensitive spot between his thumb and index finger. Charlie rolled the skin there between his teeth, then licked his way up his finger, and slipped it into his mouth.
Nick’s free hand grasped at Charlie’s hips, and he drew a shuddering breath. Before Charlie could blink, he found himself on the desk again. Somehow, one-handed, Nick made very speedy work of Charlie’s joggers, his other hand cupping Charlie’s face, his thumb dragging over his lips.
Charlie felt the soft fabric come away in one hard pull, and gasped at the sudden rush of air against his skin. Nick’s fingers slipped into the elastic of Charlie’s boxers; he skated his mouth over Charlie’s hip bones, rippling goosebumps down his arms, down the back of his neck.
The wave of adrenaline crashing through Charlie had reached a new peak, and sprawled across the desk, he propped himself up on his elbows. “Nick.”
“Mmm?” The soft hum of his voice vibrated through Charlie’s skin, and his toes curled.
“Take those off.”
Nick pulled back, smirking. “Mine or yours?”
“Both, obviously!”
Charlie watched as Nick moved back a step and stripped off his boxers. He tossed them into the pile with the rest of their clothes.
It was Charlie’s first uninterrupted look at Nick’s body, and he was almost dizzy . The sweep of Nick’s muscles, all firm and graceful, taut and corded in in the way they get when he’s turned on. And he is turned on, which Charlie can see very clearly, now that nothing is in the way.
So, he has a lot to work with. That’s cool. That’s chill. That’s…
Charlie swallowed hard. He was staggered by the way that just looking was sending waves of tingling pleasure up his body. “You’re, um—well-proportioned, hey?”
Nick laughed, his blush spreading much further down than just his face. He stepped closer to Charlie on the desk and pressed another kiss to his hip bone. “Your turn?” He looked up at him through his eyelashes and waited for Charlie’s nod, for his murmured, “Yes,” then slid his boxers off.
Elevated as he was on the desk, and completely bare, Charlie tried not to show how very exposed he felt. How very vulnerable he felt after looking at Nick with all of his blushy confidence. He ran a hand through his frizzy curls and stared Nick right in the eyes.
Nick stood there, just looking at him, the way Charlie had been looking at him. Charlie’s underwear slipped out of his hand and tumbled to the floor. His eyes had gone a darker brown than Charlie had ever seen them, and his lips were pinned between his teeth.
“Fuck,” Nick finally said. “God!” He dove for his neck with his mouth with such enthusiasm that Charlie fell flat on his back on the desktop. He twined his arms around Nick and brought him down with him. “ I might be about to set something on fire by accident.”
“Let’s hope not,” Charlie stammered, his fingers raking down Nick’s spine. “Then Elle would be even more mad at me.”
A startled laugh escaped Nick’s throat, but Charlie only has a second to wonder at the sound before Nick flattened his body against his. For the first time, with no barriers between them.
A sharp, shivering exhale slipped past Charlie’s lips, and Nick let out a soft groan, his voice raspy and rough. Charlie wrapped his legs around him, and Nick slid a hand up Charlie’s outer thigh. He caught Charlie’s lip between his teeth, worked his tongue against his like it was the sweetest thing he’d ever tasted.
And Charlie felt as if he might have ascended. This felt so good, he would have been fine doing only this, so long as they did it for hours and hours…
Nick pulled back and gazed down at him, brown eyes wide. He was breathless, smiling, with some wild, bright expression on his face.
“What?” Charlie asked, tracing his fingers along his collarbone.
“The way your magic feels right now… It’s… I’ve never felt anything like this.”
They’d never been naked and intertwined together, beneath a thunderstorm in the middle of nowhere before, so that made sense.
“I’m really enjoying myself,” said Charlie, folding his arms around Nick’s neck. Charlie had thought his cheeks were at maximum blush, but the second he realised what he had said, they flared even more. But Nick’s huge smile grew wider, and he bent to brush his lips against Charlie’s ear.
“Charlie,” he whispered, and that single sound sent a wave of heat rolling through him.
Nick kissed him again, this time so deeply that everything else became fuzzy; Charlie couldn’t think of anything but him, the feeling of his glossy auburn hair between his fingers, his body pressed against his own.
Nick drew back and touched his fingers to Charlie’s mouth. Charlie took his wrist in his hands, then started to nibble and lick each individual joint, every swell of muscle, intending to give him a long and luxurious treatment. But as soon as Nick’s fingers were slick again, he drew them away, and drifted them down Charlie’s body.
His hand traced down his thigh, then back up. His fingers wrapped around him and Charlie shuddered beneath his touch. He dropped his head back onto the mahogany as Nick slowly started to build a rhythm. Charlie would have closed his eyes, but Nick locked his gaze in his own and held it there, and Charlie couldn’t look away, couldn’t do anything. Only cling to him tightly, his fingertips digging into the muscle of his shoulders.
Nick seemed to be enjoying this as much as Charlie was, feeding on the tremors of Charlie’s body, the breathless sounds rising up and out of his mouth. Charlie could see it in his eyes, since he still had him nailed to the desk with that rich-honey stare.
No , Charlie thought desperately. He’d been waiting too long, and this felt so fucking good, and—it was about to be over, way too soon. He could tell, especially as Nick dipped his head to push a kiss to the hollow of Charlie’s throat. His elbow was braced beside Charlie’s head; a vein in his arm raised from the effort. Charlie turned his head and dragged his tongue over it.
Nick made a deep, stuttering sound against Charlie’s throat, and Charlie knew there was no point even trying to put off what was about to happen —
He let out a moan of protest as Nick’s hand abruptly eased up.
“Don’t you dare,” Nick whispered, a little smile on his face. “Not yet. I’m not done with you.”
Charlie wasn’t sure what would be on the play menu for their first time doing something like this, so it was a delightful surprise when Nick started kissing his way down his stomach, but—
He stopped and caught Charlie’s eye again, his mouth only a breath away from where Charlie needed it to be. What was he waiting for?
“Nick, please.” Charlie would have been furious if he could focus on anything but the warmth of Nick’s breath against him. He could feel every inhale, every exhale.
But still, Nick waited there. Charlie could hardly take it anymore. In his desperation, he slid his fingers into Nick’s hair and tried to push his head down—but he wouldn’t let him.
“Char…” Nick’s voice was a low, husky purr. “I’ve been waiting for this for so long. I’m taking a second to enjoy the view.” He cocked his head to the side. “And… it’s fun to watch you squirm.”
“Okay, you know what?” Charlie propped himself up on his elbows to glare at him. “I’m gonna—”
He fell back against the desk, choking on his words. His hands fumbled their way back into Nick’s hair, and he held on tight. He flung an arm over his mouth, to stifle what would otherwise have been a stupid amount of noise. His name rode a dazed laugh out of Charlie’s mouth. Not because anything was funny, but because Charlie was blissed-out to the point of giddiness.
Charlie’s hips pushed up off the bed, chasing the heat of his mouth, before he collapsed, breathing like he’d just run a marathon.
Nick rolled to the side, careful not to fall off the desk as he dragged the back of his hand over his lips.
It took Charlie a moment to blink himself back into the real world. When he did, he grabbed Nick’s wrist and yanked him back up towards him. There was no way they were done.
Charlie rolled them so Nick was on his back, but he didn’t dive in straight away. Nick had nearly teased him to death, so it was payback time.
By the time Charlie pulled back to catch his breath, Nick’s head was tipped back, his eyes closed, lips slightly parted. His cheeks had turned a burnt crimson. Charlie had to stop and absorb the sight for a moment. There he was, Nick, his person, bare and unwound beneath him, all skin and heightened breath, and with that look on his face. Charlie could almost laugh, but—he had better things to be doing.
Enough teasing.
He dropped his head, and began with a long, leisurely swirl of his tongue. A quiet “fuck” escaped Nick’s mouth. His hand swept into Charlie’s hair, his breathing ragged and deep. Charlie took his time with him, going slowly. He figured that one, thoughtful, well-placed touch was worth ten sloppy ones, and he was not about to rush towards their end goal. He wanted to build it in layers of pleasure, wanted to find out how many Nick could take.
To his credit, he held out for quite a few. Charlie went slowly, meticulously, paying close attention to the way his body tensed and relaxed at each movement. He left just enough time for Nick to fully absorb the impact of each touch before Charlie moved onto the next. He listened to the way his breaths began to melt and drag together, until they suddenly turned short and sharp.
Charlie felt a tremor move through him. He looked up and found him watching him, panting, propped up on an elbow, his eyebrows drawn together.
Charlie sank his fingernails into his thighs, and pushed him over the edge. Nick tightened his grip in Charlie’s hair, and let out a sharp, hoarse sound Charlie thought he’d probably never forget for the rest of his life.
It took a long, long moment for Nick’s breathing to slow down.
When it did, he reached for him, and drew him close. Charlie snuggled up at his side the best he could on the hard wooden desk. For a few minutes, the only sound was the hammering of the downpour on the roof, and the fluttering of the books in flight above them, of the lamp bumping against the ceiling.
“Oh my god,” said Nick, staring up at the tumbling objects.
“That was—” Charlie was still out of breath. “Whatever that was, that was not solo magic.”
“Definitely not.”
“And my brain is all foggy in an entirely different, much much nicer way.”
Nick tipped his head to look at him, grinning, and they both burst into dazed laughter. He squeezed Charlie closer to him, and Charlie planted a gentle kiss on his jaw.
Charlie fell silent, gazing upwards. The emerald lamp, still bobbing around the ceiling, was altogether closer than it should have been, he noticed. The worn, soft pages of a book brushed his foot on its way past.
“What are you looking at, Char? Come back here.”
“Nick, the desk. It’s floating.”
With some reluctance, Nick detached himself from Charlie’s jaw to peer down at the floor. Where it lay several metres below them. He gasped and moved back so suddenly, he almost sent Charlie toppling over the other side. “Oh my god, don’t fall!” They grasped onto each other, keeping as much to the middle of the admittedly large desk as they could. Their eyes met, and they burst into giggles.
“Okay, let’s—we can fix this…”
“Okay, okay…”
There was no need to move, or to close their eyes, there was only to think and breathe and feel… and slowly, gently, the desk beneath them floated back into place on the floor. The books swooped and danced back into their homes and finally, as Nick and Charlie sat up, the lamp landed in its spot where their heads had been a moment before.
They climbed off the desk, still giddy and chuckling to themselves, poking and prodding at each other as they redressed.
“Maybe it’s only big, negative emotions that trigger me,” said Charlie, letting Nick’s jumper fall down over his head.
Nick stood up from the chair where he’d been pulling on some cosy socks. “Are you sure?” He smirked. His hair was a disaster. “Maybe we should test it again?”
Charlie grinned and patted his cheek. He kissed him softly. “I love you.”
“I love you.”
There was a knock on the door. And both of them jumped.
A second later, the door opened and Tao stepped inside. And saw their ruffled states, saw their undoubtedly flushed faces.
“Oh god,” Tao groaned. “Please, tell me you were not just having sex in Elle’s grandpa’s very tasteful and classy library?”
Nick and Charlie shifted awkwardly, guilty.
“Ugh!” Tao turned away from the pair of them, eyes screwed shut. “We’re playing truth or dare in the living room if you want to join.”
“Really?” said Charlie. “I was just thinking it was bedtime.”
Tao raised his eyebrows. “Not all of us are as insatiable as you two.”
Charlie shut the door behind them. “I don’t believe that for a second, Tao Xu.”
✨
Things had turned out so much easier than Pauline could ever have expected. Yes, cleaning out Hassan’s house had not been fun. The measly cleaning spells she’d managed to remember channelled through the crystal had helped, but humans were gross when long dead. She could still smell bleach on her fingertips, but it was better than the alternative. Richard going to prison would not be ideal, not when he was the only person left who knew her, truly and properly. Even if he was annoyingly buttoned up when he wasn’t annoyingly jovial. But being able to do the next part of her task in the comfort of her own home, that was nice.
She managed to lug Kathleen into her living room with relative ease. The older woman was small and light, her body looking frailer and older than ever as her head lolled against the armrest of the sofa.
“I won’t lie,” said Pauline, taking a breath and standing up. “I’ve never really liked you. And not just because you and the elders took away our power—which, of course, would be reason enough. Long before that, I always found you to be smug and self-righteous. And dull. Which is why I’m so pleased to do this spell.”
She knelt close to where Kathleen lay, and took out the crystal.
“If I can control everything you say and do, then I think we could be great friends, hmm? And isn’t that what witchcraft and covens are all about? Friendship? I’m sure you’ll agree… in just a moment.” And she lifted the crystal.
✨
Charlie couldn’t find the capacity to be too embarrassed. He didn’t want to let Nick go any time soon, and he clung right back as they joined the others in the living room. They sank onto the sofa beside Isaac, feeling distinctly ruffled, but not caring in the slightest. Not even when Tao announced how he’d found them to the group. “In the library of all places!”
“Wooo! Go Nick and Charlie!” Darcy cheered, past tipsy and now in full drunk territory. “Against a bookcase, very classy.”
“Desk,” Nick muttered, accepting Tao’s offered beer and taking a sip. “There was a desk.”
Darcy’s jaw dropped open. The stunned silence was only broken by a strange choking noise—David, who was nursing his own beer in an armchair, spluttered and coughed, determinedly not looking either Nick or Charlie in the eye.
“I knew sending Nick to cheer you up would work,” said Tara, giggling. “But I didn’t realise just how much.”
Charlie laughed. “Yeah, thanks, Tara.” He leaned against Nick beside him on the sofa and Nick draped an arm around him. “He definitely helped.”
“Hooray for desk sex!” Darcy cried, throwing their arms in the air. “Now, let’s play truth or dare.”
“We are way too sober for this,” Nick murmured to Charlie as Darcy selected a bottle to spin.
“I’m not complaining,” Charlie whispered. “We wouldn’t have been able to do what we just did if we were drunk.”
Nick grinned and nuzzled his nose into Charlie’s hair. “True.”
Isaac set his book aside, Elle poured more wine, and Tao settled in the remaining armchair. Darcy placed the half-empty vodka bottle in the middle of the coffee table and cleared the space around it. “Ready?” They spun the bottle. “Truth or dare, Princess T?”
Tara grinned. “Dare.”
“I dare you… to remove a sock using only your teeth.”
“That’s so hard, oh my god,” said Tao.
“Hm,” said Tara. “How tame.”
Expression calmly neutral, Tara reached down with her mouth, grasped her sock in her teeth and pulled. The sock easily slipped off her foot until it was dangling from her teeth. She plucked it free and whapped Darcy over the head with it, giggling.
“Alright, alright, I’m impressed, I’m impressed,” Darcy laughed, batting their girlfriend away. “Your turn to spin.”
Tara replaced her sock onto her foot, then spun the bottle. “Elle, truth or dare?”
The other girl blinked across at her, as if her head had been elsewhere. She waved her hand. “Truth, I suppose.”
Tara thought for a moment. “Oh, I know! Rank everyone else in the room from favourite to least favourite.”
“What?” Tao cried. “That’s not fair!”
“Ugh!” Elle groaned. “Tao, everyone else, David. End of.”
At once, Tao turned from indignant to jubilant. “Aw, babe, I’m your favourite?”
“Of course you are silly.” She managed a small smile, though she still seemed preoccupied. Charlie could tell Nick was holding his tongue. Even if Charlie was sympathetic to Elle’s struggles, he was also secretly pleased at Nick’s indignance on his behalf.
“Elle, your turn,” Darcy prodded.
She did so. It landed on David.
“I’m not playing.”
“Why not?” Darcy whined. “You too chicken?”
David merely glared at them. When they didn’t back down, and he noticed everyone watching him expectantly, too, he let out a groan of annoyance. He rolled his eyes. “Fine. Dare.”
Elle sank back against the sofa cushions, resting her wine glass against her forehead, eyes closed. After several long moments, she opened them and sighed. “I give up. Someone else think of one.”
“I dare you,” said Charlie. “To say one nice thing about each person in the room.”
Nick snorted, mouth agape.
“Yes, Charlie!” Darcy lifted their cup in celebration of such a good dare. Then, everyone fell quiet once again to watch the battle of emotions playing across David’s face. Slowly, he turned to the first person on his left. Tara. She smiled expectantly, trying not to laugh.
“Nick had a crush on you when he was thirteen and it was very embarrassing.” David turned quickly to Darcy. “You’re kind of terrifying.” Darcy gave a little bow. David turned to Elle. “I’ve seen your art on Instagram. Some of it’s good.” Tao. “That pasta you made was really nice.” Isaac. “You’ve never said anything backhanded or rude to me, unlike the others.” Charlie.
David seemed to get stuck on Charlie. “Um…”
“Go on, David,” Tara giggled. “You can do it.”
Charlie tried not to laugh at the utter terror on David’s face. He felt Nick’s arm tense around his shoulders and made an effort to cuddle himself closer. “You don’t have to force yourself if you can’t think of anything.”
Nick tsked, scoffed, and to stop himself from snapping at his brother, took a sip of his drink.
David sipped, too, closed his eyes, took a breath, then mumbled, “Youseemtomakemybrotherhappy.”
Everyone stared at him, incredulous.
“What?” Darcy yelled. “I didn’t get that.”
David opened his eyes but still couldn’t look directly at Charlie. “You seem to make my brother happy.” He took another, much bigger swig of his beer. “There,” he said. “Done.”
The others gazed at David, unable to believe he could come out with something so sweet and lovely.
“Um, hang on,” said Charlie. “You didn’t say anything about Nick.”
“He doesn’t have to,” said Nick quickly, shaking his head. “There isn’t anything—”
“One time you made me play tea parties with you and, even though I pretended to hate it, I actually had a pretty fun time.”
Nick stared. “The time when you poured juice all over Pooh and Piglet and they were stained forever?”
“Shit,” said David. “Yeah, I forgot about that. S-sorry.”
Charlie patted Nick’s arm as he pouted. The image of little Nick playing tea parties with Winnie the Pooh characters was entirely too adorable, despite little David. It was nice to think of them getting along and playing together even if it had ended in a juice-based disaster.
“There you go,” said Tara. “That wasn’t so difficult, was it?”
“Your turn to spin,” said Darcy.
David leaned forward to spin the bottle. A moment later, and Charlie found the bottle lid facing him.
“Truth or dare?”
“Dare.”
Unlike his list of nice things, David seemed to have a dare locked and loaded. “I dare you to do solo magic. Right here, right now.”
An uncomfortable silence descended on the eight of them. Every single eye turned to look at Charlie, who squirmed in his seat.
“David, no,” said Nick. “Think of something else.”
“Charlie can defend himself, surely,” said David.
“Look,” said Charlie on an exhale. “I would do it if I knew how.” He glanced sideways at Nick, who looked even more worried about this than Charlie felt. “We think it might be something to do with big, negative emotions, but unless you plan to scare the shit out of me or make me really, really angry, then I’m not sure it’s gonna happen I’m afraid.”
Even though they tried not to show it, Charlie could tell they were all disappointed. Elle still couldn’t seem to look at him directly.
“I’m sorry,” he said. “I understand that you got your hopes up, but… I’m just sorry.”
“You have nothing to be sorry about,” said Nick. He rubbed a hand over Charlie’s shoulder. “Can the rest of you please stop poking at Charlie to do it? At least until we figure it out a bit more. It wasn’t exactly a fun experience for him the first time around—I don’t know if any of you remember the blood coming from his nose, but I fucking do. Anyone who asks again is just being fucking selfish…”
The last part came out as more of a mumble, but Charlie could tell the others heard it, loud and clear. He met Nick’s eye, asking silently if he was okay. Nick nodded, then let his head fall onto Charlie’s shoulder. He was starting to wonder who had been more traumatised by the solo magic thing, himself or Nick.
“I’m really sorry, Charlie,” said Isaac. “I remember the blood, too. No one should ever be forced to do something that makes you look like and feel like that afterwards.”
“Thanks, Isaac,” said Charlie. “Even though you’ve nothing to apologise for.”
“We’re sorry, too,” said Tao. “Really.”
The others nodded in agreement. Well, except David who had flopped back in his chair, another beer acquired from somewhere, once again channelling moody toddler.
And except for Elle. “Then why did you put those weeds in my bath?”
All eyes turned to her, gobsmacked. Nick raised his head to glare at her.
“Elle,” said Tara. “That wasn’t Charlie, we’ve been through this.”
“Why would he do something like that?” said Isaac.
“I don’t know, okay!” Elle put down her wine and rubbed her hands over her eyes. “But something freaky and horrible is going on—ever since we got here—and none of you can see it!”
“Elle,” said Tao, as shocked as the rest of them. He reached out a tentative hand. “What’s going on?”
Dodging his offer of comfort, Elle shot to her feet, jittery and panicked. There was a blazing heat in her dark eyes which Charlie had never seen there before, not to this extent. “You need to sort your shit out, Charlie, before someone you actually care about gets hurt!”
“What the fuck?” Nick was on his feet before any of the others could react. “Don’t talk to him like that!”
“That’s not fair, Elle.”
“Why would he even—?”
“I don’t understand—”
“How could you accuse Charlie?”
Elle’s eyes shone as she looked around at them all. She swallowed hard, like she was forcing back tears. Charlie didn’t know what to say. He didn’t know how to convince her. The complimentary words of his other friends barely permeated. It didn’t matter what he had or hadn’t done. Something had been happening to Elle all night? And none of the others had noticed? Not even Tao?
He couldn’t blame Elle for dodging Tao’s offered comfort yet again. Couldn’t blame her for wanting to get away from all of them. She stormed out of the room, and they listened as she yanked the front door open. Charlie leapt to his feet. “Let me talk to her. No, Tao, let me.”
Out in the hall, Charlie shoved his feet into his still-drying shoes, shrugged on his still-damp coat, then followed Elle out into the rain. “Elle?” he called. “You out here?”
The rain had lessened, but the clouds overhead were still dark and crackling with thunder. Charlie peered around at the front driveway. There was no sign of Elle. Light was streaming from her car. He crunched closer along the gravel and realised the car was in fact idling, the driver’s side door hanging open. Frowning, Charlie moved close enough to look inside. He turned off the engine. The sound of the engine died as well as the light, leaving only that from the house to illuminate the coat thrown hastily onto the passenger seat. He picked it up. It was Elle’s.
He closed the car door and hugged the coat to himself as he edged towards the treeline. The lake glimmered in the distance, and between himself and it, a dense layer of trees and foliage, perfect for getting lost in.
Just then, a small figure in blue darted between the trees.
There and gone again in a second.
“Elle?”
But Elle hadn’t been wearing blue. With no other option, Charlie hurried after them, into the woods. “Elle?”
The ground was squelchy and slippery underfoot, the rain turning the fallen leaves to sludge. He wanted to go faster but with the trees so tightly packed together, it was difficult not to trip over in the dark. He stopped a little way in to orient himself and think about this for a second, when a little boy stepped out from behind a nearby tree. He looked about seven. He just stood there, observing Charlie curiously, his blue raincoat shiney with water.
“Hi,” said Charlie. “Are you alright? Where are your parents?”
The boy merely considered him for a moment longer, then turned and ran back off into the trees.
“Hey! Wait for me!” Charlie sprinted after him, stumbling over roots and catching himself on low-hanging branches. The boy was visible just ahead, ducking and diving nimbly, as if he knew these woods well. But then the flash of blue coat disappeared behind a tree.
Charlie caught up quickly, ducked around the tree after him, only to find the boy nowhere in sight. He whirled around. Where had he gone? He circled the tree until he was back where he’d started—and walked straight into Elle.
“Oh my god!” he gasped. “Elle, you scared me.”
She merely blinked, rainwater clinging to her eyelashes, her floaty cardigan sodden. Charlie held out the coat to her, then draped it around her shoulders when she made no move to take it. The garment didn’t do much, he had to admit, it was pretty soggy from its trip with him through the woods.
“There really is a little boy out here,” he said.
“She’s a girl.”
Charlie looked around. The child had truly vanished. “Oh. How do you—?”
“Wait,” said Elle, snapping out of some kind of daze, as if until that moment she hadn’t registered Charlie’s presence at all. “You saw her?”
“Yes. Just a second ago. Who…?”
“She’s… me.”
Charlie could only stare at her in shock. His hands were freezing despite them being buried deep in his pockets.
“I can’t explain it,” she said. “All I know is that child is me.”
“But how… how is that possible?”
“I don’t know. But I remember the last time I wore that exact outfit. Those boots and the raincoat. I was seven. I was here for the summer and… I wandered down to the lake by myself.”
Charlie swallowed. Dread was forming in his stomach and he suddenly wanted to get the two of them out of there as quickly as he could. “Elle, it’s dark and late. It’s—it’s been a weird night.”
“I was throwing rocks into the water,” Elle continued, as if she hadn’t heard him. “And I walked out onto the dock so I could throw them further. I was standing right up at the edge—”
“Why don’t we go and find Tao?”
“I reached back and threw one as hard as I could and then suddenly, I was underwater and I couldn’t breathe. And then, I remember trying to scream and—and water rushing into my lungs. I could feel my whole body shutting down. And I remember the panic. I was so scared.”
“Oh, Elle…”
“And then… I felt a hand on my arm, and I was pulled up onto the dock. It was my grandpa. He saved my life.”
“Wow,” said Charlie, wanting to hug her. “I’m glad he was there. I’m glad you were alright.”
Elle’s eyes had grown distant as she told her story but they changed then. They fixated on something past Charlie’s shoulder, something deeper into the woods. “That child,” she murmured. “She’s here for a reason.”
And Elle brushed past Charlie and sprinted further into the woods.
“Elle, wait!” With no choice but to follow—he didn’t want to leave her out there on her own—he hurtled after her, letting them both be swallowed up by the darkness between the trees. Charlie was fast, he always had been, but Elle wasn’t exactly slow, and she’d had a head start.
“Did you hear that?” she yelled back at him, her voice almost inaudible as the rain picked up into a true shower.
Charlie’s shout disappeared completely into a clap of thunder. It was an effort to keep on his feet, the leaves strewn across the ground dangerously slick. He was just considering trying for some phone signal, for backup, when the texture underfoot changed. He burst out of the trees after Elle, onto the silty, sandy lake bank.
Charlie stopped, gasping for breath, but Elle kept running, right out into the water. “She fell!” She continued to wade further in under she was up to her knees. “Where are you?” she yelled. “Can you hear me?”
“Elle!” Charlie cried, hurrying to the edge of the water. “There’s no one out there!”
He was already drenched and freezing, what difference would a dip in the lake make? Only, the water was pitch black and Charlie wasn’t the most fond of large expanses of water.
“What is she doing?” came a shout from behind him. Charlie whirled around and let out a breath. Tao appeared between the trees, Isaac, Nick and the others trailing after him.
“The child she kept seeing,” said Charlie, sinking against Nick’s side. “She thinks she’s in the lake but I don’t understand how she can be—she thinks it’s her… or a younger version of her.”
But Tao and Isaac were already in the water, wading their way after Elle.“She fell in the water,” she kept murmuring. “We have to find her.” She strode even further in, submerging herself to her waist.
Tao and Isaac reached her, wrapped their arms around her cautiously, trying to encourage her to turn around. On the bank, Charlie could see her shoulders shaking. From the cold or crying he couldn’t tell.
“There’s no one in there,” Tao yelled over the rain. “Let’s go back inside, yeah?”
“Let go of me!” She shoved at his arms. “She fell in the water!”
“Elle!” Charlie cried, hands cupped around his mouth. “Whatever she is, she’s not in the water, I promise!”
“Yes, she is!” Elle hissed. “She fell in the water! We have to find her!” Again, she tried to shake Tao and Isaac off of her, but they only wrapped her tighter in their arms, trying to walk her back to the bank. “Get off me!” she cried. “Get off!”
The boys stopped trying to move her at once, and Isaac let her go. But Tao hung on, holding her tight against his chest, just hugging her and whispering reassurances that were lost on the wind to anyone but her.
“Charlie saw her, too!” Elle sobbed. “Charlie saw her!”
“Breathe,” Tao murmured. “I know, I believe you, I believe you. Let’s get back to the house, let’s get dry.”
Finally, Elle allowed herself to be turned around and let Tao and Isaac guide her back through the shallows, onto the sandy bank. Tara and Darcy looked as if they wanted to go to her, to envelope her into their own embraces, but they kept back. All three of them were shivering like crazy, though none more so than Elle. Charlie caught sight of David leaning against a tree at the very edge of the woods, observing the scene from afar.
“Come on.” Nick tugged on Charlie’s hand to get him to move. “Let’s get back in the warm.”
He went to follow him, suddenly bone-tired. But then, a huge crack of thunder seemed to shake the entire sky. Nick swore loudly. Lighting forked the clouds in two, illuminating the lake and the small wooden dock several metres away. The dock Elle had mentioned.
And there she was.
The little girl in the blue raincoat and the yellow wellies—standing on the very edge of the dock.
“Char?”
No. The dread which had been building rose into such an intensity that it moved Charlie’s frozen feet before his brain could even comprehend why. Nick’s concerned shouts faded into the background as he burst into a sprint. “Charlie!”
“What’s he doing?”
“Where’s he going?”
“Charlie!?”
Charlie reached the end of the dock. The child was gone. And his heart dropped. She was in the water. Little Elle was in the water. And she was going to drown. The wooden planks were worn and old but he sprinted down them, only half aware of Nick following behind him.
“Charlie?!”
He threw himself down onto the edge of the dock as a ringing filled his ears, filled everything, until there was nothing but himself, his drowning friend and the deep dark waters separating them. He flung his hands out over the water, his own fingers so pale, almost ghostly in the dim light. He leaned forward, further and further until his hands slipped just under the surface.
Arms folded around him from behind and tried to pull him back, but Charlie resisted. He couldn’t stop, he had to find her, he couldn’t let her drown, he couldn’t.
“Charlie,” Nick gasped. “Charlie, please.”
The hitch in Nick’s voice, the fear in his words, in the way he was holding him, it sunk into Charlie’s skin, into his bones.
And the water began to bubble around his hands. Gently at first, then it grew more violent, until they were splashing him in the face. But he still couldn’t move. He still wasn’t done. The entire lake rippled and rippled, Charlie’s hands the epicentre of it all. There was a tug in his gut. He pulled his hands away and, with a tremendous gush of water, something floated to the surface to replace them.
The ringing in his ears stopped and the world came back to him in a rush.
And Charlie screamed.
The body was half-decayed, the little remaining flesh red and patchy, the mouth and eyes gaping and skeletal.
He collapsed backwards into Nick’s arms, and this time let him pull him away from the edge of the dock. Something metallic mixed with the rain in his mouth, and he realised he was still screaming. A trembling hand cupped his soggy cheek and he let Nick guide his face away from the horrific sight in the water, to the safety of his rain-drenched shoulder.
“Oh god, oh god, oh god…” Nick clung to him, buried his own head in his shoulder, trying not to be sick. Charlie was almost a deadweight across his lap, and even as he clenched his eyes closed, he could still see it—the body.
“Holy shit,” came a gasp from somewhere above them. A heavy hand grasped Nick’s shoulder, then David was at his side. More footsteps hurried down the dock towards them. He heard his friends distant shouts and screams, heard David yell— “Don’t fucking look!”
Charlie was shaking, Charlie was bleeding, Charlie’s eyes were blank with terror.
But Nick wouldn’t let him go, wouldn’t let him endure this alone. He had been strong and oh so brave—now it was Nick’s turn.
The storm overhead and the one in Nick’s heart quietened just enough for him to hear Elle’s whispered cry. “That’s my grandpa.”
✨
Tao called Mr Argent as soon as they got inside, then disappeared with Elle into an upstairs bedroom. None of the others talked much. Everyone had to get dry again, with only the clothes they’d packed for tomorrow left to wear. David collapsed into his usual armchair and conked out in seconds. Isaac occupied himself with cleaning the dishes from dinner by hand. Tara tidied the living room of sleepover debris before Darcy pulled her down onto the sofa where they disappeared beneath a thick woollen blanket.
Nick had carried Charlie all the way from the dock, through the woods, into the spare room, gathering their bags on the way past. He found a fresh towel in the en suite and draped it around Charlie’s shoulders as he cleaned the blood from his nose with a warm flannel.
There had been no need to carry him all the way, as Charlie had mumbled to him halfway through the woods, but Nick was glad he had ignored him. The second Nick was done with the flannel, Charlie curled up on top of the covers and was asleep. Unwilling to move him, when Nick was dry again himself, he folded the duvet up and around his beautifully yet terrifyingly powerful boyfriend, then slipped into the cocoon beside him.
One second, Nick was closing his eyes, and the next he was being woken again by the arrival of Mr Argent, an ambulance and a police car.
He wanted to yell at them all to piss off for a bit longer, if only so Charlie could get the sleep he deserved. But then the two of them were prying themselves from the warmth of the bed and packing their things into their bags. It was four in the morning. The rain had stopped. And they were going home.
In the entranceway, they found Elle in the circle of her father’s arms. “He’s gone,” she murmured into his shoulder.
“I’m so sorry, Ellie,” he said, gripping her tight. “I’m so sorry.”
He had already spoken to emergency services. They were extracting Hassan’s body. They were transporting him to the nearest mortuary for checks.
Nick hadn’t even considered the fact the skeletal horror from the lake was a man. A man with a name and a granddaughter. Hassan Eskander. Elle’s grandpa.
“Let’s go home,” said Mr Argent. “I’ll drive your car. I can come and pick mine up later.”
Outside, Elle tugged Tao along into her car, Tara and Darcy clambering in after them. Nick was so tired, he felt kind of queasy. He managed to get his boot open on his third try, and didn’t even protest David taking his and Charlie’s bags for them and lugging them into the boot.
“Are you sure you’re okay to drive?” David asked when Nick reached for the driver’s side door.
“I-I’ll be fine.”
David shook his head. “Let me.”
“You’re not on my insurance.”
“I’m not gonna crash, jesus…” David barged past him and climbed into the car.
Isaac got into the front, leaving Nick with no option but to follow Charlie into the back. Which was fine by him. Charlie’s eyes were clearer now, bright and blue, as they should be, but he was still exhausted, still quiet and his limbs heavy as he leaned against Nick.
As David drove, Nick leaned right back. Isaac fell asleep almost at once, and Nick had thought Charlie was asleep too, until, half an hour from home, David finally broke the silence.
“You managed to do it then? Solo magic?”
“Yeah,” said Charlie. “I did.” His voice was small and hoarse. “I can’t believe that was Elle’s grandpa. He looked like he’d been dead for a long time. And somehow, he used Elle’s memories to reach out to her, so he would be found. How is that possible?”
“It’s like I said before,” said David. “When a witch dies, their energy hangs around. It can be pretty powerful stuff. What I don’t get is how you saw what Elle was seeing, when none of the rest of us could.”
Charlie shrugged, his brow deeply furrowed. “It was like as soon as I realised the child was Elle, I felt connected to her—just like now-time Elle. And when I saw her on that dock, I was convinced, just like Elle, that she was drowning in that big, dark, cold lake… It was terrifying. I thought I was about to pull her out of the lake—little, seven-year-old Elle.”
Nick and Charlie looked at each other then. If that hadn’t been a big, negative emotion, Nick didn’t know what else would qualify.
“But seeing someone else’s memories,” said David. “That’s some big-time magic.”
Charlie snuggled closer to Nick. “I get it,” he said. “I’m a freak. As per usual.”
“No,” said David. “Just… full of surprises.”
They arrived in Truham as the sun rose. They dropped Isaac home, watched him slope, half-asleep to his door, then continued onwards to Britannia Road.
“Told you I wouldn’t crash,” said David as he pulled up outside Charlie’s house.
“There’s still time,” said Nick. He went to follow Charlie out of the car, but turned back before he could shut the door. “You know,” he said. “As much as I thought your nice comments about the others were pretty lackluster, what you said to Charlie… about him making me happy…”
“Ugh!” David groaned. “Fuck off…”
“Shut up.” Nick gripped the car door handle and forced himself not to snap. “I just wanted to say, I appreciated it, and I know Charlie did, too. You were right, he does make me happy. I’m glad you finally understand that.”
David rolled his eyes but Nick could have sworn there was the hint of a smile there, too. “Are you done?”
“For now.”
He watched his brother drive away in his car, his arm around Charlie and Charlie’s arm around him. They walked like that to the door and stepped inside the house that was becoming as familiar to Nick as his own.
“Gran?” Charlie called. “Are you home?”
In the kitchen, Kathleen looked up from the tea she was pouring and smiled. “Morning.”
“Gran…” Charlie went to her and pulled her into a hug. When Nick merely stood there in the doorway, watching, Charlie reached out a hand to tug him into the fold, too. He draped his arms around both of them and breathed.
“Oh, how are you both?” Kathleen said when they drew apart. “You both look shattered.”
“Gran, something terrible has happened,” said Charlie. “It’s Hassan. He’s dead.”
“Oh my god.”
“They think he had a heart attack and fell into the lake.”
“I was just there,” said Kathleen. Her cheeks went pale as she sank against the counter.
“I assumed when he didn’t answer he was away.”
Nick and Charlie exchanged looks of alarm. “You didn’t see him?”
Kathleen shook her head. “I never made it inside.”
“But…” Charlie reached into his bag. “I found your scarf inside his house. Isn’t this yours?” He showed her the purple scarf he had found on the back of the armchair in Hassan’s living room.
“Yes,” said Kathleen, taking the fabric in her hands. “It is. That’s strange.”
“Yes,” said Charlie. “It is.”
✨
David hugged his mum, patted his dog, then scurried upstairs, hoping to sleep for the rest of the day. The alternative was not appealing. Now what was he supposed to do? This was exactly what he didn’t want to happen. Feelings— Ugh! They always ruined everything. But Nick had always been the soft one, always so squishy and caring and quick to cry and laugh and hug.
His fucking useless, infuriatingly lovely little brother.
But David didn’t get his nap. Didn’t get his peace and quiet and relaxation.
He entered his bedroom to find the very last person he wanted to see lurking by the window.
“How did you get in here?”
Harry Greene turned away from the window, casual as ever, hair as tall as ever. “I was eager to know how your trip went.”
David sighed. He chucked his bag down. “Instructive.”
“Do share.”
“Charlie’s magic is stronger than anything I’ve ever experienced.”
“And?”
“Someone killed an elder—Hassan Eskander. Richard Argent’s father-in-law. But whoever did it messed it up. His energy came back and led us straight to the body.”
“Do you know who did it?”
“No,” said David. “But there are definitely other forces at play besides us. Someone else is targeting witches.”
“Then we need to strike now,” said Harry. “We need to kill Charlie and his coven and move on.”
David sank onto his bed, thinking hard. “There’s something about him I’m missing. That Blackwood guy left him some kind of warning—I need to figure out what it was.”
“No.” Harry threw the window open. “It’s time for the witches to die. And all that’s left for you to do is decide whether you’re still one of them.”
Notes:
Fun fact: Charlie's "say one nice thing about everyone" dare to David was not in my outline, and just something Charlie came up with while I was drafting--and accidentally really helped to shape the chapter (and became the chapter title!) I love it when something like that happens 😍
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Chapter 17: a little heat
Notes:
Chapter 17 Word Count: 9913
Content Warnings: mention of violence, mention of death, homophobia, non-explicit sex
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
chapter seventeen: a little heat
“What does any of this mean?”
“I don’t know,” said Kathleen. “There’s nothing familiar here at all.”
She and Charlie were seated at the kitchen table, Kathleen studying the parchment over her cornflakes.
“Not even those initials?”
Kathleen sighed and handed the paper back. “I wish I recognised any of this, but I don’t. What exactly did Mr Blackwood say to you when he gave you this?”
“Only that I was in danger and that he’d left me something. But then the call disconnected and five minutes later, we were attacked by witch hunters. I called his shop again last night and there was still no answer.”
Having slept for most of the day after coming home from Hassan’s, Charlie had been wide awake by the time Nick had gone home and night had fallen again. He’d spent hours scanning the parchment for any details they might have missed, anything he might glean from the scribbled words.
“Keep trying,” said Kathleen, getting up to clear their empty bowls. “I’ll check with Hassan. He might be able to help.”
Charlie went to tuck the parchment into his school bag where he’d left it by the door, then paused when he realised what she’d said. “Elle’s grandpa?”
“Yes.” Kathleen pottered about, packing her lunchbox for work. “He’s an elder, and we’re old friends.”
“Gran,” Charlie let his bag slip back out of his hands and stared at her, “he died.”
“What?” She looked up from her task and met his eye across the kitchen. “Oh… of—of course he did.” She gave her head a little shake. “I’m sorry, it’s been a stressful week. I’ve not been sleeping well.” She caught sight of his undoubtedly concerned look. “Don’t worry, I’m fine, I promise.”
“Okay.” Charlie swung his bag onto his back and tried for a smile. “Alright. I’d better get to school. But I’ll let you know if I can get a hold of Mr Blackwood.”
“Have a good day.”
“You, too.”
It was strange to think he was about to start his second term at Truham Grammar.
So much had happened in two months. His life had changed and then changed again, over and over, that he barely recognised who he was now, or who he had been before. He had been so boring. So weak and bullied and alone. That Charlie had a dad, but what else? He certainly didn't have a boyfriend to greet him so enthusiastically outside the school gates when he arrived. He didn’t have friends to wolf-whistle and tease them senseless about their public displays of affection. He didn’t have Elle, who upon spotting them across the road, hurried over to throw her arms around him as she apologised over and over again for her behaviour over the weekend. He hugged her back and assured her that she was forgiven, ten times over.
With so much going on, Charlie had forgotten they were inevitably going to run into Harry, Marcus and Ben at some point now school was back in session. None of them had seen them since Halloween night and Charlie wasn’t sure how he was supposed to react if he did see them. He worried further when he remembered that Nick was in the same year as them, and even had Marcus in his Psychology class.
At break time, however, Nick, Charlie, Tao and Isaac learned from Imogen, who had her head in the gossip mill at all times, that Ben at least, was not coming back.
“I heard he and his whole family just up and left the day after Halloween,” Imogen chattered on as they chewed their snacks and tried to cover up the true extent of their shock. “He got into some trouble, burned his arm somehow, and his parents were so furious they made him move to Cornwall.”
“Good riddance, I say,” said Tao.
“I dunno,” said Imogen. “I’ve known him since primary. I thought he was okay, and you know, not bad to look at.”
“No,” said Nick, shaking his head. “You don’t know the shit he’s done, Imogen. It’s a good thing he’s gone. God… I’m so fucking glad.”
Charlie got to his feet. “I—I just remembered. I need to ask Mr Lange about some coursework. I… sorry.” He swept his bag onto his shoulder and hurried from the crowded room.
The corridor outside was empty and quieter. The common room doors hadn’t even swung shut behind him before Nick was there. Charlie sank against the wall and slid down to sit on the floor. Nick settled beside him and waited. Charlie shuffled as close to him as he could, linked an arm around his, fiddling absently with the sleeve of his jumper.
“Sorry, I just… I didn’t realise how much… I dunno…” He tried to take a deep breath, to focus on Nick’s warmth beside him, on his kind attention. “There’s been so much going on. So much has happened, I didn’t think Ben even scratched the surface of what was stressing me out. But when Imogen said that just now, it was like a weight lifted—a big one—one I didn’t realise was even there.”
“He hurt you—in such a different way than the others,” said Nick. “Even before we found out he was a witch hunter, he was in my nightmares with the rest of them.”
Charlie’s stomach dropped. “You… you have nightmares?”
“Sometimes.” Nick shifted awkwardly. “Not often, I promise. And never when I’m sleeping next to you.”
“Oh, Nick, why didn’t you tell me?”
“I didn’t want to give you anything else to worry about. And… I feel a bit bad, ‘cause like, those things happened to you—Simon, Hazel, Millie, Ben—all of them went after you and hurt you, n-not me. I shouldn’t—it’s not fair for me to—”
“You’re allowed to have nightmares about traumatic things, too, Nick. And all of those things were traumatic for both of us. I don’t know how I would cope if I’d been in your shoes and—and someone hurt you.”
“People keep hurting you and I feel so powerless to stop it. We’re meant to be soulmates and I can’t even protect you.”
“Nick…” Charlie gathered his face between his hands and kissed his nose. “Look at me. I’m here, aren’t I? I’m alive and I’m breathing and I’m talking to you. Where are those people who hurt us now? Either dead or gone. You are so full of power, Nick. I can feel it all the time, even when we’re apart, even when we’re in danger and we’re scared out of our minds, I feel you.”
“I feel you, too,” Nick whispered. “And you save me, over and over, from my nightmares and my bad days and just… when I feel crap on a Monday morning, at every little inconvenience. You make me feel better about… about life.”
Nick blinked. Charlie stared… then snorted. “Wow,” he giggled. “That was a lot of sap, even for you.”
“Okay, leave me alone!” Nick covered his eyes with his hands. “I meant it, though.”
Charlie nudged his shoulder with his own. “I know you did.”
They both let out a breath, remembering they were still seated in the corridor outside the common room, where anyone could come upon them. Charlie got to his feet, then held out a hand to help Nick up, too. “And now Ben’s gone. To Cornwall,” he said, frowning. “I don’t understand it. I thought he said his dad was proud of his legacy.”
“Maybe he wasn’t,” said Nick. “Since when can we trust anything Ben says?”
“I bet he went against his parents’ wishes, got involved in witch hunter stuff, and that’s what made them move.”
“It doesn’t matter as long as he’s far away from us. From you.”
Charlie took his outstretched hand and squeezed it. He pulled Nick in closer, ushered him against the wall and kissed him.
The rest of break was spent like that, making out and determinedly getting a head start on forgetting Ben Hope ever existed. Charlie certainly couldn’t remember what they had been talking about before, not when he was kissing Nick goodbye, nor when walking to his next lesson with ruffled hair and a mark on his neck he was too giddy to hide. He wasn’t ashamed. He didn’t care if younger students giggled and pointed. Let them. Yes, he spent most of his free time with his tongue down Nick Nelson’s throat, so what?
On Wednesday afternoon, Nick and Charlie tumbled through Charlie’s front door, hands loosening ties, tugging at shirts. Charlie could have sworn he saw as well as felt the sparks which danced up his arms, down his back as Nick stroked and caressed, as he backed him up against the bannister of the stairs, his fingers tangled in his curls. They took a kiss-drunk, blind turn towards the living room sofa when the person lying on it opened her eyes.
Nick and Charlie parted with an unfortunate sucking noise. Kathleen blinked up at them from under her blanket.
“Oh God, I’m so sorry!” Nick let go of Charlie at once, cheeks bright red. “I didn’t realise anyone was home.”
With Nick detached from him, Charlie suddenly felt very aware of his own current state of dress. His school shirt was half rucked up, his tie fully undone, absolutely nothing hiding the marks on his throat. But his grandmother continued to watch them in quiet confusion, her brow furrowed as her eyes flicked from one flushed face to the other.
“Gran? Are you alright?” A half-empty cup of tea sat on the coffee table beside an abandoned paperback. “I thought you were meant to be at work until late tonight.”
Kathleen waved her hand. “Oh, I’m fine. It’s just a headache, but they insisted on sending me home early. I’ll be better after some rest. You boys feel free to continue what you were doing, though the sofa is taken, I’m afraid.”
She closed her eyes and snuggled back down under her blanket.
They tried to do as Kathleen told them, in the privacy of Charlie’s bedroom. Being kissed into the mattress by Nick was one of Charlie’s favourite things, but his mind kept wandering.
“Sorry,” he gasped and rolled aside. “I keep thinking about my gran.”
Nick flopped beside him. “That’ll definitely do it.”
“I was having a nice time, I promise.”
“Oh, I could tell.” Nick smirked.
Charlie batted at his arm half-heartedly, then fell still and quiet in contemplation.
“Are you worried about her being ill?” Nick asked.
“She completely forgot Hassan died, like, the day after I told her.” Charlie had yet to voice any of his concerns about his grandmother to anyone, not even himself. “And lately, sometimes when she looks at me, it’s like it takes her a while to remember who I am.”
“I’m sure she’s just stressed from work,” said Nick. “Nurses are overworked and underpaid. And she’s not exactly young.”
Still, as they found a mindless film to watch on Netflix, Charlie could only hope Nick was right. His grandmother was older, true, but he had somehow never viewed her as an old lady. He pictured himself having many, many more years with her as his guardian before he became hers.
It was just a headache, maybe a migraine.
She was taking a sick day, that was all.
Everyone had those.
The next day, Charlie genuinely considered taking a sick day himself. He had barely slept. He had barely been sleeping at all since Nick opened up about his nightmares.
Charlie lay awake for hours with the stars, hating the thought of Nick mere streets away, suffering because Charlie wasn’t there to comfort him. Nick had assured him they didn’t happen often, and when they did, he had ways of dealing with them himself. But that didn’t mean Charlie didn’t worry.
He forced himself into school, where he found Nick had apparently slept perfectly fine—enough to tease him for getting so worked up over nothing. At least he found Charlie’s stupidity endearing.
During a free period that morning, Charlie managed to catch a sneaky nap in Nick’s car, and by break time felt much better. The common room was surprisingly empty for the time of day. Tao and Imogen had a meeting with their drama teacher, and Isaac had library duty, so Charlie settled into one of the sofas alone.
He pocketed his phone and pulled the mysterious parchment from his bag. Over the past few days, he had kept it on him at all times. It had become something of a habit to take it out, and look it over whenever he had spare moment. Now, the random combinations of lines and words were familiar to him, though they still didn’t make any sense.
“Did you ask your gran about that?” asked Nick when he joined him a few minutes later.
“Yeah. She didn’t know anything, either.”
Nick pulled out a packet of crips. “How is she doing today?”
“She’s taking another day off work, much to her disdain, but she seems a bit better, I suppose.”
“That’s good.”
While he munched his crisps, Nick looked over Charlie’s shoulder, and joined the deciphering effort once again.
Charlie looked from the yellowed page to his boyfriend and back again. He had been turning over an idea in his head for the last few days, but he was worried about how Nick would react. Things had seemed better since the weekend, but…
“What is it?”
Charlie blinked.
Nick nudged his shoulder. “I can tell you’re worrying about something.”
“I… alright, but you have to promise not to get mad at me.”
“I don’t think I could ever be mad at you.”
“Nick, just promise me.”
“Alright, I promise.”
Charlie took a deep breath. “I’ve been thinking… maybe we should show this to David.” Nick’s face fell. “Sorry,” said Charlie quickly. “It’s just—it’s the only thing I can think of that we haven’t tried yet.”
Nick took his hand, and squeezed it. “No.” He tried to smile, but Charlie wasn’t convinced. “It’s a good suggestion, except…”
“Except we don’t trust David.”
“Not with something like this. This is too important to let him mess up.”
“But at this point, I’m getting desperate,” said Charlie. “Mr Blackwood basically gave us nothing. A gift which none of us, not even my gran, understands, and a warning of danger. Not even specifically who’s in danger or what from or anything and I just—”
“I thought that turned out to be a general you when we all got kidnapped?”
“But what if that’s not what he was talking about at all? What if there’s some other danger we don’t even know about yet? What if it wasn’t a general you?” He was suddenly on his feet, pacing. “He could have meant the entire town or just the coven, just us or just me or just you and I can’t—I have to figure it out, Nick. I have to. If this is the only thing that can save whoever the fuck he was talking about then I don’t know what else to do, okay?!”
He hadn’t meant to shout or raise his voice at all. Not at Nick. But if they could figure out this one thing, maybe they would both sleep better.
“Charlie, it’s okay. We’ll work it out, we will—”
“But not with David? The one person we haven’t asked yet who might actually know something?”
Nick opened his mouth, then closed it again. He looked down at the half-empty crisp packet abandoned in his lap. “You know I’d do anything for you, but going to David for help—for anything… it’s not that simple for me.”
Charlie took a breath. “I know it isn’t. I understand that, I do. I just…” He scrubbed a hands over his face. “Nick, what if it’s me?”
“What?”
“Mr Blackwood called me, left the parchment at my house, and said the words ‘you’re in danger’ to me.”
Somewhere in the distance, the school bell rang.
Charlie had to look away from the tears in Nick’s wide eyes.
“He might have meant the witch hunters,” said Charlie. “But he might have meant something else. Either way, I need you to think about it. Please?”
He turned away, and strode from the common room without a glance back.
Sitting down in his class, Charlie felt utterly sick with himself. He had made his boyfriend cry. He had purposefully tugged on those massive heartstrings, and tried to guilt trip him into doing something he obviously didn’t want to do.
But Charlie had also been telling the truth. And the truth was, neither of them could know for certain exactly what any of the answers were. And they wouldn’t until…
They had to talk to David, even if Nick hated it. Charlie wasn’t exactly thrilled at the prospect either, but he needed to know what the parchment meant.
As soon as the bell rang for lunch, Charlie headed back to the common room, ready to plead his case for good.
Nick wasn’t there yet. Charlie hoped he was okay.
God, Charlie was a terrible boyfriend…
He found Tao and Isaac in their usual quiet corner and sat down. “I’m going to show David the parchment,” he said. “It’s the only thing we haven’t tried.”
Tao let out a heavy sigh. “Why does such a knobhead have to hold all the answers again?”
“It’s unavoidable at this point,” said Isaac. “As much as we don’t like him, he does know things.”
Charlie took out his sandwich and absently nibbled the corner. “Nick wasn’t thrilled when I brought it up earlier… with good reason. And I don’t want to go behind his back.”
“You don’t need his permission to do anything,” said Tao.
“No, but I want it,” said Charlie. “This is about him and his brother. Their relationship has always been shit. David basically bullied him his entire life and now…”
“Now he’s really sorry.”
Charlie looked up into Nick’s crestfallen face. He discarded his sandwich and leapt to his feet. He threw his arms around him, and Nick buried his head in his shoulder.
“I’m sorry, too!” Charlie squeezed him tight. “I shouldn’t have spoken to you like that. I shouldn’t have yelled and I shouldn’t have run away.”
Nick pulled away to kiss him. “I forgive you,” he whispered. “Of course I do. And you were right. I think you should do whatever you need to do. You should show David the parchment.”
“Are you sure? Don’t pretend if you’re not.”
“I’m sure. Only… I have rugby after school today, so I was thinking maybe you could do it then. Tao and Isaac could go with you. Is… is that okay?”
“Of course it is.” Charlie stroked his cheek. “Nick, I love you. I would never make you do anything you weren’t comfortable with.”
“Alright,” said Tao. “You’ve had a domestic and now you’ve made up. The stars are aligned again. Please, refrain from excessive PDA while the rest of us eat, thank you.”
✨
Richard entered his office at school on Thursday afternoon to find Elle sitting in one of the guest chairs. “Well, this a rare visit,” he said. “Are you alright?”
“I can’t stop thinking about grandpa.”
With a sigh, he sat beside her and took her hand in his. “I’m so sorry, Ellie. It’s horrible that you had to see him like that.” He pulled her into a hug. “He would want us to be strong. And I need your strength, too, what with the fireworks display tomorrow night.”
She pulled away from him and wiped at her cheeks. “You’re still going to that?”
“I’m organising it. I have to go.”
“But there’s been a death in the family. No one would care if you missed it.”
“Elle… I have responsibilities.”
“You don’t care. You’ve never cared about grandpa, have you?”
“That’s not fair. Our relationship has never been easy, but he played his part in that, too.”
Immediately, he knew he’d put his foot in it. Elle’s glare was so much like her mother’s.
“Really?” She got to her feet. “It looked to me like you pushed him away. That’s why he stayed at the lake house all the time, because you wouldn’t let him into our life here in Truham. Maybe this is your fault.” She turned on her heel and strode to the door.
“Elle! Don’t talk to me like that. Our history was complicated. You don’t know the whole story.”
“Doesn’t matter now, does it? Not to him, anyway.” And she left.
✨
By the end of lunch, David had agreed via the group chat to meet Charlie, Tao and Isaac outside the Truham gates after school. They had spent a long time deciding where they should bring him, but in the end, there had been only one, inevitable option.
“The cottage?”
Nick had flinched and grimaced, like the thought process was physically painful. “He’s a part of the coven now, so I suppose it’s only right.”
Still, as the four of them made their way through the woods towards the cottage, it wasn’t David’s presence that felt the strangest. Charlie respected Nick’s wishes and his boundaries, but he did wish Nick could have come. In much the same way that Charlie always wanted Nick there. But Tao and Isaac had dutifully assured Nick they would keep an eye on things, and they all knew Tao would pounce at the first sign of David being a dick.
Not that Charlie wasn’t perfectly capable of telling David to fuck off himself.
He kept his distance as David peered around the cottage. David strolled around, looking at the books, the notice board, the doodles and notes pinned to it. Suddenly, it all felt very private, like by inviting David, they had ruined something sacred.
David made to look into the kitchen-greenhouse and Charlie couldn’t stand it anymore. “Not in there!” He reached past David for the door and shut it quickly. “Let’s just sit down and get this over with, okay?”
David shrugged and flopped down onto a sofa, feet up on the coffee table. “So,” he said. “What’s this parchment you wanted to show me?”
Eying each other apprehensively, Charlie, Tao and Isaac sat on the sofa opposite. None of them liked this any more than Nick.
And suddenly, Charlie doubted their plan all over again as he took the parchment from his bag. “This is a massive risk,” he said. “Giving you this, showing you this place—we’re really trusting you, David.”
“Only because you’re out of other options.”
Charlie rolled his eyes. “You’re not making this any easier.”
He met David’s eye then and saw some of the apathy flicker, saw something like yearning—to be a part of something, and something like appreciation—for being trusted.
It was only for a second. Maybe Charlie had imagined it. But maybe he hadn’t.
David held out a hand. And Charlie handed over the parchment.
The three of them sat there and watched David as he scanned the paper, eyebrows furrowed. His brown eyes were unreadable. If David smiled more, maybe he had half a chance of being as attractive as his brother. Physically, anyway. Sometimes Charlie forgot the two were related.
“So…” said Tao, when the silence dragged on too long. “Do you know what it means?”
David turned the parchment over to glance at the back. “Nope.”
“Ugh!” Tao sank back against the sofa cushions. “What’s the point then!?”
“But,” said David. “Back in the day, witches used to hide secret messages inside parchment like this.”
Isaac frowned. “Inside it?”
“Yeah.” David held the parchment up to the light streaming from the window and squinted at the lines and words, made clearer when backlit. “We just need some heat.” He brought it down onto the coffee table between them and placed his hand flat upon the paper. “Want to do the honours?”
Charlie realised he was speaking to him. “Oh, um… okay.” He placed his own hand beside David’s and reached out for his magic. It came to him in a sharp burst, a swooping sensation, but too sudden to be completely comfortable. Familiar but wrong.
“You alright?” David asked, smirking.
“I’m fine,” Charlie snapped. “I should have expected your magic to feel like crap.”
“I could say the same about yours, twinkle-toes. Now focus. Just a little heat, okay? We don’t want it to burst into flames.”
Charlie took a deep breath and tried to focus on the paper beneath his palm, on the earth and the air and all the rest. He felt the heat and expected to see some sort of glow, but there was none.
At David’s nod, he removed his hand.
Before the others could look and see if anything had changed, David snatched up the parchment and began to peel it apart. Charlie, Tao and Isaac stared, astonished, as the parchment came away in two halves, slowly but surely, until it was twice the size as it had been previously. As if it had been folded in half and stuck like that for centuries.
David lay the entire thing out across the table, the F.W. seal now at the very top.
“Whoa…” Tao gasped.
All four of them leaned forward to gaze at the words and lines—all of which now made immediate, clear sense.
“It’s a family tree,” said Isaac.
Beautifully drawn as an actual tree, with branches and leaves weaving across the page, entwining names and dates spanning centuries. Printed at the very bottom of the tree was the name Jane Driscoll.
“That’s my mum,” said Charlie. “This is my mum’s family tree.”
“Holy shit,” said Tao.
“What happened to her?” asked David.
“She died in the barn fire same as your dad,” said Charlie, scanning unfamiliar name after unfamiliar name. “But that’s pretty much all I know about her.”
“Your dad never talked about her?”
Tao tensed, but Charlie didn’t care about the continued questioning right now. He couldn’t take his eyes off the tree before him. “No,” he said. “It was too painful for him. After a while, I just stopped asking. But now…” He traced his fingertips over the branches and leaves. “Here she is, my whole history. Who were they?”
Up and up and up, he swept through the centuries to the very top of the page where, just beneath the seal, was printed the first person in the entire line, the patriarch of his mother’s family. “Francis Waterhouse,” he read. “F.W… Right. This is his family tree.”
“This is so cool,” said Isaac. “It goes back so far.”
“1618,” said Tao. “Yeah. It is cool, but… why did Mr Blackwood give you this? I mean, how is it meant to protect you? And from what?”
Charlie shrugged and looked up at David.
He had moved away to gaze absently towards the kitchen-greenhouse door. He seemed to realise he was being stared at and gave a start. He cleared his throat. “I don’t know.”
“But didn’t you say before that looking into my family tree might help me figure stuff out? Like about my—my solo magic?”
“Y-yeah,” said David, getting to his feet. “It might. I just remembered, I’ve got to go. Thanks for showing me your hang-out spot, it’s cool.” He gave an awkward double thumbs up and then scurried out of the cottage.
Charlie stared after him.
“Okay,” said Tao. “Now he’s definitely acting strange. What do you think he forgot to do? Shave?”
Isaac snickered.
Charlie looked back down at his mother’s family and sighed. Once again, he wished Nick was there, just for something to hold onto. To tell him everything would be okay. That this wasn’t as overwhelming and massive as it felt.
“You okay?” Isaac nudged Charlie’s shoulder.
He nodded mutely, and gave a half shrug.
“Have you still not been able to get a hold of Mr Blackwood?”
“No, his phone keeps going to voicemail.”
“Well, maybe we should go and visit him at his shop,” said Isaac.
“Come on.” Tao got to his feet. “By the time we get back, Nick’ll be done with rugby and you can stop moping.”
Charlie let his friends pull him to his feet, made sure the family tree was tucked safely in his school bag, then followed them back through the woods.
But when the three of them made it to Blackwood’s shop, they found the windows dark and a closed sign on the door. They tried the doorbell and the handle. Nothing.
“Where did he go?”
✨
David found Harry in the secret basement beneath the cathedral. By the time he made it to the bottom of the metal steps, he was sweating more than he’d care to admit and out of breath.
Harry raised an eyebrow at him from his spot at the desk. Marcus looked up from his phone. The two of them had clearly been utilising the dark and dingy space as a hang-out of their own, snacks and drinks on the go. David had to admit, the cottage was way nicer. It may have been a crumbling ruin of a house, but at least it wasn’t underground.
“Charlie’s dark magic comes from Waterhouse.”
A reaction flickered across Harry’s face for only a second. “That’s not possible,” he said. “The Waterhouse line was eradicated.”
“Hidden, yes,” said David. “But not eradicated. The name changed to Driscoll. Charlie’s mum was Jane Driscoll. She died in the barn fire and would’ve been the last in the Waterhouse line until—”
Harry stared. “Until Charlie.” Marcus’ phone booped and beeped. “Waterhouse is the origin of dark magic.”
“Which means Charlie has stronger, darker power than we ever thought. Reversing that cruet on Ben was just the beginning of what he’s capable of.”
Harry shot to his feet and began to pace. “Killing him is no longer an option. His fate is for the council to decide. We’ll leave in the morning and present the new information.” He exchanged a look with Marcus who finally looked up from his phone and nodded.
“I could stay,” said David quickly. “K-keep an eye on him.”
He could barely look at the two younger lads, though he knew they were smirking themselves silly.
“You’ve grown fond of him,” said Harry with a laugh.
“No,” said David sharply. “I’m not fond of anyone.”
Harry let out a sigh and shook his head. He clapped David on the shoulder. “It’s not your fault, mate. It’s only natural you should feel a connection to them—not to mention your own brother. But you can’t let emotion cloud the facts. Witchcraft killed your dad. It’s killed thousands of innocent people, and it’ll kill more if we let it. Allowing the truth to guide you, that’s what makes you different from them. When we first reached out to you, you were isolated, filled with pain and self-hatred, and now, you’re on the verge of redemption. You need to leave here with us tomorrow before you lose sight of that.”
“You’re right,” said David. “We’ll leave tomorrow.”
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Running around and falling over on a chilly November afternoon had been just what Nick had needed. He was proud of himself for setting his own boundaries and sticking to them, but all the same… leaving Charlie to deal with David by himself didn’t seem right. He had to keep reminding himself that he wasn’t alone, Tao and Isaac had gone along too—and realistically, what could David even do? Shout slurs and be rude? He wouldn’t get physically violent. But the rest was worse, it always had been. But Charlie could stick up for himself, he knew that. He’d just rather he didn’t have to.
As he returned home and showered, Charlie’s words from earlier came back to him. What if it’s me? And suddenly, Nick wished he’d just bit the bullet and gone to talk to David himself. In the grand scheme of things, what would he rather do? Let his boyfriend continue to be in danger or ask his brother for help?
It might not even be Charlie, he told himself. But it could be. And that was enough. It should always be enough—for Nick to be brave.
He watched the rest of the mud and grass be swept away down the drain.
That was the problem. Nick wasn’t brave. Not when it came to David. He was always too weak, too soft, too nice. He had taught himself not to be too brave, at least. He didn’t care about David—that was the key. If he didn’t care, then he wouldn’t feel so much of the other stuff—just anger and disdain like when any bully was in front of him. If that was all David was then Nick would stand between him and Charlie any day of the week.
Dried and dressed, Nick pottered downstairs to feed Nellie and was just checking the time when the doorbell rang.
“Bork, bork!” said Nellie. She cocked her head, her big brown eyes hopeful.
“I hope it’s him, too.”
The two of them bounded into the hall and Nick flung the door open. “Hi.”
“Hi.” Charlie’s cheeks were pink from the cold, a soft scarf wrapped around his neck.
Nick pulled him over the threshold into a hug.
“Did you miss me or something?”
“Always,” said Nick, breathing him in. “Nellie missed you, too.”
Charlie drew away and turned his attention on the dog currently panting excitedly at their feet. “Hi, Nellie. What a good girl! You’re so cute, yes, you are!”
Nellie kissed his cheek and leapt about with joy that one of her favourite humans was there.
“Alright, alright,” said Nick, grinning. “I know who you’re really here for.”
“It’s you!” Charlie stage-whispered to Nellie.
“Boof!”
“I’ll just put the kettle on for me, then, shall I?” Nick made a big, dramatic show of wandering into the kitchen.
Charlie threw his coat and scarf onto a hook, kicked off his shoes, then hurtled after him. “Nooo! I love you, too, come back!” He wrapped himself around Nick’s middle and held on for as long as it took for Nick to make them both tea.
They leaned side by side against the counter, sipping from steaming mugs.
“How was rugby?”
“Good,” said Nick. “Freezing, but good.”
“Score many tries?”
Nick raised his eyebrows, impressed. “Mmhm. You do listen when I speak.”
“Oh, I know all the rugby lingo.”
“Really?”
“Yep. Drop goals and conversions and you’re a fly-half and there’s something called a hooker.”
“You don’t know what any of those words mean, do you?”
“Rugby stuff, obviously.”
Nick had to set his mug down. “Come here.” He plucked the cup from Charlie’s hands and set it beside his own.
Charlie pouted but did as he was told. “I should have known the tea was just a pretence to get into my pants.” He wrapped his arms around Nick’s shoulders and kissed him like he’d already forgotten all about the tea he’d just abandoned.
“Not a pretence,” said Nick between kisses. “You’re just too cute. I had to kiss you.”
Nick collected Charlie up between his arms as they continued to kiss lazily, sending gentle tingles through every point of contact. Secluded between the counter and Charlie, Nick had never felt braver. He had never felt more ready to face anything, including his brother, if he was doing it for this boy—the one who was kissing such an all-consuming line along his jaw, down to his throat, leaving a searing trail of fire in his wake.
“Want to talk about it?”
Nick blinked as his brain rebooted. Charlie detached himself from his throat and watched him with a knowing look—as if he could read the turmoil inside Nick’s head.
“It being David?”
Charlie nodded.
“Ugh!” Nick let his head fall forward onto Charlie’s shoulder. “How is my brother managing to cockblock us when he’s not even here?”
Charlie stroked a hand through his hair. “Sorry. We don’t have to—”
“No,” said Nick. “I’m sorry.” He lifted his head to look at him, but didn’t let him go. “I should have gone with you today. I could have skipped rugby.”
“No, rugby is important to you, too. You made the right decision.”
Nick grimaced. “Did he at least help?”
“Yeah,” said Charlie. “He did actually. Is your mum home?”
“She’s at the cafe.”
They gathered up their half-drank tea, Charlie grabbed his school bag from the hall and joined Nick at the dining room table. He reached into the bag and pulled out the parchment. Only, Nick thought that’s what it was—it was much bigger now, and a lot less confusing to look at.
Nick scooched his chair as close to Charlie’s as possible and listened intently as he explained all about what David had said; about witches hiding secret messages inside paper, how they had used heat to pry apart the folded pages.
“This is my mum’s family tree.”
Astonished, Nick scanned the expanse of hand-drawn leaves and branches, the looping cursive of the earlier names, to the simple printed name of Jane Driscoll at the very bottom. “You’re not on here.”
“No. I’m not.”
They met each other’s eye for a tentative moment. Neither of them knew what that meant—or even if it meant anything. Nick glanced back down at the tree, then took out his phone.
“What are you doing?”
“Googling Francis Waterhouse.”
Charlie smiled and shook his head. “Of course you are.”
Nick pressed enter and scanned the top-most results. “There’s someone called Francis A. Waterhouse who wrote a book in the 1930s…”
“This says 1600s,” said Charlie, studying the name on the tree thoughtfully. “That was, like, peak witch-hunting time in this country. In fact… I think Francis was alive at about the same time Matthew Hopkins was still Witchfinder General or whatever he was called.”
“That was what he was called and you know it,” said Nick, having quickly Googled him. “How do you remember all that and not rugby terms?”
Charlie smirked. “History has always been interesting to me. Rugby not until, oh, about two months ago.” He held out a hand. “Can I see that a sec?”
Nick handed over his phone and leaned in while Charlie looked at the page on Matthew Hopkins he had pulled up. “Hmm… Francis lived a while longer than Hopkins. He must have been good at hiding his magic.”
There was a certain air about Charlie now, since he’d arrived at the house, something had changed and for the better. He seemed lighter, his smiles fuller, his blue eyes glittery with excitement and wonder. They turned on him now in question. “What?”
Had Nick been staring? Probably. “Nothing.” He nuzzled his nose into Charlie’s neck and kissed his cheek. “Just admiring my nerdy little boyfriend with his facts and his history knowledge.”
A blush rose in Charlie’s cheeks and his nose crinkled like it did when he got all bashful. “I’m just… happy, I guess.” He dropped his gaze to the names on the tree. “I’ve never known anything about my family, on either side. I’ve only ever had my dad and my gran, and now… look at them all.”
Nick kept his head on his shoulder as he looked upon Francis Waterhouse, his son Francis, his grandson Francis, and all the generations after them when they had become adventurous and started using different names. There was even a Charles Waterhouse.
“My middle name is Francis.”
Nick lifted his head. “It is?”
Charlie nodded.
“What does that mean?”
“I don’t know,” said Charlie. “Maybe my mum chose it. I have no idea.”
Some of the joy vanished then and Charlie looked forlorn again.
“Mine is Luke,” said Nick.
Charlie smiled. “That’s way better. I’ve always hated Francis, but now… I suppose it connects me to them in a way Spring doesn’t.”
Nick looked back at the tree. “Maybe we should add you to this.”
“Hmm… but it’s so beautifully drawn,” said Charlie. “I wouldn’t want to mess it up. And there’s not really much space.”
“There is,” said Nick. “Look.”
“Not—” Charlie blushed. “Not for both of us.”
Nick’s eyes widened.
Charlie cleared his throat, then looked up at him from beneath his eyelashes. “I—I wouldn’t want to be on here without… you beside me.”
“Oh, Char…” And in that moment, Nick had no doubt that Charlie was telling the truth. He could see it in his eyes, in the redness of his cheeks, in the delicate smile on his lips, the beauty he felt in his magic, in his soul. “I want that, too.”
“Really?”
Tears shone in Charlie’s eyes and Nick felt them prickle in his own. “Yes,” he said. “I—I know we said we would take things slow—and we really, really haven’t been—but, I love loving you, so much. I don’t know why I ever cared what the universe thought.”
“I don’t know either,” Charlie sniffled. “I love loving you, too.” He buried his tear-streaked face into Nick’s shoulder. “And now we’re getting all blubbery and sappy. We are such a mess.”
Nick snuggled him back and let a few tears slip out, too. “It’s just so intense, how I feel about you. Sometimes it feels like I could just eat you up.”
Charlie pulled away, eyebrows raised. “You could… eat me?”
Nick giggled. “Not like that.” He let his forehead fall to rest against his. “But like that, too, yes.”
Before they could descend into kissing and forget the world again, Charlie dried his eyes and packed the family tree back into his bag. Nick gathered the empty mugs and set them in the dishwasher.
“Oh, I forgot!” said Charlie. Nick turned to see what he was talking about, just as Charlie darted out of the room with his school bag. He returned a second later, something held behind his back. “Here!”
He presented the item in his hands, an embarrassed sort of grin on his face.
Nick gazed at it, blinking for a moment, then took it cautiously. “What’s this?”
“I bought it on Halloween, from Blackwood’s, actually. I thought I’d give it to you as a peace offering that night, but I never found the right moment. It reminded me of—”
“Of Nellie!” He spun around to Nellie who had been snoozing in her basket. He went to her, to show her the border collie figurine.“It’s you! In a cute little witch hat!”
Nellie sniffed it sleepily, unimpressed. Undeterred, Nick returned to Charlie and hugged him, spun him around in a circle until he laughed.
“I was going to say it reminded me of you,” Charlie gasped, clinging on tight. “And Nellie, too, I suppose.”
“Thank you.” He kissed him. “I love it.”
Charlie kissed him back. “I love you.”
“I love you.”
Nick hastily put the dog aside. He didn’t want it to get broken. But he did want to kiss his boyfriend senseless, preferably with no interruption this time.
The two of them backed each other across the kitchen, into the living room, fingers touching and caressing, tugging at clothing and hair before they stumbled to land on the sofa. Nick pushed himself into a more comfortable position, his head on the armrest and Charlie settled on top of him, his curls haloed by the moonlight coming from the window.
“Are you going to the bonfire tomorrow night?”
Charlie scrutinised the mark he’d left on Nick’s throat. “I thought we were all going as a coven.”
“Yeah, we are, but… I was wondering if you wanted to go with me? Like as a date?”
Charlie looked up. “Yes!”
“You will?”
“Nick!” He shoved at his shoulders. “You can’t be surprised I said yes. I literally just had my tongue in your mouth.”
“Right.” Nick laughed. “I dunno… can I—can I pick you up at seven?”
“God,” Charlie sighed. “It is so hot and useful to have a boyfriend with a car. Yes,” he said. “I would love that.”
Charlie spread his fingers on the warmth of Nick’s chest. Nick had been watching his eyes, but he dropped his gaze to follow his hand as he slowly pushed it up his chest to the slope of his neck, then up to his jaw. Nick met his eyes again right as Charlie took him by the back of his neck and leaned down to kiss him.
Charlie dragged his tongue softly over Nick’s lips, touched it to Nick’s tongue, then slowly melted Nick’s mouth against his, burying his fingers deep in Nick’s hair.
Nick lifted his hands to spread them on the small of Charlie’s back, pulling him closer until he was pressed up against the heat of his body. Nick took two fistfulls of Charlie’s jumper and held on tight as he kissed him back, the side of his nose brushing intimately against his.
Charlie teased his mouth all the way open, kissing him like he could never kiss him deep enough, then so lightly that their lips barely touched, teasing the tip of Nick’s tongue with the tip of his own as he panted softly into his mouth.
Charlie parted his lips for him expectantly, waiting and willing.
Nick eagerly took the opportunity, treating him to a kiss to answer his kiss. Slow, intense, intoxicating. He kept going until they were both senseless, holding onto each other just to keep from toppling off the sofa. Nick’s body was on fire, smouldering, his chest flooded with deep Charlie-scented breaths.
Charlie gathered himself back together and continued slowly, thoroughly, sucking on Nick’s lips, exploring his mouth with his tongue so deliberately that Nick whimpered softly, panting harder. Instinctively, Nick rubbed his body into Charlie’s just a little bit, making friction between their clothes, straining and pressing against him as he kissed him. Wild ribbons of sparkling electricity rushed Nick’s veins, making him dizzy.
He slipped his fingers beneath Charlie’s jumper, to find the dimples at the base of his spine, his other arm wound around him just beneath his shoulder blades.
Neither of them heard the front door open or close.
But they did hear David enter and exclaim, “God, oh jesus, fuck! Get a fucking room!”
Charlie scrambled aside and fell onto the armchair, panting, his cheeks burning out of control. Nick grabbed a cushion and mirrored Charlie in covering his lap. His eyes were still heat-glazed and glassy, his pupils overtaking most of the blue. Still inwardly reeling, Nick struggled to get his breath back.
Meanwhile, David scampered across the room and plucked a hoodie from the back of the chair. He shoved it into a large duffle bag.
“Are you going somewhere?” Nick demanded hopefully.
“Just clearing some stuff out, don’t mind me.” David clocked their flushed faces and messed up hair, their grumpy glares. He let out an exasperated sigh. “Honestly, you have a bedroom, Nick. Use it.”
Nick scoffed. “Fuck off.” He tightened his grip on his cushion, hating how he always regressed to aggression in front of his brother. “Please?”
“So… um,” Charlie spoke tentatively to David. “We went to Blackwood’s and it was closed, like locked up. Looked like it had been that way for a while.”
Nick sank further into the sofa, letting his head fall sideways onto the armrest.
“Weird,” said David. “Maybe he went on holiday?”
“Yeah. Maybe.”
David sighed. “I’m sorry I wasn’t much help to you, but I appreciate you coming to me and asking.”
A scoffy kind of noise escaped Nick’s throat before he could stop himself.
Charlie grimaced, glanced at Nick, then back at David, brow furrowed. “We’re all going to the fireworks tomorrow night as a coven.”
“That’s nice,” said David sarcastically. “Have fun.”
“I was thinking, if you weren’t doing anything, maybe you’d like to come.”
Nick stared. David stared.
Charlie shifted awkwardly in his chair, gaze downcast. “It’s only for an hour or two, and there’ll be food and—”
“I’m not your friend,” David snapped.
Charlie startled and stared up at him. Nick wanted to throttle his brother.
David closed his eyes and tried to take a deep breath. “I don’t want to be your friend.” His brown eyes were empty, colder when he opened them again. “I’m not like you or—or the others.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?” said Charlie. “We’re all witches. We’re bound.”
“I’m not a disgusting, pathetic little fag like you and your friends!” David turned on his heel and stormed from the room, up the stairs. They heard his bedroom door slam.
Nick squeezed his eyes shut tight, clutching the cushion to his chest. “I knew it wasn’t real.” Shamefully, he felt moisture on his cheeks. “Why do I always…? I always fall for it.”
“Oh, Nick…” Charlie had moved from the chair to his side, crouched beside him on the sofa. He planted a kiss on his cheek, and stroked his hair.
Nick tipped forward, to rest against Charlie instead of the armrest. He let him hold him as he let out the rest of his tears into his shoulder. His hand in his hair would always feel good, no matter the context.
“You know what?” Charlie whispered, a few minutes later. He had settled back at his side on the sofa, and Nick was in danger of falling asleep against his shoulder. “I don’t think that was real.”
“What d’you mean?”
“I think David panicked. I showed him some kindness, without sarcasm or anything like that and—and I scared him. He reverted back to his usual homophobia because that’s his defence mechanism.”
“He still shouldn’t have said that to you.”
“No, he shouldn’t have, but… I don’t think he meant it, not really.”
“You’re saying he’s allergic to kindness?” Nick usually trusted Charlie’s judgement—on everything. But this? “He’s allergic to me. And to you by association.”
Charlie nudged his shoulder and tried for a soft smile. “Well, you are the embodiment of kindness. It’s his problem if he has an allergy, but it’s also kind of sad. I’ve gone through periods where it was hard to let kindness touch me, but to live like that all the time… it would be very lonely.”
Nick peered into his blue, blue eyes, so sincere and a little sad. “Charlie… you’re so…”
“What?”
Nick shook his head. “You mustn’t be in a period like that lately,” he said. “Because if I’m the embodiment of kindness then you don’t seem to mind me touching you.”
Charlie laughed and the dreary spell David’s arrival had cast upon them broke. By the time the front door opened again and Sarah joined them, they had dinner started and were feeling pretty domestic. Nick was definitely pleased his mum had walked in on them cooking together as opposed to David’s accidental show, though she would have been nicer about it.
As they settled down in front of a Bake Off repeat to eat, Nick could tell his mum was treading carefully where Nick and Charlie’s relationship was concerned. She was pleased they had worked through the bomb they had dropped on them, but at the same time, Nick couldn’t help but resent the fact it had been dropped in the first place. At a wake. Just before their first half-term together.
Luckily, David did not re-emerge from his room to join them and they had a lovely, quiet evening in front of the telly. After dessert, Sarah left them early, shattered after a long day at the cafe—though not-so secretly knowing they’d appreciate the time alone together.
Nick and Charlie polished off their bowls of jam roly-poly and custard, then snuggled down under a blanket for several rounds of Mario Kart. Nick never thought he was bad at Mario Kart until he played with Charlie, but secretly enjoyed Charlie winning over and over.
They then switched to Animal Crossing and Charlie watched peacefully, his head in Nick’s lap, his cheek against the fabric of his joggers. When the town was weeded and he’d rearranged his living room for the tenth time, Nick sensed a change in Charlie’s breathing and realised he was asleep.
His mouth was open, a patch of drool seeping into his joggers, but Nick couldn’t bring himself to wake him up. He turned off the game as quietly as he could, then looked at the time. It was almost eleven.
That was when he noticed a new message from Tao. Not in the group chat, but a private Whatsapp message thread.
TAO (22:57): We need to talk about David.
NICK (22:59): I’d rather not.
TAO (23:00): Don’t you think it’s weird that he’s suddenly being nice to us?
NICK (23:00): Not weird, but like I’ve said, I’ve learned not to trust anything nice David says or does.
TAO (23:02): I think you’re right. He was super sus at the cottage earlier, all enthusiastic and then he got very weird when we were looking at the family tree. I’m guessing Charlie told you about that?
NICK (23:03): Yeah, he did. But weird how?
TAO (23:03): Worried? Quieter?
TAO (23:04): Just different, okay? And then he basically ran away when Charlie brought up his solo magic.
TAO (23:05): All I’m saying is I think we need to keep an eye on him. Even if Charlie thinks his heart has grown three sizes.
But Nick didn’t think Charlie did think that exactly.
He looked down at his peacefully sleeping face and sighed. Charlie was so good. Nick wanted to believe that David could grow and change, but he also knew David’s track record. Better and more intimately than the others. But maybe that was it. David could never change when it came to Nick, but the others? There was no history there, so maybe he could come to accept them in his own, emotionally stunted, allergic-to-kindness way.
And other than him being a huge dickhead, Nick wasn’t sure what David acting suspiciously meant.
He couldn’t be a witch hunter.
David just couldn’t stand being bound to a coven like theirs. He hadn’t signed up to be bound to a coven at all. And David was trying to make the most of it… wasn’t he?
A tiny, adorable grumbly noise brought Nick out of his thoughts and back onto the sofa where his boyfriend’s arms contracted around his middle as he stirred. He let out a contented sigh. “I fell asleep.”
“It’s late,” said Nick softly. “Want to stay over?”
“I should ask my gran.”
Permission was granted, showers were taken, teeth were brushed and pyjamas were gathered. Nick closed his bedroom door with a little more force than necessary and took in one of his favourite sights. Of Charlie in his room, his hair fluffy and extra soft from the shower. And then he was striding across the room and taking Nick by the hips.
Nick stared up with wide eyes as Charlie walked him backwards until he was pressed against the door. A wave of heat came over him. Nick could see the source of it, the flames burning in those intense blue eyes. Charlie pressed his body into his as he bent to kiss him, pinning Nick between himself and the wall.
Nick’s heart stumbled, then it began to soar.
One kiss, and his whole body was on fire, and he was melting.
One kiss, and a throb started in his veins, electricity rushed through his body, an aching want spread out from the very core of him.
Charlie pulled back. Nick looked at him through a daze. Blinking, slowly, completely unravelled. Charlie took him by the chin, tipped his face down to his, dragged his thumb over his parted lips. “Do you know,” Charlie whispered. “That sometimes it’s painful, how much I want you?”
He brought their mouths together, and the fire burning in him spilled into Nick. Just like that, they were both swept up in the same frantic, wild, all-consuming fever.
Even the seconds-long walk to the bed was too much for them. They found themselves in complete possession of each other, right where they were. It was like a dream, but no dream of Nick’s was ever this vivid. Charlie’s voice enveloped him, growing rougher and breathless the deeper they sank into complete abandon.
His features in the moonlight. The taste of him. His heat seeping into Nick. With each movement he made, a powerful wave of pleasure left behind mind-numbing ecstasy in every cell of Nick’s body. He felt drunk on it, dizzy, in a spellbinding trance.
And Charlie was right there with him.
Body to body, they both succumbed to it completely.
By the time they stopped, they were both taking deep, gasping breaths, delirious, struggling to hold themselves up.
Nick couldn’t have even said where he was at that moment. He and Charlie had leapt off the earth, though their feet were still on the ground. And suddenly he remembered that he’d been worried—that their first time together was so good, there would be no recapturing what it had felt like.
The thought struck him so absurd that he let out a soft laugh.
“What?” Charlie stammered against the back of Nick’s neck.
Nick tried to answer, but his mind was still drifting in the resonating echoes of what had just happened. He couldn’t form words. Instead, he gathered up the few items of clothing they had managed to tear off before they could wait no longer.
Then he took Charlie’s hand and led him to the bed. Nick glanced at him, and his heart stumbled.
Charlie with no shirt, his jeans still undone. His hair all messed up by Nick’s hands, his skin bearing a light sheen of sweat. His blue eyes, dazzlingly beautiful. Still dreamy and heat-glazed, like his own. Still fixed on Nick with a searing intensity.
They collapsed together onto the bed, then lay unmoving for a long moment.
Nick looked at Charlie, watched the interplay of moonlight and shadow on his face. Nick’s body felt weak and boneless, but at the same time, he felt strangely new again. There was a blissful, cathartic, unburdened lightness in his chest. It was a feeling only Charlie could give him. Something about having his every desire met, and then some.
Charlie ran a hand through his hair, staring at the ceiling. “S’one of those times where I can’t believe it’s real.”
“I—I get it,” Nick stammered. “I can’t believe you exist.”
Charlie laughed and sat up. He smiled at him, then blinked when Nick spread a hand on his chest. One last residual shiver of pleasure rolled through Charlie’s body. Nick stripped all of Charlie’s remaining clothes away, then let him do the same with his.
Naked, Nick rolled onto his stomach, stretched out his legs, flexed his feet. Slowly, Charlie placed his body on top of his, his cheek nestled in the valley between his shoulder blades. The front of Charlie’s thighs against the back of Nick’s.
Utterly wrapped in his warmth, Nick let out a low, rumbling laugh. “You fit so perfectly like this, Char.”
Charlie pressed a kiss onto his back, then let out a contented sigh. He snuggled up against him and Nick let out a deep breath, tired and happy. They swam together in the depths of the immense ocean of love between them and Nick hoped Charlie knew that he could always rest there, in his love, just like Nick rested in his.
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Chapter 18: a potential inferno
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Chapter 18 Word Count: 8252
Content Warnings: mention of death, alcohol, grief, violence, kidnap
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chapter eighteen: a potential inferno
He looked tired. But as he looked upon his own reflection, there was something else there now, something that hadn’t been there before. Charlie wasn’t sure if it was good or bad, whether he liked it or not, but once upon a time he’d hated everything he saw. Once, he had known he was disgusting like a fact.
Now the bullies in his head had quietened. Now he often forgot they were even there. Now he was powerful and lovable. Now he was desirable. And he was going on a date.
He folded his shirt collar neatly over his autumnal jumper and shrugged his coat over the top. He wanted to be warm but cute, seasonal but not overly so. He had used his for-special-occasions-only curl cream and made sure he smelled extra nice. He double-checked the grimoire, crystal and family tree were safely hidden in the secret compartment, then headed downstairs.
In the living room, he found his grandmother, ready and waiting to go out herself. She smiled. “You look nice.”
“Thanks. Nick said he’d pick me up at seven. He should be here soon.”
Kathleen raised her eyebrows. “Is this evening a date, then?”
Charlie nodded, shy but giddy. He perched on the edge of a chair and waited, an eye on the front window. He didn’t know why he was so excited—he had seen Nick three hours ago at school. There was just something about the formality of their date plans that sent shivers of disbelief through him. He had just never expected this sort of thing would happen to him. And yet there he was, waiting with bated breath for a cute boy to pick him up and take him out. A cute boy he also called his boyfriend.
Charlie tapped his foot impatiently. “Gran?” he said. “So… I found out what that parchment was. It’s my mum’s family tree. Do you know anything about the Driscoll family line?”
Kathleen held his gaze for a long moment, then her eyes turned blank and her face dropped.
“What’s wrong?”
“Nothing,” she said. “I… I don’t know. I’m sorry. What did you say?”
“I asked whether you knew anything about my mum’s family.”
Kathleen shook her head. “No. I only met her parents once. They’ve both passed away now. You dad never talked about them.”
“Oh.” Charlie looked down at his hands in his lap. “Okay.” Every time he thought his grandmother was getting back to herself, she would regress again. He didn’t know what to do. She was the medical professional. And really, they didn’t know each other that well—he didn’t want to push her boundaries.
The doorbell rang, and Charlie got to his feet, suddenly feeling kind of guilty. “Are you going to be alright going to the bonfire alone?”
Kathleen swatted at his knee. “Don’t worry about me. Now, don’t keep your Nick waiting—and have a lovely evening.”
Charlie smiled, his excitement dropping back into his chest. He tried not to run into the hall, but couldn’t go slowly. He opened the door and grinned. “Hi.”
“Hi.”
Nick looked utterly adorable, as usual, but he’d definitely made an extra effort too, and— “Oh my god,” Charlie gasped. “You bought me flowers?!”
“I did,” said Nick. Blushing, he held out a bouquet of daisies. “Is that okay?”
All Charlie could do was nod. He couldn’t find the words—any words at all—to express how overwhelmingly grateful and happy he was at that moment.
Luckily, Kathleen appeared behind him. “Aren’t those lovely?” she said. “I can find a vase for them if you like, so they’re nice for when you get back.”
“Thanks, gran.” Charlie let her take the daisies, then fell forward into Nick to kiss him, pouring into it all the words he hadn’t been able to say. “Thank you,” he murmured as they parted.
“You got me that dog ornament. I wanted to get you something, too.”
“I love them, and I love you. Ready to go?”
Nick held out a hand and Charlie took it.
“Are you going to the fireworks, too, Mrs Spring?” asked Nick as they stepped outside and Kathleen shut the door behind them.
“I am. But don’t worry, I won’t be crashing your date. I’m meeting some of the ladies from the hospital there. Have a nice evening, the both of you, don’t get into too much trouble. Oh, and if you decide you’re not coming home tonight, just let me know, Charlie.” With a wink, she set off towards her car.
Cheeks aflame, Charlie giggled at the equal embarrassment on Nick’s face. “Come on,” he said. “We don’t want to be late.”
✨
Richard opened his front door to find Pauline standing there, wrapped in her usual elegant black coat. This evening she had added a deep red scarf, interwoven with shimmering gold.
“You’re late,” he said.
She looked him up and down and stepped into the hallway. “And you’re charming.”
He let the door snap shut behind her. “How’s the crystal?” he asked, as casually as he could.
“Safe and sound. No need to worry.”
He reached out absently to smooth the collar of her coat. “It must be difficult for you to resist its draw,” he said. “I know how you miss the feeling of power. Maybe you should give it to me to hold.”
With a sigh, she rolled her eyes. “I’m going to keep it, Richard.”
He studied her stoic expression for several seconds, waiting for her to break, but nothing happened. He tutted, grabbed his phone, keys and wallet from the sideboard and headed back to the front door. “Let’s get going.”
“But I did have a thought,” said Pauline, stopping him in his tracks. “Now that we know where Tara keeps our grimoire, we can look for alternatives to the Blood Moon ceremony. Find out how to locate the other crystals.”
Richard raised his eyebrows. “Hassan’s dead body just turned up because you didn’t hide it well enough the first time. Your mistake forced us to silence Kathleen. If you think the rest of the elders aren’t paying attention to this town right now, you’re a fool. I think we need to lay low with the crystal we have for a while.”
“Fine,” said Pauline through pursed lips. “That may be for the best.” She held the door open for him to step past her, into the evening.
“You may have the crystal,” he said. “But you still need me. Let’s not forget that.”
The two of them walked the short distance into town and then across to Truham Grammar. Volunteers had spent the day building a bonfire on the field, making sure there was sufficient space left between it and the ropes to satisfy the health and safety inspectors. At the edge of the field, a variety of food vendors were busy serving the first few early arrivals.
It was like he blinked and the field was suddenly full of people. Lots of students, some teachers, and families of all ages were bundled up against the cold, steam lifting from cups of hot drinks and containers of greasy food, faces glowing in the flickering light of the bonfire. Some people had brought along blankets and camping chairs, but most people, like himself and Pauline, were content to stand.
Richard watched from a distance as Elle arrived with Tao, Tara and Darcy, the sight of them a comfort. The four teenagers joined the long queue of one of the food vans. Pauline was watching them, too, he noticed, a tentatively happy expression on her face.
Elle seemed cheerful enough as she laughed at something Darcy was saying, her arm around Tao’s. They watched Isaac join them, and then, Nick and Charlie arrived, hand in hand and practically glowing, as they always seemed to be, in their love for each other. Soulmates indeed, Richard thought. He hoped for their sake it would work out this time.
The last time he’d seen his daughter and her friends together it had been four in the morning. They’d all been exhausted and traumatised beyond anything he’d seen in a long time. But now they looked just like a regular group of teenagers, young and in love at a fireworks display, cuddling up to their partners to keep warm.
That was when he spotted her, walking casually through the crowd.
“Kathleen?” he said before he could stop himself.
The older woman looked up and smiled. “Richard, Pauline, you’re looking well.” The cup of tea between her hands trembled.
“Are you alright?” asked Pauline.
“I’m fine. It’s just nice to watch Julio having fun.”
Richard frowned. “You mean Charlie?”
Kathleen didn’t seem to hear him. Her gaze upon her grandson had turned cloudy and unfocused.
“Kathleen?” said Pauline. “Are you sure you’re alright?”
“I’m not sure…” Kathleen blinked. She lifted her fingertips to her forehead. “I’m a little dizzy. Maybe it’s another migraine, but I just got over one…” She gave her head a little shake. “I’m probably just tired. Too many double shifts at the hospital. It’s nice to see the two of you—together.” She nodded specifically to Richard. “I’m glad to see you’re taking an interest in someone other than Jane Driscoll.”
Richard blinked. “Jane? What are you talking about?”
“Julio always worshipped her, too.”
Richard exchanged a baffled look with Pauline, but Kathleen had already flitted away, towards a cluster of ladies he recognised as her colleagues from the hospital.
“You know,” Pauline nudged his shoulder teasingly, “I always suspected you had a little crush on Jane.”
“She’s dead. What does it matter?” said Richard. “You said the spell was just supposed to make Kathleen forget everything she saw at the lake house. What’s wrong with her?”
“I don’t know.”
“You obviously did something wrong.”
“You know what? I’m getting a little sick of your accusations, Richard. We did the spell.”
“You chose it. You did what you wanted. You kept the crystal, and you got the spell from your family’s grimoire so if Kathleen suffers any long-term damage, it’s on you.”
✨
The school field was almost unrecognisable at this time of the night, and with so many people scattered across it. Not to mention the raging bonfire at the far end. Pop music played from overhead speakers and light up toys glowed from many a child’s hand.
Nick and Charlie made their way across the grass to where the others had directed them—to where they were saving a spot for them in the queue for food.
The seven of them exchanged hugs all round. After the events of last weekend, all of them felt much closer. Getting kidnapped together, then finding a dead body together—well, it brought people closer.
The queue moved a little further along, and Nick and Charlie fell into step beside Tao and Elle. “How are you doing?” Nick asked quietly.
Elle had been quieter than usual, sticking close to Tao’s side for extra comfort. She shrugged, and reached around for the right words. “I’m okay I suppose. I kind of got into an argument with my dad yesterday and I still miss grandpa—I can’t stop thinking about it, finding him like that—but… this is helping.” She noticed the others had turned to listen, and she managed a small smile. “Just doing something normal and fun like this with everyone. So, thanks. I really needed this.”
“Yeah,” said Darcy. “Me too.”
“I think we’ve all needed this,” said Charlie.
Isaac raised his arms. “Aw! Come in, guys!” He pulled them all into a group hug. “We’ll be alright,” he said. “Tonight is gonna be great. I didn’t even bring a book.”
“Wow,” said Tao. “I hope it doesn’t get too boring then.”
“It had better not,” said a voice from behind them. The seven witches turned in alarm.
“Dave?” said Darcy. “What are you doing here?”
David shifted nervously, his hands in his coat pockets. “Um, well, Charlie invited me, so…”
“Right,” said Charlie. “I did. I didn’t think you were interested. You’re not like us, remember?”
“Yeah… well, um… I’m here, so…”
The queue moved on and they suddenly found themselves at the front. Of course David would get there as soon as they didn’t have to wait any longer.
Determined not to let his brother ruin his night—and determined not to let his boyfriend’s incredible generosity be in vain—while they collected their food and found a place to stand, Nick focused on the six people he actually liked.
“I kind of forgot I invited him,” said Charlie, picking at his chips with a little wooden spork. “I can’t believe he actually showed up.”
Nick jabbed at his curly fries. “Hmph.”
“Hey.” Charlie nudged his arm. “You don’t have to talk to him, or interact with him at all. And if he gets really annoying or it gets too much, then I’m sure we can find an excuse to sneak off just the two of us.”
“I’ll be fine, I promise.” He kissed his cheek. “Thank you, though.”
Still, as they inhaled their food, Nick kept one eye on David. His brother stood with them but a little separated. He tucked into his own food and seemed to be enjoying that at least. At one point, Tara and Darcy disappeared with everyone’s rubbish, then returned with hot chocolates for everyone, including David. He took his cup with a surprised smile and thanked Tara before he seemed to remember to be grumpy. Darcy then procured a tiny bottle of whisky from their pocket and did the rounds, spiking everyone’s drink. David looked decidedly impressed.
Nick exchanged a look with Tao. He remembered their text conversation from last night and considered Tao’s fears about David as well as his own. Tao was renowned for not trusting people easily, for being overprotective, sometimes to a fault. If he suspected David of anything then it didn’t necessarily mean it was true.
The closer the time ticked to eight o’clock and the start of the fireworks, the tipsier the others got. Especially Tara and Darcy, who at ten to, decided to utilise the pop music still playing and start twirling each other around in a dance. Elle, who hadn’t drank any alcohol at all, got pulled into the mix and in turn, pulled Tao with her. Isaac soon joined in, leaving only Nick, Charlie and David on the sidelines.
“Come on, Dave!” Darcy cried, trying to tug at his arms. “Dance!”
“Oh, no, I don’t dance,” David stuttered. “No, thank you.”
Ugh! Not dancing was Nick and Charlie’s thing, not David’s. Nick tried to exchange an annoyed look with Charlie, but his attention was elsewhere. Nick followed his gaze to where Kathleen stood on the opposite side of the bonfire in a huddle of her friends. She was clutching a doughnut in a bag and chatting happily. Nick smiled, but Charlie’s expression was distant, wistful.
“You okay?”
Charlie blinked, then looked away from his grandmother. “I keep trying to picture my dad here when he was our age. Maybe with my mum.” He shook his head and took a sip of his hot chocolate. “It’s silly.”
Nick tucked him more securely under his arm and kissed his hair. “That’s not silly at all.”
“Ever since we found that tree, I haven’t been able to stop thinking about her. I… I never told my dad, but when I was little—and when I was older sometimes, too—I used to create an imaginary version of her. I would just talk to her all the time. I made up all the things she never got to tell me about herself—her favourite books, her favourite songs, how she took her tea… how proud she was of me.”
“Char, she would be so proud of you if she could see you right now. So happy and proud.”
Charlie managed a small smile. “I like to think so.” He shrugged. “I think she’d at least be proud and happy that I found you.”
A disgusted coughing noise made them look around in time to see David mime throwing up. Nick tensed, his arm tightened around Charlie’s shoulder but—he paused. He took a deep breath. David didn’t actually look disgusted, not really.
“Don’t mind them,” said Isaac, chuckling. “They get all sappy like that sometimes. Often. You get used to it.”
David shook his head, recovering with a sip of his drink. “You know,” he said, edging a little closer to Nick and Charlie. “I used to do a similar thing. With our dad. Pretend he was there when he wasn’t.”
Nick raised his eyebrows.
“Like if I did really well on a spelling test or I had a football game,” David continued. “Or sometimes when I came home from school, I’d imagine him sitting there, waiting to tell me I’d done well. I had mum, of course, but… yeah, I get it.”
Darcy hurried over to top up David’s drink. Charlie smiled as he accepted his own top up. Tara and Elle were giggling about something with Isaac. And Nick—Nick didn’t know how to think or feel or what to believe. He had never wanted anything in his life more or longer than he’d wanted his brother to care about him. For real. Unconditionally and completely. Because as much as he pretended not to, Nick cared about him. He even missed him sometimes, since he left for university. It was ridiculous, but it happened.
The music stopped. Darcy and the others groaned, their dancing interrupted. Everyone around them fell quiet. It was eight o’clock. The first firework broke the sky and the display began to rounds of cheers which spread around the field.
Charlie grinned skywards, the colourful light dancing beautifully in his eyes. Nick buried his nose close to Charlie’s ear and whispered, “I love you.”
Charlie laughed, giddy and bright. As the fire exploded into colour and light, he pressed a sweet kiss to his mouth. “I love you.”
Between the sparkles, a phone buzzed. Nick checked his, but he had no new notifications. He looked around and saw David, his own phone screen illuminating his suddenly serious expression.
“What is it?” Nick asked.
“Nothing,” said David, quickly pocketing his phone again. “I’ll be right back.”
And David turned around and hurried away between the gathered crowd, towards the school building. Nick watched him go, then looked around at the others. None of them were paying David any attention, all of them watching the fireworks. Charlie had been pulled into a selfie by Tara.
Before he could talk himself out of it, Nick shoved his drink into Tao’s hands, and said, “I’m just gonna find the loos.”
Nick hurried after David, apologising to each group of people he had to push past in order to cross the grass quickly. In the near distance, the school buildings stood dark and empty except for the sports block. Light poured from the doors which had been left open so people could use the toilets. Nick jogged towards it but didn’t go inside—because he caught sight of David slipping past it, around the side of the building towards the sports equipment cupboard. As Nick got nearer, he heard voices.
“What are you doing here?” That was David, his voice a panicked hiss.
“I came to find you,” said another voice, one Nick recognised but couldn’t quite place. “The plan has changed.”
Nick made it to the corner of the building. He leaned against the brick wall and tried to quieten his movement, including his breath which fogged out before him in the cold. He shoved his hands into his coat pockets and risked a peak around the side.
It was Harry. David was talking to Harry. David was talking to a witch hunter.
“I spoke to the council,” Harry was saying. “And there’s more going on than you know. We’re leaving tonight, but we’re taking Charlie with us.”
Nick froze, listening hard.
“Well,” Harry amended. “You’re taking him. From here. While everyone is distracted by the fireworks.”
“What? Why do I have to do it?”
“The council think it’s too dangerous to leave him here. And his power can be used to our advantage, just like yours only better. Fighting fire with fire, only Charlie Spring is a potential inferno.”
“I don’t think that’s a good idea,” said David. “Kidnapping is the sort of thing that might set him off.”
“That’s why I’m asking you to do it. He trusts you now, right?”
David scoffed. “Barely. And no way will he leave his friends tonight. He’d never leave Nick’s side. They’re on a date.”
His brother gave a long sigh. “Fine. I’ll do it, for the good of the society.”
And then Nick was gone. He hurtled back into the crowd, shoved past anyone who happened to get in his way. The field suddenly seemed infinitely vast, each huddle of people identical to the last and yet unfamiliar at the same time. Where exactly had they been standing again? His heart in his chest hurt with how hard it was pounding. The fireworks bursting overhead barely permeated as his feet pounded against the grass. He’d never leave Nick’s side. And yet Nick had left his side.
“Charlie!” he cried. He knew his brother wasn’t to be trusted. He was a witch hunter—his own brother was a witch hunter. “Charlie?!”
He caught sight of Tao’s head and threw himself towards him. Nick burst out from between the huddled crowd. Tao, Elle, Tara, Darcy and Isaac looked around at him in alarm. And his heart dropped out of his chest. He whirled about, frantic.
“What is it?” asked Tara.
“What’s wrong?” said Elle.
“Nick?” said Darcy.
He stared at his gathered friends. “Where’s Charlie?” None of them answered. “Where’s Charlie?”
A few of them stepped back in alarm, but Nick didn’t care—he wanted to shake them. Wanted to shake himself.
Isaac blinked. “He went to go find you.”
✨
Charlie knew how Nick looked when he wanted to escape a social situation. And knew how he looked when pretending he was fine with something he wasn’t. This was one of those times.
Charlie strode out from between the huddled crowd, towards the light coming from the school building. Hadn’t he told Nick he could tell him whenever he needed to escape? Wouldn’t he have preferred to escape together rather than sequester himself in the school loos all alone? Unless he really had just needed the loo…
“Charlie!”
He squinted into the shadows along the side of the building. David was standing there, hands in his coat pockets, looking surprised to have walked into him.
“Have you seen Nick?”
“No.” David rubbed the back of his neck. “Um… actually… I was wondering…”
“Are you alright? You look kind of jittery and sweaty.”
“Yep, I’m fine. Look, I need a favour.”
Charlie rolled his eyes. “What favour?”
“I helped you find your family tree so you owe me one.”
“Right.” Charlie glanced around. “But can’t it wait? I need to find Nick. I’m kind of… worried about him.”
“I’m sure he’s perfectly fine—probably in the loo.” David raised his eyebrows. “Surely you don’t piss and shit together as well as everything else?”
Charlie opened his mouth to retort, but the statement had been more teasing, more lighthearted than he’d ever heard David sound. He let out a sigh. “Fine. What do you need?”
“Great. Come with me.” David began to stride towards the car park and Charlie hurried along the best he could. “I need to show you something. It’s important but I can’t talk about it here in public.” He yanked open his car door and climbed inside. “Come on!”
Charlie chewed at his lip and looked back towards the field. “Where are we going?”
“To mine. We’ll be back before the end of the display.”
The last thing Charlie wanted to do was end the evening early. He’d been so excited about tonight, and he’d been having such a nice time, despite David’s presence. But hadn’t he been trying to extend an olive branch to David when he’d invited him in the first place? And wasn’t this him extending an olive branch back? Charlie slipped into the passenger seat and took out his phone.
CHARLIE (20:11): david says he needs to show me something important at your house and i said i’d go. trying to be nice and all! send me your thoughts and prayers and i’ll be back asap to finish our date xxxxx
CHARLIE (20:12): i love you xxxxx
✨
“Nick!” Tao cried. “Nick! Slow down!”
But Nick wasn’t listening. He kept pushing his way back through the crowd, towards the sports block where he’d last seen David. David and Harry. The witch hunters.
Inside the corridor, Nick threw the toilet door open and peered into each cubicle in turn, aware of his friends hovering along behind him. Charlie was still nowhere to be found—as he had suspected, but hadn’t allowed himself to believe. He stepped back outside.
“Nick!” Tao yelled, tumbling outside after him, the others in tow. “Can you please explain to us what the fuck is happening?”
Nick tried to take a breath. But he couldn’t breathe. He could hardly think, though it felt like his brain was going a mile a minute. They had Charlie. The witch hunters had Charlie. And it was all his fault.
“Nick…” Tara appeared in front of him, her kind face peering into his panic-stricken one. “Look at me. Breathe, Nick. You need to breathe.”
“Has… has something happened to Charlie?” asked Darcy, quietly. The worry seemed to have sobered them up considerably. “You need to tell us what’s happened.”
“David’s a witch hunter,” he gasped. “I saw him t-talking to Harry and they’re—they’re going to kidnap Charlie—tonight.”
With trembling hands, Nick extracted his phone from his coat pocket and checked his texts. His heart plummeted further still. He must have missed the alert with all the noise of the fireworks.
“What is it?” asked Elle.
“He… he said David needed to show him something at home. Something important…”
“Yeah, right,” said Tao, beginning to pace. “God, Charlie, and I thought you were smart.”
“Shut up, Tao.” Nick typed out a warning to Charlie and hit send. “Come on. If he really has taken him to mine then he won’t stay there for long. We need to move.”
✨
Charlie glanced into the Nelsons’ living room as he crossed the hall after David. He’d hoped Sarah was home. Her presence would have been very welcome, but alas, only Nellie greeted them at the bottom of the stairs. After a brief head rub, she plodded away again when she realised she wasn’t about to be fed. “Sorry, Nel,” said Charlie. “You’ll have to wait for Nick to be home.”
He watched the dog go, then turned to follow David up the stairs and into his room. As Charlie stood awkwardly in the doorway, he couldn’t believe he’d allowed David of all people to pull him away from the nicest evening he’d had in a while. The room was much tidier and cleaner than it had been the last time he had been there. A duffle bag, a suitcase and a rucksack were stacked by the wardrobe.
“What’s this about?”
David turned away from the window and Charlie’s question died on his lips. In David’s hands was an old, leather-bound book.
“Is that your family’s grimoire?”
“You wanted to know more about your mum.” David waved the book carelessly. “The Nelsons of the past wrote all about her family in here.”
Charlie narrowed his eyes, and folded his arms across his chest. “I thought you wanted a favour.”
“I’m getting to that.” David flipped open the book, found a specific page, then handed it over.
Charlie looked down at the old, yellowed pages and was greeted by the most horrific sketches of people he’d ever seen. Emaciated, skeletal, their faces contorted into expressions of pure agony. Around the frightening illustrations, the scratchiest, most illegible handwriting.
“These pages warn about the destructive power of dark magic,” David explained. “How it can transform a witch into someone—some thing—evil.”
“What is this? Why are you showing me this?”
“Because you need to know where you come from. Your ancestors did terrible things. Your mum’s lineage is made of the strongest dark magic there is. Waterhouse is the origin of dark magic. That’s why you have the power you do. Burning Ben, finding Hassan—those were not regular solo magic, they were unbindable, immense dark magic.”
Charlie couldn’t seem to tear his eyes away from the gaunt faces staring up at him from the page. “You’re saying this is what happened to all of my ancestors? All the Waterhouses—they turned into monsters?” His breath caught in sudden panic. “Y-you think that’s going to happen to me?”
David opened his mouth. Then closed it again.
Anger flared in Charlie’s chest. Who was David to tell him who he was or what he was capable of? When had he ever shown true, good intentions towards him? He turned on his heel and made to storm out, ready to steal the Nelsons’ grimoire right out from under David’s nose.
“Wait!” David rushed forward. “That’s why I’m telling you. So you can stop it, so you can try to control it before—before it takes over.”
Charlie turned back to stare into his face, his mind reeling. “You knew. At the lakehouse, on Halloween, at James’ wake—you’ve known this whole time. And all those questions… What have you been doing? Studying me?”
“I knew you were special somehow, but not that you were related to the Waterhouses.”
No. This was ridiculous. This was—this was too much. Charlie turned to leave once again. This time, David reached out and grabbed his arm. Charlie smacked his hand aside. “Get off me.”
David snatched the book from his hands and held the page of horrific faces up to jab at them with his finger. “This is what Eric Blackwood was trying to warn you about. Having this bloodline makes you a target. You have the kind of powers others want, Charlie. You—you have to leave here.”
Flabbergasted, Charlie looked from David’s alarmingly desperate expression, to the bags packed against the wardrobe. “You want me to leave here? With you?” He shook his head in disbelief. “That’s never going to happen, surely you know that? I’d never leave Nick or my gran or my friends, not for anything.”
“But staying here with your dark magic so volatile, it’s only putting them in harm's way.”
“Sticking together as a coven keeps us stronger,” said Charlie. “What if someone comes after them again and I’m out there hiding? I can’t leave them—I won’t.”
The look in David’s brown eyes was difficult to decipher. Charlie should never have come here. He should have just stayed with his friends. God, he should have been kissing his boyfriend under the fireworks right now, not freaking out about some hypothetical family hand-me-down of evil.
His phone buzzed in his pocket and Charlie took it out.
NICK (20:19): DAVID IS A WITCH HUNTER GET OUT OF THERE NOW
“What is it?” said David impatiently.
He was a witch hunter.
Charlie tried to school his face—tried to pretend his pulse hadn’t skyrocketed, like he hadn’t just found out he’d been a massive idiot. An idiot who wanted to help David into someone who could be trusted, who could be a true part of their coven. Idiot.
“N-nothing,” he said. “Just Nick checking in.” Thinking hard, Charlie wandered, in a charade of a thoughtful pace, towards the window and back again. “Everything you’re telling me, it’s—it’s a lot to take in.”
David took a step closer, as if to reassure him, but before he could stop himself, Charlie backed away. The door was wide open behind him. He could just turn and make a run for it…
“You have to trust me,” said David. “I know you’re trying. I’ve made a lot of mistakes in my life. Taking you away from here, so you can’t hurt my brother, is the only way to make all that right. But we need to leave now.”
Charlie looked into David’s face, and searched for any of the righteous anger that had been in the faces of Harry, Ben and Marcus when they had them tied up, and threatened to burn them alive. He couldn’t quite see it. But what did he know? Hadn’t Nick told him over and over that his brother was not to be trusted? That even if it seemed like he was trying to be nice, it wouldn’t last long? It was just a pretense, it was just a trick, a lie that would only hurt you in the end if you were stupid enough to believe it.
“Okay… I’ll, um… I’ll just run to my house and grab some things and then… then we can go.”
David let out a breath. “This is the right thing to do. I promise. Just, be quick, okay?”
Charlie nodded and turned away. He stepped out into the hall.
“Charlie?”
His heart stumbled. “Yeah?”
“You really can trust me.”
Charlie squeezed his eyes shut for a fraction of a second, then without another word, strode for the stairs. He hurried down them, ignored Nellie’s whine from the living room and threw open the front door.
Out into the night, he knew he could make it back to the school on foot, but he had to be fast—he didn’t want David to look out the window and see him go in the wrong direction. But if he could get back to Nick and the others then, as a coven, they could fix this.
His conversed feet struck the pavement as he hurtled down the road. A ringing had filled his head the moment he’d read Nick’s text and it persisted now. Get to Nick. Get to Nick.
Maybe that was why he didn’t hear the van approach.
Didn’t hear it pull up beside him, didn’t hear the doors open.
Marcus darted out, and Charlie almost ploughed into him.
“No—!” His cry was cut off as Marcus grabbed him, drew a knife and held it across his throat, his other arm pinning him against his chest. “Let me go !”
He wanted to twist and struggle but the knife—he could feel the coolness of the metal against his skin and one wrong move…
And then Harry was coming towards him, a sickening glee in his eyes as he held up a cloth.
“No, please, don’t—”
Harry pressed the cloth over Charlie’s mouth and clamped his hand over it, hard. A sickly sweet scent filled his nose, his mouth. His eyes watered, and he tried to cough, but he couldn’t—couldn’t breathe…
“STOP!”
Charlie blinked through the fuzziness that was clouding his vision.
David burst out of the Nelsons’ house and hurtled down the pavement towards him. Charlie tried to call out, but all he managed was a muffled cough.
The world slipped. His knees buckled, and his head turned over and over in a dizzy spiral.
There was a distant shout, a dull thunk. David went sprawling to the ground the second before Charlie’s world went dark.
✨
The coven piled into Nick’s car the best they could. He drove more carelessly than he had ever done in his life. Home was not far at all, but it felt like miles and miles, each break, each turning, each time he had to do anything other than get to Charlie made him want to throw up.
The panicked tone which accompanied his friends’ reassurances didn’t exactly help matters. Nothing they said or did could stop his heart from pounding like crazy, nor his hands from shaking over the steering wheel. Not when his mind kept flicking between finding Charlie and finding Charlie gone.
He turned onto River Crescent and parked haphazardly outside his own house. The six of them stumbled out onto the pavement, their heightened breath lifting in clouds around their faces. Everything looked normal, the house in which he lived with his mum and his dog looked just as it always did. The lights were off. But David’s car was in the drive.
“Hang on,” Tara gasped. “Is that David?”
She jogged along the pavement to the left. Someone was indeed slumped over on the path just ahead, and as Nick hurried after Tara, he saw it was indeed David.
Nick pushed past his friends and threw himself down at his brother’s side. He grabbed him by the scruff of his coat and rolled him over, yanked him upright. David’s head lolled and his eyes fluttered.
“David! Wake up! Where’s Charlie? Where is he?”
“Get off—!”
Nick shook him once, quite hard, then let him go. David slumped back onto the pavement with a groan. “Charlie’s in trouble. I tried to stop them but I wasn’t fast enough.”
“But you’re a witch hunter!” Tao snarled.
David glared up at them all for a moment before his face fell. He got unsteadily to his feet, clutching his head. “Y-yes,” he gasped. “And I won’t blame you for hating me forever after this, but we don’t have much time. They have Charlie right now. Get in the car—I know where they’ll stop, but if we miss them, it’s over.”
There was no other option. Nick started back towards his car and yanked open the door.
“How do we know he’s telling the truth?” said Tao. “He could just be leading us all into danger!”
“It doesn’t matter! Tao—” Nick slid into the driver’s seat, his voice breaking. “Please, just get in the car or I’m leaving you here.”
Tao opened his mouth to retort, then closed it again, his eyes shining. Elle grabbed his hand and pushed him into the back seat.
The six of them crammed themselves into the five seats once again, and followed David in his car. David didn’t seem to have as many qualms about the rules of the road as Nick did, but at the same time, he wasn’t going fast enough. Going over the speed limit and with too many people in his car—Nick didn’t care. When they found Charlie—they’ll have found Charlie and nothing else would matter, speeding ticket or not.
None of them spoke. Nick wondered whether the others could manage a full lungful of air because he certainly couldn’t. The lights of the roads and cars around them flashed and blurred, but he forced himself to focus—if he crashed then that would leave only David to help Charlie and… and David was a witch hunter.
His brother was a witch hunter.
In no time at all, but also all the time in the world, they were following David out of Truham, hurtling north. Before Nick could wonder just how far they were having to travel, David began to indicate to the left. Nick looked around at the dark verge on that side of the road. There was no turning near here from what he could remember, not for several miles still. But then David began to slow down and then he was turning. Nick copied, hoping beyond all hope that this time—this time—his brother was not about to turn around and stab him in the back.
David’s car slipped into a narrow gap between one unkempt hedgerow and the next, and Nick followed. He ducked low, squinting around in the darkness ahead. But there wasn’t much to see other than David’s car trundling along the dirt track ahead of them.
“Where are we going?” asked Tao. But none of them had an answer for that.
The road steadily began to widen until there was enough space for David to swerve to one side, brake lights illuminated and park. Nick swerved, braked and parked.
“This had better not be a trap.”
“Tao, please, shut up.” Nick clicked his seatbelt off and climbed out of the car. A cold wind whipped through the surrounding trees, chilling him to the bone. He hugged his coat around himself and jogged over to where David was standing. “Where are we?”
“Shhh!” David hissed as the others hurried over. “Keep quiet and keep low. We don’t want to be seen or heard.”
David leading the way, they edged along the dark road, doing as they were told and keeping quiet and low. If Charlie was nearby Nick wanted to run. He wanted to be moving as fast as possible. But he also knew that could ruin everything. He didn’t know these people, not really. But David did.
They ducked behind the hedges running along the road and moved into more of a jog as they skirted the edge of a farmer’s field. In the corner, David ushered them over to peer through the branches of the tightly packed trees that surrounded an opening beyond the hedges.
If they had carried on along the dirt road they would have come to the clearing they were looking upon now. It was a rest stop, Nick realised. The kind used mostly by travellers and truckers. A few cars were parked in a cluster in the middle of the clearing along with a van and a caravan. A huddle of people were gathered in the center, around a crackling fire pit. From the silhouette of his ridiculously tall hair, Nick recognised Harry Greene. And there was Marcus, too. There were quite a few more witch hunters than there where of them.
“They’re all here,” said David. “All the Kent lot. We’re just in time. Any longer and they would have left.”
“Where’s Charlie?” Isaac hissed.
“In the van. They took him in that van. Can you handle a knife?”
Nick tore his gaze away from the grey shape of the van parked wonkily among the cars. He blinked down at the blade glimmering in David’s hand, the handle held out for him to take. He grabbed it, then pocketed it carefully.
“What do we need a knife for?” whispered Darcy. “We can do magic!”
David shook his head. “Magic won’t work here, these are all ash trees. S’why they like to hang out here. Right, you lot stay here and distract them. I’ll get Charlie.”
He made to slip through the bushes towards the cars, but Nick grabbed his arm. “No! No way,” he hissed. “You’re not going anywhere near him. You distract. I’ll go.”
Without waiting for a reply, Nick fixed his sights back upon the van and ran out from between the bushes. He stopped himself against the nearest tree and peered around it. Much closer now, he could see the hunters' faces, laughing and drinking from thermos flasks—like they were merely camping. And the sight sickened him. It didn’t matter what these people wanted with Charlie, to use him or to kill him, Nick needed to get into that van.
He risked a glance back towards the others, still lurking behind the bushes. He met Isaac’s eye and nodded.
There was a tremendous whooshing sound and the firepit suddenly erupted into one massive column of fire which reached for the treetops. The hunters jumped away in fright, swearing loudly. Another whoosh, and the inferno curled up into a ball. Then it launched itself at the hunters. At once, they scattered, running for the trees—thankfully, away from where Nick was hiding.
There was no time to stop and stare or marvel at his friends’ magic—Nick ducked around his tree, sprinted into the clearing, and around the side of the caravan. He could hear the distant shouts of the hunters, still being chased by the fireball. He leapt over a drinks cooler, gravel crunching underfoot, and stumbled up against the back doors of the van.
“Charlie?” He dared not speak any louder. He couldn’t be certain all the hunters had been distracted by the fireball. He grasped the door handles and yanked at them. They flew open with considerable force—he’d expected them to be locked.
Suddenly, found himself face to face with the back of a large wardrobe, the side of an old sofa, a stack of suitcases, a box of books and other miscellaneous junk.
The van was packed with everything a group of witch hunters might need when escaping town at short notice. Including, Nick hoped, an extra special witch with extra special powers.
He leapt up into the van, and ducked around the side of the wardrobe. It was a tight squeeze, but Charlie was nearby. He could feel him the warm blanketing feeling, in the way his heightened heart rate evened out and his hands finally stilled.
He climbed over the sofa, into an empty space in the very middle of the van—as if whoever had loaded the vehicle had done so with the express purpose of hiding the true cargo. “Charlie?” Dumped between a bookcase and stack of cardboard boxes, he lay unconscious, his wrists and ankles bound with rope.
Nick threw himself down at his side, and grasped his shoulders. “Charlie? Charlie!? ” He shook him as gently as he could.
His head lolled. A groan escaped his lips.
“Charlie, you need to wake up. Come on, please.” He touched his fingertips to his hair, to his cheek, checking for any sign of physical injury.
Charlie’s brow furrowed, and he grimaced. “Nick?” His eyes fluttered open.
“Oh, thank god—Charlie…” Nick wrapped an arm around his shoulders, and helped him sit up. “Are you hurt?”
Charlie blinked around at the back of the bookcase, the side of the sofa. “No.” He winced. “But my head fucking hurts.”
“Shit,” said Nick. “Hold still.” He took out the knife, and cut the binds around Charlie’s ankles and wrists. As the ropes fell away, the distant yelling outside suddenly seemed not quite so distant. Charlie’s eyes widened.
“Are you okay to run?” Nick whispered. “We need to be ready to run.”
Charlie nodded, and took Nick’s hand. He let him pull him to his feet, and Nick led the way back over the furniture. They jumped down onto the gravel outside.
They shut the van doors behind them as quietly as they could—
One second Charlie’s hand was in his, the next it wasn’t. Someone grabbed Nick, an arm across his chest, and he was pulled roughly aside. A blade flashed, and then its metal was pressed to Nick’s throat.
“You’re not going anywhere,” said Harry Green, his mouth an inch from Nick’s ear.
“Let him go!” Charlie cried.
“Or what?” Harry scoffed. “Your magic won’t work here.”
“Are you sure you want to try me?” The firelight glowed orange in Charlie’s eyes. “Last time I burned one of your mates.”
“Char, run—!”
