Chapter 1: ↪ 𝐃𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 ↩
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𝐆𝐎𝐃𝐋𝐘 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 ᵉ*ᵗᵐ
╰ [UPDATES WILL BE ON TBA]
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━ ❝I envy those ignorant to the way Gods toy with us.❞
𝗜𝗡 𝗪𝗛𝗜𝗖𝗛- you're the object of many powerful men desires; from gods to warriors...they all want 𝘺𝘰𝘶.
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⌜𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐅𝐞𝐦!𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐱 𝐕𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬!𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐂 𝐅𝐚𝐧𝐅𝐢𝐜⌟
‧͙⁺˚*・༓☾ 🇵🇴🇸🇹-ᴇᴘɪᴄ: ᴛᴍ!ᴀᴜ ☽༓・*˚⁺‧͙
📖A mythic slow-burn, spiraling epic told across three books:
→ Book 1: 𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐄𝐃 – The spark of divine interest [COMPLETED]
→ Book 2: 𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐄𝐍 – The unraveling of truth [COMPLETED]
Book 3: 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐌𝐍𝐄𝐃 – The cost of memory and rebellion [ONGOING]
[𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤/𝐟𝐢𝐜 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐛𝐚𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐧 '𝘌𝘗𝘐𝘊: 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘔𝘶𝘴𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘭 ' + 𝐆𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐤 𝐌𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐲—𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬, 𝐠𝐨𝐝𝐬, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐢𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞. 𝐍𝐨 𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐂 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐥𝐞𝐝𝐠𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐝. 𝐘𝐨𝐮'𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐙𝐞𝐮𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐎𝐝𝐲𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐮𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐟 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐬𝐞𝐚 𝐠𝐨𝐝.]
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𝕎𝕠𝕣𝕕 ℂ𝕠𝕦𝕟𝕥: [~]
P.S. *This is a FanFic (Fan-made fiction book). The original characters shown in this book is an entire work of fiction unless stated otherwise.*
𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐃: March 01, 2022
𝐏𝐔𝐁𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐇𝐄𝐃: November 02, 2024
𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐃: TBD
Chapter 2: 00 ┃ 𝐁𝐋𝐔𝐑𝐁
Summary:
⌜READ ME FIRST: This story deals with divine favor—and all the chaos that comes with it. Please be aware of the heavy themes and psychological intensity ahead. Full warnings listed at the bottom.⌟
𓆩⚝𓆪 ⋆。˚☽˚。⋆ 𓆩⚝𓆪
Notes:
⌜𝐍𝐨𝐭𝐞: Knowledge of EPIC: The Musical isn't technically needed; this can be read with just common knowledge of Greek mythology and The Odyssey.⌟
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⌜Godly Things | Chapter 00
Chapter 00 | Blurb⌟
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Before you could finish your question, you found yourself abruptly yanked forward. The world tilted, and with a startled gasp, you realized you were no longer standing at the edge of his bed but sprawled across it, pinned beneath him.
❝What—Telemachus!❞ you sputtered, trying to piece together what had just occurred, your hands instinctively pushing against his chest. The words died in your throat when your gaze locked onto his.
His face was mere inches from yours, and the sight made your breath catch. His skin was flushed, a deep crimson spreading from his cheeks down his neck, while his lips parted slightly as though he were trying to catch his breath. But it was his eyes that froze you—their usual warm brown was now darkened, lidded with an intensity that sent an unfamiliar shiver down your spine.
❝____,❞ he murmured, his voice low and uneven. It wasn't the soft, composed tone you were used to. This was deeper, rougher, and it sent your pulse racing in ways you didn't fully understand.
❝T-Telemachus,❞ you stammered, your hands still pressed against him, though your strength felt like it had evaporated. ❝What... what are you doing? You're—❞ Your voice faltered as his gaze flicked down, lingering on your face in a way that made your cheeks burn.
He didn't answer right away, his breath brushing against your skin as he leaned in slightly, his weight keeping you firmly in place as he kneeled. The heat radiating from him was overwhelming, and for a brief, dizzying moment, the air between you felt charged, crackling with something unspoken.
You gently pushed against his chest. ❝I-I think you should move, Telemachus.❞ Your words were shaky, your mind scrambling for some semblance of composure as the intensity of the moment engulfed you.
But before you could say more, one of Telemachus' hands darted out, capturing both of yours and pressing them firmly against his chest. The erratic thrum of his heartbeat reverberated beneath your palms, fast and unsteady, matching the breathless tension filling the room.
❝Do you feel it?❞ he murmured, his voice low and almost pleading, tinged with an unfamiliar vulnerability. His eyes bore into yours, half-lidded and heavy with emotion. ❝It's because of you—only you.❞
Your breath caught at the raw honesty in his voice. The world seemed to shrink around you, leaving only Telemachus, his warmth, and the rapid pulse beneath your fingertips; you were powerless to look away.
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The favor of the gods can be a gift—or a curse.
From the moment Apollo intervened in your fate, you became more than just another mortal—an object of divine fascination. Your life has been molded by forces greater than you—guided, nudged, and sometimes shoved toward a destiny you never asked for.
Powerful men seek to lay claim to your heart—they see you as something to be won, protected, loved. But their desires come with their own shadows...
Betrayal, rebellion, love, and fate entwine in your veins, leaving you caught in the crossfire of men who will do anything to keep you.
And as the gods gamble and mortals scheme, one truth remains clear: those favored by gods are rarely spared their trials.
So tell me, favored one, how far will you go to save yourself?
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⌜𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐅𝐞𝐦!𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐱 𝐕𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬!𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐂 𝐅𝐚𝐧𝐅𝐢𝐜⌟
∞
╭─↬ ❗𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆❗ ↫─╮
There will be mentions/descriptive scenes of the following:
╭ ⁞ ❏. Strong Language / Swearing
┊ ⁞ ❏. Stalker-Like & Obsessive Behavior
┊ ⁞ ❏. Toxic / Emotionally Manipulative Relationships
┊ ⁞ ❏. Graphic Gore / Physical Violence
┊ ⁞ ❏. Psychological Trauma / Panic / Dissociation
┊ ⁞ ❏. Death of Minor and Major Characters
┊ ⁞ ❏. Themes of Power Imbalance (Mortals vs Gods)
┊ ⁞ ❏. Unreliable Narration / Gaslighting Undertones
┊ ⁞ ❏. Apathetic / Antisocial / Possessive Behavior
┊ ⁞ ❏. Hinted Religious or Divine Possession
┊ ⁞ ❏. Flashbacks to Emotional Neglect / Grief
💬 I think that covers most of it for now—especially since this isn't a fluff-heavy story and leans into divine favor as both a blessing and a curse....
Lol, I don't know if I got them all, so if you see anything I didn't list, come back and comment right here so I can add them to the list later ➡
Also, before you start, if you're new here, welcome! But if you're a returning reader/came from my other books, hi winxies🥹❤️ Enjoy (•͈˽•͈)
𝐩𝐬𝐬𝐬𝐭, 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: Though this may be a various!EPIC fic, MC will most likely be with 1 person; may the best love interest win 😈
Chapter 3: ✨ 𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐑'𝐒 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄 𝐎𝐍 𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐘 ✨ &❗𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐋𝐀𝐈𝐌𝐄𝐑❗
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Copyright © 2024 by
⌜𝐗𝐚𝐧𝐢⌝
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Hey there, winxies! Just a quick but important note before you dive in.
This novel is my original work—the storyline, writing, and overall structure are mine. That means I do not give permission for 𝑨𝑵𝒀𝑶𝑵𝑬 to copy, repost, or claim any part of it as their own. If you try, just know you'll be:
➢ 𝗠𝘂𝘁𝗲
➢ 𝗕𝗹𝗼𝗰𝗸𝗲𝗱
➢ 𝗥𝗲𝗽𝗼𝗿𝘁𝗲𝗱
Simple as that. Let's keep it respectful.
🪶✨ And speaking of being respectful, let's be clear...
Once again, this story is my original work. While it pulls from public domain mythology (Greek myths) and even hints of echoes of ETM, the specific storyline, characters, worldbuilding, dialogue, structure, divine systems, lore, events, and invented concepts such as Divine Liaison, Askalion, and others are entirely my own creations. This is not a retelling or adaptation of any pre-existing media property—it's my personal mythology, built from scratch.
I'm honored when people say my work inspires them—but inspiration is not duplication.
If this book sparks your own creativity, I love that. Truly. But please don't copy my unique scenes, dialogue, pacing, or systems and pass them off as yours elsewhere. I’ve seen what happens to other writers when lines get blurred—and I'm establishing this boundary up front so we avoid any issues later.
Respect the work. Respect the labor. Respect the line between admiration and theft. ✨
If you ever see someone borrowing too closely from Godly Things, feel free to let me know.
Thank you for understanding. Now—let's enter the security gates.
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𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 & 𝐆𝐔𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒
Now, onto something just as important: how we engage in the comments.
1. Do not romanticize trauma. This story may explore heavy themes, but that doesn't mean they should be taken lightly. If you can't engage with these topics respectfully, this might not be the space for you.
2. Do 𝑵𝑶𝑻 trauma-dump in the comments. I understand that stories can be personal and triggering, but it's unfair to expect other readers (or me) to process heavy, deeply personal experiences in a casual reading space. If you share details about serious trauma, your comment will be deleted, and you may be muted. Remember, this is a public site and others engage on it too; be mindful of others' mental state as well as your own.
3. Respect cultural boundaries. For the love of Gods above, do 𝑵𝑶𝑻 refer to me as Author-nim, Author-chan, etc. unless you're actually from the culture or seriously learning the language. I'm not Korean or Japanese, and using those titles outside their intended context can come off as fetishizing. Just call me Xani, and we're good, lovelies.
4. Character descriptions & inclusivity. And finally, and most importantly, as you read, please don't be shocked if (keyword: 'if' so it may or may not even happen) there is use of broad/random signifiers such as "brown", "twists", "curls", etc. when describing features/hairstyles and types for characters in the book; it won't be the main focus, nor constantly used throughout the story, just sprinkled here and there to add a bit more realism (in my opinion) and no way meant to alienate anyone.
The aim and goal of my writing is to create immersive stories that include POC characters—ranging from side characters, love interests, etc. I want to create something that includes everyone, especially those who often feel left out (*cough* POC-readers*cough*). If this is something that upsets you, well, then leave 💀. I promise, there are thousands of other reader-inserts that provide the Y/N and their friends with 'pale skin' and 'pink blushing cheeks' descriptions to satisfy your cravings to read books that cater to you 🫶🏾.
𝐄𝐃𝐈𝐓 [Dec. 01, 2024]: A Final Note (Because Yes, I Over-Explain & I Know It 💀)
P.S.: Oh, and sorry if I come across as blunt or bitchy (trust me, I've been getting notes—and even emails 💀—about it lately). I promise I'm not like this in real life! It's just that I prefer to ensure all bases are covered when I write disclaimers, and sometimes that tone can come off differently in text than intended.
For a bit of context, I'm neurodivergent (autistic), which means I tend to prioritize clear communication and structure—sometimes to the point of being overly thorough. I don't use that as an excuse, but it does explain why I approach things the way I do.
And to be honest, my 'overly extra' or 'bitter' tone (yes, I've been told it's bitter and to just shut up and write because it's just fanfiction) isn't about trying to be combative or overly serious. It comes from a mix of past experiences where things spiraled out of control—people trauma-dumping in the comments, disregarding boundaries, or outright misinterpreting what I was trying to communicate.
Those moments taught me a lot, but they also left me overstimulated and anxious because I had to step in, whether that meant deleting comments, ignoring things entirely, or, in the worst cases, directly addressing someone and essentially scolding them (which, trust me, is not my idea of fun). Just thinking about those situations makes me uneasy, so that's why I tend to over-explain and sound a little "extra"—it's my way of protecting my peace.
I get that not everyone takes fanfiction this seriously, and that's okay. But for me, my writing is something I pour a lot of care and effort into—fanfic or not—so I feel it's worth being clear and firm upfront.
Being upfront also helps me avoid situations that can become unnecessarily stressful, so if that rubs people the wrong way, I genuinely apologize—but at the same time, I have to prioritize what keeps this space manageable and enjoyable for me and my readers.
Once again, I genuinely apologize; it's not my intention to come off harsh or unwelcoming, nor is it my intention to run any of you away.
I hope that clears things up a bit! I'm genuinely grateful for those who take the time to read, engage, and share their thoughts (even if we don't always see eye to eye). 💕
Thanks again for being here, and I hope you enjoy the story! 🫶🏾
⊱ ─༻❁༺─ ⊰
P.S. *This is a FanFic (Fan made). The original characters shown in this book are an entire work of fiction unless stated otherwise.*
[I really enjoy sharing the things I create with others on this platform, but if any of my writings are stolen, I'll be forced to take them down indefinitely! Enjoy 😀]
Chapter 4: 𝐁𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐈
Notes:
A/N : hey guyssss!! 💀💗 i finally got around to publishing the little arc breakdowns LOL. like i said wayyy back when—this book was not supposed to be this long HAHAHA but here we are. somewhere along the way it turned into three damn books in one and i didn't even notice until i sat down like... wait... hold on... this is technically a whole trilogy??? what the helly 😭😭
so yeah, i went ahead and split it into three parts just to make things easier to follow (and to save y'all from scrolling a mile every time). i also added some of the songs i was listening to while writing!! the majority shown were from suggestions from y'all so THANK YOU to everyone who sent me music recs or said "this reminds me of x scene"—i just put them all in a random generator and pasted the top 5 ones each arc.
the other 2 arc lists should be up soon for CHOSEN and CONDEMNED, but for now, enjoy how neat FAVORED is eheheh😌 also! i should be finished tweaking/editing ch.63 before Wednesday ❤️❤️
stay godly,
—xani ♡
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✦⭑✧⭒ ⛧ ⭒✧⭑✦
𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐄𝐃
You were never supposed to matter. A servant girl tucked beneath Penelope's watchful eye, shadowed by the palace and haunted by the gods. But something stirred—divine and forbidden. And when favor becomes fixation, the line between blessed and cursed begins to blur.
This was supposed to be a quiet life. You were supposed to be a nobody.
But the gods were watching. And so was he.
✦⭑✧⭒ ⛧ ⭒✧⭑✦
❝May the gods be kind to you, child. For their favor is not always a blessing.❞
✦⭑✧⭒ ⛧ ⭒✧⭑✦
↳ ❝And if there's a reason I'm still alive when everyone who loves me has died. I'm willing to wait for it.❞
— Wait For It, Leslie Odom Jr. [HAMILTON: An American Musical]
⌜❝In spite of all my fears, I can see it all so clear.❞ ↲
— Crystals, Of Monsters and Men
↳ ❝Is it easier to stay? Is it easier to go? I don't wanna know, oh.❞
— Easier, 5 Seconds of Summer
⌜❝Baby, let me be your man, So I can love you (I can love you).❞ ↲
— Let Me, Zayn
↳ ❝The good grace of this godlight. It's to have it in your hands. It's the one thing I wanted all my life. It's all mine.❞
— Godlight, Noah Kahan
⌜❝You make me feel like I'm drunk on stars and we're dancing out into space.❞ ↲
— Celeste, Ed Sheeran
✦⭑✧⭒ ⛧ ⭒✧⭑✦
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Eileithyia rushed through the marble halls of Olympus, her breath coming in short, labored pants. A silver torch flickered in her grasp, the flames matching the intensity of her frantic heartbeats.
She was a striking figure—her dark hair tied beneath a kerchief, the embroidered peplos of pinkish-red flowed behind her like a stream. The wreath adorning her head shifted as she ran, her lips muttering prayers to herself—each word an urgent, unyielding reminder.
No, no, no... I'm going to be late, she thought, a fearful frown etched on her face.
Eileithyia had a purpose today—a life hung in the balance, and she was supposed to be there. As the goddess of childbirth, her presence was crucial.
The birth couldn't conclude without her.
She had seen centuries of births, had delivered souls into the harsh yet beautiful realm of humanity, and she had never been late.
Not once. Yet, this evening had not gone as planned.
Ate—the goddess of mischief, ruin, and destruction—had decided otherwise.
She had taken it upon herself to set a thousand small obstacles in Eileithyia's path—misplaced tools, disruptions among the mortals, inexplicable detours. A labyrinth of mischief that made her late—far later than she'd ever imagined possible.
Annoyances. Delays. Each a thread that tangled itself around Eileithyia's feet, keeping her from where she needed to be. The weight of her tardiness bore down on her chest, a gnawing fear taking root within her.
By the time she arrived on Earth, it was far too late.
She arrived to a quaint carriage, situated alone under a starlit sky. Its windows glowed softly in the night, and inside, she could hear the low murmurs of those gathered.
The humble room she entered was dark, the shadows deep, illuminated only by the glow of her torch. And at the center of it all sat a woman, her skin a warm sepia, her dark hair pulled away from her tear-streaked face.
"Nooo!" The woman sobbed, her face buried into a bundle of cloth that she cradled to her chest.
Eileithyia's heart sank as she ventured silently along the walls of the room, She observed the scene before her, her chest aching.
Eileithyia moved along the walls of the room, unseen and unheard, her presence cloaked from mortal eyes. Her heart broke for what she saw: the woman was crying, her face twisted in a sorrow that needed no words to explain. Beside her sat a young man, his blond locks disheveled, his hands trembling as he gently held his wife.
"Aleka, my love...," he whispered, his voice a soft rasp that shattered the silence. He held her, and she clung to him as if she could drown her sorrow in his embrace.
"I-I can't... it hurts, Kairo," she whimpered, tears streaming freely, her body still trembling with pain, her lower body coated in blood.
The room was shrouded in somber silence, broken only by Aleka's soft cries and the muffled movements of the midwives as they cleaned up the remnants of the birth that had gone so terribly wrong.
The atmosphere weighed heavily with sorrow, grief, and the undeniable finality of death.
Eileithyia walked closer to the grieving parents, her heart aching with each step.
She peered down, her heart fracturing further at the sight of the stillborn child. The infant lay so small and delicate in her mother's arms, her tiny features illuminated by the flickering torchlight.
She was perfect—round cheeks, a delicate button nose, tiny lips formed in an innocent pout, like a rosebud just beginning to bloom.
A beautiful soul, taken far too soon, Eileithyia thought, her fingers reaching to trace the baby's soft cheek, committing every detail to memory.
With a soft hum, Eileithyia leaned over, her torch casting a glow that seemed to wrap around the infant like a final embrace; her fingers brushed Aleka's arm in a silent farewell before she lifted the child from her mother's grasp, cradling her in her arms.
Stepping back from the grieving parents, Eileithyia kept her gaze lowered, her steps quiet and deliberate. She knew her path—she would descend into the Underworld, where the souls of the dead found rest.
It wasn't fair, but it was life.
As she walked away, the parents' anguished cries softened, fading into the distance. The baby's body felt heavier in her arms as she began the descent, the air thickening around her with the scent of earth and ancient mist.
Before she could cross the threshold into the underworld, a servant burst into the room.
"Wait!"
Eileithyia paused, glancing over her shoulder to see a servant running towards the grieving parents; he was out of breath, his eyes wild with urgency, his voice stammering as he spoke.
In his hands, he held a small, glowing flower—its petals shimmering with an ethereal light, as though capturing the very essence of dawn within its delicate form.
"A-a prophecy," he gasped, as the midwives turned to face him, "from Delphi. This is a sacred flower, blessed by Apollo himself. It is said to have grown in Apollo's sacred groves, glowing with a golden light, and its essence has the power to bring a soul back from the edge of death. But it must be used swiftly—before the child is taken beyond the threshold of the Underworld!"
The servant's head turned, almost supernaturally, his gaze distant but unwavering. It was as though his eyes pierced the veil between mortal and divine, locking onto Eileithyia.
For a heartbeat, Eileithyia paused, her steps faltering as she felt the weight of his stare. It was almost as if he could see her—an ethereal figure, a goddess holding a child who had yet to fully cross into death.
She glanced down at the small bundle, her heart torn between sorrow and an instinctive sense of duty, before looking back up, determination setting into her expression; she would wait.
The father, Kairo, looked at the servant with suspicion, his face hardening. His voice was edged with both desperation and anger as he asked, "What is the cost? A life saved by the gods always comes with a price, doesn't it?"
The servant hesitated, his gaze flickering, clearly struggling with the burden of the answer. The tension in the room was palpable as the father repeated, his voice dripping with sarcasm, "Tell me, what's the price? Or are you just here to give us false hope?"
Swallowing nervously, the servant finally spoke, his voice trembling. "The oracle says that the child will carry the weight of Apollo's favor—a debt that may come due at any time, with no guarantees of what the gods might ask."
The room fell into a heavy silence, the air almost too thick to breathe.
Aleka's gaze met Kairo's, her eyes filled with tears, wide with both fear and desperate hope. She looked at her husband, searching his face for guidance.
Kairo stared back at her, the love for his wife evident in the way his hardened features softened ever so slightly.
Kairo finally lowered his gaze, looking down at their stillborn daughter. She looked so peaceful, her tiny form held in her mother's embrace.
His throat tightened, the pain of the decision weighing on him, but he knew there was no choice—only a chance to give their daughter the life she deserved.
He nodded, his eyes filled with determination and love as he whispered, "Do it."
Aleka let out a shaky breath, her trembling voice joining his. "Yes... do it. Whatever the cost, we will bear it."
The midwives moved with urgency, retrieving all the materials needed for an impromptu salve. The flower's petals glowed with a gentle golden light, and its aroma filled the room with warmth and magic.
The servant cradled it reverently, before crushing it in his hands, the glowing powder falling into a small dish.
With practiced hands, the midwives mixed it into a poultice, and applied it gently to the baby's lips, her chest, and her tiny forehead.
For a long moment, nothing happened. The room was silent, the air thick with anticipation, Aleka and Kairo holding their breaths.
Eileithyia paused, her hands trembling, her eyes never leaving the babe in her arms.
And then—a miracle.
The baby in Eileithyia's arms squirmed, her eyes opening wide. The goddess stared down, her heart swelling with relief and wonder.
A small, smoky puff enveloped the baby, and before Eileithyia could react, the infant vanished from her arms.
Over the veil separating mortal and divine, a sharp, piercing cry filled the once-silent room. Aleka gasped, her head snapping up as the bundle in her arms moved, the baby's eyes open, her cries loud and full of life.
Through her sobs, Aleka cried out her daughter's name, "____" her voice trembling with joy as she held her daughter close. Kairo, too, let out a shaky breath, his eyes wide with disbelief, his hands moving to wrap around both his wife and child.
The baby was alive, saved by the flower—a favor of Apollo himself, bestowed only upon those whose fate had caught his eye.
Eileithyia watched quietly from the shadows, her heart heavy and hopeful at once.
She knew what this meant. This child was touched by the gods.
And the gods... the gods did not simply forget those who had been touched by their favor.
As the infant settled into her mother's embrace, Eileithyia whispered to herself, her voice a soft promise that disappeared into the night.
"May the gods be kind to you, child. For their favor is not always a blessing."
Notes:
A/N : now, for my long-awaited fic! hope you guys enjoy what i have planned ❤️❤️😩, also if not known, this will be post-EPIC, so after odysseus returns..
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The sun shone brightly, a golden orb in a cloudless sky, casting warmth over the bustling marketplace.
The air was filled with the hum of activity—the laughter of children running around, their small feet kicking up dust as they giggled, weaving in and out between makeshift stalls.
Shopkeepers called out their wares, their voices blending into a melodic cacophony.
Stands made from old wood and vibrant fabrics offered fruits, spices, and handmade crafts, creating a colorful, bustling scene that felt almost like a miniature city.
Aleka moved through the crowd, her face beaming with a bright, content smile. A woven basket rested in the crook of her arm, filled with a few goods already purchased.
Her clothes were simple yet well-made, comfortable, and hand-knitted from good material—dyed in soft, earthy colors. Her long hair was pulled into a low bun, stray wisps framing her radiant face.
But what had the beautiful woman smiling most was the wide-eyed, joyful toddler clutching her hand.
"____," Aleka called gently, her voice filled with warmth as she turned to look at her child. The both of you stopped in front of a fruit stand, and she knelt down to your level, her hands reaching up to cup your soft, chubby cheeks. "What would you like, my sweet one?"
You turned your gaze from the bustling crowd to your mother, your eyes brightening as you grinned. You pointed to your favorite fruit—sweet figs, their dark skin glistening in the sunlight—your voice ringing out with excitement. "Figs!"
Aleka giggled at your enthusiasm, nodding. "Alright, my little dove," she said with a smile, rising to her feet to do the transaction with the older woman selling the fruits.
As your mother began to barter, you found your attention drifting away, your ears catching a soft, gentle sound—a melody drifting through the market.
There was something about it that pulled at you, a feeling you couldn't quite explain.
Your small hand slipped free from your mother's as you slowly wandered away, drawn by the enchanting tune.
The music led you further into the marketplace until you came upon a small crowd seated in a semi-circle around a young man who was playing an instrument—a lyre.
Your little form managed to squeeze its way to the front, giving you a close-up view of the musician.
The young man was slender, with a boyish face, his features gentle and kind. His hair was short, dark, and neatly kept, with a laurel wreath resting upon his head. His skin was tanned, sun-kissed from days spent outdoors, and his eyes were a light brown, glinting almost golden in the sunlight.
He strummed the lyre with deft fingers, his voice smooth and melodic, weaving an ode to Apollo.
"Apollo of the golden lyre, bringer of light and muse's fire, may your radiance never fade, and guide us through each night and shade..."
You listened, enraptured, your young heart swelling with an inexplicable warmth. The words were beautiful, filled with devotion and reverence, and something in the music seemed to speak directly to your soul, filling you with awe.
The melody wrapped around you like a comforting embrace, and you found yourself swaying gently to the tune, unable to look away from the lyre or the boy who played it.
As the last note of his song faded into the air, the small crowd erupted into applause, the people around you clapping enthusiastically as the young man gave a polite bow, a soft smile on his face.
He began to pack up his lyre, but as his eyes swept over the crowd, they landed on you, lingering for a moment.
A hint of confusion flickered across his features before his lips curved into a wider smile. He walked over to where you stood, bending at the waist so that he was at your level.
The young man hummed thoughtfully, his eyes studying you with curiosity. "You know," he said softly, "you must be favored, little one." His voice was kind, and there was something almost knowing in his gaze. He reached up, plucking the laurel wreath from his head before gently placing it on yours, the leaves brushing against your hair. "May Apollo's blessings follow you always," he whispered with a gentle smile.
Suddenly, a voice called your name, tinged with urgency and relief. "____!"
You looked over to see your mother standing a few feet away, a small bag of fruit in her hand.
Her eyes were wide with concern, but as soon as they landed on you, her shoulders relaxed. She hurried over, her eyes shifting to the young man, who had straightened up and was now watching her with a polite expression.
"Is this your little one?" the musician asked, his smile never fading.
Aleka nodded, her lips curving into a warm smile as you skipped over to her, wrapping your arms around her thigh and looking up at her with a bright grin. "Yes, she is," Aleka replied, her voice soft with affection.
The young man bowed slightly. "She is a special one. May Apollo continue to bless her," he said, his words carrying a weight that made Aleka freeze for a moment.
It was as if he knew something more—something he shouldn't know; but she quickly forced a smile, nodding in thanks. "Thank you, truly," she replied.
With that, the young man turned and walked away, disappearing into the crowd, his lyre slung over his shoulder. Aleka watched him go for a moment before looking down at you, her eyes softening at the sight of the laurel wreath perched on your head.
"Come, my little dove," she said, her voice gentle as she took your hand once more, and the two of you began making your way back home.
The sun was beginning to set, painting the sky in shades of orange and pink as you and your mother walked along the familiar path.
You chattered happily about the marketplace, the laurel wreath still sitting snugly atop your head.
Neither of you noticed how, as the sun dipped lower on the horizon, the wreath shimmered softly, the leaves turning a delicate shade of gold—glowing faintly, as if touched by a divine hand.
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Apollo's favor came in small, gentle ways at first—a gift that always seemed sweeter than it was meant to be and far more complicated.
Your favorite flowers always bloomed a little longer in the fields near your home, even when they should have withered with the changing seasons. The fig trees that bore your favorite fruit remained lush and plentiful, giving you their bounty when others turned barren.
Even from a young age, it was clear that you were different—a prodigy.
Your mother would often take you to the bustling marketplace, letting you listen to the musicians who played their instruments with skill and passion.
You would watch, enraptured, until one day you finally plucked up the courage to pick up a lyre and sing yourself.
From that day forward, music came naturally to you; your fingers danced over the strings of the lyre without thought, and your voice flowed with melodies that had the power to still hearts and even bring tears to the eyes of Hades himself.
People whispered that you were a reincarnation of Orpheus himself, because when you played, your melodies held the power to stir even the coldest hearts, to make flowers bloom, and to soothe wild beasts.
But favor with the gods was a double-edged sword—fate had its own plans for those touched by divinity, and those plans could be cruel, even for someone like you.
The curse that had lingered over your family for generations had finally come. A curse that began with Aphrodite herself, who had been slighted by one of your distant ancestors—a beautiful, radiant figure who had fallen deeply in love but failed to pay homage to the goddess of love, thinking that true love alone was enough.
Aphrodite had other ideas. She was vindictive in her beauty, jealous in her divinity. She cursed your ancestor and all their descendants: every family that dared to find happiness would inevitably face heartbreak.
The tragedy that was meant to strike your parents—losing their beloved child—had been prevented by Apollo. But fate could not be denied so easily.
An illness swept through your household—a sickness that drained strength, dimmed eyes, and stole warmth.
Yet, you remained untouched.
You had always kept your golden laurel leaf close; its soft glow and delicate form seemingly held some protective power. You would sit by their bedside, clutching the laurel, hoping its light could extend beyond you and touch them too.
But no matter how tightly you held it, you couldn't change their fate
So while your parents fell ill, you remained strong; the sickness passed over you as though repelled by the leaf's light.
And despite all their efforts, your parents were not as fortunate; they succumbed, leaving you alone in the world—an orphan with no one left to turn to.
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You wandered the countryside, your stomach empty, your feet aching, your heart heavy.
It had been months since your parents passed, and everything seemed to crumble after that. The clothes you wore were now nothing but rags—tattered, worn, and barely able to protect you from the elements.
Your once soft, comfortable dresses were replaced by frayed garments, hanging loosely off your thinning frame, stained with dirt and the remnants of long, restless travels.
Your feet were bare, the soles cracked and bruised, covered in cuts from the rough terrain.
The wind bit at your exposed skin, and the cold crept into your bones, unrelenting.
The melody that had once been in your heart felt distant, replaced by the hollow sound of emptiness.
The gods' favor seemed to have abandoned you.
You were alone, cold, and hungry—until you heard it.
A sudden melody drifted through the air, soft and haunting, a tune that seemed to come from nowhere and everywhere at once. It was the kind of song that made the heart yearn, tugged at the spirit, and it carried a warmth that wrapped around you like a comforting embrace.
You followed the melody, your feet moving as if drawn by invisible threads, leading you away from the barren landscape.
As you stepped closer, the music grew louder, guiding you over hills and past clusters of trees until the sight of a village appeared just over the horizon, bustling with life and movement.
It was Apollo's first favor since your family had died—a small sign, a chance to keep moving forward; the warmth in the melody was unmistakable—like a whisper from Apollo himself, urging you onwards.
The music pointed the way forward, leading you to a small village just over the horizon.
The people there were bustling around, merchants calling out their wares, food sizzling over open fires, the scent of spices and salt carried in the air; it reminded you of the marketplace back at home.
Among the bustling crowd, you caught snippets of conversation—a ship soon to depart for the island, Ithaca, carrying traders and travelers, a passage to a new beginning.
After overhearing this, you followed the murmurs, your feet sore and stomach rumbling; your eyes were wide as you spotted the ship at the docks, its sails billowing in the breeze.
You weaved through the crowds until you came across a group of men readying the ship—shouting orders, hauling crates, their voices loud over the creaking of the docked boat.
You slowly moved forward, attempting to slip between the stacked boxes, hoping to get closer unnoticed.
"Aye, little lad! Where do you think you're going?" The voice called out, deep and gruff. You froze, looking up to meet the gaze of a towering man, his brow furrowed as he stared down at you. You swallowed, your throat dry, stepping out from behind the crates with trembling hands.
"I-I was just... looking for something..." you stuttered, your voice trailing off, uncertain and nervous; you were pitiful, covered in dirt, your hair tangled, and your rags hanging loosely off your gaunt frame. Your face was streaked with grime, and your eyes—though bright—were hollow with hunger and exhaustion.
The man eyed you suspiciously, his brows knitting tighter. "Where are your parents, kid?" he asked, his voice now slightly gentler but still gruff.
You looked away, your gaze dropping to the ground as a sadness washed over your features. "They... they're dead," you whispered, your voice barely audible, the pain still fresh even after all these months.
The man was silent for a moment, his eyes softening. He glanced around, then back down at you. "Do you have a place to go?" he asked, his tone now a mix of concern and disbelief. "You look a little young to be wandering on your own."
You pressed your lips into a thin line, refusing to cry. Instead, you stared back at him, determination shining through the exhaustion etched on your face.
He sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. "Look, kid," he began, "my ship is heading out towards Ithaca for some trading. I heard Queen Penelope's looking for some hands. She needs workers in her halls, people to help out. It ain't much, but it's something."
Your heart leapt at the chance, and you quickly nodded. "I'm a fast learner, sir. I can do anything, whatever you need. I promise I won't be any trouble." Your voice was earnest, filled with a desperate hope.
The man huffed again, the corners of his mouth twitching slightly as if fighting off a smile. "Alright, alright, we'll see about that. Get on, then, but don't be causing any trouble."
Relief flooded you, and you nodded quickly, stepping forward towards the ship, ready to prove yourself—ready for whatever awaited you in Ithaca.
As you stood near the ship's railing, looking out into the endless distance of the sea, the waves shimmered under the sunlight, and the salty breeze whipped through your tangled hair.
You gripped the railing with your bruised and dirt-covered hands, the wood rough under your fingers.
Your heart skipped a beat. You had nothing left here, no family, no home, no future. But Ithaca—it offered a chance, however small, at a new life.
And perhaps, in the halls of Penelope, you might find purpose again—a reason to keep going, a hope to cling to amidst the uncertainty of the open ocean.
Notes:
A/N : lol idk what to say... do you like cheese?
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Chapter 7: 03 ┃ 𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐞
Summary:
A/N
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telemachus will be casted by wolfythewitch; he's perfectly how i envision him...
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The halls of the palace were empty this early in the morning, silent except for the faint echoes of your footsteps. The stone floors were cool beneath your sandals as you moved gracefully, carrying a tray carefully balanced with food and drink for the queen.
The scents of breakfast wafted upwards—a fresh loaf of bread, drizzled with honey and sprinkled with sesame seeds, alongside a bowl of ripe figs and a small serving of olives. A jug of goat's milk rested next to the plate, the cool liquid sloshing slightly as you walked.
You had walked these halls so many times that you barely needed to think about where you were going, your feet knowing the way on their own, your movements steady and confident. Yet, you couldn't help but reflect on how different this all felt from when you first arrived
Back then, you had been a frightened, scrawny child, uncertain if you would even find a place here.
Now, after years of training and being in Penelope's service, you had grown into someone with purpose, someone the queen trusted and relied upon
You passed by tapestries depicting scenes of Ithaca's heroes, the vibrant colors muted in the early morning light.
You often found yourself drawn to these tapestries, seeing in them reflections of the great stories Penelope would tell you. They reminded you of the legacy you were now a part of, a history that you had once thought too grand for someone like you
As you reached a large set of double doors, you paused for a moment before gently knocking. The sound echoed softly down the empty hallway, and you waited until you heard the gentle voice from within:
"Come in."
You pushed the heavy door open, entering the room with a bowed head.
Penelope sat at the windowsill, dressed in her mourning clothes—a deep, rich purple robe, embroidered delicately along the edges. Her dark hair was partially covered by a veil, the fabric thin enough to let light pass through, giving her a ghostly, almost ethereal appearance.
She looked out across the sea, her gaze distant, the waves shimmering under the morning sun. When she heard you enter, she turned, her lips curling into a soft, tired smile. Even as she smiled, the weight of her sorrow remained, etched into her features—a weariness that never seemed to leave her.
"Ah, ____," she said, her voice gentle, yet carrying the weight of her lingering sorrow.
You curtsied, lowering your head respectfully. "Good morning, Queen Penelope. I've come to help you break your fast."
She nodded, her smile not fading, though the sadness lingered in her eyes, a weight that never seemed to truly lift. You walked forward, approaching her carefully, the tray balanced delicately in your hands.
As you set the tray down on the small table beside her, you couldn't help but take in her tired features—the lines that worry and waiting had carved into her face, the weariness that seemed to cling to her even now.
Your time in Ithaca had been a story of struggle and small victories.
After arriving by boat those years ago, you had found yourself amidst many others—orphans and the poor—standing outside the towering halls of Ithaca, each of you hoping for work.
You remembered how you were overlooked at first, Ithaca's head servant dismissing you and a few others with barely a glance; he had been the one in charge of hiring new servants, particularly while Odysseus was gone and Penelope was wrapped so deeply in mourning that she rarely involved herself in the day-to-day matters.
His face was stern, his patience thin, as he waved you off, deeming you too young and weak to be of any use.
You had felt a deep pang of disappointment, a sense that perhaps you truly were not enough. It was a familiar feeling, one that had often accompanied you since you lost your family.
But fate had other plans.
Just as you were about to turn away, Penelope herself had appeared, her figure somber and regal as she passed by. Her eyes caught yours, and something in your pitiful state must have struck her heart.
She paused, her dark eyes lingering on you before she stepped closer, her hand reaching out to gently caress your face. Her touch was soft, her expression filled with a mix of melancholy and tenderness.
In that moment, it felt as though a small ember of hope had sparked within you—a feeling that perhaps you were worth more than the hardships you had faced.
"You look as sweet as a dove," she had murmured, her voice laced with a deep sadness. "Such bright eyes for someone so young."
It was in that moment that she made her decision. She called you forward, and despite the objections of the head servant, she decided to take you under her care.
You were to be trained under other servants until you were old enough, learning the ways of the palace, how to serve properly, how to carry yourself with grace and dignity.
Over time, you became one of her personal maidens, trusted with tasks that others were not, your bond with her deepening as the years passed.
You came to understand her sorrow and her strength, admiring the quiet resilience she carried each day.
Penelope had given you a chance when no one else would, and you felt a deep loyalty towards her—a loyalty born from both gratitude and genuine admiration for the woman she was
Now, as you stood beside her, offering her breakfast, you could see the years that had passed reflected in both of you—her, still mourning but holding on, and you, no longer that lost child from the docks but someone with a purpose, with a role in the grand halls of Ithaca.
There was a sense of pride in how far you had come, a feeling that perhaps you were slowly repaying the faith Penelope had placed in you all those years ago. The weight of that trust and your determination to be worthy of it were always present, driving you to do your best every day.
Penelope glanced at the tray before her, her tired smile softening further. "Thank you, ____," she said, her voice quiet. "You have always been a light in these halls."
You bowed your head again, a warmth spreading through your chest at her words. "It is an honor, my queen," you replied, your voice steady, though you could not help the small smile that tugged at your lips.
As Penelope began to nibble on the bread and sip the goat's milk, she looked at you thoughtfully. "____," she said, her tone gentle but weary, "what news do we have of the suitors?"
Your face faltered for a brief moment, the exhaustion of dealing with the suitors creeping into your expression, but you quickly smoothed it out, replacing it with a cheerful smile. "Prince Telemachus is handling them well, my queen," you said brightly, though in your heart, you felt the cracks beginning to show. The suitors were restless, and each passing day seemed to test the young prince's patience more and more; you could sense that the tension was growing, and it was only a matter of time before something would need to give. "He's been taking them on hunts and finding ways to keep them occupied. He does his best to ensure they remain... entertained."
Penelope sighed, her eyes lowering to her lap. Her fingers traced the edge of the table idly, the tiredness once again visible in her features. "How long can I keep them at bay?" she whispered, almost to herself. "It's been twenty years now... how much longer must I hold them off?"
The sorrow in her voice was palpable, and for a moment, the silence in the room seemed to deepen, broken only by the distant sounds of the waves outside.
Knowing your place, you tried to offer her comfort, your voice gentle but resolute. "My queen, remember what your husband promised you?" you began softly, stepping closer. "You told me once, in confidence, that he swore he'd sooner fall into the River Styx than betray his vow to you. King Odysseus will find his way back to you, no matter the trials he faces."
Penelope looked up at you, her eyes glistening with unshed tears. She gave you a watery smile, her shoulders lifting slightly as she sighed once more, her posture relaxing just a bit. "Thank you, ____," she whispered. "Sometimes... I need reminding."
As she finished her meal, Penelope glanced at you again, her expression softer. ____, would you perhaps sing for us tonight at dinner? The halls could use some joy, and your voice has always been a comfort to us all."
You smiled warmly, bowing your head. "Anything for you, my queen," you replied, your voice filled with warmth and sincerity.
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The palace kitchens were bustling with commotion. The air was filled with the smells of herbs, freshly baked bread, and simmering stews as people moved back and forth, their arms full with ingredients, plates, and cooking tools.
Voices overlapped, cooks shouting out commands, and scullery maids scrambling to keep up with the rapid pace. The clinking of pots and pans rang out like a steady rhythm, the heartbeat of the palace.
You moved gracefully through the chaos, the tray held carefully in your hands until you found an empty space on the counter to place it down. You glanced up just in time to hear a voice raised in frustration.
"Gods above! Another request for roast peacock and olives, as if we're swimming in olive oil and gold!" The man in question was the head cook, a greying, scowling figure by the name of Argon, his face twisted in annoyance as he ranted to a younger kitchen boy. His voice was deep, roughened from years of shouting over the din of the kitchen. His hands were covered in flour, his apron stained with the work of the day.
The moment his eyes landed on you, however, his fierce expression softened considerably, and the scowl fell from his lips. "Ah, ____," he called, cutting himself off mid-rant, his eyes crinkling kindly. "How are you, girl? Did the queen enjoy her breakfast?"
You gave him a polite bow, smiling as you replied, "She did, Master Argon, thank you. Though she did ask if it would be possible to have a lighter broth for her dinner later on. She's not feeling up to anything too rich today."
Argon's face softened further, a gentle smile replacing the frustration. "Of course, of course. Anything for the queen," he murmured. But his face soon fell back into a scowl, and he shook his head, muttering under his breath. "If only those no-good suitors were anything like the queen. They want to eat like kings every single night! Extravagance, waste... they're draining the storage dry with their demands." He let out a gruff sigh, slamming a rolling pin onto a pile of dough with a bit more force than necessary.
You hummed in understanding, your brow furrowing slightly. "Perhaps I can speak with Prince Telemachus," you offered, your voice gentle. "Maybe he can convince them to bring in more from their hunts. They should replace what they take if they want to keep demanding so much."
Argon looked at you, his eyes warming as he paused his work. "You're too kind, ____. Always thinking of everyone else. A real beauty, inside and out." He reached out and patted your arm gently before turning back to his dough, the scowl still lingering but tempered by your promise. "Go on now, and watch out for yourself. Those halls are filled with troublemakers."
You nodded, offering him one last smile before turning to leave the busy kitchen. As you walked down the quieter hall, the hustle and bustle fading behind you, you were suddenly yanked around a corner, your heart leaping in surprise. You found yourself face-to-face with a familiar grin.
"Cleo!" you gasped, a laugh escaping you as you steadied yourself. Cleo was a striking girl—pale skin, long blonde hair that fell in waves around her shoulders, and bright green eyes that always seemed to be filled with mischief. She was beautiful, with delicate features and a playful smile that could charm just about anyone.
Cleo giggled, her eyes sparkling. "Sorry, sorry! I just had to catch you before you disappeared again," she said, her voice light and teasing. "Are you free later? A few of us girls are planning to head over to where the young suitors will be gathering after dinner. We thought we'd do a little... mingling." She waggled her eyebrows at you suggestively, her grin widening.
You furrowed your brows, shaking your head. "I can't. Queen Penelope has asked me to sing tonight at dinner."
Cleo groaned dramatically, then giggled once more. "No worries, we'll just have to use your beautiful voice to get serenaded by those dashing suitors," she teased, nudging you lightly.
You scoffed, a smile tugging at your lips, though you couldn't help but feel a pang of concern. "You know better than to be fooling around with those suitors, Cleo," you said, your tone more serious. "They aren't interested in anything more than fleeting entertainment. You could get hurt."
Cleo just rolled her eyes, her expression shifting to one of nonchalance. "Oh, ____, you worry too much. They're rich, and we're just servants. I'm just having fun while it lasts. It's harmless." She waved her hand dismissively, her green eyes twinkling with defiance. "Not all of us have a handsome prince practically hanging on our arm."
You blinked, feeling your cheeks grow warm at her words. "Cleo, it's not like that," you stammered, waving her off, but she just laughed, giving you a knowing look before skipping away down the hall, her laughter echoing behind her.
You watched her go, your face still flushed, before you shook your head, letting out a sigh. You had to get back to your duties, and today that meant ensuring you completed Penelope's request.
As a personal handmaiden, your duties varied greatly, often requiring you to attend to the queen's comfort, whether it was keeping her space tidy, arranging her garments, or fetching whatever she needed; but today, all the queen asked of you was to bring music back to the halls.
You headed towards a small shed built on the edge of the palace grounds, a place dedicated solely for your instruments.
Not too long after you had settled into the palace, Penelope had discovered your talent for singing. She had been utterly moved, telling you that your voice was the first thing that had stirred her heart since her husband left for war.
Wanting to nurture your gift, she had this little structure built to hold the growing pile of instruments she would acquire for you.
Whenever Penelope came across a unique or exotic instrument—whether it be at a market, a gift from a visiting dignitary, or a trinket discovered in the palace storerooms—she would have it sent to you.
You always seemed to master whatever instrument she placed in your hands, your fingers learning the strings, keys, or beats with an ease that brought joy to her otherwise weary heart.
The inside of the shed was filled with an assortment of Greek instruments—lyres of varying sizes, an aulos, a kithara, and a pandura. But there were also instruments that were much more exotic: a Chinese guzheng with its shimmering strings, a small djembe drum with intricate carvings, brought by a trader from distant African lands, and even an erhu with its hauntingly beautiful tone.
Penelope loved seeing you interact with these exotic gifts, marveling at how easily you brought each one to life with music.
You stepped into the shed, the familiar smell of polished wood and aged parchment wrapping around you like a comforting embrace.
You selected your favorite lyre, the one Penelope had given you first, and turned back towards the private courtyard—a space often used for rehearsing or practicing away from the prying eyes of the palace.
The courtyard was quiet, filled with blooming flowers and shaded by tall olive trees, providing you with the tranquility you needed.
You began practicing the song the queen had requested, your voice rising softly amidst the rustling leaves and the gentle breeze."I weep for you, my lost love, across the endless sea, and still my heart will find you, where the wild winds are free..."
The song was one of love and loss, a haunting melody of tragedy and reunion. It was a ballad you created for her; a tale of lovers separated by fate, only to find each other again through trials and tears.
As you sang, you did not notice how the sun seemed to shine down on you a little brighter, as if the heavens themselves were listening.
The small flowers around you swayed gently, their blossoms leaning towards you as though you were their light.
The air seemed to hum in harmony, a warmth spreading through the courtyard, and the leaves of the olive trees rustled softly, almost in applause.
There was a beauty in the moment that felt almost divine, as if the earth and sky were united by the sound of your voice, each note resonating with the hope and pain carried in the song.
And as the last note rung out and you struck the final chord on the lyre, you felt a warmth roll over you, like the embrace of sunlight on a cold day.
A low voice sighed from nearby, whispering, "Gods, I don't think I could ever tire of hearing you sing..."
Startled, you opened your eyes, your gaze shifting towards the voice.
Leaning casually against the trunk of a tall cypress tree stood a young man, his presence subtly commanding the tranquil courtyard. His hair, dark and curly, fell in messy waves around his face, some strands clinging stubbornly to his forehead and cheekbones.
He was dressed in the fine garments of royalty—a rich, deep blue himation draped over a white tunic, the fabric of which was adorned with golden embroidery along its edges.
His skin held a warm, sun-kissed hue, with faint traces of stubble gracing his jawline and upper lip, giving him a rugged, almost wild look. His build was lean but solid, showing a life that spoke of training and discipline.
Though youthful, there was a quiet intensity in his sharp features, a hint of something deeper beneath his calm, collected exterior. He seemed almost a part of the earth itself, grounded, unwavering, and watching.
You breathed out softly, "Prince Telemachus."
The young man's smile widened at the sound of your voice, his eyes lighting up with a mix of admiration and warmth as he began making his way over to you, his footsteps quiet against the stone pathway.
Telemachus reached you and, without a hint of hesitation, plopped himself down on the grass beside you.
Internally, you wanted to fret about him getting his fine clothes dirty, but you knew better by now—Telemachus had always been one to ignore such trivial concerns, brushing them off with that same carefree grin.
He looked at you, his eyes twinkling with a boyish delight. "I swear, I could listen to you sing that a hundred times over. Especially the part where you..." He cleared his throat, attempting to mimic a line, though his voice wobbled in a way that was both charming and utterly off-key. "...Wᵉeᵖ fᵒr ʸoᵘ, mʸ lᵒsᵗ lᵒvᵉ..."
You couldn't help but laugh, the sound spilling out as you shook your head, nudging his leg gently. "Not quite, my prince. Perhaps leave the singing to those of us who aren't heirs to Ithaca," you teased, setting the lyre aside. He chuckled, raising his hands in mock surrender.
Before he leaned back, though, he hesitated. "Wait a second..." he murmured, and his fingers reached out, brushing away a stray lock of hair that had fallen over your cheek.
Your breath caught as he leaned in closer, his hand lingering for a heartbeat longer than necessary.
His eyes met yours, the warmth in them somehow soft yet piercing. His lips curled into a smile, his gaze holding yours as he hummed in approval. "...There."
The space between you seemed to vanish, and your pulse quickened, your heart racing over this simple, fleeting touch.
You swallowed, feeling the heat rise in your cheeks as you looked back at him, your thoughts whirling. Surely he could hear the drumming of your heart?
But then he pulled away, completely relaxed, as though he hadn't just sent you into a whirlwind of overthinking.
Telemachus stretched back, lying flat on the grass with a contented sigh, his arms tucked behind his head as a makeshift pillow. His eyes drifted closed, his face bathed in the golden light of the sun.
His expression was carefree, as though he hadn't a worry in the world, and you watched the way the sunlight traced the lines of his jaw, highlighting the boyish softness that lingered in his face.
His curls shone like burnished bronze, his skin glowing with the warmth of someone untouched by the weight he carried.
You couldn't help but think how effortlessly at ease he seemed, oblivious to the way he'd set your heart into overdrive.
Suddenly, he popped open an eye, startling you out of your thoughts. You quickly looked down, fiddling with the strings of your lyre, pretending to adjust them.
Telemachus sat up, his gaze fixed on you, a faint smile playing on his lips. "Mother told me you'll be singing tonight," he said, his voice soft.
You nodded, your eyes still cast downward. "Yes, my prince, that is correct."
Telemachus hummed, absently toying with a blade of grass between his fingers. "Will you be playing her favorite song?" he asked, his tone curious.
You looked up, meeting his gaze. "Of course, my prince," you replied. His mother's favorite song was one you knew by heart, each note infused with the hope she carried through the years of waiting.
Telemachus' eyes softened, his smile turning sad. He looked up at you, his gaze earnest. "I'm glad," he said, his voice barely above a whisper. "I fear it's the only thing that's been keeping her 'here'."
You both knew what he meant. The weight of the years was heavy on her, and there were moments it seemed her spirit had almost drifted away.
There was a silence between you, the kind that held shared understanding, until suddenly, Telemachus' lips curled into a smirk. His features glowed with a mischievous charm, his gaze twinkling as he leaned closer.
You couldn't help but notice the light scatter of freckles across the bridge of his nose, almost hidden beneath the shade of his dark curls.
"Tell me, ____," he said, his voice teasing as he looked up at you from under his long lashes, "will you ever write a song for me?"
Your lips pressed into a thin line as your heart raced, warmth rushing to your cheeks.
Little did the prince know, you had written hundreds of songs about him—about the love you harbored for him but were too afraid to speak of. You turned away slightly, trying to calm yourself before stuttering out, "O-of course, my prince. All you need to do is ask."
Telemachus chuckled, the sound soft and almost affectionate. "It's okay," he said, shaking his head, still toying with the blade of grass. "I'd rather you write one for me without asking, for me to be your muse. Otherwise, it wouldn't be any better than me paying for a song, would it?"
Before either of you could say anything more, loud voices cut through the tranquility of the courtyard.
You looked up, startled, to see a group of suitors ambling down the courtyard, their voices echoing off the palace walls. They were dressed in hunting gear—thick tunics, leather belts, and their bows slung across their backs.
The men spoke loudly, laughing amongst themselves, seemingly oblivious to their surroundings.
Telemachus let out a groan, throwing his head back, cursing softly under his breath as he stood up, brushing the grass off his garments.
The group of suitors moved closer, one of them impatiently calling out, "Little Wolf! We're waiting for you; hurry up! We want to hunt a bit before we head back for dinner."
Another laughed, elbowing his friend as he added, "Maybe we can charm some 'desserts' out of a servant or two while we're at it." The rest of them laughed in agreement.
Telemachus cast a glance down at you, his eyes softening for a moment as if checking to see if you were alright. But after noticing that you seemed unbothered by their crassness, he frowned, turning back to the suitors. "It's uncouth for you all to lust after another household's servants," he said, his voice stern.
One of the suitors laughed him off, shaking his head. "A servant is a servant, no matter the location, Telemachus," he replied dismissively.
It was then that one of the suitors, a tall, broad-shouldered man with a scruffy beard, took notice of you sitting on the ground behind Telemachus. His eyes narrowed, and a sleazy smile spread across his face. "Well, hello there," he said, his voice dripping with arrogance as he began to move toward you.
Before he could take another step, Telemachus moved swiftly, positioning himself between the suitor and you.
The easygoing smile that had once graced his lips was replaced by a cold, serious expression. His eyes darkened as he stared down the suitor, who paused before letting out a derisive laugh. "Ah, I see. This one's taken by the prince, is she?" he sneered.
Telemachus didn't rise to the bait, his voice steady and uninterested. "We're wasting daylight. If you want to hunt, let's get going," he said, sidestepping the taunts.
With a few more muttered comments, the group of suitors eventually turned away, moving on with their plans.
As they walked off, Telemachus stood still, waiting until they were at a good distance before turning back to you. He offered his hand to help you up, and with one graceful motion, he pulled you to your feet with ease, his strength evident as he lifted you almost effortlessly.
You steadied yourself, murmuring a soft thank you. But just as Telemachus was about to walk away, you found yourself reaching out, your fingers wrapping around his wrist. "Prince Telemachus," you called softly.
He turned, his face softening as he looked down at you, his full attention on you now.
You had to tilt your head back slightly to meet his gaze, your fingers slipping from his wrist only for his hand to turn, grasping yours gently in return. The warmth of his palm against yours steadied you.
You swallowed nervously, pushing through your frazzled thoughts. "Would it be possible... to get the suitors to cut back on their extravagance? Or perhaps encourage them to bring in more from their hunts? The kitchen storage is running low. The demands are getting quite... difficult to manage," you said, your voice almost a whisper.
Telemachus met your gaze, the intensity in his eyes fading into something gentler as he offered you a small smile, his thumb brushing gently against the back of your hand. "Of course, ____," he said, his voice filled with genuine warmth. "I'll take care of it."
Notes:
A/N: telemachus will be casted by wolfythewitch; he's perfectly how i envision him...
Chapter Text
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The light of the late afternoon sun streamed in through the small window of your room, illuminating the modest space with a soft golden glow. Dust motes floated lazily in the air, drifting in and out of the sunlight, as if time had stilled within these four walls.
The space was modest—small enough that, if you spread your arms, your fingers would nearly brush either wall. The bed was a simple cot pushed against the corner, layered with a thin blanket and a single pillow.
There wasn't much else: a rickety chair, the small dresser, and a wooden box under the bed where you kept your belongings.
It was far from luxurious, but it was yours.
You had a room to yourself, and that was more than most servants could ever dream of.
Servants usually stayed in the common quarters, sharing their space with others—no privacy, no quiet moments, so having your own room—albeit a tiny one—felt like a luxury, a place where you could gather your thoughts in peace, surrounded by familiar, if simple, comforts.
In this space, the worries of the palace faded, leaving only the gentle hum of your own heartbeat and the soft echo of music that seemed to linger even in silence.
Here, you could lay down the weight of duty, if only for a little while.
And for that, you were thankful.
You hummed softly to yourself as you prepared for the evening's performance.
Your chiton was simple—white, loose, and flowing, cinched at the waist with a thin cord. The cloth was light, airy, and allowed you to move comfortably—perfect for an evening of singing.
There was nothing grand about it, yet the purity of the white fabric gave you a sense of grace and calm.
Settling onto the stool, you picked up your lyre, letting it rest gently in your lap.
As your fingers moved deftly along each string, coaxing it back into tune, you began to oil them, the scent of olive oil filling the small room.
Suddenly, a warmth bloomed at your fingertips—a faint, tingling sensation. It was a sensation you couldn't quite place—a hum that seemed to pulse through the strings, the kind that felt almost... alive.
As you worked, the hum deepened, like a heartbeat echoing through the wood.
For a fleeting moment, the air in the room had grown thick, a hush settling over everything as if the world outside had faded, leaving only you and this ancient instrument.
Your fingertips continued to tingle, and you swear you felt a pulse beneath them, steady and calm, mirroring the beat of your own heart.
And for a fleeting moment, the sound grew in warmth, the strings shimmering faintly as they caught the light filtering through the window.
A shiver ran through you, and you stilled, watching the faint glimmer along the strings with wide eyes.
The resonance felt almost like a whisper of something familiar, a presence that had lingered since childhood—one that filled you with warmth and promise.
It felt like a quiet companionship—a steady hand guiding you forward, filling you with an inexplicable sense of safety and purpose.
A soft knock on your bedroom door pulled you from your thoughts, making you jump slightly; the room returned to its quiet normalcy in an instant.
The glow had faded, the hum of the strings softened to silence, as if the lyre had settled back into itself, leaving you to wonder if you'd only imagined it.
Setting the lyre gently on the table, you rose from the stool, smoothing down your chiton.
"Come in," you called, your voice steady despite the lingering confusion in your mind.
You couldn't help but glance back at the lyre for a brief moment, wondering at the strange warmth you'd felt, before turning your attention to the door.
The wooden door creaked open, and a figure stepped inside, shutting the door behind them.
As the light spilled across his face, your heart skipped a beat; it was Telemachus. "My prince, you're back so soon..." you started, but your words trailed off as you noticed the strange, almost dazed expression on his face.
He stood there, framed by the light of the hallway, his expression unsteady, his breath coming in shallow, uneven bursts.
He looked different—his usually composed demeanor replaced by an almost haunted look. His clothes were rumpled, his hunting cloak hanging loosely around his shoulders, as if he'd forgotten to fasten it properly.
Dust clung to his boots, and his hands hung at his sides, fingers twitching ever so slightly.
Worry tugged at your chest, and you took a hesitant step forward, your fingers hovering just above his arm. "Telemachus... Are you alright?"
At the sound of your voice, his gaze sharpened, focusing on you as though you'd just pulled him back from some distant place.
He let out a shaky breath, and you could see his chest rising and falling a little too quickly, as if he were catching up with the reality before him.
For a moment, he looked at you with eyes wide, unblinking—caught between disbelief and relief. His lips parted, and then closed again, unable to form the words.
"My father..." he whispered finally, his voice so low you could barely hear it.
Your heart stilled, your breath catching in your throat. Your mind raced, filling with the countless possibilities that lay behind those two words.
Telemachus' face twisted, as if he were caught between two worlds—one of sorrow and one of hope—and for a fleeting moment, you feared the worst.
Though you had never met King Odysseus, the stories Queen Penelope had shared of him and the drawings depicting his glory made you feel as though you knew him.
Tears stung your eyes before you could stop them, "T-Telemachus... I'm so sorry—"
But before the weight of grief could settle, Telemachus surprised you.
Instead of breaking down in tears, he reached out, his hands cupping your face with a tenderness that sent a jolt through you.
His fingers trembled against your cheeks, his palms warm and steady, but what struck you most were his eyes, shimmering with unshed tears. A wild, uncontainable joy danced within them, making them look brighter, alive with an intensity that took your breath away.
Then, a smile—a raw, unfiltered grin—broke across his face, tears pooling at the corners of his eyes, making the expression even more radiant and true.
"No," he breathed, his voice trembling with an awe that sent shivers down your spine. "He's alive, ____... my father... he's here." The words fell from his lips like a revelation, his voice rough, as if he hardly believed it himself.
Your mind raced, trying to process what he'd just said. You searched his face, looking for any sign of jest, but all you saw was truth—pure, shining, undeniable truth.
You rapidly blinked away your tears as a wide, disbelieving smile spread across your face. "How...? How do you know? Where is he?" The words tumbled out, your voice breaking with emotion.
Telemachus laughed softly, the sound wavering with a touch of disbelief, his eyes misting with the same overwhelming happiness you felt. "I'll explain everything, I swear, ____. But there's no time—we need to act now, and I need your help."
Without another word, he released you, slipping his cloak from his shoulders and draping it around you in one swift movement.
The fabric was thick and heavy, carrying the earthy scent of pine and the faint, lingering trace of the day's sun, mixed with the warm, familiar scent of him—a hint of cedar and a faint musk, the unmistakable scent you'd come to associate with his presence.
It fell around you like a shield, warm and protective, and he gently tugged it closer around your shoulders, his fingers brushing against your arms.
"Come with me," he urged, his voice a soft command, filled with a mix of urgency and something else—a quiet, unspoken trust.
The look he gave you was steady, his eyes holding yours for a heartbeat longer than necessary, and in that moment, you understood: Whatever lay ahead, he wanted you by his side.
He bustled you out of the room, keeping you close as he led you through the dim corridors, his steps swift but cautious, his hand hovering just above your back.
The two of you always stayed to the shadows, avoiding the eyes of others.
You could feel his fingers brush against you whenever you faltered, grounding you, guiding you through the dark.
Every so often, you glanced over, catching the tight line of his jaw, the way his eyes darted to every corner, his shoulders tense beneath the weight of everything he now knew.
Your heart pounded, questions swirling in your mind, but you kept your silence, understanding that patience was key.
At last, the two of you slipped through a side door, stepping into the cool evening air; the castle seemed to grow quieter as you moved further away from the central halls.
The sound of livestock and the earthy scent of hay thickened as you approached the swineherd's hut—Eumaeus' humble dwelling.
The ground beneath your feet turned to packed dirt, the rich smell of hay and animals mixing into the air.
The hut was far from the castle, a place that seemed almost forgotten, where the night's darkness wrapped around you both like a cloak.
You tugged gently on Telemachus's arm, and he paused, leaning down to catch your whispered words. "Telemachus, dinner will start soon..." you murmured, your voice laced with concern.
He gave you a reassuring nod, a small smile touching his lips. "Don't worry," he whispered back. He turned towards the door, giving a peculiar knock—three sharp raps followed by two softer ones.
After a moment, the door creaked open.
Telemachus ushered you inside, his hand resting briefly on your back as he guided you into the dim space.
It took a moment for your eyes to adjust to the lack of light.
The interior was humble, the flickering orange glow of a small hearth barely illuminating the walls. The smell of livestock—hay and the musky scent of pigs—lingered heavily in the air, mingling with the faint tang of woodsmoke.
You looked around, taking in the rough-hewn furniture, the clay pots along one wall, and the woven blankets thrown across a worn bench. It was a simple space, but there was warmth here, a sense of comfort that spoke of long years of loyalty and care.
Your gaze shifted, and you stopped when your eyes landed on two figures standing a bit further back.
You blinked, recognizing one of them as Eumaeus. You gave the swineherd a sweet smile in greeting before your eyes strayed to the unknown man, standing behind Eumaeus, his form shadowed and hunched.
Eumaeus responded with a fond smile before walking over to Telemachus, giving him a knowing grin, his tone teasing. "So, you're off to get help, and of course, it's her you bring," he said, chuckling as he patted Telemachus on the shoulder.
Telemachus shrugged, his gaze lingering on you for a moment before he returned Eumaeus's smile with a shy grin. Eumaeus added, "Well, you did say you'd go get the best option around, didn't you?" with a teasing lilt, making Telemachus' ears redden slightly.
But your eyes stayed fixed on the other figure.
He looked old, his clothing tattered and dirty, the lines on his face etched deep by years of hardship.
He held himself like a beggar, but there was something else in his eyes—a glint, a sharpness beneath the surface.
As you stared at him, you saw the flicker of something familiar—an underlying wit and mischief that tugged at the corners of your mind.
Telemachus stepped next to you, his voice gentle. "____, this is—"
Before he could finish, you stepped forward, bowing deeply before the man. "King Odysseus," you said, your voice steady, a hint of reverence beneath it. "It's a true honor to be in your presence. Queen Penelope has spoken of you often. To finally meet you is a joy I cannot express."
As you rose, a soft smile graced your lips—warm, sincere, with a hint of knowing.
Telemachus turned to you, his brows furrowed in amazement. "But... how did you...?" he asked, incredulous. "He looks nothing like my father—he's disguised!"
You gave a soft laugh, casting a gentle look from Telemachus to Odysseus. "True," you said, your eyes twinkling with mirth, "but no disguise can hide the soul. You both share the same mischievous eyes, the same spark that no cloak or dirt could ever conceal." You turned your gaze back to the man, and a wide grin spread across his face.
Odysseus chuckled, the sound deep and approving, his eyes crinkling as he watched you with newfound respect. "Bright girl," he murmured, his voice rich with admiration, before turning to his son. "You picked well, Telemachus," he added, his tone carrying a hidden meaning that made the prince flush, though a smile spread across his lips.
The lines on Odysseus' face softened as he gazed at his son—a glimmer of pride, a silent acknowledgment of the bond between them, as if he saw something of himself in Telemachus reflected back.
Odysseus' face then shifted, the warmth in his gaze dimming as his face hardened. Lines carved by years of war and hardship deepened, casting shadows over his stern features. He straightened, rising to his full height, and for a moment, it felt as though he filled the entire room.
The faint firelight flickered against his face, casting him in sharp relief, illuminating the fierce, hawk-like gaze that held each of you captive.
His presence was undeniable, almost overwhelming—a commanding energy that seemed to radiate from him, rippling through the room like a gathering storm.
Despite the humble rags draped over his shoulders, there was nothing of the beggar about him now; he stood like a king, his bearing more regal than the finest robes could ever convey.
He got straight to business, reexplaining what he had told Telemachus—his troubles, his arduous journey back, and the suitors that plagued Ithaca.
As he spoke, his voice was low but unyielding, every word imbued with a simmering fury that was barely restrained, like embers waiting to ignite.
He spoke of the suitors' disrespect, his jaw clenched as he described their mockery of his home and family. His fists tightened, and you could see the faint tremor in his hands—a testament to the deep, barely contained wrath within him.
It was a silent promise, an unspoken warning that whatever mercy he might have once shown had been long spent.
"These men—these pretenders—desecrate my halls, mock my family. They think themselves safe, sheltered by my absence..." he said, his voice rising before he stilled, inhaling deeply; the air seemed to grow colder as he clenched his fists, the tendons flexing beneath his weathered skin. "But they will learn," he continued, his tone edged with steel, "that no man defies Odysseus and walks away unscathed."
Eumaeus and Telemachus exchanged a glance, their expressions shifting to mirror the intensity that radiated from Odysseus.
You could see the tension in Telemachus' posture, a mix of pride and anticipation flickering in his gaze as he watched his father, fully understanding the force about to be unleashed.
It was as if, in this moment, Odysseus' years of suffering had crystallized into a single, unbreakable resolve, his very presence a testament to his unyielding will.
Then his gaze shifted, softening as it settled on you, Eumaeus, and Telemachus—a quiet resolve in his eyes that held both respect and a trace of weariness. "But with you—the few servants and handmaidens who have not betrayed Ithaca... we might have a chance," he continued, his voice steady, softened with a gratitude that flickered beneath the tension etched in his features.
You blinked, momentarily bewildered, the word hanging in your mind. "Betrayed?"
Odysseus's eyes snapped toward his son. Telemachus stilled, his shoulders tensing before he sighed and turned to you. "The others... the handmaidens... they weren't just fooling around with the suitors. They were trading secrets, leaking information, undermining us."
A chill settled over you as the weight of his words sank in.
Suddenly, the betrayal felt closer, sharper.
Faces you'd trusted flashed through your mind, but none stood out more painfully than Cleo's—the friend you thought had been as loyal as you were.
The realization struck you like a blow—the loss of her loyalty an ache you hadn't anticipated.
Her smiling face flashed before your eyes. You remembered her taking you under her wing, showing you the ropes, sharing quiet moments of laughter in the kitchens, late nights spent talking until your eyes grew heavy.
She was the one who had comforted you through your fears, celebrated your small victories. "Cleo... what have you done..." you murmured mournfully, your voice breaking.
Odysseus' gaze softened for a moment, understanding glimmering in his eyes, but his voice remained steady, resolute. "Greed, lust, ambition—they cloud judgment and poison loyalty," he said. "Such betrayal will be answered. But right now, we must focus on what lies ahead: reclaiming our home."
Nodding, you steeled yourself, your shoulders squaring with determination. Odysseus gave a curt nod, pleased, and continued, outlining the plan and what would happen next.
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Telemachus swiftly led you back to your room, his hand still holding yours firmly, the warmth of his grasp grounding you through the turmoil of emotions.
Outside your door, he looked both ways cautiously, his eyes scanning the shadows before turning back to you.
"Just stick to the plan, everything will be fine," he whispered, his voice soft, almost a plea, as he gave your hand a gentle squeeze; he still hadn't let go as if reluctant to release you.
You breathed out slowly, your heart pounding in your chest. "Okay," you whispered back, staring up at him.
The hood of the cloak swallowed your features, almost entirely hiding your face. It was only then that you remembered you were still wearing it.
You glanced down at the heavy fabric and whispered, "Your cloak..."
You began to move, reaching to take it off, but Telemachus quickly stopped you, his hands gently hovering over your own. "No need," he smiled, his eyes kind, lingering on you for a moment longer before he hurried off, the echo of his footsteps fading into the dim hallway.
With a soft sigh, you pushed open the door, stepping back into the small solace of your room.
You moved towards the window, staring out at the night sky. The stars were beginning to twinkle, scattered like tiny diamonds across a velvet expanse.
The cool evening air drifted through the cracks, and you breathed it in, letting it calm your nerves.
You knew dinner was just around the bend, and you quickly moved to finish getting ready.
Shedding Telemachus' cloak, you folded it neatly and set it on the bed. You reached for your lyre, giving the strings one last careful tuning, listening for the perfect resonance.
Then you knelt before the bed, pulling out a small clay box.
Inside was the golden laurel leaf—a gift from years ago. It glistened in the dim light, shimmering just as it had back then, a symbol of your devotion.
You carefully set the wreath upon your head, feeling the weight settle in place, completing the look. Just as you adjusted it, there was a knock at your door.
Startled, you quickly pushed the box back under the bed, smoothing out your clothes before moving to open the door.
It was Cleo, her familiar smile greeting you as she peered in. "Dinner is almost ready," she said, her tone cheerful, "and your area is set up for you to begin playing."
You gave her a small nod, the corners of your lips lifting. "Give me a moment," you replied, turning to fetch your lyre.
As the two of you walked towards the dining hall, you fought to keep your face calm, your lips from trembling, your eyes from welling up with tears.
Every step felt like a battle—the kind that raged silently inside, tearing at your heart and leaving you gasping for strength.
There was so much you wanted to say—to scream at her, to demand answers. The betrayal twisted deep in your chest, tearing at your resolve.
Cleo was your first friend after becoming Queen Penelope's handmaiden.
You remembered her taking you under her wing, showing you the ropes, sharing quiet moments of laughter in the kitchens, late nights spent talking until your eyes grew heavy.
She was the one who had comforted you through your fears, celebrated your small victories.
To find out that she had betrayed Ithaca—it was worse than you could ever imagine. The memories flooded you as you walked, each one twisting the knife deeper.
You clenched your jaw, forcing a neutral smile, fighting the growing storm inside you.
The hallway seemed endless, the echoes of your footsteps a steady reminder of the façade you had to maintain, even when it felt like you were shattering inside.
Soon, the dining halls came into view, the dim lighting growing brighter as the torches along the walls flickered. The air filled with the low murmur of muffled conversations, laughter, and the clinking of goblets.
As you approached the doors, your steps slowed.
Cleo let out an excited gasp, clutching your arm. "Look," she whispered, her eyes wide with excitement. She nodded towards the cracked door.
Through the narrow gap, you could see the lavish feast already underway.
The grand table was laden with extravagant food—platters piled high with roasted meats, bowls brimming with ripe fruits, flagons of wine that shimmered in the torchlight. Honey-drizzled bread, golden and steaming, lay in abundance, filling the air with a warm, rich scent.
At the table sat the suitors, loud and boisterous, their voices raised in merriment, laughter echoing off the high ceilings as they drank and talked without restraint.
Cleo pointed to the center of the table, her gaze brightening as it landed on a striking figure. "That's Antinous," she said, her voice hushed but filled with admiration. "Son of Eupeithes. Isn't he handsome?" She sighed dreamily. "He's from a powerful house. He could have anything he wants."
Antinous' blond hair gleamed under the torchlight, his piercing blue eyes commanding attention even amidst the chaos. His rugged handsomeness was undeniable, but there was an arrogance about him—a smugness that twisted his expression as he spoke, gesturing grandly to those around him.
You gave a disinterested hum, your eyes trailing from the group of men to the far end of the table.
There, alone amidst the noise, sat Penelope. Her head was bowed, her gaze downcast, her posture tired.
She looked as if the weight of all the years had finally settled on her shoulders, her only company, a simple bowl of broth set before her.
You leaned towards Cleo, your voice barely a whisper. "I think I'll go ahead and start playing."
Cleo turned to you, her brow furrowing with concern. "Are you sure? You usually warm up?"
You shook your head, a small, strained smile tugging at your lips. "I'm fine," you said softly.
Taking a deep breath, you pushed open the door fully and walked inside.
The atmosphere shifted as the door creaked, the suitors' raucous voices faltering, several heads turning your way.
Penelope looked up, her eyes meeting yours, and for a brief moment, a smile of relief crossed her face, her shoulders seeming to lose some of their tension.
You made your way towards the cushioned seat set a few feet before the table, your lyre clutched close to your chest.
As you moved, your eyes discreetly scanned the room, searching for Telemachus.
But despite your hope, he was nowhere to be seen.
With a sigh, you began playing the Queen's favorite song.
"I weep for you, my lost love, across the endless sea, and still my heart will find you, where the wild winds are free.
Though night may fall, and stars may fade, I'll search till break of day.
Where moonlight bathes the restless waves, my love will find its way.
Till shadows fade and dawn returns, I'll wait where echoes stray."
As the soft melody filled the room, moonbeams from a nearby window bathed down on you, the soft silver light reflecting off your white garments, making them shimmer ethereally.
During the day, you soaked in the sun's favor, the golden beams warming your skin, and now at night, it seemed the moon offered you the same devotion, casting a glow that seemed almost unfair.
You swayed gently as you played, your eyes closed, your fingers expertly plucking the lyre's strings with a grace that spoke of years of practice and devotion.
Penelope sat with her eyes closed, her hands clutched to her chest, a single tear escaping down her cheek.
Even the suitors, loud and arrogant just moments before, had fallen silent, captivated by your voice and the haunting melody.
As you strummed the last note, the final echoes of your song fading into the stillness, a silence hung over the hall.
It remained until Antinous broke it, clapping loudly. "Bravo!" he called, his voice echoing, and the rest of the suitors immediately joined in, their applause filling the room.
From across the hall, Antinous stared at you, his gaze lingering, his eyes piercing through the distance. It made you shift uncomfortably, the intensity of his attention unsettling.
He flashed you a smile, the kind meant to charm, and spoke in a loud, confident voice. "Your voice is extraordinary. I wish we had such talented singers back home."
You forced a polite smile, your head dipping slightly in thanks.
Not a moment later, the double doors pushed open, and in walked Telemachus, followed closely by a man cloaked in rags—Odysseus, still disguised as a beggar.
The room fell into hushed murmurs, the air thick with confusion and curiosity.
Antinous was the first to react, rising from his seat, his gaze narrowing on the two figures as he crossed his arms arrogantly over his chest.
"Telemachus," he began, his voice dripping with a mix of mockery and irritation, "who is this you've brought to our feast? Another beggar to entertain us?" He gestured dismissively towards Odysseus, his lips twisting into a sneer. "I thought the castle had already enough mouths to feed, or perhaps you're running out of servants and need the charity of beggars now?"
The other suitors erupted into laughter, their cruel voices echoing off the stone walls, jeering at the sight of Odysseus. Some called out taunts, others shook their heads in disdain, whispering amongst themselves about the audacity of Telemachus to bring such a figure before them.
Telemachus stood tall, though his jaw tightened at their ridicule. He opened his mouth to speak, but Penelope beat him to it.
She rose from her seat, her gaze cutting sharply towards Antinous, her voice carrying a strength that commanded silence. "Enough," she said, her tone polite but leaving no room for argument. "He is our guest, and as such, he deserves respect."
She looked to Odysseus, her expression softening, though there was no recognition in her eyes. "Please, stay for dinner and enjoy a beautiful show. You are welcome here, traveler." Her words were measured, her smile gentle but tinged with weariness.
Odysseus' gaze lingered on Penelope, his eyes softening at the sight of her, a longing flickering across his face that he quickly masked with a humble bow of his head. "You honor me, my lady," he replied, his voice rough with a practiced humility. "I shall accept your hospitality gratefully."
Penelope nodded, her eyes shifting to Telemachus, offering him a small, reassuring smile before sitting back down, her fingers once more wrapping around her untouched bowl of broth.
Odysseus moved to the side, his eyes watching the suitors with a careful gaze, observing the men who had taken over his hall, violated the sanctity of his home, and pushed his family to the brink.
The tension was palpable, a quiet storm brewing under his composed exterior, his resolve only solidified by the disdain thrown his way.
Antinous called out suddenly, his voice dripping with derision. "Servant girl! Play us another tune, something a bit jollier!" His command was sharp, cutting through the murmur of the hall.
For the first time in a long while, you saw the Queen's face marred by anger. A scowl darkened Penelope's features, her eyes narrowing as she snapped, "Don't you dare order her around." Her voice carried a chilling edge, a fierce protectiveness that hushed the room instantly. "She will play what I deem fit." Her gaze locked with Antinous', daring him to challenge her authority.
The room tilted into a tense silence.
Telemachus sat by her side, his face betraying a small flicker of sadness. He watched his mother, seeing the strain in her eyes—the fight she had been holding for far too long.
The suitors, who had grown accustomed to Penelope's patient endurance, were visibly taken aback by her outburst. For years she had kept her emotions under a tight lock, never allowing a crack in her composure.
Your voice broke the silence, soft and gentle. "My Queen... would you like for me to play your song again?"
Penelope turned to you, her expression softening, a warmth returning to her eyes. "Yes, dear, please..." she whispered, her lips curving into a grateful smile.
Once again, your voice filled the dining hall, the haunting melody echoing from the lyre's strings.
As you sang, Odysseus' eyes were fixed on you, his expression one of awe. The sound of your voice stirred something deep within him, the notes wrapping around his heart, cracking the walls he had built.
He felt his chest tighten, realizing with a pang of bittersweet sorrow that the song was an ode to him, a reflection of Penelope's undying love.
It made his longing to set things right grow more urgent, more determined.
As the final note lingered in the air, fading into the hushed silence of the room, Penelope waved you over, her hand lifting gently. To your surprise, she said, "You may take a short break, dear."
You froze for a moment in shock, your eyes darting up to meet Telemachus'. He gave you an encouraging nod, a supportive smile on his lips.
Slowly, your own lips twitched up into a smile, and you bowed your head in thanks. "Thank you, my Queen," you murmured, preparing to step back and head towards where the other servants ate.
But before you could move, Penelope's hand gently grasped your arm, her touch soft yet insistent. "Stay," she said, "eat here tonight."
You stilled, your heart fluttering in both nervousness and an unexpected warmth. Your eyes flickered towards Telemachus again, and his smile only widened, nodding once more in encouragement.
You smiled back, bowing your head slightly before agreeing, "As you wish, my Queen."
Before you could find a seat, Telemachus was already on his feet. He moved swiftly, fetching a chair and placing it beside Penelope, ensuring you had a place at her side.
You whispered your thanks as he pushed the chair forward for you, a sense of gratitude swelling in your chest as you took your seat, the warmth of their kindness enveloping you amidst the otherwise hostile room.
After a few minutes of peaceful eating, Antinous burst into the conversation, his voice rough as he drank deeply from a large goblet of wine. "Telemachus," he called out, irritation clear in his tone, "are you going to tell us who's this beggar you've brought among us?" He sat arrogantly at the head of the long table—Odysseus' rightful seat—before standing slowly, each step deliberate as he strolled down the length of the table towards them.
Odysseus bowed his head slightly, speaking up in a humble tone. "I am Aethon, from Crete," he said, his voice steady despite the eyes on him. "I am merely traveling through, looking for a place to rest and fill my belly for the night."
Antinous stopped in front of him, a scoff escaping his lips as he looked Odysseus up and down, his eyes filled with disdain. "A beggar indeed," he sneered. "Look at you—filthy, ragged. Ithaca should be above sheltering such wretches." He shook his head, his voice laced with contempt.
You clenched your jaw, suppressing the scowl that threatened to mar your face, feeling the bubbling anger rise. Not only was he speaking to your King—whether he knew it or not—but his actions went against xenia, the sacred rule of hospitality.
It churned your stomach, the blatant disrespect cutting deeply.
Odysseus, however, did not waver. He met Antinous' gaze evenly, a small smile playing at his lips. "It is true," he replied, his tone calm, almost serene. "I may be in rags, and my journey long, but those who forget the value of hospitality, who dishonor their guests—well, they may one day find themselves in need, and then what kindness will be shown to them?"
Antinous' face flushed, the suitors around him shifting awkwardly at the rebuke. The room tensed further, the silence thickening as the arrogance on Antinous' face twisted in irritation.
The pressure had been building for weeks.
Penelope's steadfast refusal to choose among the suitors, Telemachus' bold return, and now the appearance of yet another beggar—these affronts piled on top of each other, pushing Antinous further than ever.
It wasn't just Odysseus' words, but the culmination of the disrespect he felt as Penelope continued to defy them.
Instead of apologizing, instead of righting his wrong, Antinous' hand moved swiftly, striking Odysseus across the face.
A collective gasp echoed in the room.
You flinched, your hand flying to your mouth, horror widening your eyes.
Penelope's face blanched, her hands tightening around her bowl as she tried to mask her shock.
Telemachus looked ready to leap from his seat; his body tensed like a coiled spring, fists clenched at his sides. His eyes flashed with anger, the strain of holding himself back clear in every line of his posture.
The fire in Odysseus' chest, tempered for years, flickered, and he smiled inwardly, knowing that soon it would blaze.
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A/N : ahhh, i'm so happy you guys are enjoying the story so far; i know i tend to be slow with the plot/pacing at the start with most (lol all, i'm a fucking liar), but i promise when the ball starts rolling, it'll be fast. all i can say for now is enjoy these peaceful moments while they're here...😭
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Odysseus let his gaze drift across the grand hall, every muscle in his body taut beneath the ragged cloak that disguised him.
His eyes narrowed as he took in each suitor, noting the way they disrespected his home, their laughter cutting through the sanctity of his hall.
These were men who had grown fat and careless on his hospitality, who dared to feast on the resources of his land while vying for the hand of his beloved Penelope; unaware that their gluttony and arrogance would soon face reckoning.
Odysseus watched the suitors, one by one. There was Antinous, smug and sneering, the clear leader in brazenness and disrespect. He sat near the center, barking orders to the servants, his voice grating, his laughter cruel.
Not far from him, Eurymachus leaned back in his chair, his eyes roaming over the maids who moved about the hall, his grin spreading wider every time one of them blushed under his gaze.
But it was the brawny, red-haired suitor, Andros, who drew Odysseus' attention most tonight.
Andros was on his feet, striding towards Penelope, a confident swagger in his step that made Odysseus' fingers curl tightly under the table. Andros' scarred face, a testament to his battles, bore an expression of arrogance as he approached the queen.
"My lady," Andros began, his voice dripping with insincere charm, "you are as radiant as ever tonight. Truly, this palace, these halls—everything feels grander in your presence." He paused, his eyes narrowing slightly as if weighing his words before continuing.
"And of course, you have an array of fine young suitors here, all vying for your hand, each eager to prove himself worthy." He began slowly, the sweetness in his voice almost syrupy as he praised the beauty of the hall, the dignity of Penelope, and the devotion of the gathered men.
Then, the smile on his lips grew strained, and his tone hardened, the false charm giving way to impatience. "But, my queen, surely it is time to stop playing these games? Do you not think, after all this time, that Ithaca deserves a new king? That the kingdom, your people, deserve stability?" He leaned in slightly, his voice lowering, but still loud enough for those nearby to hear.
"These delays... they serve no one. Least of all you."
Odysseus felt his anger rise, but he forced himself to keep his composure, swallowing the rage that threatened to boil over. Instead, his gaze shifted down the long table, allowing him a moment to rein in his emotions.
His eyes landed on Telemachus, who sat further down, trapped between two suitors. Telemachus was doing his best to remain civil, nodding curtly at whatever nonsense one of them, Leodes, was muttering.
The young prince's jaw was clenched, his shoulders squared, but Odysseus could see the weariness in his eyes. He could see the strain in his son's expression, the way his jaw tightened when they clapped him on the back or spoke of his mother's need to choose.
Telemachus' hands were clenched under the table, and Odysseus knew that the boy was holding himself back, trying to remain calm in the face of their mockery.
He was tired of this charade—tired of having to entertain these men who disrespected everything his family stood for.
Odysseus' gaze moved again, coming to rest on you, seated on your cushion at the far end of the hall.
You were playing soft tunes on your lyre, your eyes lowered to avoid the wandering gazes of the suitors.
It hadn't escaped Odysseus' attention how often they had approached you tonight, using the guise of speaking with Telemachus as an excuse to stand too close, to linger too long.
The way their eyes lingered on you made Odysseus' blood run cold with fury, but you had handled it with quiet grace, always managing to sidestep their advances, your focus never wavering from your music.
He watched as you adjusted your position, your fingers gracefully plucking at the strings, the gentle melody you played seeming almost out of place amidst the crude laughter and loud conversation.
It was your retreat—your way of coping with the unwelcome attention.
Odysseus clenched his jaw, forcing himself to remain still, but his gaze never left Penelope.
He knew every nuance of her expression, every flicker in her eyes. She had always been able to mask her feelings when necessary, but Odysseus could tell what lay beneath that serene exterior.
Penelope smiled at Andros—a smile that did not quite reach her eyes. It was the same composed expression Odysseus had seen countless times, the one she wore when she needed to hide her exhaustion, her irritation, her true thoughts.
To the suitors, it was the smile of a queen; to Odysseus, it was a testament to her resilience.
And despite her age beginning to show, Penelope was still a beauty. Her dark hair, partially veiled, framed her face gracefully, and her eyes—those sharp, clever eyes—were as full of life as ever, though Odysseus could see the weariness she tried to hide.
The years of waiting, the pressure from the suitors, the uncertainty of Odysseus' fate—everything had taken its toll.
Yet, she remained dignified, her posture straight, her expression composed.
He watched as she tilted her head slightly, her smile widening as she looked up at Andros, her voice her voice smooth when she spoke. "I understand your concerns, Andros. Truly, I do. But you must understand... a decision like this cannot be rushed. It is a matter of not just my heart, but of the people of Ithaca. They must have faith in their ruler, whoever he may be."
There was a flicker in her eyes as she paused to adjust the folds of her gown, her gaze never leaving Andros'. Odysseus recognized it—the subtle shift of someone preparing for a move, a small, almost imperceptible signal.
She was not done yet.
"Besides," she added, her voice carrying just a hint of playful reproach, "there is still work to be done. My weaving is not yet complete, and it would be improper to leave it unfinished, don't you agree?"
Odysseus' heart swelled with admiration as she elegantly deflected Andros in a way that left no room to argue without appearing impatient and self-serving.
She had always been a master of this—a weaver not only of thread but of words, her diplomacy a match for his own cunning on the battlefield.
Andros' face twisted in frustration, but he forced a smile, nodding stiffly. "Of course, my lady. As you wish," he said, though his tone made it clear he was far from pleased; he grumbled something under his breath, turning on his heel and retreating to the other end of the hall, his pride clearly wounded.
Odysseus couldn't help the small smile that tugged at his lips.
Clever Penelope.
She must have been weaving and unweaving that shroud she'd promised upon his return, using it as a tactic to delay choosing a husband.
It was a brilliant move, one that had kept these men at bay, if only barely.
Odysseus cleared his throat, drawing Penelope's attention for just a moment. He nodded subtly, his eyes filled with admiration. "A true queen knows how to manage her duties wisely," he murmured, low enough that only she could hear.
Penelope glanced at him, her eyes meeting his for the briefest of moments. She smiled—a genuine, soft smile that held a glimmer of gratitude. "Thank you, good sir."
She was too clever not to sense something beneath his words.
Before any more could be said, the head servant stepped forward, clapping his hands to gain the attention of the room. "Honored guests," he called, his voice loud enough to carry over the noise, "we have a special treat for you tonight. A storyteller has arrived to regale us with tales of old. Please, make yourselves comfortable and enjoy the story."
Odysseus shifted his gaze from Penelope to the gathered suitors, watching their interest shift with the promise of entertainment. The momentary tension diffused, but the underlying stakes remained, clear and unspoken between him and Penelope.
He settled back, the tension in his shoulders easing only slightly. The time for reckoning would come, but for now, Penelope had bought them a few more precious hours.
And for that, he was endlessly grateful.
Penelope then rose gracefully from her seat, her movements fluid despite the heaviness of her role. She addressed the suitors, her voice warm yet distant. "Please, enjoy yourselves," she said, her gaze sweeping over the gathered men. "I shall take my leave now. May the story bring you joy and reflection."
She turned then, her eyes finding you. "Come, dear," she called softly, beckoning you to follow.
You rose from your cushion, gathering your lyre, and moved towards her.
Telemachus appeared at your side, his expression gentle as he offered to take the instrument from you. "I'll put it in your room," he said, his voice low.
You nodded, offering him a grateful smile.
As Penelope left the hall, you followed closely behind, Telemachus walking beside you. The suitors began to settle down, their laughter quieting as they prepared to listen to the storyteller.
A few torches were extinguished, casting the room in a dimmer, more intimate light, the flickering flames creating shadows that danced along the walls.
The storyteller, an older man with a voice like honeyed wine, began his tale—a story of Perseus and his quest to slay the Gorgon Medusa. His voice wove through the room, captivating the suitors, their attention fixed on him as he painted vivid pictures with his words.
"In the days when gods still walked among mortals, there was a hero named Perseus," he began, his voice deep and rhythmic. "Born of Zeus, he was destined for greatness. The king, jealous of his mother's beauty, sought to rid himself of Perseus by sending him on an impossible quest—to bring back the head of the dreaded Gorgon, Medusa..."
A bit into the story, you slipped quietly back into the hall, your steps light and careful as you approached Odysseus. You knelt beside him, your voice barely a whisper as you leaned in. "The queen requests your presence for a private conversation," you murmured, your eyes flicking up to meet his.
Odysseus nodded, his heart pounding at the thought of seeing Penelope away from the prying eyes of the suitors.
As he began to rise, he paused for a moment, his gaze locking onto yours. There was something in his eyes—a depth of understanding, a quiet gratitude. He gave you a subtle nod, and though no words passed between you, you understood the meaning behind his expression.
"Thank you," he whispered, his voice rough from emotion, but his eyes softened—a fleeting but genuine acknowledgment of your loyalty, of the way you had quietly supported his family in their most trying times.
You nodded back, your heart pounding from the weight of this unexpected acknowledgment. With a small, reassuring smile, you gestured for him to follow, and he rose, moving carefully to avoid drawing too much attention.
As the disguised king followed you out of the hall, a sense of hope stirred within him.
The time for reckoning was drawing near, and he would be ready.
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Shutting the door behind you, you leaned against it, letting out a slow breath, your mind still racing from everything that had just transpired. The hall was dim, lit only by the moonlight filtering through a narrow window, casting pale streaks across the stone floor.
You barely had time to collect yourself when Telemachus appeared from around the corner. His eyes lit up at the sight of you, his expression softening with relief.
You stepped forward, whispering a bit excitedly, "Your mother is currently speaking with 'Aethon.'" You made air quotes as you said the name, a knowing look in your eyes.
Telemachus's face broke into a boyish grin, his eyes shining with happiness and hope. Without thinking, he reached forward, grasping both of your hands in his. "She's with him? Truly? I've longed for this day," he said, his voice filled with raw emotion. "I've prayed to the gods for this—prayed that he would return to us."
The excitement that had been coursing through you settled, and for a moment, you both stood there, realizing just how close you were.
Telemachus cleared his throat, his face flushing slightly as he took a step back, though he didn't release your hands, letting them hang between you.
You cleared your own throat, your face heating up as you tried to fight through the embarrassment. You forced yourself to look at him, even though every instinct urged you to look away. "What... what do you think will happen next?" you asked, your voice barely above a whisper.
Telemachus' brow furrowed slightly, his lips pressing together as he seemed to consider your question. He hummed thoughtfully before speaking, "I'm not sure," he admitted, his voice softening. "Father will be king once more, so I suppose that leaves me to prepare—learning the ropes to one day take his place." He shrugged, a small, almost shy smile playing on his lips.
Before either of you could say more, you heard Penelope's faint voice calling for you. "____."
You quickly turned, your heart skipping a beat as you realized you were needed. With a final glance at Telemachus, you hurried towards the room where the queen awaited.
As you stepped inside, you found Penelope seated across from Odysseus—'Aethon'—the two of them bathed in the soft glow of the flickering torches. There was a gentleness to the scene, an almost untensed, elated expression on the queen's face as she looked at the man before her.
Penelope's gaze shifted to you, her smile warm as she spoke. "Would you please fetch some water? I believe Aethon could use a bath," she said, her tone kind but carrying an air of authority.
You bowed your head respectfully. "Of course, my queen," you replied, your voice steady, though your heart was still fluttering from the earlier conversation.
Before you could turn to leave, Telemachus suddenly appeared in the doorway, his expression slightly awkward as he scratched the back of his neck. "Mother, if I may," he began, his voice a bit rushed. "Could Nurse Eurycleia tend to Aethon instead? I'll be dealing with the suitors soon, and I could use—well, I could use her help."
Penelope blinked, her brow arching in mild confusion at her son's apperance. There was a hint of humor in her eyes as she slowly nodded. "Of course, Telemachus," she said, her lips twitching up into a small smile. She turned back to you, her gaze softening. "Please fetch Eurycleia, dear."
You nodded, quickly excusing yourself to complete the task.
Telemachus was right by your side as the both of you made your way back to the dining halls. He stopped a passing servant, relaying the queen's orders for Eurycleia, ensuring she knew where she was needed before continuing with you.
When you both arrived, the scene had shifted; the storyteller had departed, and the dining hall had taken on a different air.
Torches were being relit, their flames flickering back to life, casting long shadows across the grand room.
The table was in disarray, the remnants of the feast scattered across the surface. Bowls that had once held fresh fruits were now empty, their contents devoured, and goblets lay tipped on their sides, spilling the last traces of wine.
Servants moved quickly to clean up, their hands deftly collecting the mess, while the suitors lounged heavily in their seats, many of them still indulging in wine, their laughter and voices echoing through the room.
Antinous' drunken voice suddenly rang out, slurred but commanding. "Telemachus!" he called, his words dragging slightly.
He pushed away another suitor roughly as he stood, his steps unsteady. His clothes were crumpled, the once fine fabric now stained, and his blue eyes hazy as he downed another gulp of wine. A few drops trailed down his chin, unheeded.
He moved closer, his breath heavy with the sour scent of drink. Raising his goblet again, he swallowed another mouthful, his lips curling into a sneer. "Your mother," he began, his voice harsh, "she should choose. Tonight. Enough of these games."
Telemachus tried to placate him, his tone gentle. "Antinous, now isn't the time. She's—"
But Antinous cut him off, his snarl deepening. "Twenty years!" he spat, his voice thick with frustration. "We've waited twenty years. Many of us grew up hearing tales of the widowed queen of Ithaca. We've seen hundreds of suitors come and go, all left empty-handed. And now? We have nothing but that damned shroud she always weaving." His face flushed a deeper shade of red, the anger twisting his features until his once handsome face seemed almost ugly.
He took another unsteady step closer, his eyes locking onto Telemachus' with a fierce intensity. "She must choose, boy. We won't wait any longer. The patience of everyone here has run thin. It's time she makes her decision, and it's time for Ithaca to have a new king."
Before Telemachus could even attempt to calm him once again, the other suitors drunkenly joined in, their voices melding into a cacophony of garbled shouts, all demanding that Penelope choose.
"Enough of this waiting!"
"She must make her choice now!"
"We've had enough of her tricks!"
The noise grew overwhelming, the suitors crowding closer, their faces flushed with drink and impatience.
Your heart began to race, the chaotic shouts and the looming bodies making it difficult to breathe. You felt the walls of the dining hall pressing in, the weight of the drunken mob becoming unbearable. The suitors' demands echoed in your ears, their voices blending into a thunderous roar that drowned out all reason.
Suddenly, you felt Telemachus step in front of you, his body shielding yours from the advancing crowd. His arm moved behind him, his hand finding yours and holding it firmly.
You clung to him, pressed against his side, the solidness of his presence the only thing keeping you grounded amidst the chaos.
Telemachus could feel the sweat on his palms, the nervous tremble in his grip as his fingers curled tighter around yours; he glanced back at you for just a moment, catching the fear in your eyes, and he felt something inside him snap—a determination, a need to protect you, stronger than his own anxiety.
Telemachus shouted above the noise, his voice carrying a note of desperation. "Please, just calm down!" but his pleas fell on deaf ears. The suitors were too far gone, too consumed by their own frustration and the haze of wine.
His free hand clenched into a fist at his side, nails biting into his palm as he struggled to keep his composure. He knew he couldn't show any weakness.
Not here, not now.
"Enough!"
The shout cut through the noise like a blade, the authority in the voice silencing the room instantly. The suitors froze, their heads snapping toward the source of the command.
At the entrance of the hall stood Queen Penelope, her posture regal and unyielding, her expression one of fierce determination. A few steps behind her stood Odysseus, still disguised as the beggar Aethon, his eyes narrowed as he surveyed the scene.
Penelope's gaze swept across the suitors, her eyes cold and unforgiving. She held herself with a dignity that seemed to grow more luminous in the flickering torchlight, her presence commanding the attention of every man in the room.
"These demands are unbecoming," she said, her voice calm but edged with steel. "You forget yourselves and the courtesy owed to this house." She paused, her eyes locking onto Antinous, who had the sense to bow his head, though his jaw remained clenched.
Penelope continued, her tone softening slightly, though it lost none of its strength. "I see that you will not be satisfied until I make my decision. Very well. Tomorrow, as soon as Helios crosses the sky, I shall hold a contest. The man who can string Odysseus' great bow and shoot an arrow through twelve axe heads shall have my hand in marriage."
She let the silence hang for a moment, her eyes scanning the room before continuing, her voice now laced with authority. "It is only right that the one strong enough to succeed in this great feat, one that only my husband could accomplish, should be deemed worthy to take his place. Consider this the final test—to determine who, among you, is truly deserving of Ithaca's throne."
A murmur ran through the suitors, their frustration giving way to excitement at the prospect of a resolution.
Antinous, along with several others, nodded in agreement, finally placated by her words.
Slowly, the suitors began to disperse, their drunken grumbling fading as they made their way out of the hall, satisfied for the time being. The tension in the room began to ease, the oppressive weight lifting as the crowd thinned.
Penelope let out a long, quiet sigh, her gaze dropping to the ground for a moment. She looked weary, the weight of the years and the evening's events heavy on her shoulders. But then she straightened, her head lifting once more, her eyes clear as they found you.
"Come, ____" she said, her voice gentle but firm. "I'm ready for bed."
As Penelope moved closer to Telemachus, she paused, her expression softening. She reached up, her fingers brushing against his cheek in a tender gesture. "Goodnight, my son," she whispered, her voice filled with warmth and love.
Telemachus leaned into her touch for a brief moment, his eyes closing as he nodded. "Goodnight, Mother," he replied softly.
Penelope then turned her gaze to Odysseus, her expression guarded but polite. She gave him a nod, her voice carrying a hint of formality. "May you rest well, Aethon."
Odysseus bowed his head slightly, his eyes holding hers for a heartbeat longer than necessary. "Thank you, my lady."
With that, Penelope turned on her heel, her steps graceful as she made her way out of the hall.
Telemachus gave your hand a gentle squeeze before releasing it, his fingers lingering for just a moment longer. You gave him a small, reassuring smile, bowing your head slightly.
"Goodnight, Prince Telemachus," you whispered, your voice barely audible.
He nodded, his lips curving into a soft smile. "Goodnight, ____" he replied.
With a final glance at both the prince and the disguised king, you turned and hurried after Penelope, your footsteps quiet against the stone floor.
The hall behind you grew silent, the echoes of the evening's events lingering in the air.
Tomorrow, everything would change.
The contest would begin, and with it, the fate of Ithaca would be decided.
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if y'all can't tell i'm shamlessly plugging in my wish of finding a boyfriend through telemachus 😩😔. also, sorry for the spammed updates, lolol i'm excited to start getting into the juicy stuff; also, to answer a question or two, no worries the gods are popping up, i'm just playing it close to gods being as a bit more removed from everyday mortal affairs, sometimes communicating through dreams, omens, or indirect interventions, rather than physically "walking among mortals" as they did in earlier myths like Perseus' or Hercules, so that's why you don't see Apollo walking down the courtyard, loll. (but i understand if this pacing is too slow 😭)
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Chapter 10: 06 ┃ 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐚𝐠𝐞
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
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The dawn of the contest day broke over Ithaca, painting the sky in hues of rose and gold, as the tension within the palace walls thickened like a storm gathering on the horizon.
You were on your way to the great hall with a satchel swinging by your side, carrying your lyre, when muffled sounds drew your attention to a small, unused closet down the corridor.
Thunk.
Curiosity got the better of you, and you hesitated only a moment before pulling the door open.
There, you found Cleo in a compromising position with Antinous.
His clothes were disheveled, the buttons on his tunic partially undone, and Cleo's chiton was slipping from her shoulders. Their faces were flushed, and her lips were swollen and glistening.
Marks adorned Cleo's neck, a telling sign of the moments they'd just shared.
Cleo was the first to notice you, her eyes widening in panic. She hastily pushed against Antinous, her voice stuttering as she said your name, "_____."
You felt your expression blank, your lips pressing into a thin line as you took a step back, lowering your gaze. Without looking directly at either of them, you spoke curtly, "The contest will begin soon. It would be wise to head to the Great Hall."
Antinous adjusted his tunic, a smirk tugging as he gave you a small bow of his head, his eyes raking over your form with a brazen intensity. "Thank you," he muttered, his tone dripping with smugness.
With one last lingering glance, he turned and swaggered off, his back quickly disappearing around the corner.
Cleo, meanwhile, frantically tried to fix her appearance, her cheeks flushed with embarrassment. A flustered giggle escaped her as she straightened her hair, attempting to regain her composure.
For a brief moment, you battled with yourself—considering whether to warn her to leave while she still could, to spare her the fate that awaited those who chose the wrong side.
But you held your tongue.
Especially when she nudged you lightly with her elbow, her voice carrying a hint of hesitancy despite her laughter as she said, "You should really loosen up, you know. I mean it, ____. Sometimes I wonder if you're not just wasting your youth—loyalty to a kingdom that may not even be the same by the end of today..." Her smile faltered, her words heavier than her usual teasing tone.
You stared at her, your expression unchanging, though your eyes hardened slightly. "I wonder if wasting one's youth might be better than spending it on someone who doesn't see past the moment." The words slipped from your mouth before you could stop them, a small shard of judgment bleeding through your usually calm demeanor.
Cleo's face flushed deeper, a mixture of shame and embarrassment crossing her features.
For a moment, she looked as if she might argue, but instead, her lips pressed into a tight scowl. She glared at you, her eyes narrowing with a spark of frustration.
"I don't get you sometimes," she added, her voice tinged with both frustration and a weariness that seemed to have been building over time. "You never let yourself live a little. It's like you're always on guard, always distant... and it's exhausting to watch, honestly."
Your eyes narrowed at her words, and your voice came out sharper than before. "Maybe it's because I see what happens when people let their guard down, Cleo. Look around you. The stakes are higher than they've ever been. We don't have the luxury of throwing caution to the wind."
Cleo's gaze faltered, her face flushing in deeper embarrassment, and she scowled with a cross of her arms. "Oh? And I suppose Prince Telemachus would agree with you?" Her voice held a bite now, her irritation surfacing fully.
The mention of Telemachus was no longer just a joke—it felt like a barb, a deliberate attempt to wound.
For the first time, her words stung, and you could feel your composure waver, a pang of something sharp twisting inside you. Your hand twisted around the rope of the bag, fingers curling tightly as if seeking a way to channel the restlessness bubbling just beneath the surface.
"This isn't about the prince," you snapped, taking a step back, your eyes glinting with a rare edge of anger. "This is about survival, Cleo. For all of us. You might think I'm distant, that I'm cold, but I would rather be that than blind to what's really happening."
Instead of trying to listen, Cleo's scowl deepened, her lips curving downwards in irritation. She huffed out a dismissive "whatever," before straightening up, her shoulders tensing. "I'm about to go watch the suitors warm up with the rest of the servant girls," she said, her tone dripping with defiance. "If you ever decide to get off your high horse, you're welcome to join us."
With that, she turned and sauntered away, her shoulders squared in frustration.
You watched her go, her form disappearing down the corridor, before you let out a shuddering breath.
You lifted your gaze upwards, the ceiling above seeming to stretch endlessly, and muttered softly, "Gods, please give me strength," before continuing your way to the contest.
As you entered the grand dining hall, you found yourself impressed by the change.
The sun filtered in through the high windows, casting a golden light over the space, illuminating the dust particles that danced in the air.
Only the suitors and a few servants were milling about, their hushed conversations and tense laughter creating a charged atmosphere.
Unlike the grand events that were usually publicized to the whole kingdom, this one seemed cloaked in a strange intimacy, a finality that made it feel more sacred.
The once opulent room had been stripped of its familiar trappings; the grand dining table and chairs were all removed, leaving a vast open space.
Twelve large wooden boxes had been set up, each marked with a target, waiting for the archery contest that would decide the fate of Ithaca.
The air felt different; a heavy anticipation settled like a blanket over everyone present.
The suitors, standing a few feet away, were warming up.
Some were shirtless, their muscles taut as they stretched; others wore serious expressions as they prepared themselves for the challenge ahead.
Their bodies glistened with sweat, and there was an undercurrent of competition among them—some laughed loudly, trying to mask their nerves, while others moved in silence, their focus unwavering.
A glimpse towards the kitchen door revealed Cleo and a few other familiar servant girls giggling and ogling the suitors, their eyes wide with a mix of shyness and excitement.
They stood partially hidden, peeking out with smiles and exchanged whispers, as if this were some kind of entertainment meant just for them.
Further off, you even spotted the disguised Odysseus, his posture deceptively relaxed as he observed every movement within the hall.
He was studying them, the men who dared to take over his household.
Swiftly and quietly, you made your way to your designated spot.
Unlike last night, you were placed higher up, just two feet away at the foot of the Queen's seat, allowing you to see the entire contest unfold in its fullness. It was a vantage point that made it impossible for you to miss a single detail.
Turning slightly, your gaze flicked back towards Penelope's empty seat; it loomed above you, the polished wood catching the sunlight, a symbol of her resilience and her endless waiting.
A pang of unease twisted in your chest as you wondered if she would be able to handle the events that were about to unfold.
Would she be able to bear it when the truth was finally revealed?
The weight of it all pressed down on your shoulders—the suitors, Odysseus, Telemachus, even Penelope herself.
You wondered if her grace would hold, or if the years of anguish would finally break free when the moment of reckoning arrived.
As you knelt down to tune your lyre, a shadow suddenly fell across you.
"Good morning, ____." You looked up, and there he was—Prince Telemachus. A soft, sweet smile graced his face, his eyes warm as they met yours.
It was the kind of smile that could light up the darkest corners of your heart, one filled with reassurance and kindness.
The sight of him made your heart skip for just a moment, but as you looked into his eyes, Cleo's words suddenly echoed in your mind.
...Oh? And I suppose Prince Telemachus would agree with you?...
The insinuations, the teasing remarks about the prince—they hit you all at once.
The smile faltered on your lips, and you found yourself looking back down at the strings of your lyre, focusing on adjusting the tune rather than meeting his gaze. "Good morning, Prince Telemachus."
Telemachus' brows furrowed, concern creasing his features. He shifted to squat down beside you, his eyes searching your face. "Hey," he said softly, his voice just loud enough for you to hear over the commotion in the hall, "what's wrong? You seem... distant." There was a genuine note of worry there, as if he could sense that something was off.
You swallowed, forcing yourself to smile, though it didn't quite reach your eyes. "Oh, it's nothing, my prince," you lied, keeping your tone light. "I'm just a bit nervous about today, that's all." You tried to make the smile a bit brighter, hoping to reassure him.
His shoulders sagged slightly, the tension visibly easing from his posture. He let out a small sigh of relief, his lips curving into a smile that mirrored the sweetness from before. "There's nothing to be nervous about," he assured you, his voice gentle. "Everything is going to be alright."
You noticed the way his hand twitched, as if he wanted to reach out and touch yours, his fingers moving ever so slightly before he hesitated, ultimately letting his hand drop to his side.
The gesture, or rather the hesitation, made your heart race just a tad bit faster.
Before either of you could say more, the double doors of the grand hall were pushed open with a loud creak. The announcer's voice rang out clearly, "Her Majesty, Queen Penelope."
All eyes turned towards the entrance, and you followed suit, your breath catching slightly at the sight.
Penelope stepped into the hall, her head held high, her expression calm but resolute.
The morning light streamed in behind her, illuminating her like a figure out of legend. Her veil was gone, her face fully visible—a deliberate choice, perhaps, to show her strength and confidence. Her dark hair was neatly braided, her gown flowing elegantly around her as she moved forward with purpose.
There was a dignity in the way she walked, her steps measured, her gaze unwavering as it swept across the room, taking in the suitors, her son, and the entire setting that would determine her fate.
Her eyes held a quiet intensity, and you could see the years of pain, hope, and resilience reflected in them.
She was ready, whatever the outcome might be.
You couldn't help but feel a sense of awe at her poise, even as that unease continued to twist in your chest.
She had borne so much—far more than anyone should have to—and yet here she was, standing tall, ready to face whatever came next.
Penelope stepped forward, her gaze sweeping across the room, her voice carrying the weight of both authority and something far more personal. She began, "Today is a day for truth, for decisions long delayed." Her voice was calm, yet it resonated throughout the hall, commanding everyone's attention. "For twenty years, my household has waited, and now, it is time to see who among you is worthy."
She turned her head slightly, her eyes resting on the head servant. "Bring forth the bow."
Two servants stepped forward, bowing deeply before leaving the room.
Moments later, they returned, carefully carrying a large chest between them.
The chest was adorned in Ithaca's colors—deep ocean blue and forest green, with intricate gold designs etched into its surface.
It was a chest that demanded respect, one that held not just an object but a legacy.
Penelope approached it, her hands brushing over the top before she slowly and gracefully opened the lid.
The room seemed to collectively hold its breath as she pulled back the chest's top, revealing the bow of Odysseus.
It was a magnificent weapon—crafted from polished horn, its limbs strong and powerful.
The bow was large, and even at rest, it carried an aura of strength, a testament to the man who had wielded it. The gold detailing shimmered in the sunlight, and the string lay coiled neatly, waiting for a hand skilled enough to draw it taut.
The sight of the bow was almost otherworldly—the embodiment of Odysseus' strength, the kind of weapon that could only belong to a hero.
"This bow," she began, her voice echoing through the hall, "was not just a tool of battle. It was the pride of Odysseus, my husband, gifted from the legendary archer, Iphitus, son of Eurytus, as a token of their friendship."
Her eyes softened, her gaze drifting, almost as if she could see Odysseus standing there, beside her. She paused, a faint smile curving her lips as she continued.
"It is a symbol of his unmatched skill, his wisdom, his courage. None but he could wield it, and none but he could string it with such ease." Her voice grew softer, as if she were no longer addressing the suitors but speaking to a memory. "It is the bow of a true king, a true protector of Ithaca—of our people, our home."
There was a pause, the weight of her words sinking into the silent hall.
The suitors shifted uncomfortably, as though some of them began to understand that this was no mere contest—it was a testament, a challenge meant for a man of true worth.
Penelope's eyes lingered on the bow before she looked up again, her expression composed, though a flicker of something more—grief, hope, love—remained behind her gaze.
"This contest, therefore, is not merely to decide who shall take my hand," she said, her voice carrying a firmness that left no room for argument. "It is to determine who among you, if any, possesses the strength and honor to stand where my husband once stood. It is to prove that Ithaca shall have a protector worthy of its people."
She lifted her head, her eyes sweeping across the gathered men, meeting each of their gazes in turn, unflinching and calm. "Whoever can string this bow and shoot an arrow cleanly through the twelve axeheads I have set shall have my hand in marriage and shall take their place as the ruler of Ithaca."
For a heartbeat, the hall was silent, the weight of her declaration hanging heavily in the air.
There was no mistaking the quiet plea beneath her strength, though—her desire for someone truly worthy, for someone who could step into the place Odysseus had left. And as she spoke, you could feel the challenge in her words; it wasn't only a test of skill but a measure of heart, of worth, of loyalty.
For a moment, you saw the vulnerability in her eyes, the way her whole history with Odysseus seemed to ripple through the air; her voice softened when she spoke of Odysseus, and you understood.
The bow was a fragment of him, a piece of her husband, and this contest was more than a show—it was her last chance to find someone who could live up to that memory.
After her declaration, she nodded once, her expression hardening once again.
Penelope then cleared her throat and addressed the suitors directly, her voice calm but resolute, "I will not be witnessing this contest. Instead, I will retire to my chambers. May you all show honor and skill today." She dipped her head in a small, graceful bow and added, "I wish you all the best of luck."
As she turned to leave, her eyes landed on you, gaze softening. "Please, play something cheerful," she said quietly, her voice almost lost in the silence of the hall. "Let the suitors' spirits be lifted by your music."
You nodded, bowing your head respectfully. "Of course, my Queen," you answered.
You watched her leave, her elegant form moving through the hall with grace, while Eurycleia scurried behind her, her steps quick in an effort to keep pace with her queen.
Positioning the lyre comfortably in your hands, you took a deep breath, your fingers gently brushing the strings, bringing forth a bright, lively tune. The sound danced lightly through the still air, weaving around the tension and unease, bringing with it a sense of warmth and energy.
It was a piece meant to uplift, to inspire courage—even if, in your heart, you felt the unease of what was to come.
As the music echoed through the hall, the suitors began to step forward. But before any of them could make a move, Telemachus himself stepped up to take the bow. His approach was confident, his shoulders squared, his chin lifted high.
There was a murmur among the crowd, a collective intake of breath as Telemachus stood before them, his hands resting on the bow.
You watched the prince, understanding why he chose to compete.
Telemachus was not just trying to prove his worth—he was making a statement to the suitors, reminding them that he, too, was a contender, not someone to be overlooked.
Telemachus took the bow in his hands, and the room fell silent, all eyes fixed on him. He tested the string, his muscles straining as he attempted to draw it.
You could see the tension in his posture, the way his brow furrowed in concentration. He tried once, then twice, the wood creaking faintly under his hands.
On his third attempt, his knuckles turned white as he pulled with all his strength, and for a moment, it seemed like he might actually succeed.
The entire room seemed to hold its breath, the anticipation thick in the air. But then, Telemachus glanced towards the back of the room, his gaze catching on something—or someone.
There, leaning against the wall, Odysseus, gave his son a small, almost imperceptible shake of his head.
Telemachus let out a breath and relaxed his grip, stepping back with a nod.
He turned towards the suitors, offering a small, almost playful smile. "I suppose it's not my time yet," he said lightly, though the challenge was clear beneath his words.
He handed the bow back, his gaze moving across the suitors, his expression challenging. There was no mistaking his message—he was his father's son, and his strength and skill were not to be underestimated.
The suitors shuffled, their expressions wary. The prince's near success had shown them all that this was no ordinary contest, that this was no easy feat to accomplish.
Odysseus' eyes flickered with pride as he watched his son step back and make his way back to his mother's chair; settling himself down to watch the contest with clear eyes.
The suitors were strong, yes—but none of them had the true heart of Ithaca.
Though, for now, they would proceed as planned, allowing each suitor to attempt the impossible task, to let them fail and reveal their weakness.
It was all part of the ruse, the careful disguise, the setup.
And now, the stage was set.
The suitors would each have their turn, each of them about to face the impossible task before them, while Odysseus and his allies waited, the true challenge still ahead.
The first suitor, Leodes, approached the bow, a confident swagger in his step that belied his nervousness.
He grasped the bow with both hands, his face flushing slightly as he tried to string it. The bow barely budged under his efforts, his face turning a shade redder with each attempt.
Frustration contorted his features as he strained, his muscles trembling with the effort.
With a grunt, he finally gave up, stepping back with a scowl, his confidence visibly shattered.
Another suitor, Elatus, took his turn next.
He approached with a bravado that masked his growing doubt. He spat on his hands, rubbed them together, and then took hold of the bow.
He pulled at it, his jaw clenched, his teeth grinding together in effort. His movements became more desperate with each passing moment, his hands slipping against the polished wood.
Sweat beaded on his forehead as he strained, his bravado fading quickly.
After several attempts, he let out a frustrated growl and stepped back, shaking his head in disbelief.
Finally, it was Antinous' turn.
The blonde stood up, his eyes narrowed, a determined set to his jaw.
The room seemed to quiet even more, a collective anticipation hanging thick in the air.
He moved with deliberate steps, his shoulders squared, his head held high as though the weight of the room's expectation rested on him alone.
Antinous took the bow, his fingers brushing over the polished wood, his lips curling into a self-assured smile. He gripped it tightly, planting his feet, his muscles rippling beneath his tunic as he pulled.
For a moment, it seemed he might succeed—his arms flexed, the bow groaned slightly, bending just enough to spark a glimmer of hope among his allies.
But then, the strain began to show.
Antinous' face reddened, the cords of his neck standing out as he grit his teeth. He shifted his stance, trying to use his full body weight to pull the bowstring back, but it refused to comply.
His frustration grew, a vein pulsing visibly at his temple.
He gave a sharp, guttural yell as he pulled one last time, but the bow remained stubborn, unyielding.
The room held its breath, watching as Antinous' confidence slowly ebbed away, replaced by an ugly scowl.
His face flushed with both exertion and the sting of public failure. He threw the bow down onto the table with a loud clatter, a sneer twisting his lips. "This is impossible!" he spat, his voice dripping with irritation. He shot a glare at the other suitors, as if daring them to laugh.
The other suitors shifted uncomfortably, none of them daring to meet his eye. The silence in the hall was thick, the tension growing as each suitor came face to face with their own inadequacy.
The bow had proven to be more than a mere weapon—it was a testament to strength, a test that none of them could pass.
From your place, you watched the suitors' failures, each attempt underscoring their unworthiness. Their arrogance, their sense of entitlement, all fell away when faced with the challenge they couldn't meet.
It was becoming clear to everyone in the room—these men, for all their posturing, were not the equal of Odysseus, nor even his son.
In the corner of the room, Odysseus remained leaning against the wall, his eyes keen as he observed each failure, his expression betraying nothing.
But you could see the flicker of satisfaction in his gaze, the small, almost imperceptible nods as each suitor faltered.
It was all going according to plan, and the true test had yet to begin.
Finally, as the last suitor made his failed attempt, Odysseus, still in disguise, stepped forward, his expression humble as he approached the bow.
He bowed his head slightly to Telemachus, his voice carrying across the tense silence of the room. "I beg you, my prince, let me have a try. I know I am but a beggar, but I would be honored to hold a weapon of such greatness."
The suitors erupted, voices rising in disbelief and anger.
"Are you sick in the head?"
"A beggar? How dare he even ask?"
"Surely he's joking."
Antinous, still flushed from his recent failure, scoffed loudly, his eyes narrowing. "What nerve!" he spat, his hand motioning dismissively. "You think a beggar like you could even hope to lift the bow, let alone string it?"
The others muttered in agreement. It was as if they feared the humiliation of even allowing him to try, the risk that he might succeed too shameful to bear.
But before their protests could grow too loud, Telemachus raised his hand, silencing them. "He is a guest under my family's roof, and all guests deserve their chance." His eyes, filled with a quiet determination, swept across the suitors, daring any to oppose him. "If the beggar wishes to take part in this challenge, then so be it."
The suitors fell silent, begrudgingly stepping aside, unable to defy their hostess without risking public scorn.
Telemachus seized the moment, giving orders for the bow to be handed to the beggar.
With the prince's permission granted, Odysseus approached the bow. He moved slowly, his every movement deliberate, his eyes fixed on the weapon before him.
The suitors watched with skepticism, their expressions ranging from disdain to disbelief, and a few exchanged mocking smirks, unable to imagine this man succeeding where they had all failed.
You kept playing your lyre, the soft music filling the tense silence of the room. Yet even as your fingers plucked the strings, your gaze couldn't help but drift toward Odysseus, your breath caught in your chest.
You watched as he lifted the bow, his hands moving over it with a familiarity that spoke of years of practice, of ownership. He strung the bow effortlessly, as if it was the simplest thing in the world.
The bow made no protest—it yielded to him, as if it recognized its true master.
A collective gasp filled the hall, the suitors' mocking expressions replaced by wide eyes and parted lips; shock rippled through them, disbelief etched across their faces.
The great hall fell into a stunned silence, the only sound the faint hum of your music as the bowstring settled into place.
Telemachus, standing by, watched his father with pride that he could barely contain, a small smile pulling at his lips as he saw the reactions of the suitors. He moved with purpose, discreetly signaling to the few loyal servants positioned near the doors.
They nodded, moving swiftly to lock the exits, their movements unnoticed by the crowd, whose eyes were all fixed on Odysseus.
Odysseus stepped forward and, with steady hands, notched the first arrow. He let it loose with a sharp 'thwack,' the arrow piercing through the first of the twelve axeheads.
The room held its breath as he moved seamlessly to notch another arrow, his actions smooth and confident, as though he had done this countless times before.
You watched in awe, your fingers still instinctively playing the lyre, though the music had become mere background noise to the unfolding scene.
There was something mesmerizing in the way he handled it—like watching a legend step out of the shadows and come to life before your eyes.
The room seemed to fade around you, the music blending with the anticipation that gripped everyone present.
There, before your eyes, was the man you had heard countless stories about—the hero of Ithaca, displaying the strength and mastery that had made those tales immortal.
It was as if the years had fallen away, and you were witnessing Odysseus in his prime, every bit the warrior and king he was meant to be.
The sixth arrow flew through the air, and another axehead was split with a precision that seemed almost impossible, Odysseus moving with a grace and confidence that seemed almost otherworldly.
The silence in the hall deepened with each arrow that found its mark.
It was a silence heavy with tension, the kind that made the air feel thick and charged.
Every eye remained fixed on Odysseus, no one daring to speak, no one daring to even breathe too loudly, as if afraid that the smallest noise might shatter the spell that had been cast.
The suitors' faces were a mix of disbelief and something bordering on fear. They had mocked him, ridiculed the idea of a beggar even attempting the task. And now, with each arrow splitting through the axeheads, they were beginning to realize that something was very wrong.
A few of them exchanged uneasy glances, their expressions shifting from annoyance to a growing sense of unease. Nervous chuckles broke out among some of the men, a weak attempt to dismiss what was happening as coincidence.
"He can't possibly think he'll win the queen's hand, can he?" one of them whispered, the words tinged with an uncertainty that belied his dismissive tone.
Another leaned towards his companion, his voice low, almost a hiss. "Is this some kind of trick? Who is this man, really?"
But none of them had an answer. They watched, eyes wide and mouths dry, as Odysseus pulled back the bowstring again and again, his focus unwavering.
Even the most arrogant of the suitors, who had laughed openly before, now stood with their mouths slightly open, their eyes darting between the bow and the beggar who wielded it with such mastery.
You played the final note of your song just as the last arrow sailed through the air, splitting the twelfth axehead with a resounding 'thwack.'
The silence that followed was deafening, the suitors frozen in stunned disbelief, their eyes wide as they took in what had just happened.
Odysseus turned his head, his eyes finding yours across the room. He gave you a stern nod, a silent cue that you understood perfectly.
You nodded back, the bright, almost giddy expression on your face standing in stark contrast to the carnage that was about to unfold.
Closing your eyes for a brief moment, you took a deep breath, steadying yourself before your fingers began to dance across the strings once more.
The song you played was deceptively cheerful at first, a light, whimsical tune that fluttered through the air like birdsong.
But slowly, almost imperceptibly, it began to change.
The melody darkened, twisted, the notes taking on an edge that was both haunting and vengeful, a shadow creeping into the brightness—the cheerful melody morphed into something almost bloodthirsty, a song that spoke of retribution, of justice long overdue.
It wasn't just music; it was a call to arms, a declaration of what was to come.
The suitors shifted uncomfortably, some glancing around as if sensing the change, though they couldn't quite put their finger on what was happening.
But you knew. You had been told exactly what this song would do.
You remembered the shed, the way Odysseus had discussed the plan.
The air had been heavy with the scent of earth and wood, the small space filled with the tension of what was to come.
Odysseus had detailed every part of the plan, his voice steady as he laid out each step, each role.
You had listened patiently, absorbing every word until finally, you had asked, "What about me? What will I be doing?"
Telemachus had nodded in agreement, his face uncannily serious, his eyes fixed on his father. "Yes, father, what will her role be?" he had repeated, his voice carrying a note of protectiveness that made Odysseus' lips twitch with the hint of a smile.
Odysseus had reached into his tattered robes, pulling out a simple piece of parchment.
He looked at you then, his eyes meeting yours with an intensity that sent a shiver down your spine. He handed you the parchment, watching as you slowly unrolled it.
"This," he had said, his voice low, "is a gift from Athena herself." The paper had revealed a sheet of music, the notes unlike anything you had ever seen—intricate, almost ethereal, as if the very ink had been touched by divine hands. "The goddess delivered this to me, explaining its purpose, its power. This song is imbued with her blessing. It will only affect those she does not protect—those who have no claim to her favor. For us, it will be a boon. For them..."
He hadn't needed to finish the sentence. The meaning was clear.
And now, here you were, playing that very song, the melody shifting from bright and cheerful to dark and vengeful.
You could feel the magic in it, thrumming through your fingertips, spreading through the hall like a palpable force.
It strengthened those loyal to Ithaca, those under Athena's protection, while the suitors began to fidget, a sense of unease settling over them like a cold mist.
The suitors had no idea what was happening, but they could feel it—the shift in the air, the sudden heaviness that made their hearts pound and their hands tremble.
It was as if the walls themselves were closing in, the once grand hall now a trap from which there was no escape.
Odysseus' gaze never wavered from the suitors, his eyes hard and unyielding as the music filled the space around him.
The song bolstered him, his muscles seeming to grow even more taut, his presence even more commanding.
He was no longer just a man—he was a force of nature, a reckoning given flesh.
Odysseus stood tall, the bow still held firmly in his grasp.
Slowly, without breaking eye contact, he let the bow drop to his side, his hand moving up to grasp the edge of the ragged cloak draped over his shoulders.
With one fluid motion, he shed the cloak, letting it fall to the ground in a crumpled heap.
The air around him seemed to shimmer faintly, as if the very fabric of reality were bending to his presence.
The old, wrinkled skin that had disguised him melted away, replaced by the strong, rugged form that had been hidden beneath.
Muscles, hardened from years of battle, rippled beneath his sun-bronzed skin, and faint scars crisscrossed his arms and chest—evidence of the countless trials he had endured.
His hair, once matted and dull, now seemed to take on a life of its own, curling around his face in dark waves, with sprinkles of grey adding to his rugged appearance.
His eyes, once hidden beneath a tired, weary expression, now shone with an intensity that was almost chilling—a piercing gaze that seemed to look straight through the suitors, as if judging their very souls.
Fine lines marked the edges of his eyes, a reminder of his years, but they did nothing to diminish the fire within them.
A collective gasp went through the hall, the suitors recoiling slightly, their expressions shifting from shock to something resembling fear.
They could no longer deny what was before them—this was no beggar.
This was no mere man.
Odysseus took a step forward, his voice steady, carrying the weight of his authority. "I am Odysseus," he declared, his words resonating through the stunned silence of the hall, "King of Ithaca, and I have returned."
His gaze swept over the suitors, his eyes cold and unyielding.
The suitors cowered, some taking a step back, their faces pale. The arrogance, the bravado that had filled the hall only moments before, had drained away, leaving behind only fear and uncertainty.
They had come here seeking a queen, a kingdom, and now they faced a legend—a legend who had returned to reclaim what was rightfully his.
The truth hung in the air, undeniable and chilling: The true king had returned, and the reckoning was at hand.
The mood in the hall shifted dramatically, the tension thickening until it felt as though the air itself was vibrating with anticipation.
The suitors stood in stunned silence, shock and terror etched across their faces as they began to realize the gravity of their situation.
Antinous, who had been the loudest, the most arrogant of them all, was the first to react. His face went deathly pale, his eyes wide, his lips trembling as he stuttered out, "K-King Odysseus...?"
His voice barely broke through the thick silence, a pathetic whisper that seemed to crack the spell that had held the hall.
For a moment, the world seemed to stand still, the weight of his declaration hanging in the air like a thunderclap. A collective murmur rippled through the hall, a mix of gasps, incredulous whispers, and faint scoffs.
Antinous' voice was shaky as he attempted to regain control. "This... this is some kind of trick!" he spat, though his eyes betrayed the fear he tried to suppress. "I refuse to believe it! He's a beggar, nothing more!" He glanced toward the other suitors, seeking support, but found only the same pale faces staring back at him, uncertainty gnawing at their bravado.
Another suitor took a step forward, his lips twisting into a sneer, though his confidence wavered. "Yes, this... this cannot be Odysseus!" He forced a laugh that echoed awkwardly in the heavy silence, his eyes darting between the king and the bow that now rested effortlessly in his hands. "It's impossible. The real Odysseus is dead, lost at sea! We've waited for years!" He looked around desperately, trying to ignite the doubt in others. "How could a man disappear for twenty years and just... return?"
Some of the suitors nodded slowly, as if clinging to his words, to the illusion of control they had crafted for themselves.
But the seed of doubt had been planted.
Their hands twitched nervously at their sides, and their gazes flickered to the bow, to the axes now split cleanly in half by arrows only the true Odysseus could have fired.
One of the younger suitors, trembling, whispered just loud enough to be heard, "Could it really be him?"
"Of course not!" Antinous barked, though his voice had lost its force. He took a shaky step forward, pointing accusingly at Odysseus. "This man—this beggar—he's nothing but a fraud! Some charlatan! Look at him!" His words stumbled out, desperate, as if trying to convince himself more than anyone else. "We—we can't let him fool us!"
Odysseus remained still, his eyes cold and patient as he watched them falter, their arrogance crumbling before him.
Antinous, still clinging to his denial, sneered again. "It's some kind of trickery! He's using magic or... or sorcery!" He waved a dismissive hand in the air. "He couldn't string that bow—no man here could! It's not possible!" His voice grew louder, more frantic. "You saw it! This must be the work of the gods to humiliate us!"
But as his words rang out, the silence that followed was deafening.
None of the other suitors moved. None spoke in agreement.
The tension in the air thickened, pressing down on them as the weight of their situation began to settle in.
Odysseus, his expression unchanging, took another step forward, his presence commanding. His voice was low but carried the undeniable power of a king reclaiming his throne. "You can deny it all you want. But the truth stands before you."
A ripple of fear ran through the suitors, and one of them—the youngest—dropped to his knees, his face pale and stricken. "It is him," he whispered hoarsely, his voice trembling. "It's really him. We're doomed."
The murmurs of disbelief turned into frantic whispers, then into rising chaos as suitors pushed back from their places, stumbling over each other in an attempt to retreat.
One last defiant voice shouted from the back, "It's a lie! He's no king!" But the speaker's words were drowned out by the clamor of panic overtaking the hall.
In the next heartbeat, chaos erupted.
Odysseus moved first, with Telemachus at his side—no longer the boy who had tolerated their mockery, but a prince, a warrior who had been waiting for this moment all his life.
Telemachus' sword flashed in the dim light as he let out a shout, the sound echoing off the stone walls, full of fury and long-held determination.
The blade cut across the back of the nearest suitor with cold precision, slicing through flesh as the man let out a strangled cry; blood sprayed, staining the marble floor as he collapsed in a heap, gurgling his last breath.
Chaos erupted.
Some suitors bolted for the doors, only to find them locked.
Others fumbled at their sides, reaching for swords that weren't there—realizing too late that their weapons had been removed under the guise of preventing damage during the contest.
Panic swept through them like wildfire, their faces draining of color, their eyes wide with terror.
They were trapped, defenseless, caught in the jaws of a trap they hadn't even noticed until it was too late.
Odysseus, by contrast, moved with unnerving calm.
He did not rush or hesitate. Each step was deliberate, each swing of his sword controlled. He was a force of nature, his strikes as sure and inevitable as a storm.
His face was a mask of focus, his eyes cold and detached, as though he had separated himself from the violence unfolding around him. He showed no signs of anger, no flashes of hatred—only a methodical precision that made it clear this was no wild vengeance, but calculated retribution.
He wasn't just cutting down men. He was restoring balance, reclaiming what had been stolen from him.
One suitor, his face twisted in terror, fell to his knees, hands raised in surrender. "Mercy! Please, have mercy!" he cried, his voice cracking.
Odysseus glanced at him, but his expression didn't change. There was no recognition, no flicker of empathy. His blade came down in a clean, swift arc, the man's plea silenced in an instant as his body crumpled to the ground.
Behind him, Telemachus moved with the same eerie calm, though his strikes were fueled by a deep-seated rage—rage for the years of watching his mother suffer, for the disrespect shown to his father's memory.
His sword found its next target, sinking into a man's chest. The suitor gasped, eyes wide, before collapsing, his blood pooling around him in the growing sea of red.
The air was thick with the scent of blood, sharp and metallic.
Screams echoed through the hall, desperate, high-pitched, as the suitors scrambled over each other in a frantic bid to escape. But there was nowhere to run.
The once-grand hall was now a slaughterhouse.
Through it all, Odysseus remained eerily composed, his breathing steady, his movements as fluid as they were efficient. His face remained impassive, as though he were cutting through crops, not men.
Each suitor that fell before him was another obstacle removed, another piece of Ithaca restored.
You kept playing, your lyre's dark, vengeful melody rising above the chaos, weaving through the carnage like a thread of fate.
The suitors fell in time with the rhythm, their bodies collapsing as if your music were guiding the hands of their executioners.
And still, Odysseus showed no emotion.
His sword glinted in the dim light, slick with blood, but his gaze never wavered. He cut down suitor after suitor with mechanical precision, their pleas and cries of pain washing over him like a distant hum.
His face was as unreadable as stone, his presence filling the room with an almost supernatural calm.
He wasn't a man in that moment. He was something more, something unstoppable.
A suitor stumbled backward, his eyes wide with terror as Odysseus approached, his trembling hands raised in a feeble defense. "Please, no! I didn't mean—"
But the words died in his throat as Odysseus' blade pierced his heart, swift and clean. The suitor crumpled to the floor, his body joining the growing pile at the feet of the king.
Through the madness, you kept your eyes on your lyre, your fingers moving with a life of their own, but you couldn't help the way your gaze drifted every so often towards the unfolding carnage.
You did not flinch, did not look away, even as the suitors fell, even as the hall was painted red with their blood.
There was something chilling about it—something almost surreal.
The way the men you had served, the men you had watched lounge and laugh and eat without a care in the world, were now scrambling, terrified, their faces twisted in fear and pain.
And then there was Odysseus, standing amidst it all, his chest rising and falling with each breath, his eyes blazing with an intensity that made your heart pound. His movements were almost too smooth, too practiced, like a dance he had performed a hundred times before.
There was no hesitation, no rush to his strikes—just a chilling certainty, a man who knew exactly what he was doing and how it would end.
There was sorrow there, yes, but also something else—something fierce, something that spoke of justice, of a reckoning long overdue.
The suitors, on the other hand, were chaos incarnate—stumbling, scrambling, their confidence shattered, their bravado reduced to nothing in the face of Odysseus' calm wrath.
And all the while, the music swelled, the melody growing darker, more vengeful.
You did not stop playing, even as the hall became a graveyard.
Odysseus moved towards Antinous, the man who had led the suitors, the man who had dared to try and take his place.
Antinous had backed himself into a corner, pale and trembling, though there was still a flicker of defiance in his eyes. He raised his hands, trembling as they were, in a last-ditch attempt to regain control. "You think you're a hero, Odysseus? A king?" His voice cracked, the mocking tone faltering as his eyes darted around, searching for an escape that wasn't there. "You're nothing but a monster... who abandoned his kingdom."
Odysseus paused.
For a moment, there was a terrible silence, the words hanging heavy in the air.
But then, his expression darkened, his eyes narrowing into cold, steel slits.
Antinous stumbled backward, his hands now shaking uncontrollably. His back hit the wall, and for the first time, the arrogance that had always cloaked him was gone. His eyes were wide with terror, his chest heaving as panic set in.
"Wait—wait! Please!" His voice had lost all of its previous bite, replaced by a pitiful, desperate plea. "Mercy... have mercy, Odysseus! It—it was a mistake! We were only—"
But his words caught in his throat, his breath coming in sharp, shallow gasps as Odysseus drew closer, unyielding. Antinous' legs buckled beneath him, and he collapsed to the ground, scrambling backward like a cornered animal.
"Please! I beg you!" He cried out now, his voice cracking with fear. His hands were raised in surrender, his face twisted in panic, a pitiful shadow of the once-proud leader of the suitors. "I—I didn't mean—"
His words were drowned in the silence of the hall as Odysseus loomed over him, his expression cold and unfeeling, as though he were staring down at an insect. The king's gaze flickered for just a moment, watching as Antinous cowered before him, reduced to nothing but a sniveling, desperate man.
Odysseus' lip twitched, not in a smile, but in something darker. His voice was low, each word deliberate, dripping with fury and finality. "Mercy?" He raised his sword slowly, deliberately, the edge glinting with the blood of the others who had fallen. "You know nothing of war, of sacrifice. You are a coward, hiding behind lies and empty bravado. You defiled my home, disrespected my family, and dared to covet what was never yours. Mercy was never an option."
He paused, his eyes like shards of ice, pinning Antinous in place. "Now, you will face the reality of what it means to cross the true king of Ithaca."
Antinous let out a strangled gasp, his eyes wide with terror as the reality of his fate settled in.
He scrambled backward, his hands clawing at the stone floor, but there was nowhere left to go. He was trapped.
His lips began moving in what might have been a prayer, a last-ditch plea to any god who might still be listening.
But the gods had already chosen their side, and there would be no mercy for him here.
With one final look of disgust, Odysseus brought the blade down, swift and brutal.
Antinous' eyes widened for a brief moment, his lips parting in a final, silent gasp before the light in them faded. His body crumpled to the ground, lifeless, his arrogance and bravado extinguished in an instant.
The hall fell silent, the last echo of his pitiful pleas fading into the stillness.
Odysseus stood there, his chest rising and falling slowly, his sword dripping with the blood of those who had dared to challenge him. His gaze swept over the bodies littering the floor, but there was no satisfaction in his eyes—only the quiet, detached gaze he had held throughout.
The king had returned. And he had reclaimed his throne.
Notes:
A/N : ooof! 8.0k words, lordy... but i must admit, it's getting easier for me to write/picture fight scenes instead of just summarizing them in a sentence lololo; anywho as you guys can tell by the spammed updates, i really love greek mythology lolo; who's your favorite god/goddess? mine would have to be Aphrodite; for her to be the most beautiful to ever exist, she really does get envious whenever someone even breathes the word 'pretty' in another person direction 😩---i stan a messy queen
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Chapter 11: 07 ┃ 𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐰𝐚𝐥
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The room was quiet.
Too quiet.
The echoes of screams and steel still seemed to bounce off the walls of your mind, yet here, in the dimness of your small room, there was nothing but silence.
Your eyes stayed fixed on your hands, fingers slightly trembling, stained with sweat, dust, and the faint impression of lyre strings.
You didn't move when the knock sounded—gentle but deliberate. A pause, then another knock, more insistent.
You drew in a slow breath, closing your eyes for a brief moment before forcing yourself to rise, your legs heavy, as though the floor might swallow you whole.
The effort it took to cross the room felt monumental, each step echoing the weight of everything that had transpired.
You paused, your hand hovering over the door handle for a moment longer than necessary, your mind briefly drifting back to the sight of the great hall—blood pooling across the marble, the scent of death thick and metallic, bodies strewn in the grotesque aftermath.
The image was there for only a second before you pushed it away, burying it somewhere deep, somewhere you wouldn't have to face right now.
When you finally opened the door, Telemachus stood there, his silhouette almost blending into the dim hallway behind him.
He was covered in dried blood, dark streaks marring his skin and tunic. His face was a mask of exhaustion, shadows deepening under his eyes, yet his gaze was still sharp, still searching, as though even now he was ready to act.
His hair was disheveled, the curls sticking to his forehead, and the tightness around his mouth spoke of the strain he was under, the burden of what he had done.
You looked at him, your eyes meeting his, the question slipping out in a whisper, softer than you intended. "Is it done?"
For a moment, his gaze flickered, the exhaustion in his eyes softening to something else—something like regret or maybe understanding. He sighed, the sound heavy, like it came from the deepest part of him. "It's done," he said, his voice low, almost reverent.
A sigh of relief escaped your lips before you could stop it, your shoulders loosening slightly as the tension began to ebb away.
Though you understood this was the way things had to go, that this was the consequence of the suitors' actions, you couldn't help but feel the fragility of it all—how fleeting human life truly was.
One moment these men had been laughing, feasting, vying for a throne they did not deserve, and the next... nothing.
The silence of the great hall, the emptiness of death—it was stark, final.
You blinked, focusing back on Telemachus, and the memory of his actions flashed in your mind—the way, as soon as the massacre had ended, he had found you.
The hall had still been filled with death, the scent of blood thick in the air, yet he had been at your side, his hands gentle as he guided you away.
You remembered the way his voice had dropped to a whisper, his lips brushing against your ear as he urged you to close your eyes. "Don't look," he had said, his tone soft, a stark contrast to the lethal determination he had shown only moments before.
He had shielded you, turned your head away from the sight of the fallen, ushering you from that room of death with a tenderness that felt almost out of place, but deeply needed.
The memory lingered, his presence a stark contrast to the carnage left behind. His hand had been warm, steady, a lifeline amidst the chaos.
The blood on his skin had smeared onto yours, a reminder of what had happened, but in that moment, all you could feel was his warmth, his reassurance.
He had spoken to you softly, his breath brushing against your temple as he murmured that it was over, that you were safe now.
Safe.
It was such a fragile word, yet in that moment, with Telemachus by your side, you almost believed it.
"____," Telemachus said softly, your name pulling you out of your thoughts. Your eyes snapped up, meeting his, and you saw the concern etched into his features, the way his brow furrowed slightly as he watched you.
"I wanted to let you know what's happened since... since you left the hall," he began, his voice still carrying that edge of exhaustion, but also something warmer, a gentleness reserved just for you. "Father's first priority was to cleanse the palace. Both spiritually and physically." His eyes darkened slightly, his gaze drifting for a moment, as if recalling the grim work. "He commanded that the hall be purified, that the bodies of the suitors be cleared. He wanted everything cleansed—the stench, the memory. He demanded that it be done immediately."
He paused, his eyes searching yours, and you could see the weight of his next words in the way he hesitated. "He ordered the disloyal maidservants to do it. The ones who... entertained the suitors. It was their punishment." He swallowed, his jaw tightening. "They carried out the task, clearing the bodies, scrubbing the blood. It was... not easy to watch."
You nodded slowly, your heart sinking. A part of you felt for them, for the horror of what they had been forced to witness and do.
Yet, you understood. Their betrayal had run deep, and the punishment, harsh as it was, felt just.
Balance had to be restored, even if it came at a heavy cost.
Telemachus must have seen the conflict in your eyes because he offered you a tired smile, a small attempt to lighten the mood. "But... not everything has been grim," he said, his voice softening, a spark of warmth returning to his gaze. "Father reunited with Mother."
Your breath caught, your eyes widening as a soft gasp escaped your lips. "Truly?" you asked, your voice barely above a whisper, your eyes shining with sudden hope. "The queen knows?"
Telemachus nodded, his smile growing. "Yes. She knows. It took some convincing, of course." He let out a small chuckle, shaking his head. "Mother was cautious, uncertain. After all that she endured—the lies, the suitors' deceptions—she needed proof. She tested him." He paused, his eyes meeting yours, his expression softening further. "She asked Eurycleia to move their bed out of the room. The bed that Father built himself. The one that can't be moved because one of its posts is a living olive tree."
You watched him, your heart swelling as warmth began to spread through your chest, pushing away the lingering shadows.
Telemachus continued, his voice filled with quiet pride. "Father's reaction was... passionate. He was indignant, even, that anyone would think the bed could be moved. That reaction was all the proof Mother needed. She knew then that it was truly him."
A smile tugged at your lips, and you let out a breath you hadn't realized you were holding. The thought of your queen, finally at peace, her long years of waiting rewarded—it filled you with something close to joy.
After everything, after all the heartache and fear, she had her husband back.
Ithaca had its king, and Penelope had her Odysseus.
"I'm so glad," you whispered, your voice trembling slightly with emotion. "She deserves this. They both do."
Telemachus nodded, his gaze softening as he looked at you. "We all deserve a little peace," he said quietly, and for a moment, the weight of everything seemed to lift, the heaviness replaced by something gentler, something hopeful.
But then, his expression turned grave, and he looked away from you for a second, his eyes darkening as if he were gathering his thoughts. Telemachus drew in a slow breath before speaking, his voice lower, almost hesitant. "There's... another thing I wanted—needed to tell you," he began, his gaze flickering back to meet yours, the seriousness in his eyes unmistakable.
You felt your stomach tighten, the sense of foreboding settling like a stone in your chest.
"Father decided that cleaning the hall and purging the memory of the suitors wasn't enough," he continued, each word heavy, deliberate. "Those who were disloyal to our family had to face something harsher—a punishment fitting their betrayal."
You nodded slowly, understanding what he meant, your heart sinking further.
Your thoughts immediately went to Cleo—how she had seemed so certain of her choices, so defiant. You wondered how she would take it, if she had even expected this outcome.
Telemachus cleared his throat, his jaw clenching as he looked at you, his eyes searching for something—maybe understanding, maybe forgiveness. "At first, Father simply wanted them banned, expelled from Ithaca. He thought that was enough," he said, his voice carrying a hint of bitterness. "But I... I insisted that it wasn't." He swallowed, his gaze dropping to the floor, a flash of shame crossing his features. "Their betrayal was unforgivable. I felt that they needed to be held accountable in a way that truly reflected the gravity of what they had done. I... pushed for a harsher punishment."
He paused, his hands curling into fists at his sides, his face tightening with determination. "Father gave me the green light to decide. He let me take over."
You blinked, your heart suddenly racing in your chest, a cold dread washing over you.
Cleo.
Her face flashed through your mind—her smile, her laughter, the way she had nudged you with that teasing grin, the way she had spoken about living freely, without care for consequences.
Your voice came out shaky, barely above a whisper. "What... what happened to them? To Cleo?"
Telemachus' expression hardened, his gaze steady but filled with an emotion you couldn't quite name—regret, perhaps, or maybe a sense of duty fulfilled. "I ordered the disloyal women to be led outside the palace," he said, his voice devoid of any softness now. "They were executed by hanging—it was meant to reinforce the message that their betrayal had cost them their place in Ithaca." He paused, his eyes flickering away from yours, as though ashamed to meet your gaze.
Your legs suddenly felt weak, the strength draining from them as the full weight of his words hit you. You reached out, your hand grasping the doorframe for support, your knuckles turning white as you leaned into it.
Cleo... was dead?
The world seemed to blur for a moment, the edges of your vision darkening as you tried to steady your breathing. You swallowed hard, your mind reeling, unable to fully process the reality of it.
She was gone. Just like that. A life snuffed out, her laughter silenced... forever.
You closed your eyes, a shuddering breath escaping your lips as you tried to ground yourself, to find some sense of stability amidst the turmoil in your chest. The room felt as though it was closing in, the air too thick, too heavy.
Telemachus' voice broke through the haze, softer now, almost pleading. "I know it was harsh. I know. But I couldn't let it go unpunished. Not after everything." He paused, his gaze finally meeting yours again, his eyes filled with a mixture of pain and conviction. "I had to do what I believed was right for Ithaca. For my family."
You nodded faintly, not trusting yourself to speak, your throat tight with emotion. You understood, on some level, why he had done it. But that understanding didn't make the pain any less real, any less sharp.
"I'm sorry, ____" Telemachus whispered, his voice cracking slightly. "I'm so sorry." he reached out, his hand gently brushing against your arm, but then he pulled away, as if unsure of whether he should offer comfort or remain distant.
You took a shaky breath, swallowing down the hurt that rose within you. It was painful, the realization that someone who had once laughed by your side, who had shared moments of friendship, was gone.
But still, you forced yourself to take a step toward the prince, your legs feeling heavy as though each movement took all of your strength.
A wobbly smile pulled at your lips as you looked up at him, tears swimming in your eyes, blurring your vision just a little.
Your hand shot out, quick and instinctive, wrapping around his before he could pull away entirely.
The warmth of his skin grounded you, your fingers trembling as they closed around his.
"It's... it's okay," you croaked out, the words shaky but sincere. You paused, clearing your throat, trying to steady your voice. "I understand why you did what you had to do. There is no excuse for the betrayal they committed... not after everything Queen Penelope endured, all the kindness she still showed even in her darkest times."
You watched as Telemachus' face slowly began to untighten, the tension in his features easing.
His shoulders sagged slightly, the weight he carried seeming to lessen, even if just for a moment. He fully grasped your hand now, his fingers interlocking with yours, and he stared at you, his eyes filled with both sorrow and gratitude.
You continued, your voice softening, trailing off with a sigh. "The only thing I am truly sad about... is Cleo. Her decisions, the way she chose to live—it wasn't supposed to end like this." You closed your eyes for a brief moment, shaking your head slowly, trying to push away the image of her face.
When you opened your eyes again, you squared your shoulders, squeezing Telemachus' hand a bit tighter. "But I understand, my prince. I do." You forced yourself to smile again, hoping that it might bring him some comfort, even if it couldn't heal the wounds entirely. "We move forward from here, as we must."
Telemachus' gaze softened, and he nodded, his eyes glistening with a mixture of emotions. He gave your hand a gentle squeeze in return, his voice barely above a whisper. "Thank you. I... I needed to hear that." His eyes searched your face, as if trying to gauge whether you were alright, whether you could handle what came next.
You swallowed, offering him a small nod, though the words you wanted to say felt caught in your throat, tangled with all the emotions you didn't know how to express.
He nodded back, a hint of a weary smile tugging at his lips. "We have much to do," he said, his voice a little stronger now, a little more like the Telemachus you knew—the one who had always looked forward, even when the weight of the world tried to hold him down.
And you knew he was right.
The massacre was over, but the real work was just beginning.
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Side by side, you walked through the palace corridors, the silence between you both as heavy as the air that hung in the aftermath of all that had happened. The long hallway to the throne room seemed endless, each step echoing faintly against the cold stone floors.
The few servants who passed by moved with downcast eyes and hushed footsteps, their presence almost ghostly. You counted only one or two every other minute, each one looking tired and burdened by the knowledge of the events that had taken place.
Your eyes flickered to Telemachus, a worried frown pulling at your brows; you couldn't help but voice the fear gnawing at your chest as you stared up at him. "Were we truly betrayed by so many?"
Telemachus let out a long sigh, his shoulders slumping slightly, the weariness evident in the lines of his face. "Yes," he admitted, his tone thick with exhaustion. "There were more than we imagined... We'll have to find new servants, people we can trust, but until then... we'll manage."
Your lips pressed together, your brow furrowing even further at his words. You could see the strain etched across his features, the weight of what lay ahead already pressing down on him.
Without thinking, you blurted out, "Maybe we can start by training some of the sheep to carry trays—at least they're loyal."
Telemachus blinked, a look of confusion crossing his face before he realized you were joking. A surprised laugh escaped him, sudden and unguarded, his eyes widening slightly as he shook his head. "That's horrible," he muttered, though the corner of his mouth lifted into a reluctant smile.
You giggled, a small sense of triumph bubbling up within you at the sight of his smile. There was a pep in your step now, pride welling up inside you for managing to lighten his burden, if only for a second. "Horrible, maybe," you said playfully, "but it made you laugh, didn't it?"
Telemachus shook his head again, the smile lingering on his lips as he glanced at you, the weariness in his eyes softening just a bit.
The two of you continued on, the throne room drawing nearer with each step.
As you rounded the corner, the grand doors to the throne room came into view. Telemachus paused, reaching out to push one of the heavy doors open, his other arm extending just slightly for you to slip through first.
You met his eyes, offering him a soft smile as you whispered, "Thank you." You slipped under his arm, stepping into the room, with Telemachus following close behind.
The moment you entered, both of you froze at the scene before you.
In the center of the throne room, instead of the two royal seats occupied by separate figures, there was a single, intimate silhouette—Odysseus and Penelope, wrapped in each other's arms, oblivious to the grandeur surrounding them.
They stood at the heart of the space, a quiet monument to love and endurance.
Penelope's arms rested around Odysseus' shoulders, her hands gently tracing the back of his neck, as if grounding herself, ensuring he was real.
She looked down at him with a softness in her gaze that betrayed years of longing, a gaze only two people who had known both separation and deep love could share.
Her dark hair cascaded down her back, catching hints of the sun's warmth, and her face, usually guarded and composed, was now tender, her lips parted in a silent reverence.
Odysseus, in turn, gazed up at her with an expression that was almost childlike in its vulnerability.
The lines of hardship and the sharpness of war softened in his face as he looked at his wife, his hand lifting to trace the curve of her cheek with a gentle reverence. His thumb brushed just below her eye, a touch so light it seemed almost as if he feared she might vanish if he pressed too hard.
There was a tenderness in his eyes, a deep, unwavering devotion that spoke of both gratitude and relief—relief that, against all odds, he had returned to her, that this moment, once only a distant hope, was finally real.
As he traced her face, his hand slid up to cup her cheek, and she leaned into his touch, her eyes fluttering closed as if savoring the warmth of his palm. She tilted her head down, pressing her forehead to his, her lips curling in a gentle, almost shy smile, one that held years of love, longing, and relief
They didn't need words. The silence between them was rich and full, a communion that transcended speech, filled only by the gentle cadence of their breathing and the slow, rhythmic beat of their hearts.
Their love, once tested by time, loss, and separation, had returned to bloom, stronger and more resilient than ever.
The throne room itself seemed to share in their reunion.
The sunlight bathed the scene in a warm, golden hue, illuminating the lovers as if blessing them.
The once cold stone of the palace was now softened by the light, casting an ethereal glow that made everything feel otherworldly, almost enchanted.
The columns, the high vaulted ceiling, even the shadows themselves seemed to embrace the moment, framing the couple in a warm, protective cocoon.
You and Telemachus found yourselves hesitating at the threshold, not wanting to break the spell that enveloped them.
Telemachus' hand lingered on the door, his gaze fixed on his parents. His expression was a mixture of awe and deep, unspoken emotion.
His mother and father, finally reunited, had become more than parents or rulers in this moment—they were a testament to everything he had fought for, a symbol of everything that made this kingdom worth saving.
For a moment, the two of you simply watched, the light and peace of the room seeping into your souls.
The throne room was empty, yes, but it was fuller than it had ever been—filled with the presence of those who had returned, with the love that had endured, and with the hope of a new beginning.
The peace in the room seemed timeless, untouched by the world's sorrows, as though the gods themselves had blessed this moment, wrapping the long-awaited lovers in a warmth that was both eternal and fragile, like a dream finally brought to life.
Odysseus, sensing his son's presence, turned his head slightly, a soft smile forming on his lips as he said, "Hello, Telemachus. Hello to you as well. ____."
But even as he acknowledged his son and you, he didn't release Penelope. He held her closer, as though anchoring himself in her warmth, her solidity, as if reassuring himself that she was no figment of his imagination.
His other hand moved to the small of her back, drawing her just a fraction closer, and Penelope straightened to face you and Telemachus, her arm still wrapped around her love. Her gaze was tender, her eyes shimmering with both joy and a vulnerability rarely seen.
Penelope's lips curved into a smile, and she reached out with her free hand, her voice soft and filled with affection. "My son," she said.
Telemachus took a step forward, his movements almost hesitant, his steps jittery as though he couldn't quite believe what he was seeing.
When he finally reached his parents, both Odysseus and Penelope wrapped him up in their arms, pulling him close, holding him securely between them.
You watched, feeling your heart swell with warmth. Your eyes shimmered, tears blurring your vision as you placed your hands over your chest, as if to hold in the feeling of love and relief that threatened to overflow.
For a moment, it was as if Telemachus was a child again—sheltered between the two people who meant everything to him, the tensions of the past few days melting away as this family was finally reunited.
The sight brought a small smile to your face, and you could almost feel the weight of all the fears and worries lifting. The image before you was something sacred—something that spoke to hope, to love that could endure the worst of trials.
Penelope turned her head, her eyes catching yours as her smile widened. She waved at you gently, her voice inviting, "Come here, dear."
You blinked, a bit taken aback, your brows rising as you stuttered, "M-Me?"
A soft chuckle escaped both Penelope and Odysseus. Odysseus nodded, his gaze warm. "Of course. Penelope has told me all about you," he said, his voice full of appreciation. "You played a vital role in keeping our kingdom alive. You have our deepest gratitude."
Swallowing the lump that had formed in your throat, you nodded, feeling a rush of warmth and something akin to disbelief. Softly, you began to walk up the steps toward the royal family, your steps shaky, your heart racing.
When you reached them, Telemachus looked at you with that warm, familiar smile that never failed to calm your nerves. He gently reached out, grabbing your hand.
You let out a small yelp of surprise as he pulled you forward, drawing you into the embrace.
Suddenly, you were wrapped in warmth—surrounded by Penelope, Odysseus, and Telemachus.
It was overwhelming in the best possible way, the love and warmth pressing in on you from all sides.
You could feel Penelope's arm resting gently against your back, Odysseus' sturdy presence beside you, and Telemachus' hand squeezing yours.
Your heart raced in your chest, and you could feel tears stinging your eyes again, but this time, they were tears of happiness.
For a moment, everything felt perfect—like all the pain, the uncertainty, the fear, had been worth it just to be here, embraced by the people who had fought so hard for this peace.
Your chest tightened, filled with hope, warmth, and love.
It was a family reunited, and though you were not born into it, in this moment, you felt as though you belonged.
For once, there was no distance between you and those you stood beside—you were part of something larger, something enduring, and it filled your heart with a sense of quiet joy.
Slowly, the embrace broke.
Penelope and Odysseus still held each other, their arms wound tightly as though unwilling to let go even for a second, while you found yourself standing beside Telemachus, his presence comforting by your side.
Odysseus then turned, his gaze sweeping the room, pausing for a moment on each face—Penelope's steadfast gaze, Telemachus' thoughtful expression, and even your own, as if pulling strength from those who had stood beside him.
He drew in a breath, the tension in the air palpable. "My dear family, and you, who have been loyal to us through everything," he began, his voice rich with emotion, "our journey has been long and arduous, filled with trials I would not wish on anyone. Ithaca has suffered in my absence. Our people have faced uncertainty, hardship, and loss."
You saw Penelope's expression darken, her brow furrowing as those memories returned—the suitors, the constant manipulation, the feeling of being cornered.
Telemachus, too, looked down for a moment, his eyes clouding with thoughts of the years without his father, the struggles, the moments when hope had seemed lost.
"But," Odysseus continued, his voice rising above the weight of the past, "we are here now. We have survived, and we will rebuild." He looked to Penelope, his gaze softening. "Together, we will heal these wounds. I will not let Ithaca remain broken, not when it has so much potential for prosperity."
There was a conviction in his voice, the kind that left no room for doubt. The people deserved a leader who not only defended them from threats but also ensured their prosperity.
And he wanted to give them that.
You could hear the weight of his words, each one resonating with a sense of duty. He was not merely concerned with power; Odysseus was a protector, a man who saw his kingdom not as territory, but as people who needed him.
He then turned to Telemachus, his gaze softening, the fire in his eyes shifting to something more paternal, more tender. "Telemachus," he addressed, "As the rightful heir to Ithaca, you have much to learn. The road won't be easy, but together we can restore Ithaca to what it should be," he added, his voice laced with both challenge and hope. "Are you ready for what lay ahead?"
You watched as Telemachus listened, his face serious, his eyes reflecting the weight of his father's expectations. There was no hesitation, no hint of the boy who had once doubted himself.
Instead, you saw a young man who had faced darkness, who had seen the price of weakness and betrayal, and who had emerged with a stronger will.
Telemachus seemed to stand a little taller before his father, his posture straightening, his eyes meeting Odysseus' with newfound strength and understanding. "I understand, Father. I am ready," he replied, his voice steady, a glimmer of something resolved in his eyes. "I have waited for this my whole life—to learn, to be worthy of this kingdom, and of you."
You could see the resolve in his eyes, the promise he silently made to both his father and himself.
The trials of the past days had forged him into someone who understood the cost of leadership—the sacrifices that must be made, the difficult choices that lay ahead, and the burden of carrying the hopes of others on his shoulders.
Odysseus smiled, a warmth crossing his features that was rare in the years of battle. He stepped forward, his free hand reaching out to rest on his son's shoulder. "Telemachus, you have already proven yourself worthy. What remains is for us to build this future, side by side. It will be hard—harder still than what we have faced—but I believe in you. I believe in us."
You watched as Penelope closed her eyes for a moment, as if to absorb the strength of Odysseus' words, her lips curving into a faint smile. She reached her hand out to her son, her fingers brushing against his arm. "Telemachus, Ithaca is as much yours as it is ours," she said, her voice filled with both love and a gentle seriousness. "This is your future too."
Telemachus nodded, his chest rising as he took in a deep breath. Then he turned, looking down at you standing beside him. His eyes were kind but tinged with uncertainty, and you could see the vulnerability beneath that mask of resolve. "We have all had to make sacrifices," he said softly, his words directed towards you. "And you—you've been with us, helped us more than you know."
You felt a warmth spread through your chest, your heart pounding at the sincerity in his voice.
The royal family—Odysseus, Penelope, and Telemachus—were not just rulers, not just legends. They were a family bound by love, by their trials, and by the quiet promise of better days ahead.
You gave Telemachus a small nod, your eyes meeting his. "I am honored to serve," you managed, though your voice was barely a whisper.
Penelope's eyes glistened with unshed tears, her hand tightening around her husband's arm. "We have waited so long for this day," she whispered, her voice thick with emotion. "And now that you are here, I know we can do it—together."
Then, Odysseus' eyes softened as he turned to his wife, his smile growing warmer. "Now, Penelope, prepare a feast—a gathering not for celebration, but for remembrance and hope. It is time to honor those who have been lost, those who fought for Ithaca, and to mark the beginning of a new era."
Penelope smiled, a soft, knowing expression crossing her face. "Of course, my love," she said, her voice gentle, filled with both relief and affection. She glanced towards Telemachus, who in turn looked towards you, his eyes lighting up with an idea.
"Perhaps you could play for us," Telemachus suggested, his gaze resting on you, a hint of encouragement in his expression. His mother immediately nodded, her eyes sparkling in agreement. "Yes, please do. It would bring such warmth to the gathering," Penelope added, her voice sincere.
You felt Odysseus' eyes cut to you, his gaze evaluating for a brief moment before softening. "I have encountered many in my travels," he began, his voice carrying the weight of experience, “but I do not think I have ever heard one play or sing a tune as sweetly as you." His compliment was genuine, his eyes holding yours as though to impress upon you the depth of his words.
Heat rose to your face, and you bowed your head slightly, a warm smile spreading across your lips. "Thank you, my king," you replied, your voice filled with pride. "I would be honored to play."
With that, the conversation shifted towards preparations, the room slowly filling with a sense of purpose.
You found yourself standing beside Telemachus once more, his hand briefly brushing against yours as you both turned to follow his parents. A small smile played on your lips as you looked towards the future—one that, for the first time in a long while, felt hopeful and bright.
Notes:
A/N : alright, first arc done/building up the romance between telemachus, now onto two our nextn contestants. hm, should it be apollo or hermes? or should i leave apollo last to meet???; also, how do you guys like my newest fic, 'godly things?' i'm trying my hand at tackling a more softer mc, so i hope i make her empathetic/not too apathetic like makima from the kne one lololo.
(godly things)
various!epic x fem!reader@winxanity_ii
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Chapter 12: 08 ┃ 𝐮𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐥
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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The courtyard was serene as you sat, a soft breeze whispering through the olive trees, their branches swaying gently above.
The sunlight filtered through the leaves, casting dappled patterns on the ground, and you found yourself absentmindedly playing the aulos, the dual pipes releasing a lilting melody that carried no particular tune—just notes flowing out of habit.
Your fingers moved automatically, pressing down on the holes with familiarity, though your thoughts were distant, elsewhere.
After a while, the tune drifted to a stop, leaving nothing but the rustle of leaves swaying in the breeze.
You sighed, setting the instrument aside, the hollow reeds settling on the grass beside you.
Slowly, you slouched forward, feeling the tiredness settle in your bones, and then leaned backwards until you were flat onto the soft grass, staring up at the cloudless sky above.
Closing your eyes as you exhaled deeply, trying to enjoy the calmness, but it felt impossible.
There was a lingering tension in the air—an unease that wouldn't leave your chest.
You lay there, staring up at the sky as your thoughts twisted and turned, weighed down by an uneasy sense of dread that no amount of sunshine could dispel.
It was overwhelming—how a moment of peace could feel so fragile, so precarious. Like a thin layer of ice over deep water, one wrong step and everything could shatter.
The warmth, the promise of rest, the brief hope—all of it felt so easily snatched away.
The night of the feast had felt like a dream—a moment where everything was finally right again.
It was filled with laughter and joy, music and dance. The food had been plentiful, the wine had flowed freely, and the smiles on everyone's faces had been genuine.
You could almost still hear the joyful cheers and clinking of cups, the echo of Penelope's gentle laughter, Telemachus' proud grin, and the way Odysseus' eyes glistened as he looked around the room—at everything he'd fought so hard to reclaim.
But the memory was tainted now, overshadowed by what had come next.
You remembered the feast—it had begun beautifully, like a scene straight out of one of your stories.
After the preparations were completed, the palace's great hall was filled with warmth and celebration.
It was not a large gathering—the losses and betrayals were still fresh—but those who were there made up for it with their energy.
Servants, soldiers, and the family sat together, sharing laughter and cheer.
The hall was alive with movement—dancing, smiling faces, and a lightheartedness that Ithaca hadn't known in years.
You'd even joined the musicians, playing your sistrum along with a few other musically inclined servants; the metal rattle emitted a soft, rhythmic jingle—a instrument that required no real effort so that you could lose yourself in the melody.
The sound of clapping, the stamping of feet, and the happy, vibrant music had filled every corner of the room. People spun and danced in circles, moving to the rhythm you all created.
Together, your music swirled around the dancers, the tambourine-like rattles and melodic hums weaving through the revelry.
The flames of the torches flickered in the evening air, casting golden light that made the whole room seem to glow.
It felt endless—pure joy, pure release after so many dark times.
You could still remember the moment Odysseus stood, raising his cup high, his voice strong and filled with hope as he spoke. "May Ithaca prosper in peace," he had declared, his gaze sweeping across the room, his eyes filled with determination, warmth, and promise.
And just as his words settled in the air, the doors to the dining hall had burst open.
A sudden, harsh noise in the midst of the festivities. The music stopped abruptly, and heads turned.
The messenger had stumbled in—a young man—panting, his face flushed and slick with sweat, his clothes dusty from the road. He had looked utterly spent, as though he had run the entire way to the palace without stopping.
His eyes were wide with urgency, and he clutched a bulging satchel at his side, as if it contained something too important to leave behind.
Odysseus' expression shifted in an instant, his eyes narrowing as he watched the man struggle to catch his breath. The king's jaw tightened, and he slowly set his cup down, his eyes fixed on the newcomer as silence blanketed the hall.
The crowd, once cheerful and carefree, now stood in an anxious stillness.
The messenger's steps were unsteady as he made his way toward the head table, each movement deliberate, as though he fought against exhaustion with every step.
Upon reaching the dais, he bowed deeply, his eyes lowered, his hand shaking slightly as he held out a rolled parchment.
Odysseus gave a curt nod, his expression unreadable as he signaled to a nearby soldier to retrieve it.
The soldier stepped forward, accepting the parchment with a solemn expression before handing it to the king.
As Odysseus unfurled the scroll, his eyes narrowed as they swept over the words written there.
His gaze darkened, and the tension in the room seemed to thicken, the cheerful atmosphere turning sour in an instant as everyone waited.
The messenger, still catching his breath, spoke up, his voice cracking slightly from exhaustion. "My king..." he began, his tone urgent, but loud enough to be heard throughout the hall. "...there are several... angry families of the suitors. They are furious, demanding retribution for their fallen kin. They intend to seek revenge." He swallowed hard, his face pale, the fear evident in his eyes.
As he spoke, he opened his bulging satchel, fumbling slightly as he pulled out another scroll—then another, the weight of them causing several to slip from his grasp and clatter onto the floor, parchment rolling across the polished stone.
It seemed that he had carried news from several households.
Odysseus' face was like stone, his eyes cold and calculating as he listened. He said nothing for a long moment, his gaze shifting to the fallen scrolls before he returned his attention to the parchment in his hands.
He then set the parchment down, his gaze sweeping over the people gathered, the warmth and openness from earlier now replaced with caution and calculation.
He stood silently for a long moment, his face hard as stone, before he spoke, his voice calm but commanding. "The feast is over," he declared, each word carrying weight, leaving no room for argument.
That night, the celebration was over before it had truly begun. People left quietly, their faces lined with worry.
The joyful cheer that had filled the hall just hours before was gone, replaced with the cold reality of what lay ahead.
Once again, Ithaca stood on the brink of chaos.
The thought of it gnawed at you as you lay in the grass, the sun warming your skin.
What would happen now? How would King Odysseus handle the families seeking vengeance? Would there be more bloodshed? The questions swirled endlessly, each one tugging at your mind until you could hardly stand it.
You inhaled deeply, the scent of blooming flowers filling your senses—a mix of thyme and lavender that usually soothed you but felt strangely fleeting today.
You opened your eyes slowly, squinting against the brightness, and lifted a hand to shield yourself from the blinding sun.
For a moment, you just stared at the patches of blue sky visible between your fingers, feeling the sunlight filter through, casting shadows across your face.
The courtyard was quiet, but it felt heavy, as if the air carried unspoken words, unvoiced fears.
You finally pushed yourself up, your fingers brushing against the grass, and settled into a sitting position. The sun above was unrelenting, making the world feel almost too vivid, too sharp.
Your thoughts then drifted to Telemachus.
You recalled how he had came to you early that morning, just as the first rays of sunlight were breaking over the horizon, painting the sky in soft hues of pink and gold.
He had approached your room quietly, his knocks barely audible over the gentle tweeting of morning birds. His face was still lined with exhaustion, the weight of everything that had happened etched in the set of his brow and the tightness around his mouth.
His eyes, however, were kind as they met yours, and he had given you a small, tired smile.
Telemachus whispered to you in the early dawn light, his voice low and deliberate, sharing the reality of his father's restless night. He told you about his father—how Odysseus had been up all night, his mind sharp, aware of the potential danger looming on the horizon.
The possibility of retaliation from the families of the suitors was not lost on him, and he had set to work immediately, spending hours fortifying his position, preparing Ithaca for what might come.
The prince spoke of his father's resolve, his refusal to be caught unprepared, as well as the necessity of visiting his grandfather, Laertes, for guidance in the days to come.
Telemachus' presence had been brief, just a few moments shared between you before he and his father, and a few loyal servants had departed, setting off to see Laertes—to find answers, to find a way to protect Ithaca once more.
In those minutes, you had sensed not only his fatigue but also the determination that emanated from him—a drive to face whatever trials might come.
And now, here you were, sitting in the courtyard, the memory of his voice still echoing in your mind.
You sighed, the weight of it all settling heavily on your shoulders as you stared ahead, the sun warming your skin, the scent of the flowers mingling with the distant sound of birdsong.
There was a new confrontation on the horizon, one not borne of war or conquest, but of vengeance.
Ithaca was teetering, the promise of peace slipping further away—just as it had felt within reach.
The sudden crunch of leaves and the sound of hurried footsteps broke through your thoughts, snapping you back to the present. You looked up quickly, your gaze locking onto the figure sprinting towards you. It was Telemachus.
"Telemachus?" you murmured under your breath, unsure if your eyes were deceiving you.
He wasn't supposed to be back so soon.
You scrambled to your feet, your heart picking up pace as his form grew closer. The prince's face was flushed, his breathing labored as he rushed across the courtyard.
You barely had time to react before he reached you, his hands finding your shoulders just as you started to curtsy.
"Prince Telemachus—" you began, but he cut you off, his grip tightening on your shoulders. His eyes were wide, his chest heaving as he tried to catch his breath.
"The suitors' families," he said between gasps, "they... they are no longer seeking revenge."
You blinked, staring at him in confusion, the words not fully registering. "What?" you managed, your voice barely a whisper, as if you hadn't heard him correctly.
Telemachus nodded, his expression softening as he steadied himself. He could see the disbelief etched across your features, and he exhaled slowly, his voice calming as he explained.
As the prince began to recount everything, his voice wove a story so vivid that it felt as though you were right there beside him, witnessing every moment. You listened intently, the courtyard around you fading into the background as his words painted a picture that seemed almost surreal.
The prince told you how he and his father had arrived at his grandfather Laertes' farm, the land stretched out wide with fields that glistened in the early morning sun.
It had been peaceful, the breeze carrying the scent of fresh earth and ripened olives. But as soon as they had stepped into the clearing, Telemachus had noticed something amiss.
"The moment we arrived at my grandfather's farm," Telemachus began, his voice still slightly breathless, "we saw them—a mob of the suitors' families, armed and marching towards us. Their faces were filled with rage, their voices shouting for vengeance. They wanted blood, retribution for what happened to their sons and kin."
Telemachus paused, watching your reaction, and you couldn't help the sharp gasp that escaped your lips, your eyes widening in alarm.
The image of an angry mob storming the farm flashed through your mind, and you could almost hear their angry shouts, see the glint of their weapons in the sunlight.
"And you wouldn't guess who was leading them," he added, his tone bitter with a tinge of disbelief.
"Who?" you asked, your curiosity overpowering your unease. You leaned in closer, your fingers brushing against his arm.
"Eupeithes," Telemachus said, his tone carrying a bitterness that mirrored the situation. "Antinous' father. The same Antinous who led the suitors and was the last to fall."
Your gasp was louder this time, your hand flying to cover your mouth. The memory of Antinous was still fresh in your mind—his arrogance, his ambition, and his final moments.
The thought of his father leading the charge against Ithaca seemed almost poetic, yet tragic; you could almost picture Eupeithes' twisted face, anger and grief etched into his every expression.
Telemachus shook his head, trying to fight away the almost incredulous smile that tugged at his lips. "It was surreal, seeing him there, at the head of the group."
The prince's eyes then darkened, his voice growing steadier. "It looked like they were ready for another fight. A confrontation that could've thrown Ithaca back into chaos. My father, my grandfather, I, and those loyal to us were preparing for the worst, ready to defend what was ours." He paused, letting the weight of his words sink in.
You swallowed hard, the tension palpable. The picture he painted made your heart pound, your pulse quickening as if you were there yourself, standing at Laertes' side.
You could see the anger in those men's eyes, the rage that boiled over, the cries for vengeance that echoed through the clearing.
It was the promise of more bloodshed, more chaos.
But then, Telemachus' voice shifted, a sense of awe creeping into his tone. "And then, just as it seemed they would clash... Athena intervened." His eyes meet yours, glinting with something almost like reverence.
You reached out, grasping his arm tightly, your eyes widening. "Are you serious? Athena?" you breathed, your voice trembling slightly.
Telemachus nodded. "Yes. First, she came in the form of Mentor, but that wasn't enough to stop them. The suitors' families were still thirsty for revenge, still determined to take back something they felt they had lost." He paused, his eyes turning distant, as if reliving the scene. "It was as if they were blind to reason."
"And then?" you urged, unable to keep the excitement from your voice. You were practically vibrating, your curiosity consuming you. It was rare enough to hear of gods walking amongst mortals, let alone seeing it firsthand.
Telemachus drew in a deep breath, a smile tugging at the corner of his lips. "Just when it looked like all hope was lost, before any fighting could begin, Zeus himself sent a thunderbolt—a sign, a warning." He looked at you, his eyes bright. "A divine sign—a command from the gods themselves that the fighting had to stop. that enough was enough, that there should be no more violence. It encouraged Athena to reveal herself."
Your jaw dropped slightly, and you shook your head in disbelief. "Two gods?" you murmured, your voice filled with awe. "How incredibly lucky... for Athena to intervene, and for Zeus to send a sign. It's... it's beyond words," you whispered, feeling a shiver run down your spine.
Telemachus smiled, his face softening. "It truly was. It was something out of legend—Athena stepping forth, no longer hidden in disguise, commanding both sides to cease, her presence both beautiful and terrifying. She spoke with such authority; she demanded that peace be restored, and it was impossible not to heed her words."
He paused, watching your reaction as your eyes sparkled with wonder, your hand still grasping his arm.
"Laertes, emboldened by Athena's intervention, was the one to end it," Telemachus continued, his voice growing softer, tinged with something more solemn. "He killed Eupeithes. It was quick, a final act of vengeance for all that had been done to our family."
You blinked, the gravity of the moment hitting you. The father of Antinous was gone, and with him, the leadership of those seeking revenge.
Telemachus nodded, as if he could see the questions forming in your eyes. "Athena didn't let the violence escalate. She stopped it, just in time. She spoke to everyone, reminding them of the destruction that would come if they continued this senseless feud. She insisted that it end there, that no more blood be spilled."
He looked down, his expression softening, the weight of everything finally seeming to lift from his shoulders. "And it worked. The families saw the will of the gods. They laid down their arms. They accepted peace, knowing they could not fight against the gods themselves."
He paused again, taking in a deep breath, his eyes meeting yours with a mixture of exhaustion and hope. "Athena erased the hatred from their hearts—the desire for vengeance, the anger that had festered for so long. She promised that the past would be forgiven and that we would all work together to rebuild Ithaca."
For a moment, the courtyard was silent, the only sound the gentle rustle of leaves in the breeze. You could feel your heart pounding, the weight of his words settling in, the realization of what had just transpired.
Athena had not only brokered a truce, she had ensured that the hatred would not linger, that peace could truly be restored.
It was as if a miracle had been gifted to Ithaca—a second chance, a chance to heal.
You looked up at Telemachus, a small, hopeful smile breaking across your face. "Thank the gods," you whispered, your heart finally beginning to calm, the weight on your chest lightening ever so slightly.
Telemachus smiled back, his hand brushing against yours gently, his touch warm and reassuring. "Yes," he said softly, his voice steady. "Thank the gods."
The peaceful moment between you and Telemachus was abruptly interrupted by the sound of hurried footsteps crunching over the gravel path. You both turned just in time to see a young servant girl rushing towards you, her face flushed, her chest heaving as she struggled to catch her breath.
"Prince Telemachus! Miss ___!" she called out, her voice breathless but urgent.
You and Telemachus exchanged a wary glance, the serenity of the courtyard shattering like fragile glass. The prince's expression instantly grew tense as he shifted his attention to the girl approaching.
The servant girl skidded to a stop in front of you, her hands resting on her knees as she tried to steady her breathing. "Ships, my lord..." she managed to say between gasps, her eyes wide with fear. "Ships are arriving at the docks."
Telemachus frowned, his eyes narrowing slightly as he processed her words. You found yourself instinctively stepping closer to him, your heart pounding as you tried to read the meaning behind the servant's frantic message.
"Ships?" Telemachus repeated, his voice low, guarded. He glanced at you, and you could see the same unease reflected in his eyes.
You swallowed, your gaze darting back to the servant. "Are they friendly? Do we know who they are?"
The servant shook her head quickly, her eyes wide with uncertainty. "No, Miss ____. I only know they bear unfamiliar colors—green and yellow—and they approach quickly. The guards are trying to discern their intentions."
Telemachus' gaze hardened, a silent determination forming as he nodded. "Thank you, Althaia. You did well to inform us."
The girl dipped into a quick, awkward curtsy before she quickly turned and rushed back toward the palace.
Telemachus exhaled sharply, his jaw tightening as he turned back to you.
For a moment, there was silence—just the wind rustling the leaves overhead, the tension hanging between you like a storm about to break.
You looked at him, your heart twisting in your chest. You could see the weight of the moment in his eyes, the same thoughts running through your own mind.
After everything they had just endured, after the gods themselves had intervened, could more trouble be looming on the horizon?
Reaching out, the prince took your hand in his, his grip firm, reassuring. "We should go," he said, his voice steady, though you could hear the strain beneath his calm exterior.
And with that, the two of you turned and made your way towards the palace, the promise of peace feeling more fragile than ever, slipping further from your grasp with each hurried step.
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The flurry of movements after the servant girl's message had led to this moment, every step since then deliberate, hurried, with an underlying sense of urgency.
Telemachus had led you through the palace corridors, stopping by your room to quickly grab your lyre, the instrument a comforting weight against your side. His expression was tense but purposeful, and you followed without hesitation.
The two of you had moved through halls filled with servants whispering nervously, the tension palpable, until you finally reached the great doors to the throne room.
Telemachus stood in his honored position, close to Odysseus' side, while the king sat in his grand chair, regal and composed, the weight of his kingdom resting on his shoulders. Beside him, Penelope sat, her eyes fixed on the doors, her expression poised but visibly anxious.
A few guards stood scattered around the room, their eyes trained on the entrance, their postures rigid. Several servants, including Althaia, stood farther back, their heads bowed, waiting quietly for whatever news would come.
The flags hanging along the walls fluttered slightly, moved by the breeze sneaking through the open windows, the sun casting beams of light across the stone floor.
It might have been a beautiful day, but the fear that clung to the air turned it cold.
Odysseus had already briefed his son on the situation—the green and yellow banners of the ships' flags belonged to Bronte, a neighboring island kingdom.
The family crest, Odysseus explained, belonged to Andros' kin—the arrogant red-haired suitor who had been among those vying for Penelope's hand. Andros was the third son, far down in the line of succession for his own kingdom, seeking to elevate his status by claiming Ithaca as his own through marriage.
The news was such a surprise to you; who knew that brute was a prince?
Odysseus' jaw clenched as he spoke, his eyes narrowing. "It seems they come seeking answers, perhaps retribution, for what has befallen their kin," he said, his gaze shifting between Telemachus and the few gathered officials and guards. "We must tread carefully. The last thing we need is another conflict before peace has even had a chance to settle." He gestured towards a nearby guard. "Fetch the envoy from the ships. They are to be escorted here for a public discussion. Let them see that Ithaca stands united, that we have nothing to hide."
The guard bowed deeply before turning on his heel, marching briskly out of the throne room to carry out the king's orders. The echo of his footsteps faded into the tense silence that followed, the air thick with anticipation.
Now, here in the present, the great hall was silent, the tension palpable, the kind that came right before a storm.
You knelt beside the steps of the throne, your eyes fixed on the polished marble floor, the lyre resting against your knees, a comforting weight against your side.
You could hear the quiet rustle of the guards shifting their stances, the occasional creak of leather as they adjusted their grips on their spears.
Telemachus stood tall beside his father, his eyes forward, his expression unreadable. You could see the way his hands were clasped behind his back, fingers flexing slightly—a small sign of the tension he carried.
Odysseus sat still, his gaze fixed on the doorway, waiting.
Penelope's eyes, however, were on her son, the worry she felt clear in the way her brow furrowed, her lips pressed into a thin line.
The moments stretched on, the anticipation growing heavier with each passing second.
The servants along the sides of the room exchanged nervous glances, their postures stiff, uncertain of what was to come.
The sunlight streaming in through the high windows seemed almost too bright, the golden rays a stark contrast to the somber mood that had settled over the throne room.
Your fingers brushed against the strings of your lyre absentmindedly, the soft hum of the notes barely audible. It was a comfort, a reminder of something familiar amidst the uncertainty.
You kept your eyes lowered, focused on the instrument in your hands, but your ears were attuned to every sound—the shuffle of footsteps, the creak of the throne as Odysseus shifted, the faint murmur of voices just outside the grand doors.
Your thoughts wandered as you waited, the uncertainty gnawing at the edges of your mind.
Perhaps this kingdom—Bronte—was foolish enough to believe they could defy a goddess' will, or maybe they hadn't heard in time that the call for vengeance had already been stilled by divine decree.
How long could news travel across kingdoms? It wasn't hard to imagine that word of Athena's intervention might not have reached them, leaving them ignorant and reckless in their grief.
Or perhaps, they simply didn't care.
Just as the thought crossed your mind, the grand doors creaked open, the echo reverberating across the high ceiling of the hall.
The room seemed to collectively hold its breath, all eyes turning towards the entrance.
Your eyes flickered towards the grand doors as they creaked open, revealing the guard that had been sent to meet the visitors. Behind him, you could see the figures approaching, their outlines dark against the bright light streaming in from outside.
The guard stepped inside first, his expression serious as he turned to face Odysseus, bowing deeply. "My king," he began, his voice clear, carrying across the silent hall, "The visitors have arrived." He turned slightly, gesturing for the figures behind him to step forward.
A herald then stepped inside, his voice ringing clearly as he announced, "Princess Andreia, envoy of the Kingdom of Bronte, daughter of King Aeron."
Your breath caught at the name. Andreia. There was no mistaking the connection. She must have been related to Andros—sister, perhaps.
And then, she entered.
The sight of her took you by surprise.
Andreia was a striking figure, her beauty undeniable, but it was a beauty edged with something softer, something almost tragic in the way her eyes swept across the throne room.
Her hair, as red as her late brother's, spilled over her shoulders in waves, but where Andros' presence had been rough and full of brashness, hers held an elegance that was both captivating and disarming.
She wore a flowing gown of green and yellow, the colors of her house, the fabric catching the sunlight in a shimmering cascade that made her seem almost otherworldly. The dress was adorned with gold embroidery that traced along the bodice and sleeves, each stitch intricate and precise.
Her pale skin seemed to glow beneath the golden light filtering through the windows, and her eyes—green, like the deepest parts of a forest—were filled with something that you couldn't quite place. Sadness? Determination? Perhaps both.
Andreia moved with a grace that seemed practiced, her steps deliberate as she approached the dais.
Behind her trailed a small group of servants, each dressed in the same green and yellow livery, their expressions carefully neutral. They moved in unison, their heads bowed, carrying baskets and satchels that clinked faintly with each step.
You watched as she drew closer, her gaze briefly flicking over you where you knelt, before turning towards the throne.
There was something hauntingly familiar about her—the color of her hair, the sharpness of her features, the way her chin tilted upward with a sense of pride that echoed her brother's—but the hardness that Andros had worn like armor was missing.
Instead, there was a gentleness that made her seem almost out of place amidst the tension of the throne room.
Andreia came to a halt before the thrones, and slowly, she sank into a deep bow, her eyes lowering in deference. "King Odysseus. Queen Penelope," she said, her voice smooth, almost musical, but carrying an edge of something unspoken. "I come on behalf of my family, the royal House of Brontes, to speak for our fallen kin."
For a moment, there was silence.
You could feel the weight of her words settling over the room, the tension thickening as Odysseus leaned forward slightly, his eyes narrowing as he regarded the young woman before him.
Penelope's gaze softened as she looked upon Andreia, her fingers no longer tracing the armrest but now resting still, her eyes taking in the sight of the woman with a mixture of empathy and caution.
Odysseus spoke, his voice measured, the authority of a king evident in every word. "Lady Andreia, you are welcome in Ithaca," he said, though his tone held no warmth. "You must understand that the suitors—your brother included—took liberties that demanded consequences. They disrespected my home, my family, and my kingdom. Yet, here you are, bearing their colors. What is it that you seek?"
Andreia lifted her head, her gaze meeting Odysseus'. There was a fire there, restrained but present, as she drew in a breath. "I seek understanding, my lord," she replied, her voice steady, though there was a tremble beneath the surface, as if she were struggling to maintain her composure. "I seek to know why my brother's life was ended without a chance to answer for himself, why his ambitions were met not with words but with death."
The tension in the room grew, the silence that followed her words almost deafening. You kept your eyes on Andreia, your fingers tightening slightly around the lyre, the strings pressing into your skin.
Odysseus' gaze darkened, his knuckles whitening as he gripped the scepter, but it was Telemachus who stepped forward, his voice calm but carrying the weight of someone who had seen too much. "Lady Andreia, the actions taken were in response to the dishonor your brother and others brought upon Ithaca. Their intentions were clear—seeking to take advantage of my father's absence, to claim what was never theirs to claim."
Andreia's eyes flicked to Telemachus, her lips pressing into a thin line. For a moment, she seemed to falter, her gaze lowering. You could see the pain etched in her expression, the way her fingers clenched around the folds of her dress.
"I do not deny that my little brother was ambitious," she said, her voice softer now, almost a whisper. "But he was still my brother. And I... I am here to ensure that his memory is not one of disgrace." She lifted her head again, her eyes meeting Telemachus', and then shifting to Odysseus. "I come not to seek retribution but to seek closure, to understand the choices that led to his end, and to ask that his body be returned to our family, that he may be laid to rest with our ancestors."
A hush fell over the throne room, the weight of her plea hanging in the air.
You could feel your heart pounding in your chest, the emotions in the room almost tangible—the grief, the anger, the longing for peace. You glanced at Odysseus, who leaned back in his throne, his eyes never leaving Andreia, expression unreadable.
For a long moment, he was silent, the throne room holding its breath, waiting for his judgment.
The tension was thick, each second dragging on, the silence almost unbearable.
You watched as Penelope glanced at her husband, her lips parting slightly, as if she wished to speak, to offer some kindness to the young woman before them. But she held her silence, respecting her husband's authority in the matter.
Odysseus finally nodded, a slow, deliberate movement, his voice echoing through the hall. "You shall have your brother's body, Lady Andreia," he said, his tone still guarded but carrying a note of finality. "But understand this—what was done was not done lightly. Your brother's choices led him here, and Ithaca responded as it had to, to protect itself, to protect its queen." His gaze bore into hers, a challenge, a warning. "There will be no retribution, no further claims upon this land."
Andreia bowed her head deeply, her shoulders sagging slightly in what might have been relief or perhaps exhaustion. "Thank you, King Odysseus," she said quietly, her voice barely audible.
You watched her, the sight of her bowed figure filling you with a sense of sadness.
In her, you could see echoes of Andros—the ambition, the pride—but also something gentler, something that perhaps had been lost in him along the way. She was here not for power or revenge but for something simpler, something more human.
Odysseus turned to Telemachus, his gaze softening slightly. "Telemachus, escort Lady Andreia and her retinue to a place where they may rest and prepare. Ensure they are comfortable, and that they have all they need."
Telemachus stepped forward immediately, bowing his head in acknowledgment. "Of course, Father." He turned towards Andreia, his expression polite, though his eyes held a hint of curiosity. "Lady Andreia, if you would follow me," he said, his voice steady.
Andreia straightened, nodding once before gesturing for her servants to follow. Telemachus led them out of the throne room, a guard falling into step behind them, ensuring that the visiting party was properly escorted.
The room seemed to collectively exhale when the grand doors finally closed behind Lady Andreia and her entourage. The echo of their departure faded into the distance, and a different kind of silence filled the throne room—a silence tinged with relief rather than tension.
The guards visibly relaxed, shoulders loosening as they resumed their positions, their once rigid stances softening. They exchanged quick glances, the unspoken communication between them conveying a shared sense of cautious optimism.
A few of the servants resumed their tasks, their steps light as they moved to tidy up the room or to attend to matters elsewhere, their nervous energy now dissipating.
It wasn't long until the throne room was nearly empty, just a few trusted guards stationed near the exits, the king and queen, and you.
Penelope turned towards her husband, a gentle smile tugging at her lips, the lines of worry on her face softening. "You handled that beautifully, my love," she said, her voice tender, full of genuine admiration. "Many others in your position would have shown nothing but hostility, yet you offered her understanding." She leaned a bit closer, her gaze warm as she watched Odysseus. "It shows a strength that is rare, a wisdom that goes beyond vengeance."
Odysseus looked at her, his stern expression softening in response to her praise. He did not speak immediately, but his eyes held hers, his gaze filled with something unspoken, something tender. He gave a small nod, his lips curling just slightly in what could almost be called a smile.
Though his words were few, his attention to his wife spoke volumes—his gaze unwavering, listening to every word as though her voice alone anchored him.
"And that young princess," Penelope continued, her voice brightening, her eyes sparkling. "To travel all this way on her own... there is a strength in her that I admire. It takes courage to face what she has, to step into a kingdom that might view her as an enemy."
Odysseus hummed thoughtfully, as he nodded. His hand moved to rest over hers on the armrest of her throne, a simple gesture that conveyed more than words could in the quiet that settled between them.
Penelope's smile grew, her gaze distant for a moment, before she turned back to Odysseus, her eyes sparkling with excitement. "Perhaps," she began, a hint of enthusiasm creeping into her voice, "Lady Andreia should join us for dinner tonight." She rose from her seat gracefully, her movements fluid as she stepped forward, her eyes alight with purpose. "It would be a gesture of peace, a way to make her feel welcomed."
She looked over to you, her smile widening as she beckoned you forward. "Come, dear. There is much to do—let us head to the kitchens. We must prepare the menu and find out what our guests might enjoy." Her voice was filled with a warmth that seemed to dispel the lingering tension in the room, her excitement contagious.
You blinked, startled for a moment, before quickly standing, clutching your lyre tightly as you moved towards her. You nodded, offering her a small smile as she reached for your arm, her grip gentle but insistent.
As Penelope led you out of the throne room, her demeanor was almost buoyant, her steps light, as if she had already dismissed the worries of the day.
Her presence, her warmth, brought a sense of normalcy, a reminder that even amidst uncertainty, there were still traditions to uphold, still hospitality to offer.
Notes:
A/N : sorry for the lack of updates, the semester's coming to an end so im kinda swamped with exams, papers, etc. as well as trying not to fall into a hibernative-depression due to me having to start back working to fix this damn tooth 😡😡; also i took a lot of you guys advice and decided that apollo will be met last, hehe. /p>
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various!epic x fem!reader@winxanity_ii
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ᴠᴏᴛᴇ 💛 / ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴇɴᴛ💜 / ѕнᴀʀᴇ 💙━━━━━━
[A/N: 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐚 𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐧 𝐎𝐂 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐝 "𝐀𝐧𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐢𝐚" 𝐈 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐞𝐱𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐈 𝐩𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐧 𝐀𝐫𝐭𝐁𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐞𝐫, 𝐬𝐨 𝐈 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐭 𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐥 𝐈 𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐧 𝐏𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭; 𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐢𝐟 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐛𝐚𝐝 😭😭. 𝐇𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫~]
Here's Andreia
Chapter 13: 09 ┃ 𝐟𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐲
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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The feast was in full swing, the grand hall once again filled with laughter and life. The air was warm and heady, charged with the scent of roasted meats and freshly baked bread, mingling with the sweet aroma of honeyed fruits.
It was a jolly atmosphere—joyful, vibrant, alive.
You found yourself among the musicians once again, your hands moving rhythmically over a small djembe drum, the deep, resonant beat echoing through your body.
With every strike of your hands on the drum's taut skin, you could feel your heart matching its tempo, drumming in sync with the pulse of the music. The rhythm was infectious; your whole body seemed to pulse along, your face flushed from the heat and energy of the room.
There was something about being a part of this collective sound, this melding of melody and percussion, that made the moment feel almost sacred, as if all the troubles of the world had temporarily vanished in the warmth of the hall.
You watched as the others played their instruments—lyres, flutes, and tambourines—all weaving together in a tapestry of sound that filled every corner of the room. Your fingers ached from the constant motion, but the smiles on the faces of those around you were more than enough to keep you going.
The music built up to a joyous crescendo, and as the final notes echoed, the song came to an end, leaving you breathless and grinning.
You took the opportunity to step away, your skin glistening with a light sheen of sweat. Making your way towards the long table at the side, you grabbed a goblet of water, the cool liquid soothing your parched throat.
You paused, leaning back against one of the stone pillars, your gaze wandering across the grand hall as you took a long sip.
The sight before you was beautiful—almost like something out of a dream. Penelope and Odysseus sat close together at the head table, the queen's eyes warm as they rested on her husband.
Every so often, Odysseus leaned over, his lips moving close to Penelope's ear, whispering something that made her smile. She swatted playfully at his chest, her laughter ringing out—a sound full of genuine happiness that made your own heart swell.
It was a simple, tender moment, yet it spoke of the love and resilience they shared, even after everything they had endured.
As you finished your drink, you heard the musicians striking up another tune. The lively notes filled the room, and you couldn't help but smile as you watched several servants—both from Ithaca and Bronte—begin to laugh and cheer, pairing up to dance.
There was something beautiful about the sight, the way the house colors blended together, Ithaca's blue and gold intermingling with Bronte's green and yellow. The servants moved with an easy grace, their feet tapping in time with the beat, skirts and tunics twirling in flashes of color.
The laughter, the cheer, the music—it all seemed to weave together, filling the room with a sense of unity.
Just as you were about to move and head back to the musicians, you spotted Telemachus making his way over. His eyes met yours, and an easy grin spread across his face, one that you couldn't help but mirror.
You smoothed down your clothes absentmindedly, flattening your hair as a flutter of excitement bubbled up inside you. Your heart beat just a little faster, a mix of anticipation and nervousness making you fidget.
Telemachus had always made it his mission to catch a dance with you if time permitted, and tonight seemed to be no different. You couldn't help the giddy feeling that welled up inside as he drew closer, the warmth of his smile making everything else fade into the background.
But just as he was about to reach you, a flash of green and yellow entered your field of vision.
Lady Andreia intercepted Telemachus, her bright grin unmistakable as she placed a hand on his arm, her fingers curling gently but confidently around his sleeve.
Without waiting for his response, she tugged him toward the center of the room, where the others were already dancing.
Telemachus hesitated for a brief moment, his eyes flickering back to meet yours, an apologetic smile tugging at his lips.
You tried to keep your expression neutral, but there was a twinge of something in your chest, an unfamiliar emotion that you couldn't quite place.
You watched as the princess pulled Telemachus into the line of dancers, their movements quickly falling in sync with the lively beat of the music. The prince spun her effortlessly, his laughter mingling with hers as they joined in the swirling dance.
Your gaze lingered on them for a moment longer, that odd twinge deepening in your chest as you took in the sight—the two of them moving together, their colors blending amidst the blues, golds, greens, and yellows that filled the hall.
It was a beautiful scene, and yet, it left you feeling strangely hollow.
With a soft sigh, you turned away, forcing a smile as you made your way back toward the musicians. The music was still playing, the notes joyous and bright, but for the first time tonight, it felt as if you were on the outside looking in.
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All throughout the evening, Lady Andreia had remained close to Telemachus, her laughter echoing above the music, her presence unwavering. She danced with him, her smile radiant as they spun together, her fingers brushing his arm in fleeting touches that seemed both innocent and intentional.
They moved as if they had known each other forever, and it left little room for anyone else to join in.
You tried to stay focused, to keep the beat steady with the musicians, your hands drumming over the small djembe until your palms ached. The rhythm was your anchor, something that kept your thoughts from drifting too far into that uncomfortable twinge that seemed to grow each time you caught a glimpse of Telemachus and Andreia together.
He tried, a few times, to break away—to come find you and drag you into the dance—but each time, Andreia was there, her bright smile and laughter cutting in before he even reached you.
Eventually, you decided it was easier to stay put, to let the music carry you through the evening and to ignore Telemachus' fruitless attempts to catch your attention.
It was better this way, or at least, that was what you told yourself.
You poured all your energy into the music, the notes carrying you forward even when your heart wasn't quite in it; your fingers grew sore, your body ached, but you refused to let the fatigue—or the strange, unfamiliar feeling gnawing at you—show.
The music was your refuge, the only thing that made sense in the swirl of emotions you couldn't quite name.
By the time the last of the guests had gone, the hall was quiet, save for the clatter of dishes and the soft murmurs of the servants as they tidied up.
You worked alongside them, your movements automatic—stacking plates, wiping down tables, sweeping away the remains of the night's revelry.
As you worked, you couldn't help but steal glances toward the center of the room, where Telemachus and Andreia had danced. The memory of them spinning together, her hand resting on his shoulder, his smile bright and carefree, made your heart twist painfully.
There was a heaviness in your chest that you tried to ignore, shaking your head as if that would somehow rid you of the thoughts that kept creeping in.
Once the work was done, you walked with the others out of the now empty hall, your footsteps echoing softly against the stone floor.
You exchanged quiet goodbyes, your voice almost lost in the stillness of the night, and then you turned, splitting off from the group as you made your way towards your room.
The night was calm, the air cool against your skin as you stepped into the outside.
The sky above was clear, the moonlight showering down, bathing the courtyard in a silvery glow. The chirping of insects filled the quiet, a gentle hum that seemed to wrap around you, a reminder that even in the stillness, life continued.
The path to your room was familiar, and you moved slowly, your eyes tracing the patterns of moonlight on the ground, your thoughts drifting.
The ache in your chest hadn't lessened, but out here, beneath the open sky, it felt a little easier to bear.
It was quiet. Peaceful. A stark contrast to the noise and warmth of the hall, to the laughter and music that had filled the air not long ago.
And yet, even in the quiet, your mind thought about Telemachus, about the way his eyes had searched for yours, the way Lady Andreia had pulled him away.
You shook your head again, as if to clear it, and quickened your pace.
It was late, and you were tired. Tomorrow would be another day, and perhaps, with the morning light, things would feel different.
So instead of focusing on such churning thoughts, you focus on the sound of your footsteps, the feel of the ground beneath your sandals, the glow of the moonlight guiding you forward.
The night was quiet, and for now, that was enough.
You were nearly halfway to your room when you heard your name called, the sound breaking through the stillness of the night. The voice was familiar—soft, yet insistent—and it made you stop in your tracks, your heart giving a small, unexpected leap.
Turning around, your eyes widened slightly as you saw Telemachus jogging towards you, his figure illuminated by the silvery glow of the moon. He was a sight, his hair a little tousled, cheeks flushed from the exertion, and something about the way he moved—hurried, purposeful—sent a warmth spreading through your chest.
"____," he called again, his breath a little heavy by the time he reached you, but his eyes were bright, a soft smile spreading across his face. He looked down at you, his gaze gentle, and for a moment, the weight that had settled in your chest seemed to lift, just a little.
"May I escort you the rest of the way?" he asked, his voice carrying a note of warmth, his eyes searching yours as if hoping for an invitation.
Before you could respond, his hand reached out, taking the djembe drum that hung by your side, lifting it from your shoulder with a careful touch.
You blinked, and then smiled, nodding. "Of course," you said, your voice softer than you intended, but it seemed enough for him. Telemachus returned your smile, his own soft and genuine, and with that, the two of you began to walk.
The silence that fell between you was comfortable, the kind that needed no words; you could feel the warmth of the prince beside you, his arm brushing against yours every so often as you walked. The djembe hung at his side, and his fingers tapped against it absently, keeping a gentle rhythm as you moved.
You found yourself glancing at him from the corner of your eye, the moonlight highlighting the curve of his jaw, the softness of his expression, and something inside you softened too.
He looked ahead, his gaze focused on the path, his features calm and relaxed, and there was something about the way he walked—steady, unhurried—that made you feel at ease.
It was as if, for just this moment, all the confusion and the uncertainty from earlier had faded away, leaving behind only this—just the two of you, walking side by side beneath the moonlight.
A small smile tugged at your lips, and you looked ahead, letting the quiet wrap around you like a comforting blanket.
The night seemed to hold its breath; the only sounds were the soft crunch of your footsteps against the path and the distant chirping of crickets. You could hear the rustle of the olive branches above, swaying gently in the breeze, casting dancing shadows on the ground as the moonlight filtered through the leaves.
The air was cool, crisp against your skin, yet the warmth of Telemachus beside you seemed to make the chill almost pleasant, balancing it out in a way that made you feel content.
Telemachus cleared his throat softly, the sound breaking through the quiet but not disturbing it—more like adding another layer to the stillness of the night. He looked down at you, his eyes soft, the corners of his lips turning upwards. "Did you enjoy the feast?" he asked, his voice low, almost hesitant, as though he wasn't quite sure whether he wanted to break the peaceful silence.
You turned your head towards him, meeting his gaze, and a bright smile spread across your face. "I did, my prince," you replied, your voice carrying a hint of excitement as you recalled the vibrant festivities. "It was wonderful—the music, the dancing, the laughter. It felt like, for just a moment, everything was right again. Everyone seemed... happy."
Telemachus nodded, his expression softening, the lines of tension easing from his face. "It was," he agreed, a small smile tugging at his lips. "Bronte was surprisingly pleasant. The people were warmer than I expected. It was nice, having them here."
At the mention of the neighboring kingdom, you felt your smile falter just a little, your heart giving an odd, uncomfortable twist.
You nodded, forcing the smile to stay on your lips, pressing on despite the unease that flickered within you. "Yes, it was," you agreed, your voice quieter now, a touch of something unspoken lacing your words.
You looked ahead, focusing on the path, on the way the stones seemed to shimmer in the moonlight, trying to push away the feeling that tugged at your chest.
You could feel Telemachus glancing at you, his gaze lingering, as though he could sense the shift in your mood, but he said nothing, choosing instead to remain in the comfortable silence, letting the moment stretch between you.
And for that, you were grateful. Grateful for his presence, for the warmth that seemed to radiate from him, for the way he walked beside you without question or pressure, just there, solid and steady.
After a few more moments, Telemachus gave a soft chuckle, his voice lightening the mood. "I think I made a fool of myself on the dance floor," he admitted, shaking his head, a sheepish grin forming on his face. "I haven't danced like that in a long time."
You couldn't help but laugh, the sound escaping you before you could stop it. You glanced up at him, your eyes twinkling with amusement. "You weren't that bad," you teased gently, your smile widening. "In fact, I'd say you were quite impressive—though maybe not as graceful as Lady Andreia."
Telemachus groaned playfully, rolling his eyes. "Ah, yes," he said, his tone holding a hint of self-deprecation. "She certainly made me look better than I am." He paused, glancing at you with a sly smile. "Though, I do think I would've rather danced with you instead."
Your heart skipped a beat, warmth spreading across your cheeks. You looked away, hiding the smile that tugged at your lips, feeling a flutter of something light and hopeful bloom in your chest. "Perhaps next time, my prince," you murmured, your voice barely audible over the rustling leaves.
Telemachus hummed in agreement, and you felt his arm brush against yours, a gentle touch that sent a shiver down your spine.
The two of you continued walking, the soft crunch of your footsteps filling the silence as the path narrowed; the ground gradually shifted beneath you, the soft crunch of gravel transitioning into the smooth tiles of the palace floor as you entered a different part of the building.
Telemachus walked you all the way to your door, neither of you saying much—the quiet had settled between you like a comforting blanket, one neither of you wished to disturb.
When you reached your door, you paused, turning to face him, your eyes meeting his. The moonlight bathed his features in a gentle glow, softening the lines of his face, making him look almost ethereal.
For a long moment, neither of you spoke, the air between you filled with something unspoken, something tender and fragile.
Telemachus gave you a soft smile, his gaze never leaving yours. He reached out, his fingers brushing against your arm in a gentle, almost hesitant touch, as if testing the waters. "Goodnight, ____" he said softly, his voice barely above a whisper, filled with warmth.
You swallowed, your heart pounding, and offered him a small, genuine smile in return. "Goodnight, my prince." Your voice was equally soft, the words carrying more than just a farewell—something unspoken that hung between you, lingering in the air.
For a moment, it felt as though he might lean closer, as if the two of you were teetering on the edge of something you couldn't quite name. But then he pulled back, his smile still in place, and nodded once before turning to walk away, his footsteps fading into the night.
You watched him go, your heart still pounding, warmth blooming in your chest.
When he finally disappeared from view, you let out a breath you hadn't realized you were holding, leaning back against your door. Your eyes fluttered closed, and you rested your head against the wood, a small smile tugging at your lips.
Your heart was racing, your cheeks warm, and for a moment, you let yourself bask in the feeling—the hope, the warmth, the quiet thrill that seemed to spread through you.
It was like a secret, something just for you to hold onto, a memory to carry with you.
Finally, with a sigh, you pushed yourself away from the door, opening it quietly and stepping inside.
The room was dim, the only light coming from the soft glow of the moon filtering through the small window. You moved slowly, setting your drum down in the corner, your fingers lingering on the wood for a moment.
You shrugged off your shoes, your fingers deftly undoing the laces before placing them neatly to the side. Your eyes scanned the dim room, and you quietly moved to take off the rest of your attire, folding each piece carefully and setting it on a chair.
You splashed your face with water from the basin, the coolness making you shiver slightly, a refreshing contrast to the warmth of your flushed cheeks.
Finally, you slipped into your nightclothes, letting out a content sigh as you settled into your bed; you were knocked out the moment your head hit the pillow.
The dream was unlike anything you had ever experienced—a strange yet beautiful vision that seemed to blur the lines between fantasy and reality.
You were sitting in a seemingly never-ending field of flowers, the sun shining down warmly, bathing everything in a golden glow. The flowers danced around you, vibrant colors stretching as far as your eyes could see.
You wore a flowing white dress, its fabric catching the breeze, and your feet were bare, the earth beneath you soft and comforting.
You were humming softly to yourself, the tune light and carefree, your hands busy weaving a flower crown to match the one already resting atop your head. There was a sense of tranquility, of freedom, that seemed to fill you entirely, making your heart swell with joy.
Suddenly, a shadow fell across you, interrupting the sunlight, and you looked up, a smile already forming on your lips. Though the figure was shrouded in shadow, somehow, you knew them—an innate familiarity that made you feel safe, comforted.
The man bent down, his presence filling the space around you with warmth. His hand reached out to cup the bottom of your face gently, and his touch was like sunlight itself—soft, warm, and deeply comforting. You found yourself closing your eyes, leaning into it, savoring the tenderness. His thumb brushed against your cheek, a touch so soft it almost tickled, and you could feel your heart fluttering in your chest.
The man leaned closer, his warmth enveloping you as his lips brushed against your ear; you shivered as he whispered your name—a low, soft voice that sent a thrill down your spine.
"____, my love."
The words were filled with so much warmth, so much affection that it made your heart swell almost painfully. His presence was comforting, his closeness like a soothing balm to your soul.
You could feel the heat of his breath, the way his hand cradled your face like you were something precious, irreplaceable. The warmth of his touch seeped into your very being, making you wish for the moment to stretch on forever.
You leaned into him further, your heart pounding with something that felt so pure, so unguarded, and as his fingers brushed against your jawline, you could almost feel the promise in that simple touch—a promise of love, of devotion, of something far beyond what words could convey.
And just as you began to turn your face towards his, your eyes still closed, your lips parting slightly—
When your eyes opened, the dream was gone, replaced by the soft light of dawn breaking past the horizon, filling your room with its gentle glow.
You blinked, disoriented for a moment, the warmth of the dream still lingering in your chest, the sensation of his touch still vivid.
With a sigh, you rubbed your face, trying to shake off the remnants of the dream as you slowly pushed yourself up, the chill of the morning air brushing against your skin.
You could still feel the echoes of that strange, beautiful vision as you stood, stretching, and began to prepare yourself for the day ahead.
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Throughout the morning, you couldn't help but notice that Lady Andreia was still on Ithaca.
You had seen her once or twice after she had gathered her brother's body, and you had assumed she would leave promptly after, but she and her entourage had continued to stay. She was particularly present around the royal family, her presence lingering like a shadow.
Most noticeably, she often stayed close to Queen Penelope.
At first, you assumed it was simply a formality—a gesture of goodwill to stay and converse with the queen after everything that had happened. But as the hours passed, you saw Andreia with Penelope often, their heads bowed together, sharing whispers and laughter.
There was an ease between them that seemed to grow, as though they were beginning to find comfort in each other's company.
It was nearing lunchtime when you were bringing a tray of fruit and freshly baked bread to Penelope. You made your way through the corridors, the tray balanced carefully in your hands.
The closer you got to the queen's chambers, the more you could hear the soft murmur of voices.
When you entered, you found Penelope and Andreia seated by the window, sunlight streaming in, casting a warm glow over them. They were chatting animatedly, their smiles bright, their conversation filled with an ease that made you pause.
Penelope looked up as you entered, her expression softening. "Oh, ____, I'm sorry," she said, a gentle apology in her voice. "I forgot to tell you that Lady Andreia would be joining me for lunch today."
You nodded, offering her a small smile. "No trouble at all, my queen. I can bring more," you said politely, already making a mental note to fetch another tray.
But Lady Andreia shook her head, her red hair catching the sunlight as she smiled warmly at you. "Please, there's no need. I feel like I'm intruding as it is," she said, her tone light, though there was a sincerity beneath her words.
Penelope waved her off, her smile growing. "Nonsense. You are a guest here, and it is our duty to make you feel welcome."
You busied yourself setting down the tray, your hands moving with practiced ease as you arranged the dishes, making sure everything was in place. You tried to keep your mind focused on your task, but you couldn't help overhearing their conversation.
"I must say," Andreia spoke, her voice carrying a note of wistfulness, "Ithaca is truly beautiful. The landscapes, the people—there is a warmth here that I have never known elsewhere."
Penelope smiled at her, tilting her head slightly. "It is home," she replied, her voice filled with a quiet pride.
Andreia sighed softly, her gaze drifting out the window. "Bronte is beautiful too, in its own way," she continued, her voice thoughtful. "But it's different. The mountains are tall and covered in mist, and the forests are dense, almost impenetrable. Our people are strong, but they lack the openness I see here. Everything in Bronte is..." She paused, searching for the right word, "harsher, I suppose. Our winters are long, and the sea is often angry, but there is beauty in its wildness."
You couldn't help but glance at her as she spoke, her eyes far away, lost in her memories. There was a sadness there—a longing for something. It made you pause, your hands hovering for a moment as you listened.
Penelope reached over, placing a gentle hand on Lady Andreia's. "Every place has its own beauty," she said softly. "And I am glad that, at least for now, you can find some warmth here with us."
Andreia looked at Penelope, her eyes softening as she smiled. "Thank you," she said quietly, her voice filled with sincerity.
Then, after a small pause, she added, her tone shifting slightly, almost wistful, "The people here respect you deeply, my queen. It must be a great comfort to have such loyalty from those around you. And King Odysseus... his presence must also be a great source of strength for you. His reputation alone speaks volumes."
Penelope returned her smile, her expression warm but also slightly curious. "It is a blessing," she agreed, her eyes meeting Andreia's with genuine fondness. "One that I do not take for granted. Odysseus and I have been through much together, and his return has brought a balance I did not realize I needed."
You watched the exchange, Andreia's eyes lingering on Penelope with something like longing—perhaps admiration, perhaps something else, a yearning you couldn't quite understand.
She smiled again, though there was a weight to her words. "The tales of his cunning and strength—seeing him here, in person, makes one understand how such legends are born." The way her words hung in the air, filled with both warmth and something more complex, made you uneasy.
You finished your task, stepping back and offering a polite bow before making yourself scarce.
You couldn't quite place the feeling that lingered in your chest as you walked away—a mixture of curiosity and something else, something you couldn't quite name.
Notes:
A/N : ugggghh, the way i wanna jump right into meeting hermes, lololol but alas plot gosta be made, but the brightside is at least the buildup will be magnificent; double ugggghhhhh cuz tell me why i'm literally writing this so-called group paper for one of my classes by myself?? we in college, these people too grown not to know how to write a fucking paragraph, but lemme stop before i start ranting 😩😭 so i do apologize if update are really really reaaallllyyy weird because i'm working + schooling 💔.
(godly things)
various!epic x fem!reader@winxanity_ii
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Chapter 14: 10 ┃ 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐨𝐧
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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Telemachus wiped the sweat from his brow as he stepped back from the training ring, his muscles aching from the relentless sparring session he had just endured.
Despite his father's age, Odysseus still fought with the strength of a warrior in his prime.
Each blow carried the power of years spent on battlefields and journeys across the sea. Every strike, every counter, every feint—all of it left Telemachus reminded that the man before him was still a force to be reckoned with.
His father may have grayed, but there was nothing frail about his frame, nothing slow in his movement. He felt proud, yet also deeply sore, his body protesting as he made his way towards the courtyard.
The bright sunlight greeted him as he stepped into the courtyard, the warmth soaking into his skin, making his sore muscles relax slightly. He raised his hand to shield his eyes from the brightness, blinking against the sharp contrast after the dimness of the training ring.
The air was fresh, filled with the scent of blooming flowers carried by a gentle breeze. The courtyard was quiet, and for the first time in a long while, Telemachus found himself able to simply enjoy the moment.
There were no suitors darkening his home, no cloud of sorrow hanging over Ithaca.
The palace, which once echoed with tension, was now filled with peace, and Telemachus found himself savoring it. He let out a slow breath, his shoulders loosening as he stood there, taking it all in—the sound of birds singing, the rustle of leaves in the wind, the feel of sunlight warming his face.
After a while, though, a thought crept into his mind, nudging at him until he could no longer ignore it. He had completed all his duties for the day, and now he found himself with unexpected free time. But what to do with it?
He stood there for a moment, considering, his eyes drifting over the courtyard, searching for something to occupy himself with.
And then, almost instinctively, he thought of you.
A smile tugged at his lips before he could stop it, and he felt warmth spread through him, a gentle heat that had nothing to do with the sun above.
He could almost picture where you'd be—your usual spot around this time of day—and without even realizing it, he began walking in that direction. His steps were light, a sense of excitement bubbling up inside him as he moved through the palace grounds.
The sun shone down, bathing everything in golden light, and the air smelled of grass and distant salt from the sea.
Telemachus' heart quickened in his chest, his thoughts filled with images of you—your laughter, the way your eyes seemed to catch the light when you smiled, the calm determination that you carried even in the hardest moments.
You were gentle, but there was a strength in you that had always amazed him.
You were beautiful, inside and out. And your voice—gods, your voice. It could soothe even his worst fears, each word like a melody that stayed with him long after you'd spoken.
Telemachus sighed softly, a lovesick smile spreading across his face as he continued to walk, his thoughts wrapped up at the thought of seeing you.
Most nights, he found himself lying in bed, staring at the ceiling, his thoughts twisting and turning, always finding their way back to you.
He didn't know when it had started—this feeling that seemed to take over his every waking moment, but he knew it now—he wanted to be yours, and you, his.
He hoped to share something that went beyond mere friendship or affection.
He hoped to give you the kind of love he'd heard stories of, the kind of love his parents shared—deep and unwavering, a love that could withstand anything.
But more than anything else, he hoped that you felt the same.
Soon, the familiar cypress tree came into view, and just as he predicted, you were settled a few feet away, your lyre in your hands.
His eyes immediately zeroed in on you—the way your figure was framed by the soft sunlight filtering through the leaves, your head slightly bowed as you plucked the strings of your instrument.
It made his heart swell just watching you, the simple peace of the moment making him feel like the luckiest man alive.
Telemachus didn't even notice his footsteps speeding up, his stride becoming almost a bounce as he made his way toward you. He was eager, almost too eager, his heart fluttering in his chest at the prospect of hearing your voice, seeing your smile directed at him.
But just as he was about halfway to you, a firm hand suddenly grabbed his shoulder, halting his progress. Telemachus stilled immediately, instinctively whipping around, his grip harsh as he grabbed onto the wrist of whoever had stopped him, his face hardening into a cold mask.
But then, he saw who it was.
"Lady Andreia?" He blinked, surprised, his eyes moving over her form. She was wearing a dress in a shade that looked somewhere between turquoise and sea-green, the fabric flowing around her in soft waves. He cleared his throat, his expression softening as he quickly dropped her wrist, giving her a small nod. "My apologies, Lady Andreia. You startled me."
The princess only giggled in response, waving him off as though his reaction hadn't fazed her in the slightest. "Oh, no, it's my fault. I didn't mean to startle you, Prince Telemachus," she said, her voice light, almost teasing.
Telemachus shifted awkwardly, glancing behind him to where you still sat by the cypress tree, oblivious to his presence. He could feel a pang of frustration at the interruption, but he quickly turned his attention back to Andreia, doing his best to remain courteous. "Is there something I can assist you with, Lady Andreia?" he asked, trying to keep his tone polite.
Andreia's eyes seemed to brighten at his question, and she clasped her hands together, her smile widening. "Actually, yes, there is," she said, and before Telemachus could react, she had reached out, grabbing his wrist. "Come, let's chat!"
She tugged at him, her grip surprisingly firm as she began to pull him away, her laughter ringing out in the quiet courtyard.
Telemachus let out a small yelp of surprise, stumbling slightly as he was dragged along. He almost protested, almost telling her that he had somewhere else he needed to be—someone else he wanted to be with.
But then, he remembered his mother's words. Be kind to her, Telemachus. She's a guest in our home, and she has lost much.
So, he bit his tongue, forcing himself to swallow down his frustration as he allowed himself to be led away.
Still, he couldn't help but glance back over his shoulder, his gaze lingering on you, sitting peacefully beneath the cypress tree, unaware of how close he'd been.
His heart sank slightly, a feeling of longing settling deep in his chest. All he wanted was to be near you, to hear your voice, to share even just a small part of his day with you.
But for now, it seemed, he would have to wait.
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Your eyes snapped open at the sound of laughter echoing in your ears. You blinked quickly, bringing your focus to the source of the sound.
Your gaze lifted just in time to see Telemachus being pulled away by Lady Andreia, her hand gripping his wrist as she laughed. Your eyes tracked them, watching as the prince's figure grew smaller and smaller, swallowed by the distance between you and the lively courtyard ahead.
When he looked back, you quickly looked down, and after a few seconds, you glanced back up, only to see them disappear from your sight altogether around the bend.
You let out a sigh, looking back down at your lyre, your fingers tracing the familiar strings.
It wasn't the first time you'd watched Andreia intercept him like this. It had happened more than once since her arrival, her presence always lingering close to the prince, her laughter ringing out a little too often for your liking.
You hated how easy it seemed for her, how naturally she took up space in his day.
It made you feel small in comparison, like an afterthought, a shadow on the periphery of his world.
You told yourself it was ridiculous, that you had no claim to him, no right to feel this gnawing ache in your chest. But the feeling remained, stubborn and sharp.
The song that had been on the tip of your tongue faded away, your fingers now motionless against the strings. The mood to play had left, leaving behind an odd sense of emptiness.
You shook your head, trying to dispel the unease settling in your chest. There was no sense in dwelling on it.
Telemachus had his duties, his responsibilities, and you had yours. He was a prince, and you were—well, just you.
You forced a small smile, letting your fingers pluck a few lazy notes, but it was half-hearted, even to your own ears.
"Are you the official musician?"
The sudden voice startled you, and you nearly jumped out of your skin, the lyre clutched tightly to your chest as your eyes widened in surprise.
You looked up quickly, your gaze landing on a figure squatting just a foot away from you. Your eyebrows furrowed in confusion—how had he gotten so close without you noticing?
He wore Bronte's colors—green and yellow. His skin was olive-toned, warm under the sunlight, and his dark brown hair fell just past his shoulders. His eyes, equally dark, studied you with a kind of quiet curiosity that made you shift where you sat.
Realizing you hadn't answered his question, you cleared your throat, trying to steady your voice. "U-um, no," you stammered, your fingers fidgeting against the lyre strings. "I'm actually Queen Penelope's personal handmaiden." The words trailed off awkwardly, and you glanced down, picking at a blade of grass as if it were the most interesting thing in the world.
The young man hummed in response, and, without any hesitation, he plopped himself down directly in front of you, crossing his legs. You blinked at him, startled once again by his forwardness. His eyes were still on you, staring down at you as if he were trying to figure you out, his gaze curious, almost intense.
"I saw you play at the feast last night," he said after a moment, his voice carrying an ease that made you slightly envious. "You were incredible. Honestly, I couldn't look away."
You felt your cheeks heat up, and you waved a hand dismissively. "Oh, no, it wasn't just me," you said quickly, glancing down at the lyre. "I played among others. It was nothing special."
He shrugged, a small smile tugging at the corners of his lips. "Doesn't matter," he said, his tone light but sincere. "You were great, regardless."
Before you could think of a reply, he extended his hand out to you, his gaze unwavering. "Callias, at your service. I've come along with Princess Andreia from Bronte."
You blinked, staring for a second at his extended hand, your mind taking a moment to catch up.
A handshake? Here? Between servants?
Your eyes darted to his face, searching for any hint of mockery, but he just kept smiling, waiting patiently as if there was nothing unusual about his gesture.
Hesitantly, you wiped your hands on your dress before tentatively placing your hand in his. His grip was warm, firm, and he shook your hand with an ease that almost made your face heat up.
It was so casual, almost as if you knew each other for years, and the boldness of it threw you off-balance.
"I'm ____," you said softly, feeling the words stumble out of you.
He smiled again, broader this time, as if your awkwardness amused him. "____" he repeated, as if testing your name on his tongue.
You nodded, your hand still tingling from the unexpected contact. The handshake had felt strangely intimate—too bold, too modern for servants, especially in Ithaca.
You weren't quite sure how to react, so you just smiled politely, hoping the flush on your cheeks would die down soon.
"Well, um, welcome, Callias. I hope you find things to your liking here."
Callias gave you a nod, his smile turning almost conspiratorial, as if you shared some private joke. "I think I will," he said lightly, before casually leaning back on his hands, his gaze drifting up to the clear blue sky above.
You shifted slightly where you sat, unsure of what to say or do next. The unease from earlier had yet to fully disappear, replaced now by an odd mix of curiosity and apprehension.
Callias seemed comfortable—far more comfortable than you felt—and you couldn't help but wonder why he was here, sitting with you, instead of mingling with the other guests or tending to his duties.
"So, the Queen Penelope's personal handmaiden," he mused after a moment, his eyes flicking back down to you, his gaze soft but inquisitive. "That must be... interesting. Busy, I imagine."
You nodded, your fingers still fiddling with the strings of your lyre. "It is," you admitted. "The Queen is kind, though. She makes it worthwhile."
He hummed thoughtfully, his eyes narrowing slightly as if he were trying to piece something together. "And playing music—is that something you do often?"
You gave a small shrug, your gaze shifting to the lyre resting in your lap. "Whenever I have the time. It's more of a hobby than anything else."
"A hobby," he repeated, his tone light, almost teasing. "Well, it's a good one. You're talented—clearly."
You felt your cheeks flush again, and you ducked your head, letting out a soft laugh. "Thank you," you said quietly, unsure of what else to say.
Callias watched you for a moment longer, his gaze lingering before he finally looked away, his eyes once again drifting to the sky. "I think Ithaca's lucky to have someone like you," he said, his voice almost too soft to hear. "Someone who brings music and warmth to a place that's been through so much."
You glanced at him, surprised by the sincerity in his voice, and for a moment, you weren't quite sure how to respond. "Thank you," you said again, the words barely a whisper, your heart giving a small, unexpected flutter.
Callias' eyes then trailed down to the lyre sitting comfortably in your lap. His eyes brightened, a spark of excitement lighting them up as he leaned forward slightly. "What else can you play?" he asked.
You shifted a bit, unused to talking so openly with someone new—especially someone from another kingdom. After a moment, you answered, "Uh, well... I can play the sistrum, the aulos, and a few others." You trailed off awkwardly, your fingers absently toying with the strings of your lyre, the delicate notes barely audible.
The male let out an excited gasp before rummaging through his tunic. He pulled out a small instrument, a panpipe, holding it up with a cheeky grin on his face. "Can you play this?"
Curiously, you reached forward, and he placed it into your hands. You turned it over in your fingers, examining the little wooden instrument, its simple form somehow feeling significant.
You tilted your head, eyes narrowing thoughtfully as you studied it. You had seen panpipes before—they were common—but for some reason, you hadn't thought to learn it. Almost as if the idea had simply slipped your mind.
You looked back up at Callias, humming softly as you held it back out to him. "I'm not sure. I don't think I've ever played this."
Callias just grinned, the teasing glint in his eyes growing even brighter. Without warning, he leaned forward, his larger, calloused hand covering yours, gently closing your fingers back around the pipes. "Wanna learn?" he asked, his voice a bit lower, almost conspiratorial. "I could teach you."
You blinked, taken aback by his closeness, the warmth of his hand on yours making your heart stutter. Your mouth opened and closed, no words forming as you tried to process his boldness.
Callias' grin grew even wider before he pouted playfully, his head tilting to the side as if pleading with you. "C'mon, ____. It's a fair trade—you teach me the lyre, I teach you the pipes. Deal?"
You stared at him, your eyes widening slightly at his audacity. But there was something disarming in the way he spoke—something almost childlike in his enthusiasm—that made it hard to say no.
Slowly, you nodded, a small smile tugging at your lips despite yourself. "Alright, deal," you said softly.
The brunet beamed, his entire face lighting up with excitement. "Great! We'll start now then!"
Your eyes widened in surprise. "N-Now?" you stammered, glancing around the courtyard. It wasn't exactly crowded, but the thought of practicing a new instrument, here, in the open, made you nervous.
Callias chuckled, his gaze softening as he watched your apprehension. "Don't worry," he said, his voice gentle. "It's just me. No pressure." He leaned back, giving you some space as he gestured toward the pipes still in your hand. "Give it a try," he urged, his smile encouraging.
You took a deep breath, glancing down at the Panpipes, your fingers brushing over the smooth wood. Slowly, you brought it to your lips, hesitating for a moment before blowing softly, a gentle note escaping the pipes.
Callias clapped his hands together, his eyes shining. "See? You're already a natural!"
You couldn't help the laugh that escaped you, shaking your head at his enthusiasm. "I doubt that," you said, but there was a warmth in your chest now, the unease from earlier finally beginning to fade away.
"Here, lemme show you a simple song," Callias said, grabbing the pipes from your hand. He positioned them against his lips and began playing a soft, lilting melody. The notes flowed smoothly, the sound filling the air with a gentle charm.
You watched, entranced, as he played, his mouth moving deftly over the pipes.
After a few moments, he paused, looking at you with a grin. "See? Just follow along with the rhythm—nothing too fancy. It's simple enough. Here." He handed the pipes back to you, his smile encouraging.
You hesitated, feeling a bit of nervousness returning, but there was something so genuinely encouraging about Callias that made it hard to refuse. You took the pipes and held them to your lips, trying to mimic the way he had played.
The notes that came out were shaky, uneven, and you winced at the sound.
It felt... off. Not quite right.
You tried again, huffing slightly when the sound didn't come out as smoothly as it had for Callias.
With a pout, you pulled the pipes away from your lips, glaring down at the instrument. "Here," you muttered, holding it back out to him. "I can't seem to get it right."
Callias just laughed, his eyes twinkling as he took the pipes from you. "Aw, don't be too hard on yourself," he said teasingly. "Looks like there's finally an instrument you can't master."
You gave him a playful scowl, rolling your eyes. "Very funny," you mumbled, but the smile tugging at your lips betrayed your amusement.
Callias placed the pipes back into his tunic, patting them gently as if they were some treasured item. He leaned back further on his hands, his eyes closing as he let the sunlight warm his face. "It's okay, though. We can practice more another time," he said casually, as if he were already planning on spending more time with you.
You chuckled, raising an eyebrow at him. "Oh, really? How can you be so sure there'll be a next time?" you teased, your voice light.
Callias grinned without missing a beat, his eyes still closed. He gave a lazy shrug, the corners of his lips quirking up. "I don't know... just a gut feeling," he hummed, sounding entirely too pleased with himself.
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The two young royals walked slowly through the palace gardens, their feet crunching over the pebbled pathway.
The sun was bright, its golden rays filtering through the leaves of olive and laurel trees, the air filled with the scent of thyme and blooming myrtle. The gentle hum of bees and the occasional chirp of birds added a pleasant background, giving the illusion of perfect serenity.
Telemachus cleared his throat, trying to shift the awkwardness away. He turned to Andreia, offering her a small, polite smile. "So, Lady Andreia, what is it you'd like to talk about?"
Andreia sighed softly, her gaze drifting as they passed by a bush of narcissus flowers. She paused, reaching out to gently touch the soft petals, her fingers lingering there.
Telemachus couldn't help but think back to when you'd called them daffodils—what a silly name, he'd thought then, but now the thought made him smile.
"I must say," Andreia began, her voice almost wistful, "Ithaca is even more beautiful than I'd imagined. The people here are so kind, and everything is so... peaceful." She turned to look at Telemachus, her lips curving into a bright grin. "Despite the unfortunate reason for my visit, I find myself grateful for the chance to experience your homeland."
Telemachus blinked, taken aback by the sincerity in her voice. He opened his mouth to respond, but before he could, Andreia had already begun walking again, her gaze fixed forward. As she moved, she glanced over her shoulder at him, her eyes twinkling with a teasing light.
"I hear the prince of Ithaca is known for his hospitality," she said, her tone playfully challenging. "Does that extend to entertaining lonely guests as well?"
Telemachus found himself chuckling, the sound escaping him before he could even register it. It was strange—he hadn't expected to laugh, not in this moment, and definitely not with Andreia.
With a soft sigh, he followed after her, shaking his head slightly as he tried to push away the lingering thoughts of you beneath the cypress tree.
As they continued walking through the garden, Andreia engaged Telemachus in conversation, her voice warm and charismatic. She asked about the palace grounds, about his duties as the prince, and even about the people of Ithaca.
Her interest seemed genuine, her laughter light and easy as she responded to his answers.
Telemachus answered her questions politely, describing the routines he carried out to support his father and the responsibilities he had to the people of Ithaca. Andreia listened intently, her eyes never wavering from his face, and she nodded along, occasionally humming thoughtfully in response.
"I must say, my prince, for someone to be the son of a legend, you must be plenty prepared if trouble to arise, no?" Her eyes flickered back to Telemachus, her expression smoothing into one of respect. "The way he reclaimed his throne with such strength, such... resolve. It's rare to see a man so certain of his purpose, so willing to do whatever it takes for those he loves. It's admirable."
Telemachus blinked, watching her as she spoke.He cleared his throat, unsure how to respond. "My father has always been... determined," he said cautiously, his eyes narrowing slightly as he studied her face.
Andreia turned back to him, her expression brightening once more, her smile easy and warm. "Indeed. And that determination is something that runs in the family, I'm sure." She reached out, lightly brushing her fingers against his arm in a gesture that seemed casual yet deliberate. "After all, Ithaca is in capable hands with you, isn't it?"
Telemachus forced another smile, nodding. "Thank you, Lady Andreia. I... appreciate your confidence."
She gave him a final, lingering look, her lips curving into a smile that held just a hint of mystery. "Confidence is easy when one knows what to look for, my prince."
After a while, the conversation took a more serious turn.
Andreia turned to face him fully, her steps slowing as they neared another flowerbed. "Prince Telemachus," she said, her voice softer now, "I know that there has been tension between Ithaca and Bronte in the past. It's unfortunate that we meet under such grim circumstances, but I cannot help but think that perhaps this is an opportunity."
Telemachus' brow furrowed slightly, and he tilted his head. "What do you mean, Lady Andreia?"
She smiled, her eyes glimmering with something that seemed both hopeful and calculating. "Well, your mother, Queen Penelope, spoke of the importance of peace between our kingdoms. She spoke so warmly of a future where Ithaca and Bronte could coexist without distrust or resentment. And I agree with her." Andreia stepped closer, her gaze never wavering from Telemachus' eyes. "Peace can be achieved, and strengthened, through alliances." She paused, letting her words sink in before continuing, her tone almost coy. "Perhaps even through marriage."
Telemachus blinked, taken aback by the suggestion. For a moment, he was unsure if he had heard her correctly. "Marriage?" he echoed, his voice filled with disbelief.
Andreia giggled, waving her hand dismissively. "Oh, don't look so surprised, my prince. It's only a thought, after all." She leaned in slightly, her smile widening as she added, "A very practical thought, wouldn't you say? A formal alliance would ensure that our kingdoms remain on good terms."
Telemachus could feel the weight of her words settling on his shoulders. It was as if, in that single moment, everything had changed between them.
Lady Andreia was no longer just a guest in their home—no longer just a mourning sister seeking refuge. She had become a player on the board of politics, and suddenly, he too felt like a piece being maneuvered.
His role as her host, her supporter in a time of grief, had shifted—now, he was the prize, the potential bridge between two kingdoms.
The realization left him uneasy, an uncomfortable tightness in his chest. He forced a smile, though it felt a bit strained. "It is... certainly something to consider," he said, his voice careful, diplomatic.
Andreia's eyes sparkled, as if pleased by his response. "That's all I ask," she said, her tone light once more. She turned and continued walking, her fingers brushing against the leaves of a nearby shrub as they moved along the path. "I only wish for what is best for both our homes, Prince Telemachus." She glanced back at him with a teasing grin. "Besides, who wouldn't want to secure peace in such a charming place as Ithaca?"
Telemachus found himself chuckling again, though this time the laughter felt more like a reflex than genuine amusement; Andreia's suggestion had taken him off guard.
He hesitated, looking at her with a hint of curiosity. "Why are you so certain of this, Lady Andreia? We've only just met, after all," he said, his voice tinged with both hesitance and genuine curiosity.
Andreia paused, a playful hum escaping her lips as she tilted her head thoughtfully. She stepped closer to the flowerbed, her eyes catching sight of a cluster of blooms.
Without another word, she reached toward a bushel of vibrant flowers and plucked a stem delicately.
It was aconite, with its hooded, deep blue petals—though Telemachus couldn't recall its name. He watched as she approached him, the faint scent of the flower wafting through the warm air.
Andreia moved in close, her red tresses tumbling over her shoulder as she stood on her toes. Her perfume, light and sweet, mingled with the fragrance of the garden. She reached up, tucking the stem of the aconite behind Telemachus' ear, her fingers brushing against his skin.
The touch was gentle, almost intimate, and Telemachus found himself momentarily frozen.
A soft smile rested on her lips as she gazed into his eyes, her head tilting to the side in an endearing manner. "You could say... just a gut feeling," she murmured, her voice playful yet soft. And with that, she twirled away, her laughter echoing lightly as she continued along the garden path. "Now, I wonder if the anemones are in bloom," she mused aloud, as if her previous words hadn't left a strange tension in the air.
Telemachus watched her go, a mix of emotions swirling in his chest—confusion and perhaps a touch of unease. He reached up, touching the flower she had tucked behind his ear.
The gesture, the closeness, her words... they all left him with more questions than answers.
The prince wasn't sure what to do next—he knew he would have to tell his parents about this conversation, and the thought made him uneasy.
For now, though, he simply kept his thoughts to himself before following the young royal, unsure of what direction this unexpected turn would lead.
Notes:
A/N : ahhh, i had so much fun with the lil hints thrown in here blahhhh, y'all i literally researched so many meaning and stuff cuz im a nerd and wanted to see if i can try my hand at suspense/tension building, anywho ignore my rambling, hope you enjoy the new OC Callias...
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various!epic x fem!reader@winxanity_ii
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[A/N: 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐚 𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐧 𝐎𝐂 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐝 "𝐂𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐬" 𝐈 𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐀𝐫𝐭𝐁𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐞𝐫. 𝐇𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐡𝐢𝐦~]
Here's Callias
Chapter 15: 10.5 ┃ 𝐃𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒: 𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐥 𝐀𝐝𝐯𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐬
Summary:
Hey, winxies! Just wanted to give a heads-up to this little in-book 'one-shot' series called '𝐃𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒' since I edit a shitload of my books/chapters to make them more digestible/understandable (my daydreams shift dramatically from perspective to perspective like a film) a lot of scenes are put to the side because I don't want to mess up the pacing/overwhelm you all. But since I've been told you guys enjoy my writing---even the seemingly unnecessary bits---I'll be posting them 😩❤️❤️ i guess it can be seen as sort of filler/bridge scenes to get a look into things outside of MC perspective
Feel free to ask for clarity, I know I my writing tends to be erratic; I might not answer right away, but I'll definitely get to it...
Enough of my rambling, without further ado, here's extra part from ch.10 ┃ 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐨𝐧:
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
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Telemachus sat before his father in his parents' study.
It was a shared space where both Penelope and Odysseus spent their time overseeing the kingdom's affairs. The desk in front of him stretched almost the entire length of the room, with two chairs set behind it for both rulers.
Shelves filled with scrolls and books lined the walls, and in one corner sat Penelope's completed woven shroud, a testament to her patience and skill.
A fire crackled softly in the hearth, its warmth a gentle comfort against the stone walls.
Telemachus shifted in his chair, his leg bouncing restlessly. His eyes darted around the room, the flickering firelight casting dancing shadows across the aged parchment and the tapestry hanging above the mantle.
He tried to focus on the details of the room, but the uncertainty he felt twisted his thoughts into knots.
Across from him, Odysseus sat behind the large desk, glasses perched low on his nose as he read over a parchment, his gaze serious and unwavering. A servant stood by his side, carefully refilling his goblet with wine before silently leaving the room, leaving father and son alone.
As the door clicked shut, Odysseus finally looked up, his sharp eyes studying his son's posture. He set the parchment aside, his attention now entirely on Telemachus. "What seems to be troubling you, my son?"
Telemachus cleared his throat, shifting again in his seat. His hands fidgeted in his lap, fingers brushing against the fabric of his tunic. "Father, I... I need to speak with you. It's about..." He paused, his brow furrowing as he tried to find the right words. "It's about Lady Andreia of Bronte."
Odysseus raised an eyebrow, giving his son a patient nod. "Go on."
Telemachus took a deep breath, the air feeling heavy in his chest. "She spoke to me today," he began, his voice low and hesitant. "She mentioned... a proposition. A marriage alliance between Ithaca and Bronte." He could hardly believe the words as he spoke them, and he could feel his face heating up as he forced them out.
The study fell into silence, the crackling of the fireplace the only sound in the otherwise still room. Odysseus blinked, his brows knitting together as he processed his son's words. "A marriage alliance?" he repeated, his voice uncertain, almost as if he needed confirmation.
Telemachus nodded quickly, his eyes wide and earnest. "Yes, Father. She said it could help secure peace and strengthen the bond between our kingdoms..." His voice trailed off, unsure of how else to explain the strange conversation he'd had in the garden.
Odysseus leaned back slightly in his chair, his gaze turning thoughtful.
Just as the silence began to stretch uncomfortably, the door to the study burst open, and Penelope entered, her laughter echoing as she stepped inside. She was holding a parchment, her eyes alight with amusement. "Ody... you won't believe what Diomedes wrote back—" Her words faltered as she took in the scene before her, her eyes darting between her husband and her son, one of whom looked uncertain and the other tense.
The door closed heavily behind her, the echo of it filling the space as Penelope blinked, her expression shifting to one of confusion. "...Is it not a good time?" she asked, her voice softer, the excitement from moments before fading.
Odysseus looked at her, a tired but loving smile tugging at his lips. He shook his head, his gaze softening as he met his wife's eyes. "No, my love," he said gently, "you're right on time. In fact, I was about to ask someone to fetch you."
Penelope's brow furrowed slightly as she stepped further into the room, her eyes immediately shifting to Telemachus. The worry was clear in her expression as she moved toward her son, her steps quickening. "Telemachus, are you alright? Are you hurt?" she asked, her hands reaching for his face, brushing his cheek gently as she scanned his features for any sign of distress.
Telemachus squirmed a bit under her concern, trying to twist away from her hands, though a part of him found comfort in her presence. "Mother, I'm fine," he muttered, his cheeks flushing slightly as he tried to avoid her gaze. "Truly, there's no need to worry."
Odysseus chuckled from his place behind the desk, the sound low and warm. "No, Pen, our son isn't injured," he said, a hint of amusement coloring his tone. "But there is something else—perhaps even worse."
"Something worse?" Penelope's eyes widened, her hand flying to her chest as she shot a quick prayer to Zeus. "What is it, Odysseus? What has happened?"
Odysseus glanced at Telemachus, giving him an encouraging nod. The young man cleared his throat, his voice barely louder than a whisper as he spoke. "Mother, it's about Lady Andreia... She has proposed a... well, a marriage... between herself... and me."
Penelope blinked, her face going still for a moment before her lips parted, and she let out a soft, "Oh." She blinked again, repeating, "Oh." The tension that had gathered in her shoulders slowly ebbed away as she exhaled deeply, her eyes softening. "So, that's it," she murmured, almost to herself. Her gaze turned back to Odysseus, and with a huff, she moved over to him, swatting his arm lightly. "You need to stop scaring me like that. Honestly, I thought it was something far worse."
Odysseus chuckled again, rubbing his arm where she'd swatted him, though his smile only grew. "Apologies, my dear," he said, his eyes twinkling with affection. "But I suppose marriage proposals can be rather terrifying, depending on the circumstances."
Penelope clicked her tongue, her lips curving into a playful smirk as she bent down, pressing a soft kiss to his forehead. "Terrifying indeed," she murmured, her voice tinged with amusement. "I remember how frightful I was of a certain cunning warrior—someone who had a reputation that preceded him, and not always for the better." She gave him a teasing look, her eyes glinting as she leaned back, her fingers brushing a stray lock of his hair.
Odysseus let out an exaggerated sigh, shaking his head. "Ah, yes, a reputation I worked very hard to earn, might I add," he replied, a grin tugging at his lips. "Yet, I seem to remember a certain young woman who was rather intrigued by that very reputation." He reached up, gently catching her hand and holding it, his thumb brushing against her knuckles.
Penelope raised an eyebrow, her gaze softening even as she feigned exasperation. "Intrigued, perhaps," she conceded, her smile widening. "But I certainly wasn't without my doubts. You were a rogue, Odysseus—a charming one, no doubt, but still a rogue." She laughed, the sound light and genuine, her eyes crinkling at the corners.
Odysseus pulled her hand closer, pressing a kiss to her knuckles. "And yet here we are," he murmured, his voice low, filled with warmth. "The rogue and the queen, together still." He looked up at her, his gaze holding hers, the love between them palpable.
For a moment, the room seemed to shrink, the world narrowing to just the two of them.
Telemachus cleared his throat awkwardly, his voice cutting through the tender moment. But just before he spoke, a mix of emotions tightened his chest—embarrassment from intruding on their shared warmth and impatience that his problem seemed to linger, heavy and unresolved, while his parents could still find joy in each other.
It was almost as if his burden didn't belong in the same space as their lightness.
"Mother, Father, what am I supposed to do? What do I say? I can't possibly be in her presence knowing what she wants..." He trailed off, his eyes wide and a hint of desperation in his tone. He seemed almost to ramble, his thoughts spilling out faster than he could process them. "I can't get married, not to her. I thought she'd leave once her brother... I mean, I just... how can I fix this?"
Penelope's expression softened, but her gaze grew stern. "Telemachus," she began, her tone gentle but firm. "I understand you're troubled, but you can't just outright deny her. Not only would it be unwise, but also rather rude, given everything that she's been through."
She stepped forward, placing a comforting hand on her son's shoulder. "My son, she's lost her brother, and now she's seeking some form of stability—something she can hold on to—the only way we as young ladies have always been taught." Her voice softened, and there was a flicker of sadness in her eyes, as if recalling her own youth, and the pressures she had once faced.
Odysseus nodded, his eyes meeting his son's with an intensity that made Telemachus swallow. "Your mother's right. If you refuse her outright, it would be seen as an insult to Bronte. It could make things worse between our kingdoms, and we cannot afford that right now after just getting things stable," he said, his voice calm and steady. "There are ways to navigate this—you could try to get her to reconsider the proposal. Perhaps suggest a different way for our kingdoms to form alliances, one that does not require a marriage." He paused, tapping a finger thoughtfully on the arm of his chair. "Like military support or even a cultural exchange proposal."
Telemachus' brow furrowed, and Odysseus continued, leaning forward slightly. "Military alliance is significant, Telemachus. If we were to go that route, it would strengthen our borders and ensure that both Ithaca and Bronte can stand against any threats together whenever the issue arises. And for cultural exchanges, well... those foster true friendship, pride, and understanding between our people. When alliances are built on shared strength and celebrated through culture, they last much longer. They become something more than just an agreement on parchment. They become a bond."
Telemachus listened, nodding slowly as he absorbed his father's words. He felt the weight of the situation pressing on his shoulders, and though he still didn't know exactly what he would say to Lady Andreia, he knew his parents were right. He would have to tread carefully.
Odysseus leaned back, a knowing smile playing on his lips. "Or," he said, a glint of mischief in his eyes, "you could always try to get her to break it off herself. Perhaps show her that life here on Ithaca is not as ideal as she thinks." He shrugged, his smile widening. "Self-sabotage can be a useful tool, if wielded properly."
Telemachus' eyes widened slightly, and he let out a small, incredulous laugh. "Father, I'm not sure that would be the most honorable approach," he said, shaking his head.
Penelope clicked her tongue, though her lips twitched with a hint of a smile. "No, Odysseus," she said, giving her husband a pointed look. "We should at least try to handle this with some grace. No need to encourage cunning behavior."
Odysseus shrugged, a twinkle in his eye. "Grace, of course," he conceded, though his grin remained. "But a little cleverness never hurts." He reached for his wife's hand again, giving it a gentle squeeze.
Odysseus' gaze darkened, the mirth fading slightly. "But beware, Telemachus," he continued, his tone lowering, almost as if speaking to himself. "Alliances are often tested, especially those forged in uneasy times. Stability today does not guarantee peace tomorrow."
Penelope glanced at him, her eyes reflecting a silent understanding of the unspoken dangers that lingered. The air between them grew heavy with an unspoken awareness—the knowledge of how precarious peace could truly be.
Telemachus sighed, the tension slowly easing from his shoulders. He still wasn't entirely sure how he would handle Lady Andreia, but with his parents' support, he felt a bit more grounded. He gave a small nod. "Thank you, mother, father. I'll think on it," he said quietly, his voice more resolute.
Penelope smiled warmly at her son, leaning in to press a kiss to his forehead. "Whatever you decide, we trust you, my dear," she whispered, her hand lingering on his cheek for a moment before she stepped back.
Telemachus nodded, taking a deep breath. He wasn't sure what direction things would take, but for now, he was ready to face whatever lay ahead.
Notes:
Hey, winxies! Just wanted to give a heads-up to this little in-book 'one-shot' series called '𝐃𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒' since I edit a shitload of my books/chapters to make them more digestible/understandable (my daydreams shift dramatically from perspective to perspective like a film) a lot of scenes are put to the side because I don't want to mess up the pacing/overwhelm you all. But since I've been told you guys enjoy my writing---even the seemingly unnecessary bits---I'll be posting them 😩❤️❤️ i guess it can be seen as sort of filler/bridge scenes to get a look into things outside of MC
Chapter 16: 11 ┃ 𝐬𝐩𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
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The morning sun filtered gently through the open windows, casting a golden glow across Queen Penelope's chambers. The light was soft, barely warm, and it turned the curtains into gauzy veils, making them sway gently with the breeze that carried the scent of the herbs growing outside.
You were pouring a delicate herbal infusion, the scent of rosemary and mint rising into the air, into a silver cup etched with Athena's myth. The intricate designs on the cup shimmered in the morning light, depicting the goddess in battle, her spear raised high.
The steam curled up in gentle wisps, twisting and dissipating into the soft morning light. You carefully controlled the stream, tilting the clay vessel slowly to ensure not a single drop spilled.
Penelope's voice filled the room, smooth and wistful, as she spoke of simpler days—her youth, the laughter of her childhood—spent exploring the olive groves, of secret hiding spots near the cliffs, and of the scent of the sea that lingered in her hair long after she returned home. Her gaze drifted toward the open window, her eyes losing focus as if she could see those groves once more, stretching endlessly before her.
Her fingers absently traced the rim of her cup, following the contours as she spoke, her lips curving into a small, almost bittersweet smile. There was a soft sigh, barely audible, as if she were reluctant to return to the present.
You listened attentively, nodding occasionally as you steadied the clay vessel holding the water; your gaze flickered between the steaming infusion and the queen, taking in her every word. Each story she told felt like a thread weaving a vivid tapestry of her past, and you could almost see it—young Penelope, her laughter ringing through the hills of Sparta, her eyes bright and free of worry.
There was a soft sigh, barely audible, as if she were reluctant to return to the present. Her voice, usually commanding and full of responsibility, now held a gentleness—a vulnerability that she rarely showed.
But the quiet intimacy of the moment was interrupted by a sudden, firm knock at the chamber door. Penelope paused mid-sentence, her brows arching slightly as her gaze shifted towards the door.
You gave her a reassuring smile before setting the cloth down beside the shallow clay vessel holding the hot herbal water; you smoothed out the creases in your dress, the fabric rustling softly as you moved towards the door.
Your hand hovered over the doorknob for a moment before you pulled it open.
The door creaked slightly, and your eyes immediately met Telemachus'. His face was scrunched in a frown, his brow furrowed as if deep in thought. But the moment his eyes landed on you, his expression softened. A smile began to tug at his lips, and you could feel one growing on yours in return.
You stared up at him, taking in the way his features changed—the tension leaving his face, his eyes softening with recognition.
But then, something shifted.
His eyes widened just a smidge, and a look of panic flashed across his features, his smile faltering. You could see the muscles in his jaw clench for a moment, his eyes darting towards the interior of the room before quickly flicking back to you.
A bead of sweat seemed to form at his temple, and his eyes—once so filled with warmth—now carried a sense of urgency, almost as if he had been caught somewhere he shouldn't have been.
You blinked, your own smile freezing as you tried to understand the sudden change. Confusion clouded your thoughts, and you opened your mouth to say something, but no words came out.
Penelope's voice called from behind you, breaking the growing silence. "Who is it, ____?"
You turned, holding the door wider as you spoke, "It's Prince Telemachus, my—" Your words faltered, the sentence trailing off as you turned your head back towards the door, only to find the empty space before you. "—queen?"
The hallway beyond was empty.
You blinked, your eyes scanning the space, almost expecting to see Telemachus hiding just beyond the doorframe. But there was nothing, only the quiet echo of Penelope's chambers and the distant chirping of morning birds.
The silence suddenly felt thick, the warmth of his presence fading like a dream slipping away upon waking. Had he even been there at all? The thought flickered through your mind, absurd yet unsettling, as if the entire exchange had been nothing more than a trick of your imagination.
Your face scrunched up, a puzzled frown tugging at your lips.
You turned back to Penelope, brows knitting together in bewilderment. "Um, I'm unsure where he'd gone," you said, your voice hesitant. "I could have sworn he was just here..."
You felt the confusion settle deeper, as if the moment you had just experienced had slipped like water through your fingers.
Penelope's curious gaze settled on you, her eyes narrowing just a bit as she studied your expression. "Telemachus was here?" she repeated, her voice calm, though curiosity laced her tone.
You nodded, feeling a bit silly now. "He was. Just for a moment, but..." You hesitated, glancing once more at the open door, half-expecting him to reappear as quickly as he'd vanished. "I truly don't know where he went."
You turned back around to shut the door, but before you could, hurried footsteps echoed down the hallway once more. You paused, the door still ajar, and turned just in time to see a young servant skidding to a stop, panting slightly.
"Wait, please," they called, their voice soft but urgent.
You blinked, taking in their appearance—a young person, their features so delicate it was hard to tell if they were a young man or woman. Their tawny-honey hair pulled back into a messy ponytail, stray strands framing their face; large, earnest hazel eyes met yours, catching a bit of the morning light.
They wore a male servant's uniform that hung loosely on their slender frame, and they were around your height, perhaps a bit taller. But despite the clothing, there was an androgynous beauty to them—something almost ethereal in their features.
"Prince Telemachus..." the servant panted, trying to catch their breath. You raised an eyebrow, a questioning look in your eyes as you waited for them to continue. The servant hesitated, tucking a stray lock of hair behind their ear, their gaze briefly dropping to the floor. "He told me to tell you..." They paused, pressing a hand to their chest before finally managing, "To tell his mother... he'll be back to... join her for lunch."
You stood there, almost speechless for a moment, a wave of confusion washing over you. "Oh..." was all you managed for a moment, glancing down the hallway again.
"Alright, thank you," you finally managed, the words coming out slower than usual, still unsure what to make of it. You gave the servant a small smile as they straightened up, their breathing slowly returning to normal.
They gave you a polite bow, shifting slightly from foot to foot as if uncertain, before turning and disappearing down the hallway, leaving you standing there, the door still ajar.
You slowly closed the door, the latch clicking quietly into place. As you turned back around, Penelope had already lifted her cup to her lips. You caught a glimpse of her expression—her eyes glinting with something unreadable, her lips twitching as if hiding a smile.
She shook her head slightly, her voice so soft you almost missed it, lips curving into an almost secretive smile. "Silly boy," she muttered, almost to herself, a sigh escaping as if it was a habit—a mother's familiar exasperation mixed with affection.
You made your way back across the room, still feeling a hint of confusion. Penelope set her cup down as you approached, a soft chuckle escaping her lips. "There's no need to relay the message, dear," she said, her eyes glinting with humor. "I heard everything."
You blinked, a bashful smile tugging at your lips. "Oh... of course, my queen," you murmured, a bit flustered.
Penelope shook her head again, her eyes softening as she looked up at you. "He's always been impulsive, but his heart's in the right place," she said, her tone filled with both fondness and a hint of exasperation.
You weren't too sure why she told you this, but you accepted it with a nod.
Turning back to your little station, you busied yourself with tidying up—setting the sugar bowl neatly back onto the tray you had carried there, arranging in a more orderly cluster.
You carefully lifted the clay vessel next, making sure there were no spills, and set it back onto the tray as well. The familiar task brought you a sense of calm, grounding you amidst the lingering confusion.
As you worked, Penelope's voice called to you, soft yet clear, "Well, since my son has taken charge of my lunch plans, I suppose you'll be alright if I free you of your duties until then." She paused, her gaze flicking towards the window, her lips curving into a small smile. "Telemachus and I will likely have lunch in the reading alcove—it's a beautiful day, the sun should bless us with good light."
You bowed your head respectfully, a warm smile touching your lips. "Of course, my queen. I'll be sure to bring extra wine as well as the prince's favorite honey cakes," you replied, a hint of affection in your voice as you thought of Telemachus' fondness for the treat.
Penelope nodded, her eyes twinkling slightly. "Thank you, dear. That would be lovely."
You straightened up, gathering the tray and making your way towards the door. As you reached it, you glanced back, catching sight of Penelope gazing out the window, her expression soft and almost wistful. She held her cup delicately, the rim just brushing her lips as she took a small sip, her eyes distant.
There was something peaceful about her in that moment—something deeply content as she watched.
With a deep breath, you made your way out the room.
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"You're strumming it like you're trying to scare a cat away!"
"How is it my fault that you're a horrible teacher!?"
The courtyard was calm today, bathed in golden sunlight that filtered through the leaves of olive and cypress trees. The air was filled with the scent of fresh earth, blooming flowers, and the distant hint of salt from the sea.
You and Callias were settled comfortably on the soft grass, your shoulders almost touching as you leaned in to watch his attempts at the lyre. He was holding your lyre, though not quite as gracefully as you might have liked, the strings stilling under his fingers as he tried to follow your instructions.
"Alright, alright, let me try again!" Callias insisted, determination written across his face despite his obvious lack of talent.
You watched as he squinted down at the lyre, lifting it much higher than necessary until it was perched awkwardly against his chest. His tongue peeked out slightly from between his lips as he concentrated, fingers awkwardly plucking at the strings with an exaggerated precision.
A few dull, entirely off-tune notes rang out, and you couldn't help but cringe just a little, trying to hold back your laughter.
He strummed a few more times before sighing in defeat, sucking his teeth as he plopped the lyre into your lap without warning. "Obviously, it's broken," he declared, crossing his arms over his chest and lifting his chin as though offended.
You raised an eyebrow, the corners of your lips twitching with amusement. Callias peeked one eye open, gauging your reaction before quickly turning his head again, pretending to remain aloof.
The sight of his exaggerated haughtiness, paired with the sheer audacity of his complaint, was too much. You couldn't hold it in any longer—the laughter bubbled up, light and infectious, spilling from your lips.
Hugging the lyre to your chest, you shook your head. "Oh, broken, is it?" you managed between laughs. "You mean to tell me the strings are to blame for your... unique musical talents?"
Callias scoffed, turning his head just enough for you to catch his smirk. "I don't appreciate your tone, fair lady," he replied, pretending to be deeply hurt.
You rolled your eyes, your laughter finally subsiding into softer giggles. Despite only knowing him for a short time, Callias made it feel as if you'd known each other forever.
The way he sulked—childlike and endearing—made it hard for you to take him seriously, and though his musical skills left much to be desired, there was a lightness to these moments—something carefree and genuine.
You nudged him playfully with your elbow, a teasing grin spreading across your face. "Maybe it's not broken, Callias. Maybe it's just you," you teased, your fingers already plucking at the strings with ease, producing a short and sweet melody that seemed to fill the air effortlessly.
Callias' lips pulled into a pout, his eyes narrowing at your casual display of skill. He watched you for a beat, his expression somewhere between admiration and mock annoyance. "Show-off," he muttered, though his tone held no real bitterness.
Suddenly, his eyes lit up, and a grin of his own returned. He reached into the satchel at his side, pulling out his panpipes, and wiggled them in front of your face. "Well, at least I can play these," he declared, his voice taking on a challenging note. "Now it's your turn to struggle."
You couldn't help but sigh dramatically, your shoulders slumping slightly in mock defeat. "Oh, not those again," you groaned, but a smile tugged at your lips nonetheless.
Callias waggled his eyebrows at you, clearly enjoying himself. "Come on, now. Fair's fair, isn't it?" He gave the pipes a shake, the small wooden tubes clicking together. "Let's see if you've magically gotten any better since this morning."
Your mind drifted back to earlier. After being relieved by the queen, you'd made your way to your usual spot in the courtyard, only to be intercepted by Callias not too long after. Without so much as a greeting, he'd started talking about practicing instruments, and before you knew it, he had you attempting to play his panpipes again.
Despite your natural affinity for most instruments, the pipes had given you trouble from the start. Something about the coordination of breath and fingers just didn't come easily, and after a few embarrassing squeaks and out-of-tune notes, you'd given up—flustered and frustrated.
Callias had laughed it off, of course, insisting that it was all part of the learning process, before demanding a turn with your lyre. And now, here the two of you were, neither particularly successful, but both unwilling to admit defeat.
With a sigh, you set the lyre down beside you and reached for the panpipes. "Fine, fine," you said, trying to suppress the smile threatening to break free. "But if I pass out from lack of air, it'll be on your conscience."
Callias smirked, leaning back on his hands as he watched you bring the pipes to your lips. "Oh, I doubt that," he teased. "Besides, you're too stubborn to give up that easily."
You took a deep breath, eyes narrowing in determination. The pipes were cool beneath your fingers, and as you blew into them, you tried to mimic the same smooth melody Callias had played earlier.
The sound that came out was... not quite right. It wasn't the high-pitched squeak from before, but it was still far from pleasant.
Callias bit his lip, clearly trying not to laugh, and you shot him a glare. "You're a terrible teacher," you shot back, lowering the pipes with a huff.
He grinned, shrugging with an expression that very clearly said, You win some, you lose some. He reached over, giving your shoulder a reassuring pat. "Don't worry, you'll get there eventually. And until then, I'll just be here... being better at it than you."
You rolled your eyes, but a smile found its way to your lips.
Playfully, you scowled and shook your fist at him, your eyes narrowing in mock annoyance. "Oh, you're insufferable! You sound like an old crone—'Practice makes perfect, my dear!' Bah!"
Callias' eyes went wide for a split second before he burst into a fit of laughter, his head tipping back as he shrieked with delight. "Oh gods, listen to yourself!" he gasped, barely able to speak through his laughter. "Me!? You're the one that sounds ancient! Like some wise old grandmother trying to give life advice!"
You huffed, though the smile pulling at your lips betrayed your attempt at indignation. "Well, maybe the old crones know a thing or two," you shot back, but even as you spoke, your own laughter threatened to bubble up again.
Callias continued to laugh, clutching his side, and you couldn't help but join in, the courtyard once again filled with the lightness of your shared joy.
"There you are, Callias..."
The sharp voice broke through your laughter, shattering the carefree moment like a clay pot against stone.
You and Callias both froze mid-laugh, your heads snapping over to the source of the voice. A few feet away stood Lady Andreia, making her way toward the two of you with a determined stride.
Your eyes were drawn to Andreia's dress first. At first glance, it looked to be blue, but as she drew closer, the true color became more apparent—a seafoam green, soft and elegant, the fabric rippling like water with each of her steps. She moved with a certain regality, her chin held high, her expression carefully poised.
A servant trailed behind her, holding a skiadeion—a small, elegant parasol that matched Andreia's attire, shading her from the morning sun.
Callias cleared his throat, his previous laughter abruptly stifled, though his lips still twitched with the remnants of a grin. He gave you a quick, sideways glance, his eyes wide with mock alarm, as though silently asking if you could shield him from whatever was coming.
Quickly, the two of you scrambled to your feet. Callias was up first, briskly dusting off his pants before extending his hand to you. His grip was steady as he helped you up gently. You dusted off your skirts as Andreia came to a stop in front of you both, her gaze flickering between you and Callias.
The air felt different, heavier.
You could sense Andreia's dismissive demeanor as her eyes glanced over you briefly before moving right back to Callias, almost as if you were not worth lingering on.
It wasn't exactly hostile, but you couldn't ignore the way she seemed to see through you. It struck you how different she acted when a member of the royal family was present—almost like you weren't even there.
Callias, sensing the tension, glanced at you and gave you an apologetic look. "Sorry about this," he murmured, and you shook your head, brushing it off with a small smile. "No worries," you replied lightly, trying to ignore the sudden awkwardness. "Remember, I have to bring the queen and prince lunch... speaking of which, I believe it's almost time."
You gave a shallow curtsy to Andreia, your eyes lowering out of respect. "My lady, if you'll excuse me," you said politely, clutching your dress tightly.
Andreia's eyes snapped toward you, and for a brief second, it was as if she'd just realized you were standing there. "Oh... and you are...?"
You swallowed, feeling your cheeks heat up slightly as you tried not to stutter. "I am, ____... I am the queen's personal handmaiden, my lady." Internally, embarrassment clawed at you.
You'd thought that surely she knew you by now, with all the time spent in the palace. But you quickly brushed it aside. She was a royal, after all, and you were merely a servant—it wasn't her place to know who you were.
It felt like whatever interest she may have had fizzled away, like a candle snuffed out. Without so much as acknowledging your introduction, her gaze shifted back to Callias, her attention solely on him now.
The conversation moved forward, and you were no longer a part of it.
Andreia spoke to Callias in a tone that was neither harsh nor gentle. It lacked the warmth you were used to hearing when the Ithacan royals addressed their servants—something was missing, like the courtesy extended to those who worked tirelessly behind the scenes.
Callias, in response, kept his face neutral, his expression giving nothing away. It was like he'd donned a mask, one practiced and well-worn, as though he was used to this kind of interaction.
Peeking slightly over Andreia's shoulder, you caught Callias' eye. For just a heartbeat, his blank face broke as he tilted his head ever so slightly, a silent signal that said go, get out of here while you can. He managed a small, reassuring smile, one meant just for you.
You nodded gratefully and took a careful step back before turning on your heel, eager to slip away unnoticed. Your departure was quick, your feet nearly gliding across the stone path as you put distance between yourself and the royal and two servants.
As you left, Andreia's voice grew louder, commanding in a way that demanded attention. Whatever she needed from Callias was not your concern anymore.
You pushed the encounter from your mind, focusing instead on your next task—the lunch preparations for the queen and prince awaited, and you couldn't afford to be distracted; plus, there was no use lingering on things you couldn't change.
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It wasn't until sometime later, after you had served lunch to your two royals, that you realized you had forgotten your lyre.
A small pang of panic rippled through your chest, your mind racing. But then you remembered where you had last had it—in the courtyard, with Callias.
If this had been before you'd spent time with him, you might have been worried out of your mind, imagining all the possible ways your instrument could've ended up damaged or worse. But you knew Callias now.
Despite his teasing nature, you had come to see how careful and considerate he was, especially with his own instrument. He treated the panpipes with reverence, always handling them as if they were made of glass.
You could trust him to grant your lyre the same respect.
You sighed, relieved, deciding to simply ask him about it when you next saw him. However, as you were leaving Queen Penelope's quarters, your arms full with a basket of dirty bedsheets, someone startled you. A soft voice called out, and you turned, blinking in surprise. "Excuse me, miss?"
It was a servant—a Bronte servant, to be precise.
"Yes?" You gave a polite smile, shifting everything to one arm.
"Callias asked me to tell you that he has your lyre with him near the sheepfold."
For a moment, you were stunned, blinking at the servant before managing a response. "Oh," you mumbled, "Thank you."
The servant gave a polite nod before turning and leaving, her footsteps echoing lightly in the hallway. As she disappeared around the corner, you let out a soft scoff, shaking your head with a smile. "He would make me cross the entire palace just to get it," you muttered under your breath, amused.
Balancing the heavy basket back in both arms, you shifted its weight slightly, a humor-tinged thought crossing your mind as you began walking—since the king's return, Penelope had spent more time in his chambers rather than her own.
It seemed as though she used her quarters as a sort of resting spot, a break room whenever Odysseus was too busy to be with her. She hadn't moved back to her old rooms permanently, though.
It made sense, you supposed, after twenty years apart; staying close must have been comforting for them both.
You smiled at the thought, admiring their closeness.
With that small smile still lingering on your lips, you continued on your way, making a mental note to find Callias as soon as you dropped this off. You glanced out the window, noting the sun halfway in the sky.
You still had time before dinner.
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A soft breeze brushed against your face as you stepped into the open corridors of the palace. You walked across the polished stone floors, each step echoing lightly in the halls.
The air was crisp, carrying with it a slight chill that nipped at your exposed skin—a reminder that the sun was now hidden partially behind clouds, leaving the palace grounds caught in that in-between of warmth and coolness.
You blew into your free hand, warming it with your breath, your fingers feeling a little stiff from the cold.
The sky above shifted from blue to a muted gray as the clouds filtered across, their shadows passing over the palace like fleeting memories. It wasn't an unpleasant cold, but enough to make you miss the earlier sunlight.
As you moved closer to the sheepfold, the difference between the animal areas became noticeable.
Unlike the pungent, earthy scent that clung to Eumaeus's pigsty, the air near the sheepfold was significantly lighter—a faint musk mixed with the grassy, soft bleating of sheep in the distance.
It was almost peaceful compared to the boisterous sounds of the pigs.
The layout was familiar. A small fenced-in area held the sheep in place, and beyond that, a shed a few feet away housed their feed and tools—simple, practical, but well-kept.
A soft melody reached your ears, just barely discernible over the rustling of the wind. Your pace quickened, a teasing smile tugging at the corners of your lips. It was unmistakably the sound of your lyre—though played with hesitance, and the notes weren't quite right.
Rounding the bend of the sheepfold, you caught sight of a makeshift setup—a crate, weathered and worn, placed in front of the shed. Someone sat upon it, back straight and poise evident even from afar. A small, fenced-in area behind them kept the sheep safely enclosed, and the shed nearby cast a long shadow across the ground.
"Ah-ha! I knew you knew how to play! Better pay up for wasting my time..." your voice trailed off, your teasing tone faltering mid-sentence.
It wasn't Callias.
Lady Andreia turned her head, her eyes locking onto yours as you came to a sudden stop.
The clouds overhead thickened, their dark shapes sliding slowly across the sky, casting elongated shadows on the palace grounds. The breeze picked up, a little sharper now, carrying a weight that clung to your skin.
She was sitting delicately on the edge of the crate, her back straight, as if even the old box disgusted her. Her fingers stilled over the strings of your lyre, and she regarded you with an arched brow, clearly unamused by your sudden appearance.
The playful smile you'd worn vanished, replaced by an expression of surprise and confusion. Andreia—of all people—had your lyre. You tried to school your features, but it was difficult to hide the uncertainty bubbling within you.
The soft melody she had been playing died off, leaving an awkward silence hanging in the air. Andreia remained seated, her eyes narrowing ever so slightly, the lyre still resting atop her lap, her fingers tracing its edges with a lazy kind of carelessness.
Tearing your eyes away from your lyre, you immediately dropped into a curtsey, apologizing, "I'm so sorry, Lady Andreia, I-I thought Callias—"
She cut you off abruptly, standing with a swift motion, her gaze never leaving your face as she approached. "No need to explain," she said, her voice cool, dismissive. "I know."
The air grew heavier, the faint scent of moisture carried on the breeze. Somewhere far off, you thought you saw the sky flicker, but the light faded before you could be sure.
You blinked, rising slowly, your eyes flicking back up to meet hers as confusion etched itself onto your features. "P-pardon?" The word slipped out before you could stop it—an instinct, questioning her words.
Andreia said nothing for a moment, just letting out a nonchalant hum as her eyes assessed you, taking in every detail as she began circling you, moving gracefully, her gaze never faltering.
There was something in the way she walked—like a cat slowly stalking prey—that made you tense, your stomach twisting into a small knot.
The clouds above grew darker still, deepening to a stormy gray, casting an eerie dimness over the courtyard. The breeze had turned into a steady wind, and you noticed the way it stirred the hem of Andreia's dress.
Then, she stopped in front of you, her head tilting to the side; her eyes bore into yours, lips curling into a slight smirk. "You're pretty," she said bluntly, the words dropping like a stone between you.
The bluntness of her statement made you stiffen, taken aback by the unexpected comment. You blinked before forcing yourself to reply. "Um, t-thank you, Lady—"
But before you could even finish, Andreia cut you off again, stepping closer, her eyes narrowing as her lips twisted into something between a smirk and a smile. It was as if she spoke not to you, but rather at you—as if you were an accessory to her musings. "Tell me," she continued, her voice dropping into a conspiratorial whisper, "did my brother find you pretty as well?"
Faint flashes of light appeared far on the horizon, subtle and quick, casting brief flickers across the landscape.
The question caught you off guard, and you fumbled for a response, your heart jumping to your throat. "N-no, my lady," you stammered, dropping your gaze to the ground, feeling heat rise to your cheeks. "I—He— He was here as a suitor for the queen—only for the queen."
Andreia hummed again, her eyes never leaving your face, studying the way you faltered; the smirk on her lips growing slightly as she stepped closer, her presence overwhelming. You could feel the weight of her gaze, and it made you want to shrink away.
You dropped your gaze further. "I—The queen... and Prince Telemachus," you mumbled quickly, grasping for anything to divert the conversation. "Dinner will be starting soon, and the royal family will surely need me. Excuse me."
Far away, the flashes became more frequent, illuminating the edges of the clouds in fleeting bursts. The air was thick now, clinging to your skin, heavy with the promise of rain.
You thought about reaching for your lyre, but decided against it. The last thing you wanted was to escalate whatever strange game Andreia was playing. Instead, you turned on your heel, attempting to step back and leave.
But Andreia was quicker. Her fingers wrapped around your arm, stopping you in place. Her nails dug in lightly—not enough to hurt, but enough to make her point clear. "Hold on," she said, her voice now edged with a sharper, commanding tone, laced with a bit of mockery. "No need to be rude to your guest..."
You swallowed hard, your heart pounding in your chest. You didn't dare look up, keeping your eyes trained on the ground as you nodded slightly. "Of course, my lady... my apologies."
Andreia held your arm for a moment longer, her nails digging in a tad bit deeper, just enough that you had to withhold a wince, resisting the instinct to yank your arm away, before she finally let go.
When you finally looked up, Andreia was smiling at you, but it never reached her eyes—there was something hollow, calculated in her expression.
The atmosphere between you both was heavy, tense, and you felt the urge to leave bubbling up again. The coldness of her gaze seemed to seep into your very bones, and you had to stop yourself from recoiling.
Andreia just tilted her head, her eyes trailing down before she focused on the lyre in her hands. Her fingers traced along its edges lazily, her gaze turning almost absent, as if you had faded from her attention altogether.
She hummed softly, her tone light but with a mocking undercurrent. "You know, Callias was very eager to be the one to deliver this back to you... your lyre, that is, once he realized you left it," she mused, her voice almost casual.
Andreia lifted the lyre by one of its strings, letting it dangle precariously, the wooden frame swaying in her grip.
Your hand twitched involuntarily, a surge of worry running through you.
It hung on her finger like it was ready to snap at any moment, and she seemed to know exactly how it looked—her eyes darting to you out of the corner of her gaze, watching for a reaction.
"What an ugly thing," she finally said, her tone blunt, as if the comment held no weight. Your eyes remained on the lyre, your heart tightening at the sight of it hanging so carelessly.
You swallowed thickly, trying to keep your expression neutral.
You cleared your throat, mustering the courage to speak. "Lady Andreia," you began, your voice wavering slightly. Andreia's eyes snapped sharply to yours, her gaze narrowing, daring you to continue. "If I may—it's a gift from Queen Penelope, herself," you managed to say, your voice barely louder than a whisper.
At this, Andreia's expression twitched, her lips tightening for a brief moment before she let out a scoff. "A gift from the queen? What in the name of Hades would compel her to give you something like this?" she asked, her voice dripping with incredulity, her fingers still tracing the edge of the lyre.
The air between you seemed to grow colder, the tension twisting tighter, and all you could do was stand there, your heart pounding against your ribs.
You hesitated, your eyes dropping back to the lyre. It was weathered and aged—clearly old. Though you cared for it diligently, the wood had dried out over the years, becoming brittle. Hairline cracks had formed around the joints, particularly where the crossbar connected to the arms—areas of frequent stress.
It was actually a lyre the queen had herself from her youth, a ratty old thing that you cherished deeply.
Over the years, Penelope and even Telemachus had often asked if you wanted a new one. The prince had even reassured you that he could have the best lyre ever crafted, the most expensive one available, if only you asked.
But you always refused.
This lyre held more than just music—it carried memories, moments shared with the queen, times of solace, and comfort. It was more than an instrument; it was a piece of your past that you weren't ready to part with.
Your once respectful demeanor began to evaporate, frustration bubbling beneath your skin. You could feel your lips pulling into a frown, your face heating up in anger.
Your patience was wearing thin—you were getting sick of this royal, her coldness, her careless words.
"It doesn't matter why," you said harshly, your voice firmer now. "The queen gave it to me, and I am thankful for it. She did so much for all of us during her time of grief for King Odysseus—and this 'ugly thing' helped her, helped many of us, get through that." You could feel your heart pounding as you spoke, your words coming out more boldly than you had intended.
It wasn't until the silence settled between you, the weight of your words hanging in the air, that you realized what you'd done. You gasped, eyes widening as your hands flew to your mouth.
Andreia narrowed her eyes at you, her lips pressed into a thin line. For a moment, you thought she might lash out, but then her face smoothed out entirely. The warmth—what little of it there ever was—returned to her features, her lips curving into a smile that was almost pleasant.
"F-forgive me, Lady Andreia... I-I didn't mean to speak out of turn... I—"
She raised a hand to her mouth, hiding a giggle, as if you'd just said the funniest thing in the world, cutting your apology off completely. "Oh, how amusing," she said, her eyes glinting with something you couldn't quite place. She took a step forward, her gaze holding yours. "It's funny," she continued, her voice almost sing-song, "how you still call me 'Lady Andreia' instead of what I am—a princess."
You blinked, taken aback, confused by the sudden shift. You had expected her to address your outburst, your audacity. You had expected her to be furious, to lash out.
Instead, she was smiling—talking about a title.
Honestly, you didn't call her 'princess' because she wasn't your princess. Plus, King Odysseus had shown his hand the very day the Bronte entourage arrived, addressing her as 'Lady Andreia,' despite her official title.
It was clear he wanted everyone in Ithaca to treat her as a guest, not as someone to be held above—or even on equal footing—as the royal family here.
Clearing your throat, you looked away, chickening out for a few seconds before finally gathering the courage to look her in the eyes once more, only to falter at the sight of her eyes—dark and stormy, yet the same smile remained on her face. "Um, oh, forgive me, I didn't mean to offend—"
She cut you off, letting out a laugh that sounded forced and hollow. "Of course not," she said, her voice dripping with false sweetness. "I wouldn't expect a servant to understand proper decorum. You're all just so... simple-minded, aren't you?" Her words were sharp, tinged with something cruel, yet there was truth to her observation—something bitter that stung.
You stayed silent, your teeth pressing into the inside of your cheek, hoping that this would be enough, that maybe she would stop and let you go. That she'd finally leave.
But Andreia wasn't done.
"You see, that's the issue with servants these days," she said, her voice dropping lower as she began to rant, her eyes drifting away from yours. "You're allowed too much joy, too much freedom. It makes you forget your place." Her gaze flicked back to the lyre, and without warning, she harshly plucked at the strings, her fingers pulling at them almost violently, as if to prove some twisted point.
The discordant twang made you wince inwardly, though you dared not let it show on your face.
She tilted her head, her fingers tracing along the lyre's frame. "Don't you agree, ____?" she asked, her voice back sickeningly sweet, her eyes cold as ice, her question hanging in the air like a challenge.
You blinked, not only because you were confused about where she was going with this but also because you weren't aware she even knew your name, especially considering how she'd brushed you off with barely a glance.
You cleared your throat again, buying a few precious seconds as you struggled to find the right words. You swallowed hard, your mouth suddenly feeling dry. "Um, I apologize—I'm unsure what you mean..." you began, trying to deflect her question.
But she wasn't having it.
"That servants shouldn't be pestered from their duties, distracted..." she continued, her voice sharp. Her stare was unwavering, and it was unnerving enough that you felt your gaze drift away from hers involuntarily once more, your shoulders stiffening.
You shifted your weight, the cold wind brushing against your back as you stood there under her scrutiny. Finally, you nodded, your voice coming out barely louder than a whisper. "Yes, I agree, Lady Andreia."
Andreia's shoulders visibly relaxed at that, her smile shifting into something that almost looked genuine. She tilted her head, her eyes softening, though the coldness behind them never truly faded. "I'm happy we gained this understanding, ____."
You nodded, hoping that the ordeal was over, that she might dismiss you. "Um, if that is all, then I should—"
You were cut off by the sight of her raising both her arms high, and just as quickly, she brought her knee up sharply, smashing the lyre against it.
The sound of splintering wood filled the space between you, a harsh, unforgiving crack.
The moment the lyre splintered, a flash of lightning lit up the courtyard, followed by the deep, guttural boom of thunder that seemed to shake the very ground beneath your feet.
The lyre's fragile body splintered across her knee—not entirely in half, but enough to create a large, jagged crack down the middle. One of the arms broke almost completely, dangling loosely by a few remaining fibers, while a couple of strings snapped entirely, coiling up limply.
She dropped the pieces into the mud below, where they landed with a dull, heart-wrenching thud.
Your breath caught in your throat, your heart leaping to your mouth as you watched her let go, the shattered remains of your cherished instrument falling to the ground—lifeless, splintered, utterly ruined.
Andreia dusted her hands off, her expression never faltering as she picked up the hem of her dress delicately to avoid the mud. "I hope to see you at dinner tonight. Perhaps you could try the panpipes and do a duet with Callias, hmm? I do enjoy a spirited song, especially one that could liven up the room. After all, I'm sure everyone could use a bit of cheer."
She looked at you, her smile once again light, almost pleasant. Then, her gaze flicked upward, lingering on the darkening sky as another rumble of thunder rolled through, deep and resonant.
Andreia's lips curled into a faint smirk, her voice light and airy as she said, "Do get inside before it rains, ____. Wouldn't want you to catch a cold."
Her tone was so disarmingly casual that, for a moment, it almost masked the weight of everything she'd just done.
With that, she turned on her heel and walked away, leaving you standing there, frozen, staring down at the shattered remnants of your lyre.
The tightness in your chest felt unbearable, and you could feel your eyes sting.
You dared not cry, not here, not now. But the loss of it—the history, the memories—stabbed through you painfully.
The smile she'd left you with was hauntingly sweet, the remnants of cruelty staining the air long after she'd departed.
Your vision blurred; numbness began to settle in, creeping over you like a suffocating fog. You barely registered the fact that your knees buckled, and you staggered down onto the ground, harshly falling into the mud, feeling the dirt and water seep into your clothes.
The rain had then begun to fall in earnest, droplets soft at first, but growing heavier with each passing moment.
Your hands hovered just above the remains of the lyre, trembling, almost too scared to touch it, as if the wood might splinter further just from your touch. Tears brimmed in your eyes, and you blinked rapidly, trying to clear them, but it was no use.
Your breathing grew ragged, and your nose felt hot, your face flushed with the intensity of it all. Your ears were ringing, and you could barely hear the whispered, desperate mantra that escaped your lips, over and over again: "No, no, no, no, no..."
The rain continued to pour, masking your tears, until you could no longer tell where the rain ended, and your sorrow began. It drenched your hair, soaked through your clothes, and chilled you to the bone.
But before you could completely fall apart, you forced yourself to pull it together. You swallowed hard, blinking against the rain, and wiped your face with the damp sleeve of your dress.
You had to keep moving. You couldn't stay here. You wouldn't allow yourself to break, not yet.
Hurriedly, you bundled up your dress, cradling the broken lyre as gently as you could. You held it close to your chest, protecting it from the rain as best as possible. Your steps were shaky, unsteady, as you pushed yourself to stand.
You told yourself it would be okay—you could fix this. You had your touch-up kit. You could fix it. You repeated it to yourself over and over, a fragile hope that kept you moving forward.
You made your way back to your chambers, the world around you feeling strangely surreal, almost like a dream. Everything passed in a blur—the raindrops falling around you, the distant voices of servants in the hallways.
It all felt muted, as if you were moving through water, disconnected from it all.
Somewhere along the way, you were stopped by Eurycleia. The older woman had seen you, drenched and muddied, carrying something in your arms, and her eyes widened with concern. She reached out, her fingers brushing against your shoulder as she frowned deeply. "Child, by Poseidon's waves... You're soaked through!"
You swallowed hard, your throat feeling tight, and quickly shook your head, trying to muster some semblance of composure. "I... I don't feel well, Eurycleia," you said, your voice barely above a whisper. You could see the worry etched across her features, and you quickly continued, "I don't think I can attend dinner tonight."
And honestly, it wasn't too far off from the truth. You were in no way in shape to attend dinner, let alone be in charge of taking care of the queen's needs tonight.
How could you, when every breath felt like it might shatter you all over again?
Eurycleia's brow furrowed, her gaze staring at your face; she clicked her tongue in disapproval, her voice softening as she cooed at you, "Oh, dear child, you shouldn't have been out in this weather..."
You nodded numbly, her words fading into the background as your focus remained on the weight of the lyre in your arms. It was the only thing grounding you to reality.
Eurycleia gently turned you, her hands firm yet kind as she began ushering you towards your quarters. "Go now, you must rest. I'll let the queen know you're unwell, and I'll handle everything for tonight. You need to get warm, before you catch your death out here. I'll have a light broth sent up to your room, something to help you recover."
You offered her a small, weak smile, murmuring, "Thank you, Eurycleia."
The older woman only shook her head, her eyes filled with a mixture of concern and affection. "No need for thanks, child. Just take care of yourself."
Everything else blurred together after that. The world felt distant, as if you were seeing everything through a foggy glass.
You could barely remember how you had gotten here, how you had managed to strip off your drenched clothes and wrap yourself in something dry.
It was all a haze—a strange, disjointed sequence of moments that didn't quite feel real.
And then, the next thing you knew, you were kneeling before your bed, the broken lyre splayed out across the blanket. Splintered, damaged, a shell of what it once was.
Your fingers traced along the fractured wood, the jagged edges where it had cracked beneath Andreia's grip. The strings lay limp, some still attached while others hung uselessly, curling in on themselves.
The sight of it sent another pang through your chest, and you had to swallow hard to push back the tears that threatened to resurface.
You had promised yourself you could fix this. It was more than just a lyre—it was a part of you, a part of your memories with the queen, a part of everything you cherished.
And you weren't ready to let that go.
With trembling hands, you reached for your touch-up kit, your mind focused solely on the task ahead.
You would fix it... You had to...
There was no other option.
Notes:
A/N : I swear i'm going somewhere with this plot, sry if andreia seems kinda ooc/weird but i promise i tried doing my best leading up to this without sacrificing anymore chapters on her 😩😭; just know the plot twist is pippin 😮💨; also trying my hand posting my non-binary/androgynous character(s)/attempts so if you see me struggling, no you didn't (which is actually hilarious cuz i'm actually androgynous asf in real life so why am i making things so difficult???🤣)
(godly things)
various!epic x fem!reader@winxanity_ii
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Chapter 17: 12 ┃ 𝐠𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞
Notes:
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The next few days trickled by like smoke, slow and lingering, with a heaviness that clung to your skin.
As promised, Eurycleia alerted Queen Penelope of your state, prompting the queen to personally encourage you to rest, to take the time you needed. And so you confined yourself to your room, grateful for the solitude.
You knew, eventually, you would have to leave this room, that you couldn't stay hidden away forever—but for now, the quiet, the separation from the palace, it all felt like a welcome escape.
You couldn't bear the thought of seeing Andreia, of being anywhere near her without feeling the raw ache threatening to break you all over again.
It had been three days since the incident, and you were still trying.
Every day, the hours blurred together in your attempts to mend the lyre, as if somehow putting its broken pieces back together might also mend the fractures within you.
The delicate wood, worn and fragile, lay spread across your bed.
You had tried to fit the jagged pieces back together, to wrap the broken arm, to glue and bind—but no matter what you did, the damage was done.
You knew, deep down, it was beyond repair, that no amount of delicate handling or tender care could truly restore it to what it once was. But that knowledge didn't stop you.
You couldn't bring yourself to stop.
Even if the strings could never make the same sound again, even if the wood splintered at the slightest pressure, you kept trying.
And just like on the very first night, you found yourself kneeling before your bed, your fingers trembling as you attempted to notch one of the strings back in place.
The lyre sat there, pitifully wrapped with coarse string to keep the fragile wood held together, its once elegant form marred by splints and knots.
You tried to align the notch, leaning closer, your brow furrowing as you concentrated, your lips slightly parted in determination. But as soon as you tried to tighten the string, it slipped, snapping back off with a harsh twang, the sharp sound slicing through the quiet of the room.
You sighed in frustration, the breath leaving your chest in a heavy rush as you slumped backward, sitting back on your haunches. You rubbed your face with both hands, the exhaustion weighing on you, making your muscles feel heavy, your fingers aching from the hours of effort.
Slowly, you let your hands fall away, your gaze drifting toward the window. The light of dusk filtered into your room, painting the walls in hues of orange and pink, a soft glow that seemed almost at odds with the frustration bubbling inside you.
Beyond the window, the sun was dipping below the horizon, just a sliver of red-orange remaining, its fading light bathing everything in a tender glow. The sky above was a canvas of deepening blue, dotted with the first twinkling stars, their light faint against the dimming sky.
It was beautiful, peaceful—everything you weren't feeling.
For a moment, you let your gaze linger, allowing the colors to wash over you, a brief distraction from the weight pressing against your chest.
The lyre lay in pieces beside you, and for the first time since you began, you let yourself admit that it might never be whole again. And yet, you couldn't quite bring yourself to give up.
Not yet.
Not when there was still the faintest chance, however impossible, that it could be mended.
There was a sudden knock at the door.
You hesitated for a moment, your fingers hovering above the broken lyre before you pushed yourself up to stand. You expected it to be a servant, delivering your broth for the night, but as you opened the door, the sight before you caught you off guard.
It wasn't a servant—it was the prince.
He stood there, holding a tray with your dinner, his body half-turned as though he'd been muttering to himself before you opened the door. You caught a faint, almost whispered, "You got this, Telemachus..." as he looked up, his eyes meeting yours. He blinked, startled, and for a moment, his expression seemed to waver, his confidence faltering.
"Uh, ____, there's something important..." he began, but his sentence trailed off as his eyes took you in, his gaze flickering over you. You could see the way his expression shifted, the warmth in his eyes giving way to concern.
He knew immediately that something was wrong.
Without thinking, he stepped forward, his foot crossing the threshold as he reached out, his hand almost instinctively moving towards you, the tray balancing effortlessly in the other. "What happened?" he asked, his voice gentle, full of worry.
Panic shot through you as your mind flashed to the lyre, still sitting in the middle of your bed, the broken pieces spread out for anyone to see.
You moved quickly, blocking the doorway, stepping forward almost too hastily—your body colliding with his, your hands pressing lightly against his chest.
Telemachus blinked, taken aback, but he stepped back with a surprising grace, his balance never wavering, the tray still held steady in his hand. He tilted his head, his brow furrowed as he searched your face, stepping closer again as if drawn by your discomfort.
The concern etched on his face deepened, his eyes narrowing as he took in your expression. "What's wrong?" he repeated, his voice softer now, giving you space as though he thought your earlier actions stemmed from discomfort or fear.
His gaze lingered on your face, his eyes searching deeply, almost pleading, as if he could draw the truth from you without words. He took another small step closer, his body leaning forward slightly, the furrow in his brow now mixed with a hint of frustration—as though he wanted to reach out, to pull the truth from you, but knew he couldn't push too hard.
His other hand lifted a fraction before falling back to his side, his fingers curling slightly, betraying his urge to comfort you, to make the situation right. You felt the intensity of his stare, the warmth of his concern reaching for you, and it made your throat tighten, a sudden swell of emotion making it hard to breathe.
You opened your mouth, wanting desperately to tell him, to let it all spill out—about Andreia, about the lyre, about the pain that had been gnawing at you for days. But the words caught in your throat, refusing to come.
"I..." You hesitated, your gaze dropping to the ground as your thoughts began to spiral.
How could you explain it all to him? How could you tell him that Andreia had taken something so precious to you and shattered it, that she had done so with a smile?
The fear gripped you—the fear of being seen as nothing more than a servant overstepping, of Andreia's word being believed over yours. The fear of the consequences, of what might happen if you dared to speak out against someone of her status.
Your place was to serve, to stay silent, to endure, but a small voice in the back of your mind whispered otherwise, urging you to reach out, to let him see your pain—but you silenced it, shoving it down, knowing it wasn't your place.
You reminded yourself of that, even as your heart ached to tell him the truth.
You bit your tongue, swallowing the words that threatened to break free, forcing a smile that felt fragile on your lips. You forced yourself to fall back to the default story that had served you well enough so far.
You took a steadying breath, meeting Telemachus' eyes with a look you hoped was convincing. "Oh, it's nothing serious, really," you said, your voice adopting a false lightness that made you cringe internally. "I was just caught in the rain a few days ago, and I've been feeling under the weather since then."
You could see his eyes searching your face, the concern not quite gone, but starting to ease. You forced yourself to continue, injecting a bit of preppy cheerfulness into your words. "But I'm starting to feel better now," you assured him, nodding slightly, "I should be back on schedule in a day or two."
Telemachus watched you for a long moment, his eyes searching yours as though he could see right through the lies. He didn't move, his gaze steady, and you wondered if he might push, if he might ask again. And if he did, you feared you would have given in.
But instead, his shoulders relaxed just a fraction, and a small smile began to tug at his lips. His eyes softened; he seemed relieved. "That's good," he murmured, his voice low, almost a sigh of relief. "I'm glad you're on the mend," he added, the corners of his mouth lifting into a lopsided smile that made your chest tighten.
He cleared his throat, glancing down at the tray before holding it out to you gently, the smile turning almost bashful. "Here, I brought you something to eat. You should have it before it gets cold, and make sure you get lots of rest, alright?"
As you reached out to take the tray, you noticed his hand twitch slightly, his fingers seeming to hesitate—as if he were about to lift his hand further, to touch yours, to give some sort of comforting gesture. But instead, he let it fall, curling his hand loosely by his side, dropping his gaze for just a moment.
You took the tray from him, the warmth of it seeping through your palms. You offered him a smile that felt more genuine this time, touched by his kindness. "Thank you, my prince."
Telemachus gave you a soft smile in return, bowing his head slightly. "Goodnight, then," he said, his voice gentle. "May Selene bless your dreams tonight and bring you rest."
Your lips quirked up, a true smile breaking through the tension that had been sitting heavy in your chest. You looked up at him, your eyes meeting his, and for a moment, you let yourself feel the warmth of his presence. "Goodnight, my prince," you said softly, your voice almost a whisper.
Telemachus lingered for just a moment longer, his gaze holding yours before he finally turned, stepping away from the doorway. You watched as he walked down the hallway, his figure gradually retreating, his footsteps soft against the stone.
You didn't close the door until he turned the corner, disappearing from sight, and even then, you lingered there a moment longer, staring at the empty hallway, the warmth of his presence still lingering in the air around you.
Finally, you closed the door, the latch clicking softly into place.
You pressed your forehead against the door, closing your eyes as a shaky breath left your lips.
The silence of the room pressed in on you, and you found yourself replaying the scene, the worry in Telemachus' eyes, the gentle way he spoke. Your heart ached with the weight of what you hadn't said.
You clenched your fists, the tray pressing harshly into your palms, the corners digging in painfully. You wanted to tell him so badly, but fear had held you back—fear of what might happen, of how things might change if you spoke the truth.
You let out another breath, this one more frustrated, almost a growl, as you felt the conflicting emotions rise inside of you—regret and relief warring within your chest.
You knew you had done the right thing, protecting yourself, protecting the fragile peace you still had. But that small voice in the back of your mind whispered that maybe, just maybe, Telemachus would have listened, would have believed you.
And the thought of what might have happened if you had taken that chance gnawed at you, leaving you feeling hollow.
Stepping back from the door, you turned and walked over to the windowsill, setting the tray down carefully before flopping back on your bed. You curled into yourself, tucking your knees close to your chest, wrapping your arms around the broken lyre that lay beside you.
It was a sad sight, the lyre—its once smooth frame now cracked and splintered, held together only by a makeshift wrapping of string, the wood barely aligned. The glow it once had was gone, replaced by a dullness that seemed to reflect your own feelings.
You traced your fingers over the broken wood, feeling the rough edges, the fragility of it. It hurt to look at it, to see it in such a state, but you couldn't bring yourself to set it aside.
The room was quiet, the silence heavy, and your thoughts began to spiral again, your chest tightening as the emotions began to swell once more—grief, anger, helplessness.
Everything felt like too much, the weight of it all pressing down on you, suffocating.
Your breath hitched, and you squeezed your eyes shut, trying to keep it together, trying to stop the tears that threatened to fall.
The air around you seemed to change suddenly, a strange current brushing against your skin. The room grew warmer, the soft glow of dusk shifting for just an instant as though something flickered across the light. It was as if an invisible presence had slipped into the room, and for a heartbeat, you felt as though someone was watching you.
A faint rustling, almost like feathers brushing against each other, seemed to echo around you. It was subtle—so faint you might have imagined it—but just as you felt yourself beginning to fall apart, a low, mischievous voice cut through the silence, startling you. "Ah, what's this? Such a sight, shedding tears over something so trivial. You mortals do get so attached, don't you?"
With a shocked gasp, your head shot up, your arm instinctively moving to cover your lyre as if to shield it from whoever had spoken.
You froze, your breath catching in your throat.
The figure hovered just a few inches off the ground, the soft flutter of winged sandals breaking the heavy silence around you. The small, delicate wings on his heels flapped lazily, keeping him effortlessly aloft. His feet were bare beneath the sandals, the golden straps glinting faintly in the fading light.
Your eyes trailed upward, taking in his flowing white chiton, which draped over his lean frame like a cascade of clouds. A golden belt cinched the garment at his waist, its polished surface gleaming with an otherworldly sheen. A deep red cloak hung off one shoulder, fluttering gently as though caught in an unseen breeze, the fabric brushing against the faint golden bracers on his forearms.
The closer you looked, the more your stomach twisted with awe and unease. This wasn't an ordinary man.
The laurel crown tucked into his curly brown hair, combined with the wings jutting from his cap, were unmistakable signs of something more. His hair was wild but alluring, framing a face too perfect to be mortal, yet too mischievous to be entirely serene.
Then, his golden eyes met yours. They gleamed with a playful intensity, sharp and knowing, like he had read every secret you'd ever had. His head tilted to the side, a grin curling at the edges of his lips—boyish, daring, and unsettling all at once. His presence felt impossible, magnetic.
You could feel the weight of his gaze even as he floated there, light as a feather but far more imposing. For a moment, you couldn't decide whether to speak, bow, or run.
The figure smirked as his feet dropped to the floor with a soft thud, the wings on his sandals fluttering briefly before coming to a stop. "What's the matter?" He chuckled, his voice dripping with amusement. "What, cat got your tongue? Or, should I say, a God?" His grin widened as if he enjoyed his own joke.
It took a moment for your brain to catch up with what he had said, the words slowly sinking in. God...
You blinked, trying to make sense of what was happening. You knew it was impossible—no one could have entered that quickly without your knowledge, and yet, here he was, appearing out of nowhere as if it were the most natural thing in the world.
God... The word echoed in your mind again, this time, your eyes widening in sudden realization.
You hastily scrambled to sit up, your heart pounding in your chest as you threw yourself into a bow, nearly fumbling over the edge of the bed. "I-I'm sorry, my lord," you stuttered, your voice barely above a whisper, every ounce of your training urging you to show respect. "I didn't realize… I was in the pres—"
The figure let out a sigh, clearly amused, as though the entire situation amused him beyond measure. "Oh, no need for all that," he said, waving his hand dismissively. He stepped closer, the hem of his cloak brushing the floor as he approached, the glint in his eyes never wavering; he paused, tilting his head as he studied you, a flicker of something softer passing through his gaze. "Besides," he added, the corners of his lips curling into that same impish grin, "I'm hardly the kind of god who demands reverence."
You swallowed, your throat dry as you tried to straighten up, your eyes flickering between his face and the ground, unsure if you were allowed to fully meet his gaze.
He sighed, rolling his eyes in exaggerated annoyance. "Really, I swear, mortals and their customs... Stand up, won't you? I'd rather not have a conversation with someone cowering."
You awkwardly rose from your curtsy, your knees wobbling struggled to regain balance. Your mind raced, desperately trying to pinpoint exactly which god stood before you. There were so many—hundreds, maybe thousands—of gods, deities, and minor spirits, each with their own temperament and quirks—some more forgiving than others.
It could literally be anyone; gods often enjoyed meddling with mortals after all, and that thought both unnerved and overwhelmed you.
For a moment, anxiety twisted in your gut as the overwhelming possibilities crowded your thoughts—a tangled mess of every tale you had ever heard, desperately trying to match the face in front of you to the legends you knew.
The god's lips twitched, as though he could see every question flashing across your mind. He raised an eyebrow and clicked his tongue in amusement. "Ah, you're wondering just who has the pleasure of gracing your humble abode, aren't you? Suppose I should get on with it, shouldn't I?" He swept his crimson cloak behind him with a dramatic flourish, giving you an exaggerated bow. His curls shifted with the motion, some falling across his forehead, glinting in the dim light.
He tilted his head up to look at you, still bent in the deep, exaggerated bow, that same grin playing at his lips. "I am The Messenger of the Gods, Guide to the Underworld, Protector of Travelers, Master of Thieves, Bearer of Tidings both good and ill and all things clever..." for a heartbeat, then straightened, flashing you a smirk that was equal parts charming and teasing, "but you can just call me Hermes."
Hermes.
Your breath caught in your chest, the gravity of his presence hitting you all at once—a jolt of realization that left you reeling.
The god who had been sung of and praised for generations; the tales, the legends—here he was, standing before you—the very god whose name you had heard whispered in the prayers of travelers and sailors.
You remembered your earliest memory of his name, going back to your very first journey to Ithaca; how the shipmen had held a ceremony on the first night of the voyage, offering gifts to both Poseidon and Hermes, praying for safe travels and swift winds.
Laughter, dancing, and prayers filled that night, with people pouring wine into the sea and chanting blessings in his honor.
And not just then—so often in your daily duties in the palace, whenever servants passed along a message, you and the others would often utter, "In Hermes' name, may my words reach their mark," a small prayer to ensure the task went well. It had become a part of your daily life—small phrases, casual praises, a habit you barely noticed.
And now, he was here.
A real god, standing in front of you.
You could feel a strange excitement bubbling inside you.
It wasn't because you favored him as a god—no, this wasn't about favoritism. It was because you were here, standing in the presence of a literal god, whose tales had been sung for eons, long before your own birth.
The awe was undeniable, and despite your best efforts, you couldn't stop yourself from dipping into another curtsy, this one deeper, your head bowing lower, intending to show him the respect his presence deserved.
But before you could fully lower yourself, you felt warmth—long, slender fingers winding gently around your shoulders, stopping you. His touch was light but firm, and you froze, your eyes slowly lifting in shock.
Hermes chuckled softly, his laughter a low, rolling sound that seemed to echo in the quiet room. "Ah, ah, ah, none of that," he said, amusement dripping from his tone. "I already told you, didn't I? No need for all the bowing and scraping."
You felt your heart flutter, a strange mixture of anxiety and something else—something lighter—as you stared up into his face.
He was inhumanly beautiful. His features seemed sculpted, like the marble statues you'd seen in temples—only warm, alive. His golden eyes seemed to glow faintly, an aura shimmering around him that made everything about him seem slightly unreal. His smile was simultaneously inviting and intimidating, an expression that held all the secrets of the world.
Your breath caught in your throat as you met his gaze—eyes that seemed to see right through you, to every secret, every fear.
There was a glimmer of kindness there, but also something sharper, a reminder that he was not mortal, not bound by the rules of your world.
His hands lingered on your shoulders for a moment longer before he let them fall, stepping back just slightly, giving you space. You could still feel the heat of his touch, your skin tingling where his fingers had rested.
Hermes tilted his head, his smirk widening, his eyes glinting with that ever-present mischief. "Better now?" he asked, a teasing lilt in his voice, his playful smirk returning to his lips. "Good." He paused for a moment, his golden eyes sparkling with amusement. "Careful, mortal. If you keep this up, my ego will grow as big as Zeus' head—or worse, his appetite for flattery."
As if on cue, a faint crack of thunder rumbled in the distance, soft but unmistakable. Hermes paused mid-laugh, glancing upward with a mock-serious expression. "Oh, come on, Father, take a joke!" he called toward the sky, waving his hand dismissively before chuckling to himself. "You'd think the King of the Gods could handle a little truth." He turned back to you, his grin as sharp as ever. "Now where were we? Ah, yes—me, being as humble as ever."
With a flourish of his red cloak, Hermes swept it dramatically through the air once more. For a moment, the fabric seemed to shimmer, catching the light like a liquid spill of gold. Then, with a subtle flick of his wrist, a satchel materialized from the folds, as though it had always been there.
The bag rested against his hip, its leather smooth and supple, embossed with faint, intricate designs that seemed to shift under your gaze.
"Ah," he said with a satisfied grin, patting the satchel like an old friend. "Never underestimate the utility of a good accessory—or the style points."
He flipped open the satchel and began digging through it, his face a picture of exaggerated concentration. "Now, let's see… nope, not that… ah, definitely not this—why is this even in here?" he muttered, his voice partially muffled as he dug deeper. At one point, he managed to get an entire arm and half of his head into the satchel, his voice echoing slightly from within. "Where did I put that thing? Aha!"
He pulled himself upright, his expression triumphant as he withdrew a wrapped large parcel, tied neatly with twine. "There we go," he said, holding it up with a flourish, his grin widening.
Then, without warning, he tossed it at you. "Catch!"
You barely had time to react, your arms shooting out instinctively as the parcel hurtled toward you. Your fingers closed around the object just in time, but you fumbled with the weight, almost dropping it before managing to secure it to your chest.
The sudden shock of its heft made your knees buckle slightly, but you steadied yourself, blinking in surprise.
You looked up at Hermes, breathless, and caught the amused glint in his eyes. He gave you an encouraging nod, motioning for you to go ahead and open it.
Slowly, your hands trembling slightly, you began to peel back the parcel paper, each crinkle of the wrapping amplifying the tension in the air. The paper fell away, and your breath caught as your eyes fell upon the object it had concealed.
It was a lyre—the most beautiful lyre you had ever seen.
It was larger than your old one, imposing yet elegant, with curves that seemed almost alive. The frame gleamed with a faint shimmer, as though carved from the purest gold not found in mortal mines but forged in the heart of a dying star.
Intricate etchings danced across its surface, lines and swirls that shifted subtly as the light touched them, telling ancient, unknowable stories of gods and heroes.
The strings, impossibly fine, appeared to be spun from threads of celestial light—shimmering faintly, as if the very essence of starlight was captured and woven into music. They hummed softly, resonating with a soundless melody, as if the lyre itself were alive, waiting to be played.
The base and arms were reinforced with a dark, otherworldly material—smooth and cool to the touch, gleaming faintly with a bluish-black sheen, reminiscent of polished obsidian or perhaps something even rarer, like the bones of a fallen titan.
It felt unbreakable, eternal.
Tiny gemstones were embedded at key points, glowing faintly as though holding fragments of captured dawns and dusks. Their colors shifted subtly—sometimes sapphire, sometimes ruby, sometimes emerald—depending on the angle of your gaze.
You gasped, the weight of its craftsmanship and presence almost overwhelming. It wasn't just an instrument—it was divine. The faint shimmer surrounding it felt like the lingering breath of a god, as if this lyre was meant not for mortal hands but for the hands of the immortals themselves.
For a moment, you hesitated to even touch it, as though you might somehow sully its perfection.
Slowly, you lifted your gaze back to Hermes, bewildered and awestruck. He met your look with a raised eyebrow, then let out a short, amused snort. "Don't look at me, I'm just the messenger," he said, shrugging his shoulders nonchalantly.
You swallowed hard, your voice barely above a whisper. "Who... who gave this to me?"
Hermes swished his cape, making the satchel disappear once more as if it had never existed. He shrugged again, this time more lazily, as though he were brushing off an insignificant question. "Honestly, I can't remember. You know how it is—lots of deliveries, lots of gods, mortals, nymphs, and what-have-you." He paused, a slight smirk tugging at his lips. "Besides, I was supposed to deliver it a few days ago, but... well, it kind of slipped my mind. You mortals aren't the only ones who get a little distracted." He winked, the playful mischief never leaving his eyes.
Your gaze dropped back down to the lyre, your fingers brushing reverently over the strings, the gentle hum vibrating through your fingertips. The gift was beyond anything you could have imagined.
A sense of awe, gratitude, and disbelief swirled within you, leaving you speechless.
And Hermes just watched, that smirk softening slightly, a hint of something almost gentle touching his expression as he studied your reaction. "Go on," he said after a beat, his voice a little quieter, the teasing edge still there but tempered. "Give it a try. After all, it's not every day a mortal receives such a divine gift. Might as well make the most of it."
You stared down at the lyre, watching it gleam in the dim light, the golden frame catching the faintest hints of the God's flickering glow. Though the lyre was undeniably beautiful, you couldn't ignore the weight that still tugged at your heart.
With a heavy sigh, you smiled faintly, shaking your head as you cradled the divine instrument close to you before taking a seat on the edge of your bed.
Your old, broken lyre beside you, its splintered wood and frayed strings looking even more pitiful next to the divine beauty you now held.
Your fingers reached out to brush the familiar broken wood; the splints and coarse strings held together like a patchwork of memories.
You sighed, saddness seeping into your voice in a way you couldn't quite mask
"Thank you," you admitted softly, voice barely above a whisper. "But... no matter how beautiful it is, I don't think it will fix the hurt from my broken lyre." Your eyes flicked towards the battered instrument beside you.
Hermes stepped closer, glancing down at the broken lyre on the bed. He reached down, his fingers brushing over one of the snapped strings before flicking it with a casual disinterest, letting it twang pathetically. He snorted, a mischievous grin crossing his lips. "This old thing? You're better off using it as kindling." His voice dropped, muttering something else in an ancient, lilting tongue—a phrase older than time itself. Though you couldn't understand the words they carried a biting tone, akin to saying, ‘may as well throw it into Tartarus for all the good it does.’
You didn't answer him right away. Instead, you set the golden lyre beside you and gently gathered the broken one into your lap, your fingers tracing over the rough patches and splintered edges.
A bittersweet smile crept over your features as you cradled it with a tenderness that felt almost out of place for such a broken object. Your eyes softened, fingertips tracing its worn frame as your thoughts began to drift.
It wasn't just an instrument to you. This lyre was your first real gift since tragedy had entwined itself with your life—something given to you not out of duty or obligation, but out of care.
The queen herself had gifted it to you, and that alone made it irreplaceable.
The memory was vivid: Penelope's gentle smile as she presented it, the warmth in her eyes, the feeling that, for once, you were seen, appreciated.
It wasn't just the lyre itself, but everything it had come to represent. It had been your solace on long, lonely nights and your anchor during uncertain times, giving you purpose when you needed it most.
It brought back memories of your youth—the music your parents had played, the songs that had filled your home, the love that had been so freely given. You could almost hear it now, their laughter mingling with the notes of the lyre, the warmth of their presence wrapping around you like a blanket on a cold night.
The lyre had been a small piece of that past—a reminder of everything you had lost, yet also everything you had cherished. Every note felt like a thread, weaving together fragments of a time you desperately wished you could hold onto.
Your voice was soft, almost lost in the room as you spoke. "It wasn't just an instrument. It was... the first thing that was mine since I came here. The queen gave it to me, and it brought back memories I thought I'd never feel again, even if just for a moment." Your voice trembled, the emotions too thick to mask, as you continued, forgetting entirely that you had an audience.
"Memories of the warmth... omusic, of laughter, of love, of a time when things were simpler." Your hand drifted up to press lightly against your chest, where an ache had begun to form. "I know it's broken and it wasn't much, but it's still mine. And it's still beautiful... in its own way."
For a moment, there was silence. You had forgotten Hermes was there, your mind wrapped up in your memories, your fingers still tracing the lines of the broken wood.
When you finally looked up, blinking as if waking from a dream, you remembered yourself—remembered where you were, and who you were speaking to. Heat rushed to your face, embarrassment flooding you as you ducked your head, your gaze dropping to the floor.
"I-I'm… I'm sorry, my lord," you stammered, your voice barely audible. "I didn't mean to…" You trailed off, not knowing how to finish. You didn't want to see the god's face, didn't want to see whatever expression might be there—pity, amusement, or worse, indifference.
But as you looked down, Hermes' reaction had already shifted.
His golden eyes had widened slightly, a spark of something unguarded there. His teasing smirk had softened into something else entirely, and for a moment, a blush crossed his face—faint, but unmistakable.
He was in awe, perhaps, not just of the love and depth with which you spoke of the lyre, but of the way you cherished his creation, of the reverence and emotion you held for something he had dismissed so easily.
He cleared his throat, the sound breaking the silence between you, and when he spoke, his voice had lost some of its earlier edge, the teasing lilt tempered by something gentler. "You mortals," he said, almost to himself, his gaze lingering on you as though seeing you in a different light. "Always so attached to things, always so full of... feeling." He looked away then, his eyes shifting to the window, as though giving you a moment to collect yourself.
You took a shaky breath, your arms tightening around the broken lyre, trying to steady your heartbeat. You could still feel the warmth of Hermes' gaze on you, even if he had looked away, and it made something inside you flutter—something you didn't quite know how to name.
"Well," Hermes said after a moment, his voice light again, though there was a softness to it now that hadn't been there before. "If anyone can find a way to make the most of a broken thing, it's you, I suppose." He looked back at you then, his golden eyes meeting yours, and there was something almost tender in his gaze. "But don't forget, ____," he added, nodding toward the divine lyre he'd brought, "sometimes the gods do know what they're doing. Give it a chance."
You nodded, your throat tight, the words caught as you looked at the two lyres—one broken, one divine.
You cleared your throat, saying you would and when you looked up, Hermes was gone.
Now left with just the silence of the room, you couldn't help but wonder if perhaps, somehow, both could have a place in your heart.
One was the echo of everything you had been through—every struggle, every cherished moment, and every painful lesson that had shaped you. It wasn't just broken; it was human, it was flawed, and it was you.
The other, with its impossible beauty and the faint glow of starlight, felt almost like a promise of something new—an invitation from the gods to step into something greater, something untarnished by human suffering. It was perfect, and perhaps that was why it felt frightening, like a reminder of everything you weren't—of what you feared you might never be.
You glanced between them, feeling the weight of both possibilities pressing down on you.
Was it possible to embrace both? To honor the past while daring to accept the unknown, even if it terrified you? Maybe, somehow, there was a way to let them coexist.
You weren't sure yet how, but for the first time since that dreadful day, you allowed yourself to believe it could be possible.
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A/N : lolo i swest i didn't mean to leave you all on a cliff hanger 😬 it's nearing the end of the semester so ya girl gosta study and pass my exams; good news, i have like 1-2 more weeks left until break, bad news, once break comes imma have to start working 💀 so it's gonna be one of those, when i can if i can, typa thing. anywho enough boring shii, how did you guys like the chappie? i tried my best with descibing hermes/keepign him kinds close to the descriptors/fanarts i've been seeing of him from etm... ahaha sorry if i made him a bit too jokey lol i cant help but picture him as totally unserious after years ago coming acorss his damn origin story... bro literally took apollo to court—and won—a newborn, absolute king shii
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Chapter 18: 12.5 ┃ 𝐃𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒: 𝐅𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐓𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐬
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𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: here's a bit of extra scenes/plot to 12 ┃ 𝐠𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 i didnt know where to put without making word vomit, lolol anywho hope you guys enjoyed the insights in the gods, might start doing this a bit more to fill in missing pieces/info lolol
Notes:
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Hermes left Ithaca with an unusual weight resting in the back of his mind, his sandals lifting him effortlessly from the palace grounds and carrying him up, up into the ether, past the clouds that shimmered with the dusk's final blush.
The night had only just begun to lull the world below, but Olympus was always alive—eternally vibrant, eternally gilded.
Hermes sighed, tugging at the edge of his red cloak, his gaze flicking toward the horizon, where the golden halls of Olympus glowed like a promise. His sandals' wings fluttered lazily as he landed without a sound on its marble steps.
It wasn't long before he found Apollo reclining as though the universe revolved solely around him.
Hermes had a knack for timing—always arriving right when it would make the most impact, and this night was no exception.
Apollo was reclining on a golden chaise, a nymph at either side feeding him grapes while a third played a soft tune on a reed pipe. His eyes were half-lidded, his dark curls glistening with a faint golden sheen, falling artfully over his forehead, and the lyre he had conjured floated above him, strings moving on their own as if he were still playing it.
The god of music looked every bit the picture of satisfaction—utterly self-assured, basking in his own splendor.
Hermes couldn't resist.
"Oh, brother dearest," Hermes called, a mischievous glint lighting his eyes as he strolled forward, his staff clinking softly against the marble. "I see you're surrounded by your usual entourage. Good to know you haven't let your ego grow too much in my absence."
Apollo's eyes snapped open, annoyance flickering across his features for just an instant before it melted into a smirk.
"Hermes," he drawled, waving off the nymphs as he sat up. "What brings you to Olympus this fine evening? Shouldn't you be off delivering things?"
Hermes let a slow grin spread across his lips, letting the silence stretch for a beat before speaking. "Oh, nothing of much consequence. Just thought you'd like to know..." He paused, watching as Apollo head lolled in bored, his eyes glinting with curiosity. "I finally delivered that little gift of yours. You know, the one for your favorite mortal."
The effect was instantaneous.
The lyre dropped, Apollo's eyes widening with excitement, and he pushed himself off the chaise, his curls bouncing slightly. The nymphs backed away as Apollo's full attention focused on Hermes, his face a mixture of delight and urgency.
"Really?" Apollo almost beamed, his eyes alight with a golden fire. "Tell me, brother, what was her reaction? Did she love it? What did she say?"
Hermes' brow arched, the corner of his mouth twitching as though amused by the sudden fervor. He shrugged nonchalantly, turning his staff between his fingers. "Oh, you know," he said, voice lazily drawling. "Mortal tears, the usual overwhelmed gratitude—I'd say you did pretty well."
Apollo's grin widened, his eyes sparkling. "Ha! Of course, I did. I chose it, didn't I?" He crossed his arms, his chest swelling with pride. "No doubt it moved her to tears. I knew it was the perfect way to lift her spirits after that vile princess shattered her precious lyre."
Hermes' smile froze, just slightly, as he tilted his head, feigning indifference. "Oh? So you knew about that?" He tried to sound casual, though there was a sharpness hidden beneath his words.
Apollo's features twisted, his expression darkening, his golden brows furrowing as a scowl marred his perfect face. "Knew about it?" he spat, his voice dripping with disdain. "I saw it. I felt it. The moment that girl dared to touch what was mine—I wanted to come down there and smite her where she stood, to wipe her from existence for daring to make her cry."
He ran a hand through his golden curls, exhaling sharply. "But alas," he added with a bitter edge to his voice, "Ares has his hand over Bronte, and we've an agreement not to meddle in each other's territories unless mortally provoked."
There was a pause, a flicker of something raw in Apollo's eyes before he continued, softer now. "She doesn't deserve that pain—she's too... fragile for it." His words lingered, his voice dipped with a strange tenderness. "Do you know, Hermes, how rare it is for a mortal to move me? They sing of us, praise us, offer sacrifices at our altars, but it's hollow. Empty gestures driven by fear or tradition."
His gaze shifted, a faint, almost reverent glow lighting his features. "But ____? She feels every note, every string, as if it were a part of her soul. She gives her music freely, without pretense or expectation. It's not just beautiful—it's pure. Untainted by ambition or arrogance." He leaned forward slightly, his golden eyes blazing. "How could I not protect that? How could I not claim that for myself?"
Hermes hummed in acknowledgment, but his gaze was sharper now, watching the way Apollo's fists clenched at his sides, how his eyes gleamed not just with irritation, but with a glint of something else—something possessive. He leaned casually on his staff, the air around him relaxed, though his mind was racing.
"Yes, yes, of course. I remember the pact, yadda, yadda," Hermes said, waving a hand dismissively, as if trying to defuse Apollo's seething anger. "It's just... well, you know me. I took my sweet time getting there, and I thought perhaps..." He trailed off, his eyes narrowing in a calculating manner, seeking a hint of truth behind Apollo's bluster.
Apollo's gaze snapped back to Hermes, his expression softening once more, the rage dissipating like a storm that had never really formed. "She's fine, right? ____?" he asked, the softness almost boyish, a strange contrast to his earlier fury. "Tell me she's happy now."
Hermes blinked, the corners of his mouth twitching upward again. Interesting, he thought. He let a small chuckle escape, reaching out to pat Apollo's shoulder. "Oh, she's happy enough, dear brother. You've made quite the impression, as always."
Apollo's eyes gleamed again, his smile returning as he nodded, clearly satisfied with himself. "Of course I did. She is my favorite mortal, after all." He said it with such casual conviction, the statement almost lost in the grandeur of his words.
Apollo's gaze grew distant for a moment, as if lost in thought. "Imagine the joy she must feel now, holding such a divine creation," he murmured, his voice softening. "The strings that echo the music of the heavens, the craftsmanship beyond any mortal's imagination... Surely, she must be overwhelmed with delight." He spoke as if he could already see it all, his eyes glinting with a mix of pride and longing, like the scene played out vividly in his mind.
If only you knew, Hermes internally scoffed, his smile fixed and unreadable.
His mind flickered back to the quiet room in Ithaca, the way your fingers had clung to the old, splintered lyre as if it were more precious than ambrosia. He could still hear your voice, trembling with raw emotion, speaking of its memories and warmth.
Your mortal sentimentality baffled and intrigued him all at once—a creation so divine cast aside, eclipsed by something far humbler, yet infinitely more cherished.
With a sigh that barely reached his lips, Hermes made up his mind. He wasn't going to get anything more out of Apollo. No revelations, no genuine answers—just endless rambling about his muse, his divine creations, and, of course, himself.
So, with a lazy flick of his wrist, Hermes' feet lifted from the ground, and he pushed off, a breeze carrying him away from Apollo's favored grove.
Apollo, for his part, didn't even notice Hermes' departure, too busy preening as he spoke of his sweet mortal—a fact that caused Hermes to roll his eyes.
No sense talking to someone more interested in his own reflection, he thought as he ascended past the clouds.
But instead of returning to his duties, Hermes decided there was something else he needed to do—someone else he needed to see. He wasn't quite done with his curiosity about the mortal girl Apollo had taken such an interest in.
He hadn't missed how even the smallest mention of her seemed to light up the god's entire demeanor. And if Apollo was this obsessed, then Hermes figured there had to be something more to it.
It didn't take him long to reach Athena's chambers, her owl-faced guards recognizing him and allowing him through without question.
He pushed through the heavy wooden doors, his eyes scanning the room until they landed on the goddess herself, bent over a scroll, her attention locked onto whatever she was studying.
"Athena, my dear," Hermes called, his voice carrying across the room as he stepped inside, closing the door behind him. "You look as radiant as ever, deep in your thoughts, I see."
Athena turned, her silver-gray eyes narrowing slightly, though her lips quirked into something almost like a smile. "Hermes," she said, her tone tinged with the familiar mix of mild exasperation and fondness. "What brings you here? Surely you have duties to tend to—deliveries to make?"
"Oh, don't remind me," Hermes groaned dramatically, clutching a hand to his chest as though wounded. He took a few playful strides toward her, leaning casually against a nearby pillar. "But I have to say, something much more interesting has caught my attention lately. I'm here to ask about someone—A mortal, to be precise." He raised an eyebrow, waggling his brows in that unmistakable mischievous way.
Athena's brow arched, her eyes sharpening, though a flicker of curiosity flashed in her gaze. "A mortal?" Her voice was laced with dry amusement. "And why would you be interested in a mortal, Hermes? Should I be worried?"
"Not at all, dear sister. No mischief this time..." Hermes tilted his head slightly, pausing for effect. "...well, at least nothing that involves me." He crossed his arms over his chest, fingers tapping rhythmically against his bicep, watching her closely for any sign of a reaction. "It's about our dear brother, Apollo, actually."
She tilted her head slightly, her eyes flashing with curiosity. "Apollo?"
Hermes nodded, his expression growing almost conspiratorial. "Indeed. It seems our radiant brother has been somewhat preoccupied lately—obsessed even. He finally got me to deliver one of his divine lyres down to a little mortal he's been watching." He leaned closer, his voice dropping to a whisper, his eyes gleaming with mischief. "A mortal from Ithaca, if that rings a bell."
Athena's eyes widened slightly, and Hermes didn't miss the flicker of recognition that passed across her face. "Ithaca, you say?" she mused, her gaze drifting momentarily.
Then something clicked in her expression, and her lips parted slightly in understanding. "Ah, yes... Odysseus and Telemachus," she said, the names laced with a faint nostalgia, her tone softening almost imperceptibly. "They've spoken of a servant before—Telemachus, particularly. I do recall him mentioning someone once or twice in our past conversations... "
She tapped her chin thoughtfully. "A sort of musician. I suppose that's the one Apollo's so taken with?" She paused, her eyes narrowing slightly as she seemed to recall something else. "I also believe I gave them an enchanted music sheet... I think. I'll have to retrieve it back at some point."
Hermes grinned, the corner of his mouth quirking up. "The very same." He made a dismissive gesture with his hand, as if trying to shoo away the absurdity of it all. "Can you imagine, our mighty Apollo, all aflutter over a mortal girl? He's been rambling on and on about her as if she's the next muse born unto the earth. Though, admittedly, he did make quite the scene when her lyre broke—if I'm not mistaken, he was moments away from descending and turning her little enemy into something very unpleasant." He glanced sideways at Athena, gauging her reaction.
Athena gave a small shake of her head, her eyes half-lidded in a mixture of amusement and something more guarded. "Apollo and his passions," she murmured. "They burn bright, but often far too hot. I suppose it's fortunate, then, that he didn't act on that impulse," She sighed, her expression growing more reflective. "Though I imagine his obsession won't fade anytime soon. Such things rarely do when it comes to Apollo."
Her gaze sharpened then, fixing on Hermes with a weight that silenced the humor in his smirk. "And you, brother? What business do you have meddling in Apollo's affairs? You aren't planning on interfering with another god's favored mortal, are you? You remember what happened last time."
Hermes lifted his hands in mock surrender, his smile widening into a playful grin. "Dear sister, you wound me! I am nothing if not a law-abiding god." He placed a hand over his chest, his face the picture of feigned innocence. "I would never think of getting involved in something as serious as that—I simply wanted to understand what has Apollo so enchanted. I mean, really, me, meddling? When have I ever been known to get myself tangled in anyone else's messes?"
Athena's gaze didn't waver, her silver-gray eyes cutting into him like a blade. She let the silence linger, her expression unreadable as if weighing every word. "You may convince yourself of your innocence, Hermes," she said finally, her voice calm but edged with steel. "But curiosity is a dangerous thing—even for a god. Apollo is not known for his restraint when it comes to those he holds dear, and you would do well to tread carefully."
"Just know, I'll be watching both of you, just as I watch over those who bear my favor." Her lips quirked into something faintly resembling a smile, though her eyes gleamed with warning. "And remember, the rules of Olympus apply to everyone... even you."
She turned back to her work, her fingers lightly brushing over the edge of her scroll. "Even the gods cannot see every thread of the Fates. So if you decide to get involved, be sure you're ready for the consequences, Hermes. Gods do not take kindly to interference, especially when their favorites are concerned."
Hermes looked at her for a moment longer, his usual grin softening into something more deliberate. "You worry too much, Athena. It's just a harmless bit of curiosity," he said lightly, though there was a glimmer in his eyes that spoke of more than mere curiosity. "Besides, trouble and I have been well-acquainted for millennia, and I've always made it through in one piece."
"Of course, you have, but the line between chaos and calamity is thinner than you think."
Hermes chuckled, pushing himself off from the pillar. "True, but thin lines make for the best balancing acts, wouldn't you say?" He turned on his heel, making his way back to the door before turning back to give an exaggerated bow. "Still, I suppose I should thank you for indulging me, dear sister." With that Hermes made his exit.
"Curiosity," Athena murmured under her breath as the trickter god lefft, her tone both knowing and resigned. "The beginning of far too many stories."
As soon as Hermes made it out of her chambers, his winged sandals lifted him off the marble floor of the temple. The wind caught under his feet, propelling him forward, out into the vast expanse of sky.
Hermes smiled to himself, his curiosity far from satisfied, but his mind already shifting gears. He had learned enough for now—at least enough to know there was something worth keeping an eye on.
The mortal from Ithaca—Apollo's favorite—you were certainly more than you seemed. And whatever Apollo had planned for you, Hermes was sure it would be entertaining enough to keep his attention—for now.
Athena's warning echoed faintly in his mind, but he shrugged it off with a smirk. He wasn't sure if it was going to lead to trouble, but then again, trouble was what made his life interesting.