Harry clamped his free hand over Nick’s mouth, muffling his cry. At once, Charlie’s magic changed—it flooded Nick like a raging fire, hot and immense—no, like a phoenix. For he was also beautiful and good . He felt it brush his cheek like a kiss, as it swept past—and Harry suddenly let go.
Nick stumbled forwards, into Charlie’s arms, as Harry went sprawling backwards onto the ground. A second later, David appeared from between the cars—and hauled Harry up against the side of the van. “Get out of here!” he yelled.
Charlie swiped a sleeve across his bloody nose, then grabbed Nick’s hand and, together, they ran.
Back through the trees, they slipped through the gap in the bushes, into the farmer’s field where the others were still standing. “Charlie!” The others cried, but there was no time to say anything more. They stumbled back along the side of the field, onto the dirt track where they’d left the cars.
The sound of engines starting from the rest stop made them all stop in their tracks. The hunters were coming and they were coming fast. “Quick!” Tara cried. “The fire! Again!”
From the embers of the firepit, a new fireball burst forth. It circled the clearing, leaving a line of flames as it went, until the hunters were entirely blocked off on all sides. And as the ash trees shrivelled and burned, the coven of witches threw themselves into Nick’s car.
“I’ll drive,” Elle gasped. “Let me drive.”
Nick and Charlie tumbled together into the passenger seat while Tara and Darcy squished into the back with Tao and Isaac.
Charlie did up their seatbelt, then secured his arms around Nick. He was trembling so hard, Charlie was glad he wasn’t being made to drive just yet. His own heart was thudding so painfully in his ears, the throbbing in his head had become a mere afterthought as Elle drove back onto the main road.
None of them spoke or did anything other than breathe and hold onto each other, until they arrived on the edge of town and Elle pulled into a supermarket car park.
She turned off the engine and let out a breath. “Charlie, are you alright?”
Nick’s head was buried against his chest and it was all Charlie could do to hold onto him, to stroke his back and kiss his hair.
“Charlie!” Tao cried, exasperated.
“He’s not,” said Tara. “But he’s here. Nick’s got him. He’ll be okay.”
“Jesus christ, that was insane!” Darcy exclaimed. “Did you see that fireball go up like whoosh!? We are some seriously badass witches, guys! Well done us!”
“Right,” said Elle. “That was pretty impressive.”
“Wait,” said Isaac. “What happened to David?”
“He’s gone,” Charlie heard himself say. “With the rest of the witch hunters.”
Nick buried his face further into Charlie’s chest and sobbed.
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Chapter 19: scared of me
Notes:
Chapter 19 Word Count: 11020
Content Warnings: mention of violence, mention of kidnap, mention of murder, blood, magical violence, suicide ideation, loss of autonomy
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chapter nineteen: scared of me
The air was bitter and cold on this side of November. Their entwined hands were not much warmer, though the light patter of paws beside them helped to remind them that good things existed.
It had taken Nick and Charlie a long while to accept that a new day had arrived, that it was Saturday—a day made for sleeping in, relaxing and lazing around while ignoring all the coursework they had to get done. The aftershocks of the night before clung to Charlie, less and less as the hours passed and the three of them trudged along on their walk, but still they clung.
Nick hadn’t wanted to go home. Hadn’t wanted to lie to his mum about where his brother had gone. And Charlie hadn’t wanted to let him go. So Elle had dropped them off at Charlie’s, and the others had walked home, insisting they were fine, that Charlie needed rest.
But didn’t they understand? Charlie was fine. Charlie could cope. Didn’t they see that Nick was the one who hadn’t spoken a word since he left his brother behind in that fiery nest of witch hunters? Because he hadn’t.
He had bundled his boyfriend into the house, up the stairs and into the shower. Not wanting to part, they had cleaned up quickly, then collapsed into bed. Nick had curled himself around Charlie’s side and fallen asleep almost immediately.
Charlie on the other hand… couldn’t. For hours he had lain awake, watching the rise and fall of Nick’s chest, the deep line of his brow as he fought off whatever horrors had followed him into his dreams. He had pressed kiss after kiss to his face, hoping some of them would permeate enough to let him know he was still there, and always would be.
Charlie had woken with the afternoon to find their positions reversed. They had been nose-to-nose on the pillows, and Nick’s eyes had been so full of love. Pain, but also love.
A text had come from Sarah as they got dressed. David had gone back to Glasgow. And Nellie needed walking.
They walked for a long time. Much further than they usually went—up to the hilltop where the wind blew harder and the sky felt closer. Nellie loved to frolic about in the undergrowth, and the boys took their seat on a bench overlooking their town. Nick snuggled closer and Charlie tucked his head onto his shoulder.
“Charlie?”
“Yeah?”
“I’m sorry.”
“What for?” When Nick didn’t reply, Charlie lifted his head. “Nick, what could you possibly have to be sorry about?”
“I—I don’t know.” He chewed at his lip, eyes shining. “I just keep thinking about all the things I should have done differently. All the ways I should have—I should have protected you—from my own brother at least.”
“Nick…”
“And I’ve been so useless, ever since we got out of there. I should be there for you, not th-the other way round. Y-you got fucking kidnapped and I…”
“You found me,” said Charlie. “You snuck into the witch hunter’s camp and got me out of there. You are far from useless, and you have every right to… to not be okay, after all that. I barely remember any of it except… You were held at knifepoint, Nick. Harry was ready to kill you t-to get me to co-operate and if… if he had I…”
Charlie’s voice broke and tears welled in his eyes. He swallowed thickly and forced the terror down. He couldn’t afford to worry about what could have happened when what had happened was bad enough.
Nick met his eye, then leaned forwards so their foreheads touched. His fingers wrapped around Charlie’s, and stroked absent circles over his hand. “God, you were so incredible. I think you really scared Harry—he was so scared of you—and your power, I felt it change.”
Charlie’s heart dropped. He leaned away. Let go of his hands. “You did?”
“Yeah. It was beautiful and… and hot.”
“What?”
“I mean temperature-wise, but also the other thing, too.” Nick tried for a grin.
But Charlie couldn’t find the humour.
Nick had felt his magic change.
And if he was honest, he had felt it too. Suddenly, those images from the Nelson’s grimoire flooded his mind. The gaunt and agonised expressions of… had they been illustrations of the Waterhouses or of their victims?
Either way, Charlie couldn’t let that happen.
“What do you remember exactly?” said Nick, swiping a wrist across his cheeks.
“Not… not much. I remember going to find you at the bonfire, but then I ran into David. He convinced me to leave with him and I was trying to trust him so… He took me to his room and tried to convince me to leave town with him. He does have your family’s grimoire, by the way.”
“Really? You saw it?”
“Y-yeah. Only very briefly. He must have taken it with him. Anyway, I remember getting your text and pretending to leave to get my things, but as soon as I left your house they jumped me. Harry and Marcus. And the next thing I remember is you calling my name and waking up in the van. I didn’t know where I was, there was shouting in the distance, I had the biggest headache ever, and I was scared but… you were there, Nick. If I had woken up alone...” He shivered and tucked his hands beneath the sleeves of his coat. “How did you even know where to find me?”
Nick took a deep breath. “It was David… he led us to you.” He caught Charlie’s look of surprise and nodded. “Yeah, I know. I overheard him talking to Harry at the bonfire, heard Harry tell him that the plans had changed and they were going to leave town and take you with them. By the time I got back to the others, you’d gone. I got your text and so we drove to my house as fast as we could but all we found was David. They’d knocked him out I suppose… for some reason…”
Charlie’s eyes widened. “Oh!” he said. “I heard someone cry out when Harry jumped me. I thought I’d imagined it but—it was David. He was trying to stop them from taking me, but they knocked him out.”
“He was trying to… help you, even then?”
Charlie turned over the conversation he’d had with David, skipping past the especially terrifying hypotheticals and focusing on the facts. “I think maybe his loyalty to the witch hunters isn’t very solid. Even though I would never have gone with him in a million years, he was trying to carry out his orders, to bring me with them, in a way that wouldn’t hurt me.”
Nick scoffed. “It’s literally the least he could have done after being with them all this time. What about all that shit on Halloween? And he blamed James for having that knife in his room. Pretty easy to shove the blame onto someone who’s dead and can’t defend themselves.” He dropped his head in his hands and tugged at his hair. “I don’t even know why I’m so surprised. I’ve suspected him for a while but I kept telling myself it couldn’t be true. David may be an arse but he would never—never do anything to hurt me… not like that.”
And there was nothing Charlie could say. He’d been so willing to believe David was trying to change, for Nick’s sake and the sake of their coven.
Nellie trotted over to whine up at them. Charlie looked around and remembered where they were, sitting on a bench on the hilltop, the town stretched out before them. If he squinted he could just about make out the edge of the woods where the cottage lay. He got to his feet and held out his hand for Nick to take.
With a long sigh, Nick took it and they set off back along the riverside path. Nellie plodded along calmly, eager to get back into the warm and have a nap. The trail was quiet for a Saturday afternoon and it would have been peaceful if it wasn’t for the details Charlie had left out of his story chasing each other around his head.
He needed to tell Nick about the possibility of him having dark magic. He had to warn him what he could be sleeping next to, what he might be holding hands and walking his dog with.
But Nick still looked so pale and shellshocked. He couldn’t do it. Not now. He’d worked so hard and risked so much to get him back—how could Charlie tell him it may have all been for nothing? That it may have been better to leave him there, where he couldn’t hurt the ones he loved?
For the rest of the weekend, Charlie stuck by Nick’s side like glue. He distracted with video games and boardgames, with his favourite foods, with stupid YouTube videos and endless Marvel films. When the group chat asked after him, Charlie spoke to each coven member privately, assuring them they were both okay but not to keep asking Nick about David. He was gone, they didn’t know where and they didn’t know if he’d be back.
No, they didn’t know whether Nick’s brother wanted to murder them all or not. Stop asking.
If Charlie just ignored his dark magic it would go away, right? If he just focused on his boyfriend and his needs, he couldn’t possibly turn into a monster and strangle him in his sleep, surely?
The thought did occur to him, each night as he lay beside him in one of their beds, that if something were to take hold of him—something dangerous—then Nick would be victim number one.
Which was why he forced himself not to fall asleep, not to think bad thoughts, only to think of Nick and his love and how much he wanted to protect him. They were soulmates. Surely that meant something.
They headed into school together on Monday morning, Charlie determined to keep up his plan to distract Nick, to cheer him up, to reassure him that even if he didn’t want to talk about David right now, he could whenever that changed. Nick seemed to be enacting the same plan, though they hadn’t spoken about it.
They spent their morning break secluded in a stairwell, distracting each other the best way they knew how. People rarely used the classrooms on that side of the school and so Nick and Charlie were free to snog each other to their heart's content until the bell rang. Or until Charlie flinched and ruined everything.
“Sorry,” he gasped.
Nick dropped his hands at once. They had tugged Charlie’s shirt free, and had been exploring his back innocently enough.
“Hey, no s-words.”
“Still… I’m sorry. I was… enjoying it, only…”
“Only you’d rather I stay over the clothes?” There was no judgement in Nick’s gaze, only a willingness to understand and comply.
“Ugh!” Charlie let his head fall back against the wall. “Apparently that’s too much for me today.”
“That’s okay. Thank you for telling me.”
For the rest of the day, Charlie could tell Nick could tell there was something he wasn’t telling him. He didn’t bring it up, didn’t push or pry. He just made sure to cuddle him as much as possible, to check in and turn the conversation onto brighter topics whenever they or their friends strayed too far into the dark.
Sitting in the common room over lunch, Charlie found himself utterly enamoured with Nick all over again. If anyone was going to stop Charlie from becoming some dark magic-crazed monster, then it was the boy right beside him—the one whose name was written beside his in the stars.
After school they paid the cottage a brief visit to catch up with the rest of the coven, exchange hugs, well wishes and reassurances that they were all doing as well as they could be. It took a while for Tao to let Charlie go, but after he’d yawned three or four too many times, Nick insisted that they needed to go home and rest.
The meetup had been rejuvenating though and Nick and Charlie were feeling relatively chipper as they made their way back across town to Charlie’s house.
They hung their coats on the hooks by the door, then turned—and jumped.
“Jesus!” Nick gasped.
“Gran?”
Kathleen was standing in the hallway. Just standing there. Staring, her eyes glazed over.
“Is she sleepwalking?” Nick whispered.
“I don’t know…”
Charlie moved forward cautiously, not wanting to scare her if she really was asleep. But as he drew closer, she blinked. And blinked again, as if she could see him now but didn’t quite understand what he was
“Gran? Are you okay?”
“What… what am I…?” Kathleen glanced around at the shoes and coats, at the sideboard and the mirror beside her. “How did I get in here? I thought I was…” She looked back at Charlie. “Julio?”
He exchanged an alarmed look with Nick, his heart dropping. “I-I’m Charlie, remember?”
“And…” Kathleen peered up at Nick. “Stéphane? What are you doing here?”
“No, gran, it’s Nick. My boyfriend.”
“What happened to Jane?”
“Um… she died. Ages ago.” Charlie shook off his unease and took her arm. “Let’s go and sit down. We should sit.”
He nodded to Nick, but he was already leading the way into the kitchen. Charlie pulled out a chair from the table and Kathleen sat down. “Th-thank you,” she said. Brow furrowed, her eyes continued to flick from Charlie to Nick in confusion.
“What’s this?” asked Nick. He gestured to the laptop which had been left open on the kitchen counter. “Charlie, maybe you should look at this.”
He patted his grandmother on the shoulder, then joined Nick by the counter. A website had been left open displaying several photographs of smiling elders and medical staff.
“Gran?” said Charlie. “Do you remember Googling this?”
He brought the laptop over and sat beside his grandmother, showing her the screen.
She frowned at it for a moment before she blinked and her eyes cleared. “Oh. Right, yes. I was thinking of booking myself in here for a few days. I’ve been having problems remembering things.”
“Has it really gotten that bad?” But Charlie knew it had.
Kathleen nodded solemnly. “They sent me home from work early today. I know it was for the best—I could be putting patients at risk with my… forgetfulness, but…” She sighed.
“It’s hard for you to accept that you’re the one in need of help now.” Charlie gave her a soft smile. “We really are related.”
She tried to smile back but it came out as more of a grimace. “Will you help me book it? Every time I try, it’s like it triggers an episode, and I suppose I wander away and forget what I’m doing.”
“Of course, if you think it’ll help. Where is this place anyway?”
“Oh, it’s not too far. Just outside of Canterbury. I’ve been recommending it to patients for years, they always get good results.”
While Nick put the kettle on, Charlie ushered his gran into the living room where they could be more comfortable as they worked through the application form. It was simple enough to fill in, only when they got to the end it turned out there wasn’t a spot in the program for another two weeks.
And thus, the waiting began.
Charlie moved the daisies Nick had bought onto the dining room table, since Kathleen enjoyed them, too. He and Nick hung out with Kathleen as much as they could, but when the rest of the coven realised what was going on, they offered to pitch in. Soon the six of them plus Sarah, Yan and Isaac’s mum Emma, were all on board to make sure Kathleen was never alone for too long.
Much to her chagrin.
It was usually her job to look after people, not the other way around. Charlie knew if it were him, he’d want everyone to piss off so he could wallow in peace, but at the same time, he didn’t know what else to do for her.
Her spells of memory loss didn’t seem to affect her in any physical way, she wasn’t in any pain, only that she got so confused when it happened and started to wander. The last thing he wanted was for her to wander out the front door and into the road.
Which was why they took it in turns to sit with her, watching TV, reading and playing games. Tao tried to make her watch Donny Darko, which only confused her more. Elle painted her fingernails while Isaac read aloud. Darcy agreed to let her teach them how to knit while Tara introduced her to the wonders of Taylor Swift. Charlie wasn’t sure who had been more successful.
It was the beginning of week two when Charlie stopped bothering to correct her when she called him Julio. When he and Nick stopped kissing in front of her—to avoid the added confusion of why Julio and Stéphane suddenly seemed so keen on each other.
This only helped a little bit. They still caught her watching them curiously from time to time. They knew their love for each other was not so easily covered up with the removal of kisses.
Monday night was when everything changed.
Nick, Charlie and Kathleen had spent the evening in the kitchen, dancing about to Taylor Swift and baking cookies. And brownies, and cupcakes. Kathleen had always been more of a cook than a baker, but her expertise in the kitchen transcended any memory issues she may have had. Charlie had mostly bopped about, getting in the way and occasionally mixing things, enjoying watching two of his favourite people bond over something they both loved.
That night, they had gone to bed exhausted, but thankful they were halfway through their wait for treatment. For the first time in a long time, Charlie fell asleep before Nick, suddenly and completely.
And that was when the nightmares came.
First, he and his gran would be walking along the edge of a beautiful cliff, overlooking the sea—but then she would start to drift, to wander closer to the edge, and he would wake, hours later, still panicked that she would fall.
Then it morphed into her actually falling.
Then he knew it was he who had pushed her—his fault she had fallen to her death.
By Friday it wasn’t just his gran but his friends, too.
On Sunday it was Nick.
His cries of betrayal still rang in Charlie’s ears as he was dragged back into reality. His bed covers were tangled around him, the sheets damp with sweat, his cheeks cold and wet. Thankfully, Nick had gone home to sleep that night, so Charlie could continue to pretend everything was fine.
Nick was doing much better, thriving off looking after others, and throwing himself into his coursework, rugby and work at the cafe. Charlie didn’t want to ruin that. And so Nick didn’t need to know. They were just dreams after all. He was just stressed. He was just tired.
When the day finally came to drop Kathleen off at the clinic, as much as he felt guilty, Charlie was glad. Nick drove them to the outskirts of Canterbury, and as Kathleen was guided away by a friendly looking nurse, Charlie felt a weight lift from his shoulders. She was in good hands. They could help her here. This was for the best.
Back at home, Nick nudged Charlie gently awake, and Charlie lifted his cheek away from where it had been pressed against the car window. The exhaustion of the last few weeks seemed to have caught up with him the moment those doors had closed behind his grandmother.
He followed Nick into the house—his grandmother’s house. It felt so much bigger and quieter without her. Charlie flitted into the kitchen and plucked the long-dead daisies from their vase. He binned them and sighed.
Nick wrapped his arms around him from behind and leaned his chin on his shoulder. “Your gran would be so proud of you, and your dad, too. I’m so proud of you.”
“You wouldn’t be saying that if… if you knew…”
Nick’s arms tensed slightly, then he drew away just enough so Charlie could turn around and face him… But he couldn’t quite meet his eyes. Not when they were filled with concern as they so often were these days.
“Charlie? What’s going on?”
“N-nothing. Just tired.”
Nick shook his head. “It’s more than that, I can tell. I’ve… I’ve been letting you pretend. You took care of me, you took care of your gran, but now, I think it’s your turn.”
“I’m fine, I don’t need—”
“Charlie… You’ve barely looked up for weeks, barely let me… let me touch you—”
“You said that was okay!”
“It is!” Nick scrubbed a hand through his hair. “It is okay, of course it is. I’d never ever do anything like that if you didn’t want me to, and I’d never hold it against you. But it does make me worry about you… like, I know there’s something else going on, something making you feel so… so self-conscious or, I dunno… Please, just talk to me, Char. Maybe I can help?”
“You can’t.” Charlie swallowed thickly. “You can’t help me, not with this.”
Nick reached forward and tentatively placed his hands on Charlie’s shoulders. “Try me.”
Charlie looked up into his face. He saw the trust and the love there. That was always there. “I—I can’t. I’m sorry. I do want to tell you, but… I’m scared . It scares the shit out of me, Nick, all of it, and I know I’m being selfish by not telling you—you need to know—only…”
“What are you scared of happening if you did tell me?”
“That you’d… leave me.”
“Charlie—”
“You’d have every right, if you knew.”
“Look at me. Please, look at me, Char.”
He did.
“There is nothing you could ever tell me that would make me do that, I swear it on… on the universe.”
Nick pressed a firm kiss to Charlie’s forehead then bundled him into a hug. Charlie hesitated for only a second, then wrapped his own arms around him.
“You don’t have to tell me right now,” said Nick. “You never have to tell me anything, but I am here for you. No matter what it is, I’ll—I’ll fight for you every time.”
And so, despite the fact that Charlie had insisted Nick go home to sleep for the past several nights, he allowed himself to be whisked up the stairs to bed. He let himself be held by his favourite pair of strong rugby arms, and kissed into a delirious frenzy before falling asleep with Nick’s head over his heart.
A creaking sound woke him.
With a groan, Charlie reached blindly across the bed, seeking the warmth he had foolishly rolled away from. His hand found nothing but cold, empty mattress.
The creaking came again, louder this time, and Charlie sat up, squinting around in the darkness. “Nick?”
Had he just got up to use the loo? Or was there someone else inside the house?
Charlie climbed out of bed, and crept towards the closed bedroom door. Another creak. He stopped, barefoot on the rug, staring at the metal handle. “Nick, if that’s you, I swear to god…”
An icy chill swept through the room, and he shivered. He wondered vaguely if a window had been left open. But then the creaking came once again—and this time, it sounded as if it were coming from just outside in the hallway.
The door burst open. And a man stepped inside.
Charlie staggered back. It wasn’t Nick.
“David,” he gasped. “What are you—? What the fuck are you doing here?”
Silhouetted in the doorway, David regarded him with a quirked eyebrow. “Your front door was open. You should be more careful.”
“But you left,” said Charlie. “With the witch hunters. Whose side are you even on?”
“Yours,” said David. “I promise. They weren’t very happy with me after I helped you get away.”
Charlie folded his arms and glared. “So what? You just expect us to… to welcome you back with open arms?”
“No. I have to talk to you—about dark magic.”
At the utterance of those two words, a stone fell into his chest, threatening to crush his heart and his lungs. His palms itched, and he squeezed them into fists, trying not to be sick. “You… you said I could control it.”
David blinked. “That’s what I came to tell you.” His brown eyes flashed. “I was wrong. You can’t .”
“No…” Charlie’s voice wavered as he took another step back towards the bed. “You said I could… You said I might learn to control it so I wouldn’t hurt anyone—that’s what you told me!”
David shook his head. “Evil is evil, end of. I wanted to help you, but the truth is… no one can.”
“I am not evil.”
“You don’t need me to tell you that’s a lie.” David inched further into the room, towering over him with his cold expression, and his colder words. “You have evil blood.”
Charlie’s legs hit the bed frame.
“Waterhouse blood. The devil’s blood.”
David leered over him, hands outstretched. Charlie tumbled backwards onto the bed. He scrambled backwards to the headboard, but David was fast, and there was nowhere else to run. David’s long fingers reached for his throat—
“NO!”
Charlie’s hands connected with David’s chest—and David flew. Out the room and into the hallway where he hit the wall with a thunk. He slid to the floor with a groan. He coughed.
Breathing hard, Charlie pushed himself up to stare at the damage he had done. David was choking—on what, Charlie didn’t know. He wanted to get up, to make sure he was okay, but he couldn’t move. He couldn’t tear his eyes away, not even as David’s throat closed, not even as blood bubbled from his mouth, and dripped down his chin.
The sound coming from his throat was horrible and wet until… he fell silent. David slumped sideways onto the carpet, brown eyes open wide but empty.
✨
“NO!”
Nick was ripped from sleep with a start.
Charlie had moved right to the edge of the bed, curled so tightly around himself it looked painful. Usually he only cried out like that in Nick’s nightmares.
“Char?” He reached to smooth a hand across his back, so tense and arched. “Charlie, you need to wake up.”
His eyes remained screwed tightly shut. His hands were white around his own arms, and his breaths came out in sharp, ragged gasps.
“Charlie, please, wake up… Come on, please…”
A trembling whine escaped Charlie’s throat. And then he opened his eyes.
His terrified gaze caught Nick’s.
“Char? You awake?”
Charlie threw himself over the side of the bed. He stumbled into the corner of the room where he landed slumped against the wall, his knees to his chest, hands in his tangled hair.
Hands out-stretched, Nick clambered out of bed, and edged towards him. “Charlie, it’s over. You’re awake. You were having a nightmare.”
“Don’t come near me!”
Nick flinched, and retracted his hands at once.
Charlie let out a sob, and clutched his hair even tighter. His eyes were wide as he shook his head. “I’m sorry. I don’t want to hurt you. I won’t, I promise, I promise, I promise…”
Over and over, he continued to repeat the words until they became little more than a whispered gasp. Eventually, he seemed to deflate. He wrapped his arms around his knees, and let his head fall onto his arms.
Nick sank down onto the floor opposite him, his own back against the side of the bed. He tried to keep his voice as soft and calm as possible while his heart thudded painfully. “You’re not going to hurt me. You would never do that.”
“I might not be able to c-control myself.”
“What do you mean?” Nick ached to go to him, to pull him into his arms. “You’re not… possessed, are you? Like James and Isaac?”
Charlie gave a minuscule shake of his head. Nick let out a breath. Thank god.
“It’s in my blood,” said Charlie. “The solo magic I can do it’s… it’s dark magic.” He lifted his head, his blue gaze intense. “It comes from the Waterhouse line and… it’s evil.”
“W-what?” It felt like someone had dumped a bucket of ice-cold water down Nick’s back. “How do you know that?”
“When David showed me your family grimoire, he—he showed me a page all about the Waterhouse bloodline. How theirs is the origin of dark magic, and how all of them—all those people on the tree—ended up doing terrible things. How they all turned into monsters.” His voice broke. “ That’s going to happen to me. ”
“Oh, Char…” Nick opened his arms. “Come here. Please, Charlie… please…”
He watched the battle play across Charlie’s face for only a moment before Charlie threw himself across the small stretch of carpet, and around Nick’s middle. He buried his face there, and sobbed. And finally— finally, Nick held him.
“Listen to me right now,” said Nick, his own voice thick with unshed tears. “That is not going to happen. Not to you. I won’t let it. We’ll find a way to stop it—there must be a way.”
“David said I could but he d-didn’t s-say how or anything fucking useful…”
“Only enough to scare the shit out of you, yeah, sounds like David.”
“I shouldn’t—” Charlie tried to pull away. “You sh-shouldn’t be hugging me. Y-you should be scared of me.”
Nick relaxed his arms, but did not let go. Inside, his heart felt like it was crumbling as he bent to kiss Charlie’s curly head. He inhaled his familiar scent, and let a few of his own stray tears fall. “I can’t fathom ever being scared of you, Charlie. You would never, ever hurt anyone on purpose. I know that for a fact.”
Nick quickly swiped his wrist over his cheeks, then resumed his steady stroking of Charlie’s back. Slowly but surely, his breathing evened out, and his cries dwindled. He felt Charlie let out a breath as he relaxed to snuggle more comfortably in his lap.
“Is that what you were dreaming about?” Nick asked. “Th-the dark magic?”
He watched Charlie’s throat bob as he swallowed. “I never want to hurt anyone, not even in the dreams. It’s like I’m trapped in my own body, and I can’t control my own actions. If that’s what it’s going to be like in real life, then…” He shivered. “I can’t let that happen, even if it means I have to d—”
“No.”
Charlie sat up to look at him. “Nick, I might have to. If it’s between me and someone else, it has to be me, every time.”
“I said, no.” Nick cupped his face between his hands, and implored him to see reason. “I know right now that seems like the only solution, but trust me— trust me, Char, it is not going to come down to that. We are going to find a way through this together. And nobody will have to die.”
Charlie dropped his gaze to his own hands. His palms were a little red from where he’d been squeezing them so tightly. Nick took them in his own, and smoothed a gentle thumb over the tender marks. Softly, he ushered Charlie up from the floor, then shook the duvet back into place across the bed. They climbed into the warmth they had been so cruelly torn from.
“You know,” said Nick when their arms were back around each other, and they were looking up at the stars. “One of those books Tara and Darcy were looking at before had a lot of stuff about dark magic. The one that helped us figure out what was happening to Hazel.”
Charlie let out a heavy sigh. “Nick, I can’t tell anyone about this. I’m sorry, but I… I don’t want them to have to choose between my friendship and their safety. I didn’t even want to tell you.”
“I’m glad you did.” Nick pressed a kiss to his forehead. “I’m just sorry you’ve been holding this in for so long. I knew there was something going on—something you weren’t telling me, but I never expected…”
“I would understand if… if you wanted to leave,” said Charlie. “You don’t have to stay, not as my boyfriend or anything at all if—”
“Charlie Spring, if I hear one more self-deprecating word from you then I swear I will break up with you.”
And then, as if taking even himself by surprise, Charlie snorted. “Are you sure about that?”
Nick blinked. “No,” he said. “But seriously, I’m here—and I’m not going anywhere. We’ll figure this out, you and me. We’ve made a pretty good team so far, I think.”
“Yeah,” said Charlie, closing his eyes. “We have. Just as long as I’m still me, and you’re not dead.”
✨
It had been two weeks and four days since Tara had slept without remembering the fire she and her coven had created. Without reliving in her dreams the joy of the fireworks display turning to terror with Nick’s frantic demand of Where’s Charlie? The helpless desperation of standing on the outside, unable to do anything as she watched her friend run into a camp of witch hunters. All there had been was to focus on maintaining that ball of fire—and hoping desperately that they were not actually hurting anyone.
She had been taking one day at a time. She’d thrown herself into school and spending as much time with Darcy as she could. With her other friends and with Charlie’s gran when the time had come. Those were things she could do—normal, teenaged things.
Like Bonfire Night should have been.
That night, she’d fallen into bed with Darcy, and cried for a long time. Charlie had become one of the best friends she’d ever had, and she couldn’t help but feel responsible for everything that had happened to him since he arrived in Truham.
But now Tara was ready for school on a Wednesday morning like any other, wishing the Christmas holidays would hurry up already, but knowing they still had three whole weeks. With a tired sigh, she discarded her cereal bowl into the sink and picked up her phone.
DARCY (7:04): good morning my lovely radiant princess t 😘
TARA (7:11): Good morning my dearest love! I can’t wait to see you ❤️
DARCY (7:12): finally she wakes! thought i was gonna have to go over there and kiss u awake like a dashing disney prince
DARCY (7:12): which im still up for btw
TARA (7:13): On second thoughts, maybe I’m actually still asleep and sleep-texting you? 😉
DARCY (7:13): 😘😘😘😘😘😘 WAKE UP!!!!!!
DARCY (7:13): did it work?
TARA (7:14): 🤔 Don’t think so… might have to try it in person 🤣
DARCY (7:14): will do will do
DARCY (7:14): anyway jonesy, i’ve had a serious brain wave on the whole mopey post traumatic situation front and i need u to tell me whether its a bad idea or a really bad idea
TARA (7:15): I’m listening/reading…
DARCY (7:17): so we need to take back some control/power right? and the best way to do that is with solo magic! think about it if char-char had been able to do solo magic—i mean og solo magic from before we bound—then maybe he’d never have been kidnapped and maybe i wouldnt still get all depressed every time i remember nicky-knack’s scared little face
TARA (7:18): I’m not sure solo magic is the answer though. I don’t know if you remember all the trouble it caused the first time around. We basically murdered Imogen.
DARCY (7:19): so we can basically murder witch hunters and demons and all the horrible things that try to get in our way! before they hurt us!
TARA (7:20): I suppose if there is another way of doing solo magic then maybe we should at least try to find it.
DARCY (7:20): exactly! i’ve been going through the books i borrowed again all night and i think we should call a meeting later so we can discuss as a coven! if we all research then i’m sure we’ll find something useful!
And with that, Darcy disappeared offline.
A knock on the front door broke Tara out of her swirling thoughts. With a sigh, she pushed herself away from where she’d been leaning against the kitchen counter and went to answer the door.
“Grandma!” she exclaimed.
“Oh, my darling, Tara.” The woman wrapped her into a brief but firm hug, her elegant scent familiar from childhood.
“Come in.” She eyed the case in her grandma’s hand. “Are you here to stay over?”
“Just for a couple of nights. If you’ll have me.”
“Of course.”
Tara had always admired her grandma. Rosemary Dyer was a sophisticated lady with a sharp sense of humour, and only one minor drawback.
“Do you think your mum will mind?” she asked. “You know, she’s been so busy lately, my maternal instincts are on high alert.”
“She’s fine. In fact—” Tara dropped her voice conspiratorially. “She’s dating.”
“Oh? Who’s the lucky man?”
“Richard Argent.”
Rosemary raised her perfectly maintained eyebrows. “Really? Well, it’s just like school all over again. She always did have a crush on him.”
“A crush?” Pauline bustled into the hall, a work folder under one arm and a cup of strong coffee in her hand. “On who?”
“Mr Argent,” said Tara. “I was just telling grandma that you two are Truham’s newest power couple. Well, one of them at least.”
Pauline made a strange noise, something between a scoff and a laugh. “Wow. I suppose it’s an honour to merely be nominated.”
“Who wins the top prize then?” asked Rosemary. “For power couples these days. Is there a lovely young man in your life I’m yet to know about?”
“Um, well,” said Tara awkwardly. “I suppose the award would have to be split three ways, but um… I need to get to school.” She shouldered her bag and hugged her grandma quickly. “I’m so happy you’re here.”
“Me too,” said Rosemary.
Tara hurried out the door, and wondered for the hundredth time in her life if all the pretence was worth it or if her mum had severely misjudged the situation. Her grandma was so lovely and fun, totally modern in most aspects of life—the supposed homophobia just didn’t seem to fit.
But, Tara considered—as she always ended up doing in the end—it was better to be safe than sorry. It was better to hide for as long as she could before she risked losing her grandma’s respect forever.
✨
Five minutes after Richard arrived at his office that morning, the news arrived from Pauline. “Oh, dear god,” he said down the phone. “Okay, give me a minute.”
But he didn’t even get a second to think before there was a knock on the door, and the woman herself entered. “Hello, Richard. It’s good to see you.”
He tried to morph his face into a look of mild surprise. “Rosemary. Pauline told me you were in town. To what do I owe the pleasure?”
“I know you must be upset about Hassan’s death. I wanted to make sure you were alright.”
“That was very thoughtful of you.”
For a long moment, she merely studied him calmly. He realised she wasn’t going to say anything further, and stuttered to keep up the pretence. “Oh, it hasn’t been easy, but Elle and I are getting along just fine.”
Rosemary narrowed her piercing dark eyes. “Something’s going on here in Truham,” she said. “First Hassan turns up dead, now Kathleen is having memory issues…”
“I don’t know what you mean.”
Her gaze was so much like her daughter’s—only different enough that Richard never knew exactly what she was thinking. “What are you up to, Richard?”
“Excuse me?”
“Why are you involved with Pauline?”
“I…” He cleared his throat. “Like her.”
“Oh, please,” Rosemary scoffed. “All those years growing up you never even gave her the time of day.”
Richard sighed and tried not to roll his eyes. “Are you really going to hold a grudge for something I did in school?”
“On the contrary. I’m grateful you turned her down back then. You had a habit of using people and then tossing them aside. I won’t let you do that to my daughter—not then and not now.”
“I have a meeting.” Richard found a stack of papers to shuffle. “I’m going to have to ask you to leave. Please?”
Rosemary’s eyes flashed. “I’m going to find out what you’re up to, Richard. Whatever it takes.”
The door snapped shut behind her. Richard closed his eyes. He needed to breathe.
The elders had always been an annoyance in their lives, right up until they stripped their coven of their powers. Since then, they had kept themselves to themselves as much as they could, only interacting with their own families if any. Most of them had moved away—including Rosemary. And she had always been the one who scared Richard the most. Apparently she still remained that way now, able to freeze him with a single stare.
He couldn’t wait for the end of the day. He needed to talk to Pauline as soon as possible. She was the only link he had to her delightful mother, the only hope he had of making sure she didn’t mess this up for the both of them.
So, at lunch time, Richard sped away from Truham in his car, onto the deserted road which ran through the woods. Pauline was waiting beside her own car when he arrived. He stepped out into the crisp air.
“You sounded upset on the phone,” she said. “What’s wrong?”
“Your mother. She came to see me.”
Pauline raised her eyebrows. “What about?”
“She said she was going to get to the bottom of what’s been happening, and that she won’t stop until she’s figured out what I have to do with it.”
“Nobody knows anything.”
“Sarah does. You almost drowned her for it.”
“Which is why she’s too scared to talk.”
Richard grimaced. “She wasn’t too scared to tell Hassan that you were practising magic. And if she tells Rosemary, then she’ll know that you have a crystal, and then our plan would be over. We need to get rid of her.”
“I can’t just kick her out of town,” said Pauline. “She just got here.”
“I’m not talking about kicking her out.”
Pauline stared. “Richard, we are not killing anyone else—certainly not my mother. Killing Hassan caused enough trouble. What do you want to do, just kill every single elder until there’s none left?”
“Look,” said Richard. “I know how it sounds, but the elders stripped our powers, they diminished us to nothing. They’re the ones standing in our way of moving forward, more than anyone.”
“Alright.” Pauline held out her hands. “Calm down. There are other options.”
“Like what? Using magic to make sure the elders don’t ask questions? That worked so well with Kathleen.”
“It didn’t not work.” Pauline shook her head, exasperated. “I’ll figure out a way to deal with my mother.”
“If she keeps asking questions—”
“I’ll handle it, okay! For now, just stay out of her way.” She turned on her heel and climbed back into her car.
Richard watched her drive away, his head still reeling with all the dangerous possibilities Rosemary Dyer could bring.
✨
Nick tried to convince Charlie to take the day off school, but he refused. As they headed in together, he did seem a little brighter, a little less…
Charlie had been verging on depressed for weeks now—and Nick had known. Yet he hadn’t done anything. He’d let Charlie pretend—like he’d been doing himself—that everything was fine. That had seemed like the only thing either of them could do, and they had been so deep in that siren’s embrace for so long they’d forgotten the truth.
As they sat down in form, Nick supposed he was still doing it—still pushing it all down. He hadn’t allowed himself time to think about David, and what his betrayal meant. There was only so many times he could turn everything over in his head, and have the outcome be the same. What was done was done, and now they had to live with the consequences. It was better to focus on things he could actually do— like looking after Kathleen—like looking after Charlie.
All day at school, Nick itched to start researching, to find some kind of solid information. Finally, at break time, he managed a quick Google—but the results were lacklustre, contradictory, and mostly fictional.
With a sigh, Nick looked at the boy sitting beside him; the one who’d been sleepy and quiet all day, the one who had woken up screaming last night, the one who was ready to… to end his own life before he ever hurt anyone else.
Nick couldn’t picture those hands ever causing harm, couldn’t imagine that brilliant brain turning to violence. But if anyone had the right to lash out at the world it was Charlie Spring. And Nick would never, ever hold it against him.
Even if he was the last person standing.
Since everyone had free periods that afternoon, the coven met up in town to eat together, then headed to the cottage for Darcy’s new solo magic research club. Tao, Elle and Isaac seemed the most interested, listening to Darcy chatter on all the way to the edge of the woods.
Though she seemed unsure, Tara remained by their side—mostly to make sure they didn’t get into too many shenanigans.
Meanwhile, Nick and Charlie trudged along at the back of the group, unwilling to break their promise to not tell anyone what they knew about the crystals. And now, what they knew about Charlie’s specific brand of solo magic.
Nick jumped down from the style after Isaac, then turned to wait for Charlie. But Charlie had stopped halfway over. His face was lifted skywards, eyes closed, the cold breeze lifting his hair as he took several steadying breaths.
“You okay?”
“Mmhm…” He braced his hands more firmly on the fence, then stepped the rest of the way over. “I just… I feel really… shaky and breathless. I don’t want the others to see.”
“Okay,” said Nick. “That’s okay.” He helped Charlie jump down onto the ground beside him. “Do you need to sit down?”
Charlie took another measured breath and shook his head. “L-let’s just get to the cottage.” He looked down at their hands, still clasped together—and flinched. Charlie retracted his at once. “Sorry.” He shoved his hands into his pockets and strode off after the others, head bowed.
Nick stood there, stunned as he watched him walk away, the weight of the world on those narrow shoulders.
“Come on you two!” came Darcy’s shout. “Stop canoodling and hurry up!”
Nick jogged after Charlie, and fell into step beside him. He could almost feel the turmoil in Charlie’s head, how terrified he had become of himself, of losing control. Nick knew a hug or even a comforting hand to hold wasn’t what he wanted right now, but that didn’t stop it feeling wrong. They were a touchy-feely couple, they had been from the very beginning.
For the first time since they’d got together, they walked the entire way through the woods to the cottage without even their pinky fingers touching. Nick made sure to keep a close eye on him at least—in case the wobbly feeling grew into something worse. He didn’t think Charlie would mind physical contact if it prevented him from toppling over onto the damp earth.
Fuck David for leaving them with this bombshell, Nick thought as they approached the cottage. Charlie would never hurt anyone. But then what about Hazel and Isaac and James? All of them good people who had hurt others when control had been taken from them.
That had been possession. Charlie was not possessed.
He just had some super special magic none of them understood.
Yet.
Inside, Darcy directed the others to grab a book and search for ways of regaining solo magic. Everyone sank onto sofas and chairs to read, coats and bags discarded at their feet.
Without looking, Charlie grabbed a book, then curled up on the sofa, his head on the arm, eyes closed, not even pretending to read.
Nick hoped he was feeling better, and that the others would leave him be to nap. None of them seemed to take issue—they were all too wrapped up in their task.
Nick sat on a beanbag chair and looked through the pile of books across the coffee table. He quickly found the one he wanted—the one he recognised by its black cover, which Tara had shown him all those weeks ago. He extracted it from the pile, and sat back to study it.
The cover was old and worn, the title long faded with time. Trying to remain as casual as he could, Nick flipped through the pages at random.
Each one was as horrific as the last.
Possession, necromancy, love magic, demonic rituals…
The illustrations were the worst part, though some of the descriptions were just as bad.
But the more he read, the more he came to the conclusion that the book had been written as nothing but a warning. A warning to non-dark witches about what dark magic could do. There was nothing in there explaining how dark magic might affect the witch doing the magic. In fact, the prose skewed heavily in the direction that dark magic was bad, and that any witch caught doing it deserved to suffer the consequences. A dark witch’s pain was not a valid topic for this author, apparently.
Nick scanned the instructions for a love magic spell which caused the victim’s romantic love to manifest as pain, escalating horrifically until they died. Used for revenge purposes , the book stated.
He had to look away.
Breathe, he told himself. This was not the end of the world. He couldn’t let it be. He just wasn’t looking in the right place…
“Hey, Darcy,” said Elle quietly as she reached into her school bag and took out a folded slip of paper. “I just remembered this.”
Darcy took the offered piece of parchment paper and scanned it quickly. Their eyes widened.
“It says it’s meant to help release untapped power,” Elle explained. “I—” She glanced at Charlie—he was still all but asleep—then at Nick, who was staring into space, apparently lost in some deep, dark thoughts. “I found it ages ago. I forgot I had it to be honest but…”
“Yes!” Darcy exclaimed. “This is exactly what we need! Good job, Elle!”
Isaac looked at the paper over Darcy’s shoulder. “But this… this doesn’t look like anything we’ve ever tried before.”
Tara plucked the paper from Darcy’s hands and read it over herself. “That’s because this is voodoo—a whole other kind of magic we don’t practice.”
“Well, maybe that’s what we need,” said Darcy. “A witch who specialises in voodoo. I’m gonna Google it!” They threw their own book aside and took out their phone.
Tara closed the book she’d been absently flicking through and rested her head on the arm of the sofa, mirroring Charlie. She wished she could fall asleep so easily, but her mind was too full. From the new angle, she caught a glimpse of the book Nick had open in his lap—and she sat back up again at once.
“Nick, be careful with that book. We shouldn’t try anything in there. That’s some super dark stuff.”
Tao glanced over and blanched. “I looked at that book once and it gave me nightmares.”
Nick blinked up at them, still half in his thoughts.
“We can’t leave any stone unturned,” said Darcy, typing away on their phone. “It doesn’t matter where it comes from.”
“But dark magic, though, Darce,” said Tara. “I’ve looked through that book and it’s horrible, evil .”
“It’s not evil,” said Nick. He swallowed and glanced across at Charlie. He had opened his eyes but they remained tired and distant. “I mean—it might not be. It’s just… different.”
“Nick!” Tara exclaimed. “This is not something to be all empathetic about—not when you’re reading about—” She peered down at the page he had landed on. “—demonic rituals.”
He closed his eyes, and took a breath. The sickly feeling in his stomach, in his heart, must have been written clear across his face because then Tara lowered her voice in concern. “Nick? What’s going on?”
Charlie got suddenly to his feet and flitted quickly to the other side of the room. He leaned against the table, his shoulders tense as he studied the notice board.
Tara frowned at Charlie, then at Nick, then back again. “Something’s going on, isn’t it? With Charlie. Is he… is he sick?”
“No! No, he’s…”
A small tinkling crash.
Nick shot up and cast the black book aside. “Hey, Char, are you alright?” He swept over to the notice board. A small mortar lay cracked by Charlie’s feet.
“S-sorry…” Charlie bent to scoop up the shards, but his hands were shaking too hard.
“Don’t worry about that.” Nick reached for Charlie’s hands and ushered him upright again. “Your hands—they’re freezing.”
Charlie couldn’t seem to look him in the eye. His breaths began to come out hard and fast, as if he’d been running for miles.
Instinctively, Nick moved to put an arm around him. “I think we should head home—”
“Don’t touch me!”
Charlie wrenched his hands free, and shoved at Nick’s chest.
The impact knocked the breath from Nick’s lungs and his feet from under him. He flew backwards—he flung out his hands to catch himself—before he landed hard on the wooden floorboards.
Charlie stood there, rooted to the spot, his arms still extended as their fellow covenmates stared on in horror.
Nick opened his mouth, to reassure, to comfort—and choked. There was something in his throat. It was getting larger, blocking his airways, and then he suddenly couldn’t breathe.
“Nick?”
Charlie’s voice reached him as if he were underwater. There was a muffled scuffle of movement and the others rushed to Nick’s side. He fell onto his hands and knees as he coughed and gasped through the tiny amount of space left in his throat.
“No…” Charlie cried. “No no no no! Nick! I didn’t mean to— Nick!”
Tara and Isaac dropped down on either side of him as he continued to choke. Red blossomed at his lips and dripped down his chin.
“What did you do?” Tara demanded.
Charlie stumbled back against the far wall, and clamped his hands over his mouth. But it wasn’t enough to stifle his sobs. “Nick! I’m sorry, I’m sorry! Please, stop it—I can’t stop it!”
Tara grasped Nick’s shoulder. “Isaac!” she shouted.
Isaac grabbed her outstretched hand, and knew what had to be done. The two of them closed their eyes, and focused their magic upon Nick, on clearing his throat. Let him breathe, she pleaded.
Nick slumped forward, but Tara clung on—she dared not open her eyes—not until she was certain the spell had been broken. Isaac’s hand was like a vice around her own, and she wished Darcy would add their magic to the mix—it always felt better that way. But then—
Nick let out another choking cough, and Tara felt the darkness blocking his throat vanish. She opened her eyes. She let her hands drop.
Charlie had sank against the wall, chalk white and glassy-eyed. “Nick…?”
Isaac grasped Nick by the shoulders and rolled him over onto his back. His chin and front were shiny with blood, his cheeks almost as pale as Charlie’s.
He woke suddenly with a gasp. His shoulders heaved as he battled to refill his lungs.
Tara glanced around for Darcy, who was standing nearby with Tao and Elle, stunned. She went to them, and let them pull her into a hug.
Isaac sat back on the floor and let out a breath. “Fuck.”
“That about sums it up,” said Darcy, their voice wavering. “Charlie, what the fuck was that? Why would you—?”
“It’s not h-his fault,” Nick stammered. He swiped his sleeve across his chin and staggered onto his knees. “Charlie, it’s okay, I—”
He had turned to address the far wall, the bricks and the crumbling plaster.
Charlie was gone.
None of them moved to go after him.
Nick needed to go after him.
He took another few deep breaths, testing the stability of his lungs, then pushed himself onto his feet.
Isaac reached out to help steady him.
“Thanks, Isaac.” Nick stepped around him, towards the door.
But Darcy blocked his path, pulling Tara with them. “No.” They folded their arms. “You are going to stay here and tell us what the fuck just happened.”
“Move out of my way!” Nick cried. “Charlie needs me.”
“He just almost killed you.”
“He didn’t. He wouldn’t.”
“We know,” said Tara. “We know, okay? But… he did.”
Cautiously, Tara took Nick by the shoulders, and he had no choice other than to let her lead him into a chair. She knelt before him and took his hands in her own. Her gaze was calm but direct. “Is there a chance Charlie is possessed?”
“Holy shit,” said Tao. “Please don’t say he is. I can’t—we can’t go through that again.”
“No,” said Nick. “He’s… He told me not to tell you!”
“I think we’re a bit beyond that now,” said Elle. “What if he does something like this again? We need to be prepared.”
“D-don’t talk about him like that.” Anger curdled inside his bruised heart. “Like he’s some kind of… monster and not your friend. Not Charlie .”
He couldn’t stand the way they were all looking at him. So scared because of his Charlie, the best person in the world.
Nick took a deep breath and gripped Tara’s hands as an extra anchor. “The solo magic Charlie has been doing,” he explained. “It’s… it’s dark magic, okay? It comes from his mum’s bloodline. It’s dangerous and it’s difficult to control. David told him about it before he left. Apparently it’s in our family’s grimoire. He said all of the Waterhouses ended up overtaken and hurt a lot of people, and Charlie’s been so scared that… that…”
Tara sank onto the floor. “That it’ll happen to him.”
Tears prickled in Nick’s eyes. “He’s good. He’s so good. And I shouldn’t even be telling you any of this!” He dropped Tara’s hands and got to his feet. “I need to find him. He shouldn’t be alone, he—”
“I’m coming with you.” Tara scrambled after him, and shouldered her school bag.
“We should all go,” said Tao.
“No,” said Nick and Tara at the same time.
Tara tried for a sympathetic smile. “We don’t want to overwhelm him with everyone. Why don’t you all stay here and look into that voodoo thing some more?”
Darcy nodded. “Okay.” They kissed Tara quickly, and Nick led the way, finally, after Charlie.
✨
Charlie ran faster than he’d run in a long time. As he tore across town, he relished the burn in his lungs, in his feet. He didn’t stop for even a second—not until he threw himself into his grandmother’s big, empty house, slammed the door behind him and locked it with trembling hands.
He stood in the hallway, breathing hard.
A cry tore itself from his throat as he sank onto the doormat. The fibres spiked him through his school trousers, but he didn’t care. He didn’t deserve to be comfortable. He curled up on the mat, and did not move for a long, long while.
If he stayed where he was, hands trapped under his arms, then he couldn’t cause any more damage. When a ringing filled his ears, he realised he’d stopped sobbing. The quietness of the house folded around him, and he wished it would swallow him whole.
Still, he lay there, dirt crusting against his cold cheek. The kitchen door, sideways at the very end of the hall, swam in and out of focus.
There were knives beyond it.
And bleach.
If he wasn’t a monster yet, he didn’t want to find out how much worse things could get. If he couldn’t control the darkness inside him, then he needed to end it.
The clarity brought his hands free, and himself to his feet. His shoes squeaked on the polished floor as he moved swiftly towards the kitchen. How much paracetamol did his grandmother have stock-piled, he wondered. Or perhaps she had something stronger.
A knock on the door made him jump.
Heart hammering in his chest, he turned to stare at the door, at the shadowed movement behind the stained-glass window.
The knocking came again, and Charlie flinched.
“Charlie?”
His heart cracked.
It was Nick.
Of course it was.
And he sounded so scared, his voice so hoarse.
Charlie wondered whether his school shirt was still spattered with red. Whether he could still taste metal in his mouth.
“Charlie? Please open the door. I need you to understand—this isn’t your fault. I’m okay. Please don’t cut yourself off from us—fr-from me. We need to stick together. We can figure this out. Please, Char, I just need to know you’re okay, and I need you to know I love you and I’m going to help you.”
He was fully crying now but still, Charlie couldn’t move.
“Please… Y-you don’t need to open the door, j-just talk to me through the letterbox…”
There was a small click, and the letterbox opened an inch.
Hands back under his arms, at the edge of the doormat, Charlie stopped himself from moving any closer. “You need to leave.”
“Charlie, thank god—!”
“Nick, please, just go,” he begged. “I don’t know what to do, but for now I can’t be near you. I can’t—I can’t risk th-that happening again.”
Nick fell silent, though he kept the letterbox open.
Perhaps he was considering just how much danger he’d be in if Charlie did choose to open the door.
“Alright,” said Nick finally. “Okay. G-get some sleep, okay? Rest. I—I love you. I’m in love with you.”
Charlie’s breath caught. “I’m so sorry.”
“No s-words. Goodnight.”
The letterbox clicked shut.
Nick turned away from the door and fell into Tara’s waiting arms.
She hugged him tight, though he still felt like he was floating, unmoored, unsafe.
“I’ll walk you home,” she said.
Her company was welcome, though Nick remained silent all the way home. And despite how much his eyes itched and his limbs ached, he knew he wasn’t going to be able to sleep.
He spent the night curled around his laptop, researching dark magic and the Waterhouse family—and finding nothing useful yet again. He even shot David a desperate text, but got no reply.
Early the next morning Nick fell into a restless sleep. He tossed and turned, his dreams full of pain and blood—sometimes it poured from Charlie’s face, other times from his own heart. The blood would gather around them, sinking them into an ocean of it—and all the time, Nick wouldn’t die and Charlie wouldn’t stop screaming.
Charlie was not in form the next morning.
He didn’t show up at school all day.
“I hate thinking of him all alone in that big empty house,” said Tara that afternoon on a bench outside the Truham gates.
“I tried to get him to let me in but…”
“He cares about you so much, of course he doesn’t want you near him right now. You would be the exact same way if it were the other way round. I know I would be if it were me.”
Nick hadn’t considered this but knew she was one hundred per cent right.
Tara shouldered her school bag. “I was thinking I might pop round and see if he’ll talk to me .”
Nick sighed. “But he won’t want to hurt you, either. He doesn’t want to hurt anybody.”
“Just let me try. Please? I’ll let you know how it goes.”
With Nick’s desperate nod of consent, Tara abandoned all the revision she needed to get done and instead made the journey to Charlie’s house.
Upon arrival, she found all the curtains closed, and no sign of life from inside at all. She raised her fist and knocked on the door.
Immediately, a muffled gasp came from the other side, and then footsteps scurried away.
“Charlie?” she called. “Are you there?”
A floorboard creaked.
“T-Tara?”
“Yep!” She tried to remain calm, cheerful, friendly. “I just wanted to come and check on you. Make sure you’re doing okay.”
There was a small click at waist height and the letterbox opened. “Did Nick send you?”
“No,” she said with a sigh. “But he is worried about you. We all are.”
Tara crouched down and peered through the slot. She glimpsed a pair of dull blue eyes before the letterbox snapped shut again.
“Listen, what happened yesterday, it was an accident. We know that’s not who you are.”
“How do you know that?”
“We just do, okay! We love you, Charlie.”
There was a small thunk and she could almost see him leaning his head against the door, his arms wrapped tight around his knees.
“I was thinking…” she said slowly. “Why don’t you come and stay at mine for a bit? Just until your gran comes home. I don’t like the thought of you all alone in there.”
“She’ll be back soon. I’ll be fine.”
“Please, Charlie, even if it’s just for tonight. I’m scared… we’re all scared.”
“Of me.”
“No, not of you. For you.”
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Chapter 20: the earth must bleed
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Chapter 20 Word Count: 10747
Content Warnings: mention of violence, mention of death, alcohol, blood, magical violence
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chapter twenty: the earth must bleed
“Of course the voodoo witch lives in Hoo.”
“She doesn’t,” said Darcy. “She lives in St Mary Hoo, a little village near Hoo.”
Tao sighed and leaned against the car window. “Is her name Mary?”
“No. It’s Lucille.”
Darcy had commandeered the front passenger seat of Elle’s car, while Tao had been relegated to the back with Isaac.
“Let’s just be thankful she lives so close to Truham,” said Elle, turning into the village. There wasn’t much to see beyond the car, just darkness between each little house.
“How did you even find this person anyway?” asked Tao.
“On Reddit, where else?” Darcy twisted around in their seat and showed him their phone.
Isaac peered at it too. “Lucille Laveau,” he read. “Voodoo specialist services include love spells, hexes, snake handling… She sounds fun.”
“She could be the answer to all our problems,” said Darcy, retracting their phone. “An outsider’s perspective might be just what we need. While Tara’s busy making sure Charlie doesn’t try to kill Nick again, we need to focus on a more long-term solution. Who knows, maybe having solo magic back will help Charlie control the dark stuff.”
It had only been about twenty-four hours, but Tao didn’t think he’d forget yesterday afternoon any time soon. And the fact he had just stood there, stunned while Nick coughed up blood… He had felt useless. Been useless. The look on Charlie’s face would not leave him soon either, nor his heartbreaking screams when he realised it was him hurting Nick. If it had been Tao, if it had been Elle…
He shuddered and looked back out the window. Elle pulled into the narrow driveway of a small, white-washed house with light wood accents. In the front garden was a bird bath surrounded by neatly maintained evergreen shrubs. A collection of small ceramic rabbits decorated the front step.
“Are you sure this is it?” asked Isaac.
“Doesn’t exactly scream house of voodoo,” said Elle. “It seems charming.”
Darcy checked the address on their phone. “Yep. 16 Hall Road.”
They led the way out of the car. Elle followed at once. Tao exchanged a look with Isaac who shrugged, then followed, too.
“This had better not be a scam,” said Tao.
The four of them crunched along the stone path to the front door. It was painted a pale green and sported a handsome sunflower-shaped knocker. Before any of them could raise a hand to knock, however, the door opened.
Tall and willow, the young woman’s dark hair was tied in two long braids draped over her shoulders. She wore simple jeans and a pretty yellow top. She smiled kindly, only vaguely confused to find four random teenagers on her doorstep so late in the evening. “Can I help you?”
“Uh…” Darcy shifted nervously. “I messaged you on Reddit about a consultation.”
The woman, Lucille, nodded. “Oh, yes, of course. Come on through everyone.”
As they all stepped through into the house, Tao remained at the back. He shut the door and wiped his feet on the rainbow-shaped mat. Lucille didn’t stop until she had led them all the way to the back door, and out into the garden.
Long and narrow, the garden was pleasantly overgrown. Wind chimes tinkled in the trees beside solar-powered lanterns, while statues of fairies and woodland animals hid between the bushes. They followed the stepping stones to the shed. It had been painted a cheerful yellow, autumnal garlands crisscrossing the windows—but it was still a shed.
As Lucille took out a key, Tao glanced at Elle. He was unsurprised that she looked impressed. He smiled. Based on vibes alone, she and Lucille could be great friends.
“I only take cash,” said Lucille as they ducked inside. “Is that alright?”
“Oh, yes,” said Darcy. “I got some out.”
Lucille pulled on a string overhead and a single light bulb lit up the space.
“We only pay professionals, though,” said Tao. He eyed the scattered old chairs in the middle of the shed, the shelves upon shelves of cluttered items. Books, candles, bowls, sticks, rolls of fabric, used mugs and dishes… On second thought, maybe Lucille wasn’t as like Elle as he’d thought—she didn’t seem exactly organised.
“Don’t listen to Tao,” said Darcy. “I think your shed is really cool.”
Lucille smiled. “Thank you. I try my best but I really could do with more space.”
“What about the house—?”
Isaac patted Tao’s arm to get him to stop talking. “We need help with a spell.”
Lucille gestured to the mismatched selection of chairs. Darcy sat down eagerly. Elle and Isaac followed suit. Lucille perched on a low milking stool.
Tao remained standing—and not just because there weren’t enough chairs. He couldn’t shake a sudden restless feeling. The more he looked around the shed, the more he noticed. By his hip, he spied a truly massive container of pins, their flower-shaped heads doing little to reassure him about their intended use.
“Okay,” said Lucille. “Tell me about this spell.”
Darcy and Elle exchanged a look. Then Darcy nodded in assent and Elle took out the piece of parchment, and offered it to Lucille.
She took it delicately in a French-manicured hand. Her dark eyes scanned the page, widening in increasing alarm. “This is an ancient voodoo spell used to expend a witch’s capabilities. Where did you get this?”
Elle bit her lip. “A friend.”
“Wait,” said Tao. “I thought you said you found it somewhere.”
“Well, I kind of did…” Elle let out a sigh. “Sorry, but I couldn’t tell the whole truth with him right there.”
“Who?” asked Isaac.
“Charlie. I—I ripped this spell from his grimoire.”
The other three stared at her in disbelief.
“What?” Isaac breathed. “Why would you do that?”
“It was that evening we were at his house,” she said, looking up at Tao. “While he was downstairs. I was looking through his grimoire and I saw this spell and… I knew he wouldn’t want anything to do with it, but I couldn’t just let it go to waste. There are hundreds of pages in that grimoire, Charlie won’t have even noticed.”
“You still should have asked him first,” said Isaac. “And to rip out a page—why didn’t you just write it down somewhere?”
“Look,” said Elle. “I’m sorry, okay? It was a shitty thing for me to do, but it’s done now. And there’s been so much going on, I really did forget about it until you called that meeting, Darcy.”
“This is a dangerous spell,” said Lucille. “Are you sure you want to do it?”
“Yes,” said Darcy. “We need solo magic back, for the good of our coven. And if this works, Charlie will only thank us.”
Elle looked tentatively reassured and offered Darcy a small smile.
“Alright,” said Lucille. “If you’re sure.” She get to her feet and began to potter about the shed, gathering items and bundling them into her arms. “But let’s just start with one of you. If it works the way you want then you can come back and I’ll do the same for the rest, is that okay?”
Before the others could nod or even open their mouths, Darcy raised their hand. “I’ll go first. Please?”
Tao was secretly pleased he hadn’t had to volunteer himself to protect the others. Absolutely nothing at all was not the worst thing that could happen. Neither Elle nor Isaac moved to object either, so Lucille moved her stool to sit directly in front of Darcy.
“This spell is made to release any untapped power you may have by opening the channel between your heart and your head so they function better as one. Close your eyes.”
Darcy did as they were told. The other three watched closely as Lucille picked up a sleek, white feather, then waved it over a dish of some sweet-smelling oil. She cast the feather aside, then dabbed some oil onto her fingertips. She reached out towards Darcy’s face, and for the first time, they didn’t look so sure about this plan.
“Okay?” Lucille asked.
Darcy blinked, then nodded. They leaned forward so Lucille had better access. She smiled gently, then rubbed the tips of her oiled fingers over Darcy’s temples, down their cheeks, murmuring softly all the while in a language Tao didn’t understand.
Lucille traced her fingers down and down Darcy’s throat, until they slipped under the collar of their coat. Darcy shrugged the garment off their shoulders and pulled aside their shirt, exposing a bare shoulder. They kept their eyes shut while Lucille retrieved more oil, then traced a series of lines over Darcy’s shoulder blade, murmuring all the while.
Elle watched in close fascination, but Isaac looked as worried and jumpy as Tao felt.
Then, after what felt like an age, Lucille sat back. “Open your eyes.”
Darcy twisted around to look at their shoulder. A red-tinted star shape glistened there.
“It’s done,” said Lucille, wiping her hands on a cloth. “Give it until morning, then concentrate on something you really want to happen and it will.” She handed a second cloth to Darcy.
“Yeah,” said Isaac. “We’ll do that.” He got to his feet and joined Tao by the door.
Elle helped Darcy clean the star away, then helped them into their coat. The calmest of all of them, Darcy handed over a wad of notes, and exchanged thanks with Lucille. Tao didn’t look back as he led the way back across the dark garden, through the house and out to the car.
He felt much more relaxed when they were safely away and heading home. He just hoped their visit had been worth the uneasy feeling, and not one massive mistake.
✨
“Are you sure this is okay with your mum?” asked Charlie as Tara led him into her hallway. He had chucked together an overnight bag with little thought. It had been difficult to turn his brain off long enough to stop himself from changing his mind and spending another night locked in his house alone, safely but miserably.
“Absolutely,” said Tara. “My grandma’s here for a visit, but she won’t mind.”
“What won’t I mind?”
A woman, even shorter than Tara, but a carbon copy of Pauline twenty years older, appeared in the doorway to the right. She wore a smart purple apron over her blouse and jeans, her feet in fluffy slippers.
“Grandma, this is Charlie Spring. One of my best friends. He’s staying with us for a bit while his gran is in hospital.”
“Hello, dear. Please, call me Rosemary.”
Charlie shook her offered hand.
“You must be Julio’s son.”
“Y-yes… Nice to meet you.” He retracted his hand as soon as it didn’t seem rude to do so. Just the feeling of someone else’s skin against his own set his stomach roiling lately.
“Goodness,” said Rosemary. “It is odd to meet someone you haven’t seen since they were a babe in arms. You must have been, what, two months old? And such a grumpy little thing.” She chuckled fondly.
Tara took Charlie’s bag for him and set it by the stairs. Meanwhile, Charlie stripped off his coat and set his shoes beside Tara’s.
“I am sorry to hear Kathleen is unwell,” said Rosemary. “And I’m sorry for the loss of your father. He was always such a sweet boy.”
“Th-thank you.”
When Charlie had accepted Tara’s invitation, he hadn’t expected to be faced with a whole new person to meet. And when company of literally any sort felt wrong and dangerous, he struggled to even pretend to take after his dad in the “sweet” department.
Pauline poked her head around the door frame. “Hello, Charlie. Welcome. Why don’t we all go through and sit down? My mother has made dinner and it looks amazing.”
“Thanks for letting me stay, Ms Jones,” said Charlie. “I really appreciate it.”
“Oh, it’s the least I could do.”
Pauline hoped the boy was okay.
There always seemed to be an heir of sadness around Charlie Spring whenever she saw him, but this evening… Something made her wonder whether his grandmother’s health was the only thing causing his shoulders to droop, his cheeks to be so pale, and him deciding to stay with them rather than the Nelsons.
Pauline was about to follow them into the dining room when there was a knock on the front door.
“Are you expecting anyone else?” asked Rosemary.
“No.”
Pauline opened the door. And sighed.
“Richard.”
“Hi, honey,” said Richard brightly. He invited himself inside and kissed her cheek. “I thought I’d join you all for dinner if that’s alright? Brought a bottle of Pinot. I remember you saying that was your mum’s favourite.”
“My, how kind of you, Richard,” said Rosemary.
There was nothing she could do. She couldn’t turn him away. She had to keep up this ridiculous facade. She had been looking forward to this dinner—food was one thing she could count on her mother not to turn into some battle of the wits. At least the children would provide some sort of buffer, she considered as they settled around the table—surely Richard nor Rosemary would get all their claws out with a couple of clueless teenagers present.
“This is an excellent meal as always, mother,” said Pauline.
“You need to give me the recipe for this sauce, grandma,” said Tara.
Rosemary smiled. “Alright, I will.”
Charlie remained quiet as he picked at his food. He had barely looked up since they’d sat down. Pauline caught Tara’s eye, then considered exactly what her shake of the head could mean, and sighed. There was definitely something going on Pauline was not privy to.
“How long is your grandmother going to be away, do you know?” asked Rosemary.
“Um…” said Charlie to his potatoes. “I talked to her this morning, actually. She sounded better. I’m hoping she’ll be out soon.”
Rosemary nodded sympathetically. “I think losing Hassan so suddenly affected us all.”
“I don’t really think we need to get into all that at the dinner table,” said Pauline.
“Well, they’re not children anymore, Pauline,” said Rosemary.
A soft pop from the other end of the table made them all look up. Richard had opened the wine he’d brought.
Pauline tried for a warming glare. “Richard…”
“What?” He turned to Rosemary. “Would you care for some wine?”
“I’d love some, thank you.”
Pauline watched her mother’s glass fill with red.
Rosemary raised her glass. “Hassan.” Everyone followed suit, except Pauline. “And to Kathleen’s full recovery.”
“Hassan and Kathleen,” Richard toasted.
A second before the glass could touch Rosemary’s lips, Pauline sprang to her feet and grabbed it from her.
“What are you doing?”
“I just…” Pauline stammered. “I thought I saw some cork in the bottle. I didn’t want you to choke.”
“I didn’t see anything,” said Richard, frowning.
Pauline shot him another glare. “Trust me.” She strode around the table, and grabbed the bottle from where he’d set it aside.
“I’m sorry about the cork,” said Richard sheepishly. “We’ll fix that. Excuse us.”
He followed Pauline through into the kitchen. “What is wrong with you?” he hissed.
Ignoring his urgent expression, Pauline went to the sink and began to pour the rest of the wine down the plughole.
“You think I’m trying to poison your mother?”
“Based on the fact that two days ago you suggested killing her, yes!” Pauline lifted the empty bottle.
Richard shook his head. “You just wasted a very nice bottle of wine.”
“I can handle my mother.”
“Can you?”
When she couldn’t form an immediate reply, he left her standing there in the kitchen with nothing but an empty bottle and a disbelieving look.
✨
“You’d better shut the door,” said Tara, sitting up in bed later that evening. “We don’t want my grandma knowing we’re sleeping in the same bed or she’ll think we’re having sex.”
Considering the fact that not two minutes ago, Rosemary had joked about him trying to drown himself in the bathroom and his laughter had been entirely forced, the snort of laughter which escaped him now took him by surprise.
“I’m assuming the darkness inside me is as gay as the rest of me.” He stuffed his clothes into his bag. “If I throw myself at you in the middle of the night it’ll be because I’m trying to kill you.”
He dropped his bag onto the floor by the desk and sighed. The attempt at humour fell flat upon his own ears. He couldn’t stand the piteous look in Tara’s kind eyes.
“Charlie… Come on, let’s get some sleep. We need an early night.”
He didn’t move.
Could he really trust himself to sleep beside his friend all night and not try to attack her?
She threw back the covers and patted the spot beside her. “You’ll be fine,” she said. “I don’t think anything bad will happen.”
“How do you know?”
“Um, well… I’ve been thinking about—about yesterday. With what happened with Nick.”
Charlie had to look away.
“And what might have caused it. Before you said you thought it was to do with intense negative emotions, right?”
“Yeah…”
“Right! So, I think maybe you were so scared of hurting Nick that it triggered your dark magic, and it became a self-fulfilling prophecy.”
Charlie sank onto the edge of the bed. “Right. Th-that does make some sense. It’s… it’s been difficult to think practically these last few days.”
Tara shimmied down under the covers, and Charlie slipped in beside her. He pulled the covers up under his chin.
In the darkness of the room, it was easier to pretend everything was fine. Everything was normal. He was just having a sleepover with one of his best friends. They should have been gossiping about people they fancied, sharing secrets and giggling about stupid things.
Charlie let out a measured breath. “Your grandma seems really nice.”
“Yeah. She is.”
“Is she really homophobic?”
“My mum thinks so.” Tara rolled over to face him. “I don’t know what would happen if she found out about me. I’m kind of scared to find out.”
“I’m sorry she’s put you in that position,” said Charlie. “That really, really sucks.”
They fell into silence for a long while, both of them lost in their own thoughts. The darkness may have been comforting, but lying in bed like that, at that time of night, there was only really ever one subject on Charlie’s mind.
“Have you talked to Nick?”
He suspected Tara was choosing her words carefully.
“Yeah,” she said. “I have.”
“Is he… okay?”
“Charlie, he’s worried about you. Like, a lot.”
The corners of Charlie’s eyes began to sting. He rolled over, away from Tara, and squeezed them shut tight. “Does he know where I am?”
“I told him I’m looking after you for a bit. He wanted you to stay with him, but I told him you needed space, just for a little while, until you can…”
“Sort my head out so I don’t accidentally choke him to death, yeah.”
“Charlie… that is not going to happen, I told you—”
“But it already nearly did!” He made an effort to lower his voice. “It’s just lucky you lot were there to stop it before—”
On the bedside table, his phone lit up and began to buzz. He reached for it, and clicked through to FaceTime before he could consider whether he was emotionally stable enough for the resulting conversation or not.
It didn’t matter.
The second Nick’s face filled the screen, Charlie’s tears tumbled forth, sideways onto the pillows—and his heart did a happy little flip.
“Charlie!” Nick had clearly not been expecting him to pick up. He was curled up in bed, too.
“Hi.” Charlie hastily wiped his eyes, though he knew it was too late.
“Hi.” Nick smiled. “Are you… are you doing a bit better at least?”
Charlie let his eyes fall closed, and took a breath. “Nick…”
It was difficult not to start crying again—not to start bawling and screaming, if he were honest.
“Okay,” said Nick, sensing his distress. “Okay, breathe, Char. Take some deep breaths. You’re safe right now. We’re safe. Is Tara there?”
“I’m right here.” She leaned over Charlie’s shoulder so she could be seen on his phone screen. “Hi, Nick.”
“Hey. Have you… have you eaten dinner?”
“Yep,” she said. “My grandma cooked and it was incredible, right, Charlie?”
“Yeah,” said Charlie, his eyes still closed. “It was really nice.”
“That’s good,” said Nick. “What did you have?”
Nick continued to chatter away through all the mundane topics he could think of and although mainly Tara answered, Charlie found the soft cadence of Nick’s voice immensely soothing. So much so that he didn’t even notice when he drifted from consciousness into sleep.
Soon, however, Charlie found himself walking along that cliff edge once again. The waves crashed far below, deafening in their ferocity, but the night was warm and breezy, the sky a blanket of glittering stars.
The hand in his own was solid and steady. Nick’s smile was radiant. His hair was wind-ruffled and his cheeks pink-tinged. Charlie laughed for the sheer joy of it, and Nick laughed, too. The sound echoed around his head.
Nick smiled at him in front of a backdrop of stars. And then the cliff crumbled away, and Nick crumbled with it. Charlie cried out—but Nick’s head slipped from his grasp and then he was falling…
Charlie woke with a start, gasping in the darkness of an unfamiliar bedroom. He sat up and whirled around, trying to orient himself.
Tara was sleeping soundly beside him, her hand pillowed under her cheek.
He took a deep breath. Then forced himself to do so again.
This was real. That was not.
Nick was safe. Tara was not.
Charlie slipped out of bed and padded barefoot into the hallway. He didn’t know the house well, but he found his way downstairs into the kitchen easily enough without turning on any lights. At the sink, he filled a glass of water and took several long gulps.
A light clicked on, and he turned, caught.
“You might try something warm,” said Rosemary. “It’ll help you sleep.”
He tried to smile, but it didn’t really work. He sipped his water.
“You’re troubled.” Rosemary wrapped her dressing gown more securely around herself, and joined him by the sink. “You have dark magic, Charlie Spring, and it’s weighing on you.”
Charlie blinked, and stared. “You can sense that?”
“Of course. It terrifies you.”
He glanced down at the light reflecting off the glass in his hand. “I… I don’t even know what it means to have… dark magic. Not really.”
Rosemary sighed. “I’d hoped you would favour your father’s bloodline, but you are also your mother’s child.”
“What happened to her? No one will tell me. Did she… become a monster? Just like the others?”
He watched her carefully as she considered the question.
“I don’t know if monster is the right word,” she said carefully. “But she had the same potential for evil, yes. And in the end, bit by bit, the darkness did overtake her. She allowed it to.”
His hands tightened around his glass. “Well, I won’t. I can’t let myself get to that stage. I’d—I’d rather die. There has to be a way to stop it.”
To his surprise, Rosemary nodded as if this was an obvious statement. “We can draw the power out of you before it takes hold completely.”
“How?”
“There’s a ritual.”
Charlie threw the remaining water down the sink, and set the glass aside. “Okay. Yes. Please, I’ll do it. You have to do it. I’ll pay you anything—I’ll do anything.”
She held up her hands in placation. “There’s no need to pay me, dear. You’re close to my granddaughter, and I need to keep her safe. I’ll do the ritual for you, of course, but also for her.”
“Thank you.” He had to clutch the kitchen counter to stop himself from sinking to his knees. “Thank you.”
Half an hour later, Charlie climbed back into bed and fell asleep at once. And for the first time in weeks, he didn’t dream. The next morning, he woke up to Tara nudging him gently, her school uniform already on.
“Morning,” she said. “I really didn’t want to wake you, but if you’re going to school then you need to get up, like, now.”
Finding himself with much more energy than he’d expected, Charlie got himself up and dressed for the day.
“Did you get some good sleep?” Tara double-checked her bag was packed. “You seem much more cheerful.”
“Yeah, I did, actually.” As he did up his tie, he caught sight of Tara smiling at him in the mirror. He needed to tell someone about his new plan or he felt like he might burst.
In a hushed tone, he explained to her all about his late-night run-in with Rosemary in the kitchen.
But Tara didn’t seem as thrilled about it as he’d expected.
“We can’t just go around outing ourselves to people, especially not elders. It’s super risky.”
“I didn’t though. She knew. She could sense it on me.”
“But she doesn’t suspect me?” asked Tara. “About the witch thing, not the lesbian thing.”
“I don’t think so—on either counts,” said Charlie. “She mostly agreed to help me for you sake, actually. She really cares about you.”
“Aw, well, that’s nice, I suppose,” said Tara. “And I really am glad she’s going to help you. I’m sorry I freaked out and forgot that’s the most important thing right now…”
“It’s okay. We do need to be vigilant about stuff like this. But she told me about this ritual she can do. I’m meeting her tonight at Ashenbank Wood. Do you know where that is?”
“It’s not far. Like ten minutes in the car.”
“Oh. Really?” Charlie had been ready to assure Nick that when he arrived at his house on Saturday morning he’d be as good as new, thus having kept him out of harm’s way until the danger had passed.
As he followed Tara downstairs, he considered asking Elle to drive him instead, but it wasn’t like he wanted to risk hurting her either.
Though Charlie and Tara munched through their toast quicker than normal, Rosemary seemed to be in an excessive hurry. She threw the dregs of her coffee into a flask, and was almost out the door without so much as an explanation.
“Where are you heading off to so early?” Pauline enquired.
“Oh, I’m just going to meet Susan Dodd for a natter. You know Susan. I’ll see you later.” With a cheerful wave, Rosemary left the house.
As the children went back to their toast, Pauline watched after her mother, eyes narrowed. She was still feeling uneasy when Tara and Charlie headed off to school, and the house was thankfully empty apart from her.
She called Richard. “I think you were right about my mother.”
“I told you,” came his smug little voice.
“Hmm… she claims to be meeting her friend Susan Dodd today, but I know for a fact she’s in Wales visiting her daughter.”
“Do you know where your mother is right now?”
“No, but I’ll talk to her when she gets back.”
“Talk to her?” Richard exclaimed. “I think we’re past that, Pauline.” He sighed. “Bring me the crystal. I can deal with her.”
“No.”
“Pauline.”
“I said no.”
“Bring me the bloody crystal.”
“Or what?” Pauline took a steadying breath. “We’re done, Richard.”
“Wait a minute,” he said. “Let’s talk this out, come up with a new plan—”
“We’re finished here.”
And she hung up.
✨
Tao was still not fully awake even as he and Elle stepped into the cottage after Isaac and Darcy. Very little could get him out of bed so early, but the fruits of their—okay, Lucille’s —labour were definitely an exception.
“Okay,” said Darcy, clapping their hands. “Tara’s still on babysitting duty, and Nick’s still sulking so it’s still just us four.”
Tao dropped his school bag onto the sofa. “His boyfriend almost murdered him. I’d say he has every right to sulk for at least a solid week.”
“Right, but it’s probably for the best not everyone’s here,” Darcy continued. “That way it can be a nice surprise for them when we show them how to get solo magic back!”
They picked up an empty plant pot at random, then found a suitable spot on the floor. They set it down and admired it for a moment, then glanced around at the others who were all watching in curious anticipation.
“Don’t stand too close,” they said. “I want to make sure I’m the only one doing the spell.”
Tao exchanged looks with Elle and Isaac, then the three of them moved away to different corners of the room, trying to think of other things.
“Don’t even look at me,” said Darcy. “Just to be safe.”
Isaac sat on the sofa and opened a book. Elle studied the notice board thoughtfully while Tao observed the plants along the window sill. He heard Darcy take a deep breath, and then…
“Shatter.”
The early morning sounds of the woods waking up outside.
“Shatter.”
“What’s happening?” said Elle.
“Nothing yet,” said Darcy. “Shatter. Shatter! Come on!”
Isaac lowered his book. “It’s not working. Sorry, Darcy, but I don’t think—”
“Ugh! I’m such an idiot.”
Tao turned around to find Darcy crouched on the floor beside the still-intact plant pot.
“Lucille seemed nice,” said Isaac. “But maybe she’s not as powerful as she made out. Maybe she really was just a scam.”
“Oh my god, I can’t believe I let her fool me like that!” Darcy leapt to their feet, fuming. “And I paid her! In cash—which I had to go and get out! Elle, drive us back to that dickhead’s lovely house after school. I need to give this fake-witch a piece of my mind.”
“Um,” said Elle, shouldering her school bag. “I’m not sure that’s a good idea.”
Isaac marked his book, and got up. “Maybe just leave her a bad review or something.”
“Great idea.” Darcy strode for the door. “I will do that, but I’m still gonna go talk to her. I’ll find a bus. She can’t get away with tricking people like that.”
They ducked from the cottage. Isaac and Elle shrugged at each other, then followed along. Tao picked up the plant pot, replaced it onto the side, then hurried after the others. He knew there was no stopping Darcy once they had an idea in their head.
✨
Perhaps returning to school so soon had been a hasty decision.
Charlie stepped off the bus after Tara and stared around at the students flooding the pavement outside Truham and Higgs. He supposed he just had to make sure he didn’t feel any especially strong negative emotions. Hopefully, no one scared him or did anything to make him angry. But there was definitely a lot of people around he could hurt if things did get out of hand…
“Tara! Over here!” Darcy was waving from across the road. Tara hurried across to greet them with a kiss.
Charlie remained where he was, and gave what he hoped was a cheerful wave back. He watched the pair of them walk off towards their school, then followed the crowd of Truham boys towards the gates. Each time a shoulder brushed his, each time someone glanced his way, a shot of dread filled his stomach. He ducked his head low, and picked up his pace. This wasn’t smart. This wasn’t safe. Why hadn’t he kept himself away from other humans until the weekend? Why had he been so selfish?
“Charlie! You’re here!”
Tao, Elle and Isaac were standing by the fence, watching him. Isaac waved and smiled. Charlie stopped. Froze. He stared at his three friends. They were no more than five metres away, but he couldn’t bring himself to go to them.
“Morning,” he said.
“H-how are you?” asked Tao. “Are you…?”
Okay? The word didn’t need to be said. They all knew the truth.
“I’m a bit better, yeah.”
The four of them stood there for a long moment. Charlie could tell the others were watching him closely. He tried to take some deep breaths while wishing they would just look somewhere else. None of them moved to hug him.
That was good. That was safe.
But at the same time… his friends were scared of him. He was scared of him.
“Um… see you later.” Charlie hurried away through the gates, ducking between students to get away quicker. It would have been so easy to slip out of the crowd and walk home—to lock himself in his house for another day. But as he walked towards the English block, the one remaining reason to stay persisted.
He considered telling the group chat about his plans for that night, but by the time the bell rang for the start of form, he hadn’t managed to psych himself up to even take out his phone. It was probably for the best, he thought as he approached his form room door, he didn’t want to get their hopes up. There was every chance it wouldn’t work.
But it was going to.
It had to.
He paused with his hand on the classroom door, took a deep breath and—
“Charlie?”
He turned and—like he’d manifested him—there he was. Nick looked tired, but also so so good as always, and Charlie—Charlie moved before he could stop himself.
A warm blanketing sensation settled over his shoulders, and then Nick’s arms were around him, too. He pressed his face into his shoulder and breathed him in. They held onto each other, tighter than normal, eyes screwed shut.
“I didn’t know if you would be here,” Nick murmured. “I thought you might still be resting.”
“I needed to see you.”
“You could have texted me, asked me to skip school with you. I would have done it.”
Charlie drew away enough to shake his head. “I already missed enough school yesterday, and I only have two lessons today, so…”
Nick glanced around at the corridor of students, then held out a hesitant hand. Charlie took it as gently as he could, then let his boyfriend guide him to the storage cupboard they usually used to make out in. This morning, however, he couldn’t be certain he wouldn’t burn them both up in a fiery inferno of pain—so they just stood together between the shelves, close but not touching, wanting but not taking.
Brow furrowed, Nick searched Charlie’s face, trying to decipher his exact level of distress without having to ask. Charlie suspected the task wasn’t difficult.
“I… I missed you,” Nick whispered.
Charlie tried to smirk. “It’s been one day.”
Nick shrugged. “Still, it’s felt longer.”
“I’m sorry… for everything. Again.”
“Charlie…”
“No s-words, I know.”
“Seriously, though, Char, I keep telling you this but—this was not your fault. I know we said you weren’t possessed but in a way, you kind of are. You didn’t hurt me—something inside you did. Something you have no control over. What’s the real difference between a demon and dark magic anyway?”
Charlie looked down at his shoes. “A demon can be banished. Dark magic is in my blood.”
“And can you control anything your blood does? No, you can’t. Not your family, and not your actual, physical red blood cells.”
“Well, the thing is,” said Charlie carefully. “There may actually be a way I can control the thing in my blood. I have some news.”
Telling him had not been the plan, but now Nick was in front of him, he couldn’t not. They were a team, and this had been hurting the both of them for too long. Nick listened intently as Charlie told him all about Rosemary and what she had told him last night, about the ritual planned for later.
“And this ritual,” said Nick. “She said it would draw the dark magic out of you?”
“That’s what she said.”
“But how? If it’s in your blood then that doesn’t seem like it would be exactly safe.”
“It isn’t exactly safe for me to stay like this, Nick. I have to do this.”
“I understand that you feel like you have to do anything—put yourself through anything—and you’re strong and so so brave, Char—but what does this ritual even entail? Did you even ask? Can we trust Rosemary?”
“I didn’t ask because it doesn’t matter,” said Charlie. “I do have to do anything I can. I—I want to spend the rest of my life with you, and I can’t do that if I’m constantly in fear of one day killing you.” He looked Nick dead in the eye. “Or of one day putting you in a position where you have to kill me.”
Something shifted behind Nick’s eyes, and they shone with unshed tears. Charlie knew he had allowed himself, for only a second, to picture such a scenario—and it had bruised his heart, his brain, beyond anything he could ever imagine—because it had done the same to Charlie, every time he had pictured the opposite.
“She’s Tara’s grandma,” he said. “And she’s super nice—as long as she doesn’t know you’re gay, apparently…”
Nick blinked. “What? Oh… yeah, Tara has mentioned that about her gran before…”
“She doesn’t seem like she’d be phobic, but who knows with older people.” Charlie shrugged. “If the worst thing I have to do is pretend to be straight for an evening, I don’t care. She’s the only option I have.”
With unsteady hands, Nick reached out. They hovered for a moment before he settled on merely holding onto the front of Charlie’s blazer. He closed his eyes, clutching the fabric like an anchor as he took a steadying breath. “Okay. Okay, let’s—let’s do the ritual.” He opened his eyes. The fear had not vanished. “Could I at least come with you?”
“Would you?”
“Of course.”
“I’ll ask. She gave me her number.”
It seemed unfair to pry Nick away, and the small amount of touch was grounding, so they stayed that way as Charlie took out his phone.
CHARLIE (7:59): hi, would it be okay to bring a friend to the ritual tonight? thanks
He watched the text go through, then looked up at Nick. He was watching him with so much unbridled love colouring the fear that it made Charlie’s breath catch. His heart stumbled. He leaned up on his toes, and kissed him softly, gently, trying to pour every atom of love he had into one single, sweet kiss. Nick’s fingertips hovered over his arms where he’d usually rub his hands down.
“Tomorrow,” Charlie murmured.
Nick swiped a wrist across his cheek. “Tomorrow.”
The bell rang overhead, and they both looked up. They were supposed to be in form. With a watery chuckle, Nick resecured his bag over his shoulder and led the way back across the corridor. It was not the first time they’d had to hurry into form to the sound of Mr Farouk telling them off for being late. He never did seem to give them anything other than a firm warning.
Ten minutes later, when the register was done, and it was almost time to go, Charlie felt his phone vibrate. He glanced around briefly, then sneakily took it out under the desk.
ROSEMARY (8:11): The ritual is complex and any distractions could make it ineffective at best and dangerous at worst. No friends.
“What did she say?” Nick whispered.
Grimacing, Charlie showed him the text.
As he read, Nick’s face fell further and further. “Shit.”
Charlie shoved his phone away again. “It’ll be fine. It doesn’t matter. She can help us. I have to let her.”
Nick nodded bravely. “Okay.”
Charlie wanted to take his hand, but he didn’t.
For the rest of the day, Charlie sequestered himself in the quietest corner of the common room, and threw himself into his coursework. He couldn’t hurt coursework.
At the end of the day, he left school a little early so he didn’t have to ride the bus. Instead, he walked across town to his grandmother’s big, empty house. He changed out of his uniform, then sat around in silence, waiting for eight o’clock—when he could get the bus to the edge of town, then walk the rest of the way to Ashenbank Wood. Curled on the sofa, he walked the route he’d have to take over and over on Google Maps. He couldn’t afford to get lost—couldn’t afford any silly mistakes which might ruin everything.
It wasn’t even six o’clock when there was a knock on the door.
Charlie secured the safety latch, then opened it cautiously.
“Hi.” Nick held up a Tesco Bag for Life. “I came to eat dinner with you. I brought veggies.”
This was what he got for having a golden retriever for a boyfriend.
And Charlie was weak, and so he let Nick inside, let him cook him dinner, let him talk to him about every mundane topic under the sun. Charlie kept his distance, his heart breaking every time he saw Nick remember to do the same. Each time he wanted to reach out and touch him—his arm, his cheek, his hair—Charlie realised how natural those touches had become over the almost two months of their relationship.
They sat at the table to eat, comfortable in their shared quiet. But the closer the kitchen clock ticked to eight, the larger the elephant in the room grew. What exactly had Charlie signed up for? What exactly did I’d do anything mean?
Charlie pushed his last few mouthfuls around his plate. His stomach twisted with nervous anticipation. “I just want it to be over and done with.” He set his cutlery down.
Nick followed suit. “Let me drive you. Please? It’s late and dark and cold. I don’t have to go with you, but I can wait in the car. That way you won’t have to walk home, either. And if it’s really shit then…”
Without a thought, Charlie reached for his hand where it rested on the table. He folded his fingers around his and squeezed. “Yes,” he said. “Yes, please. Thank you.”
Since there was no point using the dishwasher with only two of them, they washed the dishes by hand. The task was soothing and served as a good reminder of what they were fighting for—to be normal and free to be as domestic as they wished. Together.
The tiny car park at the entrance to the wood was illuminated by a single lamp post. When Nick parked and his headlights blinked off, they were plunged even deeper into shadow. They peered out at the trees whispering to them from three sides. There was only one other car parked—on the opposite side. Charlie could just about make out Rosemary standing idly by it.
He clicked off his seat belt. “I don’t know how long this is going to take.”
Nick tore his gaze away from Rosemary. “I’ll wait. I love you.”
“I love you.”
Charlie allowed them a quick kiss. It felt wrong. He needed more, but he couldn’t fall—not at the final hurdle.
“When I come back,” he said. “I’m gonna kiss you better than that, I promise. Might even touch your dick.”
And Nick laughed. It seemed to take him by surprise, but the sound filled Charlie with determination. He took a breath, then climbed out of the car. He waved as cheerfully as he could, then trudged across the gravel to the gap in the wooden fence which served as the wood’s entrance.
Rosemary appeared beside him. She wore a long, dark purple coat, and a fuzzy hat over her ears. “I told you not to bring anyone.”
“He just gave me a lift. He’s gonna stay in the car.”
Charlie’s breath lifted in the air before him. He did up his own coat, and wished he’d thought to bring a hat, too.
She studied his face. All the friendly charm she had shown yesterday and last night had been replaced with an intensely serious expression. “Are you sure you’re ready for this?”
“Yeah, I am. I need to do this.” Charlie tucked his hands into his sleeves, and wished Nick could have come along after all.
Seemingly impressed, Rosemary gave a small nod. “Follow me, then.”
She turned and headed down the path which snaked away into the trees before disappearing into the gloom. Charlie glanced back at the light which was Nick’s car. He sent a quick mental plea to the universe that he was doing the right thing, then followed Rosemary into the woods.
✨
They hadn’t told Tara their plan for tonight.
It had been difficult to conceal, but at the same time, Darcy knew she would have only insisted on coming along. Darcy didn’t even know exactly what the plan was. Only that they needed someone to take their disappointment out on. They needed to be self-sufficient—they all needed to be—just in case…
So much had happened since they’d bound the coven that the bus to St Mary Hoo didn’t seem all that scary, nor did the solo walk through the darkness to Lucille’s door.
They approached the house and found each window dark.
It was too early for Lucille to be in bed, but there was no car in the driveway. Maybe she’d gone out.
Darcy let out a breath and considered what to do. They had come all this way.
They looked around at the front door, at the family of ceramic rabbits in the front garden, at the curtained windows. Perhaps there was a key hidden somewhere.
But no. That would be too reckless, even for them.
Only… their gaze fell upon the wooden gate which led around the side of the house. No doubt it led to the back garden…
Before they could overthink it, Darcy trudged around to the gate. They tested the latch. It was unlocked.
Idiot, they thought as they slipped through. They crossed the garden to the shed. The solar lights appeared even more ethereal at night-time, and when Darcy really wasn’t supposed to be there. Unlike the gate, the shed was locked up tight.
“Ugh!” Darcy kicked at the door in frustration. “Ow!”
“You’ve got some anger issues, hey?”
Darcy whirled around. Hands curled into fists, Darcy glared. “You’re not really a witch, are you?”
Lucille was standing on the grass by the back door. She put her hands into the pockets of her floral-patterned dressing gown. All things considered, she didn’t seem that perturbed to find an intruder in her back garden.
“No,” she said. “But my grandparents were. I’ve been trying to teach myself voodoo from my grandpa’s old books. I’m not that good, but I’ve been around magic enough to know it’s real—and to know that you and your friends are witches.” She raised her eyebrows. “But you’re obviously having trouble accessing your powers or you wouldn’t have been desperate enough to come to me for help.”
Darcy looked down at their feet. “We bound our coven to gain control of our magic, so we could use it better, but now we can’t do magic on our own at all. I thought that spell Elle found might be the answer, but without a true voodoo witch…” They shook their head. “I should go. I’m sorry for breaking into your garden, but not so sorry for the review I left on your website.”
Lucille smiled. “It was probably warranted. Do you need a lift home?”
“Um… yes, but there was no car in the drive so…”
“Right. I don’t have a car,” said Lucille. “But I do have a motorbike. You might not have seen it—I keep it shrouded with a cloaking spell. I’m actually pleased to know it’s working.”
Darcy stared. “You have a motorbike? And you’re willing to drive me home on it?”
Lucille resecurred her dressing gown belt and shrugged. “Sure. I’ve got nothing else on tonight. I’ll just grab you a spare helmet.” She turned and disappeared back inside.
“Oh my god,” Darcy murmured. “We need to be friends.”
✨
They left the path behind long ago. Or more accurately, the path had lost them. It spread out and out between the trees until it was almost impossible to tell which way they were going let alone which way they’d come from. Rosemary seemed to know the way, though. Her pace was quick and unyielding. However, Charlie welcomed the speed—it helped to stave off the chill—and the whirling thoughts threatening to unseat his resolve.
By the time they reached the clearing where Rosemary stopped, his feet were frozen in his Converse, and his hands had sunk as deep as they could in his coat pockets.
“Whoa…”
In the centre of the wide clearing, illuminated by only the moon and stars, sat a narrow, rectangular table draped with a simple white cloth. Rosemary led him closer. A circle with an X through it had been hastily drawn in red paint across the middle.
The chilling breeze seemed to die down. All sounds of nature vanished apart from the whisper of the trees. Charlie glanced around at the dark spaces between them. He couldn’t even hear the road.
He turned back to Rosemary, and found her watching him warily.
“The sooner we confront your dark magic,” she said. “The safer you and your loved ones will be.”
Charlie swallowed, shoved down his fear, and forced himself to focus on the task at hand. It didn’t matter where he was, didn’t matter what he could or couldn’t hear, didn’t matter what was about to be asked of him—he could do it. He had to.
“First,” said Rosemary. “We stand on either side of the altar.”
The table was an altar. Right. Like this whole thing wasn’t creepy enough.
He stepped up into place while Rosemary moved around to the other side, so the painted circle was directly between them. Something shiny caught Charlie’s eye. A knife was lying in the centre of the cross, its blade wickedly sharp.
“What does this symbol mean?” he asked.
“The quartered circle represents Gaea, goddess of the earth. We call upon her to purge you of your darkness.”
A shiver ran down Charlie’s spine. He was familiar with Gaea from Greek mythology, and thus knew how ruthless mother nature could be.
“This is your best chance,” said Rosemary. “My role is to bring the elements together. It’s you who will determine the ritual’s success.”
He removed his hands from his pockets, and held his head up high. “How?”
Her dark eyes glimmered. “By having complete and utter faith in who you are, and who you want to be.”
“Okay,” said Charlie. “I can do that.”
“Good. Now, I need you to stare directly into the middle of the circle, and don’t look away until I tell you to.”
Charlie did as he was told.
This was it. He could do this. For everyone he knew—for everyone he would meet—for himself and for Nick.
Out of the corner of his eye, he watched Rosemary reach down and collect a fistful of earth. She held it in her hand, and let out a long, controlled breath. Then she raised her face skywards. “I call on you, Gaea, mother of the earth, element of the physical—” She lifted the earth over the altar, over the circle. “—may you purge this boy clean.”
There was a soft plunk-plunk as Rosemary sprinkled earth in a circle, following the painted one. The second the first grain struck cloth, a breeze picked up and rippled like a wave, lifting Charlie’s hair. He kept his gaze on the knife—until Rosemary plucked it up.
“You may look away.”
He did so.
“Give me your hand.” She held out her own.
Charlie hesitated for only a second, then placed his hand palm-up in hers.
He should have seen it coming. He’d been too distracted by everything else
The knife sliced into his skin, and he gasped and flinched. But Rosemary was clean and quick. They both watched the red spill down his wrist.
“Now, press your hand to the middle of the circle. Go on.” She gave a reassuring nod.
Charlie leaned forward to follow her instruction.
The second his bloody palm made contact with the cloth, the breeze picked up into a full wind. The bare tree branches were whipped into a frenzy while leaves skittered all around them. His hand stung, but he kept it pressed down firmly until Rosemary gave another nod, and he removed it, leaving behind a smear of red.
The wind was so intense it was like they were standing in the middle of a tornado. The trees bent in a circle around them, blurring together with the darkness to create a dizzying barrier between the two witches and the rest of the world. Rosemary seemed unbothered. Charlie could only assume this was going exactly as planned.
Rosemary pocketed the knife, then reached down with both hands. She swept the cloth away and gathered it into her arms. “Open the box.”
Charlie tore his gaze away from the trees to blink down at the now-bare altar. And saw it was indeed a box. Wooden, with a metal latch. He tugged at it. The top swung open and thudded to the ground at Rosemary’s feet. Charlie peered inside and frowned.
“Hand me the branch.”
He reached into the box, and took out the only item inside. A spiny black branch with leaf buds all along it, and covered in small blue-black berries. He handed it over. “What is this?”
Rosemary took the branch in both hands and held it out over the open box. “Blackthorn. Also known as the Witches’ Tree. We’re almost done now. This is the final part.”
Charlie’s heart flipped over. This had not been nearly as bad as he’d feared.
Rosemary lifted the branch higher—to the height of Charlie’s head—and snapped it.
The sound vibrated like a shotgun. Through the earth, through the trees and the leaves, through Charlie’s very bones. His knees buckled, and darkness swallowed him whole.
✨
It was taking too long.
Surely, any minute now, Charlie would come strolling from those woods, out of the darkness and into his arms…
Any second now…
Nick had abandoned sitting in his car half an hour ago. He couldn’t sit still, couldn’t stand doing nothing while Charlie was out there facing who knew what trials.
Instead, he paced the small gravel car park, hands in his pockets, breath misting before him. Over and over, he walked from his car to the gap in the trees where he’d watched Charlie disappear into the dark with a practical stranger. An elder witch.
It had taken everything he had in him not to follow them—even secretly. But if him not being there was the key to Charlie’s life then he would stay put. He would do as he was told.
That didn’t stop him from wanting, willing this night to be over and done.
Nick looked at the time. Only half nine. He felt like it should be midnight at least.
Just as he was pocketing his phone again, it started to ring.
He stopped his pacing and stared down at the caller ID. None of his friends ever called him. He fixed his gaze back upon the wood entrance, and answered the call. “Tara?”
“Nick…” She sounded breathless. “Thank god. Are you with Charlie? He’s not picking up.”
“He’s in the woods with your gran.” Nick couldn’t keep the accusation from his tone. “I wasn’t allowed to go with them so I’m waiting by the car like a good little soulmate.”
“Nick, I think he’s in trouble.”
“What do you mean?”
“Listen—” Tara took a breath. “My mum sent me to put fresh towels in the spare room for my grandma, and I found mandrake root, Nick. And a copy of that dark magic book—with notes in the margins! She’s been lying this whole time—the only way to draw dark magic from a person is to kill them.”
✨
He woke up all at once.
One second he was gone, and the next, he was back. And he had moved.
He was lying on something hard. His fingers brushed rough fibres of wood beneath him, dusty with earth. Above him, Rosemary’s face swam into focus. Above her, the night’s sky was devoid of stars. In the corners of his vision, the tree tops swayed menacingly.
Where the fuck was he?
He felt around on either side of him—felt the wooden sides of the box he was now lying inside.
The box which was now in the ground.
Not an altar.
Not a box.
“What are you doing?”
“For darkness to be destroyed,” said Rosemary. “The earth must bleed it from you. You have to die.”
It was a coffin.
Rosemary stepped away from where she’d been standing over him.
“No!” Charlie gasped. “No, no no—!”
A horrible scraping sound vibrated through the ground from nearby.
“What are you doing? No!”
The lid slammed shut over him. The latch clicked.
The slithers of moonlight visible through the gaps in the wood disappeared—the cloth had been draped back over the top.
Charlie slammed his palms against the lid. “Help! Please!”
There was a metallic thunk, and he screamed.
The sharp blade of the knife appeared suspended an inch above his stomach, as if it had been stabbed through the cloth—the shroud—pinning it to the coffin.
The scent of earth filled Charlie’s nostrils. His breath came out hot and thick, and it was so dark. His ears prickled in the near silence—only the distant skittering of leaves above him broke through. He could almost see them blanketing him, smothering him. Surely, leaves could never turn so cruel.
His words escaped along with a sob—“Let me out!”—then vanished as quickly as they had come, stolen by the earth. Just as the rest of him was about to be.
“Die in the ground.” Rosemary’s voice was clear and plain inside his head. “Or let your evil blood win.”
There was a strange whooshing sound. He heard footsteps above him. Rosemary was walking away.
“No, no, no! LET ME OUT LET ME OUT!”
The skittering of the leaves picked up all around him.
Something cold and damp struck his cheek.
He batted it away. But then it happened again. Again and again. Onto his cheek, his legs, his stomach.
Earth, he realised. Earth was falling inside.
“HELP! PLEASE HELP ME! LET ME OUT LET ME OUT LET ME—”
It was in his mouth.
He tried to spit it out, but he could hardly move.
When had that happened?
Suddenly, he was covered—buried. He let out a sob.
He knew he shouldn’t.
He needed to preserve air.
Eyes closed, he clamped his mouth shut. The sound of the leaves vanished. Only the thrum of his own heartbeat filled his ears—until the earth muffled that, too. He tried to take small, even breaths, but it was so hot. Too hot.
And he couldn’t breathe.
Floating somewhere above himself, he saw his own body try to rithe, to move, to find air—but there was none.
The earth was so heavy. He was being pulled down… down, down, down…
No.
No.
His hands loosened, and he wiggled his fingers.
He could wiggle his fingers.
He squeezed his hands into fists, and trapped two fistfuls of earth. He focused—on the earth and the earth and the earth—because that was all he had.
The heat was all around him, and then it was inside him, flooding his very soul.
And then he pushed.
“Let. Me. OUT!”
✨
Branches whipped past him as he sprinted—faster than he’d ever run in his life—through the dark, dark trees. He didn’t know where he was going, but still, Nick ran.
He hurtled blindly through the undergrowth, into the edge of a clearing—just as the ground exploded with a blast like a bomb. He clung to the nearest tree so as not to go sprawling to the ground, and watched.
A large plank of wood flew from the ground, bringing with it a cascade of earth and leaves. It soared high into the air, then landed with a clatter into the distance.
Nick flung a hand over his eyes, then, when the dust had settled, he peered around, blinking.
The clearing had become a crater of churned earth—and in the very centre, a rectangular hole.
A grave.
His breath caught as he stared.
A filthy, pale hand appeared, reaching up and out of the—the grave. Nick watched it grapple for purchase along the ground, watched it find it, then push its owner up into the moonlight.
Nick threw himself out from behind the tree, and stumbled over the churned ground. “Charlie?!”
Sitting in the grave, his blue eyes peered up at him through the grime across his cheeks.
Nick reached forward to help him, but Charlie pushed himself up onto his feet unaided. He stepped up and out of the grave, wobbling on the uneven ground. With a hand to his back, Nick steadied him. He was hot to the touch and shaking like crazy.
“Char? I—I’ve got you, I’ve got you…” His voice broke, and he took a deep breath. He had to keep it together. He couldn’t fall apart.
Nick peered into Charlie’s face. His eyes were so wide and distant.
And then Charlie reached up for him. “I’m fine.”
But his arms trembled, and the effort seemed to zap the remains of his energy. The last of the light in his eyes flickered and died, and Nick lurched forward as Charlie fell.
He caught him under his shoulders, and clung on with everything he had. “Shit,” he gasped. “Oh god, Charlie?!”
He took a breath, gathered all his strength, and hooked his free arm under Charlie’s knees. He lifted him from the ground, and steadied himself on his feet. He made sure Charlie’s head was supported the best it could be against his shoulder, then turned and set off towards the trees.
Uncaring about the dirt, Nick pressed a kiss to Charlie’s forehead, and kept moving.
He had just passed out. He was breathing, he could feel it.
But the evidence wasn’t enough to soothe his painfully pounding heart, nor the panic threatening to overtake him as he moved through the woods.
His mind wandered back to that clearing, to that box—that coffin.
He looked down at the earth coating Charlie’s clothes, the slashes of pale skin where some had fallen away—and quickened his pace.
He knew what had happened. What had been done. What someone had tried to do.
And Nick wanted to scream.
Instead, he let his anger drive him onwards.
The single lamp post hanging over the car park finally came into view. Nick strode to the car, his feet numb, arms aching, but neither worse than his heart.
He realised he would need both hands to get into the car, apologised softly to Charlie, then set him gently on the ground. The sight of him like that, so lifeless against the harsh gravel sent fresh shockwaves of dread straight through him.
He jabbed at his car key, then threw open the passenger side door. Nick gathered Charlie back into his arms, and placed him onto the seat. Earth slid off him in rivulets, coating the floor—but Nick couldn’t care less. Charlie’s head lolled dangerously to one side, and so Nick lowered the back of the seat a little. He should be as comfortable as possible.
He was just sleeping. He was just exhausted.
He would wake up in a minute. He would wake.
Nick secured the seatbelt around him, and took a moment to breath and to look. Charlie’s eyes were still beneath their lids, his long dark lashes brushed his earth-stained cheeks. He showed no sign of waking yet, but no sign of nightmares, either.
Nick folded his arms more comfortably across his lap—and noticed Charlie’s right sleeve was coated with red. His own hands shaking, Nick turned over Charlie’s hand and saw the gash across his palm.
“Fuck.”
He needed to get home quickly, before that got infected. He shut the door and hurried around to the driver’s side to start the engine.
“Whatever she did, I hope it fucking worked.”
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Chapter 21: out of the darkness
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Chapter 21 Word Count: 9632
Content Warnings: post-trauma, mention of violence, non-explicit sex
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Chapter Text
chapter twenty-one: out of the darkness
“Charlie?”
Nick’s hand shook as he pushed aside the collar of Charlie’s coat and pressed two fingers to his throat. He didn’t usually need a physical reminder to know Charlie was still with him—that his heart was still beating—but the gentle thud-thud was like oxygen to his own lungs.
He had propped Charlie up against the side of the bath, but still, he hadn’t shown any signs of waking.
“Charlie?” His voice shook. “I’m really sorry. I know you’re exhausted, but I really need you to wake up.”
Kneeling beside him, Nick cupped Charlie’s face. He stroked a tender thumb across his cheek and swept away some of the dirt, revealing startlingly pale skin beneath. When he looked like that, it was difficult to remember that his heart was in fact beating.
“Please. Please, Char…”
Charlie’s eyes flicked behind his closed lids, and Nick’s breath caught.
“Charlie? Can you hear me?”
A tiny mumble tumbled from Charlie’s lips. He let out a gaspy little breath. Then opened his eyes.
“Nick?”
Squinting in the light of the bathroom, Charlie pushed himself up and away from the bath.
Nick reached for his shoulders. “Whoa, whoa, not so fast. You’ve been out for a long while, you need to take it easy.”
His eyes cleared as they flicked across Nick’s face, and he relaxed back against the side of the bath. But then he looked down at himself and saw the dirt coating him. He lifted his hands and stared at the crusted earth beneath his fingernails, in each line of his palms. He flexed the hand Nick had cleaned and bandaged the best he could, fascinated.
“Sorry I had to wake you,” said Nick. “But you need a shower, and I didn’t want to start removing clothes without, you know, consent.”
Charlie looked up into Nick’s eyes. He bit at his lip, then began to slowly shrug his coat from his shoulders. His movements were sluggish and weak, but he managed to shuck the coat off into a corner while Nick turned the shower on. This small action seemed to drain Charlie considerably, and so Nick crouched back down at his side again. “Can I help?”
He nodded, and let Nick lift his jumper over his head. He let him remove his shirt, his shoes and socks, earth coating the floor with every garment lost. Nick brushed it aside the best he could, then helped Charlie to his feet. He leaned against him, letting Nick take most of his weight while he removed the rest of his clothes.
“Are you okay to lean against the wall while I get you a towel and some pyjamas?”
Eyes still heavy, Charlie nodded, and climbed into the shower.
Leaving him alone right now didn’t feel great, but it had to be done. Nick slipped out into the darkened hall and strode to the airing cupboard. He found the largest, warmest towel they owned, then headed into his room to find the cosiest joggers and the hoodie he knew was Charlie’s favourite. Back in the bathroom, Nick draped the towel on the heated rail, then set the clothes out reading.
Only then did Nick sink onto the closed toilet seat lid, and take a breath. He caught sight of himself in the mirror and… barely recognised himself. He hadn’t even taken off his own coat yet, and he was covered in dirt, too. Nick shrugged off his coat, then considered the state of his jeans.
There was a flutter of the shower curtain and Charlie’s hand appeared. Then, “Get in here.”
“Are you sure?”
“Please?”
Nick chucked his clothes into the pile with Charlie’s and stepped into the shower.
It took a long time for the water to run clear. Nick had to wash Charlie’s hair three times to get all the dirt out, and he knew it was probably going to be an adorable, frizzy mess in the morning due to the lack of his curly shampoo. But it was a testament to how exhausted Charlie was that he didn’t complain even once. He barely spoke at all, and by the time they were done, he was almost dead on his feet.
Nick wasn’t much better off. He drew the curtains and turned off the light as Charlie made it to the bed just in time to collapse. Nick climbed in beside him and by the time he had wrapped himself around Nick’s side, he was asleep.
Nick sighed. To hold him like this after so long of minimal touch… and after the night they’d just endured… Nick breathed him in. “I’ve got you,” he whispered. “I’ve got you.”
✨
NICK (22:37): I’ve got him
TARA (22:38): He’s okay?
NICK (22:39): He’s alive
NICK (22:39): She buried him alive
Tara’s phone tumbled from her hand onto her bed covers. She made no move to pick it up again. She felt sick. She wanted to cry and scream at herself for letting this happen. Her grandma, whom she had always loved, had done that to one of her best friends? One of the best people fullstop? She grabbed her phone again and typed out a last ditch plea.
TARA (22:40): Do you need anything? I can come over and help
NICK (22:41): Thanks for the offer but we’re just getting some sleep now he just needs sleep
She hoped Nick and Charlie managed to sleep peacefully that night because she definitely didn’t. No matter how much she tried to distract her mind, she couldn’t help but picture what it might be like to be buried alive.
Her grandma’s face kept flashing up in the corners of her dreams, smiling that kind smile with its familiar mischievous glimmer in the corner of her eye—then pouring earth over Charlie’s head. And all Tara could do was stand there, paralysed, while Charlie cried, “You said I could trust her. You told me it was safe.” He was cut off by a tidal wave of earth and Tara found herself falling through the tumult too, unable to reach her friend while they both tumbled to their deaths.
She came back to the world gradually to the sound of not-so-distant voices. Rubbing her eyes, she realised she knew those voices, and that they were coming from just down the hall. The tone, however, was unfamiliar. It brought her to her feet and out into the hall to the door of the spare room which stood ajar. Tara leaned against the wall and listened to her mum and grandma argue.
“Susan Dodd is in Wales,” said Pauline. “Where did you go last night?”
“You don’t need to know,” said Rosemary.
“What have you done, mother?”
There was a tense pause, and Tara wished she could see her grandma’s expression. That way she might have been prepared for the plain way she spoke her answer.
“I tried to kill Charlie Spring.”
Pauline gasped. “You’re not serious.”
But Tara knew she was.
“I am,” said Rosemary. “But his magic is more powerful than mine, and he survived. It was quite something.”
“He’s sixteen,” said Pauline. “A child.”
“He’s Jane Driscoll’s child. I had to find out how powerful he was.”
“You were testing him?”
“Yes,” said Rosemary. “But I helped him, too. Bringing a witch to the brink of death is the only sure-fire way of tuning an individual to their dark magic. He’ll be able to control it now, to use it, but in the end it’s always going to come down to which side he favours. His Spring blood or his Driscoll-Waterhouse blood. Lightness or darkness.”
“That’s barbaric.”
“Desperate times call for desperate measures.”
Tara couldn’t listen any more. Before she could make a plan or come up with an excuse, she dressed at top speed and headed out of the house way earlier than she would ever usually on a Saturday. She knew she needed to text Darcy, knew she had a pile of coursework that was calling her name, but this was more important.
Meanwhile, Rosemary hefted her suitcase from the bed and made to leave the spare room. Pauline stopped her with a foot in the doorway. “The elders need to hear about this,” she said. “And they will.”
“No, they won’t,” said Rosemary. She was far too poised to roll her eyes. “I know that you’re involved in Hassan Eskander’s death, and in Kathleen Spring’s illness.” Instead she set her daughter with a piercing stare. “Everyone’s magic leaves its own unique imprint and I know yours. I’ve known it ever since you started practicing.”
“How could I have been using magic?” asked Pauline. “You stripped us of our power.”
“Don’t insult me,” said Rosemary. “I’m not stupid. Be careful, Pauline. You have a good heart, but you’re weak. You give into temptation, you always have.”
“I make my own decisions.”
Rosemary let out a steady sigh. “Come out of the darkness,” she said. “Otherwise you may be lost to me, to Tara, to yourself.”
And she hefted her bag once again and left the room and the house.
✨
Charlie’s hair was only just springing back into fluffy curls from the second shower he’d taken that morning. The two of them had woken up to a considerable amount of earth coating the bedsheets, and, after apologising profusely, Charlie had banished himself to the shower, and didn’t re-emerge for over an hour. Nick had stripped the bed, and put a wash on, hoping his mum wouldn’t get too suspicious.
Now, Nick stood against the kitchen counter, stirring his tea as he watched his boyfriend through tired eyes. He looked so small and adorable in Nick’s clothes, his hands clutching his own steaming mug.
Cautious now in the light of day, Nick sank into the chair beside him.
He seemed fine. Quiet, but surprisingly fine.
Nick didn’t know what he’d been expecting. Screaming and crying? Horrible nightmares? Irritability?
A mixture of all three would have been fair enough.
They sipped their tea for a long while in quiet contemplation, though a question hung in the air between them.
Did it work?
Charlie fiddled with the bandage hastily wrapped around his hand, now mangled from the shower.
“That could do with changing,” said Nick.
“Okay.”
Each small phrase Charlie had uttered since Nick had found him last night had been strained and hoarse, as if he’d been screaming. Which, Nick supposed, he probably had. Not to mention all the earth which had undoubtedly slid down his throat. He had offered to add honey to Charlie’s tea, but he’d refused.
“Gross, Nick, gross.”
Nick shoved the thought aside. Charlie held out his hand, and Nick carefully unravelled the bandage. He winced. The cut beneath was a little swollen and sore-looking. Charlie stared down at it, only now seeing it properly for the first time.
“I wish people would start asking before they cut me.”
Nick pressed a gentle kiss to his palm, then turned it over to kiss his fingers. “Charlie, you… she…” He gripped his hand, and pressed his face against it. “That box… I can’t stop thinking about it… If anything’s evil, that is. Burying someone alive, burying you…”
“But I got out.” His voice was clearer now, stronger. Charlie moved his hand from Nick’s grasp to stroke his cheek with his thumb. “It was horrible. I thought I was going to die. I’ve never been so scared in my life. The fear flooded my whole body, but then…” His blue eyes were alight. “It erupted.”
“I heard it,” said Nick. “I saw it.”
Charlie blinked. “I… liked it.”
“What do you mean?”
He dropped his hand from Nick’s face. “I liked the feeling of my power destroying the box. I liked destroying the thing that was killing me. I liked letting my fear save me. For that moment, I was completely in control and I felt… powerful. And that felt so good.”
Nick smiled softly. “I told you, didn’t I? Your dark magic—your special magic—it’s beautiful. And it’s in you so it has no choice but to be used for good.”
“Nick…” Charlie sank sideways in his chair and leaned his head against Nick’s chest while he wrapped his arms around his middle. “Your faith in me is kind if silly sometimes. Did you forget I almost killed you?”
Nick rested his arms around his shoulders, and buried his nose in his damp curls. “That was just a blip. I believe in you. I trust you, I—”
Charlie cut him off with a kiss.
They had kissed so little over the last few weeks it took Nick momentarily by surprise. His breath caught, and his middle turned to jelly. He grasped Charlie’s elbows in an effort to keep himself sitting upright. He tasted like tea and toothpaste, his kiss so intense he felt their magic crackle. Charlie scratched his fingertips into the back of Nick’s hair, and Nick shivered.
The doorbell rang. With a whispered apology, Nick reluctantly tore himself away, and went to answer it.
“I’m so sorry!” Tara cried the second Nick opened the door. “I can't believe I let this happen. I’ve barely slept, I can’t—Charlie!”
She barrelled past Nick, into the hall, and flung her arms around Charlie, who had followed Nick to the door.
“I told you you could trust my grandma, and I was wrong. I was so wrong! I’m so so sorry!”
Nick shut the door as Charlie hugged her back. “It’s okay.”
The roughness of his voice made her step back to study his face. “Charlie, oh god, it really really isn’t okay. Did it… did it at least work?”
“I’m not sure,” said Charlie as Tara followed him and Nick through into the kitchen. Their mugs were still sitting, abandoned on the table. “Your gran said it would draw the dark magic out of me. I suppose it did, just not in the way I expected.”
While Nick put the kettle on, Tara perched on the edge of a chair. “Is it still there?” she asked.
“I think so. But the ritual definitely did something. I feel different. Lighter.”
Nick pressed a fresh cup of tea into Tara’s hands, then settled at Charlie’s side. He wanted him close. After so long of feeling like every touch could be their last, Charlie needed to show Nick it was safe again now. He scooted his chair as close to his as possible, and hooked an arm around his. Nick relaxed, and leaned into the closeness he’d been craving.
Tara looked between them as she warmed her hands around her mug. “I overheard my mum and my grandma talking this morning, and… she lied. Or at least she let you believe what you wanted to believe—to get you to agree to the ritual. But her plan all along was to… to kill you.”
Charlie’s heart dropped. He felt Nick tense beside him.
“Well,” Tara continued. “She said she was testing to see whether you would die or if you were… as powerful as your mum. Apparently, the best way to tune someone to their dark magic is to bring them to the brink of death.”
“I’d say she did that,” Charlie murmured.
Nick’s hands tightened into fists. “But even if she wasn’t sure, she was still willing to kill Charlie if it didn’t work.”
Once again, Tara’s eyes filled with tears. Charlie reached across the table and patted her wrist with one hand. With the other, he unfolded Nick’s fingers to thread his own between them. “I think she was pretty certain it would work.”
“Pretty certain is not certain enough.” Nick looked like he might cry, too.
Charlie grimaced. “Maybe not. But I’m here, aren’t I? Maybe I am as powerful as my mum. Whatever that means…”
“My grandma seemed impressed with you at least.”
Nick scoffed and swiped his wrist over his eyes. Charlie leaned in closer, wrapped himself around his side more securely, and pressed a gentle kiss to his cheek. Nick cupped one hand around Charlie’s head, and the feeling of his hair between his fingers seemed to calm him.
Tara studied them thoughtfully. “Maybe if we knew more about your mum and what happened to her then we could learn from her experience, her mistakes.”
Charlie considered this, then let out a sigh. “Until now she’s just been this unknowable, dead mum from the past who maybe let her dark magic get the better of her. As much as I’ve always wanted to know more about her, at the same time, it terrifies me. I think I need to forget about her for now, forget what David said about the Waterhouses, and focus on what dark magic means for me.”
With a sad smile, Tara nodded. Nick lifted his head, his eyes gleaming with pride and unshed tears. “You said you feel lighter now. Is that the dark magic? Is it that it’s still there but it’s changed?”
“It feels sort of buried now. Kind of like our normal magic, only now it feels like I have two reservoirs I could reach into when I want to use magic.”
“Should you test it?” asked Tara.
Charlie blinked at her, suddenly nervous. “I know I probably should…”
Nick looked even more trepidatious about this than Charlie felt.
“Maybe you two should leave the room,” said Charlie. “Or at least stand back.”
Taking her tea with her, Tara got up. When Nick didn’t move, she ushered him with her, a hand on his arm as she guided him into the kitchen where they settled against a counter to watch.
Charlie shot them what he hoped was a reassuring look, but his own apprehension betrayed him. He remained seated, and glanced around at the Nelsons’ kitchen table. He spied the large candle which always sat in the middle, and dragged it closer to him.
He took a breath. He tried to block out the two sets of eyes fixed upon him, and closed his eyes. Focusing, he reached deep inside himself for that extra reservoir he’d spoken of. He could feel it, the dark magic, resting just beside his regular magic, like two sides of the same coin. The new side felt hotter, or like it had the potential to be hotter.
He tried to call upon it—like a flame inside him—and felt it flicker. Like the wick of a candle struck alight, he willed it to grow outwards, out of his body, into the real-life candle in front of him.
He squinted his eyes open.
Nothing.
“Make me angry.”
“What?” said Tara.
“Negative emotions. I need to be angry or scared, I think.”
“Oh, right,” said Nick. “Boo?”
Charlie shook his head fondly. “Tell me I’m the worst and you hate me.”
The sheer look of horror on Nick’s face made Charlie wonder why he’d even asked.
“Fine,” he said. “I’ll do it myself.”
Once again, he closed his eyes and called upon that flame inside him. He willed it to grow, and, at the same time, allowed himself to sink into his anger. At every bully, every ignorant teacher, every untimely death he and his friends had endured, every snide comment David made to Nick, every time the world reared its ugly head…
There was a sudden burst of heat—external this time—and Charlie flung his eyes open. “Whoa!”
“Holy shit!” Nick hurried over to his side. “Are you alright?”
Breathing hard, Charlie stared at the scorch marks across the tabletop—at his hands balled into fists on either side—a flame flickering merrily from the candle before them.
“Charlie,” Tara gasped, joining them. “You did it!”
“I… I did. Shit. That was like, I dunno, therapy. It was like I collected all my angry thoughts, then pushed them out of me.” He let out a surprisingly calm breath. “Whoa… I feel so… floaty right now.”
“But you don’t feel like you’re going to pass out?” asked Nick.
“I do feel a bit sleepy, but I’m fine.” He took Nick’s hand and squeezed it. “There’s no blood pouring from my nose, is there?”
Nick’s eyes narrowed. “No… there isn’t.” He studied Charlie’s face for a moment—then pulled him into a hug. “Oh my god, I’m so glad that’s not a thing anymore.” He pulled away again, grinning. “Charlie, you can do solo magic!”
“Oh my god,” said Tara. “You can!”
Charlie chuckled sheepishly. “Yeah,” he said. “I still need to practice, though. That took way too long to light one candle, and it was way too intense—those scorch marks aren’t exactly ideal. But yeah, I suppose I can.”
Nick and Tara re-took their seats.
“I wonder what would happen if you tried to use your dark magic with someone else’s coven magic,” said Tara. “Like if you joined it with ours.”
“I don’t know,” said Charlie, thoughtfully. “Let’s try it.”
The three of them joined hands around the table, tentatively excited.
“What should we do?” asked Nick.
“Something fun,” said Tara. “Ooh, I know! We could change the colour of this top I’m wearing. I’ve been meaning to get Darcy to help me with it.”
Nick and Charlie laughed, and nodded. “What colour?” asked Nick.
“I was thinking purple.”
“Okay,” said Charlie. “Purple it is.”
That familiar blanket of warmth made his soul sing. Nick’s magic ran to hug Charlie’s, and twirled it around as it laughed. The fluttery softness of Tara’s friendly magic swooped around theirs, as kind as it always was.
It felt strange, that time, to reach down to extract something else, something labelled dark.
Fear was easier to pluck from his brain than anger had been.
Unbidden, the memory of Nick’s cruet in Ben’s hand on Halloween—of the match held inches away from setting it alight—broke past everything else. Terror seized Charlie’s chest for only a second—but it was enough. The warm blanket erupted into a blaze of fire. It licked at his soul, intense and everything and oh my god, don’t stop—
Tara cried out. Charlie dropped their hands and opened his eyes. Her top, which had been green, was now a lilac-purple. Smoke lifted from her shoulders in waves.
“Shit,” Charlie gasped. “I’m so sorry!”
She stared down at her top, then lifted her arms experimentally. “You did it! I mean, it’s a little singed, but like, it mostly worked.”
Nick gave a nervous laugh. “I think maybe we were a little overpowered.” His cheeks were very flushed. His hands were lying in his lap, his whole demeanour suddenly sheepish and… was he flustered? The sight made Charlie realise just how much of the heat had remained inside himself, in his own cheeks, his own stomach…
“Nick? You okay?”
Nick cleared his throat. “Yeah, yeah, I’m fine…” He shifted in his seat.
“What is it?” asked Tara.
“Nothing! It’s just… did you not feel that?”
“Right,” said Tara. “Your dark magic definitely feels different to your other magic, Charlie.”
“Oh. Is it… bad?”
“No, no,” said Tara—at the same time Nick exclaimed, “Not at all!”
The two of them stared at each other—then turned to Charlie. And Charlie thought he might be starting to understand. “How does it feel now?” he asked.
Nick swallowed. “Good.” He couldn’t seem to look either of them in the eye. “Like, really fucking good.”
Tara’s eyes widened. She looked from Nick to Charlie, and saw the colour of Charlie’s cheeks finally match Nick’s in their vibrancy. “Oh god,” she said. “This is a soulmate thing, isn’t it? A sexy soulmate thing—Christ, I shouldn’t be here.” She scrambled to her feet.
“Please, don’t feel you have to leave,” said Nick.
But Tara shook her head, and gathered her coat from where it had fallen to the floor. “No, I think for now you two need to keep that spicy dark-and-coven magic combo between yourselves. We don’t want any embarrassing accidents to happen in front of the entire coven.”
“Embarrassing accidents?” Nick repeated.
Tara left the house with a smile, and Charlie was pleased they had been able to ease her mind, and cheer her up. But she had definitely left them in a state of breathless confusion.
Charlie turned to his boyfriend, his heart racing. “Nick?”
Adorable in his embarrassment, Nick flung his face into his hands. “I told you it was hot, didn’t I? Before. But now—it was like… fuck !”
“Nick! You are not har—”
“No!” he cried. “No, but like…” He lowered his voice, as if they weren’t now alone in the house. “Our magic normally feels really nice together, right?”
“So nice.”
“All warm and cosy like a hug.” Nick swallowed thickly. “W-when your dark magic brushed against my magic… it felt all hot and sparky and like—”
“Like sex ?”
“Not exactly. Maybe more like the beginnings of it.”
Charlie raised his eyebrows. “So you’re saying my dark magic feels like foreplay?”
“Did it not feel that way for you?” Nick suddenly looked worried.
Charlie laughed. “Yes.”
Nick stared, eyes wide. “Wait, what—?”
“Mmhm… I think that like in the way our regular magic feels like romantic attraction, my dark magic makes it feel like sexual attraction.”
“Jesus.”
Lip pinned between his teeth, Charlie got up, collected the mugs from the table, then went into the kitchen to dump them in the sink. Nick watched him from the table, his cheeks still red, his mouth open just a little gormlessly. Charlie forced his giggles inside, and made an effort to keep calm and composed. He strode to the kitchen door.
When Nick didn’t follow, he turned back. “Are you not coming upstairs?”
Nick blinked. “Yes.” He shot to his feet. “Yes.”
Charlie grinned. “I seem to remember promising to kiss you better, and something about touching your dick?” He turned and ran up the stairs, laughing.
Nick followed at a quick pace. At the top, he wrapped his arms around him from behind, making him stop, giggling, in his tracks. He pressed a kiss to the side of Charlie’s head. “Are you sure you’re feeling up to it?”
“Nick!” Charlie spun around in his arms. “Please?”
Nick was breathing fast, his chest rising and falling hard. Charlie collected him up against the wall of the hallway, and they looked deeply into each other’s eyes for one more breathless second.
Then they were kissing, hard and hot. Charlie pressed Nick into the wall, and threw himself into his arms. Nick flung his arms around him—like he’d been waiting lifetimes for the chance rather than weeks.
Charlie let out a quiet sob against his lips and Nick drew back. His eyes were liquid with tears. Charlie buried his face in the smooth, firm warmth of his neck, tangled his fingers in his hair and took deep, gasping breaths of his scent. Nick’s hands were all over him, first twisting through his hair, then cradling the back of his head, then sliding down his back—like he needed to feel Charlie everywhere and his trembling fingers couldn’t decide what they wanted first.
Charlie’s heart was beating so hard it was almost painful, overwhelming him with something so beautiful, something that began with Nick and ended nowhere. After everything they had survived, here they were. Nick was here. With him. And he was bright and brilliant and his. Having Nick there, back between his arms without fear of hurting him, Charlie’s soul leapt upwards. The wingbeats of his heart lifted him higher and higher until he was soaring, soaring up to meet the sunlight where Nick lived.
Suddenly, Nick drew back. He held Charlie to him as his breath hitched, and spilled out in a slow, trembling rush. Nick dropped his head, touched his temple to Charlie’s, then his cheek to Charlie’s cheek. His nose to Charlie’s nose. Their quiet tears of relief mingled on their faces.
Charlie clung to tight fistfuls of Nick’s jumper, barely able to stay on his feet. His overworking heart kicked up to a whole new pace—
Then stopped completely as the heat of Nick’s breath touched his lips.
A deep shudder went through him, and he couldn’t resist anymore. He wrenched Nick down to him, and kissed him. Nick slid his hand up the back of Charlie’s neck, grasped him by his hair, kissed him back like… like that was the only time he’d get to kiss him. The only time that anyone would ever get to kiss anyone.
Charlie opened his mouth and drank in that kiss. He let it spill into him and fill his heart, then his entire body with fire. They didn’t need magic to start that fire inside them. The tension they had teased to an unbearable intensity over the last few weeks, the craving they had accidentally let build into an electrical storm between them—it returned in a split second, at Charlie’s first taste of him.
It was uncontrollable. And it hit Charlie like lightning.
The dam broke inside his chest, and unfathomable passion burst through him. Nearly overwhelming, almost too much for his body, like an ocean trying to fit itself into a riverbed—an ocean of heat and desire, of electricity. It swelled over the last of his defences, crashed over them in heaving waves, and left them shattered.
Suddenly, Charlie was drenched from within with melting heat, his breath stolen from his lungs. His cheeks were on fire, hot enough to smoke. And then Nick moaned, right into his mouth.
Before Charlie could think, he was kissing him more hungrily and desperately and urgently than he knew himself capable of. All the desire he’d ever felt in his life before Nick stepped into it—all of it put together could not compare to one second of this. Something wild in his very soul called out to Nick. It went beyond a craving, beyond a deep ache, to a need.
Nick shivered beneath Charlie’s hands, his frenzied pulse raced against Charlie’s palms, his breaths coming faster and harder. Charlie sank his tongue deeper between his parted lips, and he let out a stuttering, sharp exhale.
Nick pressed him even harder up against him, and Charlie felt the full, straining answer of his body to his. That sensation alone melted Charlie’s veins. Charlie needed him so badly he couldn’t stand it. He let out a soft, desperate little cry into his mouth. A searing burst of heat went through him like a shockwave, but different from dark magic.
So different.
It roared into flame as Nick practically shoved him towards his bedroom. The door clattered as Nick kicked it shut behind them. Charlie backed up, and let himself fall backwards onto the bed. Nick fell through the light to land before him. He sat up on his knees over him, the light from the fairy lights across the ceiling flickering in his dilated, blazing brown eyes.
Panting, Charlie pushed himself up on his elbows, begging with his eyes, and opened his lips for him. Nick leaned over him, brought his face to his, and fused their mouths together. A hard, rough, intense kiss. Nick’s hands slid under Charlie’s borrowed jumper and slipped it off. Nick tossed it safely aside, just in time for both of them to lose whatever remaining shred of control they had left.
Nick sank down between Charlie’s parted thighs to kiss him again, this time bringing their trembling, aching, desperate bodies together. A shuddering gasp burst from Charlie’s mouth. The tension intensified, enriching every feeling, every sensation to heights Charlie hadn’t known were possible. And he couldn’t do anything but feel him.
Even the rough friction of their jeans as Nick rubbed himself against him made lights explode behind his eyes, made agonising want and heart-stopping pleasure cascade through his veins. Charlie felt delirious, drunk on it.
Nick painted open-mouthed kisses in a hot, wet path down Charlie’s throat, his tongue lapping at his skin, his weight pushing him deep into the mattress, their breathless bodies entangled. He bit down into Charlie’s neck, then, when Charlie’s hips instantly jolted up against him, he let out a rough growl—and Charlie was in pieces.
It came out riding a moan of desperation, broken by a short, tight gasp of pleasure. “Nick—”
Just like that, Nick was tearing his clothes off, so roughly and urgently that Charlie was only aware his t-shirt was gone when he felt Nick’s hands stroking his bare skin. Nick undid Charlie’s belt so hard and fast that his sharp movements jerked his entire body on the bed.
Then Charlie’s hands were on Nick, too, and his clothes joined Charlie’s on the floor.
The last barriers between them fell away, and Nick fell over him, entangling their bare, breathless bodies.
“Charlie,” he breathed, burying his face in his neck.
Charlie let his head fall to the side, his cheeks on fire. Breathing hard through his open mouth, he smiled. Finally, he and Nick were soaring together again. And if the sky itself were to fall down on their heads, nothing could hurt. Nothing could reach them there.
“Whoa…”
“Yeah.”
They lay panting side by side, still half-entwined, relishing in the afterglow.
“I love you.”
“I love you.”
Charlie’s eyelids drooped, his curls a soft halo around his head as he sank deeper into the pillows. Nick grabbed some wet wipes from the drawer so Charlie didn’t have to get up—and so Nick didn’t have to, either. His legs were still jellified and his own eyes felt heavy with cosy softness.
Nick couldn’t really remember the last time he wasn’t exhausted, but right now the tiredness sat nicer in his bones, curling around him like a blanket—as opposed to the boulder which had been sitting on his shoulders.
Charlie’s breathing evened out and he began to snore cute little snores. Nick watched him fondly for several moments before it was too much, he had to snuggle closer. He was just dozing off himself when a knock on the bedroom door startled him.
“Nicky?”
He squinted, struggling to register what was happening—until he lifted his head to see his mum enter the room.
“It’s gone twelve, what are you still doing in bed? Oh!” Sarah’s eyes widened as she spotted Charlie. Spotted the clothes strewn across the floor. Their naked shoulders.
“Oh god, mum!”
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry!” Sarah ducked quickly out of the room. “Come and eat some lunch when you’re ready.”
Nick rolled over and let out a sigh. He glanced down at Charlie again. He was so soft and adorable in sleep—and right now he seemed to be sleeping easier than he had in a while. It seemed a shame to wake him. Nick pressed a few gentle kisses to his temple until he stirred.
“I’m gonna get us some lunch,” said Nick. “We don’t have to get out of bed all day if we don’t want.”
Charlie mumbled adorably in ascent.
Nick chuckled. “You’re gonna have to let me go just for a bit.”
A sad, sleepy whine.
Nick kissed him softly, which succeeded in making Charlie pliable enough to wriggle free from his warm embrace. “I’ll be back soon, I promise.”
Nick threw on some clothes picked randomly from his floor and the back of his chair, gave up on his hair, then went downstairs to face his mother. She was making toasties.
“I thought you were at the cafe all day today,” he murmured, hands deep in his pockets.
“Only a half day for me today since Katie needed an extra shift.” Sarah didn’t look up from the bread she was preparing. “What would Charlie like in his toastie? Cheese and tomato? Pesto?”
“Yeah, that should be fine, thanks. Um… I’m sorry for…”
“No sorries.” She set the sandwich into the press, then looked at him for the first time since he’d entered. “Is everything okay? I feel like we’ve barely seen you these last few weeks. We’re like ships passing in the night.”
Unable to retain eye contact with his mum just yet, Nick went to the fridge and grabbed some juice. He poured two glasses. “Things had been… a lot, I suppose. But I think they’re starting to look better… I think. I hope.”
Sarah sighed and opened her arms. “Oh, come here.” He let her pull him into a hug. “I’m glad to hear that. You did so well all that time Charlie’s gran was poorly, and I’m very proud of you for always being so lovely, but you need to focus on yourself sometimes, too.”
Nick patted her back, then stepped away. “I do know that but… I sort of needed to ask you a favour, actually. It’s important but it does contradict the focus on myself thing.”
Sarah raised her eyebrows as she plated up the toasties.
“Um, well, since Kathleen is in hospital, Charlie’s sort of all alone at the moment. He was staying with Tara, but I was thinking—could he stay with us? Just until his gran gets back. I hate the thought of him alone in that big, empty house—and he’s been so stressed and tired lately. He needs people around him. He doesn’t even have to stay in my room, he could use the spare room if you’re worried. I only care that he—”
“Breathe, Nicky.” Sarah chuckled softly. “It’s alright. Of course Charlie may stay with us—for as long as he needs. I know he’s perfectly capable of looking after himself, but he is still only sixteen. He should be allowed to focus on school and being a teenager, not stressing about food shopping and laundry. And there’s no need for him to stay in the spare room, dear, I trust you to be sensible.” She handed over the two plates of toasties. “Besides, he already spends half his nights here, anyway, doesn’t he?”
Heat rose in Nick’s cheeks as he nodded.
“I trust you are being safe, baby. I know my original talk may have left out a few things. Do I need to—?”
“No!” Nick cringed away. “No, mum… I th-think we’re a bit beyond that now. Of course we’re being safe. We haven’t vene—Ahh!” He shook his head and screwed his eyes shut. “Why am I still talking to you about this? I should get this up to Charlie before it gets cold. Thanks, mum!”
Nick and Charlie spent the rest of the day in bed. They ate their toasties, watched two and a half films between sporadic bursts of slow, sleepy kisses.
It seemed that even though Charlie had been somewhat re-energised, yesterday’s ordeal was not so easily recovered from after just one night of sleep. In the quiet moments when Charlie drifted off again, Nick lay awake, trying not to, but also turning over every moment of last night in his head.
The two of them were still hanging on a knife’s edge with dark magic, but it wasn’t quite as sheer as before. Now, Charlie had control. Now, they had time—to learn as much as they could before David’s warning came true.
Still, Nick could not imagine the blade falling any way other than into the light. Not the sweet, soft, curly-haired boy snoring gently beside him, one hand curled beneath his cheek.
On Sunday morning, Tara came by once again to drop off the things Charlie had left behind at her house. Having spent the rest of Saturday with Darcy, doing much the same as Nick and Charlie, Tara seemed much more cheerful. She did, however, hug them goodbye much longer than normal.
While Sarah took Nellie out for an extra long Sunday stroll, Nick drove Charlie the short distance to his grandmother’s house to collect a suitcase of things from his room. He grabbed all his school stuff, his laptop, and as many books as he could fit between his clothes. He considered the crystal and his grimoire in the secret compartment, then thought it best to leave them there. With no one coming in or out the house, it would just be safer than ever. Downstairs, Nick helped Charlie clean out the fridge, and bring everything that would go off otherwise back to Nick’s house.
They entered the Nelsons’ kitchen to find four advent calendars sitting on the counter, each labelled with a name. Sarah, Nick, Charlie, and Nellie.
Right. It was the first of December. Charlie hadn’t realised.
And for some reason, the realisation brought a lump to his throat as he opened the first door. “Shut up,” he said before Nick could say a word. “I am not crying over chocolate.”
Nick grinned at him fondly, then kissed his forehead several times.
Now that Charlie was feeling up to physical touch again, he couldn’t seem to keep his hands off Nick. Not that Nick minded in the slightest. As much as he had respected—and would always respect—Charlie’s boundaries, he had missed on a deep, integral level, just being able to reach out and touch him whenever he wanted.
Their chocolate kisses came to an abrupt end when Sarah and Nellie returned, though Charlie didn’t mind. He wanted to thank her, profusely, in that adorably sincere way only he could achieve—for the advent calender and for letting him stay.
“Oh, you’re only too welcome, dear,” said Sarah, hugging him. “And if you need anything, don’t be too polite to ask, alright?”
“Okay.”
Despite feeling more emotionally delicate than usual, by that afternoon, Charlie did feel a bit more awake, and so decided it would be best to get a headstart on practicing his dark magic. He and Nick quickly came to the conclusion that doing simple things like turning the kettle on, or moving things around, were better suited to coven magic. Dark magic required too much mental energy, and was so inherently intense, it was almost impossible to bend it into something as precise as lighting a candle. For the time being, Charlie decided he would reserve dark magic for the bigger things—like fighting off witch hunters, finding dead bodies, and people from imminent death.
Either way, he still needed to practice. He just wasn’t entirely sure how—without actually placing himself or his friends in actual danger. The task was, however, reassuring. It helped to focus on what he could control, which turned out, was quite a lot.
Neither of them looked at the group chat all weekend. If he were honest, Charlie hadn’t even thought about it, and so when, on Sunday afternoon, he looked at his phone for the first time since Friday, he was surprised to find Tara hadn’t yet told everyone what had happened. In fact, their friends’ current conversation seemed to be devoted to organising a meetup in about an hour’s time.
“Good job we looked,” said Nick as they walked across town. “We’d have missed it otherwise.”
Nick had been flicking between cheerful golden retriever and quietly distant all weekend. Charlie knew he kept going back there, to that clearing he’d found him in.
The whole thing was mostly a blur to Charlie. All he remembered was the dark magic bursting out of him—and then Nick—his face, his voice, his arms ready to catch him. When he really thought about it—which he tried not to—Charlie imagined how it might have been to climb out of that grave, freezing and covered in earth, alone.
As much as he’d loved the feeling of saving himself, he felt infinitely safer in the knowledge that he didn’t have to. He was not alone. He and Nick saved each other. That’s what they did. Every single time.
Everyone else had already arrived at the cottage when they got there. At once, Nick and Charlie were pulled into a series of hugs. Then Charlie sank onto the sofa beside Tara, who looked grateful for the extra support. Nick ended up squished on the very edge so he could still sit with Charlie, but he didn’t mind.
The cottage had turned extra chilly over the last few months, and winter had well and truly arrived. They kept their coats on, a few with blankets over their knees, as Charlie told them all about Rosemary. About the ritual she had done to awaken his dark magic, and how he could now control it better. About how he could effectively now do solo magic.
“Coven magic is perfectly fine for most things,” he explained. “I’m going to reserve dark magic for emergencies only, I think. It got a bit intense when I tried to merge my dark magic with Nick and Tara’s coven magic, so…”
Tara cleared her throat and mumbled, “Intensely horny…”
The others stared in confusion. Darcy gaped from Nick to Charlie. “What do you mean intensely—?”
Heat rose in Charlie’s cheeks, and he was about to shoot Darcy down when Nick threw his hands over his own molten cheeks. “So what if my boyfriend’s dark magic feels really good?” He said in a big rush. “I’m not afraid to admit it, but it’s fucking hot, okay?”
Darcy blinked. “Wow.”
“Okay, then…” said Elle, smirking. “I suppose that does make a bit of sense.”
“Who knew Nick was into boys with a dark streak?” Darcy laughed.
“Okay, okay,” said Charlie. “Leave him alone. It was super good for me, too. But only when our different magics merge. It didn’t do anything for Tara which, again, makes a lot of sense.”
“That is good to know,” said Isaac, nodding thoughtfully. “We don’t want us lot getting all gooey-eyed over our Charlie while we’re trying to get witchy stuff done. I would not be comfortable with that, as much as I love you dearly, Charlie.”
“Same,” said Tao. “And plus, I think your boyfriend might murder us all if that happened.”
“I mean,” said Nick. “I couldn’t be too mad at anyone getting all gooey-eyed over Charlie, that would be very hypocritical. I might only consider murder if you decided you wanted to act on those feelings.”
That earned Nick a kiss on the cheek, and a gooey-eyed smile of his own.
Tao groaned and the others rolled their eyes.
Things felt better. Things felt normal again. It was nice to sit there together, and talk about everything they couldn’t talk about at home.
“So, what was this ritual like?” asked Elle. “What did you have to do? How did she awaken your magic?”
The others leaned in to listen eagerly—except for Tara, who shrank back against the sofa cushions.
Nick and Charlie exchanged a look. Up until that point, Charlie had left out Rosemary’s deception for Tara’s sake. She met Charlie’s eye nervously, but nodded her assent. Charlie took a deep breath, and described the ritual to the best of his memory, and also how little he had known about it prior.
“We only learned yesterday morning that apparently the best way to tune someone to their dark magic is to bring them to the brink of death. I suppose it sort of forces the dark magic out.”
It made sense to Charlie, and he’d become accustomed to the idea—it was comforting—but the others clearly didn’t view it that way. Even Nick seemed alarmed by the casual, plain way Charlie talked about it.
“What the fuck?” Tao exclaimed. “How did she—bring you to the brink?”
Charlie blinked. He looked down, away from his friends’ horrified stares. “She… buried me in the woods… in a coffin. But I got out, Nick found me, brought me home.” He looked up again, willing them to understand. “I’m all good now so don’t worry.”
As the others continued to stare, Nick pressed a kiss to Charlie’s shoulder, then snuggled more securely around his side.
Charlie scooped an arm around him. “Sorry.”
Maybe he should have consulted with Nick before bombarding him with such a thorough trip down memory lane.
But Nick shook his head and murmured, “No s-words.”
“So,” said Darcy. “You have your horny magic, and we still have nothing but coven magic.”
“Oh, yeah,” said Charlie. “You were all hands on deck trying to find a way to bring everyone’s solo magic back, right?”
Darcy nodded grimly. They went on to explain to Nick, Charlie and Tara all about their visit to Lucille Laveau, the unreliable voodoo witch, and the spell she’d tried for them only for it not to work. Tara was astounded to learn Darcy had returned to see her a second time alone.
“Aw,” said Darcy. “Don’t worry about me. Lucille is actually pretty cool—she has a motorbike!”
While Darcy regaled them with their adventures on said motorbike, Tara, anxious though supportive, Nick tugged on Charlie’s hand, and ushered him up from the sofa. He followed him into the kitchen-greenhouse and leaned against the counter while Nick selected a watering can, and began to water the plants.
The air was fresh and earthy in here. Charlie would have thought the scent would make his skin crawl, considering his recent traumatic experience featuring earth, but it didn’t. This was Nick’s space, after all. The leaves bristled around them, waving in greeting, grateful for their water.
Charlie sat on the counter, and, when Nick was done, drew him between his knees to kiss him. It had been nice to catch up with their coven, but he knew Nick had wanted some space.
“You okay?” Charlie peered into Nick’s face. His eyes were a little distant. “Want to go home?”
Nick shook his head. “I’m good. It’s just… I think Friday night is going to stay with me for a long while. And I’m not sure when or if I’ll ever be able to speak about it the way you do. So casually.”
Charlie kissed him again, firm and hot. “You don’t have to. And I’m here for you. I’m always here for you.”
“Mmm…” Nick hummed into another kiss. “I’m here for you.” He collected him up between his arms, and kissed him deeply. Charlie responded with such fervor that there was a loud clatter. A moment later, they drew apart, and opened their eyes to find they had knocked the watering can clean off the counter. It was now leaking all over the floor.
“No horny magic in the cottage, please!” came Darcy’s shout from the other room.
“Ugh!” Charlie groaned. “We’re never going to live that down, are we?”
“Why did I tell them about your horny magic?”
“Please, don’t you start calling it that too!”
“What about… sexy magic?”
“Nick!”
He raised his eyebrows. “Fuck-me magic?”
Their giggles fizzled once more into a brief kissing interlude. Then, they cleaned up the spilled water, and went back into the main room for Tara to receive a text from Imogen.
“Oh, I forgot to ask you all,” said Tara. “There’s that Winter Ball at Higgs on the twentieth. Imogen wants to know if any of us want to join the decorating committee. I’ve said I’ll do it.”
“I already put our names down,” said Elle, indicating Tao.
He blinked at her. “What? Why would you do that?”
She shrugged. “I thought it would be fun.”
“And besides,” said Tara. “We’re going to need someone tall to hang stuff.”
“Wow. Great, thanks.”
“Isaac? What about you?”
“I think a distraction would be nice,” said Isaac. “Something normal we can throw ourselves into. Absolutely, put my name down, thank you.”
“Okay!” Tara clapped her hands in excitement. “Nick and Charlie? Or are you two just gonna distract each other too much to be of any help?”
“We can get stuff down when we want to. Right, Nick?”
Nick draped himself around Charlie from behind, snuggling into his shoulder. “Mmhm…”
Tara rolled her eyes. “I’ll put all our names down, then.”
“It’ll be fun,” said Charlie. “I liked helping with the dance before. Though maybe let’s not have a massive cardboard moon that keeps falling down this time.”
“Right! That was a nightmare.”
“Aw,” said Nick, kissing Charlie’s neck. “You always hang the moon so perfectly, Char.”
“And they’re back,” Tao groaned while the others proceeded to fake-vomit, “In all their sappy glory.”
As Isaac had wished, over the next two weeks, the coven threw themselves into preparations for the Winter Ball. Compared to their usual coven missions, this one was much less stressful—and much less likely to end in injury, kidnap or death. They only used magic for nice things like decorating the cottage for Christmas, and fixing all the baubles Darcy dropped.
Without magic, though, Nick and Charlie helped Sarah with the home decorations. Nick was more pleased than ever to have Charlie with them for Christmas. It also turned out that, since the cafe was providing the catering, Sarah had volunteered to help chaperone for the Ball.
The next weekend centered around Christmas shopping, and the one after that, they all went ice skating. The coven attended the Rochester Christmas market, and Tara’s festive ballet show—which Darcy cried their way through, they were so proud.
All the while, Charlie felt freer than maybe he’d ever felt in his life. He thought about the burial less and less. The nightmares still came for him occasionally, but visited Nick less frequently, too. And every night, they were right there beside each other to help whenever the bad dreams did strike.
On the Wednesday before the ball, Nick and Charlie came home to Sarah greeting them with Nellie and a warming dinner. They ate together cheerfully, discussing the Nelsons’ family Christmas party which they hosted every year. Charlie was a bit nervous to meet so much of Nick’s extended family all in one go, but at the same time he was thankful to be surrounded by so much love.
After dinner, the boys filled the dishwasher, then curled up in front of the telly, feeling very sleepy and cosy. Sarah got up to get some more wine, and Charlie whispered to Nick, “I’ve been thinking…”
“Hm?”
“I know I said I didn’t want to know what my mum did but… I think I’m ready to do some digging. About how she died. And just, more about her life here. Spending so much time with your mum, it’s made me think about mine more… which is silly because I only got to know her for like two months.”
Nick smiled. “Two months plus nine.”
“Yeah, I suppose.”
He kissed his hair. “That sounds like a nice idea. Learn about her because she’s your mum, not because of anything else.”
“Will you help me?”
“Of course.”
The very next day after school, they found themselves standing outside the Truham town library. A quick Google search had told them this was where they might gain access to the archive of public records pertaining to individuals who had lived and died in the town.
They stepped out of the December chill into the warm foyer, undoing their coats. Charlie peered around, and noticed a few screens set up for quick searches of the archives. They quickly realised these only went up to the 1950s.
“We’re going to have to ask,” said Nick.
They approached the front desk.
“How can I help you?” asked the librarian.
“Hi,” said Charlie. “Um, we’re looking to access information about my mum, Jane Driscoll.”
“Do you have photo ID and your birth certificate?”
Charlie shook his head.
“I’m sorry, but without proof you’re related to the person you’re researching, I can’t give you access to anything that recent I’m afraid.”
“Oh, okay, sorry…”
Defeated, Charlie stepped away from the desk.
Nick hovered beside him, looking around as if there might be some other answer. “Well, I suppose we could just…”
“Wait.” Charlie pulled Nick over to the nearest bookshelf, and pretended to be studying the spines.
In reality, he had spied the fire alarm on the wall nearby.
It took only a second. He reached down with the disappointment he felt, found that dark, hot flame inside him, and raised it upwards and out. The small pane of glass shattered. The fire alarm blared.
Nick blinked around at the sudden loud noise. Charlie grabbed his hand.
“Oh my god,” Nick gasped. “Is it a drill? It must be a drill, right?”
“Quick!” Charlie hissed. Pretending to follow the librarian’s orders, he filed towards the exits with the other patrons. But at the last moment, Charlie ducked behind the front desk, dragging Nick behind him, and slipped into the back room.
He shut the door behind them with a snap.
“Is that a good idea?” said Nick. “What if there’s actually a fire?”
“Darling, that was me. I set off the alarm.”
In the dim light of the small office, Nick stared. “Oh…” He laughed. “Oh my god, is that why I feel all… like I really really want to kiss you right now?”
“Could be,” said Charlie with a giggle. “But there’s no time for horny magic right now. Guard the door?”
Still quite red in the cheeks, Nick stood with his back to the door.
With a stupid smile on his face, Charlie turned to the monitor in the corner, and found the archive search bar already open. He willed his hands into being steadier, and typed in Jane Driscoll.
Each labelled spot where a document should have been contained only the words File not found.
“There’s… nothing,” said Charlie, scrolling down. “No birth certificate, nothing about the barn fire, not even a death certificate.”
“We know she definitely died here,” said Nick. “And she definitely gave birth to you here, so there must be something… Maybe try your own name?”
“Hang on.” Charlie stopped scrolling. “There’s a deed under her name. For a house… There’s no address, only coordinates… Oh, wait, there’s a house name. Briar Cottage. Where’s that?”
At Nick’s silence, Charlie looked around. He stared back at him, eyes wide. Nick pushed away from the door to join him beside the monitor. “Oh my god.”
“What? Do you know where that is?”
“Charlie, that’s the cottage. Our cottage.”
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Chapter 22: he won't feel a thing
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Chapter 22 Word Count: 10110
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chapter twenty-two: he won’t feel a thing
“Where the flip are Nick and Charlie?”
The dance was tomorrow and Imogen was so stressed out she was in danger of infecting even Darcy with it. While Darcy enjoyed dances, Christmas and even the decorating committee, they would not consider themselves all that emotionally invested in the checklist Imogen had seemingly glued to her hand.
“We need everyone here. There’s so much to do!”
Six out of eight committee members at a meeting was pretty good going in Darcy’s book. They were sitting around the Higgs art room they had commandeered weeks ago for all decoration-related activities. As such, it was now a mess of tinsel, glitter and cardboard trees.
“Breathe,” said Elle, paintbrush in hand. “We’re going to be fine. Everything’s sorted except the lanterns.”
The gold lanterns Elle had painted were stunning. Tao’s were okay. Darcy was doing their very best, but most of the gold paint had ended up on their cheeks and in their hair. Meanwhile, at the other table, Tara and Isaac were busy cutting out triangular pieces of red, orange and yellow crepe paper. The plan was to stick them to the little wind machines they had attached to the bottom of each lantern so that when the battery operated tea lights were switched on, the fake flames would flicker.
Isaac finished up the first one, and flicked the switch. “Woo! These are actually really cute.”
“That’s great,” said Imogen. “Now we just need like thirty more.”
Tara groaned, but continued to cut more stips of crepe paper.
“It’s kind of therapeutic,” said Isaac, reaching for his scissors. “And it’s going to look really nice when they’re all on the tables.”
“Imogen, help us with these, will you?” said Tara. “It’ll help destress you better than yelling at us.”
With a deep sigh, Imogen sat beside her, and joined the cutting task. “Sorry if I’m being a bit of a Winter Ball-zilla. We’ve put so much work into this thing, I want it to be perfect.”
“Where are Nick and Charlie?” asked Tao several minutes of quiet cutting and painting later.
“I think Nick said something about the library,” said Imogen.
Tao snorted. “Yeah, right. They’re probably skiving off to snog.”
“You don’t need to skive off to snog.” Darcy got up to kiss Tara. “I’m gonna go and grab a snack from the vending machines. Want anything?”
“Ooh! Yes, please. Can you get those biscuits they do in the English block? I know it’s far, but please?”
Darcy smiled fondly, and sighed. “Fine. Anything for you, my princess.”
As they left the room, they heard Tao mumble, “Didn’t ask us if we wanted anything.”
Out of the art block and across the front yard to the English block vending machine. Walking around school after hours was always strange, but also kind of peaceful. Darcy selected the biscuits, some crisps and a drink. They didn’t meet a single other person until they stepped back out of the building and walked straight into someone coming the other way.
“Whoa! Sorry! Oh—” Darcy stared. “What the heck? What are you doing here?”
Lucille looked up from beneath the fur-lined hood of her coat. “I, um… ah, sorry. I’ve sort of been watching you and your friends. Turns out you Tao, Elle and Isaac are not the only teen witches in town.”
“What are you talking about?”
“There’s ballet girl, rugby lad and curly boy, too. Eclectic coven you have there.”
“Um… and your point being?”
Lucille shook her head. “Doesn’t matter. That’s not why I’m here. I wanted to tell you, I took another look at the spell you left with me, and I think I misinterpreted it before. That’s why it didn’t work properly. It isn’t for accessing untapped power, it’s for extracting power.”
“Extracting power?”
“Kind of like an exorcism, only instead of casting out a demon, it pulls power from someone. I can take that power and put it into you.”
Darcy’s eyes widened. “But wouldn’t that leave the person without any power at all?”
“Not necessarily,” said Lucille. “Not if we only took a little bit.”
“But who would I even take it from? It doesn’t seem right…”
“With a coven like yours, you have a few options. Who among your coven would you say has the most power?”
Darcy chewed their lip. “Charlie, I suppose. He has dark magic from his mum, and it’s caused a lot of issues lately. But he’s getting the hang of it now.”
“Which one is he? Rugby lad?”
“No, curly boy.”
“Huh, really? I guess you can’t judge a book by its cover…”
“He never wanted his dark magic, never even really cared about solo magic when it went. If I could just take a little, enough to let me do solo magic, then two of us would be powered up to protect ourselves. And it would ease Charlie’s burden. He might not be so overpowered and stop singing people’s clothes.” They met Lucille’s eye. “What do I have to do? Stick pins in a little Charlie doll? Because I don’t think I can do that.”
“Better. After his magic is extracted, we tether it to you.”
“Tether how? It isn’t some mind-meld thing, is it? Because as much as I love our Charlie-warlie, I do not want to be stuck in that boy’s head.”
Lucille laughed. “No, no, nothing like that. It just tethers your magic to his temporarily so the power can transfer.”
“Can you really do this?”
“That depends on you. I don’t have the power my grandparents did, but with your magic I think we can do it.”
“Will it hurt?”
“It shouldn’t, but I’ve never done it before so…”
“What about Charlie? If I hurt him I’ll probably be banished from the coven if Nick doesn’t murder me first.”
Lucille smiled softly. “He won’t feel a thing. He doesn’t even need to be in the room, just somewhere nearby. We’ll also need something of his—something he has an emotional connection to. Can you get something like that?”
“Should be able to.” Darcy considered Lucille’s kind eyes, her intricately braided hair. “What do you get out of this? Why are you helping me?”
“Let’s just say I’ll ask you for a favour someday. Having a witch friend as powerful as you could come in very useful.”
Darcy sighed. “Fine.”
“So, you’re in?”
“Yep, sounds good.” Darcy grinned. “We can do it tomorrow at the dance. I can definitely find an object before then.” They clapped their hands. “I’m excited!”
✨
After their eventful trip to the library, Nick and Charlie got distracted on their way through town, and ended up buying some last minute Christmas presents. Then, a photobooth took all their attention for a considerable amount of time.
On the way home, they stopped to pick up pizzas for themselves and Sarah. It wasn’t until they were tucking in, cosy on the sofa, Nellie at their feet, that they checked the group chat and saw Imogen’s displeasure.
“Wow,” Charlie murmured. “We really are the worst.”
They took a selfie with Sarah, Nellie and the pizza, all four of them with extra-sad puppy-dog eyes to soften the blow of their mistake. It seemed to work, but they would still need to make it up to their friends tomorrow. When the others learned their news, surely their abandonment of the decorating committee would be forgiven.
Wrapped up in bed that night, cosy and content, Charlie still couldn’t stop wondering… about his mum and the cottage. About what her life there might have been like.
The next morning, Nick and Charlie went into school for form, then left shortly after to use their morning’s free period to dodge their covenmaters, and visit the cottage. The Winter Ball was tonight, and they knew they should have been helping to set up, but, well, they needed answers.
“Hang on,” said Nick before they could step inside. “Let me show you something. I think it’s over here.”
He crunched over the long, frost-covered grass, around the side of the cottage. Charlie followed curiously until Nick stopped and crouched down. “Here.” Nick moved aside a clump of grass to reveal an old, wooden sign, lying broken and flat, indented into the frozen ground. The worn lettering read: Briar Cottage .
“Oh my god.” Here it was. Proof. Charlie turned to look at the cottage, seeing it in a whole new light. “I can’t believe my mum lived here.”
“It’s hard to believe anyone lived here,” said Nick. “It’s so crumbly and cold now.”
Inside, the main room was quiet, the coven’s possessions in organised chaos as usual.
“Who knows,” said Charlie. “I might have been here before when I was a baby. She probably brought me home to here…” He ran a hand over the rainbow blanket draped over the back of the sofa. “How did you lot end up here? I’ve never asked.”
“There’s a map,” said Nick. “In Tara’s grimoire. It shows all the ley lines crossing Truham. We checked a few of them, but this was the main one. And we found this place. It was in even worse shape back then. We did a lot of cleaning.”
“Do you think my mum left anything behind?”
Nick shrugged. “I remember Tao throwing some stuff into the cellar.”
“I didn’t even know it had a cellar.”
“We don’t go in there,” said Nick. “It’s very spooky and gross.”
“Show me.”
“Do I have to?”
Charlie raised his eyebrows. “Well, no, but it’ll definitely be quicker if I don’t have to search for it.” He giggled. “Nick, you’re not scared of a cellar?”
“I’m scared of what lives in the cellar.”
“What lives in the cellar? Ghosts?”
“And spiders.”
Charlie couldn’t help but laugh.
“It’s not funny,” Nick groaned. “It’s a phobia.”
“Aw, I’m sorry, I’m not laughing at that…” He wrapped his arms around him and kissed him. “You’re just so brave in the face of other, much scarier things.”
Nick sighed. “You have me wrapped around your little finger.”
Shaking his head in mock-exasperation, he led Charlie to the very back corner behind the stairs. The niche went back much further than he’d realised, and right at the back, shrouded in shadow, was an old wooden door.
Nick pulled up the heavy metal latch and the door fell open. Charlie batted away the dust which rose from the stone steps which spiralled down into the darkness. Cobwebs clung to the rough brick walls.
He stepped down onto the first step, and Nick tightened his hold on his hand. Charlie looked back at him. “You don’t have to come along.”
“I’m coming. Besides, we’ll need light.”
He gripped Charlie’s hand, and together they created a little ball of light which floated before them, leading them in their descent into the darkness.
Round and round they climbed until they stepped out into the cellar. The light expanded and rose high so it hung where a lightbulb might have hung, illuminating the room completely.
The floor was made of the same rough stone as the steps, the brick walls dusty and crumbling even worse than the ones upstairs. Two sets of wooden shelves stood tall and empty against the far wall. Charlie strode to them and swept a glance over each surface. Nothing. Not even an old book or a forgotten ornament.
Charlie had to admit the place was creepy, and definitely very webby in some of those corners. He shivered. “Maybe we should go. There’s nothing down here.”
“I’m sorry,” said Nick. “I thought there would be something—wait, what’s that?”
Charlie followed his gaze up at the underside of the wooden floorboards above.
“I have no idea,” said Charlie. “It looks kind of like a rune, but different…”
“Yeah,” said Nick. “More intricate.”
They moved the ball of light down a little so they could see the marking more clearly. It had been scratched deep into the wood, a detailed pattern of triangles, circles and lines.
“It seems sort of familiar,” said Charlie, frowning. “Is that weird?”
“No. Maybe you’ve seen it somewhere before. Maybe in your grimoire?”
“Right! I bet that’s it. Ugh! But we have class, we’ll have to check it later.”
Nick slung an arm around his shoulders. “Only one more day, then it’s the holidays!”
Charlie grinned. “I know.” He took out his phone. “Let me just take a picture… Right, now, let’s go.” He led the way back up the steps. “We still have the dance tonight to look forward to, remember? Are you going to be my date?”
“Do you even need to ask?”
“Well, I wouldn’t want to assume.”
Nick shut the cellar door behind them and leaned against it. “Yes, I’d love to go to the ball with you.”
Charlie sank against him, and melted into his kiss. “Good. I love you a lot, did you know that?”
“Hmm…” Nick hummed, his eyes full of adoration. “I did. Did you know I love you a lot?”
Any coherent response got lost between Nick’s soft but desperate kisses. Charlie pressed Nick against the door while Nick pressed Charlie against him, a hand tugging at the back of his shirt to get to the bare skin beneath.
With his warm hand against the base of his spine, Charlie sighed, closed his eyes and reluctantly pulled away. “We have lessons.”
“Ugh!” Nick groaned, letting his head fall back against the door. “Why?”
Charlie pecked him on the lips once more, then grabbed his hand. “Come on. Our friends will literally murder us if we miss any more decorating committee time.”
They had to hurry back across town to make it to their classes. Luckily, neither of them were late enough to be reprimanded and the rest of the morning went smoothly, if not enjoyably.
At lunch time, they were dragged over to Higgs by Imogen to at least do something useful.
“Sorry,” they chorused.
Imogen rolled her eyes and bustled away to help Elle with the Christmas trees.
With Imogen distracted, Nick and Charlie choralled the coven into a corner under the pretense of organising the tinsel around the doorway of the hall.
“So, we haven’t just been skipping this to make out,” said Charlie. “We’ve been looking into stuff about my mum.”
“Really?” Tara’s eyes widened. “Have you found anything?”
“Yeah,” said Charlie. “Our cottage, it used to belong to her.”
“And we found this weird rune on the ceiling in the cellar,” said Nick. “Charlie thinks he’s seen it somewhere before, maybe in his grimoire.”
“Right,” said Elle, appearing behind them. “This is all well and good and I’m completely, super interested in this revelation about your mum, but —” She took a deep breath. “We really need to focus on this dance. Just for today. Please? Sorry.”
“Yeah,” said Charlie. “Yeah, sorry. We’re here now. We’re helping. Come on, Nick. Hold this ladder while I attach this tinsel.”
The others moved away to busy themselves with other tasks. Meanwhile, Isaac stayed to help pass things up to Charlie. “So are you going to Tara’s later for her pre-drinks thing?”
“What pre-drinks thing?” asked Nick.
“Wow, you two really need to look up from each other more often.” Isaac shook his head, smiling fondly. “We’re all gathering at hers before the dance to get ready together and drink, since there won’t be alcohol at the dance.”
“Oh, right, sure. We’ll be there.” Nick sighed. “We really were mostly investigating Charlie’s mum. It’s important…”
“I know,” said Isaac. “But this is important too. Being normal and having fun. With all your friends, not just the ones you want to kiss.”
They watched Isaac walk away, feeling a bit guilty. “Are we bad friends?” said Charlie.
“Maybe a bit,” said Nick. “But we’re excellent boyfriends. That’s also important.”
Charlie smiled down at him. “True.”
Nick leaned up on his tip toes and kissed him deeply. He only hoped their friends weren’t watching to yell at them again.
Hours later, the hall was finally set, looking resplendent in all its festive regalia, and Nick and Charlie were free to escape their friends and pop over to Charlie’s house. He had left his smart clothes behind when he’d moved in with Nick, and Imogen had decided on a formal dress code.
In his bedroom, he selected a shirt and tie he knew would compliment Nick’s but without being too matchy-matchy. While Nick perched on the bed, Charlie collected a few books he’d been missing and added them to the pile.
“I’ve missed your room,” Nick mused. “And your bed.”
“I don’t know,” Charlie giggled. “Yours suits me just fine.”
He turned to the fireplace, pened the secret compartment and took out the grimoire. He sat beside Nick and began to flick through the pages. Holding up the photo on Charlie’s phone, Nick leaned in to help with the search.
“I knew I’d seen it before,” said Charlie when they finally found a match.
The intricate symbol was drawn much starker in the book, large and black, taking up an entire left hand page. Scribbled above it were the words: For channelling power.
“Hang on,” said Charlie. “There’s a page missing, look.”
He ran a finger down the torn remains.
Nick frowned. “Has someone ripped it out?”
“But who? The only people I’ve shown this to are you, Tao and Elle…”
“I don’t see why they would,” said Nick. He shrugged. “Maybe it’s always been like that—someone ripped it out years and years ago.”
Charlie shook his head. “I looked through this obsessively when I first found it. I would have noticed a missing page. It was definitely stolen recently. It’s hardly been out of the secret compartment except… when Tao and Elle were here.”
Nick’s jaw tightened. “Then we need to ask them about it. We should get to Tara’s.”
As was apparently their new schtick, they were the last to arrive. Isaac let them in, already looking dressed up nicely in a burgundy bowtie. “Where have you two been? We need to leave in like an hour.”
“Looking at runes,” said Charlie, stepping over the threshold. “We need to—”
“Shhh!” Isaac hissed. “Imogen’s here, remember. We’re all up in Tara’s room, so…”
“Right.”
Upstairs, music was playing, and drinks were flowing. Exclamations of “Finally!” and “there they are!” greeted them as they were pulled into the room. Cups were pressed into their hands which they sipped gratefully. Everyone else had already gotten changed. Elle was doing Tara’s make up at the dressing table while Tao lounged on the bed, Darcy painting his nails.
“Darce, will you do mine when you’re done?” asked Isaac.
They grimaced. “I’m not the best person to ask for this. If you want nice nails ask Tara.”
“Tara is busy,” said Elle, applying mascara to her friend.
“I’ll do your nails if you want, Isaac,” said Imogen. “I need something to do to settle my nerves.”
“Breathe, Im,” said Elle. “Everything’s ready except us. No point throwing a killer party if we all look like crap.”
Nick and Charlie dumped their bags into a corner and began to get changed. They didn’t need to discuss it to know this was not the time to go asking about stolen spells or ripped grimoires. Not just because Imogen was present, but because they didn’t want to cause a possible argument. Instead, they had a nice time drinking with their friends and singing along badly with the music.
Too soon, it became time for them to head out, and if he were honest, Charlie would have preferred to remain where they were. But alas, the Winter Ball awaited. The pay off for all their hard work.
He was about to follow everyone else out when Nick said, “Tie.”
“What?” Charlie looked down. “Oh. Right.” He'd left his tie off for comfort. He looked around Tara’s room, on the floor where he’d been sitting, on the side, rummaged through his bag. “That’s so weird. Where did it go?”
“Come on!” Imogen cried from downstairs. “We’re gonna be late!”
Charlie stared around, baffled.
“Hey,” said Nick. “Don’t worry. You don’t need it. You look incredible.”
He managed a smile. “Thanks. It’s just… that tie used to be my dad’s. If I’ve lost it…”
“Oh no.” Nick began to search, too, but Charlie took his hand to stop him.
“You’re right. It doesn’t matter right now. I can ask Tara to look for it later. Let’s just go and have a nice night, okay? And not get accused of ditching our friends to make out again today.”
The coven plus Imogen piled into Nick and Elle’s cars and made their way back to school. A trail of lights had been set up along the pathway leading to Higgs, achieving a slightly more festive look than normal. The weather was appropriately bitter, however, and the eight of them hurried inside as quickly as they could.
They stepped together into the hall and stared around at their creation. A true winter wonderland complete with fake Christmas trees, tinsel and glitter, fake snow, and festive disco lights. The place was packed with students seemingly having a nice time. Some people were actually dancing. A lot of people seemed to be enjoying the grotto they’d created in one corner for the purpose of taking cute photos. Mostly though, people gathered around the thirty or so round tables surrounding the dance floor, each centred with a lantern, fake-flames flickering away.
“Wow,” said Charlie. “We did good.”
Almost immediately, Aleena appeared to pluck Imogen away from them, reporting something about Jay and their speakers not syncing up to the system properly.
Charlie sighed. This was his chance. Tao and Elle were about to lead the way onto the dance floor, but he couldn’t spend all night with such a question burning in his throat. “Wait. Tao, Elle, can we have a word…?”
They looked around at them in confusion, but then followed Nick and Charlie over to a quieter corner, the others drifting along in curiosity.
“What’s going on?” asked Elle.
Nick and Charlie exchanged a glance.
“Look,” said Charlie. “I’m sure neither of you meant any harm, and I’m sure you had the best of intentions but—”
“Did either of you rip a page out of Charlie’s grimoire?”
The party around them suddenly seemed distant and faded. It was immediately clear that yes, one of them had done it. Tao’s teeth went to his lip and Elle sank into the nearest chair.
“I’m really sorry, Charlie,” she said. “It was me.”
Despite his suspicions, the truth still surprised him. He sat down beside her. “Okay… but why?”
Nick and Tao perched beside each of them, watching anxiously.
“I thought it might be something we could use to get solo magic back.” Elle fiddled with the beads of her long necklace. “We didn’t know each other as well back then, but I still should have just asked you if I could copy it down. I don’t know why I didn’t. I feel really, really bad about it. I’m so, so sorry.”
“The spell you found,” said Charlie. “The one you brought to that voodoo witch. You found it in my grimoire?”
Elle nodded. “Only, it didn’t work. Lucille isn’t that powerful apparently.” She took Charlie’s hand. “Look, I’m sorry, Charlie. I really am. Whatever I can do to make it up to you, I’ll do it.”
Charlie chuckled. “It’s okay. I understand why you took it. And I forgive you.”
Tao’s mouth dropped open. Nick shook his head, fondness in his exasperation.
Elle smiled. “Wow. You are way too nice, Charlie. God, how could I ever have stolen from you?” Laughing, she pulled him into a hug.
“Please don’t do it again.”
“I promise I won’t.”
They drew apart. “Where’s the page now?”
Elle shrugged. “I gave it to Darcy who gave it to Lucille—wait, where did Darcy go?”
Tara whirled around. “Darcy?”
But they were nowhere to be seen.
“Maybe they went to the loo,” said Isaac.
“Yeah,” said Tara. “I’ll go check.”
As Tara disappeared into the crowd, Tao stood up and held out his hands for Elle and Charlie to take. “Enough of this witchy talk—let’s dance.”
Elle took his hand at once. Charlie rolled his eyes, then took his hand. With a tug, he was yanked to his feet. He just about managed to grab onto Nick’s hand before Tao was pulling them along onto the dance floor. Isaac followed, laughing at Tao’s exuberant dance moves, and tucking his book into his jacket pocket.
Dancing in a huddle of his favourite people, the biggest group of friends he could have ever hoped to have, Charlie felt an immense sense of relief. He didn’t need to know the whole truth about his mum right that second. These people were alive for him to love now. He was sure she would understand if she could see him.
He only sometimes wished his dad had lived to see him make so many excellent friends, to meet Nick. Only… if Julio had lived, would Charlie have ever met his coven? His soulmate? As Nick twirled him around, lights glittering in his eyes, he felt pretty confident that they would have met, at some point, in any universe.
They were written in the stars after all.
But what else was written in the stars, he couldn’t help but wonder. Was he fated to one day blow up and destroy everything in his path, soulmate, coven and all? Just because he could control his dark magic now didn’t mean he could control it forever. Each time he called upon that wild flame inside him he could tell how much it wanted to be free. He couldn’t let that happen. And his mother’s past, whatever horror it contained, was the key.
“I can’t find them anywhere!” Tara returned to them, considerably more frantic than before.
Nick stopped dancing. “Oh no. Where d’you think they’ve gone? Did you text them?”
“They won’t answer.” Tara chewed at her lip. “I don’t know whether to be worried or annoyed. They ditched the last school dance, too, without telling me… but what if something’s happened?”
“We’ll split up and help look,” said Charlie. “I’ll go this way.”
Nick nodded, and at the increased worry on Tara’s face, went with her in the opposite direction. Charlie watched him bend his head to reassure her with undoubtedly calming words, and smiled wistfully to himself. Nick was so lovely. The absolute best person to have beside you in a crisis. Charlie would know, he’d had a lot of crises.
Alone, Charlie set off to the other side of the hall. The food and drinks tables had been half picked over, almost all the cakes and biscuits Sarah had provided demolished.
“Hi, Charlie,” said Sarah. “Don’t you look nice? Are you having a good time?”
“I am actually. I like your earrings.”
She shook her head so the little reindeer danced beneath her ears. “You’re too sweet. And look at all these decorations, you all did so well.”
“I’m afraid Nick and I didn’t help as much as we should have.”
She nodded in understanding. “Give yourselves some grace. You’ve been so busy since September. Christmas is meant to be a time to relax as well as have fun.”
“Hmm… thanks, Sarah.” Her affection sometimes hit him at a funny angle, one he was not used to. He suspected it had something to do with motherly love. “Have you seen Darcy?”
“Nope. I don’t think so.”
“Oh, okay…” He turned to go, but then thought again. “Sarah?”
“Yes, dear?”
“I know I’ve asked you this before but… can I ask you about my mum?”
Sarah gave a sad little sigh. “I fear I may have given you the wrong idea before.”
“I know you didn’t get on with her,” said Charlie. “But that fire she died in—that so many people died in—did she have anything to do with that?”
He saw her flinch, saw her hands tighten around the edge of the table between them. “Charlie… that is not a road you want to go down. It doesn’t matter what—”
“It does!” He tried to bite back his raised voice but a sudden panic had seized him. “I need to know. What if I’m just like her?”
The fear and the panic swirled in his stomach, mixed with the pity in Sarah’s gaze, curdling into anger. He clenched his hands into fists and tried to take some deep breaths. He shouldn’t shout at Sarah, not when she’d opened up her home to him, not when she was the closest thing to a mother he’d ever known.
“No,” she said, quite calmly. “Jane didn’t start the fire. But you’re still not defined by your parents, Charlie. It’s your own actions that matter, and I believe you are good—in your very soul.”
He squeezed his eyes shut for a moment. “I might not have a choice. It’s so powerful, I don’t know if…” He shook his head and swiped at his eyes. “I don’t care what my dad did or didn’t want for me, he doesn’t have a say in what I know. Not anymore.”
Charlie plucked two flutes of sparkling lemonade from the table and strode back towards the busy dance floor. Tao, Elle and Isaac were still dancing happily together. He glanced around, wanting, needing Nick back at his side.
Nick appeared from between a cluster of his rugby mates. “No luck?”
Charlie shook his head. “Here.” He handed over a flute.
“Thanks. Are you alright?”
Charlie shrugged. He stared down into his flute without really seeing it. He took a deep breath, then downed the drink in one go. He set the empty glass on a table. “Want to go somewhere quieter?”
Nick threw back his drink and set his glass beside Charlie’s. “Always.”
✨
The drama studio just off the main hall was the perfect place for a voodoo ritual, Darcy thought. Not so many chairs and no tables, and thus plenty of space for all the drawing on the floor that apparently needed to be done.
They hadn’t really considered how long this thing might take, and was a bit miffed when, ten minutes later, they were still standing there watching Lucille draw a tricky series of triangles across the carpeted floor. She was using some kind of mixture of water and ash. Darcy hoped the cleaners wouldn’t be too suspicious of the residue it would leave behind.
Finally, Lucille stood up and stepped aside. The completed pattern was that of two large, mirrored triangles, each themselves divided into numerous smaller triangles.
Lucille gestured for Darcy to stand in the middle of the leftmost triangle. They hoped this would be done with as little fuss as possible. But then, Lucille set out several candles, one each where the lines intersected.
“The two triangles will draw Charlie’s power to you.”
“Do I have to chant or something?”
“No. You just have to feel it.”
Lucille picked up a candle and tipped some melted wax into a little dish, then replaced the candle again. She set the dish on the floor beside Darcy and reached for Darcy’s jacket.
“Hey.”
Lucille hovered her hands over Darcy’s shoulders. “Do you want to get yourself some solo magic or not?”
“Fine. Whatever. Let’s do this.”
They shrugged off their jacket and tossed it aside. Lucille reached into her coat pocket and took out a necklace of animal teeth. She selected the largest of the teeth, then reached up to move Darcy’s collar away from their throat. With infuriatingly trembling hands, Darcy undid a few buttons to give easier access.
Breathe, they told themselves.
“Your body is a channel of energy,” Lucille spoke close to their ear, sending a shiver through them. “You have five major energy points along the spine.” She dipped the tooth into the wax, then used it to ink five short lines down Darcy’s back.
Darcy sighed, all at once relaxed. “It feels…”
“No talking.”
Lucille discarded the teeth, then gathered up the bowl of wax and rubbed some across each point down Darcy’s spine. The sensation was soft and warm, like a massage, though she was only using the very tips of her fingers, and providing only a little pressure.
It seemed a shame when she was done. Lucille dabbed Darcy’s skin dry with a cloth, then moved back around to face them. She held out a hand. “Give me the tie.”
Darcy readjusted their shirt, then took out the tie they’d quickly slipped into their pocket back at Tara’s.
“You are now open to receiving Charlie’s energy,” Lucille explained. “You’ll be tethered to him through this.” She draped the tie around Darcy’s neck.
The outer triangle of ash burst into flames.
“Whoa,” Darcy gasped. “I can feel it.” The power flooded them in a rush like a wave of thudding heat, like a heartbeat, hot and wild, ready to go . “Holy shit, this is— incredible .”
The fire died down into embers and Lucille smiled. “It’s done.”
✨
The stairwell had been dark and cold but Nick and Charlie had filled it with tiny glowing balls of light. They drifted around them as they took it in turns to kiss each other against the wall. Charlie slid his hands under Nick’s jacket, over the smooth fabric of his shirt while Nick’s fingers tangled in Charlie’s hair, their kisses slow and sensual, spine-tinglingly good. End of the world kiss after end of the world kiss.
Nick rested his forehead against Charlie’s and whispered, “We’ve ditched our friends again.”
Charlie hummed, breathless, his words lost somewhere between the softness and the light. He reached up on his tiptoes and brought Nick into another kiss, deep and slow. He hooked his thumbs into Nick’s belt loops and pulled him even closer. Nick’s gasp of surprised pleasure got caught between their lips.
He gasped again—this time louder, quicker. They both drew away. Nick sank against him further still, almost completely.
“Whoa…” Nick steadied himself with a hand against the wall beside Charlie’s head, blinking several times very fast. Some of the colour had vanished from his cheeks.
“What is it?”
The balls of light around them flickered and died.
“I—I just got really dizzy all of a sudden.”
Charlie touched his cheek, peered into his face. “Do you need to get some water?”
“I’m fine.” He let his head fall onto Charlie’s shoulder.
Charlie wrapped his arms around him and stroked his hair. “You sure?”
“Hmm,” Nick hummed. “Not really. I feel kind of… wibbly.”
“Come on, you.” Charlie secured an arm around him and guided him away from the wall, back out into the corridor.
It seemed kind of counter-intuitive to be taking Nick from a quiet, cool corridor into a loud, overheated party, but he settled him down in a chair by the door.
“Thank you,” Nick murmured as Charlie kissed his head. It was a testament to how poorly Nick was feeling that he hadn’t pretended to be fine longer.
Leaving him by himself didn’t feel great, but Charlie glanced back every few strides across the room to the drinks table. He was disappointed to find that Sarah had disappeared and the drinks table was running itself. He plucked a plastic cup from the stack and turned to the water dispenser—only to find Isaac already using it.
“Oh, hi, Charlie,” he said, his brow furrowed. His eyes were distant and pained.
Charlie’s dread spiked unexpectedly. “Isaac, are you okay?”
“Hmm… What? Oh, yeah, fine. Just got a massive headache.” He grimaced down at the cup in his hand. “I think I’m just going to throw some water over my face, I’ll be right back.”
Charlie watched Isaac hurry off past Nick, into the corridor. He wanted to go after his friend, but he also needed to get the water to Nick. He quickly filled a cup, then rushed back to his side.
“You’re the best,” said Nick as he took some big sips. “Sorry I’m being such a baby.”
“Nick… no s-words.” Charlie flopped down in the chair beside him. “Let me…” Nick allowed him to place the back of his hand against his forehead. “You don’t feel warm. You’re probably just dehydrated.”
“Or maybe…” Nick smirked. “You just make me swoon.”
“Pfft!” Charlie tucked himself around Nick’s side for a little extra support and kissed his cheek. “Do you feel better?”
“A bit.”
“We could go outside and get some fresh—”
The nearby double doors crashed open wide, clattered off the walls before bouncing back haphazardly.
Nick, Charlie and many others looked around in alarm.
Darcy stepped into the hall, grinning widely, their eyes searching the crowd eagerly before they fell upon Tara. She appeared between the dancing crowd and hurried over to meet Darcy on the edge of the dance floor.
“There you are!” She pulled them into her arms, then shoved at them in frustration. “Where the hell have you been?”
“That doesn’t matter right now,” Darcy exclaimed. “What matters is that you come and dance with me!”
They grasped Tara’s hands and pulled her into the middle of the dance floor. At once, the music changed to something slower, the disco lights dimmed and glitter seemed to drift through the air… Until Charlie was certain, somehow, Darcy was making it snow. He lifted a hand to catch a flake on his fingertips, but it merely passed right through him.
He exchanged a stunned look with Nick who smiled tentatively.
Nick took a breath, got to his feet and offered Charlie his hand.
“Are you sure you’re feeling up to it?”
“Charlie, don’t let me waste this romantic as fuck opportunity, please!”
Charlie laughed and took his hand. He let him drag him onto the dance floor to turn in slow circles beside Tara and Darcy. They spotted Tao and Elle, and several other couples doing the same—none of them apparently finding the magical snow all that noteable.
“How are you doing that?” asked Tara, hushed with awe. The snow seemed only to be landing on her dress and in her hair, where it collected, making her appear like a shimmering, glittery Christmas princess.
“I have solo magic!” Darcy whispered. “Lucille helped me get solo magic—and it worked!”
Nick and Charlie stopped swaying to stare.
“Wait,” said Nick. “What do you mean?”
But Darcy wasn’t listening. They raised their head and suddenly, a flurry of magical snow collected itself into shapes in midair—snowmen and Christmas trees, mistletoe and holly, Santa in his sleigh which soared over their heads. The students gasped and reached for their phones.
“Whoa,” said Darcy. “Are you okay?”
Tara nodded, brow furrowed. “F-fine. Just keep getting these dizzy spells…”
Nick and Charlie and Tao and Elle moved inwards to join them in the very middle of the dance floor.
“This is all very impressive and romantic,” said Tao. “But are you sure it’s a good idea to do so much magic in front of the normies?”
“Oh, they’re loving it,” said Darcy. “They don’t know what they’re seeing. I can do solo magic now, look!”
Darcy swept their gaze over the tables and one by one, the fake lanterns flickered into real, crackling flames. The students around them burst into exclamations of delight at the spectacle.
The dread which had slowly been building in Charlie’s stomach only grew.
And that was when he saw her.
The young woman hovering in the doorway, dark hair in two long plaits.
Charlie squeezed Nick’s elbow. “I’ll be right back.”
Before he could chicken out, Charlie strode over to the woman. The moment before he reached her, she looked up and saw him coming—and a satisfyingly panicked look flickered across her dark eyes.
“Hey,” he said. “You’re Lucille, right?”
She raised her eyebrows at him. She was almost as tall as he was.
“Apparently you have a spell ripped from my grimoire. I’d like it back.”
“I don’t have it anymore,” she said. “But your friend does. Darcy.”
“What have you done to them?”
“I haven’t done anything. I only helped them get what they wanted.”
There was a rushing sound and the lanterns on each table burst fully into flame. The exclamations of delight turned into shouts of alarm. Charlie felt the heat of the table nearest him, and saw the tablecloth catch fire. Luckily, no one was sitting at that table, but he staggered away from it as quickly as he could.
“Tara!?”
Forgetting Lucille and the fire, Charlie whirled around.
Darcy had sank to their knees, their arms tight around Tara who was lying limp across their lap.
“What the hell…?” Charlie hurtled back to his friends and threw himself down beside Nick and the others around them.
Nick grabbed onto Charlie’s arm. “What’s going on?”
“Darcy!” Charlie cried. “What have you done?”
He immediately felt bad for yelling at them. The terror in their blue eyes told him very clearly that whatever they had done, it had not gone to plan.
Tears began to slide down their cheeks as they shook Tara gently. Her head lolled, the glittery snow cascading off her hair onto the floor.
“I’m sorry,” Darcy kept whispering. “I’m so sorry. Please, wake up.”
“Hey,” said Nick. He placed a hand on Darcy’s shoulder. “You’re doing this, right? So you c-can undo it?”
His hand slipped away as his arm fell limp, and he slumped sideways into Charlie.
“Nick?”
Charlie caught him the best he could, but his weight threatened to topple them both over. He manoeuvred him around so his head rested in his lap.
“Nick!?” He cupped his face between his hands. His eyes were closed, his face relaxed, the remaining colour in his cheeks had disappeared. “What the fuck is happening?”
Darcy stared from Tara in their lap to Nick in Charlie’s. “I—I borrowed some of your magic.”
“What?”
“I didn’t think—Why won’t she wake up?!”
Charlie gave Nick’s shoulders a gentle shake, but he knew it was no use. He pressed his fingers to his neck and breathed a little easier when he felt a pulse. He buried his nose close to his hair and took a breath. “D-darcy, I don’t care what you’ve done or h-how stupid you’ve been—I need you to fix this right now! How do we fix this?!”
“I don’t know, okay?!” They glanced around and let out a sob. “Oh god—”
Charlie followed their gaze to where Tao and Elle were passed out on the floor nearby.
“She said it wouldn’t hurt you—it wouldn’t hurt, that’s what she said—”
“Well, whatever you did, it isn’t affecting me!” Charlie yelled. “It’s hurting the rest of the coven.” He met their eyes dead on. “Lucille lied to you—and it’s hurting Tara!”
He saw the shift in their face. The tears practically turned to ice on their cheeks. The glittering snow vanished, and all that was left was the smoke steadily filling the room.
“Take her!” Darcy cried, as the fire alarm began to blare. “Please, just take her!”
Without stopping to make sure Charlie indeed had her, Darcy leapt to their feet and ran for the door. With their desperate speed, they almost collided with Lucille who was still hovering near the entrance. They grasped her wrists and dragged her from the hall.
Down the corridor, they strode back towards the drama studio. “You said I was borrowing some of Charlie’s magic, not the others. You said it wouldn’t hurt!”
“Maybe his magic is too strong to steal this way,” said Lucille.
The drama studio was as they had left it. Lucille yanked her wrist free.
Darcy whirled around to glare at her. “Reverse the spell.”
Lucille folded her arms and raised her eyebrows. “You wanted this. What did you expect was gonna happen? Power doesn’t come cheap. Besides, did you see yourself in there? That was incredible.”
“Fuck you!” Darcy shoved at her. She only stumbled a little but it was satisfying nonetheless. “That’s my coven in there—my girlfriend. Tell me how to stop it or I swear I’ll use this power and turn your life into a living fucking hell.”
Lucille met their gaze. And believed them. She sighed. “Fine. It’s your decision. Drop the tie into the oil, light it on fire and the connection will be severed.”
“Everything will go back to the way it was?”
Lucille nodded. Darcy yanked the tie out from under their shirt and over their head. They dropped to their knees by ashen triangles and snatched up a match. They dropped the tie into the dish of oil and lit the match. They let it fall into the oil and it erupted, the tie caught and began to shrivel.
“Did it work?”
“It should have done.”
The fire alarm was still blaring overhead. There was no time to sit around and work out if it had truly worked or not.
They pushed past Lucille and hurtled back down the corridor to the hall.
In the doorway, they stopped and stared.
Each of the round tables now resembled nothing more than so many pillars of fire. Their winter wonderland was now a smoldering wreckage, the hall almost entirely full of smoke—so much that they could only see a few metres in front of them.
Their heart dropped. “Tara?!”
People were screaming in fright, unseen around them, high-heeled footsteps hurried for the fire doors at the opposite end of the hall.
“Tara? Charlie?”
An arm across their nose and mouth, Darcy made it to the spot they had left their friends in. Through the smoke, they squinted around. Had they got out? Had Charlie somehow managed to move all four of them to safety?
“Darcy!”
Light was coming from the far corner, from the fire escape, Darcy realised—and then Tara was there. She was awake and she was walking, hands outstretched towards them.
“There you are! Come on! We need to get out of here!”
They wanted to throw their arms around her and scream, but there was no time for that. They hung onto her and let her drag them through the rest of the smoke, out into the cold night air of the Higgs playing field.
The grass was littered with formally dressed teenagers, some lying down to breathe, others clinging to their friends, a few supporting horrible burns.
Darcy had to look away.
And then Tao and Elle were there, pulling them into their arms.
“Thank god!” said Tao.
“Are you okay?” asked Elle. “You’re not hurt?”
Tara shook her head. All Darcy could do was take a deep, shuddering breath. “Where are Nick and Charlie?”
They all looked around, and found them lying on the grass several metres away, catching their breath and reintroducing their lungs to oxygen.
Nick held tight to Charlie’s hand as they joined their friends in their huddle. “We’re here,” he said. “We’re alright.”
“Wait a second,” said Tao. “Where’s Isaac?”
“I don’t know,” Darcy breathed, horrified.
“Isaac!?” Charlie whirled around.
Nick and the others followed suit, hoping to catch a glimpse of him in the crowd of terrified students and harried teachers.
“Shit.” Charlie’s eyes widened. “I know where he is—fuck, I need to get him, I know where to look—!”
Before Nick could even fathom what his boyfriend was about to do, Charlie let go of his hand and ran back towards the fire exit—back to the hall which was currently on fire, smoke billowing from the doors.
“Charlie! Charlie, what the fuck—no!”
Nick was halfway to the door when Charlie ducked inside and disappeared into the smoke.
A second later, Nick’s path was blocked by his mother.
“Nicky!” she exclaimed. “There you are, oh, thank god you’re safe—!” She threw her arms around him.
He tried to wriggle away. “Mum, no, Charlie—Charlie went in there—I need to go after him— let go !”
She drew away to stare at him in horror. “Charlie’s still in there?”
“He ran back in!”
Just then, the sound of sirens broke the night and flashing red lights filled the air.
Sarah’s grip around him tightened and he had no choice but to stumble back into line as the firefighters jumped down from their vehicles.
“Let the professionals find him,” Sarah whispered. “They’ll find him.”
“No…”
“They’ll find him.”
✨
The heat was almost unbearable. Charlie’s eyes stung as he waded through the smoke, as quickly as he dared. He tried not to breathe in, tried to reach down inside himself for that flame of power. He grasped at it—only for it to slip from his consciousness as quickly as he had found it.
Focus, he tried to tell himself, but the smoke and the heat and the fear clouded his brain. Get to Isaac. Get to Isaac.
For a second he caught sight of the raised edge of the stage and suddenly, he was able to orient himself enough to run full pelt for the internal door. He passed the shriveled remains of tinsel, streamers, and cardboard Christmas trees. To think this room had been glittering and romantic not half an hour ago…
Shit. Where was the door?
Oh. It had been replaced with a solid wall of flames. They licked and curled around the tinsel he and Nick had so unenthusiastically attached earlier.
Come on, he told himself. He tried again to reach inside himself for that dark flame and before it could slip away, he focused on his fear, the desperate thudding of his heart—and blasted an arch-shaped hole through the wall of fire.
Charlie darted through into the corridor. Heat brushed his arms, and he grappled at his skin, terrified he’d just set himself alight—but he hadn’t. He was sweaty and sooty but he was fine. Nothing hurt—except his lungs, because then he coughed. And then he couldn’t breathe. He flung his arm across his mouth and, eyes streaming, he soldiered on down the corridor in the direction of the toilets.
The metal handle of the door made him gasp as he pushed it open. His head spinning, he stumbled inside.
In here, the smoke was even thicker. It swirled and floated before him… The world tilted and then he saw him. Isaac. He was sprawled on the floor in front of the sinks.
“Isaac!” It came out as more of a choke. He threw himself down beside him, abandoned his own mouth to shake his friend’s shoulders. “Isaac! C-come on!”
Isaac stirred weakly, murmuring something incomprehensible.
A distant thump, from somewhere behind him. Charlie tried to peer around, squinting. Was someone coming after them? Was someone going to save them?
Because, even as his head spun wildly, Charlie knew in that moment how incredibly stupid he’d been.
Through blurred vision, he watched the toilet door open, watched booted feet clomp towards them… and then Charlie was tipping sideways, caught only by darkness.
✨
Hanging onto Tao and Elle the best he could, Nick watched the organised chaos of the firefighters running and to and fro. It was difficult to keep track of everything, but no bodies had been removed as of yet. Everyone seemed to have gotten out alright. The students who remained had slipped from scared to thrilled, while the rest had gone home to bed.
All that would have been a blessing if Charlie and Isaac weren’t still in there.
Back in the hall, everything had happened so quickly. One moment Nick had been sinking into Charlie’s arms, then the next he was blinking up at his worried, panicked face, surrounded by smoke and flames. Somehow, through the remaining dizziness, Nick had managed to clamber to his feet in time to let Charlie drag him from the burning hall.
The night air was cold and turning colder, chilling the silent tears on Nick’s cheeks. He realised vaguely that he was shaking, his hand a vice around Tao’s sleeve.
Any second now, Charlie would walk through that door with Isaac. Any second now.
He was strong. He was powerful. He could stop the entire fire all on his own if he wanted to.
But if he did… It would undoubtedly take a lot of energy. What if it took all of it? What if he had passed out—in the middle of a fire?
Nick’s throat caught. What if Charlie was suffocating right now, and Nick was just standing there waiting?
But no.
He couldn’t be. He wasn’t.
Nick knew he’d be able to feel it if Charlie was in real trouble. He closed his eyes and tried to take some deep breaths. He’s okay, he’s okay, he’s okay…
“Nick!”
He flew open his eyes. “Char?”
“Nick!”
His voice wasn’t coming from the school, but from the field behind them. Tao wrenched himself from Nick’s grip. The three of them whirled around.
“Isaac! Charlie!” Tao cried. “Thank god!”
Nick blinked. Charlie and Isaac were striding towards them from across the dark grass. A ragged breath of relief escaped him. He heard Darcy let out a sob, before burying themself back into Tara’s arms.
Tao and Elle got to them first—they bundled Charlie and Isaac into a massive hug. Then Elle drew them away enough so she could pat them both down, checking for injuries.
“We’re okay,” said Isaac. “We’re okay.”
Charlie extracted himself from the others, and before he could get away again, Nick pulled him into his arms and held on tight. Charlie smelt of smoke and sweat, but he was alive.
“Fuck…” Nick grasped him by the shoulders. “Why the fuck would you do that?!” His tears tumbled hot and angry into his collar.
“S-sorry…”
Nick released Charlie’s shoulders to hold his soot-streaked face between his hands. “Don’t ever fucking do that again! Okay?”
“I’m sorry. I had to get to Isaac.”
“Wait. What?”
Isaac had extracted himself from Tao and Elle to stare at Charlie in utter shock.
“Charlie, you are an idiot,” said Tao. “A fucking heroic, idiotic idiot! He got out—and then he ran back in for you!”
With all of his friends’ eyes on him, Charlie suddenly felt very strange. He gripped onto Nick and tried to think , to remember anything other than swirling smoke and fear.
“Char?” Nick’s tone dropped from angry-worried to just worried. “You’re not hurt? Maybe we should get you check by the—”
“I-I’m fine,” Charlie murmured. “It’s just… weird… How did we get out? What happened in there?”
Isaac’s pale face flickered in the darkness. “What do you mean? I assumed you used your dark magic to bring us both out onto the field…”
“No,” said Charlie. “No, I tried to but… I found you pretty fast, used dark magic to get through the fire, but like, the smoke was the biggest issue. The last thing I remember, I was on the floor, trying to get you to wake up, but someone walked in. I saw their boots and then I think I passed out.”
“It was probably a firefighter,” said Isaac.
“But why would a firefighter dump us out all the way over there? And my—my lungs are completely clear. We’re both completely unharmed even though we were suffocating b-before…”
Nick’s arms tightened around him, and he suddenly realised his rambling had strayed into oversharing about his own suffering.
“It must have been someone with magic, then,” said Isaac. “But who?”
“Maybe it was Lucille,” said Elle.
Darcy shook their head miserably. “No, sh-she fucked off as soon as the fire got bad.”
“Darcy, are you alright?” asked Charlie. “That was… intense.”
“Right,” said Tao. “I think we’re going to need an explanation now.”
“Tao,” Tara hissed, arms firmly around Darcy. “Don’t be a dick.”
“I’m not—we need to know—!”
“You could have burned down the whole school,” said Elle.
“Isaac could have been killed!” Tao exclaimed. “We all could have been killed!”
“Everyone shut up!” Tara yelled. “It’s not Darcy’s fault.”
“It is though,” said Darcy. “I—I trusted Lucille. I let her do the spell.”
Nick frowned. “What spell?”
“Th-the one Elle ripped from Charlie’s grimoire.” Darcy sniffled. “Lucille found me yesterday and told me she misinterpreted it before. She said I could get solo magic if I took a little bit of someone else’s. And s-since you have more than you want, I didn’t think you’d mind giving some to me. I thought it would make us stronger, safer as a coven—I’m sorry, it was so stupid!” They swept at their soggy cheeks. “I should have just asked y-you, I’m so so sorry…”
Unable to meet any of their eyes, Darcy burst into a fresh wave of tears.
“You’re right,” said Nick. “You should have asked. And Charlie would have told you what a crap idea it was, refused and none of this would have happened.”
Tara opened her mouth to protest, but Darcy merely hung their head.
“I reversed it,” they said. “I don’t know where Lucille went but here—” They reached into their jacket pocket and drew out the ripped page, folded into quarters. They offered it to Charlie and he took it. “I’m sorry I ever kept this from you. It’s yours and… I messed it up so badly.”
Charlie glanced down at the folded page, unsure how to feel about this tiny success in the face of everything else. But then Sarah appeared, and he shoved it quickly into his pocket. She threw her arms around Nick.
“Nicky! I had to help the other chaperones and I lost track of you,” she exclaimed. “Charlie, Isaac! You’re both okay. Thank goodness. You are okay, aren’t you?” She looked all of them up and down, reached to smudge aside a clump of soot from Charlie’s forehead.
“We’re fine, Sarah.” Charlie resecurred his grip around Nick’s waist. “Can we go home now?”
“Yes, yes, let’s go home. Oh, sweetheart, you’re going to need a shower and a half…”
Nick didn’t let go of Charlie’s hand the entire journey home. Sarah promised to walk back to school in the morning to pick up Nick’s car. For now, she refused to let him drive home himself, for which Charlie was thankful. The colour had not yet returned to Nick’s face and though he suspected he couldn’t feel it, he was still shaking a little.
An hour later, Charlie was showered and sitting up in bed, the ripped grimoire page in one hand, the photo of the cottage cellar ceiling on his phone in the other.
Nick entered from his own shower, towel around his shoulders. He sighed at the sight of him. “I would have thought you’d want to sleep, considering your crazy heroics this evening…”
Charlie rolled his eyes. “This symbol is used to channel dark magic, right? And this spell Elle ripped out is the page opposite so I think they’re a pair. They must go together somehow…”
Nick discarded his towel and climbed into bed beside him.
“What if my mum was trying to take away her own dark magic? Channel her dark magic into that symbol on the ceiling…”
Nick snuggled down and rolled over to face away from him. “Maybe.”
“Nick… I said I was sorry.”
“Hmph.”
Charlie set the page and his phone on the bedside table, then wriggled down under the covers to spoon him the best he could when he was so curled up tight. He kissed his shoulder. “You’re angry at me.”
“Yes!” Charlie only just let go before Nick rolled over again. And then suddenly Charlie was under him, Nick’s hands pinning him to the mattress, his floppy fringe damp and hanging into his fire-filled eyes. “I’m fucking fuming at you, actually.”
Charlie raised his eyebrows. “Oh, really?” And he rolled his hips.
Nick’s throat bob as he swallowed. “This is serious, Charlie…”
“Hmm, I know…” Charlie leaned up and kissed him, slow and hard.
Nick barely even kissed back, but when Charlie lay back again, his eyes were a darker brown than he’d rarely seen them.
“I know,” Charlie whispered. “I’m sorry.” He ran his fingertips up Nick’s arm, leaving goosebumps in his wake. “How can I make it up to you?”
And the way Nick looked, Charlie could feel the air around them crackle with their magic. The darkness in Nick’s eyes seeped into Charlie’s middle and eradicated the unease, the residual fear, the guilt.
Nick rolled his hips and Charlie groaned into his mouth as they kissed again, open-mouthed and hard. And then Nick was pinning his wrists down, pressing him deep into the mattress with searing kiss after searing kiss.
The bedroom door creaked open.
Nick and Charlie blinked out of their haze of heat, and David stepped into the room.
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Chapter 23: remember how you were
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Chapter 23 Word Count: 8918
Content Warnings: mention of violence, mention of death, panic attack, mention of drugs, threat
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Chapter Text
chapter twenty-three: remember how you were
“Fuck off!”
Though they were still completely clothed, Nick yanked the duvet over them more securely.
Beneath him, Charlie froze, his mind taking several seconds to comprehend what had happened. But there he was, David, standing in the doorway, gaping at them.
Then he turned and scurried back out, shutting the door with a slam. “Jesus fucking shit, I did not need to see that!”
Nick and Charlie stared at each other in shock. With a groan, Nick rolled off him.
“What is he doing here?” Charlie hissed.
They leaned against each other side by side and listened to the distant hushed voice of Sarah in the hallway. “Well, you could have knocked, sweetheart.”
Nick and Charlie lay there, trying to calm their pounding hearts, until David’s bedroom door clicked shut and the rest of the house fell quiet once again.
His pulse still a little quicker than normal, Charlie wrapped his arms around Nick and rested his cheek against his back. Nick was still so tense.
“Why is he here, Char?”
“It is the Christmas holidays.”
“Right.” Nick exhaled. “And I’m supposed to believe he’s just here to see family.”
Charlie snuggled closer. “I don’t know what it means that he’s here, but I’m sorry that he is. I’m sorry for scaring you. I’m sorry for… for everything.”
Nick’s hand closed around Charlie’s and squeezed. Then he turned round to face him, and pulled him tight against his chest. “Enough sorries,” he said. “It’s okay. I know why you did what you did. For Isaac. And I am… proud of you—for being so brave, only… I can’t lose you, okay? I can’t.”
“I know.” Charlie stroked a hand through his hair. “And you won’t. We’ll deal with David in the morning but for now, please, let’s go to sleep. I’m so tired.”
Nick hummed softly and tightened his hold around him. “Me too.”
He settled with his cheek over Charlie’s hair, and though he was a little squished, Charlie let him hold onto him as tightly as he wanted, as he needed, to anchor himself. Charlie closed his eyes and let himself be anchored, too, by the feeling of his warmth all around him, by his heartbeat steady beneath his ear, by his very scent—and drifted off to sleep.
Neither of them began to stir again before noon the next day.
It was Saturday. It was officially the Christmas holidays and not even David’s sudden reappearance could dent their cosy bubble.
They got each other off slowly, lazily before prying themselves out of bed, showering and heading downstairs for some lunch.
The house was quiet, the banisters twinkling with Christmas lights, the tree set and ready for the big day. They padded into the kitchen in their socks and set about making eggs together while Nellie scampered around their feet.
As was their usual, Charlie mostly just provided moral support while they cooked together, occasionally chopping things, putting bread in the toaster and distracting Nick with kisses and cuddles. Soon they had two mugs of tea and two steaming plates of scrambled egg on toast.
They were sitting down at the kitchen table to eat when they heard the front door open. Nellie’s ears prickled and she skittered out from under the table to the safety of her basket in the corner.
A moment later, David stomped into the kitchen, boots still on and damp from the rain. Nick tensed and Charlie placed a hand on his arm. While David continued to stomp around the kitchen, throwing beans into a bowl and bunging them in the microwave, Nick and Charlie tentatively chewed their eggs. David yanked the apple juice from the fridge and took a long glug from the bottle.
“Could have made me some,” he said, spying their plates.
“Could have stayed in Glasgow,” said Nick without looking up.
“Could have done, yeah.” David nodded thoughtfully as he leaned against the counter with his juice, the fridge door hanging open. “Could have stayed in Glasgow and let your boyfriend and Isaac shrivel and burn in that fire last night, yeah.”
Nick stared. “What the fuck are you talking about?”
With a scoff, David shook his head and turned back to his beans.
Charlie looked down at the boots on David’s feet and realised how familiar they were. “Nick,” he hissed. “It was him. He’s telling the truth. He… he saved me and Isaac last night.”
Nick blinked at him, stunned.
“It wasn’t an easy task, either,” said David. “You’re heavier than you look and that smoke was thick .” He replaced the juice, took out the cheese, and shut the fridge. “I would say I deserve a thank you. What is that, the third time I’ve saved your life now?”
“Third?” Nick demanded. “What—?”
“From Millie,” said David, counting off on his fingers. “From the Society, and from that fire—”
“I saved Charlie from the Society,” said Nick. “You did nothing!”
“I brought you to where he was. Without me they would have taken him away forever and I’d have had to endure your pathetic misery.”
Nick stabbed at the remains of his eggs with his fork. Charlie could tell he was trying to keep calm, trying not to start yelling at his brother, just as Charlie was trying not to start throwing things in his general direction.
He took a deep breath and let out a long sigh. “Thank you, David, for helping me and Isaac. I’m sure the firefighters would have found us just fine on their own but…”
David snorted. “The firefighters don’t have magic. They wouldn’t have been able to cure you of all that smoke inhalation. It’s thanks to me you didn’t spend the night in hospital and were able to fornicate with my brother until the wee hours of the morning instead.” He dolloped his beans out onto his toast and dumped a handful of cheese over it.
“We weren’t fornicating,” said Nick at the same time Charlie murmured, “We could have done that at the hospital just fine…”
They caught each other’s eye and burst into private giggles. David scoffed and rolled his eyes. But then, he picked up his beans on toast and sat down opposite them at the table. Disconcerted, Nick pushed aside the rest of his food while Charlie picked at some toast with his fork.
“So,” said David, after several long, awkward moments of chewing. “I suppose you both have a lot of questions for me.”
Charlie raised an incredulous eyebrow.
“Go ahead,” said David, waving his cutlery. “Shoot.”
Nick leaned back in his chair and folded his arms. “How long have you been a witch hunter?”
David shot him a hard glare. Then rolled his eyes and gave a resigned sigh. “About six months. But I’ve known the Hopkins Society in Glasgow for ages. There aren’t too many actual witches left up there, so they were all I had to help me make sense of what happened to dad.”
“He died in the barn fire,” said Nick. “What else do you need to know?”
David shook his head. “I was so angry at him for leaving us, but even angrier at whoever had caused that fire. I didn’t have any proof that it was even human error which caused it, but it was better to place the blame on some unknown person than dad so… I would have done anything to find out who it was and get revenge. I thought the Society could help me so I did as they asked, I agreed to come here under the pretense of destroying your coven and gather as much information as I could. Only I didn’t realise how much… I didn’t think that…” He took a breath. “I didn’t think they’d go to such lengths and I didn’t think I’d care so much one way or the other.”
Charlie clutched his mug of tea between his hands and tried not to throw it. “You didn’t think you’d care if your witch hunter friends murdered your own brother?!”
“I didn’t think I’d care so much whether they kidnapped my brother’s stupid little boyfriend, but here we are.” David’s brown eyes glinted with something not unlike desperation. He shook it away with his trademark scoff. “At last, Nicky, your brother isn’t entirely made of stone, congrats.”
“Gee, thanks,” said Nick, tight-jawed. “I’m so happy to know you’d care if I was killed.”
Charlie set his mug down with a clunk. “So you got in way over your head with the witch hunters, which no one would see coming, I’m sure. Then you chickened out of kidnapping me, helped us, yes, but then… What happened? Why did you leave with them?”
“I had to get them as far away from you as possible before I could escape. I’ve been laying low in Glasgow, trying to rebuild their trust in me. Harry and that lot think I’m soft as shit for fudging your kidnapping so badly.”
“What are you doing back here, then?” asked Nick. “And don’t say for Christmas. You could be leading them right back here to Charlie.”
“Discovering you were a Waterhouse stopped Harry from killing you,” said David. “Your bloodline is too strong for him to mess with and he didn’t want to get torched like Ben.”
“So then I’m safe.”
“From Harry and his family, yes. But not from the council.”
“There’s a council of witch hunters?”
David nodded. “I came back for Christmas, but I also came back to warn you.” He looked Charlie dead in the eye. “The council have a ritual they use to kill witches with dark magic. The last time they used it was sixteen years ago—to kill your mum. And it’s how they plan on killing you.”
Nick stared between his brother and Charlie, eyes wide.
“I thought my mum was killed in the fire with everyone else,” said Charlie, trying to remain calm. “And that happened because their coven wasn’t bound and their magic got out of control. That’s what happened, isn’t it?”
David shook his head. “I always assumed the same thing. I had no idea the Society had hunters at the barn that day, but they were.”
Mind racing, Charlie tried to catch Nick’s eye, but he was staring determinedly at his plate though not really seeing it. Charlie found his hand in his lap and gripped it. “So,” he said. “It wasn’t her dark magic over taking her. It wasn’t even regular coven magic. The Hopkins Society killed my mum.”
Nick finally looked up at him and managed a smile. As much as it was still a horrible death, Charlie couldn’t help but feel some relief. Not much, but some.
“Did they kill all of our parents?” asked Nick.
“I only know about Jane,” said David. “One of the women on the council, Carol, she was there that day. I eavesdropped on their meeting last week. She was talking about the ritual and how it destroyed Jane and her dark magic. Usually a witch’s power stays behind when the witch dies, but this ritual makes sure it’s all gone for good, the witch and their power.”
“But what is this ritual?” asked Charlie.
“Harry and Marcus had no idea, and I can’t exactly go about asking the others without them getting suspicious. But we do need to find out as much as we can—it’s the only way we can be prepared.”
Nick gripped Charlie’s hand harder, the pressure grounding. Charlie could feel his pulse through their touch, could feel how much he was trying not to panic.
Nick closed his eyes and tried to take a breath. “It doesn’t matter so much what the ritual is, only that it doesn’t happen. It can’t—we can’t let it happen. When are they coming? What are their plans? Surely you have some useful information.”
“Not soon,” said David. “I don’t think. After Christmas I’d guess… they all have families, so…”
Charlie laughed darkly. “Not a very festive family activity, leading a witch hunt.”
“I’d say we have until now and the new year to figure this thing out,” said David. “That’s plenty of time.”
But even he didn’t sound entirely convinced.
At the sound of the front door opening, there was a clatter of paws against the floor, and Nellie skittered into the hall to greet Sarah. A moment later, she stepped into the kitchen, unravelling her scarf, her cheeks pink from the cold.
“This is very civilised,” she said. “You boys doing alright? I’m sorry I wasn’t there this morning. Last night was a lot and I expect you’re both feeling it today.”
Nick was still staring down at the table, his mind too full for speech.
“We… we only woke up about an hour ago,” said Charlie. “We’re doing okay, I think. Just kind of tired.”
“A lazy day today, then,” said Sarah. “You go on, I’ll handle your plates. I’m in a generous mood.” None of them moved. “Go on, shift, the three of you.”
Before Charlie could thank her or do much of anything at all other than stand up, Nick was pulling him from the room, into the hall and up the stairs. He didn’t stop or look back until they were inside his bedroom and he was shutting the door behind them. With a shout, Nick hit at the door in frustration, kicked it several times, then sank against it, defeated.
“Nick, it’s okay…”
Charlie reached for his shoulders, to ease him away from the door before he could hurt himself. But Nick ducked out of his reach and strode across the room to the window. He threw it open, stuck his head out and yelled into the cold, winter air.
Charlie watched him, his broad shoulders so tense and scared, unsure whether he wanted or needed to be touched right now, and unsure whether he himself should be screaming into the void, too. “Nick?”
Nick’s hands tightened around the windowsill. He took several, shuddering lungfuls of air—then turned around and crushed himself into Charlie’s arms.
For a long while, Nick just cried. And Charlie held him, chilly air from the open window raising goosebumps on his skin.
“We’ll figure it out,” Charlie whispered, rocking him gently. “We will, we’re gonna be fine. It’ll all be okay… we just need to—hey—”
Charlie pulled away to look into Nick’s face. He had felt as well as heard the way Nick’s breaths had changed shape. “Oh, Nick… Come on, come here. Sit down.”
He ushered him to sit on the edge of the bed, knelt before him and took both his hands in his own. “Look at me. Hey, Nick, look at me… Match my breathing, yeah? We’re gonna go nice and slow.”
Together, they took some deep, slow breaths. In and out. In and out.
It took a while for Nick to catch on, for his wide-eyed expression to soften, for the tears to dry on his cheeks.
By the time his breaths finally evened out, he was exhausted. He curled up on top of the covers and Charlie curled beside him.
“They want to kill you,” said Nick. “A group of normal, non-magical people want to—to destroy you.”
“Let’s—let’s keep optimistic about this. Please?”
“Char… how are you so calm ?”
“I… I don’t know. But I’m gonna ride it till it breaks.”
Nick shifted his head and Charlie knew what he wanted. He moved so he was lying on his back and Nick was able to rest his head on his chest, his arms wrapped around his middle. Charlie sank one hand into his tousled hair and felt him relax just a little.
“Right,” said Charlie on an exhale. “We have until the new year, which is ten and a half days away. A ritual… what kind of ritual could a bunch of normies do anyway? Maybe David isn’t the only witch who’s also a witch hunter. They must have someone or something giving them power. Unless it isn’t a magical ritual at all. Or maybe it’s like Lucille’s voodoo—something anyone can learn, but you have better luck if it’s in your blood…”
Charlie looked up at the rainbow fairy lights strung over their heads. “My mum’s death—we need to find out as much as we can about what happened—for real this time. But I don’t even know where to start, the archives had nothing but the house deed.”
“I do,” said Nick. He sat up. “Hand me my laptop.”
Rolling his eyes, Charlie reached for the floor and did as he was told. “Your best friend Mr Google?”
“Always.”
“Maybe that’s not such a good idea right now. You should probably have a nap. I’m always super tired after a panic attack.”
Nick pouted and folded his arms. “Just a quick Google and then a nap.”
Charlie relented and handed over the laptop. “Fine.” He snuggled up beside him as Nick booted it up. “But when has the internet ever been useful when it comes to searching for magic stuff? It’s a mess of fiction and conspiracies.”
“Hmm, you’re right,” Nick admitted an hour later. He shut the laptop with a snap and tossed it aside. “Utter crap.”
His hand fell into Charlie’s hair and he sighed. It felt so nice. He had almost fallen asleep, his cheek pressed against Nick’s side while he scrolled and scrolled. In that moment, in the cosy warmth of Nick’s bedroom, all really was okay.
“Do you think we should tell the others?” asked Nick.
Charlie blinked sleepily up at him. “Yes,” he said. “But maybe we should wait until after Christmas. They deserve to enjoy their holidays at least for a bit—unlike us who now have to sit in the knowledge that it could be my last Christmas ever.”
“Charlie, please…” Nick groaned.
“Sorry. Oh, god, I’m sorry! I… I have to joke about it or I’ll… I’ll...”
“It’s okay. No s-words.”
They snuggled even closer and closed their eyes.
“Besides,” said Charlie. “By then, hopefully we’ll have some answers.”
✨
It was the twenty-eighth of December and they still didn’t have any answers.
The revelation that David was back in town burst and fizzled quickly, considering the news he had brought. The coven had been forewarned and set off to find out anything they could, and for the last two days they had been scrambling to find any mention of rituals for the exact purpose of destroying dark magic and the witches it belonged to.
Nick constantly flipped between “everything’s going to be alright, we’ll figure it out, I won’t let anyone hurt you” and “there’s nothing we can do, we’ll never figure it out, you’re going to be murdered.”
Even on Christmas day, when the house had been full of Nelsons, it was a constant effort to distract themselves enough to enjoy the festive time. They hardly saw David, though on the occasions they did, he looked as tired and harried as they felt. Which was something, Charlie supposed.
He had thought his phone conversation with his grandmother would have cheered him up, but it only stabbed a slither of loneliness into his otherwise people-filled day. After that, he and Nick had to disappear upstairs to kiss in peace for a considerable amount of time before falling asleep with Nellie in front of Doctor Who.
And the whole time they couldn’t help but look across the room or the table, at Sarah, and wonder what she knew. She hadn’t been at the barn that day, thank goodness, but she was a witch, and thus, they assumed she must know more than she had told them. Only they couldn’t ask her, for her sake and theirs. If the elders found out, they’d be putting their whole coven at risk.
So, Nick and Charlie suffered in silence until Boxing Day.
It had been a relief to finally tell the coven the truth. Their reactions had been, as expected, horrified and panic-filled and worried. Charlie still felt bad for disrupting their holiday cheer, but Nick needed their support. Charlie needed them, too, he really did, only… his calm ride persisted. He was starting to wonder whether it would ever break. Maybe when he was in the Society’s clutches, an inch from death, he might feel it, the panic, the fear. Maybe then.
With three days until the new year, and having been too restless to remain indoors, Nick and Charlie spent the afternoon with Nellie at the park. The weather was still just as bitter as it had been all winter, but bundled in their coats, it didn’t bother them. Every moment seemed to count extra now there was a constant ticking timer in the back of Charlie’s head. He didn’t know when the alarm would go off, didn’t know when the sand would run out and the Hopkins Society would arrive, but he could spend every second he could with the people he loved, making sure they felt his love and surrounding himself with their love in return.
The second they returned home, David hurtled down the stairs. “I’ve had a breakthrough!” It was possibly the first full sentence David had spoken to either of them all week, so it took both of them a moment to process what he’d said. “Quick,” he whispered. “Mum’s in the living room. Come on.”
And he turned and hurried back up the stairs.
Nick and Charlie exchanged a look, then shrugged. They had no option but to humour him.
Up in David’s room, they hovered cautiously by the door.
“This had better be good,” said Nick.
“If we shut the door do you promise not to just murder me yourself?” asked Charlie sarcastically.
“You wouldn’t have followed me in here if you thought I would do that,” said David.
Charlie shut the door behind them. “Actually, while you’ve been hiding away in Scotland, I’ve been really getting the hang of this dark magic thing. So, yeah, I would.”
“If you’re not nice,” said Nick. “I’ll tell you why we now sometimes call it horny magic.”
David looked like might be sick. “Ugh. Just because I’m learning not to be phobic doesn’t mean I want to know all the gross details of your sex life.”
“Don’t be a dick, then.” Nick folded his arms. “So. Spill.”
“So…” David took a breath. “The only people who would know about the ritual for certain, other than the council themselves, would be the witches who were there that day.”
“But who’s left to tell us what happened?” asked Charlie.
“Um, well, me.”
Nick and Charlie stared. “What?”
“I was there,” said David.
“At the fire?” Charlie didn’t understand. “But how? You must have been, what? Five?”
“I hid in our dad’s car.” David shrugged. “He didn’t know I was there.”
Nick rubbed a hand across his forehead and took a few paces across the carpet. “Why are you only just telling us this now?”
“I don’t remember much,” said David, sinking into his desk chair. “Dad was going out somewhere fun, a party. I didn’t want him to go without me so I snuck into the backseat and hid under a blanket. When we got to the barn, he parked and I watched him go inside. I waited until he couldn’t see me and followed him. I snuck inside and—that’s the last thing I remember. I was five. I must have blocked the rest out.”
“It must have been bad,” said Charlie, trying to picture the scene. “For you to have blocked it out completely.”
“But how does this help us?” asked Nick.
“I think,” said David, turning to Charlie. “With your dark magic, you can help me remember. Or maybe even see what happened for yourself.”
Nick’s eyes narrowed as he frowned.
“How?” asked Charlie.
“You can connect with others in ways the rest of us can’t,” David explained. “You did it with Elle at the lakehouse, saw her memory of her younger self.”
“So what you’re saying is…” Charlie’s mind was racing a mile a minute, not quite grasping every possibility. “You want me to go into your memory?”
“Yes,” said David. “I found a spell in here we can try.” He lifted a book from his bedside table. Charlie recognised the old black cover—it was the book about dark magic they had found in the cottage. “If we do it right it’ll take me back to that day. We’ll be able to sit and watch and learn all we need to know about the ritual. Your dark magic is the key to unlocking the memories I repressed.”
Could this really be the answer they’d been looking for? It seemed a drastic, intense solution, but at this point wouldn’t he do anything at all, if only Nick could get a good night’s sleep?
“Give me that.” Nick plucked the book from David’s hands. His eyes scanned the memory spell. “Is this safe?”
David rolled his eyes. “The only risk is if the mind disconnects from what is real. But having the two of us there, we’ll be grounded to each other.”
“The two of you?” Nick looked up. “You are not dragging Charlie into your fucked up memories alone. What if you get stuck?”
“We won’t,” said David. “Probably.”
Quietly, Charlie peered over Nick’s shoulder at the spell. It seemed pretty simple all things considered. But he had consumed enough media about time travel to know it was rarely simple—often mind-bogglingly confusing, not to mention delicate. He chewed his lip and, before he had even realised he’d made up his mind, Nick caught sight of his expression and the hesitation in his eyes grew.
“Char? I’m not saying we shouldn’t do this, but…”
Charlie sighed. He understood Nick’s concern, he really, truly did, but at the same time… “I can’t just wait around for these witch hunters to come and find me. I have to be prepared. We all do. It’s been a week, Nick, and what else do we have?”
Nick grimaced. “I hate it,” he said. “I hate it so much, but it’s better than… than nothing. Okay…” He scrubbed a hand over his face and nodded. “Okay.”
Charlie kissed his cheek. “Okay.”
✨
The last thing Pauline had expected to stumble upon when she’d popped out to return some bits from Christmas was her own daughter having coffee with Richard Argent. But there they were, Tara and Darcy sitting side by side on the sofa in the Costa window, opposite Richard, smiles on each of their faces.
Tara met her eye through the glass and gave a cheerful wave. Pauline made an effort to hide her shock, but she couldn’t leave it be. She had to say something. This—this could not happen. She strode into the Costa and up to their table.
“Sweetheart,” she said. “What are you doing here?”
Tara blinked brightly up at her. “Richard asked us to come and get coffee.”
“To catch up and get to know each other a bit better,” said Richard, entirely innocently.
“We were actually just about to head out, mum. Why don’t you take my seat?”
“No, I can’t,” Pauline stuttered. “I’m…”
“Mum, relax. Sit.” Tara got up, hugged her, then headed to the door with Darcy who waved to Richard surprisingly politely.
“We’ll do this again,” said Richard.
The door closed behind Tara and Darcy and Pauline watched them walk off together down the road. When they were out of sight, she sank onto the sofa and glared daggers at Richard. “Don’t ever use my daughter to get to me.”
Richard sipped the dregs of his coffee. “What do you expect me to do, Pauline? You don’t answer my phone calls.”
“I thought I made it clear I don’t want to talk to you.”
“Why? Because your mother doesn’t like me?”
“Because you wanted to kill her,” Pauline hissed.
“Look,” said Richard. “I admit, things got a little out of hand. But we have two crystals. The coven is bound. We are on our way to getting our power back.”
“No, Richard, you have one dead crystal and I have one live one—and you’re never getting anywhere near it.”
Richard rubbed his forehead and sighed deeply. “Why are you doing this to me, Pauline?”
“You’re up to something,” she said. “And I’m going to find out what.”
✨
Tara hadn’t been all that thrilled about going to meet with Richard, but they’d actually ended up having a nice time. If he was going to one day be her stepdad, she was thankful to know they could get along. And the outing had, for the first time since Boxing Day, helped her to forget their friends’ newest distressing news. For an hour or so at least.
Darcy slid an arm around her as they headed down the road to the bus stop.
“Are you sure you still want to do this?” Tara asked.
“No?” said Darcy. “But I’m glad you’re with me this time. I—I know it’s a risk but with so little else to go on…”
Tara nodded and kissed their cheek. “We need to at least try.”
They caught the bus to St Mary Hoo, Tara happy to sit quietly while Darcy chattered on, their enthusiasm a little forced but comforting nonetheless. Twenty minutes later, they were outside the little house and Darcy was ringing the doorbell.
Lucille answered quickly and invited them inside. “Thanks for agreeing to come,” she said. “I was worried I’d scared you off for good.”
“You kind of had,” said Darcy as they followed Lucille into her living room. “Only, we have another magical problem and we promised our friends we’d look literally everywhere we could think of.”
Tara and Darcy perched on the edge of the sofa.
“This is Tara, by the way.”
“Ah, yes,” said Lucille, smiling softly. “The girlfriend. It’s nice to officially meet you.”
Tara could not say the same for her. “Look, we really do want to make this quick.”
“Don’t worry. I promise I’m not wasting your time when I say I’m certain we can find a way to bring your solo magic back.”
“That’s not important right now,” said Darcy. “We wanted to ask about rituals—”
There was a loud knocking on the front door. Lucille jumped violently, startling Tara and Darcy more than the knock.
“Pardon me.” And Lucille hurried out into the hall.
Tara and Darcy exchanged baffled looks. Their eyes widened as they heard a male voice, loud and clear, barge itself into the house. “Hey, Lucy!”
A man strode into the living room. He looked about the same age as Lucille, his dirty blond hair hanging lank and scraggly down to his chin. His clothes looked as if he’d picked them up from his bedroom floor at random, and his boots left faint marks against Lucille’s pale pink rug.
“Oops,” he said. “I didn’t know you were with clients.”
“We’re not clients,” said Darcy.
The man raised an eyebrow. “Friends? Introduce me, Lucy.”
“Darcy, Tara, this is Owen.” Lucille leaned against the arm of the sofa, her arms wrapped around herself. “What do you want? I’m busy.”
But Owen completely ignored her. Instead, his attention turned to Darcy, then jumped quickly to Tara, upon whom he lingered. “Tara,” he said. “Beautiful name.”
Darcy glared. Tara gripped their arm.
Owen turned to Lucille, hovering unnaturally close to her. “I’m surprised she even remembers my name. Bitch won’t return my calls.”
“I’ve been busy,” said Lucille through tight lips.
“Oh, I can see that. Excuse us. Shop talk. Get us some beers, won’t you?”
Tara and Darcy both blinked. Was he talking to them?
“Get them yourself,” Darcy snapped.
“Wah-ho, got yourself a lively one here, Lucy, hey?”
Somehow, five minutes later, Tara and Darcy were still sitting there on the sofa, leaning against each other, unable to converse, but flitting worried glances at Lucille and back. Lucille was still perched on the arm of the sofa, having got Owen a beer, which he had consumed in three massive gulps. He now paced across the rug in his filthy boots, talking animatedly on the phone.
“Chill out, you’ll get it,” he said down the line. “Yeah, well, while you’re whining, the price is going up.”
“How do you know this guy?” Darcy mouthed at Lucille.
She shrugged. “I used to work with him.”
“Later,” said Owen and hung up the call. “You make it sound like ancient history,” he scoffed. “What’s it been? Less than a year? How’s Freya?”
“Who’s Freya?” asked Darcy without thinking.
“Old girlfriend,” said Lucille, her expression controlled and blank. “We lost touch.”
“Sorry to hear that,” said Owen. “So, are you gonna get me what I need or what?”
“You know I don’t deal anymore.”
“Wait,” said Tara. “You’re a drug dealer?”
“Was,” said Lucille.
“Not just any drugs.” Owen’s eyes lit up. “My own special recipe. I call it Oungan. It gives you superpowers.”
Like solo magic? Darcy wanted to ask, but Tara gripped their arm even tighter and shook her head, no.
Owen laughed. “You want to try it? I give discounts to newbies.”
“No.” Lucille leapt to her feet. “They don’t want to try. And like I said, I don’t have any.”
As casual as if he were taking out his phone again, Owen plucked a switchblade from his pocket and fiddled with the end. Darcy moved just slightly further forward, putting themself between the man with the knife and Tara.
“I think,” said Owen. “You still know where to get it.” He angled the blade at Lucille. Who didn’t even flinch. “You’ve got two hours.”
“Darcy, Tara, why don’t you two head out?” she said.
Owen gestured with the knife. “No no no. You go. They stay.”
“Leave them out of this.”
“Aw, Lucy thinks I’m gonna hurt you,” he mocked. “But why would I do that? I have no reason to do that, do I?”
Darcy swallowed thickly and tried to sound braver than they felt. “Go, Lucille. We’ll stay.”
“No way.”
“It’s fine.” Darcy set Owen with as intense a glare as they could muster. “I’m sure Owen here will be the perfect gentleman.”
“You sure?”
Tara and Darcy nodded slowly. Besides, they could look after themselves. They didn’t need solo magic when they were together.
“Alright,” said Lucille, still cautious. “I’ll be as quick as I can.” And she turned and left them alone in the house with Owen and his knife.
✨
“Afternoon, Richard,” said Sarah. “What can I get you?”
The man, so similar and yet so vastly different to the boy she had first met in school. He’d had a gentle kindness underneath the layer of toughness back then. Sometimes she glimpsed it now. Mostly, it was hidden beneath the button-ups and the headteacher air of authority. But the man standing before the counter in Nellie’s Tea Room now looked world-weary and worn.
“Just a black coffee, please, Sarah.”
“Is everything alright?”
“Not… not really.”
“Can I help?”
He managed a tired smile. “You’re sweet. You always were.” She handed over his drink. “I remember how you were with Julio, and with Stéphane, too. I always envied that you were always there for them. They were lucky to be on the receiving end of your affection.”
“That’s very kind of you to say, only, I don’t think Julio saw it that way.”
Richard grimaced. “Things got confusing for all of us.” He sipped his drink.
“So what’s going on?” asked Sarah. “Is there something you wanted to talk about?”
“It’s nothing…”
“Richard.” She fixed him with a firm but gentle stare that always worked on her boys.
Richard let out a sigh. “It’s Pauline.”
At once, Sarah felt her shoulders tense, her hands gripped the edge of the counter a little harder. “What happened?”
“We got into an argument and… things got a bit heated.”
She dropped her voice to a whisper. “Did she do something to you?”
Richard opened his mouth, then closed it again, struggling with his words. “She… she choked me.”
Her eyes went wide and she looked down at her hands, shaking her head in disbelief.
“What is it?” asked Richard.
“She did the same thing to me,” said Sarah. “Richard, you have to report her.”
“I can’t.”
“Why the hell not?”
Richard glanced quickly around at the patrons of the cafe. “She did magic. Sarah, she had a crystal. I saw it.”
Sarah’s hands clenched into fists. “Then I’ll take care of her.”
“No. She’s too dangerous.”
“You know Pauline and I have never gotten along,” said Sarah. “She was a bully back then and she still is now. But I will not let her get away with it anymore.”
Richard gripped his coffee cup, his expression softening. “Thank you. W-when you get the crystal, we’ll figure out the safest way to get rid of it, and then she’ll be done.”
She gave him a small smile and he nodded his gratefulness, before turning and exiting the cafe. The bell over the door tinkled in his wake and Sarah exhaled. She watched Richard disappear down the road, then quickly hurried into the back room with an instruction to Katie to replace her on the front till.
Sarah sank onto the old, worn sofa and took out her phone.
“Sarah,” came Pauline’s voice from the other end. “What do you want?”
“I know you have a crystal and that you killed Hassan Eskander when he found out about it.”
“Are you drunk?” Pauline snarked. “You should really sleep that off.”
“I’m telling the elders, Pauline. They’ll stop you. You can’t kill them all.”
✨
This was it, Nick told himself. This was how they saved Charlie from the Hopkins Society. The first step, anyway. He knew it was necessary, knew it was imperative to know what was coming before it came so they could have a better chance of learning how to stop it.
And yet, sitting in the back seat of David’s car, heading out of town into the countryside, Nick wished they could have done this without having to rely on David. He had never trusted his brother with anything before, and now, after what they’d learned and the people he had gotten wrapped up in, the terrible things he’d done to reach his own means… Could he really trust that his heart had indeed grown three sizes?
Charlie was leaning with his head against the window, deep in thought like he so often was these days. There were dark circles under his eyes, a slump to his shoulders, that constant coolness to his skin. As much as he’d presented as calm and collected all week, Nick knew the stress had been taking its toll.
They just had to get through this evening and then they’d have some answers.
As David turned off the main road, onto country lanes, Nick took out his phone, figuring he’d better update the group chat. He knew Tara and Darcy had gone to speak to Lucille that afternoon, and was unsurprised neither of them were online. But Tao, Elle and Isaac were, so Nick explained to them all about the memory spell and David’s plan.
NICK (16:46): David was there on the day of the fire. There’s a dark magic spell that will let him and Charlie access his lost memories of that night.
TAO (16:47): so they might be able to see our parents? see what really happened??
NICK (16:47): Yes, but I’m worried. It sounds really risky and it means trusting David.
ELLE (16:48): I don’t blame Charlie for wanting to do it regardless. I’d do it, too, if I could. Just to see them, to know the truth finally.
ISAAC (16:48): Everyone in the coven had their lives changed that day. We should all be there.
NICK (16:49): Alright, meet us at the barn as soon as you can! The more of us that are there, the safer I’ll feel 😰
ELLE (16:49): We’ll be there, Nick! Don’t worry ❤️
He let out a breath. Good. This was good. Back up was coming and the idea soothed him a little. He turned to tell Charlie, but his eyes had fallen closed. His breaths had slowed in sleep and Nick let him rest. Behind him, the sun was setting below the fields stretching out around them in all directions.
It wasn’t until they rounded a corner and the building came into view that Nick realised just what a monumental moment this was. After all this time of wondering and not knowing, here they were and there it was. The barn.
They went over a bump in the road and Charlie woke to blink up at the hulking, burnt-out mass sitting halfway across the field they were approaching. As they got closer and closer, Nick saw how truly large the barn was, though ordinary enough beneath the soot.
David parked in a layby and the three of them ducked out into the drizzle. Nick and Charlie huddled close as they trudged up the wreckage.
“This is it,” Charlie breathed. “This is where it happened.”
“Yeah.” Nick gave his hand a little squeeze. “Are you sure you want to try this?”
Charlie grimaced, but a cold determination had returned to his features. Maybe that tiny nap had done him a lot of good. “We need to know.”
The main doors were cracked and crumbling, and they were able to step inside easily. The space immediately opened out into one massive room with smaller doors coming off it on both sides, a walkway around the perimeter. Blackened ash covered everything but the graffiti and broken beer bottles littering the floor.
“We need something that would have been here sixteen years ago,” said David, peering around the dimly lit space. The floor crunched underfoot.
“What about ash?” asked Nick. “There’s plenty of it.”
Charlie shivered in his coat. “Yeah, good idea.”
“Maybe your brain isn’t full of cotton after all,” said David. He took out a small glass vial and began to scoop up some ash.
“Aw,” said Charlie, huddled close to Nick in the cold. “But there is some room left over for thoughts.
“Some?” Nick could tell Charlie was trying to lighten the mood, for which he was thankful, but it was a struggle to match his attempt.
“Alright,” said Charlie. “Lots, then. Lots of beautiful, thoughtful thoughts.”
Nick wrapped him into a hug. Just to hold him for a moment in that cold, abandoned place made his heart and soul feel a little more whole, a little more at ease. They drew apart, but kept ahold of each other. Nick had half-expected to find David watching them with disgust, but he was merely busying himself with taking out the black volume and finding the correct page.
“What do we do now?” asked Nick.
David shoved the book into Charlie’s hands. “Use your dark magic, read the incantation aloud. We both need to be touching the ash and visualising the night of the fire.” He let out a sigh. “And you’ll need to let go of Nick.”
It seemed silly, but Nick really didn’t want to do that. Not even when Charlie patted his arm and moved away. Nick shoved his hands into his coat pockets and tried to act normal. This was okay, this was fine, nothing bad had happened yet. With his other hand free, Charlie was able to hold the book up better to study the incantation.
“I still think I should go with you,” said Nick.
“No,” David snapped.
“But our magic is more precise when we use it together,” Nick insisted. “If I could just—”
“Nick…” Charlie looked up from the book. “That’s the exact reason I need you to stay here in the present. There’s no one else I would trust more to anchor me to reality—or to pull me out if something goes wrong.”
“But how am I supposed to do that?” Nick tried and failed to keep the panic from his tone. “If I do something wrong I could accidentally hurt you or mess everything up worse—I don’t know what I’m doing, Char!”
“Hey,” Charlie whispered. He reached out again and grasped Nick’s hand between his own. “Nick, look at me. Breathe.” He did and he tried. “Just reach out for my magic and we’ll find each other, okay? That’s always worked before.”
Nick chewed at his lip and met his blue gaze.
“I trust you,” Charlie whispered. “Do you trust me?”
“Charlie… of course I trust you. It’s just I don’t trust…” He glanced sideways at his brother, who had turned away, unable to contain his distaste any longer.
Nick swallowed, took a deep breath and tried to remember why they were doing this. Witch hunters, remember. They’re coming after your boyfriend and you need to know how to stop them. “Alright. Let’s just get this over with.”
Once again, Charlie let go of his hand and followed David into the very middle of the room. Nick trailed after them, trying to channel some of Charlie’s determined bravery.
“Here, could you hold this?” He offered Nick the book and he took it, holding it open so Charlie could still read the incantation.
David poured some of the ash he’d gathered into his palm, then held his hand out towards Charlie. For the first time, Charlie hesitated. He glanced at Nick, and he knew he was struggling to remain as brave and determined as he had been this whole time.
“I’m here,” Nick murmured. “It’s going to be okay.”
Charlie let his fingertips rest against the ash in David’s palm, not holding his hand, merely touching it.
Even David seemed worried, pale and itching for this to be done. “Ready?”
Charlie nodded and began to read the incantation.
Over and over, he recited the strange words, his voice loud and clear in the large, empty room. Nick clutched the book tight, never once taking his eyes off Charlie. He didn’t know what to expect, didn’t know what would happen to know whether it was working or not. But then Charlie’s eyes closed. Not as if he had done so himself, but as if the spell had closed them for him.
“Charlie?”
Feeling sick, Nick glanced at David and saw his eyes had fallen shut too. The two of them were just standing there, rigid, eyes closed, one arm at their sides, the other hand out, now clasped around each others’.
The sight was deeply unsettling and Nick wanted to yell at them to stop, to come back. He wasn’t strong enough for this.
“Char?”
Nick gave Charlie’s shoulders a gentle shake, peered into his still face, but he knew it was no use. Charlie was powerful, he was smart—his magic had worked. Of course it had.
It was like Charlie was unconscious, only standing upright and frozen. Nick did wish they could have done this sitting down, possibly in some nice, comfortable chairs. He pressed his fingers over Charlie’s wrist and soothed himself with the thud-thud of his heart, with the minimal warmth radiating from him.
“What the fuck is going on in here?” Tao appeared from the main barn door, Elle and Isaac in tow. “This is creepy as fuck.”
“What’s wrong with them?” asked Elle. “Or is this the spell?”
At the sight of his three friends, Nick breathed a sigh of relief. “Thank god you’re here. Jesus, I’m freaking out. They just went under, I don’t know what to do, like, at all if anything goes wrong. This book is useless. I can’t… this is so shit…”
“Hey, hey, come here.” Elle pulled him into a hug.
Meanwhile, Isaac plucked the book from his hands and studied the spell. “Ugh, not this book again. Always bad news if it’s in here.”
Tao peered at Charlie, clearly as unnerved as Nick felt. “Do you think we should lie him down or something? Make him more comfortable somehow?”
“That’d probably be too risky,” said Isaac. “We don’t want to accidentally break their connection.” He looked up from the book and scrutinised Charlie and David’s positions. “They’ve done everything right according to this, so, I suppose all we can do now is wait.”
✨
Charlie opened his eyes, blinking in the artificial light.
He hadn’t moved.
At least, it didn’t feel like he’d moved.
He looked up at the barn ceiling way above. The large industrial lamps were on and the sky outside the windows was pitch dark—full night as opposed to early evening. The air around him was warmer, too. He dropped David’s hand and undid a few coat buttons.
“It worked,” said David. “Whoa…”
The barn around them was exactly as it had been (or as it would be), only intact. It had been abandoned long before even now, but different graffiti marred the walls, with different detritus left over from numerous parties.
It was sixteen years ago. And the barn fire hadn’t happened yet.
Which meant his mum was alive. And his dad.
“Oh my god,” Charlie gasped, staring around. “We’ve actually gone back in time! This is so cool!”
“If you say so…”
Ugh! Why did he have to be with David of all people? And suddenly all those time travel films he’d seen came back to him, along with all the issues which often arose for those protagonists. The rules and the possible, horrific danger if things went wrong. He didn’t want to accidentally delete himself.
“Very cool,” said Charlie, with a measured breath. “But also really risky. We need to be quick.”
Footsteps approached from the main door and they looked around. Two young men entered, separate but companionable.
“Come on,” said the blond man. “We’re going to be late.”
Charlie blinked.
David tensed beside him, then began to stride forward. “That’s my dad!”
Charlie hurried after him. “Wait! We probably shouldn't be seen—”
“What if someone sees?” said the second man. Isaac’s dad, Charlie realised. He had the same nose, the same ears, the same gentle demeanour.
“We’ll be fine,” Stéphane insisted.
Before Charlie could stop him, David strode right up to Stéphane. But neither he nor Colin Henderson paid them any mind.
“He can’t see me,” said David, stopping in his tracks.
The two of them stood there and watched the men disappear through a doorway to the left.
“I’m sorry,” said Charlie. “But that’s probably for the best. It makes it a lot easier for us if we physically can’t be seen. We haven’t gone back in time, we’re visiting a memory. We can’t interact, can’t change anything, we can only observe.”
“Alright, jeez, enough of the nerd-brain talk.”
Charlie huffed out a breath. He considered following Stéphane and Colin but before he could move, two more people entered the barn, heading in the same direction. They were of about the same age as the others, early-to-mid-twenties, and for a second, Charlie thought the man was James. He was about the same height, with similar facial features, but this man was a little older and distinctly more muscular. And he was hand in hand with a woman—who had James’ eyes.
“Is that…?”
“My Aunt Laura and Uncle Matthew,” said David. “James’ parents.”
“Let’s follow them.”
Charlie led the way across the room after Laura and Matthew.
David took a step—and gasped. Charlie whirled around, expecting to see something attacking him, but David merely clutched at his own head.
“What is it?” Charlie gasped. “What’s wrong?”
“I don’t know,” David hissed, his eyes squinched shut. “My head…”
“Are you okay?”
“What do you think?” David shook his head, peeled his eyes open and the pain seemed to fade. “I—I think it’s getting better. I’m fine. Of course I am. Come on.”
He strode after his aunt and uncle and Charlie hurried along behind him.
“Laura, listen to me,” Matthew was saying. “The Society don’t want to kill if they don’t have to. They promised me.”
They were almost through the door after them when David gasped again. Charlie peered through into a narrow passage beyond, but David stopped dead.
“It’s getting worse,” he cried. “Fuck, my head… everything’s so muddled.”
Charlie edged further across the threshold, looked down the passage, watched the young couple head along it, away from them.
“Yeah, but Jane says we shouldn’t trust them,” said Laura.
“And you believe her instincts over mine?” said Matthew. “What is it about Jane?”
“They’re talking about my mum!” Charlie gasped. “We need to follow them—now.”
They were about to disappear through a door at the other end of the passage.
“I… I can’t,” David panted, hands clamped around his head. “This feels so wrong. So bad … We have to get out of here!”
“But… I have to find my mum!”
“No, no, everything past here is blocked.” David began to shake his head back and forth. “We can’t go any further.”
“I have to—this is the only way of stopping this from happening again—David—!”
“You can’t!” David thrust one hand out to Charlie, ushering him to take it. “We have to go together.”
Charlie looked back around. Laura and Matthew slipped out of sight. “No. I have to see. I have to know.” He set off after them at a run.
“Charlie!” David yelled. “Charlie, for fuck’s sake—!”
He glanced back as David’s form blurred. It crackled and then… David vanished.
Heart thudding wildly in his ears, Charlie swallowed his rising panic and hurtled after Laura and Matthew.