With a grin and a flash of his winged sandals, Hermes took off across the sky, the shimmering landscape of Olympus disappearing beneath him as he sped away, laughter echoing in the wind. "Besides... when have I ever backed down from a little chaos?" he muttered to himself, the corners of his lips curling in anticipation.
Notes:
𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: here's a bit of extra scenes/plot to 12 ┃ 𝐠𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 i didnt know where to put without making word vomit, lolol anywho hope you guys enjoyed the insights in the gods, might start doing this a bit more to fill in missing pieces/info lolol
Chapter 19: 13 ┃ 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐬
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You adjusted the light bundle of freshly laundered linens in your arms, the soft fabric pressing against your chin as you made your way through the palace corridors.
It felt good to be moving again, your steps light yet purposeful, as if shaking off the heaviness of the past few days.
The morning light spilled in from high arched windows, warming the stone floors beneath your sandals and casting gentle shadows along the walls.
You had returned to your duties just as you promised Telemachus, resuming the routines that had once brought a sense of normalcy to your days. Queen Penelope had been pleased to see you, her smile warm yet tempered with a motherly concern. She had insisted that you take it slow, barring you from returning to her chambers so soon. "You need time to fully gain your strength back," she had said, her voice firm yet gentle.
While part of you missed the comfort of her presence, another part was grateful for the care and concern you were shown, even if you weren't truly ill. They didn't know the truth, but their kindness had eased the ache you hadn't realized had lingered in your chest.
The corridor turned sharply ahead, and as you rounded the corner, you collided with someone. Your bundle tumbled from your arms, and you staggered slightly, your hands instinctively reaching out to steady yourself.
A clatter followed as the person opposite you dropped their load—a basket of clothes spilling onto the floor.
"Oh, gods, I'm so sorry—!" you began, but the words caught in your throat as you looked up.
It was Callias. His tousled hair was damp with sweat, the dark strands clinging to his forehead, and his face looked drawn, shadows lingering under his eyes as if he hadn't slept well in days. He was dressed in his usual servant's attire, but the fabric was creased, and there was a faint smudge of dirt on his cheek.
Despite his tired appearance, his expression shifted the moment he realized it was you. His eyes widened, and a grin broke across his face, chasing away the exhaustion in an instant.
"____!" he exclaimed, his voice tinged with a mixture of surprise and relief. The basket at his feet was forgotten as he stepped forward, engulfing you in a hug before you could react.
The breath was momentarily squeezed out of you as his arms wrapped around your shoulders, pulling you close. "You're okay," he murmured, his voice trembling slightly with emotion. "I was so worried—no one told me what happened! And then I heard you were unwell, and... gods, I'm just glad you're alright."
You couldn't help but laugh, the sound bubbling up as you gently pushed against his chest, creating a small space between you. "Callias," you said warmly, "of course I'm fine. You didn't think I'd let a little rain do me in, did you?"
Callias pulled back slightly, a pout forming on his lips as he crossed his arms. "Don't give me that, young lady," he said, narrowing his eyes playfully. "Where have you been? And don't you dare use that dumb lie about being sick." His gaze swept over you, his brows knitting together in mock suspicion. "You don't even have a lingering sniffle or cough."
You hesitated, your gaze drifting to the side as you debated whether to tell him the truth. The weight of the last few days pressed against your chest, but something about Callias' earnest expression made you feel like you could confide in him.
Finally, you leaned in slightly, lowering your voice to a conspiratorial whisper. "It's... something big... something epic."
His eyes lit up with intrigue, a grin spreading across his face before he stilled; the faint sound of footsteps echoed from around the bend, accompanied by hushed voices. Callias' head snapped up, and he looked around wildly, his body tensing as though expecting trouble, his expression suddenly cautious.
The footsteps grew louder, and moments later, a group of servants dressed in Bronte's colors appeared, their arms laden with folded linens and supplies. They passed by without so much as a glance in your direction, their faces a picture of indifference, but the way Callias' shoulders remained taut told a different story.
He bent down quickly, gathering the scattered clothes from his basket. As he straightened, he leaned in close, his voice barely above a whisper. "Meet me later, under the cypress tree. Your spot."
Before you could respond, he added, "There's something I need to tell you too." His eyes flicked toward the corner where the other servants had disappeared, and then back to you, his gaze steady but urgent.
With that, he hoisted the basket back into his arms, giving you a small, reassuring smile before hurrying off down the hall, his footsteps fading into the distance.
You stood there for a moment, your heart beating a little faster as you replayed his words. The cypress tree. Your spot. Whatever he wanted to say felt important.
And as you bent to retrieve your own bundle of laundry, you couldn't shake the feeling that the day was far from over.
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The air under the cypress tree was warm and dappled with late-afternoon light filtering through the branches.
Callias leaned against the tree's rough bark, his panpipes resting lightly in his lap. His fingers traced the edges of the instrument, occasionally pressing a note that lingered softly in the air.
His eyes flicked between the winding paths leading into the courtyard, searching eagerly for your figure, the minutes stretching into what felt like hours.
Every sound seemed amplified—the rustle of leaves, the distant hum of servants, the occasional chirp of a bird. Yet, all of it faded into the background as his anticipation grew.
He adjusted his position, his back straightening, and his fingers drumming against the panpipes, unable to shake the nervous energy bubbling within him.
Then a sharp, unmistakable voice shattered the delicate stillness.
"Callias."
He froze, the warmth draining from his face as his name cut through the air with a cold edge.
Slowly, he turned toward the voice, his muscles taut. Standing there, poised and commanding as ever, was Princess Andreia. Her presence dominated the space, her pale, calculating gaze sweeping over him like a hawk assessing its prey.
Callias' heart lurched as he quickly stood, the panpipes slipping from his lap and landing in the dirt with a soft thud. He bent into a low bow, his voice carefully steady. "Princess Andreia," he greeted, his words formal, though he could feel the knot tightening in his stomach.
Her lips curved into a faint, icy smile, though it held no warmth. She stepped closer, the sound of her sandals sharp against the cobblestones. "You seem preoccupied," she remarked coolly, her eyes narrowing as she studied him. "Are you perhaps waiting for someone?"
Callias cleared his throat, his mind racing for a suitable answer. "No, Your Highness," he replied, his voice calm but edged with unease. "I was merely taking a short break."
Andreia's gaze sharpened, her footsteps drawing her closer. "Taking a break? How interesting." She tsked softly, shaking her head in mock disappointment. "Tell me, Callias, since when did servants under my father's rule grow so bold as to rest whenever they pleased?"
He opened his mouth to respond, but she cut him off with a sharp wave of her hand, her voice growing colder. "Do not even bother insulting my intelligence with more excuses. You've been getting beside yourself lately."
Callias felt his breath hitch as she stepped closer still, her presence oppressive. Her words lashed out like a whip. "Do you think you're above the rules? Above your duties? Back home, such insolence would have earned you a punishment severe enough to make you think twice. Have you forgotten the lessons taught to you? The lessons I taught you?" Her tone was laced with disdain, her eyes piercing as they bore into his.
The knot in Callias's stomach twisted painfully. Unbidden, phantom pains stirred in his lower back, the ghost of old scars prickling against his skin. His breaths came quicker, his mind flashing back to memories of punishments long past—the searing pain, the weight of expectations that had crushed him under their heel.
He swallowed hard, his head dipping lower, unable to meet her gaze any longer.
"N-No, Your Highness," he murmured, his voice barely audible. "I haven't forgotten."
Before his words could settle, Andreia's hand snapped upward, her fingers gripping his chin with surprising strength. She tilted his face down, forcing his gaze to meet hers.
Callias' heart pounded as he fought the urge to flinch. Her touch was cold, her nails biting into his skin with enough pressure to remind him of his place.
She leaned closer, her green eyes gleaming with a frosty intensity, as if she were appraising a nuisance rather than a person. "This palace is not our home," she said, her voice as smooth and sharp as a blade. "But that doesn't mean the rules I have in place for you here are any less strict. Do you understand?"
Callias nodded as best he could under her grip, his throat dry and his voice failing him.
Andreia's eyes narrowed further, the faintest curl of a smirk tugging at her lips. "I wonder..." she mused, her voice dropping to a low, cryptic tone, "has someone been filling your head with delusions of importance? Perhaps a little musician with too much free time?"
Callias froze, his blood running cold, panic flashing through him. Every instinct screamed at him to deny her accusation, to deflect, but he knew better. Denying too forcefully would only confirm her suspicions.
Andreia studied him for a moment longer before releasing his chin with a sharp motion; the sudden absence of her touch almost jarring. She straightened, brushing nonexistent dust from her gown as though the interaction had dirtied her.
"Consider this your only warning. A servant with divided loyalties is a liability I cannot afford. Don't forget, Callias—loyalty is rewarded. Betrayal, however..." she trailed off coldly, her gaze cutting through him one last time. "Do not test me again."
Without waiting for a response, she turned on her heel and strode away, her steps measured and unyielding.
Callias remained frozen, his body stiff and his hands trembling at his sides; his hand instinctively moved to brush down the back of his tunic, where the scars lay hidden beneath the fabric—a cruel reminder of her unspoken power over him. His fingers lingered there, the ghost of old wounds prickling against his skin.
His mind began to spiral, unbidden memories rising to the surface.
He could almost hear the sharp snap of a whip cracking through the air, followed by the searing pain that had lanced across his back. It had been something so small—he had tripped in the grand hall of Bronte while carrying a tray of goblets for one of the royal stewards. A single goblet had tipped over, its wine spilling in a dark stain across the marble floor, and Andreia had been furious.
The punishment was swift, merciless. She had ordered him to be lashed in the courtyard as a lesson to the other servants. "Clumsiness," she had said coolly, "is a sign of carelessness, and carelessness has no place in the palace of Bronte."
He had bitten down on the inside of his cheek so hard he'd drawn blood, swallowing the cries that threatened to escape with every lash. But the humiliation had stung more than the whip itself—being exposed, stripped of dignity, while the other servants watched, their eyes averted out of fear they might meet the same fate.
Ithaca had been different. Here, there were no public punishments, no cold demands to perfection. He could breathe without fearing his next mistake would cost him more than bruised pride.
The palace still had its rules and its order, but there was a warmth, a humanity, that Bronte had always lacked. Queen Penelope's quiet compassion, the way Prince Telemachus would greet the servants by name—it all made Callias feel... human, in a way he had almost forgotten he could be.
Yet Andreia's presence threatened to shatter that fragile sense of belonging. The way she wielded power, even here, felt like a shadow of Bronte encroaching on Ithaca's light.
Callias shook his head, trying to banish the memories, but they clung to him like a second skin. The ache in his back, long healed but never forgotten, was a stark reminder of what it meant to fall out of favor with someone like her.
He bent down to retrieve his panpipes, his fingers brushing over the dirt-streaked wood as he tried to steady his breathing. He cast a wary glance around the courtyard, his earlier eagerness to see you now replaced with a gnawing unease.
And then, like the sun breaking through storm clouds, your voice called out to him. "Callias?"
He froze, his heart leaping in his chest for an entirely different reason.
When he turned, his eyes landed on you, and for a moment, the tension in his body melted away. The warmth in your expression, the lightness in your step—everything about you was a balm to the icy fear Andreia had left behind.
Callias straightened, brushing off his tunic as he offered you a smile, though it wavered slightly.
The stark contrast between Andreia's coldness and your kindness hit him like a tidal wave. Where she had made him feel small and insignificant, you made him feel seen, valued.
"____, you're here," he said, his voice softening as relief flooded through him. "I was starting to think you wouldn't come."
"Of course I'm here. We agreed to meet here, or was I mistaken and imagined our entire interaction earlier?" You laughed lightly, stepping closer to him, your hands twitching as though you were about to reach out in greeting. But Callias subtly shifted back, careful to keep the space between you.
His heart raced as he did so, the fresh sting of Andreia's reminder still too vivid in his mind.
He masked his movements with a quick smile, hoping you wouldn't notice his hesitance. Your own smile remained undeterred as you tilted your head, your tone teasing. "When did you arrive? Have I kept you waiting long?"
Callias felt his chest tighten for a moment, a brief flicker of warmth battling with the icy grip of Andreia's words. Internally, he reassured himself—She doesn't know, she can't know. "Not long," he lied smoothly, his voice steady despite the turmoil within. "I just got here myself."
You gave a small, contented sigh, the tension in your shoulders easing as you looked around the familiar courtyard. Without another word, you plopped down onto the grass, the softness of it cushioning you as you let out a sigh of relaxation.
The momentary calmness of your favorite spot wrapped around you like a comforting embrace, chasing away the lingering heaviness of the day.
You leaned back on your hands, tilting your face up to the sky, and after a beat, you peeked one eye open to glance up at Callias. A playful smile graced your lips. "Well? Don't just stand there like a statue. Sit," you said, patting the spot on the grass beside you.
Callias hesitated, his fingers tightening around the panpipes in his hands. He swallowed hard, his gaze flicking to the spot you'd patted, then back to your expectant smile.
His fake smile began to falter but shifted into something genuine as he pushed the memories to the back of his mind, focusing instead on the way you looked at him like he was someone who mattered.
With a steadying breath, he plopped down beside you, the tension in his body easing ever so slightly in your presence.
For a moment, the two of you sat in silence, the cypress tree's branches swaying gently above, casting playful shadows on the grass, providing a soothing backdrop to the moment.
Callias sat close but not too close, the space between you a subtle reminder of his guarded demeanor.
You didn't notice, too focused on gathering your thoughts.
Callias' fingers still toyed with the panpipes, the faint movements a nervous habit he couldn't quite shake. He caught your glance flickering toward them, and his grip relaxed, letting them rest on his lap.
You tilted your head slightly, glancing at him out of the corner of your eye, your fingers idly tracing the grass beside you. "There's something I need to tell you," you began, your voice quiet but steady as though you were weighing your words. "I... I've been thinking about how to even start this, but I guess I should just say it."
"What is it?"
You took a deep breath, your eyes dropping to the ground as you tried to find the right place to begin. "It's about... Lady Andreia," you said, your voice soft but clear, and you didn't miss the way his posture stiffened at the mention of her name.
"You know how she... well, she doesn't exactly like servants," you started, glancing briefly at him before looking back at your hands. "I—" You paused, hesitating.
The memory of what had happened was still vivid, and you weren't sure how much to say. But Callias deserved to know—at least, part of it.
"Some time after I left you in the courtyard, I realized I left my lyre behind," you began, your voice faltering slightly, "it wasn't long until a Bronte servant approached me and told me you'd asked for me to meet you at the sheepfold to return it. So, I thought nothing of it and went to find you after I was finished with my duties."
Your voice trailed off, and for a moment, you stared at the grass beneath you as if the words you needed might be hidden there. Callias' brow furrowed, and his grip on the panpipes tightened slightly, but he didn't interrupt.
"When I arrived," you continued, your voice quieter now, "it wasn't you I found. It was Lady Andreia." The memory of her cold smile and calculating gaze resurfaced. You cleared your throat softly and pressed on. "She was sitting there, holding my lyre."
Callias' expression darkened at this, his jaw tightening. His hands balled into fists in his lap, but he said nothing, letting you continue.
"I tried to stay calm, to be respectful. I... thought maybe she'd let me take it and leave. But instead, she started mocking me—mocking the lyre." Your throat tightened, and you paused, glancing away as you struggled to find the words. "She called it ugly... worthless. And then..." Your voice faltered again, and you had to take a steadying breath before continuing.
"She broke it," you said finally, the words coming out barely above a whisper. "She... she smashed it over her knee, like it was nothing." The weight of the confession settled between you, and you could feel your chest tightening as the emotions threatened to resurface. "Afterward, she just walked away, like it didn't matter. Like it was just some... insignificant thing."
Callias cursed under his breath, his fist clenching tightly in the grass beside him. "That... that witch," he muttered, his voice low and full of frustration. "I... I should have known something was wrong. After you left, she dismissed me almost immediately, but I didn't think..." He trailed off, his gaze distant as he pieced together the events in his mind. "I didn't even know you'd left it behind. If I had knew..." He broke off again, his voice filled with self-recrimination.
"Even if you knew," you said firmly, reaching out to touch his arm, grounding him, "what could you have done? If she ordered you to hand it over, you would have had no choice. You're a servant of Bronte, Callias. You had no say in the matter." Your gaze softened as you met his eyes, forcing back the tears that threatened to fall, offering him a small, shaky smile.
Callias' jaw clenched, and he looked away, his fists still tight. "But if I—"
"No," you interrupted, your voice soft but steady. "Callias, this isn't your fault. It was her. Lady. No—" You paused, the distaste lingering before you forced her name out. "Andreia's just a bully with power. She would have found some other way to hurt me, no matter what."
For a moment, the two of you sat in silence, the weight of the conversation settling heavily between you.
Callias' shoulders remained tense, his gaze fixed on the ground, but slowly, his fists began to unclench. He exhaled deeply, his frustration still evident but tempered by your words.
Then, his' brow quirked up, lips twitching almost into an amused grin. He snorted lightly, the tension in his face easing ever so slightly. "Andreia, huh? No 'Lady Andreia'? Look at you, breaking the rules. Who knew you were such a rebel?"
You rolled your eyes, unable to stop the small smile that broke through your earlier seriousness. "Oh, please. If calling her by her name makes me a rebel, I'll wear the title proudly."
The banter lifted some of the heaviness in the air, and for a brief moment, it felt like the two of you could breathe again.
But then, your gaze softened, your smile fading into something more contemplative. You leaned in slightly, your voice dropping to a whisper, as though sharing a secret only he could hear. "Besides... thanks to her actions, as cruel as they were, the Fates seemed to show me a little kindness in return."
Callias tilted his head, his brow furrowing in confusion at your cryptic words. "Kindness? What do you mean?" he asked, curiosity lacing his tone.
You hesitated for a moment, your eyes brightening as the memory of the divine lyre flashed in your mind. But you didn't elaborate—not yet. Instead, you swung your satchel around, careful and deliberate, as though holding something precious beyond measure.
Reaching inside, your fingers brushed against the cool, smooth surface of the lyre. You pulled it out gently, the golden frame catching the late afternoon sunlight, which shimmered across its surface in dazzling patterns.
The intricate etchings seemed alive in the light, telling stories of gods and heroes as the strings, spun from what appeared to be starlight itself, glowed faintly, resonating with an otherworldly hum. The moment the lyre was fully exposed to the air, the faint scent of something sweet and unplaceable—a mix of wildflowers and ozone—seemed to linger between you.
Callias' mouth dropped open as he stared, his eyes widening in disbelief. "By the gods..." He leaned forward instinctively, his voice almost a whisper. "How... how did you get that?"
His hands hovered near the lyre, hesitant and almost reverent, as though touching it might prove it wasn't real. You grinned, the corners of your lips lifting as you plopped the lyre into his hands, your trust in him evident in the motion.
Callias hesitated, his hands hovering as though afraid to touch something so exquisite, but as the weight of the lyre settled into his palms, his breath caught. A faint warmth emanated from the golden frame, gentle but unmistakable, like the first rays of sunlight after a cold dawn.
"It's beautiful," he breathed, his fingers lightly brushing over the glowing strings, careful not to pluck them. As his fingers brushed against the glowing strings, and he felt an almost imperceptible vibration run through him, resonating deep in his chest.
It was as if the lyre accepted his presence, greeting him with a soft hum that lingered on the edges of his hearing, impossible to fully ignore.
Callias froze, his eyes widening further as he glanced at you. "Do you feel that?" he asked, his voice barely above a whisper. His grip on the lyre tightened slightly, his awe growing with every second.
You tilted your head, the faintest trace of a knowing smile playing on your lips. "Feel what?"
"It's... alive," he said, his voice trembling slightly, the words faltering as if he doubted his own senses. "It's like it's breathing. It's warm... and it hums, almost like it's trying to speak."
You leaned back slightly, your expression softening with amusement as a proud smile spread across your face. "I know," you said, your voice giddy, unable to hide the excitement bubbling within you.
Reaching out, your fingers brushed against the lyre, and the reaction was instantaneous—its hum deepened, a faint glow rippling along the strings as though it recognized you, leaping to life at your touch.
Callias' eyes darted from the lyre to you, his brow furrowing as a flicker of worry crossed his features. He hesitated for a moment, then blurted, "Wait—how exactly did you get this?" His voice carried a note of apprehension now, as though the awe was giving way to concern. "You didn't... you didn't make some sort of deal, did you?"
Your hand paused mid-air, the playful smile softening into something more reassuring as you met his gaze. "A deal?" you repeated, laughing lightly to dispel the tension. "No, Callias, I didn't sell my soul or anything dramatic like that. It was a gift..." Your fingers rested lightly on the lyre's golden frame, its warmth seeping into your skin like sunlight. "from Hermes."
Callias' head snapped up, his eyes darting from the lyre back to you. He let out a low whistle, his eyebrows shooting upward in surprise. "Hermes?" he repeated, almost disbelieving. "You mean...The Hermes? Messenger God?"
You nodded, your smile growing as you recalled the god's sudden and striking appearance. "In the flesh," you confirmed. "He gave it to me freely. A gift."
Callias didn't look entirely convinced, his grip on the lyre tightening slightly. "Freely," he echoed, skepticism lacing his tone. "The gods don't just give mortals things like this for no reason. There's always a cost, even if it's not one you see right away." His voice dropped lower, more cautious. "Are you sure there's nothing else to it? No strings attached—well, besides these ones?"
You let out a soft snort at his attempt at humor, shaking your head. "Hermes might be many things, but this... this felt genuine. I think he wanted me to have it—no bargains, no tricks." The faint hum of the lyre seemed to agree, the glow of its strings softening to a gentle shimmer.
Callias studied you for a moment longer, his expression caught between awe and unease. Finally, he sighed, shaking his head with a faint smile. "If you say so," he murmured, though his tone still carried a hint of uncertainty. "But I'm keeping an eye on this thing—and on you. Just in case."
You couldn;t help but smile, warmth blooming in your chest at his concern. "Thank you, Callias," you said sincerely, your voice soft. "It means a lot to know you're looking out for me—even if it's just in case I've accidentally invited divine chaos into my life."
His faint smile grew into a mischievous grin, his tone taking on a teasing edge. "Oh, please. You don't need a lyre to bring chaos into your life—you're already pretty talented at that on your own."
You let out a short laugh, shaking your head at his cheeky remark. "I walked right into that one, didn't I?"
Callias chuckled, his grin widening. "Like a moth to a flame," he quipped, his voice light but fond. He glanced back down at the glowing lyre in his hands, the humor in his expression softening as a flicker of wonder returned. "Still," he added, his tone shifting, "I've got to hand it to you. If anyone could charm the gods themselves, it's you."
His words caught you off guard, and you felt your cheeks heat ever so slightly. You brushed the moment aside with a playful scoff. "Let's not give me too much credit. The gods probably just like a good underdog story."
Callias shook his head in disbelief, muttering under his breath. "Truly, you must have a pendulum of luck swinging wildly in your favor." His expression turned grim for a fleeting moment, as though the weight of something else tugged at his thoughts.
Clearing his throat, he gently handed the lyre back to you, his touch lingering for just a moment before he pulled his hands away. "But enough about that. I haven't even told you my news yet," he said, his tone shifting, though a shadow of his earlier unease remained in his eyes.
You nodded, carefully placing the lyre back into your satchel, its weight settling comfortably on your shoulder. "Alright," you said, curiosity piqued. "What's your news?"
Callias glanced around, his gaze sweeping the courtyard as though ensuring no one else was within earshot. Then, lowering his voice, he leaned in slightly, adopting a conspiratorial tone. "One of Andreia's personal attendants let something slip," he began, his words measured. "Apparently, she's been in talks to form political alliances between Bronte and Ithaca."
Your brows knit together in confusion. "What would she..." you started, but the sentence trailed off as your thoughts spiraled, unbidden.
Images of Andreia and Telemachus together flashed in your mind, their interactions suddenly taking on a sharper, more calculated edge. "Oh..." you murmured, the realization settling like a stone in your chest, heavy and unwelcome.
A wave of discomfort rippled through you as your thoughts spiraled further. Their proximity during the banquet, the way Andreia's laughter lingered just a little longer when Telemachus was around—it all seemed to point to something more deliberate.
Your shoulders dropped, the weight of understanding pressing down as if the very air around you had thickened.
Though you were a servant, you weren't naive to the grand scheme of royal affairs; you understood how alliances like these were often forged.
Telemachus, as the prince, was undoubtedly a prime candidate for marriage, and while his father's disappearance had delayed such matters, it hadn't erased the possibility entirely.
You could no longer dismiss those fleeting moments as mere coincidence or your own overthinking.
The thought left you feeling unsettled, your shoulders dropping slightly as the pieces began to align. "Oh..." you repeated, softer this time, the word carrying a note of resignation.
Callias, sensing the shift in your mood, straightened, looking at you more seriously. "Listen, ____" he said, his voice gentler now, "I don't think you have anything to worry about. The prince... he wouldn't—" He hesitated, his eyes searching yours as though trying to find the right words. "He wouldn't just go along with something like that. Not unless it's what he truly wanted."
His words lingered, and for a moment, you weren't even sure why he was trying to reassure you.
And even though you tried to deny it, a small, flickering part of you wanted to believe him, to believe that Telemachus—his warm smiles, his quiet moments of kindness—couldn't be capable of viewing you as nothing more than a servant to be discarded for the sake of an alliance.
But just as quickly as the thought surfaced, you buried it, pushing it down beneath the weight of your resignation, tucked away with the rest of your uncertainties.
It was easier to accept the ignorance, to leave those possibilities unexplored.
Clearing your throat, you gave him a faint smile, choosing to redirect the conversation. "Anyway," you began, your tone lighter now, "what else have I missed these past few days?"
Callias groaned dramatically, throwing his head back with an exaggerated moan. "You mean, what didn't you miss? Everything has been so dull!" he lamented, his voice laced with mock despair. "Dinners felt so empty—even with the musicians playing, they ended much quicker than usual. Honestly, it's been like the life was sucked out of the palace."
He paused, his expression shifting to something more reflective. "And the royal family? Well, I wouldn't say I'm close to them—I mean, who is, really? But..." He trailed off, his gaze distant, as though recalling the flashes of moments he had witnessed.
"I saw Queen Penelope in the kitchens a few times," he continued, his voice softening. "She was talking with the chef, making sure your broths were just right. She even sent one back because it wasn't warm enough."
You blinked, a rush of warmth spreading through your chest at the thought of the queen's quiet attentiveness. Callias went on, his tone taking on a storytelling rhythm.
"And after you fell 'ill,' King Odysseus ordered the construction of an overhead walkway. You know, the one that connects the palace to the sheepfold and pigeon coops, and stuff? It's supposed to protect the servants from the storms. They say he got the idea from the Phoenicians, or maybe one of those great cities he saw on his travels."
He smiled faintly, but his expression grew somber as he continued. "And then there's Prince Telemachus..." Callias' voice dropped slightly, as if hesitant to bring up the prince. "He's been... different. Sullen, I guess, unless he's around his parents. But even then, he's quieter than usual."
Your heart clenched, and you leaned in slightly, unable to stop yourself from asking, "What do you mean?"
Callias hesitated before answering. "I've also seen him in the library, flipping through scrolls and old texts. He's been talking with the palace physicians a lot too. And Bronte's physicians—he brought them in, you know. They were discussing remedies, illnesses, treatments... trying to figure out what could help. And the prince, well, he was asking questions—lots of them." His gaze turned to you, a small, knowing smile tugging at his lips. "About you."
Your breath hitched, and for a moment, you couldn't find your voice. A rush of emotions surged within you—disbelief, gratitude, and something else you couldn't quite name. You swallowed hard, your gaze dropping to the ground as you tried to process his words.
"He was... asking about me?"
Callias nodded. "Yeah. Looking for answers, I guess. He seemed... worried."
The weight of his words settled over you, and for a moment, you couldn't think of anything to say. The image of Telemachus—quiet and focused, sifting through scrolls and speaking with healers for your sake—made your chest tighten with an emotion you weren't ready to name.
You exhaled slowly, a shaky breath that seemed to carry away some of the tension in your shoulders. "I... I didn't know," you said softly, your voice barely above a whisper.
Callias gave you a small, reassuring smile, his earlier teasing replaced with a quiet understanding. "Well," he said gently, "now you do."
Notes:
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Chapter 20: 14 ┃ 𝐬𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧
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The days that followed were restless, though you tried to hide it beneath the mask of routine.
Each moment you could spare, your eyes trailed toward Andreia and Prince Telemachus. Whether it was during dinners where the royal families mingled or as you passed by the courtyards in your duties, you found yourself drawn to their interactions.
Andreia's demeanor toward Telemachus was as obvious as sunlight. She was coy, her voice lilting with playful notes as she leaned toward him just enough to invade his space without overstepping.
She'd twirl a strand of her auburn hair around her fingers, her head tilting at the slightest inclination of his voice, as though every word he spoke was a revelation.
Her laughter was sweet, too sweet—a bubbly, ringing sound that set your teeth on edge, especially when compared to the cold detachment she'd shown you that day in the sheepfold.
It was jarring, to see her so kind and open with him, far removed from the icy, calculating figure you had encountered. She radiated warmth, her emerald eyes sparkling with a feigned innocence that you couldn't unsee now that you knew better.
She was a different person entirely—charming, demure, and confident in a way that left little doubt of her intentions. Her fingers would linger on Telemachus' arm just a moment too long, her smile a fraction too wide.
It was as if she were weaving a net around him, one thread at a time.
Telemachus, for his part, seemed polite and cordial, though there were moments when his boyish charm peeked through.
At dinner, he'd lean in closer when she spoke, his face attentive, his easy smile encouraging her to continue.
You couldn't help but notice how his eyes occasionally flickered to her face, perhaps taking in the faint blush that colored her cheeks. But then, there were times he seemed to grow restless, a faint flicker of something unreadable in his gaze as if he were only half listening.
It stung, though you tried not to let it show, especially during those evenings when you'd catch snippets of their laughter echoing through the halls. Your hands would tighten on the linen you were folding, or your steps would quicken as you passed by the feasting hall.
Still, you reminded yourself that this was his role—a prince courting a princess, ensuring alliances. Yet, even with that reminder, Callias' words lingered in your mind, a whisper of reassurance battling against the tightening in your chest.
The days grew shorter as autumn began to edge into winter, the chill creeping into the mornings and biting at your skin despite the midday sun. The air carried a sharper edge, and the light waned faster, casting the palace in long shadows that came too early in the day.
It was on one such brisk afternoon that you found yourself leaving the seamstress' quarters, a small scroll in hand detailing the queen's updated winter measurements. The cold nipped at your cheeks, and you tugged your shawl tighter around your shoulders as you moved through the quieter corridors of the palace.
You were on your way to the queen's chambers for lunch, the scroll meant to be presented alongside her midday tea. The thought of her warm smile and the calm wisdom she carried in even the simplest exchanges brought a small measure of comfort as your steps echoed softly against the stone floors.
"____!" The sound of your name, called with warmth and familiarity, startled you, and your heart leapt in your chest.
You turned sharply, your fingers tightening around the scroll as your eyes landed on Telemachus. He was walking briskly toward you, his steps purposeful yet light, and you couldn't help but notice how his smile grew wider as he caught your gaze.
His eyes brightened, the fatigue that had seemed to cling to him in recent days momentarily lifting, and there was a slight spring in his step, as though seeing you had filled him with a sudden energy.
"____," he called again, his voice carrying easily over the quiet. "I was hoping to run into you."
"Telemachus," you breathed under your breath, his name slipping from your lips without thought as he approached, stopping in your tracks.
Your heart beat faster than you wanted to admit, your heart fluttering in your chest, each beat heavy and echoing in your ears. You tightened your grip on the scroll in your hands, suddenly hyperaware of how cold your fingers felt against the smooth parchment.
As he stopped before you, his smile softened, and his gaze swept over you with quiet intensity. His eyes lingered briefly, studying you as though searching for something. "How are you?" he asked, his voice low and warm, a thread of concern woven through his tone. "Are you feeling well?"
For a moment, you forgot how to breathe, caught off guard by the way he looked at you—his brows slightly furrowed, his head tilted just enough to show genuine interest.
The wind teased at the loose strands of his hair, and the soft sunlight caught in his eyes, making the warm brown hue seem almost golden.
"I-I'm fine," you managed to say, though your voice sounded too light, too forced, even to your own ears. You shifted your weight from one foot to the other before offering a small bow of respect, glancing down briefly before meeting his gaze again. "Thank you for asking, my prince."
His lips twitched, as though suppressing a deeper smile, and he gave a slight shake of his head, waving a hand dismissively at the formality. "There's no need for that," he said, his tone light.
The words seemed to relax the air between you, and his shoulders loosened as he studied you again. This time, his gaze held no urgency, only a quiet satisfaction as he took in the healthy flush of your cheeks, the steadiness of your stance. "Good." The tension around his eyes eased as his smile softened further.
"You look much better," he murmured, almost to himself, before clearing his throat. "I mean, not that you looked unwell before, but... you know." He trailed off, his hand rubbing awkwardly at the back of his neck, a faint blush creeping up his cheeks.
You felt a warmth rise to your own cheeks, and you nodded quickly, your voice steady despite the fluttering in your chest. "Yes, I'm fine now. Thank you for asking, my prince."
He studied you for a moment longer, as though committing the sight of you to memory, before his expression shifted slightly. The softness in his gaze gave way to a more thoughtful look, and he hesitated before speaking again. He shifted his stance, his hands brushing lightly against his tunic as though gathering his thoughts.
"Uhh, I noticed," he began, his voice slower now, deliberate, "at the feast the other night, and... well, even before that." He paused, his brow furrowing slightly as he searched for the right words. "You haven't been playing your lyre. You usually don't go a night without it."
The words hit you like a sudden gust of wind, freezing you in place. Your breath caught sharply, and for a moment, you could only stare at him, wide-eyed. The scroll in your hands felt suddenly heavy, your fingers trembling as your grip tightened.
"I mean," he continued, seemingly unaware of your sudden tension, "you still play beautifully—every instrument you touch, really—but I couldn't help but notice. Your lyre... it always seemed to be your favorite. And now..." He trailed off, his voice soft, almost hesitant. "I just wondered if everything was alright."
You forced yourself to swallow, trying to steady the rising panic clawing at your chest as your mind scrambled for a response.
No one else had noticed—not the queen, not the other servants, not even the musicians you occasionally played with.
You had thought your quiet substitution of instruments had gone unnoticed, a small, insignificant change in the grand scheme of things.
But Telemachus had noticed.
Your chest tightened at the sincerity in his voice, and it only made the lump in your throat grow heavier. How could you explain it? How could you tell him about Andreia, about what had happened?
Only Callias and Andreia herself knew the truth, and you had worked so hard to keep it that way.
The thought of revealing it to him—to anyone—made your stomach twist with unease.
"I..." You hesitated, your voice faltering as you tried to steady your breathing. You forced a smile, though it felt brittle, and shook your head lightly. "I've been trying something new," you blurted out, the words rushed and awkward. "Different instruments, I mean. I thought it might be... refreshing." You forced a smile, hoping it looked more convincing than it felt.
For a moment, Telemachus said nothing, his eyes narrowing slightly as he studied you. You braced yourself, the seconds stretching into what felt like an eternity. But then, to your immense relief, he nodded slowly, the tension in his shoulders easing.
"That makes sense," he said finally, though his voice carried a note of skepticism. His gaze lingered on you for a moment longer before his lips quirked into a small, reassuring smile. "You've always been talented. Whatever you play, I'm sure it's worth hearing."
His words sent a strange mix of relief and guilt washing over you, the warmth of his praise clashing with the unease that still churned in your chest.
You nodded, managing a quiet, "Thank you," though the words felt hollow in your throat.
"And, ____, if there's ever anything you need... anything at all—you know you can come to me. Right?"
Your heart ached at the sincerity in his voice, and you nodded quickly, your throat tight with emotion. "Of course, my prince. Thank you."
He held your gaze for a moment longer, as if searching for something unspoken, before his smile returned, softer now. "Good," he said simply, his tone warm. "That's all I wanted to hear."
Telemachus' smile lingered, and for a brief moment, the air between you felt lighter, warmer, as though the weight of the conversation had been lifted. But deep down, you couldn't shake the sinking feeling that the truth was closer to surfacing than you were ready for.
For a moment, the two of you stood there in the quiet corridor, the world around you fading into the background.
You cleared your throat softly, the sound barely breaking the quiet between you. Telemachus' head tilted, his brow lifting slightly as his attention sharpened. For a heartbeat, you hesitated, feeling the weight of his gaze, before the words tumbled out.
"Have you, um—" You faltered, your voice catching for just a moment. "Have you seen any new constellations recently? Or... perhaps something interesting in the stars lately? You know, with the season changing."
Telemachus blinked in surprise at first before his expression shifted immediately, his eyes lighting up with a boyish excitement that made your chest tighten. "Oh, yes," he said quickly, the words spilling out like he'd been waiting for an excuse to talk about it. His smile grew, softer but no less genuine, as his fingers brushed absently over the hem of his tunic.
"The skies have been stunning this autumn," he began, his tone growing warm with excitement. "Just a few nights ago, I was out watching the heavens, and I caught sight of Lyra—the Harp—hanging low near the horizon. It's faint this time of year, but clear if you know where to look." He paused, his lips curving into a thoughtful smile. "It... made me think of you."
Your breath hitched, and his cheeks flushed, the faint pink spreading across his nose as he seemed to realize what he'd said. "I—I mean," he stammered, his hand lifting to rub at the back of his neck, his eyes darting to the ground before flicking back to yours, "it's just—you play the lyre so beautifully, and, well, Lyra always reminds me of music and..." He trailed off, his voice softening, his gaze dropping for a moment as though he needed a second to steady himself.
He cleared his throat, his hands now clasping in front of him, and when he looked back up at you, there was a tenderness in his eyes that made your heart ache. "Since my father returned, he's been teaching me tricks about the stars—navigating by them, learning their patterns—things he picked up on his travels." A faint, bashful smile tugged at his lips. "He says I've got a good eye for it."
You couldn't help but smile, the image of Telemachus and Odysseus stargazing together filling your mind. "That sounds wonderful,"
Telemachus' gaze flickered away again, the faint blush deepening on his cheeks as he nodded. "It is. It's... peaceful, being out there under the open sky. Sometimes, it feels like you can hear the stories the stars are trying to tell."
He hesitated, his weight shifting slightly, his hands brushing against his sides as though searching for something to do.
When he spoke again, his voice was quieter, softer, almost unsure. "So, uh, tomorrow night, Venus will be at its brightest," he said, his eyes glancing up at you briefly before darting away again. "It's—it's something to see, really. It lights up the sky like a beacon."
He cleared his throat again, his fingers now fidgeting with the hem of his tunic. "I... was thinking—" He stopped, biting his lip as his gaze darted back to you. His voice dropped to almost a whisper, and he stuttered slightly as he continued, "If—if you'd like, you could... join me? To see it, I mean. It's, uh, better with someone else. I think you'd... enjoy it."
Your heart leapt, the warmth in his voice wrapping around you like a gentle embrace. The way he looked at you—shy, hopeful, as though his entire world hinged on your answer—made it impossible to refuse.
Your lips parted, the word "I—" barely forming before a voice interrupted the moment.
"Telemachus~" the voice cooed, smooth, and saccharine, cutting through the air like a blade.
Your breath hitched, the faint warmth that had begun to bloom between you and the prince cooling instantly. Both of you turned toward the source of the interruption, and there she was—Andreia.
Her auburn hair gleamed like polished copper, catching the soft light spilling through the corridor windows, and her practiced smile curved effortlessly across her lips.
She strode toward the two of you with an ease that bordered on regal, her eyes flashing briefly over you before locking onto Telemachus.
"Here you are," she said, her tone light and lilting, as though she'd spent hours searching for him. The way her words flowed, so casual yet so perfectly placed, made your stomach churn.
Andreia's hand brushed lightly against Telemachus' arm, her touch lingering just enough to feel possessive. Her fingers rested there, delicate yet firm, like she had every right to stake her claim. "I was wondering where you'd gone," she added with a soft laugh, tilting her head ever so slightly as she looked up at him.
Telemachus stiffened at first, his shoulders squaring in surprise, the flush still on his cheeks as his gaze darted between you and Andreia. "Oh, uh... Lady Andreia," he greeted, his tone polite but lacking the warmth he'd just shown you.
His fingers flexed at his sides, betraying his awkwardness as his eyes flitted back toward you, only to snap back to Andreia under the weight of her commanding presence.
Andreia's smile widened, a flash of teeth, her eyes glinting with satisfaction. "Don't tell me you've forgotten about our lunch plans," she teased, her tone playful but carrying an undercurrent of reprimand. "You promised to show me the olive grove today."
The words hung in the air, heavy despite her light delivery. Your grip on the edge of your shawl tightened, your knuckles brushing against the scroll you still held.
Telemachus shifted his weight, his unease evident in the way his eyes flitted briefly to yours before snapping back to Andreia. "Right," he said slowly, his voice faltering as though caught off guard. "The olive grove."
Andreia's hand slid down from his arm but stayed close, her posture angled toward him with practiced grace. "Shall we go?" she asked, her emerald eyes locked on his face, her expression one of expectation.
Your chest tightened at the sight, and for a fleeting moment, you thought Telemachus might turn back to you. His lips parted slightly, his gaze turning to linger on you just long enough for something to flicker in his eyes—regret, perhaps, or an apology he couldn't voice.
Andreia's attention, however, was unrelenting. Her smile faltered for the briefest moment as she followed his gaze, her expression cooling when her eyes landed on you. "Oh..." she drawled, her head tilting slightly, the tone of her voice dripping with feigned surprise. "You're ____, yes?"
You straightened instinctively, willing your voice to remain steady. "Y-Yes, Lady An—"
Andreia didn't let you finish. She turned back to Telemachus, her gaze softening as though you weren't even there. "Oh," she said lightly, her voice airy, "am I interrupting something, Telemachus?" The question was directed at Telemachus, her tone sweet but pointed, her wide eyes locked on his face.
Telemachus' face remained carefully neutral, his features set in a mask of calm that he had learned to wear during courtly interactions. But beneath the surface, his mind churned.
He was acutely aware of how close Andreia stood now, the scent of her floral perfume faint but distinct in the chill air. The warmth he had felt only moments ago, while speaking with you, had all but drained away.
His eyes darted toward you again, lingering for a fraction longer than was prudent. You stood stiffly, the scroll in your hands held tightly against your chest, your gaze lowered.
There was something almost imperceptible in your posture—disappointment, perhaps? Hurt? The thought made his stomach twist, though he quickly shoved it aside.
He couldn't afford to focus on that, not now.
"No—no, you're not interrupting," he stammered, his tone caught between reassurance and discomfort. He forced a smile, though it didn't quite reach his eyes, and gestured vaguely toward you. "We were just finishing up."
Andreia's smile returned, brighter than ever, the edges curling with satisfaction as though she had won a quiet battle. She stepped closer to Telemachus; her fingers grazed the edge of his tunic, an almost imperceptible gesture that felt calculated, meant to be seen but subtle enough to be dismissed as casual. "Good," she said with a soft laugh, her emerald eyes glinting as they met his. "I wouldn't want to pull you away from anything... important." Her words hung in the air, carrying a subtle challenge that wasn't lost to you.
Telemachus swallowed hard, the muscles in his jaw tightening briefly as he resisted the urge to glance at you again.
He knew how this moment looked, how it felt, and it gnawed at the edges of his resolve. But he also knew his duty, the expectations that came with his station.
Andreia wasn't just a princess—she was a potential alliance, a symbol of unity between Ithaca and her own kingdom. To dismiss her or show favoritism toward someone else, no matter how innocent the context, would be unwise.
"Of course not," he replied, his tone even, though his chest felt heavy. He offered a small, polite nod, one that he hoped would convey the right amount of respect and deference. "I wouldn't dream of it."
Andreia tilted her head slightly, her smile softening as though his words had pleased her. She reached up, brushing a strand of auburn hair back from her face, the motion deliberate yet graceful. "You're always so considerate, Machus," she said, her voice light and teasing; her gaze flickered briefly to you again, as though gauging your reaction, before returning to him.
Telemachus felt his pulse quicken, his discomfort growing. He hated how easily Andreia commanded the conversation, how her presence seemed to overshadow everything else in the moment.
But he hated more that he couldn't bring himself to break away, to say what he truly wanted. His role as prince demanded restraint, diplomacy, and sacrifice.
And so, he buried the flicker of guilt that had sparked when he'd seen the look in your eyes.
You shuffled your feet, the use of the nickname "Machus" feeling like an invisible weight pressing against your chest, the easy familiarity of it jarring in its intimacy.
How comfortable she was using it—and worse, how Telemachus neither stopped her nor corrected her—made the moment heavier, more painful than you cared to admit.
You knew better than to take it personally; you knew the realities of his station and the delicate politics at play, but that knowledge didn't dull the ache.
Your throat tightened, and you softly cleared it, drawing their attention briefly. You dipped into a polite curtsy, your voice steady though quieter than usual. "If you'll excuse me, my prince, my lady," you said, keeping your gaze lowered as you took a step back. "I'll...I'll take my leave now."
Telemachus' eyes flicked toward you, his lips parting as if he might say something, but the words never came.
Andreia giggled softly, leaning closer to him as though you had already gone, her hand lightly resting on his arm. "Oh, Machus," she said, blinking up at him with a coy smile. "I almost forgot—one of Bronte's navigators mentioned that Venus will be at her brightest tomorrow night. Isn't that perfect? We should watch it together."
Her tone was light and airy, but there was an undercurrent of possession in her words that wasn't lost on you as you turned to leave. The sound of her laughter, soft and musical, lingered behind you as you walked away, each step feeling heavier than the last.
You didn't glance back, though your heart clenched at the thought of what you might see if you did.
You had barely made it halfway down the corridor, your steps deliberate yet distant, when the sound of hurried footsteps behind you broke the rhythm of your retreat. Before you could react, a warm hand wrapped gently but firmly around your wrist, halting your escape.
"Wait," Telemachus' voice came, low but rushed, tinged with urgency. You turned halfway, your heart skipping at the sight of him. His face was flushed, his breath slightly uneven as though he'd chased after you without thinking.
"What are you—?" you began, but he shook his head, his grip tightening ever so slightly as he leaned in closer.
"Please," he said, his tone softer now, imploring. His gaze darted briefly over his shoulder, and you caught sight of Andreia still standing in the corridor.
She was a distance away, her posture poised, though her expression was unreadable. She waited, her presence a looming reminder that you didn't belong in the same orbit as her.
Telemachus turned back to you, his brow furrowed, his words coming in a rush as if trying to explain something too complex for the time he had. "I know how this must look—how she must seem—but you have to understand, this isn't—I-I didn't mean for you to think... I just—" He exhaled sharply, clearly frustrated with himself as he glanced back toward Andreia again, and he looked back at you. "This isn't what it looks like."
Your chest tightened, and you pulled your wrist gently out of his grasp, stepping back to create some distance. "You don't have to explain anything," you said softly, your voice measured, though you felt anything but calm. "I understand."
His eyes flickered, confusion flashing across his face. "You... do?" he asked, his tone unsure, as though he didn't believe you. He stepped closer, lowering his voice as if afraid Andreia would hear. "I just mean... Andreia is a princess and she's here because... because of alliances. It's all political, so I have to entertain her. I—" He stumbled over his words, his frustration evident. "It doesn't mean anything."
The words were like a stone dropped into a still pond, rippling through your mind in ways you couldn't fully grasp. It doesn't mean anything. Then why did it feel like it meant everything?
You tilted your head, searching his face for clarity, but all you saw was a young man caught between two worlds—one of duty and one of desire. His expression softened as his eyes met yours again, his voice gentler now. "I just... I want you to understand, that this isn't real," he said, his voice barely above a whisper. "I have to do this—for Ithaca, for my father. For everyone. But it's temporary." His explanation was clumsy, the words jumbled as though he didn't quite know how to phrase what he wanted to say.
He ran a hand through his hair, his frustration evident. "I just... I didn't want you to think that this, that she..." He trailed off, his eyes searching yours, desperate for some sign that you believed him. "You see that... don't you?"
You wanted to, desperately. But the words felt hollow, his explanation thin. Temporary or not, Andreia was a princess, and you were... you. Someone who could be excused without a second thought, whose place in this palace was dictated by servitude, not status.
Besides, part of you couldn't ignore the lingering ache in your chest. His words didn't erase the sight of Andreia's easy closeness or the way he hadn't corrected her use of the nickname.
You forced yourself to nod, the movement stiff and mechanical. "I see," you murmured, though your heart felt like it was splintering with each syllable.
Relief washed over his features, his grip on your wrist finally loosening. "Good," he said, exhaling as though a weight had been lifted. "I just didn't want you to think—" He stopped himself, shaking his head again, a faint, almost boyish smile tugging at his lips. "I didn't want to lose your trust."
You nodded again, a small, tight smile finding its way to your lips. "Of course, my prince," you said, the formality slipping out before you could stop it. "I understand."
The formality of your words made him flinch slightly, but before he could say anything else, you curtsied quickly and turned to leave.
This time, he didn't stop you.
As you walked away, your heart felt heavier than before, each step echoing in the quiet corridor. You couldn't shake the feeling that you'd just crossed some invisible line, that something between you had shifted in a way that couldn't be undone.
Meanwhile, Telemachus remained where you'd left him, a heavy sigh escaping him, watching your retreating figure with a conflicted expression. He rubbed a hand over his face, his thoughts spinning in disarray.
He'd thought you understood—hadn't you just said so? He didn't know why the moment still felt so unfinished, why his chest felt tight with an unease he couldn't shake.
He sighed again, running a hand through his hair as he glanced back toward Andreia, who was waiting for him with a curious tilt of her head.
He straightened his shoulders, forcing himself to push it aside.
You understood, he told himself. You knew his actions were only temporary, a necessary pretense, and that was enough.
Or so he thought.
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You barely made it a few steps down the corridor before the tears began to blur your vision. They welled up hot and fast, threatening to spill over no matter how tightly you bit your lip to keep the sobs at bay.
You kept your head down, focusing on the stone floor beneath your feet as you tried to steady your breathing, but the lump in your throat refused to ease. Each step felt heavier than the last, and no matter how much you told yourself to stay calm, the pressure inside you grew with every passing second.
By the time you rounded the corner, the tears had started to fall, hot and unbidden, streaking down your cheeks. You swiped at them angrily, as though erasing them would somehow make the ache in your chest go away.
Another sob tried to claw its way out, but you bit it back harder, a metallic taste filling your mouth as you forced yourself to stay quiet.
You're so foolish, you thought bitterly, your hands tightening into fists at your sides. You don't have any claim over him. He's a prince, and you're... Your chest heaved as you drew in a shaky breath, your steps faltering as the realization settled deeper into your mind. You're a servant. You have no right to feel this way.
And yet, no matter how hard you tried to reason with yourself, you couldn't ignore the way your heart clung to the moments you shared with him—the stolen smiles, the quiet conversations, the way his eyes seemed to soften whenever they met yours.
Were they just illusions? Things you'd foolishly read too much into?
Just as you turned another corner, lost in your thoughts, you collided with something—or someone. The force knocked the breath out of you, and you stumbled back slightly, the scroll slipping from your hands as you let out a startled gasp.
"I'm sorry!" you blurted out, your voice trembling as you hastily bent to retrieve the scroll. Your fingers fumbled clumsily as you wiped at your face, trying to hide the tears that still streaked your cheeks. "I-I wasn't looking where I was going, I—"
A low, warm chuckle cut through your hurried apology, freezing you in place. The sound was rich and teasing, carrying a lilt of amusement that made your heart skip a beat.
"Why," the voice drawled, smooth and playful, "do I always seem to catch you at the worst moments?"
Your breath caught, and you slowly looked up, blinking away the last of your tears. The figure before you came into focus, and your eyes widened in recognition.
Hermes stood before you, his divine presence striking against the mundane backdrop of the palace corridor.
His tousled curls caught the dim light, the faint shimmer of his form almost too vibrant for the simple stone walls surrounding him. His scarlet cloak draped effortlessly over one shoulder, and the faint flutter of the wings on his sandals sent a soft breeze brushing against your skin.
He looked every bit the god he was, radiant and untouchable, yet somehow entirely at ease.
You stared, momentarily frozen by the contrast of his divine radiance in this otherwise quiet corner of Ithaca's halls. His head tilted slightly, a grin tugging at his lips as he observed your stunned silence.
Then, raising a hand, he lightly tapped a finger against your forehead, the motion playful yet deliberate. "Anyone home?" he asked, the amusement in his voice pulling you out of your daze.
You blinked rapidly, heat rising to your face as you realized you'd been gaping. "H-Hermes, I—I'm sorry," you stammered, taking a step back, gripping the scroll tightly against your chest. "I—I didn't expect to see you here."
"No, clearly not," he said with a grin, crossing his arms as he leaned casually against the wall. "Though I must admit, bumping into you is quickly becoming my favorite pastime."
You frowned slightly, glancing down at the floor. "Sorry," you mumbled, your voice barely above a whisper. "I wasn't paying attention."
Hermes tilted his head, studying you with a look that was equal parts curious and amused. "Apologies, apologies," he said, waving a hand dismissively. "You mortals are always so quick to blame yourselves. Tell me, little musician, what's got you so distracted this time? Or should I guess?"
Your lips parted, but no words came out. You weren't sure what to say—how to explain the storm of emotions swirling inside you without sounding utterly ridiculous.
A part of you wanted to open up, to let him know everything, but another part held you back, unsure of how much a god could—or would—understand.
Hermes, however, seemed content to wait, his gaze steady, his golden eyes filled with a quiet patience that felt strangely comforting. Still, you couldn't help but wonder what had brought him down to Ithaca this time, and why, of all places, he'd found you here in such a state.
"I—" you started, but the words caught in your throat. Your grip on the scroll tightened, and you swallowed hard, shaking your head. "It's nothing," you said quickly, your voice barely steady. Clearing your throat, you glanced at Hermes, forcing a small, uncertain smile. "What brings you down here? Are you here to deliver another message?" you asked, your voice wavering between curiosity and hesitation.
Hermes waved a dismissive hand, his expression light and amused. "Nah, no messages this time," he said, leaning casually against the wall. "I was bored. Thought I'd drop in on my grandson-in-law, Laertes. You know, see how the old man's doing. Deliever a message for my granddaughter Anticleia and all that."
For a moment, your mind froze, his words not fully registering. "Your... grandson?" you repeated, blinking up at him in confusion.
Hermes chuckled, bending slightly to meet your gaze, his head tilting in mock curiosity. "What's the matter? Didn't you know Odysseus is a descendant of mine?" His teasing tone and the glint in his golden eyes sent a ripple of warmth to your cheeks.
The faintest memory stirred in the back of your mind—Penelope mentioning the royal lineage, the gods woven into their family tree—but you hadn't thought much of it at the time. The knowledge had slipped away, buried beneath the weight of your daily tasks.
"I... think I heard that before," you admitted softly, your brow furrowing as you tried to recall the details. "But I guess I didn't really connect the dots."
"Figures," Hermes said with a laugh, straightening up and gesturing grandly to himself. "It's why Odysseus is so clever, you know. Gets it from me. Same with Telemachus, to some degree—though he's still figuring it out." He shot you a playful grin, his eyes twinkling with mischief. "You're lucky, by the way. Not everyone gets such a close-up view of divine legacy in action."
Your mind finally caught up, a single word from earlier sticking out in your thoughts. "Anticleia," you murmured, hesitant yet certain. "Isn't she...?" You trailed off, unsure how to phrase it delicately.
Hermes raised an eyebrow, clearly amused by your reaction. "Dead? In the Underworld?" he finished for you, his tone casual, as if discussing the weather. "Good ear, little musician." He tapped the side of his head playfully. "I do sometimes stop by to deliver messages for her. She's one of my favorites, you know. Sweet woman. Always appreciated my visits." A fond smile softened his face for a moment before he glanced back at you.
"Why?" he asked suddenly, his golden eyes gleaming with mischief. "Are you interested in going?"
The question caught you off guard, and your breath hitched. "G-Go to the Underworld?" you stammered, blinking at him in confusion. The idea sounded absurd—terrifying, even.
Hermes let out a hearty laugh, his voice echoing lightly through the corridor. "Not permanently, little one. I meant for a visit! Think of it as a 'bring a mortal to work' day." He winked, the boyish charm in his expression making the suggestion sound almost enticing. "I'm due to deliver a message to Anticleia from Laertes anyway. You could come along—get a glimpse of something most mortals only dream about."
You hesitated, the weight of the offer settling over you. The thought of traveling to the Underworld was daunting, to say the least, but a part of you was intrigued.
If you declined, you'd only be left alone with your swirling thoughts of Telemachus and Andreia, so perhaps this unexpected detour was just the distraction you needed.
Swallowing your nerves, you nodded slowly. "Alright," you said, your voice soft but resolute. "I'll go."
Hermes' grin widened, his excitement almost contagious. "That's the spirit! Stick with me, little musician, and you'll have quite the story to tell." He extended his hand toward you, his long fingers steady and inviting.
For a moment, you hesitated, glancing at his hand. It was unlike yours—smooth, unblemished, and seemingly untouched by the trials of the mortal world.
When your hand finally met his, you were struck by the warmth of his palm and the lightness of his touch. His fingers closed gently around yours, cradling your calloused hand with an unexpected tenderness, as though you were something fragile.
The contrast was stark, your roughened skin a reminder of the countless hours spent working and playing music, his touch soft and divine.
"There we go," Hermes said, his tone playful yet reassuring. "Don't worry, I won't let you fall." His golden eyes twinkled with mischief, but there was something else beneath them—a quiet promise of safety. Then, without warning, he pulled you closer, his warmth enveloping you as he bent his head down, his breath brushing against your ear. The soft rush of air sent a shiver cascading down your spine, your skin prickling in response.
"The shadows conceal the threshold, a gateway unseen to mortal eyes," he murmured, his voice low and smooth, carrying an intimate thrill that made your heart race. His breath was warm, each word laced with an excitement you couldn't quite place.
You swallowed hard, your hands trembling ever so slightly in his grasp.
Just as you thought you might ask a question, he pulled back slightly, a playful grin spreading across his face. "You're going to love this," he said with a happy chuckle, his tone shifting to one of boyish enthusiasm.
Before you could respond, Hermes stepped backward, tugging you with him. The shadows seemed to ripple and twist as he moved, pulling you effortlessly into their depths.
And then, you were gone.
Notes:
A/N : ahhh love a good miscommunication 😩 as promised heres the promised chappie ❤️ next update features more hermes, stay tuned (p.s am i forgiven??? 🥹)
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Chapter 21: 15 ┃ 𝐯𝐞𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐝𝐞𝐩𝐭𝐡𝐬
Notes:
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You felt weightless yet grounded, like being suspended in a void where gravity had no say. The air, or lack thereof, pressed against your skin, cool and dense, as though it wanted to seep into your pores.
Your body felt untethered, disoriented, as if the world had folded itself inside out.
Everything was dark—so dark that you couldn't even see the outline of your own hand. There was no sound, no wind, no sensation of movement—only the overwhelming stillness that pressed in from every direction.
A low chuckle brushed past your ear, the sound warm and teasing. "It's safe to open your eyes, little musician..."
The voice jolted you, and for a moment, you hesitated, unsure if you wanted to see what lay beyond this suffocating darkness. Slowly, you creaked your eyes open, half expecting the void to remain.
At first, there was nothing but inky blackness, but gradually, faint shapes began to emerge. The outlines of towering, jagged stone arches loomed overhead, their surfaces shimmering faintly with an otherworldly glow.
The ground beneath your feet was cold and rough, uneven with patches of smooth obsidian-like rock that reflected dim light.
You inhaled sharply. The air tasted heavy, like iron and ash, and it clung to your throat, making it harder to breathe. A strange stillness blanketed the area, the kind that made every sound feel intrusive.
Hermes' voice broke the silence again, light and conversational as though he were simply giving a tour. "Welcome to the gate of the Underworld," he said, gesturing broadly with his arm. "Lovely, isn't it? Hades certainly has a flair for drama."
You turned to face him, your movements sluggish as if the air itself were resisting. He stood just a few steps ahead, his crimson cloak flowing unnaturally, untouched by any wind. His golden eyes gleamed in the dim light, his expression a mix of amusement and intrigue.
"Where...?" you began, your voice cracking as you took in your surroundings.
Hermes grinned, clearly enjoying your reaction. "We're right on the threshold between worlds. See that?" He turned you gently by the shoulders, pointing behind you.
You followed his gesture, your breath catching in your throat. A narrow tunnel stretched far into the distance, its rough, dark walls illuminated by a faint golden light at its end. The glow pulsed softly, like a heartbeat, steady and warm.
"That," Hermes said, his tone dropping into something almost reverent, "is the mortal realm. A cozy little exit for souls who've earned their place back among the living... or for visitors like us to remember where we came from."
Your gaze lingered on the light, the warmth of it stirring an ache deep in your chest. It felt distant, unreachable, and yet part of you longed to step toward it, to bask in its glow.
"But," Hermes continued, stepping in front of you and blocking your view, "we're not here to dwell on that, are we?" He gestured toward the opposite direction, where the tunnel opened into an expansive void. "There's much more to see."
As your eyes adjusted to the dimness, you noticed movement in the distance. A vast river stretched out before you, its surface dark and sluggish, like molten ink. Thick mist curled over the water, obscuring parts of it from view.
And then... you saw him.
A hunched figure stood atop a small, rickety ferry in the middle of the river. His silhouette was skeletal, his robe tattered and blending with the shadows. Even from a distance, you could see how still he was, his hooded head tilted in your direction.
It felt like he was staring at you.
A chill ran down your spine, and you took an involuntary step closer to Hermes. The ferryman's presence was oppressive, his stillness more unnerving than any movement could have been.
"Who... who is that?" you whispered, unable to tear your gaze away.
Hermes followed your line of sight, his golden eyes narrowing briefly before a smirk tugged at his lips. "Ah, Charon?" he said, his tone casual, as if speaking of an old acquaintance. "The ferryman of the dead. Bit of a grump, but reliable as they come. He's not much for conversation, but he gets the job done."
Your gaze lingered on the figure, still as stone, his shadowy form blending with the swirling mists over the river. The hollowed hood of his robe made it impossible to see his face, but you swore you felt his attention settle on you, sharp and unyielding. It felt like the chill of winter air slicing through your skin.
You shivered, clutching your arms instinctively. "Do we... have to use the boat?"
Hermes turned to you, his grin widening mischievously as he clasped his hands behind his back. "What? And miss the chance to see Charon in all his gloomy glory?" He chuckled, shaking his head. "Just kidding. Of course not. We have a VIP pass, remember?"
Your brows furrowed. "VIP pass? What's tha—"
Before you could finish, Hermes swooped down and picked you up, his arms curling securely under your legs and back. "Hold on tight, little musician!" he warned, his golden eyes sparkling with glee.
"Wait, what are you—AHH!" Your protest turned into a screech as Hermes kicked off the ground, the wings on his sandals beating furiously as you shot into the air.
Your screams echoed through the void as wind whipped past you, cold and sharp against your skin, while Hermes' laughter rang out like a bell.
You clung to him tighter, your heart pounding as you soared higher, the world beneath you shrinking into a dark, endless abyss. The river stretched below like a yawning chasm, its surface rippling with faint, ghostly lights.
The air was thick and cool, carrying faint echoes—mournful whispers that sent shivers racing down your spine.
You forced your gaze downward, the landscape shifting beneath you, dark and mythical. Jagged rocks jutted out like broken teeth, and faint, flickering spectral lights danced in the shadows, their movements slow and deliberate, like they were watching.
In the distance, you caught glimpses of strange, dreamlike objects—fragments of clocks, shattered mirrors, and what looked like broken chairs floating just above the river's surface. They swayed gently, as if tethered to invisible strings, their presence a haunting reminder of the lives left behind.
Hermes dipped lower, hovering just above the river. The mist curled around his feet and yours, tendrils of it reaching upward as if trying to pull you in. Shadows moved beneath the surface, amorphous and massive, their outlines distorted yet undeniably real.
"W-What... what's in the water?" you stammered, your voice barely audible over the sound of the rushing wind.
"Regrets," Hermes replied simply, his tone uncharacteristically sober. "Broken promises. Forgotten dreams. Everything people left unresolved in life."
You stared down at the dark waters, your breath hitching as one of the shadows slithered closer to the surface before disappearing again.
"Lovely, isn't it?" Hermes teased, though his voice held a faint edge.
"Not the word I'd use," you muttered, clutching him tighter.
With a laugh, Hermes straightened his course, carrying you past the mist and the river until solid ground reappeared beneath you. He landed lightly, setting you down as though the flight had been nothing more than a leisurely stroll.
You stumbled, your legs shaky, and glared at him. "Warn me next time!" you hissed, the words escaping without thought.
"But where's the fun in that?" Hermes shot back, his grin wide and unapologetic. "Now, come along. The tour's just begun."
You hesitated, glancing back toward the river, its surface still rippling with faint light and shadow. The figure of Charon remained in the distance, unmoving, as though waiting for his next passenger.
Hermes gestured ahead, his crimson cloak sweeping dramatically. "Welcome to the Underworld," he said, his voice dripping with theatrical flair. "Allow me to show you the highlights."
You followed him warily, your senses on high alert as the landscape unfolded around you. The darkness seemed to ebb and flow, shifting like a living thing, revealing glimpses of otherworldly sights that made your breath catch in your throat.
To your left, faint golden light shimmered through the murky air, illuminating a distant expanse of rolling fields.
They stretched endlessly, dotted with trees whose leaves sparkled as if dusted with starlight. Figures wandered through the fields, their movements slow and deliberate, their forms bathed in the gentle glow of the light.
Hermes stopped, gesturing grandly toward the scene. "Behold," he said, his tone lighter but tinged with something softer, "Elysium. The final reward for the virtuous, the brave, the wise. Heroes and poets, philosophers and dreamers... they all find their peace here."
You squinted, trying to make out the figures in the distance. Their faces were too far away to discern, but something about their serene movements tugged at your heart. The fields themselves seemed alive, the golden grass swaying as though in time with an unheard melody.
"It's beautiful."
Hermes nodded, his expression uncharacteristically calm. "It is," he said simply, his voice quieter.
You stared a moment longer, drawn to the sense of peace that radiated from the fields. But before you could ask more, Hermes suddenly grabbed your wrist. "C'mon. Let's check it out. I mean, when are you going to get a chance like this again?"
You hesitated, your wide eyes flitting toward the fields. "I-I don't think I—"
"No time for hesitation, little musician," Hermes interrupted, tugging you forward. His golden eyes sparkled with mischief as he added in a teasing tone, "Besides, you're with me. I've got pull."
You stumbled slightly as he led you closer, your heart pounding as the golden light grew brighter, wrapping around you like a warm embrace. The air in Elysium felt different—lighter, sweeter.
Each breath you took was tinged with a faint floral scent, and the gentle rustling of the grass seemed to hum with a quiet, melodic rhythm.
As you walked, your gaze was drawn to the figures in the distance. They moved gracefully, their forms glowing faintly under the golden light. Some sat beneath the sparkling trees, their heads bowed in quiet conversation, while others walked hand in hand, their expressions peaceful and content.
Your steps faltered as you caught sight of a small gathering near one of the larger trees. Among them was a figure that stood out—a tall man with a proud posture, his golden hair catching the light like a flame. His armor gleamed as though freshly polished, and the faintest smile played on his lips as he spoke with the others.
Your breath hitched, your voice trembling as you whispered, "Is... is that Achilles?"
Hermes chuckled softly, following your gaze. "The one and only," he said, a hint of pride in his voice. "Not a bad spot for a legendary hero to spend eternity, huh?"
You couldn't tear your eyes away, the weight of the moment pressing against your chest. The realization that you were standing in the same realm as figures who had lived and died in stories you'd only ever heard whispered around fires left you speechless.
"I can't believe it," you murmured, more to yourself than to Hermes.
"Believe it," he said, giving your wrist a gentle squeeze before tugging you forward again. "But don't stare too long. The last thing I need is for you to get starstruck and embarrass me in front of the legends."
A small laugh escaped you despite the overwhelming awe still coursing through your veins. "I thought gods didn't get embarrassed."
"Only when mortals make it impossible not to," he quipped, his smirk returning as he guided you further along the edge of the fields.
The golden light of Elysium began to fade behind you, replaced by the harsher tones of the Underworld's other regions. The smooth, glowing stones beneath your feet gave way to uneven, jagged terrain, and the air grew warmer, heavier, and thick with a faint, acrid smell that stung your nose.
Ahead, a deep chasm split the ground, its jagged edges glowing with an orange-red light that pulsed like the slow, rhythmic beat of a heart. From its depths came faint, echoing screams—high-pitched and mournful, carried on a hot, unnatural wind.
You stopped in your tracks, your stomach twisting at the sight. "What... what is that?" you asked, your voice barely above a whisper.
Hermes glanced back at you, his expression unreadable. Without a word, he stepped closer, his arm curling around your waist as he lifted you effortlessly into the air.
"Hold tight," he murmured, his tone softer now.
You clung to him instinctively as he hovered near the edge of the chasm. The heat rising from below was stifling, and the glow of the firelight cast eerie shadows on his face.
"That," Hermes said, his voice low, "is Tartarus. A place for the worst of the worst—traitors, tyrants, those who defied the gods. And, of course, the Titans." His golden eyes flicked down toward the chasm, his lips twitching into a smirk. "Think of it as the parallel to Elysium... but not the good kind."
You shuddered, staring into the depths. The screams grew louder, mingling with the crackle of unseen flames and the faint sound of chains rattling. Shadowy figures writhed far below, their forms indistinct but their agony palpable.
Hermes' expression softened, and he lowered you gently back to the ground, his arm lingering for a moment as though to steady you. "Not a place you'd want to visit," he added lightly, his smirk returning.
You turned to look at him, your voice hesitant. "Do you... go down there often?"
His gaze lingered on the chasm for a moment longer before he shrugged. "When I have to"" he said, his tone casual but with a weight beneath it. "Sometimes I'm the one escorting souls who've earned their place there. Other times..." He trailed off, his smirk faltering. "Let's just say... it's not my favorite part of the job."
You swallowed hard, your gaze drifting back to the chasm. "It's horrible," you murmured.
Hermes nodded as he began flying away, his expression solemn. "It is. But it's necessary."
As the chasm faded into the distance, the air around you seemed to shift again, growing lighter and cooler. Hermes' tone brightened, his playful grin returning as he gestured toward the winding paths ahead.
"Of course, my duties aren't all doom and gloom," he said, his voice taking on a mischievous lilt. "I'm not just a glorified escort, you know. I deliver messages between the gods and Hades, mediate the occasional argument among the dead, and keep this whole place running smoothly."
You raised an eyebrow, your curiosity piqued despite yourself. "Did you just say, 'argument among the dead' as in arguing souls?"
Hermes chuckled, his eyes glinting with amusement. "Oh, you'd be surprised. Some people don't let go of grudges, even in death. Sometimes it's a stolen goat. Other times, it's an epic feud spanning generations. Keeps things interesting down here."
You couldn't help but smile faintly, his lightheartedness cutting through the heaviness of the journey.
"Then there are the gods," he continued, rolling his eyes dramatically. "Hades can be a bit... particular, but he's nothing compared to some of the others. You should hear Demeter's complaints about Persephone being here half the year."
He chuckled to himself, his voice carrying through the still air like the faintest echo. "Honestly, if I had a drachma for every time she's accused Hades of keeping her daughter longer than he should... " He glanced over at you, a smirk tugging at the corner of his lips. "Well, let's just say I'd be richer than Apollo."
You smiled faintly, though your mind was still trying to process the enormity of everything around you. The shifting landscapes of the Underworld had left you in awe and unease, the weight of the souls and their endless journeys pressing down like an unseen force.
Hermes slowed his pace, his golden eyes scanning the horizon as the terrain began to shift again. The jagged rocks and harsh glow of Tartarus faded into the background, replaced by a muted grey expanse. The ground grew softer, coated in a fine layer of ash-like dust that swirled faintly with each step.
The air grew heavier, cool and damp; the faint sound of whispers brushing against your ears, though you couldn't make out any words.
"This," Hermes said, his voice softer now, "is the Asphodel Fields."
Your breath hitched as the scene unfolded before you. An endless plain stretched as far as your eyes could see, its surface a monotone sea of grey and silver. Low-lying mists clung to the ground, weaving through the field like restless spirits.
The souls of the dead wandered aimlessly, their forms translucent and faintly glowing. They drifted through the haze, their movements slow and mechanical, like they were caught in a dream they could neither leave nor wake from.
Their faces were devoid of expressions, betraying no emotion—neither joy nor sorrow—only a blank, unending neutrality, their steps light as though they floated just above the ground.
"These are the ones who led ordinary lives," Hermes explained, his tone carrying a rare note of reverence. "Neither wicked enough for Tartarus nor virtuous enough for Elysium. They exist here in... well, let's call it neutral peace."
You stared, the weight of the sight pressing against your chest. The souls didn't seem to notice you or Hermes. They floated past like shadows, silent and disconnected, their figures blurring slightly as they moved through the thick, misty air; each lost in their own timeless wandering.
"It's seems kind of..." You searched for the right word, your voice trailing off as you watched a soul pause mid-step before resuming its slow journey. "Lonely."
Hermes nodded, his expression uncharacteristically somber. "It can be. But not everyone here sees it that way." He gestured toward a small cluster of souls in the distance, their movements slower, more deliberate.
Through the mist, you caught faint glimpses of them. They stood closer together than the others, their translucent forms almost touching. One figure reached out, its hand brushing against the faint outline of another. Though no words were spoken, their presence beside one another seemed less aimless, almost comforting.
"Some find solace in the stillness. For others... well, they just fade."
Your stomach churned at his words. "Fade?"
Hermes glanced at you, his lips twitching into a faint, sad smile. "When they forget themselves. Memories blur, identities unravel. Without purpose or remembrance, what's left to keep them tethered?"
A shiver ran down your spine as your eyes were drawn to a nearby soul drifting past within arm's reach. It was a woman, her movements slow and deliberate. Her face was faint, almost featureless, and her translucent form shimmered weakly, as though she were barely holding onto her shape.
She paused for a moment, her head tilting slightly, as if sensing your presence. A faint chill brushed against your skin, and you swore you heard the barest hint of a sigh before she continued on her way.
"Does she..." Your voice faltered as you glanced at Hermes. "Does she know we're here?"
"Maybe," he said with a shrug, though his gaze lingered on the soul. "Or maybe she's just remembering something that feels like us. Hard to tell in this place."
As you walked, Hermes occasionally gestured to things in the distance—an ancient tree with gnarled, leafless branches standing alone in the field, its roots half-buried in the ashen ground; a crumbled, forgotten structure with faint carvings etched into its stone, eroded by time.
"That used to be something important," Hermes mused as he pointed to the ruins. "A shrine, maybe. Hard to say now. Even here, traditions fade."
You nodded silently, your eyes tracing the outlines of the structure. The carvings were barely legible, but they seemed to tell a story—fragments of lives long gone.
At one point, Hermes stopped abruptly, his gaze fixed on a small patch of flowers growing near the base of a mound. The flowers were pale and delicate, their petals faintly luminescent, as if they glowed from within.
"Ghost blooms," Hermes said, crouching down to pluck one gently. He held it up, the petals trembling slightly in his grasp. "They only grow where a soul's memory was strong enough to leave something behind."
You reached out hesitantly, brushing your fingers against the flower. It was cool to the touch, its glow dimming slightly under your skin. "It's beautiful," you whispered.
Hermes nodded, standing and letting the flower drift to the ground. "A reminder," he said, his voice softer now. After a moment, he stepped forward, his cloak sweeping across the dusty ground as he strolled ahead.
You followed him hesitantly, your steps slow and uncertain. The field stretched on endlessly, the grey expanse blending seamlessly with the horizon. The air felt heavier here, the silence oppressive, broken only by the faint whispers of the wandering souls.
Hermes came to a stop in the middle of the field, his golden eyes softening as he turned to you. "This is where I leave you for a bit," he said, his voice quiet but firm.
You frowned, glancing around the empty expanse. "What do you mean?"
His lips curled into a faint smile, and he gestured gently ahead. "Walk," he said simply, his tone holding a strange mixture of encouragement and mystery.
You hesitated, your heart pounding as you looked at him questioningly. But his smile remained steady, and after a moment, you took a slow step forward.
The ground beneath your feet crunched softly, the ash-like dust stirring with every step. The air felt cooler now, the faint whispers growing quieter, almost expectant.
And then, you saw them.
Two figures emerged from the mist, their forms faint and glowing like the other souls. But as they drew closer, their features sharpened, becoming more defined, more familiar. Your breath caught in your throat, and you froze, your heart hammering in your chest.
The man stepped forward first, his broad shoulders and gentle smile exactly as you remembered. His blond hair, slightly disheveled, caught the faint glow of the mist, framing his strong yet kind face. His brown eyes, warm and full of love, locked onto yours, shimmering with a mixture of disbelief and joy.
Beside him, the woman followed, her movements graceful and full of purpose. Her dark hair was swept back in a familiar, simple style, the faintest glow catching the curve of her cheekbones. Her sepia skin radiated a warmth that felt like home, and her eyes—wide, filled with tears—were fixed on you as though you were the most precious thing in existence.
A sob tore from your throat before you could stop it. "Mother?... Father?"
Your mother gasped, her hands flying to her mouth as tears streamed freely down her face. "My sweet dove," she choked out, her voice trembling.
She rushed forward, her arms wrapping tightly around you, and for a moment, you couldn't breathe. Her touch, warm and firm, enveloped you like a shield against the weight of everything you'd endured.
"You're so beautiful," she whispered, her hands cupping your face as she pulled back just enough to look at you. Her thumbs brushed against your cheeks, wiping away tears you hadn't realized were falling.
Your father joined her, his strong arms pulling you into his chest. He buried his face into your hair, pressing kiss after kiss to the crown of your head. "My little one," he murmured, his voice breaking with every word. "You've grown so much. Look at you... so strong, so brave."
You clung to both of them, your fingers digging into their clothes, as though letting go might make them disappear. The sensation of their presence—the warmth, the familiarity—was overwhelming, and you couldn't stop the tears that fell freely now.
"How..." Your voice trembled, barely a whisper as you tried to make sense of the impossible. "How are you here? How is this real?"
They pulled back slightly, just enough to see your face, their hands never leaving your arms as if they too were afraid you might vanish.
Your mother's lips quivered as she gazed at you, her tears falling even as she smiled. "We've missed you so much," she said softly, her voice thick with emotion. "Every single day, we've thought of you, prayed for you."
Your father nodded, his own tears glistening as he cupped the back of your head. "We've watched over you, little one. And now... now, we can finally hold you again."
The weight of their words hit you like a tidal wave, and memories you had tried to bury came flooding back. The way they had laughed with you, taught you, held you in the moments when the world felt too big. And then, the sickness. The quiet moments by their bedside, the laurel wreath clutched tightly in your hands as you prayed for a miracle.
"B-But..." you stammered, your voice cracking as flashes of those final days pierced through the haze of joy. "You were... you were gone. I held the laurel, but I couldn't... I couldn't save you."
Your mother's expression softened, and she pulled you into another embrace, her arms wrapping around you tightly. "Shh, love," she murmured, her hand stroking your hair as she held you close. "It wasn't your fault. We were ready to let go, knowing you'd be safe."
Your father's hand rested gently on your back, his touch warm and steady, grounding you in the chaos of your swirling emotions. "We were never afraid for you," he said softly, his words laden with both sorrow and relief. "Not even at the end. We knew... we knew Apollo would protect you."
The mention of Apollo made you pull back slightly, your brows knitting together in confusion. "Apollo would protect me?" you repeated, your voice laced with uncertainty. "I don't understand. Why would Apollo protect me?"
Your parents exchanged a glance, their expressions shifting into something softer, almost hesitant.
Your mother spoke first, her voice barely above a whisper. "Love... don't you remember?"
You shook your head, the motion slow and uncertain. "Remember what?"
Her eyes searched yours, her lips parting as she whispered, "You're favored by Apollo."
Notes:
A/N : A/N: and the plot thickens~ haha see! i been reading/listening to you guys, i didn't forget about mc coincidentally never bringing up/recalling her favor but let me hursh before i spoil/mess things up... also, ive seen/read your compliants on telemachus and all i can say is he better tighten up before hermes take over lolol, but seriously, i know it's going slow, but it won't feel right if i don't give the other love interests enough time to wiggle their way into mc's heart, 'ya know???
(godly things)
various!epic x fem!reader@winxanity_ii
(ao3)~
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Chapter 22: 16 ┃ 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐳𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐬
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
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The words hung heavy in the air, sinking deep into your chest and rooting you to the spot. You stared at her, unblinking, as if the weight of her revelation had turned you to stone. It was as though the world had slowed around you, the faint whispers of the Asphodel Fields fading into nothingness.
Your mother's voice repeated in your mind, intertwining with your racing thoughts. Favored by Apollo. The phrase echoed like a distant melody, stirring memories you'd long tucked away.
The laurel wreath came to the forefront of your mind—its golden leaves, the faint glow that had always seemed comforting, warm, yet... otherworldly. How it had always felt like more than just a wreath, something alive with an inexplicable power.
Flickers of memories surfaced, sharper now: moments where you felt protected, inexplicably safe, as if unseen hands had guided you or a watchful presence had intervened.
The thought that it could have been Apollo's doing, that a god—a god—had chosen you for reasons beyond your understanding—left your heart pounding. Questions swirled uncontrollably in your mind. Why me? When? How could I have missed something so profound?
"I... I don't understand." Your voice cracked under the weight of your confusion. Your hands twitched at your sides, clenching and unclenching as you searched for something to anchor yourself.
Before you could say more, a low, teasing voice interrupted, slicing through your spiraling thoughts like a blade. "Time's up, little musician~"
You jumped, letting out a startled gasp as your heart leapt into your throat. Spinning around, you found Hermes standing there, leaning casually on his staff, his golden eyes gleaming with a mixture of amusement and impatience. His sudden appearance felt jarring, as if he'd materialized out of the very air itself.
"Gods!" you exclaimed, stumbling back a step. Your hand flew to your chest as if to still your frantic heartbeat. "Do you always have to pop out of nowhere?"
Hermes smirked, tilting his head as though appraising your reaction. "It's part of my charm," he said lightly, twirling his staff as he took a step closer. "But no time for chit-chat. We've got places to be."
His words reminded you of your parents, and you whipped back around, your breath hitching. "Mother, Father, what did you—"
Your sentence hung unfinished as Hermes reached out, his hands gripping your shoulders with a firm yet gentle pressure. "Ah-ah, no time for that," he said, his voice sing-song. With a small nudge, he began steering you away from the figures of your parents. "We still have much to do."
"No—wait!" you protested, trying to turn back toward them. Your heart ached as their voices called after you, each word weaving love and urgency into the air.
"Remember, my sweet dove," your mother's voice trembled, tears streaking her glowing face. "We love you. We always have. Always will."
"Never forget it," your father added, his warm eyes glistening with unshed tears. "No matter where you go or what you face, you are not alone."
The weight of their words settled heavily over you, and despite Hermes' guiding hands, your gaze lingered on them as long as possible. Their figures began to blur in the mist, their outlines faint and ghostly as you were pulled further away.
"I love you," you choked out, your voice trembling. "I'll never forget. I promise."
But they were already gone, their glowing forms swallowed by the haze. You couldn't stop the wave of helplessness that washed over you, the questions in your mind growing heavier. What did they mean? Why did Apollo favor me? What am I supposed to do with this?
You glanced over your shoulder, your parents' words replaying in your mind, but the mist of the Asphodel Fields only stared back. Their forms, once so vivid and warm, now felt like a dream slowly slipping away. The chill of the Underworld seeped deeper into your skin, but it was the ache in your chest that weighed heaviest.
All you could do was follow Hermes, his tuneful humming weaving through the oppressive silence like a thread of light. He swung his staff lazily with each step, as though the two of you were simply taking a casual stroll through a garden rather than traversing the realm of the dead.
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You walked in silence, the weight of your thoughts pressing down on you with every step. The two of you had just left Anticleia—Odysseus' mother—and delivered Laertes' message. The encounter had been brief, her ghostly form flickering with both pride and sorrow as she spoke of the family she had left behind.
Though Hermes handled the interaction with his usual blend of charm and efficiency, her words still lingered in your mind, mingling with your parents' farewell and the revelation that Apollo had favored you.
Why me? The question gnawed at the edges of your thoughts, no closer to an answer than when you'd first heard your mother's trembling voice. Your parents' love had been palpable, their words soothing, but the enormity of the truth they'd shared only added to the storm swirling inside you.
Favored by Apollo. The phrase felt heavy, foreign, and impossible to hold onto for long without your mind spiraling. What did it mean? Was it a blessing? A burden? A chance to prove yourself, or a responsibility you never asked for?
Hermes hummed a jaunty tune under his breath, the sound oddly comforting yet entirely out of sync with the turmoil within you. He swung his staff with an almost childlike rhythm, as if to punctuate the melody. The sight of his easy demeanor only made the contrast sharper—while you wrestled with a thousand questions, he carried himself as though this was just another ordinary day.
You barely registered the shift in his hum, the way he cleared his throat before turning his head toward you. "So," he said, his voice cutting through your fog of thoughts, "what do you think of the Underworld so far? A little gloomy for your taste, or are you just dying to move in?"
His golden eyes glinted with amusement as he slowed his pace to walk closer beside you. The grin tugging at his lips was playful, but there was a curious undertone in his gaze, as if he were studying your reaction.
You blinked, startled out of your reverie. "Oh... um..." you stammered, forcing a smile that didn't quite reach your eyes. Your mind still raced, but you tried to pull together an answer that didn't sound as hollow as you felt. "It's... beautiful. In its own way. And overwhelming."
Hermes tilted his head, his grin widening as he leaned slightly closer. "Overwhelming, huh? Guess that's fair. It's not every day you see where souls end up, or meet your parents, for that matter."
His words struck like a subtle jolt, and you felt your chest tighten. He said it so casually, as though revisiting your parents was no more significant than delivering a message.
The reminder of them—how you had to leave before you were ready, how they had seemed so full of life even in death—made your forced smile falter.
Hermes studied your expression, his grin softening just slightly. He straightened, swinging his staff again, though the motion seemed more thoughtful now. "Don't let it get to you too much," he said, his voice lighter. "The dead can be a bit... sticky. That whole lingering on-what-could-have-been thing? Not worth your time, little musician. You've got living to do."
You nodded faintly, his words washing over you without truly sinking in. Your mind was still too full of questions to process his advice, your focus dipping back into the swirling haze of what you'd seen and felt.
Suddenly, Hermes stopped mid-step. His staff lowered slightly, and his head tilted to the side as if he were listening to a sound you couldn't hear. His golden eyes flickered, narrowing slightly in the distance.
It was as though he were having a conversation without speaking, his brow furrowing briefly before he let out an exasperated sigh.
"Unbelievable," he muttered under his breath, shaking his head. His tone was sharp with irritation, but the way he swung his staff upward again was casual, practiced. "Can't even get five minutes of free time..."
He turned to you with an exaggerated shrug, though his grin was back in full force. "Looks like duty calls. Stay put near the Asphodel Fields, alright? Don't wander off. I'll be right back."
"Wait—where are you—" you began, but the words barely left your lips before Hermes was gone. His form blurred into a streak of red and gold, the faint flutter of his winged sandals vanishing into the horizon, leaving behind a ripple in the stillness.
You stood there, motionless, the emptiness of the Asphodel Fields stretching endlessly around you. The air was cool and heavy, carrying the faintest whispers that curled and twisted like smoke around your ears. The mists clung low to the ground, swirling around your ankles as if trying to root you in place.
Alone now, you glanced around. Each direction looked the same—grey, muted, and unchanging. The pale light overhead cast no shadows, making it impossible to tell where you had come from or where you were meant to go.
A faint unease crept up your spine, prickling at the nape of your neck. The world here felt alive, not with movement, but with the oppressive weight of countless souls wandering endlessly.
You stood for a moment longer, trying to calm the restlessness building in your chest. Hermes' instructions echoed in your mind—don't wander off—but your feet itched to move.
The pull to see your parents again, to hear their voices and seek answers to the questions they'd left you with, grew stronger with each passing second.
I have to go back, you thought. I can't leave it like this.
Drawing in a shaky breath, you started walking. The mist curled thicker as you moved, swallowing the edges of your vision until the world seemed like nothing more than an endless expanse of silvery grey.
Each step felt hesitant, your sandals crunching softly against the ashen ground. The faint whispers of the field accompanied you, voices just out of reach, unintelligible but filled with the weight of things left unsaid.
You glanced around as you walked, trying to retrace your steps, but everything looked the same. The sparse, gnarled trees scattered across the plain were all twisted in similar shapes, their leafless branches clawing at the empty sky. The scattered clusters of translucent souls drifted in aimless patterns, their forms blurring as they moved, offering no guide or familiarity.
You pushed forward, your heart sinking further with each step as you realized just how futile the attempt felt.
How do you find someone in a place that doesn't seem to change? The thought weighed on you, and for a moment, you considered turning back. But just as you were on the verge of giving up, a faint sound reached your ears—a soft melody carried on the still air.
"This life is amazing when you greet it with open arms..."
It was low and quiet, a voice singing with a tenderness that felt out of place in the somber stillness of the Fields. The sound tugged at your curiosity, and you found yourself following it, your steps quickening as the voice grew clearer.
"Whatever we face, we'll be fine if we're leading from the heart..."
The song was gentle, almost like a lullaby, each note laced with an ache that resonated deep within you.
Through the mist, a shape began to take form. You approached cautiously, your breath catching as the figure under a withered tree came into view. A man sat there, his back turned to you, singing softly to a bundle cradled in his arms. The voice carried a mixture of longing and peace, weaving through the still air with a warmth that felt almost tangible.
As you drew closer, your eyes fell to the satchel pooled at his feet, its worn leather telling tales of countless journeys. Beside it, a spear rested upright against the tree, its tip dulled but still holding a sense of readiness.
The sight filled you with an odd mix of emotions—a longing you couldn't quite place, paired with the quiet comfort of witnessing something so tender.
Lost in the moment, your foot caught on a jagged rock hidden beneath the mist. You stumbled slightly, the sound of your misstep breaking the tranquility. The man's singing stopped abruptly, his head shooting up, and he turned to meet your gaze.
He stood out instantly against the grey monotony of the Fields. His darker skin, deep and warm-toned, contrasted sharply with the muted background, giving him an almost radiant presence. His short, dark curls were restrained by a simple golden headband that hinted at valor, though his approachable demeanor softened any air of intimidation.
A pair of wire-rimmed glasses perched on the bridge of his nose, adding a quiet sophistication to his look. The lenses reflected the faint light of the Fields, catching the soft glow around him. His face, framed by a full beard, was alight with a friendly smile, his brown eyes glinting with a depth of wisdom and kindness behind the glass.
They were the eyes of someone who had seen much of the world—its beauty, its pain—and carried both with grace.
He adjusted the bundle in his arms, his movements careful and deliberate, before his gaze returned to you. "I didn't mean to startle you," you stuttered, your voice wavering as you quickly stepped back. "I-I'm sorry. I didn't mean to interrupt..."
The man's smile widened slightly, though a hint of sorrow lingered in his expression. "It's alright," he said softly, his tone warm and steady. "You must be new here."
He shifted the cloth gently, the swaddle rustling faintly as he held it closer. "I'm Polites," he added, his voice carrying the same soothing quality as his song. "And who might you be?"
Your brows furrowed for a moment, the name Polites tugging at the edge of your memory. Polites... where have I heard that before? you thought, your mind grasping at faint recollections of stories told in passing.
Before you could piece it together, a small movement caught your eye. The swaddle in Polites' arms shifted, the faint rustle breaking through the stillness. A soft coo followed, the delicate sound rippling through the heavy air like a pebble dropped into still water.
It was a baby.
Polites gave a gentle hum, glancing down at the bundle with a tender expression. "I'm sorry, Astyanax," he murmured, his deep voice warm with affection. "It seems we have company."
The name startled you, breaking your train of thought and pulling you back to the moment. You blinked, realizing you'd been staring, your hands twitching awkwardly as you fidgeted with the fabric of your clothes.
The weight of the baby's name lingered in the air—Astyanax, a name steeped in tragedy, one that bore the weight of a life cut far too short.
Polites glanced up, his smile as kind and steady as before. "Come, sit. We don't bite," he said, gesturing with a nod to the ground beside him.
You hesitated briefly, but the warmth in his tone and the serene air he carried were impossible to refuse. Slowly, you made your way over, the barren ground crunching faintly beneath your sandals as you knelt down. The mist curled lazily around you, blurring the edges of the world as you settled beside him.
Your gaze fell to the swaddle in Polites' arms, the baby within drawing your full attention.
His soft, warm olive-toned skin seemed to glow faintly, untouched by the pallor of the Fields. Dark brown waves framed his cherubic face, curling gently against the edges of the cloth.
But it was his eyes that struck you most—large hazel orbs that gleamed with curiosity and a quiet strength, as if he understood more than his tender age could ever allow.
For a moment, you and the baby simply stared at one another. The world around you faded into a soft haze, the whispers of the Fields growing distant as you held his gaze. Your chest tightened, a dull ache spreading as your mind began to spiral.
This baby... he never even got a chance. The thought gripped you, heavy and unrelenting. He'll never grow, never laugh in the sunlight, never feel the wind in his hair. All the small joys of life stolen before they even began.
Astyanax shifted slightly, breaking the silence with a soft coo. His small mouth curled upward, revealing a gummy smile that melted the heaviness pressing against your chest. The innocence in his expression, the pure joy radiating from such a simple gesture, broke through your sorrow like the first rays of dawn piercing through a storm.
A small, sad smile tugged at your lips in return, bittersweet and fragile. "Hello there," you murmured softly, your voice trembling as the words escaped. Your gaze lingered on the baby, a quiet wonder mingling with the ache still thrumming in your chest.
Polites watched the exchange, his own expression softening. "He has that effect, doesn't he?" he said, his tone low and wistful. His fingers brushed gently against the Astyanax's curls, the movement as natural as the rise and fall of his breathing. "Even here, in a place like this, he reminds me there's still beauty. Still hope."
Clearing your throat softly, you glanced up at Polites, your hands fidgeting with the edge of your tunic. The words felt heavy in your mouth, hesitant, as though they might shatter the fragile peace of the moment. You tried to piece them together in your mind, searching for the right way to ask.
Finally, with a deep breath, you gained the courage to speak. "You said your name is Polites?" Your voice was quiet, unsure. "As in... King Odysseus' navigator? His... confidant?"
Polites' head tilted slightly, his brows drawing together in faint surprise. His fingers stilled against the baby's curls as he studied you, his expression caught somewhere between curiosity and recognition. "Confidant?" he repeated, his tone tinged with mild disbelief, though not unkind. A faint smile tugged at the corner of his mouth, and his gaze softened. "Odysseus saw me as a close friend—maybe even a brother at times. Confidant, though?" He chuckled lightly, his voice carrying a warmth that softened the words. "I don't know if I'd call myself that."
You nodded firmly, the seriousness in your expression making his smile waver slightly. "He did," you said, your voice steadier now. "King Odysseus spoke of you often. He would recount his journeys and voyages, and every tale paid homage to the many great men he lost along the way—especially the one man he said he could always turn to for an honest opinion. Someone he trusted without worrying about disrespect or rebellion. He spoke your name with admiration, Polites."
The faint flicker of surprise returned to Polites' face, his lips parting slightly as though caught off guard. He blinked once, his gaze dipping briefly to the ground before meeting yours again. For a moment, he seemed lost in thought, his hand still resting protectively on the swaddled baby.
"Odysseus said that, huh?" Polites murmured, his voice quieter now, almost reverent. His brown eyes gleamed faintly, touched with something you couldn't quite place—pride, sorrow, and maybe a hint of disbelief. "That sounds like him, alright. Always knew how to spin a story, that one."
There was a wistfulness in his tone, a quiet fondness that carried an undertone of grief. "We had... our share of disagreements," he admitted, his gaze drifting toward the distant horizon, where the mist of the Asphodel Fields seemed to stretch endlessly. "But at the end of the day, Odysseus had a way of reminding you why you stood by his side. Why you followed him into the unknown, again and again."
He shifted slightly, adjusting the baby in his arms as his expression softened further. "I'd like to think I did right by him," Polites said quietly, his words more to himself than to you. "Even if I wasn't there to see him make it home."
For a moment, silence settled between you, Polites' gaze lingering on the horizon, his thoughts seemingly far away. Astyanax stirred slightly in his arms, and he gave a soft hum, patting the bundle gently to soothe it.
Finally, his deep brown eyes turned back to you, curiosity flickering in their depths. "But enough about me," he said with a faint smile, his voice drawing you back into the present. "Who might you be?"
You hesitated, heat rising to your face as you fidgeted slightly. The question felt heavier than it should have, your mind instinctively comparing your humble station to the grand tales of bravery and loss Polites had lived through. "I'm... ____," you said softly, glancing down at your hands before forcing yourself to meet his gaze. "The queen's personal handmaiden."
There was a flicker of something in Polites' expression—understanding, perhaps? Whatever it was, it wasn't judgment. His smile widened slightly, a gentle warmth radiating from him. "Personal handmaiden to Queen Penelope, huh? That's no small thing," he said, his tone kind and genuine. "You must have a great deal of her trust."
Your lips parted slightly in surprise, the sincerity in his words catching you off guard. "I... I suppose so," you murmured, a faint smile tugging at your lips despite your lingering embarrassment. "But it's nothing compared to what you've done. You traveled the world with King Odysseus, faced gods and monsters..."
Polites chuckled, the sound low and rich. "Years' worth of tales," he said, his voice carrying a mix of pride and wistfulness. "More than I could tell in a single sitting. And not all of them are the kind you'd want to hear in polite company." His gaze softened as he shifted the Astyanax again, his movements slow and deliberate. "But there's beauty in the chaos too. Moments of peace and laughter, even in the darkest times."
You leaned forward slightly, your curiosity pulling you closer. "What kinds of moments?"
Polites' smile deepened, his eyes glinting with the light of memory. "Fleeting ones," he said. "Watching the sunrise on the deck of a ship, knowing we'd survived another day. Sharing a meal with the crew, even if it was barely enough to fill us. Odysseus laughing so hard at one of Eurylochus' terrible jokes that he nearly fell overboard. And the stars..." His voice trailed off briefly, his gaze distant. "Always the stars. They reminded us of home, even when it felt like it was slipping further away."
His words hung in the air, rich with emotion, and you felt something shift inside you. The philosophy he'd hinted at earlier—embracing the world's beauty despite its pain—suddenly clicked in your mind. You inhaled sharply, your breath catching as the meaning sank in.
Polites noticed your reaction, his head tilting slightly. "What is it?" he asked, his tone gentle.
"It's..." You hesitated, trying to put the swirling thoughts into words. "It's such a beautiful outlook on life," you said softly, your voice trembling. "To... to see the good, even when everything feels like it's falling apart. After everything you went through—being away from your families, the war, the loss... death." Your voice caught on the last word, your chest tightening.
His words struck deep, resonating in a way you hadn't expected.
You thought of the queen—her quiet strength as she guided Ithaca through years of uncertainty, never once faltering in her resolve.
You thought of Telemachus—his sharp wit and quiet intensity, the confusing feelings you held for him that you couldn't quite untangle.
And Callias—your budding friendship with him, his steady presence like an anchor in the shifting tides of your journey.
Finally, you thought of the lyre Hermes had given you, its golden strings shimmering with a promise of something greater, though you still weren't sure what that promise meant. It lingered in your thoughts, a quiet, golden thread connecting all the rest.
Your gaze dropped absently to your lap, your fingers curling unconsciously into the fabric of your dress. The material bunched beneath your touch, a tactile reminder of the tension knotting in your chest. The haze of your thoughts blurred everything around you as your mind drifted further.
Images of your parents surfaced, unbidden but welcome. You could see their faces clearly—the love glowing in their eyes, their voices soft yet so full of conviction as they urged you never to forget how much they cared. The ache of parting gnawed at you again, your chest tightening as though the weight of their absence was pressing down on you. The memory blurred in your mind, overlapping with the weight of Polites' words, their echoes weaving through the haze.
You felt yourself slipping, your mind spiraling into the endless questions and uncertainties that had followed you since you left them behind. What did they mean by Apollo's favor? Why you? What were you supposed to do with the answers you didn't yet have?
Before you could fall any deeper, a gentle hand rested on your head, grounding you. Polites' touch was light but steady, his fingers ruffling your hair slightly in a way that felt both comforting and familiar. "Hey," he murmured softly, his voice like a tether pulling you back to the present.
You blinked up at him, startled out of your thoughts as he reached down, tilting your chin up with two fingers. His smile was warm, his dark eyes crinkling with a mixture of understanding and kindness. "Don't lose yourself in the 'what-ifs,'" he said gently. "I used to get lost in thoughts too heavy to carry, dwelling on what I couldn't change, all the moments I couldn't fix...."
He chuckled softly, the sound low and rich as his hand fell back to his side. "But it never helped, not really. It just made the pain heavier. So I started seeing things differently." His gaze softened, his voice growing quieter but no less steady. "I'll tell you what I told Odysseus... something I had to remind myself of first: this life is amazing when you greet it with open arms. You can't carry it all, not at once. But you can carry the good with the bad. Hold onto the moments that remind you why it's worth it."
His words carried a quiet certainty, the kind that could only come from experience. You felt the truth of them settle over you like a blanket, warm and grounding.
For a moment, the tightness in your chest loosened, replaced by a faint flicker of something lighter. Hope, perhaps, or at least the possibility of it.
A warbled chuckle escaped your lips, soft and shaky, as you swiped at the corner of your eye with the back of your hand. "Open arms, huh?" you murmured, the faintest smile tugging at your lips. "I think... I think that's something I needed to hear."
Polites' smile widened, his eyes gleaming with quiet pride. "Good," he said simply, his voice carrying no judgment, only reassurance.
The two of you then sat in peaceful silence, the stillness of the Asphodel Fields wrapping around you like a gentle embrace. Astyanax cooed softly in his arms, the sound carrying a warmth that seemed to echo the quiet understanding you'd found in Polites' words.
Your gaze wandered upward, drawn to the faint, hazy light that filtered through the mist above. The endless grey of the Fields no longer felt so suffocating, and as you sat there, the ache in your chest eased just a little.
For the first time in what felt like ages, you allowed yourself to breathe deeply, the weight on your shoulders lifting ever so slightly.
Your fingers idly traced the ground beside you, brushing against a small pebble. Without thinking, you picked it up, turning it over in your hand as the silence stretched between you and Polites.
Your gaze drifted to him, catching his side profile as he stared softly up at the hazy sky. His expression was serene, his lips curved into a faint smile that carried a quiet sense of peace. The faint light filtering through the mist seemed to settle on him, giving his figure an almost ethereal glow.
There was something unshakable about him—calm, steady, and grounded, as if he carried the wisdom of lifetimes in his kind eyes.
You found yourself captivated by the sight, unable to look away. A warmth began to stir in your chest, spreading slowly through your body and down to your fingers, tingling with a sensation you hadn't felt in what seemed like forever.
It was inspiration—pure and undeniable, like a spark reigniting after being smothered for so long.
Polites' words lingered in your heart, weaving through your thoughts and sparking a flood of emotions you hadn't allowed yourself to feel. Without realizing it, your lips parted, and a soft hum escaped, tentative and uncertain at first.
"This life is amazing when you greet it with open arms..."
The sound startled you, but the warmth in your chest urged you on. You let the tune build naturally, your voice carrying a mix of melancholy and hope.
"Whatever we face, we'll be fine if we're leading from the heart..."
The melody felt raw, an unfiltered expression of the turmoil inside you. It was fragile yet persistent, winding its way into the still air of the Asphodel Fields like a thread of light.
Polites turned toward you, his eyes brightening as his smile widened. Without a word, his deep, rich voice joined yours, harmonizing effortlessly.
"I see in your face, there is so much guilt inside your heart. So why not replace it and light up the world, here's how to start..."
His tone was steady and warm, grounding your melody and elevating it all at once. Together, your voices blended in a simple, unpolished duet that echoed softly through the empty landscape; the words rising naturally between the two of you.
The baby in Polites' arms stirred, letting out a soft coo as though soothed by the music. Polites glanced down at the bundle, his smile softening as he gently rocked the swaddle in time with the melody.
"Greet the world with open arms. Greet the world with open arms..."
As the final notes faded into the mist, silence returned, but it was no longer oppressive. It felt lighter, filled with a quiet sense of fulfillment.
Polites chuckled softly, his voice tinged with emotion as he looked back at you. "You have a gift, ____," he said warmly. "A voice like yours could soften even the hardest of hearts."
You smiled faintly, your gaze dropping for a moment as your fingers brushed against the pebble still in your hand. "I... didn't realize how much I missed singing," you admitted, your voice quiet, almost as if you were afraid to disturb the fragile peace of the moment.
Polites nodded knowingly, his expression serene. "Sometimes, we forget what brings us joy," he said softly. "But it's always there, waiting for us to find it again."
You held onto his words, letting them settle in your heart. The warmth lingered, wrapping around you like a gentle embrace, and for the first time in a long while, you felt... lighter.
The peace of the moment was interrupted by the sudden sound of clapping. You turned sharply, startled, to see Hermes standing just a few steps away, his staff tucked under one arm as he applauded dramatically. "Well, aren't you the busy one?" he drawled, a playful grin lighting up his face. "Making friends, singing duets... I leave you alone for one moment, and suddenly, it's a musical."
Polites chuckled beside you, unbothered by Hermes' theatrics. "I suppose we made good use of the time," he said, his tone warm but teasing as he looked between you and the god.
You shot Hermes a half-hearted glare, your lips twitching into a reluctant smile despite yourself. "Finished with your task, I assume?"
Hermes nodded, twirling his staff like it was a baton. "Indeed, all wrapped up with a bow," he said cheerfully, though his grin faded slightly as his golden eyes flickered over the horizon. "But we can't linger. I caught Cerberus sniffing around earlier, and trust me, that doesn't lead to anything good."
Your eyes widened slightly at the mention of the three-headed guardian, and you quickly pushed yourself up off the ground. The thought of crossing paths with the Underworld's fiercest protector wasn't exactly appealing.
Polites rose too, the baby in his arms letting out a soft coo as if protesting the movement. He adjusted the swaddle, rocking the bundle gently as he turned to you. "Looks like this is where we part ways," he said, his voice tinged with a quiet understanding.
You hesitated for a moment, your heart suddenly heavier at the thought of leaving. "Thank you," you said softly, your gaze meeting his. "For... everything."
Polites smiled, warm and knowing, as he nodded toward you. "And thank you," he replied. "For reminding me that even here, there's still music worth hearing."
Astyanax stirred again, drawing both your gazes. Polites chuckled, shifting the bundle slightly as the little one's tiny hand peeked out from the swaddle. "And don't worry about us," Polites added, his tone lighter now. "We're exactly where we need to be."
You exchanged a fond smile before stepping back, allowing Hermes to nudge you gently forward. Polites raised a hand in farewell, Astyanax's coo echoing softly as though it were part of the farewell itself. "Take care," Polites called after you, his voice steady and sure. "And don't forget what I told you."
"I won't," you promised, your voice carrying the same steadiness, though your chest tightened with emotion. You glanced back one last time as Polites turned toward the withered tree, his presence a grounding force in the shifting mist.
As Hermes led you away, his stride quick and purposeful, you glanced around the Fields, your thoughts a mix of lingering warmth and quiet sorrow. The mists curled low around your ankles, their whispering voices barely audible now, as if the Fields themselves were reluctant to let you leave.
It was then that your gaze caught something—a figure wandering aimlessly in the distance, half-shrouded in the haze. Your breath hitched, and your steps faltered.
Cleo.
Even through the haze, you recognized her. The slope of her shoulders, the familiar set of her stride, the way her head tilted ever so slightly as though lost in thought—it was all unmistakable.
Her form, pale and translucent, drifted with the air of someone caught between memory and nothingness. She seemed so much smaller now, as if the weight of the Fields had drained the vitality she once carried so proudly.
She looked so different from the vibrant girl you remembered, but still, it was her.
Your chest tightened as a flood of memories surged through your mind of the girl she had been. You could still hear her laugh, bright and unrestrained, echoing through the corridors of the palace when the two of you were younger. You remembered her steady presence during long nights of work, the way her eyes lit up with mischief when she whispered secrets into your ear.
Cleo had always seemed to know the right thing to say to make you feel seen, understood; she'd been your confidant, your friend—the one person who had felt like home in a world apart from everyone else.
But then came the darker memories, cutting through the haze of nostalgia. The betrayal.
You remembered the look in her eyes that day, the hurt mingled with guilt as she chose the side that wasn't yours. Her words had been hollow, an apology wrapped in justification that only deepened the wound. And when you'd tried to get her to reconsider, to stay by your side, she'd turned away.
She hadn't looked back.
The mixture of emotions swirling inside you now was almost unbearable. Anger, sadness, pity—they tangled together, leaving you unsure of what you felt. How were you supposed to react now, seeing her here in the Fields, reduced to a wandering shade? Was this where betrayal led? Or was she simply another victim of a cruel fate, just like so many others?
You stood frozen, your heart caught in the throes of indecision. But as you watched her move through the mist, a faint glimmer of the Cleo you once knew stirred in your chest, tugging at the edges of your heart.
For a moment, Cleo paused in her aimless wandering, her figure half-turning as though sensing your gaze. The mist distorted her features, but you could swear there was still a faint shadow of the warmth she once carried, hidden somewhere in the hollow outlines of her face.
Did she know you were there? Could she feel the weight of your eyes on her? Or was she too far gone, trapped in the fog of the Fields, where memories blurred and identities unraveled?
Hermes' footsteps continued ahead of you, his humming drifting faintly through the air. But you couldn't move. Your feet felt rooted to the ground as you stared at her, unsure of what to do, what to feel.
After what felt like an eternity, you swallowed hard, pushing down the lump in your throat. Not now, you thought, your hands clenching into fists at your sides. This isn't the time. But the sight of her lingered, tugging at you like a frayed thread that refused to let go.
I'll come back, you vowed silently, your heart heavy with resolve. I'll return for her.
Slowly, you turned to follow Hermes, the sound of his humming growing louder as you forced yourself to move. The image of Cleo began to fade into the mist behind you, but her presence remained etched in your mind, sharp and unrelenting.
Ahead, Hermes glanced back over his shoulder, his golden eyes narrowing slightly as he noticed your slowed pace. "Something catch your eye, little musician?" he asked, his voice casual but laced with curiosity.
You forced a small smile, shaking your head. "Just... thinking."
Hermes raised a brow but said nothing more, his expression flickering with fleeting amusement as he turned back and continued onward. You followed, your steps slow and deliberate, the vow you'd made settling firmly in your chest like an anchor against the swirling tide of your emotions.
Whatever had happened between you and Cleo, whatever pain still lingered, you couldn't leave it like this. Not forever.
The weight of that thought followed you as Hermes led you through the shifting mists of the Asphodel Fields. His humming faded as he stopped in front of a patch of shimmering air. He motioned for you to step closer, his hand light on your back as he guided you.
You hesitated, casting one last glance at the hauntingly grey expanse behind you, then drew a deep breath and stepped forward.
The sensation hit you like a wave.
The world twisted, folding in on itself as though reality was nothing more than a thin sheet being crumpled. The cool air of the Underworld was replaced with an oppressive, disorienting warmth.
Your stomach flipped, your vision blurred, and for a moment, it felt as if you were spinning, weightless, and tethered all at once.
Then, with a sudden snap, it was over.
Notes:
A/N : ahhh, my bby polites 😩❤️❤️ imma have to make a short fic for him omm if its the last thing i doooooo
(godly things)
various!epic x fem!reader@winxanity_ii
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Chapter 23: 17 ┃ 𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐲
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
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You stumbled as the familiar stone corridor of Ithaca's palace came into focus, the sharp, golden light streaming through the high windows blinding after the muted greys of the Fields. The air here felt thick, humid compared to the cold emptiness you'd left behind. Your legs wobbled beneath you, the ground solid but foreign, and you swayed unsteadily.
A low chuckle echoed beside you. "Whoa, there, little musician," Hermes teased, one hand shooting out to steady your shoulder while the other gripped his staff. His fingers were warm, firm enough to stop you from tipping over. "You're back on solid ground now. Don't go planting your face in the floor just yet."
You blinked up at him, your heart still racing as you tried to gather your bearings. His golden eyes sparkled with amusement, the corner of his mouth twitching upward into a knowing smirk. "I'd say that was a smooth landing, all things considered."
You let out a shaky breath, taking a step back from his grasp. "Thank you," you murmured, your voice hoarse from the whirlwind of emotions still churning inside you. Your hands fidgeted at your sides as you glanced anywhere but his face, feeling awkwardly vulnerable under his teasing gaze.
Hermes' chuckle softened, and his expression grew unexpectedly fond. He leaned down slightly, his hand brushing lightly over your hair. His touch was fleeting, more like smoothing down the edges of a stray thought than offering comfort. "Anytime, little musician," he said softly, his voice carrying the same warmth you'd felt during your journey.
Your breath hitched at the sincerity in his tone, and when you dared to glance up at him, you caught the faintest trace of something more—something unspoken—beneath his smirk. But before you could dwell on it, he straightened, rolling his shoulders with an exaggerated flourish.
"Well," Hermes said, his grin returning full force as he adjusted his cloak. "Duty calls." With a small jump, the wings on his sandals began to flutter, lifting him effortlessly off the ground. "Don't get into too much trouble without me, alright?"
And with a playful wink, he disappeared in a blur of red and gold, the faint hum of his laughter lingering in the corridor long after he was gone.
You stood there, frozen in place, your eyes locked on the spot where he had been. It was as though the space still held a faint echo of his presence, the air warmer and lighter than it should have been.
Your heart raced in your chest, pounding with a mixture of awe, exhaustion, and disbelief. You felt like you'd just stepped out of a vivid dream, one so real that it left a lingering weight in your chest and a strange ache in your limbs.
The Underworld, your parents, Polites, Cleo—all of it swirled in your mind like an endless tide, each thought vying for attention. You couldn't sort through them; you couldn't decide which feeling to hold onto. Every time you tried to grasp one, another would take its place—grief, hope, confusion, guilt. It was all too much.
Your fingers twitched at your sides, clenching and unclenching as though they needed something to hold onto, something solid to prove that you were really back.
The faint tang of herbs from the kitchens mingled with the earthy smell of the wooden beams high above. It should have been comforting—familiar—but instead, it only emphasized how disconnected you felt.
You were here, in Ithaca, where everything was tangible and alive, but part of you still lingered in that otherworldly place, surrounded by mist and ghosts.
Your gaze dropped to the ground, where the scroll you had been carrying lay forgotten at your feet. The sight of it jolted you out of your daze; its simple, familiar presence grounding you in the reality of where you were.
Bending down, you picked it up, the parchment cool and smooth beneath your fingertips. You brushed away a faint smudge of dust that had clung to it, your hands trembling slightly as you stood upright again.
For a moment, you just stared at the scroll, your grip tightening as your mind began to whirl.
You'd been gone—surely for hours. What would you tell the queen? How would you explain your absence? The thought made your stomach twist uncomfortably. Queen Penelope wasn't harsh, but she valued order, and you had a responsibility to her.
Panic prickled at the edges of your thoughts as you started walking, your steps brisk and purposeful.
The corridor stretched ahead of you, the warm glow of sunlight spilling in through the high windows contrasting sharply with the dim, ethereal light of the Underworld you'd just left. You couldn't help but quicken your pace; the scroll pressed tightly to your chest as your mind raced.
Yet, as you moved, something tugged at your attention. The sun. Its golden rays painted the stone walls in soft hues, long shadows cast from the columns lining the hall. You frowned, slowing slightly as the realization struck you.
The sun was still high in the sky.
Your steps faltered, and you turned your head, glancing out one of the windows. Outside, the courtyard basked in the afternoon light, the gentle hum of activity filtering faintly through the glass. Servants moved about their tasks, unhurried, their chatter and laughter carrying an air of normalcy that felt almost surreal to you.
It wasn't night. Not even close.
Your chest tightened as you tried to reconcile the realization. You'd been gone for what felt like hours, traversing the Underworld, speaking to your parents, Polites, and... Cleo. And yet, here, no time seemed to have passed.
It was as if you'd stepped through some hidden fold in reality, returning to a world that hadn't even noticed you'd left.
Before you knew it, you were standing outside the queen's chambers, the heavy wooden door looming before you. Your hands moved instinctively, smoothing down your shawl and adjusting the scroll. You exhaled slowly, trying to steady your racing thoughts as you lifted a hand and knocked gently.
"Come in," Penelope's voice called, calm and poised, as always.
You hesitated, your heart thudding against your ribs. Then, with a deep breath and your head bowed, you pushed open the door and stepped inside.
"Queen Penelope," you began quickly, the words tumbling out in a rush, "I am so sorry for my delay. I—"
Your apology faltered as you straightened and looked up. The queen sat at her low table, a delicate cup of tea in hand, the steam curling faintly into the midday light filtering through the windows. She looked utterly serene, as though she hadn't noticed your absence at all.
Your lips parted slightly in shock, the realization sinking in with a dizzying clarity. Time really hadn't passed—not in any way that made sense.
The weight of everything you had experienced felt strangely misplaced now, like trying to fit a story from another life into the one you had returned to.
"Is something wrong, ____?" Penelope's calm voice broke through your thoughts, drawing your attention. Her dark eyes rested on you with a quiet curiosity, her brow arching slightly. "Did you have any issues getting the measurements?"
You blinked, your grip on the scroll tightening as you quickly shook your head. "N-No, my queen. None at all," you said, stepping forward to place the scroll gently on the edge of her table. You hesitated, a faint, nervous smile tugging at your lips. "In fact, everything went... smoother than expected. You could say it was a bit of a journey."
Penelope tilted her head, her lips curving into a polite but slightly puzzled smile. "A journey?" she repeated lightly, her tone suggesting she didn't quite understand.
You cleared your throat, your cheeks warming. "Yes. Let's just say I've never had a task quite like this one before." The words carried an almost private humor that you knew she wouldn't grasp, but it was enough to help steady you.
The queen regarded you for a moment, her expression thoughtful but not pressing. "I see," she said simply, her tone shifting back to her usual composed authority. "Thank you for bringing this to me, ____. I don't believe I have anything else for you to do, for now. You may go."
You bowed deeply, relief washing over you as you stepped back toward the door. Yet, as you exited the chamber and let the door click shut behind you, the weight of what had happened lingered.
No time had passed here, but for you, the moments spent in the Underworld felt like a lifetime. And as you walked down the corridor, the scroll now out of your hands, you couldn't help but wonder how much longer you could carry the weight of it alone.
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Later, you found yourself in your room, the faint golden strings of the divine lyre resting gently on your lap.
The sun hung low on the horizon, painting the walls in hues of deep orange and soft crimson. Light spilled through the narrow window, its warmth brushing against your skin as though trying to coax you out of the thoughts that weighed so heavily on your mind.
Your fingers brushed tentatively over the lyre's strings, the faint hum of its otherworldly resonance filling the room. The notes came to life under your touch, weaving together into a quiet, tender melody.
Without thinking, you began to hum softly, your voice joining the instrument as if drawn to it. The words of the song flowed naturally, familiar and comforting, wrapping around you like a shield against the storm in your chest.
"This life is amazing when you greet it with open arms..."
Your voice wavered slightly, the lyrics stirring something deep inside you. The memories of Polites' words echoed in your mind, his gentle wisdom urging you to hold onto the beauty in the chaos, to carry the good with the bad.
You closed your eyes, letting the song guide you as the lyre's strings shimmered in the dying light. The sun dipped lower, its fiery glow spilling across the floor in long shadows. The sky outside shifted from gold to soft pinks and violets, the colors blending seamlessly into the edges of night.
The room seemed to hold its breath, the quiet interrupted only by the melody of your voice and the faint strum of the lyre.
Since leaving the queen's chambers, the day had passed in an oddly fragmented way. You had returned to your duties, determined to slip back into the routines that once felt so grounding. But the strange dissonance of time—or the lack of it—hung over you like a shadow.
You had tried to find Callias, thinking his bright humor might lighten your mood, but he had been busy hauling bundles of cloth and supplies across the palace. His quick smile when he spotted you had been brief, his focus immediately pulled back to his chores.
Telemachus, too, had been occupied. The clash of swords and the sharp commands of his trainers echoed faintly from the courtyard as you passed by. You'd glimpsed him once, his form a blur of motion as he practiced, his expression distant and determined.
There had been no opportunity to speak with him, even if you'd mustered the courage to try.
Even the queen and king had been out of reach. News had spread that they'd decided to spend the evening together in the bustling town square—a rare night of indulgence after weeks of royal duties.
The palace felt emptier without their quiet presence, as if their absence left a tangible void in the halls.
With no one to turn to, you had fallen into your own rhythm, tackling small tasks and avoiding the larger questions swirling in your mind. Yet, every time you paused, the memory of the Underworld crept back in.
Your parents' voices, the sight of Polites cradling Astyanax, Cleo's lost expression—they lingered, pressing against your chest like a weight you couldn't shake.
Now, as you sat by the window, the light of the setting sun framed you, casting your figure in gold and shadow. The song swelled in the quiet, your fingers finding the notes effortlessly. The lyre seemed alive in your hands, its glow faintly mirroring the fiery hues of the sky.
You finished the verse, the last note lingering in the air like a whispered promise. For a moment, the room felt still, the kind of stillness that wasn't empty but full—full of everything you couldn't yet name, everything you carried from the Underworld and beyond.
With a soft sigh, you set the lyre down beside you, your fingers lingering on its frame. The warmth of the sun faded as twilight began to settle, and the shadows stretched longer across the room.
You gazed out at the horizon, the stars beginning to dot the deepening sky. Their faint light shimmered above the darkened sea, a gentle reminder of how vast and unyielding the world beyond Ithaca could be. The cool evening breeze drifted through the window, brushing against your skin and carrying with it the faint, briny scent of the ocean.
Your mind drifted once again to Cleo, and a quiet sigh escaped your lips.
Without thinking, your hand moved to the lyre resting beside you, your fingers brushing against its gleaming golden frame. The strings hummed faintly at your touch, their resonance soft and calming, but it did little to quiet the ache in your chest.
Even though you understood her betrayal—knew the choice she made had led her to the misty emptiness of the Asphodel Fields—you couldn't stop the memories from surfacing. Cleo wasn't just a servant who had fallen to greed or ambition. She had been more than that, so much more.
Your best friend. Dare you say, the closest thing you had ever had to a sister.
Your fingers stilled on the lyre, the weight of the past pressing heavily on your chest. No matter how much you tried to rationalize it, no matter how much you told yourself that Cleo's choices had sealed her fate, you couldn't fully let go of the girl she had been.
The one who had laughed with you, comforted you, and stood beside you when it felt like the world had forgotten your place in it.
A quiet thought crept into your mind, soft but insistent: She wasn't just my friend. She was family.
The memory came unbidden, pulling you back to your first week in Ithaca.
You were young then, barely more than a child, adjusting to the servants' quarters and the constant demands of training under the older maids.
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It was late one night, the quarters dim and quiet, with only the soft sounds of breathing from the other servants who had long since fallen asleep.
But you couldn't sleep.
The weight of the day lingered in your chest—your first time being scolded for not polishing the silver to perfection, the sideways glances from older girls who whispered behind their hands, and the endless, overwhelming sense that you didn't belong.
It sat like a stone, making your breaths feel heavier as you lay on the top bunk of the makeshift cot, crammed into the narrow servant's quarters.
The room was stifling despite the night air, filled with the soft snores and murmurs of the other children packed into the tight space. Each bunk was squeezed so close together that you could almost feel the warmth of the child in the bed below you.
The faint scent of straw, old wood, and the lingering remnants of the day's sweat hung in the air, making it impossible to feel entirely at ease.
You fidgeted with the frayed edge of the thin blanket draped over you, your fingers tugging at loose threads as restless thoughts swirled in your mind. The night felt endless, the quiet too loud as it amplified the uncertainty that clawed at your chest.
Finally, you couldn't take it anymore.
Slowly, you sat up, careful not to let the bed creak beneath your movements. The rough beams of the ceiling loomed just inches above your head, a constant reminder of how cramped the room truly was.
You paused, holding your breath, and glanced around at the other sleeping figures. A soft snuffle came from a nearby bunk, but no one stirred.
You waited a moment longer, ensuring the room remained still. Then, with a quiet exhale, you swung your legs over the side of the bunk, your bare feet brushing against the cool edge of the wooden frame. Gripping the edge tightly, you carefully slid down, your toes landing silently on the stone floor below.
The chill of the stone sent a shiver up your spine, but you ignored it, focusing instead on the rhythm of your heart thudding in your ears. Barefoot, you padded across the cramped room, weaving carefully through the narrow aisles between bunks. The soft rise and fall of breaths surrounded you, a reminder of just how closely everyone was packed together.
Reaching the door, you hesitated, your hand hovering over the rough wooden handle. You cast one last glance back at the room, the pale moonlight filtering through the tiny window illuminating the huddled figures.
Satisfied that no one had woken, you gently pushed the door open, wincing at the soft creak that seemed impossibly loud in the silence.
Your heart pounded as you slipped through the narrow gap, the cool air of the corridor beyond brushing against your skin. For a moment, you stood there, barefoot on the cold stone, your fingers still gripping the edge of the door as it eased shut behind you.
The stillness of the hall stretched out before you, vast and unfamiliar compared to the suffocating closeness of the servants' quarters. Taking a deep breath, you stepped forward, the faint echo of your bare feet the only sound accompanying you.
The corridor outside was dimly lit by a few flickering torches. You kept close to the wall, your small figure blending into the shadows as you navigated the familiar turns.
You'd spent the first days memorizing the layout of the palace, and now that knowledge served you well as you avoided the patrols of guards who wandered the halls.
Finally, you reached a reclusive part of the palace—a place where the other servants often took their breaks during the day. The small alcove overlooked the sea, its single window set into the stone walls high above the cliffs that surrounded Ithaca. By night, it was deserted, bathed only in the silvery glow of the moon.
You climbed onto the windowsill, your legs dangling slightly as you leaned against the frame. The cool night air brushed against your skin, carrying with it the salty tang of the ocean and the faint rustle of the waves far below.
The moonlight shimmered on the water, casting a pale glow that rippled and danced with the movement of the sea.
For a long moment, you simply stared out at the vast expanse, letting the quiet soothe the restless ache in your chest. Your mind wandered to your first days here—the grueling training, the stern corrections from the head maid, the occasional kindness of Queen Penelope's gentle gaze when she passed by.
You were being prepared, they had said, to serve as one of her personal handmaidens when you were older. It was an honor, you'd been told, to be chosen. But the weight of expectation felt crushing, and you weren't sure if you could ever measure up.
A soft "psst" broke through the stillness.
Your heart jumped, the sound startling you enough to nearly lose your balance. You snapped your head toward the source, your breath catching in your throat. In the shadows of the alcove, a small figure moved closer, her steps light and quick.
"Don't worry," she whispered, her voice hushed but teasing. "I'm not a guard."
The girl stepped into the faint glow of moonlight, and you got your first proper look at her. She was petite, her frame small, with delicate features framed by a cascade of pale blonde hair. Her green eyes sparkled mischievously, and her lips curved into a playful grin as she watched your startled expression.
"Didn't mean to scare you," she said, giggling softly. "But you should've seen your face."
Still wary, you shifted slightly, curling your legs in and pressing your back closer to the window frame. "Who are you?" you asked, your voice quieter than you intended.
The girl tilted her head, studying you for a moment before stepping closer and hopping up onto the windowsill beside you with surprising ease. "Cleo," she said simply, swinging her legs as if she belonged there."And you're... the new one, right?"
Her proximity made you tense, and the awkward silence that followed felt heavy despite the faint hum of the waves below. You could feel her gaze on you, sharp and curious, as if she were trying to unravel some mystery you didn't even know you carried.
Braving a glance, you peeked at her from the corner of your eye, only to find her staring at you directly.
Her head was tilted slightly, her expression thoughtful, her green eyes narrowed as though deep in consideration. The intensity of her gaze made you fidget uncomfortably.
"Got a name, or do you just go by 'new one'?" she asked, her grin widening when she caught you staring.
"____," you replied quickly, feeling heat rise to your face. You looked away, hoping to escape her scrutiny, but she leaned closer, her curiosity unabated.
"Well, ____," Cleo said, settling back against the frame, "what are you doing up here? Sneaking out run away, or do you always climb out of bed in the middle of the night for no reason?"
You blinked at her, unsure how to answer. "I—" You hesitated, your voice faltering. "How did you even know I was out here?"
Her grin turned smug. "I sleep in the bunk below yours. You kept tossing and turning. Eventually, I gave up on trying to sleep and followed you." She waved a hand dismissively before you could respond. "No worries, though. It wasn't like I had anything better to do."
Embarrassment flared in your chest, and you stammered an apology. "I-I'm sorry. I didn't mean to—"
"It's okay," Cleo interrupted, laughing lightly. "At least you we'ren't snoring like Theon in the bunk over."
You cleared your throat, still feeling a bit awkward, and glanced back out the window. "I... just couldn't sleep," you admitted softly, your gaze fixed on the moonlit waves. "I guess... I miss home."
Cleo didn't respond right away, and for a moment, the only sound was the rhythmic crash of the waves far below. When you continued, your voice was quieter, almost hesitant. "I came here by myself. I thought... I thought it would be easier to adjust, but it's harder than I expected. I don't even know where to start."
The silence stretched again, but it wasn't uncomfortable this time. Cleo swung her legs lazily, her gaze thoughtful as she considered your words.
"It's alright," she said finally, her voice soft but steady. "No one really knows where to go when they first get here. You just... figure it out one day at a time."
You turned to look at her, surprised by the sincerity in her tone. Her green eyes met yours, and she smiled—a real smile, warm and reassuring. "I'll tell you what," she said, leaning back against the window frame. "I'll show you the ropes. Teach you how things work around here."
Your brows furrowed. "Why would you do that?"
"Why not?" Cleo shrugged, her smile turning playful again. "Someone showed me when I was new, so I figure it's my turn. Besides," she added with a wink, "you seem like you could use a friend."
The word struck something deep in you, and for a moment, you didn't know how to respond. She was offering something you hadn't realized you needed—a connection, a lifeline in a place that still felt so unfamiliar.
"I guess... I could use a friend," you said finally, your lips curving into a tentative smile.
"Great!" Cleo said, clapping her hands lightly. The quiet returned, but this time, it felt companionable. The weight in your chest eased slightly as you leaned back against the frame, letting the cool breeze wash over you.
"Thank you," you said softly, and Cleo's smile grew warmer.
"Don't mention it," she replied, nudging your shoulder lightly. "We're going to make a great team, you and me."
In that moment, with the waves crashing below and the moonlight reflecting on the water, you believed her.
The memory felt distant now, like a dream you couldn't quite reach. It hovered at the edges of your mind, softened by time but never fully faded. And yet, there were moments—flashes—where you could almost feel her presence again.
The way she would nudge your shoulder when you were too serious, a grin tugging at her lips as she teased you out of your brooding thoughts. Or the quiet way she listened, her mischievous energy melting into something softer when the weight of your duties became too much to bear.
You could still hear her voice, low and earnest, as she'd sit beside you during those rare moments of free time, listening to you play your lyre. "You'll make the gods themselves jealous one day, and I'll be able to say I knew you when you were just a humble palace girl."
You had laughed then, the sound bright and unguarded, because Cleo had always had a way of making the world feel lighter, less daunting. Her confidence in you had felt like a shield, something you could carry with you when your own faltered. She had been your anchor, your guide—and in some ways, your reflection.
But now... now, she was something else entirely.
Your mind ventured to the shadowy figure you'd seen in the Asphodel Fields, the ghostly remnant of the girl who had once been your closest friend. The weight of it pressed heavily on your chest, a deep, aching sadness that no words could soothe.
You could still see her, drifting aimlessly through the mist, her form pale and translucent. The Cleo you had known had been full of life, her laughter bright enough to fill even the dimmest corners of the palace.
Now, that vitality was gone, replaced by a hollow presence that seemed to barely cling to itself. She had looked so small, so fragile, as though the Fields had stripped away not just her form but the very essence of who she had been.
How had it come to this? you wondered, your fingers tightening around the frame of your lyre. How had Cleo fallen so far, from the girl who once held the world in her hands to a wandering shade, lost to memory and time?
The answer whispered in the back of your mind, cruel and unrelenting: She chose it.
Cleo's defiance, her willingness to toy with the suitors, to take what she wanted without thinking of the cost—it had all seemed harmless at first. But the choices she had made, the alliances she had forged, had led her down a path she couldn't return from.
She had betrayed Ithaca, betrayed the queen, betrayed you. And for what? A moment of power? A fleeting sense of freedom?
You wanted to hate her for it. You wanted to hold onto the anger, the betrayal, because it was easier than mourning the loss of someone who had once been your family. But no matter how much you tried, the memories of who she had been refused to let go.
You couldn't forget the girl who had taken you under her wing, who had laughed with you under the stars, who had believed in you when you couldn't believe in yourself.
She wasn't just a ghost to you. She was a wound that hadn't healed, a question that had no answer.
And though it doesn't help, you let yourself imagine that Cleo was there beside you, nudging your shoulder and grinning that mischievous grin. You could almost hear her voice, teasing yet full of that oddly perceptive warmth she carried so effortlessly.
"Sitting here brooding isn't going to solve anything," she would have said, her green eyes sparkling with amusement as she leaned closer. "Honestly, ____, you think too much. Let me handle it."
A faint, bittersweet smile tugged at your lips as the thought of her flickered in your mind. She'd know what to do with this whole Andreia situation.
Cleo had always been bold, unafraid to speak her mind or take action, even when it was risky—or reckless. And while that recklessness had cost her everything, part of you still longed for her confidence, her certainty, her way of making even the most tangled problems seem manageable.
Lost in your thoughts, you didn't notice the faint glow that began to emanate from the lyre resting against your legs. The warm golden hue of its strings was now streaked with darker shades—soft ribbons of shadow weaving between the light, twisting and shifting like something alive.
The soft hum of the lyre grew louder, pulling you back to the present. Startled, your eyes widened as you looked down, the glow intensifying, the play of light and shadow casting strange patterns across the walls of your room.
Your breath hitched, a mixture of awe and unease washing over you. The resonance of the strings vibrated through your fingertips, not from your touch but seemingly from some unseen force within the instrument itself.
It was as if the lyre was responding to something—something beyond your understanding.
The air around you grew cooler, the same chill you'd felt when in the Underworld brushing against your skin. It wasn't harsh or sudden but faint, like the memory of a breeze from a far-off place.
The sensation lingered for a moment, then receded, leaving you shivering despite the stillness of the room.
You swallowed hard, your hands trembling slightly as you lifted the lyre from your lap, holding it carefully in your hands. Its frame felt warmer than usual, almost pulsing with energy, and you found yourself staring at it as if it might explain itself.
Before you could stop yourself, your lips moved, the words escaping in a hushed whisper. "The shadows conceal the threshold, a gateway unseen to mortal eyes."
Hermes' voice echoed faintly in your mind as you repeated the phrase he had whispered to you in the corridor before whisking you away to the Underworld. The weight of the words settled heavily in the quiet, and when you looked up, your breath caught in your throat.
In the corner of your room, where the shadows gathered thickest, something stirred. A dark wisp of shadow curled upward, shifting and twisting as though alive. Its movements were slow, deliberate, and though it was barely more than a faint distortion in the air, it felt... familiar.
You stood slowly, clutching the lyre close to your chest, your heart racing as you took a tentative step forward. The air in the room seemed to hum with an unseen tension, the shadows deepening as you approached.
The realization crept over you with every hesitant step, the truth both thrilling and terrifying. This must be a portal. A gateway to the Underworld, just like Hermes had said.
You glanced down at the glowing lyre in your hands, its strange light flickering like a heartbeat, and the pieces began to fall into place.
The instrument was divine—gifted to you by Hermes, connected to the gods. Perhaps it had acted as a key, unlocking the unseen threshold that now pulsed in the corner of your room.
Your fingers tightened around the lyre's frame, the weight of the moment pressing down on you. You hadn't intended to summon this—hadn't even known it was possible. But now, standing on the edge of the unknown, you couldn't ignore the pull of what lay beyond.
The misty expanse of the Asphodel Fields, the whispers of souls caught between worlds, and the promise you had made to Cleo all came rushing back.
Whatever this was, it wasn't an accident. The gateway had appeared for a reason, and the choice to step through—or turn away—was yours to make.
Your grip on the lyre tightened, its glow steady and warm against your palms. Without giving yourself time to overthink or back out, you took a deep breath and stepped into the shadows.
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A/N : i was stressing on how to continue/write until i remember this is fanfiction and i can make mc die and be reborn as a duck if i wanted to lolol so if things get a lil weird/magic like forgive me, just tryna get the plot jumping 😩
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various!epic x fem!reader@winxanity_ii
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Chapter 24: 17.5 ┃ 𝐃𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒: 𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐩𝐡𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐋𝐨𝐨𝐦
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𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: here's a bit of extra scenes/plot to 17 ┃ 𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐲 ; ❤️
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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The sunlight glinted sharply off the polished blades of swords as Telemachus lunged forward, the force of his strike meeting resistance with a resounding clang.
His opponent, a burly soldier nearly twice his size, grunted as he barely parried the blow, sweat dripping down his temple as he staggered back a step.
Telemachus pressed his advantage. His footwork was nimble, each step calculated as he maneuvered around his sparring partner.
His strikes were quick and precise, the edge of his training sword catching the soldier's wrist just enough to disarm him. The sword clattered to the ground, and Telemachus' blade was at his opponent's throat before the man could recover.
"Yield!" the soldier barked, panting heavily. His voice carried more respect than irritation, his lips twitching into a grin despite the loss.
Telemachus stepped back immediately, lowering his sword as he extended a hand to his partner. His breathing was steady, his posture relaxed as though the exertion had barely affected him. "Good match," he said, his tone even, though a hint of pride flickered in his eyes.
The soldier clasped his hand, letting Telemachus help him to his feet. He laughed breathlessly, wiping his brow with the back of his arm. "Good? That was brutal. You've got a knack for making a man feel old, my prince."
Telemachus chuckled softly, his grip firm but friendly. "I'd say it's time you found younger opponents," he replied, a teasing edge to his words as he gestured toward the training grounds.
The soldier rolled his shoulders, muttering something about needing a stiff drink before wandering off.
Telemachus watched him go before letting out a quiet sigh. His muscles ached pleasantly from the workout, but the tension in his shoulders refused to ease completely.
He stretched his arms over his head, the motion smooth and deliberate as he rolled his neck to loosen the stiffness. The training grounds buzzed with activity around him—soldiers sparring, the clang of steel against steel, and the barked orders of their instructors blending into a familiar symphony.
He stretched his arms over his head, the motion slow and deliberate as he felt the pull in his muscles, a satisfying ache spreading through his shoulders and back. His neck rolled to one side, then the other, each movement coaxing out a faint crack that echoed faintly in his ears.
The soreness in his arms and legs was a familiar companion—the kind of exhaustion that came with a well-fought spar, leaving his body heavy yet energized.
Sweat dripped steadily down his temple, trailing along his jaw before dropping onto the dirt below. He reached up to swipe his forearm across his forehead, the coarse fabric of his tunic absorbing the moisture. His palm brushed over the back of his neck, finding it damp and slick as the heat of the midday sun clung stubbornly to him.
The training grounds buzzed with life around him—a chaotic symphony of metal on metal and barked commands. Soldiers clashed with wooden and steel swords, their grunts of effort punctuating the sharp clang of blades.
The familiar cadence of boots hitting the ground in synchronized drills and the faint murmurs of those resting nearby painted a vivid tapestry of discipline and camaraderie.
Telemachus took a deep breath, the mingling scents of sweat, leather, and freshly turned dirt filling his lungs.
His gaze swept over the field, watching as one sparring pair exchanged rapid blows. The younger soldier stumbled under the weight of his partner's feint, his expression a mixture of frustration and determination.
Telemachus felt a faint tug of nostalgia, remembering his own early days of training, when every step forward felt like a battle hard-won.
Adjusting the towel draped over his shoulder, he turned toward the path leading back to his quarters. His boots crunched against the gravel with each step, the heat of the sun warm against his back as the din of the training grounds faded into the background.
His body protested with each movement—his calves tight, his shoulders heavy—but the soreness wasn't unpleasant. It was a reminder of his effort, of his dedication to bettering himself.
As he walked, his mind began to wander, the steady rhythm of his footsteps creating space for thoughts to creep in.
His thoughts trailed toward the evening before, unbidden and unwanted. He clenched his jaw slightly, the memory unfolding vividly in his mind.
The conversation about the stars had been breathtaking, and for a moment, he'd felt that quiet connection—like the vastness of the universe had been shared between two souls.
But then Andreia had appeared.
Telemachus' shoulders tightened instinctively, the sore muscles protesting as his hands curled into fists at his sides. He could still hear her voice, sweet and lilting, as she called him "Machus" with a familiarity that didn't feel earned.
He could see her smile, practiced and poised, as she slipped into the space that hadn't been hers to claim.
It wasn't her fault, not entirely. Andreia was doing what was expected of her—what any princess might do in her position—making connections, securing alliances. He knew that. But her presence, her effortless ability to turn the moment into something different, felt like an intrusion.
Not because of her, exactly, but because of what it had disrupted.
His steps slowed as he neared the courtyard that led to the palace. The stone walls cast long shadows across the ground, offering a brief respite from the sun. He exhaled sharply, his hand reaching up to run through his damp hair, pushing it back from his forehead.
It wasn't just about Andreia, though her persistence made it harder to ignore. It was about you—the way your presence lingered in his thoughts like an unspoken question, the quiet moments you'd shared that felt like secrets carved out of time.
He could still see the way your gaze had softened when you asked about the stars, the genuine curiosity in your voice. And he could still feel the weight of your absence when Andreia had swept in, turning the conversation into something else entirely.
He reached the door to his quarters, pausing with his hand on the cool metal handle. His chest felt tight, the conflicting emotions swirling like a storm just beneath the surface.
He didn't know how to untangle them—his duty, his desire, the growing awareness that the lines between them were blurring in ways he hadn't expected.
With a sigh, he pushed the door open and stepped inside. The air was cooler here, a welcome relief against his overheated skin.
He set the towel down on a nearby stool, his fingers lingering on the fabric as he let the silence of the room envelop him. It was easier to think here, away from the clamor of the training grounds and the weight of expectations.
Even in the quiet of his room, your image lingered like a shadow refusing to fade. It was maddening how vividly you filled his mind—the warmth of your voice, the curve of your smile, the way your presence seemed to seep into every space around him, making it impossible to forget.
He sat still for a moment longer, his body relaxed yet his mind tense, as though grappling with an invisible force that refused to loosen its hold.
And then, the air shifted.
It was subtle at first—a faint change in temperature, the kind that sent a whisper of coolness crawling over his skin. But it deepened, growing colder, until a distinct chill wrapped around him, sharp and sudden.
Goosebumps prickled along his arms, the fine hairs standing on end. He blinked, his senses sharpening as an unfamiliar tension settled over the room.
The usual sounds of the outside world fell into silence, the distant chirping of birds outside his window vanishing as if swallowed by the quiet. Even the faint rustle of the breeze against the shutters stilled, leaving only a deafening void.
Telemachus tensed, his muscles coiling like a spring. His heartbeat thudded steadily in his chest, a stark contrast to the unnatural stillness surrounding him.
Instinct took over. His hand darted to his blade resting on the table beside him, the familiar weight of the hilt grounding him as his eyes scanned the room.
Every nerve in his body was alight, his breathing slow and measured as he prepared for... something.
He didn't know what, but his instincts screamed for readiness.
And then, it came—the voice.
"Son of Odysseus," a low, measured voice said, each word deliberate and echoing with an ancient wisdom. It was neither loud nor soft but carried an undeniable weight, as though the very air around him bent to its presence.
Telemachus spun around, his grip tightening on his blade as he searched for the source. His movements were precise, honed by years of training, but his heart still hammered against his ribs. His gaze darted across the room, sharp and probing, until it landed on a figure that hadn't been there a moment ago.
Athena.
She stood near the window, her presence commanding yet calm, as if she'd always been there.
The goddess leaned casually on her spear, the long, elegant weapon doubling as a cane. It was a strange sight—a symbol of war and strength being used as support—but the way she held it gave no room for mockery.
Her bronze armor glimmered faintly, its surface etched with intricate patterns that seemed to shift in the dim light, as though alive. A light blue chiton flowed beneath the armor, draping elegantly around her form and giving her a presence that was both regal and unyielding.
Her auburn hair was intricately braided, framing a face that was equal parts beauty and intensity. But it was her eyes—stormy grey, piercing and unrelenting—that held him frozen.
They seemed to see through him, to the very core of who he was.
"You're improving," Athena said, her voice calm yet laced with an edge of approval. She straightened, tapping the butt of her spear lightly against the floor. "Your reaction time is better than I expected."
Telemachus released a breath he hadn't realized he'd been holding, his grip on the hilt of his blade loosening ever so slightly. "Athena," he said, his voice steady but laced with a hint of awe. He bowed his head briefly, a show of respect mingled with lingering disbelief. "To what do I owe this... visit?"
The faintest smirk curved her lips, though her eyes remained as sharp as ever. "Must I always have a reason to appear?" she asked, her tone teasing but carrying an undertone of something more profound. "Perhaps I simply wished to see how my protégé fares."
Her words brought a flicker of both pride and wariness to Telemachus' expression. He straightened, his shoulders squaring as he met her gaze. "I do my best to uphold the lessons you've taught me," he replied, his voice steady. "If I've made progress, it's because of your guidance."
Athena's smirk softened into something closer to a smile, though her demeanor remained calculated. "Spoken like a true son of Odysseus," she said, her voice low and steady. The tap of her spear against the floor echoed faintly with each deliberate step she took toward him.
When she stopped just a few feet away, the room seemed smaller, heavier, as though her essence had taken up more than its physical share.
Telemachus swallowed, straightening his posture, though he kept his gaze steady. The goddess tilted her head slightly, her piercing eyes sweeping over him, reading him as if the intricacies of his thoughts were etched across his face.
Then, she spoke again, her voice threaded with an almost imperceptible amusement.
"Tell me, Telemachus," she began, her tone calm but expectant, "do you still have it? The enchanted music sheet I entrusted to your father, meant for you and those loyal to you, to reclaim Ithaca from the suitors?"
For a moment, his expression faltered, a flicker of confusion crossing his features. "The... music sheet?" he repeated, the words slow and uncertain, as though they were foreign to his tongue. But almost as soon as he spoke, a glimmer of recognition ignited in his eyes. "Ah... yes, I remember."
Without another word, Telemachus turned sharply, his footsteps quick yet precise as he moved toward the small wooden chest that sat on the bedside table. His hands hesitated briefly as he reached for the lid, the memories of the enchanted parchment resurfacing with startling clarity.
The last time he had touched it was after the suitors had been dealt with, when Athena had appeared to him in a dream, urging him to retrieve the parchment from where you had kept it safely hidden.
The dream had been vivid, almost unnervingly so. Her voice had guided him, firm and unwavering, instructing him to take back the music sheet—a relic of divine intervention that had served its purpose. He had woken with the weight of the command heavy on his chest, and though it had taken days to reach you, he remembered the way you had handed it over without hesitation, your expression marked by a quiet understanding.
Telemachus opened the chest, his movements deliberate, and pulled out the folded piece of parchment. Even now, it radiated an inexplicable energy, a subtle hum in his fingertips that sent a faint shiver down his spine. The notes etched into the surface seemed to shift under the faint light, otherworldly and intricate, as though imbued with the divine care of Athena herself.
He straightened, the parchment held carefully in his hand, and turned back to the goddess. Each step he took toward her felt weighted, the air between them charged with a peculiar gravity. When he finally stood before her, he extended the music sheet with both hands, his gaze flickering briefly to her unreadable expression.
Athena's grey eyes gleamed as she reached out, her fingers curling around the parchment with a gentleness that contrasted the sharp authority of her movements.
For a brief moment, she held it aloft, her gaze sweeping over its surface as if confirming its authenticity. Then, without warning, her grip tightened, and the parchment erupted into a burst of flame.
The fire was not ordinary; it burned bright and golden, casting an ethereal glow that filled the room. The heat was immediate but not scalding, radiating a warmth that felt more like a divine presence than a physical sensation. The enchanted parchment disintegrated rapidly, its ashes scattering like fleeting motes of light that dissolved into nothingness.
Telemachus watched in stunned silence, his breath catching as the last remnants of the music sheet vanished. There was a finality to the act, a symbolic severance of its purpose now fulfilled. He glanced up at Athena, who lowered her hand slowly, her expression resolute.
"It is done," she said, her voice as calm and commanding as ever. "Its power was no longer needed. The song has played its part in your story."
Telemachus nodded, though the weight of the moment lingered. "Thank you," he said quietly, his voice steady despite the whirlwind of thoughts swirling in his mind. "For trusting us with it."
Athena's gaze softened slightly, and for a fleeting moment, she seemed almost proud. "You have proven yourselves worthy of that trust," she replied, her tone measured. "But do not mistake this for the end, son of Odysseus. The fates are not yet done with you." Her words lingered, heavy with a foreboding that sent a chill through him, despite the lingering warmth of the fire.
Telemachus furrowed his brow, the cryptic nature of her words gnawing at him. He shifted on his feet, his gaze searching hers for something clearer, something tangible. "What do you mean by that?" he asked, his voice steady but tinged with a flicker of unease. "What more could the fates possibly want from me?"
For a moment, Athena said nothing, her eyes studying him intently, as though weighing whether to reveal the truth or keep it buried beneath layers of divine secrecy. The silence stretched, each second an eternity, until finally, she spoke.
"The threads of your destiny are woven into a tapestry far more complex than you can imagine," she said, her voice low and deliberate. "The music you carried—it was but a single note in a symphony yet to come. Its role is done, but yours... yours is only beginning."
Her words landed heavily, each one pressing down on him like the weight of the world. Telemachus shook his head, his frustration bubbling to the surface. "You speak in riddles, my lady," he said, his voice laced with a rare edge. "How am I supposed to act when I don't even understand what's being asked of me?"
Athena's eyes narrowed slightly, and for the first time, her calm demeanor seemed to shift. Her grip on her spear tightened, the faintest glint of irritation flashing in her gaze. "Do not presume to question the gods so freely, son of Odysseus," she said, her tone cool but not unkind. "But I see you seek clarity. Very well. I will give you this much."
She stepped closer, her presence overwhelming yet strangely comforting, like the weight of a shield in battle. "The music was a thread," she continued, her voice softening. "Its purpose fulfilled. But you—Telemachus—you are to be the hand that steadies the loom. To guard, to guide, and, if necessary, to sacrifice. You are tied to one whose voice will shift the tides of fate. One whose presence will ripple through the lives of mortals and gods alike."
Telemachus frowned, his chest tightening as her words settled over him like a stormcloud. "Who?" he asked, his voice quieter now, almost hesitant. "Who am I meant to guard? To guide?"
Athena's gaze lingered on him, her expression unreadable. "You will see, but for now, know this: you are bound to one whose destiny intertwines with yours," she said cryptically. "You are bound to them by more than fate, Telemachus. By favor. By lineage. You, like another, have drawn the eye of Apollo himself."
Her words struck him like a physical blow, his breath hitching as the weight of the revelation settled in his chest. His thoughts reeled, tumbling over themselves in a desperate attempt to make sense of it all. Apollo? Why? Why would a god of prophecy, music, and light take interest in him—or in someone tied to him? The question burned in his mind, heavy and unanswered.
"Why?" he asked, his voice trembling despite himself. "Why would Apollo favor me?"
Athena's faint smile returned, enigmatic and knowing. "Not you," she said, her tone carrying a note of something deeper. "But one you are destined to. One whose voice will change the course of many lives—including your own."
The air around her seemed to shimmer faintly, the glow of her form intensifying as her presence began to waver. "Prepare yourself, Telemachus, son of Odysseus," she said, her voice lingering even as her image began to fade into the ether. "The road ahead will test you in ways you cannot yet imagine. Strengthen your resolve, for the fates have set their sights upon you and Apollo's favored one."
And with that, she was gone, leaving only the faintest trace of her divine presence lingering in the air.
Telemachus stood there, rooted to the spot, her words echoing in his mind like a drumbeat, steady and unrelenting. The room felt colder now, emptier, the weight of her message pressing down on him like an unseen force.
He took a shaky breath, his chest rising and falling unevenly as Athena's words replayed in his mind, looping endlessly like a song that refused to end. Her voice—calm, deliberate, and heavy with meaning—had carved its way into his thoughts, leaving a trail of questions in its wake.
His fingers curled into fists at his sides, his nails pressing faint crescents into his palms as he tried to grasp the enormity of what she had said.
"To guard, to guide, to sacrifice..." he murmured under his breath, the words tasting foreign on his tongue. Who was she talking about? Had he already met this person, unknowingly tied his fate to theirs? Or were they still a shadow on the horizon, someone he would encounter on a journey not yet traveled? The thought made his stomach churn, a mix of anticipation and dread swirling within him.
He let his eyes drift to the faint glow of the embers in the hearth, their light flickering against the walls in soft, uneven patterns. The room felt quieter now, almost stifling, as if Athena had drawn all the energy from it when she left. He could still feel the weight of her presence, lingering in the air like a fading scent, reminding him of the gravity of her words.
Apollo. The name alone sent a shiver down his spine. A god of many facets—light, prophecy, music, and healing. And yet, what did Apollo have to do with him?
Telemachus rubbed a hand over his face, frustration mounting as he tried to make sense of it all. Was this person she spoke of connected to Apollo's favor? Was it their voice that would change lives, or was it something more? The possibilities felt endless, each one heavier than the last.
His mind wandered to the people he already knew, searching for some clue, some sign he might have overlooked. Was it one of his trusted companions, someone who had stood by his side during Ithaca's darkest days? Or was it someone he had only crossed paths with briefly, their role in his life yet to be revealed?
He thought of you—your voice, your presence—and for a fleeting moment, he wondered if it could be you. But then, doubts crept in, muddying his thoughts. Athena's cryptic nature left too much unsaid, too much to speculate.
He shook his head, trying to clear the haze that had settled over his mind. His father's teachings came back to him then, steady and grounding. "When the path ahead is unclear, focus on the steps before you," Odysseus had once told him, his voice calm but firm. "The answers will come in time, but only if you're willing to face the unknown with open eyes and steady resolve."
Telemachus exhaled slowly, letting the words anchor him. Whatever Athena's prophecy meant, whatever trials awaited him, he couldn't allow himself to falter. His father's legacy was one of strength, resilience, and cunning—traits he had worked tirelessly to embody.
If this was his path, then he would walk it, no matter how uncertain or daunting it seemed.
Still, the questions lingered, clinging to the edges of his thoughts like shadows that refused to fade. He turned from the hearth, pacing the length of the room in an attempt to quiet his restless mind.
The soft creak of the wooden floor beneath his feet was a welcome distraction, a small, grounding sound in the midst of the storm raging within him.
Would this person change his life for the better, or would their arrival bring challenges he couldn't yet foresee? The weight of Athena's words settled over him again, but this time, it felt less suffocating.
The spark of determination within him had grown, faint but steady, a reminder of the strength he carried in his blood.
Telemachus paused, his gaze settling on the door as if it held the answers he sought. Whoever this person was, wherever they were, he would meet them when the time was right.
Until then, he would do as his father had taught him—face the unknown with courage, strength, and the unyielding resolve of a son of Ithaca.
Notes:
A/N : 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: here's a bit of extra scenes/plot to 17 ┃ 𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐲 ❤️; i love when my plots be plotting hahaha, also, surprise 3 new updates! i was on a roll these past few days and managed to get a few chaoters done for a few of my projects and thought, why the hell not lol (as long as you guys don't bully me too bad for the rush/chaotic writing, i usually spend a few extra days going over them/nitpicking/overthinking hahhah)...
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Chapter 25: 18 ┃ 𝐜𝐞𝐫𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐮𝐬' 𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐠
Notes:
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The world twisted and folded around you, a disorienting rush of cold air and weightlessness pulling at your senses. Falling and floating all at once, your body felt unmoored, your thoughts scrambled and scattered.
You shut your eyes tightly, clutching the lyre like a lifeline as the sensation overwhelmed you.
When the ground finally met your feet, it wasn't with a thud but a soft, disjointed sway, as if the space itself were still settling. You stumbled, legs weak and unsteady, as your surroundings began to sharpen into focus.
The air was heavy, dense with the faint metallic tang of iron and the distant echo of something shifting—stone, water, or maybe both. As you blinked to clear your vision, jagged stone arches emerged from the darkness above, their surfaces shimmering faintly as if carved from obsidian.
A chill crept up your spine, and you instinctively hugged the lyre closer, its warmth grounding you.
Behind you, the faint glow of the mortal world shimmered through a small tunnel of golden light. The sight made your chest tighten. It was both comforting and distant, a fragile reminder of what you had left behind—and what you might not return to if things went wrong.
"Okay, ____," you murmured, your voice trembling as you tried to steady your nerves. "You're here. That's the first step."
The words sounded hollow in the vastness around you, but saying them aloud gave you something to hold onto. Taking a shaky breath, you forced your legs to move, each step unsteady as you followed the narrow path ahead.
The ground beneath your feet was uneven, cold. Polished stone patches gave way to jagged edges that forced your steps to be cautious. Silence pressed against your ears, broken only by the occasional whisper of air or the faint hum of resonance that emanated from the lyre.
You focused on your movements—the sensation of your steps, the weight of the lyre—anything to keep your thoughts steady.
The path curved downward, opening gradually to reveal the river. The familiar, sluggish expanse of dark water shimmered faintly under ethereal light. Mist curled along its surface, twisting and rising like ghostly fingers, adding to the unsettling stillness of the scene.
You stopped, breath catching as the memory of Hermes' words resurfaced. "Regrets. Broken promises. Forgotten dreams. Everything people left unresolved in life."
The slow-moving shadows beneath the river's surface rippled, as though sensing your presence. One slithered closer before vanishing again, and you instinctively stepped back, your pulse quickening.
Ahead, the rickety pier came into view, its weathered structure jutting into the murky water. Your chest tightened at the sight—this was where you had seen Charon before. The silent ferryman had unnerved you last time, and now, without Hermes' playful banter to guide or distract you, the weight of the Underworld felt heavier.
Each step toward the pier was deliberate, the lyre's faint hum your only comfort against the oppressive silence pressing in from all sides. Mist swirled as you approached, rippling like it anticipated your arrival.
Whatever lay ahead, you reminded yourself, you had chosen this. The reasons might not yet be clear, but turning back wasn't an option.
Then, almost as if he had sensed your thoughts, a figure emerged from the fog.
The sound of water lapping against a wooden hull drew your gaze, and your breath hitched as a boat glided forward. A lantern at its prow swung gently, casting an eerie green glow that danced across the river's surface. Shadows pulsed in rhythm with the light, deepening the atmosphere of unease.
Your stomach dropped as the ferryman came into view. His cloaked figure was imposing, wrapped in tattered black layers that fluttered as if caught in a wind that you couldn't feel. His very presence seemed to chill the air, drawing it tighter around you.
The lantern's glow illuminated his gaunt, skeletal hands—more bone than flesh—as they gripped a weathered oar. Beneath his wide-brimmed hat, the faint glow of ghostly green eyes burned through the shadows, locking onto you with an unrelenting gaze.
You froze, your limbs stiff as stone, as the boat drew closer. The boat itself looked ancient, its wood warped and cracked, yet it glided effortlessly across the water. When it stopped in front of you, the lantern swung again, its creaking hinge breaking the oppressive silence.
One of Charon's four skeletal hands extended toward you, slow and deliberate. His voice, deep and gravelly, reverberated through the mist like the groan of collapsing stone. "...Fare..."
The single word vibrated through your very bones, sending a shiver down your spine. You stared at his outstretched hand, breath caught in your throat. Every detail of him felt surreal—the void beneath his hat, the eerie fluidity of his movements, the way his presence seemed to drain the light from the air.
The silence stretched unnervingly, and for a moment, it felt as though the Underworld itself had paused to watch.
You snapped out of your stupor, your hands fumbling for the small pouch tied to your side. Used for paying the palace seamstress, it now held the only thing standing between you and the ferryman's silent judgment. The coins inside clinked softly as you pulled the pouch free.
Your fingers trembled as you untied it, the motion painfully slow under the weight of his piercing gaze. Those pale, glowing eyes seemed to bore into you, unyielding and inescapable. With a shaky breath, you reached inside and withdrew a single coin, holding it up for him to see.
For what felt like an eternity, the ferryman remained motionless. The sharp angles of his shadowed frame loomed against the faint green glow of the lantern. His sunken face, half-hidden beneath the wide-brimmed hat, seemed carved from the very darkness around him. The eerie glow of his eyes cut through the mist, pinning you in place as though daring you to falter.
Finally, his bony fingers moved, reaching for the coin with a deliberate, unhurried grace. The sound of metal scraping against bone echoed unnaturally in the still air, sharp and grating, making you flinch.
A shiver raced down your spine as he plucked the coin from your trembling hand, his touch impossibly cold, as if he carried the chill of the river itself.
Without a word, he turned, his tattered cloak billowing slightly as he moved, fluid as smoke and just as intangible. The lantern's faint glow swung with him, casting warped reflections across the rippling waters.
One skeletal hand rested on the oar as he glanced back at you, his hollow gaze unwavering. His other hand rose, gesturing toward the boat with an unmistakable command: Come.
You glanced over your shoulder, toward the fading tunnel of golden light that marked the mortal realm. Doubt clawed at your chest, but the ferryman's expectant presence left no room for hesitation.
Swallowing hard, you squared your shoulders. You had made your choice. Whatever lay ahead, there was no turning back now.
Taking a tentative step forward, you placed a trembling foot onto the boat. It creaked under your weight, the sound reverberating through the stillness like a warning. The aged wood was damp beneath your sandals, the faint scent of decay mingling with the mist.
You lowered yourself onto one of the worn benches, your hands gripping the edge tightly, as though it might anchor you against the unsteady currents of fear swirling within.
Charon took his place at the stern, his skeletal fingers wrapping around the oar with a practiced ease. The lantern swung again, its ghostly green light casting fleeting shadows across the water—shadows that seemed to shift and pulse with a life of their own.
With a single, measured push of the oar, the boat began to glide forward.
The river's dark waters parted silently, the mist curling and thickening as the boat slipped further from the shore. Behind you, the faint glimmer of the mortal world was swallowed by shadows, leaving only the rhythmic splash of the oar and the lantern's eerie glow.
You sat rigidly on the bench, your heart pounding in your chest. The silence pressed in, broken only by the occasional sound of the oar cutting through the water. The ferryman stood at the helm, his cloaked form a dark sentinel, his movements precise and unhurried, as though he had made this journey countless times.
The further you traveled, the more the mist seemed to close in around you, muffling even your own breathing. The air was thick with anticipation, the shadows pressing closer with every moment.
A cold realization settled over you as you clutched the bench tighter. You could only follow the ferryman's lead now, trusting that the shadows would reveal what you sought—when they were ready.
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Time stretched and blurred as the ferry glided through the unending mists. The soft splash of the oar against the dark water became a hypnotic rhythm, lulling you into a heavy stillness.
You didn't dare speak, nor did the Charon seem inclined to break the silence. The faint green glow of his lantern was your only guide, its ethereal light carving fleeting patterns into the murky depths. Though your grip on the bench had loosened, your fingers still twitched occasionally, betraying the restless churn of your thoughts.
When the boat finally slowed, the change startled you. You nearly jolted upright, your muscles stiff from sitting so long in tense silence. The ferry's hull scraped lightly against an unseen shore, the jarring sound echoing sharply through the oppressive quiet.
You turned to Charon, who stood motionless at the stern, his gaze fixed on the horizon—or perhaps something beyond mortal sight. Slowly, he raised a bony hand, gesturing for you to disembark.
The ground beneath your feet was uneven and ancient, the chill of the stone seeping through your sandals. It felt firm but unwelcoming, a stark reminder that this was not a place meant for the living.
You hesitated, glancing back at Charon, but he had already turned away. His lantern swayed gently as he prepared for another journey, its light casting warped shadows over the dark water. Without a word or farewell, the ferry slipped back into the mist, its silhouette fading until it was gone, leaving you utterly alone.
Your breath puffed softly in the chill air, the faint mist curling around you like restless tendrils. You scanned the unfamiliar terrain, trying to orient yourself, but everything felt vast and disorienting, the darkness stretching infinitely in every direction.
Fragments of memory stirred—recollections of the path Hermes had taken during your chaotic journey here before. His quick pace, light-hearted commentary, and seemingly effortless navigation of this otherworldly realm had once been your anchor. Now, you clung desperately to those fragments, hoping they would guide you again.
Taking a deep breath, you started forward, each step cautious and deliberate. The air felt heavier with each movement, thick and harsh, as though the realm itself resisted your presence.
You retraced what landmarks you could remember: jagged rock formations that rose like skeletal hands from the ground, faintly glowing pools of water scattered across the barren landscape, and ghostly trees whose pale branches hummed with an unnatural energy.
You passed a cluster of those trees now, their twisted forms reaching overhead like skeletal fingers. The faint hum they emitted seemed to brush against the edges of your consciousness, sending an involuntary shiver through you.
Fixing your gaze forward, you resisted the urge to look back over your shoulder, the weight of unseen eyes pressing against your senses like the realm itself was watching.
It wasn't long before the path began to shift as you moved. The jagged rocks smoothed out, the glowing pools became sparser, and the oppressive silence gave way to faint whispers carried on the still air.
Ahead, a pale light began to glow, muted and distant, like dawn struggling through heavy clouds. Relief and unease mingled in your chest as recognition dawned.
The Asphodel Fields stretched out before you, an endless expanse of muted silver and grey. The mist clinging to the ground thickened here, swirling around your ankles as you took hesitant steps forward.
The ghostly forms of souls drifted aimlessly through the field, their movements slow and unhurried. Some gathered in small clusters, their translucent figures flickering like dying embers, while others wandered alone, their forms barely distinguishable from the mist.
You swallowed hard, your throat dry as you gazed over the field, its muted whispers and flickering souls a stark reminder of your isolation that came with being alive in a place meant for the dead.
The weight of your task pressed heavily on your shoulders. You scanned the misty expanse, your heartbeat loud in your ears. Somewhere out there, among the countless wandering souls, Cleo was waiting.
The thought rooted you in place and spurred you forward all at once, the tangle of emotions tightening in your chest.
Inhaling deeply, you steadied your nerves. "Alright," you whispered, your voice barely audible over the faint hum of the field. "Let's find her."
With that, you began to move, your steps careful but purposeful as you delved deeper into the endless grey expanse.
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Each step through the Asphodel Fields felt heavier than the last, your resolve thinning with every stretch of indistinguishable terrain. The pale mist swirled lazily around your feet, its persistent presence adding to the disorienting monotony of your surroundings. Ghostly figures drifted silently, their movements aimless in the muted glow of the Fields.
But no matter how closely you looked, none of them were her.
Your thoughts drifted as you walked, memories you'd tried to bury rising unbidden. At one point, your pace faltered, and you hesitated, glancing around the endless mist. A flicker of a thought whispered in your mind—what if, instead of Cleo, I went to look for my parents? The idea caught you off guard, tightening your chest with its fragile promise of seeing them again.
You shook the thought away forcefully, the weight of your task grounding you. You couldn't afford to get distracted. Not now. Cleo was the reason you were here. Your parents would remain locked in memory, waiting for another time—if such a time ever came.
You pressed on, your feet aching with every step. The silence around you was broken only by the faint whispers of the souls that drifted nearby, their movements occasionally drawing your attention. Yet, every flicker of hope dissolved into disappointment.
Doubt began to creep into your mind, clawing at the edges of your determination. What if you couldn't find her? What if she was lost among the countless wandering souls, unreachable in this endless expanse?
What if—
"____."
Your heart stilled, then surged as your body went rigid. You turned sharply, your eyes scanning the misty expanse behind you. For a moment, there was nothing but the familiar swirl of fog, its muted glow barely illuminating the surroundings. Then, like a figure stepping out of a half-remembered dream, you saw her.
Cleo.
She stood across from you, her form pale and translucent but unmistakably hers. Mist curled around her ankles, and the dim light of the Fields clung to her like a fragile halo. Her blonde hair, now dull and lifeless, still fell in loose waves over her shoulders. Her green eyes, once alight with mischief, now held a haunting stillness that made your breath catch.
Neither of you moved. The distance between you felt insurmountable, though it couldn't have been more than a few paces. You didn't know what to say, what to feel. Emotions swirled in a chaotic storm—anger, sadness, relief—leaving you rooted in place.
Finally, you took a hesitant step forward, your voice shaky. "Cleo... is it really you?"
Her lips parted slightly, her green eyes meeting yours and for a fleeting moment, she looked just as she had in life—your friend, your confidant, the one who had laughed with you under the moonlight and shared whispered secrets.
You thought she might smile, or speak, or even reach for you like she had so many times before in life. But then, her expression crumpled, and she collapsed to the ashen ground, her knees buckling as if the weight of this place had finally crushed her.
"Please," she whimpered, her voice raw and broken. Her trembling hands reached toward you, her spectral form shaking with desperation. "Please, ____, get me out of here. I don't belong here."
The plea cut through you like a blade. You stared at her, frozen, your breath catching in your throat. "Cleo... I-I don't understand," you whispered. "What do you mean? How can I—?"
Her head snapped up, her expression twisting into something sharp, angry. "You don't understand?" she spat, her voice rising with venom. "Of course, you don't. You've never understood. You don't know what it's like to be trapped, to be forgotten, to wander endlessly in this... this nothingness!"
Her sudden anger made you step back, the force of her words leaving you stunned. "Cleo, I—" you tried, but she cut you off, lashing out with venomous intensity.
"You don't deserve the life you have," she hissed, her translucent form flickering with fury. "You have everything, ____. The favor of a prince, the favor of a god. Do you even realize how selfish you are? How unfair it is that you stand here, alive and whole, while I'm stuck in this wretched place?"
Her words struck like a whip, each one leaving you reeling. "Cleo, that's not my fault—" you began, but she surged forward, her form closing the distance in an instant.
"It was supposed to be you, down here," she snarled, her face inches from yours now. Her voice cracked with the weight of her anger and grief. "It's supposed to be you reduced to nothing! But instead, gods themselves bend over backwards to change your fate."
The accusation left you breathless, your mind reeling as her words twisted the air around you. The endless grey of the Fields pressed in closer, amplifying the suffocating weight of her fury. Your lips parted, but no sound escaped, your throat dry and tight.
You wanted to deny her claims, to say something, anything, that could bridge the ever-widening chasm between you. But before the moment could spiral further, a figure emerged from the mist behind you.
"Enough," a familiar voice commanded, firm but quiet.
You turned to see Polites stepping forward, his weathered face set in a grim expression. His piercing gaze flicked between you and Cleo as he approached, the tension in the air palpable. He placed a steadying hand on your shoulder, his grip firm but not unkind.
"You need to go," he said softly, his tone leaving no room for argument.
You hesitated, glancing back at Cleo. Her form flickered, her green eyes burning with a mixture of anger and anguish. She didn't speak again, her hands curling into fists at her sides as Polites guided you away.
Each step away from her felt heavier, her words echoing in your mind. The mist swirled and shifted around you, a silent witness to the turmoil churning in your chest.
"Polites," you finally murmured, your voice shaky as you glanced up at him. "What did she mean? What did Cleo mean when she said... it was supposed to be me down here?"
Polites' steps faltered slightly, his jaw tightening as a flicker of guilt crossed his features. He didn't meet your eyes. Instead, he let out a quiet sigh.
"Maybe... you should ask Hermes," he said after a long pause.
Your heart sank at his evasive answer, but you didn't press further.
The silence between you was heavy as Polites left you standing at the edge of the Fields. His retreating footsteps faded into the mist, leaving you alone with your racing thoughts and the weight of the unspoken truths hanging in the air.
You ran a trembling hand down your face, exhaling shakily as you tried to make sense of it all. Twice now, you'd heard of this supposed favor from a god—first from your parents, and now from Cleo.
What were you missing? What had they seen or known that you didn't? The question gnawed at you, a seed of doubt taking root deep in your chest.
Shaking your head, you muttered to yourself, "Alright. One thing at a time." Maybe it was best to return home, to think in familiar surroundings. You needed space to figure out your next move.
Just as you turned to leave, a deep, guttural growl rumbled through the mist. You froze, every muscle in your body locking at the sound.
Slowly, you turned, your breath hitching as a massive shape emerged from the haze.
It was huge—easily towering over you—and as it stepped closer, the details sharpened, each more horrifying than the last.
Three massive heads loomed above, their glowing eyes burning like embers. Coarse black fur covered its hulking form, and its massive paws left deep impressions in the ashen ground with each step. Saliva dripped from its snarling jaws, and the hot, foul stench of its breath made you want to gag.
Your lips parted in disbelief. There was no mistaking it.
"Cerberus," you whispered, the name trembling on your lips as you stood frozen in place, the monstrous guardian of the Underworld looming before you.
All three heads turned toward you in unison, their fiery eyes locking onto you with unnerving precision. Low, guttural growls rumbled through the air, vibrating in your chest.
Panic seized you, your thoughts spiraling. What am I doing here? Why did I think this was a good idea? You stumbled back, the lyre slipping slightly in your sweaty hands. I should have waited for Hermes to come back. I should have asked more questions. I never should have come down here alone.
Cerberus took a deliberate step forward, the crunch of its paw against the ground snapping you out of your spiraling thoughts. You sucked in a shaky breath. Think. ____! Think! you urged yourself, but your mind was a chaotic mess, your fear making it impossible to focus.
Then, a flicker of a story crept into the back of your mind—something you'd read long ago. Orpheus. Your breath caught as the memory took hold, fragments of the myth piecing themselves together. Orpheus had journeyed to the Underworld to retrieve his beloved Eurydice. And how had he passed Cerberus? He'd used music. His lyre.
Your gaze flicked down to the instrument in your hands. It wasn't much, and you certainly weren't Orpheus, but it was all you had.
If the myth held any truth, it might work. And if not... well, the alternative stared you down with six glowing eyes and razor-sharp teeth that could tear you apart in an instant.
You licked your dry lips, fingers fumbling clumsily over the strings. The lyre felt heavy in your hands, almost alien, despite the countless hours you'd spent practicing. Swallowing hard, you steadied your breath as best as you could and strummed a soft, trembling chord.
The growls faltered, quieting slightly.
Encouraged, you adjusted your grip and strummed again, the sound ringing out through the silence. This time, you began to hum, the melody unfurling unbidden, as though it had been waiting for this moment.
"Rest now, guardian of the gate,
Droop your weary heads, abate.
The night is calm, the shadows deep,
And the calm shall bring you plenty sleep..."
Your voice wavered at first, the words faltering as fear gripped you. But as the melody unfolded, you found a rhythm. The lilting tune floated through the air, gentle and soothing. The fiery glow in Cerberus' eyes dimmed slightly, its heads tilting as though listening.
"You'll dream of rivers, dark and still,
Of gentle winds on shadowed hill.
Allow the world fade far away,
And greet the dawn another day..."
The great beast's posture relaxed. Its massive heads lowered, ears flicking forward as the melody wound through the air. You played on, your fingers gliding over the strings with newfound confidence, your voice steadying with each note.
The lullaby wrapped around Cerberus like a soft blanket. Its breathing slowed and the tension in its massive frame eased as the melody worked its magic.
The last note hung in the air, fading into the stillness of the Underworld, and for a moment, everything was utterly silent.
Then, the guardian let out a low, plaintive whine. It shifted its massive weight, shimmying forward on its colossal paws, sending a ripple through the ground beneath you.
You froze, gripping your lyre tightly as Cerberus closed the distance. One of its heads crept closer, its glowing eyes half-lidded, tongue lolling like an oversized, lazy hound. The sight was so absurd that it sent an involuntary laugh bubbling up from your chest.
The sound seemed to embolden the creature, its middle head nudging forward. The damp, cold nose bumped into your torso with a force that nearly sent you sprawling backward. You stumbled, catching yourself with one hand as the other clutched the lyre tightly.
"Alright, there, there," you murmured, half to yourself, half to beast. "You're just... a dog, aren't you?"
At your words, all three heads perked up, tongues lolling and tails wagging in unison. The sight of the Underworld's fearsome guardian behaving like an overexcited puppy was almost too much to process.
Hesitantly, you reached out. Your fingers brushed against the soft fur on its maw. The enormous body lowered to the ground, all three heads leaning in, their eyes closing in bliss as you scratched gently. Each head let out a contented rumble, the sound vibrating through the ground beneath you.
"Of course. The Underworld's greatest guardian... is just a giant dog."
Cerberus' middle head licked your arm in response, the force of it knocking you back. You couldn't help but laugh this time, the tension in your chest loosening as you regained your balance and kept scratching its face.
For a brief moment, everything felt oddly normal—peaceful, even.
But then, without warning—"Cerberus!"
The voice boomed through the Underworld, deep and commanding, shaking the very air around you like thunder. Cerberus' contented rumbling stopped abruptly. All three heads perked up, ears swiveling toward the sound.
Before you could process what was happening, the beast moved. The middle head dipped low, jaws opening wide enough to engulf you.
A startled yelp escaped you as the ground disappeared beneath your feet, the sensation of wet fur and sharp teeth surrounding you—but not hurting you. It wasn't trying to harm you; it was protecting you.
The next thing you knew, the guardian surged forward, its massive paws pounding against the ashen ground. The shadows of the Underworld blurred around you as Cerberus carried you deeper into the unknown.
You clung to the lyre, your thoughts a chaotic tangle of fear and disbelief. The Underworld raced past in a whirlwind of darkness, and all you could do was hold on.
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The mist of the Underworld blurred past as Cerberus carried you, his paws thundering against the ashen ground. The rhythm echoed in your chest, leaving you feeling small and fragile in comparison to the sheer power of the beast. Shadows and faint glimmers of light pulsed around you, the surreal expanse of the realm disorienting in its vastness.
Finally, the pounding slowed, then stopped altogether.
Cerberus lowered his middle head with surprising care, depositing you onto a cold, smooth surface. You stumbled as you landed, your palms bracing against the polished marble beneath you. You blinked, disoriented, before lifting your head to take in your surroundings.
The room was otherworldly, its ceilings stretching into darkness.
Pale grey light filtered in from unseen sources, illuminating a floor of black marble so polished it seemed to drink in the faint glow. Massive pillars lined the space, their surfaces carved with intricate, haunting designs—twisting vines, sorrowful faces, and scenes of life and death immortalized in stone.
At the far end of the room, a grand dais loomed. Two thrones stood upon it, each a study in stark contrast.
The first was dark and foreboding, carved from black obsidian that seemed to absorb the faint light rather than reflect it. The seat itself was simple yet commanding, its edges sharp and unyielding, exuding an air of finality that sent a chill down your spine. Seated upon it was Hades, the ruler of this realm.
His pale skin appeared almost translucent, stark against the jet-black hair that framed his sharp features. His dark eyes, fathomless and piercing, bore into you with an intensity that left you rooted to the spot. Though weariness hung about him like a heavy cloak, it did nothing to diminish the quiet strength that radiated from him.
Beside him, on a throne of shimmering alabaster, sat Persephone. Where Hades exuded darkness, she seemed to glow with a soft, ethereal light.
Golden waves framed her face, and her gown shimmered in hues of green and gold, like a garden in bloom. But her face, though youthful and radiant, was devoid of the brightness you might have expected from such a being. Her expression was distant, her gaze fixed somewhere far beyond the room, as though she was physically present but emotionally elsewhere.
The air grew colder as a low, gravelly voice echoed through the room, snapping your attention back to the dais.
"Why do you travel to the Underworld, mortal?" the voice rumbled, the sound filling the space like distant thunder. "You do not belong here."
You swallowed hard, your breath catching as you realized the voice came from Hades himself. The weight of his words pressed down on you, your heart pounding as his piercing gaze seemed to strip you bare. The meaning of his stare left no room for doubt—he demanded answers.
Persephone, meanwhile, remained silent, her delicate hands resting on the arms of her throne, her gaze flickering to you only briefly before she returned to her faraway thoughts.
You opened your mouth to speak, but no words came. The silence stretched, heavy and oppressive as you glanced between the two thrones. Every nerve in your body screamed at you to say something, anything, to justify your presence.
Finally, Hades' gaze shifted to Cerberus, who stood at your side. "Why did you bring her here?" His tone sharpened, cold and commanding. "Have you forgotten your purpose, beast? Incapable of doing your job?"
Cerberus let out a low whine, his three heads dipping low in unison, ears flattening against their skulls. His massive frame seemed to shrink under his master's displeasure, his paws scraping at the marble floor in a gesture that looked almost contrite.
The sight stirred something in you—a pang of guilt for the creature that had, in its own way, tried to protect you.
Summoning every ounce of courage, you stepped forward and bowed deeply. "M-My lord," you began, your voice trembling but steady. "Please don't blame him. He acted only to protect your realm. I am the one at fault." You glanced briefly at Cerberus, whose heads perked up slightly at your words. "I—I mean no harm, I swear it. I only... I only found myself lost."
As you spoke, you clutched your lyre tightly against your chest, the smooth metal cool beneath your trembling fingers. Unbeknownst to you, a faint glow began to seep from the instrument, its soft light catching Hades' attention. His dark eyes narrowed as they flickered to the lyre, though he said nothing.
Persephone's voice cut through the tension like a blade, soft yet piercing. "What is it you hold in your hands?" Her gaze, sharp and curious, locked onto the instrument cradled against you.
You blinked, her question catching you off guard. "I... it's a lyre," you stammered. "A gift I was given." Your words faltered, and then, as though compelled by some invisible force, you added, "From the god Hermes."
The room fell into a charged silence, the weight of your words pressing down like a tangible force. Hades' expression darkened, his jaw tightening as he exchanged a glance with Persephone. She tilted her head slightly, her golden hair catching the dim light as her gaze returned to you.
"Play me a song," she said simply, her voice carrying a quiet insistence.
Your heart leapt into your throat. "I—I beg your pardon?" you stuttered, uncertain you had heard her correctly.
"Play," she repeated, her tone softer now, almost wistful. "If Hermes gave it to you, then surely you must be worth hearing. It has been... so long since I heard music."
You glanced at Hades, hoping for some reprieve, but his gaze remained steady, unreadable as though daring you to deny his queen's request. Refusal was not an option. Swallowing hard, you bowed your head. "As you wish."
Your trembling fingers brushed the strings of the lyre as you positioned it carefully. Your mind raced as you searched for the right song, something that might please the queen but also calm the heavy tension that hung in the room. And then, almost instinctively, your thoughts turned to Penelope. The song you had often played for her came to mind, its melody soft and bittersweet—a reflection of longing and resilience.
You began to strum the strings gently, the first notes echoing softly through the vast throne room. The melody filled the cold, empty space, weaving its way through the shadows and carving out a moment of warmth amidst the gloom.
As the melody grew, so did your confidence. You began to sing, your voice trembling at first but finding strength as you continued.
"I weep for you, my lost love, across the endless sea, and still my heart will find you, where the wild winds are free.
Though night may fall, and stars may fade, I'll search till break of day.
Where moonlight bathes the restless waves, my love will find its way. "
Persephone's expression shifted as she listened, her gaze growing softer, her hands clutching the arms of her throne. Even Hades seemed to relax, the sharp lines of his face easing ever so slightly.
When the final note faded into silence, you let out a shaky breath, lowering the lyre as your hands trembled.
A soft sniffle broke the stillness. You turned toward Persephone, whose delicate hand rose to wipe at her eyes. She blinked rapidly, as though trying to hold back tears, but it was no use. "Your voice," she murmured, her tone trembling. "It reminds me of Orpheus. He sang with the same yearning, the same pain. It's... haunting." Her words hung in the air, heavy with emotion.
Your lips parted, unsure of how to respond to such a vulnerable admission. The Queen of the Underworld, so poised and otherworldly, now sat before you with tears in her eyes, stirred by your song. A lump formed in your throat, but you couldn't bring yourself to speak. What could you possibly say to that?
Hades cleared his throat, his deep voice slicing through the moment, though it lacked its earlier edge. "Why are you here?" he asked again, this time softer, more curious than accusatory. The shift in his tone caught you off guard, and you hesitated, clutching your lyre a little tighter.
You thought about giving the same answer as before—that you didn't know, that you were lost. But something about the way he looked at you, expectant yet patient, made you pause.
Finally, you sighed and bowed your head. "I'm chasing something," you admitted. "Answers. Closure. I don't fully know what I'm looking for, but I can't leave it unresolved." You lifted your gaze to meet his. "I don't know how I got here, not entirely. But this is my second time in the Underworld."
Hades' brow arched. "Second time?"
You nodded. "Hermes brought me once before," you said quietly.
A low, humorless chuckle escaped Hades as he shook his head. "That meddlesome trickster."
Persephone glanced at him, her brows furrowing slightly, but she said nothing. Hades turned his attention back to you, his gaze lingering on the glowing lyre still cradled in your arms. He studied you for a long moment, as though weighing his next words carefully.
Finally, he straightened in his throne, his voice firm but not unkind. "Cerberus will escort you to the gates," he said, gesturing toward the massive beast that still lingered near the edge of the room. "You do not belong here, and it would be unwise for you to linger any longer."
Relief washed over you, and you bowed deeply. "Thank you, my lord," you said earnestly. Cerberus let out a low rumble, his middle head nudging you gently as though urging you forward.
As you followed Cerberus out of the throne room, Persephone's voice lingered in the air behind you, soft but unmistakable.
"That lyre... doesn't it look familiar? Doesn't Apollo have one just like it?"
The doors closed with a resounding echo, leaving her words to settle heavily in your mind.
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A/N : ilolol i didnt want to split this into another chapter so surprise, 6k words lolol, sorry if everythigns too hectice im not tryna waste anymore time lol; also charon is based on hymnoeides's fanart on tumblr, plz check them out (idk yall i might have to make a lil short fic for him lolol i mean 4 hands!?!)
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Chapter 26: 19 ┃ 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭
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The chill of marble underfoot had vanished, replaced by the wooden warmth of your room in Ithaca's palace. The transition felt abrupt, as though you had been plucked from one reality and unceremoniously dropped into another.
The air here was thick and humid, alive in a way that contrasted sharply with the suffocating stillness of the Underworld. Your breaths were uneven, shallow, as you struggled to shake off the weight of where you'd just been.
In your hands, the lyre rested heavily, its once-brilliant strings now muted under the soft light spilling from the window. The golden glow that had radiated with such intensity in the Underworld had dimmed, leaving the instrument looking almost ordinary—almost.
You weren't sure when you had sat down, but now you perched on the edge of your bed, staring blankly at the lyre. Your fingers traced the intricate carvings on its frame as though the answers to your questions might be etched there.
The words spoken to you swirled in your mind.
It looks familiar... doesn't Apollo have one just like it?
The thought sent a shiver crawling up your spine, and not entirely from the cold.
Apollo. His name felt heavier now, a presence that loomed just beyond your understanding. If the lyre was connected to him—if it belonged to him—what did that mean for you? Why had Hermes handed it to you so casually, as if it were a mere trinket?
The questions swirled endlessly, overlapping until you couldn't untangle them anymore. It was as though your mind had become an echo chamber, the voices of Cleo, Persephone, and Hades all clamoring for space.
With a frustrated sigh, you set the lyre aside, leaning forward to cradle your head in your hands. The heels of your palms pressed hard against your temples as if you could physically push the thoughts to quiet.
The room felt too small, the walls pressing in around you despite the familiar comforts. Even the faint scent of lavender from the bundle on your desk couldn't soothe you. Your gaze drifted toward the window, drawn by the faint golden glow of the setting sun.
For the second time today, you noticed how time seemed to defy logic. The sun hung low, casting long shadows across the courtyard below. The same scene you'd glimpsed before your journey, untouched, as though no time at all had passed.
The dissonance between your experiences and the world's stillness tightened something in your chest.
You had been gone—traversing the Underworld, facing Cleo, singing before gods—and yet Ithaca carried on, blissfully unaware.
"I need air," you murmured, barely audible. The decision was sudden but felt necessary. If you stayed much longer, the weight of it all might pull you under.
You rose to your feet, cradling the lyre against your chest like an anchor. Your steps were purposeful as you slipped out of your room, the cool stone beneath your sandals grounding you as you made your way through the palace halls.
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When you reached the courtyard, the breeze met you like an old friend, cool and gentle against your skin. You inhaled deeply, letting the air fill your lungs as your steps slowed. The sprawling space opened before you, framed by the shadows of cypress trees swaying softly in the wind.
For a moment, you stopped, letting yourself feel the small comfort of the ordinary—the world carrying on oblivious to the heavy truths now nestled in your chest. The air felt lighter here, and allowed yourself to simply breathe, your eyes drifting to the horizon where the sea met the sky.
With a tired smile, you began walking again, finger toying with the lyre's strings, releasing muted notes as you thought about what to play to ease both your heart and mind.
But the stillness didn't last.
"___!" A voice, urgent and breathless, broke the quiet. You turned sharply, your shawl slipping slightly from your shoulders.
Telemachus was jogging, his steps hurried and uneven, as though he'd been searching frantically for you.
You blinked, caught off guard by his sudden appearance. "Prince Telemachus?" you began, your voice laced with surprise.
He stopped just short of you, his dark eyes locking onto yours with startling intensity. "Are you..." He hesitated, chest heaving as he caught his breath. "Are you blessed—no, favored by Apollo?"
The question hit you like a thunderclap. "Apollo?" you repeated, your voice uncertain. "Why in Hades would I be—?"
Your words faltered as your hands instinctively tightened around the lyre, its faint hum vibrated against your palm. As if it had been waiting for this moment, your mind dredged up flashes of everything you had seen and heard.
Your parents' voices came first, their parting words weaving through your thoughts like an inescapable thread.
"We were never afraid for you. Not even at the end. We knew... we knew Apollo would protect you."
""Love... don't you remember? You're favored by Apollo."
Your breath caught as the weight of their revelation pressed down anew, intertwining with the sting of Cleo's venomous accusations.
"You have everything, ____. The favor of a prince, the favor of a god. Do you even realize how selfish you are? How unfair it is that you stand here, alive and whole, while I'm stuck in this wretched place?"
The bitterness in her voice, the sight of her fractured form, flickered in your mind like a specter. And then Persephone's voice cut through, calm yet piercing:
"That lyre. It looks familiar, doesn't it? Doesn't Apollo have one just like it?"
The echoes crashed together in your mind, overlapping until you couldn't separate them anymore. The lyre. The Underworld. Apollo. Your chest tightened, your heart pounding as you swayed slightly, one hand reaching for the nearest tree to steady yourself.
You looked up at Telemachus, your hands trembling as the realization began to take hold. "I..." You hesitated, your voice cracking. "...suppose I am?"
The admission hung between you, fragile yet undeniable.
Telemachus' gaze never wavered. If anything, his expression shifted to something resolute, as though he'd come to this conclusion long before you had. "Come with me," he said abruptly, his his tone low but firm—more command than request.
Before you could protest, his hand shot out, grasping your wrist with a steady yet gentle grip. The warmth of his touch startled you, but it was the determination in his movements that left you speechless. He pulled you forward, his steps swift and purposeful, and you found yourself following without question, your sandals scuffing softly against the stone paths as he led you away from the courtyard.
"Where are we going?"
"You'll see."
The familiar path felt strange under the dimming light, the evening shadows stretching long across the palace grounds. You recognized where he was leading—the small shed near the edge of the courtyard, its weathered wooden frame sturdy against the elements.
Telemachus pushed the door open, the hinges creaking softly. The scent of aged wood and faintly lingering resin greeted you as you crossed the threshold, your eyes adjusting to the dim interior. The instruments lined the walls and shelves just as you had left them—lutes, flutes, harps, and more, each meticulously cared for and waiting patiently for your hands.
He released your wrist and turned to face you, his expression unreadable. "Look at them," he said, gesturing to the instruments with a slight tilt of his head. His voice was calm, but there was an edge to it. "Try holding them to see if you feel it."
You blinked at him, confused. "Feel what?"
Instead of answering, he stepped back, leaning against the doorframe with his arms crossed over his chest. His eyes didn't leave you, the weight of his gaze urging you to turn toward the instruments.
Reluctantly, you did, stepping further into the room. Your fingers hovered over the collection, hesitating before brushing against the smooth curve of a lute's neck. The wood was cool beneath your touch, familiar yet somehow different.
You trailed your hand along the edge of a trumpet, the cold metal sending a faint shiver up your arm, and then across the taut strings of a harp, each one humming faintly in the stillness.
Before you can linger too long, Telemachus moved toward one of the shelves, picking up an old ocarina and holding it out to you. "Play this."
Hesitant, you took the instrument. Its clay surface felt familiar in your hands. You brought it to your lips and played a tentative melody. The notes flowed effortlessly, as though they had always been a part of you.
When you lowered the ocarina, Telemachus was watching you with a mixture of awe and something heavier—something closer to fear. "See?" he said, his voice low. "It's not normal. You can't tell me it doesn't feel like something greater is at work."
You didn't answer immediately. Instead, your gaze dropped to the lyre still cradled in your hands. Its golden frame glowed faintly in the dim light, the hum of its strings persistent, like an extension of your heartbeat.
"It... never clicked before," you murmured, almost to yourself. "How easily I mastered them. How... natural it felt."
Telemachus nodded, his voice steady. "Think about it. How many people can pick up an instrument and make it sing the way you do? It's not just talent, ___—it's something more. Something... divine."
The words settled heavily in your chest. You thought back to the hours you'd spent playing—the way melodies had poured through you like water, effortless and unending.
It had felt like magic then, though you'd chalked it up to passion and dedication.
But now... now, you weren't so sure.
Telemachus stepped closer, his dark eyes searching yours, his expression unreadable. "It's not just music, though. What else are you good at? Think, ____. Has there ever been something you've done that felt... different?"
You frowned, frustration creeping into your tone. "I don't know," you admitted, voice taut. "I never thought of myself as anything special."
He arched a brow, his expression almost challenging. "You're saying you've never noticed anything? No moments when something came to you instinctively? When people praised you for doing something that felt ordinary to you?"
Your mind raced, fragments of memories flashing before you in rapid succession. The times you'd mastered a new instrument the day you received it. The way melodies had always seemed to flow through you, unbidden and effortless
"I... maybe," you admitted hesitantly, the weight of your own words surprising you. "But I don't know if that really means anything."
Telemachus' gaze softened, though his voice remained firm. "It means everything, ____. Think about the gods. They don't just hand out favor for no reason. If Apollo's chosen you... there's a reason behind it."
His words struck something deep within you, and you gaze dropped to the lyre in your hands. Its glow had dimmed, but the faint hum remained, steady and reassuring, as if it were waiting for you to understand.
"But... why me?" you whispered, the question trembling from your lips. It wasn't directed at him—not entirely. It was a question for the lyre, for Apollo, for the cosmos itself. "I'm nobody. Just... just a servant. Why would Apollo—or any god—choose... me?"
Telemachus' lips pressed into a thin line, his expression shadowed briefly by thought. When he spoke again, his voice was quieter, almost gentle, yet it carried a weight that settled heavily in your chest. "Maybe it's not about who you were. Maybe it's about who you're meant to become."
The words hung between you, heavy and unyielding.
When you looked up at him, there was no trace of mockery or disbelief in his gaze. Only a steady conviction that felt as though it could shoulder the weight of your doubts. His faith, quiet and unwavering, was almost enough to make you believe it too.
A flicker of something familiar stirred in your chest—a hesitant, fragile confidence you hadn't felt since the beginning of this conversation. Your gaze dropped once more to the lyre in your hands. Its golden strings caught the dim light of the shed, the hum persistent, like a quiet reminder of its presence.
Your fingers brushed lightly over the strings, the warmth of the instrument grounding you as you gathered your thoughts. "Telemachus," you began hesitantly, your voice softer now, almost fragile, "what does it mean to be favored? Has this happened before? Has anyone else ever been..." You hesitated, searching for the right word. "Noticed?"
Telemachus leaned back slightly, his arms crossing over his chest, his expression growing thoughtful.
Telemachus' expression shifted, his brows knitting together as he leaned back slightly, his arms crossing over his chest. "There are stories," he said, his tone measured. "None of them are clear, though—just fragments of things passed down over generations. People who claimed they were chosen by the gods, who carried their favor in one way or another."
Your heart quickened. "What... happened to them?"
Telemachus exhaled deeply, his gaze dropping briefly before meeting yours again. "Most of the stories... don't end well," he admitted, his voice low but steady. "Those who were favored often found themselves caught in things far beyond their control—wars, curses, quests they couldn't refuse. The gods' favor can be both a blessing and a chain, binding them to a path they can't escape."
A chill ran down your spine, your fingers tightening instinctively around the lyre. "So... it's not a good thing?" you murmured, the weight of his revelation settling heavily in your chest.
"It's not that simple," Telemachus replied, his tone gentler now. "The gods don't think the way we do. Their reasons, their goals—they're not always meant for us to understand. Favor can bring greatness, but it also brings responsibility. And if you're not ready for it..." He trailed off, his gaze flickering briefly to the lyre before returning to yours. "It can destroy you."
His words pressed against you like an invisible force, leaving you breathless. You had sought answers, clarity—but all you felt now was the suffocating weight of how fragile your life seemed in the shadow of something so vast.
"I-I don't want my life to spiral out of control." The vulnerability in your tone was startling, even to you. "I've worked so hard just to find... stability. A place where I belong. And now... it feels like everything is slipping through my fingers."
Telemachus' expression softened, the intensity in his gaze giving way to something profoundly human. He stepped closer, his presence steady and grounding. "Hey," he said quietly, his voice a soothing whisper. He reached for your hand, his fingers brushing yours with a tenderness that sent a shiver through you.
His hand closed gently around yours, his thumb grazing the back of it in a slow, deliberate motion. The warmth of his touch seeped into your skin, calming the tremor in your fingers. When you looked up, his steady, unwavering gaze met yours, its sincerity anchoring you in place.
"Then we'll figure it out," he said firmly, his voice filled with quiet reassurance. "You're not alone in this, ___. Whatever this favor means, we'll face it together."
The simplicity of his words wrapped around you like a shield, their weight sinking deeper than you could have anticipated. You swallowed hard, the lump in your throat making it difficult to respond. "Together?" you echoed.
"Together," Telemachus confirmed, his thumb still brushing softly over the back of your hand. His expression left no room for doubt. "You don't have to do this alone. I'll be here. No matter what."
For a moment, the storm inside you stilled. The lyre's hum softened, its warmth settling into your chest like a quiet reassurance of its own.
You weren't sure what the future held, but with Telemachus standing beside you, the shadows didn't feel quite so overwhelming.
"Thank you," you whispered, the words fragile but earnest.
A faint smile tugged at his lips, his grip on your hand steady and sure. "Always."
The weight of his presence anchored you in a way that quieted the turmoil inside. For a fleeting moment, the world felt still, but it slipped away too quickly as he gently released your hand.
"You'll be alright, ____. Take the night to rest and think. You've been through so much already." His gaze lingered on you for a moment longer before he turned, his silhouette framed by the dim light filtering through the shed's small window. "And remember—you're not alone in this."
With that, he left, the faint creak of the door marking his departure.
You remained where you were, standing in the middle of the shed surrounded by instruments, the air heavy with the echoes of Telemachus' words and the weight of your revelation. The lyre in your hands hummed faintly as if mirroring the storm of emotions churning within you.
You didn't leave immediately. Your fingers brushed absently against the lyre's strings, the familiar vibration grounding you as your mind raced. Questions without answers and truths you couldn't ignore swirled together, creating a relentless storm.
The realization settling over you felt overwhelming yet oddly familiar, like a puzzle piece clicking into place after years of being misplaced.
It was only later, when the sky had fully darkened and the palace grounds were quieting down, that you finally stepped outside. The cool night air greeted you, brushing against your skin and carrying with it the faint scent of cypress and sea salt.
Your steps felt aimless, yet they carried you instinctively toward the courtyard—toward the one place that had always felt like yours.
Now, here you were, leaning against the familiar cypress tree. Its ancient trunk was sturdy at your back, the rough bark grounding you as you cradled the lyre in your lap. The courtyard was bathed in moonlight, silver glow softening the shadows across the stone pathways and swaying grass.
The gentle hum of the lyre filled the quiet air, blending with the rustle of leaves and the faint chirping of crickets. Your fingers moved automatically, plucking the strings with a familiarity that felt second nature. The melody was soft, carrying the weight of unspoken thoughts.
You weren't even sure what you were playing—only that it felt right, a reflection of the emotions swirling inside you.
As the melody unfolded, your thoughts drifted. The revelation in the shed had been startling, but now, with the night around you, a question lingered: Had it truly been a surprise? Or had some part of you always known?
You thought back to all the moments that had led you here, memories surfacing: the ease with which music had always come to you, the way instruments seemed to respond to your touch as though alive.
You had resisted the idea for so long, telling yourself it was normal, that anyone could do what you did with enough practice. But deep down, had you known? Had you pushed the truth away, afraid of what it might mean?
The thought tightened your chest, and your fingers faltered briefly on the lyre's strings. The melody wavered, then resumed, quieter now, almost hesitant. The moonlight shimmered faintly against the lyre's golden frame, its soft glow like a silent reassurance.
You sighed, the sound heavy in the stillness. Your fingers stilled as you slowly lowered the lyre to the grass. Its hum faded, leaving only the quiet night, amplified by the weight pressing on your chest.
Leaning back against the cypress tree no longer felt grounding, so you stretched out on the cool grass, the rough bark forgotten as your gaze lifted to the stars.
The sky above was vast, the stars scattered like fragments of shattered glass against a sea of ink. Their light seemed so faint, so distant, yet impossibly eternal.
Tears gathered in your eyes, misting your vision and blurring the constellations above. You blinked furiously, angry at yourself for feeling so small, so weak.
It wasn't fair.
In this world of kingdoms and gods, you were just... you. A mortal among immortals, a fragile thread caught in a tapestry too vast to comprehend. Why had Apollo chosen you? What made you worthy of the burden of divine favor? The questions swirled relentlessly, threatening to drown you in their weight, and the tears threatened to spill over again.
You clenched your fists, the cool blades of grass pressing against your palms. You weren't weak. You weren't. But under the expanse of the sky, the truth felt harder to believe.
"Such sadness doesn't suit my little muse."
The voice broke through your thoughts like a melody, sudden and startling. Your eyes shot open, and you bolted upright, glancing around the courtyard. The rustling leaves and swaying shadows of the cypress tree were unchanged—but you weren't alone.
"Here, little one."
The voice was melodic, gentle, yet it carried an undeniable weight. It felt like both a caress and a command, its presence filling the space effortlessly. You turned your head, breath catching in your throat as you followed the sound.
Standing above you was a figure unlike any you had ever seen.
He was tall—taller than any mortal man—and the moonlight framed his silhouette against the deep purples of the night sky. His golden hair shimmered as though spun from sunlight, catching the silver light with every slight movement.
Amber eyes glowed faintly, warm and piercing as they met yours, amusement and fondness shining in their depths. It felt as if he could see straight through you, as though nothing in your soul could be hidden from his gaze.
He wore a chiton of ivory fabric edged with gold embroidery, each detail catching the light as if alive. A crown of laurel leaves rested on his head, glittering faintly like starlight. His presence was overwhelming, radiant yet effortless, as though he belonged to the world but stood apart from it.
The god—because surely this was a god—stepped forward, his bare feet touching the earth softly, almost reverently, as if even the ground was blessed by his presence.
You tried to move, to speak, but your voice caught in your throat, and your limbs refused to obey. Every part of you was frozen, caught between awe and disbelief.
And yet, deep in your chest, a strange sense of familiarity bloomed.
You didn't know how, but you knew who this god was.
The name slipped from your lips like a prayer, barely audible. "A-Apollo?"
The god's amber eyes sparkled with quiet amusement, his smile deepening as he stopped just a step away and the sheer beauty of it made your heart stutter. It was warm and inviting, yet it carried a power that left you breathless.
And then everything was still.
Notes:
A/N : after 20 chappies we've finally met apollo, ahhhhhhh😩 also its a little nerdish but did y'all catch on to the titles? every 'arc' i'd add an extra title to represent the love-interest/story budding or whatnot lolol, also i just had to be a lil mean and leave you all on a lil cliffhanger, MWAHHAHAHAHAH---ack---damn then chocked trynna be evil, lol,.
(godly things)
various!epic x fem!reader@winxanity_ii
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Chapter 27: 20 ┃ 𝐝𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐮𝐝𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐬
Summary:
plz read my a/n at the end, lovelies~
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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You stared blankly up at him, your breath caught in your throat. It felt as though time itself had stopped, the world around you falling away until there was nothing but the god standing before you.
Your eyes refused to blink, terrified that if you did, he might disappear—that this might all be some cruel trick of the mind, a fleeting dream ready to dissolve into the shadows of the courtyard.
Apollo chuckled softly, the sound light and warm, like the chiming of bells in a gentle breeze. His lips curved into a boyish smile, the kind that carried an effortless charm, and yet there was something unshakably ancient in his gaze—a depth that made your chest tighten.
"Are you going to keep staring at me like that?" His golden eyes sparkled with amusement, their light so vivid it felt as though the stars themselves had been captured within them.
You wanted to respond, to say something, but the words caught in your throat. All you could do was stare, your heart pounding as he stepped closer, his presence overwhelming yet strangely soothing. The faint glow that surrounded him brightened as he moved, as if the very air bowed to his radiance.
Even though it was night, he seemed to carry the essence of daylight with him, his golden aura casting faint, warm light over the cool blues of the evening.
Then, to your utter disbelief, he crouched before you. Even in this lowered position, his form towered over you, his broad shoulders and long limbs giving him an almost giant-like presence, much like Hermes.
But where Hermes' energy was sharp and quick, Apollo's was steady and calm, like the sun at its zenith. His crown of laurel leaves gleamed faintly, their delicate edges catching the moonlight, and the soft rose of his cheeks seemed to glow against his pale, flawless skin.
"Much better. I'd hate to think I frightened you, little muse."
The words sent a shiver through you, the term of endearment catching you off guard. You felt your lips part, a small, breathless sound escaping, but you still couldn't find your voice.
Apollo smiled again at your silence, tilting his head slightly as he studied you. His hair, golden and shimmering as it fell in soft waves around his face, and you couldn't help but notice how the faintest movement seemed to catch the light as though the strands themselves were alive. His expression was warm, unhurried, and his presence—though immense—carried no malice. Only kindness. Only care.
"I've always watched over you, you know," he said, his voice impossibly soft, as though he were sharing a secret meant only for you.
Your heart stuttered at his words, the weight of them pressing against your chest. "W-Watched over me?" you managed finally, your voice barely more than a whisper. Your gaze flickered uncertainly, confusion clouding your features. "Why?"
"Because," he said simply, reaching out slowly. His hand—large but gentle—hovered near your face, as though he were giving you time to pull away. When you didn't, he brushed his fingertips lightly against your cheek, the touch sending a jolt of warmth through your skin. His smile deepened as he continued, "You've always been my little muse."
The term repeated, softer this time, and it felt like it settled somewhere deep within you. Your breath caught again, your mind racing to process the sheer weight of what he was saying. Apollo—the god of music, poetry, and light—has been watching over me? The thought felt too big, too surreal to grasp, and yet there he was, looking at you with a fondness that made it impossible to doubt.
"But... why me?" You swallowed hard, your voice trembling slightly as you struggled to find the right words. "I'm just... no one."
Apollo tilted his head, his golden eyes narrowing slightly in a mix of confusion and concern. "No one?" he echoed. "What could you possibly mean by that, my little muse?"
Your chest tightened under the weight of his gaze, the warmth in his tone both comforting and overwhelming. You dropped your eyes to the lyre in your lap, tracing its intricate design as if the act might steady your racing thoughts.
"It's just..." You hesitated, swallowing against the lump in your throat. "I'm no one special. I'm just a handmaiden. A servant. I've made mistakes. I've... failed people." The words tumbled out, raw and unfiltered, and your voice cracked as you added, "How could I possibly carry what you're asking of me?"
Apollo's expression shifted, a flicker of something—sadness, perhaps—crossing his features before he leaned closer. His presence felt even more radiant now, his warmth a stark contrast to the chill creeping into your chest.
"You speak of failures as if they define you, but they do not. Your light shines not in spite of your mistakes but because you rise after them. Because you endure."
His words struck something deep within you, but the doubts lingered. "But what if I can't? What if I'm not enough?" Your head fell, staring at the ground, unable to meet his eyes.
Apollo reached out, his fingers brushing lightly against your chin as he guided your gaze back to his. His golden eyes burned with a quiet intensity, their light impossibly steady.
"You are more than enough," he said, his voice carrying the weight of absolute certainty. "You always have been. The world sees a handmaiden, perhaps, but I see the muse who can shape it with her voice, her music, her heart. You are a melody the world cannot do without, a light that reaches even where shadows try to reign."
The sincerity in his voice struck you like a chord perfectly played, resonating through your very being. Tears welled in your eyes again, but this time, they weren't born of fear or anger. They were something else entirely—an overwhelming mix of gratitude, disbelief, and something dangerously close to hope.
Apollo tilted his head, his amber eyes holding yours as though he were waiting for you to believe him. The warmth in his expression softened slightly, replaced by a faint furrow in his brow as though a thought had just occurred to him. "Do you not recall my blessings?"
Your brow furrowed as his words settled over you, their meaning slipping just out of reach.
Earlier, you and Telemachus had already gone over what seemed the most obvious gift—the effortless way music had always flowed through you, the way instruments seemed to sing under your touch. It had been undeniable, yet even then, the rest had felt fragmented and unclear.
"I..." you began, your voice faltering as you searched for an answer. "I don't know. I thought it was just... music. That was the only thing that made sense."
Apollo blinked, his golden eyes narrowing slightly—not in anger, but in something deeper, something searching. It was as though you had spoken a riddle he had not expected. He said nothing for a long moment, simply watching you, studying you. His fingers, still resting under your chin, remained unmoving, but there was a new weight in his gaze.
A frown ghosted over the sun god's lips, and for the first time, you saw a flicker of something strange beneath his golden radiance—hesitation, uncertainty. Not at you, but at the notion itself. As if the idea that you didn't know had never once crossed his mind.
When you spoke, your voice was quiet, contemplative. "There were... more?"
Apollo's eyes widened slightly, his surprise evident. "Of course, my little muse," he said, his tone gentle yet tinged with something deeper. "I have constantly blessed you..."
He trailed off. His sentence, smooth and effortless as all things about him, suddenly cut itself short as though a realization had struck him mid-thought. His golden glow, steady and warm, sharpened slightly at the edges.
For a moment, his perfect face scrunched into an expression that was almost unrecognizable—distaste, perhaps even anger. His brows knit together, his jaw tightening in a way that made his glow seem fiercer, harsher. Not at you, no—it was something else, something beneath the surface.
You shrank back slightly, unsure of what had sparked the shift, but just as quickly as it had come, it was gone. His features smoothed, his golden light softening, as though he had caught himself slipping into something he hadn't meant to show.
The smile that returned to his lips was gentle, reassuring, but there was something lingering behind it, something unreadable. A question he did not voice.
"Do not worry," he said softly, his voice like the first notes of a lullaby. "Whatever confusion lingers will fade in time."
Before you could respond, he lowered himself gracefully to the grass beside you. The sheer radiance of his presence felt overwhelming, but there was something disarming about the way he settled himself at your side, one leg stretched out, the other bent at the knee.
His warmth was immediate, an almost tangible heat that seeped into the air around him and chased away the coolness of the night. It wasn't oppressive—it was comforting, like the gentle rays of morning sunlight breaking through a chill.
You could feel it in the way the grass seemed to brighten under his weight, in the faint shimmer of light that clung to him even in stillness.
Apollo turned his gaze to you, his smile softening further as he rested an arm loosely on his raised knee. "You don't need to carry all these questions alone. I have been with you from the very beginning, and I will not leave you now."
His closeness felt surreal, his golden presence so overwhelming yet strangely calming. You glanced down at the lyre resting in the grass between you, its faint hum now blending with the steady rhythm of your heartbeat. The connection between you, the lyre, and the god beside you felt undeniable, a thread woven too tightly to ignore.
Finally found the courage to speak. "So... why now? If you've been watching me all this time... why come to me now?"
Apollo's eyes softened, and he tilted his head again. "Because the time is right. Because you are ready to see what has always been there."
Your gaze flickered to his face again, drawn to the quiet intensity in his expression. His beauty was undeniable, otherworldly, yet it was his presence—the warmth, the light, the unwavering care—that left you breathless.
"You are my muse," he said again, his voice impossibly soft, as though the words themselves were a gift. "And there is no one else like you."
The declaration settled over you like a blanket, and for the first time, you felt the faintest flicker of belief stir in your chest. The doubts that had clawed at you earlier seemed smaller now, quieter, as though his very presence had the power to keep them at bay.
You didn't have all the answers—not yet. But with Apollo sitting beside you, his warmth and light chasing away the shadows, you felt something you hadn't allowed yourself to feel in what seemed like forever.
Hope.
The feeling settled in your chest like the faint warmth of a rising sun, fragile yet undeniable. A peaceful silence grew between you and Apollo, his golden presence filling the space like a steady flame. The hum of the lyre at your feet had faded, replaced by the soft rustling of leaves in the night breeze.
For a moment, you allowed yourself to simply exist in the quiet, the weight of his words still echoing in your mind. But the questions lingered. The uncertainty. The need to understand.
Clearing your throat softly, you turned your head toward him. Apollo's attention snapped to you instantly with such focus that it made your breath catch. His expression softened, his brow lifting slightly, and the faint smile that tugged at his lips was filled with quiet encouragement.
"Yes, little muse?"
The kindness in his tone gave you just enough courage to speak. You felt your cheeks warm under his gaze as you stammered, "I... I was just wondering... about the gifts you mentioned. What are they? I mean, beyond... the music?"
Apollo's smile widened, and his entire demeanor seemed to brighten, as if your question had brought him genuine joy. "Ah, my gifts. Of course. It is only natural that my muse would reflect my greatness." His words held no arrogance—only an easy confidence that felt oddly reassuring rather than overwhelming.
"First, there is music." He gestured lightly to the lyre resting between you. "You have mastered every instrument you have touched, haven't you? And not just those that exist now—no. You will master those yet to come, for music flows through you like the rivers of my domain. You make it sing, and in doing so, you honor me."
You blinked, stunned by the sheer weight of his declaration before thinking back to every melody you had ever played, every instrument you had held. It had felt natural, yes, but you had never considered what it truly meant.
"And your voice," Apollo continued, his gaze unwavering. "It rivals even the most revered singers in history. Orpheus himself would weep to hear you."
Your eyes widened at the comparison, lips parting in disbelief. "O-Orpheus?"
"Indeed, though even his songs could not stir the gods as yours will."
The words felt almost impossible to grasp, but Apollo spoke them with such quiet certainty that you couldn't bring yourself to doubt him as he continued.
"And then, there is your connection to healing. To life itself." He paused, his gaze growing thoughtful as he studied you. "You have an affinity for medicine, for soothing what is broken and helping it mend."
"Medicine?" you asked hesitantly, confusion flickering across your face. "I don't... I've never made a salve or prepared a remedy before in my life."
Apollo's expression turning almost fond. "Medicine is not always about plants and salves, my little muse," he said quietly. "Sometimes, simply being there—offering your light, your warmth, your presence—is enough to heal what cannot be mended by mortal hands."
The words settled over you like a blanket, their meaning sinking in slowly. You thought of the times Queen Penelope had sought you out in moments of distress, her gaze softening as she listened to your words or your music. You thought of the animals that flocked to you, their trust immediate and unshakable.
You had never considered these moments as anything more than coincidences, but now...
"You mean... You mean that's... part of it too?"
Apollo nodded, the gentle warmth in his expression never wavering. "Of course. You are a reflection of me, my muse. Music, healing, light... all of it flows through you. It always has."
You looked down at your hands, his words feeling like the final pieces of a puzzle sliding into place, revealing a picture that had always been there, waiting for you to see it, and for the first time, you began to understand.
"I... never realized."
"Now you do," Apollo simply said as he leaned back slightly, his tone steady and kind. "And that is enough for now."
The breeze stirred around you, carrying with it the faint scent of cypress and the sea. The warmth of Apollo's presence beside you felt like a quiet balm, his radiance soft but unyielding.
But as the moment settled, a flicker of memory intruded, unbidden and sharp against the calm. Your mind flashed to the courtyard, to Callias' grin and his panpipes in your hands. The frustration of that day—the way the notes refused to come smoothly no matter how you tried—pricked at you, a faint irritation amidst the revelation of your supposed mastery of music.
You turned to Apollo, curiosity pushing past your hesitation. His golden gaze shifted to you immediately again as though your every movement deserved his full focus; it startled you how easily he gave you his attention.
"May... May I ask you something?"
"Anything."
You hesitated, fingers brushing absently against the grass as you searched for the words. "If... if I'm truly blessed with the mastery of all instruments, then... why can't I play the panpipes?"
For a moment, Apollo stilled, his head tilting slightly as though considering your question. Then he sniffed, an almost imperceptible sound, his lips curving into a wry smile. "Ah, the panpipes," he murmured, his tone carrying a trace of something between amusement and disdain. "A curious little instrument, isn't it?"
You frowned. "What do you mean?"
Apollo let out a soft sigh as he turned toward the sky. "It is not the instrument itself,ut the one who inspired it—a satyr named Pan."
"Pan?"
"Yes," he said, his gaze softening as he looked at you. "Long ago, Pan dared to challenge me—a god—to a contest of music. He played his pipes, and I played my lyre."
The shift was subtle, but you caught it—the brightness in his golden eyes dimming slightly, the warmth of his aura pulling inward as though some unseen shadow had passed over it. His voice, usually fluid and golden, carried an undercurrent of restrained irritation, a sharpness buried beneath the surface like a blade hidden in silk.
"Midas, foolish as he was, judged Pan the victor." The words were light, almost indifferent, but there was something clipped in the way he said Midas. His lips pressed together for the briefest moment, and you swore you saw the faintest flicker of something sharp in his gaze—resentment, or perhaps something darker.
"Needless to say, it... soured my view of the panpipes."
The air between you grew still.
You blinked, startled by the revelation. "So... I can't play them because of that?"
Apollo waved a hand dismissively, his tone lightening, but there was something too fluid about the motion, too carefully measured. "Perhaps," he said, a glint of humor returning to his eyes. "Or perhaps my little muse simply doesn't need such a crude instrument. Your talents shine far brighter with the lyre."
His words made your cheeks warm, and you found yourself unable to hold his gaze for long. But before you could respond, Apollo leaned forward slightly, his golden eyes shimmering with interest. "Now, enough about that," he said, his voice softening back into that effortless charm, like the sun breaking through storm clouds. "Sing for me, little muse. I've heard your songs from afar, but I would hear them here, now, with you before me."
The way he spoke made it impossible to refuse, his tone a gentle command wrapped in warmth. Slowly, you nodded, your fingers brushing the lyre as you adjusted it in your lap. It felt only right to sing for him—a hymn to the god who now sat before you, radiant and impossibly real.
You strummed a soft chord, the notes weaving through the night air like a whispered promise. The melody was simple, one you had known since childhood, though it carried a weight you'd never fully understood until now.
"Hail to thee, Apollo, bright and fair,
Lord of light, whose presence fills the air.
Golden archer, healer kind and true,
Grant thy blessing, guide us ever through..."
Your voice trembled at first, but as the hymn unfolded, it steadied, gaining strength with each word. The notes carried a quiet reverence, your fingers moving instinctively across the lyre's strings as though the music was drawn from the very air around you.
Apollo closed his eyes, his expression softening as he leaned back slightly, his golden aura flickering faintly in time with your melody. He began to hum quietly, his voice low and resonant, a perfect harmony that sent shivers down your spine. His head tilted gently to the side, his movements unhurried, like a flower swaying in the breeze.
You couldn't help but watch him as you sang, his face bathed in the soft glow of his own light. His hair, curly and golden, brushed his cheeks with every slow sway. The faint curve of his lips, the way his brow remained smooth and untroubled—it was breathtaking.
The sight of him—so at peace, so immersed in your music—made your heart ache in a way you couldn't quite name.
When the final notes of the hymn lingered in the air, fading like the last rays of sunlight, Apollo opened his eyes, the golden depths shimmering like molten sunlight as they met yours. "Bravo." His hands came together in a soft, measured clap, his expression bright with approval. "To hear such devotion from my muse—it is more than I could ever ask for."
Your face warmed at his praise, and you ducked your head slightly, unsure how to respond. But Apollo leaned forward then, his hands reaching out to cup yours where they rested on the lyre. His touch was impossibly warm, his fingers firm yet gentle as they surrounded yours.
The closeness made your breath catch. His gaze held yours, unwavering and so intense that it felt as though the world had narrowed to just the two of you. His eyes glimmered, their light flickering faintly, and you were suddenly acutely aware of every detail—how his thumb brushed the back of your hand, the faint glow of his skin, the way his long lashes hovered just shy of grazing his cheekbones.
"Another."
You swallowed hard, nodding as words failed you. Your fingers, still cradled in his, strummed the lyre again, the soft notes spilling forth like water over smooth stones. This time, the melody came more naturally, your voice lifting once more in song.
Apollo leaned back slightly, his head tilting as he closed his eyes again, the golden glow of his aura brightening as he swayed gently to the rhythm.
For the remainder of the night, the courtyard belonged to the two of you. The stars above seemed to dim in deference to Apollo's light, and your music wove a bond between mortal and divine—each note a thread in a tapestry that only the heavens could witness.
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On the other side of the palace, Telemachus stood on his balcony, overlooking the endless sea that surrounded Ithaca. The moon hung high above, its silver light spilling across the waves, making them shimmer like scattered jewels.
The faint sound of the town drifted up from the cliffs below—laughter from taverns, the distant hum of conversation, the occasional bark of a dog. It was all softened by the distance, a quiet symphony of life carrying on as the prince lingered in his own thoughts.
Telemachus rested his forearms on the cool marble railing, his eyes scanning the horizon where the sea met the sky. The night air was crisp, carrying with it the scent of salt and the faint aroma of flowers from the palace gardens below. He let out a slow breath, his shoulders sagging slightly as the weight of the day pressed against him.
Since leaving the shed, his thoughts had been consumed by you—by everything you had revealed and seemingly confirmed. He had gone straight to his mother to personally inform her that you wouldn't be attending her that evening, that he had given you the night to rest.
Penelope had been startled by the news, her delicate brows arching in surprise. "You gave her the night off?" she'd asked, her tone laced with a humorus disbelief. "You, Telemachus, who so often remind me of duty and decorum?"
Her words held truth, but he'd nodded nonetheless. "She's been carrying more than we realized," he had said simply, his tone firm enough to leave no room for argument. To his surprise, Penelope had accepted it, though not without casting him a curious glance as she returned to her work.
From there, Telemachus had retreated to his chambers, intending to let the matter rest. But peace had evaded him. He had instead paced the length of his room, his mind churning with thoughts that refused to quiet.
The memory of his conversation with Athena weighed heavily on him, her cryptic words playing over and over in his mind.
"Apollo's favored one."
At the time, he had been baffled. He'd tried to piece together her meaning, running through every possibility. Was she speaking of someone in the town? A warrior, perhaps? He had even considered Pisistratus, his best friend, though the thought felt absurd almost as soon as it came to him.
No matter how hard he tried, every theory felt like grasping at straws—until later, when the answer began to take shape.
He'd seen you then, your form silhouetted against the fading light as you moved through the courtyard, your lyre in hand, its golden frame glowing faintly in the twilight.
Something about the sight had stopped him in his tracks.
The plants around you seemed to lean ever so slightly toward your presence, their leaves catching the last rays of sunlight as though drawn to you. Even the stray animals scurried near in a peculiar calm. The servants who passed you smiled, their expressions softening as though they couldn't help themselves.
And then—his gaze had caught on the lyre. He'd never seen it before. In the dying light, its frame gleamed with an almost unnatural brilliance, the gold too rich, too luminous to belong to something made by mortal hands. It seemed to pulse with its own radiance, as though the strings themselves thrummed with something beyond human understanding. The way you cradled it, fingers brushing reverently over the strings, made something in his chest tighten with unease.
It was as if the world itself bent subtly around you, drawn to your light in ways Telemachus hadn't fully noticed until now.
And then, like a whisper over his shoulder, he'd felt her again. Athena. Her presence was unmistakable, though she didn't speak aloud. Instead, her words seemed to echo in his mind.
"Apollo's favored one."
The realization had struck him like a bolt of lightning, both thrilling and terrifying all at once. And the lyre—it had to be his. Apollo's. That was the only explanation.
Yet, even as he approached you and confirmed what he already suspected, the truth hadn't brought him peace.
If anything, it had shaken him further.
It didn't make sense. It didn't fit neatly into the world Telemachus had known all his life. And yet, it was undeniable.
Now, on the balcony, the rhythmic crashing of waves against the cliffs below pulled Telemachus back to the present. The sound was steady, relentless, as if the sea itself demanded his attention.
You were Apollo's favored one. The truth of it hung in the air like a heavy cloud, impossible to ignore. But what did it mean—for you? For him? For Ithaca?
The thought made his chest tighten, a faint unease curling in his stomach. Telemachus didn't want to admit it, not even to himself, but there was a small, nagging part of him that felt afraid. Not of you, but of what being favored by Apollo might bring.
Apollo was a god of duality: life and death, healing and plague, music and vengeance. The same god who could soothe a battlefield with the beauty of his lyre could also strike down mortals with arrows of pestilence. His favor was never straightforward, never simple.
What if Apollo's light burned brighter than you could bear? What if Apollo's favor come with challenges that Telemachus couldn't protect you from?
The thought made his chest tighten again, a quiet frustration building within him. He didn't want to feel this way—this mixture of unease and doubt—but he couldn't shake it. The unknown loomed too large, and the stakes felt too high.
But even as his thoughts churned, a memory surfaced—of seeing you earlier that evening. There was the look in your eyes when he had spoken to you in the shed—uncertain yet determined, overwhelmed yet grounded.
"You're stronger than you think," he murmured, almost as if saying the words aloud would make them true for himself as well.
Telemachus let out a deep sigh, his breath catching slightly as he rubbed a hand down his face. His head fell into his hands, fingers threading through his dark hair as his mind whirred uncontrollably. "Am I... a hypocrite?"
It wasn't lost on him that he, too, was shaped by divine intervention.
Athena had been a constant presence in his life, guiding him, protecting him, just as she had supported his father through his trials. Telemachus had accepted her favor without question, had trusted her wisdom and her will.
So why did Apollo's favor make him uneasy?
The answer came quietly, dangerously: it wasn't just about Apollo's favor—it was what it might mean to the god himself.
Gods, especially male gods, were known for their whims, their desires, their penchant for pursuing whatever or whomever they wanted without thought. History was riddled with their conquests.
How often had it ended in ruin? How often had those mortals been discarded, their lives irreparably changed because a god had decided they were worth noticing?
The idea churned his stomach, his jaw tightening as his mind wandered further down the path he didn't want to take.
What if Apollo's favor wasn't just about your gifts, your talent, your light? What if the god wanted something more? Something... deeper?
His fists clenched against the stone railing, his knuckles white as the sharp taste of bitterness crept into his thoughts. A crude, sneering voice whispered in the back of his mind, one he hated but couldn't ignore.
Yeah, Telemachus, scared she might actually go with him—might fall for him?
The thought struck him harder than he cared to admit his breath catching in his throat. His grip on the railing slackened, his shoulders stiffening as the whisper echoed louder in his mind.
Would you—could you—be drawn to Apollo's light? Was that it? Was that what truly scared him?
Yes. A part of him was afraid.
Afraid that you might find yourself drawn to Apollo, taken by his light, his attention, his divinity. How could anyone—mortal or otherwise—resist such a presence?
And who was he to compete? He, a mere prince, burdened by the shadow of his father's legacy and the expectations of a kingdom. What could he offer you compared to Apollo—the embodiment of music, healing, and light itself? His mortality, his humanity, his unspoken feelings—they all seemed small, insignificant against Apollo's divine radiance.
Flashes of your soft smile came to his mind unbidden, the way your laughter had filled the courtyard, light and genuine. His chest ached at the memory, a sharp pang he couldn't ignore.
And yet, his own hesitations loomed over him like a shadow. How could he fear Apollo's intentions when he had barely been able to articulate his own?
He exhaled sharply, leaning heavily against the railing as the cool night air brushed his face, carrying with it the faint scent of the sea, but it did nothing to quell the storm inside him.
This wasn't about the gods—about Apollo. Not entirely. This was about you. And if he let his insecurities cloud his judgment, if he let his jealousy fester, he would only be failing you—and himself.
He didn't know what to do, what to say, or even what to feel but all he knew was that the thought of losing you left him more shaken than he was willing to admit.
"I'll protect you," he murmured, his voice firm despite the uncertainty in his chest. "From Apollo, from the gods, from anything."
The resolve steadied him. Whatever trials Apollo's favor brought, Telemachus would stand by you, no matter what. For you. For Ithaca. For himself.
As the waves crashed below and the moonlight shimmered on the sea, he felt his unease quiet slightly, tempered by the decision he could control.
Whatever the gods intended, he would be ready.
Notes:
A/N : hey, winxies! just wanted to clear some things up/answer a few questions i've been getting about my spammed updated. I know it might seem like I write super quickly, but I promise I'm actually a very slow writer, lol. let me explain my chaotic process: 1. drafting: I start with a rough outline of the arc or key events (inspired by my daydreams or random sparks of inspiration). these are usually wild, borderline crackfic ideas or pure fanservice moments. 2. best pick: I refine the chaos to fit the narrative and overall plot of the story/project. 3. slow but steady: using the outline, I write in short bursts—200-300 words per day—across multiple projects to keep things fresh and avoid burnout. right now, i have a little extra free time because i'm on break and aren't working atm, so i've been pulling all-nighters and diving headfirst into my drafts for absolutely no reason other than sheer chaos. 😂 plus, i have prewritten chapters to work with, which makes the process feel faster than it actually is. but trust me, the polishing stage takes forever—adding dialogue (which is so fun because my sister and I rp the scenes—she's the MC/reader, and i voice everyone else! 😭✨), tweaking paragraphs, or expanding descriptions (which often result in my overlywordy/redundant descriptions, but I'm working on it!). honestly, each update is a mix of excitement and obsession, and it often depends on which fic aligns with my current fixation—which, right now, is 'EPIC: The Musical' and, by default, 'Godly Things'. i'll get stuck on one word or a single sentence for hours, tweaking it until it feels right. other times, i'll go down rabbit holes researching the tiniest details to make scenes more vivid. writing is definitely slow and chaotic for me, but i wouldn't trade it for anything—it's all part of creating something i hope you'll love as much as i do. so, yeah, just wanted to give a heads up if it feels like i dropped off the earth; i'm most likely just writing haha *releases deep breath*...welcome to my writing process.🎉🎊🎉🎈 p.s. all the important characters are introduced, now, the messiness is about to start😈 see you next update lovelies.... p.p.s i may have another divine whispers ready already, i just wanna ask if i post it an hour after this, will you guys be okay waiting a wee bit longer so i can wrap up my other book kne/ as well as cmiyc??? 👀
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Chapter 28: 20.5 ┃ 𝐃𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒: 𝐂𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐚𝐥 𝐃𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐝
Summary:
𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: here's a bit of extra scenes/plot to 20 ┃ 𝐝𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐮𝐝𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐬; ❤️
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
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Olympus was in an uproar.
Clouds churned angrily overhead, their silvery edges tinged with the golden glow of the sun as it struggled to pierce through. The usually serene, cloud-strewn halls that echoed with godly laughter and the soft whispers of nymphs now thrummed with irritation and frustration. The air crackled with tension, thick enough to still even the most curious of immortals.
At the center of it all stood two deities.
Apollo, radiant god of the sun, music, and prophecy, was the picture of uncharacteristic fury. His golden eyes blazed, and his hair, usually impeccable, was disheveled, as though raked through in frustration. The laurel crown adorning his head had slipped slightly, its delicate leaves tilted askew. Even his embroidered chiton, a testament to his domains, hung unevenly, brushing awkwardly against his sandals. His aura flickered erratically, like a flame caught in a storm.
Across from him lounged Aphrodite, the goddess of love and beauty, her demeanor calm amidst the brewing tempest. She reclined lazily on her golden chaise, she plucking idly at a cluster of freshly picked grapes, her flowing robes of rose and ivory cascading like morning mist.
Yet her serenity was deceptive, for her expression carried an edge—her pale blue eyes regarded him with thinly veiled disdain, as though his anger seem like little more than a passing breeze.
"You had no right!" Apollo's voice thundered, raw with emotion. His fists clenched as his aura pulsed unevenly. "Everything she has suffered—it's your doing!"
Aphrodite leaned back further, her bare foot dangling lazily over the edge as she popped a grape into her mouth. "Oh, please, Apollo," she said, her voice dripping with condescension. With a wave of her fingers, as though swatting away a pesky fly, she added, "Must we go through this charade again?"
"It's not a charade. You've meddled—"
"Meddled?" Aphrodite interrupted sharply, sitting up slightly as her tone hardened. "If by 'meddled,' you mean holding your precious little muse accountable for the sins of her lineage, then yes, Apollo. I have meddled." She flicked her golden hair over her shoulder with an elegant motion, its strands catching the light like molten silk. "But you make it sound so villainous."
"It is villainous!" Apollo snapped, pointing an accusatory finger at her. His golden eyes flared, the usual warm glow hardening into something sharp and unrelenting. "The so-called 'sins of her lineage' were committed eons ago! Aren't you just being unreasonable?"
The lazy amusement in Aphrodite's gaze evaporated in an instant at the mention of your ancestor, her serene facade shattering. A wave of anger surged through her as the delicate grape she'd been holding burst between her fingers, crimson juice dripping onto her robes like spilled blood.
With a sharp motion, she tossed the entire cluster aside, the fruit scattering across the floor with dull thuds. She rose to her full height, her movements fluid yet brimming with purpose, like a storm gathering strength.
"Unreasonable?" she hissed, her voice rising to match Apollo's. The sound echoed through the marble halls, silencing the murmurs of lesser gods and nymphs who dared to linger nearby. "Unreasonable? Do you have any idea what her ancestors did?"
Apollo held her glare, his jaw tightening. He had seen her temper before—her fury infamous amongst the gods—but this was personal. Her nostrils flared, and her flushed cheeks only highlighted the fury twisting her otherwise flawless features.
"They dared," she spat, her words venomous, "to mock me—the goddess of love, beauty, and passion. They believed their so-called 'true love' was enough to defy the very domains I govern! They didn't even acknowledge me, Apollo. Not a single offering, not a single hymn of gratitude. Nothing."
"They thought their love was pure, untainted, eternal, above me," she continued, her lip curling with disdain. "As if love exists without beauty. Without desire. Without me. They wouldn't have known love at all if not for the gifts I bestow, yet they refused to pay homage."
Apollo frowned. "And so you cursed them? All of their descendants? For one slight?"
"Yes!" Aphrodite's voice flared, sharp and unwavering. "And I'll do it a thousand times more because they needed to understand! Love is mine, Apollo. Every stolen glance, every whispered confession, every aching heartbreak—it is all within my domain. Without me, there is nothing but loneliness and longing. How dare they assume they could take that for themselves without paying the price?"
She inhaled sharply, her anger rolling off her in waves. "So, I did what was fair. I cursed them and their bloodline. For every family that dared to find happiness, heartbreak would follow. Whether through betrayal, unrequited love, death, or tragedy—it was a lesson they couldn't ignore. No one defies the goddess of love without consequence."
Apollo's expression twisted, flickering across his face. "And you call that justice? Punishing innocents for generations because one mortal failed to worship you?"
Aphrodite scoffed, a sound as sharp as a thorn. "Shove off, Apollo. Spare me your self-righteousness. We both know the only reason you care is because your 'little muse' is involved."
Her words struck their target, and Apollo's golden eyes narrowed dangerously. His jaw tightened, but he said nothing. It was true. It was because of you.
Aphrodite didn't wait for a response. Folding her arms across her chest, she began tapping her gleaming nails rhythmically against her skin. "Generational grudges are simply... part of divine life, Apollo. Surely you, of all gods, understand that."
Apollo sighed heavily, pinching the bridge of his nose as though the action could stem his rising frustration. Her indifference, her casual dismissal of his words, grated against his pride. His golden aura dimmed momentarily before flaring again. "For the goddess of love, you certainly hold onto grudges longer than anyone else here," he muttered.
Aphrodite's head snapped toward him, pale blue eyes narrowing dangerously. "What was that?"
Apollo shrugged, his tone laced with mock innocence. "Nothing. Just an observation," he said, though the faint smirk tugging at his lips betrayed his intent.
Her gaze darkened, and a dangerous smirk curled at her lips. Slowly, deliberately, she plucked another grape from the cluster beside her and popped it into her mouth, chewing with maddening grace. Every movement was calculated, a silent reminder that no matter how incensed he became, she would remain unbothered.
"Besides," she said sweetly, though venom lingered just beneath the surface, "my little grudge isn't nearly as cruel as yours."
Apollo's expression shifted instantly, his frustration twisting into something sharper. "What are you talking about?"
Aphrodite's smirk widened as she leaned back, thoughtfully. "Oh, don't act surprised," she said, her tone deceptively casual, savoring the tension that filled the room. "Don't you think your interference hasn't made her suffer in its own way?"
His aura flickered dangerously, and his posture stiffened. "What are you implying?" The tension in his tone carried a challenge, daring her to continue.
Aphrodite's gaze gleamed with predatory intent. "One of your little gifts," she said, her voice dripping with mock sweetness, "isn't really a gift if it takes away autonomy... is it?"
Apollo felt his chest tighten, his pride bristling at the insinuation. "How... do you know about that?" His composure frayed as he squared his shoulders, divine fury radiating from him.
"Oh, Apollo," the goddess sang whimsically, her head tilting as she studied him with an air of triumph. "Secrets never stay secrets for long on Olympus."
She rose gracefully, her golden robes cascading around her like liquid light as she stepped toward him. Her presence was overwhelming, her beauty sharp and unyielding, like a blade sheathed in silk. Stopping just short of him, she fixed him with a penetrating gaze, amusement and malice dancing in her eyes.
"Tell me," she murmured, her voice dropping to a near whisper. "How does it feel knowing that every time your little muse plays music—especially your precious, favorite little instrument—her most troubling memories, her deepest fears, are buried without her knowledge?"
The hall grew suffocatingly still, the air heavy with the static hum of Apollo's barely contained fury. His golden eyes flared, the warmth that usually radiated from him replaced by a blinding light that pulsed with his anger.
"You don't understand anything, Aphrodite," he said sharply, his words cutting through the silence like thunder. The marble halls seemed to vibrate faintly with the force of his voice, the static in the air growing louder. "My favor has brought her strength. Hope."
The golden glow around him intensified, sharper and more piercing, as if the sun itself had descended into the hall. His hands clenched at his sides, his knuckles faintly aglow with divine energy.
"She's a small, innocent soul," he continued, his voice laced with defiance. "She's not equipped to handle the kind of torment you so casually throw her way. My gift—my favor—is a shield, a safety net for when the weight of it all becomes too much."
The buzzing static thickened, almost oppressive, as his anger intertwined with his pride. But the words weren't entirely for Aphrodite—they were for himself, a defense against the unsettling truth she had unearthed. The possibility that she was right tightened his chest.
Was his gift truly a blessing? Or had it stripped away more than it gave? He shoved the thought aside with practiced resolve. No. It was a blessing. A gift. It had to be.
"She doesn't need to remember every hurt, every fear, every doubt," he said, his voice softening but losing none of its intensity. "She's mortal, Aphrodite. Do you even comprehend what that means? To feel everything so acutely, to bear so much with such a fragile heart?"
"Oh, I understand perfectly," Aphrodite replied, her voice saccharine with mock sweetness. "What I don't understand is why you care so much. It's almost endearing, Apollo, how you've convinced yourself this is all for her."
Her words stung, though Apollo refused to let it show. His aura pulsed brighter, as if to shield himself from the truth she was so eager to expose. "It is for her," he insisted, his tone hardening.
Aphrodite stepped closer, her golden robes trailing behind her like liquid light, her presence overwhelming and unyielding. "Oh, darling, we both know that isn't entirely true," she cooed, her voice laced with condescension. "Your little muse... she's not just a mortal you've chosen to protect, is she? She's yours, Apollo. Your light, your inspiration, your creation."
Leaning in slightly, her voice dropped to a near whisper. "And that's the real reason you gave her that 'safety net,' isn't it? Not for her sake, but for yours. Because you can't bear the thought of her breaking under the weight of it all. Because if she does, what happens to your precious muse? What happens to you?"
Apollo's glow faltered briefly, the doubt creeping in like an unwelcome shadow. But his pride surged, burning away the flicker of uncertainty. His light blazed brighter, his voice cutting through her insinuations. "You don't know what you're talking about."
Aphrodite stepped back gracefully, her movements fluid and deliberate. With a swanlike elegance, she lowered herself onto her chaise, raising a perfectly arched brow as her lips curved into a sly smile. "Don't I?"
Reclining slightly, she tapped her chin thoughtfully, her eyes glinting with mischief. "A little birdy told me something fascinating," she continued coyly. "Your muse doesn't even remember your favor, Apollo. Isn't that a shame? Tsk, tsk." Her feigned sympathy dripped with condescension, and she chuckled softly as though savoring the moment.
Apollo opened his mouth to retort, but the words caught in his throat. He closed his mouth abruptly, his jaw tightening as he looked away, unable to meet her gaze.
Because she was right.
His gift—the essence of his favor—didn't work if the pain it erased wasn't truly yours, but his. It wasn't just the mortal worries, the small fears, or the mundane struggles it buried. It was the moments that touched on him if tied to them—his interference, his presence, his domain.
And that realization stung.
Aphrodite's laughter bubbled up again, light and mocking, as she tilted her head, studying him with a predatory gleam. "Every time your muse loses herself in the music you so generously gifted her, her pain disappears. And with it, the very knowledge of it—of you," she said with a quiet giggle. "How convenient."
Apollo's aura pulsed violently as he stepped closer, his golden eyes narrowing into molten fire. "Watch your tongue, Aphrodite," he warned, his voice low and threatening.
But Aphrodite only tilted her head further, her confidence unwavering. "Oh, sweet, dear, loving Apollo," she cooed mockingly, her tone syrupy with condescension. "Are you upset because I've pointed out the cracks in your perfect little gift? Or is it because you know, deep down, that what I'm saying is true?"
The hall crackled with tension, the air between them heavy with divine energy. It felt as though Olympus itself held its breath, waiting for one of them to break. Apollo's fists clenched once more, his knuckles white, as his light flared brighter with every passing second.
And yet, Aphrodite remained unbothered. Her lips curved into a satisfied smile as she leaned back further into her chaise, plucking at an imaginary speck of dust on her robes as though the confrontation was a mere trifle.
"Face it, Apollo," she said coolly. "We're not so different, you and I. You meddle just as much as I do—you're simply better at pretending your interference is a blessing. And whether that genius or idiotic... I suppose I'll leave that up for you to decide."
With a languid snap of her fingers, a nymph appeared, bowing low as she knelt before the goddess with a polished silver bowl of peeled grapes. Aphrodite reached down, plucking one delicately between her gleaming nails, biting into it with exaggerated leisure. She turned her attention back to Apollo, her gaze sharp with intent.
"If you care so much about your little muse, perhaps you should consider whether all your 'gifts' are truly gifts at all."
Apollo said nothing, his chest rising and falling with the effort it took to reign in his anger. His frustration was visible in the dimming of his light, as though his emotions had been swallowed by the weight of his ego, his pride refusing to allow any outward acknowledgment of her words.
And yet they echoed in his mind, slipping into cracks he didn't want to acknowledge but couldn't ignore.
Releasing a sharp sigh, Apollo finally looked up, his golden eyes snapping to hers. "Look, Aphrodite," he began, his tone tight but controlled. "It's not my fault you were insulted by something so small. But punishing an entire line of descendants for centuries? Cursing them for something they had no part in? Do you even realize what it's like to watch someone so... innocent suffer for a grudge that isn't theirs to bear?"
Aphrodite's expression shifted, her anger simmering just beneath the surface. Her lips tightened, her fingers flexing against the arm of her chaise. Crossing her arms, she let her gaze drift, as though suddenly uninterested in his words. "I'm not the only god who's acted on a whim, Apollo," she said quietly, her voice carrying a defensive edge. "And what would you have me do now? Lift the curse just because you feel pity for a mortal?"
Apollo's gaze remained steady, his golden aura flickering faintly. "Maybe it's time you did," he said, his voice calm but resolute. "Hasn't she paid enough for whatever perceived slight you imagined all those years ago?"
Aphrodite's lips pressed into a thin line, her fingers twitching at her sides as though she were tempted to retort. But no words came. Instead, her shoulders sagged slightly, and her gaze softened, drifting to the distant horizon where the golden sun kissed the edge of Olympus.
"It wasn't imagined," she murmured, more to herself than to Apollo. "They did insult me. But..."
She sighed, a sound heavy with years of resentment. When she looked back at Apollo, the fire in her pale blue eyes were now tempered by something else. "Perhaps, you're right. It's time I let it go," she admitted reluctantly, her voice quieter now. "Perhaps..."
Apollo's posture shifted, his golden aura brightening slightly with cautious hope. He stepped closer, his earlier anger giving way to something steadier, gentler. "Please, Aphrodite. I care for her. Let her be free of this. Let her have a chance."
Aphrodite studied him in silence, her gaze tracing his features—the earnestness in his golden eyes, the way his lips pressed tightly together, as though holding back something deeper. The silence stretched between them, thick with unspoken meaning.
Finally, she sighed, long and theatrical. "Fine, fine," she said, her voice dripping with exaggerated annoyance. But even as she spoke, a faint trace of something genuine softened her tone, fleeting but present.
Relief flickered in Apollo's eyes, and his golden aura steadied, its warmth filling the room once more. His shoulders began to relax, but the moment was short-lived.
Aphrodite's expression shifted suddenly, the faint gentleness evaporating, replaced by something sharper, colder. Her lips curled back into a wicked smile, and her gaze gleamed with calculated malice.
"Under one condition."
Apollo's relief vanished instantly, his posture stiffening. "What condition?"
Aphrodite's smile widened, her head tilting slightly as she raised a hand, her fingers toying with the edge of her robes, her movements languid and deliberate. Then, with a casual shrug that bordered on flippant, "Get rid of your little memory gift."
Apollo froze. His golden eyes widened briefly before narrowing into slits. "What?" He wasn't sure he'd heard her correctly.
Aphrodite's shoulders lifted in another delicate shrug, her tone light, almost mocking. "It's simple, brother. You get rid of your little safety net for your muse—no more memory erasing, no more burying her pain—and I'll lift my curse."
The weight of her words filled the space between them, heavy and suffocating. Apollo's golden light pulsing erratically as he processed her demand. "You can't be serious," he said finally, his voice laced with venom. "That's not a fair trade."
Aphrodite giggled, the sound light and musical, but with a sharp edge that set his jaw tighter. "Oh, I think it's perfectly fair. You want her free of my curse? Fine. But let's see how she fares without your little crutch to hold her up."
Apollo's light flared violently, jagged shadows cast across the marble walls as his anger surged. "You're asking me to strip her of the one thing that helps her cope with everything you've put her through. That's cruel, even for you."
Aphrodite tilted her head, her smirk unwavering. "Oh, Apollo, you and I both know your little gift isn't as selfless as you pretend. You didn't create it for her—you created it for yourself. To keep her tethered to you, to your domain, so she'll never forget the comfort only you can provide."
She leaned forward slightly, resting her elbows on her knees, her gaze predatory and piercing. "Dress it up however you like, but at the end of the day, your gift takes her autonomy. It buries her pain—her pain, Apollo, not yours—and you've convinced yourself it's for her benefit."
Leaning back, she plucked another grape delicately from the bowl at her side, her nails glinting like polished pearls. "So, what will it be?" she asked, her voice honeyed but mocking. "Your precious little muse, free of my curse? Or will you cling to your perfect little gift and let her bear the weight of both our meddling?"
Apollo's lips pressed into a thin line, his jaw tightening as he stared at her. He let out a slow, measured breath, his gaze falling momentarily to the floor. In his mind, the scales tipped back and forth, weighing the cost of her offer.
When he looked back up, Aphrodite's eyes gleamed with a knowing light, her confidence palpable. He realized this was a one-time offer. She wouldn't make it again.
Releasing another sharp sigh, Apollo straightened his shoulders, his golden eyes meeting hers with quiet intensity. "Deal."
Aphrodite's smirk melted into a sweet, saccharine smile, her demeanor softening as she pushed herself upright. "Good choice, brother." Her hand rose gracefully, a soft glow emanating from her form. Her robes shimmered faintly, her divine light filling the space between them. With a deliberate motion, she lowered her hand, the glow dissipating like a receding wave.
"There. All done," she said simply.
Apollo blinked, his golden aura steadying as warmth spread across his face. For the first time in what felt like an eternity, his expression softened into a tired but genuine smile. A glimmer of hope danced in his eyes as he inclined his head toward her. "Thank you. Thank you... sister."
Aphrodite rolled her eyes, her lips curving into a half-smile laced with exasperation. "No need to thank me, Apollo. Just make sure your little muse knows how much I've sacrificed here... if she knows what's good for her."
"She will," he said firmly. "Trust me."
Aphrodite sniffed, reaching for her discarded grapes. She plucked one and tossed it into her mouth, her demeanor already shifting back to its usual nonchalance. "Now, leave me be," she said with a languid wave of her hand. "Go... dote on your mortal or whatever it is you do. And remember, Apollo, no more of your sappy requests."
Apollo chuckled softly, shaking his head as he turned toward the archway. "I wouldn't dream of it." His golden form glistened in the light as he strode away, his footsteps steady.
Behind him, Aphrodite watched him go, the faintest hint of a smile tugging at her lips as she popped another grape into her mouth. "I swear," she muttered, her voice almost lost in the gentle breeze sweeping through the hall, "gods and their muses."
Notes:
A/N : 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: here's a bit of extra scenes/plot to 20 ┃ 𝐝𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐮𝐝𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐬 ❤️; surprise! more insight into apollo/other thigns; ive been getting questioned asking/wondering why you and telemachus just cant seem to get it right, we'll here it is and now since all the players are introduced and the curse is lifted, may the best love win, lololol... i also maybe just wanted to write a lil aphrodite (y'all cant tell im in love with her can y'all) also i dont think ive ever stated (might do it in a later chapter) but yes, all of the gods so far---aside Aphrodite and Athena---have the gold eyes (my thought process is that they wouldnt since they were born weird, athena=zeus head/aphrodite=chronus shlong, so i gave them/let them keep the grey eyes/blue eyes lolol)
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Chapter 29: 21 ┃ 𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐮𝐬 𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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You woke with a gasp.
Your chest heaved, lungs dragging in air like you had been drowning. Your body jolted upright before your mind caught up, heart hammering so hard it echoed in your ears.
Something was wrong.
Your skin was damp, a faint sheen of sweat clinging to your brow despite the cool air seeping in from the open window. Your breathing was uneven, shuddering. When you reached up to wipe your face, your fingers came away wet.
Tears.
You blinked rapidly, swiping them away with the heel of your hand, confusion tightening your throat. You weren't crying—at least, you didn't think you were. But the evidence was there, clinging to your lashes, trailing down your cheeks.
Why?
No nightmare lingered. No fragmented memory. No reason for this hollow weight pressing against yoribs—s, heavy and unshakable.
You swallowed hard, forcing it down. It had to be exhaustion.
Last night—Apollo—the endless music, the warmth of his presence, the way his voice wrapped around you like sunlight. Maybe it had drained you more than you realized.
That had to be it.
Letting out a slow breath, you swung your legs over the bed, pressing your feet to the cool floor to ground yourself. The lingering haze clung to your mind as you stretched, muscles heavier than usual—but not unpleasantly so.
Moving toward the water basin in the corner, you caught a glimpse of yourself in the polished bronze mirror.
You looked... different.
Not in any obvious way. But something about the morning light—it kissed your skin, lingered a little too long, like it knew you. Like it belonged to you.
You shook the thought away.
Instead, you focused on the familiar routine of washing up, letting the cold water shock your system awake. As you dressed, an unconscious hum slipped from your lips.
A hymn.
To Apollo.
Your fingers stilled on the fabric of your tunic, the sound of your own voice catching you off guard. You hadn't meant to hum it. Hadn't even thought about it. Yet it had come so naturally.
A warmth settled in your chest—gentle, knowing.
You ignored it, shaking the feeling off as you adjusted your clothes and made your way to the door. Whatever last night had meant, it was over. It was morning, and you had things to do.
Taking a steadying breath, you pulled open the door—
Only to nearly walk straight into Callias.
The two of you froze, eyes locking in mutual surprise.
Callias stood mid-motion, one hand raised as if about to knock, the other balancing a small wooden tray. A simple meal rested on top—freshly cut fruit, a bit of cheese, some olives. The kind of food you might have grabbed between chores or on the way to the queen's chambers.
You blinked. He blinked back.
A beat of silence stretched between you before Callias let out a quiet chuckle, a lopsided grin pulling at his lips.
"Well, hello, sleepyhead," he teased, tilting his head slightly. "What made you so tired?"
The question caught you off guard. Your mind scrambled for an answer—one that made sense because how could you possibly explain it? That you'd spent the night with Apollo himself, playing for him, singing for him, lost in melodies that dimmed the stars?
So instead, you settled for something vague.
"You wouldn't believe me," you muttered, shaking your head.
Callias raised an eyebrow, smirk deepening. "Wouldn't I?" he challenged, leaning against the doorframe, eyes glinting with lazy amusement. "You were asleep almost all day."
Your breath caught.
"...What?"
Callias laughed, clearly amused by your reaction. "Yeah, it's almost noon," he said casually, shifting the tray so he could gesture toward the hallway.
The words hit like a stone sinking in water, dragging down into something deep and unsteady.
Noon?
You had gone to sleep just before dawn—only a few hours ago. At least, that's what you thought. You remembered the sky still dark when you finally lay down, Apollo's presence still lingering as you drifted off.
And now... it was noon?
You must have frozen completely because Callias chuckled again, though this time, curiosity edged into his amusement.
"Yeah, you were out," he continued. "But no worries. Prince Telemachus told the king and queen at breakfast that you'd be taking the morning off, so no one's disturbed you."
Telemachus?
Your thoughts whirled, struggling to keep up. You hadn't asked for the morning off. But... he had done it for you? Had gone out of his way to make sure no one expected anything from you after last night?
Something warm and strange settled in your chest, but it was quickly buried beneath the lingering shock.
"Are you okay?" Callias asked, his teasing tone dipping into something softer.
You forced a nod, though your thoughts still spun. "Yeah... just—didn't realize how tired I was."
Not a lie. Not entirely.
Callias studied you for a beat, sharp eyes scanning like he was debating whether to pry. But then, just as quickly, his usual carefree grin returned as he held out the tray. "Well, here, eat something. You probably need it after hibernating."
You took the tray with a small nod of thanks, though your mind was still sluggish, trying to catch up. So much had happened—Apollo, Cleo, your parents, everything—and yet, in reality, it had all been just one day.
The realization made your head spin.
Your body still carried the exhaustion of the Underworld, the weight of divine revelation pressing into your bones. Time had been strange since you entered the Underworld, slipping through your fingers like sand. But even then, you had never slept for so long.
"Anyway, I actually came to tell you about Venus tonight." Callias' grin widened, eyes gleaming with excitement.
You blinked, thrown by the shift. "Venus?"
"Yeah," he nodded, his enthusiasm infectious. "It'll be at its brightest tonight. The whole town is talking about it. Perfectly clear skies, the kind of thing you have to see."
Your fingers tightened slightly around the tray as something twisted deep in your chest—not unpleasant, but unexpected.
Venus.
A memory surfaced unbidden, breaking through the fog.
"Tomorrow night, Venus will be at its brightest," Telemachus had said, voice quieter than usual. "It lights up the sky like a beacon. I... was thinking—if you'd like, you could... join me?"
The way he had looked at you then—hopeful, hesitant—made your heart clench.
But before you could answer, Andreia had appeared.
Her presence had shattered the moment, her voice dripping with familiarity as she touched Telemachus' arm, claiming his attention like it was hers to take. He had turned to her, torn between duty and whatever had just passed between you.
And just like that, the offer had been swept away.
You had almost forgotten. Or maybe you had forced yourself to.
Callias' voice pulled you back to the present before you could spiral too deep.
"I was thinking we could go together," he said, his eagerness cutting through the weight pressing in your chest. "It's supposed to be stunning, and I don't want to go alone."
You hesitated, emotions warring inside you.
A part of you—a small, ugly part—wanted to refuse. To lock yourself away in your room and ignore the ache curling inside your chest. To pretend none of this mattered.
But another part of you—the part that refused to let Andreia's callousness dictate your choices—wanted to go.
What did it matter if Telemachus was watching Venus with Andreia?
What did it really matter?
You looked up at Callias, his expectant expression so open, so easy. Unlike Telemachus, who carried the weight of a kingdom on his shoulders, Callias was light. No burdens, no expectations. Just here, grinning at you like nothing was complicated at all.
And maybe, for tonight, you needed that.
You took a breath, shoving the ache of Telemachus and Andreia down. Letting it settle beneath the surface.
"Alright," you said, forcing a small smile. "I'll go."
Callias' grin widened, his whole face lighting up. "Perfect! I'll meet you in the square after sunset."
You nodded, watching as he stepped back with an easy wave before disappearing down the corridor, leaving you alone with your thoughts.
The tray in your hands felt heavier than before.
Exhaling slowly, you closed the door behind you and turned back into your room.
For the first time in what felt like days, you had plans. Not with Telemachus. Not with duty pressing against your back.
But with someone who simply wanted to enjoy the stars.
And maybe, just maybe, that was exactly what you needed.
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As the day stretched on, you noticed something felt off.
It wasn't something you could name—not fully.
It started the moment you woke, lingering at the edges of your mind like the remnants of a dream you couldn't quite grasp. The air felt heavier, the familiar scents of the palace—sea salt, aged stone, fresh linens—were sharper, more defined, as if you were experiencing them for the first time.
At first, you brushed it off—exhaustion, the weight of yesterday, your mind still catching up to the reality that had shifted beneath your feet.
But as the hours passed, the feeling didn't fade.
If anything, it grew stronger.
Every sound, every color, every sensation felt amplified, as if you had been seeing the world through a veil this entire time, and now, without warning, it had been ripped away.
Something had changed.
You had changed.
But you couldn't explain how.
And you weren't sure if you were ready to.
The sky had darkened by the time you made your way down to the courtyard, the last streaks of twilight fading into the deep indigo of night. Stars pricked through the heavens like scattered embers, and in the east, Venus shone the brightest—a beacon against the endless dark.
You exhaled, wrapping your shawl tighter around your shoulders.
Tonight was simple. Meet Callias. Watch Venus. Let the night be just a night.
This was fine. You were fine.
You weren't thinking about the way Apollo had looked at you like you were his to cherish, weren't thinking about the way Telemachus had asked you to see Venus with him, only for Andreia to steal that moment away.
No. You weren't thinking about any of that.
Tonight was different.
Tonight, you had Callias.
And yet, as you approached the courtyard, your steps slowed.
Something stirred in the distance.
Not Callias—not yet.
Beyond the stone archway, at the entrance to the palace grounds, a small caravan was being prepared.
Horses shifted under the weight of their bridles, their breath visible in the cool night air. Royal attendants moved with practiced efficiency, adjusting saddles, tightening straps, securing supplies. Lanterns flickered, casting long, wavering shadows against the stone walls.
You didn't have to wonder who it was for.
Then, you saw them.
Telemachus and Andreia stood just beyond the main path, illuminated by the soft golden glow of the torches.
Your breath hitched—just for a moment.
She stood close to Telemachus. Too close.
Her fingers barely grazed his arm, but the touch lingered. She was speaking, head tilted just so, lips curved in an easy, confident smile. The way she looked at him—like she knew she was the center of his attention, like she expected it—made your stomach churn.
But it was Telemachus' expression that truly caught you.
He wasn't smiling.
His posture was stiff, hands clasped tightly in front of him. He nodded as she spoke, but his gaze flickered—to the ground, to the attendants, to the caravan. Anywhere but her.
Anywhere but here.
It was the same look he wore when he was enduring something he didn't want but knew he couldn't refuse.
You should have looked away.
You should have kept walking, let the night unfold as it was meant to—without letting yourself drown in the weight of something you couldn't change.
But you didn't.
Something about them—the almost-blue of her dress, the tension in his shoulders, the way the torches illuminated them like a portrait painted in gold—held you there.
This was what could have been yours.
But it wasn't.
Not anymore.
A cool breeze brushed past, making you pull your shawl tighter, and for the briefest moment, you let yourself feel it.
The ache.
The loss.
The quiet, unbearable knowing that whatever had existed between you and Telemachus—that unspoken, fragile thing—was now on the verge of shambles.
And then—
"___!"
The voice snapped you out of your thoughts, light and familiar.
You turned, blinking quickly as Callias strode into view, his usual easy grin in place. He looked effortlessly put together, as always—his brown curls tousled from the wind, a thin gold chain catching the torchlight at his throat.
Behind you, the caravan began to move—horses led forward, wheels creaking against the stone path as the procession disappeared into the night.
Telemachus and Andreia turned as well, their figures half-illuminated in the shifting glow.
And for just a second—a single, fleeting second—Telemachus' gaze found yours.
Your breath caught.
Something flickered across his face—something unreadable, something buried too deep to name.
But then, just as quickly, he looked away, shifting his attention back to Andreia as she spoke.
And that was that.
Callias came to a stop beside you, watching the caravan fade into the dark before turning back to you with an amused tilt of his head.
"You were staring," he noted, teasing but light. "Do I even need to ask why?"
You swallowed, forcing a small, dismissive smile. "Not at all."
He studied you for a moment, his usual playfulness tempered by something quieter, more knowing. But whatever he wanted to say, he held back. Instead, he threw an arm over your shoulders, tugging you lightly toward the garden terraces.
"Good thing I'm here to rescue you from your thoughts," he said cheerfully. "Come on, we have stars to see. And I, for one, refuse to let you mope under a sky this clear."
You let out a soft laugh, shaking your head, and fell into step beside him.
The night stretched before you, open and endless, the sky above glittering with stars.
.☆.
.✩.
.☆.
By the time you and Callias reached the stargazing spot, both of you were panting slightly, the climb steeper than expected. The winding paths of Ithaca weren't anything new to you, but under the cover of night—with the occasional loose stone threatening to send you tumbling—it felt far more treacherous than it should have.
Callias let out a dramatic huff beside you, swiping his curls away from his forehead with the back of his hand. "You know," he started, breath coming in short bursts, "for an island, Ithaca sure has an ungodly amount of hills."
You let out a breathless laugh. "One would think being surrounded by the sea would make it flatter," you teased, shaking your head.
"Exactly!" Callias threw his hands up. "Mountains? Fine. Valleys? Sure. But this?" He gestured vaguely at the incline you'd just conquered, his frustration exaggerated enough to make you laugh again.
The cool night air brushed against your skin, and as you finally lifted your gaze, the sight before you made the ache in your legs seem like a small price to pay.
The stargazing area had been arranged with far more preparation than you'd expected. Ithaca, despite its deep-rooted love for land and sky, didn't typically host large stargazing gatherings. Most preferred quiet moments, watching from their own homes, sharing the night with close friends or family.
But this—this was different.
The clearing had been carefully prepared, no doubt orchestrated by Andreia herself. Blankets covered the grass while small wooden trays sat between each seating arrangement, filled with fresh figs, olives, and honeyed almonds.
Lanterns lined the outskirts, casting a warm, flickering glow—just enough to move around without overpowering the brilliance of the stars.
Already, a handful of servants from both Bronte and Ithaca had settled in, chatting in hushed voices, adjusting their seats. Others lingered by the edges, watching as the last of the caravan settled into place.
It was beautiful, you had to admit, even if it left a strange weight in your chest.
Your gaze instinctively drifted skyward, drawn by habit and expectation. But instead of the vast, glittering expanse of stars you had imagined, drifting clouds veiled the heavens. The familiar constellations flickered faintly behind them, their shapes blurred and broken, swallowed and revealed in slow-moving patterns.
It wasn't unusual for clouds to pass through, but it felt almost... untimely. As though the heavens had drawn a curtain over something you were meant to see.
Your lips parted slightly, brows knitting as you scanned the sky, searching—searching for the one light you had been waiting for.
Venus should have been visible by now.
Yet, for a long, stretching moment, it was nowhere to be found.
A pang of disappointment nudged at your ribs, though you weren't sure why. It was just a planet, just another celestial body tracing its path through the heavens. And yet...
"Don't tell we crawled up this hill for a cloudy sky," Callias groaned beside you, following your gaze with a half-hearted glare at the heavens. He crossed his arms, tapping his fingers against his sleeve. "If Venus is hiding after all that effort, I'm taking it as a personal betrayal."
You let out a small, breathy laugh, though your fingers unconsciously tightened at your sides.
"Just wait," you murmured, more to yourself than to him. "It'll show."
Callias barely gave you a moment before grabbing your wrist, tugging you toward a group already seated near the edge of the gathering. "C'mon," he grinned, excitement buzzing in his tone. "There are a few people I want you to meet."
You let him lead you, weaving through clusters of people, careful not to step too close to the edge of the hill.
Your nerves kicked in when you realized where he was taking you—to a Brontean group, already settled comfortably in a small circle.
Three figures—two women and one man—looked up as Callias approached, their faces illuminated by the soft lantern glow.
The first woman, a foreign-looking girl with deep brown skin framed by a golden-wrapped headscarf, was the first to notice you. Her dark eyes flickered with curiosity, lips twitching in amusement as she nudged the girl beside her.
The second woman—lighter in complexion, black curls tumbling over her shoulders, an air of quiet confidence around her—lifted her gaze from a bowl of figs, sharp blue eyes assessing you quickly.
The man, broad-shouldered with a trimmed beard and golden rings adorning his fingers, smirked as Callias approached.
"If it isn't Ithaca's favorite socialite," he teased, shifting slightly to make room.
Callias rolled his eyes but grinned, tugging you closer. "Everyone, this is ____, the newest addition to my very selective circle of friends."
The woman with the golden scarf hummed, tilting her head. "So this is the one Callias won't shut up about," she mused. "Well, aren't you a pretty lamb ready for slaughter?"
You blinked, caught off guard, while Callias groaned dramatically, shooting her an unimpressed look.
"Asta, that's not how we greet people."
The woman—Asta—shrugged, entirely unbothered. "I think it is."
The dark-haired woman smirked, leaning forward. "You have been talking about her a lot, Cal," she admitted, popping a fig into her mouth.
Callias nudged her foot. "I do have other things to talk about, you know."
"Sure," the man chuckled. "Like wine. And how much you hate horses."
Callias narrowed his eyes. "You're all terrible. Scooch over, we're sitting."
With a dramatic sigh, Asta made room, and Callias pulled you down beside him, flashing you a quick wink before turning back to the group.
The dark-haired woman studied you for a moment before offering a smooth smile. "I'm Lysandra," she introduced herself. "Lady Andreia's personal attendant."
Your breath hitched slightly, but you nodded, keeping your expression neutral.
Lysandra seemed to catch your hesitation because she leaned in slightly, lowering her voice. "Don't worry," she murmured, amusement flickering in her gaze. "I'm not here to test your loyalty or anything. Honestly, I'm just here for the stars and good company."
You offered a small smile, though your stomach still twisted uncomfortably.
Beside her, the man stretched, letting out a small sigh as he adjusted the rings on his fingers.
"And I'm Kieran," he said. "Bronte's Treasury Overseer and resident merchant-troublemaker. Whatever you need, I can find it—for a price, of course." His grin was easygoing, but his eyes were sharp, something calculated beneath the charm.
"And I," Asta cut in, her accent unfamiliar, "am just Asta. No fancy titles, no noble houses. Just a wandering soul who somehow ended up in Bronte."
You nodded, feeling slightly overwhelmed by the sheer presence of them all.
Callias, sensing your nerves, nudged you lightly.
"Relax," he whispered. "They don't bite." He paused, side-eyeing Asta, who merely raised an eyebrow. "Most of them don't."
That pulled a small, reluctant laugh from you, easing some of the tension in your chest.
Kieran, always one to seize an opportunity, leaned back on his hands with a grin. "So, Callias," he drawled, stretching his legs out in front of him. "What exactly have you been up to? It feels like we haven't seen you in ages."
Callias scoffed, waving him off. "You literally saw me earlier today. At lunch. And at dinner."
Asta snorted, shaking her head. "You mean we saw you grab a bite before immediately disappearing."
Lysandra smirked, adding in smoothly. "And even when you do stay, you can't stop talking about your new bestie." She glanced at you teasingly, amusement glimmering in her green eyes. "It's honestly kind of cute."
You blinked, caught between mild shock and embarrassment. Callias? Talking about you?
Callias groaned loudly, tossing his head back in dramatic exasperation. "Oh, for the love of the gods—" He shot Lysandra a playfully betrayed look. "You're all just mad I finally found someone who appreciates my charm."
Asta smirked. "Or someone who hasn't yet figured out how exhausting you are."
Laughter rippled through the group, warm and easy, and despite the lingering tension in your chest, you couldn't help but smile.
Callias placed a hand over his heart, dramatically wounded. "If this is how you're gonna treat me, then I'm leaving."
"No, you're not," Kieran said, rolling his eyes. "You wouldn't dare leave your bestie behind."
Callias grumbled something under his breath, but his grin gave him away. He leaned back onto his elbows, shaking his head in mock defeat.
Asta, still watching you with sharp curiosity, tilted her head. "So, ____," she said, smoothly bringing you into the conversation. "What's it like working under Ithaca's rule?"
Kieran perked up beside her, nudging Lysandra with his elbow. "Yeah! How's the pay? I might switch over."
Lysandra swatted his arm without looking. "You wouldn't last a week in Ithaca."
You smiled, feeling a little more at ease. "It's... not bad," you admitted, adjusting the fabric of your tunic as you as you considered your answer. "The royal family is warmer than most would expect."
Asta arched a brow, intrigued. "Warmer, huh?"
You nodded. "It wasn't always like this," you said, your voice softening in thought. "Before King Odysseus returned, things were... tense. The palace felt like it was holding its breath. The queen was strong, but the suitors brought uncertainty. It was hard to feel secure."
Your fingers traced absent patterns into your sleeve. "But ever since the king came home, things have been different. There's a new kind of peace in Ithaca. He's fair but firm. He sees people, not just titles."
Kieran hummed, considering. "Not bad," he mused. "Maybe I should switch over."
Lysandra groaned and flicked an olive at him. He barely dodged it. "Oh, shut up."
Then, she turned her gaze toward you, curiosity glinting in her eyes. "So, ____, what's he really like?"
You blinked, caught off guard. "Who?"
"The great King Odysseus, of course," she clarified. "Word of his return spread all the way to Bronte. Everyone was talking about it—the king who defeated death itself to come home."
Asta hummed in agreement. "It's a big reason why we're here, actually. Along with the whole Prince Andros situation, of course."
At the mention of Andros, a shadow flickered across Kieran's face before he scoffed.
"The 'Andros situation'—what a polite fucking way to put it," he muttered, voice edged with sarcasm. He stretched his legs out, leaning back on his hands. "More like the clean-up of a fool. Serves him right."
Asta shot him a warning look. "Careful," she said, voice even but pointed. "Someone might overhear and snitch to the princess."
Kieran rolled his eyes. "Oh, please. We're not in Bronte, Asta. What's she gonna do? Have me executed in Ithaca?"
Asta arched a brow, adjusting her seat. "No. But the way she's moving... she might find a way eventually."
Kieran's smirk faded into a scowl. He exhaled sharply through his nose, shaking his head. "Yeah. What a fast one, the princess is," he muttered, irritation laced through his voice.
Then, his sharp gaze flicked to you.
"Speaking of which," he said, tilting his head. "What have you heard on your end?"
You blinked. "Pardon?"
Kieran leaned forward slightly, his eyes glinting with intrigue. "C'mon. We're not gonna snitch. I just mean, what rumors have you heard? About Princess Andreia? About your prince?" he urged, tilting his head toward the clearing, subtly motioning with his hand.
Your chest tightened at the phrasing—your prince—before following his gesture, your gaze landing on the opposite side of the clearing, where the best seats for stargazing had been arranged.
Andreia sat in a broad wooden chair—one brought just for her—an ornate cushion beneath her to keep her comfortable on the rocky ground. She was speaking to Telemachus, lips curved into an easy, knowing smile. Her hands moved lightly as she spoke, graceful, practiced, but her expression betrayed little true emotion.
Telemachus, however, wasn't looking at her.
His face remained calm, polite. But his eyes were already fixed skyward, waiting for the clouds to part and reveal Venus. His fingers tapped absently against his knee, his mind clearly elsewhere.
You weren't sure why you kept watching him. Maybe it was the way his expression barely changed, the way his body sat there—composed, proper—while his hands betrayed his thoughts. The rhythmic tapping against his knee, the quiet inhale through his nose every few moments, the way his shoulders never fully relaxed despite Andreia's presence.
As if a memory had been scraped to the surface, Callias' words returned with startling clarity.
"One of Andreia's personal attendants let something slip... Apparently, she's been in talks to form political alliances between Bronte and Ithaca."
Your stomach tightened.
How long had it been since he told you that? A week? A day? Less? Everything that had happened—the Underworld, Apollo, your own unraveling—had swallowed your focus so completely that you had forgotten.
Just how much had she accomplished in that time?
Had she already planted her roots deeper into Ithaca's court? Had she secured her place by his side while you were tangled in your own problems, failing to notice?
Your fingers curled slightly against the fabric of your tunic.
What has she gained while I wasn't paying attention?
The thought made your skin crawl.
Not because of duty. Not because of political maneuvering—those had always existed, always shaped the lives of the powerful.
No, what unsettled you was Andreia herself.
"...the way she's moving... she might find a way eventually."
Asta's words echoed fresh in your mind, sharp and foreboding.
And the truth was, she was right.
Andreia wasn't just here to bask in Ithaca's hospitality. She wasn't lingering at Telemachus' side out of passing interest.
She was moving.
Every smile, every carefully placed word, every touch Telemachus never stopped—she was shifting the board, playing the game.
Your lips pressed into a thin line as your gaze lingered on her.
The dress she wore tonight was a lighter seafoam blue, not green—a color closer to Ithaca's than Bronte's. A subtle change, but deliberate. A symbol of someone adjusting, assimilating. She was embedding herself within Ithaca's court, reshaping her image to make it easier for others to see her as belonging here.
Beside its prince.
Your eyes flicked back to him.
His hands had gone still, resting idly against his knee. His face was polite, but distant.
Waiting for the clouds to move.
Not looking at her.
Your grip loosened slightly.
For all of Andreia's efforts, for all of her presence—
Telemachus was not looking at her.
He was looking up.
And for just a moment, you let yourself believe—maybe Asta was wrong.
Maybe, no matter how much Andreia tried to weave herself into his world, she would never truly have him.
You opened your mouth, ready to answer Kieran—to say something, maybe that you weren't sure, that you hadn't heard anything worth repeating.
But before you could get a word out—
A half-eaten fig flew across the blanket and smacked Kieran in the shoulder.
"Gods, do you lot even know how to ask a normal question?" Callias huffed, stretching out lazily as if he hadn't just launched fruit at someone. "What ever happened to 'Hey, ____! What'' your favorite color?' Or 'Wow, that's a nice shawl, where'd you get it?' You know—questions that don't make people think they're about to be interrogated."
Kieran let out an exaggerated sigh, dramatically rubbing his shoulder as if the fig had done any real damage. "Callias, you are insufferable."
"Selfish," Lysandra agreed, shaking her head in mock disappointment.
"So selfish," Asta echoed, plucking the remains of the fig from where it had rolled onto the blanket and tossing it at Callias in retaliation. He dodged effortlessly, flashing them a smug grin.
"You're all just mad that I have social skills," Callias shot back, wagging a finger at them.
"You mean the skills of an annoying little brother," Lysandra muttered.
Kieran rolled his eyes and turned back to you. "This is the first Ithacan servant we've actually had a chance to talk to since being here—ever—and he want us to waste time with trivial nonsense?" He shot Callias a pointed look before glancing back at you. "I, for one, think we should make good use of the opportunity."
That... surprised you.
"You've... never spoken to any of the other servants?" you asked, hesitantly. "Is it... forbidden?"
The moment the words left your lips, the energy around the group shifted. A brief, noticeable silence settled, the once-playful air turning heavier, more serious.
Asta was the first to break it. "Not explicitly," she admitted, rolling a small olive between her fingers. "But it's an unwritten rule for Brontes not to be too communicative with outsiders."
Lysandra nodded, leaning back on her hands. "It's about presenting an image—one of strength, unity. The less our servants talk, the more disciplined and devoted our homeland appears to others. It's..." She hesitated, then settled on, "A way to maintain control, I suppose."
Kieran, however, scoffed loudly, completely unimpressed. "It's bullshit is what it is. The whole thing's designed to make us miserable. Keeps us longing for home, thinking about how much better we had it before leaving." His jaw tensed slightly, and for the first time since meeting him, there was no teasing in his voice—just frustration.
Asta arched a brow, a slow smirk tugging at her lips. "You've been awfully bold lately, Kieran." She propped her chin on her hand, eyes gleaming with amusement. "What happened to the perfect, quiet little merchant's son from Bronte?"
Kieran shot her an unimpressed glare. "He got a taste of freedom—of Ithaca—and now he's got a spine," he retorted dryly. Then, as if flipping a switch, his expression brightened.
"Oh! Tadros is passing out wine!"
He practically jolted upright, pointing toward the far end of the clearing before turning to Lysandra and tugging her arm. "Come on! Let's go before all the good stuff's gone!"
Lysandra rolled her eyes, though a faint smile played at her lips. "Fine, you child," she muttered, already getting to her feet.
Asta followed suit, stretching her arms above her head. "I'll help carry enough back for everyone," she said before shooting a smirk at Kieran. "Not that you'd be any help with that."
"You wound me," Kieran gasped, clutching his chest dramatically before grinning and leading the way toward the group of Bronte servants gathered around the wine.
As they walked off, you exhaled slowly, the weight of the conversation still lingering. The laughter and chatter faded into the background, leaving only the quiet hum of the night and the distant murmur of the gathering around the wine.
You turned toward Callias, curiosity—and unease—pressing against your chest too strongly to ignore.
"Is it really true?" you asked, voice quieter now that it was just the two of you. "That Bronte's servants aren't allowed to speak to Ithacans?"
Callias glanced at you, his expression unreadable for a moment before letting out a soft chuckle, shaking his head.
"Yeah, it's true," he admitted. "At least, that's how it's supposed to be."
Leaning back on his hands, he tilted his head toward the sky, his face thoughtful. "But I've never been one to stick to all the rules—especially not when the princess herself is out here making 'alliances.'" His lips curled into a knowing smirk, but there was something else behind it. Something tired.
His words made your stomach twist. You hesitated before asking carefully, "Have you... gotten into trouble because of... me?"
The smirk faltered—just for a second. It was quick, barely noticeable, but you caught it before he forced an easy grin back into place.
He shrugged, brushing invisible dust from his tunic as if the question meant nothing. "Of course not," he said lightly. "Like Kieran said, what could she do to us here? This isn't Bronte."
For some reason, you didn't believe him.
But instead of pressing the issue, you simply nodded in quiet acceptance. Maybe it was better not to know.
A flicker of movement caught your attention from the corner of your eye. A Bronte servant approached, their steps quick but measured, head slightly bowed as they reached Callias.
"The princess has requested your presence," they said in a hushed voice. "She wants you near her... and to play the panpipes."
A brief, loaded silence followed.
Callias didn't move at first, absorbing the words. Then, without hesitation, he gave a short nod. "Of course," he said, voice neutral. The servant inclined their head and disappeared back into the gathering like a shadow.
Once they were gone, Callias let out a long sigh, running a hand through his hair. "Well. That's that," he muttered, exhaling sharply before turning back to you. "Sorry, ____."
"You don't have to apologize, Callias," you assured him, offering a small smile. "She would've noticed you were here sooner or later anyway."
His gaze lingered on you for a moment, as if debating whether to say something more. Then, instead of dwelling on it, he grinned—though it didn't quite reach his eyes.
"You're right," he said. "Still—kind of a shame. I was having fun."
You chuckled softly. "Me too."
Callias stood, stretching his arms above his head before rolling out his shoulders. "Tell you what," he said, glancing down at you with a playful tilt of his head. "Tomorrow, let's hang out. No princess, no obligations—just a normal, rule-breaking Bronte servant and his new bestie."
The casual way he said it made you smile. "Alright," you agreed, nudging his foot with yours. "Tomorrow, then."
His grin widened before he took a step back. "Great. I'll come find you."
With that, he turned, heading toward the main gathering—toward Andreia, who was waiting.
You watched him go, the easy energy he always carried feeling just a little heavier tonight. As he disappeared into the crowd, you let out a small breath, shaking off the weight of it all.
Tomorrow.
That was something to look forward to.
But tonight wasn't over just yet.
Before you could dwell too much on Callias' departure, the sound of approaching footsteps pulled you back to the present.
Kieran, Lysandra, and Asta returned, carrying a few clay cups of wine between them. Kieran was the first to plop down beside you, exhaling like he'd just completed some impossible task. Lysandra and Asta followed, setting down a small flask with the remaining wine.
Asta's sharp eyes swept over the circle, immediately picking up on the absence.
"Where's Callias?" she asked, brow furrowing.
You hesitated, then sighed. "Princess Andreia sent for him."
That was all it took for the mood to drop.
Asta's mouth tightened into a thin line. Kieran scoffed, shaking his head as he handed you a cup of wine, and Lysandra sighed heavily, settling in beside Asta.
Kieran took a swig from his cup, grumbling, "Figures. The four of us finally get some time together, and she takes him. As always." He rubbed a hand down his face, exasperated.
Asta hummed in agreement. "It's no different than back home," she said, swirling her wine before taking a small sip. She turned to Lysandra. "Does she ever talk about why she loves picking on Callias so much?"
Lysandra frowned, clearly considering the question before shaking her head. "I'm not sure," she admitted. "Since we've come to Ithaca, I haven't been as close to her. It's not like before."
Kieran clicked his tongue. "Bet she caught on," he muttered, stretching his legs out in front of him. "Or another servant ratted them out. You know how Bronte royals are when they travel. They love pitting their servants against each other."
His words struck something in you, but before you could dwell on it, his gaze flickered to you. His expression softened slightly, the usual sharpness easing.
"Hey," he said, nudging your arm with his elbow. "I just wanna say—if we made you uncomfortable earlier, I'm sorry. We can be... a bit much."
You blinked, then quickly shook your head. "No, it's alright. I wasn't uncomfortable," you reassured, offering a small smile. "It was nice... getting to talk to others."
Lysandra tilted her head, watching you for a moment before speaking.
"I know you were mostly here for Callias," she said gently. "And you might not be comfortable around the rest of us just yet—but we did enjoy getting to know you." She paused, then smiled. "Hopefully, we'll get to do it again."
Something about the sincerity in her voice made your chest warm slightly. You nodded, gratitude settling in your bones. "I'd like that," you admitted.
After that, you excused yourself, stretching as you stood. The others bid you a casual farewell, already shifting their conversation elsewhere.
You wandered a short distance away, their chatter fading into the background as you searched for a quieter spot. Then, finally, you found it.
A ledge.
It wasn't far from where they sat, but it felt separate enough to offer some peace. The land sloped downward slightly before opening to a ledge overlooking the sea. You made your way toward it, the faint salt of the ocean thick in the cool night air.
Settling down, you placed your cup beside you, the clay cool against the stone.
Below, the waves crashed against the cliffs, the water an endless abyss of dark blue and silver, illuminated only by the moonlight breaking through scattered clouds. The distant roar of the sea filled the silence, steady and unrelenting, constant and unfazed by mortal worries.
Above, the sky stretched wide, stars blinking in and out as the clouds drifted lazily. Orion and Perseus had already emerged, their familiar figures standing boldly in the heavens.
But Venus—
Venus was still hidden.
You sighed softly, watching as the clouds shifted, waiting.
The wind carried the scent of salt and damp earth, the waves below crashing rhythmically against the cliffs. Above, the thinning clouds slowly unveiled the vast cosmos, stars flickering into view one by one. The night stretched endless—vast—as if you were floating somewhere between the sky and the sea, caught in a strange, quiet stillness.
You traced the familiar constellations absently, mind drifting, thoughts slipping into a hazy blur—until a voice cut through the quiet.
"Now, now. Sitting all alone, looking all broody? You're gonna make me think you're lonely."
You barely smothered the startled yelp that nearly escaped, your hand flying to cover your mouth. Heart hammering, you turned sharply to your left, only to find—
Hermes.
The god lounged beside you as if he'd been there the whole time, one knee propped up, chin resting lazily against his palm. His golden eyes gleamed with mischief, lips curled into a lopsided grin that spelled nothing but trouble.
"Gods," you whispered breathlessly, pressing a hand to your chest in a feeble attempt to slow your racing heart.
Hermes chuckled, straightening slightly. "Startled you?"
You shot him a look, still trying to calm your nerves. "Just a little," you muttered, exhaling through your nose.
"Good." He winked, stretching his arms behind his head. "I'd hate to think I'm losing my touch."
You shook your head, resisting the urge to roll your eyes. But before you could respond, Hermes tilted his head, his grin turning sly.
"Speaking of trouble..." he drawled, voice dipping into something playfully accusatory. "Aren't you a little troublemaker? What happened to 'Don't get into trouble without me'? I leave you alone for one afternoon, and you almost get me singed by Hades."
You winced at the reminder, guilt pooling in your stomach. "Ah..." You scratched at your cheek, looking away. "Sorry about that. I—I really didn't mean to—"
Hermes let out a bark of laughter, waving off your apology with an easy flick of his wrist. "No worries. Lucky for you, Persephone made sure you wouldn't get any punishments. Even Hades liked you a little—but don't expect him to admit it."
Your eyebrows lifted. "Hades?"
"Mhm." Hermes leaned in slightly, eyes gleaming with interest. "I gotta say, I'm impressed. How did you do it? I was all set to be the one escorting your soul when your time came, and yet, here you are. Breathing. Living." He made a dramatic gesture with his hands. "Existing."
You cleared your throat, turning your gaze back out to sea as you scratched your chin, recalling the moment. "I, uh... just repeated the phrase you whispered to me. The one about the threshold."
Hermes blinked. Once. Twice.
"That's it?"
You nodded.
He stared for another beat before leaning back with an amused hum, tapping a finger against his chin.
"Huh."
Silence stretched between you, the waves below filling the space with their rhythmic crash. You weren't sure if Hermes was still mulling over your words or simply enjoying the way you squirmed under his unreadable gaze.
Then, his lips curled into a smirk, golden eyes glinting with mischief.
"Besides that, a little birdie told me you've learned of your favor to my insufferable big brother." He gave a dramatic sigh, running a hand through his curls as if the thought physically pained him. "Congratulations, little musician. You're officially tied to one of the most dramatic gods on Olympus. And that's saying something."
You couldn't help the small smile tugging at your lips. "Thank you," you murmured, though something about his words stirred an uncomfortable thought in the back of your mind.
Favor of a god.
Cleo's voice slithered through your memories like a whisper in the dark.
"You have everything, ____. The favor of a prince, the favor of a god. Do you even realize how selfish you are?"
Your stomach twisted. The cold breeze suddenly felt sharper against your skin. You fidgeted, clearing your throat to steady your voice.
"Hermes," you started hesitantly, shifting to fully face him. "Could you... help me with something?"
His brows lifted slightly, amusement softening into curiosity. "Of course. I am very helpful, you know."
You hesitated, heart pounding. The words felt heavy in your throat, but after everything—Cleo, the Underworld, Telemachus—you needed an answer. Even if you weren't sure you'd like it.
Taking a slow breath, you forced the words out.
"Was I... supposed to die?"
Hermes froze.
It was brief—a flicker, a second of unnatural stillness—but you caught it. His smirk faltered, his body tensed ever so slightly before he quickly masked it with a scoff.
"Where on earth did you get that idea?" he asked, tilting his head with an easy grin that didn't quite reach his eyes.
You shifted under his gaze, suddenly embarrassed. "I—I don't know," you admitted, gripping the fabric of your clothes. "It's just... things have been strange lately. And Cleo—" You swallowed hard. "She said it. That it was supposed to be me down there. And when I asked Polites, he just told me to ask you."
But you weren't done. The thoughts had already started unraveling, spilling from your lips before you could stop them.
"And then Telemachus—he said favors never end well. That they come with consequences. And what if this is mine? What if—" Your breath hitched, words tumbling out too fast, chest tightening with something raw and unspoken. "What if I was supposed to die, and Apollo changed it? What if I was never meant to be here at all?"
Your voice cracked, and you clenched your jaw, willing yourself to calm down. But the fear had already crept in, clawing up your spine, coiling in your stomach. It had been lurking in the background all day, shadowing every thought, every breath. And now, as you finally voiced it, the weight of it nearly crushed you.
Your heart pounded against your ribs, the cold air too thin, too sharp. You curled in slightly, gripping your arms to ground yourself as a quiet tremble ran through your limbs.
Then, warm fingers pressed gently against the top of your head.
A strange sensation rushed over you—soft, golden warmth eased the tightness in your chest, smoothing over the edges of your nerves. Your shoulders relaxed before you could stop them, the tension draining from your body like water slipping through your fingers.
You blinked up at him, wide-eyed.
Hermes huffed, a fond smile tugging at the corner of his lips as he ruffled your hair like you were a child fretting over nothing. "There we go," he murmured. "No need for all that panic, little musician."
You exhaled shakily, realizing just how fast your heart had been racing. The warmth from his touch settled deep in your chest, lingering like sunlight after a storm.
Hermes watched you for a moment, then clicked his tongue, shaking his head with a smirk. "Look at you. All teary-eyed." He leaned in, swiping away a stray tear with his thumb before you'd even noticed it was there.
The touch was quick, fleeting—but it sent a shiver through you nonetheless.
"Unfortunately," he continued, tone lighter now, "that particular question is a little outside my jurisdiction."
You frowned. "What do you mean?"
"I mean, my dear little mortal," he said, tapping your nose playfully, "whether or not you were meant to die is Apollo's business, not mine."
Your heart sank. "So you don't know?"
"Oh, I probably do," he teased, grinning when you huffed. "But that's a family secret, you see. Divine intervention and all that."
You opened your mouth to protest, but he raised a finger, cutting you off.
"What I can promise you, though," he said, voice dipping into something softer, more certain, "is that you don't have to worry about dying anytime soon."
Your breath caught at the quiet sincerity in his words.
He tilted his head, studying you for a moment before his smirk returned, gentler this time. "I won't allow it."
His voice was light, teasing as always, but something in the way he said it—the certainty, the quiet weight—made your chest tighten.
A promise.
A reassurance.
And for the first time in a long while, you let yourself believe it.
The warmth of Hermes' words settled deep in your chest, lingering like the last traces of sunlight on your skin. It was strange—comforting, even—how easily he could dispel your fears with a smirk and a well-placed touch. You hadn't realized just how much you needed to hear it, how much you had been carrying, until now. Your fingers flexed slightly against your lap, testing the weight of your own relief.
Hermes, for his part, looked entirely at ease. His golden eyes glinted with satisfaction as he rocked back slightly, hands slipping into the folds of his cloak. His usual mischievous grin played at his lips—but then, something shifted.
His gaze flickered past your shoulder, his smirk softening into something more knowing—resigned, almost.
"Well," he exhaled through his nose, "looks like our little heart-to-heart is about to be cut short."
You frowned. "What do you—"
"You'll see," he interrupted, smile turning lopsided, teasing. "I'll be seeing you soon, little musician."
There was something in his tone—something weighty beneath the ease—but before you could question it, a sharp crack split through the quiet.
A twig snapping.
Your breath caught. The sound was close—too close. The night air thickened, charged with something unseen, your pulse skipping as your senses sharpened.
A shadow shifted just beyond the tree line, stepping hesitantly into the torch-lit clearing.
Telemachus.
Your stomach twisted at the sight of him. He stood just at the edge of the light, framed by the silver glow of the stars, his posture stiff—almost uncertain. His dark eyes found yours instantly, the flickering torches casting restless shadows across his face.
"____," he said softly, clearing his throat before glancing away, as if collecting himself. Then, quieter, more hesitant—"Can we talk?"
Instinctively, you turned slightly, expecting Hermes' presence beside you, a snide remark or knowing grin at your expense.
But when you looked, the space where he had been was empty.
The only thing that remained was the whisper of the wind, as if he had never been there at all.
Your mind reeled, struggling to catch up. Hermes was gone. Telemachus was here. And now—he was asking to talk.
You swallowed hard, pushing down the tangle of emotions threatening to resurface.
"Of course," you murmured, voice steadier than you felt.
Because despite the uncertainty, the exhaustion, the unresolved weight between you—one thing was clear.
Whatever Telemachus had to say, you were ready to hear it.
He moved quietly, lowering himself beside you on the ledge. The air between you settled into something fragile yet familiar—not tense, but not entirely at ease either.
Neither of you spoke.
For a long moment, you just sat there, listening to the distant crash of waves against the cliffs below. The wind carried the scent of salt and cypress, weaving through the silence like a presence of its own.
He exhaled slowly, barely audible over the night's quiet hum. His fingers flexed against his knees, gripping the fabric of his tunic like it was the only thing anchoring him. At first, his posture was rigid, but as the silence stretched, his shoulders slumped slightly—like something within him had finally given in.
You turned toward him just as he lowered his head, eyes cast downward, expression caught somewhere between thoughtfulness and quiet remorse. His lips parted like he wanted to speak, but he hesitated.
And then, finally, he looked at you.
His brown eyes met yours, raw and unguarded, holding an intensity that sent your heart skittering, bracing yourself for whatever was to come, and then—
"I'm sorry," he murmured. His voice was soft, but the weight behind it was immense. "For everything."
His fingers curled into his palms, nails pressing into his skin. "I've been acting like a fool. I see it now," he admitted, his tone edged with frustration—though not at you. "The way I've treated you, the way I've kept things from you... I don't know why I thought that was fair. As if you could read my mind, as if you could just... understand the weight of everything I've been trying to juggle without me even telling you."
He let out a breath, shaking his head. "That's not fair to you. It never was."
You said nothing, letting him speak, letting him unravel what had clearly been building inside him.
His hand dragged over his face before dropping limply to his lap. "I don't even know where to start," he admitted. His lips pressed into a thin line before he sighed. "Lady Andreia. She... " He hesitated, then forced himself to say it. "She proposed a marriage alliance the first time we spoke alone."
A sharp pang shot through your chest, but you pushed it down, focusing on the way his face twisted, on the flicker of barely contained disgust in his eyes.
"I didn't see it coming," he continued, voice tight. "Not at all. I thought—" He scoffed at himself. "I thought she was just trying to recover after losing her brother. I never imagined she'd have her sights set on me, on Ithaca. Gods, I was blind to it. Completely blindsided."
His jaw clenched, frustration bleeding into every word. "And then I went to my parents. I told them everything." He let out a humorless laugh. "They weren't surprised. Not really. My father, being who he is, took it in stride. He spoke of alternatives—military alliances, cultural exchanges—but I could see it in his eyes." He exhaled sharply. "He was testing me. Seeing if I would choose duty over myself."
His voice dropped, quieter now. "And my mother... she reminded me that Andreia isn't just a princess. She's a girl who lost her brother, trying to secure a future for herself the only way she's ever been taught." His gaze flickered toward the sky, though he didn't really seem to see it. "And I hated it. Hated that it made sense. Hated that I could understand why she was doing this. Hated that I didn't know how to escape it without making things worse."
Silence settled between you, heavy and unmoving.
And then, in a voice quieter than before, Telemachus whispered, "I should have told you the moment it happened."
Your breath caught.
His hands trembled slightly as he flexed his fingers, his expression twisting into something deeply regretful. "I should have come to you," he admitted, his voice cracking at the edges. "I should have let you know instead of making you piece things together on your own. Instead of making you feel like I was shutting you out."
His throat bobbed as he swallowed, and when he spoke again. "I didn't want you to—"
He stopped abruptly, jaw tightening.
Didn't want you to what? Worry? Hurt? See how much it was affecting him?
Whatever it was, he didn't say it.
Instead, he let out a long breath, his shoulders sagging. "But by doing that, I made it worse," he admitted. "I made you worry anyway. I made you doubt things I should have been clear about from the start. And now..." He let out a soft, bitter laugh. "Now I've only made a mess of things. Because I was too much of a fool to realize how much keeping this from you would hurt you."
He dragged a hand through his hair, his fingers clenching briefly in frustration before dropping to his lap again. "I don't know how to fix this," he admitted, voice raw. "But I don't want there to be distance between us. Not anymore."
His gaze found yours again, and this time, there was something desperate in it. Something pleading.
"I just... I need you to know that, no matter what happens, no matter what people expect of me, no matter what Lady Andreia or my parents or the gods themselves want..." He swallowed hard, breath unsteady. "It's you I trust. It's you I care about."
His voice barely made it above a whisper, but the weight of his words crashed into you like a wave.
There was no uncertainty in his gaze—only truth, raw and unspoken, laid bare beneath the moonlight.
As you stared into his eyes, a part of you—the one that had spent so long second-guessing, doubting, questioning—shouted in triumph. See? it whispered, See? You were foolish to doubt him. Shame followed close behind, a quiet, creeping thing. Had you truly been so blind to his feelings all this time?
But despite that relief, one thing stood out, repeating over and over in your mind like a mantra, sticking to you like a burr you couldn't shake:
"No matter what happens, no matter what people expect of me, no matter what Lady Andreia or my parents or the gods themselves want... It's you I trust. It's you I care about."
Telemachus trusts you. He cares about you.
Does that... does that mean he—?
Your breath hitched, stomach tightening with a rush of something overwhelming, something far too big to process all at once. It was one thing to feel the connection between you, to share these quiet, stolen moments, but to hear him say it, to know that he put you above all else, was another thing entirely.
Your heart pounded, so loud you thought he might hear it. You swallowed, gaze flickering away for a moment, as if breaking eye contact might steady you. But it didn't.
Slowly, cautiously, you lifted your gaze back to his, and before you could stop yourself, the question slipped from your lips, soft and uncertain. "You... care about me?"
Telemachus stilled.
For just a fraction of a second, his entire body locked up, eyes widening slightly before he coughed, looking away. His grip on his knees tightened, and you saw it—the moment of panic, the scramble for an excuse, the way his lips parted like he might try to laugh it off, to dismiss the weight of his words.
But instead of denial, instead of some hurried deflection, he exhaled slowly. His shoulders loosened, a tired, almost self-deprecating smile tugging at his lips.
And then, before you could react, he reached over and took your hand in his.
The warmth of his touch sent a jolt through you. His fingers brushed against your skin, slow and deliberate, tracing soothing patterns along the back of your hand. His hold was firm but gentle, as if grounding himself as much as he was grounding you.
"Of course, ____," he murmured, quiet but certain. "Why wouldn't I care for the one I love?"
Your breath faltered.
Your entire body locked up, as though the words had physically struck you.
The one I love.
The rush of emotions that overtook you was near unbearable. Happiness, fear, disbelief—all of it at once, making your head spin. Your fingers trembled in his hold, and you barely managed to whisper his name. "Telemachus..."
But the prince wasn't finished.
He shook his head, his grip tightening slightly, his other hand covering yours like he was trying to reassure you, trying to make sure you understood. Then, carefully, he shifted, angling himself toward you fully, his expression raw with something so painfully tender it made your heart ache.
"____, you have to understand," he said, voice softer now, carrying the weight of years, of things left unspoken. "This isn't something new, something I just realized. It's been there—gods, it's always been there. I just..." He let out a breath, lips pressing together before continuing.
"I think I first knew when we were children," he admitted, voice tinged with nostalgia. "The first time I heard you singing to my mother, soothing her when nothing else could. You had this way of making the world feel... lighter. Safer." He chuckled softly, shaking his head. "Even then, I think I was falling for you. Slowly. Every day. In ways I didn't even recognize until it was too late."
You felt your throat tighten, emotion clawing its way up, making it difficult to breathe.
"I always thought I had time," he confessed, his fingers curling slightly against your skin. "Time to gather the courage, to find the right moment. But then everything started shifting—my father's return, Bronte, the favor. And suddenly, I realized how quickly things could be taken away." His eyes flickered with something pained, something desperate. "I realized I couldn't wait anymore."
Slowly, carefully, he reached out, his fingers grazing your cheek—warm, reverent. Your breath hitched, your skin tingling where he touched. When you met his gaze again, it was filled with something so deep, so consuming, it nearly swallowed you whole.
"But I understand," he murmured, softer now, as if afraid to break the moment. "I understand that this isn't simple. That I can't just throw caution to the wind and expect you to do the same." His thumb brushed against your cheekbone, featherlight. "I know that for me, it's easy to say I don't care about titles or expectations. But for you... it's different."
Your heart clenched. He understood. He truly understood.
"I would be a fool to ignore that," he continued. "A fool to act as though this isn't complicated, as though it doesn't put an unfair burden on you." His voice dropped lower, the vulnerability in his tone making your chest ache. "But I don't care what the world says. I don't care what Andreia wants, or what my parents expect, or what the gods themselves decide."
He swallowed, eyes dark and unwavering.
"I'm saying this because I need you to know. Not because I expect an answer, not because I want to rush you into something you're not ready for." His lips curled into a faint, almost self-deprecating smile. "I just need you to know that from this moment on, I will be vying for your love."
Your breath caught in your throat.
"You don't have to take my heart," he whispered, "but it's yours regardless."
Your chest was so tight it hurt, your emotions swirling so wildly you could barely keep yourself together.
Telemachus gave you a small, almost pleading smile. "You don't have to say anything," he murmured. "Not now. Not yet. I just... " His thumb brushed against your cheek once more, reverent, tender. "I just want to spend this moment with you. If you'll let me."
Your vision blurred slightly, a single tear slipping down your cheek before you could stop it. He caught it with his thumb, wiping it away as gently as if he were handling something fragile.
A soft, trembling smile curled at your lips. "Okay," you whispered.
And so, you sat there, your hands still clasped in his, his warmth anchoring you as the world stilled around you.
And as if the heavens themselves had been waiting for this moment, the clouds above shifted, parting just enough to reveal a brilliant glow.
Venus peeked out from the darkness, luminous and radiant, casting a gentle silver light over you both.
Notes:
A/N : AHHHHH IT HAPPENED!!!!! 🎉🎉🎉 I know y'all were starving for romance faster, but I just had to take my time with it, lmaooo 😭😭. the way I was KICKING UP MY FEET writing this... pure ✨delicious✨ agony. also, I had to keep it 10k—I could not cut it up and risk ruining the tension. the build-up, the divine drama, the slow unraveling??? *chef's kiss*. y'all needed to feel all of it. and that little almost/not confession?? Yeahhh... I needed that. 😌 also, shameless plug-in but plz check out my sis's K_NAYEE book 'Warrior'! It's an EPIC fic basically a 'what-if' if penelope were the warrior tyring to get home instead of odysseus 👀 y'all i'm not even gon lie it's good asf and im mad cuz she won't let me be her editor so i can read ahead 💔💔but seriuosuly i'm trynna not to ramble cuz the fanservices "MWAH" never knew i needed to have odysseus more than his son until i read it y'all!
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Chapter 30: 𝐁𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐈𝐈
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𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐄𝐍
You asked for answers. You begged for purpose. And the gods answered. But now you are the centerpiece of something ancient and unkind. Every favor becomes a tether. Every prophecy, a blade.
To be chosen is to be claimed—an option you were never given to deny. You are the daughter of death and disaster, gifted to the world as an omen of change.
And somewhere along the way, your life stops being yours.
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❝This is your Divine Liaison. Chosen not by crown, not by birthright, but by the gods themselves. Today, she speaks with them... for us.❞
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↳ ❝I don't need anything from anyone. It's just not my year, but I'm all good out here.❞
— American Teenage, Ethel Cain
⌜❝See me the same way that I see you. I'm your muse❞ ↲
— Never The Muse, Madilyn Mei
↳ ❝Look into your eyes I am so into you. And the sky's the limit, I'm helpless❞
— Helpless, Phillipa Soo [HAMILTON: An American Musical]
⌜❝I still wanna be anywhere he is. If he is the sun, guess I'm Icarus.❞ ↲
— apollo, Faith Zapata
↳ ❝You've changed. Yeah, you know that you've changed. Don't recognise, when I look into your eyes, they red as hell (red as hell).❞
— Mirror Talk, Griff
⌜❝May the gods strike me down if I forsake you.❞ ↲
— Brutus, The Buttress
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Chapter 31: 22 ┃ 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐢𝐥𝐬
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
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The next day, you found yourself walking down to the palace halls, yawning softly. You were dressed for an outing, draped in a comfortable shawl and a light cloak to ward off the morning chill. Instead of your usual satchel, you carried a basket with blankets stuffed inside, prepared for a day outside the palace walls.
Earlier that morning, while delivering breakfast to Queen Penelope, she had paused and turned to you with a task. She asked if you could head into town to retrieve something special for King Odysseus after you finished your chores.
She explained that she had his old bow tightened and had two metal arrows created to go with it, entrusting you with the errand since Eurycleia, the old nurse, was busy and not available at the moment.
You had nodded, understanding the importance of the task, and agreed to handle it with the care she expected.
Now, you were currently standing at the gates, waiting for the guards to open them when you heard your name called. Turning, you saw Callias jogging over, coming to a stop panting slightly before standing upright, a playful pout forming on his lips.
"Did someone forget that the two of us were supposed to hang out after finishing our morning duties?" he asked, his tone light but carrying a hint of mock accusation.
You sighed, feeling a twinge of guilt as you'd hoped to have finished this task before Callias came looking for you. "I'm sorry," you apologized, shifting the basket on your arm to a more comfortable position. "Queen Penelope asked me to head into town to pick up something special for King Odysseus."
Callias' form relaxed slightly at the mention of Penelope. "The Queen?" he sniffed, his expression softening. "I suppose that's an important errand."
He then sighed, throwing his head back with a theatrical groan as he kicked a stray pebble along the ground, muttering about how he guessed he could go bother Kieran and the others instead.
On a whim, driven by a mix of wanting his company and not wanting to head into town alone, you offered, "You could... come with me if you'd like."
His face brightened instantly, the previous disappointment vanishing as if it had never been. "Really? I mean, if you're sure I wouldn't be intruding..."
"It's just picking up a bow and some arrows," you reassured him with a smile. "I'd enjoy the company."
With a grin now splitting his face, Callias quickly adjusted his stance, his previous sulk forgotten. "Well, when you put it like that, how could I refuse an adventure with Ithaca's finest handmaiden?"
The guards at the gate gave you both a nod as they pulled the heavy doors open, allowing the cool morning air tinged with the scent of the sea to brush against your face. Together, you stepped through the gates, the promise of the bustling town ahead filling you with a renewed sense of purpose.
With Callias by your side, the day seemed a bit brighter, the task less daunting.
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Inside the blacksmith's shop, you stood alone, draped only in your shawl. The earlier walk with Callias had been brisk, and amidst his playful whining about the cold, you had wrapped your cloak around him, insisting he take it despite his objections. His promise to meet up after grabbing a few things in town left you by yourself to collect the queen's order.
The shop was a cavern of rough work, all heat and iron, filled with the smells of sweat and burnt metal—a place of coarse hands and blunt words. It was a stark contrast to your own presence, like a lone flower stubbornly blooming in a swamp.
The shop setup was straightforward, with a wooden desk and a worker in front overseeing the transactions, behind which a large archway led to the bustling workshop. Through the arch, you could see several blacksmiths at work, sparks flying occasionally as they hammered and shaped metal. The ambient noise of clanging and the roar of fires created a backdrop to the rhythmic hammering, a symphony of industry and craft.
Approaching the counter, a young receptionist with soot smudging his face looked up from his ledger, giving you a tentative smile. His hair flopped over one eye, and he leaned casually against the desk, making him seem less formidable in this rough environment.
"What can I get for you today?" he asked, his voice friendly but carrying the din of the background work.
Feeling slightly awkward, you cleared your throat, adjusting the shawl over your shoulders. "My name's, ____, and I'm here to pick up an order for Queen Penelope," you started, trying to sound more confident than you felt. "She had an old bow tightened and metal arrows made to accompany it."
As the blacksmith behind the desk called to a colleague to retrieve the items, your eyes wandered to the back room, where the true work of the forge was conducted.
The sight of glowing metal and the sound of relentless hammering were oddly mesmerizing, a stark reminder of the hard labor that went into crafting even the smallest tools that made daily life smoother in the palace.
While you waited, a cloaked figure leaned lazily against a workbench, an observer to the symphony of sparks. Their presence was unassuming at first, a mere shadow among the flickering flames.
But then, a voice cut through the din—a rich, smooth tone that purred more than it spoke, sliding between the clangs with an ease that felt both practiced and natural. "You're quite the delicate little thing to be in a place like this."
The words, tinged with amusement and something indefinable, drew your attention. With an easy, unhurried motion, the stranger pushed back her hood, revealing herself. A woman. Beautiful, but in a way that felt ripe, indulgent—like something too much yet just enough. Her thick curls were tangled with wild vines, framing a face that held deep violet eyes hooded with amusement.
You stood still, feeling a flutter twist in your stomach. She was gorgeous, her presence commanding yet oddly inviting, drawing your eyes and holding them captive. Her gaze met yours, and the corner of her lips tilted in a knowing smile, as if she could read the flurry of thoughts racing through your mind.
The woman then stretched comically, her movements exaggerated as if she was in a playful performance. She sauntered over to the shop's desk, leaning heavily on it with a casual grace. Her voice drawled out as she called to the man behind the counter, "And when will my order be ready?"
The shop attendant glanced up, his expression a mix of amusement and resignation. "The gorgets should be done by the end of the day, ma'am," he replied, his tone professional yet tinged with familiarity.
The woman groaned, a theatrical sound that filled the small space. "Bummer," she exclaimed, but her annoyance seemed more playful than genuine. Her head then turned, her gaze landing back on you. Her lips pulled back into a smirk, and she walked towards you, her movements fluid and almost predatory.
She circled you slowly, her presence thick and lazy but sharp—like honey that dragged slow but clung persistently. The air around her was saturated with the scent of wine and overripe grapes, an intoxicating aroma that seemed to stick to everything it touched.
"What's a pretty little thing like you doing in a place like this?" she purred, her voice low and smooth, sliding between words with a practiced ease that was both compelling and slightly unnerving.
You cleared your throat, feeling your face heat up. Your hands grew clammy as you averted your eyes briefly before regaining your composure. "I'm here on business for the queen," you managed to say, trying to keep your voice steady.
Her eyebrows raised slightly, a mix of amusement and a hint of respect coloring her expression. "Royals, huh?" she hummed, her voice rich with curiosity. Leaning forward, her deep violet eyes gleaming with mischief, she asked, "Ever seen them at their parties, feasts? Got any stories about them making fools of themselves all drunk and merry?"
Before you could respond, the blacksmith at the counter called out, signaling that your order was ready. You were about to thank her for the chat and move on, but the moment was abruptly cut short by a man's rough voice calling from the doorway, "Thyessa."
The woman—Thyessa—sighed, a look of exaggerated weariness crossing her face as she stretched her arms lazily. "Mm, already?" she murmured, her tone tinged with reluctance. Turning back to you, her smirk deepened, her voice a warm, velvety purr, "Well, guess I'll leave you to it, little flower. You just looked too pretty to ignore."
With that, she walked away, her steps slow and deliberate. Over her shoulder, she gave a casual wave, adding with a teasing sparkle in her eye, "Try not to wilt without me."
As she disappeared, leaving only the lingering weight of her presence and the ghost of her scent behind, the blacksmith cleared his throat, drawing your attention back to the counter with a repeated call of your name. You jolted slightly, shaken by the encounter but relieved to focus on the task at hand.
The interaction with Thyessa left you a bit disoriented, her presence like a whirlwind that had momentarily swept through your calm routine. The weight of the bow and arrows in your arms grounded you, a tangible reminder of why you were here.
Paying the blacksmith, you tried to steady your nerves. As you handed over the coins, the clinking sound seemed overly loud in the now quiet shop.
Suddenly, Callias burst into the shop, munching on something with wide eyes, clearly excited. "You won't believe the sexy woman I just saw walking out of here!" he exclaimed, his voice filled with awe and a bit of mischief.
You couldn't help but laugh at the sight of him wearing your cloak, which stopped just above his knees, compared to how it hung much lower on you. It looked almost comical on his taller frame, but he wore it with an exaggerated pride that only Callias could manage.
He walked over, giving a low whistle as he eyed one of the sharp arrows you'd just acquired. "So, how are you planning to get all of this out of here?" he asked, his tone playful yet genuinely curious.
You smiled, already handing him one of the large blankets to wrap around the bow. "With your help, of course," you replied, a teasing glint in your eyes.
Callias playfully narrowed his eyes at you, taking another bite of his apple. "I knew you were using me," he muttered, but he went ahead and carefully wrapped the bow, showing more care than his words suggested.
Together, you managed to secure the bow and arrows, Callias joking about being your personal pack mule as he adjusted the load in his arms.
Stepping out of the blacksmith's shop, you felt the evening breeze cool against your skin, a welcome relief from the forge's stifling heat. Callias chattered beside you, his spirits high, and you found yourself drawn into his infectious enthusiasm, the weight of the bow and arrows now just another part of your shared adventure.
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After delivering the meticulously wrapped parcel to Queen Penelope, who had received it with her usual gracious nod, you and Callias made your way towards your chamber to retrieve your divine lyre for the evening's potential use. The hallways of the palace echoed with the quiet hum of daily life, the soft clatter of servant's feet and the distant murmur of courtiers blending into a familiar tapestry of sounds.
Just as you were about to turn down the corridor that led to your quarters, you caught sight of Telemachus approaching. He was wearing a bright and infectious grin that matched the mood of the day, his eyes sparkling with an energy you hadn't seen in him for some time. Your own cheeks warmed slightly, the memories of his near-confession the day before coloring your perception of his cheerful demeanor.
Telemachus' gaze lingered on Callias briefly, an indecipherable flicker of emotion passing over his features before his face smoothed into a polite smile. "Callias," he greeted warmly, then his excitement seemed to double as he turned towards you.
"I almost forgot to mention—Peisistratus is arriving into town today with the other exports from the kingdoms we trade with," Telemachus announced, the name sparking a light in his eyes. "I'd love to take you into town. He would be thrilled to see you, I'm sure."
Peisistratus—a name you recognized well; the youngest son of King Nestor of Pylos. You had seen him sparingly throughout the years, his visits to Ithaca always marked by the sort of fanfare that accompanied someone of his status. You had met him once or twice before, his charismatic presence leaving a lasting impression each time.
Internally, you couldn't help but feel a flutter of excitement at the prospect of seeing him again, especially under such pleasant circumstances. The memory of your last brief meeting, his easy charm and laughter, came back to you vividly, painting your anticipation with bright strokes.
You hesitated, mouth half-open to accept Telemachus' invitation, when you suddenly remembered your plans with Callias. A tinge of regret shadowed your expression as you softly let Telemachus know about your prior commitment. "I'm actually supposed to hang out with Callias today," you explained, the reluctance clear in your voice.
Telemachus' face fell slightly, his disappointment palpable. Just as you were about to reassure him, Callias, ever the peacemaker, chimed in cheerily, "It's alright, really. I don't mind at all." But you shook your head, adamant, "No, we agreed to hang out today. It's hard to find time with our schedules."
The prince watched, a bemused spectator to your gentle argument with Callias, until you proposed a solution, turning back to Telemachus with a hopeful look. "How about this? Can Callias come along?"
Telemachus blinked, taken aback for a moment, as if the idea of including Callias hadn't crossed his mind. After a brief pause, where it seemed he might refuse, he finally relented with a stressed but genuine smile. "Sure... the more the merrier," he said, though his tone carried a hint of resignation.
Pleased with the compromise, you beamed, "Great!" Then, remembering the basket you were still carrying, you added, "Just let me drop this off in my room, and I'll be ready to go."
Leaving Telemachus and Callias momentarily, you hurried down the hall as you prepared to set out for what promised to be an interesting day.
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When the three of you arrived in town, the port was alive with the hustle and bustle typical of a busy trading day. Ships of various sizes bobbed at the docks, their sails fluttering in the breeze, while merchants shouted over each other, trying to attract customers to their stands piled high with exotic goods and local crafts.
The air was thick with the scents of salt from the sea and spices being unloaded from the latest arrivals.
As you paused, taking it all in, a wave of nostalgia hit you.
For a moment, the marketplace twisted, distorting like a view through rippled glass, and you were a child again, clutching your mother's hand. You turned at the sound of your name, half-expecting to see her there, her warm smile and bright eyes looking down at you. But when you blinked, the illusion shattered—instead, it was Telemachus, concern etching his features.
"Are you alright?" he asked, studying your face closely.
You gave a small chuckle, pushing away the momentary daze. "Yeah, I am," you assured him, pointing ahead where a familiar figure stood atop some barrels, animatedly speaking to a group of men. "Look, there's Peisistratus!"
Telemachus' face lit up with a wide smile. He cupped his hands around his mouth and called out the man's name, waving eagerly to catch his attention. "Peisistratus!"
As Peisistratus' eyes scanned the crowd, his gaze finally settled on you and Telemachus, his face breaking into a broad, delighted grin. With a joyous roar that drew the attention of several nearby traders, he leaped down from his perch atop the barrels and strode energetically toward you both.
The two friends met halfway, crashing into a hearty embrace that involved vigorous back-patting and laughter, clearly overjoyed at their reunion.
You and Callias approached more slowly, giving the friends a moment to catch up without intruding too much. Yet, as Peisistratus looked over Telemachus' shoulder, his eyes landed on you, and his smirk grew wider. He excused himself from Telemachus and walked over, stopping a few feet away to give Callias a respectful nod of greeting before turning his full attention to you.
Tall and a bit more muscular than Telemachus, Peisistratus' presence was imposing yet friendly. His dark blonde hair, interwoven with strands of gold that caught the sunlight, framed a face marked by a summer's tan and a sharp, playful smile. His hazel eyes sparkled with mischief as he leaned down slightly and took your hand, raising it to his lips for a gallant kiss on the back. "My, my, if it isn't the radiant jewel of Ithaca," he exclaimed, his voice rich and melodious. "How have you been, my dear?"
Before you could respond, Telemachus cut in with a warning tone, "Easy there, Peisistratus."
Unperturbed, Peisistratus chuckled, shooting Telemachus a mischievous look. "Oh, don't mind him," he said, his gaze flicking back to you with an impish twinkle. "Tell me, has our noble prince finally mustered the courage to court you properly, or is he still playing the part of the ever-dutiful, unclaiming royal?"
Telemachus' face flushed a deep red, and he reached out to give Peisistratus a light shove, eliciting a hearty laugh from his friend. "Careful, or I'll start telling stories you'd rather forget," Telemachus retorted, though the embarrassment was evident in his voice.
Peisistratus' laughter rang out, clear and joyful, as he turned back to you with an apologetic yet still playful grin. "Truly, though," he continued, "it's always a pleasure to see you shining so brightly, ____. Ithaca's sun seems dimmer compared to your glow."
He then shifted his attention to Callias, his gaze giving the man a once-over, lingering a moment on his clothing. With a sly smile, he remarked, "And what brings a servant of Bronte all the way to Ithaca? If I recall correctly, your royals are a bit... possessive, no?"
Callias scoffed, the corners of his mouth twitching upwards in amusement. "That's not even the half of it," he replied, shaking his head slightly.
Peisistratus laughed heartily again, his eyes sparkling with curiosity. "Well, you'll have to catch me up on it later, yeah?" he proposed, the lightness in his tone belying the depth of his interest.
Turning back to Telemachus, his demeanor shifted from playful to earnest as he leaned closer to the prince. "There's a matter I must discuss," he began, his voice lowering slightly. "One of the men on the ship is seriously injured. We're not sure he'll make it back to our kingdom without help. Could Ithaca spare a physician?" His brow furrowed with concern, highlighting the gravity of the situation.
Telemachus' response was immediate, his voice filled with ready assurance as he started, "Of course, we can arrange—" but his words trailed off as a sudden realization struck him. His gaze snapped to you, a spark of inspiration clear in his expression. "Actually... ____ could help."
You balked at the suggestion, feeling a wave of uncertainty wash over you. "I-I'm not sure that's a good idea," you countered, your voice tinged with hesitation. Your hands fidgeted at your sides, betraying your nervousness. "I'm not exactly trained in medicine... I mean, I've never done anything like that before."
Telemachus stepped closer, his presence reassuring. He gently grasped your hand, giving it a comforting squeeze. "You might not realize it, but you have a natural talent for healing," he insisted, his tone earnest. "Remember all those times you helped patch me up after sparring? Somehow, I always seemed to recover faster when you were the one tending to the wounds."
Your cheeks warmed under his gaze, and you averted your eyes. The memory of those intimate moments—being so close to him, tending to his bruises and cuts—flashed through your mind, making your heart flutter despite the seriousness of the situation.
Then, Apollo's words echoed in your mind, strengthening your resolve, "You have an affinity for medicine, for soothing what is broken and helping it mend... simply being there—offering your light, your warmth, your presence—is enough to heal what cannot be mended by mortal hands."
With a reluctant sigh, you finally nodded, though still not fully convinced. "Alright, I'll do it," you murmured, then added with a half-teasing, half-serious tone, "But you'd better have a real physician on standby in case your theory about my 'healing abilities' isn't as solid as you think."
Telemachus chuckled, the sound rich with warmth. "Deal," he agreed, his smile reassuring. "Thank you, ____. You're doing a great thing." The warmth in his voice and the certainty of Apollo's blessing combined to chase away the last of your doubts.
You didn't miss the appreciative gleam in Peisistratus' eyes either as he nodded in agreement, obviously relieved by your willingness to help. The serious ambiance briefly lifted, allowing a moment of camaraderie among you all.
Callias, who had been following the conversation with a slightly confused look, finally spoke up. "Umm, what are you two talking about?" His tone carried a mix of curiosity and slight exasperation, as if he'd been left out of an important secret.
Realizing that you hadn't explained the situation to Callias, your lips pressed into a tight line before releasing a resigned sigh. You turned towards him, your shoulders dropping slightly as you decided to reveal your unique connection with Apollo. "Well, it turns out I have a... certain favor from Apollo. It's supposed to help with healing... among other things."
Instead of reacting with shock or disbelief, Callias simply blinked, shrugged, and said, "Oh." You stared at him, bewildered by his nonchalant acceptance.
"That's it? You believe me just like that?" you asked, your tone a mixture of surprise and a slight challenge.
Callias scoffed lightly, his eyes twinkling with humor. "____, you've got a divine lyre from Hermes. I think you being Apollo's favorite is pretty much to be expected by this point."
Telemachus, who had been quietly observing the exchange, suddenly interjected, confusion lacing his words. "Hermes? Lyre?" His brow furrowed, clearly puzzled by the new pieces of information that seemed to have slipped past him.
You waved off his confusion with a quick gesture, not wanting to delve into another lengthy explanation right then. Turning back to Peisistratus, you said, "Let's go. Take me to him."
Peisistratus nodded, clearly eager to get moving. With a swift motion, he gestured for you to follow him, leading the way with purposeful strides towards the docks where the injured man awaited your uncertain but necessary aid.
Telemachus and Callias fell into step behind you, the former still looking a bit perplexed but trusting, the latter entirely at ease with the unfolding events.
As you followed Peisistratus through the cramped corridors of the ship, the tang of seawater mixed with the acrid scent of illness and medicine.
The make-shift infirmary was a small room, barely larger than a storage closet.
Upon entering, you immediately noticed the young cabin boy lying on the cot. His face was pale, his chest rising and falling unevenly, sweat beading his forehead. The bandage wrapped around his leg was stained and slightly unraveled, hinting at the severity of the wound beneath.
Peisistratus spoke up, his tone suddenly lacking its usual joviality. "How's he holding up?" he asked, nodding toward the boy.
The sailor, a grizzled man with salt-and-pepper beard, looked up from his task. His expression was grim as he replied, "Not well. Goes in and out of consciousness, high fever, and sweats a lot. We've done what we can but..."
His gaze then shifted to you, confusion clear in his eyes. "And you are? The nurse?"
Before you could answer, Peisistratus intervened. "This is ____. She's here to help."
As Peisistratus confirmed your role there, Telemachus smoothly took charge of the situation. "She'll need a rundown of what's been done and what needs to happen next," he instructed the older sailor, who gave a respectful nod in response to the prince's directive.
The sailor, his face lined with years of sea and sun, looked initially skeptical as he beckoned you closer to the makeshift infirmary setup. You stepped forward, feeling the eyes of other sailors at the door, their curiosity piqued by the unusual sight of a young woman taking on such a task.
The space was cramped but functional, with a single window that let in just enough light to illuminate the small cot and the table beside it, where various salves and bandages were laid out. A pungent smell of seaweed-based salve filled the air, a concoction that the sailors used in emergencies, its green paste stark against the weathered wood.
The young cabin boy on the cot was pale, his brow glistening with sweat as he drifted in and out of consciousness. His breathing was labored, the rise and fall of his chest uneven and strained. The infected cut, a jagged tear on his leg, looked angry and red, oozing signs of infection.
The old sailor explained, his voice gruff but not unkind, "Cut himself on a line. Thought it was just a scratch, but it got worse. We've been trying to keep it clean with what we've got here," he gestured to a bowl of mashed seaweed paste.
With a nod, you approached the table, your hands steady as you began mixing the paste anew, enhancing it with some of the clean bandages to create a more absorbent, medicinal dressing. The room was silent save for the occasional creak of the ship and the soft murmur of the sailors outside.
As you worked, focusing intently on cleaning and dressing the wound, you found yourself slipping into a rhythm. With each swipe of the cloth, your movements became more confident, more assured.
You were vaguely aware of Telemachus conversing quietly with the sailor, pulling him back slightly to give you space, his presence reassuring but unobtrusive.
As you applied the paste and secured the bandage, your focus was so intense that the rest of the room seemed to fall away. You barely noticed Telemachus' quiet discussions or the slight shuffle of the other sailors at the doorway. Your fingers moved with a precision you hadn't known you possessed, tracing patterns instinctively, almost as if guided by some unseen force.
Suddenly, as you murmured an indistinguishable phrase under your breath—a chant or prayer you didn't consciously recall learning—the air around you seemed to thicken. The change was almost palpable, the atmosphere charged with a strange energy.
The boy on the cot gasped, his body reacting instantly. His legs twitched, his face contorting in discomfort, and he let out a sharp yelp. "It's burning!" he cried out, his voice laced with sudden panic.
You pushed his leg gently but firmly back down, maintaining the pressure as your hands continued their work, still caught in a trance-like state. Your focus didn't waver, even as cries of concern erupted around you.
The old sailor, along with a few others who had crowded around the door, started shouting, alarmed by the boy's reaction. They made motions to intervene, their faces marked with worry and confusion.
However, Peisistratus, Telemachus, and Callias quickly moved to block them, forming a human barrier between you and the sailors. Peisistratus cast a worried glance over his shoulder but remained steadfast, his posture showing a trust in your actions despite the apparent chaos.
Telemachus' voice, low and calm, reassured the onlookers without pulling your attention away from your task. "Give her space," he urged them, his tone firm yet soothing. "She knows what she's doing."
Callias, though clearly anxious, nodded along, adding his assurance to the murmuring crowd. "Just wait," he said, his voice a blend of hope and confidence.
Eventually, the boy fell silent, and you let out a sharp gasp, exiting the trance. Breathing shallowly, you backed away from the bed, disoriented. Telemachus was the first to come to you, his voice cutting through your haze, "Are you alright?" His hand was on your arm, steadying you as you took a deep, shaky breath.
Callias hurried over, looking equally worried, waving his hands frantically at the other sailors. "One of you muscleheads bring a damn chair!" he called out, then turned back to you with a concerned frown. "You need to sit down for a moment, yeah?"
Just then, the old sailor who had been attending the boy rushed back to the bedside. His attention was fixed on the young boy, who began to stir, his eyes blinking open weakly. The room fell into a tense silence as Peisistratus slowly peeled away the bandage, revealing the wound beneath.
There was a collective gasp from everyone on that side of the room, and their heads snapped around to look at you. It was only then, as you looked up, wondering why everything had gone silent, that you noticed their stares.
You took a step back, your voice trembling with growing anxiety as you asked, "What happened? Why is everyone staring?" The room was unnervingly quiet, every eye locked on you, their expressions a mixture of astonishment, disbelief, and something else you couldn't quite place. It made your skin prickle, your heart thudding erratically in your chest.
A familiar hand found your shoulder, its warmth steadying you just enough to turn. Telemachus was there, his grip firm but gentle, his expression somewhere between awe and worry. But what struck you most was where his gaze was fixed—not on your face, but on something above your head.
"What is it?" you asked, your words faltering as his lips parted, though no sound came out. His hand dropped from your shoulder as his attention remained riveted on the space just above you.
Unable to bear the suspense, you followed his gaze, tilting your head slightly upward. The breath hitched in your throat.
Above you, faint but undeniable, a shimmering sigil seemed to hang in the air. It pulsed softly, glowing like the first rays of dawn breaking over the horizon. The symbol itself was indistinct, shifting in form like ripples on water, yet it radiated a golden light that bathed the room in an ethereal glow. The sunlight streaming through the window behind you only amplified the effect, cascading over you in a heavenly beam that made the glow more vivid, more otherworldly.
The silence was broken by a low, breathless exclamation from Callias. "Zeus' blazing balls!" he murmured, his usual lighthearted tone replaced with raw disbelief.
You blinked, disoriented, as the rest of the room began to move. The sailors and Peisistratus instinctively stepped back, parting like waves as though giving you space—or maybe distance. Their wide-eyed stares spoke volumes, their astonishment palpable in the air between you.
It was only then that you noticed their movement revealed the boy on the cot, now fully visible. Your heart pounded as you forced yourself forward, each step feeling heavier than the last. The glow around you persisted, but your focus zeroed in on the boy, on what everyone else seemed to be fixated on.
You reached the side of the cot, your breath shallow, your pulse hammering in your ears. The old sailor knelt beside the boy, his weathered hands trembling as he carefully peeled away the remaining bandage from the wound. What lay beneath made you gasp.
Smooth skin, unmarred and whole, stretched where the infection and gash had once been. Not even a scar remained. It was as if the injury had never existed.
"Gods," someone whispered, the word reverent and heavy in the stillness.
"It's gone," another voice said, louder this time, the disbelief clear.
Your knees felt weak as you stared, your mind struggling to catch up with what your eyes were telling you. The boy's chest rose and fell in even, steady breaths, his fevered flush now replaced by a soft, healthy hue. He stirred faintly, mumbling something under his breath, but his pain was gone.
You glanced around the room, searching for answers in the faces of those present, but all you found were awestruck expressions and more questions than you had yourself.