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Chapter 24: come back to me
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Chapter 24 Word Count: 7856
Content Warnings: murder, blood, fire, magical violence, drugs
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chapter twenty-four: come back to me
He didn’t know what else to do. All he could think was to keep him as warm and comfortable as possible. Nick made sure his coat buttons were secure, made sure his scarf was around him, made sure he didn’t get too cold.
Meanwhile, Tao had taken up pacing, rubbing his hands together to generate some heat. Elle and Isaac were huddled together, looking from David to Charlie and back again, waiting… wondering…
Every now and then, Charlie’s eyes darted beneath his closed lids, but he seemed calm. Despite being in a magical sleep, he seemed just fine. As did David, Nick supposed, whenever he bothered to check on him.
“I wonder what he’s seeing in there?” said Elle. “He’ll be able to see my mum.”
Isaac let out a breath. “I wish I could have gone.”
“I don’t,” said Tao. “That’s just what we don’t need, more of us stuck in this creepy horrible coma.”
Nick squeezed his eyes shut for a moment, trying to stay positive. He opened them again. Charlie was still asleep, still standing so rigid and unmoving and wrong .
“What exactly happens if they get stuck?” asked Tao.
“They won’t,” said Nick, his jaw tight.
“But what if?”
“Tao!” Elle hissed. “Stop it.”
There was a sudden sharp gasp followed by a dull thunk.
Nick looked away from Charlie to find David sprawled on the ashen floor—and his eyes were open. “Charlie!” David gasped.
Stunned, Nick whirled back around. Charlie was as he had been, frozen, his eyes still closed. His hand remained outstretched, but now it was empty—for David had let him go the moment he’d woken up and apparently lost his balance.
“What happened?” Tao cried. “Why did you let go?!”
“Charlie?!” Nick cried. “Char? Can you hear me?”
Nothing.
David scrambled to his feet, pushed Nick aside, grasped Charlie by his shoulders—and shook him. “Come back! You need to come back!”
“Get the fuck off him!” Nick shoved his brother. “What have you done?”
“What have I done?” David gasped. “I told him we couldn’t go any further and he fucking ran off—”
Nick drew Charlie’s pale face between his hands. His eyes had fallen still behind his closed lids. “What happened? David, tell me what happened.”
“We… we made it into my memory,” said David, sinking down to sit on the floor, hands in his hair. “We saw our dad and yours, Isaac, then Aunt Laura and Uncle Matthew. We tried to follow them but whenever I tried to go further, my head hurt like crazy and all my thoughts got all muddled—like there was a block. I told him we couldn’t continue—I told him to come back, but he wouldn’t listen, that fucking…”
“For god’s sake, Charlie,” Tao murmured. “Why do you have to be so…?”
“Char?” Nick channelled the others out and kept a gentle hold of Charlie’s face. He closed his eyes, focused and reached out for that familiar warmth of Charlie’s magic.
But there was nothing there at all. Nothing dark nor light nor magic at all.
“Please,” Nick whispered. “Please, come back…”
✨
There was no time to stop and wonder what had happened to David. He had to assume he’d made it safely back to the present. And he had to push aside any worry about how he would get back himself. All that mattered now was following the McEwans and finding out as much as he could.
Charlie hurried after them down the passage and through the door at the end.
“Just talk to Jane, okay?” Laura was saying. “We should at least hear her out.”
The room was more of an anteroom. Another door stood opposite, this one shut. Beyond it, Charlie could just make out the muffled sounds of movement.
“They’re waiting for us to agree to the truce,” said Matthew. “I’m not going all the way back across town to find her…”
“She’s here,” said Laura. “She said she’d be here.”
Matthew shook his head. “It’s too late. Mariam’s already inside, so is Colin.”
“Richard’s with Pauline,” said Laura. “They agreed with Jane. There’s no truce without the whole coven.”
“Someone has to take the first step.” Matthew began to ring his hands. “If we show our support, maybe the others will follow.”
Laura shook her head. “Julio’s not even here. He won’t go near Jane with the way she betrayed him. I’m worried the coven is falling apart.”
Matthew reached out to touch her shoulders and she looked up into his face.
“Maybe we should let it,” he said. “We’ve already taken things further than we should have. If we agree to stop practicing we’ll be safe again.”
The residual tension from their disagreement fizzled out and Laura smiled softly at her husband. “Okay. You’re right. Let’s end this for good and go home to our baby.”
He kissed her, long and lingering, and Charlie felt the need to look away.
A lump formed in his throat. These were James’ parents. Despite their difference of opinion on this night, they had been so in love. They had no idea how short their baby’s life would inevitably be.
Someone passed by where Charlie stood in the doorway and brought him out of his reverie. It was a young woman with familiar brown eyes and soft features.
“Sarah,” said Matthew, pulling away from Laura in surprise. “What are you doing here?”
At the sight of the couple, Sarah’s eyes widened and she ducked quickly back out of the room. Charlie was about to follow after her, but then the door on the far end of the room opened and another woman stepped out.
Charlie frowned. She looked a little older than the others, maybe about thirty. She had short-cropped, almost white blonde hair, green eyes and a round face with rosy cheeks. Her face was set in a pleasantly neutral expression.
Matthew pushed Laura behind himself, shielding her from the woman’s view. “See, I told you Carol would show—”
With surprising speed, the woman—Carol—swept up behind Matthew, clamped a hand over his mouth, pressed a knife to his throat and dragged it clear across.
Blood gushed forth, soaking Carol’s hands.
Charlie’s cries were heard by no one as Matthew crumpled like a ragdoll. Laura stood there, frozen in shock for a second before Charlie watched her brain break. But before she could throw herself at her husband’s side, Carol grabbed her around her middle and wrestled her back towards the door she’d entered from.
“No!” Laura screamed, guttural and heart-wrenching. “No no no no—!”
Charlie pressed his fingers to his mouth and tried not to look at Matthew too closely. He was dead or dying.
Either way he was gone. This was the past, this had already happened, there was nothing he could do, not even as he listened to Laura’s cries.
He wanted to get out of there, didn’t want to see any more—but he needed to see his mum. If she was here like Laura had said, then he needed to be there, too.
With careful steps, he scooted around Matthew, and ran after Carol and Laura.
He immediately wished he hadn’t.
His hand flew to his mouth. He tried to take some deep breaths.
The first thing he registered was blood. So much blood. Even more than had pooled around Matthew. No wonder Laura was sobbing, hard and stuttered. Charlie wanted to join her but he couldn’t. He had to watch and wait and see.
They had come out into a much wider passageway lined with doors—and bodies. Fresh and bloody, lying crumpled just as Matthew had been, their throats cut.
Carol shoved Laura to the floor by the wall—right beside her dead friend. “Mariam,” she sobbed.
Charlie swallowed against the lump in his throat and tried not to look down—but it was impossible. Once he’d noticed Mariam and the similarities to her daughter he couldn’t stop. And there they were, his friends’ parents, all of them massacred and senselessly tossed aside. There was Mariam and Tian and Gavin and Peter, Colin and Stéphane…
“Your husband should have listened to you,” said Carol, ultra sweetly.
There was a distant thud from somewhere else in the building, and Carol looked up. Several pairs of footsteps followed and she turned away from Laura. She picked her way back out of the room and disappeared through the door they’d just come through.
Laura lifted her hands in front of her face. They were coated with red, as were her jeans. Her husband’s, and her friends’.
Charlie’s vision blurred with tears. Out of the corner of his eye, a flicker of movement caught his attention, and he ripped his gaze away from the horrific scene.
Behind him was the boarded-up remains of a window. And through the planks of wood, a pair of big brown eyes stared back.
His heart gave a jolt.
“David,” he gasped. Don’t look, Charlie wanted to tell him.
But the little boy couldn’t see him. He could only see the destruction and the blood, hear his Auntie Laura’s sobs, see his father’s broken and emaciated body. Suddenly some of David’s issues made some sense. Nobody would be okay after seeing this. Especially not a five-year-old boy.
There was a scrape of movement and Charlie looked back around.
Laura had pushed herself back onto her feet. Her captor had gone, leaving her unchained, free to escape if she had the capacity. Her sobs had died down, her face was now set in determination.
She began to stagger down the passage, stepping over the bodies of her friends. It felt wrong to leave the child on his own, but Charlie, once again, followed Laura. He wanted out of this room, too, wanted to leave it far, far behind.
He jogged down the passageway after her, through a labyrinth of rooms and hallways. How big was this place?
They rounded a corner and burst out into a much larger space. It was practically empty, with a large hayloft hanging over them. There were no windows in here and only a small lamp overhead illuminated the dust-laden floor.
From the shadows ahead of them, a young woman appeared.
“Oh my god, Zosia!” Laura ran to embrace her.
Zosia was covered in blood, too, but she appeared to be uninjured. She hung onto Laura for a long moment as they both trembled. Charlie wondered who Zosia was. She looked quite a bit younger than the others, no older than eighteen.
The thunder of footsteps from elsewhere in the building suddenly drew closer again. Laura and Zosia froze in terror.
“Behind there!” Zosia cried and pushed Laura into the shadows where she’d come from. Behind some barrels, Charlie noticed. But there wasn’t enough space for both women to hide.
Zosia hastily looked around for somewhere else to go. Charlie’s heart was in his throat as, a second before the door opened, Zosia ducked into a corner with nothing but the darkness to hide her.
Charlie knew he didn’t need to hide, but the instinct to do so remained. He stepped closer into the shadows as a group of people entered. There were six of them—four women, two men. The youngest looked about twenty, the oldest easily seventy. Two of them held another person, a prisoner, between them.
The prisoner wore a long black hooded robe which covered every inch of them, from head to foot.
Charlie could only stand there and watch as the very ordinarily dressed people led the robed person to the pillar in the centre of the room and tied them to it with a length of rope.
Witch hunters, Charlie realised. Which meant… Yep, one of the women was Carol. The one David had mentioned eavesdropping on—the unwitting informant of their entire plan.
She stepped back to scrutinise the others’ work. “Jane Driscoll,” said Carol. “You have been accused and found guilty.”
Charlie’s heart went cold. He looked upon the hooded figure, standing helplessly tied to the pillar. “Mum?”
“Do you have anything to say?” Carol continued. “To admit your guilt? Confess your sins? Die in peace?”
The front of the black hood twitched. “You know you can’t kill me.”
Mum. That was his mum’s voice.
There was a flurry of movement and one of the men began to slowly pour ash around the pillar, around Jane, in a neat circle.
“We couldn’t kill you,” said Carol. “Not without this taro ash.”
Jane struggled against her binds. “Get that away from me!”
But Carol wasn’t listening. She seemed to be having immense fun.
She reached into her pocket and took out a box of matches. She struck one, and the flame flickered as she held it aloft. She began to chant something complex and intricate, over and over.
Jane’s breaths became shallower, her chest rising and falling rapidly as she began to panic. But then— “Go to hell!”
“No, Jane,” said Carol, amused. “Hell is where you’re going.”
She dropped the match into the ash—“No!”—and at once, a circle of fire surrounded Jane.
Charlie hurtled forward, to do what he didn’t know, but before he could get further than a few steps, his path was blocked. By the girl—Zosia. She had one hand clamped over her nose and mouth, her dark eyes wide.
“What are you doing here?” she gasped. “You don’t belong here!”
Charlie stared. “You… you can see me?”
“It doesn’t matter. We need to get out of here. Come on!”
She reached to take his hand, but hers passed right through him. Her eyes grew even wider, and glanced up at his face one last time. Then she turned and sprinted from the room.
Jane’s screams filled the room along with the smoke and the flames. The heat. Suddenly it was so hot it was almost unbearable. Charlie’s eyes began to sting, to stream. He needed to do something, anything, to save the mother he had never known. But smoke was filling his lungs. It burned his throat, making him cough, making his breath heavy and difficult to catch.
He threw his coat sleeve across his mouth and turned to follow Zosia from the room—but as he did so, the door swung shut.
He stumbled against it, jiggled the handle—but it was locked.
He leaned against it and turned. The flames had grown higher than ever, still confined to the circle around Jane, but the smoke was thickening steadily.
Carol and the witch hunters seemed immune somehow, all of them standing, watching, fascinated but unaffected. Unlike Jane, whose screams tore through him—and unlike Charlie, who couldn’t breathe enough to think.
“Help…” he managed. But no one could see him. No one could hear him.
✨
Over and over, Nick pushed outwards with his magic, trying to catch onto something, anything at all. His friends’ magic was there, Tao and Elle and Isaac’s. Even David’s magic hovered nearby, but Charlie’s—there was nothing.
Nick opened his eyes, and lifted his focus for a moment, trying to think. Charlie’s eyes were still closed, his face frozen. How long it had been, Nick didn’t want to know. This couldn’t be good, this couldn’t be healthy.
Behind him he could hear David’s heavy-booted footfalls as he paced across the dusty barn floor. Isaac had abandoned the black book for his own paperback, though Nick could tell he wasn’t really reading. Tao and Elle were huddled together, watching Charlie intently, worry increasing with every passing minute of inactivity.
Nick didn’t know what else to do other than wait—wait and try again.
He let go of Charlie’s face, and instead took his outstretched hand. It felt a little awkward due to the position Charlie’s fingers had frozen in, but whenever they did magic together, this was usually how they anchored themselves. Nick let his eyes fall closed once again, and focused on their connected hands, their connected souls.
Nothing reached out. Nothing answered.
“It’s not working! Why isn’t it working?”
“Because,” David groaned. “He isn’t here anymore. He’s not there either. He’s somewhere in between.”
Nick swallowed thickly, and opened his eyes. He looked into Charlie’s face, his dark eyelashes against his pale cheek. He was so beautiful, so… everything. It felt wrong on so many levels for him to be stuck like this.
And then Charlie coughed.
Nick blinked.
“Did he just cough?” said Tao.
“Charlie?”
Not once since he went under had he moved or made a noise or done anything at all.
He coughed again, louder this time and there was no mistaking it. Charlie’s mouth twitched into a kind of grimace. His eyes remained closed, but his breaths suddenly became audible, stuttered and rough, as if each one was a painful battle.
“Charlie?!” Nick cried. “What’s happening?”
“He’s suffocating!” Elle exclaimed.
“He’s choking on the smoke,” said Isaac. “His brain is telling him he’s really in the fire.”
“Quick!” Nick beckoned the others closer. “All of us focus.”
Tao, Elle and Isaac reached out and put their hands on Charlie. They closed their eyes and all of them focused together, merging their magic into him, with the intent to clear his lungs.
“Breathe…” Nick leaned his forehead against Charlie’s. “Breathe, Charlie, breathe… please…”
Boosted by his friends, Nick felt a flicker, a brush of something warm and familiar against his magic. Yes! Nick wanted to cry. Hi!
It was weak—not nearly as strong as he was accustomed to—but it was there and it was Charlie’s.
“You’re okay,” Nick whispered. “It’s not real. The fire isn’t real. Breathe, Charlie, and come back to me.”
A sudden gasp. Nick flung open his eyes.
Charlie’s eyes were still closed, he was still stuck in the past, but he was no longer choking. Nick lifted a hand and hovered it in front of Charlie’s nose and mouth. His soft, regular breath tickled his palm and Nick breathed better, too.
The others let go of Charlie, tears on their faces. Nick didn’t want to let go and so he didn’t.
“We’ve got to get him back out,” said Nick. “I felt his magic that time. I think if we use coven magic as a boost, I’ll be able to reach him again—long enough for me to pull him out.” His own voice sounded much more confident than he felt. But the others nodded, determined and trusting.
“You, too, David,” said Elle. “The more power the better.”
While the others hung onto him, Nick took both of Charlie’s hands, looked into his face and took a deep breath. Before he even let his eyes fall closed again, Nick felt his coven’s magic flow through him, entangling with his. He gathered it into a ball inside his chest and pushed it outwards with all his might. At the same time, he called out with his mind and soul—Charlie!
✨
The door at his back remained locked firmly shut as he gasped for air. He didn’t remember doing it but at some point his knees must have given out because he was now sitting on the floor. His eyes streamed, his head turned over and his vision blurred. He couldn’t breathe, he couldn’t think. There was nothing but smoke and heat and searing pain.
And then.
Like a sigh carried on a breeze, he heard it. His voice.
Breathe, Charlie. It’s not real. The fire isn’t real.
The words reverberated inside his mind, inside his soul and he felt their meaning like a warm blanket—a warm blanket of magic.
Breathe, Charlie, and come back to me.
It was like he was speaking to him from so far away—across sixteen years of time, Charlie realised. “Nick…”
For this was a memory, this wasn’t happening now. Charlie wasn’t really there in the barn, he wasn’t really there in his body.
He drew in a breath. And let it out.
Easily, simply, oxygen flooded his lungs and he could have laughed as Nick’s magic greeted him once again.
But he didn’t. He couldn’t. Not when smoke and fire still swirled around him violently. He stared at the flames licking the ceiling, but not touching him. He was safe. This wasn’t real. But it was not a memory for Laura.
Charlie pushed himself back onto his feet and watched as Laura crawled out from behind the barrels at the far side of the room. She steadied herself on all fours and looked up in terror.
Jane had moved. Somehow she had freed her hands from their binds. Through the smoke, Charlie and Laura watched Jane take something out from beneath the fold of her robes, then hold it out in one palm. Charlie tried to squint, to see what it was, but he couldn’t quite make it out. It glinted dully as Jane lifted it high in her hand.
“Ignes dissipare…”
The fire jumped from the confines of the circle and onto the clothes of the witch hunters. They cried out, stumbling and screaming as they rived and crumbled to the ground. Five humans reduced to five piles of ash. And there was no taming the fire now, the entire back wall was charred and smoking.
Jane let the object tumble from her grasp, leapt over the ashen circle and swept a hand outwards. The door flew open, and with a swish of her robes, she fled the room, the door crashing closed behind her.
Charlie!
He whirled around, squinting through the flames.
Charlie! Come on! Please, hold onto me!
But he couldn’t leave now, he had to help Laura.
She continued to crawl through the destruction, coughing, choking—as he had been minutes ago. “Help!” she gasped. “Help me!”
But there was nothing he could do but watch, even as she lost consciousness, her hair fanning her head like a halo a moment before the fire consumed her.
He felt the warm blanket engulf him, felt Nick’s friendly magic find him, wrap around his soul. I’ve got you, it said. It’s okay. Hold onto me and I’ll take you home.
Charlie closed his eyes and focused on that warmth, so tender and calm as opposed to the fire. He reached within himself and drew forth all the magic he possessed to join Nick’s. Like a hand reaching across the universe towards him, he stretched out his own to take it, to hold on tight.
“Charlie?”
He sounded much closer that time. And Charlie could feel his hand, physically in his own. He opened his eyes.
And promptly fell over.
Several pairs of arms reached out to catch him and he was gently lowered to the floor, his head pillowed on Nick’s lap.
“Nobody caught me,” came a disgruntled murmur from somewhere nearby.
“Char? Charlie?”
Through his disoriented vision, Charlie blinked up at the blurred barn ceiling way above him—at Tao, Elle and Isaac crowded around him, terrified expressions on each of their faces. There were red blotches on Nick’s cheeks and his eyelashes were clumped together like he’d been crying. “Nick?”
And then he was being hauled up into Nick’s arms and squished to within an inch of his life.
“Oh my god, jesus fucking christ, that was the the scariest thing we’ve ever done.” Nick clung to him ferociously and Charlie clung right back. “Please, no more crazy time travel comas ever again.”
“I was in a coma?”
“We were not in a coma,” said David. “We were just gone from our bodies for a bit.”
“Oh, because that sounds loads better,” said Tao.
“I agree with Nick,” said Elle, “Never again.”
“You didn’t see yourself, Charlie,” said Tao. “You were like a zombie or like, I dunno, a shell.” He gave a shiver and cuddled up closer to Elle’s side.
“Are you alright?” asked Isaac. “There aren’t any lingering side effects?”
Charlie looked down at himself and wiggled his fingers, his legs. “I feel fine. I’m fine.” He let out a breath. “Nick…” He smoothed aside a floppy strand of fringe and stroked his cheek. “You did it. I told you you could.”
Nick couldn’t keep his eyes off him. “Please tell me it was worth it.”
“Right,” said Elle. “What did you see?”
“So much…” Charlie leaned heavier against Nick, tried to ground himself further in the here and now. It was difficult. He couldn’t stop his mind from remembering the blood, the fire, the fear. Nick’s arms tightened around him and he buried his face against his chest, and inhaled. “They mentioned a truce,” he said. “But it was a trap. The coven were split over who to believe. Those who trusted the Society were led into the barn and… massacred. Th-there was so much blood and—” He broke off, suddenly trembling.
“It’s okay,” said Nick, kissing his hair. “You don’t have to tell us.”
“But I do,” said Charlie. “You need to know. Th-the hunters killed them all. Your parents didn’t die in the fire. They were killed by the Hopkins Society before the fire even started. Except for Laura. She—she escaped and I followed her.”
“All these years,” said David. “I believed Harry when he said the witches started the fire.”
“No,” said Charlie. “It was definitely the witch hunters. Carol was their leader. I saw her light the match.” He described the scene he had witnessed, of Carol and the hunters bringing Jane in her robes to be executed, of the beginnings of the ritual, the ashen circle, the fire. He told them about how Jane had freed herself, how she had turned the fire around on the hunters. “I don't know where Carol went, but my mum got out. She—she didn’t die in that room at all.”
In the resulting silence, Charlie felt the puzzle pieces he had discovered in the past slot together into coherent thoughts here in the present.
“So,” Elle spoke softly. “Does that mean there’s a chance she’s still… alive?”
The idea had been there, hanging in the space between them.
“But why would she let people believe she’s been dead all this time?” said Tao. “Why would she hide her existence from her own son?”
“I… don’t know,” Charlie breathed. Exhaustion settled on his shoulders and he suddenly wanted nothing more than to be curled up in bed, not thinking about any of this.
Nick squeezed his shoulder, then helped him to his feet. He brushed ash and dust from Charlie’s jeans, then his own. Feeling kind of stiff and achy, Charlie leaned against Nick’s side, glad to be back where he belonged once again.
“Let’s get out of here,” said Tao. “This place is far too spooky for my liking.”
He, Elle and Isaac led the way out of the barn, into the quickly falling night. David followed along next. Before Nick and Charlie could step outside after them, Charlie stopped.
“What is it?” asked Isaac.
“Can you give us a sec?” Charlie asked David. “Please?”
David blinked, rolled his eyes, then sloped out after the others. “I’ll wait in the car.”
Nick looked at Charlie quizzically. Charlie gripped his hand. “I just want to check something. Will you come with me?”
“Of course.”
It was a little strange, moving through the space as a part of the world again. Charlie led the way through the door, down the passageway, into the anteroom. He half expected to see Matthew lying on the floor, still bleeding out, but of course it was empty.
Charlie glanced at Nick in the doorway and suddenly remembered a detail he’d left out of his story. “I saw your mum.”
“What?”
“Yeah, only for a moment. She came in here—she was standing right where you are now—but then she left again right before Carol killed Matthew.”
“That’s impossible.” Nick’s face had gone very pale. He looked around at the door frame, as if he might find answers there. “Mum wasn’t there that day. Are you sure it was her?”
“I saw her face and heard her name. It was definitely her.”
“But why would she lie to me?”
Charlie grimaced. He had no answers for that. “I don’t know. But come on, further in.”
He took a deep breath, then quickened his pace. Last time he’d seen this room, the floor had been coated with blood and the bodies of his friends’ parents. Now it was burnt out, almost unrecognisable.
“Is this where it happened?” Nick’s voice rang out loud in the silence, though he only spoke softly.
“Yes. This is where she killed them. I assume it was her.” Charlie pressed his free hand over his mouth and shook his head. “Let’s keep going. I need to… I don’t want to be in here.”
Together, they hurried down the corridor, into the large, windowless room where the fire had started. Nick gasped. It was still clear this had been the epicentre of the blaze. The hayloft was hanging half-attached to the ceiling, each inch of the walls, floor and ceiling were black and charred, thick with soot.
Nick’s eyes shone in the dim light. “You were in here when… when the fire started?”
Charlie nodded. “It was horrible.” He squeezed his hand. “Thank you for reminding me it wasn’t real.”
Nick wrapped his arms around Charlie’s side and kissed his cheek. “Any time.”
Charlie drew away, patted his hands, then crunched across the floor to the pillar in the middle of the room. “They had her tied to here. I only saw half the ritual, I think, before she turned it on them.” He ducked down and inspected the ground around the pillar. “It must be here somewhere…” He brushed aside mounds of ash, his fingertips turning grey.
“What are you looking for?”
“She dropped something,” said Charlie. “Something she used to help her fight back. It was metallic, I think…”
Nick dropped down at his side and began to help him search. It had been a long time, and who knew who had picked around the place since Jane had dropped the object?
But then, Charlie saw something glint dully out of the corner of his eye. “Here!” He brushed aside yet more ash.
“It’s… an amulet?” Charlie picked up the pendant on its chain and stood up to show it to Nick.
“Woah,” said Nick. “That’s—”
“The same rune that was on the ceiling in the cottage cellar, yeah.”
The pendant was no larger than a two pound coin, the lines carved upon its metal face were less neat than the ones in the cellar, but quite clearly the same intricate design of circles, triangles and crosses.
“I thought this was for channelling dark magic,” said Nick. “How did she use it to reverse the fire?”
“I’m not sure. Maybe it helps make it more accurate or maybe it’s like a reservoir…” Charlie pocketed it and shrugged. “Either way, it’s what saved her from being burnt alive so, I should probably keep a hold of it for when it’s my turn.”
“Anyone who wants to burn you alive will have to come through me.”
Charlie smiled sadly and leaned in for a brief kiss. They stood like that for a long moment, foreheads together, arms around each other in the epicenter of the destruction which had shaped their lives forever. He let his head fall onto Nick’s shoulder and they switched into a hug.
“I’m sorry,” Charlie whispered.
Nick pulled away to frown at him. “What for?”
“For scaring you again, I suppose.” Charlie shrugged. “That’s all I seem to be capable of lately.”
“What do you mean? That wasn’t your fault.”
“Maybe not, but still… it keeps happening and I… I want to comfort you and tell you it won’t happen again but… this is our life now, apparently.”
Nick let out a breath and touched Charlie’s cheek. “I know it is. But I wouldn’t change it, not for anything. If the price of getting to love you is… is the pain I feel when you’re in danger, then I’ll pay it. I’ll pay it forever.”
“But if it ever gets too much, I would understand if…”
“If what? Char, no. I love you. Even if I have to spend the rest of my life as the worried boyfriend.”
Charlie stepped away from their embrace, smiling despite himself. “You won’t be the worried boyfriend for the rest of your life.”
“I will, you can’t stop me.” Nick slung an arm around his shoulders and they started back the way they’d come, wrapped up in each other, the present and the future.
“I can,” said Charlie. “By one day making you my worried husband.”
✨
The clock on Lucille’s mantelpiece ticked on and on. The phone in Tara’s pocket had been going crazy with group chat notifications only to fall quiet half an hour ago.
She was still sitting with Darcy in Lucille’s cosy, pleasant living room, unable to speak or look at their phones. Unable to do anything other than keep a close watch on Owen as he flitted from absent activity to absent activity. He had no qualms about checking his phone, none about lounging comfortably with his boots on the arm of the chair. He flicked through television channels, through books and magazines, paced across the rug.
At the half-hour mark he got up again and wandered around the room, scrutinising each piece of art on the wall, each ornament and photo frame. He touched the face of a clock, plucked and shredded a leaf from a plant, picked up and read each Christmas card from the sideboard.
“Can you believe how much junk she has?” He smoothed a hand over an antique masquerade mask attached to the far wall. When he didn’t get a reply, he sighed and moved on. “I’m not a fan of masks.”
Bored, Owen took out his switchblade and fiddled with that instead.
Tara was desperate for something to do or say that might make this unending tension stop, but her hands were cold in her lap and she couldn’t think of anything at all. Owen made her feel uneasy, just by being in the same room. With the knife added to the mix, well… she just hoped Lucille would be back soon.
Beside her, Darcy shifted uncomfortably. “T-tell us more about this Oungan.”
Tara gripped their hand, thankful for the conversation but not exactly approving of the exact direction. But they had Owen’s attention now—his murky brown eyes lit up. He swept closer to them, then slumped onto the sofa beside Darcy.
“It’s just a non-addictive herbal enhancement. But it has special properties,” he told them enthusiastically. “It’ll open your mind, free you from inhibition. For someone like you two, who I can see aren’t afraid of anything, it would tap into your inner strength and give you the power to have or do anything you want.”
Before Tara could even open her mouth to tell this guy to piss off, she heard the front door open. A moment later, Lucille entered the living room, sweeping a woollen hat from her head. She caught sight of where Owen was now sitting and glared. “What the hell?”
Owen got lazily to his feet. “Keep your knickers on,” he said. “We were just talking. Is that it?”
Lucille chucked him a wad of cash, secured with a rubber band. Owen pocketed it quickly. She folded her arms, her glare never dropping. “Leave.”
But Owen turned back to Tara and Darcy. “Want to try some? It’s a rush.”
“I said leave.”
Lucille reached out and grasped the man’s shoulders, pulled him backwards towards the door. He stumbled for only a second, then threw out his hands and shoved her back. Taken off guard, Lucille staggered into a side table and fell hard onto the floor.
Tara and Darcy leapt to their feet.
“Are you alright?” Tara gasped. She hurried to Lucille’s side but she brushed her away.
Lucille steadied herself on the table and got to her feet again, clutching at her arm. “Get out,” she hissed. She was still glaring daggers at Owen.
He gave a jaunty little wave. “See you around.” And he turned and left the house.
“God, what a dickhead,” said Darcy. “Are you sure you’re okay?”
Lucille rolled up the sleeve of her cardigan and winced at the bruise forming on her arm. “Trust me,” she said. “I could kick that twat’s arse all over Kent if I wanted to.”
“Mmhm…”
“But I’d like to keep him in my past.”
“That’s understandable,” said Tara. “Um… are we okay to leave now, too?”
“Yeah… yes,” said Lucille. “Of course. I’m so sorry you got stuck in the middle of all that.”
Tara took Darcy’s hand and led the way to the living room door. But before they could step out into the hallway, Darcy stopped and turned back. “Lucille? Is Freya really your ex?”
“Yes. Why?”
Darcy shrugged. “What happened to her?”
“I stopped dealing Oungan for a reason,” said Lucille. “I kept telling her to stay away from it, but she wouldn’t listen.”
“She took too much?”
“It destroyed her.”
“I’m sorry.”
“Yes, well…” Lucille turned to the mantel and began straightening the Christmas cards. “Have a nice night.”
Tara and Darcy left the house and headed back along the quiet road to the bus stop in silence. It was a relief to be out in the fresh air again, even if they’d one hundred percent failed at getting any information about rituals. She hoped Nick and Charlie wouldn’t be too disappointed in them, though now they did have a story to tell, she supposed. That was usually their thing.
Tara leaned against the bus shelter and took out her phone—the many notifications she hadn’t been able to check were sitting in her inbox. “Woah,” she said. “We’ve missed a lot.”
✨
It was easy to slip a sedative into Pauline’s tea.
The perfect opportunity presented itself when she popped in for a cuppa just before closing time.
Sarah was thankful Katie had cancelled her shift at the last minute, otherwise things might have taken longer to come to fruition. Now, Nellie’s Tea Room was closed and only she and Pauline remained. The other woman was slumped in her seat in the corner, looking as though she had merely fallen asleep.
Sarah pottered about, closing up, pulling down the shutters and turning off all the lights until only one remained, illuminating Pauline’s corner. When there was nothing else left to do, Sarah sat down opposite her to wait.
Thankfully, she wasn’t waiting long. She did have better things to do with her evening than wait for Pauline Jones to wake up. Bake Off was calling her name and Nellie would be needing her dinner if the boys hadn’t fed her yet.
She watched Pauline sit up, confused and disoriented.
“I was right,” said Sarah. “You did kill Hassan Eskander. Otherwise why come after me with this?” She took out the crystal she had snatched from Pauline’s pocket the moment she’d fallen unconscious.
Pauline’s jaw tightened. “I didn’t kill anybody.”
“You’re a bully, Pauline. You always were. First me, then Richard.”
“Richard? He put you up to this?” She shook her head. “He’s playing you, Sarah. It’s what he does.” Pauline got steadily to her feet. “You’re a fool. As soon as he gets the crystal back, you’re dead, just like Hassan. He was the one who killed him.”
“You expect me to believe that?”
“Power is very intoxicating,” said Pauline. “You should know that as well as anyone.”
Sarah got to her own feet. This was not going as she’d hoped.
Pauline sighed. “Look, you don’t want to repeat history. It’s too late. Just walk away.”
Instinctively, Sarah folded her hand around the crystal and felt her magic, so dormant for so long, catch. She heard rather than saw the water fill Pauline’s mouth. She listened to the gurgle as it spilled down her throat and out of her mouth.
Sarah didn’t need to look to know what it felt like. How terrifying and painful it was to know you were drowning and there was nothing that could stop it, there was no way you could ever swim to the surface.
Pauline choked. Sarah heard the thunk as her knees struck the cafe floor.
Only then did Sarah turn to look at her. She was trying to keep the water inside her mouth, but that wouldn’t work, Sarah knew. She couldn’t force it, couldn’t control what was happening. But Sarah could.
Stumbling forward on her knees, Pauline reached out a hand, begging with her eyes. “Sarah—” she choked. “Enough.”
With a flick of her head, Sarah broke the spell. The rest of the water spewed out of Pauline’s mouth to spatter down her front and onto the floor. “Get out,” she spat.
A furious light in her eyes, Pauline wiped her mouth, got to her feet and fled the tea room. Feeling nothing but a numb satisfaction, Sarah studied the crystal in her hand once more, then pocketed it. She fetched the mop from the back room and made quick work of the mess she’d made.
On que, her phone rang and Richard’s voice answered when she picked up.
“Sarah, what happened? Are you okay?”
“I’m fine,” she said. “I got the crystal.”
“Oh, thank god. Where is it?”
“It’s safe.”
“Can I see it?”
“Tomorrow, okay?”
“Sarah…”
“I’d like to hold onto it, just for tonight.”
Several seconds passed, but Sarah knew he had no option but to accept it. “Good,” he said, finally. “Hold onto it. I’ll see you tomorrow.”
✨
Having walked Tara home, Darcy walked slowly across town. Their mum wanted them home tonight and they knew nothing they said would change her mind.
As they walked, their mind raced with desperation to know how everything had gone at the barn tonight. They couldn’t believe they’d missed such a massive coven breakthrough in favour of sitting around in Lucille’s living room all afternoon. And after Isaac had updated the group chat twenty minutes ago, they hated even more that they hadn’t been there for Charlie, to help drag him out. That they weren’t there to find out what he saw. Isaac had still been typing when Darcy had to leave.
They quickened their pace. They were approaching their house when Owen appeared from a car parked nearby.
Darcy jumped backwards at once. “Stay where you are or I’ll scream.”
“Oooh,” he teased. “Chill out. I just brought you a little present.” He waved a little baggy of powder in their face.
Darcy ducked out of his way. “No, thanks.”
“It’s no problem,” he persisted. “It’s just, you seemed interested before, and I’m very sensitive to a person’s needs.”
They turned away from their front door to glare at this guy. The nerve, honestly. But they couldn’t help but wonder whether this was the answer they’d been waiting for. The plan had been to look everywhere, hadn’t it? Try everything. They couldn’t pretend they weren’t curious. A magical drug might be fun.
Darcy glanced around, there was no one around. They reached out and plucked the baggy from Owen’s hand.
They hated the smug smile which spread across his face. “Call me if you develop any more needs.”
“Fuck off.”
Still grinning like a fucking Cheshire Cat, Owen strutted back to his car and climbed inside. Darcy shoved the baggy deep in their pocket. It was merely for science. Well, for witchcraft.
✨
As he drove them back into town, David demanded to know what had taken them so long, and Nick reluctantly filled him in. The news of Sarah’s presence in the past seemed to stick in David’s brain and hit him hardest. He grumbled non-stop about why she’d always lied to them, insisting that she couldn’t have been there, she wasn’t there—she wasn’t.
But Charlie couldn’t wonder about Sarah too much right now. He was too busy wondering about Jane.
On the outskirts of town, a silence fell between the three of them, broken only when Charlie looked away from the window. “Can we stop at the cemetery?”
After some niggling from Nick, David agreed to do as he’d asked and they parked up.
Charlie undid his seatbelt and climbed out of the car, feeling kind of light and floaty. The second he’d seen the sign for the cemetery, his scattered thoughts had suddenly collated. Without looking back to see if the others were following, Charlie strode towards the neat rows of graves. He heard Nick jog after him, felt his hand catch his own—and didn’t let go—but still Charlie did not look back.
He’d never visited his mum’s grave before, but he knew where it was from Kathleen’s description. She came every few weeks to change the flowers, since there was no one else left to do it. He wondered what shape the last bunch would be in since Kathleen had been in hospital. Maybe he should have stopped to buy some new ones.
But if he was right, then it wouldn’t matter.
They passed each familiar headstone: Colin Henderson, Gavin Jones, Mariam Argent, Tian Xu, Laura & Matthew McEwan, Peter Olsson, Stéphane Fournier… And then—a few along—Jane Driscoll.
Charlie let go of Nick’s hand and knelt before his mother’s grave. “Hi, mum.”
He lay his palms upon the grass before the stone. He could feel Nick beside him, hear the unspoken questions. But he couldn’t think about Nick right now. He couldn’t worry about how he would feel about what he was about to do.
Charlie closed his eyes and breathed. He felt around inside his mind for a memory—a memory of a fire, of a room full of blood—and the dark magic greeted him in waves. He stretched it out through his palms, through the earth, searching…
He reached down, down, down, until his magic caught upon something else. And he pulled upwards.
There was a distant, low rumble. He heard Nick cry out, felt his hands reach for his shoulders, felt him try to pull him away, but Charlie refused to move. He couldn’t mess this up. He wouldn’t. He pulled and pulled.
The earth tumbled apart around his fingers. He lifted his hands higher and opened his eyes. High above him, the large mound of earth floated—and below that, a neat rectangular hole in front of his mother’s headstone.
He set the earth carefully to one side and breathed. It came out ragged and shaking. Suddenly, Nick’s hands on his shoulders weren’t enough. He reached blindly up for him and Nick dropped into a crouch beside him. Charlie let himself lean against him, exhausted.
But he couldn’t stop now. Not until he knew for certain.
He stared down at the coffin, deep inside the hole. He reached once more with his magic, grimacing with the effort. “I’m sorry, mum,” he whispered. Then flung the coffin open.
Inside lay a skeleton.
He heard Nick’s sharp intake of breath, heard David’s footsteps coming up behind them.
Charlie stared. The tangled mess of bones was not exactly what he’d been expecting, not what he’d been half-hoping.
It was much too small, and not human at all.
“Dog bones,” said David. “Those are dog bones.”
Notes:
I can't believe I'm posting this chapter already. It feels like I only just finished it! I'm about 10 chapters ahead so it's actually been months haha!
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Chapter 25: suddenly you were there
Notes:
Chapter 25 Word Count: 9057
Content Warnings: blood, fire, description of a dead body, drugs
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
chapter twenty-five: suddenly you were there
Through flashes of blood and fire, Charlie chased the figure of his mother. She was always just ahead, he was always two steps behind. He hurtled along each passageway and corridor of the barn, across every room of dead bodies, of ash and flames and suffering.
Round and round in a circle he went, never stopping. He needed to reach her, needed to see if she was alive, if she was real, if she was the mother he had never known or whether she was truly nothing but a monster controlled by dark magic.
A heartbeat thrummed in his ears. Smoke filled his nostrils. Heat brushed his skin as he ran.
You are worthless, said a child’s voice, echoing around the barn. Somehow he knew it was David—little five-year-old David—calling to him from his window, wide brown eyes staring. Give up, he said. Or the darkness will consume you, too.
But he couldn’t give up.
As soon as he thought the thought, his legs stilled and he came to a stop. He was in the massacre room again, but this time the bodies had changed. He looked down, expecting to see Stéphane, but… His features were much different, softer, younger. He was still very dead, his throat slit, blood seeping around him, staining his hair redder.
You killed him, said little David. Why would you do that? I thought you loved him. I thought you were going to keep him safe.
I do, Charlie wanted to yell, though he couldn’t move his mouth to speak. I will.
Out of the corner of his eye, his mother’s dark robes flickered around the end of the corridor and disappeared. But he couldn’t move—not to follow her, not to tear his gaze away from Nick… his Nick, broken and bleeding, surrounded by the rest of their coven.
He felt himself start to float upwards, slowly, like he had been caught on strings manipulated by some giant, unseen puppeteer. Up and up and up he soared until he was looking down on the bloody scene below. He hung there suspended and helpless for what felt like an eternity—before he fell…
He jolted upright in bed, a scream still dying in his throat. Sweat clung to his skin. The covers were twisted around him.
Nick peered down at him through the dark. “Charlie? You’re awake. You were having a nightmare. We’re at my house, in my bed, remember? We’re safe.”
Still half-stuck in that barn, Charlie curled his hands around the duvet. He felt Nick’s warm hand against his cheek before his brain fully reoriented itself and he blinked at him in the dim light.
Charlie opened his mouth, to say what he didn’t know, but before he could form any words, his breath hitched and tears began to spill down his cheeks.
Nick straightened the covers around them and bundled him into his arms. Charlie let himself be held, let Nick rock him gently and stroke his hair. He wrapped his arms around him and buried himself in his chest, letting his scent and warmth comfort him into believing this was real.
When finally Charlie’s breaths evened out and his tears dried up, Nick pressed a kiss to his forehead and looked into his face. “Do you want to talk about it?”
Charlie sniffled. “It’s just… everything I saw f-from the barn fire. The blood and destruction. No one should ever have to endure such things and David… he was there—he saw it all when he was only five-years-old. No wonder he repressed it all. It’s probably for the best he did. It was… horrific.”
Nick pressed a kiss to Charlie’s sweaty curls and cuddled him closer. “It was a long time ago, Char. There’s no way we can change the past, but we can learn from it. Which was the point of your trip after all, wasn’t it? And we learned so much. I just wish I could have gone in your place.”
Charlie shook his head. “I love you so much, but I’m glad you didn’t go. No one needs to see their parent like that. At least… at least I was spared from seeing my dad’s body and also my mum’s…”
The two of them lay there for a long while, both thinking and wondering about Jane. Was she still out there somewhere? Or had something else ended her life instead? And if she was still out there, where had she been all this time? Did she think about the son she’d left behind? Or had she forgotten he even existed? Maybe she simply didn’t care…
It took a long time, but eventually Charlie felt his eyes grow heavy again and he drifted back off into an easier sleep, his head on Nick’s chest, Nick’s hand in his hair, his heartbeat steady and constant beneath him. Even if he didn’t have parents any longer he still had people. He had Nick, the best soulmate he could ever ask for. But if he really did have a mum still out there somewhere, he couldn’t help but hope that she was proud of him.
“If she is still alive,” said Charlie the next morning as they brushed their teeth. “I don’t know what to think. What to want.”
“Me neither,” said Nick. “I want to hate her for leaving you in the dark your entire life but, like, I don’t know anything about her situation. Maybe she had no choice. Maybe she did.”
Charlie spat his toothpaste into the sink. “It doesn’t matter right now. If she’s alive, she’s had sixteen years to reach out and she hasn’t. For the meantime we need to focus on the Society. They’re coming for me and soon. We have the amulet but we don’t know how to use it—that should be our priority.”
Nick leaned forward for a minty kiss. “Okay.”
Needing to be closer, Charlie pulled him into a hug and Nick relaxed into it. “How are you feeling now?” he murmured. “That was a pretty intense nightmare you had last night.”
“Hmm…” Charlie swayed them a little. “Tired, but okay. I’m sorry I woke you up.”
He tried to pull away but Nick held him fast. “Nope. No s-words. I’m glad you did.”
A sudden loud knock on the bathroom door made them jump. “You’d better not be having sex in the family bathroom at half seven in the morning!” came David’s grumpy shout. “Finish it up, some of us need to pee!”
With bemused looks, Nick and Charlie stifled their laughter.
“Okay!” Charlie yelled back. “Give us a sec, then!”
Nick snorted, then threw his hand over his mouth to muffle the noise. Charlie clung to him, snickering. “Oh, Nick, I think I’m gonna cum!”
“Charlie!”
“Yes! I love it when you scream my name like that—oh god, yes—”
Nick threw his hand over Charlie’s mouth instead, cutting him off. His over-the-top fake orgasm transcended into giggles.
“Oh my god, you are such a little shit…” Nick had gone bright red, but he was laughing, too.
Charlie turned to the door and yanked it open. “Wow, what a good fuck, boyfriend of mine. You were right, the family bathroom is the perfect location. The ambience is very…”
“Alright, alright,” said David, waving his hands. “Enough, god, I was joking.” He ducked quickly into the bathroom and shut himself inside.
Nick and Charlie stood there on the landing for a moment, then burst out into more laughter.
“I can’t believe you just made that noise in front my brother,” Nick sniggered. “He’s going to think that’s what we actually sound like when we—”
“What is going on out here?” Their laughter died at the appearance of Sarah from her bedroom door. “Who’s having sex in the bathroom at this time of the morning? It’s very early.”
“Not us, mum,” said Nick, heading towards the stairs. “We were just pretending.”
“To make fun of David,” Charlie added.
Sarah blinked. “Oh, well, then by all means. I did think it sounded a bit…”
“Mum!” Nick flung his hands over his ears, and ran the rest of the way down the stairs.
Leaving Sarah giggling to herself, Charlie hurried down after him. It was extraordinary whenever that sort of thing happened. They could go from a very serious, scary discussion into a tender moment into full-belly laughs before they’d even had their breakfast.
Over bowls of cornflakes, they settled down to update the group chat on all they had missed. They had been too tired to do it last night and the others didn’t yet know about the amulet or about the dog bones. With some input from Charlie, Nick typed it all out. But as he was about to explain their discovery inside Jane’s grave, he hesitated.
“Are you sure it’s okay to tell them?”
Charlie blinked at him from over his cereal spoon. “Oh, um…” Why wouldn’t he want to share this astonishing revelation with his coven? “Yeah, tell them. Why not?”
But even as Nick continued to type on his phone and Charlie went back to his breakfast, he could tell Nick felt a bit weird about it, too. The feeling made his head hurt so he gave it a little shake and put it from his mind. They’d been having a lovely morning, despite things, and he was suddenly determined to keep it going for the rest of the day.
They gave it a good shot.
While their covenmates chattered away on the group chat, processing the news of yesterday, Nick and Charlie spent the day lounging around the house. Neither of them had slept all that well last night and Charlie had to admit his trip into the past had taken a lot out of him. All the while, David seemed to be keeping an annoyingly close eye on them. They kept having to make out to get him to go away. Not that they needed an excuse.
That afternoon they both got added to a new, secondary group chat by Tara. It was Darcy’s birthday in just under two weeks and Tara was planning a surprise party for the Friday after. So far all she knew was that it was going to be at Nellie’s (Sarah had already agreed to help them) and it was going to be epic. On the condition that everyone, especially Tao, kept their mouths shut.
Nick and Charlie read the messages propped up in bed together during the ad break of Taskmaster. It was nice to have something normal and fun to look forward to, but it was also strange to think something as mundane as a birthday party still existed. Life went on. Your friends turned eighteen. The world kept turning.
On New Year’s Eve, the coven threw a small get-together at the cottage, since none of them felt up to doing much else. It actually turned out to be a lot of fun, even if Nick and Charlie did escape into the kitchen-greenhouse two hours in.
It turned out a lot of shenanigans could be done with drunken magic. Tara and Darcy had magically “burrowed” a plethora of “fun” drinks from Darcy’s mum’s cabinet, Tao drank so much he puked on Elle’s dress, and Isaac, after a drunken attempt at warming his feet, accidentally set fire to his own shoes.
When, after midnight, Nick and Charlie emerged, it was to find their friends in an even sorrier disarray than they were. They had shared grins and agreed secretly they had made the right decision—even if several plant pots had been casualties of their dalliance.
On the other side of New Year, the five days until they had to go to school seemed much more meager. While Tara and Elle threw themselves into party planning, amulet research took up most of the others’ time. As usual, it was slow going. Especially since both Nick and Charlie had started having more nightmares than usual, making them tired and lethargic. It was difficult to forget that the Hopkins Society could be on them at any moment and they really were not prepared.
By the final weekend before school, Charlie had started carrying the amulet around with him at all times. He was terrified he was going to lose it or damage it, but he couldn’t bring himself to lock it away with his other magical items.
From their research, they learned that amulets could be made of various different things, notably metal or stone, and usually served as protection for the carrier.
That was all well and good, Charlie thought, but so far all it had done was sit around and look mildly interesting. They had tried everything they could think of—feeding magic into it, channelling magic through it. One afternoon at the cottage, the entire coven had thrown all the magic they could at it but still, nothing had happened other than they’d all had to go home and have a nap.
On Monday morning, Charlie tucked the amulet in the inside pocket of his blazer. He didn’t want to risk it being confiscated if he wore it around his neck, and leaving it at home had seemed like a bad idea. If it was meant to protect him then it was better to keep it on hand just in case.
Which seemed to be his coven’s idea with him, too.
As they settled back into school, Charlie found himself almost never alone. His covenmates seemed to have taken it upon themselves to escort him everywhere. He couldn’t even walk for five minutes between classes without Nick or Tao or Isaac joining him.
They tried to ease him in softly with Nick taking the duty the first time. Charlie had been delighted by his appearance outside his classroom… until it happened again the next day only it was Tao.
By Darcy’s birthday, it had gotten so ridiculous that Charlie found himself in a heated argument with Tao outside the Sixth Form common room. All he’d done was nip out of the room to use the loo quickly, when he was bombarded with a prickly Tao, telling him off for putting his own life in danger. Tao had argued that toilet-time was the perfect time to murder someone, when their guard was down and they were in an enclosed space.
Charlie still wasn’t talking to him when they arrived at the cottage for Darcy’s birthday lunch. They sat on opposite sides of the room, making grumpy faces at each other while Nick and Elle smirked and rolled their eyes.
Meanwhile, Darcy accepted their gifts and balloons and 18 badge with an air of hastily covered up disappointment. When they’d arrived at the cottage to find only their regular set up, their face had fallen for only a second. No alcohol, no music, no party guests. Charlie felt a bit bad until he remembered what was planned for tomorrow. He’d seen Tara’s vision board, had even helped pick out the perfect rainbow balloon arch.
“I’m sorry but I’d rather you be a bit grumpy than dead, Charles,” Tao insisted as they made their way back through the woods.
“But I can do magic on my own now,” Charlie reminded him. “I don’t need someone with me twenty-four/seven. I’m not completely inept.”
“Nobody’s saying you are,” said Elle, hands in her coat pockets against the cold. “We just care about you.”
“And it’s only for now,” said Tara kindly. “It won’t be forever.”
Charlie knew all this, of course he did, but their constant hovering and pitying looks made him feel all twitchy.
Nick jumped down from the style after him and folded an arm around his shoulders. “Please just humour us a little bit longer, Char.”
“We’d very much like to continue being your friends,” said Isaac. “We already lost James, we don’t want to bury you, too.”
Charlie looked at each of his gathered covenmates, looked at Nick whose eyes were shining with unshed tears. He shifted awkwardly and glanced down at his shoes. “I’m sorry,” he murmured. “I appreciate you all trying to look out for me. I do. I’m just… on edge.”
As the seven of them parted ways for home, a dark cloud began to roll in at the edges of Charlie’s brain and it was an effort not to drag his feet. Nick squeezed his hand and frowned at him. He knew he could read his mood like a book. He pressed a kiss to the side of his head and Charlie tried for a smile.
“I feel like I ruined Darcy’s birthday,” he confessed. “Being all pissy at Tao and… and being all dramatic when you’re all just trying to help me.”
“Nothing’s ruined at all, silly,” said Nick. “Darcy was only disappointed because they don’t know about the surprise party tomorrow. And, to be honest, I think your annoyance at Tao is mostly valid. He was being a little too overbearing, and that’s saying something, coming from me.”
Charlie managed a much better smile. “Aw, you’re not overbearing. Well… not always. And I don’t mind it, coming from you.”
Nick raised his eyebrows and grinned. “Oh, really?”
“Mmhm, somehow.”
They chattered and flirted all the way to Charlie’s house. It had been weeks since he’d been back there and he’d promised his grandmother he’d pop in every now and then to clean and make sure everything was as it should be. He had neglected his duties recently, what with everything else going on. But he and Nick had plans to spend the night in the empty house together, cleaning… definitely just cleaning.
As soon as they got through the door, they hurried upstairs to change from their uniforms into some comfy clothes. It turned out there actually wasn’t much cleaning to be done, just some light hoovering. And thus, when dinner was finished and there was a knock on the door, their comfy clothes were half-off.
Charlie looked up from where he’d been sucking love bites across Nick’s chest. Nick stared up at him, bright-eyed and wild-haired, from beneath him on the sofa. “Who is that?”
“How am I supposed to know?” Charlie hastily looked around. His pyjama bottoms had got lost somewhere between the living room and the kitchen. He scooted off Nick and located them hooked over a dining room chair. A glance at his reflection on his way past the hallway mirror confirmed he looked as dishevelled as he felt.
With a sigh, he opened the front door. “Um… hi,” he said. “Can I help you?”
The woman stared at him for a moment, taking in his unruly curls and reddened lips. She had long dark hair and even darker eyes. Something about her was at once familiar, but then again not at all.
“You’re Julio Spring’s son?”
“Yes,” he said. “I’m Charlie. Have… have we met before?”
The woman nodded. “Sixteen years ago,” she said. “At the barn fire.”
Charlie stared. “You were there?”
“Yes. And I’ve been reliving that day over and over again all this time. Then, two weeks ago, my memory changed. Suddenly, you were there—where you hadn’t been before. And now, whenever I think back, I can see you there with me, in that room…” She trailed off, and glanced up and down the road outside. “I’m sorry,” she said. “But please could I come in? I’m taking a risk just being here.”
Charlie blinked out of his astonishment. “Yes. Yeah, of course, come in.”
“Thank you.”
Mind racing with a hundred questions, Charlie led the woman into the living room where, thankfully, Nick had redressed and made himself more presentable. The woman perched on the edge of the sofa and regarded Nick with a small smile.
“Hi,” said Nick cautiously. He shot Charlie a questioning look.
“Oh, um, this is my boyfriend, Nick.”
“Little Nicky,” said the woman, her smile growing fond. “I remember you. Sarah’s littlest.”
At Nick’s wide-eyed look, Charlie giggled. “Aw, little Nicky…”
He sank into a chair while Nick perched beside him on the arm.
“My name is Zosia Kiska,” she said at Nick’s continued confusion.
“She was at the barn fire,” said Charlie. “She’s the one who saw me.”
Nick’s eyes widened. “Oh my god. Really?”
Zosia nodded, her hands folded in her lap. “When I first saw you, I thought you were your father.”
“You tried to help me get out,” said Charlie. “You were trying to protect me.”
“You looked so afraid, and so young. You must be, what? Sixteen now? Goodness, time does fly… Anyway, it scared me—that someone entirely separate and innocent had wandered in there by mistake. But then I realised you must have been visiting via someone else’s mind. You were tethered to someone who was there that night—that’s why I only remembered you recently. You weren’t there, until you were.”
“Right,” said Charlie. “Nick’s older brother David was there, he snuck in and saw it all. But how come you could see me? None of the others could. Are you a witch?”
“No, but I have other abilities. I’m a psychic. Every moment, every event in time has its own imprint. You appearing suddenly in that memory altered the imprint of that night and I felt it and I saw you.”
Charlie exchanged a fascinated look with Nick. He couldn’t pretend he understood much of what Zosia had just said, but the concept was definitely enticing.
“How come you were there that night?” asked Nick. “Were you part of their coven?”
“Not officially,” said Zosia. “But I was close to them, yes. I helped them out whenever I could.”
“So you must have known my mum, too?” said Charlie.
“Very well.” Zosia’s jaw quivered, then tightened. “Her death was a terrible tragedy.”
“Zosia,” said Charlie slowly, softly. “I saw her escape that fire.”
She looked up at him and blinked, stunned. “I thought she died—in that room.”
It seemed imperative to Charlie that she understood the truth. “No. I saw her leave. But I don’t know what happened after that…”
A car alarm blared somewhere closeby. Zosia jumped violently, and glanced around at the window as if afraid someone might burst through it. With a steadying breath she forced herself to regain some composure. “Sorry,” she gasped. “There’s not much time for me to talk. I’ve come here to warn you.”
Charlie felt Nick tense beside him on the chair. His own heart dropped, his own breath caught. “About what?” But he predicted the answer before Zosia could even open her mouth.
“The Hopkins Society.”
Nick’s hand found Charlie’s shoulder.
“I’ve been hiding from them for sixteen years,” said Zosia. “And yesterday, one of them found me.”
“But you’re not a witch,” said Charlie.
She fixed him with her anxious stare. “They were asking about you.”
Nick leapt to his feet and began to pace across the rug, hands in his hair. Charlie swallowed and tried to take some deep breaths.
“Someone else must have discovered you in their memory, just like I did,” said Zosia. “Someone who survived that night like me. They know you were there. They’re coming for you, just like they came for your mother. And they’ll kill me if they know I’m here.”
Apparently now too afraid for niceties, Zosia hurried out into the hall and threw open the front door. Charlie hurtled after her, Nick trailing behind. “Wait!” Charlie cried.
She paused in the open door.
“Why are you telling me this? Why risk your life to warn me?”
She managed a small smile. “I owe it to your parents. They meant a lot to me.” She slipped a hand into her red woollen coat and handed over a business card. “I’m staying at the Beaumont Hotel for a few nights. Be careful, Charlie.”
And with that, she turned and left the house, pulling the door closed behind her with a snap.
For several long moments, Nick and Charlie stood in the hallway in their socks, their hair and clothes still rumpled, but all of the flushed redness from their cheeks diminished.
“Who was she talking about?” Nick breathed. “Who else survived? David?”
“No, not David,” said Charlie. “Carol.”
✨
With a gasp, Richard let the shopping bag fall onto the kitchen counter. He lifted the palm of his hand to his face and squinted at the three straight lines now cut there. “Ouch… oh. Oh, shit…” But before he could completely register what this meant, there was a knock on the door.
With a sigh, he abandoned the shopping and found Pauline standing on the doorstep. “Sarah?” she exclaimed. “You sent Sarah after me?”
“Would you like a cup of tea? Or coffee?”
“She’s surprisingly ruthless, and now she has the power of a crystal. But why bother with her? Just so I wouldn’t get it?”
He leaned against the door frame and shook his head. “What’s happened to us? We used to be a team. How did we end up on opposite sides like this?”
“When you threatened to kill my mother,” said Pauline. “It occurred to me that you and I are not exactly on the same page.”
“Look, we’ve both had to do things we’re not happy about,” said Richard. “But the end goal—getting our powers back—that hasn’t changed. Not for me.”
She stood there on the doorstep, hands deep in her coat pockets. “I’m going to get that crystal back,” she said. “And the next time you cross me will be your last.” She turned on her heel and strode off down the road.
Richard shut the door and sighed. For fuck’s sake.
✨
“It’s not working,” said Charlie for the tenth time that afternoon. “Why won’t anything just work?”
He had abandoned Nick, Tao, Isaac and his coursework in favour of sitting hunched on the sofa, curled around the amulet, trying to get it to do something, anything.
“Why don’t you take a break?” said Nick. “You’re just tiring yourself out using so much dark magic.”
“But this is important!” he snapped. “And you’re not my minder…”
“Charlie…”
“Sorry,” he grumbled, for once not sounding sorry at all.
Nick let out a sigh. Their cosy night in alone had mostly been ruined by the spanner Zosia had thrown into it. Once she’d left and they’d debated back and forth all they could about what to do (the conclusion being, not a lot), they had tried to make the most of it, tried not to let panic overtake them.
After using magic to lock all the doors and windows, they had hurried upstairs and hidden together in Charlie’s bed. They had forced themselves to watch three entire episodes of Taskmaster, then lost themselves in each other until the small hours of the morning when they were too tired to dodge their nightmares any longer.
Nick could tell the constant waiting and not knowing was beginning to grate on Charlie. It was grating on them both. Darcy’s surprise party was tonight and Nick kept forgetting all about it.
He set down his pen. It was impossible to revise when Charlie was there at the best of times, but now when he looked so sad and frowny… he couldn’t not try to fix it. “Want to go and get a snack?”
“I don’t want a snack.”
“Okay… then how about a walk?”
“No, thanks. You go if you want.”
“Charlie,” said Tao. “You’re being a dick.”
“I don’t care.”
Nick grimaced. “Tao…”
“What? He is!” Tao exclaimed. “He was like this yesterday as well. Did your sleepover fix nothing at all?”
Charlie let out a giant, moody huff, scrambled to his feet and grabbed his stuff from the chair beside Nick. “Don’t fucking follow me.” And he stormed out of the common room.
Nick watched him go, itching to follow. Tao made to get up, but Isaac pulled him back down. “Leave him be. He has every right to be angry.”
“Not at us,” said Tao.
“He isn’t angry at us,” said Isaac. “Not really. There’s a target on his back. He’s been calmer than all of us this whole time. He was bound to crack at some point.”
Nick knew Isaac was right, but it didn’t help settle the dread that seemed to be forever curdling in the pit of his stomach lately. He also knew how much Charlie hated being babysat, but with him out of sight like this, Nick wished his boyfriend was slightly less headstrong.
“Sometimes I wish the witch hunters would just get here already,” said Tao. “So we can stop worrying about it. The tension is killing me.”
“But we’re not ready!” said Nick. “We’re nowhere near ready.” He glanced up at the doors through which Charlie had disappeared, and wished he would come back through them.
“You’re still trying to figure out how to work the amulet, right?” asked Isaac.
“Yeah,” said Nick. “What do you think all Charlie’s grumbling was about?”
Isaac ignored his snarky tone and continued calmly. “The rune is the same as the one in the cottage cellar, right? Well, both those things used to belong to Charlie’s mum so maybe that’s the key. Did you try seeing how it reacts inside the cottage?”
“No,” said Nick. “We didn’t think… Why would the location make any difference?”
Isaac shrugged. “It’s magic, isn’t it? Specifics tend to matter.”
“Except when they don’t,” said Tao.
But Nick was already packing up his things. “Thanks, Isaac, you’re a genius.”
“It hasn’t worked yet.”
“Yeah, well…” Nick threw his blazer on and slung his bag over his shoulder. “It’s the best idea we’ve had in weeks so… See you later.”
He left the common room quickly and strode down the corridor in search of Charlie. He stepped out of the school building, looking around everywhere, trying not to panic. Considering it was lesson time for most, the school was pretty deserted. Nick took out his phone, to text him, when he spotted him—walking towards the front gates.
“Charlie, wait up!”
Charlie stopped, but didn’t turn around. His shoulders looked as if they were carrying the weight of the entire world.
Nick jogged to catch up with him. “Where are you going? I thought you had lessons this afternoon.”
Charlie shrugged. “I’m not going to them. I just…” His grumpy expression wavered a little. “I just don’t want so many people hovering around me all day long. It’s infuriating.”
“I’m so sorry this is happening, Char. But it’s for the best. For now, anyway.”
“I know!” he snapped. His face fell when he realised he’d done so again. “I know… I just can’t stand it today, okay?”
Nick’s heart did a painful little squeeze. “Do you want me to leave you alone?”
Charlie met his gaze for the first time, staring. “No,” he said. “No, why would I…?” And he suddenly looked a second away from crying. “I’m sorry.” He flung a hand over his mouth. “I’m sorry I snapped, before and just now. I’m so sorry.”
“It’s okay, it’s okay.” Nick breathed a little easier as Charlie allowed himself to be pulled into a hug. “You have every right to be angry. I’m angry too.”
“But I shouldn’t have taken it out on you and the others.” His voice had grown thicker with tears which dampened Nick’s blazer.
“Well, I forgive you.” Nick kissed his hair. “I’ll always forgive you.”
“I’m just so scared…”
“Me too,” Nick murmured. “Me too… but Isaac may have just given me a new idea.”
Charlie lifted his head, his hair bouncing, his eyes red and puffy. He sniffled and Nick’s heart broke. “What is it?”
“It involves going to the cottage. Are you feeling up for it?”
Charlie swiped his wrists across his cheeks. “Yes, please. I’ll take anything at this point.”
They walked across town slowly but steadily, hand in hand. Nick explained Isaac’s idea and by the time they made it to the cottage, Charlie’s tears had dried up and some of his past determination had returned.
He kept a tight hold on Nick’s hand as they descended into the cellar. It may have seemed silly, but the place still did freak him out quite a lot. He was glad Charlie was there.
For a moment, they peered up at the rune etched into the ceiling, then Charlie took the amulet from around his neck. “It’s definitely the same pattern.” He lifted it towards the ceiling.
Nothing happened. He stood on his tiptoes to lift it higher, but still nothing happened. “Well,” he said with a sigh. “It was a nice idea but…”
“Maybe they need to touch.” Nick shrugged. “I dunno, but let’s make sure we try everything before we give up.”
“Alright, give me a boost then.”
Nick ducked down and Charlie clambered onto his shoulders. Nick stood up slowly, and Charlie clung on the best he could, one arm around Nick’s face. “Ouch, Char, I can’t see.”
“I don’t want to fall!” Charlie shifted his arm a little higher over Nick’s forehead.
“You’re not going to fall. Now, quick, before I—”
“Before you drop me! I told you!”
“No, that’s not what I was going to say…”
“Nick! Stand still!”
Eventually, Charlie managed to balance himself well enough to extend one arm upwards. He pressed the amulet’s rune flat against its twin on the ceiling. He kept it held there until his arm ached.
Still, nothing happened.
“Ugh!” he groaned. “This is so stupid.”
Nick let Charlie down from his shoulders. “You know, we could have just used magic to float it up there.”
“I know, right, you just wanted to pick me up.”
“So, what if I did?” Nick stuck out his tongue. “Boyfriend privileges.”
“But why does nothing we try work?” Charlie began to pace beneath the ceiling rune. “The one time we actually really need to figure something out and…”
“There must be an incantation or something we’re missing.”
“Right!” Charlie clapped his hands. “My mum did say something before she used this thing in the memory but I dunno what it was now… there was so much going on. For fuck’s sake—why didn’t I pay more attention?”
“Hey, stop that.” Nick went to him and removed his hands from where they’d been tugging at his hair. Instead, he folded them into his own. “You just said it, there was a lot going on. Don’t be so hard on yourself. It’s thanks to you we have the amulet in the first place.”
Charlie’s blue eyes shone dully in the dim light. “But it’s useless if we can’t figure out how to use it.”
“We’ll get there,” said Nick. “I believe in us.”
Charlie leaned up just so on his tip toes and kissed him, lingering just long enough to pour all his love and gratitude into the small action. Nick closed his eyes and breathed him in, relished in the cosy, quiet warmth which always greeted him whenever that happened. If anything was to take that feeling—or the source of that feeling—away… Well, Nick didn’t want to know what life would be like without Charlie Spring, without his soulmate. Why did people keep wanting to take him away from him?
Charlie shivered and folded his coat tighter around himself. “Did you feel that?”
“Feel what? Our magic? It always feels like that.”
Frowning, Charlie rubbed at his back. “Not that—that was normal… this was strange, like a tickle—or a shivery feeling over my shoulders.”
Nick blinked. “I didn’t feel anything…”
There was a not-so-distant rumble and they both looked around. Dust trickled from the wooden beams across the ceiling and sprinkled onto the rough stone floor. A grinding kind of sound surrounded them, as if the walls of the cottage were shifting.
“What’s happening?”
“The amulet,” said Charlie. “Do you think—? Whoa!”
The room shuddered, the very ground beneath their feet shook. Nick dodged another shower of dust and grabbed onto Charlie. “W-we need to get out of here,” he cried. “Come on!”
Nick turned and tried to run back up the steps but—
“I can’t move!” Charlie cried. “Nick, I can’t move my feet.”
“What do you mean you can’t—?”
Stunned, Nick looked down at Charlie’s shoes. Just his ordinary school shoes. He tried to tug on his arm, but he was well and truly stuck in place.
“Nick!” His eyes flew wide with panic. The house continued to shake and tremble around them, the noise almost drowning out his cries. “Do something! Knock me over! Please!”
With no other option, Nick backed up a little, then took a running tackle at his boyfriend. The two of them went sprawling sideways onto the floor.
At once, the shaking stopped, the cottage quietened around them and the dust settled, misting in the air around them.
Hurried footsteps came from the stairs. “Was that horny magic?” said a familiar drawling voice.
His arms still curved protectively over Charlie, Nick rolled off him. “You okay?”
Charlie coughed. “Yeah. Are you?”
“I’m fine. Are you unstuck?”
Nick dropped his arms, and Charlie sat up. He wiggled his feet. “I’m unstuck.”
The two of them sat there on the stone floor as they caught their breath.
“Whoa,” said Nick “That was…”
At the foot of the stairs, David folded his arms. “Are either of you going to explain to me what the fuck that was? The whole cottage felt like it was coming down?”
With a sigh, Charlie got to his feet, then extended a hand to help Nick up, too.
“We were trying to figure out the amulet,” said Nick.
“A woman came to see us yesterday,” Charlie explained. “She was at the fire sixteen years ago. She said the witch hunters are coming, just like you said. This amulet is the best way to protect me from their ritual.”
Nick folded his arms. “If you ever cared to read the group chat you’d already know all this.”
David huffed. “Let me see that.” He snatched the amulet from Charlie’s hand and studied it closely. His expression darkened with something entirely unexpected… fear. “This is seriously dark magic.”
“So?” Charlie snapped. “I have that.”
“Doesn’t mean you should use stuff like this, though,” said David. “Too much and it’ll consume you, remember. I didn’t think you wanted that to happen. Something about not murdering my brother in his sleep.”
Charlie’s shoulders tensed and Nick took a step between him and David. “What are you talking about? Charlie can control his dark magic now.”
David raised his eyebrows. “Can he?”
Charlie hooked his arm around Nick’s and shrugged. “Well, kind of. It’s still in progress.”
“Either way,” said David. “This amulet—who knows what it’s capable of.”
Nick’s blood boiled. “Um, are you not the one who came all the way back here to warn us about the Society coming for Charlie? And now we have a way to fight them and, what? You don’t like it?”
“I’m just saying we should be careful! For all we know, this could make matters worse!”
In one large stride, Charlie pushed himself between Nick and David. “The one thing I know is that without this my mum would have been destroyed in that fire, destroyed by your little witch hunter friends. I can’t let that happen to me. I won’t. Unless you have a better solution?”
Nick tried to match Charlie’s intense glare, but it was difficult when his boyfriend was very attractive when he got all shouty. The blush in his cheeks must have shown because David rolled his eyes.
“Whatever,” he scoffed. “Don’t come crying to me when something goes wrong.”
“Why would we ever come crying to you for anything?” said Charlie. “You’re a dick ninety-nine per cent of the time.” He sighed and shook his head. “Come on, Nick. Let’s go home and get changed. Then we should go and talk to Zosia—maybe she’ll know something about this thing and why it made the cottage shake.”
Thrilled that it finally felt like they were getting somewhere, Nick followed Charlie out of the cellar.
✨
While Tara and Elle set up the party, Tao and Isaac had been tasked with keeping Darcy distracted. Having popped home to change out of their uniforms, the three of them trudged through the woods to the cottage.
“But we’ve looked through those books loads of times,” Darcy whined. “If there was anything about special, creepy amulets in there we’d know by now.”
“Yes, well,” said Isaac. “There’s no harm in checking again. We might have missed something.”
“Yeah, right,” Tao laughed. “As if you would ever miss something in a book.”
Isaac nudged him. “Tao! Not helping…”
“Right… sorry…”
“Oh, hey, Dave!” said Darcy suddenly. Tao looked up to find David Nelson exiting the cottage just ahead of them. “What are you doing here?”
“Um… I am part of your coven, too, remember. I have as much right to spend time here as the rest of you. Even if I don’t get an invite to your New Year’s party…”
All three of them opened their mouths to explain exactly why none of them wanted him at their party, David waved a dismissive hand and strode off into the woods, back towards town.
Still grumbling, Tao sloped after the others into the cottage and flopped down on the sofa. “I miss James,” he whined. “James never spoke all condescendingly to us like that…”
“Maybe not to our faces…” Isaac mumbled. “Here.” He shoved a book at Tao’s face.
Tao hesitated, then grabbed it from him. He was still sure there were much less boring ways to entertain Darcy—and themselves—before the surprises began.
Isaac settled with his own book on the other sofa and Darcy lounged on a bean bag chair, not even pretending to read the book on their lap.
“Where are Nick and Charlie?” They asked after several minutes of silence.
“They went to speak to that woman,” said Tao. “Zara… Zoe…?”
“Zosia,” said Isaac.
“Right. They should be back in time for—”
Isaac chucked a cushion at him. It bounced off Tao’s head, onto the floor. “Hey! I was going to say, they’ll be back in time to help us with our research.”
Darcy merely rolled their eyes and lay back more comfortably against the chair.
Tao had almost fallen asleep on the sofa when Darcy spoke again.
“Is it true Charlie dug up his mum’s grave?”
Tao lifted his head and met Isaac’s gaze across the room.
Isaac shifted uncomfortably and looked back down at his book. “Yeah… well, I’m not sure why he’d lie about it if he hadn’t.”
Darcy slid their unopened book onto the coffee table. “Am I the only one who thinks that’s kind of…?”
“Dark as fuck?” said Tao. “No, you’re not.”
“It’s definitely toeing a line,” said Isaac with a sigh. “I understand why he felt the need to check, I just… maybe there were better ways of doing it. I can’t think of any right now, but I’m sure there’s some.”
“And they found dog bones,” said Darcy, shuddering. “His mum… she’s probably alive, isn’t she?”
The three of them regarded each other in the quiet space. “Yeah,” said Isaac. “Probably.”
Darcy gave themself a physical shake, unable to exist in such melancholy for long. “Well,” they said. “I hope she’s nice. Maybe she can help us.”
“She’s an all-powerful dark-magic-wielding witch,” said Tao. “I’m sure she’s a ray of sunshine.”
“Hey,” said Darcy, searching for something in their jacket pocket. “Charlie’s basically one of those and he’s sunshiney… sometimes.”
They extracted a small plastic baggie of white powder and Tao stared. “Darce, what the fuck is that?”
“Calm down,” they chuckled. “Look! It’s called Oungan. It’s supposed to help you tap into your inner strength and power. We could use a little of that right now, don’t you think?” They shrugged. “Plus, I’m so bored.”
“Did your creepy friend Lucille give you that?” said Tao.
“No. Her even creepier friend Owen.”
“Give me that.” Isaac swiped the baggy from their hand before they could protest. He squinted at the powder within, opened it, sniffed it. “What exactly is this?”
“Dunno,” said Darcy. “He said it was some all-natural concoction. Non-addictive, if that’s even a thing. Not sure if he was full of shit, but I’ve been wanting to try it. Even if it is just for fun. We need some of that, too.”
A vibration from Tao’s pocket made him sit up and take out his phone. Everything was set. Elle and Tara were ready for them. “We need to go.”
“What?” Darcy frowned up at him, powder already on their finger. “What for?”
Tao stood up, gaping like a puffer-fish while Isaac rolled his eyes and murmured, “You are so crap at this, god…”
“Tara,” Tao invented. “Is asking if we all want to go over to hers.”
“Well, why didn’t you say so?” Darcy got to their feet at once. “Okay, let’s go. But first, don’t let me dine alone? Care for some drugs, friends of mine?”
“Alright,” said Tao with a huff. “But if this has some weird-ass side effects, I’m blaming you.”
✨
David. For fuck’s sake. Why did he always have to come along and mess up Nick’s head?
It was an hour later. They had changed for the party, made sure the amulet was locked away safely in Charlie’s secret compartment, then headed out in the car towards the Beaumont Hotel. And despite the progress they seemed to (finally) be making, Nick couldn’t get David’s words out of his head.
About Charlie’s dark magic and how it would inevitably consume him… They still didn’t really know what that meant. They had thought the barn fire had been caused when Jane’s dark magic got out of control and consumed her—but that had turned out to be false. And maybe subconsciously, this revelation had somehow tricked Nick into thinking their worry about Charlie’s fate was false, too.
He glanced at his soulmate, sitting beside him in the passenger seat, watching out the window. He still looked tired, but a little more cheerful perhaps. He seemed to feel Nick’s gaze upon him, caught it in his own, and gave him a small smile.
Nick’s heart fluttered. If anyone was immune to malicious intent, it was him. Charlie was the loveliest person Nick had ever met. Things would have to get really dire, things would have to change drastically before this boy ever did anything to hurt anyone.
“There it is,” said Charlie, pointing to the hotel’s signage at the side of the road.
Nick turned into the car park. It wasn’t a large place, and they made their way easily to the room number Zosia had scribbled hastily on the back of the business card. Nick knocked on the door.
It opened a crack, the safety catch jingling.
“Zosia? It’s me. Charlie Spring.”
“Are you alone?” came her hushed voice.
“Nick’s here, too.”
She shut the door again, and they heard the click of the latch being removed. Then the door opened, just a crack. Zosia’s dark eye peered from Charlie to Nick, afraid. “Hurry.” She opened the door just a little wider, just enough for them both to slip inside.
Two heavy chairs lay on their sides, having clearly been hastily removed from where they’d been barricading the door.
“I don’t have magic like you,” said Zosia. “I have to make do with…” She waved her hand at the chairs, then set about replacing them against the door. “What can I help you with?”
Nick and Charlie exchanged a look.
“We, um, wanted to ask you something,” said Charlie. “About the amulet my mum had at the fire.”
“The Waterhouse amulet?”
“We didn’t know it was called that, but, yeah. We left it at home for safety, but—”
“You found it?”
“Oh, um, well, yes. Like I said, it’s at home, but I have a photo.” Charlie showed her on his phone.
Zosia stared down at the image. “I thought it was lost for good.”
“I saw her use it against the witch hunters,” said Charlie “That’s how she escaped. I figured I could use it in the same way.”
“Absolutely, you could.”
Nick wanted to cry with relief. “Really?”
“We’ve tried everything,” said Charlie. “And we can’t figure out how it works. All it’s done so far is almost tear down a house.”
But Zosia’s eyes had lit up with building excitement the moment she’d seen the photo and she began to pace. “That’s because it needs to be activated. If you’re bound to a coven, there’s a ritual you can easily do.”
Charlie took Nick’s hand and squeezed it. “We are bound to a coven.”
“And with this ritual,” said Nick. “It’ll be able to do what it did before—stop the hunters from finishing their destruction ritual?”
Zosia nodded. “I have a spell written down somewhere in my old diaries. I’m glad I brought them all with me…”
“Will you help us?”
“Of course,” she said. “Jane and Julio were close friends of mine. I always looked up to Jane, especially. I would hate for anything to happen to their sweet little baby.” She gave a nervous chuckle. “Sorry, not that you’re a baby anymore.”
“Still sweet and little, though,” said Nick, draping an arm around him. Charlie pouted.
“Aw, you two are so lovely together,” said Zosia. “Of course I’ll help you. Is there somewhere safe we can meet later so we can get this thing done?”
“My mum’s old cottage?” Charlie suggested. “Do you know where that is?”
“Oh, yes. I remember that old place. Midnight?”
Nick and Charlie nodded. “Midnight.”
“And bring your entire coven, we’re going to need power.”
✨
Zosia had just replaced her make-shift barricade when there was a soft knock on the door.
“Oh, just a minute, Charlie!” she called. She tipped the chairs aside and opened the door. Her stomach dropped and she tried to shut it again, grappled for the latch but an arm shot out and forced the door open.
Richard Argent forced himself into the room, turned at the wardrobe and sighed. “You should see your face right now.”
“How did you find me?”
“That day you betrayed us? I told you never to come back here again,” he said. “And I marked you.”
Zosia blinked.
“You don’t remember?” He flashed his palm, showing the three even lines across it.
“I’m…” Zosia pulled her cardigan closer around herself. “I’m just visiting a friend.”
“Charlie Spring?” Richard’s eyebrows lifted. “Is he your friend?”
“You know Julio and I were close. When I heard Charlie had come here…”
“You thought you’d pop by and tell him how you killed his mother?”
“I—I… I just wanted to see if he was okay.”
Richard took a step forward. “You were supposed to protect Jane. You were her psychic. You should have seen the hunters coming.”
“They must have blocked my sight somehow,” she said. “You know I’d give anything to change what happened that night.”
“Well,” he said. “You can’t. But there may be something you can do to make it up to me.”
“What do you mean?”
“What do you know about the family crystals?”
Zosia frowned. “Why?”
“Because I need to find them.”
“Richard, I can’t do that. Those crystals aren’t yours to find.”
He strode to the door and she darted aside to let him pass. He yanked it open and glared at her. “I’m giving you the chance to make up for your mistakes, Zosia. And considering your abilities, I assume you know what’ll happen if you don’t do as I say.”
✨
“Shit,” said Charlie. “Darcy’s party. I completely forgot about it.” He looked up from his phone. “We are shit friends.”
Nick grimaced from behind the steering wheel. “They’ll understand. We’re so close to figuring this thing out, Char. So close.”
“Yeah, but I still feel bad…”
“Let’s just get home, grab the amulet, go to the party for a few hours and make sure everyone is sober enough to do the ritual at midnight.”
“Crap… Do you think we should call Zosia and tell her we should wait for tomorrow? It’s Darcy’s birthday party—they’re probably already tipsy.”
Nick shook his head. “No. No more waiting. We need to get this done. The hunters could be here any day. It has to be tonight. And… no offense to Darcy, I love them dearly, but your life is more important than their birthday party, I’m sorry, but it just is.”
As Nick parked and they hurried up the path to Charlie’s house, he couldn’t help but admit Nick had a point. Darcy could endure one year without a big celebration of their birth. They could be disappointed. Charlie couldn’t be destroyed, not now he had so many people to leave behind.
Up the stairs, into his bedroom, Nick checked his hair in the mirror while Charlie opened the compartment.
“Do I smell?” Nick asked.
“You smell nice, don’t worry.”
“Good. This party really has been an afterthought for us, hasn’t it? I do feel a bit bad.”
“We need to be really present tonight,” said Charlie. “Make it up to them—wait—shit! What the fuck? Where the fuck is it?”
Nick turned away from the mirror. “What?”
“The amulet’s not here!” Charlie took out the grimoire and the crystal, swept a hand around the small space, but there was nothing else in there. “It’s not here. Oh my god, Nick…”
“Okay, okay,” he said. “Breathe. Let’s not panic. We probably shouldn’t panic, right?”
“Nick! Someone was in here! Someone obviously stole it!”
“Do you think they saw the crystal? No one can know we have that!”
Charlie replaced the other items back in the compartment. “It’s still here and the grimoire, too, so…”
“So someone just wanted the amulet,” said Nick. “But no one knows about the compartment except for us, do they?”
Charlie nodded, frowning. “And everyone who knows about the amulet has been busy with the party—and we only just told Zosia.”
“David,” said Nick. “We only told him about it this afternoon, and he doesn’t give a shit about the party.”
“And he didn’t like us looking into it. It was almost definitely him.”
“For fuck’s sake… I am going to actually do something I regret to my brother one of these days.”
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Chapter 26: focus on the fire
Notes:
Sorry about the lack of chapter last week. I was going to try and get one out to you, but I misjudged how busy I was going to be 😅
Unfortunately, there will be another 2 week long wait between this chapter and the next one as well. While I love writing this fic, I have become a little less invested over the last month or so and I just need to find my groove with it again. I need to outline until the end, get all my ducks in a row and then I'll be able to come back (in 2 weeks) with a vengeance! Thank you for reading! x
Anyway, on with Chapter 26!
Chapter 26 Word Count: 8093
Content Warnings: alcohol, drugs, mention of suicide ideation, violence, blood, fire, murder
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
chapter twenty-six: focus on the fire
Nick and Charlie approached the doors of Nellie’s Tea Room and sighed.
Through the windows, there the others were, in a huddle of friends and classmates. The surprise was over and done, and they had missed it. Darcy was wearing a party hat with a pompom on the top, and was now trying to attach one to Tao’s head with some difficulty.
Nick held the door open and they sidled inside. The place looked amazing, balloons and bunting all over the place, the beautiful rainbow balloon arch Charlie had helped pick out had been errected over the door. They stepped under it to join the back of the crowd.
None of the guests turned around or seemed to notice them at all. Nick shrugged off his coat. Charlie had been worrying at his bottom lip since they’d left his house. Now, he stood on tip toes to see over the heads of the gathered people, searching, Nick knew, for David. Nick glanced swiftly around the room, but couldn’t see his brother anywhere.
It had been difficult to know what to do. They needed the amulet back—before midnight tonight. But they also needed to be there for their friend.
Before either of them could move away from the door, Tara stepped up onto the small stage which had been built in the corner.
“Thanks for coming everyone,” she said into the mic. The guests cheered and clapped. Darcy whooped extra loudly. “I’m going to keep this as short as I can…” She lifted a cup and the others followed suit.
Nick and Charlie looked around awkwardly, drinkless and finding nothing nearby to solve that issue. Instead, they took each other’s hand and tried to look cheerful.
“Darcy,” said Tara. “The love of my life—thank you for being the best partner anyone could ask for, thank you for making me laugh every day, thank you for always being kind and generous and lovely, even when you think you’re not, you’re always incredible and powerful and confident and worthy of all the love in the world. I love you, Darce, my love and my best friend. Happy Birthday!”
“Happy birthday!” everyone cheered.
“Now,” said Tara. “Let’s all do what you love the best and drink till we’re sick!”
Uproarious cheers went up all around the room, music began to play and people began to dance. Through their tears, Darcy whooped and clapped. They ran up onto the stage, grabbed Tara and kissed her passionately. As a round of Happy Birthday started, Darcy conducted, grinning from ear to ear.
Nick and Charlie exchanged a look.
“Let’s wait,” said Charlie. “We can tell them later. It’ll be fine.”
Nick nodded. “Either way, we can’t do anything without that amulet.”
Charlie grimaced, squeezed Nick’s hand and led the way through the dispersing crowd to the front of the stage where their covenmates were gathered.
“Oh my god, there you both are!” Elle exclaimed.
“Nick and Charlie!” Darcy cried from above. They jumped down from the stage with Tara in tow and threw themself into their arms. “You made it!”
“We’re really sorry we couldn’t be here for the actual surprise,” said Nick. “We really, really didn’t mean to miss it, only…”
“Only you should be sorry,” said Tao. “Because as much as coven-business is important, Darcy’s birthday is also—” He cut himself off with a sudden giggle.
Everyone looked at him in baffled alarm.
Then Isaac giggled too.
While Elle turned to her boyfriend, demanding an explanation, Darcy smacked a kiss to Nick and Charlie’s cheeks, then dragged them onto the dance floor.
They let themselves be dragged—for now at least, they could try to have a nice time. There was just that added stress of having to keep an eye out for David. He hadn’t exactly shown much enthusiasm for the party over the last few weeks, but… Nick never thought he’d be hoping for David to decide to crash his friend’s party, but here he was.
Beside him, Charlie bopped half-heartedly to the music. Nick couldn’t find too much more enthusiasm. Darcy didn’t seem to mind, though. They were perfectly happy to twirl around in their vacinity, grabbing their hands and twirling them about intermitently.
When Charlie stopped dancing entirely, Nick stopped, too. Charlie stood there, staring at the front door as though not really seeing it.
“Hey,” said Nick. “Why don’t we get something to eat? I’m starving.”
Charlie blinked up at him, then nodded absently. They managed to extract themselves from the dancing crowd, to the food table where they loaded rainbow-patterned paper plates with party food. With a cup of lemonade each, they sat down at a table in the corner with Isaac to eat.
Nick was halfway through his plate when he realised Charlie hadn’t even started. His gaze had drifted back to the door, a long-forgotten sausage roll in one hand. “Char? Want to go somewhere quieter?”
“No!” Charlie whirled around, glaring, and before he could stop himself, Nick flinched. Charlie’s face fell and he dropped the sausage roll onto his plate. “Sorry. I’m just… not hungry.”
“That’s okay. It’s been a stressful day.”
Charlie leaned tentatively against Nick’s shoulder. Nick folded his arm around him, and he relaxed into it, snuggling closer. And for a moment, while Nick sipped his drink and relished in the well-needed sugar, Charlie closed his eyes and breathed a little easier.
There was sudden a flurry of movement—then Darcy flopped down beside Isaac, their own plate piled high. “I’m impressed Tara managed to find enough random classmates to make it look like I have friends. Other than us seven, I mean.”
“Oh my god,” said Isaac, gazing adoringly at his food. “I love these puffed pastry thingies, they taste like gold.”
Charlie opened his eyes and lifted his head to stare at him along with Nick and Darcy.
“Isaac,” said Nick, alarmed. “Are you… high?”
Darcy giggled and nodded, as if they should have known and this was not surprising.
Isaac grinned up at them all. “You don’t feel all… shiny?”
“Maybe I should do some more,” said Darcy thoughtfully.
“Yeah, let’s!” Isaac exclaimed. “Call your friend!”
“Wait,” said Nick. “What are you talking about? Are you friends with a drug dealer?”
Before Darcy could chime in, Isaac burst into a very enthusiastic explanation of Oungan, Owen and how Darcy came to know him via Lucille. And also how questionable these sources were.
“Tao took some too,” said Darcy. “And look at him go!”
Over on the dance floor, exactly where they expected to find Tao, he was twirling Elle around, her long skirt flaring out around them in beautiful swirling colours. Nick tilted his head. Maybe he did look a little less awkward than usual.
Darcy began to type something into their phone.
“Maybe it’s for the best if you don’t take anymore.” Nick glanced at Charlie. “Listen, we hate to ask this of you, Darce, but there’s something kind of really important we need to do tonight, and we—”
“He’s here!” Charlie was suddenly gone from Nick’s side, and up from his seat.
Nick whirled around to see David step in through the cafe doors. “I’ll be right back.”
Without a backwards glance, he hurtled after Charlie, pushing past the room full of classmates, to the other side of the room where David leaned against the wall, beer in hand.
At the sight of Charlie striding towards him, David’s face dropped.
“David! You took my mum’s amulet.”
He sighed and rolled his eyes. He glanced from Nick to Charlie who looked ready to start throwing punches. “Yeah,” he said. “I did.”
“Any specific reason why,” said Charlie. “Or just to be a dick?”
“Someone had to stop you before you hurt yourself or others.”
“Fuck you,” said Nick. “The amulet is the key to protecting Charlie from the hunters and now, for some weird reason, you’ve decided that’s a bad idea.”
“We need it back, like, now,” Charlie demanded. He plucked at David’s jacket pockets, making him flinch away. “There’s a ritual we need to do to activate it. We’re meeting Zosia at midnight. Without it I’m a sitting duck. We all are.”
Nick scrutinised his brother’s familiar guarded expression. Nothing was getting through when that guard was up, which was most of the time. “Did you really mean all that stuff you said about growing to care about us or was that all just manipulative bullshit as usual?”
David hesitated, and for a moment, Nick swore the guard threatened to slip. Until it was thrown up again.
Charlie bristled. “You just want to control everything, don’t you? You can’t stand that we’ve figured out a lot of stuff all on our own—”
David stood up straight. He would have towered over Charlie if he’d been any taller. “I don’t trust you!” he yelled. “I don’t trust you not to do something reckless—lose the amulet or break it or do something irreversable with it.”
Charlie jolted back a step, as if David’s harsh words had been a physical blow, one which had taken him by surprise.
Nick opened his mouth to retort, but David was on a roll.
“You’re a liability. Reckless, stupid. Dangerous.”
Charlie stood there looking suddenly very lost, the rage which had flooded him a moment before replaced with devastation.
Nick glared at David—who flinched. “I’m not gonna hit you,” said Nick. “But I am going to tell you to back the fuck off. And hand over that amulet right now or so help me…”
He trailed off. Charlie had gone from his side, disappeared between the party guests. With another long-suffering sigh, David took the amulet from his pocket and dangled it in Nick’s face. He made a swipe for it, but David moved it away. “You have to promise me you’ll keep an eye on him,” said David. “If he gets worse…”
Something horrible and heavy dropped itself into Nick’s stomach. “What do you mean?”
“God,” David scoffed. “He has you twisted right around his finger… It’s the dark magic, it’s changing him, just like I warned him it would. It’s only a matter of time before your precious little boyfriend is gone—or at least all the things that are bearable about him are gone, and all that’s left is a monster.”
Nick’s stomach twisted. He snatched the amulet from David’s hand. “Fuck you,” he spat, and strode away in the direction Charlie went. He scanned the crowd for that familiar mop of dark curls, but he was nowhere to be seen.
All at once, the memories of how Charlie had been back when they’d first learned about the dangers of dark magic flooded him. How Charlie had been terrified of his own shadow, had shut himself in his house for days, willing to end his life himself before he hurt anyone ever again. Just because he had better control over the dark magic now didn’t mean he wouldn’t become consumed by it eventually…
Nick tried to shake the prospect from his head. He couldn’t scare himself into oblivion over this—he had to be strong. He had to hold onto hope and his faith in his soulmate that that simply wouldn’t happen.
Still, it was with a definite air of anxiety that Nick made his way to the front counter where his mum stood. She was taking a break from ferrying plates and glasses to and from the kitchen, a mug of tea on the go.
“Mum, have you seen Charlie?”
“Sweetheart, I’ve barely seen you today.” She smiled softly. “I would have thought you’d both have been more involved with the party planning.”
“We’ve been kind of preoccupied,” said Nick. “And besides, Tara and Elle basically refused to let us help after the first planning meeting, since we got a bit distracted…”
Sarah laughed knowingly and sipped her tea.
“But the place looks amazing,” Nick added. “You all did such a good job.”
“Well, thank you. Darcy deserves the best, even if their own mother couldn’t be here…”
“Wouldn’t,” Nick murmured.
Sarah grimaced. “Indeed.” She looked up. “There he is! Oh, poor dear, is he alright?”
He followed her gaze to the front window of the cafe. Charlie was standing just outside on the front step, looking as if he were debating whether to come back in or not, his eyes red and puffy.
A magnetic force seemed to pull Nick away from his mother and across the room to the door. He pulled it open and stepped out into the cold.
“Hi,” he said softly.
Charlie lifted his head and tried for a wonky smile. “Sorry I ran off. I needed some air.”
Nick shook his head. “No s-words. Come here…”
Charlie let himself be folded into a hug. He was cold between his arms but he buried his head in Nick’s shoulder and seemed to relax just a little more. Nick stroked his hair and gave his back an affectionate little scratch.
“Here,” Nick murmured. Charlie lifted his head. Nick kept him close as he extracted the amulet from his pocket. “Look what I got.”
Charlie’s watery eyes widened. He took the amulet—and his eyes filled with fresh tears.
“Oh, Char…”
That time, Charlie hugged him, and didn’t let go. “Th-thank you,” he cried into his shoulder. “I—I’m sorry…”
For a long while, they merely stood there, on the pavement in the doorway of Nellie’s, in a long, warm, well-needed hug.
“I’m not corrupt,” said Charlie eventually. “I’m not. I’d feel it… you would feel it… wouldn’t you?”
Nick peeled himself away just enough to look him in the eye. “Yes.” But those blue eyes were still so full of fear and uncertainty. “Charlie, I love you. All of you, including your dark magic, because it’s yours. The way you use it, or don’t use it, is a reflection of you, not of anything else.”
“But what if I can’t control that reflection anymore? What if it’s just darkness… in the end?”
“Then I’ll still love you,” said Nick. “W-would you still love me if I had dark magic? Even if I did something really bad because of it?”
“Of course.”
“Well, then…” When Charlie’s face didn’t change, Nick sighed. “Look, don’t listen to David, okay? What does he know? I know you, better than almost anyone and I’m telling you—you are not stupid or dangerous. Okay, sometimes you do reckless things, but that’s only because you’re brave and selfless and amazing… Not to mention beautiful and hilarious and wonderful and super smart and adorable and sexy and cool and lovely…”
Charlie giggled, a blush returning to his cheeks. “Alright, you can stop. Please, stop…”
“I won’t, you he can’t make me—”
He placed a gentle hand over Nick’s mouth, laughter replacing the tears in his eyes. “Shhh…”
Nick pressed a small kiss to the palm of Charlie’s hand. Then he took it in his own to kiss his knuckles, his fingers.
“I love you,” said Charlie. “I love you so so much.”
✨
Sarah watched as Nick forgot her entirely in favour of stepping outside to snuggle Charlie. She watched Nick hand him something, watched Charlie’s eyes fill with relief and hearts, watched them embrace again, speaking intently but softly to each other. Then she watched them kiss like it was the first time and the last time all wrapped up into one. Her heart soared for the happiness her son had found while a chink remained broken from her own loss.
“This is a nice do.”
Sarah blinked away from the sight of her boys, framed in the doorway, to find Pauline had appeared by the counter, casual as can be. Sarah took a sip of her tea and tried for nonchalant.
“And that’s a good son you’ve got there.” Pauline nodded to where Nick and Charlie were still wrapped up in each other.
“I know,” said Sarah, jaw tight.
“I never did put too much stock in that whole soulmate business,” said Pauline. “But looking at those two right now, maybe it is real.”
Sarah sighed. “What are you doing here?”
“Tara asked me to come. And I’m glad I did.” She leaned against the counter and surveyed the teenagers partying around them. “You know, watching these kids really puts things into perspective. We were just like them once. Ironically, I needed a visit from my mother to realise how many bad choices I’ve made recently.” Pauline chuckled. “I’m sorry. Tonight’s about the kids.”
And with that, she slipped away into the crowd, leaving Sarah alone with her tea.
What was that woman up to now?
✨
The puff pastry thingies continued to blow Isaac’s drug-addled mind while Darcy sat beside him, sampling only the icing of each of the cupcakes they’d collected on their plate. Did they all taste the same? Were the colours reflective of flavour? They couldn’t tell. At the same time, the mystery was both uninteresting and hilarious.
Vaguely, Darcy wondered where Nick and Charlie had gone. Hadn’t they just been here? Or maybe they’d just imagined them. Nick had been halfway through trying to tell them something before they were suddenly gone.
Ah, well, Darcy thought. Things would work out. With those two, things tended to return to sunshine and rainbows pretty consistently even when the universe put them through hell.
Darcy licked orange icing from their thumb. They missed the sound of the bell above the front door jingle, and thus were unprepared when Owen appeared beside her. He stood over their table with an impish smirk across his scruffy face.
“You were supposed to wait in the car and text me,” said Darcy.
Owen shrugged. “I wanted to check out the party.”
“Are you Owen?” asked Isaac. “The Oungan guy?”
“I’ve been called worse.”
With much more confidence than usual, Isaac stuck out his hand for Owen to shake. “I’m Isaac.”
Darcy was astounded to see that as Owen shook Isaac’s hand, a pink blush flooded across Owen’s cheeks. They sighed. “Did you bring it then or what?”
Remarkably flustered, Owen fished a baggy of powder from his jacket pocket and exchanged it for the cash Darcy had got out earlier. “Great,” they said. “Transaction done. You can leave now.”
“I think I’ll stay…” Owen sidled into the chair beside Isaac. “Suddenly, the night just showed some great potential.”
Isaac raised his eyebrows. “I’m afraid you’re really barking up the wrong—”
“Owen,” Darcy hissed. “This is a private party.”
“What’s going on over here?”
The three of them all looked up to find David had appeared with a fresh beer in hand, clearly riled up and looking for any reason to get into a fight. Darcy hestitantly patted his arm. “I’ve got this, Dave, chill your beans.”
“Better listen to them, Dave,” said Owen. “They’ve got this.”
David glared. “Who are you?”
“A friend of a friend,” said Owen with a mischievous wiggle of his eyebrows.
“Get out.”
David and Owen stood toe to toe, sizing each other up. Now Darcy saw them in the same room, they realised how similar David and Owen were—in vibes, at least. Owen was scruffier, David was shorter, but both of them wanted everyone to know they had the biggest knob in the room when in fact neither lived up to the hype.
“Watch your back, Dave.”
Maybe Owen realised he was surrounded by people whom he didn’t know and who all knew each other, maybe he was intimidated by David’s pathetic attempt at a moustache, or maybe he was bored, but with a final self-indulgent glance at Isaac, he swept out of the cafe. The door jingled shut behind him.
“Oh my god,” said Isaac. “I think that man has a crush on me.”
“He so did!” Darcy exclaimed. “That is so weird. Not because of you, Isaac, you’re a catch. Only he’s a…”
“A slob and a drug dealer, yeah,” said Isaac. “Wild.”
Now Darcy was feeling the effects of the first lot of powder they took, the second didn’t seem entirely necessary. “Want this?” they asked Isaac. He nodded, but merely pocketed the baggy—because Tara chose that moment to appear, grab Darcy by the hands and pull them to their feet. “I can’t believe it’s your party and you’ve barely danced! Come on! You, too, Isaac!”
Grinning, they let Tara pull them onto the dance floor where Tao and Elle continued to spin and twirl. Out of the corner of their eye, they spotted David stealing their uneaten cupcakes, but couldn’t find the energy to care. All of that energy was taken up by the sheer joy and exhilaration of being in the centre of a thriving mass of bodies, jumping and singing to the music, rainbows all around them and Tara between their arms.
Again, they wondered where Nick and Charlie had got to—but this time, they saw them. On the pavement just outside, framed by the glass front door, they stood in a tight embrace, holding onto each other and kissing like it was their last night on earth. Why had Darcy even wondered what had got them so distracted?
“Hey,” said Isaac. He had stopped dancing to watch the boys, too. “What were they talking about before? Something about something they needed to do…”
“No idea,” said Darcy. “Do you think it was important?”
The others stopped dancing too.
“Probably,” said Tao. “Everything’s life or death with them.”
“It isn’t their fault,” said Elle. “It’s the hunters and the dark magic and… the universe, I suppose.”
For a long moment, the five of them just stood there in a huddle, watching their friends with sad but fond hearts.
Until Tara came to her senses and ushered them all away to the drinks table. “Let’s stop watching our friends kiss, guys, it should have gotten weird minutes ago.”
Laughing, they gathered instead around the selection of drinks. Darcy was just considering whether there was a mixture of alcohol and soft drinks they hadn’t tried yet when Sarah appeared with a fresh batch of glasses. She set them on the table beside them and Darcy did a double-take. Her face was very pale, and she appeared to be sweating. And then, Sarah leaned for a moment against the table, steadying herself with her eyes closed.
“Sarah?” said Tara. “Are you alright?”
Sarah let out a breath and opened her eyes. “Hm? Oh, I’m fine. Probably just… over-tired… either that or I must be coming down with something.”
“Thank you so much for helping with the party,” said Darcy for perhaps the tenth time that evening. “Everyone’s having a great time and… it… it means a lot to me that you let us use the space for free and um… everything.”
Sarah managed a smile. “I’m glad you’re having a good time, too. You have a lot of friends here who really care about you. Now, excuse me, but I think I’m going to go and grab some paracetamol. Or maybe a glass of wine…”
✨
While Elle was at her friend’s birthday party, Richard had spent the evening looking through old photo albums. He sat in his favourite chair by the fire and flicked through, pausing at each image of Mariam before telling himself off for daydreaming and quickly moving on. His love, his friends, his… enemies.
It was tricky, being a witch. At some point, so many of the people he’d considered his best friends, the people he’d trusted with anything, including his life, his coven, were now either dead or as untrustworthy as any witch hunter. More so. A witch hunter was just what it said on the tin. A witch, on the other hand… Are you a good witch or a bad witch? What a stupid question. There was no such thing as either.
As such, the collage of emotions which flooded him as he looked through the photos had to be endured for now. He had an agreement with Zosia and she should be—the doorbell rang—here any minute.
“Come in,” he said when he found her on the doorstep, making herself appear as small as possible with her willowy frame and deep-pocketed coat.
She stepped inside cautiously. Perfect. She would do what he wanted; he knew it. Once upon a time he she had been something of a little sister to his coven, but now… now she was the best pawn he had.
“We can sit in the living room,” he said, showing her through. “I’ve gathered some photos. They’ll help us tap into each family’s energy.”
He moved to the coffee table where he’d left the box of photo albums. He was about to lift one out when he realised Zosia hadn’t moved from the living room doorway.
“We’re not going to need them,” she said.
Frowning, he stepped cautiously back towards her. “Zosia?”
With a sudden sharp movement, she removed her hand from her coat pocket. Pain, blinding, like ice shot into Richard’s stomach. He gasped, breath catching… A strange noise escaped his throat as he looked down at the knife protruding from his stomach, red slowly seeping across the green fabric of his jumper.
Zosia’s hand remained on the other end. She held it there, her eyes endless pits of nothingness. Then she pulled it out and Richard bit back a scream. His head spun and his knees gave way. He collapsed onto the polished floor of his living room and wondered benignly what had happened to his rug.
Oh, right. He’d had to throw it away after Hassan… died.
“You can forget the crystals, Richard. You see, the Society are coming back to Truham. And after tonight, the new coven won’t have the power to stop them. I’ve always been on the right side. And it was never yours.”
She stepped over him and disappeared.
His own blood slick between his fingers, he heard the front door open and shut. Silence greeted him a moment before he slipped into unconsciousness.
✨
For weeks, Charlie had felt like he was treading water. By now, he would have thought he’d gotten better at it. But the tide kept growing choppier, and over the last few days, that feeling had turned into something more akin to drowning. Still, he’d tried to keep up the facade of calm, of collected, of everything’s going to be alright. Witch hunters may be on their way to murder me, but I’m not bothered.
Things had been spiralling out of control in Charlie’s brain all day. And then to have David come after him like that—it was like a bolt to his stomach—one which had knocked the breath out of him. Usually, he could handle the things David said, the harsh words he tended to reach for in desperation, but that… To speak Charlie’s deepest, darkest fear out loud… He’d had to get out. He’d strode out of the cafe and down to the end of the road before he stopped and remembered to catch his breath.
Now though, Nick was there. And he was kissing him. He loved him. He always would. He accepted him for who he was and all that meant, the dark and the light. The way his hands moved, the way he nipped hungrily at Charlie’s bottom lip, rushed magic of a different sort through him from head to toe. He felt powerful and delicate all at the same time, protective and protected.
They parted with a mutual sigh, their foreheads touching. Nick’s eyes were so warm and full of adoration, and Charlie wanted to live in his gaze, right there in his arms forever. He touched his cheek with tender fingertips. “I feel like the only time I can breathe properly is when you’re kissing me.”
Nick hummed quietly. “Me too.”
Charlie was so engrossed in his eyelashes and his freckles, his nose and his lips, that the tinkle of the cafe door beside them went unnoticed. It was only when he suddenly felt the strange sensation of being watched that he drew away from Nick just enough to see them all standing there. Their coven, coats on over their party clothes. Tao and Elle, Tara and Darcy, Isaac and even David hovered behind them.
“You said there was something important that needed doing,” said Elle. “Tonight?”
Nick and Charlie secured an arm around each other as they turned to their gathered friends. “Yeah,” said Nick. He checked the time. “In about twenty minutes.”
Remarkably, everyone seemed reasonably sober—except for Tara, who hung onto Darcy, rather more giggly than normal. In fact, Darcy, Isaac and Tao all seemed extra chipper. Charlie wondered if that had something to with the weird new drug Darcy had acquired. He made a mental note to ask them about that in the morning. For the time being, he gave them a quick rundown of their midnight plans.
“So it turns out the amulet needs to be activated,” said Charlie. “And there’s a ritual we need to do. It takes a lot of power and so we need the whole coven. We agreed to meet Zosia at midnight—she has the incantation in one of her old diaries. I know it’s your party, Darcy, and I hate to ask you to leave early but…”
“But this is more important,” said Darcy. “What else could I want more for my birthday than for all my friends to be a little bit safer?” They stepped forward to hug him. “Who would ever want to hurt our cutie squish-boy Charlie? Not on my watch.”
“I’m not a squish-boy…”
“You are,” said Darcy and Nick at the same time.
“Oh my god, leave him be,” said Elle, but the sentiment seemed to be shared. “We’d better get going. We don’t have much time. Everyone split yourselves into mine and Nick’s cars.” She clapped her hands. “Let’s go!”
The coven headed down the road to where the cars were parked. Charlie took Nick’s hand, the thrill of finally doing the thing flooding through their connected palms.
“Where are we going anyway?” asked Tao.
“Oh, the cottage,” said Charlie. “Zosia and my mum used to be friends so she already knew where it was. Besides, it’s just the easiest place for a secret magic ritual.”
“Alright, alright,” said Darcy. “You can tell us the extra info on the way. The clock is ticking!”
Darcy had a huge grin on their face, as if this truly was the best birthday present they could have asked for. They climbed into the back of Nick’s car with Tara while Nick and Charlie got into the front. Isaac climbed in with Tao and Elle, leaving David standing awkwardly on the pavement alone.
Nick sighed and rolled his eyes. “Get in, David.”
Something told Charlie that David still didn’t one hundred percent agree with this plan, but had resigned himself to babysitting the lot of them. He climbed into the backseat of Elle’s car and the coven drove away, leaving their normal, non-magical classmates to enjoy the party alone.
✨
Once most of the teenagers at the party were drunk and officially distracted, Pauline slipped into the back room of the cafe.
It wasn’t difficult. Sarah was alone inside, asleep on the old sofa in the corner. Just as Pauline had planned.
She slowly, quietly made sure she was completely out—she didn’t want any unfortunately premature awakenings, didn’t want to have to come up with some excuse as to what she was doing there. But Sarah was out cold, curled up cosily in her apron. Surely, she wouldn’t be stupid enough to keep something as valuable as a crystal in the pocket… But then again, Sarah was smart enough to keep it somewhere other than on her person at all times. Anyone would be able to steal it then.
Pauline slid her hand into the apron pocket and took out the crystal. Easy. Almost too easy. A quick drop of something special in Sarah’s tea and Pauline’s plan had come together perfectly.
In the quiet, dimly lit room, Pauline turned the crystal over in her hands and considered contacting Richard. Things had been so much better when they’d been a team. Witches were not solitary creatures, and the ones who were… well, things tended to go sideways pretty quickly when they were left to their own devices.
If things went wrong, she could always just ditch him again. It wasn’t like they were bound by anything other than past trauma and shared experience.
Pauline left the cafe swiftly and drove across town to Richard’s house. He was home, his car was outside. Good.
She knocked on the front door. Twice.
But there was no answer.
Unease in her stomach, Pauline peered through the front window. Her heart jolted.
There he was. On the floor of the living room, blood pooling around his stomach.
She plunged her hand into her long black coat and withdrew the crystal. She thrust it towards the door and it sprang open before her. She hurried inside, not bothering to shut the door behind her as she hurtled into the living room. “Richard?”
On her knees at his side, she checked his pulse. He was still alive, but the sheer amount of blood coating his stomach… he was almost gone. Breathe, she told herself. You can do this. Remember, focus… breathe…
She clutched the crystal in one hand and held it beside Richard’s head, just like he had done with Imogen Heaney all those months ago. The incantation spilled from her lips in a whispered rush. As she repeated it over and over again, losing count, her heartbeat steadied and evened out. This would work. She was a witch. And no one murdered her friends, even ones she’d considered murdering herself upon occasion.
He woke with a cough and a gasp. He looked around. Pauline sat away, suddenly exhausted. Richard poked cautiously at his stomach. The wound had closed up but his jumper was still covered in blood.
“You,” he gasped. “You saved me.” He eyed the crystal in her hand.
She sighed. “It’s a good job I managed to get this thing back tonight or you’d be dead right now.”
“Right,” he said. “Thank you. Thank you.”
✨
Charlie put the amulet around his neck and tucked it safely under his jumper. He figured that was the safest place for it, and he wanted his hands free. He and the coven made it to the cottage with ten minutes to spare—just about enough time to create a bonfire while they waited for Zosia. Magic did speed things on a little, and by five to, they had created a veritable blaze.
“Thank god,” said Tara. “I’m freezing.”
Nick and Charlie edged closer to the flames, warming their hands.
“The last time we did this we bound the coven,” said Elle, her hands trapped under her arms to keep them warm. “So much has happened since then.”
“Not much of it good,” Tao murmured.
Smiling, Nick put his arm around Charlie. “Oh, I dunno… some of it has been alright.”
Charlie grinned. “Very alright.”
They shared a brief kiss, then huddled closer to wait.
David was quiet, hands in his jacket pockets, shoulders up to his ears. Tara had been given water and snacks by Darcy, who was still doing their best to sober her up. Every now and then, Tao would grumble about how long it was taking and how likely it was that his toes would fall off it was any longer.
“Is that her?” said Isaac.
Distant footsteps reached Charlie’s ears. Someone was walking through the trees towards them, he could hear the crunch of twigs and the rustle of leaves. For a horrible, tense moment, Charlie considered how prepared they were if it wasn’t Zosia at all. What if it was the witch hunters? What if they were here for him and they hadn’t activated the amulet?
He swallowed and tightened his grip around Nick’s arm. But then, the trees nearest them rustled and out stepped Zosia. She was as unassuming as she had been the two prior times they’d met her, this time bundled in a coat, hat, scarf and gloves.
As she approached them, Charlie considered how intimidating they looked at that moment, eight witches gathered around a raging fire. And Charlie felt a hint of pride at how he and his friends could be seen to some as a powerful force that should be respected.
“Sorry I’m late,” she said.
“That’s okay,” said Charlie. “What do we do first?”
Zosia shook off her initial unease, then lifted a simple leather diary she had been carrying under one arm. “Everyone, form a circle around the fire and hold hands.”
They all moved to do as they were told.
Tao sighed. “Should have predicted this. It’s always holding hands in circles.”
Charlie kept hold of Nick’s hand and reached out for Darcy’s. Their’s were slightly sticky, his were warm as ever.
Zosia remained on the outside of the circle, pacing slowly around while keeping close. “Now,” she said. “Focus on the fire and breathe deeply, slowly.”
Charlie looked into the flames. The heat was slightly too much, standing so close. The light made his eyes sting but he kept them open, kept looking.
“Repeat the incantation after me,” said Zosia. “Invoco aerem ignem aquam terram.”
It felt strange to be focusing on magic with his eyes open, but once again, he and the others did as they were told. They chanted the incantation.
The moment they finished, the fire leapt higher. Something flickered past in the smoke on the air, something strange and… ancient.
“The amulet,” Charlie whispered. “It’s getting warmer.” He wanted to undo his coat buttons but he couldn’t break the circle.
“Focus!” Zosia snapped. “Again. Invoco aerem ignem aquam terram.”
Once more, the coven repeated the incantation.
“I feel really weird,” came Tara’s voice from somewhere across the circle.
“What you’re feeling,” said Zosia. “Is your magic activating the amulet. We’re almost done. Per hoc coven, bibe saturitatem tuam et accende.”
The coven repeated the second phrase.
Beyond his control, Charlie felt his eyes fall closed. Something horrible itched like a scratch in the very back of his brain.
He heard Darcy gasp on one side. “I… I can’t open my eyes.”
He felt Nick wince on the other. “Me neither.”
“No,” said Charlie. “Stop it. Something’s wrong, I can feel it.”
“It feels like—like when Darcy did Lucille’s spell at the dance,” came Isaac’s voice. “Like…”
“Like the amulet is taking our power!” Charlie cried.
Now he knew he’d been entirely stupid. Entirely too trusting. Anger flooded, untapped, up and out of his chest, and he felt Zosia’s spell break. His own power rushed over it, overriding it. The horrible scratching feeling vanished. He opened his eyes in time to see the smile on Zosia’s face vanish, too.
“What the fuck?” He let go of Nick and Darcy to turn to glare at Zosia. “Why would you get us to do a spell like that?”
The diary still open in her hands, she shrugged. “The amulet can channel power in or out. It’s already stolen a lot of magic from thousands of witches. That’s what makes it so strong.”
“And you wanted to use it to take ours, too?”
She reached to fiddle with the end of her scarf, teeth at her lips. “I’m really sorry. I must have gotten the spell wrong.”
“Give me that!” With a flick of his head, the diary flew up out of her hands and shot straight into Charlie’s. He glanced down at the neat but faded handwriting. “The Waterhouse amulet… extraction of power… It’s all in here in black and white.”
The coven drew in closer around Charlie. They were there for him, he was there for them. And he would not let this woman hurt them or use them for whatever nefarious plan she had cooked up.
Zosia looked around at them all and rolled her eyes. “Give that back if you know what’s good for you.”
“No, I don’t think I will.” He flipped the diary shut. “I’ve just remembered what my mum said now, when she used the amulet against the witch hunters.” He shoved his hand down his front, pulled out the amulet, and held it out towards her.
At once her eyes flew wide and she turned to run.
“Ignes dissipare!” The words flew from his lips, as if he’d always known them.
A line of fire burst from the amulet and scored along the ground after Zosia. She tripped over and went sprawling onto the earth just before the treeline. Charlie jolted the amulet, stopping the fire just before it could consume her.
A thrumming inferno of a different sort—or perhaps it was the same—inside him, Charlie strode after her, his fury at once delicious and feverish. He was breathless with dark magic but this time, more than any other time before, with excitement.
He bore down on her and relished in the fear in her dark eyes as she stared up at him. “You lied,” he spat. “About everything. Who are you working for? The Hopkins Society?”
“Th-they threatened me,” she gasped. “They gave me n-no choice.”
Charlie scoffed. “There’s always a choice. You acted like you didn’t know my mum escaped that night, but if you were really a psychic, you’d have sensed her energy. Tell me the truth. Is she alive?”
The fire, inches from her booted feet, flickered in her dark eyes. “Yes. But I have no idea where she is, I swear. No one does.”
He thrust the amulet out once again, and the fire inched a little closer. With a scream, Zosia scrambled away backwards across the ground. “I promise you!” she cried. “It’s true! Kill me, go ahead, but I don’t know anything more.”
“Leave Truham and never come back,” he said. “And you can tell the Society I have the amulet, and I know how to use it. We’re ready for them.”
Several seconds passed as she watched him, clearly trying to work out whether he could still be trusted to keep his word. Her life was held in his slim hand. Slowly, she got to her feet. Then, with a final glance at the rest of the coven standing in the light from the bonfire, she turned and hurtled away into the trees.
He heard movement from behind him and knew David had moved to go after her.
“Let her go,” said Charlie. “She’s not coming back.”
Charlie lowered his arm, and the fire he had created died. One long scorch mark remained on the ground, the grass crusty and blackened beneath his feet. He expected to be trembling, but he had never felt steadier.
He looked down at the small circular piece of metal in his fist, expecting it to be blackened and burned, but it wasn’t. He smoothed a thumb over the rune etched into it, then slipped it into his coat pocket.
He turned and looked up at his coven. They stood together, David and all, watching him, all of them astounded. The night’s silence was broken only by the crackle of the bonfire and the nearby whisper of the trees.
None of them moved, none of them spoke. Except Nick.
He followed the charred line like a path to Charlie’s side. “Are you okay?” He reached to stroke his cheeks, to peer into his face, though his fingertips hovered, not quite touching his skin.
Charlie blinked at him, the residual power still thrumming through him. “Nick,” he gasped. “I did it. I used the amulet.”
“Yeah,” Nick breathed. “Yes, you did. Oh my god—” He threw his arms around him. “That was so fucking…”
“Insane,” Tao cried.
“Intense,” said Elle.
“Terrifying,” Tara murmured.
“Charlie,” said Isaac. “You were so…”
Nick drew away to look into his face, his expression full of fondness. “Powerful. And just so so…” His teeth went to his bottom lip, and Charlie felt as well as saw the heat flood Nick’s cheeks.
The remaining power just under the surface pushed Charlie onto his tiptoes, and their lips met in a hard, intense, soaring kiss. The crackling, hot feeling inside him, which had felt so good before—like he could do anything—grew and flooded into Nick, too.
The bonfire crackled and sparked. It gathered upwards away from the ground until it was a fireball suspended in the air, flames dancing—as if for joy of being free. Then, it shot like a firework, into the sky where it burst into a shining display of shimmering golden sparkles.
“Whoa!” Darcy cried. “Holy shit!”
“So cool!” Tao exclaimed.
But everything else had dulled around Nick and Charlie, except for each other. Not only had the firework stolen all their light, but their kiss had stolen any attention they could have saved for their friends. They distantly heard Tara restate how tired and cold she was, then heard the others realise Nick and Charlie were not in the mood to follow them from the woods.
As the coven headed back through the woods, Nick and Charlie entered the cottage, hand in hand. There was no need to speak to know the other was sharing in their current wonder. The flickering embers of their shared magic continued to play together in their joined souls, leaping and hot.
Charlie stopped in the main room of the cottage and looked at Nick. Just looked at him.
His eyes were a dark, dark brown, hungry in their gaze upon him. As if the same heat resided in his stomach as well as Charlie’s. He swallowed and gritted his teeth. “C-could we try the amulet again first,” he managed. “And then…”
The barest hint of disappointment flickered across Nick’s face. He took a deep, steadying breath. “Do you want to tear my clothes off as much as I want to tear yours off right now?”
Charlie giggled. “Yep. Oh, yes.”
“Right. Good… good to know.” Nick chuckled nervously. “First, amulet. And then.”
Down into the cellar they climbed. Charlie stood beneath the rune on the ceiling and took out the amulet. He didn’t feel the need to lift it any higher that time, just focused on the metal in his hand and the dark magic inside him.
They were only waiting a second, Nick watching with rapt attention.
A breeze blew through the room, lifting the dust from the floor and the hair from their foreheads. The house around them trembled, more and more rapidly the longer they stood there, but neither of them moved. Charlie felt his feet root themselves to the floor as they had before. Dust spilled and puffed at their feet. There was no fear in Nick’s eyes this time, only awe—the same awe Charlie felt at the immense control he had discovered.
Charlie closed his eyes, focused hard, and pushed through the fear. Gradually, the shaking evened out and finally, stopped. He peeled open his eyes—and frowned.
“What is it?” said Nick.
“I can feel… someone’s here.”
“Who?”
“I don’t… I don’t know. But someone… I think we just woke someone up…”
✨
All the way through the woods, Zosia didn’t stop running until she was back in her car. Not daring to stop even to catch her breath, she drove flat out until she reached the old, burnt-out barn, the place where her life had turned over and over again in so many unexpected directions.
“You failed.” The voice which greeted her from inside chilled her to the bone, though she had become accustomed to it over the years. Carol’s face was still round and cheerful, she was still fond of Peter Pan collars and soft jumpers. She was still the leader of the Hopkins Society, still the most notorious witch hunter alive today.
“I’m the one who came to you,” said Zosia. “I’m the one who told you Charlie Spring saw the amulet. If I hadn’t seen him in my memory, you’d have never known where it was.”
“And yet,” said Carol. “You weren’t able to bring it back to me. By leaving it behind, you’ve opened the door for Jane’s return.”
“I’m sorry, but he’s gotten way too strong.”
“So I keep hearing.” Carol paced, observing the long-burned walls of the barn. “I guess I’m just going to have to see for myself… Well…” She let out a sigh, and slipped something from her pocket. The knife flashed briefly before Carol brought it swiftly across Zosia’s throat.
Blood sprayed Carol’s sleeve, and Zosia crumpled.
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Chapter 27: until it's too late
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Content Warnings: non-explicit sex, mention of murder, drugs
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chapter twenty-seven: until it’s too late
Charlie woke up to Nick’s fingertips resting against his cheek.
He lay there, fighting with himself for a minute, before gently working his way out from under Nick’s arm. He began the search for the clothes one of them had flung off in their haste to get undressed last night, then headed down the hall to the shower with a giant smile on his face.
He was still beaming when he returned, half-dressed in a fresh t-shirt and boxers.
Nick stirred in their bed—for that was what it had become. Charlie had slept there every night for over a month now. He’d never expected his grandmother to be gone this long. She was happy and comfortable where she was. But with so much going on it was tricky to remember to call her weekly as he’d promised. Sometimes he felt like a terrible grandson. But sometimes, he was glad of her absence. He wouldn’t trade cosy mornings like this with Nick for the world.
Nick scrubbed a hand over his eyes. He was so adorable and sleepy, Charlie couldn’t resist. He got back into bed and dragged his nose over his cheek—until Nick woke up laughing. “Char! What are you doing?”
“Nothing! Don’t worry about me—and keep still.”
“What the…? You keep still!” Nick caught him by the jaw, then drew back to look up at him, his sleepy brown eyes full of laughter and—something else. “You are such a little shit, I swear.”
Charlie giggled and closed his eyes. “Worth it.”
Nick huffed out another laugh as he rolled onto his back, stretching out under the duvet. Morning sunlight was streaming into the bedroom in golden bars between the curtains. It flowed softly over him, lighting up his sleep-tousled hair. Glowing on his freckled skin. Illuminating the fine, soft hair on his arms.
Charlie watched him with adoring eyes, blushing a little when he lazily reached over to ruffle Charlie’s wet hair. Charlie placed his cheek on his chest and curled up close to him, savouring the firm heat of his body.
“Last night was…”
“A lot, yeah.”
“How many times was it… in the end?”
“Feels like a few. And with your mum home…”
“Oh god, we said we wouldn’t do that when she’s here.”
“Crap, I’m so sorry, I should have thought… I was so… so…”
“Charlie, don’t apologise.” Nick gazed down at him. “We were both… well, we were both…”
“Full of horny magic,” said Charlie simply. “I… I had fun.”
“Me too. So much fun…” Nick yawned deeply, the rosy sunlight slanting across his face. “I don’t remember falling asleep but it must have been pretty late. I think I remember it being two in the morning.”
“Yeah.” Charlie laughed softly. He trailed his fingertips in a circle on Nick’s chest. “Your mum’s at the cafe this morning, isn’t she?” He bit his lip, then added, all in a rush— “Is there any possibility of some sleepy sex, though?”
Nick huffed a startled little laugh and broke into a grin. “Little horny shit.” He rolled onto his side to face him, to trail a fingertip along Charlie’s jawline. “Don’t we have some stuff we need to talk about?”
“Yes, but—that can be later, right? With the others?”
Charlie could hear the begging undercurrent in his own voice, but couldn’t help it. And he couldn’t explain it. He just loved him so much right now he wanted to bite him.
Nick smiled, gazing at him through half-open eyes. Little flames had rekindled in them, filling them with a glassy, simmering heat. Answering fire sparked in Charlie’s chest and spread out until it saturated his whole body, putting scorching heat into his cheeks.
Nick cupped Charlie’s hips in his hands, and drew him closer to him. And even the way he did that—with his thumbs on Charlie’s hip bones and all his other fingers spread on his back, guiding him—did something to make his breath catch in his throat.
Nick lifted his head, bent over him, and slowly began to feather very, very light kisses up the side of Charlie’s neck. The top of his nose grazed his skin as he went, so that with every infinitely soft, light brush of his lips, there was the warmth of his breath, seeping into him.
And for all the subtle gentleness of what he was doing to his neck, the hand Nick had tangled in Charlie’s hair held him in place with a tight, fierce grip.
Charlie swallowed hard. His breath picked up into a soft panting sound, his toes curling.
In one swift movement, Nick gently pushed him onto his back and got himself up onto his knees beside him. He stayed like that for a moment, his eyes doing a slow, hungry lap up and down Charlie’s body.
Nick slowly pushed up Charlie’s t-shirt, using his curled knuckles, so that his palm dragged up his torso the whole way. At the same time, with his other hand, Nick started to drag Charlie’s boxers down.
He stopped and put his mouth to the stretch of Charlie’s bare lower stomach. He started painting slow, open-mouthed kisses onto it. He dragged the tip of his nose along the arches of Charlie’s hip bones, stealing the breath from his lungs. Lingeringly, he stroked his fingers over the line of hair leading down to Charlie’s boxers, then suddenly buried his face into it for a moment before the kisses started up again.
Charlie arched into his touch, gripping two tight handfuls of bedding. He was so lost in what Nick was doing with his mouth that he didn’t realise Nick was taking his clothes the rest of the way off until they were pretty much gone. Nick managed it in seconds, and then he was busy giving Charlie’s inner thigh a love bite.
Charlie reached down, panting hard, and tangled his hands in his hair.
“I—I was gonna say,” he stammered, breathless. “It—it would be fine if the sex was sloppy, as a result of being sleepy… that was s-silly…”
Nick’s laughter broke against the softest part of Charlie’s thigh, sending a delicious shiver up his body like a snap of electricity. Nick straightened up, then went down on his elbows over him, sinking between his legs. He put their noses together, keeping them suspended like that for a long moment before he let their mouths touch.
Charlie melted back into the mattress, panting harder as Nick held his lips apart with his, his tongue on his tongue, his arms flexed on either side of his head. Nick was taking his time, working his body against Charlie’s in that subtle, teasing way he knew broke his brain and left him senseless. Tormenting him into a state of desperation. Perfect, perfect torture.
Then, all of a sudden, the hand resting gently in Charlie’s hair turned to a tight, grasping fist, and Nick kissed him so deeply and roughly that his whole body jolted in answer. Charlie’s panted breaths grew deeper and faster, and he let out a strained, desperate, whiny little sound of unbearable frustration.
Nick drew back and stared down at him, his blazing brown eyes very wide. The deep crimson blush in his cheeks was a close match to Charlie’s. “Fuck,” he panted. “That was… I liked that…”
Charlie let out an agonised moan. “You make me so impatient .”
Nick blushed even deeper. The sight of his bare body in the glowing morning sunlight was dizzying.
Charlie caught his lip between his teeth, staring openly, helplessly. “It’s like I’m gonna die if you don’t get back over here right now.”
“I think you’ve just been patient for a long time already,” said Nick, his voice hoarse and husky. “Long enough.”
He went back down on one elbow over him, and Charlie curled his fingers around his arm, staring up at him with hazy, dilated eyes. Losing himself in his voice, his scent, his fiery gaze as one of his hands slowly glided down his body again, keeping him panting.
Nick’s other hand was in the sheets near Charlie’s face. He turned his head, nuzzled his nose into his palm, then started to slowly kiss his fingers. At the same time, Charlie began to roam his hands all over Nick’s body, breathlessly feeling him, diving and kneading and stroking, taking their time getting to where they really wanted to go.
When they got there, Nick let out a sharp, stuttering exhale.
Charlie looked up at him. His head was cocked slightly back so he could gaze down at him. He stared at him with smoky, hazy brown eyes that said don’t stop.
Just like that, Charlie’s body was on fire. He could swear he could hear it crackling around him as they melted together like flames.
Everything became a blur of sensation. Broken, gasping laughter of pure pleasure, rising to the ceiling. Charlie’s fingernails sank into his skin, Nick’s teeth sank into Charlie’s. Nick’s head tipped back as he let out a deep, shuddering groan. Pulses of what Charlie could only describe as soulmate magic raced up their bodies like lightning.
Their heavy breaths, carrying inarticulate bursts of their voices. Their legs twisting together in the sheets. Whimpered, gasped words in Nick’s voice and Charlie’s. Low, raw, rough-edged moans that rose in mounting volume and intensity, starting to break apart into sharp, breathless cries.
Nick’s body twitched and jolted and tensed as every movement grew more urgent, more desperate. The look on his face, in his glimmering, heat-filled eyes. The way they stayed locked on Charlie’s, and how his mouth stayed half-open with his heaving breaths.
Charlie’s name burst from Nick’s mouth in a sharp, tight, choking gasp, followed by a stream of moaned expletives. His voice haloed in ecstasy, roughened and hoarse.
Charlie could have swam in it forever.
He finally collapsed forwards onto Nick’s chest, reeling. His arms around him, Nick’s back was pressed into the headboard, his heels dug deep into the bedding. He was breathing hard, with his whole body, shivering everywhere. His pupils were blown all the way out, leaving only the thinnest circles of brown.
Nick dropped his forehead onto the slope between Charlie’s neck and his shoulders, and exhaled a deep, dazed burst of breathless laugher. Charlie joined in, struggling to pull together any form of conscious thought. His mind was whited out completely. The white-hot pleasure still burning through his veins made it hard to consider pretty much anything else.
Nick lifted his head, took Charlie’s jaw in his hand, and put his nose to his, so that their panting, smiling, half-open mouths were almost touching. They leaned their foreheads together. Charlie hugged Nick’s arm in an effort to stay upright.
When he could kind of think a little bit again, Nick was pressing his fingers into the dimples at the base of his spine. He let them linger there for a long moment, then slowly grazed them up his back, over his shoulder, until he touched his cheek again.
“You are… everything,” Nick whispered. “Everything.”
Charlie chuckled softly. “Nick… you’re such a sap.”
“I don’t care.”
It had been that way since that firework of a kiss last night. Everything Charlie was and did and said had been flooding Nick over and over again, just as it had the very first time he’d seen him, only now he had context . This person—this beautiful person—was his soulmate in every sense of the word. The thought made him giddy. And though Charlie joked, Nick knew he was feeling it, too, this heightened sense of awareness of each other. Like somehow, along with the firework, they had ascended to a new plain of existence together.
As they got up and ready for the day, Nick wasn’t sure what this new existence would entail for them yet. Other than mind blowing sex, anyway. And a general, sunshiney glow which followed them through Charlie’s second shower of the morning and downstairs for breakfast.
Nellie was delighted with the extra rubs Charlie gave her while Nick put the kettle on and fixed some toast. Nick truly regretted the fact that Charlie’s grandmother was still in hospital but, well, mornings like this had quickly become some of his favourite times. They could just exist in each other’s presence, trading sleepy kisses and crunching toast before heading out to school together.
This morning however was Saturday, and thus, thankfully, they had nowhere they needed to be. Charlie ate two whole slices of toast as opposed to his usual one. Considering he hadn’t eaten much of anything at all yesterday, Nick was pleased. Between that and the fluffiness of his curls, the flush in his dimpled cheeks and the laughter remaining on his lips, Nick couldn’t stop smiling. If he could bottle this…
A message on the group chat made them look up from their bubble. Nick glanced at his phone and saw Tao’s message, inviting the coven to his house to hang out and catch up. Nick sighed. “I suppose we do need to talk about yesterday…”
“Right,” said Charlie, brushing toast crumbs from his fingertips. “They don’t know about that weird presence in the cellar! We need to tell them all about it.”
Nick had been half wishing to spend the entire Saturday with Charlie and Charlie alone (Nellie permitted), but the excitement in Charlie’s tone, in the way he collected their plates and went out into the hall to put his shoes on, was contagious. Nick followed, pausing at increments to press chaste kisses to Charlie’s lips, to his nose and his cheeks, making him giggle and blush.
He patted Nick’s face, kissed him one last time while they were still alone, long and lingering. When he drew away, his blue eyes were glittering. “I love you.”
Nick’s heart might have melted and he wouldn’t have been surprised. He wrapped his arms around him and clung on behind him as they made their way out the front door. “I love you so much.”
“Boof!”
An eager nose poked its way after them, then Nellie bounded outside. Nick let go of Charlie to try to coax her back indoors. “You’ve had your morning walk, silly girl. In, come on. Sorry, Nell, I’m sorry…”
“Nick?”
“Nellie! In!”
“Nick?”
Charlie batted at Nick’s arm. Finally, he managed to encourage Nellie inside and shut the door behind them. He turned to find Charlie’s face pale, his eyes staring. Nick followed his gaze across the road.
“Nick, do you see that?”
“What am I meant to be…?”
“There’s someone over there, watching us.”
Nick squinted from the neighbours' hedge, to the usual car parked in the driveway, the lamppost, the trees. “I don’t see anyone.”
Charlie turned to stare at Nick instead. “Y-you don’t see?”
Nick shook his head. Charlie looked around again and blanched. He blinked several times very fast. “It’s… it’s gone.”
“What?”
“They just… vanished.” Charlie gave himself a shake and started towards the car at considerable speed.
Nick hurried after him. “Who do you think it was? Did you see their face?”
“No. It—it doesn’t matter,” said Charlie. “Forget it. It was probably just my imagination.”
Ten minutes later, Tao let them into his house. And it didn’t take long for Nick to realise they might not have been called there for the exact reasons they’d assumed. Tao fiddled awkwardly with his hands as he offered them tea, then left them alone to make it. Upstairs, they entered the bedroom and the chatter of their covenmates fizzled at once. Nick gripped Charlie’s hand, all too aware of the sudden tension their entrance had created.
“We saved you a beanbag,” said Tara.
Nick and Charlie sat down together on one side of Tara and Darcy, who had their own beanbag. Elle sat with her back against the bed while Isaac was seated opposite on a cushion. Darcy began some mindless chatter about breakfast foods of choice, but by the time Tao returned with the tea, Nick was beginning to feel a bit miffed. And Charlie’s cheerful mood from this morning was rapidly draining.
Thankful for something to do with his hands, Nick cupped his mug of tea and sipped it. Tao settled beside Elle on the floor and joined the awkward silence.
“So,” said Charlie. “I suppose you want to know what happened last night when we tried the amulet again.”
“Wait, you did?” said Elle. “I thought we didn’t actually activate it in the end.”
“We didn’t,” said Charlie. “But I think the whole activation thing was another of Zosia’s lies. I think I just needed to remember the incantation and… and really let my dark magic guide me. I suppose that’s the thing which connects me to my mum the most, and thus connects me to the amulet. Somehow, that time, I knew it was going to work—and it did.” He smiled down at his tea. His eyelashes were so long and dark. Nick loved him so much.
“What happened in the cellar, then?” asked Tao.
“Well…” Charlie bopped his knee against Nick’s as he recounted their story. “I was holding the amulet under the rune on the ceiling, and everything happened the way it did before, only this time I felt… in control, like, it wasn’t scary anymore. There was this rush of power and when it was over, I felt this incredibly clear connection to… someone. Like someone else’s energy reached out to mine through the amulet.”
“Are you sure it wasn’t just Nick?” asked Isaac.
The others exchanged baffled looks. Nick couldn’t ever fathom mistaking someone else’s magic for Charlie’s.
“No,” said Charlie. “Nick was right there. He felt the whole thing, too. We were… super in sync last night. That’s what dark magic does to us sometimes—”
“Horny magic!” Darcy giggled. “Woohoo!”
“Right,” said Charlie with a small grin. “But it was like there was suddenly a third presence in the cellar.”
Tao let out a shiver. “Well, that’s spooky as fuck.”
“Do you know who it was?” asked Tara.
“No idea,” said Nick. “We didn’t actually see anyone, just felt an extra source of magic.”
Charlie drained the rest of his tea and set it down on the floor. “I was thinking of going back again today to try it again.” He looked to Nick for confirmation and he nodded. They hadn’t discussed the idea, but somehow they both knew that this was the plan. “Maybe we can make contact with this person, find out what they’re doing here.”
The excitement in Charlie’s tone, in his sparkling blue eyes as he spoke made Nick’s heart do happy little skips. He couldn’t help but smile and catch that excitement. Progress and power, control and in some ways, the thrill of adventure—none of that was scary or bad, not when Charlie was smiling like that. Nick looked around at their gathered friends, expecting them to be as thrilled as he was. But they weren’t. Tao was frowning deeply, Tara was chewing her lip to death and Elle couldn’t seem to look at either of them.
“What is wrong with you all today?” said Nick. They all blinked up at him in alarm. Even Charlie seemed taken aback. “Is there something you’re wanting to say to us? Have we made things awkward without realising it? Please, just tell us…”
Charlie sank a little against Nick’s side, his gaze cast downwards. And Nick half regretted his outburst. Only, Charlie was the only person in the room to whom it hadn’t been aimed at. He set his own mug down and tucked an arm around his side, looping a thumb through his belt loop.
“It’s not… you, Nick,” said Tara slowly. Even as she said it, she visibly winced. “It’s…”
Charlie swallowed. “Me.”
Nick couldn’t believe what he was hearing. Or seeing. Their friends and covenmates looked even more guilty, and now Elle really couldn’t look at either of them. There were faint tears in Tara’s eyes.
“Because I can do dark magic really well now and I feel good about it and that scares you.”
“Char…”
All the joy and excitement vanished in one fell swoop, bringing Nick’s with it. He stared around at the others, saw Tara nod, then look away again. None of them spoke up to contradict or argue. It was quite clear that every last one of them, except for Nick, felt the same way.
“You did scare us quite a lot last night,” said Isaac. “Sorry, but it’s true. You were… incredible but also really, really scary.”
Nick frowned. He really couldn’t fathom the thinking behind the statement. The only time Nick had been scared last night was when Zosia’s spell felt so horribly wrong and he thought their magic was going to be taken away. When, for a moment, he thought Zosia was going to turn violent towards Charlie. All of Charlie’s actions had been… well, maybe it was just the horny magic talking, but it was probably one of the hottest things Nick had ever witnessed.
“Well, don’t worry,” said Charlie, his voice cold and clipped. “I haven’t been consumed by dark magic just yet, if that’s what you’re worried about. It’s still me.”
“But is it?” said Tao.
“Yes!” Nick and Charlie both answered at the same time. But the others didn’t look convinced.
“For fuck’s sake,” said Charlie. “If it weren’t for me, we’d be completely powerless right now. Zosia was going to drain us of every last drop of magic we possess and shove it into that amulet where we’d never get it out again! Think about that—you’re all so obsessed with finding solo magic, but ever think about how you’d feel if you had no magic at all? Well, I stopped that! I made her go away, I saved our coven—I did that!”
In the resulting silence, Charlie glanced around, a little wide-eyed and breathing hard, as if he hadn’t remembered standing up, and didn’t quite know what to do with himself now he found himself standing before them all. He looked into their scared faces—then ran from the room.
Nick clambered to his feet, glaring daggers. He wanted to shake some sense into every last one of them. “What the fuck? Why would you do that? Gang up on him all together like that? You’re making him feel like a fucking villain when all he did was save our arses.”
“He almost burned that woman alive,” said Tara.
“No,” said Nick. “He didn’t. He would never have let that happen.”
“God, Nick,” said Tao, getting to his feet too. “You’re just as bad as he is.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
“It’s understandable,” said Tao. “But you’re so blind to it—because you love him and that’s all well and good, but it’s happening, it’s overtaking him, I swear. Just like we feared.”
Nick stood there, stunned. He could see the fear, raw and genuine in Tao’s eyes and didn’t doubt it was real. He knew it, too, though less and less so as the months went on. He trusted Charlie.
“Even if it… when it does happen, he’ll still be Charlie.” A lump had formed in his throat. “He’s still cutie squish boy Charlie like you said.” Darcy was watching him with something like pity in their expression and he quickly looked away. “He’s been…” Nick took a deep breath, closed his eyes and tried not to start shouting. “He’s been so happy this morning and you… you fucking ruined it.”
He couldn’t stand it anymore. Ignoring his covenmates’ exclamations for him to come back, Nick hurried from the room. Down the hall, he passed the bathroom and called, “Char? You in there?”
He tried the door, found it unlocked and the room empty. Nick hurried downstairs and let out a breath of relief. Charlie was sitting on the bottom step. His shoes and coat were on and he looked utterly miserable.
Nick shoved on his own shoes, grabbed his coat, then held out a hand to help Charlie up. “Let’s get out of here.”
Charlie stood up unaided. “You don’t have to hold my hand.”
“Well, I’d like to, if you’ll let me.”
There was a slight wobble to Charlie’s attempted smile, but he let Nick take his hand. Nick could still feel Charlie’s anger, but it was quieter now, and grew quieter still as they walked through town towards the woods.
Nick didn’t want to ruin it. He really didn’t. He couldn’t—couldn’t bring himself to speak the words he would normally speak in this sort of situation. Charlie had been confronted by his deepest, darkest fear by a group of people he considered his best friends and confidants. He’d been so happy all morning, relaxed and loved up and most importantly—in control.
But how did you approach your boyfriend, after all that, and ask him to consider whether all that had been said was true?
Nick felt sick at the mere thought, but he couldn’t stop his mind from wandering. Between what David had said yesterday, to what the coven seemed to think today, unfortunately, some of it did ring true. Maybe Nick was blinded with love. Maybe he couldn’t feel it like he predicted he would. Maybe it had been happening, slowly but surely, all this time.
What was the destiny of the boy walking beside him? To love him forever, yes, but could he love anyone else? Or show emotions like joy and excitement and kindness when his world was controlled by dark magic—a power which ran on anger and fear?
Surely a mixture of all those emotions was a good thing. A well-rounded, human thing. Charlie, like everyone, contained multitudes and Nick adored every last one of them.
“Aren’t you coming?”
Nick blinked out of his thought spiral. Charlie was standing above him, having stepped up onto the style at the entrance to the woods. Nick rubbed a hand over his own forehead. He’d worried himself into a headache. “Yeah, sorry. Just… thinking.”
Charlie smiled. It wasn’t as bright or shiny as before, but it was still everything to Nick in that moment. He extended a hand and Nick took it, let him help him up and over the style, laughing as they almost tumbled over the other side together.
They landed, staggering on the earth, arms around each other.
“Charlie…” He didn’t know what he was going to say.
Their eyes met, and Nick was leaning in for a kiss when Charlie’s gaze shifted. And he gasped.
Nick whirled around, expecting to see someone or something behind him, but there was nothing but trees. Charlie began to stride between the trees, clambered through the undergrowth, not following the path.
“Where are you going? Charlie, what is it?”
Charlie stopped dead and looked around once again. He glanced at Nick, then back at the trees. “I thought I just saw…” His shoulders drooped and he sighed. “Never mind.”
Nick watched him pick his way back to the path, then set off towards the cottage. Concern growing, Nick glanced back at the trees, to where Charlie had been—and remembered the person he’d thought had been watching them that morning. A shiver ran down Nick’s spine and he hurried after his boyfriend.
✨
The coven sat in shameful silence for a prolonged moment until Isaac broke it. “Well, that went well.”
Tara sniffled and Darcy handed her a tissue. They bundled her against their side and shared a little cry. Tao had sunk back into his spot beside Elle, arms around his long legs, while she rubbed circles into his back.
They had discussed everything at great lengths before agreeing to invite Nick and Charlie over. It hadn’t meant to be an intervention, except if Darcy was honest, they had seen the fallout coming. Darcy agreed Nick and Charlie needed to be careful, watchful, as they all did, about the threat dark magic posed. But they knew, as they all did that things were rarely as binary as dark and light magic.
Once again, their own lack of knowledge of magic had become their ultimate downfall. None of them knew what would happen, beyond some vague statements from David. None of them even knew for certain whether anything would happen. Whether it happened to all Waterhouses or just some. Whether the accounts were true, fabricated, or entirely false. Whether there was a way to stop the progress of the darkness or if Charlie was truly doomed.
Above all else, they were scared. Of what would become of their friend.
Tara offered the box of tissues to Tao and Elle grabbed one for him. “Why don’t we invite them back over?” she said. “We could all have a little sleepover like normal. We need to apologise and be friends first, coven second.”
Tao nodded, his bottom lip quivering. And so, Tara, Darcy and Isaac left them to nip home for sleepover supplies. At the corner of the road, Darcy kissed Tara and hugged Isaac goodbye, before setting off for home.
They hadn’t been planning on going home today—they’d spent the few days surrounding their birthday at Tara’s—but they needed jammies and fresh clothes for tomorrow. They approached the front of their house and some of the tension which always grew whenever they arrived “home” dissipated. But their mum was not home, thank god.
Darcy hurried up, ignored the disaster that was their bedroom, and threw together a quick overnight bag. They grabbed the secret vodka they’d stashed in the back of their wardrobe, and packed that, too. They were downstairs, stealing a chocolate from Amanda’s not-so-secret stash, when a knock on the door made them jump.
But it wasn’t their mum. She wouldn’t knock.
They opened the door. It was Lucille.
She lifted her arms awkwardly as if to say, here I am. “I left you several messages,” she said. “You never replied.”
Darcy folded their arms. “You never got me my solo magic.”
“So we both know what disappointment feels like.” Lucille rolled her eyes. “I got you your power, you and your friends just didn’t like the way I did it. But I brought you something new.”
Before Darcy could stop her, Lucille edged herself into the hallway and there was no choice but to shut the door behind her. She retrieved what looked like a bunch of twigs from her pocket.
“What is that?” asked Darcy.
“It’s a charm.”
Lucille held it out to them. It was a long, polished stick with several twigs and feathers artfully arranged and attached to the end with twine. A single brass bell dangled from the tip.
“It draws away weakness to intensify strength,” said Lucille. “Put this under your bed for a few weeks and you’ll be left with nothing but pure power. Well… hopefully…”
“Another first-try experiment you’re palming off on me?” Darcy took the offered charm and scrutinised it. Nothing about it seemed dangerous, but Lucille didn’t exactly have a good track record—which was the main reason Darcy’d been ignoring her messages. “Are you sure this thing won’t just kill me in my sleep?”
“It’s completely safe,” said Lucille. “If it doesn’t work, then no harm done.” She offered a smile. “Let me know how it goes.”
And with that, Lucille pulled open the door and stepped back out into the cold. Darcy continued to look down at the glorified twig and sighed. They supposed it was worth a shot.
✨
David woke late, ate a sandwich with Nellie, and wondered what time his mum would be home. Nick and Charlie had already disappeared for the day, apparently, for which David was glad. Last night… well, he still didn’t quite know what to make of it all.
The plan had been to return home to Glasgow in the new year. The plan had been to warn his brother about the witch hunters, then run back to the safety of his flat and his normal job, back to being rejected by every woman he spoke to…
But now, he had to stay. The danger was greater, more complex than he’d expected. He needed to keep an eye on things—on his brother especially. If it meant he had to break his heart to save his life, David would do it. He had killed before, he could do so again.
If the time came.
When the darkness drew in and Charlie was gone, David was the only one who would be able to end it.
So then why did the thought fill him with so much dread?
A knock on the door made him look up from the television. He set his plate aside, patted Nellie’s head, then went out into the hall. He opened the front door slowly, cautiously. And he was glad that he had because the person standing on the step made him stop and stare. It was Harry. Shit.
“What are you doing here?”
“I’m here to help you.” For once in his life, Harry actually looked rather nervous and twitchy. He glanced over his shoulder, as if worried someone might jump out of the bushes and attack him.
“And why would you help me?”
Harry shoved past him, into the hall. Furious, David shoved him against the door as it closed, hands fisted in the front of his jacket. “I saw what Carol did to my father—!”
“I know you did—”
“You told me it was witchcraft that destroyed my family,” David spat. “You lied to me!”
“I never lied,” Harry gasped. “What you saw that night was only part of the story.”
David gave him another firm shake, then let him go. “My aunt and uncle were willing to give up magic, all they ever wanted was peace.”
“So did Carol,” said Harry, readjusting his jacket. “She called for the truce, but Jane Driscoll wouldn’t let it happen. Jane manipulated the coven and the hunters into thinking the other side were deceiving them, but neither were at all. She led them all to slaughter, not Carol.”
David’s anger flared. “But Carol did the slaughtering, she still murdered them all…”
“I understand you’re angry. And I understand why you came back here—you know an attack is coming on Charlie Spring, on your whole coven. I’m here to tell you that you can stop it. For good.”
“How?”
“The amulet. If I can bring it to the council, they won’t attack.”
“You really think I’m that gullible?” Even if David didn’t trust Charlie with the amulet, that didn’t mean they weren’t still better off with it on their side.
“The amulet isn’t what you think,” said Harry. “Just by using it, the evil he’s unleashed… it’ll come for him. The only way to stop that is to give it to me.”
David considered the hand which Harry extended. What sort of game was he playing? He sighed. “I don’t have it on me, do I? Like Charlie would ever trust me after I already stole it from him once.”
“For fuck’s sake…”
“Even if I did have it,” said David. “Why would I trust you?” He shoved open the door. “Get out of my house.”
Surprisingly, Harry stepped outside at once. “I truly am trying to help… Whatever. You’ll find out for yourself soon enough and wish you’d taken my advice.”
David raised his eyebrows. “Fuck off.”
Harry stuck up his middle finger, then strode off down the road.
✨
In the quietness of the cottage, Charlie let out a breath he felt like he’d been holding all day. For weeks he’d been wondering and waiting and finally, when a beacon of light had shone through, it had been dashed in one fell swoop. The fear in each of his friends’ faces… he couldn’t get the image out of his head. It made him want to start breaking things, to start screaming and shouting. But no. The only person there to shout at right now was Nick, and he was the least deserving person to be shouted at in the world.
Besides, if he did start shouting, if he did let his anger get the best of him, then wasn’t he only proving his covenmates right? Wasn’t he truly becoming a monster?
And suddenly he couldn’t quite breathe again.
He threw a hand over his mouth to stifle a sob. Nick’s hand appeared on his elbow. Reaching out blindly, Charlie grasped until he found Nick’s arm. He let him wrap himself around him and leaned his head against his chest, let his eyes fall closed. Nick cuddled him and kissed his hair and just… held him. Nothing in his touch spoke of fear for him or of him—only love and respect and shared burden.
“I’m sorry that happened,” Nick murmured. “I’m sorry they said those things… the way they did…”
Charlie swallowed thickly. He couldn’t find the words. His mind was so full of swirling thoughts, disjointed and too terrifying to study closer. He felt like he was teetering on the edge of something. The abyss, perhaps, where lay nothing but darkness. He couldn’t let himself fall. He wouldn’t.
He lifted his head to meet those familiar, warm brown eyes. With their arms around each other, that cosy magical blanket settled around them. Charlie’s heels lifted him slowly into a kiss. Nick’s lips were soft. He tasted like tea and toothpaste, he smelled like him, and he felt like home.
Nick brought a hand up to cup Charlie’s chin, and they parted. Charlie leaned into his touch and allowed his magic to flow through his, soothing and caressing until his mind quietened and the darkness retreated.
“I love you,” Nick whispered. “I need you to know that I’ll always love you.”
“Even if I turn evil?”
“Always, always. I promise you.”
Charlie stepped away. “That’s not going to happen. S-so it doesn’t matter. Come on…”
He shook away the sudden flare of panic and led the way towards the cellar door. Down they climbed once again. The room was as it always was, dusty and near-empty. They looked up at the rune on the ceiling and sighed.
“Can you still feel it?” asked Nick. “I can’t—”
Charlie cried out. He threw out an arm and pushed Nick behind himself, backed them both to the wall.
“What?” Nick gasped, an arm wrapped around Charlie in an effort to steady them both. “What is it?”
Someone was standing at the bottom of the cellar steps. Someone tall and hooded, their entire person covered by a long, black cloak.
Charlie clung to Nick’s arm and stared. The figure stared back.
Or at least, it seemed to, for he couldn’t see their face.
“Is it them?” asked Nick. “That person you saw this morning?”
“And just now in the woods,” Charlie whispered, his gaze fixed on the hooded figure.
Nick resecured his arms around Charlie’s middle. “What are they doing?”
“Just standing there by the stairs. You really can’t see them?” Charlie frowned around at Nick, watched him blink several times very fast.
“Why can’t I see them?”
Charlie chewed at his lip. “Maybe… maybe because I have the amulet?” He slipped his hand into his pocket and took it out. He held it out for Nick, who hesitated before placing his hand on the metal too—
The second he touched it, he jumped and clung to Charlie even tighter. “Holy shit! Oh my god! That thing has been following us all day?!”
Charlie made sure he was covering Nick the best he could, in case the figure tried anything more sinister than just standing and staring. He pocketed the amulet again while Nick buried his face in Charlie’s shoulder.
“I don’t know what’s worse,” said Nick. “It being invisible or not.” He shivered. “Do you think that’s who we woke up last night?”
“Probably.”
And then, between one blink and the next, the hooded figure vanished. Charlie blinked. “Oh. It’s gone.”
Nick lifted his head. “What?”
“It just… disappeared again.”
Nick let out a sigh of relief. “I know we want to know who they are and why they’re here, but… thank fuck it’s gone.”
Charlie turned in his arms and patted his chest fondly. “Let’s get out of here before it comes back. Besides, I need to draw that symbol before I forget it.”
They climbed the stairs back into the main room of the cottage.
“What symbol?”
“Those robes, they’re the same kind the hunters had my mum wear when they were trying to perform the ritual on her.” Charlie shut the cellar door behind them. “Only this one has a symbol stitched into the front. My mum’s didn’t have that.”
He quickly found a sketch pad Elle kept on one of the side tables and a pencil. He scribbled down the rough shape he could remember. When he was done, he and Nick leaned in to judge the final piece.
“It’s an M… isn’t it?” said Nick.
“A wonky M, maybe…”
“M for magic?”
“Or music,” said Charlie. “Maybe morning or moon or mystery.”
“Mmmm… monkeys?”
Charlie laughed and made a face. He looked back down at the paper and sighed. “Why does it always have to come back to mysterious symbols?”
“Well, I hate to say it, but if there’s one thing David is good for, it’s knowing all about witch hunters. He probably knows all about those cloaks and the symbols they sometimes put on them.”
“You want to go and talk to David?”
“No,” said Nick. “But if he has information that can help, then…”
Charlie gave his arm a little squeeze. “Then let’s go and ask him.” Charlie pocketed the hastily drawn scribble. “At least we know one thing for sure, the spirit we accidentally woke up was killed by witch hunters.”
✨
While Tara and Darcy arranged the spare mattresses on Tao’s bedroom floor, Darcy told Tara all about the charm Lucille had brought them. The mood in the house remained reasonably low, but the new solo magic plan at least gave Tara something else to think about. The more power they had collectively and individually the better. There was only the small snag of how much or how little trust they should put in Lucille.
Either way, they were out of other options.
Darcy was just tucking the charm under their mattress when Isaac entered. He dumped his freshly packed overnight bag beside the mattress in the corner and tried for a small smile. But then his gaze fell upon the third and final mattress and his smile was replaced with more of a grimace. “Do you really think they’ll agree to come back and hang out with us?”
Tara and Darcy shrugged. “I hope so,” said Tara. “Elle messaged them, so…”
“Do you think we jumped to conclusions?” said Isaac sheepishly. “About what happened last night?”
Tara sighed. “Maybe a little. It just… scared me.”
“It scared me, too,” said Darcy. They sank down onto their mattress—and heard a distinct crunch. “Shit.” They drew back the covers and found the charm had snapped clean in two.
“What is that?” asked Isaac curiously.
“Broken is what it is.” Darcy shoved the remains quickly away into their bag and rummaged for their phone. What a stupid, careless mistake. They hoped Lucille wouldn’t be too annoyed, and that she’d be able to fix it.
Isaac sat down on his mattress and began to rifle through his own bag. “If they don’t want to be here then we can’t force them.”
“I wouldn’t really blame them if they wanted to stay away from us for a while,” said Tara. “I just don’t know how else we can help them.”
“I’m not sure there’s anything anyone can do.” Isaac took out a little baggy of powder. “Why don’t we loosen things up? Have a little relaxed fun?”
“Not that stuff again,” said Tara, at the same time as Darcy said, “Ooh! Yes, good thinking.”
“Let’s not go crazy, though,” Tara continued. “If Nick and Charlie do decide to come, we don’t want to be too high to be sensitive.”
“Relax,” said Darcy, accepting the baggy from Isaac. “Just a pinch is all you need.”
Soon, Tao and Elle rejoined them from downstairs, where they’d been busy gathering snacks and drinks for their impromptu sleepover. They put some music on and Darcy took out the vodka they’d brought. Luckily, Yan had agreed to spend the evening with her sister, so they could have the house to themselves.
With the drug working its magic, Darcy felt a little calmer, less worried about, well, everything. Isaac swayed happily to the music, a drink in one hand, singing along with Elle, who had accepted her own offer of Oungan. Tao on the other hand, had turned the offer down, but had slipped into having a good time all the same.
All was mellow and fun, until half an hour later, when Tao remembered their missing friends.
“Aw,” he said with a pout. “Where are Nick and Charlie?”
“Not here!” Elle exclaimed. “Why aren’t they here?”
“Text them,” said Isaac. “Tell them to hurry up so we can say we’re sorry!”
Tao got out his phone and typed, “Bitches, hurry.”
“Witches hurry.” Elle snorted.
Isaac laughed a little too loudly while Darcy giggled.
“I ordered pizza!” Tara announced, looking up from her phone. The others cheered.
“Oh god, I’m so hungry,” Tao groaned.
“I know,” Darcy whined. “We should order pizza.”
“I already did, babe,” said Tara.
Darcy stared at her, utterly enamoured—then kissed her full on the mouth. Elle whooped and clapped her hands.
“I have an idea,” said Isaac. “Why don’t we do a spell to make it get here faster?”
“Yes!” Tao pointed at him in excitement. “Okay. Circle up, everyone.”
Standing wobbly on their mattresses, the five of them joined hands in a circle, giggling slightly. “So how do we do this?” asked Elle.
“Picture that pizza delivery driver,” said Isaac. “And make their journey as smooth and fast as possible.”
Darcy closed their eyes along with the others and focused. Two seconds later, the doorbell rang. “Wow, that was fast.”
“I’ll get it!” Elle leapt over the mattresses and the others hurtled after her into the hallway. Down the stairs, Darcy grabbed Tara’s hand as they skidded towards the front door. Elle threw it open.
Standing there, looking very baffled by the five entire people gathered around the door staring at her, was Lucille.
“Did you bring pizza?” asked Isaac.
“Uh… no…”
“You invited her?” Tao scoffed.
“Only temporarily,” said Darcy. “I just need her to fix something for me.”
As the others slinked away, disappointed, into the kitchen, Tara and Darcy remained in the hallway with Lucille. “I didn’t know this many people would be here,” she said as she shut the door.
“I did say I was at a sleepover,” said Darcy. “Come on, upstairs, quick.”
They headed back up to Tao’s room, Lucille following somewhat cautiously. “Some of your friends seem high,” she said.
Darcy rolled their eyes. “They’re on your Oungan.”
“It’s not mine,” said Lucille. “And I told you, it’s dangerous stuff. It took someone very important away from me.”
“Your old girlfriend.” Tara nodded. “We know. But don’t worry about us. I’ve got an eye on them.”
“Alright. Where’s the patient?”
Darcy retrieved the broken charm from their bag. “Can you fix this?”
“I think so.” Lucille took it and studied the damaged fibres of wood sticking out.
“It’ll still work?”
“Yeah, no worries. These things are easily broken, but synthetic material just doesn’t work the same way, so…” She shrugged. “Thanks for being honest. I’m as anxious to find out whether it works as you are.”
✨
With that terrifying spectre lurking about and the possibility of witch hunters tailing them, Nick didn’t know how he’d ever let Charlie out of his sight ever again. He tucked him under his arm as they walked back to the car, kissing his hair at regular intervals. He was glad Charlie didn’t protest Nick’s clinginess. A tiny spring had appeared in his step after their trip to the cellar—they felt like they had achieved something, even if it was just another obscure clue.
Nick shook his spiralling thoughts from his head and climbed into his car. He needed to focus on sticking by Charlie, on protecting him, and making sure the amulet was on him at all times, just in case. For now, even if it meant using dark magic, Nick would rather Charlie stayed alive than anything else at all.
But he would be miserable. He would hate himself. He might even hate you.
Nick didn’t love the idea of spending time looking for his brother, so he was glad when they found David’s car outside the house when they arrived. They hurried inside and made their way up to David’s room. Nick knocked on the door.
“What?” came his brother’s shout.
Nick eased the door open and he and Charlie entered cautiously. “Um… hey…”
David, lounging on his bed, looked up from his laptop, his hood pulled up over his hair. He shot them the same look Nick had seen every single time he’d ever dared to go into his brother’s bedroom since he was old enough to walk.
Nick opened his mouth to retort, but Charlie jumped in before any arguments could start. He took his drawing from his pocket and showed David the M-like symbol, explained the spirit they seemed to have awakened in the cellar. The moment David saw the symbol, he sat up and pushed his laptop aside.
“Do you know what that is?” asked Charlie. “Does it have anything to do with the witch hunters?”
“You’re sure this was the symbol? You didn’t draw it wrong?”
“Of course it’s right,” said Nick. “It’s an M.”
David rolled his eyes and sighed. “It belongs to the old Maidstone coven. They could trace their origins back to the Norman conquest.”
“What happened to them?” asked Charlie.
“They were destroyed,” said David. “Years ago. By the Hopkins Society. None of them had an amulet or dark magic to protect themselves like your mum did.”
“So the person I keep seeing is from this coven,” said Charlie, beginning to pace. “They died… so, they’re a ghost?”
David shrugged. “Seems like it. Did it say anything to you at all? A threat or instructions, maybe?”
“No. They just sort of stood there and stared all three times.” Charlie wrapped his arms around himself and shivered. “Their face was covered, but it still felt like they were staring.”
“Their energy must be connected to the amulet somehow,” said Nick. “I could only see them when I was touching it. Charlie’s been carrying it around all day, which was why he saw them those times when I didn’t.”
David’s eyebrows furrowed, deep in thought.
Charlie stopped pacing to rejoin Nick. “What is it? What are you thinking?”
With a steady exhale, David shook his head and handed the drawing back to Charlie. “You still have the amulet on you, don’t you?”
“No thanks to you,” Charlie scoffed.
“Don’t start going after that again, for fuck’s sake—”
“I’m not! I’m not.” David set them both with a very serious glare. “Keep it on you, don’t let it out of your sight, but please only use it if you really, really need to. Like life or death situations only. Please?”
Nick and Charlie exchanged looks of surprise. Charlie slipped the amulet from his pocket, as if reassuring himself that it was in fact still in his possession. He sighed and lifted the chain over his head. He tucked it safely beneath his jumper and shirt. “Happy?”
“Ecstatic,” David deadpanned. “As for the haunting, I really have no idea how this all fits together. I’m sorry for that, now please, piss off?”
Nick sighed. “Fine. Thanks, I guess.” He led the way back out of the room.
Charlie shut the door behind them. “Did you hear that? David just said please. And sorry!”
“The world has gone topsy-turvy.” Nick led them into his bedroom and flopped onto his bed. He rubbed his hands over his eyes. “I wonder what’s made him change his tune about the amulet. He was so entirely against it before, he even stole it from you, but now… I didn’t think compromise was a concept he knew.”
The bed dipped beside him as Charlie sat down. “There’s definitely something he’s not telling us. But you were right to go to him about the symbol. M for Maidstone. I was really hoping for monkeys, not gonna lie.”
“What would that even have been?” Nick chuckled, reaching out an arm. “A coven who worships monkeys or a coven of monkeys?”
Charlie moved up the bed to settle with his head on Nick’s chest. “I’m not sure which would be more fearsome.”
Their laughter was brief but golden. Nick wished he could bottle it. With Charlie’s warmth around his side, his fingertips tracing light patterns over his stomach, Nick detested where his mind kept jumping to and from.
He had to say something. He had to warn him. He had to do anything he could to save the boy he loved. But would asking him save him? Or would it only increase the spiral?
And was the question based on definite fact or pure fiction? There was still a chance the entire concept was bullshit. There was still a chance Charlie was the exception to the rule. There was still a chance Charlie was the direct antithesis of darkness, like Nick had always known.
The distant sound of Charlie’s phone buzzing several times in quick succession brought Nick back into his body. Back into the room where he and his boyfriend were cuddled together on a lazy Saturday evening, two entirely ordinary teenagers.
“Tao is throwing an apology sleepover,” said Charlie. “They all want us to be there… if we want to.” He rolled over to hand Nick his phone.
Nick scrolled through the messages on the group chat to the most recent two: ‘ bitches, hurry ’ then thirty seconds later, ‘ witches, hurry .’
He handed the phone back. “Are they drunk already?”
When Charlie didn’t say anything, Nick rolled onto his side to face him. He had moved onto his back and was staring up at the ceiling. “Hey,” Nick whispered. “It’s up to you.”
Much to Nick’s surprise, Charlie sat up at once and began to search for his pyjamas. “Let’s go,” he said, shoving some joggers into his backpack. “We can tell them about the ghost. And how am I supposed to prove to them that I’m not about to go into a murderous rage if I hide myself away? I need to go over there and eat pizza and drink and dance and be myself. Then they’ll see. They’ll have to.”
As Charlie continued his packing, a brand new smile on his face, Nick watched him with his own sad smile. His heart broke for him, and the falseness of it all. Every last part of it felt wrong. Confronting his boyfriend about his worst fear—wrong. Hiding his own worries from his boyfriend—wrong. Especially when those worries revolved around his boyfriend’s very existence.
Nick threw a few of his own things (things Charlie hadn’t yet managed to commandeer) into a bag and knew he had to do it. If he had to keep his fears inside any longer, he’d implode. And Charlie was so astute, it was only a matter of time before he read it all from Nick’s face like a book.
Nick pottered about around the house, feeding Nellie, scribbling a note for his mum (and David, he supposed), telling them where they were, checking and double-checking lights were off and doors were closed.
He had been right. By the time he made it to the front door where Charlie had been waiting patiently, Nick knew that he knew something was up. Charlie swung his backpack onto his back and took Nick’s hand. And he was being lovely and sweet as always, and not bringing it up just yet. He would let Nick tell him what was wrong in his own time—but he wouldn’t give him too long.
Throughout the fifteen-minute drive back to Tao’s, Nick’s palms grew slicker on the steering wheel, his lip raw with how much he’d been chewing at it. As much as they had infuriated him, Nick couldn’t get their friends’ words out of his head. Those paired with the memories from last night, which came back to him now in a way he hadn’t perceived them before. The fire blasting from Charlie’s hands—well, blasting from the amulet in Charlie’s hands—the cold confidence which had radiated off him as he spoke down to Zosia as she cowered in fear.
Nick pulled up outside Tao’s house and swallowed against the lump in his throat. He kept his eyes wide, kept them trained out the windscreen, for fear of betraying himself.
“Nick?” Of course, Charlie could tell. Of course he could. “What’s the matter?”
If he opened his mouth, he thought he might be sick.
Charlie placed a hand on his knee and squeezed.
Nick blinked. A tear slid down his cheek.
“Oh, Nick… please, talk to me…”
He couldn’t even look at him. “Do you think… maybe they might be right? Just a little bit?”
It was like someone else was using Nick’s mouth, his vocal cords, to behave so cruelly. But it wasn’t. It was him. He was choosing to do this. To him. And before the fallout could break, Nick closed his eyes and ploughed on.
“You ran into that fire at school. You ignored David and ran into the memory when you knew it was dangerous. You dug up your mum’s grave. And last night… I don’t know. Maybe that’s how the dark magic takes over, maybe it makes you reckless and—and not realise it. Maybe it happens so subtly and gradually that you don’t even know it’s happening—that I don’t even know it’s happening—until it’s too late.”
The silence rang in Nick’s ears, and he couldn’t take it anymore. Heart thudding hard, he opened his eyes and turned his head.
Charlie was just sitting there, studying his hands folded in his lap.
Tears streamed down Nick’s cheeks. “It’s okay,” he said. “We can figure it out together. It doesn’t have to be the end of anything. We can—we can…”
He trailed off, utterly helpless. He didn’t know what to do. Was there a spell that would let him take back everything he had just said?
“Have you finished?” Charlie’s voice was as cold as it had been to Zosia last night, but with none of the confidence.
Nick felt his heart get ready to drop. He nodded tentatively.
There was a metallic thunk. Cold air spilt across his lap. Charlie had opened the car door. He grasped the strap of his backpack and clambered out.
“Charlie?” No. Shit. He’d messed up. He’d well and truly messed up. “Charlie, wait!” Nick threw his own door open, then himself out into the cold. “Where are you going?”
Several metres away from Tao’s front door, Charlie whirled around to glare at him. “Fuck you!”
Nick stopped in his tracks, stunned into silence.
“I thought you understood! I thought you said you’d be able to feel it if… if what you said was true!”
“I don’t know, maybe I can’t.” Nick made to take a step forward, reached out a hand. “Charlie… let’s—let’s get inside.”
“No!” Charlie jerked his hand away. “No… I can’t… if that’s what you all think of me…”
His voice broke in tandem with Nick’s heart. Then he became quite still, standing there on the pavement, backpack over his buttoned coat, tears shining in his blue, blue eyes.
“Every reckless thing you listed I didn’t do for no good reason. I was saving Isaac. I was looking for answers about whether my mum was dead or not. I was looking for this fucking amulet to save my own fucking life. None of those things should need to be justified—none of those things should make me a monster!”
“They don’t. You’re not. I’m—”
The front door of Tao’s house sprang open and Tao stepped out. “There you are! Come on, you two! We’ve got pizza!”
“In a sec!” Nick yelled back. His voice came out jittery and detached. Why had he ruined everything?
Charlie readjusted his backpack. “I’m just gonna head home.”
“Oh.” Nick spoke softly, though he wished he could scream—at himself, at the universe. “Okay. We can just tell Tao—”
“Nick!” Charlie made an effort to lower his voice. “No… I’m… I’m sorry that I scared you with… with my behaviour, but… y-you should go and have a nice evening with the others. You deserve it. You all do. I’m… I just need to be alone right now.”
“Char…”
“Please.” Charlie screwed his eyes shut tight and stamped his foot. “I feel so sick…”
“Charlie, I would never, ever make you stay, but if you’re poorly, then… At least let me drive you home.”
But Nick knew it was too late. Charlie shook his head and turned around. “I’ll walk. I need the fresh air. I’ll… I’ll see you tomorrow. I love you.”
Nick watched him walk away down the road. “I love you, too.”
He turned to find Tao still standing in the doorway, brow furrowed as if he hadn’t quite witnessed enough to make sense of it all. Somehow, Nick’s feet carried him up the path and over the threshold.
“Where’d Charlie go?” asked Tao. “Is he not coming?”
“He’s not feeling very well,” Nick heard himself say.
“Were you arguing? I thought I heard—”
Nick winced and Tao stared. He bristled. “What did you do?”
Every disconnected thought, every lonely spark of magic twisted into static inside Nick’s head. He sank onto the bottom step of the stairs, put his head in his hands and burst into tears.
“Nick, there you are.” Elle entered from the kitchen. “Where’s… where’s Charlie?”
There wasn’t enough breath in his lungs to reply. Elle dropped down beside him and ushered him into her arms. He rested his head on her shoulder and let himself cry.
✨
“What’s the emergency?” Harry demanded the moment he found David in the basement room under the cathedral.
He was late. An hour late and David didn’t have time for his shit. He was done relying on Harry Greene or any of his family for anything. Still, needs must and times were desperate.
“Charlie’s being haunted by a dead witch from the old Maidstone coven,” he said. “Does that have anything to do with the amulet? Tell me! Are a bunch of witches you lot killed back to get revenge?”
Harry stared at him in alarm, then his brow furrowed. “We didn’t kill the Maidstone coven. It was Jane Driscoll.”
David swallowed. “You’re lying.”
“I’m not,” said Harry. “I heard about it from my dad. She lured them to a church somewhere between Truham and Maidstone. St Mary’s I think. She used the amulet to steal their power—all of it. They must want it back.”
“But they’re dead. How could they come back from the dead?”
“The minute Charlie Spring used that amulet, he alerted the spirit of every dead witch whose power it stole. I don’t expect they’ll be the biggest fans of him, either, considering who his mother was. They’ll come for the amulet—come for him—and the Maidstone coven won’t be the last. Thousands of witches’ power has been drained by that thing over the years, that’s what makes it so strong. But like I said before. Hand it over, and I can help you.”
“Why do you want it?”
“It holds the power of a thousand vengeful souls. No witch hunter could ever use it, of course, but surely you can understand that no witch should be able to use it, either. The amulet will kill him, and if I don’t bring it back with me to the council, we’ll all die with him.”
Notes:
Thanks for being patient during my little hiatus! I've gotten a lot of outlining done over the past few weeks, and definitely found my groove with this story again. Now I have a clear vision of where everything's going to go, how things will end, and what I need to do to get there. Yay!
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Chapter 28: speak to the dead
Notes:
Chapter 28 Word Count: 9436
Content Warnings: magical violence, injury, blood, loss of autonomy
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
chapter twenty-eight: speak to the dead
Charlie buried his hands in his coat pockets and kept walking. Head down, cheeks cold, he meandered through the streets towards his grandmother’s house. He slowed down only once he’d left Tao’s road, the devastated fury which had been propelling him along abandoned him swiftly in favour of nothing but dread. Deep and stomach churning. He took slow and steady breaths and focused on the chilly January air.
How had today gone so wrong?
Was he being punished for letting himself be happy for less than twelve hours? Was he not allowed to feel a little confident, a little hopeful, a little good about himself?
Was he not allowed to forget the thing he’d been trying to forget since David first planted the suggestion in his head?
Now, as he walked, it all came back to him in waves. He remembered how he had been before, when he’d first learned of his possible fate. How he had been ready to end his own life rather than let himself become a monster. He didn’t want to feel like that again. And so he hadn’t. He’d forced himself—every time he had used dark magic, every time he’d enjoyed it—to shove down the voice telling him he was corrupting himself. The darkness came to him so easily now, and brought with it all the strength and confidence he’d been seeking all his life, really. To protect himself and his loved ones, to not feel quite so weak .
He felt strong enough lately to control the darkness within him. He felt strong enough to convince himself he couldn’t possibly lose that control.
But maybe he wasn’t. Maybe it was all just a trick.
Maybe Nick was right.
He knew, not even that deep down, that Nick would never have said any of what he had lightly. He would never lie or say something just to upset him. In fact—the dread only deepened in Charlie’s stomach—for Nick to resort to confronting him as he had, regardless of the consequences, the situation must be pretty dire. He would have had to be truly, deeply afraid of what would happen if he kept his mouth shut, to look as he had as he had spoken Charlie’s nightmares into reality.
He had said he’d be able to feel it, if and when Charlie began to change. But what did Nick know really? What did any of them know for certain? Maybe the corruption had already begun, the very first time he’d ever used dark magic when he’d burnt Ben’s arm and shattered those jars? Maybe that’s how it worked—maybe it lured its user in, made them feel better than they’d ever felt in their own skin and then, by the time they noticed, they’re already too far gone to come back.
Unbidden, memories of that day in the cottage, back before Rosemary and the burial, back before he’d had any control at all, when he’d hurt Nick.
When he’d almost killed him.
If he lost control again, that was the danger he was facing.
The blare of a car horn broke Charlie from his thoughts. There was a flash of headlights and he leapt aside as a car swerved to avoid him. He stumbled over the curb, onto a scraggly grass verge and stared around. What the hell? Where the fuck was he?
Nowhere near his house.
He looked left and right, at the cars rushing past from both directions.
He was on the main road going out of Truham, though he wasn’t sure which one. He blinked, disoriented and suddenly, chilled to the bone. Had he just been walking down the middle of the road? Because it certainly seemed like he had.
His breath caught. His heartbeat quickened. He was struck by that horrible feeling he got whenever he sleepwalked, and woke up somewhere strange with no knowledge of how he got there.
But this… He hadn’t been asleep—unless this was a very, very lucid dream—he’d only been walking and thinking.
He wrapped his coat tighter around himself, tried to ignore the noise of the cars zipping past, and tried to figure out which way he should walk to get back to town. People weren’t meant to walk along the grass verge he had taken refuge on. There were no pavements in sight. The grass only continued for a short distance before metal grey barriers took over and there was no room to stand let alone walk safely. He supposed he could hitchhike, but even if he didn’t get murdered, he didn’t think Nick would be impressed.
Something was irritating his neck. He reached up to scratch at it. His cold fingers met the warm metal of the amulet’s chain. It had moved up against his neck, as necklaces annoyingly tended to do. He tugged at it, tried to pull it back into a more comfortable position—but he couldn’t. He tugged a little harder, but it only seemed to constrict tighter, until he couldn’t get purchase on it with his fingers at all.
With a jolt, he was yanked forward.
Charlie stumbled. And before he could so much as cry out, he was dragged forward another step, and then another. It was as if some strong, unseen magnet had attracted the amulet and was now pulling him along at a punishing pace. He wanted to fight, wanted to do something to stop whatever power this was, but it was all he could do to stay on his feet. If he fell over, he had a feeling the wretched thing would merely just drag him along like that.
With the hot metal tight around his throat, Charlie staggered along the grass verge, to where the road curved to the right. He expected the amulet to keep following the road, but instead, it pulled him over to the grey metal barrier—and didn’t stop.
He really didn’t want to go over it. He could see the unkempt trees on the other side, could see the steep incline giving away to thick underbrush.
The amulet jerked, Charlie coughed, and in a daze, he felt himself clamber over the barrier.
Onwards, the amulet made him stagger, seemingly thinking itself and Charlie free of obstacles. But Charlie knew what was coming, he had seen it with his own, human eyes. The hill. It was too steep.
He tried to slow himself down, not caring if he suffocated—he did not fancy breaking every bone in his body. His feet stumbled forwards, closer and closer to the edge, kicking up earth and dead leaves long turned to mush. He flung out both hands, grappled for every tree trunk and branch he passed, but the amulet was relentless.
The chain was not long, but now he could see it extended in front of him—and it was going too fast. He bent his knees and leaned back as the descent began. Bushes snatched at his jeans, patches of wet leaves soaked his shoes to his socks. He tried to keep up, he could be fast too—but not fast enough.
With one final tug, Charlie was yanked forward and he lost his footing. And then he was falling. Down down down, he rolled over and over and over again. Branches scraped at his skin, rocks jabbed into his sides. His backpack flew off him, making him lighter, making his descent even quicker. And then something big—a tree stump, he realised numbly—struck his ribs so hard it knocked the rest of the breath from him.
The tumbling earth and sky morphed into darkness, and like a ragdoll, Charlie rolled to a stop at the base of the hill, bleeding, bruised and unmoving.
✨
“Lucille’s gone,” said Darcy as they re-entered Tao’s bedroom.
“Did she fix the charm thingy?” asked Tara.
“She gave me a new one instead.” Darcy flounced over to join Tara on their mattress and stashed the new charm beneath it. They stood up, took one look at Nick’s face and pouted. “Oh, Nicky Nels, you’re making me all sad.”
“Sorry,” Nick mumbled. Though he didn’t really mean it. How could he when he had so much space beside him on the third mattress?
Tao and Elle had ushered him upstairs, given him a blanket, a pizza and a beer. Isaac had offered him some Oungan, but he had declined. He already felt kind of cold and shivery, and didn’t think drugs would help. He’d been unable to face more than a few bites of the pizza, and he sipped the beer absently, wishing the blanket around his shoulders would swallow him whole—or else that it would be replaced by Charlie.
His phone lay close at hand, from where he kept checking over and over if Charlie had replied to his message to let him know when get got home safely. He knew the walk from Tao’s was pretty far—they usually drove—and it might take a while, but… His tearfulness remained. He’d already cried in front of the others far more than he was comfortable with.
He shook his head. “You know what, I’m not sorry. Not to you lot.”
“We are sorry, Nick.” Elle let out a long sigh. “Today has been…”
“A shit show,” said Tao. “Tactless and shit. When I suggested you all come over, we did plan to maybe nudge Charlie into possibly considering things maybe had gotten out of hand in the dark magic department, but then…”
“I was angry at you,” said Nick. “But now… How can I be? When I just did the exact same thing?” He managed to lift his head to meet his friend's eye. “Only, there’s no way to bring it up to him without hurting him… or maybe there is and we’re all just idiots.”
“It’s such a delicate situation,” said Tara. “If it were me, I’m not sure I’d manage to keep it together as well as Charlie does.”
Nick swallowed a sip of beer with some difficulty, his throat sticking. “He’s good at pretending everything’s fine. But since Christmas, it’s been getting harder and harder for him to keep up that facade. He’s been so stressed and angry and miserable—until last night. Last night I didn’t care how or what had done it, I was only happy that it had.”
The others grimaced. They knew he was right.
“You looked like you wanted to devour him,” said Darcy with a smirk. “After all that horny magic.”
Nick gave a small laugh. “Well, I did, so…”
“Whoop!” Darcy yelled, raising their drink in celebration.
“But then David said this thing about dark magic making Charlie reckless, and then you all got in my head about it, too, and—ugh! It’s not like I hadn’t considered the same thing might be happening, alright?” Nick took a deep, steadying breath. “It’s just what can we even do about it if it is? We basically know nothing…”
Isaac rubbed his shoulder as he let out a few stray tears.
“We keep going around in circles about this,” said Tara several moments later. “And like you said, we don’t know anything about anything.”
“Did you end up going back to the cellar?” asked Isaac.
Nick lifted his head and wiped at his eyes with his sleeve. “Yeah,” he said. “We did. Shit. I’d forgotten all about that. We, um… we saw a ghost.”
His friends blinked at him.
Darcy stopped with a slice of pizza halfway to their mouth. “Excuse me, did you say you saw a ghost? I told you that cottage is haunted. I’ve been saying it forever.”
“Well, you were right,” said Nick. He explained all about the mysterious hooded figure which had been following Charlie around all day, about the M symbol on its robes, and about the Maidstone coven.
“Jesus,” said Tao with a shiver. “Now I feel even more crap. Charlie’s being haunted on top of everything else?”
“The ghost doesn’t seem too hostile,” said Nick. “Just a bit creepy looking. We shouldn’t hold that against them. They were a witch killed by witch hunters, a victim. They may not mean any harm.” He shrugged. “If we just knew what they wanted, maybe we could help them move on.”
Nick absently picked up his phone again. There was no reply from Charlie. He fiddled with it between his hands, clicking his phone case up and down.
“Well,” said Elle. “If you wanted to speak to the dead…” She exchanged a look with Tao.
“Right!” he said, leaping to his feet. “I have just the thing!” He rummaged around in his cupboard where the board games were kept and a moment later, extracted a box—a ouija board.
“Seriously?” Tara scoffed. “Is that a good idea?”
“Come on,” said Tao. “We’re at a sleepover. Ouija is peak sleepover stuff. It’ll be fun.”
As the others readjusted so they were seated in a circle, Nick shuffled minutely closer and resecured his blanket around his shoulders. He abandoned his drink and his food in favour of holding onto his phone for dear life. He clicked it on and off, wishing Charlie’s presence was real and not just photographic. On the screen, he was bright-eyed, mid-laugh, game controller in hand while Nellie licked his cheek.
At that moment, Nick almost got up and left the sleepover entirely. He couldn’t wait until morning—he couldn’t make Charlie wait until morning for an apology, for anything. But as Elle lit some candles, ‘for the ambience’ she insisted, Nick considered how when he did reunite with his boyfriend, he would love to come bearing some sort of news.
With a sigh, Nick leaned forward and placed a finger on the plastic pointer alongside the others.
Quiet fell between the six of them as they watched with bated breath for something to happen.
Something.
Anything.
“Nothing’s happening,” said Isaac, giggling.
He, Elle and Darcy seemed to be finding the whole thing entirely funny.
“This is so stupid,” said Tara, shaking her head, though she did look nervous.
“We’re witches,” said Tao, deadly serious. “It should work.”
“I think you’re supposed to ask it questions,” Nick murmured. “And maybe only one of us should do it at a time.”
“You try then,” said Tao, nodding to Nick. “You’re the only one of us here who’s actually met the spirit.”
“I wouldn’t say we’ve met,” said Nick as Tao and the others retracted their hands. “I only saw it for, like, ten seconds.”
Either way, he found his fingers alone upon the pointer, the dark numbers and letters ridiculous in their familiarity from every horror film he’d ever been convinced to watch. As much as he and most of the people he loved in the world were witches, and as much as he knew magic was real, this—this was perhaps a little too far even for him.
“Are you sure this is a good idea?” Tara’s lip was pinned tightly beneath her teeth, her brow furrowed as she watched Nick anxiously.
Nick sighed. “If I’m going to make it up to Charlie, maybe some good news or some new information will help.” He took a deep breath. “Right, everyone be quiet while I concentrate.”
Isaac, Elle and Darcy all struggled to rein in their giddy laughter, which in turn only made them giggle more.
“This is serious!” Tao snapped. “Shh!”
“Sorry!” Darcy whispered, while the other two sniggered into their hands.
Nick tried to ignore them. He closed his eyes and pretended to know what he was doing, while really just feeling very awkward. He wished, for the hundredth time that evening, that Charlie was there, even just to hold his hand while he did this. Knowing him, he’d know exactly how this was supposed to be done, would at least have watched enough horror films without cowering behind the sofa to know some tips and tricks.
“Um…” Nick began, sounding foolish to his own ears. “Hi, spirit of the Maidstone coven, are you here?”
Isaac and Darcy snorted with even more laughter. Nick opened his eyes to see Elle trying to hide her smile. Nick exchanged a look with Tara who still remained apprehensive.
“For fuck’s sake.” Tao glared. “Try again.”
Tara reached out and grabbed Darcy’s hand in an effort to quell their laughter. She nodded briefly to Nick, who resumed his focused position, eyes closed, fingertips on the pointer.
“Spirit,” he said. “What are you trying to tell us? How can we help you?”
Suddenly, the pointer moved beneath his fingers. Nick flung his eyes open in time to join the others in staring in utter shock as the pointer flew across the board.
“I’m not doing this,” he gasped. “I swear.” It was all he could do to keep his hand on the thing, it travelled so fast.
“S,” said Tao, leaning forward.
“Oh my god…” Tara alone stayed back, eyes wide as the pointer continued its journey.
As it went, Tao continued to spell out the word: “A. C. R. E. D.”
The pointer zipped back to the centre and became quite still.
“Sacred,” said Tao. “What’s sacred?”
“Oh my god so spooky!” Darcy exclaimed, clapping their hands. “What could it mean?”
Nick’s heart was beating inexplicably fast. He picked up the pointer, inspected the underside. There was no magnet or trace of magic he could detect. Why he was surprised, he wasn’t sure. He had seen the very ghost they were speaking to with his eyes a few hours ago.
“Maybe the ghosty is sacred,” Isaac suggested thoughtfully. “Or maybe it was buried in sacred ground?”
“That would make some sense,” said Nick. “But like, why do we need to know that?”
He tried to ignore the others giggling again, and racked his brain for another question. Again, he wished Charlie and his wonderful mind was there to think of the perfect one. But then, before he could articulate anything at all, the pointer flew across the board all on its own, no one touching it at all.
The six of them fell quiet again to watch it, astounded as it hurtled towards the H.
Once again, Tao spelled the word aloud, letter by letter. Twenty in total. When finally, the pointer fell still, Nick’s breath left him all at once as his heart dropped out of his chest.
“‘He will be our vengeance,’” said Darcy, frowning. “What does that even mean? Who will be their vengeance?”
Nick knew the answer. And the answer made him want to be sick.
Before he could move to do or say anything, there came a knock on the door downstairs. Everyone jumped. They stared around at each other for a tense second. Then Nick tossed his blanket aside and leapt to his feet.
He hurtled down the stairs, distantly aware of Tao on his heels. He flung open the front door— He had known it wasn’t going to be Charlie—had known it deep, deep down, but the reality of David standing there instead struck him like a physical blow.
“David?” he gasped. “No. Move—!”
If Charlie wasn’t there, Nick needed to get to wherever he was. And fast. He made to push past his brother, but he grabbed his shoulders.
“What is it?” David demanded. “What’s the rush?”
“Charlie—” Nick cried. “He’s in trouble. I need to find him. I need to—”
It didn’t matter if, when he did find him, he only yelled at him some more, Nick just needed to know he was okay, needed to warn him that their new ghost friend wasn’t so friendly.
“Wait,” said David. “He’s not here?”
“Why?” said Tao from the bottom of the stairs, arms folded. “Were you looking for him?”
David looked between Tao and Nick, and swallowed, suddenly very serious. “The witch hunters are here.”
Tao stepped over to join them in the doorway. “How do you know that?”
“I saw Harry Greene. If he’s here in town, then his family will be, too. Where is Charlie?”
“He walked home,” said Nick, pulling himself away from his brother’s grip. “We had a—a disagreement—it doesn't matter. I need to get to him.” He grabbed his coat from the hook and shoved his feet into his shoes. “Tao, stay here,” he said as he stepped out of the house. “Text me if Charlie shows up. No, please, stay here.”
Tao’s jaw tightened and he didn’t look pleased, in fact, his eyes were shining. “Okay,” he said. “Alright.”
With one final nod to his friend, Nick strode off down the path towards his car. David jogged along after him.
“What are you doing?” Nick demanded.
“Let me drive.”
Nick stopped with his hand on his car door. He let out a sigh. There was no time to argue. “Fine.”
He climbed into the passenger seat of David’s car, and they set off for Charlie’s house. If he wasn’t there, then… Nick wasn’t sure what he was going to do. He was suddenly very relieved he hadn’t had to drive—his mind was no way near the right frame to concentrate on something so trivial. David remained uncharacteristically quiet while Nick gripped his phone in one hand and worried at his hair with the other.
Suddenly, there was a sharp jolt inside his gut—on that tether connecting him to Charlie—made his head spin and his heart stop.
“What’s wrong?”
Every other sense immediately dulled, leaving Nick with nothing but that tether—that tether and emotion—that was at once intense and at once not his own.
“Something happened,” he gasped. “I can feel it. He’s… I don’t know. He feels different… wrong… He’s… scared. He’s so scared. Oh god, drive!”
“Where to?”
Nick closed his eyes and focused. “That way!”
✨
He breathed in, and his nostrils were flooded with the scent of earth, close and damp. A cough escaped his throat, then another. His ribs protested painfully at the small movement—his entire body ached and it was an effort just to open his eyes.
Blinking, Charlie tried to make sense of all he was seeing. Earth and leaves scattered across the tangled roots of trees. He could only just make them out in the moonlight and the light from the road. He could hear cars rushing past somewhere above him.
Charlie rolled onto his back and lay there for a moment, looking up at the stars… Until his vision cleared, and the rest of his consciousness pieced itself back together.
The road, the amulet, the hill, the fall.
He took a deep, steadying breath, then began to feel around on either side of him for purchase against the damp ground. He pushed himself into a sitting position—and gasped. The pain in his ribs made him wince as he rubbed at them over his coat. The material was covered in mud-stuck leaves—he was filthy, he realised, he could feel the dampness seeping into his jeans and his feet in their Converse, well, they were not exactly waterproof on the best of days.
He sat there for several long moments, breathing and clutching his ribs.
Don’t panic. You can’t panic.
His hands were scraped to shit from where he’d tried to grab at the trees to slow his descent.
But as time passed and the pain remained bearable, he concluded that nothing was indeed broken—his ribs may be considerably more bruised than the rest of him felt, but they were still intact. He wasn’t going to die. Not down there, away from anyone that mattered, after he’d argued with his boyfriend… Not after that.
Another deep breath. Get back to Nick. It didn’t matter that they’d fought before. It didn’t matter what time of the night it was—he needed to get back to him. How stupid had he been, to storm off like he had, when their lives were so dangerous now? Who knew, really, when their last goodbye would be?
He staggered slowly to his feet, trying not to jostle himself too much. The earth underfoot was uneven and his shoes threatened to sink into uneven patches of mulch. When finally, he steadied himself with one hand against the nearest tree, something metallic caught his eye just below his chin.
The amulet was still on its chain around his neck, where it was now swinging forward from his coat, on the outside of his clothes. Suddenly furious, Charlie yanked the thing off over his head and glared down at it. “What the fuck?” he whispered to it. “What the fuck was that for?”
Wasn’t the stupid thing meant to protect him? What business did it have throwing him down hills and leading him into oncoming traffic? He rubbed at his throat and found the skin tender—that was probably bruised, too. Great.
There was nothing he could do about that now. Instead, he turned his attention to the hill he’d fallen down. He squinted up at it in the darkness and marvelled at the fact he hadn’t broken a bone. He was lucky he hadn’t broken his neck. There was no way he would be able to climb back up there in the dark—and if he fell again, he might not be so lucky the second time.
Charlie turned around and looked in the opposite direction, away from the light of the road. The darkness stretched out before him, only a few lights visible in the distance. He suspected it might be a farm or a small village perhaps. Between there and where he stood, however, was a field. Just a normal farmer’s field. Somebody was standing in it—
His stomach plummeted, and he stared.
At the edge of the field, several feet away, but far too close for comfort, the hooded figure of the Maidstone coven ghost stood, silent and dark as ever. Fear twisted in Charlie’s gut. He pushed out breath after breath, and stared right back. Every other time he’d seen the spirit he’d been with Nick, he hadn’t been alone. But now…
Willing the ghost to disappear, he blinked. Every time before, the ghost had vanished between one blink and the next. But this time it stayed. Until it turned, robes unmoving, then flitted away across the field.
Charlie watched it retreat for several tense seconds before a tug on his wrist made him stagger forward. The thin metal chain of the amulet had wound itself around his wrist without him noticing. The amulet hovered ahead of him again, this time anchored to his arm rather than his throat, but again, its speed and strength was unyielding as it pulled Charlie towards the field, after the hooded spirit. And Charlie had no choice other than to stumble helplessly after it.
✨
David wasn’t driving fast enough.
The fear inside Nick’s chest—Charlie’s fear—was all at once intense, and then it was gone. Why had it disappeared? Was Charlie safe? Maybe it was over.
But Nick had to be sure. He had to keep hold of that connection inside him. If he let it go now, he would be letting Charlie down twice in one day. And this time, the consequences…
No. Nick wouldn’t let him go—whatever it was—witch hunter, vengeful spirits, even if he’d just fallen over and stubbed his toe, Nick would always be there to help him. Always.
They were hurtling around a corner onto the main road out of Truham when the tug in his gut returned.
Charlie? Nick reached out with his magic, hoping that somehow it would transfer the message through. I’m coming. It’s going to be okay.
Nick gasped. “What’s happening? He feels so… wrong.” But he was getting closer. Or at least, they were. “David!” Staring straight ahead at the upcoming curve in the road, Nick flung out a hand. “Stop!”
David braked the best he could. “I can’t park here, I’ll get a ticket—a major ticket.”
Nick flung the door open and clambered out onto the side of the road. At the barrier, he flung a leg over, then stumbled onto the other side, into the scraggly underbrush beyond. Something tugged at the tether inside his chest with more insistence now— this way, it was saying.
I’m coming, Nick replied.
“For fuck’s sake,” David grumbled from somewhere behind him. “You owe me whatever fine I’m about to get.”
Nick was only vaguely aware that his brother had abandoned his car at the side of the road. The uneven ground beneath his feet was treacherous, and sloped down so suddenly, Nick almost lost his footing. Steadying himself on the nearest tree trunk, he bent his knees and jogged down as quickly as he dared.
It was dark down here, much darker than back at the road. Nick squinted through the trees, using what height he had to his advantage.
Behind him, David arrived at the top of the hill. “It’s too steep!” he whined.
“He went this way!” Nick yelled, not stopping even to look back. Charlie’s pain and confusion were so intense inside him it was difficult to tell the emotions apart from his own. It made sense, he considered as he stumbled over a stray tree root, Charlie’s pain was his pain, Charlie’s fear was his fear. “I’m here,” he murmured aloud that time. “I’m coming—shit!”
His foot caught on a fallen branch and he tumbled onto the damp, churned earth. Nick’s breath puffed out before him in clouds as he righted himself once more. His palms stung from where he’d scraped them. Taking a second to catch his breath, he glanced up at how far he had come, then down at how far he still had left to go. The slope was pretty sheer and terrifying from this angle. How the hell had Charlie got down here? And why? Unless, of course, he’d had no say in the matter.
“What’s that?” came a shout from above him. David was clinging to a tree a little away above him, his fancy trainers mud-caked and soggy. He pointed, and Nick turned.
Several metres below, a flash of red broke through the shades of brown. In an instant, Nick knew what it was—and his stomach dropped. He threw himself down the hill, tripped over, then fell the rest of the way, coming to a stop beside the backpack. Charlie’s backpack—the one Nick had watched him pack earlier for Tao’s sleepover.
Nick picked it up, horrified. There was a tear across the front. One strap had ripped.
Until then he had been running on pure instinct—magical instinct—but still, instinct. This was proof. Physical, undeniable proof. The fear and the pain, it was all very, very real.
“He was here,” Nick gasped.
“Well,” said David, half-falling the rest of the way to join him. “He’s not here now.”
Nick grasped the bag in his hands and tried to take some deep breaths. “‘He will be their vengeance…’ that’s what the spirit said… Why? What has he ever done to them? To anyone?” A lump had formed in the back of his throat, made of nothing but his own anger and fear.
David let out a sigh and scrubbed his hands over his face, leaving streaks of dirt in his wake.
“What do you know?” Nick demanded. “Please, you know something, don’t you? Just tell me !”
“It wasn’t witch hunters who killed the Maidstone coven,” said David. “It was Jane Driscoll.”
Nick stared. His heart was the loudest thing he could hear.
“She drained their power, and stored it inside that amulet. The spirits are here to get it back, and Charlie…”
“Charlie has the amulet. The ouija board…” Nick swung the backpack onto his back. “It said they were here for vengeance. For Charlie. Oh god, what if they have him?” He rubbed a hand over his pounding, aching heart. “We need to move, we need to find him—”
Nick turned to continue onwards, but David flung out a hand, grasped his arm. “Wait!” His brother’s face was pale and sweaty, dirt-streaked in the dim light from the road and the moon. “She killed them in a church,” said David. “St Mary’s. That’s not far from here at all.”
“You think that’s where he is?”
“When a witch is murdered their energy stays behind, especially so in the place where they were killed. The Maidstone coven will have more power at the church. If they took Charlie then, well…”
With shaking hands, Nick went to retrieve his phone from his pocket.
“Let’s get back to the car—Nick, no, come on. It’ll be quicker and if he’s…” David swallowed. “We might need a quick getaway.”
His brother’s hand tightened around his arm and Nick let out a breath. He pocket his phone once more, then turned and let David lead him back up the hill.
I’m coming, he sent out through the tether. You are not alone.
✨
Just ahead, always just ahead, the spirit flitted between trees as the amulet pulled Charlie onwards. They had left the fields behind long ago for yet more overgrown woodland. Luckily, the path was level—no more hills—though it was a constant struggle to keep his footing on the tangled roots and stumps hidden beneath scattered earth and long-dead leaves.
The amulet’s pace was relentless, unyielding. Charlie was fast, he could keep up, only, the cold and the fear and the pain made his breath difficult to keep ahold of, made it difficult to think beyond stop it, please, let me rest.
He was glad the chain was no longer around his throat, though he could still feel the bruising where it had been. And now he could feel the metallic chain digging into his wrist, squeezing tight. Each time he dared to slow down, the amulet yanked him along again, wrenching his arm painfully.
So he didn’t slow down.
Blinking sweat and earth from his eyes, he winced at every step, every twinge of his bruised ribs. Something sticky and hot slid into his mouth. The taste of iron met his tongue and the cut above his nose began to sting. How battered and bruised he must look, he thought.
He glanced up, to check on his hooded guide, only to see the spirit had disappeared into the darkness between the trees. All this time, the ghost hadn’t seemed to get tired or need to rest, it had glided along ahead of him, never turning back to check he was following.
The amulet didn’t seem to care. It continued to drag him along. Snow began to fall, harsh and frigid against his battered cheeks. Where had the ghost gone? Was it still there, too far ahead to see, or had it abandoned him completely?
Finally, the trees became sparser, giving him more space to stumble along. At this point, the amulet was pulling his arm out in front of him—unnatural and uncomfortable. Then, he burst out of the trees, leaving the woods behind completely—and the amulet stopped. So suddenly he almost fell.
Hands on his knees, Charlie peered around at the old church yard. His breath turned to fog before him as he took in the rows of gravestones like jagged teeth jutting forth from the frozen grass. The chain remained tangled around his wrist, but the amulet lay still and dangling from his hand.
He looked up at the small church. A dim light seeped through its high windows. He glanced around at the stone wall surrounding the yard, at the old wooden gate, closed tight. It was so quiet here: no distant traffic or voices. The only other lights he could see were far off in the distance, likely whichever village the small church served.
He hurried along the path, around to the front door of the church, and prayed it would be open. Weren’t churches always meant to be open—to provide sanctuary? Shivering, he shoved his hands, amulet and all, into his coat pockets. There was no other choice. He walked up the steps to the door, and lifted the heavy metal latch.
With a loud, echoing creak, the door swung open and Charlie slipped inside.
The snow and the wind cut off, but his breath still rose before him. The light was coming from a single chandelier way above, casting shadows across the floor while moonlight drifted in through the stained glass windows. All was so still and quiet that the echo of his sodden shoes against the stone floor made him wince.
Down the aisle he moved as swiftly as he dared. He needed to breathe, to think and maybe to sit down. He followed the plush red carpet up the aisle to the bottom of the altar steps. He stopped and peered around. It really felt like he was trespassing. What did he want? To find someone who might help him? Or to stay alone until he could call for the help he wanted?
The latter. Definitely the latter.
The thought of someone appearing from the shadowed corners right now filled him with more fear than the ghost he’d been forced to follow.
He detangled the amulet from his wrist, and glared down at the pendant. It looked the same as ever, the same unremarkable metal with the same roughly drawn rune. He shoved it into his pocket, then rubbed at his sore wrist, at his sore throat. He poked at his stinging forehead. Crusted blood flaked off on his fingertips. Shit.
One hand around his phone in his pocket, Charlie looked up—and almost jumped out of his skin.
There, standing before him was the ghost.
“Fuck!” Charlie stumbled back, his heart pounding. “Shit! God…” He took a breath.
The ghost continued to stand there, staring but not really staring, robed and silent as ever. Charlie dared to look past it, to the doorway down the aisle. He hadn’t heard the thing enter, though he supposed it didn’t need to worry itself with the physical limitations of the living.
He forced himself to swallow his fear, and hold his head a little higher. “What do you want with me?”
Silence.
“Please, just tell me.” His voice echoed off the stone walls. “If you need help or something then I’ll do my best, if I can…”
Charlie looked up into the hooded face of the spirit and shuddered. Was it taller than before? Now it seemed to tower over him.
“Okay,” he said. “Well, I think I’m just gonna go.”
Charlie stepped aside, making to go around the side of the pews—but his path was blocked. By another ghost, identical to the last. With a gasp, he whirled around, to go the other way, but a third hooded figure materialised from the darkness to block that way too. “Shit…”
He spun around, searching desperately for a second exit—but he was surrounded. There were eight of them in total. All shrouded in billowing black robes, each with the same M symbol around their necks. The Maidstone coven. Standing silent and dark at the bottom of the altar steps. Waiting. Watching.
As one, the eight dead witches moved forward, eliminating any space between them through which he could have escaped.
“Stop!” Charlie threw out his arms placatingly. “What are you doing? Please, let me go! I don’t know what you want from me, but please—!”
A distant, echoing thud of wood on stone. A slither of moonlight spilt inside before it was quickly extinguished and the church door closed once again.
Charlie’s breath caught. He could hear footsteps. Someone else was here. Someone living.
“Charlie?”
He couldn’t see him, the Maidstone coven was blocking his view, but he could feel him. That familiar blanket of warmth. His magic reached out for him with open arms.
“Nick?”
“Hold on,” came a second voice. David. “Hold on. We don’t know what they can do—!”
“Get off me!” Nick’s panicked voice grew closer along with his footsteps as he ran down the aisle.
Suddenly, the three ghosts whose backs had been to the door turned to face Nick, and David, who hurried after him. The ghosts stepped forward, blocking Nick’s path. His brown eyes were wide with terror as he regarded the hooded figures. Charlie’s stomach flipped over. Nick could see them. Somehow, Nick could see the ghosts, even without the amulet.
“Nick!” Charlie cried. “Run!”
But the Maidstone coven were fast. One second, Charlie was the one surrounded, the next second—the spirits moved to surround Nick instead. Between the pews, in front and behind, the hooded ghosts cut Nick off from all exits, from Charlie and from David.
Charlie spied a gap between the two nearest ghosts and threw himself between them. They turned as one, flung out a cloaked arm and sent him flying backwards into the altar steps.
“Charlie!” Nick cried.
Gasping at the throbbing pain in his ribs, Charlie rolled over and slowly picked himself up from the floor. By the time he managed it, the circle of dead witches had moved in closer around Nick. He scrambled the rest of the way to his feet. Between the robed figures, he exchanged a helpless look with David. For a long moment, silence engulfed the stone walls of the church. Silence, stillness and terror.
Standing very still, Nick looked up and met Charlie’s eye. There was blood on his face, Charlie knew, there was fear in his eyes, but all he wanted was Nick to know he loved him. And that he was sorry.
Nick opened his mouth. “What—?”
It was like the ghosts’ robes suddenly emptied. The billowing black fabric hit the floor in eight little whirls, before they vanished along with their inhabitants. And suddenly, there was nothing standing in the way between the two of them at all. Charlie strode forwards, reaching out—but then—Nick shuddered. His body grew entirely stiff, his head tilted back, exposing his throat. It bobbed as he swallowed painfully.
Finally, Nick seemed to relax a little, his head moved back into a normal, resting position, and he blinked, disoriented. He looked up at Charlie once again—and Charlie wanted to scream. There was something wrong. Entirely wrong about the way Nick was standing. About the expression on his face. It didn’t suit him at all.
“Nick?” One trembling hand extended, Charlie took another step forward. “Nick?”
“Stop!” David’s voice rang out from the other end of the aisle. “He’s possessed!”
“You think I don’t know that?!”
Nick’s familiar brown eyes were still looking at him, but there was someone else behind them. Eight someones. And none were the one he wanted. Nor the one he needed.
“No…” Charlie’s voice sounded hoarse and weak to his own ears. “No. Get out. Get out of him!” He didn’t remember moving closer, but now he could have reached out and taken Nick’s hand if he’d wanted. And he very much wanted.
“Charlie!” David yelled. “Stay away from him!”
Nick opened his mouth—or the spirits opened it for him. He spoke with his own voice, but at the same time not his voice at all. It was flat, void of any intonation. “Give us the amulet.”
The spirits moved within Nick slowly, and with apparent intense effort. They were old after all, and long dead. Perhaps they had forgotten how it felt to have a body, and to walk. Nick’s arm lifted, his hand reached out towards Charlie, palm up. “We want our power back. You took it from us.”
Charlie could barely breathe. “What?”
“It wasn’t him,” said David. He had moved only a little closer, keeping his distance. “It was his mother.”
“What are you talking about?” Charlie couldn’t tear his eyes away from Nick’s blank, blank face.
“Your mum,” said David. “ She killed the Maidstone coven.”
“How do you know that?”
“Harry Greene told me.”
“Harry Greene?” Charlie swallowed thickly. “They’re back, then? The hunters, they’re here?”
David grimaced. “He wants the amulet. He said if we give it to him, the hunters will leave you alone.”
“It belongs to us,” said the spirits. “It contains our power.”
“It has the power of a thousand witches.” David crept slowly out of the aisle, then carefully over the backs of pews. “And now it’s active, all the spirits will come for it. Dead or alive. It’s too dangerous to keep.”
It was too much. Charlie’s mind felt like it was going to burst, but that was nothing compared to his heart. This was his fault. The spirits were after him, and now—
The spirits dropped Nick’s arm. With a flash of metal, a knife materialised in his hand—and the spirits pressed it to Nick’s throat.
“NO!”
“Give us the amulet or we will kill this shell.”
“No, stop!” The words came out like a sob as tears mingled with the earth on Charlie’s cheeks. “Don’t hurt him!”
“Don’t listen to it,” David hissed. “The moment you hand the amulet over, they won’t only get their power, but all of it. Eight witches with the power of thousands. Think about this!”
Charlie squeezed his eyes shut, tried to block David out, his own mind racing from solution to hopeless solution.
“Your mother destroyed them,” David insisted. “With their power back, they’ll destroy you!”
“But Nick!”
“Give us the amulet.” Nick’s hand tightened around the knife handle. A bead of blood trickled into his collar.
Dark magic erupted like a wave of fire inside Charlie. “STOP!”
David lunged forward. “Don’t!”
The wave flooded outwards, struck David and threw him aside, where he disappeared between the pews.
The spirits raised Nick’s voice into a snarl. “Give us the amulet!”
“Charlie,” David managed as he struggled to his feet. “Don’t…”
But the power was still thrumming through Charlie, visceral and his. He looked past his favourite pair of brown eyes, looked past the freckles and the auburn hair, looked past the love and trust, and set his glare upon the eight intruders. “Get out of my boyfriend!”
Charlie shoved his hand into his pocket, and, without breaking eye contact, he thrust the amulet out in his open palm.
With a jerking motion, the spirits reached out to grab it, but Charlie closed his fist around the pendant. He focused every ounce of dark magic he could muster into willing it to break. To destroy. To end. To release him.
He squeezed so hard his fingers cramped, but then he felt a crack. And his fist was suddenly holding nothing but dust. Overhead, the bells began to chime, vibrating through the old stone walls, through Charlie’s feet, through his fist tight around the remains of the amulet. The amulet that was meant to be his saviour.
A rattling gasp escaped Nick’s throat. Charlie opened his hand, and let the dust scatter onto the carpeted floor. He couldn’t tear his eyes away from Nick’s as his head lifted upwards once again. Nick rose slightly onto his tiptoes, as if something was being released through each of his laboured breaths. With one final, loud gasp, like his strings had been cut, Nick crumpled.
“Nick!” Charlie threw himself down and caught him by the shoulders. “Nick?!”
His heavy but familiar weight sank against him for only a second. His chest rose and fell rapidly as he blinked, reorienting himself. Charlie touched every part of him he could reach, making sure he was there, for real, and in one piece.
“It’s okay,” Nick whispered. “It’s okay. They’re gone, they’re gone.” Charlie buried his head in his shoulder. “It’s okay. It’s over.”
Nick’s arms were tight around him, his scent filled his nostrils, and still Charlie’s cries were only slightly muffled by the fabric of Nick’s coat. “I’m sorry,” he wept. “I’m sorry I yelled at you. I’m sorry I ran away.”
Nick pressed his face into Charlie’s curls, tears slipping down his cheeks. “I’m sorry I said everything I said, and for the way I said it. I’m sorry I let David and our friends convince me to ever doubt you.”
They drew apart just enough to look at each other. That warm light was back in Nick’s eyes, and Charlie sniffled. Nick was half in his lap, and his feet were going to sleep but he didn’t care.
“You weren’t harsh at all. You only said what I didn’t want to admit to myself. I think…” He threaded his fingers through Nick’s hair. “I think I need to stop using dark magic so much. It’s become far too easy to use it. When someone’s in danger, when it’s life or death, then of course I’ll do whatever I need to do, but for the rest of the time… yeah. I do need to be careful.” He peered at him through his eyelashes. “I’m sorry I scared you.”
Nick brought his hands up and cupped Charlie’s face. He nudged Charlie’s nose with his nose, his eyes fluttered closed and he kissed him. Slow, soft, tender. Like a sigh, and a promise. “No more s-words.”
Charlie gazed into his face, wanting to count his freckles and make sure nothing had been lost. “Are you… okay?”
Nick let out a breath. “Charlie, you do realise you’re bleeding?”
“So are you!” Charlie cried, more tears threatening to spill forth. “They had a knife to your throat, you—!” He shoved at him gently, then hissed at the twinge in his ribs.
“Char? You’re injured.” Nick sat up straighter, and reached for Charlie’s coat buttons. Before Charlie could protest, Nick had them undone and was plucking at the hem of his jumper. “Please can I…?”
Charlie’s stomach dropped, but he nodded. “Okay.”
Together, they lifted Charlie’s jumper, then the shirt beneath, to reveal the mottled pattern of bruising he had expected to find over his ribs. “Jesus,” Nick hissed. “Oh, Char…”
“It’s okay. I’m okay. It doesn’t hurt… much.”
But Nick’s brow furrowed. He couldn’t seem to take his eyes off the bruising. Charlie watched him curiously. Something between their magics flickered, and as Nick’s fingertips brushed his skin, the flicker swooped into a flurry—of gentle, tingling warmth. It spread from Nick’s fingers, through Charlie’s skin, into his flesh and his blood and his bones. Nick’s eyes appeared to shimmer, and then he pulled away, removed his hand, staring at Charlie’s ribs. Charlie looked down, too.
The movement did not make him wince, and there were no bruises at all. He rubbed a hand over his skin. “Nick,” he gasped. “Did you just…?”
“Heal you? Yeah, I think I did. And oh my god!” He looked up at Charlie’s face, and his eyes widened even further. “Your forehead, the cut, it’s gone, too!”
Charlie’s hand flew to his forehead. The cut had indeed closed up, leaving nothing he could feel at all, not even a scar.
“Whoa… thank you.”
And Nick laughed. He smoothed his own hand over Charlie’s forehead, then kissed it for good measure. He then ducked down to kiss his ribs, making him laugh, too, before he let his clothing fall back into place.
Charlie gazed at him, awestruck. He ghosted his fingertips over the thin cut at Nick’s throat. Sensing what he was about to do, Nick stilled the best he could while Charlie touched the wound. Nick hadn’t closed his eyes at all before, so Charlie took his lead, focused on their combined magic in the air between them.
Nothing happened.
“Nick, my dark magic…” Charlie’s voice shook. “I can still feel it from before. It’s blocking everything else, and I don’t think it can do that—I don’t think it can heal.”
Expression calm and gentle, Nick placed his hand over Charlie’s where it rested against his throat. At the added contact, that warm blanketing feeling swept over Charlie’s shoulders, and smothered the darkness which remained. That gentle, tingling warmth arrived in his fingertips, and he knew Nick felt the same sensation. He could only assume his own eyes were shimmering, as Nick’s had, as Nick’s were now.
Instinctively, Charlie knew when they were done. He removed his hand and stared at the now smooth, unmarred skin of Nick’s throat.
“Have we always been able to do that?” Charlie wondered. “Heal each other?”
“I don’t know. I didn’t think any magic could heal—not like that, anyway.”
“Our connection, it’s so strong right now, I feel like we could do anything at all.”
“It led me to you,” said Nick. “Stronger than ever before, I could feel your fear, like a tug in my gut. I knew where you were—the hill…”
“That’s happened before, though,” said Charlie, getting to his feet. “You’ve found me that way before.” He reached out a hand to help Nick up.
“It doesn’t happen with any of our other covenmates.” Nick continued to cling to him, even when they were upright. “What does that mean?”
Charlie chewed at his lip. “I think it means we’re soulmates, and the usual rules don’t apply to us.”
✨
David watched Nick and Charlie amble down the path to the house together. He watched his brother as he kept a supportive hand at the base of Charlie’s spine, saw the way Charlie looked at him, after everything they had been through tonight.
David clutched his steering wheel and sighed. He waited for them to disappear inside, then set off again, away from home, away from his bed which he wanted more than anything. Instead, he crossed town, almost empty this side of midnight, and approached the cathedral. He found a side street to park on and hurried along, down into the basement room.
Harry was waiting for him, looking tired and miserable, hands deep in his coat pockets.
“The Maidstone coven are gone,” said David. “Here’s the amulet.” He held out the thin metal chain, the only tangible part he had managed to retrieve from the mess Charlie had made.
Harry plucked it from him and sneered down at it.
“You’re welcome,” said David.
“Our deal was for the amulet—the whole thing. Not a piece of it.”
“You should be happy. The danger is gone.” David shook his head. “You’re not a witch, you had no use for the power inside it. I still don’t understand why you even care…”
With a sigh, Harry pocketed the chain. “You should have honoured our deal,” he said. “I could have spared you, and Charlie Spring.”
David’s jaw tightened. “You didn’t answer my question. Why would you want the amulet?”
Harry squared his shoulders and stepped closer, trying for threatening, though his lack of height hindered him somewhat. “Your anger makes you weak,” he spat. “It prevents you from seeing the truth. There’s nothing more I can do for you, David, and there’s nothing more you can do for me.”
✨
As always, the curtains were closed when she entered. It was a shame, but it was necessary. But it was night-time now, and Lucille took a moment of light in the bedroom which has been so shrouded in darkness for months now. It seemed wrong, it always had, to hide her. Her beauty and her smile. Though only one was truly hidden—the other… well, maybe it was lost. But maybe Lucille could find it.
She would find it.
The potion had been finished and ready on the stove when she’d returned home. She’d trickled some into a bowl and gathered it up on a tray with a cloth before starting her journey up the stairs to the smallest bedroom at the very top of her house. She placed it gently on the sideboard, then plucked the broken charm from under her tote bag, and set that down, too.
“Maybe we’ll be lucky this time, darling.”
Lucille always felt better when she was up here—at least for a moment, anyway. Before the confines really started to close in, and she felt guilty all over again. With gentle hands, she picked up the soft white cloth and dunked it neatly into the bowl of potion. The aroma of the mixture calmed her. The herbs and flowers had been easy to gather, she just hoped her efforts had not been in vane. Again.
Taking care not to drip, she squeezed out the access, then draped the cloth around the charm, bundling it as if it were a bouquet of flowers rather than a hodge-podge of feathers and twigs.
“Thank you, Darcy,” she murmured.
With one final check that all was in order, Lucille moved to the bedside. She placed the wrapped charm beside the pillow and sighed. Her knees gave way of their own accord and she sat upon the edge of the bed, the soft mattress sinking beneath her.
The flowers on the bedside table needed changing, she realised. She would do that tomorrow. Freya knew no difference, after all.
Lucille smoothed the blankets over her love’s sleeping form, stroked her pale cheek. “It’s going to be okay, my darling. We’ll be together again quite soon.”
Notes:
This was one of my favourite chapters to write, but the sequence with Charlie being dragged to the church was sooo difficult to describe 😅😅😅
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Chapter 29: no one can know
Notes:
Chapter 29 Word Count: 8741
Content Warnings: violence, mention of death, eating disorder, panic attack (brief)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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chapter twenty-nine: no one can know
They slept in a tangled huddle that night. Upon waking, they would normally find themselves sprawled on opposite sides of the bed, but that morning, Charlie opened his eyes and found himself wrapped as tightly around Nick’s side as when he’d fallen asleep.
Their shared need to cling to each other persisted all day. They got up, showered, dressed and made some late breakfast. Nellie plodded around their ankles as they drank tea and crunched toast. The visible marks on their bodies may have been magically healed, but the ache of their trauma lingered like a cold.
Though they had slept in each other’s arms, Charlie’s dreams had not been spared. He met Nick’s eye across the kitchen table, seeking some comfort that he was still him. The terror of Nick in that church, helplessly used, made to press a knife to his own throat… It kept coming back to him in waves. But Nick seemed to understand exactly what Charlie had been checking for.
“I’m okay,” he said. “I’m as okay as I can be after…”
Charlie swallowed, his toast turning to cardboard in his mouth. He dropped the remains of his breakfast and dusted off his fingers. Nick’s face fell and he made to apologise, but Charlie waved him away. It was no use. Neither of them could eat another bite. Instead, they abandoned the rest of their food in favour of getting some fresh air.
Being out and about in the open, even with Nellie trotting beside them, felt wrong. For the first while, everywhere they turned, Charlie felt entirely on edge, constantly on the lookout for any potential threats. The streets were as quiet as any Sunday in January. Strangely quiet. They barely saw another soul, let alone any witch hunters.
Their hands entwined, a warm blanket of safety settled over them, until Charlie some of the same tingly power as he’d felt last night when Nick’s fingertips had been on his bare skin and he had healed him.
Charlie smiled up at him, and Nick smiled back. Nick lifted their clasped hands, kissed Charlie’s knuckles, then pulled him close enough so to put both their hands in his coat pocket.
They arrived home to find the rest of their coven sitting around the living room. Each of them held a cup of tea, including David who sat in the armchair in the corner, Nellie at his feet.
At Nick and Charlie’s entrance, they looked up and fell silent. Elle got to her feet. “Hey. We’re sorry for ambushing you like this—again—but we promise we’re only here to apologise.” When neither of them spoke, she added, “David let us in. I hope that was okay.”
“Y-yeah,” said Nick. “That’s okay.”
He took Charlie’s hand, and gave it a comforting squeeze. Together, they sank into the only remaining seat and regarded their gathered friends with some trepidation.
Nick cleared his throat. “Well, go on, then. Apologise.”
Charlie opened his mouth, to tell Nick it was okay, they didn’t need to say anything, but then…
“We’re sorry, Charlie,” said Isaac, as Elle sat down. “It was thoughtless of us to ambush you like we did. We never meant it to turn into an ambush, but that doesn’t excuse the fact that it did.”
“Even if we were scared,” said Tao. “You’re still our friend before anything else, and we should have been more sensitive. I’m not sure how, but…”
Elle shot him a small glare, but Charlie sighed and shook his head. “Apology accepted. Though you really have nothing to apologise for—”
“They do!” Nick insisted.
“Hmph, maybe,” said Charlie. “It doesn’t matter. While you did upset me, you—all of you—forced me to confront something I’d been trying to shove down for months now. It terrifies me, more than the witch hunters, more than anything, what I could do if I let myself get overtaken by dark magic. But with so little knowledge, I chose instead to ignore it. I think I’d convinced myself it wouldn’t happen, that it was a lie David told me just to be a dick. Your fears are one hundred percent valid, trust me. They’re my fears, too.”
And in that moment, as he looked around the Nelsons’ living room, Charlie felt less alone, somehow. His own thoughts and feelings were so perfectly reflected in each of the seven other faces around the room. They may not have known what exactly they were up against, but at least they had each other.
“It’s nice to know that when I need it—when any of us need it—you’re here to give the tough love that’s sometimes needed to—to see things straight. Well, as straight as any of us could possibly see things, anyway.”
Darcy alone managed to return Charlie’s small smile. Nick folded his arm more securely around his hip, slipped his thumb into his belt loop, and pressed a kiss to his temple.
“What’s the plan, then?” asked Tara. “To at least gain a little more control over… the darkness.”
“Well…” Charlie looked at Nick, who nodded in encouragement. “I was thinking I need to stop using dark magic. Like, full stop. It’s become a habit, to reach for it when maybe I don’t need to. Sometimes it’s difficult to stop myself, but I promise I’m going to try my best to cut it out.”
There was a brief, stunned silence.
“Oh, Charlie…” Elle stood up and moved across the room to pull him into a hug. He patted her back and let her hold him for a moment. “I’m sorry this is happening. I’m sorry you have to do this.”
“Hang on,” said Tao. “What happens the next time one of us is in danger? What are you gonna do then? Nothing? Even if dark magic could fix it or help someone?”
“Tao…” Elle let Charlie go and sat on the rug between the chairs. “We have coven magic for that, and soulmate magic.”
“No, Tao is right,” said Charlie. “I’ll only use dark magic if I absolutely need to—when it’s life or death.” He met Tao’s eye and grimaced. “To be honest, considering the circumstances, that might be pretty soon, actually.”
“What?” Tara exclaimed. “What do you mean?”
“Are we about to hear what happened last night?” asked Isaac. “After you left Tao’s.”
“Right,” said Darcy. “That whole thing with the ghost?”
Nick and Charlie exchanged a look, and realised they actually had quite a lot to catch their coven up on. Again. Usually, they did that via the group chat, but they’d been so tired last night. They had only just managed to catch each other up—via a whispered conversation curled up in bed—then promptly fallen asleep.
Now they had everyone’s attention. Charlie sighed, and began to tell his side of the story. He cut out the details of his argument with Nick, though the others had caught the tail end of it from Nick, anyway. He told them about finding himself in the middle of the road heading out of town, about the amulet pulling him along, over the barrier and down the hill. He left out, as he had done when he’d told Nick, the fact that he was pretty sure he’d been knocked unconscious for a second there, before ploughing quickly on through his journey to St Mary’s church.
That was when Nick chimed in, explaining how he and David had followed his soulmate intuition, found Charlie’s backpack, then worked out the Maidstone coven’s connection to the church, and sped the rest of the way in the car. When Nick described the eight spirits possessing him, several of their friends made let out gasps and cries of horror, while Tara burst into tears.
“But Charlie destroyed the amulet and in doing so, destroyed the spirits, too, and, well… I’m here and I’m fine. I’m back to normal, don’t worry.”
That did not seem to soothe Tara or the others’ worries, not even Charlie’s. A lump had appeared in his throat and he buried his head in Nick’s shoulder. “It was shit. So so shit…”
Nick readjusted his arms, the better to cuddle him properly, and Charlie took a moment to breathe him in.
“Thanks to you,” Nick murmured into his hair. “We now only have the witch hunters to worry about.”
“Yeah,” Charlie lifted his head, “and thanks to me, we now have nothing to defend ourselves with.”
The clock ticked gently from the mantelpiece as the coven absorbed this information. Nellie snored away quietly at David’s feet.
“You did what you had to,” said Tara quietly, wiping her eyes. “We’ll find something else. Some other way.”
But was there truly any other way?
“So,” said Tao. He had been sitting there, pale and quiet, the whole time they’d been talking. “Is that the end of the story? You went home and slept like the dead, I imagine.”
“Pretty much,” said Charlie.
“Hang on,” said Nick. “There was one thing we were going to ask you. Um, have any of you ever been able to heal each other?”
None of them needed to say anything for Charlie to know they hadn’t, their stunned expressions said enough.
“I had this—this massive bruise on my ribs from when I fell down the hill,” said Charlie. “It was really painful. But Nick just touched it and—and our soulmate magic did something all tingly and different and… well, he healed me. All of my bruises and cuts, and everything.”
Nick brushed his fingers through Charlie’s hair. “And then you healed me, and we were as good as new. It was incredible.”
“It was sickening,” David murmured.
“That’s some seriously advanced magic,” said Tara. “There isn’t a single word about healing spells in my grimoire.”
“Nor in mine,” said David.
Charlie blinked. Now that he thought about it, there wasn’t in his, either. He shrugged. “Well, it doesn’t matter. I’m glad we can do it.”
“Yes,” said Darcy. “Very useful. Considering all the dangerous situations we keep finding ourselves in.”
“I’m sorry,” said Tao. “But am I the only one stuck on the fact that the hunters are here? And our only method of protecting ourselves from them is gone? We spent ages looking for that thing—why would you destroy it? We needed that.”
“What we need,” Charlie snapped. “Is for Nick to be alive. They were going to kill him, Tao. They had a knife to his throat!”
Tears shone in Tao’s eyes, and Charlie felt a little bit bad for yelling. Only, not that bad. He glanced around at each of his friends’ dejected faces. They really were back at square one, he realised.
“I’m sorry,” Nick whispered.
Charlie stared at him. “What for?”
Nick chewed at his lip. “I feel like it’s my fault—that the amulet’s gone. If it weren’t for me…”
“Nick, no, please, don’t think like that. How can it be your fault? Did you ask to be possessed? No! God, Nick, I’d do anything, sacrifice literally anything for you. We’ll find another way.”
“But I’d rather those spirits had killed me if it made sure you had the amulet to save yourself when the hunters came.”
“Nick, for fuck’s sake,” David scoffed. “Use your brain. If the spirits had killed you, they would have turned around and killed Charlie a minute later. They wanted the amulet, right? He was their vengeance and all that.” He shrugged. “We’d probably all be dead if Charlie hadn’t destroyed that amulet, so… no need for any guilt on that matter, little brother, that’s all I’m saying.”
Miraculously, David’s statement seemed to work on all of them. Later that afternoon, when the coven left, despite the news that the hunters were finally in town, it was with a slightly more optimistic outlook than when they’d arrived. The consensus was that the plan should be nothing much more than making sure Charlie—the hunters’ number one target—was never alone. And as much as he had hated this plan before, now the threat drew so near, this time, he found he welcomed it.
The next day, the coven threw themselves back into their lives as ordinary Sixth Formers, trying their best to enjoy their free periods, work on coursework and revision, and generally find some stability in their turbulent lives.
When over a week had passed, and nothing had happened, things began to smooth out.
Charlie found himself flipping from constantly tense to only feeling tense perhaps once or twice a day. The sensation would suddenly strike him like something imperative he’d forgotten to do.
By week two, not a single lunch time went by without Tao saying something along the lines of, “Could they get a move on and attack already?”, “What are they waiting for?” or “Do you think they’ve given up? Maybe they’re scared of you now since you’re all super-powered and everything.”
Each time he said one of these things, Charlie half agreed and half just wanted to throw up.
The ‘never leave Charlie alone’ plan basically translated to, on the off chance he wasn’t with Nick, he must be instead joined by one of his other covenmates.
But mostly, he was with Nick. The two of them spent most of their time that wasn’t at school either at Nellie’s Tea Room—where Charlie loved to pretend to do coursework in the corner, tea constantly topped up, free pastries whenever he wanted them, while secretly watching Nick work—or, at Charlie’s house.
Charlie loved staying with Nick, Sarah and Nellie—David was tolerable at best—but, well… he and Nick were a lot less likely to be walked in on in Kathleen’s big, empty house.
Each day, Charlie came home from school—escorted to the door by one of the coven—get started on dinner for when Nick would return from his shift at the cafe. Then they would eat together, clean together, do homework together, watch Taskmaster and Bake Off, have sex once or twice (or thrice), then fall asleep together under the stars.
The monotony was soothing. To Charlie and to Nick, too. It was everything.
This was what life should be like, he realised.
By week three, Charlie knew that this—this was what he truly, actually wanted. Forever.
He would love to be able to walk home alone, but alas, you couldn’t have everything in life. At least not yet, anyway.
On the final day of January, Charlie said goodbye to Tao at his door, and began his now very regular routine. He hung his coat on the hook, shucked his shoes off onto the rack, then went upstairs to change out of his uniform. At his desk, he booted up his laptop, and finished editing his English essay.
Downstairs, he transferred a load of washing to the tumble dryer, then started on dinner. With some music on low, he chopped potatoes and veggies, almost without a care in the world.
In the back of his mind, he couldn’t help but remember that he was coming up on six months without his dad. Cooking was something they had started doing together, especially once Charlie had started his eating disorder treatment. Never had Charlie expected to come so quickly to feel comfortable cooking like this on his own. Maybe it was the knowledge that he wasn’t just doing it for himself, but for Nick, too, that helped the most. It would have been easy to just not do it, if it was only for himself. Doing stuff for Nick was always a joy, and he never made him feel bad about any of his meals—not even when they might have done with a few extra minutes in the oven or when they were a little charred around the edges.
Wrapped up in the music and his thoughts, Charlie fumbled with the board of chopped broccoli. It slipped from his hands and clattered onto the floor. However, the broccoli pieces stayed adrift in midair, suspended between his hands and the floor.
As Charlie stared at the gently turning broccoli, his heart sank and his stomach turned over. He hadn’t meant to do anything. Hadn’t even seen the accident coming.
“No! Stop!”
The broccoli only bobbed higher.
He knew what was causing this. His fear.
Breathe, he told himself. He closed his eyes, clamped his hands over his ears, and took several deep, controlled breaths. Stay calm. You’re safe. Nick will be home soon. You are home.
He stood there, feeling as if he, too, were hanging suspended in the air. Slowly, he peeled his eyes open and… let out a breath. The broccoli was now scattered on the floor with the board, as they should be. With a long exhale, he bent down, gathered up the mess, then threw the sullied vegetables into the bin.
He returned to the fridge to get some replacement broccoli—but the sickly feeling of shame rose from deep in his stomach.
Like a ghost, he switched off the oven and began to put the rest of the food he’d gotten out away. The simple actions helped him calm down a little and helped to settle his stomach.
He flopped onto the sofa in the living room and sighed.
Now what?
He fished his phone from his pocket and texted Nick: Want to order pizza?
Several minutes later, there was still no reply. Nick was still at work.
Charlie lowered his phone and looked around at the quiet stillness of his grandmother’s living room. It’s squashy sofas and armchairs, the coffee table, the lamps, the fluffy rug… He let his eyes fall closed, and was just hoping for a nap when a sudden thud made him open his eyes again.
It had come from the hallway. More specifically, the front door.
Charlie sat up. “Nick?”
He’d given him a spare key weeks ago.
There was no answer.
“Nick? Is that you?”
He got to his feet, listening hard. No further sounds reached his ears. Other than his own suddenly heightened heartbeat.
Charlie crept to the living room door and peered out into the hallway. Was he about to have to use dark magic on purpose? That was the only thing he had, really, to defend himself.
Someone was standing in the open front doorway.
Charlie steadied himself with a hand on the wall. “David, what the fuck? What are you doing here?”
David eyed him for a moment, then sighed. “I was passing, and I saw your front door open.”
“Really?” Charlie walked over to inspect the door handle, the latch. “I definitely locked it. I’m not stupid.”
David stepped backwards to look around the doorway from outside while Charlie did the same on the inside. He wasn’t sure what they were meant to be looking for. Footprints? Clues?
“Do you think someone broke in?” he asked. “I would have heard them.”
But David wasn’t paying him much attention. He crouched down beside the doormat and lifted it. Beneath was a very neat line of silvery powder running across the doorway—all around the house for as far as Charlie could see in both directions. “Is that…?”
“Iron sulphide, yeah.” David touched it between his fingertips. “The hunters have begun. Finally.”
Despite wishing for them to just get it over with, the realisation sent shockwaves of fear down Charlie’s spine. He folded his arms, and tried to remain calm.
David straightened up. “Where’s Nick?”
“At Nellie’s.”
“When will he be back?”
“In like half an hour, probably.”
“I’ll stay with you until then.” David tried to sidle his way inside.
Charlie blocked his path. “What? No. I’ll be fine.”
“Shut up.”
“David! I don’t need a babysitter inside my own home. What can you do anyway? The iron blocks your magic.” Deciding at the last minute, Charlie grabbed his coat from the hook and shoved his feet into his shoes.
“Where are you going?”
“To the cafe. I think Nick and I should stay at yours tonight. There’s no way I’m using dark magic just to shift some iron, and we should all be at full power, just in case.” He pushed past David and locked the door behind him. He double, then triple-checked it was in fact locked, then set off down the front path.
On the pavement, he eyed David’s car. “Give me a lift.”
“What?”
Charlie rolled his eyes. “What happened to not leaving me alone?” He sighed. “Just to the cafe, then you can piss off again, I promise.”
“Fine. But make it quick—I want my dinner.”
They drove across town in silence, Charlie’s mind turning over and over all the possibilities of what the iron around the house meant. The hunters had started… But started what? All this time they’d thought, from David’s information, that their goal was to try the same ritual as they had on Jane sixteen years ago on Charlie. But if they managed it and Charlie was destroyed… what then? He could only assume they’d go after the rest of his coven, then…
David pulled up outside Nellie’s, and glared at Charlie until he got out of the car. Thankful the trip had indeed been quick, Charlie begrudgingly thanked him, and turned to push open the cafe door.
Nellie’s was busy as usual for a Friday afternoon, and people chattered and sipped from every corner. The queue was almost to the door. He joined it, slipping into the cosy bubble the cafe had been for him ever since his very first visit. Now he was much more emotionally invested in the place, the fact that it was keeping such good business only added to the charm.
Charlie watched Nick from a distance as he grew steadily closer, aproned and smiling as he served customers, fond to his very core. Nick was so engrossed in his task that he didn’t notice Charlie until he arrived at the front of the queue.
“What can I get you?”
Charlie smiled.
Nick did a double-take, then promptly blushed.
“How much for a kiss?”
“For you, free.”
They leaned in to share a chaste kiss over the counter, before Nick pulled away prematurely. “You’ll get me in trouble with my boss.”
“Your mum is your boss.”
“Exactly.” Nick glanced around at the queue behind Charlie, then at the time. “What are you doing here? I’ll be done soon. Or could you not wait for me to get home?”
Charlie’s smile faltered.
Their life could not be sunshine and rainbows all the time.
Nick’s cheerful demeanour vanished, too. He reached out for Charlie’s hand over the counter and gave it a small squeeze. “Give me a sec, okay?” He kissed his hand, then turned away to speak quietly to his co-worker, before disappearing into the back room.
Charlie stepped aside to let the next person be served and sighed. He did feel better by being here, in Nick’s space. It was strange how being alone in his own home could turn from comfortable and carefree to the last place he wanted to be in the world. He’d been content as he could be all day, really. Until he hadn’t been.
Nick returned, his coat on, school bag over his shoulder. “Mum said I could leave early.” He took Charlie’s hand. “I told her you were sad.”
They started for the door. “I’m not sad.”
“I know,” said Nick. “But you are worried.”
They walked the short distance down the road to Nick’s car. Inside, Nick turned the heating on, and while they waited for it to heat up, Charlie rubbed his hands together and gathered his thoughts.
“So, someone was at my house. Witch hunters, I think.”
There was a thunk as Nick’s knee made sudden contact with the underside of the steering wheel. “What?!”
Charlie grimaced. Having not wanted to scare him, maybe he’d tried a little too hard for nonchalance.
“They’re definitely up to something. Who knows what their plans are, other than the ritual, but…” He told Nick about David and the iron sulphide. “I thought we should sleep at yours tonight, if that’s okay? That we can both be at full power, and I can’t believe I’m saying this, but we’ll have David there, too, just in case.”
Nick exhaled slowly, taking all this information in. His eyelashes were golden against his freckled cheeks as he reached out and touched Charlie’s hair. The two of them just looked at each other for a moment, no words needed, and breathed.
On the way home, they stopped off to pick up pizza for themselves and David, too. Sarah was spending the evening with her sister, and so, feeling extra in love with his boyfriend, Charlie attached himself to Nick’s side and stayed there all evening long. With Nellie snoozing across Nick’s lap and pizza in their bellies, they had almost forgotten David was in the room before they started a new episode of Taskmaster and his laughter joined theirs.
Over the past few weeks, he and Nick had become rather adept at ignoring David. Maybe it was because they were seeing less of him, what with them spending so much time at Charlie’s. Or maybe it was because when they did see him, he spoke less shit. It was strange, but it was nice. Even Nick seemed much more relaxed around his brother.
Still, there was only so much third-wheel time they could on an evening. As soon as Taskmaster was over, Nick and Charlie excused themselves to bed early—not bothering to cover up their intentions at all. It was still fun to watch David squirm whenever he was made aware of the physicality of their relationship.
That night, everything was soft, slow and sleepy. When they were done, they lay looking up at the fairy lights twinkling above them, safe and warm in their duvet bubble, limbs entangled.
“We need to find a way to get rid of that iron,” said Nick.
“Excellent pillow talk, Nicholas.”
“Sorry.”
Charlie sighed. “I could do it with dark magic, but…”
“I’d never ask you to.” Nick stroked a hand over Charlie’s side. “There must be some other way.”
Charlie rolled over and bundled himself under Nick’s arm, the better to cuddle him. “I suppose eventually it’ll just blow away, but that could take ages. And I need that house to be as safe for you as it is for me.”
“If we swept it up, like, ordinarily, without any magic at all… I know we would never get rid of it all, but it would be a start. It sounds ridiculous, but…”
Charlie lifted his head and smiled. And kissed him. “I love you.”
Nick’s eyes softened, and he wrapped his other arm around him. They both snuggled further down under the covers, entangled themselves more completely. “I love you.”
“Tomorrow,” said Charlie, his eyes falling closed. “Will you help me sweep?”
“I’d love nothing more than to spend my Saturday doing manual labour with you.”
Charlie breathed in and fell asleep with laughter on his lips.
Somehow, in sleep, the soft comfort followed him, and when he woke again the next morning, not even an arrival of witch hunters could have been able to ruin it. Nick was still snoring beside him, his hair a mess. Charlie watched him for a while, until he heard the door creak open and the soft trot of paws on the rug.
Nellie leapt up onto the bed and settled across Charlie’s lap. He sat up to fuss her and reached for his phone with his other hand. He scrolled through the group chat, having entered in the middle of a conversation.
DARCY (0:17): get over it babe i’m a hot commodity 😜
TARA (0:17): 😑 You’re MY hot commodity!
DARCY (0:18): aw sorry u know i’m joking love of my life❤️i’m loyal to you and only you forever and always xxxxx
ISAAC (0:19): But Lucille definitely does have a crush on you, Darcy. It can’t be denied.
TARA (0:19): As she should, but the voodoo has gone to her head if she thinks she has a chance
DARCY (0:20): wow i feel so cherished princess t 👑
ISAAC (0:20): Speaking of crushes! Owen invited me to a party tomorrow night and I said I’d go.
DARCY (0:21): wait creepy drug dealer owen invited you to a party and you said yes???
ISAAC (0:21): 🤷It might be fun. He said I could invite whoever I wanted, so that includes you lot.
TARA (0:22): You weren’t there when we first met him at Lucille’s. Owen is not what I’d call good news.
ISAAC (0:23): Oh, I know that, but it feels like forever since Darcy’s birthday party, and I’d like a night off from thinking about witch stuff. I’d love for you all to come, too, but I’m going regardless.
DARCY (0:24): as much as u know i love a good party, i kinda agree with tara on this one
The texts fizzled out as his friends had fallen asleep, and Charlie looked up. Nellie was snoring away on his lap. He let out a sigh. A night off from thinking about witch stuff translated to a night off from worrying about witch hunters coming to destroy them, Charlie knew. He didn’t blame Isaac at all for wanting to do something to distract himself—to feel just a little bit like an ordinary teenager for a night. He hoped Isaac went to the party. Even if it was being hosted by a drug dealer.
There was a large part of Charlie that felt like all of this was his fault. Ever since he’d arrived in Truham, he’d dragged his covenmates through one stressful situation after another. When he thought about what he’d put them through, what he’d put Nick through…
He shuddered. He couldn’t afford to let himself think like that—even though that was how he’d always come to think before. Now, when the stakes were so much higher, the control so much lower, Charlie’s mind mostly evened out. He hadn’t asked for one second of the stressful, scary stuff that had happened to him and his coven. The guilt was there. But it was buried deep beneath the dread—the dread of what was going to happen to them all.
And when he could, he buried that with the good things. Things like cosy evenings in with Nick and Nellie. Things like love and joy.
Charlie scooted over and woke Nick with a series of kisses to his face. They spent an extra half an hour cuddling before setting off much earlier than usual for a Saturday, eager to get started on the iron sulphide cleanup.
Upon arrival at his grandmother’s house, everything seemed perfectly normal—except for the line of grey powder circling the perimeter. Nick and Charlie fetched a dust pan and a broom and began the slow but steady journey around the house, taking it in turns to sweep and hold the pan steady.
“Who said we couldn’t get stuff done the two of us?” Nick joked after the second time they’d gotten distracted by each other. Only twice in one morning was pretty good going for them. And besides, they had needed a break and a chance to warm up after spending so much time in the cold.
It was tricky to get every single speck of iron, but by the time lunch rolled around, they were both exhausted and ready to call it done. The real test was to see if coven magic could now be done inside the house.
They flopped onto the sofa and threaded their hands together to focus on each other’s magic. Immediately, the fireplace glowed into life, and their frozen feet began to thaw. They opened their eyes and smiled.
“Remember when we had trouble not floating stuff into the air whenever we were together?” asked Charlie wistfully. “Everything we do is so effortless now.”
“Well, maybe that’s a reflection of us,” said Nick. “I was always so nervous around you before, it’s not surprising that my magic was nervous, too.”
Nick was late for his shift at the cafe that afternoon. What with the fire, and the boyfriend kisses, and the celebration of their success, it had been the furthest thing from their minds. He left Charlie on the sofa, feeling thoroughly kissed and on top of the world, the blanket over him retaining Nick’s scent long after he’d gone. Charlie bundled himself up and dozed off into a well-needed nap.
For once, he slept deeply and without dreams.
When he woke again, it was a moment before he registered why. There was a tightness in his chest, and that ever-present pit of dread had risen to the top. He took a deep breath and sat up, peering around the room. The sun had begun to set, but the fire was still crackling away in the hearth, sending flickering golden light across the walls.
Stretching, Charlie got to his feet, intending to turn on a lamp—but then, for some reason, his heart rate skyrocketed.
He froze.
What was wrong with him?
Was he about to have a panic attack? After the relatively lovely morning he’d had?
His brain had done stranger things to him, but somehow he didn’t think that was the answer. He moved away from the lamp, into the hallway, his heart pounding, his chest heavy.
There was a knock on the front door.
Charlie’s breath caught.
He swallowed his fear, strode the rest of the way to the door and grabbed the handle. He pulled it open and—
A woman stood there, her greying brown hair loose to her shoulders. She wore a simple, grey coat. Her eyes were blue, and her cheeks were dimpled.
“Hello,” she said. “My name is Jane Driscoll, and I am your mother.”
It was like he’d missed a step going down the stairs.
A distant buzzing sound filled his ears, his brain, and all he could do was stand there and stare. He did nothing, not even as the woman stepped over the threshold, into the hallway. He blinked, holding white-knuckled on to the door.
“You know it’s true,” said the woman—said Jane. “You can feel it, can’t you?”
Somehow outside of his own body, Charlie clicked the door shut and followed Jane—his mother—into the living room.
The blanket was still crumpled on the floor by the sofa. He couldn’t bring himself to pick it up, to straighten some cushions, to even turn on a light, let alone take her coat or offer her a drink. He folded his hands around the cuffs of his jumper and continued to stare as Jane perched on the edge of the sofa. Her expression was hard to read, but not unsympathetic.
Distantly, he moved to the armchair in the corner and all but toppled into it.
“I owe you an explanation,” said Jane. “I couldn’t let anybody know I was alive, but once you used the amulet, I knew you were in trouble. I stayed away as long as I could, but…”
“I used the amulet for the first time three weeks ago, and since then I’ve been in trouble a lot less than usual. You’ve actually caught me at a quiet time.” There was an edge to his own voice he hadn’t expected. Something bubbled below the surface, threatening to over take the numbing dread. “I—I think you should leave. I don’t need your help.”
The neutral calm in Jane’s face was wholly unnerving. “Yes,” she said. “You do.”
Charlie couldn’t tear his eyes away. It was her. He knew it, in his soul, in his mind. He’d saved that photo from the yearbook to his phone after Nick had sent it to him. He looked at it often, and wondered… But now… now he thought he might be sick.
The sound of a familiar car pulling up outside the house shot a tiny amount of relief into him.
Jane got up and glanced out the window. Then she turned to look at him, a nervousness suddenly in her thin frame. He folded his arms, eyebrows raised.
“Let me explain properly,” she said with a sigh, her hands placating. “Meet me at the Esplanade in one hour. Once I know you’re safe, you never have to see me again.”
“Why can’t you just tell me now? That’s Nick. Anything you say to me, I’m just going to tell him anyway.”
“You can’t.” Jane took a sharp step closer to him. “No one can know I’m here. The only reason I stayed away all this time was to protect you. Everything I’ve done since the barn fire was to keep you from being in the very situation you’re in right now.”