Telemachus' voice broke through the haze, soft but steady. "____," he said, his tone filled with both reassurance and wonder. "That... was you."
Before you could process his words, the old sailor, still by the boy's bedside, drew everyone's attention. His gaze was fixed on the shimmering sigil floating above your head as he straightened, his hand trembling slightly as he pointed toward you.
"This... This hasn't happened since Delphi. The oracle..." He trailed off, the weight of his words filling the room like a tangible presence.
The moment he finished speaking, the sigil above your head began to dissolve. It shimmered faintly, scattering like golden dust that drifted down and disappeared as it touched your skin. You felt an odd warmth, almost like a soft embrace, as the energy dissipated into the air around you.
The weight of their stares, the enormity of what had just occurred—it was too much.
Telemachus must have seen the panic in your eyes because his hand was suddenly on your shoulder again, grounding you. "____," he said softly, his voice steady. "You've done enough. Let Callias take you back to the palace. You need to rest."
You opened your mouth to protest, but the words caught in your throat. Callias stepped forward, his usual lighthearted demeanor tempered with concern. "He's right," he said, his tone surprisingly firm. "Come on. Let's get you something to eat. You look like you're about to keel over."
Reluctantly, you nodded, the weight of the moment still pressing heavily on your chest. Callias gently took your arm, guiding you away from the cot. As he led you toward the ship's exit, you could feel the eyes of everyone in the room following your every step, the air heavy with unspoken questions.
The last thing you saw before leaving was Telemachus, still standing by the boy, his expression a mixture of pride and quiet determination as he faced the sailors.
Callias' hand was a steady presence on your arm as he walked beside you. "We'll get you sorted," he said quietly, his usual teasing tone absent. "Don't worry about anything else right now."
You didn't respond, too caught up in the whirlwind of emotions swirling inside you.
As you walked away from the ship, the commotion and intense emotions slowly faded into the background, replaced by a quieter tension that hung between you and Callias. He seemed to sense your need for distraction, his usual banter giving way to a silence that felt both heavy and comforting.
"Hey," Callias suddenly broke the silence, a hint of his usual mischief creeping back into his tone. "Think you could heal a cut on my finger I got earlier?" He held out his hand, wiggling his fingers with a poorly masked grin.
You glanced at his hand, then up at his expectant face, and despite everything, a reluctant smile tugged at your lips. Shaking your head slightly, you rolled your eyes at his dramatics, letting out a faint chuckle. "It's not as simple as just touching you and going 'heal'," you replied, playing along. You reached out and mockingly grabbed his hand, waving your other hand over it with exaggerated mystical flair.
For a moment, you both stared at his hand, the playfulness of the act hanging in the air. Then, to your mutual surprise, the small cut on his finger seemed to fade right before your eyes.
Both of you paused, your eyes widening as you looked from his now smooth skin back up to each other's faces.
"Did you—" Callias started, his voice a mixture of disbelief and awe.
"I—I didn't think that would actually work," you admitted, your voice barely above a whisper, a nervous laugh escaping you as the reality of your new abilities began to sink in a little more deeply.
The levity of the joke gave way to a deeper, more profound awareness of the power you might truly possess.
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Later that night in the courtyard, the chill of the evening seeped into your bones as you strummed your divine lyre, trying to recapture the comfort it usually brought.
Throughout the afternoon, you and Callias had playfully tested your newfound healing ability—repairing small scratches and soothing minor aches: a scrape Callias had from brushing too roughly against a stone wall, a small burn on your finger bringing dinner.
Each attempt involved a touch, a whisper, a concentration that felt deeper than thought, and each time, the skin under your fingers knit together seamlessly, leaving behind no trace of injury. The success left you both exhilarated and a bit bewildered. Callias, in particular, seemed to find it a mix of fantastic and terrifying.
But the moment Callias jokingly suggested leaping from the palace's highest wall to see if you could mend a broken bone, you had firmly put an end to the testing. His laughter echoed in your memory, light but laced with an edge of genuine curiosity about the limits of your powers.
Now, as you sat alone under the vast, star-strewn sky, the notes from your lyre didn't flow as they usually did. The strings vibrated under your fingers, producing the correct sounds, yet they felt hollow, disconnected from the magic that usually danced in their harmonies. Sighing, you set the lyre down next to you on the cool stone, the instrument emitting a soft, mournful twang as it settled against the courtyard's floor.
Leaning back on your hands, you tilted your face towards the heavens, a breeze sweeping across the courtyard, carrying the crisp promise of winter. The cool air tugged at your shawl, pulling it tighter around your shoulders.
Despite the cold, you remained outside, gazing upwards, lost in thought. The day's revelations—the glowing sigil, the undeniable proof of your divine favor, the way people had stared—had weighed heavily on you, a blend of wonder and worry that was hard to untangle.
But as you gazed up at the stars, your mind drifted to Telemachus, causing a different kind of flutter in your heart.
Strumming the lyre, a familiar warmth pooled into your fingertips, the notes resonating under the starry canvas. Instinctively, you began to sing softly, your voice barely above a whisper, crafting lines about Telemachus—about how what you once feared was unrequited love might not be so unreturned after all.
"In the quiet night, under the watchful stars,
Whisper his name, a wish spoken to the sky,
Could the heart's silent yearning be heard afar?
In the soft glow of Venus, might love reply?"
Each note wove through the cool night, a silent confession to the stars, a hope whispered to the cosmos that perhaps, just perhaps, your heart's desires were not as distant as the stars you spoke to.
As the last notes of your song drifted into the cool night air, you released a heavy sigh, feeling a mix of relief and lingering nerves. Just then, a voice as smooth and sharp as a blade sliced through the quiet. "So you're the 'muse' that has caught my brother's eye?"
Startled, you sit up straight.
From around the shadow of a towering cypress tree stepped a figure—tall, imposing, her presence commanding the space as if she owned it. Her skin glowed under the moonlight, a deep, rich bronze, and her eyes, a piercing and vibrant shade of gold, fixed on you like a predator eying its prey.
Sleek black hair fell in waves down her shoulders, with strands subtly braided with silver threads that glinted in the dim light. Her attire was a mix of elegance and practicality, a dark, flowing robe that did nothing to hinder her graceful, assured movements.
With a few deliberate steps, she circled you, her gaze never wavering, her body language exuding a mix of curiosity and barely restrained power. Finally, she stopped in front of you, giving a small, almost mocking bow of her head. "I am Artemis," she stated bluntly, her voice holding a trace of challenge. "Tell me, what intentions do you harbor towards my brother?"
Caught off guard, you scrambled to find words that might soothe the goddess' evident suspicion. "I... I respect him deeply," you began, your voice quivering under the intensity of her stare. "Apollo has shown me nothing but kindness. I admire him, truly, but my feelings... they are of respect and gratitude, nothing that would dishonor him or the divine."
Artemis circled you slowly, her movements deliberate, like a huntress stalking her prey. "Respect and gratitude," she repeated, her voice dripping with skepticism. "Yet those are words easily spoken. What of actions? Apollo might be swayed by mortal affections, but do not think such affections hold weight without true reverence."
Your heart pounded as you attempted to defend your stance, aware that every word would be scrutinized. "I-I'm learning, Artemis. Every day, with every encounter. I want to honor him properly, to show my reverence not just in words but in deeds. If I have faltered, it is not from a lack of will."
Her gold eyes locked onto yours, searching, probing for any hint of deceit. "And will you commit to learning our ways? To truly understanding what it means to honor a god?" she asked, her gaze unyielding.
With a nod, you replied, your voice steadier as resolve strengthened your words. "Yes, I will. I promise to learn and to honor him as is fitting. Not just Apollo, but all the gods."
Finally, staring at you, Artemis chuffed softly, her head tilting as her lips pulled up into a half-smirk. The skepticism in her eyes seemed to melt away, replaced by a flicker of amusement, perhaps even a trace of respect. "He could have chosen far worse," she admitted, her voice carrying a rare warmth. "It seems my brother sees more in you than I first believed."
With a graceful nod, she stepped back, the moon casting her long shadow across the grass. "Prove yourself worthy of his favor... and perhaps mine as well," she added, her tone now carrying a challenge that seemed more playful than daunting.
Then, in a display befitting a goddess of the hunt, Artemis transformed. Her form shimmered, and where the mighty huntress had stood, a majestic silver stag now took her place. The stag glanced back at you once, its eyes glowing with the same intense gold as Artemis', before it turned and leapt gracefully into the trees, disappearing as swiftly as it had appeared.
Left alone in the quiet of the night, you were left to ponder her words and the surreal encounter, the image of the silver stag etched into your memory, a reminder of the divine world that had briefly intersected with your own.
Notes:
A/N : trying my hand at being mythcial and shit 😭 also, if you guess haven't seen my version of artemis from 'catch me if you can' i just was trying my creative hand to make artemis embody the complete opposite of apollo—where he's (supposedly) all blinding light and overwhelming ego, she's cool moonlight and quiet, commanding authority. literally leaning into their polar opposites—day and night, sun and moon—really brought her to life for me. 😩also, y'all i did so much research for absolutely no reason lololo, guess who Thyessa is supposed to be 👀
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Chapter 32: 23 ┃ 𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐛𝐮𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐬
Notes:
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The following day, news had spread throughout Ithaca like wildfire. Word of your divine favor and the miraculous healing of the young cabin boy had ignited a spark of awe and curiosity among the townsfolk.
As you went about your morning chores, you couldn't help but notice the change in how people looked at you. Their faces, usually so familiar and open, now held a mixture of reverence and mystery. Whispered conversations would pause as you passed, and some would even make the sign of a blessing in your direction, their eyes wide with respect.
When you delivered Queen Penelope's breakfast, her reaction was even more enthusiastic than the whispers in the corridors.
Her face lit up with a mixture of pride and excitement as soon as you entered her chambers. "Oh, my dear!" she exclaimed, clapping her hands together as you set down her tray. "Everyone's been talking about what happened at the docks! This is such wonderful news!" Her eyes sparkled with delight, and she reached out to grasp your hands, squeezing them warmly. "Would you like a celebration? It's not every day we have someone marked by Apollo himself under our roof!"
You were taken aback by her energy and the speed at which she spoke, her words tumbling out in a joyful rush. "I always knew there was something special about you, right from the start. It's only fitting you'd be Apollo's chosen. Such grace, such talent!" She continued to praise your virtues, recounting anecdotes of your time in the palace that she believed had hinted at your divine favor.
Her rapid chatting was suddenly interrupted by a knock at the door. A servant, slightly out of breath from haste, peeked inside. "Begging your pardon, Your Majesty, but King Odysseus requests ____'s presence immediately."
Penelope waved the servant away with a gentle hand. "Of course, send her in once we're done here," she said, turning back to you with a conspiratorial smile. "You see? Even the King recognizes your newfound importance. Go on, don't keep him waiting. We'll plan your celebration later!"
Nodding, you excused yourself with a mixture of anxiety and anticipation churning in your stomach. As you made your way to King Odysseus's quarters, the weight of your new reality felt both exhilarating and daunting.
Each step seemed to echo louder in the halls, as if even the palace itself was aware of the change within you. When you finally reached the heavy oak door of the king's quarters, you paused, taking a deep breath before your knuckles rapped softly against the wood. The sound seemed to resonate too loudly in the quiet corridor.
"Come in," a voice called from inside, its timbre resonant and commanding yet inviting.
Pushing the door open, you stepped into a room that starkly contrasted Penelope's elegant and warmly decorated chamber. Odysseus quarters were austere and solemn, reflecting his years of hardship and battle.
The walls were lined with maps and weapons, and a large, heavy desk dominated the room, scattered with scrolls and plans. The only decoration that seemed out of place in the otherwise martial room was a beautifully carved chess set positioned on a small table near the window, where natural light spilled across the board, highlighting the intricately detailed pieces of dark and light wood.
Your gaze fell on the man himself.
Odysseus sat by the window, much like his wife often did, yet whereas her presence seemed to soften the sunlight, his seemed to sharpen it. His eyes, perceptive and piercing, watched you as you entered, assessing your every move as though deducing your thoughts.
He gestured to the seat opposite him at the chess table. "Come, sit," he invited, his voice holding an edge of warmth. "Would you care to play a game? It helps me think."
You hesitated, aware of the metaphorical weight such a game might carry, especially played against a man famed for his strategic brilliance. But refusing would be discourteous. Nodding, you moved to the indicated chair and sat down, your hands slightly trembling as you reached out to arrange your pieces.
Odysseus observed your movements, a hint of a smile playing at the corners of his mouth. "Chess is a good reflection of life, don't you think? A constant battle of wits, strategy, and foresight."
You nodded, unsure of how to respond, your fingers hesitantly moving a pawn forward. As the game began, Odysseus's demeanor remained focused yet open, encouraging even. "Congratulations on receiving Apollo's favor," he began, his tone blending seriousness with a hint of curiosity. "It's a rare gift, one that carries both honor and burden."
You paused, fingers resting on a bishop you were considering moving. The straightforwardness of his approach took you by surprise, especially given your status as a servant. It wasn't common for a king to discuss matters of divine favor so openly with someone in your position. "Thank you, sir," you responded, carefully moving the bishop. "It's... overwhelming, to say the least."
Odysseus chuckled softly, nodding in agreement as he captured one of your pawns. "I can imagine. Dealing with the gods is no small matter. They play their own games, ones that span lifetimes and often have rules only they fully understand."
You considered his words, moving your knight to a safer position on the board. "How does one prepare for such a thing? For interacting with gods?" you asked, genuinely seeking his counsel.
"Ah," Odysseus leaned back slightly, studying the chessboard with a tactician's eye. "You must always remember that the gods are not like us. They think and act on a scale we can hardly comprehend. Be respectful, but not servile. Be thoughtful, but not open. Show them that you are grateful for their attention, but not dependent on it."
The advice struck a chord with you. Respectful but not servile—like walking a tightrope of diplomacy and self-preservation. "And what if they ask for something difficult? Something that could change who I am?" you questioned, your hand hovering over the queen.
"Then you must weigh the cost," Odysseus replied, moving his queen to a more aggressive position. "Every favor from a god is a transaction. Think carefully about what you're willing to give, and what you're willing to lose. Sometimes, the wisest move is to refuse, or to negotiate."
Negotiate with a god. The idea seemed daunting, almost absurd, but coming from Odysseus—a man who had dealt with gods and their caprices—it held a certain weight. You moved your queen, taking one of his knights. "Have you... ever refused a god, sir?"
Odysseus smiled wryly, capturing your rook with his queen. "I have. It's not something I'd recommend doing lightly, but yes. Sometimes, standing your ground is necessary. Just be sure the hill you choose to die on is worth the battle."
The metaphor resonated with you, especially given the stakes you were beginning to understand came with divine favor. "I'll keep that in mind," you said, feeling the gravity of his advice settle over you.
Odysseus studied you for a moment, then offered a nod of approval. "Good," he said, his voice carrying a mix of warmth and formality that put you at ease. It was a side of him you had rarely seen, the wise king who had navigated wars and the whims of gods, now offering guidance in a game that felt more consequential than any chess match.
The conversation had brought you a kind of peace and allowed you to see firsthand the wisdom Telemachus and Polites had often spoken of—words that did no justice to the experience of hearing it directly from Odysseus himself. His advice made you feel secure, seen, and surprisingly understood, even in the complexity of your current situation.
In a moment of unexpected confidence, driven by the newfound trust and the comfort of his wisdom, you found yourself speaking before fully thinking it through. "There's something else I should mention," you began, your voice steadier than you felt.
Odysseus raised an eyebrow, a gesture inviting you to continue.
"I've... also received a divine lyre from Apollo," you said, swallowing the lump that suddenly formed in your throat. "It was delivered to me by Hermes." The admission felt monumental as soon as the words left your mouth, revealing a connection to another deity that you hadn't fully acknowledged aloud until now.
Odysseus blinked, a moment of surprise crossing his features before settling into an understanding nod. "Oh," he said simply, processing your revelation about Hermes. You confirmed his presence in your life, explaining how the god had occasionally guided you, much like Apollo had shown his favor.
He shook his head, a small smile playing on his lips as if amused by the complexities of divine interactions with mortals. "It seems the gods find you as interesting as we do," he remarked, his tone light but turning serious again. "You must be quite special to attract the attention of not just one, but two gods."
The words 'quite special' echoed in your mind, mingling with a mix of pride and apprehension. It was one thing to be favored by Apollo, quite another to realize that Hermes, too, saw something in you worth engaging with.
"Dealing with one god can be challenging enough," Odysseus continued, his voice tinged with a humor that suggested personal experience. "Two is a rare and complicated path. You'll need to be cautious, but also bold. Remember, the gods are not infallible. They have their whims and their personalities. Treat them as you would any powerful, capricious monarch."
The advice sunk in deeply, framing your divine encounters in a new light—one that required not just reverence but also a strategic respect. "I will remember that, sir," you replied, your response filled with a genuine gratitude for his guidance.
Odysseus nodded once more, approvingly. "You are welcome here anytime, ____. It's clear you have a role to play in the days to come. And remember, if ever you need counsel, my door is open."
You felt a rush of gratitude for his support, bolstered by his acknowledgment of your role during his absence—how you had been a pillar for Penelope and a support to Telemachus. "Thank you, your majesty. That means more than I can say."
As the chess game continued, it appeared Odysseus was leading, his strategy unfolding with experienced precision. However, as the end drew near, a twist in your tactics caught him off guard. With a gentle checkmate, you claimed a surprising victory.
Rising from your seat with a respectful bow, you thanked him for the game and the conversation. "It's been enlightening, King Odysseus."
He dismissed you with a warm smile, his eyes reflecting a mix of respect and curiosity. "Go on, then. We'll speak again soon, I'm sure."
As you exited the room, the weight of his words and the unexpected outcome of the game left you contemplating the depth of strategy, both in chess and in dealing with the divine—a lesson you knew would serve you well in the days to come.
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The rest of the day passed in a blur, the morning's clarity dissolving into the steady rhythm of palace life. You navigated through your duties with a mind still echoing with Odysseus's advice, his words a constant undercurrent to your thoughts.
Evening found you quietly relieved when the dinner bell rang, signaling an end to the day's obligations. The meal was a lively affair, filled with the usual chatter and clinking of cutlery, but you found yourself only half-listening, your gaze often drifting to the flickering flames of the candles that lit the dining hall.
After dinner, you excused yourself early, claiming fatigue—a not entirely false pretext. Your chambers welcomed you with their familiar, comforting solitude. You changed into your nightgown, a simple garment that felt blissfully soft against your skin after the day's garb.
Settling into bed, you reached for the candle by your bedside, the flame casting a warm glow across the room. Just as your fingers grazed the candlestick to snuff out the light, a soft chuckle stopped you dead in your tracks.
Startled, you smothered a yelp, hastily turning towards the sound. Your heart raced as your eyes landed on the figure now standing by your window—a figure both imposing and impossibly familiar.
"Apollo," you breathed out, a mix of awe and reproach in your tone as you clutched the sheets to your chest. The god of music and healing gave you an apologetic smile, his presence filling the room with a warmth that seemed to dance in the air.
"I hope I didn't frighten you too much," Apollo said, his voice a soothing balm despite the surprise of his sudden appearance. "I couldn't help but come visit. I wanted to see how you were managing."
You blinked, the initial shock slowly giving way to a surreal realization that the god himself was truly standing before you. "It's... quite a surprise," you managed to say, your voice steadier than you felt. "But I'm... well, thank you."
Apollo moved closer, the moonlight spilling through the window casting his divine features in a soft, ethereal light. As he approached, you couldn't help but notice the way the light seemed to dance around him, not just illuminating his form but enhancing it, making him appear as if he was part of the very essence of the moon itself.
Clearing your throat, you decided to tell him about your recent encounter with Artemis, his sister. His expression shifted slightly, a brief flicker of embarrassment crossing his divine features as you recounted the experience. "She was... intense," you said, choosing your words carefully.
Apollo let out a soft chuckle, running a hand through his hair—an oddly human gesture. "Yes, that sounds like Artemis," he admitted, his voice tinged with a brotherly exasperation that made him seem more approachable, more relatable. "I apologize if she was too forward. She can be quite protective... and direct."
You smiled, shaking your head slightly. "It's alright. It was actually kind of sweet, in a way," you said, your voice soft. "It's clear she cares a lot about you. The bond between siblings is something very pure, isn't it?"
Apollo's gaze softened as he looked at you, a warmth spreading through his eyes that made your heart flutter slightly. "It is," he agreed, his voice gentle. "And it's a bond that can teach us a lot about loyalty, about unconditional support."
He paused, his eyes lingering on you as if seeing you in a new light. "You have a way of seeing the good in things, ____. It's one of the reasons I... Well, it's why I find myself drawn here, to you."
The room seemed to hold its breath, the only sounds the gentle night breeze whispering through the open window and the distant call of a night bird. It was a stillness that felt almost tangible, as if the night itself had paused, acknowledging the significance of the divine presence in your simple room.
Apollo's gaze remained fixed on you, intense yet gentle, and after a moment, he perked up, a new curiosity coloring his tone. "Did you enjoy the sigil the other day?" he asked, his voice light but carrying an undercurrent of genuine interest.
You blinked, taken aback by the sudden shift in conversation. The sigil—that unexpected manifestation of golden light that had seemed to acknowledge and amplify your healing abilities. "Yes, I... it was unexpected," you admitted, your voice a mix of wonder and slight confusion. "What was it, exactly?"
Apollo's lips curved into a small, knowing smile as he shifted, settling himself on the edge of your bed with a grace that only a god could manage. The mattress barely dipped under his weight, his presence as light as it was profound. "I thought you might appreciate a little... confirmation," he explained, his voice soft, as if sharing a secret. "A sign of my support. It's been dark for you for so long, hasn't it?"
You nodded, the truth of his words striking a chord within you. The recent times had indeed felt shadowed by uncertainties and trials that often seemed too much to bear alone. "I did appreciate it," you confessed, smiling faintly at the memory of the inexplainable feeling you felt during your healing of the cabin boy. "Thank you, Apollo. I didn't expect it, but it helped. More than you know."
Apollo's gaze softened further, and he reached out, his hand briefly touching your own. The contact was brief but filled with a warmth that seemed to radiate directly from his divine essence. "I'm glad," he murmured. "And you should know, there's more I can show you, do for you. You've only just begun to explore what's possible with my favor."
The promise in his words was heady, thrilling yet daunting. You were about to respond when Apollo continued, his voice dropping to a near whisper as he leaned closer. "I'm here not just to guide or to watch. I want to be part of your journey, to help illuminate the paths you choose."
The sincerity in his expression, the depth of his commitment to your well-being—it all resonated deeply within you, stirring a mix of emotions. Gratitude, certainly, for his divine support, but also a new sense of responsibility that came with his favor. It was a daunting prospect, the weight of divine expectations, but also an exhilarating one.
"You've brought light to my path already," you told him, your voice steady despite the quickening of your heart. "I... I hope I can make you proud."
Apollo's smile was radiant, almost blinding in its brilliance. "You already have," he assured you, and then, with a playful wink, he added, "And I expect great things from you, my chosen."
His tone was light, but then, his smile faded into a more serious expression as he leaned closer, his voice lowering to a murmur that barely disturbed the quiet of your room. "But you must be careful," he cautioned, his gaze intensifying as he searched your eyes. "Not all who watch you wish to see you thrive."
He paused, letting the silence hang for a moment to ensure you grasped the gravity of his warning. "There is a particular goddess whose interest you have piqued," he continued, his voice a soft yet firm whisper. "She is drawn to stories like yours, to the plays of power and affection. Her ways are capricious, and she delights in weaving passion and jealousy as one might weave threads in a tapestry."
His eyes held yours, intense and searching, "Be wary of any boon that seems to echo the desires of the heart. I cannot always be here to deflect her whims."
Your heart tightened at his implication.
The reference was clear without naming names—Aphrodite, the goddess of love, known for her domain of love of all kinds. Apollo's mention of heart's desires brought an unspoken warning about Telemachus too, hinting that what felt like genuine affection might also be a thread in a larger game, woven by divine hands.
Your stomach turned at the thought—No. You're not doing this... not now.
Getting your mind back on track, you cleared your throat. "I understand," you responded, your voice steady despite the turmoil that his words stirred within you. "Thank you, Apollo, for your guidance and for looking out for me."
Apollo's gaze softened, and he reached out, his hand brushing your cheek in a tender gesture that seemed to promise protection. "Guard your heart, little muse," he whispered, his breath warm against your skin. "And remember, not all that glitters in the moonlight is gold, not all who wander are lost, but all who meddle are not friends." His face was so close you could count the flecks of gold in his eyes, his presence enveloping you in a protective cocoon.
Your heart quickened, and subconsciously, you found yourself leaning in, drawn by the magnetic pull of his nearness. His eyes held yours, steady and unwavering, a silent promise lingering in his gaze. "Goodnight, little muse."
Then, like a whisper on the wind, he was gone. The sudden absence of his warmth left a cold spot in the room, but the lingering touch on your cheek felt like a balm, a reminder of his visit and his vow of protection.
As you sat there, the silence of the night wrapping around you once more, you felt a mix of exhilaration and apprehension. Apollo's visit had brought both comfort and a warning, and as you lay down to sleep, his words echoed in your mind, a lullaby laced with a cautionary tale.
The night closed in, soft and dark, and you drifted off, the memory of Apollo's touch a gentle echo in the quiet of your dreams.
Notes:
A/N : kinda short but i just had to do some apollo-service ha! also, surprise, double update! incasse you guys wanted to know, second semester just began so updates may be just posted like this (several chapter at once) just because ya girl is in honors and have to complete assignmnets so gpa doesnt drop! thx you all for supporting me on all my works, you guys have been amazing 😭 now if you guys will excuse me, i shall go sleep/hibernate for 12hrs ❤️
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Chapter 33: 𝐃𝐑𝐀𝐁𝐁𝐋𝐄/𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍: 𝐀 𝐍𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐒𝐡𝐢𝐞𝐥𝐝 𝐇𝐞𝐫
Summary:
𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: ahhh! im happy you guys enjoyed my other headcanon/drabble oneshot haha tbh i have a bunch of these ranging from pretty much everywhere/anything from 'what if'aus etc, to alternative choices; so like think of things i managed to post for divine whispers but are too much small word count to post haha, but yeah, i'll pretty much might upload these whenever i have time/or someone's comment remind me of a scene i wrote and i'll dig through my docs to fix up, etc. hahahah (but yeah this little chappie is full of stuff i was researching about odypen, specifically the theory of them being married for years before having telemachus 😭😭💔) but yeah just a small update, i'll try to update the next chappie tmr/layter today thank you all
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𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧: odysseus gave mc the title 'divine liasion' to kind of bridge the gap between mc and his son, like a lowkey olive branch or a way to give her a role that would keep her close but still protected. 😩 (BTW THANK YOU SANMAO from Quotev for jogging my memory of this lol
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The fire crackled low in the hearth, casting soft amber light across the wooden walls of the study.
Maps lay spread before Odysseus like a battle waiting to be fought, inked lines and fraying parchment curling at the corners from years of handling. He sat hunched at his desk, one hand resting on a goblet of wine that had long since gone lukewarm, the other holding down a scroll as his eyes flicked over strategy reports from the western coast.
Across the room, Penelope sat by the hearth, quill in hand. Her writing was smooth and elegant, like the sweep of her wrist was practiced even when her mind was a world away. She was drafting a letter—he didn't ask to whom. Probably a cousin on the mainland or one of the allied queens who still wrote in spirals of gossip and veiled concern.
The only sound was the gentle drag of her quill and the occasional sigh from Odysseus as he reread the same line for the third time without absorbing it.
It was quiet. The kind of quiet that came only when a queen and king had learned to share space without needing to speak.
Then—three sharp knocks. Quick. Nervous.
Penelope's quill stilled. Odysseus lifted his head, gaze narrowing.
"Enter," he called, voice low but firm.
The door creaked open, and in shuffled a young servant—barely more than a boy, really—hair mussed and eyes wide like he'd sprinted the entire length of the palace. He bowed, words spilling out before he caught his breath. "M-My lord, my lady—pardon the interruption, but I—I thought you should know."
Penelope sat upright. Odysseus arched a brow. "Well? Speak."
The servant swallowed hard. "People. At the gates. Dozens—maybe more by now. They're saying the girl—the one who healed the boy on the ship—word's spread. They think she's blessed. Touched by the gods. Some have traveled from neighboring isles already—hoping to be healed."
He blinked, clearly rattled, and added, "Should I alert the guards? Or... or send for the priestesses?"
Odysseus exchanged a glance with Penelope, his jaw tightening. He waved a hand. "No. That'll be all. Go back to your post. And... breathe."
The boy stumbled out with a bow, the door clicking shut behind him.
Silence returned—heavier this time.
Penelope was the first to speak, voice soft but tinged with wonder. "Gods... it was just yesterday she helped that boy. Word travels fast."
Odysseus didn't look up from the scroll still unfurled before him. His fingers pressed into the parchment like he could will it to say something else. Anything else.
"I heard," he murmured.
Penelope didn't miss the tension in his jaw or the way his hand lingered too long on the page. She leaned back in her chair, eyes drifting toward the crackling hearth, and let her voice fill the silence he refused to break.
"They're calling her a healer now."
He said nothing.
"And a prophet. A siren. A daughter of Apollo." Her brow arched, the corners of her mouth curving into something between amusement and disbelief. "Gods, someone said she was Artemis in disguise just yesterday. And now this?"
"She's not Artemis," Odysseus said quietly, still not looking at her. His eyes remained fixed on the scroll, though the words there had long since lost meaning.
Penelope rose, slow and fluid. "No?" she said softly, a teasing lilt slipping into her voice as she walked over to him with the kind of grace that made him feel seventeen again. She bent slightly, brushing a kiss just above his ear. "And here I thought you'd tell me she was the Muse of Ithaca next."
Odysseus grunted, shifting in his seat, but the tips of his ears—traitorous as ever—flushed red.
Penelope chuckled, the sound warm and fond, and rested a hand on his shoulder. Her fingers were light, barely pressing down, but their presence settled him in a way nothing else could. She glanced at the maps scattered before him, then back to his face.
"What are you thinking about?" she asked, voice gentler now.
Odysseus exhaled slowly. "Earlier today... I spoke to her...____."
Penelope said nothing, only waited.
"She asked me what it meant to carry a god's favor," he said after a moment, eyes still on the fire now. "Said she wasn't sure if she was ready. If she'd ever be. I gave her advice, but..." His lips pressed into a tight line. "She's still young. Still unsure."
Penelope hummed, stepping closer. "She's loyal," she said. "She's kind. And clever in a way that doesn't need to be spoken aloud."
He nodded once. "Dangerous combination."
"She reminds me of someone," she mused, her fingers trailing across his shoulder before resting beneath her chin. "Someone I used to know, before the years turned us both into shadows of our sharper selves."
He glanced at her then, eyes shadowed but soft. "That so?"
She turned to meet his gaze. "I was once a girl in these halls too, Ody." A small, secret smile ghosted across her lips. "Weren't you the man who taught me how to wield a dagger hidden in a spindle?"
"I was the fool who gave it to you," he said with a dry chuckle.
"And I was the fool who didn't use it on you when you returned from war, reeking of smoke and half a dozen curses."
They shared a look—wry, exhausted, and full of something older than pain. Something that survived it.
Something that endured.
Odysseus shifted slightly in his chair, the weight of memory pressing into his spine like old armor. He turned the scroll over, finally letting it go, and ran a rough hand through his graying curls.
"I've decided," he said at last, voice low.
Penelope tilted her head.
"There'll be a feast tomorrow," he continued. "A formal one. Public."
Her brow lifted. "What for?"
"I'm giving her a title."
That earned a blink, then a slow smile. "Oh?"
"I'm going to call her the Divine Liaison."
Penelope let out a soft hum, something between surprised and amused. "A liaison?"
"To the gods," he clarified, as if that explained everything. "She sings. She speaks. She listens."
"She also braids linen," Penelope murmured, crossing the room to refill her wine, "and shuffles quietly through the halls when she thinks no one's looking."
"She's not no one," he said, almost too quickly.
"No," Penelope agreed, glancing over her shoulder with a flicker of mischief. "But you're not doing this for her. Not entirely."
He didn't respond. Just stared at the crackling fire.
Penelope returned to stand beside him. "You're doing this for him."
Odysseus didn't deny it.
Her smile widened, voice warming into something teasing. "What, no snarky quip about strategy and optics?"
He exhaled through his nose, a half-smile tugging at one corner of his mouth. "It'll put the right kind of eyes on her. Keeps her close, but not too close. Grants her place, not power."
"And Telemachus?"
He paused. His thumb traced a line along the rim of his goblet. "It gives him a reason to protect her."
Penelope's laugh was soft—surprised and fond, like the sound of wind through linen. "As if he needed one."
"I'd rather he had a title to point to than a heart to confess," Odysseus muttered, the admission slipping out like a stray arrow.
Penelope's smile faded into something quieter. Her gaze lingered on him, eyes kind. "You think this is love, then?"
Odysseus looked down at his hands. Calloused fingers, faded scars. Hands that had built ships, drawn blood, buried friends. Hands that had once held her, trembling and young.
"I think..." He swallowed. "He looks at her the way I used to look at you. When I didn't think you'd notice."
That silenced her.
Not from surprise, but from memory.
She stood straight, eyes misty with something too old to name. "I did notice," she said after a beat, voice a hush against the crackle of fire. "I just wasn't ready to believe it."
Odysseus nodded, quiet for a moment. Then. "He follows her with his whole chest, Pen. Tries not to—tries to act like he doesn't—but gods, it's written all over him. Like he's always waiting for her voice in the hall, like he counts her footsteps before they reach him."
Penelope let out a breath, touched one hand to her heart.
"He watches her like he's trying to memorize something he knows he doesn't deserve."
She smiled softly. "Then he's your son, alright."
Odysseus huffed a laugh. "And she... she doesn't even see it. Or maybe she does, and she's just scared. Either way, she's in it too deep to leave without bleeding."
Silence stretched again, long and tender.
Penelope's voice, when it came, was almost a whisper. "So this title—it's not just for show."
He looked at her.
"No," he said. "It's a tether. A shield. A warning."
"To whom?" she asked gently.
His jaw flexed. "To anyone who'd think to take her from him."
And for a moment, the only sound was the hush of the sea through the window... and the way their breaths seemed to fall in time. The fire crackled low behind them, casting long shadows across the stone, but neither moved to tend it.
Then Penelope whispered, her voice so soft he nearly missed it. "We tried for years, you know."
His head turned sharply.
She wasn't looking at him. Her gaze had drifted somewhere distant—far beyond the parchment, the hearth, the years worn into the lines of her face. Her quill sat idle on the desk, ink bleeding slowly into the paper's edge.
"Before Telemachus," she continued, barely louder than the tide. "We tried, and the gods were quiet. I was beginning to think they didn't listen to women who prayed softly."
"Penelope—" he started, but she kept going, the words fragile and real and unshakable.
"But then... he came...Telemachus... Small and loud and full of everything I didn't know I'd needed." Her voice caught slightly. "And you were gone."
Odysseus reached for her hand. Found it. Held it.
His thumb brushed along the curve of her knuckles, memorizing them all over again.
"I never got to be his father while he was small," he said, his voice rough. "I came home to a boy with your eyes and none of my memories. A stranger, who I loved like he'd always been mine."
Penelope turned to look at him now. There was no judgment in her eyes. Just grief softened by time.
"I can't undo that," he added, a bitter edge creeping in. "But I can give him this. A chance. A way to—"
"Love without losing," she finished, her eyes searching his.
He nodded. "Exactly."
They sat like that for a long time. No more strategy. No more prophecy. Just two parents on either side of a life they tried their best to build.
The fire had nearly gone out when Penelope broke the silence, voice low and wry.
"You're terrible at pretending you don't care."
Odysseus huffed. "And you're worse at pretending you don't hope."
She leaned in, brushing her lips against his knuckles, her eyes never leaving his. "Maybe. But this hope feels... right."
He nodded once. Didn't speak.
Because if he had, it would've been something soft. Something too bare to say aloud.
Something like: Me too
Penelope laughed softly at the silence that followed, not mocking, but something warmer. Something full of understanding. "You know," she said, eyes crinkling with affection, "I think I love her more each day."
That made him glance up.
"She's brave," Penelope went on, voice quiet but sure. "Even when she's angry. Even when she's hurting."
Odysseus smiled faintly. The corners of his mouth twitched upward like he couldn't quite help it, like something small in his chest was loosening.
"She reminds me of you, you know," Penelope added, reaching over to brush a speck of dust from his shoulder. "Not when you're scheming. When you're... trying. When you're trying to be good."
"Gods help us," he muttered. "Two of me."
Penelope smacked his shoulder, light but pointed. He chuckled, and she did too. The kind of laugh that curled at the edges of a long day. Familiar. Worn in like sea-soft leather.
And then—quieter now—she said, "I think she's the closest thing we've had to a daughter."
Odysseus stilled.
His smile faded, not in rejection, but in reverence. Like the weight of those words deserved room to breathe.
For a moment, neither of them said anything. The wind outside rattled the olive branches against the shutters, a whisper of the island beyond. The fire in the hearth hissed softly, like even it had gone still to listen.
"I know," he said finally. His voice was quiet. Measured. "That's what scares me."
Penelope's expression shifted. Softer now. She stepped toward him, cupping his face in both hands, gentle and sure.
"She's not a god," she whispered. "But she's ours. And if the gods want her—well, they'll have to go through both of us first."
He closed his eyes.
And smiled.
"...Then let them come."
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𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: ahhh! im happy you guys enjoyed my other headcanon/drabble oneshot haha tbh i have a bunch of these ranging from pretty much everywhere/anything from 'what if'aus etc, to alternative choices; so like think of things i managed to post for divine whispers but are too much small word count to post haha, but yeah, i'll pretty much might upload these whenever i have time/or someone's comment remind me of a scene i wrote and i'll dig through my docs to fix up, etc. hahahah (but yeah this little chappie is full of stuff i was researching about odypen, specifically the theory of them being married for years before having telemachus 😭😭💔) but yeah just a small update, i'll try to update the next chappie tmr/layter today thank you all
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When you woke the next morning, the world had already burst into a flurry of activity, the palace buzzing with preparations for an event that, until recently, would have seemed unimaginable: a feast in your honor.
As you made your way through the corridors, the scent of fresh paint and the sound of hammers echoed off the stone walls. Servants scurried past with arms laden with decorations and linens finer than any you'd seen used at the palace.
The transformation was underway, turning the already grand halls into something out of a royal birthday celebration.
Penelope, overseeing the arrangements with a meticulous eye, caught sight of you. She waved you over, her face alight with the kind of excitement usually reserved for grand state occasions. "There you are!" she exclaimed as you approached. "Everything must be perfect for tonight. This is no ordinary feast; it's a celebration of divine favor—a rare and wondrous occasion!"
You tried to interject, to express how a simple dinner would more than suffice, but Penelope was having none of it. "Nonsense," she chided gently, her voice firm but kind. "This will be a feast to remember, complete with performances, a multitude of courses, and the finest wine. It's only fitting for someone who has been touched by Apollo himself!"
The grandeur of it all made your head spin.
You'd thought, perhaps naively, that such attention might breed resentment or envy among the other servants. Yet, as the day unfolded, you found the opposite to be true. Their excitement was palpable, their congratulations genuine.
It seemed your blessing had become a source of pride for the entire household, a curious turn of events that warmed your heart even as it baffled you.
You spent the day caught between trying to help with the preparations and being shooed away by well-meaning staff insisting you should be relaxing or preparing yourself for the evening.
Eventually, you retreated to the one place you knew you could find some peace: your shed. It was a cozy, quiet space filled with the scent of wood and oil, where the outside world's expectations couldn't reach you.
As you stepped inside, your gaze immediately fell on a new addition to the room—a small, shrine-like shelf installed near the window. It housed your old, broken lyre, now encased behind a pane of glass. This was more than just a display; it was a reminder of your beginnings, of melodies played and memories made.
Telemachus had ordered and installed it as a gift, saying it symbolized the beauty in imperfection and the music that still lived in broken things. It was a thoughtful gesture, one that had touched you deeply, yet it also served as a bittersweet reminder of the distance growing between you and him.
Lately, you found yourself thinking of Telemachus often, his image coming unbidden to your mind as you oiled and tuned your instruments. Apollo's warning about other gods and their potentially disruptive interest had stayed with you, echoing in the back of your mind like a persistent whisper.
You couldn't help but feel wary, the god's words making you cautious about your interactions, especially with the prince.
There had been moments, fleeting and charged, where you could have sworn Telemachus was trying to reach out, but each time, you found yourself pulling back, dodging these encounters with polite excuses or a sudden need to be elsewhere.
It wasn't that you wanted to avoid him; rather, you were trying to protect something fragile, something that felt as though it could be shattered by the slightest misstep—a fear that perhaps Apollo's concerns were not unfounded.
You sighed and set down the cloth you were using to polish a flute, your fingers lingering on the instrument as you lost yourself in thought. The solitude of the shed allowed you to think clearly, and yet, the quiet also made the memories and worries louder, more insistent.
You wondered about the cost of divine favor, about how much of your life would be steered by unseen forces and whispered warnings. As you pondered, lost in the maze of your own thoughts, the soft knock at the shed door pulled you abruptly back to reality.
Turning, you saw Asta stepping into the shed, a small basket in her hands. Her presence was always a bit startling, the sharpness of her gaze and the boldness of her demeanor setting her apart from the other servants. Today, however, there was a softer edge to her usual briskness.
"I brought you lunch," she announced, holding up the basket which gave off the delicious aroma of freshly baked bread and herbs. "Callias is tied up with preparations for tonight and sent me with this." She paused, a slight smile tugging at the corners of her lips as she added, "He figured you might forget to eat, given... everything."
Instead of making a quick exit, which you half-expected, Asta settled down on a nearby crate, setting the basket between you. She began unpacking it—there were slices of bread, some cheese, a few apples, and a small flask of cider.
It was simple fare, but the thoughtfulness behind it warmed you more than the food itself could.
"You're not leaving?" you asked, a bit surprised by her decision to stay.
Asta shrugged, her eyes meeting yours with an uncharacteristic softness. "Thought you might want some company," she said casually, though you caught a hint of careful consideration in her voice. "Besides, I'm curious about all these divine shenanigans you're involved in."
You couldn't help but chuckle at her phrasing, the tension easing slightly from your shoulders. Asta's straightforwardness, her refusal to tiptoe around subjects like everyone else had been doing lately, was refreshing.
"Divine shenanigans," you echoed, accepting the plate she offered. "I suppose that's one way to put it."
Asta watched you as you started on your meal, her keen eyes missing nothing. "You know," she began, her tone casual but her gaze sharp, "most people would be thrilled to be in your shoes. Divine favor, Apollo's blessing, healing powers—it's the stuff of legends."
You nodded, swallowing a bite of cheese. "I know it sounds amazing, and it is, but it's also... a lot." You sighed, setting down your food and meeting her gaze. "It's not just about the powers or the blessings. It's the expectations, the responsibility. Everyone looking at you like you're supposed to know what to do all the time."
Asta nodded slowly, understanding dawning in her eyes. "Pressure," she said simply. "You're under a lot of it, aren't you?"
More than you could express, you thought. "Yes," you admitted out loud, grateful for her straightforwardness. "And there's always this worry about what's expected of me by the gods themselves. Apollo's been kind, but his sister, Artemis, came by last night. She made it clear that I need to prove myself worthy of his favor."
"Artemis?" Asta raised an eyebrow, impressed. "That's serious. She doesn't get involved lightly."
You chuckled dryly. "Tell me about it. She was... intense."
Asta leaned back, considering your words. "You know," she said after a moment, "it might not mean much, but you've got allies here, too. Not just divine ones. People who believe in you, not because of Apollo or any god but because of who you are."
Her words, simple and sincere, struck a chord within you. Looking at her, you felt a swell of gratitude. "Thank you, Asta," you said, meaning every word. "That means a lot to me."
She shrugged, her usual brusqueness returning as she sat back, looking around the shed. "Don't mention it. Just remember, no god or man decides your worth. You do. Eat your lunch, and don't forget that."
For a few minutes, the only sounds in the shed were the soft sipping of your cider and the gentle nibbling on the bread and cheese. Asta watched you in silence, her gaze thoughtful, almost assessing. Then, breaking the quiet, she leaned forward, her curiosity piqued.
"How long have you been working here, anyway?" she asked, her tone casual but clearly interested.
"Since I was about eight or nine," you replied, setting down your cup. "It's been a long time, feels like I've grown up with these walls watching over me."
Asta nodded, seemingly satisfied with your answer. "And the royals," she continued, "what are they like when there aren't any guests around?"
You smiled, remembering countless private moments that revealed the true nature of those you served. "They're exactly themselves, if not more relaxed. King Odysseus loves recounting tales from his travels, while Queen Penelope is always either weaving or tending to her gardens. Prince Telemachus is an enigma, engaging in various activities to improve both himself and the future of the kingdom."
"And the seasons here in Ithaca," she pressed on, "are they harsh?"
"Just the winter, but only for a week or two. It's mostly mild, which is good for the crops and the vineyards," you explained, enjoying the flow of the conversation.
Asta's eyes sparkled with more questions. "Does Ithaca allow its servants to marry or date?"
"Yes, as long as it doesn't interfere with our work or loyalty to the kingdom," you responded, noticing how her face lit up slightly at the question.
Seizing the opportunity, you decided to ask about her homeland. "And how about Bronte? What's it like there?"
Asta's expression shifted to one of mixed feelings. "Bronte is... well, it's Bronte. More rigid and colder in demeanor than here, but not as cookie-cutter about relationships as you might think."
You blinked, catching the implication before hesitantly asking, almost in a whisper, "So, same-sex couples are... accepted there?" You trailed off, catching yourself midway, unsure if it was too personal a question.
Catching your hesitation, Asta smirked, clearly amused by your cautious approach. "Yes," she confirmed, her smirk broadening into a confident smile. "It doesn't matter the couples but the power the couples can have."
You were in awe—not that same-sex couples weren't allowed in Ithaca, they were; it's just not that common, and you were surprised Bronte was so open, especially since you'd expected the opposite. Your preconceptions of Bronte had painted it as a place far stricter and less progressive in its social policies compared to the more laid-back and inclusive Ithaca.
Asta seemed to read your surprise, and her smirk softened into a more genuine smile. "Bronte might be harsh in many ways—its politics, its expectations from its servants, its climate even—but when it comes to personal relationships, there's a surprising level of... let's say, liberalism, as long as those relationships don't threaten the existing power structures or public duties."
"Really?" you responded, intrigued and encouraged by this new information. The conversation was shedding a new light on Bronte, a complexity you hadn't anticipated.
"Yeah," Asta continued, leaning back against the wall of the shed, her arms crossed comfortably. "Lysandra and I never had to hide what we are to each other. It's known, and as long as our work isn't affected, no one really bothers us about it."
That was a progressive stance that you hadn't expected from a place like Bronte, known more for its strictness and less for its progressive social policies. It was a revelation that made you rethink not only your views on Asta's homeland but also on how diverse the practices and policies of different regions could be, despite overarching cultural norms.
"Thank you for sharing that," you said genuinely, feeling a newfound respect for Asta and a curiosity about her culture that went beyond the usual tales of rigid hierarchies and strict regimens.
Asta nodded, her expression turning thoughtful. "Everyone has their battles, their secrets," she mused. "Sometimes, knowing we're not as alone or as different as we might think can make all the difference."
Encouraged by the open and honest dialogue, you decided to delve a bit deeper, especially about someone both of you knew well. "What about Callias?" you asked, curiosity piqued about his role back in Bronte compared to his demeanor here in Ithaca.
Asta's face softened, and she let out a small sigh. "Callias... he's been in Bronte's service the longest among our group here. He was actually gifted to Princess Andreia when she was just a child—bought from a neighboring kingdom. It was supposed to be this grand gesture, securing a servant who could grow up alongside her, loyal only to her."
She shook her head slightly, her gaze drifting as if seeing back through the years. "But Callias, he's always been different from the rest of us—more bubbly, sunny. He has this light in him that just doesn't fit the mold of Bronte's usual servant. And it always seemed like Andreia is drawn to that light, trying to snuff it out or control it."
You listened intently, your image of Callias—the always cheerful and seemingly carefree man—gaining new layers of complexity.
Asta continued, her voice laced with a mix of admiration and concern. "Since being here in Ithaca, though, I've noticed a change in him. Back at Bronte, it looked like he was almost giving in, like the constant pressure was finally getting to him. But here, it's as if he's found another reason to fight, to keep that light burning."
The way Asta described it painted a picture of a Callias who was more resilient than anyone might have suspected, someone fighting a silent battle against expectations and pressures you hadn't fully appreciated before.
"Being away from Bronte, away from those suffocating expectations... it's done him good," Asta concluded, a small smile creeping back onto her face. "He's happier, more himself. Whatever it is about Ithaca—or maybe someone here—it's giving him strength."
The implication hung in the air, subtle yet clear. Asta's observation not only highlighted Callias's struggles but also hinted at the positive impact your environment, perhaps even your presence, had on him.
Feeling a newfound respect for Callias and a deeper understanding of the invisible burdens he carried, you nodded, grateful for Asta's insights. "Thank you for sharing that. It's... it's good to know he's doing better here."
Asta nodded in response to your thanks, then rose and picked up the now-empty basket. As she headed for the door, her footsteps echoed softly in the quiet shed. She paused at the threshold, turning back to you with a smile that held both camaraderie and respect.
"Congratulations again," she said, her voice carrying a genuine warmth. "I'm really looking forward to the feast tonight. It's not every day we get to celebrate something as special as divine favor."
With a final nod, she stepped out of the shed, letting the door close gently behind her. Left alone with your thoughts, you felt a renewed sense of determination. Whatever challenges lay ahead, you knew you wouldn't face them alone. And with friends like Asta, you were reminded of the strength that lay in human connections, perhaps the most powerful blessing of all.
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As the sun set, the feast began in full swing, transforming the palace ballroom into a vibrant spectacle of light and color. The decorations blended the colors of Ithaca and Bronte, symbolizing the union of two cultures on this special occasion.
Lanterns hung from silken cords crisscrossed above the dancing area, casting a warm glow that flickered like stars come down to join the celebration. Tables laden with an array of dishes lined the edges of the courtyard: roasted meats with herbs, fresh seafood drizzled in olive oil, bowls of ripe fruit, and trays of sweet pastries that made the air sweet with their scent.
Even townspeople had been invited, a gesture of goodwill from the palace, ensuring that the celebration was as inclusive as it was extravagant.
You found yourself on the dance floor, the music a lively blend of Ithacan flutes and Brontean drums, creating a rhythm that was irresistible. Callias, ever the spirited dancer, had pulled you into a group dance with a few other Bronte servants.
Laughter and cheers filled the air as you all moved in sync, the steps a mix of both your cultures' traditional dances, which some inventive soul had woven together for this event. The dance was a spirited affair, everyone moving in a circle, hands joined, then breaking apart to clap hands with partners across from them before spinning and rejoining hands.
Callias, leading your part of the circle, danced with a grace that belied his usual playful demeanor, his movements sharp and sure. Every time you spun into him, his hands were steady, guiding you with gentle pressure on your back, his smile wide and infectious.
As the tempo of the music changed, signaling another segment of the dance, you were twirled swiftly into another circle, switching to a new partner on the dance floor. This time it was Kieran, who caught you deftly, his own movements confident and synchronizing perfectly with the rhythm.
Your blue dress, chosen by Penelope for this occasion, swept the floor elegantly with every spin, the fabric shimmering under the lantern light like the surface of a tranquil sea at night.
Not too long after Asta left you earlier, a servant had come to fetch you, sent by Penelope herself. The Queen had insisted that you spend the remaining time before the feast getting ready with her assistance, refusing to take no for an answer.
It was a whirlwind of preparations where Penelope played both stylist and confidante, choosing a stunning blue dress that matched the evening's aesthetic—intertwining the blues of Ithaca with subtle silver threads reflective of Bronte's influence.
While you were transformed under her expert hands, Penelope had talked incessantly about the significance of the evening. "It's all about you tonight," she had said, bustling around you with an array of cosmetics and jewelry. "This is a celebration of your new place within our community and under Apollo's favor. You must look the part, my dear."
Every objection you raised about the grandeur of it all was skillfully overturned by Penelope's unyielding vision of how the evening should honor you. "Nonsense," she'd chuckled when you expressed concern about the extravagance. "This is no ordinary celebration. It's every bit deserving of the highest honors we can provide. You've brought us all together, bridged worlds with your unique touch, and tonight, we celebrate that bridge."
Now, as you danced with Kieran, feeling the weight of the queen's words and the elegance of your attire, you couldn't help but admit there was a certain thrill in being the center of such positive attention.
Kieran, aware of your momentarily distracted smile, raised an eyebrow playfully. "You look absolutely regal tonight, you know?" he said over the music, his voice warm with genuine admiration.
"Thank you, Kieran," you replied, the music carrying your spirits higher. "It feels surreal, almost like a dream."
"Well," he grinned, spinning you once more before the dance ended, "tonight, you're the star of the dream. Enjoy it."
As the song drew to a close and you both applauded the musicians, you felt a blend of exhilaration and nerves for the rest of the evening's festivities.
The crowd on the dance floor, including Kieran, was pulsing with energy, calling eagerly for another dance. But before the band could strike up again, a sudden hush fell over the crowd as Odysseus stepped forward, his presence commanding immediate attention.
Clearing his throat, Odysseus raised his hands, signaling for quiet before beginning to speak. "Ladies and gentlemen, honored guests, and dear friends," he began, his voice booming across the hall, "tonight we gather not only to revel in our shared joys and cultural heritage but to mark a momentous occasion."
Odysseus' eyes found yours in the crowd, and he smiled warmly, a rare, public display of affection that only heightened your sense of what was to come.
"It is with great pride and profound respect," he continued, "that we elevate one among us, who has shown invaluable contributions to our kingdom but also possesses a unique connection to the divine. It is only fitting that such unique dedication be formally recognized." You froze, your heart skipping a beat. "Henceforth, she will be known as our Divine Liaison, reflecting her newfound status and the trust we place in her."
The courtyard erupted in applause, but you barely heard it over the rush of blood in your ears. Divine Liaison? The role sounded prestigious, important, and utterly terrifying.
This was far beyond anything you had expected when you agreed to help out at the docks and ultimately reveal your favor.
Before you could protest or even process the full weight of what was happening, Penelope quickly joined her husband, her expression radiating pride and encouragement. "My dear, you have always been more than just a handmaiden to us," she said, her voice carrying over the crowd. "You've touched our lives in ways that can only be described as divine intervention. This role, this title, it's merely a formality recognizing what you've always been to us."
Your mind raced, thoughts tumbling over each other. The role, the responsibilities, the potential changes to your life—it was almost too much to take in all at once. How could you, just a handmaiden who had stumbled upon divine favor, accept such a title?
Sensing your apprehension, Odysseus spoke again, his tone softer but still filled with the king's resolve. "I understand your hesitation," he said, addressing both you and the assembly. "But consider this: we do this not just to honor you, but to ensure that no other kingdom thinks to sway you from Ithaca. Your talents, your connection to Apollo—they are rare gifts, and it would be remiss of us not to acknowledge your importance, not just to our court but to our future. This title will ensure that all know you are under our care, valued and essential to the heart of our land."
The logic was sound, almost cunning in its protective pragmatism. His strategic framing of the role—as a necessity for the kingdom's prestige as much as a recognition of your worth—made it harder to simply decline. It was a move to safeguard you and Ithaca's standing among the kingdoms, a political play as much as it was a personal honor.
Finally, gathering your wits, you nodded, accepting the mantle being offered. "Thank you, Your Majesty," you said, your voice steady despite the storm of emotions inside you. "I'm honored and will do my utmost to fulfill this role with the dignity and dedication it deserves."
The crowd cheered, and Penelope came forward, embracing you. As she stepped back, she whispered, "We are so proud of you," reinforcing the familial warmth that had always underpinned your interactions with the royal family.
And as the evening resumed, with music filling the air once more and dancers returning to the floor, you felt a new weight on your shoulders but also a newfound determination.
Whatever challenges lay ahead, you knew you wouldn't face them alone.
Notes:
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Chapter 35: 25 ┃ 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞'𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐛𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐡
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At the royal table, Telemachus sat stiffly between his mother and Andreia, the rich tapestry of the feast unfolding around him. His plate was mostly untouched, save for a few bites he'd forced himself to take to avoid suspicion.
The air was thick with the mingling scents of roasted meats, spiced wine, and honeyed fruits, but none of it managed to stir his appetite.
To his left, Andreia was in the midst of an animated conversation, her voice melodic but sharp enough to cut through the hum of the gathering. Her hands moved gracefully as she spoke, her words punctuated with occasional laughs that were as polished as the silverware on the table.
To anyone observing, she might have seemed the picture of charm and grace—a perfect guest, a potential match for Ithaca's prince.
But Telemachus wasn't paying attention to her.
His eyes drifted past the shimmering goblets, past the dazzling decorations that adorned the courtyard, and locked onto the one figure he couldn't seem to tear himself away from.
You.
You were on the dance floor, your laughter ringing out like a bell amidst the music, your blue dress twirling as you moved effortlessly with the rhythm of the song. A group of dancers surrounded you, including Kieran and Callias, their faces flushed with excitement and joy.
But for Telemachus, it was as if the entire scene blurred into the background, leaving only you in sharp focus.
Your smile—so bright, so genuine—was a stark contrast to the carefully crafted expressions of the nobles and guests seated around him. There was no artifice in the way your eyes lit up, no calculated charm in the way you threw your head back in laughter when Kieran spun you around too fast and nearly stumbled.
It was real. You were real.
Andreia's voice broke into his reverie, her words cutting through like an unwelcome breeze. "Prince Telemachus," she said smoothly, leaning slightly toward him. Her tone was light, but the undercurrent of expectation was unmistakable. "What do you think of the decorations? The blending of Ithaca's colors with Bronte's—it's quite striking, isn't it?"
Telemachus blinked, forcing his gaze back to her. He nodded absently, the words barely registering. "Yes, quite," he murmured, his tone devoid of the enthusiasm she likely hoped for.
Andreia tilted her head, her eyes narrowing ever so slightly as she studied him. "You seem distracted," she observed, a hint of something sharper creeping into her voice. "Is everything alright?"
"Fine," he replied quickly, his lips pressing into a thin line. He picked up his goblet and took a long sip of wine, hoping it might help to mask his obvious disinterest in her conversation. It didn't.
"Really? Because you've barely said a word all evening," she pressed, her tone now laced with what might have been genuine curiosity—or something closer to annoyance.
Before he could respond, another burst of laughter erupted from the dance floor. His head turned instinctively, his eyes finding you again. This time, you were dancing with Callias, the two of you caught in a lively spin that left your faces flushed and grinning.
Telemachus' chest tightened at the sight.
Andreia followed his gaze, her sharp eyes narrowing as she tracked where his attention had strayed. She didn't say anything immediately, but the slight twitch at the corner of her mouth spoke volumes.
"Ah," she said after a moment, her voice quieter but no less cutting. "I see."
Telemachus stiffened, his grip tightening on the stem of his goblet. He turned back to her, his expression carefully neutral. "See what?"
Andreia's smile didn't reach her eyes as she gestured subtly toward the dance floor. "She's... captivating, isn't she? The way the crowd seems to revolve around her, the way she lights up the space. It's no wonder she's garnered so much attention lately."
Her words were smooth, almost complimentary, but Telemachus could hear the undercurrent of envy, the subtle jab beneath the surface. He didn't rise to the bait, instead setting his goblet down with deliberate care.
"She deserves it," he said simply, his voice steady but firm. "Everything tonight—she's earned it."
Andreia's smile faltered, just for a fraction of a second, before she composed herself. "Of course," she said, her tone light once more. "How generous of you to think so."
Telemachus didn't respond; his gaze had already drifted back to the dance floor, where you were still caught in the glow of laughter and joy, oblivious to his turmoil. After a beat, he sighed quietly, dropping his gaze to his goblet before muttering, "Excuse me, I think I need some air." Without waiting for a response, he stood, smoothing his tunic before slipping away from the royal table.
Andreia's sharp eyes followed him, her lips pressing into a thin line as he exited the grand hall. But Telemachus didn't look back. He felt suffocated in a way that no amount of festivity could ease. He passed through the heavy double doors; the distant sounds of music and laughter muffled as he entered the quieter corridors of the palace.
As he walked, the tension in his shoulders eased slightly, though the unease in his chest remained. He wasn't sure why, but something had shifted recently. A distance between you and him that he couldn't quite name but felt acutely all the same. It had started subtly—small things he might not have noticed if he weren't so attuned to you.
At first, it had been minor—a missed smile, a hurried excuse to leave when he approached. He had brushed it off as coincidence, thinking perhaps you were simply preoccupied. But as the day went on, it became harder to ignore.
Every time he sought you out, hoping for a moment to talk, to share in the quiet understanding that had always been there, you seemed to slip away. And each time it happened, it left him with a gnawing sense of unease.
He recalled one time in particular. It was hours before the feast started when he spotted you in the palace halls, chatting with one of the older maids. He had started toward you, eager to steal a moment before the day's activity pulled you both in different directions. But as soon as you noticed him, your expression had shifted—eyes widening, lips parting as if in surprise. And then, just as quickly, you had turned away, muttering something to the maid before disappearing into the palace.
It wasn't like you. The easy camaraderie you had always shared now felt fractured; the invisible thread that connected you stretched thin. He had replayed those moments in his mind, searching for answers.
Had he done something to upset you? Said something thoughtless without realizing it? The question gnawed at him, carving a hollow space in his chest.
Stopping in one of the quieter hallways, he leaned against the cool stone wall, running a hand through his hair. The muted hum of the feast echoed faintly in the distance, but he barely registered it. His thoughts were consumed by you—by the way your laughter on the dance floor had felt like sunlight breaking through clouds, yet he couldn't ignore the way you'd avoided him all day.
Telemachus sighed, his hand falling to his side as he stared at the flickering torchlight illuminating the corridor. He couldn't shake the feeling that something had changed, that there was a wall between you now where there had once been none. And he hated it.
Pushing off the wall, he started walking again, his steps slower, more deliberate. He wasn't sure if he was ready to face the feast again, to return to Andreia's sharp eyes and honeyed words.
But more than that, he wasn't sure how to face you—not when the memory of your bright smile felt so far removed from the quiet distance you now held him at.
As Telemachus stood in the empty corridor, staring blankly at the flickering torchlight, a voice cut through the silence like the sharp edge of a blade, dripping with sarcasm.
"Wow, you sure know how to turn moping into an art form, don't you?"
Telemachus jerked, his head snapping up to locate the source of the voice. His eyes darted around the hallway until they landed on... a boy? A boy who wasn't just standing there but floating a few feet off the ground, one leg crossed over the other as though lounging midair. The boy's golden curls glinted faintly in the dim light, his cherubic face twisted into a grin that was anything but innocent.
"What the—?" Telemachus stammered, stepping back instinctively, his heart racing. "Who are you, and how did you get in here?"
The boy ignored the question entirely, instead tilting his head as he surveyed Telemachus. "You're just as serious as they said. Honestly, I thought royals were supposed to be fun. 'Ya know, with all the having power over other people and stuff."
Telemachus blinked, bewildered. "What are you talking about? And what do you mean 'they said'? Who—"
"Oh, this is going to take forever," the boy groaned dramatically, rolling his eyes. He stretched his arms over his head lazily, the motion causing his toga to slip slightly off one shoulder. Then he pointed a tiny finger toward the small wings fluttering behind him. "Take a guess, genius."
Telemachus squinted, his mind racing as he pieced together the image before him: the golden curls, the wings, the glowing quiver of arrows slung across the boy's back. Slowly, realization dawned, and he felt his jaw tighten.
"Eros," he muttered, the name tasting strange on his tongue.
The boy gave a mock bow, his grin widening. "Ding, ding, ding! We have a winner! Took you long enough." He floated down a bit, resting his chin in his hands as he leaned toward Telemachus, his eyes sparkling with mischief. "I've been watching you, you know. You're almost as dramatic as one of my love-struck mortals."
Telemachus bristled, his confusion giving way to irritation. "Watching me? Why? And don't compare me to—"
"Because it's entertaining," Eros interrupted, cutting him off with a wave of his small hand. "Do you know how dull some of you mortals can be? You, at least, have some flavor. All this pining, all this angst—it's like watching a tragedy unfold in slow motion."
"I'm not pining," Telemachus snapped, his cheeks flushing slightly despite himself. "And I don't have time for games, so if you have some divine purpose, get to it."
Eros laughed, the sound light and mocking. "Oh, you are fun. So defensive! You're practically screaming, 'Yes, I'm in love, and I have no idea what to do about it! Help me!'"
Telemachus stiffened, his eyes narrowing as he glared at the boy. "I didn't ask for your opinion, nor help."
"Too bad," Eros shot back, spinning lazily in the air. "Because I have a lot of them. And here's one for free: you're making this much harder than it needs to be. You're thinking so much, it's a wonder you haven't combusted yet."
Telemachus clenched his fists, his patience thinning like a taut thread ready to snap. "What do you want?" he demanded, his voice low and firm.
Eros gasped dramatically, placing a small hand over his chest like he'd just been struck by a mortal blow. "So cold, Your Highness!" he whined, floating closer, his tiny wings flitting behind him. "Here I am, offering my invaluable presence, and you act like I'm some common thief in your hallways."
Telemachus raised a brow, unimpressed. "If you're not here to meddle, then why are you here?"
Eros' pout disappeared, replaced by a sly grin. "Business," he declared, straightening up midair and crossing his arms. His golden curls seemed to glow faintly in the torchlight, making him look every bit the picture of an angelic child—if not for the mischief glittering in his eyes. "And that business, dear prince, is you."
Telemachus frowned, stepping back slightly. "Me? Why?"
Eros flipped upside down, lounging as though gravity was an afterthought. "Because watching you wrestle with your own emotions is like watching a bird try to fly while tied to a stone. Entertaining? Sure. But it's getting repetitive." He righted himself, landing on the ground with exaggerated grace. "I'm here to give you a chance—a very generous one, if I do say so myself."
Telemachus narrowed his eyes. "What kind of chance?"
Eros smirked, stepping closer until he stood just in front of the prince. Despite his small frame, his presence felt far larger. "A chance to sort out your girl troubles, of course." He tilted his head, his curls bouncing. "Which you may or may not have." His smirk widened. "Though, let's be honest, you totally have them."
Telemachus' jaw tightened, the subtle heat in his cheeks betraying him despite his efforts to stay composed. "I don't need your help," he said firmly, though his voice lacked conviction.
"Oh, don't be so serious!" Eros exclaimed, throwing his arms up in exasperation. "You mortals always think you can do everything the hard way. Newsflash, princeling: that's why you're all so miserable."
Telemachus hesitated, his internal conflict playing out in the tension of his posture. He wanted to say yes, to grab hold of whatever help this meddling god could provide. The thought of winning your heart, of seeing your bright smile aimed only at him again, was almost enough to sway him.
But something held him back—his own sense of integrity.
"It's... not right," he said finally, his voice quieter now. "If... If I'm going to win her heart, I want to do it the right way. Honestly. Without... tricks."
Eros groaned, dragging a hand down his face as if Telemachus' answer had physically pained him. "You are boring," he said, his voice dripping with disdain. "Fine, Mr. Morals. I'll give you points for effort, but do you really think she's going to notice you if you keep skulking around like this? You need help, whether you admit it or not."
Telemachus straightened, his expression hardening. "I don't need your arrows or your schemes, Eros. If she's going to choose me, I want it to be because she truly wants to—not because you nudged her emotions in my favor."
Eros studied him for a moment, his mischievous smirk fading into something almost thoughtful. "You're serious about this, huh?" he said, more to himself than to Telemachus. Then, just as quickly, the smirk was back. "Alright, fine. If you're so determined to stick to the 'noble' path, I'll give you an alternative."
Telemachus raised a brow. "What kind of alternative?"
Eros grinned, the light in his eyes gleaming brighter than before. "What if I made Princess Andreia fall for you instead?" he offered, his tone casual, as if discussing the weather.
The reaction was immediate. Telemachus recoiled slightly, his brows furrowing in disbelief. "Andreia?" he repeated, his voice sharper than intended. "No."
Eros blinked, clearly surprised by the speed of the response. "No?" he echoed, tilting his head.
Telemachus straightened, his expression resolute. "Even if ____ might not want me, I wouldn't be able to give mt heart away. She's the only one that can claim it."
Eros stared at him for a long moment, his golden eyes narrowing slightly. Then, to Telemachus's surprise, the boy's lips curled into a small, genuine smile—one that lacked the usual mischief. "Well," he said, his voice softer, "at least you're not lying to yourself."
The sincerity of the moment lingered, rare and oddly grounding, but it didn't last long. As though realizing he'd allowed himself to be too earnest, Eros tilted his head sharply, his cherubic curls bouncing. His eyes darted upward, narrowing in focus, as if he were listening to something distant and unseen.
His nose wrinkled, and his expression twisted into one of utter disgust. "Ugh, gross!" he exclaimed, throwing his arms out dramatically. He gagged for emphasis, the sound sharp and exaggerated. "You're thinking about her again, aren't you?"
Telemachus blinked, startled. "What?" he asked, his tone defensive but wary, confused by the boy's unpredicatble emotions.
Eros spun in the air, covering his face with one hand like a dramatic actor in the middle of a tragedy. "It's so sweet it's nauseating," he groaned, peeking through his fingers with a squint. "How do you mortals even handle emotions like this? If it were me, I'd shoot an arrow at myself just to get rid of it."
The prince frowned, his arms crossing as he stared at the floating boy. "You're overreacting."
Eros dropped his hands, raising his brows as if Telemachus had just uttered the most ridiculous thing he'd ever heard. "Overreacting?" He leaned closer, his face uncomfortably close to Telemachus'. "Listen, princeling, I know love better than anyone. It's practically my whole thing, and I can tell you right now—you're drowning in it. Hopelessly."
Telemachus opened his mouth to respond, but Eros cut him off with a sharp wave of his hand. "But you know what?" The boy leaned back mid-air, resting his hands behind his head as he floated in a lazy circle. "If you're too noble to make a choice, then I guess I'll have to make it for you."
"What?" Telemachus straightened, his voice suddenly taut with alarm. "What do you mean, make it for me?"
Eros' grin turned sharp, a flash of teeth that seemed far too knowing for his youthful face. "Oh, don't worry about it," he said, his tone far too casual to be comforting. "Let's just say I'll give fate a little nudge. Call it an experiment." He shrugged, spinning lazily in the air. "You'll thank me later. Or not. Either way, it'll be fun."
"Eros," Telemachus warned, his fists clenching at his sides. "Don't—"
"Bye, princeling!" Eros interrupted, his voice sing-song and infuriatingly carefree. He lifted a hand in a cheeky wave, his wings fluttering. "Try not to mess things up too badly, alright?"
Before Telemachus could demand answers or stop him, Eros disappeared in a burst of golden light, the faint sound of laughter lingering in his wake. The hallway fell silent, the encounter settling heavily over the prince.
Telemachus stood there, his heart racing with a mixture of frustration and unease. Whatever Eros had planned, he knew it couldn't mean anything good—or simple. And as much as he hated to admit it, the boy's parting words gnawed at him.
Hopelessly in love.
He shook his head, his jaw tightening as he turned to leave the corridor and return to the feast. Whatever game Eros was playing, Telemachus was determined to face it head-on. If this was a test of his resolve, he would prove that his feelings for you didn't need divine interference to be true.
As he approached the entrance to the ballroom, the muffled sounds of music and laughter grew louder, the atmosphere vibrant with celebration. Stepping inside, the warmth of the grand hall washed over him, along with the mingled scents of roasted meats, sweet pastries, and spiced wine. His gaze instinctively swept across the room, taking in the swirling colors of Ithacan and Brontean finery blending together, the flickering glow of candlelight reflecting off golden goblets and polished silver.
And then, his eyes found you.
You were standing near the refreshment table, laughing at something Callias had said. He was beside you, animated and theatrical as always, gesturing wildly with a cup in hand while Asta, Lysandra, and Kieran chuckled at his antics. The glow of the lanterns above caught on the fabric of your dress, making the rich blue shimmer with every movement, and when you smiled, it was as if the entire room softened around you.
Telemachus froze mid-step.
He had intended to return to his seat at the royal table, to settle back into the rhythm of polite conversation and carefully chosen words. He could already hear Andreia's voice in his mind, ready to fill the space beside him with idle chatter. But just as he turned away from the sight of you, something caught his attention—a flicker of movement, just over your shoulder.
Floating behind you, as if he hadn't a care in the world, was Eros.
The young deity had a glowing pink bottle in one hand, its glass catching the light in a way that made it seem almost alive. Telemachus' breath hitched as he watched Eros tilt the bottle, pouring its contents into the cup you held. The liquid shimmered unnaturally as it swirled in your goblet, like stardust dissolving into wine.
And yet, not a single person around you seemed to notice—not Callias, not Asta, Lysandra, not even the servants bustling nearby. It was as if Telemachus was the only one who could see the god's mischief unfolding before his very eyes.
Eros' grin stretched wider as he caught sight of Telemachus, his golden curls bouncing as he gave the prince a playful, fluttering wave. Then, with an exaggerated wink, he disappeared, vanishing into thin air as though he had never been there at all.
Panic gripped Telemachus like a vice. His eyes darted back to you, and his stomach dropped as he saw you lift the cup toward your lips. There was no time to think, no moment to hesitate. Before he even realized what he was doing, he was moving—his body acting on pure instinct. He crossed the room in a blur, weaving between dancers and revelers with a speed he didn't know he possessed.
"Wait!" he blurted, his voice sharper than he intended as he reached your side.
You froze mid-motion, startled by the sudden interruption. Your eyes widened as you turned to face him, the cup still in your hand. "Prince Telemachus?" you asked, confused. "What are you—?"
Before you could finish, he took the cup from your hand in one swift motion, the liquid inside sloshing dangerously close to the rim. Without a word of explanation, he brought the goblet to his lips and downed its contents in a single, desperate gulp.
The sweet, otherworldly taste of the drink hit his tongue like a burst of sunlight, warm and intoxicating, but he forced himself to swallow it all, not letting a single drop go to waste. When the goblet was empty, he lowered it, breathing heavily as he wiped his mouth with the back of his hand.
The table had fallen silent. You, Callias, and the others stared at him, utterly bewildered.
"Uh... are you alright, Your Highness?" Callias asked after a beat, his tone hovering between concern and amusement. "Because, damn, you looked thirsty."
Telemachus barely registered the comment, his gaze fixed on you as he tried to steady his breathing. His heart was racing, a mix of adrenaline and whatever magic had been in that drink coursing through his veins. He opened his mouth to speak, to explain, but no words came.
His mind scrambled for something—anything—that would make his actions seem less strange. Then, with a nervous laugh that sounded far too forced, he blurted out, "Oh, I thought you got it for me! Haha—my mistake!"
Your brow furrowed, the confusion on your face deepening as you tilted your head. "You thought... I got it for you?" you echoed, clearly not convinced. The disbelief in your tone only made his awkwardness grow.
"Y-Yeah!" Telemachus stammered, his hand already shooting out to grab a random passerby's cup off a nearby tray. The bewildered servant barely had time to react as Telemachus thrust the drink toward you with a sheepish smile. "Here you go! A replacement. Enjoy."
You blinked, staring down at the cup he handed you, your lips parting to respond. Before you could say anything, he hastily added, "Well, gotta go! Busy night, lots to do. You know how it is!" He waved awkwardly, already stepping back.
Just as he turned to make his escape, a chill swept over him, sharp and sudden, making his skin prickle. Before he could process the sensation, an overwhelming wave of discomfort crashed over his body. His muscles cramped painfully, his head spun, and a heavy dizziness pressed down on him like an invisible weight. He stumbled slightly, gripping the edge of a nearby table to steady himself.
"Prince Telemachus?" your voice was concerned now, but he didn't dare look back, not wanting to worry you—or worse, have you see the panic flickering in his eyes.
"I-I'm fine," he managed to mutter, his voice strained as he straightened with effort. "I just... I need to step out for some air."
Without waiting for a response, he made a beeline for the nearest exit, his steps uneven but quick. The moment he was out of the hall, away from the warm glow of the festivities, a snickering sound made his stomach sink.
Eros was floating in front of him again, lazily spinning one of his golden arrows in his hand. The little god's grin was wide and unapologetically smug, his golden curls bouncing as he tilted his head. "Wow," Eros said, drawing the word out with exaggerated amusement. "You really went for it, huh?"
Telemachus groaned, clutching his stomach as another wave of nausea rolled through him. "What... did you do?" he ground out, glaring at the god through the haze of his discomfort.
Eros burst into laughter, clutching his sides as he doubled over mid-air. "It wasn't supposed to go like this! You weren't supposed to drink the whole thing, you idiot!" He wiped a nonexistent tear from his eye, his laughter subsiding into mischievous chuckles. "It was meant to be sipped, not chugged like it's some mortal drinking contest."
Telemachus leaned heavily against the wall, his jaw tightening as he forced himself to stay upright. "Why would you even try to give it to her?" he demanded, his voice low but filled with anger.
Eros shrugged, completely unbothered. "Relax, lover boy. I wasn't going to make her drink it willingly. I had a whole plan!" He gestured dramatically with his free hand. "I was going to let her take a sip or two, then have someone bump into her to make her drop it, and let the magic work naturally. Subtle. Elegant."
Telemachus stared at him, incredulous. "Subtle? You call that subtle?"
Eros smirked, leaning closer, his golden eyes twinkling with mischief. "You're one to talk, Mr. 'I'll just drink this entire cursed concoction to save her.' You didn't even hesitate." He tapped his chin thoughtfully. "Actually, I'm kind of impressed. Stupid, but impressive."
Telemachus felt his anger rise, but before he could retort, another cramp twisted through his body, stealing his breath. He hunched over slightly, cursing under his breath as Eros floated closer, examining him with mock sympathy.
"Well," Eros said cheerfully, "on the bright side, at least you didn't ruin my fun entirely. Now we get to see what happens when someone takes a full dose of divine love magic. Should be entertaining!" He clapped his hands together, his cherubic face lighting up with glee.
Telemachus groaned again, sliding down the wall until he was sitting on the cool stone floor. "Get rid of it," he muttered through gritted teeth. "Undo whatever it is you did."
Eros snorted, crossing his arms. "Oh, no, no, no. Where's the fun in that? Besides," he added with a wicked grin, "it's not like you're dying. Just... experiencing the full force of what it means to have your heart wide open."
Telemachus glared up at him, his patience worn paper-thin. "I don't need magic to feel what I already feel," he snapped. "I already love her—without your interference."
Eros tilted his head, his grin softening slightly into something more thoughtful. For a moment, the boy looked older, wiser, his golden eyes gleaming with something far beyond mischief. "I know," he said simply. "That's what makes this so fun to watch."
With that, Eros gave him a little salute, his wings fluttering as he began to fade. "Good luck, Prince Charming," he called over his shoulder. "Try not to embarrass yourself too much when the magic kicks in."
And then, he was gone, leaving Telemachus alone in the dim corridor, his body aching and his mind reeling. His breathing was shallow, and every step he took felt unsteady, the tension in his chest coiling tighter with each beat of his heart. He muttered a string of curses under his breath, his frustration mounting.
"By the gods..." he hissed, running a hand through his hair as the dull ache in his stomach made him lean briefly against the wall. His fingers curled against the stone for balance, trying to gather himself. He'd just been humiliated by a pre-teen god with wings, his mind toyed with, and now his body felt like it was betraying him too.
"Stupid little brat," he grumbled, his voice low and bitter. "Should've been clearer it was meant for one sip—"
"Telemachus?"
The sound of your voice cut through the fog in his mind like a beacon. He froze mid-step, his spine stiffening as he glanced over his shoulder. There you were, your dress catching the light of the torches lining the corridor. Your expression was a mixture of concern and curiosity, and your voice softened as you asked, "Are you alright? You left so suddenly."
His stomach turned—not from the remnants of whatever Eros' potion had done but from the fact that you had followed him. Your kindness, your worry for him, felt like both a balm and a sharp blade. He quickly wiped a hand across his face as if to compose himself, forcing a smile that didn't quite reach his eyes.
"Ah, yes," he said, his voice pitched higher than usual. He winced at how unconvincing he sounded. "I just... needed some air. Too much dancing, I think. You know how it gets."
You frowned, taking a step closer, your presence both soothing and nerve-wracking at the same time. "You look pale," you said, your gaze scanning his face. "Are you sure you're okay? You were fine just a moment ago."
The genuine worry in your tone made his chest tighten again, a lump forming in his throat as he tried to think of something, anything, to put you at ease. "It's nothing serious," he tried again, though the weakness in his voice betrayed him. "Probably just... drank too much too quickly. I'll be fine in a moment."
Your frown deepened as you came to stand just a few paces from him, close enough that he could catch the faintest trace of your perfume—a warm, familiar scent that only made his heart ache more. "If it's something you ate, I can fetch some water?" you offered, your tone soft but insistent.
The thought of you fretting over him made his stomach flip in ways that had nothing to do with the lingering effects of Eros' meddling. He shook his head quickly, forcing a weak laugh. "No need," he said, straightening up and attempting to look more composed than he felt. "Really, it's not worth worrying over. Just my... overeager drinking habits causing alarm."
Your brow remained furrowed, and Telemachus could see the gears turning in your head, debating whether or not to accept his excuse. For a moment, he thought you might insist on staying, on pressing the issue further, and a strange part of him both hoped you would and feared it.
But then you sighed, your shoulders relaxing slightly. "If you're sure," you said softly, though the concern in your eyes lingered.
"I'm sure," he replied quickly, too quickly. He cleared his throat, forcing himself to relax. "Thank you, though. For checking on me."
You hesitated for a moment and Telemachus thought he might drown under the weight of your gaze. Then, with a small nod, you stepped back, your expression softening into something gentler. "Alright," you said, your voice quieter now. "But... if you're not feeling better soon, promise me you'll tell someone? Or at least sit down for a bit?"
The sincerity in your words made his resolve falter, and for a split second, he considered telling you everything—about Eros, the drink, the way you made his heart race every time you looked at him.
But he couldn't.
Not here, not now. Not when he couldn't be sure if it was his heart or divine meddling that had led him here in the first place.
"I promise," he said instead, the words feeling both true and hollow at the same time.
You smiled then, small but warm, and Telemachus felt his breath catch. It was the kind of smile that made him believe, just for a moment, that things could be simple. That he could win your heart without gods and potions and convoluted schemes.
"I'll see you back inside," you said, stepping back toward the ballroom.
Telemachus opened his mouth to respond, but the moment he shifted his weight, his legs buckled slightly, sending him stumbling forward.
Your gasp cut through the corridor, sharp and worried, as you rushed to his side. Without hesitation, you slid your arm around his waist, your other hand bracing against his chest to steady him.
"Telemachus! I knew you were lying," you said, your voice laced with a mixture of exasperation and concern. "You're not fine. Look at you—you're barely standing."
"I'm... fine," he insisted weakly, though the slur in his words and the cold sweat breaking out on his forehead betrayed him. He tried to straighten up, but you tightened your grip, determined to keep him upright.
"Stop it," you snapped, your worry bubbling into frustration. "You're not fine, and you're not fooling me. You're going to your room. Now."
He blinked at you, stunned by your no-nonsense tone. "But it's your celebration," he mumbled. "You should be out there enjoying it, not—"
"You're more important," you cut him off firmly, your gaze softening but remaining resolute. "I don't care if the whole feast is for me. If you collapse in the middle of the hall, it won't mean anything."
His throat tightened at your words, a strange warmth blooming in his chest despite the haze of dizziness clouding his thoughts. He wanted to argue, to insist that he didn't want to pull you away from your own night, but he lacked the strength to fight both you and his body's rebellion.
Wordlessly, he allowed you to guide him, his arm draped over your shoulders as you both staggered through the palace corridors. The weight of him leaning against you was heavier than you'd expected, but you pressed on, ignoring the strain. Every step felt deliberate, your shared focus narrowing to the simple goal of getting him to his chambers.
"You should've said something sooner," you muttered under your breath as you adjusted your grip on him. "Why do you always have to be so stubborn?"
Telemachus managed a faint chuckle, though it came out strained. "I could say the same about you."
You shot him a glare, but the corners of your lips twitched despite yourself. "This isn't the time for jokes, Telemachus."
"I'm serious," he murmured, his voice softer now. His gaze flicked toward you, lingering on the determined set of your expression. "You're stronger than you realize."
The unexpected sincerity in his tone caught you off guard, and for a moment, you faltered. But his weight shifted against you, snapping you back to the present. You didn't reply, focusing instead on navigating the last stretch to his room.
When you finally reached his door, you nudged it open with your foot and guided him inside. The room was dimly lit, the moonlight filtering through the curtains casting pale streaks across the floor. You helped him to the edge of the bed, where he sank down heavily, his head falling into his hands.
"I'll get some water," you said, already moving toward the pitcher on the nearby table.
"____, you don't have to—"
"Quiet," you interrupted, your tone leaving no room for argument. "Just sit there and breathe."
He obeyed, watching as you poured water into a cup with quick, efficient movements. When you turned back to him, your face was pinched with concern, but there was also a steadiness to your actions that made him feel strangely at ease.
You pressed the cup into his hands, your fingers brushing his briefly. "Drink," you instructed, sitting down beside him to ensure he did as you said.
As he sipped, his eyes flicked toward you, taking in the faint sheen of sweat on your brow and the way your breathing still hadn't fully evened out from the effort of helping him. "You shouldn't have to take care of me," he said quietly, his guilt surfacing despite his exhaustion.
"You'd do the same for me," you replied without hesitation, your tone firm. "So stop trying to act like this is some great inconvenience. I care about you, Telemachus. I'm not going to leave you like this."
Her words settled over him like a warm blanket, quieting the storm of thoughts swirling in his head. For a moment, he allowed himself to lean into the comfort of your presence, his usual defenses slipping away.
"You're impossible," he murmured, though there was no bite to his words.
"And you're ridiculous," you shot back, your lips quirking into a small, relieved smile. "Now lie back. You need to rest."
Telemachus complied, easing himself back against the pillows. His body felt marginally lighter now that he wasn't upright, and he let out a small breath of relief as the tension began to unwind from his frame.
For a brief moment, his eyes fluttered closed, the ache in his muscles giving way to an overwhelming sense of exhaustion. He could hear the rustle of your movements nearby, your presence grounding him in a way he couldn't explain.
"Is there anything else you need?" you asked, your voice softer now, the worry still lacing every word despite the slight smile you wore. Your hands fiddled absentmindedly with the edge of his blanket, betraying the nerves you tried to keep at bay.
"No, I don't—" Telemachus started, but his words faltered. His gaze flicked to you, his expression shifting as a strange warmth began to creep through him. It wasn't the usual comfort he felt in your presence, but something heavier, more insistent. The lingering chill that had plagued him since leaving the hall seemed to melt away, replaced by a slow-burning heat that spread through his chest and limbs.
He shifted uneasily, his jaw tightening as he tried to focus on anything but the way his skin seemed to hum with an unnatural warmth. It wasn't painful, but it was undeniably foreign—like an ember catching fire inside him.
You noticed Telemachus go utterly still, his usually sharp eyes now hazy and unfocused. "Telemachus?" you asked, taking a step closer, concern evident in your voice.
Your brow furrowed as you took in the sight before you. His face, pale just moments ago, had turned a deep red, the flush creeping down his neck. His chest rose and fell in uneven breaths, and his gaze seemed to waver as though he couldn't quite focus.
"Telemachus?" you called again, this time more urgently. He didn't respond at first, his head tilting slightly toward you in a sluggish motion. Your heart stuttered as you reached out, instinctively pressing the back of your hand to his forehead.
"You're burning up," you said, your voice rising in alarm. "Are you alright?"
He blinked slowly, his lips parting as if to answer, but his words were faint and unconvincing. "I... I'm fine," he managed, though his voice was hoarse and weak.
Your frown deepened as you noticed the subtle way his head leaned into your touch, as though seeking the coolness of your hand. It was such an uncharacteristic gesture for him—usually composed and self-assured—that it only heightened your worry. He wasn't being honest, and you knew it.
"Telemachus," you said firmly, your tone soft but filled with frustration. "You're not fine." You moved your hand away, only for him to instinctively shift toward you again, as if unwilling to lose the brief comfort your touch provided. "You were pale a minute ago, and now you're—" You stopped yourself, biting your lip as the sight of him, flushed and clearly unwell, sent a pang of fear through your chest.
Your mind raced with possibilities, each one more concerning than the last. Was this the lingering effect of whatever had happened at the feast? Had he caught some kind of illness? Or... was this something else entirely?
Your fingers twitched at your side as a thought crossed your mind. Maybe... maybe I could use my healing abilities. But doubt quickly followed. You hadn't yet tested the extent of your powers—what if you made things worse? What if this wasn't something you could heal at all?
Still, the sight of him—his usually vibrant energy dulled, his body visibly struggling against whatever was afflicting him—made you hesitate. You swallowed hard, feeling a wave of guilt for even entertaining the thought of not trying.
Telemachus let out a deep sigh, his eyes half-lidded as they stared up at you with an almost lazy haze clouding his gaze. "I'm... fine," he murmured again, his voice softer this time, as though the effort of speaking itself was too much. The words barely left his lips before his eyes rolled back, and his entire body went slack against the pillows.
"Telemachus!" you yelped, panic rushing through your veins like lightning. You lunged forward, your hands grasping his shoulders, shaking him lightly as if that alone could bring him back. "Telemachus, wake up! Please!"
Your heart pounded in your chest, each beat thunderous as you hovered over him, frantically trying to piece together what to do. A whirlwind of thoughts tumbled through your mind—should you call for help? Was there even time? Could you use your gift, untrained as you were, without risking something going terribly wrong?
"Come on, don't do this," you whispered under your breath, your voice trembling with a mix of fear and desperation. The sight of his still form, his chest barely rising with each shallow breath, was enough to make your throat tighten.
With trembling hands, you moved to touch his face. The warmth of his skin startled you—it wasn't the typical feverish heat; it was something deeper, almost like a flame radiating from within.
The moment your fingers brushed against his cheek, his eyes snapped open, and he sucked in a deep, shuddering breath as though waking from a long, suffocating dream.
Your relief was instantaneous but short-lived. "Telemachus!" you started to ask, your voice thick with worry, "What happened? Are you—"
Before you could finish your question, you found yourself abruptly yanked forward. The world tilted, and with a startled gasp, you realized you were no longer standing at the edge of his bed but sprawled across it, pinned beneath him.
"What—Telemachus!" you sputtered, trying to piece together what had just occurred, your hands instinctively pushing against his chest. The words died in your throat when your gaze locked onto his.
His face was mere inches from yours, and the sight made your breath catch. His skin was flushed, a deep crimson spreading from his cheeks down his neck, while his lips parted slightly as though he were trying to catch his breath. But it was his eyes that froze you—their usual warm brown was now darkened, lidded with an intensity that sent an unfamiliar shiver down your spine.
"____," he murmured, his voice low and uneven. It wasn't the soft, composed tone you were used to. This was deeper, rougher, and it sent your pulse racing in ways you didn't fully understand.
"T-Telemachus," you stammered, your hands still pressed against him, though your strength felt like it had evaporated. "What... what are you doing? You're—" Your voice faltered as his gaze flicked down, lingering on your face in a way that made your cheeks burn.
He didn't answer right away, his breath brushing against your skin as he leaned in slightly, his weight keeping you firmly in place as he kneeled. The heat radiating from him was overwhelming, and for a brief, dizzying moment, the air between you felt charged, crackling with something unspoken.
You gently pushed against his chest. "I-I think you should move, Telemachus." Your words were shaky, your mind scrambling for some semblance of composure as the intensity of the moment engulfed you.
But before you could say more, one of Telemachus' hands darted out, capturing both of yours and pressing them firmly against his chest. The erratic thrum of his heartbeat reverberated beneath your palms, fast and unsteady, matching the breathless tension filling the room.
"Do you feel it?" he murmured, his voice low and almost pleading, tinged with an unfamiliar vulnerability. His eyes bore into yours, half-lidded and heavy with emotion. "It's because of you—only you."
Your breath caught at the raw honesty in his voice. The world seemed to shrink around you, leaving only Telemachus, his warmth, and the rapid pulse beneath your fingertips; you were powerless to look away.
"I can't stop thinking about you," he continued, his voice thick with emotion. His other hand rose, calloused fingers brushing softly against your cheek, tracing the curve of your jaw with an almost reverent touch. "The way you laugh, the way you always know what to say—even when I don't deserve it."
You stared at him, wide-eyed and speechless, as he went on, his words spilling out in a hurried, unguarded torrent. "I notice everything about you—the way your hair catches the light, the way you hum when you're focused." His thumb grazed your cheekbone, and you felt your heart stutter in response to the sheer tenderness in the gesture.
"I love how kind you are," he said, his tone softening, almost as though he was speaking to himself. "How you always put others first. Even when you're hurting, you smile, and it's... it's unbearable sometimes because I just want to take all of it away."
Your lips parted, but no sound came. Every word he spoke tugged at something deep within you, leaving you utterly defenseless against the raw sincerity in his gaze.
"I don't care if it's selfish," he admitted, his voice trembling. "But right now, I can't think about anything else but you—what it would feel like to have you look at me the way I look at you."
You felt your pulse quicken, your chest tightening as his words settled into the spaces you didn't realize had been left empty. He was so close, his warmth enveloping you completely, his every word seeping into your skin.
"Please," he whispered, his forehead dipping to rest lightly against yours. "Tell me you feel it too."
Your hands trembled against his chest, the erratic beat of his heart matching your own. The weight of his confession, the intensity of his gaze, and the tenderness in his touch—it was too much and yet not enough all at once.
The room seemed to fade, leaving just the two of you in this moment of fragile honesty, teetering on the edge of something you weren't sure you were ready for.
Your eyes widened, your thoughts screeching to a halt. Was this a dream? Some vivid, otherworldly trick? Your heart was thundering in your chest, so loud and furious it nearly drowned out the reality unfolding in front of you.
You tried to steady yourself, but it was impossible. The prince—Telemachus—was so close, his presence overwhelming in ways you hadn't prepared for.
The intensity of his words, his gaze, his touch—it was too much. Your mind couldn't keep up. Every nerve in your body was on high alert, each beat of your heart a frantic drum. Overwhelmed and desperate to regain control, you forced your eyes shut, breaking the spell of his gaze.
"Telemachus," you whispered, your voice trembling. "You're not in your right mind. Whatever's happening to you—this isn't—"
Before you could finish, the heat of his breath ghosted against your ear, each word spilling from his lips like honey laced with sin, cutting you off. "Do you know how often I've wondered?" His tone was low, dropping to a husky murmur. His lips brushed against the shell of your ear—not quite a kiss, but enough to leave your skin tingling, alight with awareness. "How it would feel to taste you?"
Your eyes shot open in shock, your breath catching painfully in your throat. His face was so close now, impossibly close.
His voice softened into something darker, more primal, as his hand on your wrist tightened slightly, anchoring you in place. "Just a kiss, ____. One kiss—and yet, it's all I've wanted for so long." His flushed cheeks, the lidded haze in his eyes, the faint sheen of sweat on his temple—it was all too much. His lips hovered just a breath away, teasingly close to your own, his presence engulfing you entirely.
You tried to speak, to stammer out some response, but your voice refused to cooperate. "Tele—" you managed to get out, his name barely escaping your lips as your thoughts spiraled into chaos.
And then, just as abruptly as the tension had built, it shattered.
Telemachus' eyes rolled back into his head, his body going slack as he collapsed against you. A panicked gasp escaped your throat, your hands instinctively flying to steady him. His weight pressed heavily against you, the heat radiating from his feverish skin still tangible, still searing.
"Telemachus?!" you called out, frantic now, your voice rising in alarm. You shifted under him, desperately trying to support his unconscious form without losing your balance. "Hey, wake up!" Your heart clenched painfully as his head lolled against your shoulder, his breathing shallow but steady.
Panic and confusion swirled within you like a storm. What just happened? What was happening to him? Your thoughts raced, torn between the lingering heat of the moment and the urgent need to figure out how to help him.
With a deep breath, you steadied yourself, focusing on the immediate task. You couldn't let your emotions—or the overwhelming memory of his words and touch—distract you now.
Telemachus needed you, and that was all that mattered.
Notes:
A/N : my boi down bad fr, had to show y'all how bad he's been feening for mc, lolz (see y'all in a week~ or sooner who knows)
(godly things)
various!epic x fem!reader@winxanity_ii
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Chapter 36: 25.5 ┃ 𝐃𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒: 𝐆𝐢𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐝 𝐆𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐯𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐬
Summary:
𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: here's a bit of extra scenes/plot to 25 ┃ 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞'𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐛𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐡; ❤️
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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You found yourself waking up in a shimmering, soft pink palace, disoriented and overwhelmed by the sudden shift in your surroundings.
The air was warm and filled with the delicate scent of roses. As your senses adjusted, you noticed you were lying on a vast pile of white roses, their petals soft and cool against your skin, their fragrance sweet and calming.
You sat up slowly, taking in the grandeur of the palace. Tall white pillars reached up to a ceiling painted with a mural of the sky at dawn, soft blues and pinks blending seamlessly. The light filtering through the room had a golden quality, casting everything in a warm, ethereal glow.
Glancing down at yourself, you realized you were still in your night clothes, a simple gown that felt unusually soft against your skin, as if woven from clouds. Barefoot, you stood up, the rose petals brushing off your clothes and falling softly back to the floor.
As you walked through the palace, each step was silent, the floor beneath your feet made of marble that gleamed as if it were still wet with morning dew. The palace seemed endless, with archways and hallways branching off in every direction, each path lined with more white roses and soft pink blooms that filled the air with a heady scent.
The reality of the place didn't entirely make sense—it all felt like a dream, hazy and slightly unreal.
You wandered in awe, touching the smooth marble of the pillars, the texture grounding you amidst the overwhelming beauty. The gentle warmth of the palace air brushed against your cheeks, comforting yet mystifying in its gentle embrace.
As you explored, the sound of a distant melody caught your ear—a soft, haunting tune. Intrigued and somewhat entranced, you followed the music, each note pulling you deeper into a part of the palace you hadn't yet explored.
As you followed the song, it led you through a series of winding corridors, each more lavishly decorated than the last. The walls shimmered with a gentle iridescence, the light catching on the mosaics of seashells and pearls that adorned them, casting subtle reflections that danced across the high ceilings like water.
The air was perfumed with a blend of ocean breeze and blooming roses, creating a heady scent that both soothed and excited your senses. Your footsteps were silent, guided by the echoes of the enchanting melody like an invisible thread.
Finally, the music led you to a set of grand double doors, their surfaces carved with scenes of divine revelry, gods and goddesses in poses of joy and celebration. Pushing them open, you entered what could only be described as a throne room, though it was unlike any you had ever seen.
The vast space was bathed in a soft pink light, casting everything in a warm, inviting glow.
At the far end of the room, on a dais, sat a figure so breathtakingly beautiful that for a moment, you forgot to breathe. She reclined casually on a throne of polished coral and pearl, her posture relaxed yet inherently regal.
Surrounding her, two nymphs floated, their delicate wings fluttering softly as they fanned her with large feather fans. The gentle breeze they created stirred the goddess's golden hair, which cascaded over her shoulders in waves of liquid sunlight.
Her gown flowed around her like a second skin, made of fabric that shimmered with every movement, hues shifting between the softest pinks and rich creams. It clung to her form, highlighting the graceful curves of her body, and spilled out around her throne in a pool of fabric soft as foam. She nibbled on chocolate-covered strawberries, the dark richness of the chocolate a stark contrast to her pale, flawless skin.
Her face was the epitome of divine allure. High cheekbones, a delicate nose, and full lips painted a soft rose were framed by her cascading hair.
But it was her eyes that truly captivated you—pale blue, almost translucent, with an intensity that seemed to look straight through you. They sparkled with a light that was both warm and mischievous, hinting at a depth of emotion and power beyond human comprehension.
For a moment, you simply stood there, captivated.
It seemed to take her only a brief moment to register your presence fully. With a languid, graceful movement, she shifted in her throne, her posture straightening as she bestowed upon you a gaze that was both commanding and curiously inviting.
A slight, knowing smile tugged at the corners of her lush lips as she waved off the nymphs with a flick of her wrist. Their movements ceased immediately, and with a bow, they drifted to the peripheries of the room, their forms fading into the soft shadows cast by the flickering light.
"Come closer," she beckoned you, her voice like velvet, rich and smooth, echoing slightly in the vast chamber.
Hesitantly, you stepped forward, each movement towards her feeling as if you were being drawn by invisible strings. The soft echoes of your footsteps mingled with the still-hovering notes of the melody that had led you there.
As you approached, her eyes followed every step, examining you with an intensity that made your heart beat faster. You stopped a few feet before her throne, suddenly very aware of your simple night clothes and bare feet in such a regal setting.
"Do you know who I am?"
You swallowed, your throat suddenly dry as you met her gaze. "No," you hesitated, then added, as courage found its way into your voice, "But if I had to guess... I'd say you must be Aphrodite, the goddess of love and beauty."
At your words, a pleased expression swept over Aphrodite's features, her posture subtly shifting as she preened slightly at the praise. "And what, pray tell, gave it away? Was it my beauty?" Her tone was playful yet carried an undertone of genuine curiosity.
"Y-Yes," you answered, your voice steadier as you spoke. "There's an aura about you that seems to weave beauty and grace into the very air. Its unlike anything I've ever felt or seen."
Her laughter, light and musical, filled the room, and the warmth in her eyes brightened noticeably. "You have a charming way with words," she complimented, her smile broadening. "It's rare to find a mortal who can stand in the presence of a goddess and still find their voice."
You felt a flush of warmth at her words, a mix of embarrassment and a peculiar sense of pride. Here you were, in a place beyond the ordinary, speaking with a being of myth and legend. It was surreal, and yet Aphrodite's demeanor, while regal, was not unkind. She observed you with a sort of amusement, as if your human foibles were endearing rather than disappointing.
"I suppose I shouldn't keep you in suspense," Aphrodite said after a moment, her voice smooth as silk yet carrying an undeniable authority. "You may be wondering why I'm meddling with your dreams, infiltrating your thoughts."
You nodded, your earlier nerves settling into a focus on her words. Her acknowledgment of her involvement in your experiences both alarmed and intrigued you.
She sighed softly, the sound like a melody fading into silence. "It's about the young prince, Telemachus..." Her tone softened, tinged with a reluctant apology. "I may have... influenced him more strongly than I intended. And for that, I apologize."
At the mention of Telemachus, the events of just a few hours ago flashed vividly in your mind. You remembered how he had appeared at the feast, his behavior erratic and unlike himself, his sudden collapse. After he had passed out, you had stayed by his side for an extra hour, ensuring he was stable. Once you were certain he wouldn't require immediate medical intervention, you had fetched a male servant to change him out of his ceremonial clothes before you retired to your own room, using your exhaustion as an excuse to escape the festive chaos.
Coming from your thoughts, you stared up at the goddess, sputtering, "That was you?"
Aphrodite sighed, rolling her eyes as she leaned on her hand, admitting to it. "Yes, that was me," she said, a note of annoyance in her voice as if the confession was being forced from her. "Telemachus has been... let's say, less than subtle about his feelings for you. He's been complaining, lamenting to the skies, as if I'm the one letting you slip away. Can you believe it? As if I control every little mortal feeling."
She waved her hand dismissively, brushing off the prince's emotional outbursts as trivial. "He's been practically crying out to me in prayers, loud monologues as if it's my fault," she continued, her tone a mixture of amusement and irritation. "So I thought, why not speed things up a bit? After all, what's a goddess for if not to stir the pot from time to time?"
Her lips curved into a wry smile, a spark of mischief lighting up her eyes. "And, of course, my son Eros sometimes takes things a little too far, but that's love for you," she shrugged nonchalantly. "Chaotic, unpredictable, and wildly out of control. But isn't that the beauty of it?"
The way she spoke of love—her domain—as something living and dynamic, it was clear that the goddess viewed these divine interventions as mere nudges on the paths mortals walked, little realizations of the chaotic nature of emotions and relationships.
"And now here we are," she concluded, her gaze piercing through you as if trying to gauge the effect of her handiwork. "A little chaos to liven up the predictable patterns of mortal affairs. Tell me, has it not made things more... interesting?"
Internally, you didn't quite know how to feel about Aphrodite's revelation.
The rush of emotions that had overwhelmed you during Telemachus' intense actions, now felt manipulated, tainted by the realization that they were spurred by the goddess of love herself. Your cheeks warmed with a mix of embarrassment and confusion, your mind racing as you tried to sort through the cascade of feelings.
Was it all really just a play of the gods? How much of what I felt was truly mines, and how much had been planted by divine whimsy? The thought made you feel like a pawn on a chessboard, moved at the whim of celestial beings for their amusement or agendas. The spontaneity and sincerity of the night's events were now called into question, leaving you unsure about what was real and what was merely the result of Aphrodite's or Eros' meddling.
As you processed these thoughts, Aphrodite watched you keenly, clearly curious about your reaction to her confession. Eventually, finding your voice, you managed to croak out, "It was just... unexpected." The words felt inadequate to describe the maelstrom inside you, but they were all you could muster under her scrutinizing gaze.
Before you could gather your thoughts further or voice another response, Aphrodite shifted on her throne, her demeanor changing as she prepared to reveal more. "There's something else you should know," she began, her voice smooth but carrying an edge of significance that made you tense. "The curse that has long shadowed your family—I've recently lifted it."
The revelation hit you like a wave, sudden and disorienting. "Curse?" you blurted out before you could stop yourself. The word felt heavy, laden with implications you couldn't immediately grasp.
Aphrodite blinked, a flicker of surprise crossing her otherwise composed features, as if she hadn't expected your ignorance. "You didn't know?" she asked, her tone turning coquettish as she leaned forward, resting her chin on her hand. "Oh, my dear, haven't you ever wondered why misfortune seemed such a frequent guest in your life?"
You paused, processing her words. It was true—your life had been a series of unfortunate events, from minor mishaps to more profound losses. You'd always chalked it up to bad luck or perhaps fate's disfavor, but a curse?
As Aphrodite casually recounted the tale of your ancestors, her demeanor transformed subtly. It was as if the mere memory of the slight against her invoked a distaste that she could barely conceal. "Oh, it was such a trivial thing for them," she said, her face pinching slightly as if the memory were a sour taste she couldn't spit out. "A young man, deeply in love with a girl he was arranged to marry. They lived blissfully, loving quietly in a manner that irked me."
You listened, captivated yet disturbed by the casual way she spoke of changing fates as if adjusting an ornament on her lavish attire. "They never thanked me, you see," she continued, her voice laced with a cold humor. "Here I was, the goddess of love, and not once did they make an offering at my altars. Worse, they never showed their love outwardly. No grand declarations, no passionate displays—it was as if they thought their silent, private love was enough. As if they thought their happiness was theirs alone to credit."
Her fingers tapped impatiently on the arm of her throne, the rhythmic sound echoing slightly in the grand room. "And so, I decided a lesson was in order," Aphrodite declared, her pale blue eyes hardening with the recollection. "For every generation that followed, I ensured that their love stories would be... complicated. Heartbreak for heartbreak, pain for their disregard."
The casual cruelty in her recounting sent a chill down your spine. Here was a deity who manipulated mortal lives over perceived slights, holding grudges with a pettiness that belied her divine stature.
The realization that a deity's casual decision had so profoundly impacted your life sparked a cascade of thoughts and emotions within you.
It was difficult to reconcile the image of Aphrodite, the goddess of love, with the vengeful deity who had so nonchalantly manipulated the fates of mortals. Yet, despite the turmoil her revelations caused, you acknowledged the fundamental nature of the gods: powerful, unpredictable, and, above all, fickle.
This understanding didn't ease the bitterness that lingered, but it framed the divine caprices in a context you could grasp—if not fully accept.
Clearing your throat, you mustered the composure to address Aphrodite with the respect her divine status commanded, despite the turmoil inside you. "Thank you, Aphrodite, for lifting the curse," you managed to say, your voice steady though your mind was anything but. You bowed deeply, the gesture one of both respect and a need to collect yourself.
Aphrodite, reveling in the acknowledgment, received your thanks with a pleased smile. Her cheeks tinged with a blush, a rare show of modesty from such a powerful figure. "Oh, it's quite alright, darling," she responded, her voice laced with the satisfaction of being praised. "It's refreshing to see such gratitude and understanding. You're quite sweet, aren't you?" Her words were soft, almost affectionate, a stark contrast to the harshness of her earlier demeanor.
Straightening up, she regarded you with a look that suggested she considered the matter now closed. "Very well, that's all," she declared, her tone shifting back to the regal and composed Goddess of Love you had first encountered.
As the dreamlike quality of your surroundings began to dissolve, signaling the end of this unexpected encounter, Aphrodite's final words lingered in the air, cryptic and cautionary. "Just remember, dear, not to make the same mistakes as your ancestors."
With those parting words, the lush, rose-scented surroundings of the dream began to fade, the soft pink hues and the warm glow of the torches dimming as you slowly drifted back toward consciousness.
The echo of her voice followed you, a reminder that while the curse might be lifted, the whims of the gods remained a powerful force, one that could shift the course of your life in ways you could scarcely imagine.
Notes:
A/N : 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: here's a bit of extra scenes/plot to 25 ┃ 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞'𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐛𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐡; ❤️
(godly things)
various!epic x fem!reader@winxanity_ii
(ao3)~
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ᴠᴏᴛᴇ 💛 / ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴇɴᴛ💜 / ѕнᴀʀᴇ 💙━━━━━━
Chapter 37: 26 ┃ 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐮𝐧𝐞'𝐬 𝐯𝐞𝐢𝐥
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
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After waking from the dreamlike encounter with Aphrodite, you found yourself lying in your own bed, the early morning light filtering through the curtains casting a soft glow across your room. The surreal experience left you dazed, a mix of confusion and awe swirling within you as you tried to reconcile the goddess' revelations about the lifted curse and its implications for your life.
The warmth of the dream still clung to your skin like a fading perfume, making the mundane reality of your room seem oddly disconnected.
As you sat up, the echoes of Aphrodite's voice seemed to linger in the air, a constant reminder that while the curse was lifted, the capricious nature of the gods remained a powerful force, one that could shift the course of your life in ways you could scarcely imagine.
Unfortunately, you couldn't linger on such thoughts for long. Duty called, and you had responsibilities that wouldn't wait, even for divine revelations. As you finished getting dressed and made your way through the palace, performing your morning duties, you found yourself more observant, more aware of the subtle shifts in the behavior of those around you.
Were they just being polite, or did they sense something different about you now?
It wasn't until midday, as you were lost in thought while polishing the silver in the dining hall, that you were caught off guard by a familiar presence bounding toward you. Callias' grin was wide as he made his way through the bustling corridor, his face lighting up as he dodged around other servants and nearly tripped over a lounging dog in his haste.
As Callias made his way to you, his first words were tinged with surprise. "How come you're still in your servant's attire?" His brows were raised, a playful yet incredulous look painting his features, face still flushed from his sprint.
You blinked, confused by his question. "What do you mean?"
Rolling his eyes, Callias huffed, his impatience evident. "Were you even paying attention to the king's announcement at the feast last night? He declared that today would be the Cultural Exchange Festival between Ithaca, Athena's domain, and Bronte, Ares' domain. Everyone's supposed to dress in the styles of either place to celebrate the unity!"
At the mention of the feast, a flush crept up your cheeks, your mind involuntarily recalling the incident with Telemachus—how close he had been, the intensity in his eyes. But just as quickly as the warmth appeared, it tapered off, overshadowed by the realization of why it had happened, the manipulation by Eros, and Aphrodite's subsequent revelation in your dream.
You shook off the memory, focusing back on Callias, who was now watching you with a mixture of concern and curiosity. "I... I guess I missed that part," you admitted, feeling slightly embarrassed. "It was a hectic night."
"Well, you better hurry up and change then," Callias said, his tone lightening, trying to ease the mood. "You can't miss out on all the fun. Plus, there's a ship docked this morning from a distant land, and they've brought things from far-off lands that you wouldn't believe!"
His excitement was infectious, and despite the lingering thoughts of divine interventions and cursed legacies, you found yourself nodding along, caught up in his enthusiasm. "Alright, lead the way then. Just let me put this away and I'll find something more fitting to wear."
Callias grinned, satisfied with your response, and bounced on his heels. "Great! Meet me at the festival; I'll be lingering near the front. Don't take too long!"
Watching him dart off, you couldn't help but feel a mixture of gratitude and amusement at his ability to pull you out of your reverie and back into the present. With a more immediate concern now at hand, you hurried back to your quarters, your steps quickening with the prospect of the festival and what wonders it might hold, pushing the complexities of gods and curses to the back of your mind for just a little longer.
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You arrived at the festival already in full swing, the grounds buzzing with a vibrant blend of Ithaca and Bronte's cultures. The air was rich with the smells of roasted meats and freshly baked breads, mingling with the sweet scents of pastries and spiced wines that vendors shouted about from their stalls. Children darted through the crowd, their laughter rising above the murmur of conversations and the occasional burst of music from a corner where musicians played.
For the occasion, you had chosen to wear a simple yet vibrant outfit reflecting both cultures. Your skirt was a deep ocean blue, and tied to your head was a forest green scarf, symbolizing the waters surrounding Ithaca and its lush landscapes of land.
Today, you also decided to wear your golden laurel crown, feeling it was fitting for the day's significance. It sat atop your head, catching the sunlight and casting small glimmers onto the path ahead, a subtle reminder of your recent acknowledgment by the gods.
The decorations around you showcased the unity and contrasts of the two cultures. Stands were draped in rich blues and greens, interspersed with bold touches of yellow and red, symbolizing the mingling of wisdom and valor, peace and conflict. Banners fluttered in the breeze, displaying symbols of olive branches and swords crossed in harmony.
As you made your way through the festival, absorbing the lively atmosphere, you suddenly heard your name. Turning toward the sound, you saw Callias making his way toward you with an excited grin, dodging past other festival-goers with a nimble grace that reflected his light spirits. His friends followed, laughing and chatting amongst themselves, clearly caught up in the festive spirit.
"Look who finally decided to join us!" Callias exclaimed as he reached you, his eyes twinkling with mischief. "I was beginning to think you'd miss all the fun."
You couldn't help but smile at his enthusiasm. "What's got you in such a rush?"
Callias' grin widened as he gestured broadly to the scene around you. "How can you not be excited? It's not every day we get to see such a blend of Athena's calm and Ares' passion all in one place!"
His excitement was contagious, and for a moment, you allowed yourself to be fully drawn into the joy of the festival, the earlier weight of divine secrets momentarily lightened by the simple pleasure of the celebration.
The rest of the group finally caught up, each one of them wearing bright smiles that mirrored the festive spirit in the air. "Took you long enough," Callias teased as they approached, his tone light and jovial.
Kieran laughed, rolling his eyes. "We would've been here sooner if Lysandra hadn't insisted on rescuing that runaway scarf from a tree," he said, nodding towards Lysandra who was adjusting a beautifully intricate scarf back around her neck.
"Oh, stop it. It's my favorite scarf, and you know it," Lysandra retorted with a playful swat at Kieran's arm. She then turned to you, her eyes brightening as she noticed your attire. "Oh, I love how you're embracing the festival theme with that crown. It suits you beautifully," she complimented, stepping closer to get a better look.
You felt a flush of warmth at her words, your hand subconsciously reaching up to touch the golden laurel crown. "Thank you," you replied, a bashful smile playing on your lips. You straightened up, cleared your throat, and looked around at the group, eager to dive into the festival's offerings. "So, where to first?"
Surprisingly, it was Asta who stepped forward with a wide grin, her energy almost palpable. "There's this one stall you absolutely have to try," she began, her voice filled with excitement as she grabbed your hand and started pulling you along. "They've got these amazing Brontean pastries I think you'll love!"
Feeling a flutter of excitement at the prospect of exploring the festival with people your age, you allowed yourself to be led by Asta, her enthusiasm infectious. You cast a half-joking, half-helpless look over your shoulder at Callias, Kieran, and Lysandra, hearing Kieran snort in amusement. "Oh, get ready guys—Asta's going to ramble her ear off about every dish she has to try."
The group's laughter mingled with the music and chatter around you, the sounds of the festival enveloping you in a tapestry of joy and camaraderie.
As Asta pulled you along, weaving through the bustling festival, the next hour unfolded like a colorful tapestry of sights, sounds, and scents.
The festival grounds were alive with energy, each corner bursting with the vibrant traditions of both Ithaca and Bronte. Stalls lined up one after another, each adorned with banners flaunting deep ocean blues and forest greens of Athena's domain, contrasted sharply by the bold yellows and fiery reds representing Ares' territory.
The visual blend of colors not only marked the festival grounds but also symbolized the union of two distinct cultures under a banner of temporary peace and celebration.
You passed by games of skill and chance that drew lively crowds—children and adults alike shouting in excitement. Ithacan games focused more on strategy and skill, like archery contests where participants needed a keen eye and a steady hand. In contrast, Brontean games seemed to revel in strength and endurance, featuring competitions like hammer throws and tug-of-war, which showcased the brute force for which Ares' followers were renowned.
The food stalls were an adventure in themselves.
You sampled dishes that were a fusion of both kingdoms' flavors, but it was a particular pastry that caught your attention, thanks to Asta's insistence. Called "Ambrosia's Delight," this pastry was a deceptive treat—golden and dusted with a shimmering sugar that suggested a saccharine taste. However, upon biting into it, the unexpected bitterness mingled with a subtle sweetness, revealing a complexity that mirrored the delicacy's cultural significance in Bronte.
Apparently, it was a revered treat, enjoyed especially during festivals, symbolizing that even the most heavenly things can have a bitter truth beneath their golden exterior; a very Bronte lesson, considering Ares' patronage and their warrior mindset.
Amidst the laughter and cheers, you found yourself fully immersed in the festival's lively atmosphere, each new stall offering a small window into the traditions that shaped the daily lives of both Ithacan and Brontean citizens.
Asta, ever enthusiastic, narrated anecdotes about each game and dish, bringing them to life with her vibrant descriptions and personal tales. Her stories painted a picture of Bronte's rugged landscapes and the resilient spirit of its people, making you appreciate the depth of her homeland's culture even more.
Just then, Kieran, ever eager to explore more, pointed towards a nearby stall. "Look! They're starting a puppet show over there," he announced, his eyes lighting up as he gestured towards a small crowd gathering a few feet away.
Callias, still grinning from his earlier teasing, leaned in with an exaggerated smirk. "A puppet show, Kieran? What are you, five? Next, you'll be asking for—Oh," His words died in his throat as his gaze landed on someone passing out candy to the children. "They're giving out free samples of Warrior's Ember?"
Kieran barely had time to process Callias' sudden shift before Callias lunged forward, practically shoving past him. "Hey! Watch it!" Kieran yelped, stumbling as he tried to keep up.
"You watch it!" Callias shot back, his usual grace momentarily forgotten as he tripped over Kieran's foot in his rush to get to the glistening treats wrapped in parchment.
The two crashed into each other, a flailing mess of limbs and fabric, before nearly toppling to the ground. Kieran let out a dramatic "oof!" as he scrambled to stay upright, gripping Callias' sleeve for balance.
Callias, undeterred, used Kieran as leverage to push himself forward, regaining his footing before bolting toward the stall. "Out of my way, I'm getting one first!"
"You are not!" Kieran huffed, recovering quickly before chasing after him, both of them shoving and stumbling in a ridiculous race toward the vendor.
Lysandra let out a long-suffering sigh, shaking her head as she watched the two nearly tackle each other over candy. "Men," she muttered under her breath, crossing her arms before turning toward the puppet show. "I'll go ahead and save us a seat. No point in waiting for them to finish embarrassing themselves."
Asta snorted but nodded. "Good idea."
With that, Lysandra strode off with the air of someone who had witnessed this nonsense too many times before, leaving the boys to their fate.
By the time you and Asta arrived at the puppet show, it was just kicking off. Lysandra had managed to save you both seats, and you slipped into them just as the first puppet appeared.
You glanced over and saw Callias and Kieran a few feet ahead. They were surrounded by a cluster of children, all of whom were watching the show with rapt attention while munching on the colorful candy Callias had been so excited about.
You couldn't help but snort softly at the sight—Callias seemed just as enthralled as the kids, his eyes wide, a piece of candy halfway to his mouth as he stared at the unfolding drama.
You turned your attention to the show, where a vibrant display of craftsmanship was evident in the detailed puppet figures that danced and twirled under the skilled manipulation of the puppeteers. The puppet show was a vibrant tableau of color and movement, drawing you into a world woven from threads of Brontean mythology and lore.
The story unfolded through a series of ornately dressed puppets, each character vividly brought to life by the skilled hands of the puppeteers behind the scenes.
The main character was a Brontean hero, a figure of might and ambition, dressed in a costume that shimmered with hints of dark green and gold, reflecting the militaristic and ambitious nature of his homeland. His armor was intricately designed, each plate carefully crafted to catch the light with every movement, casting tiny reflections across the awed faces of the audience.
As the play began, the hero was introduced in a dramatic fashion. The puppeteers manipulated him to stand tall and proud on the makeshift stage, a wooden sword held high, his voice—projected by a hidden actor—booming across the open space.
"Behold, I am Calix, chosen by Ares, to lead and conquer, to carve my destiny with the edge of my blade!" the puppet declared, his voice echoing with a mix of pride and foreboding.
The story that unfolded was one of epic battles and cunning strategies. Calix, the puppet hero, faced a series of challenges, each more daunting than the last, involving treacherous enemies and mythical beasts. His journey was not just one of physical combat but also of intellectual warfare, as he sought to outmaneuver his rivals and secure his place in the annals of Brontean legends.
You watched, fascinated, as Calix navigated through political intrigue and battlefield prowess, his ambitions growing with each victory. The puppets representing his enemies were equally impressive, adorned in darker hues, their faces carved to express the malice and desperation of those threatened by Calix's rise.
At one point, the tension on the stage reached a peak when Calix faced his greatest enemy—a rival warrior king who had been his friend in their youth. The scene was charged with emotional conflict, the dialogue poignant.
"Why do you climb so high, Calix, only to find yourself alone at the summit?" the rival king asked, his puppet's face twisted in a mix of anger and sorrow.
Calix responded with a steely gaze, his voice unwavering. "It is better to reign in solitude than to kneel in crowded submission."
You found yourself leaning over to whisper to Lysandra, seeking more context. "Is this a famous story in Bronte?" you asked, your voice low amid the rapt silence of the surrounding crowd.
Lysandra nodded, her eyes not leaving the stage. "Yes, it's the tale of Calix the Ambitious, a hero who teaches us both the power of relentless ambition and the isolation it can bring. It's celebrated but also serves as a cautionary tale for those wise enough to heed it."
The play concluded with Calix achieving his ultimate goal, ascending to the highest throne, but at the cost of his personal connections. The final scene showed him alone on his throne, the cheers of his army echoing hollowly in the distance as he looked out over a vast, empty battlefield.
As the puppets took their final positions and the puppeteers bowed to the applause of the crowd, you sat back, the story's moral lingering in your mind. The spectacle had been thrilling, but the underlying message was a somber reflection on the price of unchecked ambition.
The crowd around you erupted into applause, their cheers a mixture of admiration for the puppeteers' skill and contemplation of the tale's deeper meanings. You clapped along, your thoughts still intertwined with the hero's lonely victory as the group prepared to move on to the next attraction, the weight of the story adding a thoughtful note to the festival's festive atmosphere.
As you and your friends wandered through the festival, each stall and display seemed to offer a new facet of Bronte's culture to explore. The air was thick with the scents of spiced meats and sweet pastries, each stand adorned with vibrant banners that reflected the kingdom's love for bold colors and grand statements.
Here, the influence of Ares, the god of war, was evident in the displays of armor and weapons, not just as tools of conflict but as art forms to be admired. Each piece told a story of battles won and the glory of individual valor.
Callias and his friends pointed out various items, sharing bits of Bronte's history with you. "In Bronte, strength and cunning are more than just traits," Callias explained as you passed a display of intricately carved swords. "They're virtues, celebrated and honed from a young age. It's about rising through the ranks, proving your worth in every aspect of life."
Lysandra chimed in, her voice tinged with a mixture of pride and caution. "But that ambition often comes with a cost. It can drive people to greatness, or to acts of ruthless determination. It's admired, yes, but feared too."
The group's conversation gave you deeper insight into the dual nature of Bronte's values—admirable yet intimidating, a culture where power was both a goal and a gauge of one's worth. This realization made the tales of their heroes, like the puppet show's Calix, resonate more deeply. They were not just stories of adventure; they were reflections of Bronte'very soul.
After a while, the group stopped by a water stand, quenching their thirst and taking a brief respite from the midday sun. The festival air buzzed with life—laughter, chatter, the distant echo of music—but as you wiped the back of your hand against your damp forehead, your gaze drifted past the stalls, catching on something... peculiar.
A stand stood slightly apart from the others, nestled in the shadow of a faded, canvas tent. Unlike the bright Brontean and Ithacan booths—draped in banners, gold accents, and vibrant tapestries—this one was plain, almost rickety, with wooden posts that looked as if they had weathered far too many storms. The cloth of the tent, a once-rich shade now dulled by time and dust, stretched overhead, providing a pool of shade that contrasted sharply with the glaring midday light.
A rickety wooden chair sat in front of the stand, slightly off-center, its legs uneven against the dirt-packed ground, swaying ever so slightly in the breeze, creaking softly, though no one sat in it. Yet.
Unlike the other stalls, which called to passersby with boisterous vendors and enticing displays, this one seemed to exist in its own quiet space—an oddity among the grandeur, tucked away yet deliberately placed, as if waiting for the right kind of customer to notice it.
You would have walked right past it if Callias hadn't paused, squinting at the signage that promised insights from the "Mystic Seer of the East." "Hey, Kieran," Callias called out, his tone playful yet curious, "isn't that from the cargo ship that docked this morning? The one with all the unusual crates?"
Kieran hummed thoughtfully, peering at the stand with renewed interest. "Yeah, I think it is. I saw them setting it up early today. Didn't think much of it then, but..." His voice trailed off as he eyed the colorful drapes and the strange, mystical symbols that decorated the booth.
The allure of the unknown was too much to resist. Intrigued, you all approached the stand, drawn by the promise of a different kind of knowledge, perhaps even a glimpse into futures unseen. The psychic's booth, with its mysterious air and out-of-place appearance, offered a break from the cultural exhibitions, a dip into the intriguing world of the mystical and unexplained.
Stepping closer, you felt a mix of excitement and a hint of apprehension—the unknown always carried a thrill, but with it, a shadow of risk. What secrets might the seer reveal, and were you truly prepared to hear them?
Surprisingly, it was Asta who first broke the group's hesitation. "Let's check it out," she said, her voice tinged with a hint of mischief. Her suggestion was met with a round of nodding heads, and together you moved closer to the peculiar stand.
As you approached, a soft jingle echoed from within the tent, like wind chimes stirred by a gentle breeze. Then, with a flourish of colorful fabric, a veiled woman stepped from behind the curtains. She was an enigmatic figure, draped in layers of flowing garments that whispered with every movement, adorned with tiny bells and jangles that tinkled melodiously around her wrists and ankles. Her face was obscured by a sheer veil, and her hands—visible as she gestured to you—were intricately tattooed with symbols and patterns that spiraled across her skin, adding to her mystique.
Positioning herself behind the stand, she began to shuffle a deck of cards with a practiced ease, the cards flipping and dancing between her decorated fingers. "Welcome," she intoned, her voice smooth and slightly accented, "I am Eione, keeper of secrets and seer of futures." Her eyes, the only part of her face visible through the veil, sparkled with a challenge as she continued, "Step forward and receive your future, if you dare."
The group exchanged hesitant glances, the air thick with a mix of curiosity and apprehension. Then, with a shrug and a grin that bordered on reckless, Kieran stepped forward. Flipping a rickety chair around, he sat down backwards on it, resting his arms over the backrest, and smiled charmingly at Eione. "Hit me with your best shot," he said, his demeanor casual but his eyes alight with intrigue.
Eione paused, her hands stilling over the deck. She studied Kieran for a moment, her head tilting slightly as if measuring his boldness. Then, with a mysterious smile that crinkled the corners of her eyes, she drew a card and placed it on the table before him, face up.
The card depicted two figures standing beneath a radiant sun, their hands almost touching, a choice lingering between them. Behind them, a mountain loomed, and above, an angel watched, as if guiding their fate.
"Ah," she said, her voice carrying a note of amusement, "the Lovers Return. It seems an old flame may rekindle for you, young man."
Kieran raised an eyebrow, a mix of surprise and skepticism crossing his features. You noticed him shift slightly, straightening in his chair as he leaned forward to get a better look at the card. The hint of a smile played at the edges of his mouth before he let out a soft laugh, shaking his head with a dismissive snort. "Can't wait to see that drama unfold," he said, his tone light but with a curious undertone that betrayed his interest.
He stood up from his chair, brushing off his trousers as he gestured grandly to the others, encouraging someone else to take a turn. Lysandra started to move forward, but Eione raised a hand, stopping her with a soft but firm, "Wait."
Turning her gaze between Lysandra and Asta, Eione's expression grew thoughtful, her eyes narrowing slightly as if reading something unseen in the air around them. "Both of you, come forward together," she instructed, her voice carrying a note of certainty. "Your futures are deeply intertwined."
The two women exchanged a look, a mixture of excitement and nervousness passing between them before they stepped up to the table as one. Eione shuffled the deck again, her fingers dancing expertly over the cards before she drew two and placed them side by side.
The first card a brilliant sun shining over a child on horseback in a filed of blooming sunflowers, its rays stretching across a clear blue sky—symbolic of happiness and new beginnings. The second card showed a regal woman seated on a lush throne, surrounded by wheat fields and blooming flowers, in a gown adorned with pomegranates representing growth and the deepening of bonds.
"Joy and growth await you both," Eione declared, her voice soft yet resonant in the quiet that had settled around the booth. "Your paths are woven together, reinforcing each other's strength and bringing light to shared endeavors."
Lysandra and Asta looked at each other, smiles slowly spreading across their faces as they absorbed the seer's words. The connection between them, always palpable to those who knew them well, seemed to solidify with the turn of the cards, their hands reaching out to clasp each other's in silent acknowledgment of their shared future.
After Lysandra and Asta had their futures read, their smiles seemed to brighten the space around them. Lysandra, still caught in the high of the moment, turned over her shoulder and called out to Callias, "Your turn, huh?" But he just shook his head, a playful smirk spreading across his face as he declined. "I think I know enough of my future for one day," he said, his eyes crinkling with mirth.
With Callias opting out, Eione's gaze shifted toward you. The intensity of her look made you pause as she asked, "And what about you? Would you like to see what the future holds?" Her voice was smooth, inviting yet somehow imposing.
You hesitated, the weight of the recent revelations about divine influences making you uncertain. But curiosity, and perhaps a desire for some control over the unknown, nudged you forward. You nodded, taking a deep breath, and walked over to sit across from her.
As you settled into the rickety chair, Eione studied you for a long moment, her eyes narrowing slightly as if trying to peer into your very soul. She began shuffling the cards, her movements precise and deliberate. Her eyes seemed to glaze over, as if she were seeing something beyond the physical space of the festival. You couldn't help of bein in awe, noticing how her lips moved in silent whispers, adding to the mystique of her craft.
Then, unexpectedly, her hand faltered.
The cards slipped from her grasp, scattering across the table. Five of them landed face up, splayed in a haphazard arrangement. You leaned forward, your heart pounding as you took in the images on the cards. You weren't sure what they meant, but each of them were richly illustrated, the symbols vivid and ominous.
As you absorbed the powerful imagery, Eione let out a soft, almost imperceptible gasp. Her eyes, previously glazed over as if she were in a trance, sharpened suddenly as they landed on you. Coming out of her daze, her voice grew soft yet carried a weight that drew your ears closer. "I notice the mark of Apollo's favor," she said, her gaze intensifying as she gestured subtly toward you. "It's like a barrier of protection over your fate."
She leaned forward, her hands hovering over the cards as if to gather them but then paused, offering to explain their meanings. "You have much ahead of you," she said, her finger tracing the air above each card as if to underline their importance.
Just as Eione opened her mouth to delve deeper into the explanation, the distant sound of trumpets and the loud announcement of the tournament beginning cut through the atmosphere. The woman sighed, a flicker of frustration crossing her features at the interruption.
With a resigned smile, she quickly listed off the meanings of each card, her words concise but laden with significance. "The Hanged Man calls you to let go and view things from a new perspective, The High Priestess urges you to trust your intuition, The Tower warns of necessary upheaval, The Wheel of Fortune reminds you that life is a cycle of ups and downs, and Judgment... Judgment is a calling to rise and rebirth."
Her eyes met yours once more, lingering with something unreadable. "May you find your answers in these," she murmured, her voice laced with quiet knowing, as if she already understood what was coming.
Then, with a graceful rise from her seat, Eione collected the cards with a sweep of her hands, the images disappearing into the deck with an almost magical fluidity. She nodded to you politely before turning and walking back inside her tent, the curtains closing softly behind her.
Left with a mind swirling with the cryptic messages of the tarot and the enigmatic advice of the fortune teller, you sat for a moment, collecting your thoughts. The festival around you buzzed with excitement and noise, but for a brief moment, you were anchored in a sea of introspection, pondering the path laid out before you by the cards.
Callias broke the heavy silence with his characteristic levity. "Is that the kind of mythical shit that happens when I'm not around?" He tutted playfully, shaking his head. "I'm going to have to really stick around if I'm trying to see a god."
Lysandra, Asta, and Kieran reacted with a mix of surprise and concern. "Damn, that was kind of eerie," Lysandra murmured, her eyes wide as she glanced at the tent Eione had disappeared into.
"Did y'all feel that? That was... cryptic," Kieran added, rubbing the back of his neck uneasily.
Asta, noticing your subdued mood, changed the subject to lighten the atmosphere. "Uh, so, are you excited about the tournament?" she asked, her voice bright with curiosity.
You blinked, taken aback. "What tournament?" The question slipped out before you could catch it.
Callias let out an exaggerated sigh and wrapped an arm around your shoulders, helping you up from your seat. "Poor thing, nothing really gets into that head but music, huh?" he teased, leading you away from the fortune teller's stand. "Didn't you hear? They announced a jousting tournament between the two kingdoms."
The group erupted into laughter at his playful jab, and you couldn't help but smile, playfully punching Callias' arm. "You could have just told me instead of making fun," you chided, though the warmth in your voice betrayed your amusement.
"What's the fun in that?" His laughter rang out as he steered the group toward the tournament grounds, the earlier tension dissipating into the festive air filled with anticipation for the upcoming event. The contrast between the mystical encounter and the lively festival atmosphere felt stark, yet somehow fitting as you all moved together towards the new diversion, the promise of excitement drawing you back into the present moment.
Notes:
A/N : double update!?! ka0chowwwww. but fr, i got a great explanation for leaving you guys for a bit... somehow, I recently lost some of my notes for upcoming chapters and had to re-write the ending from memory... i was trynna be a show-off to my sis show her how long i had the damn thing (since like when epic first caught my eye around 2021 and i was just writing lil headcanons) and ended up pressing delete part 😭😭😭 the way my heart dropped to my ass was truly an experience. anywho good news, while re-writing it, i got inspired while smoking for a new fic that will be happening immediately after this one, and y'all i'm so hyped frr, might just drop the first chapter to show you guys soon. other than that, hope you guys have been taking care of yourselves, i know real life has been tough for a lot of us lately, but dont give up, we still got shit to do ❤️❤️ we got this babes, see you
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Chapter 38: 27 ┃ 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐚𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐰𝐨 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐢𝐩𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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As you were about to settle into a spot with Callias and the others to enjoy the tournament, a familiar face approached through the crowd. Eurycleia was making her way toward you, her expression bright and eager.
"Dear, the Queen has requested your presence with her and the King in the royal box," she announced, her voice carrying a hint of pride.
Before you could even think of declining—not that you would have—Callias gave you a gentle nudge. "Go on, we'll catch up later. Don't keep royalty waiting," he teased, his tone light but encouraging.
You nodded, turning to follow Eurycleia as she led the way. The nurse chattered as you walked, her words weaving through the air like threads in one of Penelope's tapestries. "It's such an honor, isn't it? To be invited to sit with the King and Queen," she mused aloud, glancing back at you with a smile. "And with your new title, Divine Liaison, it's no surprise. They must be very proud of you."
The pathway to the royal seating was lined with guards in ceremonial armor, their presence a reminder of the significance of the event. As you passed by, their stances seemed to stiffen in respect—a gesture that still felt surreal to you.
Reaching the royal box, the view was striking. The area was draped in fabrics of deep blue and gold, the colors of Ithaca, fluttering slightly in the breeze. The royal box was positioned perfectly, giving an unobstructed view of the arean under the afternoon sun.
As you approached the royal box, the gentle murmur of conversation between Odysseus and Penelope reached your ears. Penelope's laughter, light and musical, fluttered through the air, while Odysseus, with a rare grin, whispered something back, causing another ripple of laughter from her.
A few feet away, Andreia sat apart from this warm scene, her presence like a shadow on a sunny day. She was fanning herself slowly, her green eyes scanning the crowd below with an intensity that bordered on scrutiny. Her expression was unreadable, but there was a coldness in her gaze that seemed out of place amidst the festivity. Near her, two Bronte servants sat rigidly, their heads bowed in silent obedience.
Before you could take in more of the scene, Eurycleia announced your arrival. The sudden attention snapped you back to the moment. Penelope's eyes sparkled with excitement as she noticed you. "Ah, here she is!" she exclaimed, her voice carrying across the box. In a graceful motion, she gestured towards an empty, cushiony chair beside her.
You curtsied respectfully, acknowledging both the king and queen with a nod before making your way over to the indicated chair. Penelope, unable to contain her enthusiasm, leaned in as you settled down next to her, her demeanor motherly yet filled with a queenly grace.
"Such a pleasure to have you join us for this, dear," Penelope said, her voice warm. She glanced towards Odysseus, who gave you a nod of acknowledgment that seemed to carry both weight and welcome.
Andreia, meanwhile, continued to watch the scene below, her expression a mask that hid whatever thoughts passed through her mind. The contrast between her solitary figure and the connectedness of Ithaca's royal family was stark, highlighting the differences in their realms and perhaps, their hearts.
Responding warmly to Penelope's enthusiasm, you assured her it was indeed an honor to be invited to such an event. Immediately, Penelope launched into a flurry of inquiries, each delivered with her characteristic vibrancy and concern. "You look absolutely lovely today, dear," she commented, the genuine warmth in her voice making you blush lightly. "Those colors really bring out your beauty. Have you eaten yet? Were you enjoying the festival before this?"
Her barrage of questions came fast, each punctuated with a bright smile and an expectant tilt of her head, waiting for your responses. Odysseus, watching the exchange with an amused expression, let out a soft chuckle. He shook his head gently, his hand finding a familiar rest on his wife's thigh, a silent, affectionate gesture that seemed to ground her.
You blinked, slightly taken aback but also touched by this display of affection—Penelope, the queen you had served so diligently, now radiant in the return of her husband. It was a side of her you had glimpsed only in fragments, a joy so profound it reshaped the stern monarch into the woman who giggled like a girl in love.
"I've had a wonderful time, thank you," you replied, managing to get a word in. "The festival is more than I could have expected. It's beautiful, lively... and the food, well, it's delicious."
Penelope beamed, pleased with your answers. "Oh, good, good! I'm so glad to hear that," she said, her eyes twinkling with satisfaction. "It's important to us that you feel part of this celebration, especially given your new role. You do belong here, with us, in these moments of joy."
The affirmation from Penelope, heartfelt and sincere, deepened the sense of belonging and warmth you felt sitting there among the royal family.
Odysseus nodded in agreement with his wife's words. "She's right," he said, shifting slightly in his chair to look at you directly. "This isn't just a kindness, it's a statement. An acknowledgment of your importance, not only to Penelope but to myself as well. You've more than earned your place here."
His words sent a rush of warmth through your chest. It was one thing to have Penelope's open-hearted approval, but to hear it from Odysseus himself—the man whose absence had shaped Ithaca in his wake—felt like a true mark of honor.
You sat up a little straighter, the weight of your title, "Divine Liaison," settling into your bones in a way that felt more real than before.
You smiled brightly as you bowed your head slightly in gratitude. "Thank you, truly," you said, meaning every word. "It's an honor I won't take lightly."
Penelope waved a hand in the air as if to brush aside any need for such formalities. "Of course, dear! You deserve it," she said, fanning herself lightly before her gaze suddenly flickered past you, her expression shifting to one of delight.
"Oh, there's Telemachus!" she exclaimed, nudging you gently with her fan to direct your attention.
Curious, you followed her gesture, your eyes scanning the field below until you spotted him. A short distance away, in an open stretch of the tournament grounds, Telemachus stood with his bow in hand, his posture steady as he tested its draw; even from here, you could see the focus in his stance.
The midday sun cast golden streaks over his figure, catching in the rich brown of his hair and the taut pull of his arms as he prepared to release. The sight of him like this—poised, strong, fully in his element—sent an odd flutter through your chest.
"He's always been a natural," Penelope said with a soft fondness in her voice, watching her son with pride. "Ever since he was young, he's had that steady hand... just like his father."
Odysseus let out a short laugh, crossing his arms. "He's getting there," he said, though there was no real criticism in his tone, only the amused musings of a father who saw potential yet to be fully realized.
You remained silent, watching as Telemachus continued his warm-up, the tension in his bowstring mirroring the quiet anticipation that filled the air. His movements were precise, deliberate, a testament to years of practice. Each time he drew back an arrow, his form was steady, his breath controlled.
There was something mesmerizing about it—the way he seemed to disappear into the rhythm of his own concentration, his world narrowing to just him and the target.
Penelope leaned toward you with a knowing smile. "You must be wondering why he's still practicing," she mused, following your gaze toward her son. "Throughout the day, there have been preliminary trials, small competitions to determine the best representatives from each kingdom for the final tournament."
She gestured toward the field, where remnants of previous events could still be seen—targets riddled with arrows, makeshift wrestling pits marked by trampled grass, and servants bustling to reset areas of the grounds. "It is called the Trial of Two Disciplines," she explained, her voice laced with excitement. "Ithaca values skill and cleverness, so archery serves as a test of focus and strategy. Bronte, on the other hand, prides itself on physical dominance, so pankration—a brutal mix of wrestling and boxing—is their measure of true strength."
Her words painted a clearer picture of the event's significance. It wasn't just about the thrill of competition—it was a display of each kingdom's values, a means of proving their strengths before the eyes of the people. And among all those who had participated, only two remained.
"Telemachus was chosen as Ithaca's champion," Penelope continued, her eyes gleaming with maternal pride. "And for Bronte, their finest competitor was Sthenelos."
Sthenelos. The name alone carried weight, and you found yourself glancing toward the other side of the tournament grounds, where the Brontean contingent gathered.
There, among the warriors clad in Bronte's bold green and gold, a man stood taller than the rest, his presence commanding. His shoulders were broad, his arms thick with muscle, and even from this distance, his stance exuded an air of controlled power.
Before you could study him further, the sharp blare of trumpets rang through the air, cutting through the hum of conversation and stirring the restless anticipation of the crowd.
The voice of the announcer boomed across the grounds. "Lords and ladies, people of Ithaca and Bronte, the Trial of Two Disciplines is about to begin!"
A roar of approval swept through the stands as the tournament officially commenced, the excitement tangible in the air. You felt the shift, the change in energy as the playful nature of the festival gave way to something more serious, more charged with expectation.
From your seat, you could see Telemachus straighten, rolling his shoulders back as he turned toward the call. The casual ease he had during warm-ups faded, replaced with something sharper, more focused. This wasn't just sport anymore—this was a test, a battle of skill and strength between two kingdoms.
And as he took his stance, his fingers flexing at his sides, you couldn't help but wonder what was running through his mind. Was he thinking of his father, of the legacy he carried? Was he weighing the expectations placed upon him, the watchful eyes of Ithaca and Bronte alike? Or was he simply lost in the moment, instincts taking over, knowing that once the match began, there would be no room for hesitation?
Whatever it was, his expression gave nothing away. Only the faintest exhale left his lips, his gaze locked on his opponent.
And the battle was about to begin.
.☆.
.✩.
.☆.
Telemachus tightened his grip on his bow, scanning the tournament grounds with a careful eye.
The field, now cleared for competition, stretched out before him, the painted boundary lines crisp against the packed dirt. On one end, a ring where the pankration match would take place had been roped off, its sand already uneven from the movements of previous competitors.
He exhaled sharply through his nose. The moment he had spent the entire day preparing for had finally arrived, yet there was a weight in his chest that training could not dislodge.
For Ithaca, for Athena—his name had been chosen to represent them both. He knew what this meant, what was expected of him.
Ithaca's strength had never been in brute force alone; their victories came from cleverness, from adaptability, from outthinking their opponents rather than overpowering them. To face Bronte's champion, a man built like a war statue carved from stone, felt like a test of not just his skills, but of Ithaca's very values.
And yet, despite all of that—despite the honor, despite the pride—his mind kept circling back to you.
He clenched his jaw, willing himself to focus, but the echoes of the morning still haunted him.
Waking up had been a sickening experience. His first thought had been that he must have drunk too much wine at the festival, that the fuzziness in his head and the unease in his stomach was nothing more than the aftermath of reckless celebration. But the second he sat up, memories hit him like a chariot slamming into a wall.
The heat of your skin beneath his hands. The feverish way he had held you down. The words he had spoken, unfiltered, desperate, real.
It had all been real.
His blood turned cold at the recollection, mortification flooding his veins. He had been undone in front of you, unraveling like a man driven mad by longing. And worse, you had seen it. Felt it. The depth of his want, the raw edge of his affection—there had been no space for restraint, no room for hesitation. He had wanted, and he he'd taken.
And then he had collapsed.
He wanted to believe it had been a dream, some feverish illusion, but the truth was worse. The realization clawed at him—what had it been like for you? To see him like that, to witness the parts of him he had tried so hard to keep hidden? Did you fear him? Or worse... did you pity him?
Shame curled in his gut, sour and unrelenting.
He hadn't seen you yet today, hadn't dared to seek you out before the tournament. What could he even say? That he hadn't meant to come undone in your arms? That he had no excuse for the way he had needed you in that moment? That his feelings were true even if his actions had been muddled by some unseen force?
Would that even matter?
The uncertainty was unbearable.
Winning for Ithaca—that, he could do. He knew the mechanics, the tactics, the way to move his body and steady his breath. He could make each shot count, could fight with precision and skill.
But winning you?
That was a different battle entirely.
The tournament felt like a metaphor he couldn't ignore—two kingdoms, two approaches, two warriors standing across from each other, trying to prove who was worthy. He didn't want to win you with brute force, with the kind of recklessness that had stolen his senses last night. No, if he had any hope of earning you, of proving himself, it had to be through effort, through strategy, through sheer determination.
And yet... what if it wasn't enough?
A horn sounded, shaking him from his thoughts. He swallowed hard and straightened his shoulders.
No more dwelling.
If he was going to fight, he would fight with everything in him.
For Ithaca.
For himself.
And maybe, just maybe, for you.
The announcer stepped forward, his voice carrying over the hushed crowd, cutting through the anticipation that hung heavy in the air.
"Representing Bronte—Sthenelos!"
A deafening cheer erupted from the Brontean side of the stands, their voices a mixture of roaring approval and guttural chants of encouragement. The name alone carried weight; Sthenelos was a warrior born and bred, a man molded by Ares' domain, where skill alone was not enough—one had to dominate.
Telemachus watched as the Brontean champion stepped forward, his movements slow, measured, exuding an effortless confidence that could only come from a man who had never considered failure an option.
He was taller than Telemachus by nearly a head, broad-shouldered with a stance like an immovable mountain. His dark, olive-toned skin gleamed under the sun, his muscles taut beneath his crimson-trimmed tunic. A golden torque encircled his throat, a sign of his status back home—a warrior of renown.
Sthenelos bowed his head slightly in acknowledgment of the task before him, then strode toward the designated line. The Ithacan side of the crowd was notably quieter, watching with a mixture of curiosity and wariness, well aware that Bronteans prided themselves on spectacle.
The previous rounds had already tested speed, accuracy, and distance, but this final trial demanded perfection.
A single torch was set ablaze, its flame licking at the air as it was hoisted high onto a wooden mechanism. From it hung a small golden ring, no wider than a clenched fist, suspended by a pendulum. The device had been wound tightly, its tension barely contained, ready to swing the ring into an unpredictable arc once released.
The task was simple in concept but ruthless in execution: Shoot through the ring and extinguish the flame in one strike.
No hesitation. No miscalculations. Only a single moment to strike true.
A hush fell over the grounds as the pendulum was released.
The ring swung wildly, the flame dancing, teasing—daring the archer to fail.
Sthenelos exhaled through his nose, lifting his bow with the kind of deliberate ease that made it clear he was used to this kind of pressure. He was calm, in his element. He nocked his arrow, eyes narrowing in concentration, tracking the movement of his target with almost predatory focus.
For a beat, everything stilled. Even the crowd seemed to hold their breath.
Then—release.
The arrow cut through the air like a streak of lightning.
A split second later, a sharp twang echoed through the tournament grounds as it struck true, passing cleanly through the ring. The torch flame flickered violently—then dimmed. Not quite out, but flickering weakly, fighting to hold on.
The Brontean crowd erupted in cheers, their warriors banging fists against their chests in approval.
Sthenelos lowered his bow, his expression betraying nothing—no frustration, no disappointment—just a quiet, knowing smirk. He turned, stepping back to the sidelines with an ease that suggested he was not worried. His performance had been strong—damn near perfect. Even if the flame had not been fully snuffed, he had still bested most of the competitors from earlier trials.
Telemachus felt his fingers tighten around his own bow.
So that's the standard, he thought, his stomach twisting with something equal parts unease and resolve.
From the royal box, Odysseus gave an approving nod, arms crossed as he leaned forward slightly. Telemachus didn't even have to look at him to know exactly what he was thinking: Not bad. But you can do better.
He swallowed.
His name was about to be called.
And all eyes would be on him.
The announcer stepped forward once more, his voice carrying effortlessly over the hushed arena.
"Representing Ithaca—Prince Telemachus!"
A wave of cheers erupted from the Ithacan stands, but it was different from the raw, almost aggressive roars that had greeted Sthenelos. The Ithacans cheered with pride, with unwavering support, their voices lifting Telemachus up rather than demanding his victory.
He felt the weight of their expectation settle over him like a mantle, but he didn't let it crush him. Instead, he took a step forward, rolling his shoulders as he moved toward the designated line.
Don't look up.
He knew you were sitting there.
He knew exactly where you were in the royal box, seated beside his mother, the Queen, in a position of honor. He had heard her laugh about it earlier, her eyes twinkling with mischief as she teased him about how your new title meant you were seated closer to the King and Queen—closer to him.
"Perhaps that will give you some motivation, hmm?" she had mused, her fan tapping against her chin as Odysseus merely chuckled.
He had fought away the warmth that had threatened to crawl up his neck then, and he fought it away now.
This was not the time.
Gritting his teeth, Telemachus drew in a slow breath and stepped into position. The cheers dulled into a distant hum as the announcer signaled for silence, the entire tournament ground sinking into stillness. The only sound left was the faint creak of the wooden mechanism resetting, the torch being relit, and the golden ring swinging back into position.
Focus.
His hands moved instinctively, adjusting his stance, settling into a position he had practiced a thousand times before. The bow felt familiar in his grasp, its weight grounding him. He inhaled, slow and steady, and with it came the silence—not just around him, but within.
His heart slowed.
His mind emptied.
And then—he felt her.
It was not a presence he could see, nor one he could explain. But it was there, pressing against the edge of his consciousness. Cold and sharp as a blade, yet warm as a guiding hand. It curled around him, not forcing, not demanding, but guiding.
Athena.
The whisper curled behind his ear, woven into his very thoughts, yet separate from them. A voice older than time, softer than breath, stronger than steel.
"Release."
He did.
The arrow loosed from his fingers, cutting through the air with a sharp whistle, an extension of his will. He barely tracked its path—there was no need.
It struck true.
The arrow passed cleanly through the golden ring, its trajectory flawless, before piercing the flame's very core. The torch sputtered violently—then extinguished entirely, leaving only a wisp of smoke curling into the afternoon sky.
A moment of stunned silence followed.
Then—an explosion of sound.
The Ithacan side of the arena erupted into a frenzy of cheers, their voices ringing with triumph. Telemachus barely registered the roaring applause, the cries of victory. His breath left him in a sharp exhale, his body suddenly too light, his pulse thrumming in his ears.
He hadn't realized how tense he'd been until now, until the arrow had met its mark and the weight pressing on his chest had lifted.
His fingers flexed instinctively, still curled from the shot, before he blinked himself back into reality.
Across the field, the Brontean warriors stood with arms crossed, their faces unreadable. They did not cheer nor jeer, only watched—waiting. Because this was not the end.
This was only the first test.
And now, the second awaited.
.☆.
.✩.
.☆.
Your voice went hoarse from cheering, though you hardly cared. The energy coursing through you was too electric, too exhilarating to be dampened by something as trivial as a sore throat.
Funnily enough, you weren't the loudest person in the royal box—not by a long shot.
Penelope had been completely unrestrained, gripping the railing in front of her as she screamed for her son with unabashed pride. Her golden fan lay discarded on the seat behind her, forgotten in her enthusiasm. At one point, she had leaned so far forward you genuinely thought she might tip over the balcony's edge and go tumbling into the stands below.
"THAT'S MY BABY!" she hollered, her voice ringing out over the roaring crowd. "DID YOU SEE THAT?! PERFECT FORM! PERFECT! THAT'S MY BOY—"
Odysseus, in contrast, remained seated, his hand firmly gripping her waist as though prepared to yank her back at any moment should her excitement send her too far over the edge. He wasn't unaffected by Telemachus' victory—far from it.
Though his reaction was more subdued, there was pride in the sharp gleam of his eyes, the way his lips curled ever so slightly upward as he watched his son stand victorious on the field.
You swallowed a laugh as Penelope finally turned back, breathless and flushed, her hands still clenched into excited fists. "Did you see that?" she asked you, eyes wide and gleaming. "Oh, I knew he'd do well, I knew it—but that? That was incredible!"
"I did see it, my queen," you said, smiling, your heart still hammering in your chest. "He was—" You struggled for the right word. "—flawless."
Penelope nearly swooned, placing a hand dramatically over her heart. "Flawless," she echoed, as though the word itself was divine. "Oh, my dear, that's exactly it! Absolutely flawless! My son, the pride of Ithaca, the future of our kingdom, our champion!"
Odysseus sighed through his nose, amusement crinkling the corners of his eyes as he leaned forward, giving his wife a knowing look. "You're going to make his head even bigger than it already is, gynaíka mou," he murmured, his voice rich with fondness.
Penelope huffed, turning her nose up. "Let me dote on him," she insisted. "I had to wait twenty years to do so properly. He deserves it."
Odysseus chuckled but didn't argue, instead pressing a brief kiss to her temple before finally releasing his hold on her waist now that she seemed marginally calmer.
The energy in the arena began to shift as the announcer's voice rang out once more, this time with a note of finality.
"A ten-minute recess will be taken before the next trial of the tournament. Contestants may rest and prepare themselves while the field is adjusted for the second phase."
The collective excitement of the crowd began to settle, cheers giving way to chatter as people took the opportunity to stretch, fetch refreshments, or discuss the previous event.
Penelope let out a happy sigh, finally sitting back down, fanning herself now as though she had exerted more energy than her son. "Oh, this is wonderful," she said, practically beaming. "And to think we still have another round left! I cannot wait to see how he does in Pankration."
You, however, felt a flicker of unease at that.
Archery was one thing.
Pankration—Bronte's specialty—was another.
Your gaze drifted back toward the field, watching as Telemachus set down his bow and rolled his shoulders, stretching out the tension. His face was unreadable from this distance, but you could sense it.
The shift.
The challenge yet to come.
And what it would mean.
As your thoughts swirled with the implications of the next round, you barely registered Penelope shifting beside you—until her voice rang sweetly in your ear.
"Oh, dear, will you be joining Telemachus during his break?"
You choked on air.
Spluttering, you turned to the queen, wide-eyed and teary from the sudden struggle for breath. "Pardon, your majesty?" you wheezed, voice high-pitched and thoroughly scandalized.
Penelope merely giggled behind her fan, tapping it playfully against her chin as she leaned ever so slightly toward her husband. Odysseus, to his credit, didn't react beyond a slow blink and a knowing hum, as if he'd long grown used to his wife's antics.
"N-Nothing, dear," Penelope mused, waving a hand, though her eyes gleamed with mischief. "Just thought it might be nice for him to have a bit of... support, you know? Something to keep him... motivated."
Her tone—gods her tone—was far too innocent to be anything but teasing. She knew exactly what she was doing, enjoying it far too much.
Your face burned as you quickly looked away, shifting in your seat, suddenly very aware of your own heartbeat. Having a conversation that might actually kill me on the spot, you thought wildly, your mind racing.
Support.
Motivation.
The unspoken meaning behind her words was not lost on you.
Your thoughts spiraled, unwillingly wandering toward dangerous territory. Did she approve of you? Was she encouraging something? The warmth in her voice, the giggle behind her fan, the playful glance she shared with Odysseus—it all felt like an unspoken nudge toward a reality you hadn't dared fully consider.
Your fingers curled against the fabric of your skirt, trying to ground yourself as a sudden flutter bloomed in your chest. If she accepted me—if she truly wanted us together—
Before your thoughts could spiral any further, a smooth, measured voice cut through the moment like a blade.
"I suppose I should go see how our competitors are faring," Andreia mused, a slow, coy smile gracing her lips as she lifted her fan to her chin. "It wouldn't do for me to let my champion feel unsupported. After all, I am his princess."
The shift in the air was immediate.
The queen's giggling ceased, the warmth between you all flickering as if snuffed by a sudden draft. For a moment, it was as if you'd all forgotten she was even there.
Penelope's expression schooled into something unreadable, though the way she slowly straightened in her seat was telling. Odysseus, meanwhile, remained silent, but his brow lifted in something that might've been amusement—though it was impossible to tell if it was toward Andreia's words or his wife's reaction.
After a beat, Penelope cleared her throat and gave a composed nod. "That is very kind of you, Lady Andreia," she said, voice smooth, betraying nothing.
Andreia's eyes gleamed at the praise. "Oh, not at all, Your Majesty," she said sweetly, flicking her fan open and waving it lazily. Then, she turned toward you, tilting her head as if examining you, and smiled. "Enjoy the rest of the break, dear."
Before you could form a response, she stood gracefully, her movements practiced and elegant. With a dainty snap, her fan closed in one fluid motion, the sound crisp against the lively noise of the festival below.
Immediately, the two Bronte servants seated near her rose as well, their movements eerily synchronized, their heads still bowed in silence. Without a single glance spared toward them, Andreia stepped forward, moving toward the exit with a presence that demanded attention without a word.
Just before she disappeared, she glanced over her shoulder, her hair shifting over her shoulder like liquid fire. "I'll be back before the next event begins," she assured smoothly before slipping away, her silent shadows following closely behind.
The air she left behind felt noticeably cooler.
Penelope exhaled slowly, rolling her fan shut as she leaned slightly into Odysseus, who hummed under his breath. Neither of them spoke immediately, as if absorbing the brief shift in atmosphere.
You, on the other hand, were left sitting stiffly, your thoughts still rattled—not just from Andreia's departure but from the realization that, for a moment, you had completely forgotten she was there.
And the fact that Penelope had as well.
That realization sent a sharp jolt through your chest, a cold hand wrapping around your ribs and squeezing. Andreia had heard every teasing lilt in Penelope's voice, every not-so-subtle hint about you and Telemachus.
You swallowed thickly, suddenly hyper-aware of how silent you had gone, your fingers curling into the fabric of your skirt as your thoughts churned.
What did she think of it?
The first time you believed she had grown upset over your closeness to the prince, she had shattered your lyre—an act so cruel and deliberate it had left a scar deeper than any physical wound. Your breath hitched slightly at the memory, the phantom echo of broken strings still whispering in the back of your mind.
And now...
Now, she had witnessed something far worse.
Not just a moment of friendship, not just idle words exchanged between you and Telemachus—but the Queen of Ithaca herself, openly encouraging something more.
Your stomach twisted. What did that mean for you?
What would she do?
Where in thunder and tides would her anger lead this time?!
Your pulse quickened, and your breathing shallowed as your mind began to spiral—
But before the panic could fully take root, Penelope's voice cut through the tangle of thoughts looping in your head, drawing you back to the present with an effortless grace that only she possessed.
Seated beside you, she took a delicate sip from her wine cup, her fingers effortlessly keeping hold of her fan in the other.
Just as you were about to compose yourself, Odysseus—ever the observant one—gently took the cup from her hands, smoothly replacing it with a fresh goblet of water. He didn't say anything, merely casting her an amused glance that had her rolling her eyes with a quiet huff.
Unbothered, Penelope continued, flicking her fan toward the field below where Andreia had just finished speaking with her own kingdom's representative.
"She's making her way to Telemachus now," she mused, her voice carrying a knowing lilt. "She's been hovering around the competitors all day—oh, which reminds me!"
She turned to you suddenly, the shift in conversation catching you completely off guard. "During morning tea earlier," she said, her voice lowering conspiratorially, "Andreia let something rather interesting slip."
You blinked, momentarily distracted by the fact that she was still having morning tea with Andreia?
"She called him 'Machus.'"
Your entire body stiffened.
Penelope smirked, clearly relishing your reaction. "She caught herself quickly," she continued, "smoothing it over as something between the two of them, but oh—you should've seen her face when she realized what she said."
You barely registered the end of her sentence before she suddenly tilted her head, gaze sharpening with unmistakable curiosity. "Now that I think about it," she drawled, a teasing glint in her eye, "do you and Telemachus have any special nicknames for each other?"
Your mouth fell open, and for what felt like the tenth time today, you were spluttering.
"A-Ah, I—what? No! We—I mean, why would we—what kind of—?" Your hands uselessly flailed for a nonexistent escape route.
Penelope only giggled behind her fan, her expression positively delighted.
Thankfully, salvation came in the form of Odysseus, who—while certainly entertained by your reaction—decided to spare you from further torment. He let out a low chuckle, shaking his head as he lightly tapped two fingers against Penelope's wrist in a wordless gesture to rein her in.
"Pen," he said, his voice warm with affection yet edged with amusement, "I believe you've had a bit too much wine."
Penelope gasped softly, scandalized. "How dare you?" she said, clutching her chest in mock offense before dramatically narrowing her eyes at him. "You poured it for me, husband."
Odysseus smirked. "And now I'm cutting you off."
She pouted, looking between her goblet and her husband like a child who had just been denied another helping of sweets.
You let out a deep breath, quietly thanking Odysseus for the rescue—though the moment was short-lived. Because the very next thing out of his mouth was—
"Although," he mused, stroking his chin as if in deep thought, "if there were any nicknames between our dear guest and my son, I'd certainly like to hear them."
You nearly keeled over.
"Odysseus!" Penelope beamed at him, her previous pout vanishing as she turned and placed a playful kiss against his cheek. "See?" she giggled, her eyes shining. "I knew you were on my side."
Your brain short-circuited.
Your entire body felt like it had gone up in flames.
You had just been teased by Penelope and Odysseus.
The Queen of Ithaca and the Odysseus.
A living legend.
The man whose cunning outwitted gods and monsters, whose stories were told by poets, had just smirked at you like a father indulging in gossip about his son's love life.
Your lips parted, your mind desperate to find words—any words—to process what had just happened, but all that came out was an utterly pathetic, "I—"
A voice cut through the atmosphere, breaking the peace that had settled just moments before.
"I've returned~," Andreia announced, her dulcet tone sweeping across the royal box as she stepped inside.
Her two Brontean servants followed closely behind, heads bowed in that same silent obedience as before. Andreia, however, moved with deliberate poise, gliding back to her seat with the air of someone who belonged—not just in this space but in any space she chose to inhabit.
As she settled, she let her fan drift lazily in her grasp, her green eyes flicking toward the field before returning to the royals. "Both men seem to be in high spirits," she mused, a pleased lilt in her voice. "I must admit, I can't wait to see who emerges victorious."
Penelope hummed, nodding thoughtfully as she turned to you, her expression bright with curiosity. "And what do you think, dear?" she asked, tilting her head. "Who do you place your faith in?"
Without hesitation, without even thinking, the answer left your lips with a certainty that startled even you.
"Prince Telemachus."
A soft snort echoed faintly from beside you, but you ignored it.
Odysseus, who had been leaning back comfortably in his chair, suddenly straightened, casting you an interested look. "And what makes you so sure?"
You hesitated for a moment, not because you were uncertain, but because you wanted to answer properly. You glanced down at the field, watching as Telemachus rolled his shoulders, stretching his arms as he prepared himself.
Slowly, you began to speak.
"I won't pretend to be the smartest here," you admitted with a small smile, "but I've had the privilege of watching some of Ithaca's finest train the prince throughout his youth." Your voice grew steadier, more assured, as the words continued to form. "And if there's one thing I've always noticed about him, it's that he's observant—more than people realize."
Your gaze remained on Telemachus as he adjusted his stance, his body language shifting subtly as he sized up his opponent.
"Even as a boy, he picked up on things quickly. He learned, adapted, and absorbed everything around him, but for the longest time, that part of him was overshadowed by his own hesitation. He second-guessed himself, doubted his own instincts. That hesitation made others underestimate him, but when it truly mattered, when he was forced to act..."
You took a slow breath, watching as Telemachus bent down slightly, testing his balance.
"He proved himself."
Penelope listened intently, her fan resting lightly against her chin. Odysseus, too, seemed intrigued, nodding along as you spoke. Even Andreia remained silent, though her expression was unreadable.
You shifted slightly in your seat. "His adaptability isn't like yours... his father," you admitted, your tone softer now. "Your cunning is effortless, ingrained into your very being. But the prince? His cleverness was shaped by necessity. It was sharpened over time, forged through struggle."
As you spoke, your eyes remained locked on the field, watching Telemachus move with quiet determination.
And that's when you noticed it.
The heat creeping up your neck wasn't just from speaking so passionately—it was from the very moment you realized Telemachus was practically naked.
Your breath hitched as your eyes flickered down, properly registering what you were looking at.
His usual tunic was gone.
Instead, he stood in nothing but a simple perizoma, a cloth tied around his waist that left almost everything exposed. His skin gleamed under the sun, a fine sheen of sweat making every muscle far too defined. The broad expanse of his shoulders flexed as he rolled them, his back a map of hardened lines and sinew, his abdomen taut and dusted lightly with dark hair.
Your lips parted, your mind stalling.
And then—he poured something over himself.
Your breath stopped in your throat as a servant stepped forward, handing him a decorated clay vase. At first, you didn't quite register what was inside until Telemachus lifted it, tipping the contents over his chest.
Olived oil.
A thick, golden liquid ran over the planes of his chest, slicking down his torso, catching in the grooves of his muscles before sliding lower, over his arms, his stomach, his legs—wait. LEG?!
Your eyes bulged as you suddenly realized—
He wasn't just shirtless.
He was practically bare.
Your mouth snapped shut, throat working around nothing as heat flooded your face.
Your hands instinctively shot into your lap, fingers gripping the fabric of your skirt tight as you desperately forced your gaze away, fixing your attention anywhere else.
The sky. The crowd. The dust on the ground.
Dear gods.
Clearing your throat, you dropped your gaze entirely, willing your pulse to slow.
This was fine. You were fine.
You were not going to combust over a little bit of exposed skin.
...Or a lot.
You understood before competing, athletes would rub olive oil on their skin to help with muscle flexibility and made it harder for opponents to grip them, but rationalizing it sure wasn't making anything less difficult.
Remembering that you had been in the middle of answering a question, you quickly scrambled to regain your composure.
"So... yeah," you blurted out, clearing your throat and forcing your gaze anywhere but the field. "I apologize for rambling."
Odysseus let out a low hum, his lips quirking in amusement as he leaned back in his chair. "No issue at all," he said, the weight of his gaze settling on you. "It was very... insightful."
There was a peculiar note in his voice, one that made you wonder just how much of your little distraction he had noticed.
But before you could linger on that—or on the fact that Andreia had remained uncharacteristically quiet behind you—scattered murmurs from the stands below caught your attention.
"What in the name of the gods is he doing?"
"By the gods, the man's covering himself with dirt!"
Your eyes snapped back to the field just in time to witness Telemachus crouching down, scooping up fine dust from the ground, and deliberately rubbing it over his freshly oiled skin.
A chorus of mixed reactions followed.
On the Ithacan side, murmurs of curiosity spread quickly, while the Brontean side was far less subtle, a few warriors scoffing outright.
"That defeats the entire purpose," one sneered, folding his arms. "The oil is meant to emphasize the strength of the body, to heighten the power of the strike."
Another shook his head, chuckling under his breath. "Ithacans—always scheming instead of fighting properly."
A few others muttered in agreement, their voices laced with thinly veiled derision.
But then—
"Hmm."
Odysseus' voice broke through your thoughts, his tone carrying a note of interest.
You turned, catching the thoughtful gleam in his eyes as he studied Telemachus below.
"Smart," he murmured, stroking his chin. "He knows this will be tough, but this..." He gestured toward the field with his goblet. "This might just give him an edge."
You blinked, glancing back at Telemachus, who had now dusted down his arms and legs, rolling his shoulders as if testing the difference.
"He's reducing slipperiness," Odysseus continued, smirking slightly. "Improving his grip. The oil was a necessity, but with this? He won't be at as much of a disadvantage when the real fight starts."
Your lips parted slightly as you processed his words, a realization settling over you.
What had seemed like an odd, almost desperate act was actually strategy.
A small, begrudging smile tugged at your lips. Of course. Telemachus wasn't about to charge in unprepared. He was thinking ahead, adapting—just as you had said he would.
As your thoughts settled, the announcer's voice rang out once more, commanding attention over the restless murmurs of the crowd.
"Now, for the final trial of the tournament—Pankration!"
A wave of excitement rippled through the audience, cheers and shouts filling the air. You inhaled sharply, your fingers curling slightly against the railing as you leaned forward.
"But before we begin," the announcer continued, his voice carrying over the din, "a clarification of the rules!"
He paused for dramatic effect, allowing the noise to settle before going on.
"As tradition dictates, Pankration is a test of raw strength, endurance, and skill. Traditionally, combatants would enter the ring unclothed to ensure fairness, as is the way of the great warriors before us!"
A few loud cheers erupted from the Brontean section of the stands, some of the warriors already pounding their fists in approval. However, just as quickly, an amused ripple of laughter followed from the Ithacan side, along with a few high-pitched groans from certain spectators.
"Due to the presence of unwed women and children," the announcer added with practiced ease, "both competitors shall instead wear perizoma!"
There was a chorus of exaggerated boos from a section of Brontean women in the stands, one particularly familiar voice dragging out a dramatic, "Oh, come on!"
A second later—
Thud.
"Ow!"
There was a sharp snort of laughter, and despite the gravity of the moment, you recognized Callias' voice yelping from somewhere below, followed by a hushed "Serves you right," that sounded suspiciously like Lysandra.
You bit down on a smile, shaking your head slightly as the announcer continued.
"With this adjustment, let it be understood that this will be a battle of integrity!" His voice boomed, ringing through the arena. "To emerge victorious, one must either force their opponent out of the ring or render them incapacitated! Ithaca values skill, control, and wit—while Bronte honors strength and power! Which shall triumph?!"
The crowd roared.
The announcer lifted a hand, and the noise ebbed just enough for his final declaration.
"Step forward, warriors!"
Telemachus took a deep breath and strode to the center of the sandpit, his movements steady and controlled. Across from him, Sthenelos did the same, his heavy footfalls pressing deep into the dirt.
As the two men approached, the differences between them became even more pronounced. Sthenelos was a mountain, broad-shouldered and thick with muscle, his skin scarred from previous battles. His bare chest rose and fell with controlled breaths, and as he rolled his neck, his knuckles cracked ominously.
He was built for brute force, his very presence exuding the power Bronte so deeply revered.
Telemachus, by contrast, was leaner but no less formidable. His body, honed through years of rigorous training, spoke of precision rather than sheer might. Where Sthenelos was a boulder, Telemachus was a blade—sharp, measured, and waiting for the right moment to strike.
The announcer motioned for both men to stand face to face.
"Do you understand the rules?"
Sthenelos let out a short, rough exhale, punching his own chest three times in rapid succession, his eyes locked onto Telemachus with an intensity that bordered on predatory.
Telemachus, in stark contrast, merely nodded once. "Yes."
You exhaled, crossing your fingers in your lap as the announcer stepped back.
"Then let the final trial... begin!"
Notes:
A/N : is it obvious im obssessed with this fic rn??? lowkey was feeling awful about this presentation i have coming up (i suffer from bad social anxiety, lol rip my steady voice) and jusr remember i have free will and can write, so that's what i'm doing instead of facing reality ❤️❤️ is chappie good? also, woooowwww came back from like a week gone and gained like 30+ followers?! no take-backsies! now you're stuck reading my deranged fantasies forever~ mwaaaahhhhhh- 😋
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Chapter 39: 28 ┃ 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐯𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐜𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐧
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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"Then let the final trial... begin!"
The moment the words left the announcer's lips, Telemachus and Sthenelos began circling one another.
Their eyes locked, reading each other in silence. Sthenelos' lips curled into a smirk, the confidence in his stance unmistakable. His thick arms flexed, his broad chest rising and falling with steady, measured breaths.
He radiated certainty, the kind that came from years of fighting—real fighting, the kind that left bruises that never fully faded, the kind that made men like him sure they would win.
Telemachus, on the other hand, remained steady, his face unreadable. He offered no smirk, no taunt—just a firm, slow nod. His stance was relaxed, but his muscles were coiled, ready. He wasn't naive enough to think brute force would win this.
If he was going to take down a man like Sthenelos, he had to outthink him.
Sthenelos, watching him carefully, let out a rough chuckle. His voice, when he finally spoke, was low and hoarse—gravelly with an edge of aggression, far different from the relaxed or refined tones of Callias or Andreia.
"Ithacans are thinkers, not warriors." His smirk widened as he rolled his shoulders back, cracking his knuckles. "You'd do better in a library than in this ring, pretty boy."
Telemachus didn't flinch, though the words ignited something deep within him. It was always the same, wasn't it? Ithaca's strength was always underestimated. Because they were clever. Because they relied on more than sheer muscle. Because they valued skill over reckless violence.
Let him think that.
Let him think Telemachus was just another prince, an Athena-blessed scholar with no real bite.
It would make his fall all the more satisfying.
Before Telemachus could even fully exhale, Sthenelos lunged.
It was like being hit by a charging bull.
The sheer force of the Brontean's body colliding with his sent Telemachus stumbling back, his feet skidding against the dirt. He barely had time to brace before a fist came swinging toward his ribs. Instinct took over—he twisted, narrowly avoiding the brunt of the hit, though he still felt the wind from it rush past his skin.
Sthenelos didn't slow. He pressed forward relentlessly, throwing heavy, deliberate strikes meant to batter and exhaust. Telemachus ducked, dodged, twisting his body just out of reach each time. His agility was his best weapon—he couldn't meet brute strength with brute strength, not against this kind of opponent.
Still, it wasn't perfect.
A solid fist rammed into his shoulder, forcing him back another step. Another caught him near the ribs, a sharp pain blooming under his skin. His mind barely had time to register it before a third strike clipped his jaw—not a full-force hit, but enough to rattle him.
Telemachus grit his teeth, breath hissing through them as he forced his body to stay loose, to stay moving.
He's bigger. He's stronger. But he's slower.
Sthenelos, confident as ever, smirked as he advanced. "Not much room to think in here, is there, Prince?" he sneered, rolling his shoulders. "Where's all that Ithacan cleverness now?"
Telemachus exhaled through his nose.
Let him talk.
Let him believe he was already winning.
Because Telemachus wasn't done yet. Not even close.
Sthenelos came at him again, fists raised, aiming to end this quickly.
Telemachus didn't meet him head-on. That would be stupid.
Instead, he weaved, staying just outside the Brontean's reach, forcing him to chase.
Every time Sthenelos threw a punch, Telemachus let it miss by inches, making his opponent commit fully to every strike before slipping just out of range. The bigger man's footwork was powerful but heavy—each step a thunderous impact compared to Telemachus' lighter, calculated movements.
A swing to the ribs—Telemachus pivoted.
A fist aimed at his jaw—he ducked low.
A full-bodied charge—he sidestepped at the last second, watching as Sthenelos' momentum carried him a step too far.
He was making him work.
Sthenelos grunted, irritation flickering behind his eyes as he adjusted, trying to keep pace. He wasn't used to an opponent that didn't crumble after a few good hits. He fought like a war hammer, built for destruction, for breaking through obstacles with raw power.
But Telemachus wasn't an obstacle.
He was a strategist.
And this was a game of endurance.
The crowd was catching on now. Murmurs rippled through the stands as Telemachus continued his relentless evasion, forcing Sthenelos to overextend, to waste energy in fruitless attacks. The Brontean was still dangerous—every blow he landed had force behind it—but they were growing sloppier, less controlled.
Sthenelos realized it, too.
With a snarl, he changed tactics, throwing a feint before lunging in with both arms. Telemachus barely had time to react before iron-like arms wrapped around his torso in a brutal grapple.
The breath left his lungs all at once.
Sthenelos had him.
The grip was crushing, his opponent's brute strength on full display as he twisted, trying to force Telemachus down. The pressure built, Telemachus' ribs straining, the edges of his vision blurring for a split second.
But then—he remembered.
A move Odysseus had described once, sitting by the hearth late at night.
"When you're outmatched in strength, use their own force against them. They'll never see it coming."
Sthenelos had him tight—too tight. He was betting on Telemachus panicking, struggling wildly, wasting what little breath he had left.
Instead, Telemachus went still.
For a fraction of a second, he gave into the hold, letting his body go limp. And in that instant of loosened tension, when Sthenelos instinctively adjusted his grip—
Telemachus moved.
A sharp twist of his body, a sudden shift in weight—and he slammed his knee into Sthenelos' inner thigh, striking the pressure point just above the knee joint.
The larger man jerked in surprise, his stance faltering.
That was all Telemachus needed.
He planted his foot, shoved forward with his shoulder, and broke free just as Sthenelos' balance wavered.
The crowd gasped.
Sthenelos staggered back, blinking in disbelief, and Telemachus exhaled sharply, lungs burning but victorious.
He wasn't just surviving anymore.
He was fighting back.
And the Brontean knew it.
Sthenelos bared his teeth, fury flashing across his face as he shook off the last remnants of Telemachus' counter. His breath came fast and uneven, his broad chest rising and falling, but his stance remained firm.
Telemachus knew that look. The Brontean wasn't just trying to win anymore; he was out for blood.
With a sudden burst of speed, Sthenelos lunged, aiming low this time, trying to use his sheer size to overpower Telemachus once and for all. Telemachus barely dodged, twisting just out of reach, but Sthenelos adjusted mid-charge, hooking an arm around Telemachus' waist and heaving him off his feet.
The world spun.
For a heart-stopping moment, Telemachus was weightless, his body flung over Sthenelos' shoulder like a sack of grain. The Brontean roared, his grip unyielding as he prepared to slam Telemachus into the ground.
No.
Desperation and instinct kicked in. Telemachus twisted sharply mid-air, using his entire body weight to shift the momentum. His arm snapped around Sthenelos' throat in a vice grip, locking in a chokehold even as they crashed onto the dirt together in a chaotic heap.
The impact sent pain ricocheting up Telemachus' spine, but he gritted his teeth, refusing to let go. He clung to Sthenelos, tightening the choke just enough to make the Brontean thrash wildly beneath him.
Sthenelos snarled, straining against the hold. With sheer brute strength, he pried Telemachus off, throwing him to the side. Telemachus rolled, barely managing to scramble to his feet before Sthenelos was on him again.
"Doesn't matter if you stand," Sthenelos spat, voice rough and livid. He punched his chest twice in a brutish display. "Bronte's rules don't say an opponent needs to walk."
The implication was clear.
Telemachus barely had time to brace before Sthenelos lunged again, his fist shooting toward Telemachus' throat—a killing move. Gasps rippled through the crowd. This wasn't about victory anymore.
He means to cripple me.
But Telemachus anticipated it.
At the last second, he ducked, catching Sthenelos' wrist in an iron grip. Using the Brontean's own force against him, Telemachus twisted the arm outward, hard, sending a sharp jolt of pain through his opponent's shoulder.
Sthenelos stumbled.
Telemachus struck.
A vicious elbow to the solar plexus sent Sthenelos doubling over, gasping for breath. Wasting no time, Telemachus shifted his weight low, hooked the back of Sthenelos' knee, and toppled him.
The Brontean hit the dirt.
Furious, he roared and began pushing himself up—but Telemachus was already moving. Sthenelos' fingers twitched, readying for another brutal counter—but Telemachus wasn't giving him the chance.
In one fluid motion, Telemachus gripped the Brontean's shoulder, forcing him back down, and delivered a final, decisive strike to the side of the neck—the carotid artery.
A pressure point.
Sthenelos jerked violently—then went completely still.
For a long, stretched-out second, silence blanketed the arena.
Then, the Brontean's body slumped.
Out. Cold.
Telemachus stumbled back, his own breath ragged, his arms still raised in defense as if expecting another attack. But Sthenelos didn't move.
The fight was over.
And then—
Roars.
Ithaca erupted.
The deafening roar of Ithaca's people washed over Telemachus, but it barely registered. His chest rose and fell rapidly, each breath still thick with the taste of adrenaline, his muscles vibrating with the aftershock of battle. He could feel the bruises forming beneath his skin, the dull sting of where Sthenelos had landed his hits, but the pain was distant, secondary.
He had won.
Through the ringing in his ears, the distant echoes of clashing cheers and groans, he barely noticed when something soft and weightless was placed upon his head. He flinched slightly, blinking, only to realize a woven crown now adorned him—one crafted with intricate care. Intertwined within its delicate weave were flowers of both Ithaca and Bronte, their colors blending seamlessly, threaded through with gold and silver strands. A symbol of unity. A symbol of victory.
His breath caught slightly at the sight of it, but before he could fully process its presence, the crowd's roar shifted to something else—an awed murmur rolling like waves across the stands.
A magnificent white stallion was led into the arena.
The beast was a creature of pure strength and nobility, its coat glistening under the sunlight like polished marble. Draped around its neck was a wreath woven from the same flowers that now sat upon Telemachus' head, its colors standing bold against the pristine white of its fur. The horse tossed its head, powerful yet patient, waiting for its rider.
The announcer stepped forward, voice booming across the field.
"Ithaca and Bronte!" he declared. "Witness the conclusion of the first inaugural Cultural Exchange Festival's Grand Tournament! The victor of both Trial of Two Disciplines—Prince Telemachus of Ithaca!"
A fresh wave of cheers rang through the stadium, Ithacans chanting his name, Bronteans either murmuring in begrudging approval or grumbling in disappointment. Sthenelos, still slumped unconscious in the dirt, was carefully being lifted away by his countrymen.
Telemachus exhaled slowly, steadying himself. Then, forcing his sore body to comply, he made his way to the stallion. His fingers gripped the saddle, and with one last surge of energy, he pulled himself up onto the horse's back. The animal remained still beneath him, as if sensing the weight of the moment.
The announcer's voice rang out again.
"And now! The Favor Ceremony!"
Telemachus' breath hitched.
He had nearly forgotten.
In both Ithacan and Brontean tradition, the victor of a grand tournament was granted a choice—a moment of acknowledgment, where they dedicated their victory to someone. A warrior, a noble, a lover—whoever they deemed worthy of receiving their favor. It was a show of admiration, of respect, sometimes even devotion.
Telemachus swallowed hard. He knew what came next.
Who would the prince choose?
He didn't have to think.
His eyes lifted—straight to the royal box.
There was no question.
.☆.
.✩.
.☆.
Once again, Penelope was cheering for her son, her voice hoarse from the endless praise she had showered upon him throughout the tournament. Tears streamed down her face, her emotions overflowing as she clutched onto Odysseus' arm. "That's my baby!" she nearly sobbed, laughing through her crying as she leaned against her husband, her entire body trembling with pride.
Odysseus, merely smiled, resting a hand over hers as he nodded. "He did well," he murmured, voice filled with something softer than usual. "More than well."
You barely registered their conversation, too caught up in the sight before you.
The Favor Ceremony.
You hadn't been thinking about it—not until you saw Telemachus leading his stallion toward the royal box.
Your breath caught in your throat.
The murmur of voices in the stands swelled around you, whispers overlapping in a rush of speculation.
"Of course, it will be the Brontean princess—"
"It should be expected. A strategic move—strengthening ties between their kingdoms—"
"They've been seen together often, haven't they? It makes sense—"
"Oh, but didn't you see the way he looked at her? It must be her—"
Your fingers tightened around the folds of your skirt.
Across from you, just a few seats away, Andreia sat poised, her posture immaculate. Where Penelope was all warmth and unfiltered emotion, Andreia was the picture of restraint. Composed. Expectant.
Her long lashes fluttered as she dipped her chin just slightly, her lips curving into a soft, knowing smile. At her side, one of her handmaidens, barely able to contain her excitement, whispered breathlessly, "He's coming for you, Princess."
Andreia's fingers flexed subtly over the armrest of her chair, her emerald-green eyes locked onto Telemachus as he approached.
The perfect, political choice.
Your stomach twisted.
I can't watch.
You turned your gaze downward, your heartbeat hammering against your ribs, bracing yourself for the inevitable.
A hush fell over the royal box, the weight of the moment pressing down like the thick summer air. You kept your head lowered, breath shallow, pulse pounding so fiercely in your ears that you barely registered the soft rustling of fabric beside you—Andreia bowing, her hands delicately positioned, waiting.
Waiting to accept what was rightfully hers.
Then—your name was called.
Your stomach dropped.
You barely had time to process it before you felt an excited shake on your right, Penelope's eager hands grabbing onto your arm. "Look, look!" she whispered, giddy and breathless, practically bouncing in her seat as she pointed in front of you. "Oh, look, my dear!"
Blinking, dazed, you lifted your head.
Telemachus was looking at you.
Your breath hitched.
There he sat atop the white stallion, golden flower crown in hand, his expression exhausted yet alight with something unmistakable—a quiet, certain joy. His lips curled into a crooked grin, though the effort of it looked like it pained him slightly, dried blood cracking along his cheek. His body bore the marks of the battle—a tapestry of bruises blooming along his ribs, his tanned skin smeared with dirt and sweat, remnants of fine oil still glistening over his chest.
And yet, even battered, even barely standing, he was still so devastatingly Telemachus.
His eyes locked onto yours, unwavering.
Then, in front of the entire festival, he spoke.
"Will you accept my favor?" His voice was rough, hoarse from exertion, but there was nothing uncertain in it. His grip tightened around the flower crown. "My admiration?"
The world around you seemed to crash all at once.
A wave of gasps echoed through the stands, sharp and unrestrained. The shock was palpable, whispered voices rising in fragmented disbelief. You caught movement out of the corner of your eye—Andreia's two attendants stiffening in place, one of them inhaling sharply, the other's eyes widening as though they'd just witnessed something impossible.
Because this? This was impossible.
And yet... here he was.
The weight of his words, of his choice, pressed into your chest like a hand gripping your heart. The world blurred at the edges—faint murmurs, the shifting of bodies, the gasps of stunned spectators—but none of it mattered. Not when he was there, looking up at you with unwavering certainty, waiting.
Your fingers moved before your mind could catch up, reaching up to the golden laurel crown resting atop your head. There was no hesitation, no second-guessing. You lifted it carefully, the cool metal warmed by the heat of your skin, and cradled it in your hands for a brief moment.
Then, with deliberate steps, you moved forward.
The festival grounds seemed to hush under your movement. You barely registered Penelope's delighted hum beside you, nor the way Odysseus quietly straightened in his seat, watching with an expression you couldn't quite place. You didn't allow yourself to glance at Andreia, though you could feel the weight of her stare burning into the side of your head.
None of it mattered.
You reached the balcony's edge, standing directly above Telemachus. His stallion stirred slightly beneath him, but the prince himself remained perfectly still, his bruised and battered frame seemingly locked in place as he watched you approach.
Slowly, carefully, you leaned forward.
Telemachus lifted the flower crown.
The moment stretched, suspended in time.
He raised it toward you, his fingers brushing over the woven petals with reverence, before gently placing it upon your head. His movements were careful, almost hesitant, as if ensuring not a single bloom was disturbed.
Your breath stilled.
His hands lingered for just a second longer than necessary, his fingertips grazing the side of your temple as he adjusted the wreath into place. The touch sent an unbidden shiver down your spine.
When you finally pulled back, he didn't move.
He was still looking at you.
His lips parted slightly, his breath slow, controlled, as if he was memorizing this moment, memorizing you. His gaze—warm, steady, something more—held you in place, pulling you into a quiet world where only the two of you existed.
Then, with a slight furrow in his brow, Telemachus reached up again.
A stray petal had caught in your hair, tangled amongst the strands. He removed it with gentle precision, his fingers just barely ghosting against your skin.
The cheers from the Ithacan crowd finally broke through, deafening, all-consuming, but his eyes never left yours.
And in that moment, as his fingertips brushed the petal away, you wondered if he could hear the way your heart was pounding.
A sudden swell of applause and the announcer's booming voice shattered the fragile moment between you and Telemachus.
"The victor of the Trial of Two Disciplines has chosen his favor!" The words echoed across the tournament grounds, rippling through the stunned crowd. "Prince Telemachus of Ithaca has dedicated his victory to none other than the kingdom's newly inducted Divine Liaison!"
A second wave of cheers erupted, drowning out your thoughts. You barely registered the continued announcement as the herald declared the tournament's official closing, informing the festival-goers that celebrations would continue until the grand feast later that night. The words passed over you in a blur, distant and hazy.
Because your heart was still hammering.
Because when your gaze met Telemachus' again—just for a fraction of a second—you could see it there, plain as day. The unspoken weight behind his choice. The certainty in his eyes.
And the realization that he had meant it.
Your breath shuddered slightly as you finally forced yourself to step back, retreating to your seat. The moment you sank down, Penelope shot forward, taking your place at the edge of the balcony in an explosion of pure maternal joy.
"My darling boy!" she cried, practically throwing herself over the railing.
You watched, half in shock, as she reached for Telemachus so suddenly that for a brief, horrifying second, you thought she might actually drag him off the horse and into the royal box. The prince barely had time to brace himself before his mother wrapped her arms around his head, squeezing him like a child who had returned from war.
Telemachus let out a strangled sound, caught between a laugh and a gasp as he struggled to remain upright. "Mother—!"
Penelope paid no mind to his protests. "You were brilliant! Flawless! I have never been prouder in my life!" Her voice wavered as she peppered his dirt-smudged face with adoring kisses, her hands cupping his cheeks as if to ensure he was truly there. "My strong, clever son—did you see him, Odysseus? Did you see how he outmatched that brute?!"
Odysseus was already moving behind her, his expression torn between amusement and exasperation. "Penelope," he said, chuckling as he reached to steady her, his broad hands settling on her waist. "You'll kill the boy before he can even enjoy his victory."
Penelope huffed, but finally—reluctantly—loosened her grip, giving Telemachus room to breathe.
Odysseus exhaled, his smirk fading slightly as he regarded his son with an appraising look. For a moment, the clamor of the festival faded into the background. Something unreadable flickered across the king's features—pride, certainly, but something deeper as well.
Then, as he reached forward to clasp Telemachus' shoulder, he spoke.
"Athena would have been proud," he murmured, his voice quieter than before, yet weighty. Knowing. "You've done her wisdom justice today, my son."
Telemachus blinked, his breath catching slightly at the words. Unsure if it was because of the rare depth of his father's praise—or because, for a fleeting moment, he wondered if he had, in fact, heard her voice guiding him.
Either way, he only nodded, his throat bobbing as he swallowed thickly.
Before the moment could settle, a familiar voice broke through the space between you all, shattering whatever spell had been woven in the aftermath of victory once again.
"An impressive display, Prince Telemachus."
Andreia.
Her voice was smooth, composed, effortlessly slipping into the moment as if she had always belonged there. She stepped forward, her eyes sharp with something unreadable as she regarded Telemachus with a soft, polite smile.
"To best Sthenelos in a match of strength is no small feat," she continued, folding her hands in front of her as she tilted her head. "He is our strongest fighter back home, undefeated among our warriors. A true Brontean through and through."
You couldn't help but notice how she phrased it—our strongest. Our warriors. A reminder, perhaps, that this was still a game of politics, that this was still Bronte's loss as much as it was Ithaca's victory.
For his part, Telemachus met her gaze steadily, inclining his head in acknowledgment. "Thank you, Lady Andreia," he said, his voice even. There was no arrogance in his tone, no gloating—only measured respect. "He was a formidable opponent."
And yet, as he shifted slightly in the saddle, his body betrayed him.
A small wince. Barely there, but noticeable enough.
Penelope's sharp inhale was immediate. "Oh, my love, you're hurt!"
Before Telemachus could so much as take another breath, the queen was already reaching for him again, hands fluttering uselessly as she examined him from every angle, her panic bubbling to the surface. "Is it your ribs? Your arm? Gods, is he dying?!"
"I forget how animated you get when you drink, my love," Odysseus whisepred under his breath, letting out a long-suffering sigh as he pinched the bridge of his nose. "Penelope, he is not dying."
She turned on him, her eyes wide. "But what if he is? What if he's holding it in, just like you always do?" She spun back toward Telemachus, gripping his arm as if she could physically keep him upright through sheer force of will. "Telemachus, sweetheart, tell mommy the truth, are you dying?"
The prince, to his credit, didn't laugh. His lips twitched slightly, but his tone remained as placating as ever. "I'm fine, Mother," he assured her, though the lingering ache in his ribs suggested otherwise. "Just a few bruises."
"You bled," she countered, horrified. "You—"
Odysseus placed a steady hand on her shoulder, guiding her back with the patience of a man who had lived through this many times before. "He won," he reminded her. "Which means he's not broken. And he has time to recover before the feast." His gaze then lingered on Telemachus for a moment, unreadable yet sharp, like he was weighing something in his mind before making a decision.
Then, with a slow nod, he spoke, his voice carrying the authority of a man who had seen enough battles to recognize when someone needed tending.
"Go to the physicians, and get patched up," he instructed his son, the words leaving no room for argument.
Telemachus opened his mouth, perhaps to insist that he was fine, that he could walk it off, but before he could utter a word, his father's gaze flickered away from him—landing squarely on you.
"Or," Odysseus mused, his tone shifting into something more considering, "you can let her heal you instead."
You blinked. "M-Me?"
"Of course you," Penelope huffed, as if it were the most obvious thing in the world. She turned to you with wide, pleading eyes, her grip tightening around Odysseus' arm. "You're the Divine Liaison! And Apollo has clearly blessed you! Please look after my son!"
Your stomach twisted, caught between shock and something resembling nerves. Sure, you had healed minor wounds before—scratches, bruises, maybe a deeper cut here and there—but this? This was Telemachus, and whatever had just transpired in the ring had left his body marked with more than just surface wounds. His lip was split, his ribs likely bruised, and there was no telling if anything deeper had been injured.
Odysseus, ever the tactician, nodded along to his wife's request, agreeing without hesitation. "While you do that," he said, adjusting his hold on Penelope, "I'll take her to the physicians in hopes of sobering her up a little before the feast."
"I am sober," Penelope protested, though her words were punctuated by a hiccup.
Odysseus smirked, clearly unconvinced. "Of course, my love. I meant even more sober."
At his words, Penelope cheered, clapping her hands together with a bright, tipsy sort of delight. "Oh, wonderful! That way, I'll be fully ready for tonight's festivities," she beamed, swaying slightly before gripping Odysseus' arm for balance.
Then, as if remembering something vitally important, she turned back to you, eyes sparkling with excitement. "Speaking of tonight! You will be playing, won't you, dear?"
You nodded, still a little dazed from the whirlwind of everything that had just happened. "Yes, my queen," you confirmed. "I was already planning on performing, but..." You hesitated briefly, then continued, a small smile pulling at your lips. "I'll also be debuting a new instrument tonight. It was a gift."
Penelope gasped, her fan snapping open in delight. "A gift?" she echoed, as if this was the most scandalously wonderful news she had heard all day. "How exciting! I simply cannot wait to hear it."
Before you could react, she leaned forward suddenly and pressed a soft, motherly kiss to your forehead. The unexpected warmth of the gesture left you stunned, frozen in place as she pulled back with a knowing smile. "Be sure to drink plenty of water before you play," she instructed, patting your cheek gently. "And don't forget to stretch. Very important."
You blinked. Stretch?
Penelope, evidently pleased with her words of wisdom, turned back to her husband, content with whatever chaotic motherly duty she had just fulfilled.
From the side, Telemachus let out a low chuckle. "I'll let Eurythia know to get her a bath ready," he mused, shaking his head fondly at his mother's antics.
You let out a quiet breath, still reeling from the sudden affection, and got to your feet as well, knowing it was time for you to leave. As you straightened your dress, Telemachus cast you one last glance, something unreadable flickering behind his tired but amused gaze.
Then, with a small smirk tugging at the corner of his lips, he turned, lightly pulling at his horse's reins and steering it away toward the lower levels of the stadium.
Odysseus, ever the patient husband, simply sighed and tightened his grip around Penelope's waist to steady her as he began leading her toward the exit. "Come along, my love."
Just as you were halfway down from the royal box, carefully following behind them, Penelope called over her shoulder.
"Ah! My fan, dear—would you mind?" she asked, her voice airy but affectionate. She was leaning into Odysseus' side, her weight resting against him as he effortlessly supported her. The scene almost looked natural, as if he were merely holding her as lovers did rather than keeping her upright.
You paused on the steps, nodding. "Of course, my queen," you replied without hesitation, already turning back.
As you ascended the few steps back into the emptying box, your eyes immediately landed on her fan, resting on the cushioned seat she had occupied earlier. You walked over, fingers lightly brushing over the delicate embroidery—gold-threaded olive branches twisting around its frame. Just as you grasped it, the quiet sound of footsteps made you freeze.
Turning slightly, you found yourself face-to-face with her.
Andreia.
She stood at the entrance of the royal box, her green eyes sharp as they swept over you, taking in the sight before her. For a moment, she said nothing, but the silence spoke—it weighed heavy in the air between you. Her gaze flickered across your face before landing, unerringly, on the flower crown resting atop your head.
Her expression barely shifted, but something in her posture stiffened—just for a breath, just for a second.
Then she smiled.
A slow, calculated thing.
The kind of smile that wasn't meant to comfort but to disarm.
"I must admit," she finally said, tilting her head slightly as if studying you like one might a chessboard, "I hadn't expected this outcome."
You held your ground, fingers tightening slightly around the fan, but you refused to look away. "The prince made his choice," you replied simply.
Andreia let out a quiet hum, stepping further into the box, letting her fingers trail idly over the railing as she peered down at the lingering crowds. "Yes... he did." Her voice was light, almost amused. "But we both know that choices made in the heat of the moment are often... impulsive" Her gaze flickered back to you. "And impulsive choices rarely last."
The implication sat between you, heavy and unspoken.
You swallowed, keeping your face carefully neutral, but she wasn't finished.
"Power is not won by fleeting gestures," she continued, voice soft but pointed. "Not by sentiment or spectacle." Her fingers, adorned with gold rings, tapped idly against the railing. "True power is won through patience. Through cunning. Through the long game."
Your eyes narrowed slightly, but Andreia was already turning away, her attention shifting as one of her handmaidens approached hesitantly, head bowed.
She spared you one last glance, her smile as composed as ever. "Enjoy your moment, Divine Liaison," she murmured, brushing past you gracefully. As she passed, you barely caught the hushed words she directed toward the servant at her side.
"Let them celebrate," she said, voice a whisper of silk. "The board is only just being set."
Then, with a final glance over her shoulder, Andreia disappeared down the corridor, her handmaidens following wordlessly behind her.
You stood there for a moment, unmoving, Penelope's fan clutched in your grasp. The air in the box suddenly felt cooler, sharper, as if her presence had left something behind—a warning, a promise, a calculation yet to be fully revealed.
It wasn't until the distant sound of a trumpet signaling the next event rang through the festival that you finally exhaled, pushing away the unease curling at the edge of your mind.
Then, with your head held high, you turned and left the box.
Notes:
A/N : i'm sorry, tipsy penelope?? a damn vibe. and lowkey why cant andreia get the hint nobody want her there?? like bitch everyone went quiet TWICE when you came through... the sign aint go get much bigger than that fr 😩 also, lets talk about the action scene cuz i really ate that up fr
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various!epic x fem!reader@winxanity_ii
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Chapter 40: 29 ┃ 𝐡𝐲𝐦𝐧𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬
Notes:
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The walk through the halls of the palace felt longer than usual as you carried a water basin carefully in your hands while a fresh cloth hung over your arm.
The distant hum of the festival still echoed through the stone corridors, but it felt muffled here—removed. As if the rest of the world was still celebrating, and you had stepped into some liminal space where time moved slower.
Your thoughts were tangled, frayed at the edges.
Telemachus—his voice, the way he had looked at you when he offered his favor, the way your heart had betrayed you by answering before your mind could stop it.
And then her.
Andreia, standing poised and expectant, only for everything she anticipated to be pulled out from under her. And yet, instead of rage, instead of anything you might have expected, she had smiled. A calculated thing. A promise of something still to come.
You exhaled, shaking the thoughts from your head as you stopped in front of Telemachus' door.
For a moment, you simply stood there.
The flickering torchlight along the hall cast long shadows, making the wooden frame of his door seem taller, heavier. You hesitated—just briefly—before you finally raised your knuckles and knocked.
Light spilling from the windows along the hall caste long shadows, making the wooden frame of his door seem taller, heavier. You hesitated—just briefly—before you finally raised your knuckles and knocked.
A pause. Then, his voice—rough, hoarse from exhaustion, but unmistakably him.
"Come in."
Taking a steadying breath, you pushed the door open and stepped inside.
And there he was.
The scent of oil and earth still clung to the room, a lingering reminder of the battle he had fought. The golden light of an oil lamp flickered against the stone walls, its glow casting elongated shadows over the space.
Telemachus sat on the edge of his bed, his posture relaxed but still carrying the tautness of a body that hadn't yet let go of the fight. He was half-dressed, his torso bare save for the remnants of dirt and sweat smeared across his skin. Fresh bruises bloomed along his ribs, the deep purple and blue hues stark against the golden-brown of his complexion.
Your breath caught in your throat.
His chest rose and fell steadily, the faint sheen of oil from earlier still catching the dim light. The ridges of his abdomen flexed subtly as he moved, his broad shoulders rolling back slightly as he stretched out the soreness in his muscles. A loosely wrapped cloth was secured low at his waist, draped haphazardly over his hips in a way that felt far more distracting than it should have.
And gods, for some completely unfathomable, ridiculous reason, he looked even more disarming like this than when he was nearly naked on that battlefield.
You quickly looked away, breaking yourself from your trance before your thoughts could spiral even further. The last thing you needed was to let your already runaway mind take hold of your expression—if it hadn't already.
Shutting the door behind you, you pressed your lips together, determined to compose yourself. But the warmth creeping across your neck refused to subside, stubborn and insistent, as if it had embedded itself beneath your skin. You swallowed a little too hard, shifting your grip on the water basin as you quietly crossed the room.
The sound of your footsteps against the stone floor felt louder than usual, filling the space between you.
Reaching the small table near his bed, you set the basin down with more care than necessary, the cool ceramic a welcome contrast against your clammy fingers. You busied yourself adjusting the cloth draped over the edge, giving yourself just a moment to reorient your thoughts before speaking.
Clearing your throat, you risked a glance at him. "Does anything hurt too bad?"
Telemachus exhaled slowly, rolling his shoulders stiffly as he shifted his position, scooting closer to the edge of the bed. The movement caused the muscles along his back and arms to ripple slightly, the tension in his body evident.
"Nothing much." He lifted a hand to rub at the back of his neck before giving a small, tired smirk. "Just some sore muscles. Took a few good hits, but I'll live."
Your gaze flickered to the bruises mottling his torso, stark against his golden skin, the deep hues of purpling flesh telling a different story. Nothing much was an understatement. The fight had been brutal, and it was clear that even though he had won, his body had taken its fair share of punishment.
You hummed softly, stepping forward until you were directly in front of him. His legs were slightly parted where he sat, the loose fabric of his loincloth draped over his thighs, but you forced yourself not to think about it, instead focusing on the task at hand.
Lifting your hand, your fingers lightly skimmed over his bruises, assessing the damage. The tension in his muscles was subtle, but it was there—tight, coiled beneath his skin as if your touch sent small shocks through him.
You swallowed again, moving your hand up toward his face.
His lip was split, the wound scabbed over slightly, and a dark bruise was beginning to form along the edge of his jaw. You cupped his face gently, your thumb ghosting over the sharp angle of his cheekbone as you tilted his head slightly, examining the extent of the bruise.
You nearly lost your nerve when his gaze locked onto yours.
Telemachus didn't say a word, but the way he looked at you—eyes unwavering, dark and heavy-lidded with something unreadable—made your breath catch. His hands rested on his thighs, fingers flexing as if resisting the urge to move.
Your heartbeat was far too loud in your ears.
Clearing your throat, you quickly stepped back, breaking the moment before it could spiral into something you weren't prepared for. "I'll clean off the dirt first. Then I'll heal what I can. It shouldn't take long."
Without waiting for his response, you turned sharply on your heel, moving back to the water basin. Your fingers trembled slightly as you wrung out the cloth, the cool water grounding you. Focus, you reminded yourself. I'm here to help him, not to get distracted by how unbearably close he is.
Behind you, you could still feel his eyes on you, tracking your movements with an intensity that sent another ripple of warmth through your chest. You exhaled slowly, forcing yourself to shake it off.
You had a job to do.
You turned to face him, inhaling deeply as you slowly stepped forward. Telemachus had shifted slightly, leaning back on his hands, his broad chest rising and falling in steady breaths as he watched you approach. His posture was relaxed, but there was something in the way his eyes tracked your every movement—patient, expectant, unshaken.
"Sit still," you murmured, kneeling beside the bed, your knees pressing into the cool floor. "This might sting."
His smirk softened into something quieter, something you couldn't quite name. "I'll try."
The lamp's glow flickered over his skin, casting warm highlights over the contours of his body—the sharp lines of his collarbone, the slope of his shoulders, the ridges of muscle. His hair, damp with sweat, curled slightly at the edges, a few stubborn strands sticking to his forehead. He was tired, bruised, and yet still—frustratingly—beautiful.
You forced yourself to focus as you gently pressed the damp cloth against one of the deeper bruises along his ribs. His breath hitched, a sharp hiss escaping through his teeth, but he didn't pull away. Instead, he remained perfectly still beneath your touch, his muscles tensing briefly before relaxing under the slow, careful sweep of your hand.
The warmth of his skin burned beneath your fingertips.
The room felt smaller now. The air thicker.
Your hands moved with practiced care, sweeping over the planes of his abdomen, over the streaks of dirt and dried sweat, wiping away the evidence of the battle. You tried not to linger, tried not to think about the way the heat of him seeped into your palms with every slow pass of the cloth.
But it was impossible to ignore the way his gaze never left you.
Telemachus watched, silent and unwavering, his expression unreadable. There was no teasing remark, no flippant comment to break the tension hanging between you like a drawn bowstring. Just quiet patience. Just quiet waiting.
You forced your gaze downward, clearing your throat as you dipped the cloth back into the basin, wringing it out once more. Anything to steady yourself. Anything to ignore the way your own breath had gone shallow.
Telemachus broke the silence first.
"You're good at this," he murmured, his voice low, casual—too casual. He was trying to ignore how close you were, how your fingers moved with care over his skin, how the cool touch of the cloth contrasted with the heat simmering between you.
You focused on your task, ignoring the way your eyes kept betraying you, flickering to the subtle shifts in his muscles whenever your hand pressed a little firmer against his stomach. The way his abdomen flexed and the sharp intake of his breath when you swept over a particularly tender bruise.
"I've been practicing," you said, voice steadier than you felt.
He hummed in response, going quiet for a few beats. By then, you had dipped the cloth into the basin once more, wrung it out, and stood up to wipe away the grime and sweat from his face. Your fingers cradled his jaw, thumb brushing just below a faint bruise blooming on his cheekbone. His skin was warm beneath your touch, the rough stubble along his jaw scraping against your palm.
For a moment, neither of you moved. His breath was slow, measured, his eyes locked onto yours with something unreadable.
You were suddenly aware of just how close you were.
You could see the flecks of gold in his brown eyes, the slight parting of his lips.
Then, voice softer this time, he spoke.
"Still," he murmured. "It suits you... Divine Liaison."
Your hands faltered briefly, a small pause, almost imperceptible—except to him. Your lips parted slightly as if to respond, but no words came.
Instead, you cleared your throat, looking away quickly. "Raise your arm," you mumbled, as if that could erase the moment. Your hand moved to his bicep, carefully wiping along the muscle.
He noticed.
His lips quirked slightly, amusement flickering in his eyes. But he didn't tease. Instead, his voice dipped lower, quieter, as he finally said, "Congratulations, by the way."
There was weight to it—more than just formality, more than just acknowledgment of your new title. It was something deeper. Something more.
You didn't dare look at him.
You continued working in silence, focusing on the slow, rhythmic motions of wiping away the last traces of dirt and oil from his skin. The warmth of the room, the dim flicker of the oil lamp, the steady rise and fall of Telemachus' breathing—it all settled into something quieter, heavier. The weight of unspoken thoughts lingered between you.
And then—because you had to ask—you murmured, "Why... did you pick me?"
Your voice was soft, hesitant, but it cut through the stillness like an arrow finding its mark.
Telemachus stilled slightly, his body going rigid beneath your touch. He had expected the question, you could tell, but still, he wasn't fully prepared to answer. His jaw tightened, his throat bobbing as he swallowed, as if weighing his words before finally speaking.
"Because it had to be you."
The simplicity of his answer carried a depth that sent a shiver down your spine. He said it like it was the only truth that mattered, like there had never been any other choice in his mind. His favor wasn't just a public declaration, wasn't just a symbol of alliance or admiration—it was personal.
Something in your chest tightened.
You didn't push for more. You didn't need to. His words settled in your bones, sinking deep, wrapping around something fragile and fluttering within you. Instead, you let a small smile tug at your lips, your fingers lingering briefly against his skin before you stepped back.
"I'm finished washing you," you said softly, reaching for the water basin. "Now hold still—I'll heal you next."
You reached for the water basin, setting it aside before slowly exhaling. You could do this. You had done this before.
But as you pressed your hands together, willing yourself into that trance-like state you had found when healing the cabin boy, nothing happened.
Your fingers hovered just above Telemachus' bruised skin, your palms warmed but did not glow. No divine whisper in the back of your mind, no guiding force pressing your movements forward. Just silence. Just stillness.
You tried again.
You closed your eyes, inhaling deeply, searching for that elusive connection, trying to mimic the steps you had taken before. You thought of light, of warmth, of restoration—but it wasn't working.
Your breath came out uneven, frustration creeping at the edges of your mind. Why now? Why was it so easy before but now—?
Then, as your gaze flickered downward, you saw the split on Telemachus' lip.
The bruises darkening his jaw. The purpling blotches marring his ribs. The scrapes across his knuckles.
You frowned.
You didn't like seeing them there.
Before you even realized it, something inside you snapped into place, like a key turning in a lock.
The air around you shifted, charged with something unseen, and the moment stretched into something surreal as a soft pulse of warmth surged through your fingertips.
A glow—subtle at first—began to trace the lines of his wounds, a delicate thread of light that followed the path of your hands. You weren't thinking anymore, weren't trying to force it. You were just... feeling.
The moment your palm brushed lightly over his jaw, Telemachus let out a soft gasp, his body tensing beneath your touch.
You hesitated for half a second, but the glow only grew stronger, humming against your skin like a heartbeat outside of your own. The light seeped into his wounds, closing them, easing the tension from his muscles. The bruises faded beneath your fingertips, vanishing like ink washing away under rain.
Teeth sinking into your bottom lip, you focused on steadying your breathing, on keeping the power tempered, controlled. It was wild, untamed, and yet—somehow—you felt like you could guide it. It wasn't like before.
It wasn't healing because you willed it.
It was healing because you wanted it.
Because you wanted him to be okay.
And that realization made your pulse hammer violently in your chest.
Telemachus remained silent, save for the occasional sharp inhale, his eyes flickering between yours and the trail of light that danced over his skin. He looked like he wanted to say something. Maybe he would have—if you weren't so close, if the air between you wasn't charged with something unspoken.
But neither of you moved.
Neither of you spoke.
And as the last of his wounds faded away beneath your touch, you slowly, hesitantly, let your hands drop to your sides.
The glow faded. The warmth settled.
And the only thing left was the quiet, and the way he was still looking at you.
You shifted slightly, breaking the heavy silence as you asked, "Do you feel fine?" Your voice came out softer than intended, like you weren't entirely sure you wanted to shatter whatever fragile thing had settled between you both.
Telemachus blinked, as if pulled from deep thought, and glanced down at himself. He flexed his once-bruised arms, rolling his shoulders experimentally. His fingers skimmed over the skin of his ribs where deep purple had once marred him, now smooth and unblemished. His brows furrowed, not in confusion but in awe. "Yeah..." he murmured, turning his hands over as if trying to find a trace of pain that was no longer there. "I feel... incredible."
You smiled, satisfied with your work. "Good." You nodded once, letting your hands fall to your lap. The moment stretched a little longer than it should have before you inhaled deeply, pushing yourself up to stand. "Then I'm finished. I should be going."
You turned, ready to leave, but before you could take a single step, his fingers wrapped gently around your wrist.
"Wait."
You froze.
His grip wasn't tight, wasn't demanding. It was careful—almost hesitant, as if he was unsure whether you'd pull away. You stared at the place where his hand met your skin, feeling the warmth of his touch spread up your arm like a slow-burning ember.
Telemachus cleared his throat, and when you glanced up at him, you found him looking... uncomfortable. Not in the way someone was after a battle, but in a way you had never really seen before—like the words he wanted to say were caught between his teeth, struggling to get out.
"I—about last night."
You stiffened.
His grip loosened slightly, as if he could sense the tension that rippled through you. His jaw tightened, a flicker of something almost like shame passing over his face before he forced himself to say it.
"I overstepped. I... lost control of myself, and that wasn't fair to you."
His voice was low, strained—like dragging steel over stone.
You didn't make him suffer. Instead, you exhaled slowly, nodding once as if to steady yourself. "I forgive you."
The words left your lips quietly, but there was no hesitation in them. You meant it.
But even as you offered him that reassurance, something stirred uneasily inside you.
He didn't know.
He didn't know he had been tampered with—didn't know that Eros had slipped a divine trick into his bloodstream at Aphrodite's request. He didn't know that what he did wasn't entirely his fault. That his emotions, his desires, had been stoked like embers into an uncontrollable blaze.
And yet, even as you reminded yourself of this, another truth lurked beneath it.
Aphrodite had told you herself—she had only nudged what was already there. She had not created something new, only amplified what he had been too cautious, too uncertain, to express.
That was what truly unsettled you.
Because even without the gods' meddling, Telemachus still would have felt those things for you.
The only difference was that he never would have let himself act on them.
And that—more than the love potion, more than the divine interference—was what left your heart racing in a way you couldn't name.
Then, without warning, a strange sensation flooded your mind.
A whisper of something not entirely your own. A shift in the air, subtle yet undeniable. It wasn't the lingering tension between you and Telemachus, nor the steady thrum of your own heartbeat echoing in your ears.
It was something deeper, something ancient.
Apollo's words echoed like a chime against your ribs.
"Guard your heart, little muse, and remember, n ot all that glitters in the moonlight is gold, not all who wander are lost, but all who meddle are not friends."
A shiver coursed through you. The warmth of Telemachus' hand still lingered on your skin, grounding you in the present even as something in the moment shifted. You blinked, steadying yourself, forcing air into your lungs. You hadn't realized how close you had leaned in, how your bodies had nearly aligned.
How much you wanted to believe in the sincerity of his touch.
Carefully, you cleared your throat, pulling your wrist away as gently as you could, flexing your fingers as if to shake off the lingering heat of his grip.
Telemachus' shoulders sagged slightly, his fingers loosening as he let go.
He didn't fight it.
But he watched you.
It was as if he was trying to figure out if that was really all—if you weren't going to reprimand him, if you didn't resent him for what he had done. His lips parted slightly, like he wanted to say something, but for once, Telemachus—sharp-tongued, quick-witted, never at a loss for words—said nothing at all.
The weight of the moment was unbearable.
You turned away, forcing your voice to steady. "Rest well, prince. I 'll see you at tonights feast."
Then, before either of you could ruin it—before you could question the depth of what had passed between you, before he could reach for you again—you walked away.
He didn't stop you this time.
But you felt his eyes on your back until the door closed behind you.
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The remainder of the day passed in a blur of movement, voices, and music, but you struggled to feel fully present in any of it.
You had tried—gods, you had tried—to immerse yourself in the festival, to focus on the vibrancy of the celebrations, the energy thrumming through Ithaca like a heartbeat.
The streets were alive with the lingering festivities: children darting between stalls, their laughter ringing through the air, performers entertaining clusters of villagers with acrobatics and storytelling, the scent of roasting meats and spiced wine thick under the warm evening sky.
And yet, despite the distractions, your mind kept drifting back.
Back to the warmth of a touch that had long faded. Back to the weight of a gaze that had followed you as you walked away. Back to the words Telemachus had spoken and, more than that, the ones he hadn't.
You shook your head, exhaling softly, forcing yourself to push those thoughts aside.
Now wasn't the time.
At present, you were seated on a plush cushion, preparing for the night's final performances. The main festival had begun winding down, and now the last of the revelers were filtering into the open-air courtyard where the closing performances of the exchange festival would be held.
It was a breathtaking space—one of Ithaca's most beautiful.
The venue was nestled within a vast garden, surrounded by towering olive and laurel trees, their silhouettes swaying gently in the cool breeze. Small lanterns hung from every branch, flickering like captured stars.
The sky had begun its slow descent into night, the setting sun painting the horizon in streaks of amber and violet, the first stars peeking through the darkening canvas.
The stage where you sat was raised only slightly, framed by elegant curtains that concealed the instruments and materials for the various performers scheduled throughout the night.
The anticipation in the air was palpable.
People had begun finding their seats, settling on cushions or wooden benches arranged around the courtyard. Some still carried cups of wine, their voices hushed in pleasant conversation, the energy of the festival finally easing into something softer, more intimate.
And you—ever the performer—had put on an act yourself.
Smiling, poised, prepared.
The first performance of the evening was meant to be yours—a song to mark the transition from the day's revelry into the night's closing festivities.
As the last of the guests settled into their seats, the low hum of conversation began to die down, anticipation filling the courtyard like a held breath. The golden lanterns swayed gently overhead, their warm glow casting long shadows across the open space, illuminating the eager faces of nobles and common folk alike.
Then, Odysseus rose to his feet.
The murmurs hushed entirely as the king stepped forward, his presence alone commanding attention. He looked over the gathered crowd, his expression thoughtful before his lips curled into a knowing smile.
"People of Ithaca and Bronte," he began, his voice carrying effortlessly through the evening air, "we have spent this day in celebration—not only of strength and skill, but of unity." He let the words settle, scanning the faces before him. "For too long, our kingdoms have remained as separate as the seas between us. Today, however, we have not only honored our differences but embraced them. The trials of the day have been fierce, but through competition, we have found camaraderie. Through shared customs, we have found appreciation. And perhaps, if the Fates will it, this will be the first of many festivals to come."
A rumble of agreement moved through the crowd, some clapping, others nodding in approval.
Odysseus lifted a hand, his expression turning more serious. "But before we continue on to our feasting, our drinking, and the more—" his lips quirked slightly, "—lively entertainments, there is something rarer, something precious that we must first take a moment to appreciate."
He turned, his sharp gaze landing directly on you.
"A performance," he continued, "from Ithaca's very own Divine Liaison."
The shift in the atmosphere was almost tangible. You could hear the small collective intake of breath, the quiet, excited murmurs passing between guests. Some who had been leaning back in their seats straightened, their interest newly piqued.
You blinked, feeling a sudden wave of realization wash over you.
Odysseus wasn't exaggerating.
You had played for others, but it had always been within the confines of palace walls, inside candlelit halls where only a select few had been present. Here, however, under the open sky, you were surrounded by hundreds—if not thousands. Servants, warriors, nobles, townspeople alike. Ithacans and Bronteans, all gathered together, all waiting for you.
A feeling both exhilarating and terrifying.
"You are about to witness something that may not come again in your lifetime," Odysseus added, his voice lowering just enough to draw the audience in further. "The gift of music blessed by a god is not something freely given, nor something easily earned. But tonight, we are fortunate enough to hear it in its truest form."
The silence that followed was thick with expectation.
Then, Odysseus gave you a nod.
It was time.
Bowing your head in acknowledgment, you turned away from the audience and gave a small nod. A moment later, from behind the pseudo-curtains, Callias emerged, carrying your divine lyre.
Even in the fading light, it gleamed as if kissed by the last remnants of Apollo's sun, its strings shimmering like spun gold, the body of the instrument glistening with an ethereal sheen. It didn't just reflect the lanterns' glow—it seemed to absorb it, radiating something otherworldly, something not entirely bound to the mortal realm.
A collective murmur rippled through the gathered crowd.
Gasps of awe. Whispers of astonishment. Some of the Ithacan servants who had seen you play before awed expressions shifted to shock—while Brontean guests exchanged glances, their hushed words carrying curiosity, skepticism, and perhaps even reverence.
Callias grinned as he handed it to you, leaning in with a conspiratorial whisper. "Knock them straight into Hades' realm," he teased with a wink before stepping back, disappearing into the crowd to find his place among your friends.
For a second, as you sat there, lyre in hand, you allowed its weight to settle you.
It felt different than usual—not just because of the sheer magnitude of the performance, nor the eyes watching you, waiting. No, it was something deeper.
Something in the air had shifted.
The divine favor of Apollo hummed faintly through your fingertips as they hovered over the strings. The energy of the festival, the mingling of Ithaca and Bronte, the significance of this night—it all coalesced in your chest, filling you with something indescribable.
Taking a deep breath, you steadied yourself.
And with practiced ease, you plucked the first note.
A single, resonant sound, clear as temple bells, cut through the murmuring crowd. It was followed by another, and another—a melody slowly unfurling like the petals of a flower in the morning light. The lyre hummed beneath your fingertips, the divine craftsmanship lending a richness to the music that no ordinary instrument could replicate.
You closed your eyes briefly, centering yourself, remembering Artemis' words. Apollo might be swayed by mortal affections, but do not think such affections hold weight without true reverence.
And so, on this night of unity between Ithaca and Bronte, you would do just that. Not just for Apollo—but for all twelve of the Olympians.
Your voice wove through the melody, clear and steady, as you began the first verse.
"O great gods upon high, where bright Olympus stands,
Twelve thrones among the heavens, rulers of seas and lands.
With wisdom, might, and fortune, you guide both fate and free,
Oh, hear this humble offering, sung upon bended knee."
The words drifted over the assembled crowd like mist curling over the sea. Faces, lit by lantern glow, softened with reverence, heads tilted in quiet awe. Even the Bronteans—who were less inclined to grand hymns of worship—watched in enraptured silence.
You played on, your fingers moving instinctively over the strings as you let yourself sink into the music.
"To Zeus, who wields the lightning's wrath, the king above all kings,
To Hera, ever watchful queen, whose justice fiercely sings.
To Poseidon, lord of surging tides, and Hades, dark and deep,
To Demeter, who calls the harvest forth, where golden fields now sleep."
Somewhere in the back of your mind, you felt the moment stretch into something more. Unbeknownst to you, as the last rays of sunlight faded into twilight, the lingering glow of the setting sun seemed to cling to your silhouette, casting you in golden light.
The people watched, their breaths caught in their throats, as the last warmth of the sun enveloped you. It was as if, for just a fleeting moment, you were something beyond mortal—a figure of divine reverence, bathed in the lingering kiss of the gods.
You didn't see it. Your eyes had long since closed, lost in the reverence of the hymn.
Your voice rose, strong and unwavering, as you moved into the final verse.
"To Athena, bright-eyed wisdom, and Ares, battle's cry,
To Hephaestus and fair Aphrodite, who shape both fire and sky.
To Artemis of the silver bow, and Apollo, sunlit grace,
To Hermes, fleet and cunning, and Dionysus' wild embrace.
And to Hestia, the keeper of hearth and flame, the silent thirteenth throne remains."
The last note trembled in the air, carrying with it something more than just sound—something ancient, something sacred. The people had barely breathed through the entire performance, fearful that any noise would break the spell you had cast.
And then—just as the final note faded into the vast night—the last glimmers of light disappeared entirely, surrendering to darkness.
Above, the first stars flickered into existence, winking down as though offering their silent approval.
The stillness held for a single heartbeat. Then another.
And then, all at once, the crowd erupted into applause, the wave of sound almost startling in its intensity. Hands clapped, voices cheered, and from somewhere in the back, someone let out a choked cry of wonder.
"Bravo! A voice blessed by the gods themselves!"
"A hymn worthy of Olympus! Did you see the way the light held her?"
"Never have I heard such reverence—such devotion!"
"Surely Apollo himself stopped to listen!"
"Sing another!"
You opened your eyes, blinking as the golden glow that had surrounded you moments before was now replaced by nothing but the soft shimmer of lantern light. The spell had lifted, but the awe remained, reflected in every face turned toward you.
A wave of emotion crashed over you—embarrassment, pride, exhilaration—they all tangling together, making it impossible to settle on just one feeling. Your heart thundered in your chest, your pulse drumming in your ears as the weight of what had just happened fully set in.
You had performed before, of course, but never had you felt something like this. Never had you stood beneath the open sky, before an audience of hundreds, and felt something greater than yourself stir within you.
The applause still thundered, a chorus of admiration and disbelief, but you couldn't stay there any longer.
Your feet moved on instinct, and in your flustered state, you barely remembered to dip into a curtsy. It was quick, hurried—almost clumsy as you stumbled slightly, your body still too light, too ungrounded after the performance.
You nearly tripped over the hem of your skirt as you headed toward the back of the stage where the rest of the performers gathered, face hot with a mix of embarrassment and lingering warmth from the performance's high. You weren't even sure where you were going—just away, somewhere to catch your breath, to think.
As you left, a new voice rang out over the festival grounds, carrying above the still-wild applause.
"And now, for our next act—behold, Bronte's renowed Flameborn Blades!"
The cheer that erupted in response was instantaneous, particularly from the Brontean spectators, who roared their approval loud enough that the very ground seemed to vibrate beneath your feet.
You barely had time to glance back before a group of performers leaped onto the stage—clad in dark leather, their faces painted with streaks of red and gold. In their hands, swords glowed with unnatural brightness, the edges set ablaze as they twirled them in hypnotic arcs.
The cheers grew deafening as the troupe began their act, tossing the flaming blades between each other with impossible speed and precision.
You exhaled slowly, using the shift in attention to slip away further behind the stage. Though your pulse was still erratic, the distraction was welcome.
At least now, you thought, pressing a hand over your chest, all eyes weren't on me anymore.
As soon as you stepped off the stage, the world around you spun—not because of your own unsteady legs, but because someone had grabbed you and twirled you straight into the air.
"Ahh, that was amazing!" Callias laughed, his arms looping around your waist as he lifted you effortlessly. The exhilaration in his voice made you laugh despite yourself, the energy infectious even as you flailed slightly in protest. "Knocked them to Hades, indeed."
"Callias!" you gasped as he spun you once before setting you back down on your feet.
The moment your shoes touched the ground again, you stumbled, the lingering effects of your performance still making your limbs feel a bit too light, your mind still caught between reality and whatever space you had been transported to while playing.
And that's when you felt it—the absence of something in your hands.
My lyre.
A flash of panic jolted through you as it slipped from your grasp, but before it could hit the ground, a hand shot out.
"Got it," Kieran said smoothly, catching it midair without so much as blinking.
Asta reached out to brace you properly. A breath of relief left you, but before you could thank them both, Asta clicked her tongue, reaching up to smack Callias upside the head.
"Gods, Callias, you're really going to send her to the underworld at this rate," she scolded, shaking her head at him before snarkily adding, "Or is that the plan? Jealous, are we? Because you do sound like a harpy screeching over stolen spoils."
Callias gasped, clutching his chest with an exaggerated look of betrayal. "A harpy?! Me?" He turned to Kieran and Lysandra for backup. "Do you hear the slander I suffer?"
Kieran smirked, arms crossed over his chest as he tilted his head. "I mean... you do screech."
Lysandra hummed, pretending to think it over. "A bit shrill, really."
Callias groaned loudly, throwing his head back. "Why must I be surrounded by heathens?"
Laughter rippled through the group, and you found yourself relaxing into the warmth of it, the adrenaline from your performance settling in a more pleasant way.
"You were incredible," Kieran said, more genuine now, giving you an approving nod. "Your voice—gods, I swear the air itself bent to listen."
Lysandra nodded in agreement, her expression still tinged with something like awe. "It felt like... like being wrapped in something beyond," she admitted. "Like we weren't just listening—we were witnessing."
Your face felt like it were on fire, and you quickly looked down, murmuring a soft, "Thank you. That means a lot."
Before you could say anything else, your name rang through the air, cutting through the moment with quiet finality.
You all turned, and there—standing a few feet away, eyes locked on you—was Telemachus.
Callias was the first to react.
"Right! Who else is in the mood for Ithaca's famous honeyed walnut pastries?" he announced, clapping his hands together far too loudly.
You blinked, turning toward him just in time to see him place his hands on both Kieran's and Lysandra's shoulders while nudging Asta with his hip, steering them all backward with practiced ease.
"What?" Kieran frowned, half-turning. "We just ate."
"Did we?" Callias feigned confusion, continuing to push them along. "I seem to recall a distinct lack of flaky, golden pastries in our hands, and that, dear friends, is an issue we must rectify immediately."
Lysandra raised a brow. "Callias—"
"Yep, pastry time!" he cut her off, now digging his heels in as Kieran attempted to resist.
Asta, ever the quick one, caught on immediately. She rolled her eyes before grabbing Kieran by the ear, yanking him forward with no care for his yelp of protest.
"Come on, highborn," she sighed, dragging him along. "We'll catch up with her later."
Lysandra muttered something under her breath but relented, and soon, all four ushered away, their voices fading into the background.
And just like that, it was just the two of you.
Telemachus stepped closer, stopping just in front of you. He stared for a few moments, his expression unreadable. Then, as if catching himself, he cleared his throat, shifting his weight slightly.
"You, uh..." He faltered for a second, rubbing the back of his neck before forcing himself to meet your gaze. "You sounded amazing."
The sincerity in his voice sent warmth curling through your chest. But before you could respond, he seemed to panic, his words rushing out in a stammered mess.
"Not that you do''t always sound amazing—I mean, you do! I just—tonight was—" He exhaled sharply, his jaw tensing before he forced out, "It was different. In a good way."
A small laugh escaped you, the awkwardness almost endearing. "Thank you... Telemacus," you murmured, smiling up at him.
His shoulders relaxed slightly, his lips twitching as if he wanted to smile back but wasn't sure if he could. Instead, he nodded, shifting on his feet, like he had more to say but couldn't quite find the words.
The festival bustled around you, but in that moment, it felt like none of it mattered.
Before either of you could react, a sudden force yanked you both forward, pulling you into a warm, familiar embrace.
"My darlings!" Penelope's voice wobbled with emotion as she crushed you both to her chest. "You two—you two—have made this the best day ever!"
You barely had time to process what was happening before you realized just how tightly she was holding you. One of her arms was wrapped around your shoulders, the other curled around Telemachus, who had instinctively bent down to accommodate her height. But the result was that your face was now unceremoniously squished against his, noses nearly brushing, both of you completely enveloped in Penelope's grasp.
It was impossible to move—not that you could even think to, with how fast your heart was racing. Telemachus made a muffled sound of protest, but his mother only squeezed tighter, sighing dramatically.
"My son upholding Ithaca's pride, my sweet girl showcasing our kingdom's glory—Hades be damned, I couldn't be more proud!" she sniffled, rubbing circles into your back as though you had just returned home from a long war.
A low chuckle sounded behind you. "Penelope, my love," Odysseus drawled, the amusement thick in his voice. "Your image as queen is slipping. Shouldn't you at least pretend to be composed?"
Penelope huffed, her grip tightening as she turned her head to pout at her husband. "Image is nothing when it comes to spoiling my babies."
You let out a muffled squeak as she gave another affectionate squeeze, your forehead now firmly pressed against Telemachus' temple. You could feel the way his breath hitched, his entire body locked still.
From beside you, Telemachus' voice—slightly strangled from the sheer force of his mother's hold—managed to rasp out, "Did she get into the wine again?"
Odysseus let out a long-suffering sigh. "Yeah. I tried to stop her, but, well... I can't tell her no."
Penelope sniffed indignantly. "And you shouldn't! I deserve a little fun!"
Her voice was so stubborn, so matter-of-fact, that you couldn't help it—you laughed. Telemachus groaned but finally gave in, allowing himself to lean into the embrace just a little, his breath warm against your cheek as he exhaled.
And for a moment, despite the absurdity of it all, you let yourself enjoy it too.
Finally, Penelope released the two of you, her hands lingering just long enough to cradle each of your faces, her gaze flicking between you both with unabashed fondness.
"Ah, how could I not show how proud I am of my darlings," she sighed, eyes misty. "Just look at you! My son, my dear girl—what a sight you are! Truly, my heart could burst."
You flushed, attempting to step back, only for her thumb to brush against your cheek in one last affectionate caress. Telemachus, still slightly disheveled from the embrace, exhaled slowly, rubbing the back of his neck with a sheepish chuckle.
Before either of you could compose yourselves fully, Penelope's attention suddenly snapped elsewhere.
You had no idea how she saw anyone in the crowded courtyard, but she did.
Her expression shifted—her eyebrow twitched, her lips curled into a smile that was just a little too sharp to be warm.
"Oh, look, Ody," she mused, her tone laced with something you couldn't quite place. "There's Mistress Melisande."
Your gaze followed hers, landing on a noblewoman draped in fine Ithacan silks, her arm looped elegantly around that of her husband as they strolled leisurely across the courtyard.
Even at this distance, the woman carried herself with the effortless grace of someone who was very aware of her status, her dark curls pinned back with golden filigree, her movements deliberate.
Before you could even begin to process the significance of this, Penelope gave both you and Telemachus a small, unexpected pinch on the cheek, flashing a dazzling, entirely insincere smile.
Then, with the precision of a seasoned queen, she swept around you both in a swirl of fabric and regal purpose, making her way toward the unsuspecting noble couple.
Odysseus followed behind at a leisurely pace, letting out another long-suffering sigh—but this time, there was an amused smile tugging at his lips, his eyes crinkling at the corners as though he already knew where this was going.
Just as they moved out of earshot, you both caught Penelope's smooth, honeyed voice. "Oh, Melisande, a pleasure as always. That shade of blue—so bold." A beat. Then, effortlessly, "Menas carried himself well in the trials. You must be so proud."
Melisande let out a polite, brittle laugh, but the slight shift in her grip on her husband's arm did not go unnoticed.
Telemachus groaned beside you, dragging a hand down his face. "She's going to destroy that woman."
You let out a weak chuckle, still processing what you'd just witnessed. "Who knew the queen knew how to play the game of nobility so well?"
Telemachus huffed out a quiet laugh, glancing over to where his mother was now effortlessly engaging Melisande in conversation—her voice smooth, her smile perfectly regal, but her presence a silent, looming force. His lips quirked in something fond, but distant.
"I like to think she's always been like that," he admitted, shaking his head. "But now, with my father back and everything as it should be... she can just enjoy herself." His voice softened slightly, his gaze lingering on his parents for a beat longer than necessary. "She... they deserve a bit of normalcy."
Then, he exhaled, shifting on his feet. "Speaking of normalcy," he started, his tone more deliberate now, as if preparing himself for something, "as per tradition, the chosen—" he cleared his throat, "—the one who accepts the tournament winner's favor... they, uh, they have the final dance of the night."
Your breath caught.
The meaning behind his words—behind that hesitation—hit you instantly, and suddenly, everything felt much too real.
You blinked, your heart hammering unexpectedly against your ribs.
Telemachus stood there, shifting awkwardly, his hands flexing slightly at his sides as if he didn't quite know what to do with them. His head was dipped just enough to where his hair obscured part of his face, but you could see the faint dusting of red creeping up his neck, the way his fingers twitched, the way he wouldn't quite look at you directly.
He was nervous.
He was nervous about asking you.
And suddenly, you were nervous, too.
Your fingers curled slightly at your sides, fidgeting against the fabric of your skirt. You swallowed, blinking rapidly, looking anywhere but at him.
Gods, why was this so difficult? Why did the air feel thicker? Why did your heart feel like it was trying to betray you?
It just didn't make sense. You had shared far more intimate moments before—words exchanged too softly, glances held too long, the heat of his hand lingering your own. And yet, somehow, this—this simple hesitation, this unspoken question—felt far more dangerous.
Because this kept between just the two of you and a space of privacy.
This was public.
This was being seen.
And gods, did they see.
Your fingers curled slightly at your sides, fidgeting against the fabric of your skirt. You swallowed, blinking rapidly, looking anywhere but at him.
Movement caught your eye, and you quickly realized—others had noticed, too.
As people moved about, preparing for the next phase of the night, you caught sight of a group of girls (and a few boys) lingering nearby, whispering excitedly behind their hands as they pointed in your direction. Their faces were bright with interest, eyes darting between you and Telemachus, their expressions painted in unmistakable awe.
Your stomach flipped.
Kissing your teeth, you feigned a roll of your eyes, sniffing lightly before tilting your chin up, closing your eyes with exaggerated nonchalance. "I suppose if it can't be helped," you sighed dramatically, crossing your arms. "Wouldn't want the tournament's winner left lonely on the dance floor."
Telemachus exhaled a quiet chuckle, but he didn't say anything immediately. Instead, he took a single step closer—so close you could feel the faint warmth radiating from his skin. You barely had a moment to process before his hand reached out, fingers brushing against yours before curling around them in a gentle grasp.
Your breath hitched.
The touch was soft, careful, as if he were afraid you might slip away. You swallowed, pulse jumping in your throat as his thumb ghosted over your knuckles—a fleeting, almost absentminded movement that sent a shiver skittering up your spine.
When he finally spoke, his voice was warm—soft in a way that felt like it was meant just for you.
"It's a dance," he murmured, his eyes lingering on your face, tracing over your features as if memorizing them. Then, his gaze finally locked with yours, deep and unreadable, and your breath caught all over again.
And then—just as quickly as he had come—he was gone.
He gave your hand one final squeeze before stepping back, turning, disappearing into the shifting crowd.
You barely noticed the excited squeals that broke out from the girls nearby—the way they whispered, eyes sparkling as they pointed between you and where Telemachus had vanished.
Because the only thing you were focused on...
Was him.
Your fingers curled slightly where his warmth still lingered, and before you even realized it, the words left your lips, quiet and breathless.
"It's a dance."
Notes:
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The remainder of the night passed in a blur of lights, laughter, and the lingering warmth of celebration.
The festival had seamlessly transitioned into the grand feast, where long tables stretched across the open-air courtyard, heavy with platters of roasted meats, steaming vegetables, fragrant loaves of bread, and golden honeyed pastries that made your mouth water. Wine flowed freely, filling goblets to the brim, and the sound of music and clinking cups blended into the hum of conversation.
Before the feast had officially begun, Penelope had caught you off guard—snatched was the more accurate term—and pulled you away before you could protest. Within moments, you found yourself ushered into one of the grand chambers, surrounded by a flurry of attendants at the queen's command.
"Absolutely not!" she had huffed, waving a dismissive hand when you weakly tried to insist that you were fine as you were. "Tonight, you are not a servant, nor are you an entertainer. You are Ithaca's Divine Liaison, and you will look the part."
And with that, you were stuffed into a breathtaking gown—a stunning fusion of both Ithaca and Bronte's colors, woven in deep ocean blues, forest greens, and streaks of rich gold. Delicate embroidery lined the sleeves and bodice, tiny patterns resembling olive branches and laurels intertwined with Brontean crests.
To complete the look, Penelope personally placed the flower crown from the tournament atop your head, adjusting it with a proud smile. "There," she said, stepping back to admire her work. "Now, one final thing."
You barely had time to blink before she gently took your lyre from your hands.
"Ah—wait, but—"
She tsked, shaking her head. "No playing tonight. I forbid it."
"Queen Penelope—"
"Ah-ah." She waggled a playful finger before handing the lyre to Eurycleia to put back in your room. "Tonight, you're going to enjoy yourself. No performances, no duties—just eat, drink, and be merry." Then, with a mischievous wink, she looped her arm through yours and led you straight to the heart of the feast.
And now, hours later, you sat comfortably at one of the large tables near the food, deep in conversation with Lysandra and Asta. The two Brontean women had been regaling you with stories of their homeland—particularly about a certain individual who, much to your surprise, Andreia hated with a passion.
"Wait, wait, wait," you gasped, eyes wide. "She couldn't touch her? And yet, her status was below Andreia's?" You leaned in, utterly intrigued.
Lysandra nodded, a smirk tugging at her lips. "Mhm. Despite the princess' rank, her family has ties with many royal elites and even a goddess; that's something even she can't challenge."
Asta grinned, swirling the wine in her cup. "Drives her insane. You should see the way she clenches her jaw whenever they're in the same room."
You couldn't help but let out a low whistle. "Gods, I almost feel bad for her."
Asta snorted. "Don't. She's got enough power as it is."
Lysandra leaned in conspiratorially. "Besides, watching her lose her cool? Hilarious."
The three of you dissolved into laughter, the rich energy of the feast wrapping around you like a warm embrace. The air smelled of spiced meats and fresh herbs, the flickering lanterns casting a golden glow over the merriment.
Laughter echoed throughout the courtyard, goblets clinked together in celebratory toasts, and the steady hum of conversation filled the space, a chorus of voices from both Ithacans and Bronteans alike.
Then, a voice rang through the courtyard.
"Lords and ladies, honored guests—"
The announcer's voice carried effortlessly over the crowd, cutting through the celebratory din. "The time has come for the final dance of the evening, a tradition that marks the close of our first Cultural Exchange Festival."
A ripple of excitement passed through the courtyard. Conversations hushed into eager murmurs, eyes glancing across tables, searching.
You barely had a moment to process the shift in atmosphere before you felt the weight of dozens—if not hundreds—of gazes settling on you.
Your pulse quickened.
From the corners of your vision, you could see nobles whispering behind their hands, servants exchanging wide-eyed looks, and a few of the younger Ithacan girls practically bouncing in their seats, giddy anticipation lighting up their faces.
The final dance.
Your heart thudded, the implications sinking in.
Instinctively, your eyes darted across the courtyard. Telemachus.
He was already moving.
The prince weaved through the gathered crowd with measured steps, his pace unhurried, yet deliberate. The candlelight reflected off his golden skin, his features cast in a mixture of warmth and shadow. He had changed into something more formal for the feast—an Ithacan blue chiton, fastened at the shoulder with a polished bronze brooch, a golden sash tied at his waist.
Even after the brutal tournament, the exhaustion that should have weighed on him was nowhere to be found; instead, he walked with a steady, quiet confidence that sent a shiver down your spine.
Your nerves should have been wild. But maybe it was the wine in your stomach, or the lingering warmth from the feast, but your usual anxiety was oddly... muted. A soft thrumming, not overwhelming—just a steady awareness of the moment unfolding before you.
The space around you seemed to shrink, everything fading into a distant blur except for the prince drawing closer.
Then, he was in front of you.
The courtyard fell into silence. A hush so absolute you could hear the gentle crackling of the torches.
Telemachus held out a hand, his movements slow, deliberate. Then, he bowed slightly, the gesture formal but not stiff. When he spoke, his voice was soft—meant only for you.
"May I have this dance?"
For a moment, you just stared.
The weight of the night—the tournament, the favor, the significance of this moment—pressed against your chest. There was something unreadable in his eyes, something both certain and hesitant at once.
A sharp nudge to your side made you jolt.
"Go," Asta whispered harshly, barely moving her lips.
Snapping out of your daze, you scrambled to your feet, almost knocking your goblet over in your haste. You barely noticed Lysandra muffling a laugh beside Asta, your entire focus zeroed in on the prince before you.
Your fingers trembled as you reached forward.
Then, warmth.
Telemachus' palm was rough with calluses, but his grip was steady—firm, but gentle—as he closed his fingers around yours.
The hush broke.
Gasps. Soft, delighted whispers. A few hushed giggles from across the tables, no doubt from the same group of girls who had been watching you two all evening.
But you didn't look at them.
You only looked at him.
Somewhere, around you, there was movement—people shifting, adjusting in their seats, the murmur of voices carrying in the warm evening air. You knew there were eyes on you, dozens upon dozens, watching as the prince of Ithaca led you forward, but you couldn't feel any of it.
Not the cool night breeze against your skin.
Not the stone beneath your feet as he guided you effortlessly toward the center of the courtyard.
Not the weight of the festival or the knowledge that this dance—this moment—was steeped in more meaning than you had time to process.
Your entire focus had narrowed to the warmth of his hand wrapped around yours, the steady presence of him beside you, leading without hesitation.
Then, before you could stop yourself, the words slipped out.
"I'm—" You let out a nervous, breathless laugh, glancing down for a moment. "I'm not really familiar with these kinds of dances. Just... fair warning in case I step on you."
Telemachus huffed, amusement flickering across his face.
"No worries," he murmured, voice low and sure. "I got you."
And then, before your stomach could settle from the way those words sent a shiver down your spine, he moved.
His hand found your waist.
The touch was careful, yet firm—an anchoring weight that pulled you closer, just enough that the space between you all but vanished. Close enough that the tips of your noses barely grazed. Close enough that you could feel the warmth of his breath against your cheek.
Your stomach flipped.
A soft intake of breath passed your lips, but before you could dwell on the sensation, the music began.
Telemachus stepped first, a guiding motion—his hand in yours shifting, leading, encouraging. His other hand remained at your waist, warm and steady, grounding you as he moved with a patience you hadn't expected.
He didn't care about matching the tempo.
He didn't care about showing off, or about precision, or about how the dance might look to those watching.
All he cared about was making sure you could follow.
And sure enough, the musicians caught on.
The rhythm softened, adjusting, slowing, the strings and lyres bending to match the careful, unhurried steps of the two of you.
Soon enough, others began to join.
At first, it was only a few couples—hesitant, watching the way you and Telemachus moved, as if seeking permission. Then, slowly, more and more pairs stepped onto the makeshift dance floor, drawn in by the softened rhythm, by the way the music curved around the two of you like a whispered invitation.
A circle of movement formed around you both, the other dancers weaving through the space with practiced ease, swirling in graceful arcs. And yet, despite being surrounded, it still felt as though you and Telemachus were the center of it all.
The world narrowed, framed only by the flickering glow of lanterns above, by the warm press of his hand in yours.
Then, after a moment, he cleared his throat.
"You look very..." He hesitated, fingers briefly tightening against your waist. His voice was quieter when he finally found the words. "Beautiful."
The compliment was simple, but something about the way he said it—the quiet sincerity of it, the weight it carried—made warmth flood your chest. You cleared your throat, trying not to stumble over your next words.
"T-Thank you," you murmured, your voice softer than you intended. "The queen thought it was best I... start looking the part."
You gestured vaguely to your dress, the way the fabric flowed around you, the colors carefully chosen to reflect your new station. It was elegant, regal even, a clear shift from the simple attire you were used to. It still felt strange, wearing something that demanded attention.
Telemachus tilted his head slightly, as if considering that. Then, with a small, crooked smile, he said, "It suits you."
Your stomach flipped.
Awkwardly, and before you could stop yourself, you tacked on, "You look very handsome, as well."
The moment the words left your lips, you felt heat creep up your own neck.
Telemachus blinked. Then, to your surprise, a slow, pleased smile tugged at the corners of his mouth. His grip on your waist adjusted slightly, his posture straightening just a bit, as though your words had physically lifted him.
A faint pink dusted the tips of his ears.
Not wanting to combust on the spot, you scrambled to fill the silence. "I never knew a kingdom could be so different from Ithaca," you said, voice a little too quick, too eager to shift the focus from whatever this was. "Bronte... it's unlike anything I expected."
Telemachus exhaled, as if relieved by the topic shift. He nodded, the movement making his curls shift under the lantern light. "It is different. In ways both good and bad." His tone was thoughtful. "Their strength is something to admire, but their ambition... it's sharp."
You hummed, remembering the tournament, the sheer ferocity of Sthenelos. Even the festival, for all its grandeur, had underlying tensions beneath the surface.
Telemachus sighed, his hand subtly tightening on yours before loosening again. "Hopefully, this will placate things for a while. Or at the very least..." He hesitated, then muttered, almost to himself, "...get marriage off of Lady Andreia's mind."
Your stomach dropped.
Oh. That.
For a moment, you had forgotten about the political undercurrents of all this—the lingering expectation that the princess of Bronte was still vying for his hand.
Telemachus seemed oblivious to your internal turmoil, continuing with a quiet grumble. "I've been listening to my mother—haven't outright denied her—but I've been trying to make it obvious that I'm not interested." He let out a frustrated breath. "And yet, she still lingers."
You considered his words carefully, trying to pick the right response. Then, tentatively, you suggested, "Maybe you should just... tell her."
His gaze flickered to yours, brows furrowing slightly.
"I mean," you continued, choosing your words with care, "not outright rejecting her in a way that could insult her or Bronte—but being clear about your feelings." You hesitated. "Maybe even frame it as something that benefits both kingdoms. Like the festival. It's already proven there are other ways to strengthen the bond between Ithaca and Bronte without marriage."
Telemachus was quiet for a moment, mulling over your words. Then, slowly, his shoulders relaxed. His lips curved into something softer, more grateful. "That... might actually work."
He squeezed your hand briefly, then let out a small chuckle. "Thank you, ____."
You barely had time to react to the warmth spreading through your chest before the music began to fade, signaling the end of the dance. Around you, partners bowed and curtsied, stepping apart in smooth, practiced motions.
Telemachus dropped into a graceful bow before you.
Swallowing against the sudden tightness in your throat, you curtsied in return, mirroring the elegant ritual.
But as you rose, something shifted.
At first, it was barely noticeable—a subtle drag in the air, like the hush of a held breath.
The laughter that had once filled the space so effortlessly now felt distant, stretching unnaturally at the edges.
Your breath caught as you glanced around.
The dancers slowed—not in a natural way, but like something unseen was pressing down on them, dragging their movements into sluggish, unnatural hesitations.
The lanterns flickered, their glow dimming in uneven pulses, shadows creeping longer, stretching unnaturally across the stone.
Then, your gaze snapped to Telemachus.
His bow was incomplete, his head just beginning to lift, his curls shifting as though caught in a breeze that no longer moved; his movements no different from the others—caught in the same slowing effect, oblivious.
His eyes didn't dart around, didn't widen in realization. He didn't see it.
He didn't feel it.
Something was wrong.
You began walking, your gaze darted around, searching for an explanation; you were careful not to touch anyone, fear that you'd end up like them.
But before panic could fully take root, a figure moved—unaffected by the strange sluggishness gripping the room. They wove effortlessly between the suspended dancers, stepping lightly over the elongated shadows. Your eyes locked onto the figure as they approached, the dim torchlight glinting off polished bronze.
A woman.
No, not just a woman.
Her presence was undeniable, both regal and composed, yet carrying the weight of something beyond mortal comprehension. The steady clink of her sandals against the marble floor resonated like the beat of a war drum, controlled yet filled with purpose. Her armor gleamed in the dim light, not ostentatious but practical, its polished surface etched with intricate patterns that seemed to shift like living inscriptions. A long, pale blue chiton draped beneath it, flowing with an elegance that softened the otherwise martial presence she exuded.
And then, her eyes.
Storm-gray, sharp as the edge of a whetted blade, unwavering as they locked onto yours. They were old, impossibly so, filled with a wisdom that stretched beyond the reaches of time. And yet, they did not bear the aloofness of an indifferent deity. There was something in her gaze—something keen, measured. Evaluating.
A pulse of understanding settled in your chest, pressing down like the weight of a shield. You had never seen her before, not like this. Not in any vision, nor in any temple offering. But you knew.
Athena.
The Goddess of Wisdom and War moved toward you with the poise of a queen stepping into her court, her very presence shifting the air around her. There was no need for grand gestures, no need for ethereal glows or divine proclamations. She simply was, and that was enough to command every ounce of attention.
Time itself bowed in her presence.
As she closed the remaining distance between you, you felt your breath stutter in your chest. Not out of fear, but because this was real. The festival, the feast, the grand hall filled with nobles and warriors alike—it all seemed secondary now. Distant.
She was here.
And she had come for you.
As Athena stopped just before you, the weight of her scrutiny settled over you, and for a fleeting moment, you felt as though you were standing at the precipice of something far greater than yourself.
She regarded you thoughtfully, her expression unreadable. And then, finally, she spoke.
"You have caught the attention of many. Both in Olympus and in the mortal realm."
Her words sent a ripple down your spine, a feeling akin to the moment before a storm breaks—heavy. You swallowed hard, but she continued before you could find your voice.
"Apollo saw to it that your ode to the Olympians was displayed before all in Olympus," she revealed, tilting her head ever so slightly as if gauging your reaction. "With the help of Iris, the song echoed through the halls of the gods."
Your breath caught.
Apollo had... what?
The very idea sent a sharp wave of heat through your chest, your mind scrambling to picture it—your voice, your offering, carried beyond the mortal world, presented before the very beings you had honored. The thought was dizzying. Overwhelming.
And yet, Athena merely observed you, the edges of her expression betraying nothing.
"How are you taking all of this?" she asked then, her tone shifting slightly, a curious lilt threading through the words. "The favor of Apollo... the affections of a prince."
It took nearly all your willpower not to break into a stuttering mess because this was the second god to confirm Telemachus’ feelings for you. First Aphrodite, and now Athena herself.
Your heart lurched in your chest, thoughts racing. It was one thing to suspect, to wonder in quiet moments if Telemachus truly cared for you in that way, but it was another entirely to hear a goddess speak of it with certainty—as if it were already written into the fabric of fate itself.
You cleared your throat, willing your voice to remain steady despite the whirlwind of emotions tightening in your chest. "I... I'm taking it day by day," you admitted. "I know that rushing into something just because it makes me feel happy, or good, or wanted—" You stopped, inhaling sharply before continuing, "—it could cause more trouble than it's worth. I’m just trying to be careful. To be... wise."
There was a long silence, save for the faint, slowed echo of distant laughter and music twisting through the air like a ghostly melody. Athena studied you with something unreadable, as if weighing your words against her own knowledge of the world.
Then, she nodded once, approvingly. "Smart girl."
The praise was simple, but hearing it from her—the goddess of wisdom herself—made something warm settle in your chest, steadying your nerves just a little.
But then, her expression shifted. Her gaze turned sharp, her words weaving through the slow-motion ambiance around you, slicing through the moment like a well-honed blade.
"The threads of fate are pulling tighter around you. Have you felt the weight of their weave?"
You stiffened.
A shiver ran down your spine, unbidden. The slow-moving world around you suddenly felt heavier, as if something unseen was pressing in, coiling around you like an unseen force.
Before you could respond, a loud voice rumbled across the space, shattering the stillness like a war drum.
"Oh, c'mon, Athena—" The voice, deep and rasping like smoldering embers, carried a mocking edge, curling around each word with slow, deliberate amusement. "Boring the poor thing to death before I even get the chance to have a little fun?"
Your head whipped around just in time to see a hulking, hooded figure seated at one of the long banquet tables. He had been moving just as slowly as the rest of the world before—his arm halfway raised, a massive goblet of wine frozen inches from his lips—but now, as he gulped down the rest of his drink in one long, steady drag, time around him caught up in an instant.
The goblet slammed onto the table with a deep, reverberating thud, rattling the nearby plates and cutlery. The figure pushed up from his seat, and immediately, your stomach dropped.
Because he just kept unfurling.
Rising.
Larger.
Taller.
By the time he straightened to his full height, his massive shoulders stretched as if to shake off the sluggishness of mortal time. You caught a glimpse of heavy, scarred forearms wrapped in golden cuffs before the figure reached up, grasped the edge of his cloak, and tossed it back.
The hood fell away, revealing a mane of deep crimson hair, untamed and wild, cascading in thick waves down his broad back. His face—sharp, cut like a blade—was all brutal handsomeness, his jaw lined with the ghost of a beard, his skin kissed by battle and sunlight alike.
And then, he turned to you.
His molten-gold eyes locked onto yours, and a slow, wolfish grin curled at the edge of his mouth, flashing a set of teeth just a little too sharp. It was the kind of grin a predator wore when it knew the prey had nowhere to run.
You barely swallowed back a yelp.
He tilted his head, watching you with a dangerous sort of interest before exhaling sharply through his nose. "Well, aren't you just a pretty little thing?" His voice dropped into something lower, rougher—his amusement practically dripping from each word. "Apollo always did have an eye for beauty."
Your breath hitched at the insinuation, but before you could even form a response, Athena let out a long, measured sigh.
"Hello, Ares." Her tone was flat, unimpressed.
She tapped her spear lightly against the floor, watching him with the air of someone dealing with an unruly animal. "I thought you'd be busy throwing yourself into whatever war is currently suiting your fancy."
Ares barked a laugh, the sound rough, unrestrained. "Oh, you wound me, sister. I take one evening—one—away from the battlefield, and suddenly I'm not allowed a bit of entertainment?"
Athena rolled her eyes, adjusting the grip on her spear. "Somehow, I doubt your definition of 'entertainment' aligns with anything civilized."
"Depends on who you ask." Ares' grin widened, his gaze flickering back to you with that same sharp, predatory amusement. "Besides," he continued, his voice dripping with mock innocence, "how could I possibly pass up the sight of such a grand union between two mighty kingdoms?" He spread his arms out lazily, as if to encompass the entire frozen feast. "Ithaca and Bronte—so much history between you two." His golden eyes glinted with something darker. "Wonderful, bloody wars throughout the years. What a shame to see all that... passion go to waste."
As he spoke, the ground trembled ever so slightly beneath your feet, like the very earth itself bristled at his presence. It wasn't enough to make you stumble, but it was there—subtle, insistent, a whisper of power just beneath the surface. You fought to keep your composure as he moved closer, his every step measured yet effortless, a beast at ease in a den full of sheep.
The closer he got, the heavier the air became. Then, suddenly, Ares slouched forward slightly, bringing himself level with you, his towering frame somehow even more intimidating now that he chose to close the space between you. His gaze raked over you with the casual appraisal of a warrior sizing up a new weapon.
A large, calloused hand reached forward without hesitation, fingers flicking one of the petals woven into your crown. A single soft plnk echoed as he released it, the flower bouncing lightly back into place. His grin deepened at the sight, something rough yet almost teasing curling at the edges of his mouth.
"I heard your little ode to Olympus. Apollo's pride could be seen from the skies. Practically preening like a songbird over his favored little muse." His gaze darkened, more piercing now, scrutinizing. "But I wonder..."
Before you could blink, his smirk sharpened, and he leaned in just a fraction closer—close enough that you could see a prominent battle scar slashing across the bridge of his nose, stark against his ruggedly handsome features. The faint scent of iron and smoke clung to him like a second cloak.
"What would it take for a song to be written for me?"
The words were low, almost coaxing, dragging over your skin like the edge of a dulled blade. His large hand reached out again, this time cradling your chin—rough, yet strangely intimate. His thumb grazed the corner of your mouth in an absentminded stroke, his dark-lidded eyes locked onto yours with a fierce intensity; expectant, waiting.
Your throat went dry.
Ares was not a gentle god. His touch was not soft, nor reverent, nor pleading. It was possession before permission, like he was simply curious what it might feel like to hold you in his hands.
The intimacy of it made something in your chest lurch—not quite fear, but something deeper, something more primal, an ancient instinct that whispered of predators and prey. You willed your pulse to steady, to not betray the way your body seemed to understand something your mind refused to name.
His grin stretched lopsided, one canine tooth more pronounced than the others, giving him the look of something half-wild, barely tamed. "A kingdom fallen in bloodshed? A battlefield piled high with the glory of the slain?" His grin was all teeth, unsettling yet charismatic.
"Or perhaps," he continued, his voice lowering to a conspiratorial whisper, "it would take something a little more personal?" His eyes glinted with a wild, untamed light. "A city toppled and named in your honor, bathed in the blood of your enemies? Does the thought thrill you, little conqueror?"
Your stomach clenched so hard it nearly hurt.
Not in revulsion. Not in fear.
In something that scared you more.
You barely managed to stammer something—anything—to find a polite way out of this situation, your mind scrambling for an escape. But before you could form a coherent thought, a sharp, clipped voice cut through the space like a blade.
"I don't think Aphrodite would be too pleased with your interest." Athena stood firm, her storm-gray eyes unwavering as she regarded her brother with cool detachment.
Ares' teeth bared in an exaggerated, sarcastic grin as he let out a slow breath through his nose. "Ah, Dite won't care too much," he mused, waving a lazy hand. "She's already got her hands full with enough lovesick fools." But despite the ease in his tone, you noticed it—the barely perceptible shift in his face as he let you go, the way he suddenly seemed less in your space.
Not much, but enough.
And you—your pulse still hammering against your ribs—weren't sure if you should be relieved or even more on edge. The space between the two gods felt heavy—like a taut rope straining between them, frayed and ready to snap.
Desperate to break the rising tension, you stammered, "Why—why is everything still like this?" You cast another wary glance around, your voice wavering slightly as you took in the frozen revelry. "Is— are one of you controlling time?"
Ares let out a bark of laughter, throwing his head back. "Hades, no,"
You turned to Athena, who regarded you with mild amusement, the barest quirk of her lips betraying her enjoyment of your curiosity. "Not time," she corrected smoothly, shifting her weight onto her spear, "but perception."
Your brows furrowed. "Perception?"
Athena inclined her head. "I have slowed their minds, not time itself." She gestured around the festival with a small tilt of her chin. "Their thoughts, their reactions, their movements—they all process the world in slow motion. But you," her piercing gaze found yours again, "are untouched, thus unaffected."
A ripple of awe ran through you. You turned, watching as the world dragged itself along in eerie suspension, dancers caught mid-spin like figures in a dream, the hum of music drawn out into something hollow and otherworldly.
"That's..." You swallowed. "That's incredible."
Ares let out a sharp exhale, arms crossing over his broad chest. "If I had that trick, do you know how many wars I could fight in a day?" His golden eyes gleamed, and you could practically see the chaos brewing in his mind, already playing out what he could do with such an ability.
Athena, unimpressed, arched a brow. "Yes, well, I suppose you'd enjoy that." Her tone was dry, clipped. "But unfortunately for you, it does not belong to your domain."
Ares shrugged, unbothered. "Wouldn't want it anyway. Takes the fun out of it.” His lips stretched into a wolfish grin, something dark sparking in his molten gaze. "Half the thrill is in seeing it happen real time—the fear, the shock—watching a man know he's going to die, and still being too slow to stop it." His fingers flexed at his sides, as if recalling the feeling of a spear piercing through armor.
A shiver crawled up your spine, but you forced yourself to stay still, to hold your ground. Your heartbeat pulsed loudly in your ears, yet you refused to let him see the way his words made your stomach twist.
Athena exhaled through her nose, unimpressed. "And that is why it does not belong to you."
Ares let out a scoff, rolling his broad shoulders as if shaking off her words like dust from a battlefield. "And yet, my champion was the one standing tall until the very end," he mused, his voice a rough purr, thick with the satisfaction of battle. His molten-gold eyes gleamed as he turned back to Athena, a smirk playing at his lips. "Sthenelos fought like a true warrior—unyielding, powerful. He took the boy's best and kept coming."
Athena's expression remained unreadable, but there was a sharpness to her gaze, a subtle shift that hinted at the silent war between them. "Brute strength alone does not make a victor, Ares," she countered smoothly. "Sthenelos relied on power, but Telemachus adapted. He thought, he adjusted, he survived. That is what makes a warrior." Her voice remained calm, but there was an undeniable steel beneath it.
Ares clicked his tongue, his expression darkening. "Surviving isn't winning, owl," he shot back, stepping forward, his sheer presence causing the air between them to thrum with tension. "Surviving is scraping by. It's enduring, not conquering. Tell me—did your precious boy dominate that fight, or did he claw his way to victory by the skin of his teeth?"
Athena's grip on her spear tightened fractionally, her lips pressing into a thin line. "A true warrior knows when to strike and when to endure. A true warrior knows that persistence is often the key to victory. Telemachus may not have had the raw might of your champion, but he had something far greater—ingenuity." Her voice carried the weight of centuries of wisdom, unwavering and absolute. "And if you cannot see the worth in that, then you are still the fool you have always been."
Ares' smirk widened, but it didn't reach his eyes. There was an unspoken challenge in the way he tilted his head, the flicker of amusement not enough to hide the barely-contained storm brewing behind his gaze. "You always did like the clever ones," he murmured, voice dripping with something that felt almost like mockery. "Shame cleverness alone doesn't win wars."
Athena raised a brow. "Tell that to Odysseus."
The tension crackled like a storm about to break, and for a moment, you swore you felt the air shift, as if the very world braced itself for their clashing wills. You stood frozen between them, a mere mortal in the wake of two gods locked in an eternal contest of strategy versus might.
Ares held her gaze for a beat too long.
Then, he scoffed, rolling his shoulders as if shaking off an invisible weight. "Tch. Strategy's just the fancy word for fighting without the guts to do it yourself," he muttered, the words meant to sting—meant to convince himself more than anyone else.
His expression flickered—just for a breath, just for a second—but then the wolfish smirk returned, and whatever lay beneath was locked away once more.
"Doesn't matter," he said, voice almost too casual as he turned away. "We both know who they pray to when the real battle begins."
But he didn't leave immediately.
Instead, he let the words settle, let them sink in, his back still turned. His presence still pressed against the space he'd occupied, as if war itself refused to be dismissed so easily.
Then, with a slow exhale—one that sounded almost like a laugh but carried no real amusement—he finally strode off, each step measured, deliberate. The weight of him didn’t fade so much as it reluctantly withdrew, like a predator retreating—not out of surrender, but out of patience.
The thud of his boots echoed long after he was gone.
And the laughter he left behind—low, sharp—coiled through the air like the last crackle of a dying ember, refusing to fully extinguish.
Athena exhaled through her nose, watching him go with an air of mild exasperation before shaking her head. "Brute," she muttered, barely above a whisper, before turning her sharp gaze back to you.
Her expression softened—if only slightly. "Be mindful of your choices," she said, her voice lower now, more deliberate. There are forces at play greater than you realize, and attention from the gods is not always a gift." She studied you for a moment longer, as if weighing whether to say more, before she finally took a step back.
But this time, instead of immediately speaking, she extended a hand—not in invitation, but in quiet command.
You barely had a moment to react before a force, subtle yet undeniable, guided you. It wasn't a shove, nor a tug, but something gentler—like the shifting of the tide pulling you toward shore. Without realizing it, you were moving, your feet carrying you back toward where you'd been standing just before Telemachus had asked for your hand in the dance.
The world around you remained unchanged, the slowed-down movement of the revelers still unfolding as though wrapped in thickened air. Yet, with each step, you felt the moment slipping from the grasp of the divine, like sand trickling between your fingers.
Athena's presence was still at your side, silent, until you reached the very spot you had left. It was only then that she finally spoke.
"Consider what it means to be favored..." she said, her voice low, deliberate. "And beware, for such favor is often double-edged."
Her storm-gray eyes locked onto yours, the weight of her words settling in your chest like an anchor. The warning hung heavy in the air, far more than mere words—it felt like a thread being woven into your fate, a thread you had no choice but to carry.
She studied you a moment longer, and you had the distinct feeling that she was waiting. Waiting to see if you would ask, if you would push for more. But whether it was out of caution, reverence, or simply the sheer inability to form a coherent thought under her gaze, you said nothing.
And so, with a final look, she took a step back.
And just like that, the spell lifted.
The world around you slowly returned to its previous rhythm, as if the moment had been nothing but a fevered dream.
The music resumed its gentle cadence, the final notes of the melody rippling through the courtyard as the musicians, looking subtly shaken, finished their performance. Dancers continued their steps, though there was a slight hesitation in their movements, as if their bodies were catching up to lost time. The guests blinked, murmuring among themselves, their voices hushed with a confusion none of them could quite place.
You turned sharply, expecting to still see Athena standing before you, but she was gone.
Yet, despite her absence, the air remained thick, charged with an electric tension, as though the space she had occupied was still weighted by something divine.
You almost believed that you had been the only one to experience the strange encounter. That somehow, the gods had folded time just for you, allowing their words to pass unnoticed by the mortal realm.
But the looks on people's faces told you otherwise.
All around, guests exchanged bewildered glances, eyes darting across the space as if trying to pin down what had just transpired. Some rubbed their arms, others subtly adjusted their postures, as though shaking off an unseen force.
And then, there were those who subconsciously—perhaps even unknowingly—let their gazes drift toward you.
A prickle ran down your spine.
It was subtle—just fleeting glances, uncertainty flickering behind their eyes before they turned away—but it was enough to make your stomach knot. Whatever had happened, whatever the gods had done, their presence had left an undeniable imprint on the air, warping the atmosphere in a way that even the oblivious could feel. And now, you were the center of it.
A hand suddenly brushed against your arm. "Are you alright?"
You startled at the voice, your heart stammering in your chest. Telemachus stood beside you now, brows furrowed, concern laced in his voice. He was studying you carefully, his keen eyes flicking over your face, searching for signs of distress.
You swallowed hard, forcing yourself to nod. "I'm... fine."
Your voice was steady enough, but even you weren't convinced by it.
Telemachus didn't look fully reassured, but after a beat, he exhaled and nodded, offering you his arm. "Come on," he said, his voice gentler now. "Let's go eat. My mother is expecting us."
You hesitated, your thoughts still spinning, but after a moment, you let him guide you away from the dance floor, through the maze of tables and lantern-lit pathways.
The feast continued in full swing, but as you walked, you couldn’t stop the way your mind churned, replaying Athena’s words over and over in your head.
"Consider what it means to be favored... And beware, for such favor is often double-edged."
You clenched your jaw slightly, barely registering the sounds of laughter and the clinking of goblets around you. Her words were a warning, clear as day. But of what? The future? The gods? Yourself?
And then, there was Ares.
You shivered just thinking about him.
Unlike Athena, whose presence, while overwhelming, still carried a certain measured grace, Ares had been something entirely different.
He had been a storm barely leashed, a beast waiting for an excuse to bare its fangs. He was war incarnate, everything ruthless and primal, brimming with a power so untamed you could still feel it crawling beneath your skin.
And he had looked at you. Not through you, not past you. At you.
You hated to imagine what it would be like to stand on the receiving end of his ire—his full, unfiltered wrath.
Swallowing hard, you forced yourself to shake off the thought as you arrived at the royal table, greeted by Penelope's warm smile. She gestured for you to sit, immediately launching into cheerful conversation, her enthusiasm a stark contrast to the weight pressing down on your shoulders.
But even as you ate, your mind refused to quiet.
Because no matter how much you tried to ignore it, you knew that something had shifted tonight.
And whatever it was, you had no choice but to face it.
Notes:
━•༓☾ ❝ 𝐄𝐍𝐃 𝐀/𝐍 ❞ ☽༓•━
A/N : lolo don't mind me, i'm just indluging in ares (whose inspired by my sis's (k_nayee) interpertation in her book 'warrior'; something about redheads just do it for me q(≧▽≦q)
(godly things)
various!epic x fem!reader@winxanity_ii
(ao3)~
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Chapter 42: 31 ┃ 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫'𝐬 𝐬𝐧𝐚𝐫𝐞
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
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The festival had come and gone, but its aftermath lingered like the fading echoes of a song. What should have been a return to normalcy was anything but.
After Telemachus' open declaration—after he had placed the victor's crown upon your head for all to see—Apollo's signs began to grow.
At first, it was subtle, almost easy to dismiss as mere coincidence. Small things.
A missing item suddenly appearing in your path.
A tune you had forgotten returning to your mind as though whispered on the wind.
A lost earring—a piece you hadn't even noticed had fallen—laid neatly upon your windowsill by morning, gleaming in the first light of dawn.
You could almost ignore those. Almost.
But then, the gifts became more... deliberate. Too deliberate.
One day, you had merely thought—just thought—about how you missed your favorite snack, how you wished for something sweet to chase away the salt of your meal. Barely an hour later, a kitchen servant came bustling toward you, a plate in her hands.
"This was just left on the counter," she had said, offering it to you with a puzzled look as if confused by her actions. "No one claimed it. Thought you might've... wanted it?"
It was exactly what you had been craving.
Then came the trinkets.
At first, it was feathers, delicate white and gold, tucked into your path as if the wind had scattered them there with purpose.
Then, a small pendant—a polished sunstone carved with the faintest etching of a lyre—dropped into your hands from a passing bird's beak. The swallow had circled your head once before flying off, its wings flashing gold in the sunlight.
And with it, a message had lingered in the air, as if whispered directly into your mind.
"A bright gift for a bright muse."
Your breath had hitched.
It just didn't stop.
Birds came more frequently, each bearing something small—rings, bracelets, delicate pins shaped like laurel leaves. Every single one gleamed gold. Every single one was divine.
It wasn't just trinkets, either.
More than once, you had found yourself outside, only to notice the way the animals reacted. Swallows, doves, even hawks—they hovered, they circled, some perching just within reach as if awaiting a command. Deer had wandered closer when you passed through the gardens, their dark eyes unblinking, bodies completely still as they watched you.
It was undeniable.
Apollo was making himself known.
And the more it happened, the harder it became to ignore the feeling growing in your chest—that something was coming. That this was not just favor.
It was claim.
Of what, you weren't sure—or at least, you hoped you weren't sure. But it was getting harder to deny.
It couldn't be a coincidence.
Not after Telemachus' declaration. Not after the festival, after the ode you had sung in honor of Olympus, after you had allowed your name to be spoken in the same breath as his.
You tried to convince yourself that it was absurd, that you were being full of yourself to think that a god—Apollo—was responding to something as human as a prince's favor.
What arrogance, what foolishness, to assume the gods played games over mortal affection.
You weren't that important.
And yet...
With each passing day, you began to feel it. The weight of divine attention. Something unseen pressing against you, hovering, waiting.
And Apollo's gifts? They bordered on intrusive.
At first, it was easy enough to rationalize—perhaps even be amused by. A golden hairpin one day, a warm meal exactly when you needed it the next.
But then... then it became constant.
The birds never left you alone, their wings always flashing gold. The gifts became more extravagant, more insistent—bracelets, pendants, a lyre string crafted of pure sunlight (which you hadn't dared to touch).
And no matter how much you told yourself it was well-intentioned, no matter how much you wanted to believe that this was simply favor—simple admiration for your voice— the small voice in the back of your mind whispered otherwise.
It didn't feel like favor.
It felt like possession.
And now, you were holding another piece of it in your hands.
You had just returned from your chambers, having carefully placed yet another divine gift among the growing collection. This time, it was a pair of dewy earrings, crafted from the petals of a mythical flower that bloomed only under Apollo's gaze.
They were delicate—softer than silk, yet impossibly resilient. A shimmering golden thread connected each petal, glinting like sunlight caught in morning dew.
At first, you had thought to leave them untouched, to simply pretend you hadn't seen them. But lately...
Lately, when you didn't accept them right away, the deliveries became more extravagant.
A simple brooch became a jeweled circlet. A bottle of scented oil turned into a full amphora of sacred myrrh from Delphi. And now, flowers woven into something meant to be worn against your skin.
You had caved. You took the earrings. And you hated that you felt relieved when nothing bigger followed.
Letting out a slow breath, you stepped out into the open air, hoping the movement would clear your thoughts. That's when you noticed it—the slow shuffle of figures moving toward the edge of the palace grounds.
Your eyes narrowed.
They weren't just servants or wandering guests. No, they moved with purpose.
Most were clad in hunting leathers, bows slung across their backs, quivers filled with fresh arrows. Ithacans and Bronteneans alike, a rare sight of camaraderie as they made their way toward the woods.
Your curiosity got the better of you.
You hurried forward, weaving through the edges of the gathering until you reached the rear. And that's when you caught sight of him.
Telemachus.
He was standing a little ahead, deep in conversation with Callias, the shorter man gesturing animatedly, likely teasing him about something. Telemachus only huffed in response, shaking his head with a small, amused smirk—a rare expression these days.
A strange feeling curled in your stomach.
For just a moment, you forgot about the earrings in your room, about Apollo's endless signs, about the way divine favor wrapped around you like chains spun from gold.
Instead, you watched the prince.
And then, refusing to let yourself sink into hesitation, you acted.
Impulsively.
Lifting your hand, you waved—nothing dramatic, just enough to catch his attention.
It worked. Too well.
Telemachus turned almost instantly, his sharp eyes finding yours before you could second-guess yourself. But before you could even process the way his expression shifted—pleasantly surprised, then amused—a sudden jolt ran up your arm.
You flinched.
Frowning, your gaze darted down, confusion rippling through you as you instinctively rubbed your wrist.
Your bracelet.
You hadn't thought about it in days, but now, it seemed to hum against your skin—a subtle, almost imperceptible pull.
It was one of the first gifts you had received.
One you hadn't been able to resist keeping.
It was delicate yet sturdy, a thin golden chain adorned with a mesmerizing mixture of different stones. Each gem shimmered in a way that seemed unnatural—sometimes blue, sometimes green, flecks of fiery red sparking across their surface.
You'd assumed it was just an Ithacan craft, something rare but not... otherworldly.
But now, as it throbbed faintly against your pulse, you weren't so sure.
You traced the stones absently, wondering if you were imagining it, before Telemachus' voice cut through your thoughts.
"You're staring awfully hard at your wrist," he said, amusement evident in his tone. "Something wrong?"
Your fingers stilled.
You quickly dropped your hand, forcing a sheepish smile. "No," you said, too fast. "Just thinking."
His gaze flickered to your bracelet, but mercifully, he didn't push.
But that didn't mean he wasn't thinking about it.
You'd noticed.
Telemachus had been watching.
Not in an obvious way—not like Callias and the others, who made no effort to hide their curiosity about the divine gifts appearing at your feet like an offering on an altar.
Callias had been the first to joke about it, nudging you with a smug grin whenever a falcon dropped a trinket at your feet or a flower bloomed seemingly out of nowhere in your path. Asta followed suit, telling you in her usual dry tone that you'd better start demanding grander offerings while you had the gods' attention. Lysandra 'ooing' and telling you that she'll happily take whatever you didn't want.
Even Kieran, ever the skeptic, had muttered once under his breath about Apollo's audacity.
But Telemachus?
He never said a word about it.
He simply looked.
You'd caught him more than once, staring at the latest token left in your wake, his jaw tightening just slightly before he tore his gaze away. Never a comment, never a question—just an unspoken awareness.
It made something uneasy settle in your chest.
Clearing your throat, you pushed the thought aside. "Where's everyone going?"
Telemachus blinked, as if just remembering why he had come over in the first place. "The festival took a bigger hit on the food stores than expected," he explained, gesturing toward the group of Ithacans and Bronteans gathered ahead. "Some of Bronte's men offered to join the hunting party to help restock."
You nodded slowly, taking in the small cluster of figures dressed for the hunt—bows slung over shoulders, spears clutched in strong grips. Their leathers were well-worn, their faces focused.
It felt... familiar.
It had been a while since you'd seen hunters preparing for a real expedition. Ithaca thrived on its fishermen and traders, but the forests were vast, and hunting was an essential skill.
The thought struck you before you could stop it.
You didn't have plans for the evening.
And more importantly—
"I want to join," you said.
Telemachus hesitated, his lips parting as if to object immediately.
But before he could, Callias appeared at your side, grinning ear to ear.
"Oh~ I like that idea," he said, draping an arm over your shoulder with a dramatic sigh. "The Divine Liaison gracing us lowly hunters with her presence. Who knows? Maybe your glowing aura will lure the prey straight to us."
You rolled your eyes, shoving him off playfully, but Telemachus didn't laugh.
His brows were still slightly furrowed, his weight shifting like he was undecided.
You raised an eyebrow. "Is there a problem?"
He let out a slow breath, running a hand through his hair. "It's not exactly... a performance," he said carefully, as if weighing his words. "We'll be out in the woods for hours—sometime days. It's not a casual walk through the gardens."
You tilted your head. "What? You don't think I can keep up?"
His expression twitched.
Before he could find a diplomatic way to answer, Callias let out a loud laugh, slapping the prince on the back. "Oh, come on, let her come. A little adventure never hurt anyone—" he paused, eyes narrowing in mock seriousness, "—well, maybe a few people, but I feel good about this one."
Telemachus exhaled through his nose, still looking at you.
And you looked right back, silent but steady.
Then, with a reluctant sigh, he gave a single nod. "Fine."
A victorious grin split Callias' face. "That's the spirit, prince. Now, let's go make ourselves useful."
As the group began to move, you found yourself falling into step beside Telemachus.
And for the first time in days, you felt like you'd made a decision that wasn't already written in the stars.
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The first few hours in the woods were filled with laughter, sharp whispers, and the occasional snap of a twig beneath hurried steps. The forest was alive in a way that Ithaca rarely felt—the usual quiet hum of the land disrupted by the unfamiliar presence of Brontean hunters.
Callias, ever the chatty nuisance, couldn't stop comparing everything to his homeland.
"I'm telling you, the forests in Bronte are denser than this," he said, stepping over a moss-covered root with ease. "Darker, too. You'd hardly see two feet ahead of you some nights." He whistled under his breath. "And the animals—they're larger. Meaner. Not like these cute little things." He gestured vaguely to the small rabbits and quails some of the hunters had already caught, hanging from their belts.
One of the Ithacan men scoffed, inspecting the string of fowl tied to his belt. "Cute, huh?" He let out a low chuckle. "You ever seen a boar up close, boy? One of those beasts will gut a man before he can even scream."
Callias grinned. "Oh, I've seen one. Even fought one."
Kieran snorted beside him, nudging his ribs. "I believe what he means to say is that he ran for his life while the rest of us fought it."
Telemachus chuckled, shaking his head. "Sounds about right."
The group continued forward, their movements careful but efficient. Some men split off into smaller clusters, circling the area to track fresh prey while others stayed together, sweeping the terrain for larger game.
You stayed near the middle, watching, learning.
It was strange—how different hunting in a group felt. You were used to watching from the sidelines, used to staying behind while others carried the weight of necessity. But here, in the midst of it, there was an odd sense of belonging.
The conversations, the shared silences, the way the hunters moved as one—it felt... easy.
Until it wasn't.
It started slowly, almost imperceptible at first.
A change in the wind. A shift in the air.
One moment, you were trailing behind Telemachus, keeping pace as the group moved deeper into the woods.
The next—you weren't.
You weren't sure when you'd stepped off the path, when your feet had carried you just a little too far from the others.
One second, they were ahead of you.
And the next—they were gone.
The voices, the quiet laughter, the rhythmic crunch of leaves underfoot—
All of it vanished.
You stopped walking.
Your breath caught in your throat as you turned sharply, expecting to see someone behind you—anyone.
But there was nothing.
Just trees.
Just silence.
Just you.
You called out, first hesitantly, then louder, voice cracking slightly as the quiet of the forest swallowed your words.
"Telemachus?"
Nothing.
"Callias? Kieran?"
Only the rustling of leaves. The distant creak of branches.
Your pulse quickened. You weren't unfamiliar with solitude—but this was''t solitude. This was something else entirely.
This was being lost.
With a slow, steady breath, you forced your legs to move.
At first, you tried to retrace your steps, scanning the ground for any signs of your passage—disturbed earth, a snapped twig, anything to ground you. But the more you walked, the more everything blurred together. Each tree looked too similar, each root and rock blending into the last, the path ahead eerily identical to the one behind.
It's just a trick of the trees. You weren't lost. You couldn't be.
Your steps picked up slightly.
You walked.
And walked.
And walked.
And then—
A stump.
Your eyes flicked to it absently as you passed, barely sparing it a glance. It was large, the top worn smooth with age, deep grooves in its surface like old scars. The thought crossed your mind that you had passed one like it before.
You frowned slightly but didn't stop.
Another stretch of walking. Another few turns.
You stepped over a fallen branch, stripped of bark, lined with moss.
The thought tugged at your mind, but you kept going.
Minutes passed.
Another clearing.
Until—
Another stump.
Your brows furrowed as you slowed, mouth opening slightly, a small breath slipping out. Did I turn myself around? You hesitated, then shook your head. No. Keep going.
You pushed forward, quickening your pace.
After a while, your frustration began simmering beneath your breath.
You stepped over fallen branch, shaking your head. "Of course," you mumbled, voice dry. "Gods appear all the time, yet when I actually need—"
Snap.
You froze.
The sound wasn't yours.
Slowly, your gaze flickered to the left, eyes scanning the dense undergrowth. Silence followed, thick and expectant, pressing down on your lungs.
And then—movement.
From behind a tree, a figure emerged.
Not a man.
A beast.
You stumbled back, pulse hammering as your gaze locked onto the creature before you.
It was a fox—but not like any you'd ever seen before.
It was large, nearly the size of a hound, its frame sleek and powerful. Its fur was black as ink, the color swallowing the light, yet its ears and tail burned like fire—a deep, striking red-orange, flickering like embers against its dark coat.
Its eyes—gods, its eyes—were the color of pure charcoal, gleaming with something that felt almost... aware.
And it was staring right at you.
The world around you narrowed—the rustling leaves, the distant chirping of birds, even the cool breeze against your skin faded into nothing as you locked eyes with the creature before you.
You froze, your body caught in that fragile space between fight and flight. Your breath hitched, your muscles coiling with tension, but you didn't move.
Stay calm. Don't startle it.
A single sharp movement, a single wrong breath, and what then? The fox was large, predatory in stature, and something in those eyes made it clear this wasn't just any beast.
You swallowed, pulse pounding against your ribs, but you smothered the panic. Letting it take hold would do you no good. If you didn't move, if you didn't pose a threat, surely it would lose interest and leave.
But it didn't.
Instead, the fox moved closer.
Its silent steps barely stirred the leaves beneath its paws as it crept forward, its head lowering, gaze never straying from you. Its tail flicked once, a slow, deliberate movement, the red-orange tufts at the end glowing like smoldering embers in the fading light.
Your breath shortened, tension curling tight in your stomach.
It was too close now. Too close. Close enough that you could see the faintest ripple of muscle beneath its sleek, obsidian coat, close enough that you swore you could feel the warmth radiating from its body.
The creature sniffed the air, its dark nose twitching. Then, it lowered its head further, stepping into your space.
What do I do? What do I do? The thought flashed through your mind, lightning-quick, frantic. If I startle it, would it attack? Would it—
It took another step.
Your heart stammered painfully against your ribs as you slowly, carefully, extended your hand.
The fox bowed its head, pressing its nose just inches from your outstretched fingers.
Your fingers trembled.
A breath passed.
Then another.
And then—warmth.
The fox's damp nose brushed against your skin; its breath, soft and measured, fanned across your palm, and for a brief, dizzying moment, it felt like the world had stopped turning.
And still, those dark eyes watched you.
Carefully—hesitantly—you shifted your fingers ever so slightly, testing.
The fox didn't recoil, didn't flinch. Its dark, luxurious fur gleamed beneath the dappled light breaking through the trees, its strange, onyx eyes still locked onto yours.
Steady. You swallowed, feeling braver now, and gently—so gently—you reached forward and let your fingertips ghost over the top of its head.
Warmth. Silken fur.
The fox allowed it.
Your chest eased, the weight of held breath finally exhaling from your lungs. A quiet, breathless chuckle escaped you, part amusement, part disbelief. You shook your head at yourself, feeling foolish for how tense you'd been. "Gods," you murmured, half-laughing, running your fingers lightly through the soft black fur. "I was acting like you were some terrible beast."
The fox blinked up at you, unreadable but knowing, and for a brief, strange moment, you almost felt as if it understood you.
But before you could dwell on it further, a sudden snap of a branch echoed through the clearing.
Your breath hitched, your head snapping toward the sound.
Emerging from the underbrush—tense, eyes sharp, and movements careful—was Telemachus.
He stepped forward slowly, the dimming light catching on the sweat-damp curls clinging to his forehead. His form was rigid, muscles coiled with the instinct of a hunter, and your gaze flickered to his hand—hovering near the knife strapped at his belt.
"Wait," you called quickly, voice soft but firm. "It's okay. It hasn't harmed me—it means no harm."
Telemachus' gaze flickered to the fox, then back to you, taking in the way it leaned against your touch, its head lightly pressing into your palm.
His shoulders relaxed slightly, but his steps were still measured as he came closer; a wry smile tugged at his lips, his head shaking slightly in half-exasperation, half-amusement. He exhaled sharply, murmuring under his breath, "Thank the gods."
His words sent a flutter through your chest.
And yet—your fingers remained tangled in the fox's fur, the strange creature pressing closer.
Telemachus exhaled sharply, shifting his weight onto his back foot, his eyes flicking between you and the fox with growing scrutiny.
Your brows furrowed slightly. "What do you mean?"
The fox—still nestled against your palm—tilted its head, its black eyes flickering toward Telemachus before nudging your hand demandingly, as if urging you to continue. Instinctively, your fingers resumed their gentle behind its ear, brushing through the thick, velvety fur.
Telemachus watched the interaction carefully, his jaw tightening as he exhaled slowly through his nose. "That animal is dangerous," he said, voice lower now, edged with something serious.
You snorted. "What?" you teased, turning your gaze back to the fox. "Is it going to eat me alive?"
Your voice had softened into something cooing, your hand scratching just beneath its jaw, and to your delight, the fox's hind leg began tapping lightly against the ground in clear enjoyment—like a pleased pup soaking in attention.
For a brief second, you forgot about Telemachus entirely, smiling as you leaned in slightly, murmuring playfully, "Ohhh, look at you. So scary, aren't you? A big, fearsome hunter just waiting to gobble me up—"
"Precisely."
Telemachus' voice cut through the moment like a blade.
You froze.
Your fingers stopped mid-scratch, your breath catching.
The fox let out a small, dissatisfied whine, pushing its head insistently into your palm, but you barely noticed—your mind was too busy catching up.
Slowly, hesitantly, you turned your head back to Telemachus, whose expression remained firm, unreadable—but his stance never eased. If anything, he looked tenser than before, his jaw tight, his brows furrowed in something between thought and quiet suspicion.
"Have you noticed anything strange?" he asked, voice quieter now, like he was gauging something—waiting.
You blinked. "Strange?"
Telemachus' fingers twitched, his gaze momentarily dragging toward the trees before returning to you. "Since you got lost," he clarified. "Has anything felt... off?"
You hesitated, shifting your weight slightly. The question made you think—really think—about the past hour.
"Not really," you murmured at first, but the words felt wrong the second they left your lips. A small frown tugged at your brows as you tried to recall—tried to piece together why, exactly, you had felt so uneasy wandering through the woods alone.
Your mind retraced your steps.
The trees. The uneven ground. The way the air had felt thick, heavy, pressing in a way that made the silence stretch just a little too long.
Then, the stumps.
You frowned.
"I mean..." You shifted, rubbing your fingers absently against the fabric of your skirt. "I kept passing a few stumps that looked similar. I thought it was just me—just the forest, playing tricks. I figured I was walking in circles."
Telemachus' gaze sharpened.
His silence pressed against you, thick and expectant, as if waiting for you to realize something you hadn't yet put into words.
Your lips parted slightly, brows knitting together. "But I wasn't... was I?"
He inhaled slowly, eyes dark, unreadable.
"You weren't just lost," he murmured, an edge of wariness that made the hairs on the back of your neck rise. "You were being led."
"Led?" you repeated, hesitant, the word tasting wrong on your tongue.
Telemachus nostrils flared as his eyes swept the darkening woods around you. "That's how they hunt," he said, voice low, measured. He nodded toward the fox, though he never took his eyes off you. "They don't chase. They don't lunge or tear through the underbrush. They guide. They trick."
A prickle skated down your spine.
"Who?" you asked, throat tightening.
"The Askálion."
The name itself felt old, weighted with something that did not belong in the mortal realm.
"It's a beast of Ithaca," he continued, his tone clipped, factual, but his shoulders had stiffened, his grip now fully wrapped around the hilt of his dagger. "Hunters whisper about them, but we never speak their name in the open. Even the most seasoned men don't travel alone in the forests after dark."
You swallowed thickly, glancing down at the small, unassuming fox in your lap. The warm weight of it, the gentle flick of its tail against your skin, felt at complete odds with the dread coiling in your gut.
"You said you kept walking past the same stump," Telemachus pressed. "You never thought to turn back?"
"I did," you admitted, suddenly unsure. "At least, I thought I did. The trees all looked the same, so I figured I was just... confused."
His expression darkened.
"You weren't confused." His voice was taut. "You were being drawn in. The Askálion leads you deeper, warping your path so you think you're lost when in truth, you're exactly where it wants you to be."
A sick, twisting feeling clawed its way up your chest.
"And when that happens?" you asked, dreading the answer.
Telemachus exhaled, slow and steady, his features hard. "They wait. They wait until you've exhausted yourself, until you've gone in circles so many times that the moment you realize something is wrong—" his voice dipped, grim, "it's already too late."
The fox pressed tighter against you, its warmth nearly pleasant. Nearly.
"How... do you know all this?" you asked, a faint, wavering edge to your voice.
Telemachus' lips pressed into a thin line. "Because I've seen what's left."
Something cold crawled down your spine.
"Hunters have found bodies before," he went on, his tone even but weighted. "Not many, but enough to know the signs." His gaze flicked to the fox in your lap, then back to you. "The Askálion doesn't kill like a wolf or a lion. It doesn't maul. It doesn't rip. It... plays."
You stared at him, at the way the muscles in his jaw shifted, at the way his grip never left his blade.
"They don't just find the bodies," he murmured, voice quieter now. "They find pieces. Scattered across the ground like broken offerings. Strips of flesh caught on branches, the bones gnawed clean. Whatever it doesn't eat, it leaves behind."
Your stomach twisted violently.
You couldn't stop yourself. You looked down at the fox.
It gazed up at you with those same wide, patient eyes. Innocent. Trusting.
And yet—
A vision slammed into your mind unbidden—blood-streaked earth, limbs bent at unnatural angles, a mouth frozen in an eternal scream. A figure who had once been a person now reduced to nothing more than scraps for the soil, their existence erased with nothing but claw marks in the dirt and gnawed bones in the trees.
A complete and utter ruin.
"It should've eaten you by now."
The words barely registered at first.
When they did, they struck like ice poured straight down your back.
Your breath came out in a shaky exhale, mind suddenly racing back over every step you had taken in the last hour, retracing the eerie, endless loop of trees and stumps and more trees—until you had stopped.
Until you had met the fox.
Swallowing thickly, you sent an internal prayer to Apollo, barely registering the movement of your own fingers clutching the fabric of your skirt. Protection, favor, fate—whatever it is, whatever you've given me—please, just let it hold.
But the fox
Forcing a wobbling smile, you turned back to the fox, who had settled against your leg, blinking up at you with those same eerily intelligent eyes.
It didn't move, didn't shift, didn't tense, didn't so much as twitch an ear. It only watched.
Slowly, carefully, you forced yourself to lift your hand, pressing one final, bland pat on the creature's head. "Well, that's... unsettling," you murmured, voice weaker than you wanted it to be.
Before you could gather your wits, a sharp, distant sound carried through the trees—the telltale calls of hunting hounds, the rustling of underbrush as the hunting party moved closer.
Your stomach dropped.
Your thoughts immediately jumped to the fox's unusual coat—too dark, too striking, too unnatural to go unnoticed. A hunter's prize.
The fox's ears twitched at the sound, but it didn't move, merely pressing itself closer to you.
"Go," you whispered, patting its head with slightly more force, urging it to leave. But it didn't move. Instead, it nudged your knee, its cool nose brushing against your skin as if it didn't understand the danger.
Panic flared in your chest.
"Go!" you hissed more urgently, glancing over your shoulder at the distant sound of barking. Why wasn't it leaving?
You heard Telemachus sigh.
"I'll take care of it," he muttered, already turning on his heel. "Stay here."
"Wait, where are you—?"
But he was already jogging away, shaking his head, his tone laced with disbelief.
"Only you," he muttered under his breath. "Only you would get lost in the woods and come across a legend only to end up scratching it behind the ears."
You watched as he disappeared into the woods, weaving between the trees with an easy grace, his strides long and purposeful.
You turned back to the fox, your heart thudding anxiously.
"Please," you whispered, trying again, gently nudging it with your knee. "Just leave. Before they see you."
But the fox only tilted its head, eyes glowing faintly in the dimming light. Then, to your growing horror, it pawed at your leg, making a low, insistent chuffing noise.
Your eye twitched. "You've got to be joking."
The fox merely pressed closer.
You groaned under your breath, running a hand down your face.
About ten minutes later, you heard familiar footsteps approaching.
You spun around just as Telemachus broke through the trees, panting slightly.
"They won't be anywhere near here for a while," he assured you, breathing a little heavier than usual. "Sent them on the long route to the watering hole—figured it was safer for everyone involved."
You exhaled in relief. "So they won't find it?"
"No," he confirmed, stepping closer, but his lips twitched slightly. "Though I'd say that's more for their safety than its."
You opened your mouth to respond—only for the fox to paw at your leg again.
Teeth gritted, you slowly looked down at it, your patience hanging by a thread.
Telemachus, seeing this, snorted.
"Looks like it likes you," he observed dryly, a small, amused smirk tugging at the corner of his lips.
You glared at him. "Oh, hush."
He only chuckled before jerking his head toward the path. "Come on, I know a shortcut."
With one last wary glance at the fox, you sighed and followed him into the trees.
here's some of Xyxxeviya works (alucardswifeyy on tumblr) (i absolutely love the softeness portrayed in telemachus---like plz when technology advances to turn 2d into 3d imma have to use this as reference 😭❤️)
telemachus admiring mc (idk y'all i think i know what telemachus be going through because WHY DOES SHE LOOK SO DELICATE!?!?! AHHH JUST PROTECT HER PLZ)
here's fvckcare design for the mc (the hair, the lyre, the dress---i need a moment...)
LIKE CAN YOU BLAME TELEMACHUS---HELL ANYONE FOR REACTING WHEN MC IS A LITERAL GODDESS!?!?!
if this is what i'm getting from this fic alone, i can't wait to see what imma get for the next ones 😭😭😭 (*me running to go dedicate a folder in all google accounts to save them*)
Notes:
A/N : i swear i love adding easter eggs for future books, it's my fav pastime fr; but enough about that....WTF FKVDKNIJA i literally just had to recover from having 2 books reach 100k views on here but now i got 1k followers!?!?!??! ahh my spirit and soul is literally ascending rn 😩😭😭😭 ahh this just makes me so hyped for all the things i got ready; and just understand if one fic doesnt really meet your expectation/go like you want, i promise i have another right up your ally im working on (i wasnt planning on spilling the beans so soon but i have a more fast-paced romance/fanservicy book coming out in epic!au; this book started out like it but i got so into storytelling i just took all my straight up crack-fic level fanservice and shifted it to a new project, all i ask i plz be patient... also, just wanted to add... THIS BOOK IS GETTTING FANART AKSJDS y'all i've gotten so amazing many pics/drawings i can scream (i'll attached a few of them with credits if i can)---like im such a nerd but i get so excited at the thought/knowing my works insipired someone to draw 😭😭😭 (inner-failed-artist is dying rn) i swear y'all make me wanna learn how to draw, but then i try and just end up with stick figures/interpertive like drawings, so imma just stick to writing books 💀😅
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Chapter 43: 32 ┃ 𝐨𝐟 𝐠𝐨𝐝𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐬
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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As you followed Telemachus through the dense woodland, you couldn't help but glance back every so often, checking behind you, half-expecting the fox to be silently padding along in the shadows.
But each time, the path behind you was empty.
Not even a rustle. Not even a flicker of movement.
It was as if the creature had never been there at all.
"You're looking for it, aren't you?" Telemachus' voice carried over his shoulder, amusement laced in every syllable.
You whipped your head forward, quickly composing yourself. "No. Of course not. Why would I?"
"Uh-huh."
"You're imagining things."
"Right," he hummed, stepping over a fallen branch with ease. "So you're not worried that you just bonded with a creature that should've eaten you?"
You exhaled sharply through your nose. "It didn't eat me," you muttered, stepping around a moss-covered rock.
"Not yet," he quipped, shooting you a sideways smirk.
You groaned, picking up your pace to get ahead of him.
Eventually, the two of you broke free from the thicker part of the woods, and the first thing you noticed was the sky.
The sun had begun its descent, stretching gold and pink hues across the horizon, staining the treetops in a soft, amber glow. The light filtered through the leaves, casting long, shifting shadows along the earth as the air cooled, carrying the crisp scent of water and damp earth.
The path sloped downward, golden light spilling over the ground in warm, shifting rays. Somewhere ahead, the soft murmur of flowing water filled the air, growing clearer with each step.
The watering spot was beautiful.
A long, slow-moving river cut through the land, its surface shimmering in the late afternoon light.
A few minutes down from where you stood, the river trickled into a smaller pond, tucked into a secluded alcove where large rock formations jutted from the earth, creating a natural barrier.
A thin waterfall cascaded over one of the cliffs, feeding the pool below, the sound of rushing water mixing with the rustling of leaves.
The entire area was enclosed by towering trees, their sprawling roots twisting over the rocks and dipping into the water's edge. The light filtering through the canopy cast shifting patterns over the river's surface, giving the space a serene, almost untouched feel.
You sighed softly, feeling the tension ease from your shoulders as you took it all in.
Telemachus dropped his hand from the knife at his belt, stepping forward to inspect the riverbank. "This'll work," he murmured, nodding to himself.
Then, turning back to you, he motioned toward the pond. "Stay here. I'm going to leave some markers for the others so they can find this place when they eventually get here."
You raised a brow. "What, afraid I'll wander off and befriend another man-eating creature?"
He smirked but didn't deny it.
"Just—stay put," he said before turning and making his way up the riverbank, disappearing into the trees once more.
And this time, you didn't look back.
Taking a few more minutes to look around, you made your way toward the edge of the river, the smooth stones cool beneath your steps. The soft trickle of water filled the quiet, mingling with the rustling leaves overhead. Crouching near the riverbank, you leaned forward, peering into the glassy surface.
Your reflection stared back at you—yet it felt strangely unfamiliar.
Despite everything—the lack of rest, the stress that had coiled itself around your chest over the past few days—you didn't look tired. No dark circles beneath your eyes, no dullness to your skin. If anything, you looked... refreshed, glowing even, as if untouched by exhaustion.
Your skin was smooth, your eyes bright, and there was something unnervingly pristine about your reflection, like a polished statue carved with divine precision.
Your fingers twitched, hesitating before lightly grazing your own cheek. Weird.
"You know, staring at yourself for too long might make you fall in love," a voice hummed right beside your ear, teasing and impossibly close.
You jolted violently, nearly losing your footing as your head snapped toward the source. Your mind immediately went to Hermes—who else would sneak up on you like that? "Herme—" The name barely left your lips before your breath hitched, realization striking you mid-word.
It wasn't Hermes.
The boy floating before you let out an exaggerated sigh, flipping midair to rest on his stomach, chin propped in his hands. "Hermes?" he repeated, lips curling in amusement. "My, my, my. I suppose I could take that as a compliment, but really, how many men—both god and mortal—do you have on your list, muse?"
His golden curls bounced as he shook his head, lips pulling into a sly, knowing grin. "First Princeling Telemachus, now Hermes—what a heartbreaker you are." His grin widened, something sharp glinting behind his teeth. "I wonder, do you even keep track of the names anymore, or do you just collect admirers as you go?"
You sputtered, completely thrown off guard. "What—"
He sighed dramatically, flipping onto his back, arms spread wide as if he were lounging atop an invisible cloud. "Oh, come on. Don't tell me you don't recognize me." His voice dripped with mock offense. "That stings, truly. What a shame, what a heartbreak—I was looking forward to our meeting, you know."
Your mind raced, taking in the small figure before you—the golden curls, the lazy smirk, the way he floated weightlessly as if gravity were beneath him. Then, there were the wings. Small, delicate things, fluttering lazily behind him like an afterthought. A quiver of arrows slung over his shoulder, the faint shimmer of something otherworldly woven into his very presence.
Your stomach dropped.
"Eros," you whispered.
The god of love grinned. "Ding, ding, ding! Looks like you are more than just a pretty face." He twirled midair, coming to a stop just above the riverbank, gazing down at you with far too much amusement. "Though, between us, I was really hoping I'd be higher up on your list of divine visitors."
Your lips parted, still struggling to process what was happening. "Why are you—"
"Oh, no, no, no," he interrupted, wagging a finger at you. "Let's not start with that boring question." His golden eyes gleamed, full of mischief. "I'd much rather talk about you."
You blinked, your thoughts stuttering over themselves. Me?
The way he said it, the way his golden eyes gleamed with something unreadable—mischief, curiosity, something else—made your stomach twist.
Quickly gathering yourself, you straightened, smoothing your hands over your clothes as you took a step back. "What do you want with me?" you asked, voice firm despite the strange tangle of emotions tightening in your chest.
Eros let out a soft hum, twirling midair before flipping upside down, his curls bouncing as he floated in lazy circles around you. "Can't a deity be curious?" he mused, his voice thick with amusement. "You are quite the talk of Olympus lately."
You scowled, crossing your arms. "That's not an answer."
With a dramatic sigh, Eros righted himself, dropping down onto the riverbank with effortless grace. Now standing before you, he tilted his head, examining you in a way that made you want to shift under his gaze—like you were a particularly interesting puzzle he was trying to solve.
Then, to your surprise, his usual teasing smirk faded into something softer. "Alright, alright. I suppose I should start with an apology."
That threw you off. Your brow furrowed. "An apology?"
Eros exhaled, placing his hands behind his back as he rocked on his heels. "For indirectly being the cause of your prince's rather passionate behavior weeks ago."
Your breath hitched.
Telemachus. That night.
The heat of his touch, the way his hands had held you so firmly yet so reverently. The rasp of his voice when he'd spoken your name, his confessions, the way he'd looked at you like you were something sacred—something he couldn't let go of.
And then Aphrodite's words echoed in your mind, the memory hitting you like a wave crashing against the shore.
"And, of course, my son Eros sometimes takes things a little too far, but that's love for you."
Your throat felt tight as you forced yourself to remain composed, to ignore the way your pulse betrayed you. You inhaled through your nose, exhaled slowly. "You mean..." Your voice came out measured, restrained—because if you let your emotions get the best of you now, you weren't sure you'd stop. "...the love potion."
Eros winced, rubbing the back of his neck like a scolded child. "I mean… yeah. That." He clicked his tongue, shaking his head. "Though, to be fair, I wasn't the one who decided to meddle. That was all her." His lips curled—not quite a smirk, but not exactly a frown either. "But..." He rocked on his heels, tilting his head. "I won't pretend I didn't enjoy the outcome."
You exhaled sharply, crossing your arms over your chest. "Oh, well, that's just wonderful," you deadpanned, raising a brow. "I'm so glad my personal life has been a source of entertainment for the gods."
Eros pouted. An actual pout, his golden curls bouncing as he dramatically clasped his hands over his chest like you'd just mortally wounded him. "Come on," he whined, "don't be mad. I meant well."
Your expression remained unimpressed.
Sensing he wasn't winning you over, he sighed, rubbing his temples before launching into what you could only assume was meant to be a heartfelt explanation. "Look, princeling over there is a wreck. I mean really—have you heard his prayers? There's never-ending!" He rolled his eyes, floating backward lazily. "It's all oh, gods, what do I do, and oh, please, let her see me and if she looks at me like that one more time, I might combust where I stand! It's honestly pathetic."
Your lips parted, blinking in surprise. "He still... prays about me?"
Eros gasped, grinning as he pointed at you. "Ha! I knew that'd get your attention."
You scowled.
But the words stuck.
"Have you heard his prayers? They're never-ending."
The fact that Telemachus was still sending prayers about you to the gods was shocking enough. But knowing it wasn’t just passing thoughts or idle dreams—that he had sent his words beyond himself, had let his wants slip into the hands of the divine—and that Eros had listened…
Your fingers twitched.
"Listen, love," he continued, floating closer. "I wasn't trying to make things difficult for you two. I just thought, you know, maybe he needed a push. And maybe you did too. I mean, come on—you were both skirting around each other, it was exhausting just watching it."
"Why are you telling me this?"
Eros considered you for a moment before shrugging. "Because I like you," he said simply. "And you intrigue me. I don't really do apologies, but..." He met your gaze, something unreadable flickering in his golden eyes. "I suppose you deserve one."
You weren't sure what unsettled you more—the fact that Eros was apologizing at all, or the way he was looking at you now, the teasing edge of his usual demeanor dulled into something almost sincere.
You pursed your lips, trying—really trying—to hold onto your irritation, but something about the way Eros said it, the way he seemed so earnest in his own, frustrating, mischievous way... It made it difficult to hold onto your anger.
Eros, ever perceptive, caught the way your shoulders loosened slightly, the way your expression softened just enough to give him an opening.
His golden eyes brightened, and in the next second, he bounced toward you, wrapping his small arms around your own in an eager hug. His curls tickled your skin as he grinned up at you, his expression completely unapologetic. "So, we're good now, yeah?" He batted his lashes, flashing an innocent smile that you knew was anything but.
You sighed. "That's not how apologies work."
Eros only grinned wider. "But you forgive me, don't you?"
You glanced up at the sky as if seeking divine patience. "I—"
His eyes sparkled, squeezing your arm lightly. "Come onnnn, you like me, don't you?"
You groaned, head falling back. "Why are you like this?"
Eros laughed, and you weren't sure if it was at your expense or out of pure delight. Probably both.
Just as you were about to pry Eros off of you, a voice cut through the clearing. "They shouldn't take long. The markers were obvious enough—"
Both you and Eros snapped your heads toward the source, freezing as you found Telemachus standing at the edge of the trees. His words faltered mid-sentence, his expression hardening the moment his eyes landed on the cherubic deity still clinging to your arm. His jaw clenched, the muscle twitching as his sharp gaze darkened.
"Eros."
The name was spat like a curse, and in response, Eros only tilted his head, batting his lashes as if he hadn't a care in the world.
Telemachus took a step forward, his shoulders squared, his entire frame tensed with restrained irritation. "What are you doing here?" His voice was low, edged with barely-contained anger. "Haven't you caused enough trouble already?"
Eros gasped dramatically—though you didn't miss the mischievous glint in his golden eyes.
Instead of answering, the little god darted behind you, clutching your arm like a frightened child, burying his face into your sleeve with an exaggerated whimper. "Oh no, he's so scary," he whined, gripping onto you even tighter. "Save me! Protect me, divine one! Your princeling is going to tear me apart, and I—" He sniffled, rubbing at his eyes with a pout. "I'm so sorry! I have learned the error of my ways! My heart weeps with regret!"
Telemachus' nostrils flared. "Get off of her."
Eros clung tighter, his lower lip jutting out in a dramatic pout. "But she likes me, don't you, dearest?" He turned his wide, golden eyes up at you, feigning heartbreak. "Tell him! Tell him we've made amends and he has no reason to be such a grump!"
You opened your mouth, trying to find the right words before Telemachus actually exploded, but the prince had already taken another step forward, his glare sharpening.
Eros, sensing he was losing, peeked out from behind you and hummed, tilting his head. "You know, princeling," he mused, tapping his chin with a finger. "You're even more tense than last time. I really did a number on you, huh?" His smirk widened. "Or maybe it's just her—"
Before he could finish that thought, Telemachus' patience officially snapped.
He lunged forward.
With a delighted shriek, Eros ducked further behind you, using you as a shield as Telemachus lunged. You barely had time to react before instinct took over, your hands shooting out to press against Telemachus' chest, stopping him mid-motion. His muscles were coiled tight beneath your palms, tense with restrained frustration, his breath coming fast.
"Telemachus!" you scolded, your voice firm despite the ridiculousness of the situation. "Stop it!"
Eros peeked from behind your shoulder, his golden curls bouncing as he snickered. "Yes, princeling, do calm down. It's very unbecoming for a future king to lose his temper like this." His fingers dug into your sleeve in mock fear. "Honestly, you'd think I actually ruined his life instead of just giving it a little push in the right direction—"
"A little push?" Telemachus barked, his glare sharp enough to cut through steel. He sucked his teeth, rolling his shoulders as if physically restraining himself from grabbing the god. "You're lucky you look like a child, or else—”
Eros cut him off with a loud, exaggerated snort. "Child?" He scoffed, the word tasting like offense on his tongue. "Oh, dear princeling, I am no child."
Before you could blink, the air around Eros shimmered—a pinkish hue wrapping around him like silk before stretching, shifting, expanding.
His small frame elongated, limbs lengthening with an effortless grace, his cherubic softness melting into something far more refined. His golden curls remained, though they now framed a sharper, more angular face, one with high cheekbones and a jawline that could put even the most beautiful of mortals to shame. His boyish mischief evolved into something undeniably more alluring—his smirk teasing but dipped in a confidence that was far more dangerous than before.
Gone was the childlike god. In his place stood a man draped in effortless charm and divine beauty.
His toga had adjusted with his form, sitting in a way that was far too perfect to be accidental—one shoulder bare, revealing the cut of his muscles beneath smooth, sun-kissed skin. His golden bracers gleamed against the flickering light, and his wings—once small and delicate—were now grand and regal, their pearlescent feathers shimmering faintly as he stretched them lazily.
Eros rolled his shoulders as though shaking off the last remnants of his smaller form, flexing his fingers as he glanced between you and Telemachus. "See?" he purred, tilting his head. "The other form is far more practical. Easier to get things done when you look like something no one would outright hit."
Silence hung between you and Telemachus as the reality of what just happened settled in.
You swallowed hard, your fingers still resting against Telemachus' chest. He hadn't moved, his jaw set tight as he stared at Eros with narrowed eyes, his expression unreadable.
You weren't faring much better.
The impish boy who had once clung to your arm in false fear was now a man who looked as though he belonged carved into marble and worshipped at the feet of altars. His golden eyes burned with knowing mischief as he watched your reaction, and you hated the way your stomach twisted at the sight.
It was still Eros. That much was clear. The glint of trouble was ever-present, woven into the curve of his lips, the taunting gleam in his gaze. And yet, the shift was... jarring.
Telemachus exhaled through his nose, his fists still clenched at his sides. "Is this supposed to impress me?" he muttered, unimpressed.
Eros laughed, his voice richer now, carrying more weight. "Oh, princeling," he said smoothly, stepping closer. "You impress so easily. But no, this isn't for you—this is for her."
Then, with deliberate ease, he turned his gaze onto you, his golden eyes latching onto yours with something that made your pulse stutter.
"Tell me, divine one," he mused, his voice a lazy drawl. "Do you like this form better?"
You nearly choked on air.
Lips twitching in amusement, Eros leaned in closer, his golden eyes half-lidded with mischief. He tilted his head, voice dropping to a purr. "Oh, come now, muse. Don't be shy."
Before you could react, his fingers lifted—light, teasing—as he tilted your chin up, forcing your gaze to meet his. His touch was featherlight, deceptively soft, yet it held a quiet command, his thumb barely grazing your jaw. "I asked you a question," he mused, lids lowering further, his smirk curling. "Do you like what you see?"
Your breath hitched, heat creeping up your neck, but before you could so much as form a response—before you could decide whether to swat him away or stammer out some semblance of an answer—you were yanked backward.
A startled gasp left your lips as you stumbled, colliding with something solid and warm. Hands steadied you—broad, familiar hands—gripping your arms as your face met the firm expanse of a chest. Telemachus.
The prince moved you behind him, shielding you from the god’s reach. His body was tense, radiating barely contained ire, and when he spoke, his voice was low, edged with something dangerous. "Watch yourself, Eros."
Eros merely blinked at the sudden aggression before snorting, utterly unbothered. "And what if I don't?" he challenged, tilting his head in mock innocence. His wings fluttered once, lazily. "What exactly will you do about it, princeling?"
The space between them crackled with tension, an invisible pull that felt like the start of a storm, but before you could intervene—before you could even begin to think of a way to de-escalate—Eros suddenly faltered.
His smirk wavered for a fraction of a second.
Then, just as quickly, it was back, sharper than before, though this time his golden gaze flicked past Telemachus, as if sensing something beyond what mortal eyes could perceive. "Well," he exhaled, tipping his head to the side. "A pity. Seems my fun is being cut short."
You frowned, confused, but before you could ask what he meant, Eros grinned wide, as if to make a point of it, his voice singsong as he dramatically placed a hand over his heart. "Alas, duty calls. But don't worry, little muse—I'll be back soon." His gaze flickered to Telemachus, and his smirk deepened, teasing. "Maybe."
Telemachus scoffed, but before he could snap out a reply, Eros merely laughed. And with that, his body shimmered—light blooming around him in soft golden dust, his laughter echoing in the air as his form dissolved into nothingness.
The forest was silent again, save for the distant rush of the river.
Gone.
But even as he disappeared, the warmth of his presence lingered, the ghost of his touch still pressed against your chin, the weight of his words swirling in your mind.
"Tell me, divine one, do you like this form better?"
You exhaled sharply, shaking your head as if to physically dispel the thought. Ridiculous. Yet, your skin still prickled from where Eros had been, as if the god's very essence had left behind an imprint.
The silence between you and Telemachus stretched, filled only by the rustling of leaves and the distant rush of the river. The prince hadn’t moved much, his arms crossed tightly over his chest, his lips pursed in something dangerously close to a pout.
You cleared your throat, shifting awkwardly before murmuring, "I... I'm sorry."
That got his attention. His head snapped toward you, brows furrowing in confusion. "What?"
You swallowed, pressing your hands together. "About, um... about what happened. With the potion. With everything." You hesitated, your fingers curling slightly. "Technically... I was the reason it happened."
Telemachus' expression darkened slightly, but instead of looking at you, he exhaled through his nose and rubbed at his jaw. Then, with a shake of his head, he muttered, "It's not your fault."
"But—"
"It's not your fault, ____," he repeated, more firmly this time, glancing at you with something softer beneath his frustration. "You didn't ask for any of this. You didn't make the gods stick their noses into your life."
He sucked his teeth, arms tightening over his chest. "Besides, it's not like Eros is the only one making a mess of things," he grumbled, voice low and bitter. "Apollo keeps throwing gifts at you, Hermes keeps showing up, and even C—"
He cut himself off, snapping his mouth shut. A muscle in his jaw twitched.
You blinked, watching him carefully. His shoulders were tense, his fingers twitching slightly against his biceps. The tips of his ears had gone pink, and despite his attempt to seem unaffected, you could see the slight downturn of his mouth.
Your lips twitched.
Without fully thinking, you tilted your head and asked, voice light, "Telemachus... Forgive me for assuming, but are you perhaps... jealous?"
The reaction was instant.
Telemachus stiffened, his head jerking toward you as if you had just accused him of treason. "What? No! Why—why would you say that?"
You bit back a laugh, watching as his face rapidly flushed, his hands uncrossing just so he could gesture vaguely at the air, looking utterly and completely caught.
"You are jealous," you teased, voice turning almost sing-song, delighted by the rare sight of a flustered Telemachus.
He sputtered, jaw working as though trying to form a rebuttal but failing miserably. Instead, he turned abruptly, pretending to cough into his fist, his shoulders now unnaturally stiff.
"I just—" He coughed again, still not facing you. "I just think they—the gods—should mind their own business, that's all."
You hummed, stepping closer, your smile growing. "Mmm. Sure. Has nothing to do with Eros holding my chin, or Apollo's gifts, or Hermes—"
"Enough." He groaned, rubbing his forehead. "Enough."
You giggled, feeling an unfamiliar lightness in your chest. Telemachus scowled at you, but the redness on his face betrayed him entirely.
Telemachus let out a sharp huff, shaking his head as if trying to rid himself of the embarrassment clinging to him.
You watched, barely suppressing another laugh as he muttered something under his breath—words you couldn't quite catch but sounded suspiciously like not jealousy and reasonable. His hand raked through his curls in frustration, tugging at them slightly before he exhaled deeply, as if to steady himself.
"I'm going ahead," he finally grumbled, still avoiding your gaze. "Getting a fire started before the others arrive." And without another word, he turned on his heel, stalking away with stiff shoulders and hurried steps.
His voice was flat, forcibly neutral, but the way he turned—just a little too fast, his ears still tinged with color—told you everything.
You bit your lip, rocking back on your heels, watching him disappear between the trees. The warmth of amusement still lingered in your chest, but beneath it was something softer. Something... fond.
The mighty Prince of Ithaca, flustered beyond belief.
It was a sight you weren't sure you'd ever get used to.
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The firelight flickered in the distance, a warm glow against the encroaching darkness of the forest. The sun had long since dipped below the horizon, leaving behind a sky painted in deep indigos and violets, the first few stars beginning to peek through. The air had cooled, carrying with it the faint scent of pine and damp earth, mingling with the distant aroma of roasting meat from the camp.
You crouched near the water's edge, the soft gurgling of the river filling the quiet as you worked. The pond reflected the night sky like a fractured mirror, rippling softly each time you dipped a jug beneath the surface. The water was cool against your fingers, sending small shivers up your arms, but you welcomed it.
It was a distraction—a quiet task away from the sharp knives and the guttural sounds of fresh kills being prepared.
Not too long ago, the hunting party had returned, trailing in with triumphant grins, a few carrying their successful catches slung over their shoulders. Some had managed to track down a few more animals along the way—hares, fowl, even a decent-sized boar that had taken a group effort to bring down.
Telemachus and the others had immediately set to work, their practiced hands moving with efficiency as they prepared the night's feast. You had been quick to volunteer for water duty, taking any excuse to be away from the process of skinning and gutting.
It wasn't something you found disturbing exactly—you'd lived in Ithaca long enough to be used to such things—but if you could avoid watching it, you would.
Humming softly under your breath, you set aside the jug you had just filled and reached for another. The repetitive motion was soothing, keeping your mind pleasantly blank as you focused on the task. You counted the jugs lined up beside you—three full, two more to go. You were nearly done.
The gentle rhythm of the water, the distant crackling of the fire, and the occasional murmur of voices from the camp settled around you, peaceful in its own way. It was easy to lose yourself in the quiet work, the rest of the world slipping into the background for just a little while longer.
Just as you finished filling the fourth jug and reached for the last one, a strange movement in the water caught your eye. The gentle ripples along the pond's surface were shifting—spreading outward as though something unseen had disturbed them.
You stilled, your fingers tightening slightly around the jug as you scanned the darkened waters, trying to make sense of what you were seeing.
Then, just beyond the shimmer of reflected starlight, a pair of familiar dark, onyx-like eyes locked onto yours.
Your breath hitched.
The Askálion.
Shock jolted through you, and in your attempt to push back from the water's edge, your foot slipped against the slick river stones. You let out a sharp yelp as your balance gave way, arms flailing as you tumbled forward into the shallows.
Cold water soaked through your clothes instantly, and you barely managed to catch yourself with your hands, stopping just short of fully submerging. The front of your garments clung uncomfortably to your skin, the sudden chill sending a shiver up your spine.
Before you could even scramble upright, a blur of dark fur and glowing ember-like ears leaped toward you. A startled gasp turned into a breathless laugh as the fox-like creature landed right on top of you, paws pressing into your chest, its weight knocking you fully onto your back with a soft splash.
The Askálion let out a series of excited yips, tail wagging in long, sweeping motions as it circled you, the cool night air carrying the sound of its clear delight. You barely had a moment to register its playfulness before it nuzzled against your neck, making you squirm as laughter spilled from your lips, the sensation oddly ticklish.
Despite the warning Telemachus had given you earlier about its nature, it was hard—impossible—to associate the creature currently rolling against you with the ruthless predator he'd described. It was warm, its fur softer than you expected, and the way it nudged insistently at your hands reminded you of an overeager pup desperate for affection.
"You—you're not supposed to be this friendly," you managed between giggles, halfheartedly trying to push the Askálion off. "Didn't anyone ever tell you that?"
The creature merely let out a chuffing sound, unconcerned with your protests as it pressed its head under your chin, seemingly claiming you as its own.
And, gods help you, you let it.
Hearing the telltale crunch of approaching footsteps, you stiffened.
Your heart lurched into your throat, and without thinking, you quickly gathered the Askálion into your arms, cradling it against your chest. It let out a small, surprised yip but didn't struggle—just stared up at you with those gleaming onyx eyes, its damp fur pressing cool against your already-soaked clothes.
Panicked, you turned your back to the treeline, making sure whoever was coming wouldn’t immediately see the creature in your arms. "Shhh," you whispered urgently, running your fingers over the Askálion’s sleek fur in a desperate attempt to quiet it. The fox-thing merely panted up at you, its tail flicking lazily in what you could only describe as amusement.
The footsteps drew closer, and then—
"What's taking you so long?"
Telemachus.
You sucked in a breath, whipping your head up to see him standing just at the riverbank, his arms crossed and his brow furrowed. He wasn't impatient, but he was clearly puzzled, scanning you as you sat half-submerged in the shallows.
You swallowed thickly, trying to compose yourself. "The fox—" you hissed, voice just above a whisper. "It followed us."
Telemachus frowned, clearly not believing you. "What? No, it didn't."
You exhaled sharply through your nose, barely resisting the urge to roll your eyes. Of course, he wouldn't take your word for it. Fine. He wanted proof? You'd give him proof.
Gritting your teeth, you shifted slightly—just enough to tilt your body so he could see over your shoulder.
The Askálion's ears perked up, recognizing him instantly. Then, to your horror, it let out another delighted yip.
Telemachus froze.
His gaze flickered from you to the fox, then back to you again.
The Askálion, utterly unbothered, wriggled in your grasp before reaching up to paw at your hand, clearly demanding more scratches.
For a long, drawn-out second, neither you nor Telemachus spoke. The prince's jaw clenched, his nostrils flaring slightly as he stared.
Then, he sighed—long and slow, pressing his fingers to his temple. "Of course it did." He took a slow step closer, squinting down at the drenched creature curled contently in your arms. His jaw ticked as he exhaled, then, glancing up at you, he asked, "Where did it even come from?"
You swallowed, shaking your head. "I don't know. I was just filling the last jug when I saw the ripples, and then—" You glanced down at the Askálion, which blinked up at you before nuzzling into your chest, its tail flicking idly over your lap. "It was just... there."
Telemachus hummed, his expression unreadable as he crouched down, balancing on the balls of his feet. He kept a slight distance, eyes locked on the fox as though it might lunge at any second.
"They don't usually leave their dens," he murmured, tilting his head. "Not unless they're hunting or migrating to new territory."
Your eyes widened slightly. "So you think it'll... go back?" you asked, the words leaving you before you could think them through.
The Askálion’s ears twitched.
Telemachus caught the way you tightened your grip around the creature, how your fingers subtly curled into its thick fur. He sighed again, rubbing a hand over his face before resting his elbow on his knee.
"That's what it should do," he admitted. Then, leveling you with a look, he added, "But something tells me this one doesn't care much for what's 'supposed' to happen."
Before you could respond, the distant crunch of footsteps over leaves sent a jolt through your spine. Voices—familiar and loud—filtered through the trees.
Callias and Kieran.
Your eyes snapped to Telemachus at the same time his locked onto yours, a shared moment of wide-eyed panic passing between you.
"Come here," you hissed, beckoning him urgently.
Telemachus barely had time to react before Callias' voice rang out through the clearing. "Oi! How much longer are you two planning on taking? We're starving over here!"
Kieran grunted in agreement. "You should've been done ages ago. What's taking so—"
Both voices cut off abruptly.
From behind you, you could feel their gazes settle on the scene.
The pond was bathed in the soft glow of the rising moon, its silver reflection shimmering against the water's surface. Telemachus stood directly in front of you, waist-deep in the river, his figure outlined by the cool luminescence. From an outsider's perspective, it must have looked intimate—almost painfully so.
A prince and his Divine Liaison, standing chest to chest in the rippling water, faces close enough to share a breath.
Except, of course, for the small, dark-furred creature wedged comfortably between the two of you.
The Askálion sat smugly, tail curled around its body, looking completely unbothered as it rested its head against your collarbone.
A thick silence stretched between all of you.
Then—
"Ohhh," Callias practically purred, dragging out the sound as if savoring it.
Kieran barely had time to blink before Callias shoved him backward, hissing under his breath, "We are absolutely interrupting something."
Kieran, not one to miss out on an opportunity for chaos, still managed to call over his shoulder, "Sorry for the interruption, lovebirds!"
The two of them barely dodged the splash of water that Telemachus sent their way, their laughter trailing off as they disappeared back into the trees.
Silence settled once more, save for the soft lapping of the water against your legs. You exhaled shakily, glancing at Telemachus. He still looked vaguely exasperated, his hand resting on his hip as he shook his head.
After a few more moments, you hesitated, then whispered, "Are they gone?"
Telemachus sighed, rubbing his temple. "Unfortunately, yes."
You let out a breath of relief, shifting the large animal in your arms. Your hold was starting to falter, the weight of the Askálion beginning to strain your muscles. Its thick fur, now damp, made it heavier than you anticipated, and you struggled to readjust your grip.
Seeing your struggle, Telemachus took a small step forward, reaching out instinctively. "Here, let me hel—"
A low, warning growl rumbled against your chest.
You both froze.
The Askálion's ears flattened slightly, sharp eyes locking onto Telemachus. Though its body remained relaxed in your hold, its tail twitched, and its lips curled ever so slightly, baring sharp teeth in a silent warning.
Telemachus slowly straightened, his eyes narrowing. The growl ceased immediately. The creature's ears perked up once more, its expression shifting into something far too smug for a wild animal. Its tongue lolled lazily out of its mouth, as if it hadn't just threatened a prince of Ithaca.
You swallowed thickly, looking from Telemachus to the fox and back again.
Telemachus arched a brow at you, then let out a dry chuckle. "Looks like you've got a new pet."
You let out a groan, tipping your head back dramatically before sighing in reluctant acceptance. "Great. Just great." Looking down at the fox nestled against your chest, you muttered, "I'm convinced Apollo has something to do with this." It made too much sense—the god had been relentless lately with his gifts, and now, an unnaturally docile, potentially mythical creature had decided to follow you around.
Of course, it had to be divine intervention.
Shaking your head, you finally stepped out of the water, wincing slightly as your damp clothes clung to your skin. The cool night air bit at your arms, but you ignored it, more focused on lowering the fox gently onto the ground.
As soon as its paws hit the earth, the Askálion gave an exaggerated shake, sending water droplets flying everywhere. You lifted your hands to shield yourself, barely suppressing a laugh as it gave one last dramatic shake, fluffing out its thick black fur. Then, with a pleased huff, it trotted up beside you and sat at your feet, its tail curling neatly around its paws.
Telemachus, who had just wrung some of the water from his own tunic, flicked a glance at the creature before leveling you with an unimpressed look. "Oh yeah, wholly normal behavior."
You huffed, crossing your arms. "Don't look at me like that. I didn't ask for this."
The fox let out a soft yip, tilting its head at you before pushing its nose against your leg. You sighed again, bringing a hand down to scratch between its ears. "Looks like I don't have a choice now, anyway."