There were footsteps on the front step. Then the door handle clicked. All the while, Charlie and Jane retained eye contact. Charlie’s racing heartbeat seemed to disappear entirely, and hastily, reluctantly, he nodded.
Jane swept through the dining room, through the kitchen and out the back door. Her exit was silent, and just in time, because a second later, Nick stepped into the living room.
“Hi.”
Charlie blinked away from where he’d been staring after his surprise visitor. “Hi.”
Nick shrugged off his coat and tossed it over the arm of the sofa. “You okay? Why are you sitting in the dark?”
“I… I don’t know…” Charlie sank back into the armchair, wishing it would swallow him whole. “I don’t know…”
A warm hand appeared on his knee, and then Nick was crouching before him, frowning in concern. “Char, what’s going on? Has something happened?”
Charlie looked up into his face and knew he couldn’t lie to him. Knew that even if he tried, Nick would see right through him. His voice wavered as he spoke the words, “My mum was here.”
Nick blinked. “What?”
“W-when I did magic with the amulet, she—she felt that. And she somehow knew I was in trouble.”
He watched Nick swallow, watched him turn this information over in his head. His brown eyes slowly widened, aglow in the firelight.
“Nick… She’s alive. My mum is alive.”
A tiny laugh escaped Nick’s throat, a little delirious, and with little humour. “Where is she now?”
“She just left, like, a minute ago. She didn’t want anyone to know she was here. She told me not to tell you.”
“But why?”
“I don’t know…” Charlie buried his head in his hands. “She wants me to meet her at the Esplanade in an hour.”
“Are you gonna go?”
“I… I think I need to—to hear her out.”
Nick gave his knee a gentle squeeze. “You don’t owe her anything. Only do what you feel comfortable doing.”
Charlie lifted his head, chewing his lip. He didn’t know what to think, let alone do or say. How to feel or how to understand.
“Oh, Char…” Nick moved to sit beside him in the armchair and pulled him into his arms. “This is… God, this is so much so quickly. Let’s just sit and breathe for a bit, yeah?”
Charlie closed his eyes tight and let himself be held. He tried to focus on everything he knew for certain. He knew Nick was there, that Nick loved him, that Nick would never leave him. He knew he loved Nick, and that he would never leave him. He knew Kathleen was away, but that she loved him, and he loved her. He had a coven full of friends who he loved, and loved him. He was not alone. He did not need Jane to feel loved.
But a mother.
That was something he had never known.
“Nick?”
“Yeah?”
“After dinner, will you drive me?”
“Of course.”
“Thank you.” He gave his shoulder a playful nudge. “Taxi driver.”
Nick laughed. “Excuse me, I’m your chauffeur.”
“Hmm, and my bodyguard.”
“More like the other way round with that.”
Charlie managed a small smile. “We’re each other’s everything, you should know that by now, silly.”
“Pfft! Sap.”
✨
Darcy tapped their pen against the desk and stared down at their textbook, re-reading the same paragraph for what felt like the hundredth time. Nothing was going in. They were officially done even pretending to revise.
Meanwhile, Tara had finished her own coursework for the day and was now sitting on her bed, painting her toenails.
They’d had a comfortable, calm few weeks, to be honest. Despite the ever-present looming fear of the hunters taking action, life had been good. Most of the time now, Darcy could pretend everything was okay, and that’s what they liked to do best. It didn’t even matter that Lucille’s charm had amounted to exactly nothing in the solo magic department.
They sighed and flicked their book closed. They could put it off for another night, surely. But before they could think better of it, the perfect excuse to stop working came in the form of a phone call. Darcy plucked up their phone, expecting it to be their mum—she was the only person who ever called them other than Tara—but the caller ID said otherwise.
“Hey.”
Tara lifted her head to listen in from the bed.
“Hey, it’s Tao. Is Isaac with you?”
“No…”
“He was supposed to come over, but he’s really late. I can’t get hold of him.”
“Have you checked the group chat lately?” asked Darcy. “He said he was going to that party, remember?”
“He’s actually going to that?”
Darcy spun absently in the desk chair. “It definitely seemed like he was going to.”
“Wait,” said Tara, getting up. “Isaac actually went to Owen’s party?”
Darcy nodded and shrugged.
“What should we do?” said Tao. “I’m kind of worried.
Tara shot Darcy a knowing look, and they held out the phone so she could speak to Tao, too. “Maybe we should go and find him,” said Tara. “Make sure he’s okay.”
“I can’t believe he’d go to something like that on his own,” said Tao. “I mean, who knows what could happen? We don’t have solo magic, and the hunters are who knows where doing who knows what. We need to find him. Where is this party, anyway?”
“I don’t know,” said Darcy. “But we know someone who will.”
They hung up with Tao, leaving him to panic alone. Darcy moved to join Tara on the bed, and they both leaned in together to find Lucille’s number, which Darcy had saved in their contacts. They stared down at the empty contact image—and hesitated.
“I can’t believe we’re reaching out to her again,” said Darcy.
“Want me to do it?”
But Darcy could tell she didn’t really want to. “It’s okay.”
Before they could overthink it any more, they jabbed at the call button. It took several rings for Lucille to answer. “Darcy, hey,” she said. “How can I help you?”
“Hi, sorry to bother you,” said Darcy. “You wouldn’t happen to know where Owen’s party is tonight, would you?”
There was nothing but quiet from down the line for a moment, and Darcy and Tara stared at each other, worried Lucille would, for some reason, decide not to help.
“Why do you want to know?” asked Lucille finally. “I told you to stay away from him.”
“Our friend Isaac went to the party,” said Darcy. “We’re worried about him.”
“You let him go to Owen’s party by himself?” Lucille exclaimed.
Tara and Darcy exchanged looks of alarm. “Exactly,” said Darcy. “Just give us the address and we’ll leave you be.”
“No, I’m coming with you.” They heard Lucille get up and start moving around.
“What? Why? We can handle ourselves.”
Lucille sighed. “I get that you’re witches, bound and all, but voodoo is a different world. There are two paths a voodoo witch can take, and the one Owen chose… It’s malicious, unpredictable, and his parties, they’re just the same. People go to them, and they don’t come back the same. I know I’m not completely adept at voodoo, but I know more than you do. Besides, I brought that dickhead into your lives, it’s my fault you’re caught up in his circle. I’d feel terrible if anything were to happen because of that.”
“Fine,” said Darcy.
“I’ll text you the address,” said Lucille. “Meet me outside—do not go in alone, okay? Owen uses people. He’ll take everything you’ve got before you even realise he’s doing it.”
✨
Even though he’d started with the best of intentions, dinner that night went mostly uneaten. It wasn’t just Charlie’s stomach which was full of knots, but the rest of him, too.
He sat in the passenger’s seat of Nick’s car, gazing across the road to the stretch of grass and trees beyond which lay the Esplanade path—and the lone figure of his mother standing by the riverside wall, looking out at the dark water, her hands in her coat pockets.
“Hey,” said Nick softly. “You’ve got this.” He reached out a hand to touch Charlie’s cheek, and he leaned in to let him kiss him, slow and tender. “Are you sure you don’t want me to come with you?”
Charlie smiled and kissed him again. “I’m sure. Wait for me?”
“I’m not going anywhere.”
Charlie unclicked his seatbelt. He paused with his hand hovering over the door handle. He couldn’t find the courage to push it open, so instead, he turned back to Nick and pressed a kiss to his nose. “Love you lots.”
“Love you more, you sap.”
With a deep, controlled breath, Charlie tried to fake some confidence. “I’ll be back as quick as I can. Everything’s going to be fine. She’s my mum. She said she wanted to help me.”
“I can definitely get on board with that,” said Nick.
“Alright,” said Charlie. “Enough stalling.”
He threw himself out of the car and started across the road before he could chicken out and run back home with Nick.
On the pavement, he turned back in time to see Nick switch on the car’s internal light, then wave at him. Charlie waved back, then turned to close the distance between himself and the one person he had always longed to meet.
The sound from the road was distant here, the river rippling and chilly way below them. The storm Darcy had created here felt like it happened aeons ago. The lanterns they had destroyed had been replaced, and now they swung, twinkling above their heads.
“Hi,” said Charlie.
Jane turned away from the water. “You came.” She seemed genuinely relieved to see him standing there.
“Yeah… I… I don’t know where to start. I have sixteen years worth of questions, and…”
“And you’re not sure if you can trust me.”
Charlie shifted awkwardly, his hands wrapped tightly around his sleeves. He did feel a bit guilty about it, but it was true. “Sorry, but why would I?”
“Because I’m your mother.”
Before he could stop it, a mirthless laugh fell from his lips. “You may have been once—for three months—but that’s no longer true. All I’ve got to go on about you are stories. Few and far between, and none of them particularly complimentary. Most of them are about how our entire family line is inherently evil.”
Jane grimaced. “I’ve heard those stories, too. But the truth is bigger. I think you know that.”
Charlie blinked. How could she possibly know what he thought? How could she possibly know him at all?
“I told you,” said Jane. “If anyone knew I was alive, they would have come after me—and that would have put you and your father in danger, too.”
“My father’s dead.” The words came out harsher than he’d intended, but he felt no need to take them back.
Jane glanced down at the water again, brow furrowed. “Yes. I know… I’m so sorry. I loved him.”
The wind was cold off the water. Charlie gritted his teeth. “So did I.”
“I’m sure he was very proud of you.”
Again, what did she know?
Charlie shook his head. “You can’t just show up and say things like that. It’s never going to make up for all the birthdays, the Christmases, the—the mother’s days you missed—”
“I’m saying that because I knew your father as well as anyone,” said Jane. “And you are exactly the son we always dreamed of.”
He bit his tongue, suddenly infuriated. He met her eye, and he could see himself in her so clearly. The same shade of blue, the same nose, the same dimples. Only her hair was several shades lighter, straight and greying.
A lump appeared in Charlie’s throat. But he would not cry. Not in front of her. If she tried to comfort him… he didn’t think he could handle that.
“Charlie…”
He braced himself. She was going to reach out and touch his arm, maybe she was going to hug him…
But no such expression of comfort came.
“You need to give me the amulet.”
Charlie froze. “What?”
The frigid wind blew Jane’s hair across her face, but she made no move to swipe it away. “As long as you have it, the spirits contained inside it will come after you.” It was the most passionate Jane had sounded thus far. “Give me the amulet, and I will disappear if you want me to. Forever.”
The cold seeped into Charlie’s bones. “You didn’t come here for me. You don’t care about me at all.”
“Charlie…”
The way she said his name made the fury rising inside him curdle. And he suddenly had to get away from her. “I need to go.”
“No. Please, stay. We—we have so much to catch up on.”
“No!” He made an effort to lower his voice. “Sorry… I need to—I want to get back to Nick, he’s waiting.”
She followed his gaze as it flicked subconsciously across the road to the parked car. “You brought someone with you?”
Her face had fallen so drastically that it made Charlie stop and stare.
“Yes,” he said. “My boyfriend.”
Jane blinked. “You’re gay?”
He lifted his chin. “Yes.”
This was not the conversation he had expected to have this evening. For a moment, he worried his coming out had been too casual. Had he made a massive mistake? She didn’t know him, but he also didn’t know her. Not really. Who knew what her views were? Not that it mattered, he told himself. Because it didn’t. He didn’t care what she thought.
Her eyebrows narrowed, but then… “Nick? Nick Nelson? You told him you saw me?”
Charlie shrugged. “I told you I would.”
“You shouldn’t have done that.”
“Well, I did!” he snapped. “Because Nick is someone I actually trust. I’m not giving you that amulet, and I don’t need your protection. I’ve done fine without it for the last sixteen years.”
And with that, he turned and hurried away back across the grass. In the shade of the trees, he took a moment to wipe his eyes without Jane seeing. Keeping his head down, he crossed the road, strode to the car, and yanked open the door. He climbed inside.
And then let himself cry freely.
The sheer force of them suddenly wracked his whole chest, and he struggled to take sufficient breaths. He covered his eyes with his hands and tried to regulate himself.
Stupid. He was so stupid. Why would he ever want a mother in the first place? How stupid to let himself wonder…
His sniffles dwindled.
No arms, no voice had reached out to him.
He blinked up through his tears—and at once, they turned to ice on his cheeks.
“Nick?”
He was slumped forward in his seat, his head resting on the steering wheel.
“Nick?!”
Charlie grasped his shoulders and shook them. Nick didn’t move. Charlie gently moved him enough so he could see his face—his eyes were closed, relaxed, as if he was merely asleep.
“Nick! W-wake up!”
With a trembling hand, Charlie pressed two fingers to his boyfriend’s throat and listened hard. He was alive. He could feel it in his soul, not just in the steady beat beneath his hand, though the physical confirmation was reassuring.
Charlie frantically glanced around at the darkened streets beyond the car.
A pair of gloved hands shot out from behind the passenger seat—one wrapped over Charlie’s mouth, stifling his scream—the other across his forehead. His head slammed against the headrest as he was yanked backwards, and a sickly sweet scent filled his nostrils.
Finally, he thought before the world fell away, and he slipped out of consciousness.
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Chapter 30: with good intentions
Notes:
Chapter 30 Word Count: 10803
Content Warnings: alcohol, drugs, kidnap, violence, magical violence, fire, loss of autonomy
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Chapter Text
chapter thirty: with good intentions
It was true, Isaac did want a night off from worrying about witch stuff, but that was only half the reason he had caught the bus to the outskirks of town, then walked the short distance to the old warehouse which was thrumming from within with music. He stood outside, regarding the rusty metal sidings of the building and tucked his book of the day into his bag. It had been a comfort on the journey, but now he knew it had to go away.
If the hunters were coming then they needed as much power as they could gather—and solo magic—well, it felt more necessary than ever. Even if it couldn’t be all of them. And, with no one stuck at his side twenty-four/seven like the rest of his coven mates, Isaac would feel a lot safer if he didn’t have to rely on any of them to protect him.
Darcy seemed to have become entangled with Lucille Laveau, and though Isaac didn’t exactly trust her, he understood Darcy’s need to keep her at least at arm’s reach. If there was a chance Lucille could help, then they would need her.
Having expected to find some kind of bouncer lurking by the entrance, Isaac was surprised to find the large metal sliding door unguarded. It rattled loudly as he pushed it open, but the sound was drowned out by the wall of thumping music he unveiled beyond.
Isaac stepped over the threshold and at once regretted not recruiting at least one of his friends to accompany him.
The room was a awash with bright neon lights and twisting, dancing bodies. The stench of sweat and alcohol mingled in the hot air.
How he was supposed to find one weasly little man in the midst of all this, he didn’t know. But considering this was Owen’s party, Isaac suppsed he might find him in the middle of it all. Or, now he thought about it, at the sides… Why else would Owen throw such an elaborate event, if not to do some extra business?
Isaac started off around the perimetre of the room. A hodge podge of old, mismatched sofas and chairs had been scattered about around the crates-turned-tables. He peered into as many faces as he could without coming across suspicious.
He swept the entire left hand side, right around to the makeshift bar in the bad corner where a person with electric blue hair poured drinks, a neat line of glasses cleaning themselves behind them. At Isaac’s appearance, the cleaned glasses set themselves down, and the bartender jerked their head in the direction of the nearest sofa.
Owen was lounging alone upon a purple velvet loveseat.
Isaac tried to swallowed his nerves… Why had he convinced himself this was a good idea, again?
But then Owen looked up from his pint of something pink, and his cheeks flooded a blotchy colour to match. Once again, that expression, so juxtaposing on his face, made Isaac stifle a laugh. He readjusted his bag strap and walked over to join the man on the sofa.
“Isaac!” Owen welcomed him with a grin, and lifted his drink. “You came!”
“Yeah.” Isaac shifted awkwardly on the velvet cushions. “I did. Thanks for inviting me. The place looks… nice.”
Owen chuckled, as if he knew Isaac was merely trying to be nice. “Glad you came?”
“I suppose so. I didn’t realise there was such a big voodoo scene in Kent.”
“It’s a hobby. Like pottery or trains. Or books. I’m surprised to see you without one.”
“Not as surprised as I am,” said Isaac. “I didn’t think it fit the vibe.”
“Not possible,” said Owen. “Everything is the vibe, and nothing is not the vibe—not at my parties. Read, sleep, shag… whatever floats your boat, it’s being done somewhere in this warehouse.”
Internally cringing, Isaac tried not to look too closely around the room any longer. Meanwhile, Owen rummaged around in the pocket of his ratty skinny jeans.
“Want a little Oungan? It’ll take the edge off your judgementalness.”
“I didn’t come here for that.”
Owen raised his eyebrows and smirked. “What did you come here for?”
“I’ll let you know when I see it.”
“How about…” Owen pocketed the powder, and instead, extracted two wooden sticks, each with a tangle of leaves and feathers attached to the top with twine. “Something completely different?”
Isaac’s eyes widened. “Yeah, charms a bit too Lucille, and I’m trying for a different option.”
“Lucille’s a scammer. This is real, I promise.” He held out one of the charms. “Have a little faith.”
With a sigh, Isaac took the charm.
“All you have to do is concentrate your magic on the charm, and I’ll do all the work.”
“Fine.” Isaac held the charm between his hands and closed his eyes. He reached out with his magic. For several seconds, nothing happened at all, and he was ready to give Owen up as a deadend.
But then he heard the sound of Owen clapping his hands together around the charm, making the whole thing jingle.
At once, a shiver shot up Isaac’s spine and he gasped. “Whoa! Oh my god… I felt that—like a massive surge of energy.”
He opened his eyes to find Owen grinning at him.
“Told you. Feels good, doesn’t it?”
“Yeah. It does. Let’s do it again.”
“Alright, but it’s my turn,” said Owen. “Switch charms.”
He held out a hand, but Isaac hesitated.
“Um… I don’t know if that’s…”
With no good argument against the idea—and not wanting to come across as too greedy—Isaac swapped his charm for Owne’s. They both repositioned the charms so they were held between their open palms.
“Now, wehn you feel it heat up, slap your hands together around the charm like I did.”
Isaac nodded.
Owen closed his eyes and focused, as Isaac had done before. Isaac held the charm in place, and waited, feeling for the heat.
It came slowly, thick and gloopy, if he had to describe it—unlike any magic he’d ever felt before. Maybe that was just how voodoo felt. Gloopy.
He slapped his hands together.
“Did you feel it?”
Owen’s eyes flew open, wide but distant. “Oh, definitely.”
“Is… is something wrong?”
Owen blinked, and his distant expression cleasred. “Not at all. In fact, let me show you something really amazing.” He got to his feet. “Come on, it’ll be fun.”
He offered him a jovial smile, and then his hand.
Isaac glanced around at the dancing bodies surrounding them, and to be honest, longed to get out of there. He stood up, ignored Owen’s hand, but let him lead the way.
✨
The steering wheel was cold and uncomfortable against his forehead. Nick opened his eyes, blinking in the semi-darkness of his car. He stretched his back, and rubbed at his cheek—it had been smushed against the wheel and now it was a little sore—but that was nothing to the pounding in his head.
With a groan, he glanced at the clock on the dashboard. 11pm.
Wait—eleven?
He let his hand drop from his face. Had he really fallen asleep? For a whole hour? In such an uncomfortable position?
He took in the empty car, the lamp-lit streets, the Esplanade and the river glinting beyond.
All at once, the memories flooded back to him—of a hand being clamped over his nose and mouth, followed by a sickly sweet smell.
Someone had been in his car. Someone had knocked him out.
He whirled around in his seat. There was no one there now.
In fact, he was completely alone.
“Shit.”
Where was Charlie? He’d been waiting for Charlie.
He looked across the road—to where he’d last seen him—speaking to Jane beside the river. And his heart dropped. There was no one in sight.
“Shit,” he gasped. “Shit shit shit.”
He clicked off the overhead light, and threw himself from his car. He locked it blindly, then jogged over to the Esplanade path. The lanterns on their string bobbed overhead, the river churned way below, and the stars twinkled uselessly above. His breath puffed out in front of him. A lone dog walker meandered several feet away.
“Charlie?”
His call got lost on the wind off the water. He tried to swallow his fear—his deep, deep terror—but as he fumbled for the phone in his pocket, his hand shook.
He had no notifications.
He typed out a quick ‘Where are you? Please text me back asap!! x,’ then called him.
The phone rang and rang, but nobody picked up.
The light of the screen blurred.
Breathe, he told himself. Don’t panic. You can’t panic.
Nick closed his eyes, and forced himself to take a deep breath in, counting to five as he did so. Another five seconds out, and in, out and in…
He reached out with his magic, for that tether connecting him Charlie… He had found him before. He could find him again.
But this time, nothing reached him.
Charlie?
Nothing.
With a gasp, Nick opened his eyes. He began to pace across the small stretch of pavement, and lifted his phone once again. He fired several desperate messages to the group chat, asking, pleading for anyone to reply and say they had seen Charlie, that they had any information at all.
A minute later, he was done with waiting for a reply.
“Fuck!”
The dog walker glanced up from his poo bags to glare at him. Nick turned away, to go back to his car and—and do what, he didn’t know…
But then his phone rang in his hand.
David.
“What’s happened?” said his brother the second he answered.
“He’s gone,” Nick gasped. “They knocked me out and took him—It’s been like an hour and he won’t reply to my messages and there’s no sign of him anywhere, and I need to find him, oh god—”
“Nick!”
“David, please don’t be a dick right now I really need to find him—you need to help me find him—!”
“I know, I know, just shut the fu—I mean, shut up, please.” David took a deep breath. “You know what’s happened, don’t you? They’re here. The hunters. They’ve finally acted on their plan just like I said they would. I know it’s happened a bit later than I previously predicted but…”
“But he has nothing!” Nick tugged at his hair. “He has no way to defend himself without that fucking amulet.”
“No,” said David. “That’s not true. He has dark magic and he… he is sometimes brave and, um, smart, I guess. You know that. He will get through this, even if… even if we’re too late to help him.”
“We can’t be! David, it’s my fault the amulet was destroyed—he’s my soulmate, my person—I can’t just leave him to fight them all on his own, I have to—!”
“I know, god, jesus, will you fucking listen?”
Nick clamped a hand over his mouth to stifle the panicked sobs he could feel catching in his throat. A whimper escaped despite his efforts.
“Where have you looked?” asked David. “Where are you?”
“Th-the Esplanade… I haven’t looked anywhere else.”
David sighed. “Try anywhere you can think of in town. I’ll head to the cottage just in case he went there for some reason. Keep your phone nearby in case he texts or one of us finds him. Okay?”
“Okay…”
“It’s… it’s going to be okay,” said David. “Can’t… can’t you feel him? Like before?”
Nick swallowed thickly. “No. I can’t feel anything at all.”
✨
David hopped over the style, and strode through the woods to the cottage.
“Charlie?”
Stepping over the threshold, he knew this particular search was close to pointless. He knew what must have happened. But he had been nearby when Nick had messaged, and David supposed it wouldn’t hurt to at least check.
He stared around at the empty sofas and cluttered shelves. To be honest, he was relieved the hunters had finally acted. The waiting had been getting infuriating. But at the same time, something suspiciously like fear tightened in his chest.
With a sigh, he turned to leave.
But then there was a scuffle of footsteps—coming from the far corner, behind the large pillar which held up the balcony.
“Charlie?”
More shuffling sounds, and David stepped further inside. The person—the woman tried to duck behind the pillar, but she was too slow.
“Who the hell are you?”
She definitely wasn’t one of the hunters, but there was something about her that seemed familiar.
The woman sprang out from behind the pillar and seized him with surprising strength. She yanked his arms behind his back, and pinned him face first to the wall, an arm pressing into the back of his neck.
“Why are you yelling for Charlie?” she demanded. “Did something happen to him?”
David tried to wriggle free, but her grip was unyielding. “Why would I tell you anything?”
“Because I’m his mother.”
He froze. He tried to twist around, but it was impossible. “You’re supposed to be dead.”
She readjusted her arm against his neck. “I asked you a question. Is something wrong?”
“The hunters are after him, we’ve been waiting for them to attack for weeks. Then yesterday we found iron sulphide around his house.”
“The hunters? The Hopkins Society?”
“Yes. They want to destroy him—him and his dark magic, just like they tried to do to you. And now they finally have him. He isn’t home, and he isn’t answering his phone.”
Jane finally relented, and stepped aside. David readjusted his clothes, disgruntled.
“Right,” said Jane. “Before we start jumping to conclusions, is there anywhere else he could have gone on his own?”
“I told Nick to check in town, but to be honest… There’s no way Charlie would just abandon him without at least a text. They knocked him out, and when he woke up, Charlie was gone.”
With a firm nod, Jane turned and swept from the cottage.
David watched her go, stunned for a moment. Jane Driscoll was alive. Really and truly. Harry’s words rang in his head, about how she had been the one, ultimately, to blame for the barn fire. That she had manipulated both the coven and the hunters into mistrusting each other. But with no proof other than the word of Harry Greene… well, David would have to keep a close eye on her.
For fuck’s sake.
He scrubbed his hands through his hair, and tried to think. There was only one thing for it. But he’d have to be fast. He’d have to turn his brain off so as not to chicken out.
Maybe this would be it, he thought as he ran back to his car, maybe this would be the thing which would solidify himself as a faithful member of the coven for good. Maybe…
As he sped across town to the cathedral, he just hoped the society were still using the same place. Why hadn’t he thought of it before? The Esplanade wasn’t even that far away from the cathedral.
The cathedral grounds were lit from below, stunning in the surrounding darkness. David shoved his hands in his pockets against the cold and kept his head down as he hurried across the grass, to the opening in the wall where the basement lay. At the top of the steps, he slowed to a cautious tiptoe. He grasped the crystal in his pocket for some semblance of comfort. He needed to be ready—for anything.
God, this was so dangerous. His brother had better be grateful.
Down the steps he climbed. Light was coming from the bottom. Someone was in there for certain. He could hear movement and low voices.
The basement room looked just as it always did. Three people stood in a huddle, their backs to him, but at the sound of his entrance, the two men moved aside. Marcus and Kieran. Great. Both of them held jars of what looked like ash. There was a thin line of it around the chair they’d been huddled around.
And in the chair was Charlie.
Thick ropes snaked across his wrists and ankles, binding him tightly in place, though he was quite clearly unconscious, his head lolling forward uncomfortably.
The final person in the room turned to face him with mild surprise.
“Carol?”
Before David could move or think or breathe, Marcus and Kieran darted forward. They quickly had him restrained, his arms behind his back for a second time that night.
“Were you expecting Harry?” Carol chuckled. “He already failed twice. He had a soft spot for you that was getting in the way, and we have to make sure this task gets done properly.” Her downy hair framed her round face, the Peter Pan collar on her jumper had scalloped edges. “You came for Charlie.”
It wasn’t a question.
“Yes,” said David. “I want to make a trade.”
Carol raised her eyebrows. “ You are willing to trade something for this ?” She waved her hand in Charlie’s direction with a snear of disgust. “What could you possibly have to offer me more valuable than bringing a dark witch to ruin?”
David forced himself to remain still. Calm and collected. Marcus and Kieran were idiots, but he had seen them become violent when they had to be and he did not fancy running back to his brother with nothing but a black eye.
He looked into Carol’s face, and spoke with as much conviction as he could. “Jane Driscoll.”
Now he had her real attention. “Jane?”
“Yes. She’s alive.”
“You have proof?”
“I just talked to her, not ten minutes ago. Agree to let Charlie go and I’ll bring Jane to you.”
Carol looked to Charlie, slumped and unmoving in the chair. David could almost see the cogs turning in her brain.
“Bring her to Ashenbank Wood, and I’ll see if you’re telling the truth.” With a jerk of her head, Marcus and Kieran released his arms. “You have until midnight.”
✨
His head pounded. He was losing the feeling in his hands. As he came to, slowly and painfully, pinpricks of light danced across his vision. He heard movement close by. Low voices reached his ears garbled, warped. He blinked in the darkened room, until finally his vision cleared and the basement came into full focus.
He gasped. No wonder he couldn’t feel his hands. The rope around his wrists, binding him to the chair he was sitting in, were thick and tight. He tried to move his legs, and found his ankles, too, were tied.
Charlie stared around the room. Two hunters stood on either side of the stairs—guarding the only exit. One he recognised as Marcus, the other, he didn’t.
“Where’s Nick? What did you do with him?”
With a sigh, Carol turned away from the table where she’d been mixing something in a small bowl. “What’s it talking about, lads?”
Marcus shrugged. “His little boyfriend. I had to knock him out, too, or I’d never have been able to grab him. I left him in the car.”
“How vile.”
Relief tentatively crept through. Nick was safe.
If Marcus was telling the truth, then he would be waking up soon—and he’d know Charlie was gone, he’d know he was in trouble. He’d be able to feel him.
Help was coming.
In the meantime, Charlie reached down inside himself for that fuse, willed it to catch and burst himself free, but—
“Your power is of no help to you here,” said Carol. “Not with that taro ash surrounding you.”
Charlie squinted at the ground around him. “That’s what you used against my mother.”
“Hmph… and luckily for me, you destroyed the one thing you could have used to overcome it. Thanks for that, by the way.”
He squeezed his eyes shut. The thrumming in his head was making it hard to think. It was so hot down here. Beneath his winter layers, sweat rolled down his back. He was finally in the hunters’ clutches, and he was as unprepared, as helpless as ever. For weeks and weeks they’d researched and fought for this exact situation not to happen, and yet here he was.
The fear had finally reached him.
And he could see absolutely no way out of this. Other than to hope and believe that Nick would come. Before it was too late.
Time. That’s what Nick needed. As much as possible.
So… Charlie needed to keep Carol talking.
“I thought,” he said. “I thought you wanted to kill me—with that ritual. Why am I still alive?”
Carol chuckled and shook her head. “Trust me. That was the plan, and I do intend to get rid of you eventually. We can’t have scum like you lurking around Truham. But my plans have changed, yes. When I heard about your dear mother’s miraculous resurrection.”
Charlie stared.
“She and I go way back,” said Carol. “I never expected to see her again.”
“You’re afraid of her.”
She swallowed, her jaw tightening. “One must take precautions when going up against such a strong adversary.”
With lightning speed, Carol darted forward. She grabbed him by the back of his hair and yanked his head back. Her other hand gripped his chin.
Marcus moved closer. Charlie felt his fingers on his face, felt his thumbs and forefingers pry his eyes open wide. They watered and stung, and still, Carol’s grip was unrelenting.
The third hunter appeared above him, a vial of some dark liquid in his hand.
“What are you doing?” Charlie cried.
“Being extremely careful,” said Carol.
The man held the vial over Charlie’s right eye. A drop of liquid dripped, as if in slow motion. His instinct was to blink, but Marcus kept his eyes splayed open. The liquid hit his pupil, then the left one, too. Carol peeled open his mouth and another drop landed on his tongue.
Carol let go. “Sequre imperium,” she whispered.
Marcus removed his hands, and Charlie’s eyes fell closed. His mouth fell shut, and he fell still.
✨
Nick clutched his phone tightly in case it rang. In case anything changed. In case someone somewhere knew something about Charlie’s wherabouts.
David hung up, and Nick stood there on the Esplanade path for he didn’t know how long, struggling to skip the panic attack he had felt building since he had woken up in his car. He didn’t have time to panic. Instead, he forced himself back across the road to the car, made sure it was locked, then set off on foot down the high street.
He had told David that’s what he would do, but as he neared Nellie’s, he grew increasingly aware of how futile this particular search was. It was getting late, and the cafe was shut, but a light remained on inside. Sarah was busy stacking the last few chairs after her nightly clean.
Not entirely futile, then.
Nick stood there on the dark pavement and watched her for a moment. Several hot tears slid down his cheeks, but the activity soothed him more than anything else he had tried thus far. For a moment anyway.
Then the fear seized him again, and it was all he could do not to break down right there in the street.
With a shaking hand, he pushed the door open and stepped inside. The bell tinkled overhead, and Sarah looked up.
“Mum…” His voice shook.
Sarah’s eyes flew wide, and she abandoned her task to go to him. “Nicky, whatever’s the matter?”
“Mum, is Charlie here?” But he knew what the answer would be.
“No, baby. What—?”
“Has he been here in the last hour? Have you seen him?”
She reached to put a hand on his shoulder. “Come here and sit down. Breathe…”
“No!” He ducked away from her comfort, but immediately felt guilty. “I—I can’t sit. I need to find him. I can’t—god, I can’t feel him and I—I…”
“Alright. Okay.” Sarah’s familiar face was full of her usual warm attention, mottled with concern. “I haven’t seen Charlie all day, sweetheart. Please tell me what’s going on.”
Nick opened his mouth… He wanted to talk to her, to spill out the entire, horrible truth. But no. He couldn’t. “I… I shouldn’t be here. I’m wasting time…”
He turned to leave, but as he did so, the door opened. The bell jingled.
At once, Sarah grew entirely tense, and she stepped purposefully between Nick and the visitor.
Nick had seen her before, though only once in person. And that had been from across a road in the dark. But there was no doubting who this woman was. Whose mother she inexplicably was.
“Nicky,” said Sarah. “Go out the back. Now.”
“Mum? What’s—?”
But all her attention was fixed, horrified, on Jane. “You shouldn’t be here. It’s not possible.”
“Hello, Sarah.”
Sarah bristled. “You stay away from my boys.”
The two woman regarded each other in the empty cafe for a tense moment.
Nick didn’t care what they thought of each other right now—he had much more important, life and death, problems to deal with. He strode forwards, around his mum to address Jane directly. “Have you seen Charlie? He went to speak to you and now—”
“I think it’s for the best she doesn’t go anywhere near Charlie, either,” Sarah cut in. “Julio wouldn’t want you anywhere near him.”
Jane’s blue eyes flashed. “Julio would want him safe. And I didn’t come here to make trouble. I’m looking for Charlie, too.”
“No,” said Sarah. “You need to leave—my place of business and Truham. Kent, preferrably.”
Jane exhaled. “Clearly we have some unfinished business to discuss. But right now, I need to find my son.”
And with that, Jane turned and strode back out of the cafe, the door swinging shut behind her.
Sarah whirled around to face Nick, desperation clouding her usual warm gaze. “Stay away from that woman— please, Nicky. Believe me when I tell you she is the last person you ever want to know. You or Charlie.”
Something in his expression must have made her realise how intense she was being. Her features softened again and she patted his hair. “Have you tried, I don’t know… Has he gone to Tao’s? Or maybe someone else’s house?”
Nick pulled her into a tighy hug, and held her for as long as he could stand it. “No,” he said. “Sorry, but I really need to go.”
Without a look back, Nick ran out onto the street after Jane. He looked left and right until he saw her—standing just down the road by a car, talking to David. Nick hurried over to them.
“I know where he is,” David was saying.
“Where?”
Jane looked around. She and Nick had spoken at the same time. She seemed surprised to find he had followed her.
“No,” said David. “No, you don’t need to come, too.”
“Yes the fuck I do,” said Nick. “David, I swear to go… Take us to him right now!”
David sighed. “Fine. I was going to but…” He shook his head. “Get in, then.”
He jerked his head towards his car, then yanked open the door. The three of them climbed inside.
“Are you going to tell us where we’re going?” asked Jane as she fastened her seatbelt in the back.
“The hunters are bringing him to Ashenbank Wood. They said we had until midnight.”
Nick’s heart dropped. “Until midnight for what?”
David started the engine. “I think you know.”
Yes, Nick did know.
As David pulled away from the side of the road and set off towards the outskirts of town, Nick took out his phone once again. No new messages. No texts or missed calls.
He stared at his phone background until Charlie’s smile blurred.
Then he found the coven group chat and started to type out a message.
✨
Owen ushered Isaac through a door, into a smaller side room which was full of coats. The din of the party beyond was only cut off slightly, the bass still thrummed through the floor. Isaac’s head was beginning to ache. He shuffled awkwardly, then blanched as Owen slid a bolt across the door, locking them both inside.
“Kind of creepy.”
Owen merely chuckled. He stood there, apparently studying him.
Isaac squirmed. It was like the man was trying to perform an X-ray with nothing but his eyes. “So,” he said. “What did you want to show me?”
The relaxed humour in Owen’s expression rippled away, leaving his rat-like features devoid of colour and any shred of kindness. Isaac forced himself not to shrink back into the lines of coats.
“What are you?” Owen demanded.
“I don’t… I don’t understand.”
Owen took a step closer. “When we transferred power back there, I got a huge charge off you—way more than what I gave you.”
Isaac blinked. What did he want him to say? He suspected he might have an idea, but no way was he going to give this guy any more information about himself than he already had. He may have wanted his help if he could give it, but that didn’t mean he trusted him.
“You’re a witch.”
Isaac folded his arms and tried for some false confidence. “You’re high.”
“I’m right, though, aren’t I?”
He inched closer, close enough that Isaac could smell the stench of beer and cigarettes on his breath.
Isaac sidestepped around him and reached for the door. Owen flung out a hand, and grasped his arm. Isaac’s stomach dropped. “Please let go of me.”
Owen ignored him, his gaze now intense with something terrifying.
Isaac swallowed, and forced his chin a little higher. “If I have as much power as you think I do, do you really want to test it?”
A muscle in Owen’s jaw twitched. And then he released Isaac’s arm. He stepped aside, and Isaac, shaken, unbolted the door, and fled the suffocation of the smaller room.
Never had Isaac expected to walk into the huge, thronging party room beyond, and feel glad . He rubbed at his arms, trying to rid the lingering feeling of unwanted touch, and strode and ducked the best he could towards where he thought he could remember the exit being.
But the music was still so loud, and the flashing lights had him disoriented and lost in no time. He stopped to squint between the dancers, but he couldn’t even work out which direction he’d come from nor the one he wanted to go in.
“Isaac!”
His panic receded at the shout. He spun around, and he was soothed immediately by the sight of Tara and Darcy pushing their way over to him.
“There you are!” Darcy cried over the music.
Tara pulled him into a hug. “We’ve been looking for you!”
“Did you find Owen?” asked Darcy. “Was he helpful?”
Isaac shook his head. “That creep just tried to lock me in a room with him. He knows I’m a witch. You were right… this was a stupid idea. Let’s get out of here. Please?”
Darcy pouted, and Tara gave him a second brief hug. “Oh, Isaac. We’re just glad you’re alright. We were worried.”
The two of them linked their arms around Isaac’s and as a trio, they turned to face the intimidating room. “Right,” said Darcy. “Now we just have to find Tao and Elle in all this. Where the fuck did they go?”
“We split up to try and find you,” Tara explained. “I hope Lucille is looking after them.”
Isaac froze. “Lucille’s here?”
Tara and Darcy frowned at him, then nodded slowly. “Yeah,” said Tara. “She helped us find this place.”
“What’s the matter?” asked Darcy.
“I think Lucille might be the same as Owen,” said Isaac. “I think she’s probably using you.”
Darcy shook their head. “No. Lucille has helped us a few times, or at least, she’s tried. Despite her incompetence, I do trust her, and she’s my friend.”
Isaac winced. “Owen showed me a charm tonight, it was just like the one Lucille gave you. He showed me how it works. It doesn’t give energy, it takes it.”
Darcy exchanged a baffled look with Tara. “Are you sure?”
“I felt it,” he said.
He could tell he had Tara convinced enough to be worried, but Darcy remained somewhat defiant. Before any of them could discuss it further, Tao and Elle suddenly arrived beside them with a sense of some urgency.
“Thank god!” Tao cried, clinging to Elle’s hand. “And you found Isaac, too, great. Hey, Isaac!”
“Listen,” said Elle, holding up her phone. “Nick needs us. The hunters—they have Charlie.”
The three of them stared.
“What?” Isaac’s insides flooded with cold.
Darcy grasped Tara’s hand and Isaac’s arm. “They’re here?”
“Yes!” said Elle. “We need to go, like, now!”
The five of them strode for the doors, Tao and Elle leading the way. Darcy was still clinging to his arm, but he didn’t so much mind their touch. Especially when it felt like his heart was about to beat out of his chest.
It was happening. It was finally happening. If they could just get through tonight, he considered, then it would be over. Hopefully.
At the door, Lucille appeared. “Hey, you found him! Good job.”
“Yes,” said Darcy. “Thanks for your help, but now we’re leaving without you.”
Lucille frowned. “What’s wrong?”
“Isaac told me—about your charm scam.” Between then and now, Darcy seemed to have been tipped the rest of the way into believing Isaac. “Fuck you.”
Though Isaac did feel a little bad—Lucille jerked backwards as if she had felt the slight like a physical blow. “Where’d you hear that?” she said. “Owen? The charm doesn’t mean anything, it’s just an object. It’s the spell you place upon it that matters.”
“I can’t believe I trusted you.”
Darcy took Tara’s hand, and forced their way past Tao and Elle, out into the cold night air. The others hurried after them, leaving Lucille staring, stunned and hurt.
She was about to follow after them, perhaps she could be of some further use to them, but then a hand appeared on her arm, and she turned to see Owen leering at her.
She yanked herself away and glared daggers at him as he blocked her path to freedom.
“Lucille,” he said. “Since when do you leave a party before it’s over?”
“When it’s a shit party.” She made to move past him, but he shoved himself further in the way.
“Not as shit as hiding secrets from your friends.”
“Whatever.”
She tried to move around his other side, but he was again, too quick for her.
“You know,” he said. “I thought it was strange how quickly you moved on from Freya. You loved her. You were in love with her. It would take more than a younger, tighter arse and a cute smile to get you to forget about her.”
“And your point being?”
“My point is, there’s more to Darcy and their friends than I thought.”
Lucille froze. What did he think he knew?
“They’re witches,” he said. “Isaac’s power—that’s big magic for a little guy like him. Darcy’s too.”
Before she could think about what she was doing, Lucille shoved out at Owen, taking even him by surprise. His back hit the wall beside the door, and she curled her fists around the front of his shirt.
“Go near Darcy and their friends, and I promise you’ll regret it.”
Owen laughed in her face. “They’ve got you. Don’t kid yourself, Lucy. I know you’re using them for something. It’s what you do. It’s what we both do.”
✨
The clock on the dashboard glowed red as it ticked closer and closer to midnight. Darkness and lights blurred past the windows as David drove further out of town. Nick clicked his phone on and off in one white-knuckled hand.
Wait for me, he thought into the void where Charlie’s magic used to be. I’m coming. Stay strong.
Again, no reply came. No flicker of movement from the tether connecting him to his soulmate.
Every now and then, David flicked his gaze away from the road to glare at him. He was full of nervous energy, his mind too full of desperation to snap at his brother right now. All the while, Jane remained stoic and silent in the back seat, watching out the window, blank and unreadable.
This was his fault. Nick knew it not-so-deep down. If it weren’t for him, Charlie would have the amulet, he would have the protection he needed.
Outside, snow began to fall. Nick watched the flakes settle, numb to everything that wasn’t terror. By the time they reached the turning for the car park, a thin layer of white blanketed the ground.
There was only one other car parked. The small fenced-in area was surrounded by dark trees on the three sides that weren’t the road, and lit by a single lantern. For a second, memories of the last time Nick had been there flickered across his mind—of carrying Charlie through those trees, a deadweight in his arms.
The three of them clambered from the car, and looked around. Other than the other car, there was no sign of anyone else. Nick strode towards it, heart in his throat. It was empty.
“Where is he?” Jane demanded.
“I don’t know,” David huffed. “This is where they said to meet. At midnight.” He checked the time on his phone. “We have like three minutes.”
Nick peered between the trees surrounding them. It was so dark. As the other two hissed at each other, he felt all the more separate from them.
“And how do you know all this information?” asked Jane.
“I have history with them,” said David. “They trust me… Well, mostly. I mean, they used to.”
“Hmm…”
She was clearly distrustful of him. And, Nick considered, he seemed distrustful of her. Nick wasn’t sure where he stood on that front. At the moment, it didn’t matter to him whether Jane was alive or dead, good or bad. All that mattered was her son.
He strode back to the others, and was about to suggest going a little further in when—from the treeline, a huddle of people appeared.
At once, David stood up straight, tense and on guard. Jane’s jaw twitched.
A small woman with fluffy blonde-white hair, was flanked by Marcus and another, unfamiliar hunter like bodyguards. Nick assumed this was Carol. But it wasn’t any of them who concerned Nick.
With several insistent shoves, Carol guided Charlie forwards. He stumbled across the earthen ground until he stepped into the lamplight and Nick’s heart turned over. Before Nick realised he had even moved, David’s arms were around him. He struggled, tried to fight, but David held him fast. A slight whimper escaped Nick’s throat.
Charlie appeared to be unharmed and unrestrained, except for the hand Carol was holding over his mouth. His eyes were wide and distant—a much duller blue than normal.
“What have you done?” Nick tried to dart forward again, but David held him back. “What have you done to him?!”
“You try any magic,” said Carol, utterly calm. “And I will kill him.”
Jane stood stock still, but her matched Carol’s calmness expertly. “You’re making a serious mistake.”
“That’s bold talk coming from a dead woman.”
“Let him go,” David hissed. “We had a deal.”
Nick couldn’t look away from Charlie. His eyes. Something was wrong with his eyes. They weren’t moving. He hadn’t blinked, hadn’t looked at him, at Jane, at anyone. “Char…”
“The terms of the deal have changed,” said Carol. “Jane can have Charlie—but I get you, David. We have accounts to settle. I’ll give you your son unharmed, and then I’ll walk away.”
Nick looked between David and Jane. She wanted David?
His brother shot him a look, then a discreet but firm nod.
Meanwhile, Jane remained entirely focused upon Carol. She seemed to consider the deal carefully, then nodded slowly.
Carol raised her eyebrows. “David?”
His eyes grew dark and unfeeling. “Fine.”
“Wait,” said Nick. “Hang on, no—”
“Nick!” David glared at him. “Shut the fuck up! Honestly… do you want Charlie back or not?”
“Yes, but—”
David took a step closer to Carol. “Let him go. Come on.”
The winter wind whistled through the trees as the two of them stood there, stuck in a tentative stalemate. Snow drifted down the back of Nick’s neck, making him shiver. He swallowed against his fear. And then…
Carol removed her hand from Charlie’s mouth. With no one at all touching him—Charlie didn’t move. He didn’t even blink. His expression remained fixed and staring, placid, empty except for a heartbreakingly blind innocence.
Everything inside Nick itched to go to him—no one was holding him back now—but he couldn’t seem to bring himself to move or to look away.
Carol turned to face Charlie. She reached up a hand, and Nick bristled as she stroked Charlie’s hair. “Go to your mother, now there’s a good boy.” She stepped aside, and, slowly, Charlie moved towards Jane.
Without thinking, Nick opened his arms. Despite Carol’s words, he expected Charlie to go to him first.
But he didn’t.
Charlie stopped just in front of Jane. She placed an awkward arm around him, and Nick watched, stunned, as Jane patted Charlie’s arm, then guided him away from her, towards Nick.
It was like Charlie didn’t have any clue where he was, who Jane was, who Nick was, who he was.
Nick pulled him into his embrace, hoping physical contact might help jog his brain. But Charlie just stood there between Nick’s arms, his own hanging by his sides. Nick buried his face in his shoulder and inhaled. But still Charlie did not react.
Jane placed a hand on Nick’s shoulder. “Let’s go.”
He looked up. David was holding out his wrists for Marcus and the other hunter, who were shackling them together.
“What about David? We can’t just let them take him!”
“He’ll be okay,” said Jane. “We need to get Charlie away from here.”
Nick stepped back to peer closer into Charlie’s face. “What have they done to him? His eyes…”
“I’m not sure.” Jane gripped Nick’s elbow, and began to march him back towards the car.
Slipping slightly on the gathering snow, Nick took Charlie’s hand and tried to guide him along with them.
But he wouldn’t move.
“Char?” Nick nudged him gently. “Hey… Can you hear me? Can you speak?”
Nothing.
There was nothing behind those blue eyes.
“Ch-charlie…?”
Suddenly, Charlie turned away from him and began to stride towards the treeline.
Stunned, Nick turned to Jane, who looked as alarmed as he was. The two of them hurried after him, past the low wooden fence, between the trees where the snow had yet to permeate.
“We need to go home,” said Jane as they jogged along. “Where is he going?”
But Charlie was fast, and Nick couldn’t lose him. He flung himself forward, stumbling over roots and fallen tree limbs, making sure to keep the green of Charlie’s coat in his sights at all times.
Finally, Charlie came to small clearing and stopped. Nick staggered to a stop behind him, followed by Jane—only she kept her distance. Nick hovered beside him, even as Charlie continued to pay him no attention at all. Even as he began to scour the ground for something.
Nick stepped aside and looked around, too. “What are you looking for?”
Charlie merely stooped to pick up a long stick from the forest floor.
“That’s a good stick.” Nick could hardly catch his breath, though they hadn’t run far. Their breath misted before them in the chilly night air. “Char? Please, talk to me. What are you doing?”
The stick in his hand, Charlie froze. Something flickered across his dull blue eyes. Light. Tainted with something like fear. “I don’t know.”
Nick stared. Oh god.
With incredible speed, the light vanished from Charlie’s eyes and they grew dull once more. He flung out his free hand.
The ground beneath Nick’s feet disappeared and he soared through the air, across the clearing. He braced himself, expecting to go tumbling to the icy ground, but a metre away from impact, gravity seemed to slow down, and he landed quite gently on his back.
He twisted around just in the time to see Charlie thrust the stick—the staff—towards Jane.
With a groan of pain, Jane clutched at her chest over her heart, and sank to her knees, coughing.
Charlie jabbed the staff into the ground, then began to drag it across the earth, creating a slow but steady circle around his mother.
“What’s happening?” Nick wanted to leap to his feet, to do something, but he found he couldn’t. It was as if some large, unseen force was sitting on his chest, pinning him down. All he could do was move his head to one side and watch Jane on her knees as Charlie continued his circle. “I can’t move!”
“He’s being controlled!” Jane yelled. “It’s a spell!”
Nick had known. He had known since the moment he saw Charlie with Carol. In that moment, he looked up at the night’s sky—and a sob broke from his throat. Snowflakes stung his cheeks.
How dare they. How dare they take away the one thing Charlie coveted like nothing else? Control. Over himself. Over his own life.
And then Charlie’s voice broke through the night, rough and pleading. “Use your magic! Stop me! Please!”
“I can’t,” Jane gasped. “I don’t have magic anymore. You need to fight it, Charlie.”
“I—I can’t!”
“Yes, you can. You’re strong. You’re so strong.”
“Charlie!” Nick threw his head back to the side and squinted through the falling snow. “Fight it! Reach out for my magic—I’ll help you!”
The circle was half complete.
Charlie’s shoes were sodden and coated with snow. His feet wobbled as he forced them to stop. It looked physically painful. His eyes remained dull, but they widened as the light flickered in and out. Nick knew he was fighting. With all his might.
The staff jolted in his fist. It dragged itself another inch. Then two. And then it was like the staff dragged Charlie back under, and he was lost once again.
“No!” Nick cried.
Charlie stumbled onwards. “Push me down!” His voice was weak with tremendous effort. “Knock me over! Do something!”
“No!” Jane yelled. “I won’t hurt you.”
With a flourish, the circle was complete. Charlie took up the staff, and once again pointed it at Jane.
The circle erupted into flames.
Jane screamed. “Fight it! Charlie, fight!” Her voice wavered as the pain became too much. Her hands were at her chest again, over her heart.
Nick struggled against the weight on him, twisted and turned, trying to shake it off. It was no use. He stilled, closed his eyes and took several measured breaths.
Breathe, he told himself. Breathe.
And with all the magic he could muster, he reached out. Out and out until finally, he felt it.
It was small, like an ember threatening to be quelled by the snow. But it was real and it was his.
Charlie’s magic stirred. It reached upwards like a baby bird, and Nick reached down with his magic. He wrapped it snugly, securely around the bird’s trembling frame.
I’m here. I’m here.
Nick…
His voice was like a whisper in his soul.
Char, you can do this. I believe in you.
I can’t. It’s too strong—help me…
Charlie’s magic slipped away like smoke.
“No!” Nick clamped his eyes shut, grappled to regain contact, but Charlie was gone. Again. Leaving nothing but cold emptiness in his wake.
But something did feel different.
Nick opened his eyes. Snow tumbled into them, but… he exhaled. The weight on his chest had lifted.
He threw himself to his feet.
Most of the snow which had managed to settle inside the clearing had melted, leaving a large circle in the whiteness around where the fire still crackled. Jane lay in a crumpled heap the centre. On the otherside of the circle, stood Charlie, still and blank, the staff held out in both hands.
Nick made to move closer—but stopped himself. If Charlie realised he had freed himself, he would undoubtedly be forced to put Nick out of action again. And Nick couldn’t let that happen.
He needed to stop this. But how? His mind flickered to David, alone in the hunters’ grasp. He would be okay, wouldn’t he?
Just then, hurried footsteps came running through the trees towards the clearing—and suddenly, the rest of the coven were there. All five of them in their coats and panting, Tao struggling to keep up at the back.
“Whoa!” Darcy cried upon seeing the fire. “What the fuck?”
“What’s going on?” Tao demanded.
“He’s under a spell,” said Nick. And suddenly, he knew what needed to be done. “Quick, everyone, hold hands and focus. We need to break it—now!”
The six of them formed a hasty circle and grabbed each other’s hands. It was not a full coven. They were not at full power. Again, he hoped David was okay, but right now they needed to focus on Charlie.
They closed their eyes and dove deep into their magic, and this time, when Nick reached out for Charlie’s magic, he was not alone.
The spell over Charlie was strong, Nick could tell. It had sunk its claws deep into him, had woven a cage so intricately… It fuelled Nick’s magic with rage. He would not stop. Not until he was free.
We need you, Char. Help us. You’re powerful. You’re so so good. I love you so so much.
A blast of warmth flooded the clearing. It lifted Nick’s hair and his clothes, made the icy leaves flutter and the bare trees rustle.
Nick opened his eyes. At first he thought the night had drawn in even further. But then he realised it was only because the fire had died.
There was a thunk as the staff dropped from Charlie’s hands. Nick made to dart forwards, to catch him should he fall, but he didn’t—he merely ran to Jane’s side.
Nick and the others watched on from as Jane rolled onto her back with a groan. She reached for her son, and he helped her sit up. For the first time, they truly resembled family. The pair seemed to realise this too, because, arms around each other, they paused, then drew away.
“I’m alright,” said Jane, though her skin was pale. “I promise. The question is are you?”
Charlie nodded minutely. His gaze drifted away from Jane—and met Nick’s.
They moved at the same time, met in the middle and clung to each other.
“I’m sorry,” Charlie cried into Nick’s shoulder. “I’m so sorry.”
“No s-words.” Nick’s voice broke as he nuzzled closer. “N-none at all. Not ever.”
Charlie was cold to the touch, his coat soggy with melted snow. Nick peered into his face. The light had returned to his favourite blue eyes. He touched Charlie’s cheek, then his hair and his nose. He pressed a kiss to his lips, firm and so hot it flooded some feeling back into his frozen limbs.
“Are you going to explain to us what the hell is going on?” said Elle. “And who’s she?”
Nick and Charlie blinked away from their tender reunion.
Jane shifted awkwardly. This was not how she had planned to reveal herself to a wider audience. She hadn’t wanted that at all.
“This…” said Charlie, exhausted. “This is my mum.”
Silence.
The rest of the coven stared at Jane, taking in her appearance anew.
She nodded. “Hello, everyone. This is your coven, then?”
Charlie leaned heavier against Nick. “Th-thank you f-for coming to help us… thank you…”
Their friends’ expressions softened from confusion to relief.
“Any time,” said Tao.
“Truly.”
“Where’s David?” asked Isaac. “Didn’t you say he was with you?”
“Shit,” said Nick. Charlie looked at him in alarm. “The hunters have him. We need to find them.”
✨
Metal clinked at his wrists, cold and heavy, and he knew it must be iron. He could feel the access of power inside him turn off like a tap.
“What the hell?” David snarled as Marcus and Kieran marched him around the side of their car. “What happened to wanting to kill Jane?”
Carol followed casually, hands in her coat pockets. “I don’t have to. Charlie will.”
She extended a booted foot and kicked David to his knees on the gravel.
“What are you doing?” he cried.
“Your usefulness came to an end a long time ago,” she said. There was a shing of metal beside his ear—she had drawn a knife.
“But I brought you Jane! We had a deal!” The toothlike end of the knife—familiar from the one hidden in his sock draw, familiar as the one every member of the Hopkins Society was given—grazed his throat.
“Your uncle said something very similar,” said Carol. “Just before I slit his throat.”
A sudden blast of power rocked the very ground he knelt upon—and Carol’s presence vanished from behind him, along with the knife.
David whirled around, staggering on his knees. The sight which greeted him made him blanche and his stomach turn. Carol had landed pinned to the trunk of the nearest tree, a branch right through her stomach. Her eyes and mouth fell open and remained so as the life left her.
“Jesus! What the fuck?!”
There was a crunch of gravel and Marcus and Kieran disappeared into their car. So much for loyalty, David thought as they drove away and out of sight.
“Fuck…” David looked down at his shackled wrists, and wished his captors couldn’t have stayed around a little longer so he could have somehow robbed the key from them.
“David!”
From the treeline came the rest of David’s coven, his brother leading the way, his hand in Charlie’s as always—as it always should be. The seven of them reached him quickly, though their gazes were not fixed on him—but on Carol. She was really very, very dead.
“Oh my god,” Isaac murmured.
“Did you do that?” said David.
“We all did,” said Nick. “You’re welcome.” He stooped to test the shackles around David’s wrists. “Crap. There must be a key, magic won’t work on them.”
“Let me…” Charlie held out his hands, hovered them just over the iron.
“Char, don’t, not if you don’t want—”
“I’ve been forced to do so much dark magic tonight,” said Charlie. “At least let me do this one thing of my own accord.”
The pain in Nick’s eyes was almost too much to look at. David wondered what on earth had happened. Charlie seemed to be back to normal, which was good, but the pair of them had that wide-eyed, shellshocked kind of look.
The metal around his wrists grew warm, not entirely unpleasant, and the shackles clicked open. David let them drop to the ground and stood up. “Maybe you do have your uses after all.” Rubbing his wrists, he caught Nick’s glare. David rolled his eyes. “Thank you, Charlie.”
Charlie merely grimaced, and moved back under Nick’s arm.
“Are you alright?” Nick asked David. “You’re not hurt?”
“I’m fine,” said David. “What happened? How did you break the spell?”
But Nick’s attention fell away from David as Charlie leaned heavier against him. “We’ll explain when we’re home,” said Nick. “Let’s—”
“Holy shit!” Darcy cried. “Where the fuck did she go?”
Everyone looked around. Nick tightened his grip around Charlie, and felt him tense, too. Carol was gone. Only the branch which had impaled her remained, sticking out of the tree, not a trace of blood in sight.
“What the hell?” David murmured. He strode closer, glancing around at the pitch-dark trees. “That’s impossible.”
“She had a branch right through her,” said Elle. “How could she just get up and run away?”
The coven stared around at each other, chilled to the bone afresh.
“I don’t know,” said Nick. “But thank you all for coming to help. You were just in time. We’d probably… god, if you hadn’t got there when you did…”
“I would probably be dead right now,” said Jane. “So I’d like to thank you all, too, very much so.”
At the reminder of Jane’s presence, the others seemed to bristle once again. Nick understood their hesitancy. Her very existence was confusing and not entirely trustworthy. But after everything that had happened tonight—after everything that could have happened—the most important thing was that they all got home safely. That Charlie got home safely—and never for one second allowed himself to feel guilty for what he’d been forced to do.
Nick knew that ship had probably already sailed.
With nothing else to say, the coven began to drift away towards their cars.
“I parked down the road,” said Elle quietly to Nick. “Thought we might want to be slightly inconspicuous.”
“Good thinking,” he said. “Thanks again.”
She gave him and Charlie a brief hug each, then held on tight to Tao as they headed off with the others in tow. Nick and Charlie climbed into the back of David’s car, and tried not to fall asleep on the way home.
Nick couldn’t help but keep checking on Charlie, making sure he was still there, and that he was still him. Their hands never parted, but neither of them spoke.
After perhaps the tenth glance, Charlie couldn’t stand it anymore. He didn’t know what to say, but he knew he needed him right now. He snuggled his head onto Nick’s shoulder and allowed himself to close his eyes. His intent had been only to rest, but he woke to a gentle nudge ten minutes later and found they had parked outside his grandmother’s house.
The four of them climbed from the car, and Charlie let them inside.
Nick watched him cautiously. Who knew if such a horrible spell had any nasty side effects? Other than boatloads of PTSD, of course…
But Charlie quietly removed his soggy coat and shoes, hung them on the radiator to dry, then added Nick’s, too. He moved with a definite controlled poise, then flitted into the kitchen. Nick followed closely. Charlie put the kettle on, and pulled out four mugs.
Jane hovered by the breakfast table, while David darkened the doorway, apparently unsure whether he was welcome all the way in. Nick rolled his eyes and nodded for him to come on. He went to the fridge, grabbed a yoghurt and shoved it into his brother's hands.
“Miss Driscoll?” Nick offered another to Jane.
She blinked at him in surprise. “That’s very kind of you, but no, thank you.”
Nick got one for himself, then gathered spoons for Charlie and David, too. He inhaled his own before the tea was ready, then helped Charlie bring the mugs into the living room where, as the clock struck one in the morning, they sank onto the sofas and breathed.
Jane sipped her tea, her expression infuriatingly neutral. David set aside his empty yoghurt pot. Charlie had opened his and got stuck with a spoonful halfway to his mouth. He took a tiny, measured bite.
Nick wanted to hit something.
“You don’t have to eat it,” he whispered. “I only thought you might be hungry. I’m sorry if I…”
Charlie set the uneaten yoghurt aside, and curled himself around Nick’s side, his tea between his hands. He pressed a little kiss to Nick’s cheek. The sweetness of it made a lump appear in Nick’s throat. He kissed Charlie’s curls, then, over the top of them, caught Jane watching them curiously from the other sofa. He wondered vaguely how much she knew about them. But now, he supposed, she’d probably gathered quite a lot.
“I can’t believe I almost killed you,” said Charlie several minutes later. “If the coven hadn’t been there to help…”
“They weren’t there for me,” said Jane. “They were there for you. An excellent coven you’ve found yourself, too. Well done.” She gave a small smile.
Charlie couldn’t quite match it.
They slipped back into silence for a moment until Charlie addressed his mother again. “How did you lose your magic?”
“Well, in the same way your friends' parents lost their magic. The elders stripped our coven’s powers sixteen years ago.”
“Your dark magic, too?”
Jane grimaced. “My dark magic, too.”
Charlie drained his tea, and set his mug aside with an unsteady hand. “I wonder if any elders could strip me of my dark magic but—but let me keep the rest… I’ve been trying so hard to wean myself off relying on it…” He shivered. “I hate it. I hate how it makes me feel so… so…”
“Invincible?” said Jane. “Listen, Charlie, I know I don’t know you, but I do know about dark magic. Trust me, there’s no need to be afraid of it.”
Charlie curled his hands around his sleeves, his shoulders hunched. “Y-you don’t know what I’ve done because of it…”
“Oh no?” Jane raised her eyebrows. “I bet you’ve hurt people. People you love.”
Charlie swallowed, his voice thick. “I don’t want to become a monster like—”
“Like me?”
“Like the Waterhouses.”
Jane shook her head, and sighed. “Dark magic is a heavily misunderstood branch of magic. It isn’t inherently bad. People only think so because of what can be done with it, but that doesn’t mean you have to do those things. If you do start to do those things then, yes, they can become addictive, but like with all such things, it’s fine in moderation—and with good intentions—which I’m sure yours are.”
Charlie looked at Nick, and he realised he’d been frowning to himself. He tried instead for a reassuring smile. “Isn’t that what I kind of said before? That you’re too good to ever become a monster?”
But a niggling doubt remained, about Jane and her intentions. The way his own mother had reacted earlier at the cafe suddenly re-entered Nick’s mind. When she had seen Jane… Nick had never seen her look so scared, and furious. He had never, ever seen Sarah Nelson that angry.
Usually Nick would trust his mother’s judgement, but this time… Well, he’d yet to see anything at all in Jane which matched the stories about her. She had been worried for Charlie, had come looking for him with as much desperation as Nick had… hadn’t she? And she hadn’t hurt him, not even when he was trying to kill her.
“I can’t give you the amulet,” said Charlie.
Nick blinked. What?
“You still don’t trust me?” said Jane.
“I can’t give it to you because it’s gone. I destroyed it.”
Jane stared. “Why would you do that?”
“It was either the amulet or Nick,” said Charlie. “And I would choose Nick every time. I won’t apologise for it, not now, not ever.”
Jane’s mouth thinned into a line as she nodded in understanding. She was disappointed, Nick could tell.
“I’d understand if you no longer had a reason to stay.” Charlie’s voice was so quiet and small. What exactly had he and Jane discussed on the Esplanade, what felt like a lifetime ago?
“No,” said Jane. “There’s every reason. Though I can’t do magic myself, I still wish to stay—to protect you. Especially now I know the amulet is gone. You’ll need everyone you can get.”
Chewing his lip, Charlie exchanged an uncertain glance with Nick. “Yeah,” he said. “Okay. Thank you.”
Now was not the time to discuss the matter further. They drifted back into the kitchen to put their mugs in the sink. David left the house with only a murmured “goodnight” and without a look back.
As Nick began to wash up, Jane grabbed her coat and shrugged it on.
“Carol used a potion to control me,” said Charlie, leaning tiredly beside the sink. “Are you sure she’s not a witch?”
“Carol and I have known each other a long time,” said Jane. “Trust me, she’s no witch.”
“Then she must be working with one, like she worked with David.”
“But who though?” said Nick.
“I don’t know,” said Jane thoughtfully. “But until I find out, I’m going to stay right here in Truham. Goodnight, boys. Thank you for the tea. I’ll, um… goodnight.”
They listened to her receding footsteps down the hall, then the front door clicked open and shut once again.
Nick flicked soapy water from his hands and reached for a tea towel. As he stood there, Charlie folded himself around his middle and sighed. For a moment, Nick closed his eyes. He could have fallen asleep right there.
“Bedtime, I think,” he murmured.
“Hmm…”
Nick turned in his arms and met his kiss deeply, desperately—until there was no doubt the other was right where they should be, both their hearts beating alive and as one.
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Chapter 31: what's always easy
Notes:
Chapter 31 Word Count: 9674
Content Warnings: mention of death, eating disorder, mention of violence, mention of drugs
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chapter thirty-one: what’s always easy
Usually on mornings like these, Tara and Darcy would wake to find a long debrief from Nick in the group chat, catching them up on whatever they had missed. But it was midday, and still, nothing. Still they remained with only half the picture of what had happened last night.
Tara sighed and rolled over. They had spent the morning asleep, and so she supposed Nick and Charlie had done much the same. Darcy snuggled closer and ran a hand through their sleep-tousled hair. It didn’t really matter, the details of everything that had happened to their friends—only that they were safe and sound.
But was the danger ever truly over? It made Tara shudder to think about how the Society were targeting Charlie. That they wanted to destroy him. But controlling him was, maybe, even worse.
Either way, she hoped he was still asleep, comfy and cosy with Nick to cuddle him. He deserved to sleep in, they both did, all day if they wanted, god…
It was times like these when Tara wondered whether binding their coven had been the best idea. Before, the only danger had been themselves. It seemed that, as soon as they’d performed that binding ritual, every horrible entity that existed had come for them: a vengeful mortal, a demon, witch hunters… When would it end? Or were they destined to be constantly battling foes for the rest of their lives?
There was a soft knock on the bedroom door.
Darcy, still half-asleep, groaned as Pauline poked her head in. “Any plans to get out of bed at all today? I told you not to stay out too late.”
“It’s the weekend, mum,” said Tara. “Wouldn’t you rather your daughter have a social life than none at all?”
“Hmm, maybe. One of your many friends is here to see you.”
“Oh? Which one?”
“She said her name was Lucille.”
That seemed to jog Darcy fully awake. As Pauline left, the two of them exchanged alarmed looks.
“Lucille?”
“Maybe we should get out of bed,” said Tara. “Make ourselves more presentable?”
Darcy sighed and flopped back against the cushions. “No point. Plus, I’m too comfy.”
A moment later, there came another gentle knock at the door. “Come in,” said Tara, and she propped herself a little better against the headboard.
Lucille stepped inside. At least she had the decency to look sheepish.
“What the hell are you doing here?” said Darcy, arms folded.
“Sorry to barge in here like this,” said Lucille. “But… I know what Owen has been saying about me and I… I promise I’d never do anything to hurt you.”
“Touching,” said Tara. “Very heartfelt. Nothing says you care more than a power-sucking charm.”
Lucille exhaled. “Give it to me.”
“What?”
“Give me the charm.”
At Darcy’s questioning look, Tara shrugged. They rolled their eyes and leaned over to fish the charm out from where they had wedged it under the mattress.
“If you have any doubts about this,” said Lucille, taking the offered charm. “We’ll just find you another way of getting solo magic.”
“How many ways have we tried at this point?” Darcy huffed. “Even I’m starting to accept there might just not be a way.”
But Lucille had apparently stopped listening. She took the charm in both hands—and snapped it in half. “Okay?” She handed the broken pieces back to Darcy.
“Fine. Do what you want.”
“Look, it isn’t my fault nothing I’ve tried has worked,” said Lucille. “I’ve said since, well, almost the beginning that I’m not great at this voodoo malarkey. But I’ve been meaning to learn, to get better, and well, you and your coven have given me a cause, so to speak. It’s much better to learn magic in order to help someone than just to entertain myself.”
“Yeah,” said Tara. “I can understand that. And we are grateful you’ve chosen us as your cause.”
“Thanks for trying,” said Darcy sleepily.
“Sorry we’re in bed,” Tara added. “We had a busy night last night.”
“I’m the one who should apologise.” Lucille backed towards the door. “Sorry for disturbing you. I’ll keep working on a solution. Thanks for… for listening to me. You’re good friends.”
“That’s nice,” said Darcy, their eyes closed. “Now please go away so we can go back to sleep.”
✨
Seven miles away in St Mary Hoo, in the cosy little attic bedroom, Freya opened her eyes.
✨
“Here, sir.”
The mundane routine of a school morning felt strange today. He would have thought he’d be used to it by now, slipping back into normality after a series of horrific events. But this morning, Charlie was still feeling pretty tender. Every now and then he’d trick himself into relaxing, only to be bombarded with a horrible, icky feeling in his stomach and the need to… Well, to not spend the day controlled by the confines of school.
Meanwhile, he could tell Nick was still angry—Charlie was angry, too. Not to mention violated. When he thought too hard about what he’d been forced to do, and how bad it might have become if the coven hadn’t arrived when they had, he wanted to be sick.
Not that much would happen if he was, Charlie thought darkly. He shouldn’t have been surprised that his eating had become a tad disordered again, but somehow the shame which came with it felt bigger. His one soothing thought was that he knew he had done everything he could to keep Nick as unharmed as possible. In the grand scheme of things, slowing Nick’s fall had been only one tiny action, but it was enough.
He could have put that energy into not trying to kill the mother he’d been wanting since he was old enough to miss her.
His mother.
In all that had happened, Jane was the thought which kept returning.
He and Nick had spent their waking hours of Sunday discussing at length Jane and all that her presence in their lives meant. Charlie had told him all about the conversation they’d shared on the Esplanade, about how he didn’t know if she was in town for him or for the amulet. Had told him how he’d shouted at her, and got all over-emotional about it—only for Nick to quickly shoot him down, and assure him he had every right to shout at her.
In exchange, Nick had told Charlie his own version of events from that night, including just how scared and angry Sarah had been when she had seen Jane at the cafe. They had discussed how Sarah always said she and Jane never did get along. Sarah and Julio were soulmates—of course there would be some tension there.
Nick didn’t like to think about their parents being soulmates too much, and neither, to be honest, did Charlie.
Mr Farouk finished up the register and the students fell into quiet chatter for the remaining ten minutes of form. With a sigh, Nick rested his head on his arms on the desk and closed his eyes. Charlie reached out and scritched the back of his neck.
Nick hummed. “That feels nice.”
Charlie leaned in to whisper, “Did you sleep better last night?”
His mum had wanted him home, and so he and Charlie had spent the night apart.
“Better?” said Nick. “Without you?”
“Alright, fine. But did you sleep okay?”
Shrugging, Nick sat back up. He tried to force a carefree smile onto his face, but Charlie could see right through him. And Nick knew he was caught, because then his face crumpled and his eyes watered.
“Oh no, I’m sorry… Oh, Nick…” Charlie drew him into a hug, and Nick clung to him fiercely. He kissed the side of his face and rubbed his back. There wasn’t much he could say, not that he hadn’t already said before. “We can have another sleepover tonight, okay? Your’s or mine, you decide.”
“Can we go to yours?”
Charlie smiled gently. “Of course.”
Nick’s bottom lip wobbled. “Thank you.”
“Aw, don’t be silly.” Charlie scritched the back of Nick’s hair again, trying not to cry himself. “Oh, remember we have that lunch date with the coven planned for later?”
“Right,” said Nick. “That’ll be nice.”
Charlie stroked his thumb over his cheek, and kissed him.
It was only ever going to be a brief kiss, but Mr Farouk chose that moment to appear behind them and clear his throat. “Nicholas Nelson.” He thrust a pair of pamphlets out at them, eyebrows harsh until the boys detached, blushing. “I’ve been told to remind you of the rugby match against St John’s on Friday afternoon.”
Nick blinked. “Thanks, sir.”
“There’s a rugby match on Friday?” asked Charlie when Mr Farouk had gone again.
“Yeah,” said Nick. “It’s been planned for months. I did tell you about it.”
“Shit. I’m sorry. Sometimes rugby stuff falls out of my brain.”
Nick shook his head. “I keep forgetting about it, too, and I’m the bloody team captain.”
This did not cheer Charlie up at all. It wasn’t fair that Nick didn’t even have the capacity to be excited about his hobby. Something that was supposed to bring him joy. “I can’t believe I’ve never gone to watch you play. I need to fix that.”
Nick’s cheeks flushed pink.
“Unless you don’t want me there, of course.”
“No!” Nick spluttered. “Y-you can come, if you want…”
“Oh? Or is it that you actually really really want me there?”
Cheeks even pinker, Nick nodded. “Mmhm. Yes, please.”
Charlie laughed. “Okay, but you’re going to have to explain the rules to me again.”
“Really? I’m allowed?”
“Go ahead, I’m all ears.”
Nick spent the rest of form chattering away about rugby. Charlie sat there attentively, delighted to listen to him enthuse about something he loved. Some of it did fall right through his brain, but that didn’t matter. When finally, the bell rang and it was time to leave, Nick fell quiet as they gathered their bags.
Charlie looked down and found he had absent-mindedly folded the pamphlet into an origami flower. He held it out for Nick to take. Nick blinked down at it, having not noticed its creation either.
“I made you a flower.”
Something in Nick’s eyes melted. “Aw,” he said. “You are so cute. I love it.”
Even though the rest of the morning passed unusually ordinarily, things always seemed to come back to magic-chat at some point. And not fun magic-chat, either. If Charlie had known he would become a part of a witchy coven at age sixteen, he would have pictured aesthetic gatherings where they would change their hair colour, make things float and perhaps place the odd spell on a bully or two.
“But where has she been for the past sixteen years?” Tara was saying. The coven were seated in a corner of Nellie’s Tea Room. It was a busy lunch time, and the place was packed, meaning they were less likely to be overheard.
“I don’t really know,” said Charlie, picking at his sandwich. “She just said it would be safer for me and my dad if people thought she was dead.”
“Hmm…” said Darcy. “Sounds like something someone with a whole other, secret family might say.”
Nick glared at them. “Darcy…”
But Charlie gave a nervous laugh. “I don’t think we have to worry about that, but who knows.”
The others chewed the final mouthfuls of their lunch, deep in thought. Charlie glanced down and realised how little progress he’d made with his own food. He tore the piece of sandwich he was holding in two, and popped one in his mouth.
It was happening again. How had he let this happen again?
“Is Carol dead?” asked Tao. “Like, she must be dead, right?”
Elle cleared her throat and shifted awkwardly in her chair. “If she is, then we killed her.”
Charlie swallowed his food, and dropped the remains of his sandwich. He sipped his water, hoping no one would say anything. He couldn’t remember the last time he’d had to say I’m not hungry, and lie.
“And if she isn’t,” Elle continued. “What does that mean for us?”
Charlie choked on his water as Elle’s gaze fell upon him. Nick patted him on the back, but no food-based questions came. “You mean, does she still want to destroy me?”
He felt Nick tense beside him, but Nick’s love felt further away than normal. That had always happened before—love found it difficult to reach him when he relapsed.
“If she’s still alive then probably. I bet she has a whole laundry list of shit she wants me to do for her before that though.”
Darcy slumped with their forehead on the table. “So, we’re not safe?”
“No,” said Charlie. “Not really… sorry… I should have… I should have done something. I should never have let Carol—”
“Will you stop?” said Tao. “You didn’t let Carol do anything. Stop apologising for things that are out of your control.”
The harsh tone of Tao’s words didn’t make much sense to Charlie in that moment. His hands began to shake around his drink, and so he shoved them quickly under the table and clenched them tight. Nick slid an arm around him, and some of that love filtered through.
“I think the next plan of action should be to find out for sure whether Carol is still alive,” said Tara. “And possibly to find out what the hunters are planning one way or the other.”
All eyes fell upon David. He was seated at the very end of the table, squished in awkwardly, a doughnut halfway to his mouth. He sighed. “Guys, I think I’ve officially been dumped by that lot. I have no idea what they’re up to now, and since Carol was about to kill me the other night, I don’t think I can play double agent any longer.”
“She must be dead,” said Tao. “She was impaled on a tree.”
“Yeah,” said Darcy. “But then she wasn’t.”
“But she isn’t a witch,” said Charlie. “My mum was adamant she couldn’t be, so… how did she do it?”
Darcy shrugged. “She’s a creepy lady, she probably has her own creepy ways of doing creepy shit.”
“Until we know more,” said Elle. “Let’s all just keep our heads down, stick together whenever we can, and keep an eye out for any witch hunter activity. I don’t think there’s much else we can do.”
She began to get up from the table, and the others followed. Charlie pushed his chair back with a scrape and hurried to put his coat back on.
“Oh, sorry, Charlie,” said Elle. “I thought everyone was finished. We can—”
“I’m not that hungry!”
With his entire coven looking at him, Charlie wilted slightly.
“Sorry.”
He strode to the door, leading the way out onto the street. Nick followed close behind, and grabbed his hand with a tender smile. He caught sight of the tension in Charlie’s brow and instead put his arm around him. Charlie cuddled up for a moment as the others filtered outside.
“I think you’re lucky, Charlie,” said Tara as they made their way back to school. “We’ve all wished we could get back the parent we lost.”
“Yeah,” said Tao. “As long as that parent doesn’t come back to nothing but bad press.”
Elle nudged him and gave him a glare.
“Sorry.”
“No,” said Charlie. “You’re right. I don’t know what to think, how to feel… Sometimes I wish she had just stayed away. Things would be simpler if she really was dead.”
On the pavement between Truham and Higgs, the group was about to split up when Charlie stopped them. “Wait,” he said. “Um, so Nick has a big rugby match against St John’s on Friday afternoon…”
Nick was surprised. “What are you—?”
“I was thinking we should all go along to cheer him on.”
“What?” Tao groaned. “Why?”
“Um… because we love Nick? And because it might be nice to do something normal and fun?”
“But that’s what film nights and sleepovers are for!”
“Tao,” Elle chided. “Come on. I think it’s a great idea.”
Nick scrubbed a hand through his hair. “Please don’t come if you don’t want to.”
“No,” said Tara. “We’re gonna be there.”
“Definitely,” said Darcy. “You can wow us with your shooting of hoops and your sticky wicket.”
Nick laughed. “You do know rugby isn’t some weird mesh of basketball and cricket, don’t you? Not even sort of.”
With that settled, but Tao still acting grumpy, the boys waved goodbye to the others and headed towards Truham. “I’m looking forward to it,” said Isaac.
Charlie wrapped an arm around Nick, and kissed his embarrassed cheek. “I am, too. You’re gonna be great.”
“If I don’t get too distracted…”
“Pfft! You’ll be the one in those tiny shorts. I’m gonna be bundled up to my ears.”
“Sounds pretty distracting to me.”
Tao cut through their flirting with a very overdramatic vomiting noise, making Isaac laugh.
Sometimes, for short periods of time, anyway, Charlie could pretend they really were just a normal group of friends. Laughing and joking with each other, worrying about school work and organising hang outs, supporting each other in their hobbies.
Once upon a time, Charlie had played the drums in the orchestra at his old school. Of course, his old drum kit was no more, and since moving to Truham there simply hadn’t been time to think about replacing them. That afternoon, as he sat in Classics, he wondered whether he might be able to use one of the music rooms after school. Even if it was for just half an hour.
It turned out, when he did go along at the end of the day, that you had to book music practice rooms. He booked himself in for half an hour on Wednesday, at the same time as Nick had rugby.
As he walked home, he couldn’t help but hope that nothing too horrific would happen between now and then that would ruin their plans. Most of the time lately, just lazing around the house felt like a massive luxury, and anything more felt like far too much to ask of himself or others.
Charlie looked up from the front gate of his grandmother’s house to see Jane coming towards him from the door.
“Oh, there you are,” she said. “Where’ve you been?”
It had been three days and the sight of her continued to stun him into a stuttery mess. On top of not knowing how to think or feel, he didn’t know how to be around his mum.
“Err… school…” He glanced down at his uniform.
“Right. You’re a Sixth Former now. God, that makes me feel so old…”
“Hmm…” Charlie cleared his throat, and stepped past her to the door. As he got out his key, he got the sense Jane was hovering, hoping for an invitation. “Would you like to come in for a bit?”
The awkwardness didn’t leave him as they both stepped inside. With his mother right there, he felt he couldn’t afford to put a toe out of place. He’d usually try to get at least some coursework before Nick came home from the cafe, but today he led his mum into the kitchen, and offered her a cup of tea. Just the sight of her sitting at his grandmother’s kitchen table made him feel very peculiar.
“How do you take your tea? I mean, do you even like tea?”
“I do. No sugar, just a dash of milk, thank you.”
“S-same as me…”
Exactly the same.
His hand shook slightly as he stirred the drinks. What did he want, he didn’t know? To find common ground or to keep her safe and seperate?
He handed over her tea, then settled with his back to the kitchen counter, his own cradled in his hands. Distance—for now, distance felt safer.
“That’s perfect, thank you,” said Jane. “Are you staying here all by yourself?”
“Sort of. Sometimes I stay with Nick, sometimes he stays here with me.”
Jane pierced her lips—as if she might have voiced her disapproval of her teenage son staying with his teenage boyfriend, while knowing fully well she had no authority whatsoever. She’d sacrificed the right to tell him off, or police what he did, when she disappeared.
“I was thinking,” she said. “That maybe I could stay here, just until your grandmother gets back.”
Charlie blinked at her from over the rim of his mug. “I’m, er, not sure that’s a good idea. You’re basically a stranger… a dead stranger with a pretty poor reputation around here. I mean… sorry,” he added hastily.
With a shake of her head, Jane let out a deep sigh. “I hate that I’m a stranger to you. I do want to change that, if you’ll let me.”
Her eyes were the same shade of blue as his, her chin a very similar shape… Charlie had to turn away, and as he did so, his head spun. He closed his eyes and took some deep breaths. “I’ve never wanted anything more than to somehow get you back, but now you’re actually here… it’s a lot to process and… Did… did you ever really love my dad?”
“More than anyone in the world.”
“But he never talked about you—why would he never even tell me anything? Not even small things like how you took your tea or your favourite colour? I don’t know anything about you.”
“Because I hurt him,” said Jane. “And then I died. I suppose he found himself some closure whichever way he could. It was the easiest way to forget about me, too, and what I had become.”
Charlie turned just a little, to glance at her frighteningly ordinary face. “What had you become?”
“Someone he was fearful of—and rightfully so. I said dark magic could be addictive, and well, it changed me.”
Talking about dark magic made Charlie feel like he’d accidentally missed a step while going down the stairs. He took a swig of tea to try to distract himself. It went down hot and tasteless. “You said that would only happen if you had bad—if you didn’t have good intentions.”
A question all but spoken hung in the air between them. Did Jane have bad intentions?
“I definitely thought I had good intentions at the time,” said Jane. “But I was so young.”
“You were only seven years older than I am now.”
“When I left, yes, but this started way before that. I was still just a child really—impressionable and desperate to feel in control of myself. That feeling of power dark magic gave me, I thrived off it, and it was great until… until it wasn’t.” She gazed into her tea, though not really seeing it. “The thing I always hated the most was people telling me to be careful, lest it go to my head, lest I become a monster. Those words always came from my friends and family, from Julio—the people who loved and cared about me the most. They were right, I know that now. I did some bad things because I let the power take over.”
For perhaps the first time since they had arrived, Charlie allowed true and proper eye contact. He could tell Jane believed everything she was saying one hundred percent. He could tell how much it meant to her that he understood—and yet…
“Do you really think I’m so different from you?”
A small smile played at Jane’s thin lips. “Yes,” she said. “I may have only known you for a few days, but I can tell. You are kind, brave, intelligent, and you’re surrounded by people who love you enough to drop everything to help you. I never had that, not even in my own coven towards the end.”
“Even if I were all of those things, it still didn’t stop me from almost murdering Nick—” His voice broke, and he swallowed thickly. “It makes me sick, worrying it’ll happen again. I’m better at controlling it now, but I still don’t trust it. I don’t feel so good deep down. No one is that pure.”
Jane drained the last of her tea, the smile on her face more complete. The knowing twinkle in her eye was slightly infuriating. “And that’s the exact reason I think you’ll be just fine using dark magic.” She got to her feet and headed for the door. “I loved it, you’re scared of it—that’s what makes us different—and what shows how intelligent and good you really are. You’re more scared of hurting others than of losing yourself. Have you ever even considered that side of things?”
Charlie winced. “Not really. Is that weird?”
“It’s… interesting, definitely. And perhaps the best piece of evidence to support my absence in your life. If I had stayed, I could have ruined you, but instead, you are all Julio.”
✨
“Hey, sleepy head,” said Lucille as she entered the attic bedroom. For once, the curtains were wide open, and though not much else had changed in the room, it seemed brighter, more alive. Perhaps because, ever since she’d come home last night, its occupant had been alive. Finally.
It had been a shock to, upon arriving home, find Freya sitting contentedly at the kitchen table. Lucille had almost jumped out of her skin. Then had cried a whole lot while her girlfriend hugged and kissed her, before promptly falling asleep, wrapped up beside her. They had only slept, both of them had been far too exhausted to do anything more than kiss, but Lucille couldn’t remember the last time she slept so well.
“Hey.” Freya sat up in bed, and eyed the cup in Lucille’s hand with fond exasperation. “Don’t tell me that’s Jasmine tea.”
“From that weird hippie shop you like.” Lucille handed over the cup. “How are you feeling?”
Freya took a gentle sip, then closed her eyes to savour the taste. “Good,” she said. “A little weak, still, I suppose.”
Lucille brushed a loose strand of stringy blonde hair away from her face. “That’s very understandable, darling. You did take rather an extended nap.”
Freya urgently set the cup on the bedside table, then reached to take Lucille’s hand in her own. “You saved my life.”
“I did what anyone would do.”
“Lucille… I OD’d,” said Freya. “If it weren’t for you, I’d be dead. You stayed by me, nursed me back to health. Now it’s my turn to stay by your side and help you—with anything. I’ll never leave you again.”
Her eyes were bright and green, unlike Lucille had seen them in a very long time. The eyes she had, once upon a time, fallen in love with.
“Freya…” Her name was like a sigh. “I know you don’t like your parents very much, but maybe we should call them.”
Freya shook her head. “Never.”
“They’d want to know what happened.”
“They gave up on me—everyone did—except you. You’re my family now.”
Lucille smiled a small, slow smile. Freya scooted over a little, and Lucille climbed in beside her. She let Freya wrap her slender body around her side, and ran a hand through her hair. For so long, this had been the extent of Lucille’s ambitions: to hold her like this, to talk to her and be together. Things had changed since the last time Freya had looked at her. She only hoped it hadn’t all been for nothing.
✨
Charlie tapped his pen against his notebook and tried to remember what Henry Maddox had said about the Mesopotamians. He was sure it was relevant to the essay he was supposed to be writing, but all he could think of was a half-baked joke about copper ingots, and whether or not he should have asked for his mother’s number.
He probably should have, now he thought about it. They were now on day two of no contact from her, and with no idea where she was staying, and no social media presence that they could find, Jane had gone radio silent.
At the same time, the thought of her suddenly reaching out to him, even if she did have a way to do so, made him feel very anxious, and that was not what he needed right now. Despite Jane’s words, Charlie had continued to avoid dark magic. He couldn’t quite bring himself to believe Jane when she said he was too good for it to be bad for him. He wanted to believe Nick when he said similar things, but Charlie couldn’t help but think that Nick was heavily biased and therefore unreliable on that front.
Charlie didn’t feel like he was a bad person, but it wasn’t like he was immune to being taken over by something without noticing.
Once before he had been made to look up from his life only to finally see the self-destruction he’d been leaving in his wake. Back at his old school, he hadn’t realised how disordered his eating had become until he had fainted one too many times in a week, and medical intervention was necessary.
Now he knew himself better—and he knew he was weak alone.
He needed people like his dad, like his grandmother, like Nick and their friends, to help get him back on track.
It had still come as a shock yesterday night, when Nick had come home from his shift at the cafe, sat Charlie down and asked him directly what he had done before when his eating disorder had been bad. It had taken some raised voices, a lot of crying and a lot of cuddles before Charlie had managed to explain his meal plans. He still had them saved in a file on his laptop.
Nick had sat beside him while Charlie went through it, making sure his safe foods were still accurate and that they had a good amount of them in the house. Nick had printed out the new meal plan, sacrificing one of his own school folders to keep it in. Charlie had needed a moment alone before he could thank him properly. But even as Nick held him tight, and whispered reassurances, the guilt and the shame remained.
The entire four-day relapse had been a lot, and so yesterday evening, they had decided that merely collating the meal plans had been enough to go on—and thus would start them officially the following day.
Which was today.
Yoghurt and fruit for breakfast had been fine. Slow, but fine.
He and Nick had shared a successful lunch in an art room in a far-flung corner of the school, where things felt much quieter, safer. Better.
Now, with his drum session booked for after school, Charlie was feeling somewhat hopeful. Hopeful and grateful beyond belief. Though often he wished he could share his success with his dad.
With a sigh, Charlie flicked his books shut and began to pack away his things. Tao looked up from the spot beside him at one of the large common room work tables. “Where are you going?”
“I can’t concentrate. I’ll just wait outside the music room until it’s time. I was gonna go and watch Nick’s practice after—want to come?”
Tao rolled his eyes, smirking. “No, thanks, I’m good.”
He was only five minutes early for his music room slot, and there was no one inside when he arrived, so he entered, sat down and took a breath. Back at his old school, he’d always enjoyed the peace and the quiet of a soundproof room. Even if by the end of the day, they tended to be full of litter.
Charlie plucked an empty crisp packet from one of the drums and chucked it into the corner. He was glad he’d found his old drumsticks since the school ones were kind of sticky. His own felt odd in his hands, but familiar—nostalgic. Would he even still remember how to do this?
Half an hour later, he knew that had been a silly question. All he’d needed was to close his eyes, breathe, then let his mind focus on the rhythm he’d been carrying around with him all this time. Not gone, just dormant. A little like magic.
A sharp knock on the door let him know his time was up. Someone else needed the room now.
He gathered his things and sped out into the music department corridor. He found the sign-up sheet and booked another slot for the following day.
Outside, the sky was clear, the air chilly, and Charlie did not envy Nick and his teammates having to run around in the mud. He made his way onto the field, found a tree to sit beneath and watched, unseen, while he waited.
Number ten, he remembered, scanning the pitch. There he was—sweaty and muddy, his hair a mess, cheeks flushed from the cold. He was saying something to one of his teammates, something encouraging. The other boy patted him on the back as they both laughed.
Charlie smiled to himself. He realised he didn’t need to understand the game to have an appreciation.
Well, one appreciation.
A raised voice caught his ear. Three rugby lads had huddled around Nick, one had slung an arm around him while the others clearly teased him about something. Charlie was about to be annoyed at them, but then Nick blushed. And he looked up, met his eye and smiled.
Oh. Charlie smiled and waved back.
The teasing seemed to only heighten before the coach told them off, and they had to get back to their practice. For the rest of the match, Nick kept glancing back at him, and Charlie thought maybe the teasing wasn’t entirely unwarranted..
“I don’t care if the King is watching,” said the coach. “Head in the game, Nick.”
At the end of practice, Charlie picked himself up and hurried to catch up with Nick as he made his way towards the changing rooms with the others. The coach gave him a half-amused, half-disapproving glare.
“Sorry.”
“You’re alright,” she said. “They need practice playing despite distractions.”
There was a snort of laughter from one of Nick’s friends. “You’d better not lose us the match on Friday if your boyfriend’s there, too.”
“I’m gonna need to do the exact opposite,” said Nick. “I need to not be crap.”
As they neared the changing room door, Nick turned and noticed Charlie walking along behind them. His expression softened and the blush spread to his ears.
“Hey.”
“Hey. What are you doing here?” Nick pulled him into a hug.
“Enjoying the view.” Charlie pulled away, holding him at arm’s length. “Ew, you’re kind of yucky right now.”
Nick laughed and pouted dramatically. Keeping himself at a safe distance, he kissed him quickly. Then, at a shout from inside, he had to hurry away again. “I’ll meet you out here?”
“Okay.”
When he returned, it was to yet more teasing wolf-whistles from his team. Despite his complaints and embarrassment, the twinkle in the corner of Nick’s eye made Charlie sure he didn’t hate the attention. Everything being said was through a filter of clear, supportive friendship—and that made Charlie really, really happy.
“Alright, alright, leave him be now,” said Charlie, taking Nick’s offered hand.
“I still can’t believe you’re the first of us to get into a relationship!”
Nick stuck his middle finger up at his friends and pulled Charlie into a much better kiss now he was clean and smelled better.
They were still smiling to themselves when they climbed into Nick’s car. Charlie clicked his seatbelt on and sighed.
Nick reached to start the engine when his phone dinged. “Oh, crap, I forgot. I need to water the plants. Mind if we stop by the cottage quickly?”
Charlie didn’t think he’d mind anything at all right now, if he and Nick were doing it together.
They drove quickly to the edge of town, where the style took them over the fence, into the woods. The sun was setting, casting much of the path into darkness, though much of the spookiness of these trees had dissipated for Charlie. So much had changed since his first trip to the cottage six months ago… Was that all? He felt like he had known Nick and the others all his life. How had he lived without them? Without him?
“What is it?”
Charlie blinked, but he didn’t look away. He knew he’d probably been gazing, starry-eyed at Nick for a considerable amount of time. He smiled. “I just love you. A lot.”
“Char…” Nick’s eyes twinkled in the dying light as he slid an arm around him. “I love you a lot, too.”
“These past few days I’ve… been a lot to deal with, and I know it hasn’t been easy, but you’ve been so amazing, and like, I’m so so grateful to have you.”
Nick let out a long sigh. “Things haven’t been easy since we met—but you know what’s always easy? What’s never too much work? Loving you.” Charlie rolled his eyes, and tried to turn away, but Nick held him fast against his side. “No, no, you stay here and listen to my sap.”
“But it’s so sappy!”
“I don’t care—”
Their playful fight was cut off as they arrived at the door of the cottage—and heard movement from inside. They exchanged a cautious look, then crept forward to peer around the doorframe.
It was Jane. She was moving around behind the pillar on the far side of the room, near where the notice board was pinned. She hadn’t noticed them yet. Charlie gripped Nick’s hand, and the two of them fell as still and quiet as they could.
They watched Jane study the side of the brick pillar. She seemed to feel around for something between the bricks. There was a faint grinding sound, of brick on brick, and then one slipped out into her hands. Though Charlie couldn’t see it, the brick had clearly left a space behind it, because Jane inserted her hand and felt around for… something that wasn’t there.
She let out a disappointed huff, and stuffed the brick back into place. The expression on her face when she turned towards the door was angry, furious, more so than he’d ever seen her. And she was striding in their direction.
Charlie spun around, grabbed Nick by the front of his coat, pushed him against the wall and kissed him.
Nick was only stunned for a second before he kissed back.
It was perhaps a little too loud of a snog for his mother to be present for, but it was a good cover-up, if he did say so himself. Jane made a strange little coughing noise, and the boys drew apart. Nick did look flustered, which only added the overall effect.
“Sorry,” Jane mumbled quickly before she hurried out into the dusk.
“She’s gone,” said Charlie.
Nick sank his forehead onto Charlie’s shoulder. “Was there no other cover up?”
“Not that I could think of quickly. Sorry, I shoved you.”
“You didn’t.” Nick stood up straighter and came away from the wall. “Well, you did, but I didn’t mind.”
“Oh, really?”
“Mmhm…”
“Not in front of my mum next time though, I promise.”
“Do you think she approves of me?”
“I’m still not sure I approve of her.” Charlie stepped into the main room. “What do you think she was looking for?”
Nick shrugged.
They went to the pillar she had been looking behind, and inspected the bricks. Charlie pressed on a few until that grinding noise happened again, and a brick slid out into his hands. A space the size of a brick was indeed left behind—but one look told him it was empty.
“Oh my god…” said Nick slowly. “I think I know what she was looking for.”
“You do?”
He squeezed Charlie’s arm, then led the way out from behind the pillar, and into the kitchen-greenhouse. Charlie quickly shoved the brick back into place, and followed him.
“Back when we first found this place, we searched every inch of it.” Nick crouched to open one of the old kitchen cabinets and began to rummage around inside. “We always assumed witches had to have used it before us—now we know your mum did—and it makes sense she would have hidden it…”
Charlie leaned against the counter to watch Nick fondly, absently stroking the nearest plant which brushed against his hand in appreciation.
Finally, Nick stood up, a small object held carefully in his hands. “This.”
It was a small, clay jar which fit quite comfortably in the palm of Nick’s hand. He nodded for Charlie to take it. The clay was smooth and shiny, no decoration to be told of, but quite handsome all the same. He tried the lid, but it was fixed on tight somehow. There was no obvious locking mechanism.
“Yeah,” said Nick. “I think that’s magicked on.”
“It’s cute, but what does it do?”
“It’s a kind of vessel. Isaac looked it up when we first found it. It’s used to store a witch’s power.”
Charlie frowned down at the seemingly unremarkable object. “Why would you want to do that?”
“I’m guessing not just for safe-keeping.”
“No,” said Charlie with a sigh. “Probably not.” He thought back to what Jane had said, about her not-so-good intentions. “My mum stole power from the Maidstone coven. What’s to say she hasn’t done the same to others?”
He wondered if anyone’s stolen property resided in the jar in his hand right now, and whether it had been forcefully removed.
“I’ll just ask her about it.” Charlie tucked it carefully into his coat pocket. “Though I have no way of contacting her… she just seems to show up whenever she fancies.”
He looked up to find Nick watching him with another sweet but sappy expression on his beautiful face. And then Nick pulled him into a hug, tight and full.
“What’s this for?” Charlie chuckled, squeezing him back.
“Can I not just hug you?”
“I mean, yes, but…”
“You needed it,” said Nick. “This stuff with your mum stresses you out, I know it does.”
Charlie lay his head on his shoulder and breathed him in. “Hmm, yeah. Thank you.”
A part of him wished they’d never caught Jane looking for the vessel. Life was simpler when they left these things alone. But maybe that was just an illusion. They needed to know as much as they could about the magic goings on around them. Most of it was dangerous, malicious, and complicated. They needed to be prepared. Charlie just hoped this time was different.
And he realised in that moment that he wanted his mum to be innocent—of all of it.
He pulled away from Nick’s embrace enough to smile up at him. “Didn’t you need to water the plants?”
✨
None of them had lessons on a Friday afternoon usually, and so the coven had decided to treat themselves to a Nando’s for lunch. Well, almost the whole coven. Nick’d had to stay behind at school to do some mysterious pre-rugby match things. And Charlie didn’t really care where David was. The remaining six of them plus Imogen had popped home to change quickly before meeting again in town.
Since finding the vessel two days ago, Charlie still hadn’t come across Jane, but he had kept it safely in his pocket even so. If he were honest, he kind of didn’t want to know what her true intentions were. He’d been having a nice time just being normal. He wanted to focus on ordinary things like hanging out with his friends, getting back into drumming, and eating three meals a day like a normal fucking person.
He chewed his chips, realising suddenly that he had been doing so without any anxiety at all. The trip to Nando’s had been a private test. A public place—and without Nick to lean on. He was taking it slow and steady, but it was fine. He was fine.
“Oh, for fuck’s sake,” said Tao. “Not her again.”
A young woman had entered, long dark braids draped over her shoulders. Lucille went to the counter, and accepted a bag of takeaway. It was only when she turned to leave again that she noticed them all watching her.
Charlie quickly looked away, but then she was walking towards their table, a tentative smile on her face.
“Hello,” she said, only a tad awkwardly. “What are you all doing here?”
They all glanced down at their mostly empty plates.
Tao raised an eyebrow. “Eating lunch…”
Okay, maybe it was a little more than a tad awkward.
Lucille sighed. “Look, I’ve been really meaning to apologise—for everything. I’ve been so shit at trying to help you I’ve actually hindered you more than anything.” She noticed Imogen sitting between the witches, and made an effort to censor her words. “We should start over. I’d… I’d like us to start over, and just be friends?”
She held out her hand for Darcy to shake.
There was a pregnant pause. Tara glanced from Darcy to Lucille, worry in the line of her brow.
But Darcy rolled their eyes, and shook her hand. “Fine. Friends. As long as I get to ride on your motorbike whenever I want.”
Lucille laughed softly. “Deal.”
“Wait,” said Imogen. “You have a motorbike? That is so cool.”
“Thank you.”
“Is everyone finished?” asked Elle. “We need to get going now if we don’t want to be late.”
There was a scraping of chairs as everyone started to get up and shrug on their coats.
“Where are you all headed off to?” asked Lucille.
“Nick has a rugby match,” said Charlie. “He’s the flyhalf.”
Lucille’s eyes lit up. “Really? I love rugby.”
“You do?” Darcy stared, incredulous. “Great, maybe you can explain the rules to us in a way that actually makes sense.”
“Nick’s explained it loads of times,” said Charlie. “It’s not his fault you don’t listen.”
“No offence,” said Tao, as they all headed for the door. “But only you can pay attention to him for that long.”
“I really can’t…” Charlie murmured, making Elle giggle. She took his arm as they walked through town, back towards school.
Ahead of them, Imogen and Lucille were walking together. Charlie wondered what Lucille was telling her about how she came to know them all. But they seemed to be getting along. Not that many people wouldn’t eventually find themselves getting along with Imogen. She tended to talk to anyone.
They were rounding a corner when Charlie saw her.
Jane—she was coming out of Costa, steam lifting from the takeaway cup of tea in her hand. Charlie stopped dead. Attached as she was, Elle stopped too.
“Is that your mum?”
“Yeah. I’ll, um, I’ll catch up with you.” He pulled his arm away from hers, then, ignoring the concern on her face, Charlie jogged across the road, after his mum. “Jane!”
She turned around, surprised to see him. “Charlie.”
“Whose magic are you trying to steal?”
“What?”
“Mine? The coven’s?”
“No one’s. I don’t understand—”
Charlie shoved his hand into his coat pocket and took out the vessel. “You were looking for this. It stores a witch’s power.”
At the sight of the tiny jar in his hand, Jane’s eyes widened. “I was looking for that, yes. But only to check if it was empty.”
“Is it?” Charlie couldn’t tell.
“Yes,” said Jane. “I think so.”
Charlie frowned. “What does that mean?”
“Well, one reason someone might want to store power is so they could, someday, transfer that power from one witch to another. Or to a non-witch.”
“Is that even possible?”
“Indeed.”
“But who…?” Charlie’s brain clicked. “Carol?”
Jane nodded. “She’s done it before. Sixteen years ago, she used a witch’s power to subdue me and kill the others at the barn fire. I found this vessel when I escaped. It was empty then, too. She had used it all up. Only an actual witch could successfully take magic and put it inside here for Carol to use.”
“Who would be willing to do that?”
“I’ve never been sure. It has to have been someone who was there that day. Someone from our old coven.”
Charlie stood there at the side of the street, the vessel in his hand. He thought back to David’s memory of sixteen years ago. To all the people he had seen that night—and only one person stuck out at him as suspicious.
But no. It couldn’t be.
Jane frowned, her tone suddenly urgent. “You know who it is, don’t you?”
“N-no,” he lied.
“If you have any idea who it was, you have to tell me.”
“Why?” Charlie swallowed. “W-what would you even do about it? Get revenge?”
“Don’t be ridiculous. Carol has power again, more than she ever had before. Whoever betrayed us then could be working for her now.” She thrust out her hand. “Give me the vessel.”
For some reason, Charlie’s heart thudded faster in his chest. He looked into his mum’s blue eyes.
“You can trust me,” she said. “Please.”
As much as he wanted her to be entirely innocent, as much as he wanted to trust her—he couldn’t.
He stepped away. “I need to go. The match… sorry.”
Charlie caught up with the others just as they arrived outside the gates of Truham.
“Are you okay?” asked Isaac, as he fell back into step with them.
“Fine.”
But his mind was still so deep in his swirling thoughts, that even though he could tell Isaac didn’t believe him, he didn’t have the capacity to care.
As they walked around the buildings toward the rugby pitch, Charlie tried to push this new revelation out of his mind, but it was difficult. He wanted so badly to tell Nick the news. To allow him to reassure him he was being silly, jumping to ridiculous conclusions… But now was not the time. Despite everything, rugby still mattered, and Charlie didn’t want to break Nick’s concentration. So, Charlie settled down in the sparsely filled stands with his friends, and forced himself back into the ordinary the best he could.
He looked around at the stands, family and friends clustered here and there with large gaps in between. On the very opposite side of their row, sat Sarah and David. Sarah’s cheeks were pink from the cold, a soft lilac scarf bundled around her neck. She caught his eye and waved a woollen-mittened hand.
Charlie waved back as cheerfully as he could manage while suddenly feeling rather sick.
It couldn’t be. It couldn’t .
On the row behind him, Tara, Darcy and Elle were trying to work out why Lucille loved rugby so much, and explaining that the only reason any of them were there was for Nick. It was nice to hear his friends’ fondness for his boyfriend, but what with Imogen chattering away beside him, it was difficult to focus.
“This is Brooklyn,” she said, leaning closer to show him her phone screen. “She can roll over now and everything. I never was able to teach my old dog any tricks, he was too smart for that. Not that Brooklyn isn’t very intelligent, of course…”
Charlie was grateful for her friendship, even as her rambling washed over him. He hadn’t spent much time with Imogen outside of school for ages.
And then he must have acquired some sort of regretful face, because Imogen stopped mid-flow and frowned. She seemed to consider what to say for a moment, then opened her arms. “Would you like a hug?”
The offer took him off guard. He felt himself nod, and then he let her put her arms around him and he hugged her back.
“Aw,” said Isaac from Imogen’s other side. He folded himself around the both of them, and squeezed, making them both laugh. When they drew away, Isaac raised his eyebrows at Charlie. “Are you sure you told the truth? Before… when I asked if you were okay?”
“I just…” Charlie eyed Imogen cautiously. “I learnt something just now that might be really bad news, and I don’t know what to do.”
It was immediately clear that Isaac was desperate for all the information, but understood Imogen couldn’t be there for when Charlie gave it.
“Well, you said it only might be bad news,” said Imogen. “No use being upset about it just yet, until you know for certain it’s bad.” She offered him a comforting smile.
He tried to match it.
She rubbed a hand up and down his arm, and he knew he had failed.
Subconsciously, he glanced across at Sarah, before he had to look away again. He didn’t know what he’d do if she tried to smile or wave at him a second time. And with David sitting right there…
He couldn’t say anything to anyone. Not until he knew for sure.
A vibration suddenly came from his coat pocket. He took out his phone, and finally, a real, true smile stretched across his face.
NICK (13:51): Come to the changing rooms? I need a good luck kiss 😚
“Why do we even try to cheer him up?” Imogen stage-whispered to Isaac. “When one text from Nick makes him look like that?”
“Shush you,” said Charlie, standing up. “I’ll be right back.”
He made his way back down the stands, along the edge of the pitch and across the short stretch of field to the changing room door.
Inside the corridor, he crept along tentatively, unsure if he was actually allowed to be there. Until Nick appeared from a door, kitted up and adorable. There was just something about the shorts and the stripes that did it for Charlie. Maybe it was the person wearing them.
“Hi.”
Without a word, Nick took his hand, dragged him around the corner, and into a niche beside a vending machine. The thrum of the machine at his back was nothing to the thrum of his heart as Nick kissed him—spine-tinglingly intense.
They released each other’s lips with a gasp. “You look so adorable,” said Nick.
Charlie glanced down at his own coat, his scarf. “You’re lucky I love you so much. It’s freezing out there.”
Nick nuzzled his nose against the heat of Charlie’s throat. “We can warm each other up when we get home. Can I come round yours?”
“I thought your mum was on at you about spending more time at home.”
“She is a bit, but… I just want to be wherever you are, and since you have an empty house… I mean, your gran could be home any day—we should make the most of it. Even if I do feel bad for not hanging out with my mum as much as I used to.”
Charlie cupped his face, so very fond. “You are so lovely.”
Between the warmth of Nick’s gaze, and the tumult inside his own brain, Charlie crumpled. He fell forwards and buried his face in Nick’s shoulder.
His strong rugby arms tightened around him, and he kissed his head. “Char… Are you alright? Has something happened?”
Charlie nodded the best he could without lifting his head. “I… I saw my mum, just now, on the way here.”
“You did? Did you ask about the vessel?”
That time, Charlie looked up to nod, though he found he couldn’t quite meet Nick’s eye.
“And?”
“You were right about its use. It does store a witch’s power.” Fiddling with the collar of Nick’s rugby top, Charlie explained what Jane had told him before. “Basically, my mum thinks a witch must have used the vessel to give power to Carol sixteen years ago, and that whoever betrayed her back then is working for the witch hunters again now. She said it must be someone from her old coven…”
“Someone who was at the barn that day,” said Nick slowly. Charlie watched the same conclusion he had come to dawn over Nick. “It can’t be. Not… not my mum.”
“I don’t know,” Charlie whispered. “I did see her in David’s memory, even though you said she said she wasn’t there that day. She rushed out of there so fast, and Carol didn’t go after her at all. Maybe she was in a hurry because she knew what was going to happen.”
He had just been speculating, word-vomiting, really—until he blinked and realised what he had been saying, what he had been accusing who of.
“Charlie—no. This is my mum we’re talking about. She couldn’t have—she wouldn’t…”
“I know, I know—”
“You think it’s her, though, don’t you?!”
Charlie chewed at his lip as a lump formed in his throat. “I’m sorry.”
Nick stepped out from the niche and began to pace, his hands scrubbing over his face. With a breath, he turned to look at Charlie, unlike he’d ever looked at him before. “She’s done so much for you.” His voice was so quiet and steady, it hurt more than if he’d raised it. “Ever since you got here, she’s been there for you—she let you stay with us—and now you’re accusing her of… My dad was in that barn, her friends. And think of all the horrible things Carol has done with that power, then and now.”
“I remember very well what Carol did to me with that power, thanks.”
Nick fell silent. Charlie knew he was remembering that terrible night, too.
“Char… if it is… I can’t… she wouldn’t…”
“It… it might not be her, only—”
“There you are, Nick.” The rugby coach appeared from around the corner.
Charlie had all but forgotten about the match.
Mrs Singh quickly chivvied Nick away, and he went, leaving Charlie with such a devastating look that the moment Charlie stepped back outside, he burst into tears.
He sank against the brick wall of the sports block and swiped angrily at his cheeks. He was a terrible person. But despite the high likelihood that Sarah was the culprit, he so so badly wanted to be wrong.
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Chapter 32: something innocent
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Content warnings: violence, blood, magical violence, non explicit sex, alcohol
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chapter thirty-two: something innocent
“What’s going on, Nick?” said Mrs Singh from the door. “We’ve only got five minutes.”
Tears still drying on his cheeks, he ducked his head and spoke to his shoes. “I—I’ll be f-fine. Can I go to the loo?”
She sighed. “Yes, of course, but be quick.”
He allowed himself to look up and she gave him a reassuring smile. It almost made him start crying again, and so he thanked her hastily and hurried back through the changing rooms, grabbed his phone on the way past, and sequestered himself in a toilet cubicle.
He sat down, cold and shivery, his mind replaying his conversation with Charlie over and over. None of it made sense. It felt like his world was imploding. With a shaky hand, Nick navigated to the correct contact on his phone. His thumb hovered over the call button.
He trusted Charlie, on all things. But he, Nick, had no personal evidence to go on.
It wasn’t like he’d struggled with this kind of turmoil before, but this wasn’t like with David. His betrayals had been difficult to accept, but not inherently unbelievable. He had never been accused of being the catalyst for mass murder.
This? This felt personal.
Nick jabbed at the call button, and lifted the phone to his ear. After only a couple of rings, it clicked through, not giving him nearly enough time to calm his heart.
“Nicky, we’re in the stands,” came his mother’s voice. “Are you starting soon?”
He wiped his palms on his shorts. “Y-yeah… in like five minutes.”
“Well, good luck, baby. You’re going to be excellent.”
“Th-thanks.”
He could almost see his mum’s eyebrows knit in concern. “Are you okay, sweetheart?”
“Mum,” he said. “I need to know exactly what happened between you and Jane.”
Silence.
“That doesn’t matter any more,” said Sarah, finally. “That was years ago.”
“But it does matter. Jane’s back, and you—I need to know the truth. Please…”
“Sweetheart, what’s happened? Has Jane done something or said something to you or Charlie—?”
Nick screwed his eyes shut tight. “Were you at the barn?”
He hadn’t meant to raise his voice, but it made the resulting silence on the other end much more pronounced.
“I’m sorry?”
“Mum… were you at the barn on the night of the fire sixteen years ago?”
With the sigh his mother gave over the line, Nick knew it was hopeless. He clenched his free hand into a fist. She was never going to talk to him—not about this. He wasn’t used to coming up against such a brick wall when it came to his mum. They usually talked to each other about everything.
“Nicky…”
And suddenly, Nick knew who he trusted more in that moment. And it wasn’t his mother.
“You know what,” he said. “Don’t bother lying to me. I know you were there, Charlie saw—” He cut himself off. It didn’t matter where Sarah stood on this matter, there was no way he was going to betray his coven, not even with something as seemingly simple as telling the whole truth.
A knock on the door made him jump.
“Nick!” came Otis’ shout. “We need to go!”
“Coming!” he yelled back.
He wondered what kind of things Otis and the others had in their minds to distract them from rugby.
Without saying goodbye to his mum, Nick clicked off his phone. And with a certain cold rage simmering in his stomach, he opened the cubicle door and stepped out.
“Alright, mate?” Otis tried for a grin. “Ready to make your boyfriend swoon?”
Nick quickly tucked his phone in his bag and headed after his teammates. “Only if he actually still wants to be my boyfriend.”
✨
Charlie trudged back to the stands, hands deep in his pockets, his mind swirling with devastation.
Had he just made a massive mistake? He had never planned on telling anyone anything—not until he knew for certain his suspicions were correct. But that had never included Nick. The moment Jane had planted the seed in his mind, his first thought—after the initial panic—had been to talk to Nick . That was always Charlie’s instinct, with everything.
But maybe this time he should have kept quiet.
He should have kept him in the dark where it was safe.
Somehow he made it up the steps and along to sink down beside Imogen once again.
“Oh god,” she said, catching sight of his face. “What happened?”
Charlie gave a great sniff, and shook his head. He didn’t know if he had the mental energy to censor himself for Imogen’s sake just yet.
“Has something happened?” came Tao’s concerned voice from the row behind.
“Charlie,” said Elle. “What’s the matter?”
He squeezed his eyes shut, and tried to block out his friends’ concern. He refused to open his mouth, to drag Sarah’s excellent name through the mud any more than he already had. Just when he’d thought they had gotten the hint he didn’t want to talk, a new presence appeared on his other side.
“What’s going on?” It was David. “Mum just came off the phone to Nick looking like she’d seen a ghost, and now you look like you’ve been told the world’s about to end. My brother isn’t dying, is he? Or did he give you some gross disease?”
“Ew, piss off, David,” said Imogen. “Leave him alone.”
With an absent shake of the head, Charlie looked up at where Sarah was sitting. Her hand was clenched around her phone, her gaze distant. “What did Nick say to her?”
“I dunno,” said David. “Something about Jane.”
“Right…” Shit.
Charlie watched the two teams file onto the pitch below, though he wasn’t really seeing them. “David…” he whispered. “Do you remember anything else your mum did that day? The day of the barn fire?”
David blinked. “Um, no, not really. I was five.”
“My mum said someone from their coven gave Carol the power she needed to attack.”
“And you think that was my mum?”
“There’s no way it can be her, right?” Charlie turned to him, panic heightening again. “Please, tell me there’s something from that day that proves she’s completely innocent!”
David sat there, utterly stunned. Charlie could almost see the same connections happening in his brain as had happened in his own. And then the whistle blew, and the match began, and Charlie knew David had nothing to give, either. Nothing but new, horrible, heartbreaking doubt.
“I mean,” said Charlie, half to himself. “It’s all based on something I saw in a memory of yours that you can’t even remember. There has to be another explanation.”
“Or,” said David darkly. “Maybe I’m not the only traitor in the family.”
For a moment, Charlie just blinked at him. He felt like he was floating in and out of his own mind… But then he gave himself a little shake, folded his hands around his sleeves and tried to block David out.
Why the hell was he talking to David about this? Did he think he would somehow make things better?
Charlie looked out over the pitch. If he could find him, that small figure with the number ten on his back, maybe he would feel a little more grounded. But as he watched Nick jog along, playing his game, Charlie could tell, even from this distance, that he carried a tremendous weight in his shoulders. A weight Charlie had dumped there.
Why the fuck had he said what he’d said?
He’d ruined everything. Ruined their normal, fun day.
It was only when the friends around him stood up, and began to yell that Charlie realised Nick was running. He found himself joining the others on their feet—and then he was shouting at the top of his lungs. “GO, NICK, GO!”
For a short, glorious moment, everything else fell away—his worries and his guilt—leaving only exhilarating joy and deep loving fondness. The same seemed to happen for Nick, too, because there was no weight on him at all as he scored the first try of the match. In fact, Charlie was certain something had shifted, because then Nick looked up and—across the space—met Charlie’s gaze.
Charlie cupped his hands around his mouth. “I LOVE YOU!”
Way below, Nick’s cheeks flushed red. Several of the teammates closest to him slapped his back and ruffled his hair. Nick managed to duck out from between them and found Charlie once again. “I love you,” he mouthed back.
It didn’t matter, Charlie told himself. He shoved down every single other thought and focused purely on the simple joy of cheering Nick on as he did one of his favourite things. He couldn’t let anything else ruin this afternoon, not even the cold.
✨
There was a whole plethora of things a head teacher had to do which they’d rather not, and school sport matches had always been on the list for Richard. Especially when it was February, freezing, and he had magical research calling his name. But there he was, perched on the front row of the ancient stands beside the rugby pitch.
They had a good turn out today, he mused dimly, around twenty people watching. They were more interesting than the muddy, sweaty teenage boys running about on the grass. Families and friends bundled in coats, clutching umbrellas and flasks of tea. If he craned his neck he could just make out his daughter, surrounded by her friends. The entire huddle of them would whoop and clap every time Nick Nelson did something. He tried to work out what, but he figured none of them knew the rules of rugby any better than he did.
He checked his watch. Ten minutes until halftime. His knee bounced as he resecured his tartan scarf, and his gaze drifted away from the match.
At first he thought he must have been seeing things.
The woman standing at the far edge of the pitch only resembled Jane Driscoll.
But then, the woman moved a little closer, and he knew. He had not been mistaken.
Richard was out of his seat, heart racing as he strode towards her without even realising he had moved. The shock grasped hold of him and didn’t let go long enough for him to think to disguise his approach. She ducked deftly around the side of the PE block.
He followed her until she greeted him with a sigh. “Richard Argent. It’s been a long time.”
“You’re dead,” he heard himself say. “You’re supposed to be dead.”
“Yes,” said Jane with a disinterested huff. “And how inconvenient for you that I’m not.”
Richard grimaced and shook his head. “I never could quite believe it was true. Your funeral was lovely, though.”
“Same old Richard…”
“Except,” he said. “Without any power. But with you here, I know we can find a way to get it back.”
She kept her hands deep in her coat pockets. “Things have changed,” she said. “I’ve changed.”
“Of course you have.” He didn’t believe it. Age had changed her, as it had him, but inside her expression, he saw only the young woman he had last seen sixteen years ago.
Jane glanced back towards the pitch. “Is Sarah here?”
“Sarah? What do you want with her?”
Something unsettling flickered in her eyes. “ Have you seen her ?”
The two women had always been at odds then—and apparently now. He wouldn’t hold it past Jane to not waste any time in rekindling her prior relationships, the good and the bad.
“No,” he said, though he knew for sure Sarah was sitting in the stands as they spoke.
In the near distance, a whistle blew. Half time.
Jane turned on her heel and strode back towards the edge of the pitch. Richard watched her hover there, unseen by most, mind racing. What exactly did this mean? For him? For his daughter and her coven? For all of them?
✨
Truham were losing. The weather had turned, if anything, even drearier, but the second that whistle blew, Charlie threw himself down the stands, and leapt over the low barrier onto the pitch. He landed not quite gracefully on the other side and he looked up. And there he was, running towards him, kicking up grass as he went.
They collapsed into a tangle of desperate apologies, mud and sweat.
“I’m so sorry,” Charlie cried. “I should never have even considered—Sarah would never do anything like that. I love your mum, you know that. I don’t want it to be her—it can’t be her! We’ll find the truth, and it’ll be someone else, Nick, I’m so so sorry—”
Nick pulled away just enough to look at him. He had a stripe of mud across one eyebrow, and his fringe had become a shade darker with sweat. “Char, it’s alright. I… I think maybe it c-could be her.”
From the way Nick chewed at his lip, Charlie could tell he wasn’t happy about his own admittance. Charlie wasn’t happy about it either.
“I called her, just before the match, and… I asked her.”
Charlie’s eyes widened. “Right… David said you asked her about Jane.”
“You spoke to David?”
“It was a bad idea,” said Charlie, shaking his head. “But I guess he helped me realise what an idiot I was being.”
“You’re not. Don’t listen to him…”
A tiny chuckle escaped Charlie’s lips, and he let his forehead fall forward to rest against Nick’s. “What did you speak to your mum about?”
“I asked her, point blank about what happened between her and Jane, and then also whether she was at the barn that night or not—and she refused to tell me anything. There’s definitely something suspicious going on. It could be something innocent, but… maybe she did help Carol. Maybe she had a good reason. Maybe something went wrong, and she never intended…” Nick trailed off, uncertainty in his distant gaze.
“That has to be it,” said Charlie gently. “She would never, ever do anything if she thought there was a chance in hell it would hurt someone she loved. I know that for a fact.”
Nick’s expression softened. “I’m sorry I shouted at you. I feel so shit.”
Charlie resecured his arms around him. “It’s okay. I forgive you. I… probably could have told you my suspicions in a better way, or at least at a less shit time.” He raised his eyebrows teasingly. “It doesn’t seem to have affected your rugby skills too much, though. God, you’re so hot when you’re all sweaty like this.”
Suddenly, Nick seemed to realise he had been transferring a whole lot of dirt onto Charlie’s coat. He tried to step away, out of the hug, but Charlie pulled him back.
Nick chuckled. “I thought I was gross like this.”
“Nuh-uh. Changed my mind. Sexy.”
“Weirdo.”
Their lips had barely brushed when a shout came from behind them.
“Charlie Spring!”
Nick and Charlie drew apart to find the headteacher of Truham Grammar, and their friend’s father, Mr Argent, hurrying towards them from the side of the stands.
“Shit,” Charlie murmured. “You’d better get inside. Get some water and a proper break, okay?” He kissed Nick quickly, then watched him jog away towards the changing room door before turning and bracing himself for a telling off. “Sorry. I’m getting off the pitch now, sir.”
Charlie clambered back over the barrier as Mr Argent reached him. “No worries, Charlie. I, um, was wondering if you, err, knew about…?”
The man seemed to be trying to convey something through eye contact alone. Charlie could not work out what it was. He frowned, and Mr Argent sighed.
“I just saw your mother.”
Stunned, Charlie blinked. “Oh.”
“I’m so sorry, I assumed you knew she was—I thought—”
“No, no. I… yeah, she’s been back for about a week now.” He wasn’t shocked about that. He was shocked Jane had allowed herself to be discovered by yet another person. Or perhaps she had been discovered by accident.
A kind but blank expression came across Mr Argent’s face then. “It must be so wonderful for you to have her back.”