Telemachus ran a hand through his damp curls, shaking his head with a small, knowing smirk. "You really don't."
You groaned, rubbing the bridge of your nose as the weight of your predicament settled fully onto your shoulders. "How in Hades' name am I supposed to hide it at the palace?" You gestured vaguely at the fox, which merely blinked up at you, utterly unbothered. "I mean, even if I tried leaving it behind, it'd probably just follow me there."
Telemachus hummed thoughtfully, stepping over to the jugs you had filled earlier. With an ease that had you both impressed and mildly annoyed, he hoisted four of them at once, carrying them as though they weighed nothing at all. "Well, you are the Divine Liaison now," he mused, glancing at you with a teasing lilt to his voice. "I'm sure my parents won't mind too much."
You spluttered, staring at him wide-eyed. "Weren't you the one going on about how dangerous it is?" You gestured at the fox, which was now happily trotting in circles around your feet, as if mocking your plight.
Telemachus only shrugged, an infuriatingly relaxed smile tugging at his lips. "As long as it does no harm to you, then it doesn't matter." He adjusted his grip on the jugs before nodding toward the direction of the camp. "Come on, grab the last one. We should head back before Callias and Kieran assume we drowned."
You opened your mouth, ready to argue, to remind him how ridiculous this entire situation was, but then you stopped. What was the point? The fox had already chosen you, and if divine intervention was at play, you doubted you had much of a say in the matter.
Letting out a long, weary sigh, you ran a hand down your face before looking down at the creature sitting so proudly at your feet. "Fine," you muttered, more to yourself than anyone else as you went to grab the last jug. "Guess I have a new shadow."
The Askálion yipped in delight, and as Telemachus chuckled beside you, you begrudgingly followed him back toward camp—your newest, unexpected companion padding faithfully at your side.
also, i've been blessed with more fanart, hehehe
from @Xyxxeviya works (@alucardswifeyy on tumblr)
AHHH IDKY BUT THIS HAS TO BE MY FAV 😩❤️ ⬇️
here's fvckcare (idk but i feel like i shouldnt be looking 😭 like ahhh, yall not me being shy over a drawing)
EKKK ANd I GOT ANOTHER FANART SUBMISSION from iconic-idiot-con----(this is exactly how i imagined the fox! cute but with a lethal rbf, my spirit animal fr)
YESS YESSSS YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS I swear fanart just does something to me as a writer, it's like i'm seeing the way my words being brought to life just---ACCKKK my heart ❤️😩😩😩😩 the way imma (selfishly) need this for the rest of my life, i cant go back 😔❤️
Notes:
A/N : listen, i swear i want them to bang—i mean, kiss—just as much as everyone else, but alas, everything is already written in stone, and i'm just editing and posting. 😭 this is my first attempt at slow burn, and i don't wanna throw away my discipline by indulging in fan service too soon like i usually do with my fics/one-shots. hope y'all understand. also!! since i'm new to the whole fanart thing, if anyone wants to send some my way, you can email me at [email protected] (??!?!?! i can't believe i can actually say that now lmao). oh—and before i go, i heard y'all's pleas and couldn't help myself—so yeah, the fox is staying. 😌 i'm a sucker for canines, can you blame me?? my favorite pokémon is literally vulpix. i even have a fox!reader fic somewhere, so really, this was inevitable. 🦊😂 see you all next update! 💕
(godly things)
various!epic x fem!reader@winxanity_ii
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ᴠᴏᴛᴇ 💛 / ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴇɴᴛ💜 / ѕнᴀʀᴇ 💙━━━━━━
Chapter 44: 33 ┃ 𝐨𝐟 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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The sound of waves lapping against the shore filled your ears, the gentle hush of the tide a soothing presence as you walked along Ithaca's coastline.
The moon hung high above, casting silver light over the sand, making it shimmer like crushed pearls beneath your feet. The salt air kissed your skin, the scent of the sea rich and familiar, and for the first time in what felt like forever, everything was peaceful.
You crouched, fingers reaching toward the damp sand as a small shell caught your eye—smooth and iridescent, reflecting the moonlight in swirls of blue and violet. But as soon as your fingers brushed against it, a shift in the air made you pause.
A creeping cold curled around your ankles.
Your breath hitched as you slowly straightened, your heart beginning to hammer in your chest. The once-pristine beach was vanishing, the shoreline swallowed by thick, rolling mist. It slithered forward in tendrils, swirling around your legs like something alive.
You turned sharply, expecting to see the cliffs of Ithaca, the familiar outline of home in the distance.
But there was nothing.
The sand beneath your feet darkened, the grains turning ashen, and the soft hum of the ocean was replaced by something else entirely—a distant, distorted murmur. Whispers.
The mist thickened.
The night sky flickered.
And in a blink, the world was gone.
When you opened your eyes again, you were no longer on the shore.
You knew where you were immediately.
The Underworld.
The air felt heavier, the scent of saltwater replaced by something faintly metallic—iron and dust. The atmosphere was thick, oppressive, as though the very air was weighted with something unseen. The pale glow of the Asphodel Fields stretched endlessly before you, an expanse of mist and drifting souls moving with aimless steps.
A chill crawled up your spine, but you didn't move right away, your breath still catching in your throat as your mind scrambled to process how you got here.
You turned in place, the landscape an eerie reflection of what you remembered from your last visit. It had been so long since you had stood in this realm, so long since you'd walked among the restless dead. You had hoped, foolishly, that you'd never have to return.
And yet, here you were.
For a moment, you hesitated, confused. Had you been brought here physically? No, this wasn't like last time. You felt... lighter, untethered in a way that made you certain this was a dream. Or at the very least, something close to one.
The gods, you thought with an exhale, rubbing your temple. Of course. This wouldn't be the first time Olympus had twisted my dreams into something more.
But why now?
Your gaze swept across the misty expanse before you, searching for something—anything—that would explain why you were here.
You let out a sharp groan, frustration bubbling in your chest as you kicked at the now darkened sands beneath your feet. The once-clear ocean that had stretched so invitingly before you was gone—twisted into something foreign, something wrong. The water, once shimmering with moonlight's silver touch, had blackened, dark as ink, rolling forward in sluggish waves that bled into the grainy shore before retreating just as slowly. Each pull of the tide left behind something unnatural—wisps of shadow curling at the edges, dissipating like smoke before being swallowed back into the abyss.
You swallowed hard, a heavy sense of foreboding sinking into your gut. This wasn't just a dream. It was something else entirely.
Muttering a curse, you turned, deciding to walk—somewhere, anywhere—to make sense of what was happening. But the moment you pivoted, your body locked in place, a strangled yelp slipping from your throat.
A figure stood just a few feet away, silent, unmoving.
Your breath caught, heart hammering violently against your ribs as your vision adjusted to the eerie glow of the Asphodel Fields.
Cleo.
The mist curled around her ankles, licking at the edges of her tattered white dress, its hem blackened and dirtied, the fabric clinging to her form as if damp.
And her face—gods, her face.
Pale. Hollow. Blank.
Her blonde locks, once golden and full of life, now hung limp, darkened as if soaked through, strands clinging to her cheeks, plastered against her forehead. Her green eyes, always so sharp, so alive, were vacant. Empty.
But they were locked onto you.
A slow, creeping sensation coiled through your gut, wrapping around your ribs like a vice as you stood frozen in place, staring into Cleo's hollow eyes. It was an unbearable, suffocating sort of stillness, as if the very air between you had thickened, pressing against your lungs and making each breath feel labored. Your hands curled into trembling fists at your sides, but not just out of fear.
It was something else.
A different kind of unease slithered through you, dredging up memories you had long since tried to bury.
"It's supposed to be you reduced to nothing! But instead, gods themselves bend over backwards to change your fate."
The words from your last encounter with her had burned themselves into your mind, branding you with their venom. You could still hear the raw anger in her voice, see the twisted rage in her face. You weren't sure if those words had been truly hers—the girl you had once known—or if they were merely the desperate cries of something bitter and lost, twisted into a warped reflection of who she used to be.
But now, as she stood there, her face unreadable, those doubts crawled over you like a sickness.
And then, she spoke.
Softly. Gently. The way she had so many times before.
"____," she murmured, tilting her head slightly. There was something almost wistful in her expression, something achingly familiar. And then, a soft smile. A sad, knowing smile. "I always knew you'd make the gods jealous one day."
Your breath hitched.
The words—ones she had spoken so long ago in the living world—rang in your ears, wrapped in something that felt almost like warmth. Almost. But the tremor in your hands remained, the warning bells in your head still screaming at you not to let your guard down.
Slowly, she stepped forward.
It was unhurried, her bare feet gliding over the mist-drenched ground like she was part of the Underworld itself, woven into its fabric. She moved with a grace that was almost hypnotic, and yet, the closer she came, the heavier the air around you felt—like it was thickening, pressing in on your chest, making it harder to move.
Your lips parted, but every thought you had seemed to unravel into nothing. Everything you had wanted to say, all the questions, all the buried feelings—it all slipped away, leaving you with only a single, trembling whisper.
"...Cleo."
The moment her name left your lips, her smile changed.
The warmth, the softness—it curdled.
Her lips twisted, pulling tight, her teeth barely flashing beneath the strained expression. Her green eyes darkened, her features sharpening with something bitter, something crawling with resentment.
A cold dread slithered down your spine as her gaze burned into you. When she spoke again, her voice was low, trembling—not with sorrow, but with something raw, something fraying at the edges.
"Do you even realize," she whispered, her tone poisoned with something ugly, "how easy it all comes to you?"
Your stomach lurched.
Her head tilted further, her expression darkening. "How every damn thing you touch becomes yours? How you stumble into luck without even trying?" Her voice was gaining momentum now, a quiet fury boiling beneath her words. "I tried for years, ____." Her lips curled, her fingers twitching as if barely restraining something. "Years. I tried to take, to reach for something better, and do you know what I got for it?"
A shiver crawled up your arms, but you couldn't move, couldn't tear your eyes from her as she took another step forward.
"Nothing," she spat, the word sharp, cutting. "And yet, you—you just exist, and the gods themselves fall at your feet."
Your throat tightened. "Cleo, that's not—"
She laughed. A sharp, hollow thing. "What? Not true?" she mocked, voice dripping with venom. "Not fair?"
Her fingers twitched at her sides, curling into fists, her nails digging into her skin. Her breath hitched, and for a brief moment, she almost looked in pain, as if even she wasn't sure how much of this was fury and how much of it was grief. But then her eyes snapped back to you, cold and seething.
"Even here, in death, I can't escape you."
The words made your stomach drop.
Her voice was shaking now, her whole form trembling, but she pressed forward, her steps uneven, unsteady—like the weight of everything she carried was pulling her down.
"Even in death, the souls here whisper your name. They moan for your voice, your presence." Her expression twisted, a sharp, brittle grin forming on her lips. "Even here, you haunt me."
Your breath came short, uneven, the weight of her words pressing into your chest like a blade.
Cleo's green eyes bore into you, wild and sharp, her breath ragged. "It's always you," she hissed, her voice breaking. "It always has been."
And as you stared into her eyes, you finally accepted... this wasn't Cleo.
Not the Cleo you'd known.
Not the girl who had once laughed beside you, her voice a secret melody under Ithaca's torchlight, who had looped her arm through yours and whispered of mischief and dreams, who had promised, with all the reckless certainty of youth, that you would always have each other.
No.
That girl was long gone.
What stood before you was something hollowed-out, a twisted shadow of the warmth she once carried.
And yet—you couldn't move.
You couldn't step back, couldn't raise your hands to shield yourself, couldn't even force yourself to speak.
Because, deep down, a small voice in the back of your mind whispered a terrifying thought.
Maybe she's right.
Maybe she had been trying all her life. Maybe she had fought tooth and nail, had reached and clawed and bled for things that had never once reached back for her. And maybe you had merely existed and been handed everything.
Maybe the gods truly had bent the world to make room for you.
Your breath came shallow, your heart hammering, your pulse a violent rhythm against the silence pressing around you. You saw the glint in her eyes shift, something sharp flickering beneath the anguish, something cruel curling at the edges of her mouth.
And then, before you could react, her hands snapped up.
Ice-cold fingers wrapped around your throat.
Your body seized, a strangled gasp slipping past your lips as she leaned in, her breath frigid against your ear.
"You've always been so lucky, haven't you?" she whispered, her voice barely above a breath. "Tell me, divine liaison... how much luck do you think you have left?"
Then... darkness.
The world ripped away, and you shot up with a sharp, gasping breath, your chest heaving, your skin damp with sweat.
"____!"
A firm grip on your shoulder.
Your mind reeled, still caught between two worlds, but your body flinched before you could process it, instinct screaming at you to move.
"Hey—hey, it's me."
Telemachus.
You blinked rapidly, trying to clear your vision, but the edges of the dream clung to you like thick fog, thick and heavy, curling around your thoughts like unseen fingers. Your breath came fast and uneven, your pulse a frantic rhythm hammering against your ribs.
Your body trembled as you turned your head toward Telemachus, his face sharpening in focus. He was crouched beside you, close enough that his warmth cut through the chill still clinging to your skin. His brows were drawn tight, concern etched into every line of his face.
"Hey," his voice was low, steady, a tether to pull you back. His hand was firm on your shoulder, grounding you, his grip hesitant but present. "Are you alright?"
"I—" You cut yourself off, blinking hard, forcing yourself to focus on him.
Telemachus frowned, his grip tightening just slightly before loosening again, as if he didn't want to startle you further. His eyes searched your face, his jaw clenching like he was trying to decide if he should push for an answer.
"You were gasping," he said after a beat, his voice gentler now, the tension in his shoulders never quite fading. "Like you couldn't breathe."
You let out a slow breath, rubbing a hand down your face, still shaking off the lingering weight of sleep.
It felt too real.
The scent of damp ash, the way the mist curled through the air, the sickly familiar voice wrapping around you like ivy. It's supposed to be you. It's always been you.
Your throat tightened, still feeling the ghost of Cleo's grip around your throat.
Morning light filtered through the canopy above, dappling the forest floor with soft patches of gold. The warmth of it should have been comforting, grounding—but your skin still felt cold, as if the shadows of the Underworld hadn't quite let go of you. The scent of damp earth and charred meat from last night's fire still lingered, mixing with the distant trickle of the river and the rustling leaves shifting with the breeze.
Reality.
Slowly, everything finally began to slot back into place. The hunt. The camp. The Asphodel Field. Cleo—
Before you could even think—before you could even open your mouth—a sharp yip pierced the air.
Then suddenly—oof!
Something barreled into you, knocking you straight onto your back with a breathless gasp. The weight wasn't crushing, but it was solid, warm, and unmistakably furry. The moment your back hit the ground, a rough tongue began enthusiastically swiping across your chin, your cheek—anywhere it could reach.
The Askálion.
The massive fox-like creature squirmed happily over you, its silky black fur damp with morning dew, its paws pressing into your chest as it let out another delighted yip before nosing against your jaw.
You let out a startled laugh, half breathless from the impact, half in sheer disbelief. "Alright, alright—I get it!" You reached up, gently pushing its head away, though the creature only huffed, wagging its thick, fiery-orange tail behind it.
Oh. Right.
This.
Your head thudded back against the ground as you exhaled heavily, your body still catching up with the whirlwind of waking up and being tackled. The reality of your situation—the reality of this thing—settled back into your mind.
The Askálion was still here. Still yours.
The past evening replayed itself in your head:
After you and Telemachus returned to camp, jugs of water in tow, the beast had trotted right behind the two of you, completely unbothered by the small army of men and weapons that awaited in the clearing.
The reaction had been...predictable.
A great deal of the hunting party screamed.
A few scrambled to grab their spears.
One of the Bronteans actually tried climbing a tree.
And all the while, the Askálion had merely tilted its head, ears flicking as though mildly interested in their fear but otherwise entirely unbothered.
It had only stayed beside you.
Always near you, always within arm's reach, its large dark eyes flicking toward Telemachus every now and then—as if keeping tabs on the prince—but otherwise remaining close to your side.
Eventually, with Telemachus' help (and more convincing than you cared to admit), the hunting party had finally settled. Begrudgingly. Warily.
And now?
Now, it seemed as though the Askálion had fully decided that you were its person.
Great.
A hand suddenly appeared before you, and you blinked up to find Telemachus standing over you, shaking his head, clearly amused.
"You alright?"
You huffed, reaching up to take his hand. "No thanks to you," you muttered. "You could've warned me."
"I could have," he agreed as he effortlessly pulled you to your feet, his hand warm around yours. "But that was much more fun to watch."
You shot him a glare, but he only smirked before moving behind you. You stilled slightly as you felt his hands sweep over your back, dusting off the dirt and bits of leaves from your dress with easy, practiced motions.
"You were the last one still sleeping," Telemachus added, his voice almost teasing. "Thought you were supposed to be a light sleeper."
You groaned. "Apparently not after that dream."
At that, Telemachus hesitated. But before he could ask, a voice cut through the morning air.
"Hurry it up, lovebirds!"
You turned just in time to see Callias grinning at the two of you from where the rest of the hunting party was already gathering their supplies. Some were checking weapons, others rolling up their makeshift bedding, and a few were already starting to move.
You blinked.
Oh.
You hadn't even noticed, but despite sleeping on the hard forest floor like the rest of them, Telemachus, Callias, and the others had pooled their cloaks together last night—just for you. They had bundled them into a pseudo-bed, despite your protests that you could sleep like everyone else.
You hadn't even realized you'd actually slept that well.
Maybe... too well.
And now the entire camp was up and moving, while you were still standing here, shaking off the last remnants of Cleo's voice.
Telemachus hummed, stepping past you to grab the remaining gear. "We should get going before Callias starts talking more."
You nodded slowly, taking a steadying breath as the Askálion circled your legs before plopping itself at your side.
Right.
Time to move.
You sighed, already accepting your fate—and the fact that this creature wasn't leaving anytime soon.
.☆.
.✩.
.☆.
By the time the hunting party returned to the palace, the midday sun had settled high in the sky, casting warm golden light over the stone walls of Ithaca's stronghold. The moment you crossed through the main gates, a familiar figure stood waiting, her posture poised yet unmistakably rigid with impatience.
Penelope.
The second her eyes landed on you, she let out a sharp breath, one hand braced against her hip while the other held her ever-present fan.
"There you are," she huffed, her tone teetering somewhere between exasperation and relief. "Off you go without a word, and now you waltz back covered in the dust of the wilds?" She clicked her tongue, shaking her head before fixing you with a pointed look. "You know, dear, I had planned to spend time with you before you vanished into the woods."
You winced. "My queen, I—"
"Oh, don't worry," she cut in, waving her fan dismissively. "You'll make it up to me. First, we'll take a stroll in the gardens. Then, lunch will be—"
Before she could go on, Telemachus smoothly stepped in, placing a careful hand on his mother's shoulder. "She's barely had a moment to breathe, Mother. At least let her freshen up before you interrogate her."
Penelope narrowed her eyes at her son, clearly unconvinced but eventually sighing. "Fine. Fine. Fine. But don't take too long, dear," she said, directing the words back at you before allowing Telemachus to guide her away, distracting her with idle conversation about the hunt.
You released a breath you hadn't realized you were holding. That was... close.
From behind you, Callias leaned in with a smirk, Kieran at his side. "We'll cover you. Get your friend inside."
With their help, you managed to slip away unnoticed, hurrying through the palace halls with the Askálion trotting close behind. The beast was shockingly silent for its size, its padded paws making almost no sound against the marble floors.
By the time you reached your chambers, you wasted no time slipping inside, pushing the heavy door shut with a quiet click before exhaling deeply.
The Askálion let out a soft whuff and promptly flopped onto your rug, thoroughly unimpressed by all the sneaking around.
You shook your head, moving to fetch water to clean the dust and dirt from both yourself and your new companion.
.☆.
.✩.
.☆.
Kneeling beside your bed, a damp breeze ghosted over your shoulders, a worn dress in hand as you carefully dried the Askálion's thick fur.
Your own hair, still damp from your bath, clung to the back of your neck. You had taken the time to wash off the dust and sweat from your day in the wild, scrubbing away the remnants of the hunt beneath the warm water of your makeshift bath—a large cauldron set in the corner of your room, filled earlier by a few unsuspecting servants. Fortunately, no one had questioned why you needed so much water.
The Askálion, however, had been more difficult. It had taken quite a bit of coaxing (and not a small amount of spilled water) to convince the beast to tolerate being cleaned. But now, lying sprawled on your rug , with its large head resting on its paws, it seemed far more comfortable, letting you work in peace.
As you absentmindedly ran the drying cloth over its legs, you lifted one of its back paws—only to pause, blinking.
"Oh," you muttered.
Your eyes flicked over the large beast sprawled across your rug, then back to what you were seeing—what you hadn't seen before.
"You're a girl?" you murmured, blinking at it—well, her—in surprise.
The Askálion huffed out a slow breath, rolling onto her side as if this fact should have been obvious.
You stared for a second longer before shaking your head with a small, incredulous chuckle. "Huh. I guess I just assumed—" You gestured vaguely, feeling a bit ridiculous. "Creatures like you, the ones in old stories, the ones with power... they're always described as he, aren't they?"
The Askálion stretched lazily, utterly unbothered by your realization.
You huffed, giving her front leg an absent scratch, half amused, half thoughtful. "You could've corrected me, you know," you murmured, resuming your work. "Well, that makes this easier. Now I just have to figure out what to call you. Something fitting."
As you worked, you absentmindedly started listing off names. "Hmmm. Maybe something grand. Like a goddess. What about... Hemera?"
The Askálion blinked once before letting out a loud sneeze.
You wrinkled your nose. "Okay. No on Hemera."
"Selene?"
Another sneeze.
You huffed. "Uh... Gaia?"
A low, unimpressed whuff.
You rolled your eyes but couldn't help the amused smile pulling at your lips. "Alright, fine. You're picky."
The beast let out a slow blink, then nuzzled into your leg, completely unbothered by your exasperation.
"Asteria?" you offered, running the cloth over her front paws.
A snort.
You groaned dramatically, rubbing your temples. "At this rate, I might as well call you Dirt with how many times you've ended up covered in it."
The Askálion flicked her tail in what might've been amusement,
Still smiling to yourself, you moved on to drying her last paw, humming softly as you wrung out the fabric. "How about... Lady?"
You lifted your gaze to meet hers, half-expecting another dismissal, but instead the Askálion was perked up, her head tilted.
You grinned, sitting up straighter. "You're always by my side, so proper despite being called a 'beast'," you mused. "It suits you, doesn't it?"
As if in response, Lady gently placed one of her large paws against your leg, her tongue lolling as she let out a soft, approving chuff.
You let out a small laugh. "Lady it is."
Just as the words left your lips, a sharp knock at the door sent a jolt through you.
Lady's ears perked up instantly, her body tensing as her gaze locked onto the door, a low, warning rumble vibrating deep in her throat.
Your eyes widened in panic, and you fumbled to cover her snout with both hands, pressing your fingers against the velvety fur of her muzzle. "Shh, shh, Lady," you whispered urgently, feeling the vibration of her growl beneath your palms. The last thing you needed was for someone to hear a beast lying in wait inside your room.
Lady's golden eyes flicked up to yours, assessing, before she let out a quiet huff and—thankfully—settled back down, though the tension in her body remained.
Exhaling in relief, you quickly dusted yourself off and rushed to the door, pressing yourself against it as you cracked it open just enough to peek through. The hallway lanterns cast a warm glow against polished stone, illuminating the broad frame of the man standing before you.
Telemachus.
Freshly bathed, his dark curls were still damp, and the scent of soap and crisp linen clung to him. He'd changed into a fresh tunic, the fabric loose and comfortably draped over his frame, the sleeves pushed up to his elbows. In one arm, he carried a bundle of cloth, its contents unknown, and in his free hand, he rested his knuckles lightly against the doorframe as he peered down at you.
The moment he took in the way you were practically wedged in the doorway—your body still hidden behind the frame, only your head poking out—his brows lifted slightly before amusement settled over his features.
Telemachus blinked once, then slowly shook his head, a lopsided smile pulling at his lips. Without missing a beat, he bent slightly to your height, making a dramatic show of looking both ways down the hall before leaning in close.
"You're so discreet," he stage-whispered, his voice dripping with teasing, as if you were the worst spy to ever walk the halls of Ithaca.
You rolled your eyes, but despite yourself, your lips twitched upward. "I'd be more open if I didn't have my hands full," you muttered, letting out a soft snort. "Lady is proving to be a bit of a handful in the short time I've had her."
Telemachus' smirk grew, the corner of his mouth twitching as he straightened. "Lady?" he repeated, amusement thick in his tone. "Her?"
You opened your mouth to respond, already preparing for the inevitable teasing, but before you could get a single word out, you felt a sudden tug at the bottom of your skirt. Startled, you turned your head back inside just in time to see Lady settle back down on her haunches, golden eyes staring at you with an unmistakable look of reproach. She huffed—a dramatic, drawn-out exhale that made her fluffy chest rise and fall.
You sighed, whispering a quick, "Sorry, I'll be quick," before stepping out of the doorway and squeezing through the narrow gap. You barely had time to slip past before shutting the door firmly behind you.
The moment the latch clicked into place, you heard a low whine from the other side, followed by the soft thump-thump of paws against wood. Then came a series of pitiful yelps, insistent but not frantic, as Lady clearly voiced her displeasure. You groaned quietly, closing your eyes for a second before shaking your head.
"Gods help me," you muttered under your breath, finally turning to face Telemachus. He had stepped back, giving you space, but his gaze lingered on the door, his expression unreadable.
For a brief moment, his face was distant, as if his thoughts were elsewhere—studying the closed door with a quiet, faraway look. But the moment he caught your eyes, the guarded edge smoothed out, replaced by something far more familiar.
His lips quirked into a teasing smile. "Seems like your hands have been very full."
You let out a soft huff, shaking your head with a small smile. "As if the gods haven't kept me busy enough," you muttered, rolling your eyes playfully.
Telemachus chuckled, shifting the bundle in his arms. "They do have a habit of making your life interesting."
You sighed, running a hand through your slightly damp hair before leaning back against the door. "I figured out she was a girl when I was drying her off," you admitted, glancing briefly toward the closed door where Lady had fallen eerily silent. "And I named her... Lady."
At that, Telemachus blinked, his lips twitching in amusement again. "Lady?"
You shrugged, tilting your chin up slightly as if bracing for more teasing. "She follows me everywhere, she's ridiculously proper despite being a so-called beast, and she's stubborn when she wants to be. The name suits her."
As if on cue, a faint, grumbling sound came from behind the door, a scratch of claws lightly dragging against the wood. You stifled a chuckle, subconsciously shifting your weight toward the door, listening as Lady let out an exaggerated huff before scratching once more—this time softer, almost as if to remind you that she was still waiting.
Telemachus watched you, his gaze softening. He didn't say anything right away, just studied you for a moment, the small, quiet smile on his face almost unreadable. It made something flicker in your chest—warm, familiar, and unspoken.
Shaking the thought away, you straightened and cleared your throat. "Are you here to watch over her while I go to the queen?" you asked, suddenly remembering why you had shut yourself away in your room in the first place. "Because I was supposed to see her right away, but then there was sneaking her in, and she was covered in mud, and then she tried shaking water all over my room like a wild thing, so I had to—"
Telemachus gently cut you off, scratching his chin as if carefully choosing his next words. "Not exactly," he murmured.
Your brows furrowed. "Not exactly?"
He let out a small breath before shifting the bundle in his arms, adjusting his stance. "Well the Askál...I mean Lady—" he corrected himself with a small smirk, "—in the very short time you've had her, has made it quite clear that she wants to stay near you." His tone was light, but there was an underlying amusement there. "And, uh... she doesn't seem to do too well with being separated from you."
You blinked, caught off guard by that. "What do you mean—?"
Telemachus gave you a pointed look before unraveling the bundle in his hands. A clean, white sheet unfolded between you, and you stared at it blankly before flicking your gaze back to him.
"What... is this?"
He exhaled through his nose, almost sheepishly, before looking back at you with a small, hesitant smile. "I may have... told my parents that you were followed by a mythical animal."
Your heart nearly stopped. "You what?"
Your mind immediately flashed back to the hunting party's reactions—the way half of them had nearly fled when Lady first trotted into camp behind you and Telemachus, the way it had taken a solid hour to convince them that she wasn't a threat, that she wasn't about to tear into them like some beast from the depths of Tartarus.
A fresh wave of panic crept up your spine. "Telemachus!" you hissed, gripping his arm like you could physically shake the words back into his mouth. "Why would you tell them that?"
He laughed softly, clearly expecting your reaction. "Relax," he said, prying your hand off him with ease. "I didn't tell them exactly what she is. And those from the hunting party swore not to say a word about it, so nothing's going to come back to bite you."
You let out a long breath, the tension in your shoulders easing slightly—but not completely.
Still... gods.
You rubbed a hand down your face before shaking your head. "So what now, then?" you asked warily, eyes flicking back to the white sheet he still held.
Telemachus hesitated. Then, with a slow, almost too easy smile—one that instantly put you on edge—he said, "Uh, also, my mother wants to see her. She... might be a little excited."
You stared at him, waiting for the punchline. But when he continued to just look at you—patient, almost amused—you felt something cold trickle down your spine.
Your expression deadpanned. "What?"
Notes:
A/N : first off, i am so sorry for ghosting y'all for a bit—i swear i wasn't abandoning the fic! life has been slamming me left and right with school/work, and on top of that, i've been going through a bit of a mini-episode. i kept writing and deleting, second-guessing everything, and honestly, just feeling anxious and out of it. but today, i told myself, enough—i needed to break out of this rut and post something. so if this chapter feels a little lackluster, i apologize, but i'm hyping myself up that i got this! seeing all the support has been genuinely making me so excited to write the rest, so i'm clinging onto this motivation while it lasts!! that being said, i do have one more thing to address—i'll be putting KNE (Know No Evil) on hold for now. i'm just not in an MHA mood, and i don't want to force myself to write something i know i won't be happy with. if i push through when i'm not feeling it, i'll just end up forgetting plot points or making something i regret later. so rather than half-assing it, i'm gonna let it sit until inspiration strikes again. hope y'all understand!! also!! fanart update—i've been getting so much, and y'all are seriously amazing. i need to gather everything from all the places i've been receiving them, but i'll upload them soon!! if you wanna send more, you can always send them to my tumblr or email ([email protected]). seeing all the art has actually been getting me back into my old hobby—coloring lol, so thanks for that!! okay okay, i'm off to edit the next chapter—love y'all, see you soon ❤️❤️💕
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Chapter 45: 34 ┃ 𝐝𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐭
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You walked beside Telemachus, your steps careful, your voice barely above a whisper as you glanced down at the large lump of fabric moving beside you. "Lady, act right," you murmured, shifting the bundle slightly with your hand as you tried to keep her from straying too far. "We're almost there."
The Askálion let out a small grunt from beneath the sheet, clearly unimpressed with your request. Her paws shuffled against the stone floor, and before you could react, her large frame tangled itself in the oversized cloth, causing her to trip with a muffled thump.
You sighed, closing your eyes briefly. "Gods help me..."
Telemachus bit back a chuckle, his shoulders shaking slightly as he helped steady the covered beast. "I told you this wouldn't be subtle," he muttered under his breath.
"You told me?" you hissed, adjusting the sheet before Lady could trip again. "You're the one who decided to drape a whole damn tapestry over her!"
"It was the first thing I grabbed off my bed!" Telemachus defended with a small shrug, though amusement still lingered in his voice.
Lady gave a low, frustrated growl, shaking herself like a dog trying to rid itself of water, making the fabric billow slightly before settling back down over her form.
You pressed your lips together, exhaling sharply through your nose as you whispered, "Just—try to keep still, please."
Telemachus, ever the optimist, smirked slightly as he adjusted his grip on the fabric. "At least she's cooperating more than the hunting party did."
You scoffed at his easy-going attitude. When Telemachus first suggested sneaking her in under the cover of fabric, you had stared at him for a full five seconds, waiting for him to say something to indicate he was joking.
He wasn't.
"You want me to what?" you had your arms crossed as you glanced between him and the very large, very conspicuous creature at your side.
"Cover her with a sheet," he had repeated plainly, as if it were the most reasonable thing in the world.
You blinked at him. "That is the worst idea I've ever heard."
"Do you have a better one?"
Yes. It was called not smuggling an oversized mythical beast through the palace.
Still, with the servants walking the halls, you knew leaving her out in the open wasn't an option. And when Telemachus had gone on to explain that both his parents were already waiting in the throne hall, you realized there was no turning back.
"They're what? "
"I caught them just as they were finishing daily court," he had said, adjusting the bracer on his forearm. "It was the best time. They weren't in the middle of anything, and I didn't want them to hear about Lady secondhand."
You had pressed a hand to your forehead, trying to ward off the growing headache. "And I'm guessing the court nobles are still in the hall?"
Telemachus winced slightly, the smallest hint of guilt flashing across his features. "Unfortunately, yes."
Of course they were. Because if there was one thing you loved more than sneaking around with a giant beast under a blanket, it was doing it in front of Ithaca's most influential and self-important nobles.
Still, as much as you wanted to abandon this plan and let Telemachus deal with the fallout alone, you knew there was no avoiding it. So, with an exhausted sigh, you had muttered a resigned, "Fine."
Which is how you ended up here—dragging a poorly disguised Askálion through the palace while Telemachus barely contained his laughter.
As you both neared the large double doors leading to the throne hall, Lady gave another clumsy step, the cloth dragging slightly beneath her paws. This time, the sheer weight of it caused her to stumble forward, letting out another yelp as her front legs briefly got tangled.
"Did you really have to grab such a big sheet?" you grumbled, reaching down to adjust it yet again.
Telemachus barely held back his laughter. "Would you have preferred I measured her first?" he quipped, grinning as he watched you struggle.
"I'd prefer if we didn't look like we're smuggling a whole bear through the palace!" you shot back.
Before he could respond, you both arrived at the grand doors to the throne hall. The guards standing watch kept their expressions neutral, eyes fixed straight ahead as they pushed the doors open for Telemachus without question.
From inside, you could already hear the voice of the royal announcer ring out, echoing across the vast chamber.
"Presenting Prince Telemachus and the Divine Liaison."
You felt your stomach dip slightly at the formality of it all.
Telemachus turned to you just before stepping in, lowering his voice. "Wait here for just a second—I need to prepare them first," he murmured.
You blinked, eyes narrowing. "Prepare them for what, exactly?"
His smirk widened as he stepped forward. "You'll see."
You exhaled softly as the doors shut behind Telemachus, sealing you and Lady in the corridor. The weight of the moment settled on your shoulders, and without thinking, you reached out, running a hand over the top of the sheet-covered Askálion's head. The fabric was warm from her body heat, and you could feel the way she shifted slightly beneath it, still agitated.
"Just a little longer," you murmured, more to yourself than to her.
The seconds stretched unbearably, your nerves twisting with each passing moment. Then, finally, the heavy doors groaned as they parted once more. Telemachus stepped back through, his eyes meeting yours as he extended his hand.
You swallowed, wiping your palm against your dress before reaching forward to grasp his. His fingers were warm and steady as they curled around yours. With your other hand, you tugged gently at Lady's sheet, whispering, "Come on, Lady."
She hesitated for only a moment before trudging forward, the large sheet dragging slightly over the polished marble floor as she followed at your side.
The moment you stepped inside, the weight of the court's collective gaze descended upon you.
The grand throne hall was just as imposing as ever, with towering marble columns stretching toward the high-vaulted ceiling, their golden inlays gleaming under the sunlight streaming in from the open archways. The Ithacan banners swayed gently with the breeze, their deep blues and whites stark against the polished stone.
At the head of the room, seated upon their thrones, were Penelope and Odysseus.
Penelope, as always, was a vision of quiet regality, her deep blue chiton draped gracefully over one shoulder, her golden armbands catching the light as she sat forward, eyes bright with curiosity. Odysseus, on the other hand, looked as composed as ever, though his sharp gaze flickered between you and the oddly-shaped sheeted mass moving beside you.
Among the gathered nobles and advisors, you quickly noticed Andreia was absent—something that you childishly enjoyed far more than you should have.
A quiet murmur swept through the hall, the whisper of curiosity as eyes darted between you, Telemachus, and the large, covered figure at your side.
You forced yourself to keep walking, each step deliberate as you, Lady, and Telemachus made your way up to the royal dais.
Odysseus leaned slightly forward on his throne, his piercing gaze appraising the scene before him. "My son has informed us that you have something important to share with us," he said, voice steady but carrying its usual weight of command. His eyes flickered to the cumbersome sheet. "Judging by the presentation... I assume it is something worth seeing."
You barely had time to gather yourself before Telemachus leaned toward you, his breath warm against your ear as he whispered, "It's time."
You inhaled sharply, nodding once before turning to face the king and queen fully.
With a final steadying breath, you reached for the edge of the sheet.
You gripped the edge of the sheet tightly, inhaling one last breath before pulling it away in a single, fluid motion.
The reaction was instantaneous.
A chorus of startled gasps and shrieks rippled through the throne hall. One noble let out a strangled cry, stumbling back into another as his hands shot up as if warding off an attack. A different voice—sharp with panic—barked out, "Guards! Guards, now!" The heavy clatter of boots followed, a handful of sentries instinctively stepping forward, hands reaching for the hilts of their swords.
But your focus remained fixed on the king and queen.
Penelope's reaction was swift—a sharp gasp escaping her lips as her hand shot out, fingers gripping Odysseus' forearm. Her dark brows knit together, mouth parting as if she were about to speak but finding no words. There was no fear in her gaze, only stunned intrigue.
Odysseus, however, was eerily still. His sharp, stormy eyes locked onto Lady, unreadable as ever, his expression carefully composed. His fingers curled against the polished wood of his throne, his only tell of thoughtfulness.
"That—" A nobleman from one of the lesser Ithacan houses suddenly cut through the noise, pointing a trembling finger at Lady. "That is an Askálion!" His voice wavered between shock and accusation. "A beast of legend! Dangerous and unnatural—why have you brought it here?!"
Before you could speak, another noble—a woman clad in dark violet, her expression pinched with barely concealed contempt—let out a scoff, turning slightly toward the man beside her, though her words were deliberately loud enough to be heard by all.
"How fitting." Her lips curled into a smirk as she inspected her nails. "First, a mortal granted divine favor, now bringing creatures of myth into our halls... One has to wonder, what exactly is she hoping to accomplish?"
A murmur swept through the court, a low hum of whispers and grumbles, spreading like wildfire across the gathered nobles and advisors. Their expressions ranged from wariness to outright suspicion.
Your stomach twisted, but you stood firm, resisting the urge to glance at Telemachus. Instead, you lifted your chin, hands carefully resting at your sides, trying to still the nervous energy buzzing beneath your skin.
A gentle nudge against your hand pulled you from your spiraling thoughts. Lady.
Her cold nose pressed insistently against your fingers, a silent reminder of her presence, of her trust in you. You let your fingers drift over the thick fur atop her head, scratching gently as her ears flicked forward. A small, barely-there smile tugged at your lips, grounding you in the moment.
"Your Majesty," a sharp voice cut through the growing murmurs, addressing Odysseus with the weighted authority of a seasoned noble. "You cannot possibly allow this... this beast to grace Ithaca's halls."
The speaker stepped forward from the cluster of higher-ranking noblemen—a broad-shouldered man with graying temples and a face weathered by years of battle. Lord Menoetius, an old commander, one whose family had long prided itself on Ithaca's hunting traditions. His deep-set eyes, dark with distaste, flicked over Lady like one might inspect a rotting carcass.
"This creature's very kind is the reason Ithaca has lost so many fine huntsmen," he continued, gesturing with a heavy hand. "We go in groups now, our best forced to fight together to fend off the dangers in our own lands. And now you mean to leave it under the care of—" his gaze flicked toward you, unimpressed, "—a child?"
You stiffened, your fingers curling against Lady's fur, but Menoetius wasn't finished.
"It would do better for all if the beast were slain before it has the chance to wreak havoc within these very walls." He turned toward Odysseus, expression severe. "It is not safe, Your Majesty. It does not belong here."
Lady's ears flattened, her muscles tensing as she lowered her head ever so slightly. A deep, rumbling growl built in her chest, quiet but unmistakable. The sound sent a ripple of unease through the court, a few nobles taking an instinctive step back.
"Lady," you murmured, your hand sliding to scratch behind her ears againg. Instantly, the growl ceased, her posture straightening once more, her expression unreadable.
Then, slowly, you exhaled and turned your gaze on Menoetius, meeting his scowl with measured calm.
"You misunderstand, my lord," you said evenly. "This is not a beast that needs to be put down. If she was, she would have already slain half this hall the moment she entered the palace."
A hush fell over the court, your words settling over them like a thick fog.
The silence that followed your words was thick, suffocating. The nobles and higher lords shifted uneasily, exchanging wary glances, but none dared to be the first to speak. Even the guards, hands resting on the hilts of their weapons, stood at attention, eyes flicking warily between you and the creature at your side.
Lady remained still, though her presence alone seemed to take up the space of an entire army.
You took a slow breath, keeping your voice steady. "You call her a beast, but let me remind you—true beasts do not wait. They do not sit calmly in a court filled with wary, sword-bearing men who already wish them dead. They do not restrain themselves when insulted, threatened." You let your gaze sweep across the hall, settling once more on Lord Menoetius, whose jaw had begun to tighten. "And yet, here she sits."
Lady's golden eyes glowed eerily under the torchlight, her gaze locked onto the nobleman with unnerving intensity. She didn't bare her teeth, nor did she growl. She didn't need to. The weight of her stare alone was enough to make the man visibly tense, his fingers twitching against the hilt of his blade.
"If she was the danger you claim her to be," you continued, voice unwavering, "if she was truly the mindless predator you fear, she would have already ripped through these halls, leaving nothing but ruin in her wake." Your lips pressed into a thin line. "And yet... she has done nothing. Not because she cannot, but because she chooses not to."
Lady, as if sensing the weight of the moment, slowly shifted. Her posture straightened, muscles coiling with controlled precision as she lifted her chin. She turned her head ever so slightly, her piercing eyes unblinking as they bore into Menoetius with an intelligence far beyond that of a simple beast.
The noble's throat bobbed, his fingers twitching once more before he turned his head away.
The victory was small, but it was a victory nonetheless.
Still, the air remained thick with unspoken challenges, tension coiling between the pillars of the grand hall like an unseen specter. You could feel the uncertainty radiating from the gathered court—nobles, warriors, advisors—all torn between the instincts that told them to fear and the logic that forced them to reconsider.
The Askálion wasn't what they had believed her to be.
But whether that made her any less dangerous was another matter entirely.
The court erupted into hushed whispers, the weight of Odysseus' presence keeping them from devolving into outright chaos. But just as the murmurs began to rise, Telemachus stepped forward, his voice sharp and brimming with barely contained frustration.
"If this animal is as mythical and dangerous as you claim," he started, his tone biting, "then why, exactly, did it appear before her? Why has it shown no signs of aggression? No threat to anyone—except those who insult it or threaten it?" His gaze flickered toward Menoetius, daring him to challenge him further. "Why does it remain by her side so willingly? Why is it so docile in her presence?"
He took another step forward, his chest rising and falling with controlled breaths, his words slicing through the air with unshakable certainty. "You want to call it a beast—fine. But isn't it clear that it's here for a reason? That this is no ordinary creature? What kind of fool turns away a sign from the gods?" He let the words settle, his expression twisting into something edged with mockery as he tilted his head. "Unless you're willing to take that risk? To spit in the face of the gods above and test their patience?"
The room fell into another tense silence, only broken by the flickering of torches and the distant clang of armor from the guards standing at attention. Menoetius' mouth pressed into a thin line, but he said nothing.
Before anyone else could attempt to argue further, Odysseus shifted in his seat, his posture as relaxed as ever, but his voice carried the weight of finality. "Enough."
All eyes snapped toward the king as he finally spoke, his gaze moving slowly from Telemachus to you before landing on Lady, who sat still and quiet at your side.
"I have made my decision," he said, his tone unreadable. "She will keep the Askálion."
A sharp intake of breath from somewhere in the court, but no one dared to speak against him.
Your shoulders sagged in relief, only to tense once more as Odysseus' smirk curled into something dangerous—calculated.
"But," he added smoothly, "it will be Telemachus who takes full responsibility for it."
Your head snapped toward the prince just as his own face froze in stunned disbelief. "What?"
Odysseus leaned forward slightly, resting his elbow on the armrest of his throne, his smirk widening ever so slightly. "You make such a grand and logical argument, my son—so confident, so sure of yourself. Surely, if you believe the creature to be so divine, so gifted by the gods, you wouldn't object to ensuring its behavior falls under your watch?"
Telemachus opened his mouth, then shut it, then opened it again, clearly grappling for words. His hands clenched and unclenched at his sides as his jaw tightened. "Father, that's not—"
"The Divine Liaison," Odysseus interrupted smoothly, "cannot be held at fault for whatever the gods choose to blow her way." He lifted a brow, his amusement barely concealed beneath the sharp glint of calculation in his eyes. "It only makes sense that someone should shoulder the burden, should it prove to be one. And since you were so eager to defend its place here..."
Telemachus inhaled deeply through his nose, nostrils flaring as he realized he'd walked directly into his father's trap.
You weren't sure whether to be horrified or amused.
Before either of you could speak, Odysseus shifted once more, his smirk dimming just slightly as his voice took on a more authoritative edge. "Now," he said, "clear the hall. Everyone except for my son and the Divine Liaison."
The murmurs returned instantly, thick with reluctance and curiosity, but no one dared to linger once the king's gaze swept over them. One by one, nobles and advisors bowed before making their way out of the throne room, though not without casting wary glances in your direction.
Even as they departed, you could still feel their eyes, their cautious stares lingering, as if they expected you to reveal some divine secret at any moment.
The heavy doors groaned as they shut behind the last court member, the sound echoing in the now-empty hall.
Silence settled between the three of you, heavy and unyielding.
Lady let out a quiet huff, stretching lazily beside you, completely unbothered.
Telemachus, however, turned to his father with an expression caught between exasperation and incredulity. "Really?"
Odysseus let out a low chuckle, shaking his head with that ever-present smirk of his. "You argue so well, son," he mused, clearly enjoying Telemachus' frustration. "A true heir of Ithaca. It would be a shame not to let you test the weight of your own words."
Telemachus exhaled sharply through his nose, his hands landing on his hips as he shot you a quick, incredulous look, as if to say, Can you believe this? You could. In fact, you should've seen it coming.
As Odysseus' amusement lingered, Penelope merely sighed and shook her head fondly at her husband before gracefully stepping forward, gliding down the steps from the throne with effortless elegance.
It was a small, unconscious thing, but as she moved, Odysseus' arm instinctively reached out, brushing against the small of her back before dropping again. It was a subtle moment, one they likely didn't even realize they shared, but it spoke volumes.
You swallowed thickly, shifting your weight slightly as both the king and queen stood before you and Lady, their expressions varying in intensity.
Odysseus' gaze was sharp yet measured, caution warring with intrigue in the way his dark eyes swept over Lady. His posture remained composed, his battle-honed instincts refusing to relax just yet. He had spent his life deciphering risks and rewards, and right now, you could tell he was weighing which one Lady would become.
Penelope, however—Penelope was enamored.
Her sea-blue eyes were wide with a mix of awe and quiet trepidation as she took in the Askálion, her hands delicately clasped in front of her as though she wasn't sure if she should reach out or keep her distance. And then, softly, she asked, "What did you name her?"
You hesitated for half a heartbeat before answering, "Lady."
The queen's reaction was immediate. Her face lit up with pure delight, the previous hesitance melting away in an instant. "Oh, how perfect," she cooed, her voice soft with adoration. "A fitting name for such a noble creature."
She took half a step forward, eyes shining with curiosity, but Odysseus instinctively reached out to stop her, his hand lightly wrapping around her wrist. She paused, looking at him with a knowing expression before gently pulling free. He didn't stop her. Instead, he merely let out a low sigh and watched as she moved closer, his fingers twitching slightly at his side in a silent warning.
Your heart began hammering wildly in your chest.
You had no idea how Lady would react. You'd seen her bound happily toward you, you'd felt the way she nudged against you for comfort, the way she growled at Telemachus but ultimately tolerated him. But this... this was new.
Your mind scrambled with prayer, sending desperate pleas to every god who might be listening, begging for Lady to behave.
And, miraculously, she did.
Lady tilted her head, ears twitching, before letting out a small huff. Then, with almost deliberate care, she lifted one of her massive paws and placed it lightly against Penelope's leg.
The queen melted.
Before anyone could react, she dropped to her knees, her hands reaching out in gentle awe as she ran her fingers over Lady's fur. "Oh, just look at you," she breathed, scratching the top of Lady's head with practiced ease, as if she had done it a thousand times before. "You're even softer than you look."
A deep silence filled the hall.
You slowly turned your head, taking in the sight of Odysseus, whose usually sharp, unreadable expression had cracked just enough to reveal his absolute disbelief.
Telemachus, standing stiffly beside you, had his mouth slightly open, his eyebrows raised in something akin to muted horror, as if he were watching the impossible unfold before his very eyes.
You weren't sure who was more shocked—them, or you.
Lady, the same creature who had nearly knocked you over, who had growled at Telemachus, who had threatened to bite off the hand of any who approached too fast—was now lying obediently at Penelope's feet, eyes half-lidded with contentment.
Your brain struggled to process it.
"Well," Odysseus finally muttered, rubbing a hand down his face, "this is... unexpected."
Telemachus just blinked. "That makes two of us."
Penelope let out another delighted hum, brushing her fingers gently over Lady's dark fur. "She's beautiful," she murmured, turning her head to look at Odysseus with wide, curious eyes. "Have you ever seen one in this color before?"
Odysseus, who had finally stepped closer, now stood beside his wife, his keen gaze sweeping over Lady's sleek frame with the practiced eye of a man who had spent his life observing the unpredictable. "No," he admitted, crossing his arms over his chest. "Not like this. The ones I've encountered in the wild were always smaller, their coats resembling those of ordinary foxes—rust-red or golden-brown, meant for blending in. This"—his eyes flickered with intrigue—"is a first."
Telemachus hummed thoughtfully. "Maybe she's a new kind?" he suggested, his head tilting slightly as he examined Lady with fresh curiosity. "Or a rare one, at least. If they're meant to blend in, then a black-pelted Askálion would stand out more than anything else."
You glanced down at Lady, who had once again lifted a paw and placed it lightly on Penelope's knee, her large eyes blinking expectantly. The queen's laughter was warm as she patted the beast's head once more, shaking her head fondly.
"She's young," Penelope mused suddenly, a note of certainty in her voice.
You blinked, startled by her confidence. "How... how do you know that?" you stammered.
She turned her smile on you, bright and knowing. "Her teeth," she explained lightly, gently tilting Lady's muzzle to the side with her fingers. "They're still a bit immature—not quite as sharp or developed as an adult's would be. That, and her paws are still slightly too big for her body. She'll grow into them soon enough."
You stared at Lady in surprise, suddenly seeing the small details Penelope had pointed out—the slight awkwardness of her proportions, the way her frame, though powerful, still held a trace of something not yet fully formed. "So she's... just a pup?" you muttered, more to yourself than anyone else.
Telemachus nodded in agreement, crossing his arms. "It makes sense," he said. "Mature Askálions are supposed to grow nearly the size of a small horse. If she's already this big now, then she's not even close to being fully grown."
Your stomach twisted at the thought. A small horse? Lady was already large enough to sit comfortably at your hip when she stood on all fours—if she was going to grow more... Gods. You glanced down at her again, and she simply lolled her tongue out, her tail swishing lazily against the marble floor, completely unbothered by the revelation that she wasn't done getting bigger.
You exhaled slowly, rubbing your temple. "Wonderful," you muttered, half to yourself, half to the gods that had clearly taken a personal interest in making your life more interesting.
Penelope hummed, tilting her head as she studied Lady with admiration. "Well, I have no doubt that when she's older, she'll be even more stunning," she mused, her eyes twinkling with warmth. "There's a quiet grace about her already."
As if suddenly remembering something, she reached for the silk tie fastened around her chiton—a delicate strip of white fabric embroidered with faint golden thread. With nimble fingers, she untied it and knelt once more before Lady, her movements gentle and assured.
Lady's ears perked up as Penelope carefully tied the silk around her neck into a neat bow, the contrast of the bright white against the dark fur making her look regal, almost ethereal. The embroidered gold caught the light just right, giving the illusion that the fabric shimmered ever so slightly with each breath Lady took.
"There," Penelope said with a satisfied smile, adjusting the bow slightly before sitting back. "Now she looks proper."
To everyone's surprise, Lady seemed to like it. She gave a pleased huff, lifting her head slightly as if showing it off, her tail swishing in slow, measured movements. You blinked, watching her curiously as she even went so far as to nuzzle Penelope's hand in what could only be interpreted as gratitude.
Penelope's expression melted into pure delight, her fingers instinctively returning to scratch behind Lady's ears. "Oh, Odysseus," she called to her husband without taking her eyes off the Askálion, her voice full of warmth. "I think I rather like her."
Odysseus, who had been observing quietly with sharp, calculating eyes, let out a low chuckle. "You're lucky she took to you," he murmured, arms still crossed as he watched the exchange unfold. "Or else we'd be having a much different discussion right now."
Telemachus snorted, stepping up beside you, amusement playing in his features. "At this rate," he quipped, shooting you a sideways glance, "she'll probably ask for one of her own before long."
You let out a quiet laugh, watching as Penelope cooed at Lady like she was a rare treasure instead of the fearsome beast half the court had nearly fainted over minutes ago.
"You know," you murmured, glancing at Telemachus with a small, tired smile, "I wouldn't even be surprised."
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As the day wore on, Penelope made good on her excitement, insisting that Lady be properly introduced to the palace. The queen, much to your mild horror and Telemachus' amused resignation, paraded the Askálion through the royal halls with an air of determined purpose.
The once-feared beast, to your even greater surprise, reveled in the attention, soaking up every coo and whispered marvel from the servants and courtiers as though she were born to be pampered.
Bows were commissioned—several, in fact. The finest fabrics were procured for bedding, with Penelope already debating aloud what color would best suit Lady's regal nature. A deep burgundy, perhaps, or a rich navy lined with golden embroidery? You weren't sure how she managed to plan decor for a wild beast, but the queen seemed to have made up her mind.
By the time dinner arrived, Lady had been fed cuts of fine elk straight from Penelope's hand, the queen murmuring to her as though she were a prized hound instead of a creature that had made the nobles cry earlier that day.
You had managed to slip away in the midst of the meal, unnoticed by most—except for Telemachus, who gave you a look but said nothing, likely assuming you needed a reprieve from the royal fuss over your companion.
Now, heart pounding in your chest, you reached your chambers, closing the door behind you with a soft click. You pressed your back against the wood, steadying your breath as the weight of what you were about to do settled deep in your bones.
It had been but a few hours since the Underworld had clawed at the edges of your reality. Since Cleo's words had twisted in your dreams, since Apollo's favor had begun to make itself known. But tonight... tonight you would stop waiting for the gods to come to you.
Tonight, you would go to them.
You moved quickly, your hands working on instinct as you knelt beside your bed, reaching beneath it to pull out the small clay box you kept hidden there. Lifting the lid, you carefully pushed aside your laurel wreath and the flower crown, your fingers brushing against the cool metal of the small bag tucked beneath them. You exhaled slowly as you undid the string, fishing out a single drachma.
It gleamed faintly in the dim light, its edges worn from use. Swallowing, you rolled it between your fingers, muttering under your breath. I hope this works.
Standing, you wiped your slightly clammy hands on your dress, steadying yourself. Then, with a decisive flick of your wrist, you tossed the coin into the air, watching it spin—silver catching what little candlelight flickered in the room—before it landed softly on the stone floor with a faint clink.
The moment it settled, you clapped your hands once and spoke his name.
"Swift-footed Messenger, Patron of the Lost, Guide of Souls, Hermes, I call upon you!"
The words left your lips three times, the air around you humming faintly with something unseen. You waited, heart thrumming, fingers curling against your skirts as silence stretched like pulled thread. The next few moments trickled by like molasses, the weight of anticipation pressing against your ribs.
And then—warm breath ghosted over the shell of your ear, smooth and teasing.
"If I had known you were summoning me this late, little musician, I would've dressed for the occasion."
A startled yelp burst from your lips as you spun on your heel, nearly stumbling over yourself as your wide eyes locked onto the figure now floating effortlessly in your room.
Hermes lounged mid-air as if gravity were merely a suggestion, his arms tucked behind his head, winged sandals idly fluttering to keep him suspended. His staff rested against his shoulder, lazily twirling between two fingers as a smirk played at his lips.
You clutched your chest, scowling. "Gods—do you always have to pop in like that?!"
His smirk widened. "I am the god of sudden appearances." He flipped upright with a graceful roll, touching down onto the floor lightly. "Though, if you'd prefer, I could knock next time—perhaps bring you flowers? Maybe some fruit?"
You crossed your arms, playfully glaring. "I'd prefer if you didn't sneak up on me like a haunted breeze."
Hermes chuckled, placing a hand over his heart dramatically. "Oh, but it's so much fun watching you flinch." He waggled his brows before tilting his head, golden eyes gleaming with something sharper. "Now... you don't call on me often, Divine Liaison. What can I do for you?"
His tone, while still playful, carried the faintest edge of something more—curiosity, intrigue, perhaps even caution.
You straightened, your pulse still slightly erratic from the scare but your purpose unwavering. "I... I need you to send a message. To Apollo."
For a moment, Hermes was silent. His golden eyes flickered with something unreadable before, suddenly, a snort escaped him. Then a chuckle. Then, full-on laughter.
"That's it?" he said between breaths, shaking his head in amusement. "Gods, here I thought you were about to ask me to whisk you away for our happily ever after or something equally scandalous!" He wiped an imaginary tear from the corner of his eye, then leaned forward slightly, smirking. "A message? To Apollo? That's all?"
You huffed, crossing your arms. "Yes, Hermes. That's all. And if you're quite done laughing at me—"
"Oh, I'll never be done laughing at you, little musician," he interrupted, his grin widening. "But tell me—why do you need me to play messenger when the sun-bright fool is likely already watching you?" He waggled his eyebrows. "He's got his eye on you, you know. Always lingering, always looming. No need for a courier when your admirer is probably listening to every word you say." He tapped his ear with a knowing smirk.
You felt your face warm, and you scowled. "Just deliver it."
Hermes laughed again, shaking his head in faux exasperation. "Fine, fine! But only because you're so cute when you ask nicely." He exaggerated a sigh and then, with an overly dramatic flourish, reached into his satchel, digging around for a moment before pulling out a quill and a roll of parchment. He held them out with an expectant look. "Well? Go on. Dictate away, Divine Liaison."
Rolling your eyes, you took a breath before speaking. "Tell him to meet me in the courtyard," you said, voice steady. "I want to discuss my gifts once more... and a few other things."
Hermes' quill scratched against the parchment at lightning speed, his head nodding in mock seriousness as he scribbled. "Meet me in the courtyard. Big, divine business. Extremely important. Got it."
You gave him a flat look. "That's not what I said."
Hermes only grinned, adding a few more flourishes before theatrically rolling up the parchment. But instead of leaving the way you expected, he simply brought it to his lips and blew softly.
A shimmer of golden light bloomed from the parchment, and in an instant, it dissolved—scattering into glittering particles that swirled before shooting off into the air like a streak of falling sunlight.
Hermes dusted off his hands with a satisfied smirk. "There, all done." He clapped his hands together, looking far too pleased with himself.
You blinked. "That's it?"
He chuckled, tilting his head. "Well, yeah. It's just a message, little musician. I don't exactly have to cross the heavens and hand-deliver it in some grand procession—though, if you wanted me to, I could make a spectacle of it." He waggled his eyebrows, grinning. "Olympus loves a bit of drama."
You sighed, shaking your head with a soft huff of laughter. "No, that's fine. I was just expecting... more."
Hermes' smirk widened. "Although," he mused, leaning down slightly—too close, his breath warm against your ear—"if you wanted to send a kiss along with the message, I'm afraid I'd have to deliver that in person." His voice dropped into a playful whisper, full of teasing mischief. "Courier's rules."
Your face burned, and you jerked back instinctively, swatting at his arm. "Hermes!"
He reeled back, clutching his chest as if you'd wounded him. "Ah, ungrateful! The cruelty of mortals! Here I am, once a mighty god, now reduced to a mere errand boy for a cutie who doesn't even pay me!" He shook his head, heaving a dramatic sigh. "Woe is me!"
Rolling your eyes, you crossed your arms. "You don't need payment. You're a god."
"That's beside the point," he quipped, lifting a finger as if making a grand declaration. Then, just as quickly, his expression shifted, and he perked up, a glint of something sly and knowing in his golden eyes. "Actually, I just thought of the perfect payment!"
You raised an eyebrow. "I don't like that look."
He only grinned wider. "Spend the day with me." His tone was light, but there was an undercurrent of something warm beneath the teasing lilt. "No interruptions, no running off to Apollo, no princely brooding in the background. Just you and me."
You hesitated, lips parting to protest—but the way he was looking at you, expectant yet amused, like he knew you were going to cave, made you sigh in defeat. "Fine."
"That's my girl," Hermes hummed, all too pleased, ruffling your hair before you could dodge him. He straightened, wings twitching slightly before he tossed you a playful wink. "It's a date."
Before you could sputter out a response, he disappeared in a swirl of golden light and laughter, leaving behind only the lingering scent of cedar and the faintest rustling of air where he had stood.
You groaned, pressing your hands against your warm cheeks. "What have I done?"
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The night air carried a gentle chill, whispering against your skin as you stood in the quiet courtyard, the palace walls casting long shadows beneath the starlit sky.
Overhead, the heavens stretched vast and endless, a dark expanse speckled with glimmering constellations, their silver light shimmering like scattered jewels. The torches lining the garden pathways flickered faintly, their warm glow barely reaching the edges of the open space, leaving the farthest corners cloaked in darkness.
You wrapped your arms around yourself, inhaling deeply, letting the crisp air fill your lungs. Your thoughts drifted—unfocused, restless—as your gaze remained fixed on the distant horizon.
The anticipation thrummed beneath your skin, an unshakable weight pressing against your ribs.
You weren't even sure how much time had passed since Hermes had delivered your message, but still, you waited.
And then—you heard it.
Your name, spoken like a melody, reverent and warm.
Your breath hitched, your fingers curling against your arms as you turned toward the sound.
Apollo.
He descended with a grace that was wholly inhuman, his movements fluid as if the air itself bowed to his presence.
The golden radiance of his form softened in the moonlight, but there was no mistaking the quiet brilliance that clung to him—the way the night itself seemed to hush in his wake.
As his feet touched the earth, the grass beneath him brightened, kissed by the lingering remnants of his divinity.
Your mind raced, struggling to grasp where to even begin.
The overwhelming nature of his recent gifts? The unsettling feeling that came with his constant presence lingering just beyond your reach? Lady, Cleo, the dreams—there was too much, too many unanswered questions pressing at the edge of your thoughts.
Your lips parted, but nothing came out at first. You hesitated, fingers twitching slightly at your sides before you finally settled on the easiest thing to address.
"The gifts," you started cautiously, choosing your words with care, "I wanted to talk about the gifts."
Apollo's golden eyes brightened instantly, his entire being seeming to shimmer with satisfaction. "Ah!" he exclaimed, grasping your hands in his, his warmth engulfing you. "You mean the breathtaking, unparalleled, divinely inspired masterpieces I've so lovingly bestowed upon you?" He grinned, clearly pleased with himself. "Yes, yes, I knew you'd want to talk about them! Truly, they must be amazi—"
"Not... exactly," you blurted out before he could finish, feeling your face heat as you cleared your throat.
Apollo's glowing smile froze, his expression eerily still. The warmth of his grasp remained, but something about it felt suddenly rigid, like a beautifully painted mask just starting to crack. His golden lashes flickered as he let out a soft chuckle, tilting his head slightly.
"What?" he asked, voice still carrying that same melodic charm, but something in his tone felt... off.
You immediately rushed to pacify him, words tumbling out in a frantic blur. "I adore them, really! They're—gorgeous, truly! It's just that—" You fumbled, grasping for a reason that wouldn't offend him. "I don't—I don't have anywhere to put them! They're so beautiful, and I'd hate to just... leave them stacked or tucked away."
Apollo's posture relaxed, the forced quality of his smile easing into something more genuine as he exhaled through his nose. His hands, still holding yours, loosened just slightly before one lifted to smooth over your hair, his fingers ghosting gently along your temple as he hummed.
"Of course," he murmured, his voice saccharine with indulgence, as if you'd merely told him the sky was blue. "Why would I think otherwise?"
His thumb brushed your cheek before he playfully pinched it, cooing, "My little muse, you worry too much!"
Then, with a simple snap of his fingers, the air around you shimmered briefly with golden light.
"Consider it done," he said smoothly. "When you return, a divine, ever-expanding shelf will be waiting in your room to hold each and every one of my gifts. It will never run out of space, never clutter, and—" He smirked, eyes glinting with mischief. "It will only open for you."
You blinked, a little dumbfounded. "That's... convenient."
"Everything I do is convenient," Apollo said smugly, stepping back slightly but still watching you with that pleased, knowing gleam. "See? No need to fret."
Internally, you were screaming.
At yourself, at your lack of resolve, at the way you had completely buckled under pressure.
Coward, you hissed inside your own mind. Spine of a jellyfish, the willpower of a wilted flower.
All the things you had meant to say, all the questions still burning at the back of your throat—about Lady, about Cleo, about why in all the gods' names Apollo was doing this—all of it had evaporated the moment his golden eyes had flickered with the briefest hint of disappointment. You had folded faster than a gambler with a bad hand.
And now, instead of pushing for answers, you were standing there, forcing a smile, thanking him as if he hadn't just talked circles around you and wrapped you up in his whims like a finely spun web.
Apollo sighed, though there was no real frustration behind it—only something akin to regret. "Unfortunately," he murmured, adjusting the folds of his tunic, "I can't stay long."
You blinked. Wait—what?
He glanced off toward the sky, the soft glimmer of the stars reflecting in his golden irises. "Whenever I leave Olympus unattended longer than I should, things tend to get a bit... messy. My father doesn't care for what goes on up there, and while I find my siblings endlessly amusing, I'd rather not return to find Hermes turned the sacred stables into a racing track again." A fond smirk curled his lips, but his gaze flickered back to you with something softer—more reluctant. "But I will visit soon."
Your breath hitched slightly as he stepped closer, the space between you shrinking until there was only warmth and the faint scent of sun-drenched fields and laurel leaves.
"I always do," Apollo murmured, reaching out to brush his knuckles along your jaw before his fingers gently curled under your chin, tilting your head up.
Your heart stuttered, your knees threatening to buckle as the world around you felt... lighter. Safer. The cool night air wrapped around you, but it was nothing compared to the warmth that radiated from him, sinking into your skin, curling deep in your chest.
You felt lightheaded, as if you were being pulled into something vast and golden, like stepping onto a sunlit path that had always been waiting for you.
His thumb smoothed along the edge of your jaw, and before you could say a single word, before you could even think—
A soft, lingering kiss pressed against your forehead.
The warmth of it seeped through you, curling deep into your bones, setting your heart alight with something gentle and all-consuming.
You barely noticed the way his form began to shimmer, golden light curling around his figure like the first rays of dawn. And then—
He was gone.
But the warmth remained.
The feeling of his touch still ghosted against your skin, the press of his lips imprinted like a brand, and for a moment, it was as if he was still holding you, still standing there, watching with that unreadable gleam in his eyes.
You exhaled sharply, finally pulling yourself back to reality.
Lifting a hand, you rubbed the heel of your palm against your forehead, groaning under your breath.
"I didn't even get a chance to ask about Lady."
i've been blessed with more fanart, hehehe ❤️❤️❤️
from Frannie
Frannie!! First of all, this is officially the first Callias fanart, and I am absolutely obsessed—like, look at him!! 😭 The way you've captured his and MC's dynamic is everything; I adore their relationship so much, and seeing it come to life like this?? A dream come true.
And don't even get me started on the Telemachus/Eros piece—the absolute drama, the smugness, the chaos?? It's perfection. I can hear Telemachus grinding his teeth from here, and MC just looking done while Eros is thriving is sending me. Thank you so much for these; you have no idea how happy this made me! 🥹 Also, fake whisper—I hope "Frannie" is okay 👀 since you sent this through Gmail, I didn't wanna reveal your real name, but if you have a preferred alias, let me know! Either way, you're now a legend in my eyes. 😤💕
from wishesonstars39781
Wishesonstars, you snapped with this one!! 😭 The whole composition is so immersive, and the way you've captured Eros just casually scheming in the background?? Chef’' kiss—so perfectly in character. But listen, I don't know why, but my absolute favorite part has to be MC's hair. The shading is so smooth, so soft—like, why does it look so silky?? I swear, I can almost feel the texture through the screen. ACK! Thank you so much for this masterpiece!! You captured the moment so well, and I’m forever grateful for your talent blessing my eyeballs. 😭💖
from nemesis (i saw the tag in the pic and assumed this was your name, feel free to correct me ❤️)
Nemesis, you have NO IDEA how much I gasped seeing this!! 😭😭 ANDREIA FANART?!?!? For her?? The menace herself?? I know she might not be the most beloved (for obvious reasons), but she has such a soft spot in my heart because of how downright menacing she is. Like, villains who aren't just loud but calculating?? Who are so self-assured and ruthless in their ambitions?? UGH. Love it.
And the Hanahaki reference??? PERFECTION. The way the flowers are just consuming her, overtaking her body, the deep blues standing in contrast to her hair?? It's so haunting, so tragic—I AM EATING THIS UP. 😩 I might just have to dabble in this AU and make a short story because this—THIS has sent my brain SPIRALING. Nemesis, I owe you my life. 🙇🏽♀️💙
from chipsiscurious (same username on tumblr)
WHAT SORCERY IS THIS?! 😭😭 I legit had to do a double take when I saw this because HELLO?! The lines?? The shading?? The attitude in Telemachus' face and the pure, smug menace radiating from Eros?!??
AND THE FLEX OF DRAWING THIS ON NOTEBOOK PAPER??? Like, you're telling me this wasn't done on a fancy sketchbook, just casually on lined paper like some kind of divine doodle?? I CAN’T.
Chipsiscurious, you've officially humbled me. It's clear I have a duty to complete—if I selfishly wanna keep getting fanart like this, I HAVE to step up with the updates. 😩😩😩 (And I will. Ohhh, I will.)
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A/N : okay, okay—before y'all say anything, i know i've been a little redundant with the whole cleo thing. i swear it's not just me repeating myself for the hell of it—it actually has a purpose that'll come full circle soon 👀. just trust me, i got this. also, i have to admit... i've been absolutely obsessed with reading lately. like, fully drowning in greek myths, retellings, and just so much lore that i keep falling into research rabbit holes. the drama?? the chaos?? the pettiness of the gods??? it's so good, and i keep finding little details that make me wanna rewrite entire sections just to sneak them in. (seriously, if you haven't gone down a mythology deep dive, i highly recommend it—it's unhinged in the best way.) anyway, i'll stop rambling before i turn this into a full-on lecture about obscure myths. hope y'all enjoyed the update, and i'll see you next chapter! 💕✨
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Chapter 46: 34.5 ┃ 𝐃𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒: 𝐌𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐥 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐌𝐮𝐬𝐞
Summary:
𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: here's a bit of extra scenes/plot to 34 ┃ 𝐝𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐭 ; i just had to finally make it clear our boi tele isnt just waiting in the backround and decided to add a few more scenes of penelope being mother cuz she dersves the hype.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
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Telemachus walked along Ithaca's courtyard, the night air cool against his skin.
Dinner had long since ended. He had lingered at the table for a while, half-listening to his father's musings and Callias' dramatic recounting of the hunt, but his mind had been elsewhere.
You had never returned. He had expected you to—had even glanced toward the doors a few times, waiting, expecting to see you slip back in with some excuse about needing air, or checking on Lady.
But you never came.
So instead of brooding in the hall, he had excused himself, deciding that a walk might clear his head.
It didn't.
Telemachus exhaled, his hands clenching and unclenching at his sides as he strode across the courtyard's stone path, boots scuffing against the well-worn ground. The distant waves lapped against the cliffs below, a soothing, steady sound—but it did little to quiet the thoughts racing through his mind.
This had become a pattern, hadn't it? You, slipping further from his reach, drawn into the orbit of gods who seemed determined to claim pieces of you for themselves. And him, left trailing behind, stuck somewhere between the role of prince and something... less. Something unworthy of standing beside you.
The gods—Apollo especially—had made their interest in you clear. It was enough to stoke something ugly in his chest. As if you were theirs. As if they were entitled to you.
The thought twisted in his stomach, a sickening coil of frustration and something dangerously close to jealousy.
But what could he do?
He was just a man. A mortal. And they were—
Something flickered in his peripheral vision.
Telemachus halted mid-step, his breath catching.
A light.
It had been quick, just a flash, but it was enough to draw his attention. He turned sharply, eyes narrowing as he scanned the courtyard's edge, where the stone pathways gave way to open grass.
And then he saw it.
For the briefest moment, just beyond the turn of the corridor—golden light, radiant and shimmering, fading into nothing.
Telemachus moved toward the fading glow, his steps cautious, measured.
His fingers twitched at his sides, his breath slow and steady despite the racing in his chest. The courtyard was still, save for the whisper of the sea beyond the cliffs and the occasional rustle of the olive trees swaying in the cool night air.
Then, as he rounded the corner, he saw you.
Standing alone in the open courtyard, your figure bathed in soft moonlight, you looked almost ethereal. Your head was tilted back, eyes lifted toward the vast sprawl of stars above. The gentle breeze tugged at your hair, making it dance against your shoulders.
For a moment, the tension in Telemachus' chest loosened. His lips curved slightly, a quiet, instinctual smile tugging at the corner of his mouth.
You're beautiful like this.
Unburdened. Untouched by the weight of expectation, of gods and men alike. Just standing there, lost in the sky.
He took a step forward, ready to call your name, ready to join you.
Then—he stopped.
A breath hitched in his throat as the light returned.
Not the flicker from before—no. This was brighter, purer, like a thread of sunlight woven into the night itself. It swirled into existence just a few feet from you, coalescing into a shape, a form.
Telemachus' stomach turned cold.
Apollo.
The god descended from the shimmering cloud of light, his feet touching the ground with the weightlessness of something divine. The grass beneath him brightened instantly, kissed by his presence. He was radiant, golden, too perfect in the way all gods were. Even in the dim glow of the courtyard, he shone like a living ember, untouched by mortal imperfections.
And he was walking toward you.
Telemachus took a sharp step back, instinct driving him to press against the cool stone of the corridor. He didn't think—he simply moved, tucking himself behind the very corner he had come from, his heart pounding in his ears.
He swallowed hard, breath shallow as he peered from his hiding place.
Why was Apollo here?
Had you summoned him?
Telemachus remained hidden, watching the two of you from the shadowed corridor. He told himself he would leave soon, that he wasn't here to pry. But his feet remained planted, his body rigid as his eyes flickered between you and the god standing before you.
Apollo was speaking—low and smooth, his voice an intimate thread between the two of you. Telemachus couldn't hear the words, but he saw the way you tilted your head up to meet the god's gaze, the way Apollo looked at you as if he had all the time in the world to admire you.
He watched as you stood before the god, bathed in the soft glow of divine light. You looked—gods, you looked like you belonged there. Like something out of a prophecy, a tale sung by poets and immortalized in legend.
And then, for just a fleeting moment, a bitter thought slithered into Telemachus' mind.
You look good together.
The realization struck him like a slap.
He swallowed hard, his jaw tightening as his fingers curled into a fist. The golden god before you was effortless in his affections, in the way he reached for you, in the way his presence wrapped around you like a warm embrace.
Telemachus scoffed under his breath, shaking his head as if trying to physically rid himself of the thought. It doesn't matter, he told himself. She's just speaking to him. That's all.
But his own logic did little to dull the twisting feeling in his chest.
Guilt crept in, needling at the edges of his mind. This isn't right, he thought. I shouldn't be here. I shouldn't be watching this.
And so, with a final exhale, he made the decision to leave. He turned on his heel, ready to walk away, ready to stop thinking—
Then, movement caught his eye.
Apollo lifted his hand, his golden fingers reaching for your face.
Telemachus stilled.
He blinked, his mind halting all thoughts as he watched the god's palm cup your cheek, watched the way you didn't pull away.
His breath caught, a sharp inhale through his nose.
What in Hades...
A sharp, ugly emotion twisted in Telemachus' chest, burning like hot iron. He barely registered his own clenched fists, nails biting into his palms as he stood frozen, hidden just out of sight.
He shouldn't be watching this. He knew that. And yet, his feet refused to move, as if some cruel force had anchored him there, forcing him to witness every second of it. His breath was shallow, his heartbeat a restless thrum in his ears, drowning out the distant sound of waves crashing against Ithaca's shores.
Apollo stood before you, radiant and perfect, golden in a way no mortal could ever hope to be. And you—gods, you were looking up at him with something warm in your eyes, something that made Telemachus' stomach churn unpleasantly.
He didn't know what he expected when he followed the light, but it hadn't been this—hadn't been you alone with Apollo, hadn't been the god tilting your chin up, leaning closer, fingers cradling your face like something sacred.
The air left his lungs in a sharp exhale, his vision narrowing as his entire body stiffened. No. No, I can't watch this.
He turned sharply on his heel, forcing himself to look away, to move, to leave. But it took everything in him. His chest ached with something he refused to name, something hot and bitter that clawed at his ribs like an ugly beast demanding to be set free.
It was jealousy. Of course it was.
But it wasn't just that.
It was inadequacy, creeping in like a tide he couldn't hold back. It was the voice whispering in the back of his mind, telling him he would never measure up, that Apollo was a god and Telemachus was just... mortal. Just a man. A prince of a small kingdom, heir to a legend he could never live up to.
His father was known as Odysseus the cunning, Odysseus the great. And what was he? What could he be, when the gods themselves seemed to favor you more than anything he could ever offer?
Would he always be in Apollo's shadow?
The thought sent a fresh wave of frustration surging through him, and before he could stop himself, he dragged a hand through his hair, gripping the strands at the roots, trying to steady the storm raging inside him.
What does this mean? His mind was spiraling, thoughts overlapping too fast for him to untangle them. Did you choose Apollo? Were you ever mine to begin with? Was I fooling myself?
Flashes of you ran through his mind—your laughter when he teased you, the way your hand had lingered in his, the stolen glances, the shared moments that had felt like more. But was it just his own wishful thinking?
What if he had already lost you?
The idea was unbearable. He felt sick.
He knew he wouldn't be able to face you. Not tonight. Not with that image burned into his mind. Not knowing that if he saw you now, he might see something in your expression—confirmation of the worst.
Cowardice, his mind whispered, but he ignored it.
Instead, he found himself moving toward the one person who might be able to steady him, to give him something—anything—to hold onto in this chaos.
His mother.
.☆.
.✩.
.☆.
He didn't even realize where he was until he heard the soft murmur of his mother's voice through the door.
Telemachus blinked, barely registering how his feet had carried him through the dimly lit halls of the palace, through the winding corridors he knew by heart. He had been moving on instinct, his mind clouded, his chest tight. But now, standing outside her chambers, his breath uneven, he hesitated.
He had intended to come here. And yet, now that he was here, he couldn't bring himself to go in.
Steeling himself, he lifted his hand and knocked.
There was a brief pause, then his mother's gentle voice, warm and familiar. "Come in."
Telemachus pushed the door open, stepping inside. The room was illuminated by a few oil lamps, their soft golden glow casting gentle shadows against the walls. The scent of lavender lingered in the air, mingling with the faintest hint of parchment and pressed flowers.
At first, his gaze landed on Penelope, seated on her cushioned bench, her delicate fingers idly tracing the fabric of an unfinished embroidery piece. But it wasn't the thread in her hands that had held her attention—it was Lady, curled beside her on the bed.
The Askálion had made herself comfortable, her dark fur blending into the deep hues of the royal linens. Her large paws were tucked beneath her as she rested her head against Penelope’s thigh, eyes half-lidded, utterly at ease.
"You know," his mother murmured fondly, gently scratching behind one of Lady's ears, "I truly think she's taken a liking to me. I've been telling her about all the new dresses I had made for ____, and how I'll make sure her bows match accordingly." She chuckled, her voice lilting with amusement. "After all, we can't have her looking anything less than elegant."
Lady let out a small, pleased huff, seemingly in agreement, and Penelope continued, "Perhaps a deep blue this time, with gold trimming—"
She stopped abruptly.
Her gaze had lifted from Lady and found her son, and in an instant, Telemachus saw the shift in her expression.
For a moment, she had assumed he was here to collect Lady for you, to return the beast to her rightful place at your side before the night ended. But then, she saw his face.
A mother's intuition was sharper than any blade.
Her soft amusement faded, her brows drawing together as she straightened slightly, voice lowering into something quieter, something knowing. "What's wrong?"
Telemachus exhaled sharply, forcing himself to step further into the room. The door clicked shut behind him, and with it, the last bit of restraint he had been holding onto.
Without a word, he moved toward her, settling onto the ground beside her seat. The weight of his exhaustion, the weight of everything, bore down on him all at once.
And then, without thinking, he let his head rest against her lap.
Penelope's breath hitched, but she said nothing—only lifted a hand, her fingers threading gently through his curls, the way she used to when he was younger, when the world was simpler.
Her touch was warm, steady, grounding.
She didn't ask again right away.
She waited.
Waited until his breathing evened, until the tension in his shoulders loosened ever so slightly beneath the soothing rhythm of her fingers.
And then, when the silence had settled just enough, she whispered, "Talk to me, my son."
Telemachus swallowed, his jaw tightening.
Where did he even begin?
For a long moment, he said nothing.
Penelope continued running her fingers through his hair, waiting patiently, allowing him the space to find the words he needed.
And then, finally, he exhaled, his voice barely more than a whisper.
"I saw her...____."
His mother didn’t speak, didn’t interrupt, only hummed softly—a gentle prompt, an encouragement to continue.
Telemachus swallowed, his throat tight. "I saw her... with Apollo."
He felt his mother stiffen slightly, but she remained quiet, her fingers never pausing their gentle motions against his hair.
The words came slowly at first, hesitant, but once they started, they didn't stop.
"They were in the courtyard," he murmured, staring unseeingly at the floor. "She... she was just standing there, looking at the stars, and then he—" His jaw clenched. "He appeared. Like the gods always do. Effortless. Radiant. And then..." His voice trailed, and he let out a humorless chuckle, one that lacked any real amusement. "He touched her face. He leaned in. And I—"
Telemachus shut his eyes, forcing his breathing to steady. His hands curled into fists against his lap.
"I left," he admitted quietly. "Because I knew if I stayed any longer, if I saw them—" His voice caught, and he shook his head, as if trying to rid himself of the memory. "I wouldn't have been able to bear it."
Silence stretched between them, heavy and thick, but still, Penelope did not speak.
And perhaps it was the weight of that silence, or perhaps it was the hand in his hair grounding him, but suddenly, the words came pouring out of him, unfiltered, raw, like an open wound spilling over.
"It's not just him," he muttered. "It's not just Apollo. It's all of them. The gods. The ones that keep pulling her into their orbit like she belongs to them." His hands trembled slightly as he spoke, his voice growing more fervent, frustration bleeding into every word. "They favor her. They notice her. And I—"
He let out a sharp breath, his grip tightening. "What am I supposed to do? How am I supposed to compete with that?"
There it was.
The fear he hadn't dared voice, the one that had been gnawing at the back of his mind for so long, finally spoken into existence.
He clenched his jaw, shaking his head. "She's mortal. Just like me. And yet, they give her gifts, they send her omens, they visit her in the dead of night like she's one of them." He scoffed, bitterness lacing his tone. "She's been given a title, a role, a place among them. And I..." His voice faltered. "What am I?"
He exhaled sharply, pressing the heels of his palms against his eyes.
"I am my father's son," he murmured, his voice quieter now, laced with something that sounded dangerously close to defeat. "I am a prince, a warrior, a leader of men. And yet, when I look at her, when I see her standing in the light of the gods, I feel like... like I am nothing."
The confession rang through the room, settling into the quiet like a ghost.
He hadn't meant to say it.
Hadn't meant to reveal the deep-seated fear that had taken root in his chest, the one that had been festering long before tonight.
But now, there was no taking it back.
His breath was uneven, his heart hammering against his ribs.
And when he finally lifted his gaze, Penelope was watching him.
Her expression was unreadable—no pity, no chastisement, just quiet understanding.
The silence stretched on.
And then, softly, finally, she spoke.
Penelope sighed, shaking her head softly, fingers still threading through his dark curls. "Oh, my son," she murmured, voice tinged with fond exasperation. "The two of you—skirting around each other like this—it's maddening to watch."
Telemachus tensed slightly, but she shushed him before he could speak, pressing a gentle hand to his cheek. "You've been like this for years, Tele. Ever since I first introduced her to you, do you remember?"
His brow furrowed. Of course, he remembered. He was only a boy when you had been brought into the palace, uncertain and wary, your small hands clenched at your sides as you stood beside the queen of Ithaca.
And he—he had watched you that day, had noticed the way your fingers curled nervously around the hem of your tunic, the way you had kept your gaze lowered in quiet deference.
He had decided then, in a child's simple yet absolute way, that he would look after you. That he would make sure you never felt left out, never felt unwanted in a home that was meant to be yours, too.
Penelope continued, a small smile tugging at her lips as she traced her thumb absently over his cheekbone. "You may not remember it as clearly as I do, but I saw it even then. You made it your personal goal to ensure she felt protected, to keep her safe from the suitors when they still darkened our halls. You were always watching over her, making sure she wasn't pushed aside, wasn't overlooked."
Telemachus swallowed hard.
And even now, even with gods themselves turning their eyes upon you, he still found himself wanting to do the same.
"She lights up the room, my son," Penelope continued, her voice softer now, almost wistful. "Have you not noticed? The way people's eyes follow her, the way she carries herself? She doesn't just exist in a space, Tele. She fills it. And when you're near her... so do you."
He stiffened, but his mother only smiled, tilting his face up slightly so their eyes met. "It's so obvious," she murmured, her expression warm, knowing. "You don't even see it, do you?"
He hesitated. "See what?"
Penelope chuckled, shaking her head as though he had just proven her point. "The way you look at her. The way she looks at you."
Telemachus felt his breath hitch slightly, but before he could find the words to refute her claim, Penelope continued. "You can't expect her to wait forever," she said gently, her thumb still idly tracing against his cheek. "Not when others—divine or otherwise—are beginning to notice what you seem determined to ignore."
His stomach twisted.
She was right. Of course, she was right.
He had spent so much time trying to be careful, to be patient, to convince himself that there would always be time. But now, with Apollo's presence looming over him like an unspoken threat, with every moment of hesitation feeling like a wasted opportunity—
He swallowed.
"If you truly want to win her heart," Penelope murmured, "then, my son, you will have to step up your game."
Telemachus exhaled shakily, closing his eyes for a brief moment before leaning into his mother's touch. Because deep down, he knew—she was right.
And if he didn't act soon, he might just lose you forever.
The thought sat heavy in his chest, a weight he could no longer ignore. For so long, he had told himself there was time. Time to sort through his feelings, time to understand what it meant to care for someone the way he did you, time to figure out how to balance duty, expectation, and the growing ache in his heart.
But time had never truly been his ally, had it?
Not when the gods themselves had turned their eyes toward you.
Not when Apollo—radiant, divine, flawless—had already made his presence known.
Telemachus' fingers curled slightly against his lap, his gaze flickering toward Lady, who still lay contently beside his mother. The Askálion watched him with sharp, intelligent eyes, her massive paws stretched lazily in front of her.
A quiet sigh left him as he studied the beast, the creature that had chosen you just as you had chosen her.
Gods, had he ever truly chosen anything for himself?
Hadn't he spent his whole life trying to fit into a mold? Trying to prove himself as the son of Odysseus, trying to live up to a name so much larger than himself? And now, here he was again—standing on the precipice of something he wanted, something that made his heart race, and yet...
He was afraid.
Afraid of losing you. Afraid of not being enough. Afraid of standing next to Apollo and looking like nothing more than a boy pretending to be a man.
But then, hadn't you always seen him? Not as the son of a hero, not as the prince of Ithaca, but simply as himself?
Hadn't you always given him that?
A slow, determined breath left him, his chest rising and falling with newfound clarity.
No more hesitation. No more waiting for the right moment.
This was his moment.
He wouldn't waste it.
Lady let out a slow, lazy huff, blinking up at him with what almost seemed like approval. Telemachus smiled, his voice dropping into something more resolute.
"I won't waste my shot," he murmured.
Because if the gods were watching, then so be it.
He would make sure that when the time came, when the choice was yours to make—he would be standing there, unwavering, ready to fight for the one thing he truly wanted.
You.
Notes:
𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: here's a bit of extra scenes/plot to 34 ┃ 𝐝𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐭 ; i just had to finally make it clear our boi tele isnt just waiting in the backround and decided to add a few more scenes of penelope being mother cuz she dersves the hype.
Chapter 47: 35 ┃ 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐧
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
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It had been a week since that night, since you'd last had the whirlwind of encounters.
Lady had quickly settled into court life, though "settled" was a generous way of putting it. She was a constant presence at your side, trotting after you through the palace halls, her sharp golden eyes sending servants scattering with fearful squeaks.
The few who had mustered enough courage to remain in her presence had eventually come to realize she was more bark than bite—mostly.
Still, she remained wholly indifferent to their reactions, uncaring of the way she sent workers, nobles, and even the occasional soldier stumbling out of her way. She only listened to you, ears flicking toward the sound of your voice, tail flicking whenever you scolded her.
When she wasn't with you, she was with Penelope.
It had come as a surprise to most—the mighty Askálion curling up at the queen's feet, accepting her attention with the same quiet reverence that Lady had first given you. And, as expected, Penelope had taken the role of doting caretaker with ease, lavishing Lady with gifts, hand-embroidered bows, and the finest cuts of meat from the royal kitchen.
More than once, you had returned to your chambers only to find Lady sprawled on a lavish new cushion, a silken bow fastened to her thick fur, utterly pampered and proud of herself.
But the most unexpected change over the last week?
Telemachus.
It had started subtly, almost imperceptibly. The way he always seemed to find you after his tasks, how he sought you out after his time spent with his father or training in the courtyard. It wasn't unlike when you were children, when he would come to you after long days, eager to drag you off for an adventure, to listen to you play music, or to simply sit with you in the quiet.
But this was different.
He didn't just seek you out—he lingered.
The weight of his presence had become something you expected, something you had started to anticipate. Whether it was catching your gaze across the hall during court, sitting beside you at meals, or walking with you through the palace grounds, he was always there.
It was almost as if he had made a quiet, determined effort to be part of your days, to weave himself into your routine like it was the most natural thing in the world.
You weren't sure what to make of it.
And, truthfully, you didn't have much time to dwell on it.
Because today—today, Hermes had come to cash in his debt.
Right now, you were heading back to your room to drop off yet another one of Apollo's gifts.
Telemachus had been busy with something—his father, perhaps, or more of his endless responsibilities. Callias, Asta, and the others had been occupied elsewhere, most likely with Andreia, much to your indifference. And Lady, unsurprisingly, had remained with the queen, thoroughly enjoying the royal treatment Penelope lavished upon her.
So, you were alone, your fingers brushing against the latest offering from the Sun God resting in your palm.
A choker.
You hadn't been sure what to make of it at first, caught between awe and unease as you examined the delicate piece.
Thin bands of gold formed the base, cool and impossibly smooth beneath your fingertips, but it was the embellishments that had given you pause—dewdrop-like marbles, shimmering as if they were made from liquified moonlight, arranged in perfect intervals along the chain. And at the very center, dangling just above where your throat would be, was a golden pendant, sculpted into the shape of a laurel wreath.
Your lips pressed into a thin line.
It was... a bit much.
And yet, it was undeniably beautiful.
With a sigh, you continued down the corridor, your thoughts half-consumed by the ever-expanding shelf Apollo had gifted you—not that you had asked for it. The endless space meant his gifts would never stop, that they would keep arriving in their unnatural, divine abundance.
You weren't sure how to feel about that.
Just as you turned the last corner leading to your chambers, you abruptly stopped, feet halting mid-step as you caught sight of something that made you pause in disbelief.
There, at the edge of a wide, open windowsill, perched like a bird lazily basking in the afternoon sun, was Hermes.
The god was curled up with practiced ease, one leg bent, the other swinging idly over the side, his winged sandals tapping against the stone in a nameless tempo. His staff rested across his lap, its golden frame scraping ever so gently against the window, adding a soft, rhythmic undertone to the tune he was humming—a tune you were almost certain he was making up on the spot.
The sunlight streaming through the glass bathed him in warm hues of gold and amber, casting an almost ethereal glow across his tousled curls—it made him look untouchable. Like something carved from the very essence of light itself.
He looked perfectly at ease, completely at home in a space that was decidedly not his, exuding that effortless charm that made it impossible to tell whether he had been waiting for you or if he had simply wandered in on a whim.
For a moment, you just stood there, watching him.
Then, as if sensing your presence, Hermes flicked back his winged cap, tilting his head toward you with an almost lazy grace. A teasing grin pulled at his lips, mischief sparking in his golden eyes as if he had been waiting for you all along.
"Ah, there you are," he drawled, stretching out one long leg as if he had all the time in the world. "A pleasure seeing you here, little musician. You wouldn't happen to be here to whisk me away on some grand adventure, would you?"
"Hermes?!" you hissed, quickly closing the distance between you with hurried steps. Your eyes darted around in search of anyone who might be lurking in the halls, heart thudding with relief when you found no one. You turned back to him, arms crossing as you fixed him with an exasperated glare.
"Why in Hades are you just out here?" You gestured vaguely to the very open, very exposed windowsill. "In broad daylight, no less?"
Hermes merely shrugged, looking thoroughly unbothered as he sat up, pulling his staff close, leaning against it with a dramatic sigh.
"You wound me," he lamented, lips curving into a pout. "I thought you'd be a little more excited to see me, considering the occasion."
You narrowed your eyes. "What occasion?"
His pout deepened as if he were genuinely offended. Then, he perked up, resting his chin against the top of his staff as he gave you an expectant look.
"Our day together, of course!" he chirped, his wings fluttering slightly behind him. "You didn't forget, did you?"
Your mind raced back to that night—last week, when you had hastily agreed to spending the day with Hermes just to get him to leave without making more of a scene.
Damn. You'd forgotten.
Blinking, you pulled yourself back to the present, already finding Hermes staring up at you, his chin propped lazily against his staff, golden eyes filled with amusement. His smirk stretched wider, knowing, smug.
He groaned dramatically, throwing his head back. "Come on, don't tell me you forgot about little old me?" He leaned forward, eyes narrowing with a playful glint. "I know you've been busy—what with being chased by princes and gods alike." His smirk turned downright wolfish as he lifted a hand to tuck a loose strand of your hair behind your ear, his fingers featherlight as they trailed briefly against your skin. His voice dropped into something smooth, teasing. "But I was hoping I made just a tiny bit of an impression."
Your face burned. Immediately, you stepped back, swatting his hand away with a glare. "You—!"
"Oh, don't look at me like that." Hermes chuckled, raising his hands in surrender, though the smugness in his expression remained. "I'm only kidding—well, mostly." He winked. "But I'm flattered I can still get that cute little flustered look out of you."
Your glare deepened, your ears feeling hot as you crossed your arms. "You are absolutely insufferable."
"And yet," he hummed, tapping his chin in faux contemplation, "you still tolerate me. I'd say that makes you even more interesting." He grinned, eyes bright with mischief. "Now, what do you say, little musician? Ready for our grand day out?"
You sighed, shaking your head in exasperation. "Alright, alright, just—give me a moment to put something away first."
Turning, you began making your way to your room, the golden choker still held loosely in your grip. But just as your fingers brushed against the door handle, Hermes' voice halted you.
"Hold on..."
There was something different in his tone this time. Less teasing, more thoughtful. You glanced over your shoulder, eyebrows furrowing when you caught sight of the flicker of recognition in his gaze. His usual playfulness dimmed just slightly, his golden eyes narrowing as they locked onto the piece of jewelry in your hand.
His head tilted as he muttered something under his breath, words too soft for you to catch, before his lips quirked—not into a smirk, but something closer to a knowing, almost nostalgic curiosity. "Huh. Haven't seen this one in ages..."
Your fingers instinctively curled around the choker, suddenly feeling oddly self-conscious under his scrutiny. "What?"
Hermes' eyes flickered up to meet yours, studying you intently in a way that sent a strange shiver up your spine. "Now, where did you get this, little musician?"
You didn't know why, but something about the question—about the way he asked it—made your stomach flip uneasily. Awkwardly, you let out a small, nervous laugh. "Oh, uh—Apollo gifted it to me not too long ago," you admitted, trying to sound nonchalant. "It was... one of his many gifts."
Silence stretched between you.
For a few seconds, Hermes said nothing, his gaze flicking back to the choker with something unreadable in his expression. But then, just as quickly as it had dimmed, his playful light returned. He let out a dramatic sigh, throwing his hands in the air.
"Unbelievable," he huffed. "Apollo openly claims you, Telemachus gives you a favor—" He tapped his chin, humming as though deep in thought. "Hmmm... what can I do?"
You blinked. "What?"
"If they're marking their territory, I should be able to do the same," Hermes said, grinning as he snapped his fingers. "Oh! I know! I'll give you a little divine companion—a gift, a blessed animal! A perfect symbol of our bond! How about a cute little-wittle bunny?"
Your mouth moved faster than your mind. "Absolutely not."
Hermes froze mid-gesture, blinking at you in surprise. "Huh?"
You cleared your throat, quickly shaking your head. "No. No animals." Your mind immediately conjured an image of Lady—the way she would undoubtedly react, the chaos that would ensue.
Hermes blinked, momentarily taken aback by your firm response before a slow grin spread across his lips. His wings fluttered slightly, and he tilted his head, golden curls shifting as he regarded you with an amused gleam in his eyes.
"Now, now," he hummed, tapping his chin, "what's wrong with a little divine companion? A soft, little creature to dote on you—always at your side, basking in your presence." He smirked. "Seems fitting, doesn't it?"
You gave him a flat look. "Hermes."
His smirk deepened, clearly enjoying himself. "Alright, alright," he relented, waving a hand lazily. "No animals, then. But..."
The air shifted.
You didn't even have time to register the change before Hermes' voice dipped lower, smoother, his usual playfulness taking on a different edge—one that sent a ripple of heat down your spine.
"Perhaps," he murmured, stepping forward, "you'd like another kind of gift, then?"
You barely had time to react before he was suddenly too close, his presence surrounding you like the whisper of a storm. His golden eyes lidded as he regarded you, his expression unreadable yet dripping with something dangerous, something teasing.
Your breath hitched as you instinctively took a step back.
Hermes matched it.
Every nerve in your body was suddenly alight, caught off guard by the shift in his demeanor. His hand lifted, fingers reaching out—not rushed, not forceful, but deliberate—as they traced the curve of your jaw with featherlight precision.
"You don't want a pet, that's fine," he murmured, voice laced with amusement, with something else. "Then tell me, little musician, what do you want?"
The way he said it—slow, velvety, with that damnably knowing smirk curling at the corners of his lips—made your mind go blank.
Your lips parted, but no words came out.
"Ah," Hermes grinned, tilting his head as his thumb brushed over the apple of your cheek. "Nothing to say?" His voice dipped even lower, a purr against the shell of your ear. "Or just too many things you'd rather not say aloud?"
Heat flooded your face, and with a sharp inhale, you yanked your head away, putting space between you and the god before your thoughts could spiral any further into the dangerous depths he was so effortlessly leading you toward.
"___." Suddenly, a voice calling your name cut through the charged air like a blade, halting the moment in an instant.
Both you and Hermes snapped your heads toward the sound, only to see Asta standing at the end of the corridor, her arms crossed, brows raised, and an expression torn somewhere between exasperation and unimpressed observation.
Her gaze flicked between you and Hermes—between the very obvious way you had been wrapped up in his space, his hand still half-lifted, your face still flushed. Her eyes narrowed slightly, and then, with a slow, deliberate tilt of her head, she tsked.
"Uhh... am I interrupting anything?"
You shrieked, practically stumbling away from Hermes as if burned. "A-Asta!" Your voice came out too high, too fast. You awkwardly laughed, clearing your throat as you smoothed your hands over your dress like that would somehow erase what she had just witnessed. "I—uh—what can I do for you?"
Asta, still very much unimpressed, looked back and forth between you and Hermes again, before sighing. "The king has requested your presence in his study."
The words took a second to sink in. Your mind was still racing, still trying to process both Hermes' antics and Asta's unexpected arrival, but at her words, a different kind of apprehension settled in.
The king? What could he possibly want with you?
Then—realization struck. Oh.
Earlier that week, Telemachus had told you his parents would soon begin assigning you actual duties as Ithaca's divine liaison. It had been a passing comment, one that had made you anxious then, but with everything happening since, you had almost forgotten. Almost.
So this was it. The first of many summons.
You exhaled, steadying yourself, pushing aside the lingering heat on your skin from Hermes' touch. "Right. Thank you, Asta."
With a shrug, Asta turned on her heel, already making her way back down the hall, but not before muttering over her shoulder, "Try not to get too distracted on the way."
You groaned, pressing your fingers to your temple as Hermes laughed behind you.
As Asta's figure retreated down the hall, confusion twisted in your chest. You turned back toward Hermes, brows furrowing.
"She didn't even react," you muttered, half to yourself. "She just... accepted it."
Hermes just grinned as if you were particularly slow to catch on. "Of course, little musician," he drawled, tilting his head lazily. "Because as of now, everyone else but you sees me as Telemachus."
You froze mid-thought, mouth parting slightly in realization. Your gaze snapped to him, eyes narrowing. "What?"
Hermes stretched his arms above his head, rolling his shoulders with a pleased hum. "What, did you think I just waltzed around a mortal palace looking like this? Please." He scoffed, twirling his caduceus absentmindedly. "I have a reputation to uphold." Then, with a smirk, he shot you a sidelong glance. "Though, I could waltz around looking like this. It would be fun to see their reactions—"
"Hermes," you cut him off, holding up a hand. "If everyone sees you as Telemachus, then... what if Telemachus sees you?"
The grin flickering across his face faltered for just a fraction of a second.
"Oh." He blinked, expression momentarily blank. Then he tilted his head, as if considering the possibility for the first time. "Huh. Didn't think of that."
You sighed, pinching the bridge of your nose. "Of course, you didn't."
Mumbling to yourself, you turned on your heel, making your way to your room to put away the choker still clutched in your hand. The thought of your upcoming meeting with the king sat heavy in your mind, and you absently muttered, "Gods, what does he even want with me..."
Behind you, Hermes' amused voice rang out. "A pity, really, that our time will be interrupted," he lamented, dramatically placing a hand over his chest. "I might just have to join you."
You froze mid-step, shoulders tensing. Slowly, you looked over your shoulder. "Why?" you asked, suspicion lacing your voice. "Don't you have things to do? I shouldn't take long, and we can hang out then."
Hermes laughed, the sound as carefree as ever, before he pushed off the windowsill, striding toward you with an easy confidence. "Of course, I do. I always have things " he said breezily, reaching out to boop you on the nose, his eyes glinting with mischief. "But I never said our day together had to be uninterrupted, now did I?"
You groaned loudly as you headed inside, already accepting your fate. "Fine. But please try not to cause a scene?"
He chuckled following after you. "Only 'cause you asked so sweetly~"
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You arrived at the study, the choker tucked safely away in your room before Hermes could make any more comments about it. Just as you reached for the handle, you shot the god beside you a glare, whispering, "You could have just waited in my room."
Hermes clicked his tongue, shaking his head like a disappointed teacher. "Now, where's the fun in that, little musician?" He leaned down slightly, eyes glinting with mischief. "Besides, I want to be near you." His voice dropped into something softer, something deliberately teasing, and before you could bite back a retort, the door swung open.
You barely had time to school your expression as you came face to face with Telemachus.
The prince was already smiling, his dark eyes warm, a quiet fondness lingering in them. "There you are," he greeted, his voice steady.
You blinked, momentarily thrown off. You had expected the king—not him.
Before you could respond, your name was called in a melodic voice, the sound stretching your name with playful familiarity. "Hello, ____~"
Penelope.
Peeking over Telemachus' shoulder, you spotted her sitting beside her husband, both positioned behind the grand desk in the study. The queen's eyes twinkled with her usual warmth, but it was clear she was in high spirits . Meanwhile, Odysseus merely observed, an unreadable smirk playing at the corners of his lips.
You turned slightly, instinctively seeking out Hermes—but before you could locate him, a firm grip settled on your waist, halting you mid-motion.
You barely contained your startled yelp as Hermes leaned in, his breath warm against your ear. "Relax, little musician, he whispered smoothly. "I'm invisible to everyone but you."
Before you could even register the weight of that statement, you felt the lightest nudge against your back—a single push from his finger.
And suddenly, you were stumbling forward.
A short, ungraceful yelp escaped your lips before Telemachus reacted instantly, his hand reaching out to steady you. His grip was firm, his palm warm against your arm as he guided you upright. His brows knit together in concern. "Are you alright?"
You forced an awkward laugh, the heat creeping up your face. "I'm fine!" You waved off the moment, quickly smoothing your dress before flashing a weak smile. "I just... tripped."
You barely resisted the urge to shoot a glare over your shoulder.
If Hermes was actually visible, you were sure he'd be grinning like a cat with a mouthful of stolen fish.
Odysseus motioned toward the chairs in front of his desk. "Have a seat."
Telemachus wasted no time stepping forward to pull out a chair for you, his movements smooth, practiced. The gesture caught you slightly off guard, and though you mumbled a quiet thank you, the warmth that crept up your neck was unavoidable.
As you settled in, Telemachus, instead of taking a seat beside his parents, strode toward a chair pressed against the far wall, dragging it closer until it was directly beside yours. Then, without hesitation, he sat, his arm draping loosely over the back of the chair, his knee just barely brushing against yours.
From across the room, Penelope lifted a hand to her lips, barely concealing a knowing smile, her eyes glinting with something amused as she leaned toward her husband.
Odysseus cleared his throat, drawing your attention away from the silent exchange between the royal couple. His expression was as unreadable as ever, though there was a glint of something sharp behind his eyes—something calculating, assessing.
"I apologize for summoning you on such short notice," he began, voice as steady and commanding as ever. "But I trust my son already relayed what this would be about?"
You nodded quickly, the words tumbling from your lips before you could think. "Yes, Telema—"
Your brain stopped.
Your eyes widened.
You clamped your mouth shut so fast you nearly bit your tongue.
Internally, you screeched.
Did I—? Did I just call the prince by his actual name? In front of the king and queen?
To your side, Telemachus let out a cough, though it did little to mask the laugh that nearly escaped him. Penelope, biting her lip, looked down, her shoulders trembling slightly as if suppressing a giggle.
Odysseus merely raised a brow, his lips twitching ever so slightly at the edges, as though debating whether or not to comment on it.
You wanted the floor to swallow you whole.
Scrambling, you quickly resumed speaking, your voice coming out far too high-pitched. "—chus did tell me, yes! Earlier this week. I'm... I'm ready for whatever duties you have in mind."
A beat of silence passed.
Then, with a dramatic sigh, Hermes muttered in your ear, "Gods above, that was painful."
You resisted the urge to strangle him.
Odysseus nodded, his lips curling ever so slightly into something that could almost be called a smile—brief, fleeting, but there. "I'm glad to hear it," he said simply. But then, just as quickly as it appeared, the small warmth faded, replaced by the sharp, commanding presence of Ithaca’s king. "Let's get straight to business."
The shift in his demeanor was immediate. His back straightened further, his gaze pinning you with an authority that left no room for hesitation. "Your role as Divine Liaison is not just a title," he began, his voice measured, deliberate. "It is a position that places you between the will of the gods and the needs of Ithaca. That means, when necessary, you will act as a bridge between both—whether that be through interpreting omens, managing blessings and offerings, or ensuring that divine favor is neither abused nor overlooked."
You nodded, trying to keep your expression serious, but it was getting increasingly difficult to focus.
Because Hermes—Hermes, in all his trickster glory—had taken to wandering around the study, making a dramatic spectacle of himself.
He strolled along the shelves, dragging a finger over the books as if inspecting them for dust, letting out a mockingly impressed "Ooooh~", before picking up a small bronze trinket and tilting his head as though contemplating its worth.
Then, as Odysseus continued speaking, Hermes gasped, clutching his chest in mock astonishment as he reached for a decorative dagger resting on a stand. "A weapon!" he whispered dramatically. "In a king's study? Scandalous!"
You clenched your jaw, shifting slightly in your seat, forcing yourself to maintain eye contact with Odysseus while Hermes leaned against the king's desk, chin resting on his hand as he studied the king like he was some exotic creature.
It took every ounce of your willpower not to turn and hiss at him to stop.
"And, of course," Odysseus continued, oblivious to Hermes' antics, "with such a position, it is only natural that you will be expected to represent Ithaca outside of the palace as well."
Your mind snapped back into place.
Wait.
You blinked, sitting straighter. "E-Excuse me?"
Penelope chuckled, and Telemachus outright grinned, shaking his head.
You muttered an apology, feeling the weight of all their gazes on you. Odysseus waved a hand dismissively, his voice even as he repeated himself, ensuring you caught every word.
"Today, you will be accompanying us into town," he said again, as if it were the most natural thing in the world. "The festival did well in reinforcing Ithaca's faith in the gods, but faith alone does not make a kingdom strong. Your presence among the people—your voice—will solidify your position." His sharp gaze locked onto yours. "You will give your first speech."
You barely contained your reaction, your fingers twitching against the fabric of your chiton. A speech? Already? You had barely been in this position, and now they wanted you to stand before the entire city and—what? Inspire them? Gods, what were you even supposed to say?
"You will not be hidden away in the palace like some delicate flower," Odysseus continued, his voice firm, brooking no argument. "If you are to be Ithaca's bridge to the gods, then you must also be Ithaca's bridge to its people."
You swallowed thickly, pressing your hands to your lap to keep them from fidgeting.
Out of the corner of your eye, Telemachus leaned forward slightly, his dark brows knitting together. "Are you alright?" he asked, voice low, as if sensing the way you had momentarily stiffened.
You forced a small, awkward smile. "O-Of course," you said, a touch too quickly. "I—I'm excited. Really." You cleared your throat, pushing back the nerves bubbling up inside you. "I should... just fetch a thicker shawl before we go. The evening breeze might be a bit much."
Penelope's eyes softened knowingly, but Odysseus simply gave a small nod. "Very well. Be quick about it."
You stood, giving a small, stiff curtsy before turning on your heel and practically fleeing from the study.
The moment the door shut behind you, you exhaled sharply, pressing a hand to your chest. A speech. In front of all of Ithaca. You had barely processed the weight of your new title, and now you were expected to publicly step into it.
You could already feel Hermes smirking somewhere behind you.
"Oh, this is going to be fun," his voice purred near your ear.
You didn't even have the energy to glare at him.
Instead, you groaned into your hands, dragging them down your face in sheer despair. Your legs carried you to your room on instinct, each step feeling heavier with the weight of what was about to happen.
The moment you stepped inside, the panic set in fully. You whirled around, pacing as you clutched your head. "I'm horrible at speaking to large crowds!" you blurted out, eyes wide with dread. "This is a disaster—I'm going to embarrass myself in front of all of Ithaca, and then they'll all think the gods chose wrong, and then—"
A snicker interrupted your spiraling. "But you perform so beautifully in front of crowds," Hermes drawled, leaning lazily against the edge of your desk, looking far too entertained by your distress. "Surely, you can manage a few words without tripping over yourself."
"It's not the same!" you huffed, throwing your hands up. "When I play, I don't have to think about what I'm saying! I don't have to convince people of anything! I just—just do it!" You turned sharply, gripping the edges of your desk as you exhaled through your nose. "If I had known ahead of time, I would have written something down. At least then, I could—"
"Ah, so that's the problem," Hermes mused, tapping his chin. "Poor little musician wasn't given time to prepare." His smirk softened into something almost... amusedly thoughtful. "Lucky for you, I'm preparation incarnate."
You frowned, brow furrowing. "What does that mean—"
Before you could finish, Hermes' form shimmered in a blur of golden light, his figure shrinking down until, in the blink of an eye, a small bird—a swallow—flitted in the air before you.
Your mouth fell open. "What in the—"
The tiny bird let out a high-pitched tsk, its beady golden eyes twinkling with mischief. "Oh, don't look so surprised," Hermes chirped—literally. "What, did you think I'd be any less charming just because I have feathers?"
You blinked rapidly, too stunned to reply, and then—"Wait. Why do you still have your satchel and hat?"
Perched now on your desk, the swallow adjusted the tiny winged cap atop its head, fluffing its feathers with an indignant little shake. "I am a professional," he said primly, puffing out his chest. "What kind of god would I be if I didn't adhere to proper uniform?"
You stared, absolutely speechless.
"Now," Hermes went on, fluttering up to land lightly on your shoulder, his weight barely noticeable. "Since we don't have time to carve a speech in stone, we’ll cheat a little."
"Cheat?" you repeated, still struggling to process the fact that the god of trickery was now a tiny bird.
"You'll pull your hair back with a scarf," he instructed, nudging his little beak toward the loose strands framing your face. "I'll tuck myself in, and when it’s time, I'll whisper a script into your ear, and you'll repeat it. Simple."
You blinked at him. "You want to hide in my hair."
"It's either that or you walk out there and improvise," Hermes trilled, fluttering his wings innocently. "And from what I'm gathering... you're not an improviser."
Your lips pressed into a thin line. He wasn't wrong.
"Fine," you muttered, already reaching for a scarf to tie back your hair. "But if you make me say anything ridiculous, I will find a way to make you regret it."
"Oh," Hermes hummed, his feathery form tilting just slightly in amusement. "I wouldn't dream of it, little musician."
Still feeling unsure but knowing you had no choice, you adjusted the scarf in your hair, making sure Hermes was properly hidden before turning toward the door. Before you could take another deep breath to steady yourself, a knock echoed through the room.
Your stomach flipped. No turning back now.
With a final tug at your scarf, you straightened your posture and pulled the door open. Telemachus was waiting for you just outside, his hands clasped behind his back in that casual yet composed stance of his. His dark eyes softened as they met yours, a small, warm smile tugging at the corner of his lips.
"My mother wanted to pick Lady up from her room," he told you, tilting his head slightly. "They should be waiting for us in the courtyard."
Before you could respond, a tiny, smug voice whispered in your ear, "Oh, how sweet. The prince coming to collect his precious cargo." Hermes' barely concealed snicker tickled against your skin.
Telemachus' brows furrowed, his gaze flickering around the hall. "Did you hear that?"
Your breath hitched, but you forced a laugh, waving him off as casually as you could. "Hear what?"
His frown deepened slightly, his eyes narrowing in thought. "I could've sworn I heard a bird chirping..."
You bit the inside of your cheek to keep yourself from snorting, all too aware of the tiny god nestled in your hair. Before Telemachus could dwell on it any longer, you reached for his hand, intertwining your fingers with his without thinking.
He jolted slightly, his entire body tensing at the contact. You felt the way his fingers instinctively curled around yours, the warmth of his palm radiating against your skin. His breath hitched, and you flicked your gaze up to see his face turning a slow, creeping shade of red.
"Oh," was all he managed, his voice barely above a whisper.
Your lips twitched. "You alright?"
Telemachus swallowed thickly, his gaze darting down to your joined hands before flicking back to your face. "Yes. Fine." He cleared his throat. "Completely fine."
Hermes, still hidden in your hair, hummed knowingly. You ignored him.
Instead, you simply squeezed Telemachus' hand, enjoying the way his fingers flexed in response, the way his ears remained dusted with pink as he slowly but surely steadied himself.
With that, the two of you turned, heading toward the courtyard to meet his parents—his hand still held tightly in yours.
Notes:
A/N : hello lovelies, hope you enjoyed this chappie; so happy you guys enjoyed the last chapter, was so estatic to see you guys opinion of our fav pinning boi; anywho i'll let you guys go and head in for the night. cant wait to wake up and start back working on the next part✨
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Chapter 48: 35.5 ┃ 𝐃𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒: 𝐁𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐲 𝐁𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞
Notes:
𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: here's a bit of extra scenes/plot to 35 ┃ 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐧 ; the long awaited pov you all have been waiting for; hope you enjoy a peek into our fav pyscho's mind ❤️
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The sun was still high in the sky as Andreia reclined upon the chaise lounge on her private balcony, teacup balanced daintily between two fingers.
The air held that strange duality only Ithaca could offer this time of year—late season warmth that clung to the daylight hours like a fading lover, while the creeping chill of oncoming night whispered along the edges.
The breeze wasn't biting just yet, but it carried a quiet warning. Still, Andreia remained seated comfortably, her long seafoam robe draped artfully across her legs, the fabric as silky as her expression.
Her balcony faced the palace courtyard, a clever architectural decision that had proved increasingly useful. From her vantage point, she could observe most of the kingdom's daily rhythm without ever setting foot among it.
She took another slow sip of her rosehip tea, eyes lazily scanning the world below.
The servants moved like ants, small and forgettable—scurrying from wing to wing, some bent beneath baskets of fruit, others sloshing water from buckets they barely seemed strong enough to carry.
Her gaze drifted briefly to the training grounds, where several soldiers were sparring, their grunts and the clash of wooden weapons faint against the lull of midafternoon winds.
But it wasn't the servants or the soldiers she focused on when she sat out there.
It was you.
From her elevated perch above the courtyard, Andreia had found the perfect vantage point—not just to enjoy the Ithacan sun, but to watch. To observe. To study.
Lately, she had made a deliberate habit of keeping to herself more often. At least on the surface.
She had taken the queen's polite suggestion of rest to heart, cloaking her moments of silence as grace and reflection. A grieving sister. A dutiful guest. A princess with composure. She wore the role well.
But underneath it all, she was planning. Waiting.
Calculating her next move.
Whenever you flitted about the courtyard below, flanked by servants or brushing shoulders with noblemen, Andreia watched. The way your hair caught the light, the way your skirts moved when you turned too quickly, the way those around you seemed to lighten in your presence.
It irritated her. No—it intrigued her. Which was worse.
There was something about you that demanded attention. Not overtly. Not with arrogance or entitlement.
But with that dangerous, glowing ease.
It made people look. It made people follow.
And Andreia could not have that.
Right now, around her, the air was thick with fragrance—lavender oil and jasmine, mingling in the warm breeze that hadn't yet realized the season had turned.
Though it was nearing the colder months, Ithaca's days still clung to their golden heat, as though stubbornly refusing to give in. Only at night did the truth of the season whisper in your bones. But now, in the soft cradle of the afternoon sun, Andreia lounged like a cat before a hearth.
She sat reclined on a cushioned chaise beneath a silk-draped canopy, her feet extended and resting atop a velvet ottoman. A young man—dark-haired and silent—was crouched at the edge of the lounge, working slow circles into her arches and heels, the tips of his fingers pressing expertly into the delicate curves of her foot.
Two female attendants stood to either side, holding tall banana leaves fashioned into fans. With synchronized grace, they waved them in alternating rhythms, keeping the breeze steady. The rustle of leaves was soft, like whispers in a chapel.
And then there was Dorea.
Seated at Andreia's right on a carved stool, the older handmaiden held her mistress' free hand lightly between her palms. Her fingers massaged slow circles into Andreia's wrist as she spoke in a low, conspiratorial tone of news from back home.
"...and I swear on my mother's hair, Lady Myrrhine said that for her birthday, your parents gifted her a new dress that has a gold trim and moonstone inlays—and she didn't even want it." Dorea clicked her tongue against her teeth with exaggerated pity. "Seems like they're still treating her like a walking shrine. It's honestly pathetic."
Andreia didn't laugh—she smirked.
A slow, venomous thing.
"That insufferable little brat," she muttered, bringing the rim of her teacup to her lips. "Lucky her family has ties in the capital or I'd have had her drowned in the bath by now."
The way she said it was so casual, so offhanded, that none of the servants even flinched. If anything, Dorea gave a soft, cooing chuckle, her fingers smoothing up Andreia's forearm like one would a spooked cat.
"She's nothing, my lady. A swollen ego stuffed in a pretty dress," Dorea soothed. "And you're here now. Far from Bronte's nonsense. Far from her."
The others murmured agreement, nodding like silent birds, their expressions serene but sharpened by years of complicity.
Andreia leaned deeper into her cushions, her forest-green eyes scanning the courtyard again—this time more lazily, the dangerous gleam in them now veiled by a practiced calm. "Yes... thank the gods the little thing didn't beg to follow me here like some loyal pet. She always was more obsessed with the attention than the legacy."
She plucked a grape from the bowl beside her, pressing it between her lips with slow relish.
"Ithaca is cleaner without her noise. And more importantly"—she paused to sip her tea—"it gives me all the space I need to do what I've been meaning to for years."
Dorea's hand stilled just briefly against hers. "Which is, my lady?"
Andreia smiled.
But it was not sweet. Not warm. Not coy.
It was cold, and quiet, and certain.
"To take my rightful place," she said, sipping her tea again as though they were discussing curtain colors. "And if anyone stands in my way..."
Her eyes flicked down to the courtyard, to that damned cypress tree you always seem to sit underneath, her nails tapping against the porcelain cup before she setting it gently aside.
"...they'll learn the cost of crossing someone raised to survive Bronte."
Andreia's lips had just curled around the rim of her teacup again when one of the girls holding a palm fan—Tylissa, the taller one—shifted uneasily and tilted her head toward the courtyard.
"My lady," she murmured, trying to keep her voice even but still hesitating, "I believe... the royal family is approaching."
Andreia hummed in vague acknowledgment, not bothering to glance up from her cup.
Tylissa added carefully, "The Divine Liaison is with them."
That made Andreia pause.
Her eyes—sharp and glinting like wet stone—lifted slowly, flicking toward the courtyard's distant path. Her pupils narrowed like a cat's.
There you were.
She didn't blink.
Penelope was gliding gracefully beside her husband, as always, posture straight but easy. Odysseus walked beside her, one arm casually draped behind her back. And flanking the queen—of course—was you.
Not trailing behind.
Not clinging meekly to the edges.
No.
You walked just a step behind Telemachus, who kept glancing over his shoulder to speak to you every few paces, his voice light, a faint smile tugging at his lips.
But it was you she focused on.
You wore your clothes differently than when she'd first arrived. They clung better now. Held shape. Your posture had changed, too—shoulders straighter, chin raised just a bit higher, like someone who'd finally realized the weight of all the eyes watching them... and started enjoying it.
And then there was the beast.
Lady.
Trotting like some smug little hound right between you and Queen Penelope—her sleek dark fur catching the light like obsidian, her white bow bobbing with each regal step. The damn thing even looked proud of herself.
Andreia set her teacup down with a clink.
"Look at her," she muttered, lips curling just enough to bare her teeth. "Strutting around like she belongs beside a queen. With that beast wedged between them like she's earned its loyalty instead of stumbling into it like a blind fool."
Her servants didn't respond. Not aloud. But Dorea's grip on her hand paused for half a breath.
Andreia didn't notice.
Her gaze never left the path.
You were laughing now—at something Penelope said, maybe. Even from this distance, Andreia could tell you weren't faking it. It wasn't polite or performative. It was light. Giddy.
It was natural.
And it burned.
Andreia reclined further into the cushioned chair, one hand reaching down lazily to stroke the head of the servant still kneeling at her feet. Her voice dropped, like a slow knife sliding from its sheath.
"She may have their smiles now," she murmured, almost more to herself than anyone else, "but smiles are easy things. Cheap."
Andreia didn't take her eyes off the courtyard. Not even when her tea cooled or the breeze picked up, tugging gently at the sheer veil tied to her braid. Her gaze was fixed, razor-sharp as it trailed the path you walked—closer to the king now, your steps quickening to match his.
Telemachus, naturally, fell right into pace beside you. As always.
And though you couldn't see him from where she sat, Andreia could still feel the way his attention lingered on you—softer than it ever was with her. So gentle it made her stomach twist.
The prince of Ithaca—the son of Odysseus, the heir of legends—looked at you like you'd hung the stars he spent his nights stargazing under. Even from the balcony, even with the space between them, Andreia could recognize that kind of gaze. She'd seen it before.
But never for her.
Her grip on the glass of watered wine tightened, fingers whitening against the stem until the vessel gave a small, warning creak. Her eyes narrowed.
"First," she muttered bitterly, "I destroy that... scrap of a lyre. And then—somehow—she go from a weepy little thing to being blessed."
She said the word like it soured on her tongue.
You'd left that courtyard in tears—she remembered it well. Watched from the shadows as you'd knelt beside the broken thing like it was a body. Watched how your fingers trembled. Watched how you hadn't even looked back at her.
And then, days later—
"Oh, now," she hissed softly, her voice laced with venom, "now she's a divine liaison."
She scoffed, shaking her head. "A servant made into a symbol of divine favor. How quaint."
She knew how Ithaca used to be. The old rules. She'd studied the politics before ever stepping foot in the palace. She knew that once upon a time—even just a few years ago—it would've been unthinkable to have a servant at a prince's side. Unseemly. Unfit. Undignified.
But now?
Now you were being escorted with them. Eating beside them. Whispering to the queen like a confidant. Walking alongside Telemachus as if you belonged there.
You weren't just being smiled at or indulged or given scraps of favor. No.
You were blessed.
Andreia's jaw tensed.
Two divine relics—two. Not one, not a whisper of favor, but the type of offerings that carved myths. That wrote them.
The Askálion was already proof enough. Its presence beside you, that silent, ever-watchful beast, was loud in the quietest of ways.
Andreia didn't need to ask where it had come from. No hunter in Ithaca could've caught it. No breeder could have tamed it. She knew the stories—had studied them, remembered them whispered in Bronte during firelit nights like warnings cloaked in wonder.
But it was the lyre that had sealed it for her.
She'd known the moment she heard it. Not when she saw it, no—that would've been too easy. Its newness, its craftsmanship, its divine sheen—all of that could've been explained away. But when you first played it during the festival, when the notes poured from your fingertips like sunlight spun into sound, Andreia had nearly dropped her goblet.
Because she'd heard it before.
In Bronte's oldest myths—ones not sung at court but kept by the temple scribes and old-world bards—there was mention of Aurelián, the lyre of Apollo's choosing.
Not of his making. No, even the gods, it said, didn't forge Aurelián. It was found, not made—plucked from the wreckage of a star that fell into the sea during the first age of man. Its frame was carved from celestial driftwood, its strings spun from golden light and bound with the breath of the Muses that could make Titans weep.
And now it was in your arms.
It wasn't coincidence. It can't be.
Andreia's gaze followed your figure, every movement grating against her composure like a poorly strung harp.
"A beast of protection.., an instrument blessed by sunlight... and now divine title to tie it all together."
Her nails tapped rhythmically against her teacup, the sound sharper than necessary.
"As if she's caught the eye of the sun god himself."
The way she spat Apollo's name—sun god—was not with reverence, but something else. Something more bitter. More dangerous.
Her gaze flicked back toward you.
You were laughing again.
The prince was looking at you.
The queen was smiling at you.
And far above, the sky was mercilessly blue.
The other girl fanning her—a girl named Cyra—shifted where she stood, hesitating before speaking. "She doesn't stand a chance, my lady," she said gently, her voice soft and meant to soothe. "You're royalty. A true-born princess of Bronte. She's nothing but a handmaiden who got lucky—"
"Don't," Andreia snapped, her voice like flint striking stone. Cyra flinched, her fanning hand pausing mid-air.
Andreia sat forward in her chair, the movement fluid, deliberate, like a blade unsheathed.
"Don't compare that servant's luck to my bloodline," she spat, venom thick beneath her words. "And don't dare speak to me about titles as if they mean anything." Her eyes flashed as she stood abruptly, the cup in her hand trembling slightly in a stoking rage.
"She's lucky?" Andreia laughed, hollow and biting. "Tell me, where did luck get my brother? Andros—thirdborn, male, the beloved, spoiled, son of Bronte. He had one job. One. Woo the grieving queen, secure her hand, take her place, and the throne follows. But what does he do instead?" Her lip curled, nostrils flaring. "He squanders it. Fumbles the plan. Spends half the time simpering and the rest chasing skirts. All so I could come clean up the mess."
The handmaidens remained silent, knowing better than to speak again.
Andreia's free hand clenched at her sides, her nails digging into the fabric of her gown. "It was supposed to be simple. Penelope becomes queen-consort of Bronte, I secure a path to Telemachus, and the line is sealed. She's out of the way. I become Ithaca's queen by proxy. And instead?" Her voice dropped into a growl. "I'm still dancing on the edges. Still waiting."
The next words slipped from her like poison:
"I'm so far down the line of inheritance, I don't even make the list. After Andros had died in that stupid ambush, my parents didn't mourn—they replace him with one of my other brothers. And me? I was never considered. Not once. Not even a footnote in the line of succession."
She turned sharply, her gaze sweeping the balcony railing as if she could see the bloodlines etched into the stone.
"And now my 'destiny,'" she sneered, voice dripping with disdain, "is to be matched to some middle-aged, balding noble from a border province so my parents can tie another useless alliance. A woman with beauty and wit should command rooms. Should have her pick of kings." Her voice broke just slightly—too soft for anyone but the wind to catch. "But I'll be wasted."
Andreia's nails bit into the delicate rim of her cup, the porcelain groaning beneath the strain. Her eyes tracked the group below as you rounded the bend, Lady trotting obediently at your heel. The queen's hand hovered close to your back, a gesture of quiet intimacy, while Telemachus leaned ever so slightly toward you, his shoulder brushing yours like it had done it a thousand times before.
Andreia's jaw clenched. She didn't blink.
The brightness of the midday sun reflected off your hair, gilding you like something celestial. A low murmur of laughter drifted up as you disappeared beyond the hedges, the sound mingling with birdsong and breeze.
It made her stomach twist.
Her fingers trembled around the teacup, tightening, crushing the stem of the handle like a vice.
"No," she hissed, voice too quiet for the others to hear. "No, I refuse."
Her eyes burned, not with tears, but with something colder. Hungrier.
"I have too much to offer to be forgotten. I was raised to shape kingdoms. Not be handed off to irrelevant barons with brittle spines and aging sons. Not to smile beside some moldy borderland duke until I wither into dust."
She turned her gaze to the horizon beyond the courtyard, where the palace walls ended and the open sea began—glittering like a blade under the sun.
"Let her bask," Andreia muttered, each word edged with venom. "Let her enjoy their smiles. Their attention. Their favor."
Then, quieter—like a promise:
"I'll take more than smiles when I strike."
With a sharp crack, the porcelain finally gave. Her teacup split in her hand, shards falling in quiet, deadly pieces onto her lap and the stone floor. A droplet of blood welled at the tip of her thumb, bright against her pale skin, but she didn't flinch.
She simply smiled—thin and cold.
"Even fools know never to sail through Scylla twice," she said softly, the old Bronte saying tasting like ash on her tongue. "Gods be damned if I let her become my Charybdis."
And with that, she swept the blood from her thumb, letting it smear like war paint across her lips.
Notes:
A/N : 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: here's a bit of extra scenes/plot to 35 ┃ 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐧 ; the long awaited pov you all have been waiting for; hope you enjoy a peek into our fav pyscho's mind ❤️
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Chapter 49: 36 ┃ 𝐨𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐩𝐢𝐭𝐬
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The journey down had been peaceful—surprisingly so.
The royal carriage had been comfortably full, yet not stifling.
You sat across from Penelope and Odysseus, the former gently chiding the latter for dozing off halfway through the ride, while Telemachus lounged beside you. Lady curled neatly at your feet with her head resting across your boots; the beast had only yawned once when a bump in the road shook the carriage—then promptly went back to sleep, tail flicking lazily against your ankle.
The conversation had been light. Odysseus pointed out which merchants would try to swindle newcomers; Penelope shared a funny story about Telemachus' first time in the square as a child—how he once tried to duel a pigeon—smiling gently as she straightened the edge of your shawl. You'd even laughed freely when Telemachus buried his face in his hand in embarrassment, groaning that she was never allowed to tell that story again.
The warmth in the air wasn't just from the sun.
And every so often, when your eyes had drifted to him—you'd find that his had already been on you.
When the carriage rolled to a gentle stop at the edge of the square, you could already hear the lively murmur of townspeople gathering.
Though Ithaca's market day was winding down, the buzz of voices, colorful stretch of woven awnings, and faint scent of roasted nuts and olives still lingered thick in the square.
The door was opened with a crisp flourish by the coachman, sunlight spilling in across the ornate floorboards. Odysseus stepped out first, boots landing firm and assured on the cobbled stones. With the smooth familiarity of a king used to ceremony, he turned, extending a steady hand for his queen.
"Careful now," he murmured, a private note in his voice as Penelope gracefully accepted his help, her cloak catching in the breeze like a banner, smiling as her sandals touched down beside him.
Telemachus followed, and without hesitation, he turned to you, his palm upturned in a silent offer. You placed your hand in his, letting him guide you out. His fingers curled slightly around yours, and before letting go, he gave your hand a soft, grounding squeeze.
Encouragement. Reassurance.
You weren't doing this alone.
You smiled at him, just a little—enough to make his lips twitch in answer before Lady leapt down behind you, tail wagging softly, her sleek black fur glinting in the sun.
Before you could properly take in the vibrant bustle of the square, a familiar voice rang out.
"Your Majesties!"
Peisistratus was already moving through the thinning crowd, his broad frame cutting through the throng with ease. He offered a bow toward the royal couple, then straightened with a grin.
"My lords. My lady," he greeted warmly. Then, his eyes flicked to you—gentle, respectful. "And Divine Liaison."
You offered a polite nod, trying to ignore the flicker of nerves in your chest at the formality—it still hadn't settled on your ears.
Peisistratus stood tall, dressed in soft leathers and a short sapphire cloak. His hair was tousled by wind, but his expression was polished with soldierly ease; he looked every bit the confident warrior and trusted friend he'd always been.
You saw the flicker of a grin tug at his mouth when he glanced at Telemachus, though the grin quickly vanished beneath protocol.
"My father sends his regards," he added. "He apologizes for not greeting you himself—he's back at home assisting with political issues with neighboring kingdoms."
"No apologies needed," Odysseus said easily, placing a hand on the young man's shoulder. "You've grown into a fine man, Peisistratus."
There was affection in the words—a father's old fondness for his son's oldest friend.
Peisistratus bowed his head once more, but his eyes flicked quickly—curiously—between you and Telemachus. You weren't sure, but you thought you saw the corner of his mouth twitch again. Amused.
Odysseus cleared his throat with a knowing glint in his eye. "I'll give you two a moment to catch up." He offered his arm to Penelope, who took it with grace.
"We'll wait for you in the square," Penelope called back over her shoulder with a sly smile, her golden bracelets catching the sun. "Don't take too long."
You and Telemachus watched as they strolled deeper into the crowd, Lady trotting dutifully after the queen like a shadow in silk.
Odysseus and Penelope had barely stepped out of view before they were gently swallowed up by the wave of townspeople—shoulders clasped, warm greetings exchanged. Penelope's laugh rang out as someone handed her a garland of olive branches, and Odysseus, ever the tactician, smoothly transitioned into small talk with the village elders already settled in their usual bench near the well. A few children even cautiously went near Lady before shrieking in delight when she nosed thier hands.
And then it was just the three of you.
You, the prince beside you, and Peisistratus with that faint, unreadable smile.
The cheerful sounds around you drifted, and Peisistratus took a slow breath, his eyes scanning toward the direction the royal couple disappeared. "That's going to be the last time I see them this season," he said, his tone unusually subdued. "We're scheduled to set out by dawn."
Telemachus' brow knit slightly, but he didn't press. Instead, he let his friend continue.
Peisistratus let out a soft huff of a laugh, though there was little joy in it. "The crew's eager to get back to Pylos. Father needs the ship back, and well—" He waved vaguely. "Duty waits."
Smile tight, Peisistratus ended it with a shrug. "Suppose the tides don't wait for anyone—not even the sons of kings."
Something about his lackluster tone tugged at you, and before you could help yourself, you offered, "Well... there's always next season. The stars don't hide forever."
Peisistratus blinked, then smirked. "Hopeful, are we?"
You shrugged, offering a light laugh. "You always seem to find your way back here. Ithaca has that charm."
He placed a hand over his chest, feigning dramatic offense. "Not Ithaca, surely. It must be its residents." Then his eyes gleamed as they flicked to you. "Specifically the clever, beautiful, and heartbreakingly kind ones with a voice like honey. Who could possibly resist?"
Your hand flew to your mouth, hiding a grin that bloomed almost too wide. Gods, he made it so hard not to smile—his charm wasn't the flashy kind, but it was magnetic all the same. It curled around you like honey in the sun.
Telemachus' gaze slid sideways toward his friend, his smile thinning just a touch as he raised a brow. "Flatter Ithaca all you want," he said dryly, nudging Peisistratus in the shoulder. "But if you plan to sit around waxing poetic all day, go find a seat. Before I start charging you for air."
Peisistratus cackled, clapping Telemachus' back hard in return. "Was that jealousy, Prince? Be careful, or it might ruin your handsome face," he teased before bowing—an exaggerated, theatrical thing aimed in your direction—then wandered off, likely in search of food or more trouble.
Telemachus exhaled through his nose, but the corner of his mouth still twitched upward. Without a word, he turned toward you and extended his arm, a quiet invitation.
You took it.
His hand curled lightly over yours, warm and solid, grounding.
"Come on," he murmured, "before Peisistratus somehow finds a way to convince the baker to name a tart after himself."
You snorted softly, letting him lead you.
The square was livelier now—children running with ribbons tied to their wrists, vendors calling out deals, flowers braided into garlands being flung over shoulders like blessings. And in the center, tall and moss-kissed, the town's fountain stood like a relic from an older time. Water trickled gently from its wide basin, the soft splashing almost drowned out by the chatter of the crowd.
You hadn't realized it until you were stepping up beside Telemachus, but the ledge of the fountain—smooth stone, wide and just high enough to demand balance—was where your stage had been set.
Of course. A raised surface. In front of everyone.
Your stomach dipped as you climbed up, the hem of your dress brushing your ankles. For a brief second, you allowed yourself to glance behind you—beyond the crowd, the wide glimmer of water sparkled under the sun, the nearby bay stretching toward the horizon.
Great, you thought, blinking slowly. If I humiliate myself, I'll have somewhere to dramatically fall into. How poetic. Or pathetic. Both.
You swallowed thickly and turned forward again.
Telemachus gave your hand one last gentle squeeze before stepping down beside the fountain's edge. He didn't go far—just far enough to give you space. You felt the absence of his hand instantly.
Then, just as the quiet hum of the crowd began to fade, a familiar voice whispered from somewhere in your hair.
"Worst case?" Hermes murmured, his tone playful but oddly soothing. "You trip, stutter, forget your own name, and they call you 'Divine Disaster' forever."
You made a face.
"...best case," he added more gently, "you make them love you."
You didn't respond—your lips too tight, your nerves too frayed—but your fingers curled into your palms, a silent thank you anyway.
You looked out across the crowd. Odysseus met your gaze, standing near the front with Penelope, her hands gently folded in front of her. He gave you the smallest nod, then stepped forward.
The king's voice, when he spoke, rose with ease and assurance—polished from years of war councils and court politics.
"People of Ithaca," he called, and the murmurs of the square died down like someone had drawn a curtain. "Today, I bring before you not a soldier, not a noble, but a voice. A voice that has, in a short time, reached not only the ears of Ithaca... but the heavens."
You froze. Odysseus turned his head slightly toward you, his voice softening.
"This is your Divine Liaison. Chosen not by crown, not by birthright, but by the gods themselves. Today, she speaks with them... for us."
A rustle spread across the crowd. Odysseus turned back to rejoin Penelope, one arm slipping easily around her waist as he settled beside her.
And suddenly, you were alone.
The wind tickled your ankles. Your hair shifted.
All eyes were on you.
The spotlight had arrived.
And so had Hermes.
You barely had time to gather a breath before the familiar flutter of wings rustled against your ear, followed by his signature whisper, low and gleeful.
"Alright, little muse. Say this: 'I greet you, sons and daughters of fishmongers and demigods. For the blessed olives of Ithaca feed not only the belly—but the soul.'
You blinked. Froze. Tilted your head just enough to hiss, "What?"
"Go on," he urged in a teasing tone. "Say it with conviction. Or die of embarrassment. Either or."
You scowled. "Absolutely not."
"Too late, little dove~"
Your mouth moved on its own.
You physically grimaced as the ridiculous words left your lips:
"I thank the gods and the goats for this sun-kissed day..."
"May Achilless bless your arrows and Adonis your love lives..."
"And may Hades always keep both sides of your pillow cool..."
For a half-second, you were sure this was it. This was your downfall. You would be disowned, banished from Ithaca, and maybe Apollo himself would descend from the skies and revoke his favor just out of secondhand embarrassment.
You clenched your fists at your sides, internally already packing your things.
They're going to laugh, you thought. They're going to stare. You'd be lucky if Odysseus didn't throw a sandal at you.
Instead...
Silence.
Then—
A chuckle.
Then a few nods.
One old woman in the front row brought her hand to her chest with a teary sniff.
You blinked rapidly.
What?
The people were eating it up.
You could feel Hermes' tiny bird-form balancing on your shoulder now, his warmth tucked just behind your ear. "Told you," he whispered smugly. "Just trust me."
Your knees still wanted to give out. You weren't sure your legs were attached anymore. Were you levitating?
"Alright," Hermes hummed, "next: 'Just as the tides bow to Poseidon, so too must we bow to kindness. Except I won't bow to Poseidon. He knows what he did.'"
You paused mid-breath. "Hermes—"
"You will say it. You're already standing here. What are you gonna do? Leave?"
You glared forward at nothing in particular. But you said it.
You said all of it.
And by some miracle—some divine prank of the gods—it worked.
You didn't know how, but as they left your mouth, the crowd reacted not with confusion but reverence. Smiles bloomed. Heads nodded. You swore you saw one man place a hand on his heart, his lips moving in time with your final lines. A woman at the back dabbed at her eyes with her apron.
No way.
No way this was working.
Out of pure instinct, you turned your head slightly, trying to spot the royal family.
Odysseus stood tall, his hand on Penelope's shoulder. Both looked straight at you, eyes bright with pride. Penelope smiled softly. Telemachus was already clapping, before the rest of the crowd even started.
Hermes nuzzled closer, voice low. "Now, finish with: 'We are stars born from olive pits and sea salt. Let Ithaca's song never be silenced.' And throw in something mildly inappropriate. The mortals love it."
"What?"
"Like... insult a god. Pick Dionysus. Or maybe Zeus. He's overdue."
"Are you trying to get me smited?"
"I mean if you don't, I will~"
You wanted to groan, but your mouth was already moving.
"...And may Dionysus finally learn moderation. In all things. Except festivals."
There was a beat of silence—
Then cheers exploded across the square.
"Divine Liaison!" someone called.
Then another. "Divine Liaison!"
The chant rippled like a wave. "Divine Liaison! Divine Liaison!"
You blinked. Froze again. Staring dumbly out at a sea of smiling faces, half in awe and half in shock.
You'd expected awkward silence at best. A fruit thrown at your head at worst.
Instead, they were chanting your name like you were a hero.
"Good pick," Hermes snickered, "You were about to call Hera's sacred cow a three-nippled fraud that smells like smoked olives."
You stepped down from the fountain ledge, barely remembering to lift your skirts so you didn't trip. Telemachus moved to meet you halfway, but you weren't focused on him. Not yet.
You whispered sideways into your shoulder, "Did that seriously work?"
Hermes snorted in your ear. "Absolutely not. But I put a charm on your voice. They heard the most inspiring, tearjerking, soul-healing speech to ever grace this kingdom."
You stared at nothing.
He giggled. "One woman thinks you quoted her dead husband. A baker is giving you free bread for life. And I think that old man in the back just offered to name his cow after you."
You sighed. "Of course you did."
And then kept walking.
The sound of your name still echoed faintly behind you, but it was nothing compared to the warmth waiting in front of you.
The moment you reached the royal family, Penelope didn't even try to hide her joy—her hands flew to her mouth, eyes shining. "Oh, ____," she beamed, stepping forward and clutching your hands in hers. "You were magnificent. The way you spoke—the people adore you already!"
You blinked, still trying to process everything. "I—really?"
"You really didn't hear them chanting?" Telemachus added, stunned. His grin stretched wide across his face. "I thought you'd faint halfway through. Or at least... throw up behind the fountain."
Your brows lifted in offense. "What?"
He laughed. "I meant because of your fear of public speaking," he said quickly. "You know—the whole stammering, duck-and-run thing you do whenever more than three people look at you?"
"Oh?" Penelope gasped, her gaze whipping to her son. "You told me she'd worked on that!"
Telemachus held up both hands defensively. "I did! Or... I thought she had."
Odysseus, who had remained quiet until now, cleared his throat. "I mean, technically, she has now."
Penelope narrowed her eyes at him. "You didn't prepare her?"
"I did," Odysseus said with an unapologetic shrug. "When I told her what she'd be doing today."
Penelope gasped again and gave her husband's arm a light swat. "Odysseus!"
He chuckled, unbothered, rubbing his arm dramatically. "What? She didn't faint."
"She could've!"
"But she didn't," he said, flashing you a sly smile.
Penelope huffed—but the smile tugging at the corner of her lips betrayed her pride. "Come," she sighed, slipping her arm into Telemachus'. "I want a pastry before the good ones are all picked through."
Telemachus grinned and nodded, giving you a soft wink before guiding his mother toward the dessert tables, the two of them already giggling over something.
You watched them walk away.
Then turned, feeling Odysseus' gaze on you.
He was quiet for a few beats, arms behind his back, his posture deceptively casual.
And then—"Do you think I was being cruel?" he asked, voice low, thoughtful. "Sending you out there unprepared?"
Your first instinct was to say yes. Your mouth even parted, but you caught yourself. Instead, you let your gaze drift toward the cobblestone beneath your sandals, forcing yourself to take in his question seriously—fully.
"I thought..." You took a breath, swallowing your pride. "I thought you were testing me."
"I was." His reply came instantly. No hesitation. "But not to see if you'd fail."
He looked away briefly, watching the townspeople still buzzing with life and praise, then back at you.
"Just to see if you'd rise."
You stared at him.
Odysseus continued, voice even. "You want to walk alongside us now. Gods or no gods, favor or not—being divine liaison means more than handling the blessings." He nodded toward the square. "It means handling everything. Especially when the moment comes without warning. Especially when the gods are silent."
Your breath caught.
He hadn't just thrown you into chaos for fun.
He'd seen the signs—heard the things Penelope and Telemachus had shared—and decided it was time to see for himself.
"How else," he said gently, "would we know you could stand under the weight of it?"
You didn't respond right away. Instead, you looked back at the square—at the crowd now easing into celebration, at the townspeople who were still smiling and waving at you.
Your heart was still racing.
But now, it was for a different reason.
Not fear.
Readiness.
You nodded slowly, murmuring under your breath, "...Thank you."
Odysseus just nodded once in return, gaze proud and approving, holding out his arm for you.
"Come," he said, turning. "Let's get you something sweet. You've earned it."
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The rest of the day passed in a soft, golden blur.
You stayed close to the royal family as they made their way through the town square, Odysseus and Penelope receiving warm greetings from the townspeople, Telemachus smiling politely by your side—his hand brushing yours every now and again. Lady padded faithfully at your heel, earning gasps, shrieks, and wide-eyed stares wherever she trotted, her massive head tilted in curiosity as children reached to touch her fur. (One brave girl did, and to your horror, Lady licked her entire face. The girl laughed. The parents did not.)
You sampled honeyed pastries shaped like dolphins, watched jugglers toss flaming batons, and even cheered on Telemachus and Peisistratus during an impromptu sparring display in the center of the square. When the crowd had finally begun to thin, and the sun dipped low enough to wash everything in amber light, you returned to the palace.
Dinner had been a lively, celebratory affair. The table overflowed with roast lamb, citrus-drenched olives, and baked breads stuffed with herbs. At some point, music erupted from one corner of the hall—pipes, drums, even lyres (not divine ones, just regular ones)—and the dancing had begun.
You joined in for a while. You laughed when Penelope insisted on twirling you through a folk step. You clapped when Kieran made a show of sweeping one of the palace cooks into a spin, Peisistratus in a corner doing some half-Pylian, half-disaster of a jig. You even humored Callias when he dramatically fell to his knees and demanded you teach him "the divine steps of Apollo himself."
But eventually, it all began to blur again.
The warmth, the chatter, the lights—all spinning into something hazy and soft at the edges.
And so, when no one was looking, you slipped away.
The balcony was quiet, removed from the festivities, and just high enough to make you feel like you were somewhere between the heavens and the sea. A cool breeze brushed your face, playing gently with the hem of your dress as you stepped out.
The ocean stretched before you like a dark mirror. Each wave shimmered faintly under the rising moon, rushing and receding with an ancient rhythm you could never quite match.
You leaned forward slightly, your hands on the marble railing. Just... watching.
Letting yourself breathe.
And for the first time that day—maybe even the first time since everything had begun—you were alone.
Truly, quietly, blissfully alone.
Your eyes fluttered shut.
The ghost of the townspeople's cheers still echoed faintly in your ears. You could almost feel the weight of the crownless title sitting on your shoulders—the divine liaison. A name that still felt like it belonged to someone else. Someone more sure. Someone more chosen.
But then... you'd done it.
Albeit with some questionable help.
You let out a quiet laugh, breath fogging the air slightly. "Maybe Hermes was just bored," you murmured, lips quirking. "But still..."
The crowd hadn't booed. Odysseus hadn't looked disappointed. Penelope had kissed your cheek. Telemachus had... well, looked at you like you'd pulled the sun itself down to walk beside him.
You didn't fail.
No one laughed.
No one doubted.
Maybe... maybe the gods hadn't picked wrong.
Maybe they'd picked someone who wouldn't give up.
You straightened a little, your reflection in the glass doors catching just the faintest shimmer of confidence. Not pride. Not yet.
But something like it.
Something close.
You'd take the win.
A soft flutter of feathers broke the stillness.
You blinked and turned just in time to see a familiar blur of golden-brown wings swoop onto the stone railing beside you. Hermes—still in his ridiculous, tiny swallow form—landed with practiced ease, his miniature winged cap just barely staying perched atop his feathered head.
He hopped once, twice, before settling directly onto your outstretched hand, talons careful not to prick your skin. "Well," he chirped, voice smug even in its magically compressed tone, "color me shocked. You didn't trip. Cry. Or faint. I almost feel robbed of the chaos."
You couldn't help but laugh, eyes crinkling as you brought your other hand up to gently stroke his back. "Thank you," you said, quiet but full of feeling. "I wouldn't have gotten through it without you."
Hermes didn't say anything for a moment, but you felt it. The way his tiny chest puffed out slightly. A preen of pride.
Maybe a bit too much pride for a bird the size of a teacup.
"You were alright, you know," he finally said, trying to sound casual. "A bit stiff. But passable."
You rolled your eyes, still smiling. "Wow, such high praise."
Before he could answer with another quip, the door behind you creaked open.
You turned, heart giving a small leap when you saw Telemachus’s head poke through the cracked frame. His dark hair was a little tousled from the dancing, his cheeks still faintly pink from the warmth of the hall. He smiled when he spotted you. "There you are. My mother's searching the whole palace for you."
You tilted your head. “Really?”
"She wants to show you the new batch of pastries they brought out," he said, voice light with amusement. "She's convinced they taste better in winter."
You laughed. "I'll be there shortly."
When the young prince entered the palace once more, you glanced back down at the bird still perched on your fingers. "Guess that's my cue."
Hermes nodded—then, in the most ridiculous motion possible, tilted the small hat atop his feathered head with dramatic flair. "Next time," he murmured, with a wink, "remind me to make you say something about Ares bathing habits. That'd kill."
You laughed—really laughed—just as he launched off your hand with a flutter, disappearing into the night sky with a streak of gold and a glimmer of mischief.
And for the first time, the victory didn't feel borrowed.
It felt earned. Yours.
You took one last look at the sea before stepping back inside.
i've been blessed with more fanart, hehehe ❤️❤️❤️
from Francsy/Franie (@idkanyonealrron tumblr)
Francsy 😭😭 I'm actually obsessed with how simple yet powerfully divine this is—like??? The spotlight, the arrows at her feet, the notes swirling behind her...it feels like this quiet, reverent moment where even chaos itself pauses to listen. You captured the weight of her role in just one frame. She doesn't just play the lyre—she commands the room. Ugh. I love this so much. Thank you again, truly 🫂💛
from chipsiscurious (same username on tumblr)
chip... be so serious 😭 I don't think I'll ever get over your drawing style. Like?? This literally looks like it belongs in a Renaissance exhibit tucked behind velvet ropes and softly lit by golden chandeliers. Eros looks ethereal—elegant but dangerous in that quiet, unnerving way that makes you stare too long. You absolutely nailed the adult form vibe... the kind of face that has ruined empires.
from fvckcare (same username on tumblr)
NOOO BECAUSE THIS IS STUNNING??? 😩 The way their skin tones contrast and compliment each other—chef's kiss, like it's giving classic oil painting vibes with a modern romantic touch. The soft purples, muted reds, and those blushy highlights just work together like they were destined to be on the same palette 😭💜And don't even talk about it being a "messy color sketch"—I legit feel like I'm intruding on something intimate here 😳 Like I caught a forbidden lovers' moment through the bushes and now I'm silently backing away with a hand over my mouth. The mood??? The light??? THE VIBES??? All immaculate.
📝 A lil note from me:
Like y'all... I know I may seem overdramatic or way too excited every time I get fanart, but I honestly can't help it 😭 This has always been a dream of mine—to have something I wrote inspire art. Like, fanart. Of my characters. That alone feels insane to me. So yeah, I'm gonna scream, cry, throw hearts everywhere 💘 even if it's just a stick figure named Ned, I will find a reason to love it and treasure it forever 😩❤️ THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO'S EVER DRAWN EVEN A SINGLE LINE INSPIRED BY MY STUFF. I LOVE U (me saving everything down to a t cuzx i love it and y'all)
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A/N : lolol not me using this as an excuse to write insults about ares, lolol sry hes hot but he gives off the energy he stinks/dont wash between his asscheeks cuz its unmanly 😭😭😔 lemme stop binge watch superstore, i fear the humor has made me a lil✨crass✨
(godly things)
various!epic x fem!reader@winxanity_ii
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Chapter 50: 36.5 ┃ 𝐃𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒: 𝐂𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐦 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐂𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐦
Summary:
𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: here's a bit of extra scenes/plot to 36 ┃ 𝐨𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐩𝐢𝐭𝐬; y'all are so amazing 🥹🥹 so many comments reminding me to take care of myself/get some rest 😭😭😭the way y'all know my habits/tendency to dive-into stuff, i swear it's like y'all knew i was running on fumes 🤣 anyways, i know i've been posting lots of 'divine whispers' but i hope they help give more insight for the characters etc. ❤️ enjoy (also, since i don't usually post fanart in the 'divine whispers' i'll have them in the next chappie (YALLL THEY LOOK SO GOOD,)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
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The wind hadn't even settled behind you before Hermes was already elsewhere.
Not just physically—though, yes, his sandals had carried him far beyond the balcony's reach and through the folds of the sky—but in mind, too. In curiosity. In that familiar ache he never let anyone see.
The glimmer of Ithaca's waves faded beneath him, replaced now by the golden, glistening marble of Olympus. Soft clouds drifted lazily beneath his feet as he stepped lightly into Apollo's private hall, barely making a sound.
Music met him before anything else.
A soft, melodic strumming of an oud. A rich, wordless hum accompanying it—low, smooth, and lined with longing. The kind that curled under your ribs and stayed there, uninvited. Hermes lingered in the doorway, one brow slowly raising as he took in the scene.
There was his brother. Golden as ever.
Apollo was reclining on a lounge chaise, half-draped in sunlight spilling through the arched, open window above him. The eternal rays lit his skin like a statue come to life, the gold of his curls glinting as if kissed by fire.
His white tunic had fallen slightly off one shoulder, the fine fabric loose and crumpled in that effortlessly staged way only gods could achieve. His fingers moved with practiced ease over the oud's strings, coaxing out a melody soaked in something unspoken.
Melancholy? Regret?
No. Hermes narrowed his eyes.
Longing.
Gods, but Apollo could be theatrical.
He stayed quiet, watching for a few beats longer, not quite ready to announce himself. There was a stillness in the room he didn't want to break just yet—an unguardedness that was rare for his sun-bright brother. He looked... softer in this light. Not golden and divine, not sharp with ego or singing of victories.
Just Apollo.
Hermes tilted his head.
Funny, really. So many mortals saw Apollo and thought him the epitome of perfection: sunlit and warm, beautiful and noble. But Hermes knew better.
He had grown up with that gleaming exterior, seen the cracks in the gilded armor. Apollo was many things—brilliant, yes, powerful beyond measure—but also fickle. Impulsive. Possessive in ways he'd never admit.
Dangerous, in all the ways people forgot light could be.
And right now?
He looked like a boy nursing a crush.
Hermes couldn't help the scoff that slipped past his lips. "Pathetic," he muttered, though not loud enough to be heard—not yet.
The smirk that tugged at his mouth came easily, like muscle memory, practiced and effortless. A shield and a knife, both. He gave the music one more beat to linger—one last note to drift off into the quiet—before his wings beat once, twice, and he pushed off from the ground.
He soared through the archway, slow and exaggerated, floating on his back with his hands laced behind his head.
"Apolloooooo," Hermes drawled loudly, voice echoing through the chamber, disrupting the still air with his usual, overbright lilt. "Singing again? Gods, you've really got it bad."
Apollo didn't look up.
But his fingers lagged a bit.
Hermes grinned wider, flipping midair to hover above his brother, upside-down like a smug little starling.
"So," he said, lazily circling. "Who's the muse today, hmm? Let me guess—another seer doomed to madness? That nymph who tried to drown you in spring wine? Wait—was it that shepherd boy with the voice like a dying goat? No, no, no—" He gasped, as if struck with realization. "Don't tell me you're still writing sonnets about Hyacinthus. Again."
That did it.
The oud's song died instantly, the last note ringing like a held breath.
Apollo slowly lifted his head, golden hair catching the light like a halo he hadn't earned. His fingers stilled against the strings, jaw tightening just slightly. He didn't smile.
"Leave," he said flatly. "Before I turn you into a smear on the floor."
Hermes giggled.
He spun once midair, then drifted down in slow, lazy spirals, landing gracefully with a soft thud of his winged sandals against the marble.
"No hello? No how've you been?" he teased. "Come on, brother. It's been days since I last saw your face."
Apollo's glare darkened. "What do you want?"
Hermes waved a hand. "Just stopping by. Delivering. Messaging. Visiting."
His smirk sharpened.
"...Ithaca."
Apollo's gaze flicked up fast—too fast.
Hermes watched the way his brother's posture shifted, just slightly. Not quite stiffening, not yet—but the kind of reaction Hermes had learned to read eons ago.
The god of prophecy didn't like surprises.
"And what," Apollo said carefully, each syllable sharp as polished bronze, "would business in Ithaca require from you? Delivering letters to your descendants?" He tilted his head slightly. "Or are you breeding more?"
Hermes laughed, full of unbothered delight. "Tempting! But no. Not this trip." He strolled forward now, light and aimless, as if he hadn't come here for anything important at all. He passed a pillar carved with sunbursts and laurel leaves, tapping it idly with his knuckles.
"I was just... near the palace," Hermes said airily. "You know how it is. One errand leads to another." He shot a glance over his shoulder, voice dropping just a little. "One face leads to another."
Apollo said nothing.
But his eyes followed.
Hermes came to a stop beside the chaise, reaching down to pluck one of the strings on the oud. It hummed under his fingers, sharp and dissonant.
"Oh," he said suddenly, as if just remembering. "Speaking of faces—gifts, actually—guess what I saw while I was there?"
Apollo didn't answer, but Hermes didn't need him to.
He leaned forward, his voice light and false-curious.
"There was this little piece," he mused. "A choker. Gold, marble inlays. Laurel pendant." He tilted his head. "Sound familiar?"
He didn't wait for Apollo to answer.
"Oh, silly me," Hermes added with mock innocence, tapping his chin as if trying to remember something very difficult. "It was on someone... what's the title now? The mortals gave her something recently... Oh! Right. Ithaca's Divine Liaison."
Apollo's smirk returned before the sentence even finished forming; he leaned back into the light like it bowed to him, like it belonged to him, that familiar pride settling on his face like a crown. His fingers curled around the oud's neck, not playing it anymore, just holding it—like a memory, like a comfort.
"It looked gorgeous on her, didn't it?" he asked, voice warm with pride. "A centerpiece. Something soft and radiant." His eyes gleamed. "Like her."
Hermes raised a brow. "Mmm," he hummed. "Or a leash."
Apollo's smile didn't falter.
But the air around them shifted—just slightly.
Hermes' teasing smile stayed, but it didn't quite reach his eyes now. There was a twitch at the corner of his mouth, a sharp pull that looked almost like amusement—if you didn't know better.
He did.
It was forced. Hollow. Covering something else.
His fingers drummed lightly against his hip as he stepped away from the window. Just a small shift in posture. A casual movement. But even he felt it—his own muscles coiling tighter than usual.
And then his voice—still sweet, still light—cut the quiet with something colder just beneath the surface.
"So..." he said, tilting his head, "you just gave her the pendant, then? As a gift?"
Apollo once again kept quiet.
Hermes kept his eyes fixed on him. Still smiling. But his voice dropped just slightly, enough to scrape against something bitter in his chest.
"Or is that little laurel more than decoration?" he asked, feigning curiosity. "Do you know what it does, Apollo? Or maybe you do know. Maybe you made sure."
Apollo's hands had stilled. The oud quiet in his lap. But he hadn't looked up yet.
Hermes stepped closer, boots soft against the cloud-marble floor.
"Funny thing, really," Hermes said with a quiet scoff. "I touched it earlier. Just for a second. Could feel your essence clinging to it like sweat. Divine imprint, binding, warmth in the gold that doesn't come from the forge. And I thought, huh. That's strange."
He leaned in, just slightly, voice low. Dry.
"I didn't realize you were putting a claim on her."
Apollo's fingers twitched around the neck of the oud—just once—but it was enough.
Hermes felt it.
That invisible ripple of tension. The sun heating a little too much against his skin. The air humming faintly. The pressure building like a storm waiting to break.
Apollo's grip on the oud tightened. Not as a musician. Not as a lover of melody.
Like a man holding a blade.
"What are you implying, brother?" Apollo asked, quiet and dangerous, not looking up yet. A warning.
But still, Hermes didn't back down. His smile vanished like it was never there.
"Don't play coy," he snapped, louder now. "You know what I mean. I know what divine favor feels like. And that choker? That wasn't a gift. It was a tether."
Apollo's head turned. Slowly. His eyes locked on Hermes.
Hermes took another step, laughing bitterly as he threw a hand up, gesturing as if to a chalkboard no one could see.
"And now I'm wondering," he said. "All the rest of your gifts—every single flower, every relic, every 'pretty little token' she thinks is harmless—do they all carry pieces of you too?"
He didn't wait for an answer.
He hissed it like a joke that tasted wrong in his mouth. "No wonder she reeks of you."
That was when the silence snapped.
The light shifted.
The sun that had been soft in Apollo's hall turned sharper—gold becoming white, glow turning to glare. The shadows near Apollo's chaise deepened unnaturally, curling long across the floor like claws reaching for the edges of Hermes' boots.
Apollo stood slowly, his oud set down with care he didn't mean.
His expression wasn't amused anymore.
No smirk. No song.
Just shadow behind gold.
He stared down at Hermes, jaw tight, eyes unreadable—but there was something behind them now. Something gleaming too bright to look at directly.
And then... he laughed.
A short, bitter thing.
"Oh," Apollo said, voice colder than it had any right to be, "that's what this is."
He stepped closer, his smile returning—but it was a different kind of smile now. One that didn't reach his eyes. One made of teeth, not warmth.
"You're jealous."
Hermes didn't flinch, but lip ticked once.
Apollo tilted his head, curls shifting like golden vines over his brow, is grin sharpened into something crueler. Something knowing. "Don't tell me, little brother," he purred. "That you've set your eyes on my muse?"
Hermes' jaw clenched.
A small movement. Barely there. But it betrayed the storm beginning to churn beneath the smirk he still wore like armor. A crack in the performance.
Because he knew what Apollo was doing.
His tongue pressed against the inside of his cheek, gold eyes gleaming with something sharp as his brother's words echoed back at him.
"My muse."
What a possessive little title, dressed up in poetry. He should've expected it.
Apollo always did have a knack for taking things that weren't his and branding them with sunfire.
The sun god lounged back, all golden indifference and slow, poisonous amusement, his fingers lazily brushing across the strings of the oud still resting in his lap. A low chord hummed in the air like a held breath.
Apollo's smirk widened, eyes never leaving his brother's face. "It's already bad enough her attention's been divided lately," he said casually, voice smooth like silk stretched over broken glass. "Flitting around like some lovesick swallow. That little prince she's been hovering over? What is it? Telemachus?" He clicked his tongue, mock-pity threading through every syllable. "A mortal with more weight in his scowl than in his legacy. Hardly worthy of her... affection. But now you?"
His laugh was low, darkly amused, but Hermes didn't move.
"You, little brother? Trying your hand at romance?" Apollo continued, like he hadn't just twisted the knife, "you want to try your luck with her too?"
The air thickened. The golden light from the windows seemed to pulse—too warm, too close.
He didn't give Hermes room to speak.
"I should've known. It's always the ones who go unnoticed who get the hungriest, isn't it?" Apollo tsked, shaking his head like a disappointed father. "Poor thing. Must be exhausting—carrying everyone's stories, and never starring in one."
"I mean, you always did flutter too close to things that weren't meant for you. Letters, souls, hearts..." Apollo he mused, eyes narrowing with a cruel kind of clarity. "It's too bad too. You were always... entertaining," Apollo went on, lifting one hand to admire the light as it danced across his palm, his tone flippant and cutting. "Useful, too. Quick with words, quicker with your feet. But never quite the one they chose, were you?"
Hermes' fingers flexed against his staff; he said nothing, but his silence wasn't empty. It crackled.
Apollo's gaze flicked down, his smirk sharpening. "You watch the way she glows in a room, the way she laughs when no one else is brave enough to. And you think maybe, this time, someone might look at you like that. Like you're the center of their story."
Hermes' chest rose, slowly.
Apollo tilted his head, faux thoughtful. "But... she already has me."
There it was again—possessive and proud, like a crown fitted too tightly on a sunlit head.
The air pressed hotter against his skin, not from Olympus' glow, but from Apollo's radiance sharpening—like the sun threatening to burn even his divine flesh.
That old pang surged in his chest, the one he thought he’d buried centuries ago. The one that whispered he’d always be the footnote, never the tale. A god of arrivals and departures—never the destination.
And Apollo, golden bastard that he was, had the gall to hum afterward. A slow, self-satisfied sound.
"I mean," Apollo purred, "she is beautiful. Can't blame you, really. That mouth... those eyes. The kind of beauty you'd immortalize in a statue—or start a war over, I suppose."
The silence that followed wasn't peaceful. It hung in the air like a blade.
Hermes blinked once. Slowly.
And then he smiled.
Too wide.
Too bright.
His body straightened, floating slightly off the ground as if weightless again. That cocky tilt returned to his brow, his sandals catching a glimmer of light as he hovered just slightly above the marble.
"Oh, no argument here," Hermes said lightly, smoothing a hand through his curls. "She's the kind of girl who could rival Helen herself—only difference is, she wouldn't start a war."
He leaned in slightly, voice lowering. "She'd end one. With a smile."
Apollo's brows pinched, but it was Hermes turn, and he didn't allow him the chance to even attempt speak.
"Softest arms I've ever held," Hermes added, gaze distant now—almost wistful. "Do you know she cries quietly? Doesn't want anyone to hear. But she let me. She leaned into me. Let me stay." He chuckled, eyes flashing gold. "That kind of trust? Can't be bought. Or gifted."
Hermes let the words linger for a beat. His gaze drifted to the space where sunlight spilled across the marble, and for just a moment, the usual mischief in his eyes dimmed.
"I've delivered a thousand love letters, heard a thousand prayers. But none ever sounded like her voice when she said my name."
He drifted forward, lazy, languid in his movements—like a shadow of smoke curling too close to fire.
"Her stare could turn a god to stone if she wanted to," Hermes continued, tilting his head. "But it didn't. Not when she looked at me. She looked at me like I was something worth holding onto."
Apollo's expression was unreadable now. Taut. Quiet. Dangerous.
Hermes smirked. "Now, I'm sure you've given her gifts. Gods know you love your grand gestures. But affection?" He raised a brow. "That's earned."
He shrugged casually. "You can't force what she wants. And if what she wants... isn't you?" Hermes' voice dipped into something colder—quieter. "Well. That's not a flaw in her. It's just your curse."
He turned in a slow circle, rising higher.
"May the best god win, brother," he sang sweetly.
And with that, Hermes spun on his heel mid-air, red cloak flaring behind him like a flare of dusk-colored fire.
But as he soared toward the open archway—his back to the sun god—his smile faded.
His face, caught in the shadow of his own departure, darkened.
Because he'd seen it.
That flicker.
That edge of something terrible and old building in Apollo's eyes.
And for the first time since this game began, Hermes wasn't entirely sure he'd stay ahead.
Not if Apollo stopped playing.
And started hunting.
Notes:
𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: here's a bit of extra scenes/plot to 36 ┃ 𝐨𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐩𝐢𝐭𝐬; y'all are so amazing 🥹🥹 so many comments reminding me to take care of myself/get some rest 😭😭😭the way y'all know my habits/tendency to dive-into stuff, i swear it's like y'all knew i was running on fumes 🤣 anyways, i know i've been posting lots of 'divine whispers' but i hope they help give more insight for the characters etc. ❤️ enjoy (also, since i don't usually post fanart in the 'divine whispers' i'll have them in the next chappie (YALLL THEY LOOK SO GOOD,)
Chapter 51: 37 ┃ 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐝𝐬 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐤
Notes:
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The next night, the palace had quieted early.
The festivities were long over, reduced now to the sound of distant laughter echoing faintly through the corridors, swallowed by stone and sea breeze. Outside your window, the moon cast long silver lines across the tiled floor, soft and cool under your bare feet as you padded across your chambers.
You'd already washed up. Your hair was damp at the ends, curling slightly with the moisture, and your skin still smelled faintly of vanilla and the cinnamon soap the palace attendants insisted on using during colder seasons. The long tunic you wore clung comfortably to your frame—worn cotton, soft from years of use.
Your hands paused at the edge of your bed as you reached to pull the covers down, the fabric cool and smooth under your fingers. But before you slipped beneath the sheets, your eyes flicked—absentmindedly—to the foot of your bed.
Where the other bedding usually sat.
Lady's corner.
A small nest of furs and woven padding had been arranged there since the day she'd followed you home from the woods. Luxurious in a way that made you laugh—tufts of wool, bits of silk knotted in with the heavier bedding (you suspected Telemachus might've snuck in a palace cloak or two when you weren't looking). Her scent still clung faintly to the pile—earthy, warm. Safe.
But tonight, it was empty.
And quiet.
You let out a slow breath, folding your arms loosely across your chest as you stared at the bare spot. Not lonely. Just... noticeable.
The queen had invited Lady into her chambers that evening, offering the great beast company while her husband remained absent—Odysseus having stayed late in the council room, something about grain shipments and ship repairs. You'd hesitated, but only briefly. Penelope's tone had been gentle, and you'd figured... it would be good for her.
You still remembered the way Lady's head had lifted, ears perking up when the queen entered. The low tail wag. The quiet nuzzle to your palm before padding softly after her through the hall.
You hadn't minded.
At least... you told yourself you didn't.
Still. The room felt a little more hollow tonight. Too big for one heartbeat.
You rubbed the inside of your arm slowly, stepping back and settling onto the bed with a sigh. The sheets were cold at first, the kind that needed your warmth to come alive, and you curled onto your side with a quiet groan, dragging them up to your shoulders.
The moonlight stretched longer across the floor now, catching the edge of your dresser, your window frame, the empty space at the foot of your bed.
You shut your eyes.
Tried to breathe.
But something... something lingered at the edges of your thoughts. Not fear. Not yet. Just a weight.
A silence that felt like it was holding its breath.
Waiting.
You didn't know why, but as your fingers curled around the edge of your pillow, your heart gave a single, sharp beat—
—and you suddenly wished Lady hadn't left your side.
Not tonight.
Not with the air this still.
You sat up a little straighter in bed, fingers loosening from the fabric of your blanket. Something about the quiet didn't feel natural—not this kind of silence. The kind that draped itself over everything, heavy and watchful, like the pause before a lightning strike.
And then it came.
Light.
Soft at first, then sudden. A bloom of gold that lit up every corner of your room as if the sun itself had decided to visit. It shimmered around the windowpanes, bled through the curtains, and when you blinked—there he was.
Apollo.
He didn't knock. Didn't wait to be invited.
He stood at the foot of your bed, eyes already fixed on you like he'd been staring for hours, watching your thoughts form before you even knew them yourself.
"Sleeping already?" he asked, though there was no real curiosity in his voice. Just a note of amusement—strained, clipped. He moved before you could answer, crossing the room like he owned it. The glow around him softened only slightly as he came to sit at the edge of your mattress, close. Closer than usual.
You swallowed, instinctively shifting back against the pillows. "I... I didn't mean to—"
"Don't," he interrupted gently, smiling as if it were nothing, though it didn't reach his eyes. "You never have to explain yourself to me, little muse."
His tone was warm. His posture relaxed. But his gaze—his gaze pinned you in place. There was something urgent behind it. Sharp and bright. Flickering.
"You've been busy," he murmured, fingers brushing the embroidery at the edge of your blanket. "I've noticed."
You froze. "With... what?"
His brows lifted, and the tilt of his head almost looked playful. Almost. "Oh, let me think," he said, voice still soft but beginning to gather speed. "A certain prince you've been entertaining. A trickster who can't keep his hands to himself. Servants who think they can take liberties with your time. Tell me, little muse—how do you have any energy left for me?"
You opened your mouth, but he was already continuing, golden eyes glowing faintly in the dim room.
"I don't blame you... Not really," he said, voice picking up, words stacking over each other. "Mortals crave connection. That's natural. But Telemachus?" He scoffed, running a hand through his curls. "He doesn't even know what he wants. He broods. He second-guesses. You think that will stay sweet forever?"
"Telemachus has—"
"A fragile heart," Apollo cut in, waving a hand dismissively. "That kind of love fades the moment it's tested. And Hermes? Don't make me laugh." He stood abruptly, only to begin pacing, his glow brightening slightly as he moved.
You sat up straighter, heart quickening.
"He comes and goes as he pleases. Leaves half-truths in your ear and a smirk on your lips. He thinks a clever phrase makes him deep." Apollo paused, turning his head to look at you. "He'll never stay. He doesn't know how."
You felt like you were blinking too slowly—like your thoughts were slipping behind his pace. "Apollo—"
"He didn't comfort you," Apollo snapped, suddenly back at your side, kneeling by the bed now. "Not that night. Not like I did. Not the way you cried for me. You remember, don't you? My touch was gentle. My words were warm. You looked at me like I was the only one who could quiet that ache in your chest."
You blinked, stunned.
"I do everything for you," he breathed, voice softening into something tender—dangerously so. "I give you gifts, signs, shelter. And still, you let others hover around you like moths. Touching what's mine."
You stiffened at the word.
His hand brushed yours gently. "You don't have to say anything. I know it's not your fault. You're sweet. Too sweet." Then, with a sudden frown, he looked toward the door. "And those servants—these Bronte brats—they delay you. They take your time. Think they're owed something just because they can walk beside you or hear their name sang from your lips."
"Apollo..." you tried again, your voice small.
He finally stopped, chest rising and falling—not with anger, but with something more unsettling. Like he'd been holding his breath for too long.
He returned to your bedside, eyes softer now, yet still too intense. His hand reached out again, brushing a lock of hair behind your ear.
"I just worry," he whispered. "There's a lot of noise around you lately. And I need you to remember what matters most."
His gaze searched yours. "I matter most."
The words shouldn't have sounded so final.
Like a seal. A vow. A brand.
And yet they lingered between you like incense smoke—sweet, cloying, impossible to wave away.
His golden eyes didn't move at first, holding yours with a tenderness that trembled on the edge of something deeper. But slowly, almost lazily, his gaze began to drift lower.
You felt it the moment he noticed.
Your nightclothes—so simple, so soft and familiar to you—suddenly felt too sheer. The neckline had shifted slightly when you sat up, the tie at the front loosened by your earlier movements. One shoulder had slipped just enough to bare your collarbone, the faintest peek of skin where the fabric had given way.
You cleared your throat quietly, eyes dropping to your lap.
Apollo didn't speak.
But you felt the shift in the air.
His hand rose again, hovering close, and then—
"Oh?" he murmured, his voice lilting with surprise, though something darker hummed beneath it. "Not wearing it tonight?"
You blinked in confusion.
He leaned closer, fingers brushing lightly against the hollow of your throat. "Your choker," he said, his voice low. "The one I gave you. Where is it, little muse?"
His touch was featherlight—just the backs of his fingers tracing up your neck—but it was enough to send a shiver skimming down your spine. Your breath hitched, and you instinctively tilted your head away, though his hand only followed, soft and unrelenting.
"I—I didn't mean to forget," you managed, heart racing. "I just... I took it off before bed. I didn't want it to get tangled."
Apollo didn't reply right away. His eyes were still focused on your neck, on the spot where the velvet should have been. His fingers caressed the skin there once more—absentminded, like he was memorizing the feel of it. Your pulse fluttered under his touch.
"You look different without it," he murmured, barely above a whisper. "Exposed. Unmarked."
You swallowed. "I... I can wear it tomorrow," you said quickly, trying to redirect the moment. "If you want."
That made him smile—but it didn't feel quite lighthearted.
You scrambled for something—anything—to say, desperate to shift the mood. "What about you?" you asked suddenly, voice thin but steady. "You've... been quiet lately. What've you been up to?"
It worked, sort of.
Apollo blinked, his hand slowly retreating from your skin as his focus snapped back to your eyes. He blinked again—once, then twice—and then... he laughed.
It wasn't cruel. Just surprised. Caught off guard.
But it didn't last.
He tilted his head, eyes narrowing faintly as the smile faded into something more puzzled than pleased. "You're serious."
You nodded.
He straightened a bit, golden curls falling around his face. "What do you mean what have I been up to?" he asked, genuinely confused. "I'm a god, little muse. I don't... do errands. I don't keep a schedule. I am the schedule."
You gave a sheepish laugh, cheeks heating. "Right. I didn't mean it like that, I just—sorry. It was a silly question."
Apollo didn't respond right away.
He was staring again.
The silence stretched out—not uncomfortable, but... heavy. Like the room was holding its breath.
"I just meant..." you tried again, a little softer this time. "Even if you're immortal, you still... feel things. Right? You still get tired. Or frustrated. Or—lonely."
Your voice faltered on that last word.
Apollo didn't move. Didn't blink.
He was just watching you.
His expression unreadable. Still. Quiet. Like something ancient looking out from behind a boy's smile.
And you couldn't help but wonder—just for a moment—if no one had ever asked him that before.
Apollo's gaze lingered a moment longer, unreadable.
Then... he hummed. Quiet. Low. Like the tail end of a song without words.
His eyes finally drifted away from yours, shifting toward the open window where moonlight spilled lazily across the floor.
"...I suppose things have been tense," he murmured, almost to himself. "On Olympus."
You blinked, surprised by the softness of his tone. "Tense?"
He didn't elaborate—not really.
His posture stayed relaxed, almost deceptively so, but something in his aura seemed to ripple. Not bright, not angry. Just... strained. His fingers brushed along the edge of your blanket, aimlessly smoothing it.
"It's complicated," he said, lips curving into a smile that didn't reach his eyes. "My siblings are always stirring the pot. Even the quiet ones. You'd think time would make them wiser, but—" He gave a slight shrug. "Immortality breeds boredom. Boredom breeds interference."
His voice carried the edge of something else. Bitterness? Weariness?
You couldn't quite tell.
"But that's not your burden," he added quickly, turning back toward you. The shift in his tone was sudden—gentler now, lower, nearly fond. "Not when I can leave it all behind... and be here."
His gaze met yours again—and this time, it didn't waver.
"You soothe me," he said, so quietly you almost didn't catch it. "Being by your side... it makes all of it fade. Even if just for a little while."
The way he looked at you then made your stomach flip.
It wasn't just admiration. It was something heavier. A weight of longing that didn't belong to a god who could hold galaxies in his palm.
"You're my muse," he whispered. "You always have been."
He reached out again, fingers ghosting along your cheek, brushing a strand of hair behind your ear before trailing down your jaw.
"I see the world through golden light, always... but with you, it's warmer. Softer."
You couldn't move. You weren't sure you remembered how to breathe.
A forlorn sigh escaped him, almost as if it physically pained him to look away. His hand lingered for just a moment longer, thumb brushing over the corner of your lips like he was committing the shape of you to memory.
Then he stood.
The light around him grew subtly brighter—not radiant, not blinding. Just enough to remind you he wasn't meant to stay in mortal rooms for long.
"I should go," he said with regret threading every syllable. "Not because I want to. But because I must."
You opened your mouth to speak, but he held up a finger—gently—just a hush.
"But remember what I said," he murmured, taking one step back. "About Hermes. About Telemachus. About everyone else."
His voice lowered, not stern... but steady. "They don't know you like I do. They don't see the whole of you. They never will."
The glow at his shoulders shimmered faintly, like the first rays of dawn threatening the edge of night.
"I know what's best for you," Apollo said softly, almost apologetically. "Even when you don't."
And with that, he smiled.
Warm. Affectionate. Possessive.
And then—
He was gone.
Only the warmth he left behind remained, clinging to the air, settling into your sheets... like sunlight that hadn't quite finished saying goodbye. The glow faded from your walls, leaving behind only moonlight, dim and ordinary, like the world had finally exhaled.
You stayed still. Sitting on your bed. Your hands clenched in the fabric of your nightdress, the coolness of the room creeping back in around your arms and bare legs.
But inside?
Everything was not still.
Your mind raced.
Apollo's voice still echoed in your ears—You soothe me. I matter most. I know what's best for you.
You swallowed hard. The words had felt soft at the time. Warm. But now?
Now, they sat heavier. Less like a blessing, more like... a binding.
You hugged your arms to yourself, blinking down at your sheets—sheets he'd just been sitting on—and tried to piece everything together. It was too much. Too quick. Too intentional.
The way he had stared at your neck when you weren't wearing your choker. The way his fingers ghosted over your skin like he owned the space there.
You shifted uncomfortably.
And his words... not just about you.
But them.
Hermes.
Telemachus.
Even the Brontean servants—he hadn't said their names, but you knew. Callias, with his smug grin and mischievous eyes. Those who had started acting far too familiar since the festival.
Apollo had dismissed them all in a breath, but it wasn't just disdain—it was possessiveness. A need to make sure you knew he was watching. That they weren't worthy.
But gods. Hermes.
You clenched your jaw.
You remembered the way he had reacted when you'd told him about Apollo's gifts. The bitterness in his eyes. The twitch of his jaw. The way he tried to laugh it off—but couldn't fully hide how it scraped something raw beneath the surface.
He knew Apollo's favor could become something more than protection.
He knew what obsession looked like in the gods.
And Telemachus...
You shut your eyes tight.
Was what Apollo said true? That the prince's feelings were still soft, uncertain, flickering like a candle in the wind? That his love, if it bloomed, would be fickle?
No, part of you whispered. Not him.
But another voice, quieter, more careful, reminded you: Even love needs time to prove itself. Even loyalty has limits.
You exhaled shakily.
The room suddenly felt too small. Too full of questions, too full of shadows that used to feel safe.
You looked down at your clenched fists.
You couldn't just sit here.
Not with everything pressing in from all sides. Not with gods circling like vultures. Not with questions still unanswered.
Your heart beat once—twice—and then steadied.
You rose.
No more waiting. No more hoping someone else would tell you what to do, or who to trust.
If you wanted answers, you'd have to find them yourself.
You'd have to move.
You stood from the bed, the chill of the floor meeting your bare feet like a jolt of truth.
And you welcomed it... the chill. The quiet. The jolt of something real beneath your feet.
Because it meant you were moving. Thinking. Doing. Not just sitting there, haunted by warmth that wasn't truly yours.
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.✩.
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It didn't take long for you to find your way.
You knew the path through the palace by heart—the stone corridors and twisting turns memorized from years spent walking them as a servant. No lantern needed. You moved like a shadow, barefoot and silent, familiar with every creaking floorboard and every change in draft.
You passed the long western wing, the hallway that always smelled faintly of old laurel and lavender. The very same corridor where Penelope used to sit during late spring, her shawl slipping down her shoulder as she read old scrolls beneath the open windows. That was where you first learned to carry tea without spilling a drop—learned the difference between observation and interruption.
This library was her sanctuary.
Now, it was yours.
You pushed open the heavy doors without hesitation, the thick oak groaning faintly on its hinges. The room greeted you like a familiar breath—cool and still, dust floating in moonlight shafts through the high windows. Rows upon rows of scrolls lined the stone walls, shelves climbing so high they disappeared into shadow.
And silence. Blessed silence. Not the stifling kind that followed Apollo's visits. This one was patient. Expectant.
You moved quickly.
Already, your arms ached from skimming through dozens of texts. Your fingers bore the faintest smudge of ink and dust from long-handled scrolls. Piles of old myths surrounded you on the table—many forgotten, written in ink that had faded to a whisper.
You had read hundreds of names by now. Mortal men and women, heroes and fools, those loved by gods... and those ruined by them.
Their stories bled together in some places: beauty mistaken for worship, affection twisted into obsession, devotion rewarded with downfall. Some lived in luxury and madness. Others vanished into rivers, transformed into birds, or burned away entirely—sacrificed in the name of divine love.
Your eyes burned from lack of sleep. But still, you kept going.
Because you needed to understand. To know if this—whatever this was—with Apollo... with Hermes... with all of them...
Was it ever safe?
Was it ever real?
You flipped another scroll open with shaking hands. Your eyes scanned the name quickly.
"Eupheme, flower-bearer to Hera. Said to have caught Apollo's eye in passing. Her mouth was sewn shut with light."
Your stomach turned.
You shut it. Reached for another.
"Timon, soldier of Corinth. Beloved of Ares. Vanished after the war. Only his shadow was found."
You rubbed your temples.
It wasn't enough. You needed more than whispered legends. You needed understanding. Context. Truth.
And if you couldn't find it in the scrolls...
Then maybe someone still living could.
You blinked again, your eyes dry and aching. The faint crackle of fire from a distant sconce echoed in the room, but you didn't turn. You'd already learned to ignore time in this place.
Your fingers flipped another parchment—delicate, yellowed with age.
A cloud of dust exploded in your face.
"Pfft—!"
You reeled back, hacking into your sleeve as the dry powder clawed at your lungs. A sharp sneeze burst from your chest, then another. You tried to hold the next one back—failed. The third made you jolt hard enough that your elbow clipped the edge of the table and knocked one of the heavy tomes to the floor with a dull thud.
"Damn it," you hissed, still sniffling.
You bent down to retrieve it, muttering under your breath, but paused halfway when your eyes landed on a page that had fallen open from the thick spine.
It was hand-inked in deep ochre, the drawing more delicate than the rest: a warrior laid upon a great pyre, coins over his eyes, his shield resting beneath his heart.
You leaned closer.
Achilles. The name was inked in solemn strokes beneath the illustration.
Of course you knew him. Every child of the isles had heard the songs. The gods' favorite. The one who loved and raged and burned brighter than the rest. But it wasn't the battles that held your gaze—it was his funeral.
The scroll spoke of rites: how he was mourned, honored. How drachmas were pressed into the mouths of the dead, two coins for Charon's ferry. How their bodies were burned into ash so their souls could journey forward.
"All must pay to cross," it said in neat, careful lettering. "Lest they remain—untethered."
Your stomach twisted.
Your fingers grazed the ink like it might change shape under your touch.
It was meant to be a comforting ritual. A farewell. But instead, a single image crashed into your mind—
Polites.
In the fields. Pale. Hollow-eyed. Watching you.
Your brows furrowed. You sat back hard onto the stone bench, the edge biting into the back of your knees.
"That doesn't make sense..." you murmured.
You knew the story. Odysseus himself had spoken of it—how they'd lost the first few men to the cyclops, Polyphemus. Polites had been among the earliest to fall.
So why...?
Why had you seen him in the Asphodel Fields?
He hadn't looked surprised. Or lost. Only sad.
And yet... present.
Your voice came out quieter than you intended. "He shouldn't be there..."
The words trailed off, as your mind tried to make sense of it. A hundred different thoughts collided in your skull—Apollo's blessings, Hermes' reaction to your dreams, Cleo's voice in the mist. Were they all connected? Were they trying to tell you something?
Your pulse quickened. The ache behind your eyes flared.
"No," you muttered. "Don't get sidetracked."
You closed the scroll carefully, the image of Achilles and his pyre still branded into the back of your mind.
You had come here for answers. And you weren't leaving until you found them.
So you didn't.
The hours bled together. Scroll after scroll, myth after myth—your fingers blackened with soot and old ink, your eyes blurring as your vision strained under the flickering torchlight.
You read of mortals turned into laurels, cursed to grow bark where their hearts once beat.
Of maidens spirited away to become constellations in the sky.
Of lovers punished for their beauty, cursed for catching a divine eye—caged in marble, bound to temples, turned into song.
And over and over again... the pattern was the same.
The divine gave.
And the divine took.
The stories didn't end in love. Not really.
Not without something shattered in the middle—bones, minds, lives.
Eventually, your thoughts drifted—to that day in the shed. The dust still clinging to your skin, the low rasp of Telemachus' voice as he spoke carefully, almost reluctantly:
"Favor can bring greatness, but it also brings responsibility. And if you're not ready for it... it can destroy you."
Back then, you thought he was just being cautious. Just trying to protect you.
But now...?
Now, you weren't so sure he was wrong.
Your fingertips trembled as they held another brittle scroll, the parchment crumbling slightly at the edge. You gently rolled it shut and placed it back atop the ever-growing pile beside you.
Your body ached. Your back throbbed. The fire had long burned low.
And just beyond the high arching windows, you saw it—the soft, fragile haze of early dawn creeping into the sky. Pale blues tinged with gold just beginning to kiss the horizon.
You blinked hard, your whole body sagging with fatigue. You had been here for hours. You hadn't even realized.
You rose stiffly from the bench, your legs heavy beneath you as you gathered your notes and placed a few scrolls back with shaky hands. There was more to search. Always more.
But... not now.
You needed rest.
And—
You paused halfway through the arching doorway, your eyes catching on the edge of a small, darkened desk tucked into the corner. A slip of parchment glimmered faintly atop it—enchanted.
Your heart gave a small flip.
You didn't need to guess who it was from.
The moment your fingertips touched the page, the ink bloomed like fresh breath—Hermes' handwriting messy, quick, and confidently unbothered.
"Try not to fall asleep before I get a chance to steal you away, dove. I asked for one full day. Just one. No gods, no ghosts, no grumpy princes, no errands. You. Me. That's it.
—H."
You smiled despite yourself.
Before the last word even faded, the parchment shimmered into dust and scattered through your fingers like fine sand. Gone.
Just like that.
You exhaled slowly, your eyes following the fading glitter as it vanished into the air.
Today.
Today would be his.
But now, as your feet padded quietly through the palace halls, the faint sound of birdsong beginning to stir in the trees beyond, you were still haunted by the echo of everything you'd read. Everything you now knew.
Gods gave.
Gods wanted.
And you were in the middle.
As you slipped into your room and closed the door behind you, you didn't collapse into bed like usual.
You sat there for a moment, staring out the window, watching the light bloom slowly across the sea. And then, with a clenched jaw—finally—you let your eyes close.
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The moment your room came back into view, you felt the dizzy drop of your feet touching the floor. Light, but uneven. Your knees gave just a bit. You stumbled forward on reflex, catching yourself against the edge of the dresser with a quiet gasp.
Your breath hitched. You blinked fast.
Gods, the speed. He hadn't warned you how fast it would feel when he dropped the magic holding you.
Everything was still moving inside your body—like your soul hadn't quite caught up to your bones yet.
"Steady there," Hermes teased, breathless from laughter.
He caught you before you could tip again, one hand warm on your back, the other slipping just under your arm to hold you upright. You could feel the way his fingers curled slightly at your side, grounding you—claimless but close.
He was still giggling.
Not like a man who had just ferried you halfway across the kingdom in seconds. Not like a god who'd pulled the stars out of the sky just to make you laugh.
But like a boy who'd just gotten away with something.
"Did you enjoy yourself today, little musician?" he asked, already smoothing the wrinkles out of your sleeves like this was normal—like this was something he did all the time.
You stared at him.
Not answering. Just watching. Still breathless from the speed, the magic, the warmth of his hand on your waist.
And he looked back at you like he had all the time in the world.
His curls were messy from the wind, cheeks pink from where you'd nudged him earlier, still grinning like he couldn't help it. Like your presence did something to him that even he didn't have words for. His eyes were too bright. Not divine-bright. Happy-bright.
The kind of happy that felt like a secret.
You blinked up at him, chest still rising a little too fast, your feet only just remembering they were meant to be on solid ground again. The room tilted slightly, not from magic—but from him.
From the way he looked at you.
Not long after you'd finally fallen asleep earlier—wrapped in sea-silence and too many thoughts—he had shown up. Just like he promised.
You didn't see him arrive. You just felt it.
A brush of wind. A shimmer in the corner of your mind. And then—Hermes, crouched beside your bed like he'd been waiting all night, his chin resting on his folded arms, smile lazy.
"You ready?" he'd whispered like a dare.
So, you slipped on your scarf—half-sliding, half-stumbling into your boots—and now, here you were. Back again. A little breathless. A little rattled. Your scarf slipping halfway down your shoulder.
Not long before leaving with him, you'd made sure to pass a message along to one of the palace girls you trusted—she'd promised to relay it to the queen. You weren't sick, just... tired. Just bedbound, you said with a tired smile, trying not to fidget under her worried glance. Just for today. You'd sleep in, maybe stay tucked away until the afternoon.
She had nodded and rushed off without question.
And now you were glad you'd planned ahead.
Because your legs still felt like noodles.
When your voice finally returned, it came softer than you'd meant it to. "Yeah. I... I did."
You cleared your throat quickly, trying to push away the crackle in your voice, then reached up to tug your scarf back into place with a huff. The motion was familiar, grounding. "Gods," you muttered, tone edging toward snark, "I had a wonderful time. You know, just the usual. Got whisked off into a forest that probably doesn't even exist on most maps."
Hermes' grin twitched wider.
You raised a brow. "Chased by invisible river spirits. Got tricked into making a wish on a star that turned out to be alive. Pretty sure that glowing deer tried to propose to me."
"Jealous little thing, wasn't he?" Hermes giggled. "You were very gracious in turning him down."
You rolled your eyes. "I had no idea he could write full sentences in flower petals."
"That's nothing," he chirped, "You should've seen what he did when I told him you already belonged to me."
Your mouth dropped open. "You what?"
Hermes just giggled again, shameless. He shifted closer, one hand casually reaching out to tug at the hem of your tunic—the fabric had bunched a bit during flight, riding up just above your hips. His fingers brushed over the exposed skin lightly, like he didn't even notice.
But he did.
Because you shivered.
And he paused for just a second. His touch lingered like a question—but he didn't ask it.
He only gave a tiny smile. Smaller than his usual grin. Quieter. Softer.
Less smug.
More something else.
He stepped back, finally, with a dramatic flourish like a stage curtain had just dropped behind him. "Then my job here is done," he declared, voice light and airy—but then his posture slowed. Shoulders lowering. Eyes catching yours again.
"...for now."
The words settled between you.
Then, as if he couldn't help himself, he cocked his head and smirked, curling one finger like he was pulling back a curtain.
"I suppose," he said slowly, like drawing a thread taut, "this does make up for all those other times I tried to sneak you away and got punched in the ribs by your little shadow beast instead."
Your jaw twitched. "Lady doesn't like thieves."
"She loved me by the end."
"She knocked you over a table."
"I flirted with her mother once," he said, deadpan. "It's fine. I earned that."
You burst out laughing.
And that—that sound—he drank in like nectar. Like you were music in a world that had grown too quiet.
Then he winked.
And with the faintest breeze—just a flicker of wind curling through your room, teasing the edges of your scarf—he was gone.
No flash. No trumpet. No fanfare.
Just the fading hum of something divine.
And the knowledge that, for once, you'd spent the day not being watched... but seen.
You stood in the center of your quiet room for a moment longer, the silence hugging your shoulders like a thick shawl. You let out a long, soft sigh—part wonder, part exhaustion—then stretched your arms high above your head with a quiet yawn, your joints popping faintly in the still air. Gods, you were tired.
With a soft flop, you let yourself collapse onto your bed.
The mattress groaned beneath you, the sheets cool and familiar. You sprawled out across them with no grace at all—tunic tangled halfway up your thigh, hair still tousled from flight, scarf slipping again over one shoulder like it had given up entirely.
You didn't care. Not anymore. You'd fix it later.
You exhaled hard through your nose, flipping onto your back with a lazy huff, eyes fluttering closed. Not quite sleep. Not yet. Just the soft, weighted haze that comes right after something good—the kind of day that pressed itself into your skin and made your bones feel full in the best way.
Your thoughts swam slowly, adrift. Warm sun in the trees. The sound of your own laughter bouncing off ancient stones. Hermes leaning close with a grin, voice low and secretive as he dared you to steal a fig from a glowing orchard tree. You did. You both ran. He kissed your forehead in triumph. Or apology. You hadn't asked.
A tiny smile curved at your lips even now, though it barely held shape.
Your head turned slightly on the pillow, cheek pressing into the cool fabric—and landed facing the foot of your bed. Lady's bedding.
Still empty.
Your brows furrowed faintly.
You blinked once, then twice, letting your gaze blur. You supposed she was still with the queen.
You'd go find Lady later. Or... maybe she'd find you first. She usually did.
But before you could let your thoughts sink too deep—before your body could completely give in to the pull of sleep—
knock knock.
Your eyes snapped open.
You froze, breath caught shallow in your throat.
Then—
A familiar voice, muffled slightly through the wood. "It's me—Lysandra."
You blinked.
Then sat up, the sheets sliding from your lap.
"Come in," you called, your voice still raspy from weariness.
The door creaked open slowly, just enough to reveal her standing there—braids pulled back, a faint sheen of sweat across her brow like she'd come in a hurry.
You perked up at the sight of her, a smile blooming without thought. "Oh! Hey—did you come to drag me off to Callias and the others?" you asked, rubbing at your eyes. "Tell him I'll win the rematch this time. Unless it's poetry again. Then I forfeit on principle."
But your grin faded fast.
Because she didn't laugh.
She didn't even smile.
She stepped in fully, closing the door behind her with a quiet click. Her gaze met yours—and it wasn't teasing. It wasn't warm.
It was dark.
Uneasy.
Her voice was soft, but she still apologized. "I.. I'm sorry."
Your stomach dropped.
"What...?" you started.
And then she said it.
Loudly. Firmly. Like she had to say it that way. Like it wasn't her decision.
"Princess Andreia has requested your presence," she said. "Divine Liaison."
Your heart stilled.
Lysandra didn't blink.
You swallowed hard.
And everything that had felt warm just moments ago went cold all over again.
also i've been blessed with more fanart, hehehe ❤️❤️❤️ and lemme just ask how many gifted ass artists are reading my stuff??? i swear im geting nothing but gems. just a warning, when one of yall blow up/get famous, just know i will be posting the original arts on every social media platform as well as reddit just to prove i knew the artist before fame 😩😩also anyone who wants to send me more art/fanart can send it to gmail ([email protected]) or my tumblr (winxanity-ii); i might just start plugging that info into every a/n cuz i know ppl don really reall all of them (and dont blame cuz same, i be skimming lololol) see you all next update.
from renarurii (@renarurii on tumblr)
AHHH this one just melts my heart!! 😭💗 So for a little context—this gorgeous sketch is from @renarurii, and it features her OC, who also serves as how she envisions the MC in Godly Things! I absolutely love seeing each person's version of the Divine Liaison come to life, and her OC fits so beautifully within the tone of the story 🥹💕 The way she's playfully crowning Telemachus with petals?? I CAN'T. It feels so natural and soft between them—you just know he'd sit there pretending to be grumpy but secretly loving every second 😭💐 And the design choices?? Her dress, the soft expression, the hair, the bow in the back—it’s all so heavenly. Thank you so much again, Renarurii, for sharing this with me!! You captured the exact kind of intimate, golden-tinted energy I always imagined in quiet moments between them. 🥲💛
This is devastatingly beautiful 😭😭 the lighting, the intensity, the TEARS, the petals, the whole celestial sorrow vibe??? This looks like the climax of an actual animated movie. The way Telemachus is holding her with that heartbreak written all over his face?? Like it's not just romantic—it's grieving, tender, and soaked in emotion. I genuinely feel like I just walked into the final scene of a god-tier drama. Also your OC is absolutely stunning again—the soft golds and whites, the divine glow, and that look in her eyes... you feel the weight of it all. I'm speechless (but like... clearly not because here I am ranting).
Like how do you keep nailing the energy of MC so perfectly every time?! Like??? The title alone—“Queen of Ithaca”—and then pairing it with that expression, that gown, those eyes??? She looks like she just declared war and won it without lifting a finger. 😭💅I love how you gave her that quiet power, like she's been through everything and came out regal and unshaken. Her design here is SO fitting for the later chapters of Godly Things—like this is her final form. The divine aura, the intricate details in her dress, the symbolic laurels—just AHHH. You see the responsibility in her, the legacy she carries, and the warning in her silence. Thank you for this royalty. I’m bowing and saving this immediately. 💗👑🔥
from nemesis
AHHH NEMESIS PLEASE 😭😭😭 VULPIX??? You hit my weakness right out the gate omggg. The way you drew Andreia as the sassy fire Vulpix and MC as the soft, silently suffering Alolan one—STOP, it's too perfect 😩🔥❄️ That smug lil smirk Andreia's got?? And the caption "You're 'pretty'"?!! I am SCREAMING. The drama. The passive aggression. The emotional damage. 10/10 in-character behavior. AND the chibi daydream of Andreia twirling MC around like a cape??? Not to mention that last doodle of her sleeping with Vulpix plushie—HELLO that's me now actually 😭💗 Thank you for giving me everything I didn't know I needed today 🫂🦊🫶
NEMESIS this is gorgeous.😭🧡 The warmth in her eyes, the softness of her expression, the flower tucked in her hair like she knows she carries the sun with her... I love it so much (especially how her eyes like bits of amber/suns---gahhhhh!) The color palette is so rich and unique too—those warm sunset tones?? Literal divinity. I love when people bring their own vision of the MC to life. You captured something so beautiful here, thank you for trusting me and this fic enough to share it 😭🧡🌅
from Acheron
ACHERON HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO BREATHE AFTER THIS 😭😭😭 This is literally one of the most delightfully chaotic, beautiful, soul-nourishing compilations I've ever laid my eyes on. First of all—Apollo looking like the smug Renaissance painting that broke three hearts and a temple in one gaze??? "Are you jealous little brother?" YEAH AND I'M JEALOUS TOO 😭. Hermes... Birdmes... atp yes and he has entered the canon. I have no control over it anymore. It's over for me. Also Lady looking SO ROUND AND POWERFUL with her little ribbon I am sobbing. And don’t think I didn’t notice "Telly every time he sees MC" because YES. That's canon now. That's it. That's his whole brain. And that drawing of Callias as "Best boy" with the pan flute?? 🥺💖 He deserves it. AND YOUR MC DESIGN??? DIVINE. She's elegance incarnate, and the way you drew her hair, the soft expression, the color palette—everything about her is worthy of a god's obsession. You snapped. You painted. You healed something in me. Thank you doesn't even cover it 😭❤️
from Francsy/Franie (@idkanyonealrron tumblr)
FRANNIEEEE YOU GOT HER TOO WELL 😭😭 Like no actually—this is Andreia at peak Andreia. The perfectly bored expression?? The earrings, the armbands, the blue dress that says "I will start drama at this political function"—she's STUNNING 😩👏 And the little doodles on the side??? HELP not her sulking on the couch while someone offers her grapes 💀 the emotional range is insane. You captured her elegance and pettiness in the same breath I'm so obsessed with your version of her it's criminal 💅
from danontou (i wasnt given a username since your gmail contained )
AHHHH are you kidding me??? I LOVE IT SO MUCH 😭😭💖 The vitiligo?? The embroidery?? THE LOOKS THEY'RE GIVING EACH OTHER??? I didn't realize how much I needed this until now oh my god 😩 It's so soft and golden and dreamy—like it's glowing from within. Her expression?? His hand placement?? The delicate rose crown?? You captured that tender tension perfectly, like they're just seconds away from saying something life-changing... UGH I'M MELTINGGG!!! Thank you for blessing my eyes 🥹🌙✨
Notes:
A/N : AHHHHH! it feels so good to update~ i swear it's like a breath of fresh air. anywho sorry for dipping unexpectedly, midterms are ROUGH! but its almost over so i look forward to that haha. wanted to give you all a little peace before the c̶h̶a̶o̶s̶--✨also, i've been trying to interact with you guys more in the comments, and though i don't say much, you guys are so fucking funny!! i swear i have the best group of readers 😩😩and i've lowkey been trying to see how many references i can get away with and i always get sniffed out a second later 🤣 okok enough rambling lemme go start polishing up the next chappie, i know i left you guys on a longer hahah ❤️
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Chapter 52: 38 ┃ 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐨𝐛𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞
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Lysandra didn't say much after that. She didn't need to.
The walk through the palace halls had been quiet—too quiet. The kind of silence that made your stomach twist, that made every footstep echo louder than it should've. You didn't ask questions. And Lysandra didn't offer answers. Her eyes stayed ahead. Her lips stayed pressed in a thin, unreadable line.
Your mind, on the other hand, wouldn't shut up.
What could Andreia possibly want?
You'd hardly spoken to her lately. She'd been absent from most of the festivals, always tucked away in council meetings or entertaining guests from the other islands. The few times you had crossed paths, she'd been polite—cool, distant, unreadable, but never unkind.
Still... something didn't sit right.
And now?
Now you stood in her chambers.
Alone.
The scent of steeped roses and chilled mint clung to the air, soft but sharp. Her room was large—larger than yours—with polished marble floors and a silver-inlaid hearth glowing low in the corner.
The window sat wide open, the sea breeze lifting the silk curtains in slow waves. Her furniture was pale wood, carved with Brontean motifs—stormclouds and bronze spears, curling vines and hawks mid-flight. Clean. Lavish. Purposefully cold.
She sat near the window, back straight and legs neatly crossed at the ankles, a delicate porcelain cup balanced in her fingers. The tea inside glowed faintly golden—honeyed, maybe spiced. You couldn't tell.
She didn't look at you at first. Just stared out the window like she wasn't quite ready to acknowledge you yet.
You stood there, uncertain.
Then cleared your throat, forcing your voice into something close to polite. "Lady Andreia," you said carefully, bending low into a curtsy, the words automatic and respectful. "What can I do for you?"
You rose slowly from the dip, trying not to fidget.
And when you looked up—Andreia's expression shifted.
Just for a second.
You saw it—her face was tight, pinched with something unreadable. Annoyance? Discomfort? Something she hadn't meant for you to catch. But the second your eyes met hers, it was gone. Smoothed out like it had never been there at all.
Her lips curled faintly into a smile. The kind that wasn't quite warm. Wasn't quite anything.
"Thank you for coming," she said lightly, lifting the cup to her lips and taking a slow, dainty sip.
You nodded once.
But your gut twisted tighter.
Something was wrong.
And you were only just starting to feel how deep it went.
Andreia took another sip from her cup—pinkie raised, lips just barely brushing the rim—then set it down with a soft clink on the saucer.
"You know," she began, tone light and almost... conversational, "I was reading up on the position of Divine Liaison last night. Fascinating position you have, really."
Your posture stiffened, but you stayed quiet, unsure if this was small talk or something else in disguise.
She continued, her gaze drifting lazily out the window. "And from what I gathered, the Liaison isn't just meant to speak with the gods. They're a symbol. A guide. A representative of divine favor to be... shared. Traveled. Brought into the folds of other kingdoms."
You blinked. "I—uh, I didn't know that—"
But she didn't pause. Didn't even seem to register your voice.
"Though not just a bridge between mortal and god," she went on, voice calm and cool, like she was reciting something learned by rote. "But between kingdoms. Peoples. Cultures. Trust flows more easily when it's touched by the divine. Or so old texts like to say."
Her fingers traced the rim of her cup slowly, methodically.
"I think it's an absolutely lovely idea," she said after a moment. "So I brought it up to Her Majesty. Framed it as a diplomatic gesture, of course. Goodwill between our houses. Our nations."
You couldn't move. Your mouth opened just slightly, like maybe you'd say something—but the words caught somewhere behind your teeth.
Andreia smiled then. Not at you. Just into the air.
"So," she said, finally turning her head to look you full in the face, "I volunteered to accompany you. As you guide me through the outer provinces of Ithaca. The farmlands, the merchant squares... the temples, of course." Her smile grew a touch wider, polished and pretty. "You'll speak on behalf of the gods, and I'll observe. It's a perfect pairing."
You just stared at her.
Mind spinning.
Heart beginning to pound.
Guide her?
You had barely learned to navigate the town without a chaperone Let alone lead a Brontean princess through Ithaca's inner workings like some royal tour director. You weren't trained for this. You weren't ready. You weren't even sure you—
"I think it's wonderful," Andreia said sweetly, cutting through your panic with a soft, tinkling laugh. "Don't you?"
You didn't answer.
You couldn't.
You just stared—stuck somewhere between nodding and choking, your thoughts collapsing in on themselves. You were being given over. Dressed in ceremony and smiles, but it was clear as day:
You were no longer being asked.
You were being used.
And this was only the beginning.
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The sky had warmed by the time you made it into the heart of town, and you found yourself walking a step behind the princess, guiding her down the sloping cobblestone path that led into one of Ithaca's oldest neighborhoods.
You lifted a hand, pointing toward a squat, sun-worn building tucked between two pottery stalls. Its pale roof tiles curled slightly at the edges with age, and ivy had started creeping up its shutters years ago. "That's the bakery," you said, your voice carrying just enough to cut over the clatter of passing hooves. "The oldest one in Ithaca. Still uses olivewood ovens."
Andreia turned her head, considering it with mild interest. "Is that so?" she mused, lips curling slightly. "Charming."
You forced a small smile. The same one you'd been wearing since the day began.
The rest of the morning had passed much like this—measured, polite, exhausting. You had taken her through the upper markets, past the edge of the harbor walk, through the garden courtyards behind the temple of Eileithyia.
A few townspeople had stopped to stare, bowing quickly or whispering to one another as you passed, no doubt startled by the royal colors stitched into Andreia's travel cloak.
You'd kept your voice steady, pointing out small details, telling stories when prompted. The old well built by Odysseus' grandfather. The plaza where children tied ribbons to Lady's tail during festival season.
But Andreia never let you linger.
As soon as you finished showing her one place, she would nod, smile, and ask—"And what about the old smithy?" Or,"Is the apothecary near the harbor or the square?" And before you could properly breathe, you were off again. She wasn't cruel, not exactly—but the way she controlled the flow of the day felt... deliberate.
Like she wasn't just curious.
She was testing your knowledge. Seeing how far you'd go. How much you'd bend.
More than once—especially early on, when she'd asked for directions to places you'd only heard mentioned in passing—you'd offered to find someone else. "Lady Andreia," you'd said gently, "perhaps His Highness—Telemachus—could offer a better tour. He knows Ithaca as well as the king himself."
You'd even gestured toward the nearest square, half-hoping she'd take the hint.
But she just smiled, brushing nonexistent lint from her sleeve. "Oh, but the king and the prince have both left the capital, haven't they?" she said lightly. "Some business with those little nomad raids in the southern forests, wasn't it? Terrible timing."
Then her eyes met yours, soft and sharp all at once. "And besides... I asked you."
That was the end of that.
Now, hours later, your ankles ached from walking, your throat dry from repeating the same polite cadence again and again. Your scarf had begun to loosen around your shoulders, and you kept tugging it back up without thinking, the threadbare edge slipping again each time you bent to gesture at a statue, or leaned forward to name a shop.
It wasn't that Andreia was rude. She smiled. She listened. She asked questions.
But something about it still left your chest tight. You weren't leading anymore. Not really.
You were... following.
Her questions became directions. Her tone, gentle but expectant. And half the places she inquired about weren't ones you'd ever visited yourself.
At one point, you'd found yourself standing in front of the old medicine clinic—hidden behind a row of fig carts and mismatched stone arches—genuinely surprised to see it was still standing.
"Oh," you said, blinking. "I didn't realize it was this far west."
Andreia tilted her head, arching a brow. "You didn't?"
You flinched. "N-Not that I— I mean, I just haven't had need of it. Usually we send for healers at the palace if—"
She hummed softly. "Of course. Still... good to know where the locals go."
And then she'd stepped inside without waiting.
Now, standing beside her as she surveyed the bakery, the same heavy quiet tugged at your spine again. The Brontean guard—silent and stone-faced—stood a few paces behind, arms folded beneath his dark crimson cloak, shadowing her like a second skin.
You were still trying to remember the last time you'd felt this drained just from talking.
And the sun hadn't even reached its peak yet.
You watched Andreia take another poised step forward, her sandals not making a sound as she approached the bakery window, eyes scanning the display of twisted honey breads and fig pastries.
She looked every bit the visiting noble.
And you?
You weren't sure what you looked like anymore.
Certainly not a guide.
Certainly not divine.
And definitely not in control.
You opened your mouth, just about to ask if there was anything else she might want to see—half-praying she'd say no—when she let out a soft hum.
"I think that's everything for now," Andreia said simply, brushing a speck of dust from her sleeve.
Your shoulders slumped in immediate, unfiltered relief.
A soft sigh puffed out of you before you could help it, and you lifted a hand to your forehead, dabbing away the thin sheen of sweat gathering there. Gods, it was the cooler season too—but somehow, your skin still felt clammy, heat curling behind your knees and around the collar of your neck.
You shifted uncomfortably in place, fingers tugging at the folds of your overdraped cloak where it clung too tightly around your arms.
Of course, it hadn't started that way.
You'd been dressed and ready before the sun had fully cleared the horizon, thanks to Andreia's very specific request that you wear your formal liaison garb—"for appearances," she'd said.
So there you were. Still. Trudging through town in layers of ceremonial fabric: long cream linen, gold threading sewn into the hem, a burnt-orange sash pinned with the polished seal of Apollo himself. A set of thin, ceremonial bangles weighed down your wrists, each one chiming too loudly with every motion. The sash had already started to slip three times, and the metal at your collar was digging in at the edge of your clavicle.
The outfit wasn't meant for walking this far. Or this long.
It was meant for standing still.
You pulled the edge of the sash forward again with a small tug and turned toward her. Your voice was a little hoarse when it finally came.
"Did you... enjoy the tour, my lady?"
Andreia didn't look at you right away. She gave a soft, polite hum, her eyes lingering on the curve of the bakery's tiled rooftop, like it wasn't really worthy of comment.
"I suppose it was sufficient," she replied mildly, and turned away just as the words landed.
You blinked. It wasn't even rude, exactly—just... flat. Like the day had been a task she could now check off her list. Nothing more.
And then, without another word to you, she pivoted cleanly on her heel and leaned toward her guard, her voice dipping low in conversation as the two began walking slowly in the direction of the main road—her soft shoes making barely a sound on the stone.
Leaving you to trail behind them, silent and a step behind.
Still dressed in your finery.
Still wondering what exactly the rest of this week would look like.
Still warm.
Still tired.
And still very much... still not in control.
You huffed, dragging your fingers up toward your scalp as discreetly as you could manage, twisting slightly to try and loosen the golden headpiece biting into your hairline.
The thing had looked dainty enough when Andreia first clasped it onto your head that morning—her touch surprisingly gentle, her voice sugar-sweet as she commented, "You ought to wear it more often, Divine One. It makes your face look more obedient."
At the time, you'd laughed. Half-hearted. Unsure.
Now? You wanted to fling the thing into the sea.
You slipped one pin out, wincing when it tugged a few strands with it. You muttered something under your breath—nothing flattering—and glanced up, expecting to see the sun still high in the sky.
But it wasn't.
Instead, it hung low now, brushing against the edge of the distant cliffs, the clouds flushed in lazy shades of peach and lavender. The sky was turning watercolor-soft, golden light bleeding out into rich streaks of orange and pink.
You blinked.
Had it really been that long?
"Gods," you muttered, mostly to yourself, before clearing your throat and stepping a bit quicker to catch up with Andreia. "We should head back," you said, raising your voice slightly. "Before it gets too dark. The markets are closing anyway."
Andreia paused briefly, glancing toward the sky like she was only now realizing the time too. She nodded absently, turning toward the main road.
You adjusted your cloak again, ready to follow—
Only for her to suddenly stop.
You nearly bumped into her.
Her head tilted down, lips pressing into a thin line. "Wait."
You turned back, confused. "What is it?"
"I forgot something," she muttered, more frustrated than panicked. "I left it. Back in that shop."
You blinked. "Which shop?"
Her arms crossed, her foot tapping once as she gestured vaguely behind you. "The one with the...things."
You squinted, thinking back. You'd stopped at maybe half a dozen little stalls and buildings today, most of them running together in your memory by now. But there was one that stuck out.
A small wooden shop nestled beneath ivy-covered eaves, the sign carved with depictions of chalices, feathers, and the all-too-familiar shape of lyres. A place lined with shrines, charms, and altar pieces. Stuff for honoring the gods, and offerings to them.
You nodded slowly. "The knick-knack shop. Right. You left something there?"
"Yes," Andreia said shortly. Her expression was a strange mix of irritation and... something else. Embarrassment?
You turned fully, looking back down the street you'd just walked.
The glow of sunset stretched long across the cobblestones now, casting the path in soft shadows.
You exhaled, already feeling the ache forming in your legs.
You'd have to go back.
With a sigh, you rolled your shoulders and turned around, offering a tired little smile. "I'll get it," you said, already stepping away before she could ask.
Andreia blinked at you, surprised, before her lips curved into a delicate smile—one that almost looked grateful. "You're too kind," she hummed, her tone light. "We'll wait right here."
You gave a small nod, casting a glance at the Brontean guard behind her. Just one. Right. She'd only brought one with her today—likely to keep things from seeming too formal. You were still surprised the guard had let her wander so freely.
It wouldn't take long, you told yourself. The shop was just around the bend.
And besides... you really could use a moment alone.
You adjusted the layers of your ceremonial robes, boots brushing against the gravel as you retraced your steps. Your headpiece wobbled slightly with every turn, but you ignored it.
When you reached the shop, the door was still cracked open from your earlier visit, the last slant of orange sunlight spilling across the floorboards. Inside, it smelled like warm incense and cedar, the shadows long and low.
The shopkeeper looked up as you entered, his eyes crinkling kindly. "Back so soon?"
You offered an apologetic smile. "One of the girls in my party left something."
He reached behind the counter without needing further explanation. "This?" he asked, holding out the object carefully wrapped in soft cloth.
You unfolded it slowly, your fingers brushing over smooth velvet and cool metal.
It was a brooch.
Deep purple stones set in a swirl of dark silver, the Bronte crest carved into the center with striking precision—polished lilac enamel shimmering faintly in the fading light. The edges were etched with tiny laurel details, and one larger crystal was set near the bottom, heavy and faceted like a teardrop. It gleamed.
It was beautiful.
And heavier than you expected, like it carried more weight than just its size.
"Thank you," you murmured, careful as you tucked it into the folds of your sash. "She'll be relieved."
The shopkeeper chuckled. "Figured she might want it back. Looked important."
You nodded again, offering a polite goodbye as you slipped out the door.
You quickly retraced your steps, and turned the bend.
Only to stop cold around the corner.
The sky was darker now. The sun had dipped almost entirely beneath the hills, leaving only streaks of burnt orange across the clouds. The streetlights hadn't been lit yet. The cobblestone path was quiet. Too quiet.
And you were alone.
No Andreia.
No guard.
No footsteps. No chatter. No sign of them at all.
The part of Ithaca you were in was unfamiliar—quieter, tucked in the shadows of taller buildings. Not dangerous, but... not exactly comfortable either.
You took a few hesitant steps forward, peering up and down the street.
"...Lady Andreia?" you called softly, the word carried more by instinct than real hope.
Nothing.
Your fingers curled tighter around the brooch in your hand. The metal was cool now. Unmoving. Almost sharp against your palm.
"...Hello?" you tried again, voice just a little louder. Still nothing.
A gust of wind stirred your scarf.
You exhaled slowly, shoulders rising in a tense breath.
And then—groaning under your breath—you muttered, "Of course."
You looked back down at the brooch.
Pretty thing. Worth disappearing over?
Probably not.
But now, your stomach was beginning to twist with a different kind of weight.
Because the question that settled in your chest wasn't where they went.
It was why they left without you.
You sucked in a slow breath through your nose, trying to swallow down the tight, aching twist in your stomach.
Maybe you'd expected too much. Maybe you'd let yourself believe, just for a second, that Andreia's softness was genuine—that today had been more than just a performance. That she hadn't just tolerated you for show, only to discard you the second it was convenient.
But no. You should've known better.
Still, there was no use standing there like a fool in the middle of an alley.
You straightened your shoulders, clutching the weighty brooch in your palm—its gold edges still warm from where the shopkeep had kindly pressed it into your hand, his eyes wrinkled with sympathy.
You nodded to yourself. If you left now, kept your pace steady, you could get back to the main road before it got too dark.
You took one step.
Then another.
And then you heard it.
A low whistle, drawn-out and dripping with the kind of smugness that turned your blood cold.
"Well now..." a voice called, slow and syrupy. "Aren't you a pretty little thing?"
You froze.
The voice had come from behind and just to the left—from the shadowed mouth of another alley where the light from the market lanterns didn't quite reach. A shape slinked forward out of the dark like a snake testing the edge of a garden path.
The man who emerged was tallish, but wiry. His beard was patchy and unkempt, his tunic stained with the sweat of someone who hadn't seen a clean bathhouse in weeks. His belt sagged, barely keeping up his breeches, and his breath reeked even from where you stood—a sour mix of fermented olives and something meatier. A jagged scar cut through his right brow, and the eye below it squinted at you like he was already picturing you beneath him.
You took a cautious step back, clutching the brooch tighter to your chest. "I'm fine, sir," you said quickly, politely—too politely. "Thank you, but I don't need help."
He chuckled, low and ugly, the sound scraping through the quiet street. "Didn't ask if you needed it, girl. Just thought maybe you'd want some." He grinned, revealing a row of crooked teeth. "You look a bit turned around. Want me to walk you back somewhere nice?"
You shook your head, moving to step around him, keeping your tone even. "Truly, sir. I'm alright."
But then he saw it.
The way his eyes dropped—how they locked onto the ornate sash folded at your hip, the embroidery of golden laurel leaves glinting faintly in the dusk. His grin faltered.
And then turned cruel.
"Oh-ho," he drawled, his voice shifting. "Well, now. Ain't this something."
Your blood went cold.
"Divine Liaison, huh?" he sneered, as if the title itself tasted foul in his mouth. "So it's you."
You didn't answer. Didn't breathe.
He stepped closer, and his shadow stretched long in the fading light. "My cousin died bleeding like a pig in that palace," he said, voice dropping to a low growl. "Antinous. Maybe you heard of him. Or maybe you just helped kill him like the rest of your royal friends."
You swallowed hard, throat dry. "That wasn't—"
"—Justice?" he interrupted, chuckling without humor. "Don't talk to me about justice, girl. What that was—what they did—was slaughter. My cousin bled out on marble while your king drank wine and toasted peace."
You took a shaky step back. The weight of your official clothes suddenly felt unbearable. The sash. The laurel pin. The god-blessed pendant Apollo had given you now hidden beneath your neckline—it all screamed "target" now. Not symbol. Not honor. Just bait.
The man noticed your hesitation.
He grinned.
"Bet they wouldn't even notice if someone like you went missing," he said, voice a low whisper now, like it was a secret just between the two of you. "Just a servant girl playing pretend. Wrapped up in ribbons and titles like that makes you untouchable." He clicked his tongue. "But I see you. You bleed just like the rest."
Your heart thudded, heavy and sick. You could hear it in your ears.
You looked down the alley—dark, quiet, empty. You weren't far from the bend in the road that led back to the center of town, but it might as well have been a world away now.
And the man?
He stepped closer.
And didn't stop smiling.
You swallowed hard.
Then lifted your chin.
You tried to channel someone—anyone—who carried weight. Andreia, with her dainty calm and condescending calm. Penelope, quiet but with a spine of bronze. Odysseus, whose presence alone could silence a room. You tried to shape your face into that same stillness, that same authority, even if inside you felt like glass.
"If you dare lay a hand on me," you said, trying to steady your voice, "you'll answer to more than the gods."
You hoped the tremble didn't make it through. Hoped he couldn't hear your heart hammering.
He did pause. Just for a moment.
But then... he snorted.
Laughed, low and bitter.
"Gods?" he spat. "You think your pretty little god-touched name scares me? I've watched worse bleed slower."
He stepped forward.
You stepped back.
"Tell me, girl," he said, lips curling. "How exactly did my cousin die, huh? The mighty Antinous. A sword through the gut? Maybe an arrow to the chest? You were there, weren't you? Did he beg? Did he cry?"
You couldn't answer.
Your mouth opened, but nothing came out. Your foot slid back again, heel catching a loose stone.
He followed.
And when your spine finally hit the wall—cool, rough stone—you realized there was nowhere else to go.
"You should've screamed earlier," he said, leaning in. "Maybe someone would've heard you."
"I will," you breathed, voice shaking. "I'll scream if you don't leave right now."
He didn't move.
Instead... he reached into his belt.
And pulled out a knife.
It wasn't elegant. It wasn't clean. It was the kind of knife meant for gutting fish or worse—short, rust-bitten, and jagged along one edge like someone had filed it with malice alone.
"Oh, scream all you like," he said, smiling like it was funny. "Might even help the sound carry better. I'm doing the kingdom a favor, yeah? Justice, like the queen said. That's what you all believe in, right?"
He stepped in and slashed.
You flinched to the side, throwing your arms up to protect your face—his knife sliced through the air, too close, too fast—
You felt it. A hot sting across your face. A slanting burn from just above your lip, arcing down in a shallow curve toward your chin. You gasped, the pain blooming slow, sharp, then throbbing.
Blood.
You tasted it before you felt it fully. Metallic, hot, filling your mouth as your hand flew to your face.
And just for a moment—
A flicker of memory.
Telemachus, reaching to tuck a strand of hair behind your ear, his thumb grazing your cheek so gently it made you forget how heavy your title felt.
Hermes, weeks ago, idly fixing your scarf during a quiet stroll, his fingers brushing your neck like it was the most natural thing in the world.
Their touch had meant care. Reverence.
This—
This was nothing but violation.
"Oops," the man said mockingly. "There goes that pretty title smile."
Then—before you could run, scream, anything—he lunged again.
You struggled, but he was faster. Stronger.
The knife bit in somewhere lower this time—your side. Deep.
You choked out a sound that wasn't quite a scream. More like a broken breath, punched out of you.
You stumbled.
Your knees gave out as he wrenched your headpiece free, gold and jewels clattering against the alley stones. He grabbed at your sash next, yanking the laurel pin, his fingers tearing through the clasp that held it in place.
He didn't care if it hurt. He wanted what was shiny. What was divine.
And when he had enough—your choker, your rings, the brooch you'd just gone back for—he gave you one last look.
"You should've stayed in the palace," he sneered, turning away. "Little lapdog."
You barely heard his boots retreating over the cobblestones.
Your eyes fluttered.
The stars above the alley blinked down, distant and uncaring.
You pressed a trembling hand against your side, hot blood slipping through your fingers.
Can you hear me now?
The thought surfaced sharp, desperate. Apollo. Hermes. Anyone.
But there was no warmth. No pulse of light.
Just blood, slick and bright, and silence so loud it felt like an answer.
You tried to cry out, to call for help, but the sound that left you was barely more than a weak yelp—a breathless gasp.
The alley spun.
Everything felt far away. Cold.
Your vision blurred as you watched his figure disappear into the shadows, whistling again like he hadn't just gutted you and stolen the pieces of your title.
You blinked. Once. Twice.
Then the stone behind you caught you, and you slid down with a soft thump.
Still bleeding.
Still alone.
And the sky—just above the alley's edge—was turning the soft color of dusk. Pink-gold and bleeding.
Just like you.
Notes:
A/N : dun dun DUUUUUN! kay before y'all gut me just know i love y'all ❤️❤️😩 but fr, just had to drop this because shits about to go down. also to answer questions i've been seeing, this isn't per say reader x yandere, i only tagged it yandere because gods are unpredictable. will all gods be yandere? no. the right circumstances must be meet (in my head) for them to become so without outrightedly just smitting their love interests etc. now before i leave and go hibernate i have a question: would you guys be interested in an isekai reader set in the godly things universe?? 👀 my sis and i were discussing and came up with a pretty funny fic idea; planted seeds throught this fic, so when the book is released (if we ever manage to stop procrastinating) it isnt like out of nowhere etc. anyways, who knows, if i manage to do all my school work etc, i might upload the next chappie 👀 okok bye love y'all. plz be sure to take care ! ❤️mwah
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Chapter 53: 39 ┃ 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐧 𝐰𝐞𝐩𝐭 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
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Telemachus burst through the palace doors like a storm given legs.
His feet slammed the stone floors, sandals skidding across the polished marble, the cold sting of fear still climbing up his spine. His breathing was uneven—ragged. Too fast. Too loud. And yet, somehow, still not fast enough to catch up with the dread clawing at his chest.
"Mother!" he shouted, voice cracking as it echoed up the corridor walls. "Mother—please!"
Behind him, Odysseus followed swiftly—silent and composed only on the outside. His steps were thunder, measured but urgent, and just above them, the sky mirrored the chaos below.
It had once been bright—blue skies stretching far and open. But now? It twisted violently. The clouds rolled with unease. Thick, bloated with something unsaid.
A low rumble curled through the horizon—not quite thunder, not quite divine—but wrong. Wrong enough that birds scattered from rooftops. Wrong enough that a hush fell over the palace like a dropped veil.
Lightning forked behind the hills.
Yet not a single drop of rain fell.
The air was too still.
Too dry.
Too... expectant.
Telemachus barely noticed. He was still running.
"Please—Mother—" he gasped again, chest heaving, his legs carrying him straight through the grand halls until finally—
Penelope appeared in the archway.
She looked smaller somehow. Frailer. Her gown was crumpled at the edges, and though she'd clearly tried to compose herself, her cheeks were blotchy and red, her eyes glassy and wet.
She was holding her hands to her chest like something might fall out of her if she let go.
She didn't speak.
Didn't need to.
Telemachus came to a full stop in front of her—nearly stumbling from the effort. His chest rose and fell in sharp, uneven gasps. He reached out, grabbing gently onto her shoulders, not even realizing he was shaking.
His voice broke. "Is she—"
Penelope didn't answer.
Her lips parted.
Then trembled.
And she fell into Odysseus' waiting arms just as he stepped up behind her.
The king's jaw was clenched so tight, the muscle ticked in his cheek. He didn't say anything at first. Just held her. As if he could carry her grief alongside his own.
Then, slowly, he looked at his son. At the boy who'd grown into a man far too early. At the trembling figure that stood before him, barely able to stand.
"Pen," Odysseus said softly. "Tell him."
She did not lift her face.
Her voice came out broken.
"She's... gone."
Just two words.
But it shattered everything.
Telemachus froze.
Gone?
No.
No, he must've misheard. Or misunderstood. Or—
He blinked once. Then again. His throat tightened, like something was lodged there.
His voice barely came out. "You... you mean she's..."
He couldn't say it.
Couldn't form the word.
Dead?
That couldn't be right.
His arms dropped uselessly to his sides. His knees nearly buckled.
His mind—his mind tried to reject it. To deny it. But something cracked in his chest, splintering wide and merciless.
Dead?
No.
No. Because just this morning, he remembered the way you laughed. The way you hummed while fussing with your hair in the courtyard mirror. The way you tucked your scarf into your coat and rolled your eyes when he teased you about always being late.
Just the other day, he swore he'd caught you smiling at him like he mattered more than the gods.
And now?
Now his world blurred.
Now it all flooded in, too fast to hold.
The way your voice lifted when you greeted him. The warmth of your hand when it brushed against his. The stupid way you tried to mask your shyness with sarcasm. How your laughter always came a beat too late. The way you stood beside him during every council, every dinner, every shared moment when neither of you had to speak to feel full.
Gone?
Dead?
His mouth opened again, but no sound came out. His heart slammed against his ribs like it was trying to wake him up from the dream—but he was already awake.
No.
This wasn't real.
Couldn't be.
He staggered back a step.
Odysseus moved quickly, catching his son by the shoulder—but even his grip felt distant.
Everything felt distant.
White noise filled his ears. A cold static. A ringing.
He couldn't breathe.
Couldn't think.
The images kept coming.
Your smile.
Your voice.
Your last goodbye.
The ribbon you always wore. The way you bit your lip when nervous. The sparkle in your eyes when the wind caught your scarf just right.
And now—
Now there was blood.
He saw it in his mind, vivid and stark. Red on your lips. Red on your hands. Red in the street where you should have never been alone.
The kind of red that never washed out.
The grief came in a wave, silent but violent.
But Telemachus refused to drown in it.
No.
No.
No, this wasn't how it ended. This couldn't be—
He pushed off from his father's arms, stumbling forward until he stood before his mother. His hands—cold and shaking—reached out, wrapping around hers tightly. Desperately.
"Mother, he rasped, barely able to breathe. "How—how did it happen? Please. Tell me. Tell me what happened to her."
Penelope's eyes welled again, her lips trembling as she tried to form the words. "Telemachus, I—"
But before she could finish, a soft commotion stirred behind them.
The doors to the throne room creaked again, and hurried footsteps echoed down the corridor.
Everyone turned.
Andreia.
She was breathless—her chest rising and falling in sharp little jolts. Her normally pristine hair was windswept and tangled around her shoulders, and a thin, angry cut traced the edge of her lower lip. Blood had dried there in a crooked line. Her skirts were dusted with street dirt, the hem slightly torn. Her eyes were wide and red, brimming with unshed tears.
She stopped just inside the doorway, her hands trembling at her sides.
"I—I'm so sorry," she stammered, voice cracking. "We were attacked—I didn't—"
Telemachus turned toward her sharply.
His jaw locked. His gaze steeled.
He walked straight to her.
His voice, when it came, was low. Dangerous. Cold enough to sting. "What. Happened?"
Andreia flinched.
"Where were her guards?" Telemachus asked again, his tone clipped. "Why weren't there more? Why wasn't she safe?"
Andreia's lips quivered.
"I—I thought Ithaca was—safe," she whispered. "She—she insisted it would be fine. She was only gone a moment—just a moment—to grab something I forgot. A brooch. I thought—"
Her voice cracked as she shook her head violently.
"I didn't mean—gods, I didn't mean for her to—" She crumpled suddenly, her knees buckling as she folded in on herself, sobbing. "She was doing it for me. I believed her. I trusted she'd be okay. I should've stopped her. I should've gone after her—!"
Penelope moved instantly, her expression softening despite the grief in her own eyes. She crossed to Andreia and knelt beside her, gathering the princess into her arms. "Shh," she murmured gently, stroking her hair. "It's not your fault, child."
"But it is—" Andreia sobbed, face hidden in Penelope's shoulder. "She was trying to help me—she was so kind—and I let her go alone—"
Penelope didn't answer. She just held her.
Over her shoulder, she looked at Odysseus. Her eyes—puffy, red, tired—still had command in them. They flicked toward her son.
Odysseus nodded quietly and stepped forward.
His hand came to rest on Telemachus' shoulder. Not heavy. Not forceful.
Just enough to say, enough.
"She's grieving too," the king said softly. "Let her be."
But Telemachus didn't move at first.
He stared at Andreia with a burning in his chest he couldn't place. It wasn't hatred. It wasn't even anger—not really. It was something far worse.
Blame.
That terrible, choking thing that needed a target.
He inhaled sharply through his nose, trying to cool the fire in his lungs.
Then his voice came—hoarse and uneven. "We should go," he muttered. "I need to see her."
Odysseus tightened his grip. "We will."
And together, they turned.
They would walk the quiet halls.
They would pass the stunned servants, the stiff guards, and the endless marble corridors that still echoed with your laughter.
And at the end of that walk—behind those healers' doors—
You'd be waiting.
But not the way you were supposed to.
Never again the way you were supposed to.
When they reached the chamber, the hallway seemed to dim with it.
The door stood slightly ajar, unmoving. It let out the softest creak when Odysseus pushed it fully open, though the weight of it groaned like thunder in Telemachus's chest.
The room was dark.
Deathly so.
The windows had been covered with thick linen, no sunlight allowed in—no golden rays, no gentle warmth. Just a single candle on the far corner table, its flame trembling ever so slightly, casting soft flickers of light that couldn't quite reach the edges of the space. The shadows made the corners stretch, tall and sharp. And the silence...
It wasn't peace.
It was absence.
Odysseus stopped at the doorway.
Telemachus slowed when he realized. He turned to look back at his father.
The king stood perfectly still—stoic as ever—but there was something off about it. Too still. As if any step forward might break him.
His shoulders were drawn, back straight, jaw clenched so tight it looked carved from stone. His hands were clasped behind him, fingers tight. His gaze had fixed on the candlelight—but not truly. He wasn't seeing it.
It was in his eyes.
Not moisture.
But pressure. Restraint. Raw emotion held in by a fortress of will. Of command. The kind of grief that didn't scream—but seethed. The kind that had nowhere to go but inward.
And then he exhaled.
A long, low breath through his nose, quiet but heavy.
"I'll... be with your mother," he said at last, voice low. "Take your time."
And just like that, he turned and walked away, boots near silent against the stone.
Telemachus watched him go.
And when the footsteps faded completely, when it was only him and the hum of that flickering flame, he finally stepped inside.
The door shut behind him with a soft click.
The moment he crossed the threshold, it was like the air itself changed.
Heavy.
Weighted with a stillness that felt sacred.
And there—at the foot of your bed—lay Lady.
She was silent, her great head resting on her paws, ears folded flat against her skull. At first, she didn't stir.
Until—
She smelled him.
Her nose twitched.
And slowly, she lifted her head.
Her eyes met his.
There was no growl—at least not like usual. It came out more like a low, shaky rumble. Uncertain. Guarded. A sound that flickered with warning, as if protecting you... but then—
Recognition.
Her gaze softened, ears twitching back in slow understanding.
The growl died.
And in its place came a broken, pitiful whine.
Telemachus' breath hitched.
He stepped forward, his voice so low it cracked. "Hey, girl," he murmured. "It's... it's okay."
Lady didn't move.
Didn't rise.
She only let out another soft whimper and lowered her head again, nose gently nudging the edge of your blanket.
He came to a stop at your side.
And there you were.
Still.
So still.
Your face was turned slightly toward the candlelight, its golden flickers dancing against your skin. But it didn't glow like it used to. The warmth had drained from your cheeks, your lips colorless, your expression calm—but empty. Too empty.
You looked like you were sleeping.
Like you'd just dozed off in the middle of a story.
But the illusion didn't hold.
There was no rhythm to your chest. No tension in your hands. No tiny flicker behind your eyelids that hinted at dreaming.
Just stillness.
And silence.
They'd dressed you carefully—your ceremonial tunic, freshly washed and pressed, had been laid gently across your form. Your arms rested neatly at your sides, and the blanket had been pulled all the way up to your chin, tucked with care.
Preparing the body.
Waiting for the rites. The final rites.
He remembered overhearing the servants whispering—how everything had been delayed, pushed back until he and his father returned. Because they knew how you mattered. Not just to the gods.
But to him.
To them.
His knees wobbled, and he let himself slowly sink down onto the stool beside your bed.
He didn't speak.
Didn't move.
Just stared.
Like if he watched long enough, you might breathe.
That somehow, some way, he'd blink and see your eyes again.
But they never opened.
And he never looked away.
Not even when the burn in his throat got too sharp.
Not when the weight in his chest felt like it might crack his ribs open.
His hand trembled as it lifted—slow, unsure, like it didn't belong to him.
He reached for you.
His fingertips brushed your cheek first. And then, gently, carefully, he let his palm cup your face.
And that was when his breath really caught.
You were cold.
Not freezing, not like ice, but... cold enough. Cold enough that it felt wrong. That it didn't match the warmth he'd always known you to carry. Not just in your skin—but in your voice, your laughter, the way your eyes used to shine when the sunlight hit them just right.
Now, your skin was pale.
Cool.
Still.
His thumb dragged softly along your cheekbone. His hand was too big, clumsy almost, and he blinked hard when it brushed the curve of your mouth—where the new wound had settled.
The cut was fresh.
Clean, but angry. Slashed across your face in a cruel, diagonal arc—starting just above your lip, curving down the side of your chin.
And gods, it made him ache.
He hated it. Hated whoever had touched you. Hated the idea of that moment—what you must've felt, how scared you must've been. Alone. Cornered. Bleeding.
But even with the scar... even now...
You were still beautiful.
Unfairly so.
It wasn't just the shape of your face or the softness of your features—it was the quietness you wore, the gentleness even now. It was the memory of your laughter, the sound of your voice when you teased him. It was how you cared, fiercely, for things most people forgot.
His eyes shimmered again, and he let out a watery laugh.
It broke halfway through, tangled with grief.
"I took too long," he whispered, voice cracking.
His thumb stroked once more across your cheek.
"I thought we had time."
He swallowed.
"I kept thinking... after everything settled, I'd tell you. I'd say it clear this time. Not in pieces."
His shoulders hunched.
He leaned in slowly, resting his forehead against yours, his curls brushing your temple, and for a second—he didn't breathe.
Didn't move.
Only let his tears fall in silence, tracing paths down his cheeks and pooling where your hair met the pillow.
"I was going to take you to the orchard," he murmured. "The one near the cliffs. The one with the fig trees. You always said you'd never seen the sea from there."
His voice dropped to almost nothing.
"And now..."
He couldn't finish.
His chest shuddered once, twice.
And then he slowly leaned lower—until his head met the mattress, curled gently beside your shoulder.
His hand stayed where it was, cupping your cheek as if refusing to let go.
And there, in the dim glow of a candle that couldn't reach the corners, Telemachus wept.
Quiet, broken sobs into the sheets.
No rage.
No wails.
Just sorrow.
Because the world could move on.
The gods could command peace.
But all he could do was lay beside you, one hand to your face—
—and whisper your name like a prayer that would never be answered.
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The halls of Olympus quaked.
Not from war. Not from thunder.
But from Apollo's screaming.
Golden, divine, and mad with grief—he tore through the marble corridors like a storm wearing skin, voice cracking like shattered glass with each demand he hurled into the clouds.
"Bring her back!" His voice ricocheted off the gilded columns, rattling even the mosaics that adorned the high ceilings. "She was mine! I marked her—I claimed her!"
Sunlight warped wildly through the chambers, pulsing red, orange, and white—blinding in some places, flickering out in others. Servants cowered behind pillars. Muses fled the amphitheaters. Even the peacocks in Hera's garden shrieked and scattered, feathers smoking from the static heat in the air.
"Zeus!" Apollo roared again, fists clenched, curls wild and sticking to his sweat-dampened brow. "You will bring her back. You owe me this!"
He stood at the center of the Great Hall, golden tunic half-torn, chest rising and falling with ragged breath.
The others were already gathered.
Every throne filled. Every eye fixed.
But not with pity.
Not even with surprise.
Just... expectation.
Ares leaned back with a bored grunt, arms crossed over his chest, a fresh gouge in his breastplate from some skirmish or another—utterly unmoved.
Athena's jaw was tight, a muscle in her cheek twitching as she stared at her brother, but said nothing.
Even Artemis, his sister, his mirror, stood silent by the pillars, her silver hair pulled back tight, her hands gripping the edge of her bow—not to draw, but to stay steady.
It was Aphrodite who spoke first. Lounged lazily across her chaise, gaze cold, eyes ringed in kohl. Her lips twisted into a bitter smile. "Oh, darling," she purred, lifting her goblet of ambrosia. "Not this again."
Her voice was thick with disdain. "Another mortal. Another sob story. What's next, Apollo? You gonna toss yourself into the sea like a spoiled fisherman too?"
Apollo rounded on her, golden light flaring dangerously behind his eyes. "Don't speak on her like that."
But Aphrodite only smirked, tilting her head lazily. "You think you're the first to cry for one of them?" she asked, voice dripping sweet venom. "I begged for Adonis."
Her voice cracked ever so slightly. "I knelt at Hades' feet. And do you know what he said?"
Apollo clenched his jaw, already familiar with the story.
"No." Aphrodite's smile sharpened. "He said no. Over and over. Even when I offered him half my temples, even when I promised to keep Adonis from the battlefield, even when I—" Her voice broke, and she glanced away, the memory burning behind her lashes. "He still wouldn't give him back."
Apollo's chest heaved, eyes wild. "Don't," he warned, voice shaking. "Don't you compare that back-alley, half-brained, warm-blooded thing to her."
Aphrodite scoffed.
"I mean it," he growled. "She was not some pretty boy you took turns kissing while your husband pretended not to see. She was—she is—"
He flung out his arms, radiant light exploding from his skin, and the marble behind him cracked like thunder.
"She saw me!" Apollo barked, spinning to address the room like a madman performing for a jury. "She didn't worship me for glory. She didn't ask for visions or fame or blessings. She asked for nothing. She gave without question!"
He turned back toward Aphrodite, face flushed with heat, golden curls falling into his eyes.
"She sat in the dark with me. Me! God of light. She sat there and didn't run, didn't beg. She stayed. She made me laugh. She made me feel small—not unimportant, just... like I could stop glowing for a second and still be seen."
Apollo's breath hitched, chest rising and falling too fast."This wasn't supposed to happen," he whispered.
And then louder. "This wasn't supposed to happen!"
His voice echoed across the halls.
"She was supposed to be mine. I gave her everything. Protection, gifts, affection. I placed my name in her mouth like a vow. I tethered myself to her. That choker—she wore it like a promise."
He spun again, looking at all of them. "She wasn't like the others! She didn't ask to be elevated! She didn't want to be anyone's toy!"
And then softer. Breaking.
"She just wanted to help."
Silence hung thick.
No one interrupted. Not even Ares.
"Her blood is on my hands," Apollo whispered, eyes distant. "She wasn't supposed to go alone. If I'd just gotten there sooner. If I hadn't waited—if I'd—"
His knees nearly buckled.
"She trusted me."
Another pulse of golden light burst from his chest, uncontrolled—this one ripping the petals off Aphrodite's roses and curling the edges of Zeus' scrolls.
No one stopped it.
And Apollo didn't care.
"She was kind. She was kind, and I broke her."
His voice twisted, cracked wide open.
"I won't leave her there. Not cold. Not still. She wasn't meant to end like that. Not in some alley. Not bleeding. Not with fear in her eyes."
His breath hitched again—messy, full of something ragged.
"She was supposed to live."
He sank to one knee, clutching his head.
"She was supposed to live."
The words slipped from his mouth like glass—soft, and sharp, and final.
But instead of the silence being pierced with pity, no one moved.
No gasps. No horror. Just the weary creak of Olympian exhaustion.
Zeus rubbed his forehead slowly, thumb and forefinger pressing into the space just between his brows as if he could squeeze the headache out through sheer will alone.
"Every millennium..." he muttered under his breath. "Gods, every single one."
Apollo didn't even register the words at first.
But then—crack.
Zeus slammed his lightning bolt against the dais with a blinding flash, the air splitting open with the sound of skies breaking. The halls of Olympus shook.
"Enough!" the king bellowed.
Apollo flinched.
"You will gather yourself, boy," Zeus thundered, voice ringing with the weight of the skies, "and you will stop throwing tantrums over mortal girls!"
The words echoed.
Sharp. Cold. Dismissive.
And still—Apollo didn't rise.
"I am not throwing a tantrum," he hissed instead, though his voice trembled like a struck lyre string.
His eyes, once gleaming with warm gold, had shifted. Dimmed.
"She mattered. More than your rules. More than your pride."
"You speak like a child," Zeus said, folding his arms, tone unimpressed. "Do not forget—we made the rules. Mortals die. That's their purpose. That's the order of things."
"Then the order is wrong!" Apollo exploded, rising in a burst of light, his divine form flaring at the edges.
"You dare say that here?" Athena warned coolly, her eyes flashing. "Careful, brother."
"You didn't know her!" Apollo roared, voice cracking.
But the others remained seated.
Some leaned into their palms. Some sighed quietly. None looked surprised.
And still—Apollo's light pulsed wildly, his grief blurring into something volatile, something wrong.
Across the mortal realm, his temples were unraveling.
High in Delphi, the oracles bled from their noses, their eyes rolling back as prophetic seizures overtook them. Their bodies writhed in sync, mouths muttering names and futures and secrets they didn't understand—sacred tongues pouring from lips that should never have known them.
One girl bit clean through her own tongue.
In another temple, a young boy sat rigid in his sleep, eyes wide open and unseeing, whispering your name in languages no one had spoken in eons.
And across the skies—
The birds began to flee.
Thousands of ravens rose from the earth, spiraling upward in black clouds, thick as smoke. They circled above cities in unnatural patterns, blocking out the stars. Below, shepherds fell to their knees. Fishermen abandoned their nets. Priests burned incense by the handful.
Because above it all, a ring had formed around the sun.
Not golden.
Not silver.
Red.
A blood-colored corona encircling the very light Apollo once claimed as his own. Like an inverted eclipse—light bleeding from the inside out, turning warmth into something that made the world tremble.
Farmers whispered of omens.
Infants howled in their sleep.
A baby was born with the mark of a laurel burned into her palm.
And far below, where your body lay still, wrapped in the palace's silken linens—an ember of sunlight glowed briefly across your skin... then faded.
Apollo staggered back a step.
His heart thundered.
The gods were still watching.
But their gazes were no longer dismissive.
Now, they were wary.
Because something was shifting.
And for the first time in centuries, even Zeus didn't know how to stop it.
The hall still smelled of myrrh and storm, scorched slightly at the edges where Zeus' lightning had scorched the floor.
He stood at the center of it all, broad shoulders drawn tight, thunder humming low behind his ribs.
And then—
"You are not a boy," Zeus said at last, voice low, dangerous, quiet in that way only the king of gods could manage. "You are not some lovesick thing wasting in the dirt."
He turned fully to Apollo now, and his gaze was not cruel, but cold. The kind of cold meant to remind the sun what limits even it must obey.
"You are a god," Zeus finished. "Act like it."
Apollo didn't flinch this time. But his hands curled into fists at his sides.
"She was mine," he breathed.
Zeus' head snapped toward him. "She was mortal."
"And I loved her." His voice cracked, sunlight flaring briefly from his chest like something raw and breaking loose. "She mattered more than the world you made for us."
"She was mortal," Zeus repeated, firmer now. "And your temples are suffering."
The words slammed into the chamber like a boulder crashing into a still lake.
Apollo's light dimmed—just a little.
"The oracles," Zeus said, stepping forward, "writhe in seizures. They scream in tongues even the Fates don't recognize. Their eyes roll back in their heads. Their bones twist from the weight of what you pour into them."
Apollo's jaw clenched.
"One girl is already dead," Zeus said sharply.
That hit harder than thunder. Apollo's eyes fluttered shut.
But still—Zeus wasn't done.
"The priests burn with fever. The altar smoke blackens and curls like it's choking on your grief. They beg for your mercy. They beg for answers. And what do you give them?" He stepped closer now, voice seething. "You bleed over their offerings. You crack their visions in two. You curse the very rites that built your name."
"End this," Zeus commanded. "Now."
Apollo's eyes dropped.
He stared at the floor, where his own golden light barely reached anymore. Where the thunder's shadow lingered long after the bolt had vanished.
Inside him was a roaring, a storm no other could see. His skin pulsed with too much heat, his chest ached like his own heart had turned to molten iron. He wanted to scream, to rage, to tear the sky open and demand her back—
But even in the pit of his fury, he knew.
There was a line. And he was close. Too close.
"I'm trying," Apollo finally said, his voice was low, cracked and hoarse like someone who hadn't slept in days. And he meant it. In the most hollow, helpless way.
A silence fell over the court.
Until, from the edge of the room, Ares scoffed. "Shame," he muttered, arms crossed. "She was a pretty little thing, wasn't she?"
A sharp, dangerous click of a tongue cut across the floor. Aphrodite, eyes narrowed and mouth tight, turned to him with venom beneath her lashes. She said not a word.
Ares' jaw flexed, but he said nothing more.
Apollo still hadn't moved. His hands trembled.
And then—quiet steps. Barefoot. Graceful.
Artemis emerged from the shadows near her throne, her moonlight soft and cool, a contrast to the sun's shuddering blaze.
She didn't say anything at first.
She didn't have to.
She stepped to her brother's side, reached out a hand, and touched his shoulder.
"I know," she murmured, eyes distant. "I know what it is to lose someone who wasn't supposed to go."
The name hung unspoken between them.
Orion.
Apollo turned to her slowly, grief swimming in his throat, eyes rimmed red—not with fire, but tears he hadn't let fall. Not here. Not yet.
Even Hera, seated in all her regal detachment, gave the faintest sigh. Her fingers traced the rim of her chalice, and she spoke in a voice that was less cruel than usual—bitter, yes, but not without sympathy.
"If only fathers were more like their sons," she muttered.
Zeus' eyes flicked toward her. A warning.
She didn't take it back.
Apollo didn't even notice.
His grief eclipsed everything.
The sun trembled behind his skin. And he wondered—
What good was light, if the one who made it feel warm was no longer there to feel it?
It was a cruel joke, really.
The god of sun and prophecy, surrounded by golden halls, crowned with laurels and hymns... and yet not even his own light could reach the hollow in his chest now.
Not without her.
Not ever again.
The silence in the chamber thickened like smoke.
Even the crackling braziers seemed to dim, the flames shivering in the presence of something heavier than grief. Grief could be soothed. This—this was devotion turned volatile. Love curdled into madness. A god slipping.
Zeus pinched the bridge of his nose with a groan so deep it sounded like a mountain shifting. He stepped back, rubbing his temple like this was all some exasperating migraine and not the prelude to divine collapse.
"Enough," he muttered. "Enough of this."
He waved a hand, dismissive and tired, like a father indulging a tantrum he no longer had the patience to entertain.
"Fine," he snapped. "Hermes—get ready to send a message to Hades."
There was a beat of silence. A pause that should've meant nothing.
But the room stayed quiet.
Too quiet.
There was no flutter of wings. No mischievous scoff. No flash of sandals or sing-song reply.
Zeus' eyes narrowed.
He called again, sharper this time. "Hermes."
Still nothing.
Apollo lifted his head slowly, a new kind of tension prickling down his spine. Even Artemis stiffened at his side.
A slow, mocking hiccup of laughter rolled out from the corner of the hall.
Dionysus—half-drunk and draped in vines, lounging on his throne like he barely had the strength to lift his cup—tilted his head.
He grinned, wide and unbothered.
"Didn't show," he said simply, swirling his wine. "Not today. Not yesterday either."
Zeus' brow furrowed. "What?" His voice dropped, thunder rumbling just behind it. "Where is he?"
Dionysus shrugged. "You're the king, you tell me."
The words were light, but the room twisted with unease.
A chill slipped under the doors.
And for the first time in the meeting, Apollo's grief stilled—just for a breath. Because somewhere, deep in the marrow of his light, something new stirred.
Something strange.
Something like hope.
Because Hermes never missed summons.
Not unless he had a reason.
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A/N : okay i lied, THIS is the real dun-dun-dun.... so *clears throat* DUN DUN DUUUUUUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN❤️ kay see y'all soon...
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Chapter 54: 40 ┃ 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐬𝐚𝐧𝐠
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
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When you opened your eyes, there was no ceiling above you.
No sky.
Just dark.
A soft, endless kind of dark—stretched wide like a sea of ink, deep and unmoving. You blinked slowly, chest rising in a breath that didn't quite feel like breathing. The air wasn't cold, exactly. It wasn't warm either. Just... still.
You stood on something. Not ground, not marble. It felt smooth beneath your feet, glass-like but firm, with no echo when you stepped forward. You hesitated—then walked. Slowly. Barefoot and careful.
It was only then that you noticed it.
On either side of you, stretching long like a hallway with no walls, were two veils. Like liquid glass. Rippling softly in your peripheral vision.
You turned.
The one to your right shimmered with dim light. Familiar outlines moved behind it—stone walls, the faded purple glow of twilight, and the glint of metal lying across cobbled ground. The alley.
You.
The last thing you remembered.
The curve of your body slumped against the wall, the dark stain blooming from your side. That little trickle of blood beneath your chin. The broken look in your eyes as they stared off—unseeing.
You flinched. Stepped back. A small gasp escaping your lips.
Then turned left.
And stilled.
Because the veil on this side held no memory.
Only murk. Black and thick and shifting like it was alive. You couldn't see through it—only felt what waited beyond. Coldness pressed behind that glass like something breathing just inches away, biding its time.
It didn't show you anything.
It didn't need to.
You didn't know how, but... you knew it called for you. Not cruelly. Not kindly either. Just inevitable. It was the pull of the sea when you were too tired to swim. The way your body leaned into sleep when your bones gave out. Quiet. Deep.
Final.
You tore your eyes away.
"Hello?" you called, your voice echoing softly, swallowed by the space.
No answer.
You took another step forward. And another. You weren't sure what you were moving toward. The space didn't curve, didn't change—but still, you walked. Hoping, maybe, that something would shift. That someone would answer.
After what felt like hours—or seconds—you stopped.
Your shoulders slumped. You looked down.
And that's when the dread crept in. The quiet kind. The kind that doesn't scream but wraps around you like a second skin.
You weren't dreaming.
You weren't floating.
You were dead.
The memory hit you all at once—the chill of the blade, the sting across your face, the way your knees buckled as you fell. How the man laughed. How your fingers reached for nothing. How it had all gone quiet.
Your chest rose, uneven. Your eyes stung.
But you didn't let the tears fall. Not yet.
You gritted your teeth.
"Telemachus... Penelope... Callias... Odysseus..." you whispered, your voice cracking with each name. Each one a bruise in your throat. "I'm sorry."
You wiped your face roughly, frustrated at the sting in your eyes, at the wetness already gathering along your lashes.
"They'll take it well," you muttered, your voice trembling, false confidence breaking with every syllable. You looked back at the veil showing the alley—your body still there, still quiet.
"They're strong. Right?" you added, trying to smile.
It didn't last.
Because the longer you stared...
The more you wondered if anyone had found you yet.
And if they hadn't—how much longer you'd be stuck here. Between nothing.
Between goodbye and gone.
That was where you lived now, wasn't it?
And then—finally—you cracked.
The tears came hard. Sharp, clawing things that burst from your chest like they'd been waiting for permission. You didn't try to muffle them. Didn't try to pretend. There was no one to see you. No one but shadows. So you folded in on yourself, arms hugging your middle, knees buckling as you dropped to the cold, invisible ground.
Sobs tore through you—deep and ugly and ragged.
"I wasn't supposed to go like this," you choked, rocking gently. "Not like that."
You buried your face in your hands, voice muffled. "I should've said more. Done more. I just let things happen. Always just... let them happen. Let others lead. Let myself get dragged along."
Another sob broke through.
"I... I thought I had time."
Your voice cracked again, brittle and small. "Time to fix it. To figure out what I wanted. Who I wanted. Gods, even just time to be brave."
The glassy path beneath you shimmered faintly with your tears.
But then, something shifted in your chest.
No.
You sniffled hard, wiping your eyes with the back of your hand. "No more crying," you whispered, more to yourself than anyone else. "What's done is done."
You sat there for a moment longer, catching your breath. Letting the weight settle. Then, with slow movements, you pushed yourself back to your feet. Shaky. Tired. But upright.
You smoothed your clothes. Ran your fingers under your eyes. Lifted your chin.
It was time.
There was only one path left.
Your gaze slid back to the veil—the dark one. The one that didn't show you anything at all, only made you feel it.
The inevitable.
You took a step toward it, breath held tight.
Lifted your hand to touch it.
Almost—
"Whoa there."
You flinched violently.
The voice came from behind—familiar, teasing, completely alive.
"What is this?" he added, breezy and smug as ever. "Trying to die for real?"
You spun so fast your heel skidded. And when your eyes locked onto his—those stupid gold-flecked eyes, that wind-mussed hair, that lopsided smirk—you screamed.
"HERMES!"
You threw yourself at him, all sense and breath and pain forgotten in an instant.
He caught you.
You slammed into his chest, arms wrapping around his neck, sobs returning full force—but softer now. Messy. Wet. Relieved.
"You... you came," you gasped, clinging to him like a lifeline. "You actually came."
He didn't speak right away. His body had gone still from the impact—but then slowly, carefully, his arms curled around your waist. Tight. Real.
And gods, he smelled like home. Like open skies and crushed laurel and warmth.
"Told you I'd steal you away," he murmured, voice low, joking—but just barely. There was a tremble beneath it. "Didn't say how soon."
You nodded into his shoulder, still hiccuping through tears.
His hands came up to gently cradle your face, easing you back just enough to see you. His thumbs brushed your cheeks, swiping away what was left of the tears as he stared at you.
"Feel better?" he asked quietly.
You didn't answer.
You just nodded again.
And finally—finally—breathed.
It wasn't much. Just one full breath. But it was the first in what felt like forever. Like your lungs remembered what they were for again.
Your eyes fluttered closed briefly, just to feel the weight of the air in your chest, the warmth of his hands on your cheeks.
But then your voice—still cracked and small—broke through the quiet.
"...What happened?" you croaked. "After I..."
You didn't finish the sentence. You didn't need to.
Hermes' smile wavered.
His thumbs stopped moving.
His golden eyes dimmed, just a little.
"I..." He hesitated, swallowing hard, and you felt it—how it pained him to say it out loud. "You collapsed in the alley. The shopkeeper across the way heard a noise—thank the Fates for that. He... came out to see. And saw you."
You blinked, heart lurching.
Hermes' jaw clenched.
"It was... bad," he said softly. "Your... your blood had already pooled. There was so much of it. Gods, your jewelry had been ripped off. Your headpiece gone. The sash was..." He shook his head, voice catching. "They barely recognized you at first."
You stared at him, barely breathing now.
"A few townspeople came running. Some screamed. One tried to help, but it was already too late."
He exhaled, shakily. "The moment I felt it—your soul slipping out—I raced down. But... I was too slow."
Your stomach twisted. You gripped your own elbows now, holding yourself together.
"Word spread fast. The whole lower town was in an uproar. Someone ran to the palace. By the time Penelope heard, she nearly fainted. Telemachus..."
Hermes trailed off.
You didn't need to ask. You could picture it. You could see it as clearly as if you were still there—the look on his face, the way he must've dropped everything. How his heart must've stopped.
And it was your fault.
You took a sharp, shuddering breath.
It came in too quick. Too heavy.
"I was right," you whispered, your voice cracking apart. "I knew it. I shouldn't have gone back. I shouldn't have gone alone. I should've said no. I should've—"
"Hey," Hermes said quickly, cupping your face again, firmer this time. "Don't."
You shook your head, chest caving in. "They're hurting. Because of me. If I'd just—if I'd been smarter, stronger—"
"____." Hermes' voice was low. Gentle. But firm.
His hands cupped your face again, thumbs brushing just beneath your eyes. You hadn't even realized you were crying until he touched the tears.
"Look at me," he whispered. "Hey—come back."
You blinked, barely able to lift your gaze, and when you did—he was already smiling. Sadly. Softly. His curls fell across his forehead, golden eyes dim with something achingly human.
"It's not your fault," he said.
You opened your mouth to argue—but he beat you to it.
"No." The word landed like a weight between you both. "Don't do that. Don't make this ugly thing your burden. Don't wear guilt that was never yours to carry."
"But I—"
"No," he repeated. "You were kind. You were helpful. That doesn't make you foolish. It makes you human."
His smile faltered. Something darker flickered beneath it.
"I should've been there sooner," he admitted. "That's what's been eating me alive."
You stared at him, brows pinching. "But... how am I even here?"
At that, his expression shifted.
Hermes leaned back slightly, gaze lowering.
And then—with a sheepish kind of seriousness—you saw it.
Guilt.
"I may have... bent a few rules," he said, voice lighter than his eyes. "When I felt your soul leaving—I plucked it. Just in time."
"Plucked it?"
"Yeah," he nodded, tapping his temple with a crooked smile. "Scooped you right out. Placed you here. In between."
You glanced around the strange, endless space again—the pale, unmoving dark that stretched beyond your vision. "Where... is here, exactly?"
Hermes let out a low breath. "A holding place. Limbo, more or less. This space isn't usually meant for mortals to consciously access, not without help. Your kind's souls pass through quickly, toward judgment—usually under the eyes of Chthonic gods. Hades. Thanatos. Maybe even Persephone if she's feeling involved."
You swallowed. "So... you... stopped that."
He gave a single, self-satisfied shrug. "I'm a god of thresholds. Of travel. Of transitions. My reach extends through many doors. I just... slowed yours."
You felt your heart thrum hard—because that meant...
"What happens now?" you asked, voice barely above a whisper.
Hermes grinned.
"Now?" he said, leaning forward with a wink. "I'm going to make sure you don't die."'
And just like that—something in you dared to hope again.
.☆.
.✩.
.☆.
The journey back into the Underworld looked nothing like it had before.
This time, it wasn't endless mist and bone-colored stone. It wasn't shadows licking at your heels or cold, metallic silence. This time... it was starlight.
The path beneath your feet shimmered like crystal glass, flickering with galaxies. It wound downward through a skyless void filled with drifting constellations and dark, spiraling nebulas. Planets blinked like lanterns in the distance.
The walls of the descent (if they could even be called that) were carved from swirling gradients of indigo and violet, like a living canvas of twilight. You'd never seen anything like it.
It felt—oddly—peaceful.
Like death had paused its breath for just a moment to let beauty shine through.
Hermes walked beside you, silent, for once. His golden eyes caught every flicker of color, but he didn't say a word. He just kept his hands in his pockets and glanced at you now and then to make sure you didn't trip. Or wander off into a comet trail.
When you reached the edge of the Underworld proper, the stars gave way to stone again—massive structures built from some dark mineral that drank in all light, casting towering silhouettes across the marbled ground.
And waiting at the foot of the grand staircase that led to Hades' throne room... was Cerberus.
The massive three-headed hound was curled up like a boulder with fur, paws the size of shields, tails thumping the ground once as he lifted his heads. The moment his six eyes locked on you, all three faces lit up.
Before you could even blink, Cerberus sprang up with the excited force of a boulder flung by a god. The beast lunged down the steps, all three mouths panting, tongues out and aiming straight for your face like an overeager puppy.
But—
"Cerberus."
The single word cracked through the air like a thunderclap. Deep. Calm. Inevitable.
Cerberus froze mid-bound, paws skidding slightly. All three heads snapped to attention like guilty children caught roughhousing. The whimper that followed was almost comical—three different tones of regret in one harmony—as the giant beast ducked its heads and slunk back to the bottom step.
You blinked up, heart racing... then looked toward the voice.
Hades was already standing at the top of the stairs.
His expression unreadable. Eyes sharp, shadowed by the strange celestial glow that colored this realm tonight—deep blue and galaxy pink swirling like oil behind him.
His gaze didn't shift right away—not to you, not even to Hermes.
It stayed on Cerberus, who had resumed his place like a sulking child, heads down and tails low.
"...He never did learn boundaries," Hades murmured. "Not when it comes to you."
His voice wasn't angry. Just... tired. Resigned. Like a father realizing the family dog was always going to sneak food off the table no matter how many centuries had passed.
But then—his gaze shifted.
And this time, it wasn't aimed at Cerberus.
It was aimed at you.
No—past you.
Straight at Hermes.
The air changed instantly.
That soft, celestial glow bathing the pillars dimmed like a star being pinched out of the sky. The peaceful swirl of nebula light seemed to retreat, curling away from the corners of the throne room as something darker unfurled behind Hades.
A shadow—slow and consuming—crawled out from beneath his feet, swallowing the stairs in a sweep of midnight, bleeding into the light like ink into water.
It made your breath catch.
You shuffled back instinctively, the heels of your sandals skidding across the smooth marble. You didn't even realize you'd moved until your shoulder brushed Hermes' arm.
He didn't flinch.
The god of travelers stood tall in front of you, expression unreadable, his posture sharp and composed. But you saw the tension in his jaw. The way his fists clenched just slightly at his sides.
Hades watched him for a moment longer, his voice low—deafening in its calm. "My nephew," he said, "has made a very compelling case."
You blinked, confused—your lips parting, just slightly. But Hades kept going.
"He pleaded. Bartered. Threatened, even." His gaze drifted toward you now, cold and clinical. "All to return a soul that, by all laws, was already mine."
Your eyes darted to Hermes, but he didn't look at you. His gaze stayed fixed ahead—locked on the god of the dead. His face was carved in stone. Stern. Focused. Like if he let himself blink, the moment might break.
You swallowed, heart hammering.
"And what, you may ask," Hades drawled, almost bored, "was the price?" He tilted his head slightly, his black curls catching the dying starlight. "What bargain could possibly earn a mortal soul passage back into the world of the living?" His lips curled at the edges. "Does it matter?"
He waved a hand dismissively, and the cold wind of his aura swirled past you again.
"It's done."
And then—
His gaze turned back to you.
You felt it like a physical thing. Like a hook under your ribs, yanking.
You smothered a yelp, hands clutching your sides as his eyes bored into you, stripping back whatever courage you'd tried to gather.
You'd never felt so seen in your life—and not in the comforting way Hermes or Telemachus saw you. This was different. This was divine authority. Finality. The heavy stare of something ancient and tired and utterly unimpressed.
Then—his voice again.
"Do you want to return?"
The question shouldn't have rattled you as much as it did. It was simple. Clear. No hidden riddles or twisting words. Just... choice.
But your voice still caught in your throat.
You looked at Hermes, then down at your hands—ghost-pale and trembling. You remembered the alley. The knife. The cold. The pain. And then the sound of someone crying out your name like it was a prayer they didn't believe would be answered.
Telemachus.
Your chest ached.
You looked back up.
"Yes," you said. Your voice wasn't loud. It didn't need to be. It held the truth. "I want to go back."
For a moment, Hades said nothing.
The silence stretched.
And then—he nodded.
"Very well."
But even as the weight in your chest lifted, his gaze sharpened again.
"I'm not in the habit of giving favors, mortal," he said, tone colder now. "And certainly not twice. So whatever life you return to... tread lightly."
You stiffened as his words wrapped around you like a coil.
"You're a bit popular on Olympus, it seems," he added, voice dipped in dry amusement. "Even both of my nephews aren't immune to it."
Your heart gave a funny little thud.
You'd been hearing that a lot lately.
Too much, maybe.
And not always with kindness.
Hades didn't laugh. He didn't smirk. He didn't tease like Hermes or snap like Apollo. His voice was like carved stone.
"Remember this: not everything that glitters is gold. And not every god who kneels... does so for your sake."
He sat back in his throne, folding his pale hands in his lap. "Don't waste your second chance."
The room stayed quiet after that.
And for once—you didn't speak.
Not out of fear.
But out of understanding.
Something was shifting. And the next time you stepped into the world above... you'd have to decide who you'd be.
And what price you'd be willing to pay to stay alive.
You didn't know the full cost yet, but the weight of the warning followed you as Hermes gently took your wrist, ready to lead you away from the throne room, from the god whose stare still pressed against your spine like cold marble.
But just as his grip turned, just as your feet were about to move—
A voice, soft as falling petals, cut through the silence.
"Wait."
You froze.
The sound had been sweet. Not commanding, not cruel. But it still made your shoulders tense like you'd been caught doing something you weren't supposed to.
Persephone.
You turned slowly, and for the first time, really looked at her.
The shadows that had shrouded her throne had peeled back—no longer casting her in gloom, but revealing her fully in the dim, star-flecked light of the room. She sat tall now, no longer distant or half-removed. Her green-gold gown shimmered like wet ivy, and her eyes... they were sharper than before. Watching. Present.
"I want to hear you play again," she said softly.
Your heart skipped.
You almost flinched. The way she asked it was so kind—so calm—that it felt... dangerous. Like stepping into a clearing that might still hold traps beneath the grass.
You swallowed, trying to keep your hands from shaking.
"I—of course, my lady," you said quickly, stammering slightly as you bowed your head. "But I... I left my lyre. I don't have it with me."
You felt strange saying it. Like it should've been obvious. But you felt even stranger after you said it—because Persephone only smiled.
"Is that all?"
She raised her hand.
And the shadows answered.
A swirl of black mist coiled forward from beneath her throne, blooming in midair like a flower made of ash and smoke. And then—shaping. Hardening. Taking form.
The air pulsed cold as the shape solidified—tall and wide, formed from midnight-colored wood threaded with veins of bone-white marble. Carvings of twisting underworld plants coiled around its frame—nightshade blossoms, bloodroot leaves, pomegranate branches tangled with thorns. Tiny skulls of creatures—some familiar, some not—adorned its base like hanging charms.
A lyre.
A beautiful, haunting, terrible thing.
You stared at it, rooted in place, unable to speak.
Persephone's voice came again, quieter now. Like a secret. "Isn't it beautiful?"
You nodded slowly, your throat too tight to answer.
Because it was.
It was stunning.
And something deep in your bones whispered that it was also a gift not freely given.
You reached for it anyway.
Because you were still alive.
And when a Queen of the Dead asked you to play—you played.
With a shaky breath, you stepped forward.
The moment you touched it, it settled into your palms as though it had been waiting for you.
And gods—it was cold.
Not just cold in temperature, but in feeling. The kind that slipped beneath your skin and curled inside your chest like frost. Its surface was smooth as riverstone, its carvings raised just enough to bite faintly into your fingertips.
The strings pulsed faintly beneath your fingertips—too smooth to be metal, too cold to be wood. You didn't know what it was made of. Only that it was heavy. And ancient.
"Thank you," you whispered, your voice barely above a breath as you bowed your head.
Persephone smiled at the sight of it in your arms, her chin resting in one hand, her voice lilting with fondness. "Of course, little singer," she said softly. "You've no idea how long I've missed that sound." Her voice was calm, but there was something wistful behind it. A heaviness that tugged at the edges of her words. "I spent days mourning it. Your voice. The sound of something alive echoing through this place."
You blinked, surprised.
Persephone. Mourning you?
She tilted her head slightly, as though hearing your thoughts. "The Underworld has music, of course. But nothing living. Nothing raw." She glanced at the lyre now resting in your hands. "That instrument was shaped for you. Perfectly tuned. Play it well."
From behind you, Hermes gave a small nod—encouraging, quiet.
And that was all you needed.
You shifted your fingers on the strings, testing them gently. The sound that followed was deeper than your old lyre. Darker. But smooth. Like water running beneath the earth—slow, quiet, endless.
You took a breath.
And played.
It wasn't the same melody as before—not the soft tune you'd sung to Persephone or lulled Cerberus with. No. This was something different.
Slower. A little sad. But not heavy.
It rang like a low lullaby meant to echo between tombstones. A song that didn't fight the darkness, but didn't surrender to it either. A melody that hummed of dusk and dust, of endings... but also of peace.
And the moment the first full note sang out—
The Underworld listened.
The entire throne room fell still. Even the shadows seemed to pause. Cerberus' massive heads tilted slightly, eyes fluttering half-shut. Hermes crossed his arms loosely over his chest, watching you with something unreadable in his eyes. And on the dais, Persephone's gaze softened—her knuckles slowly unclenching on the arms of her throne.
Even Hades...
You risked a glance.
The shadows that had spilled around him were gone. Receded, quiet. Curling back to the edge of the dais like obedient dogs. His shoulders had lowered, his expression no longer carved in stone. And though his face remained unreadable, you swore—just for a second—that the corner of his mouth twitched upward.
Just slightly.
Just enough.
Your fingers played on, steady now. The strings humming with magic older than memory. You didn't know what realm this lyre had been born in. Only that the Underworld had given it to you.
And it had accepted your voice.
For the second time in your life, your song filled the realm of the dead... and it welcomed you back.
The music echoed through the chamber like a soft mourning hymn, a lullaby laced with grief—but threaded, too, with something else.
Wonder.
As if the song knew you'd seen something sacred. And come back changed.
As if it understood—without judgment—that something in you had died.
But not everything.
The notes rang out like they were mourning that loss with you. But also... celebrating what remained.
When the final note trembled into silence, you let your hands fall still.
Even the air held its breath.
No one spoke.
Not at first.
Not even Persephone.
But her eyes—they shimmered. Not with tears. Not quite. But with something full and aching. A deep well of knowing. Of memory. Of the thousand little griefs she carried behind that soft smile.
You stood there in silence, your chest rising and falling as you blinked—unsure whether to bow, to back away, to weep.
And then, she smiled.
Not a wide one. Not bright.
But real.
A small, bittersweet tilt of her lips as she finally sighed, voice lilting like petals on water. "When you perish," she said softly, "—and you will, one day, like all things do—there will be a place for you here. A spot at my side."
Your breath caught.
She nodded gently, the candlelight catching in her eyes. "You would make a fine handmaiden. A royal musician. One who sings not to entertain... but to remember."
At her words, the lyre in your hands stirred.
Before you could react, it lifted on its own, drifting weightlessly from your grasp. You stared, wide-eyed, as the shadows curved gently beneath it—lifting and guiding it across the room.
It floated to the base of the dais and nestled there, carefully placing itself on a cushion the color of dried roses and old parchment.
Like an offering.
Like it knew where it belonged.
And there it rested.
Just below Persephone's throne—mirroring the old spot you once claimed in Ithaca, when you'd sit near the king and queen, ready to play when asked.
Hades' gaze followed the lyre's descent.
And after a moment, he gave a quiet huff.
"Fine," he muttered, his voice low and dry like flint. "I suppose the halls could use a bit of softness."
You blinked again—still too stunned to speak.
Beside you, Hermes cleared his throat softly.
You turned to him, and he gave a small smile. "That's your cue, little ghost."
You nodded, legs moving on instinct giving both royals a curtsy.
As you turned to leave, Persephone raised a hand one final time. "You'll find this place again," she said, her voice wistful. "But next time... let's hope it's not through blood."
You couldn't promise that.
So you didn't say anything.
You just bowed again, and let Hermes take you home.
also i've been blessed with more fanart, hehehe ❤️❤️❤️
from Rizzlord (@v4mpn11on tumblr)
AHHHHH this piece still has me floored every time I look at it 😭✨ the details??? The shading??? Her EYES??? You captured something so powerful and grounded in her expression—I can see the weariness and strength all at once. And don't even get me started on the hair and those intricate floral clasps on her shoulders?? Like HELLO??? You really snapped with the texture there 😩
I legit saved this straight to my computer the moment I got it. Thank you sm again! She looks like she walked straight out of a manga panel and I'm obsessed 😭❤️
from gab137507
AHHHH-----the symbolism is so perfect 😭😭😭 The way you drew MC's expression—so hollow and calm, almost resigned—it's haunting in the best way. I love how each hand has a story to tell without even needing words. I already went a lil coo-coo in your commnt section of how much i loved/thought each one represented so i'm not gonna bore everyone with it here (may repaste in the comments) but yeah, I just—ugh, it''s so stimulating seeing the strings of all these interactions MC has to navigate drawn to life like this. You nailed the entire pressure of her role in a single, quiet image. Thank you so much again❤️🔥
from Acheron
ACHERON???? Be serious. Be so serious. This is actual cinema. The way the light frames him—no, devours him—like a halo and a wildfire all at once??? The motion, the tilt of his head, the drama in that silhouette... it's unhinged in the most divine, tragic way. I'm staring at this like it's an actual animated movie still 😭🔥This is Apollo's tantrum. This is grief-split-open-and-turned-solar. You nailed the energy of Ch.39 without showing anything explicitly, and that's what makes it hit even harder. Like how am I supposed to emotionally recover from this?? 😭❤️🔥 Thank you endlessly for this masterpiece.
from DragonWhiskers12
DO NOT EVER APOLOGIZE FOR HOW YOU EXECUTE YOUR ART—like ever. It's the intent, the design, the final result that hits—and this??? This hit me like a meteor from Olympus. I'm OBSESSED with your interpretation of Apollo 😭 the eerie elegance, the chaotic divinity, the multiple eyes??? That's godhood. That's prophecy. That's ✨trauma✨. I'm so in love with this vision I'm be using in another fic i have coming up😭😭🙏🏾 thank you for sharing this with me, truly.
PLEASE. Don't even apologize for the camera quality or anything about this—do you know how golden this page is??? The way I had to squint and then suddenly BURST OUT LAUGHING??? The "No more sun until I get my wife back" Apollo design coming back with extra eyeballs and those reaction doodles of the Olympians??? ICONIC 😭 Like no because the vibe of this whole thing?? Raw sketch energy, chaotic divine commentary, a masterpiece journal page of doom... I'm saving this to my personal shrine of chaos. It feels like something I'd find tucked in the library of Delphi on a scroll titled "Signs That the Sun God is Spiraling" 😭💀
from iconic-idiot-con
OH MY GODDDD I GASPED—THE WAY YOU CAPTURED HERMES' SMUG LITTLE CHARM??? The wink?? The pose?? The delivery??? 😭😭 This entire scene looks like it was yanked straight out of a visual novel and I would pay real currency to read it. Also the way you illustrated MC with such softness in that panel?? Ugh. You get her. You get them. And I am currently sobbing over the fact that this exists in my lil arts folder 🥹💌🪽 Thank you SO much.
STOP—YOU'RE TELLING ME I GET A WHOLE CHARACTER LINEUP??? A WHOLE CAST SHEET??? This is like opening the bonus content at the end of a deluxe edition graphic novel and just sinking into the lore. First off—Hermes??? ICONIC. The exact chaotic-neutral energy. His smirk?? Unmatched. Apollo is serving radiant golden retriever in the best possible way, and I love how you made him look just slightly off-kilter, like there's something behind that smile (which is so him). Also HELEN?? She's giving effortlessly smug and I know she knows it. Odysseus' sadness is in his shoulders. That's storytelling. His "sad, wet, pathetic puppet man" energy literally LEAPS off the page. Penelope looks tired but gorgeous, which is exactly what I envisioned. Telemachus looks like he just got done internally monologuing about duty and also how pretty the MC is. I'm obsessed. And finally, MC?? Soft, grounded, radiant. Just there. And still effortlessly magnetic. I'm sobbing. Truly—thank you for this. It's beyond perfect. Your brain has 100% divine blessing status now.
SHUT UP—Hermes Bird with the lil satchel and cloak?! I'm LOSING it. And MC?? The blank expression? The visible cuts and wraps? That side-eye like she just survived divine nonsense and still has errands to run? Peak characterization. She looks like she's just recovered from a gods-given concussion and is about to commit arson in retaliation. I don't care if it's "unfinished," it's got more energy and story in it than most completed pieces. Post the rest whenever you want—I'm eating this up sketchy or not and WILL be giving the same enthusiasm once done cuz YESSS!
Notes:
A/N : ngl i really enjoyed writing this chapter 😭 maybe it's a sign i need to do a whole Underworld-centric fic at this point idk... anyways, hope you lovelies enjoyed the newest update 🫶 i know i put y'all through it with the last chappie 😭😩 but y'all survived so!! love that for us 💕 alsooo! imma need a quick lil favor—y'all know my twin's a writer on here too, right?? she's the one doing the WARRIOR Penelope AU (yes, the one who made Penelope swing go to troy as captain with reader as the second in command). she updates differently than i do—like she writes full arcs all at once (10 chapters per arc minimum 😭) and each chapter be like 5–6k words of pure stress and greatness 😩❤️ BUT she hasn't updated in a while bc apparently she thinks no one's interested anymore??? be so serious. Y'ALL. please go spam her fic rn i am begging 😭😭 i need the next arc so bad and she won't let me be her editor anymore so now i gotta wait like the rest of y'all 😭 i'm suffering. my chest is in shambles. (if anyone else here reads it too, lemme know, i'll def be ranting about it in my next a/n bc i got some theories and unhinged thoughts and idk who else to scream about it with 😩🫠)
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Chapter 55: 41 ┃ 𝐛𝐨𝐫𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐥𝐚𝐮𝐫𝐞𝐥 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞
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Hermes stepped forward before you could say anything else—expression unreadable, eyes glinting with something hard to place. Not quite relief. Not quite sorrow.
He reached for you without hesitation, like this part had already been decided.
Like he couldn't bear to stay here any longer.
His arms circled beneath your knees and around your back, gentle but firm, the way you might hold something precious that had only just stopped breaking. You didn't resist.
The moment he lifted you, the magic shifted.
You felt it stir beneath your skin—a flicker, a pull, a quiet breath in the bones of the earth.
And then—wind.
It ripped past your cheeks in sudden gusts, cold and fierce, rushing upward like the world itself had tilted beneath you. Your hair fluttered wildly against his shoulder, tangling in the collar of your tunic as your legs curled instinctively closer to his chest.
The air howled in your ears, a thousand whispers caught in a single breath, too fast to hear and too strange to understand.
Your eyes cracked open just enough to see.
The Underworld blurred past in flashes.
Ash-grey pillars.
Twisting stone bridges.
Gardens wilted and bloomed all at once.
And shadows—so many shadows—some still, some watching, some turning away the second they met your gaze.
Colors flared at the edge of your vision: copper gold and sickly green, flashes of bone-white paths and flickering riverlight from the Styx.
You caught glimpses of spirits drifting in the distance—some reaching out, some shrinking back, all blurred by the speed.
And Hermes didn't stop.
His hold tightened as you climbed higher, past the gates, past the Asphodel Fields, past the river's edge that shimmered like an old bruise in the dark.
But just before the veil split—before the light of the living world could break through and claim you again—
You shifted in his arms. "Wait."
He stopped mid-step. Mid-flight. The magic hiccupped around you like a breath held too long.
Hermes turned his head slightly, brows furrowing as if he wasn't sure he'd heard you right. "What?"
You lifted your hand—soft against his shoulder, not pushing, just anchoring yourself.
"...Can we go back?"
The wind stilled.
Not completely. Just enough to notice. Just enough to make the silence feel heavier.
He stared at you. Not moving. Not blinking. Like the question had rearranged something inside him.
"Back?" he echoed, flatly. "You mean to the Underworld?"
You nodded once. Slowly. "Just for a moment. I... I want to see my parents again." Your voice cracked a little at the end.
Hermes didn't respond at first.
His jaw twitched like he wanted to argue, like the instinct to move forward was stronger than anything else. But he didn't speak. Just stared ahead, gaze flicking to the veil above you—then down again, past your shoulder, back toward the Underworld where the shadows still lingered like ghosts of a memory you weren't ready to lose.
Finally, after a long beat, he sighed.
It wasn't theatrical. It wasn't annoyed.
It was... tired.
Like someone giving in. Like someone who always gave in when it came to you.
"Fine," he muttered, under his breath, "Hades shouldn't mind if you linger a little longer. Not like he's ever been good at goodbye either."
And with that—Hermes turned.
The wind twisted backward.
And the shadows welcomed you once more.
.☆.
.✩.
.☆.
You weren't sure how much time passed—maybe a minute, maybe several—but eventually, the cool air shifted. Hermes had said nothing when you stepped through the veil. He simply caught your arm to steady you, like he had done before, then guided you quietly through the gray.
The Underworld didn't jolt you this time. Maybe it should have. But your soul felt heavier now, more settled.
You didn't ask where you were going. You didn't need to.
Hermes led you to the edge of a low, vast hill—jagged and windswept, coated in a veil of mist that hugged the stone like breath on glass. Below it, the fog dipped into a sprawling field... familiar in its shape, but not in color.
The fields looked darker now, deeper in hue. And less clouded. You could actually see shapes moving in the distance—shadows stretched like brushstrokes across a canvas.
He stopped, glancing down the incline. "This is as far as I go," he said. "For now."
You blinked. "You're not coming?"
He gave a small smile—one of those unreadable ones that told you it wasn't really up for debate. "I have to stir up a bit of noise elsewhere. Just enough to keep it on the low that you're still here."
"It shouldn't be an issue since I'm already here, right?"
"Not exactly. Souls aren't too welcome here unless it's their time. And if it's found that you're still here, they'd come for you first and me second." He brushed something off his shoulder—dust or stardust, you couldn't tell. "So I gotta make some trouble. Just enough to buy time. I'll be done before the hour turns. You'll know when I'm back."
Your stomach churned. "How will I know?"
He tapped your forehead gently. "You'll feel it."
Then, just like that, he was gone—his form dissolving into wind and shimmer, swept away before you could call out again.
So, as you had done once before, you turned and walked into the fog.
But it didn't feel the same.
Your footsteps didn't echo this time. There was no pounding fear in your chest, no dread dragging at your ankles. It was quieter now—not in sound, but in weight. The mist wasn't as thick. You could actually see where you were going.
Your head turned slowly as you walked, your eyes tracing outlines that were impossible to see last time: faint ruins in the distance, pillars swallowed by ivy, archways carved from black stone. The field had shape now. Definition. And it wasn't just a field anymore.
It looked almost like a courtyard—or a garden left to decay.
Brittle hedges formed low walls in crooked rows. Marble statues, worn down to featureless forms, watched from raised platforms. The air smelled of ash and dry earth, but also of something faintly floral. Faintly alive.
You walked without thinking, feet crunching against gravel, mist licking at your shins. Each step felt easier. Lighter. As if your soul knew the path even if your mind didn't.
Then—music.
Your ears perked up at the soft sound, a hum more than a song, low and careful and deeply familiar. You knew that voice.
Your pace quickened before your mind caught up. You pushed past a leaning column, stepped around a cracked basin that once held water, and the sound grew clearer. A melody now. Words curling at the edges. A lullaby. Or maybe a memory.
Then, through the branches of a long-dead tree, a figure appeared.
Just like before.
Beneath the withered limbs sat a man, his back turned to you, bent forward ever so slightly. His head tilted to one side as he sang to the bundle he cradled in his arms. The same slow rhythm. The same hush in his voice. Like the world would break if he sang any louder.
Polites.
You skidded to a halt just behind him, your breath hitching in your throat. "Polites."
The lullaby cut short.
He turned slowly, startled at first. Astyanax shifted in his arms as Polites adjusted the blanket protectively, his brows lifting as his gaze landed on you. For a heartbeat, he didn't move. Just stared.
Then the recognition hit.
His face lit up, blooming into a wide, warm smile. "Well, I'll be," he murmured, a soft chuckle in his voice. "Look at you, back again already?"
You let out a shaky laugh, breathless from the walk. "Guess I just couldn't stay away."
He stood carefully, rising to his full height, the baby bundled against his chest. He stepped toward you, his expression soft with welcome, fondness settling behind his eyes. But then—his smile faded. Just a little.
His gaze drifted downward. Then back up. A flicker of something passed across his features—his brows knit together, the corners of his mouth pulling into something more thoughtful. His hand shifted on Astyanax's back, fingers stalling mid-motion.
"You..." he began slowly. "Wait. Are you...?"
His voice trailed off. You didn't need him to finish the question. The look on his face said enough.
You glanced down at yourself instinctively.
Your fingers still moved. Your feet still pressed against the ground. But you weren't solid—not exactly. There was a faint shimmer clinging to your edges, like moonlight trying to hold shape. You were fading in some places, more outline than figure. Not fully here. Not fully gone.
Like him.
"I'm not dead," you said quickly, lifting your gaze again. "I promise. I mean... I was. For a bit."
His expression tightened.
"But—Hermes. He made a deal. With Hades," you added. "I'm just here for a short time. I'm going back."
That seemed to unstick something in him. Polites let out a breath he hadn't realized he'd been holding. His shoulders sagged slightly, the tension easing from his stance.
"Gods," he muttered, shifting Astyanax to one arm as he reached up to rub the back of his neck. "You scared me. I thought—" He shook his head, a half-laugh breaking through. "You're too young to be down here for good."
You shrugged, your voice light despite the lump in your throat. "Tell that to the streets of Ithaca."
Polites gave you a look—half exasperated, half fond. "You and that mouth," he muttered, though there was no heat behind it.
Astyanax let out a small coo, his fingers stretching against the edge of his blanket. Polites bounced him gently, his gaze returning to you. "So... what brings you back, then? Risking divine tantrums just to say hello?"
You gave him a small smile. "Something like that."
And for a moment, the heavy quiet returned. But it was a warmer quiet this time. A knowing one.
He smiled again, softer now. "Well. I'm glad you did."
You returned the smile, though it wobbled a bit. The words you wanted to say pressed at your throat—more than just greetings or thank-yous or even memories. This wasn't just a visit. It was unfinished business, still pulling at the edge of your chest like a loose thread you hadn't meant to leave behind.
You hesitated a moment, then shifted your weight, glancing past him toward the mist-covered distance. "Polites... can I ask you something?"
His brow lifted slightly, patient. "Go ahead."
"I... I was wondering if you could take me to see my parents again. Just for a little while."
He blinked, a little surprised—then his face softened into something steady and sure, like it was the easiest request in the world. "Of course," he said without pause. "You shouldn't even have to ask."
A breath you hadn't known you were holding slipped from your lungs.
And with that, the two of you began walking, his steps sure against the ashen earth, yours a little slower, still feeling out the shape of your form in this space.
The air was less fogged than before—thinner, somehow. The trees more defined. The sky a dark slate above, like a never-ending dusk. It looked more like a garden now. Or maybe a courtyard that had long since forgotten it was ever meant for living things.
The silence between you wasn't awkward—it was companionable. But after a few steps, Polites glanced over at you, shifting the bundle in his arms slightly.
"You wanna hold him?" he asked, nodding toward the baby.
Your eyes widened a little. "I—me?"
Astyanax answered before you could. His small hand peeked from the blanket, reaching toward you with a soft, open-palmed stretch. He made a tiny noise—something between a sigh and a whimper—and his gaze locked onto yours with such simple, trusting want that it made your chest ache.
Your fingers twitched. "I don't know if I should. He's..."
But Polites was already moving, stepping closer, cradling the child toward you with gentle encouragement. "It's alright. He likes you."
You didn't argue further.
You reached out and carefully took him into your arms.
And gods—he felt real.
He wasn't warm exactly, but he wasn't cold either. His weight settled naturally against you, small and firm and soft all at once. His little fingers curled instinctively into the fabric near your collar. He blinked up at you, those wide hazel eyes gleaming softly in the half-light.
A ghost, yes—but not empty. Not forgotten.
You held him tighter than you meant to.
"Hi there," you whispered, your voice cracking just a bit. "You remember me?"
Astyanax just yawned, burrowing into the crook of your elbow like he did.
You walked in silence for a while after that, the only sound the hush of mist shifting around your ankles and the soft rustling of fabric as the baby wriggled gently in your arms. You stared down at him, marveling at the weight of someone so small. So still.
Then, quietly, you asked, "Why isn't he... with his father, Hector?"
The question hung between you like a windless chime.
Polites didn't answer right away.
When you finally looked up, his face had shifted. There was something shadowed in it—grief, maybe, or guilt, or something heavier. His lips were pressed into a thin line, his eyes unfocused as he looked ahead.
"Honestly," he said at last, "I don't know. I've wondered the same thing."
You said nothing, watching him.
He adjusted the satchel on his hip and let out a breath. "I think... I think this is my punishment."
You blinked. "Punishment?"
"For surviving," he murmured. "For being part of it."
You kept still, your arms curling protectively around Astyanax.
Polites didn't meet your eyes. "He was a baby," he said, voice tight. "Just a baby. Killed for what he might grow into. For what his father represented. And I didn't hold the sword, no. But I helped the Greeks reach Troy. I scouted paths. Warned of traps. Passed messages."
A pause.
"And when we got in... we didn't stop to ask who deserved to die."
The silence wrapped around your throat like ivy.
You'd grown up with tales of valor. Of the Greeks as heroes. Of Odysseus' cunning. Of the fall of Troy as destiny fulfilled. You'd never really questioned what it looked like from the other side.
Not until now.
Not until you held the child they never got to keep.
You looked down at Astyanax again—his peaceful little face, his gentle breathing, the way he trusted the world in your arms.
You'd never thought of it like that.
Not really.
But now... you weren't so sure who the villains were.
And the Asphodel Fields stretched endlessly ahead, silent and watching.
The mist curled gently around your legs with each step, soft as breath. The wind barely moved here, but when it did, it stirred the grass like whispers—low and half-forgotten, like dreams someone tried to remember after waking.
You glanced down at Astyanax in your arms again, brushing your thumb softly over the edge of his cheek.
He stirred slightly but didn't wake.
Beside you, Polites walked with quiet ease, the silence around him familiar—worn into his bones like a well-traveled path. But something about the moment started to feel too heavy, too sharp-edged with guilt and old regrets, so you cleared your throat softly, searching for something lighter to hold on to.
"Hey," you asked, almost hesitantly, "can I ask something... not exactly cheerful, but maybe less sad?"
Polites huffed a breath through his nose—somewhere between a chuckle and a sigh. "Sure," he said. "You've earned a few questions, I think."
You shifted Astyanax slightly in your arms, careful of his swaddle. "I've been wondering... how did you get here? I mean—past judgment. Most soldiers... especially the ones who weren't buried... they get stuck on the banks, don't they? Wandering."
Polites went quiet for a beat, long enough that you almost regretted asking. But then he gave a slow nod, eyes still fixed on the distance ahead.
"You're not wrong," he said. "Most of us didn't make it very far."
Your brows furrowed. "You mean... from the war?"
"No," he said, shaking his head. "Later. The Cyclops—Polyphemus. After the lotus eaters lead us to the cave, he managed to kill a few of us. To retaliate, Odysseus blinded him..." He trailed off for a second. "Luckily the rest got out."
You listened, holding your breath without meaning to.
"When I woke up down here," he continued, "it was just me and a handful of others. Confused. Half-formed. Like echoes stuck between two cliffs. The River Styx was close—you could hear it—but no ferryman would come near us."
"Because you weren't buried," you said softly.
Polites nodded. "Exactly. No graves, no rites. No passage. Just that endless stretch of bank. And later..." He exhaled. "Poseidon caught up with the fleet. Sank it. Five hundred men, pulled into the sea."
You swallowed.
"And when they died," he said, his voice quieter now, "they ended up there too. Same bank. Same stretch. All of them confused. Angry. Some still thought they were drowning."
Your fingers tightened a little on the baby.
You imagined it—those wide, haunted eyes. The weight of all that lost hope, pooling in the dark like driftwood.
"So... how did you leave?" you asked softly. "How did you make it past?"
Polites was quiet for a long time.
And then he smiled faintly. "Hermes," he said. "And Athena."
You blinked. "Wait—Athena?"
He shrugged, almost sheepish. "I don't know the whole of it. But one day, Hermes came walking down the riverbank like he'd just wandered in on accident. He found me. Looked me up and down. Said, 'You're Polites, right?' I said yeah, and he just nodded and told me to follow him."
"Just like that?"
"Just like that," Polites repeated. "Said it was 'by Athena's request.' That she wanted to make sure I didn't rot there like the rest of them."
You frowned slightly. "Why you?"
"I've asked myself that," he admitted. "A hundred times. I wasn't a king. I wasn't even a commander. Just a soldier who tried to do the right thing more often than not. But maybe... maybe she saw something. Or maybe Odysseus said something to her, after everything. I don't know."
You were quiet for a while, your thoughts swirling like the mist.
Polites kept walking beside you, his gaze steady.
"I don't get to live in the Isles of the Blessed," he said eventually. "That's not for people like me. But I get peace. I get the Fields. And... I get him." He nodded toward the bundle in your arms. "So maybe that's enough."
You looked down again at Astyanax, the baby still asleep, still nestled safely against your chest.
Maybe that was enough.
Or maybe peace could look like different things for different souls.
And maybe, just maybe, the gods sometimes made quiet exceptions.
.☆.
.✩.
.☆.
You weren't sure how long the two of you walked after that—minutes, maybe more. The silence had settled back between you and Polites like an old cloak: not heavy, but not quite light either. You didn't mind it.
After everything, it felt... earned.
Then the mist shifted ahead.
At first, it looked like nothing—just another bend in the never-ending fields. But as you stepped closer, you noticed the terrain dipping slightly, forming a shallow alcove tucked beneath the arms of two withered trees. Their trunks leaned into one another like old friends, branches interlocking above a patch of soft grey moss.
And there—huddled together at the base—were two figures.
Your breath caught.
You would've recognized them anywhere.
Your mother sat nestled beside your father, her body tucked against his like a secret. One of his arms wrapped securely around her shoulders, while her head rested beneath his chin, her hands gently folded over his. They looked carved from light and memory, still glowing faintly against the dusk.
Safe. Whole. Together.
You froze.
Polites paused beside you, and when he turned, his gaze was already soft. Wordlessly, he reached out with both arms, silently offering to take Astyanax.
You looked down at the baby.
He was still curled in your hold, eyes closed, but the second you began to shift him, his little nose twitched, and he let out a faint, questioning coo.
Your heart clenched.
You gave Polites a small nod, careful as you passed the bundle into his arms.
"Shh, little one," Polites whispered, rocking him gently as the swaddle shifted. "Go back to sleep."
Astyanax let out a sleepy hum, a flutter of movement beneath the cloth. His fingers curled reflexively, catching the edge of Polites' tunic. And just like that, he stilled again, soothed by the familiar rhythm of arms that knew how to hold him.
Then—
Your mother stirred.
Her head lifted from your father's shoulder, her brows furrowing as if sensing something just beyond her reach. Slowly, she turned.
And when her eyes landed on you—
They bloomed.
Lit up like a sky before sunrise. Her hand flew to her mouth, her lips parting in disbelief. Her body trembled with the effort of rising, but she stood all the same, voice cracking like glass under heat.
"My dove...?"
Your father's gaze followed hers. His face, worn by sorrow just a moment ago, lit up like a man catching sight of the sun after a long winter. "Sweetheart?" he breathed.
You choked on a sob.
Polites smiled faintly. "I think this is where I leave you," he murmured, keeping his voice low so it wouldn't break the moment. "This part... belongs to you."
You turned toward him, trying to find the words—but your throat was tight, your hands trembling.
He just nodded, his expression soft with understanding.
"Don't worry," he added, adjusting the swaddle gently as Astyanax squirmed once more. "We'll be just fine."
And before you could speak, before you could thank him again or ask when you'd see him next—
He turned.
Disappeared into the mist.
And you were left standing there, heart racing, feet frozen—
—as your parents reached for you like they had never stopped waiting.
They didn't hesitate. There was no pause, no disbelief long enough to weigh the moment down—just open arms and trembling hands and a surge of emotion that collapsed the space between you.
Your mother reached you first. She pulled you close with a strength you'd forgotten she had, her arms tightening around your shoulders like she was afraid you might disappear if she let go. Her cheek pressed against your hair, and you felt her shoulders shaking as she whispered your name over and over again, the sound thick with joy and something that almost sounded like relief.
"My baby," she wept, clutching the back of your tunic, holding you tighter. "My sweet girl, how—how are you here? Are you real?"
Your father wrapped his arms around both of you, pressing a firm kiss to the crown of your head. His voice rumbled low and warm against your back. "You came back to us," he said, voice cracking. "Gods, you came back."
You let yourself sink into their hold for a moment—just a moment. Because for once, you weren't fighting to be strong. You didn't have to. You were just... theirs.
But then, your mother pulled back.
And when she did, her smile faltered.
Her hands moved up to cup your face, but paused halfway through, her brows drawing low with confusion. Her fingers hovered near your jaw, her eyes scanning your form like something was off.
And it was.
You saw it in her face—like Polites before her. That dawning awareness.
Your body was faint. Not fully, but enough to see the flicker in her eyes. The way her hands passed through your shoulder just slightly before adjusting.
"You're..." Her voice wavered. "You're here."
Your father stepped beside her, his eyes narrowing in concern. He reached for your wrist and felt only the faintest resistance beneath his touch. His brow creased deeply. "What happened to you?"
You smiled weakly, lifting a hand to cover theirs, even if the gesture didn't feel as solid as it once had. "I'm okay," you said quickly, softly. "I promise. I'm not... dead."
Your mother's gaze jumped to yours. "But—"
"Not really," you added gently. "I mean, I was. Briefly. But Hermes—he made a deal with Hades. He brought me back. Or... almost."
Your father looked like he was holding his breath. "Then why are you still here?" he asked carefully. "Why haven't you crossed over fully?"
"I asked him to give me a little time," you explained. "Just a little longer. I needed to see you both again."
Your mother turned her head, glancing behind you as if expecting someone to leap from the mist and pull you away. "Are you sure it's safe?" she asked, worry sharpening the edge of her voice. "You shouldn't play with boundaries like this. Death is not something to bend."
You nodded gently, your hands still cradling theirs. "He's keeping watch," you reassured her. "Hermes said he'd make a distraction, just enough time for me to come see you again. He's always been good at slipping between lines."
They exchanged a glance—quick, full of unspoken words like all long-married couples have—and then looked back to you, still holding you close.
You hesitated.
Then took a breath.
"Honestly... I came because... because I needed to know more," you admitted. "About what happened. About my birth. There's so much I still don't understand."
Their hands tightened just slightly in yours.
The mist around the alcove swirled softly, the silence pressing in.
Your mother's eyes dimmed just a bit, and your father let out a breath through his nose, slow and steady.
And together, they nodded.
"Alright," she said, brushing your cheek with her thumb. "Then we'll tell you... everything."
You leaned in slightly, your hand still resting over hers. Her touch was soft—even through the thin veil of your semi-ghostly form—and something about the way her thumb lingered just below your eye felt like home. Like comfort you hadn't known you'd needed.
She pulled in a breath, like she was bracing herself, then gave a quiet, almost embarrassed laugh. "You were... stubborn," she said, her eyes glinting with something warm and worn. "Even before you were born."
Your father huffed gently, his smile curling tiredly at the edges. "Thirty-six hours," he said, glancing down at the ground as if the memory still winded him. "Your mother was in labor for thirty-six hours straight."
You blinked. "What—?"
"She wouldn't come out," your mother said, shaking her head as a bit of hair slipped from behind her ear. "You. You wouldn't come out. The midwives had no idea what to do. We'd tried everything. The healers were panicked. We were losing strength... Losing hope."
Your father rubbed his jaw, his voice quieter now. "We thought... we thought we'd lose you both."
Your breath caught. "But... you didn't."
"No," your mother whispered, eyes drifting past you—toward the still grey horizon. "Because we prayed. All of us. We called on our god."
There was a beat.
And then she looked back at you.
"Apollo."
You straightened instinctively, your brows knitting in surprise. "Apollo?" you echoed, almost disbelieving. "But I—why would he—?"
Your mother nodded slowly, her expression calm but serious. "Your father and I were both born on Lyraethos. It's a small island—not famous, not powerful. But known. Known for its music. Its devotion."
You felt your heart skip. "Lyraethos... I've heard of it. Barely. I thought it was just... a myth."
"Most do," your father said softly. "But it's real. Quiet, but real. And those who come from there... we've always believed that Apollo's favor lingers in the hills, the stones. The instruments passed down in families. The songs that come to us in dreams."
Your mother's eyes shone. "We grew up learning to play lyres before we could walk properly. We sang before we could write. And when you came—when it felt like we might lose you—we didn't cry out to Athena. Or Artemis. We prayed to him. To the god of music. To the one we'd always believed watched over us."
You tried to speak, but your voice didn't come right away. Your lips parted, then closed again, your stomach twisting in knots you couldn't quite name.
It wasn't quite dread, wasn't quite grief.
Just a hollow, spinning feeling that made it hard to breathe for a second.
Because now... now you didn't know what to feel.
You had answers—real ones. Tangible pieces of truth that should've satisfied you. But instead, they only opened more doors. More shadows with names you didn't know how to say aloud.
And suddenly...
Suddenly, Apollo's gaze in your dreams, the way it burned gold and ancient and aching—
The way his name always came so easily to your tongue, even when your mind was cloudy—
The pull in your chest, the quiet tremor that always came when he was near, whether in vision or song—
None of it felt like coincidence anymore.
Your father must've seen the shift in your eyes, because he gently reached for your hand, his fingers curling around yours with a steady warmth that tugged you back to the present.
He looked tired—but not weak. Just weathered, like someone who'd seen the storm pass and was willing to walk through it again, if only to guide someone else through.
"I suppose... I should've told you sooner," he murmured, his voice low but certain. "On my side of the family... we were warned. About Aphrodite's curse."
You blinked, lifting your gaze to meet his. He wasn't looking at you directly—just past you, like he was watching a memory play out in the mist.
"We thought we were being careful," he said softly, almost to himself. "We built her a small altar behind the house. Kept it clean, left offerings every first sunrise. Your mother sang hymns. We thought maybe—just maybe—that kind of devotion would soften her."
Your mother gave a bitter little laugh, wiping beneath her eye. "But it didn't. Nothing did."
He nodded. "When the messenger boy came—when he handed us that flower... I thought it meant something. I thought maybe the curse had passed us by. That Apollo had finally decided to help one of his people. Someone who believed in him."
He looked at you again then, and there was such sorrow behind his smile. Not regret—just the sad sort of clarity that came with hindsight.
"But we were foolish," he admitted. "To think the curse wouldn't find a way. That it wouldn't just... wait until we were unguarded."
You felt your throat tighten, the air sharp as you inhaled.
Your mother shifted closer, placing a hand against your cheek. Her eyes were soft but strong. "But we don't regret it," she whispered. "Not a single bit."
You blinked, startled. "Even though—?"
She shook her head before you could finish. "Even though we're here."
"I'd rather it be us than you," your father said. "Every time."
"You were our miracle," your mother added, her thumb brushing your cheekbone like she was memorizing you all over again. "Our greatest gift. Whatever the gods meant by it... we'd still choose you."
Their words settled in your chest like a quiet song—one of mourning, yes, but also fierce, blinding love. The kind that didn't ask to be understood. Only felt.
And for a moment, the ache eased.
Just a little.
Just enough.
A second later, you felt it—first, the soft flutter of feathers behind you, like a bird settling after a long flight. Then, a warm hand found your waist, steady and familiar. The gentle pressure was grounding, a subtle pull back to reality.
"Time's up," Hermes murmured low near your ear, his voice quieter than before. No teasing edge this time, just something soft and knowing. "We gotta go."
You turned, blinking up at him. His golden eyes were solemn, his expression unusually gentle beneath the lazy curve of his brow. His hands twitched, pulsing with restrained urgency. Still, he wasn't rushing you.
You nodded slowly, the weight of goodbye crashing over your shoulders all at once. Your throat burned. You turned back to your parents—still holding each other, still waiting. "I... I have to go."
Your mother reached for you instantly, pulling you into her arms as if she could imprint her love into your very bones. You crashed into her, burying your face into her shoulder, fingers curling tightly into the folds of her dress. "I love you. I love you both."
"We know," she breathed against your hair, voice cracking. "You've always loved with everything you had."
Your father wrapped his arms around both of you, his taller frame folding over yours like a shield. He pressed a kiss to the crown of your head, then another. And another. Over and over. Like he couldn't stop. Like he wanted to mark the memory of you with every single one.
"My little one," he whispered. "Be safe. Be strong. Be happy."
You nodded against his chest, your tears hot and quiet. "I'll try."
Your mother's hand framed your cheek as she leaned back, her smile tremulous but shining. "That's all we ever wanted."
With one last, deep breath, you pulled yourself away—slowly, painfully. Hermes stepped in without a word, his arms slipping beneath your legs and around your back in one fluid motion.
He lifted you effortlessly, bridal style, like before. His cloak flared behind him, brushing the ground in a silent sweep.
You clung to his shoulder as he began to rise, but your gaze stayed locked on your parents.
They stood together, arms wrapped around each other, watching you with tearful smiles. Your mother waved softly. Your father nodded once, firmly—like a promise passed between souls.
And you didn't look away.
Not even as the wind picked up. Not even as the mists curled around Hermes' sandals. Not even as the Underworld began to fall away beneath you.
You watched them—until they were nothing more than shapes in the fog, until your heart couldn't hold the ache any longer.
And then... you let Hermes carry you home.
also i've been blessed with more fanart, hehehe ❤️❤️❤️
from DragonWhiskers12
Repetitive??? Plz don't apologize!! You can send 50+ doodles over and over again and I'd still love them! This is a series, and I am fully subscribed 😭👏This is absolute divine chaos in the best way. The "THIS IS AN ARMED ROBOT" next to an eyeball holding a gun?? (like is he really trying to rob Hades??? be fr 😭) Birdmes yelling "NO!! POOKIE" like he just witnessed a crime scene?? I am HOWLING. Please never apologize for this again. It's giving "gods losing their minds in a group chat while the mortal world crumbles." You've basically turned Olympus into an sitcom and I want ten seasons.
from chipsiscurious (same username on tumblr)
OMG NO BECAUSE THIS?? THIS IS PEAK ENERGY. Like... I don't think anyone understands just how perfectly you captured MC's entire vibe after coming back from the dead 😭💀 no spoilers but yeah, death did change MC, so who knows?? You might actually be on that type of timing 😩😩
Notes:
A/N : t's storming pretty bad in my area (tennessee) so i decided to update while my fav weather is flooding the streets 🤣🤣😩❤️also ngl i was tearing up a bit writing the reunion with mc's parents out 😩😭 also, if anyones wondering (i know theyre not) i based the underwolrd off of 'krapopolis' underworld (why the descriprtions talk of galaxies etc.), i found it cool of the shows interpertation of it and thought, why the hell not hahah. so on to the fic 'WARRIOR'.......ok so imma hold off on screaming about WARRIOR in full detail—cuz a lot of y'all said NO SPOILERS and honestly?? fair. super fair. BUTTTTTT just know I am currently vibrating out of my skin and ascending spiritually bc of how GOOD that fic is 😭😭 LIKE Y'ALL. the way it's structured?? it could lowkey be two books fr— ➤ PART 1: Trojan War arc?? Penelope leading like an actual general?? Running tactics, dodging divine wrath, looking hot and haunted??? ➤ Book 2 (TBA and currently eating me alive in its absence): [REDACTED] but just know I will be screaming. AND THE WORLD. BUILDING. Bro. If you EVER wondered what actually happened during those 10 years of war?? The ones Homer just kinda skimmed over like "and then they fought for a decade 💅"? This book fills in the blanks in a way that's smart, emotional, bloody, and ✨fanservice-y✨ in the best way. Like—cough—Achilles??? sir??? why are you written like a terrifying war god and also hot enough to ruin my entire bloodline 😭 And don’t even get me STARTED on Polites getting actual action and emotional depth?? My man finally said I will not be background no more and I respect it. (I've been so obssessed, it's even influenced a bit of my own writings; so if you noticed some... similarities in my fic with hers... maybe reference or two as a way of telling her to hurry up... no you didn't 🧍♀️.) Anyway, that's all I can give without combusting and spoiling literally everything. Just know that I am waiting for the next update like a Victorian widow at the shore. Every breeze makes me think it’' finally coming. Every delay breaks me a little more. 😭
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various!epic x fem!reader@winxanity_ii
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Chapter 56: 42 ┃ 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐰𝐞𝐩𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠
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(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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You woke with a gasp—sharp and sudden.
The ceiling above you was unfamiliar and blinding in the early light. You stared at it for a long moment, breath ragged, limbs stiff and unmoving, your mind struggling to remember how to be alive again.
Then, slowly, shakily, you pushed yourself upright.
Your palms pressed into the bedding beneath you—cool sheets, slightly rough—and your body moved as if made of stone, aching in ways you couldn't explain. The air felt too thin, your lungs refusing to fill completely. You looked around in a daze, heart pounding.
The room was... quiet. Still.
But everything in you was not.
Your hand shot up to your head as a sharp, stabbing pain bloomed behind your eyes, like something was being pried open. You clutched the side of your skull, wincing as your breath hitched—and then the panic hit. Hard.
Your chest swelled with a crushing tightness as flashes tore through your mind—frantic, splintering images.
A gleam of metal.
A cry in your throat.
That knife. The way it swung down, fast, too fast to stop—
That burning, white-hot pain that cut through your ribs and made everything else fade.
You remembered collapsing. The taste of blood.
And then...
The mists.
Hermes' arms, warm and trembling with something unspoken. The quiet glow of the ghost blooms. The soft coo of a spirit child. Polites' voice, like a song. Your mother's hands on your face. Your father's lips pressed to your forehead.
A sob clawed its way up your throat.
Your pulse thundered in your ears, your lungs seizing like they weren't sure they knew how to breathe in this world anymore.
Because... you were dead.
You had died.
You had actually died.
And not in the metaphorical sense. Not fainted. Not "barely holding on." Not some dramatic brush with death.
No, your heart had stopped. You had crossed that threshold. Stepped into the mists. Seen the Fields. Held your parents. Sang to the dead.
And now... you were here.
Alive again.
But the weight of that truth—what it meant, what it cost—hit you all at once, and your heart couldn't keep up.
Your body trembled, your breath coming in shallow gasps as you curled in on yourself, clutching your arms tight. You didn't know whether to cry or scream or just stay very, very still.
Because this wasn't a dream.
You had been in the Underworld.
And you had come back.
Eventually, the panic in your chest began to dull. The burn behind your eyes cooled, your breaths evening out into something that almost resembled calm. Almost.
Your fingers curled around the fabric of the blanket, grounding you. You stared at it. It was dark—black, with thin silver stitching—and your hands shook as you finally looked down at yourself.
You were dressed in funeral attire.
A long black tunic clung to your frame, clean but wrinkled, like it had been thrown on with shaking hands. A silver sash was tied loose at your waist, the fabric faintly perfumed. You could still smell the incense—lavender, maybe myrrh—lingering around you, clinging to your skin like a memory.
And all around the room, dozens of candles flickered low on their wicks. Some had burned down to near stubs, wax puddling on the floor. Others had gone out completely.
Their light had been meant to guide your soul through the afterlife.
You swallowed, thick and dry.
Shakily, you pushed yourself up, legs stiff from disuse—no, from death. You dragged yourself across the room toward the bronze mirror in the corner.
Its surface was warped and old, not meant for beauty, but reflection. And gods, it gave you one.
Your reflection blinked back at you—wide-eyed and erratic, like you'd seen something you couldn't name. Which you had.
Your hair was tousled and flat, clinging to your temples. Your skin looked like candle wax, like something still unfinished.
But it was your eyes that haunted you—they looked... tired. Not the kind of tired from lack of sleep. The kind that came from knowing something now. Something too big to ever un-know.
And then you saw it.
Your face.
There—just beneath your left cheekbone, arcing down in a jagged curve toward your chin—a gash. Healed, but only barely. The edges were still raised, angry and uneven, like the wound was still catching its breath.
The scar was shallow, but unmistakable. Ugly, imperfect, visible. It split your face like a crack in porcelain. Not deep enough to kill, but deep enough to mark. Deep enough to remind.
Your breath hitched. Your stomach turned.
Your hand lifted slowly—fingers trembling—and hovered just above the mark. You didn't touch it. You couldn't.
You gripped the edge of the mirror frame with a white-knuckled hand, forcing your gaze downward—hoping, maybe, that the rest of you had fared better.
But the tunic collar was slightly loose, and when you pulled it aside with trembling fingers, you saw them.
The other scars.
Slashed clean across your ribs, wrapping faintly toward your side. Too dark, too real. Still raw in places, like your skin hadn't decided whether to keep you yet.
And yet again, before you could stop it, the memory hit you sideways—
The flash of rusted metal.
The sting of air breaking open skin.
The man's voice, mockingly soft."There goes that pretty title smile."
Even now, your skin remembered how it burned.
Even now, you could still feel the blood in your mouth.
Hot. Metallic. Yours.
You looked like someone else.
No—not someone else.
You looked like someone who had survived something she wasn't meant to.
And the gods—if they were listening—had done nothing to stop it.
That made your hands shake.
A sick, heavy feeling pulled at your stomach, and the world tilted slightly with the motion. You gripped the frame harder, eyes burning.
Someone had dressed you in black.
Someone had lit candles for you. Painted protection sigils. Said goodbye.
And still—
Somehow—
For the first time since waking, you weren't sure if that was a blessing... or something crueler.
But before the tears could fall, a distant noise caught your attention.
Faint shouting.
You stiffened, holding your breath. It wasn't panicked shouting—just hurried. Urgent. The kind people used when giving instructions, when organizing something.
You crossed the room on weak legs, heart thudding strangely, and pulled aside the sheer cloth hanging over the window.
Outside, in the distance, was a funeral pyre.
Large, built high with oiled logs and dried flowers wound through the edges. You could see it clearly through the morning fog. The base was painted with markings of protection—red sigils etched in chalk, meant to bless the body for a peaceful journey.
Your body.
Or what was meant to be.
People were scattered throughout the courtyard, their forms muted and quiet. Some stood in clusters, hunched and weeping softly. Others paced stiffly, giving orders to servants or setting things into place. A few placed coins in shallow bowls by the pyre's edge, eyes downcast.
There was grief in the air. Thick. Still fresh.
They all thought you were dead.
And, for a time... they weren't wrong.
You were still staring out the window, watching your own funeral unfold, when the creak of the door behind you made your breath hitch.
You turned quickly and caught sight of movement just beyond the threshold.
Telemachus' voice filtered in, low and strained, a tired scold riding the edge of his words. It cracked a little in the middle, like it didn't know whether to sound stern or just... done. "...Lady, stop pushing, I told you—I need to finish arranging the wreaths before—"
He stopped.
His form stilled in the doorway, framed by the flickering candlelight behind you. And for a long, suspended second, he just stared.
The shadows softened around him, but even then, you could see it—his sunken eyes, the faint hollows beneath them. His ceremonial sash hung uneven across his shoulder, like he'd thrown it on without thought. His tunic was wrinkled, dust on the hem from where he must've knelt—probably beside your pyre. Probably mourning.
And his face—gods, his face—was carved with something deeper than just grief.
It was guilt. Pain. The kind that made someone older than they were.
"____?" he whispered it, hoarse. Like he didn't trust it. Like he thought the sound alone might wake him from a cruel dream.
You blinked at him, slow and gentle, then gave him a tired smile. It felt like your face could barely hold it—but you gave it anyway.
"Hey..." you croaked softly. "...missed me?"
There was a pause. A silence thick enough to drown in.
And then—
Telemachus gave a weak, choked laugh. His hand lifted to cover his mouth, eyes glistening as if he couldn't believe what he was seeing.
But his body moved before his mind could catch up.
He surged forward.
And before you could react, his arms wrapped tightly around you, pulling you into him like he could fold you into his own skin—like if he just held tight enough, it would stop being impossible.
The breath rushed out of your lungs with a soft "oof," but you didn't protest. You melted into him, arms instinctively rising to wrap around his back.
He shook.
Not a lot. Just barely.
But it was enough to feel it.
His arms trembled as they held you, his grip almost desperate. You could hear the raggedness of his breath near your ear—shaky, uneven. Then, softer than before, you heard him murmur something into your hair.
A whisper only meant for you.
"Thank the gods... thank the gods..."
The words broke apart in his throat, barely hanging together. "I prayed," he rasped.
"I prayed to all of them, over and over... I didn't care which one listened—I just... I just wanted you back."
You felt something warm against your neck.
Tears.
His tears.
Your chest tightened.
You blinked, your vision going watery again as your squeezed him closer. Your face pressed against his chest, tucked into the space beneath his collarbone where his heart beat wildly—frantic and alive and real.
You didn't speak. You just stayed there, letting his scent ground you, the weight of him anchoring you to the fact that this wasn't the Underworld anymore. This was here. This was now.
A second later, the sound of soft shuffling and paws tapping echoed from outside the door.
"Lady, not so rough—my dress is silk, not a hunting net," came Penelope's gentle scold, sounding as weary as it was fond.
"Off, beast," came the grumble of Odysseus a beat after. "I'll tan your hide into a new saddle if you bowl me over again—Lady! Gods, she's got more muscle than our cavalry."
You felt Telemachus stiffen as both voices grew closer, footsteps nearing.
Then they stopped. Right at the doorway.
Silence.
Penelope's breath caught audibly, and then her voice—shaky, unsure—cracked the quiet. "...____?"
You peeked over Telemachus' shoulder just in time to see her hand fly to her mouth, her eyes wide and brimming.
Telemachus stepped aside—reluctantly, like it physically hurt him to let you go—but his hands stayed on your arms, steadying you.
But the first person to move... wasn't Penelope.
It was Odysseus.
His steps were firm but slow, like he didn't trust what he was seeing until he stood right in front of you.
And then—he didn't hesitate.
His arms wrapped around you in a heavy, protective hug, pulling you into the warmth of his broad chest. His grip was strong, encompassing. His cloak smelled faintly of salt and sun.
You heard his breath catch—shuddering, harsh—and then slowly release, as if he'd been holding it for days.
"...You're home," he whispered hoarsely.
And in that moment, it didn't matter that he wasn't your father.
Because the way he held you felt just like one... like yours did.
Moments later, you felt another set of arms wrap around you—smaller, softer, but just as tight. Penelope pressed in beside you and Odysseus, her hands smoothing over your hair, down your shoulders, like she had to touch every part of you to believe it was real.
You stood there, in the center of their embrace, enveloped in warmth and salt-slicked breath and soft trembling hands. For a moment, none of you said a word. You didn't have to.
When they finally pulled back, it was Penelope who broke the silence, her voice a hoarse whisper edged with disbelief.
"Are the gods being cruel?" she asked, brows furrowed. "Are they... playing some trick on us?"
Before you could answer, Telemachus gave a watery laugh beside you, his hand rising to swipe at his eyes. "No," he said quietly. "No, mother. They brought her back to us."
His voice was so certain. So full of quiet awe.
Then his hand reached out, gentle and reverent, to brush against the side of your face. His thumb grazed your cheekbone, featherlight, as though even now he was afraid you'd vanish like mist under his fingers.
You leaned into it instinctively, your own hand rising to curl around his wrist, anchoring him. Your fingers trembled slightly, but you held on.
Then—
Clack, clack, clack—huff!
Lady came trotting into the room, her tongue lolling out, tail wagging so hard it smacked against the doorway. You braced yourself for the impact of her usual leap and shower of sloppy kisses—but it didn't come.
Instead, she stopped in front of you, sniffed once, then gently but insistently nudged your thigh with her snout. Again and again. Not in greeting.
In command.
You blinked, surprised, as she nudged you back toward the bed.
Penelope let out a breathy laugh behind you, one hand pressed to her chest. "Even the beast knows," she said with a fond shake of her head. "Come now. Back to bed with you. You were dead not even a full day ago."
She gently guided you back, her hands fluttering all over—adjusting the pillows, fluffing the sheets, pulling the blanket back like she was preparing a royal nest. "You need food," she muttered, half to herself, "and water. Gods, I hope your throat doesn't burn. Maybe soup—Telemachus, go get her some soup. And lemon water, the good kind."
You opened your mouth to protest—maybe even tease—but the moment you sank onto the bed again, you realized how heavy your limbs felt. How everything in you still buzzed with the aftershocks of something too big to name.
Lady jumped up beside you, curling protectively at your feet.
And just like that, you let Penelope fuss. Because it was the kind of fussing that said: You're here. You're safe. You're ours.
And for the first time since you woke up... you started to believe it.
As the queen fussed—tucking the blanket around your shoulders, brushing loose strands of hair behind your ear, mumbling about nutrients and broth and whether or not she'll have servants come change the linens—you glanced up instinctively... only to find Telemachus watching you.
Not just looking.
Watching.
His gaze was quiet, intense, unreadable.
It wasn't the first time he'd stared at you like that—like he was trying to memorize your face, like if he blinked too long, you'd disappear again. But this time, something tightened in your chest.
Because he was staring at you now.
And now... you were different.
You shifted slightly, sinking further into the covers. You could feel the faint pull of the healing scab beneath your lip, the ugly slice that trailed down from your cheekbone like a cruel slash of ink across parchment—still healing, raw in some places, angry in others. Ugly. Obvious.
You'd seen it clearly in the bronze mirror.
And surely, he saw it too.
Subconsciously, your hand rose on its own, fingers brushing over the scar gently. Your touch hesitated there for a moment—hovering—before you looked away, your gaze falling to the blankets.
You didn't want to see his expression. You didn't want to see pity.
Or worse.
As if sensing the weight in the air, Telemachus' voice came soft, quiet. "Do they... bother you?"
Your eyes darted up to him, startled. For a moment, you wanted to lie—to shake your head and play strong. To say no, to pretend it didn't ache in the back of your mind like a dull throb.
But instead, your throat worked around a different truth. A smaller one.
"...Yeah," you whispered. "A little."
The room went quiet. You felt the air shift.
Penelope paused in her fretting, her hands frozen mid-adjustment of the blanket, her expression suddenly fragile. When you dared glance at her, she was already looking to Odysseus and Telemachus, her face stricken.
Like she couldn't bear that you felt that way.
Like she didn't know how to fix it.
Odysseus was the one who broke the quiet. His voice was low when he spoke. "Scars," he said gently, "are proof that you survived. That whatever tried to take you didn't win."
Telemachus nodded slowly, stepping closer. "Father's right."
Without asking, he lowered himself onto the edge of the bed beside you. His hand reached out, slow and careful, as if testing to see if you'd pull away. When you didn't—couldn't—his fingers ghosted along the curve of your cheek, tracing the scar that dipped through your lip.
You almost flinched.
But his touch was soft. Barely there. Reverent.
"I look at it..." He stopped, brow furrowed. The words caught in his throat like something too honest to say aloud. He swallowed. "I look at it, and all I think is... she came back to me. She survived. That's what I see."
His thumb lingered for a second longer before he lowered his hand. "You're still beautiful," he murmured, more certain this time. "Scar or not. You always will be."
You blinked at him, lips parted slightly.
And something inside you—something old and bruised and shy—finally exhaled.
A second later, there was a knock at the door.
It startled you just slightly—enough to jolt you from the warm quiet stretching between you and Telemachus. Odysseus called out a low "Enter," and a young servant stepped into the room, keeping his gaze respectfully lowered as he gave a quick bow.
"Apologies," the boy murmured, voice soft but urgent. "One of the nets... it's caught on the southern watchtower again. We think it might've dragged something into the wall's edge—it's pulling the post."
Odysseus sighed through his nose, the tension creeping subtly back into his shoulders. "Understood."
He turned to Telemachus then, saying nothing, only lifting a brow.
The unspoken message passed between them as clearly as words. Telemachus' jaw ticked—just a faint movement—and his eyes flicked down to you. Whatever warmth had softened them before didn't vanish; it just sharpened. Became something steadier.
Protective.
Resolute.
His expression was all gentle as he leaned in again, his hand still resting on your cheek. "I'll be back soon," he said softly. "Just... get some rest, alright?"
Before you could reply, his hand tilted your face ever so slightly toward him—gentle, barely even pressure—and then his lips brushed the corner of your mouth.
Not your forehead.
Not your cheekbone.
But that small, sacred place where a smile begins.
It was light. Lingering. Careful. But it stole the air from your lungs like a whisper you weren't ready for.
Your heart stuttered—then thudded so loudly you were sure he could hear it. The whole world went quiet, like it was holding its breath too.