“Hang on,” said Charlie. “Did you say she’s here? At the school?”
Mr Argent nodded. “She was here looking for Sarah Nelson. You wouldn’t happen to know why, would you?”
“Oh, uh…” he stammered. “No idea, sorry. E-excuse me.”
He hurried away toward the stands, looked up and scanned the sparsely packed crowd. Darcy was passing around half-time drinks to their friends. Even David accepted a cup. Using them as a landmark, Charlie found the spot where Sarah was—only to find it empty. Shit.
Where had she gone? He turned back to the field. Nick and the others were still inside. There was still ten or so minutes until the match resumed. But then, a flicker of movement from the side of the PE block caught his eye. And a familiar swish of a coat disappeared around the building. Jane. She really was here. Looking for Sarah. Who was now apparently missing.
When people complained about conflicting in-laws, this was not what Charlie usually imagined. He would never forgive himself if something happened to Sarah because of his own, complicated, back-from-the-dead mother. And so he followed her.
✨
He still didn’t understand what was going on. Only nowadays, there was usually something.
The second the whistle had blown for half-time, Isaac had watched Charlie run down onto the pitch, had watched he and Nick embrace, then continue to whisper intensely together. Isaac hoped things had been worked out. They seem to have been… At least a little, anyway, but it was difficult to tell with Nick and Charlie. The world could be ending and they’d still be looking at each other like that.
As half-time went on, David remained sitting with them, even accepting some wine in a plastic cup from Darcy. Isaac considered asking him what he and Charlie had been discussing before. He had caught snippets of it, but what with Imogen sitting between them, he had known it was best to wait.
“What are you doing here?”
A young woman he didn’t recognise had appeared at the end of the row behind him, where Tao, Elle, Tara, Darcy and Lucille were seated. Her blonde hair was lank and messy, her slim face sunken, as if she had recently spent a considerable amount of time inside, sick in bed.
Lucille was on her feet, staring at the woman with a look of thinly veiled horror. Meanwhile, the woman was looking between Lucille and others, namely Darcy, with rampant distaste.
“Freya,” Lucille gasped. “Did you follow me?”
The woman—Freya—folded her thin arms and pouted. “You lied to me.”
“It’s not what it looks like, I promise.”
That time it was undeniable. Freya’s gaze shot to Darcy, who blanched. “I’m sorry,” they said. “What exactly does it look like?”
Freya exhaled. “I get that you were lonely, Lucille. You didn’t know if I would get better, but I did. And I’m here now.”
Lucille looked as if she wanted the ground to swallow her whole, or else if she could get away with throwing herself down the stands to safety. “It isn’t that simple.”
“Of course it is!” Freya thrust her hand at Darcy. “They’re a coping mechanism. You’re better than this, and that’s why I love you.”
“I’m sorry,” said Tara. “I’m confused. What’s going on?”
“I think,” said Elle. “That she thinks Lucille and Darcy are a thing?”
A slight tinge of pink coloured Freya’s pale cheeks, but she held her ground.
Meanwhile, Darcy’s eyes widened and they turned very red indeed. “What?!”
“Um,” said Tara, astounded. “Freya, is it? Darcy has a girlfriend, yes. Me. Not Lucille.”
Freya blinked at Tara, as if only just noticing there were other people present.
“There’s no need to worry,” said Darcy. “Lucille’s just our friend. I’m in love with Tara.” They draped an arm better around Tara and kissed her full on the mouth.
“Aw,” Tara murmured as they parted. “And I’m in love with you.”
The huddle of friends and David had leaned in as one, living for the drama. Isaac’s book lay open and forgotten on his lap. Somewhere very far away, the match had started up again.
“Okay…” said Freya, the epitome of awkwardness. “Well, even if you’re not together, I know your eye has wandered without me, Lucille. I apologise for the accusation, Darcy, Tara, but like I said, I’m better now and…” She shrugged. “I wanted to see the damage for myself.”
“We need to talk. Okay?” Lucille reached out a tentative hand.
Freya took it and squeezed it once. “Later. Enjoy your game.”
And with that, Freya flounced off back down the stands and out of sight.
For several seconds, they all sat there in stunned silence. Lucille flopped back down onto her seat with a groan and flung her head into her hands.
“I thought you said Freya was your ex,” said Tara.
“I thought you said Freya overdosed and died,” said Darcy.
Lucille let out a long-suffering sigh. “She did, but she got better, and now she’s back.” She scrubbed at her eyes, then lifted her head. “And in between then and now, I met you lot. Some… some of her accusations may not be entirely false, it’s true.” She shook her head. “Doesn’t matter. It’s complicated. She’s been in a bad situation. I have to be careful. I should go… thanks for inviting me, everyone. Text me the results?”
“Okay,” said Darcy, quieter than Isaac had rarely heard them.
“I’m sorry,” said Lucille. She stood up and collected her bag. “For everything, I suppose.”
Isaac and the others watched her hurry away.
“Wow,” said Imogen. “Those two are a mess. And what do you mean she died?”
Tara and Darcy had forgotten the rest of the world in favour of each other, and so Isaac left Tao and Elle to put together a reasonable explanation for Imogen and returned his attention to the match.
St John’s were, of course, winning by a landslide.
With a sigh, Isaac picked up his book, ready to get back to some fictional drama, when, out of the corner of his eye, Nick caught his attention. Way below on the pitch, he had stopped mid-jog, suddenly distracted. His eyebrows furrowed as he scanned the stands—until he spotted Isaac watching him and their gazes met. Isaac was just considering how much happier his friend had looked earlier when Charlie was there, when… His heart dropped in realisation.
“Where’s Charlie?”
The others blinked at him in confusion.
“Oh!” Imogen exclaimed as she looked around. “Where’d he go?”
“My mum’s gone, too,” said David, gesturing across to where she had been sitting before.
“What’s going on?” Isaac demanded. “Is Charlie in trouble again?”
“I’m… I’m not sure.” David was trying to appear calm, but it wasn’t working.
“In trouble?” said Imogen. “He probably went to the loo. Or maybe he went to get a snack!”
“Yeah,” said Isaac. “Yeah, maybe.”
✨
One more person—one more witch—knew Jane was alive. That she was here at the school. That she was looking for Sarah.
Nick had told Charlie all about their mothers’ reunion. In the middle of Nick’s panicked search for Charlie, there lay a strange, unusually tense moment between Sarah and Jane. One which Nick had said he couldn’t quite explain—he only knew it unsettled him greatly. And that, if he hadn’t had other things to worry about that night, then that exchange would have been the one thing weighing heaviest on his mind.
For Sarah to react like she had required some deeper than surface-level wounds, they had both agreed.
And, as Charlie strode around the side of the PE block, Charlie remembered how Jane’s face had changed earlier when he’d first become suspicious of Sarah. What would she do? What lengths would Jane go to for revenge?
He didn’t know Jane. But he did know Sarah.
As he rounded the final building, Charlie picked up his pace. Several feet ahead, Jane stepped into Truham Grammar’s small but almost-full car park. She started across the tarmac and—
Before Charlie could do or say anything at all, a hooded figure leapt out from between the parked cars and landed behind Jane. She whirled around. Something metallic flashed in the hooded person’s hand—a knife.
Charlie burst into a run as Jane cried out. She clamped her hand against her side but red already bloomed over the grey of her coat, seeping between her fingers.
The attacker was off her as quickly as they’d been on her. They pelted towards the school buildings.
Charlie stared from the bloody wound in his mother’s side, to the horrified understanding in her eyes as she met his across the tarmac. She seemed to know what he was going to do before he did.
“Charlie! No—!”
A buzz of white noise had started, unnoticed in the back of his head, but now it filled him to the brim. He sprinted after the attacker, his mind a mess of static, his heart nothing but a thundering drum beat. He ducked and weaved between the buildings he walked around all day. The attacker had a head start, but we was fast. He’d always been fast.
Charlie skirted the science block and came out onto the wide path between it and the library. The attacker moved to duck behind a clump of bushes ahead. But before he could stop it, heat flooded Charlie’s insides, the switch inside him ignited—and power burst forth, unbidden and intense.
The bench nearest him ripped free from the concrete and flew through the air—straight at the attacker. They threw themself aside, missed being hit by inches, but went sprawling to the ground instead.
The static grew inside him into a thundering roar until there was nothing but anger and fear and power.
Something long and sharp was in his hand.
He had no memory of bending to pick it up, but as his vision cleared, he saw that it was a splintered shaft of wood. A leg broken from the bench. Charlie grasped it tightly in his left hand—and threw himself onto the hooded person, successfully pinning them to the ground.
Her.
It was a her, he realised dully.
It didn’t matter. She had stabbed his mother.
He raised the stake in both hands—both shaking hands.
His breath caught.
And with that breath, it all fell away. The white noise and the thud-thud of his heart inside his head.
With the next, a scent, so achingly familiar, greeted him so astonishingly a lump grew in his throat. He would know that scent blind… like Patroclus knew Achilles.
“Charlie.”
Someone was saying his name.
Softly. Like he had been crying, and they were trying to comfort him.
He blinked.
The face peering up at him was pale with worry, but still kind. Despite everything.
“You can stop now, Charlie. Breathe, sweetheart. I’m sorry, baby. It’s alright now.”
The hoodie beneath his fingertips—he had seen it before. He had worn it before.
She must have grabbed it quickly from her car.
The length of wood toppled to the ground beside him and he crumpled onto the tarmac beside her. “S-Sarah,” he gasped. “I’m s-sorry. I d-didn’t mean to… I almost—”
“Hey, shh, shh, sweetheart. It’s alright, I understand. I forgive you.”
And then Sarah was sitting up and then she was pulling him into a hug. Both of them sitting on the ground, he let her hold him, let her stroke his back. Over her shoulder, numb with shock, Charlie noticed Jane leaning against the building nearby, a hand over her bloody stomach.
And Charlie realised what he was doing. He was being hugged, comforted, by the woman who had just stabbed his mother.
He let Sarah go and stared at her. “Why would you do this?”
“Charlie, I’m so sorry—”
But he couldn’t let her finish. There was no time. He’d wasted too much already. He picked himself up on shaking legs and strode to his mother’s side. He slid an arm around her. “We need to get you to a hospital.”
“I’m alright,” said Jane. “It isn’t very deep, just bloody.”
She began to hobble back the way they’d come. Charlie looked back to where Sarah had been, and caught a glimpse of her just before she disappeared out of sight.
“Let her go,” Jane murmured.
The two of them made their way back around to the car park looking like they were taking part in a three-legged race.
“That was an excellent display of dark magic,” said Jane. “I knew you had it in you.”
“I didn’t mean to do that. Something inside me flipped, and I—it was almost as bad as when Carol had me under her spell. I could have killed Sarah or really really hurt her. I know she just stabbed you, but I can’t—she’s been like a mother to me ever since I moved here, more than—” He cut himself off.
“More than I have.”
“Sorry.”
“No, no, it’s true,” said Jane. “And while myself and Sarah have always disliked each other—despised each other, really—I can’t argue she’s raised two lovely boys, and started a great business with excellent pastries.”
“ Two lovely boys?”
She chuckled softly, but winced at the pain in her side. “Well, I’m sure David’s lovely in his own way.”
“Pfft!”
They made it across the car park to where Jane’s car was parked.
“Shit,” said Charlie. “I can’t drive.”
“I’ll manage.” Jane peeled herself away from his side, and took out her keys.
“No, mum, I can get my friend Elle to drive us. I’m sure she wouldn’t mind…”
Jane froze with the driver’s side door open. She blinked at him.
Charlie blinked back. “Oh. Err… sorry.” He had called her mum. “Is… is it okay if I call you that?”
She cleared her throat. “Of… of course it is.”
Charlie shifted awkwardly. He hadn’t been thinking, he’d just blurted it out. He hadn’t even realised he’d grown comfortable enough to call her that.
To be honest, he hadn’t realised he’d grown to be protective enough over her to have his dark magic triggered by her peril. Maybe something deep down inside him knew—had always known—that she was his family, dead or alive, and he owed it to her to be a supportive, loving son.
“Okay,” he heard himself say. “Mum.”
And Jane smiled.
But then colour drained from her face, and she sank sideways onto the driver’s seat. He shot his arms out to catch her, but she pushed him away.
“I really can go and ask Elle. I dunno, the match might be done, Nick could—” His phone rang in his pocket. He took it out. “Oh. It’s Nick!”
He could feel Jane watching him, bemused through her pain, as he answered the call.
“Charlie, thank god! Are you alright? Where are you? The match is over. The others said you disappeared.”
The frantic cadence of his voice took Charlie by surprise, but then again, it shouldn’t have. He really had just up and left without telling anyone, and with everything they had been through, guilt flooded him along with the residual shame. He closed his eyes and took a breath. He swayed a little on his feet. He just wanted to sink into his boyfriend and sleep for days. He swallowed thickly, and tried not to look at his mum.
“I—I’m fine. My mum’s injured and I need you to give us a lift to the hospital.”
“I told him not to bother!” Jane called from the car. “I can drive myself.”
“You’ve been stabbed! We’re taking you!”
“What?” Nick exclaimed. “I’m on my way out right now. Where are you?”
“In the car park. Hang on…” Charlie stepped out from between the cars. People were now milling about nearby, waiting for friends and family to be done at the match. Charlie stood on tiptoe to see over their heads.
A moment later, Nick appeared, damp-haired and harried, his rugby kit bag over his shoulder, his phone pressed to his ear.
A smile tugged at Charlie’s lips as he waved over at him. A normal, natural reaction to seeing his favourite person—but it didn’t feel right. How on earth was he going to tell him what had happened? How could Nick ever look at him the same again? How could Nick love him?
The beep of their call disconnecting resonated through Charlie’s heart. His hand dropped to his side as Nick hurried the rest of the way over.
“Jesus,” he gasped. “Is that blood?”
“It’s not mine.”
That didn’t stop Nick from taking him by the shoulders and giving him a thorough check over, for his own reassurance. His love felt wrong, like there was no way it should be directed at Charlie at that moment. Charlie stepped away from his touch. A knot formed between Nick’s eyebrows but he said nothing about it—because then he noticed Jane sitting in the car, the door still open.
“I’m fine,” said Jane before Nick could speak. “It’s not so bad.” She had peeled away one side of her coat to poke experimentally at her side. “I can bandage this back at my AirBnB, don’t worry.”
“What happened?!” Nick looked between Jane and Charlie—but Charlie looked down. He couldn’t look at either of them directly, not right now. He felt utterly sick with himself.
“Your mother and I had a bit of a disagreement,” said Jane.
Nick’s face paled. “What?” He sounded so small, so young. “No. She wouldn’t. She couldn’t.”
“I think she was trying to send a warning,” said Jane. “And back in the day, the only way to get through to me was with violence.”
A muscle twitched in Nick’s jaw, and his hand clutched his kit bag so tight his knuckles whitened. “That’s no reason to—god, Char, can’t we… you know? Heal her? We should try, shouldn’t we?”
Charlie was so stunned that he looked right up at him. Nick’s warm brown eyes were full of anger and pain, imploring him to do something he should have thought of. Why hadn’t he thought of it?
Jane frowned. “Healing magic is almost impossible. Far too dangerous…”
“It’s okay!” said Nick. “We can do it. We’ve done it before.”
He dumped his bag on the ground, then ushered Charlie closer to Jane’s side. Her blue eyes were curious as she let them both place a hand over her wound.
It was tricky to focus. Charlie closed his eyes, tried to ignore the persistent flame of darkness inside him, and reached instead for the lovely warm blanket his coven magic became when entangled with Nick’s. But even as his magic leapt free and found Nick’s, Charlie’s head spun. He’d already exuded a lot of magical energy, he realised.
Focus, he told himself. You’ve got to do this—this one good, right, conscious thing. Heal her.
Suddenly, the magical warm blanket disappeared and was replaced by a real, physical kind of warmth. Charlie opened his eyes. Nick’s arms were around him and he was half slumped against him, half holding himself up.
“Char?”
“Used too much energy,” he murmured. “Sorry.”
“Wow!” Jane gasped. “That is extraordinary.”
Nick and Charlie looked around at the product of their work. All that was left beneath the torn fabric of her blouse was a narrow red scar.
“Hm,” said Nick, his arm firmly around Charlie’s shoulders. “It’s not as perfect as when we healed each other.”
Something flickered behind Jane’s eyes, something unreadable—but maybe Charlie was just over-tired.
“Thank you,” she said. “Very much.” She wiped her bloody palms on her jeans, and looked between them, considering what to say for a moment before she sighed. “Look, I think you’ve gotten the wrong idea about Sarah. She’s where your mind went to earlier, isn’t she? When I told you about someone lending Carol power?”
Charlie nodded, then looked down at his shoes.
“Are you saying it wasn’t her?” said Nick.
“All I’m saying,” said Jane. “Is that it can’t be Sarah—she has no power to give. It was stripped, remember?”
“Oh my god…” Nick let out a breath. “Why didn’t we remember that?”
“But what about back then?” asked Charlie. “She was there that day at the barn fire, but she left just before it started. I saw her in… in David’s memory.”
“A lucky escape,” said Jane. “And despite our differences, I’m glad she got out of there. If she hadn’t… well… It’s time to head home, I think. Thanks again for your help, your magic is truly incredible.”
Nick ushered Charlie away from the car, and together, they watched Jane close her door, pull out of the car park and disappear off down the road.
As much as he hadn’t wanted physical touch before, Charlie found Nick’s arm around him an immense comfort once again. As it should be. This was how things were supposed to be. He was not supposed to hurt people. He was meant to love.
“There you are!”
They turned to see Elle hurrying towards them, Tao’s hand in hers, David lagging behind them. Still half-stuck in their thoughts, it took Nick and Charlie a moment to register they were now expected to speak to their friends.
“What’s been going on today?” said Tao. “You’ve been weird all afternoon.”
“Is that blood?” Elle gasped.
“Where’d mum go?” said David.
“You missed so much drama between Lucille and her girlfriend,” said Tao. “Did you know she has a crush on Darcy?”
“I think,” said Nick, cutting them off. “We’re gonna head home and, um, rest. We’ll update the group chat once we’ve… decompressed.”
He sounded shaken, though not as shaken as Charlie felt. At least Nick had the capacity to speak right now. Charlie thought if he opened his mouth he might just throw up.
He gripped the side of Nick’s hoodie as he led him over to his car. Charlie sank into the passenger seat and squeezed his eyes shut. Was his existence worth it? For all the pain he caused?
There was a soft click as Nick shut the driver’s side door, and they were at last alone in the quiet. Charlie could feel his concerned gaze upon him, even with his eyes closed. He expected Nick to say something—comforting, soft, loving—but he didn’t. Neither of them spoke all the way across town to Charlie’s house.
“Did you want a bath?” Charlie asked as they stepped through the front door.
Nick looked up from taking off his shoes. “Oh, um, no, I’m good for right now. I showered at school. Thanks, though.”
“Are you sure? I can run you one with a fancy bath bomb from my gran’s stash…”
“Charlie…” Nick stepped purposefully up to him, and enveloped him into his arms. “Shhh…” He nuzzled his nose into Charlie’s hair, and kissed his head.
Bundled up so protectively close, Charlie’s heart threatened to crumble. He buried his face into his shoulder, screwed his eyes shut tight and focused on the constant, comforting beat of Nick’s pulse all around him, rather than the shame inside his own chest.
“Nick, we need to—I need to tell you what happened—”
“I know. I know, but first—cosy. Please?”
They drew apart just enough to meet each other’s eye. Charlie’s throat caught. He swallowed thickly, and let Nick take him by the hand. He let him lead the way up the stairs, into Charlie’s bedroom. He shut the door behind them with a soft snap, then began to potter about the room, gathering Charlie’s pyjamas, and a hoodie of his own he had left on the chair.
Charlie hovered by the window, his heart hammering like he was still running, like he was still in fight or flight mode.
It was safe here. It should be safe here.
Nick tried to bundle the clothes into Charlie’s arms, but he couldn’t bring himself to take them. With a sigh, Nick abandoned the pyjamas, and took Charlie’s hands instead. He peered into his face, imploring him to speak—gently, but also with a certain desperation.
“I did dark magic again.” It was barely more than a whisper.
Despite his best effort, Nick could not keep the fear from his face. “Did you… hurt my mum?”
“No!” Charlie gripped his hands tightly. “No, I… I saw her attack my mum. She ran off, but I followed her. It was like all the anger I had been feeling about the entire situation took over. I… used dark magic to knock her over, and I had her pinned down, I was going to—I was going to hurt her, but I didn’t. I didn’t want to, I promise. I would never do that. I couldn’t control it—it was the dark magic, I swear.”
Nick drew him into another fierce embrace. “I believe you, I believe you.”
“And after all that…” Charlie whispered. “She’s innocent.”
“Hmph. I wouldn’t call choosing to stab a person innocent, but…”
“Nick, I’m so sorry. About all of this.”
And as he looked at him again, the usual warmth in Nick’s eyes had ignited with a searing heat. “To hell with them. My mum and yours. I’m serious. I’m sick and tired of all their problems getting in the way of our lives.”
“What if we can’t get out from under their past?” said Charlie. “What if we’re stuck just repeating their mistakes?”
“I don’t believe that. Our fate is our own, to mess up however we want.”
A tear rolled down Nick’s cheek, then trickled down his throat. It disappeared into his collar.
Charlie’s throat caught. The air between them was charged with a sudden intensity. The house felt utterly silent around them, as if the very walls were holding their breath. Charlie’s entire body felt like an electrical current, humming and vibrating. He reached up and combed a strand of auburn hair out of Nick’s face. “We still need to talk.”
Nick closed his eyes for a moment, then opened them again, his lip between his teeth. “Let’s wait until tomorrow.”
The two of them held very still, and then—Nick smoothed his hands over Charlie’s sides, to his back, and locked his arms around him. He brought him, once again, into a close, tight hug. He dropped his head to press his nose into Charlie’s shoulder. It was such an infinitely tender action it pulled the breath right out of Charlie’s lungs.
Charlie rested his cheek against his chest, and snuggled into his warmth. Twining his arms around him, he took deep breaths of him, and let their heartbeats mingle. Nick’s body was so familiar by now, and it felt so perfect pressed against his own like this.
The fluttering in Charlie’s stomach began to grow calm. The centre of his gravity shifted towards Nick. His racing heartbeat didn’t slow down, but it stopped hammering in his ears.
They stood there, intertwined, just breathing together.
When Charlie opened his eyes, the room was filled with tiny glowing stars. They gazed around at them in abundant awe.
Magic could be kind, could be good—could be love.
With the half-lit glow of the miniature stars, the bedroom took on a much richer feeling, close and intimate. Not only a warm place, not only a safe haven, but a little constellation, a little universe. Just for them.
Charlie cuddled himself back into Nick’s chest. Somehow he was relaxed, but also completely charged up. There was a thread linking their breaths, their energy, their emotions. The same electricity which hummed in Charlie’s veins burned in Nick’s, too.
Some new, unspoken desire lay between them. New, but inevitable.
And now the time had come, Charlie was determined not to overthink it. He needed to stay in the present, wanted to give himself over to the moment. Nick was so beautiful, so precious to him. He wanted to communicate that with every touch. There was no room to worry about anything else for now, so… Charlie let it all go. He dropped all his expectations and nerves, and just breathed Nick into his heart.
He gazed into his eyes as slowly, one by one, Nick undid the buttons of Charlie’s shirt.
Nick’s fingers reached the bottom button. And undid it.
He stopped for a second, then slid his hands onto Charlie’s shoulders, between his shirt and his t-shirt. One quick movement, and Charlie’s shirt slipped down his arms to land softly on the floor.
A ridiculous, heart-throb smile rose on Nick’s face.
Charlie’s heart skipped a beat, then another.
Nick bent towards him, and Charlie met him halfway, winding his arms around his neck. Charlie was burningly aware of Nick’s hands, and how they felt beneath his t-shirt. Of Nick’s tongue stirring his, Nick’s glossy hair between his fingers.
Nick dropped his head, and put his mouth to Charlie’s throat. Charlie clung to him, and over the curve of his shoulder glimpsed their magic-made stars still glimmering softly. Nick’s palm smoothed over the front of Charlie’s jeans, his other hand grasped the back of Charlie’s neck, holding him in place so he could drag his tongue up his throat, then across his jaw. Charlie’s cheeks were on fire—his whole body was on fire, actually—and he stroked his fingers through Nick’s hair, soft sounds already escaping his mouth.
Nick fed on them, his breath picking up against him. Charlie’s breath picked up, too, more and more with every teasing movement of his hand. In a haze of all-encompassing pleasure, Charlie dropped his head onto Nick’s shoulder, and bit it—hard.
With a rushing sound, Nick’s breath came out as a burst of heat against Charlie’s neck. He pulled back and looked at him, his chest rising and falling fast. His eyes were dilated, smouldering. He threaded his fingers through Charlie’s, then cast a meaningful glance at the bed.
Charlie adored him. Nick didn’t treat consent like a permission slip you secured at the start of a relationship. He knew it could be withdrawn or adjusted at any point. Every now and then, he stopped to make sure he still had it. Even though he was looking at Charlie like he could barely control himself, he was still waiting for his answer.
Charlie gave him his answer by pulling him into a long kiss, handfuls of his hoodie balled in his fists. Nick’s breath hitched. His arms closed around him, and lifted Charlie off the ground. He wrapped his legs around him, sucking at his throat, making his slow way up his neck as he carried him to the bed, the stars trailing after them.
Nick tossed him roughly onto the covers. Charlie grabbed his shoulders and pulled him down on top of him. As they kissed, hands travelled everywhere, following the shape and contours of each others’ body. Charlie didn’t even realise he had been working on Nick’s belt buckle until he heard the soft click of it coming undone.
Charlie dragged his hand down the front of Nick’s body—but then Nick’s fingers found Charlie’s chin and curled beneath it. The look in Nick’s eyes stopped Charlie still. A huge, white-hot wave of desire rolled through his body, directly from his heart. It melted down his chest, his arms. It must have shown in his eyes, too, because Nick suddenly looked tantalised beyond what he could bear.
So Charlie didn’t hold back. He was a bundle of sensation. Nick’s fingers in his hair were trembling, burning hot. Charlie’s hands under his t-shirt, his palms running over his skin, then very lightly brushing over the top of his body hair, then sinking deep pressure into the divots of muscle at his hips. Charlie didn’t want this to be over yet, so he didn’t let himself fall into a steady rhythm. He alternated between intense and light pressure, fast and slow movements. First teasing, light and soft, then hard and hot.
He lost all sense of time, his sense of everything except for Nick’s body, and his own reacting to it. All the while Nick was dissolved with pleasure, watching him through half-close lids. His head was tilted back, his lips parted, his chest heaving.
Charlie drew back, and Nick immediately bent over him, to start roughly undoing his belt, the button of his jeans. Charlie’s head tilted to the side, and he caught sight of himself in the mirror. His cheeks were crimson, his lips dark from kissing, his eyes heat-glazed and hungry. He barely recognised this version of himself. He wasn’t sure he’d met him before. But he knew him better than whatever he had been forced to become before.
His attention snapped back to Nick as he yanked Charlie’s t-shirt over his head. One by one, each piece of clothing was stripped away, and then, Nick straightened up to get rid of his own clothes. Charlie sat up on his elbows, watching him with his lip pinned between his teeth. Nick was bathed in the soft golden glow of the miniature stars. Charlie gazed, in awe at the way the light slid over his freckled skin.
In one fluid motion, Nick hooked an arm around Charlie’s back, and moved him further up the bed. He kneed his legs apart, and climbed on top of him once again, auburn hair falling into his eyes. They drew each other up into a heart-stopping kiss, and at the same time, Nick’s bare body pressed Charlie down, flattening him to the bed.
It slipped from his mouth before he could stop it, half a word and half a soft moan. “ Nick .” His heartbeat stumbled.
Nick pulled back just far enough to drag the tip of his nose over Charlie’s, a smile turning his lips. “I am never gonna get tired of hearing you say my name like that. Never.” He drew back a little more, and Charlie traced his fingers along his hairline, staggered by this heightened form of feeling, how powerfully it burned inside him.
“I love you.”
Nick stared down at him for a second, then huffed out a warm, quiet laugh. “I love you, too.” He traced his fingertips along Charlie’s collarbone. “You are so beautiful…”
“Enough talking…”
Nick pinned him to the bed, and Charlie lay back, surrendering to whatever he wanted to do to him. They’d been waiting so long that Charlie thought they might go into it right away, but Nick apparently had other plans. Long, lingering, achingly good plans. It was like he wanted every inch of Charlie’s body vibrantly awake for this. His fingers moved all over him, gliding along his skin, descending, kindling little fires everywhere they went. The drift of his tongue was deliciously warm, but left a cool trail behind.
All Charlie could do was breathe. And feel.
Nick answered every sound Charlie made with his mouth or his fingers, reading even the very slightest tremors of his body. He could tell by Nick’s heightened breath, by his body sliding against him, by the waves of heat he was throwing off, that they were both reaching a breaking point.
Charlie couldn’t take another second of this. He propped himself up, reached with fumbling fingers for his bedside table, and wrenched open the drawer. He couldn’t see into it from his angle, so with an amused huff, Nick grabbed what they needed.
Charlie fell back onto the mattress again, and tried to find his breath. Then he decided he couldn’t let Nick do everything.
He rolled them over, flattened Nick to the bed, and gave him just as thorough treatment as he’d given him. Nick watched him the whole time with dazed eyes, taking fuller and faster breaths until he surged halfway upright. With one hand braced behind him on the bed, Nick dragged Charlie up the full length of his body. Charlie’s knees ended up on either side of him, his breath against his parted lips.
A moment passed in stasis, both of them perfectly still.
There was nothing stopping them, and the air around them hummed with electricity. Charlie could feel it, taste it, breathe it.
He kissed Nick deeply, then slowly sank down onto his lap. Nick adjusted his positioning slightly, and their bodies came together in a way they never had before. A lightning flash of ecstasy tore through Charlie’s veins. A breathless, shuddering sound escaped his mouth, and spilt into Nick’s lips. He let out a low moan, his hand on Charlie’s thigh tightening its grip.
They sat there for a few seconds, shivering.
Nick’s voice came out as a soft groan. “Charlie.”
Nick wanted him to move, and Charlie got that—it was exquisite torture for both of them, holding still like that—but Charlie was still reeling from the shock of such intense pleasure, his cheeks were burning hotter than he knew they could, and all he could manage was a gentle, teasing rocking motion.
Nick let out a whimper, then said again, more desperately—“Charlie.”
Charlie opened his eyes, and looked right into his—and saw the wildfire burning there.
And he began to move.
Nick drew a sharp breath in through his teeth, then wrapped an arm around Charlie’s back. His other hand was still braced behind him, buried in the covers. Nick panted into Charlie’s mouth, his fingertips pressing into the dimples at the base of Charlie’s spine. Their breaths synchronised. Charlie slipped his tongue into his mouth, tasting him over and over again.
With a surge of movement from Nick, Charlie found himself flat on his back. Nick rose over him. His gaze stayed right with Charlie’s as he pushed his legs apart and sank down between them.
And then his mouth was at Charlie’s throat, Charlie’s hands were buried in Nick’s hair, and Charlie’s thighs were wrapped around him. Charlie was in a kind of dream state, discovering that there were heights of pleasure and intimacy he hadn’t known were possible.
Nick.
His person.
His soulmate.
Heat, rhythmic motion, a back and forth, their limbs tangled together. Nick was going slowly, watching Charlie’s face with hazy, adoring eyes. Charlie pushed his hips up off the bed, into his, a movement which tore a noise from both their throats.
Nick began to move a little faster, and Charlie clung to him tighter, their eyes ever locked. Charlie got lost in him, shivering and gasping, his fingernails digging into his shoulders. He drank in the sight of Nick’s body, the way it was dappled with light, the way it looked moving against his.
A wave started to gather within him.
Nick could tell Charlie was already close, and he slowed them down again. He rested a hand over Charlie’s heart like he was reading its beats, like he knew its language.
Charlie didn’t know how many more times this happened, but there came a point where he couldn’t take it anymore. Nick sensed this, and that time, he didn’t slow down.
Charlie sank his fingers into the muscles of Nick’s back, his toes curling. He wasn’t aware of the sounds rising from his mouth until they already rang in the air between them. Nick seemed saturated with them, intoxicated by them, breathing them in like oxygen. His cheeks were redder than Charlie’s, his eyes roaming over him like he wanted to remember every second of this. Their bodies were slippery with sweat, and every sound Charlie made mounted on top of the one which came before.
Charlie took a deep breath.
He balanced on the precipice, and Nick knew it.
With a gasped word in his ear, Nick’s hands on his body, and finally Nick’s mouth on his—he tipped Charlie over the edge, and he fell. Charlie arched up against him, holding him so tightly his fingers made deep indents in his skin.
His name broke in half in Charlie’s mouth. “Ni-ck.”
A tremor moved through Nick’s body. He hissed through his teeth, moving faster, and Charlie cried out against his neck, wracked with earth-shaking pleasure.
Nick let out a deep, rough moan which sounded as if it had come from his very core. “Charlie.”
Charlie swallowed that sound, felt it echo and resonate through his entire body.
Nick fell on top of him, trembling, and Charlie locked his arms around him.
For a long time, they lay like that, just breathing, their bodies entwined, connected, overlapping. Then Nick gently rolled off him to collapse by his side on the bed. His eyes found Charlie’s in the soft golden light, and his hand lifted to trail down the side of Charlie’s face. He was clearly having as much trouble speaking right now as Charlie was.
Charlie kissed the palm of his hand, then gathered his fingers into his. Completely, totally, hopelessly in love with him, body and soul, and nothing dark could ever permeate. Not this.
✨
She had thought she’d been sleeping, too weak to leave the house. It didn’t matter how innocent Lucille was on the surface, she knew deep down her affections had strayed. How could they not? It had been a long time since anyone had touched her, even just a hug or, for fuck’s sake, a smile had her heart soaring and her insides melting nowadays.
Freya was standing in the living room when she returned home. That grumpy air which Lucille had missed so much remained in full force. But now, when Lucille stood before it, the fondness was dulled. Her heart sank and she let out a sigh. “Freya… are you okay?”
“Why did you bring me back?” Freya kept her back to her, her gaze fixed upon the empty fireplace. “If they’re the one you want, why did you even bother?”
“I didn’t plan any of this. Believe me when I tell you—”
Finally, Freya turned to look at her. “You should have just left me there to rot.”
“Don’t say that. Please, don’t say that—”
“We belong together.” Freya’s eyes were so wide and cold as she took a few steps closer. “How could you let anyone come between us?”
“It’s normal to get a crush,” said Lucille, hating how pleading she sounded even to her own ears. “But Darcy and Tara are happily together. I never would have acted on my feelings.”
“I came back from the dead for you. You can’t just dump me for some random teenager.”
“I never planned to…” Lucille cut herself off. The look in Freya’s eye, she didn’t recognise that. But she knew there was little to no getting through to her, not when she’d made her mind up about something. “It’s late. Please, can we talk about this tomorrow?”
When Freya said nothing, Lucille turned to leave.
“I’m not done!”
The door slammed shut in Lucille’s face.
Stunned, she turned back to Freya. She had shrunk in on herself, her thin arms around her thin body, her blonde hair almost colourless in the dim light. She seemed shocked, too, but not quite shocked enough.
“You have magic?” Lucille breathed.
Silent tears slid down Freya’s pale cheeks as she shrugged. “Yeah, it was a fun little surprise for me, too.”
All that magic, all that power, Lucille had thought she’d only ever get just enough to wake her. Never had she expected this. But all that energy, from all those witches—it was magic. Of course. She’d been foolish. So incredibly, blindingly stupid.
“I’m so sorry, Freya. I’ll help you get rid of it. Somehow. We can do it together… Unless you want to keep it? I don’t mind either way, it’s your body—” Lucille’s throat caught. And she realised—she couldn’t move. “Freya? What are you doing? Freya?!”
Her neck was stiff as she looked down at her feet. She couldn’t move them. And then she felt it spread like ice up her legs, into her stomach, into her lungs and her heart. The final breath puffed from Lucille’s lips and she did not move, even as Freya crumpled.
✨
The house was quiet when she finally got home. Only Nellie greeted her at the door, her big brown eyes non-judgmental and adoring. Sarah had snuck past Katie on the till and spent a good hour lying on the old sofa in the back room, daring herself to go home and speak to her children, until finally the cafe closed and she had no excuse other than to face her guilt head-on.
She wasn’t surprised to find, by way of the number of shoes on the rack, that David had sequestered himself in his bedroom as always, and Nick had gone home with Charlie.
Charlie.
Oh god, that sweet boy.
That sweet boy whose mother Sarah had tried to…
No.
The world had felt much safer ever since Jane had left it. And now, to find out she was alive, and had been all this time—Sarah had not felt so unstable, so terrified in sixteen years. Not so much for herself, but for her boys—all three of them. Especially Charlie. As much as she wanted to deny it, he was the most likely to get wrapped up in Jane’s spell. He had been denied a mother his entire life. It was a slippery slope trusting Jane, and Sarah needed to make sure Charlie didn’t get dragged down it.
With Nellie plodding around her, she fixed herself some wine, then sank onto the sofa. She closed her eyes against the migraine forming, but could not shrug off the shame and the guilt.
The way Charlie had looked above her. He had been just like her. He had the darkness she had. But then, the way he’d looked after, when he'd come back to himself, so utterly wrecked—that couldn’t have been further from Jane. Sarah’s heart had shattered for him, and in that moment, she knew she would fight for him. He deserved to know only goodness and light.
The knock on the door made her jump.
“Bork!”
“Stay here, Nell.”
Wrapping her cardigan around herself, Sarah put down her wine and stepped cautiously into the hall. She slid the safety latch into place, then unlocked the door. She peered out into the dark street, and her insides flipped over.
Jane stared back at her from the front step. They stood there, staring each other down for a prolonged moment… until Sarah rolled her eyes, unlatched the door, and let Jane step inside.
They remained silent as they moved into the living room. Nellie let out a low growl as she leapt up onto the sofa, fixing Jane with a distrustful stare.
Sarah did not sit. She merely folded her arms around herself and waited.
“How could you do it, Sarah?” said Jane, adopting that terrifyingly calm coolness she always used to, the one which often sent shivers down Sarah’s spine. “How could you give Carol, the most unhinged witch hunter in the whole Society the power to destroy your very own coven?”
The minimal front Sarah had built up around herself crumpled. She sank onto the sofa. Nellie lay her head on her lap, but she registered her comforting touch. “She was only supposed to stop you.”
“And you trusted her?”
Sarah winced. “I can’t change the past.”
“No,” said Jane, a small smile playing on her lips. “But at least you have the decency to be haunted by it. And I can understand you wanting to kill me, to keep your children from knowing the truth about you.”
“Are you going to tell them it was me?”
The clock on the mantel ticked on through the silence as Sarah’s pulse quickened.
“No,” said Jane finally. “Those boys have been hurt enough by your mistakes. And even though you betrayed us sixteen years ago, I know you’re not working for the Society now. How could you? You have no power to give them, none of our lot do. And Sarah, since I’m keeping your secret, you will not tell anyone, not the elders, not anyone else about Charlie and what you saw him do this afternoon.”
With a sigh, Sarah dared to look up at her again. “I would never do that.”
Now she really looked at her, Jane definitely seemed to be in considerably less pain than she ought to be.
“You’re wondering how I’m so stable right now?”
“Well… yes.”
Jane raised her eyebrows. Then, inconvenienced, she began to undo the buttons of her coat. She pulled up the side of her blouse, revealing a tiny red scar.
“How…?”
“Charlie and Nick. They’re soulmates, aren’t they?”
And apparently, they were way more powerful than Sarah could have imagined. The realisation made her heart soar and hope flicker there. “My son and yours are written in the stars, just like Julio and I were.”
Jane let her blouse fall back over her stomach, her eyes a much darker blue. “Julio never told you, did he?”
“Never told me what?”
“For the Springs and the Nelsons, written in the stars isn’t just a destiny. It’s a curse.”
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Chapter 33: full of hate
Notes:
Chapter 33 Word Count: 9075
Content Warnings: dead birds, magical violence, mention of murder, violence
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Chapter Text
chapter thirty-three: full of hate
In the light of day, the bedroom looked remarkably ordinary. The stars must have flickered and died during the night, leaving the weak February sun alone in its attempt to permeate the curtains. Nick blinked sleepily around Charlie's room. Each corner, each poster and book, each scattered piece of clothing… Normal. Familiar. And yet, also everything.
He didn’t need magical stars to make life special, not when the boy still snoring softly beside him, one hand curled under his cheek, existed. Nick tried to hold as still as possible, not wanting to wake him, and also, wanting a little longer to admire him this way, in the soft light of the morning, his unruly curls, his nose and his lips, his dark eyelashes brushing his cheeks.
Nick’s heart stuttered and caught. And maybe Charlie felt it, too, somehow, because then he opened his eyes to smile up at him.
“Morning,” Nick whispered.
With an adorable, grumpy grimace, Charlie closed his eyes again and nuzzled his face into Nick’s side.
They were still half-entangled. Nick became mildly aware of the fact that neither of them had showered before falling asleep last night. Cleanliness could wait a little longer. Nick was too cosy. He snuggled closer, smoothing a hand down Charlie’s back, making him shiver.
“Were you watching me sleep?” he murmured.
“Mmhm. You looked so peaceful and lovely.”
Charlie lifted his head so that they were nose to nose, his eyes full of so much warm adoration, Nick could hardly believe it. Any of it. The universe wanted them together forever, but at the same time, Nick couldn’t help but remember all the times the universe had tried to take him away from him.
He rested his forehead against his and closed his eyes. The tickle of his breath against his cheek, the familiar scent that always seemed to cling to him. Charlie always raved about Nick and his hoodies and his smell, but Charlie’s smell… Nick wished he could wear Charlie’s clothes the way he did his. The only way he could really replicate the experience was to wrap himself up in his bed when he was gone. Though a t-shirt or two had definitely found themselves into Nick’s bed—for completely normal reasons.
“I wonder if there’s a spell that can stop time,” Charlie whispered.
Nick opened his eyes and hummed in consideration.
“I wish we could stay right here, like this.”
“Hm, well, that is very tempting,” said Nick. “But then we’d be stuck in this bed forever.”
“We’d find something to do.”
Charlie nuzzled his nose into Nick’s throat, and began to trail a hot line of kisses down towards his collarbone, leaving what felt like molten lava in his wake. A not-so-small gasp of pleasure escaped Nick’s lips as he secured his hands at Charlie’s hips, once again finding the smooth dimples at the base of his spine.
Nick wasn’t sure how much time they lost that way, but when Charlie finally detached himself from his throat, Nick felt like he might drift back off to sleep again. On second thoughts, he may not have a choice—he seemed to have melted half into the mattress.
He let out a soft groan as Charlie moved away. He watched him, shamelessly disappointed, as he scooted further up the bed to rest against the headboard, the duvet loose around his hips. Charlie gasped.
“You alright?”
Pink immediately flooded Charlie’s face. “I’m fine.”
With a huff, Nick propped himself onto his elbows. “Char, what?”
Then, a small smile lifted the corners of Charlie’s mouth slowly into a smirk. “Nothing. It’s just… I can still feel… where you were.”
Nick blinked. His eyes widened and he felt heat rise in his cheeks, too. And he supposed he must have looked pretty flustered because then Charlie was laughing.
“You like that fact, don’t you?”
“Charlie!” Nick threw himself around his middle and began to tickle his stomach with kisses.
“Nick, admit it!” he giggled. “You’re so obsessed with me, it’s embarrassing.”
“I’m not embarrassed. I am obsessed with you.”
“And?”
Nick lifted his head to meet Charlie’s eye—his cheeks were deliciously red. “And I really, really like that you can still feel where I was.”
It had been a joke, but it also hadn’t. And for a moment, the seriousness of their mutual love flooded him like a supernova. He could see it light up like fireworks in Charlie’s eyes. It was so so intense, Nick wanted to eat him up, fuse them both together so they really were one soul. And that was a lot to think about, so he flopped his head down to rest on Charlie’s stomach.
Charlie kissed his hair and tightened his arms around him. “I keep thinking about the first time we did magic together in the woods. How it felt when you touched my hand.”
“I remember thinking if that was how it felt to touch your hand then to… to kiss you would be…”
Charlie tilted Nick’s chin with a single finger, and guided him into a kiss, so hard and passionate they felt it right down to their toes. “Transcendent,” Charlie whispered.
A sudden sharp knocking broke through the sparks. They froze, staring at each other, listening hard.
“Who is that?”
“I don’t care,” Charlie groaned. “But they’d better fucking leave.”
But with that one knock at the door, it felt like the outside world had come crashing down around them. Nick rolled off the bed, and scanned the floor for some pants before pulling them on. He smirked at Charlie not-so subtly peeking, then hurried into the hall to look out the window into the front garden.
“It’s your mum!”
Charlie sat bolt upright. “What? What is she doing here? It’s way too early!” He looked at the bedside clock. It was actually almost ten o’clock. With a disgruntled sigh, Charlie flung the covers aside, and quickly located his own underwear. “Ugh! I need to shower…” He plucked Nick’s hoodie from the chair and threw it on.
Hopefully, whatever Jane wanted to say would be quick. Charlie was having rather a lovely time forgetting everything that wasn’t his lovely, hot, adorable boyfriend, thank you very much.
He hurtled barefoot down the stairs. Halfway, he caught sight of Nick standing at the top, still only in his pants. “Put some clothes on!” he hissed. “If that’s my mum, then…”
“Right, sorry.”
Nick sloped back into the bedroom as Charlie opened the front door a crack. The chilly February weather threatened to bite at his toes as he tried to meet his mother’s gaze.
“Hi,” she said. “Um, morning.” Her blue eyes flicked briefly up and down Charlie’s attire, and he cringed at how bedraggled he undoubtedly looked. “Sorry for disturbing you, but, well, I was wondering if you knew about the pigeons?”
Charlie blinked. Had he fallen back asleep? Was this a very strange dream?
“I’m sorry, what?”
“The pigeons.” Jane swept an arm out to indicate the front garden.
Frowning, Charlie opened the door wider and stepped outside.
He stared.
What the fuck?
The sight before him still hadn’t fully computed in his brain when Nick appeared beside him. He had found some joggers and a t-shirt, and was now more dressed than Charlie. “Holy shit.”
There must have been at least twenty of them, scattered across the garden, each of them with their neck snapped.
The happiness Charlie had woken up with began to trickle out of him bit by bit. Dread was rising to replace it, and he was suddenly freezing. “Did… did I do this?”
Jane narrowed her eyes. “Not you. You and Nick.”
“Us?” said Nick. “How could we…?”
She pursed her lips. “I think we’d better go inside.”
As Jane wiped her shoes on the mat, Charlie suddenly felt entirely disgusting. Not to mention awkward. He suspected he didn’t look too much nicer, either. Neither of them had showered since, well… And that pleasant sensation inside him he’d been so giddy about before suddenly felt entirely inappropriate.
Jane let herself into the living room and took a seat without being asked. Nick and Charlie shared a brief look of mortified solidarity, then followed her.
“Would you like a cup of tea?” asked Nick, his polite tone only wavering slightly.
“There’s no time,” said Jane. “This is too important. Sit down, please.”
“O-okay…”
Nick and Charlie backed themselves into the armchair and sat shoulder to shoulder, waiting for Jane to speak. Now she had their full attention, she seemed to be choosing her words carefully.
“H-have we done something wrong?” asked Charlie.
“No,” said Jane. “Well… I’m trying to find how to…” She let out a deep exhale. “There’s a curse. Placed on your families a long time ago. To stop the Spring and Nelson soulmates from ever being together, despite the universe’s plans.”
“What?”
“A curse?”
Jane nodded solemnly. “Yes. Your dad told me about it. The pigeons are a harbinger, a sign that the curse has been… triggered.”
“And you’re saying we’ve triggered it?” Charlie exchanged a baffled look with Nick. “How—?”
That time, Jane really couldn’t look at either of them. “Julio said the curse was meant to prevent the two bloodlines from mixing. I… I didn’t think it would be an issue for you, what with… I mean… you can’t… there’s no…” She waved a hand. “But apparently that doesn’t matter to the curse.”
Charlie tried not to look at Jane or Nick. “Do you mean…?”
Nick sank back into the chair, his face in his hands. “Oh god…”
“But we’ve done it before. That wasn’t the first time, it wasn’t—”
Jane cleared her throat. “It may not have been your first time, but it must have been your first time going all the way, so to speak.”
A sad little squeaky noise escaped between Nick’s hands. Charlie wanted to pat his knee, to drag them both from the room to safety—preferably to his bedroom so they really could stop time, and never, ever return to this moment.
“But what does this mean?” Nick finally dropped his hands from his face, revealing reddened cheeks. “What does it mean that we’ve triggered this curse?”
“I’m unsure of the details exactly,” said Jane. “Julio kept most of them to himself, I think. He knew I always hated being reminded of his supposed soulmate. But there is one other person he would have confided in…”
“Who?”
“Charlie’s grandmother.”
“Oh. Mum, she’s… she’s not in good shape right now. She might not even remember.”
With a shake of her head, Jane got to her feet. “Well, we have to try. As soon as possible, too—before the curse can do any more damage. Get dressed, eat some breakfast, then meet me outside Nellie’s when you’re ready. And for goodness sake, in the meantime, don’t do anything that might make matters worse.”
They were still stunned to show her to the door. Instead, they listened to it snap closed from the armchair.
“I don’t understand!” Nick groaned. “Why does stuff always happen to us?”
“I don’t know.” Charlie picked himself up from the chair, then reached out a hand to help Nick up, too. “I don’t know what any of this means, but… well, maybe a trip to see my gran will help.”
Feeling like a couple of stunned zombies, Nick and Charlie followed Jane’s instructions. They were both too deep in their own swirling thoughts to speak much. They took separate showers, threw the bed covers in the wash, then inhaled a quick breakfast. Charlie picked at his toast before giving up entirely, throwing it away and replacing it reluctantly with an apple per Nick’s insistence.
He had almost forgotten about the poor pigeons until they left the house. A quick spell or two had them cleaned up in no time at all, but… The reminder of their existence made Charlie shudder. “Sorry, pidgies,” he murmured as they shut the gate behind them.
They found Jane waiting for them in her cat outside Nellie’s. Nick glanced anxiously at the cafe window, and Charlie knew he was checking to see if his mum was around. As much as Nick had vowed not to let her issues affect him, deep down, Charlie knew he could never. He cared too much.
But there was no sign of Sarah, and so they climbed into the back of Jane’s car. While she drove in silence, Nick helped Charlie draft a series of messages to the group chat. They had both forgotten they still needed to update the others about yesterday.
“Let’s wait to tell them about the curse,” Nick murmured, once they’d sent the rest. “Maybe we can break it before they ever need to find out.”
Charlie nodded, suddenly exhausted. Of all the ridiculous things that had happened to him since moving to Truham, this might be the most unbelievable. He couldn’t quite wrap his head around the idea enough to accept it as true. But then again, if it was true, then… He let his head fall onto Nick’s shoulder. He didn’t know what anything meant.
“Do you think I should text my mum?” asked Nick when they were ten minutes away. “I should probably talk to her about yesterday. See if she’s okay.”
Charlie opened his eyes. He’d fallen into a doze without realising it. “Do you want to?”
“No. Not really. It’s weird… I’ve never been scared to talk to her before. Not like this.”
Charlie lifted his head from his shoulder to kiss his cheek. “Give yourself some time. You can speak to her when you’re ready. She’s the one in the wrong here.”
With a deep sigh, Nick pocketed his phone. “You’re right. One emotionally taxing issue at a time, yeah?”
“Right.”
For the nearly two months Kathleen had been away, Charlie had tried to visit her at least once a fortnight. In the beginning, it had been weekly, but after a while, the visits turned from pick-me-ups to put-downs. Week after week, Kathleen never looked at him and saw him , only his father. And there was only so many times Charlie could witness her look at Nick and call him Stéphane without getting the ick.
At this point, it had been a while since Charlie had seen his grandmother, and, as they signed in at the front desk, the disapproving stare of the receptionist reaffirmed just how bad of a grandson he was.
He and Nick led the way down the corridor to Kathleen’s room. He knocked softly, then poked his head inside. “Gran? It’s me.”
Kathleen stood by the window, staring out at the garden, apparently deep in thought. Despite everything, Charlie was happy to see her, even if he doubted she would suddenly be lucid enough to remember his name, let alone something Julio told her years ago.
“Gran?” When she didn’t react, Charlie went to her and put a gentle hand on her shoulder. “Hey.”
She turned. Her eyes widened. “Julio?”
“It’s Charlie, remember?”
“Oh… oh, of course.” She reached out and pulled him into a hug. For a moment, he perched his chin on her shoulder and breathed in. “Honestly, Julio, why would you bring her here?”
Charlie drew away, and turned to follow Kathleen’s gaze. Jane stood hovering in the doorway.
“Come on,” he said, taking his grandmother’s arm. “Let’s sit down, shall we?”
Kathleen settled herself in the armchair by the bed, and Charlie sat in the guest chair. Nick stood by his side while Jane kept her distance by the door.
“I… I wanted to ask you something,” Charlie began cautiously. “It’s important. It’s about the Nelson and Spring families. Do you know anything about a curse between them?”
Kathleen shook her head, suddenly appearing very tired. “Why do you keep torturing yourself about this? I wish you would reconsider, and tell Sarah the truth. It’s too dangerous not to.”
Charlie exchanged an alarmed glance with Nick. “It’s just… I don’t remember all the details.”
“A long time ago,” said Kathleen. “A witch cursed the Nelsons and Springs—to stop them from ever fully being able to seal their fate as soulmates. The true motivation has been lost to time, though many witches used to think of soulmates as too powerful, and therefore a threat.”
It was more than Charlie had heard his grandmother say in months. And her plain tone made the seriousness of the situation begin to sink in, much more than Jane’s words had.
“We can only speculate about the curse-maker’s true intent, but that doesn’t matter,” said Kathleen. “The point is, someone full of hate, and probably envy, cursed you.”
Charlie moistened his suddenly dry lips. “And what if a Nelson and a Spring did get together?”
“Please, tell me you and Sarah didn’t—”
“No! God… ugh! But what if we did?”
“Then the curse would be triggered, and someone in your coven would die.”
✨
When she and Darcy woke up that morning, there had still been radio silence from Nick and Charlie. And it continued until almost midday. And even then, all they received in the group chat was a three paragraph info-dump explaining the vessel they had caught Jane looking for, the use for it, their suspicions about Sarah, and how they now knew she was innocent.
Well, except for the fact that she had stabbed Jane during the match.
As Tara and Darcy walked through town towards Costa, it didn’t seem to matter how much Tara tried to make sense of it, she couldn’t. There was no way she could even picture Sarah doing such a thing. Only… it seemed to be true. Nick and Charlie had no reason to lie.
Tara and several of the others had asked after their wellbeing, but as soon as their posts had been sent, they both disappeared offline. That was when the Costa meetup had been organised.
“We were so preoccupied with Lucille and her stupid drama we completely missed the ultimate mother-in-law showdown,” Darcy was saying.
“Don’t… It’s so awful.”
Darcy sighed. “I know. Sorry.”
They rounded the corner and walked straight into someone coming the other way. The person stumbled and almost fell before they steadied themself on Tara’s shoulder.
“Oh,” said Darcy. “It’s you.”
Freya quickly removed her hand. “Um…”
“How’s Lucille?” asked Darcy. “Did you make up yet? I’m sure if you—”
“Lucille has gone away for a bit.”
Now Tara really looked, she noticed Freya looked even paler than she had before, and nervous, jittery.
“She was, um, struggling with her feelings,” Freya spoke very fast, not looking at either of them directly. “And she needed time to think. She just took off. Look, sorry, I need to—bye.” And she hurried away again.
Tara and Darcy watched her go.
“What’s wrong with her?” said Darcy.
“Well,” said Tara, smirking, as they continued onwards. “When you’ve fallen in love with Darcy Olsson, other people don’t seem quite as special. I feel for Freya, I really do…”
“Lucille is not in love with me!” Darcy exclaimed. “I’m telling you, that girl was way more nervous than she should have been. Do you think they had a fight?”
Tara sighed. “Who knows…”
They found Tao, Elle and Isaac already seated in a cosy corner of Costa, teas and coffees in front of them. Tara and Darcy ordered their own, then joined them on the comfy sofas.
It was nice—and very important, Tara often had to remind herself—to keep doing things like this. To keep hanging out as friends, doing ordinary things, and discussing ordinary topics. Things usually started off like that anyway. But eventually conversation would fall into a lull, the mood would shift, and the witchy elephant in the room would raise its head.
The others were as stunned by Nick and Charlie’s news as they were, and none of them had any answers—nor any further communication from the pair—either.
Throughout, Darcy had fallen into a contemplative, much quieter than normal mood, merely sipping their overly sugary frappe, and gazing off into the distance. When Elle asked if they were okay, Tara told the others about their brief run-in with Freya.
“Are you worried about Lucille?” asked Tara.
Darcy shrugged. “She said she left, but I dunno… Freya doesn’t exactly seem stable…”
The others exchanged stunned looks.
“Do you think she’s done something to Lucille?” asked Tao.
“I… I don’t know…” Darcy worried at the sleeves of their hoodie. “Do you think we could go to their house and check if she's okay? If nothing’s happened then it’ll be awkward, but… even though we’ve had our differences, I do care about her.”
“Of course,” said Elle. “I can drive us, if you like.”
“Thanks, Elle.”
A wave of phone notifications swept around the table as all of them received the same group chat message.
“Nick says to get to the cottage as soon as possible,” Tara read. “It’s an emergency.”
With heavy sighs, they all gathered the remains of their drinks, and started to their feet.
“No rest for the wicked witches,” Tao murmured.
“Hey,” said Isaac. “We should bring them some Costas. For a sorry your mothers fought gift.”
✨
Tao slurped the dregs of his iced chai latte. “Who’d you piss off now?”
He was sprawled over the beanbag chair, the rest of the coven scattered around him. Each and every face was turned to Nick and Charlie, who stood before them all, feeling so very, very awkward.
Nick sipped his gifted strawberries and cream frappé, for which he’d been delighted to receive. Charlie didn’t know how he could stomach it right now. He clutched his own cup of tea, using it only to warm his hands—and for something to hold onto.
Their friends continued to watch them expectantly, but it was difficult to know where to start.
Maybe the sugar was helping, because then Nick began slowly. “Okay. So, apparently ages ago a witch put a curse on our families. Mine and Charlie’s.”
A moment of stunned silence.
“A curse?”
Nick nodded. “It was meant to keep the Nelson/Spring soulmates from being together—because people thought they were a threat or something…”
“Do you view us as a threat?” asked Charlie. He was half-joking, but the laughter from the others was a relief.
“No,” said Elle. “A threat of excessive sap, and lovey dovey heart eyes, maybe, but other than that…”
“We love you both,” said Isaac. “You know that.”
Nick and Charlie grinned sheepishly at each other. “Aw…” Charlie took his hand and squeezed it in encouragement to keep going.
“Anyway,” said Nick. “Last night we, um… triggered the curse.”
Nick took another long sip of his frappé. Charlie gripped his hand tighter, and considered drinking some tea, only, at the moment, he didn’t think he could without spilling it down himself.
“How?” asked Tara.
Charlie threw caution to the wind and took a big gulp of tea. It wasn’t that hot anymore, and it went down like, well, lukewarm tea.
“Err…” Nick’s cheeks matched the colour of his drink.
Over his own cup, Charlie watched Tara, Elle and Isaac’s eyes widen.
“What?” said Tao. “I don’t understand.”
Nick's full attention was now on his drink.
Charlie closed his eyes for a moment, took a deep breath, then opened them again. “We had penetrative sex for the first time.”
Tao choked on his latte. Darcy gasped, then gave a little, “Woohoo!”
Elle, Tara and Isaac merely nodded, small, knowing smiles on their faces.
“I did not need to know that!” Tao gasped.
“Sorry,” said Charli, wincing. “We wouldn’t normally… we wouldn’t tell you unless it was relevant, and apparently, it is, so…” He shrugged. “My mum said the curse is meant to stop the bloodlines from mixing, and I suppose it doesn’t care if there’s literally no chance of that anyway.”
“You spoke to your mum about this?!” Darcy cried.
“Well, yeah,” said Charlie. “She was the one who noticed the pigeons.”
It was only from the sea of baffled faces that they realised they’d neglected to explain that part.
Jane had left them as soon as they’d arrived back in Truham. She still had her old stash of witchy books at her AirBnB and so she had promised to scour them for any helpful information, leaving them free to update their coven.
When Nick had finally regained his composure, he and Charlie took it in turns to tell them the rest of their story, about the pigeons and about Jane and Kathleen.
“So,” said Elle when they were finished. “What does that mean for us?”
Charlie took a deep breath. “My gran said that if we don’t break the curse, then one of us will die.”
“Excuse me, what?” Tao sat forward on the beanbag chair. His latte cup fell out of his hand. Luckily it was empty. “What have we got to do with this? We didn’t have sex with you!”
“It affects our coven,” said Nick. “That’s what Kathleen said. It’s all to do with soulmates being a part of a wider coven. We’re really sorry this has happened, but we didn’t know… How could we have known?”
And suddenly, a situation which had seemed embarrassing but vaguely amusing had turned very serious indeed.
“Um, no offence,” said Darcy. “But the last time I saw your gran, she was a little…”
“Darcy!” Charlie shook his head. “She thought she was talking to Julio, as usual, but… I trust her. This is serious.”
“You know what?” said Tao. “I have been feeling kind of tired.”
“I wasn’t feeling that great this morning,” Isaac murmured.
“Nuh-uh!” said Darcy. “No one is dying! It’s just a story your great-great grandparents told their kids so they wouldn’t have sex.”
“The pigeons were dead, Darcy,” said Nick. “This is real!”
“But we’re all fine!”
“For now!”
“Hang on,” said Tara. “What about David?”
Silence descended on them once again as they all looked around in shock. David wasn’t there. He had never replied to the emergency summons, hadn’t even been online, now Charlie really thought about it. How could he not have noticed?
“I’ll call him,” said Nick. He sank onto the sofa and ushered Charlie down beside him. He handed him his frappe while he took out his phone. It took several rings before David picked up.
“What the fuck do you want?” Through the tinny speaker, Charlie could just about make out the grogginess of David’s voice.
“Have you been in bed all day?” asked Nick. “You’ve missed a very important emergency coven meeting.”
David let out a dramatic groan. “I’m coming down with something, and this fever’s giving weird-ass nightmares. I’ve barely slept.”
Nick froze. The others leaned in to hear better.
“What is it?” asked Elle.
“Um,” said Nick. “It’s probably nothing…”
Tara had clearly guessed the truth. “Nick?”
“Can you be at the cottage as soon as possible?” Nick spoke into the phone.
“Do I have to?” David whined.
“Yes. It’s serious, David, please.”
“Fine. But don’t expect me to hurry, unless you want me stinking up the place. I need to shower.”
“Whatever, just get here. I think you might actually be dying.”
✨
It was Saturday. Richard knew both Elle and Tara were out with their coven. Something about grabbing a Costa… It didn’t matter. He had been mulling it over all night, and by morning, he was certain.
Pauline appeared on his doorstep in a surprisingly prompt fashion—he’d thought she was still pissed off with him. But despite their differences, the sight of her in his living room once again was comforting. An ally in his cause, even as tentative as Pauline, was better than being alone.
“This is the first time you’ve invited me over since I saved your life,” she said. “Not even a thank you card.”
“No,” said Richard. “Instead I’ve decided to return the favour and save yours.”
He sat down in his favourite armchair while she remained standing, apparently waiting for him to explain and refusing to ask any of her desperate questions.
“Jane Driscoll is alive and well and strutting around Truham.”
She quirked an eyebrow. “Oh, really?”
“You’re not surprised.”
“I always did have a nagging suspicion that her death was too good to be true.”
“Well, we need to deal with it,” said Richard. “Figure out how to deal with her.”
“Do we? It took you a week to find out. I’ve known since she arrived—I overheard Tara and Darcy talking about it.” Pauline folded her arms. “What’s wrong, Richard? I wouldn’t be standing here unless you needed something. Has this school reunion not gone as well as you’d dreamed?”
Richard rolled his eyes. “I got a call from my source at the hospice. Kathleen had a visitor today—Jane. If Kathleen starts to remember things it won’t take Jane long to connect her and Hassan. Now we’re so close to getting our powers back, but we’re going to need her on our side.”
Pauline let out a scoffing kind of laugh. “I’ll never be on the same side as Jane Driscoll ever again.”
“Let’s not forget,” said Richard. “If Jane figures who really killed Julio, not even your precious little crystal will stop her from destroying you.”
✨
It was midday before David finally arrived. In that time, Tao and Elle had left and returned with Nando’s for everyone, and most of it had been consumed. Charlie had to retreat with Nick into the kitchen-greenhouse to eat his, but he’d been proud of himself for asking for what he needed. Even if the others’ jokes about triggering more sex-based-mystery-death-curses could have gone amiss.
David sloped inside and collapsed into a heap on the sofa. The rest of the coven gathered around him cautiously, as if whatever was ailing him might be contagious. He really didn’t look well, and he was clearly very shivery and feverish. He didn’t even flinch when Isaac draped the rainbow blanket over him, just snuggled beneath it looking sorry for himself. Charlie suddenly felt a bit bad for dragging him all the way out here. He probably should have stayed in bed.
“What is that?” Darcy murmured, gesturing to David’s wrist.
Charlie peered down at the veins there, the dark black they had turned. “No idea.”
“I can hear you whispering…” said David, his eyes closed.
“David,” said Nick, jaw tight. “We need to talk.”
He peeled his eyes open, and stared up at them blearily.
Nick chewed at his lip. Charlie nudged him. He’d told the others. Now it was Nick’s turn.
He groaned and scrubbed a hand across his face. “Look, basically, the Nelson and Spring families are cursed. We had sex and triggered it without realising it. Now you’re probably dying because of it.”
“Wake me up,” David groaned. “This is worse than the other nightmares.”
“Don’t be a dick, it’s true,” said Nick.
Finally, David looked at them directly, his gaze flicking from Nick to Charlie, to the others watching him with entirely serious expressions. “I’m… dying?”
Nick sank onto the sofa and put his head in his hands. “We’re going to fix this, okay? It’s… it’s going to be alright.”
Charlie sat beside him and slid an arm around his waist.
“And we need to find a way to keep it from spreading,” said Tara. “And from getting worse.”
David raised his eyebrows. “Any ideas?”
None of them had any.
“My mum said she’d look through her books,” said Charlie. “I suppose we could look through ours…”
“Ugh!” Darcy groaned. “We’ve done that a thousand times.”
“I’ve found it!” came a voice from the door. They all looked around to find Jane striding inside, an old, yellowing book in her hands. “I knew I had something somewhere.”
Charlie shot to his feet. “What is it?”
“It’s a recipe,” she said, as he went to join her. She showed him the page of tiny scribbled handwriting and the complicated diagrams. “For an elixir. It’s a complicated one with several variants, but this one says it’ll break most complex curses.”
“Whose book is that?” asked Tao.
Jane looked around at them all gathered there, at David lying supine under the blanket. “Mine,” she said. “The Driscoll family’s.”
Nick got to his feet, too. “It doesn’t matter. Let’s just do it.”
“The ingredients are rare,” said Jane, scanning the page. “But there’s a dealer in town—Eric Blackwood—he owns an antiques shop. He’ll have what we need.”
Everyone else got to their feet and gathered there things to follow Jane out of the cottage.
“W-wait!” David heaved himself into a sitting position. “Surely you have everything in the kitchen-greenhouse. There’s no need to—”
Nick whirled around. “David! Shut up and rest, okay? Mr Blackwood is our best option.”
The two brothers glared at each other for a moment, then David summoned a burst of energy from somewhere and stood up, taking the rainbow blanket with him. “I’m coming with you.”
Finding no reason or time to argue, none of them stopped him from following them out into the woods. Once they made it over the style and back into town, they considered how they didn’t all need to visit Blackwood’s shop.
Nick, Charlie and David would go with Jane to get the ingredients, while the others had apparently found yet another reason to visit Lucille. Charlie didn’t quite understand what the big deal with her was. But perhaps he was just jealous he didn’t have the capacity or time to make interesting new friends.
He hadn’t stopped to consider what had become of Mr Blackwood’s shop since that day he’d gone by to ask him about the family tree parchment and found the place abandoned. A light was on inside now, though, and he followed Jane over the threshold, a tiny bell tinkling above them.
He and Nick peered around at the dusty shelves—a mixture of true antiques and quirky but modern objects. The place was quiet and empty of customers as usual, and when they made their way to the front counter, they found that empty too.
Still wrapped in the blanket, David dawdled by the door like a grumpy toddler.
“Hello?” Jane called.
The curtain hiding the back room twitched and a young woman stepped out. “Afternoon. What can I do for you?”
“We were looking for Eric,” said Jane. “Is he here?”
The woman, who looked no more then twenty, narrowed her eyes. “No…”
“Do you know when he’ll be back?”
“My uncle’s been missing for months… and you’re the first to come asking about him.”
Nick and Charlie exchanged worried looks, but Jane ploughed on as if this was of no note. “I’m sorry to hear that,” she said.
The woman drew herself up a little taller and smiled warmly. “I’m sure I can help you in his place. My name is Tessa.”
“Jane,” said Jane. She handed over the list she had scribbled down from her grimoire.
Tessa’s eyes widened behind her glasses as she scanned the paper. When she got to the end, she looked back up at them all assembled there, clearly curious, but knowing she couldn’t risk turning down such good business. “Follow me.”
She grabbed a small wicker basket from a stack, slipped out from behind the counter and began to lead the way to a very back corner of the shop, down a narrow corridor to where a handsome old mahogany cabinet sat against the wall.
“Come on,” Nick hissed to David when he didn’t move. He dragged him along by his wrist until he followed and batted his hand away.
Charlie watched curiously as Tessa took out a key and unlocked the cabinet. It was filled with rows and rows of neat little bottles and jars, each of them labelled by hand. With Jane’s list for reference, Tessa began to load the basket with herbs and powders and plants. Several times she brought things to a measuring scale and took careful time and attention in making sure she wasn’t selling them more than they were paying for. The basket was pretty full by the time she came to the final ingredient on the list. She plucked the glass jar from the cabinet and shook it.
“We have everything but the moonwort. We haven’t had any in for ages. It’s pretty rare, and it’s just me trying to keep this place going now Uncle Eric has…”
“It’s a plant, right?” said Nick. “Does it grow around here?”
“Hmm… It might be in my uncle’s notes,” said Tessa. “Hang on.”
She bustled back down the corridor into the main shop, and around the counter. From beneath the desk she hefted out a massive leather-bound ledger and opened it before them, offering a glimpse at the inventory of the entire shop. Tessa quickly found the apothecary section, then found the entrant for moonwort.
“Here it is.” She followed the handwritten description with her finger. “Source: Ashenbank Wood. Rare.”
“Great,” said Charlie. “We know where that is!”
“Grows inside trees hollowed out by rot or age,” Tessa read aloud.
“But if it’s rare,” said Nick. “And even you and your uncle couldn’t find any then…”
“You might still be able to find some if you go deep enough,” said Jane. “And remember, you always have, you know…” She shot Charlie a look.
He suspected she thought it was encouraging, but the idea made his stomach drop. Dark magic.
“Mum… I’m not using—” He lowered his voice. “I’m not using dark magic to search for some plant. Not unless we get really, really desperate.”
“I’ve told you, Charlie,” said Jane. “You have nothing to be scared of.”
“We won’t get that desperate,” said Nick. “I’ve managed to track you down a few times with just coven magic. Maybe we can do a similar thing with this plant.”
“I’m not sure you’re connected to this plant in the same way you and I are connected, Nick,” Charlie murmured fondly.
Nick shrugged. “What does it look like anyway?”
Tessa blinked out of her wide-eyed fascination, having clearly been eavesdropping. “Oh, um…” She looked down to reference the ledger again. “Rarely more than eight centimetres tall, distinctive half-moon shaped paired leaves, a single spike bearing small bunches of grape-like organs.”
“Okay,” said Nick. “We’ll go.”
Charlie nodded in affirmation.
“Alright,” said Jane. “We’ll just take the rest of this, then.”
Jane paid for the items, they thanked Tessa again, then left her shop with a Bag for Life jangling with witchy ingredients.
“I’ll put the rest of these together and get the elixir ready for when you get back with that moonwort,” said Jane. “Am I alright to use the cottage?”
“Oh, right, of course,” said Charlie. “It belongs to you more than us, anyway.”
Jane blinked in surprise, then a small smile formed on her lips, something like pride glinting in her eyes. “See you later, then. We can do this, Charlie. Don’t worry.”
Charlie tried to return his mother’s smile, but it came out as more of a grimace.
He and Nick watched her walk off down the road, then turned together to head home to pick up Nick’s car. Halfway to the corner, footsteps hurried after them.
“I’ll go with you.” David let out a ragged cough. “I really want to make sure you find this wart stuff.”
“It’s moonwort,” said Nick.
“Are you sure that’s a good idea?” said Charlie.
“If only you’d asked yourself that last night.”
Nick shook his head. “Fucking hell, David…”
But the situation was objectively amusing, even to Charlie, despite the guilt and the fear creeping in.
The three of them continued along the road until it became clear that David was no longer following them. He had been distracted by something. One of the businesses which lined the street. It was just a bank. But David was staring at the window with unbridled terror in his eyes.
He flinched, then whirled around, as if checking there was no one behind him. He looked back at the window. Nothing but his own reflection, and Nick and Charlie, standing confused beside him.
“David? You coming then?”
David nodded distractedly. He glanced down at the darkened veins on his wrist, then shrugged his sleeve to better cover them.
✨
David was dying.
And one of them currently sitting in Elle’s car might be next if they didn’t break the curse.
It didn’t exactly feel like they were doing something useful, driving back to St Mary Hoo, but then again, Tara wanted to be doing something. And other than sitting around the cottage, worrying themselves to death, there wasn’t anything else they could do to help.
It was heartbreaking, on such a deep level, that something so beautiful between two people who loved each other, could lead to something so scary and damaging. Tara wished she could be there for her friends, but realised her place, right now, was to be there for Darcy while they reassured themself against their own guilt.
They pulled up outside Lucille’s house as the sun was halfway set. On the grass verge, the five of them stared up at the dark house for a moment.
“Are you sure Freya’s not home yet?” said Elle.
Darcy’s eyes narrowed, and they shrugged. Then sighed. “Doesn’t seem like anyone’s home.”
“Whose car is that?” said Isaac, pointing to the dusty little Fiat in the drive.
“Must be Lucille’s,” said Tao. “If Freya was dead for a while then she wouldn’t have needed a car. Unless it’s new…”
“Doesn’t look it,” Isaac murmured.
Tara worried at her lip. She could tell an idea was cooking in Darcy’s brain—one full of the best intentions, but renowned for tripping into beautiful chaos.
“We should search the car.”
“What?”
“That’s a terrible idea!”
Darcy yanked the door open.
“No, Darcy—!”
“People hide dead bodies in car boots all the time! Come on!” And they threw themself out of the car, and started towards the Fiat.
Tara caught a hold of their jacket sleeve and stumbled along after them. Elle and Isaac followed swiftly. Tao let out a groan, then sloped after them, reluctant and grumbling all the way up the gravel drive.
Their breath lifted in clouds before them. The house was spooky and hulking before them, its windows dark and brooding. Tara considered what they might do if they really did find a dead body in there…
But then Darcy gestured for them all to hold hands. And resigning themselves to the idea that Darcy was not going to back down without proof, they did as they asked—and unlocked the car boot together.
There was a soft click as it popped open.
Shivering in the cold, Tara tightened her grip on Darcy’s sleeve, heart inexplicably thudding. Darcy reached forward and lifted open the boot.
“Oh.”
Tara peered cautiously over the lip. “See?” she said with a sigh. “Just a bunch of voodoo stuff.”
Inside was a bundle of various sized tree branches, some of them entwined with string, others loose; a large jar of what looked like eyes from some sort of creature—perhaps a bird—and candles, a whole shit tonne of candles.
“Look at this,” said Elle. She reached into the boot and lifted out a bone.
“I don’t think that’s Lucille,” said Isaac dryly. “It looks like an animal’s of some kind. Maybe a deer.”
Hands deep in his pockets, Tao whined, “Can we go now?”
“We need to check inside,” Darcy insisted. “For clues. Cars are usually filled with clues.”
None of them could think of anything to say or do which would convince Darcy otherwise. They merely stood by as they rounded the side of the car, opened the driver’s side door and climbed inside. They stuck their head back out. “Help me?”
Isaac was the only one who sighed and climbed into the passenger seat, to help in the search—though Tara was sure he was only humouring them. She was grateful he had done it instead of her. She was quite happy to be the one to hold her phone torch aloft so they could see better.
“Darcy, come on,” said Elle. “This is ridiculous.”
“We’re going to get caught,” said Tao.
“Only if you don’t keep your voices down,” they hissed.
“If there are any clues then you’re probably messing them up by getting in there,” said Tara. “Now your DNA will be all over the crime scene, too!”
“Maybe you should listen to your girlfriend.”
Darcy jumped so hard they smacked their head on the roof of the car.
The others whirled around. Tao threw his hands up in surrender. But it was only Freya. The front door of the house stood open behind her, and she stood there, arms folded, half amused at the sight of them. Elle shot Tao an affectionate glare and he hastily put his arms down.
“Do you mind getting out of my car?” She raised her eyebrows until Isaac and Darcy hobbled out to stand beside the others. “Explain.”
The others were still struck into silence, so Tara stepped forwards and tried to take a gentle lead. “We were worried. About Lucille. We thought…”
“I told you she left town.”
Darcy pushed themself between Tara and Freya. “But she wouldn’t just leave her car here.”
“She took her motorbike.”
Darcy blinked.
Tara’s forehead fell into her hand. “Darcy!”
“Sorry. I forgot about that…”
Tara slid an arm around their waist and began to chivvy them away. “We’re sorry for bothering you, Freya. We’ll leave you alone now. I’m so sorry…”
She didn’t let go of Darcy until they were seated once again in the back of Elle’s car. “And to think,” she said. “Nick and Charlie are on an actual, serious, life or death mission right now.”
✨
“I don’t regret it,” Charlie whispered.
It felt appropriate to keep his voice low on their journey through the darkening trees. But for once, he was entering Ashenbank Woods with the comforting heat source that was Nick Nelson, and for that Charlie was grateful. They were huddled close together, their breath fogging before them. The sky was clear and littered with stars.
“Me neither,” Nick whispered back.
“I had a nice time.”
“Me too.”
They looked at each other, then, and knew what the other was thinking. That it was sad that this was what had become of that.
Through the woods they walked, David lagging behind, still wrapped in his blanket. Nick carried the backpack of supplies he’d grabbed before heading out in the car, while Charlie held out his phone torch to light the way.
“Are you two as cold as I am?” David whined half an hour later.
“Yes,” Nick and Charlie said at the same time.
“Maybe we’re all dying.”
“You know,” said Nick sharply. “You could still go back and wait in the car if you’d prefer. We wouldn’t mind at all.”
“And miss out on this amazing bonding opportunity?” David sighed. “Nah. You two are too nice to make me go all the way back. I could die out here, all alone, and then you’d never be able to look at each other without remembering how you murdered me with your… activities.”
“Please, shut up.”
Whenever David opened his mouth, Nick usually bristled and tensed, but now, Charlie could tell this whole thing had shaken him considerably. He was scared—to lose his brother, and be partly responsible for his death. It didn’t matter what differences lay between them, at the end of the day, they were still brothers.
A burst of determination flooded him, and Charlie slipped out from under Nick’s arm to lead the search. He couldn’t be responsible for David’s death, either.
“Right.” He lifted his phone higher. “No more than eight centimetres, half-moon shaped leaves, a spike with grape-shaped nobbles. Like warts, I suppose, hence the name. And look out for hollowed out trees.”
The determination lasted a good hour.
By the second hour, the chill had crept in so close Charlie hadn’t realised quite how frozen his feet were until Nick grabbed his hand again, and felt out with his magic. Together, they thawed their frozen limbs. It was like sinking into a hot bath.
“Hang on!” David yelled twenty more minutes later. “Can we stop? I need some water.”
Nick and Charlie had gone back to walking hand in hand.
“We need to keep going if we don’t want to still be searching this time tomorrow,” said Charlie.
“Maybe he’s right,” said Nick. “We should drink some water too, and I brought snacks.”
Nick dropped his backpack from his shoulders and took out a couple of bottles of water and some breakfast bars. He handed one of each to Charlie, then offered a second bottle to David.
“What the fuck?” David exclaimed, staring at the bottle.
“What’s wrong?” said Nick, sipping his own water. “Is it not the right colour?”
It was just an ordinary blue one from B&M. David was holding it like it was a bomb that might go off at any second.
“This—it’s a witch cruet,” he gasped. “Who put this in the bag?!”
Nick and Charlie stared at him.
“What are you talking about?” said Charlie, handing Nick his remaining half of the breakfast bar.
But David wasn’t paying either of them much attention. “Did you get this from Blackwood’s? Is this some kind of sick joke?! I’m not even a witch hunter anymore!”
He threw the bottle to the ground. It rolled to a stop at Nick’s feet.
“David…” Nick bent to pick it up. “This is not a cruet. It’s just a water bottle.”
Charlie gripped Nick’s elbow. “I think he’s hallucinating.”
And suddenly, David’s knees gave out and he sank against a tree trunk, shivering violently. Charlie shoved his own water bottle into Nick’s hands, and strode to David’s side. He felt his forehead. The veins at his throat were as dark as the ones on his wrists. “He’s burning up.”
“We need to hurry.” Nick repacked the bag as quickly as he could, shrugged it back on, then took David’s other arm. Together, they steadied David onto his feet and walked along, supporting him on either side in case he toppled over again.
They really needed to be going faster not slower. Maybe they really should have left him in the car. Should have left them in his bed. He needed to conserve energy.
Tomorrow came, sluggishly but taunting them with its promise. Each tree they passed looked identical in the dark. They’d left any semblance of a path a long time ago. If this plant was rare, it was unlikely to be somewhere easily accessible.
They stopped briefly to feed David a snack, then some more water, and gradually, he became a little steadier on his feet. It was a relief when he managed to walk on his own. By that point, Nick and Charlie were flagging a little themselves, but they took it in turns to encourage the other to keep going.
When the phone torches became too weak, Nick took out the large torch from his bag of tricks. Charlie loved how practical his boyfriend was in times like this. He was the only one of them to think to bring food and water. He probably had spare batteries and everything.
“When that girl said this plant was rare, I didn’t think—”
David stumbled into Charlie from behind and almost knocked him over. Nick seized his arm, and Charlie hung onto his coat sleeve to steady himself.
“You okay, David?” he asked.
“F-fine. J-just fine…” David’s words trembled and slurred, until… “Shut up!” he cried. “Shut up !”
He staggered around, wincing as he threw his hands up over his ears. Sweat dripped down his face, the front of his hair damp with it.
“David?” Nick shone the torch at his brother.
David squinted back, as if only just aware of Nick’s presence for the first time in hours. Charlie watched his eyes change, first in recognition, but then they darkened—with fear.
“Y-you! Stay away from me, Eric!”
Charlie’s heart dropped.
“What?” Nick gasped. “It’s me. It’s Nick.”
David gave a great sniffle, his voice wobbling. “I was just doing what the hunters t-told me t-to do…” He began to shake his head very fast, whimpering. “I didn’t. I’m not.”
“Is this another hallu—?”
David surged forward, grabbed Nick by the front of his coat and shook him hard. “I had no choice!”
“Stop it!” Charlie cried.
All Nick could do was stand there, stunned.
“I had no choice!” David yelled again.
“Okay,” said Nick, forcing his voice to remain calm while his eyes told a different truth. “I understand—you had no choice. We need to hurry before this gets worse, okay? If we just—”
Nick tried to twist free from his brother’s grip. David’s fist drew back, and he punched him. The shock and the momentum knocked Nick backwards onto the earthen ground. David leapt on top of him, and pinned him with his knees.
“No! David! Stop!”
David’s hands shook as they closed around Nick’s throat.
“STOP!”
There was fear, there was silence, and then there was power. For a second, maybe two, those three things were all Charlie knew. A rushing wave of white noise flooded his ears, his fear surged up and out at David—and it flung him aside.
David rolled over and over before coming to a stop against the trunk of a tree. Charlie came back to himself as Nick sat up, a hand rubbing absently at his throat.
Charlie sank to his knees with a small sob. “Are you okay?”
“F-fine…” Nick reached out a hand, and they helped each other to their feet. “You stopped him. Thank you.”
Nick’s eyes glinted in the moonlight, so dark they appeared almost black. Charlie reached up to touch his cheek. He kissed it softly and hoped it wouldn’t bruise too badly.
“Was that… dark magic?” Nick whispered.
With a grimace, Charlie nodded.
Nick stepped closer, took Charlie’s face in his hands and kissed his forehead. “Hey. I love you.”
Charlie squeezed his eyes closed for a moment. “I love you.”
They wrapped an arm around each other, needing the extra security as they went to David’s side. Together, they knelt down, and Nick checked his pulse. “He’s just unconscious. He… he thought I was Eric Blackwood.”
“I know,” said Charlie.
“I think,” said Nick. “I think David killed him.”
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Chapter 34: just be with him
Notes:
Chapter 34 Word Count: 8412
Content Warnings: mention of murder, injury, magical violence, dead body, loss of autonomy
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Chapter Text
chapter thirty-four: just be with him
Nick’s pale face flickered in the moonlight.
Charlie plucked the torch from where it had fallen, and fixed its yellow-orange light upon David slumped against the tree. “He killed Millie, too. I saw him do it.”
“But that was self-defence, wasn’t it?” said Nick. “That’s what you said.”
“Yeah, it was. But Mr Blackwood…”
Eric had been a defenseless, elderly man who had been trying to help them, and who had been missing. Now he was dead. Murdered—per the Society’s orders.
“It must have happened a while ago,” said Charlie. “David’s not working with them anymore.”
Nick crouched at his brother’s side and pressed his fingers to his throat. “He’s just unconscious, but he’s still feverish.” Nick peered around at the darkened woods. It was so quiet this deep in the forest, they couldn’t even hear the road. “Where the hell is this plant? What if we can’t find it? Char… I can’t… I can’t lose him.”
“I know.” Charlie swept the torch around, squinting between the towering silhouettes of the trees. He was so tired, and his hands were frozen, but he stood his ground, took a breath, and closed his eyes.
He reached for his own regular coven magic, and felt it swoop up to meet Nick’s so close and familiar. Dead leaves fluttered across the earthen floor, across their shoes. Nick stood up from David’s side to join Charlie. He took his hand, and together they reached out in all directions, searching for the plant which fit Tessa’s description.
“There’s some nearby!” Charlie gasped. “I can feel it.”
But then it slipped away as quickly as the feeling had come.
“Where’d it go?” said Nick.
Charlie rubbed a hand over his eyes. “I can’t focus…”
“Me neither.”
Nick’s voice was so small and scared, it made Charlie’s heart squeeze painfully. He turned to face him, then dropped his hand.
This only seemed to make Nick panic more. “What are you doing?”
“I know what to do. I just need you to stay here. No, Nick, stay with David. Can you keep our magic tethered? That’s all you need to do.”
Shining eyes wide, Nick nodded bravely.
Charlie felt it happen, felt Nick’s magic latch onto his, like a gentle tug inside his gut. He drew him closer, kissed him firmly, then turned away and sprinted away through the trees.
Their connection sustained him, like a hand holding his, like a palm cupping his cheek. Leaves fluttered around his feet, like they were running alongside him, guiding his way. He still couldn’t feel the plant, but he knew what would give him the power to find what they needed.
Holding onto the warmth of Nick’s magic like an anchor, Charlie cast aside—and he didn’t need to go very far—and found his fear. It was abundant and clear, both his own and Nick’s. He let it flood along the tether and into the darkness lying in wait inside him.
And suddenly, Charlie knew exactly which trees to dart between, through which undergrowth, over which fallen tree trunks. It was like the moonwort was calling out and only he could hear it.
He hadn’t been aware of how fast he’d been running until he burst out into a small clearing and stumbled to a stop beside a large, hollowed-out tree. His breath came out in ragged bursts of mist as he almost collapsed to his knees before the trunk. But there was no time to catch his breath.
About seven centimetres in length, with half-moon-shaped leaves and a spike with grape-shaped nobbles. Charlie forced his hands to remain steady as he reached into the hollow and carefully plucked each little shoot of moonwort he could find. There were only four in total.
I’ve got it.
Come back to me now, then. Can you still feel me?
I feel you. Charlie held the plants as delicately as he could and began the journey back through the woods. I’m coming back.
The return was easier. It was like the tether was guiding him to Nick, like it wanted nothing more than for them to be reunited. There was no need to use his own magic, Charlie only let it sit, nestled in Nick’s, and let it carry him home.
In what felt like no time at all, Charlie stepped through the trees to where Nick was seated on the forest floor beside David’s unconscious form.
“Char!” He shot to his feet and grabbed at Charlie’s shoulders. “Well done, oh my god, well done!”
Nick picked up his backpack from where he’d dumped it beside David, and took out a plastic tub. Charlie placed the four plants inside.
“Right,” said Nick, closing the lid securely. “Now we’ve just got to get this one back to the car.”
“I’m not sure how much more magic I can do,” said Charlie, still catching his breath.
“Are you okay?”
“I’m just really tired.” He tried to shake some of the fog from his brain. “I’ll be fine.” He held out a hand for Nick to take. “We can float him. Come on, I’ll be okay.”
He could tell Nick wasn’t happy with this idea, but there was no other solution. He took Charlie’s hand and together, they lifted David as gently as they could so that he floated no more than a metre off the ground. Nick shouldered his backpack, and they set off back through the woods towards the car, David bobbing along in their wake like a very strangely-shaped balloon.
✨
She was only trusting him temporarily. Out of necessity.
When they had plotted to alter Kathleen’s memory, they had only one outcome in mind. She had only stopped to think about the resulting consequences for maybe a minute or two—before shoving it down and remembering the greater good.
Now, however, Pauline had to admit, she’d been foolishly optimistic about her own magical ability. It had been a long time, after all.
With the help of Richard’s source from the memory clinic, he was able to secure them a late-night visit to one Kathleen Spring. The place was much nicer than she’d expected, cosy even, and the staff member on night duty greeted them kindly despite the late hour.
They were led down a short hallway to a door labelled with a number and a clipboard stating the patient’s name. The nurse left them alone to enter, and upon doing so, they found Kathleen sitting up in bed, pyjamas on, shuffling a pack of playing cards as old as the black and white film playing on the tiny television in the corner.
“Hello, Kathleen,” said Richard.
The older woman looked up, as if she hadn’t realised she had visitors until she’d heard his voice. Her brow furrowed as Pauline shut the door behind them.
“It’s Richard and Pauline,” he said. “Do you remember us?”
“You’re… Julio’s friends.”
“Yes, that’s right,” said Richard. “Julio’s not here, but he’ll be back soon, I expect.”
Pauline slipped her hand into her pocket and took out the crystal. She leaned closer and passed it over Kathleen’s face, focusing hard on the energy thrumming through her. “That should do it.”
Richard eyed her warily and perched himself on the chair beside the bed. “Kathleen, you had a visitor today. Jane Driscoll.
“Yes,” Kathleen murmured.
“What did you and Jane talk about?”
Pauline rested a hand on the back of Richard’s chair, gripping tighter as they listened to Kathleen’s forced explanation. When she was done, Pauline felt a bit sick. A tension had appeared in Richard’s shoulders beneath his tweed jacket. And Pauline knew, for once, that the two of them were of one mind about how cruel magic and its users could be.
She remained buried in the unpleasant, sticky thoughts as they left the room behind and started back down the hallway. In the foyer, Pauline stopped. Changed her mind.
“I think I left something behind by mistake. Hang on a moment.”
Just as distracted, Richard nodded. “I’ll wait in the car.”
Before she could overthink it, Pauline slipped back into Kathleen’s room. The lights had been turned out, and the older woman was apparently ready to go to sleep, tucked up under the covers.
How could she be? Pauline knew she’d have some difficulty sleeping herself tonight.
“Who are you?” Kathleen gasped, her eyes wide in the gloom.
“It’s me, Pauline. Sorry to disturb you again.”
“You scared me. It’s bedtime. What are you doing here?”
“I came back,” Pauline sank quietly into the chair, “because I want to make you better. I’m here to help you so you can help me destroy Jane Driscoll.”
She lifted the crystal once again, and began to undo the memory spell.
✨
“Oh my god!” Elle exclaimed the moment Nick and Charlie stepped into the cottage with David still floating unconscious behind them. “Is he…?”
“Not yet,” said Charlie. “But we need to be quick.”
Jane appeared from the kitchen-greenhouse with Isaac in tow. “Did you find it?”
“Yes. Here it is.” Nick dropped his bag beside the sofa and fished out the tub. He handed it over.
“Well done,” said Jane, genuinely impressed. “I still can’t guarantee this is going to work, but…”
“But it’s the only hope we have,” said Nick. “Thank you for the guidance and… everything.”
Jane gave him a curt nod, before disappearing back into the kitchen-greenhouse.
“Here, let us take him now,” said Elle. “You two look dead on your feet.”
Nick didn’t really want to let his brother go, but he couldn’t deny Elle was right. He and Charlie let Tao and Elle take David and settle him onto a sofa. Isaac grabbed another blanket to replace the rainbow one which was now littered with soil, and tucked it under his chin.
Charlie collapsed onto the sofa opposite, and seemingly had no control over his eyes falling closed.
Nick wanted to do the same, but he had to stay by his brother. He accepted the cloth Tao handed him, and dipped it in the bowl of warm water Elle had prepared. He settled himself on the floor beside David and began to mop his brow, hoping to soothe if not break the fever.
“You’re not feverish, too, are you, Charlie?” asked Tao.
Nick whirled around, terrified he had missed something. Charlie had let his head fall sideways onto the arm of the sofa, his eyes closed, already half-slipped into sleep.
Tao touched the back of his hand to Charlie’s forehead—and Charlie jerked awake to swat at him. “Leave me alone. We’ve been walking through the woods all night, I’m exhausted.”
“Tao,” Nick chided.
With a roll of his eyes, Tao moved away.
Charlie re-settled himself against the arm of the sofa, but this time, he didn’t close his eyes. His gaze seemed to catch upon David’s still form, then rested on Nick instead. Understanding passed unspoken between them. They both wanted to sleep, preferably wrapped up together, but David needed them.
As he continued to rinse the cloth and change the water, Nick was thankful for Charlie’s comforting presence, as he always was, but especially now. “Where are Tara and Darcy?” he asked.
“They went home about an hour ago,” said Elle. “They wanted to wait for you, but they were tired, too.”
Nick nodded. “There’s no use all of us losing out on sleep. You should go home, too.”
“Are you sure?” said Isaac. “We can stay and help. We want to.”
“We’ll be fine. There’s not a lot we can even do, not until the elixir is done. Could you drop Charlie off on the way?”
Reaching for her bag, Elle stopped and sighed, shaking her head in exasperation.
“Nick,” Charlie murmured. “I’m staying right here. This is my fault, too…” His eyes had fallen shut without permission again, and he sounded once again a second from sleep.
Elle smiled knowingly at the pair of them. “Message us if you need anything—and let us know when the elixir works.”
She and Isaac pulled Nick into a hug, Tao patted Charlie’s shoulder, then the three of them left the cottage quietly, into the night, to the safety and warmth of their beds.
Nick watched them go, then turned back to his cloth and his bowl. He wrung out the cloth and replaced the water for the tenth time, then sat back down beside David and considered how pointless the attempt at lowering his fever had been.
David was sick. Not from the regular, common flu. David was dying. From a curse.
Nick carefully removed David’s jacket, then tucked another blanket over him. What else could he do? What could any of them do other than wait for Jane? And if the elixir didn’t work, then…
The cool touch of a gentle hand found Nick’s, and he turned to find Charlie peering at him from the sofa with tired eyes. He tugged his hand, and Nick almost subconsciously got up from the floor to sit beside him.
Charlie abandoned the armrest to lean instead against Nick’s shoulder. Something about the small, soft action made tears well in Nick’s eyes. In the quiet darkness of the cottage, Nick let them trickle down his cheeks, took some deep, steadying breaths and tried to focus on Charlie’s warmth beside him, so good and dependable and strong.
Nick was only half awake when he heard someone else enter the room, felt Charlie shift slightly, heard Jane’s whispered words, “Could you come and help me for a moment? There’s something you need to know…”
It was a testament to how exhausted he was that even as Charlie got up and went with his mother, Nick fell the rest of the way into sleep.
But the dark, dark woods he had fallen back into were dense and unyielding. They wouldn’t have let him go so easily. The dark woods where Charlie was shouting out in horror at David’s face, twisted in terror and anger as he looked at Nick, unlike he’d never done before. The sting at his cheek after David had hit him was nothing compared to the realisation that David was not in his right mind at all. That he had not been seeing Nick at all, not seeing Charlie, only someone who instilled in him some immense guilt.
Eric Blackwood.
His brother had killed two people. Eric, who had a niece who missed him. Millie, who had been no older than twenty.
David’s twisted face blurred into Charlie’s, and Nick’s heart broke in an entirely different way. He saw again, Charlie’s shame and devastation threaten to break him when he accidentally used dark magic. To throw David off of Nick. To help. For good.
Every time it happened, Nick felt the thrill of it, the excitement and, of course, the heat. He was so utterly in awe of him every single time. But then, each time, with the dawning realisation of what had happened, along with Charlie’s shame, came the dread and the anger—that something so dark could take hold of someone so light and use him.
Nick stumbled back a step, his heart clenching paintfully. And then he was falling… down, down, down… He tried to cry out, tried to grapple for purchase, to slow his descent but then it suddenly stopped.
He landed on the hard ground. A phantom spike of pain shot through his right arm.
He opened his eyes. And blinked in the brightness of the afternoon. Between brightly coloured bars, David’s thirteen-year-old face grinned impishly down at him. The humiliation stung much more than his broken arm, as did the tears which tumbled down his nine-year-old face.
Nick remembered that day irritatingly often. He had been psyching himself up to finally, finally cross the monkey bars, when David had pushed him. He remembered less often what had come shortly after—Sarah hurrying over with the speed only a mother could possess. Sarah shouting herself hoarse at David, who had been old enough to know better. How Sarah had picked Nick up and let him cry and bought him an ice cream on the way to the hospital and didn’t even complain when he was too miserable to eat it.
This time, however, Sarah did not come. And all Nick could do was lie there on the tarmac, helpless against the pain and the tears, watching his brother laugh from above like some devilish angel.
Nick? Are you alright?
The voice was smaller than he was used to but he knew it… somehow…
“It—it hurts… It really hurts.” He heard the pathetic whimper in his own little voice and felt his cheeks grow hot.
It’s okay, Nick, it’s not real, hey, it’s okay…
Was it another child? At the park? He didn’t remember making any friends that day. But then, a head of fluffy dark curls ducked into view, blocking out David’s stupid face, almost blocking out the sun. The boy was almost eight, too small for his yellow striped t-shirt and frowning at him with wide blue eyes.
“Charlie?”
Nick blinked.
He was still sitting on the sofa in the cottage. It was still dark and quiet in the room. And David was no longer laughing. He still lay unconscious on the other sofa, bundled under his blankets, moisture at his brow, his cheeks devoid of colour.
Charlie was no longer seven years old, but he was still peering down at him, worry in his blue eyes. “Nick?”
Finally, Nick’s vision cleared completely. He sat bolt upright, alarm coursing through him. The look on Charlie’s face—it was beyond worried. It was devastated. Utterly devastated.
“Char? What’s happened?”
Like all his strings had been cut, Charlie sank beside him on the sofa. He was holding something in his hands—a small glass vial.
“Is that it?” said Nick. “The elixir?”
Charlie nodded, his eyes glassy.
“What are we waiting for? Let’s give it to him, let’s—”
But Charlie was shaking his head. He couldn’t seem to look directly at him.
“Charlie, please, tell me what’s going on. You’re scaring me.”
“It isn’t for David.” His voice shook. “It’s for us. We’re the catalyst of the curse, we have to drink it.”
A cold dread seeped into Nick’s stomach. “What?”
Charlie stared at the vial in his hands. In the dim light his skin looked as pale as David’s. “That moonwort plant… when we drink this… we’ll forget. We’ll forget each other.” He lifted his head to look at him, and there were tears in his eyes. “We’ll forget everything, we’ll forget we love each other.”
He let Nick take the vial from him, watched him turn it over in his hands. It could have been water for all Nick could tell. “There must be another way.”
“There isn’t. Look at him. He’s dying.”
Nick didn’t need to look at his brother again. Instead, he closed his eyes and exhaled. “Charlie… I can’t let him die. I can’t.” The vial grew warm inside Nick’s clenched fist.
“I know,” Charlie whispered. “I know…”
His voice broke, and Nick’s heart shattered along with it. At the same time, any semblance of false acceptance left them both. Nick fell into his arms and he fell into his, the pair of them all but collapsed in the enormity of what they knew had to be done. Nick couldn’t think, could barely breathe. He could feel Charlie’s heartbeat in sync with his own—in panic and fear. Broken stars.
They drew apart and leaned their foreheads together, tears tumbling down their cheeks.
“Nick,” Charlie gasped. “Being with you is more important to me than anything. You’re my world.”
“Look at me, Charlie, look at me—there is no elixir that could ever, ever let me forget how much I love you. Not for long. I swear it.”
“On the stars?”
“On the stars, on the universe. On us.”
A sob escaped Charlie’s lips, and for a moment longer—just one—they clung to each other like a two-star constellation. Nick kissed him feverishly, letting his magic feed his soul as it always did. As it would perhaps never again.
“I love you.”
“I love you.”
Charlie pressed a kiss to Nick’s forehead, to his hair, to his cheek, until a sense of quiet stillness fell between them. Nick could hear nothing, feel nothing but the pounding in his heart as violent as the sea crashing against the rocks.
He lifted the vial.
Was his vision blurring or were his hands shaking?
Charlie’s cool fingers wrapped around his, helping to steady him enough to lift the vial to his lips, enough for him to drink half of the clear liquid. It was barely more than a swallow, but it made him shudder.
Charlie downed the rest, and shivered too. He leaned back against the sofa cushions beside Nick and stared down at the now-empty vial. “I don’t… feel any different.”
Nick looked at him. And he looked right back. “Me neither.”
“The elixir will need some time to take effect.”
Jane had appeared from the kitchen-greenhouse. They had forgotten she was still inside the cottage. Had forgotten everything, it seemed, besides each other.
“You should go home and sleep. I’ll keep an eye on David.”
✨
Jane watched them go, far too exhausted to resist. Their hands, so constantly entwined, found each other again as they walked from the cottage, the weight of the world on their young shoulders.
Slowly and calmly, Jane gathered the small mess she had created on the counter of the kitchen-greenhouse and put everything back where she’d found it. She stashed the extra moonwort in its Tupperware in her bag and put the kettle on. It shouldn’t be long now, she considered.
She brought the cup of tea over to David just in time for him to open his eyes.
He sat up, frowning at the bundle of blankets covering him, at the abandoned cloth and bowl of water. “You saved my life.” He accepted the tea gratefully. Already, some of the colour had returned to his cheeks.
“I helped,” said Jane, lips pursed.
“Was I hallucinating, or did Nick and Charlie just destroy their relationship for me?”
“You don’t think you’re worth the sacrifice?”
“I know I’m not.”
“You are one of eight,” said Jane. “You matter.”
“They don’t know me,” said David, shaking his head. “I killed Eric Blackwood.”
“Well, that’s in the past.”
“I wish it was… the look on their faces when they found out… I’m surprised they didn’t just let me die.”
Jane shouldered her bag and buttoned her coat. “I understand,” she said. “More than you know, but a person can change.”
“You really believe that?”
“I do,” said Jane. “I really do.”
✨
Darcy couldn’t sleep. Between Nick and Charlie, David, and Freya, their worries were spread entirely too far and wide.
They had been exhausted when they’d left the cottage in the early hours of the morning, but now here they were, wrapped up in bed, Tara fast asleep beside them, hopeless to follow her.
By the time the sun rose fully, Darcy had a new plan formed in their mind.
With no update in the group chat to speak of—not that they expected one so early in the morning after a night like that—Darcy checked the bus timetable and woke Tara with a cup of tea and a kiss.
Groggily, she agreed to accompany Darcy on the grounds that she wanted to be doing something, even if it was getting up and ready to catch the first bus to St Mary Hoo.
Of all their worries, Freya was the one they might be able to do something about. If, when they arrived, Lucille had returned, they could ask her the truth. And if she hadn’t, then perhaps they could do some further snooping under the guise of friendship.
Tara and Darcy stepped off the bus and walked together past the sunrise over the surrounding fields. Lucille’s house was dark as they approached, the curtains still drawn.
Darcy eyed the garage door. “Do you think…?”
Tara shrugged. “It’s so quiet. I don’t suppose anyone will hear.”
They approached the garage as quietly as they could, gripping each other’s hand. With a quick spell, the door clicked unlocked and slid slowly up. Another spell, and the lights flickered on.
Inside sat a hulking shape, covered with a thick, green cloth. They exchanged a cautious glance, then Darcy pulled it aside.
“I knew it!” they gasped.
“Oh no,” said Tara, her voice small as she took in the shiny side of the motorbike. “Do you really think Freya’s done something to her?”
“Yes! And this is proof!”
“Get away from that.”
Darcy jumped and let the cloth fall back over the bike. They spun around to find Freya standing there, glaring at them from the driveway, pyjama-clad under her dressing gown.
“Nice motorbike,” said Darcy, feigning some confidence. “Is this the one Lucille rode out of town on?”
Freya merely glared.
“Fine,” said Darcy, stepping back outside. “You don’t want to talk to us. Let’s call the police, shall we?”
“No!”
There was a tremendous clatter from above. Darcy shot out a hand, and dragged Tara safely out of the garage just in time for the door to come shuddering down behind her.
“Jesus, fuck!” Darcy cried. “Careful!”
But Tara was staring right back at Freya. “You have magic? Are you a witch?”
Freya looked down at her own hands, eyes wide and cheeks pale. “No…” She glanced back up at them, her lip between her teeth. And Darcy suddenly recognised that expression, that demeanour—it was the one Charlie wore whenever he accidentally did dark magic beyond his control.
“What did Lucille do to you?”
“She brought me back from the brink of death,” Freya snapped. “What don’t you get about that? What’s wrong with you?”
Tara’s eyes widened. “She gave you Darcy’s power…”
Freya shoved her hands inside her pockets and rolled her eyes. “Not everything’s about you.”
“This is, I swear,” said Tara, looking between Darcy and Freya, fascinated. “Lucille used two voodoo charms—one to take your power, Darcy, and one to save Freya—but then one got broken and messed everything up.”
“So it was your power?” Freya gasped. “I knew she must have got it from somewhere but I never…”
“Yes, and you’re not supposed to have it,” said Tara. “This is Lucille’s fault—this was a terrible idea. No wonder she ran when the consequences caught up to her…”
“Wait a second,” said Freya. “You’re witches—maybe you can help me make things right.”
Tara and Darcy exchanged a look. They shrugged. “We can try.”
“I… well… I may have accidentally done something with… with your magic.”
The gravel driveway crunched beneath their feet as they followed Freya to the front door. Inside the house, no lights were on and when Freya shut the door behind them, the hallway felt dark and oppressive. Darcy swallowed their sudden spike of fear, tried for a reassuring glance at Tara, then made sure to keep a firm grip of her hand as Freya led the way up the stairs.
Up and up they climbed until they reached the very highest bedroom. They must have been in the attic, Darcy considered, the stairwell had become so narrow.
Freya turned the old brass doorknob and pushed the door open. “If I used your power to do it, then surely you can help me bring her back.”
She switched on the light, illuminating the attic bedroom. The space was not large, but pleasant enough. At least, it might have been, if it weren’t for the corpse on the bed.
Lucille was dead, that much was clear. All the colour had drained from her skin, leaving behind only grey limbs, lying stiff and motionless on top of the floral-patterned covers. She was wearing the same outfit she had worn to the rugby match two days ago.
“Y-you killed her?” Tara gasped.
“With your magic!” Freya cried. “So—fix her.”
“We… we can’t,” said Darcy.
“Why not?!”
“She’s dead!”
“But you’re witches. Do a spell. Bring her back!”
“We’re not gods, Freya,” said Darcy. “We can’t just bring people back from the dead.”
“You’re lying.”
“We’re not,” said Tara, desperately. “What you’re asking is impossible.”
Small, ragged breaths began to cause Freya to shudder. “I didn’t ask for any of this. I don’t want your magic, or any magic at all! I just want Lucille back.”
“I’m sorry,” said Tara. She glanced at what was once Lucille on the bed, tears in her eyes. “But she’s gone.”
As they stood there in their shock, Freya became quite still. The trembling breaths she had been sustaining vanished.
Darcy’s hand twitched slightly where it hung limp at their side. They gasped at the sensation. And then it happened again and they cried out. With a hiss, they lifted their hand to their face, in time to watch their fingers jerk and bend painfully backwards. “Ow! Fuck!”
“What are you doing?!” Tara cried. “Stop it!”
Freya’s green eyes were full of unshed tears as Darcy’s fingers continued to move violently of their own accord. Tara threw herself at Freya, clutched her by her shoulders. “Stop, Freya! Stop it right now!”
“Then help me bring back Lucille.”
“Okay!” Tears spilt down Tara’s cheeks. “Okay. We’ll help, I promise, just stop that—!”
All at once, the pain stopped. Darcy’s hand fell still. They wiggled their fingers. They seemed unharmed. They looked up at Freya and scooped Tara under their arm as she retreated back to their side.
“Good.” Freya smiled as if nothing out of the ordinary had happened at all.
Tara and Darcy hung onto each other for a moment, then each took a deep, steadying breath. Together, they edged further into the bedroom, towards the bed where Lucille lay.
“Okay,” said Tara. “We need to, um, kneel around her. On each side.”
“Are you sure this is going to work?” Freya demanded. “You said it was impossible.”
“Th-that was just our lack of self-confidence talking,” Darcy invented through gritted teeth. “But we gave ourselves a brief pep talk, and we’re feeling much better now, so… let’s raise the dead.”
The three of them moved so that Freya knelt on one side of Lucille, Tara on the other, Darcy by her feet.
“Are you messing with me?” Freya murmured.
“Freya,” Darcy snapped. “We are very, very powerful witches. You should know that better than anyone. You’ve got my power coursing through you.”
“Ready?” said Tara. “Place your hands on the bed, and concentrate.”
Darcy tried to catch her eye, to offer some reassurance again, but she wouldn’t look their way. She was making this up as she went along, Darcy knew, and perhaps she thought she would give the game away if she dared make eye contact with anyone.
“Close your eyes,” she instructed.
When Freya remained sceptical, Darcy nudged her elbow and she finally did as she was told. Darcy closed their own eyes, though only for a few seconds. They peeled them open slowly, just to make sure Lucille was still following instructions and wouldn’t catch them peeking.
Tara looked around the room, teeth worrying at her lip. Something under the mattress caught her eye and Darcy looked, too. It was a charm. Much like the one Lucille had gifted to Darcy all those weeks ago.
“I—I need you to chant with me,” said Tara quickly, regaining her composure. “Mortuos revocet.”
Darcy joined in, impressed by the invented nonsense Latin. “Mortueos revocet.”
On the second repetition, Freya joined in the chant, too. Over and over, they repeated the words, ready to close their eyes at the first sign of movement from Freya.
But then Tara stopped chanting, and so Darcy stopped too. Now, for the first time, she looked genuinely worried.
“Wait,” said Darcy quickly. “Don’t we need candles?”
Tara’s eyes widened. “Yes! I can’t believe we forgot those. Do you have any?”
Freya had opened her eyes—to glare afresh at the pair of them.
“Honestly,” Darcy scoffed. “Do you want to save Lucille or not?”
Slowly, Freya got up from the floor and began to pace towards the door. Her hand reached for the doorknob, but then she turned and went instead to a drawer.
While her back was turned, Tara reached under the mattress. Her hand closed around the charm, and she pulled it out—just as Freya abandoned the dresser, spun back around and snatched it clean from Tara’s hand.
“You lying bitch,” Freya spat. “There is no spell, is there? All you wanted was this!”
Darcy leapt to their feet, grabbed Tara’s hand and directed their combined magic—smooth like a song—at Freya. It caught her square in the chest and she stumbled into the corner of the room. Together, Tara and Darcy leapt over her and threw open the door. Down the stairs, they hurtled, hand in hand.
“Holy shit!” Darcy cried as they heard Freya thunder along close behind them.
As they rounded the corner of the stairs onto the first floor, a vase struck the wall opposite them and shattered. Dodging broken shards of pottery, they leapt down several steps at once and landed in the hallway. The second projectile Freya magically threw at them looked to have been a ceramic bunny rabbit before it met the same fate as the vase—in a mess on the rainbow-shaped mat before the front door.
An ear crumbled further under Darcy’s shoe as they slammed into the front door. Tara jiggled the handle—and it flew open with tremendous force. The blast knocked them both through it, and off their feet.
They landed, painfully sprawled on the gravel driveway outside. Freya crunched towards them, her thin, pale hair a wispy cloud around her head.
“This is all your fault,” she hissed. “Lucille would still be alive if she had never met you.”
Darcy felt across the ground to Tara’s hand—a shower of gravel shot up and into Freya’s face, making her cough and shield her face with her hands. In doing so, she dropped the charm to the ground. Darcy snatched it up, took it in two hands, and snapped it.
Tara and Darcy stared up at Freya as she blinked. Something had changed. Between one blink and the next, her demeanour had shifted. Like she had woken up. As if up until now she’d been sleepwalking—or else being controlled by something—something like magic that wasn’t her own.
“What am I doing?” she whispered.
Tara got unsteadily to her feet, then held out a hand to help Darcy after her. “What do you think you’re doing?”
“I… I don’t know. I can’t feel… I think the power has gone.”
“That’s probably a good thing,” said Darcy. “Trust us.”
“I—I didn’t mean to do it!” Freya suddenly cried. “I loved her… so much… I’m sorry.” And she turned, her floral dressing gown slipping off her shoulders, and disappeared into the house.
The door shut with a snap, the doorknocker bounced once, and the fine morning air of the tiny village around them returned.
Tara wiped a sleeve over her cheek, then took Darcy’s hand. “Come on,” she said. “It’s over now. We’ve done everything we can. Let’s go home.”
✨
He was swimming deeply in a dream, and also slowly waking up.
He thought he was waking up, anyway.
At the very least, he was strangely aware that the dream was nothing like his normal dreams. There were no people, no voices. Nothing much of anything. It was completely still, quiet and dark, as if he were suspended underwater.
Now he really thought about it, it didn’t feel like a dream at all, actually. It didn’t even feel like sleep. It felt like—something else. He was awake, but not awake. Asleep, but not asleep. Some hazy darkness lay heavy over his mind like a thick fog, obscuring everything.
With a great force of effort, he tried to move, but he didn’t seem to be in control of himself.
He couldn’t move. No matter what he did.
The realisation sent a cold stab of fear through him. The fog slowed his thoughts down to a useless crawl, but a word sprang into his head, unbidden. Trapped. Followed immediately by— alone.
He was just starting to panic when something reached him, through the empty darkness. A faint, distant voice descended to meet his ears, feverishly hushed.
Okay.
So at least he wasn’t alone.
The smothering panic which had been coming for him slowed its approach. He tried to listen to the words being spoken, but it was a struggle to pull together a coherent thought enough to understand their meaning.
“—don’t understand.” The person’s breaths sounded shallow, their voice strained and brittle, close to breaking. “I don’t fucking understand.”
There was a sharp, distant rapping noise, and the person fell silent. He heard footsteps, a faint slam, then a long moment of silence stretched on and on until the footsteps returned. And they had doubled.
“I don’t know what to do, he won’t wake up. You never said anything about the side effects, you just said we would forget—” The stammering voice trailed off with a breathless, agonised shudder. “ Why won’t he wake up ?” The question came out choked and trembling.
“He’s been like this since you woke up?” the second person spoke—a woman. “And how long has that been?”
“An hour or two—I don’t know for certain…”
“Hmm… he’ll just be tired. Such an elixir is definitely inclined to take its toll.”
A trembling inhale of breath. “But why am I not like that, too?”
“Your dark magic must be too strong. It protected you.”
“But Nick doesn’t have dark magic.”
“No, he doesn’t.”
“And David’s okay? He’s better?”
A brief silence. “He’s feeling much better. I sent him home to rest not long after you left this morning.”
“So it must have worked. And yet, I still remember everything. I still love him, but he might not… he might not love me, when he wakes…” The first voice crumbled and finally, broke.
“Charlie,” the woman’s voice muffled the boy’s cries. “I’m sorry, I’m so so sorry. I had no idea…”
He was trying to listen, he really was—but he couldn’t understand a word. His heart hammered desperately, and he fought hard, struggled with all his might to move.
The more he struggled, the closer he felt to the surface of the obscure, empty ocean of darkness he was stranded in.
He became dimly, vaguely aware of his body. He was lying on his back, on something soft, he thought. He was so far away from his physical self that it was hard to tell.
When the voices returned, the second had been replaced with a third—this one sounded male, too, tense, but trying not to let it show in his voice. “Then you’re going to fucking fix him. You’re going to use your special dark horny magic and you’re going to fix him.”
“I don’t know how!”
“Then you’ll figure it out. I know you, and I know him. You’ll fix him. What did your mum say?”
“Almost nothing. I—” the first voice broke. “I know this was what had to be done, but she doesn’t seem to care that Nick…”
“Where are the others?”
“Sleeping, I suppose. You’re the only one who answered…”
The new voice took a deep breath. “Look, right now we need to forget everything—everyone—else. You need to focus on calming down enough to fix whatever’s wrong with him. It has to be you. You’re the most powerful. But you need to calm down, for Nick’s sake…” A beat of silence, then… “D-did you want a hug? Because it might help?”
“No.”
“Okay… then what would calm you down?”
“Nick. Nick calms me down.”
There was another beat of silence, then a sniffle, and then he felt a distant sensation like someone was gently stroking his cheek.
“Okay,” the first voice stammered. “Okay, okay, okay…”
“If he calms you down, then just be with him. You’re what calms him down, too, probably, so maybe he’ll feel you and wake up. Can’t do anything until he does, anyway, right? But first thing’s first, you need to eat something.”
“I’m not hungry.”
“Charlie, it’ll take five minutes. I’ll keep an eye on him.”
All the while, he had been struggling, understanding nothing, sinking all of his effort into pushing to the top of the haze trying to drag him back down. He couldn’t hear either of the voices anymore, and icy fear sent his heartbeat racing. It stopped just short of full-tilt panic as he became aware of some soft pressure on his upper arms.
“Sorry about this, Nelson,” murmured the new voice. “But you won’t wake up, and Charlie can’t do anything but be gentle with you, so I’ve got to be the one who tries this. Believe me, I don’t want to.”
Vaguely, he felt someone take him by the shoulders and give him a hard, rough shake. His limp body gave no reaction at all.
“Come on,” came the voice, as if from very far off, somewhere high above his head.
The shaking stopped, and then there was a sharp, fiery little sting of pain on his cheek, there and gone in a second. It felt so far away from him. Too far to actually reach him, only an echo of sensation. He heard a low, shaky exhale. Someone’s hand closed around his wrist, and held on very tightly.
“Jesus christ, please wake up, Nick. You’re scaring the hell out of all of us.” For a moment, the person sounded like they were going to cry, but they pulled it back together in an instant. “What—? You’re back already? No way. You didn’t just go and eat something, that was way too fast.”
“Would you be able to eat something if it was Elle lying there like that? I had some coffee. I don’t want anything else. You were right, I—I need to be with him.”
“Do you want me to leave you two alone?”
“For now… I’ll text you if anything changes. Look, I’m sorry I yelled at you, and I disturbed you so early—”
“Forget it, it doesn’t matter.”
“I know, but… thank you for coming, and… and helping me stop and think. I haven’t been able to since I woke up and… remembered him. He was so sure nothing could ever make him forget he loved me, and I believed him.”
“You’ll fix this, Charlie. Even if he doesn’t remember how to speak or walk or talk. You’ll get him back to normal. I know you will.”
✨
Knowing where to find her, Richard settled on the corner of Britannia Road and watched her enter Kathleen Spring’s house. He watched her leave, not fifteen minutes later, and then sit, silent in her car for much longer.
He watched Tao Xu hurry up the steps, watched him disappear inside, watched him emerge a time later, his features pale and shocked, confirming Richard’s fears to be true.
He waited for Tao to disappear down the road, then strode casually up to Jane’s car. He rapped on the window. With a sigh, she rolled the window down.
“I saw Kathleen Spring last night,” said Richard.
Not even a flicker of her true emotion showed on her pinched face. “How nice for her.”
“There’s no such thing as a Nelson-Spring curse. Julio would have told me. But you still got Kathleen to say there was. To lie. You manipulated her with magic, didn’t you?”
“I told you I don’t have—”
“Jane, I know you still have power, just like I knew you weren’t dead.”
She shook her head, and reached to start the engine.
“You scheming bitch,” Richard snapped. “You’re driving Nick and Charlie apart because you’re afraid of their destiny!”
Jane let go of her keys and turned to look at him directly. “Yes,” she said. “And did you know that bullshit was the reason Sarah felt she had to get rid of me? No matter the cost to the rest of our coven? That massacre, Mariam’s death, none of it would have happened if it wasn’t for Sarah and her blind belief in the Nelson-Spring soulmate destiny.”
Richard scrubbed a hand over the back of his hair. “So you do have magic.”
“Not enough to protect Charlie if his coven is destroyed, but my magic can fake a curse well enough, yes. It can kill birds, convince Kathleen, put David through agony, but it can’t stop the entire Hopkins Society.”
“The Society are back?”
“And they’re using magic, which means one of us is working for them.”
“I had no idea…”
“Don’t question me again, Richard,” said Jane. “You know you don’t want me as your enemy.”
✨
Silence fell once more. Or maybe he’d run out of energy to direct towards listening.
Every single ounce of his effort was engaged in a full-force battle against the hazy darkness that kept trying to wrap around him, to sink him again. But the quiet was terrifying, so empty.
Did the people who were with him leave him?
As if in answer, two strong, gentle arms wrapped around his distant body. He sensed that he was being moved, turned over. He no longer rested on a perfectly soft surface, but on something firm and warm.
He had been silently panicking, reaching for anything tangible to seize hold of, any way to help pull himself out of—wherever he was. He’d found nothing, and he didn’t know where he could turn to, but once his body settled into this new position… He finally found something.
The thump, thump, thump of someone’s heartbeat right against his own.
He must have his chest pressed to somebody else’s chest. His awareness only spread out more from there, until he could feel that there were warm fingers grasping him by the back of his neck, half-buried in his hair. Another arm locked around his waist, holding him. Clinging tightly to him.
He sank all of his focus into the sensation of those fingertips, into the rhythmic heartbeat of whoever he was lying heart-to-heart with.
Was someone pressing little kisses onto his forehead? His face?
The panic eased up, just enough for the very first voice to break through again. “I’m right here,” it whispered, shaky and fragile. “I’m right here with you, and I’m not going anywhere. Take all the time you need, but… please, please come back to me. Please just wake up, Nick…”
He didn’t know why, but this sent a powerful rush crashing through him, some renewed wave of force and energy and determination. He seized onto the voice like a ladder, and started to pull himself up, clinging desperately to every rung, every word.
Painstakingly, he crawled his way to that soft, inexplicably familiar voice. If he could move or open his mouth, he’d be screaming from the effort it was taking, but from his newfound awareness of his body, he knew that he hadn’t moved or made a sound.
“Come on, Nick…” The voice grew tearful as trembling fingers stroked through his hair. “I’m trying to be patient, but it’s killing me, seeing you like this. The—the house is too quiet… and I—I m-miss you already…”
The words didn’t mean anything that he could understand, but the way the voice was unravelling at the seams set off an instinctive reaction inside him, a wild desperation to reach him. He used it to kick and drag and claw himself towards the voice, until suddenly the darkness evaporated all at once.
He was slammed back into himself, as if he’d dropped from the sky. His body gave a jolt so hard it knocked the wind from him. He dragged in a huge, heaving, shuddering breath, gasping for air as his eyes flew open.
Everything hit him at once. The ache of his weary body, the stinging sensation in his cheek, the rush of sound in his ears. Followed in a near-instant by the overwhelming tidal wave of information which came at him in the second he opened his eyes.
It was all too much. He choked and wheezed on every inhale, fighting to catch a breath, the room swirled around him like blurry carnival lights. Strong, gentle hands hastily took hold of him and sat him up, and he suddenly remembered how to breathe. His lungs flooded with air, and the relief spilt through him, soothing his frantic, fluttering heartbeat.
He opened his eyes again, and this time the room swam into real focus. He looked around wildly, still panting a little. His eyes instantly caught on his own reflection, gazing back at him in the mirror across the room. His hair was standing up at wild angles. He was wearing jeans, and a pale green hoodie, spattered with dried earth.
He only had about two seconds to absorb this before someone took his hands in theirs. He turned his head, and found himself gazing into a pair of breathtaking blue eyes. So blue. So very beautiful that he stared into them in motionless, awestruck silence for a few seconds before he noticed all the rest of him.
“Hi.” The boy laughed shakily—then wrenched him into a crushingly tight hug. Then pushed back so he could look at him, his gorgeous blue eyes searching his. “Shit, oh my god, thank fuck, Nick, you scared the hell out of me. Are—are you okay?”
The boy’s clothes were dusty with earth, too, and crumpled slightly, as if he’d fallen asleep and slept all night in them.
“Do you… remember everything?” said the boy. “It’s okay if you don’t. I can explain anything you may have… forgotten. My mum said we’d both forget everything, but I don’t think I’ve forgotten anything—not that I’d remember if I had…” The boy gave a sharp, mirthless laugh, then stopped to peer right into his eyes again.
He stared right back at him, transfixed. His heart skipped and staggered over itself more and more the longer his gaze lingered upon him. He didn’t know if it was because of that unbearably handsome face, those beautiful blue eyes, that incredible soft voice, or all of the above—but despite the situation, his breath was stolen away. He couldn’t help it. He blushed hard, drawing his shoulders in. He couldn’t keep the spellbound shyness from his voice as he finally managed to open his mouth and ask, “Who are you?”
Notes:
😬😬 uh oh 😬😬
Chapter 35: 35. as soon as i saw you
Notes:
Chapter 35 Word Count: 8169
Content Warnings: mention of injury, mention of drugs, mention of violence
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chapter thirty-five: as soon as i saw you
For a long, long moment, only silence followed the question.
On his knees in front of the bed, the beautiful, curly-haired boy froze, staring up at him, still holding his hands. His fingers tightened their grasp, like he had given him an electric shock. The boy dragged in two fast, shallow breaths through his nose. “What?” His voice came out so breathless and broken up that it was barely more than a whisper. “What did you say?”
He stared back at the boy in rapt, wide-eyed fascination. “Who are you?”
With obvious difficulty, the boy drew in another shaky breath. “You—you don’t know who I…?” He stared at him with enormous eyes. “Nick… what’s the last thing you remember?”
He lowered his gaze to his own hands, trying to think, reaching for the answer. The last thing he could remember. But there was nothing. Just nothing. He gave his head a bewildered shake. “I don’t remember anything.”
The boy just sat there, motionless.
He dragged his gaze away from the boy to look around at the bedroom. “What happened to me? Where am I? What am I doing here?”
The boy’s eyes widened as huge and round as they could go. His dark brows slowly drew up and together. He closed his eyes and turned his face away, suddenly deathly pale—then he stopped. He gave himself a hard shake, then dragged the back of his hand over his eyes.
“No. No no no—you know what? You just need a little time. Yeah, that’s—that’s all this is…” He dropped his hands and got swiftly to his feet. “Everything is fine. You just—you’re all muddled. You just need a few minutes for your head to clear, and then you’ll remember, and then everything will be okay.”
The boy stopped and swallowed. He pushed a hand through his hair. It was rich and dark. Glossy and soft-looking, despite the messy state it was in.
“You just need a minute to remember,” he insisted again, anxiously twisting his fingers together. “No worries, I can wait. You’re probably dying for a hot shower anyway, right? Or I could run you that bath. You never did get one after your match…”
He didn’t know what the boy was talking about, but a hot shower did sound extremely tempting. He felt like he’d been going non-stop for at least a day, and he was kind of cold.
Even without words, the boy seemed to know he had accepted the offer because he turned away to pull some clothes out of the wardrobe. As he stood up from the bed, the boy pressed them into his hands. Only then did the boy seem to realise that he didn’t know where to go.
“Right, yeah, okay. I’ll show you where it is.”
The boy led him down a hallway to a bathroom, then started to follow him inside—until he turned around in surprise. The boy checked himself on the threshold, then took a hasty step back. “Right,” he said, very quietly. “I’ll—I’ll be right back where we were when you’re done, okay? Take your time. Try to remember, if you can.”
He gave a slow nod, and the boy left, closing the door softly after himself.
By the door, he looked around the bathroom. Nothing struck him as out of the ordinary. But nothing struck him as familiar, either. His gaze landed on his own face in the mirror over the sink. He stepped closer, and took a long look at himself, trying to make sense of what he saw. The wild state of his hair, the grime clinging to his cheeks. All in all, he seemed physically unhurt. Just sore and achy, and at a complete loss as to why.
He set the clean clothes aside and peered out the window. He looked down onto the gentle sprawl of the garden. Beyond that, a mossy brick wall, and beyond that the tops of some trees. The sun was already high in the sky, and on its way back down behind the clouds which sent the outside world into a grey drizzle.
Things seemed ordinary. But then why did they fill him with such dread?
Perhaps because you should know exactly where you are.
He locked the door and pulled off his clothes. He searched the pockets, looking for any kind of clue about who he was or what was going on. There was nothing. He dropped them into the laundry basket and stepped into the shower.
The rush of steaming hot water hit him like a beautiful gift. Instantly, he felt ten times more awake, the last traces of sleepy befuddlement clearing from his mind. The soreness in his muscles slowly began to ease up. He let out a sigh of relief, slicked his hair back from his eyes and took a deep breath. He let his thoughts turn inward, tried to reach for his memories, for what had happened to lead him here…
What happened? Who are you? Who is he? You must know him. There’s no way you don’t. Think, come on, think…
But as soon as he tried to remember, he hit some kind of barrier in his mind. It was like trying to think his way through a brick wall. He just couldn’t.
His heart sank. It wasn’t going to work. No matter how hard he tried.
He emerged from his thoughts to discover that he’d washed his hair and used some body wash. He had taken down each bottle on complete autopilot, but it looked like he’d used everything the right way.
A minute or so later, he stepped out of the shower and mechanically took down the towel from the left hook, then used it—before he realised what he’d done. He hadn’t had to look for the laundry basket, either, now he thought of it. He just knew where it was.
He stopped to look around at the bathroom again, baffled.
Had he been here before?
Maybe the boy who had woken him could tell him.
He wandered out into the hallway half-dressed, wearing only the boxers and joggers he’d been given, preoccupied with turning the clean t-shirt the right way out. He’d thought the boy would be waiting in the bedroom, but he was standing almost right outside the bathroom door, nervously nibbling on his thumbnail. The boy spun around with wide, hopeful eyes.
He pulled the t-shirt on, and pushed his damp hair out of his eyes.
The boy peered searchingly into them, but didn’t seem to find whatever he was looking for. A crestfallen expression dawned over his face, and he quickly lowered his gaze to the floor.
For some reason, this boy made him unbearably shy. He didn’t know what to say, but he felt like he should say something. “Did you want to shower, too?” he asked. “I’m sure you’re dying to, just like I was.”
The boy considered this, then lifted his eyes to look at him again, some hope appearing back in them. “Yeah, maybe you just need some more time, right? It’s only been a few minutes… But you won’t go anywhere while I’m in the shower, will you? I know you have no reason to trust me, I know you must be all muddled up and—and freaking out, but you’re not in any danger here. I’ll try to explain everything when I’m done, if you still don’t remember by then. Just please, promise me you won’t leave the house while I’m in there.”
He thought about this for a second, then nodded in agreement. The boy let out a breath of relief, started to reach a hand towards him—then dropped it.
He stared into the boy’s eyes, breathtaken again by the powerful, fiery rush of feeling which leapt up into his heart just at the sight of him.
What is this? What is it about you?
The boy stood there flexing and unflexing his fingers, then suddenly, he put his head down and swept past him into the bathroom. A second later, the rush of the shower met his ears.
He stood there, hugging himself, gazing around the hall, then wandered over to the stairs at the end. They led him down into a wide hallway, past the front door and into a cosy living room. Even in the dreary light, the space was bright and lovely, with a deep, soft-looking rug, cushy armchairs and sofas, several plants, lamps and throw-cushions.
He spotted a blue-and-yellow patterned cardigan tossed over the back of the sofa. Absently, he picked it up and held it between his hands, ran his fingertips over the soft fabric, taking deep breaths. He tried his hardest to think, to pull himself together, to remember.
Lost in his thoughts, he didn’t hear the rushed footsteps on the stairs until the boy was halfway down them. He stepped back out into the hall as the boy stopped at the bottom of the stairs. His blue eyes flitted from the cardigan in his hands to his face.
He let his own eyes wander over him, now the boy had showered and changed his clothes. He was beautiful all over. Adorably, overwhelmingly beautiful. So much so that it was almost hard to look at him directly. As if his face wasn’t enough, he was exceptionally graceful, and well-proportioned, his warm blue eyes infinitely sweet and sensitive. His lightly tanned skin glowed softly with the lingering heat of the shower. His hair was slowly springing back into curls.
There was a determinedly calm expression on the boy’s face, but something told him he was working very hard to keep it that way. His body was drawn tense, his breathing strange.
He had failed to remember anything, but he did feel a little calmer. At least he felt he was standing on solid ground now. He took a deep breath, then fixed the boy with a tentative, friendly smile, nervously folding his arms over his chest. “Hi.”
“Hi.” It looked like the boy was holding his breath. “How are you feeling now?”
“I’m…” He shrugged helplessly, and pushed a strand of hair out of his face. “All muddled up, just like you said.”
“Okay.” The boy urgently searched his eyes in the same way he’d done upstairs. “Okay, that’s okay. That’s completely understandable…”
“Also, I’m sorry, but I don’t think I caught your name.”
The boy blinked. And swayed slightly on his feet. “It’s—it’s Charlie,” he stammered, so hoarsely he could barely hear him.
Charlie.
The boy—Charlie—slowly moved closer before stopping right in front of him. He gazed up into his eyes, drawing another blush to his cheeks. He smelt so nice, like lavender and honey.
“S-so you—you really don’t remember anything?” he gasped. “Nothing, you don’t…? You don’t remember me, Nick?”
Charlie must have seen the answer in his eyes, because he didn’t have to say anything.
Silence fell. Charlie stood there frozen, just looking at him, as if it had suddenly become impossible for him to speak or move. It felt like a whole minute passed that way before Charlie moved away into the living room. He sank down onto the sofa, put his elbows on his knees and stared straight ahead, his expression completely blank.
Without warning, big tears slowly welled up in his blue eyes, then began to slide down his cheeks. He didn’t sob or sniffle or make a single sound. He didn’t move at all, aside from a slight tremble of his lips. He just sat there silently, motionlessly, and let the tears spill from his shell-shocked eyes.
He pressed his fingers over his mouth, thunderstruck. He didn’t know why, but seeing him like this hurt him—unspeakably, unendurably, right in his soul. Charlie looked so unbelievably crushed, devastated, so shattered with dismay that it bit right through his heart. Before he could do anything to stop it, his own eyes blurred with tears.
“Oh no, Charlie…” He dropped to sit beside him on the sofa, and pressed his fingers to his own cheeks as tears began to spill down them. “I’m s-so sorry, I didn’t mean to make you upset.”
“Why are you sorry?” he gasped. “And why are you crying?”
“I don’t know.” He hastily dragged the sleeve of the cardigan he was still holding over his cheek. “You just look so s-sad. Can I do something to make you feel better?”
Charlie stared at him. “Nick…” He shook his head, astounded. “You wake up in this situation and the first thing you’re looking to do is make me feel better?” He let out a sudden, pained sob of laughter. “At least you’re still, well, you… even when you don’t remember anything. I should have known nothing could… You still feel the same.”
Something about the look in Charlie’s eyes as he said those words made him blush even deeper, even though he didn’t understand what he meant. He felt the same?
Charlie slumped back against the sofa. “How am I the only one having a meltdown, right now? You’re the one who just woke up with no memories. You don’t know where you are, who I am—why are you not freaking the fuck out?”
“I… I keep waiting to. It is weird it hasn’t really happened, but maybe it’s because…” He hesitated, then went on slowly, blushing over every word. “Okay, I’m going to be honest with you… I don’t know why, but… as soon as I saw you, I felt like I… I knew you. Not your name, or who you were, I just… I recognise you.”
Again, Charlie froze, staring hard at him.
He decided to keep the rest to himself. It was too much to say to someone who was essentially a stranger to him. But the full truth was that he was seriously under-exaggerating. He felt much more than simple recognition as soon as he’d laid eyes on him. Even now, he was experiencing the inexplicable symptoms of it. The gentle, sweet scent clinging to Charlie after his shower sent a deep, melting rush through his heart, sparkles of electricity up through his veins.
The sound of his voice set off its own set of instinctive, recurring sensations in him, too. He couldn’t track any of them to their source, but that didn’t make them strike him less powerfully.
He couldn’t say any of that to Charlie, so instead he added— “I also have this feeling like… I was in some kind of trouble before—I was scared and worried—but I’m safe now that I’m here.”
Charlie took in a sharp, shaky breath, searching his eyes with his. “Yes!” He sat up straighter, nodding. “Yes! Do you remember?”
“No,” he clarified with an apologetic wince. “I’m just saying that’s how I feel. Safe. With you.”
Charlie dropped his gaze as soon as he said no, but then he slowly looked back up, a flaming-hot look in his tearful blue eyes. “You…” Charlie at his own cheeks. “Then… maybe y-you—maybe you haven’t really forgotten, right? Maybe the elixir didn’t work properly on you either… This means it’s all probably still in there.” Charlie gave his forehead a gentle tap. “This means maybe I can…”
“Um—did you say an elixir did this to me?”
But Charlie wasn’t listening. He suddenly looked too excited, too full of desperate hope, burningly relieved, almost to tears again. “Okay. It’s okay!” Charlie surged to his feet, then bent to wrench him into a quick, hard hug. “It’s gonna be okay, Nick. I’m gonna fix this. I’m gonna take care of whatever’s blocking you from reaching your memories.”
He stood up, too, trying his best not to look as flustered as he was. “How?”
Charlie began to pace back and forth, breathing lightly and quickly. “I don’t know. There must be some way, though. There has to be. You—” Having turned to look at him, Charlie stopped. He was just standing there, hugging the cardigan, watching Charlie, but for some reason the sight made Charlie’s eyes fill up precariously again. “There has to be.”
Charlie looked like someone stranded in the open ocean, who had just found a life raft and was now afraid it was going to crumble apart in his hands. Like he was silently begging him to agree that there was a way, and that he could do it.
“Okay,” he rushed to answer, trying to fix his hair. He was worried it was messed up, because Charlie’s eyes kept darting to it. “Maybe you could start by telling me what happened? Because I genuinely have no idea.”
Charlie flinched, his long dark lashes fluttering. A hot, humiliated blush spread across his cheeks. He dropped his head, pushed a hand through his drying curls. “We were cursed… by a witch a long time ago—our families anyway—and we… well, we accidentally activated it. My mum helped us find an elixir to stop it from killing David and the others, and well, turns out it’s also an elixir that affects the memory.”
He blinked hard a few times, tilted his head to the side. “You, um—you’re talking about magic like it’s real.”
Charlie slowly lifted his head. “It is real. I’m a witch. You’re a witch. We’re witches. But I promise I’m not the one who cursed our families.”
In blank astonishment, he heard himself say, “No, I didn’t think you had. Or you wouldn’t be so upset, right?”
Charlie nodded. “You’re taking the fact that magic exists pretty well. It took me several business days to wrap my head around it when you told me.”
“It sounds right to me,” he answered slowly. “I’m also kind of relieved that’s what happened to my memory. I drank an elixir to save someone else. That sounds much nicer than the other explanations I could think of, which were serious head injury or someone drugged me.”
“Oh,” said Charlie unsteadily. “Yeah, no, you definitely didn’t hit your head. And thank you for not asking me if I drugged you, because that would probably have caused me to have an immediate breakdown, instead of the—delayed one I ended up having.”
He let out a startled little laugh, surprisingly reassured. Charlie flashed him a watery smile, but they both quickly grew serious once again. He looked at Charlie searchingly, waiting. Charlie winced as he seemed to remember he hadn’t given as much detail as he could.
“So, um… We woke up yesterday morning to a whole load of dead pigeons in the front garden. My mum—she’s a witch, too, though she can’t do magic anymore—she explained about the curse on our families. She said that dead birds are an early sign of the curse being triggered. She didn’t know much more than that, but knew my gran would know more.” He rubbed at his arm unhappily. “We went to visit her and she confirmed it. It all sounded so ridiculous until then… but my gran told us the truth. If we didn’t break the curse then one of our coven would die.”
Our coven? He wanted to ask, but he held his tongue.
“My mum left to look through her books, and we called an emergency meeting at the cottage. We told the others everything, and it turned out that David had been unwell since the night before. Eventually we managed to convince him to come to the cottage. He was really feverish, and miserable. But that was when my mum came back with her family’s grimoire. She found an elixir that could break most curses, but… she—she never told us what it was or anything about it really. I suppose we were too desperate by that point, we didn’t ask any questions! Why didn’t we ask more questions?”
Charlie scrubbed his hands over his face. “I’m so sorry. We just went along with it—we didn’t have any other options. David was dying. We went to get the ingredients from Mr Blackwood’s shop, but they didn’t have any moonwort. So the two of us went with David to Ashenbank Wood to find some. It took forever. We were walking for hours, and it was freezing, and David kept hallucinating…”
He stopped to drag in a heavy, trembling breath. “It was horrible, but eventually we found some and got it back to my mum just in time. It was only this morning when she told me the truth about the elixir… God, how is that the same day as this? Anyway, she’d finished the elixir, it was done, but she asked me to talk to her alone. We assumed David would have to take the elixir, though to be honest, I hadn’t really considered the logistics of it until then. But she told me we had to be the ones to take it instead, and that it would affect our memories. That we would both forget everything…”
“Did you not take it… in the end?”
“That’s the thing,” said Charlie, looking anywhere but at him. “I did. We both took it. We came home to… to wait out what we thought might be our final moments remembering each other. But we were so exhausted, we collapsed onto my bed without even getting undressed or anything and well, we fell asleep. And when I woke up… I still remembered everything, and I thought it hadn’t worked—until I tried to wake you up and you just wouldn’t. It was like you couldn’t. I was freaking out because mum hadn’t said anything about any other side effects. I called her and she came over. She confirmed that the elixir had worked, because David was better, and that the elixir didn’t affect me because I have d—another, special kind of magic which was too strong. But then… I tried to ask her about you, and how to help you but she didn’t really… I’m not sure she knew what she was giving us, either. Not exactly. And now…” Charlie’s eyes welled up once again. “I don’t know what to do, and I feel like it’s all my fault.”
He had been going to ask a lot of follow-up questions, but the expression on Charlie’s face as he said those words drove every other though from his mind. A great, protective blaze of heat swept over his heart. He was struck with the near-overwhelming urge to gather Charlie up into his arms. It made him ache to see him like this.
“No, no, Charlie…” He pressed his fingers to his cheek, dangerously close to tears again himself. “Please don’t blame yourself. The last thing I want is to see you looking so sad when—”
Charlie cut him off with a sobbing little laugh in his throat, staring at him with an expression too complicated for him to read.
He blushed, made all warm and fluttery inside by that look in his eyes. “What?”
“You…” Charlie dropped his head again, and ran a shaky hand over his eyes. “Nothing. You just sound exactly like yourself. Like nothing ever happened.”
He supposed Charlie would know that better than he did, right now.
“It’s not your fault,” he insisted again. “It sounds like we made our own choice. You said someone called David was dying. He must be pretty special.”
To his surprise, Charlie snorted. Then he shook his head, turning serious again. “Sorry. Your brother is a dick. He has been forever, only just lately he’s been… improving. But he’s your brother, Nick, and I know you would have done anything to save his life, no matter what. And I may not like him very much, but I don’t want him dead .”
“My brother…”
“You don’t remember him, either?”
He shook his head. “I don’t remember anything.”
Charlie sank back against the sofa and let out a long, controlled sigh.
“You mentioned a different, special magic you can do. The reason your memories are completely intact.”
“Yeah. It’s called dark magic, and it’s not.. it’s kind of… it’s complicated.”
“Okay… well, maybe you can use that somehow to get my memories back for me?” He blinked. “You can do that, right?”
Charlie sniffled a little. “Are you joking? I’m going to fix you. I promise. I have to. There’s—there’s nothing I wouldn’t do.”
He found himself staring straight into those beautiful, infinite pools of blue, his heart stopped in his throat. Charlie gazed back right into his eyes, holding very still, a blush slowly colouring his cheeks.
“How do we know each other, Charlie?” He struggled to control his racing heartbeat. “You didn’t say.”
Charlie opened his mouth, then closed it again, hesitating. “I’m—we…” He waved a hand, blushing. “Don’t worry about that right now, okay? I shouldn’t waste time explaining stuff you’ll remember as soon as you get your memory back, anyway. I just want to focus on fixing this. I know it’s a lot to ask, but could you just… trust me? For now?”
“Yes.”
Charlie blinked hard, taken aback by the swiftness of his response. He gazed anxiously at him, but he must have been able to see the sincerity in them, because his narrow shoulders sank with relief.
“Does that make me stupid?” he asked. “I don’t know why I trust you, I just… I just do.”
Charlie sniffled again, and quickly swiped his hand under his nose. “Doesn’t make you stupid, no. Th-thank you for doing it. C-can you also trust me when I say I normally don’t cry this much? Because I r-really don’t. It’s just that this is p-probably the most stressful thing that’s ever h-happened to me, s-so—”
“It’s okay.” He tried for what he hoped was a reassuring smile. “Cry all you need to. I… I don’t like seeing you this way, but honestly, if you didn’t seem worried about me then I think maybe I’d be way more freaked out.”
A watery smile clouded Charlie’s beautiful eyes. “Still saying all the right things to make me feel better,” he mumbled. “How do you do that even when you have no idea of anything?”
“I—don’t know. But you’ll help me remember.” He sank as much faith and confidence into his words as possible, hoping he could hear it, see it written all over his face.
Charlie hung his head, trying to steady his breath. “Okay. Okay, okay.” He closed his eyes, pressed his fingers over them for a second. “How do I fix this? What do I do?”
“Can’t you just do some magic? Give me back whatever I…?”
Charlie flinched. “I’ve never tried magic like that before—memory magic… I dunno, it doesn’t feel like something I should just jump into without practising. And I wouldn’t want to practice on you. A hundred million other things could go wrong. I could make it worse. I’ll try it if I absolutely have to, but that’s the last resort, okay? There’s got to be something else we can try first. Something that’ll help jog your memory? Help you see through the block?”
He cast his mind around for ideas, but… “I’m sorry, I’m trying to come up with something, but it’s hard to think when I’m this hungry.”
Charlie gave himself a little shake, pulling himself out of his thoughts. “Yeah, you must be starving. I definitely am. I bet you’re starting to get a headache, too.”
He drew back in surprise, because—he was right. His head was starting to ache. How did Charlie know that? He did say he could do magic. Could he read his mind? He hoped not.
“Yep, you need some breakfast and a cup of tea.” Charlie nodded, knowingly affectionately. “Come on, we can make something while we come up with a plan.”
Charlie started to turn away, but he gently caught him by his upper arm. He hadn’t planned to do it, so he didn’t have an explanation when he stopped and looked up at him, blinking fast in surprise.
Without understanding why, he held out the cardigan and draped it around Charlie’s shoulders. For some reason, everything looked right to him, then. Charlie let him do it, gazing up at him with a vivid, unreadable expression.
“One more thing,” he added. “Am I Nick? That’s what you called me, right?”
Charlie bit his trembling lip, then nodded slowly. “Yeah,” he said very softly. “You’re Nick. Still Nick.”
✨
Nick rested his chin on his palm and let his gaze wander over the kitchen while Charlie made sandwiches. His stomach rumbled in anticipation at the delicious smell wafting over to where he sat at the table. He folded his hands around his mug of tea and took a grateful sip, watching Charlie curiously.
He had his back to him, but he suspected he was deep in thought—he hadn’t said anything for a while. Ever since they’d come into the kitchen, Charlie hadn’t slowed down. Maybe he thought he wouldn’t start crying again as long as he kept his hands busy.
“So… we’re witches?”
Charlie finally stopped and turned to look at him. He let out a startled little laugh. “Yeah. We are.”
“And we’re part of a coven?”
“Mmhm. There are eight of us in total.”
“Where are they? The other six.”
Charlie shrugged. “Resting, I expect. Tao was here earlier. He said he’d update the others so I didn’t have to worry about it.” He slipped his phone from the back pocket of his jeans and tapped the screen. “Oh, Tara says there’s nothing about memory spells in her grimoire. Or curse-breaking elixirs… Oh my god, Lucille’s dead?!”
Nick blinked. “Who’s Lucille?”
With a tense sigh, Charlie shoved his phone away again, and went back to the food. “Doesn’t matter. We weren’t close, only Tara and Darcy liked her, really. She mostly pissed me off, to be honest.”
Silence fell between them as Charlie chopped tomatoes and spread mayonnaise, and Nick’s mind reeled.
“Do you have a pet cat? Or a dragon?”
Charlie stopped mid-chop and snorted. “What?”
“Witches usually have a familiar, I thought.”
Charlie let out a tiny giggle—a soft, bright sound which made Nick’s heartbeat stumble. But he seemed startled at himself for laughing—until his eyes misted up again. “I wish I had a familiar. You kind of do, I suppose. Nellie.”
“Who’s Nellie?”
Charlie’s expression kept going through so many quick, subtle changes. One second he was looking at Nick with such infinite warmth in his eyes, and the next he was looking at him like he wanted to sit down in a heap and cry again. All of it kept giving Nick the sense that he should wrap his arms around him, an instinct he was having to actively battle.
“ Who’s Nellie ?!” Charlie seemed to find this more distressing than the revelation that Nick had forgotten his brother. “Here.” He slipped his phone from his pocket again and tapped on it for a moment before handing it over.
Nick took it, and stared down at the image on the screen. His heart melted at once. The sweetest border collie was gazing up at him, her pink tongue lolling happily. “This is my dog? This is Nellie?”
“She’s been your best friend since you were five years old, Nick. She loves you more than, well… almost anyone.”
Without meaning to, Nick swiped his thumb across the screen, and the photo changed. Instead of Nellie the dog, he was greeting with his own face. He blinked in alarm. Photo-Nick was sitting sprawled on a grassy field, leaning against a tree, grinning wonkily at the camera. Whoever was taking the photo was seated right beside him, their hand on his knee. His own cheeks were a little flushed, his hair much tidier than he’d seen it earlier in the bathroom mirror, and he appeared to be wearing a school uniform featuring the letter T and two little trees.
It felt strange to be looking at a past version of himself—someone he had no knowledge of at all. His stomach flipped over. He cleared his throat and hastily set the phone aside. He got quietly to his feet, and wandered to the window by the sink. He pretended to look out at the drizzle, but really he was seeking cool air.
Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Charlie shoot him a quick, searching glance from beneath his dark lashes. And then…
They lapsed into a shy silence for a minute, until Charlie let out a heavy exhale and dropped his head. “Nick… I’m just—I’m so sorry.”
Surprised, Nick turned to face him. “You say sorry a lot.”
“S—”
“Don’t say it again!”
“I really want to say it, though.”
“Well, don’t!”
“But I feel like I let this happen. I could have done something, could have thought of another solution to save David… We’re supposed to protect each other! This dark magic inside me, I feel like it’s made me betray you. It saved me, but it’s left you…” Leaning his palms against the counter, he closed his eyes. “I should have protected you, just like how you’re always protecting me.”
Again, Nick was struck with the urge to move closer to him. His fingers longed to brush away that loose curl springing over his eyes. “In a way, you did protect both of us. By protecting yourself, you made sure I wasn’t alone when I woke up. You’re here with me, doing your best to explain and to help me.”
“Stop making me feel better,” Charlie grumbled, reaching for some plates. “You’re interrupting the meltdown I’m having.”
Nick let out a startled laugh. “I won’t apologise for that.”
Charlie handed him a plate, and flashed him a small smile. “And I wouldn’t ask you to.”
“What’s in this?”
“Don’t worry, you like it.” He set it on the table.
“Charlie… Can I ask you something?”
“Of course.” Charlie settled into the chair opposite.
“Did you say that you don’t want to use your magic to try to fix my memory?”
He shrugged uneasily. “I’d definitely prefer not to if we can avoid it.”
“But—didn’t I drink a magic elixir? I would have thought you’d need to fix that sort of problem with magic. If the solution was as simple as jogging my memory, then it would probably have already happened…”
“I mean…” Charlie fidgeted with a piece of sandwich he’d torn off. “That might work, we don’t know…”
It was suddenly obvious to Nick that Charlie didn’t want to accept another option. Nick hesitated, but he had to ask— “Why are you so against using your magic on me?”
“Because my magic is dark, Nick! It’s… it’s scary. I hate it. I can’t control it, I’ve already done things… horrible things. I… I almost choked you to death.”
Nick drew back in surprise. “You… choked me?”
“It was an accident—just like ninety percent of the stuff I’ve ever done with my dark magic. If it weren’t for our coven, then…” Charlie shuddered and dropped the mangled remains of his sandwich onto his plate.
“Oh… but what about my magic? Couldn’t I help you? Somehow?”
Charlie let out a slow breath. “Maybe… coven magic is usually reliable, especially when you and I do it together, only…” He shook his head. “That’s not the point. It doesn’t matter what magic we use, it’d still be very, very possible to make a mistake—and the last thing I want to do is fuck things up for you even more. I could permanently mess up your memory.”
“Wouldn’t you just have to use the right spell?”
“In theory, but I scoured my grimoire while you were sleeping—and there’s nothing about memory spells at all. I should ask David to check his, too, but… even if we found a spell, it’s still more about intent than anything else.”
“Okay… but your intention wouldn’t be to mess up my memories. It would be the opposite of that.”
“Yeah, of course, but—but…” Charlie winced and trailed off, struggling for words.
Nick gave him a long moment, but he didn’t take it. “Is it just that you don’t trust yourself to do it right?”
“I don’t…” He winced again, and twisted his hands around his sleeve cuffs, a faint blush in his cheeks. “Okay, look… I have tons of faith in my ability when it comes to doing magic with you, but it’s a whole different thing when it comes to doing magic on you.”
“Why?”
“Because…” Charlie took an uneven breath. “Because you don’t try to tamper with something irreplaceable, okay? I couldn’t live with myself if I did literally anything that—that—” He swallowed, and lapsed into anxious silence, looking anywhere but at Nick.
“But I have faith in you.”
“You’ve got more freckles than sense, I’ve always said so.”
Nick fixed Charlie with an indignant pout, and for some reason it drew a warm little smile onto Charlie’s face. But it slipped away again quickly. He closed his eyes, trying to take a breath. Nick could see how scared he was, and his heart ached for him.
“Charlie,” he murmured. “I completely understand that you’re scared. I think it’s probably for the best that I don’t try to do any magic right now. I wouldn’t even know where to start. All I’m saying is that, whatever you’ve done in the past, it sounds like none of that was your fault, and it didn’t shake my faith in you. In case that factors into whether or not you trust yourself enough to do this.”
Charlie tilted his head, some mixture of warmth and anguish in his eyes. “Why are you trying to convince me to use my dark magic on you? You can’t even remember the shit I’ve done before. I just told you I once accidentally almost murdered you. Your confidence in me should be at less than zero.”
“I—don’t know.” Nick shrugged. “I’m just going with my instincts. They’re sort of all I’ve got, right now.”
Charlie just looked at him for a long moment, another complicated expression on his face. “Fuck. And your instincts are usually right… But what if I completely erase your memory? You might forget how to walk or talk or breathe!”
“Didn’t you say it was about intention? You don’t intend that. I can tell. I trust you not to, so… if you trust yourself not to, then we should at least try.”
Charlie lifted his head slowly. Across the table, his gaze found Nick’s and held it deeply. Then, he closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and grew very still, his brow furrowed in concentration. Nick’s stomach churned as he watched Charlie fight. His hands curled into fists on either side of his own uneaten sandwich. He bowed his head, his narrow shoulders shaking, his eyes scrunched up so tight it looked almost painful.
“Fuck!”
There was a harsh scraping sound as Charlie’s plate, along with his sandwich, hurtled across the table and struck the side of the counter where it shattered. The sandwich flopped apart between the broken pieces.
“I can’t do it.” Charlie pinned his hands under himself, and hunched inwards. “I can’t—I won’t risk it. I’m sorry, I’m so sorry. We’ll find another way, I promise, I’ll do anything but not—not that.”
“Hey, don’t apologise,” said Nick. “It’s okay, I think I understand… Whatever you were trying to do—it didn’t seem like it felt good. I’m sorry. For trying to convince you to put yourself through something like that, only… What else is there?”
Charlie seemed nervous to the point of going to pieces again, but he took a steadying breath. “Other than coven magic… I don’t know.”
“So maybe we should focus on that? Even if I might be a bit useless…”
Charlie grimaced. “We got into this mess together, it only makes sense that we should get out of it together.”
The sight of the scattered remains of Charlie’s plate and sandwich made something painful jolt in Nick’s chest. Carefully, he slid his own plate away from him, towards Charlie. He blinked up at him in surprise.
“Have mine. I can make myself another.”
“Oh, no, Nick… that’s okay. I wasn’t really hungry anyway.” Distracted, Charlie got to his feet and sloped over to a cupboard from which he extracted a dustpan and brush. “You eat up, I can hear your tummy rumbling from here. I’ll just have something else later.”
“Are you sure?”
“Nick!” Charlie took a deliberate breath. “Sorry… I just, food stresses me out at the best of times and this—this may be the worst time, like ever, so…”
The tinkle of broken crockery as Charlie cleaned up the mess only reminded Nick of how useless he had been rendered. But he couldn’t deny he was famished. He picked up the sandwich, and took a bite. It was hot and crunchy and yummy. He stared down at it.
“I’m sorry,” said Charlie. “Is it crap? I’m so distracted, I might have messed it up.”
“It’s not that!” Nick gasped. “It’s nice, I just…”
He didn’t know how to explain.
The taste had sent the strangest sensation sweeping through him. Like a full-body sigh of peaceful bliss, followed by a sensory rush that Nick couldn’t explain. Images, tastes, emotions, all flashed by too fast, and too hopelessly jumbled to mean anything clear. All Nick knew was that every bite of this sandwich filled him up with a deep sense of instinctive peace and relief.
Safe, a voice in his soul reassured him. You’re safe here. With him.
Charlie watched him, curious about the unusual response he was having to just a regular sandwich.
“I—I like it here,” Nick managed.
Charlie blinked. A small smile tugged at his lips. “Well, that’s good, I suppose.”
When Charlie was finished cleaning and Nick was finished eating, Charlie leaned against the counter and rubbed at his eyes. “Fuck. I want to start working on this right now, but I… I’m so tired I can barely think. Would it be okay if I took a nap? Just for a bit?” He glanced at the clock. “God, it’s not even five.”
Nick got to his feet. He couldn’t ignore the dark bruises around Charlie’s eyes. “How long have you been going for?”
Charlie shrugged.
“Get some sleep, Charlie. It’s okay. Everything’s been… a lot.”
All the exhaustion held off by adrenaline seemed to hit Charlie hard. He didn’t even attempt to argue, though he looked like he wanted to. He quietly switched off the kitchen lights, checked the front door was locked, then led the way up the stairs.
Nick wasn’t sure what else to do, so he followed him back into the bedroom where he’d woken up.
Moving on autopilot, barely able to keep his eyes open, Charlie kicked off his jeans, and shucked off his cardigan. He sank onto the end of the bed, and let out a long, slow breath. He lifted his tired eyes to Nick.
Instinctively, Nick moved closer. Charlie was so exhausted, he was fighting to stay upright, like he barely knew what was going on. Nick suppressed the urge to gently push him down, to make him rest.
“Is there someone else we should call to help us?” asked Nick. “Your mum, or our coven?”
“No,” Charlie insisted. “We can do it… we’ll show we can do it on our own...”
There was an undercurrent of newfound determination in his voice, and Nick couldn’t help but smile. He nodded in silent agreement, and, in an effort to keep his hands to himself, folded his arms over his chest. “Okay, sounds like a plan. Now, get some sleep.”
“You won’t go anywhere, will you?” Charlie gazed up at him. “Please, just promise me you won’t leave the house while I’m asleep.”
Nick glanced at the windows. “Is it… dangerous out there, or something?”
“Dangerous?” Charlie breathed out a tired laugh. “Sometimes, yeah. But mainly because if you ran into someone you know, and don’t remember them, it’d be really difficult to explain why.”
“Right.”
“Nick.”
“I’ll be here. I promise.”
Charlie’s shoulders sank with relief. He climbed further up onto the bed, collapsed into it, and stretched out his back.
Nick sat down beside him. “You think we’ll be able to, though? Once you have more energy?”
“Soon as I wake up, I promise.” Charlie reached up and, much to Nick’s surprise, stroked a gentle hand through his hair. There was something protective about the subtle movement of his fingertips. They lingered only a moment before he let his hand fall again. “I swear it on the stars.”
And then, just like that, he was out. As if he’d reached a point of such exhaustion that sleep had forcibly pulled him under. His head fell slowly to the side until his cheek rested against the pillow. His breaths grew slow and deep, his fingers curled up into the bedding.
Nick sat there, watching him for a long time, a wild, raging river crashing through him. He was relieved, in a way, to have some uninterrupted time to just look at Charlie. He’d needed it so badly ever since he’d woken up and first got struck with the sensation overwhelming him now.
He let his eyes wander slowly over him in the dim light. The scattered dark curls, the long lashes brushing his cheeks… He slept quietly, motionlessly—visibly worried even now, an anxious little crease between his brows. Nick didn’t know why, but the sight filled him with a flood of red-hot tenderness. With the barely suppressed urge to take Charlie’s hand, to gently stroke his cheek.
Sprawled out like this in the half-light, the sheer beauty of him was almost painfully undeniable, but…
That feeling, the one which had hit him the second he’d laid eyes on him and stayed with him ever since—it wasn’t about how he looked. It went fathoms deeper than that. It came from the very core of him, took place right at the centre of his heart. It demanded attention the way a meteor shower filling up the entire sky demanded attention.
He knew him. Immediately.
Not his name, but the sight of him struck Nick so deeply and powerfully that his name wouldn’t have mattered. The knowledge he had of him was something lightyears beyond the surface level. It was like his very soul leapt towards him shouting, It’s you! It’s you it’s you it’s you…
Nick took a few long, deep breaths. He sincerely hoped he wasn’t being unforgivably gullible and naive, believing everything that Charlie told him. Placing himself in his power, trusting him to reach into his mind and remove the barrier keeping him from his memories. Technically, he was a stranger to him, but…
No… Not him. You and him could never be strangers.
Fuck. But why was he so sure?
He rested his chin on his arms, and thought about the way Charlie spoke to him, the way he looked at him. The powerful impulses and intuitions Nick had around him. The way watching him break down made him break down, too, like watching Charlie suffer and not being able to do anything about it was the worst thing that could happen to him.
That recognition glowing in his chest, making his soul light up with radiant happiness just to have Charlie there, sleeping close to him. That kept trying to push him into his arms.
Nick knew he should feel completely lost, with no memories to tether him to anything. He didn’t, though, because… he was with him.
It was the easiest thing in the world to lie down and curl up right beside him. The bed was soft and cosy. The gentle twinkle of the stars on the ceiling rippled slow-moving waves of light across Charlie’s face. Nick hadn’t noticed the stars before, but now he did—and now he knew magic was real—their appearance seemed nothing more than inevitable.
A bone-deep tiredness descended over Nick as soon as he snuggled down into the blankets. He rolled onto his side to face Charlie, fighting to keep his eyes open. That feeling… he turned it around, over and over. Unable to stop himself, he reached across the space between them and folded his fingers around Charlie’s.
Realising what he’d done, Nick gave a startled little jolt. He hurriedly began to pull his hand back, but Charlie had already turned over in his sleep. His fingers locked tightly around his. The worried little crease between his brows lightened, his breaths grew deeper, his jaw relaxed. The swollen puffiness the tears had left only made him look sweeter, somehow.
Nick lay with his cheek on his forearm, watching Charlie until his eyes wouldn’t stay open anymore. He wanted so badly to understand what any of this meant. He wanted to know how it was that he knew him.
He would remember when he woke.
A smile flickered across Nick’s mouth as he fell into sleep. Cosy, tired, calm. Certain in his heart that in Charlie’s hands, he was safe.
I swear it on the stars…
Nick could tell how much Charlie meant it. And he believed him.
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Chapter 36: your body still does
Notes:
Chapter 36 Word Count: 9196
Content Warnings: mention of magical violence, mildly explicit sex
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Chapter Text
chapter thirty-six: your body still does
Sleep came with a dream this time.
He was walking along a sunlit beach, the waves crashing far out to shore, the sky a vast blanket of stars. It was night-time, then, though Nick could still see his way towards the boy who sat alone, close to the water, made small by distance, the breeze stirring slowly through his hair. His arms were wrapped around his knees, and his head was down.
A mixture of immense nerves, curiosity and wonder grew stronger and more powerful, the closer Nick got to him. But so did the pull of him, drawing Nick in like a comet pulled into orbit. Like there was some invisible thread between them tugging on Nick’s soul, leading him right to him…
Before he could get any closer, Nick was gently pulled up from the dream. He didn’t want to go—not before he could reach him—but at least waking was nothing like the last time he’d done it. This time it was easy and quiet. Familiar little sounds touched his awareness first. The click of a door opening and closing, the soft patter of footsteps.
He was snuggled up warmly on the bed. He stretched out his legs. Someone had pulled a blanket up over him while he slept.
He sat up slowly, rubbing his eyes and yawning deeply. He pushed the blanket aside, then his hair out of his face, blinking hard to clear his sleep-blurred vision. The footsteps he’d heard paused, then drew closer.
Nick opened his eyes and looked up into a sea of sapphires. His heartbeat staggered over itself, waking him the rest of the way up. God, Charlie’s eyes. They were so beautiful it was almost difficult to look into them directly.
He drew his knees to his chest as Charlie sat down on the bed by his feet.
Charlie looked—different. There was a raw, glowing tenderness in his expression, lingering from all the tears. But his chest rose and fell slowly with calm breaths, and he was no longer fidgeting the way he’d done before. His eyes were clear, his gaze was steady, unwavering. He looked into Nick’s eyes, and allowed a small smile to turn up his lips.
“Hey,” he said, much more composed than Nick had yet heard him.
“Hey.” Nick resisted the sudden, inexplicable impulse to lean forward and kiss him on the mouth—but only just. His heart fluttered helplessly. “What time is it?”
“Midday. We went to bed at, like, 5pm, so…” Charlie shrugged and winced. “Our sleep schedules are pretty much fucked, but we got some good rest. And we’re missing school today, but don’t worry, I called the office and told them we’re both poorly, which you kind of are, so…”
Nick breathed out a laugh. “Okay, that was probably for the best.”
“We’ll just have to catch up when you’re better. I don’t think I could concentrate right now, and you shouldn’t be forced to sit through something as boring as A-Level Biology when you don’t even remember why you picked it.”
“Why did I pick it?”
Charlie laughed softly. “You tell me.” He shook his head, biting his lip. “No, you chose it because you’re smart, and really good at sport.”
“Whatever you say.”
“Oh, Tara and Darcy came to see you,” said Charlie. “But you looked like you needed the sleep, so I didn’t let them wake you up.”
“That’s nice… Are they in our coven?”
“Yeah, they are. They’re the ones who actually started it, way back before I even knew you. They left to do some more research about magical memory blocks, but…” Charlie shifted awkwardly on the edge of the bed. “We’ve looked through all the books we have so many times at this point, and I don’t remember seeing anything about memory magic at all. Not even in the dark magic book. Whatever information the Driscolls wrote down in their grimoire must be pretty specific to them. They come from the Waterhouses and they were pretty evil by the sounds of things so… shit. This is so shit.”
“You’re still going to find a way, though?” Nick asked cautiously. “You promised you would.”
“Yes!” Charlie leapt to his feet and peered down at him with wide, sad eyes. “Oh, Nick, I’m sorry. I was just venting. I’m going to figure this out, I swear it.”
Nick let out a soft, relieved breath, and tried for a reassuring smile. “Okay. Good. Thank you. Are you… feeling better? Did you get some good sleep?”
“Mmhm…” Charlie shrugged. “Well, as good as can be expected. I didn’t have any nightmares for once.” He threaded his hands together, distracted. “I keep… I keep trying to reach out for your magic and… it freaks me out that I can’t find it.”
Nick raised his eyebrows, alarmed. He didn’t really understand what Charlie meant by that, but he didn’t like the fact that he had somehow failed him. “Oh. Sorry.”
“No,” said Charlie, shaking his head. “No s-words. It isn’t your fault, only…” He sank back onto the edge of the bed. “I was wondering if you’d be okay with me testing it. Our connection. W-when it comes to magic, I mean.” He blushed and looked down at his interlocked hands.
“Do you think it’ll help get my memories back?”
“I dunno. Maybe.”
“Then let’s try it.” Nick shuffled to sit a little straighter against the headboard. “What do I need to do?”
Charlie cleared his throat. “Just… take my hand?”
With some distant sadness in his eyes, Charlie reached out a hand, and, even though Nick still had no idea what Charlie was talking about, really, he couldn’t turn down an excuse to put his hand in his.
Charlie took a breath and closed his eyes.
Fascinated, Nick watched him sit there, utterly still, his dark lashes brushing his cheeks, his eyebrows narrowed slightly in concentration. His slim hand in his own was cool and comforting. Something about the sight of their entwined fingers, their skin tones beside each other, stirred a feeling inside him Nick couldn’t name. Was this it? Was this magic? His heart was racing unlike anything he’d ever experienced.
But then Charlie opened his eyes again, and gave a disappointed sigh. “Your magic’s there,” he said. “But I think you’ve forgotten how to access it.”
Nick blinked. Charlie didn’t drop his hand so he kept holding on. “How do I access it? Could you teach me? That way maybe I could help?”
“Hmm, I’m not sure it’s going to be much help when it comes to something as complicated and dangerous as memory magic, but I suppose it won’t hurt.” Lip between his teeth, Charlie looked at him for a moment. Then he shifted so he was seated cross-legged on the bed, facing Nick. “Okay. Take both my hands. Good.” Charlie let out a nervous little laugh. “This is so weird. You’re the one who taught me how to do this. Ooh, we need a leaf, but there isn’t any around here. I know, hang on.”
An adorable, slightly nervous excitement had come over Charlie, and Nick delighted in watching him leap up, rummage down the side of the bed for a moment, then come back up with the plug from his bedside lamp. “You did lights with me early on, too. You’ve always been able to do lights.”
“I have?”
“Except that one time when I blew up your fairy lights, but I did buy you new ones.”
“Oh, thanks.”
Charlie retook his cross-legged position on the bed and Nick’s right hand. “Hold this.”
Nick did so, still mostly just delighted to be holding hands.
“Now,” said Charlie. “Close your eyes. Focus on your connection to the bed beneath us, and its connection to the floor, its connection to the air, and the earth. And focus on how my hand is connected to yours, and yours is connected to the lamp…”
Charlie gasped.
Nick flung open his eyes. He whirled around to stare at the bedside lamp. It had disappeared from the bedside table and was now floating an inch away from the ceiling. “Shit. Whoops. Did I do that? I thought it would light up.”
“Oh my god!” Charlie giggled. “We haven’t made anything float by mistake in ages.”
“Sorry. I don’t know how I did that—”
“No, no, don’t worry about it.” Charlie withdrew his hands, and stood up to help guide the lamp back into place. He set it carefully back down, looking suddenly sheepish. “You said before you thought the reason we used to make things float was because… well, because I made you nervous.”
Nick’s cheeks went up in flames, and he had to look away. “You don’t—I mean—you’re not—I don’t—”
There was a knock on the front door, and thankfully, Charlie became distracted away from Nick’s flusteredness.
“Who’s that?”
“I don’t know. But why don’t you shower and get some breakfast? Do you remember where everything is? I’ll be right back.”
Nick got out of bed and made his way down the hall to the bathroom. His mind raced only slightly less than during yesterday’s shower, but the hot water and moment alone did help to soothe him somewhat.
When he was done, however, he realised he’d failed to acquire any fresh clothes and would have to sneak back to the bedroom in only his towel. Luckily, he made it without any embarrassing mishaps, and pulled open the wardrobe door.
As he searched through the clothes for something he thought might fit him, he suddenly wondered whose house this was. Did Charlie live here alone? Did he live here? He didn’t seem to. Most of the things around the bedroom seemed to belong to Charlie. All of the clothes seemed to be his size.
Except, in the top drawer of the dresser, Nick found a sizable collection of clothes which looked like they would fit him perfectly. He gathered a t-shirt, some jeans and underwear, then dressed quickly. He plucked up a hoodie from where it had been tossed lazily over the back of the chair and pulled it on. He inhaled and realised… it smelled like Charlie.
For a moment, he stood there alone in the bedroom, nose ducked under the fabric of the hoodie and just… breathed.
Cosily content, Nick remembered himself and headed out toward the stairs. Halfway down them, he paused.
There were voices coming from the kitchen.
Were there other people here?
He advanced with considerably more caution. In the kitchen doorway, Nick froze. Seated around the table were seven entire people.
“Err… hi…” It was a peculiar feeling indeed to be observed by a group of people who all knew him better than he did himself. And who were all looking at him with mixtures of pity and fear across their faces.
Charlie alone smiled at the sight of him. “There you are.”
Everyone else merely continued to stare. Nick suddenly felt very much like some animal in a zoo. Something rare, slightly scary and possibly endangered.
He was just considering whether he could retreat to the safety of the bedroom, when Charlie got up and took his hand. “Come on. It’s okay. Sit down. I’ll get you some tea and toast.”
“Th-thanks.”
Nick let Charlie guide him into a chair, then perched on the edge, overly aware of his own awkward existence.
The six others around the table all had plates of toast and mugs of tea on the go, though most were not actively consuming them. They were too busy watching him.
He tried to focus on the noises of Charlie bustling away in the kitchen behind him. He heard the click of the kettle, the clink of a teaspoon. Nick swallowed his nerves, and tried for a smile at each of the assembled faces.
“How are you feeling?” asked a girl with box braids seated directly opposite him. “Do you really not remember any of us?”
“No,” he said. “Sorry. Charlie’s told me some stuff, but…” The sadness in her eyes made guilt rise inside him. “He said we have a coven, and that there are eight of us. I’m guessing you’re them.”
“We are,” said a tall girl with glasses. “I’m Elle. This is Tao, Isaac, Tara, Darcy, and David, your brother.”
So this was Tara and Darcy, the ones who had visited this morning while he’d been asleep. He offered each of them a slightly steadier smile before his attention landed on David. At once, somehow, he could tell he was his brother. He had looked at himself in the mirror rather a lot, hoping for some clarity, and this guy had undeniable similarities.
David was seated at the very end of the table, his brow furrowed deeply.
“Hi,” said Nick. “I’m sorry I can’t remember you.”
For a moment, David held Nick’s gaze—but then he looked away, shaking his head. “Jesus…” he murmured. “You really don’t know us.” David’s teeth went for his lip as he shifted awkwardly.
Nick frowned, confused at this reaction, until he remembered what Charlie had said. How David had been dying because of the curse, and the only way to cure him had been to take this elixir. It was guilt he was reading in his brother’s face.
“I’m glad you’re okay. That’s all I wanted when I took that elixir. I’m sure I would have done anything it took to save you.”
“Pfft!” David scoffed. “No, it’s just… god, this is weird.”
The coven members turned as one to glare at David with matching levels of disdain.
David shifted awkwardly in his seat again. “Thank you.” He glanced at Charlie. “Both of you. For risking everything… I can’t believe anyone would risk so much for me, let alone you two. You don’t remember this, but you hate me, Nick. It’s not necessarily unwarranted, but we’ve never been close.”
“We’re still brothers,” said Nick. “Why would I wish you dead?”
David shrugged. “I dunno. I’m sure it’s crossed your mind a few times.”
“Here you go,” said Charlie, setting a plate and a mug in front of Nick.
“Thanks.”
Charlie slid into the seat beside him. Nick picked up the neatly cut slice of peanut butter and honey toast and chewed it gratefully.
Quiet descended over the group as Nick ate and the others finished off the last of their tea. Nick was brushing crumbs from his fingers when Isaac finally broke the silence, and turned to Charlie. “Have you heard from your mum?”
Charlie shook his head.
“We really need to exchange numbers with her,” said Tao. “Maybe she has something in her grimoire about how to fix this.”
“I can’t help but be a bit suspicious of that elixir,” said Tara. “I know we were really desperate when we agreed to do it, but like, I still don’t really understand how an elixir that affects the memory can be linked to breaking centuries-long curses. It just doesn’t make any sense.”
“I assumed,” said Charlie. “That the memory loss was just a side effect.”
“It’s a good thing it didn’t affect you, Charlie,” said Darcy. “That way you were there to explain everything to Nick when he woke up.”
“It wouldn’t have mattered too much,” said Elle. “We would have helped you both, wouldn’t we? Though, I’m not sure how easily we’d be able to fix both your memories without dark magic.”
“Yeah,” said Darcy. “You’re basically our most powerful weapon.”
At this statement, Charlie seemed to shrink on himself a little, his hands curling around his sleeves. Nick found he didn’t like this line of thinking, either, and he felt a bit unsteady, queasy.
“What’s our game plan, then?” asked David. “You lot have done a bunch of research, right?”
Everyone turned to Tara and Darcy, who both groaned.
“We’ve tried,” said Tara. “Honestly we have—and not just a Darcy-try, either—a real, haven’t stopped all night kind of try. And, nothing.”
Isaac nodded. “It’s like healing magic. Memory magic doesn’t ever seem to come up in reference books unless it’s to tell the reader how rare, dangerous, and difficult it is to get right.” Isaac shrugged. “That makes sense, but… What are people supposed to do when something goes wrong?”
“We have all of us here,” said Darcy. “Surely with the might of an entire coven we can make a dent.”
“It’s not that simple,” said Elle. “We can’t just go in with everything we’ve got. This is Nick we’re talking about. His mind, his memories. We could seriously mess him up if we do anything even slightly wrong.”
“Before we try anything,” said Charlie. “We need to be one hundred percent certain it’s going to work. I’d rather explain everything that’s ever happened in your entire life all over again than make things worse.”
Nick grimaced. “Th-thank you,” he managed. “I’m really grateful for all of you being here, and being willing to help me.”
“Oh, Nick…” There was a scrape of a chair, and then Tara was around the table to his side. She hugged him, tears in her eyes. After a moment of alarm, Nick relaxed into it and patted her back awkwardly. “Sorry,” she sniffled. “I know you have no idea who I am right now, but I just needed to hug you.”
“It’s okay,” he said. “I know you’re my friend.”
She let him go and offered him a watery smile. She scrubbed a hand over her cheek and went to sit back down. Darcy wrapped an arm around her and kissed her cheek.
“What have you tried so far?” asked Isaac, his own eyes a little watery.
“Well,” said Charlie, discretely wiping his cheeks with his sleeve. “I’ve looked through my grimoire and found nothing. We tried doing coven magic together, and I tried to teach Nick what to do. It’s still there inside him, only he’s forgotten how to use it instinctively. We accidentally made a lamp float. We haven’t done anything like that in ages.”
“You managed to heal each other before, right?” said Tao. “Like, physically. Maybe you could try a similar thing only with the memory block.”
“Ideally, that would be perfect,” said Charlie. “But I think…” He looked down at his folded hands in his lap, blinking back fresh tears. “It’s like he’s hesitant to let his magic go too far into… into mine. He doesn’t… trust me. Not properly. Not like before.”
A chill spread through Nick’s insides like an icy shower. It was all he could do to stop himself from shuddering. Charlie…
The seven of them went around in circles for a long time while Nick sat there, wishing he could flick some magical switch in his brain and remember how he had ever failed these people—his coven, his friends, his brother. Charlie.
And the worst thing was, he had no idea how to help them help him.
It was three o’clock in the afternoon when everyone began to get up from the table, none the wiser about what to do, but thankful for each other’s company nonetheless. Nick stood awkwardly in the kitchen door as Charlie hugged each coven member goodbye one by one.
Tara had been crying on and off all afternoon, as had Charlie and Isaac. She squeezed Charlie tight, then came over to hug Nick again. This time he didn’t hesitate, and hugged her back with as much reassurance as he could. When she let go, a lump appeared in his throat as he watched her and Darcy follow the others out the door.
Lastly, David stepped up to Nick and patted him on the shoulder. Nick opened his arms and drew his brother into a hug. David stiffened, Nick heard his intake of breath, then he patted his back awkwardly. No more than a second or two later, David withdrew himself from his embrace, nodded curtly, then fled the house without a second glance at Charlie. The door snapped shut behind them, and Nick stood there stunned.
“Wow,” said Charlie. “I think you just short-circuited your brother.” He let out a laugh—and it was one of the brightest, best sounds Nick had ever heard.
“I didn’t mean to. I feel like I’m a huggy person.”
“You are. Just not with your brother.”
“Oh. Whoops.”
“Don’t worry about it.” Charlie led the way back into the kitchen. “In fact, it’ll probably do him some good to be hugged every once in a while.”
Charlie began to gather the empty mugs, and Nick swooped in to stack the plates. They worked together in tandem, ignoring the dishwasher in favour of scrubbing the dishes by hand in the sink. Nick plucked a tea towel from the hook and set about drying and putting away.
He knew where everything went.
Even if he didn’t live here, he must spend a lot of time here, he thought. At Charlie’s house. With Charlie.
“About what you said. About me not trusting you… I do trust you. I promise.”
Charlie let out a sigh and flicked soapy water from his hands. “I know you do, only… the kind of trust required for our kind of magic to work is really rare and special. It’s complete trust. At the moment, you don’t have that for me. Which is completely understandable, by the way! It’s a good thing, actually. There’s a part of you protecting yourself. But it also means we can’t do anything magical together besides accidentally floating lamps.”
“Oh.”
“Yeah. Oh.” Charlie took the tea towel from Nick and used it to dry his hands. “I think I need some time to think. Do you mind if I go for a run? It’ll help me clear my mind.”
“Of course not,” said Nick. “You run?”
“Not really anymore. I used to be in the running club at my old school.
“Your old school?”
Charlie replaced the tea towel on the hook. “Yeah. In Lincoln.”
“Were you good?”
“I was okay, yeah.”
“Pfft!” Nick grinned. “You were the fastest and you know it.”
Charlie blinked, then shot him a look filled with immense affection. He looked like he wanted to say something else, but only an adorable giggle escaped his lips. “I’ll get changed quickly, then head out. I promise I won’t be gone long.”
As Charlie disappeared upstairs, Nick set about wiping down the kitchen surfaces, then the table. The action of cleaning, of doing something, no matter how small, to help, soothed him immensely.
Charlie returned swiftly, and oh—he looked good in his running shorts and athletic shirt. He bent over to put on his trainers, and a deep blush rushed into Nick’s cheeks.
Charlie straightened up and gave Nick a small, sad smile. “Thank you. For helping me, yesterday and today.”
Nick folded the cloth between his fingers. “What do you mean?”
“You helped me keep my head above the water when I was freaking the fuck out. I was drowning, but… I should’ve known you wouldn’t let that happen, despite the state of things.”
Nick blushed even deeper, unsure what to say.
“But it’s my turn now,” said Charlie, determined. “My turn to take care of you. Stay here and don’t worry. I’ll be back soon, and then I’ll have thought of something.”
The steadiness of his voice was deeply warming. Nick gave a nod in agreement. Charlie leaned towards him, and for a moment, Nick didn’t know what he was about to do—but then Charlie seemed to stop himself, and he stepped back to the door. “If you’re still hungry, help yourself to whatever you want.”
“Okay.”
“The house is yours, alright? Feel free to look around. Maybe something will jog your memory.”
“Sounds good. Have a nice run. Stay safe.” Nick didn’t know what he was saying, but it felt natural, like a habit.
Charlie paused in the doorway, his back to Nick, then silently slipped out into the hallway. Nick listened to the front door as it opened and then shut behind him.
He stood there, alone in the silent, empty kitchen for a long moment.
The loneliness of this existence hit him then, and he struggled to take a breath.
Don’t leave me here alone.
He wanted to run out into the street after Charlie and yell at him to come back, or else take him with him. He didn’t know who he was, but he felt he knew who Charlie was. Someone important, someone wonderful, someone to be protected at all costs.
He wasn’t hungry, and so he wandered the house like a lost soul. He’d already seen the living room, but he perused it again, just in case anything had changed and decided to jump out at him as useful information. Nothing did.
Nothing particularly screamed his name or Charlie’s until he came into the hallway and looked at the shoes lined up by the door. He found a pair of well-loved white Converse beside a pair of black Vans which, when he tried one on, he discovered fit him perfectly. These were his shoes then. And the Converse were Charlie’s. Somehow, that seemed right.
On the sideboard, Nick found a large pile of letters. He hesitated. He supposed merely looking at the envelopes wouldn’t do any harm. They all seemed to be addressed to the same woman. Kathleen Spring. Interesting… She couldn’t be Charlie’s mother—he had mentioned his mum’s name was Jane. Perhaps he had two mothers, or maybe it was someone else entirely. Either way, this was her house—but where was she?
Feeling sleepy and overwhelmed, Nick went back into the living room and flopped down on the sofa. He had drifted into an anxious doze when the front door clicked softly open and jolted him from his stupor.
Charlie poked his head around the living room door. His skin was slick with sweat, rosy-cheeked and glowing. His t-shirt was clinging softly to his body, his hair a tangled mess. He smiled, and Nick got up to meet him at once.
Realising what he was doing, Nick stopped just short of him. “How was your run? Did you think of something?”
Charlie hesitated, then nodded. “Yeah. I think I might have.”
Nick tried to read Charlie’s expression. He didn’t seem panicked, but there was a definite nervousness about him. He could hear it in his voice, see it in his eyes which kept darting away from his.
“I don’t know if it’ll work, though.”
“What is it?”
“I… you know what? I think it’s better if I just show you. Let me rinse off first. I’m a sweaty mess.”
He actually pulled off sweaty mess exceptionally well, Nick thought, but he was not about to say it. He bit his lip, then followed Charlie up the stairs.
“I won’t be long,” he said. Charlie grabbed some clothes from his room, then slipped out to the bathroom.
Charlie’s room was really quite nice, Nick considered, taking the chance to look at it more closely. The bed was a double, and there was space for a large wardrobe and, remarkably, a fireplace which looked to be in good condition. Stacks of books were scattered across the dresser and the bedside table, the bookshelves themselves crammed to bursting. But despite this, every else—and the books themselves, too—had a certain order to it.
Nick smiled to himself and hovered by the large sash window. He looked across at the house next door—the opposite window was identical, though curtained and dark. He rested his forehead against the glass and closed his eyes.
A buzzing sound made him jump.
He blinked around at the room until he located the phone on the bedside table. Its screen was lit up with a photo of a woman with dark hair and kind eyes. The contact was labelled Mum. Nick frowned down at her for so long that the call clicked off.
He picked up the phone. The case was blue with a pattern of yellow stars. It opened under his fingerprint.
Oh.
This was his phone.
Before he could decide where to look first, the phone rang again.
And again, it was Mum.
He answered the call and lifted it to his ear. “Hello?” He sank onto the chair by the window, his heart in his throat.
“Nicky, thank goodness—thank you for picking up. I know you’ve needed some space. I’ve been trying not to call you all weekend, but I couldn’t help myself from at least trying to check in. I trust you’re at Charlie’s?”
“Um… y-yeah. I’m with Charlie.”
“Good. That’s good, sweetheart. Is he looking after you?”
“Yes.”
That icy feeling had reappeared in Nick’s stomach.
“Look, I just wanted to tell you how sorry I am. I realise that might not seem like enough after… after how I behaved, but I really hope we can move past this. I’ve made some mistakes in my life—big ones that I regret every day—but choosing to protect you and your brother has never been one of them.” Her voice sounded thick, like she was trying not to cry. “I love you, Nicky, never forget that.”
He swallowed. “I love you, too, mum.”
“Are you alright? You sound a bit odd.”
“I’m… I’m fine.”
“Oh, baby, you haven’t caught the same bug David had, have you?”
“M-maybe.”
“Well, at least David only seemed to get it bad for about a day. Hopefully you’ll be the same.”
“Yeah. Hopefully.”
“Alright, well, I’ll see you soon, baby. Come home whenever you’re ready and we can have a nice long talk. Give my love to Charlie, will you?”
“Okay.”
“Love you, bye.”
“Bye.”
Nick was still staring down at the phone, a heaviness in his chest, when Charlie returned from the shower, a towel around his shoulders. “Who was that?”
“I think it was my mum. I think I disappointed her.”
Charlie leaned in to look at the screen and sighed. “You didn’t. She did something bad—for a noble reason, maybe, but… it’s still very fresh. You said before you needed some time to let things settle.”
Nick set the phone aside while Charlie watched him thoughtfully.
“I’m starting to wonder if a memory detox wouldn’t be a bad idea for me,” he said as he draped his towel over the radiator. “It might be relaxing to forget everything I’m worrying about for a while. If I knew I could get my memories back whenever I wanted, anyway.”
“I suppose so,” said Nick. “It’s the lack of context which is unnerving, though. I would not recommend that.”
Charlie grimaced and turned to the mirror. Nick watched him fix his curls, enamoured, until Charlie caught his gaze in his reflection, smiled, and blushed. He took a deep breath, and turned to face Nick, his hands folded in front of him like he was once again nervous to say what he needed to say. Nick tried to look encouraging. It seemed to work.
“Alright,” said Charlie. “Let me try to explain just a little before I… tell you my idea.”
Nick sat up straighter in the chair, and nodded.
Charlie moved to sit opposite him on the edge of the bed. “I know you can’t access your memories right now, but I didn’t have to tell you how to shower or eat, or anything like that. Which means you can still remember how to do everything you already knew how to do, right?”
“Except for magic.”
“Right. But you basically managed it after I reminded you how.”
“Other than that I haven’t tried anything too complicated.”
Charlie paused for a long moment, chewing at his lip. Then…
“Okay. So the problem is there’s a part of your mind that’s afraid to trust me all the way. That makes sense, because your mind doesn’t remember me. But maybe…” He shifted awkwardly, his hands worrying at the sleeves of his oversized hoodie. “Maybe you remember me in other ways, and maybe that could be enough to convince you to let your barriers down?”
Nick blinked. Then blushed. There was something in Charlie’s voice… “I don’t, um—I’m sorry. What are you saying?”
“That maybe…” Charlie’s eyes darted, looking anywhere but at Nick. “Even if your mind doesn’t remember me, your body still does.”
Oh.
Oh my god.
Nick drew back, wide-eyed, his cheeks on fire. “What the—I don’t—how would—I don’t know what you’re talking ab—”
Charlie breathed out a soft, pained laugh. He held up his hand and showed that their fingers were woven together. Nick had been holding Charlie’s hand the whole time they’d been talking. Without realising it. It had felt so natural, Nick hadn’t even noticed. Although, now that he’d shown him, Nick vaguely remembered that he’d been the one to take Charlie’s hand, not the other way round.
Nick stared down at their intertwined fingers in stricken silence, then looked sharply back up at Charlie, his heart racing.
Very slowly, Charlie lifted his eyes to meet his—a blazing, unreadable expression inside them. “You don’t have to go through with this if you don’t want to.” He squeezed Nick’s fingers gently. “Stop me if it doesn’t feel right to you. I just… I think it’s worth a try.”
Nick stared at him, wanting to ask a million questions.
The answers came silently, as he found they often did with Charlie.
He used his grasp on Nick’s hand to pull him closer, and then Nick found himself moving to sit beside him on the edge of the bed. Charlie let his fingers go, then slowly leaned in until his nose brushed Nick’s.
Words failed.
Nick could only gaze at him in astonishment… until Charlie’s lips met his, and Nick’s eyes fluttered closed.
It was a gentle, lingering kiss, but it knocked the breath right out of Nick’s lungs. If this was the magic Charlie was planning, Nick wouldn’t have been surprised. That’s what he expected magic to feel like—beautiful, vital, flooding Nick through with a rush of mind-melting passion which swept him up completely. There was nothing, nothing he wouldn’t do for more of this.
His hands moved to take two handfuls of Charlie’s hoodie, and his body melted against his. Nick’s pulse staggered and stumbled, his heart a fire, set alight by how it felt to be kissed by him.
Charlie slowly, gently broke off the kiss, then fell back, blushing and nervous. He peered at Nick, then blinked hard when he saw the stunned, beaming smile on his face. He broke into a shy smile, too, opened his mouth to ask something, but—
Nick pulled him back in, his hungry gaze lingering on Charlie’s lips. They needed to do that again, right now.
The second kiss was even better than the first. Charlie’s scent enveloped him completely. Intensely familiar. Intoxicating. Before, Charlie had been lingering, playing with Nick’s mouth, teasing, tempting, tasting. Now, he coaxed his lips further apart and deepened the kiss, sinking his tongue into his mouth. Lighting up Nick’s veins with uncontrollable fire. His pulse throbbed through his body in slow, deep reverberations, but Nick’s heart was racing, somersaulting, flying.
He slipped his hands up the back of Charlie’s neck and grasped a handful of his hair—and Charlie’s arms locked around him.
Nick thought Charlie had intended for this to be a chaste little kiss, but it was no longer that. It was hot and sweet and dirty. Nick bit down on Charlie’s lower lip as Charlie slid his hands up the back of Nick’s t-shirt. Nick rubbed himself against him and he pressed him even closer.
Suddenly, Charlie pulled back, startled, panting. He gave himself a shake, then caught Nick’s chin between his thumb and knuckle, holding him still so he could look into his wide, dazed eyes. “Nick? Did you remember?”
“No,” said Nick, breathless. “Was I supposed to?”
“Wh—?” Charlie froze, bewildered. “No, I was just hoping I could jog a few things. It didn’t work, but then you kissed me back like that and I… I thought you somehow remembered.”
“Oh… no, I’m sorry. I’ve got nothing.” Nick looked at him hopefully. “That doesn’t mean we have to stop, though, right?”
Charlie’s eyes widened. “Wait, you’re saying you’re just—up for this? Even though in your mind we met yesterday?”
“I—whatever!” Nick laughed, still dazed with happiness, holding onto Charlie in order to stay upright. “I can do what I want! And you’re the one who kissed me!”
Charlie giggled. Then blinked hard, struggling to pull himself together. “I suppose… I didn’t mean for all of this, but… if it might work, I suppose we could—”
Nick couldn’t resist. He leaned in to kiss him again, spreading his hands across his chest. Charlie’s breath hitched in his throat. He responded instinctively, locking his arms around him again. As soon as their lips reunited, that fire leapt up high inside Nick. Hungry, desperate fever spilt through him, saturating his body with desire unlike anything he’d ever imagined.
Together, they went staggering backwards onto the bed. Charlie pushed Nick roughly down, and Nick caught Charlie’s hoodie, using it to pull him down with him. Charlie landed between his legs, kissing him deep into the mattress. Nick slid his hands up his back, pushed the hoodie and the t-shirt below up until he could pull them over his head. Charlie sat up on his knees, Nick tossed the clothes aside, then sat up, too, to look.
Fuck.
Nick felt so extraordinarily shy in that moment that he wanted to curl up into a ball. Instead, he dragged his gaze slowly over every subtle detail. Charlie’s slender shoulders, his finely-shaped limbs, the graceful slope of his waist. His lips, the soft dark line of fine hair trailing from his jeans. The glow of his skin. The smoky look in his blue, blue eyes.
In dumbfounded silence, Nick let out a nervous laugh. “Holy shit.” He pushed a trembling hand through his hair.
Charlie tilted his head to one side, surprised. “What’s wrong? We can stop if you want.”
“No! No, I promise, I’m good. You’re so, so—god you are so fucking hot.”
Charlie’s laughter was infectious. He caught Nick’s t-shirt and dragged it up over his head. He tossed it to the floor, then hooked his elbows beneath Nick’s knees and wrenched Nick closer to him, tipping back onto his elbows with his legs spread.
Nick let out a staggered gasp, gazing up at him with hungry, hazy eyes. He was breathing hard, an open-mouthed smile turning his lips. He was both wildly nervous and wildly excited, in utter, giddy disbelief that this was happening. He was sure his breathless eagerness was written clear across his face, given how long Charlie stopped to stare down at him.
The look in Charlie’s eyes took Nick’s breath away.
He fell onto his back and stretched out his arms for him. But Charlie held perfectly still. “Fuck,” he rasped, his chest rising and falling faster.
“What?”
“Nothing, I just—you’re so…” Charlie made a vague gesture at all of him. “Come on, you know. Especially when you’re making eyes at me the way you are—stop that for a second, just let me calm down—I’m serious! Get that look off your freckled face!”
Nick let out a bewildered laugh, trying his best to keep up. “What are you talking ab—?”
“You’re hot as fuck!” Charlie closed his eyes and screwed up his face. “I’ve never completely gotten used to it in the first place, to be honest, and now it’s like you don’t even know me, it’s just—you’re making me nervous all over again! Like we’ve never done this before!”
“Wait, wait, wait— me?” Nick stared up at him in disbelief. “I’m the one making you nervous by being hot as f—?” He broke off, frowning. Wait a second.
All over again. Like we’ve never done this before.
“Charlie… are you and I…?”
“I’m your boyfriend,” he blurted out. “We’re together.”
Holy shit.
Jesus Christ.
Oh my god.
“Well done, me!” Nick laughed. “How’d I manage that? What the hell did I do?”
Charlie blinked, then huffed out a startled little laugh. “You didn’t do anything. You were just yourself. Honestly.” He hesitated, then added shyly— “The minute I met you, I was yours.”
A wild rush of euphoria flooded Nick. And it must have shown in his eyes, because Charlie, who’d been watching him for a reaction, seemed pretty pleased with the one he’d got. He broke into a smile, then graced Nick with that laugh once again.
“Really?” Nick gasped. “That’s… I really wish I could remember.”
Charlie’s blue eyes darkened with a wave of sudden sadness. He smoothed a strand of hair back from Nick’s forehead, then tenderly framed his face in his hands. “You do remember, Nick. It’s still in there. You just have to let your barriers down, so I can get rid of that magic blocking your way. You just need to remember that it’s me…”
He sank down on top of him, and began to brush sweet, lingering kisses up his neck. Nick wrapped his arms around his upper back, panting from pure eagerness as Charlie undid Nick’s belt buckle with one hand, then slowly unzipped his jeans. His warm fingers pushed gradually up Nick’s chest to firmly hold his jaw so he could kiss him deeply, tasting his tongue. Then they slid all the way back down, until they slipped beneath Nick’s boxers.
Nick’s breath caught sharply. He pressed his nose into Charlie’s shoulder, shivering as his kisses travelled up his throat, then tried to keep himself from crying out as Charlie’s hand slowly began to toy with him. Nick’s hips lifted from the bed towards his hand, his own fingers scrambling for Charlie’s belt.
Charlie felt what he was trying to do and sat back. He hooked his fingers into the waistband of Nick’s jeans, asking with his eyes. Nick rushed to lift himself up so Charlie could drag the rest of his clothes off him, then watched as he lost the rest of his, too.
Charlie did it so fast that Nick could barely get a look at him before he playfully flattened him to the bed. A happy laugh was startled from Nick before it was cut off as Charlie kissed him again. Nick moaned into his mouth as Charlie ground his body into his, sinking him into the bed.
Nick’s hands flew up to cup his face, and something fierce and molten-hot rushed up into his heart. Something all-consuming, everlasting. Something that made him want to hold Charlie in his arms forever.
What is that? He thought to himself, spellbound. It feels like trying to fit a whole planet inside my heart… An entire universe.
As if in answer to his unspoken question, Charlie whispered in his ear— “I love you, Nick, and you love me… that’s why you remember how this feels…” He began to kiss his way down Nick’s chest, then his stomach, then lower, until his head was between his legs.
Nick let out a hoarse gasp, then whimpered with pleasure, his hands running through Charlie’s hair. His head fell back against the bedding, struggling to think through the haze of ecstasy which only grew deeper with each passing second.
“Come on, Nick,” Charlie murmured. “You have to remember me… you’re mine. You’re mine like nobody else… and I’m yours… I’ll show you…”
A tiny, anxious part of him still lingered, one with doubts about everything. Warning him that all of this was dangerous, so dangerous. Trying to convince him he was making a mistake by trusting his instincts so wholeheartedly, by not stopping for a second to question them. Warning him that all of this was probably too good to be true, that it was possible that he didn’t even really know him.
Slowly, meticulously, Charlie worked those doubts down into nothing as he worked Nick’s body up into a frenzy. There was just no way someone who didn’t love him could handle him like this. Charlie knew how to make something as simple as his hand passing over the base of Nick’s stomach into something unthinkably intimate. He knew exactly how to drive him to a wild state of desperation.
And Nick was melting, melting beneath his touch, until his entire body was a flame of feverish, all-consuming desire. All he could do was give himself over with eager abandon.
Charlie stroked and played, licked everywhere, roughly rolled him over, pinned him to the mattress, turned him over again, teased and bit—and without exception, every touch he placed on him was a flawless masterstroke. Like he had a map of every sweet spot on Nick’s body, and he knew how to use them with merciless precision.
Charlie’s responsiveness was unbelievable, too. He was obviously enjoying every second of this just as much as Nick was. He was achingly ready to go, visibly straining not to start rushing things, even though Nick had barely done anything to him. As if just getting to do what he was doing was more than enough.
More than that, Charlie’s responsiveness staggered him in the way that he understood every wordless thing Nick tried to tell him. The slightest touch of his fingertips against his wrist and the pressure of his fingers lightened. The barest hitch of Nick’s breath and Charlie did whatever he’d just done a little harder, a little slower.
Nick pressed himself up against him, and Charlie did the same, sparking friction between their bodies. Charlie panted into Nick’s open mouth until Nick began to moan pleadingly, tightening his thighs and arms around him, as if he had known Nick would do that. As if he’d done this with him countless times before.
Suddenly, Charlie caught him by the waist and rolled them both over. Nick’s eyes fluttered open as he landed astride Charlie’s lap. Charlie curled his arms into the bedding by his head, exposing the whole of his body to him, as if in offering.
Nick had been happy to let Charlie do everything, but now he realised just how much he’d been wanting to do everything to him. His fingertips were already tracing the curve of one arm. Charlie’s fingers twitched, but he held still, silently telling Nick to do whatever he wanted.
And so Nick did. And eventually wound up with his head in Charlie’s lap, Charlie’s hand twisted in his hair. Charlie was chewing his lip so hard it had swollen. He involuntarily began to buck his hips against Nick’s face, sinking his heels into the bed in his effort to stay still. Nick eased up, but only to give him tiny, sucking, playful kisses where he knew he wouldn’t be able to take for long.
Charlie’s body gave a little spasm, an inarticulate burst of noise escaped his clenched teeth. He used the handful of Nick’s hair to drag his head up, issuing him an unspoken summon with his blue eyes. Nick straightened up, and this time, he was the one to roll them both over. He landed, panting, on his back, Charlie’s knees on either side of his hips.
Charlie looked just as desperate for this as Nick was—gazing at him with open hunger, softly stroking Nick’s thigh—but he made no other movement. He didn’t say anything, and again… somehow Nick understood what he was trying to tell him. He wanted Nick to be the one who decided if things went any further.
Nick eagerly adjusted their positioning. Charlie’s breath caught as Nick sat up a little, swiftly took his hips in his hands and re-angled them. Charlie let out a heavy, shuddering rush of breath—and slowly began to sink down onto Nick’s lap. He whimpered and flinched sharply, his face screwing up, but Nick knew better than to misread that as a sign that he should stop.
One hand came up to tangle in Charlie’s hair. He turned his head to sink his teeth into Nick’s arm, and—wow, Nick really liked that. He suspected Charlie could feel the throb of pleasure it sent through Nick’s body, and hear it in the soft hiss of breath Nick let out through his teeth. Nick stroked Charlie’s hair adoringly, his other hand still slowly guiding him down.
Charlie was right. He did remember him. Only not with his mind. No part of him was fighting this. Every part of him wanted him, beyond his every doubt.
As their bodies melted all the way together, a breathless moan escaped him. At the same time Charlie let out a low groan from somewhere deep in his throat. Nick fell flat on his back, his body rigid with pleasure, his chest rising and falling in fast, shallow breaths. He closed his eyes for a second, swallowed hard, then looked up at him.
His pupils were blown all the way out, and he looked at Nick so intensely it was like he was trying to permanently burn the sight into his vision.
For a second, they both held still, panting, their bodies united, gazes locked together.
Nick sucked in a jagged breath as Charlie began to move, like he could no longer stop himself, like the fever was going to break him if he didn’t. Slowly, Charlie raised himself all the way off him, then just as slowly, sank all the way back down.
Nick let out a rough, strangled moan, and the last of Charlie’s restraint snapped.
Passion and pleasure spilt through them like rivers of molten lava as Charlie fell into movement, building up a rhythm. Nick’s consciousness rushed out to meet every point of contact between them. Charlie threw his head back and caught his lip between his teeth as his slow, teasing rhythm intensified, growing rougher, hungrier.
He looked so beautiful above him, his head flung back, his cheeks burning, his body rocking back and forth, begging to be touched everywhere. Nick’s hands went all over him, following instinctive pathways, as if he already knew exactly what would make him moan.
Breathing in short, jagged exhales, Nick’s muscles drew taut, straining and twitching. He couldn’t help but roll his hips in time with Charlie’s movements, couldn’t help but take Charlie’s hips to grind him down onto him, making both of them gasp helplessly.
Nick was swimming in sensory heaven, somewhere beyond pleasure, barely able to breathe. He lost control of himself, moving purely on instinct. His heels dug into the bed, his feet flexed and unflexed, his chest heaved. The crimson blush in Charlie’s cheeks grew darker, his eyebrows drew up and together. He looked like he could be in the throws of agony or ecstasy or both.
Nick couldn’t decide if he wanted to lay back, close his eyes, and lose himself completely, or if he wanted to lift his head and watch Charlie with rapt attention. He kept flitting back and forth between the two.
“Nick—” Charlie’s gasping breaths broke up his words as he spoke. “Oh, f-fuck—wait, Nick, wait, not yet—we—we need to—let your—barriers down—before this is—over!”
As soon as Charlie said wait, Nick forced himself to stop, though he’d never wanted to do anything less. His body trembled with the effort it was taking to not keep going. “I w-was hanging in there.”
“Good for you.” Charlie huffled out a shaky laugh, struggling to regain his breath. “I definitely fucking wasn’t. I suppose you also forgot your body is ruthless—and that you’re—ruthlessly cute…”
Charlie’s blue eyes met Nick’s, and he swallowed hard. The bob of his throat made Nick lose the battle raging with himself. Before Charlie could blink, Nick lifted him and threw him onto his back—he buried himself between his thighs. Charlie cried out, and Nick leaned down to kiss him hungrily, his body falling into a deep, rough rhythm. Charlie’s toes curled, his body trembled, his cries turned hoarse as they tore themselves from his throat.
“Come on, Nick,” he gasped. “Let the—barriers down—p-please, please … I promise it’s safe—I love you… can’t you tell how much I love you?”
Charlie’s breaths began to rise, and his back slowly started to arch. His words echoed in Nick’s ears, reverberating into the deepest depths of his heart.
“Charlie,” Nick panted. “I can’t—hold on—much longer—”
Charlie flung his head back and cried out, too lost in mounting pleasure to hear him. Nick gasped as he tightened his grasp on him, crushing him closer. Nick sank him even deeper into the bed, shuddering and moaning, coaxing a blissed-out little wail from him. Nick kissed him, wanting to drink that sound, then kept his lips against his, breathing love and devotion right into him.
Then came his voice, his lips nowhere near his ear, but instead from his very soul, I love you, Nick, I love you…
Some silent barrier gave way between them, and Nick’s eyes fluttered closed. He didn’t know how or why, but somehow he’d tumbled into some secret, deeper space.
An instant later, something warm enveloped him like a blanket, then burst into sparkling brightness which poured into him from—well, everywhere. Liquid sunlight, he might have called it, or else celestial gold, glittering cosmic dust. His mind floated in it, his body was wrapped in it…
Whatever it was caressed him, as if promising that everything would be okay if only he let it into his soul. Then, it leapt into movement and rushed through him, urgently searching for… something…
A flash of light soared through Nick’s brain, sending his consciousness spinning.
He gasped, shuddering. His eyes flew open just in time to catch a wave of darkness as it rushed out from their intertwined bodies, across the room, chased by a sweep of golden light.
Both darkness and light vanished.
And then the delayed sensation of what they had been doing caught up to him.
All at once.
A tidal wave of pleasure swept to its highest, towering height, hung there for a second, suspended.
“Charlie.”
It was the only thing Nick managed to get out before the wave collapsed over his head, and dissolved into a million droplets of pure ecstasy. His words fractured apart into vague, inarticulate cries as his body shuddered.
He dragged in a fast, jagged breath, then sank down as deep as he could between Charlie’s thighs, pinning him to the bed, holding him in place as a broken, breathless groan tore itself from Nick’s lips. He gasped as another wave of mind-melting pleasure annihilated him, clinging tightly to Charlie as he shivered uncontrollably.
Nick whimpered into Charlie’s neck as he slowly rocked them back and forth one more time, then he collapsed on top of him, enveloping him from head to toe. Charlie’s hands slid down from Nick’s shoulders until his arms locked tightly around his waist. Nick buried his face in his neck, trembling just as hard as he was.
They lay there, entangled and panting. Reeling. For a few seconds of blissed-out silence.
Then Charlie suddenly rushed to prop himself on his elbows. He pushed Nick’s sweaty hair back from his forehead, and peered searchingly into his eyes. “Nick?” he said softly, half holding his breath.
Still breathing heavily, Nick broke into a huge, adoring smile—he reached to cup Charlie’s face in his hands. “Hi.”
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Chapter 37: keep me warm
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chapter thirty-seven: keep me warm
A sharp, sobbing gasp escaped Charlie’s throat. “Hi.”
He kissed him breathlessly, then sat up and wrenched him into his arms. He knew he was crushing him, but Nick didn’t seem to mind. He flung his arms around Charlie’s neck, and pressed his nose into the curve of his shoulder. “You did it!”
“Nick!” Charlie buried his face in Nick’s neck, the relief almost overwhelming, “ Nick. ”
“Char…” He drew away, an adoring smile making his eyes shine.
Charlie took his face in his hands, his heart too crowded with emotions to bear. Another sound like a sob broke from him again, and his lashes fluttered. “Are y-you okay? And you—you remember everything? Really?”
Peering into his eyes, Nick nodded fervently.
Charlie stopped, took a deep breath, then sank against him, holding him tight in his arms. Nick tightened his around him, and sank one hand deep into his curls.
They stayed like that for a long time, just holding each other, lost in pure utter relief.
Eventually, Nick slipped out of the bed, taking Charlie with him. He wrapped his legs around Nick’s waist as he lifted him into his arms. Nick didn’t let him go until he set him down in the shower, then backed him up against the wall under the rush of hot water.
Charlie tilted his face up to him. Nick pressed his forehead to his. They stood there together, and then Nick slowly sank down to sit on the floor, drawing Charlie down into his lap as he went. Charlie curled up close to him, and he softly folded his arms around him.
After everything that had happened, it was perfect bliss to just sit in the warmth of his arms. To feel his heartbeat. It had been hard for Charlie not to be able to touch him when he didn’t know him. But now, it felt good to push his palm through his hair, to toy with a strand of it, to nuzzle his nose into the tender spot just beneath his jaw. Meanwhile, Nick’s hands roamed freely over him, like they needed to make up for lost time.
It had been late in the evening when they’d left the bedroom to shower, so by the time they’d put on a quick load of laundry and re-made the bed, it was unsurprising that both their stomachs started growling.
Nick stood in the living room, placing their takeaway order. Charlie watched him for as long as he could without acting on his own clinginess. Nick turned around and Charlie took his chance—he tackled him from behind, and crushed him down onto the sofa.
Nick let out a startled laugh, catching Charlie by the waist as he tumbled down on top of him. “Hey! What was that for?”
Charlie gazed down at him for a moment, then pressed a tender kiss to his lips. “God. I love you so much.”
“I love you.”
They resurfaced only when the food arrived, then sat up together on the sofa in front of the television to eat. For the first time in days, Charlie didn’t find anything blocking him from enjoying the noodles he’d ordered.
Charlie couldn’t seem to stop looking at him—and then, when Nick would look back, he’d get emotional all over again. Only after this had happened a few times did it strike Nick how weird it must have been for Charlie to be the only one who remembered the sheer extent of their relationship together.
Nick whispered “I love you” in his ear a few more times, until he pushed him away, blushing and flustered.
After dinner, they found some ice cream in the back of the freezer and treated themselves to a bowl each. Nick set his empty bowl aside and—their eyes met. And a sudden jolt of shyness struck both of them at once.
“Err…” Charlie chewed his lip, searching Nick’s eyes. “Do you remember everything that happened when you didn’t have your memories?”
“Mmhm.”
Charlie fell silent, processing that. There was a lingering moment, where neither of them seemed sure what to say. Nick’s mind was on a lightning-flash run of everything he had said to him when he didn’t remember him. He was pretty sure Charlie was doing the same thing.
They looked at each other uncertainly, both blushing. Then, Nick gathered Charlie up to him, his heart aching as he remembered how devastated he had been when he’d realised Nick couldn’t remember. Charlie held him with trembling arms, and Nick thought they were both thinking the same thing.
You must have been so scared.
But there was another overwhelming emotion battling its way to the top inside him. “I’m so proud of you,” Nick whispered, smiling so hard his cheeks hurt. “You did it, you fixed my memories.”
“We did that,” said Charlie. “Together. It would never have worked if I tried it on my own.”
“But I was so useless, Char. You figured it out, you did.”
“I…” A pleased smile flickered over Charlie’s face. “Yeah. I—I can’t believe it worked. It did fully work, didn’t it? Are you sure you remember everything?”
“Charlie! I told you! I’m sure!”
And Charlie giggled, bright and full. Nick encircled him into his arms once again and kissed the top of his head.
The sound of Charlie yawning was only slightly muffled by Nick’s shoulder. “I’m so tired,” he murmured. “But I don’t wanna go to sleep. I just want to stay up all night and hang out with you.”
Nick chuckled. “I want that, too. But we’ve had a busy few days. You must be exhausted, I know I am.”
By midnight they were back in bed, tucked up with the lights out. Charlie fell asleep almost at once, emitting adorable little snores which made Nick’s heart ache. How could he ever have forgotten him, and all that he meant?
He looked up at the stars glowing across the ceiling and a surge of anger grew inside him. At the vengeful, hate-fuelled witch who had, hundreds of years ago, cursed their families. And he couldn’t help but feel pretty pissed off that Jane had all but abandoned Charlie in his time of need. He knew it wasn’t really her fault, but he couldn’t help but connect her to their suffering.
Nick rolled over and snuggled closer to Charlie. He dropped off to sleep, comforted by the thought that it was nice to know that their love had the power to break curses as well as trigger them.
✨
During the night they would usually drift apart a little, but this morning, their legs remained as tangled as when they’d gone to sleep. Charlie blinked sleepily, his face pressed close to Nick’s chest. He peered up at him as he stirred, too.
“Morning.”
“Morning.”
He still couldn’t quite believe it.
All that had been missing from Nick’s gaze—the things Charlie had never thought were possible to miss—had returned. And Charlie never, ever wanted them to go again.
He snuggled closer, and Nick’s arms tightened around him.
“We’re gonna be late for school. We slept through the alarm.”
“We didn’t,” said Charlie. “I turned it off yesterday and forgot to reset it. Besides, I think we both deserve another day off—one full day just to… exist.”
Their eyes met and a whole rush of warm adoration passed between them, soothing Charlie to his core.
“Yeah,” Nick whispered. “That sounds nice.”
A vibrating sound came from the bedside table. Charlie groaned, then rolled over to grab his phone. He opened the group chat to find several messages directed at him.
TARA (7:43am): Morning! Just checking in to make sure you’re alright ♥️ Did you get any further? Let us know whenever xx
DARCY (7:45am): no let us know now plz and ty
TARA (7:46am): They’re probably still asleep
ISAAC (8:14am): Are you at school? I didn’t see you. Let us know you’re okay when you wake up
ELLE (8:20am): yes please! we’re worried about you ♥️♥️♥️
TAO (9:45am): honestly if neither of you reply in the next hour i’m going to come round that house and yell at you in person
TARA (9:46am): Leave them be (but seriously please let us know you’re okay)
“Oh, whoops,” said Charlie. “We should probably tell the others the good news.”
Nick leaned against Charlie’s shoulder to read the messages, too. “We should do it in person, though. I haven’t left the house in like two days—I need fresh air and regular exercise!"
“You are a golden retriever!” Charlie laughed, ruffling Nick’s already messy bedhead. “Let’s call an emergency coven meeting for a good reason for a change.”
They dragged themselves out of bed, into the shower, then downstairs for breakfast. As they ate some toast, Charlie sent a quick message to the group chat.
CHARLIE (10:17am): sorry for the suspense! we’re both fine, don’t worry! meet at the cottage at lunchtime?
The moment the message was sent and their toast was eaten, Charlie dragged Nick through into the living room to continue reacquainting themselves with each other. As Nick pressed him down into the cushions, his weight firm but comforting, Charlie slowly but surely felt his damaged heart knit itself back together.
“Never again,” he murmured between kisses. “Don’t ever leave me.”
A tiny gasp escaped Nick’s lips. “I won’t. I’ll never, ever leave you.”
“Promise?”
“I promise.”
The entire rest of their morning was spent in each other’s arms. It had really only been a few days—but a few days of hell.
They took it in turns to kiss each other into various spots around the house, took it in turns to lie gazing at the other while they talked and talked, laughed and laughed. It wasn’t until midday when they left the house together that the rest of the world caught up to them.
For the last two days, all of Charlie’s worries besides Nick forgetting him had seemed far, far away. Far less important. But now Nick was back. And now the swirling thoughts inside Charlie’s head, the ones that spoke of dark, uncontrollable magic, of witch hunters and Carol … they were back with a vengeance.
As they strode across town towards the cottage, Charlie considered that it was nice to know how much worse things could be. He re-secured his grip on Nick’s hand, and shot him a twinkly-eyed smile. It didn’t matter who was after them, didn’t matter what his own fate entailed. Nick was here.
Nick was here.
“Char! Please don’t start crying again, you’ll set me off, too!”
“I wasn’t! Well… I’m trying not to. I’m just really grateful for you.”
With a pout, Nick wrapped his arm around him and pulled him closer. “Aw, I’m grateful for you, too.” He smirked. “If it weren’t for you, I’d still be… you know. And if it ever happens again, we know what to do about it now.”
“Don’t even joke.” Charlie shook his head. “We do not have to wait until such a time to do that again, Nicholas. Please, no.”
And then they were both laughing again, their cheeks rosy, their arms around each other.
Even though it was a little chilly, Charlie welcomed the crisp winter air as they walked through the woods. He suspected Nick did, too. He felt bad for keeping him cooped up all this time, though he knew it had been for the best.
“Ready?” Charlie murmured as they approached the cottage.
“Yep.”
They stepped inside and found the others, thankfully, already assembled around the main room. The moment they saw them, there was a flurry of movement and their coven were on their feet.
“You’re here!” Elle cried, hurrying over to Nick. “Are you…?”
“Better?” Nick glanced at Charlie. They had considered keeping the thing a surprise a little longer, but… now they were here, that seemed a bit unfair.
“Yes!” Charlie yelled, clapping his hands. “He’s all better!” He beamed around at their friends. Most of them had their mouths hanging open, several of them were looking between Nick and Charlie as if they didn’t quite believe it.
“Ask me about anything,” said Nick, grinning. “And I’ll remember it!”
Tara grabbed onto Nick’s arm and pulled him over to a sofa. She pushed him into it and the others gathered around. Charlie flopped onto the sofa opposite, giddy all over again at their success.
“What’s my name?”
“Darcy.”
“When’s my birthday?” Tao demanded.
“23rd of September.”
“Who’s she?” Isaac pointed.
“Tara! I kissed her when we were thirteen and she turned into a lesbian.”
“True!” Tara laughed. “And who’s he?”
Nick looked at Charlie across the coffee table, heart-eyes aglow. “That’s Charlie, the love of my life, my soulmate, my best friend, my—”
“Moon and stars and blah blah blah,” Tao groaned.
“Aw!” Isaac clapped his hands together. “I’m so happy you’re back to normal.”
“Hey,” said Darcy. “Remember that time a fox peed in Tao’s bag?”
“Yes!”
“Ugh! That was so gross. I wish I could forget that.”
“Remember when you threw Ben into the Seine?” asked Tara.
“Oh my god, yes !”
“Remember when we first met and you sneakily gave me a free pain au chocolat?”
“Yes, and I can’t believe I did that. I’m so embarrassing.”
Charlie snorted. “Not as embarrassing as me trying to work out if I could somehow keep that pastry forever.”
The coven continued to chatter happily, a truly celebratory feeling in the air. Nick extracted himself from the others to replace himself at Charlie’s side. The others tucked into the lunch they’d brought. Things felt better. Normal.
All the while, David had sat quietly in the armchair until he sat up and cleared his throat. “Thank you.”
Nick blinked. “Oh. You don’t need to keep thanking us, it’s okay.”
“I thought maybe I should say it again, now that you remember.”
“I remember everything that happened when I had no memories, but… thanks, David. I’m glad you’re not dying.”
“Me too,” said David. “And I’m glad you’re… back to normal. And that nothing truly unfixably terrible happened because of that curse. Keep it in your pants next time, little brother.”
Isaac looked up from his sandwich thoughtfully. “How did you get your memories back, anyway?”
Charlie felt heat rise in his cheeks, and he forced himself not to look at Nick. “It doesn’t matter. Point is, it worked.”
“Okay…”
Thankfully, the others were distracted by the realisation that they were going to be late back at school if they didn’t move now.
Nick pressed a kiss into Charlie’s hair, then stood, offering a hand to help him up, too. They shared a private laugh, then followed their coven back through the woods towards the style. David disappeared into his car the moment they arrived back in town. The others waved Nick and Charlie off, starting the second half of their school day much more cheerful than the first.
At the side of the road, Charlie pressed his face against Nick’s chest, savouring the fierce, pure joy of getting to hold him close like this again. “What do we do now?”
“Mmm… I don’t know.”
Charlie peered up into his face. “What would make you happy?”
“Honestly…” Nick let out a helpless laugh. “I just—want to be with you.” He tightened his arms around him.
Charlie smiled quietly into his chest. “Sounds perfect. Want to get a Costa?”
“Okay.” Nick took his hand and they started up the road. “And maybe we could go for a drive?”
“To the beach?”
“Char, it’s February.”
“So! Let’s get out of here for a bit! Just us two!”
“Fine, but don’t whinge too much if it gets too cold.”
“I won’t,” said Charlie. “You’ll keep me warm.”
For now, he just wanted this. Their hands entwined, hot drinks warming the other, their voices, their laughter, their conversation. Nick and Charlie.
They ended up in Herne Bay.
The place was even more dreary and grey than on their prior visit back in October. This time, however, their purpose was much more cheerful and that made all the difference.
It was lucky they had soulmate magic to keep each other warm, because once they were on the pier, the wind proved harsh, the spray off the waves bitter. With their hands clasped together, they kept a steady flow of magical heat pulsing between them. Instead of turning into a grumbling, shivering mess, Charlie tipped his head back at the end of the pier and let the wind lift his hair, clear his mind. “We need to do more of this.”
“Hm?”
“Prioritising time where we can just be us. Going on dates, and visiting places that aren’t just Truham.”
“I want that, too,” said Nick. “I’m just scared, all the time… And when I go to uni, I don’t know how I’m gonna…”
“Cope with being apart?” Charlie stared down at the churning grey sea. “Yeah. It’s going to be so shit. Don’t be surprised if I leave our magical connection open, like, all the time.”
“I wonder how far we could be apart and have it still work…”
“You managed to reach me inside someone else’s memory so, Leeds shouldn’t be too much of a struggle.”
Nick wrapped his arms around him and kissed the side of his head. “I’ve already started putting aside petrol and train money for us—it’s bigger than my actual student-life fund, to be honest.”
“Nick…” Charlie shook his head. “I’m going to get a job, too. I’ll be able to pay for my own train fares.”
“Maybe you can take my job at the cafe when I leave! I know mum’s been worrying about that—she has other employees, obviously, but she always prefers it when she knows the person prior. And she loves you, so…” His eyebrows knitted together, and the joyful spark in his eyes flickered. “Only if you wanted to, of course. I know things with my mum are… complicated at the moment.”
“No, I—I’d love to work for your mum, actually. And I love Nellie’s—that place means a lot to me.” He looked up into Nick’s face and reached out to smooth a thumb over that worry line between his brows. “I know it doesn’t make much sense how I feel about what she did. Yes, I was angry and scared at the time, but now, I… everything with my mum is so … ugh! Just unpredictable and unreliable . Like, I don’t know Jane. But I know Sarah.”
“She hurt her,” Nick’s voice trembled, “She stabbed her, Char, and I don’t… I—she’s still my mum and I love her but now it feels… wrong. Like I shouldn’t. But I do. Is that bad?”
Charlie folded his arms around Nick’s middle and held him close. “No. You’re so full of love, Nick, and goodness and light. I still love Sarah. Jane may be my mum by blood, but I’m not sure if I even like her.”
“You seem to have a connection, though.” Nick’s hair lifted in the wind off the sea. “Sometimes the two of you seem kind of… I dunno, in sync?”
Charlie swallowed thickly. The suggestion made his stomach churn—and the sensation must have shown in his expression, because Nick looked stricken.
“Sorry. I shouldn’t have worded it like that. I know you don’t want that. Or do you?”
“Of course I do! Or… at least I did. The way she speaks about dark magic, and all she did with it… I just wish she’d stop bothering me about using it. I can’t be as pure of heart as she seems to think I am—what does she know? She doesn’t know me, either!”
A smirk lifted the corner of Nick’s mouth. “Charlie, I know you and love you a lot, and I know you’re not entirely pure of heart. Close, but not quite.”
Charlie sighed. “No one is. Though I fear you may be a good candidate.”
“Pfft! You know that isn’t true.”
They set off back along the pier towards the car. The sun had begun to set and the water rippled and sparkled in the dying light.
“I think I’m ready,” said Nick from the driver’s seat.
“For what?”
“To go and talk to my mum.”
Charlie clicked his seatbelt into place. “Really?”
“I can’t avoid her forever. And this trip has helped me get some perspective.”
“I feel like all the cobwebs have been blown from my brain—it’s so windy. Is my hair a disaster?”
“Never.” Nick flicked down the overhead mirror. “Mine on the other hand…” He spent thirty seconds trying to fix the mess the wind had made, before giving up and snapping the flap closed again. “Will you come with me to speak to my mum?”
✨
She wasn’t home when they arrived, but Nellie greeted them at the door. Her tail wagged happily as she leapt up to kiss Nick hello.
“I missed you, Nellie! I can’t believe I forgot you most of all!”
“Boof, boof!”
“I’m sorry. We’ll go on a nice long walk when mum’s back, I promise.”
“Bork!”
The three of them settled on the sofa to wait. The peace and quiet, and moment to process, was welcome to Charlie, but he suspected Nick just wanted to get it over and done with. He sat with Nellie’s head on his lap, stroking her absently while he chewed his lip.
Fifteen minutes later, they heard the click of the front door opening. Nick and Nellie looked up with remarkably similar mannerisms.
“Nicky…” said Sarah as she stepped through the living room door. “You’re home.”
Nellie leapt aside as Nick got to his feet. Charlie remained on the sofa with the dog while Nick hugged his mother. She looked so heartbreakingly relieved that, in that moment, Charlie forgave her for everything. All of it.
Everyone had the capacity for good and bad. Even Sarah. Even Nellie. Even Nick.
“I’m sorry I stayed away so long,” said Nick, letting her go. “I didn’t mean to, only…” He shrugged. “I understand why you did what you did, Jane explained some things, and, well… I forgive you.”
“I do, too,” said Charlie, getting to his feet. “I forgive you. And I’m sorry for any terrible things my mum may have done to you in the past.”
Nick and Sarah’s faces fell into matching looks of exasperation.
“Char…”
“Oh, come here, sweetheart.” Sarah pulled Charlie into a hug. “Don’t you ever go apologising for something your mum has done. Her actions are nothing to do with you—especially those of the past.”
Charlie shrugged awkwardly. “Still… I did knock you over with magic… I’m sorry I did that.”
“All is forgiven, dear.” She patted his cheek. “How have you been keeping yourselves for the last few days? I trust you’ve been looking after each other.”
Nick and Charlie looked at each other and blinked. It hadn’t really been that long since that fateful rugby match, but forgetting everything for a while apparently messed with your perception of time.
“Yeah,” said Nick. “We… took a few days off school. Today and yesterday.”
“Oh, did you get poorly after all?”
Charlie nodded. “We must have caught whatever David had.”
“Well, I’m sorry I wasn’t there to help out, dears. Are you feeling better now?”
“Yeah, we are. Look, mum, I’m sorry—”
“Not another apology from you, Nicholas, please. I’m sorry. I will always be sorry.”
✨
“Don’t you want to talk to your mum?” Nick asked Charlie the following morning in form.
Last night, Charlie had joined the Nelsons for dinner, and Nellie had gotten her walk. He had then spent the night back in Nick’s bed, which he’d definitely missed, and then risen with some reluctance to go to school that morning.
“Even if I wanted to talk to her, I still don’t have any way of contacting her,” said Charlie, scribbling down some last-minute revision. He’d really let it slide over their time off. “As much as it would be nice to know what she’s thinking, and what has kept her away, I don’t care enough to track her down. Not that I’d even know where to start if I did…”
Things meandered on over the next few days, Nick and Charlie slipping back into the monotony of school, and last-minute exam prep. They spent their free periods sitting in the Sixth Form common room with their friends—hoping they might act as a buffer between them and their school work, lest they distracted each other.
They ate lunch with their covenmates. Sometimes Imogen would join them, asking awkward questions about the outcome of Lucille and Freya’s argument. None of them knew what to tell her. Charlie still didn’t really understand what had happened there. All they knew was that Lucille was dead, Freya had disappeared, and neither of those things were easily explained away to Imogen, who didn’t need any more magical interference in her life.
It only occurred to Charlie in form on Friday morning that it was Valentine’s Day. It wasn’t his fault. He’d never had a reason to remember it before. But Nick slid a card and a little gift bag across the desk to him. The added blushy cheeks was enough to melt Charlie into a giddy puddle.
“You didn’t have to get me anything. I didn’t—I forgot it was Valentine’s Day, to be honest…”
“It’s okay.” Nick kissed him chastely—they were in form after all. “I didn’t get you something to get anything in return. I just… I know it’s cheesy and I didn’t even know whether we were Valentine’s people or not but… It’s just chocolate. You don’t have to eat them if you don’t want them—”
“Hey.” Charlie took his hand and squeezed it gently. “Thank you. I love them. I love you.”
“I love you,” said Nick. “I wrote it in that card, too, just in case you forget.”
They only managed to eat one secret chocolate each before Mr Farouk caught the scent of deceit. Not wanting to get the rest confiscated, they saved the rest until their break-time common room date.
“I still feel bad, though,” said Charlie, when Tao had finished showing off the incredible painting Elle had done of the two of them as a Valentine’s gift. “There’s no time to really get you anything decent. Is there something you want? Anything at all, I’ll do it.”
“Valentine’s blowjobs, very classy.”
“Tao!” Charlie glared at his friend. “Shut up and snog your painting.”
“Uh! Rude!”
“Seriously,” Charlie turned to Nick on the sofa beside him. “Name it and it’s done.”
“I mean… Tao does have a point.”
“ Nick! ”
Tao and Isaac burst into laughter, while Nick blushed and grinned, too.
“Fine,” said Charlie. “Is that all?”
Nick reached out a hand and ruffled Charlie’s curls. “I was joking. You know what? Let me make you dinner.”
“What? No, this is supposed to be a gift from me to you, not—”
“You can decide what we have. We could even just order pizza and light some candles, I don’t know.”
“Candles?”
Nick shrugged. “For the romantic ambience.”
“Do you want the ambience for the blowjob, too? Or just the pizza?”
“That might get dangerous,” said Nick, his eyebrows knitting. “If we accidentally floated them there could be a fire.”
“Oh, darling, we don’t need candles to start a fire.”
Tao banished them from his earshot for the rest of break. That was fine by them.
And with their special dinner to look forward to, the rest of the school day swept past in a giddy, loved-up haze. Charlie had always appreciated Nick, of course he had, but, well, maybe distance really did make the heart grow fonder. Or at least it had just given him a taste—a horrible taste—of what the world might be like if Nick didn’t love him.
That evening, they shared a Domino’s in the light of the candles Nick had insisted they light, and laughed together while they chatted, making sure never to stray too far into darker topics. Often they would dissolve into comfortable silence, content to sit in each other’s company, enjoying the food, the view, and of course, the ambience.
When the pizza was done, ice cream had been consumed, and the candles snuffed out, Charlie got up from the table and held out a hand for Nick to take. It only took a slight lift of the corner of his mouth for that glint to appear in Nick’s eyes, and for him to follow him up the stairs.
Laughter on his lips, Charlie collected Nick up against the wall outside his bedroom, and kissed him hard, passionately, hands fisting in shirts and in hair. Breathless, it was a moment before the sound of a raised voice permeated their bubble.
“What the fuck are you doing here?!”
Nick and Charlie parted with matching frowns. It was David.
“David!” yelled a second voice. “David!”
“Who’s that?” Charlie whispered.
“Maybe we should just ignore—?”
There was a crash from inside David’s bedroom, followed by a grunt of pain, and then— “You aren’t listening!” the stranger hissed. “David, listen!”
A shout and a thud.
Nick threw himself out from between Charlie and the wall and sprinted to his brother’s door. A second later, Charlie oriented himself enough to follow.
The moment they burst into the bedroom, a blur of movement greeted them—a young man soared across the room, into a corner, where he fell into a heap, his head of messy dirty blonde hair lolling.
Shaking out his hands, David let out a breath.
“Is that… a witch hunter?” said Nick, staring between his brother and the stranger.
David nodded. “Kieran. I’ve known him a while. Help me with him, will you?” He hooked his arms under Kieran’s and began to heft him upwards.
“No need to carry him,” said Nick with a sigh. “Let’s just float him, yeah?”
Charlie took his hand and focused. It was only when their magics rushed towards each other and flooded their insides that he realised this was the first time they’d done coven magic since Nick had got his memories back. How could it possibly, somehow, feel even better than it had before? Charlie would never have been able to fathom that anything could feel better than what they’d already had but here they were.
Kieran was lifted off the ground like a giant ragdoll, but with the ease of a leaf on the wind. Slowly, Nick and Charlie settled him into David’s desk chair. He landed with his head back, exposing his pale throat. And in the moonlight coming from the window, Charlie considered how young Kieran looked. No older than he and Nick, really. But that didn’t mean he wasn’t dangerous.
The three of them stood there, hovering over their captor for a long moment.
Kieran suddenly groaned and opened his eyes, blinking blearily at them. “Ahh…”
Before he could so much as move, David threw himself down beside him, grabbed him by his hair, holding him in place.
Kieran’s hands flew up in surrender. “I’m not here to kill you.”
“You broke into my room!” David hissed.
“You jumped me before I could explain myself,” said Kieran. “I need your help.” There were dark circles under his wide eyes.
“Help you?” David scoffed.
Kieran swallowed. “I need to speak with Jane Driscoll.”
Silence.
Both Nelson brothers turned to look at Charlie.
He let out a breath and tried to keep calm. “What do you want with her?”
A muscle in Kieran’s jaw twitched. “You wouldn’t believe me if I told you. But she will.”
“No,” said Charlie. “No—he’s using us to trick my mum, just like Carol tried to.”
Kieran shook his head the best he could with David’s hand still fisted tightly in his hair. “David, you know better. We were friends once. We served together.”
“Served?” Nick scoffed. “That’s what you call it?”
“You shouldn’t have come here,” David murmured.
“I had no choice,” said Kieran. “I’m running from Carol—she’ll kill me to keep me from telling Jane what I know.”
“What is it then?” Nick demanded. “If you’ve got something to share, say it.”
David gave Kieran one, hard shake.
He let out a deep exhale, looked down at his shoes, then raised his gaze to the three of them. “Carol is summoning demons.”
A distant, sharp knock on the front door cut through the stunned silence.
Charlie looked between Nick and David, his heart hammering. Nick squeezed Charlie’s arm and turned to the door. “I’ll get it.”
“Wait, no, I’ll go with you…”
But Nick was already out of the room and heading down the stairs. Charlie shot a look at David to make sure he stayed where he was, to guard Kieran, then hurried out after Nick.
As he rounded the corner of the stairs, he heard the sound of the front door being pulled open. Heard Nick’s intake of breath when he saw who was standing on the step outside.
“What are you doing here?” he heard Nick ask.
“I was looking for Charlie,” said Jane. “He’s not at home so I thought I’d try here.”
Charlie jogged down the remainder of the stairs in time for Jane to look up and see him standing there. He sidled up beside Nick, arms crossed, suddenly fuming. He raised his eyebrows, waiting for her to say something. Anything.
“Well?” he said. “Aren’t you going to ask whether Nick has his memories back or not? Aren’t you going to ask if we’re okay?”
Jane blinked. She cleared her throat. “I was wondering if you might want to… I don’t know, do something sometime. Together. As mother and son. We could go see a film or get a coffee or… maybe there’s something else you’d like to do.”
“You know what might help us bond as mother and son? Maybe being there for support while I went through some of the worst days of my life might have been a start. But just so you know, Nick’s all better now, he remembers everything. We fixed it ourselves. No thanks to you…”
Jane’s eyes widened as she looked at Nick. He had been standing there, arms folded, a scowl on his face. Only then did she seem to notice him properly. “You… fixed his memories. Th-that’s extraordinary. I mean—I’m so happy for you, and proud. So proud.” She turned back to Charlie and smiled a painful-looking smile. “Well done. That’s some serious magic.”
There was a loud thud from upstairs.
“Never mind that now,” said Charlie. “There’s a witch hunter here and he’s asking for you.”
At the expression of genuine shock on Jane’s face, Nick and Charlie exchanged confused looks.
“You didn’t know he was here?” asked Nick.
Jane shook her head. “What does he want?”
Nick shrugged. “He said Carol is planning to summon demons.”
They jogged back up the stairs, Nick leading the way while Charlie followed behind Jane. He wrapped his hands around the bottom of his sleeves and squeezed, trying to regain some control over the fury he was feeling. He didn’t need his mother for anything. He’d never needed her before. Not really, anyway. Just because he had a mother now, that didn’t mean he should expect her to be there for him. He hadn’t even meant to expect that of her, it had just sort of happened. Perhaps he had been naive to assume she would be everything he’d always wanted, let alone what he needed.
Back in David’s bedroom, he had found a length of rope from somewhere and was now busy binding Kieran to the chair. The moment the door opened and he caught sight of Jane, David got up and strode aside. “Did you know he was looking for you?”
“Not at all.” She went straight to Kieran and crouched down to study his scowling face. “How did he know where I’d be is the question.”
David shrugged. “He was telling the truth when he said I know him. I don’t know why he’d come here and lie…”
Jane took Kieran’s chin in her hand and forced him to look at her. “Using your history with David to draw me in, are you? Is that your ploy? Either Carol is grooming an army of idiots or you’re telling the truth about the demons. I’d much rather it was the former.”
“It’s true,” said Kieran. “I swear.”
“Why would Carol do that?”
“To use their power so she can finally destroy you—and all the other witches—once and for all.”
There was a sharp crack and Kieran’s head snapped to one side. Jane had hit him across the face. The impact made all three of them flinch. The cold, clear menace in her voice… it made Charlie shiver.
“You’re lying,” said Jane. “Carol can’t use demons. She’s human.”
“She’s working with a witch,” Kieran gasped. He licked his lips nervously as Jane held his gaze—and then his eyes widened. “You already knew that. You’re just testing me.”
“Who’s the witch?” Jane demanded.
“I don’t know. No one does. Carol keeps everything a secret. She’s gotten all paranoid and crazy, okay? She’s always been obsessed with magic, but now it’s demons. We’re honestly more scared of her nowadays than of witches…”
A beat. And then Jane let go of Kieran’s chin and stood up from the floor. She paced casually across the rug, her hands in her pockets.
“So,” said Nick. “She’s not after Charlie anymore?”
Kieran stared up at him, a chilling expression in his otherwise exhausted face. “Oh, she’s after him, definitely. She wants to destroy your entire coven, but dark witches will always be the lowest of the low in her view—as they should be. Evil, filthy, scum—”
“Don’t.” Charlie folded a hand gently around Nick’s tightened fist. He smoothed out his fingers until they relaxed enough to hold his hand.
“Carol is planning a big summoning at the barn,” Kieran continued. “Just like you did sixteen years ago. We know you tried to give them bodies so they could walk among us, the bodies of witches so they would be stronger. You were going to use their power against your enemies. And in order to summon them, you sacrificed a mortal and buried them at the site of the ritual.”
Jane darted forwards and seized Kieran by the front of his jacket.
“She was going to sacrifice me!” he yelled.
Jane froze. She glared down at him for several furious seconds… then let him go.
“I escaped,” said Kieran, sweat beading at his brow. “And that’s why I’m here. If you don’t stop her, Carol is going to get all that demonic power you wanted for herself.”
“Is… is that true?” said Charlie, his mind reeling. “You murdered an innocent person to summon demons?”
With a sigh, Jane turned slowly to look at him. “I summoned a demon, yes, but there was no sacrifice. My Waterhouse blood was all I needed.”
And then suddenly Charlie was sitting on the bed. His knees had given out and his hand had slipped out of Nick’s. “Great. Fucking great.”
“I was trying to protect my coven,” said Jane. “I thought I could use the demons to fight off the witch hunters. But the demons just wanted to possess everyone. It was your father who stopped them. Julio managed to trap them before they could take over the coven entirely.”
“That didn’t help Hazel Foster,” Charlie spat. “We saw what that demon did to her—because of you .”
His mother’s mouth had disappeared into the thinnest of lines. “Every death caused by that day was a tragedy.”
Nick slid a gentle hand around Charlie’s shoulders. The pressure was grounding—somewhat, anyway. Why did he keep stumbling into darkness at every turn when it came to his mother? It wasn’t fair.
“So,” said David. “Can Carol do what Kieran says she can?”
“If she has a witch—a traitor witch—then yes,” said Jane.
“Is there a way to stop her?”
“We must seal the ground where she plans to summon from. I assume she’ll use the old firepit by the barn…”
“Then we need to go,” said Nick. “Now. Before she can do anything.”
Nick offered Charlie his hand. He took it, eying Jane with great scepticism. “Do you know how? Or is this another vague spell from the Waterhouse grimoire with loads of mystery side effects?”
There was a tense silence as Jane scrutinised Charlie. He held her gaze, his hand tight in Nick’s the only thing anchoring him in front of her.
Jane sighed. “Gather the coven, alright? Everyone. I’ll meet you at the cottage in half an hour. There are tools I need to pick up before we leave.”
She drew a knife from her pocket, made quick work of the ropes around Kieran, hauled him to his feet and shoved him in front of her as she left the room. Nick, Charlie and David listened to the sounds of her walking down the stairs and out the front door.
“Great,” said David, watching out the window. “Another mysterious ritual from your mysterious mother.”
Charlie looked down at his and Nick’s entwined hands, though he didn’t really see them. He leaned into him, and breathed in his comforting scent. “Are we doing the right thing?”
“Yes.” Nick rested his chin on Charlie’s shoulder and rubbed a soothing hand up and down his back. “We need to go and see what we can do to help.”
“But what if it’s a trap?”
Nick lifted his head. “As much as we’re pissed off with your mum at the moment, I don’t think she’d ever lead us anywhere potentially dangerous if she thought there wasn’t a chance we could help.”
“Ugh! You’re right.” Charlie groaned. He flopped his forehead against Nick’s shoulder and screwed his eyes shut tight. “We were having such a nice Valentine’s Day…”
“You should know by now,” said David. “Things around here rarely stay sunshine and rainbows for long.”
✨
The splitting pain in his head was becoming unbearable. At least Jane Driscoll had stopped shoving him. He could walk perfectly well on his own, thank you very much.
She led the way, for hours it seemed, though in reality Kieran knew it had not been even one. They followed a narrow country lane on foot, having parked in a layby several disorienting turns back. They were somewhere on the outskirts of Truham, though most of the surrounding countryside looked the same.
“So where’s this house we’re meeting them at?” he dared to ask after so long of stoic silence. “It seems kind of far out of town to be convenient.”
“We’re not going to the cottage.”
Kieran stopped in his tracks. “What?”
Jane made no gesture to show she had heard, she merely kept trudging along the cracked tarmac.
“Hey, aren’t we meant to be meeting up with your son and his coven?”
“This is too dangerous for them.”
“But—” Kieran hurried along after her. “But you don’t have any power. We need a coven, right?”
“We need to stop Carol before she hurts the coven. Now, come on. Keep up. We’re almost there.”
He tried to do as she asked, but it was hard. He wasn’t sure why he was struggling so much. It wasn’t even like Jane was walking particularly quickly. It was just this headache. It felt like something was moving inside his skull, beneath the skin, wriggling and writhing. Every now and then a wave of pain would flood him and he’d have to stop and concentrate in order to breathe. If Jane noticed then she didn’t let on.
The pain did not come again, thankfully, until Jane led him through an opening in the hedgerows and into a field. And he realised where they were.
The husk of the burnt-out barn sat in the far corner, blackened and empty. To their right, a large area of the surrounding field had been flattened. The overgrown grass and weeds had been squished down, revealing what looked to be the remains of a small, stone building; only a few small stretches of crumbling stone wall remained at about ankle height.
“This is where it happened?” said Kieran. “Where you summoned those demons sixteen years ago.”
“Yes. They came up right through here.” Jane stepped among the ruins, gesturing to a specific section of crumbled wall which looked as if it would have once been a fireplace. The ground around it was fissured, ashen—much like the barn in the distance, only much more localised.
Kieran started towards the fireplace, but Jane held out a hand to stop him. “I’ve got to get this done before Carol gets here. No dawdling.”
She bent down and began to search among the flattened grass. She must have known what she was looking for would be there, because a moment later, she straightened up again, an old metal fire poker in her hand. In the middle of the rough square created by the remains of the stone building, Jane began to draw in the earth, a circle.
A sickening feeling seeped through Kieran’s bones as he watched the witch work. He shifted in his trainers, uncomfortable in her presence. It was easy to forget what she was. She looked like just an ordinary woman. Someone’s mother. But he shouldn’t have allowed himself to forget what she was. What she was capable of.
“Do you… want me to do something?” he heard himself ask.
“Just don’t move.”
At first, he had assumed she was drawing a circle—witches loved circles, it seemed. But then she began to add shapes, flourishes—runes.
“What—what are you doing?” The fear in his voice made him cringe.
“Demons are strong,” said Jane. “But they can’t cross over these runes.”
“Really?” Kieran managed a scoff full of fake confidence. “So, a bunch of lines in the dirt is enough to keep us safe?”
Jane looked up from her task and met his eye. “Not us,” she said. She took a step to the side, placing herself on the outside of the circle. She flung the poker aside. “Me.”
“What the hell are you talking about?!” He made to step over the line, too, but the second his foot touched the edge, a sharp sting of pain zapped through his foot, up his leg, right into his stomach. He cried out, his knees buckled, and he went sprawling to the earth.
“What are you doing?!” he cried.
“There’s a demon inside you,” said Jane. “You’ve already been sacrificed.”
“Well, get it out of me! I didn’t know! I swear!”
“Carol sacrificed you just like I sacrificed Hazel Foster.” Jane paced beside the ruined fireplace. “And now Carol can summon all the demons she wants. But this circle will draw the demon from you and send it back into the abyss—and prevent Carol from completing her ritual.”
“Why would you do that, Jane?” Carol stepped out from the darkened edge of the field and into the ruined walls. “You’re the one who brought the demons here to begin with.”
“That was a mistake,” said Jane. “We’ve all made mistakes when we were young, Carol.”
“And when we were older, too, apparently. Coming here without magic is one. What a miraculous turn of events? Because of one of your witches, I have power, and you don’t. You should have stayed in hiding, Jane.”
Kieran let out a groan and began to twitch helplessly on the ground.
“Once I control the demons,” said Carol. “I will use them to slaughter every last witch alive. But you—I’ll kill you right now.”
With a flick of her hand, Jane flew backwards. She soared over the flattened grass, across the field, into the wall of the barn where she fell, limp, and unconscious.
Her pink coat flapping, Carol strode casually after her and extracted a knife. She held it aloft, sank it into her own palm—and began to chant.
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