Penelope gasped quietly from behind him, one hand rising to her heart. "Oh, Odysseus," she whispered with a teary smile, nudging her husband. "He kissed her. He actually kissed her."
Odysseus chuckled under his breath, rubbing the back of his neck with a look that clearly said: Finally.
When Telemachus pulled back, his gaze never left yours. One of his fingers rose to trace your scar once more—just a soft brush of his thumb beneath your lip, "You're safe now," he said quietly. "And you're home."
Then he rose, his fingers giving yours one last squeeze before letting go. He followed his father toward the door, Penelope lingering just a second longer.
"We'll give you a bit of peace," she said, her eyes warm as she patted your arm before reaching down to give Lady a quick scratch behind the ears. "I'll see to it your bedding's changed and food brought in. Maybe something sweet, hm?"
You nodded faintly, still overwhelmed. Still processing.
And then they were gone.
The room fell quiet again.
But it wasn't empty. Not really. Because the warmth of them lingered. And for the first time... you let yourself believe you weren't alone.
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Sometime later, another knock came at your door. Softer this time. No urgency. Just a gentle rap of knuckles that carried with it a kind of familiarity.
Before you could even say "Come in," the door creaked open and in stepped Callias—his hair messier than usual, a dark smudge of ash still clinging to his jaw.
He carried a tray, carefully balanced, with steam rising from a bowl of seasoned rice and meat, flatbread folded beside it, and a small cup of thick broth. A pitcher of water clinked against a goblet at the edge.
"You're up," he muttered, voice low but steady, as he nudged the door shut behind him with his boot and made his way toward you. "Praise the gods. You scared the absolute shit outta me, you know that?"
You blinked, the corner of your mouth twitching up at the sight of him. "Technically," you croaked, voice still raspy, "I scared everyone. So really, I was just being efficient."
Callias let out a sharp huff through his nose—half amusement, half exasperation—as he set the tray down carefully at your bedside table. "Yeah, well, next time you wanna be efficient, maybe don't die in the process?"
He reached out a hand to help ease you up against the cushions, steadying your back with one palm and rearranging the pillows behind you with the other. Despite the grumbling, his touch was gentle—almost cautious.
You caught a glimpse of his knuckles as he moved, the bruises blooming across them like dark violets. You didn't comment, though the sight made something uneasy stir in your gut. Callias didn't offer an explanation—and you figured he wouldn't.
Still, you gave a weak little grin as he tucked the tray closer to your lap. "Sorry for the emotional trauma. But at least the lighting was dramatic, right?"
Callias snorted. "Shut up."
But his voice was fond. And when he looked at you, he didn't seem mad at all.
"Couldn't stay angry even if I wanted to," he muttered, scratching the back of his neck as he sat at the edge of the bed. "Gods... I really thought we lost you."
You didn't say anything for a beat. Just reached for his hand—scarred and bruised—and gave it the softest squeeze you could manage.
"I'm still here," you whispered.
And Callias just nodded. "Yeah. Yeah, you are."
You picked at your food for a bit after that, eating slowly. Your appetite hadn't exactly returned, but the warmth of the broth helped settle the uneasy pit in your stomach.
Callias stayed close, lounging half on the bed and half off of it like some lazy cat that had claimed the space as his own.
Every now and then, he dangled a piece of string from a fraying cloth napkin to try and bait Lady, who sat nearby, alert and protective. She only twitched her ear at first, then gave in and lazily pawed at it, making Callias smirk like a child.
The silence between you wasn't awkward—it was soft. Familiar. Easy. The kind that only came after surviving something together, even if no words were said about it.
Eventually, after you managed to finish about half your plate, Callias let out a long sigh and leaned back with his hands behind him. He stared toward the wall, his face unreadable at first. But then his brows drew just a little tighter.
"Gods," he muttered, rubbing a hand over his jaw. "You really scared the shit out of us."
You glanced at him mid-sip of water, brow pinching. "I didn't mean to."
"I know," he said softly. "I know."
He paused, his voice thinning into something quieter.
"But still..." He let out a breath, then shook his head with a humorless huff. "One near-death experience is more than enough for a lifetime, alright? Let's not make it a habit."
His voice wasn't accusing. It wasn't angry. Just... tired. Sad, maybe. And that alone made your stomach twist.
Your lips pressed together, the rim of the goblet resting against your bottom lip as you looked down. "I... I'm sorry."
You risked a look at him and caught something flickering in his expression—a shadow of worry he usually kept buried beneath snark and sarcasm.
"No. Don't apologize. I just—" he ran a hand through his hair, ruffling the already-messy strands. "It sucks. Feeling useless. I don't like it."
There was a beat of quiet before he added, almost too softly to hear, "I care, you know."
Your chest tightened, and for a moment you didn't know what to say.
But Callias, true to form, caught himself and waved the heaviness away with a half-hearted grin. "Gods, that was gross. Sappy, even. Forget I said any of that."
You huffed a little, your lips twitching, and Callias stood with an exaggerated stretch, joints cracking.
"Well, I guess I'll go pretend to be busy before Asta hunts me down again and makes me sort laundry. You'd think being traumatized gives you a pass, but nooope."
You laughed under your breath as he moved toward the door.
He paused in the frame, looked back just once. "Eat the rest if you can. Sleep if you can't. I'll be back later."
And then he was gone, the door clicking softly behind him, leaving you in the golden quiet of the room.
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Time passed gently after that—slow and quiet, like the air after a storm. The sun had climbed higher, warming the walls and casting long, lazy beams of light across the room.
It was midday now, or close to it. You could tell by how the golden light stretched across the floors, how the warmth clung to your skin, wrapping you in a sleepy kind of haze.
After finishing what little of your food you could manage, a servant had come in not long after. They moved quietly, carefully gathering the tray and checking on you without pushing conversation.
Lady had trotted to the door with her usual dignity and was gently led away to stretch her legs and—hopefully—relieve herself somewhere that wasn't your floor.
Now, it was just you again. Alone.
You sat tucked against the plush pillows, your legs draped lazily to the side, one hand resting on your lap while the other idly picked at the blanket over you. You were counting the unraveled threads without thinking—tugging a bit at the fray near the edge. One, two, three...
"You always look so peaceful when you're dead."
The voice was teasing, laced with something smug and warm all at once.
Your head snapped up.
Hermes was sitting on the windowsill like he belonged there—one leg drawn up, the other hanging lazily over the edge. The gauzy cloth that once covered the window had been drawn back, and behind him, the midday light poured in in thick, golden-orange rays. It backlit him like something out of a myth.
The sun turned the strands of his curls to burnished copper, made his winged sandals glint faintly, and framed him in this soft, holy light that didn't match the crooked smirk tugging at his lips.
He looked like mischief incarnate—and also oddly tired, like he'd just come back from a long trip. Which, you supposed, he had.
"You're not funny," you said, your voice still hoarse but managing to land somewhere between exasperation and amusement.
"I am," he insisted, resting his chin on his knee, "You're just mad you didn't think of it first. 'Back from the dead and still too pretty to haunt anyone properly.'" He clucked his tongue. "That's gold. I should've saved that one for the next funeral. Five obols, easy."
You rolled your eyes, but there was a tiny curl of a smile forming at the edge of your mouth. He saw it, of course.
He grinned like a cat who got into the cream, then floated over without a word, settling himself with an exaggerated sigh across the lower half of your bed. Or, more accurately, just above it—he hovered a few inches above the blanket, lounging on his side like it was the plushest chaise on Olympus.
His head rested in one hand, curls flopping lazily over his brow as he stared up at you, golden eyes twinkling with mischief. "Careful," he said, voice low and conspiratorial. "That almost looked like a smile~"
You tried to scoff, but it came out more like a snort. That made his grin grow wider.
Then he tsked, dramatically waving his hand in the air. "Alright, alright," he sighed. "I'll be good. For now. No teasing. I'm here on official business."
You raised a brow. "Official?"
"Mhm. Courier god. Messenger of Olympus. Wings and all." He gestured loosely to his sandals. "I come bearing updates. Though technically I had to get the scoop secondhand. I was a little busy dragging your soul through the afterlife, thanks to you."
That earned a weak chuckle from you, and he grinned again before continuing.
"So," he started, fingers tapping against his cheek, "according to Athena—who told me in a tone so dry it could turn a grape to dust—Apollo is currently grounded."
You blinked. "...Grounded?"
"Yep." He popped the 'p' like it was candy. "Sun boy had a tantrum of divine proportions. Blinded some oracles, singed a few forests, threw a storm-sized fit. Zeus had to step in before the whole Ionian coast went up in flames. Now he's not allowed to set foot on Earth for a while. Olympus time-out."
You blinked again, stunned. "Because of me?"
Hermes' playful tone dimmed a little a this. His eyes softened, his grin shrinking into something smaller, gentler.
"You gave them quite the scare, you know." His voice was quieter now. "Even the ones that pretend they don't care. Apollo lost it. Artemis threatened to cease hunt. Heck, Athena nearly sent an owl after me when I took too long getting back."
A slow exhale left your lips as you dropped your gaze to your hands. "I scared myself," you admitted. The words were meant to be light, a joke. But your voice caught at the edges.
It wasn't funny.
Hermes gave a soft hum. "Yeah, well," he murmured, "you're here now. So rest. You're safe. That part's real."
You didn't answer right away. You didn't need to. The quiet was enough.
Hermes stayed there—hovering, lounging, watching you with that half-lidded gaze that was somehow both bored and protective. He shifted onto his stomach, arms crossed beneath his chin, curls tumbling slightly over his brow as he rested his cheek on them.
He didn't say much else, just floated there like starlight incarnate, occasionally kicking one foot absently in the air like he was resisting the urge to poke something.
Every so often, he traced lazy shapes into the space between you—squiggles, stars, maybe even your name once, though it vanished before you could be sure.
And when your breathing finally began to slow—when the tension eased from your fingers and your lashes started to flutter heavier—his expression softened completely then, something almost unreadable shadowing his eyes.
He floated just a little closer. Close enough to see the faint scars stitched across your cheek, the one that dipped through the corner of your lip.
His gaze lingered there.
Then—wordlessly, tenderly—his hand lifted, and his fingers reached out.
Not to tease. Not to smudge something off your face. Just... to see it.
The tip of his finger traced the edge of the scar, featherlight. His thumb brushed once beneath your lip—more a hover than a touch—and then tucked a loose piece of hair gently behind your ear.
He looked at you like you were some ancient constellation he'd finally mapped. Something that wasn't supposed to still exist... but did.
Then, almost too softly to hear—
"As I promised."
It barely stirred the air. Not even a whisper. Just a breath threaded with relief, and maybe something he'd never say out loud.
He stayed there for a moment longer, just watching you.
Then—with a gust of wind no louder than a sigh, wings rustling like silk—he vanished.
And all that remained was the warmth he'd left behind, and the faint shimmer in the space where his fingers had been.
also i've been blessed with more fanart, hehehe ❤️❤️❤️ and when i say i've been FLOORED by the recent submitions, just know i mean it. you guys are really blowing my mind 😩❤️❤️
from iconic-idiot-con (i converted it to a gif so i can share this masterpiece ❤️)
WAIT. A WHOLE ANIMATION?? 😱 I'm literally rolling in my bed right now. The way you brought Hermes and MC to life is everything! The energy, the vibes—absolutely meant to be. You've just made my day (and possibly my whole week). I can't stop watching this! THANK YOU SO MUCH for this masterpiece! 😭💖✨ But hold on, let's talk about that specific moment you brought to life, when Hermes sees the laurel choker on MC. The way you captured his reaction—like, I could feel that shock, that realization! I've always imagined that scene so vividly, but seeing it animated, with all the emotion and the little details you added... it just hit differently. I'm living for it! Can't stop replaying it—I'm in awe! 😍✨And if/when you do finish it, plz send it 😩❤️
from anon0219 (this was sent from tumblr)
OH MY GOD 😱 The raw emotion on MC's face, the fear, the desperation... it hits SO hard. I can't even explain how much this made my heart race, especially considering everything MC's been through. The way you brought Chapter 38 to life is unreal. I'm literally speechless. You have such a talent for capturing those heart-wrenching moments, and this one is no exception. THANK YOU for this! It's going straight to my heart—and my brain, because I'll be thinking about it for days. 💔💖
from Kath_Realm21
This is amazing! 😭 You've really captured Telemachus and MC perfectly—so much expression in just a glance between them. I'm in love with how you've conveyed the emotions in their eyes, it feels like they're about to share something important, like a quiet understanding between them is just chef's kiss! This is absolutely stunning, and I can feel the tension and connection between them. Thank you so much for bringing this scene to life! 💖✨
from Kethalyna72
I AM SCREAMINGGGG—this is SO Andreia it's unreal 😭💅 the expressions?? the passive-aggressive drama in every glance?? PERFECTION. And don't even get me started on how you NAILED her wardrobe—the blue gown with the sapphire brooch is so her "I'm a guest but also better than you" formal mode. Then there's that deep lilac with the navy gem—pure "gods I hate him" Telemachus energy, that fake laugh practically audible 💀. And the best part?? That slow shift from Brontes colors into Ithacas...It's the way the colors tell the story for me. This is a woman who has plotted entire revenge fantasies while brushing her hair. Thank you for bringing her to life so vividly. I'm gonna stare at this for days and still catch new details every time. Absolutely obsessed 💚👑
from DragonWhiskers12
These are so precious I'm actually crying 😭✨ The raw emotion, the long dramatic necks, the Telemachus puppy, the EYE CREATURE?? You already know this is going straight to the divine fanart hall of fame. The first drawing legit feels like MC just got done watching Andreia monologue and went, "I thought you were bby, Andreia..." like a telenovela but divine. AND LADY??? The little foxy beast??? My heart. She's in her “post-trauma curled up on a mossy bed” era and I support her. The fact that she gets her own drawing just chilling and then one labeled with MC labeled 'L + RATIO’D'—I’m done 😭 These sketches are everything—funny, emotional, weirdly accurate in a 'gods might've sent this in a dream' way. Thank you SO MUCH, you have single-handedly expanded the Godly Things cinematic universe. I will never recover. 🥲💘
Notes:
A/N : ahh, i enjoyed this ngl, tried to keep it close to the characterizations but ultiamtely had to throw in a lil razzle dazzle 😩 also, quick lil update from the twin-verse: kiki (K_nayee) wanted me to pass on a message to y'all—she is absolutely floored by all the traction warrior has been getting. like, genuinely shook. she's been telling me how even her other works are getting more love now too, and i'm just here like... 😭😭 all i said was "pls encourage her" and y'all delivered like legends. i seriously owe you guys. you went above and beyond. i was just trying to get her to drop the next arc—and now she's actively writing and working on it as we speak and i'm foaming at the mouth with anticipation. the notes. the scenes. the tension. i've seen things. and listen... i finally understand what it's like to be in y'all's shoes. i've never really waited on updates before—like, not in that clock-watching, checking the tags hourly, rereading for clues kinda way. but now? now i get it. now i know pain. i know thirst. i want her to rest and take her time, of course, but also... ma'am... i am feening. violently. anyway. thank you again for being amazing and showing up for her fic with so much love and chaos. i'm obsessed with all of you and you have my gratitude ❤️❤️❤️
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Chapter 57: 42.5 ┃ 𝐃𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒: 𝐖𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐡 𝐖𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐌𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐅𝐚𝐜𝐞𝐬
Summary:
𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: as a token of my gratitudes for yalls encouragement of my sis's book, here's a bit of extra scenes/plot to ch.42 ┃ 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐰𝐞𝐩𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠; y'all didn't think i was gon let the thief get away with what he did... did y'all??? anywho, this chapter starts after the servantr comes in and says a vague as message to odysseus/telemachus. ngl i had a blast writing this, so much fun getting into the mindsets of my characters etc. lol, also, beware, this will be like 10k+ words, so.... buckle up lolo, (also, i may take a few days just to finish tweaking the next few chapters before i post etc, so if i just dip for like a week, thats why... see you all soon❤️)
EDIT: This chapter features violence, plz don't read if it makes you uncomfortable. (Remeber, 'DIVINE WHISPERS' are extra scenes I removed due to it messing up the flow of the book/pacing, reading them aren't vital/needed to undertsand the upcoming chapters)...
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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Penelope gently pulled the door shut behind her, her hand trembling just slightly on the handle. The click of the latch echoed softly down the hallway, and when it was done—when the last line between you and the rest of the world had been drawn—she exhaled.
A long, quiet sigh.
It left her in one shaky breath, her shoulders sagging with it. Not in defeat—but in release.
In that strange, weightless space where grief and joy blended so close, they felt like the same thing.
Telemachus didn't speak. Not yet.
He stood beside his father, his back still half-turned to the door, eyes lingering on the wood like it might swing open again just to prove it all over.
That you were still there. That you were really alive.
Penelope turned slowly to face them. Her expression was unreadable for a moment—caught somewhere between awe and disbelief. But then... her eyes softened.
Misty. Glowing. Her lips curled into the smallest smile, trembling at the corners.
"She's back." Her voice cracked as she said it, and her hand rose to press against her chest like she needed to feel her own heartbeat just to believe it.
"She's home," Penelope said again, this time louder. A little firmer. "The gods gave her back to us."
Telemachus looked up at that, his chest still aching with everything he hadn't said.
The echo of your voice still rang in his ears, soft and raspy. The warmth of your fingers curled around his wrist... the press of your forehead against his chest...
He smiled, faint but full. Tired, yes. But brighter than he'd been in hours.
Odysseus said nothing at first. Just looked at the door again.
His arms crossed loosely over his chest, and his expression shifted—not stern or calculating like usual, but... softer. Slower.
The barest hint of a smile tugged at his face, quiet and rare. The kind of smile he only ever wore in the presence of his wife. Or his son.
"She's stronger than I thought," he murmured, almost like he was speaking to himself. "Stronger than all of us."
The words hung there a moment, suspended in the quiet like a truth that had only just been spoken aloud.
Telemachus felt something twist in his chest—pride, yes, but also something heavier. The kind of weight that came with knowing just how close they'd all come to losing you.
But then, with a breath through his nose, Odysseus' expression shifted. That rare softness vanished behind something older. Sharper. His jaw tensed as he cleared his throat quietly, the sound low and deliberate. And then, reaching out, he took Penelope's hand in his own.
"We'll be back," he told her gently. "Your son and I have... business to attend to."
Penelope's brows furrowed instantly, her mouth parting, breath catching like she was already halfway to a protest. "Odysseus, I thought we'd spend time with—"
But he gave her hand a quiet squeeze. Just once. Firm and steady.
Her words cut off.
Her eyes searched his face, her mouth pressed into a thin line. It took her all of a second to read him. To understand.
Whatever softness had been on her features disappeared as quickly as it came.
She nodded.
Her spine straightened.
Her hand returned the squeeze, fingers curling tighter around his.
"Then go," she said, voice low and suddenly cold. "Do what needs to be done."
Telemachus watched the exchange with a quiet kind of awe. No questions had been asked. None were needed.
He didn't say a word as they stepped past Penelope and into the hall.
The torchlight cast long shadows behind them—father and son, walking side by side, something grim and unspoken pulling at both their steps.
The silence between them wasn't awkward. It never was, not really. But as of now, it was heavy. Thicker than usual. The kind of silence that wrapped around your throat and sat just behind your teeth, waiting to be broken by something neither of them wanted to say first.
Telemachus flexed his fingers at his sides, then curled them into fists. Uncurled. Curled again. The motion was small, barely noticeable, but it carried all the anxious energy his face refused to betray.
Beside him, Odysseus strode forward with that familiar war-worn grace, hands clasped loosely behind his back, his expression unreadable.
But Telemachus had learned, over time, to see the signs. The slight furrow between his father's brows. The tension in his jaw.
They mirrored his own.
They were both thinking about the same thing: what needs to be done.
The corridor turned ahead, bending toward the armory wing—and as they rounded it, both men stopped short.
Athena was already there.
She stood in the center of the hallway, statuesque in the golden torchlight, as if she'd been waiting. Or perhaps she'd simply appeared—her presence didn't require footsteps.
Her armor gleamed like polished silver, her tall spear stood upright beside her, unmoving, and her storm-gray eyes were calm but piercing—always watching, always assessing.
It took less than a breath for both men to drop to one knee.
"Lady Athena," Odysseus spoke first, head bowed low. "Daughter of wisdom, our guiding shield."
"Your presence is an honor," Telemachus added beside him, his voice lower, steadier than he felt. "We are yours to command."
For a moment, the only sound was the crackle of a nearby torch.
Then—just barely—her lips twitched.
Not a smile. But a small shift. The kind that spoke of pride worn quietly. Her chin lifted, gaze sweeping over the two men before her—the King and the Heir.
"Rise," she said, her voice like the ringing of steel through silence. "Sons of Ithaca."
It was not a command. It was an acknowledgment.
Telemachus straightened first, his shoulders square, his eyes lifting to meet Athena's gaze—steady, reverent. Beside him, Odysseus rose more slowly, a warrior's posture softened with age and memory, but still unbowed.
Athena didn't waste time with pleasantries.
"I've come to deliver news," she said, her voice clipped but calm. "It is not often I speak on behalf of the Underworld, but Hades has sent word. He has granted your Divine Liaison a second chance."
Her words struck the air like the sharp ring of a blade being drawn.
Telemachus' breath hitched—just barely—and he felt his father's form shift slightly beside him.
Neither of them spoke, but something subtle released in their posture. A loosening of a thread neither had admitted was pulled tight.
Athena continued, her expression unreadable. "This is not a borrowed moment. Not a temporary resurrection to ease grief. The Fates have allowed it. Her life, as it stands now, is hers to keep."
For a moment, the hallway was still.
A slow exhale left Odysseus—almost soundless, almost invisible, but Telemachus heard it. Felt it. The same way he felt the quiet ache in his own chest begin to ease.
That shadow of fear he hadn't dared voice—not even to himself—that this was all a flicker, a cruel illusion.
That you were back only to say goodbye.
He hadn't even realized he believed that. Not truly. But now that Athena had spoken it aloud, the weight of that doubt lifted—slowly, stubbornly, but surely.
Telemachus swallowed, his jaw tensing. His gaze dropped briefly to the floor, the flickering torchlight casting his shadow long and thin beside his father's. He closed his eyes for a breath, as if letting the truth settle inside him fully.
Not temporary.
Not a dream.
You were really back.
And this time... it would last.
The truth echoed in his mind like a drumbeat—soft, steady, undeniable. But it hadn't fully settled before Athena's stance shifted.
Her posture remained regal, her chin high, but her weight seemed to press more firmly into the marble beneath her. Not with weariness—no, never that—but with purpose.
Her storm-gray eyes swept across the two men, sharp as flint, commanding. Her aura was different now: no longer just the deliverer of news, but the strategist, the war-mind behind every storm won with wits.
"You grieve," she said plainly, though not unkindly. "Of course you do. Your emotions are high. Your blood is still warm from the weight of what nearly was lost. That is only natural."
Her eyes narrowed slightly—not in judgment, but in precision. "But remember who you are."
Telemachus felt the words strike low, beneath the ribs.
"You are warriors," Athena continued, voice clipped and cutting. "Not just of blade, but of thought. You carry my favor, not for strength alone, but for discipline. For restraint. For clarity."
She took a step forward, the clink of her spear against the ground crisp in the stillness.
"You do not let your feelings rule you—you rule them. You do not drown beneath the tide. You shape the waters. That is the difference between men and kings. Between survivors... and strategists."
Telemachus flinched—not visibly, but inwardly. His gaze fell—not from defiance, but from something more bitter. Shame, perhaps. Because she was right.
He had felt too much lately. Let it churn and swell in his chest like a storm with no captain. It had helped him, yes—but it had also unmoored him.
He didn't look up.
Beside him, Odysseus stood still, his expression unreadable, but Telemachus could feel it—that same flicker of quiet guilt. The way a seasoned general might flinch at a misstep only he noticed.
But even with Athena's words—wise and righteous—they didn't lessen the weight in Telemachus' chest.
They didn't drain the swell of warmth, fear, grief, and hope twisting there like tangled rope.
And Athena... she saw it. She always did.
Her expression shifted once more—just slightly. Her gaze gleamed, catching in the torchlight like a blade unsheathed. There was something steely in her tone when she spoke again, but it was laced with something older.
Something closer to... indulgence.
"But," she said, and the word landed like a warning.
Or perhaps, a gift.
"But... even warriors of the mind are still men."
Her eyes flicked between them—father and son—and her voice lowered, more deliberate.
"And even men must sometimes show proof of what they've fought to protect. To feel, for a moment, the weight of what they nearly lost. Even strategy demands reminders of what's at stake."
A pause.
"Just once."
The torchlight danced across her bronze armor, catching the edge of her spear as she tilted it slightly. Her expression remained composed, but the edges had softened—only a little. Enough.
Telemachus' jaw tightened, his chest aching. He dared to look at her now, eyes burning with everything he could not name.
And Athena didn't scold him.
She simply watched. And, perhaps for this moment, she allowed him the mercy of feeling.
Beside him, Odysseus stirred first.
The older man's head tilted, just slightly, eyes casting a glance toward his son. It wasn't a long look. Barely even a second. But it said everything.
It was the look of a man who had fought wars for less, who had seen divine favor come and go—but now had it in hand again, and this time... it was personal.
Telemachus met his father's eyes, the corner of his lip twitching upward—not in joy, but something close to hunger.
Permission had been granted.
They had the greenlight.
And a bloodthirsty thrill zipped down Telemachus' spine like lightning—warm and electric. His fingers flexed at his sides, aching to close around a sword hilt, to act, to finish something.
Athena gave no further instructions. She didn't need to.
She only lifted her chin, high and proud, as if she'd known this moment would arrive all along. And then she moved—her steps slow, smooth, as she walked forward between them.
Her polished bronze armor brushed lightly against both their shoulders as she passed, the cool kiss of metal leaving a whisper of power in its wake.
And then—just as she reached the space between torchlight and shadow—Athena vanished.
A soft ripple shimmered through the air where she'd stood. No flash. No thunder. Just a sudden stillness, like the air had exhaled.
And in that breath, something washed over both men.
A flicker of divine power shimmered across their skin like dust catching the light. Brief, but potent.
Telemachus' eyes widened slightly as a strange heat pulsed in his chest—and for the briefest moment, his irises flashed with silver, bright and unnatural, like stars reflected in deep water.
Odysseus felt it too. His jaw clenched, a grunt of breath escaping him as he straightened, taller now. Stronger.
It passed in an instant—but neither of them were quite the same.
Telemachus rolled his shoulders back, muscles coiled tight with energy. "Let's go," he said, voice low, alive.
Odysseus didn't speak. He only nodded, and the two men turned in unison, heading deeper into the palace.
They walked in silence, the way only those with a shared mission could.
The corridors turned narrower, darker, the torchlight flickering in restless waves as they descended down winding halls. Marble gave way to stone. Rugs disappeared. Doors thinned out.
This part of the palace was not meant for comfort.
The air grew cooler the deeper they went, heavy with quiet and dust.
Eventually, they reached it.
A long, narrow hallway—cut deep into the earth, its ceiling lower than the others.
At the very end stood a single door, wide and iron-bound, guarded by two soldiers in crimson sashes. Their spears crossed in front of the entrance, eyes unreadable beneath bronze-plated helmets.
But the moment they saw who approached, the guards did not question. No words were needed.
They dropped into a bow—deep and silent—then rose and stepped back in sync, drawing open the heavy door with a groaning clatter of stone and metal.
And just like that, the way was open.
The torchlight spilled into the chamber beyond, casting a long, golden stripe across the stone floor. Cold air leaked out from within—damp, stale, and sharp with the iron tang of blood.
Telemachus stepped in first.
The room swallowed sound at first, like it was waiting to breathe again. And then—just beneath the low creak of the door settling behind them—he heard it.
Thud.
A wet, dull impact.
Then another.
Thmp.
Like flesh striking flesh. Like knuckles against meat.
And another—sharper this time, more force behind it. Followed by a ragged, choked noise that might've been breath. Might've been a whimper.
Telemachus didn't flinch. He only let his eyes narrow as he walked forward.
The hallway bent, curving to the right—a natural blind spot carved into the stone. He rounded it silently, his boots quiet against the ground. And when he came into view of the chamber beyond, his jaw tightened.
There—against the far wall—hung the man who had done it.
The man who'd killed you.
His arms were shackled above him, wrists raw and red where the chains bit in. His body sagged under its own weight, blood dripping from his nose and mouth in slow, sluggish trails.
His tunic was torn down the middle, soaked through and clinging to bruised skin. One of his eyes was already swelling shut.
He wasn't screaming. He wasn't begging.
He was just breathing.
Barely.
And in front of him—fists clenched, faces shadowed in the torchlight—stood Callias and Kieran.
Callias was hunched slightly, his shoulders rising and falling with shallow breaths from the sheer number of punches thrown. His brows were furrowed, his mouth a flat, grim line.
He didn't look angry—not the kind that shouted or spit. He looked blank. Cold. As though the anger had passed through him like a firestorm and left only frost behind.
Kieran, taller and leaner, stood beside him with the same stillness. His jaw twitched every few seconds, the only sign of movement in a face otherwise carved from stone.
His shirt sleeves were rolled to the elbows, blood dotting his forearms—not his own. His right hand was wrapped tightly, probably to brace an injury. He must've kept going anyway.
Telemachus didn't speak. Didn't interrupt.
Because the moment he laid eyes on that man—his vision dimmed at the edges.
His heartbeat slowed.
And something deeper—older—stirred in his chest.
It was Kieran who noticed them first.
His bloodied hand froze mid-swing, eyes flicking toward the shadowed entrance. He straightened a little, and with a sharp jerk of his elbow, he nudged Callias—right as the other boy landed a brutal uppercut that snapped the prisoner's head back against the stone.
Callias huffed, chest heaving, before glancing over his shoulder. The sight of the two royals—stoic and still beneath the flickering torchlight—made him pause.
He let out a breath, slow and rough, then stepped back from the bleeding man chained to the wall. His knuckles were raw—half his skin split open, bruised beneath the dried and fresh layers of blood.
Some of it was his. Most of it wasn't.
Kieran exhaled quietly beside him, finally allowing his shoulders to relax. He rolled his neck once, a faint pop echoing in the quiet.
"Guess the fun's over," Callias muttered, voice hoarse but dry with a crooked smirk. His breath came in short pants, his curls stuck to his forehead with sweat.
He turned slightly, not to check on the royals—but just enough to let them see the flicker of wildness still burning in his eyes.
Then, with a scoff, he wiped his bloodied knuckles across the thief's shredded tunic, dragging smears of red through the torn fabric like an artist signing his name.
Kieran's eyes didn't leave the man as he finally stepped back. But then, without ceremony, he offered Telemachus and Odysseus a curt nod of acknowledgment.
"Prince. King," he said, voice low but composed.
Callias echoed the gesture. "Thanks for the warm-up," he added with a sardonic lift of his brow. "We'll leave the rest to you."
And with that, they turned—faces already starting to shift from carved stone to something looser. Easier.
Callias rubbed the back of his neck, his steps casual now. The air around them began to settle, the airless tension in the room loosening at the edges.
"Gods," Callias muttered to Kieran as they walked, their voices fading into the corridor, "if I can't feel my fingers by lunch, you're carrying my tray."
Kieran gave a low grunt of amusement. "Fine. I'll even feed you, like a true war maiden."
Callias let out a bark of laughter that echoed off the stone. "What a gentleman~ I'm looking forward to that promise after I drop off her soup later..."
Their footsteps grew quieter with each passing second, until the heavy door creaked shut behind them.
Leaving the silence behind. And the blood.
The heavy door groaned shut behind them, its echo crawling up the stone walls like a second heartbeat. The dungeon felt heavier now, like the shadows clung to the corners with teeth.
Just the three of them.
Telemachus exhaled slow through his nose. Then, wordless, he moved to the side of the room where a splintered wooden chair rested in the corner—likely dragged in for moments just like this.
He took it by the back, flipped it around, and dropped into it backwards. His arms draped across the top rail, chin resting just above his forearm.
He didn't speak at first.
He just looked at him.
The man.
Slumped forward, wrists still bound high by chains, head tilted lazily to the side. One eye nearly swollen shut, the other squinting open just enough to track the prince's movement. Blood caked the front of his tunic, smeared from more than one person. His breath was shallow. Wet.
Odysseus stood beside his son, tall and unmoving, a silhouette cast in judgment. His silence said enough—for now.
Telemachus' gaze didn't waver. His voice, when it came, was quiet. Steady.
"Melanion."
The thief let out a thick groan. His head lolled slightly, chin lifting just a fraction as his one good eye found Telemachus'.
There was no spark in it—no defiance left, not after what Callias and Kieran had done—but there was still something there. Still that ratty, sour gleam that said he didn't regret enough.
Telemachus' jaw tensed. He rolled his shoulders once, slowly. Let the silence stretch just enough for the air to press harder.
"I always wondered," he murmured, his voice soft—almost like conversation, like he was reminiscing. "If one day, we'd have to deal with this. With them. The families of the suitors."
His hands curled slightly against the back of the chair. "Even after the gods gave us their blessing... even after Athena herself stood with us. I wondered if that would be enough to keep their ghosts buried."
A beat.
"It seems it wasn't."
He rose then, slow and quiet. The legs of the chair scraped faintly against the stone floor. Melanion didn't flinch—but his eye tracked him.
Telemachus stepped forward. His boots made soft, deliberate thuds. One after the other.
Then, without warning, he grabbed Melanion by the jaw. Roughly.
Fingers dug into cheek and temple, forcing the thief's face upward, twisting it toward him.
Telemachus leaned in, just close enough that his breath hit the man's blood-crusted skin.
His voice dropped to a growl.
"Do you even know what you've done?"
The words cut through the room like a blade—not yelled, but carved, sharp and low.
And somehow, that was what gave the bastard a spark.
Melanion's lips twisted into something wet and broken, gums pink from where his teeth had torn them. Then, with a grunt of effort and spite, he twisted his neck just enough—and spat.
A thick glob of blood and spit landed across Telemachus' cheekbone, just beneath his eye.
The prince didn't move.
Not yet.
Melanion gave a sick, rattling laugh. "Don't tell me..." he rasped, voice hoarse and flaking like rust, "you're all torn up over that little servant I took out in the alleyway."
He dragged the words out deliberately, slowly. The glee in his voice wasn't bright—it was filthy. Sludgy. Smug like old wine turned bitter in the sun.
"Was she special to you, boy?" he slurred, his one eye narrowing as blood trickled from the corner of his mouth. "Didn't seem like much. Just another thing dressed up in silk and titles like a pig at a festival. Divine Liaison," he snorted, laughing through cracked lips. "As if that meant anything out there."
Telemachus' hands didn't move. But the grip on the man's face tightened.
Melanion kept going.
"She walked right into it, you know," he said, like confessing a joke to an old friend. "All dolled up in that fancy sash, those little pins and perfume and ribbons. Gods practically gift-wrapped her for me. There she was, glowing like Apollo himself kissed her forehead—what a perfect day."
His head lolled back slightly, lips peeling into a jagged grin. "Fate handed me retribution in soft skin and scared eyes. For Antinous. For the other suitors. You lot thought slaughtering our kin in that hall would go unanswered? Thought justice wouldn't find its way back to your doorstep?"
The chains groaned softly as he shifted, letting his body hang heavier in the restraints. "You're all cowards," he breathed, dark and low. "You let that murderer crawl back onto the throne like nothing happened. Let him drink and feast and fuck while the rest of us buried our dead."
His eye flicked back to Telemachus then—sharp, wild. "So don't pretend you care now. Don't act like it mattered. She screamed," he added, a terrible grin splitting across his bloodied face. "That's the only part I remember right. She screamed and bled, and I took everything she wore like it was owed."
Telemachus didn't blink.
Didn't flinch.
But the blood on his face started to dry.
And in his chest, something went silent.
But not still.
Because instead of the sharp snap of a fist, or the low growl of fury that should've followed—Telemachus laughed.
It started low. A breathless, quiet chuckle that curled out from behind his teeth like smoke from a dying fire. But then it kept going—growing, warped at the edges.
It rose in little fits, like something unraveling, peeling apart, unhinged. His shoulders shook, but not from amusement.
And all the while, his eyes didn't change.
Still flat. Still cold. Still... empty.
That smile spread wider—too wide. His lips stretched just a bit too far, the way a mask does when the actor underneath forgets they're performing.
The sound wasn't joy. It wasn't even mockery. It was the kind of laugh a man makes right before the knife goes in—not because he's lost his mind, but because he's found something darker in it.
Melanion froze.
He hadn't expected that.
Something in that sound—something behind that look—made his skin crawl. His earlier smugness began to slip, the drunken pride in his voice shrinking to something tighter. Smaller. His bravado cracked, just slightly, just enough for the chill to set in.
And Telemachus tilted his head.
A slow, lazy motion—like he was studying a specimen in a jar.
"You know..." he began, voice soft, conversational. His fingers flexed once at his sides before stilling again. "...for some reason, I'm just filled with so much wrath. So much anger." A beat passed. "I can barely think. My hands shake. My stomach churns. I feel it crawling up my throat, begging to be let out."
He smiled again, sharper now.
"But my mind?" he whispered. "Crystal clear."
Melanion swallowed.
Telemachus stepped in, slow and deliberate, voice never rising. "Isn't that funny? You'd think I'd be mindless by now. That I'd just tear into you like a beast. But no. The gods..." He paused. Then leaned in slightly, so close Melanion could see the faintest twitch beneath his eye. "The gods must want me to enjoy this."
Another pause. And then—
"You should thank them for that."
He straightened, letting the weight of the moment settle like a blade on the neck.
"Because a quick death?" Telemachus said, voice dipped in venom. "That would've been mercy."
And mercy, tonight, was not in fashion.
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But Olympus had never been known for its mercy either.
Apollo sat slouched on his gilded throne, one elbow propped lazily on the sunstone armrest, cheek resting heavily against his knuckles.
His robes—once immaculate, pressed with radiant golden folds—hung a little messier than usual, creased where they shouldn't be.
His hair was undone at the ends, the usual sun-swept curls dimmed to a duller hue. Light still clung to him, of course—it always did—but it flickered now. Lazier. Less alive.
He hadn't spoken since arriving.
Not when the other gods gathered. Not when the meeting began. Not when Zeus gave him that look across the space between their thrones.
He simply stared straight ahead. Silent. Sinking.
The marble chamber was alive with noise. Quarreling voices and raised complaints, the clink of amphora being set too loudly on stone, the occasional flash of divine energy when tempers snapped too close to the surface.
Another day in paradise.
Another council of immortals pretending order mattered more than pride.
But Apollo?
He couldn't bring himself to care.
Not when the news of your death still stained his memories like rust.
Not when he'd been grounded like a child for grieving too hard. Too loudly. Too destructively.
A god of wrath was still a god, wasn't he?
His thumb dragged over the curve of his lower lip absentmindedly. The gold ring there buzzed against his skin, humming with latent magic. The color matched the color of his eyes. You'd told him so one time. He hadn't taken it off since.
He didn't plan to.
A voice pierced the commotion.
"...explain why we are wasting time with a trial?" Hera's voice rose, cutting through the layered noise like a knife through honeyed figs. She was already mid-sentence, her regal tone laced with cold disdain. "He's a mortal who harmed the favored of an Olympian. There should be no debate. Rid him and lets move on."
That pulled him from the fog—just slightly.
Apollo blinked, slowly lifting his head. His gaze dragged toward the center of the court where Hera sat, her crown gleaming with starlight, expression cool and sharp.
Before he could speak—before he even felt the words forming—Aphrodite giggled.
"Oh, goddess queen," she cooed, her tone light and airy like a harp string plucked too hard. Her lips curled in lazy amusement as she twirled a strand of golden hair between two fingers. "You must know by now... Apollo's darling has been the talk of Olympus lately."
She tilted her head, eyes twinkling, and her gaze flicked briefly to Apollo—just long enough for the corners of her mouth to twitch higher.
"The mortal girl who sings. The one with the scar now. Everyone's been whispering. The Fates have threads wrapped tight around her. And the mortal who hurt her?" She shrugged, unbothered. "Even if he's judged below, some of us don't think that's enough. Not after what she suffered. Not when he dared mark a favorite."
Apollo's jaw tensed. That old, burning heat itched again in his veins. His fingers curled around the armrest, gold creaking faintly under the pressure.
"I should be the one to handle it."
The words cut clean through the room, silencing even the more excitable gods. His voice was low but firm, almost eerily steady given the heat behind his eyes. He sat forward now, posture no longer slouched but coiled—ready, brimming with barely-contained fire.
He looked out at the council like a storm surveying the shore.
"She was mine," he said, his voice sharper now, the edge of it wrapped in divine fury. "My chosen. My blessed. And the mortal who dared lay hands on her... who dared scar her... should face punishment from the one who held her fate in his hands from the beginning."
"And dragged her into it," Hermes muttered from the other side of the hall.
Apollo's head snapped toward him, golden gaze narrowed. But Hermes wasn't cowed. The messenger god lounged with his staff across his lap, ankles crossed, brows lifted in challenge.
"I'm the one who brought her back," Hermes said, tone deceptively light. "If anyone has the right to decide what's fair for the thief, it's the god who carried her soul through the veil and back again."
Apollo's jaw tightened. "You wouldn't have needed to save her if he hadn't touched her at all."
Hermes rolled his eyes. "Yes, well. You also wouldn't have gifted a mortal a lyre made of sunlight, but here we are."
Before either could press further, another voice rumbled into the fray.
"I don't care who punishes him," Ares said, arms folded across his broad chest, lounging in his stone chair like a wolf in the shade. "Just let me be there when it happens. Blood's blood. Doesn't matter if it's spilled in Olympus or on dirt. I just want to see it pour."
He smirked—grinning with teeth that weren't meant to be pretty.
"Oh," Aphrodite sighed dramatically, "of course you do."
"Silence."
The command cracked through the chamber with a force that nearly shook the foundations. A loud crack of thunder echoed across the marble as Zeus raised his hand, lightning curling around his knuckles like a sleeping beast stirred.
His eyes swept over the room.
"If the gods cannot agree... then I will decide."
No one moved.
No one dared.
Not even Apollo, who sat stiffly in his throne now, fists clenched tight enough to turn knuckles bone-white under immortal skin.
His glare remained fixed on the center of the court, but he said nothing.
Because they all knew what it meant when Zeus made a decree.
It was law. Unshakeable. Unbendable. A thunderbolt of decision that cleaved through all debate.
No god, no matter how radiant or righteous, could challenge it without consequence.
Zeus remained still for a moment, high upon his throne, the storm in his eyes flickering like distant lightning behind clouded skies.
His expression was unreadable—neither angry nor amused, just... ancient. Worn. As though the weight of centuries pressed behind every syllable that waited in his chest.
"She," he began slowly, "is a mortal."
His voice echoed through the marble halls like a prophecy being written midair.
"And yet... in the span of a few years, she has managed to carve herself into the hearts of immortals. Apollo. Hermes. Athena. Even Artemis watches from afar, more silent than usual. Ares grins at her scars like they're proof of worth."
He paused.
"I do not understand her," Zeus admitted, voice quieter now—but not weak. Just thoughtful. "How she weaves herself into the threads of gods. Into our halls. Our conversations. Our choices."
A long breath passed from him, heavy with the weight of something unspoken.
"But regardless... she is not ours to keep. Not truly. Not forever."
A ripple passed through the court. Apollo sat unmoving, his jaw tight. Athena's eyes narrowed, unreadable. Hermes merely tilted his head, ever-watchful. Even Ares seemed momentarily less wolfish.
"So let it be known," Zeus continued, voice rising once more to fill every crack of Olympus, "that the punishment for the mortal who harmed the Divine Liaison will not be delivered by Olympus alone."
He raised a hand, lightning crackling softly between his fingers.
"Those gods who seek retribution—Apollo, Hermes, Athena, Ares—may influence the mortal realm. You may tip the scales where justice teeters. Let your favor guide mortal hands, but you will not intervene directly. Not until they have done what must be done."
The words rang final.
"You may watch. You may wait. But the first blood spilled will be from the hands of men. The punishment must begin with the ones who bled for her."
There was a beat of silence.
And then—
"I accept," Athena said first, her voice like a drawn blade—controlled, quiet, but deadly.
Hermes gave a lazy shrug, but his smile had sharp edges. "Wouldn't miss it."
Ares barked a laugh, deep and wicked. "About damn time."
Apollo said nothing at first.
But then he stood.
Slowly.
The golden light around him flared—not hot, not blinding, but deep. Old. Like the first sunrise after a long, black winter. His eyes—amber and bright—locked with his father's.
"I will not rest until it's done," Apollo said, and his voice was a promise. Not of mercy. But of wrath.
Zeus nodded once.
"Then the trial is complete," he declared, lowering his hand.
The lightning faded.
And the gods who loved you most rose—silent, burning, hungry—to follow the storm down to earth.
Their descent was not heralded with trumpets nor divine light—no crack of thunder, no flare of stars. Just silence. A sudden stillness in the air of a place already thick with rage and blood.
In a single blink, the shadows in the corners of the dungeon grew longer, darker—shimmering faintly with something just beyond mortal sight.
They came in the space between breaths. In the hush between screams and strikes.
Apollo stood first—his form limned with gold and fire, though none of it touched the walls. His face was unreadable, cold. But his eyes glowed, brighter than the torches in the dungeon hall.
Athena stood next, silent and statuesque. Her helm glinted with dull steel, her hand wrapped around her invisible spear. Even unseen, her presence bent the air like the draw of a bowstring.
Ares arrived like a weight dropped from a great height. No grand entrance, just there. Massive, unyielding, arms crossed, mouth curled in a cruel sneer.
Hermes hovered above them all, casually leaned back as if he'd been watching the entire time with one leg crossed over the other, a lazy tilt to his stance—but his golden eyes never blinked, never strayed from the center of the room.
And at the center?
Melanion.
The man who had slit the side of your face open and watched you bleed alone in the dirt.
He was still chained, barely upright, blood pooling beneath him like wine spilled in a cellar. The chair Telemachus once sat in lay discarded a few feet away—overturned, leg cracked.
Melanion's body hung from the shackles on his wrists, limp but not unconscious. Not yet. The bruises across his torso were darker now, splotches of sick purple and red mixing across cracked ribs. His face was swollen, lip split in three places, one eye forced shut by swelling.
He wheezed through the pain—but still spat when Telemachus struck him again.
The prince's fist crashed into his stomach with enough force to make the chains rattle. Melanion jerked forward, gasping, bile rising to his throat.
Ares scoffed from the shadows of Olympus just beyond the veil.
"That's it?" he grunted, brow twitching. "That's all the boy's got in him? I've seen soft-palmed scribes hit harder in the agoras."
Hermes, surprisingly, gave a small hum, brows raised. "Honestly, I expected worse," he admitted, floating lazily downward, one hand on his chin. "Callias and Kieran left him breathing. Curious restraint, given the circumstances."
"Cowards," Ares muttered. "She bled."
Apollo didn't speak.
He didn't have to.
His glare—unblinking, razor-sharp—never left Melanion's face. His golden hands, loosely clenched at his sides, flexed like they were straining against invisible chains of their own.
There was fury in every line of his body, but it was cold. Controlled. The kind that waited until the moment after the last breath, just to draw it out.
The thief groaned again—low, wet, broken—and Telemachus reached for him once more.
Apollo leaned forward, golden eyes glowing hotter.
He wanted to rip the man from the wall and carve each word of her pain into his bones.
He wanted him to know what it meant to strike something loved by the divine.
And he hated—truly hated—that he couldn't.
That for all his power, for all his fire and light, Zeus had wrapped his hands in rule and bound them to the sidelines.
It was a mockery. A leash.
And Apollo had never been good with leashes.
"Useless decree," he muttered under his breath. "Useless words, useless delay—I could've ended him by now."
Especially not ones forged in rules and compromise, dressed up as diplomacy. His jaw ticked. His grip on nothing tightened until even the air around his fingers shimmered.
But then—
"I wouldn't insult those boys just yet," Athena said coolly, her voice slicing through the dark like the edge of her spear. She hadn't moved from her position, hadn't even blinked since they arrived, but there was an unmistakable shift in her tone now—one that made even Hermes glance over.
"They are not wasting time," she continued. "They are being... intentional. Every hit, every delay, every breath they allow that man to take is not mercy. It's precision. They're not just beating him, Ares. They're breaking him."
Her gaze slid sideways to the war god, who rolled his shoulders like a lion stretching its claws.
"Hmph," Ares grunted, unimpressed. "If they were mine, he'd already be screaming for death by now. There's no poetry in dragging it out like this. A cracked skull speaks louder than a bruised ego."
"That's the difference between you and them," Athena snapped, her storm-gray eyes narrowing. "You see battle. They see justice. Measured. Thoughtful. I trained them better than to let anger do the thinking for them."
A beat.
Then, her lips pressed into a thin line, and she added—perhaps sharper than she meant to:
"...I even charmed them."
That stilled the room.
Even the whispers of the torchlight seemed to freeze.
Apollo's gaze finally broke from Melanion and cut toward her.
"You what?" Hermes asked, brows arching.
Athena didn't look at him. Her expression remained forward-facing, impassive—but her jaw clenched ever so slightly.
"I wove a charm into their blood before they descended," she said, calm but low. "To keep their fury contained. To hold back the kind of rage that eats from the inside out."
Her words fell like stones into water.
And the only sound afterward... was the wet smack of a fist meeting flesh, and the dull grunt of a man trying not to scream.
Ares grinned.
Not the kind of grin that meant amusement. Not even the kind he gave before drawing his blade.
It was wolfish—sharp and wide and feral. A dangerous glint sparked in his molten-gold eyes as he tilted his head just slightly, the corners of his mouth twitching with something primal.
Bloodlust.
It hung off him like steam rising from sunbaked armor.
Athena's head turned immediately.
"No," she said—stern and cold. Her voice cracked through the air like steel pulled from its sheath. "Don't."
Ares only laughed under his breath, like a boy caught stealing sweets, his eyes never leaving the scene below.
"You heard Father," Athena said again, stepping forward now, her tone cutting. "He forbade intervention."
Ares scoffed, rolling his shoulders like the warning bored him. He didn't stop walking—just casually strolled across the shadowy edge of the space, drifting closer to where Odysseus loomed near Melanion's battered frame.
The king remained unaware of the war god's invisible presence—focused, tight-jawed, fists balled at his side.
"Dear sister," Ares said, drawling it out as though the words were honey on his tongue. "Were you not at the same trial as I?"
Athena's stare narrowed.
He finally stopped walking, hovering just behind Odysseus. The sight of the older man, jaw clenched and neck corded in restraint, made Ares' grin grow wider.
"Zeus didn't say we couldn't influence," Ares said lazily, flexing his fingers in the air as though weighing a spear. "He gave us leave to do so. His words, not mine."
He turned just slightly, casting a glance over his shoulder at the goddess of wisdom.
"Or is it only you who gets to touch your little protégés?" he asked. "Tell me, Athena... is divine interference only noble when it wears bronze and logic?"
The air tightened, coiling with unsaid things.
Athena's expression darkened, lips pressed into a line so sharp it might've cut stone. Her spear tapped once—quietly—but the noise echoed like thunder through the silence between them.
And then... Ares moved.
He didn't speak. Didn't smirk. Just raised a single hand, and with a flick of his fingers—two—the charm snapped.
It shattered like glass.
No sound. No glow. Just gone.
And the change... was immediate.
Telemachus' next punch wasn't controlled.
It slammed into Melanion's jaw with a sickening crack, the prince's breath sharp and animalistic as his shoulders hunched and his teeth bared like a feral thing.
His fists didn't pause—one after another, the strikes kept coming, fueled not by duty or justice now, but rage. Pure, red-hot, unfiltered wrath.
Odysseus mirrored the shift.
The King of Ithaca, once a pillar of control even in his fury, let out a low, guttural snarl as his boot connected with Melanion's ribs.
It was brutal. Repetitive.
There was no tactic to it now. No precision. Just fury long buried, unleashed like a tide that no mind—no goddess—could suppress.
And faintly, across their skin, a shimmer of red began to spread. Subtle at first, like war paint caught in flame-light, but growing. Thicker. Darker. It clung to their auras like steam rising from bloodied stone.
The very air throbbed with something—old, primal. As if war itself had kissed them.
Ares' grin was all teeth.
"There it is," he growled, eyes gleaming gold as he stepped forward, watching with a hunger barely restrained. "The wrath of men. Not symbols. Not sons. Just men." His voice was hoarse with satisfaction. "I gave them a gift."
Behind him, Athena stood still, her expression unreadable—but her hand tightened once around her spear.
And then she vanished.
No final word. No farewell. Just gone—like breath sucked from the lungs.
She wouldn't stay for this.
Wouldn't watch blood for blood's sake. Uncalculated vengeance. Unclean.
When she disappeared, Ares scoffed, not bothering to hide his smirk. "Tch. Goddess of war, my ass," he muttered, watching a fresh splatter of blood hit the stone floor. "You'd think after all these centuries, she'd understand—strategy and savagery aren't enemies."
A tooth clatter near the war god's foot.
"They're just two sides of the same sword."
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[EDIT: Final warning, lovely reader... if you're like the godess Athena, I implore you leave as well... things does not get better from here ❤️]
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Time passed—but it was impossible to tell how much.
Minutes. Hours. It blurred.
The shadows in the dungeon had grown deeper, though no torch had gone out.
Melanion was barely conscious now—his head hanging low, face swollen and bloodied beyond recognition.
Bones had cracked. Flesh had split. But the two royals didn't slow.
Their movements had lost all sense of rhythm or form. What began as vengeance had unraveled into something messier. Their rage was no longer something they carried. It carried them.
Telemachus' knuckles were raw, the skin flayed open and shining red. Odysseus' footfalls were heavy, unrelenting, echoing as he paced between strikes like a hound unwilling to sit.
The red shimmer clinging to them—Ares' mark—still pulsed faintly around their bodies, as if flame and fury had seeped beneath the skin.
And that fury hadn't faded.
It hadn't budged.
Not even a flicker of remorse touched their eyes. Only the weight of everything that had been stolen. The fear. The memory of you, gone.
Ares had been the first to go, of course. Predictably.
Sometime after he grew bored of spectating and caught the scent of conflict brewing far off across the Aegean, the war god had simply clapped his hands once, grinned wide, and declared, "Another storm's calling. I'll let these boys finish their song."
Then he vanished in a flash of ash and iron, his laughter echoing down the stone corridor.
Apollo had stayed long enough to watch the wrath swell, to see it turn feral.
But at some point, even he had stepped back.
Not because he pitied the mortal in chains—no, not even close—but because he knew this would not be the end of their wrath. Even when the body went still... the pain would not.
Eventually, he let out a low breath. Without a word, he turned and disappeared into golden dust, leaving nothing behind but the faint scent of sun-warmed laurel.
Hermes lingered just a bit longer.
He hadn't said much the entire time. Just watched.
Silent, unreadable. But his eyes—usually full of laughter or teasing glint—had been dull, shadowed with something heavier.
"I thought they'd be done by now," he murmured to himself at one point. "I thought maybe they'd cry. Gods, even a scream would've been better than this."
But the two mortals said nothing. Just kept going.
Hermes eventually sighed. His sandals shifted. "Ares' enchantment won't wear off for a bit," he muttered, stretching his arms behind his head, tone flat. "They'll keep burning until their wrath burns through."
And with that, he vanished too—flickering out like a thought unspoken.
And so, eventually, it was just the two of them left.
No gods watching.
No shadows shifting.
Just the sound of heavy breathing. The drip of blood. The faint rasp of chains scraping stone.
And the fire still blazing behind two sets of mortal eyes.
Melanion let out a sound that wasn't quite a groan. More a wet gurgle, a broken wheeze struggling past a mouth full of shattered teeth and blood.
His head lolled weakly to the side, the only movement he could seem to manage. His swollen face twitched as he tried to look up, tried to focus, tried to exist in the ruins of his own body.
He was unrecognizable now.
Flesh hung open where knuckles had cracked bone. His tunic had long since been torn, stained dark with blood and other things.
Bruises bloomed in sickening hues across his skin, spreading like rot.
One shoulder was clearly dislocated, the other twisted at an angle no human arm should bend. His legs barely moved.
He was broken, mangled. Left dangling by his wrists, barely tethered to life.
There were teeth on the floor. Bone shards in puddles of red. A piece of lip. A chunk of cheek.
They had left him on the brink. No—past it. Past what anyone could call justice. And still, somehow, Melanion breathed.
Telemachus finally took a step back.
His chest heaved with each breath, his shoulders rising and falling like waves crashing against the shore.
He wiped his face with the back of his arm—though it did little.
Blood spattered across his jaw, his brow, even down his throat, dark and drying in flecks.
It wasn't just the man's blood, either. His own knuckles were raw and open, slick with a mix of both.
Odysseus stood a few feet away, posture tight and unmoving, his expression unreadable. But the blood had soaked through his sleeves, and his fists were still clenched.
The silence buzzed.
Melanion's body shuddered once, spasming on its chains.
And Telemachus stepped forward again.
His eyes didn't look angry anymore. Just... calm. Dead calm. The kind of quiet that came after too much noise—too much rage to sustain. A hollow lull of clarity that still whispered: one more.
His hand reached for the hilt of a blade.
But before he could move—before the finishing blow could fall—
A step echoed through the chamber.
And everything went still.
The air shifted.
From the far end of the dungeon, where the shadows loomed deepest, a light gleamed off bronze and pale blue.
Athena.
She stepped into view, her spear in one hand, her presence cutting through the blood-slick air like a cold wind.
The goddess didn't speak at first. She didn't need to. Her storm-gray eyes swept the room, pausing on Melanion's ruined form... then on the two men who had nearly killed him.
Her expression was unreadable. But her jaw tightened. Just slightly.
"Enough," she said finally, her voice low, yet it carried like a command carved into stone.
Telemachus froze, the blade still unsheathed in his palm.
"You've proven your strength," she continued, eyes flicking between father and son. "Now prove your restraint."
Her gaze held on Telemachus the longest. She didn't look disappointed. But she didn't look proud either.
There was something else—something more ancient in her eyes. A test passed, but not without cost.
"Take a break. Clean yourselves up. Rest," Athena said, her tone sharpening.
Then softer, almost begrudging: "You've earned it."
Telemachus looked like he wanted to speak. His lips parted, breath sharp in his throat, something half-formed—whether an objection, a question, or just the need to do something—curled at the edge of his voice.
But Athena cut him off with just a glance. Not cruel, but decisive.
"He will still be here," she said calmly, her gaze flicking to the near-corpse chained to the wall. "Even after you've washed. Even after you've checked on her. Even after you've eaten and remembered the names of your own gods again."
Her tone was cool but not heartless. Just final.
"Go."
It was Odysseus who moved first, placing a quiet but firm hand on his son's back.
Telemachus hesitated a second longer, jaw tight, eyes still burning as they lingered on the bloody wreck of Melanion. But then—he nodded once, curt and heavy, and turned.
Their footsteps echoed faintly as they left. The door creaked closed behind them with a low groan, sealing the room in its thick, quiet air.
Athena remained.
Alone now with the butcher.
She stepped forward slowly, her sandals brushing lightly over the crimson-smeared stone. She didn't look disgusted. Or fearful. Or even bothered by the stink of blood.
If anything, her expression remained... studious.
She crouched slightly, eyeing the pitiful heap Melanion had become. "Tell me," she said softly, as though he were capable of coherent reply, "what made you think there would be no consequences?"
No answer.
Just a wet rattle in the back of his throat.
Her brows furrowed slightly, and her gaze swept the floor—only to pause when it caught the glisten of something fleshy near the edge of the shadows. A pink, ragged lump.
It took her a second.
Then she exhaled quietly through her nose.
"...Ah."
The tongue.
She tilted her head, a flicker of detached disappointment settling over her features. "So. You can't scream. You can't beg. You can't explain."
Her tone wasn't mocking. Only... noting the facts.
She straightened slowly, eyes narrowing.
"I cannot heal what no longer belongs to the body," she murmured. "But I can... lessen the consequences."
Athena raised her hand. Her fingers shimmered faintly, the light trailing from them like ink bleeding through water.
She pressed them gently against Melanion's forehead.
And just like that, the tension in his body slackened. His breath evened slightly, no longer panicked. His face, though broken, fell slack in a dazed calm.
She hadn't fixed him. But she'd taken the pain from him. Or at least dulled it enough to pull him back into consciousness.
"I want you lucid," she whispered, voice low and close now. "Because when the time comes again... I want you to understand exactly what they are about to do to you."
Then she stood once more, her silhouette tall and calm amid the carnage.
And the silence settled in again—thick and waiting.
It didn't take long.
Melanion's head twitched—his eyes fluttering open with a wet, sluggish blink. Blood had dried in uneven streaks down his neck, crusted thick around his mouth, nose, hairline. But when his gaze found the towering figure before him—Athena, unmoving and inscrutable—something in him snapped.
A broken sob ripped from his chest.
And then he wept.
Not with dignity. Not with silence. But loud, gurgled, pitiful cries that choked on themselves as they fought through a ruined mouth.
The absence of his tongue turned his attempts at words into grotesque, garbled slop—moist, thick noises that could have been names or apologies or empty begging.
None of it made sense. But all of it bled desperation.
His body jolted weakly in the chains, ribs creaking with the force of his panic.
Athena remained still.
Unmoved.
Her eyes held him—calm, clear, detached.
"Fear not, mortal," she said smoothly. "I will not cause you harm."
Her voice was devoid of cruelty. It was cool water to his fire—but it did not douse his panic. If anything, the clarity of it only deepened his hysteria.
And then—
With no sound, no warning—two shapes began to materialize behind her.
One of golden radiance, the other shimmered like the edge of a blade drawn in moonlight.
Apollo appeared first, glowing faintly, his eyes shadowed and dark, jaw tight enough to crack. The second—Hermes—seemed more casual by contrast, arms folded and gaze flicking lazily around the blood-spattered chamber, but even he carried a tension beneath his skin.
Athena didn't turn. She simply arched a brow.
"What happened to Ares?" she asked dryly.
Hermes shrugged, his sandals not quite touching the ground. "War called," he said, voice light. "A proper one, this time. Blood, fire, glory. He said entertainment like that shouldn't be kept waiting."
Athena rolled her eyes, muttering under her breath, "Of course he did." With a sweep of her spear, she stepped to the side—making way for the two gods behind her, the divine air around them pressing in like the shifting tide.
Hermes moved first, his stride easy, near-lazy, though the sharpness in his eyes said otherwise. He glanced sideways at Apollo, lips twitching. "Suppose we can get along for a day," he said dryly, "Just for this."
Apollo's jaw flexed as he passed Athena. "This will be the only thing we agree on today," he replied, voice cool. He didn't look at Hermes, didn't need to. His golden eyes remained fixed on the broken mortal in front of them—what little was left of him. "But yes... today, you and I are of one mind."
He hummed low in his throat—almost a note, almost music, but there was no sweetness to it.
"Mortals these days," he mused, as if to the room, "so careless."
His gaze darkened, lowering toward the bloodied heap that had once had the nerve to mock a prince in his own palace.
"So small," he murmured, voice now tight with disdain, "and yet so loud."
Then his voice dropped—soft, but lined with cold steel. "You said the gods practically gift-wrapped her for you."
Hermes' brow twitched, expression going still. Even Athena—off to the side now, watching with arms crossed—let her gaze flicker toward Apollo at the repetition.
Apollo leaned forward slightly, the air rippling around him with heat that had nothing to do with fire. "Tell me," he said, voice dangerously low, "is that what you believe? That because we do not walk beside you mortals in every moment... because we do not blaze through your streets, winged and crowned... that we are gone? That we no longer see?"
Melanion didn't answer.
Couldn't.
He only shook—barely, weakly—his chained wrists trembling where they hung.
Apollo stared at him, cold and still.
"Your silence is wiser than your words," he said, gold light flickering like a halo behind his head. "A shame you didn't find it earlier."
Hermes let out a low, amused chuckle, cocking his head toward the mangled man chained to the wall.
"Nothing to say now, huh?" he asked, voice airy and sharp all at once. He stepped in closer, his sandals still not quite touching the floor—hovering just an inch above, like the god of travelers couldn't be bothered with something as mundane as gravity. His golden eyes glittered with mischief, but there was no warmth in them.
He crouched slightly, bringing himself level with Melanion's bloodied face.
"Do you remember what she told you?" Hermes asked softly, mockingly, like a friend recalling a funny joke. "She said—what was it again? Oh, right..." He tapped his chin with exaggerated thoughtfulness, then grinned. "'If you dare lay a hand on me, you'll answer to more than the gods.'"
Silence.
Melanion trembled, a pitiful shiver wracking his torn-up frame. His mouth moved around nothing, no tongue to form words—only breathy gasps, and the gurgle of old blood in his throat.
Hermes tilted his head, smile still plastered in place. "You should've listened to her."
And it was in that moment—maybe for the first time since the gods arrived—that it truly sank in.
They were here for him.
Not just watching.
Not just listening.
They had come to collect.
His one good eye—swollen and bloodshot—stared at them. At Apollo's burning silhouette, at Hermes' weightless form, and finally, desperately, toward Athena.
He saw her standing there, regal and unwavering, and a sick panic overtook him. The kind that crawled up your spine like a thousand biting insects.
His body seized in terror, chains rattling weakly against the stone.
And then—
The wet sound of piss hitting the floor.
Melanion began to weep.
He couldn't speak, not truly—but his garbled cries, bloody and wet, were unmistakable. He tried to beg. To plead. To throw himself on some invisible mercy. His gaze locked on Athena like she might be the only one capable of granting it.
She held his gaze for a long moment.
Then bowed her head.
"I told you, mortal," she said evenly, her tone sharp as a blade's edge. "I shall not cause you harm."
She paused.
"But that does not mean harm will not come to you."
And with that, her form shimmered and then she was gone. Disappearing into the air like moonlight pulled into the wind.
The air in the dungeon grew heavier. Still.
And the gods who remained... no longer looked patient.
Apollo's scowl deepened as he looked upon the sniveling wreck of a man at his feet.
Melanion was nothing but a patchwork of bruises and blood, his face swollen past recognition, skin split and raw in too many places to count. His eye—what was left of it—rolled uselessly in its socket, his body sagging in the chains like meat left too long on a hook.
Apollo clicked his tongue, head tilting in visible disgust.
"Pathetic," he muttered. "He's already this mangled? They didn't even save any fun for us." He swept a golden gaze over the sobbing man, lip curled. "What a waste."
Hermes chuckled beside him and stepped forward casually, lifting his foot and slamming it—not too hard, just enough—against one of Melanion's exposed wounds.
There was a wet sound. A strangled scream. The man's chains clattered as his body spasmed against the hit.
Hermes didn't even blink. "Shame, really," he mused. "I was hoping for a bit more... spirit." His hand hovered over Melanion's cheek, blood still trickling from the split skin. "Guess we'll have to coax it out."
Apollo's scowl smoothed into something worse.
A smile.
"Oh, I wouldn't worry," he said lightly. "I'm the god of healing, remember?"
Before Melanion could even flinch, Apollo raised one hand, fingers loose and relaxed. Then—snap—just the barest flick of his index and middle finger.
Golden light burst through the air like a flare.
It struck Melanion square in the chest, and immediately his body arched in the chains.
Every bruised, broken part of him snapped back into place with sickening cracks and pops.
The cuts sealed. Bone reknit. His tongue—long since lost—regrew before their eyes, flesh knitting into shape like a cruel reversal of mercy.
He was whole again.
Every inch of him.
Every nerve.
Every part that could hurt now would.
Hermes let out a long, low whistle. "Neat trick," he said, admiring Apollo's handiwork. "So we've got what... hours? Until the royals come back?"
"Longer if they eat slow," Apollo replied sweetly, brushing invisible dust from his shoulder.
Hermes stepped back, stretching his fingers as if warming up. "Plenty of time, then."
He looked at Melanion, who had gone stiff—eyes wide, whole, filled with something beyond terror.
"You know..." Hermes said, almost conversational, "we can do whatever we want to you. Anything. And then just fix you up again. Start over. Break a bone? Heal it. Take an eye? Grow it back. Set you on fire?" He leaned in, smirking. "Snuff you out. Light you up again."
He patted Melanion's cheek—almost tender. "And the best part?"
Melanion whimpered.
Hermes smiled wider. "We've got all night before the prince and the king return to finish what they started."
Apollo chuckled low in his throat, stepping forward until the torchlight caught his eyes in a glint of gold. He didn't speak.
He didn't need to.
Because the moment he raised his hand again, and that warm, shimmering light flickered through his fingertips—
Melanion knew this was only the beginning.
And then... darkness closed in.
And the screaming began.
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𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: as a token of my gratitudes for yalls encouragement of my sis's book, here's a bit of extra scenes/plot to ch.42 ┃ 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐰𝐞𝐩𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠; y'all didn't think i was gon let the thief get away with what he did... did y'all??? anywho, this chapter starts after the servantr comes in and says a vague as message to odysseus/telemachus. ngl i had a blast writing this, so much fun getting into the mindsets of my characters etc. lol, also, beware, this will be like 10k+ words, so.... buckle up lolo, (also, i may take a few days just to finish tweaking the next few chapters before i post etc, so if i just dip for like a week, thats why... see you all soon❤️)
Chapter 58: 𝐈𝐌𝐏𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐓: 𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃
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Sorry, not an update, but I'll try to keep this short...
I just wanted to take a second to speak directly and honestly with y'all after posting that last chapter (CHAPTER 42.5: WRATH WEARS MANY FACES). I've been seeing a few responses that, while valid in feeling, have also reminded me why I normally don't look at comments after publishing something heavy.
Let me be clear: I know this chapter was a lot. It was violent. It was cruel. It was painful. That was intentional.
This isn't fluff. This isn't comfort every chapter. This is a mythos-based story, rooted in ancient violence, power imbalance, and divine wrath.
I'm not here writing gore for fun or romanticizing harm—but I am writing a story where gods and mortals alike are capable of monstrous things, especially when they feel justified.
Chapter 42.5 was especially meant to remind you who Apollo, Hermes, and Telemachus really are—how close they sit to the divine cruelty of Olympus. I love them, yes. They're soft to MC, yes. But they are not soft to the world and those they deem unimportant/useless. That contrast is what makes their tenderness meaningful.
And I've hidden Hermes' darker side behind jokes long enough. Some of y'all forgot he's a god, and a trickster, and someone with centuries of blood under his belt. There's nothing squeaky clean about him.
If the chapter bothered you—I understand. It's not meant to sit easy. And for those of you who felt empathy for Melanion, or said this felt too much... I respect your reactions. Seriously. You're allowed to feel conflicted. That's what good storytelling should do.
But what isn't okay is the passive-aggressive commentary about my choices as a writer. I've been transparent from the beginning: this fic isn't some wholesome, "MC gets babied 24/7" kind of tale. It's a dark, myth-heavy journey with stakes and consequences. You don't get a kiss in Chapter 2 here. You had to wait because the world I'm building doesn't hand out softness that easily.
And I can't help but find it a bit hypocritical how some folks cheer for Andreia to die, but pity the man who murdered MC in cold blood. Y'all got mad at her for emotional cruelty, but want grace for someone who left them bleeding in an alley? We must not have grown up reading the same myths lol.
I'm not saying you can't critique or feel strongly. You're welcome to disagree. To feel things deeply. That's human. But don't twist the space/story I've created into something it was never meant to be. This isn't an Epic Musical fluff AU (hence the note of not needing to actually know about it). This is Olympus. This is blood-soaked marble. This is war, consequence, and love wrapped in power dynamics. I've made that plenty clear with me writing out the suitors carnage in chapter 6 instead of summarizing it.
And I say this with love but also honesty: if my content, tone, or direction rubs you the wrong way, it's okay to step away. Truly. I'll never beg anyone to read something outside their comfort zone.
Also—and this might be petty but I'm adding it here anyway—I'm even more annoyed because I had to spoil a big MC-related moment to my own sister. 😭
We promised to treat each other as authors, only editing each other's chapters once we’d both read them fully. That was the deal. But she noticed I was acting off and pushed me about it—kept asking what was wrong and finally told me to just rant before it ate me alive. So I did.
And man, I'm a damn blabbermouth because once I started venting, it all spilled out. Do you know how hard it was keeping a main plot twist from her? Only to have to reveal it because sister issues come first?? 😭💀
But yeah, back to being serious, this is my second serious fic, one where I'm trying to do something I can look back on and be like 'Xani, you ate that up fr.' And if that means I have to block people who threaten the joy or safety of my creative space?
Then so be it—rejection sensitivity or not.
That being said, I'm taking a real break from updating. I know I said I was taking a break after the last chapter, but the truth is, I was just trying to pace myself and stay ahead without losing momentum...but now I mean it—for real. I think I need an actual one to cool off and not spiral.
And yeah... maybe this rant feels a little intense or childish to some of y'all, but I needed to say it or I was just gonna end up doing something impulsive that I'd end up regretting later.
To those of you who do get it, who read carefully and trust the process—thank you. Deeply.
I'll see y'all soon 🖤
—Xani
Chapter 59: 43 ┃ 𝐢𝐟 𝐢𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐬, 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐭
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A week passed.
And in that week, you learned that bedrest was its own kind of punishment.
At first, there had been pain. Dull, deep aches that throbbed under the surface of every breath. Your side burned if you twisted too far, and your limbs trembled like they hadn't been used in years. But that passed quickly—at least, you thought it did. The healers insisted otherwise.
"Rest," they said, pressing gentle hands to your shoulders when you tried to sit up. "The gods gave you a second chance. Don't waste it by tearing yourself open again."
So you stayed.
Stayed and stared at the ceiling. Watched dust motes swirl in the light. Counted the cracks in the corner stone.
The walls became smaller with each passing day. The soft sheets, once a comfort, turned suffocating. The light from the window too warm. Too golden.
You weren't sure when the sun started annoying you, but it did.
Lady, bless her, was your one steady companion. She rarely left your side, curling along your hip or nudging your palm when your eyes turned too distant.
Sometimes, you whispered secrets into her fur when the silence got too loud. Rubbed her ears when the heaviness threatened to crawl back in. She'd tilt her head, tail flicking gently, like she understood every word, and it made you feel less alone.
The others visited when they could.
Callias, with gossip he'd recently picked up from the guards. Kieran, with a few sweets he'd swiped from the kitchen. Asta, full of gruff concern hidden beneath dry remarks, with a new book in hand for the two of you to read. Lysandra, soft-voiced and careful, like she was still afraid you might vanish again if she blinked too long.
Even the king and queen, dropping by to spend just enough time to have tea.
Telemachus hadn't come.
But you didn't ask.
You didn't want to know what might be keeping him.
You told yourself you were fine.
You were alive. That should've been enough.
Except... you were bored out of your mind.
Every heartbeat felt like a countdown. Every hour became a reminder that life continued out there—without you.
So when the healers finally cleared you to get up and stretch your legs, you didn't even wait for a full explanation. You swung your legs over the side of the bed, ignoring the stiffness in your knees, and muttered, "I've been fine since day three."
A snort came from the door.
Callias stood there with a grin stretched across his face, arms crossed, leaning against the frame like he'd been waiting for this very moment.
"Gods, you're predictable," he said. "Told them you'd try and bolt the second you could stand."
"I'm not bolting," you said, standing carefully. "I'm walking."
"Mmhm." He stepped into the room, followed by Asta and Lysandra. "Welp, let's get a move on."
And before you could protest, all three of them were surrounding you. Callias took your arm like it was a dance escort. Asta steadied your back with one hand, while Lysandra trailed ahead with Lady bounding at her heels.
The walk wasn't far. Just down one hall. A turn.
Two more guards standing at attention.
And then—another hall.
"...What is this?" you asked, suspicion prickling your skin.
"You'll see," Lysandra said, her tone light, though there was a small sparkle in her eye.
Another turn.
Your steps slowed.
It was brighter here. Warmer.
Polished floors. Richer tapestries. Fresher flowers in the wall sconces.
This was the royal wing.
You paused just before the threshold, staring at the ornate door. It wasn't massive or gilded, but it was... nice.
Soft blue paint. Carved trim. A fresh bouquet of lilies sitting in a vase near the entry.
"This isn't—" You turned, confused. "My room's on the west side."
Callias grinned like a cat in the sun. "Was."
Asta folded her arms, clearly enjoying this. "Turns out royal favors mean something."
"Especially when you almost die because of the kingdom," Lysandra added, smile warm.
You stood there dumbly. "So I'm... here now? Why didn't anyone tell me?"
"We wanted to see your face," Callias said honestly.
"I—I mean, I don't need to be here—"
"You're right around the corner from the prince's room," Asta added, just to be cruel.
"Asta!"
"What? She was gonna find out eventually."
Callias snorted. "Probably by tonight, especially with the way he's been hovering."
You felt the flush bloom all the way down your neck, hands twitching at your sides. Your breath caught somewhere between flustered and stunned.
But beneath the heat in your face, there was something else.
Something small and warm and real.
Happiness.
Because this—this meant something.
You mattered.
Here.
To them.
To him.
Your hand brushed the edge of the door.
And stepped inside.
The light hit you like a wave.
You blinked. Blinked again.
The room was—gods. It was bright. The kind of brightness that didn't just fill a space, but warmed it.
The entire far wall was windows—tall and open, trimmed in pale marble, letting in ribbons of sunlight that made the floor glow. Soft blue curtains were pulled wide to the sides, and beyond them—
The sea.
It stretched out like a dream. Deep and endless, sparkling gold where the sun kissed the waves. You could see the curve of the bay from here, the cliffs trailing down into soft sand and darker rocks.
A gentle breeze lifted through the open panes and swept over your skin like silk, cool and fresh and laced with salt.
There was a balcony—wide, stone-railed, and arched just enough to step onto and lean. A small table sat tucked beside it, already holding a shallow bowl of fruit and a glass pitcher of chilled water.
Your mouth parted.
Because the further you stepped in—
This room could've fit six of your old ones. At least.
The ceilings were high and painted in pale golds and creams—like dawn, you thought. The floor beneath your feet was polished stone, a mosaic of olive leaves and sunbursts tucked around the edges in a quiet halo.
The walls had been whitewashed but not left bare; soft frescoes framed the far corners, each one small and precise.
A lyre.
A sunbeam touching a scroll.
Laurel wreaths, scattered in delicate gold paint.
Apollo's marks. Yours.
Near the arched corner by the bath basin—where steam drifted slowly up from warm water that had clearly been drawn in anticipation—was a smaller motif. An owl. Tiny. Carved into the trim of the bathing table, just above the marble basin spout.
You stepped further in, your feet catching slightly on the edge of a thick woven rug in sea-glass blue and cream. It was soft. Softer than anything you'd ever stepped on barefoot.
And the bed.
Gods.
It was enormous.
A canopied frame rose in pale wood, hung with thin gauze-like curtains drawn back with golden ties. The sheets were blue—light, soft, ocean-colored. The pillows stacked neatly in pairs, a robe folded at the foot of the bed, the embroidery on the hem sparkling faintly in the sun.
Your old room had been practical. Cozy.
This felt like a shrine.
The vanity by the far wall held polished combs. There were fresh lilies in a bowl by the mirror. The scent in the air was lavender, honey, and sea air, all mixing into something faintly divine.
A proper bathing room was set behind a carved wooden door near the corner, where a copper tub sat half-sunk into a tiled platform. The edges were smooth and patterned with olive branches. Heated stones kept the water warm. There were towels folded beside it, and a basket filled with soaps, oils, and little glass vials you didn't even know the names for.
It was the kind of room people wrote about.
You were still standing in the doorway, trying to process all of it when Callias finally broke the silence with a low, reverent:
"Godsdamn."
You jumped slightly, blinking as the others stepped in behind you. Callias stared with wide eyes and an appreciative grin, turning in a slow circle to take it all in. "I knew they'd move you up," he said, voice filled with that same low awe, "but this? This is insane. Are you secretly engaged to royalty? Did I miss a scroll?"
Asta laughed behind him, pushing his shoulder. "Shut up. Look at her face."
Your face. Right.
Your hands twitched at your sides again, suddenly very aware of them. You glanced toward the bed again. Then the window. Then down at the sunlight streaming across your bare feet.
You couldn't stop the small sound that left your throat—half breath, half laugh. "I—I don't belong here."
Lysandra stepped in quietly behind you, Lady slipping in at her heels. The dog immediately circled the rug before plopping down in a warm patch of sun, as if she absolutely belonged here.
"Yes, you do," Lysandra said softly.
You turned to her, uncertain.
She smiled. "This room was chosen for you."
Callias rolled onto the bed dramatically, arms flung wide like he was claiming the entire mattress. "And it's the second closest to the prince's," he reminded with a wicked grin.
"Such a tragedy he's not here to witness this exact expression on your face," Asta muttered, smirking.
Your heart skipped a beat. Hard. Again.
But it was... exhilarating. The kind that made warmth creep up your throat and bloom behind your eyes. You stepped toward the balcony on instinct, needing to breathe, needing something to ground you—and when your hands found the smooth stone rail and you looked out again at that sea—
It hit you.
This was yours.
Not just the view.
Not just the room.
But this.
This life. This place in the palace. This quiet honor no one shouted about but still meant something.
The breeze curled through your fingers, warm and steady, and for the first time in a long time, your lungs felt full.
"I... I think I need to sit down," you whispered, breathless.
Callias popped up immediately, all mock-chivalry. "Milady, might I recommend the fainting chaise in the sunbeam near the fruit tray?"
You didn't hit him.
But only because you were too overwhelmed to move.
Luckily, Lysandra did it for you.
Without missing a beat, she reached over and smacked Callias on the shoulder—hard enough to make him grunt and nearly topple off the bed.
"Stop flopping like a fish," she muttered, voice mild but firm.
Callias clutched his chest dramatically. "Ow. Treason. Violence. I'm a guest."
"You're a pest," Asta cut in flatly, stepping between them like she was used to this exact routine. "And if you get blood or dust on her new sheets, I will toss you off the balcony."
"See? Violence again." Callias grinned, unfazed. "You two are obsessed with me."
"You're about two seconds from being removed from the room," Lysandra warned.
He opened his mouth to respond—probably with something that would've gotten him tackled—but Asta lifted a hand.
"Nope. Shush."
"Rude."
"Shhh."
They kept going like that, the bickering spilling into full-on background noise. Callias defending his honor. Lysandra rolling her eyes. Asta attempting some form of peacekeeping but failing spectacularly.
Lady, for her part, just stared up at them from her spot near the rug.
She let out a long, slow huff.
The canine equivalent of gods, get it together.
Then she turned, tail swishing lazily, and trotted across the room—her claws clicking softly on the polished floor—before leaping gracefully onto the bed like she'd already claimed it.
She curled into the pillows like royalty, sighed contentedly, and promptly ignored everyone.
You shook your head, a soft laugh slipping out despite yourself. The three of them were still arguing half-heartedly behind you, trading jabs and threats that didn't carry real heat.
And yet... somehow, it felt grounding.
Normal.
You turned back to the balcony.
Back to the sea.
The breeze brushed past your cheeks again, soft and salt-touched. The light danced along the water, glittering in every direction, and somewhere far off, you could hear gulls calling—faint, but clear.
You curled your fingers gently around the balcony rail.
Let the warmth of the stone sink into your palms.
And for the first time since returning from the brink of death...
Since the blood in the alley...
Since the darkness curled beneath your ribs and whispered that you weren't meant to survive...
You felt like maybe—just maybe—
You were allowed to take up space.
Not as the Divine Liaison.
Not as someone chosen or pitied or pitied again.
But just... as you.
Alive. Here.
In this room that smelled like sunlight and lavender.
With friends who bickered like siblings. An Askálion who picked pillows over people. A view you hadn't known how badly you needed until now.
And right around the corner... him.
Your heart didn't race when you thought it—it pulsed. Soft and steady. Something sure.
You closed your eyes.
And for a few long seconds, you let yourself feel full.
Like you belonged.
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You stayed on the balcony longer than you meant to, fingers trailing along the smooth stone, eyes half-closed against the breeze.
The laughter from the others had faded inside—Callias had finally been dragged out (probably by force), and Asta had left with a parting warning about eating lunch or else.
Lysandra had lingered a little longer, adjusting the folds of your robe and smoothing the bed covers with that same gentle care she always showed when she thought no one was watching. When she finally left too, it was with a quiet "Rest well," and a smile you felt in your ribs.
And then you were alone.
Not lonely. Just... alone. With Lady curled in the center of your bed like a queen, paws tucked under her chin, eyes following you without lifting her head.
The hours passed slowly.
A few sunbeams shifted along the floor.
The smell of fresh bread wafted faintly in from a lower courtyard window, and soft lute music floated up from somewhere nearby.
You spent the time sitting cross-legged on the bed, a pillow tucked under your arms, trying to teach Lady a new trick.
"Okay," you murmured, holding out two fingers. "Two fingers means give me your paw."
Lady stared at your hand.
You held your breath.
She blinked, then yawned.
"Okay. Rude," you muttered, snorting. "One more time. Two fingers—paw. Two. Paw."
You pointed at her paw, then your hand.
She licked your thumb.
You fell back against the pillows with a groan. "Useless."
She barked once and wagged her tail like she'd won something anyway.
You were mid-repeat attempt—two fingers up, Lady's paw half-lifted—when the knock came.
A soft rap. Not urgent. Gentle.
You looked up, caught off guard.
Then came a voice. Not loud, not familiar, but polite and trained.
"Excuse me, Divine Liasion," a servant called from the other side. "There's someone here to see you."
You blinked.
Right. Servants. People announcing visitors now. That was still... new. Weird.
You scrambled up from the bed, brushing a few creases from your tunic as you padded toward the door barefoot. Lady hopped down after you, stretching once before trotting after.
"Who is it?" you called gently, your fingers reaching for the latch.
There was a small pause.
Then. "Lady Andreia."
You froze, just shy of the handle.
Your breath caught—not all the way, not painfully, but... noticeably.
You hadn't seen her since before the alley. Since before the brooch. Since everything.
And now she was here. At your door.
Your hand hovered.
Lady sat at your feet, her ears twitching, gaze flicking from the door to you and back again like she was waiting for your next move.
So were you.
You swallowed once, eyes darting around your new room—at the soft blue sheets, the open windows, the lingering scent of lemon balm and honeywater—and tried to quiet the sudden flutter in your chest.
She was here, and you had no idea why.
You stared at the door like it might blink first.
Your pulse ticked somewhere in your throat—not hard, but enough to notice. Enough to feel.
Then, quietly, you inhaled through your nose.
A slow breath.
Then stepped back.
"Let her in," you said, voice even. Barely.
You watched as the latch turned.
The door creaked open just enough for the servant to slip inside, skirts rustling as she dipped into a curtsy. She didn't speak again—just moved smoothly aside, holding the door open with a polished hand, her head bowed low in practiced etiquette.
And then—
Andreia entered.
Alone.
No guards. No attendants. No scent of rosewater perfume trailing behind silk-trimmed maids. Just her.
Her footsteps were soft against the polished stone—barely more than a whisper. She didn't wear her usual ornate cloak or heavy collar pins this time. Just a pale green dress, loose at the sleeves, tied gently at the waist with a ribbon that matched the thread at the hem. Simple. But still expensive.
Still royal.
Her hair wasn't pinned like usual either.
It fell in a thick braid down her back, red and shining. A few pieces had slipped loose near her temples, curling slightly from the salt in the air. You weren't sure if that had been on purpose.
She stepped in without a word at first, her posture straight but not stiff. You noticed how her hands stayed tucked in front of her, fingers interlaced loosely, like she wasn't sure what to do with them.
The sight of her—standing here, framed by the soft light of your room—made something bitter slide across your tongue. It tasted like cold metal. Like too-long silence.
But you smiled anyway.
The kind of smile that pulled against your cheeks, tight and too polite.
And then—your eyes caught on something else. Just beneath the flush of her lower lip, slightly off-center, there was a faint, healing cut.
You didn't know why, but it stuck with you.
You then dipped into a curtsy, low and proper, the motion slower than usual—your side still sore from moving too quickly.
"My lady," you said, careful. "How may I assist you?"
She didn't answer right away.
Instead, her eyes wandered.
She took in the space quietly—her gaze passing over the balcony, the soft linens, the little vase of lilies someone had refreshed just this morning. Her expression stayed flat. Blank. But not bored. Just... unreadable.
Then her eyes fell on Lady.
The beast who blinked up at her with a single twitch of her tail. Not bothered. Not impressed. Not moving.
Andreia's gaze lingered there a beat longer than everything else.
Just a beat.
Then she turned back to you, and smiled.
Soft.
Small.
The kind of smile that didn't reach all the way to her eyes—but tried.
"I hope I'm not intruding," she said, voice gentle. "I heard you were doing well."
You nodded once, not quite trusting your voice yet.
Andreia's smile held. Just barely.
She took another step forward—and the door shut behind her.
The soft click of her sandals against the floor felt too loud, echoing off the delicate walls of your new chambers. Her braid shifted slightly as she moved, the tail of it brushing against her shoulder in a way that was almost performative—effortless, graceful, like every movement had been practiced in a mirror a thousand times.
She stopped just short of the center of the room, her eyes drifting toward the arched window where the sunlight still spilled across the floor. Then, she looked to you. And smiled.
Suddenly, it felt like the room was holding its breath.
"It's good," she began softly, her voice a gentle hum, "that the palace feels light again. Warm. Merry." She turned slowly, her gaze passing over the tapestries, the bowl of figs on your table. "It's been so... dark. Since your... well—" she trailed off, her eyes sliding away, lips pursed as though the sentence had caught on something just behind her teeth.
You stood still near the door, the warmth that had settled in your chest earlier now ebbed away, replaced by something colder. Sharper.
Dark?
She meant your death. That strange, poetic pause? That vague, dainty tiptoe around the subject?
You knew what she was referring to.
But what really made your skin prickle wasn't the implication. It was the way she said it.
As if she were talking about the weather.
As if it hadn't been a blade to your ribs, your blood spilled across the alley stones, the gods torn from their thrones in grief.
Your knuckles pressed harder against the chair.
Because how dare she act like there wasn't history between you?
She had shattered your lyre. Not figuratively—physically.
Smashed it against her knee and left its pieces in the mud. She had humiliated you with false sweetness and cruel smiles. And now she wanted to stand here and smile like nothing had happened?
Your patience, already thin, frayed at the edges.
You felt the heat begin to rise in your chest—not anger exactly, but something adjacent. A mix of discomfort, disbelief, and that awful, familiar twist of having to smile through things that should've never happened in the first place.
You didn't want her here.
You didn't want her anywhere near your space.
And before you could catch yourself—before you could soften your tone or school your expression—you heard yourself ask it.
"Was that all you came to talk about, my lady?"
Your voice came out cooler than you'd intended. Still polite. But undeniably cold. Stiff.
Andreia blinked.
The soft gleam in her eyes faltered just slightly—just long enough to catch it. Like someone had tapped a mirror, and the perfect image of her cracked.
"I only mean," you added quickly, lifting your chin as you forced a half-smile onto your face, "I'd hate to linger on such dark things. After all, you said yourself—there's been enough gloom in these halls."
You kept your hands clasped gently before you, your back straight, your tone even. But your eyes didn't waver.
And neither did the heaviness hanging between you.
Andreia tilted her head—just a fraction. Her expression hadn't quite hardened, but something behind her eyes had gone... quieter.
And you could feel it.
The temperature shifting.
The mask slipping.
Just a little.
Andreia's smile to twitched as she gave a soft huff through her nose—part amusement, part something else you didn't want to name—and glanced away, adjusting the cuff of her sleeve like the topic had grown too unflattering to hold her interest for long.
"Mmm," she murmured, eyes sweeping lazily over your room again. "Well. At least they've handled the... situation. The one who hurt you." She tilted her chin slightly. "So terribly upsetting."
You blinked.
Your posture shifted, the words catching on your spine like a splinter.
"...What?" you asked, your voice quieter now. You weren't even sure you'd meant to speak.
Andreia turned back to you then, expression smooth as silk, like this was nothing more than polite gossip at tea.
"Oh," she said, blinking prettily as if she hadn't realized you wouldn't know. "Haven't you heard?"
She took a slow, measured step toward the center of the room, her hands folded neatly before her. "It was one of the suitors' kin. Antinous', I believe? Melanion from Dulichium. Not a soldier, just... bitter. Thought he could balance some scale, avenge some lost family honor." She shrugged. "A sad little thing."
Her tone made it sound like she was talking about a broken vase. A child who'd knocked over a tray of fruit.
"Unfortunate timing, of course," she added, idly flicking at a thread on her sleeve. "You happened to be alone. At night. Wandering. That part was unfortunate. Poorly timed."
Your throat went dry.
But she wasn't done.
"He's dead now," she said, like it was nothing. "I heard from one of the serving girls that they found him in the dungeons. Or what was left of him, I suppose." She smiled faintly. "Mangled, barely recognizable. How... thorough of them."
You stared at her.
Your heart didn't race. Your breath didn't stutter.
You just felt... nothing.
No cold. No shock. Not even relief.
Just a dull, steady beat behind your ribs. Something heavy. Solid.
"Good riddance," you muttered, the words sliding out like stones.
Andreia's brow lifted.
You didn't care.
You tilted your head slightly, tone even as you added, "Hopefully, the rest of my troubles follow him."
Lady, who'd been quiet up to this point, shifted.
A low growl rippled from her throat—soft, but unmistakable. —like thunder just before a storm. Her ears were flat, teeth just barely bared, hackles raised from tail to shoulders as she held her ground between you and Andreia.
Andreia froze for just a second. Her eyes flicked toward the Askálion, something faint flashing across her expression. Surprise? Discomfort?
You didn't move to stop Lady.
You didn't say a word.
You just watched.
Andreia caught the threat. Her eyes narrowed.
Not enough to break her poise—but enough to show she wasn't used to being challenged. Especially not by you—someone's whose status is lower than hers.
Her smile stiffened. The polite tilt of her mouth pulled a little too tight, her lashes lowering ever so slightly in disdain. She didn't move, but her posture shifted. Just enough that you noticed.
And you wondered—if Lady hadn't growled, would she have stepped closer?
Before either of you could say anything—before the heat in the room could grow sharp enough to cut through—
A soft, airy voice rang from the hall.
"Oh, dear, forgive me for not knocking! I just had to bring you over my extra weaving materials—"
The door cracked open with a gentle creak, and Penelope stepped inside, humming the tail end of a familiar lullaby under her breath.
She looked radiant, like always, draped in a warm bronze shawl, her hair pinned up with olive branch combs, a basket balanced in her arms. It was overstuffed—filled with wool and cotton.
But the moment she fully stepped into the room, her steps slowed.
The song died on her lips.
Her eyes flicked between you and Andreia—and then to Lady, still stiff and growling low beside your feet. The air, still heavy with something unsaid. Something sharp.
Penelope's smile faltered just slightly, her brow knitting. She blinked, adjusting the basket arms in her hands. "Am I... interrupting something?" she asked gently, her voice lined with a note of soft concern.
The moment cracked.
Andreia's smile returned with polished ease, sliding into place like it had never left. "Oh, not at all," she said, her tone bright and effortless. "We were just finishing up."
She turned back to you, brushing a strand of hair behind her ear with a dainty flick of her fingers. "I was just leaving," she added, her eyes gleaming—sharp and saccharine.
Then, without waiting for permission or response, she stepped forward, brushing lightly past Lady—who didn't budge an inch—and toward the door.
She paused beside Penelope only long enough to dip into a small, graceful curtsy. "Your Majesty."
Penelope nodded once, slowly, still watching her carefully.
And then Andreia swept out of the room, her gown whispering along the floor, her perfume trailing after her like smoke.
The door clicked softly shut behind her.
And still—you hadn't moved.
You just stood there, the air heavy in your lungs, heart thudding in that slow, stretched-out way it always did after a storm. Lady lowered her head, hackles still raised, but her growl faded into a low breath, her tail thumping once against your calf before she slunk closer, leaning her weight against your leg.
Penelope glanced toward the door Andreia had just left through, her brows pinched with something between confusion and concern.
Then she turned to you fully.
"Sweetheart?" she asked softly. "What's wrong?"
You didn't answer. Not right away.
You were still staring at the door. Still trying to settle the twist in your chest.
But then—without really meaning to—you blinked and asked, voice quieter than you intended,
"What happened to her lip?"
Penelope tilted her head. "Hm?"
"Lady Andreia," you clarified, turning your gaze to her finally. "Her mouth—there was a scab on the corner. An old wound."
Penelope blinked. Her eyes darted toward the door, then back to you. Her expression shifted ever so slightly, the lines around her mouth tightening.
"...Didn't you all get attacked in town?"
You snorted.
It wasn't a full laugh—just sharp air through your nose, bitter at the edges. You looked down briefly, shaking your head. "As far as I know, we didn't get attacked," you muttered. "Because her and her guard were gone. Vanished. One second they were there, the next—" You gestured vaguely. "Poof. Gone."
There was a pause.
Penelope didn't say anything for a moment. "I see," she said simply.
Her face darkened—just faintly. Like a curtain being drawn half-shut. Her mouth pressed into a thin line, her gaze turning thoughtful. But then, just as quickly, the shift disappeared. Smoothed over with practiced ease.
Then she perked up—clearly choosing to change the subject. Her hands moved to the small basket she had brought, her expression brightening like sunshine breaking through overcast.
"Well! I brought this up hoping you might want a bit of distraction," she said, lifting the cloth that covered the contents. "I've been sorting through my old sewing kits—and I thought we could go over the basics again together. It's been so long since we had the time, and now that you're closer—"
Her eyes gleamed with genuine excitement. "You're right around the corner, after all!"
She pulled out a small bundle of neatly folded linens, each one soft and faded at the corners with age. "We can start simple. I even found that practice sash you used to struggle with—the one that always bunched at the hem?" Her voice lifted in amusement.
You blinked at her.
Then—slowly—you let yourself exhale, some of the tension in your shoulders easing at the warmth in her tone.
It wasn't that you forgot what Andreia had said.
You hadn't.
Not even close.
But for now... it helped to have something else to focus on.
Something soft. Something familiar.
You stepped forward and reached for the first scrap of fabric.
It was soft. Faded peach with pale stitching along the edges—uneven, shaky little loops from a time when your hands didn't know how to guide a needle.
You recognized it instantly. The very first sash Penelope had ever taught you to hem. Back when you'd still stuttered over the difference between a running stitch and a backstitch.
You ran your fingers over it, surprised at how the memory struck like a song note you hadn't heard in years.
Penelope smiled when she saw the recognition on your face. "Thought you might remember it," she said gently, pulling out a tiny brass thimble and a fresh spool of thread.
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.✩.
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The rest of the day passed like that.
It wasn't rushed. It wasn't grand. But it was warm.
The two of you sat cross-legged on the rug by the window, the golden afternoon light casting soft shadows on your knees as she guided your hands once more.
The queen's voice was gentle as she corrected your grip, teased you when your fingers fumbled, praised you when you found a rhythm.
Even when your wrist cramped and the thread tangled, the frustration didn't stick. It melted beneath the quiet hums of Penelope's voice and the steady rhythm of her needle weaving in and out of linen.
Eventually, the light dimmed, casting the room in shades of rose and lavender. A servant was sent for a small meal, and dinner was brought to your chambers on silver trays: roasted lamb and soft cheeses, fruits sliced into perfect curls, honey-sweet bread still warm from the kitchens.
Penelope insisted on eating it cross-legged on the floor, just like you'd done when you were younger—when the servants weren't looking and propriety could take a moment to breathe.
You stayed like that until long after the plates had gone cold, the two of you sipping warm tea while Lady lay curled at the foot of your bed, her chest rising and falling in a slow, steady rhythm.
Just as the last traces of day faded to twilight, a servant appeared at the doorway, his voice low as he informed Penelope that Odysseus was asking for her company. It wasn't with urgency but rather a gentle summoning as night settled in, the king desiring the pleasant warmth of his wife's presence.
Penelope's response was a soft chuckle, her eyes lighting up in a way that reminded you of a young girl smitten in love. She rose gracefully, her movements fluid like the fading light. "He does like to have me by his side as the day ends," she said, voice threaded with affection.
Before she left, she leaned over and pressed a motherly kiss to your forehead, her touch as light as the linen you'd been stitching. "Sleep well, my dear," she whispered, the smile still playing on her lips. Then, with a gentle hand, she scratched Lady behind the ears, eliciting a contented sigh from the slumbering beast.
With a final glance filled with warmth and a whispered promise to return tomorrow, Penelope moved toward the door, her silhouette framed for a moment against the dim glow from the hallway. The door closed softly behind her, leaving a whisper of her floral scent lingering in the air.
After the queen's departure, the room felt significantly quieter, the soft rustle of her dress and the comforting cadence of her voice now absent.
You found yourself meandering over to the large chaise near the window, the fabric cool beneath your fingertips as you settled down.
Outside, the sky transitioned from the painted hues of sunset to the deep, velvet blue of twilight. One by one, stars began to pierce the darkening canopy, flickering into existence like distant lighthouses guiding weary sailors home.
Your thoughts drifted aimlessly, mingling with the slow dance of the heavens.
And then... they drifted to Andreia.
It wasn't intentional. But that quiet had a way of pulling buried things to the surface.
You thought back to Penelope's hesitation—the puzzled furrow of her brow when you asked what had happened that day. How her answers, while tender, felt rehearsed. Like she'd been told a version of events and forced to believe it. From her words alone, you pieced it together: Andreia must have lied. Claimed that you all were attacked. Ambushed.
You snorted, low and bitter, the sound barely audible over the whisper of the waves beyond the window. Your eyes stayed fixed on the sea—dark, endless, unforgiving.
Of course, you knew why she would fabricate such a tale—because the truth was far uglier than any polished lie. She lied to conceal her own cowardice, to hide the fact she left you behind. How spineless.
And when she'd returned without you, what choice did she have but to rewrite the ending any way she deemed fit?
Your hand curled over your abdomen, ghosting the place where pain once bloomed. The gods may have stitched your soul back together, but that didn't mean you were whole.
Because coming back from death wasn't some poetic rebirth. There were no angel choirs. No golden glow. Just silence. And a coldness that clung to your skin no matter how warm the tea was, no matter how softly Penelope smiled.
Some part of you was still in that alley.
Still bleeding.
Still waiting to be found.
And maybe... still alone.
But before that thought could root too deep, a soft knock came at the door.
It wasn't the kind a servant would give—sharp and practical.
No, this was softer. Hesitant.
But it cut clean through the silence all the same.
You blinked, turning toward the door..
The room was dark, lit only by the fire's flicker and a single oil lamp. Lady didn't stir—too deep in sleep, her tail twitching faintly.
Another knock followed.
And then, a familiar voice—barely audible through the wood. "...It's me..."
Telemachus.
Your whole body jolted.
A rush of warmth burst through your chest so sudden it made you dizzy. You all but scrambled from the edge of the chalise, nearly tripping over your discarded sash as you padded barefoot toward the door. Your heart raced, pounding so loud you swore he'd hear it before you even opened the latch.
You stopped just before the door.
Took a breath.
Another.
You pressed a hand flat against your chest—feeling the way it fluttered like a bird—and forced your fingers to still.
Then, finally, with hands trembling just a little... you opened the door.
And there he was.
Lit by the soft flicker of the torches in the hallway and the spill of moonlight slanting through the tall window behind him, Telemachus looked like something caught between a dream and memory.
The flamelight painted his shoulders in gold, soft shadows curling under his jaw, while the silver glow from the moon glinted along his hair, just enough to pick out the lighter strands curled behind his ear.
His tunic was loose—casual for once. Not formal wear. Not armor. Just soft, deep blue linen, the collar slightly rumpled like he'd run a hand through it on the way here. His cloak hung half-off one shoulder, and his hair was damp in that way that said he'd just bathed and hadn't bothered to comb it fully. And his eyes—
Gods, his eyes.
He was smiling, but not in the easy, confident way you'd seen before. No. This was small. Tucked at the corners of his mouth like he didn't want to seem too eager.
He cleared his throat gently. "Hey," he said.
Just that.
One word, soft and a little rough—like he was afraid if he spoke louder, the moment might scatter.
Your breath caught. You opened your mouth, but nothing came out at first.
So instead, you nodded—small, sheepish—and stepped quietly into the hallway, pulling the door shut behind you so it wouldn't wake Lady, who remained curled at the foot of your bed, blissfully unaware.
Your bare feet pressed against the cool tile of the corridor, and you folded your arms lightly in front of you, your night tunic brushing just past your knees. The torchlight danced along the edges of your silhouette as you turned to face him.
"I thought it was too late for visitors," you said gently, not teasing, just a quiet observation.
Telemachus' gaze softened. "Yeah," he said. "It is." He glanced away briefly, then looked back, rubbing the back of his neck, his fingers twitching. "I couldn't sleep." A pause. "Kept thinking about you."
Your stomach did something dangerous.
And all at once, the hall felt smaller. Quieter. As if the walls themselves leaned in to listen.
For a moment, neither of you spoke. You just stood there, facing each other in the flickering warmth of torchlight and the pale hush of moonshine. The silence wasn't tense—not exactly—but it held weight, stretched thin like the space between breath and heartbeat.
Then Telemachus' voice broke through, soft and careful. "Have you been well?" he asked, like the question had been sitting on his tongue for days. His brows tugged together faintly, eyes scanning your face as if searching for the truth behind the answer.
You hummed low, slow, tilting your head just a bit. "Sure."
But it came out too light, too breezy. And you saw it in his face—how he knew that wasn't the full truth.
You let the silence stretch again, and for a heartbeat, you almost let it go. Almost let that small ache in your chest stay buried, ignored, passed off as nothing.
But you didn't.
Your eyes flicked up to meet his, and something sly slid into your voice as you tipped your head the other way.
"I was visited by everyone, you know," you said softly, a trace of a smile ghosting your lips. "The king, the queen. Kieran, Lysandra, Callias. Even Asta. Twice."
Telemachus'expression fluttered—just the faintest twitch, like a thread had been tugged inside him. His mouth parted like he was going to respond, but you didn't let him.
You stepped forward, just a little.
Close enough to see the way the shadows curled beneath his lashes. Close enough that you could feel the warmth of him now, all wrapped in quiet, soft breath and starlit quiet.
You pouted, just the slightest pull of your lips. "Did you not want to see me?"
His face turned scarlet almost instantly.
Like something lit beneath his skin.
Telemachus' lips dropped open, his breath catching as if he'd forgotten how to speak. He blinked at you, stunned, like your question had knocked the air out of his lungs—and for a moment, he just stood there, frozen in place, eyes wide.
Then he stumbled forward a step, voice bursting out in a frantic rush. "Of course not—no! I mean—of course I wanted to—gods—"
He exhaled sharply, dragging a hand over his face and turning slightly to the side, clearly trying to gather himself. His fingers curled against his belt like he didn't know what else to do with them. "I just..." he mumbled, voice suddenly quieter, "I couldn't get the courage. After... after kissing you."
You blinked.
"That's it?" you asked, incredulous—and then the laugh slipped out of you before you could stop it. It was light and warm and teasing. "Oh, Telemachus..."
He flinched a little at your laugh—not wounded, just bashful—but didn't interrupt.
"It was hardly a kiss," you said, tilting your head with a coy smile. "You only kissed the corner of my mouth."
His face scrunched instantly, mouth parting like he wanted to defend himself. "It still counts," he muttered stubbornly, glaring at the floor.
"Mm," you hummed, stepping a little closer, the torchlight behind you making your silhouette flicker on the wall beside his. "I'm sure it does."
Then your voice dropped, playful, wickedly soft. "Though... I might've forgotten. Maybe you should remind me?"
That did it.
Telemachus' entire body tensed. His ears turned bright red, eyes darting up to meet yours before darting away just as fast. He shook his head like he couldn't believe you, like he didn't trust himself to answer.
"You've gotten bold," he muttered under his breath, his voice shaky but filled with something warmer—something softer, too.
You just smiled.
Because he didn't say no.
You tilted your head, smiling just a little too sweetly. "Is that bad?"
Telemachus gave a quiet scoff, looking away—though his cheeks were still burning. "It's not bad," he muttered, voice a touch too tight to be casual. "Just... new."
"Mhm," you hummed, stepping closer. "You seem awfully red for something that's not bad."
His eyes flicked back to yours, narrowed just enough to be annoyed, but the faint tremble in his breath betrayed him. He tried to fold his arms, only to realize his hands were still fidgeting at his sides. He stopped, stiffened. "You're doing this on purpose."
"Doing what?" you asked innocently, swaying just a little closer—barely a step, barely a breath.
Internally, your nerves fluttered like wings, but gods, the thrill of it... You didn't realize how much you liked seeing him like this—flustered and blushing, the usually collected prince unraveling like a spool of thread every time you teased.
Telemachus backed up instinctively, his shoulder blades bumping against the wall opposite your door. The torches cast a soft halo around him, shadows dancing over the lines of his face—over the curve of his throat, the tight set of his jaw.
You followed him slowly, your steps light, deliberate.
And then you were there.
So close, your breath ghosted over his cheek.
So close, you could see the way his pupils had blown wide in the low light, nearly swallowing the hazel ring of his irises.
His hands hovered at his sides like he wasn't sure if he should touch you or stay completely still. Your fingers brushed the wall beside his hip as you leaned in just enough, your lips only a breath away from his.
You could feel the heat radiating off him.
Could see how hard he was trying to keep his gaze locked on yours, not your lips. He was losing that battle.
"I'm just trying to remember," you whispered, voice soft—slow—your mouth nearly brushing his as you spoke. "Was it something like this?"
He swallowed thickly.
Didn't move.
Didn't breathe.
And neither did you.
Not until his hand moved.
Not until his fingers lifted—slowly, deliberately—to brush a knuckle just beneath your jaw.
The touch was featherlight, like he wasn't sure you were real. But when you didn't flinch, did''t move, he leaned in closer. His palm cupped your cheek, thumb tracing lightly—so lightly—across the curve of your scar.
Your breath hitched.
Your eyes widened just slightly.
And instead of stammering like you expected him to—blushing, fumbling—Telemachus lowered his voice, let it roll like smoke across your skin.
"Is this what you wanted?" he murmured, his thumb still trailing the line of your lip. "To see if the boy who kissed you would do it again? Or were you hoping he'd beg for it this time?"
Your heart practically dropped into your stomach.
What?
You blinked, your lips parting, but no words came. Your throat went dry. Heat rushed to your cheeks—not a flirty flutter this time, but real, raw, caught-off-guard embarrassment.
You stepped back on instinct.
Just a single step. Barely a full stride.
But he followed.
Didn't even hesitate.
His expression had shifted into something smug—something quiet and sharp. Like he'd waited for the right moment to bite, and now that he had, he was enjoying it.
The corner of his mouth quirked up. "What's wrong?" he asked, his voice dipped in soft amusement. "Didn't expect me to flirt back?"
You opened your mouth to answer. Closed it. Then opened it again.
But no sound came out.
Because you were pressed against the door—your back flat to the wood, your chest rising too fast, too tight—and Telemachus stood mere inches away.
Your eyes were wide. Too wide. Your lips parted, but all you could do was breathe.
And think. Think too much.
Because your heart was racing—pounding so fast it made your hands tremble at your sides. Your thoughts scrambled in your skull like birds startled into flight.
He was too close.
Not much. Just enough. Enough for your bodies to nearly touch. Enough for you to feel the heat of him, the way it rolled off his chest in waves. The way his presence folded around you like a cloak.
Telemachus chuckled low under his breath—and gods—
You felt it.
The sound curled through your ribs like smoke, heavy and warm and dangerous. It wrapped around your spine, settled in the pit of your stomach like a spark waiting to catch flame. Your knees nearly buckled.
He leaned in, slow.
And when he spoke—his voice was low, too low, like a secret he meant for you to keep. His mouth hovered so close that your noses nearly brushed, and the ghost of his lips dragged along yours as he whispered. "What happened?"
That was all. Just that.
But the sound of it—gods, the feel of it—made your breath stutter in your throat. His lips brushed yours again as he said it, barely touching, just enough to feel like a promise.
Or a warning.
And you didn't move.
Not because you couldn't.
But because you didn't want to.
Not when he was looking at you like that—like he saw through every wall you'd ever built. Like he liked what he saw.
Telemachus tilted his head, feigning a pout. "Still not answering me?" he whispered, voice teasing, like silk caught on skin. "You seemed so bold a moment ago..."
And then his hand—gods—his hand slipped upward.
Fingers warm as they cupped your cheek, trailing along the edge of your jaw with a touch that was maddeningly careful. Then down—slowly, achingly—over the column of your throat, until his palm rested lightly at the base of your neck.
Not gripping. Just there. A gentle weight that stole the air from your lungs.
His thumb brushed beneath your ear, soft. Tender. Dangerous. His smirk deepened.
You still hadn't answered. Not with words. Just wide eyes and a breath stuck behind your ribs.
And he knew it.
The corner of his mouth curled, smug. "That's what I thought," he murmured.
You sucked in a sharp gasp—and that broke it.
Your fingers scrambled behind you, fumbling until they found the cool brass of your door handle. You gripped it like a lifeline.
"I—I should go—goodnight," you blurted in one breath, nearly squeaking.
Then you shoved the door open.
Too fast.
You stumbled backward with a tiny yelp, landing flat on your back across the edge of your rug. From the floor, you saw his face again—startled, concerned, guilty.
"Wait—are you okay—?"
But you popped up like you were spring-loaded, flailing slightly as you scrambled upright, face burning. "I'm fine—fine! Goodnight!"
And slammed the door shut.
You leaned against it immediately, chest heaving, your hands trembling as they pressed to the wood.
Through it, you heard his low laugh—soft and breathless. "...Goodnight, then."
His footsteps padded away, slowly. You waited until they faded.
Then sagged fully against the door with a choked, whispered gasp.
"Gods."
Your hands clutched at your face as you slid to the floor, grinning like a fool.
Your heart was still racing.
And you hoped it never stopped.
also i've been blessed with more fanart, hehehe ❤️❤️❤️ but before you all continue, i have an announcemtn, after a few lines dashes beneath my regualr fanart submission, i have been sent some nsfw stuff that i'm estatic to share (so plz if you don't want to see it, thats fine, jus scroll along while the rest of us go wild for some drawn tits/pecs 😩❤️) (email: [email protected] | tumblr: winaxity-ii)
from iconic-idiot-con
OHHHHHHHH MY GODDDD???? I swear I get nothing but gems from you... Not only did you give me a Hades with sad poet hair and those blue eyes like he's been silently grieving for centuries—but then you hit me with Persephone LOOKING LIKE SUNSHINE?? Soft, warm, glowing-from-the-inside-out divine wife energy??? I'm losing it. I'm actually LOSING it. 😭✨ The laurel tucked in Hades' hair??? The crown detail in hers??? This is peak duality. You understood the assignment AND THEN SOME. This is the Godly Things power couple if I've ever seen one—him brooding in the corner with a wine goblet, her lighting up the whole throne room and handing out fruit like a menace. I am OBSESSED. Like genuinely I wanna frame this and hang it above the Underworld's fireplace. THANK YOUUU 💀🌸💘
NOOOOOOO BECAUSE I'M ACTUALLY WEEPING. WEEPING. 😭🔥The lighting??? The DRAMA??? Hermes standing there, golden and furious, spitting those lines with his whole chest??? "SHE IS TO ME WHAT PERSEPHONE IS TO YOU!"—are you trying to kill me??? Because congratulations. I'm dead. Buried. Deceased. Hades turning away all stone-faced while Persephone is like 😳??? The range of emotions?? You gave me storyboard-level intensity in one image and I'm eating it up like a full course meal. The fact that Hermes looks both absolutely heartbroken and ready to start a war?? The way you captured his righteous fury?? This is cinema. This is peak divine pettiness meets romantic desperation and I LOVE IT HERE. 💔💘 You are not just drawing fanart—you are delivering scenes that deserve orchestral backing. Please never stop. PLEASE. ❤️❤️😩
from Kath_Realm21
Ohhh my hearttt 😭💖 The tears. The expression. The weight in her eyes—you captured that silent strength so beautifully. MC's not just surviving—she's enduring. And the way her cloak drapes like it's been through battle and grief and still somehow holds its shape?? QUEEN BEHAVIOR. And that little message beside her?? "She is a queen, and so are you author"—you did not have to make me cry like this before noon!!! 😭😭 The way this sketch feels both soft and powerful, like a quiet moment after the storm, like MC's finally standing tall after being dragged through Tartarus and back... I just... thank you. Thank you so much. This means the world. 👑🖤🕊️
OH MY GODDDD THIS IS—THIS IS TOO MUCH 😭💘First of all—the standoff sketch?? The profile view??? That's not a drawing, that's a duel of souls. The way MC's still got that soft frown, and Telemachus is looking at her like she's his whole damn world... I can HEAR the silence between them. It's so loud. AND THEN THE SECOND ONE—THE WAY THEY'RE LEANING IN??? The hand on the waist, the noses almost touching, the tension practically leaking off the page like fog??? LIKE KISSSSSS!!!! "They're basically Ody & Penelope 2.0"—NO because YOU UNDERSTOOD THE ASSIGNMENT. That's actually canon now, thank you. I'm citing you. These are so tender and emotional and UGH just perfectly them. Thank you so much—this honestly made my entire day 🥹🔥🖤
from BUNI
SCREEEAAAMINGGGG. This. This is ART. This is a VISUAL SYMPHONY. You drew the entire cast and somehow managed to give each one their exact vibe like you've been living in my Google Docs 😭🖤 Hermes with that smug lil "I know I’m hot and I will steal your heart (and wallet)" grin?? CHECK. Apollo looking like a tragic theater major who writes poetry on silk?? CHECK. MC in the middle, glowing like the emotional backbone she is??? GODDESS. Andreia's jawline alone could cut a man—and probably has. CLEO?? Cleo's tired, judgmental, morally gray stare??? Flawless. And Telemachus??? My sweet, sad boy looking like he just finished crying over you and then turned around to chop someone in half in your honor??? Canon. This whole piece is SOOOO well-done I feel like you've assembled the cast of a high-budget TV adaptation of Godly Things and I'm just sitting in the front row sobbing. Thank you for sharing this, Buni—your talent is unreal, and I'm so honored to see the world through your hands 💘👑🎭
from wishesonstars39781
OH YOU DID NOT—YOU GAVE HER A HALO??? 😭💀This is so unseriously Andreia-coded I can't stop laughing. She looks like she just said, "I only want peace and love 🥺" right after shattering someone's emotional support lyre and framing it as their fault. The curls?? The softness?? The fake princess grace??? YOU GET HER. She looks like she’s about to say, "Who, me?" right after orchestrating an entire manipulation arc behind the scenes. This is that Brontë Brat™ energy in full Renaissance portrait mode. I'm OBSESSED. You captured her so beautifully I'm side-eyeing her through my screen. Thank you for this. I will cherish her smug little Mona Lisa smile forever 😌🖼️✨
I AM... SCREAMING INTO THE VOID. 😭💘 YOU DIDN'T JUST DRAW TELEMACHUS. YOU STUDIED HIM. You unlocked his soul like a character sheet and gave us all his phases—soft, lovesick, deadly, awkward, war-torn, owl dad, garden boy, "will you accept my favor?" poetic fool energy. He is fully documented. And that one with the laurel crown and bashful eyes??? I’m biting my fist like a regency maiden. Lemme take a step back for I fall in love w/ him... i gotta be fair to the other love interest but this is making it so hard 😭😭 ACKKKK--THE ONE WITH THE SPEAR DIVIDING "LITTLE WOLF" AND "WARRIOR" TELE????? That's not a sketch. That's cinema. Also: TELEMACHUS AND THE DOG?? HELLO?? That's it. That's the series. Cancel the rest. He wins. Thank you for loving him so much. You captured every flavor of his heartbreak and growth. These pages feel like a shrine and I am a willing worshiper. 💘🗡️🐺
from gab137507
Oh. Oh this one hurts. 🥀🩸 "You help everyone, but who helps you?"—like WHY would you stab me in the soul like that?? The broken symmetry on her face, the cracked lines, the bleeding ink, the quiet devastation in her eyes?? It's haunting. It's beautifully haunting. This captures that exact post-Ch.38 numbness, like when the adrenaline fades and all that's left is you... and the pieces. Not just physically broken, but emotionally worn down, drained, like MC's finally realizing no one is coming to save her. That kind of sadness? You nailed it. This is more than fanart—it's like a visual echo of every moment she held herself together for someone else. Thank you for drawing this and for reminding me why her journey hits so damn hard. I'm gonna be thinking about this one for a long time. 🖤💔
OH THIS??? THIS IS DIVINE. 🔥👑 The poise. The power. The absolute command in her stance—like she just walked out of Olympus and said, "I'm not asking, I'm declaring." Even in sketch form she radiates presence—untouchable, unknowable, but undeniably hers. And the blank, focused expression?? As if she's already seen the future and knows exactly who'll bow next. A goddess not by blood, but by force of will. This is the MC who rises from trauma not just whole—but holy. Thank you for drawing her like this. I feel blessed. 💥🔥🖤
from anon0219
Oh my gods... this gave me chills. The darkness swallowing the space, the faint torchlight bleeding into the stone, and those red stains—just visible enough to haunt you. You didn't even show a body, and yet it's somehow more devastating. The silence, the emptiness, the memory that lingers. It's like the walls remember. Like this is exactly what I was picturing in my mind while writing! And the fact that you took inspiration from Socrates' prison?? That makes this hit even harder. The weight of history, death, and reflection—all of it is captured here. I'm genuinely moved. Thank you for trusting me with this and for saying what you said at the end. It really means more than you know. I promise I'm still writing—and I'll carry this with me as I do.🕯️
from Acheron
not really fanart but the meme was funny lolol
now on to the nsfw... I REFUSE NOTHING BUT PRAISE FOR THESE 😤😤 tr
from iconic-idiot-con
OH.😳🔥You didn't just draw Telemachus down tremendously—you rendered his entire dreamscape like we cracked open his skull and found the holy grail of feral boy fantasy. "Let me get a taste of you"??? "Such a good boy"??? MA'AM. THE WAY I CHOKED. The line delivery. The body language. The dream panel at the bottom where he's LITERALLY JUST SUFFERING IN BED?? Staring into the abyss with a face like 😩 while mentally being dragged across Olympus by MC's thighs—I'm—😭 You captured so much thirst, yearning, and chaotic sleep-deprived masculinity in one sheet I think Telemachus himself would spontaneously combust if he saw it. Which. Honestly. Canon behavior.
OH MY GODDDD HERMES TOO??? 😭 This is so him. Dreaming like he's in a tsundere anime, all cool and unbothered in one panel and then immediately blushing in the next like "wait... oh no she's hot." The way you drew MC saying "Stop being mean and kiss me already" with actual romcom protagonist energy??? AND THAT LIL HERMES IN THE NIGHTCAP??? I'M WHEEZING. He looks like he just woke up in a sweat clutching his sheets whispering, "she told me to kiss her" while staring at the ceiling like it holds the answers. Sir, please. Control your subconscious. You're making it way too obvious. 💀 I cannot believe you're out here animating everyone's horny midnight visions like a divine therapist with a sketchpad. THANK YOU FOR THIS. I'm putting it right next to Telemachus' delusions and calling it the Pantheon's Official Dream Journal™ 😭💘✨
OH MY GOD. NO BECAUSE—THE "PREPARE MY LADY'S SEAT" LINE??? I'm actually howling. This man put on a SKINCARE HEADBAND just to get ready to EAT. 😭💀 The sheer whiplash from the flirty smugness to that last panel??? "broke his neck"???? "STFU!! just heal yourself!!"?!?!?! I've never seen divine foreplay turn into divine post-meal combat so fast. This is PEAK Godly Things energy. The accuracy. The range. The chaos. You get them in ways I didn't even know I wrote them. This whole comic is giving "oral fixation meets Olympian drama," and I want it engraved on my tombstone. The little pillow toss??? The smug look??? I am OBSESSED. 🙏🔥🩷 Thank you again for feeding me. This is art. This is sacred. This is WAR.
Like iconic-idiot-con i don't think you understand how much i love these 😩😩 thank you so much for trusting to send these! ❤️❤️❤️🥀i love me some c*ck/boobs as the next single person with delusional daydreams (#physicallyvirginmentallyslut)
Notes:
A/N : kay, i'm back from break! (ngl came back sooner cuz i been binging 'WARRIOR', and also missed updating) first off—thank you all so much for being so understanding. 💕 i really do appreciate everyone who took the time to clarify, apologize, or even just say they got where i was coming from (even though, like i said before, you didn't have to). my last message wasn't directed at everyone—it was more so aimed at a few folks whose comments gave off a lil' too much passive-aggression (which i made sure to delete cuz who tf???) and only left up those cuz once again, opionions are opinions. like, i love me some discussion. y'all know i live for good commentary and unpacking character moments. but when it comes from a place of telling me i'm doing too much/being cruel/writing violence, when the story's been telling you from jump that this world is not soft-core fluff, it kinda just... rubs me the wrong way. not every part of this story is gonna be palatable. and that's the point. (lol not me sounding like a parrot at this point) but again—i still genuinely appreciate all your thoughts. truly. 🖤 and i promise, not every piece i write will be this heavy or emotionally intense. but in this story, after spending so long crafting who these characters are—how the mc sees them, how we as readers see them—i just couldn't bring myself to skip over their vengeance with a quick summary or brush-past scene. that would've felt like cheating the entire emotional build. so yeah! i'm back. recharged. still loving these chaotic gods and messy mortals with my whole heart. now let's get into it 😌 alsooo, what did y'all think of the newest update?? 👀 i've been a little excited lowkey testing out how mc's trauma is starting to shape her—like how it's subtly shifting her persona. i tried to make it a slow burn, showing that change without hitting y'all over the head with it. we've seen her kinda sheltered, soft, almost halo-level perfect for a while now... and yeah, i couldn't help myself. had to sprinkle in a lil' edge. a lil' darkness. a lil' flirting. 😌 kay byeeee~ 😭🖤 ps. WAIT Y"ALL WHY ARE THERE COMMENTS THINKING ANDRIEA IS DEAD??? OMGGMMG maybe thats on me for wording it poorly, shes not dead i just meant ppl were wishing for her death to happen 😭😭
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Chapter 60: 43.5 ┃ 𝐃𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒: 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐒𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐁𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐒𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐤𝐞
Summary:
𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: here's a bit of extra scenes/plot to ch.43 ┃ 𝐢𝐟 𝐢𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐬, 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐭; lolo i had to update this part it's criminal not to! kay about to go sleep (*read stay up and binge derry girls*)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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Telemachus didn't realize he was smiling until the cool air of the corridor hit his face.
He exhaled, long and slow, his back resting briefly against the wall outside your room. A shaky breath followed.
His heart was still fluttering—uneven and distracted—and his ears were tinged with warmth. It was almost funny, how rattled he was, how giddy. He looked dazed, not from battle or bloodshed, but from the way your voice had softened when you spoke, the way your fingers had curled at your sides as you flustered yourself into silence.
You'd been the one who'd started it—teasing, flirtatious, sharper than he'd expected—but the second he gave it back, just a little, you were done for. He couldn't help but laugh under his breath, the sound low and light.
Gods, you're ridiculous. Sweet, though. Sweet in a way that crept under his skin and nestled there, snug and stubborn.
And he hoped it never stopped.
He peeled himself away from the wall, running a hand through his hair as he walked toward his chambers, still caught in that quiet haze. He was already imagining what might happen next—if you'd look at him the same way during dinner, if you'd fluster again, if—
"Prince Telemachus!"
The voice snapped the moment like glass.
He turned, startled, and found a servant rushing toward him, panting, his tunic half-untucked and face flushed from exertion.
"Your father and mother—they've summoned you. Both of them. They're in the study."
The soft hum inside him shifted immediately.
He nodded once, sharply. "Understood."
There was no need for further questions, but still—both of them, at this hour? Something was off.
As he followed the servant through the twisting halls, his earlier lightness began to fade, piece by piece.
That sweet, dizzy warmth that had wrapped around him like a second skin began to peel back, replaced by the slow click of instinct setting in. The weight of his station, his name, his blood—it all resurfaced with every step.
The soft promise of earlier—the brush of your voice, the weight of his name on your mouth—lingered still, like perfume on his collar.
But as the door to the royal study drew near, so too did reality, cold and waiting.
Telemachus paused just outside it, his fingers grazing the carved edge of the doorframe. The warmth from before—your soft giggles, the heat of your breath against his mouth, the quiet tremble of your shoulders when he leaned too close—hadn't left his chest yet. It still lingered in his bones, stubborn and golden, like sun caught behind the ribs.
He didn't want to let it go.
But the moment the heavy doors creaked open, the shift was immediate.
The air in the study felt different—tight. Tense. Not angry, not heavy with punishment... just still. Expectant.
The lamps had been dimmed save for the one on Penelope's side of the desk, casting a long glow over her embroidery and the stack of unopened letters beside her.
Odysseus stood by the hearth, arms folded, eyes trained on the fire—but his shoulders were too stiff for it to be casual.
Penelope sat upright, her back straight and her hands resting neatly in her lap. Her gaze followed him the moment he entered.
Telemachus swallowed thickly.
He stepped forward without being asked, pulling out the same chair he always used for formal discussions. The scrape of it across the stone felt louder than it should've. He eased down into the seat, eyes flicking between them.
Whatever this was, it wasn't casual.
"You called for me?" he asked, voice steady. Almost.
Odysseus turned first. His tone was calm, but it had that slow edge to it—the one that usually meant he was building toward something. "Have you learned anything from her lately?"
Telemachus blinked. "From...?"
"____," Odysseus clarified, glancing now toward his wife.
Telemachus sat up straighter. "No? I mean, not really. Why would you assume I did?"
"Because," Penelope cut in smoothly, one brow arched, "as if you have the restraint not to see her."
Her voice was teasing, light in a way that only mothers could pull off while still being deeply exasperated. The tension cracked, just slightly, enough for the air to breathe again.
"I—what? I haven't—That's not—I was in my room," Telemachus stammered, heat climbing up the back of his neck. Then, realizing how weak the defense sounded, he slumped slightly. "...Alright. I saw her. Once. Briefly."
Penelope hummed knowingly, reaching for the embroidery hoop beside her. She didn't even lift her gaze. "Mm. Briefly."
Odysseus didn't smile, but the tightness in his brow relaxed, just a little.
Telemachus sighed and leaned forward, resting his forearms on his knees. "Why? What's this about?"
The question hung there—genuine, confused. Whatever haze had wrapped itself around him moments before was slipping away fast. The way they were both looking at him now... it wasn't teasing anymore.
Something had shifted again.
And he could feel it.
Penelope's hands stilled on the thread. Odysseus turned fully toward him, expression shadowed by the firelight.
But it wasn't Odysseus who spoke.
It was Penelope.
"She told me what happened," she said softly—though her voice was anything but gentle. "About that day. About the alley. About how she was alone."
Telemachus stiffened.
His mother didn't raise her eyes immediately. She simply reached forward and picked up the small bowl of thread at her side—then set it back down again. Slowly. Carefully. Like she needed something to do with her hands to keep from shaking.
"Lady Andreia left her," she said. "Left her alone. Sent her back for a brooch. In the middle of a street she didn't recognize. In a district she hadn't walked in since childhood."
Now she looked up.
And her eyes were cold.
Not hurt.
Not scared.
Cold.
"I should've known," Penelope whispered. "I should've known something was wrong the moment that girl walked in here with a split lip and a story too clean. A little cut and some crocodile tears. And all this time, we were the ones comforting her. Opening our halls. Letting her mourn in peace."
Her voice sharpened, each word cutting through the air like broken glass.
"She wore my linens. Sat at my table. Took your hand, Telemachus, and paraded through our streets as if she belonged here—while the girl this kingdom chose bled alone in the dirt."
Odysseus moved then.
He didn't speak—only crossed the room and gently placed his hand on her shoulder.
Penelope froze for a moment... then closed her eyes and let out a long, shuddering breath. She tilted slightly into his touch, just enough for the tension in her shoulders to soften. Her voice, when it returned, was quieter. Apologetic.
"I'm... I'm sorry," she murmurs. "I didn't mean to lose my temper."
But Telemachus was already standing.
"No," he said, his voice a low hiss. "Don't apologize."
His fists clenched at his sides, trembling.
"I knew she had something to do with it," he snapped, pacing once across the room like the motion might burn off the fury curling tight in his gut. "I knew something was off—she's always smiling when she shouldn't be, always watching her like she's prey. And now—"
"Telemachus," Odysseus said calmly. "Listen to me."
"No!" he growled, spinning toward them. "If she hadn't left—if she hadn't wandered off or pretended to forget that brooch—then ____ wouldn't have been alone! She wouldn't have—"
His voice cracked. Just slightly.
Odysseus held his ground, voice steady. "I understand how you feel. I do. But going in headfirst won't fix this."
"Then what will?" Telemachus snapped, his eyes burning. "Tell me, father. Because I've been patient. I've been diplomatic. I've watched that girl slink around this palace like it's hers, all while acting like she didn't send the person I love straight into a knife."
His voice dropped to a whisper. Raw. Ragged.
"____ died."
The silence that followed was thick. Hot. Charged.
Penelope's eyes glistened in the firelight, her fingers twisting tightly around the edge of her shawl. She stared at the flames for a long moment before finally speaking, her voice low but steady.
"It's getting... concerning," she said. "The way Andreia looks at her. It's not just ambition anymore. It's... envy."
Telemachus' jaw tightened.
"Then she shouldn't be here," he said coldly. "She's overstayed her welcome."
Penelope looked up.
Telemachus didn't falter.
"They've already collected Andros. Had his body blessed and sent back home with a whole Brontean escort. She's done what she came here to do." He crossed his arms, his voice growing sharp with each word. "So let her go. Let her lie to her parents if she wants—I don't care. She can spin whatever story she wants about her stay. But I want her gone."
The room went quiet.
Even the fire in the hearth seemed to still.
Across from him, Odysseus stood tall, his shoulders squared, face unreadable in the flickering light. His expression smoothed into something calm, but far too serious.
"You're upset right now," the king said plainly. "And rightly so. But go clear your head. When you're ready to talk about actual strategies—ones that won't cause a political wildfire—you come back here."
Telemachus opened his mouth to argue, but Odysseus raised a hand.
"You want her gone? Good. So do I. But if we do it the wrong way, we make enemies. And that means you don't get to protect the girl you love." His voice lowered. "Think like a king, not a boy in love. Don't give her more weapons, my son. Not until you have enough armor."
A pause.
"And as for her guard..." His gaze darkened just slightly. "Clearly, someone lied. And it led to our Liaison being left alone in a vulnerable alley. You can have him questioned—thoroughly. If he broke protocol... deliver the punishment."
Telemachus didn't speak.
His face twitched once, something bitter moving across it, before he rolled his eyes with a scoff.
"Fine," he muttered, his voice low and clipped.
He turned sharply on his heel, the folds of his tunic brushing past the edge of a chair as he left the study. The door swung closed behind him, not quite a slam—but not gentle either.
The silence returned.
Penelope stared at the closed door for a moment longer, lips pressed into a thin line.
"...He's right, Ody..." she whispered. "Andreia can't stay here much longer. It's not safe. Not for ____."
Odysseus sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose.
"I know," he said. "But one of us has to stay level-headed."
He looked toward the fire again.
"And I suppose that means me."
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Time had slipped.
The torches lining the lower halls burned low now, their flames sputtering against the cool stone as if exhausted from watching.
Telemachus stepped out of the dungeon with a slow, deliberate breath, his bloodied knuckles wrapped in a spare strip of linen—one offered wordlessly by the trembling servant trailing behind him.
He didn't speak. Didn't need to.
The silence said enough.
His body still buzzed faintly with the aftermath of fury—residual sparks twitching in his fingers, buried in the curve of his spine—but the storm had passed. Mostly. What remained wasn't rage. It was a low, simmering weight, pulsing somewhere behind his ribs.
It wasn't satisfying.
Not really.
But it had quieted something in him.
His boots echoed across the stone with each step, the rhythm steady, practiced. Not like before—when he stormed through the palace like something wild. Now he walked like a prince again. Composed. Contained.
Almost.
He lifted his hand briefly, examining the cloth wrapped tightly around his fingers. Beneath it, his knuckles throbbed. He'd split the skin again. Maybe worse. He hadn't checked. Not when each swing felt like proof that someone—anyone—was finally being held responsible.
The guard hadn't cried out. Not much, anyway.
But he had confessed.
Eventually.
"You knew she was alone," Telemachus had hissed between blows, his voice hoarse from hours of silence. "You knew she left. You were her protection."
The guard, beaten, gasping, bruises already blooming purple across his cheek, had finally cracked. Shaky words had spilled from his lips in pieces, coughed up between swollen breaths.
He had known.
You were told to fetch the brooch Andreia left behind.
And the moment you were out of sight—the moment you rounded that corner—Andreia had turned to him and waved him off.
"Let's not wait," she'd said. "She'll catch up."
A direct order.
And so, the guard left.
Abandoned his post. Left you alone.
That detail—that part—had been the breaking point.
Because in Telemachus' eyes, that wasn't just a mistake.
It was complicity.
"You could've stopped her," Telemachus growled after the third punch. "You could've refused. You were the sword at her back. And instead, you chose comfort. You chose obedience."
The guard didn't argue. Didn't try.
He just wept—quiet and broken.
And Telemachus had walked away after that.
Not satisfied.
But... less empty.
Now, as he emerged into the main corridor, the shadows peeled away from him in slow, reluctant folds.
The servant at his back swallowed nervously, still keeping his distance. He didn't dare speak. Not with the way the prince's shoulders moved—rigid but calm. The kind of calm that meant danger hadn't vanished... only settled.
Telemachus paused briefly at a basin near one of the side corridors. He dipped his hands into the cool water, wincing slightly as the sting hit the torn flesh. Blood clouded the bowl quickly, curling in lazy spirals beneath the surface.
He watched it disappear, the red fading into pale pink.
Gone.
Like it had never been there at all.
"She could've died," he whispered to himself. Not for the first time.
His jaw clenched.
"She did die."
And the gods brought her back.
But that didn't erase what had been taken. It didn't uncarve the scar on your lip. Didn't undo the silence in your eyes. Didn't change the fact that you'd bled, alone and afraid, in an alley where no one came.
Because someone didn't stay.
Because someone lied.
Telemachus exhaled through his nose, blinking water from his lashes. His reflection stared back at him from the rippling bowl—eyes sunken, cheekbone bruised from the dungeon's edge, lips tight.
"She deserved better," he said quietly.
He didn't mean the guard.
He meant all of it.
And he meant to make sure it didn't happen again.
With one last pass of his bloodstained hand across his mouth, Telemachus turned away from the basin.
He had more than bruises to answer for.
He had decisions to make.
And the Bronte princess?
She wasn't going to like them.
Telemachus rounded the corner with the slow, deliberate gait of someone who'd spent the last hour cracking bone and swallowing fury like seawater. His hands stung with every twitch, and his shoulder ached from where he'd braced against the dungeon wall. But he didn't stop.
Not until a voice—small, hesitant—sputtered behind him.
"P-Prince Telemachus?"
He paused mid-step. His shoulders tensed, brow twitching just slightly as he turned halfway. "Speak up."
The servant who had followed him—barely more than a boy, all wiry limbs and wide-set shoulders—straightened like a startled deer.
He looked like he'd been working since before dawn, his tunic wrinkled, collar damp with sweat. His skin was a deep umber-brown, sun-warmed and smooth, and his honey-brown eyes flicked up nervously beneath the thick lashes that shadowed them.
Telemachus blinked in recognition. "You're Nurse Eurycleia's new help, aren't you?"
The boy flinched, then nodded quickly, clearly both flattered and terrified to be known. "Yes, Your Highness. M-My name's Theron."
"Theron," Telemachus repeated, rolling the name over his tongue. He nodded, jaw relaxing slightly. "Alright. Go on."
Theron swallowed hard, then cleared his throat again, squaring his shoulders. "I—I only meant to say... forgive the interruption, my prince, I didn't mean to intrude during your visit to the cells, I know you were very busy, but I was sent by the physicians to—"
"Theron," Telemachus interrupted gently. His tone was patient, amused now, the sharpness in him softening. "Just speak. I don't bite."
The boy flushed and nodded quickly. "They—they just wanted to update you on her condition. The Divine Liaison. They said she's doing... very well, actually." He fiddled with the edge of his tunic. "The wounds have scarred nicely. And they think—with a few more weeks of proper bedrest and careful pacing—she should be... she should be back to full strength."
Telemachus stopped walking altogether.
For a second, the weight in his chest eased. Just a little.
A quiet breath slipped from his nose, and one corner of his mouth twitched into something fond. "She's not going to like that."
Theron blinked. "Sir?"
"The bedrest," Telemachus said, lips curving further into a smile now. "She's already itching to run across the gardens again. The gods help anyone who tries to keep her inside that room past next week."
Theron chuckled under his breath, his posture easing. "I did see her throw a pillow at one of the Bronte servants last time he reminded her not to lift anything."
Telemachus barked a laugh at that, the sound low and rough but real. The tension in the hallway cracked a bit, warmth seeping in like late morning sun.
They walked a few more paces in companionable quiet before Theron glanced sideways.
"You should be careful too, you know," he said, his tone shy but sincere. "You reopened your wounds last week, didn't you? Your hand looks worse."
Telemachus raised a brow. "Spying on me, are you?"
Theron flushed. "N-No! I mean—Eurycleia scolded me for not bringing enough bandages to the training yard, so I noticed you... wincing. Just a little."
The prince smirked, his lip quirking higher. "Caught."
"Seriously, Ypur Highness," Theron said, brow furrowed. "Who's going to teach me to fight when I become a soldier if you keep breaking yourself on the guards and the dungeon walls?"
Telemachus' smile lingered. "You think I'd trust you to fight like me?"
Theron gave a small, sheepish shrug. "I'm fast."
"Hm, we'll see." Telemachus said, rubbing his wrapped hand with a faint wince. "Alright. No more re-breaking anything. This was the last time."
"You promise?"
Telemachus looked at him, then held up his wounded hand with a crooked grin. "On this poor, abused thing."
Theron snorted despite himself.
The halls ahead stretched empty and calm, torchlight pooling across the floor in long ribbons of orange-gold. And for the first time in hours, Telemachus let himself relax just enough to feel it.
The quiet relief of good news.
You were healing.
And soon—you'd be well enough to sing again, walk again, argue with him again.
And when that day came?
He'd be there.
Right beside you.
The warmth of that thought was still curling in his chest when his steps faltered.
Just up ahead—half-drenched in the silver gleam of moonlight and the flicker of a nearby torch—walked Andreia.
The Bronte princess moved slowly, deliberately, her slippered feet gliding across the marble as if the entire corridor were hers. She wore a pale nightgown, sheer at the sleeves, belted loosely in the middle with a silken sash.
Her handmaidens flanked her, speaking in hushed tones, their words fading in and out like the tide. They moved like a procession—quiet, careful, eerie in the way shadows draped over them with every step.
The moonlight filtered through the tall palace windows, dappling Andreia's auburn hair with pale shimmer. It caught the sharp line of her jaw, glinted against the fine chain around her neck. With every sway of her hips, her gown shimmered like water—too delicate, too clean.
Too untouched by consequence.
And it made Telemachus' blood boil.
His jaw clenched. His knuckles, still sore from the dungeon, ached as his fists curled tight again. Every part of him screamed to act—to raise his voice, to step forward, to spit the truth into her face.
She left you.
She lied.
She's the reason you bled.
But he didn't.
He remembered his father's warning.
"Don't give her more weapons, my son. Not until you have enough armor."
So he stood there, breathing slow through his nose, letting the rage crawl back down where it belonged.
Telemachus let his eyes drop to the side—Theron, who had paused just behind him, eyes wide and uncertain.
"Go get some rest," the prince said quietly. His voice came low and tired, but steady. "You've done enough today."
Theron blinked. "But—"
Telemachus glanced down, a thread of warmth threading through the heat in his chest. "Thank you, Theron. Truly."
The boy looked like he didn't quite know what to do with the praise. But he nodded, then stepped back into the shadows of the corridor, his sandals whispering over the stone as he retreated.
A moment later, Telemachus heard him murmur it—soft, but genuine.
"Goodnight, my prince."
Telemachus didn't answer.
His eyes had already fixed back on Andreia's figure—just as she turned the far corner, laughter floating faint and airy behind her. The echo of it slid down the hallway like perfume—sweet, artificial, and far too strong.
He took a breath.
Then he followed.
Not because he wanted to speak.
But because it was time she knew:
He was done playing games.
And he wasn't afraid to let her see the cost of what she'd done.
Telemachus followed at a distance.
Far enough to avoid suspicion. Close enough to strike.
His footsteps echoed softly over the marble floor, measured and calm, but his jaw stayed clenched the entire way. He watched her closely—how her handmaids fluttering around her like docile birds. One adjusted the back of her gown. Another whispered something at her side, and Andreia laughed—a soft, breathy thing that made Telemachus' stomach twist.
They reached the end of the hall, just as she was about to turn the corner leading into the Brontean wing.
That's when he called her name.
"Lady Andreia."
His voice was low. Pleasant. Polished.
And it made his skin crawl.
Andreia halted mid-step. Her handmaidens turned first, blinking wide-eyed before whispering to one another in thinly veiled delight.
"O-Oh—he addressed her," one tittered behind a palm. "Men never seek someone out this late unless—"
Andreia turned, graceful and slow, like she'd been waiting for this moment all evening. The torchlight curved around her face, casting her expression in warm gold and long shadow. Her eyes sparkled faintly beneath thick lashes.
"My prince," she greeted, soft and sweet. "What can I do for you... at such an hour?"
Telemachus came to a stop a few feet from her.
Close, but not too close.
He smiled—gods, he smiled—and it nearly broke something inside him to do it. His lips curved smoothly, charming and composed, the way he'd been taught since boyhood. But inside, his stomach churned. His throat burned with the words he couldn't say. Not yet.
Not here.
His gaze flicked to the handmaidens—still lingering, still watching—and then back to her.
Telemachus kept smiling.
Smooth. Polished. Like the prince he was bred to be.
"I was just on my way to my chambers," he said, voice light, easy. "But I heard your voice, and... well, I figured it might be good to come by. Offer a quick update."
Andreia blinked. "An update?"
"Mhm." He nodded, clasping his hands neatly behind his back. "On the investigation."
That one word made the air shift.
Andreia tilted her head slightly, her lashes lowering. "Investigation?" she echoed, her tone careful—pleasant, even—but something in her posture stiffened.
Telemachus raised his brows innocently. "You haven't heard?" he asked. "None of your servants have mentioned it? About the guard who was with you that day?"
She said nothing. Not at first.
So Telemachus pressed on.
"The one who accompanied you and ____. During the—" He hesitated just long enough for it to sting. "—incident with Melanion."
Andreia's lips parted, but still she didn't speak.
He watched her closely.
Patient.
Enjoying the moment she realized he wasn't there to make polite conversation.
Telemachus took a slow step forward, his smile never wavering. "He came forward," he continued softly. "Admitted the three of you were not attacked together. Said you and he were not present when it happened. That you'd ordered him to follow you elsewhere."
Silence.
Andreia's handmaidens shifted awkwardly. One bit her lip. The other looked like she wanted to melt into the floor.
But the princess...
She stilled.
Just for a breath.
Long enough for him to see it—panic, quick and sharp—before she pulled herself together like silk being smoothed flat beneath a palm.
"Oh," she said lightly, brows lifting. "I suppose I'd... forgotten about that."
Telemachus said nothing. Just stared.
Andreia smiled.
Delicate. Innocent.
"Forgive me," she went on, lifting her hand as if to brush the conversation aside. "It was such a whirlwind of a day. After the brooch was left behind, I assumed ____ would be alright—she said so herself. I only asked my guard to escort me back because I had a prior engagement with your mother, and I didn't wish to be late."
Her voice softened just the right amount. "I never thought—never imagined—she would be harmed. Gods, if I had known..."
She trailed off, her lashes fluttering as she cast her gaze to the floor. A picture of regret.
Then—quietly—she looked back up, her tone sweet with just a touch of wounded pride. "It wasn't my intention to leave her unguarded."
Telemachus said nothing.
He didn't need to.
Because her mask had slipped—if only for a second—and he'd seen what lived behind it.
Still, Andreia stepped forward slightly, her hands folding delicately in front of her. "I understand if you're upset. But I do hope you know I meant no harm."
Telemachus studied her.
And smiled again.
Wider this time.
Too wide.
"Of course, my lady," he murmured.
And something cold curled beneath the words.
Telemachus' jaw tightened.
Not enough to show. Just enough to feel.
He could hear the faint grind of his teeth behind the calm expression he wore—one that no longer felt like a mask but like a blade. Because gods, how had he not seen it sooner? How had he let himself believe the smile, the soft voice, the apologies?
He should've known better.
He did know better... now.
Still, he didn't let the tension reach his voice.
"Regardless," he said smoothly, "I thought it only right you be informed of your guard's current condition."
Andreia blinked. "Condition?"
He nodded once. "Yes. After hearing his full report and weighing the extent of his failure... I deemed it necessary he face punishment."
Andreia's lips parted slightly, her brows lifting just a little too high. "Punishment?" she echoed. There was something behind the word now—thinly veiled disbelief.
He smiled. "A soldier who abandons his post—no matter the excuse—is no use to me. To this palace."
Her gaze sharpened, the illusion of sweetness beginning to fray. "Abandons?" she repeated, a touch louder now. "Forgive me, but I instructed him to come with me. He was obeying a direct order."
"A direct order from a visiting noble," Telemachus said, voice still calm, "does not supersede the safety of someone in his charge. Especially not one bearing divine favor."
Andreia's mouth twitched. "So you've decided to brutalize my guard? Over what? Miscommunication?"
He tilted his head, eyes never leaving hers. "Over negligence," he said. "And cowardice."
Her eyes flashed. "You overstep."
He stepped forward.
Just one pace.
But it was enough that her handmaids stiffened behind her, their eyes wide and uncertain as the prince of Ithaca closed the distance—not as a suitor, not as an ally, but as something colder. Sharper.
"No... You overestimated your place," he said, voice barely above a whisper. "And now learning what that costs."
Andreia opened her mouth—but the words died on her tongue.
Telemachus let the silence stretch between them like a wire.
And then he smiled again.
Not warm. Not even cruel.
Just final.
"Fortunately," he said, stepping back with the grace of someone who had already won,
"everything's been handled."
He turned from her then, and walked back down the corridor—leisurely, confidently, as if the entire exchange had taken no more effort than brushing lint from his sleeve.
Just before he rounded the corner, he glanced back over his shoulder. Not enough to meet her eyes—just enough to remind her he could.
"Rest well," he said softly. "Lady Andreia."
And then he vanished into the dark, the torchlight catching only the faint glint of his teeth as he smiled once more.
A predator who no longer had to chase.
Notes:
𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: here's a bit of extra scenes/plot to ch.43 ┃ 𝐢𝐟 𝐢𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐬, 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐭; lolo i had to update this part it's criminal not to! kay about to go sleep (*read stay up and binge derry girls*)
Chapter 61: 44 ┃ 𝐨𝐟 𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐬
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Another week passed.
And if the last one had been hard, this one might've actually driven you mad.
You were still on bedrest.
Still.
Despite the fact you could walk, stretch, spin a little if no one was looking.
Despite the fact your ribs barely ached anymore, and your lungs hadn't seized once in four days.
Despite every insistent "I'm fine" you muttered under your breath or tried to explain to the physician when they tilted their head with that patient little frown.
At this point, it felt less like rest and more like house arrest.
No—worse.
You weren't just in any room now. You were in the royal wing. A place that made you feel like a relic—something precious but breakable, tucked away from the world in case the air outside chipped your shine.
Every time you so much as approached the door to leave, someone was there.
A guard—someone you'd once known as just a friend from the kitchen halls or the training grounds—now stiff and silent, stationed with a firm nod and an apologetic smile.
They didn't stop you. They never had to.
Because after the third time of catching someone watching your every move, the moment they caught sight of you...
You stopped trying.
You told yourself it was fine. That this was your choice.
But it didn't feel like one.
So you stayed.
Inside.
Always inside.
Lady seemed to sense it. She'd curl tighter around your ankles when you got that look in your eyes, the one that glanced toward the window a little too long. She'd nose your hand, drag your attention to her, rolling onto her back like a baby in need of constant fussing.
Like she knew you were pacing inside your own skull.
Which is exactly what you were doing now.
Stretched out on your bed—upside down, your head hanging over the side, your legs slung over the top post—you tried (and failed) to pluck a clean melody from your lyre.
The strings sounded different this way. Muffled. Slightly warped. But it was a challenge, and right now? That was the closest thing you had to excitement.
Sunlight spilled in through the massive windows, warming your toes as they hovered in the air. The late morning glow painted the walls a soft honey-gold, and for a moment, you let yourself pretend this was just another lazy day. That you weren't confined. That you weren't under constant watch.
Not too long ago—maybe two days, if you were still keeping count—you'd actually had a bit of fun. A rare pocket of light in your little sentence of bedrest.
Telemachus had come by, all bashful and freshly scrubbed from morning drills, wearing that lopsided grin that he thought passed as casual.
You'd coaxed him into sitting with you, tossing a cushion on the floor and patting it with the kind of exaggerated glee that made him sigh and lower himself like a man being led to the gallows.
"I've never even touched one," he muttered, staring at your lyre like it might bite him.
"Good," you said. "Then I'll mold you from nothing. Like a block of clay. A very stubborn, unmusical block."
He scoffed. "Rude."
And gods, he was terrible.
You couldn't help but laugh—truly laugh—as he fumbled over the strings, his thick fingers plucking with all the grace of a sleep-deprived goat. At one point, he winced so hard at a sour note that he nearly knocked the entire lyre off his lap.
"Maybe if it wasn't so dainty," he grumbled, cradling the instrument like it was going to explode. "This thing's built for fairies."
You'd teased him mercilessly, correcting his posture, tapping his knuckles whenever he got too aggressive with the strings. At some point, he gave up pretending to be annoyed. The corners of his eyes softened. He let you guide his hands.
He stayed longer than he meant to.
But duty came knocking eventually, as it always did. One of the guards appeared at the door, asking for the prince's presence down at the training yard—new recruits, a few from the far coasts, needed testing.
Telemachus stood, stretching with a soft grunt. You'd waved off your own disappointment, smiling through it. He promised to return later. "Maybe this time I'll manage a chord that doesn't make your plants wilt," he'd teased, nudging your arm.
And you believed him.
But that wasn't what left the bitter taste in your mouth.
No. That came a few moments later, when you'd said—curious, maybe even hopeful—"One day, I'd like to learn how to fight too."
It was soft. Almost careless. A passing comment.
But his smile faltered.
Not in a mean way. Just... startled. Like you'd suggested diving into the ocean in winter. His eyes searched yours, and there it was: that familiar look. Gentle. Kind.
Too kind.
"Fight?" he repeated, like the word didn't belong in your mouth. "I don't think—I mean, you don't need to worry about that. You've got us... You've got me."
It wasn't a bad answer. Not cruel. But it stung anyway.
You weren't asking because you wanted to join the infantry.
You were asking because you remembered the alley. The pain. The helplessness.
Because next time... you didn't want to be the only one left bleeding.
But you'd seen the concern tighten in his jaw. The subtle way his posture changed, shoulders tensing. So you just laughed, waving a hand.
"Never mind. It was a silly thought."
He didn't argue. He just smiled, gave you one last look, and left.
Now, that moment lingered away like smoke.
You played another note.
Off-key.
With a sigh, you let it slip from your hands.
It landed on the plush rug with a soft thump.
Lady wasn't there to judge you for it. She'd trotted off earlier, tail swaying like a banner, probably somewhere in the kitchens being spoiled by every worker with a soft spot and a pocket full of scraps.
Which left you alone. Again.
In your room. Again.
Doing absolutely nothing.
You stared up at the ceiling, sunlight painting gold across your outstretched arms.
And even now, in all this brightness... you still felt trapped.
You sighed.
This had to end soon.
It had to.
Just sitting there made your annoyance flare up all over again. It churned hot in your chest, bitter and itchy, like you'd swallowed a mouthful of sunlight and it had nowhere to go.
You groaned aloud, tossing yourself sideways across the bed, limbs flopping dramatically into the covers. "I can do it," you muttered, as if Telemachus was still in the room. "I'm not made of glass. I'm not gonna fall apart the second someone bumps into me."
You rolled onto your stomach, cheek pressed into your pillow.
"Maybe if I knew a thing or two, I could've got a hit in," you mumbled into the sheets. "Maybe if I hadn't been so soft and helpless, I could've—" You bit your tongue. Hard.
The words hung there. Sour.
You weren't supposed to still be thinking about that alley. About him.
But it clawed its way back, again and again—the memory of his hand yanking your sash, the press of cold stone against your back, the pain that flared so suddenly you couldn't even scream.
You'd thought about what you could've done differently too many times now.
A knee. A fist. Anything.
But you'd done nothing.
You'd frozen.
You sat up with a huff, frustration prickling under your skin.
Your legs swung off the bed.
Your feet hit the floor.
You were moving before your mind caught up.
Because you weren't going to sit here any longer. Not when you felt like this—like your body didn't belong to you. Like your voice, your agency, had been taken that day and handed right back only under strict, whispered rules.
Bedrest.
No stress.
Just heal.
But what about strength?
What about never letting it happen again?
You yanked your cloak from its hook near the door, pulling it over your shoulders with quick, jerky movements. Your fingers fumbled briefly with the clasp, the little bronze piece catching against your nerves.
"Stupid cloak," you grumbled under your breath, and finally gave up halfway through.
Your hands balled into fists at your sides as you stepped into the hallway, the familiar hush of the royal wing curling around you like steam. You passed the flowers on the sill, the guards stationed at the end of the corridor—heads bowed, pretending not to notice you slipping past.
You didn't stop.
Not until you reached the turn that led toward the queen's solar.
Because you needed to see her.
Because if anyone could help you feel like yourself again—strong, capable—it was Penelope.
You weren't sure what you'd say when you got there.
But your heart was thudding fast in your chest, and your mind had already made its decision.
No more waiting.
You would learn. You would fight.
And you would never, never be caught unarmed again.
With that vow still hot in your chest, you didn't bother knocking properly.
Just a quick rap with your knuckles—more out of habit than manners—and then you were pushing the door open with your voice already half-formed in irritation.
"Your Majesty, forgive me for speaking so freely, but I swear to the gods, if Telemachus tries to coddle me one more time—!"
You strode in like it was routine, like it wasn't the queen's private solar, like you hadn't just died a week ago and been brought back with enough divine drama to stir the skies.
Maybe it was because you were still annoyed. Maybe it was because you were still trying to forget the look on Telemachus' face when he'd said you didn't need to learn how to fight. Or maybe it was because dying had taken the shame right out of you.
But either way, you walked in mid-rant, breath puffed and ready to complain.
And then you saw them.
Penelope.
Odysseus.
And someone else.
You froze mid-step. Your voice caught and collapsed like a bird flying straight into a wall. Your hand lingered stupidly on the door handle, your weight half-shifted like you could still turn back time and leave.
The room had been full of conversation just a second ago—but it died the moment you entered.
Three sets of eyes turned to you at once.
Penelope was seated at the small writing desk near the window, her hands folded loosely over a scroll. Odysseus sat with a goblet in one hand and a knife resting against his thigh, the edge of it catching faint light. But both of them looked up with calm expressions—no alarm. Just mild surprise.
It was the third person who made your stomach twist.
He sat beside the hearth, dwarfing the low chair beneath him like it had been built for someone else entirely.
A giant.
Easily the largest man you'd ever seen—taller even than most of the palace guards, but broader still. His armor wasn't polished for show; it was dented. A blade sat propped beside him, long enough that you'd have to lift it with both hands—and even then, it'd probably drag.
He wasn't slouched, but he didn't need to sit tall to loom. Even with all three of them seated, he towered.
And when his head turned toward you, the room felt like it shrank.
Dark skin, smooth and gleaming in the sunlight. A strong nose, high cheekbones, and a scar that sliced down one cheek like a brand. His locs were thick and long, tied back with gold rings that caught the light in little flashes. There was dirt and old soot on his jaw, a faint stubble covering it, and his mouth was set in a way that suggested he wasn't impressed. Not by the room. Not by you.
Your stomach flipped.
You dipped immediately into a curtsy—too fast, almost stumbling—and you bowed your head low.
"I—I'm so sorry," you stammered. "I didn't realize the Queen had guests—I thought she was alone—my deepest apologies—"
You felt like you were rambling. Like you couldn't talk fast enough to make up for the mess you'd just barged into.
The silence dragged for a second longer than your pride could take.
And then—mercifully—Odysseus chuckled.
Low and rough, like gravel underfoot, but not mocking.
"No apologies needed," he said, waving a hand casually. "You're never unwelcome here, little star."
You lifted your head just enough to meet his gaze, breath caught halfway between embarrassed and relieved.
Odysseus turned slightly, nodding toward the stranger. "Come. Since you've already interrupted us, you may as well meet our guest." His tone was light, but there was something sharp under it. A hint of amusement. A warning not to look away.
"This," he said, with a gesture toward the man, "is Diomedes. General of the southern warfront. Former champion of the arena. Now something far more dangerous."
Penelope added gently, "A trusted friend. And one of the few men who's never lost a battle he intended to win."
Diomedes said nothing.
He simply stared.
And gods, his stare—dark, sharp, heavy—it pressed against your ribs like weight.
You straightened slowly, hands brushing against your sides, trying not to fidget. Trying not to show that your heart was thudding too loud. Too fast.
He didn't smile.
But something in his expression shifted—like a test had been passed. Like your flustered curtsy hadn't disappointed him, but your stillness afterward... had earned you a second look.
The gold in his hair shimmered faintly when he finally spoke.
"You've got quick reflexes," he said, voice deep and even. "But next time, don't freeze. You might not always be walking into a room full of friends."
You blinked.
He wasn't wrong.
And even though it sounded like an insult, it didn't feel like one.
More like a challenge.
You swallowed once, nodded, and found your voice again. "I-I'll remember that."
And his mouth twitched.
Not a smile.
But close enough to make your skin prickle.
You didn't breathe for a second.
Just stood there, caught under the weight of his stare, the way his scar caught the light, the way his broad shoulders looked like they could block out the sun. That not-quite-smirk ghosted his mouth, just... knowing.
But before you could get swallowed up in it again, Penelope's voice gently broke the silence.
"Well?" she prompted, her tone soft but expectant. "You came in with something to say, didn't you?"
You blinked, snapping your gaze away from Diomedes and looking to the queen. She was smiling now—genuinely—and her hand lifted in an encouraging little flutter, beckoning you forward. "Come, come. I want to hear it."
You hesitated.
Then stepped deeper into the room, smoothing your tunic with clammy hands. The warmth that had lit your anger earlier now curled into something else entirely—embarrassment. Not only had you barged into a royal meeting like a fool, now you were being invited to talk about the prince.
Their son.
Telemachus' parents were looking at you like you had something lovely to share, and gods, that alone made your mouth go dry.
"I, um..." You shifted on your feet. "I'd just been thinking about something he said. Earlier. It's not important, really..."
Odysseus raised a brow. "That so?" he drawled, swirling the drink in his hand. "Because from the look on your face when you came in, I'd wager it felt pretty important to you."
Penelope's eyes twinkled. "Something he said, hmm?"
You flushed, wishing a hole would kindly open beneath your feet and swallow you whole.
"I—it was about training," you admitted, eyes flicking toward the floor. "I said I wanted to learn to fight. And he... well, he didn't say no. But he said I didn't need to. That I didn't have to worry. That he'd protect me."
Odysseus let out a low hum, the sound vaguely amused.
Penelope, meanwhile, clapped her hands lightly, as if this all confirmed something wonderful. "Oh, that boy," she said with a fond shake of her head. "He always was protective, even as a child. Wouldn't let a goose so much as look at me wrong without chasing it halfway down the orchards."
You smiled, faintly. "It wasn't a bad thing. I just—" You shrugged. "I don't want to be helpless."
There was a beat of silence.
Then a deep voice cut through it.
"Hah," Diomedes rumbled, and you nearly jumped. "So you're the one who's got little Tel wrapped around their finger."
Your mouth parted, stunned.
Little Tel?
Penelope lit up instantly. "Yes!" she said, like a proud matchmaker, her whole posture brightening. "This is her—the one he's been following around like a shadow. Always trying to look like he's just passing by, but honestly, he has no subtlety."
Odysseus snorted into his goblet.
"Like father, like son," Diomedes muttered, a glint of amusement cutting through his usual edge. His eyes flicked to Odysseus, sharp with memory. "Gods—you were just as bad. Always lurking around whenever I was in the palace. 'Diomedes, let's grab a drink. Diomedes, Iook how far I can shoot this arrow—' like a pup trying to impress a lion."
"Don't pretend you didn't like it," Penelope said a bit too quickly, smiling into her cup. "You let him braid your hair once."
"You said we weren't speaking of that again," Diomedes grunted—but his tone wasn't sharp anymore.
There was warmth here—between the three of them. A shared past, sharpened at the edges, but softened with time. Like old iron that had been quenched in laughter.
And you could only blink.
Because this man—this towering, blood-streaked warrior—was smiling now, just faintly, as he looked at you. Still intimidating, still built like a god of war—but more real somehow. Less statue, more man.
"You've done something good," he said, nodding toward you. "Whatever it is, keep doing it. Tel's steadier than I've seen him in years."
Your throat tightened.
You weren't sure what to say.
Penelope saved you again, her voice soft and full of pride. "He's changed, hasn't he?"
Odysseus nodded, his gaze steady but knowing. "And not just because of the throne."
Diomedes looked at you one last time, and that not-quite-smile returned—smaller, but just as unsettling.
Then, slowly, his eyes flicked to Odysseus, then back to you.
"So," he said, tone low and rough but teasing at the edges, "our little prince is too scared to train you, huh?"
Your mouth opened. Closed. Opened again.
"I—no, I don't think he's scared," you managed, fumbling for something reasonable to say. "He just... doesn't think I need it."
Diomedes snorted, loud and amused, like the sound of boulders crashing through fog. "Soft," he said simply. "He's soft. Always was, when it came to people he cared about."
Penelope laughed into her palm. "That's not always a bad thing."
Odysseus shifted in his chair, shooting his friend a look. "He's cautious," he corrected. "Not soft."
Diomedes leaned back, crossing his arms, the gold bands in his locs catching the light as his head tilted just slightly. "He's in love. That's the softest state a man can be in."
You tried not to look at the queen and king—but your eyes darted toward them anyway, searching for any hint of embarrassment. To your surprise, it wasn't yours that bloomed first.
Penelope smiled demurely, but Odysseus let out a low grumble and rubbed a hand along the back of his neck, clearly trying not to look at her.
"Don't start that story," he muttered under his breath.
"Oh, please," Penelope chimed in sweetly, glancing your way with a twinkle in her eye. "When we were younger, I asked him to show me how to notch a bow. And Diomedes nearly died laughing when he kept missing the target because he couldn't stop watching me."
Odysseus grunted. "You could have hurt yourself."
Diomedes just shrugged, grin spreading wider now. "All I remember is you nearly loosed an arrow into the olive grove. He snatched the bow from your hands so fast, he looked like he was trying to save a kitten from drowning."
You blinked, caught in the moment, unsure if you were supposed to laugh or apologize for simply existing.
But Diomedes' attention turned fully back to you.
"Ithaca's safe for now," he said, voice leveling out again. "But I'll only be here a few weeks. King Lykomedes sent word about unrest down the coast—he'll be needing my help soon. But until then..."
He leaned forward just a bit. Not threatening, but close enough to make your shoulders straighten. That unreadable smirk returned, like he'd already decided something.
"If you want to train," he said plainly, "I'll teach you."
You blinked. "You—what?"
"I've trained princes. Queens. Temple girls. Doesn't matter. If you want it bad enough, I'll show you how not to die next time."
Your breath caught. He said it so casually—but you could feel the weight behind it. The truth. The memory behind it. He wasn't offering a game.
This was survival.
"Truly?" you asked, trying not to sound too eager.
Diomedes shrugged. "I don't offer twice."
"I—yes," you said quickly, before you could second guess yourself. "Yes, please."
Odysseus leaned back in his chair, crossing one leg over the other, his brow lifted in approval.
"That'll be perfect," he said. "I've got to start pulling Telemachus into more council work anyway. A few more lessons on law, balance, ruling. Give him some quiet time away from swordplay."
He shot you a knowing look.
"And it means he won't be sneaking off to check on you every hour."
Penelope giggled softly behind her hand. "He really thinks we don't notice."
Your lips twitched, your whole face warm.
The tension that had wound so tightly in your chest since the alley, since bedrest, since everything... it began to loosen, just slightly.
You smiled.
Not out of politeness, not from awkwardness—but from something bubbling beneath your ribs. Something hot and bright and real.
A spark.
Because something in you had shifted.
You would learn.
You would fight.
And tomorrow, maybe for the first time in your life—
You wouldn't be afraid.
Notes:
A/N : a lil short but i couldn't help myself, i go feral over diomedes, so after learning of his and odypen's lil thing?? i just had to add a hint of it 😩 (i kinda hinted about him in earlier chapter 10.5 )
(godly things)
various!epic x fem!reader@winxanity_ii
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Chapter 62: 45 ┃ 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐝𝐞
Notes:
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The sparring yard was quiet.
Not silent—there were always sounds on Ithaca's wind: gulls overhead, the distant thud of practice shields from lower courtyards, the occasional clang of a blacksmith hammering somewhere off near the forges. But up here, where the yard overlooked the edge of the cliffs, it was just the two of you.
The ground was flat and packed with sand, ringed by a low wooden rail and a few practice dummies leaning like drunks along the fence. A weapons rack stood half-stocked in the corner, gleaming in the early morning light.
The sun had only just risen fully, turning the sky pale gold and blue. Your breath still fogged faintly when you exhaled. It was too early for the other soldiers. Diomedes had made sure of that.
He stood beside you now, arms folded, watching with a look that was probably meant to be neutral—but on his face, always came off a little terrifying.
"Alright," he said, voice deep and gruff. "Let's stretch."
You blinked at him. "Stretch? I thought you were gonna teach me to stab things."
Diomedes raised a single brow. "And if you can't bend enough to dodge a blade, you're just giving your opponent somewhere soft to bury theirs."
"...Fair point." you muttered.
You bent forward again, groaning as your hamstrings protested. Your fingers brushed the tops of your boots. Barely.
Diomedes didn't say anything, but you could feel him judging you.
"I've been in bed for weeks," you grumbled. "I'm lucky I still know how legs work."
He snorted. "Don't flatter yourself. I heard you moved like a duck before that."
You straightened slowly, scowling. "Wow. So supportive."
"You want support, ask your prince."
You flushed.
He smirked—barely—but it was there.
You moved through the rest of the stretches with a little more effort, mimicking his motions as best you could. He was annoyingly flexible for a man built like a siege wall.
Every movement from him looked clean, honed, practiced. Every one of yours felt... not.
By the time a full half-hour had passed, your joints felt loose, your tunic stuck to your back, and your arms were trembling with the effort of just being used.
Then he handed you the sword.
It wasn't a real one, of course—just a practice blade. Thick wood, heavier than it looked, its hilt wrapped in faded cloth. Still, the moment you wrapped your fingers around it, your heart picked up.
You held it out awkwardly, gripping the hilt too tight, your stance wide but wobbly. You looked... dumb. You could feel it.
"Don't overthink," Diomedes said from a few feet away, crossing his arms again. "It's a tool. Not a scroll. You don't need to read it."
You huffed, readjusting your grip, then gave your first swing.
The wood whooshed through the air—off-balance, wide.
You stumbled slightly.
Diomedes clicked his tongue. "Too stiff. Again."
You tried. And again. And again.
Each time, he stopped you. Each time, he adjusted something—your elbows, your foot placement, your spine. Each correction came blunt and direct.
"Wider stance."
"Don't lift your chin. You're not admiring clouds."
"Turn your back like that again, and someone will stab you in the spine just to teach you a lesson."
You groaned. "I feel like a newborn deer."
"You look like one."
"Okay, rude."
He didn't smile.
But there was a flicker in his eyes. Something warmer.
You swung again. Better this time. It connected with a dull thwack against the straw dummy, just below where a collarbone might be. The vibration jarred your wrists.
"Closer," he said. "Strike should be shorter. Tighter."
You adjusted. Again.
Sweat was starting to drip from your temples. Your back ached. Your knuckles throbbed. But something inside you buzzed with each swing—like it had been waiting.
Like it had wanted this.
After one particularly sloppy pivot, Diomedes stepped forward without warning and nudged your elbow back into place.
"Odysseus used to swing too wide too," he muttered, eyes scanning your posture. "Broke three ribs on a feint he didn't read right. Didn't stop him from strutting like he won the bout."
You blinked. "Wait... you used to spar with him?"
He didn't look at you, still adjusting your shoulders. "Spar. Bleed. Sleep in the same tent for months. Take your pick."
You choked slightly. "Wait, like—"
"Focus," he snapped, stepping back again. "Eyes forward."
You didn't argue. But you were definitely storing that for later.
You readied yourself again.
And this time—your swing was clean. Not perfect. Not pretty. But solid.
It landed with a satisfying crack against the padded dummy.
Your fingers buzzed. Your arms trembled. But your chest swelled.
Diomedes grunted once in approval.
Then gestured to the dummy again.
"Good," he said. "Now do it again. Forty more times."
You stared at him, slack-jawed. "You're joking."
He didn't even blink.
And so, groaning and grumbling, you stepped back into position.
But beneath it all—under the ache in your muscles, the sweat on your brow, the way your arms already felt like melting wax—you felt something new.
Excitement.
Like a spark under your ribs.
You could almost hear your own voice from before—quiet, certain, still echoing behind your thoughts.
You wouldn't be afraid.
And for the first time in what felt like forever—
You weren't.
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You sat on the grass, legs sprawled, your arms braced behind you as you tilted your face to the sky.
The sun had risen higher now—warm, but not unbearable—and the breeze off the sea still slipped through the trees and tugged at your tunic.
Your breath was slowing, though your chest still rose and fell with the kind of rhythm that said your body had worked. Your arms ached. Your legs felt shaky in a way you knew would haunt you tomorrow. And your fingers were still curled around the edge of the waterskin, too tired to grip it right, drops of cool water clinging to your chin as you drank and promptly missed your mouth.
"Gods," you muttered, wiping your face with the back of your wrist.
Across the yard, Diomedes moved like a storm contained in flesh.
His sword—real this time, not training wood—sliced through the air with a whistle, heavy and sure. He wasn't just swinging for show. Every movement had purpose. Step, pivot, cut, retract.
The muscles in his arms rolled with each motion, and you could see how the gold bands in his locs flashed when he turned his head, sweat shining along his temple.
He made it look easy. Like the sword was part of him. Like violence was a second language he never forgot how to speak.
You watched him for a moment in silence, chewing the inside of your cheek. Then finally—curiosity winning over soreness—you called out.
"You and the king," you said, sitting up straighter. "You fought together in the war, right? The Trojan one?"
He didn't stop moving. But you saw the barest twitch of his mouth. That almost-smile of his.
"Mm."
"What was he like then?" you asked. "Back when he wasn't... I don't know. A king."
Diomedes barked a short laugh, sharp and fond. "He was still a bastard," he said, slicing down into an invisible enemy, "just a younger one."
You snorted.
He slowed then, planting his sword tip gently into the dirt and resting both hands on the hilt. "But clever. Too clever sometimes. Could talk circles around anyone. Had this grin—" He made a vague motion around his mouth, squinting at the sky. "—the kind that made you want to trust him and punch him in the same breath."
You smiled at that. It sounded familiar.
"But he was brave," Diomedes added, quieter now. "Couldn't leave anyone behind, even when he should've. Took risks. Cursed the gods out loud once and got his tent struck by lightning. Still blamed the storm on bad fish."
You laughed under your breath, but there was a warmth settling in your chest.
You could hear it in his voice.
The affection. The history.
This wasn't just a comrade. This was a man who'd bled beside Odysseus. Who remembered the sound of his voice mid-battle, the way he cursed, the way he fought.
And something about that made you feel... steadier. Closer to the people who shaped the world around you.
Diomedes lifted his sword again, like the memory had passed.
"Break's over, little blade," he said, smirking.
You blinked. "Little blade?"
He didn't look at you as he moved back to the center of the yard. "Fits. You're small. You're sharp. You're stubborn. And you haven't snapped yet."
You blinked once, then again. And your mouth curved into a quiet smile.
"...Little blade," you repeated, trying it out. The name hung in the air like something earned.
Diomedes glanced back over his shoulder, eyes glinting. "Get up before I start counting and make you run laps in full armor."
You scrambled upright with a groan, brushing dust off your knees, arms still trembling slightly. But your fingers curled tighter around the hilt of your practice sword.
Your muscles ached. Your back burned.
But your chest—
It sparked.
He raised a brow. "One."
You lunged forward, feet already moving before your brain could argue.
"Don't you dare count to ten," you called out.
His laugh echoed off the yard.
And you swung.
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Your sword clattered to the floor.
Not in battle. Not during a spar.
But now—back in your chambers, sitting cross-legged on your bed, surounded by a low tray of food—you dropped your knife and nearly swore because your arm just refused to lift the way it should.
You winced as you reached to pick it back up, hoping nobody noticed how your shoulder practically creaked in protest.
"You're quiet," Kieran said from across the room, slicing into a wedge of cheese with the kind of focus that made it look like the wedge had wronged him. "That's never a good sign."
"Yeah," Callias added through a mouthful of bread. "You're making that face again."
You blinked. "What face?"
Callias leaned over and flicked an olive directly at your temple.
You gasped, swatting at it a second too late. "Hey!"
"That one," he said, grinning wickedly. "The one that looks like you're trying to solve a riddle while also passing a stone. Are you constipated? Do we need to get the healers?"
You rolled your eyes and reached for your cup. "I'm not constipated."
Lysandra raised a brow. "So you're just making that face for fun, then?"
"I'm just... sore," you muttered. "A little."
"From what?" Callias squinted at you. "You haven't left this wing in a week."
You opened your mouth. Closed it. You tried again, halfway through a sip of lemon water.
"I've been..." Your words stalled—and then slipped, too fast to catch. "...Training."
Kieran looked up from his plate.
Callias blinked.
Lysandra sat up straighter. "With who?" she asked, curious.
You blinked back, lips parting. "I mean, it's not—It's just... a little movement. Stretching. Nothing—"
That was as far as you got before Callias, lounging on the floor like a lazy lion, reached up and grabbed your ankle.
"Callias—" you started, only to squeak when he tugged. You yelped, nearly sliding off the edge of the bed, scrambling like a cat on polished tile.
He didn't even flinch—just lifted your leg with one hand, squinting at it like a doctor inspecting a corpse. "Mmhm," he hummed. "Yep. That thigh's seen war. Or something close."
"I hate you," you said weakly, kicking at him with your free leg. He dodged easily, too entertained to be fazed.
"That's fine," he said cheerfully. "You've clearly been through it. The grimace you made when I just sat it down? Tragic. That's not normal person sore. That's 'someone made me lunge until I saw stars' sore."
Asta narrowed her eyes. "Who's training you?"
You blinked. "...No one."
She snorted. "You're a worse liar than Callias."
Callias raised a hand in greeting. "She's right."
Asta tilted her head, brow lifting. "It's not Prince Telemachus, is it? Because he'd rather throw himself into Tartarus than swing a sword anywhere near you. Not that he wouldn't like the idea," she added, slicing her bread with practiced ease. "But gods, the poor boy would drop the sword the second you got sweaty and start apologizing."
"He'd cry if he gave her a bruise," Kieran muttered.
Lysandra giggled under her breath.
You rolled your eyes but couldn't stop the grin creeping in.
"Okay, fine," you sighed, rubbing your shoulder. "If I tell you, will you stop harassing me?"
"No," Callias said. "But we'll harass you with context."
You tossed a grape at his head.
Missed.
He caught it in his mouth anyway and winked.
Typical.
You exhaled slowly. "I'm being trained by someone named Diomedes."
Silence.
Then Asta's cup clinked hard against the tray. "The Diomedes?" she gasped, practically choking. "Of Argos?!"
You blinked, suddenly aware of how every set of eyes had landed on you like birds spotting a dropped crumb. You shifted a little, reaching for your own cup just to have something to do with your hands.
"I—I think so?" you said slowly. "He didn't say anything like that exactly, but he seems close to King Odysseus? They talk like they've known each other a long time."
Asta nearly launched herself over the tray. "Oh my gods."
She slapped her hand down like she needed to ground herself. "That Diomedes?! The one who conquered Thebes at nineteen? Who took the Palladium right from Troy's walls? King of Argos-turned-battle-wanderer Diomedes?!"
Callias, halfway through shoving olives into his mouth, froze, eyebrows lifting. "...I don't know what most of that means, but it sounds impressive."
"It is!" Asta hissed, eyes wide and shining like she'd just spotted a ghost. "He's a legend. He and Odysseus were like fire and smoke during the war. You never saw one without the other. Anyone who crossed them either ended up running or dead. And Diomedes—gods, he was ruthless. A strategist. A nightmare to enemy generals. People said he drank from his enemies' helmets."
You stared at her. "...That... that sounds unsanitary."
"That sounds mental," Callias muttered, chewing.
Asta waved him off, eyes still locked on you. "But after the war, when he finally went home to Argos, his wife—Aegialeia—she betrayed him. Slept with another man while he was away at war. She said the gods had turned him into a monster."
Lysandra made a quiet noise, like she was putting puzzle pieces together. "And because of that, he lost his kingship."
Asta nodded solemnly. "He was exiled. Cast out of his own palace. He wandered for years—some say he went to Italy, others say he vanished into the mountains—but he never stopped fighting. Became a mercenary-king. Just... shows up where he's needed. Lends his sword. Then disappears."
Lysandra hummed, sitting back slightly with a thoughtful look. "That's... strange. In a way, his story parallels King Odysseus'."
You tilted your head. "How?"
"Well," she said, tapping her thumb against her cup, "they were both kings. Both went to war for a decade. Both left behind wives and kingdoms. But only one came home to loyalty." Her eyes flicked toward the balcony where the sea glittered faintly. "And the other... didn't."
You blinked, the weight of that comparison settling in your chest. It made you think of Penelope and her soft touches, her quiet strength. How different things could have been. How fragile loyalty really was.
Kieran raised a brow, his usual stoicism cracked with curiosity. "So what is he? A wandering war god now?"
"More like a ghost wrapped in bronze," Asta said with a dreamy sigh, clasping her hands. "You should've seen the temple records back home. Pages on pages—drawings, poems, even a few old ballads. My brothers used to try and copy his war stances in the yard."
You sat there blinking, trying to wrap your head around the idea that that man—the one with the voice like thunder and eyes like a blade—was that legendary.
"Wait," you said, voice pitching higher. "He's that famous? And he's here?"
Asta snorted. "His name reaches as far as Bronte. Even our temple scribes wrote about him—he's that important."
Then—Callias, still mid-chew, paused with half an olive in his mouth. Slowly, he set it down. "Okay, but... is he hot?"
Lysandra didn't miss a beat. She reached across the tray and smacked Callias on the arm, hard enough to make him jolt and nearly knock over his drink.
"Gods," she huffed, rolling her eyes. "You are always thinking with your dick."
Kieran, without even looking up from peeling the soft skin off his fig, added flatly, "We could be talking about war, philosophy, or the weather, and somehow you'd still circle back to sex."
Callias just grinned, utterly unbothered. "Can you blame me?" He gestured vaguely toward the window, where the sun bathed the courtyard outside in golden light. "It's Ithaca. It's warm. Everyone's half-dressed. Muscles and thighs and sun-kissed skin as far as the eye can see. It'd be a sin not to appreciate it."
Asta groaned into her cup. "You're a walking plague."
"Correction," Callias said with a wink. "I'm a gift to the senses."
You snorted, shaking your head, but Asta didn't let him hijack the moment.
She leaned forward, eyes sparkling with interest, and steered the conversation right back. "So—what's it actually like? Learning from him? Diomedes, I mean."
Your fingers paused on the rim of your cup. The warmth in your cheeks from all the teasing softened into something else—thoughtful. A little proud.
You shrugged, slowly. "Honestly? It's... good. Hard. But good."
Asta tilted her head, nodding for you to go on.
You glanced down at the callus beginning to form on the inside of your thumb—the skin there sore but not torn.
"He's patient," you said. "Which surprised me. I told him I've never trained before—never held a blade, never fought—and he didn't laugh. Just nodded and said, 'Then we start at the beginning.'"
Kieran's brow lifted slightly, like that had earned some quiet respect.
You smiled faintly. "I still swing like I'm swatting flies, but... I don't know. Today was the first day I didn't flinch every time I moved too fast. I feel a little more steady."
There was a beat of silence. Not awkward—just weighty. Like everyone was hearing the shift in you.
You picked up a piece of bread, tearing it absently between your fingers. "Tomorrow, he's going to teach me how to move with smaller knives. Ones easier to carry, easier to draw if I ever need them."
"Like throwing daggers?" Callias asked, perking up. "You'll be like—whip—and some poor fool drop dead across the room?"
You laughed. "More like trip over my own skirt while holding a butter knife."
Asta's voice came softer than expected, barely above a murmur as she swirled her cup. "What about Prince Telemachus?"
You looked up.
She didn't say it with judgment. Just curiosity. Concern. Her eyes, dark and calm, watched you carefully. "What'll you do if he finds out you're training? With Diomedes, no less."
The question made the warmth in your chest dip into something cooler. Heavier.
You set your bread down, hands folding loosely in your lap.
For a moment, the room faded a little—Callias leaning on his elbow, Lysandra nursing her drink, Kieran picking at fruit, Asta's eyes on you and only you—and you thought about that day again.
The alley.
The silence.
The ache that never really left.
You took a breath.
"I'll just have to make him understand," you said finally, voice even. "This isn't about proving anything. It's not even about revenge. It's about... not being helpless. Not again."
Your fingers tightened slightly around each other. "And maybe one day... if I'm ever in the position to protect someone I love—if I have the choice to act instead of freeze—then I want to be ready. I want to be able to move."
You paused, then smiled softly. "He's trying to keep me safe. I get that. But if he truly cares about me... then he needs to know I care enough to want to fight for him, too."
The words settled into the air, quiet but firm. Steady.
And for a second, no one said anything.
Then, slowly, Callias reached across the tray and nudged your cup a little closer to you.
"That's... brave," he said, voice surprisingly gentle. "And really damn selfless."
He gave a lopsided smile, one that didn't quite hide the softness in his eyes. "You always were more backbone than fluff."
You blinked at him. "Did you just compliment me?"
"I'm writing it off as temporary weakness."
You laughed. So did Lysandra, and even Kieran's mouth twitched.
But Asta?
She just smiled—and reached over to squeeze your hand once, warm and sure.
You squeezed back.
Because you weren't just surviving anymore.
You were becoming.
And soon, you'd be ready.
Notes:
A/N : omg why are y'all up rn?!?!?! didn't expect to see so much traffic so soon... so i just said fuck it, lemme go ahead and udpate; anywho, is it obvious that im writing diomedes stuff cuz im a whore for him?? so im sorry if it bleed a little into this, i coudlnt help myself 😩 (p.s 45.5 should be coming either friday or saturday---ack so excited!)
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Chapter 63: 45.5 ┃ 𝐃𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒: 𝐒𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐄𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐍𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐇𝐮𝐫𝐭
Summary:
𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: CHANGE OF PLANS! I'm updating today cuz i'm working doubles this entire weekened for easter 💔so idk how imma feel and may not have the energy to do so,; kay see y'all soon~ here's a bit of extra scenes/plot to ch.45 ┃ 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐝𝐞; but yeah just wanted to give a lil more behind the scenes etc, just for fyi, humiliation seemed fitting them to decide what to do to him (lolol that was vague asf but once you read the entire thing and come back it makes sense lol) idk i like how i'm writing gods who feel like men, and men who think like gods. lets me think i'm staying just a tad bit true to myth.) also! for those asking, i try to upload all the fanarts I recieve in chunks etc, so if some were sent and not posted immeditely thats why! recent ones i got shall be present in the next chappie ❤️❤️thank you all they were amazing as always
Notes:
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Olympus stank of roses and leftover wine.
The aftermath of a divine feast was always a mess—but this one looked more like a riot in silk.
Broken lyres leaned crooked against pillars. Fruit rolled under thrones, half-mashed into the gold-veined marble. A trail of someone's discarded sandals lay tangled with silver streamers, and one of the fountains still frothed with pomegranate wine instead of water.
Nymphs flitted through the wreckage in graceful disarray, muttering as they swept the petals off the stairs or carried out trays littered with half-eaten ambrosia and cracked goblets.
But none of them dared go near the center.
Not where he was.
Apollo lay draped across his own throne like a mourning statue—one leg hooked lazily over the armrest, the other trailing to the floor. His head lolled back against the cool gold, curls tousled like ivy. A lyre balanced across his chest, one arm stretched dramatically across his eyes as if to shield himself from the cruel world.
Light clung to him like a second skin.
Even in chaos, the sun followed him.
Soft rays filtered in through the cracked ceiling and bled across the floor, pooling beneath his throne and catching on every golden string, every edge of his laurel crown, until it looked like the very air was bowing around him. It wasn't even noon, but in this one pocket of Olympus, it glowed like dusk.
His voice—clear and golden and miserable—carried above the sweeping and clattering around him.
"She sings no longer, my darling girl,
Her hands unstrung, her light now furled—
Torn from me by fate so cruel,
My muse, my spark, my precious jewel—"
"GODS, WILL YOU STOP."
The music screeched to a halt.
Apollo cracked one eye open. The light dimmed ever so slightly.
Across the room, Dionysus stood by a toppled column, one foot bare, the other still inside his boot. His ivy crown hung crooked over his ear, and his tunic was stained with what looked suspiciously like grape jam. He held a goblet loosely in one hand, the other gesturing wildly as he squinted toward his older brother like he was seeing him through a hangover fog.
"You've been moaning since before the feast started, and now—now—you're turning the cleanup into a funeral?" he snapped. "I invited the River Twins and both of them left early. One said your wailing gave them flashbacks."
Apollo sat up slowly, his lyre thudding softly to the floor beside him, strings still faintly humming from the last sorrowful note.
He glared at Dionysus.
The light around him narrowed into something focused and moody, like a stage spotlight aimed just for him. The nymphs near the columns flinched again, shielding their eyes from the flare.
Across the room, Dionysus didn't even blink. He just raised his goblet in a lazy cheer and took a long sip like this was all part of the show.
Apollo's lip curled. "How dare you interrupt a hymn mid-verse."
"Oh gods, spare me the hymn," Dionysus groaned. "You've turned Olympus into a theater of tragedy. I'm gonna start charging admission."
"I'm in mourning," Apollo snapped. "Real mourning. My muse—my light—is gone."
"She's in Ithaca," Dionysus said flatly.
"Where I cannot go!" Apollo barked. "Where I am banished!"
Before the argument could fully ignite, another voice cut in—quieter, but no less firm.
"You have been... a bit dim lately, brother."
It was Artemis.
She stood off to the side, near the edge of the colonnade, arms folded and brow slightly pinched. Her expression wasn't harsh. Just... tired. Like she'd been watching this play out for days and was hoping—praying—this was the final act.
Apollo turned toward her, wounded. "Dim? You think I'm dim?"
"You're always glowing," she muttered, rubbing her temple. "But lately it's been more... brooding glow. Like a storm lamp. Or a hearth no one wants to sit by."
Apollo gave a scandalized gasp, pressing a hand to his chest. "How could I not be like this? My muse and I have been ripped apart. Torn. Severed by cruel fate and stricter gods."
"Severed?" Dionysus echoed. "You're grounded, not exiled."
Apollo let out a strangled cry, flinging his head back. "You mock me. You all mock me."
That's when Aphrodite finally spoke, reclining lazily on her seat with a peach in one hand and absolutely no sympathy in her tone.
"You're only barred from physically visiting the mortal realm," she said, biting into the fruit. "You can still pull her dreams, summon her spirit, whisper in her ear while she sleeps. Honestly, you're being dramatic even by your standards."
"It's not the same!" Apollo wailed, throwing both arms up. "Dreams are just echoes! Reflections! I want her here! In my arms, where I can protect her, where I can feel her breath, where I can—"
"Uggghh," Dionysus and Aphrodite groaned in unison. Aphrodite didn't even look at him anymore—she just reached for another piece of fruit. Dionysus drained his goblet like he was hoping it'd make Apollo disappear.
Then, with a dramatic sigh of her own, Aphrodite stood and dusted peach fuzz from her gown. "I truly can't do this much longer," she muttered. "The wine's gone flat, the poetry's gotten worse, and your voice is starting to give me wrinkles."
Apollo glared. "You don't even wrinkle."
She blew him a kiss. "Exactly. And I'd like to keep it that way."
Dionysus snorted into his goblet.
Aphrodite turned on her heel, golden hair swaying behind her like a battle flag dipped in honey and sin. "I'm going to meet Ares," she purred over her shoulder. "At least when he whines, it's after breaking something... or bending me over it."
"Tell him I said hello," Dionysus called lazily. "And maybe break Apollo's harp while you're at it."
"Gladly," she said sweetly, before vanishing in a flutter of perfume and bare feet that didn't quite touch the floor.
Apollo groaned again, curling back into the throne like the world had personally betrayed him.
Artemis just sighed and rubbed her brow again. "You're going to give Helios a stroke if you keep throwing tantrums in the middle of his route. The sun was late this morning. Again."
The light around Apollo dimmed just enough to cast long, moody shadows behind him.
"Let it be late," he mumbled. "Let the world suffer like I have." He simply let out another long, suffering sigh before draping his arm over his eyes like the light itself offended him.
Then came the sound of sharp sandals on marble.
Precise. Unhurried.
Athena.
She took one look at the throne room—at the plates still stacked on pillars, the nymphs scrubbing peach juice off the walls, Apollo laid out like a poem left in the rain—and sighed through her nose.
"You've managed to turn a minor restriction into an operatic tragedy," she said. "Well done."
"I'm grieving," Apollo replied without lifting his arm. "Deeply."
"You're sulking," she corrected. "And loudly."
He peeked at her, golden lashes opening just enough to squint at her armored figure. "Do you come bearing good news or just more mockery?"
A pause.
Then, finally—finally—Athena's expression softened. Only a little.
"I came to tell you that your punishment will likely be lifted soon," she said. "Two months. Maybe less."
Apollo sat up straighter. "Truly?"
She nodded. "Father's feeling... lenient. For now."
Behind them, Dionysus made a rude noise into his goblet. "Father's only ever lenient when someone flatters his lightning bolt or kisses his sandals."
Athena ignored him, brushing a bit of olive leaf off her shoulder as she glanced again at the chaos around them.
Her brow rose.
"...That said, if he sees this mess, he might change his mind."
Apollo opened his mouth—possibly to blame Dionysus or the wine or the tragic weight of love—but the god of wine got there first.
"Oh, please," Dionysus chuckled, swirling what little drink was left in his cup. "When is Father ever pleased?" He threw a smirk over his shoulder and added, "Well—unless he's got a cloud wife in his lap. Then he's all smiles."
Athena pinched the bridge of her nose. "Not again with the cloud wives," she muttered.
Apollo groaned, dragging his hands down his face. "Can we not bring up him right now? I'm suffering."
"You're dramatic," Athena replied.
"He's lovesick," Dionysus added, still smiling like he was watching a particularly bad play unfold. "He thinks being banned from the mortal realm is the same as being banished from love itself."
Apollo pointed at him with a half-hearted flare of light. "Because it is. My muse is down there training with that—that mortal man who looks like he chews rocks for breakfast—"
Athena arched a brow. "Diomedes?" she said. "He's a war hero. Trained entire battalions. He's quite respected. The girl's not broken, Apollo. She's training. You've been crying over a ghost, and she's already clawing her way back to life. She'll be fine under his teachings."
"He's too gruff!" Apollo barked. "Plus he's got murder in his beard. He probably tells bedtime stories with blood in them."
"And?" Dionysus snorted. "So do you."
Apollo slumped again, cradling his face in both hands as his glow dimmed in time with his mood. "I miss her," he mumbled.
Athena stepped over a wilted garland, eyes on the far window where the sun hovered obediently. "Well. Then perhaps stop throwing fits and keep the skies running properly. If she sees the sun flickering over her head like a broken lamp, she'll think you stopped caring."
Apollo froze.
Then sat up straighter.
His hair shimmered a little brighter. His shoulders lifted.
"...You think she'd notice?"
Athena sighed again, the sound sharper this time as she gave him a long, almost bored look. "She always notices," she said plainly, with a small roll of her eyes. "You made sure of that."
Apollo blinked. Just once. The light around him faltered—then flared faintly, warming like a hearth on a cold morning.
But before he could bask in the rare comfort of her honesty, Athena's gaze flicked past him toward the doorway. "Have you seen Hermes?"
Apollo scoffed. "Why would I?"
Athena didn't miss a beat. "Considering you've both been enamored with the same mortal lately, I figured it'd be natural for you to share a cloud or two."
Apollo's eyes snapped toward her, narrowed slits of golden heat. "That's not funny."
She raised a brow. "It's not meant to be."
A beat passed. Apollo's jaw clenched.
"No," he said stiffly. "I haven't seen him."
Athena gave a tired exhale, rubbing at her temple with two fingers, like even asking had drained her. "Of course you haven't."
At that, Dionysus perked up like a bored cat spotting a twitching tail. "What's wrong now, big sister? You look like you've just read bad news on a scroll that bites."
Athena waved him off but took a step closer to the window, the olive branch pin on her shoulder glinting in the sun. "Hades has been sending messages," she said curtly. "Notes. Complaints."
"How ominous," Dionysus muttered, raising his cup to his lips.
"He says a soul is missing," Athena went on, her voice edged with quiet frustration. "And Hermes—" she cast a look around the room again, as if expecting him to appear from the wine drapes "—hasn't answered any summons. No trail. No sign. Nothing."
There was a beat.
Small. Barely enough to be called a pause.
But Apollo stilled.
It was quick—so slight that any lesser god wouldn't have caught it—but Athena wasn't lesser. She was a daughter of storm and stone, of wisdom and war. And she didn't miss it.
Her gaze sharpened instantly. "You know something."
Apollo didn't respond.
Not with words.
Just the barest shift of his shoulders. A flick of his gaze toward the floor. He didn't need to speak. The hesitation said enough.
Athena stepped forward. "Where is Hermes?"
"I don't know," he replied too quickly.
"Don't lie to me."
Artemis, who'd been silent since Athena's arrival, finally pushed off the column she'd been leaning against. Her gaze passed briefly over the scene—Apollo slouched in defiance, Athena's armor gleaming like a drawn blade, and the mess of wine-slick marble between them.
She sighed—not dramatic, not cruel. Just tired.
"I'm going to check the moonlight's still rising on time," she said dryly. "At this rate, we'll have nymphs getting lost in the forests again."
She didn't wait for a reply. Just turned on her heel, bow slung over her back, and walked out—quiet, sure-footed, and without a single backward glance.
Her footsteps echoed once, then vanished, like she'd never been there at all.
Apollo huffed, tilting his head back with a dry laugh. "Why would I? He vanishes all the time. That's his whole thing—"
"Cut the nonsense," she snapped, her voice like a sword unsheathing. "I'm not one of your softhearted nymphs, Apollo. I refuse to waste my time playing guessing games with a god who sulks better than he speaks."
Dionysus let out a low whistle behind his cup.
One of the cleanup nymphs looked up, blinked, then quietly swept herself into the hallway.
Apollo's jaw flexed.
Athena's eyes didn't move. "Where is he?"
"I told you, I don't—"
"Where."
The word hit like thunder. Not loud. But it didn't need to be. It rang with authority. With the weight of someone who didn't just command wisdom, but wielded it.
And Apollo—brilliant, burning, petty Apollo—finally deflated.
He exhaled through his nose. "We didn't plan it," he muttered.
Athena narrowed her eyes.
Apollo's fingers twitched, fingers still toying with the empty air where his lyre had once sat. But there was no music now. Only truth. And gods, it soured on his tongue like spoiled honey.
"After Telemachus and Odysseus killed him—the man who hurt her—Hermes and I... He didn't take his soul to the Underworld. Not right away."
"He what?"
"He held it," Apollo said. "Paused it. Stalled it. I don't know. Hermes tucked him away in some crack between realms—one of his backdoor places."
"And why," Athena asked, her voice cool enough to frost the air, "would he do that?"
Before Apollo could answer—before he could flinch and twist it into something poetic—another voice cut through the room, sly and bright.
"Because I can."
All heads turned.
There—just inside the arch of the threshold, like he'd stepped through a joke no one else was in on—stood Hermes with unreadable grin on his lips, looking far too calm for someone who'd been dodging summons from half the pantheon.
"Good to see you all missed me," he said cheerfully. "Especially you, Athena. You look ready to kill something."
And trailing behind him—
No.
Not trailing.
Scuttling.
Something wet and wretched crawled across the marble on four limbs.
Its spine curled like a rat, but its shoulders were too wide—like it was trying to remember being human and failing. Its skin was patchy, gray in some places and burnt red in others, and its mouth was smeared with what might've been wine or old blood.
Pig-like tusks curled from the corners of its lips, and its eyes—gods, its eyes—were human. Just barely. Wide and yellowing. Sick with fear.
Melanion.
Or what was left of him.
He whimpered when Hermes tugged his leash forward—yes, a leash, woven of pale twine and golden thread—and stumbled closer, dragging his claws against the floor with a whine like a starving hound.
Apollo didn't look at him.
Not yet.
His eyes were fixed on Hermes.
Hermes, who just smiled wider.
Athena's sharp breath cut through the thick air like a blade. "What have you done?" she asked, her voice high with disbelief but low with fury, eyes locked on the twisted, half-limp creature at Hermes' heel.
The thing whimpered again—its jaw slack, its limbs bent wrong, like a dog beaten too many times to know anything else. Blood still clung to its face in patches, but it moved on instinct, inching closer to the god of messengers as if he were a master to be obeyed.
Hermes just gave a one-shouldered shrug. "We thought we'd have a bit of fun before sending him down for judgment. You know... prep work."
Athena's eyes flared. "You what? The mortals already tore him apart after you had your fun. Was that not enough? You're gods—you're supposed to know when to stop!"
Hermes didn't flinch. He stayed silent, gaze never leaving the wretched thing groveling at his feet.
"You're no better than Ares," Athena went on, voice rising with a sharp edge. "Spilling blood just because you can. Because it makes you feel powerful."
Hermes looked up at this, rolling his eyes, a little smirk curling his lip. "Oh, come off it. We'll send him along. Eventually. In a few millennia maybe. What's the rush?"
The creature sobbed again, dragging its knotted hands through the blood-slick floor, one eye still wide and twitching.
Apollo watched it with something cold stirring behind his ribs.
Not pity. Never that.
Disgust, yes.
But beneath it... satisfaction.
The satisfaction that although justice wasn't clean... at least it was real.
Athena's voice softened, but not out of mercy. Out of something else. Disappointment. "Why?" She looked between them. "Why hold him? What do you gain from this?"
Hermes turned slowly, his smile gone now. His eyes, usually dancing with mischief, were still. Quiet. Old.
"Because it wasn't enough that he died," he said simply.
His voice dropped.
"He needed to understand."
And then—just for a moment—he looked at Apollo.
Because the girl they both loved had bled in the street like she was nothing.
And some endings weren't supposed to be kind.
Some endings needed to hurt.
No one spoke.
Not even Melanion—if that twisted, quivering thing could still be called by its old name. He simply whimpered on the floor, snout pressed to the cold marble, golden leash pooling beside his splintered hands.
Athena looked down at him.
Her armor didn't shine as brightly now. Not with the light spilling low and angry from Apollo's corner of the room. She stood still, eyes unreadable. Watching.
Then... she sighed.
Not sharp. Not theatrical. Just tired.
Like something in her had gone hollow.
"All that wisdom between the two of you," she muttered, "and still you behave like children."
Apollo stiffened. Hermes just tilted his head.
"You think this is childish?" the messenger asked, voice light but laced with something sharper.
Athena didn't look at him.
"Yes. And I think you've both decided to sit in the mud, call it a throne, and play gods of vengeance," she said, her voice colder now. "Whatever game you're playing... I want no part in it."
She turned from Melanion slowly—one last glance at the shaking soul beneath her feet, and then away, like it no longer concerned her. As if she'd seen this cycle before. As if she already knew how it ended.
"I won't tell Hades where the soul is," she added over her shoulder, tone clipped. "But I won't protect you either. When he finds out—and he will—I will not be the one arguing your case."
Apollo's mouth opened. Closed.
Athena didn't wait. She stepped over a goblet shattered in the wine pool and disappeared through the nearest archway without another word.
Gone.
The silence she left behind echoed.
Hermes gave a little shrug. "Touchy~"
Then he bent and gave Melanion's leash a playful tug. The creature yelped and scrambled backward on all fours, nearly knocking into a pedestal.
"Careful," Hermes said, wagging a finger. "That's ivory."
Then—"Can I use him?" Dionysus asked suddenly, breaking the tension with the bluntness only he could get away with. "Not in a weird way. Just thinking—if you're not gonna send him down yet, maybe he can pour drinks at the next feast? Give the nymphs something to scream about."
Apollo didn't flinch. He only raised an eyebrow, noncommittal.
Hermes laughed. "By all means," he said, tossing the leash over his shoulder in Dionysus' direction. "He's got two hands. One for the goblet, one for the shame."
It smacked against the wine god's chest and fell to the floor with a soft clink.
Dionysus blinked at it. "Was joking. But... thanks."
Melanion whimpered again, curling low into himself like a kicked dog before crawling pitifully toward Dionysus, dragging itself across the stone floor.
Hermes, meanwhile, floated down beside Apollo, cloak fluttering with lazy grace.
He hovered there a moment, letting the tension settle, glancing at the discarded lyre still lying silent on the floor.
Then leaned in, voice low.
"Well, it was fun while it lasted," he murmured. "But our little truce is over now. No more shared wine. No more shared wrath. Game's back on, sun-boy."
Apollo's fingers twitched where they rested on the carved arm of his throne. Finally, he turned his head, just enough to meet Hermes' gaze.
"I was never playing a game."
Hermes smiled, too sharp for comfort. "And that's exactly why you're going to lose."
The words struck deeper than they should've. Apollo didn't flinch—but his jaw tightened. "She still dreams of me," he said quietly.
Hermes hummed, already beganing to drift away, hands in his pockets, as if none of it mattered. "Sure. But maybe soon she won't."
Then paused.
Over his shoulder. "Let's see who she prays to when the next shadow falls. You... or me."
Then he was gone.
Not in a flash. Not in a clap of wind. Just—gone.
Apollo sat alone.
The cleanup crew tiptoed back in eventually, whisking away goblets and dragging Melanion behind a pillar with only the barest protests. Dionysus wandered off muttering something about "needing stronger grapes," and the sun edged forward in the sky like it, too, was cautious of his mood.
But Apollo stayed where he was.
Alone. Golden. Burning.
The light never stopped following him.
And somewhere—miles below the clouds, in a palace courtyard or maybe a quiet bedroom—he knew you were breathing.
Living.
Training.
Changing.
Without him.
The thought scraped against his ribs like metal.
But even so, the sun rose just a little brighter.
Because if you noticed it faltered... you might think he didn't care.
And that would be the worst betrayal of all.
Notes:
𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: CHANGE OF PLANS! I'm updating today cuz i'm working doubles this entire weekened for easter 💔so idk how imma feel and may not have the energy to do so,; kay see y'all soon~ here's a bit of extra scenes/plot to ch.45 ┃ 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐝𝐞; but yeah just wanted to give a lil more behind the scenes etc, just for fyi, humiliation seemed fitting them to decide what to do to him (lolol that was vague asf but once you read the entire thing and come back it makes sense lol) idk i like how i'm writing gods who feel like men, and men who think like gods. lets me think i'm staying just a tad bit true to myth.) also! for those asking, i try to upload all the fanarts I recieve in chunks etc, so if some were sent and not posted immeditely thats why! recent ones i got shall be present in the next chappie ❤️❤️thank you all they were amazing as always
Chapter 64: 𝐃𝐑𝐀𝐁𝐁𝐋𝐄/𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍: 𝐒𝐨𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠
Summary:
𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: i got an inbox from my tumblr recently and i just had to share it with you all/thought you guys would like it, tell me if i should keep sharing them here or not lol; (post-move to the palace wing, late afternoon, private dining nook. Fluff overload.) see you guys soon ❤️ also, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAYS, SO MANY PPL TOLD ME IT WAS THEIR BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY ACROSS MY PLATFORMS AND OMG HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUYS 🎂🎊
Notes:
𝐚𝐬𝐤 (from fvckcare):
I JUST CANT GET THIS IMAGE OUT OF MY HEADDD
SILLY HEADCANON
ughhhh
Like when the kitchen serve smth that Y/n doesn't like but she also doesn't not want to seem like a picky eater she will just take a few bites then play coy and spoon feed it to Telemachus. Mask it as all lovely dovy n stuff, n everyone thinks they are sooooo cute but only Telemachus knows! And after a while he gain weights, like his baby fat returns, yet he still savour every bit of foof Y/n feed him...(he then process to lowkey do the same to Y/n..)
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𝐦𝐲 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐞:
NO BECAUSE THIS??? THIS IS CANON. THIS IS SO THEM 😭😭
Telemachus sitting there, all pink in the face, cheeks full of food he didn't even ask for while Reader's like "oh nooo, I'm just being sweet~ ❤️" when really she's like "if I have to eat another mouthful of this I will simply pass away so YOU handle it."
And the baby fat comeback??? STOP. He's already built like he grew up on war bread and stress, so seeing him soften just a little because of you?? You feeding him with your own hands??? YOU'RE FATTERING THE PRINCE??? I'm about to faint in the name of love and domestic gluttony.
AND THE FACT HE STARTS DOING IT BACK??? I can already hear him all smug like, "Oh, so you didn't like that soup? That's alright, I'll eat it—open." cue spoon dramatically aimed at your lips like it's war strategy 😩💖
This is the kind of softness that keeps me breathing. I'm clutching my pearls. You are a genius. A menace. A blessing. I want to write this. I want to breath this. I want to experience this in my life 😭
So um. Yeah. Here's a little scene you inspired:
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The stew was... awful.
Not poisonous—just aggressively bland. The kind that clung to your tongue and made your soul beg for forgiveness. A tragic grayish lump of overboiled roots and forgotten ambition.
You took one bite, then another—enough to seem polite—enough to fake it.
Then you set your spoon down with a sweet sigh and scooted your bowl ever so slightly toward the middle of the little table.
"Mm. You should eat mine too," you said, voice honeyed as you leaned your chin into your hand. "It's still warm."
Telemachus looked up from his own bowl, which he had been eating tucked by your window, sunlight catching on the tips of his lashes. He blinked at you, lips parted like he was mid-thought.. "That's the third meal this week you've 'sweetly' surrendered to me," he murmured, a smile tugging at his lips. "I'm starting to think you hate the palace menu."
You tilted your head. "Noooo," you said, much too fast. "I just like seeing you eat. You look happier when you're chewing. Like a thoughtful goat... It's comforting."
You spooned up a bit of your untouched stew and leaned across the table. "Here," you offered with a sweet smile.
He huffed a laugh but leaned forward anyway, letting you feed him a bite. His mouth opened, and he bit down, wincing slightly.
"Mmm," he deadpanned.
"You didn't even chew it all the way," you whispered, scandalized watching as his jaw flexed as he chewed.
"Didn't need to. The pain was immediate." He raised a brow. "Tastes like boiled disappointment."
You giggled, scooping another bite. "C'mon. One more. I'll even give you a kiss if you finish it."
Telemachus froze.
You blinked at him, innocent.
He took it, eyeing you the whole time, before glancing at your down at your bowl. "Wait a second," he muttered. "You hate this stew."
You blinked again, wounded. "I would never—"
"You always get all syrupy with the compliments when the kitchen messes up," he went on, leaning back in mock-revelation. "That soup on Monday. The weird lemon thing on Tuesday. The steamed cabbage loaf yesterday—"
"I was being supportive of the kitchen's dishes and wanted you to try it," you interrupted.
"You made me eat three of them."
"It's character-building," you said, solemn.
He stared at you.
You stared back.
"You're not off the hook, you know."
You blinked. "What do you mean?"
Then slowly, he stood from his seat, circled the table, and crouched beside your chair.
You opened your mouth to say something else—but he plucked your spoon out of your hand before you could.
"Say 'ah.'" he murmured, crouching beside you now.
You blinked. "Telemachus, I—"
"I'm serious."
"You're going to make me eat it?"
"I'm going to feed it to you. Lovingly. Like you do me."
You stared at him with narrowed eyes. "That's evil."
He smiled—sweet, smug, soft around the edges. "Say 'ah.'"
So you sighed... and opened your mouth.
The stew was still awful.
But gods, his grin afterward made it easier to swallow.
He didn't comment when you tried to sneak him another bite halfway through.
He just took it. Quiet. Smiling. Watching you like he'd been waiting for this game to unravel.
And so it went—your silly little food dance. You pretending not to hate it, him pretending not to notice, and somehow both of you ending up full, and quietly warm.
And by the end of the week? His jaw was softer. His tunic snugger. You mentioned nothing.
Until one afternoon, when he poked his stomach and muttered something about needing to train more—because his belt was starting to groan when he sat down.
You just grinned.
And handed him another spoon
Chapter 65: 46 ┃ 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐰𝐚𝐫
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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The next morning broke cold and breathless.
Dawn had only just peeled itself across the cliffs, painting streaks of pink and dull gold over the stone walls of Ithaca.
The world was still quiet—no birdsong yet, no clatter from the kitchens, no bustle of servants or chatter from the suitors. Only the wind moved, brushing gently through the olive trees lining the edge of the upper yard.
And you were already sweating through your tunic.
Your arms ached from holding the blade. Not the wooden practice sword this time, but something slimmer—sharper. A dagger. Twin to another one Diomedes now held lazily in his right hand.
He hadn't spoken much at first. Just handed it to you and gestured you into the dirt again, as if today was no different.
But it was.
You could feel it in the air, in the way the blade sat heavier in your palm. Shorter, faster, easier to lose—but harder to be seen.
Diomedes circled slowly around you now, his own dagger glinting as he twirled it between thick fingers.
"Knives aren't swords," he said, voice low. "You don't swing them like you're leading an army. They're not for battles."
You adjusted your grip, brow furrowed. "Then what are they for?"
He paused just behind you, then stepped in—his hands brushing your sides, firm but not unkind, adjusting your elbows inward.
"They're for what happens after the battle," he said. "For when the fight's already gone quiet, and something's still breathing too close."
You swallowed thickly.
He didn't let the silence stretch long. He stepped back again, pacing slowly. "Hide it here," he instructed, tapping his chest. "Here." His hip. "Here." The base of your back.
You mirrored him, testing each draw, the dagger flipping awkwardly in your hand at first, grazing too high when you went for the shoulder strap.
"Sloppy," he said.
"I'm trying."
"Try less," he replied. "React more. Your size is a gift, little blade. You're small. You're fast. Most of the men you'll face swing like hammers. But hammers don't matter if they can't catch you."
You inhaled, steadying your stance.
Then he lunged.
You weren't ready—never were, not for his speed. But your feet moved before your thoughts could stop them, and you ducked beneath his first strike, the whistle of his blade slicing air just above your shoulder.
Your knife lashed out on instinct, too wide—but not slow. You pivoted sharply, twisting your body away as he turned to block, and for a moment—just one heartbeat—you had an opening.
Your blade caught the cloth near his ribs.
Not skin. But close.
Diomedes stepped back, brows lifted. "Good," he said. "Do it again."
You did.
Again and again. Footwork clumsy, breath burning in your lungs, the knife shaking ever so slightly between your fingers.
He never praised more than one word at a time, but the look in his eyes—focused, measuring—was praise enough.
Until you slipped.
One wrong angle. One loose stone. You twisted just a little too far and lost your footing, the blade jerking outward as your heel gave way beneath you.
Diomedes didn't hesitate.
He surged forward, blade up—not striking, but pressing yours down in an instant. Your back hit the packed dirt hard, shoulder jarring. The dagger tumbled from your grip and skidded to the side.
Then he froze above you.
"You freeze," he said coldly, eyes locked to yours, "you die."
You didn't breathe.
The sun caught on the scar down his cheek as he straightened, stepping back again. Not cruel. Not gloating. Just firm. Like a truth being hammered into place.
You sat up slowly, dirt clinging to your elbows. Your chest heaved.
But something inside you lit up.
You'd lasted longer than you had yesterday. Hit harder. Gotten closer.
You weren't there yet. Not even close. But you were getting better.
"Again?" you asked, reaching for the blade.
Diomedes nodded once.
But before either of you could reset, the sound of hurried footsteps broke through the wind. A young servant, barely older than a kitchen boy, rounded the fence at the edge of the yard, chest heaving, curls plastered to his forehead.
"M-My lord!" he gasped, stumbling to a stop. "The prince—he's headed up! With soldiers—training detail. He's coming through the upper yard!"
You stiffened instinctively.
Diomedes didn't move. Just grunted faintly and turned toward the horizon.
"Good," he muttered. "We're nearly done anyway."
You were already reaching for your waterskin, panting as you leaned forward on your knees, wiping the sweat from your brow with the back of your wrist.
He watched you for a second longer, then gave a rare nod of approval.
"You improved," he said simply.
You looked up at him, breathing hard.
Your face was flushed, your hair damp, fingers curled loosely around the dagger again. You couldn't stop the grin that pulled at your lips—wobbly but proud.
"Thanks," you huffed, dragging your sleeve across your cheek. "Still move like a newborn deer?"
Diomedes snorted. "Less like a deer. More like a wolf pup. All tooth and no weight. But you'll grow into it."
You smiled wider, pushing yourself to your feet just as the wind shifted—carrying with it the sound of familiar voices.
Telemachus.
You turned toward the cliffside gate, heart picking up again.
But this time... it wasn't fear that made it race.
It was something else entirely.
Then the voices got louder.
Closer.
You didn't wait.
Your body moved before your thoughts did—legs already crossing the yard, scooping up your waterskin and slinging your cloak half over your shoulder as you made for the far path. The one that curved behind the olive trees and led straight to the service wing before doubling back toward the palace.
You didn't run exactly. But you didn't linger either.
Behind you, you could hear Diomedes speaking—his voice steady, loud enough to cut across the morning air. "You're late," he was saying. "Sun's been up for hours."
Telemachus' voice followed, a little winded from the climb. "Ah, not too harsh. I'm only but a boy."
But you were already too far down the path to hear the rest.
.☆.
.✩.
.☆.
You didn't go straight to your room.
You should have. You were still flushed from training, and you knew the servants would be poking in soon to draw your bath, refill the water jugs, check the linens.
But the thought of sitting in that space again—with the silence and the waiting and the constant risk of someone knocking—made your skin crawl.
So you cleaned up quick. Fast wash from a basin. Rinsed your arms. Patted your face dry. Threw on a fresh chiton and combed through your hair with fingers still sore from holding a blade.
Then you slipped out the back.
Quiet. Fast. Familiar.
The garden path crunched under your sandals as you ducked around the edge of the courtyard, past the low wall with the flowering vines and toward the small wooden shed.
You eased the door open.
Cool air met you inside. Still scented faintly of old wood, oiled strings, and worn leather cases. It always smelled the same—like memories.
You let the door fall shut behind you, slow enough not to make a sound.
For a moment, you didn't move. Just stood there, hand on the edge of the nearest table, letting your shoulders sag for the first time all day.
Here, in this space, no one expected anything from you.
No one was watching. No one was calling you brave or foolish. No one was glancing at your hands to see if they were still trembling.
It was just you.
You crossed the room, fingers trailing over the lined shelves, the case of flutes, the old kithara with its cracked bridge, the guzheng that barely held its tuning anymore but still shimmered with a soft hum when you passed.
You sat down.
Picked up the guzheng first.
You didn't even think. Just adjusted the string tension by feel, the way you always did, tuning by instinct more than ear.
You strummed once.
The sound was a little off.
You smiled faintly and reached for the tuning pin, turning it just a notch.
Another strum.
Better.
Your fingers moved slow, drifting from one instrument to the next—plucking here, adjusting there. Not playing anything full. Just touching. Testing. Reacquainting yourself with the pieces of you that weren't tied to blood or bruises or someone else's fear.
This room was quiet.
But not silent.
And for the first time that day, you weren't running.
You were just breathing.
For once, your shoulders weren't braced. Your hands weren't clenched around a dagger or a tray or some invisible thread keeping everything from falling apart.
You were just sitting there, half-lit by the soft sun slanting through the slats of the shed window, the golden glow catching on the dust in the air like it was trying to freeze time.
Your fingers hovered over a small stringed zither. You gave it one more soft pluck—off-key but sweet—and smiled faintly to yourself. Not perfect. But it didn't need to be.
You were reaching for the next instrument... but then you paused.
Your eyes flicked upward, toward the glass shelf.
And you saw it.
Your old lyre. What was left of it.
The crack down the center still ran jagged, clean through the spine. One of the arms hung at a warped tilt, and a few broken strings had been coiled and placed delicately beside it—almost like a tribute.
Telemachus had made it look beautiful when he framed it. Like it belonged there. But even behind the glass, you could still feel the splintered pain clinging to it.
You stood up slowly.
Walked to the shelf.
And opened the case with gentle hands.
It creaked as it opened, soft and careful, like even the wood around it knew this was something sacred.
You cradled the lyre to your chest.
It didn't hurt like it used to. Not the same sharp ache. Now it just felt... heavy. Like carrying a version of yourself that no longer fit.
Your thumb brushed over the cracked crossbeam. A piece of one tuning peg flaked away in your palm.
You sighed. Quiet and slow. Your head dipped.
And that's when the door creaked open behind you.
You flinched.
Too late to hide it.
Callias' voice followed a beat later, casual but with that trademark lilt of amused mischief. "What're you doing that for? Not like it's a secret anymore."
You turned, the lyre still pressed to your chest. Your mouth opened, half-forming something like a smile. Maybe a joke. Maybe a dodge.
But he was already squinting at you.
His grin faded, eyebrows knitting as he leaned against the doorway. "Unless..." he said slowly, eyes narrowing as the words began to settle between you, "...it is."
The shed went quiet.
You shifted your weight slightly, still holding the lyre like it might fall apart again if you didn't.
Callias stepped in and closed the door behind him with a soft click. "Wait a minute," he said. "Besides me and that Bronte brat... does anyone else know?"
You blinked. "Know what?"
His eyes snapped to yours. "That she broke it," he said, sharp now. "That Andreia smashed the queen's lyre. The one you've had since you got here. The one that means something."
You felt your throat tighten. "I—" you started, fumbling. "It's not—"
Callias straightened. "You lied?" His voice was rising now, rougher around the edges. "Are you kidding me?"
"I didn't lie," you stammered. "I just didn't say anything."
He threw up his hands. "Which is the same thing! C'mon, ____, why in Hades haven't you said anything? The king? The queen? The prince??" He stared at you, his expression caught somewhere between baffled and furious. "They would've dealt with her. He would've dealt with her!"
"No," you said quickly. Too quickly.
You clutched the lyre tighter. "I just—It would've caused too much trouble. It'd make things worse."
Callias scoffed, loud and bitter. "So what?! You want her to get away with it? Just pretend it never happened? Let her sit there in the dining hall grinning like she didn't break something that mattered?"
"It's not about that," you said, the words tumbling out. "If I say something, it changes everything. It's not just her. It's her title, her father, Bronte's alliance—if I speak up, I'm not just accusing a girl, I'm accusing a princess. And then what?"
Callias' eyes darkened.
"Then she gets her rightful punishment," he snapped. "She learns that cruelty isn't just something you can drape in silk and smile through. She learns you're not just something to step over."
He paused. His voice softened, just a little. "Gods, ____, this isn't just about a lyre. She humiliated you. She hurt you."
You looked down.
The lyre creaked softly in your hands.
"I know."
You didn't say anything else.
You just stood there.
Silent.
Your eyes dropped to the floor, throat tight. You didn't even realize how hard your hands had clenched around the frame of the broken lyre until your arms started to shake from holding it so close, so tight. Like if you just gripped it hard enough, it would absorb all the panic rising in your chest.
Callias didn't say anything either.
Not at first.
The silence pressed in between you both, thick and heavy. The shed didn't feel warm anymore. Not safe. Not quiet. Just close. Too close.
Your fists trembled.
Your arms curled tighter around the lyre as you turned slightly away, as if even meeting his eyes might knock something loose inside you.
He doesn't get it, you thought. He can't get it.
"I didn't tell anyone," you started, voice barely above a whisper. "I know that. And I know that's... bad. Or cowardly. Or whatever you're about to say next. But it wasn't because I didn't want to."
Callias tilted his head, jaw tight, but didn't speak.
You bit the inside of your cheek, forcing the rest of it out. "I wanted to. At first, I—I even almost did. I went over everything in my head. Over and over again. How I'd say it. Who I'd go to. How I'd explain it without sounding like I was just trying to cause trouble."
Your mouth felt dry. Your hands were clammy.
"And then... time passed."
You swallowed hard, heart pounding against your ribs.
"And it felt like the window to say something had shut, and if I brought it up now, it'd just be worse. Like it would seem petty. Or calculated. Or—like I was trying to hurt her for no reason. Especially now that everyone's... watching her."
You glanced up at him, your voice cracking a little. "I didn't know what to do. I still don't."
Still, Callias said nothing.
So you filled the space again.
You always did when it got quiet.
"I've heard things, too," you whispered. "Little stuff. Servants talking when they think no one's listening. I wasn't even trying to eavesdrop, but it stuck."
Your throat tightened.
"That soldier who escorted Andreia? The one that left with her, the same night—? I heard he's not in the guard anymore. That he's been demoted. Disgraced. Some say he asked to leave. Others say he couldn't bear to stay. That he was... removed."
Callias blinked.
You shook your head, hugging the broken lyre tighter. "That's just one person, Callias. Just one. And if even a shred of what she said is true—about Melanion, about what the prince did to him, or what the king did—"
You stopped.
Your words faltered. Died in your throat.
Because the memory hit you hard and fast.
Callias' knuckles—bruised. Split.
Telemachus' eyes too quiet, voice shaking after seeing you alive.
And when Hermes had spoken of your death... it hadn't been poetry. It had been real.
You swallowed, jaw trembling.
"I don't want to know what would happen if Telemachus found out what she did to me," you said, the words falling out like you were confessing to a crime. "What if it's not just yelling? What if it's not just exile? What if it's... worse?"
You glanced up at him, finally meeting his eyes.
"I'm scared, Callias."
And for once, your voice didn't hide it.
Not the fear. Not the shame.
Not the horrible truth that despite all the strength you'd been building, all the ways you were learning to defend yourself—you still weren't ready for the kind of war that came with justice.
Not when it meant him.
Callias stared at you for a long moment, jaw tight.
Then, finally—he sighed a heavy, frustrated, resigned sort of breath that felt like it came from the bottom of his ribs.
"Fine," he muttered. "I won't say anything."
You blinked, head lifting slightly.
He looked away, fingers dragging through his hair. "I don't like it, but... I get it. I'll wait. Whenever you're ready to say something—if you ever are—I'll be there. You tell it. Not me."
Relief punched through your chest, sudden and dizzying.
"Thank you," you whispered.
He didn't answer right away. Just gave a quiet little huff and shot you a look that said, you better not make me regret this.
But then—
The door creaked open.
Your heart jumped.
Speak of the devil.
Telemachus stepped into the shed, shoulders still glistening faintly from training, a few damp curls stuck to his forehead. He was dressed in one of his sleeveless tunics, sword strapped loose to his back, the laces on his bracer half-undone like he'd tugged them off in a hurry.
He smiled the second he saw you.
"There you are," he said, soft and warm. "I went by your room but—" He paused. "You weren't there."
His smile dimmed just a little when his eyes slid to the side.
Callias.
You felt the air shift.
The silence wasn't tense exactly, but it wasn't light either. You felt it in the way Telemachus' posture straightened slightly, the way his smile stayed polite—but lost the glint it usually held for you.
Then his gaze dropped.
To what you were holding.
Your arms curled tighter around the broken lyre, instinctively.
He stepped closer. Slowly. His voice gentled. "You brought it down?"
You nodded, not trusting yourself to speak.
His eyes lingered on it. Then flicked to the glass case behind you—the little shrine he'd built for it.
"I never asked you," he said after a moment. "Do you like it? The case."
You looked up, startled by the softness in his voice.
"I love it," you said honestly. "It's... beautiful."
Telemachus smiled again. But there was something else behind it now. A wrinkle of thought.
His eyes returned to the lyre in your hands. The jagged crack. The missing strings. How carefully you still held it, like it was worth more broken than most things whole.
He tilted his head slightly. "You know," he said slowly, "you never did tell me how it got broken."
You froze.
Callias made a sudden, very loud, completely unnecessary cough. "Ahhh—gonna go," he said quickly, already moving toward the door like his life depended on it. "Forgot I... have a goat to chase. Or feed. Or fight. Something goat-related."
Telemachus blinked at him. "What?"
But Callias was already half out the door. "Have fun, you two," he tossed over his shoulder, then disappeared before either of you could blink.
The shed door creaked closed.
And then it was just you.
And him.
He stood there in the quiet, his brow furrowed just a little, his expression gentle but searching.
You could feel his eyes on you. On the lyre. On your silence.
"I..." you began, clutching the broken instrument tighter. "It's not really a big story. It just... fell. A while ago. I left it in the courtyard and someone must've knocked it over by accident. Maybe it slipped off a bench. I didn't see it happen."
His gaze didn't shift.
Didn't narrow or tilt like he didn't believe you, but you could feel the questions building behind his eyes—could see his mouth start to open with something that would poke holes through the excuse you barely stitched together.
So you kept going.
"And then not long after that, I had a new one delivered. Remember? My divine one?" you said quickly, setting the broken lyre gently aside. "It was... from Hermes. For Apollo."
That made him blink.
"I didn't ask for it," you added, unsure why you felt the need to defend yourself, even though his expression hadn't turned suspicious—just surprised. "He showed up. Said it was a gift. That Apollo wanted me to keep playing, even if I couldn't use the one I was given before. So Hermes delivered it. Personally."
Telemachus' brow creased. "He just gave it to you? The lyre?"
You shrugged, but the gesture felt small. "It wasn't like a trade or anything. I didn't make a deal. He just left it here and told me I could use it when I was ready."
Silence settled between you again. Not awkward—but heavy.
Then your mouth moved before you could think better of it.
"Has... has Lady Andreia said anything about it?"
Telemachus blinked again, caught off guard. His posture shifted, just slightly—like you'd set something down between you both and he wasn't sure whether to pick it up or step around it.
"About what?"
You hesitated, then forced the words out anyway. "About the lyre. Or me. Or what happened. I know she's close to the queen, and I'm just—curious. Has she... said anything? About how long she's staying in Ithaca?"
His eyes darkened just a little. His jaw flexed.
He didn't answer right away.
When he finally did, his voice was soft. Careful.
"I'm not sure," he said. "She wasn't supposed to stay this long, but... her father's extended the visit. There's political pressure there. Things between Bronte and Ithaca are delicate. My parents are trying to keep everything... steady."
You nodded slowly, heart sinking. "So she's staying."
He didn't confirm it aloud.
Didn't have to.
You stared at your lap for a moment, tracing the edge of the divine lyre with one thumb.
Then you said it.
The thing you'd been chewing on since her first smug smile, since the broken wood in your lap, since the way no one else ever said her name without it curling in their throat.
"Are you two... engaged?"
The question hit the air like a dropped vase.
You didn't look at him.
Not right away.
But you felt him react—his body stiffening, shoulders squaring like he'd been slapped.
"What?" he said, sharp.
You looked up.
"Are you and Andreia—?"
The words barely left your lips before Telemachus cut in, fast and sharp. Almost like they burned to even hear.
"Never," he said, voice firm. "No. Absolutely not."
You blinked.
He took a step closer, his tone softening—but the flush rising in his cheeks didn't match how steady his words were trying to sound.
"If there's anyone I've ever... I mean—if I've ever even thought about being engaged to someone I'd rather be engaged to y—" His voice faltered.
You saw it happen—his mouth opened, like he meant to keep going, but then it closed again, lips pressing shut as if the rest of the sentence had slammed into a wall.
His eyes widened just slightly, like even he hadn't meant to say that much.
And then the pink in his face turned deeper, creeping from his cheekbones to the tips of his ears.
You stared at him, heart skipping somewhere behind your ribs.
He looked away, clearly scrambling for a way out. "I think—uh—did you hear that? Someone—someone's calling. Probably one of the servants. Or my mother. For... something."
"What?"
He nodded quickly, already backing up toward the door. "Yeah, yeah, I'm pretty sure I heard—uh—'Telemachus, come quick!' or something."
There was no voice.
No footsteps.
Nothing but your stunned silence and the soft creak of the floorboards under his boots.
"Wha—? You called?" he called out weakly, peering outside like someone might answer and save him.
But no one did.
So he cleared his throat and mumbled, "Right. Gotta go. I'll come back. Later."
And then the door closed behind him in a flustered escape.
You stood there, still clutching the edge of the divine lyre, blinking at the space he'd just occupied.
The silence lasted all of three seconds.
Then—
You snorted.
It started small, the corners of your lips twitching... but it didn't stay that way.
You clapped a hand over your mouth, warmth rushing up your face as a laugh bubbled up and burst out, muffled against your palm. Your whole chest shook with it, light and giddy and ridiculous.
"What was that?" you whispered into your hand, your smile so wide it ached.
Heat bloomed across your cheeks and you curled forward slightly, trying to smother the sound—but it only made it worse.
You'd never seen him stammer like that. Not around you. Not with that look in his eyes.
And definitely not when the words "engaged to you" were hovering just an inch from his mouth.
You buried your face in your hands and laughed harder.
Because gods help you, you were blushing too.
You sat down hard on the edge of the old workbench, your knees bumping against a basket of cleaning cloths, your hands still half-covering your face.
You stayed like that for a while—maybe longer than you meant to—until the giddy flutter in your chest finally started to settle into something softer. Something warm.
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Hours passed.
The sun crept its slow arc across the sky, slipping past noon and into the mellow gold of late afternoon. You didn't leave the shed.
You couldn't.
Not yet.
There was something about the quiet here—how the air always smelled faintly of wood and old resin, how dust floated lazily through beams of sunlight filtering in through the high slatted window.
The light changed as the hours passed, going from bright and yellow to soft and amber, like the whole room was being tucked in by the sky itself.
You'd spent the time doing everything and nothing.
Rearranged the small shrine of instruments along the shelf. Lit a bit of dried lavender from the market stall Asta liked, letting the smoke curl up toward the ceiling beams. You even sat cross-legged on the floor for a while, working at a stubborn knot in your sandal strap like it was some sort of divine mission.
All of it helped. A little.
The moment with Telemachus had passed, but it still clung to you—like the taste of something sweet left behind on your tongue.
You hadn't been able to stop replaying it. His voice. His face. The way his words caught like he was trying to stop a thought from getting out too fast.
You knew you should've gotten up. Left. Gone back inside.
But instead, you stayed.
Until now.
You were just beginning to gather your things—tucking the cloth over your lyre, folding up your practice towel, brushing a bit of sawdust from your skirt—when you heard it.
The faint, telltale shuffle of feet that didn't belong to any servant.
Too light. Too purposeful.
You turned before he even spoke.
And there he was.
Hermes.
Leaning against the shed door like he'd been there the whole time, one shoulder braced against the frame, fingers toying with the edge of his traveler's sash like he was half-distracted by his own charm. He looked—per usual—far too pleased with himself.
"Well, well," he drawled, grin sharp as a fishhook. "I leave you alone for a few days and suddenly you're training, brooding in music sheds, and blushing over sweaty princes."
You rolled your eyes, snorting. "How long were you standing there?"
"Long enough," he said with a wink, then pushed off the doorframe, stepping inside. "Apollo's beside himself, you know. Practically glowing through the clouds. Keeps trying to peek in without breaking the rules."
You blinked. "Rules?"
Hermes rolled his eyes. "Yes, yes—Olympus politics, mortal plane boundaries, all that dramatic nonsense. You'd think someone broken his lyre. He can't visit you. Not yet."
You swallowed, unsure what to feel about that.
But Hermes didn't seem to want you brooding again. He leaned casually against the table now, eyeing the shed. His fingers drummed against the wood like he was testing its resonance through the air.
"So," he said. "Tell me everything. Did the prince actually stammer like a schoolboy? Or was that just wishful thinking on Apollo's part?"
You gave him a flat look. "No, he dropped to one knee and asked me to marry him right there in the dirt. There were roses. Choirs. A goat shed as witness."
Hermes burst out laughing. "Oh, you're cruel. I like it."
You smirked, but the moment didn't stretch far. Because as his laughter faded, so did the lightness in your chest. A thought had been coiled in the back of your mind since before dinner. It uncurled now, slow and uneasy.
Your fingers brushed over the curve of the flutebeside you. "Can I ask you something real?"
Hermes tilted his head. "That's new. Sure."
You hesitated.
Then. "Melanion. Is he... is he dead?"
Hermes' face didn't move for a moment.
Not even a twitch.
Then his smile returned—but thinner. Not cold. Just more careful.
"The man's been handled," he said simply. "That's all you need to know."
Your throat tightened. "So... Andreia wasn't lying."
"She wasn't telling the whole truth either," he added quickly, wagging a finger. "She only thinks she knows what happened. And it's better that way. Safer for both of you."
You looked away, jaw tight. "I didn't ask Telemachus," you admitted. "I didn't have the guts. I just—I wanted to know. But hearing it from him... I think it would've hurt more."
Hermes nodded, softer now. "Then you were right not to."
Silence again.
The sun had dipped further now, bathing the shed in dusky orange. The shadows stretched long across the floor, curling around the table legs, casting soft light against the glass shrine behind you.
Hermes shifted his weight, folding his arms. "So," he said, voice lighter again, "how've you been feeling?"
"Feeling?"
"Since your... death," he said offhandedly, like he was talking about a stubbed toe. "I mean, you died, little musician. Mortal bodies weren't built for that kind of rebound. It leaves marks."
You raised a brow. "What kind of marks?"
He hummed, ticking off on his fingers. "You might get cold easier. Slower heartbeat. Sometimes the mind doesn't fully catch up to the body. Mood swings, foggy memories, little gaps. You could feel more impulsive. Untethered. Like something inside you got... loosened."
You stared at him, then gave a weak laugh. "So I'm basically dead. Just upright."
Hermes grinned. "Technically? You're better than dead. You're rare."
You rolled your eyes. "And twitchy. Don't forget twitchy."
He chuckled. "Oh, that's the spirit. I like the edge."
But you didn't laugh this time. You blinked, thinking. Then murmured, "Wait... so it actually changed me? It wasn't just in my head?"
Hermes' smile faded into something gentler. "Of course it did," he said, voice low. "You brushed the edge of the river. Most mortals who go there don't come back. But you... walked away."
That quieted you.
It sat heavy in your chest, settling deeper than the usual divine riddles. Your pulse slowed without your permission, and for a second, you swore you could feel it—that difference he was talking about.
That strangeness you'd been chalking up to trauma or exhaustion or something else that would fade with time.
But it hadn't. Not really.
Until you glanced up again, frowning slightly. "So what—you just didn't mention this before because you thought it'd be funny?"
"I thought it might go over better with snacks," he said innocently, thumping a drum on your shelf.
You rolled your eyes. "Of course you did."
"Oh, don't pout," he said. "You've been strutting around like a soldier lately. Swinging swords. Staring down royals. I figured you'd embrace your little... upgrade."
You scoffed. "Oh, sure. 'Upgrade.' That's what we're calling unsteady heartbeats, ghost limbs, and chills now?"
He blinked, mock-offended. "I'll have you know resurrection symptoms are very exclusive. You're like... Hermes version 2.0."
"Great," you muttered. "Do I get the sandals or just the emotional instability?"
Hermes stared at you.
Really stared.
Then blinked once. Slowly. Like a bird realizing it was being watched.
"Your tongue wasn't quite this sharp before. You've been hiding all this bite behind your meek little puppy act?"
You smirked. "Maybe you just never deserved the bark."
Hermes blinked once—then grinned wide, like you'd just slapped him and offered dessert. "Oh, there it is."
He clutched his chest dramatically, staggering back half a step. "Gods, I love a woman who can break my spirit. I'd give you my staff right now if I didn't think you'd use it on me."
That did it.
You burst out laughing—quick and loud, the kind that shook your shoulders and caught you by surprise.
He beamed at the sound, but you could still see the way his eyes softened around the edges.
Not mocking. Not smug.
Just... pleased.
He stepped back toward the door, dusting off his hands.
"Well," he said, pushing off the bench, "I should be off. If Apollo finds out I had you giggling behind a shed while he's up there composing sunlit sonnets, I might actually get smote. He's very jealous of his muse's giggles, you know."
You gave him a look. "Is that the plural of smite?"
"Don't question my grammar," he sniffed. "I invented grammar."
You rolled your eyes, but your smile lingered.
Hermes gave you one last look as he reached the door. "Try to sleep tonight. Favored mortals need rest."
Then he was gone.
Just like that—no flash, no sound. Just an absence.
You stood there in the empty shed, watching the dust swirl through the fading light. The evening breeze stirred through the slats, and outside, someone was ringing a distant bell for dinner.
Still thinking.
Because no matter how much Hermes joked—no matter how much he grinned or teased—you couldn't unhear what he said.
You'd changed.
And you didn't know if that should scare you or thrill you.
But either way... it was already happening.
You gathered your things, stood slowly, and stepped into the fading twilight, heading back toward the palace as the wind whispered softly at your heels.
also i've been blessed with more fanart, hehehe ❤️❤️❤️ (email: [email protected] | tumblr: winaxity-ii)
from tropiccvnt
OKAY FIRST OF ALL—LATIN CLASS FANART??? That's legendary behavior. You didn't just eat—you laid down a whole offering to the gods 😭🔥The stola??? The serene pose??? The "I've seen too much, died once, and now I carry the weight of divine agendas and mortal grief" expression??? You understood the assignment and made it fashion. Also??? The clean lines and soft fabric folds??? I'm OBSESSED. Thank you SO MUCH for drawing her, and I can't WAIT to see more!! 💀💫🗝️
from anon0219
OH. OHHHHHHHH. First of all—HELLO?? This is STUNNING?? You snapped. You slashed. You bled this onto the canvas. I gasped out loud like I wasn't the one who wrote that chapter. Like... the anguish, the body language, the shame curling in on itself—it's so raw. And the little golden thread dragging him up like a puppet?? The divine leash?? The contrast between blood and divinity??? I'm unwell. And PLEASE don't apologize for the lack of injuries—this hits so hard without them. Sometimes the silence in a piece says more than blood ever could.
from NovaSaysHi
No because... I stared at this for like five minutes straight. This is straight out of Chapter 32—the quiet scene between MC and Lady in the river under that star-smeared sky—and it looks exactly like how I imagined it. The reflection of the stars in the water?? The distant waterfall??? It's like someone took a ss of an anime 😩I'm genuinely honored. Thank you for this beautiful piece. I will be thinking about it every time I reread that chapter now.
from The Pr0phet
I'm literally obsessed with how soft yet unsettling this looks?? Like this rendition of him is so vibrant and regal but also makes my skin crawl a little in the best way??? The golden tears, the twin suns blooming off his cheeks, the lyre as accessory?? The glow?? The matching jewelry?? Stop. STOP. You're feeding me TOO well. Thank you so much for this divine gift (get it? because... yeah).
from popcorm
ANDREIA. My disaster diva. My political schemer in heels. The layered jewelry? Check. The infuriated-but-still-hot expression? Double check. The red background like a warning siren?? This is peak "She's about to ruin a dinner party and you're gonna thank her for it." Look at her. That is the face of a woman who just overheard MC coming back to life and that its so outrageous that she physically cannot continue sipping her wine.
from renarurii
This is MC in her essence. That hair??? That gentle, bittersweet smile like she's holding back tears and a sonnet at the same time?? This is the face that inspires odes and wars alike. There's something so classically tragic heroine about this rendition—like she's beautiful because she's hurting idk how to explain it 😩
Renarurii... you just casually handed me a Hermes x MC doujin panel like it was nothing??? Like I wasn't gonna immediately lose my composure and start rereading the scene on loop??? This little black-and-white comic strip has me in shambles. The soft hand. The nickname. And that last panel?? With the hat and the blossoms and the LINGERING EYE CONTACT??? I am seated. I am stunned. I am shaking. "Scared of heights," she says. Girl, you're being lifted by Hermes. He is the fall.
from alucardswifeyy
First of all—don't even start with the "I lack skills" thing because baby... you gave us FEELING. You gave us a whole scene. You gave us Apollo beaming like the sun itself, and MC over there fighting for composure like she's not actively being unravelled from the inside out. The way their eyes don't quite meet?? The delicate little hand on her chest?? The subtle tension in her mouth??😭 This is what it looks like when a god says, "You're safe with me," and you know it's a lie, but it still makes your heart stutter. Stopppp I'm in pain in a beautiful way. Also?? The new MC design is LOVELY. The hair framing the face. The subtle classical nods in her chiton. The vulnerability. I adore it. You really captured their dynamic—and you made it hurt in the best way. 😭✨
YOU'VE DONE IT AGAIN... BUT CHIBIFIED???? NO BECAUSE THIS IS KILLING ME in the best way 😭😭 MC is giving full "mortal who died dramatically but still manages to talk back mid-rescue" energy while Hermes is just there like 🧍♂️ "I'm literally escorting you back from death can you not cause a scene." THE SWEATDROP. THE "..." EYES. I'm CACKLING. This is possibly the funniest and most accurate depiction of Hermes dragging MC back from the Underworld I've seen. The energy??? Immaculate.
✨emotional return to Ithaca??✨ more like MC stomps in with Michael Jackson face, middle finger blazing, and psychic beef toward everyone who slighted her.
No words exchanged. Just vibes and judgment.
(PIC WOUlDN'T LOAD I'LL TRY TO RESIZE LATER/ADD FROM MY PHONE BUT IT'S POSTED ON MY TUMBLR winxanity-ii)
This is the most unintentionally horrifying, wildly accurate depiction of that moment.
MC: (trauma, nausea, confusion)
Telemachus: (leaning in like it's a poetry recitation)
It's giving he's never kissed anyone with trauma before.
The lips. The shading. THE SILENCE.
I just know MC's blinking up like "this man is about to devour my spirit" and he thinks he's being romantic.
from Axoltley
HELLO this is Hermes in his golden-era rom-com arc. The one where he grins too easy, helps you cross rivers, and absolutely has a dagger hidden behind his back just in case. Before the trauma, before the rot, before he started dragging dead mortals across realms and catching feelings he'll never admit. The laurels. The red cloak. The little wings. THE SMIRK. You nailed that moment when MC's still thinking "wow, he's cute," and we, the readers, are already screaming "GIRL. RUN." Axoltley, you captured his ✨dangerous golden retriever✨ energy PERFECTLY. I love him and I don't trust him and that's exactly the point.
Notes:
A/N : ahhh!!! i just checked my accounts and—1.3k followers?! 200k+ reads on wattpad?! almost 600 on quotev and like 1.5k on tumblr?!?! 😭😭😭 you guys... thank you so much. like i know i keep saying this and i probably sound like a broken record at this point, but it's honestly so surreal seeing this much support and traffic on my stuff. i know my writing style isn't everyone's cup of tea—whether it's the dark themes, being overly descriptive, or just plain wordy—but i'm genuinely so grateful for the praise and love. at this point, i've kinda accepted that this is just how i write. trying to force myself to change it or edit every little thing sends me into spirals of stress and perfectionism, and i never move forward. so yeah... i still appreciate the critiques, and i do take them in! but ultimately, i think i've found my groove. thank you again for everything. seriously. 💛and if there's a double update today, it's purely cuz i found myself trynna be a main character and sat outside on the porch while it's windy/dark editing 😭
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Chapter 66: 47 ┃ 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐬 𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝
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A month passed.
Quietly. Quickly.
And everything changed.
Your training with Diomedes became part of your routine—not that anyone could know. At least, not officially.
Callias and the others made sure of that.
He was the first to offer help, of course—loudly, dramatically, and with far more enthusiasm than you asked for. But then Asta caught on. Then Kieran. Then Lysandra. And before you knew it, they had a whole system in place.
A diversion here. A fake schedule there. Half-truths for the castle staff, timed walks to pull attention elsewhere. On the days you had bruises blooming under your sleeves, Asta would lend you a scarf. On the mornings you were late returning, Kieran would swear you'd been with the queen.
Sometimes, when they had nothing better to do, Callias and Asta would even come to watch—perched on the fence like smug little vultures, offering unhelpful commentary while you dodged a wooden blade to the ribs.
"Go left!" Asta would yell, snacking on an apple.
"That was her left," Callias would mutter, squinting. "I think."
Diomedes, to no one's surprise, was not amused by the peanut gallery.
He'd made you try everything—polearms, longswords, archery. You even trained with a shield for one frustrating week, nearly dislocating your shoulder in the process. But none of them felt right.
Too slow. Too heavy. Too not you.
Then came the daggers.
Smaller. Lighter. Close-range. They didn't rely on brute strength—just speed, balance, and precision. Diomedes didn't say much when he handed them to you, but his brow lifted slightly after your first practice bout.
You didn't win, of course. Not even close.
But you didn't drop them either.
You held your ground. You moved better. Sharper. Quicker.
Like they'd always been meant for your hands.
Since then, he hadn't taken them away.
You still trained every other day—early, always early. Before the soldiers hit the yard. Before the palace stirred. Diomedes made you run laps in full armor. Practice until your hands blistered. He said little. Corrected often. Praised rarely.
But when he did? You felt it all the way in your bones.
"You're getting steadier," he told you once, as you wiped blood—yours—from your nose.
You beamed the whole walk home.
And sometimes, Odysseus would pass through.
He never said when he was coming, but when he did, Diomedes' face would split into something rare—half grin, half challenge—and the two of them would spar like it was old times. It was old times.
You watched in silence the first few times, breath held as they moved like war-forged shadows, blades clashing with the ease of memory.
You saw how Odysseus smiled through pain. How Diomedes never wasted a step. And how the two of them, even older now, still looked like giants among men.
It made you feel small.
But not in the way it used to.
Not helpless.
Just... humbled.
You weren't perfect. Gods, not even close.
But you were stronger now.
You moved faster. You thought faster. You reacted.
You still flinched sometimes when something came too close to your face. You still woke from dreams where hands grabbed too tight.
But now, your body remembered what to do.
Your hands knew how to swing. Your knees knew how to brace. Your throat knew how to shout.
You wouldn't say you were the best. Or even good.
But you could protect yourself now.
And that was enough.
At least, that's what you told yourself as you left the training yard that morning, sweat still drying at the base of your neck.
Callias walked beside you, humming some tuneless song as he twirled one of your used bandages around his finger like a prize ribbon. He'd sat in on today's spar, lounging dramatically on a hay bale the entire time like it was some kind of afternoon play.
"You know," he started, barely concealing his grin, "you're starting to look different."
You raised a brow.
He gestured vaguely at your face. "You're losing that soft, squishy look. Bit of that baby fat's finally melting off."
You made a noise of protest, swatting at him with your wrist wrap.
Callias just dodged. Barely.
"I mean it," he went on, grin sharpening. "You used to look like you spent all your days nibbling orchard fruit and rich cheese in the queen's solar. Diomedes is working you like you're trying to atone for something."
You tsked and rolled your eyes, tugging your cloak tighter as the breeze swept in. "I'll make sure to cry about it in my next honey bath."
He snorted. "Oh, there she is. Look at you. All mouth and elbows now."
You threw a light punch to his arm.
Not hard. But solid.
He squawked.
"See?!" he cried, rubbing the spot like you'd drawn blood. "It's happening! Diomedes is turning you into a brawler. That and Asta and Lysandra's constant bullying. Gods, you poor thing—next you'll be breaking men's hearts and kneecaps on command."
You rolled your eyes, but your grin peeked through anyway.
He nudged your shoulder as you neared the palace steps. "Honestly, the prince won't even recognize you when he gets back."
Your smile dimmed. Just slightly.
Callias didn't notice. Or if he did, he chose not to press.
You both knew where Telemachus was.
Out visiting the smaller villages along the coast—accompanying his father's advisors on their monthly inspections and goodwill rounds. A royal formality, but an important one.
He hadn't wanted to go.
You remembered the look on his face when Odysseus told him it was time again—how his jaw clenched, how his hands flexed, like he was ready to argue for your sake. Like he wanted to stay.
After what happened last time—after your near-death and everything that followed—he hadn't left your side for days. Not until Odysseus' voice turned final.
"Duties are duties," the king had said, the same way he might declare a border or a battle line. "And if you want to rule one day, you need to know what the people need. Not just the ones inside these walls."
And just like that, Telemachus had gone.
It made things easier. For training. For breathing.
And for pretending your hands weren't always itching to reach for someone who wasn't there.
Still—he sent letters.
Small ones. Folded neatly. Tucked in with your daily linens or handed off with a sheepish look from some poor advisor.
They were always the same.
Short.
Warm.
Always ending in: Stay safe. Wait for me.
You did.
Even if you never wrote back.
Because you didn't know what you'd say.
Not yet.
The hallway was quiet, sunlight slanting low through the palace windows, painting soft gold across the floor.
You stepped into a patch of it without thinking, and glanced down at your hands.
They didn't look like they used to.
Not much. But enough.
The callouses had always been there—earned from years of servitude, hours spent hauling linens, polishing silver, strumming instruments. But now they were deeper. Rougher. Blunter. Like you'd carved your way through the weeks, not just walked them.
There was a faded bruise on your forearm. A healing scrape across your knuckle. A thin line near your elbow you didn't even remember earning.
Your skin wasn't soft anymore.
Not entirely.
You flexed your fingers slowly, watching the way they moved—sharp, practiced. Your balance had changed, too. The way you stood now. The way you carried your weight. Always braced. Always aware.
Callias had been teasing you, sure. But he wasn't wrong.
You were different.
And you couldn't stop the thought—not once it came.
Your voice was soft, like it didn't want to be heard. Maybe not even by yourself.
"Do you... do you think he'd hate it?"
The question slipped out before you could choke it down. Barely more than a whisper, frayed at the edges. Broken.
You stared at your own shadow on the wall—longer now, sharper. Not the shape of a servant. Not the soft figure Telemachus used to find curled by the queen's fire, stringing melodies from an old lyre.
This version of you stood differently. Moved differently. Felt different.
Not a soldier. Not really.
But something closer to one than you ever thought you'd be.
And for the first time... you wondered if Telemachus would see that as strength.
Or loss.
Because you didn't laugh as much these days. You didn't cry as easily either. You noticed exits when you entered a room. Watched hands. Watched eyes.
You were still you—but changed.
And he hadn't seen that version yet.
Would he still reach for you when he did?
Would he still say wait for me—if the you he remembered wasn't the one waiting anymore?
You didn't realize you'd said it out loud.
Not really.
Not until Callias' voice answered, softer than usual. Like he'd heard the thought before you even knew you'd spoken it.
"He wouldn't hate it," he said simply.
You turned your head, surprised.
He stood just a step behind you, arms folded loosely, his usual grin gone. For once, his eyes weren't teasing. They were... steady. Clear.
He bumped your shoulder with his own—gentle, but firm enough to make you blink.
"And besides," he added with a shrug, "if he did have a problem with it? Screw him."
You gasped. "Callias!"
"What?" he said, already grinning again. "You've got two gods wrapped around your little finger. That's not even counting the entire left wing of Ithaca's military, who would follow you into the sea if you asked politely."
You nudged him hard this time, half a laugh slipping out. "Shut up, don't say that."
He laughed louder. "It's true! Word's gotten around."
You blinked. "Word?"
Callias waggled his brows. "About you. About your training. Some of the younger soldiers sneak up early just to catch glimpses. A few of them saw you spar last week—said it was like watching a shadow strike. Real poetry about it. One of them even started calling you our divine liaison."
You stared at him, horrified. "They what?"
Callias grinned like the cat who'd just tipped over the cream. "I didn't start it."
"I bet you encouraged it though."
"Oh, absolutely," he said proudly. "Look, I'm just saying—if the prince wants to keep up, he better come back with a war story and a sonnet, because you're glowing lately. Fierce. A little scary, in a pretty sort of way."
Heat rushed up your face, but you couldn't stop the smile curling at your mouth. You shook your head, covering it with your hand. "I hate you."
"No, you don't," Callias said, walking past you. "You love me. I'm your number-one fan. Your sparring hype-man. Your court jester."
"You're a menace," you muttered.
"And yet," he said, dramatically placing a hand over his heart, "you keep me around."
You snorted, and for the first time since the thought struck you—that awful, cold thought about Telemachus and how much you'd changed—it didn't feel as sharp.
Because Callias was right.
You were still you.
Just more.
And you didn't have to be ashamed of that.
You let the thought settle for a moment, warm and slow, like the way sunlight lingers on your skin even after it's gone.
You elbowed him lightly again as the two of you turned the corner, the polished stone floor warming faintly beneath your steps from the waning afternoon light drifting through the tall windows.
As you passed the open arch just before the hallway into the royal wing, the sound of low voices pulled your attention.
Two young servants stood near the linen carts, deep in conversation.
"—they're sending a small ship out tomorrow," one said, adjusting the strap of her apron. "Lyraethos. Just a trade run."
The other girl groaned. "Ugh, that island. Don't remind me."
The first looked confused. "Why? What's wrong with Lyraethos?"
The other turned toward her dramatically, flinging a washcloth onto the cart with theatrical flair. "It's an island of songbirds. Every woman there's got a voice that could charm the gods. One of them's bound to be a siren in disguise. My Nikos is doomed."
Her friend tried not to laugh. "He's not going forever, Ana."
"Oh please, Zoe," the girl moaned. "How am I supposed to compete with island women who sing to fruit and have voices that moves like poetry? He'll take one look at them and forget me entirely."
You blinked at the sheer dramatics, then turned toward Callias just as he turned toward you.
Then, without a word, you picked up your pace.
Callias scrambled to keep up, his hand over his mouth to muffle the snort he couldn't quite hold in.
You threw the door to your chambers open with more energy than intended—and it startled Lady straight off her chaise.
The beast jolted up from where she'd been napping, limbs flailing as she skidded across the rug, blinking like she'd just been woken from a dream. Her nose twitched twice. Then she flopped back down with a huff, clearly offended.
"Sorry, sorry," you whispered, laughing through your breath as you crossed to her and gave her ears a quick scratch in apology.
But then you spun back around to Callias, eyes wide with a grin already pulling at your mouth.
"Do you know what this means?" you whispered excitedly, voice practically buzzing as you grabbed his arm.
Callias tilted his head, blinking. "No," he said slowly, "but I feel like you're about to tell me anyway."
You rolled your eyes, shoving his shoulder. "Don't ruin it with sarcasm. The servants said a trade ship's leaving for Lyraethos tomorrow."
He blinked. "Oookkkaaay?"
You stared at him.
Then pointed to yourself. "Lyraethos. Me. My birthplace. My actual, literal origin."
Still blank.
Callias shrugged helplessly. "...Is this like one of those riddles you solve backwards? Because I'm not getting it."
You groaned, tossing a pillow at his chest. "It means I can go. I can finally go there and see it for myself. See if it feels familiar. If it tells me anything about where I came from—who I am."
The smile hadn't even fully finished forming on your lips before Callias' expression dropped.
Your excitement dimmed. "What?"
He stared at you like you'd grown another head. "Do you really think the prince would let you do that?"
You frowned. "What, why wouldn't—?"
Callias threw his head back dramatically and made a noise like a dying goose, complete with stiff-armed flailing.
You smacked his shoulder. "Stop that."
"I'm just saying!" he hissed, throwing his arms up. "After the whole 'I saw your dead body and had a full emotional breakdown about it' episode? I don't think leaving the island is on your approved list of activities."
You crossed your arms, trying to keep the edge in your voice. "Well... he isn't here."
You said it like it meant nothing. Like it wasn't important. But inside?
Inside, you felt it curling soft and sharp beneath your ribs.
Because you knew—gods, you knew—that if Telemachus was here, it would've changed everything.
You'd never get a word in.
He'd have stepped in, gentle and earnest and overprotective, asking why, asking what-ifs, asking if you were sure—saying he just wanted you safe, that he didn't want to lose you again. And even if you said yes, even if you stood your ground...
You would've crumbled.
Because when he looked at you like that—eyes full of worry and a little bit of softness, like you were something he still couldn't believe he almost lost—it made it hard to remember what you wanted before he started speaking.
He didn't even have to tell you no.
Sometimes, all he had to do was be there.
And like a fool who believed in every word he said, you'd have stayed.
You shook your head once, clearing it.
Callias raised his brows at you. "Touché."
You gave him a flat look. "What? I'm serious."
"Alright, alright," he sighed, flopping into your reading chair. "So how exactly are you planning to convince the king and queen to let you hop a ship to a foreign island?"
You turned toward him with a grin slow and wicked.
"Just leave that to me~"
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You were on your knees.
Literally.
In the royal study.
Both Odysseus and Penelope sat across from you, positioned like carved statues behind a heavy table stacked with scrolls and missives. You were in full formal beg-mode—hands clasped, back straight, shoulders drawn for maximum visible respect.
Lady, in perfect coordination, sat beside you on her haunches. She raised her front paws just slightly, bent into what could only be described as a canine bow. Tongue out. Eyes wide. Her version of "please."
You'd bribed her with a honey biscuit to do it. No regrets.
"Furthermore," you said—voice steady, dignified, rehearsed—"I believe that this journey could provide valuable personal insight into my origins. Lyraethos is not only my birthplace, but one of the few places left that may hold pieces of who I was... before."
Penelope blinked slowly, her expression impossible to read.
Odyssesus raised one eyebrow and tilted his head, a thumb absently tapping the corner of a wine goblet.
You continued, as if your very life depended on it.
"I understand the risks," you said. "Truly, I do. But I'm not helpless anymore. I've been training. Preparing. I would be traveling with the merchant ship. A full crew. Not alone. Just—observing. Quietly. No fanfare. I wouldn't do anything reckless.
Lady let out a tiny whine as if for emphasis.
Diomedes, who had been standing near the bookshelf pretending to inspect a map, turned slightly. His face betrayed nothing.
But his shoulders were twitching.
You could hear the stifled snort he was trying to hide behind his closed fist.
"I've thought about this for a long time," you finished, voice softer now, looking between the two royals. "I'm not trying to run from anything. I'm trying to understand something."
Silence.
Odyssesus leaned back, hand now cupping his chin.
Penelope glanced at him. Then back at you.
You saw the look they exchanged.
Not cold.
Just... concerned.
Soft. And a little tired.
Penelope was the first to speak.
She cleared her throat gently, folding her hands on the table.
"I hear everything you're saying," she said. "And you presented your case well."
You perked up.
"But... no."
The word hit like cold water.
You blinked. "...Pardon?"
She winced slightly at your face. "No,____" she said again, firmer this time. "You've made incredible progress, and we're proud of that. But we can't allow you to sail out on an international trade ship—especially not alone. It's too far. Too exposed."
You opened your mouth, but the queen held up her hand.
"It's not about doubting you," she added. "It's about timing. About security. And... the prince."
That last part stung.
You sat back slightly on your heels, eyes darting between them.
Lady let out another low, pleading sound, her front paw pawing at your sleeve like should we do the biscuit trick again or... no?
Behind you, Diomedes let out an audible cough.
You turned your head just enough to catch his mouth twitching like he was biting down on a full-bodied laugh.
And somehow, that made it worse.
You'd prepared for this. You had your argument. Your visual aids. A supportive mythical beast. A whole speech!
And still—no.
The sound of it sank right into your chest, a deflating little sting. You hadn't even realized how hopeful your face had gotten until you felt it shift—mouth twitching down, eyebrows pulling in.
A soft, pitiful sound escaped your throat before you could stop it. Something between a sigh and a whine. Honestly, it was only a few decibels above Lady's current mournful yowl, but still.
Penelope's expression twitched—like she was trying very hard not to wince at how pathetically earnest you looked.
"I just—wait, hold on," you said quickly, straightening up. "I wouldn't be alone. The ship isn't some random merchant barge from across the sea. It's an Ithacan vessel. With Ithacan crew. Soldiers, even. It's the safest possible option if I were to go."
Odysseus exhaled through his nose. He leaned forward, resting his arms on the table now, which you knew meant you had approximately five seconds before a lecture began.
"You've been through enough," he said, tone even. "Your training is progressing, yes, but that doesn't make you invincible. A month at sea is different than sparring in a yard. Even the safest voyage can turn. Pirates. Weather. Trade conflicts. We don't need to put you in the middle of that."
"I won't be in the middle of it," you argued. "I'm not going there to fight or scout or represent Ithaca's politics—I'm going for me. Quietly. No armor. No banner. I wouldn't even speak unless spoken to. I just want to see it."
"You've seen enough for now," he said, firm.
"And yet here I am," you replied, gesturing to yourself, "alive, functioning, and apparently the talk of the barracks, which you're welcome for, by the way."
Penelope coughed into her hand.
Odysseus narrowed his eyes. "That wasn't a thank-you moment."
"Okay, then here's the next point," you said, forging ahead. "I'm a divine liaison, right? You said—directly—that part of my role is to act as a bridge between Olympus and the mortal world. Don't you think part of that includes understanding where I came from? Or being seen? Even just in a small way?"
He opened his mouth. You lifted a hand.
"I'm not saying I need a parade. But this is a rare chance. You said it yourself—I've come far. I've fought for my healing. For my right to be more than just... someone who survived. Let me do this. Let me choose something."
Penelope's lips parted, her expression softening.
Before Odysseus could try another tactic, you added, low and hopeful. "I can bring Lady. She's good with crowds. Intimidating to strangers. Loyal. You'd be sending me with a bodyguard that howls at shadows."
As if she knew, Lady let out a short, high-pitched bark, followed by a second, slightly off-key yelp. Her tail thumped once, ears perked, like I'm ready. Let's go now. What's a boat? Who are we fighting?
Even Diomedes made a strangled sound that might've been a laugh—or a cough—you're still not sure.
You pressed your hands together, pleading now. "Please. It's not just curiosity. It's... something in me is pulling toward it. I want to know if it's real. If there's something there."
Another silence followed—one thick with shared glances, the weight of your words hanging like a suspended breath between all four of you.
And for once... you didn't back down.
You kept your chin high, hands steady in your lap, even as Odysseus stared you down across the desk like he was weighing every ounce of your spirit on a scale built for war.
He didn't look convinced.
Not fully.
His jaw was set. His fingers tapped once against the wood.
Then—
Diomedes stepped forward.
He hadn't spoken the entire time. Not one word. Just watched—arms crossed, that unreadable expression carved into his face like stone.
But now he cleared his throat.
"She's ready," he said simply. "Maybe not for every fight. But for herself? Yes. I've trained princes. Commanders. She holds ground better than most of them did."
You blinked.
Odysseus didn't turn, but his jaw shifted. The tapping stopped.
"She's alert," Diomedes continued, voice even. "She listens. Moves with intent. And she knows when to act. If she hadn't, she'd be dead. And yet, here she is."
That silence returned again.
Odysseus finally looked down at the table.
Just for a moment.
Then back at you.
"You leave with the morning tide," he said.
Your heart jumped. "Wait, so I—?"
"You can go."
You gawked at him.
Penelope's head snapped toward her husband, her hands bracing against the table. "Odysseus—"
He held up a hand, quiet, but sure.
"She's right, Pen," he said gently. "We can't hold her back out of fear. Not when she's already proved she's more than what we thought. If the gods are watching her this closely... maybe we need to trust they'll keep doing it."
Penelope looked torn—mouth tight, eyes shimmering with worry—but after a long breath, she nodded once. Slowly. Like she was setting down something heavy inside her chest.
That was all the permission you needed.
A strangled little squeal burst out of you before you could stop it.
And then you vaulted over the desk.
Actually vaulted.
Odysseus made a noise like what the—?! while Penelope barely had time to open her arms before you flung yourself into them, hugging both of them at once in a clumsy, overjoyed tangle of limbs and gratitude.
"Oh my gods—thank you! Thank you thank you—"
Then you froze.
Realizing what you'd just done.
You scrambled backward a step, breath catching. "I—I'm sorry, that was— I wasn't thinking, I shouldn't have—"
But Penelope just smiled, reaching out to squeeze your arm.
Odysseus rolled his eyes, muttering, "You'll be on a ship full of sailors tomorrow. I think you're allowed one desk vault."
You laughed, half-hysterical. "Right. Right."
"Go pack," he said, waving you off with a flick of his hand. "You've got a boat to catch."
You grinned so hard it hurt. "Thank you!" you gasped again, turning on your heel and nearly tripping over Lady, who had risen from her dramatic beg-pose to wag her tail like a banner.
"Come on, girl! We've got to get ready!"
Lady barked, clearly taking full credit for your success.
You didn't even care.
You sprinted for the door, laughter caught in your throat, heart light and thundering all at once, calling one last time over your shoulder. "THANK YOU!!"
Then you disappeared down the corridor—giddy, breathless, and one step closer to finally, finally finding the beginning of your story.
Notes:
A/N : kay i was giggling while re-reading this and said why the hell not leave it on a good note... also just a quick note: first of all—thank you again for the insane support lately. i've been seeing all the comments, theories, and and I'm honestly blown away. you guys are the best fr. secondly, i wanted to touch on something that came up recently (no spoilers, dw): i know not all the characters are acting how we first met them—and that's intentional. this story grew a lot from how i originally planned it back in 2022-2023, and i've kind of just let it evolve naturally as it went. some characters (like hermes 👀) were never meant to stay one-note or predictable. he's still a trickster—but that's not all he is. just like apollo's not just a golden boy. and as for the romantic dynamics in the book—totally fair to say telemachus feels like the most grounded presence right now. he is. he's meant to contrast the divine pull with something very real and very human. that doesn't mean the others don't care—it means they show it differently, or... manipulatively. sometimes too forcefully. sometimes without realizing they're doing harm. plus, now looking at it, this story isn't really just about romance—it's about the consequences of divine favor (i was inspired by all those love stories of mortals and gods). the romance is messy on purpose. the gods aren't supposed to play fair. and our lovely mc doesn't always have the full picture either—there's stuff happening behind the scenes she doesn't get to see yet. but you will. trust me. 😌 that said—i'm so grateful for everyone sticking with this slow burn of chaos and heartache. i love hearing your thoughts (even if you don't always agree on with what i wrote, i promise!!), and i appreciate every kudos, reblog, comment, and share...everything! seriously. ALSO my sis said thank you all so much for the support for her boo 'WARRIOR' (andf i wanna thank y'a;ll too she been writing and i've been feening for the updates 😭😩❤️)
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Chapter 67: 48 ┃ 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐥𝐚𝐝𝐲
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The next morning came quickly.
Too quickly.
The sky was barely awake, just beginning to blush with early light. A soft fog clung to the edges of the port, curling around ropes and crates and the low murmur of crew voices.
You stood on the stone pier, breathing in the sharp scent of salt and damp wood and tide—sea air heavy with gull cries and possibility. The ocean stretched out ahead of you, slow and endless, the waves lapping against the hull of the small ship like a quiet promise.
Lady sat pressed to your side, her body warm against your calf, tail flicking idly as her nose twitched at every smell. She sneezed once, snorting, then settled again—watchful and quiet.
Your sack was slung over one shoulder, heavy with only what mattered.
A clean set of clothes. Rations. Small, necessary tools. The wrap of your dagger belt, tucked just beneath your coat. And at the very top—cradled in fabric as soft as you could find—your divine lyre, sealed in its case, humming faintly like it knew it was going somewhere important.
You shifted the strap on your shoulder and exhaled slowly, watching your breath fog out in front of you.
Then—footsteps behind you.
Heavy. Steady. Familiar.
You didn't even need to turn before you felt Diomedes stop just beside you.
He didn't say anything for a long moment.
Just looked out at the sea with you.
Then he spoke, voice low and clear, the kind of voice that never needed to be raised to be heard.
"You know," he said, "when Odysseus left for war, he didn't say goodbye to anyone but Penelope. Left in the dark. No speech. No fuss."
You glanced at him, brows raised. "That a recommendation?"
He huffed. "Not at all. I've always found a good send-off matters. Makes the silence after feel less... empty."
You went quiet.
His arms crossed.
He nodded once toward the ship. "This isn't war. But you treat it like a mission anyway."
You opened your mouth to reply, but he kept going, eyes still forward.
"I've trained you to react. To hold your ground. To see what others don't. You know how to move now. How to listen. How to survive."
He turned his head and finally looked at you.
"But remember this: You're not a soldier. And you don't need to be."
The wind picked up, tugging lightly at your hair, fluttering the hem of your cloak.
"You just need to live."
You swallowed.
Then nodded. Softly.
"Yes, sir."
His mouth twitched—just barely.
He reached out, resting one massive hand briefly against your shoulder. His grip was steady. Strong. And in its own quiet way, it said more than anything else had.
"Have fun, little blade."
You blinked. The words caught you by surprise. Warmed your chest in a way the morning chill couldn't touch.
Your lips curled. Just a little.
You nodded again.
Then felt another presence beside you.
Odysseus.
He stepped forward with a softer weight than usual. Not as a king. Not as a commander. But as something... quieter. Older.
He didn't say much—he rarely did—but when he looked at you, it was different than before.
Proud. Protective. And something else, too. Something that tugged at the space where a father should've stood throughout your growing years.
"Be safe," he said simply.
Then his hand came to rest on the back of your neck, rough but warm, pulling you in without asking.
You let him.
His chin touched the top of your head for just a breath, and it was all you needed.
A goodbye without ceremony. A blessing without words.
When he let you go, you blinked against the sting in your eyes.
Then Penelope stepped forward.
Her composure cracked the second she reached for you.
"Oh, my heart," she whispered, pulling you in before you could brace. She held you so tightly you thought your ribs might bend, her cheek pressing to yours, one hand smoothing over your back like she was trying to memorize the shape of you.
Then her hands cupped your face.
She kissed your forehead, gently, the way you imagined she once did to Telemachus when he was small and brave and didn't yet understand what leaving meant.
"You come back to us," she said, her voice shaking.
"I will," you promised.
She touched your cheek once more, then stepped back—only far enough to let you go.
Callias was next.
He didn't say anything right away. Just gave you a long, up-and-down look, then sighed dramatically.
"You're going to come back cooler," he muttered. "I hate that."
You laughed.
He stepped in anyway and hugged you hard—muttering something under his breath about how he was keeping your room exactly the same, just in case you forgot what real friendship felt like while surrounded by mysterious sea captains and poetic goats.
Asta saluted with two fingers, her other arm thrown around Lysandra's shoulders, who simply said, "Bring back stories."
Even Kieran—cherry as ever—gave a quiet nod of his head and murmured, "We'll be here when you're back."
The pier behind you was full now—bustling with life and goodbyes.
Sailors moved about loading cargo. Children clung to their parents' waists. Lovers whispered soft promises near the ropes. The air was a tangle of salt and excitement and farewells, wind brushing past your ankles like it, too, was trying to hurry you along.
The ship rocked gently, moored and waiting.
With one last deep breath, you turned toward it.
Lady padded at your heel, her tail swaying back and forth—not fast, not frantic. Just... steady.
Like she knew.
Like she understood that this wasn't just travel.
It was the start of something.
It was time.
Time to go.
Time to see.
Time to begin.
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The first three days at sea passed more gently than you expected.
You and Lady shared a small, tucked-away room below deck—not far from the captain's cabin. It wasn't lavish, but it was yours: a narrow cot, a bolt of rolled blankets, a single porthole that opened just enough to let in the sound of waves.
Every night, you slept with the divine lyre wrapped carefully in cloth at your side, and Lady curled at your feet, snoring louder than some of the crew.
It was peaceful in a way you hadn't felt in a long time. No palace routine. No watchful eyes. Just the sea, the sky, and the creaking lull of wood beneath your bones.
By the second day, you'd already made a friend.
His name was Eben—a small cabin boy with salt-stained sleeves, hair that refused to stay combed, and a missing front tooth that made his grin impossibly wide. He couldn't have been older than ten winters, and the moment he laid eyes on Lady, you were forgotten entirely.
"She's massive," he whispered the first morning, crouched near your door with a handful of jerky. "Can I pet her?"
Lady, of course, gave him one sniff, decided he was a reliable treat source, and promptly sat on his feet like they belonged to her.
After that, Eben followed you both everywhere.
He helped show you around the ship, explained the name of every single knot and sail (even the ones you didn't ask about), and would sometimes sneak you sweet biscuits when the cook wasn't looking.
In return, you helped him with chores when you could—peeling vegetables, folding cloths, even sweeping the main deck when his arms got tired.
Lady seemed to thrive on the attention. She let Eben braid little ribbons into the fur behind her ears, accepted kisses to the snout, and growled protectively if anyone teased him too loudly.
By day three, half the crew referred to her as "First Mate Lady."
And you? You were slowly becoming something familiar again.
But the sky was changing.
You first noticed it late in the morning, when the air began to smell heavier. The wind curled tighter, sharper, the way it always did before storms. That's when you remembered what you'd heard the day before—quietly, as you passed near the captain's quarters.
The captain had been speaking low to one of his more experienced men, glancing at a spread map.
"Keep us clear of the slab near Graydeep," he'd said. "Old sailor said it eats hulls clean. Stone's too smooth to climb once you've struck. Ghost current drags the rest under. I'm not testing legends today."
You hadn't thought much of it then.
Until now.
It was nearing lunch, and you were crouched near a crate on the deck with Eben, helping peel a bucket of stubborn potatoes—your sleeves rolled up, your hair tied back, your fingers stained faintly with salt and starch.
Lady sat beside you, tongue lolling lazily in the warm wind.
That's when it happened.
A voice from the crow's nest cut sharply through the air.
"There! Off the port bow!"
The crew froze.
You looked up.
And saw it.
A shape on the horizon—dark, massive, unnatural. Not moving. Not bobbing with the waves like driftwood should. Just there, cutting through the ocean like a jagged tooth.
Storm clouds were beginning to gather behind it, curling in fast, dark and thick.
The sun slipped behind the cover—and the temperature dropped with it.
You stood slowly, potato forgotten in your hand.
Beside you, Lady's ears lifted. She growled—low and uncertain.
Something in the air changed.
Something old.
Something heavy.
It settled over the deck like a dropped curtain.
And then, in a blink—
The sky broke open.
Rain slammed down in sheets, so fast and loud it swallowed the sound of the ocean. The wind howled, sharp and angry, slapping against the sails so hard one of them snapped, tearing down with a spray of salt and canvas.
Crew shouted over one another, rushing to secure ropes, sliding across the slick deck as the ship tilted hard to one side. You grabbed Eben without thinking, tucking him behind you as water lashed your face, your cloak plastering to your skin.
"Gods—what is this?" someone screamed from the upper deck. "Did no one bless the damn ship?!"
There was a long pause.
A chilling kind of pause.
Then came the realization.
"...No one did," a sailor choked out, horrified.
"WHAT?"
It spiraled instantly.
Another sailor stumbled toward the helm, shouting over the roar. "We need a sacrifice!"
"No—we need to pray, offer something now!"
"Something living!"
Voices rose, panicked and rapid, until one voice sliced clean through the rest.
"What about the beast?"
You snapped around. "What. Did. You. Say?"
It was a younger sailor—barely older than you, wild-eyed and soaked through. He pointed at Lady with a trembling hand. "She's not a person. She's not crew. She's just—she's just an animal."
Your blood turned to fire.
"She's mine," you snapped, stepping between them. "I swear to every god listening, I will throw myself overboard before I let you lay a hand on her."
But he didn't back down.
He then looked at you—dripping, furious, a girl clutching a mutt—and suddenly something behind his eyes clicked.
"Wait... You're the divine liaison."
Voices shifted.
They looked at you now—not as a crewmate. Not as a girl helping peel potatoes.
But as something else.
Someone else.
"That's it!" the same man cried. "She counts. The gods already touched her—she's the closest thing we've got to an offering!"
"You lay a hand on her, and the royal family will string you up for treason!" someone else shouted from the mast, slipping as the boat lurched again.
"And if we die now," the man screamed back, "then what kingdom? What rules? We'll be bones at the bottom of the sea, with no one left to care!"
Another crash of thunder split the air.
Lady barked once, low and sharp—body tense, ears back, pressing against your leg like she already knew something was wrong.
You didn't speak.
Not at first.
Because for just one second—you looked at the storm.
Felt it.
The rage of it. The presence of it.
And you knew.
You weren't just in a storm.
You were seen.
Watched.
Tested.
And the sickest part?
You might actually have to do it.
You might have to offer something. Or someone.
And you didn't know if the sea would be kind enough to let you pick which.
Your voice was barely a whisper when you spoke. "...Alright."
Silence. Not from the storm, but from everyone else. The crew froze—lightning still flashing behind them, wind shrieking around the sails—but your voice carried anyway.
"If it's me or her..." You swallowed hard, feeling your throat shake. "Then let it be me."
"No!" Eben's voice cracked.
You looked up just in time to see him push forward, tears already clinging to his cheeks. "No! You can't—you can't—!"
Two sailors tried to hold him back, arms around his chest as he kicked and squirmed and screamed. "You can't let her! She's not—she's not just anyone!"
One man reached toward Lady's scruff—and she snapped. Hard.
Her jaws caught his wrist and clamped, dragging him down with a furious snarl. She was wild, unhinged, fighting the hands that dared try to pull her away from you.
Then Eben broke free.
He threw himself forward—right over Lady's back, arms flung wide as he covered her with his body, shaking with sobs before any of the men could retaliate. "Don't hurt her," he choked. "Don't hurt her, please!"
The sight broke something in you.
But you kept moving.
Your limbs felt numb as the crew parted for you—silent, grim-faced, like watching someone walk toward the gallows.
The rain blurred your vision, ran down your chin, soaked the ends of your sleeves. Your knees trembled with every step as you walked toward the end of the plank, each footfall sounding too loud in your ears.
Behind you, Lady's howls tore through the storm.
She shrieked like her chest was splitting, like she could feel the ocean about to take you. Eben was the only one brave enough to hold her down now—curled around her, sobbing into her fur as she thrashed and whined and bucked.
You didn't look back.
Couldn't.
You stood at the end.
Shivering.
Shaking.
Your arms wrapped around yourself, head bowed, the storm still screaming overhead. You could barely breathe.
Your voice—barely a thread—slipped from your lips.
You were singing.
Softly.
Old words. Broken melody. A lullaby you couldn't place, but your lips remembered it anyway.
Just something to hold you steady.
Just something to hold you.
You shut your eyes.
And stepped forward.
The sea met you with open arms.
Cold. Crushing. Swallowing.
The world went silent in an instant—like the ocean had clapped her hands over your ears. The water folded around you, weightless and heavy all at once. You kicked once, twice, but your cloak dragged. You sank. Light above you blurred, then vanished.
But on the surface?
The storm broke.
Not gradually.
Immediately.
The wind fell flat. The waves stilled. The rain thinned into mist. The ship stopped rocking as if the sea had been caught mid-breath—and let it out in surrender.
Silence rolled over the deck.
Because the storm was never just weather.
And it had taken what it came for.
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The first thing you felt was weight.
Not the sea. Not the cold.
But gravity—pulling you sideways, dragging you out of some deep, drowning place.
Then came the voices.
Faint at first, then louder—blurred and frantic.
"—there she is! Gods—get her up!"
"Careful—don't let her slip again—!"
Hands gripped your arms, under your back, under your knees. Someone cursed as you were hauled from the water, clothes clinging like second skin. You gagged, sputtered, coughing up sea brine, your lungs burning raw as air clawed its way back in.
Everything was too loud and too far away.
You felt yourself hit the deck—lightly, but it still jarred your bones. Wood under your cheek. Rain-slicked and warm from the sun again.
Wait—sun?
The sky above was clear now.
Blindingly so.
"Move!" someone shouted. "Give her air—"
"Is she breathing—?!"
And then—Lady.
You didn't see her first. You heard her.
The bark that tore through the air like it had been waiting to escape her ribs. Nails skittering across the planks. Then fur, tongue, weight—her paws scrambled over your arm, her wet nose shoved hard against your temple like she could force you awake.
"Lady—Lady, off—off her, gods, you'll drown her yourself—!"
Eben's voice.
Cracking.
Panicked.
"She's breathing, she's breathing," he said again, over and over, like a spell.
You blinked, vision swimming, lashes sticking together.
Eben was right above you. Pale-faced. Tear-streaked. His small hands hovered just over your shoulders like he was too scared to touch you but couldn't look away.
"Don't do that again," he whispered. "Don't ever do that again."
The captain's boots stomped into your view, kneeling beside you with practiced steadiness.
"Turn her," he said. "On her side—slowly—there."
They shifted you carefully. The deck tilted slightly under you as your body adjusted.
You coughed again, harder this time, voice barely a rasp. "How long...?"
The captain's weathered face squinted at you. "Say again?"
Your throat scraped dry as you tried again. "How long... was I under?"
He didn't answer right away.
Just looked at you.
Then ran a hand down his beard.
"...Three days."
Your heart skipped. "What?"
"You were gone," someone muttered nearby. "Vanished. Lost at sea. We searched. Nothing. The storm passed, and you were just... gone."
Another voice—sailor, hoarse. "We thought you were dead. We held service. We—" he swallowed. "We buried you. In the books."
You stared at them.
Heart still. Chest tight.
Three days?
Not unconscious. Not drifting.
Gone.
The world tilted again—this time inside you.
The captain's hand came to your shoulder—gentler now.
"You're back," he said. "That's what matters."
But your vision was already blurring.
Lady whined and curled tighter at your hip, like she could pin you in place. Like if she touched you, the ocean wouldn't take you again.
Eben clutched your sleeve, his tiny hand shaking.
You didn't mean to close your eyes.
But you did.
And this time—you didn't drown.
You just let the world go quiet.
And slipped softly into the dark.
Notes:
A/N : happy easter🖤
(godly things)
various!epic x fem!reader@winxanity_ii
(ao3)~
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Chapter 68: 48.5 ┃ 𝐃𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒: 𝐓𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐞 𝐌𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐭𝐞𝐬, 𝐓𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐞 𝐃𝐚𝐲𝐬
Notes:
𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: here's a bit of extra scenes/plot to ch. 48 ┃ 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐥𝐚𝐝𝐲; (this chapter is what occured in those 3 days under water etc.); HAPPY EASTER!!! though i don't celebrate i do enjoy the way families come together and whatnot ❤️ also... SUPRISE DOUBLE-UPDATE!! since last chappie was so short and i usually double-update with divine whispers, hope you all enjoy~
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You thought you'd passed out the moment you hit the water—thought it was over. But your mind stirred like a door creaking open. And when your eyes blinked open, slow and heavy, it wasn't the ship you saw.
It was water.
Endless. Weightless.
The world was quiet—too quiet. Muffled and still, like you'd slipped behind a curtain the sea didn't want anyone else to see past. There was no storm now. No screaming. No lightning. Just... blue.
Endless, dark blue.
Your limbs floated loosely at your sides. Your hair drifted like seaweed, weightless and strange. Bubbles curled from your nose, drifting upward toward a surface you couldn't see. Couldn't feel.
And for a moment—just one—you were calm.
Then the panic hit.
You twisted, kicking hard. Turned too fast. A jolt of nausea spun through your chest as you realized where you were, how deep, how far, how cold—
Your arms flailed once, trying to orient yourself, and your pulse thudded sharp behind your eyes. Up. Up. Where was up?
Your gaze darted around wildly. The world looked the same in every direction. Shimmering and dark and slow. Your own limbs looked distorted against the water. Soft like marble. Distant like they weren't yours anymore.
You kicked again.
Hard.
Your chest screamed.
And then your brain—your dumb, hopeful brain—flashed back to those summers in the palace courtyard.
You remembered this feeling. Not the fear. The movement.
You remembered games—summers in the royal baths when the palace staff would turn a blind eye. You and the other servant children splashing beneath the colonnades, daring each other to hold your breath the longest.
Loser had to mop the hallway. Winner got the biggest fig from the tray.
Telemachus never lost.
You remembered him under the water, eyes wide, cheeks puffed, arms folded like he wasn't even trying. And then he'd break the surface with a grin so smug you wanted to drown him yourself.
You always kicked harder when he was watching.
He used to shout, "Don't come up yet—just a little longer!" And you would laugh underwater, teeth clenched, bubbles tickling your nose as you counted.
One.
Two.
Three...
Three minutes. That was your record.
Anything past that was dangerous.
Your chest heaved now, desperate. You clenched your jaw. Kicked again.
There.
A glint.
Light.
The surface—so close you could almost graze it with your fingertips.
You kicked toward it. Fought toward it.
But the more you moved... the further it drifted.
Like the sea was teasing you.
Your arms burned. Your legs ached. Your lungs throbbed with the ache of holding back what they needed. You clawed toward that silver blur above—but it slipped again. Out of reach.
It wasn't just the weight.
It was something else.
Something behind you.
You didn't turn right away.
But you felt it.
The drag. The presence. Like fingers brushing your ankle. Like a whisper curling around your ear that didn't need sound to speak.
Not yet.
But soon.
And still—you kicked.
Because you remembered the laughter. The figs. The way Lady used to bark at the waves like they were enemies. You remembered warm sand. Loud dinners. Quiet rooms with a lyre in your lap.
You remembered life.
And gods, you wanted it back.
Even if the sea wanted to keep you.
The surface drifted further the more you clawed toward it.
Like the water itself was laughing.
It pulled you deeper, until it felt like your bones were made of salt. The light above was gone now—blurred beyond recognition, warped into nothing but a whisper of brightness somewhere far, far out of reach.
Your lungs burned. Just a little. Not panic yet. But you knew the countdown had started.
Two minutes.
Maybe less.
You stilled your body, floating limp for just a moment, trying to think. Trying to remember what Diomedes had told you about holding air. What your muscles felt like before they crumpled. What stillness felt like when it wasn't just surrender.
Your chest seized.
You kicked on last time, tried to break the weight clinging to your heels.
Still nothing.
The deeper you sank, the more the sea pressed in.
Until—
A shape moved out of the dark.
Not fast. Not thrashing.
Smooth. Lurking.
It came from your left—gliding like shadow between folds of water. At first you thought it might be a trick of the dark. Your vision was already going fuzzy. The lack of air made everything slow.
The shadow then took shape.
But then you saw the light.
Faint.
Glowing blue.
Not sunlight. Not sky.
But from him.
Poseidon.
First the trident—longer than your body, glowing with veins of water and raw magic, humming like a current in your ears.
Then a chest. Bare, massive, carved like old statues. Broad enough you could've stretched out across it and still not reached the edge.
A tail next.
Not a man's legs—but a scaled, glimmering tail the size of a dock beam, slick with dark indigo and midnight blue. It moved with such ease through the water, each flick coiling the sea like it obeyed him.
He had gills, on his neck. You watched them flutter.
Patches of scale shimmered along his arms. His fingers tipped in dark claws. His hair—long, heavy, tied in braids—floated like strands of seaweed caught in slow tide.
And his face.
His face was... unfair.
Strong. Regal. Cut like something meant to be knelt before. Ocean-dark skin glinted with wet light, and his mouth curled—not with kindness, but curiosity. Or maybe amusement.
His eyes—gods.
Glowing blue. Like deepwater flame. Not warm. Not cruel. Just... ancient.
You tried to swim backward on instinct. Your body barely moved.
He noticed.
Poseidon tilted his head slightly, gaze roving over you like he was sizing up whether you were prey, an offering... or something more.
Then—he smiled.
"Poor little air-breather," he said.
His voice hit you like current. It didn't echo—not like in the stories—but it vibrated. Through your ribs. Through the water. Like he wasn't speaking to you, but through you.
You didn't answer. You couldn't.
Your chest was screaming.
He cocked his head again, golden fin on his ear twitching slightly. "Still holding your breath? Brave girl."
Then he moved.
Fast.
Too fast.
One blink, and he was in front of you—so close his hand could've curled around your entire waist.
And gods, it could've. His hand was huge.
You flinched. The water burned your eyes. Panic spiked in your chest, but he didn't strike.
Poseidon touched the side of your face—just one clawed fingertip, cool and smooth—and held you there, like pinning a bubble to glass.
Then he sighed.
"You know," he murmured, "normally, I'd have sunk that ship on the first day. No prayers. No offerings. Not even a blessing of salt. Pitiful."
He turned slightly, eyes drifting upward toward the faint, faint outline of the ship far above.
"I let them sail three days. You know why?" He looked back at you.
You still couldn't breathe.
He grinned wider.
"Because you were on it."
Your heart jolted.
His fingers brushed your cheek now. Still light. Still... curious.
"They said you were a favorite," he went on, eyes glowing brighter. "Apollo's little muse. Hermes' little spark. I wanted to see if you were worth the trouble."
He leaned in, voice dropping to a low, dangerous murmur.
"But I can't let them all forget. Not forever. If I don't drown a ship or two now and then, the mortals get lazy. They start thinking the gods are myths. That salt doesn't need blood. That tides don't pull back with a cost."
Poseidon's grip tightened—not hard, but enough to make your spine lock.
"You understand, don't you? Rituals are memory. Memory is respect. If I let you live, it has to mean something."
Your throat seized.
Pain bloomed sharp beneath your ribs—burning, desperate, alive.
You reached toward your chest without meaning to, like pressing your palm there would somehow slow the panic, stop the pressure curling inside your lungs.
It was happening too fast now. The dizziness. The stuttering heartbeat. That moment of tilt where your body screamed for air and your mind started to quiet instead.
The sea god didn't blink, he just watched.
Still close. Still calm. Still glowing.
"Most mortals," he murmured, more to himself than to you, "don't make it past the burn. You're a bit stubborn... aren't you?"
Your vision flickered.
Everything felt too far away and too close at once.
And then—he moved.
Without warning.
He swam closer in a rush of current, the glow around him flickering with motion. His form blurred slightly—ribbons of bubbles spiraling from his skin, the shape of him collapsing and reforming. Smaller now. Still huge, still terrifying, but less... god-like.
More human. Or pretending to be.
But before you could react—before your body could kick or your arms could shove—he grabbed you by the jaw.
Firm. Commanding.
And then his mouth covered yours.
You shrieked.
Or tried to.
Your body jolted, bubbles bursting from your mouth and nostrils, floating in frantic little puffs around your head as you thrashed in his grip. Your hands slammed against his chest—solid, cold, god—but it didn't matter.
Because all at once—your lungs filled.
With air.
With breath.
Not water. Not salt. Not panic.
Air.
You sucked in wildly, instinctively, still kicking weakly against his body as the cold became oxygen and your heart stuttered back to life.
He let go.
You shoved him.
Hard.
Or, well, as hard as you could underwater against a man who could probably bench press a whale.
You kicked away—half-floating, half-scrambling through the weight of the sea until you had a little space, arms up like you weren't sure if you wanted to fight or scream.
Your voice rasped through bubbles, sharp and furious. "What in Hades was that?! Did you just—kiss me?!"
Poseidon blinked once, then arched a brow, deadpan. "Kiss?" he said slowly. "That was not a kiss."
He flicked a finger lazily through the water like the word itself offended him. "I gave you a temporary gift. Air. Breathing. A survival boon. You're welcome, mortal."
You gaped at him. "Then warn me next time! Or—or I don't know—don't make it look like a kiss!"
He tilted his head, smile curling again at the edge. "You'd prefer I blow into your nose next time?"
Your face heated, but your voice cracked with a muttered, "You need to rename that ability or something."
He chuckled.
Actually chuckled.
Low and amused, the kind of sound that rippled through the water and made you feel like you'd somehow said something funny at a royal banquet without realizing it.
Then he leaned back again, not moving, just floating there—arms folded, tail swaying slow behind him like a lazy current.
He examined you the way someone might study a strange creature in a tide pool. His glowing eyes narrowed.
"You're funny," he said softly.
Not mean. Not mocking.
Just... surprised.
Then—his brow lifted again.
"...What's your name, mortal?"
You didn't answer.
Not yet.
Not because you couldn't.
But because you were still trying to decide if this was real—or if death just had a beautiful, terrifying face.
And even now... you weren't sure which one would be worse.
Your lips parted slow, bubbles slipping from your mouth like soft silver coins rising toward the surface. "...____," you said quietly, still breathless, voice wrapped in disbelief.
Poseidon watched the bubbles trail up, and his grin widened. "Pretty," he said, voice curling like the tide. "I like knowing the names of those I save."
His gaze dropped—briefly—to your mouth.
"And those who take my gifts like they mean something else."
Your glare came back instantly, mouth moving before you could stop it. "I will punch you with a prayer."
He laughed again.
A real laugh.
It was low and rumbling, like the tide against hollow caves, deep and dark and rolling all the way through you. And gods help you... the sound made you want to float closer, even though every grain of sense in your body was screaming that he might still drown you.
The corners of his mouth tugged upward, sharkish. His long tail flicked behind him, the dark blue scales catching dim light like blades of obsidian, and for a second, he looked almost too pleased. "Mmm," he hummed, eyes flicking lazily over you, "it seems Hermes' sharp tongue has rubbed off on you.
Your stomach twisted at the sound of his name—Hermes. You could still hear his teasing words in your head, feel the glint in his gaze. Poseidon's smirk deepened, as though he could see straight through your thoughts.
"Luckily for you," Poseidon went on, voice syrup-smooth and curling through the dark water, "I'm in a good mood."
You didn't trust that for a second.
His trident—watery, alive with light—floated beside him like it had a will of its own. He gestured with it carelessly, flicking his fingers, motioning you closer like you were some skittish fish in his reef.
"Come," he ordered.
The water swirled at his command, coiling around your legs, urging you forward.
Your brow pulled tight. "The boat," you said, twisting to glance behind you, heart stumbling in your chest. "What about the ship? Eben? Lady—"
He clicked his tongue in mock disappointment. "Your little beast will live," he said, amused. "As for the crew..." He tilted his head, studying the distant shape of the ship like it was nothing more than a speck of driftwood caught in his current. "They will survive."
You didn't believe him... not fully.
"Survive?" you repeated, cautious. "That's it?"
Poseidon's smile stretched wider, almost fond. "Their punishment," he explained smoothly, "will be living with the thought that they had a hand in your death. That they failed their divine liaison. That they will return home to Ithaca thinking of all the punishments the king might carve from their bones." His gaze darkened, almost gleaming. "And believe me, mortal... that fear alone will taste worse than death."
His voice turned to a purr, almost a taunt.
"Ask Melanion."
Your breath caught sharp in your chest.
Melanion.
The name rippled through you like cold iron. You flinched. You couldn't stop it. You felt the chill slide down your spine, like some part of you—some quiet, trembling instinct—knew exactly what he meant.
Even here. Even beneath the sea, far from courts and blades and mortal justice.
You shivered, your voice tight in your throat. "What... happened to him?"
Poseidon only smiled.
Not kindly.
Not cruelly.
But like the question itself amused him far too much.
"Justice isn't the same for all," he said simply, as if that explained everything. "Some souls are dragged beneath the waves. Others... are left gasping at the surface, believing they've escaped. But they have not."
Your heart thudded hard against your ribs.
Because you realized then—Melanion was not gone. Not in the way you'd hoped.
You swallowed hard, bile rising in your throat. The weight of it pressed on your chest like a stone. Not even the strange, borrowed air Poseidon had given you could ease it.
He must have seen it in your face, the way you stiffened and your eyes darted away, because he let out another soft chuckle.
"You understand now," he said. "Good."
Then he turned, trident slicing smoothly through the water.
"Come," he said again, a command this time. No room for argument.
You weren't sure if you could refuse.
Not because he forced you.
But because some part of you—some dark, dangerous part—wanted to know what awaited in the depths.
Wanted to understand the kind of justice that did not end with a clean cut.
So you followed.
Because you had to.
Because you wanted to.
Even if you feared what you'd find.
Your legs kicked weakly at first, still aching from the strain of drowning, still not used to the strange weightlessness clinging to your bones. The water around you pulsed with a quiet thrum, like the heartbeat of some great beast you'd just stepped inside of. Your own heartbeat sounded loud in your ears—a slow, echoing drum, thudding in time with your ragged breath.
You tried not to let the fear show on your face as you swam after Poseidon.
His tail carved through the water ahead of you with terrifying grace, scales flashing dark blue and silver in the dim light, casting ripples that spread like shivers across your skin. He was slower now, almost leisurely, like a predator who knew you had no choice but to follow.
The deeper you went, the colder it grew.
Not a biting cold. No, this was heavier. Older. The kind of chill that sank past your skin and coiled around your ribs like it meant to stay there.
Then you saw it.
A ship graveyard.
Several broken, splintered hulls loomed from the ocean floor, rising like the bones of ancient giants. Mastheads snarled at you with chipped teeth, tangled nets fluttered like shrouds in the current. Rusted anchors sprawled across coral reefs like the remains of chains too heavy to lift.
But it wasn't just any graveyard.
As you drifted closer, you caught it—a flicker of color beneath the silt. Faded blues and weathered greens, torn fabrics clinging stubbornly to shattered masts.
Ithacan colors.
Your breath hitched painfully in your chest. Even worse, you saw the sigils: the owl and quill, half-peeled from a splintered hull.
Your throat went tight at the sight.
The water carried an oily, briny tang now. Mixed with something else—something metallic, sharp, like old blood. You caught yourself blinking hard, squinting past the haze, and the sound of it... gods, the sound.
There was no silence here.
There was the hum of your heartbeat, yes, but layered under it were whispers. Thin, scraping whispers, like voices trying to slip between the cracks of the deep. Faint and broken. You couldn't understand the words, but they clawed at your ears, at your chest, with a desperation that made your breath stumble.
"Do you recognize it?" Poseidon asked, breaking the quiet with a voice smooth as polished stone.
You startled slightly, your gaze jerking to him. His eyes gleamed bright even in the dark, catching the faintest glimmers of light.
"...This is—" You swallowed hard, your voice small against the vastness of the wreckage. "This is King Odysseus' fleet."
He tilted his head, something cruel flickering at the edge of his mouth. "Ah. So he did mention it."
Your chest ached, your pulse thudding a little faster now. "...A little," you admitted, keeping your eyes on the graveyard to avoid his piercing gaze. "He told me about the journey. About the storms. About the men who didn't make it."
Poseidon's lips curled into something like a sneer, his sharp teeth flashing faintly beneath the ripple of his voice. "And when he spoke of this?" He gestured lazily to the wreckage, to the shadows lingering between the beams of the drowned ships. "When he told you of the six hundred men lost to my waters... did he weep? Did he lower his proud head in shame?"
You hesitated, the truth sticky on your tongue. "...He doesn't linger," you said carefully. "The king doesn't dwell on what can't be undone."
Poseidon scoffed, a short, bitter sound that rippled through the water.
"Of course he doesn't," he spat. "The mighty king of Ithaca—clever, slippery Odysseus. Always so good at stepping over graves without looking down."
With a flick of his wrist, the sea around you shifted. You jolted as the water churned, and then—suddenly—you weren't alone.
Figures emerged from the gloom.
Dozens at first. Then hundreds.
Shadowy shapes drifting upward from the wreckage like smoke rising from an unseen fire. They had no eyes, no mouths—but you could feel them watching you. Feel them pulling at your gaze.
Soldiers.
You could see the tattered remains of their armor, the half-dissolved crests of their helmets, the way they still carried their spears and shields as if battle had never ended. Their movements were slow, swaying like weeds caught in the tide, but their presence was suffocating.
You heard them.
The ragged hush of breath that shouldn't exist underwater. The clink of metal brushing against bone. Whispers curling between your ears like a dying prayer.
Your spine prickled.
"These," Poseidon said darkly, "were his men. His loyal crew. His followers. Who followed him across sun-scorched islands and monster-infested waters. And yet, for all their service... this is where they ended."
Your throat squeezed tight.
The soldiers drifted closer, their faces clearer now—blurred, like memories you couldn't fully place. But there was recognition in their gaze, even if they had no eyes to see you with.
"Shipwrecked. Forsaken. Swallowed by the very sea they prayed to cross," Poseidon continued, his voice carrying the weight of thunderclouds. "Did he tell you how they screamed, mortal? Did he tell you how their bones rattled as they were dragged under?"
You flinched, your hands curling against your chest.
Poseidon's eyes glinted as if tasting your fear. "No," he said softly, almost a purr. "He wouldn't."
He waved his hand again, and the currents stirred violently—churning the wreckage and the shadows into a spiral around you. The water throbbed with the heartbeat of something older than memory. Darker than myth.
Your chest burned.
It wasn't just fear anymore. It was weight. Pressure. The terrible, terrible knowing of what came next.
You forced yourself to speak through your tightening throat. "...Why show me this?"
Poseidon's grin sharpened, teeth glimmering like blades. "Because," he said, "Odysseus may leave graves behind him—but I never forget the ones left in my domain."
The shadows closed in around you, and you swore you felt them brush against your skin. Cold. Wet. Wrong.
Your breath snagged, and you shivered down to your bones.
And somewhere in the back of your mind, you wondered—
If you weren't careful...
Would I be next?
The thought coiled tight in your chest like a serpent ready to strike.
Your pulse pounded in your ears, louder than the eerie scrape of armor, louder than the dragging drift of those shadowed souls that surrounded you now—too many, too close, yet still untouchable in their emptiness.
Poseidon's voice came low. "They never had a burial," he said, flicking his fingers as if scattering sand. "No rites. No tombs. No final honors. Just the sea's cold cradle."
His eyes cut toward you, blue and burning, holding something ancient behind their glow.
"And so they remain."
Your brow furrowed, confusion rippling through you. "But—" you started, breath catching. "Polites... he said... he said Hermes and Athena led him past the banks. Past the Styx. He wasn't buried either, but he still made it through."
Poseidon's lips twitched at the corners—not a smile. Not quite. "Athena?" he echoed, a hint of mockery laced in her name. "That gray-eyed goddess bends rules whenever it suits her."
His tail curled lazily beneath him, circling you like a reef snake coiling around its prey.
"But that is the horror, mortal. That is the price of war and forgotten dead." His voice grew heavier, pressing on you from all sides. "These souls are not in the Underworld. Nor are they truly here, in your living world."
His gaze swept over the swirling mass of shadowed soldiers, as if seeing them not as they were now, but as they had been in their final, gasping moments.
"They are between."
Your stomach twisted cold.
His words felt like stone dropping into your chest, pulling you deeper even though you weren't moving.
"Trapped," he finished, "where no priest can reach them. Where no god cares to claim them."
You swallowed hard against the lump in your throat. Against the weight of that truth.
You looked at the shadows—at their empty eyes, their drifting limbs, their half-remembered armor.
They were nowhere.
They were nothing.
"...So they're forgotten," you breathed, the words slipping from your lips before you could stop them. "Not alive. Not dead. Just... unfinished."
Poseidon's gaze snapped to you sharply.
Too sharp.
For a heartbeat, he said nothing.
He just watched you. Studied you. Something in his eyes flared with a glint of something older than anger, older than pride. Something almost like... recognition.
His mouth pulled into a slow curl of amusement. "You're not what I expected," he murmured, his voice curling like sea mist around your ears. "No... you're worse."
Your breath hitched.
Before you could make sense of his words, before you could ask what he meant, he turned.
Just like that.
Swirling in a twist of bubbles and dark water, his massive form began to drift away, his tail slicing through the current with ease.
Your heart lurched in your chest. Panic bubbled up like salt in a wound.
"W-Wait!" you shouted, twisting after him, your voice shaky, too high. "Wait! What are you—what are you doing?! You can't just leave me here!"
Poseidon didn't slow. He raised one clawed hand, almost lazily, almost like a farewell, without looking back.
"I'll allow you to return to the surface," he said. "In three days' time."
Your chest seized.
Three days.
No food. No warmth. Alone in this graveyard of ships and souls.
Your hands shot forward, like you could catch him, like you could grab the water itself and pull him back to you. "No—wait! Wait! Don't go!"
Your voice rang through the deep like a warning bell, lost beneath the churn of the currents.
But Poseidon only chuckled, dark and smooth as black tide.
"Enjoy~" he said, his grin audible in his tone.
And then he was gone.
Vanished into the folds of the ocean, leaving you adrift among the wreckage and the dead.
The whispers pressed closer, wrapping around your ears like seaweed. The shadows watched you, turning, ever so slightly, in your direction.
Your breath trembled, shaky and thin in your chest.
Three days.
Three days alone in this nightmare.
Your pulse thundered in your skull.
Enjoy.
His parting word echoed in the hollows of your mind.
You drifted there for a long time, too long—lungs tight with stolen breath, limbs floating just enough to remind you they still hurt. Your skin prickled with the cold, with the pressure, with the ache of something beneath your ribs that wasn't panic anymore.
And when you finally looked up—really looked, heart still thudding in your throat—you saw them.
They surrounded you in a loose arc, stretched wide around the seabed like a broken crescent moon. All standing as if they'd been summoned to attention, but long forgotten what that meant.
Not one moved.
Their faces were pale beneath the weight of the sea, soft and slack like their skin had lost the memory of expression. Glassy. Stuck.
Some bore old helms, some nothing at all. Most still clutched rusted spears or shields near-rotted from salt. Their armor didn't shine. Their eyes didn't blink.
They didn't look at you.
They looked through you.
Locked in some place between memory and mourning.
Your breath hitched. Your arms curled tight across your stomach as your pulse skittered.
None of them moved.
Not until something began to shift.
The soldiers near the center began to sway—subtle at first, then deliberate. A parting of limbs, of ghostly shapes. Not like they'd seen you. They shifted without question, like water making way for tide.
And through them, a single figure stepped forward.
Slow.
Measured.
His form passed through the crowd like a blade slicing smoke, and the others bent around him. Not in reverence, but in... familiarity.
You could tell right away he wasn't like the rest. Not completely.
His body was still ghostly—still wreathed in that same sickly, salt-glimmered haze—but there was color in him. The faintest edge of it. Faint bronze beneath the blue light. A suggestion of warmth, long faded.
His hair, shoulder-length and thick, swayed like knotted sea-rope, streaked through with early gray. His jaw bore a faint stubble that hadn't darkened with age, just settled. A long scar forked across his face—lightning-white. It ran from the top of his cheekbone across the bridge of his nose, curling down near his jaw like a crack in weathered marble.
And his eyes.
Gods, his eyes were dazed.
Not clouded—but faraway. Like he was still halfway in a memory. Still waiting for something that never came.
He stopped before you, the other soldiers hanging back, watching, yet not quite seeing.
He stared at you.
And then, in a voice that scraped like it hadn't been used in years, he asked—
"...Who are you?"
You didn't speak.
He blinked. Slow. His brow furrowed like it took effort.
"Are you... one of us?" he tried again, voice almost brittle. "Were you—punished? For angering the Gods...?"
You opened your mouth, but nothing came.
Because part of you wondered if maybe—maybe this was what happened to people down here. Maybe after enough time, you stopped sounding human. Stopped being one.
And then your voice found itself.
"No," you whispered. "I wasn't one of you. Not before. I'm not a soldier. I didn't fight. I didn't serve."
You swallowed. "I'm here for punishment."
That last word—punishment—seemed to strike something inside him.
His eyes blinked again—harder this time, like they were clearing; and for just one breath, he looked fully at you.
His shoulders twitched. His jaw set like it remembered what it meant to carry orders. His eyes—sunken, storm-dark—focused for the first time.
He echoed it back to you. Soft. Like the word hurt. "...Punishment."
Then his face twisted. His eyes darted, flicking side to side, like trying to gather something that kept falling apart inside his head.
He looked around, at the soldiers still unmoving behind him, at the warped banners barely clinging to broken poles, and something shifted in his chest.
His voice broke like something small in it snapped loose. "...Captain...?"
The word came out so gentle, so tired, it felt like it didn't belong in his mouth anymore. His fingers twitched like they were supposed to salute. Like they forgot how.
But it didn't last.
Just as fast as it had come—that clarity, that anchor—it slipped.
The fog rolled back over his face like a tide reclaiming its dead. His gaze unfocused again. His mouth twitched, but the words were gone. Like the sea had taken back what it briefly gave. But before he could vanish back into it, you reached out.
"Wait," you whispered, voice rough in your throat. "What's your name?"
The man blinked slow. Like you'd pulled him from the bottom of a dream.
His eyes fluttered once. Twice. Then they found you again—not sharp, not steady, but there. "...Eurylochus," he murmured.
You stilled.
The name struck something inside you. A note, a memory, a piece of a story you'd only half believed.
Eurylochus.
You blinked slowly, trying to place it. The name echoed like a dropped stone in a cave—far off, but familiar. "You... you were with him," you said softly, your words catching as they slipped from your lips. "With the King Odysseus. His second. His brother-in-law."
The man's eyes twitched.
He didn't answer right away. But you saw it hit him.
The way his spine stiffened slightly. The way his fingers twitched like they remembered the feel of rope and salt and war. He blinked again, slower this time—lips parting just a little.
"Odysseus..." he repeated under his breath. Then, firmer, "Yes. I was—"
His breath hitched. His brow furrowed, and you watched something shift behind his eyes. A flicker. Like a candle straining in wind.
"Yes," he echoed, nodding once. "I was—Eurylochus."
But even as he said it, the haze began to curl back around him.
Like the sea had pulled him under all over again.
Like memory was just another form of drowning.
But then—he fought it.
You saw it happen—the way his shoulders slouched again, his mouth twitching with the effort to hold onto the thought. Like the knowledge was a rope slipping through his fingers and he was trying, gods he was trying, not to let it go.
He winced suddenly, hand snapping up to his temple. "No," he whispered sharply, shaking his head like he could throw off the weight. "Not yet. Not now—"
You stepped forward, reaching toward him without thinking, but he staggered back just a half-step, still clutching his head, face twisted in pain. "They forget," he muttered. "We forget. We're made to—"
Then his voice broke off, and when he looked back up, you saw the struggle knit itself into his brow, the way his hand curled slowly into a fist. His eyes, glassy a moment ago, began to clear.
He blinked.
Twice. Hard.
And then... he looked at you.
Really looked.
Not through you. At you. Like a man waking up after being lost in someone else's dream.
"...We were warned," he said, voice low and grainy, but steadier now. "Gods above, we were warned."
You didn't breathe.
"We weren't supposed to eat them," he said. "The cattle. Helios' herd. You remember that part, don't you?"
You nodded once, lips parting. "The sacred livestock. On Thrinacia."
Eurylochus gave a tight smile. It wasn't warm.
"We could've starved... could've prayed... could've waited. But men don't wait well. We thought—" he stopped himself, swallowing, "I thought—it was worth it."
His hands opened and closed slowly at his sides, like he could still feel the ropes, the oars, the sting of salt on his knuckles. "We feasted. Ate like gods. And then..." He looked up, eyes haunted. "Zeus struck the sea."
You knew this part, but hearing it like this—from someone who'd felt the lightning crawl over their ship, who still reeked of stormwater and god-wrath—it felt real in a way words never could.
"He gave Odysseus a choice," Eurylochus said, voice softer now. "Bring home your men... or bring home yourself."
Your breath caught.
Eurylochus turned his head, just a little, and when he looked at you again—there was no bitterness.
No anger.
Just a tired sort of peace.
"I don't blame him," he said. "Not anymore."
He stepped forward. The soldiers behind him didn't move. Still as statues. Still as bone. But he did.
"In the beginning... I was like him. No—worse." A humorless chuckle scraped out of him. "I was a soldier. Just a soldier. Every breath, every fight, every lie—I told myself it was for home... For Ctimene."
The name came out like a breath he hadn't spoken in years.
"My wife," he clarified, quieter. "Her name was Ctimene."
You didn't interrupt.
He swallowed. "Back then, I'd do anything to get back to her. Lie, steal, abandon. I thought if I just lived long enough... it would make sense."
He glanced past you—into the water, or maybe through it. "And then Polites died."
You recognized the name instantly. Your heart squeezed.
"I watched my captain break," he murmured. "He didn't cry. Not where we could see. But he—he stopped being sharp. He started hesitating. Started pulling back when I told him to push forward. To let things go."
His voice twisted slightly. Regret. Shame. You couldn't tell.
"And then we crossed into the Underworld to find the prophet."
He looked back at you again, eyes blazing now—not with fire, but with memory. Raw and bright and full of ghosts.
"I saw them," he said. "All the ones we'd lost. The ones I thought I could forget. The ones Odysseus never spoke of again. They were waiting there. Some still proud. Some angry."
You swallowed, throat tight.
"That's when I understood," he said. "What it cost."
He paused. Looked down at his hands.
"I tried to hold onto that. I did... but then Scylla came."
A shadow passed over his face.
"I thought he'd warn us. Let us choose. Fight or flee. But he didn't. Just... sailed us straight in. Said nothing." Eurylochus shook his head, voice low and bitter. "And six men screamed."
You imagined it—the long shadow of the cliffs, the water churning red, the sound of bones snapping in divine jaws.
"It felt like betrayal," he said. "Not just because of the silence. But because I saw it in his eyes. He already knew who'd die. He'd picked."
Eurylochus looked at you again. And now, truly now, his voice was his own. "Tell me," he asked, not accusing, not demanding—just quiet. "Would you have done the same?"
You didn't answer... not right away.
The question wasn't sharp. It didn't cut like a blade.
But gods, it settled like one.
Heavy. Deep.
You didn't answer. Couldn't.
Because even now... part of you agreed with him... the king.
So, you stood there, mouth parted, but no sound came out. Only the bubbles floating from your lips—soft and unsure—drifting up, up, up.
Would I ?
You thought about Polites. The way guilt had clung to him like a second skin.
You remembered Cleo. The servants. The way the castle looked after the return of king Odysseus. The way the halls echoed without them.
You remembered your parents—the way the curse had taken them in pieces. First their minds. Then their names.
You knew what it looked like to survive when others didn't.
You knew what it meant to keep walking when someone else had stopped.
So you didn't speak.
Didn't need to.
Because the silence was your answer.
Eurylochus must've felt it. Maybe he saw it in your eyes. Because he didn't press, didn't prod. Just exhaled through his nose, the sound thick with understanding.
Then, after a moment, his voice changed—softer, quieter, almost unsure. "...Do you know if she's alright?"
You looked up, confused. "Who?"
His lips twitched, something small and sad in the motion. "Ctimene."
Oh.
His wife.
You hesitated, then nodded. "She lives. Still in Ithaca. King Odysseus had a plot of land set aside for her after the removal of the suitors. Small. Humble. But hers."
His brows lifted faintly. His eyes sharpened, like the fog behind them cracked just enough for the light to spill in.
"She's... she's not well," you added gently. "Never really came back after... everything. Doesn't speak much. Barely comes out of her room. The servants care for her when she lets them."
Eurylochus didn't respond at first.
Then he turned his face away—just slightly. Like the pain of it was too familiar to show you head-on.
You watched his jaw flex once.
And then he whispered, "She waited too long."
Neither of you said anything else.
Not for a long while.
And so the days passed.
Three of them.
You stayed where the sea god left you, in that half-sunken graveyard, surrounded by the dead.
They didn't speak much at first. Not to you.
They spoke to themselves.
In circles.
One would float close, whispering about a girl he was supposed to marry. Another would repeat the names of children he hadn't seen in years. One sobbed, over and over, about a brother he'd failed to protect.
Some clutched swords still. Some just floated.
They didn't see you as a stranger. Not exactly.
More like... a tether. A ghost of warmth they didn't have.
And each day, more came closer.
They would drift toward you, slow and mournful, voices curling from their mouths like ink in the tide. They told you things. Secrets. Wounds. Final wishes. Regrets. And then, like a wave resetting the shore, they'd forget.
They'd drift away.
Circle back.
Tell you again.
The same story. The same words. Over and over.
It was like they could only remember their last breath—and nothing after.
The worst part was that they weren't angry.
They were aching.
And you had nothing to give them.
No rites. No songs. No way out.
Just your presence.
Just your listening.
Your limbs ached from stillness, your eyes heavy from never closing—but still, you stayed.
Until finally, your body gave out.
The pressure. The cold. The weight of their stories.
You don't remember falling.
Only black.
Only silence.
Only the slow, soft hum of something rising to meet you again.
Notes:
𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: here's a bit of extra scenes/plot to ch. 48 ┃ 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐥𝐚𝐝𝐲; (this chapter is what occured in those 3 days under water etc.); HAPPY EASTER!!! though i don't celebrate i do enjoy the way families come together and whatnot ❤️ also... SUPRISE DOUBLE-UPDATE!! since last chappie was so short and i usually double-update with divine whispers, hope you all enjoy~
Chapter 69: 49 ┃ 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐰𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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You woke up with a gasp.
The sound tore from your throat like it had been waiting at the base of your lungs for hours. You lurched upright, eyes wide, chest heaving—air hitting your tongue like saltwater. For a terrifying moment, you couldn't tell if you were breathing or drowning again.
The world around you felt wrong—not dangerous, not deep—but like something was missing. The pressure. The cold. The weight of the sea pressing in on all sides. Your body still remembered it. Your bones did too. It clung to you like seaweed you couldn't peel off.
Your ears rang.
And through the ringing... you still heard them.
Eurylochus' voice—quiet, brittle, bleeding with memory.
"We weren't supposed to eat them."
"She waited too long."
"Tell me... would you have done the same?"
And behind his words, the others.
Five hundred mouths without sound.
A thousand hands reaching out with want and nothing.
You could still feel their stories—curling up your spine like fog. Like if you opened your mouth, their words would pour out instead of yours.
Your eyes darted around.
You weren't in the graveyard.
You weren't underwater.
But your skin didn't know that yet.
Your body was soaked in sweat, sticky against the linen shift you'd slept in. Your hair clung to your neck, matted and damp, like the sea had followed you here in ghost form. Your hands trembled as you lifted them, like you expected to see sea glass instead of skin.
The small room swam around you—familiar, safe, and yet your heart still pounded like you were trapped below.
Then—a soft sound.
A whine.
Lady.
She pressed gently into your side, her nose nuzzling against your ribs, warm and solid and here. When you didn't move right away, she laid her head on your stomach—slow, careful, like she knew you weren't all the way back yet.
You swallowed hard.
Your hand found her fur, fingers curling tight against it, like she was the anchor and you were still floating.
Your breath slowed. Not easily. Not fast. But it did.
In.
Out.
Not salt. Not silt. Just... air.
You blinked slowly, heart still banging against your ribs like it didn't trust what it was seeing. The soft creak of wood under your hip reminded you: a cot. Not a seabed.
The room swayed gently, not with panic, but with the rhythm of waves.
Your eyes shifted to the far wall—where the porthole sat cracked open just a little.
Light filtered through it. Pale and soft, like early dawn. The sky outside was blushing gray-blue, streaks of gold just beginning to wake the world. You watched it move for a long moment—watched the sun come alive again. Watched proof you were back.
Ithaca's ship. On course for Lyraethos.
You were still going.
You were still here.
Then—a small knock.
You startled.
Lady didn't move, but her ears perked.
"Um—?" Eben's small voice came through the door, muffled but sweet. "You awake? I brought some breakfast rolls. And fruit. And I stole a bit of honey but don't tell the cook. He thinks I'm still asleep."
You exhaled. A real breath this time.
"...I'm coming," you called back, voice a little hoarse but steady enough.
There was a pause. Then a soft, triumphant "Okay!" followed by retreating steps and what you were pretty sure was him sneaking one of the rolls for himself.
You leaned your head back against the wall. Closed your eyes.
Lady huffed softly, her tail thumping twice against the floor.
You reached down, brushing your knuckles against her ear. "I know, girl," you whispered.
Three days in a graveyard... and you still hadn't fully left it.
But your body remembered now. The way light felt. The way wood creaked. The way air sounded when it didn't beg to be earned.
And you'd carry that with you.
Right up to Lyraethos.
Right to the start of everything.
.☆.
.✩.
.☆.
You sat cross-legged beside Eben in a small tucked-away corner of the deck—wedged behind a coil of thick rope and an overturned barrel that shaded you both from the early sun. It wasn't exactly a bench or a proper seat, but Eben had called it "the best lookout spot on the ship," so you didn't argue.
Lady dozed at your feet, her chin resting on her paws, tail occasionally twitching at the cries of passing gulls.
The sea glittered bright and calm beyond the railing, waves slapping gently against the hull. It was hard to believe a storm had ever touched this place.
Eben stuffed a bit of dried fig in his mouth and launched into his next round of updates—his seventh, by your count.
"And then—after the storm just stopped, I mean like poof, like someone flipped a switch—After that? Everything went... better. Like weird-better. Fish keep swimming straight into the nets. Wind had been steady. Sun had been out three days in a row."
He shifted, knees pulled up to his chest, eyes bright with the thrill of retelling.
"And then—" he slapped his palms together for effect, "BOOM! One strike of lightning. Just one. Across a totally clear sky. The sails didn't even twitch, but the whole ship tilted like something shoved it. Hard."
You blinked. "And that's when they saw me?"
He nodded quickly. "Floating. Just... there. In a nest of seaweed, like a bird dropped you in the wrong part of the ocean."
You grimaced faintly, rubbing your arm. "Charming."
Eben grinned. "It was kinda scary-looking, honestly. Your hair was all floating around your face. And your eyes were still closed. One of the older sailors thought you were an omen. Like... like a sea bride or something sent to lure the crew."
You raised your brows. "Was that before or after they hauled me aboard?"
Eben snorted. "After. Captain thought we were in some sort of divine trick, so no one moved at first. I mean it. Everyone just... stared. It took another thunderclap to convince them. The second lightning hit the water, and the waves shoved the boat; half the deck dropped to their knees. They didn't even tie you up or poke you with a stick or anything." He paused, then looked thoughtful. "Okay, maybe one guy did, but Lady barked so loud he tripped over a coil of rope and nearly cracked his skull."
Your mouth twitched. "Good girl."
Lady let out a small woof in her sleep, as if in agreement.
Eben leaned back on his hands, squinting up at the sky like it might throw out another miracle just for fun. "Actually, we're ahead of schedule."
You frowned a little, glancing toward the bow where a cluster of sailors had begun shouting to one another—loud and fast. Giving directions.
Beyond that, you the distant outline coming into view over the horizon. A thin stretch of land, green along the edges, with what looked like pale cliffs and a few watch-fires flickering faintly along the dock.
"Did we reach Lyraethos already?" you asked, pushing up slightly. "I thought the trip was supposed to be two, maybe three weeks."
Eben followed your gaze, eyes narrowing at the voices. "Yeah, it is." He stood, brushing off his trousers. "We're not there yet. We're stopping at an in-between island."
You tilted your head.
"Port Telonia," he explained proudly, like he'd studied a map or two. "Named after the messenger god's old port. Or tavern. Depends on who's telling the story. Hermes used to visit there back when gods still walked in sandals."
You blinked. "So... a supply stop?"
He nodded. "Yup. Lots of merchant ships swing through. Easy harbor. Good for fresh water, fruit, sometimes minor repairs. We lost a few fastenings during the storm. Captain figured it's smarter to check everything now before we hit open sea again."
You looked past him, toward the approaching land.
The ship rocked slightly beneath your feet as the wind picked up—brisk and sure, not stormy.
You didn't feel panic this time.
Just a strange sense of stillness.
You rested a hand on Lady's back, fingers brushing through her fur.
Port Telonia.
A stopover.
A place for travelers.
Let's see what you find.
.☆.
.✩.
.☆.
The moment the ship kissed the dock, everything shifted. The hush of sea gave way to the stomp of boots, the hiss of ropes uncoiling, the murmur of orders and greetings.
The crew moved fast—half because they were practiced, half because solid ground meant food, drink, and rest that didn't sway underfoot.
You stayed where you were, perched on the edge of the deck with Lady at your heel and Eben bouncing from foot to foot beside you, trying not to look excited—but failing.
Then the captain found you.
He strode across the planks with a quiet kind of authority, boots thudding with each step. His beard still held salt at the ends, and his sleeve was rolled from where he'd been checking the hull riggings himself. He stopped a few paces from you and gave a short nod—not quite warm, but not unfriendly either.
"We'll be here overnight," he said. "Maybe two if the carpenters need it. Took more damage than we thought near the lower rig." His eyes flicked to Lady, then back to you. "You'll go ashore with Eben and a few others. There's a place near the town square. Decent inn. They'll have a room ready."
You nodded once, keeping your expression steady.
"Rest," he added. "That's an order."
You almost smiled at that. "Aye, captain."
With a wave of his hand, he was off again, barking new directions before his coat had even settled behind him.
A few minutes later, you were descending the gangplank with Eben, Lady, and four other sailors you barely knew by name.
The sun was lower now, warm and gold across the stones of the dock, painting the water in long streaks of orange and glassy blue. The town of Telonia bustled ahead of you—stacked in pale stone and leaning wood, with open plazas and winding alleys blooming with fruit stalls and bright-colored linens.
You felt eyes on you the moment your boots hit the ground.
Not just from the sailors or the children weaving through the crowds—but from the air itself.
As if the island knew.
As if it had been waiting.
You didn't speak right away. Just walked. One hand on Lady's bow, the other loose at your side. Your dagger was hidden beneath your coat, sheathed but close.
The sound of the port grew louder as you stepped deeper into it. People shouted from awnings and porches, voices rich with dialects you didn't recognize. Merchants haggled. Sailors laughed. Dogs barked and children wove between carts like fish through nets.
Then—voices near the fish market caught your ear.
"Did you hear?" one woman said, setting a basket down with a grunt. "{The oracles are leaving at sunrise."
"From Delphi?" another asked, wide-eyed.
"Aye. Whole ship full of 'em," the woman confirmed. "Stopped here last night. Said it was a rest stop on their way back to the temple. Needed the sea to 'breathe on them,' or something sacred like that."
"Pfft," a man nearby scoffed. "They just wanted fresh wine. Always some grand prophecy, but half of 'em couldn't see past the bottom of their goblets."
Another man laughed but then leaned in, muttering under his breath, "Still... might see if one of them has a moment. I've got a question or two I'd pay to get answered. The kind only gods whisper about."
"Good luck," someone replied. "They're guarded tight. Most of 'em won't even look you in the eye unless they're in trance."
You blinked.
Delphi.
The temple.
Your mind ticked through that name like it had teeth. Sacred vows. Pilgrimage. A full ship of psychics. Prophets. Tied to Apollo, no doubt.
You didn't say anything. But you filed the words away in the back of your mind.
Just in case.
The path veered right as the crowd thinned. Eben led the way now, practically bouncing as he pointed toward a three-story building nestled at the corner of a cobbled square. A faded wooden sign hung over the door, carved with the shape of winged sandals and a winding scroll.
"The Quicktongue!" he chirped. "Papa told me how the founder was a priest of Hermes—or a smuggler pretending to be one. Either way, we'll get a warm bed and some stew."
The place looked older than the rest of the town, but sturdy. Smoke drifted from the chimney. Laughter floated from the windows.
The inn creaked as you stepped inside.
Not in a haunted way—more like a pair of old knees. Tired but familiar. The walls were close, the ceiling low, and the space was... cluttered. That was the nicest word for it.
Shelves lined every wall, stacked high with dusty scrolls, chipped cups, coins from islands you'd never heard of, and small statues of gods with varying degrees of artistic skill. One shelf held what looked like a taxidermy owl with a pipe in its beak. Another had a cracked amphora labeled DO NOT OPEN (unless cursed) in three languages.
The smell of roasted herbs and old wood filled the air, along with the tang of whatever someone was drinking at the bar to your left—an open space ringed with mismatched stools and a wall of bottles that looked like they hadn't been dusted since Hermes wore real sandals.
The floor sloped a little.
The lamp near the front desk flickered like it had opinions.
Eben, of course, loved it immediately. "Cool," he breathed, eyes wide as he spun slowly in place.
You were still trying to figure out if that personality would murder you in your sleep or knit you a sweater.
Before you could say anything, a voice called from behind the bar.
"Guests?" it rasped, like the word itself offended him. "No, no, no. I didn't schedule guests. No one books this place on purpose."
You turned.
The innkeeper stepped out from behind the bar with the energy of a man who both owned the building and resented it deeply.
He was tall, sun-touched, with dark curls pulled into a half-tail, gold rings in both ears, and a crooked grin that could sell stolen figs to a fig farmer. His tunic was wrinkled. His sandals didn't match. And his entire aura screamed scheming bastard in the way that made you instantly like him.
"I should rob you all blind," he muttered, hands on his hips. "Unexpected patrons. Traveling with kids and dogs. Probably gods, too. I should triple the rates. I should—"
Then he looked at you.
Really looked.
He blinked once.
Twice.
His head tilted slowly. Eyes narrowed. He stepped forward just a bit, as if to get a better look—then squinted like you were the puzzle piece that didn't fit the rest of the picture. "Hold on a second."
You blinked.
"—Παναγία μου**..." he swore under his breath, dragging a hand down his face.
He blinked again. Then laughed—sharp, one-note, like something had clicked. His grin stretched wide, teeth flashing as he dipped into a dramatic bow. "Well I'll be," he said, voice sing-song and full of mockery now. "Master told me to be courteous today. Said I'd know why."
He straightened with a flourish and gave you a wink. "Guess I do now."
You stared. "...What?"
But he was already waving you off. "Come on. Come on, little stormbait. Got just the room for you. Don't look so scared—I'm generous when I'm confused."
Eben followed eagerly. You followed because Lady did, and she clearly trusted him. That said more than anything else.
The stairs groaned as you climbed them.
The room was on the top floor—second door from the end.
The man unlocked it with a key pulled from somewhere you didn't want to think too hard about. Then shoved the door open with his shoulder and stepped aside.
"Best room in the place," he announced proudly.
And he wasn't lying.
The room was still chaotic, but in a cozy way. There was a real bed—full-sized, wide, carved wood frame with faded linen sheets that smelled of lavender and maybe just a hint of lemon wine.
There were two chairs, a basin in the corner, a set of cracked shutters letting in pale light, and a cluster of wind chimes made of old shell rings hanging just above the window. They tinkled faintly in the breeze.
Books were stacked in uneven towers beside the bed.
A rug covered half the floor.
A wooden tray with honey cakes and figs waited on the bedside table, like the room itself had been prepping.
You stood there, half-suspicious.
"See?" the innkeeper said, grinning. "Almost makes up for the owl with the pipe downstairs."
Eben darted past you, practically vibrating, then plopped into one of the chairs with wide eyes. "This is the nicest room I've ever been in."
You nodded slowly. "Thank you."
The man gave you another look—half-measured, half-curious—and muttered something like "No lightning yet... that's a good sign." Then he turned, ruffling Eben's curls.
"I've gotta pop back to the dock," he called over his shoulder. "Check in with your crew. If the rest are anything like you, I'm gonna need stronger wine."
"I'm coming too!" Eben blurted, already leaping to his feet. "I wanna help bring the others."
He grabbed a honey cake off the tray and followed the man out the door without waiting for your answer.
The innkeeper paused at the landing. Looked back at you.
"I'll stop by later," he said, voice softer now. "See if you need anything."
Then they disappeared down the stairs together, already halfway into a conversation about goats, storms, or something in between.
You stood in silence for a moment, then flopped onto the bed.
Lady jumped up beside you.
And gods—It was soft.
So soft you might've believed it was conjured. The kind of bed that held you, like it had been waiting just for your weight to arrive.
You lay back slowly.
Closed your eyes.
Lady curled beside you, head resting on your thigh, warm and steady.
You didn't open your eyes.
Didn't move.
Just... let yourself breathe.
The mattress cradled you in a way the sea never could. Like it wanted you to stay. Your limbs felt boneless, your spine finally starting to uncoil.
You could still feel the hum of saltwater behind your ears. Like it had soaked into your bones. Like if you opened your mouth too wide, the sea might come pouring back out.
You exhaled through your nose and sank further into the sheets.
You didn't mean to think about Ithaca.
But your mind wandered anyway.
You imagined the king—Odysseus—sitting behind that massive desk, fingers steepled, jaw tight, staring you down with that low, quiet fury he didn't need to voice. That 'I told you' look. The kind that made your stomach twist even when he wasn't angry. Just... disappointed.
Then Penelope. Her voice. Gentle but sharp. She'd say your name like it was a question and an accusation all at once.
And gods.
Telemachus.
You didn't even want to imagine it.
He'd probably try to lock you in the palace wing. Again. No door left unguarded, no outing unaccompanied. You could see it already—his hands gripping your shoulders, his voice cracking with guilt and something sharper.
"I told you not to go alone."
But what would you even say?
That Poseidon himself pulled you under?
That you survived three days in the deep, surrounded by dead men and half-memories?
No.
You shook your head slightly and pressed your face deeper into Lady's fur.
Stop thinking. It's over.
You were here now. Dry. Breathing. Alive.
And you still had work to do. Answers to find. A city to reach.
But first...
You needed just a little more time.
Just a little.
Well... after a nap.
You curled your fingers gently through Lady's thick fur, soft and warm and smelling faintly of salt and ash and home. She shifted once, letting out a small sigh, and tucked her nose against your ribs.
Your breathing slowed to match hers.
Eyes still closed, your hand resting over her back, the weight of sleep pulling at your bones.
Your face buried in her fur.
And for a little while... the world could wait.
You slept.
Together.
Quiet.
Safe.
For now.
** Παναγία μου - Holy mother... (another way of saying 'No fuckin way' lololol))
also i've been blessed with more fanart, hehehe ❤️❤️❤️ but before you all continue, i have an announcemtn, after a few lines dashes beneath my regualr fanart submission, i have been sent some nsfw stuff that i'm estatic to share (so plz if you don't want to see it, thats fine, jus scroll along while the rest of us go wild for some drawn tits/pecs 😩❤️) (email: [email protected] | tumblr: winaxity-ii)
from anon0219
HELLOOOO this is absolutely precious 😭🧎♀️ I literally gasped when I saw the pose. The hands, the eyes, the subtle little smile—you NAILED that sweet mix of humility and boldness she's been dancing between lately. Also Hermes rubbing off on MC is such a funny but ACCURATE note?? It's giving, "please, but I already know you'll say yes" energy. Which is exactly where she is right now in the story. She's still respectful... but she's learning how to ask without shrinking. AND THE OUTFIT?? I love that you thought about the colors reflecting her growth. That deepening red on the trim and belt?? The way you kept the silhouette simple but clean (and yeah no stress about the historical chiton stuff, she's literally in a myth fanfic LOL we bend rules here) just makes her pop even more. She's becoming dangerous fr 😭THANK YOU AGAIN for blessing me with this🧎♀️💕 I adore seeing your interpretations of her. Please never stop.
from simp_0207
NOOOO THIS IS SO CUTE 🥹🫶 The curls??? The sweet little eye sparkles??? The sun tattoo and her soft necklace detail?? I literally squealed. You captured a whole vibe with this, like—this feels like MC on a peaceful morning, post-drama, just smiling at someone she loves from across the garden 🥲The pencil work and shading??? STUNNING. Her curls are so fluffy and full and the sun necklace placement is just chef's kiss. Thank you so much for sharing this—I'm seriously honored every time someone draws her 🥹💛
from fvckcare
OH. MY. GODS. YOU ATE WITH THIS??? 😭🗡️💙💚THIS IS EVERYTHING I NEVER KNEW I NEEDED 😭💍Andreia and MC together?? Serving royal duo-core?? The power, the fabric, the EYE CONTACT??? Like I know this was supposed to be a wedding portrait but honestly this feels more dangerous—like two women who've learned to weaponize beauty and diplomacy and now you should be afraid. MC in Ithaca's blue?? The elegance, the pearls, the soft curls—SHE'S SERVING "I look good because I'm loved and favored, not because I'm trying to impress you." And then there's ANDREIA??? The emerald green, the SNAKE TATTOO, the lazy smirk that says "I know secrets that could end bloodlines"—yeah, she wins. She wins fashion. She wins menace. I would commit war crimes for her. Also the little doodle of the fangirling Telemachus in the corner?? Crying. Screaming. Throwing myself into the sea. 💀 Thank you for blessing my day with this absolute MASTERPIECE. The wedding is canceled, the girls are eloping.
from blasted-bass
NO NO NO THIS IS PERFECTTTT 😭🪈💘 You don't understand—I saw this and immediately heard a panflute and some messy giggling. Like. You nailed his whole aura. I AM SCREECHINGGGG 😭😭😭The little "grown ahh man" note???? "Teasing MC 101"??? THE PANFLUTE??? No bc this is Callias if you distilled him down to vibes and serotonin. His face in the center??? It's giving "I'm trouble but I'm pretty enough to get away with it." You understood the assignment. Also—please don't say sorry for this 😭 this is like a love letter to chaos incarnate and you executed it flawlessly. You have officially unlocked: ✅ Fluffy menace ✅ Golden retriever bard energy ✅ "Would get punched by Telemachus for being too familiar" core THANK YOU FOR DRAWING HIM!!! I will be treasuring every one of these expressions. And yes. I am hearing panflute noises in the distance now. 😌
from skibidi toilet
NOOOO THIS IS SO STUPIDLY CUTE I CAN'T FUNCTION 😭😭😭Like. "Can I please see my parents?"— WITH THE PUPPY EYES — right next to that cold-blooded resting bitch face?? That's divine duality right there. That's the "Apollo blessed me but I have anxiety" pipeline in chibi form. 😭 The little "May Apollo bless her" note at the top?? No literally. Someone better start lighting incense because this girl is gonna accidentally spark a god war just by existing. And the oversized glasses??? The limp little braid??? The "I'm a silly little girl (with a body count)" energy??? PERFECTION. You succeeded in making her look silly, but like... in that intentionally misleading way where everyone underestimates her until it's too late 💅 She will cry and then win the entire narrative arc. Thank you for this glorious chaos, I love her SO much 🫶🫶
from gigi (wattpad said it was too large so i had to ss 😡🥲)
I actually gasped?? Like this is so delicately powerful it feels like a whispered warning in the middle of spring. This whole gif feels like the calm before someone burns down an altar in your name. Thank you SO much for making this—it's haunting and beautiful and I’m gonna stare at it every time I write a foreshadow-heavy scene 😭💌
from chari
STOPPP THIS IS SO CUTE IT HURTS 😭🎮✨ Not you turning MC into a modern-day gamer girl AU with lore-stuffed background details like it's season three of a show???? The hoodie, the headphones, the slightly-tired stare??? She's been gaming for six hours straight and is one "Divine Intervention pls" chat message away from rage-quitting. 💀 AND THE BACKGROUND DETAILS!!! You were not joking—there’s SO much going on back there and I'm LIVING. Lady head peaking from behind the desk?? The cluttered shelf behind her energy?? Is that a mini plushie weapon beside her hand or Andreia corpse 😭?? I SCREAMED. You said "I'm not good at drawing clothes" and then gave MC the ✨perfect✨ oversized cozy fit and layered accessories like a whole character designer. Be serious 😤 Thank you for this modern AU moment!! I'll now be imagining her whispering into her mic: "Chat… do I romance the moody prince or the god with commitment issues?"
from gab137507
STOP. You just casually unlocked an AU that has NO RIGHT to go this hard 😭🩸The laurels? The expression?? That quote in the background—"I'm done playing games. I am who I am." I felt that in my soul. This is MC if she took everything that was done to her—everything—and turned it into quiet, calculated control. I can already hear Andreia gasping at a dinner party when MC drops a veiled insult too sharp to ignore. I am obsessed. Please write the rest of this AU immediately. 😭🕯️
No because this one hurt. That soft smile in the "before" sketch?? "Never a frown"? And then we see her after—the same face, same features, but weighed down by responsibility, crowned in divine favor like it’s a burden more than a blessing. The "with golden brown..." note??? That made me ache. Like you can literally feel the warmth draining out of her life when she starts to realize the cost of being favored. She looks regal. But tired. A little lonelier. This felt like watching her lose pieces of herself panel by panel. You really captured that tragedy without needing a single drop of color. ALSO—don't even apologize for quality, these sketches are STUNNING. The emotion is loud, and I love the ASoIaF inspo (bc SAME. I was just talking about how Divine Liaison MC is giving "cursed crown" energy with my sis). I will absolutely take more if you're cooking them 🫡❤️
from iconic-idiot-con
NOOOOO BECAUSE THIS??? This isn't just fanart. This is narrative. The way MC's body is already moving away—tense, twisting, resisting—but that golden leash is pulling her back?? And Apollo's face??? That carefree, gleaming expression like he doesn't even realize he's hurting her (or worse—he does and he thinks it's divine affection). The glow, the collar detail,. the facial expressions?? You didn't miss a single note. This is exactly what divine favor in Godly Things looks like: beautiful, blinding, and lowkey horrifying when you realize you can’t walk away. You ATE. Thank you for this absolutely deranged masterpiece, I'm always so happy tp see what you have for me 😭✨
now on to the nsfw... I REFUSE NOTHING BUT PRAISE FOR THESE 😤😤 tr
from iconic-idiot-con [HAD TO REMOVE/EDIT DUE TO WATTPAD 😭💔🥀 UNEDITED Ver. on my tumblr, winxanity-ii]
HELPPP 😭😭 Not the way I screamed "GOOD FOR HER" out loud. I don't think I'll ever get over the way you flipped the script by making MC the one in control. The teasing?? The way poor Telemachus is trembling??? No thoughts, just stuttering pleas and repressed dignity. You even drew his hand clenching like he's hanging on to hope and sanity at the same time 😭 and MC looks so sweetly evil?? Like "Aww, baby's flustered <3" energy. She's not even breaking a sweat and he's about to implode. And Telemachus little figure in the corner cursing the gods with his whole soul cuz he's so down mad??? ICONIC.
Notes:
A/N : ahhh! everyday i come here and i'm just blow away by the numbers 😭😭❤️ i'm even getting comments from people telling me my lil fic even inspired them to make thier owns 🥹 but yeah thank you all for the support, i hope i can keep the streak up and if not, i'll be forever happy for this lil pocket of fame y'all gave me--like the 12 year old in me is screaming 😭❤️ but yes, i'm not sure which a/n i mentioned it in but i have an isekai fic already planned set in 'godly things' universe!!! like ahh! it's literally the only reason i made this fanfic hahahah, but yes i can't wait!
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various!epic x fem!reader@winxanity_ii
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Chapter 70: 50 ┃ 𝐚 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝
Notes:
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Chapter Text
━ ⭒─⭑━
You woke up later than you meant to.
The light in the room had changed—gone soft and golden, the way only early evening could manage. It slipped through the slats of the wooden shutters like honey, painting the bed in stripes of warm light and shadow.
You blinked against it, your lashes sticky with sleep, the corner of your mouth dry from where it had pressed against Lady's fur.
She hadn't moved much.
Still curled at your side, her body warm and heavy, tail twitching once at some distant noise before going still again. She let out a snore—not loud, but stubborn—and you smiled faintly.
Then—right on cue—a knock.
Gentle. Hesitant.
Lady's ears perked. Her head lifted. But when she didn't hear anything dangerous—or particularly exciting—she let out a soft huff and dropped her chin back to the mattress like: That one's harmless.
You dragged yourself upright with a slow groan, stretching until your shoulders cracked, your legs dangling off the bed like you weren't sure if they remembered how to hold your weight yet.
The floor felt cool under your bare feet as you crossed to the door.
You opened it, and there stood Eben with both hands gripping a slightly dented tray, his curls windblown and his cheeks pink from either running or being too near the kitchen fire.
"I got you dinner," he announced, proud. "It's not fancy or anything—they said it was the most they could make for the crew with short notice. But there's meat. And a roll. And cheese that probably doesn't bite back."
You laughed softly and stepped aside. "Bring it in before Lady wakes up and thinks it's hers."
He grinned and slid inside, setting the tray down on the table near the window. You followed, still rubbing sleep from your eyes as you took in the food—small but hearty. Stewed lentils with a chunk of goat meat, a hard roll on the side, and a triangle of some soft, crumbly white cheese. A few olives scattered in a chipped dish.
It wasn't palace food, but it smelled like home.
Eben flopped onto the spare chair with a dramatic sigh. "The others get to go look around," he complained. "They're at the beach or the temple square or the cliff with the rope swing. You know what I get to do?"
You raised a brow, already chewing the corner of the roll.
He pointed at himself with both thumbs. "I get to stay in the inn. Because I'm 'too little.' Which is rude, by the way, because I know how to swim and gut a fish. And I didn't even cry during the storm!"
You tried not to laugh—tried. But it bubbled up anyway.
"Well," you said between bites, "how about this."
Eben perked up.
You leaned your elbow on the table, smirking. "I'll go explore—just a little—to see what all the fuss is about..."
He stared, waiting.
"...and while I'm gone, you get a very important job."
He straightened in his chair.
You pointed at Lady. "Babysit the beast."
Lady made a noise like she was offended, but didn't move.
Eben gasped. "Really?!"
You nodded. "Keep her company, keep her fed, and try not to let her steal your dinner. In return, I'll pick up something sweet for you while I'm out. Maybe one of those honey candies or those cinnamon bread twists the vendors were yelling about earlier."
He gave the most serious nod you'd ever seen, practically saluting with one fist to his chest. "Deal."
You smiled, reaching for an olive from the tray. You popped it into your mouth and chewed slowly as Eben leaned back in his chair, feet swinging just above the floor.
The rest of the dinner passed like that—easy and warm.
You picked at the food in slow bites while Eben filled the room with stories of sea life from a boy's point of view: dramatic tales of getting chased by gulls who stole fish right from his hand, and how how one of the older sailors tied a snake to the rigging once "as a prank."
You tried not to choke on a bite of bread when he mimicked the sound of a sailor's screams.
Lady just huffed and stayed curled by your feet, blinking slowly like none of this was news to her.
By the time you finished the cheese and scraped the last bit of lentil stew from the bottom of the bowl, the sky outside had deepened to a purpling blue, the sun beginning to melt behind the rooftops.
You pulled your cloak from the bedpost and fastened it at your collarbone, the soft wool brushing against your skin like an old friend. Your fingers found the familiar leather strap beneath your arm, checking the dagger tucked safely into place—cool, silent, and comforting at your side.
Eben looked up as you moved toward the door. "Bring back something good," he reminded you, already pulling his seat closer to Lady like they were settling in for a long watch shift.
You gave him a mock salute. "If she eats your roll, it's not my fault."
He nodded solemnly. "Understood. It's a risk I'm willing to take."
You rolled your eyes fondly and stepped into the hallway.
The inn was quieter now—just the low murmur of distant voices, a few clinks from the kitchen and bar, the faint squeal of a violin string being tuned too high before quickly corrected. You slipped through the front door, pulling it closed behind you with a soft thud.
The air outside had cooled, brushing your skin like silk pulled from a stream. The breeze carried the smell of fresh bread, sea salt, and lemon smoke—somewhere nearby, someone was grilling fish over citruswood.
You pulled your cloak tighter and started down the crooked steps of the inn.
The street outside was lit in soft yellows and flickering torches. Oil lamps swayed gently from poles above the narrow alleyways, casting dancing shadows along the stone. The town was quieter now, too—less bustle, more drift.
You passed a pair of merchants packing up woven goods, a young girl skipping stones into a gutter, and an old woman arguing gently with a cat on a windowsill.
You kept walking.
Your boots tapped quietly over cobbled stone as your thoughts circled back—what did they say again? About the ship of psychics? Oracles, priests, on a pilgrimage to Delphi?
You furrowed your brow. It was no use. The exact phrasing was gone now, smeared by sleep and dinner and too many days at sea. Something about vows. Something about leaving at sunrise. Something about a chance.
You slowed near a corner where the path split—one led down toward the docks again, the other toward the town square.
You took the square.
And as your feet moved forward, one name settled quietly in your chest like a coin dropped in water.
Eione.
You didn't know why. Didn't know if she'd be here, or if this had anything to do with her at all.
But still.
She was the first to see your storm.
Maybe she'd see what came next.
So you walked.
Toward the firelit curve of the plaza.
Toward the possibility that someone might be waiting.
You walked a little further, letting the town unfold in quiet pieces around you.
The plaza wasn't large, but it had a kind of charm—worn cobblestones underfoot, vines curling up cracked stucco walls, lanterns swaying from strings overhead like sleepy fireflies. A few musicians played under an archway, low and lazy. The air smelled of honeyed dough and sea brine, and a fountain gurgled somewhere nearby, half-buried in ivy.
You turned down another winding path between two rows of homes, the night warmer here, the walls trapping the day's heat in stone. Your fingers brushed the rough stucco as you walked, the texture grounding you.
You passed a window where someone was reciting a prayer. Passed another where someone else was laughing through a mouthful of wine.
And then—Voices.
Louder than the rest.
You paused just at the corner, brows drawing together as a girl stumbled into view.
She was crying. Ugly crying. Snot and tears and full theatrical heaving. "I knew it!" she sobbed, voice cracking as she waved a hand in the air like she was swatting flies. "I knew you were going to cheat on me!"
A boy followed just behind her—tall, frazzled, and clearly out of his depth. "I didn't cheat, Myra! I haven't even looked at anyone else—what are you talking about?!"
The girl spun on her heel with the rage of a tragic poet. "Not yet, Pantelis, but you were thinking about it!" She jabbed a finger at his chest, sniffling. "And don't think I didn't see the way you looked at that sailor with the braid! That was a betrayal in spirit!"
Pantelis ran both hands through his hair, pacing. "Gods, this is exactly what I was talking about! You shouldn't have gone to that psychic! They're scams! They just say things you already suspect so you think they're true!"
"Oh," Myra gasped, staggered like he'd slapped her. "So now she's a liar? The oracle who serves the gods themselves? The one whose grandmother dreamt of lightning and predicted the eruption of Mount Pyraios?"
You stood there blinking, not quite ready to move, not quite willing to miss the unfolding performance.
Pantelis held up his hands. "I'm just saying! We make our own futures! It's not written in stone unless you carve it—"
And then he bumped into someone.
A woman.
She'd come from around the bend at just the wrong time, arms full of what looked like scrolls and flower bundles. Everything went flying—paper across the ground, petals fluttering like sad confetti. Pantelis froze.
"Oh gods—I'm so sorry, I wasn't—"
He knelt to help her, hands brushing hers as they reached for the same scroll.
They froze.
She blinked at him.
He blinked at her.
You saw it.
That moment.
The spark.
A soft, stunned pause like the whole world inhaled.
And then—
"TAKE ME NOW, POSEIDON!" Myra screamed.
You flinched.
The woman they'd bumped into flinched.
The entire street flinched.
"I can't!" Myra wailed, turning in a full spin like a windswept widow. "I can't do this—I knew this would happen! The oracle told me my downfall would come wearing sandals and bad taste in linen and THERE SHE IS!"
She ran off, sobbing into her sleeve.
Pantelis scrambled up, shouting after her. "Wait—Myra! I wasn't flirting! I just—she had scrolls! It didn't mean anything!"
He chased her down the alley, glancing once—just once—over his shoulder at the woman he'd collided with.
She watched him go, a flower still in her hand.
You stood there, stunned.
"...Okay," you muttered. "That was... something."
Still not entirely sure what, you stepped around the bend they'd come from.
Half out of curiosity. Half out of instinct.
Because if that psychic had stirred up that, maybe—just maybe—she was still nearby.
Still reading.
Still watching.
Waiting.
You took one more step.
But before you could go further, you heard it—"____." Soft. Gentle. Almost like it had been carried on a sigh.
You turned, slowly, your fingers brushing the side of your cloak.
An old man stood a few paces behind you.
You didn't recognize him.
His hair was snow-white, long and fine, tucked neatly behind his ears. He wore a white robe—loose, trailing at the hem, cinched at the waist by a simple rope. No sandals. No satchel. Just... white.
He watched you with calm, unreadable eyes. There was no smile on his face. No scowl, either. Just quiet.
"I can show you your future," he said, voice low. Steady. Like he wasn't offering something—but stating a fact. Like you'd already agreed.
You hesitated and your throat worked around a dry swallow. "No thank you," you said quickly. "I've already had... more than enough of that."
But something in the way he tilted his head made your stomach turn.
Your fingers twitched at your side. "Wait," you said, frowning. "Do you... do you know Eione?"
The name felt strange in your mouth again. Like it belonged to a different time.
The old man blinked slowly. His mouth opened.
But before he could answer—
A voice cut through the air, bright and wicked with laughter.
"Well, well, well," a woman gasped, like you'd just committed a sin and made her night doing it. "Look who's wandered far from home."
You whipped around.
Thyessa.
She leaned against the corner of a low stone wall like it was the back of a velvet chair, curls wild and full of crushed flower petals, lips smudged like she'd just kissed someone she shouldn't have.
She looked the same. Exactly the same. Violet eyes glinting like grapes dipped in wine, grin wide and wicked.
You blinked, stunned.
When you looked back over your shoulder—the old man was gone.
No footsteps. No parting robe. Just... gone.
Your stomach flipped.
"Mm-mm," Thyessa tutted, sauntering toward you with a mock scowl. "You really ought to be more careful. A face like yours wandering the streets alone? You're begging for trouble."
You opened your mouth.
She grabbed your hand.
"Come on~" she purred, voice silk and smoke. "You owe me a chat. Let's catch up, little flower."
"I—I was actually—"
"Oh, hush," she cooed, tugging you along before you could finish. "You can chase ghosts tomorrow."
You stumbled after her, her fingers wrapped tightly around yours.
Her laughter echoed behind you, curling down the alley like perfume. Sweet. Warm. Dangerous.
And yet, you couldn't help it—
You followed.
She tugged you down winding alleys that smelled like wine and roasting meat, your feet barely keeping up with her lazy, looping pace.
You passed shuttered windows and flickering torchlight, half-heard laughter spilling into the cobbled streets from corners you didn't dare glance too long at. Her grip on your hand was warm, her rings cold where they touched your skin, and her gait was more sway than walk.
Eventually, she stopped in front of a low, smoke-stained doorway half-swallowed by ivy and chipped paint. A wooden sign above it swung on creaking hooks, too faded to read, but the scent rolling from inside told you everything you needed to know.
Spice. Sweat. Sweet wine. Smoke.
And underneath it all—laughter, too loud, and the crash of something wooden hitting the floor.
Thyessa shot you a grin over her shoulder. "Try not to look like you've wandered into someone's bedroom by mistake."
Then she dragged you inside.
The heat hit first. Then the noise.
The tavern was alive.
People packed the floor, spilling out from low tables and curling around kegs stacked in corners. There were sailors—brawny and sunburned—elbow-deep in drinking contests, their cups slamming onto wood like war drums. There were cloaked figures huddled near the hearth whispering about gods or dice or debts.
Smoke hung low across the ceiling like a second roof, thick with whatever someone was burning in their pipe near the bar.
Barmaids weaved through the crowd like dancers, trays balanced on one palm, skirts slung a little high. One was perched in a sailor's lap, her laugh bright and cutting, her hands in his hair. Another leaned too close to whisper something into a merchant's ear. A third tucked a coin into the bodice of a girl you were pretty sure wasn't technically on the payroll.
And there—at the far end—was a band you hadn't even noticed at first. Their music was low and brassy, slipping between the noise like a secret. It made the whole room feel like it was moving. Breathing. Tilting.
Thyessa pulled you to a corner booth tucked along the back wall—half-shadowed, with a crooked view of nearly everything.
She flopped down first, lounging sideways on the bench like she was royalty in exile, then patted the spot across from her.
You sat, breath still a little shallow from the heat and the suddenness of it all.
Thyessa's eyes glittered as she leaned across the table, voice raised just enough to cut through the noise. "Well?"
You blinked at her. "Well, what?"
She gestured grandly at the chaos around you. "What do you think?"
You hesitated, then leaned in to be heard. "I've... never really been to a bar before."
She squawked.
Actually squawked.
A laugh burst from her mouth, loud and delighted, head tossing back as her curls bounced. "Oh, you poor, innocent creature!" she gasped, slapping her palm to her chest like this was a tragedy. "No wonder you're always so tightly wound."
You tried to glare, but your smile gave you away.
She waved a hand. "Don't worry. You're with me now." Her eyes flashed. "I'll take care of you."
Before you could respond, she stood—fluid as a wave—and smoothed her tunic down.
"Stay put, little flower," she purred. "I'm going to go get us something to drink."
Then she was off.
Vanishing into the crowd with the ease of someone who belonged to it.
You leaned back slightly, the wood of the booth creaking under your shoulder blades.
The tavern buzzed around you.
And for a moment—you let it.
So you sat there, back to the wall, cloak pulled loosely around your shoulders, letting the tavern move around you like a current you weren't part of.
You watched the arm-wrestling match two tables over, where a barrel-chested man was clearly losing to a woman half his size.
You watched a bard tune his lyre with one eye closed and a pipe between his teeth.
You watched a barmaid pinch someone's coin purse clean while distracting him with her laugh.
The air smelled like sweat, citrus peel, smoke, and pine resin. Someone had spilled wine. Someone else was bleeding from the nose, grinning about it. It was messy, loud, alive.
Then a shadow cut across the table.
You blinked—looked up.
A man stood a few feet away, leaning against the pillar beside your booth like it had been built for him. One hand rested above his head, the other hung lazily at his hip, fingers twirling a ring that looked far too polished for a place like this.
He wasn't bad-looking.
Not in a mythic way, not like Telemachus or Hermes or even the memory of Poseidon's ridiculous face—but he was tall, sharp around the jaw, and sun-burnished, with curls just messy enough to look deliberate. His teeth were too white. His clothes were too neat. And gods, did he know it.
He looked at you like he was picking from a market stand.
And when your eyes finally met his, he gave a low whistle.
"Well, well, well," he said, voice slick with charm, "either I've had too much to drink, or they let one of the gods' muses slip down from the mountains tonight."
You blinked.
He smirked. "No? Not a fan of flattery? Alright, how about this—if Helen of Troy had your face, they'd have burned two cities."
Your eyes rolled before you could stop them.
He took that as an invitation.
Of course he did.
He pushed off the pillar, sauntering closer, his hand brushing the edge of your table like he was already welcomed. His grin stretched wider as he slid into the opposite seat, not bothering to ask.
You didn't say anything.
He didn't mind.
"Name's Dorion," he said, flashing teeth like that was supposed to mean something. "Merchant prince out of Corinth. Been circling the islands on trade runs for years. Silk. Perfume. Spices. You name it, I've moved it."
You blinked once. Kept your expression politely blank.
He leaned in just a little, testing your reaction like a salesman pushing a second offer. "I've had drinks with magistrates. Sat next to queens. Even took dinner with the high priestess of Hera once—though she pretended not to enjoy herself." His grin crooked. "Bet you're not easy to impress, though."
You weren't.
Your eyes darted past him—searching the crowd for a flash of curls, a glint of violet. Where was Thyessa?
The music thrummed beneath your feet. Someone laughed behind you. A chair scraped loud against the floor.
Dorion didn't stop.
"You from the city?" he asked, tracing the rim of a half-finished wine cup. "Or one of the fancy palace ones from Ithaca? I could tell the second I saw you—you've got that untouchable thing about you. Makes a man want to try anyway."
You still didn't answer.
He chuckled like that was endearing.
Then he reached forward.
Fingers—too confident, too familiar—brushed up beneath your chin. A light touch, almost a caress, as if he meant to tilt your face upward and keep it there.
Your hand shot up and you grabbed his wrist.
Hard.
He froze—startled just enough for the smug to crack.
Your voice came low. Cold. "Don't. Touch. Me."
He blinked.
Then scoffed.
Smirked.
"Feisty," he said, voice dropping into something smug again. "Should've figured."
But you didn't smile. You didn't even look away.
Not yet.
Dorion didn't take the warning.
His grin returned, thinner now—less charm, more teeth. "Come on," he drawled, fingers flexing like he was deciding where to touch next. "Don't be so uptight. You're sitting alone in a bar like this, dressed like that, and you expect no one to look?"
You wanted to scoff at his words. The only thing you were dressed in was a loose tunic and cloak. So you stared, still holding his wrist.
He chuckled. "Tell you what, sweetheart—why don't we go somewhere quieter, and I'll make sure no one bothers you again—"
His free hand moved, slidding low, and wrapping around your waist.
That was it.
In one breathless blink, you stood.
In the next, he wasn't sitting anymore.
You had him against the wall, one hand braced to his chest, the other slipping your dagger clean from beneath your cloak. From the outside, it looked like an embrace—your bodies close, your head tilted in toward his.
But from your angle?
He knew better.
The blade pressed neatly against the underside of his jaw, angled just so—one sharp twitch from slicing straight up.
His breath caught.
"I may have misspoken," you murmured, voice a low hum in his ear. "Because you didn't hear me right."
You tilted the blade—just enough to nick him.
A thin, bright line of blood welled beneath his chin, trailing down toward his collar.
His eyes widened. The arrogance drained quick from his face, replaced by something much closer to panic. "Okay—alright—wait, I'm sorry," he whispered, voice suddenly very quiet. "Didn't mean—wasn't trying to offend—"
You didn't let him finish.
"You're lucky I'm tired," you hissed. "Lucky I've had a long week. Lucky my hands aren't shaking from rage right now, because otherwise—"
You dragged the dagger down slowly. Tracing. Deliberate.
Right down his chest.
Right past his belt.
Until it rested lightly—very lightly—against the seam of his pants.
His whole body locked.
"Next time, I won't warn you..." You smiled. Cold. Sharp. "I'll just take a souvenir."
He whimpered.
You stepped back, tucked the dagger away, and just like that—you let him go.
Dorion didn't wait for a second chance.
He turned and scurried, actually tripped over a chair leg, cursed under his breath, then all but disappeared through the crowd without looking back.
You watched him vanish, jaw tight, chest heaving just once.
Then—
A whistle.
You turned.
Thyessa stood a few steps away, holding two pints of wine in either hand, one brow raised like she'd just watched a live play.
"I think I'm in love," she said, awestruck.
You rolled your eyes and scoffed, slipping the dagger back into its sheath with a clean, practiced twist of your wrist.
"I leave for two minutes," she continued, handing you a drink as you both returned to the booth, "and you manage to traumatize a Corinthian peacock. Gods, I adore you."
You snorted as you sank back into the booth. "Yet you did nothing."
"I was going to," Thyessa defended, sliding in beside you with an exaggerated huff. "I had the cups in one hand and righteous violence in the other. But then you went full warrior-priestess before I could even blink."
You raised a brow.
She grinned, slow and dangerous. "Besides, he's lucky you got to him first. If I'd had even one finger free—gods, I'd have hexed his name off every sailor's roster from here to Crete."
You laughed—quiet, into your cup—as you brought it to your lips.
The wine was... surprisingly sweet.
Rich, with a floral finish. Not sharp or vinegary like the cups you'd tasted back in Ithaca. It slid down your throat like syrup and summer. You blinked once, pleasantly surprised.
Thyessa saw it immediately. "See?" she crowed, tapping her own cup against yours with a soft clink. "I told you. Only the best for my delicate little bar-bloom."
You rolled your eyes again but let the smile stay.
It wasn't like wine was a new thing to you—not really. But your experience with it was... sparse. Controlled. Carefully portioned. Usually sipped from a secondhand goblet when Telemachus passed you the rest of his drink at dinner. A quiet exchange. A stolen sip.
But none of it had ever tasted like this.
This was different.
This was warm cheeks and the press of bodies and candlelight stuck in your eyelashes.
This was freedom in a cup. Full and sweet and loud.
Thyessa curled sideways into the booth, one knee pulled up beneath her, cloak bunched behind her elbow like a throne. She tossed her hair back and launched into a story like she'd been waiting all night to have an audience.
"And then," she said, grinning wide, "this idiot priest lights the wrong end of the incense—starts waving the smoke around while the goddess statue is literally upside down behind him. Didn't notice until half the temple was coughing and the other half was trying to figure out if that was part of the ritual."
You sipped slowly as she went on, the din of the bar growing hazier around you.
Her stories rolled one after another, each more unhinged than the last—tales of festivals where men dressed as stags danced through the streets, women who wore masks of woven ivy and kissed strangers with honey on their tongues.
She described fireworks that rained down actual petals, how she once spent a week in a tent with a man who claimed to be a descendant of Dionysus, and how she might've believed him if he hadn't cried when he spilled his wine.
You leaned your cheek into your palm, elbow propped on the table, half-lost in the motion of her voice.
And there, tucked in the corner of a chaotic bar, sweet wine on your tongue and wild laughter in your ear—something in you finally started to loosen.
If only for a little while.
.☆.
.✩.
.☆.
You were nearly finished with your fifth cup when Thyessa, very dramatically, declared she was going to fetch another round.
She'd been leaning into your shoulder for the last ten minutes, arm slung across your back, her cheek brushing yours every time she turned to whisper something like a secret. She smelled like wine, spiced fruit, and too much heat—soft and dizzying in a way that made the candlelight feel closer than it should.
"I'll be right back," she said now, slurring only slightly as she half-stood. She wobbled.
You caught her elbow.
She grinned at you, eyes all violet and glitter and flushed cheeks. "If I don't come back, assume I've been married off to the wine merchant. He had nice forearms."
You snorted. "Go slow, goddess."
She winked, then half-sang as she swayed off into the crowd—something about olives and sin and being the reason sailors wrecked their ships.
You watched her go, shaking your head. Then leaned back against the booth's wooden slats with a sigh, the edges of your limbs just starting to feel floaty.
This... was nice.
Warm cheeks. Heavy eyelids. Your jaw aching from laughing too much.
You looked down at the table.
A piece of frayed string was there—golden-tan, thin, probably from a broken lute string or an unraveling placemat. You twisted it around your finger, fascinated by the way it curled and bounced.
It was mesmerizing, honestly. Like it knew it was entertaining you.
Then—Voices.
Familiar.
You blinked, tuning your ears toward a table not far off. Two men, seated near the bar's back corner. Broad shoulders, sun-browned skin, the faintest glow of salt still clinging to them. You knew them. They had been on the ship with you. From Ithaca.
Their voices drifted between gulps of ale.
"Hey, have you seen Nikos?"
That caught your attention.
"Nah," one grunted. "Thought he was just ditching duties again. You know how he is. Always finds some reason to 'check the nets' or 'count rations' so he can nap under the sail."
"...What if he went overboard?" the first man asked. Quiet. Unsure. "During the storm. I mean... nobody's seen him since."
Silence.
You could feel it—how fast the table stilled.
"Shit. Ana's gonna be beside herself if she finds out," the grumbler muttered, rubbing the back of his neck. His voice was flat, but there was guilt under it.
"She will," the first man added with a sigh. "Gods, she will. She was already worried before we left. I remember how Zoe told me she saw her crying in the food storage. Wouldn't say why."
You blinked, the names sounding familair, but you couldn't recall where.
"Didn't you say the two of you were making progress?" the second man said. "Man, she's gonna drag the whole mood down when we get back."
"Yeah, Zoe's gonna be miserable if Ana's crying the whole time."
You rolled your eyes.
The first one cleared his throat again. "Should we... should we tell her?"
The quiet stretched.
A pause.
A long one.
Then—"Nah. Let's just say he found some girl on Lyraethos. Chose to stay behind."
"...You think she'll believe that?"
"I think it's better than saying he fell overboard and no one noticed."
"True."
They shared a look—one you didn't need to see to feel.
And that was it. They moved on.
Then—
"Miss me?"
Thyessa's voice was a sunburst against your thoughts.
You looked up, startled.
She stood there grinning, cheeks flushed from the heat of the room, curls bouncing as she tilted her head and held out two fresh drinks like a peace offering. She slid one cup in front of you and dropped back onto the bench with a theatrical groan. "The line was ridiculous. The bartender definitely winked at me. I think I might be engaged."
You smiled at her—tired, warm.
And then a yawn tore its way out of your chest, unexpected and sudden, catching you mid-sip. You slapped a hand over your mouth, blinking groggily.
Thyessa gasped, eyes wide with faux offense. "A yawn? In my presence?"
You laughed softly. "I didn't mean to—"
She leaned in close, clutching her cup dramatically to her chest. "You're fading on me, little flower. After five drinks? Gods, I thought you were training to be a soldier, not a snoring dormouse."
You scoffed, still smiling. "I never claimed to be a champion. I just didn't want to pass out on your shoulder mid-story."
Thyessa waggled her eyebrows. "You'd be the third person this week. At least be the cutest."
You shook your head, pulling your cloak tighter around you as another yawn crept up your throat. The warmth of the tavern, the wine, the lull of her voice—it was all getting too cozy to fight.
She noticed.
Her teasing softened into something more fond. "Come on, you want me to walk you back? I promise not to start any fights on the way."
You gave a lazy little laugh, already sliding to your feet. "It's close. I can manage. If I get lost, I'll just follow the sound of your voice yelling at strangers."
"Oh good," she said, rising as well. "That'll be the fourth person this week too."
You reached for your cup, then paused, thinking better of it. "Thanks for tonight," you murmured. "Really."
Thyessa smiled—soft this time. Sincere.
"Anytime. You've got a face I don't get tired of seeing."
You snorted and turned to leave.
But you didn't make it two steps before her voice rang out behind you, bold and booming again like she hadn't just been gentle with you seconds ago.
"Alright—question for the bar!" she shouted, slamming her empty cup on the table. "Would you rather marry a sea god or die dramatically in the arms of a party animal? Be honest!"
A roar of drunken cheers rose instantly from around the room—men, women, barmaids, and one guy already half-asleep at the bar all shouting their answers over each other.
You laughed under your breath, rolling your eyes as the door shut behind you.
And stepped into the night.
The cold hit instantly—crisp and sharp, brushing your cheeks, threading into your sleeves. The sky overhead was dark and endless, pinpricked with stars and the barest edge of a moon curling against the clouds.
You pulled your cloak tighter.
The streets were quieter now. Lanterns flickered low, casting long shadows on the walls. Somewhere in the distance, someone sang off-key. A few stray cats darted past, chasing something invisible.
You took a slow breath. Let it sit in your chest.
It was the kind that settled deep—not rushed, not sharp, just full. The kind that told you the worst was over, even if the best hadn't shown up yet.
The air here didn't taste like storm anymore. It didn't cling to your teeth or sit heavy behind your ribs. It just... existed. Cool, quiet, clean. Like something was finally done grieving.
You smiled faintly to yourself, the night blurring soft around the edges. The wine still hummed in your blood—not heavy, not dizzying, just... warm. Like someone had wrapped a blanket around your ribs from the inside out.
Your boots tapped lightly over the stones as you made your way back through the crooked streets, half-following the paths you'd memorized, half-drifting on instinct.
The inn rose into view before you even realized you'd reached it, its windows throwing out little rectangles of gold onto the darkened road. You pushed the door open with a sleepy grunt, the hinges whining low in greeting.
Inside, the common room was quieter now. A few sailors hunched over mugs, talking in low voices. Eben waved blearily from a chair near the hearth, his hair sticking up in every direction, before tucking his head back down into his arms. A couple of the others grunted goodnights that barely broke the hush.
You just lifted a hand vaguely in return, your movements slow and loose with tiredness. Everything felt a little heavier now—the soles of your boots, the swing of your cloak, even the smile ghosting across your mouth.
Your body found the stairs. Your body found the hall. Your body found the door.
You weren't even sure you turned the latch properly. Didn't care.
Your room welcomed you with the faint scent of lavender and the soft rumpled shape of Lady curled on the bed. She thumped her tail twice in greeting, then tucked her nose back beneath her paw, trusting you to follow.
You kicked off your boots clumsily. Dragged your cloak over your head. Half-fell onto the mattress with a huff.
The warmth of the room folded around you—the fuzzy, honey-thick kind of sleep that came not from exhaustion, but from peace. From safety. From laughing too hard in a smoky tavern and walking home under stars that didn't seem so far away tonight.
You smiled faintly into the pillow, your limbs already boneless, your thoughts too soft to hold onto.
And just like that—
You slipped under.
Warm. Safe. Drunk on more than just wine.
And for once, you didn't dream.
Notes:
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Chapter 71: 51 ┃ 𝐚 𝐫𝐮𝐝𝐞 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚 𝐫𝐮𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫
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Sleep was peaceful. The mattress cradled you like it meant to keep you. The inn groaned now and then with the wind, but it was soft. Comforting. Like the whole world was finally exhaling around you.
At some point, your mouth even slipped open, your legs tangling into the sheets, as the last tight coil inside your chest unwound and floated away like smoke.
So you slept.
Safe.
Still.
Until—
THUD. THUD. THUD.
You jolted so hard your heart slammed straight up into your throat as you sat bolt upright. The room spun for a second—walls tilting, light swimming. Lady was already halfway to the floor, her hackles raised, a low growl rumbling deep in her chest.
Another trio of THUDs followed right after it, followed by a muffled voice—too blurred to make out, but sharp, impatient. A demand, not a question.
Lady barked once, loud and sharp.
You winced, your hand shooting up to press against your temple.
Gods—everything hurt.
Your mouth was dry, sticky like you'd been chewing wool in your sleep. There was a faint, pulsing throb behind your ears—like your heartbeat had gotten stuck and didn't know where to go. Your head felt stuffed with wet cotton, every sound hitting too loud, too fast. Even the scrape of Lady's nails against the floor seemed to scratch your teeth from the inside.
Another THUD against the door.
"Alright," you rasped, throat dry and cracked. "Alright—I'm up—"
Your body moved before your mind could catch up, legs swinging off the mattress. You stood too fast—and the world tipped.
You fell.
Not gracefully.
Your knees hit the floor with a jolt, hands scrambling at the sheets, the rug, anything. The impact rattled your teeth, sent another hot pulse of wrongness through your skull.
Lady was already circling you, whining now, her body pressed tight against your side like she could keep you from slipping through the floor.
You staggered to your feet, one hand braced on the edge of the table, the other fumbling for the dagger still sheathed under your cloak. Your fingers felt clumsy, too slow, like you were moving underwater.
The door thudded again.
You flinched.
You weren't awake enough. You weren't ready. Your mind spun with panic, flashing through all the worst explanations—an ambush, a thief, the gods, the crew turning, something coming for you in the night—
Lady barked again—louder, sharper—then growled low, her whole body braced toward the door like she was ready to tear it off its hinges herself.
You wiped your mouth with the back of your hand, swallowing against the taste of old wine and fear.
Whoever was out there wasn't going to wait much longer.
You dragged a breath deep into your chest, steeled your shaking legs, and fumbled at the latch. The door creaked loud as you pulled it open—loud enough you winced on instinct, the sound rattling through your aching skull like a slap.
You squinted hard into the light.
Standing there, blocking most of the hallway, was the innkeeper. Again.
But this time, he wasn't empty-handed.
He held a tray balanced on one palm—stacked high with bread, a bowl of something steaming, and a little chipped mug that smelled faintly like mint and honey.
He stared at you.
You blinked back at him, half-blind, half-dead.
You must've looked a sight.
Your face was dry and tight, probably streaked with dried spit from sleeping open-mouthed like a beached fish. Your eyes were all puffy and squinted, barely slits against the hallway light. Your hair—gods. Your hair had turned into some half-matted bird's nest during the night, sticking up at angles no comb could fix without violence.
The innkeeper just... stared for a second. Like he was still deciding if you were human.
Then he snorted—a short, rough sound that cracked out of him like he couldn't hold it back.
"Glad to see you up, Sleeping Beauty," he said dryly, giving the tray a little bounce in his hand. Then he added, voice full of lazy mockery, "Or should I say—Chione herself, reborn from a snowbank and ready to dazzle the crowds?"
You could only groan under your breath, dragging a hand over your sticky face.
"Thanks," you grumbled, reaching out and grabbing the tray with both hands before he could decide to add another insult.
The wood was warm under your fingers. The smell hit you fast—bread, butter, salt, herbs—and your stomach gave a small, sad growl that made Lady huff in agreement from behind you.
You didn't wait.
You turned back toward the bed without ceremony, bare feet sticking slightly against the wooden floor, the tray wobbling dangerously in your arms.
You half-dropped it onto the mattress, then collapsed down beside it with a grunt.
Lady immediately popped her head up, sniffing.
You didn't even pretend to fight her. You grabbed a roll—still hot, soft in the middle—and tore a chunk off, tossing it onto the floor near her paws. She caught it mid-air with a sharp snap of teeth and immediately settled down like a queen getting her tribute.
You tore off another piece—some kind of roasted root tucked under the bread—and tossed that too.
She snorted once, then got busy.
You stuffed a piece of bread into your own mouth without thinking, chewing slow and messy. The food was warm and heavy and exactly what you needed. Your mouth finally remembered how to work again, your jaw moving slow but steady.
You sighed through your nose, a low, worn-out sound, and glanced up—
—and froze.
The innkeeper was still there.
Still standing in your doorway.
Still leaning one shoulder against the threshold like he lived there.
You blinked at him, mouth still full of bread.
He just raised one brow, like he was waiting for something.
You swallowed hard, wiped the corner of your mouth with the back of your hand, and said flatly, "Can I... help you?"
The man's face lit up like he'd been waiting for you to say those exact words.
He chuckled—low and pleased—and pushed off the doorframe like your flat tone had been some grand invitation. He sauntered right in without a hint of shame, hands swinging loose at his sides like this was his room and you were just the lucky guest.
Lady lifted her head from where she was still gnawing her bread, her eyes flicking between you and the intruder, but she stayed put—for now.
The innkeeper stopped a few paces in, beaming like a man about to sell you a ship that was already sinking.
"Soooo," he started, rubbing his palms together. "I heard from some of your Ithaca sailors boys—you know, the ones who can't stop talking even when no one's listening—that you're a Divine Liaison, yeah?"
You blinked at him.
He barreled on, like you hadn't just stared him dead in the face.
"Which means," he said, holding up one finger like he was lecturing a child, "you talk to the gods. Or, y'know, they talk to you. Either way. Same difference."
He clapped his hands once, sharp and eager. "Perfect! See, I'm glad you asked if you could help me, because actually—" he leaned forward, voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper, "—I do need a favor. Tiny one. Little itty-bitty thing."
You stared.
He grinned wider, like he thought smiling harder might make you agree faster.
"My master," he said, dragging the word out dramatically, "is...well... he's absolutely infatuated with you."
You coughed on your bread.
The innkeeper laughed like he'd been waiting for that, too.
"Yup! Smitten," he said cheerfully, ignoring the way you were now blinking at him like he'd grown a second head. "And I thought—since you're clearly in the mood for charity—maybe you could slip a kind word or two about me, you know, next time you have one of your... divine conference calls or whatever it is you do."
You dropped the roll onto the tray with a dull thud, wiped your hands on your tunic, and lifted your palm in a slow, tired stop motion.
"First of all," you said, voice dry, "I don't even know your name."
He opened his mouth, ready to interrupt, but you cut sharper.
"And second—who exactly is your master?"
The innkeeper blinked.
Paused.
Then his grin stretched even wider—teeth flashing in a way that felt a little too familiar now.
"Oh," he said, like you'd just asked the world's simplest riddle. "You're gonna love this."
But instead of answering, he bent down—uncaring, casual as anything—and reached straight for your tray like it was his.
You tsked under your breath, glaring at him as you yanked the tray closer to your chest, holding it up and out of his reach like you were guarding treasure.
Lady lifted her head again, ears flicking with interest.
The innkeeper—still grinning—straightened up without missing a beat, wiping imaginary dust off his hands like he hadn't just tried to steal your breakfast.
He tilted his head, eyes crinkling at the corners with lazy amusement. "Name's Nico," he said finally, tapping his chest with two fingers like a kid introducing himself to a street gang. "Nico the Magnificent. Nico the Merciful. Nico the Good-Looking."
You just stared.
He winked.
"Twenty-seven years strong," he added, wiggling his brows like that was supposed to impress you. "Like wine, darling. Only getting better with age."
You blinked once, then said, flat as a stone. "If you're wine, you're the kind they leave in the sun too long and sell cheap to desperate sailors."
There was a beat of silence.
Then Nico barked out a laugh—sharp and delighted, like you'd just made his whole morning.
He clapped once, loud enough that Lady gave a small warning growl.
"Gods," he wheezed, grinning so wide you thought his face might crack. "I like you."
You rolled your eyes hard enough to ache and stuffed another piece of bread into your mouth, hoping if you just kept chewing, he'd eventually get bored and leave.
No such luck.
Nico just leaned his hip lazily against the side of your bedframe, still grinning like he had all the time in the world and you were the best entertainment he'd found in years.
You sighed through your nose, wiping your fingers on the cloth napkin and trying very hard not to let him drag you any further into whatever ridiculous spiral he was cooking up.
"Focus," you said sharply, pointing a crumb-sticky finger at him. "You still didn't tell me who your so-called master is."
Nico tsked dramatically, wagging a finger at you like you'd just scolded a kitten.
Then, before you could react, he bent down—fast—and pinched your cheek.
Like actually pinched it. Between his thumb and forefinger like you were five years old and cute enough to get away with murder.
You smacked his hand away instantly, making him yelp and dance back a step, laughing.
"Gods," he teased, rubbing his hand where you'd slapped it, "he's got good taste, I'll give him that. I see he chose one for the looks."
You gave him a glare so flat it could've flattened crops.
He just laughed harder, the sound warm and raspy, like it cracked loose without him meaning to. "Alright, alright, I'm sorry!" he said, still chuckling as he lifted both hands in surrender. "No more touching the sacred Liaison. I get it."
You just grunted and shoved another piece of bread into your mouth in case he got any more ideas.
Nico straightened, cleared his throat like he was about to make a grand announcement—and then, with a ridiculous flourish, threw his arms wide and did a slow, wobbly circle like he was showing off an invisible ballroom.
"My master," he intoned, loud enough that Lady gave a grumpy woof at the noise, "is none other than the swiftest, slickest, most charming pain in the gods' collective rear ends!"
He made a show of pausing dramatically, hand over his heart, nose in the air.
You just stared at him over your mug of lukewarm tea, unimpressed.
Nico grinned—and dropped the act all at once, leaning in slightly like he was telling you the world's worst-kept secret.
"Hermes," he said, tapping his temple with two fingers. "Messenger, trickster, professional meddler... and my one and only boss."
But for some reason... your face stayed deadpan.
You just stared at him, chewing another slow bite of bread, not even blinking.
Then you let out a breath—a long, heavy exhale that practically screamed: Why am I not surprised.
Nico faltered a little, his grin slipping just a fraction.
He clearly expected more. A gasp. A squeak. Maybe a full-on fainting spell.
Instead, he got you—slouched over a tray of stale bread and soup, looking about as impressed as a rock.
"That's it?" he said, almost offended. He pointed at you like he couldn't believe it. "That's all the reaction I get?"
You scoffed, waving a lazy hand at the room, at him, at everything.
"It wasn't hard to guess," you said bluntly. "Eben mentioned earlier that this port was tied to a messenger god. Some 'old shrine' or 'travelers' drinking tavern' or whatever nonsense. I just..." You dragged a hand down your face with a groan. "I naively hoped it was Iris."
Nico blinked. "Iris?"
"Yeah," you muttered, flicking a crumb off your tunic. "You know. Rainbow goddess. Nice. Sweet. Not known for stealing people's goats or turning stolen sandals into personal jokes."
He barked a laugh but tried to smother it behind his wrist.
You leveled a flat glare at him. "And you," you added, narrowing your eyes. "You didn't exactly help."
He pointed to himself, all wide-eyed fake innocence. "Me??"
"Yes, you," you said dryly. "You're just as insufferable. Got that same look about you."
Nico placed a hand over his chest like you'd wounded him. "Insufferable? Me?"
You nodded solemnly. "You talk like someone who should be punched. But somehow, gods only know how, you do it in a way that doesn't actually make people want to punch you."
He blinked.
Then threw his head back and howled with laughter—loud enough that Lady gave another warning bark and you had to reach over and rub her ear to calm her down.
"You," he gasped, wiping tears from the corners of his eyes, "really are the funniest mortal I've met this whole decade."
You stuffed another piece of bread into your mouth just to stop yourself from saying something worse.
The bread was dry now, crumbs sticking stubbornly to the roof of your mouth, but you forced it down anyway. Lady licked her chops at your feet, kicking one hind leg lazily against the floor like she was dreaming of second breakfast.
You wiped your fingers clean on the edge of the tray, feeling the last of your energy drain into the wood beneath you.
And just when you thought Nico might finally take the hint and leave—
He cleared his throat loudly. "Sooo," he said, bouncing a little on his heels. "About mentioning me to Hermes...?"
You groaned under your breath, letting your head thump lightly against the wall behind you.
Of course he hadn't forgotten.
You sighed long and heavy, a tired puff of air that probably carried every ounce of regret you had ever felt for opening the door this morning.
"Fine," you huffed, waving a hand like you were granting mercy to a very annoying bug. "Fine, fine, whatever. I'll tell him you're... wonderful or something. As long as you leave me alone after."
Nico lit up like a festival torch.
"Bless your generous little heart," he said brightly, then lifted one hand toward you, palm open, fingers wiggling. "High-five."
You just blinked at him.
For a second you thought maybe he was trying to cast a spell or beg for a coin.
"What... are you doing," you said flatly.
Nico's hand hovered awkwardly in the air, his grin faltering.
"...High-five?" he repeated, a little less confident. "You know. Slap my hand. In victory?"
You stared at him like he'd just asked you to bite his ankle.
Slowly, awkwardly, he dropped his hand back to his side, clearing his throat and muttering, "Hermes said everyone does it. Lying bastard."
You snorted so hard a crumb almost went up your nose.
.☆.
.✩.
.☆.
The sun hit you the moment you stepped out of the inn.
Warm and steady, no clouds, the whole port buzzing quietly around you like bees moving slow in the heat. The stone streets were full but not crowded—sailors hauling crates down to the docks, women bartering over baskets of herbs, a few skinny dogs weaving through the market stalls like they owned the place.
You adjusted the strap of the small wicker basket you'd slung over your arm—a battered little thing you'd borrowed from the inn's storage closet. Nothing special. Just enough to carry whatever you picked up today.
You exhaled, the morning already blurring behind you.
After your very loud breakfast-slash-lunch (you didn't know what to call it anymore), you'd dragged yourself upright, forced yourself into real clothes—a loose tunic belted at the waist, a fresh cloak slung over one shoulder. You'd left Lady back in the inn's front room, tucked safely under Eben's determined watch.
The boy had been practically vibrating with excitement when you asked.
"You can trust me as always!" he'd declared, puffing out his chest like a tiny soldier. "I'll continue to guard her with my life!"
He'd also, less dramatically, asked if you could bring him back a trinket or two. "Maybe a seashell. Or a feather. Or a sword. Or a small dagger. Or maybe a magic rock."
You agreed to maybe find something that wouldn't get you arrested.
Now, as you turned to pull the inn door closed behind you, tugging the heavy wood into place—
"____~"
Nico's voice rang out from across the bar inside, loud enough that a few pigeons scattered off the roof.
"Don't forget about me, darling!" he hollered, his whole arm waving like a shipwreck signal, half-throwing himself across the bar counter for extra drama. "Tell Master I'm still his favorite servant! Tell him I'm better than all the rest! Tell him I deserve a raise!"
You just rolled your eyes hard enough you thought they might fall out of your head. "Yeah, yeah!" you shouted back without looking, pulling the door shut behind you with a heavy thud.
You adjusted the basket on your arm, shaking your head to yourself.
Gods help you if Hermes and Nico were anything alike.
You didn't think you had enough patience left in you for two of them.
You adjusted the basket against your hip and started walking, letting the warm stretch of the morning pull you down into the town's heart.
The little port was alive in its own quiet way—nothing like the heavy crowds of Ithaca or the stiff markets near the palace.
Here, everything felt a little crooked, a little tilted, like the streets had been built without a real plan. Vendors called from their stalls with singsong voices, tossing fresh olives from hand to hand. Bright cloths strung between the rooftops fluttered lazily in the sea breeze, throwing colorful shadows across the stone walkways.
You stopped at a few places without meaning to.
A small fruit stand where figs the size of your fist sold for half the price you'd usually see. A cart of silver bangles that clinked together like wind chimes. A woman with a basket of dyed feathers, each one brighter than the last.
Everything was so cheap compared to what you'd gotten used to on the island.
You blinked down at a pair of polished combs—real ivory, maybe fake, you couldn't tell—but still ridiculously affordable. It made your chest warm in a weird, guilty way. You could get so much for Eben. For Lady. For the others.
Callias would want something flashy—something that screamed look at me without actually being expensive. Maybe a ridiculous feathered hat.
Asta would appreciate something useful...maybe a good belt or a knife hilt. Something sturdy.
Lysandra? Definitely jewelry. The gaudier, the better. Maybe something that jangled when she walked just to annoy everyone.
Kieran would grumble but secretly love a new set of throwing stones or a carefully wrapped writing quill.
Even the king and queen drifted into your mind, uninvited but familiar—something soft for Penelope. Something respectful but sly for Odysseus.
And Telemachus...
You swallowed.
Something simple.
Something you wouldn't have to explain.
You kept walking, humming under your breath—a half-remembered jolly song Eben had been singing earlier. Some silly sea shanty about sailors falling overboard after drinking too much wine. The kind of tune that stuck between your ribs and made your steps lighter without asking permission.
You bent low over a table near one of the stalls, eyeing a row of jeweled scarves laid out in messy piles. The fabrics shimmered in the sun—golds, crimsons, deep violets—and you plucked at a few of them carefully, wondering which would match Asta's hair best.
Maybe the deep red...
You were just reaching for it when a voice cut through the buzz of the market—smooth, amused, curling around your spine like a ribbon.
"Aren't you a sight for sore eyes?"
Before you could turn, an arm snaked smoothly across your waist. Fingers brushed the curve of your hip, light but sure, like whoever it was had touched you a thousand times before.
Before you could blink—before your mind even caught up—your body moved.
Pure instinct. No thought. No mercy.
You twisted hard, one hand yanking free from the scarves, the other already reaching for the dagger hidden under your belt. You spun, the world blurring around you—and by the time you blinked again, the blade was already pressed up tight against a throat.
Your heart slammed into your ribs so hard it almost knocked the air from your chest.
It was like your mind hadn't even had time to argue. Your body just remembered.
It remembered the alley. The night the world split open under your feet. The way blood felt hot and sticky between your fingers. The way your skin had burned, torn apart, the way the knife had sunk into your ribs.
It remembered not being fast enough.
So now—now—you didn't hesitate.
Your hand braced steady against his chest, your dagger pressed right under the curve of his jaw, angled sharp and sure.
It wasn't until you looked up—really looked—that your grip faltered.
Hermes.
Standing there with one hand still half-outstretched, the ghost of a cocky grin curling the corner of his mouth. His dark hair caught the sunlight like smoke, those brown curls tousled just enough to look like he'd run here. His eyes—mischievous, electric, stupidly alive—blinked down at you like he was delighted.
Your heart stumbled.
You sucked in a breath so sharp you could've swallowed the wind itself.
"You absolute idiot," you hissed, yanking the dagger back against your side like it burned you.
Hermes didn't even flinch.
If anything, his grin widened—sharp and bright, full of trouble.
"Gods," he giggled, actually giggled, shoulders shaking with it. "You manhandled me."
You gawked at him.
He looked positively thrilled, like getting a knife to the throat was a compliment.
"I liked it," he added, voice dropping into something teasing, almost conspiratorial. "You could've slit me open right there. Would've let you, too."
Your face burned.
Heat jumped to your cheeks so fast it made you dizzy, and you immediately spun on your heel, dropping into a crouch to frantically gather the items you'd dropped over when you attacked him.
"I am not doing this," you muttered under your breath, stuffing things back into the basket. "I refuse to get flirted with by a god I almost gutted in public."
Behind you, Hermes chuckled—warm and bubbling and far too pleased with himself.
"You can," he said lightly. "I don't mind."
You just grumbled and kept fixing your basket, refusing to look at him until your heart stopped trying to kick its way out of your ribs.
Once everything was stuffed back in place—and you were reasonably sure you weren't about to keel over from embarrassment—you stood up, brushing your hands against your tunic.
You risked another glance at him.
Hermes was still there, arms loose at his sides, looking for all the world like he hadn't just been a split second away from getting a free haircut by dagger. Sunlight caught the tips of his hair, his sandals tapping idly against the dusty stones.
You tilted your head slowly, narrowing your eyes at him.
He noticed.
"What?" he asked, blinking at you with wide, fake-innocent eyes.
You crossed your arms loosely over your chest, tapping one finger against your elbow. "Who do you look like?"
He tilted his head the other way, matching you. "What do you mean, darling?"
You scoffed under your breath, stepping past him, adjusting the basket on your arm as you moved.
"Last time you were out in the open," you said over your shoulder, "you decided it would be fun to walk around looking like Telemachus to everyone else. You think I forgot?"
He made a wounded noise behind you, like you'd just accused him of a real crime.
"That was one time!" he whined, trailing after you like a sulky shadow. "And it wasn't exactly him—it was more like... an impression. A tribute."
You shot him a dry look.
Hermes sighed dramatically, kicking a stray pebble down the street.
"Fine," he muttered. "I'm not doing that right now, if that's what you're fishing for."
You slowed your steps just a little, glancing sideways at him. "So what are you doing?"
He flashed a grin—sharp and boyish. "This," he said, spreading his arms out like he was inviting you to take it all in. "Mostly me. Toned down."
You squinted. "Toned down."
"Yup," he said cheerfully. "Still me. Just... less 'holy-blinding-light-strike-you-dead' energy leaking out everywhere."
You stared at him.
"So," you said slowly, "everyone else just sees... what? A weirdo with a satchel?"
Hermes hummed happily. "Exactly."
You hummed back—flat, unimpressed—and kept walking.
You didn't rush, didn't linger either. Just let yourself drift along the edge of the small square, half-listening to the market sounds, half-pretending you didn't have a literal god trailing behind you like a bored dog looking for trouble.
You stopped at a few more stalls, your fingers brushing over bolts of cloth, polished seashells, little jars of honey sealed with wax. Hermes kept pace at your side, whistling under his breath, hands stuffed deep into the folds of his belt like he hadn't a care in the world.
You ignored him for the most part.
Until—
A small stall near the end of the row caught your eye. Nothing fancy. Just a little wooden cart stacked with tiny carved boats—each no bigger than your hand. The sails were scraps of cloth, stitched neatly. The hulls looked smoothed by real sea salt, worn soft at the edges.
You stopped, crouching slightly to look at them.
Eben would love one.
You smiled to yourself, reaching for a little boat painted blue and gold—colors bright but not gaudy.
As you straightened up to hand over the few coins, the old woman running the stall—frail, sun-leathered, with a kerchief tied tight over her silver hair—beamed at you.
"Oh, sweet one," she cooed, reaching over to pat your hand warmly. "Is this for your little one?"
You opened your mouth to explain, but she was already nodding approvingly, her eyes crinkling. "How lovely. My husband made these for our grandchildren. I hope yours will love it too."
You stiffened slightly.
Before you could get a single word in—
Hermes slung an arm around your shoulders, pulling you flush against his side with an obnoxious sigh.
"Our twelve children will love it," he said loudly, like he was declaring it to the whole town. "Poor things! Waiting so patiently back at home while we shop for their treasures."
You froze.
The old woman clapped her hands together, utterly delighted. "Twelve! Oh, bless you both!"
You twisted to glare up at him, but Hermes just smiled down at you, eyes sparkling with evil.
You muttered through your teeth, "I will stab you."
"Mm," he hummed cheerfully. "I love it when you talk dirty to me."
You paid for the boat with a stiff hand, gritting your teeth as you handed the woman the coins.
She waved you off happily, still cooing something about how lucky your children must be to have such loving parents.
You yanked yourself free of Hermes' arm the second you turned away from the cart, clutching the little toy boat so tight it creaked.
He just sauntered along behind you like nothing had happened, whistling again.
It wasn't until you were a good few stalls away—out of earshot—that you rounded on him, eyes narrowed.
"What are you even doing here?"
Hermes blinked innocently, like the question physically pained him. "Visiting," he said, all fake offense. "Is it a crime for a god to visit one of his sacred places?"
You stared at him, deadpan.
He stared back, wide-eyed.
The toy boat creaked again in your hand.
You weren't buying it.
Not for a second.
You gave him the flattest look you could manage, the little boat still clutched tight in your fist.
"Sacred?" you repeated, deadpan, arching a brow.
Right on cue, as if the gods themselves wanted to prove your point, two kids darted into view—skinny, quick, no older than Eben—slipping behind a merchant fast asleep against a cart of dates. One boy crouched low, sliding a hand into the man's coin pouch; the other snagged a roll of cloth from the cart's edge.
You lifted your hand and pointed wordlessly at the scene.
Hermes followed your finger.
The corner of his mouth twitched.
Then he shrugged, utterly unapologetic. "Hey," he said, voice light, "I am the god of thieves, am I not?"
You scoffed under your breath and turned away. You kept walking—fast, determined, weaving through the bustling market like you could leave his nonsense behind you.
No such luck.
Hermes was right there beside you again, practically glued to your side, step for step.
He let out a long, pitiful whine, dragging the sound out like a kicked dog.
"Don't be mad," he half-begged, half-sang, bumping your shoulder lightly with his. "Come on, how can you blame me?"
You ignored him.
He bumped you again.
"I have to listen to Apollo's wailing all day on Olympus!" he cried dramatically, throwing both hands in the air like you were sentencing him to death. "You know what that's like? Songs about heartbreak, songs about sunlight, songs about why doesn't anyone understand me?"
You kept your eyes straight ahead, refusing to crack.
He leaned in closer, lowering his voice into a stage-whisper, like sharing a sacred secret. "You're my safe haven, ____. The only thing that keeps me sane."
You nearly tripped over a cobblestone.
You yanked the basket higher on your arm, shaking your head hard like you could physically toss him off your trail.
"You," you muttered, "are unbelievable."
"And yet," he said brightly, flashing you a wink, "you still tolerate me."
You muttered something under your breath that sounded a lot like barely.
Hermes just laughed, following you like a happy ghost through the sunlit streets.
But then—something shifted.
His laughter faded into a low hum, almost thoughtful. His steps slowed just a little.
"All jokes aside," he said, voice dipping softer, more serious, "there's something... different about you."
You frowned, but before you could say anything, he stepped right in front of your path, cutting you off.
He bent slightly at the waist to meet your eye level, hands planted loosely on his knees like he was examining you for clues. His brows furrowed. His mouth twisted in thought. He even rubbed his chin dramatically, like some philosopher puzzling over a riddle.
"Hmm..." he mused, narrowing his eyes, "just can't put my godly finger on it."
You stared at him, unimpressed.
Absolutely not in the mood to unravel whatever cryptic nonsense he was hinting at.
You shouldered past him with a dry scoff, muttering under your breath, voice dripping in sarcasm."Oh, I suppose it wouldn't be the whole dying and coming back to life thing?"
Hermes snorted, straightening up again to follow—but the pensive look didn't fully leave his face. "No, not that," he said, jogging a few steps to catch up. "It's... similar. But not exactly."
He trailed off, waving a vague hand in the air like trying to pluck the right words from the breeze.
You didn't press because frankly, you weren't sure you wanted to know.
Hermes gave a little shrug, like deciding it wasn't worth chasing down today.
Then—just like that—he brightened again.
"So!" he declared, clapping his hands once, sharp and eager. "How do you like it?"
You blinked at him, confused. "Like what?"
He grinned wide—raising both arms high, spinning a slow, lazy circle right there in the middle of the road.
"Port Telonia!" he cried, as if the entire market, the sun, the sea breeze, the noise and life of it all was something he'd hand-delivered to you personally.
And the worst part?
You kind of loved it.
Port Telonia wasn't fancy. It wasn't big. But it was warm. It was alive. Everything about it felt easy, golden, safe. Like the air here hadn't been touched by war or gods' tempers in a long time. Like you could actually breathe without checking over your shoulder first.
You wanted to say that.
Wanted to tell him that maybe—maybe—this was the first place in a long while that didn't feel heavy on your skin.
Instead, you sniffed once, looked away toward a line of grape vines strung between two buildings, and muttered under your breath, "It's alright, I guess."
Hermes squawked like you'd just slapped a sacred relic out of his hands.
"Alright?!" he gasped, clutching his chest dramatically. "Alright?? This is a masterpiece! A divine gem! And you're just—'alright'-ing it?!"
You shrugged, hiding the tiny twitch of your mouth behind your hand.
He huffed, crossing his arms. "You're obviously biased. Too much Ithaca dirt under your nails. It's clouding your judgment."
You snorted.
Hermes, of course, wasn't done.
He snapped his fingers like he'd just had the most brilliant idea ever.
"Alright, new plan," he declared. "I'm officially designating myself as your personal guide to Port Telonia. Congratulations, mortal! You've just booked the best tour in the isles—zero drachmas needed, only mild emotional damage guaranteed!"
You rolled your eyes, pretending to examine the stalls ahead of you, but you could feel him watching you.
Warm.
Steady.
Bright.
When you finally risked a glance back at him, he was already smiling—small, easy, real.
Like the idea of showing you around wasn't just a joke.
Like he actually wanted to.
Your heart skipped a beat without your permission.
You turned away fast, tugging your basket up higher against your hip. "...Whatever," you mumbled, pretending to study a row of fig jars instead.
But your ears were warm.
And from the soft chuckle Hermes gave, you were pretty sure he noticed.
But he didn't say anything.
Instead, he straightened up like a man on a mission, threw out a hand, and started pointing at everything you passed like the world's most excitable—and least reliable—tour guide.
"That," he said grandly, motioning toward a crooked little fountain half-swallowed by vines, "is where sailors toss coins for good luck before setting out. Legend says if you hit the mouth of the fish statue on the first try, you'll come back richer than you left."
You glanced at the fountain.
The fish's mouth was half-broken and dripping moss.
You gave Hermes a look.
He grinned wider.
"And that," he said, pointing at a stack of baskets outside a fruit stall, "is where the famous Golden Pomegranates of Telonia are kept. Very sacred. Very cursed. Touch one, and you'll start singing sea shanties every time you lie."
You snorted out loud at that one, crossing your arms. "That's not even remotely believable."
Hermes just winked. "Believe what you want, little musician."
You shook your head but let him keep talking anyway.
Because honestly? It was... nice.
Letting him ramble. Letting yourself listen.
You passed sun-drenched stone houses with colorful shutters, crooked alleys strung with drying herbs, and a row of old men playing some kind of tile game with coins clinking between their fingers.
Hermes narrated the entire thing like he owned the place.
And maybe he did, in a way.
Somewhere along the winding path, as you both veered around a group of laughing children chasing a dog through the square, he threw an arm casually around your shoulders.
It wasn't rough or heavy.
Just an easy, familiar weight.
Like he'd been doing it for years.
You stiffened at first—instinct, habit—but you didn't push him off.
You just... let it be.
Let the warmth of him soak into your skin. Let yourself match his pace without thinking. Let yourself laugh under your breath when he whispered something ridiculous about one of the flower sellers being a retired siren in disguise.
And gods help you—
You didn't even mind.
also i've been blessed with more fanart, hehehe ❤️❤️❤️ (email: [email protected] | tumblr: winaxity-ii)
from The Pr0phet
OH THIS IS SO CHARMINGGG 😭🪽✨The little smile??? That smug serenity that says "I definitely know something you don't and I'm not telling you yet"? THE EYES??? All gold and glinting, just like how I picture him when he's scheming three moves ahead while acting harmless. And that cloak!! The details on it!!! You understood the assignment—he's not just a messenger, he's a traveler, a guide, a weaver of paths. Ughhhh I love it so much 🥲💛 Thank you for giving me this softer but still cunning version of him!! (And also thank you for making him look exactly like the kind of problem MC would accidentally befriend and regret instantly.) 😭
from emily-r0s3
NOOOO THIS IS SO FUNNY AND SO PERFECT 😭😭
The way MC is just posing so sweetly in Apollo's head, draped in clouds and vibes, like "Apollo...? 🥺👉👈" meanwhile this man is OVER THERE MALFUNCTIONINGGG 💀💀💀 The way you drew his face?? Hand clutching his chest like he;s physically struggling to survive??? Apollo, god of poise and radiance, brought to his knees in broad daylight because someone said his name cute. As he should be. Also the little details—the glinting lyre, the soft cloud background, the laurel pin on his chiton—it's giving divine romance novella cover and I'm OBSESSED. You captured their entire dynamic: she's ethereal and unaware, he's in crisis. 😭🪽Thank you for this absolute GIFT. I will now be imagining this scene every time they meet eyes from across a temple.
from blasted-bass
NOOOO THIS IS PERFECTTTT 😭🪽"Bro is scheming" has me WHEEZING because YES—this is that specific brand of Hermes mischief where you don't realize you're already five steps into the trap until you're smiling back at him. The glinting yellow eyes??? The feathers curling around the crown??? The messy hair like he just casually destroyed someone's afternoon and is thinking about what he'll ruin next??? I LOVE HIM AND I FEAR HIM 😭 Thank you for this absolutely unhinged, perfect portrayal of our favorite trickster.
from fvckcare
NO BECAUSE THIS??? This isn't just Poseidon—this is the sea itself wearing a crown. 😭🌊 The gold and deep blue palette??? The textured scales blending into his skin??? The heavy, flowing sash that looks like an actual slice of the ocean wrapped around him??? Chef's kiss. You didn't just draw him, you summoned him. AND THAT TRIDENT DESIGN—sleek but still sharp like a coral spine?? The seaweed-draped jewelry??? The rippling, stormy hair crowned in driftwood gold?? He looks like he could level a city for fun and then pretend it was just a "small wave." 😭 You captured him so well—the god who is both beautiful and terrifying, the ocean's mercy and its wrath tangled into one. I am now contractually obligated to bow every time I look at this. Thank you for this absolute work of art 🙇♀️👑🌊
Notes:
A/N : man, idk if it's just me, but i swear i can't even read anymore lol 😭 like i used to devour 10+ fics a day, clearing 26k+ word projects like it was nothing... now? now i open a fic, stare at the first paragraph, and immediately dissociate, thinking about future scenes, new books, random project ideas—literally everything except what i'm trying to read 😭💀 it’s like my brain is permanently stuck in "writing mode" and forgot how to be normal. is it broke?? do i need a patch update?? idk hahahah. hope you all enjoyed this chappie! might even do a double-update lolol we'll see if nun comes up cuz at the end of it all, the universe love throwing curveballs at me ngl 🤣🤣
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Chapter 72: 52 ┃ 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐩𝐢𝐝𝐥𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝
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Eventually, the two of you strolled along the edge of the port now, the salty breeze kicking at the hem of your cloak. The water slapped softly against the stone, sunlight winking off the waves like thrown coins.
You found yourself talking—words slipping easier now, warmer.
"And then," you said, grinning a little, "this merchant—this idiot—tried to back me into a corner."
Hermes' arm tightened slightly around your shoulders, his head tilting toward you in interest.
"He got all handsy," you went on, waving your free hand for emphasis. "Grabbed my waist. So I grabbed him and slammed into the nearest wall, and held him at knife point, like I did you earlier. Even knicked him a bit."
Hermes cackled, loud and delighted, like you'd just given him the best story of the year.
"Gods, I knew there was something vicious brewing under that sweet little face," he laughed, bumping his hip against yours. "Proud of you, little musician. Very proud. Apollo's probably writing tragic songs about your deadly elbows already."
You chuckled under your breath, your body relaxing again, the easy rhythm of the walk carrying you forward.
But then, your eyes drifted to the left.
To the sea.
You weren't even trying to look.
It just... pulled you.
The water stretched out, endless and bright, sparkling under the sun like it had never swallowed a single soul. Like it didn't remember.
You did.
Your laugh trailed off.
Your steps slowed until you weren't moving at all.
You stared out over the waves.
And suddenly—
You could feel it all again.
The burn in your chest.
The way the sea pressed against your ribs like iron hands.
The thousand ghostly voices whispering and sobbing in the deep.
Eurylochus' hollow voice mourning missed time with Ctimene.
Your throat tightened.
Your fingers curled into your palms without meaning to, nails digging against your skin just to feel something solid. Something now.
You didn't even notice you'd stopped walking.
Didn't realize Hermes had kept going for two steps without you before he caught on.
He doubled back, still chuckling to himself—until he saw you.
And then he leaned down, ducking into your line of sight.
He lifted a finger and gave a light, playful tap against the side of your head.
"Knock, knock," he sing-songed, trying to break the tension. "Anyone home?"
You blinked, slow.
Pulled back into yourself like waking from a nightmare you hadn't meant to fall into.
And maybe it was the way your feet dragged. Or the way your arms stayed hugged close around yourself, like you were holding something broken inside.
Because his face faltered the second he saw you.
The grin he always wore—lopsided, too much—dimmed. His hand, still half-raised from tapping your head, dropped a little. His golden eyes scanned your face, and you knew he saw it.
The dark.
The heaviness still clinging to you like seaweed.
The part of you that hadn't really made it back to the surface.
Your throat worked around a dry swallow. You tried to smile. Failed.
Instead, your voice came out rough, smaller than you meant."Do you think..." You bit your lip, then forced the words through."Do you think my title lets me help them?"
Hermes blinked. "Help who?"
You looked out toward the sea without thinking. The waves curled lazy against the docks now — soft, gentle—nothing like the graveyard you'd floated in.
"King Odysseus' men..." you said, quieter. "The ones who never crossed. The ones just...waiting." You turned back to him, the weight thick behind your ribs. "Could I help them?" you asked. "Guide them to the other side? So they can finally get peace?"
You didn't even know what you were hoping for. A yes? A maybe? Something to make that ache less useless?
Hermes snorted through his nose, a little grin tugging at his mouth. "Help them? You?"
You stiffened.
His grin stayed sharp, but not mean. "Sweetheart," he said, tilting his head, "a title's just a prettier word for bait."
You blinked.
He shifted his weight onto one foot, tossing a coin up in the air and catching it without looking.
"Makes people think you can do more than you ever promised," he said easily. "That's all it is. A trick. A song. Something that sounds good enough to soothe their fears."
He chuckled at first. That warm, lazy chuckle he always had tucked in his chest.
But then his gaze dropped to your hands.
And he saw it. The way you were twisting your fingers in the folds of your cloak. Knuckles tight.
The chuckle died in his throat.
Slowly, he straightened. His voice softened, lost the edges. "Hey," he said, quieter now. "You don't owe the sea anything."
You stared at him, breathing hard. Your hands stayed clenched at your sides.
He stepped a little closer. Close enough that the scent of him wrapped around you. "Just because someone gave you a title that sounds divine," Hermes murmured, "doesn't mean you became something you're not."
You flinched, a tiny jerk of your chin.
Hermes' mouth twisted, almost regretful. "Especially" he added, "when it was a mortal who gave it."
Your throat burned.
He didn't say Odysseus' name.
He didn't have to.
You already knew.
You shifted your weight, hands clenching at your sides, the knot behind your ribs pulling tighter. "I can heal," you said stubbornly, voice low, hoarse. "I healed that boy, back on Ithaca. I didn't imagine that."
The words came out sharper than you meant.
Maybe because you needed them to be true.
Maybe because you could still feel the cold weight of those soldiers back in the deep—their empty eyes, their forgotten hands reaching for you—and the guilt of not reaching back still sat like a stone behind your ribs.
You wanted to help them. You wanted to believe you could fix it. Anything less felt like leaving them there to rot.
Hermes only raised a brow, almost pitying. "And who do you think gave you that little trick?" he asked easily.
You froze. Your mind reeled back—
The lyre.
The golden light.
The way your hands had moved without you calling for them.
Apollo.
Not you. Not ever you.
Your mouth opened. Closed. Nothing came out.
Hermes watched the realization bleed slow across your face before he continued, voice lighter but not unkind. "Divine favor isn't the same as divine appointment. Healing? Sure. A blessing, a trick, a party favor—whatever you wanna call it. But shepherding souls?"
He shook his head, a soft, almost amused sound in the back of his throat. "That's different. That's weight. That's authority. And it doesn't get handed out because someone called you a pretty name."
You swallowed hard, the pressure thickening behind your chest.
Hermes rubbing the back of his neck lazily like he was explaining something to a stubborn apprentice. "If you wanted to guide spirits," he said, "you'd need explicit appointment." He lifted a hand, ticking names off his fingers casually. "Hades could grant it. Hypnos, maybe, if you caught him in the right mood. Me, if I was feeling generous—" He winked at that but you didn't smile. He sighed. "But you don't have that. You don't bear the weight of that law. Not yet. Maybe not ever."
You looked away, chest squeezing tighter.
"And as for those poor bastards down there..." Hermes shrugged one shoulder, careless in a way only gods could be. "That's just how it goes, little musician. Some souls get stuck. Some don't. Maybe, in a millennium or two, long after King Odysseus and his golden boy are dust, Poseidon will finally get bored of holding a grudge. But it won't be because of you. Or anything you failed to do."
You flinched at that—hard enough that Hermes caught it.
You stared at the cobblestones, your pulse pounding in your ears, the salt breeze suddenly feeling a little too sharp in your lungs. You twisted your fingers into the hem of your cloak. Pressed your teeth hard to the inside of your cheek.
You didn't trust yourself to speak.
Not yet.
Not without the grief—or the anger—slipping through.
And Hermes, to his rare credit... let you have the silence. Just for a little while.
Then, you finally let out a breath. More a scoff than anything—a crooked, tired thing that twisted up your mouth as you dragged a hand down your face.
You shook your head once, muttering under your breath. "Grudge," you repeated bitterly, tasting the word like it soured on your tongue. "Tell me about it."
Your mind drifted without permission—sliding back into the cracks you tried not to look at too long.
Aphrodite and her damn curse.
The one that clung to your bloodline like oil to skin.
The one that twisted love into something ugly, something hollow, until it wasn't love at all—just longing and loneliness sharpened into knives.
For years, it had shaped your family. Poisoned every hope. Starved every heart.
Until lately.
Until recently.
Until you finally clawed your way free of it.
But still—you knew the weight of old grudges better than most. You wore their scars, even if no one else could see them.
Hermes watched you a little longer. Long enough that the grin he normally wore thinned into something smaller.
More careful.
Then, voice quieter now—almost hesitant, like he didn't want to press too hard—he asked. "...Is it... something you want done?"
You blinked, the question sinking past your ribs before your mind could catch it.
He didn't mean the curse. He meant the soldiers. The wreckage Poseidon left you floating in. The lost voices still clawing at the back of your ears.
You turned your head slightly—enough to glance over your shoulder, back toward the harbor.
The ocean stretched out, glittering under the sun like it had never seen a corpse. Like it had never swallowed six hundred men and let their names rot at the bottom.
Your throat tightened.
Before you could even think about it, your hand lifted—moving on instinct—and pressed lightly against your chest. Right over your heart.
You remembered them.
The mourning soldiers. The way their voices wept without sound. How they crowded around you—not angry, not hateful—just... broken. How they told you their names. Their wives' names. Their children's names. Only to forget them the next breath. Only to tell you again.
You could still feel them. Still hear them.
The ghosts of their grief brushed your ribs, even now.
You swallowed hard. Your fingers curled tighter against the fabric over your heart.
But you didn't answer Hermes.
Not yet.
Because what would you even say?
Yes?
No?
I don't know?
It felt too big. Too cruel to hope for. Too cruel not to.
The words sat heavy against your ribs, pressing until you thought something might crack from the weight.
And then, barely louder than the lap of the sea against the shore, you whispered—broken, shaking, real. "If I could..." Your fingers dug slightly into your cloak, breath hitching against your teeth. "I would."
It hurt to say it. Like it cost you something. Like naming the want made it heavier, not lighter.
Hermes let the words settle—let them breathe.
And then, after a beat, he hummed low in his throat. "...Suppose," he mused, casual as if he were talking about picking fruit instead of bending fate, "I could pull a few strings."
You froze.
Your head whipped toward him so fast you nearly threw your neck out.
Your eyes were wide, stinging, your heart lurching up into your throat.
"You—what?!" you gasped, almost tripping over the words. "Are you—are you serious?"
Hermes just gave you a crooked little smirk, tilting his head in that maddening way he always did when he thought he was being clever. "When," he said, tapping two fingers lightly against your forehead, "have I ever lied to you?"
You opened your mouth—shut it again—then, before you could even think about it, you launched yourself at him. A tiny squeal escaped your mouth, embarrassing and helpless, as you threw your arms around his neck.
Hermes staggered just half a step back, but he caught you easily—laughing, real and surprised, as he wrapped his arms around your waist to steady you.
You clutched him like he was the only thing holding you to the ground. "Thank you," you gasped, your voice cracking against his shoulder. "Thank you, thank you—gods, thank you—"
You didn't even realize you were crying until your face pressed into the warm curve of his neck, your body trembling with the force of it.
You hid there, burying your face against his skin like you could tuck yourself out of sight, like maybe if you stayed small enough, stayed still enough, the hurt would slip away and leave only this—this warmth, this relief, this stupid, stupid hope.
Hermes' hands tightened a little around you—one rubbing firm, steady circles along your back, the other cradling the back of your head like he was afraid you'd fly apart if he let go.
He didn't tease. Didn't laugh. He just held you.
Letting you cry against him under the bright, endless sky.
For the ones who never got to come home.
For the ones who waited too long.
For the ones still waiting.
And for yourself.
You didn't know how long you stood there—pressed tight against him, fists curled into the loose folds of his tunic like you could anchor yourself there forever. The sea whispered somewhere behind you. The sun pressed warm into your back.
And still—you stayed.
Until finally, Hermes shifted.
Not to push you away.
But to tug you back just enough to see your face.
He tutted under his breath, shaking his head with a fake, exaggerated sigh.
"Gods, you're dramatic," he teased softly, one hand sliding from your waist to cup your cheek.
His thumb brushed under your eye—catching a tear you hadn't even noticed had slipped loose.
"All this crying over some dead sailors?" he said, voice light but not cruel. "You act like I'm doing something hard." He grinned lopsidedly, tilting his head. "I'm just moving a few souls. No big deal."
You tried to scoff, but the sound wobbled pathetically in your throat.
Hermes only chuckled—lower, fonder.
And then—so gently you barely felt it—his thumb trailed downward, brushing the faint line of your scar.
The one tucked against your jaw.
The one that marked where a knife had once tried—and failed—to silence you forever.
He traced it slowly, like he was memorizing the shape of it.
Like he had every right to.
Like he already had.
Your breath caught without meaning to.
Hermes' smile faded just a little—softened into something quieter, sadder, more dangerous.
His eyes—normally all gold and sly and sharp—turned molten and warm, like honey left too long in the sun.
He looked at you like you were something sacred.
You blinked up at him, lashes damp, throat raw.
Your lip trembled slightly, and you hated it, hated how raw you felt, but Hermes didn't laugh. Didn't tease. He just held your face in his hands like he was afraid you'd vanish if he blinked.
Like maybe... maybe you were the only real thing he'd touched all day.
He leaned a little closer, grin going sly.
"Keep looking at me like that," he murmured, thumb still brushing slow over your skin, "and I swear—I'll hand you Olympus by sunrise if you asked."
You stared at him.
Wide-eyed. Disbelieving.
He said it so matter-of-fact, like he wasn't promising you something outrageous. Like it would be easy. Like it was already half-done.
Your throat bobbed, your fingers still clinging to the edge of his tunic.
And he just smiled at you—crooked and golden and too big for one god to hold.
"You want a palace?" he added, winking. "A river named after you? An entorague of nymphs to wait on you hand and foot? Say the word, darling. I'll forge a mountain in your honor before Apollo even wakes up for his morning ambrosia."
You let out a cracked, half-soggy laugh, shoving weakly at his shoulder.
Hermes only laughed again—full-bodied this time, sharp and bright as sun on seawater—and caught your wrist easily before you could pull it away.
He pressed your knuckles lightly against his chest.
Right where his heart would be.
And for one strange, quiet heartbeat—you almost thought you could feel it beating.
Steady. Warm. Real.
Another sniffle escaped you—pathetic and wet—and you scrunched your face up in annoyance at yourself.
"You're always so..." You huffed, cheeks burning. "...unserious."
Hermes just laughed.
Not the loud, teasing cackle he usually threw around like coins at a festival.
This one was low. Warm. Private. Like it was just for you.
He wiggled his brows dramatically, still cradling your cheek with one hand like you were made of spun glass. "Of course I am," he said, voice lilting with fake solemnity. "I'm the god of trickery, darling. It's practically a professional requirement."
You shook your head, pushing your palm into your eye, trying to scrub the tears away like they hadn't happened. "Of course you are," you muttered under your breath, voice hoarse but stubborn. "I forgot—gods don't really get it, huh? Stuff that's a big deal for mortals... probably means nothing to you."
Hermes tilted his head at you, his thumb still brushing faint little strokes over the curve of your scar like he hadn't realized he was doing it.
You went on anyway, not angry. Just... trying to explain. Trying to make him see it.
"You—you don't get it," you said, a small laugh slipping out, watery and sharp all at once. "For you, it's nothing. I get it. You move souls all the time. You see death every day. You can just... 'pull some strings.' Another errand to run between playing tricks and delivering prophecies. But for me—" you pressed your hand to your chest, half-punching your own ribs, "for me it's not just... paperwork!"
Your voice cracked a little, but you powered through it.
"You didn't see them," you said, almost shaking now, sadness turning into anger. "You didn't see the way they—" You broke off, grimacing. "They weren't angry. They weren't monsters. They were just... stuck. Forgotten. Whispering the same things over and over because they couldn't remember anything else... Like they didn't even know they were dead."
You breathed out a harsh sound that was half a laugh, half something sharp and broken.
Hermes blinked at you."Huh?" he said, voice small and almost stupidly confused.
You stared at him, not sure whether to laugh or scream. His face was scrunched up like you'd just started speaking another language.
He shifted his weight from foot to foot. "I mean, you're sensitive, sure," he said carefully, like he wasn't sure if he was walking into a trap, "but why are you—what, did you get too empathetic while I wasn't looking? Crying over a bunch of random spirits you didn't even know? That's a little—" He made a tiny gesture. Like "come on."
You cut him off. "No," you said sharply. "It's not just me being emotional."
Hermes cocked his head, frowning.
You sucked in a breath, words bubbling up before you could even filter them. "I was down there," you said fiercely.
He straightened a little at that, his grin slipping a bit.
"When the storm hit—when the ship almost went under—the sailors panicked," you started, jaw tightening. "There was no offering, so they wanted to sacrifice something—someone. Lady—" your voice wobbled, and you pushed through it— "Someone tried to grab Lady. They tried to take her. Said she wasn't a real person. I stopped them. Offered myself instead."
Hermes' face blanked completely.
No teasing. No sparkle in his eye. Just a slow, cold stillness settling over his features.
"I jumped," you said. "I hit the water. Sank. And then, instead of letting me die, he showed up. Poseidon,"you laughed under your breath, the sound bitter and brittle. "All glowy and smug, acting like he was doing me a favor by not crushing the ship to dust." You flung your arms out. "And—AND THEN—he just grabbed my face and—"
You gagged a little on the memory.
"And he kissed me," you burst out, appalled all over again. "Or—no! Sorry! 'It wasn't a kiss,' he said," you mimicked in a high, mocking tone. "It was just him giving me a 'gift'—air. So generous. So considerate. Like that makes it better!"
Hermes' mouth twitched like he wasn't sure if he should laugh or commit murder.
You pointed at him, still ranting, voice shrill now. "I don't care what kind of ancient, majestic 'gift' he thought it was! He could've warned me! Or—I don't know—literally anything except ambush my face like that! Then he dragged me down to the bottom of the sea and dumped me in a godsforsaken graveyard with six hundred dead Ithacan soldiers for three days."
Hermes didn't move.
Didn't even breathe.
You pushed the heel of your palm into your brow, voice dropping into something more tired than angry now.
"I... listened to them," you said. "All of them. Their regrets. Their fears. Their last memories. Over and over and over until I couldn't tell where my thoughts ended... and theirs began."
You dropped your hand limply to your side.
"And now I'm here," you finished weakly, blinking at him. "Trying not to lose my mind every time I hear waves."
Hermes just stared at you for a long second, his arms slowly crossed over his chest.
"...Poseidon kissed you," he said flatly.
"It wasn't a kiss," you snapped immediately. "He called it a 'breathing boon' or whatever godly nonsense."
Hermes' brows lifted almost to his hairline. His voice dropped dangerously soft.
"Poseidon kissed you."
You buried your face in your hands with a groan, still too mortified to look at him.
"Not on purpose!" you mumbled into your palms. "It was survival. He said it was survival. I hate everything."
Hermes made a noise—something between a strangled laugh and a sound of pure homicidal disbelief.
You peeked at him through your fingers.
His face was a study in blank fury.
Like he'd just been informed the sky was falling and it was personal.
The silence stretched, thick and strange between you. The salty breeze tugged at your clothes. Somewhere behind you, a gull cried out—a long, lonely sound.
Then, finally, low and rough, he said, "I see."
No teasing. No jokes. Just two words, heavier than they had any right to be.
And just as fast as that dark look had settled on his face—it smoothed away. Like a ripple crossing a still pond.
Hermes smiled again. Brighter this time. Lighter.
Too light.
He gave a little hop—effortless—and the next thing you knew, he was floating a few inches off the ground, his winged sandals fluttering lazily under him. The feathers stirred the dust by your boots, kicked up little whorls of gold and gray in the sunlight.
You blinked up at him, caught off guard, and before you could flinch away, he reached down and ruffled your hair.
You squawked—actually squawked—trying to duck, but he was too fast. His fingers messed up the top of your head with infuriating precision, then smoothed it down again like you were some cranky little cat.
"There," he said, grinning wide enough to show teeth. "Better."
You shot him a look of pure betrayal.
Hermes just laughed and drifted back a step in the air, hands clasped lazily behind his head.
"Guess I better get a head start on those souls, huh?" he said, his voice still bright, but something... softer hiding underneath it. "Wouldn't want my favorite mortal thinking I'm all talk and no action."
He winked.
And before you could so much as shove him for the hair thing—or maybe hug him again, you weren't even sure which anymore—he spun midair, the wings on his sandals catching the sunlight, scattering it like shards of gold around him.
He was already pulling away, soaring higher, when your mind suddenly lurched back—Nico.
The ridiculous conversation earlier.
The favor.
The promise.
Your eyes snapped wide.
"WAIT!" you screeched, pure panic punching out of you.
Without thinking—pure stupid, desperate instinct—you leapt up, both arms stretching like you could physically drag the god of speed back down.
Somehow, miraculously, your fingers managed to snag his ankle mid-flight.
You grabbed tight around the leather strap of his sandal, your palm half-smacking against the side of his foot—and the second you did, your boots lifted clean off the ground.
Your eyes widened comically, the world tilting as your toes dangled uselessly over the cobblestones.
"Hermes—Hermes!!" you yelped, kicking wildly, the marketplace blurring a little around you.
The god jolted midair, twisting around like a cat yanked by the tail. His sandals fluttered in sharp little bursts as he wobbled, tilted—then cocked his head down at you.
He raised his leg experimentally.
You dangled there—arms clinging stubbornly to his ankle like a barnacle clamped to a ship—feet kicking uselessly above the ground.
Hermes peered at you with a mixture of surprise and wild amusement, one brow arching high.
"Well," he said cheerfully, head still tilted sideways as he studied you, "this is new."
"PUT ME DOWN!" you barked, voice half-mortified, half-terrified you were about to get launched into orbit.
Hermes just grinned wider, like this was the funniest thing he'd seen all month. One hand leisurely scratched at his jaw like he was pondering something very serious.
"Hmm," he mused aloud, voice maddeningly casual. "I dunno. You did grab me without asking. Might be grounds for kidnapping."
Your growl came low and dangerous from your throat, legs flailing harder.
But the bastard only snickered—and floated higher.
You yelped again, clutching tighter as the ground slipped even further away, your cloak flapping wildly around your knees.
In the back of your mind—deep behind the pure panic—you dimly wondered why no one was screaming or gawking.
The market was still bustling. Merchants shouted prices, kids weaved through baskets, and sailors laughed over cheap wine. Nobody even glanced at the sight of a mortal girl dangling from a god's foot like a sack of pears.
You barely managed to piece it together.
Hermes.
Of course.
Probably had some god-trick pulled over the mortals' eyes. Some ripple in the air that made your flailing look like nothing more than a flutter of fabric in the breeze—or maybe they didn't see you at all.
Gods, you were going to strangle him... if you survived.
"HER-MES!!" you screeched again, voice cracking halfway through like a dying gull.
The god just laughed—an actual full, unbothered cackle—and floated in lazy loops higher into the sun-warmed air.
You clung harder to his ankle, teeth gritted, your heart doing little suicidal somersaults in your chest.
Hermes, meanwhile, just peered down at you upside down, his hair flopping wildly in the breeze as he lazily twirled in midair.
"Alright, alright," he chuckled, voice bright and merciless. "What exactly are you doing down there, barnacle?"
You spluttered—actually spluttered—trying to scramble your thoughts and your pride back into some kind of order.
"I—I needed to tell you—!" you gasped, legs still kicking helplessly.
Hermes blinked owlishly. "Tell me what?"
You twisted your hands tighter around his ankle. "About the man!" you barked, feeling your face heat from the ridiculousness of all this.
Hermes just floated there like a lazy cloud. "You'll have to be a little more specific, darling," he teased. "I know a lot of men."
You groaned, nearly biting your tongue in frustration. "The inn! Your inn! The Quicktangle—or whatever it was called!" you barked, cheeks burning.
At that, something clicked.
Hermes' face lit up with recognition—and pure mischief.
He burst out laughing, the sound bright and absolutely unrepentant. "I forgot about him!" he crowed, clutching his stomach midair like he was watching the best play of his life.
Slowly—blessedly—he began lowering you back toward the cobbled ground. You could feel the ground pulling at your boots, the dizzy heat in your head slowly cooling as your body stopped swinging like a weathervane.
Hermes floated upside down beside you now, his curls dangling wildly toward the street, sandals fluttering in lazy kicks. His chin was practically at your shoulder level, upside down grin wide enough to split his face in two.
He tilted his head—er, his whole body—sideways and smirked.
"Soooo," he drawled, spinning once like a lazy top, "what does my loyal servant want, hmm?"
You panted, legs shaking, arms still trembling from clinging to him like a mortal lifeline.
You didn't answer right away.
Mostly because you were too busy glaring at him. Trying—and failing—to gather your thoughts back into a straight line instead of the chaotic, tangled mess he'd turned them into.
Finally, you gritted your teeth and barked out:
"He—" you panted, scowling harder, "—he just wanted me to, ugh, mention him next time I saw you. Said he's been a 'faithful and selfless steward of your sacred port' or whatever nonsense."
You waved a hand vaguely at the sky, rolling your eyes so hard it almost hurt.
Hermes' upside-down grin only grew.
But then—you paused, brows knitting.
"You know," you muttered, folding your arms, still glaring half-heartedly up at him, "why the Hades do you have a barkeep down here anyway? Shouldn't your servants be, I don't know—running temples? Giving blessings? Whispering secrets? Not...selling fish stew and warm beer to sailors?"
Hermes flipped himself upright midair, hovering cross-legged now like it was the easiest thing in the world.
He leaned in close, eyes glinting with that familiar gleam.
"You ever heard of a better way," he said, voice low and conspiratorial, "to hear every single secret of an island than by running the town's drunk tank?"
You blinked.
He grinned wider.
"Mortals," he said, shrugging grandly, "spill everything after two cups of wine and one good plate of food. Births. Deaths. Murders. Gold hoards. Secret love affairs. Half of the Trojan War rumors started in taverns, you know."
You stared.
He floated a little higher, tapping his temple smugly.
"Who needs temples when you have gossip?"
You opened your mouth.
Closed it.
Opened it again.
"...You are," you said flatly, "by far the pettiest god I have ever met."
Hermes threw his head back and roared with laughter, arms wide like he was soaking in the compliment. "And proud of it!"
You just stared at him, hands on your hips, heart still half-pounding from almost getting carried off like a very annoyed kite.
"Yeah, yeah, yeah," you muttered, waving a hand through the air like clearing smoke. "Still doesn't explain why you've got Nico playing bartender. And calling you master," you added pointedly, narrowing your eyes. "What is this? Some weird god-servant thing? Is that how you get your kicks now?"
Hermes floated backward a few lazy paces, arms folded behind his head, sandals fluttering without a care. He snorted. "Gods, no," he said, rolling his eyes like you were the crazy one. "I'm no tyrant. Nico's here because he lost a bet."
You blinked once. Then again.
"A... bet," you repeated flatly.
Hermes grinned, all teeth. "A very dumb bet."
You just... stood there.
Waiting.
Hand on your hip. Brow arched so high it could've scraped the clouds.
"...Well?" you prompted dryly. "Aren't you going to tell me?"
Hermes hummed under his breath, tilting his head like he was considering it. Then he waved a lazy hand through the air, brushing the question away like smoke.
"Nah," he said airily. "Takes the fun out of his origin story."
You opened your mouth—ready to protest, demand, argue—anything—
But before you could even get a word out, "Soooo," Hermes said, voice syrupy and sweet, hands folding behind his back as he bobbed there beside you, "you want to deliver a message to dear Nico for me?"
You squinted suspiciously. "...What is it?"
Hermes hummed thoughtfully, tapping his chin like he was crafting a grand strategy.
"Tell him," Hermes said, his voice dipping into a sing-song whisper, "that as a reward for his loyal service, I'm officially granting him his freedom."
You blinked, stunned.
Hermes grinned wider, sharp and delighted.
"But—" he added, lifting a finger like a magician revealing the final trick, "if he wants the title of official Messenger's Assistant—with all the travel perks, godly favor, and free drinks at all Hermes-blessed inns—he has to accept. Immediately. No take-backs."
"And... if he refuses?"
Hermes shrugged, almost too casual. "Then he remains exactly what he is now—my servant. Just... without the perks."
You blinked again.
Still processing.
Your mouth dropped open. "That's not freedom," you said, baffled.
"Sure it is," Hermes said cheerfully, brushing imaginary dust off his sleeves. Your jaw dropped further when he added—oh so casually—"Freedom to pick which leash he wants."
Hermes floated down until he was level with you—still upside down—grinning like a cat about to push a vase off a windowsill.
He reached out lightly with one finger—and gently booped your chin to close your mouth.
"There," he said smugly. "That's better."
You stumbled back half a step, still trying to wrap your mind around the sheer pettiness of what you were being asked to deliver.
"Thank you, cutie~" he teased, voice lilting with laughter.
And before you could grab his tunic and demand more answers—or throttle him—Hermes gave a cheeky little salute with two fingers
Then he blew you a kiss—actually blew you a kiss, the gust of divine breeze sending your hair flying straight back.
And in the next blink, he was gone.
Up, up, up—vanishing into the blue sky like a mischievous star shooting itself home.
Leaving you there.
Alone.
Basket on your arm.
Hair a mess.
Brain completely fried.
And one very, very unfortunate message to deliver.
You stood there for a beat longer. "...I'm going to kill him," you finally muttered under your breath.
But you were smiling.
Gods help you, you were smiling.
You let out a long, slow exhale and bent down to start gathering the things you'd dropped—your basket, a few bruised figs, the little carved boat for Eben now slightly scuffed along the hull.
You brushed the dust off as best you could, cradling everything awkwardly in your arms.
The market buzzed on around you, oblivious. Voices floated on the breeze. Sunlight dappled across the crooked stones. Somewhere nearby, someone plucked a lyre, a slow, wandering melody curling through the air.
You shifted the basket onto your hip with a soft grunt, tucking a stray lock of hair behind your ear. Your fingers smelled faintly like figs and salt and the wax of a hundred sun-warmed stalls.
It was... peaceful, in a way.
The kind of peace that didn't scream. Didn't demand. It just was.
Maybe today hadn't gone the way you'd planned.
Maybe it never would.
But for now, at least—
You were here.
Alive.
Carrying a ridiculous god's message, sure, but also carrying pieces of a day that felt a little too golden to lose.
Small things. Simple things. A handful of bright feathers. A few polished stones. A bolt of blue cloth that caught the light like water.
Gifts for the people who felt like home.
You smiled faintly, your fingers brushing over each one.
And for the first time in a long while, the thought that flickered through your mind wasn't what if it all falls apart?
It was I can't wait to see their faces.
You smiled to yourself, small and crooked, and turned back toward the inn.
Notes:
A/N : lolol not me being psychic, just got calle din for a shift 💔💔 since imma be doign night shift and will clonk out when i get home, here's the double update ❤️ also i love nico so much! you all are gonna love him too~ and its obvious my type are funny people that hide pains/joke alot cuz i swear i love making ocs like that hahaha don't worry i swear i have more personalities in stock the funny-in-pain type just hits fr 😔 btw forgot to mention, a lot of 'characters' you've seen me spend time describing etc, yet not see them again... it's mostly cuz those will be reccuring characters in the isekai book 👀 like i'm so excited y'all i'm already plotting things out, got the first few chappies in skeleton form/blurbs and pulling bits and stuff from here, so imma be rereading godly things to take notes on what i may include in the iseaki. is there any characters/places you guys would like seen in it??? lemme know, y'all know i gotta short attention span/janky ahh memory and need reminders sometimes 😭😭😩 #overlyconfidentwritertrynajugglemulitplethingswhensheknowsshessettingherselfupforfailure💔
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Chapter 73: 53 ┃ 𝐩𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐬
Notes:
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When you reached the inn, the door creaked open under your hand, spilling a wash of warm, familiar noise into the street—laughter, chairs scraping, the low clink of mugs.
You slipped inside, the heavy wood thunking shut behind you.
Lady lifted her head immediately from where she was sprawled near the hearth, her ears perking. Eben popped up from behind the front counter, nearly tripping over a stool in his eagerness.
"You're back!" he beamed. "Did you find anything cool? Did you see any monsters? Did you—"
You held up a hand, laughing under your breath. "One thing at a time," you said, setting the basket carefully on the nearest table.
Eben rushed over, already peeking inside, his eyes going wide when he spotted the little carved boat.
"For me?" he gasped.
You nudged it toward him. "Try not to crash it into anything expensive."
He snatched it up with both hands like it was the finest treasure he'd ever seen, spinning on his heel to show Lady, who thumped her tail once in approval.
You watched him for a moment—this wiry, stubborn boy with salt in his hair and a future he hadn't even dreamed of yet—before turning back to unpack the rest of the basket.
You pulled out the bolts of cloth first—deep red, rich blue, sunset gold. Eben let out a breathy "Whoa," his hands twitching like he wanted to touch but knew better than to grab without asking.
"For Asta," you said, holding up the scarf, letting it catch the firelight. "She'll hate it, but secretly love it."
Eben leaned in so close he nearly bumped his nose against the fabric. "It's so bright! She's gonna look like a flag," he giggled, already imagining it.
You grinned, shaking your head, tugging out a few more things—a polished stone for Kieran, a silver ring wrapped in copper wire for Callias, a braided bracelet for Lysandra that jingled faintly when you shook it.
Eben ooh'd and aah'd at each one, bouncing lightly on the balls of his feet like a puppy who couldn't decide which treat he wanted first.
You were just draping Asta's scarf across your arms to admire the way the threads shimmered when—
BANG!
The front door slammed open so hard it hit the wall with a crack.
You and Eben both jumped a full foot into the air.
Lady leapt up with a ferocious bark, hackles rising, teeth bared toward the door like she was ready to kill first and ask questions never.
The entire bar went dead silent.
Chairs scraped. Cups froze halfway to mouths. Every head turned in perfect, synchronized horror toward the entrance.
And there, framed by the evening light like some kind of unhinged oracle, stood Thyessa.
She had one hand flung dramatically against the doorframe, curls flying wild, a grin stretched across her face so wide you could see it from across the room. She wore a different cloak now—stolen, probably—and clutched a half-empty bottle of something suspiciously golden.
And she sang.
"____~!" she wailed in a rich, off-key belt, swinging the bottle overhead like a torch. "Where is my little flower? I have come to WATER YOU WITH SIN!"
You slapped a hand over your face.
Eben gaped openly, mouth hanging so wide you could've tossed the boat right into it.
Lady barked again, a warning snarl that turned into a whine of sheer confusion.
Thyessa twirled in the doorway, nearly clipping a poor sailor trying to sneak out unnoticed, and kept singing—louder this time.
"I HAVE COIN! I HAVE WINE! I HAVE TERRIBLE DECISIONS TO SHAAAARE!"
You ducked instinctively, tugging Eben down with you like you were evading enemy fire.
"Don't move," you hissed under your breath. "Maybe she won't see us."
Before her spinning eyes could zero in on you, however—
From the back room, Nico appeared like a demon summoned by sheer annoyance.
He stomped out of the storage closet, wiping his hands on a rag, already muttering, "If that's who I think it is—"
Then he saw her.
He stopped dead in his tracks.
They locked eyes.
Thyessa froze mid-spin, bottle raised like a gladiator about to throw a spear.
"You," Nico said, voice dripping with loathing.
"Youuuuuu~" Thyessa crooned, delighted.
Nico pointed at her like he was aiming a crossbow. "You are fifteen weeks overdue on your last tab! You owe this establishment five hundred and sixty-two drachmas, three goblets, one busted lute string, and a goddamn dignity fee!"
Someone at a nearby table snorted into their mug.
Thyessa clutched her chest with mock offense. "I don't even HAVE dignity! You can't charge me for what the gods did not bestow!"
Nico looked like he might actually start foaming at the mouth.
"You," he growled, storming forward, "are banned!"
Thyessa danced backward out of reach, laughing, her bottle sloshing dangerously close to a group of very alarmed sailors.
You and Eben stayed crouched behind the table, watching it all unfold like a very bad, very drunk play.
Lady still hadn't decided whether to attack or play dead. She was crouched low, ears pinned flat, her whole body tense and trembling like a pulled bowstring.
Meanwhile, Nico was gaining ground.
You watched, half in horror, half in awe, as he ducked under a swinging bottle and lunged forward, one hand snapping out to grab Thyessa by the back of her cloak.
For a second—just one second—it looked like he had her.
You could see it in his face—the wild, victorious glint, the triumphant shout building in his chest.
And then—like a snake slipping through a crack—Thyessa twisted.
She planted both hands on a nearby table, kicked up into a messy, laughing handstand, flipped her legs over Nico's head, and landed—barefoot and grinning—on the other side.
The entire inn gasped.
A mug shattered somewhere near the bar.
Someone muttered, "By the gods," in a reverent whisper.
Nico stumbled after her, arms flailing like a man trying to grab smoke.
Thyessa just fanned him off with her free hand, like he was an annoying gnat buzzing near her wine. "Shoo, shoo," she sang sweetly, the bottle in her other hand swinging dangerously close to a poor sailor's ear. "I'm on important business~"
Nico sputtered something furious under his breath, but Thyessa ignored him, twirling a lazy circle in the middle of the room like she was performing for an invisible crowd.
"I'm looking," she called, voice lilting and syrupy, "for a very special someone."
Her eyes roved across the bar, sharp and glittering.
You froze where you crouched.
Eben stiffened too, clutching the carved boat like it could shield him.
"A little flower," Thyessa crooned, spinning once on her heel. "One that's growing thorns now—sharp, shiny, dangerous ones~"
Lady let out a low whine at your side, as if trying to warn you: It's too late.
"And I know," Thyessa sang, drawing the words out long and slow, "she's here somewhere..." Her voice trailed off as her gaze finally landed on you. She lit up instantly, eyes going wide, smile blooming into something wicked and delighted.
"There you are~" she purred.
Before you could even think about ducking back down, she was already moving.
Nico, who had finally caught up to her again, tried to block her path with both arms outstretched—but she just reached out and pushed his face aside with one hand, sending him stumbling sideways like a scolded dog.
She sashayed past him without missing a beat, her bottle swinging in lazy arcs at her side.
Straight toward you.
You scrambled to your feet, Eben doing the same, Lady barking once as Thyessa closed the distance like a ship catching full wind.
She leaned against your table with a heavy, exaggerated sigh—so close you could smell the wine on her breath—and draped herself across it like you were her long-lost savior.
"There you are, little flower," she whispered, voice all smoke and giddy triumph. "I've been searching everywhere."
You blinked up at her.
Lady growled low in her throat.
Thyessa only laughed, tilting her head at the hound like she found her more amusing than threatening.
Then she reached into her cloak.
Your body reacted before your mind caught up.
Your heart kicked into your ribs. Your hand shot toward the dagger at your hip, fingers curling around the hilt with instinct sharp and cold. If she so much as twitched wrong—if she pulled steel—you'd gut her right there in front of the whole inn.
You'd do it without thinking.
Without regret.
Because you weren't letting anyone, anyone, hurt Lady.
But Thyessa didn't pull a blade.
Instead, with a dramatic little flourish, she dragged out something wrapped in a rumpled piece of cloth—dark with grease spots, the edges damp and curling.
She unrolled it with a careless flick, and the heavy smell hit you immediately—salt, fat, roasted meat, and old smoke.
A lamb leg. Big, browned, still slick with juices soaking through the cloth.
Thyessa tossed it onto the floor at Lady's paws like she was offering tribute to a queen. "For the beast," she said grandly, wiping her hands on her hips. "Good girl. Protecting your little master so fiercely."
Lady stiffened.
Sniffed once.
Twice.
And then—
The betrayal happened.
Your companion—your loyal, growling, terrifying beast—let out a loud, gleeful bark, her whole body lighting up like a bonfire.
Her tail wagged so hard it slapped your shin. Her head tilted in that dopey, sweet way that made strangers fall in love with her. Her hackles smoothed instantly, like none of the past thirty seconds had ever happened.
Without a single glance back at you, she scooped up the lamb leg—grease staining the fur around her mouth—and trotted happily toward the stairs leading to your rooms.
You stared.
Mouth open.
Heart in pieces.
"Lady?!" you called after her, voice cracking with pure, raw betrayal.
She didn't even pause.
Just a happy thump-thump-thump of her tail against the wall as she disappeared up the steps, carrying her bribe like a prize.
You could only stand there, palm outstretched, the dagger still loose in your other hand, absolutely flabbergasted.
You couldn't believe it.
Lady.
Your fierce, brave, battle-tested companion.
Gone over a piece of meat.
Literally.
You were still standing there—arms limp at your sides, brain fried—when Thyessa turned her attention fully back to you.
Her smirk hadn't faded. If anything, it deepened, lazy and pleased, like she'd just won a bet no one else knew they were playing.
"You got a wild one," she said, jerking her chin toward where Lady had disappeared upstairs. "Takes after her owner, I bet."
She let that last word purr off her tongue a little too slow, a little too warm.
You opened your mouth to snap something back—anything—but before you could, you heard it.
A small, high-pitched squeak.
You blinked and glanced to the side.
Eben.
The poor boy stood frozen a few feet away, clutching the carved boat to his chest like it was the only thing keeping him tethered to the earth. His whole face was beet red, his ears practically glowing, and his wide, round eyes were locked—no, glued—to Thyessa.
You heard the softest little breath escape him."Pretty," he whispered, just barely loud enough for the gods—and unfortunately, for Thyessa—to hear.
Thyessa's smile sharpened.
Without missing a beat, she leaned back slightly and sent the boy a slow, lazy wink.
Eben let out another mortified squeak—higher this time—hugged the boat tighter, and bolted like a spooked rabbit, dashing toward the stairs as fast as his legs could carry him.
You watched him go, biting back a laugh, then turned just in time to catch Thyessa shaking her head fondly. "Cute," she murmured, voice dripping with amusement.
Then her attention zeroed back in on you.
Predator smooth.
"You~" she purred, reaching across the table, "owe me a drink."
You blinked, still trying to recalibrate. "What? I—"
She leaned in closer, her hands moving like liquid.
One slid up and into your hair—messy from your earlier scuffle and definitely not helped by Hermes' handsy goodbye—smoothing it down slowly, gently, like she was petting you.
You stiffened... but you didn't move away.
Her fingers trailed lower, brushing along the side of your face, her knuckles skimming your jaw in a touch so light it sent a shiver crawling down your spine.
"Had a blast the other night," she said, voice curling low between you. "You, me, good wine, good chaos..." Her thumb traced a slow, absentminded line across your cheekbone. "Feels like we ought to celebrate surviving it."
Your brain scrambled for something—anything—to say.
She smiled wider, sensing your hesitation.
"Oh, come on, little flower," she coaxed, voice syrupy and dangerous. "The barkeep said even better wine came into port this morning. Sweeter than yesterday's. Richer. Meant for royalty, he said."
Her fingers slipped from your jaw, leaving a warm ghost of touch behind.
"And you," she added with a wink, "deserve a royal drink after the day you've had."
You hesitated.
Some tiny, tired, stubborn voice inside you said you should probably be responsible. Sleep. Plan. Lay low after almost getting spirited into the clouds by Hermes.
But another part—an exhausted, humming part—whispered. Why not?
You were already here.
Already tangled in madness.
Maybe one drink wouldn't hurt.
Maybe you needed it.
Maybe, just maybe, you deserved it.
You let out a long breath through your nose, shoulders slumping in defeat. "...Fine," you muttered.
Thyessa beamed.
She reached down, grabbed your hand, and tugged you gently to your feet like you'd just agreed to run away together.
"That's my girl," she said, grin gleaming.
And before you knew it, she was pulling you toward the bar—trouble clinging to her heels like perfume—and gods help you...
You didn't even resist.
You let Thyessa tug you toward the door, her fingers warm around yours, the promise of wine and worse ideas hanging between you like smoke.
The two of you pushed out into the evening air—cool and soft, the edges of the sky starting to bruise purple with the first hints of sunset. The port buzzed quietly around you, the world starting to slow into nighttime.
You were halfway down the steps when you remembered.
You cursed under your breath, digging your heels into the stone.
"Hold on," you said, tugging your hand free.
Thyessa turned back, one brow lifting lazily.
"I forgot," you said, already backing up a few steps toward the door. "I've got to tell someone something. Two seconds."
She gave a dramatic sigh, flopping herself onto the nearest barrel like she was going to die from the inconvenience. "I'll time you, little flower," she teased, swinging her legs idly.
You shot her a look over your shoulder and slipped back inside the inn.
The warmth and noise hit you again, heavy and familiar.
You spotted Nico immediately—leaning against the bar, arms crossed, chewing something between his teeth like he was planning to chew out the entire world next.
Perfect.
You made a beeline for him.
He noticed you halfway across the room and straightened up, grinning wide like a cat catching sight of an unattended stew pot.
"You coming to beg me for a second round?" he called out, waggling his brows.
You didn't slow down.
You planted yourself in front of him, crossed your arms loosely, and said flatly, "Hermes said you're free."
Nico blinked.
You could practically see the gears struggling to turn behind his eyes.
"What," he said.
You tilted your head. "Free. From your 'servitude.' Congratulations."
He opened his mouth, eyebrows slamming down hard. "So—so wait, does that mean...—?"
"But if you want to stay on as Messenger's Assistant, with all the perks and wine and godly favor, you have to accept. Right now. No take-backs."
You started to turn away.
Immediately, Nico leaned after you, snapping his fingers like he was signing a contract only he could see. "I accept!" he blurted. "I accept, alright?"
You paused halfway to the door, raising an eyebrow over your shoulder. "Accept what?"
"The freedom!" he barked, flinging his hands up. "Obviously! Gods—I'm not stupid!"
You barely held back a snort. Poor man. You just gave a vague little shrug, careful to keep your face even.
Nico leaned forward, lowering his voice to a near-whisper. "Not that it's any great loss, mind you," he muttered. "Between you and me, having Hermes for a boss is like herding cats. Blind, drunk cats."
You hummed, noncommittal, hiding your sympathy deep. If only he knew there was no real 'freedom' to accept—that he'd just walked straight into another leash.
But you didn't say it.
Instead, you snorted quietly.
And then—almost kindly, almost lazily—you said. "Yeah... well. Hope you're good at it."
Something about the way you said it—too light, too easy—made his face falter for just a second.
Like maybe... just maybe... he'd missed something important.
Like maybe deep down, a part of him realized herding drunk cats wasn't just a bad job.
It was his job now.
Forever.
But you didn't stick around to watch it fully settle.
You turned on your heel and ducked through the door just as you heard the shout. "WAIT, WHAT—?!" Followed by the heavy slam of a stool crashing to the floor.
You could hear Nico's voice roaring through the open windows, stomping and cursing like someone had just set his hair on fire.
"REPARATIONS! I DEMAND REPARATIONS!"
The sound of cups clattering. Chairs scraping. A distant bark of someone laughing at his misery.
"I SPENT YEARS BEING PAID IN POMEGRANATE SEEDS! POMEGRANATE!!" Nico howled, the words ragged with betrayal. "HERMES SAID I COULD TRADE THEM FOR DRACHMAS LATER—'ONCE HE CAME AROUND'!"
Another crash. "HE NEVER CAME AROUND!!"
You snorted under your breath, biting down a grin that threatened to split your face in two.
Thyessa glanced up from her perch, grinning as she saw you. "Took you long enough," she teased, standing and dusting her hands off on her cloak. "What, did the barkeep propose?"
"Something like that," you muttered, shaking your head as the sound of Nico's furious shouting faded behind you.
You turned your back on the inn, on the chaos, on everything.
And let Thyessa lead you into the deepening twilight.
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Somewhere along the way, the twilight melted into full night—and you found yourself back in the same smoky tavern where everything seemed to happen.
The place buzzed with life again: the clatter of mugs, the crackle of a roaring hearth, the low hum of songs half-remembered by drunken sailors.
You and Thyessa had snagged a booth tucked against the far wall, your backs to the rough timber, your drinks already stacking up dangerously fast.
And somehow—gods help you—Nico had joined.
The man slumped into the seat across from you both about an hour ago, looking like a kicked dog and already halfway into a cup of something strong enough to strip paint.
Apparently, losing one's opportunity as a "godly servant" in a lose-lose situation hit harder than expected.
You spent a good portion of the night there: swapping stories, arguing about who could beat who in a foot race—Thyessa swore she once outran a centaur; Nico called her a liar to her face—making stupid bets over which barmaid could carry the most mugs at once, and occasionally tossing peanuts at a wooden carving mounted crookedly over the fireplace—for the record, you were winning.
Now, on your third pint—definitely feeling it but not nearly as the other night—you wiped the back of your hand across your mouth and leaned heavily toward Nico.
He slumped lower in his chair, chin practically in his cup, looking like he was two minutes from either passing out or starting a full-blown tavern ballad about betrayal.
You squinted at him through the warm haze starting to blur the edges of your vision.
"Hey," you said, poking your finger against the sticky table to steady yourself. "Serious question."
Nico grunted without looking up. "If it's about whether I'd win in a knife fight against a seagull, the answer's no."
You snorted, shaking your head.
"No, idiot," you said, pushing your pint a few inches away so you wouldn't knock it over by accident. "Why're you even here? Shouldn't you be over at the inn's bar? It's like, right there."
You jabbed your thumb vaguely toward the direction of the inn, even though you were pretty sure you pointed at the ceiling instead.
Nico made a noise so loud and disgusted it rattled your teeth.
He lifted his head just enough to shoot you a look—one part betrayed, one part exhausted.
"The inn's bar is trash," he declared, slurring just a little as he waved his hand dramatically. "It's piss. Actual piss. I've watered flowers with thicker stuff."
You laughed, pressing your forehead against the cool wood of the table for a second, just breathing through it.
Across from you, Thyessa cackled, nearly spilling her drink down the front of her tunic.
"No, no," Nico went on, warming up now, slapping the table weakly for emphasis. "You don't understand. They water it down so much that once, I swear, I drank three full mugs and only got a headache. No buzz. No fun. Just betrayal. Betrayal in a cup."
You lifted your head slowly, still laughing under your breath, and gave him a solemn nod. "Tragic."
"The worst tragedy of our time," Nico agreed, stabbing his finger in the air like he was making a formal declaration. "Someone should write an epic about it. Nico and the Quest for Non-Watered Ale."
Thyessa howled with laughter so loud a few heads turned from nearby tables.
You couldn't help it—you cracked up too, your ribs aching with it, the night buzzing golden around the edges.
And gods help you—you were only three pints in.
Thyessa leaned her chin onto her hand, tilting her head at Nico like a curious cat catching a mouse mid-drama.
"So, Nico," she purred, tapping her fingers lazily against the table, "how exactly did you end up being Hermes' personal coffee runner, hmm?"
You snorted into your cup.
Nico froze.
For half a second, he looked like he might answer normally.
Then his whole face darkened like a storm cloud had dropped right on top of him.
He grumbled something under his breath—you caught the words "betrayal" and "unfair advantage"—before scraping his chair closer to the table and grabbing his empty mug with the grim focus of a man preparing for war.
"I'm gonna need a few more pints," he announced flatly.
And without another word, he threw back whatever sad drops were left in his cup, wiped his mouth with the sleeve of his tunic, and then—boldly, shamelessly—reached straight across the table and snatched your mug right out of your hands.
"Hey!" you yelped, but Nico was already tossing it back like a man drowning in sorrow, not even tasting it.
And that was how—twelve drinks later (on Nico's end, somehow just six more on yours, and gods only knew how many from Thyessa, who had mysteriously gained and lost several different mugs throughout the night)—you found yourself sitting there, deadpan, staring into your now empty cup.
Nico was sobbing into your shoulder.
Full-on, chest-shaking sobs.
About how Hermes "tricked him," and "stole his freedom."
Meanwhile, across the bar, Thyessa was gone—flirting her way into yet another free round of drinks, practically draped over the poor barkeep, laughing at something you were pretty sure wasn't actually that funny.
You sat there stiff as a statue, one hand awkwardly patting Nico's hair like he was a sad, wet dog, your mind somewhere far, far away.
Somewhere drier.
And quieter.
You sighed into your empty cup, already regretting every decision that led you here.
It wasn't until Nico practically glued himself onto you—half on your lap, an arm slung clumsily around your waist—that you realized how truly dire your situation was.
And somehow, somehow, the man was still drinking.
You stared down at him in disbelief.
It would've been almost comical if you weren't currently the victim. This tall, grown man—who could probably lift a barrel over his head on a normal day—was now slumped across you like a defeated cat, mug wobbling dangerously close to spilling onto your tunic.
He hiccupped pitifully, tears and wine practically pouring from every corner of him.
You tried to shove his arm off once.
It didn't budge.
Instead, he just tucked himself closer, muttering something about "cruel fate" and "lying gods" against your side.
The third time his wild flailing nearly sloshed wine into your lap—and the third time he jolted you with a dramatic sob—you snapped.
"Get yourself together!" you barked bluntly, jabbing a finger into his ribs.
Nico froze mid-wail.
For half a second, he just blinked up at you—red-eyed, sniffling, mouth hanging open like you'd just personally kicked over his sandcastle.
Then, with a loud, wounded noise, he dramatically threw himself off you—flopping sideways onto the bench next to you like some kind of abandoned tragic hero.
His arm draped over his eyes with a pitiful little groan.
You just stared at him.
Dead inside.
Gods.
You needed another drink.
Immediately.
You dragged your hands down your face and sighed—the kind of pitiful, heavy sound that felt like it belonged at the end of a funeral procession.
You shook your head once, defeated.
Then, because you had no better options left and you were already knee-deep in regret, you slumped sideways on your elbow and asked the question you really, really weren't sure you wanted the answer to.
"Alright," you muttered, voice flat, "spill it. How'd you even get roped into working for Hermes in the first place?"
Nico peeked out from under his arm, one bloodshot eye squinting at you like a wounded animal.
He sniffled once. Twice. Then dramatically dragged himself upright, hands flopping in front of him like dead fish.
"It's a tragic story," he announced grandly, thumping his mug against the table like he was about to deliver an epic.
You raised your brows.
He sniffed again, wiped his nose with his sleeve (gross), and launched into it.
"So there I was," he started, voice already wobbling. "At a festival. Mindin' my own business. Lookin' real good, by the way—best tunic I ever wore, hair slicked back, sandals tied right. A vision."
You hummed like you didn't believe a word of it.
"And across the courtyard," Nico said, waving a hand loosely, "I see her. The most beautiful woman I've ever laid eyes on. Curves like a ship ready to set sail. Lips red as pomegranate seeds. Gods, she was art. She looked at me, and I knew—I knew—this was fate."
You bit the inside of your cheek to keep from laughing.
Nico thumped his chest, eyes shining a little too much from the wine. "So I go over. I flirt. I charm. I tell her she's got the kind of beauty that could sink islands."
He leaned closer, voice dropping dramatically.
"And it worked. She smiled. At me. Not at the meathead next to me. Not at the prince's cousin sniffin' around. Me."
You nodded slowly, playing along.
"So what's the problem?" you asked. "Sounds like you won."
Nico's face twisted like he just bit into a lemon.
"The problem," he said darkly, "is that apparently, Hermes was flirting with her too."
You blinked.
Then snorted.
"You're telling me," you said, covering your mouth to hide your grin, "you accidentally stole a woman from a god?"
Nico slapped both hands down on the table. "I didn't even know she was his!"
You started laughing, full-on now.
Nico pushed on, undeterred. "One minute I'm chatting her up—next minute, Hermes shows up all shiny and smug, flexing like some half-naked rooster, and she just—" he threw his hands up, exasperated, "—she chooses me!"
He said it like it was the most baffling thing in the world.
You wiped tears from your eyes, breathless. "So what'd he do?" you managed to wheeze.
Nico scowled, rubbing his forehead like the memory physically hurt him.
"He smiled," he muttered. "Said it was fine. Said he'd 'let me have this one.' Then the next morning I woke up tied to a temple pillar with a new life contract nailed above my head."
You blinked. "Wait—seriously?"
Nico nodded grimly. "Signed by him and everything. Divine ink. Couldn't even burn it. Said I'd agreed, in my 'drunken joy.'"
You slapped a hand over your mouth, laughing so hard your sides hurt.
Nico slumped face-down onto the table with a groan.
"And worst part?" he mumbled into the wood. "She wasn't even mortal. She was a dryad passing through. Disappeared into a tree two days later."
You let your head drop onto your arms, shaking from how hard you were laughing.
Gods.
Only Nico could manage to out-flirt a god and somehow lose everything and the girl.
Still half-snorting, you reached blindly for the cup of water a barmaid had set down earlier.
"That's not even that bad," you said between hiccuping breaths, dragging the cup toward you. "Maybe he'll let you go after a few years."
You lifted the cup to your lips just as Nico groaned again, full of tragic misery.
"Yeah," he muttered bitterly, voice muffled by the wood, "and maybe pigs will sprout wings and carry me on their hairy backs."
You pulled the cup away from your mouth, giving him a half-hearted glare over the rim.
"Hey," you said, nudging his shoulder with your knuckles, "don't be that dark. You're what, twenty-seven? You couldn't have been stuck in this contract that long. What—five years? Six, maybe?"
Nico let out a small, pitiful wheeze, slumping even deeper into the table.
Then—still flopped sideways across the table like a dying fish—he lifted his hand and made a vague, lazy wave in the air.
"Yeah, about that," he mumbled.
You squinted at him. "What about it?" you asked slowly, suspicion already curling in your gut.
Nico groaned and flopped onto his back across the bench, staring at the ceiling with dead eyes. "I'm not twenty-seven," he said flatly.
You blinked. "...What?"
He sighed—long, mournful, and dramatic, like a man confessing his greatest shame.. "Honestly? I stopped counting sometime after the third century."
You froze.
"Buuuttt," he added, lifting one finger like a footnote, "I do remember celebrating my three hundred and sixty-seventh. Big party. Fire-breathing goats. Very niche crowd."
Just like that.
Casual. Miserable.
You choked.
Literally choked.
The sip of water you'd just taken went down the wrong pipe, and you coughed so violently you nearly flung the cup across the room.
You doubled over the table, hacking, pounding your fist against your chest as Nico blinked up at you with glassy indifference.
The noise must've been loud, because half the tavern turned to stare.
Including Thyessa—who chose that exact moment to saunter back over, a tray of fresh drinks balanced in one hand.
She paused.
Eyed you choking.
Eyed Nico looking like a corpse in an alleyway.
Eyed the general chaos.
And just shook her head fondly.
"Gods," she said, setting the tray down with a clatter, "I leave you alone for five minutes."
You finally hacked the last of the water out of your lungs, wiping your mouth with the back of your hand as you croaked out, voice hoarse. "Three hundred and sixty-seven?!"
Nico just nodded miserably from where he was still half-sprawled on the bench.
You stared at him, mouth dry, brain short-circuiting.
Thyessa snorted as she slid into the booth in front of you, already reaching for a cup. "You're really pathetic, Nico. Did you know that?" she said cheerfully.
Then, because apparently you hated yourself, you croaked out, "How—how in Hades' name are you still under that contract? Didn't it have, like, a time limit? A set number of years you had to serve?"
Nico sniffled loudly and gave a half-hearted shrug, like even he thought it sounded pathetic. "Yeah," he muttered, voice thick, "it did... At first."
You squinted at him, confused. "So what happened?"
Nico dropped his forehead onto the table with a dull thunk. "I kept betting them away," he mumbled into the wood.
You blinked, sure you'd misheard. "You—what!?"
He groaned, dragging his arms over his head like a man burying himself alive. "Over the years, I... made bets with Hermes. Dumb bets. Stupid things. Drinking contests. Racing turtles. Seeing who could charm the most women in one festival night—" He waved a hand vaguely. "Trivial stuff."
You just gawked at him.
"And every time I lost," Nico said miserably, voice muffled, "he added the remaining years back on."
You opened your mouth.
Closed it.
Opened it again.
"Wait," you said slowly, like your brain needed extra time to process the stupidity, "you—you bet your years of servitude?"
Nico nodded into the table.
You pinched the bridge of your nose, fighting the urge to scream. "Gods above, Nico—"
"And..." he added pitifully, "one time... I bet my next chance at getting a straight path after death, too."
You stared. "What?" you whispered, already dreading the answer.
He lifted his head slightly, just enough to look you dead in the eye.
"Yeah," he said hollowly. "I bet my next shot at reincarnation."
You sat there, frozen in horror, as the pieces clicked together.
"What—wait—what?!" you sputtered, blinking hard. "When?! How—why would you even—"
Nico winced and gave the saddest shrug you'd ever seen. "May or may not've... wagered away my ability to die properly." He sniffed, muttering, "Was a dumb game of knucklebones. I thought I was winning."
Your mouth opened. Closed. Opened again.
"So... if Hermes does decide to free you," you asked slowly, each word dragging like a rockslide, "and you die..."
Nico gave a small, pitiful laugh.
"I go straight back into another life," he said, eyes tired. "And all the years I sold off just start over again. Soul already stamped and tagged. Property of Hermes. No detours. No judgment. No peace."
You stared at him, completely deadpan.
Then dropped your head into your hands with a long, agonized groan.
"Gods," you muttered. "You are so stupid."
Nico just nodded miserably against the table.
And for once—you didn't even have the heart to argue. So you just sat there, wide-eyed, one hand clutching your chest like you were about to demand a recount from the gods themselves.
Gods.
You needed something stronger than water.
Badly.
But you didn't even get the chance to reach for your drink because suddenly—suddenly—Nico was on you again.
Sobbing.
Full-body, miserable sobbing.
Before you could dodge, he flung his arms around your head—your head—dragging you straight into his chest with alarming force. You let out a muffled yelp against his shirt as he rocked you back and forth like a grieving widow, one hand awkwardly patting and flattening your hair like you were some distraught child.
You tried to peel yourself free.
Failed.
Tried again.
Still failed.
"You don't understand!" Nico wailed dramatically into the tavern air. "I wanna dieeeee!"
He cradled your head tighter against his ribs for extra pity points, practically keening now.
"I can't even get laid!" he bawled.
The entire booth—and probably half the bar—definitely heard that.
Thyessa almost spat out her drink laughing.
You groaned into his chest, both hands now pushing at him in a desperate attempt to escape.
He just rocked harder, like that would help.
"Don't wanna be celibate 'til the end of time!" Nico howled, voice cracking halfway through.
At that, he actually started shaking you a little—like you were supposed to fix it by force of will alone.
You'd had enough.
You shoved him off with both hands, making him stumble back into his side of the booth with a squeak.
"Gods above, then go get laid!" you snapped, raking both hands through your poor, tussled hair. "I'm pretty sure I passed like, three brothels on the way here!"
Nico moaned—a long, pitiful sound—as he flopped sideways onto the bench again, arm draped dramatically over his eyes like a dying poet.
"I can't!" he whined, reaching blindly for one of the fresh drinks Thyessa had set down.
You stared at him, genuinely stunned. "Why the Hades not?" you demanded.
Nico let out a low groan, reaching for his new drink like it was the only thing anchoring him to this mortal coil. "One of the stipulations," he mumbled miserably, sloshing the wine as he lifted it. "Hermes' trickster bastard self said—and I quote—'You may not partake in pleasures of the flesh lest you wish to resemble it.'"
You blinked.
Hard.
"...What?" you said flatly.
Nico just threw his head back and guzzled half the cup.
"When I try," he went on, voice full of pure tragedy, "when I even try to get close to someone, like—" he clumsily held up two fingers so close they were practically touching, "—this close—"
He wobbled dramatically, almost smacking himself in the face.
"—I start transforming! Not into anything cool like a wolf or a bull or whatever gods usually pick," he groaned. "Nooo. Hermes cursed me to start rotting like a flesh puppet!" He jabbed at his own face wildly. "Skin starts sagging, eyes go bloodshot, my nose droops—droops!—like some cursed melon!"
You sat there, cup frozen halfway to your mouth, just staring.
"Every. Single. Time," Nico moaned, slumping down, banging his forehead against the edge of the table. "Every time, the poor woman screams bloody murder and thinks I've turned into a plague ghost!"
He dramatically slid further down the booth, eventually ending up sprawled on his back like a defeated lizard.
You just stared at him.
Then, you slowly—so slowly—rolled your eyes, and grabbed your drink, taking the longest, most resigned sip of your life.
Apparently, you were now the proud, unwilling owner of a drunk, immortal, touch-starved ex-innkeeper for the evening.
Great.
Fantastic.
Just what you needed.
You knocked back another swallow of wine and resigned yourself to being Nico's personal therapy sponge for the rest of the night.
But before you could even finish drinking, Thyessa reached across the table and grabbed Nico cleanly by the ear.
He yelped, flailing like a hooked fish as she dragged him upright by nothing but sheer spite and knuckles.
"Pull yourself together!" she barked, yanking him forward until his nose almost smashed into his own half-empty pint.
"You don't understand!" Nico howled, clutching at the table for balance. "I was this close!" He jammed his two fingers together again in front of her face for emphasis, looking one heartbreak away from sobbing anew. "This close! And then—then the lady I was with last week shrieked that I looked like a rotted ham hock and ran out the window!"
He actually sniffled.
"Out the window," he repeated mournfully.
You rubbed your temples, already feeling the secondhand shame soaking into your pores.
Thyessa just rolled her eyes so hard you thought they might pop out of her skull. "Zeus save me," she muttered, shoving him backward until he flopped bonelessly into his seat again, sulking like an overgrown child.
You sighed again and leaned back against the booth, staring up at the smoke-dark ceiling. The wood beams overhead looked like they might collapse from the collective weight of too many bad decisions made under them.
You were halfway to daydreaming about faking a faint just to escape when Thyessa slammed her cup down onto the table, sloshing a bit of wine onto the wood.
"Gods above, shut up already!" she barked at Nico, voice rough and impatient. She wiped her mouth with the back of her hand, leaned over the table, and shot him a look so sharp you half-expected him to vaporize.
"I swear," she grumbled, grabbing her cup again, "if it'll get you to stop crying, I'll even sleep with you myself."
You choked mid-breath.
Nico's head snapped up so fast you thought he might actually throw something out of place. His eyes went wide—huge, stunned, like someone had just dropped an amphora on his foot.
"R-Really?!" he squeaked, clutching the table with both hands like it might start flying away without him.
Thyessa just hummed, leaning back with a lazy smirk, her gaze lidded and gleaming with pure, evil amusement. She squinted one eye at him like she was trying to guess how much fun it would be to ruin him. "Mmm, sure," she purred. "I'd give you a good, what... ten minutes?"
Nico's face turned a shade of red you hadn't seen since Eben's earlier squeak-fest.
You tried—and failed—not to burst out laughing into your own cup.
"But," Thyessa went on sweetly, dragging the word out like honey and knives, "you wipe out my entire tab at the inn. Full. Erased. Clean slate."
Nico didn't even hesitate. He slapped his palm down on the table, making the empty cups jump. "Done!" he cried desperately throwing himself across the table, scrambling to sit beside her. "Gone! It's gone! Consider it gone already!"
Thyessa just cackled—low and wicked—and leaned back into her seat, swirling the last dregs of her drink around with lazy satisfaction.
You pinched the bridge of your nose, shaking your head slowly as Nico practically beamed across the table like he'd just won the lottery.
Gods.
You were surrounded by idiots.
And yet... you couldn't help the small, tired grin tugging at your mouth.
Because somehow?
This—this absolute mess of a night—felt a little like home.
Then—a yawn broke free from your mouth before you could catch it, long and dragging. Your eyes watered traitorously at the corners as you stretched, arms raising stiff and slow above your head until your back gave a satisfying little pop.
"Gods," you muttered under your breath, blinking blearily at the spinning tavern lights.
You pushed yourself up from the booth, wobbly but steady enough, tossing your cloak back around your shoulders. "Alright," you said, yawning again, "I'm turning in. Ship's supposed to be ready by morning, and I am not missing it because I was drooling into a barstool."
Nico barely looked up from where he was sat, halfway draped over Thyessa, his elbow propped against the table, a stupid, dreamy smirk on his face. "Go on without us, princess," he said, voice thick with smugness. He tossed something underhand toward you—it clinked against your palm—and you realized it was a small ring of brass keys.
You arched a brow at him.
"Don't wait up," he added with a wink, already curling closer to Thyessa, who was absolutely not discouraging him. She had her boots up on the bench now, one leg thrown lazily over his lap, sipping at her drink like royalty.
You scoffed, tucking the keys into your belt. "What happened to you sobbing into my shirt two hours ago?"
Nico grinned, wide and cocky now, like he'd forgotten how to spell the word sadness. "How could I stay sad," he said brightly, "when I'm about to get laid?"
You barked out a startled laugh, half covering your mouth, half staggering backward from the sheer boldness of it.
Before you could even reply, Thyessa slammed her pint down on the table hard enough to rattle every empty cup nearby. "Barmaid!" she bellowed across the room, startling half the patrons. "Another round—and take your time! I'll be out by then!"
You snorted so hard you almost choked, dragging your hand down your face as the barmaid gave a startled little squeak and rushed to comply.
And then, true to her word, Thyessa grabbed Nico by the scruff of his shirt, hauled him half over the table like a sack of grain, and started dragging him toward the back hallway—toward the kitchens and the bathroom doors beyond.
Nico stumbled after her eagerly, tossing a wink and a sloppy finger-gun at you like he was off to war.
You could only shake your head and laugh.
You turned, weaving a little as you made your way through the now-even-louder bar. The floor felt a little uneven under your boots—tipsy, not drunk, but definitely feeling it.
Notes:
A/N : i just wanted to say real quick — THANK YOU to everyone who's been so sweet about my updates 😭😭 fr i appreciate y'all so much. but tbh, i feel like i should clear it up a little lol: i don't actually update fast 😭 the only reason Godly Things has been dropping chapters back to back is because i've been working on this fic since like...december 2022?? and i actually just finished writing the final chapters a couple weeks ago. so i'm basically posting something that's already done (or mostly done) lol. most of the time when i'm not posting, i'm either working on different projects behind the scenes, or just being held hostage by whatever my latest hyperfixation is 💀 right now it's Epic: The Musical (greek myths + singing?? yeah i didn't stand a chance lol). i just wanted to put this out there because the new isekai fic i'm planning won't update as quickly, since i'll be actively writing it at the same time i'm posting. (aka: it'll be more of a normal update pace, not this chaos lmao.) anyway love y'all 🫶 and again, thank you for being so kind and excited about my work!! it means more than you know 🥹💖 aslo! though i've said before in passing, whenever fanart is sent to my email, i'll 1000000% ALWAYS use an alias, so no worries my babies, i won't reveal your legal names etc, might give you a nickname if one isnt given though 🤣❤️❤️ also, also (lol) AHHH im so happy you guys like nico! though i planned on holding out, he's actually one of the isekai!reader's love interests hahah like i said last chappie, a lot of characters i described here yet weren't given too much book time/dialogue is cuz they'll be showing up in the isekai book...
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Chapter 74: 54 ┃ 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐠𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐟
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Your boots tapped lightly over the cobbled path, each step familiar now. It didn't take long to retrace your way back. Everything on the island was walking distance—tight and crooked, half-stacked atop itself like someone had built the town out of clay and too many dreams.
The streets curved more than they straightened, each one layered with flowerpots, drying laundry, and the smell of old lemon soap or frying oil depending on which bend you took.
You turned a corner near the old olive press—just past the rusted bell where some child had tied a ribbon to the clapper—and that's when you saw her.
Eione.
Standing in the middle of the street like she'd been waiting there all along.
You stopped. Full stop. No breath, no blink. Just... stopped.
The moon hung low behind her—thin, curled like a hook, but bright. It casted her in a soft glow, wrapping her white shawl in silver, turning her hair to seafoam light. She didn't look surprised. She didn't look lost. She just stood there, calm as tidewater, as if she belonged to this hour.
Your throat bobbed. "...Eione?"
She smiled at the sound of her name. Soft. Almost warm. "I heard you've been looking for me."
Your breath hitched. "I—" You stuttered, words falling out clumsily. "I mean—yes. Kind of. I wasn't sure—didn't know if you'd still be here."
She took a few slow steps forward, her sandals barely making a sound on the stone. "Then I suppose I ought to answer, don't you think?"
You blinked. Confused. "Answer?"
"It's only right," she said simply. "You asked. The sea heard. The stars watched. So I came."
You stared at her, heart tripping. "I... don't understand," you finally whispered. "What do you mean?"
Eione tilted her head, the moonlight flickering in her eyes. "I'm a devotee of Apollo," she said. "Blessed with vision. Some say seer, others say nuisance. I say I serve."
Your pulse skipped.
"You serve him," you repeated, slow. "You serve Apollo."
"I do," she nodded. "And you... are his favorite."
The word hit harder than expected. Not boastful. Not even complimentary. Just... factual. Weighted.
You opened your mouth, closed it again. Your fingers curled lightly at your sides. "That's—" You huffed out something between a laugh and a breath. "That's kind of a lot, isn't it?"
Eione's smile didn't fade. "It should be."
Because gods, it was. It really was.
You weren't just a favored mortal now. You weren't just a servant or a student or a girl on a ship with a dream tucked under her ribs. You were someone that oracles bowed toward. Someone whose decisions could shape visions.
The thought made your stomach twist. You weren't sure if it was pride or panic.
You looked at her again—this woman, this vision, this quiet answer you'd asked the wind for weeks ago. And now here she stood, looking at you like you'd summoned her by name.
And maybe you had.
Maybe this was the moment where things started shifting again.
Just not how you expected.
Eione's gaze stayed on you. "There'll be no interruptions this time," she said softly. "No tournament bells. No soldiers calling you away. Just truth."
She paused, then held out her hands.
"Do you wish to see your prophecy?"
Your heart thudded once. Then again. Harder.
You didn't answer right away. Your mouth parted slightly, then closed. It wasn't fear that kept you still.
Not exactly.
It was knowing. Knowing this would change something. Knowing you couldn't unsee whatever she was about to give you.
But your hands moved anyway.
Slowly, you reached out and placed your palms against hers.
They were warm. Calloused at the edges. Steady.
You nodded once. "Alright," you whispered.
Eione gave the smallest smile, then turned, and you followed her.
She didn't say where she was leading you. She didn't have to. You walked behind her in silence, the night folding tighter with each step.
The air shifted.
The breeze picked up—gentle at first, brushing your cheek like a sigh. Then again, sharper this time. The kind of wind that carried warnings. It tugged at your cloak, made the hairs on your arms rise. You glanced around.
The street began to... flicker.
Not visibly at first. Just the edges. The cobblestones looked less solid. The walls shimmered faintly, like heat rising off pavement. The lamps above you swayed without wind.
Your steps slowed. "Eione?"
She didn't answer.
The world around you darkened—not black, but... colorless. Faded. Like all the pigment had been drained. The buildings grew hazy, edges softening into charcoal smudges. The trees looked like someone had drawn them in ash.
You opened your mouth to ask again—
And that's when her voice filled your ears.
But it wasn't the same.
It didn't come from her mouth.
It came from everywhere.
A soft, echoing murmur, like breath caught in a shell. Detached. Distant. Yet unmistakable.
You turned to look at her and froze.
She wasn't walking anymore.
She was standing still. Perfectly still.
Her eyes were glowing white.
Not bright. Not radiant.
Just... lit. Quietly. Steadily.
A faint, curling wisp of smoke drifted from the corner of her mouth as she exhaled—slow, even, like she wasn't breathing air anymore. The wind circled her ankles like it knew something you didn't. The hem of her robe fluttered without sound.
Your feet stayed rooted, heart thudding in your chest as her voice filled your head again—detached now, layered, like someone speaking both through time and behind it.
"Look."
And then the world bent.
Not violently.
Not with a snap or a shatter.
But with a hush.
A slow tilt, like everything around you had been waiting for permission to fall apart.
You didn't scream, but gods—you felt like you should've because the street was gone.
And something else was beginning.
It wasn't sound.
It wasn't movement.
It was knowing.
Your vision flickered—not shut, not open, just... pulled.
You felt your body tilt but never fall, like the street beneath your feet had turned to smoke and decided not to tell you.
The air wasn't cold or warm anymore—it was thin. Like the world around you had stretched, the same way a thread does before it snaps.
And then—you saw it.
Not your own memory. Not your own time.
But his.
.☆.
.✩.
.☆.
Centuries before the child. Before the flower. Before the prophecy whispered its name into the smoke of Delphi—there was Hyacinthus.
And there was loss.
At first, it was only light.
No shape. No form. Just rays.
But they weren't golden like the sun. They were dim. Burnt amber. Like candlelight seen through grief. Like a torch too tired to fight the wind.
You saw a figure then—tall, still, drenched in that exhausted light.
Apollo.
He sat alone in the great hall of music, and everything around him was wrong.
The walls were too quiet.
The wind didn't carry sound anymore—it only scraped. Like bone dragged over strings. Like grief trying to hum a tune it had forgotten halfway through.
His fingers hovered over the strings of his lyre, and still... he didn't play.
Because what was the point?
What was the point of light if Hyacinthus couldn't see it?
What was the point of song if he couldn't press his ear to Apollo's chest and murmur, "Sing it again. Just for me."
He had meant to stop time.
He had meant to shield him.
And instead, he had killed him.
The wind had turned the discus, yes. Jealous Zephyrus, sulking from the edges of the grove. But Apollo had thrown it.
He had made the disc.
He had called Hyacinthus over.
He had smiled when the boy stepped forward, hair tangled in sun, and said, "Catch me."
Apollo did.
Just not the way he wanted to.
And now, he sat, alone—drenched in that exhausted light.
He stared off his palace's balconey, staring down into nothing. His hair was loose, tangled. His skin held the glow of divinity—but it was dimmed.
The ocean roared below him, waves crashing without rhythm.
The gods around him didn't speak. Didn't dare.
Because Apollo—the sun itself—was grieving.
The breeze carried it like a secret. The petals on the wind remembered. Even the stars had dimmed just a little, holding their breath with him.
Hyacinthus was gone.
And Apollo... Apollo had unraveled.
He hadn't turned the boy into a flower yet. Not yet. That would come later. After the rage. After the despair.
But now?
Now he sat in silence.
Unmoving. Unburning.
His light pulsed weakly against the sea.
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.✩.
.☆.
Years passed. Then centuries.
You watched them in fast blur. The world moved. The mortals moved.
But Apollo was never the same.
He wrote songs no one heard. Hymns too sad for mortals. Sonatas without resolution. A quiet rebellion against his own domain.
He stopped attending festivals, but he still kept the sun moving—though it stuttered. Sometimes it rose late, others, it set early. The seasons bent under the weight of his sorrow.
Olympus whispered.
They said he was fading.
That Apollo—radiant, golden Apollo—had gone gray at the edges.
That his laughter no longer warmed the groves.
That his temples stood colder than they used to.
Even the Muses avoided him. Clio cried once when she found him crouched on the temple steps, staring at his own hands like he didn't remember what they were for.
"Leave me," he'd said. "Please, just—leave me."
And so they did.
Until—Delphi.
A whisper.
A vision.
He hadn't gone himself. He rarely did anymore. But when the priestess slipped into trance that day—when her mouth opened and smoke filled her lungs—her voice was his.
"One shall come, born of light delayed.
A death too soon, spun by mischief.
You will know them by what was taken—
And by what your heart creates in its absence."
Apollo said nothing at first. But something in his posture shifted.
A thread pulled taut.
He left before she finished.
Didn't even wait for the ceremonial offerings.
He returned to his chambers, pulled every unfinished scroll he'd ever written about grief, and started something new.
A Muse.
He didn't know what they would look like. Or when they'd come. Only that they would. That Delphi had spoken it. That the ache in his chest had shape again. A shape that hadn't formed since—
"Hyacinthus," he whispered one night, forehead pressed to his lyre. "I wasn't ready to stop loving you. So I didn't."
And so, he began to wait.
For centuries, he waited.
But not idly.
He wrote.
Oh gods, he wrote.
You saw the scrolls. The fragments. The symphonies only he could hear. Each one about someone he hadn't met yet. Someone who would arrive late, but mean everything.
He composed for you before you existed.
He dreamed you out of grief.
And in doing so—he made you real.
You weren't fate.
You weren't born chosen.
You were born because he needed you to be.
Because his sorrow had nowhere left to go. Because Hyacinthus' death cracked something inside him, and the only way he could fill that break was by turning it into longing.
Into prophecy.
Into a you who hadn't even drawn breath yet.
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.✩.
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Apollo sat perched atop the outer wall of his temple, his golden cloak draped lazily across one shoulder, his fingers plucking absentmindedly at the strings of his lyre.
The melody was half-finished—just like all the others.
It was a quiet tune tonight. Softer than usual. Sweet, maybe, but hollow at the edges.
He'd been writing it for centuries. Shaping it. Reworking verses in his mind. But no matter how many times he rewrote the middle, the ending never came.
How could it?
The Muse he was writing for didn't exist.
Not yet.
But they would.
He believed that.
He had to.
And so, Apollo played. Each note a prayer to a person who had no face. No name. Only a place in his heart he couldn't explain to anyone. Not even himself.
He didn't notice the shouting at first. Not really.
Just a flicker. A distant noise.
But it grew louder. Louder still. Echoing up the marble steps, cutting through the warm air, tugging at the edges of his focus like a stubborn child.
Apollo's eyes narrowed. His fingers froze on the strings. A discordant note hung in the air, unresolved and unwanted.
He exhaled sharply through his nose. "Callianeira," he called without turning.
One of the nearby nymphs—resting in a bed of thyme blossoms near the fountain—lifted her head. She blinked, sleep-stunned, and scurried upright. "Yes, my lord?"
Apollo tilted his head toward the noise. "Go see what that is. It's disrupting my music."
The nymph nodded and darted off, curls bouncing, skirts fluttering.
He went back to tuning. Back to remembering. Back to not remembering.
The prophecy had come so long ago.
And yet, he hadn't forgotten a word.
A child, born too early.
A death not meant to happen.
And in the wake of it—a presence. A muse.
Someone who would change him.
He'd believed in it with a quiet, patient ache. And when the ache grew too big, he'd turned it into sound.
Always sound.
Always song.
He didn't write for mortals anymore. Not like he used to. The muses danced for others now—poets, priests, kings. Let them have them. Let them scribble verses in dirt and paint hymns on wet clay.
Apollo's muse would be different.
Sacred.
His.
And then, Callianeira returned out of breath, voice shaky. "It's Eileithyia," she said quickly. "She's late."
Apollo looked up slowly. "She's what?"
"She was summoned for a birth—important, apparently—but she hasn't arrived. Ate's been meddling again."
Apollo's eyes flickered gold.
His breath caught.
Not just a birth.
A delayed one.
A child robbed of timing.
A death pushed forward.
His heart stuttered. "Where?" he asked.
The nymph hesitated. "Earth. A place called Lyraethos. Small island. Not far from Ithaca."
That was all he needed.
He stood, light flaring beneath his heels. A new melody bloomed in his chest—louder, clearer, tinged with something like hope for the first time in centuries. He didn't pause. "Hermes!" he shouted, his voice ringing like sunlight against the stones. "Get down here!"
There was a flutter of air, a flash of winged sandals, and then the god of messengers appeared mid-hover, biting into a pomegranate.
"You rang, big brother?" Hermes mumbled through a mouthful.
Apollo turned to him with a look that bordered on divine impatience. "There's a birth. A soul. I need it saved."
Hermes blinked. "Do you know how many births happen every second? You're gonna have to narrow that down."
"Lyraethos. The goddess of childbirth was delayed. A child died before their time. It's them." His voice softened, filled with an emotion Hermes didn't quite recognize. "It's the one I've been waiting for."
Hermes raised a brow, now mildly curious. "The muse thing again?"
Apollo nodded once, slowly. "It's real. I feel it. This is it."
Hermes took another bite. "You're really going all in on this prophecy, huh?"
"You don't understand," Apollo said, voice sharpening. "This isn't just prophecy. This is... correction. A course set wrong by Ate's meddling. The child wasn't meant to die, anyways. I'm fixing it."
"Riiiggghhht," Hermes drawled, flicking a pomegranate seed off his robe. "So what do you want me to do? Zap the baby back to life with divine jazz hands?"
Apollo ignored the sarcasm. "There's a flower. From my grove. The golden one that glows at night."
Hermes frowned. "The Hyacinth-rooted ones? The cursed blooms?"
Apollo didn't flinch. "They're not cursed."
Hermes lifted a brow. "They grow from the ground where Hyacinthus died. That's not exactly neutral soil."
"It's powerful," Apollo snapped. "Sacred. I've spent years cultivating the strain—infusing it with sun and song and silence. It can reverse death, but only if it's applied fast enough. Before the soul crosses."
Hermes whistled low. "That's big magic, sun-boy. Hades know about it?"
Apollo's face didn't soften. "I don't care if he does. I'm not letting this one go."
There was a pause. Hermes' gaze turned thoughtful. "And you want me to deliver it?"
Apollo nodded. "You're the fastest."
Hermes smirked as he turned to go. "That's not up for debate."
Apollo stepped forward, and this time, there was something strangely vulnerable in his tone. "Don't tell them what it means."
Hermes blinked, stopping. "Excuse me?"
"Don't tell the parents what it costs," Apollo said. "Don't tell them about the prophecy. About what it means."
"Bit of a bait-and-switch, don't you think?"
"They don't need to know," Apollo said quietly. "Let them think it's luck. Let them believe it's just mercy."
Hermes tilted his head, chewing slowly. "So, you want me to lie?"
"I'm asking you not to ruin it."
A pause.
Then Hermes grinned. "Alright," he said, wings twitching behind him. "But I get to have a little fun."
Apollo narrowed his eyes. "Hermes—"
"I won't say everything," Hermes assured, already vanishing in a blur of wind and citrus. "Just enough to keep the father sweating."
"Hermes—!"
But he was already gone.
Apollo stood alone again.
The sun dipped lower, brushing the edge of the world in sleepy gold.
He turned back to his lyre, lifting it slowly, fingers curling over the strings.
And for the first time in a long, long while—
He played.
Not in mourning.
Not in longing.
But in hope.
And somewhere, far below, a baby's cry cracked through the veil.
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And the vision shattered.
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.✩.
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You gasped—choking on breath that tasted too old, too thin, like it had been waiting in your throat for centuries.
The world spun.
Your eyes snapped open and you staggered back, blinking hard as colors returned—too fast, too bright. The air was sharp with woodsmoke and salt, the stones beneath your sandals real and uneven. You reached for the wall behind you, steadied yourself and found nothing.
The alley was empty.
You were standing outside the inn.
Where you were initally headed.
Except you weren't.
Not really.
Because Eione was gone.
No trace of her voice. No trail of her robes. No whisper of incense or divinity or smoke.
Just silence, just you, and just the weight of what you now carried pressing sharp and terrible beneath your ribs.
You swallowed, but it didn't help.
Your throat felt bruised, like the truth had been poured down it all at once and left your skin scorched from the inside out.
Your name hadn't always been written in stars... it had been carved into the soft clay of Apollo's pain.
It hadn't been fate.
Not really.
Not the way you thought.
Not the way the bards sing about.
Apollo hadn't seen you and chosen you because you were bright. Or strong. Or worth something more.
He had written about you before you existed.
Wished for you.
Wove you from the same thread he used to stitch his sadness into songs.
You fit a shape he'd been dreaming of for centuries.
And when Ate tripped the goddess of childbirth—when your soul hovered in that blur between not-quite-here and already-gone—he didn't pause.
He reached.
Because the story he told himself—the one where he got a second chance, where someone stayed, where the ending was different—needed a body.
And yours... just happened to be there.
You weren't born divine.
You were rewritten that way.
A prophecy bent into you.
Your life spun on the tip of a god's loneliness.
You were his mourning in disguise.
A self-fulfilling thing.
There had never been anything special about you—not at first.
Not until he made it so.
Not until he poured centuries of unfinished songs into a fate no one asked for.
Not until he turned you into a balm for a wound that still bled every time the sun set.
And now... now, you stood on a quiet street corner, heart pounding like it didn't belong to you, and finally understood—
The gods don't wait for destiny.
They write it.
And sometimes...
They write it wrong.
You stumbled back a step, then another—until the door of the inn was behind you no more, until the faint comfort of its light was swallowed by the crooked shapes of the alley. Your hand flew to your forehead, pressing hard like you could squeeze the thought out of your skull before it settled.
No. That couldn't be right.
It couldn't be true.
You gripped your temples, fingers trembling as you turned sharply and started walking. Fast. Anywhere. Somewhere. Nowhere. The streets blurred around the edges, the orange glow of torchlight stretching too far, too thin.
Your breath picked up. Too loud. Too rough. Like you couldn't pull in enough air no matter how wide your mouth opened.
He made me.
He made me.
He made me.
He made me.
You gasped—short, shallow bursts. The kind of breathing that made your chest burn, not ease.
You tripped.
It was stupid, how simple it was. Your boot caught on a raised stone in the path, and suddenly the ground was rushing up to meet you. You hit the cobblestones hard—knees first. Your palms scraped against the rough stone, and a dull sting lit across your skin.
But it didn't matter.
Not really.
You stared down at your hands—scraped, red, dirty—but the pain barely registered. It wasn't sharp enough. Wasn't deep enough. Nothing could cut as deep as what you already carried.
Cleo had been right.
Gods, Cleo had been right.
It was supposed to be you.
Not her. Not anyone else. You were the one meant for death. For nothingness. For the dirt. But then a god—a sad god—looked down and said, "No. I want that one."
And so, the story shifted.
Not for justice. Not for goodness. Not because you deserved saving.
But because he couldn't stand being alone anymore.
And if Apollo hadn't been grieving? If he hadn't been staring at his empty temples, whispering songs to the air and calling out to a muse that didn't exist yet?
Then you wouldn't exist.
You would've never been born.
You never would've known the smell of the palace kitchens, or the warmth of Penelope's hand smoothing your hair.
You never would've seen the cliffs of Ithaca under the morning sun.
You never would've heard Callias' laugh echo through the halls, or touched Lady's fur, or run your fingers across the strings of a golden lyre and felt something answer back.
And worst of all—your heart seized—you never would've met him.
Telemachus.
Your lips parted, a dry, broken sound escaping as you crumpled forward, your elbows resting on your thighs, your head hanging low. You gripped your sides like you could hold your ribs together if you just clenched hard enough.
Telemachus wouldn't even know you.
No laughter shared in the courtyard. No sleepless nights passing bread across the table. No worried glances. No half-smiles. No almost-confessions passed through wine and starlight.
He would have grown. Yes.
But without you, who would he have become?
Would he still lie awake wondering where you were? Would he still watch your face from across the room like you were the only thing that steadied him?
Or would he be lighter?
Would he be better, without the gods tangling his fate with someone who was never meant to be here?
You pressed your forehead to the cobblestone, cold and gritty against your skin.
And then—you broke.
It started as a hiccup. Just one. Small and sharp, like it had caught you off guard. But then another followed. Then another. And suddenly you were sobbing—no, screaming into the street in a voice no one would answer.
"Why?" you choked out, fingers curling into fists against the stone. "Why me?"
Your voice cracked.
"Why—why did you do this?"
You screamed it again, louder this time, until your throat stung and your chest caved in and your body felt like it was folding into itself. Your knees ached on the ground, and still you didn't move. Didn't care.
You didn't know who you were screaming at—Cleo, fate, the stars.
Or him.
Especially him.
Your vision blurred, tears streaming so hard they soaked your lashes. You rocked forward again, pressing your palms to your eyes like that might stop it. Like you could cry the wrongness out.
But it didn't go away.
Because even in your grief—even in the storm of your unraveling—you still loved the life he gave you.
And that made it worse.
Because your voice cracked again. You weren't sobbing for yourself anymore.
You were sobbing for him.
The one who built you out of grief and prayer and a hundred unfinished songs.
The one who wrote you into being, not because he wanted to love you, but because he couldn't stop.
"Why..." Your voice broke, barely a whisper.
You curled in tighter.
Alone in the street. Shoulders shaking. Heart shattered into too many pieces for your hands to hold.
You didn't know how long you sat there. You just knew the street never answered back.
But then—warmth.
Soft at first.
So gentle you almost didn't notice it.
A golden warmth brushing along your spine, curling beneath your knees. Like the sun had decided to rise early—just for you.
It wrapped around you slow, spreading down your arms, through your ribs, into the hollow where your voice used to live.
You gasped—shuddered—as it got heavier. And heavier. And heavier.
Until suddenly, something touched you.
A hand. Gentle. Steady. Smoothing down your hair like it had done it a thousand times before.
You froze.
Your breath hitched, your body stiffened, and then you heard it.
Soft. Barely a breath.
"My muse."
Your entire chest caved. A sound left your mouth—wrecked and torn and so full of confusion it barely counted as human.
You should've pushed him away.
You should've.
Should've screamed. Fought. Bitten. Told him to leave you alone.
But instead—
Instead, you reached for him blindly. Like a child lost in the dark.
You buried your face in his chest—shaking, sobbing, hating how familiar it felt. How solid. How warm. How much you wanted this, even when you didn't want him.
His arms curled around you tight. Not desperate. Not rushed. Just sure.
Like he'd always meant to hold you like this.
Like this was how the story ended.
The glow of his divinity folded around you, layers and layers of light wrapping over your shoulders, up your back, under your ribs, until you didn't know where your grief ended and his love began.
He held you tighter.
And in that moment, with your face buried in the chest of the god who rewrote your fate—
You weren't sure if you hated him, or if you were just too tired to remember how.
Your breath hitched—once, then again. Then a sob clawed its way up your throat before you could stop it.
You pulled back. Just barely.
Enough to look up at him, your face streaked with tears, your body trembling beneath the weight of it all.
"Why?"
He blinked, golden lashes catching the low glow of his aura.
Your fists curled against his chest. Tight. Shaking. "Why did you choose me?"
Apollo's lips parted—but you didn't let him speak.
"Why me?" you cried, louder now, the question cracking wide open inside you. "None of it makes sense—nothing makes sense!"
Your voice broke. The words spilled out like they'd been waiting too long, bottled up and begging to shatter.
"You could've chosen anyone—anyone! Someone already alive! Someone stronger! Someone who wanted it! I wasn't even supposed to be here!"
You hit his chest once with your fist. Not hard. Not cruel. Just helpless.
"...I was supposed to be dead."
Another sob tore through you, raw and breathless.
You shook your head, trembling under the weight of it all, your knees tucked against yourself like they were the only things keeping you from breaking open again.
"I'm not special," you wept. "I'm not—I'm not anything. I'm just what you needed. That's all. That's all I ever was... That's all I'll ever be."
Your voice cracked again, thinner this time. Frailer. "You were hurting... and I was convenient. That's it, isn't it?"
He hadn't summoned a ghost. He hadn't rewritten Hyacinthus. He'd just... made you. Because wanting wasn't enough anymore. He needed to hold it.
And you meant it.
You meant every word. You meant this was never yours to begin with.
That you were pulled into the world because a god couldn't stand to be alone. That your body was a replacement. That your soul was borrowed. That the you you knew—every laugh, every wound, every thread of affection—was a ripple in someone else's grief.
But Apollo? Apollo heard something else entirely.
His expression didn't twist in guilt. Didn't dim with regret. No realization bloomed behind those burning gold eyes.
Instead, his brows pinched—softly, like a man hurt.
Not for you.
But for himself.
"Oh," he whispered, brushing a knuckle along your cheekbone like he was handling something glass-thin. "You still don't see it."
You flinched.
He didn't let you pull away.
His hands came up to cradle your face—thumbs brushing through the tears like they didn't belong, like he could simply shush them away the same way you might comfort a frightened child. "I hate this part," he murmured. "The part where you look at yourself and still can't understand what I see."
His forehead dipped until it touched yours, breath warm against your lips.
You tried to speak—to say no, that's not what I meant—but your breath just shuddered instead. A sob lodged in your throat like a stone.
Apollo's eyes fluttered closed. He leaned in further, nudging the tip of his nose against your cheek. It was gentle. Almost clumsy. Like he thought closeness was the cure. Like this was intimacy, not avoidance.
"You're not convenient," he whispered, and his voice was so low it barely stirred the air between you. "You're divine."
You tried to shake your head.
He hushed you instantly. "Don't," he breathed, his hands tightening on your jaw just slightly, enough to still you. "Don't do that. Don't doubt. I hate when you doubt."
He never mentioned what you said.
Not about being born from grief. Not about how it could've been anyone. Not about the pieces of you that were stolen from fate and rewritten by hands too bright to fight.
He didn't hear it.
Or he did—and didn't care.
To him, your sobs weren't proof of something wrong. They were just more proof you didn't love yourself enough.
And that broke something deeper.
He leaned down again, kissing the tears from your cheeks one by one, as if that would fix it. As if your pain wasn't truth, but confusion—something he just needed to love you out of.
"Shh," he murmured, voice soft and aching. "You don't need to understand. That's not your burden. That's mine. You just need to be. To shine. Like you always do."
Your hands trembled. Your mouth parted. You wanted to scream you're not listening.
But it didn't matter.
Because he was already pulling you in.
His arms wrapped around you like they'd done this a hundred times before. One beneath your knees. One behind your back. He gathered you like a prayer someone had tried to toss into the sea—and he couldn't bear to let you sink.
You didn't fight.
You couldn't.
Your face pressed into his shoulder as your body shook—too tired, too broken, too far past the point of sorting out comfort from control.
And then—
The wind shifted.
The sky peeled open.
And in a breath, he lifted you from the earth.
You didn't know what waited for you, but you knew one thing as your tears soaked into his tunic:
You were leaving the world behind cradled in the arms of the god who made you, and somewhere in the stars, a prophecy sighed in satisfaction.
And above, Olympus opened its gates.
Notes:
A/N : y'all don't know how proud i am of myself for finally reaching the very first daydream that started this book 😭literally was chilling with my sis and was like: oh shii, what if the god of prophecies was so stuck on hyacinthus that he made a self-fuffling prophedcy??? but yeah...SUPRISE YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE DEAD... lolol i hope i did good sprinkoign throughout hahahah. but yeah i know it was kinda drawn out but like i said before, this fic is the foundation of my isekai fic so i just had to make it like a real fic hahahah but yeah ahhhhh im so proud of myselffrfr like ack! also, sorry for faslely making yall think things were good lolol but hey... WE GOING TO OLYMPUS 🎇🧨👩🏾🚒🎇 p.s. sry for being gone so long, things have gotten pretty hectic irl, so i'll be updating the divine whispers in a sec because im not sure when i'll get the next chance, so next update may take a minute (i'm making sure i keep up with all fanart being sent in and they each get the praise they deserve ❤️❤️)
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Chapter 75: 54.5 ┃ 𝐃𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒: 𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐆𝐨𝐝𝐬 𝐋𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐁𝐞𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐝
Summary:
𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: here's a bit of extra scenes/plot to ch.54 ┃ 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐠𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐟; this takes place right as apollo comes and take you to Olympus; ahhh not me listening to the vengence saga on repeat 💀💀 y'all i swear i get so hyped listening while writing, it's like i catch more and more details/interpert it diffferently each time i hear it... but yeah, as stated in last a/n (cuz i know some of yall be skipping them lolol, here's the double update cuz life has been shitty and im not sure when ill get free time ❤️❤️, also, next update shall feature all of the fanart i've gotten---I EVEN GOT COSPLAY PICS/SOME DID A COSPLAY ACLKASHDBSAJBSD---but yeah i like to take my time writing responses for each of those so thats why next update may take time etc.; also, i think i may make a google drive folder so you guys can see all the fanart etc, soon idk)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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Miles below—in the high-walled stillness of Ithaca's palace—Telemachus woke with a twisting in his gut he couldn't explain.
At first, he thought it was the food. He hadn't eaten much the day before—barely picked at the fish on his plate and shoved the olives to the side. Not because they tasted bad. They just... felt wrong in his mouth. Like chewing was a waste of energy when his thoughts were already busy unraveling him.
He sat up in bed now, palm pressed to his stomach. It ached.
Not sharply. Not like a wound.
It was dull. Heavy. Like the way you felt when something was missing and your body just knew—even if no one had told it yet.
The sheets were still warm. But the rest of the room felt cold.
He swung his legs over the edge of the bed, blinking against the dim moonlight leaking through the shutters. For a moment, he just sat there—barefoot, shirt wrinkled, thumb pressing into the center of his brow like he could massage the unease out of it.
He hadn't stopped thinking about you.
Not since your ship left port.
He told himself you needed time. You deserved to breathe. To explore. To live something beyond the weight of rooms that always looked too tall around you.
But gods, he didn't expect it to feel like this. This constant stretch in his ribs. This space.
It was like knowing your laugh was just out of earshot. Like missing something and not knowing if you'd ever really get it back.
He rose.
The palace was unusually... cheery.
And that was the first thing that made him suspicious.
The servants were humming. Actual humming. There were vases of flowers freshly swapped into the halls—too many of them, actually, as if someone had been told to make the place feel "fresh" or "hopeful." And the guards? They greeted him like they hadn't spent the last month in storm drills. One of them even saluted.
It was weird.
Telemachus made it halfway down the corridor before it all clicked wrong in his brain. His pace slowed, mouth tightening. He could feel it now. That something had shifted the moment he set foot back in the palace.
And everyone was trying very hard not to let him notice.
But they weren't that clever.
Especially not his mother.
She met him in the southern gallery—standing beneath the archway like she'd been waiting for him to show up. Her hands were clasped neatly in front of her, thumbs circling slow against each other in that way she always did when she was lying.
He didn't call it out. Not yet.
"Mother," he said instead, clearing his throat. "Have you seen—?"
"She's resting," Penelope cut in quickly. "Probably in the gardens. Or maybe out walking. You know how she gets; can't sit still for long, hahaha."
Telemachus stared at her.
She blinked once.
Then gave him that smile.
The kind that was all lips and no teeth. The kind that said I need you to let this go, and I love you, but not right now.
She shifted, brushing imaginary lint from her sleeve. "And Lady was tired after eating lunch. I'm sure she's curled up at her side."
He watched her thumb circle again. And again.
Too fast now.
"Mother," he said flatly.
Penelope faltered. Just a beat. But it was enough. She averted her eyes to a tapestry she'd passed every day for two decades and suddenly found very interesting.
Telemachus felt something in his chest shift sideways.
He opened his mouth to press—but a voice spoke from the stairwell behind him.
"She's not here."
Telemachus turned.
Odysseus stood there, one hand on the railing, looking like he'd aged ten years in one night. His hair was tousled. His mouth grim. But unlike Penelope, he didn't try to dress anything in sweetness.
"She left the island," his father said, voice calm. "A day before you arrived."
Telemachus felt his breath stutter.
Penelope stepped in, quickly, like she could soften the blow. "She just needed space," she said. "Time. After everything that's happened, it wasn't safe to keep her still. You know that."
But the air had already drained from his lungs.
""Why didn't anyone tell me?" he said, voice sharper now. "I could've—"
"You would've followed," Odysseus said simply.
Telemachus blinked.
"And that's why we didn't tell you."
There was a long pause.
Penelope reached out, laying a hand gently on her son's shoulder. "She needs to come back on her own, Telemachus," she said quietly. "Not because she's worried you'll come storming after her."
He didn't pull away from the touch.
But he didn't nod either.
It was Diomedes—gods bless him—who walked in just then with an apple in his hand, chewing like he had no idea the room was heavy with something unspoken.
But he did.
He looked at Telemachus and swallowed. "She'll come back, little Tel," he said, like it was the simplest thing in the world. "She always does. You just gotta let her see more than the inside of her head for a bit. There's a lot in there." He winked. "And a lot of it is you."
That was a week ago.
Telemachus still remembered the way Diomedes had said it, like it wasn't a guess, but a fact. Like it was something everyone already knew and just waited for him to believe.
But believing didn't help now. Believing didn't fill the space you'd left behind—the space that still echoed with your laugh, still smelled faintly of sea-salt and citrus soap and the leather strap of your satchel by the door.
So now—now he found himself in the west wing. Barefoot, hair messy, jaw tight.
He didn't even realize where his feet were taking him until he stood outside the heavy oak door of the study. His parents' study. A quiet place where parchment curled by the hearth and wine glasses stayed half-finished on the sill. A place to talk when they were too tired to be royalty, and sometimes—when things were heavy—to just be.
His hand hovered over the doorknob, then knocked once—soft.
He heard it before he opened it.
Penelope's giggle.
Soft and surprised, the kind that escaped before she could bite it back. Then a low murmur—Odysseus' voice—saying something right into her ear.
Another flutter of laughter followed. That flustered kind. Familiar. The queen's version of a gasp and a smack to the shoulder.
"You can't say things like that while I'm writing," she huffed, but it was warm, amused, not actually scolding.
"Thought that was the perfect time," Odysseus said back, his voice low and smug.
Telemachus slowly pushed open the door.
And there they were—his parents, caught in a moment they clearly thought was private. Penelope sat cross-legged on the edge of the couch, quill in one hand, parchment nearly forgotten in the other. Odysseus knelt in front of her, one arm resting casually on her knee, his mouth still too close to her ear.
Both of them turned at the sound of the door creaking.
Penelope straightened immediately, smoothing her robes with a flustered sweep. Odysseus stood, clearing his throat with the stiff-backed guilt of a man caught mid-mischief.
Telemachus raised a brow, leaning against the frame. "Do you two... need a minute, or should I come back when you're finished reenacting your honeymoon?"
Penelope's mouth dropped open. "Telemachus!"
Odysseus just grinned.
"What?" Telemachus said innocently, stepping into the room. "I knocked. I waited. And yet, I still walk in on my parents whispering like they're two teenagers behind the temple."
Penelope shook her head, but the color in her cheeks betrayed her. "Honestly. You sound like Diomedes."
"Well, he was the one who told me you two used to sneak into the stables during festivals—"
"Out!" Penelope pointed to the door, trying to sound stern, but her smile ruined it. "Out lest I tell Lady to sleep on your cloak upon her return."
Telemachus laughed and crossed the room to slump down in the cushioned chair opposite them. He tilted his head back against the wood and let out a slow breath.
He hadn't come here for answers.
Not this time.
He just needed to be near something warm.
And if you weren't here... this was the next best thing.
As if understanding without needing to ask, Penelope rose from the couch, setting her parchment aside with a soft rustle. She crossed the room and settled beside her son, easing down into the wide chair with him like she had a hundred times when he was younger—after bad dreams, or after Odysseus had gone off to war, or when the palace was too quiet and his heart too loud.
"What's kept you from sleep, my heart?" she asked gently, smoothing a hand over his hair like it was the most natural thing in the world.
Telemachus didn't answer right away.
He just sighed again, long and quiet, then let his weight tip toward her. His head found her shoulder, his eyes shut, and for a moment, he let himself be that tired boy again. The one who didn't have to carry command, or dignity, or the image of a prince.
Just a son.
Penelope's arm came around his shoulders, steady and warm.
Across the room, Odysseus chuckled under his breath, already walking toward his desk. "Gods," he muttered with a smirk, "you really are lovesick."
Telemachus' head snapped up.
"What—? I—? I am not!" he sputtered, pulling back just enough to scowl at his father, cheeks burning red. "I'm not some—some simpering fool waiting by the door with a flower in his mouth, alright? I-It's not like that."
Penelope snorted, trying and failing to stifle a laugh behind her hand.
Odysseus only hummed as he rifled through some scrolls. "Mmm. Sure. Not like that at all."
Telemachus groaned and rubbed a hand over his face. "Diomedes said you were worse. Like, after you and Mother married, you had all your things moved into her wing. Even dragged the whole armory over. Said that's why we call it the royal wing now—because you basically turned her quarters into yours the second the wedding bed was finished."
Odysseus didn't even look up. "You need to stop listening to Diomedes."
"But he has so many stories, Father," Telemachus drawled, one brow arched. "And a concerning amount of detail. Like, far too much."
"Gods help us," Penelope muttered, shaking her head fondly. "If Diomedes ever writes a memoir, I'm setting it on fire before it hits the marketplace."
Telemachus snorted. "Too late. I heard he's already carved the introduction into a tavern wall somewhere in Aetolia."
Odysseus groaned. "Of course he has. Knowing him, it starts with a brawl and ends with a kiss."
Penelope raised a brow. "He's not allowed near the scribes."
"Agreed," Odysseus said, finally straightening a small stack of parchment. Then, with a glance, he added casually, "Speaking of chaos—I may have found a way to get Andreia home without half the island raising a brow."
That earned him full attention.
Penelope sat up straighter. "You did?"
Odysseus nodded, his smirk returning. "It'll take a few more days, but I've already spoken to a merchant family heading toward the coast. She'll leave under their protection, disguised as a handmaid. No loud farewells. No drama."
"Smart," Penelope murmured, nodding in approval.
"Finally," Telemachus added under his breath, grinning.
Odysseus opened his mouth—probably to fire back some quip about how he'd survived many wars and a cyclops, so this was nothing—but before he could speak, the air in the room shifted.
It started as a stillness.
Not silence. Not quite. Just... a sense that everything had paused.
And then—light.
It bloomed in the far corner, pale and silver like moonlight through mist.
Athena stepped forward from it, quiet as ever, her armor glinting soft gold in the firelight, her eyes impossibly old and unreadable.
The room stilled.
All three of them rose instantly.
Penelope stood first, her hand still tangled in her son's tunic sleeve, her face shifting from warmth to something bone-deep and old: dread laced with grace. Odysseus followed, his spine stiff and squared, warrior instincts sharpened despite his age. Telemachus' chair scraped against the stone as he shoved it back, his heart already racing.
Athena stood in the doorway.
Poised. Calm. Her spear at her side and her bronze armor catching the firelight in sharp flickers. Her eyes were storm-gray—unchanging—and that alone told Telemachus something was wrong.
She didn't appear without reason.
And she never came softly.
The goddess gave them a slow nod, then said—almost gently, but too vaguely. "There was a storm."
Four words.
Four quiet, devastating words—and the world shifted.
Every muscle in Telemachus' body locked.
Athena continued before they could demand more. "The ship hit hard weather near the Delian coastline. There was damage. But she is safe now."
Safe.
But the room had already changed.
Penelope went still as stone, her mouth parting, but no sound coming out. Her eyes darted from the goddess to her son—then to her husband—searching for something to hold on to, but nothing came.
Odysseus' face changed slowly—like a man hearing battle drums from miles away but already knowing the death count. His shoulders stiffened, jaw tightening, and one hand curled at his side as if instinctively reaching for a sword long since laid to rest.
And Telemachus—
Telemachus was already moving.
"Take me to her." His voice was sharp—frantic, even—but controlled. Barely. "Now," he said again, eyes wide and burning, his hands clenched into fists at his sides. "Please."
His was breathing was fast, fists clenched; there was no caution now—no reverence. Just panic.
"Is she hurt?" he demanded. "What happened? Why—?"
Athena held up one hand, the gesture calm. Contained. "Son of Odysseus, just as I've told you before. She is alive."
Telemachus' heart surged. "Then take me."
Athena said nothing.
"Please." He stood before her now, taller than when she'd last looked upon him as a boy, but still—still—his eyes burned like a child lost in a market. "You said—" His voice cracked halfway. "You said she was safe."
Athena didn't flinch. "She is."
"Then take me to her. Please, Athena... I need to know..."
Athena looked down at him, unreadable, her head, just slightly, and then she spoke—not unkindly, but with the weight of law behind every syllable. "I cannot interfere." Her expression didn't shift. "Where she is now... it is not for mortal feet to follow."
Telemachus' breath caught. "What?" His voice faltered, cracking. "But—What about—? I'm not just anyone. You said I was tied to her. You said—"
Athena's gaze flickered—just once. She looked almost... regretful. "I... have said too much already," she said. "And I will not say more."
And with that—like a flame blown from the wick—she vanished.
No wind. No thunderclap. Just gone.
Telemachus staggered forward a step, like the ground had shifted under him.
Silence returned.
But it wasn't the silence from before.
This one was sharp. Hollow. Like something had been cut out of the air itself.
"Athena!" he called, voice too loud in the still room.
Nothing.
His eyes scanned the empty air like she might reappear.
"Please—just let me see her!"
Still nothing.
"Athena!"
Penelope moved forward slightly, but Odysseus' hand on her wrist stopped her.
Telemachus' fists trembled. His chest heaved. The panic was rising now, thick and choking—because it wasn't just fear anymore.
It was the not knowing.
"ATHENA!" he screamed one last time, and the name cracked like lightning in his throat.
Still—only silence.
And then, slowly, his knees buckled beneath him.
Telemachus dropped to the floor, hands curling into the cold stone like they were the only thing tethering him to the room. His head bowed low. Shoulders hunched. And then—then came the sound.
A broken gasp, sharp and uneven—like the first sob had surprised even him.
Another followed.
And then another.
He wasn't crying like someone hurt. He was crying like someone lost—like the floodgate had cracked wide open after being held together too long. His breath hitched on every inhale, chest jerking as the sobs broke free without permission, ugly and real and raw.
His hands clenched tighter against the floor, nails scraping at stone.
"She's...she's not here," he choked, voice hoarse, barely more than a breath. "I... I don't know what to do. I can't do anything... I-I can't help her."
Penelope was already beside him, kneeling low and pulling him into her lap like he was still that wide-eyed child clinging to her skirts during thunderstorms. Her fingers wove into his hair, cradling his head against her chest, and she held him like she was holding a wound.
"It's alright," she whispered, again and again. "It's alright, my heart. She's safe. She's safe."
But it didn't feel alright.
Not to him.
Not with that hole in the room where Athena had stood. Not with the air still thick with questions and the burn in his throat that wouldn't go away.
Across the room, Odysseus hadn't moved.
He sat down slowly, knees popping slightly from age and wear, and stared at the fire like it might answer for him.
The flickering light danced across his face, catching the shadows under his eyes. He didn't speak for a long time. Not until Telemachus' sobs softened, though they hadn't stopped.
Then—quietly, tiredly—he exhaled. "This is my fault."
Penelope's eyes lifted at once. "Odysseus—"
But he didn't look up.
"She never should've left the island. Not with my blood on her hands. Not with what I carry still on my name."
Penelope's mouth opened, her breath stalling at the base of her throat.
"I knew Poseidon would hold a grudge," he went on, eyes still fixed on the hearth. "I knew he'd wait. For her. For any of them. And still... I let her go. I told myself she needed freedom. That she deserved peace."
He shook his head, bitter. "But no peace ever lasts long for those tied to me."
"Odysseus..." Penelope whispered, her arms still wrapped tightly around their son. "Don't do that. Don't speak like it's already been taken from her."
Her voice cracked slightly.
She knew what he was saying.
Of course she did.
He didn't blame you for leaving. But he blamed himself for what you walked into. For what followed you out to sea.
Still—Odysseus didn't let her finish.
"She's traumatized again," he said softly. "Scared again. Dragged into another storm, another divine whim... all because she dared to love us."
His voice went even quieter.
"Because she dared to love him."
And the silence afterward?
It was the kind that filled a palace. The kind that no king, no queen, no soldier could fix.
Just a mother holding her crying son, and a father blaming himself for the gods that never forget.
Telemachus lifted his head slowly, his breath still unsteady, lashes still wet. The look he gave his father wasn't angry. It wasn't even accusing. It was just... lost.
Tired. Wounded. Confused.
"Father... what do you mean?"
Odysseus looked up at him for the first time.
And for a moment—just a flicker—he looked like a man who hadn't finished being broken.
Penelope's arms were still around their son, but her eyes were fixed on her husband, wide with that quiet dread only someone who knew him deeply could feel coming.
Odysseus took a slow breath and leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees. His fingers laced together, knuckles white with memory. "I never told you.. how I made it back to Ithaca."
Telemachus blinked.
Odysseus gave a small, bitter smile. "I spared the storytellers the truth. Let them think it was cleverness. Wit. The will of the gods. But what brought me home wasn't favor, Telemachus... It was blood."
He looked at the floor for a long moment before speaking again.
"I'd made it past Charybdis," he began. "Barely. My raft had been torn down to the bone. I was alone. The sea was dark. But I could see Ithaca."
Telemachus listened, his brows pulled tight, chest still aching.
"I thought the worst was behind me," Odysseus said. "I thought—I'd made it. That I'd come through every cursed trial, and all I had left was the shoreline."
He laughed once, dry and humorless.
"And then... Poseidon rose from the sea."
The words clung to the air like salt.
"After ten years. Ten years of running and wreckage and burying my men in foreign sand. And he waited until Ithaca was at my back. Until my son was on the cliffs and Penelope was lighting the fires. That's when he struck."
Telemachus said nothing, but his knuckles had turned white.
"He didn't speak like a god," Odysseus went on. "He didn't roar. He didn't shake the earth. He just looked at me—calm—still as stone, watching me like I was the only thing on that shore. And then he spoke."
Odysseus looked up, eyes dark and distant.
"'There you are, coward.' That's what he said."
He swallowed.
"I dropped to my knees in the surf like a boy. Told him I was sorry. That I'd been younger then. That Polyphemus had eaten six of my men before I ever gave my name. I asked him how much longer had he planned to keep bleeding me—ten years? Twenty? How hadn't I paid enough?"
Then, softer. "I begged him."
His voice cracked, barely a whisper now.
"He said no."
Telemachus flinched.
"Said ruthlessness is mercy—to gods like him. Said he had a name to uphold. A reputation. That he couldn't let me walk away, not now, not after everything. Not after I embarrassed him before the other gods. Not after I made his son look weak."
Odysseus exhaled hard through his nose. "He said I could either 'get in the water' and drown... or watch everything I love disappear underneath it."
Telemachus' mouth parted. "What—?"
"Ithaca," Odysseus repeated. "You. Your mother. Everyone. He said he would erase us. That the land itself would vanish if I took one more step toward shore."
Penelope's lips trembled.
"I didn't choose either," Odysseus whispered, then, softer.
Telemachus stared.
"Then... he dragged me to the bottom of the sea. Pulled me down like I weighed nothing. The pressure—it should've killed me. But I had the winds still. The last of them. You remember the wind bag? Hermes' gift to me to help me get home?"
Telemachus nodded faintly.
"I opened it." Odysseus's eyes darkened. "I opened it. And it wasn't just air I let out—it was vengeance. The wrath of every man who died beneath Poseidon's waves."
Telemachus barely breathed.
"I struck him," Odysseus said. "With the might of six hundred men. I didn't even know I had it in me. But I took his trident. And I made him bleed."
Penelope gasped softly.
"I stabbed him. Over and over. Until the storm stopped. Until he begged me to stop."
Silence fell again.
Odysseus looked at them now—really looked.
"I didn't win," he said. "I just... bought peace. But Poseidon doesn't forget. He doesn't forgive. And I knew—I knew—that peace came with a cost."
His voice cracked then, softer than either of them had ever heard.
"I just didn't know you'd be the ones to pay it."
Telemachus' throat tightened. The tears had returned, but quieter now—heavier.
Penelope's voice trembled as she whispered, "Odysseus..."
But he shook his head. "No. Let me carry this."
And for once, Telemachus didn't argue.
Because in his father's eyes, he saw a man who had held the sea back with his bare hands—and still came home with guilt in his bones.
Telemachus stared at him.
His chest ached. Not the kind of ache that sat on top of your ribs, but the kind that settled beneath them—deep, like something was pressing against his lungs from the inside.
He had never seen his father look like this.
Not Odysseus.
Not the man who had defied fate and gods alike. Who had wrestled monsters and tricked kings, who survived storms, betrayals, and the grief of ten thousand men.
The man who had once stared death in the eye and laughed because he had one more trick up his sleeve.
That man had always been infallible to him.
Unshakable. Unbeatable. His father.
But this man, slumped beside the hearth with shadows under his eyes and guilt weighing down his voice—this was someone else.
This was the man who had bled. Who had begged. Who had drowned and clawed his way back not because the gods allowed it, but because he refused to let go of the thought of Penelope's face. The sound of Telemachus' name.
This was the man who looked at his son and believed, truly, that he was the reason you were in danger.
And Telemachus couldn't bear it.
"No," he said, his voice shaking. "No. That's not—that's not your fault."
Odysseus glanced up slowly.
"If that was really it," Telemachus went on, sitting upright, his jaw tight, "Poseidon would've already drowned us. He wouldn't wait until now."
He gestured vaguely, as if trying to make sense of something too big to name. "Father, you fought him. You survived. If he wanted revenge, it'd be blood. All of it. But ____? She's alive. She's safe. That means... it's something else. It has to be."
Odysseus stared at him for a long, quiet moment.
Then—just barely—he nodded.
And gave his son the smallest, tired smile.
The study fell into silence.
Penelope shifted her hand across Telemachus' back once more, but even she didn't speak. There was nothing left to say that hadn't already been carved into the air between them like a wound.
But then—softly.
Barely above a whisper.
Telemachus exhaled and said, "Like Athena said... you're safe."
His voice cracked.
"And pretty soon..." he continued, swallowing hard, trying to anchor the words, "you'll be coming home. Back to Ithaca."
He didn't look at either of them when he said it.
He stared down at the floor, one hand curled in his lap, the other clenched too tight in his tunic.
Because he needed to believe it.
Because he needed you to hear it—even if only in his head.
Even if the words weren't reaching you across the sky.
Because it hurt.
Gods, it hurt.
Not from grief. Not yet.
But from the sheer helplessness of it all.
You were safe... but not here.
And he had never felt so far away.
Notes:
𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: here's a bit of extra scenes/plot to ch.54 ┃ 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐠𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐟; this takes place right as apollo comes and take you to Olympus; ahhh not me listening to the vengence saga on repeat 💀💀 y'all i swear i get so hyped listening while writing, it's like i catch more and more details/interpert it diffferently each time i hear it... but yeah, as stated in last a/n (cuz i know some of yall be skipping them lolol, here's the double update cuz life has been shitty and im not sure when ill get free time ❤️❤️, also, next update shall feature all of the fanart i've gotten---I EVEN GOT COSPLAY PICS/SOME DID A COSPLAY ACLKASHDBSAJBSD---but yeah i like to take my time writing responses for each of those so thats why next update may take time etc.; also, i think i may make a google drive folder so you guys can see all the fanart etc, soon idk)
Chapter 76: ✦ 𝐏𝐒𝐀: 𝐀𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐒𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐈𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐬, 𝐑𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐬, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐁𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 ✦
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Hey everyone, just want to take a moment to address something kindly but clearly.
I love when people are excited about my work. I really do. The fact that someone wants to share a thought, headcanon, or random idea with me because they believe in my writing? That means the world.
That being said—I do not take full story or book-length requests. Especially not ones that come with deep plots, backstories, power systems, and expectations for credit or accuracy. That's not how I work, and I want to be honest with that upfront so no one feels misled.
Here's why:
• My creative process doesn't work like that.
I'm already juggling multiple storylines and characters in my head at all times. I don't write from blueprints—I write from sparks. Give me one sentence, one emotion, one moment—and I'll build a world around it. But I don't write based on outlines someone else gives me. Not because I don't appreciate the idea, but because that kind of story no longer feels like mine.
• I change things. Like… a lot.
If you give me a premise, I will twist it, flip it, and transform it until it's something else entirely. A perfect example is Godly Things. It started with a single line: "What if Apollo accidentally created his own self-fulfilling prophecy?" That was it. One idea. And now? It's evolved into a multi-layered, myth-based epic with politics, trauma, romance, and divine war. That's just how I create.
• There's a line between inspiration and expectation.
Sharing a cool headcanon or what-if scenario is fun. But sending full plots, expecting me to stay true to them, and asking for credit crosses into a territory that makes writing feel pressured—not joyful.
So let me make this clear for everyone:
I am not accepting book-length ideas or co-writing pitches.
One-shots, moodboards, or "what if..." suggestion?
Sure. That's fun.
But I will never write someone else's full story.
Please don't take this personally—it's not a jab at anyone. It's about protecting my creative energy and making sure the stories I tell feel true to me.
Thanks for understanding, and for always supporting the wild ideas that do come to life.
— Xani
EDIT [05/12/2025]:
I posted in ch.55 a/n but imma paste it here as well. but like i said above, in the PSA:
I promise, I didn't just wake up one day and write Godly Things fully formed. my first works on here were... HORRIBLE AS FUCK!! lololo:
(info before reading: this was a fic I made at 12 💀 after reading James Patterson 'Maximum Ride' series, it was named 'Windless' and since I was also obsessed with BTS at the time it/this was a fem!reader x Jungkook with hints of various)
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"Code red!"
"Code red!"
"Subject S-04 has escaped the premisses!!" A robotic voice says over the intercom, causing you to cover your ears due to the loudness.
"I repeat, subject S-04 has escaped the premisses!!" The voice screeches on the intercom.
Your heart thumps against your chest as you run down the white hallway.
Everywhere you turn, it seemed as if you started right back at step one. Each hallway identical to the last, with red alarms blazing above you.
"Get her! She couldn't have gone far!!!"
Hearing this, you push yourself father than you've ever did before.
You stop, pushing yourself against the wall as soon as you meet a dead end. Panic fills your entire being at the thought of getting caught.
Your heart races as the sound of thundering footsteps comes closer. Having no where to turn, you fall down onto your knees in a surrendering position, ready to give yourself up without a fight.
"Come on [Y/N]! Let's go!" A voice screams out, roughly grabbing you by the shoulder.
A breath of relief tumbles pass your trembling lips when your eyes land on your captor.
"Taehyung," You nearly cry out, so happy that he made it out safely.
His hard eyes soften just a little bit once it lands on you.
"Come on [Y/N] we don't have time to waste, we have to meet the others at the spot." He says, quickly pushing you up a flight of steps as the sounds of yells and gunshots fill the air.
Just as you turn around the corner, Taehyung nearly misses getting hit by an array of bullets.
"There's two of them on the twelfth floor! They're trying to get to the rooftop! Block off all possible exits!" One of the soldiers radio as soon as the both of you come into view.
"Roger that." A grumbled voice replies through the walkie talkies.
You shiver as a dangerously low growl pass through Taehyung's lips.
Your eyes grow large as his usually light brown, doe ones begins turning pitch black.
In a flash, he un-arms the group of soldiers, killing them execution style with their own weapons, without a single remorse.
"All exits closed. Backup is being sent to the twelfth floor to detain fugitives." A disoriented voice crackles out through the device on one of the soldier's body.
The heavy footsteps of Army boots echoes against the walls the longer the both if you stay in place.
"Let's go." Taehyung spits out, walking through the pile of dead bodies as if they were nothing.
The two of you continue your journey towards the rooftop. Just as you reach the door, a series of loaded guns stops you in your tracks.
"Put your hands on top of your head, and freeze." A soldiers orders, surrounding the both of you in red dots.
Shaking, you do exactly as they say, only to tense up once you notice Taehyung not.
"I said get on your knees with your hands behind your head." The soldier spits out, fed up with Taehyung's resistance.
"I'm not about to do shit." Taehyung lazily says, as if he didn't have multiple guns pointed at him all at once.
"If you don't do what I have ordered in the next ten minutes, you will be shot." The soldier yells, spit flying out of his mouth, angry at Taehyung's resistance.
When Taehyung refuses to do what was told one of the men shots a stray bullet your way, scarily missing your head. A whimper falls from your lips as it skims past your ear, grazing it.
"I said drop onto your motherfucking knees, or your friend gets one right through her fucking head." The soldier yells out, sure enough moving the laser right between your eyebrows, directly on your forehead.
A low, inaudible growl pass between Taehyung's lips.
Taehyung slowly moves and drops onto his knees, hands behind his head
"When I say go, I need you to go through the window that's to the left of the guards." Taehyung mumbles to you underneath your breath.
Wide-eyed, you look over only to see that there was indeed a window.
"B-but what about you?" You ask him, tears beginning to cloud your vision.
"Don't worry about me [Y/N]. My only priority is getting you out of here and to Jungkook in one piece." Taehyung mumbles out as the soldiers creep closer and closer.
"Now when the time comes. You need to do exactly what I told you [Y/N]. Do you understand?" Taehyung asks, his eyes turning pitch black once again.
You fail to answer, wanting nothing more then to just jump into his arms and never let go.
"Do you understand?" Taehyung growls out when he doesn't receive and answer.
"Y-yes." You say bowing your head in defeat.
"Good." And that was all he said before all hell broke lose.
As soon as the first guards came close enough to reach you, Taehyung breaks his neck in seconds. The rest of the guards still in shock, not expecting it to happen.
"[Y/N]! Run!" Taehyung screams, breaking the trance everyone was in. A second later, bullets fly everywhere as you bound towards the window.
Just as you bust through the glass, you take one more look behind you, and your heart nearly leaps out of your chest when you do.
Taehyung fighting off the throng of soldiers that's surrounding him. One stab him in the shoulder with a silver knife, but he rips out his throat with his bear-hands as if he was nothing.
Taehyung makes eye-contact with you for a split second, making it his downfall. Taehyung eyes widen once he realized his mistake of getting off track, but it's too late because a solider behind him stabs him in the neck with a needle.
A tear fall down your face as he stumbles around, unable to fight off the remaining soldiers tackling him to the ground. Shots ring out just as you throw yourself through the glass window.
You shelter your face. For a moment you feel at peace as your body falls down towards Earth.
Your wide, black wings rip out from beneath your back just as you're about to hit concrete ground, lifting you up into the air.
With a small smile on your face, you welcome them back as the wind whizzes through your wings, ruffling up your feathers in a way that brings comfort.
You fly into the night sky, the only thing on your mind is reaching Jungkook and the rest of your family.
Ahhhhhh!!! Y'all don't bully me too hard fr. I swear I was literally convulsing in my bed from secondhand embarrassment 😭😭 but yeah this was baby-writer me in all her chaotic glory. and the only reason I didn't continue past chapter 7 (which is a mess, like genuinely what was I doing 😭) is because I hadn't figured out how to manage my writing energy yet. I burnt myself out. BUT. even now, I still love it. It was my first real attempt—and though it's so fucking horrible and cringey to me now, I love how far I've come since then. anyways, I subjected y'all to that little time capsule of horror just to say: we ALL start somewhere. reading has always been my obsession—it was my comfort, my escape, my main fixation for years. writing came later, and when I finally gave it a try, I quickly realized I wasn't some natural-born prodigy or anything 💀. I wasn't the best, not by a long shot. but it was something. It was mine. and that was enough to keep going. so if you've got something in your head or heart—even if it feels messy or unworthy—just start. because the truth is, nobody writes a masterpiece on their first try. what matters is that you begin. that you make something that's yours. 💗
Chapter 77: 𝐁𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐈𝐈𝐈
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✦⭑✧⭒ ⛧ ⭒✧⭑✦
𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐌𝐍𝐄𝐃
You should have died. Instead, you were resurrected by gods who claim it as mercy. They promised you favor. A purpose. Love, even.
And now, all that remains is what they left behind—fractured timelines, fading memories, and the blood-soaked echoes of what could have been.
But since you have... you may as well burn everything they've built.
This is the cost of survival. This is the price of being chosen.
This is the end.
✦⭑✧⭒ ⛧ ⭒✧⭑✦
❝A title's just a prettier word for bait.❞
✦⭑✧⭒ ⛧ ⭒✧⭑✦
↳ ❝Looked so alive, turns out I'm not real. Just something you paid for. What was I made for?❞
— What Was I Made For?, Billie Eilish
⌜❝Sometimes, I wonder if I should be medicated. If I would feel better just lightly sedated.❞ ↲
— Free, Florence + the Machine
↳ ❝I'm starvin', darlin', let me put my lips to somethin'.❞
— Eat Your Young, Hozier
⌜❝All you wanna do, baby is touch me, love me, can't get enough see.❞ ↲
— All You Wanna Do, Aimie Atkinson
↳ ❝With no light of my own I shine only with the light you gave me❞
— The Moon Will Sing, The Crane Wives
⌜❝I might cook, clean, but still won't fold. Still workin' on my life, you know. Only God knows.❞ ↲
— 16 CARRIAGES, Beyoncé
✦⭑✧⭒ ⛧ ⭒✧⭑✦
Chapter 78: 55 ┃ 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫
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━ ⭒─⭑━
The sun wasn't supposed to rise like this.
Not with fire at your heels and gold in your throat.
But that's what it felt like when Olympus pulled you in—not like arriving, but like waking from a dream that had already burned you alive.
And you weren't even standing.
You were still in his arms.
Everything swam around you—too soft, too slow, too strange. Like your body was still falling and hadn't realized it yet. You weren't even sure if you were you anymore. Your body floated somewhere between sleep and survival, light and limp, the ache behind your ribs dulling to something quiet and distant.
The warmth that wrapped around you wasn't just from him—it was everywhere. In the air. In the clouds. In the sky that shimmered too bright, like it had been painted with liquid gold.
It should've been beautiful. And maybe it was.
You could feel it—barely. The way the clouds curled like silk around the marble spires. The way the wind smelled like orange blossom and clean linen and sunlight on water.
You were high above the world now, your heart still thudding slow and sore in your chest, and Olympus greeted you like you belonged.
But you didn't look.
Not really.
You couldn't.
Because all you could focus on was the horror still circling your skull like vultures.
You weren't supposed to be here.
You were a patch stitched over someone else's death.
A dream made real only because he needed it to be.
A prophecy had whispered your name before your lungs had ever filled with air.
And instead of letting fate take you, Apollo had caught you. Not because you were you. But because he couldn't stand being alone anymore.
You felt sick.
The light stung your eyes. His arms felt like iron.
And then—
The next thing you knew, you were in a room.
A gasp caught in your throat as the world steadied, sharper now. Real. Tangible.
You blinked, hard—then again, slower this time. You were lying down. Not on stone. Not on earth. But silk.
The sheets shimmered beneath you—soft golden thread that pooled like sunlight around your legs. They slid off your shoulders as you slowly, shakily sat up, your skin damp with sweat and gods-knew-what else. The fabric caught the light in every crease, painting your limbs in warm gold, like even the bed itself refused to let you be ordinary.
You sucked in a breath, sharp and shallow.
The room around you was sunlight incarnate.
Polished marble floors, warm and gleaming, stretched beneath you. High windows poured in golden rays that moved across the floor like living things. The walls glowed a soft honey hue, etched with patterns—musical scales, laurel branches, broken staves that twisted and reformed like they were still being composed.
Golden drapery floated at the corners, caught on a wind you couldn't hear. There were lyres and scrolls resting on pedestals, half-sketched sunbursts on the walls, fresh fruit resting in crystal bowls, and a faint hum in the air. Not a song. Not yet. Just the feeling of one forming.
This wasn't a guest room.
This was his room.
You were in Apollo's chambers.
And your first thought—wasn't awe.
It was: I'm not supposed to be here.
The words echoed again, quieter this time, but not weaker. Just... sunk deeper.
You looked around slowly, your mind still trying to piece itself together.
The air smelled too sweet, too still—like fruit left out too long in the sun. You weren't cold, but you couldn't stop shivering.
The walls hadn't vanished. The bed hadn't melted into dream.
This was real.
You were awake.
You were here.
And gods, the room was too beautiful.
Even the shadows glowed. The golden light draped over everything like a veil, too warm to be comforting, too soft to trust.
You wrapped your arms around your legs, curling into yourself like you could shrink out of the air. The silk pooled beneath your thighs, slipping through your fingers as you gripped the sheets tighter.
But no matter how tightly you held on—no matter how hard you tried to breathe slow and quiet—it didn't change anything.
The truth still sat heavy in your chest, pulsing against your spine, louder than your heartbeat:
You were born because he wished it so.
Not fate.
Not chance.
Just grief and gold and a prophecy with no patience.
And now—you were right where he wanted you.
Your stomach turned.
If you let yourself spiral, you knew exactly where your mind would go. Back to the cobblestones. Back to Cleo. Back to Telemachus. Back to every word you screamed when you still had the strength to cry. You could feel it building again—that panic. That pressure.
But then—A knock.
Soft. Polite.
You flinched, your head snapping up so fast your neck twinged.
Before you could say anything—before you could even uncurl your body or wipe your face, the door creaked open and a woman stepped inside.
No words. No greeting. Just... quiet.
She moved so lightly she barely disturbed the air. Pale skin, soft and untouched like fresh milk or pearl. Her robe shimmered faintly in the light—somewhere between white and rose-gold, cinched loosely at her waist. Her steps made no sound. Not even the floor dared complain beneath her.
She looked human at first. Just... delicate.
But then the light shifted.
She stepped fully into the sunbeam cutting across the room and her hair glowed blue. Not like a dye. Not like paint. Like ocean water under moonlight.
Dark navy at first glance, but when the light hit just right—it rippled. Deep, endless hues of indigo and storm-cloud and river-current blue. There were beads tied into the ends of a few strands, shells and bits of gold leaf tucked behind her pointed ear.
Yes—pointed.
Your breath caught.
A nymph.
Her eyes—pink. Not soft rose, but almost coral. Bright. Gentle. Strange. Like looking into the inside of a seashell. Freckles scattered over her nose like stardust, some faintly glowing, as if her skin had been brushed with sunlight and never quite let go.
She was unreal. Ethereal. And still, she moved like this was her home. Like you were the guest. The intruder.
She didn't speak.
Just walked forward with a calm, unreadable face, her eyes lowering to yours. Not judgmental. Not unkind. Just... watchful. Careful.
You didn't know what to say. You couldn't speak, and yet—you didn't look away.
You couldn't.
Not when she stopped just a few feet in front of you. Not when her gaze softened like she already knew what you'd just lived through—what truth still scraped raw inside your chest.
She tilted her head slightly, the beads in her hair catching the light.
Then—finally—she spoke.
"Lord Apollo is away at the moment," she said, her voice smooth and musical, like a harp being played gently underwater. "He's currently visiting the God King."
You blinked, slowly. "...Zeus?"
She smiled like that was a cute question. "Mhm. The very one. He wanted to make sure you found your shared chambers efficient before his return."
Shared chambers.
Like this was permanent.
Before you could decide how to feel about that, she stepped closer and dipped into a low, graceful bow.
"I'm called Clytie," she said.
Your brows pulled together. The name tugged at something familiar, but distant—like a half-remembered bedtime story. "...Wait," you murmured. "Clytie? As in—?"
You never got to finish.
She giggled, light and delighted, as if you'd just told her the cutest little joke. "Oh yes," she said brightly, straightening. "That Clytie."
Your mouth parted.
She gave you a soft spin, arms floating out like her sleeves were petals caught in a breeze. "The weepy nymph who loved Helios a little too much."
You blinked. "Right..." you said slowly, memory catching up. "You—weren't you... the one who—"
"Sat naked on a rock for nine days," she cut in cheerfully. "Didn't eat. Didn't drink. Just stared at the sky hoping he'd look at me again." She wiggled her fingers dramatically. "Spoiler: he didn't."
You stared at her, stunned into silence, brain still trying to bridge myth and moment.
You'd heard the shortened tale before—how a heartbroken nymph was abandoned by the sun god and transformed for her obsession. A sunflower, some said. A purple bloom, others. Either way, it ended the same: always watching, never loved in return.
But Clytie just kept smiling.
"I was in love," she sighed, dreamy and tragic and not at all embarrassed. "With Helios, of course. But the fool got tangled up with a mortal girl after tattling to Hephastus about Aphrodite's little tryst with Ares. So in return, she cursed him to fall for someone else, and poof!—suddenly I didn't exist."
Your stomach twisted faintly. You recalled how she'd told the mortal girl's father out of jealousy. How the girl was buried alive.
Clytie waved a hand, as if brushing away the past like dust. "So I tried to win him back. That backfired. Big time. He stopped looking at me altogether."
She looked up toward the ceiling then, eyes going distant for just a second. "I think that hurt worse than the curse. The way he stopped seeing me. So I sat on that rock like a good little tragedy until my body gave up. Skin to stem. Flesh to root. Almost a sunflower, but technically a heliotrope. We're not that yellow."
You blinked again. "Wait. But you're not—"
"Planted?" she finished with a grin. "Correct. Lord Apollo found me before I finished rooting." Her voice went soft, reverent. "He said if I pledged myself to his Muse—you, darling—maybe I could keep my feet. And not my stem."
It took a full second for your brain to catch up.
"Me?" you blurted, your voice pitching up.
She clapped her hands like you'd just confessed a crush. "Oh, you're funny," she beamed. "No wonder he likes you."
You opened your mouth—but that was a mistake.
Because before you could get a single protest out, she turned sharply on her heel and clapped again.
This time louder.
And then—chaos.
The doors flew open with a sudden rush of laughter and bare feet, and a small crowd of nymphs tumbled in like a sea breeze. Some were tall and willowy, others small and bright-eyed. A few looked like they'd walked straight out of paintings—skin dappled with gold, curls like coral, wings that shimmered and vanished when you blinked too hard.
They giggled. Whispered. Peered at you like a secret they'd been dying to unwrap.
You instinctively clutched the silk sheet tighter around yourself.
Clytie turned, hands on her hips. "Chop, chop!" she said cheerfully. "We must get our lady ready for our master's return!"
"Lady?" you echoed, still clutching the sheet, your voice cracking in disbelief.
But no one was listening.
The nymphs were already moving—pulling open carved cabinets, sifting through bolts of cloth that shimmered like starlight, arguing over earrings made of crystal and gold. One carried a tray of little perfume bottles that clinked like wind chimes. Another had a comb shaped like a laurel branch.
You blinked at it.
Hard.
Then you shot up straighter, clutched the silk sheet tighter around your chest, and shouted—voice embarrassingly high-pitched. "Wait!"
Every nymph froze.
Like, froze.
The room went pin-drop silent.
You swore even the wind stopped moving. A soft perfume bottle clinked somewhere in the background, but no one breathed. Two of the nymphs were frozen mid-bicker over a sash, another had her hands reaching for your hair, and three more were crouched with oils at your feet like you were some statue that had just come to life and yelled.
All eyes turned to you.
Wide. Sparkling. A few blinking, a few raised.
You swallowed hard.
"Uhm—" You glanced around, your voice shrinking under their stares. "I just meant—like—servant to servant?"
The words stumbled out before you could stop them.
You winced.
"I mean—not that you're servants," you tried to clarify, waving one hand nervously. "You're beautiful and divine and elegant and I'm just saying—I'm not used to this. And I definitely don't need all this, so you really don't have to—"
Clytie cut you off with the loudest, most offended scoff you'd ever heard.
"Don't have to?" she echoed, one delicate brow rising. "Darling, of course we do."
You blinked.
"You're Apollo's favored." She said it like that word explained everything.
And unfortunately—it kind of did.
Before you could argue, a pair of arms hooked under yours.
"Waitwaitwait—!" you yelped as the sheet was ripped away and you were yanked out of bed like a sack of laundry.
Feet skidded across the polished floor. Limbs flailed. You scrambled, trying to plant your heels into the ground, but the nymphs were too graceful, too fast.
"I just woke up!" you shouted as they carried you through the open archway and down a gleaming hallway that sparkled like it had been dusted with sunlight. "I haven't even had water! Or broken my fast! I don't even know what time it is—!"
"You don't need to eat."
"We'll make you radiant~"
"As glorious as your namesake describes."
"Please stop saying things like that!" you screeched.
They giggled harder.
And before you knew it—you were thrown.
Your scream cut off in a sharp splash as cool water swallowed you whole.
It wasn't deep—not really. But it was huge. A sunken bathing chamber carved right into the palace floor, walled with white marble and streaked with golden veins. The surface shimmered like fireglass, casting sunflecks onto the walls. Steam danced lazily across the top, perfumed and soft, smelling like citrus blossoms and something faintly herbal.
You surfaced with a gasp, hair plastered to your face. "What in the Hades was that?" you sputtered, wiping your eyes.
Several hands reached into the water before you could finish blinking.
"W-Wait a second— HEY —hold on—!"
You scrambled backward, waves splashing, but it was useless.
Wet fingers tugged at your tunic, peeling it off your shoulders before you could stop them. Another pair worked at the laces near your hip. You squeaked and tried to curl into yourself, heat flooding your face.
"I can do it myself!" you shrieked, covering your bare chest.
"You said we didn't have to," one of them chirped innocently. "So now we do."
"That's not how logic works!"
But they didn't care. In under thirty seconds, your clothes were gone and your arms were full of goosebumps.
The water was warmer now—soothing, almost. And before you could regain control of your limbs, several more hands were back—soaping your arms, combing suds through your hair, massaging something into your shoulders that made your brain go momentarily blank.
Eventually, time got slippery.
You didn't know how long you were in the bath. At some point you just gave up resisting. The oils were too nice. The fingers too skilled. The scents too sweet. You were scrubbed and rinsed and dunked and dried.
And then—
You were back in the room.
Sitting on a cushioned stool with silk wrapped around you like fog.
A dozen nymphs swarmed around your reflection.
One buffed your nails.
Another dabbed perfume along your neck.
One combed out your hair so gently it made your eyes sting, and another hummed a lullaby you didn't know, but somehow remembered.
It sounded like sunbeams on water. Like the hush that settled over the hills right before dawn cracked open the sky.
You didn't realize you'd been leaning into the comb until the nymph paused, fingers brushing your temple with care. The moment stretched—soft, quiet, unreal.
Around you, the others had lowered their voices. Not out of disinterest.
But reverence.
You heard it then. Not words at first. Just the hush-shush rhythm of whispers curling between them like wind over silk.
"...it's really her."
"...our lord waited so long—"
"...he said she'd be different..."
You tensed. Eyes flicking to the side, catching soft glances quickly darted away. Their smiles were dreamy, awed. Like they were seeing a legend bloom in real time.
"What are you—?" you began, but your voice was quiet, unsure. "What do you mean he—?"
You never got to finish.
Because suddenly, you were rising. Lifted from the stool with soft, unrelenting hands and steered toward a small open alcove ringed in gauzy curtains and sunlight. A silken garment floated in the arms of the tallest nymph—golden, pale like cream, whisper-thin. The kind of fabric that didn't just hang—it swept.
"Wait, I still—" you tried again, confused. "Can you tell me what he—?"
But they didnt answer.
Instead, they dressed you.
It was less like getting dressed and more like being wrapped in a storm of soft motions. The robe slipped over your skin like air kissed it first. Silks settled at your hips, then layered again, a sash twisting into place. Hands worked in harmony—no tugging, no stiffness. Just warmth. Reverence.
The fabric shimmered gold when it caught the light, whispering as you moved. Everything about it felt lighter than it should've been. Warmer than silk. Weightless, like a dream.
While they worked, one nymph leaned in from behind. Her voice was soft. Near your ear.
"He used to play a lullaby every dawn," she murmured, "before he even knew your name."
You froze.
Just for a second.
The way she said it—it wasn't teasing. Or dramatic. Just gentle. Honest. Like the music had mourned your absence long before you ever arrived.
You didn't know what to say.
You didn't get the chance.
Because as the final touches were added—golden cuffs at your wrists, a chain draped across your collarbone—one nymph hesitated at your side. She held something small between her fingers.
A ribbon. The color of morning sky.
Without speaking, she stepped close. Reached up. And tied it into your hair with slow, careful movements, like she'd been rehearsing.
Right above your ear.
"So he'll know where to look first," she whispered.
Your breath caught.
You didn't know what she meant, but it made your heart skip all the same.
When they stepped back, the mood shifted.
A few clapped their hands together. One squealed. Another did a little hop in place. Before you could even process it, they were tugging you gently again—laughing now, grinning like children at a festival.
"Come, come!" one said, leading you toward the edge of the room. "You must see!"
You blinked. "See what?"
They parted a curtain.
And there—on the far wall—was a mirror.
At least... you thought it was a mirror.
It wasn't bronze. Or polished steel. Or anything like the ones back home.
It rippled. Like water.
Like a still pond that only reflected you.
The glass was so clear it made your breath stutter. You stepped closer without meaning to, blinking at your own face.
You.
But not quite.
Your reflection shimmered in the gold light, soft and shining.
The dress clung and flowed like it had been sewn to your shape alone. The fabric kissed your collarbones, gathered at your waist, pooled like melted light near your feet.
Your hair curled softly around your face, glossy and brushed back behind your ears. The ribbon rested above one, sky-colored and impossible to ignore. Your lips were flushed from heat and motion. Your skin shimmered faintly.
You looked like someone who could command the attention of a room without saying a word.
Someone divine.
You blinked at yourself.
Flushed. Glowing. Eyelashes still wet.
Still trembling on the inside.
But starting to look like someone the gods had crafted for themselves.
And maybe... maybe they had.
The nymphs behind you hummed with pride, still fluttering around like bees around honey. One adjusted the folds at your waist. Another straightened the fall of your sleeves.
"You shine," one whispered dreamily, "like you were born here."
"Like starlight kissed your skin," said another.
You didn't know what to say.
You were still staring at yourself in the mirror, lips parted. Still a little dazed. Still unsure whether the person staring back was real—or just another mask shaped by someone else's grief.
A soft hand touched your chin, gently tilting your face.
Clytie.
She stood beside you now, smiling as she pulled a tiny, corked vial from within her robes. The oil inside shimmered pale rose gold. "For your lips, my lady," she said, voice low. "So they don't crack. It gets dry here in the sky."
You opened your mouth to object—I'm fine, you don't need to—but she was already brushing it on with her thumb. Careful. Soft. Almost reverent.
Then—
A sound.
No. Not a sound.
A shift.
Like the air remembered to hush.
Every nymph stilled. In unison. Their laughter stopped. Their hands fell to their sides. Their gazes dropped instantly to the floor, heads bowed low.
Clytie didn't speak. Just stepped back without a word.
You turned.
A woman stood at the entrance of the chamber.
She wasn't glowing.
She didn't need to.
The authority in her gaze was enough.
She walked without sound. Her eyes held no warmth—gray like storm clouds over marble, sharp and calculating. Her helmet shimmered faintly in the sun pouring through the balcony. Aegis. Wisdom. War.
Athena.
Your breath caught.
She looked at you.
Not through you.
At you.
"You've been cleaned well," she said plainly, voice smooth but unreadable. "They've made you presentable."
Athena's gaze flicked to your reflection, then back to your face. "I suppose mercy can look like beauty. Just as easily as it can look like war."
The words sent a chill down your spine. You didn't know what they meant—not really—but they weren't meant to soothe.
They were meant to remind.
She stepped a little closer.
The nymphs still hadn't moved.
Not a breath. Not a rustle of silk.
Only you.
Athena studied you, tilting her head slightly. "Have you fared well since we last spoke?"
Your mind blanked.
Not because you didn't have an answer. But because there were too many.
Too many things had happened since that first slowed moment in the banquet hall—the dance, the feast, the tournament bells. The look on Telemachus' face. The gods hovering just beyond the veil.
Since then, you'd died.
Since then, you'd been reborn.
Since then, a prophecy had unraveled at your feet like spilled thread, revealing truths you hadn't asked for and stories you hadn't meant to star in.
A storm had come. And you were still soaked in its wake.
Your mouth parted, but it took a beat to remember how to speak. Finally, you blinked, lips tugging into something that barely passed as a smile. "I'm... holding on," you whispered. "Barely."
Athena huffed—though it sounded more like a breath shaped into amusement than scorn.
She stepped forward, her sandals whispering against the golden floor. When she stopped before you, she reached out—slow, almost hesitant—and cupped your chin with one calloused hand.
Her touch was steady. Not soft. But not unkind.
With a gentle tilt, she raised your face toward hers, storm-gray eyes locking with yours. They flickered—briefly—with something that might've been sorrow. Or pity. Or just the distant ache of recognition.
"So much," she murmured. "Your soul has already been through so much. And still so young."
The weight of it pressed behind your ribs.
It wasn't said with sympathy. It wasn't even said to comfort you.
It was a statement. A fact. An observation by someone who had seen too many break under far less.
But then, as quickly as it came, the softness vanished.
Athena's hand dropped, and she straightened—shoulders pulled back like the general she was.
Her gaze hardened, voice turning clipped again. "You now know what he feels," she said, not asking. "And what he wouldn't do to keep you."
You didn't answer.
Because she wasn't really asking.
Athena's stare sharpened, a flicker of something darker curling beneath the surface. "It is dangerous," she said, "to be the thing a god decides he can't live without."
Your throat tightened.
"He loves you," she continued, "yes, but love—divine love—is not the gentle thing mortals crave it to be. It is hunger. It is certainty. It is the type of belief that will burn down timelines to keep what it thinks it is owed."
You stared at her.
Swallowed.
She leaned in one final time. Her voice low, precise. Not cruel, not kind—just true.
"Remember: You are not here because of love. You are here because you are a story."
And then, with a final look—one that seemed to weigh your spine, your shadow, your every breath—she turned—no flare of wind, no shimmer of divine exit, just a goddess stepping out of the light as a new one entered it.
"Don't forget who writes it."
And then, when she was gone—when the shadows tucked themselves neatly back into the corners of the room—
You felt it.
Warmth.
Not gentle.
Gold.
Apollo.
He had arrived.
And everything—every thought, every thread of warning Athena had left behind—dissolved beneath the press of sunlight blooming softly behind your back.
Then: hands. Gentle but firm, sliding around your waist from behind and tugging you back into a chest you now knew too well.
Your breath caught.
You felt Apollo sigh against your neck, a slow exhale that ghosted over your skin like sunlight over morning dew. Then came the nuzzle. His face dipped down, bending to press into the curve between your neck and shoulder, his nose brushing just behind your ear with a little hum of contentment.
"Mm... finally," he murmured, his voice soft and muffled. "I thought Zeus was going to keep rambling about protocol and divine law until my hair turned white."
You blinked hard, body stiff in his grasp.
He kept speaking, lips brushing your skin as he went on like this was all normal. Like you hadn't just had the foundations of your very self shaken apart. Like you weren't still aching under Athena's words.
"He's upset that I ventured to the mortal realm despite me still being under punishment," Apollo went on, sighing again, "kept going on and on about 'order' and 'you are not above my rulings' and 'Apollo, if I let you do this, then so-so would want this.'" He scoffed faintly, and you could practically feel the eye roll in his voice. "As if I care."
His arms tightened slightly around your middle.
And still—he stayed tucked behind you, chin hooked loosely over your shoulder like he belonged there.
Like he always had.
Emotion swirled in your chest. Too much. Too fast.
Flustered heat crept up your throat.
You should've stepped away.
You should've said something.
But all you could do was stand there, frozen, your body betraying you with how much it wanted to melt. With how easy it would be to lean into the comfort of him. Of this. Of the warmth he carried like a cloak.
And yet—beneath that—
Horror twisted somewhere low in your gut.
Because now you knew.
You knew what he'd done. What you were. What you meant.
And still... he held you like this.
He held you like you hadn't sobbed in the street because of him.
Like he hadn't made you.
"I missed you," he whispered suddenly, the words so honest, so light, it was unfair.
And then he pulled back just enough to spin you gently in his arms.
His eyes met yours.
Bright. Beaming.
A grin bloomed on his face—boyish and delighted. "Let me get a look at you."
You blinked, stomach flipping. Your hands instinctively flew to your sides, trying to cover yourself even though you were dressed now, wrapped in fine silks and divine ribbon. You could still feel the oil on your lips, the brush of Clytie's fingertips in your hair.
Apollo's gaze swept over you like a sunrise, and you hated how warm it made your cheeks feel.
He laughed—soft, amazed.
"Gods," he breathed, stepping back just half a pace, eyes roaming in awe. "You're radiant."
The words weren't said in passing. They were uttered like a prayer more than a compliment. His gaze lingered like it had nowhere else to be, taking in every curve, every shimmer of the silk clinging to you like morning light on water.
Then, slowly—like he couldn't help himself—Apollo stepped close again, one hand rising to cup the side of your face.
His thumb brushed gently beneath your scar, the tip grazing the soft skin like you might vanish if he pressed too hard. His expression was unreadable for a moment, teetering between awe and something softer. Something close to ache.
"You're so beautiful it's..." He blinked, lashes golden in the sun. "It's hard to believe I ever survived without seeing you like this."
Your heart flipped.
Your knees nearly gave out.
Because this wasn't some mortal prince trying to flatter you.
This was a god. The god of light, of music, of prophecy—looking at you like you were the only thing he'd ever want to see again.
And it didn't matter that you were half-frozen inside. That your mind was screaming with everything Athena had said. That part of you still wanted to run.
Because another part—traitorous and trembling—was reeling from the weight of his devotion.
You cleared your throat, trying to make sense of the static behind your eyes.
"I—uh—" you squeaked, voice jumping an octave. "Th-thanks."
It came out so pitiful, so utterly unworthy of the moment, that you could feel your entire face burn.
Apollo only laughed. Not cruelly—never cruelly. It was that warm, honey-rich chuckle that slid beneath your ribs and made your lungs forget how to work.
He took your hand—gently but without asking—and laced your fingers with his like it was the most natural thing in the world.
His thumb grazed the back of your knuckles, eyes shining.
"I have so much to show you," he said, voice low and excited. "Come. The gardens are blooming in colors only Olympus gets. And there's music—I've had it playing since before you woke."
He tugged you gently toward the golden doors, the world glowing a little too bright around the edges.
And even though your mind was still spinning, your heart—traitor that it was—stumbled after him.
.☆.
.✩.
.☆.
You didn't know how long you'd been walking.
The palace gardens didn't seem to end. They just kept unfolding—terrace after terrace, vine-covered arch after vine-covered arch, every corner more lush than the last. Apollo led you with the giddiness of a boy showing off his favorite secret, and you—still dazed, still unsure what this was all supposed to mean—followed.
The sky above was a perfect blue, but you barely looked up. Everything around you was too much. Too beautiful. Too unreal.
And Apollo never stopped talking.
He pointed things out like he'd grown them with his own hands—which, for all you knew, he had.
"This one only opens at dawn," he said, crouching beside a bud that shimmered faintly gold, "but if you hum the right pitch, it opens early. I tried to teach Hermes the trick once. He sang the wrong note on purpose just to annoy me."
You smiled weakly, your fingers brushing the soft edge of the blossom. It sighed open like it had been waiting.
Now, he was just finishing a long tangent about a hybrid bush he'd "spent at least a century fussing with," because, apparently, Olympus was where boredom went to become botany.
The result?
Rainbow-blooming gladiolus.
Each petal on each bud was a different color—some warm, some cool, some glowing faintly at the edges like they'd been dipped in starlight. The flowers clustered in spiraling patterns, curling toward the sun like they were alive in ways even you couldn't fully grasp.
You leaned closer, nearly breathless.
They smelled like wind after rain. Like warm citrus. Like whatever color joy would be if it had a scent.
Apollo beamed beside you. "I call them 'sunbinds.' They don't grow in straight lines—only spirals, like music. Like—"
"Apollo."
The name rang out sharp, clear, and sudden.
It sliced clean through the air, cutting off his sentence mid-thought.
Your head turned instantly.
So did his.
A figure stood at the edge of the garden path, framed by marble columns and a trellis tangled in silver wisteria.
She looked like the moon.
Artemis.
Apollo's posture straightened slightly. Not stiff—never with her—but in that instinctive way younger brothers do when their older sisters appear. His smile, already soft from gazing at you, brightened into something boyish and fond as she approached, the kind of grin that belonged more to a brother sneaking figs from the family orchard than the god of prophecy.
Artemis strode forward, silent but assured, her every movement carrying the quiet thunder of divine precision. She wore a hunter's tunic dark as midnight, the edges stitched with faint silver thread that caught the sunlight in glimmers—like dew across a spiderweb.
Her quiver swayed at her back with each step, feathers shifting like breathing shadows. And as she drew closer, you noticed the faint curve at the corners of her lips. Not quite a smile—but close. A crack in her usual cool.
Apollo met her halfway, their hands lifting at the same time, palms clasping forearms with a firm squeeze—the kind of touch that said I see you, I missed you, I'm still here. Then, slowly, their foreheads met. Not ceremoniously, but quietly. With reverence. Twins born of moonlight and sun, mirrors forged in godhood.
It was intimate in a way only family could be.
You looked away out of instinct, your heart thudding in your chest—not from fear, but from the sudden awareness of how old they were. How full. How close. How utterly not human.
When they parted, Artemis' gaze swept toward you.
She gave the faintest nod. "Mortal."
You dipped your head in return, unsure if you should bow deeper, or speak, or stay silent. But then—her voice again. Measured, deliberate, but not unkind.
"You honored us at the feast," she said. A beat. Her golden eyes flicked over you, lingering for a breath too long. "You listened. That is rare."
Your throat tightened as the memory of your hymn came rushing back—the trembling notes, the thrum of reverence, the way the crowd had hushed. And how you had felt, bathed in starlight, for just one moment like you were something more than yourself.
"I... I tried to," you said softly, meeting her gaze. "Your words... stayed with me."
For the briefest moment, something in Artemis' face softened. She gave a small, approving exhale. "Good."
Then she looked back to Apollo, already falling into a quiet rhythm of being near him. And beside you, Apollo turned his head slightly, a prideful gleam tucked behind his grin. "She's a fast learner," he said. "Told you."
Artemis only hummed.
But her gaze returned to you again, and you could feel it—curious, weighing, not hostile but ancient. And this time, when she looked away, you swore you saw the edge of that almost-smile deepen by a fraction more.
Then, Artemis turned to her twin, her brow arched with pointed amusement. "Father's been... cranky since the two of you last spoke."
Apollo's sigh was immediate and theatrical. He tipped his head back, shoulders slumping like the mere mention of Zeus had aged him. "Cranky is generous," he muttered, one hand coming up to pinch the bridge of his nose. "I swear, he's acting like I insulted Hera to her face. Never mind that he's broken more divine rules in the name of 'love' than I have in sunrises."
You snorted softly under your breath at that—until Artemis' expression shifted.
Her amusement evaporated. She cut him off mid-grumble with a sudden movement—head snapping sharply in your direction.
Then she sniffed.
Once.
Twice.
Your heart dropped.
The goddess of the hunt, the silver-bowed mistress of beasts, narrowed her gaze with surgical focus. Her nostrils flared just slightly as she tilted her chin, and then, like a blade drawn from its sheath, her eyes landed on you. Piercing. Cold. Curious.
"You," she said, voice crisp. "Why do you reek of Askálion?"
The words made your stomach clench. A soft flutter of unease flickered in your ribs. Behind you, Apollo's brow furrowed in confusion. "Huh? What scent?"
She ignored her brother, stepping forward—not threatening, but no part of her felt casual. She was assessing. Hunting. "It's strong. Recent," she added, her gaze scanning over you like she was cataloguing every inch of your skin for wounds that weren't there. "And yet... no bites. No scarring. No rot."
"Rot?!" Apollo choked, recoiling half a step like the word had physically smacked him. "Why would she rot? What kind of siblings use that word? Are you trying to end me, sister?"
Artemis didn't even blink. "By 'rot' I meant her corpse decomposing," she muttered dryly, then rolled her eyes. "But clearly, you missed that part between singing to your own reflection and throwing yourself into every prophecy with legs."
Apollo opened his mouth, likely to defend himself, but Artemis was already moving. She stepped closer, her fingers suddenly brushing your shoulder—fast, precise—and plucked something from your hair.
You blinked. "Where did that—?"
She held it up between two fingers. A long, midnight-black strand of fur with a burnt red tip.
Apollo made a noise that could only be described as a squawk. "What is that?! Is that fur? Are you molting? What should I—"
"It's Askálion fur," Artemis interrupted coolly, examining the strand like it was an omen writ in silk. "Native to Ithaca. Rare. They're known to hunt through illusions. They circle and confuse and wait. They warp paths. The old ones say they hunt like trickster spirits but devour like gods."
"Devour?" Apollo squeaked again.
She didn't even humor him. Her sharp gaze flicked back to you, gold eyes narrowing. "So I'll ask again. How did you walk away with its scent tangled around you like a lover's cloak?"
Before you could answer, Apollo turned you to face him. Gently—his hands warm and careful, thumbs brushing over your knuckles like he was afraid you'd disappear if he held too tight.
His face was a mess of concern. Worry pulled at the corners of his mouth, and confusion warred with rising fear in his gaze. "My muse," he said softly. "Please. Tell me. If you've been hurt—if anything happened—I'll fix it. Just tell me."
Your heart thumped hard against your ribs.
"I—" you started, but the words jammed in your throat. You glanced between them, these gods who held the sun and the moon in their hands, and suddenly, your story—your very strange, very surreal story—felt... silly.
Still, you tried.
"I... met her in the woods," you said slowly. "She's... a fox. Big, black, with ember-colored ears and a tail like it's been dipped in flame. She just... came to me. She didn't hurt me, didn't growl or chase. She—"
You scratched the back of your neck, sheepish. "She sort of... let me scratch behind her ears? And then followed me back to camp. Telemachus tried to warn me off, said she was dangerous, but... she didn't feel dangerous. I didn't... feel scared."
You shrugged, the last words coming out in a confused rush. "I, uh, named her Lady. She's... stayed with me ever since. I just—I thought maybe one of you sent her?"
A beat of silence.
And then you made the mistake of glancing back at Apollo, who looked like someone had just told him the sun would be canceled.
His hands had dropped from yours, but his mouth was still half-open, frozen mid-thought. His brows were drawn, horrified and confused, and there was something oddly offended about how he looked you over—like your soft mortal body had betrayed him by surviving something you absolutely shouldn't have.
Before he could spiral out loud again, Artemis snorted. "Well. I didn't send the beast."
Apollo's head snapped toward her. "You didn't?"
"I just said that, didn't I?" she replied flatly, arms folding as she studied you. "It came to her of its own will. Which is... well. Impressive. The last time someone got that close to an Askálion, they lost a leg and the better part of their sense of smell."
Your face blanched.
She kept going, muttering under her breath with a faint huff of amusement. "And yet here you are. All limbs accounted for. No scarring. Not even a scratch. Must like your face."
You swallowed. "You're saying... she chose me?"
Artemis tilted her head, then flicked her fingers vaguely. "Call it what you want. Attachment, bonding, divine chaos. Point is, it hasn't eaten you yet. Which I admit—kind of fascinating."
She paused, squinting thoughtfully. "What color did you say it was again?"
You blinked. "Um... black fur. Red-orange ears and tail. Glowing eyes, dark as coals."
Artemis let out a low whistle. "Oh, that one."
Your stomach dropped. "That one?"
She nodded, entirely too casual. "Yeah. That's the horrific one, if I'm not mistaken."
You stared. "I'm sorry. The what?"
"The horrific one," she repeated with a mild shrug, like it was a perfectly normal classification of animal. "They usually come out of the northern crags, near the old stone barrows. The few that are born with that coloring... let's just say they don't blend in for a reason."
"I didn't know she needed to blend in," you mumbled faintly.
Then, Artemis asked, curiously. "And is it still small? The beast?"
That gave you pause. You glanced at the air, remembering Penelope's gentle touch, the way she tilted Lady's muzzle and commented on her underdeveloped teeth.
You nodded. "I think so. Queen Penelope mentioned she's still growing. Said she hasn't fully grown into her paws yet."
Artemis gave a small, impressed grunt and lifted her hand, palm facing down, leveling it at your ribcage. "Then good luck. When she's full grown, she'll probably stand about here. And that's if she stays lean."
You made a strangled sound in your throat.
Apollo looked like he was calculating how many windows in Olympus she could crash through at full size.
Artemis seemed wholly unbothered. She stepped back, brushing her hands together as if satisfied. Then she turned to her brother and gave him a firm, almost fond slap on the shoulder. "Lucky, aren't you? Your muse has a way with animals. Or monsters. Or both."
She didn't wait for a reply.
With one last glance at you—half curiosity, half mischief—Artemis stepped back into the golden light spilling through the columns, her silver cloak catching a wind that hadn't been there a moment before. Then, with a shimmer of moonlight and a glint of humor still tucked in her smile, she vanished down the marble path.
You stood there, shellshocked, with the weight of her words sitting squarely on your chest.
Apollo looked worse. His golden skin had gone pale—ashen, even—and his jaw slackened like he was trying to speak but couldn't find the right vowel, much less a full sentence. He stared at the spot Artemis had disappeared like the floor itself might crack open next.
He didn't blink.
You reached out, gently touching his arm. "...Apollo?"
That seemed to pull him out of whatever divine trance he'd sunken into. His head snapped toward you like it had been jerked on a string. And then suddenly his hands were on you—cupping your face, thumbs trembling slightly where they brushed along your jaw. His grip was firm, but not rough—just panicked.
"Why didn't I know this?" he breathed, voice tight. "When did this happen? Was it days ago? Weeks? Why—why didn't I see it?"
You blinked at him, wide-eyed. You hadn't seen him like this before.
He wasn't angry at you. You could tell that instantly. He was angry at himself.
"I should've known," he muttered, voice low and furious, as if he'd failed some sacred test. "I should've felt something, and yet—" He let out a sharp breath and dropped his forehead to yours for half a second. "Gods, I hate when she's right."
Your stunned silence must have steadied him, or maybe it was the confusion on your face—whatever it was, he softened.
"It's alright," Apollo said quickly, mostly to himself. "You're safe. You're here, and you're not hurt." He pulled you into his chest then, holding you tight. "You're not hurt."
You pressed your palms against his back, grounding yourself in the warmth of him.
But then his voice dropped—darkened.
"I won't let that damned beast near you again. I'll summon my guards if I have to. Curse it if I must. You've been spared once, but I'm not risking a second—"
"No!" The word left you before you could stop it.
Apollo froze.
You pulled back, just enough to see his stunned expression. He blinked at you, startled, like you'd just slapped him.
Your face flushed. "Sorry. I—I didn't mean to shout, but—please. Don't."
"Don't?" he repeated carefully. "You don't want me to protect you from the thing that lures mortals to be picked apart like offerings?"
"She's not like that." You shook your head quickly, stepping back. "She's... I know it doesn't make sense, but Lady isn't like that. She's gentle. She's mine." You looked down at your hands, then back at him. "She's... important to me."
Apollo's expression twisted, not in anger but in something more complex—conflict and concern warring beneath his sunlit features.
"She follows me like a shadow," you continued, voice quieter now, steadier. "She listens when no one else is around. I know what she could be. But she hasn't been. Not once... Not to me."
Silence stretched between you.
Then Apollo sucked his teeth, sighing through his nose. "Of course," he muttered, voice dry. "My muse not only walks through storms, resists fate, and enchants every Olympian she meets... she also tames nightmares in her spare time."
You couldn't help the small smile that crept in. "She's sweet... really."
Apollo gave you a look like you'd just grown two heads—but it melted as quickly as it appeared. He ran a hand down his face and shook his head.
"Fine. Fine. Fine," he relented. "But the moment she so much as breathes the wrong way, I'm blasting her back into legend."
He reached for your hand again, this time lacing your fingers with his like the world hadn't just spun sideways.
"I have something to show you," he said, his voice gentler now, lower. "Something important. You'll like it."
And just like that, you were moving again—shoulders still tense, heart still racing, but fingers warm in his.
You weren't sure where he was taking you.
But gods help you... you were already following.
A/N : thank y'all for being so understanding and supportive with my last update/psa 😭😭 I know I do a lot with all the notes and even the disclaimers, but I'm just an overthinker. Been on book sites for years, and I know how fast things can spiral, so I just hope stuff like that helps explain my actions if I ever seem offish or distant. even then, I always try to communicate before it ever gets to blocking or anything like that. but seriously, thank y'all so much 😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️ And I meant what I said—a lot of you have AMAZING ideas! plz don't limit yourself just because something "isn't perfect." post it. I promise, I didn't just wake up one day and write Godly Things fully formed. my first works on here were... well, let me just show y'all:
(info before reading: this was a fic I made at 12 💀 after reading James Patterson 'Maximum Ride' series, it was named 'Windless' and since I was also obsessed with BTS at the time it/this was a fem!reader x Jungkook with hints of various)
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"Code red!"
"Code red!"
"Subject S-04 has escaped the premisses!!" A robotic voice says over the intercom, causing you to cover your ears due to the loudness.
"I repeat, subject S-04 has escaped the premisses!!" The voice screeches on the intercom.
Your heart thumps against your chest as you run down the white hallway.
Everywhere you turn, it seemed as if you started right back at step one. Each hallway identical to the last, with red alarms blazing above you.
"Get her! She couldn't have gone far!!!"
Hearing this, you push yourself father than you've ever did before.
You stop, pushing yourself against the wall as soon as you meet a dead end. Panic fills your entire being at the thought of getting caught.
Your heart races as the sound of thundering footsteps comes closer. Having no where to turn, you fall down onto your knees in a surrendering position, ready to give yourself up without a fight.
"Come on [Y/N]! Let's go!" A voice screams out, roughly grabbing you by the shoulder.
A breath of relief tumbles pass your trembling lips when your eyes land on your captor.
"Taehyung," You nearly cry out, so happy that he made it out safely.
His hard eyes soften just a little bit once it lands on you.
"Come on [Y/N] we don't have time to waste, we have to meet the others at the spot." He says, quickly pushing you up a flight of steps as the sounds of yells and gunshots fill the air.
Just as you turn around the corner, Taehyung nearly misses getting hit by an array of bullets.
"There's two of them on the twelfth floor! They're trying to get to the rooftop! Block off all possible exits!" One of the soldiers radio as soon as the both of you come into view.
"Roger that." A grumbled voice replies through the walkie talkies.
You shiver as a dangerously low growl pass through Taehyung's lips.
Your eyes grow large as his usually light brown, doe ones begins turning pitch black.
In a flash, he un-arms the group of soldiers, killing them execution style with their own weapons, without a single remorse.
"All exits closed. Backup is being sent to the twelfth floor to detain fugitives." A disoriented voice crackles out through the device on one of the soldier's body.
The heavy footsteps of Army boots echoes against the walls the longer the both if you stay in place.
"Let's go." Taehyung spits out, walking through the pile of dead bodies as if they were nothing.
The two of you continue your journey towards the rooftop. Just as you reach the door, a series of loaded guns stops you in your tracks.
"Put your hands on top of your head, and freeze." A soldiers orders, surrounding the both of you in red dots.
Shaking, you do exactly as they say, only to tense up once you notice Taehyung not.
"I said get on your knees with your hands behind your head." The soldier spits out, fed up with Taehyung's resistance.
"I'm not about to do shit." Taehyung lazily says, as if he didn't have multiple guns pointed at him all at once.
"If you don't do what I have ordered in the next ten minutes, you will be shot." The soldier yells, spit flying out of his mouth, angry at Taehyung's resistance.
When Taehyung refuses to do what was told one of the men shots a stray bullet your way, scarily missing your head. A whimper falls from your lips as it skims past your ear, grazing it.
"I said drop onto your motherfucking knees, or your friend gets one right through her fucking head." The soldier yells out, sure enough moving the laser right between your eyebrows, directly on your forehead.
A low, inaudible growl pass between Taehyung's lips.
Taehyung slowly moves and drops onto his knees, hands behind his head
"When I say go, I need you to go through the window that's to the left of the guards." Taehyung mumbles to you underneath your breath.
Wide-eyed, you look over only to see that there was indeed a window.
"B-but what about you?" You ask him, tears beginning to cloud your vision.
"Don't worry about me [Y/N]. My only priority is getting you out of here and to Jungkook in one piece." Taehyung mumbles out as the soldiers creep closer and closer.
"Now when the time comes. You need to do exactly what I told you [Y/N]. Do you understand?" Taehyung asks, his eyes turning pitch black once again.
You fail to answer, wanting nothing more then to just jump into his arms and never let go.
"Do you understand?" Taehyung growls out when he doesn't receive and answer.
"Y-yes." You say bowing your head in defeat.
"Good." And that was all he said before all hell broke lose.
As soon as the first guards came close enough to reach you, Taehyung breaks his neck in seconds. The rest of the guards still in shock, not expecting it to happen.
"[Y/N]! Run!" Taehyung screams, breaking the trance everyone was in. A second later, bullets fly everywhere as you bound towards the window.
Just as you bust through the glass, you take one more look behind you, and your heart nearly leaps out of your chest when you do.
Taehyung fighting off the throng of soldiers that's surrounding him. One stab him in the shoulder with a silver knife, but he rips out his throat with his bear-hands as if he was nothing.
Taehyung makes eye-contact with you for a split second, making it his downfall. Taehyung eyes widen once he realized his mistake of getting off track, but it's too late because a solider behind him stabs him in the neck with a needle.
A tear fall down your face as he stumbles around, unable to fight off the remaining soldiers tackling him to the ground. Shots ring out just as you throw yourself through the glass window.
You shelter your face. For a moment you feel at peace as your body falls down towards Earth.
Your wide, black wings rip out from beneath your back just as you're about to hit concrete ground, lifting you up into the air.
With a small smile on your face, you welcome them back as the wind whizzes through your wings, ruffling up your feathers in a way that brings comfort.
You fly into the night sky, the only thing on your mind is reaching Jungkook and the rest of your family.
Ahhhhhh!!! Y'all don't bully me too hard fr. I swear I was literally convulsing in my bed from secondhand embarrassment 😭😭 but yeah this was baby-writer me in all her chaotic glory. and the only reason I didn't continue past chapter 7 (which is a mess, like genuinely what was I doing 😭) is because I hadn't figured out how to manage my writing energy yet. I burnt myself out. BUT. even now, I still love it. It was my first real attempt—and though it's so fucking horrible and cringey to me now, I love how far I've come since then. anyways, I subjected y'all to that little time capsule of horror just to say: we ALL start somewhere. reading has always been my obsession—it was my comfort, my escape, my main fixation for years. writing came later, and when I finally gave it a try, I quickly realized I wasn't some natural-born prodigy or anything 💀. I wasn't the best, not by a long shot. but it was something. It was mine. and that was enough to keep going. so if you've got something in your head or heart—even if it feels messy or unworthy—just start. because the truth is, nobody writes a masterpiece on their first try. what matters is that you begin. that you make something that's yours. 💗
also i've been blessed with more fanart, hehehe ❤️❤️❤️ but before you all continue, i have an announcemtn, after a few lines dashes beneath my regualr fanart submission, i have been sent some nsfw stuff that i'm estatic to share (so plz if you don't want to see it, thats fine, jus scroll along while the rest of us go wild for some drawn tits/pecs 😩❤️) (email: [email protected] | tumblr: winaxity-ii) ALL UNEDITED NSFW ARE AVAILABLE ON MY AO3 (winxanity_ii)
from nishayuro
NO BECAUSE THIS?? THIS IS ART 😭😭 you ATE with this cosplay omg. the chaotic menace energy??? the smug lil smirks?? the fact that every single frame looks like something Hermes would send in the group chat just to make Apollo mad on purpose 😭💀 "Poseidon kissed you?"—the stutter?? the deadpan jealousy??? PEAK CHARACTERIZATION. and don't even get me STARTED on the one with the peace sign its giving "just saved your soul babe 💋 now come get a smoothie with me in the mortal realm" 😭😭🪽 this is a 10/10, no, a winged sandal out of 10—thank you for blessing my TL with this masterpiece 🙏✨
from emily-r0s3
NO BECAUSE—😭😭 the way you just brought the whole royal (and divine) family to life?? you have my heart fr. Apollo looking like he's five seconds away from monologuing about the stars while Hermes is clearly already scheming?? ICONIC. the contrast?? the drama?? the CHOKER??? i'm living. and don't get me started on the Ithaca trio omg. Odysseus is TIRED, Penelope is serving regal indifference, and Telemachus??? that sparkle?? that confident little smirk?? boy said "i am the moment." and i support him 💅✨ thank you sm for this reference sheet, i'm genuinely obsessed with seeing your take on their looks and vibes!! this is going in the Godly Things museum immediately 🫶🎨
from xnyun
NOOOO BECAUSE THIS IS SO SILLYCORE I'M GONNA CRY 😭😭💥the way you captured Callias' ✨chaotic sweetheart energy✨ is SO REAL. like the lil crown??? the smug peace sign??? the "silly guy" label??? canon behavior. i just know he's two seconds away from stealing your last olive and acting like it was a blessing 💀💅 and the third one??? serious-face Callias??? that's the rare strategic mode moment when he's actually plotting something useful for once instead of flirting with danger for fun 😭🫣i'm obsessed. thank you sm for giving my boy LIFE like this omg 💖
from riftstar
STOP THIS IS SO PRECIOUSSSSS 😭😭😭💛 first i wanna say i love the name of your MC---Cyrene looks so cute!! also, you nailed every single version of her, oh my gods. "small cyrene" with the lil pouty cheek poke??? ADORABLE. "big cyrene" with the sunglasses like she just came back from a divine mission and is too cool for Olympus now?? ICON. AND THE "3 days :c" underwater panel??? please. she looks so done and soggy and ✨still cute somehow✨ 😭 also the added "venus rising AAAAA" moment at the end?? i feel you. i am you. this whole page is pure serotonin and i love it so much 🫶 thank you for bringing MC to life like this!! i'm putting this directly into the Godly Things vault immediately 💖✨
HELPPPP THESE TWO HAVE ME IN A CHOKEHOLD 😭😭😭 you understood the assignment AND then some—MC and Andreia are straight up two queens, one shared hit list 😭🔥 like "watch your pockets, miss divine liaison~"?? STOP THAT'S LITERALLY HER FLIRT LANGUAGE 💀💘and the second panel??? "why pit two bad bitches against each other when they can be besties (and more)"—THEM. LITERALLY THEM. allies, threats, co-conspirators, lovers?? yes. all of the above. Ithaca is NOT ready. nobody is safe. everyone's wallets? gone. hearts? stolen. egos? shattered. thank you for this blessing 🫶😭 I need a whole spin-off of these two just being iconic together.
from simp_0207
no bc this??? THIS??? this is stained glass window worthy 😭😭🕊️✨ this is breathtaking omg. the lighting?? the textures?? the divine elegance in the pose?? I'm actually speechless. the way the string of fate loops around the sun pendant and their fingers like prophecy is being spun right there in real time?? i feel blessed. i feel witnessed. and the bird across their eye?? the symbolism??? the mystery??? like they're carrying some celestial secret and we're just barely allowed to look??? yeah. obsessed. thank you for this absolute masterpiece—this is going straight into the prophecy vault. framed. sealed. lit by eternal sunrays 🫶🌞
PLEASE 😭😭😭 why did you capture them SO accurately it hurts. the crossed-out "husband"?? the Divine Liaison's internal crisis while Telemachus dreams about holding hands like a lovesick regency ghost?? ICONIC BEHAVIOR. he really do sleep like he just wrote you a letter with trembling hands and sealed it with a kiss before wasting away 😭💌🕯️also that little prophecy sun tattoo peeking out?? elite detail. 10/10 meme. this is canon now. thank you for this absolute treasure 🫶💀 ahh, i'm just so in love with your mc 😭😭
TELEMACHUS CLUTCHING YOU LIKE A COMFORT BLANKET WHILE APOLLO SCHEMES IN THE CORNER??? 😭😭😭@simp_0207 you've captured EVERYTHING. The "awesome couple" meme edit?? Telemachus' face buried in reader's chest like "the world is too cruel but she's warm"?? MC standing like a pillar of justice while Apollo's in the back like 😈 "excellent..." AND NOT "evil and intimidating horse" just casually inserted like a divine omen 💀💀 ALSO. ALSO. THE HEIGHT DIFFERENCE?? I STARTED KICKING MY FEET. YELLING. BARKING. THIS IS THE ENERGY I PRAYED FOR. TALL READER??? YES. ACCEPTED. APPROVED. this is Penelope and Odysseus coded fr i don't care. like yes he's feral and tragic but his girl is statuesque and unmoving and we NEED THAT.
me irl 5'4" with two 6'+ parents: finally... representation. 🫡
i'm crying thank you sm for this I will be keeping it in a sacred scroll forever.
now on to the nsfw... I REFUSE NOTHING BUT PRAISE FOR THESE 😤😤 tr
from emily-r0s3
🫣🫣🫣 TELEMACHUS PLZ BREATHE 😭😭 the detail, the expressions, the poses?? emily, you captured their chemistry so perfectly and gave us full-on Dionysian worship energy I—?? the little Telemachus on the side having a full breakdown?? I felt that. that's me. that's all of us. 💀💀 thank you so so much for this amazing piece!! I'm obsessed. I am SHAKING. this is peak divine union energy and honestly I don't think Telemachus has spiritually recovered.
Chapter 79: 56 ┃ 𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐞
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
━ ⭒─⭑━
Your hand stayed in Apollo's, warm and easy, like it had every right to be there. You walked beside him, past silver archways and flower-drunk halls, your fingers laced with his and your throat tight with everything you weren't saying.
He smiled like nothing was wrong.
You wondered if he'd even noticed the tremble in your grip. If he cared.
Soon, you both stopped just before a set of gilded double doors, carved with music notations that shifted as you looked at them, like they were still being written. The knobs were shaped like twin sunbursts.
Then he pushed open the doors.
The moment they parted, music hit you—not loud, not jarring. Soft. Gentle. Like a whisper pressed to your skin.
You stepped in slowly, your sandals brushing the threshold like it might bite you.
And then...
Your breath caught.
It wasn't a room. Not really. It was a sound.
A sound with walls and space and light.
Every inch of the chamber pulsed with music—layered, flowing, looping through the air like a living thing. The walls glowed with faint golden lines, shifting with the rhythm. The ceiling arched high above, curved like a lyre's frame, and every note that echoed seemed to make the light dance.
It wasn't loud.
It was constant.
Endless.
As if the room had been built to never fall silent. To never allow it.
You stood frozen.
Because you heard it.
You heard... you.
A melody drifted down from the rafters—low and sweet, threaded with something achingly familiar. You frowned, trying to place it.
And then it hit you.
You had hummed it once.
Only once.
In Ithaca. Alone in the garden. A half-tune you'd made up while watering the flowers on Penelope's windowsill, something silly and simple, a little crooked on the edges. You hadn't even remembered it until now.
But here?
Here, it had become a symphony.
Strings. Harps. Wind instruments you couldn't even name. The melody was richer now, wrapped in harmony, transformed into something elegant and whole. It climbed the walls like ivy. It sang your name in chords you hadn't known existed.
And that was only one.
As you walked further in, the music shifted. It layered. New ones folded into the air—slower, sadder ones. Some in minor keys that curled beneath your ribs. Others soft and reverent, the kind of songs meant for mourning altars and temple gates.
They weren't just about you.
They were you.
Moments. Glimpses.
A laugh you'd breathed during the cultural exchange festival between Ithaca and Bronte. A heartbeat from your first time stepping on a stage. The lullaby you whispered to Eben when he couldn't sleep.
Your voice, your rhythms, your life—woven into each track like thread in a tapestry.
It was horrifying.
The realization scraped against your skin: he had been listening. Far longer than you ever thought.
Long enough to mean every breath you've taken has been heard.
Every heartbeat—every hum, every pause, every laugh you thought no one caught—was stitched into a never-ending melody.
It hit you all at once.
You turned your head, throat tight, eyes scanning the air like the music might stop if you just breathed wrong. But it didn't. It never did.
Because in here... the music never died.
And Apollo... he only smiled.
His fingers squeezed yours gently—then tugged. Not rushed. Not demanding. Just steady. "Come," he murmured.
You followed.
He led you deeper into the chamber, past instruments carved from crystal and wood so polished it gleamed like starlight. You caught a glimpse of a flute resting on velvet, its keys shaped like constellations.
And then—he stopped beside a narrow panel carved into the back wall.
You wouldn't have noticed it.
Not unless you'd seen him press his palm to a symbol etched just beneath a stylized sunburst.
The panel shimmered, shifted, and opened inward with a hush so soft it felt like the air held its breath. Beyond the secret door stretched a hallway.
Long. Dim. Silent.
No music followed here.
The moment you crossed the threshold, the melodies behind you faded like they'd been swallowed whole. The door whispered shut behind you with a final click, sealing the music inside.
Your ears rang from the sudden stillness.
No song. No humming light. Only your own breath and the soft tap, tap of your steps against cool marble.
The air grew heavier the deeper you went.
Not stifling. But sacred.
Like walking through the inside of a prayer.
The walls pulsed faintly with old light—etched in golden vines and tangled script, some words too ancient for your eyes to follow. You traced your fingers near one and felt it warm beneath your skin, like it remembered being sung.
Apollo walked ahead, and you realized he had fallen silent too.
No more chatter. No teasing. Not even a hum.
At the end of the hall stood a door unlike any you'd ever seen.
Tall as a temple gate.
Carved of deep black wood streaked with veins of gold that glowed. Soft, alive, like they pulsed with a heartbeat you couldn't hear.
But that wasn't what stopped you in your tracks.
No—it was the creature standing before it.
You froze.
It stood like a sentinel—half-shadow, half-light. Its form was feline in posture, but not of this world. Its wings—yes, wings—were tucked close to its back, feathers like sun-drenched obsidian. Its body rippled with magic, its fur darker than night, streaked with sun-fire that moved as if alive. A mane like windblown silk circled its neck. Its eyes glowed pale, colorless and sharp, like moonlight reflected off a blade.
But its presence—
You felt it before you fully saw it.
Power rolled off the beast in waves, quiet but absolute. Not loud. Not fiery. But older. Like an oath made by the stars before the earth was shaped. You could feel it buzzing beneath your teeth, in your chest, behind your eyes.
Then—Apollo turned to you.
He raised your still-held hand to his lips, brushing a kiss to your knuckles with a warmth that melted like morning sun across your skin. And when he finally pulled away, his fingers still wrapped loosely around yours, his voice dropped low and quiet, like the words weren't meant for the air at all. "This, is my most sacred space."
Your throat bobbed.
He didn't look away. "The only room I don't let anyone else enter."
You blinked. "Not even the nymphs?"
He gave a soft laugh—but it didn't touch his eyes. It felt like he'd said it a thousand times in his head, but never aloud.
"...Not even Artemis."
That made your pulse skip.
Because Artemis had walked with him through lifetimes. Through grief and prophecy and golden halls that didn't know silence. But not here.
No one... but you.
Apollo turned back to the beast beside the door, and with a simple flick of his fingers—graceful, like waving away dust—the air shifted.
The creature bowed.
It bowed like night yielding to dawn.
Massive shoulders folded. Its glowing head dipped low to the marble floor, fur shimmering like liquid ink in sunlight. The heat in the air changed—less pressure, more reverence. And though it never said a word, you felt what it meant: You may pass.
Then—slowly—it moved.
One great paw glided to the side. Its gaze never left you.
And neither did the weight of it.
You stepped forward.
Immediately, you felt it—that watching. That not-quite-hostile hum beneath your skin, like its eyes tracked more than your footsteps. Like it saw what had been written into you. Not just mortal. Not just muse.
You kept walking anyway.
Apollo pushed the door open with both hands.
They didn't creak.
They didn't groan.
They hushed.
Like even the hinges respected the silence here.
You stepped through—just a breath behind him—and the moment the doors whispered closed behind you...
You flinched.
It was dim here.
Not dark—but shadowed.
Like the room had chosen not to glow until it knew who walked through it. The air hung thick with warmth, but it wasn't heavy. It was still. Like a cathedral that had never been touched. Like the sky had been folded into stone and asked not to speak.
Your breath came shallow.
Even Apollo was quiet.
He walked ahead of you, his shoulders back, bare feet soundless against the smooth floor. Every step he took stirred something in the air—light ripples, soft pulses, like even the space itself remembered his shape.
You glanced behind you, almost on instinct.
The creature was gone.
The doors were sealed.
You were alone.
Just you and him... and whatever waited inside this silence.
And gods help you, your heart had never beat so loud.
It echoed in your ears like a war drum—steady, rising, loud enough that you swore he could hear it. Every breath you took felt like it pulled in something sacred. Something that didn't belong to mortals.
Then—snap.
A sharp crack of sound. Apollo's fingers.
You flinched.
But before you could speak—before your startled breath even finished—light bloomed.
It rose from his hand like a glowing ember, a tiny golden sphere no bigger than your palm. It hovered an inch above his skin, pulsing once—twice—like it was catching a rhythm only he could hear.
Then it rose.
Higher.
Upward, smooth as a flame that didn't need air.
And the moment it passed above your heads—it burst.
Not violently. Not like an explosion. But like a seed finally opened.
Light scattered in every direction—soft, radiant, weightless. It flickered through the shadows, touching the walls, the floor, the ceiling. Not harsh, not blinding—just enough to make you gasp.
Because now you could see.
And gods, it was...
Stars.
The light hadn't just illuminated the room—it had filled it.
Like a galaxy had bloomed inside a temple.
Tiny motes of gold drifted lazily through the air, like stardust caught in slow motion. The ceiling shimmered above like the night sky had been pulled inside out. The walls were no longer just stone—they were alive, pulsing with delicate runes and song lines etched in firelight.
It wasn't a shrine.
It was a universe.
And you stood at its center.
Apollo stepped forward like he belonged to the place. Like it had grown out of him.
"This," he said, his voice warm, his arms lifting just slightly, "is where I write when I can't bear to forget."
You turned slowly.
And that's when you saw them.
Scrolls.
Thousands.
No—tens of thousands.
They lined the walls in uneven rows—stacked high, unrolled midair, curled into bundles, hovering lazily in the golden space like leaves drifting on a breeze. Some were etched on parchment so old it looked like it would crumble if you so much as breathed on it. Others were fresh—still glowing faintly, ink wet with divine magic.
There were books. Fragments. Chiseled stone tablets.
Notes scribbled on wax.
Scraps of linen pressed into glass.
Some pieces floated in the air around you—each of them softly humming with their own tune. You could hear it, just barely: music. Tiny melodies layered so gently it felt like standing in the ribs of a living harp.
You took a shaky step forward.
One scroll drifted near your shoulder—long, delicate, laced in threads of gold. Its words rearranged themselves as you watched, shifting and curling into verses you almost recognized. The chorus of a dream. A lullaby you thought you'd imagined once in childhood.
And then Apollo moved.
He walked toward a pedestal set in the center of the space—a single scroll resting atop it. The paper was ivory white, trimmed in sun-colored thread, its edges worn soft with age.
He didn't touch it at first.
Just stood there.
And repeated it.
The prophecy.
"One shall come, born of light delayed.
A death too soon, spun by mischief.
You will know them by what was taken—
And by what your heart creates in its absence."
Apollo reached forward and gently unrolled the scroll with reverent fingers. The ink shimmered beneath his touch—glowing brighter as he traced the lines. "Delphi spoke it," he murmured. "And I... believed."
He said it so softly.
Believed.
Like that was the hardest part. Like belief was heavier than prophecy. Like it cost him something.
He stood over the scroll a moment longer, golden lashes low, his fingers resting lightly on the edges like he was afraid to unroll it any further. Then he glanced back at you.
The shift in him was almost boyish—bright, eager. His voice lightened, like honey warming in the sun. "Well?" he asked, eyes gleaming. "What do you think?"
You blinked at him.
You couldn't answer—not yet. Not when the air still buzzed with music that had no sound, and your skin prickled from the weight of names you hadn't chosen.
So instead—you walked forward.
You drifted past him, your eyes sweeping the chamber. The scrolls shimmered in the air like golden feathers, each one tilted toward you slightly, like they were waiting to be picked.
One caught your attention.
Small. Curled. Floating just above a stone ledge like it hadn't moved in centuries.
You reached out.
The moment your fingers brushed it, the scroll jumped.
Not violently—but like it had felt you. Like it had been waiting. The parchment trembled once, then flung itself into your hands with a little gasp of light, the edges unrolling with a flutter that sounded too close to a heartbeat.
You caught it mid-air.
The paper was soft with age, warm to the touch, humming faintly in your palms.
As you held it closer, the ink began to glow.
A song spilled out across the surface—etched in golden script, slanted and careful. Not formal. Not divine.
Personal.
And before you even read the first line, you felt it.
His voice.
Not loud. Not sung aloud.
But there.
A whisper beneath your ribs.
And then—you read it.
Muse of mine, forged by light's delay,
Born of breath I begged not to waste,
Let the stars shape your hands from sun,
So you might hold the ache I could not face.
Come soft to me, not clothed in flame,
But wrapped in the hush of prophecy's arms,
I do not ask for fate or fire—
Only the right to keep you warm.
Your fingers trembled.
The words glowed brighter for a beat. You swore you could hear the faintest thread of melody woven beneath them—low, slow, and familiar.
And there—woven into the edges of the paper—was the faint echo of Apollo's voice.
Singing.
Not to Olympus.
Not to the stars.
To you.
You didn't speak. You couldn't.
Because the truth hit you harder now—colder.
You weren't just a muse.
You were his answer.
To loneliness.
To longing.
To some aching question he'd never dared to say aloud.
He had poured himself into scrolls, sonnets, symphonies—into you—without ever meeting you.
He'd built you in ink and gold and dream.
And now?
Now, you stood here.
Breathing.
Real.
Everything he ever wanted, still unfolding in front of him.
You clutched the scroll tighter, as if it might fly away. But even as your hands shook, you could still hear his voice—a quiet echo curling around your ear, softer than prayer.
Not admiration.
Obsession.
And now that you were holding proof of it, it was starting to suffocate.
The words on the scroll hadn't stopped glowing—but your chest had. The heat had drained, leaving only the thud-thud-thud of your pulse and the tightening ache in your throat.
You didn't want to drop it.
It felt wrong to drop something so delicate. So old. So... intimate.
So instead, you set it down.
Gently. Carefully. Like it might shatter if you breathed too hard. Your fingers let go with the same hesitation someone might use to put down a letter they were never supposed to read.
Then you cleared your throat. Lightly. Awkwardly.
"It's... beautiful," you said.
The words barely came out.
You didn't mean to lie—but you didn't know what else to call it. Beautiful felt like the safest thing in the world to say. Safer than obsessive. Safer than unhinged. Safer than admitting that something about it made your hands shake.
Apollo sighed.
Not tiredly. Not in disappointment.
Lovingly.
He sounded so pleased—like you'd just told him he was right all along.
"I knew you'd love them," he said, almost giddy. "They've been waiting for you. Just like I have."
He stepped closer.
His hands reached for the scroll you'd just put down—and gods, he picked it up like it was precious.
Like it wasn't parchment.
Like it was you.
He ran his fingers along the edge of the page, tracing the gold-touched verses like he was greeting an old friend. "This one," he said, almost to himself, "I wrote during the fourth week of my... confinement." His voice curled slightly, the word too elegant for what it really meant. "I'd just argued with Dionysus for the third time that morning. He said my voice was giving him hives."
You gave a soft, nervous laugh.
Apollo smiled faintly.
"But afterward," he said, "I went to the old garden near the southern terrace. You remember it? The one with the crooked olive trees and the black peacocks?"
You nodded before you could stop yourself.
He beamed, already reaching for something else—an idea, a memory, a sound.
He crossed the room in long strides, suddenly intent, moving toward a delicate pedestal near the far wall.
Upon it sat a harp.
Not just any harp—his harp. He reached for it—then froze. His entire body went still.
You frowned. "...Apollo?"
He didn't answer.
Because the harp—was broken.
Snapped clean down the middle.
One half splintered inward, the strings snapped like frayed spider silk. It looked like it had been stepped on. Or struck. Or thrown.
Leaning delicately against the base of it was a scroll—one you hadn't noticed until now.
It was short. Folded.
And sealed.
With a kiss mark.
Bright red.
Apollo's face darkened.
Literally.
The light in the room twisted, gold flaring into something hotter—sharper. The warmth that had wrapped around your ribs all this time now grew hot. Oppressive. Like the air itself was holding its breath.
He stared at the ruined instrument like it had insulted him personally.
And then, quietly—deadly—he said, "Aphrodite."
You took a small step back.
Apollo reached down—slowly, like every muscle in his body was fighting not to snap—and picked up the note. He didn't open it.
He didn't need to.
You could see the tension in his jaw, the heat prickling along his shoulders. A soft crack echoed through the chamber—a scroll rack behind him warping slightly from the sudden rise in temperature.
Apollo turned the note over once in his hand, then let it fall. The kiss-stamped parchment floated gently to the floor.
You didn't breathe.
Not until he turned to you again.
The smile was gone.
In its place: something harder. Bare. His jaw clenched tight, lips thinned to a line, his golden glow pulsing too sharp to be comforting now. The warmth in the room shifted—no longer gentle, no longer sacred.
It became heat.
Real heat.
The kind that made your skin prickle. The kind that made sweat bead along your spine before you'd even taken another step.
You swallowed. "Apollo..." you said softly.
He looked at you.
No—snapped to you.
His gaze was molten, eyes narrowed and bright like twin suns blinking mid-flare. His breath hitched through his nose like it hurt to drag in air. And for a second, it didn't even seem like he saw you—just the idea of you. The memory of his harp, broken. His offerings mocked. His sanctuary invaded.
"She did this," he hissed, so low you almost didn't catch it. "She did this. Of course she did—Aphrodite."
Your lips parted, but he didn't stop.
"She couldn't stand the idea of something didn't center around her hips or her smile or whatever poor fool she's got clinging to her this week."
He started to pace, golden light trailing off his skin in sharp flares.
"She probably got Ares to do it. Let him break it while she watched. Or kissed him on the mouth while he stepped on it. Gods," he spat, and the room flared. The air rippled like a mirage. Scrolls overhead began to tremble. "My guard didn't see them. Didn't stop them. So either someone was paid off or someone was blind, and I don't know which is worse. This place is sacred. It's yours. And they ruined it."
His hand curled into a fist at his side, and you could swear the marble beneath his feet cracked.
The temperature soared. You could barely breathe.
And still he burned.
You felt it coil in your gut—fear, yes, but also something else: awareness. Of what he was. Of what could happen if he slipped too far past that line between heartbreak and wrath.
This wasn't a tantrum. This was a god on the verge of razing a room to the ground.
Your heart kicked against your ribs. A slow panic tried to rise up your throat.
You needed to calm him down. Somehow. Carefully.
A flicker of memory surfaced—Diomedes, somewhere between a grin and a lecture, muttering to you in the early morning of training: "If you can't win the fight, win the ego."
Right.
Okay.
Flatter the ego. Steer the storm. Or at least distract it.
"And now they'll laugh," he said darkly. "Dionysus will drink and joke about it at the next feast, and Aphrodite will press her lips to another wine cup like it was all just a game. But this—" he gestured to the scrolls, the music, the room "—this isn't a game. This is—"
You held up your hand, stumbling over your words before they could drown.
"I—" you started, voice a little hoarse from the heat. "I think I'm... flattered?"
Silence.
Utter, perfect silence.
The kind that hit.
Everything stopped. The heat. The pulsing air. The tremble in the walls. Even the light around Apollo froze, mid-flare, caught in place like a flame trapped in glass.
He blinked at you.
Just blinked.
Like he hadn't heard you right.
Like you'd said something utterly idiotic.
You cleared your throat again, a little squeakier this time. "I mean—like... not about the harp. That's—that was terrible, obviously. But all this?" You waved a little toward the floating scrolls, the galaxy of music he built around your name. "It's... a lot. And really intense. And a little terrifying."
A beat passed.
"But also... kind of sweet?"
Apollo just stared.
He didn't move.
Didn't breathe.
Like a god trying to decide if he was being praised or teased.
And for the first time since the doors closed behind you, you could feel the power in the room shift.
From fire...
To want.
You felt it settle in the room like heat after lightning—soft but heavy. Like he'd stopped burning outward and started pulling inward instead. Every golden inch of him turned toward you—not just his gaze, but his focus. His devotion. His longing.
And gods help you... it was working.
Your praise, your awkward honesty—it had soothed something.
So you kept going.
"I mean it," you said gently, reaching out. "What you built here—it's..." Your fingers found trailed down his arm. "It's beautiful."
Your fingers closed softly around his hand.
"All of this... just for me?"
He didn't move at first.
He didn't flinch.
Didn't resist, but then, his knuckles slowly loosened.
In fact—he melted.
You felt the tension drain from his body like a knot finally coming loose. His shoulders eased. His jaw relaxed. The lines in his forehead smoothed. He looked at you like you'd just pulled him from a storm he didn't know he'd been drowning in.
And then—he swooned.
"Yes," he said, softer now. "And it can stay this way. If you want. If you'd like." He stepped closer, light pooling in the air like honey around your feet. "It could always be like this."
He didn't say the word.
But you heard it anyway.
Stay.
You blinked.
And then—his hand shifted. Just slightly. His fingers slipped from yours, drifting instead to your jaw. Not forceful. Not hungry.
Just reverent.
A brush of knuckles, featherlight, dragging from the edge of your chin up to the hollow beneath your cheekbone. You barely breathed.
"I could elevate you," he whispered.
You blinked again, pulse stuttering.
"A body that never aches," he continued, his gaze locked on yours. "A voice that never fades. A name that no one dares forget."
The words weren't cruel. They weren't sweet, either.
They were honest.
He was laying it out like an offering. Like a temple with its doors open. Like a god who had stripped down his pride and folded it into gold just for you.
"All you have to do," he said, thumb skimming the edge of your jawline, "is say yes."
The words lingered between you like a spell.
The air didn't move.
It held still—heavy and golden, caught between divinity and choice.
You blinked up at him, heart thudding too loud in your chest. The warmth of his hand still cradled your cheek, but suddenly, it felt like too much. Like the room had narrowed to just this moment—your breath and his, your fate and his hands.
You tried to pull back. Just a little.
Not harsh. Not panicked.
Just... enough.
But his fingers twitched. Just slightly. And he stepped closer.
His eyes flicked down to your lips—then up again. "Don't worry," he said softly, like he was trying to soothe a startled animal. "You don't have to be afraid. Olympus already loves you."
You stiffened.
"They do," he insisted, voice lower now, like he was trying to make it true just by saying it enough. "You've charmed them. Even Athena's softened. Artemis already calls you sister more than mortal. Dionysus laughs when you're mentioned—and Aphrodite—well." His mouth curled bitterly. "She sees you. That's enough."
You didn't know what to say.
He leaned down, voice brushing your skin again.
"I just have to convince Father," he murmured, "to forgo the usual laws. Just once. Just for this."
Your breath caught.
"Then I could raise you," he said, his fingers tightening gently on your hand. "Not like before. Not like how Hermes stole you from death. Not half-shadow. Not borrowed." His thumb swept across your knuckles. "But truly. Fully."
You swallowed.
"A life without pain," he whispered. "No more hunger. No cold. No aches. You'd never bleed again. You'd never break."
His other hand lifted—slowly—and then, between his palms, light bloomed.
A vision.
It shimmered before you like a dream made of fire and fog: you, standing tall, draped in gold that moved like breath. Your eyes glowed. Your body radiated warmth. You looked... eternal. Untouched. Like something that had never known fear.
A god.
His god.
And around you—Olympus bowed.
Even in illusion, they bent their heads.
Apollo's voice drifted like silk through the image. "You'd never have to earn their favor again. You'd be their favor."
The vision faded.
You stared at the air where it had hovered, your stomach tight and your chest aching.
Because for a moment—a terrifying, beautiful moment—you almost saw it.
The appeal.
The ease.
And yet...
You weren't thinking of marble halls.
You weren't thinking of golden robes or temples built in your name.
You were thinking of the spacious bed back in Ithaca.
Of the cool stone floor beneath your feet when you got up too early for bread.
Of the breeze that pushed through the large windows in your room.
Of Lady curled at your side, warm and twitching in sleep.
Of Telemachus' quiet laugh, muffled through a doorway that didn't close right.
And gods help you—all you wanted, right now was to be back in your bed in Ithaca.
Blanket pulled up to your chin.
Quiet.
Home.
You clung to the word like it might save you.
But you didn't say it.
Because you weren't an idiot.
You knew how gods handled rejection—how even love, when given boundaries, could become something sharp. You saw it in the way Apollo's light flickered when you didn't answer right away. How his smile trembled at the corners when you didn't say yes.
So you forced a smile.
Soft. Careful. Practiced.
You tilted your chin up just slightly, your voice light and warm, even if your heart hadn't caught up yet.
"I think..." you began, brushing your fingers lightly along his arm, "a decision like that deserves time, don't you?"
His eyes searched yours.
Just for a moment.
And for that flicker of a second—you saw it.
A crack.
He'd wanted you to say yes.
Right then.
Right there.
He'd wanted it so badly it had already begun building a place for you in his mind.
But instead, you were giving him a delay.
A maybe.
And that wasn't the same.
Apollo's smile dimmed.
Only a little.
But enough.
Like the sun behind a cloud.
But before that silence could deepen, you leaned forward—closer, fast—pressing yourself against him lightly, like it had been your idea all along.
Your hand rested over his heart.
"Still," you said, coy, your voice just a breath shy of teasing, "you've brought me all this way. I think it's only fair I get the full tour."
You looked up at him, lashes low.
"Won't you show me more of Olympus, my lord? I want to see the beauty you spoke of..."
His breath hitched.
And then he lit up like dawn breaking.
"Of course," he beamed, hands finding your waist with featherlight care. "Of course, my muse."
You felt his pride bloom through his fingertips—his joy rebalancing, reshaping, now with a new plan. A new moment to share with you. A new way to try again.
He took your hand like it was a crown and turned toward the doors.
"This way," he said brightly, giddy again. "There's a grove that only flowers at dusk. And a place where the clouds reflect your name in gold. You'll love it. They've all been waiting for you..."
And just like that—
He led you out.
The golden doors closed behind you.
And the room full of poems, songs, and dreams you hadn't asked for... was left behind.
also i've been blessed with more fanart, hehehe ❤️❤️❤️ (email: [email protected] | tumblr: winaxity-ii) also because wattpad/tumblr is being a meanie, i can't show 18+ drawings on here, even if edited 😭😭 but don't worry i shall still sing my praises! but good news! i have them available on archiveofourown (ao3) and have my account/books to where guests can see so you guys don't have to make an account ❤️❤️
from iconic-idiot-con
this is actual cinema. CINEMA. the way you nailed their entire dynamic in like 15 seconds flat and I'm sitting here on the floor clutching my chest. the dance between Apollo, Telemachus, Callias, Hermes---ACKKKKKK!!! you didn't even have to finish it but you did 😭💔 thank you sm for bringing this ship to life in such a beautiful and emotional way!!! i'm OBSESSED and don't think i'll ever be able to look at hermes the same way ever again😭🫶
THIS IS SO FREAKIN CUTE I CAN'T. the warm colors?? the little smile?? the soft "i definitely stole something but it was for a good reason" energy??? i love him. i love him so bad. this captures Callias' golden retriever menace energy perfectly. like yes he's charming, yes he's sweet, but also yes he's probably about to gaslight someone over a stolen peach 💀🍑 thank you sm for this!!! i'm saving this to show the jury when they ask why i let him get away with everything 😭🫶
OH THIS IS CHAOS. THIS IS PEAK GODLY THINGS ENERGY. 😭😭💀 you snapped so hard with this omg. Hermes out here grinning like a fox in a henhouse—"Missed me?" YES UNFORTUNATELY, and also how dare you 😭 and Poseidon with that smug "you boys talk so much about her, so yk..." like sir WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY THAT 😭THAT'S NOT A VALID EXCUSE TO KISS SOMEONE WITHOUT CONSENT 💀💀💀 AND THE PANEL WITH APOLLO LOSING HIS MIND??? YOU KISSED HER??!! I'M CACKLING. I'M ACTUALLY IN THE DIRT. this whole image is just Olympus running on pure jealousy and audacity energy 💅✨it's givine 'divine whispers' 2.0 thank you for this absolute drama buffet 💋💋
from masermess
NOOO BECAUSE I'M SCREAMING ACTUAL MYTHIC TEARS 😭😭🪽✨WHAT is in your brushstrokes. divinity??? fate??? this is so stylized, so bold, so radiant, I can't stop staring. the curls??? the SPIRALS?? the eye bags??? the body language?? the way MC looks like a sun-kissed oracle and also someone who just survived a prophecy and a public scandal??? PERFECTION. AND THE LADY + WOLF PIECE??? literal divine iconography. it looks like it belongs carved into an ancient temple wall. the colors, the shapes, the cosmic orbit energy of it all??? i’m shaking. also baby telemacheeky in the corner??? yeah. yeah. you win. thank you so much for these masterpieces—i'm honored to have this version of MC in the Godly Things hall of fame now 🫶🔥
from nemesis
First of all—Andreia in the notebook sketch?? MOTHER. the curls?? the eye bags?? the "yes it's she hi lol" scribbled like a divine threat??? ICONIC. also not her roasting a lil doodle saying "i'm not built like a 1x1 lego" 😭😭 she's got main character rage and side character one-liners and I love that for her.
AND THE "SUN WEPT FIRST" MC PIECE??? STOP. STOP. IT’S TOO GOOD. the flower symbolism?? the palette??? the shattered sunlight in the background like fate broke before she did??? ughhh I want this on a book cover, a tapestry, and tattooed on my soul immediately. thank you SO much for blessing me with this tragic beauty + feral notebook scribble combo. you’ve truly captured the duality 💀💐
from fvckcare
Okay but LISTEN TO ME—because even unfinished?? This is masterpiece behavior. Peak drama. Peak tension. PEAK "why does this feel sacred and forbidden at the same time." 👏you don't even understand how much I felt this. the fact that it's the first you've tried greyscale with?? the light balance?? the composition?? tthe shell throne as a visual nod to Aphrodite and divine love but twisting it just enough with Apollo and reader literally turning their backs to the light?? PLEASE. that's poetry. that's visual storytelling. that's ✨insight into corruption cloaked in beauty✨. also reader's pose?? so regal and defiant. Apollo looking like he's two seconds away from saying "oh, you'll understand in time" as he tightens the metaphorical leash?? The matching sun chokers?? The chains as jewelry??? My Gods. i'm so sorry Krita couldn't handle the weight of your vision because clearly it was TOO POWERFUL. But even as-is, this piece is breathtaking. You nailed the tone of that arc before it was even published. I'm legit in awe. Thank you sm for sharing this, it's an absolute treasure. 💛💛💛
this??? this is art. like not fanart. not a doodle. not just "a comic." this is storytelling at its most aching. 😭🖤you titled it "fig" and then proceeded to hit me with every metaphor for tenderness, longing, loss, childhood, and fate in three pages. THREE. and it worked. the pacing??? the little hand panels??? the quiet repetition of fig... like a memory trying not to slip away??? I'm so serious I need this framed in a museum next to a bowl of overripe fruit and a greek vase shattered in two. telemachus' face at the end?? those eyes??? the hands gripping the stone??? I've never seen grief drawn so quietly and still have it scream. I'm in pieces. thank you so, so much for this—i don't think i'll ever recover 😩
from ally (i shortened your name sry 😭😭 i wasn't sure what username you wanted to use/didn't see one)
No because how do I even begin—THESE??! These are so charming I could scream. The lil sleepy soft smile on Apollo?? The SUNS in the jewelry?? The gentle peaceful vibe??? I'm OBSESSED. And Hermes??? Oh he's definitely up to no good with that smirk. The floofy winged hat??? The cape drape??? Literally looks like he just teleported in after eavesdropping a conversation and is so proud of himself 😭 I love your style so much—it's so distinct and full of personality?? They genuinely look like they stepped off an ancient/comic papyrus scroll and started gossiping. And I LOVE IT. Thank you for taking the time to sketch them out omg 😭💛💛
from simp_0207
No because when I tell you I cackled—this is unholy. you read the assignment and said "I'm making this cursed AND gorgeous." the old pin-up girl ref?? the "Hermes probably" caption hovering in judgment?? the "A+ 10/10 would bang" rating in the corner like it's Rotten Tomatoes for hotness??? I'm losing it. and don’t get me started on MC. she looks like she KNOWS she just broke three hearts and is pretending it's an accident. that sun necklace?? the subtle body markings?? the "I'm just lounging here being divine and mildly disappointed" face??? Peak behavior. blessec thee for giving us thirst trap MC in all her mythical glory. 😌✨🔥
OH MY GODS. I'M—
YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW HARD I JUST GASPED. Because HELLO??? MC's mom looks EXACTLY how I pictured her in the chapter—I'm talking regal, elegant, beautiful in that quietly devastating way. The kind of beauty that doesn't ask for attention but commands it. She looks like she'd speak in soft tones but you’d still flinch. That face says "I have survived things that would end you." SHE IS PERFECT. The gold accents?? The soft expression while holding MC like she's precious but dangerous??? I'm losing it. Deadass straight from my brain to your canvas. And baby MC?? Those eyes. The gaze. The world-weary baby face that says "You're below me, peasants." I'm obsessed. NOW LET'S TALK ABOUT THE DAD 😭😭😭 Because I genuinely SCREAMED. Why does he look like he got lost on the way to a YouTube reaction thumbnail and just decided to stay??? "That's my wife gang" with the wild facial proportions and suspiciously European coloring—like PLEASE. I know in canon he's just Some Guy™️, but this?? This is so deeply unserious I couldn't stop laughing. You drew the mother like she commands nations, and then dropped this walking sketch comedy filter next to her like "yes, this is the man she chose." Iconic. Historic. MC is fighting for her life between these bloodlines.
you really hit me with the before and after of MC's death and resurrection arc and I am... not okay actually. the contrast??? The way it's the same face, same green eyes—but one is hope and softness and quiet promise, and the other is smeared with blood and so, so tired, still looking up like "I'm gonna survive this too." And the quote—"A chemical reaction... One day, I am gonna grow wings"—no you don't understand I'm actually sobbing. it's poetic. It's cinematic. It feels like looking at your own ghost and telling her "get up, girl, the story isn't done yet." you continue to emotionally body me and I love you for it. it's haunting and healing all at once 🥹🪽
you really said "lemme casually change the course of history" and dropped THIS. 176 layers. 3+ hours. the dedication. the suffering. the Naiadussy that got poured into this. I’m actually in awe. also? I'm not even gonna lie, I am so unbelievably obsessed with how you draw MC. I don't know if it's bias or divine revelation, but the hair?? the nervous expression?? the softness?? it's giving "sacred lamb sacrificed to the whims of bored immortals." it's giving "why are my shoulders bare and why is that nymph holding a towel like it's a weapon." It's giving Canon™. and the NYMPHS. each one of them has a whole backstory. like I know for a fact some of them commit tax fraud on the weekends and Apollo just lets it slide. they've got VIBES. they've got PRESENCE. one of them is holding an entire sandwich—I MEAN TOWEL (I was hungry okay)—and I feel like she's about to judge me into another plane of existence. anyway. I'm unwell. this is getting printed and laminated and posted in every divine hallway of this fic's Olympus. thank you again @simp_0207—you made my whole month 🥹💖
Notes:
A/N : idk y'all i think y'all gonna enjoy the isekai fic lololo my sis and i are having a blast talkin about it--- and yes, godly things!mc will be a love interest in the isekai fic. idk how imma doing it but goddamit imma do it lolol but speaking of being excited etc/i just wanted to be real for a sec—i just wanna say i genuinely appreciate every single piece of fanart i get. even if it takes me like 11 years to respond properly 😭💀 y'all don't understand how much these mean to me. like... I've been getting art since last year and i still get blown away every single time. what really gets me tho??? watching some of y'all GROW?? like the improvement??? the stylistic shifts??? the little details that weren't there before that suddenly are now??? it's like watching my lil babies turn into full-grown gods 😭😭 idk maybe i'm just emotional but it makes me wanna CRY fr. so if you ever sent me something—just know imma cherish it, scream over it, and post it EVERYWHERE. and just know i WILL flex that I got art from y'all BEFORE you blew up. i will point at it in the future like "yeah. that's mine. i was there." 🫡✨ thank you for blessing my silly mythy stories with your talent <3
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Chapter 80: 57 ┃ 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐞𝐝, 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞
Notes:
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You managed to slip away.
It wasn't easy.
Apparently, Hermes had arrived.
And according to the frantic shouts echoing down Apollo's corridors, he'd come after hearing you were on Olympus.
You weren't supposed to be seen yet. Not by the other gods.
Not by him.
Apollo had gone tense as soon as the winged god arrived. His smile never broke, but the air changed. You felt it. His grip on your waist had stiffened, and when Hermes' laughter echoed from the hall, Apollo turned, murmuring low to a handful of his attending nymphs.
"Take her," he'd said through his teeth, voice tight with fury, "somewhere he won't find her. Anywhere."
You hadn't been asked, and you hadn't resisted.
The nymphs had whisked you through a maze of corridors, singing nonsense to mask the sound of their footsteps, until you lost count of the turns. You tried to ask where they were taking you, but they giggled instead of answering.
And somewhere along the way... you lost them.
You didn't mean to.
One turned left. The other vanished behind a curtain. The third darted up a spiraling stair, and when you tried to follow—they were gone.
And that's how you ended up here, standing at the mouth of a place that pulsed with heat and breath and sound.
A forge.
A cave-temple tucked deep into Olympus' bones—one that smelled like scorched metal, citrus peels, and steam. The air shimmered with heat that came in waves, not violent, but constant. You stepped forward slowly, the soles of your shoes whispering across black stone streaked with gold veins. The walls pulsed with a low hum, like the mountain itself was exhaling.
It was dim here—soot-dim, ember-dim. The kind of light that never turned full, just glowed.
And gods, it sang.
Not with lyrics. Not with harps or choirs. But with the sound of flame licking iron. With bellows that breathed and gears that groaned. The rhythm of pressure and release. The language of shaping things that last.
You moved carefully, watching as clockwork arms shifted from the shadows—presses, hammers, tongs, all forged into the cave walls themselves. The scent of hot bronze and bright lemon oil curled in the back of your throat.
And in the center of the forge—half-cooled and humming—a sword rested on a pedestal.
You didn't think, you just reached.
Your fingers brushed the hilt, and the sword sang a single, high-pitched note; it rang out—clear, steady, echoing through the cave, not loud, but felt—as if it recognized your touch. As if your skin remembered something it wasn't supposed to. The sword vibrated once beneath your palm, and you swore it leaned into you.
You pulled your hand back slowly, and the forge pulsed with light.
Because whatever this place was—whatever god had shaped it—
It felt you.
Divine-touched.
Unmarked.
But not unmade.
And then—
A voice.
Deep. Rough. Slow as smoke rolling over dying coals.
"Well now," it drawled from somewhere behind the machinery, low and amused. "You look a little lost."
You spun, your heart shot into your throat.
There—emerging from the shadows—was something massive.
You took a step back before your mind even told you to.
The forge shifted around him as he approached—gears creaking, embers flaring, shadows peeling away like they knew to make room.
He stepped into the low light—
And gods.
He was huge.
At least twice the size of Ares—and that alone was saying something. His frame took up space like a statue carved to intimidate. Shoulders broad enough to block out the glow of the forge behind him. Arms like pillars. A chest so broad you swore the forge-light warped around it. His presence pressed into your skin, not cruelly—but inescapably. Like the weight of history.
He could've stepped over you without trying.
But it wasn't just size.
It was presence.
Like gravity had wrapped itself around his spine.
His skin was darker than Ares', bronzed and kissed by heat. Not scarred from blades, but singed from something older—embers and flame. Faint burn marks danced along his arms and jaw, kissed into him like paint strokes from a fire that loved him too much to hurt.
And his hair—thick. Wavy. Copper-dark, like metal left out in rain. It fell heavy across his back and curled near his jaw, lit from behind by forge-light, making him look carved from both ore and smoke.
He looked like Ares.
But wasn't.
There was no war-lust in his grin.
No battlefield swagger.
Only the steady amusement of someone who'd watched gods break things for centuries... and been the one to fix them.
His molten eyes slid over you—not predatory, not hungry. Not warm.
Just curious.
Your mouth hung open. No words came.
Still, you didn't move.
Couldn't.
Then—he snorted. The sound was low, rough—like gravel scraped across metal. Without waiting for you to speak, he limped past.
That was the first thing you noticed.
The limp.
Subtle, but real.
His left leg dragged slightly. The motion shifted his balance with every step—less graceful than the gods you'd seen before. But grounded. Real. He leaned heavily on a thick, forged-looking cane—iron or obsidian or something else—and dragged the pointed base with him.
Scrraaaaape.
You winced as the sound echoed through the cavern.
He muttered something under his breath. "Always the same. Always touch the damn sword first..."
He passed you like you weren't even there.
Not out of malice, but as if you would be there. Like you were just another part of the forge now—something to be expected.
He stopped by the long stone bench you'd been near before. The same one where the sword had sung beneath your hand.
His hand—massive, burned, deliberate—reached down and picked it up.
Easily.
Like it weighed nothing.
He turned—limping, dragging the cane again—and made his way to a wide, open flame glowing in a hollow near the back wall. The fire burned blue at the center, shifting to red along the edges. Hot enough to hum. Ancient enough to feel alive.
He didn't hesitate.
He plunged the sword into it.
Not fast.
Not violently.
Just... firmly.
Like he was returning it.
The fire shuddered.
And the sword disappeared into it like it had always belonged there.
That—that broke you out of it.
The trance. The weight. The silence.
You blinked hard, like it might shake the soot from your throat. Your mouth opened before your mind caught up. "I—I'm sorry," you blurted, the words tripping over each other. "I didn't mean to—I wasn't trying to—gods, I didn't know anyone was here, I wasn't trying to touch anything, I just—"
The man paused.
He didn't look up right away.
Just stilled. Let the cane rest against the stone edge of the forge. Let the sword burn quiet in the flame.
Then slowly—slowly—he turned to face you.
His molten eyes met yours.
Not sharp.
Not angry.
Just... tired.
Worn smooth like riverstone.
He looked at you for a long moment, then let out a breath. Not a sigh of exasperation. More like a release of heat he'd been holding for too long.
"No worries," he rumbled. "No one comes to bother me anyway."
You didn't know what to say.
You just stood there, heart pounding like you'd been caught stealing fire from the gods.
The man's massive hands adjusted the thick leather strap at his waist. The blacksmith's apron he wore was marked with burns, soot, ash—each one older than youd ever be. He gave a one-shouldered shrug.
"I'm Hephaestus," he said simply, like it didn't mean anything.
But it did.
You blinked, mouth parting in a breathless, stunned echo.
"Hephaestus?" you repeated, voice cracking slightly. "As in... the Hephaestus? The god of fire? Of... of forging? Of—"
Your words trailed off.
Because what came next? Of flame? Of volcanoes? Of divine rejection? Of being cast from Olympus before you could walk? It all felt too heavy, too strange, too personal to speak aloud.
The god turned slightly at the sound of your voice.
And for a brief, flickering second—you swore he looked surprised.
Not proud. Not smug. Just... quietly surprised that you knew who he was.
But then—he scoffed. The sound was more breath than laughter. Like the air was too tired to carry anything more.
"Yeah," he muttered, dragging the sword from the flames, the metal hissing like a living thing. "That Hephaestus. Lucky you."
His tone wasn't sharp, but it wasn't warm either.
It was clipped. Flat.
Like your awe had poked at something brittle in him, and he'd learned long ago to wave it off before it could sting too deep.
He gripped the cooling sword tighter, then gave the tongs a short clink against the edge of the anvil. "Don't get too starstruck," he added under his breath. "I'm the only god who gets left off the golden statues."
Your mouth opened again—but you didn't speak.
There was something in his voice. Not bitterness exactly. Just a kind of tiredness. Like he'd long since stopped expecting anyone to look at him with anything but surprise or discomfort.
The forge fell into silence again.
Save for the low hum of flame and the shifting of steel.
You stayed where you were, unsure, until a few beats passed and he didn't tell you to leave. Didn't look at you again. Just focused on the sword—turning it, testing the edge, heat still curling around the blade like it missed being held.
So, you moved.
Slowly. Quietly.
You crept forward, step by step, until you were close enough to feel the warmth radiating off the fire. Close enough to see how the sweat clung to his arms, how his burn-scarred hands moved like music across metal. Deliberate. Fluid. No hesitance. No waste.
You didn't speak.
Just... watched.
And maybe it should've felt awkward. But honestly? You'd take this over where you'd been.
At least here, there were no poems about your smile. No hands cradling your face like prophecy. No golden-eyed god whispering about eternity.
Just fire.
And silence.
And a man too busy shaping steel to shape you.
So, you stood there, unmoving, until the heat from the forge had flushed your cheeks and your shoulders stopped trying to climb into your ears.
Then—finally—Hephaestus paused.
He set the sword down on a rack of black stone, let his tongs fall with a heavy thunk, and turned his head just enough to see you out the corner of his eye.
His voice was dry.
"What're you still doing here?"
You blinked. "I—uh..." You scrambled. "S-Sorry if I'm being annoying. I was just walking around and ended up here. I mean, not intentionally I just didn't want to go back to A—" You paused. Swallowed. "Back where I was."
He watched you for a beat longer.
You cleared your throat and finished quietly, "Your forge is... peaceful?"
He didn't smile.
Didn't frown either.
Just grunted and turned back to the fire.
You weren't sure if that meant you were welcome, but he hadn't thrown you out, so you stayed.
And after a moment—gathering a sliver of courage from the quiet—you said softly, "What are you making?"
Hephaestus went still.
Only a second, but you felt it.
Like he wasn't used to being asked. Like the question tugged at something half-healed.
"...Fixing," he muttered at last, bending to inspect the glowing edge. "Not making."
You waited.
He spit into the coals, a sharp hiss flaring up.
"Ares' damn sword."
The name came out like a coal kicked underfoot—sharp, hot, and bitter.
You didn't know what to say to that, but you had the sudden, strange thought:
This god—this mountain-sized, ember-lit force—was maybe lonelier than you.
And so that's how you spent the next few hours.
You didn't sit. Not really. There wasn't a place for that, and something told you it wouldn't have mattered anyway. The forge moved around Hephaestus like breath around lungs—everything bent toward him, fed from him, was him.
You stayed near. Close enough to feel the hum of heat, far enough to not be in the way.
And sometimes... you spoke.
Not much.
Just a question here or there.
Things like "What's that tool for?" "Why does the flame shift blue when it's hot?" "Is that bronze or something else?"
He answered. Gruff, blunt, and half the time without even looking at you—but he answered.
He called metal "stubborn" and wind "moody," said steel was better than silver because "at least steel doesn't lie to you."
You didn't understand all of it, but you listened.
He noticed that too.
Eventually, he moved on from Ares' sword—set it on a stand near the cooling wall and began gathering new materials. You watched him shuffle through drawers and bins full of ore and bone, odd glowing crystals, broken chains, soft cloth. He tossed them into a large shallow dish like he already knew what they'd become.
Then, without turning. "Hand me that hammer."
You blinked. "...Which hammer?"
His hand reached behind him—open, expectant.
You scrambled, glancing at the rack until you found the right one. It was slightly curved at the edge, marked with sigils that pulsed faintly when you touched them.
You placed it in his palm.
He didn't thank you, just grunted.
But that felt like more.
And then—just when the moment had gone soft again—he paused mid-movement.
Turned his head toward you, eyes narrowed.
"Tell me," he said flatly, "you weren't sent here to spy on me... were you?"
Your breath hitched. "What? N-No! I wouldn't—I didn't even know where I was going—I got separated from the nymphs and then—"
You stopped when he snorted.
A deep, rough chuckle rolled out of his chest, catching on soot and smoke.
"You should've seen your face," he said, lips curling slightly beneath his copper beard. "Gods. Thought you were about to bolt out the coals."
You flushed hot. "That... wasn't funny."
"Was a little funny."
He smirked—just briefly—and then went back to sorting his metals like nothing happened.
But something had.
You'd made him laugh.
A real one, too. Rough, short, scraped like gravel—but real. Not mocking. Not performative. Just a small sound carved from soot and surprise.
And it stayed with you.
You didn't say anything else. Didn't try to make another joke. You just let the warmth of it settle beside the heat of the forge.
But after a while, your gaze drifted back toward the weapon.
Ares' sword still rested near the edge of the coals—cooling, humming faintly, like it hadn't quite decided whether to sleep or scream.
You found yourself walking toward it slowly. Careful. Drawn.
The closer you got, the more you noticed it wasn't just a sword.
It was... loud.
Even at rest.
Not literally. Not with sound.
But with presence.
The edges were jagged in places—serrated not out of need but design. The metal was dark, almost black, but glinted red whenever the light caught it. Like it was always bleeding.
You tilted your head, gaze narrowing.
"It doesn't seem like it belongs here," you murmured, voice soft, almost reluctant. "Too angry. Too... loud."
Behind you, Hephaestus didn't stop working.
But he scoffed.
Low. Dry. Without looking up.
"That one only swings what he's told to," he muttered, hammering something glowing back into shape. "Even when it comes to who he kisses."
The words sat there in the heat, echoing off the stone like the aftersound of a hammer strike.
At first, you didn't react.
You just stood still—your gaze on Ares' weapon, but your thoughts... drifting.
Rising from somewhere deep in the back of your mind.
Myths. Half-remembered stories. Things whispered in candlelight by nursemaids and gossiped in temple halls. Of her—the goddess of love. Of him—the god of war. And the husband caught between them.
You remembered the tale now.
Not in full. Not clearly.
But you remembered enough.
The laughter of the other gods when the net dropped.
The way it was spun as comedy.
Not tragedy.
Even when it was.
Your mind flickered—unbidden—back to the banquet, to the first time you saw Ares. How he smiled with all his teeth. How Athena had mentioned her name when he got to handsy with you. How he sweetly called her "Dite."
Like it meant something.
Like it meant her.
You licked your lips, hesitating, then turned toward Hephaestus.
He was still hammering—methodical, even—but there was a slight hitch to the rhythm now. A pause too long. A beat too sharp.
You cleared your throat.
"Is it true..." you began, voice tentative, "what people say about him... and Aphrodite?"
The hammer paused mid-air.
You added quickly, "I mean—I only ask because the stories I grew up hearing, they always said you and she were—" you winced, "married?"
You swallowed.
"And that... the two of them—her and Ares—I just never knew what was real."
Silence.
The kind that made you want to take it back.
But then Hephaestus exhaled. Slow. Like bellows cooling too fast.
"The stories were real," he said. "And then they weren't."
He set the hammer down with a heavy clink, the metal cooling in a small hiss.
Then he laughed.
A low sound.
But it wasn't warm.
It came out rough, hollow, like a breath scraped across broken stone. And there was something else inside it—bitterness. Weariness. Like a splinter he'd never pulled out.
"And now, after all this time. You're telling me," he said, wiping the sweat from his brow with the back of one scarred wrist, "people still think we're married?"
He chuckled again—sharper this time, like a bark from deep in his chest. "That's rich. Gods, that's new."
You blinked, unsure how to respond.
He didn't wait for you to.
"And let me guess," he muttered, reaching for a set of cooled tongs, "the story's all about how Ares and Aphrodite were fated. Star-crossed. Couldn't help themselves."
He snorted. Spat to the side.
"A cheating scandal gets dressed up like a damn love story. That's Olympus for you."
Your brows furrowed, pulse ticking at your throat.
"So..." you started carefully, "you're not—"
"No," he said flatly, cutting you off. "Haven't been for centuries. Not since she got caught under one of my traps with him." He gestured loosely, not needing to say the name. "Whole damn pantheon watching. Caught like animals. Bed still warm."
You felt your stomach tighten.
"And what happened?" you asked quietly. "After?"
Hephaestus shrugged, but it wasn't casual. His shoulders rolled like they were carrying something heavy.
"I walked," he said simply. "Dissolved the vows. Let her go. Told Zeus if anyone else wanted her, they could take her. And someone did."
His gaze flicked to the sword again.
You followed it.
"They made it sound tragic," he added after a beat. "Two lovers caught, kept apart. One poor husband standing in the way."
You swallowed.
"But it wasn't tragic," he said, voice quieter now. "It was disrespect."
You said nothing.
Because there was nothing you could say.
Only the hum of the forge and the slow, steady clench of his jaw.
Then he gave another dry laugh. "Funny thing is," he muttered, "no one likes a clean ending. So they left that part out. Kept the myth where it stung more."
"Because people love a tragedy?" you offered.
He didn't look at you, but you felt the corner of his mouth twitch.
"They do," he said. "Especially when it's not theirs."
You didn't mean to look the way you did, but something must've shown on your face.
Maybe it was in the small frown tugging at your lips, or the way your eyes lingered on his hands a second too long—watching the rough knuckles and fire-blackened fingers move with quiet purpose, even as his voice dulled to something hoarse.
Because when Hephaestus glanced your way again—really looked at you—his brow furrowed, and the muscles in his jaw ticked.
And then, flatly. "Don't."
You blinked. "What?"
"Don't pity me," he said. "I don't want it."
There was no anger in his voice. Just steel. A forge-cold kind. Tempered. Sharpened by repetition.
You opened your mouth—then shut it.
He turned back to the embers, stirring something in the coals, but his words still carried across the heat.
"I knew what it was," he said. "Our marriage."
You didn't move.
"They said it was for unity. Peace. Said putting her with me made sense—kept her off the battlefield, away from the ones who might fight over her."
He pulled a hot ingot from the flames, set it on the anvil. The clang of metal against stone rang once. Then again.
"Safe," he murmured. "That's what they called it—me. Safe."
The word curled bitter in his mouth.
"It was easy to throw the goddess of love at the ugliest god in the room. No one would question it. No rivalries. No jealousies. No stakes."
He didn't look at you.
Didn't need to.
"Just one big joke no one said out loud."
You swallowed hard.
Because you didn't see a god right then.
You saw a man.
Standing in the middle of his own fire.
And still getting burned.
You shifted on your feet.
The words felt like they hung in the air, like soot that hadn't landed yet, but you didn't stay quiet this time.
You stepped forward, just slightly—close enough for the firelight to catch on your cheek, for your voice to reach without needing to rise. "I wasn't pitying you."
Hephaestus didn't look at you.
Didn't stop working.
So you kept going.
"I'm not sorry for you. I just..." Your fingers curled slightly at your sides. "I... I understand what it's like... To be chosen for someone else's convenience... To be picked—not because of who you are—but because of what it would solve."
That made him pause.
Just a breath.
You drew in one of your own. "No one wants to be a placeholder," you said. "No one wants to be told, you'll do."
Your voice didn't shake, but something inside you did.
You thought of the prophecy.
Of being Apollo's muse before you even had breath.
Of your name being stitched into place, not because you were meant—but because someone powerful decided they couldn't stand the silence anymore.
You looked at Hephaestus, his broad back half-turned to you, the orange glow lighting the edge of his jaw.
"I'm not pitying you," you said again. "I'm... just tired of being rewritten."
The forge was quiet for a long time. Only the low hum of the flame remained, as if even it were holding its breath.
Then—finally—Hephaestus looked over his shoulder. His expression had changed. The roughness was still there. But it was tempered now.
Softened.
And maybe a little surprised.
He studied you. Then—quietly, and just once—he smiled. Not a grin. Not a smirk. Just a small, genuine smile.
And then he turned back to the metal, the tools, the fire.
Back to work.
But something had shifted.
The air wasn't heavy anymore.
The space between you was no longer thick with old wounds or wary glances.
It felt warm.
Whole.
Like the last bridge had been laid. The last block lifted.
And you weren't standing at the edge of someone else's pain anymore.
You were standing beside it.
Hephaestus warmed to you the way iron did—gradually, deliberately. Not with flattery or open arms, but with space. With trust. He didn't look at you often, but when he did, it was less guarded now. Less like you were something unexpected in his forge—and more like you were meant to be here.
Eventually, he asked. Casual. Offhand. Like it didn't matter, even though it did.
"So," he grunted, adjusting the grip on a thick pair of tongs, "how long've you known about your prophecy?"
You blinked. The word landed like a dropped stone in your chest.
"My what?"
The fire god glanced at you, then snorted.
"You think I don't know?" he said, sliding a piece of gold into a heat dish. "You think anyone on Olympus doesn't?"
You stared.
He grunted again. "When Apollo starts writing again after centuries of sulking and blowing holes through the sun's schedule, people notice."
Your breath caught.
"Hyacinthus' death..." he went on, quieter now, voice coated in smoke and memory. "It nearly broke him. Light was off for weeks. Couldn't even keep the fire gods steady. We had temples freezing at dawn. His temples."
He wiped sweat from his brow with a wrist.
"And then—suddenly—he's building again. Playing again. Naming stars. All because a new name was whispered at Delphi..."
He looked at you.
Not with pity.
But with the worn patience of someone who's seen this pattern before.
"...You."
You didn't speak.
Not right away.
Because hearing it from him—someone outside Apollo's touch, someone who didn't dream you into being—
It felt different.
Like confirmation and dissection all at once.
Your chest tightened. You looked down at your hands. At the jewels hanging on your wrist. The sweat on your skin.
You breathed.
And then—harshly, before you could stop yourself—
"So I'm here because he got lonely."
The words tasted like iron, echoing louder than you expected. Sharp. Raw. Not just in the room, but in your own chest. You could feel your heartbeat in your teeth.
The moment stretched, smoke curling from the forge like it was listening.
But Hephaestus didn't flinch.
Didn't scold.
Didn't tell you to be grateful.
He just picked up his tongs, slowly rotated a cooling dagger, and asked—calmly, genuinely. "Why does it bother you so much?"
You looked at him. And something about his tone made you blink. Not angry. Not curious in that careless, divine way gods usually were. Just... honest.
"You're alive," he said, still focused on his work. "You're breathing. You exist. That's more than most get."
You swallowed, throat tight. "I know that," you whispered.
He didn't interrupt, and so, you kept going. Your voice cracking just slightly.
"I know I'm lucky. I know it shouldn't matter. But that's—that's what hurts the most."
He paused.
You stepped forward, your hands knotting into your sleeves. "I've learned so much. Survived so much. Felt so much. And now I can't stop wondering—was any of it ever really mine?"
The forge hissed.
Soft. Like a breath being held.
"If Apollo made me—wrote me into being—" your voice dropped to almost nothing, "then who's to say he didn't write everything else, too?"
You met Hephaestus' eyes, and they were steady. Deep. Lined with the kind of age you couldn't measure in years.
"Every choice I've made," you said. "Every time I thought I had control. What if it was already written? What if I've never been more than a... than a character in his grief?"
You didn't realize your hands were shaking.
Hephaestus studied you for a long moment.
And then—he exhaled.
"That," he muttered, "is something no god can answer."
He set the dagger down, wiped his hands on a soot-dusted cloth.
"We don't understand choice the way you do. Not really. Not like mortals do."
He turned to face you fully. And though his face was weathered, there was something kind in it. Something soft beneath all that fire-hardened iron.
"We have time... You have consequence."
You blinked.
He continued, voice low. "You feel what we don't. You ache in ways we never will. And that's what makes your pain... yours."
It should've helped.
But it didn't.
Not enough.
Not yet.
Because even after everything—after the visions, the songs, the scrolls, and the truth that still itched under your skin—you still felt stuck. Like a wheel spinning in mud. Like you were screaming in a soundproof room, knowing no one could hear how lost you really were.
And so, softly—brokenly—you asked. "Then what do I do?"
Your voice cracked. You didn't care.
Your eyes burned. You didn't blink it away.
"Will... Will I always feel like this?" you whispered. "Like I was made wrong? Like none of it is really mine?"
You looked at him—really looked.
Not at a god.
Not at a name carved into myth.
But at a man who had been rejected. Betrayed. Left behind and still burning.
Hephaestus didn't answer at first. He reached for a nearby rod of iron, turned it in the flame.
And then—quietly, simply. "You keep going."
You blinked. "That's it?" you asked. It came out small. Hollow.
He gave a grunt of a nod. "That's it."
The forge hissed again—low and steady.
"You keep going," he repeated. "You get up. You breathe. You walk forward. You put your hands on the world and shape what you can."
He glanced at you. "You might never stop wondering if your beginning was yours. But what you do with the middle? That's on you."
Your chest trembled.
He didn't stop.
"Do you think you're the first to feel this way?" he asked. "You think you're the only one who's ever looked at their life and said, I didn't choose this?"
He laughed—but not cruelly. Just tired. True.
"Mortals have asked the same question since the first one crawled out of clay and looked up at us. Why me? Why like this? The only thing that changes is what they do with the asking."
You didn't speak.
Couldn't.
The forge light pulsed gently between you—warm, not scorching.
And somehow, for the first time in a long time...
You finally felt like you understood.
Even if just a little.
Even if the ache was still there, tucked behind your ribs.
You weren't cursed.
You weren't broken.
You were becoming.
And maybe—just maybe—that was enough.
For now.
Hephaestus didn't say anything else. Just grunted under his breath and turned toward the far edge of the forge. You watched as he limped toward the water basin—deep, wide, and lined with thick blackstone. The steam hovering above it shimmered like a living thing.
He took the dagger he'd been shaping and dunked it in one clean, fluid motion. Steam burst into the air in a bright cloud. The scent of scorched oil and iron bloomed sharp through the room. Your eyes stung slightly, but you didn't look away.
He held it there for a moment, his hand steady even as the steam curled around his arm like vines. Then, satisfied, he let the dagger rest on the cooling rack, wiped his palms against his apron, and limped back toward the bench.
But instead of returning to the main anvil, he veered off.
Toward a small wall near the back—almost hidden behind a pile of worn leather and loose chainmail.
You tilted your head.
There, with a slow groan of old hinges, Hephaestus opened something—low, metal, reinforced like it had been shut for a long time.
A compartment.
The light that poured out of it wasn't from the forge.
It was golden.
Soft.
Alive.
You leaned forward instinctively, drawn by it.
He shuffled something inside—slowly, carefully. And when he turned around again, the light followed him.
Because in his hands—cupped like he was holding something sacred—was a headpiece.
Delicate. Intricate. Unlike anything you'd ever seen.
It shimmered like captured dusk. Forged with threads of glowing bronze and twisted copper, shaped into the form of curling waves and open laurel leaves. Gems the color of starlight and fire opals dotted its spine like silent stars.
It was beautiful.
Not loud. Not heavy.
Just true.
You didn't move as he came to stand before you.
"I made it for someone else," he said, voice low. Quiet.
Your eyes flicked to his face.
He wasn't looking at you.
He was looking down at the headpiece in his hands. And something in his expression—something tucked behind the beard and soot and broad shoulders—looked tired. Sad.
Wistful.
"I... I thought she'd wear it one day," he murmured. "...She never did."
He didn't say her name.
He didn't have to.
And then... he looked up and eld your gaze.
"I think it'll suit you better," Hephaestus said, his voice rough but sure. "If you'll wear it."
He raised the headpiece a little higher—silent now.
Not a command.
Not an expectation.
A question.
Will you take it?
Will you let yourself be crowned—not because of who made you, but because of who you've become?
You opened your mouth to speak.
To say you couldn't. That it wasn't right. That you weren't anyone worthy of something so carefully made. So clearly meant for someone else.
But you didn't.
Because the way he looked at you now—
Not like a muse.
Not like a prophecy.
Not like a placeholder or a puppet or a divine mistake—
But like a person.
It made the words stick in your throat.
So instead, you nodded.
Soft. But sure.
"Yes," you said.
He stepped closer. Slowly. Like you were something delicate.
You stood still—rooted in the heat and quiet of his forge—heart fluttering as he raised the crown.
His hands were huge, scarred, lined with soot. But his touch?
Careful.
One of those massive fingers brushed against your temple, moving a stray curl gently out of the way. Another grazed the back of your ear, plucking free one of the jeweled pins the nymphs had fastened earlier that morning.
You felt it fall with a quiet plink onto the floor.
You didn't look away.
Hephaestus cradled the headpiece in one hand, used the other to guide your face upward—his thumb resting just beside your cheekbone, not pressing, just... anchoring.
It struck you then, fully, how different this was from Ares' fire.
He was huge—easily twice your width at the shoulders, built like a mountain carved from fire and iron. Hands that could crush steel without effort. Arms thick with strength, shadowed in soot, lit with heat.
And yet—he touched you like you were made of glass. Like you weren't something to conquer or command—but to understand.
Not once did he grip. Not once did he hold too long.
He simply held.
Just enough.
Just there.
And gods—it was almost more than you could bear. Because where another god's fingers had once wrapped around your jaw like a claim—this?
This was a gift.
The crown didn't press against your skull when he set it down. It rested. Settled. Balanced. Like it had always been meant for you, just waiting for the right weight of your spine to carry it.
He brushed one final lock of hair from your forehead—flicked it gently behind your ear, and without a word, stepped back.
The forge light cast him in gold.
He looked at you once.
Twice.
And then, with a small, crooked smile—soft, almost proud—he murmured,
"Beautiful."
Then, as if the moment hadn't turned your entire chest inside out, he turned calmly back toward the basin, limping a little, wiping his hands on a thick cloth as he reached to retrieve his project from the cooling rack.
Like it was just another evening.
Like gifting you something sacred wasn't a big deal.
And somehow?
That made it feel even more precious.
Because he didn't do it to impress you.
He did it because he meant it.
While he turned back to the forge, you let yourself breathe. Really breathe.
Then, quietly, you wandered.
Your fingers trailed along the edge of a workbench, your steps soft on the stone until you came across a bronze shield mounted near the wall—dented around the edges, the surface worn from age and use. But the metal still caught light.
You tilted your head.
And then, slowly, leaned in.
Your reflection wavered, distorted ever so slightly in the curved bronze.
But still—there you were.
And for the first time... you didn't flinch.
The headpiece glinted softly across your brow, catching the warm forge-light and scattering it in quiet bursts across your skin. The shapes of it—the gentle metalwork, the open-laurel pattern—framed your face in a way that felt strange. Almost mythical.
The stones shimmered against your temple, bringing out colors you didn't usually see in your own eyes.
The gentle weight of the piece made your posture straighten without trying. Like you had to lift your chin. Like you deserved to.
Even your scars—those faint, silvery lines, the ones you always noticed first—somehow looked less... wrong. Less like damage. More like proof.
Proof that you'd made it here.
You turned your head slightly, watching how the firelight caught different angles.
Pretty.
You looked...
Pretty.
You hadn't felt that in a while.
Behind you, there was the soft clatter of metal against stone.
You turned—and found Hephaestus watching you from his station.
He didn't say anything.
Just smiled.
Small. Pleased. The corner of his mouth curling slightly behind his beard. Like watching you admire yourself was a kind of quiet reward he hadn't expected—but was glad to receive.
You stepped away from the shield and walked over to him, still gently running your fingers along the edges of the headpiece. You stopped a few feet from him, head tilted up slightly to meet his gaze.
"...Thank you," you said.
Your voice came out softer than you expected.
You swallowed, then added, "For... everything."
His brows lifted slightly, but he didn't speak.
"I... I know you didn't say much," you went on, "but still... you helped. A lot."
You looked at him fully then. The man who had made you feel less like a mistake and more like something shaped.
Not created. Not owned. Just... formed with care.
"So... thank you... Hephaestus," you finished.
Hephaestus was quiet for a long moment.
The forge flickered behind him. The blade he'd been shaping glowed faintly on the rack, pulsing orange in the corner of your vision.
Then, at last, he said softly—"You remind me of metalwork."
You blinked.
He didn't look at you when he said it. Just stared ahead, eyes on the coals, voice low and even. "Molded by pain. Stretched thin. Tempered."
He glanced at you then. Not with pity. But something almost like respect.
"Still shining..." he murmured. "...even after the burn."
You swallowed hard.
He turned back to his tools, shifting one with a slow scrape of iron. "Don't let them make you an ornament," he said, voice harder now. "Be a blade."
It knocked something loose in your chest.
You didn't even realize you'd whispered "Thank you" again until he glanced over with a small, brief nod—like that was enough.
Like nothing more needed to be said.
You smiled.
A little flustered.
A little overwhelmed.
All of it—just resting warm inside your ribs.
But then—
The forge changed.
Light burst through the ceiling.
Sharp. White-gold. Unwelcome.
You flinched as it splashed across the floor like spilled paint, casting long, twisting shadows behind every tool, every rack, every groove in the floor.
And then—his voice.
"Little muse~?"
It floated through the heat like a song half-sung, light and lilting and far too pleased with itself.
Your breath caught.
The heat of the forge—the soft, steady rhythm of hammer and flame—shattered in a blink.
Not by sound.
But by light.
A beat later, Apollo stepped into view—radiant, gleaming, haloed in sunlight like it bent to his will. He didn't walk so much as glide, like gravity itself had been told to be gentle. The brightness trailed him like a veil, golden and too pure for a place like this.
His sandals clicked softly against the stone.
Then he stopped at the mouth of the forge. And immediately he wrinkled his nose the way one might scowl at a mess in a room that wasn't theirs.
His eyes swept the space—at the metal, the soot-streaked walls, the scattered parts, and unfinished projects—and then landed on you. His face changed at once. Softened. Lit.
But when his gaze shifted again, settling on the god standing a few paces from you, it turned.
Tight.
Thin.
His smile stayed, but it no longer touched his eyes.
"Oh," Apollo said, voice dipping with mock surprise. "Brother. Still... hammering away in your little dungeon?"
He took a step forward.
Just one.
You felt it.
A shift in the air.
Like the sun itself had gotten sharper.
"I hope, you're not getting any ideas about my muse," he mused, his voice casual—too casual. "You've always been... fond of working with things that aren't yours. Especially inside a forge that reeks of rust and burnt failure."
You blinked.
Hephaestus didn't move. Didn't speak. He just turned another piece of scrap in his hand, quiet and unreadable.
Apollo's gaze lingered on him.
Then returned to you.
And that's when he smiled wider.
Cooler.
"But then again, why should I worry?" he said with a small chuckle. "My muse wouldn't have much use for a crippled old god."
The words hit like a slap.
So casual. So effortless.
So cruel.
Hephaestus didn't flinch.
But the silence that followed it—
It burned.
Apollo, unbothered, turned to you. His hand came up—elegant, golden, practiced. His fingers brushed along your cheek, then beneath your chin, tilting it up.
And that's when he blinked. Stilled. Brows furrowing slightly as his gaze caught something new.
The headpiece.
You stiffened instinctively.
Apollo's brow lifted. "Hm," he muttered. "Well. That's new." He stepped in closer, fingers trailing up toward it. "And this is...?"
You opened your mouth, lie ready on your tongue. "O-One of the nymphs must've—"
But before you could finish, Hephaestus spoke.
Gruff. Flat. Loud enough to carry.
"I gave it to her."
Apollo turned his head.
Slowly.
Hephaestus didn't stop working. He didn't even look up as he added, almost lazily, "It won't be a problem, will it, brother?"
A faint clang rang as he turned over a blade.
"I make things for everyone on Olympus," he said. "She's not special."
Hephaestus' voice was dry. But his eyes flicked to you once.
Just once.
You felt it.
Apollo didn't move for a moment, his jaw ticked, before his face pulled into a tight smile.
"Of course not," he said. Then—after a long, begrudging pause—he added, tone papery-thin "...It's beautiful."
He turned back to you, voice softening like honey over something sharp.
"It suits you," he said.
Then, lighter—almost teasing—
"I'll expect more of these when she's living here permanently, brother."
It sounded like ownership.
Before you could respond, he was already reaching for your hand.
"Come on," he said, voice slipping back into silk, hand wrapping around yours. "We've got so much more to see. I'm showing you the constellations next. Did you know I named one for your smile?"
Your fingers hesitated in his for half a breath.
But you followed.
You always did.
And as Apollo pulled you back into the light, you turned your head one last time, just before the forge slipped from view, and there—by the coals, framed in red and shadow—stood Hephaestus.
He wasn't smiling.
Not fully.
But his eyes were soft.
His shoulders steady.
And just before the sun swallowed you whole again, he raised one hand—and waved.
You waved back.
Quietly.
Gratefully.
And then the forge was gone.
And the heat that followed wasn't from flame, but from a god who thought you still belonged to him.
Notes:
A/N : lolo i wasn't even gon update today, but then i saw the news that that big ol' nottoway lousisana plantation burned down and i suddenly felt very... inspired to post lolo🔥🔥like??? the ancestors got tired of waiting on justice and said "nah, we'll do it ourselves." let it burn. LET 👏🏾 IT 👏🏾 BURN. makes it no better they had anabelle on a demon-tour, cuz for sure she was lurking in the French Quarter like 👁👄👁 "send the goons" and three seconds later the foundation started coughing. not a coincidence.
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He took you everywhere after that.
First, the constellation vault, just as he'd promised.
It was a place tucked just behind the western clouds, hidden in a bend of the sky like a secret tucked in his chest. He'd led you up a staircase carved from golden light, each step forming beneath your feet like it had been waiting. Then, with a snap of his fingers, the sky peeled open.
You'd gasped.
Stars bloomed all around you—huge, close, alive. They pulsed like hearts in the dark. One of them flickered pink when you blinked too long at it. Another hummed a low note that you felt more than heard. They weren't still. They moved, breathed, shifted like water, and glowed in impossible colors.
"Every one I named for you," he'd whispered into your ear, his arms draped loose around your waist. "Each a moment you made me feel something. I made them permanent so I'd never forget."
You didn't know what to say. So you didn't.
Then came the orchard of suns.
Then the garden of voices—where each flower sang your name in a different dialect of Ancient Delphic.
Then the quiet lake where your reflection always smiled back, even when you didn't.
He showed you everything. Every corner of Olympus he thought would make you soft again. Every secret he'd never shared. Every glittering monument built in your image before you even knew your own name.
And you...
You smiled when you had to.
You gasped when it felt safe.
You nodded and murmured, "It's beautiful,"
even when your throat felt too tight to speak.
Because it was beautiful, and that made it worse.
Currently, the two of you were in a small pocket valley where he kept his golden lambs.
They were... strange.
Beautiful. Soft. Quiet.
No taller than your calf, each one with fur like molten coin—rich, liquid gold that shimmered like it could melt beneath your fingers. Their eyes were pure white. No pupils. No light. Just blank and glowing, like moonlight through parchment.
"They used to be people," Apollo had said softly, crouching beside one and brushing its ears back. "The most devoted mortals who worshipped me with all they had. Gave their songs, their souls, their last breaths to my name. I didn't want their prayers to go in vain, so I gave them a peace that'll churn forever under my care."
The lamb had leaned into his touch like it didn't know anything else. Like it didn't remember being human.
You had crouched beside another one, your hand hovering above its back.
You didn't touch it.
You couldn't.
Because something about it—something deep in your gut—told you that if you laid a hand on it, you'd feel nothing back.
And you didn't want to know what that kind of silence felt like.
Apollo watched you for a moment. Then stood, brushed off his hands, and held out his hand. Wordlessly, you grasped it and the two of you began walking once more.
You thought, after all that, he'd finally take you back to his palace.
Back to the sun-drenched bedchamber with gold-threaded curtains and honey-sweet wine. Back to the place where his voice sang lullabies to walls that remembered you. Back to the shrine of sound he'd made in your name.
But instead, he turned toward the tallest palace at the edge of Olympus.
Not his.
Bigger.
Taller.
Sharp white marble. Black stone veins. Pillars like tree trunks. Lightning carved into the goldwork. The kind of place that made the air hold still.
You blinked. "...That's not your palace," you said carefully.
He smiled. "No."
You stopped walking. "...Then where are we going?"
Apollo didn't answer at first.
Just squeezed your hand gently and tilted his head with a soft, knowing coo. "Wait and see, my muse~"
His voice was honey again, but it stuck in your throat like it was trying to trap you.
So you walked. Slowly. Careful. Into the light spilling from the tallest doors Olympus had ever built.
And still—you followed.
Because you had to.
Because you needed to know what waited behind those doors.
Because this time, the story didn't feel like it was just being written.
It felt like it was closing in.
And you weren't sure anymore who you were playing or what ending he'd already planned for you.
.☆.
.✩.
.☆.
You didn't ask again.
Not where you were going. Not why you weren't turning back. Not what this had to do with the lambs or the stars or the way he looked at you like you were already home.
You didn't ask—just let him lead. Your hand stayed tucked in his, warm and easy, but your steps started to slow. Something in your chest—tight. Off. Like a heartbeat pulled too far forward.
At first you thought it was just the walk. The long day. The sun still trailing down your back like it couldn't bear to let you go. But the closer you got to the palace at the end of the path—the taller one, the gleaming one, the one that touched the sky—your heart picked up.
Not in awe. Not even in fear. Just... instinct.
You didn't know why. Couldn't name it. But your fingers twitched where they met his, and your throat stayed dry no matter how many times you swallowed.
Apollo didn't seem to notice. Or maybe he did and chose not to say anything. He was smiling. Still. Like he had a secret. Like this was the moment he'd been building toward from the start.
And then—you were there.
The doors were huge. Not golden-painted. Golden. Pure. So tall you had to crane your neck just to see the top. They shimmered without movement. No handle. No hinges. Just sealed power in the shape of a gate. And before you could even ask if someone would open them, they did.
Not by touch. Not by force. Just... opened. Quietly. As if the building itself had been listening for him.
They didn't creak. Didn't groan. They moved like light.
And when they parted, you stepped into power.
Not the kind Apollo carried in his laughter or the way Artemis turned her head before she spoke. This was older. Heavier. The kind that didn't ask to be felt. The kind that had already decided it was owed your breath.
The halls inside were carved from marble and light. Cold, clean, too perfect. The floor gleamed so sharp it made your reflection look wrong. The air smelled like lightning and incense—like something holy and burnt.
You blinked. Then again. Because the walls weren't plain.
They told stories.
Every step, another scene.
Zeus, carved in stone and gold, holding newborn Athena in his arms—her eyes open, her body fresh from the split in his skull. He looked proud. Triumphant. As if pain had been worth the daughter.
Then another. Zeus towering over a crumbling mountain, thunder locked in his grip, Cronus half-buried beneath his foot. The sky behind him cracked open in light. The titans fell in every direction, mouths stretched open in silent screams.
Another. Zeus crowned, seated, eyes looking down from the throne with his brothers at his sides. Poseidon with his trident. Hades wreathed in shadow. All carved smaller. All looking up.
Every panel bled into the next. Victory after victory. Power after power. No softness. No love. Just a god who had taken the sky and decided it was his.
You didn't speak.
Neither did Apollo.
The two of you walked in silence—past high, spiraling halls etched with runes that glowed faintly as you passed, past columns wrapped in flickering murals that moved if you looked at them too long, past nymphs who skittered out of view the second your eyes met theirs. They were fast. Quiet. Like shadows in silk.
The deeper you went, the quieter it got.
Your sandals clicked softly against the marble.
The air began to change.
It shimmered. Grew heavier. Not hot. Not choking. But charged. Like standing in the air just before a storm cracked the sky. Like your bones could feel it before your skin did.
And then you stopped.
Apollo brought you to the final doors.
They stood taller than the first.
Solid gold. Untouched. Polished like mirrors, but you couldn't see yourself in them. Just light. Too much of it. Etched into their surface were swirling storm clouds, sharp-edged bolts of lightning, a tree split down the middle, a chalice overflowing.
He let go of your hand. Just gently.
You looked up at him. He was already smiling.
Like this was it.
Whatever "it" was.
You opened your mouth to ask. To say his name. To stop whatever this was about to become—but Apollo was already moving.
His hand lifted before you could flinch, cupping the side of your face like he'd done it a thousand times before. His thumb brushed softly along your cheek, slow and warm, the way someone might calm a skittish animal.
"Shh," he hummed, voice so low it barely stirred the air between you.
Your breath hitched.
He leaned down, tipping your chin up with two fingers, slow and sure, like he was easing you into place. His face brushed close—too close—his nose skimming along the line of your cheek, then the other side, barely missing your mouth.
"Tonight," he whispered, lips ghosting the edge of your skin, "is going to be a very special night..."
You froze.
His next words poured warm into your ear, rich and soft like sunlight in a cup.
"And I hope you'll enjoy it just as much as I will."
Then—a kiss.
Quick.
Too quick.
Right at the corner of your mouth.
Not quite your cheek. Not quite your lips. Just enough to make your body stutter in place.
You didn't move, because everything inside you split down the middle.
Part of you flinched—wanted to shove him back, to wipe that look off his face, to scream what in Hades are you doing and who do you think I am and stop pretending this is love when it's a stage you built for yourself.
But the other part—the part you hated more—just... preened.
Beneath his fingers, your skin warmed. Your breath fluttered. That aching, needy part of your heart leaned into it, greedy for attention, even when it was wrong. Even when it was dangerous. Even when it came from him.
You hated it.
And still, your chest stayed open, like a door half-cracked and waiting.
And then—light.
The doors opened.
Blinding.
White-gold poured into the hallway like the sky cracked open behind it. You gasped, instinctively raising a hand, eyes narrowing against the sudden glare.
And with the light came sound.
A rush of it—music, voices, clinking goblets, a chorus you couldn't understand layered with laughter and distant bells. Every note hit at once, like a festival had erupted just past the threshold, too loud to name, too thick to breathe.
You staggered back a half step, your senses scrambling to catch up, and Apollo grabbed your hand.
He squeezed once. Tight. His smile still bright as ever.
"Come," he said cheerfully, tugging you forward like this was a party and not something with a heartbeat already echoing down your spine.
You stumbled once, caught yourself, and stepped through the threshold.
Right into the light.
Laughter, flutes, clapping, music, talking over music, glasses tapping over it all. It was too much.
Too loud.
Too bright.
Too perfect.
Your feet landed on polished marble streaked with gold and something too smooth to be real. The room opened in every direction, wide and gleaming—a massive feast hall, high-ceilinged and candlelit, though the air shimmered with a light that couldn't possibly come from flame.
Everything glowed. Everything pulsed. Everything shimmered like a dream just starting to unravel.
The long table in the center stretched so far it vanished in haze. Food spilled across it in wild color—bowls of fruit so ripe they glittered, meats still steaming, plates of glistening fish wrapped in fig leaves, tiny golden pastries stacked in spirals. Goblets floated from hand to hand. Wine poured itself.
Nymphs in gauze-thin robes moved between chairs, twirling and weaving as they went, some dancing midair, others trailing flower petals in their wake. One smiled at you in passing, slow and sweet, like she knew something you didn't. Like they all did.
But none of it compared to the gods.
They lounged across the space like the room was made for them.
Some reclined on velvet benches, some perched half-casual in golden seats, others sprawled across thick cushions near the head of the table, their laughter curling like smoke. Their bodies shimmered differently than the rest—like reality had been wrapped around them too loosely. Limbs too long. Skin too smooth. Eyes too old.
You saw one sitting with grapes in one hand, gesturing wildly as a few nymphs giggled around his ankles. Then another, regal and unreadable, head tilted as she listened to someone speak. You couldn't even place all of them. The room didn't stop moving long enough to count.
But one—
One you knew right away.
Artemis.
She sat near the far end, leaning against a low curve of white marble, legs tucked to one side as she spoke quietly to a woman beside her. The other goddess—tall, sharp, wrapped in a sea-colored silk—tilted her head in return, brushing silver hair from her temple as she listened.
You didn't know her name.
But Artemis?
She saw you the moment you saw her.
Her face didn't shift much—just her eyes, just her jaw. But something behind her gaze clicked sharper. Not cruel. Not warm.
Just watchful.
You barely had a moment to blink before Apollo was tugging your hand again.
"Come," he said, grinning. "Let's say hello."
You didn't move at first. Not on your own. Your feet stayed rooted in place while your eyes swept the room again—trying to make sense of it, to breathe it in.
But then Apollo stepped forward.
And you followed.
Still clutching his hand like it could anchor you, even when the light had already pulled you too far in.
You barely had time to find your footing again before the room noticed you. Not all at once, not in some grand hush—but slowly. In waves. A few heads turned first—minor gods and lesser deities, perched lazily across velvet lounges and ivory steps. Their eyes flicked to Apollo like he was the sun finally showing up to his own party. Smiles spread. Goblets lifted. Nods passed from mouth to mouth like wine.
"Apollo," someone greeted softly, laughter curling at the end like smoke.
"Always late," another teased.
But none of it was angry. Just... delighted. Familiar.
And then, the eyes found you.
Not in the same way.
They looked. Blinked. Tilted their heads just slightly. Like they were trying to figure something out. A few lingered longer than others, their gazes crawling up from your feet to your shoulders, pausing where the headpiece Hephaestus gave you caught the light. Then—quietly—they looked away.
Back to their cups. Their plates. Their companions.
Back into the glittering chaos of this myth-soaked celebration.
The nymphs were the worst.
Dozens of them moved through the space like petals on wind, barefoot and dripping with perfume. And when they saw Apollo, they flocked—sweet voices calling his name, arms grazing his shoulders as they passed. They didn't touch for long, didn't dare. But they smiled. Whispered. Giggled.
A few glanced at you while doing it.
One tilted her head just enough to catch your expression before twirling off again, hair glinting gold.
Apollo didn't stop walking, didn't slow, either.
He just squeezed your hand like he didn't notice.
But you knew he did.
When the two of you finally reached the raised curve of the dais where Artemis had been sitting, the goddess was already rising to her feet. She moved with quiet command—smooth and effortless. The woman beside her had already vanished, slipping into the fold of the crowd so quickly it almost didn't seem real. Like she'd never been there at all.
Artemis watched your approach in silence. She didn't smile. She didnt frown. Just watched. Her expression unreadable.
Apollo gave her a bright grin, tugging you just a little closer to his side as if presenting you. "Sister," he greeted warmly, then glanced around the empty seat beside her with a small, thoughtful hum. "You haven't seen Father, have you?"
He looked past her, scanning the room casually, like Zeus might just appear between goblets and platters, humming with thunder and divine charm.
Artemis raised a brow. "I'm sure he's busy," she said dryly, folding her arms. "Probably caught up with whatever has most recently stirred his loins."
Apollo chuckled at that, soft and amused. "You say that like it narrows anything down."
"It doesn't," Artemis replied. "But you asked."
Your eyes flicked between them, heart thudding in your chest. The way they spoke—so casual, so calm—it didn't match the thrum beneath your skin. Like none of this was real, and yet too real all at once. Like you were standing inside a painting that had somehow started breathing.
Before Apollo could say anything else, Artemis shifted her weight and spoke up again, her tone quieter this time, but sharper. "Before seeking Father out, I advise you to say hello to Hera first," she said, tilting her head toward the far end of the room, "She's... a bit annoyed right now, to put it lightly."
You followed the direction of her nod, eyes glancing past the glittering chaos of divine bodies and flickering wine-light—until they landed on her.
You hadn't noticed her before. Or maybe you had, and just didn't register her presence properly. Because now, now that you were really looking—gods—there was no missing her.
She sat farther back than the rest, partly shadowed by a curtain of golden drapery, her silhouette cut sharp against the soft folds of silk. Dark-skinned, regal, tall even while seated, her back straight and chin lifted like a queen at court who no longer cared for the ceremony. A goblet rested in one hand, long fingers curled around it with slow elegance. The other hand was outstretched slightly, gently feeding a plump berry to the creature perched upon her shoulder.
A peacock.
Its feathers shimmered green-blue in the candlelight, eyes gleaming as it preened against the fold of her hair.
Her gown was deep indigo, almost black, threaded through with delicate lines of gold that curled like constellations over her arms and collar. Tiny flecks of gold dust caught in the fabric—flickering, alive—and you couldn't tell if they were sewn in or conjured from air. Peacock feathers lined the collar of her cloak, sweeping back from her shoulders like a throne worn instead of sat on. And her eyes—bright gold, piercing—flicked over the room like they were searching for something worth her time.
They landed on you for half a second, and narrowed.
Not cruel. Not curious. But the kind of narrowed that said I'm measuring you.
You stiffened without meaning to.
"She's not exactly thrilled to be here," Artemis added under her breath. "Can't say I blame her."
Apollo let out a sigh, dragging his fingers through his hair as if the very mention of Hera's mood had already given him a headache. "Of course she isn't," he muttered, voice low. "Father disappears without a word—again—and you just know he's going to come back with a lightning bolt in one hand and someone newly pregnant in the other. Meanwhile, we're the ones stuck dealing with a scorned Hera on Olympus."
He paused, then turned to you.
His expression shifted—bright arrogance slipping into something softer, more polished. His gaze met yours with a faint smile, warm and familiar, though his shoulders were still tense. He lifted his hand, brushing his knuckles along your cheek with a slow, practiced care. "Give me a moment, my muse. I'll be right back."
You nodded before you could think. His fingers lingered for half a second longer than necessary—just enough to leave the ghost of his touch burning against your skin. Then he turned, straightened his shoulders, and stepped off toward Hera like he belonged in her line of sight.
You watched him go, your eyes stayed fixed on his back as he crossed the hall, weaving effortlessly through laughter and glittering plates, wine and divine conversation, like none of it could touch him unless he said so. He barely had to look where he was going. The crowd parted for him.
And Hera—she looked up before he even reached her.
Her face didn't change much, but you caught it anyway. The shift in her eyes. The way she turned her head slightly, slowly, the peacock on her shoulder twitching once as she brought her goblet to her lips. She took a long sip, set it down with purpose, and then tilted her body toward him like a queen finally acknowledging the prince at her door.
You weren't sure if it was a welcome.
Or a warning.
You didn't realize how long you'd been staring until a voice nudged you from the side.
"Enjoying the tour?"
You blinked and turned your head—Artemis stood closer now, arms folded neatly across her chest, one brow raised. Her expression was cool, unreadable, but not cold.
Your mouth opened, but the words didn't come easily.
"I—uh. Yeah. I mean..." You gave a small, awkward laugh and shifted your weight from one foot to the other. "It was... beautiful. All of it. The stars. The—uh—music. The lambs were..." You trailed off. "A lot."
Artemis snorted, the smallest smirk twitching at the corner of her mouth. "Of course it was," she said, voice dry. "He wouldn't do anything less."
You looked at her.
She looked like she wanted to roll her eyes but didn't bother. "Do you know," she added, gesturing loosely toward the feast, "he helped plan this too? Picked the wine. Oversaw the guest list. Got into an argument with Dionysus about the fig spreads."
Your brows lifted slightly.
Artemis glanced over at her brother across the room. "He needed everything perfect... For you." She said it plainly. No edge. No sarcasm. Just fact.
"...What do you mean by that?" you asked, voice smaller than you wanted.
Artemis' smirk faded. Her brows pulled together slowly, mouth pressing into a straighter line. Her head tilted the smallest bit as she studied you like you'd just asked where Olympus was. "You didn't know?"
You blinked. "Didn't know what?"
Her expression shifted. Not shocked—just... off. Like something was clicking into place for her that hadn't for you. Her eyes searched your face before she spoke again, slower this time.
"The feast," she said, voice lower, like she didn't quite believe she had to explain it. "It's for you."
You didn't move.
You didn't even breathe for a second.
Your whole body just—froze. Your spine locked up, your throat tightened, and all the sound around you faded to nothing as the words sank in—for you. The feast. The music. The wine. The crowd. All of this. Your head lifted slightly, eyes flicking between Artemis and the gold-soaked hall that felt too loud and too large.
And somehow, that made it feel even heavier.
You weren't sure what to feel. You weren't even sure what was real. Your heart stuttered once, then again, like your body was catching up before your mind could.
Before your thoughts had the chance to go too far—
"Aha, there you are."
Apollo's voice—smooth, bright, warm—slid in from behind you.
A hand wrapped around your waist, firm and familiar. He pulled you back into him in one fluid motion, your body fitting to his chest like a puzzle piece he already knew the shape of. His other hand came up to gently brush the side of your face, knuckles grazing your cheek, and he gave a pleased little hum against your ear.
"So she told you," he murmured, eyes flicking over to Artemis with a grin. "Good."
You turned your head toward him, stunned. "I—wait, is that—did you really—?"
Apollo barely let you finish. "Of course," he said, as if the answer should've been obvious from the start. "You've done more in weeks than most mortals manage in lifetimes. What kind of god would I be if I didn't honor you properly?"
Your mouth opened, a hundred questions on your tongue, but Apollo was already moving.
He stepped forward, guiding you with him like a dance. His hand slipped into yours again, squeezing tight, and with the other, he raised his goblet in a wide arc.
"Everyone," he called, voice ringing across the marble with sudden, startling clarity. Every conversation halted. Every chair shifted. Every gaze turned.
And suddenly—all eyes were on you.
"The guest of honor has arrived," Apollo declared. "And I, for one, think it's time we begin."
The room lit up in response. Goblets raised. Laughter burst back to life. The music shifted into something grander, fuller. Plates clinked, magic shimmered in the air, and dozens—no, hundreds—of gods and spirits and demigods turned their eyes to you.
Watching.
Smiling.
Whispering.
And you stood there in the center of it, hand in Apollo's, a crown on your head, the air warm with wine and sound—unsure if this was Olympus or the start of something you couldn't undo. Apollo's hand stayed firm in yours, anchoring and possessive all at once, his thumb grazing along the side of your hand like he could calm your heart just by touch.
And then—he turned to you.
His fingers slid gently beneath your chin, tilting your face up to meet his eyes. His touch was featherlight, careful, but it left a trail of heat down your throat. His gaze searched your face like he already knew what he'd find.
Still facing the crowd, his voice rose again—louder this time, but no less warm. "I have waited centuries for this," he said, every word slow, honey-thick, rich with something deeper than pride. The crowd quieted, drawn back into him like gravity. "Centuries of silence. Of searching. Of songs without endings."
He smiled, and it was blinding.
"But now," he continued, eyes never leaving yours, "my muse stands beside me."
You didn't speak. Couldn't. The weight of him, of this, of all of it pressed down over your shoulders heavier than the crown Hephaestus had set there.
A beat of silence.
Then the room erupted in cheers again.
Wine sloshed over goblet lips. Golden confetti burst midair from nowhere. Laughter echoed across the vaulted ceilings, gods calling out blessings, nymphs clapping, the energy shifting like Olympus itself had exhaled. But none of them were looking at him.
They were looking at you.
Apollo raised one hand, palm lifted. The room responded instantly, quieting back down like a tide pulled at his command.
His voice lowered slightly, tone reverent. "Bring forth the lyre."
The crowd parted, soft and fluid like silk being drawn aside. From between the folds of dancers and servers, Clytie stepped forward. Her dress shimmered as she walked, gossamer blue-green shifting with the candlelight. Her hair was twisted back, and little sunflower earrings caught the light at her jaw. In her hands—cupped, delicate—was the lyre.
Your lyre.
She knelt as she reached the dais, head bowed, holding it out with both arms like an offering. "For you, my lord," she said, voice soft, almost dreamy.
Apollo smiled, his hand slipping from your face as he stepped forward to take it. His fingers wrapped around the lyre like it was a holy thing. Like it was alive.
Then—he turned back to you.
The lyre cradled gently in his arms, he stepped close enough that you could see the flecks of starlight glowing across his collarbone. He held the instrument between you both now, golden strings shimmering beneath the light.
"For me?" he said quietly, low enough that only you could hear. "Play."
Your breath caught.
His voice wasn't harsh. Not demanding. But it didn't ask, either.
It trusted.
Trusted that you would obey. Trusted that you knew what it meant if you didn't. Trusted that the silence between his fingers would mean more if it was broken by you.
All eyes were still on you.
And the weight of Olympus sat heavy on your spine, waiting.
You couldn't breathe right. Not fully. The air caught somewhere high in your chest, sharp and thin, like your lungs had forgotten how to fill. Your fingers gripped the lyre tighter than they should've. Too tight. You could feel the soft pulse of it still humming—quietly, expectantly—like it knew what you were about to do.
But you didn't.
Your thoughts raced, questions crashing into each other like waves with no space between them.
When did they take it? How long has he had it? Did he always plan this? Why does everyone look like they've been waiting for this moment but you?
Eyes. So many eyes.
Watching from every corner of the hall—some bright and wide, others narrowed, half-lidded, curious. Whispers curled under the music like smoke. You couldn't hear what they were saying, but you could feel it. All of it.
The gaze of gods burned differently.
Still, somehow, you found your voice. A small thing, shaky around the edges.
"...Okay."
You tried to curtsy, stiff and clumsy, a half-bow more than anything else.
Apollo chuckled—soft and thrilled, like a child unwrapping a long-awaited gift. "Perfect," he said under his breath, eyes shining too bright.
He waved his hand once.
The marble beneath your feet shimmered—bent—and from it bloomed a low, curved bench, spun from sunlight itself. Gold and warm, smooth as polished amber. It glowed faintly, rippling like water even as it held its shape.
Apollo stepped aside, slow and graceful, like he wasn't making space for a performance—but a coronation.
He looked at you like this was the moment he'd been writing toward his entire life.
"They've heard the songs I wrote for you," he said, voice lilting with pride. "Let them hear the one you choose."
Your heart pounded against your ribs, a low, frantic drum. You stepped forward, body moving on some instinct you couldn't name, your hand still locked around the lyre as if letting go of it might undo you.
You sat.
The bench didn't creak or shift. It welcomed you—solid and warm like it had waited for only you. The heat of it soaked into the back of your legs, into your spine, grounding you in a way nothing else had all night.
You inhaled slowly.
The hall was too loud. Too bright. Too gold.
So you did the only thing you could.
You closed your eyes, and tried to remember how to breathe.
But your thoughts wouldn't slow down.
You could barely feel your fingers. Everything was too loud. The hall, the wine-sweet air, the heat rolling off the golden lamps and godly gazes—it pressed down on you like a second skin, sticky and buzzing, wrapping around your ribs and making it hard to focus. You stared at the strings. At your hands. At nothing.
You weren't sure where to begin.
And then—something small.
A whisper inside you, soft but sure. Not loud. Not a shout. Just the quiet voice of something that hadn't given up yet.
You've got this.
The memory came so quick it almost hurt—Telemachus. Sitting beside you. That familiar warmth in his smile, the one that made your chest loosen and the corners of your mouth pull up without trying. His voice quiet, joking, but always gentle. That stupid little nod he'd do when he wanted you to believe in yourself but didn't want to embarrass you in front of the others.
You could almost feel the pressure of his knee against yours. The way he'd glance sideways at you, mouth twitching with something close to awe and a lot closer to home.
Your fingers relaxed.
Your shoulders lowered.
And without another thought—you played.
No words at first. No melody planned. You just let your hands move, the strings soft beneath your touch, ringing out one by one like the room was holding its breath for them. The first few notes echoed gently across the marble, golden and quiet and sure, like they'd always been inside you, just waiting for your hands to find them.
And Apollo?
He sat down.
Right at your feet.
Without hesitation, like it was natural. Like the god of prophecy, the sunlit, golden-bright being worshipped in every temple across Greece, was exactly where he'd always meant to be—cross-legged on the ground, arms draped casually over his knees, looking up at you like you were starlight bottled into a body. His eyes gleamed wide, starry with wonder. Every note that left your lyre made him look more in love. More devoted. More undone.
He leaned forward just slightly, his chin resting on one hand, the corners of his mouth turned up in that breathless, boyish smile that made the nymphs behind him sigh like they were watching a love story unfold in real time.
If anyone else tried to get his attention, he didn't blink.
His entire world was you.
And for once—you didn't flinch under the weight of it.
You just kept playing.
Your fingers moved like they remembered something your heart hadn't caught up to yet. With every note, the room pressed in tighter—quieting, listening. The clatter of goblets dulled. The voices dropped. The gods stilled. Even the air held still, like Olympus itself leaned in.
And then... you sang.
It started low, caught between breath and melody. But once the first words left your mouth, they didn't stop.
You didn't plan them. You didn't need to.
The lyrics poured out like they'd been stitched under your ribs long before tonight. Your voice trembled once, then steadied, and you let the sound fill the space—the kind of sound that didn't have to shout to be heard. The kind that knew someone would be listening.
"If I was written from stars that forgot their place,
Would you still reach for me in the dark?
If I was born too late, too loud, too much—
Would you call me yours with a steady heart?"
"I don't know if I was meant for this.
I don't know if I was meant at all.
But your hands pulled me from the silence,
And now I can't remember how to fall."
"So take me, name me, say it's fate—
I'll wear the myth if it sounds like love.
Even if it burns, even if I break,
I'll follow the thread I'm undeserving of."
Your throat tightened, but you didn't stop.
And even as Apollo sat at your feet, eyes wide and shining like you were naming him with every line—you weren't.
Not really.
Because deep down, you weren't singing to the sun.
You were singing to the boy who stayed. The boy who waited. The boy who never asked you to become divine to be worth something. You were singing to Telemachus.
And it broke something open in your chest.
The last note hovered in the air, trembling. You let it ring until it faded on its own, your fingers lifting from the lyre like they'd been moving in a dream.
Then—
The hall pulsed.
Not with applause. Not at first. But with something else.
The marble under your feet shimmered faintly. The golden walls thrummed with a soft vibration, like the whole of Olympus had heard you—not just the gods, but the stone, the sky, the stories carved into its bones. The very air felt different, fuller, alive with your name and the echo of something too human to be holy.
And then—chaos.
The room erupted.
Cheers broke like thunder. Goblets clinked hard against the tables. Nymphs clapped their hands over their hearts. Even the gods raised their voices—some calling your name, others whooping with approval.
A chorus of voices filled the space, and all of them were looking at you.
You, seated in light, crown still burning soft at your brow, your lyre glowing faintly in your lap. The mortal girl with a song the gods couldn't stop listening to.
And still... only one person mattered.
And he wasn't in the room.
from Sushiiin
OH. OH OKAY. SO YOU JUST—DECIDED TO RUIN MY LIFE WITH THIS???? because what do you mean this is how mc looks. what do you MEAN this is her in apollo's light. the golden glow. the soft freckles. the laurel crown on her eyebrows like this is divine-baroque-sunlit-delusion and i'm going to start crying again. she looks like she just walked out of a dream that apollo's been having for years straight. the necklace?? the embroidery?? the emblem on her arm?? you even got the multiple solar points—sun motif chestplate, shoulder, necklace, starburst piercing my soul—i'm unwell. it's giving "the gods will crown you, but they'll burn you too." it's giving "i didn't ask for this favor, but i'm wearing it anyway." it's giving main character energy with a curse woven into the hem of her dress.
EXCUSE ME?!? why would you paint this like it's a sacred tapestry in a ruined temple by some ancient civilization that knew more about gods and beasts and love than we ever will??? the softness. the melancholy. the closeness. the way their foreheads touch like they're made of the same sorrow, the same myth, the same eerie stillness of a world that only pretends to be quiet. I am on the FLOOR. and Lady??? Oh, Lady is EATING in this. that void-slick oil-black fur soaking in the violet tones, the single gleam of her eye glowing just enough to remind you—she's not a pet. she's a predator. but in this moment, she's gentle. loyal. almost mournful. ;ike she recognizes something divine and doomed in the girl she could've devoured. and didn't. stooop you're bringing out the poet in me 😭
OH MY GOD Sushiiin. You did NOT just draw yourself holding my book like it's your favorite bedtime story and you're waiting for me to tuck you in and say, "Okay... just one more chapter."?!?!?! because THIS?? this is beyond adorable. this is criminally soft. i'm pressing charges for how hard this made me squeal. look at you. LOOK at you. big sparkly eyes. clutching "Godly Things" like it's the only thing keeping your heart warm in this cruel, god-touched world. you're literally baby. i'm adopting you. come here. this isn't fanart. this is emotional support. this is serotonin. this is what i'm looking at every time i feel stuck mid-chapter like, "why am i even writing this??" then BOOM—you appear, looking up at me like "...next part please 🥺👉👈" and suddenly i've written five more pages. this is going in the fandom museum under "Winxies: The Faithful."
from Simp_0207
AHHHHH! why does this look like a still frame from an animated movie where the character's voice cracks mid-sentence and you know she's about to walk away and leave whoevere in her path in complete shambles??? "No one wants to be told 'you'll do'"—NO BECAUSE THAT LINE LITERALLY LIVES IN MY RIBS. and you captured it perfectly. that expression??? the quivering mouth, the furrow in her brow, those glassy, hurt eyes that are just barely holding it together?? she looks like she's standing under some sacred light and trying not to cry in front of a god. this is character depth in color and linework. and the fact you hand-lettered the quote like that?? like a glowing thought too painful to say out loud??? SIMP, YOU GET IT. you GET this story and this girl and I am gonna scream into the embroidery of that sun pendant.
OH MY GODDDD??? you've officially weaponized Apollo. I need a moment. actually no I don't—I need therapy. because HELLO?? That line?? "All you have to do is say yes"? are you JOKING?? are you trying to make me fold like parchment in a heatwave? because it's working. that is not just divine energy, that is cult leader with a smile that could kill you energy. that is "I will give you the world but only if you give me your soul first" and honestly??? VALID. i've been keeping it a secret but... I'M AN APOLLO SIMP 🫣🫣 i know i know, but how can i not?? i swear i'm only writing/having mc be realistic, cuz BABYYYYYYY i'd been on him faster than Zeus came down to punsish the crew in MUTINY 😩😩 propechy be dAamned!!!! like the black eye mask??? the sun disk halo??? the two suns on his body—the branded ink on his bicep and the pendant over his heart like a damn target??? the gold braid woven through his hair like a crown he gave himself because no one else was worthy to touch him??? AND THE WAY HE'S REACHING FORWARD?? I don't know if I'm supposed to kiss his hand or run. probably both. also, thank you—sincerely—for making him hot and unsettling. he's smiling but I know he'd burn down a village with that same exact expression if you even hesitated.
I'm gonna be staring at this every time I write his dialogue now like:
me: maybe Apollo should—
this image: "All you have to do is say yes."
me: ok he's getting another scene.
from nishayuro
you absolute menace to godly society. I am LOSING it. this is Hermes energy distilled, filtered, carbonated, and bottled for divine distribution. the top left?? "Hermes rizzing you up"??? that's the exact face he makes after dropping an innuendo that's 30% charm, 70% psychological damage, sunglasses perched, red cloak looking like he's about to rob your heart and your coin purse. he's not even sorry. top right??? he's looking sideways like, "Damn. I just KNOW I left her on Earth like two minutes ago. How'd she get up here that fast??" just confusion and mild panic. bottom left??? THAT is peak "panicked lover caught off guard when his side quest becomes the main storyline." because once again, BABY HOW DID YOU GET HERE??!? and the bottom right?? ✨ You're doing amazing, darling! ✨ EXCUSE ME?? the gall. the audacity. the cosmic levels of charm. it's so accurate i'm going to throw my laptop. i am printing this and taping it next to my writing desk. this is canon now. this is what Hermes looks like every time he phases in and out of MC's life like a fever dream in designer shades.
from riftstar
I—No because—the way I'm sitting here fully REELING. like my GODS!! the way you drew Telemachus looking at MC's portraits like a man who would collapse an empire just to remember the sound of her voice. this is art. this is religion. this is obsession wrapped in reverence wrapped in the most tragic kind of devotion. "My god, my universe." i'm sick. 😩😭😭you didn't even need dialogue. yhat line alone is more intimate than a kiss.
from yang
YANG, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME!?!?! MC's face—expressionless, barely holding it together—and those glowing hands? they're not comforting. they're controlling. one's cradling her chin like she's a doll. the other? just holding. just there like the gods themselves are saying, "Smile, muse. You were made for us." and those tears?? WHHEEWWW. they're not loud, they're not ugly, they're quiet. which somehow makes it worse. it's like she's so used to being touched without consent, watched without rest, when all she wants is to be left alone 😩.
from Kath_Realm21
"Apollo iz grounded so he couldn't make it to the doodle meeting." I AM NOT OKAY.
Hermes in full ✨gremlin mascot mode✨ arms out like "I'm here bitches!" Meanwhile MC and Telemachus are standing like sweet peas about to go on a pretend date. the little steaming trashcan named Andreia??? you even doodled a mini-existential crisis showing what happens when we listen to "Get in The Water" like it's some kind of indie trauma playlist. I AM ACTUALLY IN TEARS.
I'M GOING TO SCREAM. PENELOPE LOOKING AT THEM LIKE A SHOUJO PROTAG SHAKING WITH HOPE WHILE ODYSSEUS IS JUST STANDING THERE LIKE "??? I'm just trying to make it through the day" is ACTUALLY insane.tThe quote. "They're gonna kiss I just know it." she is the fandom. She is the audience. She is me. Also: "Penelope = No.1 Shipper"??? tattooing that on her forehead.
NOOOOO HE'S SO BABY. his cheeks are pink. his hair is messy. his little toga is too big. THIS is the exact expression he'd make the moment MC said hi to him too softly and he was like "Yep. Soulbonded." the fact this is drawn on lined paper too?? feels like I just found his school notebook and now I'm crying into it.
from sarligo
STOP RIGHT NOW. HE'S PERFECT. HE'S FLYING. I'M SCREAMING. ;ook at him. just LOOK at him. the winged cap. the sandals. the little curls. the staff. he's even got that mischievous "I definitely just stole something from Zeus and now I'm hiding in the clouds about it" expression and it's SO Hermes-coded. you understood the assignment and snuck in two whole clouds like the man just dropped in from Mount Olympus with a smirk and a scheme. this isn't just a sketch. this is Hermes' official passport photo, like, "Yes, I am the god of travelers. And liars. And you."
from chari
Oh, my... this isn't just MC underwater—this is the moment after, the breath you don't come back from. hair drifting like seaweed, limbs loose, body light but not free. and the little notes?? "Insert dead crew." Gods. GODs. that hit harder than anything. like you were designing a mural at the bottom of a godless ocean. this is a scene, and I feel it in my ribs. thank you bby 😩❤️❤️
Notes:
A/N : ahhhh! guys, y'all, peeeps, my babeiusssssssss tell me why i was walking my dog and a MAN tried talking to me 😭😭😭😩 tell me why i told him i was 17 when he asked my age cuz i panicked lolol im sorrry, if you're not on paper/book character, it's not gonna work 💀💀 like don't get me wrong, i wanna boo but like frfr, no 😭😭 im sorry im trumatized, y'all... i dont hve the best experiences and SWEAR i'm always about to get kidnaped 😭😭 like literally last week, chilling on my poarch smoking and a dude walked up on me out of nowhere/tryna get me to walk down A DARK ASS STREET WITH HIM. i mean just blew my high.... but yeah thats all hahhah! also! will be doing a double update tongiht cuz i will be supper-supper busy and won't be back till like 1-2 weeks later (maybe sooner ijust added a day or two just in case)
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Chapter 82: 59 ┃ 𝐭𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐚𝐦𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐚
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Cheers still rang in your ears, but none of it felt like it belonged to you. Not the golden light catching the crown across your brow. Not the marble under your sandals, warm from Olympus' praise. Not the lyre resting in your lap, strings still humming from a song you weren't even sure was yours.
Then, the next few moments blurred.
Dreamlike. Softer around the edges. Like you were moving through honey or sleep or something that didn't want to let you wake up.
Someone tugged your hand.
Clytie.
Her smile was soft—giddy, even. She guided you toward the table without asking, her fingers gentle but firm. You didn't protest. You couldn't. You just let yourself be pulled, your legs moving on their own until you were plopped into a velvet seat you hadn't realized was waiting for you.
You blinked.
Clytie leaned in, still smiling, a plate of desserts cradled in her arms like an offering. You felt something press gently against your lips before you even saw what it was—a soft, spongey bit of cake, golden and sticky-sweet.
You flinched, pulling back slightly, eyes wide with confusion.
"Oh—I apologize," Clytie said, her laugh light and easy. "I didn't mean to surprise you, my lady." She pulled the fork back, her fingers delicate, her earrings glinting like tiny suns. "You looked like you needed something sweet. You were amazing up there."
You tried to respond, but the words caught in your throat. Your mouth opened, then closed again. You didn't even know where to begin.
"It's alright," she said gently, cutting another piece of cake and placing it near your plate. "You don't have to speak. Lord Apollo will be right back in a few moments."
Your eyes flicked toward her.
She nodded toward the far end of the hall, her voice dropping conspiratorially. "He's just having a few words with Lady Aphrodite."
You followed her nod, your gaze cutting through the haze of light and laughter—past gods dancing, past nymphs spinning in place—and landed on them.
The three of them.
At the far end of the hall, near a low dais draped in blue silk and shadows. Apollo stood—glowing, stiff, tense. Across from him, sprawled like they didn't have a care in the world, sat Ares and Aphrodite—the goddess of love curled in his lap.
Of course she was.
Her legs were draped over one arm of the chair, bare feet glinting with rings, one ankle lazily hooked around the war god's wrist. Ares lounged with the kind of posture that said he'd never been afraid of anything in his life—shoulders spread, one arm tossed along the back of the seat. The other?
Sliding up her calf.
Slow.
Lazy.
Fingers dragging along the soft underside of her thigh, slipping just beneath the split in her silk gown like they belonged there.
Neither of them looked at Apollo.
Not really.
They looked near him. Past him. Through him.
Aphrodite picked at a fig on a golden plate, her eyes half-lidded and gleaming like she was seconds from yawning. Ares' jaw flexed once as he rolled his thumb over her ankle bone, expression unreadable beneath the boredom carved across his brow.
They weren't speaking.
Just sitting.
Letting him rage.
Letting him burn.
Clytie leaned closer, voice hushed and sweet in your ear. "I believe it's about the harp he'd found earlier," she explained, nodding once toward them again. "The one he played when he wrote most of his music for you. The one from the scroll room, the one Lady Aphrodite and Lord Ares..." she hesitated, like she wasn't sure if she should say it. "...well, broke."
You didn't say anything.
You just kept staring.
At the way Ares didn't even blink when Apollo's voice lifted. At the way Aphrodite slowly fed herself the fig, tongue brushing juice from her thumb like Apollo wasn't even worth chewing faster.
They looked beautiful.
Terrible.
Like statues made of heat and teeth and silk.
Your hand clenched in your lap before you realized it, the polished edge of your bracelet digging into your skin.
Though you couldn't hear what Apollo was saying, the tension in his shoulders was clear. He was furious. You saw it in the way his hands moved—sharp, slicing through the air like they were cutting something that refused to bleed.
Still, Ares didn't rise.
Still, Aphrodite didn't uncurl.
They looked like they were waiting for him to get tired.
And maybe he would.
Maybe he'd tire himself out—burn too hot, too fast, and fizzle into silence.
But you didn't want to watch it happen, so—you looked away.
Swallowing the tightness in your throat, you forced your lips into a smile, one you barely felt. "I-I think I need some air," you said quietly, glancing at Clytie from the corner of your eye. "Just for a second. It's... a lot."
It wasn't a lie.
Not really.
Her brows lifted. "Oh—do you want me to—?"
You were already standing.
"I'll be fine," you said, voice soft and sheepish, pretending you didn't see the way her hand twitched like she wanted to stop you. "I just... need to breathe."
You didn't wait for her answer. Your feet were already moving, sandals brushing the marble like they didn't want to make a sound. The golden light felt harsher now, more suffocating. The music too loud. The air too sweet.
You kept walking.
Head high. Shoulders square. Smile gone.
The minute you broke from the crowd, your eyes started scanning—desperate, wide, searching for something, anything. An open door. A shadowed corner. A face you knew. Anything that could pull you out of this sparkling nightmare long enough to breathe.
Where's Hermes?
He had to be somewhere.
He always was. He moved like smoke through places like this, slipping in and out of view, always half-present, always watching.
You told yourself if anyone could get you out—quietly, quickly—it was him.
But the longer you walked, the more your hope wavered. You didn't see him. Not perched along a banister. Not sliding through the crowd. Not even flashing that too-wide grin from the rim of a fountain.
Maybe Apollo had kept him out.
Maybe it was on purpose.
Maybe he'd known.
Your throat tightened again.
Not Artemis, you thought bitterly. Never Artemis.
Even if she'd helped you once—even if she'd warned you about the feast—she was still his twin. Still cut from the same golden cloth. Whatever loyalty she held... it wasn't to you.
Your steps slowed, heart pounding too loud for the music.
Then—you saw them.
A trio of nymphs slipping through a narrow archway on the far side of the hall. They moved quickly, arms full of fruit and silver pitchers, their feet bare and quiet against the floor. The doors they passed through were smaller, tucked into the curve of the wall like a secret. Not grand or golden. Just... practical.
An exit.
Maybe.
Your pulse skipped.
You started walking again—faster this time. Every step louder to you than it should've been, like you were afraid the floor might give you away. Like Apollo would look up mid-argument, spot you weaving past the dancers, and stop you with just your name.
But he didn't, and neither did you, because the moment you saw that little door swing closed behind the nymphs, soft and unnoticed...
You knew exactly where you were going.
Or—you thought you did.
You made it maybe four steps toward the door, and then—hands.
Warm, firm fingers curled around yours, pulling you sideways with a sudden twist. You gasped as your balance tilted, the world spinning for half a breath before you were twirled.
Yes—twirled.
Laughter rang out, deep and low, like someone found the whole thing a little too funny.
By the time your feet landed steady again, your head was spinning—not from the twirl, but from who stood before you.
Tall.
Bare-chested.
Smiling like he'd just caught you doing something you weren't supposed to.
A god, obviously, because no mortal walked around Olympus like this.
He stood relaxed, lounging on his own two feet like he hadn't just interrupted your quiet escape from the biggest party of the century. His hair fell in thick purple-black waves, messy and beautiful, streaked with curls that shimmered like spilled wine. A crown of grapevines—lush and tangled—rested behind one ear, winding into his hair like they'd grown there on purpose. Fat grapes clung to the strands, glistening as if fresh-plucked.
A leopard pelt hung from one shoulder, the paw still stitched into the fur, draped lazily like a cape. And he wore nothing above the waist. Just golden cuffs around both wrists, etched with tiny vines, and a half-robe slung dangerously low across his hips—one side bunched like it barely bothered to hang on.
His skin was sun-warmed and gold-brown, scattered with old scars and a few wine stains, probably older than empires. He had laugh lines at the edges of his mouth, eyes soft-lidded and twinkling with something like mischief—or madness—or maybe both.
He looked like he'd walked out of a dream you weren't supposed to remember.
And he was already smiling.
You blinked up at him, startled—maybe even a little spooked—and took a half-step back.
The god laughed. Not cruel. Just amused.
"Well, well," he drawled, stepping into your space again, not close enough to crowd you—but close enough that you caught the scent of something fermented and sweet, like pomegranate wine and wildflowers crushed in the dark. "What's that look, little flower? Did I scare you?"
You opened your mouth, but nothing came out.
He leaned down, one brow raised, tilting your chin up with two fingers, eyes scanning your face like he was trying to read a memory he hadn't touched in a while. "How long's it's been since I've seen you, hmm?"
You blinked, caught between a flinch and a blush.
"Wait—I—I think you've got the wrong person—sorry, I—" you stammered, the words tumbling out of your mouth too fast and too soft. You pulled your hand back like it burned, already stepping away. "I'm sorry—really—maybe you think I'm someone else—"
But the god just grinned like he'd heard this song before and liked the sound of it. Then—he clicked his tongue. "Ah. I forgot. My apologies."
And before you could ask what he meant—he changed.
It didn't crack like lightning or ripple like Apollo's glow. It bloomed. Like mist curling off a morning cup. His body shimmered once—just once—and the figure standing in front of you shifted.
Taller still.
But different now.
Softer lines. Wider hips. The robe adjusted itself, hanging now from a curve of shoulder that didn't exist a breath ago. Her chest rose gently beneath the draping silk, dark curls spilling even fuller around her face and down her back. The grapevines stayed—just tangled higher now, twisted into a crown that gleamed in the feastlight.
And gods, she was beautiful.
Effortlessly, infuriatingly beautiful.
The same eyes. The same smirk.
Just her, now.
Your mouth dropped open as you froze like you'd been dunked in a cold spring. "T-T—" You tried to speak. Failed. Tried again. "T-Thyessa?!"
She laughed, a soft, breezy chuckle that slid through the air like a curtain fluttering in wind. She tilted her head, resting a delicate hand on her hip like she'd just been waiting for this exact moment. "Mmm," she hummed, pretending to think. "Close."
She stepped forward, curling a finger beneath your chin again—but this time, softer. Slower. Less teasing and more curious. "I go by Dionysus when I'm up here," she said with a wink. "But you get a pass..." Her eyes dropped briefly to your lips, then back up to your stunned expression. "Since you're such a cutie."
Your mouth stayed open for a second longer.
Still catching up.
Still trying to figure out what just happened—and why it was suddenly hard to remember why you were leaving in the first place.
But then, all at once, it hit you. Like a wave crashing straight into your chest, like breath that had been waiting too long to scream.
Eben.
Lady.
The Ithacan sailors.
You weren't supposed to be here right now.
You gasped, a choked, messy sound that barely escaped your throat before you rushed forward, hands flying out and grabbing Thyessa by the wrists. She blinked, surprised but not alarmed, letting you grab her without resistance.
"Wait—please—" you blurted, your voice breaking apart with how fast the words tumbled out, "The port—Port Telonia—the sailors, Eben, Lady—did you—do you know what happened to them? Did you see them? Are they okay? Did they think I—I died, or disappeared, or—?"
Thyessa just laughed, not at you, more like at the storm in your voice. Like you were a favorite song she hadn't heard in a while. "Oh, gods," she purred, squeezing your hands, "look at you."
You stared up at her, frantic. Heart racing. Chest tight.
She just smiled.
"Don't worry your pretty little head," Thyessa cooed, brushing a thumb across your knuckles with a smirk. "Your beast is safe—dropped her off myself, right where she belongs. Big paws, sweet snarl, kind of drooled on me. Very rude."
Your eyes burned. "Eben?" you breathed, barely able to say his name without your voice shaking.
Thyessa gave you a look that could melt stress like candlewax. "He's fine. Still with the others. Sailing, shouting, telling terrible jokes. I think they're three stops behind where they should be, but no one's dying, if that's what you're asking."
You nearly buckled, the relief slamming into you so hard it made your shoulders sag, your head dip, your breath escape in one long, shaking exhale.
"They're... They're okay..." you whispered, like saying it out loud might make it real.
You barely had a moment to breathe it in when something cool pressed softly against your lips.
You jumped, a little gasp left you as your eyes snapped up—and there she was again. Thyessa still smiling, but gentler now, like someone handing you a secret instead of a drink.
"Easy now," she murmured. "Drink up, little flower."
You looked down at the cup in her hand. It shimmered with a faint pink-gold hue, the liquid swirling like dusk trapped in glass. You reached up slowly—fingers brushing hers as you took it.
It felt warm.
Alive.
And then—just like that—Thyessa shimmered again.
She didn't spin or shift in a blaze of drama. No need for that. She simply melted—back into him. Dionysus, broad-shouldered and bare-chested, grin lazy and golden. He rolled his neck, cracking it once like he'd stepped back into his favorite skin.
Then—he dropped onto a low chair, one that hadn't been there before.
It was carved from twisted grapevines and blooming with dark leaves, the legs half-grown from the floor like the earth had pulled up a seat just for him. Draped across the back was a sleepy nymph, glowing faintly and halfway conscious, giggling into the hair of a satyr curled at her side. His horned head rested on her shoulder, one hand lazily holding a glass, the other wrapped loosely around her waist. The two of them looked cozy, like they'd been tangled up for hours and didn't care if they ever untangled again.
Dionysus sank into his throne with a groan of satisfaction, arms flung wide, head tipped back. "Much better," he sighed.
You blinked down at the cup still in your hands, then—slowly—you raised it to your lips.
You drank.
And—
Your eyebrows shot up.
The taste. Gods.
Fruity, spiced, a little dry—but smooth in a way that went straight to your chest. You coughed once, surprised, and stared into the cup like it had just whispered something personal.
Dionysus chuckled, eyes already half-lidded with amusement. "Familiar, huh?"
You looked at him.
He smirked. "Yeah," he drawled, tapping the rim of his own goblet. "It's the same wine. Port Telonia. That drinks we shared in that sad little bar with the peeling mural of the sea god no one likes."
Your lips parted, and you looked back at the wine.
It was. It was the same.
Your first night off the ship. Your first real laugh in days. You'd shared a drink with a stranger who didn't feel like a stranger—and now he was a god with a throne made of vines and nymphs dozing at his feet.
That simple truth hit harder than the wine.
You didn't even know why it mattered so much—but it did. And then—with a lazy clap of his hands—
Crack.
A curl of vine burst up from the marble floor beside you.
The sound made you flinch at first, but it wasn't threatening. Just loud and sudden, like something joyful couldn't wait to exist. Green leaves unfurled as the stalk thickened, roots splitting and settling into the stone with no care for rules or reality. Grapes bloomed full and plump, and by the time the vines stopped twisting, a perfect little bench stood where there hadn't been one before.
Dionysus flicked his fingers toward it, still lounging. "Have a seat," he offered smoothly. "No thrones or stages or gilded lies. Just green."
You didn't question it.
Your knees bent before your mind could catch up, and you sank into the makeshift bench. It was... surprisingly soft. Springy. Like sitting on a warm patch of moss, only it cradled you. The vines adjusted ever so slightly beneath your weight, shifting around your hips like they approved.
You exhaled—somehow slower. Calmer. And then your gaze drifted.
Back to him.
Dionysus was leaning back in his seat, eyes half-lidded and mouth curved in that signature smirk that said he knew five things you didn't. A nymph beside him—barefoot and golden-limbed—held up a bottle made of blown glass, tinted with swirls of deep plum and starlight. She poured it into his goblet, and what came out wasn't red or purple.
It was gold.
Golden wine.
Thick and shining like honey catching sunlight, it tumbled into the cup without a splash. Dionysus watched lazily, head resting on his palm, curls spilling from his shoulder like vines down a wall.
And gods help you, you stared.
You hadn't meant to, but now that you were still—finally still—you couldn't not notice the things you'd pushed past before.
The dark curls.
The soft violet eyes.
The way they crinkled when he smiled—and when she smiled.
Because yes, he and Thyessa were the same person. You knew that.
But still...
It was weirdly comforting, how much of her was still in him.
Or maybe how much of him was in her.
Same rich voice. Same knowing grin. Same crown of blooming things—grape leaves tucked behind ears that didn't care for royal titles.
And you couldn't help but think:
No matter how they shifted...
They were still Dionysus.
Wild.
Unbothered.
And the first god who made you feel like a person, not a prophecy.
You hadn't meant to think it that loudly, but you must've because Dionysus' eyes snapped to yours.
He tilted his head slowly, curls sliding over one shoulder, and leaned forward in that slow, lazy way that made it feel like he had all the time in the world to get into your head.
His voice dropped—smooth, warm, purring. "What's that look, flower?"
You blinked.
"I know that face," he said, tapping the side of his goblet. "That's a thinking-too-loud face. What's on your mind?"
You hesitated, looking at the vines under your legs, the gods still laughing on the far end of the hall. And then—you looked back at him.
"...Why did you show yourself as Thyessa for so long?" you asked softly.
The question sat there between you, quiet and awkward and way more honest than you meant for it to be.
Dionysus went still.
He didn't answer at first, just stared at you a moment longer.
Then—he snorted. Chuckled low and slow, the sound slipping from his chest like it had to.
He leaned back in his chair again, arms draping over the vines. "Ahhh, that," he said, like you'd finally caught onto the joke. "Well... mostly?"
He lifted his cup, swirling it lazily. "Your boyfriend has been very prickly about you lately."
Your brows furrowed.
Dionysus smirked. "Apollo," he clarified. "I mean, who else would throw a feast, a show, and a light show in the sky for one mortal girl and still act like someone's gonna snatch her if he blinks too long?"
You didn't deny it.
You didn't have to.
"So," Dionysus went on, waving one hand in the air as a few golden grapes dropped from the ceiling into his palm, "I figured I'd get a little closer. Check out the muse everyone's whispering about."
You narrowed your eyes slightly. "So... you tricked me?"
"Trick is such an ugly word," he replied smoothly, popping a grape into his mouth. "I shifted. Big difference."
You blinked at him, unconvinced.
He leaned forward again, elbows on his knees now. "Look," he said, grinning, "I'm the god of liminality, sweetheart. Thresholds. Between and beyond. Life and death, order and chaos, civilization and wilderness—gender, too. You know how the others like to pick a form and stick to it? That's cute. I like to keep it spicy."
You blinked. "...Spicy."
"Exactly." He pointed at you with his grape stem.
Then—smiling wider, he added, "Sometimes I'm a wild-bearded wine god who eats fire and shouts riddles in a cave. Other times I'm a divine bad bitch in a red dress who makes men cry in alleys. Balance."
Your mouth opened. "But... Thyessa?"
He held a hand to his chest, mock-wounded. "A name with history!" he declared proudly. "A nod to my dear ol' mom—Thyone, one of her epithets. Thought it had a nice ring to it. Slips in and out of temples real smooth. You never see her coming."
You just stared.
He gave you a wink. "Also, let's be honest—you trusted her faster. The curls? The charm? The little giggle I did back in Ithaca's blacksmith??" He pointed to himself proudly. "Acting."
You let out a soft laugh, despite yourself.
He leaned back, smug. "Plus, Apollo wouldn't let me near you if he knew it was me. He's like a very pretty lion guarding a stick he thinks is a crown."
Your laugh snorted out a little louder this time.
"Soooo," Dionysus said with a grin, "I played it cute. And I got to see the girl beneath the prophecy before Olympus wrapped her in gold."
You looked down at your cup, the golden wine catching candlelight. "...And... what did you see?"
He sipped his wine.
Paused.
Then said—quietly, without teasing—
"I saw someone real."
The words landed soft—but they made your heart flutter.
A little too much.
You blinked fast, throat tight, and quickly took another sip of the golden wine to cover it. It didn't help. Warmth still bloomed behind your ribs.
Of course a god who danced between boundaries would say something like that. Of course the only one who didn't ask for anything was the one who saw you without a pedestal.
You leaned back a little on the vine-bench, fingers loose around your cup.
Gods shifting genders? Gods in disguise?
At this point, it honestly wasn't even the most mythical thing you'd faced lately. Between stolen prophecies, celestial song-chambers, and divine feasts thrown in your name... this? This was fine. This was practically normal.
Your eyes drifted to the side—and then it hit you.
Your lips parted in sudden realization. One word surfacing from the haze of memory, dragging a very specific disaster up with it.
Nico.
You looked up at Dionysus, narrowing your eyes suspiciously over the rim of your cup.
"So..." you began slowly, voice curling with implication, "you and Nico?"
Dionysus blinked once, then raised a brow. "What about him?"
You rolled your eyes and huffed a quiet laugh, tipping your cup back dramatically. "Oh, come on," you said, sitting forward now, your voice low and teasing. "You're seriously not gonna tell him?"
He stared at you for a beat longer, then snorted—hard.
"Why would I?" he said, grinning. "I made a trade. He accepted."
You stared.
He shrugged one shoulder, lazy and smug. "Barter's a barter. End of discussion."
You laughed—half in disbelief, half in exasperated awe. "So you're telling me," you said, setting your cup down with a clink, "you're not going to tell a mortal he's slept with a god?"
Dionysus didn't even blink.
"Don't you think he deserves to know?"
The god sipped casually from his goblet, completely unbothered. "He'll be fine. He had a good time, didn't he?" Dionysus added with a shrug. "I didn't curse him. I didn't turn him into a goat. Honestly, that's better than most mortals get."
You stared.
"And besides," he went on, swirling his wine, "do you know how many mortals sleep with gods without ever realizing it? He's not the first. He won't be the last."
You nearly choked on your wine."Gods," you wheezed, slapping a hand over your face. "You are evil."
Dionysus grinned, then—he leaned forward, one elbow propped on his vine-wrapped throne, chin cradled in his palm as he looked at you with slow, glittering mischief.
"Or..." he drawled, "are you just jealous?"
Your eyes snapped up.
He wiggled his brows. "Because if you are," he purred, voice warm with suggestion, "I can help you even the score."
You scoffed, and shoved at his shoulder with the heel of your palm. "You're incorrigible."
He pretended to stumble back, laughing through it, one hand over his heart. "Ohhh, little flower," he sighed dramatically. "You were much more receptive when I was Thyessa..."
His voice dipped lower. More playful.
He reached out again, fingers trailing lightly over your wrist, brushing up your arm until they ghosted along your shoulder. His other hand came up—fingertips tracing the edge of your cheek, tilting your head gently toward him. Then—he kissed your temple. A soft, lingering press, dangerously close to your hairline.
You stiffened—but didn't move away.
"Should I turn back?" he asked, voice honey-slick and innocent. "Mmm? You seemed to like her hands more."
You said nothing. Just took a slow, long sip of your wine—because if you opened your mouth, you might just say something you couldn't take back.
Dionysus chuckled—low and pleased. And then, behind you—creak—something tugged.
You glanced down just in time to see a slim green vine shoot from beneath his chair. It curled around the back leg of your bench—then pulled. Gentle. Slow. Inevitable.
Your chair inched toward him.
You glared.
He raised his hands, mock-innocent, his goblet still dangling from two fingers. "Don't look at me. I didn't do it," he said sweetly. "'Suppose the vines just like you."
"You are the vines."
He winked. "Exactly."
Before you could quip back, Dionysus moved.
Smooth as sin, he draped an arm over your shoulders, loose and easy like he'd done it a hundred times before—but the weight of it was intentional. Heavy, anchoring. His fingers curled against the edge of your far shoulder and gave a slow, coaxing pull—guiding you sideways, off-balance, until you landed right against his side.
And then lower.
Because apparently, that wasn't close enough.
With one effortless motion, he tugged you down into his lap.
You let out a soft, startled breath—not loud, not shocked, just... surprised.
The seat of his thighs cradled yours like he was built for this exact arrangement. Warm and wide and too easy to fall into. His arm didn't lift. It curled tighter instead, settling just beneath your ribs. The other hand rested low on your thigh, thumb stroking idle little circles like your skin had always been his to touch.
Gods.
He felt familiar.
Not just in body—but in the way his hands already knew you.
How his hold wasn't possessive—but comfortable, indulgent. Like wine remembering the shape of a glass it had been poured into before.
You swallowed—then tried to hide it with another sip of your drink, but Dionysus was already watching you.
Eyes low-lidded. Amused. Glowing faintly in the dark.
"Mm," he murmured, tipping his head just enough to brush his lips near your ear. "Tell me, little flower..."
His fingers traced a slow line up your thigh, toying with the hem of your dress.
"Which form do you like better?"
You blinked, pulling the cup from your lips—but only because he reached up and gently took it from you.
Two fingers under the rim. One thumb beneath your bottom lip.
He brushed it—soft, slow.
Then leaned forward—
And sucked the wine away.
A lazy flick of tongue, a lingering drag of lips against your skin.
You inhaled sharply, chest tightening at the contact.
He purred.
"Thyessa was softer," he mused, eyes still half-lidded, gaze locked on your mouth. "But I think this one makes you fluster more."
You shifted in his lap, instinctive.
Like sitting still might be a mistake.
Like breathing wrong might give you away.
Your thighs tensed slightly, trying not to lean too much into his warmth—but gods, he radiated it. Like a hearth. Like something dangerous pretending to be comfort.
"I-I wasn't—" you tried, your voice already cracking as you reached for your cup again.
He held it just out of reach, and smiled.
It was slow. Sharp. Almost mean.
Dionysus leaned back slightly, sipping from his goblet again with the kind of ease that made it infuriating—like your flustered stammer had been the punchline to a joke he already knew the ending of.
Then—he cocked his head. "That too much for you, little flower?" he asked, voice dripping with false sweetness.
You opened your mouth to respond—but then, he flexed his thighs beneath you.
Not hard.
Just enough.
Enough to knock your balance off-center.
You gave a small yelp as your body shifted—and suddenly, your entire weight tipped forward, landing against his chest. His free arm caught you with practiced ease, pulling you in like you belonged there, like you'd never had a chance of resisting gravity in the first place.
Now?
Now you were close.
So close you could see it.
The faint specks of gold swimming in his irises. Not just reflected light—moving—like sunlight dancing in dark wine. His breath was warm against your cheek, tinged with grapes and something older. Wilder.
"Would you like..." he murmured, voice curling low between you.
He trailed off.
Not because he forgot the words—but because his other hand was already lifting.
Calloused fingers slid up your jaw, tilting your face gently toward his. You didn't resist. Couldn't. You swore the vines beneath you shifted again, bending closer to him like even the seat wanted to help.
His lips brushed yours.
Not a kiss.
A ghost of one.
A question, not an answer.
And then—a slow drip of gold wine slid from the corner of his mouth.
It caught the edge of your bottom lip—sweet and warm—before spilling lazily down your chin like something sacred.
Your eyes fluttered shut.
Just about to move—
And then—
"Enough."
The voice wasn't loud.
It didn't need to be.
Because in the space of a single heartbeat, everything shifted.
One second you were in Dionysus' lap—warm, tipping forward, drunk on laughter and lips.
The next?
You were standing.
Not falling.
Standing.
Pressed firmly against a different chest—one that radiated not wine, but heat. Real heat. Radiance. A hand curled tightly around your waist.
Apollo.
You blinked up at him, disoriented. The world had turned too fast. Like your mind hadn't caught up to your body yet. Like your mouth still tasted of Dionysus, but your skin was already remembering who the sun belonged to.
Your heart thudded. You were no longer nestled in vines. You were at the side of the sun.
And the golden god holding you now?
Wasn't smiling.
Apollo's hand stayed firm at your waist—possessive without being rough, but tight enough to make your breath hitch.
His expression was stone.
The warmth radiating off him wasn't gentle now. It buzzed beneath your skin, heat without comfort—like standing too long under a summer sun that no longer cared if you burned.
Before you, Dionysus let out a groan. A long, theatrical one. He slumped back into his vine-wrapped throne, flinging his head over the curve of the seat like a man who'd just been told all the wine in the world had soured.
"Gods, you're so stingy, big brother," he complained, dragging the word out as if it physically hurt him. "One little moment and you start glowing like someone pissed in your ambrosia—"
A soft laugh broke his rant as a nymph crawled into his lap—delicate and flushed, her arms looping lazily around his shoulders. Another, tipsy and giggling, leaned against the curve of his seat, draping herself over the vines like a scarf made of perfume and bare skin.
Dionysus barely glanced at them, eyes still lazily trained on Apollo. "You'd think after all the fun we'd had over eons you'd be more willing to share."
Apollo didn't laugh, but his jaw ticked—just once.
He turned you gently in his arms, guiding you with quiet force. "I'm getting quite annoyed with my siblings growing infatuation with you. They should all know their place," Apollo murmured under his breath, the words soft enough not to carry but sharp enough to sting.
And just like that, he was leading you away.
You didn't fight it, but your head swam.
One moment you were tangled in Dionysus' lap, drunk on tension and flirtation and honey-laced wine—and the next, you were being pulled back through golden halls, each step steadier than the last as Apollo guided you with unnerving grace.
Behind you, Dionysus called out, voice bright and teasing, "Take good care of her, sunbeam! I warmed her up just for you—"
Apollo didn't answer, didn't turn, didn't react.
Just kept walking.
And moments later, you found yourself seated again.
Not beside him.
On him.
Your breath caught. Because of course you expected a seat to be waiting. A cushion. A bench. Something beside his grand, golden throne that he could gesture to like a gentleman trying to play nice.
But no.
He didn't sit beside you.
And he didn't want you beside him.
He sat—and pulled you right into his lap.
You landed on his thighs with practiced ease, your legs draped over the side, your hip pressed into his. His arm slid around your back again like it never left, palm flat and warm against your ribs.
And that's when it hit you: He saw.
He saw you on Dionysus' lap.
He saw you drink from his mouth. Laugh in his arms. Almost kiss him.
And now?
Now there was no empty seat beside Apollo.
Only one place left to put you.
Right where he could keep you.
You didn't move, didn't dare.
Apollo's lap was warm, steady—but it felt less like a seat and more like a claim. The way his arm curled around your waist, how his fingers splayed like he was mapping your heartbeat through skin—none of it was casual.
And he wasn't looking at you.
Not yet.
He was gazing ahead, over the crowd, as if nothing had happened. As if you weren't perched right against him, every part of your body aware of the god beneath you and the silence growing around you like thick honey.
Then—a nymph passed by.
She was graceful, bare-footed, skin dusted in shimmer, her smile practiced and fleeting. In her hands, she held a slender, crystalline decanter. Without a word, she leaned close and tipped it over Apollo's goblet. A stream of golden liquid—thicker than wine, brighter than honey—poured in a perfect ribbon into the cup.
The same gold that was poured in Dionysus' goblet.
You blinked, your eyes narrowing as the scent hit the air—sweet, sharp, like citrus soaked in sunlight and pressed into fire.
Apollo caught your look. He didn't smile, but something tugged at the corner of his mouth. A secret. A spark.
"Ambrosia," he said, lifting the cup with delicate fingers. "The drink of the gods."
Your brows furrowed, watching the way the golden light shimmered in his glass. "It's... real?" you murmured.
He glanced down at you then, just barely, his lashes golden in the feastlight. "Very real," he said, tilting the goblet toward you so you could see the surface ripple. "It tastes different to each of us. Memory. Power. Fire. A storm caught in a mouth."
He paused, his gaze holding yours.
"It's deadly to mortals," he added, voice soft. "It burns the human body. Tears it apart from the inside out."
You stilled, but Apollo's eyes flicked over your face—studying, knowing. And then his voice dropped.
A whisper. A purr.
"But if you're a good girl..." he murmured, leaning in until your cheek grazed the edge of his jaw, "I might sneak you some."
Your lips parted—half in shock, half in breathlessness.
"You're not just any mortal, my muse," he continued, the words warm and low against your ear. "You're already more. I could help you shed what's left. And you'd taste the stars before they cooled."
Your heart thudded.
But before you could speak—before you could even think what to say to that—he reached for a small silver dish on the table beside him.
From it, he plucked a slice of honeyed fruit—soft and shining, amber juice already sliding down one edge—and brought it to your lips.
"Open," he said gently.
And without realizing it, you did.
The fruit hit your tongue, and gods—it melted like sun-warmed sugar. Too sweet. Too soft. Too much.
But his eyes never left you.
Not while you chewed.
Not while you swallowed.
Not even when you licked the honey from the corner of your lip.
He looked like he could watch you do that forever.
You blushed and dipped your head, biting into a honey-slick strawberry, juice bursting against your tongue as Apollo's fingers idly trailed circles against your knee. The moment felt soft. Golden. Too easy.
And then a loud shriek cut through the air.
You jolted, half-spitting the berry into your lap as a chorus of nymphs screamed in a high-pitched, theatrical flutter. Laughter—low, boisterous, unmistakably Dionysian—rang out behind them like thunder in wine.
"Ladies and gentle-things!" Dionysus declared, his voice purring over the crowd like a velvet whip. "Feast your eyes on the latest addition to Olympus' finest debauchery—my new wine bearer!"
A murmur rippled across the tables. Some curious, some amused.
But not Aphrodite.
Still seated atop Ares' lap like a smug cat, she wrinkled her perfect nose, lips curling around the rim of her goblet. "Ewww," she muttered, clearly disgusted. "Must you parade your pet around during dinner, Drunkard?"
You glanced over instinctively, half-laughing—only for the amusement to die in your throat.
Your smile vanished.
The wine turned to ash in your mouth.
Because there—at the edge of the room, dragged forward by a trailing leash of gold and ivy, twitching beneath the shimmer of Olympus' divine light like a drowned thing pulled from the Styx—was him.
No.
Not a thing.
Melanion.
The world tilted.
It hit you all at once—like a blow to the chest. The warmth of Apollo's hand on your knee disappeared. The food in front of you blurred. The sounds of Olympus dulled like they were being sucked through water. Everything slowed.
And all you could do was stare.
His eyes met yours.
Half-human. Half-sick.
Too wide. Yellowed at the edges. Bloodshot and twitching like he didn't understand what looking even was anymore. His face was warped, unrecognizable to almost anyone else in the room. But not to you.
You knew him.
You knew the shape of that jaw. The crooked tooth behind his sneer. The way his brow twitched when he grinned too wide.
You knew it in your bones.
"...Melanion?" The name tasted like iron on your tongue. Sharp and old. It slipped out without thought, uncoiled from your throat like a memory that had never left.
Suddenly you were back there.
Not here.
Not Olympus.
Back in the alley.
Back beneath the stars that didn't care.
You saw the narrow street walls hemming you in. The lanterns still flickering a little too far away. You heard his footsteps closing in, the sound of his low, bitter laugh as he stepped from the shadows.
"My cousin bled out on marble while your king drank wine and toasted peace."
The glint of the knife. The rust on its edge. The reek of him—like old sweat and sour olives. The cold stone at your back as you stumbled. The pain that didn't come right away. Just heat. Then the slow, sick realization—
You'd been stabbed.
You remembered his hands ripping at your brooch. Your sash. His breath in your face as he sneered, "Oops. There goes that pretty title smile."
You remembered your body sliding to the ground.
The way your fingers trembled, grasping for anything. Anyone.
And no one came.
Not until the blood had soaked the street red.
Not until you were already slipping under.
And now... he was here.
Not dead.
Not gone.
Bent and leashed like an animal. Skin slick and twitching. Nails chipped down to rot. Crawling behind Dionysus like some broken thing he'd summoned for sport. But his eyes—
Gods.
They were still his.
Still him.
Melanion.
The man who killed you.
And now... he was serving wine to gods.
You weren't sure what stunned you more—his presence, or the fact that no one else seemed to care.
The screams of nymphs broke through the haze, shrill and giggly, like they'd spotted a rat at a feast. You heard them shriek with mock horror as they crowded around him—Melanion—laughing as they prodded at his twisted limbs, poking his hunched shoulders and peeling skin.
"Ew, is he leaking?"
"Is it wine or...?"
"What is he?"
One nymph yanked at the vine collar twisted around his neck. Another leaned in close, tapping her goblet against his forehead like she was trying to knock on wood. Dionysus howled with laughter from his throne, waving his goblet and proudly declaring, "Don't mind the stench—he grows on you!"
You gripped the edge of your seat now, knuckles white, barely breathing.
You wanted to scream now, not out of fear, but rage.
Because he was here.
Alive.
No—not alive. That... thing? That scuttling, slack-jawed wretch crawling on all fours like some forsaken pet? That wasn't living.
But it was him.
It was Melanion.
The man who had cut you down like a flower in the dirt.
The same one you'd been told was dead.
The same one Andreia had shrugged off with a pretty little smile, like he'd just been a spilled cup of wine in the hallway. "Mangled," she'd said. "Unfortunate timing."
But this?
This wasn't death.
This was punishment.
Your heart slammed harder, your chest rising too fast, your hands trembling. You looked down at your lap, trying to breathe, trying to think.
Why is he here?
How is he here?
Then... Poseidon's voice came back to you, echoing through the water, through memory.
"Justice isn't the same for all. Some souls are dragged beneath the waves. Others... are left gasping at the surface, believing they've escaped. But they have not."
And suddenly... it made sense.
The way Poseidon smiled too easily when you asked what happened. The strange chill that followed his words. The gold thread tangled around Melanion's throat now—glistening like a leash spun by Apollo himself.
You lifted your gaze again, watching as the nymphs peeled back from Melanion's hunched form with disgusted squeals. One flicked a wine drop at his face. He didn't flinch.
You didn't know if he could anymore.
He wasn't a man.
Not anymore.
But he remembered you.
You could feel it in the way his head tilted. In the way his mouth twitched—like the shadow of that old, awful grin still lived beneath the warped skin.
And for the first time since your resurrection... you felt cold again.
Because some ghosts didn't stay dead... some just learned how to crawl.
You didn't realize your hands were shaking until Apollo caught one of them.
He laced his fingers through yours without looking, like it was habit now. Like holding you was as natural as breathing. But his other hand pressed lightly against your hip, keeping you settled where you sat—in his lap, flush to his chest, right where he could see you. Feel you. Claim you.
"Something wrong?" he asked quietly.
His voice was low—tight. That sun-drenched calm that cloaked danger when things didn't go the way he wanted. You could feel the heat of it close to your ear. His thumb brushed slow circles over your knuckles like he could smooth the tremble out of them if he just kept trying.
Your body hummed with tension.
You had to get out. Now.
You summoned a smile. Soft. Sweet. Practiced. The kind of smile that looked good from the outside. The kind that didn't shake even though everything inside you felt like it was cracking.
"Just need to relieve myself," you whispered, leaning forward slightly, tilting your head so the curl of your hair brushed his cheek.
His brows pinched, golden eyes flicking to you. "Now?"
"Mhm," you murmured, trailing your hand along his jaw—delicate, affectionate. Your thumb smoothed over the sun-warmed skin beneath his eye before cupping the side of his face like he was something tender. "Won't be long. I promise."
He froze beneath your touch, and then... melted.
You felt it—the way his body relaxed, the worry in his shoulders slipping just enough for his expression to soften.
His lashes dipped as he exhaled, voice a breathy hum. "Alright... but be quick. Please."
You nodded and stood carefully, brushing your palms down your thighs to hide the way they still trembled. Your knees wobbled as you stepped away from his lap—like they weren't fully yours.
Apollo leaned back in his seat, visibly watching you go, his golden drink still glowing in his hand. You didn't meet his gaze again. Couldn't. Instead, you turned smoothly and began threading your way through the crowd.
The moment your back was to him, the calm cracked.
You moved quickly now—shoulders stiff, breath shallow, forcing yourself not to break into a full sprint. A few gods glanced your way as you passed. A nymph or two giggled behind jeweled hands. One whispered something about the mortal slipping away from the sun's grip.
You didn't stop.
You spotted the small wooden door you'd seen the nymphs disappearing through earlier—half-concealed behind a flowing gold-draped arch, tucked along the eastern wall.
You beelined for it.
It creaked slightly as you opened it. Cool air rushed out from the other side—quiet, dark, and blessedly empty. You slipped through and shut it behind you with a soft thud, the sound muffled by whatever this hallway was made of.
Only then did you let your breath go.
And gods... it rattled out of you like you'd been holding it for years.
You leaned against the door, pressing your palm against the smooth wood as you closed your eyes and finally—finally—let yourself shake. Just for a moment. Just long enough to feel how close you'd come to unraveling.
Because he was here.
Melanion was alive—or something like it. You'd looked him in the eyes, and he'd looked back.
And you'd smiled through it.
Sat there while the gods passed him around like a punchline. Let him exist in the same room as you. Because if you hadn't...
You didn't want to know what might've happened if you'd.
But now, tucked into the dark of this quiet corridor, the taste of strawberries still clinging to your lips, you clenched your fists and told yourself that you were fine. That you were safe. That you hadn't just sat near the very man who killed you.
But no matter how many times you whispered it...
You didn't believe it.
Notes:
A/N : A/N: 2nd update as promised my bbys! lolol so Dionysus appearing as a woman isn't just me being extra (kay, maybe just a lil bit), but it's actually in character. he's a liminal god, meaning he exists between states—life/death, civilization/wilderness, order/chaos—and one of those? gender. gods tend to usually stick to one presentation, but Dionysus shifts between masculine and feminine, sometimes wild and bearded, other times soft and delicate. some myths even say he was raised as a girl to hide from Hera. so, him appearing as a woman here and in ch.21? Completely in character/on brand for him and i couldn't help myself but play around with it a bit. like his whole thing is indulgence, pleasure, and transformation, so if he wants to be a beautiful woman just to stir up trouble? yeah, he/she's doing it. also, don't know if anyone cares but im such a nerd that the name Thyessa is a nod to Thyone, an epithet of his mother, Semele. like ahhhhh i had so much fun lowkey wanted to say 'fuck it get with Dio 😈' but then remembered thats what the upcoming isekai fic is for and decided to give yall a taste what'll go on in there...also, I don't know if I've explained this well before, but when I tag something/a fic as 'yandere', that doesn't mean every love interest is yandere (unless I specifically say so). I just tag it as a "just in case" thing because I never know how my brain is gonna cook up a future plot twist. If it happens, I don't want it to feel like it came out of nowhere, lol. hope that makes sense! anyway—ENJOY!!! 😈💖 let me know ALL your thoughts bc I know y'all are losing it rn. 👀🔥✨👀<3
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Chapter 83: ✦ 𝐏𝐒𝐀: 𝐀𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐅𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐑𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐞𝐬 ✦
Summary:
Sorry, not an update, but I'll try to keep this short...
Notes:
Sorry, not an update, but I'll try to keep this short...
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Hi babes, Just a quick but important note for anyone who's been waiting on updates—especially those of you who've sent fanart (first of all: I LOVE YOU. I SEE YOU. I TREASURE YOU.)
I wanted to let y'all know that from this point on, I'll be uploading fanart with credits only, without my usual personalized responses underneath. Not because I don't care—gods, I care too much—but because... if I'm honest? Trying to write the "right" response to each one has kinda been what's been holding me back from posting updates.
Like... y'all don't understand. I agonize over these. I'll sit with a piece for hours—literally HOURS—trying to put into words how it made me feel, what little details I loved, how honored I am that someone spent time and energy creating something for this weird little fic of mine. I never want to half-ass it. I never want an artist to feel like I just tossed their work into a queue and moved on. I want to give back what they gave me, if that makes sense??
But the truth is, I'm getting more fanart now than I can keep up with (which, again, blows my mind), and trying to do individual write-ups for each one was slowly turning into a cycle of stress and guilt. I'd start overthinking, postponing updates until I felt "caught up," and suddenly days would go by with me just... frozen.
So! To avoid that cycle, but still honor the love you've poured into these pieces, I'll be sharing fanart going forward with full credit, but without the little commentary blocks beneath.
Please know: I still adore every single piece. I save them, I revisit them daily, and I even show them to my twin while kicking my legs screaming because it STILL doesn't seem real that people like my writing enough to make art.
This is just me being honest about needing to take pressure off myself so I can keep writing (and breathing) without burning out.
Thank you for understanding 💛 And thank you, always, for creating with me. Next update shall be up shortly! Just finishing up adding all the fanart I've gotten lately—and not to spoil anything, but let's just say... hope you're ready to meet the god behind the thunder. ⚡️
— Xani
Chapter 84: 60 ┃ 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫, 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐧
Notes:
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You weren't sure how long you stood there—back pressed against the wood, breath caught behind your ribs, the weight of that thing still staring at you from across the feast seared into the backs of your eyelids. You'd barely noticed your own body move, feet pulling you forward, deeper into the silence.
The hallways here were strange. Curved like ribs, veined with gold. Quiet, but not still. You walked. You didn't think. Just moved. Past oil lamps flickering along the walls. Past empty sitting rooms with gauze-draped lounges and wine trays left untouched. Past murals of gods in battle and birth, their eyes following you in paint that shimmered faintly when the light hit just right.
You kept walking. Until your hands stopped shaking. Until your chest hurt less.
Until you found the balcony.
You didn't even know you were heading toward it. It was just... there. A pair of tall arched doors already cracked open, soft light spilling through the seam. You stepped through them without question, drawn by the air. By the quiet.
The change hit you all at once—cool breeze, sweet sky, nothing but space.
And for the first time in what felt like hours, you could breathe.
You stepped out slowly, sandals brushing against the polished stone. The balcony stretched wide, held up by columns carved with stars. There were no guards. No nymphs. No gods watching from behind veils of perfume and praise.
Just you. And Olympus.
And light.
You moved toward the edge, hands curling around the railing as you looked out. The city unfolded below you—white marble, golden rooftops, the faint hum of music still drifting from the banquet hall far below. Gardens sprawled out like spilled ink, trees heavy with fruit and blossoms that moved even without wind. There were birds—bright ones—drifting between towers, their calls sharp and joyful like they didn't know anything bad had ever happened here.
It was still sunny.
Your brows furrowed.
Still bright. Still glowing like the day hadn't ended. You squinted up at the sky, hand lifting instinctively to shade your eyes.
How long had you been here?
Hours must've passed. At least, you thought they had. It felt like they had. You'd sung. You'd been paraded. Crowned. Fed. Kissed. Threatened. Watched. Pulled. Touched.
Yet, the sun hadn't moved.
You stared at it—high in the sky, unmoved, like someone had nailed it there. The clouds didn't drift like they should. The light didn't shift. Everything looked frozen in time, stretched into a forever kind of afternoon.
A trick, maybe. Or a performance.
Or maybe Olympus didn't care about time the same way mortals did. Maybe they didn't need hours. Just moments.
Just enough space to trap you in them.
You exhaled slowly, deeper than before.
The breath dragged down your chest like you were trying to pull up something that had sunk too far inside. You gripped the railing tighter, metal cool beneath your palms, and stared at the horizon.
This high up, the clouds didn't look soft. They looked heavy. Too still. Like they weren't made of mist at all, but marble cut into the shape of weather.
Everything here looked perfect. Beautiful. Clean.
Except you.
Because underneath your skin, the panic still lurked. It clawed at the edge of your thoughts. Bit at your lungs every time you remembered his face. Melanion.
And yet... you couldn't fall apart.
Not yet.
You looked down at your hands—still trembling, just slightly. Not enough for anyone to see. But enough for you to feel.
You tightened your grip on the railing. Squeezed until the metal stopped feeling cold.
You were not that same girl in the alley.
You were not helpless anymore. You had been killed. You had been erased.
And now you were here.
You had been stitched back together by a prophecy, dragged into godhood by a sunbeam's obsession, and draped in gold you didn't ask for.
But your breath?
That was yours.
And right now, that was enough.
You tilted your face toward the sky—toward that frozen sun. You breathed in deep. Once. Twice. Felt the air fill your chest and settle low in your belly. You let it anchor you. Let it remind you that you were real. That your body was still here. That no matter how many gods touched you or claimed you or tried to carve their names into your ribs—you were still you.
You weren't a muse.
You weren't a symbol.
You were a girl who had survived.
Not a saint. Not a story.
Not a prophecy waiting to be fulfilled.
Just someone who'd bled once and kept breathing after it.
Your fingers loosened on the railing.
You blinked at your reflection in the metal—soft and warped in the curve of it. The crown still sat on your brow, catching the light like it had any right to be there. It shimmered as if earned. As if forged for you.
But that wasn't what you saw.
You saw the stiffness in your shoulders. The faint sheen of sweat behind your ears. The dried edge of strawberry juice clinging to your bottom lip. And behind all that—eyes too wide, too alert, scanning even the clouds for danger.
You were tired of danger.
Tired of being someone else's prize. Someone else's project.
You exhaled, lips parting around the breath like it had weight. Like it carried more than air.
And then... you thought of him.
Telemachus.
The name slipped into your mind like water through cracks—gentle, inevitable. It curled beneath your ribs before you could stop it, and suddenly you were saying it aloud, quiet and soft against the breeze.
"...Telemachus."
It came out as a sigh. A wish.
You leaned forward, resting your elbows on the balcony rail. The wind lifted your hair and cooled your cheeks, and still—you closed your eyes. Because gods, it hurt. Not the sharp kind. The dull kind. The deep, slow throb of missing.
He would've known what to say.
Not to fix things. Not to wrap you in some gold-trimmed comfort the way Apollo did. Just enough to make it real again. Grounded.
He would've stood beside you, not in front.
He wouldn't have told you you were his.
He would've asked.
You let the image come—just for a second. Just long enough to remember the feel of his hand brushing yours, the way his laugh had curled around your name like it was something worth smiling about.
In your mind, he stood beside you now—barefoot, warm, sun-touched from a day too long at sea. He'd lean forward, arms slipping around your waist, chin nudging into the crook of your neck like he'd done it a thousand times before.
You swallowed.
Your mind tried not to imagine him replacing the arms that had been around you earlier. Not Apollo's golden grip. Not Dionysus' wine-sweet cradle. His.
It was his chest you'd want to fall into. His lap you'd crawl into if you were allowed to want that much. Not soft like Dionysus'. Not god-sculpted like Apollo's.
But home.
You flushed at the thought—your body responding to the fantasy like it had a mind of its own.
Telemachus' mouth on your shoulder, his voice low, whispering some joke just for you. His hands on your hips, warm, steady—holding you not like you'd break, but like you were real. Like you were his choice, not some divine accident dressed in silk and prophecy.
You shifted your weight, heart stuttering.
No.
No. Stop.
You slapped your cheeks gently with both palms, letting out a frustrated little sound as you dropped your forehead against the railing."Get it together, ____."
You were letting your heart drift again—turning to someone who wasn't here, who couldn't pull you from this high tower and tell you it was going to be okay.
You didn't need him to save you.
You just... wanted him here.
Even now, your arms ached in that quiet, heavy way. Like they missed something they were never given time to hold.
You lifted your head slowly, eyes dragging upward toward the sky again.
Still bright.
Still stuck.
And you whispered—like a vow, or a promise, or maybe just a prayer, "You'd be proud of me, wouldn't you?"
Because you needed to believe he would be.
You needed to believe that he'd see you like this—crowned, steady, terrified—and still smile that soft, small smile like nothing had changed. Like you were still you. Not a myth. Not a marvel. Just someone worth holding onto.
And more than that... you needed to see him again.
Your breath caught.
Not because you were crying—but because you almost could. Because the ache of wanting him back wasn't loud, wasn't sharp. It was constant. Steady. Like the quiet hum of something missing in your bones. Like a room you kept returning to in dreams, only to wake with your arms still empty.
You clutched the railing a little tighter, blinking fast as your chest rose—then stilled when it hit you.
The air.
The shift.
A heaviness crept in from nowhere—buzzing like static against your skin. Not cold. Not hot. Just wrong. Like your body had walked into something that didn't want you to move. It started at the base of your spine, then wrapped around your shoulders, up the back of your neck, into your scalp like invisible fingers threading through hair.
You shivered.
The breeze stopped.
The sky didn't dim—but something in you did. You could feel it. Like a shadow stretching without shape.
Then—before you could even turn a voice. Low. Booming like the crack of a storm echoing through a closed chamber.
"Leaving so soon?" it asked. "How rude... to walk out on a party thrown just for you."
You froze. Every part of you stilled, breath caught somewhere high in your chest. You didn't dare turn—you couldn't—because something about that voice wasn't just divine.
It was final.
And deep in your chest... your heart skipped and didn't quite start back up the same.
You stayed frozen, your body knowing something before your mind caught up—like instinct whispering, run, while awe and terror stitched your feet to the floor.
Slowly, you turned.
Your breath hitched halfway through, chest tight as your eyes finally rose to meet the figure standing just behind you.
Gods.
No.
Not just a god.
Something bigger.
Taller than Hephaestus and Ares combined. He filled the entire doorway like he'd been sculpted from stormclouds and sky. Broad shoulders swelled beneath a thick gold collar that looked more like a sun-forged mantle than armor. Bronze cuffs encircled both wrists, crackling faintly at the edges with stray arcs of lightning that hissed across his skin like it couldn't sit still.
Electricity shimmered along his body—not wild, not chaotic, but contained. Controlled. Like every spark was choosing to stay where he wanted it. Even the clouds at his feet seemed to bend under him—parting gently to let him walk, billowing with every slow step he took toward you.
And his face—
Your throat closed.
Sharp, regal, etched with smile lines like thunder had kissed the corners of his mouth. A jaw carved in command. Skin dark, sun-warmed, glowing faintly with power. His lips curved into something that wasn't quite a smile—but it wasn't unkind either.
His hair—
Gods.
It fell in thick silver-white curls, cascading down his back and shoulders like a lightning strike frozen mid-fall. It shimmered in the light of Olympus, catching on the wind like smoke and stars and war banners all at once. A few strands curled around his face, framing golden eyes that glowed like twin suns waiting to split open the sky.
Those eyes stayed on you.
Curious. Focused. Hungry in that divine, thoughtful way—like he was trying to decide if you were something precious... or simply interesting.
Your breath stuttered.
You couldn't move.
Not because he held you still—but because you didn't dare.
And then—before you could stop yourself, before your mind caught up to your mouth—
his name fell from your lips in stuttered, breathless whisper.
"...Zeus."
It wasn't a question. Not really.
You weren't a fool.
The power that rolled off of him in slow, electric waves had already told you the truth. It tingled at the edge of your teeth. Made the hair on your arms lift. Made the metal on your crown pulse warm, like it recognized its god.
The murals.
The stories.
The throne rooms carved into cloud and thunder.
You'd seen him in painting after painting—etched in stone, drawn in gold. The split-skied god. The one who wrestled Titans, who ruled storms, who sat higher than all the others.
And now?
Now he was standing in front of you.
Real. Alive. Smiling.
He tilted his head at your voice, the movement too smooth for something so massive. A slow, pleased grin pulled across his mouth—not cruel, not gentle. Just... interested. Like a lion catching sight of something unexpected in its den.
"Well," he drawled, amusement lining every syllable. "There it is. I was wondering when I'd hear my name in that voice."
You blinked, lips parting, heart slamming.
Zeus took a step forward. Clouds moved beneath his feet, parting and curling like they were carrying him. The air buzzed louder, static following close behind.
"I've been waiting a long time," he continued, golden eyes fixed on yours, "to put a face to the name."
Another step.
You didn't retreat, but your back pressed tighter to the balcony rail.
"Apollo's muse," he said, almost to himself, like he was trying it on for the first time. His gaze flicked down and up again, sharp but curious. "The mortal girl with the storm-colored voice. The one who's managed to stir up Olympus just by existing."
He smiled wider.
And gods, it was devastating.
"I have to say," he murmured, "you're louder than I expected."
Your lips parted, but no sound came out.
Not because you didn't have words—but because none of them felt safe. None of them felt right. Not when the god of gods was looking at you like this. His gaze moved slowly. Not in a rush. Just deliberate. Measuring.
You felt it trail down your arms, brushing over every place where your body still remembered fear. Over your collarbone, where the crown's weight pressed against your skin. Over your ribs, where your breath stuttered, where your heart wouldn't settle.
"You don't look like much," he continued, and gods, his voice—it was quieter now, but no less sharp. "But the world seems to like you anyway."
The words should've stung, but they didn't. Not coming from him.
They just... settled. Like clouds collecting in the pit of your stomach. Because he wasn't insulting you. He wasn't complimenting you, either. He was stating something. Like a fact he hadn't decided what to do with yet. Like he was trying to figure out how someone so small had made the entire pantheon shift sideways.
Then—his eyes crinkled. Just slightly. And that not-quite-smile deepened.
As if you amused him.
As if this whole thing—your story, your songs, your existence tangled in his children's hands—was a twist he hadn't seen coming.
And suddenly... the air wasn't yours to breathe anymore.
It felt borrowed.
Thinned out.
Not choked, but close. Like Olympus itself was watching through his eyes now, waiting to see what you'd do next.
And for a moment—you did nothing.
You just stood there, pulse stuttering, every breath caught on the edge of your tongue like a wrong note in a quiet room. Your fingers twitched at your sides, unsure if they should reach, retreat, or just curl into fists and pretend they weren't shaking.
Then finally—because something had to give—you dropped your gaze.
Eyes down. Shoulders stiff. Your breath left you in a soft, uneven stream. "I... I'm sorry. Forgive me," you murmured, barely above a whisper.
You didn't even know what you were apologizing for.
For leaving the feast?
For drawing too much attention?
For daring to stand on a balcony too high, too quiet, with a name too loud in your chest?
You didn;t know. You just said it because it felt safer than silence.
Zeus' reaction was immediate. A laugh—low and sharp. More of a scoff than a real sound of joy.
"Apologizing?" he echoed, his tone rich with disbelief, like you'd just offered him a wet fig as tribute. "I insult your appearance, and you—" he chuckled, not kindly, not cruelly, just curious—"you give me an apology."
His golden eyes shimmered faintly as he took another slow step forward. You could feel the heat of him now—like standing too close to lightning that hadn't struck yet.
"How soft you must be..." he mused, and his voice went quieter, thoughtful. "How sweet."
Then—in a blink—he moved.
You barely had time to flinch.
His hand came up, big and warm, calloused in places you didn't expect. Fingers pressed against your cheek, palm cradling your jaw with shocking gentleness. Not squeezing. Not hurting. Just there.
He tilted your head slightly to the side, then the other. Studying. His thumb brushed along your cheekbone, the pad of it slow and unbothered, like he was trying to memorize the shape of you.
You gasped softly—barely audible—and without thinking, your hands shot up, landing against his wrist—instinctive, trembling. You barely wrapped your fingers around him. Your hands looked small, almost ridiculous, clutching his arm like they could stop anything. Your thumbs didn't even meet.
But still... you held on.
Just in case.
In case he squeezed.
In case the thunder cracked.
In case the king of Olympus changed his mind about whether you deserved to be standing here at all.
Zeus blinked once, then his brows lifted.
Not in anger.
In... surprise.
Like he hadn't expected you to touch him.
Not out of reverence, or duty, or fear—but in defiance. Or maybe hope. Your trembling fingers wrapped around the wrist of a god, your body still and too small, and you didn't pull away.
That look on his face—arched brows, a slow twitch at the corner of his mouth—it was almost impressed. And then, he chuckled.
Again.
Richer this time. A little darker. Less amused, more... interested.
"Brave little thing," he murmured, letting you go.
Then, he lifted his hand lazily and the clouds beneath his feet responded like they'd been waiting. They stirred. Rolled. Then moved.
A sudden gust curled around your ankles—soft at first, then stronger. Thicker. You gasped, feet skidding slightly, and before you could even think to run or question or speak—
The clouds rose.
They gathered fast, spinning like mist wrapping around pillars, and from them—figures began to take shape. Not human. Not quite. Silhouettes formed in smoke and fog, tall and faceless, their bodies made of storm-wind and ash and gold.
You yelped—sharp, startled—as one of them wrapped an arm around your waist, another brushing at your legs, lifting you gently but firmly from the ground. Your hands scrambled against the sudden weightlessness, knees kicking slightly as you were swept upward like a doll held by the sky.
Your breath hitched. "W-Wait—!"
Too late.
They held you suspended, hovering now just above the balcony stone—then placed you gently before him face level.
Your sandals barely brushed the mist that pulsed below you.
Zeus stepped forward once, close enough that the glow of his eyes painted your skin in gold. He tilted his head again, like a man admiring a painting after someone raised it to the proper height.
He hummed—deep and pleased. "That's better."
Then, casually, he leaned against the balcony rail behind you—massive arms folding atop it, one foot crossed over the other like this was any other afternoon.
And now? Now he looked.
Really looked.
But this time... his gaze had changed.
Gone was the casual curiosity. The vague amusement.
Now it was focus.
Weight.
Like he'd decided you were worth his attention now.
And gods help you... you weren't sure if that was a blessing or the beginning of something you couldn't escape.
You tried not to flinch under it—that stare, steady and storm-heavy. But your body betrayed you. Your fingers curled slightly at your sides. Your shoulders lifted, just a little, as if shrinking might make you disappear.
It didn't.
Zeus stayed quiet for a moment longer, then, at last, he spoke.
"You've caught quite the few eyes here on Olympus," he repeated, voice dry, almost amused. "And I'm not talking about the usual pantheon gossip."
His gaze slid toward the distant skyline—toward the sun-drenched horizon where the palace rooftops cut through clouds.
"Things haven't been this messy," he went on, tone growing more sardonic, "since... what was it? That prince my son was so pathetically infatuated with? Centuries ago."
He waved a hand dismissively, like the name wasn't worth remembering. Like even the idea of it bored him.
"Hyacinthus," you said before you could stop yourself. Quiet. Careful.
Zeus blinked once, then snorted. "Right. Him."
A pause. Then his mouth twitched again.
"Didn't bother to learn the name," he muttered. "That whole mess was too dramatic for my taste. The poetry. The mourning. Pity, really."
He looked back at you, eyes narrowing with that same storm-born curiosity.
"But I suppose you can't blame me for wanting to see you for myself, can you?"
The question sounded like a trap.
You blinked, breath caught in your throat.
He leaned forward slightly, one brow arched.
"I mean, really," Zeus continued, tone shifting into something wry, almost condescending. "Every god you pass seems to forget how to let go. Apollo won't stop writing. Hermes pulled strings I didn't even know he still had. Even Artemis calls you sister now—and she barely looks twice at her own hunt."
You didn't speak.
"And then there's Ares," he went on, chuckling low in his throat, "grinning like your scars make you royalty. Athena, analyzing you like a riddle she hasn't solved. Dionysus—well, he's another story entirely."
His gold eyes glittered now. "So... tell me," he said, tilting his head again. "What is it about you?"
The air around you buzzed with heat and static.
Zeus smiled slowly.
"Because from up here... it looks like you're starting to become one of us."
Your lips pressed into a frown.
Not deep. Not obvious. Just enough that the soft line of your mouth flattened, the muscles in your jaw ticking faintly. You looked away again—eyes shifting toward the horizon, toward anything that wasn't him. That wasn't gold and lightning and ancient attention curling around you like a net.
You didn't even know why that comment unsettled you so much. It wasn't the worst thing someone could say.
Not here.
Not in Olympus.
Not when half the gods had already draped offerings at your feet or pressed promises to your lips. Not when every path you walked lit up with the weight of divine favor, whether you asked for it or not.
But still... something in your chest pulled back from it.
One of us.
Maybe it was the way he said it. Or maybe—maybe it was because deep down, in the part of you that hadn't forgotten the smell of portside air or the feeling of sleeping curled up beside Lady's warmth—you knew.
If you ever became one of them...
It wouldn't have been by choice.
It would've been carved into you.
Offered in pieces. Demanded. Sung.
Taken.
You blinked the thought away.
When you looked up again, he was staring.
Zeus hadn;t moved, not really. But his eyes were half-lidded now, gold gone sharp around the edges, like the sun narrowing through a stormcloud. His mouth was still tilted up in that not-quite-smile, but the warmth had cooled.
He must've taken your silence for something else.
Hesitation. Uncertainty—maybe even awe—because suddenly, he leaned in.
Close.
Close enough that you could smell the storm on his skin. That electric, charged scent that wasn't fire or rain but something between. A god's scent. Like static clinging to silk.
His voice dropped to a low, velvet murmur. "You know..." he said, dragging each word out like a secret, "Apollo... tries."
Your spine stiffened.
Zeus smiled wider.
"He's passionate, I'll give him that. Poetic. Obsessed, even. But..." he leaned in closer, his breath brushing the edge of your cheek, "he's still a boy playing with fire. Loud, eager. Sloppy."
You didn't move.
Couldn't.
"I don't fault him," Zeus whispered, the words coiling like heat in your ear, "but if you were the object of my desire..."
His hand lifted—not touching, but hovering—just beside your face.
"...you'd already have a palace by Helios' rise. A golden one. Carved with your name. Built for worship."
Your breath hitched.
"You'd wake up to ambrosia on your tongue," he purred, "and stars in your bed."
He tilted his head slightly, and you swore the sky behind him darkened for a second.
Then, a chuckle. Low. Cruel. Soft.
"But that's the difference between a king," he said, pulling back just an inch—just enough for you to breathe again—"and a son."
You blinked, your breath coming out slow and tight. Like your lungs had to remember how to work without the storm breathing down your neck.
The words clung to you. Not just the meaning, but the weight beneath them. That difference. That contrast. That unspoken offer glinting beneath every syllable.
And suddenly—your heartbeat knocked like a warning bell against your ribs. Fast. Too fast.
RUN! RUN! RUN!
Your fingers fidgeted without permission, brushing at the edge of your skirt, the ends of your sleeves. Anywhere. Something to do. Something to stop the heat rising up your chest.
You forced a breathy laugh—awkward—stuttering, "Th-Thank you, my lord. That's, um... generous of you."
You didn't look at him when you said it because if you did, you knew he'd see it.
The panic. The flicker of no behind your practiced smile.
But Zeus didn't speak again. Not right away. He leaned just slightly on the rail, the look in his eyes unreadable—but not gone. Still watching. Still calculating. Still deciding just how far this little conversation would go.
And before he could speak again—before his hand could close that last inch between you—a voice rang out like silver.
"Ah—____! There you are!"
Your name, spoken like a laugh. Like the punchline to a joke no one else was in on.
Your head whipped around, Zeus' did too—though slower.
There, hovering casually in the arched doorway of the balcony, was Hermes.
He was smiling. Not wide. Not warm. Tight. Too tight.
The cords in his neck stood a little tense beneath his collar. His caduceus rested lazily over one shoulder, swaying in an uneven tempo as if restless.
"You wander off like this again," Hermes said, still grinning, "and I'm tying a bell to your ankle. Or maybe your braid. So I hear you before you wander into Tartarus."
He chuckled lightly—but his eyes?
They were locked on Zeus.
And they didn't laugh at all.
He began to drift forward, his sandals barely brushing the balcony as he hovered, weightless and watching.
The clouds around you stiffened. Not by command. But by instinct. Because the king of Olympus was not used to being interrupted.
Zeus straightened as Hermes approached, his full height unfolding like a mountain pushing out of the clouds. The amusement in his face faded, just a bit, replaced with something colder. More... annoyed.
"Hermes," he said, flatly. The name left his mouth like a dropped stone. There was no warmth to it, no welcome. Only the faint scrape of irritation sliding beneath his tone. "So eager to interrupt your elders? I wasn't aware my conversations required a time limit," he added smoothly, though the sharpness in his golden gaze said something else entirely. "Or that you had taken up the habit of tracking my guests."
A pause stretched between them, but the silence was clear.
The warning. The annoyance. The possessive thread of displeasure, thick in the air.
Before you could even register how you were suddenly the subject, Hermes only gave a grin. It was sharp. Breezy. Dangerous.
And upside-down.
He twirled mid-air, flipping lazily until he floated belly-up, arms folded under his chin, legs crossed at the ankles like he had all the time in the world to drift above his father and act like none of this was serious.
"Oh come on, Father," he sang sweetly, giving you barely a glance before turning his eyes—bright and unblinking—back to Zeus. "You're hogging the guest of honor. And during a feast Apollo insisted hold? That's so unlike you." He giggled—soft and hollow, like it came from someone floating through something far away. "I mean, you've got her out here like a prize falcon. A golden cage, some cryptic praise, a few riddles and compliments—and you wonder why everyone starts calling you overbearing."
Zeus' nostrils flared faintly.
Hermes flipped again, landing gracefully on his feet, his winged sandals sighing into silence as they kissed the marble floor. He walked with that loose, casual saunter that made it easy to forget how fast he could move if he wanted to.
He strolled toward you—not toward Zeus. Not directly. Toward the faceless cloud-figures holding you aloft.
He gave them a once-over, eyes glinting, and tsked under his breath. "Hmm. Heavy-handed, don't you think?" he muttered, loud enough for his father to hear. "Father has so many rules about divine interference, but I suppose they bend differently when it's you at the center of it all."
The clouds around you shivered. You weren't sure if it was from his words or his presence.
Maybe both.
Hermes smiled wider, turning back to Zeus—but there was an edge now. Cold under the grin.
"Or is this another one of those do as I say, not as I thunder moments?"
Zeus' jaw ticked, and the sky rumbled—just once. Low. Quiet. Like Olympus itself was holding its breath.
The pressure between them sharpened—two gods, two storms, neither moving, both too old and too familiar to flinch first.
Zeus didn't speak right away. But his posture shifted, shoulders rolling back, jaw firm. His gold eyes darkened, flickers of lightning dancing faintly across his temples like a headache trying to claw its way through divinity.
His voice came like slow thunder. "Careful, Hermes."
It wasn't loud. It didn't have to be.
"This is not a game you want to win, Hermes."
Hermes blinked.
Then—he giggled—actually giggled.
He tilted his head, all airy innocence, the tips of his curls bouncing as he pressed his palms together like a child trying to look saintly. "Me?" he said, gasping softly like he was wounded. "I'd never, Daddy Dearest."
The way he said it—Daddy Dearest—dripped with the exact kind of mock affection that could drive gods to war or laughter.
"I'm your favorite," he added sweetly, winged sandals twitching with faux pride. "You know I'm a daddy's boy through and through. Even when I was stealing Apollo's cows and breaking into Tartarus with no shoes on. I mean, please—"
He stepped in just slightly, like he couldn't help himself—then reached up and flicked an invisible speck of lint off Zeus' shoulder. Real slow. Real gentle. Like he was doing him a favor, grin wider, eyes twinkling as he twirled his staff lazily in one hand.
"—all I've ever wanted was to make you proud."
Zeus didn't blink, didn't move, but the rumble in the clouds above you returned—quieter now, but meaner. Closer. Like the sound of a storm rolling over a field that's already burned.
Hermes' voice softened, curling at the edges like smoke. "Buuuttt," he continued, tilting his head again, "as much as I'd love to give you all the time in the world to... converse"—his gaze flicked briefly to you, then back to Zeus—"I can't help but wonder what she'd think..."
He didn't have to say the name, but he did anyway.
"...Hera."
The moment the name left his mouth, Zeus' expression dropped. The gold in his eyes dimmed—not with fear. But something colder. Annoyance. Calculation.
A man weighing consequences that stretched far beyond lightning and pride.
Hermes just smiled, sharp as broken marble. "You know how our Goddess Queen can get," he said lightly, as if talking about the weather. "So touchy about appearances. So prickly when it comes to..." he gestured vaguely toward the clouds still holding you, "...unusual displays."
He leaned in just a little, lips curling.
"She hates surprises. You remember that Father."
Zeus didn't answer, instead his jaw clenched. His shoulders stiffened. And for the first time since appearing on the balcony, the King of Olympus looked... inconvenienced.
A low growl buzzed from the sky overhead, and then—quietly, through gritted teeth—
"Fine."
He didn't shout.
He grumbled.
The clouds at your feet shifted immediately, beginning to lower you without hesitation. The faceless mist unwrapped from your legs and waist, placing you gently back on the balcony like you were something borrowed being returned too late. You gasped as your feet hit the floor again. Soft. Steady. Your knees almost buckling.
Zeus stepped back with a final glance toward Hermes, his mouth hard.
And Hermes?
Hermes just winked.
You barely had time to settle your feet back onto the stone—heart still rattling in your chest, knees buzzing from the pressure of being held by storm-borne hands—when you felt it:
That final look.
Zeus gave you one last once-over.
Slow. Heavy.
Like he was imprinting you into memory—carving your shape into the back of his eyes so that even when he left, you'd still echo somewhere behind his vision.
Then—without a word—he turned and began walking back toward the palace, every step causing the clouds underfoot to roll away from him like they were glad to be dismissed.
Hermes didn't flinch, didn't smile. He just watched.
Calm. Steady. Arms crossed loosely now, mouth twisted with the kind of practiced indifference that only barely masked how much he wanted to speak again.
"See you later, Father," he chimed, casual as ever. "I'll be sure to drop by soon."
He flipped his caduceus upright, twirling it once. "I've got a parcel that desperately needs your co-signature."
Zeus didn't answer, but his glare—the one he shot over his shoulder, sharp as a blade drawn mid-turn—said enough. Veins of lightning flickered faintly at his temples.
Then the god-king stepped past the threshold, and the doors of the palace swallowed him whole.
Silence fell.
Just you and Hermes now. The clouds were calm again. The sky felt lighter.
Hermes sighed and stretched his arms above his head, groaning just loud enough to be annoying. Then, softly—half under his breath, but very much meant for you to hear—he muttered,
"Like father, like son..."
You glanced at him. You weren't sure which he meant—but the way Hermes' mouth twisted, you had a feeling it wasn't a compliment.
The messenger god rolled his eyes dramatically, flicking an imaginary speck from his sleeve. "Honestly, everyone's always comparing Apollo to me, but he's starting to act more and more like him lately."
Then he chuckled—bitter and amused.
"And Ares?" He whistled low. "He might not be married, but I already pity whatever poor sap ends up having to call him a husband one day. You'd think all that growling would wear him out."
A beat.
Hermes leaned in slightly, whispering with mock scandal, "But nope. Still makes time for Aphrodite. Every. Damn. Week."
He shuddered like it physically offended him. "Divine adultery is a full-time job around here, apparently."
You gave a weak, breathy laugh—still shaky from everything—but Hermes didn't press. He just stood there for a moment, letting the silence settle again. Letting the thunder fade completely from the sky.
Then—he turned to you, his whole demeanor changing. The sharpness that had danced behind his eyes while sparring with Zeus eased. The tension in his jaw melted. His mouth softened into something more familiar—still sly, still knowing, but... gentler.
Like the version of Hermes you'd met when he handed you your divine lyre. The one who smirked when you'd get flustered. The one who made a joke when you started overthinking it.
And now?
Now he looked at you like you were still here.
Still whole.
He stepped a little closer and tilted his head, scanning your face like he was checking for cracks.
Then—his fingers reached up.
You flinched, just slightly, until you realized what he was doing.
He brushed his knuckles along the side of your head, searching—then found it.
The ribbon.
That same one from earlier, still twisted slightly in your hair, knocked loose from all the wind and divine nonsense. Hermes clicked his tongue softly, smirking.
"Tsk, tsk," he murmured, carefully adjusting it. His fingers were deft but warm, moving with practiced ease as he smoothed it back into place. "Can't leave you alone for one moment without you getting nearly snatched up by thunder and arrogance in a toga."
You laughed—shaky but real this time.
He grinned at that, then leaned back just slightly, his hands dropping to his hips. "You know," he said, "the only way to curb Zeus when he's in one of his moods is to mention Hera."
He raised a brow, eyes twinkling like a boy who'd just gotten away with something and was already planning the sequel.
"Nothing makes lightning pause faster than the idea of his wife walking in with questions and a wine cup."
He shivered again, but this time in dramatic fear, mock-whispering, "Gods help the man if she actually shows up. I've seen Titans tremble less."
And something about it—his voice, his grin, the relief of hearing a joke that wasn't layered in threat—just broke something in you.
You didn't think, you just moved.
In the next breath, you surged forward and threw your arms around him.
Hermes froze.
For half a second, he stiffened like someone who hadn't been hugged in a while—or maybe just hadn't expected it. His staff knocked lightly against your side as your momentum carried you into his chest. But then—then he laughed.
Low and surprised and a little breathless. His arms came up, wrapping around your back, one hand rubbing up and down your spine like it was second nature.
"Well... hello to you too," he chuckled.
You didn't answer, didn't lift your head. You just pressed your face deeper into the fabric of his toga, your nose tucked into the space where his collar met his neck. It smelled faintly of cloud-swept winds and something older—like air that had been moving for centuries.
You didn't want him to pull away. Not yet.
Because seeing him—really seeing him, whole and safe and you again—made everything else come crashing down.
The feast. The lyre. Apollo's lap. The scrolls. The forge. Dionysus. Zeus. Melanion. All of it. Too much, too fast.
Your throat tightened.
You didn't want to cry. Gods, you didn't. But your chest was shaking in small, uneven jerks, and you could feel the sting start to crawl up behind your eyes.
Finally—finally—you pulled back, just enough to see him.
Your eyes were glassy. Wet around the edges.
Hermes clicked his tongue gently, brushing his thumb under your left eye. He wiped away the starting tear like it was nothing, then flicked the drop from his fingertip like it had offended him. "You're not supposed to make me look soft in front of the storm king, you know."
You gave a wobbly laugh, your fingers still curled slightly in the fabric of his toga. "I haven't seen you in forever," you mumbled, your voice cracking a little at the end.
He sighed dramatically, leaning his forehead lightly against yours for a beat. "Olympus does that," he murmured. "Turns time into something that slips between your fingers and calls it favor."
Then—he leaned back, flicking his brows up like nothing had happened.
"Anyway. You're being summoned."
You blinked. "Summoned?"
He nodded. "Apollo's looking for you. Said something about wanting another song—'Doesn't even have to be new,'" he mimicked in a pouty, sunstruck voice. "I overheard while delivering a message to Dionysus from one of his... many wine-soaked devotees."
He raised his brows pointedly, lips quirking into a smirk.
"So, imagine my surprise," he added, placing a dramatic hand on his chest, "when I arrive on business, only to find out there's a full feast happening. Candles, dancing nymphs, cursed wine pets, everything. And not a single invitation with my name on it."
You opened your mouth, but he just raised his hand like he wasn't done yet.
"No message. No scroll. Not even a courtesy dove. I'm wounded." He sniffed, eyes sparkling. "Truly."
You laughed, and he gave you a sly little wink.
"But," he continued, stepping backward now, toward the balcony entrance, "if I'm going to show up uninvited—" he gestured between the two of you, "—I may as well do it with the prized muse everyone's looking for."
His grin widened.
"Can't wait to see Apollo's face."
Then, without waiting, he reached forward and gently grasped your hands—cool fingers curling around your wrists with an ease that made you forget you'd been trembling minutes ago.
"C'mon," he murmured, tugging you along with that weightless, feather-footed step of his. "Let's go ruin someone's dramatic entrance."
But before you could cross the threshold—you stopped.
Just... stopped.
Hermes, still holding your hand, blinked. His steps stilled mid-float and he turned to look at you, brows pinched. "Hey," he said, light but cautious. "What's—?"
You weren't looking at him. Your gaze was on the floor, fixed somewhere near the edge of the balcony, just past the shadows cast by the torchlight. You didn't speak right away, and when you did, your voice sounded... far away.
Not angry. Not panicked.
Just low.
Almost dead.
"...That... That thing Dionysus was dragging around," you murmured. "That... thing in the chains."
Hermes said nothing.
You lifted your chin a little, just enough to look past him—past the palace's golden archways and back toward the memory you hadn't asked for. "That was him, wasn't it?" Your fingers curled faintly in his. "Melanion."
Hermes' expression didn't change at first. But his thumb brushed once across your knuckles, like he already knew what you were asking—and was weighing how to answer.
A long pause passed between you.
Then finally, quietly—
"Yeah," he said.
Your breath hitched and you turned away again, swallowing against the tightness growing in your throat. The cool air hit your face, but it didn't soothe. Not this time. Not like before.
Hermes kept his voice even. Soft.
"You don't have to worry about him," he said. "He's not going anywhere. That's his punishment. Olympus-style. A little poetic justice, if you will."
You shook your head. "That's not why I'm asking."
He fell silent.
You looked at him—just barely—over your shoulder, eyes wide but tired. "How long?"
Hermes hesitated.
Then... "Since the day you woke up... the day I brought you back from death."
You inhaled slowly, your chest catching on the drag of breath. Your arms crossed loosely around your middle. You didn't know if it was from the cold or the weight of the answer.
You should've felt something good. Relief. Triumph. Maybe even something righteous. The man who killed you—the one who laughed while you bled—was being punished. Still punished.
Just like you said he would be.
Even if your threat had been weak. Even if your voice had cracked and your hands had shaken. You warned him.
And the gods had listened.
They made it real.
So why did you feel sick?
Why did your heart crawl at the memory of his eyes—those broken, unfocused eyes, like something behind them had been ripped out and never returned?
Why couldn't you stop remembering the way he didn't fight back?
The way he just existed now. Dragged on a leash, head down, not even human anymore.
Just a hollow shell in a wine-soaked joke.
You pressed your lips together tightly, not wanting your mask to slip and allow Hermes to see what was written on your face because at this point, you didn't even know what it meant.
But apparently, you didn't hide it well enough because Hermes let out a loud groan through his nose and dragged a hand down his face.
"Oh, come on," he huffed, turning away for a second like he had to physically pace out the frustration. "Are you—? Seriously? This is the part you're hung up on?"
You didn't answer.
His wings twitched at his heels as he stepped back toward you, the usual levity in his voice starting to fray.
"He's not even human anymore," Hermes snapped—not cruel, but raw, like someone trying not to raise their voice at a friend. "And believe me, that's generous. I held back."
You looked at him, startled.
He gestured wide, motion sharp now, like the words were bursting out whether he liked it or not. "You know how many gods would've wanted him undone completely? Gone. Erased. Struck down before his soul could so much as shiver in the Underworld? Ares would've ripped him in half. Aphrodite suggested I even set his family tree on fire."
His voice pitched—tight, angry. Not at you.
But for you.
"He stabbed you," he said, his tone dropping low and flat. "He killed you. He dragged your name through mud and blood and didn't feel an ounce of regret doing it."
Your throat tightened. You couldn't look at him anymore. You turned your face toward the marble pillar, the glow of Olympus bleeding in from the arches, voice barely above a whisper. "...I know..."
Hermes stopped.
The silence that followed stretched a little too long. You expected him to pace again. To sigh louder. To push.
But instead... he exhaled.
Softly.
Quietly.
And when he spoke again, it was calm. "If you feel that strongly about it," he murmured, "then I suppose we can cut his sentence short."
Your head whipped up, stunned.
Hermes just shrugged—like it was nothing. Like altering the divine punishment of a cursed soul was as casual as flipping a coin. "Dionysus won't be thrilled," he added, smirking faintly. "He just got him broken in. He likes dramatic little accessories, and 'revenge pet' is very on brand."
That did it.
You didn't think—you just moved again. Your body surged forward, emotion crashing through you like a tide, and you wrapped your arms around him in another hug—tighter than before. Desperate. Grateful.
But this time... you actually cried.
Not just the tightness in your throat. Not just the sting in your eyes. Actual tears spilled down your cheeks as your breath hitched against his chest, quiet and shaky.
"I-I'm sorry," you mumbled, the words barely holding shape as your face pressed into his toga. "I just—I keep taking. You keep helping me, and I just take and take and I—"
Hermes laughed. Not unkindly. Not mockingly. Just warm and incredulous, his arms looping around you easily, one hand ruffling the back of your hair with a soft tsk.
"Gods, you're a crybaby," he said fondly, like it was an inside joke now. "What am I gonna do with you?"
You sniffled hard enough that your shoulders jumped, but you didn't pull back.
And Hermes just hummed, voice low and content. "If all it takes is doing a few simple favors to have you cling to me like this..." He gave your back a lazy pat. "...then I really don't mind doing them."
You finally pulled back—reluctantly, breath hitching once as you wiped at your cheeks with both hands. Your fingers came back damp, and you winced a little, sniffling quietly as you tried to collect yourself.
"I mean it," you mumbled, voice still a little wobbly. "I know gods aren't really in the business of... doing things for people."
You looked up at him, and the weight of everything you meant sat heavy behind your eyes.
"I... I know there's an order to things. Rules. Favor. Power. That you guys do what you want, when you want. Because you can. And no one really gets anything unless you feel like giving it."
Your voice cracked again, but you pushed through it, your words soft and breathless as you stared up at him. "But still... you help me."
Your lashes were wet, tears clinging to the edges like dew on string. You didn't even realize how tightly you were still holding onto him.
Hermes sighed. A long, quiet sound that felt more like surrender than anything else. Then—he smiled.
Not his usual grin. Not clever. Not cocky.
Just... real.
He reached up, brushing his knuckles along your cheek before gently wiping a tear from beneath your eye. His touch lingered—soft, steady, unspoken.
"You always look at me like that when you're about to break my heart," he said, voice low.
You blinked. But before you could ask, before the words could land, he was already stepping back—mask slipping gently back into place.
His hand dropped from your face, but he didn't let go entirely. His fingers found yours again, weaving slow between them with a gentleness that grounded you. Like he could smooth the last of the tremble from your bones if he just stayed close enough.
"Now," Hermes said, his tone shifting—lighter, mischievous, tugging you gently toward the doorway, "let's go remind Olympus who its favorite muse really belongs to."
But the way his thumb circled the inside of your wrist—absent, careful, like it meant something more—said what he didn't.
And with that, he led you back into the light. Back into the warmth. Back into the world of gods.
also i've been blessed with more fanart, hehehe ❤️❤️❤️ (email: [email protected] | tumblr: winaxity-ii) also because wattpad/tumblr is being a meanie, i can't show 18+ drawings on here, even if edited 😭😭 but don't worry i shall still sing my praises! but good news! i have them available on archiveofourown (ao3) and have my account/books to where guests can see so you guys don't have to make an account ❤️❤️ also, if you haven't seen my last update/PSA i'm no longer doing personalized notes under each art i receive 💔 i fully explained why in my last update/psa so plz read it to get full transparency....
from simp_0207(p.s. i know you've sent me a few, but i'm goign down the list/order i received them, so no worries lovely~ i shall get to them all; p.s DON'T APOLOGIZE I LIVE FOR YOUR DRAWINGS/REFERENCES ESPECAILLY THE QUAN MILLZ 😭😭 okok sorry, no more notes, ❤️)
[MELANION]
Ngl, this scared me in the best way possible 😭😭 like i feel bad for him?? but at the same time FUCK HIM lololol
[ MC MEETS MELANION]
Once again, feel so bad for him, but he lowkey could have avoided this if his ass listened smh
[APOLLO AND ARTEMIS]
ack---my chest 😭😭 not me being weak-kneeded for twins 😩imma sucker for them ngl
[DIFFERENT MC DESIGNS]
ahhhhh---love everysingle one of them! like how do you even narrow it down!?!?! my drawings would come out looking like biblically-correct angels 😭😭
from alexv2012
[MC DESIGN]
scar placement?? *mwahhh* can really feel the 'been through hell and back' with this one
[MC AND ??? (😭😭 I'M SORRY I'M NOT SURE AND DIDN'T WANT TO PUT THE WRONG PERSON)]
😭😭💔lemme stop playing and find a god that'll become obssessed w/ me 😩
[MC GOING THROUGH THE (E)MOTIONS_CH.54]
lolol i'm so soft/dumb cuz why i'm going 'damn she going through it' only to remember this is fanart from my book 💀💀
from mipo
[MOON AND SUN]
i really like that it's a painting! idky the drying smudges just fueling the creativity rn...
[CELESTIAL GAZE]
this is so fucking cool.... the pupils being the sun/moon?? ATE
[PROPHETIC SIGHT]
this one was really cool to try and breakdown with my sis--so many interperations made i even decided to use one later in the book 😩
from DragonWhiskers12
[DRAGON!APOLLO & DRAGON!APHRODITE]
my babies in dragon form ahhh! make me wanna do more out-of-norm fics fr
from tassec
[MC DESIGN]
baddie reader fr
from saltyfruitbat
[HEPHAESTUS]
daddy?? i mean--who?
[MC DESIGN]
stooppp why the green hair immediately remind me of midoriya (mha) 😭😭 not me seeing mc as a lil crybaby now fr 💀
from Kath_Realm21
[MC DESIGN_CH.43]
me when i'm excited to see y'alls reaction for an update 😭😭😩
[APOLLO AND HERMES]
atp, yeah apollo, i understand fr 😭😭
[TELEMACHUS]
ahhhh my bby 😭😩
from blys4ckk
[MC AND TELEMACHUS]
ME NEXT!-- excuse me??
Notes:
A/N : A/N: hey lovelies!!! sry for taking too long, my job realized school/college is out for then summer and they wasted NO time scheduling me 😭😭 luckily since it's thundering/stroming rn in Memphis i was sent home early so i thought: it's my fav weather AND i have no plans?? might as well update ahahah! also.... ZEUUUSSSS! i know a lot of you were anticipating his arrival (some didnt even want to see his name lolol) but it'll be kinda of a let down it i dont a least give a scene between mc and the king of gods (i mean all he knows is what he's heard, i feel like its in character for him to meet her hahaha) and i also know that mc tend to be a mary sue (as in she stuff seemingly gets fixed---like the 600 ithaca soldiers, adn now melanion), but tbh?? i kinda think it fits/think it's the point... for sure it wont be THIS easy for mc in the isekai fic cuz i want to be mroe experimental/showing how it feels to be a regular mortal/and not favored my a god... alright, sry for the rambles hahah! see you lovelies, nest update! plz take care and thank you all for the well wishess/reminders to take of myself, hehehe it makes me wanna just write all day and post non-stop but ya know.. life be lifeing 😩
(godly things)
various!epic x fem!reader@winxanity_ii
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Chapter 85: 60.5 ┃ 𝐃𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒: 𝐒𝐭𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐁𝐞𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐏𝐫𝐚𝐲𝐞𝐫𝐬
Notes:
𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: here's a bit of extra scenes/plot to ch.60 ┃ 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫, 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐧; lolol so happy you all enjoyed the last chappie, especially zeus, cuz he will be popping up in the isekai---as well as other works i have planned!! also, decided that i'll continue leaving notes under the fanart i recieve---they're just too amazing to not at least say something; someone helped/suggsted that i post them with the credits and whenever i get the chance to come back and edit the little notes when i have time, so i'll do that!! i already made a few comments on a few pics and will be sure to do the rest before re-uploading them onto the other platforms i post on ❤️❤️ also! i see you guys have lots of questions, so if you want, i can host a mini-q&a, but the twist it'll be interactive!! so that means i'll reply to whatever questions in character under the comments, which means more info/clarification for anything you'd wanted to know (i saw this done a few years ago from an book i read and had hella fun doing it/asking questions!) lemme know if you guys wanna try it!
Chapter Text
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In the mortal world, the sun sat high over Ithaca's courtyard, casting long shadows that didn't quite match the time in Telemachus' chest.
It was too bright for how he felt.
Too warm. Too loud—with birds chattering in the olive trees and the dull clatter of dishes from the kitchens nearby. Somewhere, a servant laughed as a jug tipped and caught itself on the edge of a fountain. A broom scraped across the stone in slow, lazy arcs, like the courtyard didn't know anything was wrong. Like the world hadn't stopped spinning the second Athena disappeared from their study without taking him too.
But he walked anyway.
His jaw was tight. Shoulders stiff. His feet dragged across stones that had somehow grown unfamiliar in just a matter of hours—days? Gods, he didn't even know anymore.
He'd stopped counting time when Athena left. Now it was all just sunrises and prayers.
Since then, he hadn't really slept. Not in the way that felt real. He closed his eyes, but nothing rested. He ate only what his mother forced onto a plate. He bathed because the guards were starting to glance at him sideways. But everything else? A blur. All of it. Just noise and ritual, passing under his feet while he waited.
Waited for a sign. A scroll. A whisper from a nymph or an omen in the coals.
Waited for you.
Because you weren't dead. He clung to that. Athena said so. You were alive. She'd looked him in the eye and told him that. Over and over, like she thought he needed the repetition.
But gods—that only made it worse.
Because if you were alive... then where were you?
Why hadn't you sent word?
Why hadn't you come back?
Why couldn't he feel you?
He paused at the edge of the courtyard, staring out toward the empty path that led to the docks. His hand curled against the column beside him, fingers tight. The stone felt too smooth under his skin. Too cold.
The wind moved gently through the trees, brushing against his hair. It smelled like thyme and old sea salt. Familiar. Wrong.
He should've felt something.
He'd always known when you were near. It was like a string tugged somewhere under his ribs. A quiet shift in the air, even if you never said a word. You just were. Present. Real.
Now?
He felt nothing.
No footsteps approaching the gate. No whisper from the wind. No sign in the sky.
Just warmth. Just birds. Just the slow, unbearable press of a world that didn't know you were missing.
He hated it.
Hated how normal everything looked while his insides were unraveling thread by thread.
His mother said to be patient.
His father had warned him that interference only invited more gods.
Callias had even joked that you were probably on some cliff somewhere, yelling at a cloud for looking too much like a prophecy.
And maybe that was true. Maybe you were just—somewhere. Untouchable for now. Maybe there was a reason for the silence.
But none of that made the waiting easier.
He shoved his hands into the folds of his tunic, pacing now. Barefoot. He'd forgotten his sandals. Or maybe he never put them on this morning. He didnt care. The stone was warm under his feet. Sun-heated. It reminded him that time was still moving—even if he didn't want it to.
He glanced up at the sun. Still too high. Still too bright.
It made him angry.
Because how dare it stay there—suspended, unmoving, shining like the world was whole—when you weren't home yet?
He turned suddenly, walking toward the garden shed where you used to keep your instruments.
Something yanked in his chest.
He wasn't even thinking. Just moving. Just needing.
The door creaked as he pushed it open. Dust danced in the beam of light that slanted through the window. The scent hit him all at once—old wood, lavender oil, the faintest trace of lemon wax and sea air.
He stood there for a second, breathing it in.
The shelves were cluttered. Bowed under scrolls and cracked strings. Paint pots tipped sideways. Someone had placed a rosebud on the bench—withered now. Forgotten.
But what broke him was the lyre.
Yours.
Or what was left of it.
It sat on the top shelf—tucked higher, like someone had tried to hide it from view. The wood was split along the side. Strings slack. The curve of its frame fractured down the center like something divine had held it too tight.
He didn't move.
Just stared.
His throat burned because it was the last thing tied to you.
Telemachus stepped forward slowly. His breath was thin, quiet, as he reached for it—his hand shaking just enough for him to notice. His fingers barely grazed the warped edge of the frame. He didn't lift it—didn't dare—just touched it. Light. Careful. Like if he moved wrong, it might vanish completely. Like maybe—if he was gentle enough—it would hum. It would breathe. It would call you back.
But it didn't.
Nothing moved.
Nothing hummed.
It was silent.
His breath caught in his throat like it didn't know how to keep going. He closed his eyes—just for a second. Just long enough to remember the sound of your laugh. Just long enough to remember the way your hands used to move when you tuned it. The way you used to sit in this very room and pretend the whole world wasn't sitting on your back.
And in the quiet—small, raw, like something cracked beneath the ribs—his voice slipped out.
"...Where are you?"
No answer.
Just birds outside. Just wind.
He pressed his forehead against the edge of the shelf, exhaling through clenched teeth. Tight. Sharp. His knuckles scraped faintly against the wood, his jaw ticking as he breathed through it, forcing the storm to stay quiet.
Still nothing.
No hum. No sound. Not even a whisper from the broken lyre that once pulsed with your song.
And then—his chest squeezed tighter, because he couldn't stop thinking about the beast.
Lady.
The moment she'd returned had been strange from the start. Not loud or chaotic like the rest of the palace—but quiet. Too quiet. The kind of quiet that meant something had been torn.
She'd appeared at the edge of the cliffs like she'd been spat from the sea. Soaked. Shaking. Your satchel clutched around her thick neck like it had been tied there in a rush. Or... in fear.
Telemachus had run to her.
He remembered that clearly now. The way her great body collapsed into him. The way she shoved her snout into his chest like she couldn't breathe right without your scent.
He hadn't thought much of it then—just grief. Just confusion. But now, standing here, staring at one of the last things you've ever owned, it churned louder in his stomach. Ugly. Loud.
You hadn't arrived with her. She'd just... shown up. Alone.
And your bag—gods, your bag—he remembered what was inside. Your spare cloak, still damp with saltwater. Your sandals. Some half-eaten rations. A polished stone you'd picked out for Kieran. A jingly bracelet for Lysandra. Scarf for Asta. Dagger for his father. Seashell necklace for his mother.
Gifts for all of them. All, each with tiny, scrawled notes in your handwriting. A name for each one.
Except his.
There was nothing for him.
Or—No. Not nothing. Just a note.
He remembered holding it in his hand. How the parchment had been slightly smudged from seawater. How your handwriting had tilted more than usual. Like you were rushing. Like your hand had been shaking.
"Yours is too important to keep in a bag."
Telemachus shut his eyes now, pressing his head harder against the shelf, the words burning behind his eyelids.
Too important.
What did that even mean? What had you meant to give him that couldn't be wrapped up like the rest?
His breath caught.
Lady would never have left you.
Not like that.
Not willingly.
And suddenly the hot knot behind his eyes burned worse.
"She never leaves your side," he muttered, voice rough in his throat. "Not unless..." He trailed off.
Not unless what?
Not unless she was forced to. Or ordered to. Or told to run.
His heart thudded.
He straightened slowly, hand still braced on the shelf, his breath coming shallower now. His eyes darted to the lyre again—cracked, useless. A relic that had once sung and sparked beneath your hands. But the most damning thing—the thing that made his stomach drop all over again—was what wasn't in your bag.
The divine lyre.
The one Apollo had given you. The one that shimmered faintly even when tucked out of sight. The one you never let out of your reach.
It was missing.
Gone.
Mother said you'd taken it with you on the trip. Everything in him knew you wouldn't have left it behind. Not unless—
Not unless you'd never meant to leave at all.
Telemachus' throat closed, his whole chest pulling tight like a rope had cinched around his ribs and yanked hard. "Gods," he breathed—then let out a sharp, frustrated groan and yanking both hands through his hair. His fingers twisted into the strands and tugged, too hard, until his scalp stung.
"Idiot," he muttered, half to himself, half to the room. "Stupid, stupid—"
He backed away from the shelf like it had burned him, stumbling a step before catching himself. His feet dragged heavy over the stone, pacing once, twice—then stopping.
Athena had said you were safe.
She looked him in the eye and said it.
And he'd believed her.
He'd held onto that one thread since it was casted, like it meant something. Like her word—her calm, clean certainty—could fill the hole you left behind. But the longer he sat with it, the longer he breathed in this too-silent room—
The less he believed it.
Because safe didn't look like this. Safe didn't feel like grief woven into the curtains and silence so loud it made his ears ring. Safe didn't come without letters. Without whispers. Without even a trace of your voice left behind.
He exhaled, jaw clenched tight, then forced his legs to move. Just enough.
He dragged himself toward the workbench—your bench—the one you'd always used when you wanted quiet. When you needed space. He could still remember watching you sit there once, hunched over some tangled knot of string or paper or ink-stained map, your brows furrowed and one foot twitching as you focused too hard to notice him standing in the doorway.
He sat down on the edge now, slouched forward like the weight in his chest had finally forced him to bend. His elbows braced against his knees. His gaze dropped to the floor—fixed somewhere near his sandals, but not really seeing them.
Before he could stop it, a memory came.
No—rushed him. Overtook him like a tide he'd forgotten how to swim against.
It was the last time he saw you before he left for the smaller villages along the coast. He had duties to fulfill. Trade routes to assess. Small border disputes to mediate. His father had insisted it would be good for him—"to gain experience, to learn the pulse of the people." But all Telemachus remembered was the guilt of walking away. The weight of your eyes on his back. The question he hadn't answered.
The memory bloomed: soft and golden.
You were in your room. Late afternoon. The sun was sinking behind Ithaca's hills, casting amber light through the windows. The curtains glowed, sheer and golden, filtering the world in shades of honey and fire. The shadows were long, but warm. Safe.
You were sitting upright on your bed, legs curled to the side, a wall of pillows stuffed behind your back like a little fortress. Your divine lyre was in your lap, fingers plucking it in thought—not quite playing, not quite composing. Just drifting. Searching for something in the strings that hadn't taken shape yet.
He'd laid on his side beside you, one arm tucked under his head, watching.
That was all he did—just watched.
Your hair had caught the light like thread spun from flame. Your face, backlit in gold, looked like a painting—one of those sacred ones that hung in the halls of temples. Timeless. Distant. Something to be admired, not touched.
And yet you sat there, humming under your breath, not aware of the way you stole his breath every time you shifted in the light. Not aware of how long he'd been looking.
You'd smiled at him once—barely—and that had been enough to undo him.
He remembered thinking, I could stay like this forever.
But he hadn't said it.
Not then. Not when it would've mattered.
And now—gods, now the memory was louder than the silence he'd left you with.
A few more minutes passed.
Then, before he could stop it, the words spilled out like breath he hadn't realized he'd been holding.
"Are you happy here? In Ithaca, I mean."
Your fingers paused on the lyre. A soft, slow blink. You tilted your head, puzzled. "What do you mean?"
His eyes widened a fraction, and he sat up too fast, throat already closing around an excuse he hadn't built yet. "I—I didn't mean—" he began, but then stopped.
Before he could backtrack—before the lie could take shape—a pillow hit him square in the face. Soft. Playful.
You snorted, that breathy kind of laugh that curled his spine. "Why would you even ask that?"
Telemachus let the pillow drop slowly into his lap, eyes still a bit wide.
At the tip of his tongue was, "I don't know, just... wondering." Easy enough to say. Easy enough to let slide off into nothing.
But something inside him pushed. A flicker of honesty that didn't let go. And before he could smother it, he was rambling—words spilling out faster than his pride could stop them.
"It's just—so much's happened. Since Father came back. Since you found out you were blessed by Apollo..." He swallowed. "Since Lady showed up. Since Andreia, and you—"
He faltered. Looked down.
"You died."
The words left his mouth like a dropped stone. Heavy. Unavoidable.
He rubbed the back of his neck, face pinkening with quiet shame. "It's like—every time I think I've found steady ground, it cracks under me. Like the gods are playing a game I was never invited to, and I'm just... supposed to keep walking like nothing's shifting beneath my feet." His voice dropped, thickening. "And you..."
He looked at you then, really looked—like the words might break him.
"You keep getting dragged into it. Hurt by it. And I—I can't stop it. I want to. I swear I want to. But nothing I do feels like enough. I'm always a step behind. A moment too late. I just..." He dragged a hand through his hair, eyes flicking away. "I guess I needed to know if you're happy. Or if you're just surviving. Or that I need to—"
You let out a soft laugh—gentler than before, but real. You reached out, hand sliding into his. Warm. Steady. Your fingers squeezed, grounding.
"Telemachus," you said, smiling, "breathe."
He did.
Slowly. Deeply.
Once. Twice.
Then again, a little shakier this time, like he could force the nerves out of his chest if he just breathed hard enough. And then he looked away. Face red. Ears pink. "...Sorry," he mumbled. He sounded like he wanted to disappear into the sheets.
But you didn't flinch. Didn't pull away. Just scooted a little closer, the movement slow and easy like the sun shifting across the floor. Your lyre was set aside, its strings still humming faintly from your earlier touch.
"You worry too much," you said, nudging your knee against his. Then—without warning—you reached up and gave his head a light, playful shove. "One of these days you're gonna hurt that pretty head of yours, thinking so hard."
Telemachus scoffed under his breath, the sound half a laugh. "You think I'm pretty?" he quipped, turning toward you. His smile twitched wider when you rolled your eyes—but before you could shove him again, he caught your hand in his.
Warm. Easy.
He laced your fingers together, slow and sure, like he'd done it in a hundred dreams but never dared in daylight. Your hands fit. Stupidly well. Like they'd grown up waiting for each other.
He stared down at them for a moment—your thumb resting gently over his. His calluses brushing the back of your knuckles. And then...
"____."
He said your name.
Soft.
Like it was something fragile. Something he didn't want to break by accident.
Your eyes met his.
And gods, he forgot how to breathe again.
Because the light from the window was falling across your face just right—gold along your cheekbones, softening at your lashes—and for a second, you didn't look real.
His throat tightened.
"I just..." he started, the words catching before they landed. He looked down again, thumb brushing yours. "I don't know how to explain it. It's not just about safety. Or duty. Or the palace."
He looked up, met your gaze again, steadier now.
"I just want you to be happy."
Your expression softened.
"I want to be the reason you smile without thinking," he added, voice lower. "Even if it's just for a second. Even if I never say it right."
He swallowed, thumb still tracing that same little circle over your skin.
"I know I can't stop the storms. Or the gods. Or whatever it is that keeps pulling you out of reach... but if there's even one part of this world I get to protect—if there's anything I'm allowed to hold onto—it's this."
A beat passed.
His voice fell quieter.
"You."
And he said it like a promise.
Like he meant to spend the rest of his life trying to keep it.
Your breath hitched. Barely—but he felt it. Heard it. And when you said his name, soft and uncertain, it landed somewhere beneath his ribs. "Telemachus..."
Then came the smile.
Gods, that smile.
It bloomed slow, like sunlight warming over frost. But it grew. Glowed. Broke open across your face like a secret only he'd been trusted to witness. Your eyes shimmered—not with tears, not really, just... something misty. Something full.
And in that moment, Telemachus swore—swore by every god above and every stone beneath his feet—that he would make it true. That he'd keep you smiling like that, even if it meant burning his knees on every temple floor in Greece. Even if it meant clawing against fate itself.
But now?
Now he sat alone.
Back in that same room—your room—the light all wrong and the air too still. And gods, it clung. You clung. To the edges of the bench, to the shelf where your old lyre currently sit. To the pillow that still had a tiny indent where your elbow used to rest while you played.
And all he could think was—
You looked like a vision that day.
Like something he should've reached for. Should've held tighter. Should've said more to. Something he'd already begun losing, even as you smiled.
Everyone kept saying you'd be back. That you just needed time. That he was making something out of nothing.
But they don't feel the space you left behind. The ache of something missing that didn't have a name.
His throat tightened as his foot tapped once and then stilled. His hands sat heavy in his lap, fingers twitching like they were used to holding something—your hand, maybe. The frayed edge of your sleeve.
"I..." he tried to say—but the word caught in his throat, dying in the space between his teeth. Groaning softly, he dragged a hand down his face. "Gods..."
He missed it.
Gods, he missed you.
But missing wasn't a big enough word anymore. This—this was something else entirely. Not longing, not heartbreak. Something slower. Meaner.
Like a pressure behind his ribs that wouldn't ease. Like sitting in a room someone had just left, still warm with their breath.
And for the first time, he wondered—
Is this what she felt?
His mother. All those years spent waiting, weaving, pretending the ache was survivable. Was this what kept her up at night, this phantom-limb feeling of a person who should be there and wasn't?
He'd never understood it. Not really.
But now?
Now he did. Gods, he did.
The quiet. The wondering. The whiplash of carrying love when there's no one left to give it to.
Maybe this was what love became when you hoarded it too long—quiet, unused, and too late.
He had chances, and yet, he continued to spend them like they were infinite.
Time to tell you. Time to hold you. Time to press his forehead to yours and whisper something stupid, something small, like: "Stay."
But now? Now all he could do was wonder.
Were you happy, wherever you were?
Were you afraid?
Did you miss him the way he missed you, or had the gods already swallowed that part of you whole?
He closed his eyes, his hands curled into fists. He imagined you out there—walking along some path, under a sun that shone just for you, among gods who saw you as prophecy, as prize, as poetry.
But not as you.
Not the you who scrunched your nose at his old boots. Not the you who laughed so hard at his training stories that you nearly fell off the bench. Not the you who once fell asleep mid-conversation, your head tipping onto his shoulder like it belonged there.
He would give anything—anything—just to hold you again. Just to feel your hand slip into his and know you'd done it because you wanted to. Because you were still his. Not in title, not in fate. Just...
His.
And gods.
He hoped you still felt that too.
Chapter 86: 61 ┃ 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐠𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐧, 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰
Notes:
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Time blurred after Hermes brought you back inside.
You weren't sure how long you stayed there. How many songs you played for Apollo, fingers moving across the strings like your body remembered even when your thoughts didn't.
He asked for melodies you didn't know the names of. Tunes that danced through your ribs and caught behind your teeth like breath. Sometimes he hummed along. Other times he just watched you—eyes half-lidded, lips parted, like you were something holy. Or his. Maybe both.
The first time you returned from your little outing—still shaken from Zeus, still tethered to Hermes by the tilt of your smile—Apollo looked up from his seat, and his expression cracked just slightly. Just enough. Hermes caught it, finding endless joy in it.
"Oh dear," he said, fake-sweet. "Was I not supposed to bring her back?"
Dionysus only grinned and passed you a goblet behind Apollo's back. "Drink this," he whispered, winking. "It's not strong... probably."
You did; it was warm and sweet and made your lips tingle.
After that, it became a game. Hermes dragging you around to show you off to minor gods and gossiping nymphs, only to bring you back to Apollo like a stolen prize.
Dionysus plucking you from your corner with a new wine to try and a dramatic story to tell.
Apollo never said anything directly—but his silences got heavier. His hands lingered longer when he brushed hair from your face. His compliments got sharper, wrapped in gold and warning.
Hermes noticed. He always did.
"You're sulking, big brother," he said, floating aboveyou all with one leg crossed lazily over the other like it belonged to him. "Not very sun-god of you."
"I'm not sulking," Apollo said, absolutely sulking.
"You're glaring holes in the sides of our heads," Dionysus chimed in, barefoot seated on the edge of the table. "One might think you hate us."
That earned him a look that could've shattered marble. You giggled behind the rim of your drink.
Apollo scoffed a sharp little exhale through his nose, eyes narrowing as he shifted in his seat, golden laurel wreath tilting just slightly with the movement. He looked at Hermes first—then Dionysus—and the glare he gave could've singed wings and grapes alike.
"Why are you both still here?" he asked, his tone bright but bitten at the edges. "Father's hall has plenty of room... Or have you forgotten how to find your own seats?"
Hermes grinned like he'd been waiting for that. He drifted down slowly, sandals whispering against the air, until he hovered right beside Apollo's shoulder. Then—with a little hum—he reached forward and flicked the edge of Apollo's laurel crown with two fingers.
"What fun is that?" Hermes cooed. "All that space and no one to bother? I'd rather be annoying up close. Especially to my big brother." He grinned wider, resting his chin on Apollo's shoulder for a beat—just long enough to be annoying, before flitting back like a leaf caught on breeze.
Apollo didn't flinch, but the sharpness in his jaw said he wanted to.
And then Dionysus spoke, voice low and sing-song, drawn out like warm honey. "Mmm, he's got a point, golden boy." He leaned further into his seat beside yours, one leg still kicked up, the other lazily brushing your ankle beneath the table. "I couldn't help myself either."
He gestured vaguely with his goblet—toward the way his ornate vine-wrapped throne had somehow migrated beside yours. Closer than before. You didn't even remember him moving it, but here he was—draped comfortably—his entourage spilled around like offerings at his feet.
A satyr snored gently under the table, one leg twitching. A forest nymph with skin like moss leaned across Dionysus' armrest, plucking at the grapes braided through his curls. Another was curled up beside the base of his throne, hair spilling over his knees like ivy.
They didn't match Apollo's nymphs—clean, elegant, gold-kissed things perched like birds on marble. No, Dionysus' followers were all earth and laughter and tangled limbs. They didn't sit straight or stay quiet, they giggled when you smiled and stole fruit from Apollo's platters without shame.
And yet somehow—both groups were seated at the same stretch of table. A few of Apollo's attendants exchanged wary glances with Dionysus' wild-eyed ones, but no one dared speak.
Apollo, for his part, didn't speak either. He just looked between the two gods seated near you—his half-brothers. One grinning like he'd just stolen the sun, the other humming like the whole evening was a lullaby.
And then he looked at you.
Still seated between them.
Still sipping from Dionysus' cup.
And gods, if looks could burn.
His fingers tapped once against the armrest of his throne. A quiet beat of frustration masked by poise. And if you weren't mistaken, the light around his shoulders flickered—just for a moment—brighter.
Hotter.
But still... he didn't ask you to move.
He didn't say a word.
Not yet.
You leaned back slightly, caught between them all—and smiled. Because even with the tension thick as honey, even with the wine buzzing behind your eyes... it was nice.
Nice to be wanted, catered to.
Even if Apollo's hands itched to pull you closer.
Even if Dionysus winked every time you laughed.
Even if Hermes never sat still long enough to stop smirking.
It was chaos—warm, glittering chaos.
And now? Now, you were walking through a garden that didn't quite feel real.
The sun was warm on your face, too warm maybe, and everything smelled like nectar and green things. Your feet were bare—why were your feet bare? There was a fuzzy, distant thought about sandals. You'd had some, you were sure, but they were gone now. Lost somewhere between laughter and wine and music that still rang faintly in your ears.
You stumbled over a stone path, catching yourself on a hedge that shimmered with pink blossoms. They smelled like honey, or maybe peaches, or maybe that was just you. Everything felt like a blur—soft and slow, like the air had thickened with perfume.
The flowers swayed gently beside you, brushing against your ankles, brushing against the edges of your thoughts. Above, golden light streamed through high, leafy arches, dappling your skin with soft shadows. You felt flushed, dreamlike, like you could fall asleep standing up and the world would keep blooming around you.
You didn't know where you were going, didn't really care. Somewhere behind you, you heard Dionysus laughing again—probably at something Hermes said, probably about you—but the thought didn't stick. Nothing really did anymore.
You just kept walking, and the garden kept blooming.
You turned a corner—ducked beneath an arch of ivy curled over two marble columns—and rounding a hedge, you pushed aside a spray of flowering vines—and stopped. Everything in you stilled as a small cove stretched out before you, tucked between groves of myrtle and twisted olive trees.
A smooth pond sat in the center—glass-still at first glance, but pulsing with soft ripples from a tiny waterfall trickling down a curve of black stone. Sunlight pooled in golden puddles across the clearing, catching on the water's surface, flickering like stars.
And there, scattered across the grass like royalty grown from earth—
Peacocks.
Dozens of them.
It wasn't just beautiful. It was otherworldly.
Your breath hitched and you didn't move.
Not because you couldn't, but because you didn't want to break the spell. They were just... there. Moving slow. Lounging like they had nowhere to be for the next century.
Some sunned themselves along the edge of the pond, their long, shimmering trains curled in lazy spirals behind them. One dipped its head to drink, beak cutting delicate circles into the water's reflection. Another flapped its wings with a low, vibrating call that echoed through the trees. Others strutted among the berry trees—blackberries, wine-dark and bursting, hung low from vines that curled like beckoning fingers.
But it wasn't the movement that held you still.
It was the color.
Not just the deep blues and velvety greens—but silver. Gold. One with feathers that shimmered like moonlight spun into silk. Another with a body the color of dusk, the ends of its tail tipped in coppery fire. A few stood tall and elegant with feathers so pale they were nearly translucent, and when the wind moved through their tails, they looked like ghosts of starlight.
You couldn't help it, you smiled. The kind of smile that bloomed slow, quiet, like your body had remembered how to do it without asking your mind.
So, you just stood there—shoulders loose, mouth parted, arms slack at your sides—as the garden garden unfurled a secret meant only for you.
A hidden pocket of quiet wonder.
"They're beautiful, aren't they?"
You jumped, the sound shot straight through your spine. A yelp caught in your throat, your heel sliding slightly on the mossy ground as you spun toward the voice, freezing again.
Apollo stood beside you.
You hadn't heard him, hadn't felt him, hadn't even sensed the warmth that usually trailed behind his presence. But he was there now—close enough to touch, yet not reaching. Just... watching.
His golden goblet hung loosely in one hand, fingers curled around the stem like he'd forgotten it was there. His laurel crown was crooked, tangled a bit in the curls falling across his forehead. His hair looked windblown, like he'd been moving too fast or pacing too much—like he hadn't sat still since the last time you left his sight.
His eyes weren't on you, they were on the cove. Soft, steady, a little far away.
You swallowed hard and turned quickly back toward the water, your face warm. "Y-Yeah," you said, voice catching at first. You cleared your throat, tried again, quieter this time. "They're... they're beautiful."
It wasn't eloquent, it wasn't god-touched or poetic, but it was real. And that felt like enough.
He didn't reply, not right away. Just let the silence stretch and settle around the two of you like soft fabric draped over the moment—something fragile and wordless.
You shifted your weight, letting your bare toes curl into the moss below. The softness grounded you. So did the faint sound of water lapping from the pond, the rustle of leaves as one of the peacocks shook out its feathers, sending a fan of silver and blue into the air like an afterthought.
Your voice came quiet, almost hesitant. "Are... Are they mortal souls?"
Apollo glanced over, brow raised.
You kept staring at the birds. "Like... your lambs," you added, a little softer. "The ones you said were once people."
There was a beat. Then a sharp scoff, so light it was almost under his breath.
"Of course not," he said, a note of offense curling in his voice like you'd just insulted the lambs—or worse, him. "Hera isn't... that kind."
You slowly turned to look at him.
"She's not the type to waste her breath reshaping the afterlife for a few adoring mortals," he went on, voice laced with that golden sort of condescension that only an immortal could pull off. "These aren't spirits. No tragic souls trapped in animal skin. They're just... birds."
You followed his gaze as it swept over the clearing.
"She keeps them here because they're hers," he said, gesturing faintly to the dozen lounging near the pond, "She likes them. Lets them breed. Eat her berries. Wander around being decorative."
He took a sip from his goblet, then huffed a breath that wasn't quite a laugh.
"It's the most 'benevolent' thing I've ever seen her do," he muttered, voice dipped in dry amusement. "Letting something live without demanding it worship her for the privilege."
He shook his head and tilted his goblet lazily toward one of the gold-feathered birds pecking at the grass. "Honestly? I think she just likes how they look against the marble."
You didn't answer. Just watched one of the peacocks stretch out its wings, the spread so wide it looked like a fan of stars, and wondered—quietly—how something so simple could still be enough. Even here. Even among gods.
The thought rolled over you again—soft, quiet, and just a little unbelievable. Your gaze drifted back to the peacocks, to the way they walked without fear, basked in the warmth, dipped their heads to drink from the pond. Unbothered. Undemanded. Free.
Since arriving on Olympus, you'd come across gods who bent light, who moved people like pieces on a board, who changed the rules just to win. Gods who touched you with hands wrapped in honey but hearts too sharp to hold.
Apollo, with his obsession disguised as worship. Dionysus, wrapping vines and words around you like wine-laced ropes. Even Hermes—kind, clever Hermes—he never moved without meaning.
Everything here had a cost. Everything was taken, pulled, named.
But this?
Hera—of all Gods—doing nothing but letting a dozen peacocks wander through a hidden garden? Allowing them to live, to nest, to preen, to eat, to simply exist without being turned into stories or symbols?
It rattled something in your chest. Tugged at the threads of every myth you'd grown up hearing.
Hera, the goddess queen.
Hera, the storm behind every scorned marriage.
Hera, cruel and vengeful, the goddess who punished women for the desires of her husband. The one who cursed, who broke, who smote.
Hera... gentle?
Your brows pinched faintly. "She..." you began, the words catching. You hadn't meant to say anything—hadn't even realized the thought had turned to sound—but your lips kept moving. "Hera...?"
Apollo looked over, brows lifting.
You felt your face warm, your hands fidgeting at your sides. "I just... I don't know. I didn't expect that from her," you admitted quietly, words falling slow and hesitant, like you weren't sure if they'd offend the air around you. "The myths. She's always painted so... angry. Spiteful. Cruel."
You turned your gaze back to the birds, voice softening. "But this? Just letting them live here like this—?"
You didn't finish the sentence, didn't have to.
The question hung between you—raw and real. Because for all the gods who called you their muse, who wrapped you in silk and kissed your name into song... she was the only one who hadn't reached for you.
And maybe—just maybe—that's what made her feel the most human.
You stood there a little longer, letting that settle—like a small stone dropped in deep water. The thought didn't quite ripple. It just... sank. Quiet and strange.
Beside you, Apollo hummed. Low. Noncommittal. The kind of sound someone made when they weren't really listening, but didn't feel like being rude. His gaze stayed forward, detached, eyes sweeping lazily over the garden like it was a backdrop, not a moment.
You glanced sideways, catching the shift in his posture—the slight roll of his shoulders, the way his fingers flexed once around the golden goblet in his hand as he stepped past you and down the slope of the garden, sandals forgotten like yours, bare feet brushing over soft moss and scattered petals. His long white chiton flowed behind him, trailing faintly in the grass.
The sunlight curved with him—no, followed him, like the garden bent to keep him gold.
He crossed the clearing and wandered deeper into the cove, between tall flowering shrubs and lazy, low-hanging trees, until he reached the pond's edge. There, tucked half in shadow and half in bloom, sat a wide, flat stone—smooth from weather and water, ringed with tiny star-shaped blossoms. He settled onto it easily, the goblet set beside him with a soft clink.
Around him, the peacocks stirred.
One lifted its head, sleek and dark, a shimmering green-blue sheen across its neck. Another rustled from behind a tree, gold-feathered, near mythical in the glow. And then—soft, careful steps—came a smaller one. A chick. Pale down with hints of ivory and gray. It blinked up at him, curious, then tottered over, hopping clumsily onto the rock with a faint chirp.
Apollo chuckled softly, eyes crinkling as he turned to look at you. Then, slowly, he reached out a hand—palm out, fingers curled just slightly, beckoning.
"Come."
At this point, the command no longer caught you by surprise due to having hear it much of the night, as well as your time with him. But now, he looked... different. Not godly. Not burning with pride or prophecy or golden hunger. Just—boyish.
Hair tousled from the walk, laurel wreath a little askew, one curl dangling near his brow. His cheeks flushed from the heat, his smile crooked, uneven. Like he'd forgotten what pose to hold and had let something real slip through instead.
And gods—he looked handsome like that. Unpolished. A little too sun-warm. A little too soft at the edges.
His fingers curled again, and for a moment... you didn't move. Just watched him, heart stuttering like maybe it didn't know what to do with this version of him—the one who wasn't a god, or a sunbeam, or a poet who thought the sky owed him love.
Just a boy on a rock in a garden, waiting for you to join him.
You blinked, breath catching like your body had just realized it was holding something too tightly. The haze around you didn't lift—it was still warm, still soft, still draped like dream-light across your skin—but it wavered a little. Enough to shake you loose.
You stepped forward, your gait was slow, uneven, like your legs weren't entirely sure this was real. You stumbled once and you felt the heat rise to your face once more.
Apollo chuckled, the laugh dancing through the air like sunlight between trees.
When you reached him, the pond still rippled beside the stone, the little peacock chick now curled near his knee, blinking sleepily in the sun. Apollo's hand rose without a word—smooth, steady—meeting your hip and guiding you gently down.
You didn't sit so much as you were settled. His touch was careful, slow, coaxing your body into place like he already knew the shape of you. One of his arms slipped behind your back, the other curled around your waist. Your legs bent instinctively, draping across his own, one knee tucked slightly over his thigh. The hem of your dress spilled down around you like water, warm against both your skins.
He adjusted you once—just a little, enough to tuck you closer—enough that your ribs brushed his when you breathed before sighing a soft, deep sound.
You felt it more than heard it. The way his chest rose and fell behind you. The way his head tipped slightly against yours. The hand at your side drifted lower—resting warm and broad over the curve of your thigh. Not heavy. Just there. His thumb began to trace slow, absent circles into your skin, the contact feather-light but grounding.
The arm across your back tightened, pulling you deeper into him. You could feel the heat of him now—sun-soaked and steady—seeping into your bones.
His voice was the next thing to reach you—Low, warm—barely more than a hum.
"So, tell me..." he murmured, lips brushing the shell of your ear, "How have you enjoyed Olympus, my muse?"
You didn't answer right away because gods—how were you supposed to?
Your mind raced, trying to find words that didn't feel too small or too big. Your hands twitched slightly in your lap, fingers brushing the edge of your dress as if touch might give you language. You swallowed once, twice, and then—
"...It's... it's kind of... unexplainable?"
Apollo hummed as if encouraging you to go on, the weight of his arm around you shifting just enough to keep you close.
You glanced down at the peacock chick still nestled nearby, its feathers puffed out, half-dozing in the sun. Your voice followed, quieter at first, then spilling a little faster than you meant it to.
"I mean—it's beautiful. Obviously. Everything's glowing or enchanted or blooming. And people float instead of walk, and no one really blinks when wine pours itself or marble sings. It's... It's like a dream and a storm all wrapped in silk and gold. Like a temple made from breath and sun."
You laughed under your breath, cheeks warm.
"And it's loud? And soft? Like it's everything I imagined Olympus to be, but also... nothing like it at all. Like I didn't realize how alive it'd feel. How big it is. Or how lonely. Or warm. Or..."
You trailed off with a sheepish breath. "Sorry—I'm rambling."
Apollo didn't say anything for a moment.
Then—he chuckled.
You felt it in his chest before you heard it, that soft, fond sound rumbling beneath your back where you leaned into him. His hand—still resting against your thigh—gave a slow, affectionate squeeze before stilling.
"You're so cute when you do that," he murmured, voice thick with warmth. "Get all flustered and poetic like I haven't already decided you're the most charming thing on this mountain."
His other hand came up, tucking a loose piece of hair behind your ear before he pressed his cheek to your temple. His smile was audible in his next words.
"You can keep talking if you want. I could listen forever."
Your breath caught between ribs that didn't know whether to tighten or loosen. He said it so easily—like a secret he didn't care if you heard. Like your voice was a gift he'd already unwrapped and was just waiting to play with again.
You didn't need to, not really—but you thanked him anyway. A soft murmur against his shoulder, barely a breath. He smiled at that, small and satisfied, the sound sinking into his skin like something he'd tuck away for later.
Apollo then grabbed his goblet, the gold flashing in the sunlight. He brought it to his lips and tipped it slightly, taking a slow, measured sip like the whole moment existed just to taste the wine.
A drop escaped.
Just one.
It caught at the corner of his mouth and rolled slow—lazy—down the curve of his jaw. Bright gold, like it might burn through his skin and yours if you touched it. Not yellow like candlelight, but glowing.
It shimmered too bright to be real, brighter than it had looked inside the banquet hall without all the shadow and velvet. Here in the garden's natural light, it didn't look like wine anymore.
It looked like something sacred.
A drop of ambrosia let loose from a god's mouth.
You caught yourself leaning slightly toward him—just barely, just enough for your breath to still against his cheek—and you weren't sure if it was instinct or gravity.
Apollo's eyes flickered down, and gods, the moment you realized—you looked away, like a kid caught reaching for something she wasn't supposed to want. Your cheeks flared hot, gaze snapping back to the pond, to the peacocks still dozing in the grass, to anywhere that wasn't the golden god whose lap you were sitting in.
But his mouth?
It tilted into that crooked, knowing smile—the kind that didn't ask if you were enchanted. It just assumed you were. He didn't say anything, didn't tease, just let the smile stretch, slow and smug and soft all at once.
And he didn't wipe the drop away. That bit of gold still clung to the corner of his mouth, shining in the garden light. He let it stay, letting it gleam like an ornament, like a dare.
Like he liked being watched.
His thumb curled again against your thigh, tracing a new shape now. His other arm adjusted behind you—not tighter, just... firmer—like he wanted you to know how steady he was. How he wasn't just holding you, but reminding you that he was.
As Apollo turned his head slightly, breath brushing your cheek, the scent of wine and something sun-drenched curled at the edge of your jaw. His lips—still sweet, still golden—barely grazed the top of your ear. Then his voice—low and soft, barely a whisper—slid into the space between your pulse and his mouth.
"You want a sip?"
Before you could answer—before you could think—he shifted the goblet toward you, tilting it gently like an invitation. His hand cradled the base, wrist angled just so, and the rim hovered inches from your lips.
The gold inside shimmered. It caught the light and swirled, thick and sweet, glinting like melted sun.
You could smell it now—warm berries and summer, touched with something older, something that buzzed just beneath your ribs.
Apollo watched you.
Not with pressure.
Not with command.
Just that same half-lidded softness. Like he already knew you'd say yes. Like part of him was already savoring the sight of it—the way your mouth might close around the cup he'd touched. The way you'd taste what he tasted. Sweet and divine and just a little dangerous.
And gods, you didn't move. For a moment, you just stared down at it. The liquid inside shimmering, thick and bright, casting a glow against your chin.
The word crawled back through your memory like a whisper from another room.
Ambrosia.
You recall both Dionysus and Apollo drinking it, how the latter held it up to his lips as the feast spurred on around you both.
"It's deadly to mortals. It burns the human body. Tears it apart from the inside out," he'd said, so casually, like it was just a fact.
And now—here it was. Balanced on the edge of your mouth, held steady in his hand.
The thought slipped out of you before you could catch it.
"...You said it was deadly," you murmured. "For mortals."
Apollo chuckled, the sound shaking you loose.
Your eyes lifted, breaking from the trance of the wine and landing on him again—his face close, watching you with that same steady heat. The light in his eyes shifted, gold catching gold, and then he moved.
His arm curled tighter around your waist, pulling you closer. Your hip met his, your chest brushing his shoulder, and the rim of the goblet pressed firmer against your lips. You felt the warmth of it kiss your skin, tasted the barest smear of sweet on your bottom lip.
Apollo leaned in, breath fanning soft across your jaw. His voice followed—low, purring, coaxing. "Didn't I tell you, you're not like other mortals?" His nose brused just beneath your ear, lips dragging slow along the line of your jaw; a touch so soft it didn't even feel like pressure. "You're not some girl from a song," he whispered. "You're my muse. My flame. My chosen."
He tipped the goblet again, just slightly.
"Drink."
His thumb resumed its slow circle against your thigh—slower now. Like a metronome keeping time with your heartbeat.
And gods, it was loud.
Because everything in you was suddenly awake—too warm, too aware—pressed to a god who spoke like prayers were promises and poison could be sweet if it came from his hands.
Your mouth parted, and the wine touched your tongue.
It didn't taste like wine.
Not really.
It tasted like heat. Like sunlight cracked open and poured straight into your mouth. It bloomed warm against your tongue, then slid down your throat like honey laced with thunder—soft and thick and golden. It didn't burn. It warmed.
You felt it spread through you. Slow at first—like a breath. Then faster. Down your spine. Through your ribs. Into your fingers, your toes, your thighs pressed to his. A glow. A hum. Like someone had lit a flame behind your ribs and it was spreading outward, licking at the edges of your skin.
You inhaled sharply—only it wasn't sharp. It was soft. A gasp and a sigh all at once. Your lips parted wider, greedy for more, and just when your body began to lean into it—
Apollo pulled the goblet back.
You made a sound, a small one, but it slipped out, low and caught in your throat—disappointed, unthinking, like a child told no after the first bite of sugar.
Apollo laughed.
Gods, he laughed.
Not loud. Not mocking. Just amused. Teased.
"Easy. You'll give yourself a headache." The goblet dangled in his hand now, just out of reach. He tilted it lazily, watching the gold inside swirl.
"Or worse," he added with a grin, "you'll start thinking you can handle more than one sip."
He looked down at you—flushed, wide-eyed, breath short—as his fingers found your chin, tilting your face up.
"You like how it feels?" he asked, not really needing the answer. His thumb brushed against the corner of your mouth, catching a lingering drop. He stared at it for a beat—like it belonged to him—then licked it from his skin.
The wine in your blood pulsed louder, and you couldn't think.
And honestly, you aren't sure if you even wanted to.
Not when the warmth still curled in your belly. Not when your lips still tingled from where the wine had touched them. Not when his voice was that low, that soft—like he could see every thought you were trying not to have and liked them all anyway.
You didn't answer, and Apollo noticed.
Of course he did.
He watched you for a moment longer—eyes flicking over your face, your parted lips, the daze in your. Then, slowly, he set the goblet aside. It landed on the moss with a quiet thud, wine forgotten.
His other hand came up, cupping your face in both palms now—gentle, but firm. His thumbs brushed across your cheeks, warm and steady. His fingers curled along your jaw, tilting your head up so you had no choice but to meet his gaze.
He hummed, low in his throat. Not teasing this time. Not entirely.
"You do like it," he said. Not a question. Just fact. His smile was small. Crooked. Knowing.
Your breath hitched as he slowly leaned down. His eyes dropped—to your mouth, ingering there for just a second. Maybe less. Then they lifted again, locking back on yours.
"And you look... so blissed out right now."
You looked up at him, lips parting to breathe—but there wasn't enough air. Not with him this close. Not with his hands still cradling your face like you were something precious, something soft—like a doll.
"You could feel like this all the time with me." He tilted your chin slightly, his words coiling around your ribs. Tight. Sweet. Heavy.
"You don't even know what I could give you, do you?" he asked, almost to himself. "You don't even know what it could mean."
And gods—he looked at you like he'd give it anyway.
Like even if you said no, even if you didn't understand yet, he'd still try. Still pour gold into your hands and say it was yours to keep.
"You were always meant to be mine."
And then—he moved, leaning in, closing the space like it had never mattered. Like the garden, the wine, the gods watching from above had all gone still just to watch this moment unfold.
His hand slipped behind your head, fingers threading through your hair, gentle but possessive—cradling the back of your skull like he was afraid you'd vanish if he didn't hold tight enough.
And then he kissed you.
Hard.
Like he'd waited eons.
Like this kiss had been echoing through time, waiting for your mouth to exist.
You gasped, your hands clutching at the fabric of his chiton without thinking, fingers bunching at his chest. He was warm everywhere. Blinding. Gold pressed against your skin.
His mouth moved against yours with something deeper than hunger—something desperate and reverent—as if he were trying to memorize the shape of you with every tilt of his head, every drag of his lips.
And you let him. Gods, you let him.
Because in that moment—sunlight pouring down through the ivy, peacocks fanning their feathers in the distance, the taste of ambrosia still on your tongue—it almost felt right.
Almost.
Because even as your heart fluttered too fast, even as you were wrapped in his gold-touched warmth—something in you flickered.
Your eyes had fluttered shut without meaning to, the motion as natural as falling asleep. But when the darkness behind your lids took shape—when the kiss bloomed into feeling—it wasn't sunlight you saw.
It was Telemachus.
A flash. A split second.
Your mouth on his, salt on your lips, calloused hands cupping your jaw—that shy, unpolished touch that made you feel real. Like someone chosen, not claimed.
The thought was selfish. Disloyal. You hadn't meant for it to happen, but it did—like a string pulled too tight in your chest, snapping behind your ribs.
And then—
Apollo licked your lips.
Gods, it was like a spark—not the kind that ignites you, but the kind that wakes you.
Your body went still.
The fog didn't lift, but something inside you did—a breath, a whisper, a quiet no. Not loud. Not angry. Just there.
Present.
And before you could question it, before the heat could drag you deeper—you pulled back.
Not harsh. Not rejecting.
Just... overwhelmed.
Your lips parted from his with a soft, breathless sound, your hands still resting on his chest, trembling just slightly.
Apollo stilled.
You didn't look at him yet—you couldn't.
And Apollo, of course, mistook that stillness for shyness.
A low chuckle rumbled from his throat, warm with amusement, pleased—as if you were just flustered, as if you'd melted from the taste of him rather than recoiled from the hollowness it left behind.
Blinking dazedly, you watched as he leaned back just far enough to see your face. His cheeks were flushed, golden in the light. His eyes darker now, pupils blown wide like he was drunk on the moment. His tongue swept over his lips as he licked them—slow, savoring—his gaze staring down at you like he couldn't believe his luck.
Like you were already his.
"There's no need to be shy," he murmured, cradling your face with a touch too practiced to be truly tender. His thumb traced your cheekbone, his smile radiant, fond—the kind of look that made it dangerously easy to forget he was a god.
"You're allowed to get lost in your god... you're allowed to get lost in me."
And gods—you wished it were shyness. But this wasn't hesitation.
Wasn't nerves.
It was ache. A flicker of grief for something you couldn't name. The echo of lips that should've felt like fire but instead felt like air. Like the ambrosia still burning in your veins had conjured a want too big to carry—and it wasn't yours.
Not really.
But before you could say anything—before you could even pull a breath deep enough to speak—a voice cut through the air like a blade dipped in frost.
"I'd be careful, if I were you. Hera wouldn't be too pleased to find this level of intimacy being performed in one of her sacred gardens. Especially not by those unmarried."
You froze.
Apollo did too.
Your heads turned at the exact same time, the haze still clinging to your skin like mist, and there—leaning with her arms folded against a myrtle trunk, half-shadowed by twisting leaves—stood Artemis.
She looked unbothered. Cold-eyed, straight-backed, mouth twitching with something that might've been amusement—or judgment. Maybe both. Her tone hadn't been cruel, but it hadn't been kind either—just... honest. A kind of warning wrapped in courtesy.
Apollo scoffed—soft, more breath than bite. Not angry. Just tired. Frustrated. "Oh, she'd be upset regardless," he muttered, still not looking away from his sister. "Hera's idea of grace is pretending the world still runs on loyalty." He reached lazily for his goblet again, tipping it toward his lips. "Can't blame her for being bitter. When you're married to the biggest cheat in Olympus, I imagine it poisons the way you view love."
The words hung heavy.
Scathing.
True.
And as if on cue—a low rumble cracked faintly across the sky above the garden.
Not loud, but real.
Like Zeus himself had heard his son's voice across the clouds and growled in warning.
Neither of them flinched.
Not Apollo, who took another slow sip from his cup.
Not Artemis, who raised a single brow and said nothing.
They just stared at each other in that tight sibling silence—centuries old and steeped in quiet tension—and didn't look away.
Then Artemis exhaled softly, the sound almost a laugh. "You're incorrigible," she murmured under her breath, shoulders dipping with a shake of her head.
But her tone shifted when she straightened—chin tilting, eyes sharpening with quiet purpose.
"The sun's nearly due to rise on the mortal plane, and since you're already on thin ice with Zeus..." Her eyes flicked to you for half a second—barely long enough to sting, but long enough to be noticed. Then back to Apollo. "I suggest you be ready. And on time."
With that, Artemis turned—no flourish, no dramatic exit—just a pivot and silent steps into the hedges, her silver-trimmed cloak flashing once more before the garden swallowed her whole.
Apollo groaned—low, aggrieved—the sound of a man dragged from something sweet against his will. He slumped back against the stone, tipping his head toward the sky, his sunlit curls a lion's mane around his sulking face. Handsome. Put-upon. Too golden for someone complaining
"Unbelievable," he muttered, as if to himself. "My own twin. Always so quick to chime in, so eager to ruin the mood."
His hand dragged down his face, voice souring. "The man sleeps around for half of eternity, leaves chaos in his wake, and somehow I'm the one scolded for sneaking kisses." A slow shake of his head, jaw tightening—then the tension melted, light sliding off marble. "But no. Duty first. The sun must rise. Father watches. Artemis always watches. Gods forbid I take what I want."
You stayed quiet, cheeks still warm, heart still knocking against your ribs.
He sighed, louder now. "Duty," he repeated flatly, as if the word tasted bitter. Then his gaze found yours again—quieter now, threaded with something gentler. Regret, maybe. Or just the slow resignation of a god pulled back to duty.
"A shame," he murmured, not without longing. "But she's right. I'm already tempting fate with Zeus."
He reached out, brushing his knuckles against your cheek in a soft line. "I suppose it's time," he said, the words sigh-soft. "Time to return you to the mortal plane."
And with that, the warmth between you began to shift. Still tender. Still sun-drenched. But no longer meant to last.
also i've been blessed with more fanart, hehehe ❤️❤️❤️ (email: [email protected] | tumblr: winaxity-ii) also because wattpad/tumblr is being a meanie, i can't show 18+ drawings on here, even if edited 😭😭 but don't worry i shall still sing my praises! but good news! i have them available on archiveofourown (ao3) and have my account/books to where guests can see so you guys don't have to make an account ❤️❤️ also, if you haven't seen my last update/PSA i'm no longer doing personalized notes under each art i receive the way i used to do them, i'll now post them with credits, and when given the chance come back and post my thanks/what i love about them! this way, i can share my babies and also still keep grinding/writing, thx for being understanding lovelies ❤️❤️❤️
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[APOLLO AND DIONYSUS OUTSIIIDDEEE❗❗]
[HERMES AND MC]
[MC VIBING]
[MC AND HER DIVINE BABYDADDIES]
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[TELEMACHUS DOODLES PRT.1]
[TELEMACHUS DOODLES PRT.2]
[TELEMACHUS DOODLES PRT.3]
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[MC DESIGN]
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[MC AND HERMES FT.SUN APOLLO]
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[GODLY THINGS DOODLES (IN ICONIC-IDIOT-CONS ARTSTYLE)]
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[MC AND APOLLO__CH.54]
from yang
[MC PLEADS TO ODYPEN TO GO TO LYRAETHOS]
from penesauce
[MC DESIGN]
from Sushiiin
[ANDREIA]
[ANDREIA PRT.2]
[MC DOODLES PRT.2__ch.30]
[MC DOODLES PRT.2__ch.30]
[MC AND TELEMACHUS__ch.27]
Notes:
A/N : ahhhh! see i wasnt gonna have a kiss in there at first while planning this, but i just had too 😭😭 y'all i know apollo is supposed to be yandere but i like my men a lil obsessed 😩 only in books though!!! cuz a man got 1 time to try it for real in real life and im screaming 😭. like yall dont understand how deep i am in the delusions with Apollo, the way i have so many ideas it's wild, i legit have to make myself/re-edit to mak sure i'm not being too delulu. even then, i enjoy how my writings came across, showing that it's not all good things to be the obsession of soemone--let alone a god. plus, the only reason i wrote mc like this/showing yandere as a negative thing cuz tbh its not fr---especially in real life---so i kinda wanted to try my hand at the realism of having a mc outisde of the 'yandere books trope' (i.e her being okay, being just as delulu) but best beileve, MC in the isekai fic will be in the grey area---especially since the characters will be her fav book characters, so it should be fun with her trying to grapple with wheather yandere is still good or not since it'll technically be 'real' to her since she's now in the book.. ahhh let me stop rambling 😭😭 take care lovelies ❤️❤️
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Chapter 87: 61.5 ┃ 𝐃𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒: 𝐎𝐧𝐞 𝐀𝐥𝐭𝐚𝐫 𝐏𝐞𝐫 𝐑𝐞𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐭
Summary:
𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: here's a bit of extra scenes/plot to ch.61 ┃ 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐠𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐧, 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰: okay so. a lot of you were waiting for this chapter 👀 the long-awaited Poseidon vs Hermes tension finally snapping—and believe me, delulu me had many versions (including one where Hermes unleashed his own 600-style strike for that kiss-not-kiss poseidon did to mc 💀). but in the end, this felt like the most realistic way it would unfold. not with sea storms or battles—but with words sharp enough to scar, pride on the line, and that ancient, god-tier tension simmering just under the surface. because let's be real, they're gods. and gods remember. so yes—this is the quiet fury, the divine politics, the memory that doesn't fade. and Hermes? he might not scream. but he doesn't forget. (also, yes, deep down, he was one breath away from snapping, hoped i showed that enough lolol.) if i'm not too busy (lolol i'm currently at work sneaking in the break room 😩😩🤣) i'll try to update ch.62 later today, since this was ike 1.5k words ❤️❤️
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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The feast glittered.
Gold-tiered towers of honeyed fruit spiraled high above lacquered tables. Harpists lined the far wall, their music too slow, too pretty—like they were being paid to sound like background noise. Fountains carved from veined crystal whispered prophecies into overflowing goblets, but no one listened. No one dared.
The room buzzed with energy—nymphs laughing as they trailed clouds of perfume across polished marble floors, while demigods passed scrolls to one another with shaking hands. In the corners, minor deities debated ethics over cups of ambrosia, their morals conveniently forgotten by the second serving.
It was decadent, chaotic, blinding in its extravagance—and yet somehow, beneath all the shimmer and noise, it felt utterly... empty.
Because you and Apollo were gone.
Hermes noticed the moment it happened. His gaze swept once across the room, then again—sharper this time. The space where Apollo lounged was empty—no sun god holding court, no muse beside him. Just lingering shadows and the fading warmth where your laughter had been moments before.
And Poseidon—Poseidon was too pleased.
He lounged far too comfortably near the center dais, legs stretched out, arm lazily draped across the back of a seafoam-draped throne. The god of oceans had taken a more mortal-form tonight—his tail replaced with legs that glimmered faintly with scales where the light hit wrong. His robes hung open down the chest, stitched from kelp-thread and tide, bare feet soaking in a personal basin of saltwater that shimmered with every shift.
Sea nymphs clustered around him like petals caught in a gentle tide, their laughter bubbling up as they vied for his attention. They giggled behind webbed fingers, pressing pomegranate seeds to his lips with eager hands. One particularly bold nymph cradled his trident against her chest as if it were some long-awaited prize she'd finally been deemed worthy to hold.
Hermes' jaw ticked.
It hadn't been long since you told him. Since you'd whispered, quiet and unsure, about the sentence Poseidon had laid on you. Three days beneath the sea. Three days of silence and breath held in debt.
And now here Poseidon sat—laughing, drinking, basking in the glow of your celebration like nothing touched him. Like Olympus didn't remember.
Hermes forced a smile, plucking a cup from a passing servant—nymph-born, wary-eyed, careful not to meet his gaze—and downed it in a single tilt. Sweet wine. Too sweet. It burned going down, but not enough.
Then he walked.
Nearly every major god in attendace watched from the corner of their eye. Hestia glanced over the rim of her goblet but said nothing. Artemis quirked a brow and said less. Dionysus didn't even turn—he just leaned closer to the forest nymph whispering in his ear.
This was Olympus.
They knew better than to interrupt.
The air shifted before he arrived—not by magic or command, but something deeper, more primal. Instinct.
A nymph spotted Hermes first and went still, her fingers tightening around her wineglass as if it might help her dissappear. Another hastily offered him a seat.
He ignored it.
With a single step forward, his boots clicked against the polished stone with deliberate precision. Then, with a careless shrug, he let his empty cup fall. It hit the floor with a quiet clink—hardly more than an echo—but Poseidon's head lifted all the same.
Finally.
"Well," Poseidon said at last, voice rolling like a distant storm, "what stirs the wind this far in my direction, dear nephew? Olympus must be dreadfully dull if it means its favorite little winged pest is paying me a visit. Especially during such a festive event as this."
Hermes smiled—sharp, playful—but only on the outside.
"Oh, you know me," he said lightly, plucking a goblet from Poseidon's own table and sipping it without asking. "I go where I'm called. Where the gossip's good. Where the drama smells deliciously mortal."
His voice shifted—subtle as a needle threading silk.
"And while out doing what I usually do, I caught wind of a funny little thing," he mused, glancing down to inspect his nails like they weren't already perfect. "Apparently one of Ithaca's ships met quite the storm recently. No clouds. No wind. Just... violent waves out of nowhere." A pause, weighted. "Almost as if the sea itself grew teeth."
When he looked up, his eyes glinted with knowing amusement. That polished smile never wavered.
"How curious—considering Apollo's newest fascination was aboard."
Poseidon's laughter rolled low and dangerous—the sound of ice cracking over a frozen sea.
"Ah. That." His lips curled, cruel as seafoam dashing against jagged rocks. "The feast seems to grow dull without Apollo's little muse here to grace us with her voice." He bit into a golden fruit, juice glinting on his teeth. "Perhaps he's keeping her too occupied for introductions."
Hermes didn't laugh, didn't blink. He just stared, sharp and flat. "Strange," he mused, tone dripping false lightness, "how the sea always roars loudest when someone's overcompensating."
The nearest nymph tensed, coos falling silent. She didn't say a word—just shifted her eyes to the nearest god with a weapon and readied herself to vanish at the first sign of divine bloodshed. Another nymph dared to touch Poseidon's shoulder—then thought better of it and recoiled as if burned.
The air around the table dropped a few degrees, the temperature plummeting—not from storm or spell, but from the sheer weight of presence. That ancient, crushing pressure of deep waters.
And Hermes?
Hermes didn't flinch. He drained his wine in one slow swallow, then—unceremoniously—set the empty cup down on the edge of Poseidon's plate, and smiled.
Poseidon chuckled again, dark and thick as tar.
"What gnaws at you, little herald?" He plucked a grape cluster, his fingers still gleaming like coral slick with storm-surge. "Don't tell me the Sun Prince forgot to share his new toy—is that why you're in such a touchy mood."
Hermes didn't blink. "She's not a toy."
"Of course not," Poseidon purred. "She's mortality on a leash. It's quite the charming novelty—until the leash snaps."
"You touched her."
The table went still. The fountains didn't stop whispering, but the harpists slowed—just enough to notice.
Poseidon tilted his head, chin resting on one clawed hand. "I saved her."
"You kissed her."
Poseidon scoffed, waving a dismissive hand. "You sky gods always mistake practicality for passion. That was no kiss."
"She thought it was,"Hermes' tone remained light, conversational even—but something underneath was fraying. "And that's enough."
Poseidon's eyes gleamed like deep ocean trenches—ancient, unbothered. "A breathing boon," he recited, almost amused. "Not even a hint of tongue." His teeth flashed predator-bright. "Theatrics. She lives. You're welcome."
"You don't get to rewrite that scene just because she's not screaming anymore."
Poseidon's laugh echoed this time. "Ah! Didn't realize the messenger god had a claim."
"No claim," Hermes countered. "Just memory."
With a lazy shrug that made his coral-bright robes shimmer, Poseidon leaned back. "Then enlighten me, little courier—why so agitated? Afraid she'll start directing her prayers to more... worthy deities?"
Hermes' smile turned razor-edged. "She doesn't pray to me. Doesn't need to." He took a single step forward. The remaining nymphs scattered from the table like minnows before a shark. "Becasue she trusts me. "
Poseidon's grin stretched—wide, cruel. "Oh, is that the pretty word you're using? Trust?" His voice dropped to a mocking whisper. "You think if you play the clever jester long enough, she won't see the hunger beneath? She won't see what you are?"
Hermes tilted his head, curls catching the light like they'd been gilded. "What I am," he said mildly, "is irrelevant."
"No," Poseidon agreed, "It always is. Until you lose."
Hermes smiled, wide and easy. Hermes' grin widened, effortless as a summer breeze. "You'd know all about losing, wouldn't you, Uncle?"
The sea god's gaze sharpened, yet he remained silent.
"Your temples crumble faster than your worshippers abandon you." Hermes leaned in slightly, the basin between them rippling in uneasy circles. "Modern sailors don't pray to you anymore. They pray for clear skies. For safe harbors." A beat. "To me."
The water's surface shuddered, forming jagged shapes before collapsing flat—a silent threat. A warning.
But Hermes continued, honey and poison woven through each word. "You think you're the storm, but you're not. You're just the undertow. Predictable. Slow. Dragging everything down because you can't bear not being the deepest thing in the room."
Poseidon's trident trembled where it rested nearby, but he didn't rise. "Mind your tongue, boy," he warned, voice low. "You're swimming in dangerous waters."
A laugh, bright and unafraid. "You mistake my circling for fear, Unlce."
Then—subtle as a cloud passing over the sun—Hermes' smile dimmed. Something older, crueler peered through the cracks of his carefully crafted levity. Something Olympian.
"I don't care what lies you tell yourself," he said, each word delicate as a knife being set on a table. "But if you touch her like that again—without cause, without warning, without reason—" His voice dropped; lightning flashing in his mouth, sky in his eyes. "—I will scatter every piece of your temple across a hundred coastlines. One altar per regret."
Poseidon laughed then—not the booming roar of waves against cliffs, but the quiet, dismissive sound of a god who'd heard empty threats for eons. "You think I fear you? A messenger?"
"No," Hermes said simply, stepping back and letting the wine finally pass his lips. "I think you've forgotten what happens when the only god who outruns Olympus decides to stand still."
And then—he was gone.
Not with thunder or spectacle, but as all true messages are delivered: swift, inevitable. A gust of wind. A shimmer of wing. Salt lingering on the air.
And Poseidon?
Poseidon sank back onto his throne—slower this time, as if testing its weight. The wine tasted a little too bitter on his tongue. The nymphs held their breath.
And Olympus—ever the gracious host—quietly, pretended not to have heard a thing, even as, far below, the restless sea fell into an eerie, unnatural stillness.
Notes:
𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: here's a bit of extra scenes/plot to ch.61 ┃ 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐠𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐧, 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰: okay so. a lot of you were waiting for this chapter 👀 the long-awaited Poseidon vs Hermes tension finally snapping—and believe me, delulu me had many versions (including one where Hermes unleashed his own 600-style strike for that kiss-not-kiss poseidon did to mc 💀). but in the end, this felt like the most realistic way it would unfold. not with sea storms or battles—but with words sharp enough to scar, pride on the line, and that ancient, god-tier tension simmering just under the surface. because let's be real, they're gods. and gods remember. so yes—this is the quiet fury, the divine politics, the memory that doesn't fade. and Hermes? he might not scream. but he doesn't forget. (also, yes, deep down, he was one breath away from snapping, hoped i showed that enough lolol.) if i'm not too busy (lolol i'm currently at work sneaking in the break room 😩😩🤣) i'll try to update ch.62 later today, since this was ike 1.5k words ❤️❤️
Chapter 88: 62 ┃ 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐟𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐬
Notes:
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The next moments dissolved into light—a shimmering blur of gold and warmth, like a breath held too long before bursting free. You didn't feel your feet move, didn't feel the air change, but you felt the pull. Like being yanked softly through the seam of a dream.
Colors bled together—gold into pink, a whisper of silver licking at your edges—then—
Coolness.
The ground rose to meet your bare feet, sudden and unyielding. No moss. No stone. No garden humming with peacock cries. Just the raw, unadorned now of the mortal world.
You staggered once, breath catching, and felt a hand steady yours—still wrapped in it. Apollo. His fingers were still curled around yours like the space between realms hadn't made him let go.
And when you looked around—
Stars.
Not Olympus stars—those painted kind, arranged for beauty. No, real ones. Sharp, blinking dots scattered across the night sky, some faint, some flickering. The air smelled different here. Cooler. Salt-touched. Real.
Your gaze dragged slowly over your surroundings, and the breath caught behind your ribs again.
You were home.
Not inside—but standing in Ithaca's courtyard, the one just beyond the pillars of the palace. The stones were still cracked from age and salt. The cypress trees loomed tall on the edge of the grove, dark silhouettes against the stars. The garden gate still leaned slightly off its hinge, ivy spilling through the cracks in the wall.
You finally blinked as a breeze brushed past your ankles.
For a second, you didn't say anything, you just existed: lungs tight, fingers still tangled with his, staring at the real night—not gold-drenched or honey-thick, but dark and unadorned.
Apollo still didn't let go of your hand. Not yet.
He hummed softly beside you, gaze sweeping over the courtyard like he was seeing it for the first time—or remembering something he'd rather forget. His voice came low, almost too smooth. But there was something caught under it. Not quite resentment. But not joy either.
"Here you are, my muse..." he murmured. "...Ithaca."
The way he said it—like the name tasted wrong in his mouth. Like it didn't belong to you anymore. Or worse, like it did.
You turned to look up at him.
His face caught the starlight—shadowed and golden in the dark, no divine glow left on his skin now. Just him. Just Apollo. Standing barefoot on mortal stone with your fingers still in his.
"Thank you," you said softly.
His eyes flicked to yours, and for a second, something in them softened—melted, almost. The sun-king faded, and all that was left was a boy who liked your voice too much.
"No need for thanks," he said, and this time his voice held none of that earlier bite.
His free hand rose, slow and deliberate, brushing your cheek before cupping the side of your face. His thumb grazed the line of your jaw as he tilted your head slightly, like he couldn't help himself. Like he needed the weight of your gaze one last time.
"I liked having you there with me in Olympus," he said quietly. "More than I thought I would." He smiled, just barely. "And next time... when we see each other again..." his thumb brushed the apple of your cheek, his gaze not quite meeting yours now, "you'll have your answer."
You knew what he meant.
The choice he gave you earlier. The promise. The decision about forever.
And gods—it was already reaching for you.
Before you could say anything—before your foggy mind could string together a thought or make up another excuse—Apollo leaned down.
It was quick.
Just a brush of his lips against yours—soft, chaste, barely pressure at all. But it knocked the air from your lungs like a hand pressed to your chest. Your breath caught, and by the time you even thought to respond—
He was gone.
Gone like light retreating behind clouds. Gone like a sunbeam swallowed whole.
And when you opened your eyes... it was just you, standing alone in Ithaca's courtyard, mouth still warm from the kiss, hand still lifted as if he might take it again.
You blinked—Once. Twice.
The stars above blinked back—bright and distant and far too mortal. And then, without warning, a soft breeze swept through the trees. It curled around your ankles, brushed up your legs, kissed the back of your neck. And suddenly, you shivered.
Because the warmth? It had gone with him.
You wrapped your arms around yourself, tugging what little fabric you had tighter around your frame. The silk clung light and useless to your skin, more decoration than clothing—spun for Olympus, not for cool Ithacan wind.
Bare feet on stone. Bare shoulders kissed by cold. A dress made of light and nothing.
You hadn't realized until now just how little you had on, just how far you were from the sun.
With a sigh, you turned toward your room.
The stone beneath your feet felt colder now. More real. More grounded than any marble path in Olympus. And your body—still draped in silk spun too thin for the mortal world—moved without thinking. You didn't need to remember the way. Your feet knew. They carried you down familiar halls, through the quiet corridors where oil lamps flickered low against the dusk.
And yet... something felt different.
Not wrong. Just... off. As if the space itself had shifted ever so slightly while you were gone.
You turned a corner and up ahead, a servant girl passed by, balancing a tray of goblets between careful hands. You knew her—recognized the slope of her shoulders, the quiet way she walked. She often brings wine during dinners.
You almost called out, but something stopped you.
Maybe it was the way her hair looked longer now, darker near the ends. Or the way her profile seemed just a little sharper when the torchlight hit it. She didn't glance your way, just moved down the corridor, turning toward the dining hall with the same measured grace she always had.
Before her, from far off—too far to touch—you heard it. Music. Laughter. The scrape of plates and the murmur of voices.
Dinner.
Of course, it must've been around that time.
You blinked slowly, mind still hazy, still buzzing faintly from Olympus and ambrosia and the press of a god's lips on yours. You stared after the girl a moment longer—then shook your head. Probably nothing. Just the wine. Just the dream.
Just the sun not quite letting go.
Eventually, you reached the royal wing. The halls quieted the deeper you went, marble floors soft beneath your steps, torches flickering low in their sconces. You rounded the final corner—and saw him.
A single guard, standing stiffly at the edge of the hallway, spear upright, gaze fixed straight ahead. He didn't move. Didn't breathe. You barely noticed him.
Didn't catch the way his jaw tightened when he saw you.
Didn't see how his fingers twitched faintly around the haft of his spear, like he'd seen something he didn't know how to name.
You just walked.
Past the heavy doors that creaked open at your touch. Past the threshold he didn't dare cross. He opened his mouth—maybe to speak, maybe to stop you—but by the time he found the words, you were already gone.
And then—finally—you were there.
Your room.
The moment the door shut behind you, something in your chest sagged. Your shoulders slumped as the silence wrapped around you like something familiar and kind. You didn't even bother lighting the lamps, just let the shadows settle over everything, soft and dim.
Gods—you could've cried.
Not from fear. Not even from sadness.
Just... relief.
Because you hadn't realized how tired you really were. How much weight your body had been carrying since Olympus. Since the garden. Since his kiss.
You moved on muscle memory, sluggish and slow—fingers untying knots without thought, feet dragging across stone as you stripped off the silk-thin layers that still clung to your skin like a memory. You left them where they fell—across the floor, over the edge of the bed—forgotten like smoke after fire.
Then you collapsed face-first into the sheets, limbs heavy, spine bowed. You didn't even pull the covers up, just let the cool air wash over your bare skin and the linen cradle you like a final offering.
And for the first time since returning—you exhaled.
Before you could sink into the peace, a dull ache pulsed at the top of your scalp—sharp and annoying. The headpiece. The one Hephaestus had presented like a gift and Apollo had fastened like a claim. You hadn't even realized it was still there, dug in at an angle that made your temples throb.
Eyes still shut, you fumbled upward, fingers tangling in your hair as you searched for the fastenings. You found them—eventually—but not before a few strands caught in the filigree.
You hissed a curse under your breath as the crown finally came free, taking with it a few strands of hair. The weight lifted—but not without damage. You tossed it beside you on the bed with a graceless thud, the gold catching a faint sliver of moonlight from the window.
And then you flopped flat on your back, arms sprawled wide, face tilted toward the dark ceiling.
For a moment, you just lay there breathing—letting the quiet creep in through your bones, letting the room remember you.
You blinked once. Twice. And then your chest gave a small ache.
Lady.
Somewhere in the haze of Olympus and goblets and gardens, you'd forgotten her. Not really—but distantly. Like remembering a part of yourself you'd left behind.
Where was she?
Your brows furrowed.
Dionysus. He said he returned her, that she'd been dropped off in Ithaca long before the feast ever began.
So why wasn't she waiting at your door?
You shifted slightly, eyes flicking toward the empty space near your feet. Nothing. No soft huff. No warm fur brushing your legs.
The ache grew tighter.
Maybe she was with the Queen. That would make sense. Dinner was probably still going—judging by the distant music you'd heard earlier. Maybe the queen wanted her nearby. Maybe she was curled in her eating to her stomachs content. Maybe—
You yawned, loud and long. The kind that started in your jaw and pulled through your entire chest.
Gods.
You couldn't think anymore.
Not about Lady. Not about Olympus. Not about the taste of ambrosia still ghosting across your tongue.
With another sigh—this one longer, heavier—you rolled onto your side.
The sheets shifted beneath you, cool and silk-soft, but it wasn't enough. You curled inward, tucking your knees toward your chest, reaching blindly for the nearest pillow. Your arms wrapped around it with slow, clumsy insistence. You pulled it tight, letting your cheek rest against the edge, hugging it like it could anchor you.
It didn't take long.
The exhaustion seeped in deep, thick as wine. You felt it settle behind your eyes, drape itself around your limbs. The edges of the room blurred, your breath slowed, and your thoughts... began to fray.
You were drifting, slipping under, but not all the way.
Not yet.
Because just before sleep could pull you under completely, your mind wandered—like it always did. Back to Olympus. Back to the garden. The feast. The music that didn't stop. The gods who didn't blink. The nymphs with smiles too pretty to be real. The way wine tasted like starlight and silk. The way everything shimmered.
It had been beautiful.
Gods, it had.
But it was also... lonely.
So painfully so.
Because no matter how many times they called you muse, touched your hands like offerings, crowned you like something sacred—you didn't belong there.
Not really.
Not when everything still whispered that you were no ordinary mortal, but never quite a god either. Just something in between. Wanted. Watched. Touched.
But never home.
Your arms tightened around the pillow, and this time, you didn't sigh. You just let the ache settle.
And before you could stop yourself—before reason could catch up to your wine-drenched thoughts—you whispered his name.
"...Telemachus."
Barely sound, barely breath, but it slipped out, soft and aching, like a wish you didn't mean to say aloud.
You could see him then. In that place between waking and sleep. His hand brushing back your hair—like Apollo had done, yes—but slower. Softer. Not because he wanted something. Not because you glowed. Just because you were there. Just because it was you.
You pictured the weight of his arms wrapped around you. The steady warmth of his lap beneath your thighs. The quiet press of food offered in his hand—no gold, no ribbons, no thrones. Just something simple. Something real.
A kiss, maybe. In your mind, it was shy. Familiar. Not the burning of godfire. Not worship.
Just lips meeting yours like a promise made quietly beneath stars.
It wasn't grand.
It wasn't divine.
But it was yours.
And so—wrapped in silks that didn't feel like yours, drunk on ambrosia you didn't ask for—you curled tighter into yourself. Hugging that pillow like it might turn into something steadier. Something warmer. Something that smelled like salt air and old wood and home.
And that's how you fell asleep.
Curled in a ball, reaching for a hand that wasn't there.
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Sunlight.
Warm. Soft. Heavy like honey over skin.
It poured across your shoulders in thick golden threads, too warm to be real, too still to belong to dawn. Your eyes fluttered open with a squint, lashes sticking slightly as the light met them. You inhaled sharply on instinct—air sweet with flowers.
You were lying in a field. A wide, endless one.
Wildflowers brushed against your arms as you shifted, petals tickling your collarbone. The grass was long and gold-dusted, moving gently even without wind. Above you, the sky stretched wide and endless, no sun in sight—but everything glowed a dream-glow. Soft. Saturated. Unreal.
You blinked hard, heart knocking once behind your ribs. Your first thought—ridiculous and immediate—was that some god had come and taken you again. Scooped you up while you slept and dropped you somewhere soft for round two.
But then you looked down.
A simple chiton draped your body—soft linen, unadorned. No gilded trim, no jeweled pins, none of the ornate embroidery that screamed of Olympus. Just plain white fabric, loose and familiar. The kind you'd worn as a girl fetching water at dawn or gathering figs in the marketplace.
You sat up slowly, pushing yourself upright with arms that still felt heavy, hazy. Fragmented memories surfaced—your fingers fumbling, untying knots, shedding silk before sleep took you completely. That fleeting, desperate need to feel like yourself again, if only for a night.
So this? This had to be a dream.
It had to be.
For a moment, you thought about getting up and walking through this impossibly vivid landscape to understand why your mind had conjured something so vivid—why everything felt more like memory than dream. But before you could move—before your bare feet even brushed the grass—you heard it.
Laughter.
Warm. Effortless. Familiar.
Apollo.
You froze. Your head jerked to the side, eyes wide, scanning the open field. Your pulse picked up—not in fear, exactly, but something close. You twisted again, shoulders tensing as you tried to find the source of the sound.
There.
Faint, beyond the swaying flowers—his voice dancing on the breeze like sunlight given sound.
You pushed yourself to your feet, a sharp flicker of annoyance blooming deep in your chest. Small. Petty. Human.
Couldn't you get a single moment alone? Even in your own dreams? Must the gods haunt every corner of your mind, whispering, clinging, laughing?
Still—you walked.
You told yourself it was just curiosity. That you only wanted to see if your sleeping mind hadconjured him correctly—if his smile would crinkle the same way at the edges. But your feet moved faster than your lies could form.
The meadow stretched endlessly, grass whispering against your ankles, petals catching like silk ribbons. Only his voice guided you—that bright, mocking pull—and it felt like you were walking forever.
Until, finally, it came into view, a single tree.
An ancient, impossible thing it was. It towered over the field like it had grown from a god's ribcage, its trunk wide, bark gleaming faintly like molten bronze. The branches stretched wide, thick with leaves that rustled despite the windless air. Beneath it, golden light shimmered like spilled nectar.
And there—
Apollo. Waiting.
Gods, how it burned in your chest—that anger, thick and choking. Wasn't it enough? Hadn't he had his fill of you already? The feast. The songs. The wine. The kiss.
You didn't even want to think about the kiss right now, because your brain still hadn't decided how to feel about it—whether to be angry, or flattered, or maybe a little disgusted by how much you almost liked it. How your mouth had followed before your mind could say no. How you hadn't pulled away until you tasted the wrong name rising in your throat.
And now—now he invaded your dreams? Not as some half-formed memory or shadow, but fully realized—laughing, radiant, lounging beneath that impossible tree like he owned the very air you breathed.
Your steps grew heavier as you marched through the flowers, fists clenched tight enough to leave crescent moons in your palms. The golden light ahead seemed to pulse mockingly with each thud of your heartbeat.
The tree loomed larger with every step, its gnarled roots like the sprawled limbs of some slumbering titan. Beautiful. Awe-inspiring. And currently the focal point of all your mounting irritation.
"And the audacity of me having to walk in my own dream," you muttered to the uncaring flowers. "No divine chariots for mortals. Just blisters and frustration."
Eventually, you reached the tree. You didn't hesitate as you breached the circle of dappled light—though your breath did. That sharp inhale before the storm. And then you spoke. Because gods, if you didn't say something now, you'd choke on it.
"I swear to every constellation above, if you brought me here to watch me sleep like some twisted theater—" Your voice sliced through the dream's stillness. "Why are you even here? What possible reason could you have spurred you to do this?" You gestured to the dream. The field. The gold-stained sky. "This—this dreamwalk, or illusion, or whatever it is—what do you want from it? From me?"
You kicked aside a creeping root. "Was Olympus not enough? The gardens? The music? The gods? That whole crown-and-chalice spectacle?" The words tumbled faster now, less polished, more raw. "Did you really need to violate my sleep too, just to get another answer I never promised to give?"
Your pulse roared in your ears. The accusation hovered between you like drawn steel.
"Because if this is about that kiss—"
The words died in your throat abruptly.
Not because you lost your nerve. Not exactly.
But because Apollo—he didn't react. Didn't blink. Didn't even turn toward you.
The realization struck like iced water—he couldn't hear you.
And that alone should've brought a smidge of relief, that your disrespectful outburst wasn't heard, but then you saw it.
Not just Apollo—though he sat there in perfect repose, lounging against the gnarled trunk like sunlight given form. His legs stretched through the grass, that damned golden wreath glinting in his curls, one hand draped carelessly over his stomach as if he'd been lounging there for hours.
No, it was the boy beside him who stole the air from your lungs.
Curled against Apollo's side as naturally as breathing. An arm tucked beneath the god's, another resting possessively across his chest, his head nestled in the hollow of the sun god's shoulder like it was the only home he'd ever known.
And gods—
He was beautiful.
Not in Apollo's impossible, god-forged way. Not radiant or gilded or meant for temples. But painfully, devastatingly real.
His skin held the deep, honeyed warmth of sun-baked earth. Dark curls tumbled rebelliously across his forehead, soft as summer rain. And that smile—that bright, unguarded smile—held enough joy to level cities, full of something devastating.
When he laughed at some whispered secret, the sound punched through you. Not because it hurt, but because it glowed. Because his eyes—deep, gleaming brown—crinkled at the corners with pure, adoring warmth as he gazed up at the god beside him.
And Apollo? He looked at him like a man discovering water after decades in the desert. A soft, private smile playing at his lips as he tilted his head toward those dark curls. His fingers tracing idle patterns along the boy's forearm with the ease of infinite repetition. This wasn't performance. This was memory etched in flesh.
And gods, you didn't know how—but you knew who he was.
Hyacinthus.
You couldn't believe it. His name had never crossed your lips, likeness never been painted in your mind before now. But somehow... with bone-deep certainty, you knew that was him.
Apollo's heart made mortal.
The reason for your change in fate.
The boy who death broke a god's heart so beautifully, the world rewrote itself to give him back a piece of what was lost.
The ghost between every look Apollo gave you.
And here he was—vibrant, alive, laughing like tragedy had never touched him.
You edged closer, each step measured as if testing thin ice—like if you got too close, the vision might dissolve, or worse, notice you. But they didn't. Neither of them so much as twitched. Apollo remained sprawled against the tree, sunlight caught in his lashes, that familiar smirk resting easy on his lips. Hyacinthus shifted closer, legs draping across the god's lap with the casual ownership of someone who'd done it a thousand times before. Like he belonged there.
Maybe he did.
You weren't sure if they could see you—or if they just didn't care to look. They were lost in their own world, their own words.
Hyacinthus groaned dramatically, flopping backward with an arm over his eyes. "Ugh. I'm going to die of boredom before I ever die in battle. All I do is follow Father around all day, listening to old men argue about land and trade and what shade of red the army cloaks should be this season. A warrior shouldn't waste his youth listening to elders argue about fabric!"
Apollo's chuckle was honey-warm. "How tragic," he murmured, fingers toying with a dark curl. "A prince drowning in silks while begging for swords. The poets will weep. How ever do you bear it?"
"You're insufferable." Hyacinthus peeked from beneath his arm, eyes gleaming. "Try ruling a kingdom someday."
"Darling, I rule the sun." Apollo caught his wrist, pressing a kiss to the pulse point. "But do go on about your embroidery troubles."
Hyacinthus playfully yanked his arm back, shooting him a look. "You're mocking me."
"Never," Apollo gasped—completely unconvincing. "I'm empathizing. Must be so hard having everyone listen to your pretty mouth every time you open it."
The Spartan prince scoffed, rolling his eyes. "You don't get it."
"Oh, I do," Apollo hummed. "The plight of princehood—endless banquets, fancy shoes, responsibility."
With an indignant sound, Hyacinthus flopped sideways until he was half-sprawled across Apollo's chest. "You're the worst god ever created."
Apollo's answering smile could have lit cities.
Then—so tender it ached—he cradled Hyacinthus' face, thumb brushing the apple of his cheek even as his other hand found the prince's ribs, gently jabbing into the boy's side.
"Come now, love," Apollo teased. "If it's so awful, I'll make it better. Let me ease your suffering," he purred, fingers dancing mercilessly.
Hyacinthus shrieked, twisting away with breathless giggles as he swatted weakly at Apollo's hand. "Traitor! Divine—ah!—tyrant! Stop—stop! That tickles!"
Apollo's smile deepened as Hyacinthus buried his face against his shoulder, laughter vibrating through them both. His hand traced slow, soothing lines up the prince's spine—an anchor in their private storm.
And you?
You just stood there frozen—watching the god who had kissed you like a vow cradle another man as if he were the only prayer worth answering.
Hyacinthus finally caught his breath, rolling onto the grass with mussed curls and laughter-flushed cheeks. "Fine, fine," he conceded, grinning up at the gilded leaves. "I'll spare you my princely grievances."
Apollo turned to him, sunlight gliding over his pleased expression. "Good," he murmured. "I don't get to steal you away nearly as often as I want—and I'd rather our time be spent on us than on some snot-nosed court filled with land maps and boring fathers."
Hyacinthus gasped in mock outrage. "Are you insulting my kingdom? Are you insulting Sparta?"
"Am I wrong?"
"You're impossible."
"I'm a god."
Hyacinthus scoffed. "Same thing."
Then—
A blur of motion.
One heartbeat they were side by side; the next, Apollo had flipped them, golden robes swirling as he pinned Hyacinthus beneath him. Their chests pressed together, breaths mingling, golden curls brushing against dark, entangled like fate’s own threads. Apollo nudged the prince's nose with his own, voice dropping to a molten whisper.
"Oh yeah? Then please, future-king—tell me what you will you do to me if I don't?"
Hyacinthus didn't miss a beat. He lifted his head just enough to brush Apollo's lips with his own. "I suppose," he murmured, all warm defiance, "you'll be the first god to kneel and suffer the wrath of a mortal's judgment."
Apollo's laughter rang bright as temple bells—
Then softened into something sacred as he closed the distance. Their lips met in a way that made the dreamscape feel too quiet, too still.
The kiss unfolded like dawn: slow, inevitable, radiant. Not taking, not claiming—just being. A communion of breaths where the world itself seemed to hold still.
When they parted, there was no teasing. Just breath shared in the space between them and a look so full of quiet adoration it made your chest ache. Apollo cradled Hyacinthus’ face, thumb tracing his cheekbone as if he could memorize it, hold it, and keep it for eternity.
And Hyacinthus—
Hyacinthus gazed up at him like he already had.
Finally—the prince spoke. His voice was quiet, a little breathless, lips still brusied from the kiss. "Do... Do you love me?"
"Yes."
"More than any other mortal you've ever loved before?"
A pause—not long, not hesitant. Just enough for Apollo to drop his gaze for a beat, like he was pulling the truth from somewhere deep in his chest, weighing lifetimes. Then—his eyes met the prince's again.
"Yes."
Hyacinthus' smile could have outshone the sun. It wasn't sly or seductive—it was joy, pure and boyish, a cracking open something in your ribs you didn’t know could bleed. "Good," he breathed. "I'd be jealous otherwise."
Hyacinthus didn't wait for a response—he dragged Apollo down with a laugh, pressing kiss after playful kiss across the god’s face.
And before Apollo could say another word, Hyacinthus reached up and wrapped his arms around the god's neck—tugging him down with a laugh, kissing him again. And again. And again. Not with passion, but with pure, unbridled joy—lips brushing his cheeks, his jaw, the bridge of his nose, each touch a sunbeam given form. Apollo's laughter rang out, bright and unguarded, the sound of a god unshackled.
Then—the sky ripped.
Not with storm or fury, but with color—a thin shaft of light arcing down from the heavens in a line so bright it burned into the edges of your vision. A single streak, like someone had plucked a thread from the rainbow and stitched it directly into the field.
It landed silently in the grass, a shimmer of light and mist forming where the end touched down. Then—from within it—she stepped out.
Small. Only just taller than a cypress sapling.
Her skin was the color of warm clay, like sunlight baked into earth. Her hair—if you could even call it that—floated like mist, fluffy and white, like a cloud had settled on her head and decided to stay. Her dress was plain and white, sleeveless, simple as a prayer. But her eyes—gods, her eyes—each iris shimmered a different hue, like she was looking at the world through prisms.
Iris. The messenger of Olympus. The rainbow that ran.
Apollo stiffened the moment he saw her. In one fluid motion, he sat upright, his legs folding beneath him as he repositioned himself between Hyacinthus and the light. His relaxed posture sharpened into something defensive—shoulders squared, muscles coiled—every inch the protector despite remaining seated. The golden ease of moments ago had hardened into something dangerous.
"Iris." His voice was winter frost.
The rainbow goddess didn't flinch. She glided forward, her footsteps leaving faint chromatic smudges on the grass. She stopped a few paces away, hands clasped neatly before her. "Forgive the intrusion," she said, her voice echoing as if spoken through falling water. "But Olympus calls. Your presence is needed. Immediately."
Apollo's jaw tensed. "My duties are fulfilled. The sun rides its course. The Oracle sleeps. The muses have their songs." His fingers curled into the grass, blades withering to gold where they touched. "I'd appreciate not being summoned like a wayward child the moment I step away." His voice wasn't loud, but it struck like a whip.
Behind him, Hyacinthus sat up slowly, his hand coming to rest at the small of Apollo's back—a silent plea for restraint.
Iris remained impassive, though you could see the unnease growing in her. "This comes from Zeus' own lips."
Apollo didn't blink.
"I. Don't. Care."
The words hung in the air like struck bronze—vibrating, damning. Even Iris's rainbow aura dimmed as if recoiling from their weight.
Apollo rose slowly—not with a god's grace, but with the deliberate menace of a predator disturbed. When he spoke again, his voice scraped like waves on jagged rocks.
"Zeus tolerates no happiness but his own. He's the only one allowed to skirt off responsibility, to disappear when it suits him, to chase whatever or whoever he wants without consequence. But the rest of us? We're summoned. Commanded. Dragged back into his messes the moment we find a scrap of peace." Each syllable cracked with centuries of smoldering resentment. "His hypocrisy stinks worse than Ares' sandals."
A new voice sliced through the tension—bright as a blade:
"Careful, brother. That almost sounded like poetry."
Hermes materialized beside Iris, lounging midair as if on an invisible chaise. A pomegranate rested in his palm, its juice bleeding over his fingers as he spat seeds into a floating jar that chimed like distant temple bells.
"Look, I get it, you're upset. But don't shoot the messengers," he said through a mouthful of fruit. "You're not the only one being called in, the whole pantheon's being summoned. And trust me, none of them are thrilled about it. Even grumpy Hephaestus had to put down his hammer." He gestured with the dripping pomegranate. "Zeus and Hera are at war again. Something about 'Mother'—you know how they get."
Apollo's glare could have charred ambrosia. "And you're just fine with that? Being their errand boy?"
Hermes shrugged, the motion making him bob slightly in the air. "Better than being their scapegoat. Plus, I prefer the term 'opportunistic neutral party.'" He flicked a seed at Apollo's chest—it turned to gold dust before impact. "Defiance tastes sweet, but consequences? Those stick in your teeth."
He floated closer, his tone turning more serious. "Besides, I'm not saying it's fair. But we don't get to pick our battles. Not with them."
Apollo scoffed at Hermes, eyes flicking to the pomegranate. "What are you even doing?"
Hermes bit into another seed with a smirk. "Collecting pay," he said breezily. "That's it."
Before Apollo could ask another question, Hermes gave Iris a quick wink and tipped his head. "Mind giving me a lift back to Olympus? My poor feet—and wings—are simply exhausted," he sighed, dramatically flopping from midair to the ground.
Iris rolled her eyes, smacking her lips in exasperation. "Fine," she muttered, holding out her hand like it was a chore.
Hermes giggled, wiggling his brows as he clasped it. "Such a lady."
Then, with a half-salute to Hyacinthus in farewell, and a trail of citrus-sweet wind, the two vanished—gone in a blink of prismatic light.
Apollo exhaled—a slow, measured release of breath that did nothing to ease the tension in his shoulders. You could see the war in him: godhood's chains versus this stolen moment of tenderness. The desperate need to stay. To pretend, just a while longer, that he was only a man in love.
But Olympus tolerated no such fantasies; it never asked—it demanded.
When he finally turned to Hyacinthus, his hands were trembling.
The sharpness in his face melted away—not completely, but enough. Enough that he looked less like a god and more like something human, something tired. His hand reached out without thinking, brushing a dark curl from Hyacinthus' brow, fingers lingering like a man memorizing scripture.
"Wait for me." Not a request. A vow carved in sunlight.
Hyacinthus leaned into the touch, lips quirking into a smile so easy it hurt to look at. "Always," he murmured, shifting to press their foreheads together. "But you better not take too long."
Apollo's breath huffed warm between them—almost a laugh. "Why, bored already?"
"Desperately." Hyacinthus collapsed backward into the grass with theatrical flair. "You still owe me a rematch. We haven't finished our last game, and you'd let me win next time."
"That," Apollo said, grin flashing, "was a lie. But I'll teach you to throw discs properly."
"You'd better." The prince's eyes shone with challenge.
Apollo bent, lips grazing Hyacinthus' forehead—a kiss that lingered three heartbeats too long. His thumb traced the arch of a cheekbone one final time before he stood. The air behind him shimmered, colors bleeding like watercolor—rose and amethyst, the last gold of drowning daylight.
He never looked away. Not even as the light swallowed him whole.
"I'll return."
"You'd better," Hyacinthus whispered to the empty air.
Then—silence.
The meadow held its breath. The wind stilled. Even the leaves ceased their whispering.
Hyacinthus didn't move.
He sat there beneath the tree, arms draped over his knees, face upturned to where Apollo had vanished. Sunlight dappled his skin through the leaves, as if the world itself sought to comfort him and keep him warm.
Long moments passed before he spoke again, so softly the words might have been mistaken for rustling grass:
"I'll be waiting."
For a moment, you couldn't breathe.
Couldn't look away from him—Hyacinthus, bathed in honeyed light, fingers twitching against the grass as if missing their anchor. His gaze remained fixed on empty air, but you saw what clung to his expression—something you hadn't seen on Apollo in a long time. Not wonder. Not grief.
Just love.
Real, quiet, uncomplicated, undemanding, enduring love.
Your throat tightened.
You knew he couldn't see you. Knew this wasn't your memory, your moment, your right to witness. And yet—
You stepped forward anyway.
"Hyacinthus."
Just his name. Just a whisper.
But he heard it.
Gods—he heard it.
His head whipped toward you—sudden as a plucked lyre string. Those bright eyes locked onto yours with startling clarity; he looked right at you—right through you—with a kind of recognition that made your knees go soft.
You opened your mouth, stunned, not sure what to say—how to ask, how to even breathe—but it didn't matter, the dream shuddered.
Light pulsed.
The world dissolved like mist beneath morning sun.
And then—like a string snapped in your chest—everything went still.
The tree, the field, the gold-dusted sky.
Gone.
You didn't fall.
You faded.
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Chapter 89: 62.5 ┃ 𝐃𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒: 𝐁𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐭'𝐬 𝐁𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐆𝐢𝐫𝐥
Notes:
𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: here's a bit of extra scenes/plot to ch.62 ┃ 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐟𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐬; ahhh! i'm back lovelies~ didn't mean to dip (i know it's been like a week but it felt so much longer i swear 😭💔😩) but yeah, it's been... ugh... yeah. if you follow me on tumblr, you might have saw a few rants/posts i've made there and pieced together why i've dipped, but if not, plz read the a/n at the bottom... i know i do a shitton of them but i swear it's the best way of communicating, especially seeing as this book is posted across 4 seperate platforms--- but yeah! plz enjoy the chappie first! it was one of my most favs ngl, it was fun writing in the different povs heheheh enough, not gonna spoil, enjpy babes! also! i know i said i'd update the comments but actually never got around to it! i've been swamped with doubles at work, so i've been hella tired, but i'm resting when i can so hey 🤣 )
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She moved like a shadow beneath a silver sky.
The air was still above the mortal world, that kind of velvet hush reserved for mountaintops and moments just before prophecy. Artemis stepped lightly across the threshold between realms, the hem of her cloak brushing against the clouds with no sound. She did not disturb the sky when she moved—it merely held its breath and let her pass.
Lately, things had grown... difficult.
She would never say so aloud, not to her retinue, not to the wolves at her side or the girls who pledged their blood in her name. But the air above Olympus had thinned in recent weeks. Not weather. Not season. Just something strange—like the gods themselves had begun exhaling slower, holding something back.
And always, always, it circled back to her brother.
She didn't need to see the golden scorch across the clouds to know Apollo had intervened again. She felt it in her joints, in the bones of the moon when it tilted a half-degree too far, chasing some warmth it had no business wanting. His aura clung to the edges of the realm like the smoke from a burning feast: too sweet, too much.
She sighed—long, sharp through her nose—and tightened the leather cord around her wrist.
Careless. Again.
Of course he was.
Divine interference, twisted time, some mortal girl he couldn't stop haunting. Artemis didn't know the details. She didn't need to. She could smell his recklessness from here, taste it in the stillness like honey gone sour.
He never learned, that was the trouble. For all his songs and prophecies, her twin had never understood the consequences of touch.
Not like she did.
Around her, the night hummed—unbothered, unaware. The wind curled soft around her legs, brushing against the hem of her silver tunic like a child seeking comfort.
She didn't stop moving.
Gods, she hated this part. The wandering. The watching. Pretending she wasn't still alone, even with an army of maidens waiting to follow her command.
That was the irony of divinity, wasn't it?
She could have a thousand girls, a thousand arrows, a thousand prayers whispered under moonlight—and still, she was the only one who would walk this path.
Alone beneath the stars, Artemis let her steps carry her forward, letting instinct guide her where prophecy dared not. The night opened like a scroll in her hands—quiet, vast, waiting to be read.
It wasn't long before the ground below shifted. She felt it in her bones first—an ache in the space between realms, like pressure before a storm. And then she saw it: the edge of the mortal world.
Ithaca.
The island smelled of salt and old stone, its hills bristling with the scent of rosemary and burning torches. She didn't need to be seen—didn't want to be. Not here. Not for this.
She moved through the canopy like wind made flesh, every footstep vanishing before it left a mark. The trees bent subtly toward her as she passed, whispering her name without sound.
Then she stopped.
Across the open space, beneath the stretch of night sky, her brother stood. Apollo. Back straight. Shoulders soft. His hand still cradling the girl's—your—face with a gentleness that made Artemis' stomach twist.
He kissed your forehead.
Just a whisper of a touch, but even from where Artemis stood—half-shadowed near the broken columns—she could feel the warmth in it. It wasn't lust. It wasn't even hunger. It was soft. Frighteningly so. Like he was trying to memorize you. Like he was saying goodbye to something he didn't want to lose.
You looked up at him, and Artemis' jaw tensed.
There was no fear in your eyes. No hesitation. Just this wide, quiet trust that made Artemis' throat tighten before she could stop it.
And Apollo?
He looked at you like he always looked at things he wanted to keep.
Like gold bending toward gravity.
He wasn't glowing—no divine light spilling from his skin—but he didn't need it. Not here. The way his eyes lingered, the way his fingers brushed the side of your cheek like you were a prayer... that was more dangerous than any sunbeam.
Artemis didn't move. She didn't speak.
She just watched.
Watched her twin—this god who had painted prophecies in blood and sung his own praises into eternity—lower himself into something almost human.
And gods, it unsettled her.
Because this wasn't a game to him anymore. Not a passing muse, not another mortal girl to crown and forget.
No.
This was a choice.
Not a whim. Not divine curiosity. A choice. And worse—he thought it noble.
Artemis' mouth curled into something between pity and disappointment. She shook her head once—barely a movement, just a whisper of bone against wind—and turned away before the scene could brand itself too deep.
She had told him once, long ago, that mortals were not to be toyed with. That power could corrupt even the brightest god if held too tightly, too long.
He hadn't listened then.
He still didn't.
Let him haunt his sunlit tragedies, she had other beasts to find.
She moved through twisted corridors of air and leaf, past marble and moss, until the scent hit her—deep and pine-heavy, laced with copper and something old as mountain storms. Each breath took her closer. Down a narrow slope where the stones jutted like broken teeth. Through an archway made from tree roots and moonlight. Up again—climbing.
Until she reached it.
A ledge carved naturally into the face of the cliffs above Ithaca's eastern wall. A shelf of earth and twisted cypress, barely wide enough for a hunter's crouch, but perfectly placed—overlooking the palace courtyard and much of the outer path beyond the grove.
And there she was.
The Askalion.
The beast lay coiled like a question half-answered—limbs tucked beneath her massive body, head resting on crossed paws. Her fur shimmered faintly in the moonlight, not soft but thick and coarse like woven stormclouds. Bronze-tipped claws dug lazily into the rock beneath her, carving lines deep enough to stay. Each breath she took was deep and slow, rising through the thick ridge of her shoulders like the warning swell before a wave breaks.
She was still.
Watching.
Eyes like obsidian knives tracked every sound from the stone paths below—every flick of torchlight, every hush of movement from the palace courtyard, every insect's wing catching the air too sharply. Nothing moved beneath the stars without her notice. The wind shifted wrong and she would know. A deer blinked twice in the grove and she would hear it.
And though her body rested, her mind was honed like an arrow. Every inch of her was poised—not resting, but guarding.
And it didn't take long for her to notice the other presence that stepped beyond the trees.
Her head rose slowly. Ears flattened, hackles raised. A low sound rumbled from deep in her chest—not loud, but sharp with warning—as she bared her teeth. Muscles rippled beneath her thick pelt as her massive body shifted forward, just slightly, like she was ready to lunge.
She didn't blink; she didn't retreat. She stared through the dark toward the new arrival—every inch of her alive with caution.
But Artemis didn't falter.
She stepped forward without fear, her hands raised slowly—not in surrender, but in clarity. A gesture older than language. Not prey. Not threat. Just here.
"I'm not here to harm you," Artemis said, stepping forward without fear. "I'm here to speak."
The beast's growl faltered—just barely. Her head tilted slightly, the movement sharp but measured. Ears twitched—not flattened now, but raised, alert. The rumble in her throat dulled to something quieter, more thoughtful.
Not trust.
But not rejection.
That was enough.
Artemis slowed her steps and moved into full moonlight. The silver wash of it caught on her shoulders, gleaming along the edges of her cloak. Her shadow brushed the stone first, long and steady—reaching just to where Lady's front paw met the rock.
"I know who you are," Artemis said again, this time softer. She let the words hang. "And I know who you belong to. What you protect."
She stopped three paces from the ledge's edge—close enough for the air between them to shift. Far enough to still show respect.
The goddess looked over the creature—truly looked. Not with caution. Not with awe. With understanding.
Lady didn't lower her head again, but her posture settled into something less braced. Her claws no longer dug into the stone. Her breathing slowed—barely—but Artemis saw it. The way her ribs moved different now. The way her weight rested deeper into her forearms.
She wasn't relaxing.
But she was listening.
Artemis folded her hands behind her back, voice quiet but unwavering. "You're not like the rest of them," she murmured. "You weren't bred for battle. You weren't summoned to serve. You weren't tamed."
Her eyes didn't blink.
"Yet... you chose her."
Lady's tail flicked once. A slow, deliberate motion that sent dust curling across the ledge. Not agreement. Not denial. Just... presence.
"And I think..." Artemis continued, her words lighter now, "you may have something to say."
The wind stirred faintly around them. Not enough to move branches. Just enough to brush over skin. It rolled between them like a ripple—soft, slow, waiting.
Lady's ears flicked again, and then—for the first time—her eyes shifted fully to Artemis.
Not past her. Not around her.
To her.
Obsidian met silver.
Not in challenge, but in quiet recognition.
There was no roar. No bow. No nod.
Only the stillness between two wild things, and the weight of something unspoken passing from one to the other.
Then Artemis moved—just slightly. She reached into the folds of her cloak and withdrew a small charm. Old. Rough around the edges. It looked like it had been carved from bone long before civilization had names for the things they feared. The charm fit neatly in her palm, no brighter than dried ivory, marked with simple etchings only a hunter would know how to read.
She held it between two fingers and whispered something into the wind—an old language, older than Olympus. Not meant for gods. Not meant for mortals.
Meant for things with fangs and claws and blood-soaked paws.
The charm warmed against her skin, pulsing once.
And the change was immediate.
Lady's ears twitched hard. Her jaw shifted slightly. The low whine that built in her throat rose sharp and sudden, then twisted—midway through—into something more primal. No longer a growl. No longer a yip. But a howl. Low and guttural, heavy with shape.
It wasn't quite speech. Not the way mortals know it.
But Artemis understood it all the same.
The words didn't form like human mouths would shape them—but they struck the goddess clearly in her chest, like scent does to a wolf or storm does to the sea.
"Why are you here, Huntress?"
Lady didn't move. But her voice—if it could be called that—carried through the rock, through the wind, through Artemis' spine.
"I may be beast, but I am no fool. Gods don't seek our kind unless they want something. So I ask, what do you want?"
Her tone held no fear. Just firm, steady accusation. Like someone who had seen gods come and go. Like someone who had watched them promise and take and vanish.
Artemis said nothing for a moment. She just studied the beast again—the rise and fall of her chest, the set of her jaw, the dark flare of her fur under the night sky. The air still crackled faintly from the charm, but the moon goddess didn't flinch under the weight of the demand, nor did she answer the question.
Instead, she tilted her head. "What made her so special to you?" she asked. "You could've left her. You could've devoured her the day she touched you. You've done it before. You've tasted blood. And yet..."
Her gaze narrowed, voice dropping.
"...You guard her like something sacred. Like she's yours."
Lady's hackles rose faintly again, already understanding who the goddess was referencing—you.
"She is not yours to question."
Artemis pressed on, giving a dry, almost-smile. "No. But that doesn't mean I won't."
She crouched now—just enough to lower her height without lowering her edge. Her fingers grazed the ground, steady, calm, yet she didn't look up when she spoke again.
"Your kind is known to be the most ruthless to ever exist. A beast that even the most proficient gods wouldn't dare bother unless needed to. But still—" Artemis looked up now, meeting those burning black eyes directly, "you chose her."
Another pause.
A breath.
Then Artemis asked, quieter this time, almost curious:
"So I ask you... why haven't you eaten her yet?"
The air tensed like a bowstring.
Lady's entire body shifted immediately—shoulders snapping upward like the mountain itself had insulted her. Her eyes flared, the slit of her pupils narrowing as her maw peeled back, exposing rows of teeth that could crack bone without effort.
Her voice—if it could still be called that—rose again, coarse and cracked like bark over flame.
"Why do you ask about her?"
The words slammed into Artemis like claws. Not because they hurt. But because of the franticness in them. The way each syllable landed jagged, too fast, too sharp. Less accusation—more panic. Confused. Coiled tight beneath it all.
"You speak of her like you know her—but she never came back."
Lady's tail lashed hard across the rock, kicking dust up.
"She left with me. We crossed the sea. We slept beneath the stars. She held me—called me 'good girl.' And then—nothing."
The beast's voice cracked once, like a howl that didn't make it all the way out.
"I waited for her back at the inn. I doubled back, retracing her faint scent trails. I even slept near the bar she was last seen. But she never returned. And then—" she spat the words like thorns, "—a god came for me."
Her hackles bristled hard. Her nostrils flared.
"One that stank of wine and fruit and old, stupid magic. He wore a crown of ivy. His laugh hurt my ears." A guttural sound left her throat. "He smelled like her. Like the wild with purple eyes. The one I once chased."
Artemis stiffened slightly.
"He didn't even bring me to her. Not directly. Took detours. Mocked the sky. Sang to the river."
Lady snarled again—deeper now.
"Then he left me. On a raft. Said it was enchanted. Said it would 'carry me home.' Like that meant anything." Her claws flexed once more, scraping over old scratch-marks already dug into the stone. "I was stranded. On water. For days. With her bag. With her smell. With no answers."
Her head dropped low now, chest heaving. The sound wasn't just anger anymore. It was frustration. Grief, maybe. Something too animal-shaped for Artemis to name, but not hard to feel. The scent of it clung to the air—hot, sharp, sour at the edges. Something mournful trying not to be.
Lady's voice hit again, rough and crackling through the charm's spell. "Now you come. A god. A huntress. Speaking her name. What do you know? Why now? Where is she—?"
Artemis raised her hand—calm, open. "She's safe," she interrupted. "That's all that matters."
The beast's head snapped up, a low scoff tearing through her throat. "Then we've nothing more to discuss, huntress," she growled. "If she's safe, and you won't say where, then you've wasted your breath. I have no use for you."
Artemis didn't rise to meet the tone. She tilted her head instead, lips twitching—not quite a smile, not quite a sneer. Just something dry. Knowing. A little cold.
"You care for her," Artemis said flatly. "More than most mortals ever earn."
Lady didn't respond, but the silence between her breaths said enough.
Artemis continued, voice soft but edged like flint. "It's strange... such loyalty. For a girl who gives so little in return."
She stepped closer—not threatening. Just circling. Observing. The way one might approach a trapped wolf to see whether its teeth or its eyes spoke truer.
"She doesn't summon you. Doesn't even wear a charm to understand your tongue. And still—" Artemis gestured slightly to the stone bed where Lady had coiled herself earlier, "—you guard her like a blood-bound thing. Like you chose her with teeth, not instinct."
Her gaze sharpened.
"All that protection, and she doesn't even know what it means."
Lady growled low again, something more defensive now, but Artemis didn't stop.
"She sleeps in silk that's not hers. Walks with gods she doesn't understand. Drinks what should've burned her alive. And you—you follow. You carry her scent like an oath. Why?"
There was no cruelty in Artemis' voice, but there was judgment.
Not cruel.
Just honest.
Unforgiving in the way only moonlight could be.
Lady's head lifted sharply, maw peeling back into a snarl so sharp it sang in the air.
"You don't know what you're talking about."
Her voice scraped like stone dragged over bone—deep, indignant, offended. The kind of offense that came not from pride, but from something more personal. Older. Protective.
"You speak like the gods always do. Like time has made you wise, when all it's done is dull your eyes. You've roamed too long. You've forgotten how different mortals can be."
Her claws flexed, cracking old lines in the stone anew.
"You call her selfish. You think she's like the rest of them—just another open-handed thing who wants warmth and safety without earning it. But even the smallest of beasts know better than that. Even we know not to generalize."
She huffed, a breath like steam.
"You don't know her. You haven't watched the way she wakes before dawn to keep her promises. The way she holds grief in her mouth without letting it spill. You haven't seen the way she tries, even when she doesn't understand what she's been handed."
Her voice dipped lower now—quieter. But no softer.
"She didn't ask for me. She never once claimed me. But she stayed. She looked. She saw. And that's more than most gods ever do."
Artemis let the beast's words settle—like fallen arrows left to shake the grass. Then, calmly, with no rise to her tone, she spoke.
"I never said she was like the rest."
Lady's ears twitched.
Artemis stepped forward one last time—close enough that their eyes could meet again through the thinnest veil of air.
"I said she doesn't understand. That doesn't make her selfish. That makes her human."
She tilted her head slightly.
"And if she means this much to you, if what you say is true..." Her voice was soft now. Not warm. But less like steel, more like still water.
"Then make me understand. Why her?"
The wind stilled again—flat and unmoving, like the night itself had paused to listen.
Lady's gaze didn't break, but something in it flickered. Not fear. Not shame. Just... hesitation. That ancient, primal instinct to keep the softest parts tucked beneath fang and fur.
She didn't answer right away.
For a moment, Artemis thought she might refuse altogether. Thought this might be the end of it—silence passed like a verdict. But then—
A breath.
Ragged. Low.
And then Lady shifted. Not much. Just the weight of her body easing from her haunches, tail curling tight around one foreleg. The kind of posture a beast took not when they submitted—but when they decided to speak.
"I wasn't looking for her," the Askalion said, voice quieter now. "I was hungry."
Artemis blinked slowly, but said nothing. She didn't have to.
"There was a hunting party. Ithacan." Lady's eyes turned toward the hills below, distant in memory. "A group of them. Loud. Smelled of sweat and arrogance. I followed them down from the cliffs. Thought maybe they'd lead me to something easy. Something that wouldn't put up a fight."
A pause.
"And then... I saw her."
The tone changed. Lady's voice dropped lower, more cautious now. Almost confused.
"She was... behind the group. Trailing a little. Lost in her own world, like it was her first time taking it all in, the wilderness. She didn't even have a weapon. I watched them laugh at her once because she kept scaring off prey. Eventually, she wandered off on her own—getting lost in the maze that's only a fraction of Ithaca's forest."
Lady blinked slowly. Her claws flexed once, dragging over stone.
"She should've been an easy kill. I thought—I thought that's what I was there for." Her tail thumped once—anxious. "But when I came through the trees, when I saw her—really saw her—she didn't run."
The air went still between them again.
"She didn't even scream," Lady said. "Just turned her face toward mine. Eyes wide. Not scared. Not brave either. Just... still. She looked like something waiting to be chosen."
Artemis tilted her head. "And... you chose her."
Lady let out a low sound—not quite a growl. Not quite a sigh.
"I didn't know I could." The words were honest. Bare. "Not like that. I've tracked blood through decades. Ripped men apart under full moons. I've eaten men who thought they could tame beasts. But that day... I saw her. And something in me clicked."
She looked at Artemis now.
"It wasn't magic. It wasn't prophecy. I didn't smell fate. I just knew. The way a wolf knows its den. Or a hawk knows the shape of the sky. She was mine. Before she ever knew what that meant."
Silence again.
Then Artemis scoffed—a low, clipped sound, more teeth than humor. "You almost sound human." A pause. "Or worse—a pet." Her arms finally unfolded from behind her back, one hand gesturing toward the great beast as if to wave away the sentiment that still lingered in the air.
"Still a cub, and already this bold? You haven't even grown into your second coat."
Lady huffed, but Artemis wasn't finished. Her voice curved sharp now, laced with something cold.
"Bloodbinder Ascendant. That's what they'll call you. A theory. A fluke. A mistake."
The title hit the air like a thrown blade—flashing, ugly. Not an honor. A slur dressed in divine recognition. An old name. A warning.
Lady's eyes narrowed.
Artemis tilted her head slightly, watching her. "Do you even remember what you were supposed to become?" she asked. "Before her?"
Lady's maw curled. "Things change," she said evenly. "Paths turn without asking."
Her voice wasn't defensive. Just... unbothered. Honest in a way that didn't seek approval. Like this wasn't a debate. Just a fact of nature.
But Artemis wasn't done.
"The last time one of your kind bonded," she said, voice quiet now—quieter than the wind—"an entire hunting village vanished."
Her gaze cut sharp, moonlit and merciless.
"Their screams echoed for weeks."
That silenced them both.
No rustle of leaves. No breath of wind. Just the stillness that came when memory opened its mouth and dared them to deny it.
Artemis stood steady, her body carved from poise and stormclouds. And Lady—no longer curled in thought, no longer growling—simply stared.
Not in fear.
But recognition.
And maybe... regret.
Because history did not forget. And neither did Artemis.
Not when the blood still seeped through time like ink.
But just as quickly as the feelings surfaced, it vanished—swept aside by a snort from deep in Lady's chest.
"And that should bother me?" the Askalion said flatly.
Her voice didn't waver. No apology. No hesitation. Only the rasp of something old and animal, unmoved by threats dressed up as prophecy.
"You speak of blood like I should be ashamed of it." Her eyes narrowed now, the dark sharpening. "As if I haven't worn worse on my fur. As if gods haven't caused ten times the ruin just because the weather soured their mood."
Her claws flexed slightly against the stone.
"It's entertaining, really," she continued, voice curling low. "A goddess—you—speaking of devastation like it isn't practically a pastime for your kind. As if your own brother doesn't scorch cities when his heart breaks. As if he hasn't shattered whole bloodlines because someone loved too loudly."
Artemis did not speak. Not yet.
But Lady saw the flicker in her jaw, the stillness that wasn't peace but restraint.
So she pushed.
"You talk about vanished villages and blood-pacts like they're ancient tales. But I wonder..." her ears tilted back slightly, her voice dropping into something colder, tighter. "Is it guilt that brought you to me tonight, Huntress? Or curiosity? Because if you were looking to scold a beast for getting too close to her chosen..."
Her eyes gleamed now, sharp with something near accusation.
"Then perhaps you should speak to the god who brought her to the mountain. Who supposedly poured ambrosia on her tongue and tried to make her forget where her bones were born."
The air around them thinned.
Artemis' face did not change—but the silence behind her gaze turned colder. Not offended. Not angry. Just... measured.
Lady didn't flinch. She knew she was toeing lines that beasts were not meant to cross. Ancient ones. Ones written in divine blood and iron.
But when it came to you—what had been done to you, what was still being done—she didn't care.
Artemis didn't move. She only stood there, hands still clasped behind her back, moonlight carving her face into something too still to read.
Lady braced herself for the strike. For divine heat, a flash of silver, the sharp sound of judgment from a god long known for her temper when disrespected.
But none came.
Instead, Artemis sighed.
Soft. Controlled. Like breath leaving stone. It wasn't tired, not quite. Just... thoughtful.
A pause bloomed between them—quiet, strange. And something settled. Not in her bones—but in the place gods rarely acknowledged.
Because Artemis had heard a thousand oaths. Had watched heroes weep and kings swear themselves blue. But beasts? Beasts didn't pretend.
And if even a creature born of fang and fury would defend this girl without hesitation—
Then perhaps the question wasn't about the girl at all.
Perhaps it was about the gods who kept underestimating her.
Then—
A smile.
Small, but real.
"Animals don't lie," Artemis murmured, gaze never breaking from the Askalion. Her voice was quiet, as if saying it too loud might change the shape of the truth. "And if even one of your kind can speak this fiercely for her..."
She exhaled again, this time with something closer to amusement.
"Then maybe... maybe Apollo was right."
Lady blinked, wary. Her muscles didn't fully relax, but her ears perked slightly, surprised by the sudden shift in air.
Artemis stepped closer—not too close. Just enough for her next gesture to be seen clearly. She bowed her head. Not deeply. But low enough.
To a beast.
"I apologize," she said, calm and sincere. "For my tone. For the prodding. I needed to see for myself. And I did."
Then, quietly—like a secret she didn't care to keep, but wouldn't explain either—she added. "She's returned, by the way. Your human. Back where she belongs."
Lady's breath hitched. Her tail swayed once—just once.
But Artemis was already pulling away.
"Take care of her," the goddess said, already turning toward the trees. "The gods certainly won't."
And then she was gone.
No flash. No storm. Just shadow slipping into silver.
The wind followed in her wake, curling soft at Lady's paws, and the ledge was quiet again.
For a single, suspended moment, Lady didn't breathe.
The wind curled gently around her ears, brushing the fur at her jaw. The moon hung still and heavy above. But none of it mattered.
Not the sky. Not the quiet. Not even Artemis sudden departure.
Because one single thought had taken hold, sharp and impossible:
You were back.
Her ears jerked up.
Her muscles snapped taut.
And then—she moved.
No roar. No howl. Just motion.
A blur of black fur and coiled power, she launched from the stone outcrop with the force of a thunderbolt, claws cracking into bark as she bounded down the forest's side. She tore through shadow and grove, over walls and columns and moon-drenched pathways, faster than any guard could track—if they'd even dared try.
Her limbs burned. Her lungs stretched wide. But none of it registered.
Only one thing mattered.
You.
The moment she reached the palace steps, she skidded—gravel flying beneath her paws. She surged past the startled servants, past the flickering torchlight that lined the corridor, ignoring the shouts and wide eyes in her wake.
She knew where to go.
Knew it like breath, like hunger.
Your scent was faint—draped in wine and silk and the distant cling of something divine—but it was there. And that was enough.
She bolted through the final stretch of hallway, claws echoing sharply against polished stone, until—
Your door.
Closed.
Untouched.
She froze for half a second, then stepped forward and pressed her massive paw flat against the wood.
Scratch.
Whine.
She tried again, more urgent this time, nose pressing hard to the base of the door, breath fogging the edge of the seam.
Scratch, scratch—whine.
No answer. No shuffle. No voice. No returning footsteps.
Just... silence.
Except—no. Not silence.
Because under all of it, past the walls and the stillness and the veil of sleep...
She could hear you.
Your heartbeat.
Soft.
Steady.
Sleeping.
Lady exhaled hard through her snout and let her body slump slightly against the threshold. Her chest rose and fell with a shudder, equal parts relief and something else—something raw.
You were here.
Finally.
She didn't call again.
Instead, she leaned gently against the door, pressing her weight into the wood like it might carry her closer to you.
With a low huff, she curled herself into a ball, thick limbs folding beneath her, tail curling around her haunches. The cool stone floor met her side with a quiet chill, but she didn't mind. Not here. Not now.
Not with you just on the other side.
Your scent was faint but real. Salt, sleep, and something softer beneath it—something hers. The steady thump of your heartbeat, barely a whisper beneath layers of wall and silence, was enough to keep her still.
Her tail thumped once—twice—against the floor. Weak, tired. But content.
She rested her head on her crossed paws, ears flicking once at a whisper of wind that danced through the corridor. Her eyes fluttered shut.
And for the first time since you dissappeared, the weight in her chest loosened.
She let it come—sleep, slow and steady.
But just before it took her fully, she thought of you again.
The warmth of your hands. The way your fingers had once dug into the thick fur at her neck when you were scared. The way your laughter smelled like wind and sugar.
She missed that.
She missed you.
Even now—with you returned, tucked safe just beyond the door—she wanted more.
More than this silent reunion. More than the scratch of wood between your heart and hers.
She didn't need gods. Or forests. Or stories.
She just needed you. Warm. Breathing. Smiling. Alive.
In her dreams, her voice returned—not snarls, not growls, but words. Rough and stilted, the way memory sometimes carried them. She didn't know if you would ever hear them. But that didn't matter.
Because she meant them.
"____... Don't go again," the words curled softly into the dark. "Just stay. Just be mine."
And with that, she slept at your door.
Your shadow.
Your beast.
Your guard.
Always.
Notes:
A/N: okay this is kinda long but not really but here i go.... real talk—i almost didn't update this week. 😭 and ngl, part of that's on me. i've let too much slide in the past, been a little too chill when some comments crossed a line. maybe that gave the impression i'm okay with that kind of stuff... i'm not. so going forward? i'm setting boundaries. just because i didn't clap back earlier doesn't mean it didn't get to me. i'm done pretending it didn't—it does. like i felt so awkward/doubting my upcoming chapters/projects, feeling insecure about the way I plotted things, wondering if maybe some commenters were right about certain stuff. but yeah, if you're wondering where this is coming from—stick around and read the rest of the note. if not? then i honestly don't know what to tell you lol.
anyway, earlier this week i was tussling with a few of y'all in the comments and it's been... exhausting. like—i get it, not everyone's gonna love every decision i make in this story, and that's fine! but GODSDAMN. 😭😭 to literally say i "must not have any good ideas" or call me a bad writer just because i used a cliché trope you didn't like?? like. bitch. chill tf out. i grew up reading enough books—fanfic and regular—to have the maturity to recognize that tropes are tropes for a reason. if you don't like one, that's valid—just keep scrolling! it's not that deep. and honestly? if that already pissed you off, then go ahead and stop reading this and anything i ever post—because i'd hate to see your reaction when the actual messy plot twists hit. 😭 like baby i can't control what my brain cooks up, and i'm damn sure not about to force it to do something else just because someone asked me to. i'm not nickelodeon, this ain't paid programming. this was just the warm-up. but fr, jokes aside, please just remember, if one thing from this entire note: i'm doing this for free. i don't get paid for this, i do this because i want to! and i pour a lot of time, love, and damn energy into as well. so if you don't have something kind or constructive to say... maybe just don't? i used to be open to critique, but some of y'all take an inch and run a whole damn marathon with it, so i don't even want any more of those because y'all starting to get shady when a scene/plot doesn't go as planned 💀i try to remind myself it's because y'all care and are invested—and i love that—but i'm not gonna let disrespect slide. especailly when you can just leave instead of feeling like you just HAVE to say/leave the negative comment. so yes, please continue to read and enjoy!! but if i see something shady or passive-aggressive (even from 100 days ago), just know i WILL be matching the energy. idc anymore. y'all getting the more crass Xani 😂 and yes, i do miss a lot of comments because i get flooded with so many (which i'm super grateful for, btw—some of y'all are hilarious and more than make up for the shitty ones), but just because i don't respond immediately doesn't mean i don't care. just know when i do catch it? expect a reaction. love y'all fr—but it's the kind of big sister love where i'll hug you one second then slam the door in your face for breathing wrong the next 😌💕
P.S. just a heads-up: i do not control how anyone else responds in my defense—whether it's my sister or another reader. so please don't expect me to police their reactions if something you say upsets them. i'm not here to micromanage other people's emotions, especially when they're just defending me/feel that they might have been disrespected. be mindful of the energy you put out, because i can't promise others will respond as passively as i'll (try) to be. and hey—setting boundaries is new to me too. i'm still learning how to navigate this, and yeah, sometimes that means I rant or vent more than i mean to. so thank you to those who've stuck around, encouraged me, and given me grace while i figure it all out. and once again, sorry for the rant! i know y'all ain't here for all of that, so i usually try not to do this but i just had to get this off my chesticles 🫶🏾
Chapter 90: 63 ┃ 𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
━ ⭒─⭑━
When the world returned, it did so in pieces.
First, a dull ache stirred behind your eyes—like a bruise blooming beneath your skull, spreading outward until your head felt wrapped in wool. Your tongue felt thick, useless. You could still taste it—ambrosia. Or maybe the memory of it. Sweet, and strange, and far too golden to belong to anything mortal.
You groaned softly, dragging your arm over your face as your lashes blinked against the light. Your limbs were heavy. Everything felt... wrong. Not painful. Just out of sync. Like someone had unraveled you during sleep and only half-stitched you back together.
Gods. What time was it?
The room was a faint golden, the sunlight streaming in. You shifted, your throat scratchy, breath catching on the stale air as you pushed up with trembling arms.
The sheets tangled around your legs like seaweed, and for a moment, you sat there—head bowed, elbows on your knees, palms pressed to your temples—trying to remember where your body ended and the dream began.
Then, somewhere distant, something thumped.
Scratch.
You froze.
The sound came again. Sharp. Soft. At the door.
Scratch. Scratch.
Your breath caught.
It wasn't a knock. It wasn't a call. Just the soft, persistent scrape of something dragging claws against wood.
Your hands fumbled over the edge of the bed, palms dragging against the worn wood of the frame. Another thump. Closer now. Followed by a low, urgent whine. The sound clawed at your ears, insistent and high-pitched—like someone was crying just outside the door.
Scratch. Scratch.
You stumbled to your feet, bare legs shaky beneath the thin shift you didn't remember putting on. Your balance wavered with every step, hand catching a nearby table just to stay upright. Your head felt fogged, stuffed with cotton and the scent of sun-warmed stone. Your throat burned.
Everything still felt off. Slanted. Wrong.
You padded slowly to the door, heartbeat thudding unevenly, one hand lifting to brace against the frame.
The scratching stopped.
You reached for the handle, opening the door, and before you could do anything else, you were immediately shoved back.
A yelp tore from your throat as something large and heavy slammed into your chest, knocking you clean off your feet. You hit the floor with an undignified "Oof," the breath rushing from your lungs as limbs flailed—then—
A whine. Wet. Familiar.
And fur.
A large mass of it.
"—Lady?" you gasped, voice hoarse, eyes wide as your vision spun and finally locked onto the shape pinning you down.
The beast whined again, high and frantic, tail thudding against the floor like a drumbeat. Her massive paws were braced on either side of your ribs, her weight settled firmly across your thighs. She sniffed your neck—desperate, huffing—before she licked your chin in one long, sticky swipe.
"Okay—ugh, okay! I'm okay—Lady, I'm okay—," you choked, laughing through a cough, squirming as she nuzzled under your jaw. "I'm alive, you slobbering beast—"
She let out another high-pitched whine, half-growl, half-sob, her entire body trembling with urgency. Her fur was warm against your skin, thick and sweet-smelling—woodsmoke and grass and something distinctly hers.
The warmth seeped into your skin, then deeper—into your chest, your stomach, your hands still curled in her coat like you might come apart without something to grip.
For a while, neither of you moved. Just the sound of her breathing, fast and huffing, and your heart thudding in time. It slowed eventually. Not all at once, but in pieces—like a storm breaking apart into wind and drizzle.
"Okay," you murmured. "Okay, girl. I got you."
It still felt weird, talking out loud again. Like your voice didn't quite fit in your throat yet. But Lady answered with another lick, this one slower—like a mother grooming a cub. Then another, her nose nudging your cheek as if to confirm you were real.
Your arms wrapped around her neck instinctively, fingers fisting tight in her coat.
The ache in your chest, the tremble in your bones, the chill you hadn't even realized had sunk into your skin—all of it cracked open and poured out in that moment. Because here she was.
Lady. Whole. Warm. Safe.
And suddenly, the weight of everything—Olympus, ambrosia, Hyacinthus, the kiss, the ache of wanting what wasn't yours—none of it mattered.
Because now, you were on the floor in Ithaca.
Barefoot. Breathless.
And finally, finally, not alone.
You stayed like that for a while—flat on your back, breath shallow beneath the heavy rise and fall of her chest as Lady continued her frantic inspection. She sniffed your cheek, your neck, your hair—breath huffing hot against your ear like she still didn't trust that you were real yet.
You let her.
Your hands moved up instinctively, sliding through the thick fur around her shoulders. She was warm. Solid. The kind of warmth you couldn't fake. Not in dreams. Not in Olympus. The kind of warmth that pressed its weight into your ribs and made your throat ache.
"Hey, hey," you whispered softly, smoothing your hand down her back. "I'm here, okay? I'm back. I'm not going anywhere."
It took a few more long breaths before her trembling started to ease. Her whining quieted, little by little, and her tongue flicked over your chin one last time before she finally shifted—her massive body lowering carefully until she wasn't pinning you anymore. She flopped heavily across your legs, paws draped over your thighs like she intended to anchor you to the floor. Her weight made it hard to breathe, but you didn't ask her to move.
You just let out a breath you hadn't realized you were holding, sinking both hands into the dense fur along her spine. She was still breathing fast, but the edge had dulled now—her panic draining into something softer, like relief finally catching up to her.
"I know," you murmured, voice breaking a little. "I know. I'm sorry."
Your fingers rubbed slow circles into her coat, thumb tracing the ridge of her spine the way you always did when she needed comfort. The words came easy now, small and hoarse.
"I shouldn't have left you like that," you whispered. "I didn't plan to, I swear. It just all happened so fast. The prophecy... Apollo... the feast... everything. And you—" Your throat tightened again as you buried your face into the thick fur of her shoulder. "You weren't there. And I couldn't even ask for you."
Lady huffed against your thigh, as if answering.
"I'm sorry," you whispered again, barely breathing.
The room was quiet except for her breathing and the occasional soft snuffle as she nosed at your side, her head heavy in your lap now. You sat there, letting your hands roam up and down her fur, grounding yourself in the feel of her. She smelled like earth and salt and—faintly—like someone had fed her well in your absence. That same faint sweet tang of honeyed meats and roasted fish clung to her fur.
It made you smile, soft and tired.
Your palm slid up along her thick neck, fingers brushing along the edge of her jaw. Then, without really meaning to, you cupped her broad muzzle in both hands, lifting her head slightly so you could meet her gaze.
Gods, she really was big.
You squinted, blinking through the haze still lingering behind your eyes. Her head felt heavier than you remembered, her shoulders broader beneath your fingers.
"You—" you blinked again, trying to steady your voice. "You've gotten... bigger... haven't you?"
Lady blinked back at you with wide, unbothered eyes, her tail thumping once against the floor like she didn't see the problem.
Your thumbs rubbed along her jaw, testing the heft of it. "No, seriously, Lady. I think you've grown."
The words hung there for a moment—half question, half observation—as if waiting for some divine explanation to drop down and confirm it. Had Olympus done something? Some strange side-effect of being gone? A surge of power or favor or—
You snorted, shaking your head with a breathy laugh.
"Or," you said aloud, raising a brow at her, "maybe you just ate everything in sight while I was gone. Hmm?"
Lady's tail wagged harder this time.
"Of course you did," you chuckled, gently releasing her muzzle as you ruffled behind her ears. "Took full advantage while I wasn't here to stop you, didn't you? Bet everyone spoiled you rotten."
Her tongue lolled out slightly in that dopey way she did when she was pleased with herself, and you couldn't help but laugh again—soft and watery.
"Greedy little beast," you whispered fondly.
You stayed like that, sitting cross-legged on the cold stone floor, Lady's weight draped heavy across your lap like a living blanket, her massive head resting against your stomach. You rubbed slow, absent circles into her fur, letting the steady rise and fall of her breathing ease the last tight knots in your chest.
Because gods, for the first time in what felt like days, you didn't have to think. Not about Apollo. Not about Olympus. Not about gods or gardens or kisses that left you burning in the wrong ways.
Right now it was just you.
And her.
And that was enough.
Your fingers slowed in her fur, just resting now, palm against her side, letting the silence wrap around you like a blanket. The weight of her head in your lap, the steady sound of her breathing—it soothed something raw in your chest. The world could've ended outside these walls and you still wouldn't have moved. Not yet.
But your mind, traitorous as always, couldn't stay still.
You glanced down at Lady's soft ear as your fingers rubbed gently behind it. Your voice broke the quiet before you could stop it, soft and almost like you were talking to yourself.
"...Did they know?" you whispered. "Did anyone even notice I was gone?"
Lady huffed, as if answering. You smiled faintly, but your stomach twisted a little.
"I mean... it was pretty quick, wasn't it?" you continued quietly. "One moment I was at Port Telonia, and then—poof." Your hand waved limply in the air, like mimicking the memory might make it feel less strange. "He took me."
The words hung there, sharp and stupid and true.
"Apollo just... took me."
Your fingers tightened briefly in her fur, and Lady let out a soft rumble against your stomach. You didn't realize how shaky your breath had gotten until you sighed and tried to steady it.
"Gods... Eben must've lost his mind," you mumbled, pressing your cheek lightly against Lady's soft head. "The crew. The others. I just—disappeared. They probably thought I drowned. Or got taken by pirates. Or something worse."
You rubbed slow circles against her back, your voice thinning as you spoke. "Poor Eben. He probably thinks I'm lost at sea. Bet Lady—you probably scared everyone half to death too, didn't you?"
Lady's tail thumped once in agreement.
You let out a breathy, tired laugh. "But... I'm here now." Your voice softened, trying to convince yourself as much as her. "That's what matters. I made it back."
Your gaze drifted around the dimly lit room, mind hazy as you tried to piece together how much time had really passed. The sun still sat high in the sky, the palace oddly still.
"...Couldn't have been more than a few hours," you guessed aloud, lips pulling into a crooked half-smile. "Maybe a day. Two at most. Three would be pushing it, honestly."
You winced slightly, realizing even hearing yourself say it out loud made it sound insane. Like all of Olympus had been some long, strange fever dream stretched across a blink.
You let your fingers scratch lazily down Lady's spine, your voice softening again.
"Didn't even make it to Lyraethos after all that..." you muttered, the words slipping out quieter now. "Got halfway there. One last job. That was supposed to be the plan, right?"
You chuckled once—small and bitter—as you tipped your head back against the door.
"I was supposed to finish the trip. See Lyraethos for myself; see my origins. Finally." You sighed. "And now.. I don't even know if we were close."
Lady shifted slightly, nuzzling against your ribs with a soft whine.
You smiled at her again, softer this time. "I guess things happen for a reason, huh?" you whispered. "That's what the queen always say."
Your hand slipped gently beneath her chin, lifting her heavy head slightly so you could scratch behind her jaw the way she liked. Lady closed her eyes, melting into the touch, her breathing slowing with a content little snuffle.
"I just hope... it was a good reason."
You leaned your head against hers, closing your eyes for a long moment. It made you want to stay there forever, locked in that small, safe bubble where nothing could touch you. No gods. No songs. No stars that didn't belong to you.
Then your stomach let out an embarrassingly loud rumble.
It wasn't just a little growl—it was a full, hollow groan that echoed off the stone walls like a small animal trying to escape your ribs. Your eyes snapped open. Lady lifted her head slightly, ears twitching, and gave you a pointed look. If a giant beast could look judgmental, she absolutely did.
You groaned, pressing a hand to your belly. "Oh, come on," you muttered, cheeks burning. "Don't look at me like that."
Lady's head tilted further, her big eyes narrowing with that unblinking stare. Judging.
"I was fed!" you defended, voice pitching up slightly. "I mean... I ate. Technically. Just..." You rubbed at your face, wincing. "Mostly fruit. And honey. And... more honey. And those weird little cakes that melt after two bites. I don't even know what half of it was."
Her ears twitched again.
"Gods," you sighed, chuckling weakly. "I swear I was fed. I just... didn't exactly eat real food."
Lady snorted, a warm puff of breath against your lap, before dropping her head back down with a soft, dismissive huff.
"Yeah, yeah," you smiled, rubbing behind her ear. "I know. I'll fix it."
You gently patted her head and pushed yourself upright, stretching your legs carefully so you didn't disturb her too much. She reluctantly let you go, rolling onto her side with a low, satisfied groan like she'd just claimed the entire floor as her bed now.
You stood slowly, your knees popping as you stretched your arms overhead. The faint chill of the room hit you the moment you moved away from Lady's warmth. "Bread and meat sound good? Or you aiming higher—roast duck? Leftover lamb?"
She barked once.
You snorted as if you understood her. "Noted."
You got dressed without thinking. Without really noticing the way your hands moved—slipping out of the shift, pulling open drawers, picking up the pieces of your old life.
Ithacan clothes.
Simple. Familiar. Real.
The loose linen tunic settled over your shoulders like a memory. The sash tied tight around your waist the way you always did it—crooked, but comfortable. The sandals slid easily onto your feet, rough leather worn just enough to feel like they belonged to you.
You hadn't realized how much you missed the weight of it—cloth meant for working, for moving, for living. Not spun gold meant for display. It made your skin ache in a way nothing golden ever could.
This was real. Tangible. Yours.
And yet—
You stared at yourself for a moment. Just a flicker in the brass mirror above the washbasin. There was nothing different about your reflection. No divine glow. No prophecy stitched into your skin. Just you. Eyes a little too tired. Shoulders tight. Mouth set in a line that didn't quite remember how to soften.
With a sigh, you tore your gaze away. "Alright," you whispered to Lady, who peeked up at you with lazy eyes. "Let's see if I can sneak something from the kitchens before anyone notices I'm back."
Lady let out a soft chuff, but didn't move. She was content to sprawl for now.
As you pulled open the door and stepped into the corridor, your steps light and careful, you told yourself it would be simple enough. Quick. In and out. A snack before dinner.
But even as your feet carried you forward, your mind drifted.
Gods, you didn't want to run into anyone. Not now. Not yet.
Not Telemachus.
Not the King.
Not the Queen.
Not Callias or Kieran or Lysandra or Asta—not any of them.
Because you didn't know how to look at them yet. Not after what you'd learned. Not after hearing the truth.
The thought made your chest pull tight, your mouth go dry all over again. Throat tightening, your steps quickened.
How were you supposed to sit at their table again? Laugh? Smile? Pretend like nothing had changed? They all still saw you as you—the same girl who grew up among them, who fetched water, who shared bread and wine and sun-warmed afternoons in the palace courtyard.
But you weren't that girl, were you?
You never really had been.
You weren't supposed to exist. Not really. Not in the way they thought. You were born because a god needed something. Because a god reached down and rewrote a gap that was never meant to be filled.
And yet... you loved them. You loved them all. That made it worse.
Because every moment with them—every memory—it was real to you.
But was it real?
Or had Apollo written even that?
Your hands curled into fists at your sides as you moved, your sandals whispering across the stone.
You didn't have the answer. You weren't even sure you wanted it.
For now, you just kept walking. Moving on autopilot, letting your feet lead you through the quiet halls, past flickering lamps and empty corners, toward the kitchens tucked near the back of the palace.
You just needed food.
Something simple.
Something real.
Because food was easier than facing anyone. Hunger simpler than grief. And sneaking a crust of bread would be less ruinous than meeting Telemachus' gaze and wondering whether he'd still love you if he knew the truth.
You kept walking, breath steady but shallow. The quiet halls of the palace felt heavier somehow, but not hostile. Just... expectant. Watching. Like every curve of marble had been listening in on your thoughts since you'd returned.
The knowledge didn't stab as sharply now. It didn't knock you breathless like it did when you first staggered out of that alley back in Port Telonia, reeling from Eione's vision. No, that wound had dulled. Muted, almost.
You thought of Hephaestus. Of his forge, his words. How you were forged... not made. The memory sat heavy but steady in your chest. Like cooled metal. It still hummed, but it didn't burn.
Your existence wasn't born right. You were a nearly-forgotten breath, an almost-child snatched from the edge of death and filled with someone else's need. But you existed. That was enough. Sometimes.
But even as you told yourself that, those small, traitorous whispers found the cracks. They always did. The quiet little truths that squirmed into the back of your mind like insects burrowing beneath a doorframe.
You weren't meant to be born.
You weren't written in the stars. You were written in the margins.
Would he—
You swallowed hard, picking up your pace.
You hated how easily your mind still circled back to Telemachus. To how his voice would sound if he knew. To how his face might falter if he learned what you truly were—a patch stitched into someone else's grief. A rewrite. A second draft.
Would he still look at you like he did? Like you were something worth staying for? Or would that warmth flicker, just slightly, beneath the weight of everything you couldn't control?
You pressed your palm briefly against your stomach as you turned the next hall, steadying yourself. No. Linger too long on that, and you'd spiral. And spiraling solved nothing. Hephaestus had taught you that much.
"You keep going."
So you did.
You let the ache sit where it was, not fighting it, not feeding it. Letting it live there for now like a dull companion. You could carry it. You'd learned that too.
Because even if the prophecy wasn't truly yours... this moment still was. Your footsteps. Your breathing. The quiet echo of the kitchens drawing closer. The smell of baking bread.
Something real.
And gods, wasn't that enough?
For now, it had to be.
You breathed out slow, letting the weight settle, picturing Lady's ridiculous excitement when you'd return with something better than the usual scraps. She deserved a small feast, you decided. If you could sneak a heel of bread, maybe a bit of cheese—if the cooks had left anything out—she'd practically explode with joy. You smiled faintly at the thought.
And then you nearly collided into someone.
You gasped, pulling up short just as a young servant girl rounded the corner from the opposite direction, head down, arms heavy with a basket overflowing with linens. The corner of the woven rim caught against her hip as she stumbled, and with a soft yelp, the whole thing tipped forward. Folded cloth tumbled out in a messy spill across the polished floor.
"Ah—gods, sorry!" you blurted, already dropping to your knees to help as the girl cursed under her breath, scrambling after the fallen linens.
"No, no—my fault!" she said quickly, her voice light, a little breathless. "Should've watched where I was going, honestly." She laughed softly as she gathered a handful of the cloth back into her basket, hands working fast.
You smiled a bit at her ease, relieved it hadn't turned into some grand apology dance. "Here—let me help," you offered, scooping up a few loose bundles and stacking them carefully. The girl gave a grateful nod, her eyes still focused on her task.
But then—she looked up.
And the moment her gaze met yours, everything shifted.
Her cheerful expression froze. The little smile still caught on her lips faded, slipping like sand between her teeth. Her face blanked entirely—no recognition, no words—just wide, silent alarm blooming in her eyes.
You saw it hit her.
First her lips parted in a sharp little inhale—like the sight of you had punched the air right out of her.
Then her eyes stretched wider, filling with something very near horror.
She staggered back a half-step, one trembling hand flying up to her mouth as the basket rocked dangerously on her hip. You saw her throat bob as she swallowed hard.
"By the gods..." she breathed, her voice thin, high, cracking halfway through the whisper.
The word barely left her lips before she lurched backward, nearly tripping over her own feet. The bundle of cloths slipped sideways, but she didn't even bother catching them this time. She shook her head, backing away like you might reach for her.
You opened your mouth, startled, half-ready to call out—but she was already scurrying down the hallway, the soft slap of her sandals echoing in the still corridor as she disappeared around the corner.
And then... silence.
You stood there, staring after her, your hands still awkwardly clutching the last bundle of folded cloths.
For a brief moment, you almost called after her. But your tongue sat heavy behind your teeth, and the words never came.
Instead, your stomach let out a loud, traitorous growl.
You blinked. Then exhaled, forcing a dry little chuckle as you glanced down at your middle.
"Well," you muttered under your breath, more to yourself than anyone. "That's... probably not something I should think too hard about right now."
And so, you shoved it—gently but firmly—to the back of your head.
One problem at a time.
Right now? Food first.
You carefully tucked the last bundle of linens back into the basket, straightened yourself, and carried on toward the kitchen, like nothing had happened.
Your footsteps were softer now, cautious. The walls narrowed as you moved deeper into the palace's belly, and the faint scent of flour and stewed herbs curled in the air. You could hear the kitchen more clearly up ahead—small sounds first: the clatter of wooden spoons, soft hum of knives chopping, the low, wordless chatter of cooks too focused on work to waste energy on gossip.
Almost there.
You rounded another quiet corridor, pulling a breath through your nose, letting the noise ahead steady you. You could almost picture it—Lady already pacing your room by now, tail twitching, waiting for her prize.
But then—
A voice sliced through the air.
Not loud. Not even meant for you.
But sharp enough to make your heart jump to your throat.
"Ugh," it scoffed, dry and biting. "Honestly—cheap bedding. Coarse as sackcloth. They expect royalty to sleep like merchants now, it seems."
You froze.
The words landed like a slap against your spine, and for a second, your whole body stiffened—heartbeat quickening, mouth dry.
No. No, not now. Not her.
You hadn't even realized you'd passed another side passage—a small alcove branching off the main hallway—and your feet moved before your brain caught up. You stumbled a step backward, flattening yourself against the cool stone, back pressed to the wall like it might swallow you whole.
You squeezed your eyes shut for a breath, pulse pounding fast against your ribs. But then—curiosity. Stupid, reckless curiosity clawed its way forward.
Slowly, breath held tight, you turned your head and risked a peek around the edge of the threshold.
The corridor opened into a small alcove—almost like a hidden garden tucked between the palace walls. Light filtered down through an open roof, thin beams of afternoon sun slicing across potted greenery and patches of pale marble. The leaves shifted gently in the still air, making everything look too peaceful for how sharp your nerves felt.
And there, seated right in the center of it all, like it was her private little stage, was Andreia.
She lounged delicately on a carved bench, long fingers poised gracefully around a painted teacup, her silk-draped figure practically glowing beneath the shafts of sunlight. At her feet, two young women—Bronte servants, probably—sat with their heads lowered, one pouring more tea, the other folding a fresh wrap of lavender-scented cloth.
Andreia didn't even glance at them as she spoke, her voice still honey-sweet, but sharp-edged.
"They think tossing a few sprigs of myrrh into the bathwater makes up for stone sheets," she continued, shaking her head with mock pity. "I swear, the standards in Ithaca doesn't even meet the worst of Bronte." She exhaled through her nose—short, dainty.
You stood frozen for a breath, pressing yourself tighter to the cold stone. Part of you screamed to leave. Just turn, keep walking. She was the last person you wanted inside your head today.
Andreia had a way of souring everything she touched, especially your mood. The kitchen was only a few more steps away. You could already smell the faint traces of bread and stew in the distance—just go.
But then—just as your foot shifted, her voice floated out again. Light. Casual. And razor sharp.
"Speaking of standards..."" Andreia purred, swirling her tea. "I suppose it's fitting, in a way. Matches him perfectly."
The servants tittered like birds in a gilded cage.
Your stomach twisted. You already knew who she was speaking of, even before the name left her lips—Telemachus.
One of the younger maids, emboldened by Andreia's mood, let out a giggle that turned a little too sharp. "Oh—but my lady! The little nickname you've given him. 'Machus,' was it? So sweet."
More giggles. Sharp ones. The kind that made your teeth clench.
Andreia scoffed—soft and airy, as if it physically amused her. "Yes. Machus," she repeated, drawing the name out, letting it curl sweetly from her lips like honey laced with vinegar. "Though I suppose that's only half of it."
She set down her cup with a soft clink and waved her hand. "Machus the Meek." The words dripped with syrupy mockery.
Andreia leaned back, perfectly composed, her tone feather-light and cruel. "It suits him, doesn't it? His father rules with blood. And Telemachus? Well... let's just say there's a softness to him. A certain... gentleness," she crooned, her smile sharpening at the corners. "No bite. No command. The kind of man who prefers reciting lessons at his mother's feet rather than holding court."
The words stabbed right through you. Your chest tightened, bile rising beneath your ribs as the nickname echoed in your head.
Machus.
You remembered Penelope's voice once explaining it gently, how Andreia had made it sound harmless back then. Playful. And yet now—now you heard the venom in it clear as glass.
Mocking not only his quiet kindness—but his failure to ever measure up to the weight of his father's name.
And your stomach turned again.
But Andreia wasn't finished. Of course she wasn't.
She let her fingers trace the rim of her teacup, voice lowering just enough for the cruelty to simmer beneath the surface. "He's grown now, isn't he? Lived to see twent-one winters. And yet still... no grand voyage. No monsters slain. No songs sung in distant ports." Her lips pulled into a thin, mocking smile. "One might think the son of Odysseus would've managed something more... remarkable by now."
The words stung. And still she went on.
"But perhaps he's content here," she sighed, as though musing to herself. "A little island. A little title. A mother's skirts to hide beneath, and enough loyal servants to keep him feeling important." She clicked her tongue softly. "Yes... perhaps that's enough for Machus the Meek."
The servants snorted behind their hands, trying—and failing—not to burst into laughter.
Your blood roared.
The heat hit you so fast you barely noticed your breath coming short. Your fingers twitched against the stone as a hot, bitter spike curled up your throat.
Before your mind could even catch up, your feet moved. You stepped out from behind the wall, through the threshold. No more hiding.
Your voice left your mouth cold and even—quieter than you expected, but heavy enough to slice through the easy laughter like a knife. "Strange," you said. "You speak of standards... but I wonder, Lady Andreia—how would the Queen feel hearing you speak like this? About her son."
The air in the alcove snapped taut.
The servants froze mid-giggle, their eyes wide, mouths clamping shut so fast you heard one of them audibly swallow. Andreia's head whipped toward you, her posture stiffening in an instant.
Her eyes found yours. The playful shine in them flickered, replaced by something sharper. Defensive. A brief, flash of calculation passed behind her gaze as she absorbed the fact that you were standing there. That you'd heard everything.
She held your stare, delicate hands folding in her lap as if to feign calm. But the tightness around her jaw betrayed the faint, curling thread of panic lacing through her spine.
The food? Completely forgotten. The kitchen? Gone from your mind.
There was only this. You. Her. And the weight of your words, hanging like a stone between you.
But instead of scrambling—grasping for excuses, like you half-expected—Andreia did something else.
She smiled.
Not kindly. Not warmly. That sharp little curl of her lips—like a cat who'd only been startled for a moment before remembering it still had claws.
"Oh," she breathed with a light scoff, waving a dismissive hand as though your very presence were an annoying insect flitting too close to her tea. "You're still breathing." She tilted her head slightly, voice dripping with false sweetness. "What a pity."
Your stomach twisted. But she wasn't done.
"I truly hadn't bothered to ask what became of you," she went on, her tone breezy, condescending. "Imagine my surprise. I was quite certain... certain types of girls don't return once they go missing."
The servants exchanged glances, one nervously biting the inside of her cheek. The other kept her eyes down, though you noticed the small tremor in her hand as she gripped the edge of the tea tray.
Andreia leaned back with a delicate exhale, confidence rolling off her like cheap perfume. "But if you're so intent on breathing," she added, voice flattening, "then I suggest you hurry along, little mouse." She gestured lazily toward the corridor behind you. "Before you trip over your own relevance again."
Her gaze dropped, dragging along your form as if you were nothing but a stain she'd chosen to ignore. "You wouldn't want to waste what precious little luck you've been given."
The servants tittered again—hesitant at first, then emboldened by their mistress' ease.
And gods, the heat rising in your chest was thick. But you held your ground.
You held her gaze.
Because this—this—was what she wanted: to see you flinch. To shrink you back into the shadows. To remind you that to her, you were still beneath her tablecloth gossip.
But not today.
Not after everything.
You took another step forward, your sandals brushing over the smooth stone, closing the distance between you. The little alcove felt smaller now, though it was not your body shrinking.
It was hers.
Or at least, it would be.
You let your voice cut through the air, calm but edged. "Why?" you asked. "Why go through all this? Why even come to Ithaca? Stay for so long?" Your voice dipped lower. "Why play with his heart... if you didn't really care for him?"
The servants stilled at your words, eyes wide—but not surprised. No, not surprised. They simply stared, waiting, like this was a conversation they had already heard before in quieter corners.
Andreia didn't blink.
Instead, she exhaled a soft little hum, like you had asked something so terribly beneath her. She shifted in her chair, reclining slightly, and reached out for one of the delicate pastries on the tray. A neatly folded, honey-soaked little thing—far too sweet, far too careful.
She took a bite, chewed, swallowed. Then spoke, as if bored.
"Oh, please." Her voice was light, clipped, as if correcting a child. "Do you honestly believe I came here for him?" She waved one hand lazily, like flicking away a bad scent. "Telemachus? That fumbling, fragile child?"
Andreia let out a breathy, amused laugh. "Gods, what a silly little story everyone spun, didn't they? The visiting princess, and the quiet island prince—how quaint. And I didn't have to do much either." She popped another bit of pastry into her mouth before continuing, voice coated in mock pity. "No, dear. I was never here for him."
Her eyes gleamed, cold and sharp.
"I came for his father."
The words landed with a weight you didn't expect. Your breath caught. You could only stare.
Andreia's lips curved higher, pleased by your silence. She savored it.
"Odysseus is the power here. The name. The mind. The history." She leaned forward slightly, voice dropping into something almost conspiratorial. "Do you think I would waste myself on some awkward boy still pretending he'll ever live up to his father's shadow?"
The servants barely moved at her feet. Their faces were blank, untouched by surprise, as though they'd heard these confessions before—many times, perhaps. Maybe whispered with more venom behind closed doors, when there were no ears but theirs.
Andreia's eyes roamed lazily over the stone floor, then back to you. "No," she sighed, almost sweetly. "I will become what his father needs. A comfort. A match. A woman worth the history he carries." She tilted her head, mocking kindness. "And when Queen Penelope's mourning ends—and she grows tired, or old, or simply disappears—I will be right where I need to be."
She lifted her cup, sipped delicately.
"A king deserves someone who understands power. Not... innocence."
Her gaze settled back on you, pointed. Measured. Daring you to speak.
But for a moment, you couldn't.
You were speechless.
Not from shock—not entirely. No, some bitter part of you had always sensed that something about Andreia's presence had never been about Telemachus. But to hear it spoken aloud, so easily, so carelessly—it churned in your chest like something rotten.
And the servants? Still silent. Still blank-faced. Still obedient.
Your breath caught, horror bubbling up your throat like bile before you even realized the word slipping out of your mouth. "That's—" you whispered, voice shaking, "that's treason."
The word hung between you like a crack of thunder. A line drawn.
At that, Andreia's lashes fluttered—slow and deliberate—as if your little outburst bored her more than offended. Then her lips curved again, sharper this time. Colder.
"Treason?" she scoffed, drawing out the word like it tasted sweet on her tongue. "Spare me your righteous little outrage, will you? It's exhausting."
Her servants snickered softly behind her. Like hyenas circling. Like they knew you didn't stand where you thought you did.
Andreia straightened, smoothing the silk along her thighs as if ridding herself of invisible dust. "You speak as if we all have the same starting point. As if we're all given the same... opportunities." Her voice dipped into something syrupy, laced with venom. "Not everyone has the fortune of stumbling into proximity to royalty like you did, dear."
Your jaw tightened.
She tilted her head. "Oh yes. The poor little servant girl, plucked from her lowly station. Caught the Queen's eye. Earned the prince's favor. Sang the right song. All by luck." She sneered. "Must be nice. Never having to work for it. Not really."
Your fists clenched at your sides, nails biting into your palms.
Andreia rolled her eyes with a sharp exhale. "At least I had a plan. A real one. And yet—" she clicked her tongue, voice hardening, "my idiot of a brother couldn't follow a single thread of it."
Her eyes flashed with something ugly.
You barely breathed.
"Do you think this was how it was meant to play out?" she went on bitterly. "Andros was supposed to come to Ithaca as a suitor. He was supposed to win Penelope's hand. Marry her. Take her throne. And with Ithaca finally tethered to Bronte through him—I could have found my own husband, on my own terms, and built the life I deserved."
The bite in her words was raw now, bubbling with something sharper than jealousy. Resentment. Frustration. And underneath it all—a fury born from years of wanting.
"But no." She let out a dry, humorless laugh. "The fool couldn't even hold a simple conversation with the Queen, let alone court her in all the years he was here. Completely useless." She waved her hand dismissively, as though brushing off the weight of her brother's fate. "He ruined everything."
You swallowed hard, stomach twisting.
"But then," Andreia breathed, voice softening as her gaze drifted—far-off now. Distant. Dreaming. "The news of Odysseus' return soon reached Bronte." Her green eyes shone with a strange light, something almost fevered beneath the poise. "And everything changed."
Her fingers began to drum softly against her teacup, slow at first—barely a tap—but it quickened as the words rolled out of her like a script she had rehearsed in her head countless times. Her gaze unfocused, lost somewhere far beyond Ithaca's walls, far across the sea where her ambition lived and bloomed.
"At that point, it didn't matter that Andros succeeded. Or that he failed. Or even that he was dead," she added with a careless lift of her shoulder. "Because the moment word spread that Odysseus had returned alive—that was all I needed."
Her voice turned soft, reverent, like she was whispering a prayer to some imagined future. "A man like that. A man who faced gods and monsters and came home with his name still sung—he deserves a new beginning, doesn't he?" She blinked slowly, lips curling faintly. "Not a tired, weeping woman who has done nothing but cry for twenty years and grow old in her grief."
Your throat tightened.
Andreia's smile grew—wide, sweet, but twisted beneath the lace of her words. "No, someone like Odysseus needs someone young. Beautiful. Fertile." She dragged the word out, tasting it like ripe fruit between her teeth. "Someone who could give him strong heirs. Sons. New heroes to bear his name. Not just the one meek, trembling boy who cowers at the sound of his name being called."
She didn't say Telemachus' name.
She didn't have to.
You swallowed hard as her voice softened again, feathering into something that almost sounded tender if not for the rot beneath it. "I could give him that," she whispered. "I could give him sons worthy of his bloodline. Not a half-formed prince who clings to the Queen's skirts like a child too scared to grow into his name."
Your breath caught, the sharp sting of her words shoot through your chest like splinters, hot and biting. Your mouth moved before your mind could catch it—fast, breathless, burning.
"You're wrong." Your voice came sharper than you intended, loud enough that the servants flinched. "You don't know him. Telemachus is strong—stronger than anyone gives him credit for. He—he stayed. When everyone else left, when gods tore this house apart, he stayed. He carries more weight than any boy his age should—"
But Andreia cut you off with a wave of her hand, lips curling in a sneer. "Oh, spare me."
Her eyes glinted like polished glass. "Your version of strong? That's pitiful. Laughable. You think because he weeps quietly into his hands when no one's watching that it makes him noble? You think because he knows how to smile sweetly for the Queen that it makes him brave?"
Her head tilted, voice thick with condescension. "No. That's your weakness talking. That's the kind of strength that makes men like him nothing but... harmless. A soft boy playing at being a man, waiting for someone else to command him."
You could feel your nails biting into your palms, fingers curling so tight they trembled. But she was still speaking, still driving the blade in.
"And I'm not the only one who sees it, you know." Her tone dropped to something syrupy, cruel. "Do you think the other kingdoms don't whisper about it? About the boy who let strangers storm his father's halls? About how easily another man could've taken his crown—how one of those suitors nearly did? How the great Odysseus returned only to find his son unable to hold the throne on his own?"
The servants giggled again, barely hiding it this time. You wanted to scream. To shove them all back.
Andreia leaned forward slightly now, eyes half-lidded, as if savoring the disgust twisting on your face. "No matter how many times he sharpens a blade or tightens his shoulders, they still call him Odysseus' shadow. A child grown in the shade, clinging to a legacy too large to fill."
Her smirk deepened. "But I suppose you can't see that, can you?" She tittered, mock-sweet. "Not when you're so very in love with him."
Your heart stuttered at the words. It was the way she said it—like it was embarrassing. Like loving him was something childish. As if your affection for him was a weakness no different than the ones she accused him of carrying.
But gods—you weren't embarrassed. You weren't ashamed.
You were furious.
But you tried to hold it steady, your voice coming slow, tight, trembling around the edges. "Gods... you're so... audacious."
Andreia only smiled, like your anger was something soft she could press between her fingers.
You exhaled hard, swallowing the burn crawling up your throat. "But, I suppose it runs in the family, doesn't it? You and your brother. Both so desperate to climb higher than you belong."
Her smile didn't falter, but her fingers paused in their tapping on the cup.
Your chest heaved slightly, breath stuttering as the words tumbled out. "I haven't even spoken about it, you know. About the lyre you broke. The one the Queen gave me."
Your voice caught, but you forced it forward. "You destroyed it. Snapped the strings, left it like it meant nothing. And I said nothing."
The weight of your next words pressed against your ribs, bitter on your tongue. "Even when it wasn't just the lyre. Even when I had every reason to believe you set me up, allowing Melanion to renact his revenge. When you were the reason I was hur—" Your breath shuddered. "When you were the reason I died."
A beat.
Your throat tightened. "And yet... still I said nothing."
Your jaw clenched hard. "I thought... maybe if I stayed quiet, if I didn't make trouble, it would stop. That you'd tire of it."
You swallowed down the lump building there, voice lowering almost to a whisper. "Maybe this is my own karma. For letting it go on this long."
Andreia let out a sharp, cruel laugh—bright and cold like shattering glass. She leaned forward now, chin resting lightly in her palm, her lashes lowering into a slow, deliberate blink.
"Why didn't you?" she purred, voice curling like smoke. "You should've. Truly. You should've screamed, accused, dragged me to the Queen herself. How different things would be right now."
Her lips pulled into a slow smirk, voice dropping even softer, as though savoring it. "It would've been... so very peaceful by now. Don't you think?"
The servants giggled behind her like vultures circling, but you barely heard them.
Because she was right.
The words landed sharp in your chest, and you fell silent. The fury burned there—tight and helpless—because you could've. You should've. And instead you held your tongue, over and over, praying she'd disappear if you just ignored her long enough.
And all it had done was give her space.
Space to twist the knife deeper.
And gods, it burned.
Because that's what your silence had done. All the times you swallowed your anger, all the times you bit your tongue and turned the other way—it had given her room to scheme.
To crawl deeper into the palace, to flash her smiles at the court, to whisper her poison into every ear willing to listen.
To believe that she could go so far—so far—as to think she could replace Penelope herself.
The thought made your stomach twist sharper than before. The image of Andreia standing where the Queen now sat—where you had stood beside, loyal and small—made your chest tighten.
And then she spoke again, mistaking your silence for surrender.
"Hmm," Andreia hummed lightly, brushing invisible dust from her sleeve as she slowly rose from her seat. She took her time, adjusting the folds of her gown with dainty precision before beginning to stroll toward you. Calm. Unbothered. Circling like a cat who knew you couldn't bite.
Her voice dripped with sweetness. "You know..." she mused, drawing closer, "I suppose you and dear Telemachus really are a perfect fit for one another."
You stiffened.
She stopped just beside you, tilting her head like she was simply sharing a harmless little observation.
"Spineless little things, the both of you," she purred. "Letting everyone else make your choices. Letting others fight your battles while you cling to scraps of affection like children too afraid to step into the world properly."
She clicked her tongue softly. "A match made—"
"You don't know anything about him!"
The words snapped from your throat before she could finish, sharp and hot.
Her head jerked slightly in surprise, but the smile stayed on her lips.
You took a step forward, anger finally pushing through the tightness in your chest. "You continue to speak as if you've ever understood him. As if you've ever earned the right to judge him."
Andreia's brows lifted, amused.
You didn't stop.
"You would be lucky —honored—if he ever so much as glanced your way. If you ever knew what it meant to be loved by someone like him. Someone good. Someone who cares."
Your breath trembled, but the heat only grew behind it. "And as for me—" you exhaled hard, "I'm starting to get sick of your boldness."
Your voice cracked slightly, but you didn't care. You let the words spit out like venom. "You parade yourself through these halls like you're untouchable. Like the gods themselves would crown you for being clever enough to slither into other people's lives."
Andreia's smile twitched—tightening, sharpening—but she still said nothing, letting you speak, letting you bare your teeth at last.
You leaned forward slightly, voice low. "But you forget something. You're a guest here. One who's already on thin ice with more than just me."
For a moment, you both stood there. Face to face. Breath heavy.
Her green eyes glittered in the sunlight filtering down from the sunroof, but her smirk didn't waver.
Instead, her expression slowly shifted—flattening, darkening. The false amusement drained from her face like water from a cracked jar. And when she spoke again, her voice was cold. Icy.
"Are you daft?" she sneered. "How many times must I say it? I could not care less for your precious little prince."
She stepped closer.
One sharp heel after another, closing the distance between you. You instinctively leaned back, shoulders brushing against the cold stone pillar behind you, but she followed, closing the gap—crowding you. Cornering you.
Her smile dropped completely now—thin-lipped, tense, brittle.
"I have no interest in fumbling boys with no legend to their names. That's not the kind of man I came here for." She tilted her head slightly, voice dipping lower, the threat curling like a snake between her teeth. But you—you need to stop getting in my way."
The air between you grew thick.
"You think I cared that you nestled yourself beneath Penelope's skirts? That you sang your little songs for her court? No. I let you have that. Even when they let you trail after the prince like some starry-eyed puppy—I still let you have that."
She stepped closer, eyes narrowing.
"But then you dared to stand near him."
Her voice softened, almost reverent.
"Odysseus."
The name left her lips like a prayer—bitter and sharp.
"A man I was bred to stand beside. A man worthy of my blood. And yet you—" she scoffed, her tone dripping— "you, a servant girl. You let them drag you into rooms where you don't belong. You speak where you should kneel. You breathe where you should bow."
Her chest rose with each breath, her pale fingers twitching faintly at her sides before she folded them behind her back, like she was holding something inside that might snap loose if she let it.
"I refuse to be sent back home like some useless bargaining piece." Her tone sharpened, face twisting into something crueler. "Do you have any idea what waits for me there? What the world expects of girls like me?"
Her green eyes burned now—not with the usual venom, but with something raw, something that slipped out between her teeth before she could stop it.
"My parents are already preparing the offers. My name will be passed around banquet halls like a fresh-cut lamb, bartered to the highest bidder. And for what? To be bent over by some spineless, soft-bellied old fart and forced to birth his heirs, one after another, until my body breaks."
Her voice cracked, but she didn't soften.
Her breath grew faster, eyes sharp and glassy. "When they left me locked in the temple overnight at five—when the oil lamps burned down and the rats scurried in—I learned quickly what little girls are worth."
You swallowed.
"And my mother?" she laughed bitterly. "She only looked at me when I bled. When the bruises showed. That's when she smiled."
For a moment—just a moment—the bravado slipped. You saw the edge of something beneath it all. Fear. Rage. Desperation. A hollow that no crown or favor could fill.
But then, just as fast—it was gone. Snatched back behind that sneer, behind the poison-laced calm.
"So no," she spat, standing tall now, voice steady again. "I won't return to that. I won't. I will not be tossed aside like some worthless little girl who failed to grab what she could."
Her voice dipped lower, venomous. "I'm not like you. I won't sit quiet, waiting for others to decide my life."
For a flicker—a split second—something in you almost softened. A small, unwelcome pang of sympathy rose, catching in your throat. You saw it—the desperation beneath her venom, the way her words bled raw beneath the layers of pride. But—
No.
No, you wouldn't let that sway you. Not now.
Whatever pain she carried, it didn't excuse this. It didn't excuse what she was doing—what she planned to do. To steal Penelope's place. To shatter Telemachus beneath it. To worm herself into the throne like a parasite beneath silk.
Unforgivable.
"That's no excuse," you said sharply, voice tight but steady, forcing your breath past the twisting knot in your gut. "Whatever you've suffered—it doesn't give you the right to tear down people who've done nothing to you."
Andreia scoffed—sharp, bitter. She stepped even closer, forcing you back into the shadow of the pillar once more, her green eyes glinting with something sickly sweet.
"Who's going to stop me?" she whispered. "You?"
You swallowed hard, chest fluttering.
"I will." You steadied your voice. "If I have to—I will."
For a moment, silence.
And then—Andreia smiled. Slow. Spreading across her face like spoiled honey, sharp around the edges. She leaned forward, her breath brushing against your cheek as she purred,
"Try me, Divine Liasion."
Her hand lifted, fingertips ghosting along your shoulder—up the side of your throat, trailing slow and deliberate beneath your jawline, as if testing just how far she could push.
The touch wasn't rough. It was worse. It was careful. Intimate in the wrong kind of way. Like she wanted you to flinch. Like she wanted to see you squirm.
Your whole body stiffened, heat rising fast in your chest.
Snarling, you slapped her hand away with a sharp shove, teeth clenched, voice raw as you hissed, "Don't touch me."
She didn't move back. But her grin twitched wider, satisfied with your reaction, like she'd gotten exactly what she wanted.
You stepped away—spinning toward the exit, pulse pounding hard enough that you felt it in your fingertips. But before you crossed the threshold, you threw one last glare over your shoulder.
"You'll regret this."
Andreia only gave a lazy shrug, her voice dripping with mocking ease. "You can try to make me. But I won't."
The words followed you as you left. Heavy. Poisoned. But you didn't slow.
Not this time.
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[ANDREIA AND MC]
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[HERMES AND MC]
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[HERMES REDESIGN]
[STATUE!MC W/ THE GODS ANIMAL MOTIFS]
[THYESSA (FEM!DIONYSUS)]
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[MC BREAKTHROUGH]
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[MOODBOARD (TELEMACHUS]
[MOODBOARD (MC)]
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[MC AND TELEMACHUS]
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[MC THINKING OF TELEMACHUS]
[MC--CENTER OF EVERYONE'S UNIVERSE]
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[MC DESIGN]
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[MC DESIGN]
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[APOLLO GIVING MC KISSES (CHERUB VS.)]
[APOLLO CARESSING MC FACE]
[APOLLO AND MC KISSING]
Notes:
A/N : HAPPY JUNETEENTH!!! Ahhhh!!! 🥰🥰🥰 ngl y'all idk how to respond sometimes 😭😭 like i'll be on a comment tryna type something and be like "nahhh that’s too much" then panic bc it feels too short so i just end up closing my laptop 💀💀 atp i'm abt to just start leaving lil hearts when i can't get a coherent sentence together. it's either that or i hit y'all with a "thx baby/lovely" and every time i feel like it sounds dry through text but i promise i'm over here awwwwing fr when i say it 😭 sooo... how was the chappie? 😭 y'all happy to be home? 👀 OH ALSO... yeah. andriea was scheming this whole time lolololo. when i say this was hard/but fun — it was HARD/but fun 😭😭 like it’s one thing to write several coherent storylines, but it’s another thing entirely to slowly line them up and reveal the pieces that were brewing behind the scenes lolol. we’re getting there y'all 🥹 thank you for being so patient with my chaotic updating schedule, truly. i tried to make this one extra chunky (8k!) as a lil peace offering 🫶🏽 and i also have a small Telemachus short story coming soon!! wanna go back to my roots a bit — a little comedy/crack fic lololol. idk if i ever mentioned it but i actually dabble in other genres too — the more serious/angsty stuff just kinda started happening to me as i went 😭😭see you next update ily 🩷🩷
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Chapter 91: 64 ┃ 𝐰𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠
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The moment you turned the corner—just barely out of sight—your bravado cracked. Fast. Hard.
Your breath stuttered, chest rising too quick. The anger, the adrenaline that had fueled you only seconds ago drained like a punctured flask. And in its place—
Panic.
Real panic.
Gods, what had you just learned?
Andreia—Andreia—plotting to take Penelope's place? To slither into Odysseus' bed, into the Queen's seat, into a crown she had no right to even glance at? It didn't make sense. It couldn't.
You clutched at your chest as you stumbled forward, mind spinning too fast to catch a single clear thought. How? How did it get this far? How come you didn't see it? How did anyone not see it? Had she really been playing everyone like this, right under their noses?
Your head spun. You nearly missed a step, palm dragging against the cool marble as if grounding yourself against the weight of it.
And gods—her audacity.
The way she said it, like it was nothing. Like she deserved it.
You shook your head hard, trying to steady your pulse. You couldn't afford to fall apart. Not now.
Telemachus.
The name pushed through your chest like a breath of air.
He would know what to do. He had to. If anyone could see through this—if anyone could help stop her—it was him. You almost cursed yourself for not thinking of him sooner.
You whispered, breathless under your breath, "Telemachus... I need to find you."
You didn't waste another second.
Pushing off the wall, you forced your legs forward, faster, your sandals slapping lightly against the stone as you hurried through the corridors, weaving past tapestries and flickering torches. Your heart knocked with each turn, hoping you wouldn't run into anyone else—not now, not before you could reach him.
The thought of his quarters was a tether. A beacon.
You needed him.
And for once—it wasn't because you were scared of gods or prophecy.
You were scared of what mortals were capable of.
As you walked, your mind couldn't help but circle back—again and again—to Andreia's words. The way she had sneered Telemachus' name like it was something weak. Small. Like he was nothing but a shadow of his father.
She was wrong.
Gods, she was so wrong.
Even now, with everything swirling in your head, you could still see him—kind and steady in ways no battlefield could measure. The quiet strength he carried like a weight balanced carefully in his chest. No need for loud declarations, no craving for blood or glory. The sort of strength that made people trust him without ever needing to command it.
Andreia wouldn't know that kind of strength if it stood in front of her.
And if only she—or anyone, really—knew the full truth. Knew who Telemachus had walked beside. Gods would writhe to know that Athena herself had once called him friend, whispered guidance into his ear when the world nearly broke around him. That the goddess of wisdom had seen something in him worth protecting. Worth investing in.
But Andreia didn't deserve to know that.
She would never understand what kind of man she was mocking.
The hallways grew narrower now as you entered the royal wing, the path turning familiar with each step. Telemachus' chambers weren't far—just one more turn, just a little further—
"____?"
You froze.
The voice cracked like a pebble across glass, making you stop short.
You turned toward the sound, heart knocking harder.
At the end of the hall—standing still, like she'd just stumbled into another realm entirely—stood Asta.
Her eyes were wide, lips parted like she didn't quite believe what she was seeing. She stayed rooted, not moving forward. Like one wrong step would make you vanish.
You stared back at her for a beat—heart racing, throat dry. Because you hadn't even thought yet about how you'd face her. Or anyone. Not after Olympus. Not after all of this.
But there she stood.
Asta.
Seeing you.
And looking like the world had just cracked beneath her feet.
Before you could even part your lips to ask what was wrong, Asta moved. Fast. The woman practically ran at you, sandals scuffing against the polished stone, hands reaching as if needing to touch you just to confirm you were real.
"You're here—gods, you're here—" she rambled, breathless. "I didn't believe it. I didn't believe any of it. The rumors, they're everywhere—someone said—gods—"
You blinked, taken off guard as her words poured out too fast to catch.
"A servant girl's being seen by the physician right now!" she rushed. "She swore she saw you—she fainted— ____! I—I told myself it wasn't true, it couldn't be true—"
You couldn't help it—your lips twitched into a breathy, nervous laugh, cutting her off. "Asta—breathe. I'm fine. You're going to give yourself a heart attack—"
But she didn't return your smile. Her chest heaved as she fought to catch her breath, wide eyes darting like they were searching for something to anchor to.
"There's no time," she rasped, voice tight, panicked. "No time for this, you need to come with me, now—"
"Asta, what are you—?"
Before you could finish the question, her hands clamped around your arms in a tight grip. You barely had time to plant your feet before she yanked you forward, pulling you with her.
"Come on!" she hissed, dragging you down the hall, her voice dropping into a sharp whisper. "The King—he needs to see you right now!"
And before you could think, before you could process anything else—your body stumbled after her, your heartbeat thundering against your ribs as she rushed you straight toward the king's study.
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The world blurred around you. The familiar halls zipped by in streaks of marble and flickering torchlight as Asta yanked you along. Your sandals barely kept up, the echo of your steps frantic behind hers.
It all felt too fast, too sudden. One second you were sneaking toward the kitchen, and now—now you were being dragged toward the center of the storm, your pulse a wild mess beneath your skin.
And then—you were there.
The doors to the study loomed tall in front of you, heavy with their ornate carvings of waves and ships etched deep into the wood. Asta wasted no time. She raised her fist and knocked sharply—loud, too loud in the tense quiet of the corridor.
Knock-knock-knock-knock.
The sharp raps echoed down the hall.
You stood frozen behind her, chest heaving, your fingers twitching anxiously at your sides.
For a moment—silence.
Then, from behind the door—a voice. Deep, curt, edged with the roughness of a man long since sick of being interrupted.
"Who is it?" came Odysseus' voice, sharp, slightly irritated. "What now?"
You stiffened.
Asta faltered. You saw her shoulders tense, her head dipping slightly as she cast you a quick, nervous glance. She looked like she was silently weighing whether this was a good idea after all.
"Uh..." she started, her voice catching slightly. "It's... it's about the rumors, my King. The ones that have been spreading."
There was another pause. Longer, heavier this time.
Then, a second voice answered. This one softer, wearier. A sigh folded into it. Queen Penelope.
"Come in, Asta."
The latch clicked from inside, the heavy doors groaning slightly as they creaked open.
And just like that—there was no turning back.
Asta stepped through the doorway first, dipping into a low bow as soon as she crossed the threshold, her voice spilling out in hurried apologies.
"My King, my Queen, forgive the intrusion—I wouldn't normally, truly—but I feared this couldn't wait—"
Odysseus let out a sharp breath, already sounding tired, irritated. "Yes, yes, you've said that. Now, what is so urgent that you must—"
But his words faltered. Just... stopped.
Because you had followed Asta into the room.
The study was warm, thick with the scent of parchment and oil lamps. The glow of the flame crackled gently beside the large table, papers and scrolls laid in messy piles across it. Penelope stood near the hearth, a needle in hand, her mending abandoned the moment the door opened.
And when their eyes landed on you—both of them froze.
Penelope's lips parted softly. A whisper—barely a breath—your name, spoken like a question that was afraid of its answer.
"...____?"
You blinked, unsure why they both looked like they were staring at a ghost. The surprise in their eyes wasn't just mild—it was consuming, flooding across their faces like waves crashing into shore. Penelope's hand flew up, covering her mouth in shock, her brows knitting so tightly that for a moment she looked almost pained.
Odysseus was already moving.
The king straightened from behind the table, pushing the chair back with a sharp scrape against stone, his sharp gaze scanning you once—twice—as though disbelieving his own sight. His jaw clenched, then loosened again like he was swallowing a thousand questions all at once.
And then Penelope moved too.
They both rushed you at once.
You barely had time to react before their arms wrapped around you—warm, tight, solid. Penelope reached you first, her arms curling around your shoulders, pulling you in like a mother clutching something long-lost. Odysseus' hand found your back, broad and steady, his head lowering slightly as if to shield you from something unseen.
You stumbled slightly under the sudden weight of both of them but let yourself be held. There was a desperation in their embrace—not frantic, but heavy. Like a collective breath they hadn't realized they'd been holding finally let go.
Your head spun.
You didn't understand this intensity—the weight of relief behind it. You'd been gone what... a day? Two, at most. You hadn't even made it to Lyraethos. You hadn't even—
But still, you melted into the embrace, allowing yourself to be held. Because gods, it felt good. It felt safe. Confusing, yes. But safe.
Penelope's hand cupped the back of your head gently, voice tight with emotion. "You're—" she couldn't even finish, just squeezed you tighter.
You heard Odysseus exhale above you, a rough sound like someone who wasn't sure if they should scold or just hold on tighter. His arm stayed braced around your shoulders, fingers flexing slightly as if reassuring himself that you were real.
And somewhere beneath the confusion blooming in your chest... you couldn't help but feel your throat tighten.
You hadn't realized how much you needed this too.
For a few long moments, no one said anything. Just the sound of breathing, of hands gently gripping your arms, of fabric shifting as Penelope trembled faintly against you. Then, finally, she pulled back—her hands rising to cup your face as if afraid you'd vanish if she didn't physically hold you there.
Her palms were warm, trembling slightly as her thumbs wiped instinctively beneath your eyes even though there were no tears yet. Her lips wobbled into a half-smile, half-sob as her brown eyes—so often sharp and composed—now glistened.
"Oh, my dear... my dear girl..." she whispered, voice tight.
You blinked at her, brows furrowing as confusion slowly bled through the comfort of their touch.
"My Queen... what's wrong?" you asked softly, eyes flickering between her tearful face and the king's tense expression behind her. "Why are you crying?"
Penelope shook her head like she couldn't quite form the words, her hands slipping down to grip Odysseus' arm instead, almost staggering into him as her tears welled again.
"The Fates..." she whispered brokenly, voice cracking. "They're cruel. They've always been cruel."
You stiffened slightly, alarm spiking behind your ribs at her words. The weight of dread crept in slowly, uncoiling. What did she mean? What was going on?
You turned toward Odysseus, hoping for clarity. Anything.
The king met your gaze squarely, his jaw clenched tight. There was a different kind of intensity in his stare now—something sharp and protective, but with an undercurrent of exhaustion.
"You've been missing," he said evenly. "No one knew where you'd gone."
You blinked again, lips parting. "I... I figured people would be worried," you admitted carefully, trying to piece together their panic. "But... missing? I only—"
Your brow knit tighter as you tried to recall. "The last thing I remember was being in Port Telonia. I never even reached Lyraethos. Apollo appeared—he took me before I could go any further. He brought me to Olympus."
The moment the word left your mouth—Olympus—everything shifted.
Penelope's tears halted as though her grief had been frozen solid mid-fall. Odysseus' face darkened, eyes narrowing just slightly, the faintest crease forming between his brows. His jaw flexed again, slower now. Sharper.
Even Asta, standing beside you, straightened like a rope being pulled taut.
The weight in the room thickened—heavier than before, heavier than confusion or relief. Now there was caution. Worry. And something like... alarm.
Penelope's fingers dug faintly into her husband's arm as if steadying herself again. "Olympus," she repeated softly, almost breathless, as though the very word itself brought back too many memories she dared not speak aloud.
You swallowed, your pulse quickening as you noticed the shift in their stares.
Before anyone could press further, Asta cleared her throat softly and stepped backward, giving you a quick, apologetic glance. "If you'll excuse me," she said, bowing her head politely to both the king and queen, "I should... allow you to speak."
She didn't wait for permission, slipping quickly from the room and pulling the heavy door closed behind her with a faint thud that echoed a little too sharply.
And then it was only the three of you.
You. Penelope. Odysseus.
And the weight of everything you hadn't yet said.
Odysseus was the one who finally broke the silence, his voice low but firm.
"Explain."
Just that. One word. Heavy. Like an order—but not unkind. More like a plea beneath the weight of it.
Your lips parted, but no words came at first. You felt your throat go tight, stomach twisting painfully as the words clawed to the surface. Part of you didn't want to say it. To speak it aloud would make it real. Would make everything you learned, everything you carried, sit heavy not just on your shoulders—but on theirs too.
"I—" your voice cracked. You inhaled sharply, heart pounding. "I didn't... I wasn't going to say anything at first," you admitted, your voice trembling faintly. "But you deserve to know."
You glanced between them. Penelope still looked so pale, her hands wringing softly at the fabric of Odysseus' sleeve. The Queen's wide eyes clung to you, like she was already dreading whatever would come next.
Your fingers twitched at your sides. You could barely meet their eyes as you began.
"When Apollo came to Port Telonia... he took me before I even reached Lyraethos." The words were slow, careful. "He brought me straight to Olympus. And while I was there, he—" your throat tightened again. "He offered me a place. To stay. Permanently."
You swallowed hard, chest rising and falling faster as shame started to climb your ribs.
"He... wanted me there. As his muse. His..." you hesitated, forcing yourself to say it, "...his possession."
The last word barely came out as a whisper, like bile rising from your stomach. The admission burned, made your skin hot, your palms damp. You squeezed your hands tightly together.
But you weren't finished.
You forced the rest out before your courage crumbled.
"And while I was there, I learned the truth about my prophecy. About how I wasn't really meant to be born. Not the way most are." Your lips quivered, voice cracking under the weight of it. "Apollo didn't choose me because I was special. He... he made me."
Penelope gasped, barely audible. Her free hand fluttered like she needed to hold onto something. Odysseus' shoulders stiffened, his jaw flexing hard as though grinding his teeth behind closed lips.
You looked down, unable to bear their stares anymore.
"It—it's why he brought me to Olympus," you whispered. "Because he believe I was always his. That he was owed me. That I'm only here because of him."
The silence that followed made your skin crawl. You could hear your own breathing too loudly. Could feel your heartbeat in your ears. You wanted them to say something—anything. But they didn't. They just stood there, staring.
Their silence was worse than any words.
Panic started to swell. The shame curdled. And before you could stop yourself, the apology tumbled out. "I'm sorry," you choked. "I know—after everything the gods have already done to you, to Ithaca, to your family—" Your voice shook. "And now I'm here, tied to them too. It's—it's selfish, it's wrong—"
"No."
The word came sharp. Strong.
You jerked your head up, eyes wide.
Odysseus stood firm, his voice steady though his face looked like it had aged a decade in a breath. His eyes were tired—so, so tired—but not cruel. Not angry.
"That is not your apology to make."
Penelope's hand tightened on his arm, her breathing shaky but controlled as she leaned into him.
"You didn't ask for this," Odysseus continued, voice quieter now. "None of us did. You are no more to blame for the gods' meddling than my son was for his birth, or Penelope for her suffering. You..." He exhaled deeply, the strain visible in the lines of his face. "...you are as much a victim as any of us."
Your throat tightened all over again. You couldn't speak. Couldn't even nod.
Because hearing it from him—Odysseus—was more mercy than you thought you deserved.
Penelope finally found her voice, soft but full of conviction. "You've never been a burden to us," she said tearfully. "You are part of this home. Of this family."
You bit your trembling lip, feeling your eyes sting. And for a moment—for just a moment—you let yourself believe it.
You swallowed hard, barely able to keep your voice steady. "Th-Thank you," you whispered, the words barely squeezing past the tight ball in your throat. Your fingers curled slightly against your skirt as the emotions bubbled thick beneath your ribs, swelling too fast, too sudden. You forced yourself to breathe. You had to keep breathing.
But then—through the warm haze of their comfort—you remembered.
Your pulse stuttered. You blinked, clearing your throat softly as you gently pulled your hands from Penelope's grasp. "Actually... there's something else. Something I need to tell you."
Your voice trembled slightly. You'd nearly forgotten why you'd come here in the first place. Why you had rushed through these halls. The confrontation with Andreia, the dangerous game she was playing—it was still waiting. Pressing. Urgent.
But before you could get the words out, Penelope reached for you again. Her hand grasped yours, firmer this time. "Wait," she said softly. "Before you say anything, child... there's something we must tell you first."
Her eyes flickered toward Odysseus, who met her gaze, silent for a moment. Something heavy passed between them. A silent conversation. Agreement. Worry.
Odysseus exhaled, his broad shoulders sinking slightly as he turned fully to you. "It's about Telemachus."
Your stomach tightened. Your pulse jumped sharply, blood rushing to your ears.
"Telemachus?" you echoed, voice cracking. "Wh-What about him? He's alright, isn't he?"
Odysseus' jaw flexed as his large hand slid over Penelope's, anchoring them both. "He's safe," he assured you carefully. "But... he's not here."
The words struck you like a slap. For a moment, it felt like everything slowed. The world outside the study faded to a dull hum, your ears ringing faintly.
You blinked, confused, your lips parting as your mind tried to catch up.
"Not... here?" you repeated in disbelief. "But—but he was supposed to be back by now. You said—everyone said—he was returning from his journey. From his prince duties. That he'd be here by the time I returned from Lyraethos. I've only been gone for a few days—a week at most!" Your words tumbled out, breathless, disoriented.
Your heart pounded against your ribs like it might break free.
Why wasn't he here?
Penelope inhaled sharply, her voice catching as she whispered, barely audible, "____. You haven't been gone a week... You've been gone for twelve weeks."
The words crashed into you like a wave of stone, knocking the air from your chest. You stared at her, wide-eyed, blinking fast, struggling to make sense of what she just said.
No. No. That couldn't be right. That wasn't possible.
"Twelve...?" you whispered, voice thinning out like it couldn't carry the weight. "No. No, that's... that's wrong."
You shook your head hard, your heart racing now, your stomach flipping sickly. "No, that's not right. After Apollo took me from Port Telonia—I was only gone a day. Two days at most. Olympus—he only just brought me back last night—"
Penelope's breath trembled. Her eyes filled again, glistening wet. "That's when he left."
Your stomach dropped. Your pulse stopped. "What?" you breathed, the word sticking against your tongue.
Odysseus' voice came next, lower, steady—but heavy. "He left last night."
You couldn't breathe. Your vision swam slightly, as if the walls of the study were leaning in. Twelve weeks? No—no, no, the time hadn't slipped that far. Olympus... Olympus had only—
Penelope clutched your hand tighter, her nails digging faint crescents into your skin as her tears spilled freely again. Her voice cracked as she rushed to explain, as if saying it aloud might ease it somehow.
"He begged us. For days. For weeks. Every single day, asking to leave. To find you. To bring you home. He was desperate—frantic. After your ship reached Lyraethos without you onboard, after the sailors returned with no answers—" she choked softly, "—we feared the worst."
You felt your breath hitch sharply. The ship. The one that should have carried you to Lyraethos. That crew—the others you'd left behind that day—had finished the voyage. Returned to Ithaca. Without you.
You could only imagine what they must have said. The rumors that must have spread.
And Telemachus had waited. Waited as long as he could.
Penelope went on, her voice breaking under the weight of it. "He couldn't bear it anymore. He couldn't stand sitting here any longer, not knowing where you were, if you were—" her voice gave, "...alive."
Odysseus added, his voice tighter, jaw clenched, "We tried to reason with him. We offered to send more ships. More men. But he wouldn't wait. He wouldn't leave your fate to chance." His eyes darkened, as though he was reliving every agonizing moment. "And I... I couldn't stop him."
You stood there frozen, your heartbeat thundering in your ears. The room spun faintly around you. Your mouth parted, but no words came.
Twelve weeks.
You'd lost twelve weeks.
And Telemachus... Telemachus was gone.
Out there, somewhere. Searching for you.
And you—you had only returned after he'd left.
"Twelve weeks without a single sign," Penelope murmured, her voice thin, breaking again. "It may as well have been a year."
You blinked fast, your throat tightening. The room swayed faintly, and for a moment, you couldn't feel your own legs beneath you. The words kept circling your head, spinning like leaves caught in a storm.
Twelve weeks.
The feast. The music you'd heard that night when Apollo had dropped you back in the courtyard—cheerful voices, the distant thrum of lyres and clinking goblets—it hadn't been just a regular gathering, had it?
No.
It was a farewell. A celebration for Telemachus as he prepared for his journey. His journey to search for you.
He left the night I came back.
You whispered the words aloud, your voice barely carrying. "He left the night I came back..."
There was something sharp and hollow about it. As if the gods themselves had conspired to miss each other by a breath. So close. Close enough to feel the warmth of his presence lingering—but never close enough to reach him.
And you didn't even know how to feel. Grief and guilt tangled together like weeds choking your chest. You'd only been gone a few days—hadn't you? How could it have been twelve weeks? Your mind couldn't wrap itself around the gap, like some cruel trick had been played on you. You couldn't stop replaying it—Apollo's warmth, Olympus' timeless glow, the haze that never lifted. You were trapped in some frozen dream while the real world kept moving forward without you.
Twelve weeks. He'd waited twelve weeks.
And now he was gone.
Your head snapped up, breath tight and sharp, heart hammering against your ribs. You looked between Penelope and Odysseus, desperation pouring from your chest like water bursting through a crack.
"Let me go after him," you pleaded. "Please—let me go after him! If he only left last night, I can still catch up—I can find him before he gets too far, I swear!"
You didn't realize how fast you'd spoken, or how your voice trembled. Your hands gripped the folds of your tunic, twisting tight as you waited for their answer.
But Penelope immediately shook her head, firm. "No." Her voice was gentle, but absolute. Final.
You opened your mouth to protest, but she spoke first.
"It's too dangerous. And we've just got you back."
You shook your head fiercely. "But Telemachus—he's a prince! He shouldn't be out there alone. It's not right, it's not safe, he shouldn't—"
"He's not alone," Odysseus cut in sharply, voice steady but firm, like a blade pressed flat to a table. "I sent Ithaca's best sailors with him. Men I trust. Warriors who would gladly die for him if they had to."
Your lips parted, ready to argue again—but then he added, softer, "Even Callias insisted on going."
The moment the name left his lips, your heart twisted painfully. Callias. The boy who had been like a shadow to you since arriving with the other Bronteans. Loyal. Stubborn. He was supposed to be here—to greet you, to tease you about returning. And instead, he was gone with Telemachus, chasing ghosts across the sea.
The lump in your throat grew tighter. "That's— that's not enough," you whispered, voice breaking. "It's not enough."
Odysseus shook his head again, his gaze unflinching. "It's all that can be done. We will send pigeons. Word will reach him soon. When he learns you're back, he'll return."
"But—" You almost shouted it, almost let the sob climb fully up your throat. But you swallowed it back, your teeth clenching as your shoulders sagged.
You could feel Penelope's hand squeezing yours gently, her own voice low and trying to soothe, "He'll be home soon. Just breathe."
You wanted to argue more. Gods, you wanted to scream. You wanted to tear open every sail, cross the waters yourself, find him before he got too far. Before some new cruelty of fate pulled him even further from you.
But you didn't. You held your tongue.
Because if you spoke now, you'd break.
So instead, you took a small step back. Breath shaking. Heart pounding.
Twelve weeks lost. One night too late.
The weight sank heavy in your chest, tightening until it burned, and you didn't know how to feel. You didn't know what to feel.
Except that it hurt.
Gods, it hurt.
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A/N : suprise update cuz things shit hit the fan and i needed a mini escape (i'll explain more next update, just need time to process stuff) anyways wheeeewwwwwwwww!!! lol. nothing ever goes smoothly for mc huh? 😭😭😭 first off—thank you so much to everyone who's been reading, commenting, screaming, theorizing, and sending reactions! i seriously enjoy reading all of it, it makes posting so much fun 🩷 honestly, every time i post a new chapter, i never know what to expect 😭 since this is written as a reader-insert, i always try to keep mc/reader as "blank" as i can—but let's be real, that's almost impossible lolol. so instead, i lean into shaping the story in a way where the world around her makes the choices narrow, so even if some decisions are frustrating or uncomfortable, it's meant to feel like you're stuck inside her shoes (whether you would've chosen that or not). but yeah. i like to think i'm doing my best lol. 💀💀💀 and at this point... as i'm looking over the ending pieces of the story (yep, we're almost there lmao)—i've had a few readers say it, and i'm starting to agree that this ain't even a fanfic anymore like 500,000 words?!?!?!😭😭😭 i barely got any epic the musical references left atp lolol and am just writing as i go. i don't know... i might actually try to publish this one day. maybe have a nice lil hardback copy to sit on my shelf 🥹📚 (would be wild huh?) anyway, see y'all next update!! 💕💕(p.s, saw a comment somewhere, can't remeber which platform asking my nationality/race, but yes i'm black (black american if specificty is needed lolololol)💕💕
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Chapter 92: 64.5 ┃ 𝐃𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒: 𝐁𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐝 𝐁𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡
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𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: here's a bit of extra scenes/plot to ch.64 ┃ 𝐰𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠; i had time to post so yay! happy y'all been liking recent updates, but for this one, y'all when i say i am so sorry 😭😭 y'all gotta suffer/read through 15k words 😔💔 i swear i tried trimming it/keeping it short, but then i remebered a lotta shit had to be covered lolololo oh well ❤️alsooooo i have another telemachus fic dropping soon and ngl i had fun! it's a bit on the light-hearted/romantic-comedy so i hope y'all like it (speaking of, i'll be mass updating the remainder of 'knot in time' soon lowkey forgot about that until i got a comment i'm so sorry 😭😭😭)
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Chapter Text
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Across the sea, in the belly of a creaking ship, Telemachus lay still on a narrow cot, staring at the wooden planks above his head as they swayed gently with the movement of the waves.
The cabin smelled of salt, old parchment, and oil—stale but not unpleasant. His arms were folded beneath his head, fingers locked tight like he could hold himself together that way. The light that filtered in from the small porthole above cast shifting shadows across his face, but even those couldn't soften the heaviness in his eyes.
Dark circles carved deep hollows beneath them. He hadn't slept properly in days.
Maybe weeks.
The boy who'd once carried hope like a banner now wore it like a noose.
His mouth—usually set in a thoughtful line—had curled into a nearly permanent frown, the corners tugged down with exhaustion. His hair was mussed from running restless fingers through it, and his chiton was wrinkled, still half-laced from when he'd tugged it off his shoulder hours ago and forgotten to fix it.
He hadn't moved in a while. Not since they passed the last harbor, anyway. Not since some random sailor came to check on him that morning, bringing dry bread and a strained smile, only to leave without forcing conversation.
His thoughts had drifted somewhere far behind the ship—back to Ithaca, back to the moment he'd first realized you were truly gone. The way panic had settled into his bones, slow and quiet, like rot. The way hope refused to die even when reason told him it should.
Twelve weeks.
He knew the number by heart now. Had marked it in the wax tablet stowed in his bag, though he didn't need reminding.
He had waited. Gods, he had waited so long. Had paced the palace halls like a trapped animal. Begged his parents, scoured sailor logs, storm routes—anything that could offer a trace of you. Anything.
And still... nothing.
The ship rocked gently, and Telemachus blinked up at the ceiling as if only now remembering where he was.
A deep ache settled in his chest, quiet and familiar now. Not panic anymore.
Just hurt.
He didn't speak it aloud, but the questions lingered.
Where are you? Did you fall? Were you taken? Did you leave me?
A part of him still prayed to the gods, even when it felt foolish. Even when it made his stomach twist to think of them. Bring her back. Let her be safe. Let her be anywhere but dead.
And yet—somehow—that same whisper inside him warned that if you were alive... you were suffering.
He felt it in his bones.
He had dreamed of you a few nights ago. Not in vivid detail, just the feeling of your presence brushing up against his chest like the wind.
He had woken with a start, hand curled into the sheets like he'd been trying to catch something. His pulse had raced, eyes darting around the dark cabin—but you weren't there.
Of course you weren't there.
The floor creaked. The ship groaned. But the ache in his chest stayed steady.
He reached up slowly, brushing a hand over his face, his fingers catching at the bridge of his nose. A gesture of exhaustion. Or defeat.
Then, quietly—almost too quiet to be heard—he exhaled your name.
Not a plea. Not a prayer.
Just a name.
Soft. Like a scar that still bled when touched.
His fingers dropped to his chest, pressing lightly over his ribs. Right where he swore he could still feel the phantom echo of your voice.
He didn't know it yet.
But at that very moment—across the sea, beyond reach—you had just whispered his name too.
And gods... if the world had been just a little kinder, maybe he would've heard it.
But for now, he lay there, still as driftwood, staring into the dark curve of the ceiling.
Waiting.
Hoping.
Hurting.
And then—A knock.
Three quick raps against the cabin door. Sharp. Too cheerful for his mood.
Telemachus blinked, as if surfacing from somewhere far away. He closed his eyes briefly, drawing in a breath before sitting up.
His legs swung off the edge of the bed, bare feet brushing the wooden floor. The boards were cool under his soles, the familiar creak of the ship greeting him like an old ache.
Another knock followed. Less patient this time.
"I'm coming," he muttered under his breath, voice hoarse. Reaching for the latch, he pulled the door open with a soft groan of the hinges.
Standing there was Callias.
The boy looked entirely unbothered by Telemachus' mood, which wasn't unusual. He was balancing two small wooden cups filled with ale in one hand, and tucked under his arm was a bundle of neatly folded cloth—likely extra linens or borrowed laundry. His curls were wind-tossed from the sea air, cheeks a little flushed from climbing the narrow stairways between decks.
Before Telemachus could say anything, Callias blew right past him into the room, mumbling loudly as he shuffled inside.
"By the gods, I hate sailing," he groaned, plopping the bundle onto the chair by the small table. "Honestly, how is it that every story we've ever heard about ancient Greek brilliance involves impossible architecture, automaton birds, and golden water fountains—but not a single soul figured out how to make boats that don't feel like they're trying to throw me into the sea every five seconds?"
Telemachus blinked at him, watching as Callias shook his head dramatically and shoved one of the ales into his hand without asking.
Callias kept going, gesturing wildly with his free hand. "I mean, really. We've got gods hurling lightning bolts and nymphs who can turn men into swine—don't tell me they couldn't come up with, I don't know, flying ships?"
He paced across the tiny cabin now, waving his arm like he was drawing blueprints in the air. "Wings! Sails that flap like bird feathers! Or—or floating ships that glide above the water! You know, so when the sea gets all choppy like this—" he rocked his hips, mimicking the sway of the ship, "—we're not all tumbling around like loose grapes in a basket!"
Telemachus said nothing at first, standing in the middle of the cabin holding his cup, just... watching him. His lips twitched—only slightly—but it was the closest thing to a smile he'd made all day.
"Flying ships," Telemachus repeated flatly, voice dry.
"Yes!" Callias threw his hands up. "Don't look at me like I'm insane; you know it makes sense. I mean, the gods can fly, can't they? I swear Hermes zipped by us earlier when I was throwing up over the railing. Where's our wings, huh? Or floating... uh... sky barges? Yeah. Sky barges."
Telemachus let out a quiet exhale that might've almost been a laugh, though it was mostly through his nose. "...Sky barges."
Callias pointed at him with mock seriousness. "Don't mock me. You know I'm right. We should be halfway to Lyraethos by now, not crawling across Poseidon's bathtub like a bunch of fishermen."
Finally, Telemachus shook his head, the smallest hint of amusement breaking through the hollow weight sitting in his chest. "If the gods hear you say this, they'll probably turn you into a flying goat out of spite."
"Honestly?" Callias muttered, sinking into the chair with a dramatic sigh, "at this point, I'd take it. At least a goat doesn't have to sleep in a tiny wooden box that smells like old fish."
Telemachus let out a real laugh this time—soft but honest, curling low in his chest. The kind that hadn't come easy in weeks. He shook his head, finally turning away from the open door as he muttered, "Then maybe I'll have you tethered to the mast next time. Let you graze on seaweed as we drift."
Callias threw him a mock glare from the chair but couldn't fight the grin tugging at his lips. "Charming. Gods forbid I ever travel with a prince who offers comfort."
Telemachus only exhaled through his nose, the corner of his mouth twitching faintly before stepping back to the door. With a soft thud, he closed it.
The cabin creaked softly as he made his way back to his bed, lowering himself onto the edge with a tired groan. His hands rested on his thighs for a moment before lifting the small wooden cup to his lips.
The ale was sharp at first sip, rougher than what he would've been served at home, but familiar enough to pull some of the edge off the tension behind his ribs.
Meanwhile, Callias was busy unfolding the bundle he had brought in, rolling the fabric open with an unnecessary flourish across the cramped little desk between them. "Your dinner, my lord," he muttered under his breath, voice light but playfully dramatic.
Inside the cloth was a small spread of whatever dry food the kitchens had: thick cuts of salted jerky, coarse brown bread with hard edges, small wheels of goat cheese, and a handful of olives that glistened darkly under the lamplight.
Callias reached down, plucking one of the olives off the cloth, popping it into his mouth with an exaggerated snap of his teeth. He chewed with a pleased little hum before sliding the rest of the bundle toward Telemachus on the bed.
"Bon appétit," he mumbled around the pit, raising his cup as if they were seated at some grand feast instead of trapped together in a rocking wooden box in the middle of the open sea.
Telemachus snorted again, lowering his cup to glance over the food. The bread was dry enough to scratch the roof of his mouth and the cheese had that faint sour tang of having sat out too long, but even still—it was something.
His gaze lingered on it all for a beat longer than it should have.
Because as meager as the meal was—it reminded him of you.
You'd always hum under your breath while preparing simple spreads like this at the palace. That quiet little song you carried when your hands were busy, when you thought no one was listening. His chest tightened before he could stop it.
The ache returned. Not sudden. Not sharp. Just steady.
He reached for a piece of the bread anyway, tearing it slowly between his fingers. "At least it's not honeyed figs again," he said softly, voice dry, forcing a weak attempt at lightness.
Callias raised his cup. "You're welcome."
Telemachus hummed in vague approval but fell quiet again as he chewed. The ship creaked around them. The waves thumped softly against the wooden hull. And beneath all of it—beneath Callias' effort to keep things light—there was still that hum behind his ribs.
That steady, hollow pull.
Where are you?
The question pulled at him like a slow current beneath his chest
Always there.
Always circling.
He knew if he let it, it would drag him under again—into that dark space of worry where your face blurred behind his eyelids and his stomach turned with useless what-ifs. His jaw tensed as he shook the thought loose—at least for now.
Not again. Not right now.
He cleared his throat softly, breaking the quiet before it could settle too thick between them. "Remind me again," he said, voice low but steady. "Why did you even want to come on this voyage?"
Callias glanced up mid-chew, one brow lifting, before snorting into his cup. "Gods, how many times are you going to ask me that?"
Telemachus blinked once, expression flat. "I've only asked you once."
Callias grinned, popping another olive into his mouth as he sang lightly around it, "Exactly."
Telemachus let out a slow exhale, his lips twitching faintly, half-annoyed, half-amused.
Callias leaned back into the worn wooden chair, stretching his legs out with a quiet groan. "Honestly?" he said finally, voice a bit more genuine now. "Because anything's better than sitting still. Gods, I'm not built for waiting. Bronte's got nothing but dusty old halls and stuffy dinners. If I stayed any longer, I'd start talking to the marble columns just to keep myself entertained."
Telemachus let out a quiet hum of agreement, his thumb tracing along the rim of his cup as he listened.
"But since you're a prince and all," Callias continued, voice lightening with a grin, "I figured I might as well follow you. At least this way, I get to make sure your pretty self doesn't fall overboard."
Telemachus finally huffed a breath—an almost laugh, shaking his head as he looked down at the rough bread in his hand. "Charming."
Callias gave a pleased little hum around his sip of ale, already kicking his boots up on the bench at the foot of the bed like he owned the place. "Careful," he said, licking olive oil from his thumb, "if I keep charming you like this, people are gonna start talking. Ithaca's prince and a Brontean servant? Scandalous."
Telemachus scoffed, but there was no heat behind it. "Not interested."
Callias didn't flinch. "Obviously." He popped another olive into his mouth and spoke around it, voice sing-song. "Your heart belongs to our golden girl."
Telemachus froze—just a moment. He didn't say anything. Just brought the cup to his lips and took another slow sip. The ale was now warmer than he'd like. Still, it gave him an excuse not to answer.
Callias didn't press. Just grinned lazily and leaned back, waving a hand through the air. "Don't worry, prince. I'm not looking to steal you away." Then he tilted his head, brow raising, tone mock-casual. "Besides, I'm hardly picky; an equal opportunist if you will. Man, woman—If someone's pretty, they're pretty. Doesn't matter what's under their tunic."
Telemachus raised an eyebrow. "That's... blunt."
Callias beamed. "No use lying about it. Beauty's beauty. Personality's personality. And if you've got both?" He gave a low whistle. "Dangerous. I mean love's a very... flexible thing, don't you think? Why limit yourself? The Gods didn't bless us with eyes just to stare at pottery."
"And yet somehow you remain single."
Callias placed a hand to his chest with mock indignation. "My standards are just... extremely high."
Telemachus chuckled, despite himself. "You're insufferable."
"Thank you," Callias said brightly, lifting his cup in a small toast. "I try."
A silence settled for a beat. Not heavy—just quiet. The kind that came after a small laugh, after something honest enough to let the room breathe again.
Telemachus glanced toward the closed cabin door, then back to the spread between them. The food was simple, but real. The kind of thing that reminded him of home, even if the boat swayed gently beneath them and the sky outside smelled like salt and distance.
He set his cup down on the small chest beside the bed and leaned back against the headboard, letting his head tip until it knocked lightly against the wood behind him. "Thanks," he muttered. Not loud. Not forced. Just real.
Callias blinked. "For what?"
"For... this." He waved vaguely—at the food, the company, the not-sinking-into-his-own-head part of it all.
Callias shrugged, then softened. "Well, I figured if I didn't show up with snacks, you'd sit in here brooding until your bones turned into map pins."
Telemachus gave him a sidelong look. "That doesn't even make sense."
"It does if you think about it hard enough."
Telemachus shook his head faintly, gaze drifting toward the tiny porthole as the sea rocked beneath them again. The humor softened into quiet.
Callias watched him a beat longer, then, in a rare moment of gentleness, said, "...Still thinking of her?"
Telemachus' throat bobbed, his gaze distant now. "Always."
The ship creaked softly around them.
Callias didn't press. "We'll find her, Telemachus. We will." Then he leaned back again, stretching until his spine popped. "I'll take first watch," he muttered, already sounding like he was planning to fall asleep sitting upright. "You just keep dreaming about your girl."
Telemachus didn't reply.
He just stared out the port again.
And whispered to himself, softer this time—like it might carry better in the quiet:
"Where are you?"
.☆.
.✩.
.☆.
He didn't even remember when he'd gotten up.
One moment, Callias had finally gone still—his head tipped back against the cabin wall, mouth parted slightly, already half-snoring despite claiming he'd take first watch.
Telemachus had barely blinked before the steady rise and fall of the servant's chest marked the start of his sleep. He hadn't meant to move, not really. But sitting still made his chest feel tight.
And so, without much thought, he rose.
He told himself he was just stretching his legs. Walking a bit. Just until he cleared his head. But somehow his feet kept moving, tracing quiet paths along the deck. The boards creaked under his sandals, the sea gently rocking beneath him.
He didn't even realize when day faded into night.
By the time he stopped, the sky had already turned into a dark canvas of stars—dozens, maybe hundreds, scattered like distant torches flickering just beyond reach. The kind of stars that made men feel very small.
And on nights like this, Telemachus did.
The air smelled of salt, cool against his face. The wind tugged gently at his hair, ruffling the loose strands across his forehead. He leaned his forearms against the railing, gazing out toward the endless black spread of water.
The moon hung low, fat and silver, its reflection breaking and mending as the waves lapped softly against the side of the ship. The stars, too, shimmered faintly on the surface—tiny rippling lights dancing with every swell.
For a while, Telemachus didn't move. Didn't speak.
He just stood there, breathing slow, staring out at the wide, empty sea.
The soft groan of the wood beneath him pulled his eyes downward. The waves shifted and rolled against the hull like breathing things, glittering faintly beneath the moonlight. The reflection of the stars wavered, broken over and over again as the water swayed. Just like his thoughts—never still for long.
A faint breeze brushed against his face, cool and damp. Somewhere behind him, one of the deck ropes creaked. A gull cried faintly in the distance. But otherwise, the ship was quiet.
Most of the crew had long since turned in for the night, but Telemachus stayed where he was, his mind was far from this deck, far from Callias snoring lightly somewhere below.
It had wandered somewhere much earlier—a week ago—to his parents' study. The night the waiting finally began to scrape raw.
He hadn't meant to pace again that night. But he did. His feet dragged a slow, tight path across the polished stone, shoulders hunched, jaw set.
Every few minutes he'd glance at the doorway, as though the act of standing there might pull you into existence. As though you might simply walk back through it and relieve him of the gnawing weight that never seemed to ease.
Odysseus finally called his name. Firm. Measured.
"Telemachus."
He stopped pacing. His chest rose with a sharp breath as he turned to face his father, but his expression stayed pinched. Tired. The weight beneath his eyes had grown more permanent these past months, faint shadows that no amount of rest seemed able to ease.
His lips pressed together before he finally exhaled. The sound wasn't sharp. It wasn't even angry. Just... worn. Haggard.
"I know you're tired of hearing it, both of you," Telemachus said softly, voice low and hoarse, "but it's been almost three months." His hands spread slightly, helplessly. "Three months. And we still have nothing."
Penelope shifted slightly on the chair near the hearth, her fingers twisting at the fabric in her lap, but she said nothing. She didn't interrupt.
Telemachus let his arms fall back to his sides, voice tightening. "I-I've tried to be patient. Truly, I have. I've tried to trust what Athena said. To trust that she's safe." His voice shook, betraying the calm he was trying to keep. "But gods—how much longer must we wait? How much longer am I supposed to stand here... and do nothing?"
He swallowed thickly, jaw clenching to keep the storm contained. His fingers twitched like he needed to grip something—your hand, your sleeve, anything. But the only thing he could reach was air.
"I... I'm losing her, Father. And I can't... I can't even chase her."
And gods, wasn't that the worst of it? Because every day you were gone, the palace grew heavier. You weren't here.
"You don't understand," he finally breathed, voice low and uneven. His words poured out before he could catch them. "You two get to sit here and hold onto hope because you're stronger than me. You're used to this. You've waited years before. Decades. I—I haven't. I don't know how to do this."
He rubbed at his brow with his palm, forcing the words through his clenched teeth. "The longer she's gone, the worse it's gotten. Everyone's trying so hard not to look at me directly, but I can hear them whispering." His voice turned bitter, thinner, nearly trembling. "I see the way the servants glance away when I walk by. I hear the rumors they think I don't hear."
He started pacing again, hands gesturing now, voice getting sharper, louder. "They're saying she's been taken. That the gods finally claimed her for good. That she was never meant to stay here—never meant to be mortal for long. They say—" he choked slightly, breathing harder, "—they say maybe she was never ours to keep."
The words cracked in his throat. He could feel his mother flinch slightly at that. He hated that he was saying it, but he couldn't stop.
"And others," Telemachus spat, dragging his hand harshly through his hair, "the ones who like to whisper in darker corners—they say she's abandoned Ithaca entirely. That she's gone off to some distant city—some divine court—because she was always too good for this island anyway. That she left because she never really... really..." His voice faltered hard, the thought souring in his mouth before he could even finish it.
Because if he said it—if he finished that sentence—it would cut too deep.
Because part of him... a small, ugly part he hated, wondered if maybe they were right.
Maybe you did leave.
Maybe you'd grown tired of waiting for him to say everything he never dared say while you were still here.
Maybe you'd grown tired of him standing beside you and never moving closer. Tired of being someone's unspoken almost.
The thought twisted hot behind his eyes. Shame crawled up his throat like bile.
He stopped pacing, standing stiff in the middle of the room. His shoulders trembled faintly as his breath hitched, but he shook his head sharply—like he could physically throw the thought out.
"No," Telemachus muttered, voice hoarse now, quieter. "No. That's not—" He exhaled hard, cutting himself off before he unraveled fully.
Another breath. Shaky. Tight.
He finally forced himself to lift his head, meeting his father's steady gaze.
"I have to see her."
His voice steadied as he said it. There was no hesitation in that. No fear. Just a single, blunt truth.
"I have to find her. Because I can't stand here and listen to one more person tell me to wait. I can't sit in these halls while her name turns into a rumor."
His jaw clenched, fingers curling again at his sides. "Because I know she didn't leave. She wouldn't leave us. Not like that."
He swallowed hard, chest tightening again.
"She wouldn't leave me."
The weight of that truth hung between them.
And even though neither Odysseus nor Penelope spoke, Telemachus saw it in their eyes.
They knew he wasn't asking for permission anymore.
He was already gone.
And for a while—too long—it stayed that way. Silent. Heavy.
With Telemachus standing there, breathing unevenly, shoulders drawn tight beneath his tunic. Watched like his grief would ease with time, that the words would burn out of him. But the fire inside him kept climbing.
It always did.
Then Odysseus spoke. His voice low. Careful.
"In a week..." His words hovered, like they weren't sure they belonged. "You'll leave for Lyraethos."
The air snapped like a string pulled too tight.
Penelope sucked in a sharp breath, her hand flying to her chest as she gasped. "No—" Her voice cracked fast, already trembling. "No, Odysseus—please—don't say that."
Telemachus stiffened, his head jerking toward her. But she wasn't looking at him—her wide eyes were on his father, panic quickly spilling into anger. "We just got ____ back once. For a heartbeat. And then she was gone again. And now you want to send him away? To chase after her like—like some wandering shadow?"
She shook her head, words breaking apart faster now as her voice raised. "We lost her. You cannot—Odysseus, I will not lose my son too!"
Telemachus swallowed thickly, throat burning as he watched his mother's fear unravel in front of him. Because he understood it. Gods, he did. But it only made the ache sharper.
Odysseus didn't snap back. He didn't argue. His head dipped slightly, his eyes closing for a long moment as he breathed in slow through his nose.
Like every word she threw had already lived inside him for years.
When he finally spoke, his voice was quieter. Frayed. As though the sharp edges had worn down long ago.
"I know," Odysseus whispered. "Gods, Penelope... I know."
His voice shook on the last word.
Telemachus froze at that. His father's voice didn't usually shake.
"I've asked myself, every day, what else I could've done." Odysseus lifted his head finally, locking eyes with Penelope, though his voice still sounded miles away. "If I had been stronger. If I had fought harder. If I had found some trick, some cleverness—one more lie to steal time back from the gods." His jaw flexed. "But after it all... I still wasn't fast enough."
His eyes flickered to Telemachus, and for a moment, the years between them felt thin. "I wasn't fast enough to come home when my son was a child." His voice dipped lower. "I missed twenty years, Penelope."
Penelope;s lips parted, but no sound came. Her hands trembled slightly against her chest.
Odysseus' breath shuddered. "I blinked, and he grew up while I was out there, fighting for a home I couldn't reach." His throat worked around something thick, like the words cut going down. "And now—" his gaze shifted back to Telemachus, softer now, "he stands here, already a man. A king waiting for a crown. And we..." his voice broke for a moment, "we keep treating him like the boy we're scared to lose again."
Telemachus held his breath.
"You think I want to let him leave?" Odysseus continued, quieter now, voice splintering beneath the weight. "You think I want to send him across open water, toward a fate we can't predict?" His eyes glistened faintly in the firelight. "Gods, I'd chain him to this room if it meant I never had to hear his name offered up to the winds again."
Penelope's breath hitched, tears building in her throat.
"But..." Odysseus whispered, voice breaking fully now, "that's not what fathers do. That's not what kings do. And that's not what he needs."
Telemachus blinked fast, swallowing the sudden lump rising in his throat. He couldn't breathe around it. Couldn't speak. His father's words landed too sharp, cutting through the walls he'd been clinging to for months.
Odysseus stepped forward slowly, his hand coming to rest heavy on Telemachus' shoulder. Steady. Solid. But not pulling him back this time.
"You've grown, my son," he said softly. "You've carried more than you ever should have." His thumb pressed once against Telemachus' shoulder as if grounding both of them. "And you love her." His voice was faint, but steady. "You love her the way I once loved your mother—reckless enough to brave the sea for a chance at her name."
Telemachus' throat seized again.
"But the time for waiting is over," Odysseus finished. "If she can't find her way back to you, then you will find your way to her."
The silence after that was thick. Heavy. But it was no longer sharp.
It was settled.
Penelope wiped at her cheeks roughly, breath catching sharp behind her teeth. She didn't argue again. She couldn't. Her face crumpled faintly but she nodded—once. Small. Barely more than a twitch. But it was enough.
Because she understood.
It wasn't surrender, not really. Just... the ache of a mother who knew that holding him still was no longer love—it was fear. And she'd done that long enough.
Telemachus held her gaze for a moment longer, his chest pulling tight all over again. Then she reached forward and brushed her palm against his cheek, thumb smoothing gently beneath his eye, like she was trying to memorize the shape of him before she had to let go. Just like she always did. Like she used to do when he was a boy about to step outside alone for the first time.
Her son. Her only child.
"My heart," she whispered, barely audible, as her fingers shook against his face. "Bring her home."
Telemachus couldn't even answer. His throat was too tight. He just nodded once, fiercely, leaning into her touch before she finally dropped her hand.
From there, the days slipped forward quickly. By the following morning, Odysseus had ordered the ship readied. Quietly. No grand announcements. No parades of warriors marching down through the streets. Only a handful of trusted men chosen, the crew kept small and swift. Ithaca's best sailors.
And Callias, of course.
Telemachus hadn't even asked him. The boy had heard the whispers before the command was ever fully spoken. And by the time the list of names reached his ears, Callias had already cornered him in the courtyard with that wild, crooked grin like it was never even a question.
He couldn't argue with that. Not really. And deep down, part of him was grateful. Having Callias there meant at least one familiar voice to drown out the gnawing thoughts clawing at his ribs.
By sunset, word had spread across the palace.
A quiet sort of hush fell over Ithaca that evening. No one said it directly, but everyone knew why the ship was being prepared. Why their prince—again—would vanish out to sea after months of waiting.
And though no one dared call it a celebration, a feast was still held the night before departure. Custom demanded it. Blessings for safe passage. For fair winds. For gods to show mercy, if such a thing could still be asked for.
The courtyard filled with soft torchlight as servants moved through the evening, setting platters of fruits and honeyed bread along the long tables.
Laughter rang out—lighter than it should have been, but it filled the air anyway, as if everyone was trying too hard to act normal. Trying too hard to pretend this wasn't yet another chapter of Ithaca offering its sons to the sea.
Telemachus sat beneath the canopy near the head of the table, dressed in his royal tunic—freshly pressed, gold trimming sharp under the flame-light.
He barely touched the food on his plate. His hands rested stiffly against the carved wooden arms of his chair, knuckles white where they gripped the edges.
He heard the voices around him—Kieran teasing Lysandra over some bet, Asta laughing a little too loud when a servant nearly tripped carrying a fresh amphora—but none of it landed. None of it felt real.
It felt... distant.
Like he was already halfway gone.
A hollow ache settled behind his ribs as he stared blankly toward the flickering firelight. Because even as the wine was poured, even as others laughed and toasted for his journey—he didn't want to go.
Gods, he didn't want to go.
He wanted to be home. He wanted you home. He wanted none of this to be happening.
But waiting hadn't worked. Hoping hadn't worked. And now the only thing left was to move forward. Even if his legs trembled beneath the weight of it.
Penelope had kept glancing at him all night, her gaze soft but glassy, like she was memorizing every detail of her son's face for fear the sea might claim him too. Odysseus kept quieter than usual—drinking slower, eyes shadowed with some old, familiar guilt he never quite shook.
And through it all, Telemachus just sat there, letting the noise wash over him. Letting everyone around him pretend they were celebrating, when really, it felt like mourning.
Because the truth sat heavy in his chest, silent as stone.
You weren't here. And every empty seat only reminded him of it.
Telemachus barely heard the slow thump-thump of footsteps behind him at first. The soft, uneven rhythm blended into the waves until it drew closer—too close to ignore. A voice broke the quiet, rough but not unkind.
"Evenin', lad."
The prince blinked, pulling himself out of the spiral in his head. He turned his head toward the voice, finding an older man making his way toward him.
The man moved with a slow, awkward gait—his right leg replaced by a worn wooden prosthetic that clicked softly with every other step. He leaned heavily on a carved cane, the sea spray having weathered both wood and man over many years.
The old sailor gave a short, toothy grin as he approached. His beard was speckled white with age, though his eyes still gleamed with sharpness. He shifted the thick cloak on his shoulders, the breeze tugging at its edges.
"Beggin' your pardon, Prince Telemachus," the man greeted with a small bow of his head. "Didn't mean to interrupt your thinking. Just makin' my rounds before I turn in. Can't sleep proper on a calm sea." His voice rasped like stone on stone, but there was a humor under it.
Telemachus offered a faint smile, nodding politely. "You're not interrupting."
The sailor chuckled softly, adjusting the strap across his chest as he shifted his weight on the cane. "Name's Myron, if you haven't been told yet. Captain Myron." He gestured out toward the dark waves. "It's been... gods, years since I last sailed these waters to Lyraethos. Never thought I'd be returning here at my age, not with one good leg." He snorted at his own words.
Telemachus' brow furrowed slightly. The name tugged at something in the back of his mind. Myron.
The man caught the hesitation. "Aye," Myron said, reading the look on his face. "This might seem a bit forward of me, but you remind me a lot of someone I knew." his gaze softened a little, "Brought a little girl to Ithaca many years back, I did. All alone on the docks. She couldn't have been older than five or six."
Telemachus stiffened faintly. His chest pulled tight as the pieces clicked together, and for the first time, he saw the part of your story you'd never told.
Myron.
The man who found you. The one who offered you passage across the sea after your parents died. The one who carried you to Ithaca and placed you in the Queen's care.
"She had nothing," Myron went on, voice quieter now. "Rags for clothes. Face thin as reeds, but gods... her eyes. Bright. Fierce little thing, she was. Wouldn't beg, wouldn't cry. Just stood there on that dock lookin' like she dared the world to push her." He chuckled. "Couldn't leave her there. Something about her wouldn't let me."
Telemachus swallowed. His hands clenched tighter on the railing. His throat worked once before his voice came out—low, steady. "She never told me much about that time."
Myron blinked, brows lifting slightly. "You knew her then? The girl I brought?"
Telemachus nodded, his voice catching faintly. "I—I didn't meet her until she was already here. After she was taken into the palace she became my mother's personal handmaiden." He exhaled, words quieter now. "She was raised in Ithaca after that. She... grew up with us."
For a moment, Myron studied him, the faintest hint of surprise lingering behind his weathered expression. But then his face softened into something like pride. "Well, I'll be," he murmured. "She's come far, hasn't she? From a lonely dock to the halls of royalty. Strong little thing."
Telemachus stared down at his knuckles gripping the railing. "I thought..." He shook his head faintly. "I always assumed she was brought to Ithaca with family. That she'd been born there, raised there..." His throat tightened. "But I never knew she came here alone. I never realized how little I truly knew."
Myron hummed low under his breath, neither agreeing nor disagreeing. Just letting the truth hang in the salty air between them.
"I reckon you wouldn't. She's not the type to carry pity like a cloak. Tough one, that girl." His eyes drifted out to the sea for a moment, his voice turning thoughtful. "Strange, isn't it? How life twists like that. A chance meeting years ago... and now I'm standing here, escortin' the prince himself across these same waters."
He chuckled softly, shaking his head like the fates were too ironic for their own good.
Telemachus exhaled through his nose, his gaze drifting back out across the waves. The silence stretched between them, heavy but not uncomfortable. After a few moments, Myron spoke again, voice softer this time.
"If you don't mind me askin', Prince... what brought you out here? Seems a strange time for Ithaca to send another trade ship. Hardly been but a few months since the last run." His brow raised, eyes glinting curiously. "What's got a king sendin' his son out again so soon?"
The question hit deeper than Myron likely intended. Telemachus' jaw tensed.
He could have lied. Could've mumbled something about supplies, or diplomacy, or trade agreements.
But he didn't.
Instead, he stared out at the sea as the words slipped loose, bitter and honest. "I'm looking for her... the girl you brought all those years ago."
Myron's face softened with quiet understanding. "Ah."
The sea breeze brushed Telemachus hair back, but it didn't cool the heat rising behind his ribs. His chest felt tight, the weight of months spent waiting gnawing at him even now.
"My father would've kept me waiting forever," Telemachus said after a pause. "My mother too. But I couldn't sit there any longer." His voice dipped. "I already let too much time pass."
Myron nodded slowly, his old eyes kind. "Aye. Waiting's its own kind of storm."
Telemachus exhaled, almost a bitter laugh. "That's one way to put it."
For a moment, the two stood in quiet, side by side, the sea stretching wide and dark beneath them. Myron eventually patted his cane gently against the deck.
"Well then," the old sailor said with a small, tired smile, "we'll find her, Prince. I may be old, but I never let someone get lost on my ship."
Telemachus gave a faint nod. He wanted to believe it. Gods, he needed to.
Myron tipped his head one last time. "I'll leave you to your thinking. I suspect there's still a few more stars left to chase tonight." With that, the captain hobbled off, his soft footsteps disappearing into the wood and wind behind him.
Telemachus stayed at the railing, the echo of the captain's words swirling in his head. He felt hollow again—like every conversation, no matter how kind, only peeled the skin back further.
He dragged a hand down his face, jaw tight, stomach twisting in that awful way it always did when his mind circled back to you. To everything left unsaid.
He didn't have long to stew in it.
Soft footsteps padded unevenly across the deck behind him—a shuffling sort of walk, much lighter than the captain's heavy limp. A faint, muffled yawn followed, paired with the soft rustle of loose clothes.
Callias.
The Brontean boy appeared beside him with the grace of someone half-asleep, rubbing the heel of his palm over one eye as he ambled closer.
His tunic was wrinkled, his curls sticking up in wild directions like he'd just rolled out of his cot. His sandals slapped faintly against the deck as he dragged his feet the last few steps to the railing.
"Gods," Callias mumbled, voice thick with exhaustion. "If I don't feel dry ground soon, I'm throwing myself overboard." He yawned wide, shoulders rising as he stretched, still half-lidded. "I think my legs have forgotten what standing still feels like."
Telemachus blinked, a faint breath of amusement breaking through his chest. He glanced at the boy beside him. "You realize you're on a ship, right? Water in every direction."
Callias gave him a bleary look. "Trust me, prince, I'm very aware." His head lolled forward slightly as he propped his elbows on the railing, peering out at the same dark sea. "Been out here so long I'm starting to forget what dirt smells like." Another yawn cracked through him, and he rubbed at his eyes again. "I was hoping if I wandered around enough, I'd forget how bad the hammocks are."
Telemachus exhaled, gaze softening. "It's only been a day of traveling. Plus, you could've stayed asleep."
"I could have." Callias waved a hand lazily. "But then I woke up—my bad for falling asleep in your cabin, by the way—and realized you were gone." He glanced sideways at him, brows raising faintly. "So, figured I'd find you brooding out here. How long have you been standing here anyway?"
Telemachus didn't answer right away. His eyes stayed fixed on the horizon, watching the gentle rise and fall of the waves against the pale shine of starlight. It felt easier to watch the sea than answer.
Callias nudged him gently with an elbow. "Don't pretend you just stepped out here."
A soft sigh left Telemachus' nose. "Not long."
Callias scoffed, not buying it. "Right. And I'm a born sailor." He tilted his head up, glancing at the stars. "Feels like we've crossed half the gods' domains by now."
Telemachus hummed under his breath, but his eyes remained distant. The quiet between them stretched again, but this time, it wasn't heavy.
Callias leaned forward against the railing, voice dropping a little softer now. "Thinking about her?" His question echoed the same one from earlier. He didn't even need to say your name. He never did.
Telemachus exhaled again. It wasn't bitter. Just tired. "Always."
Callias didn't push. He never really did when it came to this. Instead, he rubbed a hand over the back of his neck and shifted to lean closer beside him.
"Guess we make a pair then," Callias mumbled lightly, offering a small lopsided grin. "Me, losing sleep over the cursed sway of this boat. You, losing sleep over her." He glanced over. "At least you've got a better reason."
Telemachus finally let out a soft, quiet laugh. Small. But real.
Callias grinned wider at that, then tilted his head, letting the breeze catch his curls as the waves whispered beneath them.
"You know..." Callias continued after a moment, voice light but not mocking, ""...if I were you, I'd be doing the same thing. Losing my mind. Clawing at every plan I could think of. You're just better at hiding it."
Telemachus didn't answer, but his fingers flexed faintly on the railing, knuckles pale under the moonlight.
Callias nudged him again, this time lighter. "We'll find her."
Telemachus shut his eyes briefly at that. The words were simple, meant to be comforting. But gods—they ached. His hands gripped the railing a little tighter, knuckles pale beneath the moonlight.
"But what if... what if we don't?" he said finally. His voice was low, almost too quiet to hear over the hush of waves. "What if we never find her?"
Callias blinked, brows tugging as he looked over at him, but Telemachus wasn't done.
"What if..." He swallowed, his throat dry. His gaze dropped to the dark water, watching the stars ripple like broken glass. "What if she's happy? Wherever she is now. What if she chooses to stay? What if she finds something—or someone—better?"
Callias stared at him for a long beat. Then—snorted.
"Are you sure the two of you aren't soulmates?" he said dryly, half-laughing, half-exasperated. "You both love saying the most dramatic things imaginable."
But Telemachus didn't smile. He didn't even flinch.
"I'm serious, Callias."
The humor slipped from Callias' face as he studied him—really studied him. The dark circles under Telemachus' eyes, his jaw was tight, his shoulders stiff. He looked like someone barely holding the pieces together.
Telemachus kept talking—like something had finally cracked open and was spilling out.
"You don't understand," he said, shaking his head, voice strained. "You don't know what it's like, Callias. The gods—Apollo—he can offer her everything. Olympus. Forever. A place she never asked for, but can still given to her. And me?" His voice wavered, barely holding steady. "What do I have to offer her? A little island? A name built on my father's blood? I haven't done anything. Nothing worthy. Nothing to keep her here."
He squeezed his eyes shut, as if willing himself to breathe through the storm building inside his chest. "Even when she was with me... even when she smiled at me... I could feel it. Like there was always something waiting to take her away. And I just stood there—every time—like a child watching the sea carry something off. And this time? I... I couldn't stop it."
Callias opened his mouth, but Telemachus kept spiraling.
"I know about it, you know," he bit out, the words bitter on his tongue. "How everyone whispers about me when they think I'm not listening. How I'm soft. How I'm my mother's son. That I sit in the safety of a palace while real men carve songs into history. My father has his epics. The war. The gods. His name echoes across every kingdom. And me?"
He scoffed, shaking his head.
"I couldn't even stop the one person I love from being taken."
Silence hung thick between them. The waves rolled gently below, the stars glittering cold and distant above. Telemachus let out a sharp breath, gripping the railing like it was the only thing holding him upright. His voice dropped lower, raw.
"I keep telling myself she'll come back. That she'll choose me. But what if... what if she doesn't?"
Callias watched him quietly for a moment longer. The usual glint of humor had completely drained from his face, leaving something sharper—tense, coiled like a wire pulled too tight. His jaw ticked. His fingers twitched at his sides.
And then—he spoke.
"You're an idiot, you know that?"
The words hit Telemachus harder than he expected. His head jerked slightly, brows knitting. "What—?"
But Callias didn't give him room to respond. He was already moving, already heated, voice rising as he stepped closer, stabbing a finger toward Telemachus' chest like he was trying to knock sense into him with every syllable.
"How many times does it need to be spelled out for you? Huh? How many times does someone have to say it before you get it through your thick, storm-drenched head?" His voice wasn't playful now. Not in the slightest. It was sharp, cold. Real.
Telemachus blinked, thrown off by the sudden shift, but Callias kept going, breathing harder.
"She loves you!" he snapped. "Gods, she loves you. Anyone with eyes can see it—everyone sees it but you. Yet here you are, standing here, picking yourself apart like you're some barely-worthy boy playing pretend in your father's shadow."
He threw his arms out wide toward the sea. "So what? So what if you're a mortal? So what if you're a prince and he's a god? What the Hades has that got to do with anything?"
Telemachus opened his mouth, fumbling. "I—"
"No," Callias cut him off sharply. "No. You keep making this about what you're not. About what you think you lack." His eyes narrowed, voice dropping lower, dead serious now. "Let me ask you something, Telemachus—and I want you to answer me honestly."
He stepped in closer again, his voice colder but steady. "Has Apollo ever comforted ____ when she couldn't sleep? Has he seen her break? Has he held her hand when she thought she couldn't breathe because the weight was too heavy?"
Telemachus' mouth moved, but no sound came out.
"Has Apollo fought tirelessly to keep ____ safe? Has he stood next to her when she lost her nerve? When she doubted herself?"
"...No," Telemachus whispered.
"Exactly." Callias snapped his fingers, jaw clenched. "But you have." His voice trembled slightly now, not from fear—but from how hard he was trying to make Telemachus hear it. "You've been there. You've been there at her worst, at her best, at her breaking. You've held her through things the gods wouldn't even bother watching."
He paused, breathing hard, eyes sharp as flint.
"You don't need to be Apollo. You never needed to be anyone but you. That's who ____ loves. Not your title. Not your father's name. Not Olympus. You."
Telemachus stood frozen under the weight of it, the words pressing into him harder than the wind or the sea. His throat bobbed, but he couldn’t speak. Because part of him wanted to fight it—to argue, to pull back into the old doubt that had protected him for months.
But another part... another part wanted to believe it. Gods, he wanted to believe it.
The Bronte servant let out a long breath, stepping back slightly as some of the heat bled from his voice. He rubbed his face once, like the weight of it all was exhausting him too. The anger was dimming now—not gone, but simmering beneath something softer. Wearier.
"Look," Callias said finally, voice quieter, but no less firm. "I apologize for speaking so informally, but you've got to stop doing this."
Telemachus blinked at him. "Doing what?"
"This." Callias gestured vaguely between them. "Seeing everyone—me, Apollo, anyone—as some kind of threat. As if we're all just waiting for you to fail so we can swoop in and take your place. Like you've already lost before you even started." His lips tightened. "You keep convincing yourself you're one mistake away from being forgotten. From being replaced."
Telemachus' chest tightened. He opened his mouth, but Callias cut him off before the self-defense could even rise.
"That's not strength, Telemachus. That's fear. And if you keep letting it rule you, it'll drive you straight into the thing you're most afraid of." He pointed toward the sea, toward the endless black horizon. "You think standing here, doing nothing, second-guessing yourself into knots... you think that helps? That makes you worthy? All it does is push her away. Makes her doubt herself. And one day, someone might come along who doesn’t hesitate. Who doesn't waste time thinking whether they deserve her or not—they'll just take the chance you keep throwing away."
Telemachus' throat bobbed, the words slamming harder than any sharp anger could have.
"Gods, she's been gone this long," Callias continued, voice lower, slower now. "And sure, I'm worried too. But you know her. She'd never vanish without good reason. That's why we're sailing right now, isn't it? To find her. Because she's worth fighting for." He shook his head, his voice getting rougher again. "And yet you keep letting rumors and whispers crawl into your head—like any of them know her better than you do."
Telemachus looked away, his jaw tightening. The shame was heavy. Ugly. It sank low into his ribs.
But Callias wasn't done. His voice dropped into something sharper, something that hit deeper—personal.
"Do you know how hard it is watching you act like you don't deserve to be chosen?"
The words punched the breath out of Telemachus' chest.
Callias stepped closer, voice even lower now, like the truth tasted bitter on his tongue. "If you keep hiding like your heart doesn't matter... don't be shocked when someone else claims her first."
Telemachus' face pulled tight, breath stuttering, as if the words had cracked something raw wide open inside him. His fingers curled around the edge of the railing, gripping the wood until his knuckles whitened.
Because that—that was the fear he never said aloud.
And Callias knew it.
That was what made it hit harder. Because there was no malice in his words. No judgment. Just truth. The kind of truth only someone close enough could see, and care enough to say aloud.
For a long moment, Telemachus said nothing. His throat was tight, chest heavy. The ache sat there under his ribs like a stone.
Finally, his shoulders slumped, his grip loosening on the railing as a sigh pulled from his chest. Quiet. Defeated. Honest.
"...You're right," he admitted, voice thin. "Gods help me, Callias, you're right."
His words barely made it above the hush of the waves. But saying them aloud let some of the pressure leak from his chest.
"I am scared," Telemachus went on, his voice a little stronger now, even as it wavered. "Not just of losing her. But of what it means if I don't. If she chooses to come back—chooses me—and I still... don't know how to be enough for her." He shook his head slowly, bitterly. "I keep thinking I'll be better if I just wait a little longer. Be more worthy somehow. Like time will make me ready."
He exhaled sharply, dragging a hand through his hair. "But all I'm really doing is prolonging it. Prolonging everything. And she... she deserves more than someone who keeps standing still."
He finally turned, looking at Callias—really looking at him. The tension in his face softened, not fully, but enough. His lips twitched into the faintest, tired smile.
"Thank you," Telemachus said, voice rough but earnest. "For being honest. Even when I'm too thick-headed to hear it the first hundred times."
Callias snorted, waving him off with a lazy flick of his hand. "Eh. Someone has to knock sense into you, my prince. So long as you don't have me whipped for speaking crassly to royalty, we're fine."
That pulled an actual laugh out of Telemachus. Small, breathy, but real. The tension in his chest eased just enough to feel lighter.
"I can't fault you," he chuckled, leaning against the railing. "Not when I've been acting like a complete idiot."
Callias grinned, his usual spark of humor slipping back into place. "'Acting' might be generous. But I'll take it."
Telemachus shook his head, his grin twitching wider. "You're not so bad, you know," he said, voice lighter now. "Annoying, sure. Absolutely irritating most of the time. But... not bad."
Callias placed a hand over his chest with mock offense. "Annoying? Gods, you wound me." Then he flashed a crooked smile. "I'm not just 'not bad.' I'm delightful. Charming. An absolute gift."
Telemachus scoffed, rolling his eyes. "A gift, huh?"
"Of course," Callias shot back with a wink. "I'm practically carrying this journey with my wit alone."
But before Telemachus could even throw a retort—
A sharp, booming crack split across the sky above them.
Both men flinched as a jagged fork of lightning streaked across the horizon, lighting up the rolling sea like glass. The echoing rumble of thunder followed immediately, deep and heavy, vibrating through the deck beneath their feet.
Telemachus' head snapped upward, his breath catching. The once-clear stars vanished behind a fast-rolling blanket of clouds now bleeding into the night sky.
"That..." Callias said slowly, voice tight with sudden tension, "...isn't good. Is it?"
"No," Telemachus murmured, eyes narrowing at the growing black smear crawling toward them from the distant edge of the darkening sky. His heart quickened. "That's not good at all."
The wind shifted. Faster. Colder.
The calm had broken.
And whatever lay ahead—it was coming fast.
Telemachus didn't waste a breath. "Go," he snapped, turning sharply to Callias, voice cutting through the rising wind. "Wake the captain. And if any of the men haven't stirred by now, wake them too."
Callias didn't argue. His humor vanished, replaced by something taut and sharp behind his eyes. "On it," he said quickly, already moving across the deck at a jog, his sandals slapping against the dampening wood.
Telemachus was left alone with the sea.
He stood at the railing, his jaw tight, watching the sky shift—rapid and violent.
The air had changed. The wind wasn't steady anymore. It twisted, tugging at his clothes like impatient fingers, coming in erratic bursts that made the ropes groan overhead. Clouds boiled in the distance—rolling over each other in thick waves of black and violet, eating the stars alive. The night had been clear moments ago. Serene.
Not anymore.
His face hardened, gaze narrowing.
He'd been on the sea enough times now to know the way storms built. He'd learned the patterns—the signs. The way warm air tangled with cool drafts; the way the pressure shifted long before the first crack of thunder.
His first journeys—searching for his father—had taught him that well. He’d crossed open waters under clouded moons, seen storms rise from nothing, faced winds that howled like creatures starved for blood.
But this?
This wasn't normal.
The speed, the suddenness—the sharp bite of the air—it all felt wrong. Unnatural.
Divine.
His stomach twisted at the thought. The gods had meddled enough in their lives. More than enough. And yet—standing here, with the sky swallowing itself and the sea rising beneath him—it was impossible to believe this was anything but another hand pulling at the strings.
The ship pitched gently as the first large wave rolled beneath the hull, the creaking groan of wood humming through his boots.
The water was growing restless. Choppy. Fast.
Telemachus clenched his jaw tighter.
He turned, about to make his way below deck to ensure others were roused—but then the ship lurched harder, sudden enough to pull him sideways against the railing. His palm smacked the soaked wood as another sharp wave slapped the side of the vessel, sending white spray up into the air.
The ocean was rising now. Not slow. Not gradual.
The waves swelled unnaturally high—stacking and folding into themselves like unseen hands were stirring the deep.
A flash of lightning ripped through the clouds above, blinding white, and for a single instant, the whole horizon glowed—waves towering, clouds boiling like ink spilled across the heavens.
Telemachus' heart kicked hard in his chest.
He knew storms. He respected them.
But this?
This felt like a warning.
Like someone was watching.
Telemachus' knuckles curled tighter against the railing, his eyes scanning the swaying horizon like he could catch the gaze pressing down on him. The air was growing heavier by the second—thick and wet, carrying the coppery scent of rain before it even fell.
Then—voices.
Heavy bootfalls pounded against the deck as Callias appeared again, this time with Captain Myron hobbling behind him, quick despite the cane tucked beneath his arm. The old captain moved with a lurching rhythm, his missing leg forcing him to compensate, but his sharp eyes were wide, darting over the darkening sky.
As if on cue, the first drops finally broke loose from the swollen clouds above—sharp, heavy beads of rain pelting down across the ship’s planks like scattered pebbles.
"All hands! Secure the lines—brace the mast!" a sailor shouted nearby, his voice rising over the wind.
Other crewmen scrambled across the deck, their sandals thudding heavily against the slick wood as ropes whipped and sails groaned overhead. The sound of fraying canvas mixed with sharp curses as men worked to tighten knots, tie down flapping edges, and secure every loose piece that threatened to tear free.
"Get that top sail down!" another voice barked. "If the wind shifts, we'll lose the mast!"
Telemachus barely flinched as a spray of seafoam misted across his face.
The captain reached his side, breathing hard, squinting up at the bloated sky as thunder rumbled again, this time closer—deeper.
"How long's this been brewin', boy?" Myron barked through the rising wind, voice clipped and sharp.
Telemachus shook his head quickly. "Just started," he called back. "The sky was clear not even ten minutes ago."
Myron cursed under his breath, looking around as Callias hovered nearby, silent but tense. The captain's hand gripped the rail, steadying himself against the sway of the ship. His good leg planted firm while his wooden prosthetic tapped rhythmically against the slick boards.
"Damn strange," Myron muttered. "Too strange."
He lifted his eyes to the heavens, watching as another thick bolt of lightning cracked through the swirling clouds above. The rain was falling harder now—sheets of cold slicing sideways as the wind picked up in sharp, jerking gusts.
"We did the blessings," Myron continued louder, voice growing tight with frustration as he turned back toward Telemachus. "All of 'em. You saw it yourself, Prince. Offerings to Poseidon. Libations. Sacrifices. We've done every cursed ceremony the gods asked for before setting out." His face tightened. "And yet we get this."
Another boom of thunder shook the air, and the ship rocked harder, forcing both men to brace themselves.
"I've been doing this near fourty years," Myron growled, lowering his voice now as if speaking directly to Telemachus' ear. "I've crossed these waters long before you were born, lad. Storms like this—they don't form natural anymore. Not for Ithaca's flag."
Telemachus blinked at him, feeling that same cold pit open deeper in his gut. "What do you mean?"
But Myron didn't answer right away. He simply stared ahead for a moment, his expression set—haunted.
"Storms've gotten... sharper," he finally said, voice low. "Meaner. Almost like they wait for us. Especially the ones who fly the king's colors."
Telemachus jerked his head towards Myron, shouting through the wind and rain that now lashed across his face. "Does my father know?!" His voice strained against the storm's roar. "How often has this been happening?!"
Myron grimaced, lifting one arm to shield his face as another heavy gust sent ropes whipping sideways like angry serpents. "More often than any of us like to admit!" he called back, voice tight. "The last shipment to Lyraethos barely made it through—storm hit 'em hard near the Delian coastline. Same place you're headed now."
The words punched through Telemachus like cold iron.
Delian coastline.
His chest tightened. His mind snapped back—weeks ago—Athena's calm, unreadable voice still echoing inside his skull.
"There was a storm. The ship hit hard weather near the Delian coastline. There was damage. But she is safe now."
His breath caught painfully as the wind howled louder, the sea itself roaring beneath the hull like a beast awakened. His pulse hammered. Because whatever force had reached for you then—was reaching for him now.
But before he could open his mouth—before he could voice the realization climbing in his throat—a sudden scream cut through the rain.
"LOOK OUT!" one of the sailors bellowed.
Telemachus whipped his head toward the bow, and his stomach dropped.
There—rising from the horizon—was the wave.
No. Not a wave.
A wall.
A towering mountain of black water clawed its way up from the ocean's depths, rising higher and higher like the sea itself was rearing back to strike. The lanterns flickered in its shadow, the ship groaning beneath their feet as the crew froze, eyes wide, unable to tear their gaze away.
The roaring was deafening now. The crest of the wave churned and folded over itself, foam hissing down like teeth grinding against stone. And for the briefest, most terrifying moment—Telemachus saw it.
A shape. A trick of the water.
The wave's peak curled like fingers. Five thick ridges forming a vague outline—like a hand. A massive, clawed hand reaching down, ready to crush them beneath its palm.
"GODS!" Callias gasped beside him.
The sailors scrambled, ropes snapping free from their pulleys as the mast groaned violently overhead. The rain became a sheet—solid, blinding—coating Telemachus' skin as he braced himself, fingers gripping the slick railing so hard they ached.
Then, the monstrous hand of water slammed down onto the ship.
The impact was thunderous.
The entire vessel bucked violently—tilting hard to one side. Men screamed, feet sliding out from under them as the deck turned into a slick, groaning slope. Barrels crashed into one another. Loose crates burst open, sending supplies flying into the air like scattered dice.
Telemachus staggered, barely catching himself before the rail slipped from his grasp. His shoulder slammed against the mast, pain slicing down his arm, but he held on. The force of the wave shoved the vessel sideways, its frame groaning under the strain.
He could barely hear Myron shouting behind him—orders, curses, prayers. Sailors clung to rigging, to each other, to anything that wasn’t already swept overboard.
And still, the rain came harder.
Still, the wind howled louder.
Still, that heavy presence in the air pressed against Telemachus like something unseen looming just beyond the mist.
Watching.
Waiting.
Testing.
The word lodged itself in Telemachus' mind like a hook. He didn't have time to dwell on it.
He pushed himself upright, boots slipping against the rain-slick wood as the ship lurched beneath him again. His breath came fast, the air sharp and full of salt. The roar of the waves was deafening now, drowning out the desperate shouts of the crew.
Then a hand seized him—rough, firm.
It was Myron.
The old captain gripped Telemachus by the arm with a strength that surprised him for a man who hobbled. His soaked hair clung to his weathered face, eyes wild beneath the rain, but his voice cut through the wind sharp and clear.
"GET TO SAFETY, Prince!" Myron barked, shaking him once. "You're the most precious damn thing on this ship—if we lose you, Ithaca's got more to grieve than just a sunken hull!"
Telemachus tried to shake his head, to protest, but Myron's grip only tightened.
"Don't argue!" Myron snarled. "Go!"
He shoved Telemachus toward the starboard side, where a small cluster of sailors were struggling around the side rigging. Telemachus staggered as another wave slammed into the bow, sending a spray of freezing seawater straight into his face. The rain blinded him, falling in heavy sheets, drenching his clothes, chilling his bones.
He stumbled toward them.
Through the blur of water and chaos, he could just barely make out the shape of the small vessel they were preparing—a small escape boat, lashed to the side with ropes barely holding steady against the rocking. It groaned with every tilt of the ship, swaying dangerously, threatening to snap loose.
Two sailors were already inside the little craft, struggling to steady its weight as others wrestled with the ropes to lower it into the raging sea.
"PRINCE TELEMACHUS!" one of the sailors screamed over the storm, his voice hoarse but desperate. "We've got two navigators aboard—we can row! We can head for Ithaca's coast!"
The man was pale, soaked, his knuckles bone-white as he fought to keep the rope from whipping out of his grasp. The others around him were no better—faces drawn, eyes darting anxiously to the towering waves rolling toward them again.
Telemachus reached the edge, grabbing the rail just as another gust of wind threatened to knock him flat. He peered down into the escape boat below. It wasn't much. Small, wooden, barely large enough to fit five men without capsizing. It rocked with every movement, threatening to spill its passengers with the next wrong tilt.
The two sailors inside shouted up, their hands braced against the sides, trying to balance as the larger ship groaned dangerously under another tilt.
"GET IN!" they called up again. "Hurry, before it snaps loose—!"
The ropes strained. One gave a sharp crack! above him as a knot slipped, causing the boat to lurch lower suddenly.
Telemachus' throat tightened. His stomach churned. Everything in him wanted to stay—to help stabilize the ship, to stand beside Myron, beside Callias. But even now, he knew what this was.
The heir.
The prince.
He was too valuable to lose.
Another flash of lightning split the sky, illuminating the massive black waves still cresting behind them.
He forced himself forward, gripping the ropes tight, teeth clenched, as another shout rose behind him.
"HURRY, PRINCE!"
His boots found the edge of the ship as he prepared to lower himself into the smaller vessel, his heart hammering in his chest.
He looked back briefly—back at the deck, where Myron and Callias were still scrambling through the rain-drenched chaos.
And all he could think was:
Don't you dare let this take them.
Then he braced himself, swinging one leg over the side—and dropped into the rocking boat below.
The smaller vessel dipped hard under his weight, the sailors grunting as they shifted to keep balance. The sea slapped against its sides, the waves already swelling and churning with every passing second.
"Cut it loose!" one of the sailors bellowed to the others above.
They obeyed.
The last rope snapped, and the small vessel dropped into the open sea with a heavy splash, the wooden frame rocking violently as it met the churning water. The sailors inside shouted, scrambling to steady their weight, but even their efforts couldn't fully fight the waves.
Telemachus barely had time to brace himself when he heard it—
"TELEMACHUS!"
Callias.
His voice cracked sharp across the storm, cutting through the wind and rain like a desperate thread. Telemachus jerked his head up, squinting through the downpour. There—above him—he saw Callias standing near the edge of the main ship's deck, hands cupped around his mouth as he tried to shout over the howl of the wind.
"TELEMACHUS! LOOK OUT—!"
Before Telemachus could fully catch the words, it happened.
A roar—not thunder, not wind—but the guttural groan of the sea itself, rising like a beast uncoiling from the depths.
The next wave slammed into them—huge, cold, merciless.
Telemachus didn't even have time to curse. The boat beneath him lurched violently, tilting sideways before flipping completely. The water swallowed him whole, dragging him under as though the ocean itself had grabbed him by the ankles and pulled him into its chest.
Everything vanished into black.
The cold hit him first. Like knives, stabbing every inch of his skin. The pressure came next—squeezing his chest, crushing his ears. The current spun him hard, disorienting him, pulling at his limbs like some monstrous hand twisting his body in every direction.
Up became down. Left became right.
His arms flailed out instinctively, searching for anything—rope, wood, a sailor’s hand—but there was nothing. Only dark swirling water, pulling him deeper.
Breathe.
He couldn't. His lungs were burning, screaming. The ache in his chest grew sharper by the second.
A flash of light burst somewhere above him—lightning splitting the sky—and for a split second, through the violent spin, he caught a glimpse of the surface. Of jagged black waves crashing together, like mountains made of water, their peaks glowing faintly under the storm’s electric rage.
And then he surfaced.
Just barely.
His head broke through for a sharp, desperate gasp. His mouth opened wide, drinking in a gulp of air—and salt. His eyes burned from the rain and spray as he blinked wildly, coughing between breaths.
The storm was worse now—so much worse.
Waves like dark walls slammed into each other, groaning and snarling. The sky had gone an angry shade of purple-black, clouds swirling in tight coils above as lightning cracked down in wild, crooked veins. The wind screamed, howling through his ears, almost like voices whispering beneath it.
Another crash of water slammed into him before he could call out again.
And the sea swallowed him once more.
Down.
Spinning.
His legs kicked wildly, feet scraping against nothing but freezing emptiness. The world blurred as the current dragged him sideways, then downward again.
The cold was beginning to seep inside him now—past skin, past muscle, creeping into bone.
His mind screamed: UP! UP! FIND UP!
But he couldn't tell where it was.
The weight of the storm above pressed harder, folding him deeper into the darkness like a hand closing its fingers around him.
His chest tightened sharply. Lungs spasming.
His hands clawed at the water—searching, pleading—for anything.
And for a terrifying heartbeat, Telemachus thought: Is this it?
Was this how it ended? Pulled beneath the same waves his father once defied? Crushed before he even reached you?
The sea dragged him in deeper.
But even through the panic—even as his vision started to spark at the edges—his mind clung to one image. One thought, singular and blinding:
You.
He hadn't found you yet.
And gods help him, he would not drown before he did.
With what little strength remained, Telemachus kicked.
Fighting. Clawing. Straining.
The burn in his chest was like fire licking the inside of his ribs, but he forced his limbs to move—arms cutting through the water, legs pushing against the crushing pull beneath him. His mind screamed UP, UP, UP until—
His head broke the surface again.
Air slammed into his lungs in a ragged gasp, half-breath, half-sob. His eyes flew open wide, blinking hard against the stinging rain that lashed across his face. The wind shrieked in his ears, making it hard to hear anything but the roar of waves smashing into each other like giants locked in battle.
"____!!"
Your name tore from his throat.
He shouted it into the storm—loud, wild, frantic—as though saying it alone might anchor him. Might pull you toward him, wherever you were.
"____!" He gasped again, voice hoarse, the sound swallowed almost instantly by the sea's rage. "WHERE ARE YOU?!"
The storm answered with another vicious wave slamming into his side, dragging him under for another violent heartbeat before he managed to break free again, coughing hard.
"PLEASE!" he shouted, his voice cracking under the weight of salt and fear. His hands thrashed in the water as though reaching for something unseen. "GODS—SOMEBODY—SOMETHING—BRING HER BACK TO ME!"
Lightning cracked across the sky like the gods were laughing.
A blinding streak split the horizon, illuminating the nightmare landscape around him. The waves towered impossibly tall now, curling like dark fingers ready to close into a fist. Rain lashed in sideways sheets. The wind screamed loud and cruel.
The sea was alive.
And it was not done with him.
The water surged, rising higher as if answering his cries with mockery. Another wave—massive, taller than any before—arched above him like a looming wall of black glass. And as the lightning flashed again, Telemachus saw it—just for a moment. The crest of the wave curved like the shape of a hand.
A hand. Reaching.
It curled toward him.
His breath hitched.
No, not yet. Not like this.
"NO!" he shouted against the roar. "I HAVEN'T FOUND HER YET!"
But the sea didn't care.
The towering hand of water crashed down.
And everything went black.
.☆.
.✩.
.☆.
"____!"
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.✩.
.☆.
Far away—though not far enough for the gods—Hermes hovered lazily above a quiet clearing, floating midair as only he could, arms crossed, sandal wings flickering in the breeze like bored little flags.
Below him stood a nervous dryad, hands folded in front of her chest, eyes darting between him and the thick parchment she clutched like it might bite.
"Just sign here, sweetheart." Hermes gestured with a quill that spun effortlessly between his fingers. "Simple delivery. Quick receipt. You've received one—count it—one extremely tedious sunburst from Lord Helios himself. All I need is your scribble."
The dryad bit her lip, her wooden fingers twitching slightly. "I—I am not allowed to sign for the glade's elders, sir Hermes..."
Hermes sighed. "Oh, come on. You know how long it takes to get a meeting with dryad elders? You all run on tree-time. That's decades. I'm already doing overtime playing errand boy for your over-glowing landlord."
He leaned in, lowering his voice conspiratorially. "Tell you what—I won't tell him you signed if you won't."
The dryad only blinked, clearly still too terrified.
Hermes groaned, rolling his eyes dramatically. "Fine. You know what? Next time I'm forging your signature and charging overtime. This job is beneath me."
And just as he flicked the quill away with a puff of golden smoke—
He heard it.
A voice.
No—a scream. Far-off. Faint.
But loud enough to pierce the clouds like a blade.
"____!!"
The name tore through the sky like an echo forced through the fabric of the world.
Another cry followed—raw, desperate, full of something that twisted deep in Hermes' gut. Not divine. Not like prayer.
It was mortal.
It was his voice.
Telemachus.
The messenger god's wings stiffened midair for a split second.
For a moment, everything in the clearing stilled. Even the dryad froze, sensing the sharp pull of something bigger than herself. The trees around her creaked faintly. The air changed.
Hermes' lips parted. He didn't move.
Then—another crash, far louder than any mortal storm, rattled through the horizon. Thunder cracked so sharp it made even him flinch.
His brows lifted, mouth twisting into something halfway between alarm and grim amusement.
"Well," he exhaled, clicking his tongue. "Guess I'll be skipping that signature after all."
Without waiting another beat, Hermes vanished—wings slicing upward in a blur of golden light.
The storm's scent hit him long before he saw it.
Salt. Lightning. Fear.
When he finally crested the clouds, the scene spread wide beneath him—an angry, boiling mess of black water writhing like a wounded beast. Waves smashed into each other with vicious teeth, and jagged streaks of lightning carved the sky into violent ribbons.
In the center of it all, what remained of the ship was barely clinging to the surface—a broken carcass tossed about like driftwood. Splintered masts. Shattered planks. Men screaming as they clawed for floating debris.
Bodies churned in the water, some moving, some not.
Hermes hovered above it, face suddenly tight, jaw stiffening.
"Gods," he muttered. "You never do anything half-measured, do you, Poseidon?"
He narrowed his eyes, scanning rapidly.
Another distant voice—someone still alive—shouted hoarsely from a half-swamped rowboat not far off. Others clung to overturned barrels or flailing ropes. The wind howled, rain slicing sideways across his vision like knives.
And then—
There.
Near the far crest of one of the higher waves, a flash of familiar brown curls broke briefly above the water's surface, only to be swallowed whole again by the next rising swell.
Telemachus.
A name had pulled Hermes here. Not Telemachus' name—yours. Echoing like a desperate prayer inside a godless storm.
And now?
He simply watched.
Below him, Telemachus struggled—again—fighting against waves far larger than any mortal should have to face. Saltwater filled his mouth as he gasped and kicked, barely breaking the surface before being dragged under once more by Poseidon's greedy currents.
Hermes' head tilted slightly. His face remained impassive.
The boy had good instincts, he'd give him that. Even when half-drowned and flailing, there was a determination to the prince’s movements. Not completely hopeless. The bloodline of Odysseus did have its moments.
But then again, Odysseus' blood never impressed him.
You were the reason he was here.
Hermes exhaled sharply through his nose, fingers flexing loosely at his sides. Lightning illuminated the curve of his mouth in a tight, unreadable smile.
Telemachus was not his responsibility, not really. Bloodline or not, the boy had never prayed to him. Never made offerings. Never whispered for his guidance at some lonely altar.
And yet.
Hermes rolled his eyes skyward as the waves rose again, taller this time, curling with deliberate malice. Poseidon's hand, ever theatrical.
"You really can't help yourself, can you?" Hermes muttered under his breath, voice lost beneath the wind. "Always the same heavy-handed drama."
His gaze flicked downward again. Telemachus vanished beneath the waves for a second time, swallowed whole by the darkness.
A beat passed.
Then—he sighed. "For gods' sake."
Because while he didn't care for the boy's fate, you cared. You loved him. And Hermes knew better than most what you looked like when you were afraid. What you looked like when you whispered Telemachus' name beneath your breath, soft and unguarded. The way your fingers curled whenever you spoke about him, even when you tried to hide it.
Hermes couldn't stand that part. The way your voice always cracked on the boy's name.
"Consider this a favor I will absolutely lord over you later," he muttered to himself.
With a flick of his wrist, the air rippled. His fingers snapped once, sharp and deliberate, the sound slicing clean through the howling winds.
It wasn't much. Not enough to challenge Poseidon directly—Hermes knew better than to start that war.
But luck? Luck could slip through even godly storms.
A whispered favor. A nudge in the threads. A chance precisely when it was most needed. The smallest tilt of fate, just enough to turn the impossible survivable.
And instantly—the ocean shifted.
The furious current that had wrapped around Telemachus' legs loosened, the pull lessening just enough for the prince to kick upward again. His head broke the surface one final time with a strangled gasp, sputtering seawater, eyes wild as he fought to stay afloat. Another wave rose—taller, angrier—but before it could crash, it wavered unnaturally, stuttering mid-crest.
Hermes narrowed his eyes, feeling it.
Poseidon pushed back.
The sea god's power rolled under the surface like something alive, trying to reclaim its prey. The water coiled unnaturally beneath Telemachus, like fingers tightening. Testing.
For a moment, the two forces pressed—ocean against air, weight against speed.
Hermes' fingers twitched again.
With a second snap, the clouds above shifted—slightly but enough. The winds twisted unnaturally sharp, slicing against the towering waves. The current buckled. The pressure snapped free. Water crashed in harmless spray to either side.
Poseidon relented.
Or rather—sulked.
The storm began to falter—slowly at first. The sky pulsed, then dimmed, as rain softened to something lighter. The roaring winds dulled to a heavy, constant hiss instead of a scream.
Hermes exhaled long through his nose. "You're slipping, Uncle," he said softly, barely a whisper now. "Or you're playing patient."
He stayed where he was for a moment longer, watching as Telemachus bobbed in the calmer waves, coughing and heaving in the dark water, struggling to keep himself upright. The prince's strength was draining fast—his limbs jerking with exhaustion, breaths sharp and uneven.
Then, from the distance—a voice.
"TELEMACHUS—!!" It cracked through the heavy air.
Hermes turned his head, eyes narrowing briefly as another figure paddled toward the prince—a boy clinging to a slab of broken wood, legs kicking weakly beneath him.
Callias.
His strokes were sloppy but determined, face pale and soaked, teeth clenched in visible fear—but gods, the brat had survived. Somehow.
"You mortal really are stubborn little roaches," Hermes muttered dryly, watching as Callias finally closed the distance, throwing himself halfway across the floating plank toward Telemachus.
The Brontean servant reached out, panting hard. "Hold—hold on!" Callias gasped, grabbing Telemachus' tunic as both of them pressed their weight against the shattered wood. "You're—You're not dying out here, you hear me?! I already risked my ass following you this far!"
Telemachus could barely answer. His teeth chattered. "I—I'm trying—!"
Hermes hovered above, arms folding lazily across his chest, watching the scene unfold below him with something between mild amusement and resigned annoyance.
He could leave now.
The storm was breaking. The mortals weren’t dead. His part was technically done.
But still—he lingered.
The waves below were no longer wild, but they weren't safe either. Bodies still bobbed like broken toys across the dark water. The shattered skeleton of the ship floated in jagged pieces, creaking mournfully beneath the moonlight. Smoke curled faintly where the wreckage still burned atop floating timbers. Voices still screamed somewhere distant, though fewer now.
And somewhere, beneath all that—
Poseidon watched too.
Hermes could feel him—before he even appeared.
The weight beneath the water shifted. Thick. Heavy. The kind of pressure that pressed against the lungs even from the sky, like a vast hand reaching from leagues beneath the sea floor, fingers curling slowly. Ancient. Patient. Furious.
And sure enough—he rose.
The waters beneath the floating wreckage trembled first, swirling into a tight, unnatural spiral. Foam frothed up like bile bubbling to the surface. Then, from the heart of it, the god emerged—Poseidon himself.
He didn't materialize gently. No soft glow. No quiet ripple.
The ocean heaved upward as if vomiting him out—his towering form rising from the churning dark like some ancient leviathan uncoiling after centuries of sleep. His eyes gleamed like distant lanterns, trident clutched tightly in one hand. Storm clouds still crackled in his wake, curling like smoky fingers around his shoulders.
Saltwater dripped from every inch of his scaled, glimmering form—his torso bare, his lower half still trailing into swirling coils of mist and seawater. He loomed above the shattered remains of the ship, hovering high above where Telemachus and Callias clung to their fragile piece of driftwood like insects beneath his gaze.
And gods—the disgust that crossed Poseidon's face when his eyes landed on the Ithacan prince—
That was enough to turn the very waves sour.
"Of course," the sea god sneered, his voice low but rolling like distant thunder across the black waves. "The cockroach still survives."
Hermes, still hovering some distance above, only sighed in exaggerated boredom. "Ah, Uncle. Lovely of you to join me." His tone was all honeyed lightness—playful on the surface, sharp beneath. "I was beginning to wonder if you'd sulk below the waves all night or finally make your grand entrance."
Poseidon's lip curled, eyes narrowing upward toward him. "You have nerve, courier."
Hermes grinned wider, head tilting as he hovered lightly in place. "I try."
But Poseidon wasn't in the mood for games tonight.
"You had no authority to interfere." His voice dropped, colder now, a dark undercurrent threading beneath it. "This storm was mine. My domain. My judgment." The trident gleamed as his grip tightened. "You are meddling in waters that do not concern you."
Hermes gave a dramatic little shrug. "I meddle in everything, Uncle. It's literally my job description." His voice grew more pointed, smile flattening. "Especially when certain gods forget where their boundaries end."
Poseidon's lip twitched, his jaw flexing with slow, seething rage. "Boundaries?" He let out a low, humorless laugh, the air crackling as the water churned behind him. "You're one to speak of boundaries, boy. You slip between them like a rat through cracks in temple walls. You dance at every threshold, sneak through every locked door, whisper into every ear that doesn't belong to you."
The god's voice dropped further, turning venomous. "And Olympus has grown far too comfortable letting you get away with it."
Hermes' smile sharpened like a knife. "Perhaps Olympus simply likes me better."
Poseidon's trident flared with a sharp pulse of blue-green light, casting harsh reflections over the dark water below. "You think your clever tongue will shield you forever?" His voice roared now, a rolling growl of distant waves crashing against invisible cliffs. "Keep meddling, nephew, and you will find yourself dragged under—the way all things eventually are."
Hermes' boots hovered a little closer to the waves, but he didn't flinch.
"Admit it, Uncle. You're not angry with me. You're angry because you've been sloppy." His tone was light, but the words cut deep. "You tried to swallow Odysseus whole and choked. And now you think throwing storms at children will make up for it."
Poseidon's brows twitched, teeth baring. His voice rippled low and dangerous. "This has nothing to do with him. This is balance. This is justice long overdue for Ithaca."
Hermes scoffed, eyes narrowing. "No," he said, voice quieter now. "This is spite. Yours."
He gestured lazily toward the two mortals below, still barely afloat, gasping for breath.
"Telemachus has done nothing to warrant your wrath. Nothing, except bear the name of a man you never forgave." Hermes' voice lost its playful lilt for a brief, dangerous moment. "And ____? She's done even less."
Poseidon's expression twitched again. The sea continue to shift uneasily beneath him, waves coiling as if responding to his unspoken anger.
"You're weak," Hermes continued smoothly, voice softer but sharper. "That's why you reach for them. Because mortals are easier prey. Because they can't fight back the way we do."
There was a long, heavy pause.
The ocean groaned beneath them. The remaining storm clouds above seemed to hesitate—as if even the sky feared what might follow.
Then Poseidon spoke again—lower now. Measured. Threatening.
"You forget yourself, Messenger," he rumbled. "You think clever words shield you from consequence. But you are not untouchable."
A pause. His voice sank even lower. "You interfere again—and I will make it hurt."
Hermes' face twitched, but his eyes never lost their glint. Then his voice cut through the tension like a well-placed dagger. Light. Snide. Dangerous.
"You know..." Hermes drawled, tapping a single finger thoughtfully against his chin, "...I haven't told Apollo yet."
Poseidon's eye twitched. The slow curl of his lip gave him away—a tight sneer beneath that rigid jaw.
Hermes kept going, voice practically syrup now. "About you. About your little... breath of life, let's call it. The one you so generously gave to his precious muse.” His smile sharpened, glinting like a blade. "You know how possessive he gets. You've seen it firsthand. One whisper in his ear, and well..." Hermes let the words dangle in the air. "It would be a shame, wouldn't it? Watching him light Olympus on fire because of one stolen kiss?"
Poseidon's trident dug deeper into the sea, the waves hissing like a kettle nearing boil. "Mind yourself," he growled low, the words scraping like gravel beneath the surface.
Hermes only tilted his head, completely unbothered. "I am minding myself, Uncle. That's precisely why you're still standing here, instead of explaining yourself to a furious sun god."
The air between them buzzed like a live wire. For a heartbeat, the sea god looked poised to strike—to rise fully from the water and lash out. But even Poseidon, wrathful as he was, wasn't a fool. Not tonight. Not with how many threads now tangled between Olympus, Apollo, and you.
And absolutely not with Hermes grinning right in his face like a wolf who'd already smelled the blood.
Finally, after a long, bristling silence, Poseidon exhaled through clenched teeth. The sound was low, guttural, as if the act of restraint itself physically pained him.
"Fine," Poseidon spat bitterly. "Keep your tongue, Messenger... For now."
He let his gaze drift back down to the drifting mortals, voice dropping into something sharper. Colder.
"But believe it or not, son of Odysseus," Poseidon called down, his voice like thunder cracking through the dying winds, "luck does run out."
Telemachus—soaked, trembling—stared up at him, wide-eyed, chest heaving. His arms were still wrapped around the small chunk of broken mast where Callias clung beside him, barely conscious. His face was pale, exhausted, lips parted as though even now he couldn't quite believe what he was seeing—what towering forces stood above him in the storm.
The gods.
Watching.
Speaking.
Deciding.
Callias, still gripping what little wood kept them afloat, dared a quick glance upward too—his own face twisted somewhere between awe and pure terror. The boy's teeth chattered, shoulders stiffening under the weight of being seen by beings so far beyond mortal reach.
It was like staring into the stories they'd grown up fearing. But this was no tale. This was real.
The words burned like saltwater in Telemachus' ears.
"Luck runs out."
Poseidon's words hung above them like a curse written into the very waves.
And then—with one final flash of lightning across the clouds—Poseidon vanished.
The swirling funnel of mist and rain collapsed into itself as his form dissolved beneath the waves once more. The ocean groaned once, as though exhaling his anger into the depths, then slowly began to still—leaving only dark, rolling swells behind him.
Poseidon was gone. For now.
Hermes hovered for a beat longer, the winds swirling gently beneath his sandals, watching the faint shapes of the two mortals still bobbing like lost corks in the water. The storm's residue hissed in the distance, but the worst had passed.
With a soft flutter of his wings, he lowered himself, gliding down like a breeze caught on a dying current until he hovered just above them.
Telemachus, still gripping the wreckage with whitened knuckles, coughed sharply as his head tipped back toward the god. His skin was pale, lips trembling, chest heaving with exhaustion. Callias lay beside him, barely holding on, his arms looped tightly around what little plank remained beneath them.
Hermes tilted his head, floating lazily as if they were simply chatting on a dock rather than stranded in open sea.
"Well," Hermes said lightly, voice carrying over the slosh of water. "You guys good?"
Callias was the first to respond—though his voice came out thin and scratchy. "Uh..." He wheezed, blinking up at the god through dripping curls. "Yeah. Just... you know. Floating around."
Hermes snorted. The corners of his mouth twitched upward into something close to amusement, though his eyes still flicked sharply across the water. "Floating," he repeated. "I can see that."
He hummed under his breath, then raised a single finger—lazy, almost bored—as if flicking away a bothersome fly.
A warm wind stirred around him. The air buzzed faintly with a golden shimmer as specks of light gathered beneath the pair like a net being woven from starlight. Gold dust whirled in tight little spirals, twisting and snapping together like threads being tied.
Slowly, piece by piece, the dust hardened—forming creaking planks beneath their bodies, slats of pale wood groaning against the waves until a small, rickety raft was fully formed beneath them.
It wasn't pretty. Gods rarely bothered with pretty. But it was solid.
Telemachus blinked down at it, hands shifting carefully against the rough new surface. The sudden, blessed weight of something stable beneath him sent a sharp relief crashing through his chest.
He swallowed hard, forcing down the lump rising in his throat. His voice came raw but full of gratitude.
"Thank you," Telemachus rasped, still panting. "Gods—I... I don't know if I would've made it."
Hermes only hummed again, floating backward lazily through the air, as if resting on an invisible cloud. He folded his arms behind his head, wings giving a soft flick with each drift.
"Oh yeah," he said lightly, voice laced with dry humor, "you wouldn't've."
Telemachus blinked at his bluntness.
Hermes tilted his head again, tapping one foot thoughtfully against nothing. "Any later," he went on, jerking his chin toward the swirling wreckage nearby, "and I'd have been escorting you to the Underworld instead." His toes flicked casually toward a nearby corpse bobbing facedown, the sailor's limbs slack, mouth open in the waves.
Callias made a soft gagging noise at the sight but stayed silent.
Telemachus followed Hermes' gesture, stomach twisting as he forced his eyes back down. His throat clenched. The reality of how close they had come was heavier than the water still soaking his skin.
Hermes watched the emotion flicker over the prince’s face, catching every tiny shift.
"Timing," Hermes added with a shrug. "It's an art."
The wind curled again, catching the ends of Hermes' cloak like playful fingers. For all the chaos that had just unfolded, the messenger god looked entirely relaxed now—as if he hadn't just stood between two gods trading threats over mortal flesh.
But then—he shifted.
Hermes straightened from his lazy recline, wings drawing inward with a faint hum. The playful lilt vanished from his face. His jaw tightened. The glint in his eye dulled into something flat, unreadable—like polished coin flipped smooth by too many hands.
And for the first time since he'd appeared, he looked directly at Telemachus.
Not the mortal prince struggling to catch his breath. Not the desperate boy clawing at fate. Just... Telemachus.
Their gazes locked, and for a moment, neither the sea nor the stars moved.
Hermes' voice came quiet, but hard-edged. "Don't mistake this for kindness."
Telemachus lips parted like he meant to speak—but nothing came.
The god continued, tone even, almost tired. "I didn't save you because I care. I didn't step in because of who you are." His head tilted just slightly, shadows creeping across his sharp face. "You're Odysseus' son. That earns you plenty of headaches... but very little favor. Descendant or not."
Callias swallowed thickly, eyes darting between them, but wisely said nothing.
Hermes' gaze never wavered. "The only reason you're still breathing, little prince—" he paused, voice dropping, "—is because she cares."
The words landed heavier than the waves ever did.
"You live because of her," Hermes finished simply.
His words carried no threat. No warmth. Just fact.
And with that, the moment broke.
Hermes sighed, stepped back, and dipped his hat forward in a lazy half-salute. "Now," he exhaled, casual once more, "enjoy your floating~"
With one light tap of his sandal against the corner of the wooden raft, a quiet spark of gold rippled beneath them. The makeshift vessel groaned and sputtered, as if catching wind where there was none, and then began to drift—slowly, but steadily—into the dark distance.
Telemachus clutched at the wood instinctively, Callias flopping weakly beside him as the waves nudged them forward.
Neither of them spoke.
Neither dared.
Hermes watched them for a beat longer, expression unreadable. The faintest wind circled his ankles.
And then—with one flick of his wings—he lifted into the sky, weightless again. The sea grew smaller beneath him. The raft shrank into a pinprick swallowed by black waters. And the stars above, too bright, watched silently as the messenger vanished into the night, his cloak snapping sharply behind him.
Because at the end of it all—
This wasn't about Telemachus.
It was never about Telemachus.
It was about you.
Notes:
𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: here's a bit of extra scenes/plot to ch.64 ┃ 𝐰𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠; i had time to post so yay! happy y'all been liking recent updates, but for this one, y'all when i say i am so sorry 😭😭 y'all gotta suffer/read through 15k words 😔💔 i swear i tried trimming it/keeping it short, but then i remebered a lotta shit had to be covered lolololo oh well ❤️alsooooo i have another telemachus fic dropping soon and ngl i had fun! it's a bit on the light-hearted/romantic-comedy so i hope y'all like it (speaking of, i'll be mass updating the remainder of 'knot in time' soon lowkey forgot about that until i got a comment i'm so sorry 😭😭😭)
Chapter 93: 65 ┃ 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧
Notes:
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You sat curled near the prow of the little boat, knees tucked close, chin resting on folded arms. The wood beneath you creaked and dipped with every subtle sway, the small hull cutting gently across the darkening water. Each rise and fall rocked through your bones like a lullaby you didn't want.
Above, the sky bled gold into a dusky orange, streaked with lines of muted pink that faded into purple at the edges. The sun was low now—almost gone—its dying glow turning the waves into molten bronze. You watched it flicker across the ripples, warm light dancing against cool sea, but it felt too beautiful to look at for long.
Peisistratus stood a few feet away, one hand firm around the rudder pole, guiding the boat with quiet, practiced ease. His other hand rested on his hip, thumb tapping softly against his belt as he squinted out toward the horizon. His curls were tied back at the nape of his neck to keep them from whipping across his eyes in the wind. He looked calm. Focused. Solid in a way that made you feel both steadied and small.
Neither of you spoke. The only sounds were the slap of water against the hull and the low hush of wind weaving between the ropes. The quiet felt heavy. Careful. Like neither of you wanted to disturb the dying day.
Eventually, your gaze shifted—slow, cautious. You glanced over your shoulder, back the way you came.
Fog clung to the sea behind you, thick and silver-white, curling low around the small island barely visible in the distance.
Home.
Ithaca.
It was almost hidden now, shrouded in mist; only the faint outline of its cliffs and cypress trees cutting through the haze. It looked unreal from here. Like a memory you weren't sure was yours to keep.
You sighed, long and low, turning away. The sound left your lips like something pulled out from your chest.
You tried not to look at the horizon ahead. Tried not to think about what waited—or didn't wait—beyond it. But the thought pressed heavy against your ribs anyway, stubborn and insistent.
Telemachus.
His name felt raw inside you. It hurt to even think it, like running your tongue along a cut.
You wondered where he was now. If he was sleeping. If he was awake, staring out at the same sea, thinking of you the way you thought of him.
Or maybe he wasn't thinking of you at all. Maybe he'd finally let the tide pull you from his heart.
Your eyes burned at the thought. You blinked hard, swallowing against the tightness crawling up your throat.
The boat continued to rock gently beneath you. The wood was rough under your palms, splintering in places where salt and sun had eaten away the varnish. You curled your fingers against it, grounding yourself in the feel of it. Real. Solid. Something to hold onto when everything else felt like water slipping through your hands.
But the boat wasn't where your mind truly was.
Because it had been nearly two weeks since your return from Olympus.
Nearly two weeks of waking each day to an empty courtyard, of walking past his quarters and seeing them shut and silent, of hugging Lady tight at night and pretending the ache in your chest wasn't growing heavier with each sunrise.
Nearly two weeks of asking.
Your mind unspooled... rewinding to the days before.
To the days of pleading.
Begging.
Every chance you got.
You'd cornered Kieran in the halls, asked him how fast a ship could be prepared. You'd whispered your plan to Lady while feeding her scraps, promising that soon you'd bring him home, that you just needed permission. You'd asked Asta if she'd heard anything from the other Bronte servants, anything at all, and even though she said no, she still squeezed your hand tight before leaving to her duties.
And every time you were given an audience with the King and Queen, you'd tried again.
Today was no different.
You were kneeling now, on the smooth stone floor of the throne room, your knees aching from how long you'd been there. Morning light spilled through the high windows, washing the room in a pale gold that made every carved column and woven tapestry glow. It should've felt beautiful. It didn't. It felt heavy.
Because this was morning audience.
The time each day when Odysseus, and sometimes Penelope beside him, opened court to the people of Ithaca. Farmers came to settle disputes over grazing land. Fishers sought advice for new boat routes. Widows asked for inheritance judgments, children wept over lost livestock, young men argued over olive tree borders.
The King listened to them all, leaning back in his great chair with one hand braced on his knee, brow furrowed in focus. Sometimes he looked tired, rubbing at his temples when the arguments grew too long. Other times, his eyes sparked with sharp command, a flicker of the old cunning that made men speak quickly and choose their words with care.
Penelope sat just beside him, her seat smaller, carved with vine patterns and inlaid with smooth bone. Her back remained straight, her fingers folded neatly in her lap, but even from here you could see the faint shadows under her eyes. How her mouth pinched at the corners every time someone raised their voice. How she leaned forward slightly whenever a woman spoke, softening her gaze, only to pull it back into polite neutrality when her husband turned toward her.
They both looked tired today.
Tired, but serious.
Because now it was you before them.
And publicly, they couldn't dismiss you. Not in front of so many eyes. Not when every head in the room had turned to watch as you rose from your place along the side wall, walked across the smooth marble, and knelt before them.
So they listened.
They listened as you spoke, as your voice trembled then steadied, as you laid out every reason why you should go.
You told them about Telemachus. About how he was out there, searching alone, each day wasted another day the gods could turn their faces or storms could swallow him whole. You spoke not of maps and currents—those were knowledge beyond you—but of him. Of the way his hands steadied yours when you faltered. Of the quiet way he listened, truly listened, when you spoke.
You told them he didn't just need rescue. He needed to know he was worth being searched for. That someone—anyone—would come for him. That he was not alone in the dark.
But most of all, you told them this: if the gods heard any mortal's prayers, they would hear yours—because you would not stop calling his name until he was found.
You spoke until your throat burned, until your knees ached from pressing into the hard stone, until your voice went hoarse with the same words you'd been saying for nearly two weeks now.
And then, silence.
You bowed your head low, chest heaving with quiet breaths, waiting for the answer you already knew. The answer that was coming anyway.
You kept your gaze fixed on the floor, watching the pale morning light pool between the tiles. You could see the hem of Penelope's gown in your periphery, ivory linen embroidered with faint gold thread, her sandals peeking out beneath it. Beside her, Odysseus shifted in his seat, the quiet creak of his throne loud in the silent hall. You could almost feel their eyes on you. Tired. Heavy. But unyielding.
Because they already knew what they would say.
And so did you.
But still—you asked.
Because you didn't know how to stop.
Because stopping would've meant giving up. Admitting defeat. Accepting that the gods, the sea, the fates themselves had won. That Telemachus would forever be out of reach from you.
And gods, you couldn't accept that. Not yet.
You stayed kneeling, eyes fixed on the pale tile floor as the silence stretched. The ache in your knees pulsed up your thighs, a deep, throbbing pain that felt distant compared to the tight knot twisting in your chest.
Then, finally, Odysseus spoke.
His voice came low and tired, rough around the edges like he hadn't slept well in days. "Enough," he said, the word heavy and final. You heard him shift in his throne, the quiet scrape of his hand rubbing down his beard. "We will speak on this again soon."
That was all.
No yes. No no. Just that. Dismissive. Vague. A promise or a delay—you couldn't tell.
Your brows pinched faintly, your lips pressing into a thin line as you lowered your gaze further. The answer—non-answer—stung sharper than you'd expected. Your hands curled against the fabric of your dress, fingers twisting in the worn linen as you forced yourself to breathe steady.
You bowed your head deeper, the motion tight and controlled. "Thank you... my king," you said softly, voice barely carrying across the echoing hall.
Then you rose. Slow. Careful. You smoothed your dress with trembling hands, your body stiff as you turned away from the throne. Your eyes burned with the threat of tears, but you blinked them back, refusing to let them fall here. Not now. Not in front of everyone.
You walked back to your place along the wall, each step feeling heavier than the last. As you neared your spot, Lysandra stepped aside to let you slip in beside her, her eyes flicking over your face with quiet worry. She didn't say anything—she never did in front of the court—but the way her mouth tightened said enough.
Beside her stood Asta, with Kieran not far behind. She reached out as you passed, her hand brushing your shoulder in a silent comfort. The touch was brief but grounding, a reminder that even if the King dismissed you, even if the gods turned away, someone still saw you. Someone still cared.
You swallowed hard, pressing your lips together as you settled back against the stone pillar, your hands folding tightly in front of you.
Not a second later, the heavy doors at the far end of the hall slammed open.
The herald stumbled in first, his breath coming in harsh pants, his cheeks flushed pink from the effort. He barely managed to catch himself before nearly falling forward, his voice cracking as he rushed to announce himself.
"Your Majesties!" he gasped, pressing a fist to his chest in salute. "Announcing—the arrival of—King Nestor's youngest son—Prince Peisistratus—"
He didn't even finish because before his words could echo to the vaulted ceiling, Peisistratus barreled through the doors behind him, moving so fast the herald had to stumble back to avoid being knocked over.
The young prince's strides were long and taut with purpose, his shoulders squared, his chest rising and falling with quick, shallow breaths as if he'd been holding them back the entire walk up the steps. His gaze was sharp, scanning the hall with an urgency that pulled every watching eye in his direction.
He walked like someone with something to say.
Something important.
And gods—your heart kicked hard in your chest when his gaze flicked across the crowd, landing briefly on you before turning forward again, focus burning hot and steady.
You felt it in your chest, tight and cold, as Peisistratus strode forward. The quiet murmur of the court fell silent under the weight of his presence. Even the king and queen sat straighter, their gazes fixed sharply on the young prince as he approached the dais.
He stopped a few paces from the throne and bowed low, his curls falling forward over his brow. When he straightened, his face was flushed with travel, his lips chapped from sea wind, but his eyes burned with urgency.
"My King. My Queen," he said, voice strong despite the slight tremble beneath it. "Forgive my unexpected arrival... and my lack of formal announcement. I came as quickly as I could. I did not wait for your summons, nor did I seek approval to dock."
He paused, inhaling once, as though bracing himself for the words he carried.
"But when word reached Pylos," he continued, his gaze flicking briefly around the silent hall before returning to Odysseus and Penelope, "when we heard that another of Ithaca's ships had been hit by the storm near the Delian coastline... I could not stay idle."
At once, whispers broke through the quiet. Soft at first—sharp breaths, hushed murmurs as those gathered turned to each other with wide eyes. You heard snippets—"Another storm?" "Which ship?" "Delian coast—gods help them—"
Penelope's hand flew up to her mouth, her eyes widening, her knuckles going white as she gripped the edge of her seat. Beside her, Odysseus straightened further, his back stiff and tense as his gaze bore into Peisistratus with sudden, razor focus.
"What are you saying, boy?" Odysseus asked, his voice low but sharp, echoing in the tense hush of the hall. "Speak clearly."
You could see the way Peisistratus' fingers twitched at his sides, how his chest rose and fell too fast, like he'd been holding these words in since he set foot on the dock.
He met Odysseus' gaze squarely, unflinching despite the fear in his eyes. "The ship... they believe... it was the one carrying Prince Telemachus."
A hush fell so thick you could hear your own heartbeat pounding in your ears.
Odysseus didn't move at first. Didn't even blink. His face was carved from stone, eyes locked on the boy before him.
Then, slowly, he sat back in his throne, the wood creaking beneath him as his fingers flexed once, curling around the carved lion heads at the ends of the armrests. His jaw ticked, the muscle flickering under his beard, but his voice remained cold and steady.
"Explain," he ordered. "Every word. Now."
Your breath caught in your throat, your chest going tight and hot all at once. Your hands curled against your skirts, your nails biting into your palms as your knees threatened to buckle beneath you.
Because whatever came next... would change everything.
Peisistratus' brows pinched tight, his face scrunching faintly in confusion. You saw it—the flicker of doubt that crossed his features before he spoke again, voice low and hesitant.
"My King... my Queen..." he began, his tone dipping softer, almost apologetic. "Forgive me again. I... I thought you would have already known."
Odysseus' gaze sharpened. Penelope sucked in a shaky breath beside him, her fingers curling tight around the edge of her seat.
Peisistratus swallowed hard, his Adam's apple bobbing with the force of it. He looked down at the marble floor for half a second before raising his gaze again, steadying it despite the flicker of worry in his eyes.
"I... I only learned of the storm about a week ago," he admitted quietly. "There were reports coming from the Delian coast... scattered wreckage... pieces of an Ithacan vessel washing ashore near the eastern cliffs. And..." His voice faltered, catching faintly as his lips pressed into a thin line. "...and there were a few survivors found drifting. Floating for days. Barely alive."
A beat.
He hesitated, eyes darting between the king and queen before flicking briefly over the silent crowd gathered in the throne room.
"Did... did you not know?" he asked softly, confusion knitting his brows further. "Had no word reached you yet?"
The silence that followed was so deep it felt like the entire hall had frozen.
You could hear it then—your own breathing, harsh and uneven in your chest. Around you, murmurs began to rise, faint at first, then louder as voices wove through each other.
"Telemachus..."
"Gods... could it be him?"
"The pigeons returned with their notes still attached—"
"By now, they should've been back—"
Fear. Worry. Dread. It all spilled into the hall like a rising tide, each whispered speculation sharpening the ache in your chest until you felt it pressing up into your throat.
You didn't realize you were moving until your shoulder bumped against someone's arm. Then another. You mumbled a quick apology, your eyes fixed on the dais as your feet carried you forward, weaving through the gathered crowd. You pushed past Lysandra's gentle grip, past a steward trying to pull you back, until you stood at the front of the room.
Closer to Peisistratus. Close enough to see the exhaustion in the dark smudges under his eyes. The faint sheen of salt clinging to his curls. The way his mouth twitched as he exhaled a slow, ragged sigh.
"Apparently not," he muttered under his breath, his voice quiet but edged with something bitter. Something that made your stomach twist tighter.
Then he looked up again, his gaze hardening, shoulders squaring as he prepared to speak—ready to say what none of you were ready to hear.
But he didn't wait for Odysseus' permission. Didn't wait for Penelope's quiet nod or for the herald to announce his right to speak. His voice came firm and unwavering, echoing through the silent throne room with a clarity that cut through every murmured prayer and whispered dread.
"I came here to give word to inform you that I will be departing by nightfall to begin my search for the prince."
Your breath caught in your throat.
Peisistratus paused for only half a beat before adding, his gaze flicking toward the ground then back up, voice tightening faintly, "And for Callias as well."
Your world froze.
The sound around you blurred, the echo of his words crashing against your ears like waves against stone. You felt it all drain from your chest—the fear, the grief, the helplessness—and for a second, there was only emptiness.
Then—heat.
Rising so fast it burned up your throat. Before you could even think, before you could stop yourself, your feet moved forward, a single step echoing too loud on the marble floor.
"I want to go."
The words left your mouth strong. Clear. Without tremble.
The hall fell silent. Utterly silent.
You felt every eye turn toward you, felt the crowd part slightly, people shifting back, stepping aside to clear the space between you and the dais. Even Penelope's breath catching faintly; Odysseus' eyes narrowing, not with anger, but with something sharper. Measuring. Calculating.
Peisistratus turned, his head tilting just enough to glance at you over his shoulder. For a moment—just a flicker—his lips twitched into the smallest smile. Soft. Almost sad. But then it faded. His gaze shifted forward again, his face hardening back into solemn focus, shoulders set with the unspoken promise of what came next.
And gods—you felt your heart begin to pound with something fierce and terrified all at once.
Because you knew this was it.
You had spoken your wish into the world.
And now... there was no taking it back.
For a moment, the hall remained silent. The only sound was the faint creak of Penelope shifting forward in her chair. Her face looked so tired. The shadows beneath her eyes seemed deeper in the dim morning light, her lips pressed into a thin line as she stared down at you.
"Not now," she whispered softly, her voice hoarse with exhaustion. "Please, child... go to your room."
Her gaze flicked over your shoulder then, eyes narrowing at something behind you. You felt it before you saw it—hands gripping your upper arms, firm and unyielding. You sucked in a sharp breath as the soldiers tried to pull you back, their fingers digging lightly into your skin.
"No—wait—" you gasped, yanking your arm out of their grip with a sharp twist. Your feet stumbled forward, sandals scraping loudly against the marble as you stood your ground. You lifted your chin, face taut with panic, chest heaving as tears burned hot in your eyes.
"Please," you whispered, voice cracking around the word. "Please—I have to go. I need to go. Let me—"
Your shoulders trembled as tears spilled freely down your cheeks, your vision blurring around the figures in front of you. You shook your head hard, trying to blink the wetness away.
"I-I'm sorry," you choked out, your chest hitching with the force of it. "I'm sorry but—please—please—just let me go."
Penelope's lips quivered, her eyes shining with unshed tears, but she didn't speak. She only turned her gaze away, staring down at her lap as though looking at you might break her entirely.
It was Odysseus who spoke.
His voice came curt. Sharp. Heavy with finality.
"____," he said firmly, each syllable cold and commanding. "Enough."
Your heart lurched painfully in your chest, your breath catching as his words settled over you like a slab of stone. For a second, you didn't move. Couldn't move. Your hands twitched at your sides, fingers curling weakly into the fabric of your skirt as your shoulders sagged, the last thread of defiance slipping from your spine.
Defeat washed over you, heavy and quiet.
You lowered your head, swallowing back the sob that threatened to claw up your throat. Without another word, you turned slowly on your heel. The world blurred at the edges as you moved back through the parted crowd, each step echoing too loud in the silent hall.
Lysandra and Asta stepped out from the gathered servants as you passed, their faces stricken. Asta reached for your hand first, her grip warm and tight, while Lysandra's fingers slid around your other, her thumb rubbing slow, soothing circles against your knuckles.
You didn't look at either of them. You couldn't.
Because all you could see... was the horizon slipping further and further away.
The murmur of voices filled the throne room like ocean tide—soft at first, then louder, rippling across marble and flickering torchlight. You could hear Peisistratus' voice carrying above it, calm and resolute as he continued to speak with the King and Queen, outlining preparations for his journey. Every clipped word felt like another lock sliding into place, barring you from following.
The crowd parted for you as you walked, a silent hush rippling outward with each slow step. It was like the sea itself dividing around your body—people shifting aside, eyes following you, their gazes heavy with pity. Some pressed their lips into thin lines, others dropped their eyes entirely, unwilling to meet yours. You caught a few whispers slip through the hush.
"Poor girl..."
"Gods bless her heart..."
"She looks half-dead with worry..."
You kept your head high, even as the burn in your chest threatened to swallow you whole. You weren't even two feet from the dais when you heard her.
"Oh, ____~"
Andreia's voice. Sickly sweet. Poison dipped in honey.
You froze mid-step, shoulders stiffening, the breath catching sharp in your throat.
She sat nearby, draped elegantly on a cushioned bench among a small cluster of Ithaca's high lords and ladies. They surrounded her like flies around milk—nodding, murmuring polite laughter at whatever false sweetness she poured into their ears. Her hair was pinned back with gold combs, her dress a deep green that shimmered every time she tilted her chin.
For a moment, her face remained blank. Empty. But then—slowly—something shifted. A small, satisfied smile tugged at the corners of her lips as she leaned forward slightly, her gaze locked onto yours with careful precision.
"It's okay," she crooned softly, voice drifting through the hush like incense smoke. "The gods favor those who return home, ____. The prince has many journeys under his belt."
The words slid into you like a blade pressed between ribs—slow, deliberate, knowing exactly where to hurt. Asta and Lysandra grips tightened on your hands as if to hold you upright. Your stomach twisted painfully, nausea blooming thick and heavy as her words echoed in your head.
She was still here. Still slinking through these halls like a stray cat fattened on scraps no one noticed missing.
And you—gods, you hadn't told them yet.
You should have. You should have screamed the truth into every marble wall the moment you learned it. About her schemes. Her brother. Everything.
But what good would it have done? Your eyes flickered toward Odysseus. The lines carved deep around his eyes today told of worry and sleepless nights. Penelope sat beside him, fingers twisting the folds of her gown, knuckles pale with quiet dread.
If you told them now—without proof, without Telemachus here to steady the fallout—it would be chaos.
Andreia could twist your words until they strangled you back. She'd been careful. Smart. And if she was so confident to reveal her plans to you, who's to say she's not confident enough to ensure any accusations from you would sound like jealousy, or madness, or worse... treason.
But then—her face shifted again. Just for a breath.
Satisfaction.
Satisfaction curling at the corners of her mouth like rot blooming through ripe fruit. She knew. Gods, she knew how powerless you felt.
That was it.
The final shove you needed.
Your jaw tightened. You yanked your hands free from Asta and Lysandra's grip, your feet pivoting sharply against the marble as you turned back toward the dais. Your sandals slapped hard with each step as you walked—no, marched—back through the parted sea of nobles. The hush followed you, rippling with small gasps and wide-eyed stares.
Because whatever happened next... you weren't walking away again.
Peisistratus paused mid-sentence, startled, as you moved to stand beside him. You dipped your head in a quick bow, breath coming fast but steady despite the pounding in your chest.
"My King. My Queen," you said, voice trembling at first before it steadied. "I know you told me to stay out of this. I know you've made your decision. But... but I can't."
You rose from your bow slowly, forcing yourself to stand tall as your gaze locked onto them—first Penelope, her eyes wide and rimmed with quiet sadness, then Odysseus, whose jaw was tight, his brow furrowed deep with brewing anger.
Your throat burned, but you didn't let it stop you. The words poured out of you in a rush.
"I can't stay behind while he's out there. I can't sit still in these halls, waiting. Not when he's only out there because of me—because he went to find me." Your voice cracked but you kept going, chest heaving with each breath. "If-If he's hurt, if he's lost, if something happens to him—knowing I sat here and did nothing would kill me more than any god ever could."
You swallowed hard, shoulders trembling as your hands balled into fists at your sides.
"I-I can help," you said, desperation slipping through despite your resolve. "My presence will do more good than harm. Even if you think I'm helpless, I'm not. I've survived Poseidon's ire. I've stood before Zeus himself. Gods know—" your voice rose with raw defiance, "—Apollo favors me, and perhaps... perhaps other gods do too."
A faint, unsteady laugh escaped you, bitter and sharp. "Maybe it's arrogant. Maybe it's stupid. But I'm not powerless. I won't sit here and pretend I am."
You took a shaky step forward, chest tight, eyes glistening as you met Odysseus' stare head-on. "Please," you whispered, voice breaking. "I have to do this. I have to—"
But before you could say another word, Odysseus slammed his hand down hard against the armrest of his throne.
The sharp crack echoed through the silent hall.
"I said...NO!" he snapped, his voice a whipcord of anger so sudden it made you flinch. Gone was the tired king, the weary father. His eyes burned dark and furious as they locked onto yours, and for a breath, you saw the man who once broke cities.
The hall recoiled in silent shock, nobles and servants alike bowing their heads lower, as if witnessing something they were never meant to see.
"You will stay here," he growled, his voice low and trembling with rage barely held in check. "You will remain in Ithaca. And if I have to keep you under lock and key to make that happen, gods be damned, I will."
The silence in the hall was suffocating. No one moved. No one dared to breathe.
Outside, from somewhere far in the distance, you heard it—a faint rumble. Thunder. Low and rolling across a sky still painted bright and clear with morning sun.
Penelope reached out, her hand wrapping gently around Odysseus' wrist, trying to calm him, to ground him. Her fingers pressed softly into his skin, her thumb brushing small circles against the dark veins there.
But he didn't look at her.
He kept his eyes on you, his chest rising and falling with ragged, controlled breaths. When he spoke again, his voice was quieter—but no less sharp. It cut through the thick hush of the throne room like a blade.
"Do you think this is easy for any of us?" he asked, his tone heavy with exhaustion. "Do you think we haven't been worried sick since the day you disappeared?"
His gaze flickered briefly, as if he couldn't bear to hold yours for too long. "You have no idea what it was like," he continued, his jaw tightening. "You didn't see it. You didn't see how the servants whispered behind closed doors, convinced you were dead. You didn't hear the rumors spreading like rot through these halls."
He paused, swallowing hard. His broad shoulders slumped slightly, and for the first time, he looked... tired. Just a man. A father. A king worn thin by too many years of worry.
"And Telemachus..." His voice caught, roughening as he said his son's name. "Gods, that boy... he wasn't sleeping. He wasn't eating. He would stay up every night, pacing these halls until dawn, waiting for news—any news—just to know you were alive."
Your chest tightened painfully at his words, your breath hitching as tears blurred your vision. You imagined it—Telemachus wandering the palace halls, barefoot and sleepless, calling your name into darkened courtyards where no one answered back.
Odysseus' gaze softened, the lines around his eyes deepening as he sighed. "He was as lost as you are now," he said quietly. "And when he left to find you, he did it because he couldn't stay here any longer, watching the world move on without you."
His eyes flickered to Peisistratus then, the young prince standing silent and still beside you, his jaw tense, his brow furrowed with worry.
"Peisistratus knows these seas," Odysseus said, his voice firm again. "He knows their tempers. Their hidden reefs. Their sudden storms. He will find Telemachus. And he will bring him home."
He shook his head slowly, his grip tightening around the carved armrest of his throne. "But you..." his voice softened again, so low you almost didn't hear it. "You're better off staying here, where it's safe."
For a moment, no one spoke.
The hall was silent except for the faint creak of wood beams above and the whispering hush of the sea breeze outside, slipping through the high slotted windows. Your pulse roared loud in your ears, your chest aching with each shallow breath.
Because as much as you wanted to scream at him, to argue, to fight—some small part of you understood.
He wasn't just the king right now.
He was a father, trying desperately to keep what little remained of his family safe.
But gods... It didn't make it hurt any less.
The silence that followed pressed down heavy and suffocating, like the thick air before a summer storm. You swallowed hard, trying to breathe through the ache in your chest, your eyes fixed on the floor because you couldn't bear to see the pity written across their faces.
Then—surprisingly—it was her voice that cut through the quiet.
Andreia.
She cleared her throat softly, the delicate sound carrying easily through the tense stillness. When you glanced up, she was already stepping forward from her seat among the other highborn guests, her silk robes whispering around her ankles as she moved with that practiced grace she always carried.
"If I may," she said gently, folding her hands before her as she dipped into a small, respectful bow. "Forgive my intrusion, my king, my queen."
Odysseus' eyes snapped to her, his brow furrowing with clear annoyance. He scoffed, the sound low and sharp as he leaned back in his throne.
"What could you possibly have to add here, Lady Andreia?" he asked curtly. "Your input is hardly relevant in this matter."
A small flicker of something passed over her face—irritation, maybe—but it vanished just as quickly. When she straightened, her expression was composed again, her chin lifted just slightly.
"With all due respect, my king, I believe it is."
She turned her gaze toward you then. Her green eyes swept over your slumped shoulders, your trembling hands still curled tightly in the folds of your skirt. Her lips curved faintly—something that wasn't quite a smile but not unkind either.
"Peisistratus is a skilled sailor," she continued, her tone carrying that gentle cadence she used when trying to sound diplomatic. "None here doubt his competence or his loyalty to Prince Telemachus."
Peisistratus stiffened at her words, his jaw clenching slightly, but he didn't interrupt.
Andreia turned back to the king and queen, her eyes flickering between them with careful precision. "But... are we forgetting who she is?" She gestured lightly toward you, the sleeves of her gown falling back to reveal pale, delicate wrists. "She is the Divine Liaison, is she not? The gods themselves have spoken through her voice, woven her fate into theirs. Surely... that means something, no?"
Her words rippled through the hall, murmurs stirring among the gathered lords, servants, and guards. You felt their eyes shift back to you, some curious, some uncertain, a few even nodding faintly in agreement.
Andreia pressed on, her voice growing firmer, more compelling. "If what she says is true—if Apollo truly did choose her, if the gods have favored her in any way—would it not be wise to use that favor to our advantage? Who knows what protection her presence might grant on the journey to finding Prince Telemachus... or what danger might befall it without her there."
She paused, letting her words sink in like hooks cast into still water.
"Perhaps," she finished softly, tilting her head just slightly, "her connection to Olympus will be what brings the prince home safely... and quickly."
The room fell silent again, heavier this time, the weight of her argument settling over every listening ear. Even Odysseus didn't speak immediately. His eyes narrowed at her, his jaw ticking as he considered her words—considered you.
His eyes scanned your face—slow, tired, like he was trying to read every thought racing behind your eyes.
Then, with a sharp exhale through his nose, his shoulders sagged slightly. You watched as his jaw flexed once more before he finally spoke.
"Fine," he ground out, his voice rough, each word pulled from somewhere deep in his chest. "You'll go."
Your breath hitched. For a heartbeat, you couldn't move. Then a small, shaky sigh slipped past your lips, relief flooding so hard your knees almost buckled. You caught yourself, your hands gripping your skirt tightly as your shoulders slumped forward.
Slowly, you lifted your gaze to him again.
Your eyes met across the space. And gods... your chest ached at what you saw there.
He looked so tired. Older than you remembered, shadows heavy beneath his eyes, his mouth set in a thin, grim line. But beyond the exhaustion... you saw something else flicker there. Something raw and quiet.
Fear.
Not anger. Not disappointment. Just a father—fearful he was sending another child to war he couldn't fight.
Your lips parted softly, but no words came. You only dipped your head low, whispering a faint, "Thank you," your voice cracking around the edges.
He didn't reply. He only blinked once, slow, before turning away, his shoulders heavy beneath the weight of all his choices.
You barely had time to let it settle before the sound of shouting snapped you back to the present.
Your eyes lifted quickly, blinking against the bright sun overhead as you were pulled out of the memory like surfacing from deep water.
"Hey—get out of here, feather-brain!"
Peisistratus' voice rang out sharp and annoyed.
You turned your head just in time to see him waving both arms in front of his face, scowling as a seagull flapped its wings wildly, trying to snatch a piece of jerky that was half-hanging from his lips. He snapped his teeth shut around it with a small growl, shaking his head as the bird cawed in frustration and took off again into the orange-pink sky.
"Stupid thing almost took my nose with it," he grumbled around the dried meat, shooting the seagull a glare before popping the rest into his mouth.
A small, breathless laugh broke from your chest, unsteady but real. You shook your head faintly, the echo of tears still burning behind your eyes.
Because gods... you didn't know what waited for you beyond that horizon.
But at least you weren't going alone.
Peisistratus let out a low sigh as he settled back onto the small boat's worn bench. His arms stretched wide over the edge, head tipping back until the dusky orange sky framed his messy curls like a crown. The last bite of jerky still hung from his lips as he chewed lazily, eyes falling shut with a kind of easy peace only he seemed to possess right now.
You, on the other hand, couldn't sit still.
Your fingers twisted in the edge of your tunic as you shifted on the bench opposite him, the wood creaking softly beneath your thighs. The scent of salt and brine curled through your nose with each shallow breath, mixing with the faint stink of old rope and fish that clung to the boat's belly.
Your eyes flickered out to the horizon. The sun was nearly gone now, sinking low into the waves in streaks of gold and pink and bruised purple. Beautiful, yes—but all you could see was how endless it felt. How deep.
Your stomach clenched.
Because gods... you still remembered the last time you were on these waters.
The last ship had been so much larger than this. Wide decks. Heavy hull. Thick ropes that snapped like whips when the storm hit, but at least they were there. At least that vessel had felt strong enough to stand a chance.
But this?
This boat was little more than carved wood and faith. Barely enough space for the two of you plus the supplies. It bobbed and dipped with every passing wave, the water sloshing against the sides so close it felt like it might spill in and drag you under with it.
You swallowed hard, feeling your chest tighten, your knuckles whitening where they clutched the edge of the bench.
After a long moment, you cleared your throat softly. "Peisistratus?"
He hummed in reply, not bothering to open his eyes.
"Do you... do you think we should've taken a bigger boat?" you asked, trying to keep your voice calm despite the tremor edging it. "I mean... the last time I was on the water, it was a full merchant ship and even that was getting tossed around like driftwood. This... this feels like..."
"Like a nutshell floating on the sea?" he finished for you with a lazy grin, one eye cracking open to squint at you. "Yeah, I get it."
Your brows furrowed, waiting for him to agree—waiting for him to say you were right, that maybe you should turn back and find a sturdier vessel. But instead, he just shrugged, shifting the jerky from one side of his mouth to the other.
"Nah," he said simply. "We're good."
Your mouth parted in disbelief. "Good?" you echoed. "That's... that's it?"
Peisistratus let out a snort of amusement, finally sitting up to stretch his arms high over his head until his back cracked. "Listen," he drawled, dropping his arms back down with a thump against his thighs. "Ithaca's been sending too many ships out lately. Word gets around. Merchants talk, pirates listen. Last thing we need is some bandit crew thinking Ithaca's gotten lazy with her guard and is sending out ships heavy with tribute or jewels."
He jerked his chin at the little boat beneath your feet. "Small boats like this? Less suspicion. No fat merchant hull to chase down. Just a fisher's skiff with two idiots and a crate of smoked fish. Keeps the vultures away."
You swallowed again, glancing down at the wood creaking beneath your sandals. The sea sloshed just inches away, dark and rippling, deep enough to swallow you whole if it wanted to.
"Besides," he added, flashing you a lazy grin, "I've rowed in worse."
You didn't find it comforting.
But still... you nodded faintly, forcing a shaky exhale as you curled your arms around your chest, gaze flicking out to the last bite of sun slipping behind the waves.
For a moment, the silence stretched between you, broken only by the quiet slap of water against the hull and the faint cry of gulls in the distance.
Then, as if he could sense the unease curling tight in your ribs, Peisistratus cleared his throat softly. "Hey," he said, voice lighter than before. "Don't look so doomed. I made sure this boat was blessed to max capacity before we left."
You hummed weakly at that, eyes flickering down to where the boat rocked beneath your feet. "Blessed to max capacity," you repeated with a small, tired laugh. "What... like the usual? Mumbled prayer, wasting half a cup of wine into the waves?"
At that, Peisistratus scoffed loudly, clutching his chest with one hand in mock offense. "Please," he huffed, nose wrinkling. "You Ithacans and your lazy sea offerings. A half-cup of wine barely earns you a breeze in your favor."
You raised a brow at him despite yourself. "Oh? And what does Pylos do then, mighty prince of the western shores?"
Peisistratus grinned, wide and boyish, teeth catching the last flicker of sun. "Depends," he said, leaning back on his palms. "Depends if it's just a normal trip or something bigger. Usually, we offer salted fish, barley, and a full amphora of wine—pour it straight into the tide so it carries down to the deep. Then the priests chant, drums beat, and my father—gods keep him—will stand on the cliff's edge and say the words that bind the offering."
You blinked, surprised at the depth of it. "All that... for Poseidon?"
Peisistratus shrugged, glancing out to the darkening waves with a faint smile. "Pylos is a sea kingdom. We owe him everything. Our fleets. Our trade. Our storms. Storms listen to more than just the wind."
His words settled over you like a hush, heavy with quiet knowing. For a moment, you sat there, staring at the restless horizon. The words slipped out before you could catch them, half a laugh wrapped in quiet dread.
"So... we're safe from Poseidon's petty grudge against King Odysseus, then?" you teased softly.
Peisistratus let out a bark of laughter, tipping his head back. "As long as you don't bring Telemachus aboard," he shot back with a wink.
At that, you couldn't help it. A small, real laugh tumbled from your chest, curling warm against the cold wind. You shook your head, smiling despite everything, despite the ache still lodged in your ribs.
And for a moment—just a brief, flickering moment—the boat felt a little less fragile beneath your feet.
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from i.love_caramel
[MC AND ANDREIA]
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[MC, APOLLO, TELEMACHUS AND HERMES]
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[TELEMACHUS DESIGN]
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[MC DESIGN]
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[MELANION DESIGN]
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[MC AND TELEMACHUS__MODERN!AU]
i'm such a bad influence, cuz the way i'd been like a devil in the ear whispering 'accidently drop the phone on the titties'
[HERMES AND MC IN RAIN]
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[MC DESIGN]
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Notes:
A/N : hello babies! first--sry for dissaperiang, like i said before i work a service job so ya know, if y'all like to eat out thats where your girl grinding! but serious note--ahhhh! tried to put so much here without overwriting and still the wordcount ended up being a smooth 6k, the original was like 15k but i just broke it up so that's next chapter lolol, if i got time i'll upload it later today💕💕 anywhoo... i know yall probrably heard, but--HOLY SHIT THIS IS NOT A DRILL!! Y'all Jorge is working on a prequel to epic called "Ilium" and it'll be based on the Illiad 😩 OMG are me and @k-nayee psychics?!? but fr my sis is so hyped, cuz with the new album coming ppl may give her book a chance 😭 ngl she told me how most are just waiting till the book begans where the musical start so she lowkey just bidding her time hahahahaha... also, l finally found time to create a google doc for godly things fanart! hope it has everything and i'll try to keep it updated!! link: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/10gJ7k-pSL523qEmEtdCybSqutKLaGBeR?usp=drive_link
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Chapter 94: 66 ┃ 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤
Notes:
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It didn't last long.
Hours must have slipped by because when you next woke, it was with a sharp gasp lodged in your chest. Your eyes snapped open to darkness stretching in every direction—inky black sea and sky bleeding together until you couldn't tell where one ended and the other began.
Your neck ached. You sat upright with a hiss, rubbing at the tender muscle with stiff fingers. A cool breeze kissed your face, salty and damp, tugging stray hairs across your cheek.
Peisistratus snored softly nearby, slumped against the boat's wooden steering pole, chin tipped forward, arms folded tight over his chest like a stubborn child refusing a proper bed. You watched his shoulders rise and fall in a slow, even rhythm. At least one of you could sleep easy.
You pressed your palms to your eyes, sighing into the dark. The night was silent but for the gentle lap of water against the hull. When you finally lowered your hands, you let your gaze drift upward.
Stars spilled across the sky like crushed pearls on black velvet. They glimmered faintly on the water's surface, a reflection so perfect it made your chest tighten.
Telemachus would have loved this, you thought before you could stop yourself. The quiet. The endlessness of it all. The way the constellations curved like painted stories above your heads.
You swallowed hard, blinking fast as warmth pricked at your eyes. Gods, you missed him. Missed his quiet smiles, his steady hands, the way his voice went softer when he spoke your name—
"Well, aren't you awfully far from home~"
The voice purred against your ear so suddenly you nearly toppled over the boat's side. Your head snapped sideways with a sharp inhale, heart slamming against your ribs.
There he was.
Hermes floated lazily beside the boat, his legs crossed at the ankles, sandals hovering just above the dark water. The night breeze tousled his curls, glinting silver under the moonlight. His staff rested across his lap, and his eyes glowed faintly with mischief as he smirked at your stunned expression.
"Don't fall in now," he teased, leaning forward with an exaggerated pout. "I'd hate to fish you out while you're all soggy."
Your eyes darted to Peisistratus in a panic, half-expecting the prince to jolt awake at the sound of the god's voice. But he didn't even stir. His chin stayed tucked to his chest, his soft snores lost in the waves.
Hermes followed your gaze and chuckled, the sound bubbling low and warm in his throat. "Don't worry," he cooed, tapping his staff lightly against the water's surface. "He's spelled out good. Won't wake for our little chat. Mortals are so... fragile with sleep, aren't they?"
You didn't answer. You just sat there, your breath shallow, your chest tight, staring at the god who drifted so easily between worlds—between skies and seas and hearts alike.
Because if Hermes was here... nothing about this night would remain still for long.
Before you could even open your mouth, he spoke.
"They're fine," he said casually, as if discussing the weather. His fingers drummed lightly against his staff, gaze flicking out over the water. "Your prince. The other boy. Callias, yes?" He tilted his head, curls swaying as his eyes darted back to you, glinting with faint amusement. "Alive. Mostly in one piece. I came to let you know before you asked."
Your heart slammed against your ribs so hard it hurt. You felt your breath stutter, chest tightening so fast it made you dizzy.
Telemachus.
He's okay.
You opened your mouth, words trembling at the edge of your tongue. You didn't even know what to say. Thank you? Where is he? Can you take me—
But Hermes cut you off again, spinning midair until he floated upside down, ankles crossed above him as he dipped a hand into the black water. Ripples curled outwards from his fingers, catching the moonlight like shattered glass.
"And before you ask," he drawled, flicking water droplets across the waves, "no, I can't take you to them."
Your lips parted in silent protest, but he ignored it, continuing with a soft hum as he kicked his feet slightly in the air.
"Rules, bargains, you know how it is," he sighed dramatically, though his smile never reached his eyes. "But... I can give you something."
You watched, breath caught in your throat, as he reached into the folds of his chlamys and pulled out a small object. It glimmered faintly in the moonlight—a delicate compass, the bronze polished to a muted glow. An intricate sun motif was carved into the lid, tiny engravings curling around its edges like vines.
He righted himself in the air, drifting closer until his sandals hovered just above the rim of the boat. Gently, he reached out, pressing the compass into your trembling hand.
When his fingers brushed yours, he faltered.
Just for a beat.
The cocky tilt of his mouth wavered, his golden eyes flickering with something softer—something unspoken. His thumb lingered against the side of your palm longer than necessary, warmth bleeding into your chilled skin.
But then it was gone. He pulled back, spinning lazily midair, his smirk sliding back into place like a mask.
"For the journey ahead," he said lightly, twirling his staff in a neat flourish before resting it across his shoulders. "Time might not always be on your side, but at least this will be."
You stared down at the compass, heart pounding so hard you felt it in your fingertips. Its bronze face shimmered beneath the moon, needle ticking faintly against the glass—steady, certain, unyielding.
As you turned it over in your palm, thumb brushing along its cool edge, you couldn't help but wonder if Hermes' words held more weight than he let on. Time might not always be on your side, but at least this will be.
Time. That word alone felt heavier now than it ever had. Time might bend and break in the realms of gods and mortals, but here, on this boat, with the horizon stretching endlessly before you, it felt like you had all the time in the world. Like the moon and sea would hold you forever in their quiet cradle.
"You're quiet," Hermes remarked suddenly, his voice curling through the still air, breaking the hush between you like a stone skimming water. His eyes, bright and mischievous even under moonlight, flicked toward you. "That usually means trouble."
You sighed, gaze fixed stubbornly on the horizon. "It's just... everything feels different now. Time feels different. Every time I'm with you—whether it's Olympus or the Underworld—it's like I lose something when I come back to the mortal world. Moments, days, weeks. It's... disorienting."
Your voice wavered as you swallowed thickly. "I was so sure... when Apollo took me, I was only gone for a few hours. A day, maybe two. But twelve weeks? That's—gods, that's my life slipping through my fingers."
Hermes tilted his head, studying you with an expression that was uncharacteristically thoughtful. Almost sad. "Ah, time," he mused, his voice carrying both amusement and something older, something tired. "Mortals and time—you're all so obsessed with it."
"Well, it matters to us," you shot back, sharper than you meant to. Your knuckles whitened around the compass. "We don't have eternity to play with."
Hermes grinned faintly, but there was a softness beneath his usual irreverence. "Fair point," he conceded with a low hum. "But you're not wrong. Time doesn't play by the same rules everywhere. You've felt it, haven't you? How it stretches and compresses depending on where you are?"
You nodded slowly, glancing at him through your lashes. "I don't understand it, though. Why is it that one hour in Olympus feels like a week in the mortal world, but a whole day down in the Underworld barely passes up here? It doesn't make sense."
Hermes let out a quiet chuckle, though it didn't hold his usual teasing lilt. Instead, he drifted sideways through the air, arms crossed loosely as he gazed at the sea with an almost wistful look. "Think of it like this," he said, gesturing lazily at the sky, "Olympus is a realm of the eternal. Gods don't experience time like you do because we're not bound by it. For us, it's just another thread in the tapestry—one we can stretch or shrink as we please. Mortals, though? You're caught up in it. Your lives are short, fleeting. So when you're on Olympus, you're stepping into a place where time races to keep up with your mortal perspective."
"And the Underworld?" you asked softly, your voice catching as you remembered the choking stillness. "Why did it feel like the opposite?"
Hermes hummed low in his chest, golden sandals tipping just above the water's surface. "Ah, the Underworld," he murmured, his eyes distant. "That's a place where time isn't racing. It's lingering. Every soul that passes through is tethered to something—regrets, memories, longing. Down there, the weight of those things slows everything down. You remember how it felt, don't you? That heavy stillness, like every second was stretching into forever?"
You shivered, clutching the compass tighter. "I do. It was... unsettling."
"It's meant to be," Hermes replied, his tone turning clipped. "Mortals weren't made for eternity. The Underworld reminds you of that." His gaze flickered back to yours, pupils catching moonlight like glass. "But here's the funny part: whether time races or crawls, it doesn't really change what you do with it. That's the part that matters."
You looked at him then—really looked at him. At the god who seemed to carry himself like the wind: light, fleeting, impossible to hold. "You say that like it's easy."
"It's not," Hermes said quietly, his grin returning, though it didn't quite reach his eyes. "But if anyone can figure it out, it's you."
The two of you fell silent again, the boat creaking beneath your feet as it rocked gently on the ink-dark sea. The only sounds were the slosh of water against wood, the distant call of a gull, and your breathing, trembling with each inhale.
Finally, swallowing back the tight ache in your throat, you spoke—voice small, hesitant.
"Hermes... can I ask you something?"
He snorted softly, tipping his head back with a grin, sandals brushing ripples into the sea below. "As long as it won't get me in trouble." His eyes flicked down to you, mischievous and glinting. "Though... on second thought, I might risk it if you ask with that little pout you do."
A small huff of breath left your lips, half laugh, half sigh. You shook your head faintly, a weak smile tugging at your mouth despite everything. "Gods... you're insufferable."
"Mmm, that's what they all say," he purred back, grin stretching lazily across his face.
You let out another shaky breath, looking down at the compass in your hand, watching the faint moonlight catch against its face. Your thumb brushed the glass once, twice, before you whispered, so quiet you almost hoped he wouldn't hear.
"...Is Apollo... still mad at me?"
Hermes scoffed instantly, barking out a soft laugh that crackled through the silent night. "When isn't he mad at something?" he said, shaking his head as if it were the silliest question in the world.
Your shoulders slumped a little, gaze dropping away from his. Guilt curled low in your stomach, sickly and familiar. "I just... I didn't mean to make everything worse," you murmured, voice barely carrying over the waves. "I didn't mean to—"
"Hey."
Hermes' voice cut sharp through the dark. You looked up at him, startled, to find his golden eyes narrowed, flickering with something almost like... protectiveness.
"Don't you dare feel bad," he said, his tone edged, serious in a way you rarely heard from him. "My brother... he doesn't know what 'no' means. Never has. And when he finally hears it... well." Hermes snorted softly, looking away, a small smile tugging at his mouth—though it didn't reach his eyes. "Let's just say the sun doesn't like being told to set."
Your lips parted, chest tightening as the breeze curled around you, cold and damp. You held his gaze for a long moment, searching the flicker of moonlit gold in his eyes, before you finally breathed out:
"...Thank you."
Hermes just shrugged, floating sideways again as he drifted lazily above the water, arms crossed behind his head.
"Don't mention it, little musician," he said, his grin curling soft at the edges. "Besides... someone's gotta remind him the world doesn't revolve around him."
You smiled faintly, feeling the smallest flicker of warmth in your chest at the nickname. But before you could let the quiet settle, Hermes tilted his head, eyes narrowing with playful curiosity.
"But seriously," he drawled, brows raising as he floated a little closer, sandals brushing the waves below. "What did you even say to him? All I saw was the aftermath. Him storming around Olympus all pissy and sparking like an overcharged torch."
You stiffened at that, your shoulders curling in as your gaze dropped back to the compass in your lap. "I... I didn't say anything, really," you mumbled, fingers tightening faintly around its edges. "Just... something he didn't like."
Hermes snorted softly, flipping himself upside down mid-air, arms crossed over his chest as he hovered, peering at you with a crooked grin. "Gods, you mortals and your vague answers," he teased, but there was no true bite in it.
You didn't respond. Not when your mind was already slipping away—drifting back to that moment, just a few hours earlier. Back before you'd boarded this tiny boat with Peisistratus. Back before the waves turned silver beneath the moon and the salt stung your chapped lips.
Back to when it all came crashing down.
Because if you closed your eyes, you could still feel it—could still hear the low murmur of the palace at dawn, smell the oil lamps burning low against cool marble floors, see the sun just beginning to rise beyond Ithaca's distant hills as you stood in front of him... forcing words past trembling lips you wished you'd kept sealed.
After Odysseus finally allowed you to go, after his tired sigh and reluctant nod, the first thing you did was turn and leave. You didn't wait for Lysandra's relieved exhale or Kieran muttered "gods help her." You didn't hear Asta call your name.
You didn't want to. You couldn't. Because if you stopped moving—if you even paused for a moment—you'd crumble right there on the marble floors, knees buckling under the weight of what you were about to do.
So you kept walking. Past the throne room columns, past curious glances from servants, past courtiers whispering behind cupped hands. Your steps were fast, half-jogging by the time you reached your chambers.
Packing didn't take long. It never did. You were always ready to leave, weren't you?
You folded your spare tunics with shaky hands, grabbed your small satchel of coins, a few strips of salted fish Asta had shoved into your palm days before, and tied your sandals tighter than necessary until the leather bit into your ankles.
You ignored Asta's knocks at your door. Ignored Kieran's voice telling you to slow down, to breathe, to wait for him to walk you down. Ignored Lysandra's quiet pleas asking if you needed help. Because you didn't want help. You wanted to move. To keep moving until you were far enough away that no one could reach you—no one could tell you to stay behind ever again.
But of course... Penelope wouldn't let you leave like that.
Just as Telemachus and Callias had been sent off weeks before, the Queen ordered a feast to be prepared in your honor. As if you were a bride being sent to a new home rather than a girl with salt-cracked lips and desperation lodged behind her ribs.
You sat there among roasted lamb and garlic-drenched fish, among honey-slick figs and pitchers of spiced wine. You drank when someone raised a toast and swallowed when someone pressed sweet bread into your hands. You smiled when Lysandra bumped your shoulder in teasing and laughed when Peisistratus bragged about your upcoming journey like it was a heroic campaign instead of a frantic search for the boy who held your heart.
And all the while... you felt hollow. Your mind was already on the docks, on the rocking boat waiting to carry you out beyond Ithaca's cliffs. Every passing minute felt like another mile Telemachus was drifting away from you.
Eventually, you slipped away. With a soft excuse about needing to double-check your pack. The Queen didn't protest. She just nodded, eyes glistening beneath thick lashes, as if she knew exactly what you were doing—what you needed to feel like you still had control over something.
Your steps were quick down the corridor, sandals whispering over the stone floors. The hall was quiet, lit only by scattered oil lamps and the shafts of late afternoon sun slanting through the arched windows. You reached your room and pressed a hand to the doorframe, chest rising and falling too fast. You just needed a moment. Just a second alone to collect yourself—
But then—everything turned gold.
A bright light flooded the hall, warm and blinding, searing through the dim shadows until it felt like the sun itself had been dropped into the palace. You hissed, flinching back, arm rising to shield your eyes. The air turned heavy, thrumming with something too vast, too divine, for your mortal chest to contain.
And when you finally lowered your arm... when your eyes adjusted through the shimmering haze—
You saw him.
Apollo stood there in the center of the hall, radiant and terrible, beautiful in a way no poet's lyre could ever capture. His golden hair fell in loose curls over his shoulders, a laurel wreath tilted delicately atop his head. The white chiton draped over his chest glowed where the sunlight kissed it, folds gathered at his hip with intricate golden pins. His skin seemed carved from molten light itself, each muscle defined like a statue brought to life.
And his eyes—gods, those eyes—burned with that familiar fierce gold, molten and knowing, flicking over your trembling form with something that looked too close to disappointment... and maybe something like longing.
He looked divine. Untouchable. Every inch the sun god, crowned by the light streaming in through the high windows behind him—so bright it cast his shadow in long, endless lines down the marble floors toward you.
And suddenly... your throat closed around his name.
Because standing there, staring at the god who had unmade your life in more ways than he could ever understand... all you could think was:
What does he want from me now?
Your thoughts barely had time to settle before his voice reached you—low, golden, curling through the silent hall like a warm breeze through summer wheat.
"Little muse," Apollo murmured, the title slipping from his tongue like a sigh.
You flinched as he stepped closer, each stride graceful and quiet despite the blinding power radiating off his skin. And then—he was before you. So close you had to crane your neck to meet his gaze. The tips of your sandals brushed his golden ones, the heat of him wrapping around you like sunlight at midday.
Slowly, his hands rose, fingers brushing against your jaw before cupping your face completely. His palms were so warm it almost burned, thumb pressing soft under your chin, tilting your head up until your eyes were locked onto his.
"Look at me," he whispered. And you did.
Because how could you not? When his gaze held yours so completely. When the gold in his eyes flickered with something ancient, something that saw past your skin and marrow and down into the small, trembling truth of you.
His thumb brushed along your bottom lip, slow, deliberate, as if memorizing its shape. The touch sent a tremor down your spine, your breath hitching in your chest.
"Aren't you tired?" Apollo asked, his voice softer now, almost pitying. "Don't you want to return with me? To come home? Olympus is waiting... your nymphs are waiting. They've been asking for you so sweetly, you know." He tilted his head slightly, golden curls falling over his cheek as he smiled. "Another feast has been prepared in your honor. Ambrosia. Honeyed figs. Wine that never empties. Music that never stops. All for you."
His words dripped into your veins like warm oil, heavy and sweet. For a moment—just a flicker—you almost let yourself sink into it. Almost. But then—
You shook your head, a small, broken movement, as your gaze darted away. "I... I'm sorry. I can't," you whispered, voice cracking around the words. "I can't go. Telemachus—Prince Telemachus is missing. I have to—"
"Good riddance," Apollo cut you off with a scoff, his grip tightening against your cheeks just slightly—not enough to hurt, but enough to still you. His eyes rolled heavenward, lips curling into something that was not quite a smile.
He lowered his hand then, grabbing yours instead, lifting it up between you. His fingers wrapped around your wrist, thumb pressing against your pulse as he guided your hand to his mouth. His lips brushed the back of it—soft, unbearably warm—as he murmured against your skin,
"You need to stop letting him cloud your mind."
You froze. The press of his mouth burned against your trembling knuckles, each word vibrating up your arm and sinking deep into your chest.
"You belong with me," he continued, his voice smoothing back into that golden, lilting softness that always felt half like a promise, half like a threat. "Do you not understand? Time here... it will pass. It will rot you, leave you desperate and small. But in Olympus..." he sighed softly, eyes flicking back down to yours, glinting with lazy amusement, "...time is different. Slower. Kinder. One day with me, and these... worries... will wither away into nothing."
Your breath caught.
Slower.
Your wide eyes searched his face, catching the faintest flicker of irritation beneath his otherwise serene expression. Your pulse raced as the truth beganh sliding into place.
One day with him... twelve weeks lost here.
Your lips parted, a quiet sound escaping you that wasn't quite a word. Because suddenly you weren't just staring at a god, or your captor, or even the golden figure you'd once admired.
You were staring at the reason Telemachus was gone.
And Apollo... Apollo just smiled, pressing another kiss to your knuckles—slower this time, possessive and final.
A tremor ran through you, sharp and cold, slicing straight down your spine despite the warmth of his touch. Horror pooled in your chest, heavy and dark, spreading through your ribs like thick ink bleeding into water.
Because something inside you—some quiet, trembling part—whispered that he knew. That he'd always known.
Your throat felt tight as your lips parted, the words tumbling out before you could stop them. Your voice was small, cracked around the edges. "Did you... did you know?"
Apollo's thumb brushed along the back of your hand idly, golden eyes flicking lazily back to yours with a hint of amused confusion. "Know what, little muse?"
Your breath hitched, tears stinging your eyes as your fingers curled faintly against his grip. "That... that the night you brought me back... Telemachus was gone? That he... he left looking for me?"
For a moment, he just stared at you, brows lifted in faint surprise. Then—he chuckled softly under his breath, a sound that sent your stomach twisting.
"Does it matter?" he asked, voice lilting, calm. But when you didn't answer, his smile faded into something smaller. Quieter. Almost honest. "Of course I knew."
Your chest tightened so suddenly it hurt. The air left your lungs in a shaky, silent gasp.
He sighed, like it was a small inconvenience to admit. "If it were truly up to me," he continued, his thumb resuming its lazy strokes along your trembling hand, "I would've kept you there longer. Forever, maybe." His gaze softened, molten gold flickering with something that almost looked like affection. "You were having so much fun, weren't you? Singing for me... wearing my gifts... sitting in my lap while Olympus looked on." His smile curled, sweet and cruel all at once. "I couldn't bear to interrupt that."
Your lips parted, but no words came. Your throat felt raw, scraped hollow from the inside out. Because the truth sat there, heavy and immovable.
He'd known. He'd known Telemachus would be gone. He'd let it happen. Maybe... maybe he'd even planned it that way.
You stood there frozen, unable to move, unable to breathe, as Apollo pressed one final kiss to your knuckles—warm, soft, searing.
And all you could feel... was the faint echo of something breaking apart deep inside your chest.
You didn't know what to feel. Anger. Grief. Fear. Nothing felt right—nothing felt enough to hold back the shaking that crawled beneath your skin.
Slowly, you stepped back. Your hands slipped from his grasp, your wrists tingling with leftover warmth that felt more like burn marks than comfort. You didn't look at him. You just turned, silent, the hem of your dress whispering around your ankles as you moved toward your room.
Your fingers wrapped around the door handle, knuckles white as you clutched it like an anchor.
But then—
"____."
His voice cut through the quiet, sharp and cold. It wasn't honey-slick now. It wasn't warm or lilting or teasing. No. This voice was dark. Void of everything golden.
You froze, shoulders stiffening as you felt his gaze bore into your back.
"If you leave me now..." he said, each word echoing across the silent hall like steel sliding from a sheath, "you will regret it."
You faltered. Your breath caught, ragged and shaky as you swallowed hard, blinking back the sting gathering at the edges of your eyes. Slowly, hesitantly, you looked over your shoulder.
And gods—
His eyes. They weren't molten gold anymore. They were hard. Endless in their indifference. Like looking into the sun and finding no warmth there at all.
He tilted his head slightly, curls shifting against his brow as his lips twitched into something that wasn't quite a smile. "If you leave me... if you go after that prince," he continued, voice smooth but sharp enough to slice skin, "then you're making your choice very clear... aren't you?"
You didn't move. Couldn't move. Your heart thudded painfully against your ribs, each beat trembling with something close to terror.
Apollo's gaze flickered down your body, slow, deliberate, before meeting your eyes again—unblinking.
"And if you choose him..." he said softly, almost kindly, "then know that I will strip you of every gift I have ever given you. Every boon. Every blessing. Every drop of favor I placed upon your head..."
His voice dropped lower, dark and quiet as shadows settling around your feet.
"...as punishment."
The words settled into the space between you like a stone dropped down a well—echoing, sinking, lost in the dark.
Your chest tightened, breath hitching as confusion tangled with fear. You turned fully to face him again, your voice cracking as it tumbled out in a rushed, trembling whisper.
"But... what if—what if I need them?" you asked, your words stumbling over each other as your hands lifted helplessly in front of you, palms trembling. "What if something happens? What if—"
"Nothing will happen," Apollo cut you off sharply, staring down at you with no flicker of warmth left in their golden depths.
"Nothing will happen..." he repeated, each word clipped, final, unyielding. "... if you don't leave."
Your lips parted, but no sound came out. Tears burned hot behind your eyes, your lashes clumping together as your vision blurred. Your hands curled into trembling fists at your sides, nails biting half-moons into your palms.
You could barely breathe. Your chest rose and fell in ragged little jerks, each inhale catching somewhere too high in your throat.
Finally, you dropped your gaze to the marble beneath your feet. Your voice came out small. Shaky. Broken.
"...Okay."
The word was so quiet it barely left your lips, but Apollo heard it. Gods, he heard it.
A pleased smile spread across his face—slow and satisfied, curling at the corners of his mouth like sunlight cresting over the horizon. But... just as quickly, it faltered.
Because you lifted your head again.
And this time—this time your eyes burned. Bright and wet, trembling with tears you refused to let fall, but alive with something deeper. Hotter. Stronger.
Anger. Grief. Defiance. All twisted together into something solid beneath your ribs.
Your throat worked around the thickness gathering there as you sucked in a shaking breath. And then, your voice came out low. Hoarse. Breaking apart with every word, but steady all the same.
"Then... take them."
For a moment, everything went still. Even the air itself felt frozen in your lungs as Apollo's face tightened, his golden brows drawing low. His eyes flickered over your face—searching, reading, measuring.
"...Take them?" he echoed. The words fell flat, cold, like he wasn't sure he'd heard you right.
You swallowed hard, throat raw as you forced the words out again, firmer this time. Tears welled in your eyes, trembling at your lashes but refusing to fall.
"Yes," you rasped. "If you're going to take your gifts back because of this... then take them. I don't need them. I don't need... you."
For a heartbeat, there was silence.
Then—Apollo threw his head back and laughed.
It wasn't warm. It wasn't bright or beautiful like golden sun on water. No. This laugh was cold. Hollow. It rattled down the hall and scraped against your ribs like iron dragged across stone.
His shoulders shook with it, curls falling over his brow as he lifted a hand to cover his mouth, laughter muffled against his palm. But it didn't stop. It kept going, rolling out of him in sharp, ragged bursts.
Finally, he straightened, his hand still pressed against the lower half of his face. And when his eyes met yours through the gaps between his fingers—gods.
They were cold.
Flat.
Empty in their anger.
He looked at you like you were something pitiful. Something small. Something foolish.
The laughter trailed off, echoing in the silent hall as his hand fell back to his side. His lips curled into a smile—slow, sharp, sweet as spoiled honey. But it didn't reach his eyes. Not even close.
He hummed softly, tilting his head as he regarded you with a gaze that burned like sunlight through a magnifying glass.
"Very well," he said.
And in the next heartbeat—a bright, blinding light flared around him. So bright it burned behind your eyelids even after you squeezed them shut, searing gold and white into the darkness.
When the light finally dimmed, flickering out like the last gasp of a candle flame... he was gone.
The hall felt colder without him. Emptier. But gods, you realized, sucking in a trembling breath as your shoulders slumped—
For the first time in a long time... you felt lighter too.
The memory still burned behind your eyes—Apollo's blinding glow, his cold laughter, that final brittle smile as he vanished. You could almost hear it echoing in your chest, vibrating against bone that felt far too thin to hold anything steady.
But then—
A sharp pinch tugged at your cheek.
You flinched with a small yelp, jerking your head away as your hand flew up to swat at the source. Your eyes snapped open, blinking fast against the moonlight until they focused on the figure floating lazily in front of you.
Hermes.
He hovered cross-legged just above the gently rocking boat, head tilted, curls tumbling down against his cheek as his golden eyes sparkled with mischief. His fingers were still pinched in the air where your face had been, a grin curling slow across his lips.
"Gods," he chuckled, voice warm with teasing. "You get lost in thought more often these days."
He raised a brow, feigning exaggerated thoughtfulness before adding, "Another side effect from being resurrected, I suppose. Poor little half-corpse brain."
You rolled your eyes with a weak huff, your hand snapping out to lightly smack his wrist. "Shut up," you muttered, voice thin but tinted with tired fondness.
Hermes let out a dramatic gasp, clutching his wrist to his chest as though you'd struck him with a blade instead of a limp tap. "Cruel!" he whined, lips puckering in an exaggerated pout. "You wound me."
But even as he teased, his gaze softened, golden eyes flicking over your face with an expression that was almost... thoughtful. Almost sad.
His playful smile faded into something smaller as he studied you. Quieter.
"...I heard, you know," he murmured, his voice low and soft—gentler than you'd heard it in a while.
Your brows pinched faintly. Confusion prickled warm in your chest. "Heard what...?"
Hermes hummed, his gaze drifting down toward the quiet, dark waters lapping against the boat's hull. For a long moment, he didn't answer. The silence stretched, filled only by the soft creak of wood beneath your feet and the distant rustle of wind threading through your hair.
Finally, he spoke. Quiet. Careful.
"Your prophecy," he said.
The words sank into you like stones into a still pond. Slow. Heavy. Rippling out into every quiet corner you'd been trying so hard to keep untouched.
You didn't answer.
Your shoulders slumped forward, your chest hollowing out as your gaze slipped away from him—past the edge of the boat, down into the ink-dark water below. The moonlight fractured across it, glittering silver and cold against a sea that stretched on forever.
Your throat tightened as you stared into its depths, watching the shadows drift and curl like smoke beneath the waves.
"...Yeah," you whispered. "I know."
And for a moment, neither of you spoke. The sea rocked gently beneath you. The stars spun quietly above. And in that space between—between gods and mortals, fate and choice, life and whatever came after—
You felt very, very small.
For a moment, neither of you spoke. The world felt too big around you—too wide, too dark, too endless. The stars blurred faintly as your eyes burned, the sea whispering quietly against the boat's hull like it was telling secrets you were never meant to hear.
Then—
"Hey."
Hermes' voice broke through the quiet, low and surprisingly gentle. When you didn't look up, he sighed, floating closer until his sandals brushed the waves beside the boat. You felt his thumb flick lightly against your forehead.
"Hey," he repeated, his tone gaining that teasing lilt again. "It's not so bad, you know."
You blinked at him, frowning faintly. "Not so bad?" you echoed, your voice coming out tired and hoarse. "I'm part of a prophecy, Hermes. One that doesn't even belong to me. That's... it's everything."
Hermes scoffed lightly, rolling his eyes as if you'd just told him the sun rises each day. "Oh please," he drawled, leaning back midair as he crossed his legs again. "You say that like it's the end of the world."
You didn't answer, your eyes flicking down to the compass in your hands, watching the needle twitch faintly in its bronze cage.
He tilted his head, curls swaying with the motion, eyes bright with something playful and sad all at once. "Being part of a prophecy just means you're interesting," he said. "At least the Fates didn't deem you boring enough to ignore."
You huffed a breath, somewhere between a laugh and a sob. "Yeah, well. I'd rather be boring."
Hermes chuckled softly under his breath. Then his smile shifted—growing a little sharper, a little mischievous as he raised a brow at you.
"...You know," he said, voice lilting slyly, "I also heard that you figured out I was the one who delivered your cursed flower."
Your eyes widened slightly, surprise flickering across your features. He grinned wider, looking far too pleased with himself. "What, you thought Eileithyia just popped it out of thin air?" he teased. "Please. She's a goddess of birth, not gardens."
He leaned forward until his face was just inches from yours, golden eyes gleaming in the moonlight. "It was me," he hummed. "Apollo sent me down. Gave me strict instructions to deliver the flower quickly—and leave out the 'bad part' of the deal."
Your stomach twisted. "The bad part... meaning the debt."
Hermes shrugged, looking away, his gaze flicking out across the sea. For a moment, his grin faltered, replaced by something older. Something tired. "Yeah," he said quietly. "That part."
Your chest ached, but before the silence could settle again, Hermes inhaled sharply and forced his grin back in place. He straightened his shoulders dramatically, voice raising in theatrical mock-pride.
"But you wanna hear the funny part?" he said, his grin turning wolfish. "I thought your dad would chicken out."
You blinked, startled. "What?"
Hermes' eyes sparkled with wicked humor as he continued, "Yeah. I thought he'd panic, refuse, maybe start screaming at the gods for putting him in that situation. I even added a little extra flair to the delivery just to fuck with him. Transformed into a kid messenger for dramatic effect," he said breezily, waving his hand like it was nothing. "Thought it'd mess with your dad's head a bit more. And it did. He cried harder while accepting."
You stared at him, wide-eyed, unsure whether to laugh or cry. Hermes only smirked, though the edges of it trembled slightly.
His eyes softened, their bright gold dimming to something warmer, something almost human. He sighed, shoulders dropping as if he were letting go of something heavy he'd been carrying for too long. The sound of it tugged at something deep in your chest.
"Ya know," he murmured again, quieter this time, gaze flicking down to your shaking hands before meeting your eyes with something raw and unguarded. "You really are the world's worst coincidence. Cursed by love. Saved by grief. No wonder everyone's obsessed with you."
You blinked fast, your breath hitching faintly as you searched his face, trying to read the shadows shifting there. His smile faltered, slipping away completely as his eyes went distant, lost to thoughts you could only guess at.
"And yet..." he trailed off, then chuckled softly under his breath. But the sound was empty, echoing hollow across the silent sea. "And yet, even knowing all that... I still—"
He cut himself off with another sigh, rubbing the back of his neck as his gaze drifted away from yours, staring out across the dark waves where the horizon had disappeared into endless night.
"I gave up, you know," he said, voice low, almost drowned out by the lap of water against the boat. "On... this. On you."
Your brows furrowed slightly, confusion threading with the ache already clenching your chest.
Hermes let out a breathy laugh that didn't reach his eyes. "Don't look at me like that," he murmured. "I'm not good at... competing." His lips twitched faintly into something that wasn't quite a smile. "Not against him. Not against Telemachus—your mortal choice. And definitely not against Apollo—your divine one."
He paused, fingers drumming idly against his thigh as he floated there, cross-legged above the water like some lonely star adrift in the dark.
"I... I realized it when you died," he continued quietly, his voice tightening around the words. "When I went to the Underworld to retrieve you... and saw how ready you were to accept your own death."
Your heart clenched so hard it hurt. You opened your mouth, but no words came out. Nothing you could say would be enough.
Hermes shook his head lightly, curls bouncing as he forced another small smile. "I might be a lot of things... a liar, a thief, a trickster... but gods, even when I tried to tell myself leave it be. I knew I didn't want you to die... Couldn't let you..."
Silence fell between you. Heavy. Soft.
You were silent, unable to gather your thoughts, unable to even breathe properly as your chest tightened painfully. Before you could even try to form words, Hermes chuckled again, softer this time, and reached forward to lightly bop you on the nose with the tip of his finger.
"Would it help," he said, his grin curling back into place, though his eyes still glistened with something unspoken, "if I told you I only started caring after you got interesting?"
You blinked at him, lips parting in stunned disbelief as he smirked wider, gold eyes dancing with mischief even as they flickered with something darker beneath.
"Too honest?" he teased, cocking his head slightly. Then his grin softened, turning sad at the edges. "Good."
And for a moment—all you could do was look at him, feeling every word sink deep into the cracks of your chest like sunlight warming old stone, knowing that even if he'd said it with a grin, it still mattered.
Your breath trembled. You didn't know what to say. Because... gods, it was Hermes. The messenger. The trickster. The god who never stayed anywhere long enough to leave footprints—and yet he'd been there for you. Again and again.
You thought about every time he'd appeared when you needed him most. Every fleeting grin. Every sideways comfort slipped between jabs of teasing words. Every warning given before it was too late.
You thought about how he'd carried your soul back from the Underworld, how he'd flicked your ear when you tried to cry in secret, how he'd called you "little musician" like it meant something only he knew.
And suddenly, your chest tightened painfully as Odysseus' voice whispered in your mind:
"Every favor from a god is a transaction."
You swallowed hard, blinking back the tears gathering hot and heavy behind your lashes. Your voice came out small, trembling. "Why...?" you asked, the word cracking under its own weight. "Why help me if you knew... if you knew you wouldn't get chosen...?"
Hermes' eyes flickered, that endless gold dimming to something softer, sadder. He reached up slowly, brushing his knuckles along your cheek, catching the tear that slipped free before letting his hand fall back to his side.
"I know..." he said, voice low, rough around the edges like gravel beneath water. "I know I'm not supposed to. I'm not supposed to care like this."
He gave you a look—tired, a little resigned, but still warm, like he already knew exactly how this would end. Like he'd accepted it long before you ever realized there was something to choose at all.
"A god who gets involved too much," he murmured, gaze drifting past your shoulder to the moonlit horizon, "always ends up in stories that don't end well."
He laughed softly. Quiet. Bitter. Not at you. At himself. At the irony of it all.
"Guess I never learned."
Then his palm came up again, cradling your cheek for just a moment longer, thumb stroking gently along your skin—feather-light, fleeting. His eyes met yours with something fierce and unbearably sad.
"...but only for you," he whispered.
It sounded like a vow.
It sounded like a goodbye.
He looked like he wanted to say something else. Like a thousand unspoken words sat perched behind his teeth. But instead—he just smiled.
Too sharp.
Too sad.
And then—
He was gone.
Leaving nothing but the quiet lap of dark water against the boat's hull and the echo of your own shattered heart to keep you company.
Notes:
A/N : ahhhhhhh—IM SORRY DON'T HURT ME YALL 😭😭 i know i know... this chapter was a lot. my heart literally shattered writing it because gods... hermes??? mc??? apollo??? everyone's losing their mind rn omg. and ngl and kinda scared to post it BUT i gotta 😖 i have to lay out the groundwork for upcoming chapters and i'm so excited for y'all to read them because 👀 things are about to MOVE QUICKLY and it's about to get even messier, if that's possible LMAO. anyways—
thunk.
You blink, eyes darting away from your screen.
What was that noise?
thunk. thunk. thunk.
It's coming... from the bottom of the page??
Before you can scroll, golden light flickers across your vision. Words distort on your screen, shimmering like heat haze, and suddenly—there he is.
Hermes lounges at the foot of the page, cross-legged in midair like the laws of physics don't apply to him (because they don't). His staff rests lazily across his lap, tapping against his knee in an impatient rhythm. He rolls his eyes as if he can feel your confusion radiating through the screen, golden eyes narrowing in dramatic annoyance.
"Oi. You."
Tap tap. The staff raps against the screen, jostling the words under your gaze.
"Stop sniffling."
He doesn't wait for you to obey. His mouth curls around a sharp little scoff as his gaze drags up and down your face, seeing more than he should.
"Yes, you. Sitting there all slack-jawed, tears dripping down like a soggy fig left out in the sun."
The staff taps again, harder. You flinch like you felt it.
"Gods, mortals are hopeless. Look at you—'oh Hermes, why didn't he stay?? why didn't he say it sooner??'" His voice pitches higher in a mocking whine before flattening into a drawl edged with boredom. "First of all—Gross."
A sharp flick of his wrist. The staff points at you like an accusation.
"Second. I'm Hermes. God of boundaries that don't exist. Attachments that never stick. What did you think I'd do? Drop to one knee? Ask her to choose me? Please."
A soft, humourless laugh slips past his lips, quick and bright as a snapped bowstring.
"She got interesting. I cared. That's it. That's the note."
He shifts, adjusting his grip on the staff, rolling his eyes so hard you wonder if they might tumble straight from his skull and clatter across your screen.
"Besides," he says, voice low now, quiet in a way that settles under your ribs, "who wants a god who can't keep secrets?"
The gold in his gaze flickers softer, just for a moment. Something there you're not meant to see. Something too human for a god's face.
"I'll... I'll love her from the shadows," he murmurs, almost to himself. "Where her mortal heart won't rot under my touch. That's... more devotion than most of you deserve."
The staff raps the screen one final time, sharp and impatient.
"Now... dry your tears. Keep scrolling. Enjoy the rest of the... story."
He smirks, tilting his chin as if to say go on then. The gold brightens, wrapping around him in a wash of citrus warmth that makes your eyes sting.
"Oh," he adds, as if remembering something trivial. "And tell Apollo he owes me ten drachma. Told him she'd choose the prince. Idiot lost the bet." He then turns, bowing to nowhere in particular.
"Alright, Xani. Your stage."
A wink. Then he's gone. Just silence again.
...um?? wtf was that 😭😭😭 ANYWAY—SEE Y'ALL NEXT UPDATE LMAO 💛🕊️✨
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Chapter 95: 66.5 ┃ 𝐃𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒: 𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐃𝐚𝐰𝐧 𝐁𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤𝐬
Summary:
𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: here's a bit of extra scenes/plot to ch.66 ┃ 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤; ahhh sry for being gone like that yall, ya girl once again thuggin through life lol. also fr thank yall so much for all the positive engagement on the last chapter 🫶🏾 like i said, ngl i was kinda nervous cuz over time i've seen how much yall love hermes and i was like "damn hope they dont jump me for this one lmaoo" cuz frfr he was never meant to be a love interest hahah. but yeah hope yall liked my lil meta-ending a/n too ngl the way i was crying/dying writing it cuz it legit felt like i stepped in a time machine 😭 i used to write all my a/n like that when i was younger, full on meta shit happening with book characters down there lmaoo. just had to dust off my lil skills as an apology for hurting yall like that 💀 but no worries this doesn't mean it's the last time we see hermes 👀 also sry for rambling lol hope yall enjoy this chapter—had so much fun with it fr, lots of stuff here is actually setting up the isekai book/hints (even a character or two might show up, just saying))--ALSO Y'ALL KIKI/@k_nayee IS BACK DSNDBJSB TELL ME WHY I GOT A NOTIFICATION FOR WARRIOR SHE AINT SAY SHIT OKAY BYE
Notes:
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High above the mortal world, past the fading storm clouds and into the golden spires of Olympus, dawn was breaking.
Eos walked alone down one of the quieter marble paths, each step left behind a faint shimmer, like the last glow of a dying star before sunrise.
She was tall—taller than many of the lesser gods and even some of the elder ones. Her skin was a deep, rich brown, but along her arms, neck, and cheeks, splotches of vitiligo broke the darkness into colors that rippled like early dawn.
Soft pinks, pale oranges, the faintest purples and golds—each hue melted into the next like paint swept across a sky that wasn't ready to wake. Her fingers and forearms gleamed a soft rose, like they'd been dipped in sunrise itself.
Her hair floated around her shoulders in a cloudy mass—thick coils and drifting wisps that shifted with the breeze, flickering between foggy white and faint pastel colors as if she carried the horizon wherever she went.
But instead of a serene, beautiful smile that encapsulated her namesake, she scowled.
The expression tugged at her mouth, making her jaw twitch as she walked. In one hand she carried a scroll, clutched tight enough that the papyrus bent under her grip. The seal at the bottom gleamed faintly with gold wax, half-smeared from her thumb pressing into it.
"Of all the things I wake the sky for," she muttered under her breath, her voice low and scratchy from sleep not yet shaken off, "this is what I get dragged into...?"
She huffed, her golden sandals clinking lightly as she rounded a bend in the path. Gods moved around her, nymphs fluttered in little clusters near the columns, and a pair of lesser winds darted past with excited giggles, but none dared step in her way.
Dawn was not gentle today. Not with the weight riding her shoulders.
Her hair drifted as she walked, catching in the weak, early sunbeams that cut across Olympus' halls. Even the light hesitated, as if waiting for her permission to spill across the world below.
Eos' scowl deepened, her jaw tightening as she turned another corner. Up ahead, a small cluster of nymphs stumbled along the wide path, giggling loudly as they trailed bright flower petals and sloshing cups of dark wine.
In the center of them lounged Dionysus, half-reclined on a floating cushion of ivy and gold. His curls were tangled with grape vines, his cheeks flushed pink from too much drink.
He lifted his head lazily when he spotted her, a crooked grin spreading across his lips. His eyes gleamed, half-lidded but sharp with mischief. He raised his cup high, sloshing purple wine down his wrist as he called out across the courtyard.
"Eos!" he crowed, his voice echoing louder than necessary. A few nymphs giggled at the sound, leaning into his sides with glassy-eyed delight.
The Titaness didn't pause her steps, but her brow twitched as his voice reached her ears. Her name in his mouth felt heavy, messy, like wine stains on fresh linen.
"Cooome..." Dionysus slurred lazily, waving his cup with languid grace as purple wine sloshed down his wrist. "Dawnbringer, golden sister of morning mist... join us... the feast is still warm and the music... gods, the music tastes sweeter than any mortal hymn." His words drifted out like half-finished poetry, tangled with hiccupped laughter. "Even you need to rest those pretty dawn-colored feet... at least... once in a while..."
Eos scoffed, her lips curling into a faint, unimpressed sneer. She shifted the scroll in her grip, fingers flexing around the crinkled papyrus as she kept walking.
"I don't have time for your games today, Dionysus,"she replied curtly. "Find your feasting companions elsewhere."
A few of the nymphs tittered nervously as she passed, their delicate forms shrinking away from her towering presence.
Dionysus only laughed softly, the sound low and honey-thick. "Ah, but dawn always has time to play," he called after her, swirling his cup again as wine sloshed over his knuckles. "What is a feast without the first light to wake it?"
Eos didn't respond. She kept walking with a finality. Her gaze stayed fixed ahead, sharp and unbothered, though the dawn hues rippling across her vitiligo flared briefly—soft pinks deepening to rose gold around her fingertips, like anger warming through her veins.
She could hear his laughter echo behind her as she left him there, drunk and surrounded by his sweet-smelling nymphs, their giggles weaving through the breeze like dying petals.
Fool, she thought, gripping the scroll tighter. There were always feasts. Always songs. Always gods who thought dawn was just another backdrop for their pleasures.
Truth be told, Eos shouldn't even have been there.
She should have been reclining atop her favorite cloud ledge, enjoying what little leisure time she had before the next suffering shift began—before Helios tore her away with his blinding light. Before she spent endless hours bracing herself against blistering winds and searing rays, guiding the morning light until dusk fell and her husband Astraeus took up the night, painting stars across a dark canvas until dawn was needed once more.
That was her life. Day after day. Rise, guide, rest, repeat.
But instead, here she was. Being used as dawn had always been used—quiet, constant, never thanked.
Her sandals scraping against Olympus' smooth stone as the scroll crinkled noisily in her grip. A scroll that wasn't even hers to carry. One that belonged to her brother, Helios.
She scoffed softly under her breath, the sound rough and tired as she adjusted her grip on the papyrus. The seal at the bottom pulsed faintly with sun-gold magic, its heat irritating her fingers with each step.
"Lazy fool," she muttered, her voice low and edged with annoyance. "He has chariots of fire at his beck and call, yet sends me like some errand nymph to deliver his messages."
She could almost hear Helios' carefree laughter in her head, his rich voice echoing across their shared horizon: "Sister, be kind. Hermes is busy, and Astraeus has his dusk to tend. Who else can I trust with light's words but Dawn herself?"
And Hermes. Gods, Hermes.
He was supposed to have come for the scroll. Supposed to answer her call hours ago, flitting in with his annoying grin and snatching the message from her hand before darting off to whoever awaited it. But apparently, even the Messenger God was too busy to do his job today.
She could picture him now—wings flickering lazily as he lounged across some half-broken temple roof, probably flipping a coin between his fingers while mortal prayers piled up beneath him. Too busy. Always too busy until it amused him not to be.
Eos' jaw clenched even tighter as she walked and with each step, and by the time she reached Apollo's palace, her patience was frayed thin.
The Sun God's domain loomed before her in wide arcs of polished white marble, its golden pillars swirling high into the sky like captured sunbeams. Flickers of harsh, shifting light pulsed between each column—thin, crackling flares of warmth that flickered too violently to be comforting. Even from the outer steps, she could feel the heat radiating out in uneven waves, the air bending slightly with each pulse.
And the palace itself... it shook.
Not with music or mortal worship, but with a heavy, echoing boom from somewhere deep within its halls. A tremor rippled through the marble steps, rattling the anklets around her rosy ankles.
Eos rolled her eyes.
"Gods above, what now..." she muttered, stepping forward. She raised her free hand and rapped her knuckles sharply against the golden doors. The sound thudded through the metal, echoing faintly inside.
Nothing.
She scowled, adjusting the scroll under her arm and knocked again—harder this time, her nails scraping slightly against the intricate sun patterns carved into the door's surface. The heat bit at her fingertips.
Finally, with a long, loud creak, the door eased open just a crack. Peeking out was a nymph, her bright pink eyes wide with tension. Sunlight caught in her hair, illuminating the blue that rippled down her shoulders like a river current. She clutched the edge of the door tightly, as though it might slam open or closed at any moment.
"L-Lady Eos..." Clytie stammered softly, voice trembling as another deafening bang echoed from deeper within the palace. The marble beneath their feet shivered with the force, rattling dust loose from the high archways. She flinched, wincing as her eyes darted back behind her before returning quickly to the Titaness. "Forgive me, my lady. What... what do you need? Lord Apollo is—he's a bit... upset at the moment."
Eos sighed heavily, her cloudy hair drifting forward with the exhale. The dawn hues along her cheeks shifted, bright pinks cooling to pale apricot as she rubbed her temples with annoyance.
"Upset," she scoffed, voice flat with boredom and irritation. "Isn't he always these days?"
The nymph opened her mouth to answer but flinched again as another sharp crack split the air behind her, followed by the muffled sound of something heavy crashing to the ground. A faint golden glow pulsed at the edges of the doorway, vibrating with Apollo's temper.
Eos rolled her eyes skyward, muttering under her breath, "I don't have time for this."
Then, sharper, she snapped her gaze back to the trembling nymph. "Look, girl, I couldn't care less what tantrum your master is throwing. I have a message for him." She waved the scroll in her hand impatiently. "Apparently, Hermes is too busy to do his job today, and the little coward isn't answering my calls."
She shifted her weight, sandals clinking against the marble as she continued, tone edged with sharp annoyance. "And Hera's being iffy about who uses Iris lately, so here I am—playing courier when I should be resting for tomorrow's dawn."
The nymph swallowed hard, her small hands tightening around the door. Another distant boom reverberated through the palace, making her shoulders flinch up to her ears.
"L-Lady Eos..." she stuttered, her voice shaking. "I-I'm sorry, but Lord Apollo... he can't. He's... he's really, really upset right now. It might not be safe to—"
Eos clicked her tongue impatiently, cutting her off with a sharp scoff. "Listen. I don't care how upset he is. I'm not leaving until he gets this damn message."
She shoved the scroll forward for emphasis, her fingers curling tighter around the cracked papyrus seal. "I am tired—so tired—of hearing my brother bitch about Apollo ignoring him. Day after day, whining about how the 'Sun God' can't even manage his own realm without dragging him down with it, burning it to ash."
The nymph blinked rapidly, lips parting like she meant to argue, but before a single word slipped out, Eos rolled her eyes and pushed her aside with a flick of her wrist.
"Move."
She stepped past her, sandals scraping against the gold-lined threshold as she entered the palace.
The door creaked fully open under her strength, revealing chaos beyond.
The moment Eos stepped inside, the heavy scent of burning oils and scorched cedar hit her nose. The grand hall was half in ruins—gilded columns cracked down the middle, their white marble cores exposed like broken bones. Long silk banners embroidered with suns lay torn and trampled across the polished floors, their golden threads tangled around shattered pottery and fallen offerings.
Everywhere she looked, nymphs were scurrying. Some carried buckets of water, others swept up fragments of smashed amphorae, while a few knelt in small groups, whispering prayers to soothe their own shaking hands. A young olive nymph sobbed softly as she scrubbed a blackened scorch mark from the once-pristine floor, her shoulders trembling with each stroke.
Another boom echoed deeper within the palace, this one closer, rattling a decorative bronze shield off its hook and sending it clattering to the ground with a hollow clang. The nymphs flinched as one but kept working, their eyes downcast.
Eos didn't slow. She ignored the smell of burned incense clinging heavy in the air. Ignored the chittering of frightened servants and the hushed murmurs about Apollo's rage. She walked through the ruined hall, her gaze hard and unimpressed as she scanned each room she passed, looking for the Sun God.
"Where is he..." she muttered under her breath, her dawn-colored vitiligo flickering brighter across her arms as her annoyance pulsed hotter. "I wanna get this over with so I can get back to my clouds before Helios finds another reason to shriek my name across the horizon."
Another tremor shook the floor beneath her, sending a half-shattered lyre skittering across the marble before it toppled with a tinny clatter.
Eos didn't flinch.
She just kept walking, deeper into Apollo's palace, her scowl deepening with each step.
Because dawn rose for no one. And she wasn't about to bow to a god who couldn't even keep his own home standing.
Every so often as she walked, a nymph scurried past, their eyes downcast, hands trembling as they carried brooms or buckets of water to clean up old scorch marks. One nymph dared to glance up at her, eyes wide, before quickly muttering shaky directions when Eos barked out a curt, "Where is he?"
"D-Down the east hall, my lady... through the inner chamber... follow the singing... if you can hear it."
Another boom shook the ground, rattling a cracked lyre off the wall with a dull clatter. Eos rolled her eyes skyward with a heavy sigh and kept walking. And the further she went, the quieter the chaos grew. No more scurrying nymphs. No more shouted orders or wails of fright.
Just... silence. Heavy and stale.
She stepped into a smaller hall, narrower and darker than the rest. The air felt thick here, like old prayers trapped in stone. As she walked, something caught her eye along the shadowed wall.
She paused.
Lying crumpled against a cracked column was the mangled corpse of a creature—a guardian beast, though she could barely tell which type it had been.
Its massive feline body lay twisted unnaturally, wings bent at sharp angles, feathers torn out in clumps, golden-black fur stained with dark ichor that still steamed faintly in the cool hall air. Its eyes, once bright with magic, were dimmed to a lifeless gray.
Eos clicked her tongue softly, shaking her head. "Pitiful," she muttered, stepping around it without sparing another glance.
She kept walking, each step echoing louder as the hall narrowed. The booms from earlier were gone now, replaced by something else. Something softer. A distant, broken melody that curled through the stone like a ghost.
Finally, she reached the threshold of a wide room.
Eos stepped inside.
The first thing she noticed was that it seemed untouched.
Unlike the chaos outside, this chamber was unbroken, unburned. The floor gleamed with faint golden light reflecting off polished marble, scrolls and papers scattered across it in fluttering piles like fallen feathers. Instruments lay propped against carved shelves, strings intact, wood unscorched. The air smelled faintly of cedar oil and warm metal.
Her dawnlit gaze landed on the source of the sound—the only glow in the room.
Apollo.
He sat curled up near the center, half-hidden in the dark, his golden light dimmed to a tired flicker that barely illuminated the scrolls around him. His legs were folded under him, shoulders hunched as he leaned over a golden lyre cradled in his lap. The instrument pulsed faintly with divine warmth, its strings shimmering with a soft internal glow.
His fingers moved slowly across them, tinkering out a quiet tune. Eos realized after a moment that he wasn't even truly playing. Just... touching. Brushing his fingertips over each string like he needed to feel them hum beneath his skin.
His lips moved with each gentle pluck, voice hushed and raw.
"I weep for you, my lost love, across the endless sea... and still my heart will find you, where the wild winds are free..."
The melody was small. Crooked in a way that made her chest tighten with something she refused to name.
Eos exhaled as she watched him. And for a moment, just a breath, she almost pitied him. This god of prophecy, this golden boy of Olympus, curled in on himself like a lonely child, clutching a stolen song in shaking hands.
But then she scoffed quietly, rolling her eyes.
"Pathetic," she muttered once again under her breath.
And with that, she stepped forward into the quiet, her sandals scraping lightly across the marble floor as the god of the sun kept singing his broken lullaby to shadows that could never sing back.
She didn't bother knocking. Eos shoved the heavy doors wider with a sharp push, their golden hinges groaning softly. The sound echoed across the chamber like thunder rolling through dawnlit clouds.
"Apollo," she called, her voice ringing cold through the hush.
His head snapped up instantly. The gentle, broken softness on his face melted away in a heartbeat, replaced by a cold, cutting glare. His eyes burned like twin suns rising over a dark sea, bright enough to sting her dawn-kissed skin.
"What," he snarled, his voice slicing through the quiet like a whip crack, "are you doing here?"
He shot to his feet, the golden lyre nearly slipping from his lap as scattered papers crumpled beneath him. His glow pulsed brighter, harsh and hot, filling the room with a glare that made the shadows flinch away from him.
"CLYTIE!" he bellowed, his voice shaking the very walls.
Almost instantly, the nymph appeared at the doorway, stumbling forward in a flurry of blue curls and trembling hands. Her eyes darted between Eos and Apollo, wide with panic.
"M-My lord," she stammered, bowing so fast her forehead nearly hit the marble. "Forgive me—I-I tried to stop her, but she—"
Apollo cut her off with a sharp hiss, his jaw clenched tight as his glare pinned her down. "I gave explicit orders," he spat, each word dripping venom, "that no one—no nymph, no god, no pathetic messenger—was to enter my palace today. No one was to disturb me. Not for prayers. Not for offerings. Not for anything."
Clytie flinched, her knees buckling as she bowed lower, tears welling at the corners of her eyes. "I-I'm sorry, my lord—truly—I-I didn't mean to—"
"Enough," he snapped coldly, his voice echoing so hard the lyre strings vibrated in his grip. "If you say 'sorry' one more time today, I will rip your tongue out and string it across my harp so at least it sings something useful."
Clytie gasped, her hands flying to her mouth as tears spilled down her flushed cheeks.
Apollo narrowed his eyes further, the light around him pulsing in hot, angry bursts. He jerked his chin sharply toward Eos without even glancing at her. "Get her out," he snarled. "Now."
Clytie swallowed hard, voice shaking as she whispered, "Y-Yes, my lord..."
But Eos didn't move.
She tilted her head, watching Apollo with a slow, unimpressed blink as the dawn-colored vitiligo across her arms flared faint rose-gold in the flickering light.
"Really, sun-boy?" she drawled lazily, her voice dripping with tired disdain. "Threatening your nymphs again? And here I thought you were in your gentle lover era this century."
Apollo turned his glare to her, golden eyes burning brighter as the lyre in his grip let out a sharp, discordant note under his tightening fingers.
"Leave," he hissed, his voice low and dangerous, "before I decide dawn isn't worth seeing tomorrow."
For a brief moment, a flicker of old memory burned behind her gaze—the searing heat of Helios' fury when she was younger, when dawn had dared rise too early and the sun had burned her cloud-chariot in reprimand. But the memory passed as quickly as it came, leaving only her scowl. She had learned since then. Apollo was no Helios. And she was no trembling child anymore.
Eos scoffed.
The sound was sharp, cutting through the quiet like a snapped string. She tilted her head slightly, eyes narrowing as she looked Apollo up and down.
Then, calmly, she stepped further into the room—past the sniffling nymph, who scrambled backward to press herself against the wall, trembling.
Eos' sandals clicked against the marble with slow finality as she drew closer. She didn't flinch at the oppressive heat pulsing off Apollo's glowing skin or the rage flickering like wildfire behind his eyes. Instead, she simply arched a brow.
"Watch your tongue, little sun," she snapped coolly, her voice low and edged with centuries of weary patience. "Your father's seeds may have placed you among Olympus' golden ranks, but don't forget where that power came from."
Apollo's glare darkened, light flaring sharper around his shoulders, but Eos kept talking, unbothered.
"You Olympians walk around with your heads so high in the clouds, you've forgotten what real strength looks like," she continued, "Forgotten who held the sky on their backs before your father stole his throne."
She tilted her head the other way, her cloudy hair shifting with the motion. The golden light from Apollo flickered across her face, illuminating the ancient lines of tired knowing in her gaze.
"Don't think, that being the sun god means anything to me. Helios is the sun. You're merely a name."
Apollos jaw twitched, golden knuckles tightening around the lyres frame until the strings vibrated with a faint, discordant hum. His eyes burned hotter, pupils thinning to molten slits. For a moment, it looked as if he might speak—might snarl or scream or blast the air between them with searing light.
But Eos just sighed, the sound quiet and tired as her shoulders loosened slightly. She shook her head, calming herself with a single breath, her rosy fingertips flickering softly as she exhaled.
"Threaten dawn again, Apollo, and you'll find there's no sunrise to light your worship halls tomorrow. Only dark. Only silence." She narrowed her eyes at him, the dawn-colored splotches across her cheeks and arms glowing warmer, flickering from pale pink to deep rose-gold in the dim room faintly along her cheekbones.
"And for what?" she scoffed quietly, shaking her head. "Gods only know what's wrong with you today. Why you're so upset. Frankly, as I've said before..." she let out a short, humorless laugh, "I don't care."
Apollo's jaw twitched, but he didn't speak.
Eos shifted her weight as she pulled the scroll from under her arm. She held it up, staring at it with tired disdain for a beat before flicking her gaze back to him.
"I'm only here to deliver a message from Helios," she snapped, her voice flat with finality.
Then, with a flick of her wrist, she tossed the scroll at his feet. It landed softly atop the scattered papers, rolling once before coming to a stop against his bare toes.
She held his gaze, unflinching. Her eyes burned with a dawn-lit glow, tired and ancient. For a moment, neither of them moved.
Then Eos scoffed again, turning away with a sharp roll of her eyes.
"And you better not be late this time, either," she muttered over her shoulder as she walked away. "I'm not stretching dawn just because you've got my brother tied up somewhere, unable to do his job. I've got my own damn shifts to worry about."
She stepped past Clytie without a glance.
The nymph, still trembling, bowed low to Apollo, tears slipping down her flushed cheeks. "I-I'm so—f-forgive me, my lord," she whispered, her voice shaking as she backed away toward the door, following the personification of dawn.
Apollo didn't answer.
His eyes stayed locked on the scroll at his feet, glow pulsing harsh and hot in the silent room as the twos footsteps faded down the hall, leaving only the broken melodies of a god who could no longer hear his own songs.
Silence pressed in around him, heavy and suffocating.
Apollo let out a long, shaky sigh. His shoulders slumped as he slowly lowered himself back to the floor, settling cross-legged among the scattered music sheets. The papers crinkled softly under his weight, their written notes brushing against his bare skin like cold whispers.
He set the lyre aside with a gentle touch, laying it down across two thick stacks of scrolls. Its golden strings hummed faintly in protest before falling quiet, the pulsing light within it dimming once more.
His fingers hovered over the scroll Eos had thrown at him. For a moment, he just stared at it, his jaw tight, eyes flickering with cold, distant light. Then, with a soft growl under his breath, he snatched it up, breaking the wax seal with a single flick of his thumb.
The parchment unfurled easily, glowing faintly in his hands as Helios' tidy, sun-scorched handwriting stared back at him. Apollo's eyes flicked across the words quickly, each line sinking deeper into the hollowness gnawing at his chest.
'Update as requested', it began, simple and blunt. Typical Helios.
He read on.
'She departed Ithaca by sea at dawn today. Traveling with Nestor's youngest son—Peisistratus. Destination: the same route Telemachus sailed weeks before. She appeared rushed. Determined. Prepared to follow wherever he goes. The dawn nymphs report no hesitation in her stride.'
Apollo's grip on the scroll tightened, the parchment crumpling faintly between his fingers. The quiet hum of the room seemed to darken around him, shadows pooling at the edges of his golden light.
'She goes willingly,' the letter finished. 'I will continue to watch the waves for her return.'
Apollo couldn't finish reading.
He let out a sharp, ragged exhale, his jaw clenching so tight it ached. The paper trembled in his grip before he crumpled it in his fist with a rough, snapping twist. The scroll crackled under the force, creases folding into harsh angles.
"Willingly..." he hissed under his breath, his voice low and dark, barely more than a growl.
His golden glow pulsed harshly across the floor, flaring hot enough to make the surrounding music sheets curl at the edges. He flicked his fingers sharply, and a tiny ember sparked to life at his fingertips, glowing like the tip of a branding iron.
Cold and dismissive, he dropped the ember onto the crumpled scroll in his hand.
The parchment caught instantly, flames licking up its edges with a hungry, crackling hiss. Apollo watched, unblinking, as the fire devoured Helios' words line by line, curling the paper into blackened ash that drifted down to join the silent ruin of music below him.
His chest rose and fell, shallow and quick, as he dragged a trembling hand through his golden curls. His other hand tightened into a fist against his thigh, nails biting crescent moons into his skin as his eyes burned with a light that felt less like the sun and more like a dying star—hot, furious, and collapsing in on itself.
Because you were leaving him behind.
Again.
Just like that day in the marble halls, when you tore his gifts from your throat and chose your mortal prince over eternity with him.
Again.
The word echoed in Apollo's chest like a blade scraped across bone. His eyes burned, narrowed into thin slits of molten light as he stared down at the pile of ash smoldering quietly on the marble floor.
You had chosen the prince.
Again.
Chosen him with your tears. Chosen him with your trembling voice. Chosen him with your defiance—throwing Apollo's gifts back in his face as if they were curses instead of blessings. As if his devotion, his worship, was something to be feared.
He felt his jaw clench tighter, teeth grinding until a dull ache pulsed up the side of his skull. Around him, the room pulsed hot and sharp. Scrolls curled and blackened at the edges as his glow burned hotter, flickering like wildfire caught in a storm. The golden music floating in the air faltered, trembling under the weight of his anger, notes dissolving into silent dust.
How dare you.
How dare you reject Olympus for a mortal boy with shaking hands and borrowed courage. A boy who could offer you nothing—no temples carved in your name, no altars drowned in flowers and prayers. Only a small island and a half-crumbling palace you would waste away inside, mortal flesh rotting around bones that should have been preserved in golden ambrosia.
His lip curled into a silent snarl as he sucked in a ragged breath. He pressed his trembling fingertips to the cool marble at his side, the tips glowing so hot the stone hissed under his touch. The scent of burning rock curled into his nose, grounding him in the heat of his own rage.
"She chooses him," he spat under his breath, voice shaking with a bitter, poisonous fury. "Always him. Always mortals."
Because this wasn't about Telemachus. Not truly. It never was.
This was about you.
About the way you looked at him—at Apollo—like he was nothing more than another burden on your back. Another god to endure. Another set of golden chains to break free from.
Even as you knelt before him, even as you shivered under his touch, your eyes burned with that same stubborn mortality. That same defiance that made his chest ache with something sharp and hateful.
You were his. He had written you into prophecy, woven you into songs, built temples with your name buried in the walls. He had raised you out of death itself. And still... still you chose the prince.
Cracks splintered under Apollo's fingers as his power flared outward in jagged bursts. The music sheets scattered in every direction, caught in the sudden violent gust of his golden aura.
He could end it.
He could end all of it.
One snap of his fingers and the sea would swallow their little boat whole. One flick of his wrist and the prince's lungs would fill with blood. One whispered curse and you would feel every step on that journey like your bones were grinding together in your skin.
He felt it rise in him—like fire caught on oil, violent and consuming. That old, godless wrath that knew no limits. The rage that cracked open temples and left cities burning for generations.
His eyes glowed bright, flickering white-hot at the edges as the golden tattoos curling down his arms shimmered and flared with each ragged breath.
But then—he sucked in a sharp inhale, chest heaving, eyes squeezed shut.
Because even now, even here, he could feel the threads. The laws. The woven bindings of divine boundaries wrapping around his ribs like cold iron chains.
Athena's quiet, cold wisdom. Hermes' loud, mocking concern. Zeus' patient warnings. The Fates silent hands, waiting to cut down any god who overstepped too far. He felt it all pressing against his skin.
And Athena—he could feel her cold, patient shadow lingering just beyond the marble walls. A warning. A reminder that the boy he loathed was never truly alone.
He felt it all pressing against his skin.
"Gods-damned laws," he spat, voice shaking with scorn as his fingers twitched against the cracked marble. "Gods-damned boundaries and bargains and... rules."
He laughed softly then, bitter and cruel, the sound scraping the quiet like a rusted blade.
What was the point of worship if he could not even punish the ungrateful? What was the point of divinity if it meant bowing to the laws of mortals and gods alike?
His chest heaved once more as his glow dimmed slightly, the burning rage settling into something colder. Pettier.
Fine.
If you wanted to walk away from him—again—then so be it.
But gods help you, you would feel it. Every prayer you whispered that went unanswered. Every blessing you needed that never came. Every song you sang that fell flat and lifeless in your throat without his golden hand to lift it.
Apollo;s lips curled into a slow, venomous smile, his eyes burning bright even as tears pricked at the corners, threatening to spill but never falling.
"Let her have her prince," he whispered, his voice shaking with bitter triumph. "Let her choose him."
His gaze flickered to the burning scroll at his feet.
"And let her see how far that choice gets her when dawn finally breaks."
His words slipped into the quiet, sharp and cold. For a moment, Apollo just sat there among the scattered, scorched music sheets, chest rising and falling in uneven jerks as his glowing eyes burned into the dark marble floor.
But then—something flickered at the edge of his vision.
The scroll.
Or rather... what was left of it.
He blinked, golden brows pinching faintly as he realized the flame hadn't fully consumed it yet. The curling ash revealed a few more lines near the bottom, ink blurred but still readable. His eyes narrowed.
Slowly, he reached forward, flicking his fingers sharply to snuff out the remaining ember before it could devour the last scraps of parchment.
A curl of smoke rose into the quiet as he uncrumpled what was left, eyes scanning the smeared script quickly. The letters glowed faint under his gaze as he read, each word sinking into his chest like cold iron.
'Poseidon intercepted his ship last night,' Helios had scrawled, the handwriting hurried, almost annoyed in its bluntness. 'According to Selene's passing light, the boy nearly drowned. Storm struck hard and sudden. Hermes intervened.'
Apollo snorted softly, a cruel smirk twitching at the corner of his mouth at the mention of his trickster brother. His golden eyes flickered with dark amusement as he muttered under his breath, "Of course he did."
He shook his head once, the bitter laugh slipping past his lips too quiet to echo. "That old sea snake still knows how to pick his moments," he murmured, voice dripping with mocking fondness. "I suppose I owe Uncle Poseidon a thank-you."
His gaze drifted back down to the nearly burned scroll. The final lines blurred faintly where the ink had run with seawater stains, but he could still read them.
'Telemachus' raft, constructed by Hermes, is drifting steadily westward. Current trajectory places him near the offshore islands by dawn.'
Apollo hummed low in his chest, folding the charred scrap between his fingers. The ember heat left black smudges across his golden skin as he turned the parchment over once more, gaze distant and sharp.
"Offshore islands..." he whispered, voice soft and deadly calm. A plan flickered behind his eyes—quick and cutting. Something cold curled at the corners of his mouth, blooming into a slow, poisonous smile.
Because dawn always came.
And if fate wanted to leave Telemachus stranded on some forgotten rock in the middle of Poseidon's wrath... well.
Who was Apollo to deny fate a helping hand?
He flicked his fingers, and the burnt remains of Helios' message crumbled into ash, drifting to the silent floor below.
Then he leaned back slowly, closing his eyes as the golden glow around him dimmed into something softer—quieter.
But not kinder.
Never kinder.
Because even now, rage still burned beneath his calm. It curled tight under his ribs like coals waiting for breath. Because you chose the prince. Because you walked away from him. Because you would wake with the dawn tomorrow, thinking you could outrun gods.
And gods... he would make sure you never forgot who controlled the sun you prayed under.
Apollo's golden eyes dimmed to slits of cold light as he leaned back against the marble pillar behind him. His fingers drummed idly against his thigh, each tap echoing softly through the broken music chamber like the beat of a distant war drum.
In his mind, he pictured the prince—cold, desperate, clinging to whatever scraps of mortal hope he had left.
Let him suffer, Apollo thought, his lip curling faintly. Let him know what it feels like to reach for the sun and find only darkness.
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The wind howled outside, rattling the thick moss draped over the narrow cave entrance like damp, heavy curtains.
Inside, Telemachus sat hunched low against the rough stone wall, arms wrapped tightly around his knees as he tried to keep what little warmth remained pressed close to his chest.
It wasn't much.
The cave was small—barely big enough for two men to sit upright without their shoulders brushing the slick walls.
The ceiling dipped unevenly, carved from old rock and tree roots that curled down like skeletal fingers gripping the dark earth. It smelled of wet rot, moss, and brine. The floor was slick with damp sand and scattered bits of crumbling leaves, blown in by the storm winds that had been screaming across the island since dawn.
A small fire crackled weakly between them, the orange glow flickering across Telemachus' drawn face. Shadows danced along the stone, climbing up the walls only to disappear into the pitch black of the narrow ceiling above. The flame hissed softly as another drop of water fell from a dripping root overhead, sending a shiver down Telemachus' spine.
He glanced sideways, eyes lingering on Callias.
The Brontean boy lay curled on his side across from him, arms pulled tight around his chest as he shivered under a damp, mossy cloth Telemachus had found half-buried in the sand outside.
His skin was pale—too pale—and glistened with a thin sheen of sweat that caught the dim firelight like oil on water. Every few breaths, his body shook with a violent shiver before falling still again, only to tremble moments later.
They had washed ashore at dawn.
Telemachus barely remembered it—only flashes of cold water choking his lungs, Callias' frantic grip on his wrist, the biting scrape of rocks against his knees as he crawled up the sloping sand with the last of his strength.
Their small raft, had shattered against the rocks just offshore, leaving them to wade the last stretch in the freezing surf.
By the time he dragged Callias onto dry sand, the other boy was barely conscious. His eyes fluttered weakly, unfocused, as a fresh gash along his side bled sluggishly into the torn hem of his tunic. Scratches crisscrossed his face and neck, angry red marks from being slammed against driftwood and reef in the churning sea.
Telemachus himself wasn't unscathed. His forearms burned with long, shallow scrapes where rocks and broken branches had ripped across his skin. Bruises darkened along his ribs and thighs, each pulse of pain a sharp reminder that they were alive—hurt, battered, but alive.
He remembered gripping Callias' wrist with trembling fingers, half-dragging, half-carrying him up the sloping beach until the sand shifted into cold moss and slick stone. Remembered the hiss of his own breath through clenched teeth as he stumbled, knees buckling beneath him, salt-stung wounds scraping against wet earth.
But they had made it.
For now.
And now... now Callias burned with fever.
Telemachus swallowed hard, dragging his gaze back to the small fire flickering between them. He watched the flames twist and snap around the damp driftwood, each sharp pop echoing in the quiet cave like a bone breaking.
His damp hair clung to his forehead, and salt crusted in pale lines down his cheeks and chin. He reached a shaking hand out, palms hovering over the fire, trying to chase back the cold biting at his fingers.
Outside, the wind roared again, rattling the moss curtain and sending a burst of cold, damp air swirling through the cave. The flames guttered low, nearly snuffing out before flaring weakly back to life.
Callias let out a small, pained noise in his sleep, his body curling tighter as his shoulders trembled under the thin cloth. Telemachus' chest ached at the sound. He dragged his hand back from the fire and reached over, pressing his palm lightly against Callias' clammy forehead.
Hot.
Too hot.
He pulled away with a quiet hiss of breath, fingers curling into a tight fist in his lap as he stared at the trembling boy before him.
"Hold on, Callias," he whispered, voice hoarse and cracking in his dry throat. His gaze drifted to the moss-draped cave entrance, where the storm raged outside, drowning the world in heavy sheets of rain and screaming winds. The dark sea beyond churned like an endless maw, frothing and gnashing against the rocky shore.
"Just... hold on."
Because gods help him, he didn't know what he'd do if Callias didn't.
For a while, the only sound was the crackle of the small fire and the wind howling outside like some feral beast scraping at the cave mouth. Telemachus sat silent, staring into the flames as shadows flickered across his drawn, tired face.
Then—Callias shifted, a weak, breathy laugh slipping out from between his cracked lips. His eyelids fluttered, pupils glazed with fever, but his mouth twitched up at the corners with stubborn, crooked humor.
"Don't... don't look at me like that," he rasped softly, his voice rough and thin. "I'm... I'm fine."
Telemachus' head snapped up, worry etched deep across his brow. "You're burning up," he said sharply, reaching forward to adjust the mossy cloth over Callias' shoulders. "You're not fine."
Callias snorted weakly, the sound dissolving into a rough cough that made his chest tremble. When he caught his breath, his eyes cracked open again, glinting faintly in the firelight with his usual defiant spark.
"Yeah... well..." he mumbled, blinking up at the dripping cave ceiling. "I'm... a fighter, remember? The best Bronte's ever... ever seen."
His lips twitched into a faint grin, though it trembled at the edges. "You... you know that, right? Can't... can't go dying yet. Haven't... haven't stolen enough olives and goats from the palace to leave my mark on Ithaca properly."
Telemachus huffed a broken laugh under his breath, his chest tightening painfully. "You're insufferable," he muttered, shaking his head as he glanced away, blinking rapidly against the dampness burning at his lashes.
Callias smiled weakly, his gaze going distant as his eyes drifted shut again. For a moment, Telemachus thought he'd fallen back asleep. But then—his lips parted again, voice slurred and dream-heavy.
"Hey... Prince," he murmured, his words dragging slow like honey in winter. "Remember... remember when she... tried to play the pipes?"
Telemachus frowned faintly, turning his gaze back to Callias with confusion knitting his brow. "What?"
Callias let out another thin, wheezing laugh, his shoulders twitching under the damp cloth. "Yeah... gods, it was... it was awful. Sounded like a dying goat. She... ____... she was so mad about it, too. Pouted for days. Swore... swore the pipes were cursed."
Telemachus' lips parted, a breathless noise catching in his throat. His chest ached, sharp and deep, as he let out a small, trembling laugh. "You're lying," he whispered, shaking his head. "She good at everything she does. She—she must have just been... tired."
Callias only smiled faintly, eyes fluttering closed again. "Yeah... sure... tired..." he mumbled, his voice fading into a quiet hum of sleep, though his lips still curved faintly at the corners.
Telemachus' throat tightened as he watched him slip back into fevered dreams, the quiet of the cave pressing down around them like a heavy blanket. He dragged his gaze back to the fire, swallowing hard as his fingers curled tighter around the driftwood spear in his lap.
Then—something shifted.
Outside, the wind paused.
It didn't fade. It didn't drift off gently into silence. It simply... stopped.
The howling vanished mid-cry, leaving behind an eerie, suffocating stillness. Even the rain seemed to hesitate, drops clinging to the moss at the cave mouth without falling.
Telemachus frowned, the hair at the back of his neck prickling sharply. Before he could move, Callias stirred again, his brow furrowing as he sniffed weakly at the heavy, silent air.
"...It smells... like flowers..." he slurred, his voice slurred with fever. His head lolled to the side against the mossy floor, eyes unfocused as he blinked into the quiet. "Like... the palace gardens... at dawn..."
Telemachus' pulse quickened, unease curling tight in his chest. He opened his mouth to speak—to tell Callias to stay quiet, to rest—but before he could say a word—
Snap.
A twig broke, sharp and sudden, echoing through the silent cave like a thunderclap.
Telemachus shot upright, his breath catching in his chest as his heart slammed hard against his ribs. His hand tightened around the driftwood spear—its tip jagged and splintered, rusted nails jutting from its edges.
He scrambled to his feet, bracing his weight as he turned toward the cave entrance, every muscle tensed and shaking.
"Show yourself!" he barked into the silent dark, his voice cracking with fear and fury. The words echoed against the moss-draped walls, swallowed quickly by the stillness beyond.
For a long, trembling moment, nothing answered him.
Nothing... and then—
A shadow moved at the far edge of the cave.
Telemachus' breath caught, his grip tightening painfully around his makeshift spear. The dim firelight flickered wildly against the cave walls as the shape stepped forward—slowly, unbothered by his raised weapon or the trembling in his stance.
A young woman emerged from the dark.
Her hair was wild with salt and tangled with wind, curling around her shoulders in thick, heavy waves tinted the faint rosy-gold of dawn itself. Strands clung to her damp skin like seaweed to sun-warmed rock. Tiny pointed ears peeked out from beneath the heavy curls, delicate yet sharp, almost hidden by the tousled braids that framed her face.
Vines wrapped around her ankles like bracelets that had never left, curling over her bare feet and up her soft calves, dotted with tiny blooming flowers glowing faintly in the dim cave light.
Her skin was dark—rich and deep like wet earth after rain—catching the low dawn light in warm, subtle glints that made her look carved from sea-polished stone. Her arms were adorned with faint golden markings that glowed just slightly when the rising dawn behind her brushed over her, curling in swirling patterns from shoulder to wrist.
She was round and shapely, every inch of her body curved with a quiet, heavy softness—hips wide, thighs thick and strong beneath the thin sea-silk wrap slung low across them. Her stomach was plush, soft and unashamed, her chest full beneath the loosely tied folds of damp fabric.
And gods, her eyes—
They were large and deep-set, flickering with sleepy amusement as they swept over the two shivering, filthy boys huddled around their dying fire. A soft coral pink gleamed within her gaze, catching the flickering firelight and seeming to glow from within like pearls trapped in living flesh.
They paused on Callias' trembling form, flicked over the fever-flushed curve of his face with little more than passing indifference, before finally landing on Telemachus.
And when they did—something shifted.
Her gaze lingered, softening into a quiet, almost startled wonder. Like she was seeing a memory come to life.
Her lips parted just slightly, breath catching in her throat as her eyes traced over the dark curls clinging to his damp brow, the stubborn set of his jaw despite his trembling shoulders, the raw defiance burning in his wide, frightened eyes.
It wasn't lust that flickered there—not entirely.
It was something older. Sadder. Something like awe curling into longing, wrapping around her gaze like ivy creeping up ancient stone.
For a moment, her sleepy smile faltered—flickering into something small and trembling before she smoothed it back into place.
A small, dreamy smile curled across her full lips.
"Morning, sleepyheads," she said softly, her voice curling around the quiet like warm honey over cold stone.
And behind her... dawn broke.
Notes:
𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: here's a bit of extra scenes/plot to ch.66 ┃ 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤; ahhh sry for being gone like that yall, ya girl once again thuggin through life lol. also fr thank yall so much for all the positive engagement on the last chapter 🫶🏾 like i said, ngl i was kinda nervous cuz over time i've seen how much yall love hermes and i was like "damn hope they dont jump me for this one lmaoo" cuz frfr he was never meant to be a love interest hahah. but yeah hope yall liked my lil meta-ending a/n too ngl the way i was crying/dying writing it cuz it legit felt like i stepped in a time machine 😭 i used to write all my a/n like that when i was younger, full on meta shit happening with book characters down there lmaoo. just had to dust off my lil skills as an apology for hurting yall like that 💀 but no worries this doesn't mean it's the last time we see hermes 👀 also sry for rambling lol hope yall enjoy this chapter—had so much fun with it fr, lots of stuff here is actually setting up the isekai book/hints (even a character or two might show up, just saying))--ALSO Y'ALL KIKI/@k_nayee IS BACK DSNDBJSB TELL ME WHY I GOT A NOTIFICATION FOR WARRIOR SHE AINT SAY SHIT OKAY BYE
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Notes:
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The next three days passed in a strange kind of limbo.
Not terrible. Not wonderful either. Just... a blur of motion, salt, and silence.
The boat was small—far smaller than the Ithacan ships you'd grown used to. No wide berth to stretch your legs, no below-deck room to escape the wind, no creaking masts or coiled ropes to lose yourself in. Just a cramped skiff with two half-sore bodies, a crate of salted jerky, and a couple of half-glazed clay jugs filled with lukewarm water that sloshed with every wave.
You'd been using the compass Hermes gave you to stay the course—its needle glowing faintly even in the sunlight, pointing toward the last thread of divine pull you could still feel. It didn’t always make sense.
Sometimes it wavered, dipped strangely north when the sun said otherwise. But Peisistratus trusted it, and you trusted him. Mostly.
"Gods have a funny way of pointing straight while everything else tilts sideways," he'd muttered once, adjusting the tiller with his shoulder and squinting at the horizon. "But hey. I followed worse signs to worse places."
Besides following the compass, there was nothing to do, really. Not in a boat this size. You couldn't pace, couldn't stand without wobbling, couldn't even stretch without bumping into Peisistratus or the oar handles or the side of the boat.
So mostly—you sat.
You sat and stared.
At the sea. At the sky. At the horizon that never got closer. Water stretched on endlessly in every direction, a deep, rolling blue that faded into grey by dusk.
Sometimes you'd count the passing clouds. Other times, you'd watch the sunlight ripple across the waves and try not to think about what waited below.
There were hours where neither of you spoke. Not out of malice—just because there was nothing left to say. The sea did all the talking. Slap, slap. Creak. Splash. Over and over. It was maddening in a slow, sleepy way.
But then Peisistratus would break it.
He'd start whistling, or humming some half-remembered tune from Pylos.
Then singing. Loudly. Off-key. On purpose. "WhEn ThE gOdDeSs Of ThE TiDe LiFtS hEr SkIrTs FoR mE—!" he'd belt, grinning wide, one arm dramatically slung across his chest while the other waved like he was conducting the waves themselves.
You buried your face in your hands more than once, groaning through your laughter. "Please stop. Please, gods—"
"—she winks, she dips, she– damn near tips—”
"PEISISTRATUS."
He cackled every time. It never got old to him.
Meals were equally uneventful: little more than dried jerky so salty it made your jaw ache and sips of warm water that always tasted faintly like clay. Once, Peisistratus swore one of the pieces was "still twitching," and nearly threw it overboard.
You rolled your eyes. "It's dried. That's impossible."
"So was your patience before this trip," he said with a wink, shoving the jerky into his mouth anyway.
But the worst part—without question—was the bathroom situation.
No bushes. No privacy. No dignity.
By the second day, you'd given up trying to wait it out. Your bladder had more pride than you did.
You weren't going to piss on yourself. Absolutely not. You drew the line there. Gods could meddle, your ship could vanish, and time could twist itself sideways, but that? That was non-negotiable.
Even then, Peisistratus, to his credit, tried to be helpful. Sort of.
"I'm holding up the corner of the sky for you!” he called, one arm outstretched dramatically while facing the opposite direction. "Shielding your sacred honor, O Muse of Maritime Modesty, with my manly back!"
You crouched miserably at the side of the boat, trying to pee into the sea without falling in or dying of shame. "This is the worst moment of my life," you muttered.
"Oh, come now. Worse than fighting sea monsters? Or singing naked for Apollo? Wait—have you done that!?"
You threw a stray piece of jerky at his back. He yelped. Deserved.
Still... as humiliating as it all was, you couldn't bring yourself to hate it.
Not entirely.
Because every time the silence got too loud, Peisistratus would fill it with something stupid. A joke. A sea myth. A fake dramatic gasp and a, "Did you see that wave look at me funny?!"
And at night, when the wind bit cold and your nerves wouldn't let you sleep, he'd hum something low and easy under his breath.
Not quite a lullaby. Not quite a hymn. Just noise. Just presence.
Just someone there.
So, no. It wasn't good.
But it wasn't bad either.
And when the sky cracked open on the third evening with the first glimpse of an island on the horizon—Hermes' compass glowing slightly as if to say yes, here—you realized... it had been bearable because of him.
Because for all his dramatics, Peisistratus never once made you feel like a burden.
Just a companion.
Just a friend.
And in a world ruled by gods and monsters and thunderous silence—that felt like a miracle.
By the time the boat reached land, the sun had vanished completely. A curtain of twilight draped the sky, soft and thick, and the moon was just starting to rise. Its glow silvered the water into something sharp and delicate, like cracked glass laid flat across the sea. Stars began to blink open one by one, quiet little flames in the wide dark.
Peisistratus let out a whoop so loud it startled a bird from somewhere inland. You hadn't even realized how close you'd drifted until the bottom of the boat scraped over sand and pebbled shore.
"Land, ho!" he shouted, half-standing. "I'd kiss the ground if I weren't sure it'd bite me back."
Before you could say anything, he jumped clean out of the boat with a splash. Saltwater hit your arms, warm and murky. Peisistratus waded through it like it was nothing, boots sinking slightly into the wet sand as he grabbed the edge of the boat and pushed.
Muscles flexed. Wood creaked.
The skiff groaned as it dragged further up the beach until it thudded to a stop, safe from the tide.
You opened your mouth to insist you could climb out on your own—but he was already reaching up, strong arms extended toward you with that same casual surety he always carried.
Like it was nothing. Like hauling you out of a boat after days of silence and sea was just another task to cross off the list.
Still, you hesitated.
"I can—"
"Nope," he said firmly, cutting you off as his hands circled your waist. "Team lift. Let's go."
You sighed, but let him pull you out anyway.
The moment your feet hit solid ground, something in your chest loosened.
You hadn't realized how much you'd missed it—just standing on land. Dirt and grass and actual earth beneath you instead of the endless push and pull of waves.
Peisistratus didn't stop moving. He turned back to the boat, hoisted the bag of supplies onto his shoulder—you reached for it, he swatted your hand away—then double-checked the tied-down jugs with a quick glance.
"I can carry something," you tried again.
He shook his head. "You'll carry the emotional weight of your god-issues. I'll carry everything else."
You snorted. "Rude."
"Accurate," he replied with a grin.
Once the boat was settled and the last of your things were gathered, the two of you just... stood there.
The beach curved off into shadow on either side, soft and sloping, and ahead—loomed the rest of the island.
It wasn't just a few trees and rocks like some coastal nymph-haunt. No, this was dense. A full jungle, or at the very least a thick forest that bristled with shadows and hidden noises. Vines hung like ropes from high branches. The trees towered, silhouetted in jagged shapes under the moonlight.
Somewhere in the distance, something hooted. Or barked. Or maybe laughed.
You weren't sure.
Peisistratus was quiet beside you, his eyes scanning the treeline, the tilt of his body tense—but not afraid. Just... ready.
You were the one who broke first. "Well. That's comforting."
"Very." He squinted into the trees. "Definitely doesn't scream 'absolutely cursed' or anything."
A beat of silence passed. The wind picked up slightly, brushing past your cheek like a whisper.
Then Peisistratus shifted the pack on his shoulder and cleared his throat. "Soooo... does Hermes' compass come with a 'monster warning' setting? Or is that an add-on?"
You laughed. Too loud. A little sharp. But real.
"Pretty sure that was an upgrade," you said.
He clicked his tongue. "Knew I should've splurged. All these budget blessings, and for what?"
You chuckled, the sound slipping out before you could stop it—quiet and crooked, but genuine. His attempt to ease the tension wasn't subtle, but it didn't need to be.
The fact that he tried at all—that he could still find something stupid to say when the trees looked like they wanted to eat you—made the fear just a little easier to carry.
Because you weren't alone.
And somehow, that made even the most cursed forest feel like something you could survive.
You reached into your satchel and pulled out the compass.
It was warm in your hand—always a little warmer than it should've been, like it remembered being touched by something divine.
You turned it slowly in your fingers, watching as the moonlight slid across its worn metal lid. Your thumb brushed the edge.
Click.
The compass sprang open with a soft snap, the glass catching a reflection of your face for just a moment—tired, a little grimy, wind-chapped and sun-kissed and real. But your eyes drifted to the needle.
It spun.
Once. Twice. Then—stilled.
You turned slightly, letting your boots crunch through the sand as your shoulders twisted to follow. The needle glowed faintly, a soft pulse of warm light blooming at its center like a heartbeat. With each tiny shift of your wrist, the glow dimmed—until you found the direction it liked.
Straight ahead.
Right into the trees.
You let out a breath through your nose, not quite a sigh, but close. The forest loomed just a few feet away, shadows dripping down from branches and moss curling thick across the trunks.
You could smell it now—damp earth, old bark, something a little sweet and unfamiliar. And underneath it all... the faintest tinge of something wild. Something old.
Peisistratus leaned over your shoulder, peering at the compass. He hummed low in his throat. "Glowy magic needle says left into the demon woods," he said thoughtfully. "Bold choice."
You huffed. "Hermes approved."
"Then we definitely can't trust it."
You shot him a look, but his smile only grew, boyish and crooked and far too calm for someone about to walk into potential island madness. He took a half-step back, gave a dramatic little bow, and gestured toward the path ahead.
"Lead the way, Fearless."
You stared at the trees one more time. The darkness. The stillness. Then down at the compass, where the glow pulsed again—steady, patient, waiting.
Your fingers curled tighter around it.
You nodded once.
Then took the first step.
The sand gave way to dirt beneath your feet, cool and soft and uneven. Peisistratus fell into step just behind you, close enough to hear his breath, the slight shift of his pack.
The trees rose on either side like sentinels, branches creaking faintly overhead. The stars blinked through the gaps above. The compass stayed lit in your palm, a tiny, stubborn flame against the dark.
And even though you didn't know where this path would end—or what would be waiting at the other side—you kept walking.
Because forward... was the only way left to go.
.☆.
.✩.
.☆.
You and Peisistratus walked for what felt like hours.
The forest swallowed the path behind you, damp leaves curling under your boots, soft underbrush tugging at the hem of your clothes. The moon had climbed higher—fat and glowing above the canopy—casting everything in a soft silver haze that made the trees look older, stranger, like they remembered stories long forgotten.
You stuck to the compass, one eye always on the pulse of its needle. But Peisistratus kept the silence from getting too heavy. He talked. A lot. Not in an annoying way—more like he was trying to stitch something steady into the moment. Like the space between your footfalls needed something softer to fill it.
"So," he said, kicking a rock off the path, "you give this whole rousing speech to kings and warriors and divine messengers—then I blink, and next thing I hear, you're dead?"
You huffed under your breath, adjusting the strap of your pack across your shoulder. "Not immediately."
"Right, right. Got it. My mistake—there was a buffer period."
You shot him a sideways look, but his grin was so unbothered you couldn't help the small twitch of a smile that pulled at your own lips.
He paused before speaking again, quieter this time. "Seriously, though. What happened after I left?"
So you told him.
Not everything. Not all at once. But the big pieces—the kind that stuck in your ribs no matter how much time passed.
You told him about the attack. How one moment you were gone to fetch Andreia's forgotten brooch, and the next—on the ground. Cold. Confused. Dying.
How the gods had watched. How you came back.
Peisistratus didn't interrupt much. He asked a question here or there—things like "wait, you actually died?" and "they let you train with Diomedes? Wasn't he, like, king of 'don't talk to me or my horse ever again'?" But mostly, he just listened, nodding when it mattered, brow furrowing at the heavy parts.
You tried to keep it brief, brushing past the worst moments. But he still caught the quiet between your words.
"...and he basically wanted me to choose," you said, voice flat, eyes on the path ahead. "Between him and Telemachus..."
Peisistratus stopped humming. He didn't say anything. You swallowed, your grip tightening slightly around the compass as you stepped over a fallen branch.
Your voice dropped lower, almost like saying it too loud would wake something in the woods.
"...and I chose Telemachus."
The words hung there for a beat. Too big. Too simple. Like the tip of a spear that didn’t show the damage it left behind.
You looked down at the compass—its soft glow still pulsing, steady, loyal—before lifting your gaze to the trees stretching ahead.
"He didn't seem to like that very much," you finished quietly.
Silence.
It stretched for a breath, maybe two. The kind that carried too much weight to last long.
Then—
"Godsdamn," Peisistratus muttered, his voice sharp and low, like he was trying not to shout. "You really don't get to catch a fucking break, do you?"
You scoffed, a humorless breath slipping through your nose. "Nope. Not part of the prophecy, apparently."
He shook his head, muttering something under his breath before letting out a short, frustrated laugh. "It's insanity. The way they treat you. Like you're just some piece on a board. Move here. Kneel there. Kiss their feet or burn."
You didn't answer, but the way your jaw clenched said enough.
Peisistratus kicked a stone into the bushes. "The gods are so out of touch, it's pathetic sometimes. They sit in their sky palaces making threats and declarations, but they couldn't survive five minutes down here with the rest of us."
You glanced over at him, eyebrows rising in quiet warning.
He wasn't finished.
"I mean—Apollo's out here throwing temper tantrums because you won't wear his little sun-charm collar and play house in Olympus." He rolled his eyes, waving a hand at the stars above. "Honestly, someone needs to shove that sun-stick of his straight up—"
"Peisistratus!"
You cut him off sharply, eyes wide.
He blinked. "What? What'd I say?"
You stared at him. "You're gonna get us smited."
He gave you a lazy shrug, still grinning. "C'mon. If he cared that much, he'd throw a little sniffle my way or—"
A blinding light erupted above you before he could finish.
It wasn't fire. It wasn't even heat. It was just—light—so bright and sudden it painted the forest in pure gold, turned every tree into a black silhouette, and for a second it felt like dawn had torn itself violently out of the sky.
Then—
CRACK—
Thunder slammed across the heavens like something angry had punched the clouds. The sky shattered into sound, deafening, and the ground seemed to flinch beneath your feet.
And just like that, the light vanished—snapped back into darkness.
The stars returned. The trees faded to shadow. The moon peeked through like it hadn't just witnessed whatever that was.
Then... came the rain.
It didn't even come gradually, it hit all at once.
Cold, hard sheets pouring down from nowhere, slamming into leaves, into your clothes, into the path around you until everything blurred in wet silver and rushing noise. Within seconds, you were soaked. The compass trembled in your hand, still glowing, but now flickering a little—as if unnerved.
You looked up, water dripping down your temples, your cheeks, your chin.
Peisistratus just stood there, staring back at you. Rain slicked down his curls, his shirt already clinging to his chest. His mouth hung open slightly like he was still trying to process what just happened.
You blinked at him.
He blinked at you.
"..."
Neither of you said anything for a long, wet moment.
Then—
"You definitely pissed him off," you said.
Peisistratus exhaled hard through his nose, lips twitching. "Yeah. Okay. Noted. Won't talk shit anymore."
You shot him a look—half soaked, half scolding. The rain didn't let up, just kept pouring, soaking into your clothes like the gods were wringing the clouds out on purpose.
"You're lucky that was it," you muttered, flicking water off your fingers as you adjusted your grip on the compass. "That could've been a sun beam. Or a god-sent locust swarm. Or frogs raining from the sky. You don't taunt Apollo like that. Especially not right now."
Peisistratus held his hands up in surrender, trudging through the muddy earth beside you. "Alright, alright—lesson learned. Mocking sun gods while standing in a forest during a divine pissing contest? Bad idea."
Still, a beat later, you caught him mumbling something low—barely audible over the rain, just a soft, awkward muttering that sounded suspiciously like a half-hearted prayer.
You huffed again but didn't say anything. The thunder had stopped. The light hadn't come back. That had to count for something, right?
The path ahead grew softer beneath your boots, the dirt turning to muck, every step accompanied by a wet squish. The rain didn't ease—it just shifted from vertical to sideways as the wind picked up, slanting in hard and cold against your face.
Your cloak stuck to your skin like a second layer of damp regret, and the hem of your tunic was so heavy with water it pulled slightly with every step.
Still, the compass glowed. Still, it pointed forward.
You kept going.
But the forest was darker now. Thicker. And colder.
You were shivering by the time Peisistratus raised his voice over the storm again.
"Alright, that's enough," he called, shielding his eyes with one hand as he turned toward you. "We need to stop. Shelter. Anything. You're freezing."
"I-I'm fine," you said out of habit—but your teeth betrayed you, chattering slightly on the last word.
He gave you a flat look. "You're soaked through and probably walking into a fever."
You didn't argue. Not really. Because he was right.
His eyes scanned the tree line, searching for any dip in the terrain, any hollow beneath the thick roots or rocks. "We'll keep moving for a bit," he added, "but we're not going much farther without cover. Even if Hermes himself lit a path in front of us."
You nodded quietly, tucking the compass against your chest to keep it dry. Your fingers were trembling now, barely steady enough to hold it upright. The rain poured harder.
The forest around you crackled with the sound of water on leaves, the drip of runoff from higher branches, the distant croak of something waking deeper inside.
But for now, you and Peisistratus were just two drenched silhouettes cutting through the dark.
Still walking. Still following.
And hoping—really hoping—that the gods had gotten all their warnings out of their system.
But hope, as always, was fickle.
A few minutes later, just as your bones started to feel more water than flesh and your fingers went from "cold" to "numb," Peisistratus finally spotted something.
"Over here," he called, voice barely cutting through the steady roar of rain.
He moved ahead, stepping over a patch of slick roots before ducking low beneath a thick limb. Up ahead, half-hidden by brambles and moss, was a massive, fallen tree.
The trunk had cracked years ago—maybe struck by lightning, maybe just old age—but the inside was hollowed, dry enough to pass for shelter and wide enough for two if you sat close.
Peisistratus reached for the leafy curtain covering the opening, already bracing to pull it aside—but then your hand flared with heat.
You gasped softly, jerking to a stop as the compass in your palm heated up, fast and sharp like it had just remembered it was made by a god.
"Hold on," you said quickly, voice urgent as your other hand braced his shoulder. "Wait—don't go in yet."
He froze, eyes darting to the compass.
It buzzed.
A low hum rose from it, like the sound of bees trapped under glass. Then it started trembling—literally vibrating in your hand. The needle inside spun once, then twice, then stopped pointing entirely, rattling against the glass like it wanted out.
The glow that had been soft and steady? It went wild—bright, pulsing in strange little bursts like a heartbeat out of rhythm. It flickered from gold to white, then back again, casting light over the soaked leaves and reflecting off Peisistratus' wide eyes.
"What's going on?" he asked, his voice cautious but sharp, knuckles whitening around the edge of his pack.
"I'm not sure—" you started.
But you didn't get to finish.
With a sudden snap, the compass jumped out of your palm like it had been yanked by a string.
It hit the muddy ground with a wet slap, bounced once—and then rolled.
It spun to a stop a few feet away, right in front of the hollow tree.
And then, just as suddenly as it had sparked to life, the glow vanished. The light dimmed out in a blink, fading like embers cooling after a flame. The humming stopped. The shaking ceased.
Everything went quiet.
Even the rain seemed to hush for half a second.
You and Peisistratus just stood there, both of you frozen. Staring at the compass.
Staring at where it had landed.
He glanced at you. "...So that's normal, right?"
You didn't answer.
Because you had no idea.
Your eyes stayed locked on the compass, rain sliding down your face, your fingertips still tingling from the heat that was there one second and gone the next.
You took one slow step forward—just one—your foot sinking slightly into the wet moss.
But before you could take another...
A foot stepped out from the trees.
Right past the edge of the hollow trunk, slipping through a gap in the gnarled branches—barely making a sound. Mud clung to the heel, water dripping from the soaked edge of a torn sandal.
Then—a hand.
It reached down with slow, careful fingers. Callused. Scraped knuckles. A faint tremble to the grip.
The fingers curled around the compass where it lay half-buried in the mud and lifted it gently from the ground, cradling it like something precious. Something known.
You stared.
And then you looked up.
Followed the hand to the arm, the shoulder, the neck, the face—
And your heart stopped.
The world dropped away like someone had sliced the rope holding it up. The wind went silent. The forest dimmed. Even the rain—even that seemed to slow, each drop hanging in the air like a bead of glass, falling in slow motion.
Because it was him.
Hair dark and soaked, heavy curls clinging to his cheeks.
Bruises bloomed faintly along his jawline, already yellowing at the edges.
Scabs lined the bridge of his nose and the corner of his mouth, the raw scrape on his cheek half-healed, tugging at his expression as he breathed.
His chest rose and fell unevenly, tunic torn in places, skin streaked with mud, with dried salt, with survival. But his eyes—gods, his eyes—they were the same.
Wide. Shining. Like a boy who still believed the sea could carry him home.
And he was staring at you.
Not moving. Not speaking.
Just standing there, compass in hand, the faintest flicker of something unreadable in his eyes.
You felt your fingers start to shake, your chest tightening in a way that felt too deep to name.
Your mouth opened—but no sound came.
You tried again.
This time, it came out in a whisper. Barely more than breath.
"...Telemachus?"
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Chapter 97: 68 ┃ 𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐟𝐭𝐰𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬
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Chapter Text
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You didn't even realize you were moving until your feet left the ground.
One moment you were frozen—lungs tight, rain slanting down around you like the world was holding its breath—and the next, you were running. Tripping. Barreling forward through the wet grass and tangled undergrowth, heart hammering so hard it drowned out everything else.
You crashed into him.
Your arms wrapped around him with a force you didn't know you had, nearly knocking the breath from both your chests. He staggered back half a step but didn't fall—didn't pull away.
Instead, his arms came up around you, slow and shaking, like he wasn't sure if he was dreaming. Like he didn't trust that you were really there, either.
But he held you.
Tightly. Desperately. Like a man clinging to a rope at the edge of a storm.
Your forehead pressed against his collarbone, nose brushing the damp skin at his throat, and all you could hear was his heartbeat—ragged and stuttering beneath your ear.
It was unsteady. Too fast. A wild, broken rhythm that matched your own, thudding through the space between you like a promise you didn't dare speak yet.
You didn't breathe. Not for a long time.
Your hands curled against the back of his tunic, bunching the wet fabric into your fists. You stayed there like that, clinging to him as if the moment might vanish if you so much as blinked.
Your mind spun—whirling with everything, with nothing, with the sound of your name on Hermes' lips, with the memory of Apollo's last kiss on your skin, with the compass still faintly glowing somewhere in the rain-soaked dark.
And then, finally—you pulled back.
Just enough to look at him.
The water kept falling, soaking his hair, sliding down his lashes, dripping off the curve of his chin. His cheeks were pink from wind and rain, his lips slightly parted like he wanted to speak but couldn't.
Your hands lifted before you even thought to do it. They reached up, trembling as your fingers brushed the sides of his face. His jaw was rough with a few days' stubble. His cheekbone bore a fresh bruise, dark and angry. You cupped him gently, your thumbs brushing the cold curve of his cheeks, rain pooling in the dips of your palms.
You stared into his eyes.
And gods—they were brown.
That soft, warm brown that saw you once in a crowded hall and never stopped watching after that. The same eyes that had gone wide when you stood at the front of the court. That had narrowed with quiet hurt when you disappeared. That had glimmered with something unspoken when you promised to come back.
But now... now they looked different.
They were wet with rain. But maybe not just rain.
Because you weren't sure anymore.
Your breath hitched as your hands trembled harder, pressing gently into his cheeks. Your voice cracked when you spoke.
"...Telemachus?" you said again, softer this time. Like his name alone might tear you apart. "Is it really you?"
Because gods help you, if this was another illusion... if this was some cruel trick sent by Olympus, another dream, another test, another mirage pulled from your ribs and placed in front of you just to see if you'd break—
You didn't know if you could survive it.
Not again.
Not him.
Telemachus let out a soft, watery laugh—thin and wet around the edges like he couldn't decide whether to cry or breathe. The sound trembled through the storm like it didn't quite belong in this world.
"It's me," he whispered, lips barely moving.
His hands reached up slowly, gently, and covered yours where they still cupped his face. His palms were cold but solid. Real. One of his thumbs brushed across your wrist, and he closed his eyes for a moment—just held your hands against his skin like he never wanted to let go.
And when he opened them again, there was something in his eyes that cracked straight down the center of your chest.
"It's me," he said again, hoarse and almost drowned out by the wind. "It's really me."
Your lips trembled into a smile—shaky and overwhelmed, but a smile all the same. You laughed, a broken little sound, and your hands kept moving. Brushing over his cheekbones. Pushing damp hair out of his eyes. Skimming down the curve of his jaw.
He didn't stop you. Didn't say a word. He just stood there, letting your fingers trace his face like he was something sacred. Something returned.
And then—before you could stop it—words tumbled out of your mouth. Quiet. Thoughtless. Raw.
"I... I thought I'd have to love you in memory."
Telemachus froze.
His lips parted, breath catching in his throat like you'd just rewritten the sea beneath his feet. Like you'd hung new stars in his sky without warning. His eyes went wide, flickering between your face and your mouth, stunned into silence.
And for a moment, it looked like he wanted to say something—anything—but then he blinked, pulling in a sharp breath, and shook his head as if forcing himself back to the ground.
His gaze changed.
The softness didn't vanish, but something older rose beneath it. Something steadier. Protective. Fierce.
He looked at you like a man making sure his foundation hadn't cracked.
"Are you well?" he asked suddenly, quick and firm. "Did you eat today? Have you been traveling long? Are you feverish?"
His hands dropped from your cheeks as he began scanning you from head to toe, eyes narrowing as they caught on the mud at your knees, the damp curve of your shoulders, the slight tremble in your hands.
He leaned in slightly, trying to get a better look, fingers twitching like he wanted to pull you into his arms again—but also check your temperature and maybe wrap you in a hundred cloaks.
You opened your mouth to answer—but then something thunked beside your foot.
Telemachus' words cut off mid-sentence.
You both looked down.
The soaked bag of supplies sat at your feet, slumped against the dirt, a half-loosened tie of rope still dangling from its top.
You and Telemachus both followed the direction it had flown from, your heads turning slowly in tandem. There—just past the dripping tree line, barely lit by the faint glow of the compass still pulsing behind you—stood Peisistratus.
He grinned.
Water dripped down his face in thick streaks, but it didn't stop him from throwing both arms wide with theatrical flair. His soaked cloak clung to his body like a wet curtain, and he tilted his chin up with an expression of exaggerated joy.
"Well?" he called over the rain, voice ringing out with mock offense. "Aren't I worthy of a dramatic reunion too?"
You blinked, stunned.
Peisistratus took a few squelching steps forward and placed a hand over his chest like a spurned lover in some overacted play. "No tears? No running leap into my arms?" He jabbed a finger toward Telemachus, grinning crookedly. "I missed you too, prince. Though, I gotta say—" he gestured to the awkward stillness between you and Telemachus, "—your taste in reunions is a little lackluster. I mean, if you're not professing your love with the sloppiest, wettest kiss imaginable, then what are you??"
Telemachus stared at him.
Blankly. No smile. No nod. Just a long, unimpressed blink through the rain.
Then, without a word, he turned back to you.
"Come on, ____," he said softly, reaching out for your hand. "I'll take you somewhere dry."
Before you could even respond, he stooped down, grabbing the soaked bag of supplies in one hand like it weighed nothing. He straightened again with a grunt, not even sparing a full glance at Peisistratus—only tossing a short, very unimpressed glare over his shoulder. Narrowed eyes. No expression.
Peisistratus let out a loud gasp, his jaw dropping dramatically as he threw his arms higher.
"Ah! You wound me!" he cried after you both, spinning in place like a rain-soaked stage actor mid-tragedy. "I wait days for your soggy little face and this is the thanks I get?!"
You reached out and grabbed Telemachus' hand—still cold and damp, but steady. Warm at the center.
His fingers tightened gently around yours as he began guiding you back toward the tree line, the bag of supplies swinging at his side.
Behind you, Peisistratus' exaggerated wailing continued.
"Oh, so this is how it is! You find the lost prince and suddenly I'm old news! Left for the bugs and wild pigs—alone—to die in the jungle, in the rain! Gods! Cruelty!"
You tried not to laugh. You really, really did.
But it slipped out anyway.
Just a small, breathless huff.
And somehow, in this storm, that laughter felt like the first warmth of the sun again.
Soon, Telemachus led the three of you deeper into the tangled green. The trees thickened, their roots twisting above the soil like ancient bones. The canopy overhead knit tighter together, catching more and more of the rain. And slowly—miraculously—the downpour lessened.
Bit by bit, the hammering softened to a steady tap. Then to a patter. Then to nothing at all but droplets slipping from leaves in lazy, rhythmless falls.
You didn't notice how drenched you were until the cold started to settle in your sleeves and collar, your sandals squishing beneath every step. Still, you walked. You didn't care. You would've walked through fire if it meant staying at Telemachus' side.
"Hey, ____," Peisistratus called from behind, a smug lilt already blooming in his voice. "Look!"
You turned, just enough to catch his wide grin as he pointed up to the sky, where moonlight peeked back through cracks in the leaves.
"Told you he wouldn't stay mad that long."
You scoffed, giving him a flat look. "Don't count on being that lucky again."
"Count on what?" Telemachus asked, slowing slightly ahead of you, brow knitting. "Who are we talking about?"
You and Peisistratus exchanged a glance. You narrowed your eyes at him. He tilted his head innocently at you.
And then—at the exact same moment—you both spoke.
"He offended a god." "She offended a god."
You spun toward him with a look of betrayal. "Me?! How in Hades was it my fault?!"
Peisistratus gasped, hand to chest. "I was defending your honor!" he said, completely unbothered. "Against divine overreach! Like any good mortal should!"
"I'm sorry—how is telling a god to shove anything up their rear honor-bound?!"
"It was poetic critique! And besides," he added with a sniff, "if it rained, that means I was heard. Which, frankly, I take as proof my words carried weight."
Telemachus blinked between you both like he'd just walked into a scene that'd started three acts ago. "I'm... confused."
You sighed, waving him off as he reached up and held a thick vine-covered branch out of your way. You ducked under it, brushing wet curls from your face.
"I'll explain later," you muttered. "Short version? Peisistratus offended Apollo and almost got smited. Ended up with a warning storm instead."
"Storm slash baptism," Peisistratus added. "Depending on how you look at it."
Telemachus just stared, lips parting slightly—like he was about to say something—but then slowly closed his mouth again.
"...Right," he said finally. "Okay."
He turned back around, picking up the pace again, his footsteps quieter now against the softened earth. But as he walked, you heard it—barely louder than the hush of the leaves around you, but still there. A quiet mutter, mostly to himself. "So that's where that bright light came from earlier..."
You blinked. He hadn't said it to anyone in particular, but the words still stuck with you, sitting heavy in your chest. Something about the way he said it—like he'd been wondering about it ever since the sky flashed like a second sun, wondering if it had anything to do with you. Or the gods. Or both.
"It didn't stop raining," Telemachus added a beat later, answering Peisistratus without looking back. "It just... doesn't fall here. The further you go into the jungle, the denser it gets. The rain doesn't drip through much. Just runs off."
As if to prove his point, your foot landed in a shallow groove carved through the dirt—a tiny river of runoff trickling down the path, pooling near the roots of the massive trees around you.
The ground beneath you was still soaked, soft with mud, but the rain itself barely made it past the thick canopy above. Everything glistened wet, but not freshly touched.
The three of you moved a few paces more until the path narrowed again, the undergrowth pressing tighter. You came to a stop at what looked like a wall of green—thick, tangled ivy and vine hanging down from tree branches above, forming a curtain over what looked like a faintly lit path beyond.
The light behind it was strange—dim but golden, flickering faintly like it was bouncing off water. But you couldn't see the source.
Peisistratus squinted, craning his neck to glance upward.
"...How high does this go?" he murmured, trying to spot the tree tops through the low-hanging mist and swaying fronds above. "Gods. Can't even see the stars anymore."
He leaned back on his heels slightly, brow furrowing. "This is like... like a jungle inside a jungle. Like it just keeps swallowing itself."
You looked up too, and it did feel that way. The canopy seemed to fold in on itself the deeper you went—thick limbs tangled together like fingers clasped tight over a secret.
Peisistratus hummed thoughtfully. "How'd it even get like this?"
At first, Telemachus didn't answer. He stood quiet for a long moment, one hand resting on a hanging vine, eyes lowered to the muddy trail beneath his feet. His brows were knit, jaw tight.
Then he looked up again.
And his face had shifted—serious now. Not angry. Just... tight. Guarded.
He reached out, slowly pulling the curtain of vines aside. The pale gold light beyond flickered again, catching the curve of his jaw and the wet strands of hair clinging to his forehead.
"Divine intervention," he muttered.
Just those two words. Soft. Heavy.
And suddenly... the jungle didn't feel like just jungle anymore.
It felt quieter here. Not in the usual, natural way, but expectant. Like even the trees were holding their breath. You didn't realize how still you were standing until Peisistratus shifted beside you, brushing a hand through his damp curls.
"Honestly," he murmured, voice low, almost like he was afraid to break something sacred, "the way you said it so serious... I don't even have the guts to crack a joke right now."
You glanced at him—just a flick of your gaze—but he offered a small, sheepish smile that didn't quite reach his eyes. His usual jokes sat unsaid on the edge of his tongue, caught behind the tension still lingering in the air.
Then—finally—Telemachus snorted.
It was soft. Barely more than breath. But it was there.
He shook his head, shoulders loosening a little as he muttered, "You're ridiculous, Peisistratus." The faintest grin curled at his lips as he turned toward the ivy curtain again. And just like that, some of the tightness in the air broke.
You felt it.
He reached back, hand extended toward you again without looking. His fingers wiggled gently, a silent gesture. Without hesitation, you stepped forward and placed your hand in his once more.
Warm.
Familiar.
He guided you forward, pulling the vines aside as the soft, glowing light washed across your face.
Behind you, Peisistratus let out a loud, triumphant cackle, the sound bouncing off the trees.
"There it is," he called, grinning wide. "Was wondering when I'd see that smile again. Thought I might have to tell a real joke."
You huffed a laugh under your breath, but didn't answer. You couldn't. Not when you stepped through the veil of ivy and saw what waited on the other side.
The jungle opened into a small clearing—circular and wide, ringed by tall palms and overgrown ferns, like something carved out and protected long ago. A narrow dirt path ran between tangled roots and clusters of glowing mushrooms, leading into a small camp.
Three huts stood near the edge of the clearing, each one made of dark wood and curved palm leaves, their rooftops draped in hanging shells, braided seaweed, and strung coral beads that clinked softly in the breeze.
The largest hut was round, a bit taller than the rest, with pale flowers growing along its sides like someone had planted them intentionally. The other two were smaller, cozy-looking—simple and mismatched but lived-in, softened by colorful fabrics pinned over their entrances to keep the rain out.
The bonfire at the center of the clearing crackled gently, its orange glow spilling out over the clearing, smoke curling in lazy tendrils toward the stars above.
It was beautiful.
But that wasn't what made your breath catch in your throat.
Because sprawled beside the fire, laying back on his elbows and chewing something lazily in his cheek, was—
Your breath hitched.
You didn't even realize you let go of Telemachus' hand, your feet carrying you forward before your mind could catch up, your voice tumbling out in a breathless gasp—
"Callias?"
His head snapped up so fast you heard the faint pop of his neck. Whatever he'd been chewing tumbled right out of his mouth, landing in the dirt beside him with a soft, wet plop. His eyes went wide—then brighter, like someone had lit a lamp behind them. His lips curled up into the biggest, sun-split grin you'd seen in weeks.
"____?"
His voice was pure warmth. All disbelief and boyish joy, like he'd never expected to see you again—like your name was the first sweet thing he'd tasted since landing on this gods-cursed island.
You didn't think.
You ran.
Your feet pounded across the clearing, your breath catching in your throat as the firelight stretched across your vision. You didn't slow. You barely blinked.
You dropped to your knees so hard it jarred up your bones, pebbles biting into your skin—but you didn't care. You surged forward, arms wrapping tight around him, pressing your face to his shoulder as your whole chest gave out in a single, cracking breath.
"Thank the gods—"
Callias let out a startled laugh, muffled by your hair. "Oof—!"
You didn't even let him finish before you were rambling, voice high and breathless. "Are you okay? Are you hurt? You're warm—do you have a fever? Is your arm broken? What happened to your eye—wait, what is that on your face, is that moss—?!"
"Ow—ow, gods, okay—" Callias wheezed with a weak chuckle, patting your back awkwardly. "Ease up, woman. You're trying to fix me, not finish the job, right?"
You immediately leaned back, blinking hard, hands hovering in the air like you were afraid to touch him again. "What? What's wrong?"
Callias grimaced. "Nothing, just... think I pulled something earlier when I stretched grabbing something to snack on. And you tackled me like a wild dog."
Your mouth fell open. "I didn't tackle you—!"
He just grinned, as if that settled the matter, and reached lazily for the half-eaten fruit beside him like the last thirty seconds hadn't just torn a hole in the universe.
But before you could launch into another flurry of worry, footsteps crunched behind you.
Telemachus stepped into view beside Peisistratus, arms crossed tight over his chest, jaw already set—and already mid-sentence. "That's not what happened."
Callias froze, the fruit halfway to his mouth.
Telemachus didn't raise his voice. He didn't need to. His gaze pinned Callias in place like a dagger.
"You didn't strain a muscle reaching for food," he said flatly, still looking at you. "He got hurt during the storm. A bad hit to the ribs when we were tossed into the rocks. And he's been fighting a fever for the past few days."
"What? No, no—" Callias spluttered, quickly waving a hand like that could erase the words from the air. "It's not that bad. I'm just a little sore. Bit of a scratch, really—"
"He hasn't eaten a full meal since we've been here," Telemachus cut in again, eyes still on you. "He keeps brushing it off, but it hasn't broken. I've had to check his pulse at least twice a night to make sure he didn't pass during the night."
And then, without waiting, he reached over and tugged the hem of Callias' shirt up—ignoring the boy's squawk of protest.
Your breath caught.
The wound was worse than you expected. Way worse.
A long, ugly gash curved beneath his ribcage, a muddy purple and angry red that told you it'd been deep—jagged at the edges like something had slammed into him hard. Scabs clung to parts of it, some still damp. The skin was slightly swollen near the center, the color darkening in a way that made your stomach twist.
You gasped without meaning to, your eyes going wide, already welling with tears.
Peisistratus let out a low whistle behind you, wincing. "Oof. Yeah. That's not 'just a scratch,' mate."
You didn't even realize your hand was moving until your fingers brushed against his side—just near the swelling, careful not to press.
Callias flinched.
Your palm was cold from the rain. His skin was burning.
He gave a small, jerky laugh, the sound dry and raspy. "D-Don't touch me with your corpse hands—are you freezing?"
You didn't answer.
You were too busy feeling the heat radiating off his torso—too busy panicking now that you really felt it. Your other hand came up to try and steady him as he shifted back with a pained grunt, trying to push you away.
"Okay, okay, stop fussing—I'm fine," Callias mumbled, palm pressing weakly to your wrist, but his arm was shaking. And not in the funny, exaggerated way he sometimes did. No. This tremble was real. Unsteady. Like just staying upright took effort.
You pushed back gently, easily holding your position as you leaned in to get a closer look. His breath caught when you shifted his arm slightly out of the way.
"Callias," you said quietly. "Have you at least been drinking water?"
He didn't respond. Just looked away, eyes flicking toward the fruit he'd dropped earlier like it might save him.
You turned to Telemachus quickly, your voice low but sharp. "Have you—have you been able to get fresh water? What about cleaning the wound?"
Telemachus nodded immediately, his brows pulling tight as he answered. "Yes. We've been boiling the rainwater and collecting from nearby streams. I've been making sure he drinks at least twice a day. And I've cleaned the wound. Every morning."
You let out a breath you didn't realize you were holding.
"Thank the gods," you whispered, glancing back to Callias.
He was pouting.
Literally pouting.
"What am I," he grumbled, eyes half-lidded, "a plant?"
And then, as Telemachus finally let his shirt fall back down over the bruising, Callias winced. "But okay, okay. I know it looks bad. But it's healing. Sort of. Probably."
You looked at him, unimpressed.
Peisistratus peeked from over your shoulder. "So... how you holding up, champ?"
Callias huffed. "Fine." He plucked another fruit from the pile beside him with exaggerated flair. "Except I've had to deal with nothing but this one's nagging—" He jabbed a lazy thumb toward Telemachus, "—and now he's gotten ____ worried too? Gods. It's like I'm being parented by two palace pigeons."
Before you could even roll your eyes, Telemachus cut in, voice sharper than before. "As you should be. You haven't been caring for yourself at all." He crossed his arms, brow furrowing tighter. "You act like pushing through pain is something to be proud of. It's not. It's stupid."
"I'm fine, Prince T—"
"You're not fine," Telemachus snapped. "Your fever hasn't broken. You've barely been able to walk without help. That's not 'fine,' it's reckless."
You stood there, lips parted to speak... but nothing came out.
Your gaze fell to the wound again, the ugly scabbing, the flushed skin radiating heat. You watched the way Callias' chest rose and fell a little faster now, how his bravado crumbled beneath Telemachus' worry, how he wouldn't meet either of your eyes anymore.
And suddenly, something twisted deep in your chest.
Because gods... when was the last time you even thought about Callias? Really thought about him?
He'd been beside Telemachus the whole time—through the sea, through storms, through pain—and all you'd been able to see, all you'd been drowning in, was the fear of losing Telemachus.
You'd been so consumed by the thought of finding him, of holding him again, that you didn't stop to think of who else was suffering in the process.
And worse—your hands trembled slightly at your sides—you couldn't even help.
Even now, standing there with the wound inches from your fingers... you were powerless.
Because the one thing you could do—the one gift Apollo had given you that meant something—he'd ripped it away. Your healing. Your touch. Your light.
Gone.
Your hands curled into fists at your sides, knuckles tight.
You couldn't even take away Callias' pain. Couldn't offer more than concern and guilt, when what he needed was relief.
Telemachus caught the shift in your silence almost immediately.
His scolding trailed off mid-sentence, voice dipping as he turned toward you. "Hey...?" he said gently. "Are you okay? What's wrong?"
You blinked, startled. You hadn't realized how still you'd gotten—how hard you were staring at Callias, like you could will the healing into him. But your hands just sat there, limp in your lap. Useless.
Your throat tightened. You swallowed hard.
And then the words cracked free before you could stop them.
"It's my fault."
All three of them froze.
Your voice was low, broken, barely above a whisper. But it was enough to pull every eye to you. Even Callias' joking expression fell, his brows twitching as he tried to sit up straighter.
Across the fire, Peisistratus exhaled slowly, the sound quiet but heavy. He didn't say anything—just shifted where he sat, one arm bracing against his knee. His gaze lowered briefly, mouth tight, and then he glanced toward Telemachus.
The prince looked at him, brow furrowing faintly in question.
Peisistratus gave a slow shake of his head. Then tipped his chin—toward you.
Telemachus followed the motion, and his attention snapped back to you just as your lips parted.
"He... he made me choose."
The jungle seemed to still around you. Only the distant crackle of the bonfire filled the silence. You stared straight ahead, vision blurring slightly as your chest tightened again.
"Apollo," you whispered, the name like ash on your tongue. "He came to me, right before I left. In the halls. Said he wanted me to stay—stay behind... Stay his." You blinked, slow and heavy. "He promised everything. Olympus. Time. Eternity. Said the world would be kinder to me if I stayed..."
You stared at your hands. Fingers trembling, palms resting in your lap like they belonged to someone else. You couldn't look at them. Couldn't look at any of them. Because if you did, you'd unravel completely.
So instead, you spoke to the space in front of you. To the air. As if your voice could reach the marble halls of Ithaca again. As if your confession would echo backward in time and maybe undo the moment you broke the god of the sun.
"And when I said no—when I told him I was going after you," your voice wavered, eyes still distant, "he changed. Said if I left him, he'd take everything back. Every gift. Every boon. Every drop of favor he ever gave me."
Finally, your gaze lifted—just a bit. Enough to glance down at your hands. At the ones that used to glow with soft golden light. That used to feel warm with something more than just blood and skin.
You flexed your fingers. They didn't glow.
"I thought... I thought he was bluffing," you whispered, voice breaking fully now. "Or that I wouldn't need his gifts, not really. But Callias—he wouldn't be hurting like this if I still had my healing. If I hadn't—if I hadn't—"
You stopped. The words were too heavy.
The silence that followed was suffocating. Even the fire seemed to lower its crackle, like it too was holding its breath.
Peisistratus didn't joke. Callias didn't scoff. Telemachus... just stared.
Then finally, Telemachus spoke.
Quiet. Hesitant. Like he already feared the answer.
"...You gave up Olympus..." he said slowly. "You gave up Apollo... For me."
You didn't answer. You didn't need to.
The look in your eyes said it all.
And none of them said a word.
Callias was the one who broke the silence.
"Good. You don't need Apollo anyway."
You blinked, startled, looking over at him.
"If you hadn't gone against him," Callias continued, licking his dry lips with a faint smile, "you wouldn't be here right now. And I dunno about you, but personally? I think I look great in this lighting." He wiggled his brows weakly, half-grinning before adding, "Besides. I'm fine. Just need to rub some dirt and spit on it, and I'll be good as new."
Peisistratus chuckled under his breath. "Old Pylian remedy," he nodded sagely. "Actually, that's how we fix boats too. Bit of spit, bit of bark, a prayer to whatever god's not busy..."
Callias barked a laugh, which immediately turned into a sharp wince. He doubled forward slightly, clutching his side with a breathless groan. "Ah—ah, fuck. Gods. Okay—maybe not laughing medicine. That's a bad one. Put that one back on the shelf."
"Peisistratus!" "Peisistratus!" you and Telemachus both snapped at the same time.
The prince held up his hands innocently, trying not to smile too wide. "What?! He started it!"
Callias wheezed another chuckle, but it faded quickly into ragged coughs. His knuckles went white as he clutched his ribs, his shoulders trembling faintly beneath the pale fabric of his tunic.
Immediately, your heart kicked up again.
You were already moving closer, hovering beside him as your hands fluttered uselessly—uncertain if you should steady him or let him lean. "Callias—hey, easy, breathe. Don't make it worse—gods, Peisistratus, stop making him laugh—"
"I said I was sorry!" Peisistratus hissed again, more panicked at your scolding than actually defensive.
Telemachus just exhaled hard beside you, rubbing the bridge of his nose like he was trying to ease away a shared headache. His eyes briefly flicked to yours, and for a moment it was like he could read your thoughts—feel the same tangled storm of frustration, fear, and guilt unraveling beneath your ribs.
"Honestly," he muttered, voice low, "he should've rested days ago."
You blinked, looking toward him.
Telemachus wasn't angry, exactly. But his brow furrowed, lips drawn in that tight, worried line you'd seen too often lately.
"He kept moving around. Saying he wouldn't slow us down. That he'd get better once we got... home."
You looked at Callias.
Really looked.
He looked as if he'd traveled through the Underworld and back, and still—gods, still—he grinned.
"Well..." Callias rasped, breath a little shaky but that crooked spark in his eyes still fighting to shine, "slowing down isn't really my style, Your Highness."
Your chest twisted.
That was him. That was so him. Wounded, feverish, probably half-hallucinating—and still trying to make others laugh. Still trying to be strong enough so no one had to worry.
And somehow, despite the ache in your chest and the storm still ringing like bells in your ears, you smiled.
Because it was exactly that stubborn, ridiculous spirit that made you more determined not to lose him.
Your gaze dropped down to the ground, brows furrowed in thought as your lips moved before you could stop them. "Okay. Okay. If I can't heal him the old way, I mean—well, not that old, I just got the gift, but—plants, salves? Yeah, I've made creams before, back at the palace. I used to grind the ginger root Cleo brought back from the kitch—no, wait, wait, that was for upset stomachs—but the base should still work for reducing fever, no? And maybe—maybe that tree we passed has something useful in the bark, maybe I could boil it down, if there's enough left over I can—"
"_____."
Telemachus' voice cut through your ramble gently.
You paused, blinking up at him as he stepped closer.
His hand found yours—not sudden, not rough, just... steady. Fingers wrapping gently around yours like he was grounding both of you at once.
"You're okay," he said quietly. "He's okay."
You swallowed, shoulders trembling slightly as the adrenaline started to bleed out.
"I know you want to help. And you will. But first... you need to change."
Your lips parted, confused. "Wh—?"
He nodded down at your soaked chiton. "You're still drenched," he said. "Soaked through. If you don't get dry soon, you're gonna be the one burning up next."
You hesitated—torn between logic and panic—but before you could say anything, a weak little whistle cut through the air.
"Oooooooh," Callias crooned, waggling his brows even though his head barely stayed upright. "Changing clothes together now? Look at you, Prince—bold."
Peisistratus jumped right in, not missing a beat. "Is it a hut thing? Should we step out? Or—wait—do you need help untying—"
"Enough," Telemachus hissed, ears burning as he rounded on them, voice low but sharp. His cheeks flushed bright pink as he glared at both boys like they'd just committed blasphemy in front of the gods.
You were already hiding your face with one hand, half-laughing, half-wheezing in embarrassment. "Gods, you two are the worst."
Callias grinned faintly, wheezing through it. "Wouldn't want to disappoint."
Telemachus huffed, face still red as he tugged lightly on your wrist, leading you gently toward the huts. "Come on," he muttered, still visibly flustered but focused again. "Let's get you warm and dry before they get any worse."
And without another word, he ushered you toward the closest secluded hut—leaving the peanut gallery groaning dramatically in your wake.
It didn't take long for the two of you to reach it.
Just a couple of quiet minutes, weaving between trees still dripping from the recent rain, your soaked sandals squelching softly in the dirt. Telemachus walked just ahead, his hand still curled gently around yours—loose, but steady. He didn't say much, but the silence felt... soft. Easy. Like he was just letting you breathe.
When you finally reached the hut, he stepped forward and gently pulled aside the curtain of beaded shells that hung in front of the entrance. They clinked softly against each other, the sound delicate, like water over stone.
"This is it," he murmured, tilting his head toward the doorway. "It's, uh... where I've been staying the past few days."
You stepped inside slowly, letting the beads fall closed behind you.
It was simple, but warm. The inside smelled faintly of salt, damp earth, and the soft sweetness of tropical wood.
There were woven mats spread over the floor and wide leaves layered with thick blankets piled in one corner—clearly meant for sleeping. A small shelf fashioned from bark and rope held a few odds and ends: a carved water gourd, a half-wrapped cloth bundle, a chipped comb that looked older than it should.
You smiled faintly, glancing around. "Is Callias in the other hut?"
Telemachus scratched the back of his neck, suddenly looking sheepish. "Not... exactly."
You arched a brow.
"The other hut's mostly... storage," he admitted, mouth tugging into an awkward smile. "Callias sleeps out by the bonfire. He says the heat helps with the chill at night, and he hates feeling boxed in." He shrugged a little, stepping further into the space. "I offered, I swear. I tried to get him to take the hut, especially when his fever was worse. But he practically hissed at me. Said he liked being under the stars, whatever that means."
You let out a small laugh, shaking your head. "Sounds like him."
Telemachus ran a hand through his hair, still looking slightly guilty. "I still check on him. Make sure he's warm enough. He has furs, a thick blanket... I didn't just leave him there."
"I know," you chuckled, reaching out to lightly nudge his arm. "You don't have to explain yourself, Telemachus. It's fine."
He blinked at you.
"I figured since you were in here, and Callias outside," you went on, glancing around again. "It's a little colder on this side of the clearing. Warmer by the fire."
Telemachus let out a soft huff, like he'd been holding his breath without realizing it. "Right. Yeah."
You stepped further inside, your damp clothes clinging to your skin as you approached the bedding tucked into the corner. It looked makeshift but... comforting.
The "bed" was a flattened weave of palm fronds, layered with softer leaves and thick cloth, then topped with two blankets that had clearly seen better days. They were clean, but frayed at the edges, like they'd been used again and again. A small, curved pillow rested at the top—stuffed with something that looked like dried moss and feathers.
You sank down carefully onto the edge of it, exhaling softly as the floor shifted faintly beneath you.
It wasn't a palace bed. Wasn't silken sheets or polished marble. But it was dry. Warm. Lived in.
It was his.
And somehow, that made it feel... safe.
When you looked back up, Telemachus was already moving again—quiet, thoughtful. He crossed the short space with a bundle of fabric in his hands, eyes scanning the interior briefly as if checking to make sure everything was still in order.
Then he crouched down in front of you, offering the cloth bundle with a small, tired smile.
"I figured you'd want something dry," he murmured. "It's... big. But it's clean. Should be more comfortable than that soaked thing you've got on." He paused, scratching the back of his neck. "I'll, uh—I'll go find something to help dry your hair too. Maybe one of the extra wraps in the storage hut."
You nodded, taking the bundle from him with gentle hands. Your fingers brushed his for a split second—warm, familiar—and he hesitated just long enough for your heart to flutter before rising back to his feet.
"I'll be right back," he said, and then, a little lower, almost to himself. "Promise."
He stepped out quietly, the soft clink of the beaded curtain brushing behind him as he disappeared into the soft light beyond.
You waited a second longer—listening to the hushed sound of his footsteps fading into the clearing—before glancing down at what he'd brought.
The tunic was larger than yours by far, made from a soft, faded linen that had clearly seen many washes.
You smiled.
Then, before you could stop yourself, you lifted it slowly toward your face and—just for a second—pressed it to your nose.
His scent was faint but still there. Warm. Earthy. Salt-kissed. Like sun-dried pine needles and smoke from a dying fire. Like the skin of someone who'd lived outside for days but still somehow smelled like safety. It made something tighten low in your chest. Not in pain—but in longing. The kind that bloomed slow and steady in your ribs.
You pulled the tunic away quickly, cheeks flushed, lips twitching into a small smile.
Gods, you were hopeless.
Still smiling to yourself, you got to your feet and turned toward the corner. You stripped off your soaked clothes with quiet efficiency, wringing out the hem of your chiton before tossing it into a small heap beside the bedding. It landed with a soft, wet thud, already beginning to form a little puddle on the mat below.
Your sandals followed, then your damp underlayers, each one discarded carefully. Goosebumps rippled across your skin as the air hit you—cooler now that the sun had fully set, the scent of rain still lingering faintly in the air.
You pulled the dry tunic over your head quickly, the fabric soft and warm as it slid down over your body. It was too big, hanging a little loose at your shoulders, and the hem nearly brushed your knees—but it was dry. And warm. And his.
And somehow, that made it feel like armor.
You were still smoothing the tunic down—tugging lightly at the hem, adjusting the shoulders—when the beaded curtain rustled behind you.
Telemachus' voice drifted in mid-sentence. "I found one of the spare cloths, but I think it's—"
He stopped.
You looked up, just as he looked in.
His breath caught. The material he held in his hands lowered slightly, eyes locking with yours like he hadn't expected—like he hadn't prepared for the sight of you wearing something of his. His gaze ran over you once, not with hunger, but with awe. Soft, quiet awe.
The tunic hung loose on your frame, but the way he looked at you—it was like you were wearing silk spun by the Fates themselves.
You didn't speak. Neither did he.
For a second, all you could do was stare at each other. The soft hum of jungle wind outside, the crackle of a distant fire—everything faded to the edges.
Then, gently, Telemachus stepped inside.
He walked slower now, more carefully. As if afraid the moment might shatter if he moved too quickly. He came to stand just in front of you, gaze dropping briefly to the tunic again before meeting your eyes.
"I, um..." He swallowed, holding out the spare cloth. "Thought you might still be cold. You're—uh—your hair..."
His voice was soft. Gentle. Awkward in a way that made your chest ache.
You nodded wordlessly, and he stepped even closer, lifting the cloth with both hands.
"May I?"
"Yeah."
He began drying your hair in slow, careful motions. His fingers threaded the fabric gently through the soaked strands, never tugging, never rushing.
You closed your eyes for a moment, letting yourself lean slightly into the touch. Into him.
The cloth was rougher than you'd expected, but his hands made it feel soft. Safe.
After a few minutes, his voice returned. Even quieter this time.
"You look... different."
You opened your eyes slowly, blinking up at him. His gaze had softened again—warm, searching. He wasn't talking about the tunic.
He was looking at your face like he was memorizing it. Like he needed to.
You could see his eyes trace your cheeks, your lashes, the curve of your lips. His hand slowed against your hair.
"Not in a bad way," he added quickly, voice dipping lower, rougher with emotion. "Just... older. Stronger."
His brows drew in faintly, like he was trying to understand something that couldn't be spoken.
Then—his smile returned. Full, bright, teeth showing a little. His eyes crinkled at the corners.
"I missed you."
The words were so simple, but they landed like a stone in your chest. Your throat tightened.
Your hands moved on their own, reaching up to cover his where they still held the cloth against your hair. Your fingers curled gently around his, grounding the touch, steadying the ache.
"I missed you too," you breathed.
And gods—you meant it so fully, it hurt.
Your breath caught as you looked into his eyes—really looked. There was so much there. Relief. Longing. That soft wonder he always saved just for you. Your lips curled upward, the ache in your chest finally easing just enough to make room for something warm. Something familiar.
You smiled a little brighter. "Well," you murmured, voice barely above a whisper, "we're here now. Together again."
Telemachus' eyes softened, that faint glow in them brightening as his fingers squeezed gently around yours. Then—he tilted his head, his lips twitching with something playful.
"So..." he drawled, leaning in slightly, "you thought you'd have to love me in memory, huh?"
Your face flushed instantly. "Wha—no," you sputtered, your hands instinctively pulling back a bit—but he only grinned wider, clearly enjoying this.
You huffed, flustered. "Okay, maybe. But don't act like you were any better. I heard how sad you were without me." You poked his chest lightly, trying not to smile too wide. "Your father basically said you were walking around like a ghost. And your mother? She said you looked like someone stole the stars out of your eyes."
Telemachus squawked—actually squawked—his face turning red. "I did not look like that. Lies I say."
"But you did," you teased, stepping closer again, enjoying the way his ears went even pinker. "Don't deny it. Kieran said you sat in the courtyard for hours just staring at the sea."
"Okay, that's exaggerating," he grumbled, but he couldn't hide the way he smiled—half-embarrassed, half just... full. "Maybe I missed you... A little."
You laughed softly, and before he could say anything else, he reached for your hands again—gently cupping them, brushing his thumbs over your knuckles. His voice lowered.
"But if you want the real truth? I would've sailed the seven seas for the rest of my life if it meant just... catching the echo of your laughter one last time before I died."
Your smile faltered slightly—heart catching, breath halting. That warmth in your chest swelled, filled your ribs until it became too much to hold still.
You didn't even think when you leaned in.
Neither did he.
You both moved at the same time, heads tilting slightly, breath mixing in the small space between you. Your noses brushed, soft and unsure, his hands still wrapped gently around yours. His eyes lidded, lashes lowering, breath warm against your cheek. You could feel his heart pounding against your palm—mirroring yours, matching its beat.
Your lips were just about to meet—when—
The beaded curtain behind you rattled.
"Telemachus...?" a voice called softly. Unfamiliar. Careful.
You both froze—lips barely a breath apart. Your heart stuttered, the heat of the moment vanishing like mist in morning sun. Slowly, you pulled back, breath catching as you peeked around his shoulder.
A woman stood at the threshold.
She was tall and earthy, her skin a deep, rich brown like wet soil after rain. Tiny vines coiled around her bare ankles and arms like bracelets that had grown naturally with her skin, blooming with faint pink blossoms that pulsed gently in the dim light. Her clothing was little more than knotted silks and leafy wraps, woven in a way that looked both intentional and effortless—sea-foam green and warm clay tones dancing together like tide meeting shore.
But her focus wasn't on you.
No—her gaze was fixed on Telemachus.
And it wasn't anything heated. Not flirtatious. Just... soft. Reverent. Like she was seeing something holy.
"Ahh." Telemachus cleared his throat, straightening slightly, turning around as he scratched his nose. "I apologize, Calypso. I'm a bit... busy at the moment." His words stumbled to a halt as his eyes flicked, just briefly, toward you.
Calypso giggled lightly, the sound curling in the air like flower petals in the breeze. The woven basket in her arms swayed gently as she took a step further in. "Busy?" she echoed with amused confusion. "Silly, there's nothing to be busy with. Not on this island."
You felt the tension shift in Telemachus' shoulders just before he exhaled and turned to glance at you once more.
"About that," he muttered, stepping aside slowly. "Calypso... it seems this island isn't as forgotten as you thought."
He moved just enough to reveal you—still blinking from the moment you'd been caught in, still wearing his oversized tunic and staring at the strange, flower-scented woman like you were the one who didn't belong.
Calypso's gaze landed on you at last.
And her smile... faltered.
Ever so slightly.
But she didn't speak. Not yet.
Her eyes stayed on you—dark, watchful, and too still. That small, faltering smile hadn't quite returned, but she wasn't frowning either. Just... taking you in. Measuring something invisible between you. Between her and Telemachus.
You didn't move.
Didn't breathe, for a second too long.
You swallowed and straightened your shoulders, trying to quiet the way your instincts stirred beneath your skin.
The air in the hut felt heavier now. Thick with some kind of quiet tension you couldn't name. Your heartbeat, which had only just begun to settle from the near-kiss, started to pick up again—but for a different reason this time. A reason you couldn't explain.
Telemachus cleared his throat again, pulling the silence back toward civility.
"Right. Uh—Calypso," he began, his voice a little too tight, "this is... ____."
His hand brushed yours—gentle at first—then slid down until his fingers found your own, curling slow and firm around them like he needed to anchor himself to the moment. You let him.
He glanced at you, the corners of his mouth twitching, eyes a little softer now despite the awkwardness in his tone. "She's Ithaca's... Divine Liaison," he said, squeezing your hand as if that title alone explained everything you were. "Chosen by the gods."
He looked like he was going to say more—like something heavier sat on the tip of his tongue—but he faltered. Just for a second. His gaze dropped to your lips, then darted back up like he'd caught himself mid-thought. A faint blush colored his cheeks.
"S-She's also... I mean—" he sputtered, then snapped his head back toward Calypso so fast it was almost comedic. "—S-Sorry. Meant to say, she's the reason I'm still standing," he finished quickly. His grip tightened slightly on your hand. "And she found her way here... for me."
Calypso blinked, and for a moment, you swore something unreadable passed behind her eyes, as if your title had landed a little differently than expected. Her gaze flicked to your joined hands—brief but noticeable—then returned to your face. She said nothing.
"And, uh—right," Telemachus rushed on, releasing your hand a little too fast. "This is Calypso. She's... a sea nymph. She tends to this island, looks after everything here."
He gestured to her loosely, his voice growing more certain now, but still touched with that polite edge he always wore when trying to be respectful.
"She found me and Callias after the storm. We washed ashore barely conscious. She took us in, gave us food, shelter. Kept us safe."
His tone was steady. Grateful. But you noticed the slight shift in his weight. The way his eyes didn't linger too long on her face. Like even now, something about this still didn't sit fully right with him.
You looked at her again.
And the longer you stared, the more you felt it.
That small voice in the back of your mind.
It wasn't loud. Not screaming. Just... there. A whisper. A hum in your bones. Something old and instinctive that didn't know how to put itself into words yet.
Something's not right.
You didn't have proof. Not yet. But every part of you stayed still as you held her gaze. Not fearful. Just... alert.
Calypso smiled again. She opened her mouth, maybe to speak at last—
But Telemachus beat her to it.
"So—uh—do you need something?" he asked quickly, voice a little higher than usual. His hand found yours again, holding it a bit more firmly now, like anchoring himself. "Is Callias alright? Does he need anything? Do you—do you need anything?"
You looked up at him, and—
Oh.
He was flustered.
Just the tiniest bit. His ears had flushed pink. He was trying to sound smooth and composed, but the way his eyes flicked between you and the doorway said everything. Like he was caught between wanting to explain and wanting the moment to move past entirely.
It was... kind of adorable.
And for a moment, even with the strange nymph still watching, you couldn't help the small breath of a smile tugging at your lips.
But Calypso still hadn't answered. She was quiet now. Still. Basket still balanced neatly on her hip.
And for a moment, she just... looked at you.
Really looked.
Her eyes dragged up and down your form—slowly, lazily. Not cruel. Not cold. But with the kind of curiosity that made your spine go rigid. Her gaze drifted to where you and Telemachus stood, taking in the space between you, to the faint indentations of his tunic on your shoulders.
Her lashes fluttered once. Her expression didn't change. But something behind her gaze—something low and tired and ancient—clicked sharp in its socket.
Then, all at once—
"Oh, Telemachus," Calypso chirped, her voice turning sing-song, her grin stretching just a bit too wide. "You're so silly, honestly. I just came to ask what you'd like for breakfast tomorrow~"
You blinked.
He blinked too, head tipping slightly, caught off guard by her sudden brightness. "Uh—breakfast?"
She hummed cheerfully, one finger tapping her chin as she tilted her head at him, curls bouncing. "Yes! I was thinking grilled plantain and sea fig jam? Maybe a honey broth with citrus... but if that's too sweet, I can make something more earthy. You've been through so much lately." Her smile widened further, teeth showing now. "You deserve something warm to wake up to."
Telemachus, still slightly stiff beside you, gave a slow nod. "Yeah, that... that sounds fine. Whatever you think is best."
His answer was simple. Casual.
But the way her smile faltered for just a beat—like the wrong thread had been tugged—didn't go unnoticed.
Still, Calypso tucked it back into place quick enough, her voice syrupy and light. "Wonderful!" she beamed, before adding softer, "Dinner's ready, by the way. The fish might be a little dry, but I did try a new salt blend."
She turned slightly, letting her hand brush against the beaded curtain, but paused before fully stepping out.
"If you're not coming," she added, her voice suddenly softer, honeyed in a new way, "I suppose I'll just see you tomorrow, then."
Her eyes flicked to you again—quick, sharp, unreadable.
"Sweet dreams."
You watched the curve of her back as she stepped past the doorway again, the soft beads clicking shut behind her. The basket of herbs still dangled from one arm, her hips swaying just slightly as she walked, like she knew you were still watching.
And gods help you—you were.
The silence that followed felt louder than it should've. You could still feel the warmth of Telemachus' fingers laced through yours. Still feel the flutter in your chest that hadn't quite gone away.
But now... something else stirred beneath it. Something darker.
At first, you thought about keeping it to yourself. That weird, twisting feeling in your stomach. The way her eyes never left him, not once. The way her smile faltered when she saw you, even if only for a second.
You thought maybe you were being dramatic. Maybe it was just the exhaustion, the trauma, the fact that the world hadn't let you rest in weeks.
But then you remembered Andreia. You remembered that same soft-lashed stare. The too-sweet voice. The way she always laughed just a little too hard at Telemachus' worst jokes. The way she touched his arm when she didn't need to.
And you remembered how you didn't say anything back then. How it festered. How it ate at you slowly.
So this time? You decided—screw it.
You weren't holding anything back.
You turned toward Telemachus with a flat stare, brows raised, arms loosely crossed as your tone dropped into something just short of passive-aggressive.
"She obviously wants you."
Telemachus blinked. "Huh?"
You tilted your head. "The sea nymph. Calypso. The one who walked in like a perfume ad and said your name like it was spun sugar."
Telemachus blinked again, slower this time, the confusion thick on his face like he'd just walked into the second half of a play and missed the setup. "Wait, what? No. No, she's just—she's nice. She's kind. That's how nymphs are, right? She's just been... helpful."
You narrowed your eyes slightly. "Helpful."
He scratched the back of his neck. "I mean... she did say she gets lonely. That she hasn't had visitors in a long time. Callias and I were the first people she's seen in months—maybe longer."
You huffed through your nose.
Right. Lonely sea nymph. Kind smile. Watched him like he hung the stars.
Mhm.
You turned your gaze away, lips twitching into a not-quite smile, but didn't say anything more—for now. Because deep down, you knew the truth.
Maybe she was kind.
But the way she looked at Telemachus?
That wasn't kindness. That was longing.
And you'd seen it before.
That look. The soft corners of her eyes when they lingered too long. The way her smile dipped, just for a second, when she saw your hand in his.
The familiarity of it made your chest throb.
And worse... the itch in the back of your head wouldn't let up. A little whisper curling behind your ears—something about the way she spoke, the way the island felt, the way she watched.
Calypso.
A sea nymph, he'd said.
But something about that name... that name itched even worse. It clawed at the edge of your memory like a loose thread waiting to be tugged. Nymph. Island. Warm food. No ship in sight. Visitors who never leave.
You pressed your lips together.
And then—pushed the thought away. Just for now. Folded it up and shoved it into the quiet corner of your mind where every other unanswered fear was hiding.
Instead, you smirked.
Looked up at Telemachus with a glint in your eye and hummed, teasingly, "You really don't see it, do you?"
He gave you a wary glance. "See what?"
You poked his chest lightly, right above his heart. "If I were a sea nymph, stuck on a lonely island, and a prince washed up on my shores all soaking wet and noble and broody?"
Your grin widened as you leaned up, voice dropping into a low, mock-sultry purr. "Oh, I wouldn't let your pretty little face go."
You ran your fingers along his jaw for emphasis, thumb grazing his cheek. "I'd be brushing your hair and braiding flowers into your curls, feeding you olives by hand—gods, I'd probably chain you to a rock if it meant keeping you here."
Telemachus flushed so fast you could feel the heat radiating off him, though he valiantly tried to play it off, squinting at you like you were the one being ridiculous. "You're... unbelievable."
He gently caught your hands, holding them away from his face, though his thumbs rubbed soft circles against your knuckles. His voice dropped an octave, low and fond. "You're trouble."
Your lashes fluttered, lips twitching. "You say that like it's a bad thing."
That earned you a soft eye roll—and a sudden, precise pinch to your side.
You yelped, twisting away with a breathless laugh. "Hey!"
"Let's go eat, troublemaker," he said through his barely-contained grin, already pulling you toward the door.
Outside, the smell of roasting fish drifted on the air, and the sound of Callias' laughter—hoarse but real—filtered faintly through the trees.
And for a moment, despite everything, the island felt... calm.
Safe.
At least for now.
You and Telemachus stepped out of the hut, fingers brushing, shoulders bumping, walking side by side as Calypso's soft silhouette drifted back toward the shadows.
And silently, she watched you go.
also i've been blessed with more fanart, hehehe ❤️❤️❤️ (email: [email protected] | tumblr: winaxity-ii) also because wattpad/tumblr is being a meanie, i can't show 18+ drawings on here, even if edited 😭😭 but don't worry i shall still sing my praises! but good news! i have them available on archiveofourown (ao3) and have my account/books to where guests can see so you guys don't have to make an account ❤️❤️ also, if you haven't seen my last update/PSA i'm no longer doing personalized notes under each art i receive the way i used to do them, i'll now post them with credits, and when given the chance come back and post my thanks/what i love about them! this way, i can share my babies and also still keep grinding/writing, thx for being understanding lovelies ❤️❤️❤️
from wishesonstars39781
[MC AND TELEMACHUS REUNION]
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[MC AND TELEMACHUS REUNION (W/ KISS)]
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from simp_0207
[MC AND TELEMACHUS]
telemachus looking like such a tsundere idky like bro so easy all mc gotta do is smile/exist---AND SIR!?! ARE YOU LOOKING AT HER BREASTESES????? 😭💀
[MC LEAVING_CH.66]
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[MC BREAKIGN DOWN]
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[CALLIAS AND HIS SPIRIT ANIMAL]
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[MC DESIGN]
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[MC REACTING TO APOLLO AND HYACINTHUS]
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[MC FT. LADY]
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A/N : ❤️❤️
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various!epic x fem!reader@winxanity_ii
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Chapter 98: 69 ┃ 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐦𝐭𝐡 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐬
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Chapter Text
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By the time you made it back to the others, a light breeze curled through the trees, carrying the smell of salt and damp leaves. The fire in the center burned low but steady, its heat spilling in soft waves across the clearing.
It wasn't enough to chase away the chill completely, but it reached your skin in warm flickers—like dipping your hands into sunlit water.
Telemachus led you over to one of the low logs pulled up near the fire. The wood was worn smooth from use, the edges rounded from years of hands and weather. He sat first, dropping down close enough that your thighs pressed together, his knee brushing yours whenever either of you shifted.
Even through the tunic, you could feel the steady weight of him—solid, warm in a way that made the breeze seem farther away.
Across the clearing, Callias was stretched out near the firepit, a blanket tucked haphazardly over his legs. Peisistratus sat cross-legged beside him, humming something under his breath while poking at the fire with a stick.
Calypso moved quietly between you all, placing a carved wooden plate in your hands without a word. A simple cut of roasted fish, still steaming faintly, sat beside a few slices of soft fruit. She set another plate in Telemachus' lap and passed out waterskins one by one, her bracelets of sea-polished shells clinking softly when she moved. Her smile stayed polite—light, almost dreamy—but her gaze never lingered on you for long.
Once everyone had a plate, she straightened, brushing her palms against the folds of her skirt. "Eat well," she murmured. "The nights are longer here than you think. Rest will serve you better than talk."
And just like that, she slipped away, bare feet whispering over the grass as she disappeared into the deeper green. You caught the faint sway of her hips, the gleam of blossoms wound into the vines on her arms, before the shadows took her completely.
You glanced down at your food, picking absently at the fish with your fingers. The skin flaked easily under your touch, and the scent was smoky, rich—but your stomach was still too knotted to feel properly hungry.
The crackle of the fire filled the silence for a while. You could hear Telemachus take a quiet sip from his waterskin beside you, the wood under you both creaking faintly when he shifted.
Then, out of nowhere—
"Sooo," Peisistratus said, his voice breaking through like a rock tossed into calm water. "Who's our striking hostess? Is she single by chance?"
Your head turned just in time to see him tilt his chin toward the path Calypso had taken, his brows raised like he'd just asked about the weather.
You scoffed, plucking a piece of fruit from your plate and tossing it at him. "Gods, you and Callias have a problem. Always thinking with your lower halves."
Peisistratus caught it against his chest with a grin. "Hey, I'm just asking a question."
From the beside the Pylian prince, Callias raised a lazy hand like he'd been summoned. "And it's not like I lie," he said, his voice hoarse but laced with mock offense. "You know what? No further question, I resent the accusation."
"You resent it because it's true," you shot back, pointing your fruit at him like it was proof in a trial. "Telemachus told me everything—how she found you both after the storm, brought you here, gave you food and shelter."
Callias shrugged, rolling onto one elbow with a faint wince. "Yeah, that's about right. We were half-dead in some cave, and then she just... appeared. No idea where from. And next thing I knew we were in this clearing with a fire going."
He plucked a bit of fish from his plate and popped it into his mouth, then smirked faintly. "Not that I'm getting the same treatment as Prince Golden Boy over there."
Telemachus looked up from his own plate like a startled animal, eyes wide and cheeks puffed out from where he'd clearly stuffed too much fish into his mouth at once. A bit of grease shone at the corner of his lips, catching the firelight.
"Huh?" he hummed through the bite, his words slightly muffled.
You couldn't help it—you laughed. Reaching over, you brushed your thumb along the corner of his mouth to wipe the smudge away. He leaned into the touch without even seeming to think about it, his lashes lowering for half a second like the warmth of your fingers was something he didn't want to lose just yet.
Your gaze dropped to his plate—and you froze mid-reach.
"Hold on..." you muttered, narrowing your eyes as you reached down to pluck a piece of fish right off it. You wiggled it between your fingers like it was evidence in a case. "Why is your plate so much fuller than the rest of ours?"
Sure enough, his portion was practically double—thick, perfectly grilled pieces with crisped edges, while the rest of you had smaller, thinner cuts. Even his fruit looked different—plumper, juicier, like it had been picked with extra care.
"Oh, I see how it is," you said, grinning as you pointed the stolen fish at him. "Special treatment from our friendly neighborhood sea nymph."
Telemachus' brows furrowed, the corner of his mouth pulling down like he wasn't sure if you were still teasing or if you'd just accused him of something serious. He wiped the side of his mouth with the back of his hand, glancing down at his plate again like he was double-checking your claim.
"Peisistratus," he called over the fire, his tone caught somewhere between curious and wary, "let me see your plate for a second."
Peisistratus raised a brow but held it up, the flames catching on the much smaller cut of fish sitting there.
Telemachus blinked, looked back down at his own plate, the difference was undeniable.
You smirked knowingly. "Told you~"
He stared for another second, then let out a small, sheepish laugh under his breath. "I... didn't notice," he admitted, rubbing at the back of his neck. His eyes darted toward the path Calypso had taken, then back to you. "Maybe you were... right. About what you said in the hut."
You arched a brow. "About her wanting you?"
Telemachus coughed into his fist like he could muffle the words, his face turning pink. "I didn't say that," he muttered, but it wasn't very convincing.
Across the fire, Peisistratus let out a loud bark of laughter, nearly doubling over, while Callias smiled, shaking his head.
"Oh, this is golden," Peisistratus wheezed. "Prince gets the royal portions and still tries to play clueless."
Telemachus' blush deepened instantly, color creeping up to the tips of his ears. "How was I supposed to know?!" He fumbled for an explanation, glancing between the plates again. "I-I thought—" he started, then tripped over his words, "—I thought Callias was just getting smaller portions because he's sick and needs to take it slow."
You caught the way his eyes flicked toward you then, his voice dipping lower. "And... maybe I assumed you... y'know..." He coughed awkwardly into his fist, avoiding your gaze for a second. "...that you'd just want a smaller portion. Because you're a woman. I wasn't— I mean, I didn't—" He stumbled again, throwing his hands up slightly. "Gods, I didn't even know Peisistratus had it too! If I'd did, I'd— I'd..." His voice trailed off in a frustrated sigh.
The two of you stared at each other for a beat—his mouth pressed into a stubborn, embarrassed line, your own lips twitching like you were trying not to laugh at him.
He's too precious, you thought, watching his breakdown happen in realtime—from the way his ears were still flushed pink, to the way his fingers fidgeted against his knee like he couldn't decide whether to continue to defend himself or hide his face.
Callias, still grinning, raised a hand lazily in Telemachus' defense. "Look, it's a good thing," he said, his tone somewhere between teasing and genuine. "It just means you're so wrapped up in ____ that you didn't even consider the possibility of special treatment. Even when it's clear to the rest of us that the nymph's been eyeing you like a god to ambrosia."
Peisistratus made a low, exaggerated "ooh" under his breath, and you could practically feel the heat rolling off Telemachus beside you.
"I wouldn't say... wrapped up," Telemachus muttered under his breath, sending you a quick, embarrassed glance before bringing the waterskin to his lips. He took a long drink, clearly more interested in hiding behind it than actually quenching his thirst.
Peisistratus scoffed. "As if," after taking a bite of food. "Even back in Ithaca, when I dragged you around to the bars, you never batted an eye at any of the women practically throwing themselves at you."
Telemachus' eyes widened instantly. His head snapped toward you so fast you could almost hear it, like he was bracing himself for your reaction.
But you were just casually forking another piece of fish off his plate—because, sue you, it was juicier and far less dry than yours—and popping it into your mouth.
"What?" you said after swallowing, lifting a brow at his expression. "I'm not blind, Telemachus. You're not ugly." You shrugged, teasing glint in your eyes. "Besides, if I weren't lucky enough to be around you already, I'd be staring you down at a bar too."
All three boys went silent.
Then—like a dam breaking—Callias and Peisistratus both burst out laughing, the sound echoing around the little clearing. Callias threw his head back with a wheeze, then instantly winced, pressing a hand to his side but still grinning through it. Peisistratus slapped his knee, cackling like he'd just witnessed history.
"What happened to you?!" Callias barked between laughs. "Gods, have I influenced you? Is this my fault?"
Peisistratus nodded vigorously, wiping at his eyes. "If you keep that up, Telemachus is gonna short-circuit," he said, pointing across the fire. "Look at him—he's broken."
You followed his finger and found Telemachus staring at you, mouth slightly open, like your words had knocked a few thoughts clean out of his head. His brows twitched, his ears pink, and he looked... frazzled.
That snapped him out of it. He grabbed a small piece of food from his plate and lobbed it straight at Peisistratus. "Shut up," he said, his voice low but sharp enough to make the Pylian prince duck away, still laughing.
You rolled your eyes at the three of them and reached down to snag another piece of fish from Telemachus' plate.
Even while still pink in the ears and visibly embarrassed, he didn't pull the plate away—if anything, he shifted it just slightly closer to you, like he'd already resigned himself to you stealing from it.
Across the fire, Callias had finished picking his own plate clean. He set it aside with a soft clink, leaning back on one arm. His grin faded just a touch as his gaze settled on you, the playful spark dimming into something more curious.
He squinted faintly, studying you for a beat before speaking. "Alright," he said slowly, voice losing some of its joking lilt. "What exactly happened to you?"
You blinked, a little caught off guard by the sudden change in tone.
Callias tilted his head, eyes narrowing just a little more. "I mean after you disappeared to Lyraethos..."
The fire crackled softly in the space that followed. For a moment, no one spoke. You could feel Peisistratus' gaze flick toward you from across the flames, his brow lifting slightly in a silent question.
You exhaled through your nose, picking absently at the edge of your plate. "Alright," you said, your tone edging toward sardonic but not quite there, "short version?"
Their attention sharpened, but you didn't look at Telemachus—not yet.
"I left for Lyraethos, and a few days in, a storm hit," you began. "Bad enough that it slowed everything down. We had to dock for repairs and supplies." You didn't mention that the storm had Poseidon's hand in it, nor the three days you'd spent beneath the waves.
"Stopped at Port Telonia for a while. That's where I found out about my prophecy." You gave a small, humorless huff. "Great way to brighten a trip."
Your fingers stilled against your plate, your gaze going distant. "And then... I was taken to Olympus."
The warmth of the fire at your side blurred into something else in your mind—something golden and intoxicating. "It's... beautiful there," you said quietly. "Warm. Bright. Every hall glowing like it's lit from within. Endless feasts, music spilling from every corner. You can't tell where the air ends and the wine begins."
You swallowed, the firelight painting soft lines against your profile as you spoke. "Apollo... he made it sound easy. Staying there. Forever. No storms, no hunger, no fear. Just sunlight. Laughter. Time that didn't feel like it was running out."
You wrapped the story up with a slow shake of your head. "The night I arrived back in Ithaca, I heard music—celebrations somewhere in the palace—but I thought nothing of it. Didn't know it was the night you both left." Your eyes finally lifted to meet Callias', then Telemachus'. "Didn't think so much could happen while I was gone."
Your expression soured before you could stop it, teeth clicking together at the thought creeping in. "And apparently," you muttered, almost to yourself, "the Bronte princess thought your leaving was the perfect thing as well."
It was Telemachus—of all people—who spoke first.
"What do you mean?" he asked sharply.
You turned your head toward him. The firelight caught the tight set of his jaw, the slight furrow between his brows.
"She didn't do anything to you, did she?" he pressed, the question edged with both worry and anger. His face twisted faintly, disgust flashing there for a moment. "Gods, she can't seem to take a hint..."
A scoff slipped out before you could help it. "No. She didn't do anything to me," you said. "But it seems like what she actually wants isn't what everyone thought it was."
Telemachus' brow furrowed deeper. Before he—or anyone else—could ask, you just laid it out.
"She's there for your father. Not you. You were seemingly never a choice for her."
The words hung heavy for a beat. You shifted your plate to your lap, your voice even but laced with a quiet bitterness. "The original plan was for her brother—Andros—to marry into the family. Political alliance, trade benefits, all of that. But when Andros died, she decided to step into his place, and kept herself in Ithaca under the pretense of mourning her brother, to you two being the 'perfect match.'"
You shook your head, eyes on the fire. "But it was never really about you. And now... with you gone, she's not even pretending anymore. Well, to me, at least, anyways."
Telemachus couldn't help himself. The words were barely out of your mouth before he was leaning forward, voice sharp and incredulous.
"That doesn't even make sense," he blurted, his tone climbing with each word. "My father would never—" He cut himself off for half a breath, then pushed on, his hands gesturing almost angrily in the air. "Gods, after twenty years—twenty years—of fighting to get back to my mother, to Ithaca... she thinks he'd just—what? Throw that away... for her?" His lip curled faintly, his eyes narrowing on the flames as if he could burn the thought out of existence. "She's delusional if she thinks that. Completely out of her mind."
You shared his anger instantly, the same sour heat curling in your stomach. You scoffed, shaking your head. "I know. Believe me, whatever pity or sympathy I might've had for her before is gone."
Your gaze hardened as the memory surfaced—her carefully rehearsed spiel about her future, the half-veiled complaints about being married off to old men in other kingdoms. At the time, maybe you'd understood her bitterness. Maybe you'd thought there was more to her than posturing.
But that died the moment she dared imagine she could replace Penelope.
"Thinking she could ever stand where your mother stands? That was the moment she lost me completely."
Callias let out a low whistle, then smirked. "Look at you two, a match made in Olympus. Matching scowls, shared rage—very romantic."
You shot him a flat look, but you could feel Telemachus' shoulder brushing yours, the tension in him still matching yours like you were sharing the same pulse. You didn't bother hiding the fact that, yeah, you were both upset—and rightfully so.
"Anyway," Callias went on, as if he hadn't just poked the bear, "what about Hermes?"
Your brow furrowed. "Hermes?"
"Yeah." He gestured lazily with a hand. "Didn't he bring you that lyre? Why can't you just get him to send a message to Ithaca for ships? Save us all the trouble."
Before you could answer, Telemachus shook his head. "Gods don't deliver messages for mortals. Not like that."
Callias snorted. "Yeah, maybe not for mortals—but he might for her."
That made your head snap toward him. "W-What's that supposed to mean?"
He grinned faintly, like he'd just remembered a particularly good story. "You didn't know? Oh, he saved our skins. Big time."
You blinked at him, caught between confusion and something warmer creeping in under your ribs. "Wait—Hermes saved you? As in... actually stepped in?"
"Stepped in?" Callias let out a short laugh. "Try full-blown spectacle. Against Poseidon, no less. Whole show. Thundering storm, gods' voices booming over the waves—he was the only reason we weren't swallowed whole."
Your lips parted, a little flustered now. Hermes had never mentioned that. And hearing it from Callias—seeing the faint awe in his expression—hit differently than the messenger god's usual teasing.
You braved a quick glance at Telemachus.
He wasn't looking at you—just poking at the rest of his food with the tip of his fork, expression unreadable. Not exactly sulking, but not eager to join the conversation either.
Peisistratus, of course, couldn't let the silence sit. "Wow," he said, leaning forward with a slow grin, "so let me get this straight—Telemachus here has two other rivals for your heart, and both of them are gods." He paused, savoring the moment before adding, "And one of those gods just so happens to be his great-great-grandfather. How's that feel, prince?"
You couldn't help it—you covered your mouth to stifle the laugh threatening to escape and turned away, shoulders shaking.
Callias' head tipped back with an exaggerated "Ooooooohhh," dragging the sound out like he was watching a fight about to break out.
A deep, angry flush spread across Telemachus' cheeks as he finally looked up, glaring at Peisistratus with a scowl that could've curdled milk. "Shut up," he bit again.
Callias didn't seem deterred by Telemachus words, if anything, it only encouraged him. "Still, you should think about it," he said, tossing the thought out casually, like it was nothing. "Sending a message, I mean. Worst that happens? Hermes doesn't answer. But best case... you actually get through."
You exhaled through your nose, giving him a skeptical look before letting out a long sigh. "Even if I wanted to, I don't have my divine lyre."
Peisistratus let out a short snort from, one brow quirking. "You're the Divine Liaison," he pointed out, tone halfway between teasing and stating the obvious. "Apollo's favored, no? Even if he's mad at you, you still hail from Lyraethos at the end of it all."
Your lips pressed together at that, because it wasn't entirely untrue—but it wasn't that simple either. You opened your mouth, ready to shoot it down again, but Callias beat you to it.
A slow, steady clap started from his side of the fire, deliberate and smug. "Alright," he said, glancing at Peisistratus and then at Telemachus. "You two—join in. Simple tempo. 1-2-3-4."
Peisistratus raised a brow but humored him, tapping his palms together in an easy beat. Telemachus hesitated a moment longer, eyes flicking to you like he wasn't sure if this was ridiculous or brilliant—but then he sighed through his nose and joined in too.
Callias grinned wider, the rhythm settling between the three of them. "There we go. Just like when we used to goof off in the courtyard back in Ithaca—only difference is I don't have my pipes and you don't have your lyre."
You couldn't help it—your lips twitched into a small, flustered smile. The sound of their clapping filled the clearing, light and steady. For a second, it almost felt like home. "Thanks," you murmured, voice softer than you meant it to be.
On instinct, you let the beat guide you, pulling words from somewhere deep in your head and stringing them together on the spot. Your voice lifted just enough to carry over the crackle of the fire.
"Oh Hermes, quick-witted,
fleet-footed and sly,
please hear us, and help us
find our way ‘neath the sky.
We're stranded and longing,
where the salt waters foam,
the waves keep us captive,
while our hearts ache for home."
The last clap fell in perfect time with your final word—
—and then a sharp crack split the air, like a branch snapping under weight.
All four of you turned at once.
From the path leading back toward the jungle, Calypso appeared. She was holding a bundle of folded blankets in her arms, the soft shells and beads woven into her hair catching the firelight.
"Forgive me for interrupting," she said gently, her voice smooth as the breeze that followed her in. "I just thought I'd bring some extra bedding for tonight."
You didn't have time to reply before a loud, unrestrained yawn broke from Callias. He didn't even try to cover it, the sound stretching wide and lazy into the night air.
Peisistratus chuckled, leaning back on his log. "Suppose it is getting late," he said before glancing sidelong at Callias, wiggling his brows with exaggerated mischief. "Need a body to lay beside you tonight? Keep you warm?"
Callias blinked, clearly taken aback for half a heartbeat—then a slow smirk spread across his face. "Well... if the Pylian prince insists on keeping this poor, injured Brontean servant warm, who am I to refuse?"
You and Telemachus groaned in unison, rolling your eyes at the pair of them.
Calypso stepped closer then, her bare feet silent on the grass. Telemachus shifted beside you, wordlessly reaching for your plate and his own. He set both down neatly on the ground beside him, a small, absent-minded gesture that felt strangely careful.
The sea nymph's gaze flicked to him, her voice soft. "I trust your room is comfortable enough?"
Telemachus nodded. "It's fine."
She hummed, then turned her attention to you. "And for you..." Her eyes lingered briefly before she said, "I suppose I can gather a few fur blankets for you to sleep out here by the fire—with the others."
Her tone was polite, but the distinction between "your room" for him and "out here" for you didn't go unnoticed.
Before you could answer, Telemachus cleared his throat and awkwardly stumbled over his words, cutting her off. "She'll be—uh—she'll be staying in the hut," he said, his voice trailing off before he glanced sideways at you. "Right? I mean... if you want. Not that I'm… making decisions for you or anything—"
Calypso's expression froze mid-smile, the corners of her mouth not quite lifting enough to hide the faintest shadow of a frown.
From behind you, Callias and Peisistratus broke into loud, unrestrained laughter, the kind of cackling that was half amusement, half instigation.
You turned your head away quickly, covering your mouth to hide your own grin before you swallowed it down. When you looked back at Telemachus, you tried to school your face into something neutral—but the twitch at the corner of your lips gave you away.
Cutting off his rambling, you said, "Thanks for offering the hut. Might be safer. Who knows, I could get snatched up in the night if I sleep out in the open."
You pushed yourself up from the log, and he followed.
Blinking, you turned to Calypso and tilted your head with a polite smile. "Thank you for your hospitality. Dinner was delicious."
For a brief second, you couldn't help the small curl of pettiness in your chest, thinking back to Telemachus' special treatment. You reached for Telemachus' hand, sliding your fingers through his and interlocking them.
The Ithacan prince didn't flinch—didn't even glance down—just tightened his grip around yours.
Looking up at him through your lashes, you let a coy note slip into your voice. "Let's go to bed, yes?"
Telemachus' mouth opened, then closed, then opened again, his stammer caught between his teeth before he gave a jerky nod.
Behind you, Callias and Peisistratus lost it once more, their laughter ringing across the clearing.
As Telemachus led you away, you glanced back over your shoulder, letting your voice soften. "Have a good night, Calypso."
The sea nymph's smile returned, polite and thin, as you turned away and followed him to the hut.
Inside, Telemachus moved with quiet purpose, gathering up a few things—extra bedding, a folded blanket, a pillow—and arranging a small bedding space for himself on the floor, just a few paces from the bed. The soft shuffle of fabric against the wooden planks filled the space between you.
You settled yourself on the bed, stretching out just enough to watch him work. "You know," you said lightly, "you could just lay in the bed with me. It is your hut."
He froze for a half-second, shoulders going tight before he turned to look at you, a faint pink already creeping up his neck. "I-I—" His mouth closed, and he shook his head, clearly flustered.
You laughed, raising a hand in mock surrender. "Alright, alright—sorry." Then, after a small pause, your voice softened. "But... I do want to lay beside you. Just for a bit. We have a lot to catch up on."
His eyes flicked toward you again, lingering this time, and you saw his resolve waver. With a low breath, he muttered, "Gods... you're impossible to say no to."
Unable to sit in the silence for too long, you cleared your throat. "Have you been well?" you asked, your voice lighter at first. "I know I joked earlier about hearing how you were when I was gone, but... even then—" You stopped, glancing away toward the far wall, the words coming out in a rambling spill. "I was worried for you. I kept wondering if you were eating, if you were safe, if—"
Telemachus cut you off with a quiet laugh, the sound warm enough to pull your gaze back to him. His hand shifted over yours, fingers curling firmly around your own in a grounding squeeze.
"I'm fine," he said simply, but his eyes held yours for a beat longer than his words lingered.
A few seconds passed before he spoke again, softer this time. "If anything..." His brow furrowed slightly, like he already knew you wouldn't like what he was about to say. "As much as you hate to hear it—I've been more worried about how you've been."
You tilted your head slightly, but he didn't let go of your hand.
"Olympus. The gods. Dealing with them one-on-one... that's no easy thing." His voice had dropped low, threaded with something that sounded too much like concern.
You sighed, nodding in agreement. "It was... a lot."
Even now, trying to think back, you knew the memory would never compare to actually being there. The golden glow, the way the air seemed to hum around you, the overwhelming sense that you were somewhere both impossibly vast and impossibly close.
As if sensing you were about to slip too far into those thoughts, Telemachus' voice broke through softly. "What was your favorite part about it? Olympus."
You let your eyes drift upward, to the roof of the hut where strands of woven leaves shifted gently with the breeze. A small smile tugged at your lips as you exhaled. "The warmth," you admitted.
You could sense Telemachus' confusion even without looking at him, the slight shift in his posture, the faint crease you knew would be between his brows.
Your gaze dropped to your lap, hesitation pulling at your voice. "After... after getting killed by Melanion and brought back—"
You felt him tense at the mention, his hand tightening over yours.
"—things felt different. Off."
You looked down at your hands, flexing your fingers where they rested beneath his. "It's hard to explain. I've been stuck with this sort of... permanent chill. But it's not like I'm cold. Not my body. It's more like... my soul is." The words came out quiet, almost echoing in the small space of the hut.
Your thumb brushed against the back of his hand, the motion absent as you tried to put it into something tangible. "But being in Olympus?" You swallowed, your voice softening further. "It was like... like swallowing fire. And for the first time since I came back... the chill was gone."
Telemachus' free hand lifted slowly, almost hesitant, until his fingers brushed your jaw. He cupped your chin gently, tilting your head so your eyes met his.
There was worry there—undeniable—but it wasn't the frantic kind. It was steady, anchored, the kind of look that told you he was right here, that he’d stay right here.
"I know I can't give you what Olympus did," he said softly, his thumb brushing along your cheekbone, "and maybe I'll never be able to bring you the kind of warmth they can. But if that chill ever becomes too much... I'll stay beside you. I'll shield you from it, for as long as you'll let me."
Something in your chest pulled tight. Your other hand came up to rest over his where it cradled your face, fingers curling lightly against his skin.
"Thank you," you whispered, the words small but certain.
You glanced down briefly, then back up, your voice even softer when you asked, "Can I... hug you?"
He didn't answer with words—just opened his arms.
You leaned into him without hesitation, your head tucking beneath his chin, the scent of salt and cedar wrapping around you. Your ear rested against his chest, catching the faint thump of his heartbeat—faster than usual, but steadying with each breath.
Your arms slipped around his midsection, holding him just as tightly as he held you. And in that small, quiet space between the two of you, the chill felt just a little further away.
You didn't know how long the two of you stayed like that—wrapped up in each other's arms, breathing in sync, letting the world outside the hut fade into nothing. It wasn't until a soft yawn broke from your lips that you stirred, pulling back just enough to rub at your eyes.
Scooting from the edge of the bed, you shifted up toward the pillows, stretching out to lie down. When you looked back, Telemachus was still sitting stiffly at the end of the bed, hands resting on his knees like he wasn’t sure if he should move.
A quiet giggle escaped you at the sight of him, so obviously awkward. Leaning forward, you caught his sleeve and tugged him back until he was lying beside you, landing on his back with a small, startled sound.
"You need to relax," you teased, settling down next to him. "We've slept next to each other before. Napped, even."
"Y-Yeah," he muttered, a faint stammer catching on his breath, "but that was... during the day."
You ignored the comment, reaching down to pull one of the fur blankets up and over the both of you. Warmth settled in almost instantly as you tucked yourself in closer, your head finding its place on his shoulder.
After a beat, you felt him shift—just slightly—until his cheek rested gently against the top of your head.
Your eyes drifted shut, and with the steady rhythm of his breathing beneath you, the two of you finally let sleep take you.
also i've been blessed with more fanart, hehehe ❤️❤️❤️ (email: [email protected] | tumblr: winaxity-ii) also because wattpad/tumblr is being a meanie, i can't show 18+ drawings on here, even if edited 😭😭 but don't worry i shall still sing my praises! but good news! i have them available on archiveofourown (ao3) and have my account/books to where guests can see so you guys don't have to make an account ❤️❤️ also, if you haven't seen my last update/PSA i'm no longer doing personalized notes under each art i receive the way i used to do them, i'll now post them with credits, and when given the chance come back and post my thanks/what i love about them! this way, i can share my babies and also still keep grinding/writing, thx for being understanding lovelies ❤️❤️❤️
from yang
[MC HOLDING MINI-MC]
ahhh not my baby looking like a collectable 😩😩❤️
from simp_0207
[TELEMACHUS SMILING]
dassit! i'm done being single 😭
[MC'S MOM]
i think i'll forever be in love with your version of mc's mom 😭😭she just a baddie frr 😩
[MC, TELEMACHUS, AND ANDREIA (SEE NO EVIL, SPEAK NO EVIL, HEAR NO EVIL)]
ngl if this was a movie i would be SAT to watch if real 🤣
[CALLIAS CHARACTER SHEET]
AKJDNKBEDH MY BABY DADDY 😩😩 I swear i'm weak asf for redheads---CALLIAS COME HERE BBY YOU'RE CLOSE TO MY HEIGHT, JUST THE RIGHT SIZE FOR KISSING TOO
[CALLIAS]
stooopppp 😭 the moles, the red hair.... imma beat andreia ass for every putting a hand on my bby/making him cry
[MC AND TELEMACHUS]
oh! feeling like i'm intruding on an intimate moment 🤭
[HERMES]
no lube. all night. i'm talking about INN IIIIIT 😩 c'mere hermes, i love an emotionally unstable person that uses humor to cope 😩❤️❤️❤️
from alexv2012
[ITHACA]
this. i see why odysseus wanted to reach home so bad 😭😭 i, too, would be glade to gaze at ithaca with my last breath 😩
[MC AS A GODDESS]
bby better than me 😩 apollo got one time to offer me a chance to go to olympus/be by his side 😭😭 I'M TAKING IT IDCIDC IMMA BE SAD ON MY THRONE 😭
[MC MISSING TELEMACHUS]
aww i feel bad for putting mc through it fr sometimes 😭😭 she just wanna be at home with her man and she stuck belonging to a god 💔
[MC]
preettyyy girrlll ❤️❤️
Notes:
A/N : ahhhh sorry for disappearing again yall 😭😭😭 i swear i haven't been able to just sit down and write/edit since like... july 15. between working a bunch of shifts and school creeping back up, i've just been tired. finally got a chance to finish this chapter though!! sorry if it's a little low on action—i really wanted to do a cute, feel-good one to just dump more interactions between my babies 🫶 i don't do it enough (and idk if y'all even care for that lmaoo) ❤️❤️ also yes, part 2 of First is coming soon!! ngl i'm still lowkey embarrassed it's just sitting in my docs rn like... hello??? a whole virgin writing smut 😭😭 but yk what they say: i'm no.1 cuz i never lose 😌 lolol
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Chapter 99: 70 ┃ 𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐧𝐚𝐫𝐞
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When you woke, the first thing you noticed was the quiet. No crackle of fire, no low voice beside your ear. Just the sound of faint waves somewhere past the trees and the muted rustle of leaves brushing against the hut's walls.
You rolled over slowly, your cheek dragging against the rough linen of the pillow, expecting to feel the steady warmth of Telemachus at your side. But your hand met only empty bedding. Cold, even.
Your brow furrowed as your palm smoothed across the blankets. No indentation. No shape. Just space.
That was enough to jolt you upright.
Your heart kicked hard, racing before your mind even caught up. You sat up too fast, head swimming, and shoved the fur blanket down off your lap. Sleep still clung stubbornly to your eyes, blurring the corners of the room until you blinked hard against the dim morning light.
"Telemachus?" you croaked, voice hoarse.
No answer.
Your pulse hammered faster. You swung your legs over the side of the bed, toes sinking into the woven mats, eyes darting around the hut like you'd forgotten where you were. For a breath, you truly had.
The walls blurred in your vision—woven leaves strung tight with rope, shells clinking faintly at the entrance whenever the wind shifted. A faint smell of salt and smoke lingered in the air. Your satchel was propped near the corner where you'd dropped it last night, your wet clothes still in a little heap, damp and wrinkled.
You blinked again. Once. Twice. The panic slowly ebbed into confusion as you dragged a shaky hand down your face.
Right. You remembered now.
You weren't in Ithaca. You weren't in Port Telonia. You weren't in Apollo's halls.
You were here. On the island.
The memories pieced themselves together in fits and starts, tangled with the fog of sleep:
The three endless days in the boat with Peisistratus—his terrible singing, his stupid jokes, the way Hermes' compass never stopped glowing in your palm. The island finally breaking the horizon, the rain pouring down after his careless jab at Apollo.
Then the forest. The compass leaping from your hand. A shadow stepping out of the vines with curls soaked dark and eyes that still burned like they had in Ithaca.
"Telemachus," you whispered again, this time more to yourself than the room.
And Callias—gods, Callias. Fever-sick but grinning anyway, sprawled by the fire with that cocky lilt in his voice, hiding wounds that had nearly broken him.
And then her. Calypso. The nymph who smiled too sweetly, who set a fuller plate in Telemachus' lap than anyone else's. Who offered you a spot outside with the others and handed him a personal "room" like it had always belonged to him.
You inhaled slow, filling your lungs until your shoulders eased. The panic in your chest cooled into something steadier, your pulse evening out with each breath.
Right. That's where you were. That's what happened.
You pressed your palms to your knees, forcing the last of the haze from your eyes as you glanced once more at the empty space where Telemachus should've been.
He was gone.
But this time, you told yourself, it didn't mean lost.
Not yet.
A yawn broke through your thoughts, stretching your chest until your ribs ached. You lifted your arms over your head before slumping back down with a soft groan.
Your body still felt heavy, bones waterlogged from too many nights without proper sleep. But the hut was quiet, and sitting still wasn't helping. So you pushed yourself up from the bed, bare feet dragging against the mats as you shuffled toward your satchel. You crouched, pulling it open with a sigh that slipped out almost on its own.
The smell hit first—wet cloth, salt, mildew already starting to creep in. You tugged out one of your spare tunics, only to find it clammy to the touch, clinging to your fingers like it had been wrung out in the rain and left to sulk.
You tried another. Same thing.
You sucked your teeth in annoyance, shoulders slumping as you dropped the tunic back into the bag. Your eyes flicked toward the little heap of yesterday's clothes in the corner, still crumpled and damp. You missed your cloak already, the weight of it around your shoulders, the way it at least made you feel put-together.
Hands on your hips now, you stood there for a moment, chewing on the inside of your cheek. You couldn't exactly keep wearing the tunic you'd slept in... could you?
Your fingers pinched the fabric at your waist, tugging it lightly. The linen was soft, still carrying a faint warmth from the night before. Too big, sure, but clean.
You huffed under your breath, torn between stubbornness and practicality.
Finally, your eyes drifted toward the other side of the hut. Telemachus' things were stacked neatly—an extra wrap folded across a stool, a bundle of rope and fishing line coiled at the edge. Not really looking, not really caring, you snagged one of the ropes, looping it twice around your waist and tying it off with a crooked knot.
"There. New outfit," you muttered to yourself, brushing your hands down the oversized tunic as if that settled it.
Your gaze flicked toward your own sandals, sitting near the bed where you'd left them the night before. The leather was still damp from the rain, straps darkened and soft with moisture. You grimaced. No way you were slipping those back on.
By the door, a pair of sandals sat abandoned. Bigger than yours—definitely Telemachus', the straps worn from use. You slid your feet in anyway, toes bumping the front while your heels lifted slightly with each step. Not perfect, but better than going barefoot.
You pushed aside the beaded curtain, the shells clinking together with a soft rattle as sunlight poured in.
The brightness made you wince immediately. You raised a hand, squinting through your fingers as the morning light streamed down from above. It cut in bright columns through the canopy, catching in the mist that still hung low from last night's storm.
Blinking past the sting, your arm slowly dropped back to your side.
And gods... Telemachus had been right.
The forest was denser in daylight, the canopy layered so thick you couldn't see the tops of the trees. Vines looped down like ropes from unseen branches, flowers blooming where the light managed to sneak through. The ground shimmered with runoff, tiny streams curling between roots like silver veins. Every leaf glistened wet, still heavy with rain.
It was... alive.
The air smelled of salt and earth, thick and sweet, and every sound—the drip of water, the faint call of some unseen bird—echoed louder under the weight of all that green.
For a moment, you just stood there, staring into the trees, breath caught somewhere between awe and unease.
Because Peisistratus hadn't been exaggerating last night. It really did feel like a jungle inside a jungle.
You took a slow breath, the damp air filling your chest, before stepping away from the hut. Your borrowed sandals squelched faintly against the wet earth as you followed the narrow path toward the firepit.
The bonfire from last night was gone. Only a dark circle of ash and half-buried embers remained, smoke long since faded. The ground around it was damp with dew, the air holding that faint, sharp tang of burned wood.
Callias was stretched out near the pit, bundled tight under a blanket. His curls stuck to his forehead with sweat, his mouth parted just enough to hear the faint rasp of his breathing. Even in sleep, his brows furrowed faintly, as if he were still fighting something in his dreams.
A few feet away, Calypso moved quietly, her arms full of bedding. She lifted the edge of a blanket with practiced ease, shaking out bits of grass before folding it neatly over her arm. A woven basket sat balanced against her hip, already stacked high with cloth, seaweed cord, and the faint shimmer of shells catching in the morning light.
She must've heard your steps, because her head tilted up. Her gaze met yours, calm and steady, her bracelets of polished shells clinking faintly as she adjusted the pile in her arms.
"Good morning," you said carefully, your eyes flicking between her and Callias. "Where's Peisistratus? And Telemachus?"
Calypso's smile stayed small, polite. "They went down to the shore," she answered, tilting the basket slightly on her hip. "After storms, the sea sometimes returns what it takes. They wanted to gather anything useful from the wrecks nearby before the tide swallows it again."
You nodded slowly, glancing toward the empty stretch of trees.
Calypso went on, her tone almost dreamy. "I was just collecting the bedding. I wash it every morning." She shifted the basket higher with a roll of her shoulder, curls sliding across her collarbone. "Usually Callias helps me, when he's not off getting into trouble with the prince. But today..." Her eyes flicked down toward him, still curled in his blanket. "...he isn't well. The fever hasn't broken yet, though the syrup I gave him should help him sweat it out. For now, he only needs rest."
You stood there, eyes bouncing between the two of them. Callias' pale face, damp with fever-sweat. Calypso's calm poise, her basket balanced with ease.
Before you could stop yourself, the words left your mouth. "Uh...I can help."
Calypso blinked, caught off guard. For a moment, the only sound was the distant call of some bird hidden deep in the canopy. Then, her lashes lowered, and a soft giggle slipped from her lips.
"How kind," she said, her voice curling warm like honey. "Thank you." She shifted the basket with both hands, nodding gently toward you. "Fetch whatever you'd like washed, then. We'll go together."
Your head bobbed quickly, a little too eager. "Right. I'll be quick."
You spun on your heel and jogged back to the hut, the shells at the doorway clattering as you slipped inside. Your eyes darted around—first to the damp heap in the corner, then to your satchel. You grabbed everything at once, wrinkled and clammy as it was, arms filling with the heavy weight of wet cloth. The smell of salt and rain clung to it, making you wrinkle your nose as you clutched it tighter to your chest.
By the time you hurried back out, you were already a little out of breath, damp hair sticking to your cheeks. Calypso was still waiting, the basket balanced neatly on her hip.
You shifted the bundle in your arms and nodded at her. "Lead the way."
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The walk didn't take long—five minutes, maybe less—but it felt longer with the quiet between you. Calypso didn't speak, just led the way down a narrow trail that wound deeper into the trees.
Vines brushed against your shoulders as you passed, leaves dripping water onto your hair. The air grew cooler the further you went, shadows thickening until the trail broke open into something almost unreal.
A small alcove spread before you, framed by ferns and slick stone. A thin waterfall spilled gently down the rock face, its silver stream catching the morning light as it splashed into a clear pond below. The surface rippled where the water fell, breaking into soft waves that lapped against the mossy edge.
You stepped forward, sandals sinking into damp sand, and felt the cool spray on your cheeks. The air smelled fresher here, like wet stone and crushed mint.
The water bit cold when you knelt at the edge and dipped your bundle in. A sharp chill shot up your fingers as you loosened the knot of rope and shook the wet fabric out. You laid your cloak across the rock and began scrubbing it, your hands stiff at first against the icy surface. Each motion sent another little spray of cold droplets clinging to your skin, your knuckles reddening with the effort.
Beside you—but not too close—Calypso knelt with her basket. She hummed softly under her breath as she worked, pulling a pale sheet through the water with long, practiced motions. Her song was low and sweet, the kind of melody that didn't need words, just little rises and falls like the tide.
It was peaceful. Almost too peaceful.
You tried not to stare, focusing instead on scrubbing dirt from the hem of your cloak. But silence pressed at your ears until the words slipped out of you, awkward and halting.
"Um—thank you," you said quietly.
Her humming stilled, though her hands kept working the cloth. "For what?" she asked, her tone curious, not unkind.
You glanced sideways, just quick enough to catch her profile—the way her lashes lowered, the damp curls clinging to her neck—before looking back down at your cloak. "For... for saving them," you admitted. Your voice felt too small in the alcove, swallowed by the sound of water spilling down the rocks. "Telemachus and Callias. They mean a lot to me. I don't know what I'd have done if..." You trailed off, pressing harder against the fabric as if you could scrub the words back. "Anyway. I'm grateful."
Calypso was quiet for a breath. Then she let out the faintest laugh, soft enough it almost blended with the splash of the pond.
"I couldn't not help them," she said simply. She lifted the sheet from the water, wrung it out with strong twists of her wrists, then spread it across a rock to dry. Her eyes flicked briefly to you, steady and unreadable. "When I saw them, something told me I must. As if the island itself asked me."
Her words settled heavy in the air, though her smile stayed light, as if she hadn't said anything strange at all.
You nodded once, awkward again, and dipped your cloak back into the water. The chill made your fingertips sting, but it kept you grounded as you scrubbed harder, sneaking a glance at her reflection in the ripples when you thought she wasn't looking.
You cleared your throat quietly, the sound rough in your chest after so much silence. "So... how long have you been here?" you asked, dropping your cloak to grab a tunic.
For a moment, Calypso didn't answer. She only swirled another piece of cloth through the water, her humming fading out. Then she tilted her head, lips curving faintly. "How long..." she echoed, as though she were tasting the words. She opened her mouth, then shut it again, and a soft laugh bubbled out instead.
"Honestly," she said, shaking her head, "it feels like I've been here forever."
You hummed, unsure what else to say, and kept scrubbing. The cloth slipped against your knuckles, the cold water numbing you to the ache building in your hands.
"It's a beautiful place, though," you offered after a beat, glancing around the alcove. "The trees, the water... it all feels alive." Your lips twitched into a small, crooked smile. "Honestly, I think I prefer it over Olympus."
Calypso's brows lifted just slightly, but she didn't interrupt, so you kept going, words spilling faster than you meant them to.
"Up there, it's all polished marble and feasts that never end. But it's... hollow. Too perfect. Everything looks alive, but it isn't." You wrung out the tunic and dunked it, shaking your head. "Here it's messy. It's real. There's dirt, there's salt, there's storm clouds that don't care if you're ready for them. I'd take that over Apollo's golden groves any day."
Your voice faltered at his name, but you pushed through, heat creeping up your neck. "He has these gardens up there in Olympus—meant to look wild, untamed, but every leaf is placed exactly where he wants it. It's like, even the shadows have to ask his permission to fall. You can't breathe there without feeling like you're... like you're part of some design you never asked to be in."
The words tumbled faster now, half rant, half ramble. "But here? You can breathe. It doesn't feel like anyone's trying to—" You caught yourself mid-sentence, your throat tightening. You blinked hard at the ripples in the pond, realizing just how much you'd said. "Sorry. I didn't mean to... ramble."
A small giggle slipped from Calypso. "No need to apologize," she said. She set her cloth aside and leaned her chin against her hand, watching you with that same easy calm. "I know about Apollo."
You froze. Your hand stilled in the water, the cloak slipping through your fingers as your head turned slowly toward her.
Her smile deepened, almost teasing. "About how you're his favored."
Your thoughts scattered, racing in circles. Huh?
Your mouth went dry. "I—what?" you finally reathed, the word barely leaving your lips.
But she only tilted her head, vines coiling lazily around her arm as if the island itself leaned closer with her.
She giggled softly at your stunned silence, the sound light but edged with something older. "Don't look so surprised," she said, brushing her thumb against the lip of her basket. "The waves talk. Words travel farther than you think. Nothing is safe from the sea."
Your throat tightened as you stared at her, trying to decide if she was teasing or warning you. Maybe both.
Calypso sighed then, a low, wistful breath that made her shoulders rise and fall like the tide. "How lucky you are," she murmured, her voice dropping softer, almost aching. "To have someone written in the stars who adores you. To be loved so loudly that even Olympus bends to watch." Her eyes fluttered closed for a moment, lips pursing faintly as if the thought alone were enough to sting.
You looked back down at your tunic, scrubbing harder than necessary, water sloshing against your wrists. "Lucky," you echoed begrudgingly, though your voice came out flat. After a pause, you huffed under your breath. "Suppose so. But sometimes I wonder..."
Her eyes flicked back open.
You met them, your words sharper now. "Do they adore me? Or just the prophecy tied to me? Only because they have to?" The question tasted bitter on your tongue, but it slipped out before you could bite it back.
For a moment, the alcove went still. The only sound was the soft patter of the waterfall behind you. Calypso didn't answer right away. She just studied you, quiet, her expression unreadable.
Then, finally, she spoke. "Maybe it doesn't matter." Her voice wasn't cruel—just tired, heavy with something older than either of you. She trailed her fingers along the surface of the pond, making little ripples that spread and died against the rocks. "Most prophecies don't end in love at all. They end in ruin, or grief, or a lonely name carved into stone. To have even a piece of sweetness woven into yours..." Her gaze drifted past you, unfocused, as though she were watching memories you couldn't see. "That's rare. That's... more than most ever get."
Her words hung there, soft and heavy, until the pond seemed quieter for it.
You sucked in a deep breath and looked away, eyes dropping to the ripples instead of her face. "...agree to disagree," you muttered, though softer, "maybe."
From the corner of your eye, you caught her watching you—sweetly, not sharply—like she could taste the edge in your voice but didn't mean to press it. Her lips curled faintly. "Perhaps," she said lightly, "what you need isn't more questions. Perhaps you need new clothes. A bath."
Your gaze flicked down at yourself almost instinctively. The tunic Telemachus had lent you still hung loose around your frame, wrinkled now, damp at the hem from the mist, and faintly clinging where it hadn't quite dried overnight.
Your arms still smelled faintly of smoke from the fire, your hair still heavy with rain. Gods, maybe she wasn't wrong—you did feel the weight of salt and dirt clinging to your skin, a reminder of every hour spent on that skiff, every soaked step through the jungle.
You didn't answer right away, lips pressed into a line, so Calypso took your silence as hesitation. She tilted her head toward the waterfall, the vines on her arms swaying faintly with the motion. "At the base of the water, flowers grow," she explained. "Their oils sweeten the pool. Crush them in your palms and they'll wash your hair clean. Leave you smelling like morning blossoms."
You followed her gaze toward the rushing fall, the spray misting faintly at the edge of the alcove. For a moment, you just stared, then shrugged lightly. "...alright. Sure."
That earned you a smile—bright, satisfied. Calypso stood smoothly, gathering the rest of the damp clothes into her basket, including the ones you'd just finished scrubbing. "I'll hang these to dry," she said simply, balancing the bundle against her hip. "And while I fetch something better for you to wear, you can freshen yourself."
Before you could argue, she was already turning, her bare feet silent against the mossy path as she disappeared between the trees, leaving only the sound of water crashing and dripping into the pond.
You let out another long breath, this one shaking a little, and glanced around. The trees curved close here, arms woven thick overhead, making the space feel hidden. Guarded. It felt safe enough.
Fingers fumbling slightly, you untied the rope at your waist and let it drop onto the stone. The tunic slipped from your shoulders in a single shrug, the damp fabric clinging briefly before you pulled it free and set it aside.
The air hit your skin cool and sharp, raising goosebumps down your arms, but you stepped forward anyway. One foot, then the other, until the water lapped at your toes.
Cold.
A shiver jolted straight through you, but you pressed forward, wading in until the chill wrapped around your calves, then your waist. You sucked in a breath, teeth clenching as your body protested, but kept moving. The pond deepened near the center, and before long you were swimming, your limbs cutting small ripples across the glassy surface.
The waterfall rushed louder the closer you got, a steady curtain of white noise. You tipped your head back into it, letting the spray slap against your scalp, cold and clean. The chill clung to you, but underneath it—just faintly—there was something freeing.
For the first time in days, maybe weeks, you felt like you could shed the salt, the smoke, the weight. Even if only for a moment.
You remembered Calypso's words and waded closer to the rocks at the base of the waterfall. Sure enough, tucked between moss and stone were clusters of pale blossoms, their petals wide and soft, bleeding a faint, sweet smell into the spray. You plucked a handful, crushing them carefully between your palms until their oil seeped warm and slick across your fingers.
The scent was delicate—like wild jasmine kissed with citrus—and as you worked the lather into your skin, faint bubbles foamed and popped up against the surface of the pond. You scrubbed slowly, running your hands over your arms, down your shoulders, across the curve of your stomach and thighs until the dirt and salt gave way to clean, smooth skin.
When you tipped your head under the waterfall, the cold pounded against your scalp, rinsing the floral oil through your hair. Strands clung to your face and back as you combed through them with your fingers, watching the bubbles float away in thin streams before breaking into nothing.
The world fell away in those minutes. The roar of the waterfall became steady and calming, the pond warm where the sunlight kissed it. For the first time in a long while, it just felt nice. You let yourself think, faintly, I could stay here foreve—
Crack.
A tree branch snapped somewhere behind you.
Your head whipped around instantly, hands flying to cover your chest as water slid down your front. Standing at the edge of the alcove was Telemachus—eyes wide, jaw slack, his entire face flushed red.
Your mouth dropped open to match his, your own eyes going wide.
"I—I—" he stammered, staggering back a half-step, his hands lifting like he wanted to shield his own eyes but couldn't quite make them move. "I didn't mean—I wasn't—I was just—"
Before he could even finish choking on his apology, another voice cut through the brush.
"Gods, what took you so long just to fill the waterskins?" Peisistratus' voice boomed as he shoved his way through the leaves behind Telemachus. "____ and Callias are probably awake by now and—"
He stopped dead. His sentence faltered as his blue eyes locked onto you, brows shooting up high. For a long second, he just stared, lips twitching before he let out a low whistle.
"Well, well, well," he drawled, a grin spreading across his face. "Aren't you a pretty little nymph in water sent to tempt us poor souls?"
"PEISISTRATUS!" you screeched, your face burning hot even under the waterfall. With one free hand you splashed water hard in their direction, droplets spraying through the air.
Peisistratus yelped, laughing as he danced back from the faint spray, holding his hands up like you'd just tried to drown him. "Alright, alright! I surrender!"
Telemachus whipped around immediately, shoving the taller blond back with both hands. "Don't look at her!" he snapped, his voice rough with embarrassment. His ears were still bright red, his jaw clenched tight as Peisistratus cackled, stumbling back a few steps.
"Sorry! Sorry!" Peisistratus laughed louder, rubbing his arm where Telemachus had pushed him. "Didn't mean to peek!"
You glared at them both, water dripping down your nose, chest heaving as you hugged yourself tighter. "AWAY!" you barked furiously.
And though Telemachus didn't need telling twice, Peisistratus was still grinning like he'd just witnessed the funniest thing in the world.
The two of them stumbled back through the brush, still bickering as they went. You could hear Peisistratus laughing even as he tripped over a root, Telemachus' low voice snapping back at him in a harsh hiss.
Yet, even as he shoved Peisistratus along, Telemachus couldn't stop glancing back through the leaves—his ears blazing red, his face caught somewhere between panic and shame, like he couldn't decide if he needed to guard your modesty or gouge out his own eyes.
Finally, they vanished from view.
You sank lower into the water with a loud groan, burying yourself until only your nose and eyes peeked out over the rippling surface. Heat burned in your face even though the pond was cool.
Did he... see me naked? The thought slammed into your chest so hard it made you kick your legs in the water like a child throwing a tantrum. Your stomach twisted, your face flaming.
The embarrassment built until you couldn't hold it in anymore—you shoved yourself under the water completely, dunking down until your ears filled and the world went muffled. Then, releasing it all in one raw, wordless sound, you screeched into the water, bubbles exploding up around you in a frantic rush.
When you surfaced seconds later, gasping, hair plastered across your face, you blinked through the dripping strands—only to freeze.
Calypso stood at the edge of the alcove.
Your heart jerked into your throat, but you forced yourself to smooth your expression, shaking your head sharply to fling the water (and embarrassment) away. She didn't seem to notice—or maybe she politely ignored the flush in your face—as you swam closer.
You climbed out of the pond, shivering slightly in the morning air. Instinct made you cover yourself with one arm, but only loosely.
Calypso set a folded bundle of clothes down gently on a flat rock nearby. "There you are," she murmured, her voice soft as the rush of the waterfall. "Breakfast will be ready when you return."
Before you could even thank her, she was already turning, her vines swaying gently as she slipped back up the path, her basket swaying at her hip.
You stood there dripping, water sliding in rivulets down your arms and legs, pooling at your feet. A sigh pushed through your lips, long and heavy.
Your gaze dropped to the clothes waiting on the stone.
Bits of embarrassment still lingered in your chest, clinging like the water drops rolling down your skin.
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By the time you made your way back through the trees, the sun had climbed higher, breaking through the canopy in scattered beams. Your damp hair clung to your shoulders, water still dripping down the back of your neck.
Ahead, you could already hear them.
Telemachus' voice—low, steady, trying to sound casual. Peisistratus'—loud, teasing, the kind of laugh that carried even over the rustle of the jungle. Callias, rasping and hoarse, but awake and chiming in every now and then. And threading between them all, Calypso's softer tones—sweet, lulling, the way honey dripped off a spoon.
They quieted almost at once when you stepped into view.
You tugged down the edge of the material Calypso had left for you, suddenly aware of how different it felt compared to your usual clothes.
It wasn't bad. Just... not yours.
The top was made from light, woven cloth and bound at your ribs with a tie of braided leaves, leaving the soft curve of your midriff bare. The neckline dipped lower than you were used to, brushing the tops of your chest each time you moved. The bottom was stranger still—strips of leafy fabric layered into a skirt that barely touched mid-thigh, the edges brushing your legs with every step.
The whole thing felt like some mix of tunic and forest, less revealing than Calypso's attire, but still... not Ithacan. Not palace. Not you.
Telemachus' back straightened the second he saw you. His jaw tightened, his eyes flicking away almost instantly as a flush crept up his ears.
Calypso noticed. Of course she did. Her head tilted sweetly, curls shifting with the motion. "What's wrong?" she asked softly, her eyes flicking between him and you.
Before Telemachus could even open his mouth, Peisistratus cackled.
"Oh, he's just still stuck in his head about seeing her naked!"
The words landed like a stone tossed into still water.
"NO WAY." Callias' voice barked out at the exact same time Telemachus snapped, "SHUT UP!"
Both of them turned on Peisistratus instantly—Callias with wide eyes and open disbelief, Telemachus with a glare so sharp it could've cut stone.
Calypso froze where she stood, her lips parting in a soft, startled silence. Then, slowly, a smile forced its way across her face. She let out a small giggle, tilting her head as if the moment didn't sit wrong in her chest. "Ah... forgive me," she said lightly. "I should have warned you. The path from the beach does... intersect near the pond."
You wanted to sink into the ground.
Peisistratus, of course, wasn't finished. He slapped his knee, wheezing with laughter. "Good thing I got sidetracked by a crab! Otherwise I'd have gone first too—" he jabbed a thumb toward Telemachus, grinning wide, "—but nooo, Prince Impatience here had to stomp ahead."
Telemachus' face turned crimson. "Peisistratus," he growled, stepping toward him, "I swear to the gods—"
But Peisistratus only laughed louder, already backing up with his hands raised. "Hey, don't blame me! Blame the crab!"
Your stomach twisted between mortification and the absurd urge to laugh, though you buried it behind a scowl, tugging your leafy skirt lower against your thighs.
You walked over quickly, slipping down onto the log beside Telemachus. He shifted just slightly, his knee brushing yours, but his gaze stayed locked stubbornly on the firepit like the whole jungle wasn't still buzzing with what Peisistratus had shouted.
Before you could say a word, Calypso clapped her hands lightly together, her voice as airy as the sea breeze. "I'll only be a few minutes. Time to fetch breakfast~"she chimed, her tone sweet and smooth like birdsong.
Peisistratus pushed himself halfway to his feet immediately. "I'll help—"
But Calypso cut him off with a little flutter of laughter, waving her hand as if shooing away a curious dog. "No, no. You've done enough already this morning! You and Telemachus brought in so many useful things from the beach—wood, rope, even those broken planks. I'll have plenty to work with now." She tipped her head, curls bouncing. "Rest. Please."
And before Peisistratus could even finish the sentence forming on his lips, she was gone, slipping through the curtain of leaves.
The silence she left behind lasted only a heartbeat.
Then Callias let out a sharp snort.
You turned your head just in time to see him smirk, leaning lazily back against his blanket pile, arms folded across his chest. He looked Peisistratus up and down—still frozen mid-movement, hand half-raised like he'd been caught in stone—and scoffed.
"Better off trying to seduce Aphrodite herself," Callias rasped, his grin widening as he shifted his gaze toward Telemachus. "At least she doesn't play favorites."
His eyes flicked deliberately to you, mischievous and knowing, and you couldn't help the way your own mouth tugged upward into a matching smirk.
Beside you, Telemachus groaned, dragging his hands down his face until his elbows rested against his knees. He bowed forward, ears red, muttering into his palms like he wished the ground would swallow him whole.
You hummed, leaning back with your arms crossed, a teasing lilt slipping into your voice. "Maybe you're just not using your favoritism to its full potential."
His head snapped up so fast his curls nearly bounced into his eyes. "Huh?" he blurted, eyebrows scrunched, lips parted in confused shock.
Gods, he was adorable like that. All furrowed brow and wide-eyed like a boy caught off guard in the middle of a battlefield he didn't know he'd walked into. Something warm uncurled in your chest, giddy and helpless, but you shoved it down quick, keeping your face smooth and sharp.
Still smirking, matching the mischievous glint in Callias' grin, you leaned forward. Slowly. Deliberately. Telemachus stiffened as your shadow crossed his lap.
"Favoritism," you cooed sweetly, pinching his cheek between your fingers. His skin was warm under your touch, and you gave the soft flesh the gentlest tug, forcing his face toward you. "I'm sure if you slipped a shoulder or two, Calypso might show us every treasure this island has tucked away."
His reaction was instant.
Telemachus jerked back with a strangled sound, coughing, sputtering, one hand shooting up to cover the bottom half of his face while his wide eyes locked on you like you'd just said the most indecent thing in the known world. "W–What—____?! Gods—!"
The sight of him—ears blazing red, jaw slack beneath his palm—was enough to break the other two.
Peisistratus doubled over, one hand slamming his knee as he wheezed, "Don't stop now—he's cracking!"
Callias was worse, wheezing so hard he almost fell sideways off his blanket pile, his grin wicked and triumphant. "Yes! ____! That's it! That's the spirit! Make me proud!"
Your smirk widened as you leaned back innocently, brushing your fingers against your skirt like nothing happened. "See? They agree with me."
That finally snapped Telemachus out of his daze. He straightened sharply, his lips pressed tight in a line that was way too thin to hide the red still creeping up his throat. His glare swept between the three of you, sharp but trembling at the edges with lingering embarrassment.
"You two keep laughing," he muttered darkly, pointing first at Callias and then at Peisistratus. "But remember—I know things. Things you'd rather stay buried. And if I have to suffer... I'll drag you both down with me."
Callias blinked once, still grinning. "Oh? Like what, Prince?"
Telemachus smirked faintly now, almost daring, though his ears were still pink. "For starters—Peisistratus' goat incident. And Callias, your little speech to Andreia about her eyes being like—what was it?—'glorious olives dripping in oil'?"
Callias nearly choked, while Peisistratus shouted, "That goat was aggressive for absolutely no reason! What is Ithaca cursed with? An abundance of goats?!" over Callias' indignant, "I told you that in confidence! I was nine, and she was a princess—forgive me for telling you may tales of how I survived that wretched woman!"
You slapped a hand over your mouth, laughter bursting out anyway, your shoulders shaking as the chaos unraveled around you. Telemachus sat back with his arms crossed, still flushed, but there was the faintest smug curl at the corner of his lips—like he knew he'd pulled himself back from the edge.
The sound of soft footsteps broke the moment.
Calypso emerged from between the trees, the sunlight catching in her hair so it shimmered like strands of wet kelp. She carried a wooden tray balanced across her arms, and the faint smell of smoke and salt drifted with her as she approached.
One by one, she handed out carved bowls—each filled with slices of roasted fish and wedges of ripe fruit, nearly identical to what she'd given the night before.
You didn't miss it. Just as before, Telemachus' portion was heavier again, thicker cuts of fish laid neatly across his bowl, the fruit plumper and sweeter-looking.
Calypso lingered a beat after setting the last bowl down, wringing her hands lightly against her skirt. "Forgive me," she said, her tone almost apologetic. "It isn't much. The same as last night... I wish I could offer more variety."
Her eyes dipped, lashes brushing her cheeks, but then she perked up suddenly, clasping her hands together. "Though—I did set a few traps around the island yesterday. With luck, something may have been caught this morning. If so, I can make a stew, or something warmer." Her voice rose with quiet pride, like the idea alone might brighten the morning.
You and the boys answered quickly, voices overlapping in a mix of thanks. "Thank you," you murmured sincerely, and beside you Telemachus inclined his head in a respectful nod. Peisistratus and Callias chimed in too, their tones more casual but no less genuine.
Calypso's smile bloomed bright and untroubled at that, her shell bracelets clinking as she brought her hands together. "Good," she said softly, her tone lilting. "Then eat well. I'll be nearby, seeing to a few chores. If you need me... just call."
With that, she turned gracefully, slipping back toward the edge of the clearing until her form melted into the green.
Almost at once, the group shifted back into its own rhythm. Peisistratus leaned sideways toward Callias, tossing out some teasing remark you couldn't quite catch, and within seconds the two had fallen into an easy conversation, their laughter breaking the still morning air.
You sat quieter, your fingers tugging absently at the leafy hem of your new skirt as you picked at the food in your bowl. Beside you, Telemachus ate just as quietly, his posture still tense from earlier, though calmer now.
Then—wordlessly—he reached down, plucked two of the juicier slices of fish from his own bowl, and set them gently into yours.
He didn't look at you while he did it. His eyes stayed on his food, lashes lowered, jaw working slow and steady. But his hand lingered a second longer than necessary against the rim of your bowl before pulling back.
For a few minutes, the only sounds were the crackle of the fire and Callias and Peisistratus' chatter across the clearing. You chewed slowly, sneaking glances at the prince beside you—at the way he shifted in little fits and starts, like there was something caught in his throat he hadn't figured out how to push out yet.
Finally, he cleared his throat. Soft. Barely a noise, but enough to make your head turn.
His eyes darted away instantly. Down at his bowl. At the dirt. At anywhere but you. His fingers fidgeted along the rim of the wood dish, tapping once, twice, before stilling.
"I, uh..." his voice was low, uneven. He swallowed, his jaw flexing, before trying again. "About... earlier. At the pond. I didn't mean to—" He cut himself off, color rushing hot up his neck into his cheeks. His grip tightened on the bowl. "I shouldn't have seen you—like that. I wasn't... uh—"
You blinked, waiting for him to finish. But he only tripped over himself harder.
Your lips twitched before you let the word slip, dry and soft. "Naked?"
His head snapped up, brown eyes wide, voice cracking so hard it came out like a squeak. "No! I mean—yes—but no! Not like—I wasn't trying to—"
The sound of his own fluster tripped him into silence. He groaned under his breath, dragging one hand over his face before rubbing at the back of his neck, shoulders curling tight.
"I was supposed to be filling the waterskins," he muttered, eyes still glued anywhere but you. "Peisistratus got distracted—as he always does—and I went ahead. I thought it would be faster, and then I... I saw you."
His voice faltered. Softened.
For a second, it was like he wasn't even here anymore. His eyes glazed faintly, mouth parting, like the memory had him in its grip again. "The way the water caught you. The light through the falls. For a moment I thought—" He stopped himself abruptly, blinked hard, and snapped his gaze back down at his food. His ears were scarlet now.
You stared at him, heat curling in your chest. The silence stretched just a moment too long.
You could've let it go. Told him it was fine and moved on. But instead, your lips curved into a sly little smile.
"It's alright," you murmured, leaning a little closer. "If I'm honest... back in Ithaca, I used to sneak looks at you when you were training with the soldiers."
His head jerked up so fast you almost laughed. His mouth opened, then closed, then opened again, like the words had short-circuited.
"Y-You what?!"
You only smiled wider, enjoying the way his ears went an even darker shade of red.
You hummed, leaning closer with mock-dramatic flair. "Mhm. All shirtless, sweat dripping, hair falling in your eyes... face all serious and concentrated while you trained." You lifted your hand, fanning yourself lazily as if the memory alone was too much. "Gods, how was anyone supposed to focus?"
Telemachus let out a startled laugh, his shoulders shaking as he reached over and nudged you lightly with his elbow. "Quit it," he muttered, though the way his smile curved betrayed him.
You laughed too, biting back the grin until it softened into something smaller. "Alright, alright. I'll stop." You lifted a hand in mock-surrender before sighing and glancing down at your bowl. "But... seriously."
Your voice dipped, softer now. "It's fine. Earlier, I mean. If it had to be anyone who saw me like that... I'd rather it be you." You hesitated, face heating as the words tumbled out faster than you meant them to. "I trust you. More than anyone, actually. So... don't keep beating yourself up about it."
You could feel your own face warming at the admission, and quickly shoved another piece of fruit into your mouth to distract yourself.
When you dared glance back up, Telemachus was smiling. Not flustered this time—just soft. Warm. His eyes caught yours and lingered a moment longer than usual before a mischievous glint flickered there.
"So..." he drawled, tilting his head slightly, "do you like being watched?"
Your mouth dropped open. "What—?!"
He smirked, leaning back just enough to dodge the playful smack you aimed at his arm. "I'm just asking."
You gaped at him, scandalized, before kicking his foot under the log. "How dare you!"
He laughed again, the sound bright and boyish, and you couldn't help but join him, your earlier embarrassment dissolving into shared laughter. For a moment, the two of you just sat there—knees brushing, shoulders close—smiling at each other like the whole world had quieted down just to give you this.
And then—smack.
Something soft and wet bounced off Telemachus' cheek and plopped directly into your bowl with a faint splat. You blinked down at the half-squished bit of fruit now sitting in your breakfast, then back up at the culprit.
Peisistratus sat across the fire, grinning wide, his hand still raised from the throw.
Callias let out a hoot loud enough to startle a bird from the trees. "Five points! Right in the face!"
You clapped a hand over your mouth, trying to smother the laugh bubbling out of you. Telemachus turned slowly, very slowly, toward Peisistratus—his jaw tight, his cheek shining faintly with juice.
"Really?" he growled, low and dangerous, though the flush in his ears gave him away. "Really?"
Peisistratus only leaned back on his log, hands raised in mock defense, still smirking. "What? Thought you could use some fruit with that side of flirting."
You snorted into your hand, shoulders shaking.
Telemachus, refusing to be humiliated further, snatched up a small pit from his own plate and flicked it across the fire with deadly precision. Peisistratus opened his mouth mid-laugh—only for the pit to land clean inside.
The Pylian prince froze, then crunched it between his teeth like he’d meant to do it all along. He winked at you, chewing smugly. "See? Even when he trying to get back at me, he makes me look good. That's friendship, right there."
"Or insanity," Callias snorted, wiping at his eyes. "Gods, you two are ridiculous."
Telemachus groaned, dragging a hand down his face, clearly annoyed at being made the fool twice in front of you. But even then, you caught the faint twitch at the corner of his mouth, the way his shoulders eased when he saw you laughing.
Breakfast carried on like that—small jokes tossed across the fire, Callias chiming in with dry quips, Peisistratus stirring trouble just to see who'd snap first, and you and Telemachus stealing the occasional glance when you thought no one else was looking.
For the first time in a long while, the storm felt far away.
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By the time the sun had shifted high overhead, the clearing had grown warm and lazy. The fire had burned down to soft embers, sending curls of smoke into the thick air. The voices of birds carried from the trees, broken every so often by the far-off crash of waves.
Telemachus and Peisistratus had gone off with Calypso a little while ago, following her through the vines to check on the traps she swore were tucked all around the island. You'd wanted to go too, but Callias had been left behind—still running a fever, still coughing every now and then—and someone had to stay with him.
So here you were.
He lay stretched out on his mat near the edge of the clearing, hair sticking damp to his temple, a faint flush still coloring his cheeks. You sat cross-legged beside him with a small clay jar Calypso had left—something made from herbs and oils, a cooling salve that smelled faintly of mint and crushed bark.
You scooped a bit onto your fingers and rubbed it carefully across his forehead, smoothing it over his skin until the sheen caught the light. Then, gently, you pressed a little more into the spots Calypso told you—just under his jaw, along the curve of his neck, at the insides of his wrists where the veins ran close.
"Feels like you're seasoning me," Callias muttered, eyes squinting but lips twitching in a grin.
You huffed a laugh, shaking your head. "Don't tempt me to throw you over the fire. You'd be too stringy anyway."
"Ha," he said dryly, though his smirk widened when you dabbed more cream onto his temple.
It had been like that most of the afternoon—little quips, small laughs, and half-serious attempts to catch each other up on everything that had happened since you'd left for Lyraethos. The stories came out in pieces, always out of order, just like they always did between you two. One memory pulled out another, one complaint reminded you of something else, until the whole thing was a tangled mess of events stitched together by laughter.
Right now, Callias was midway through telling you about the start of his and Telemachus' journey—how they'd taken ship for Lyraethos not even knowing you'd already returned to Ithaca.
"Gods, the food," he groaned, flopping his arm dramatically across his eyes. "If you could even call it food. Mushy beans, stale bread, and some kind of fish stew that smelled like Poseidon himself had sneezed into the pot."
You laughed, leaning over to smear more salve onto the back of his hand. "It couldn't have been that bad."
"Oh, it was worse." He peeked at you from under his arm, eyes glinting. "The sailors snored like harpies and smelled worse. And don't get me started on the bunks. If you think Ithaca's servant quarters were bad, you should've seen the rat nests they had the nerve to call sleeping space."
You wrinkled your nose, shaking your head as you worked the oil into his skin. "I can't believe you survived."
"Barely," he said, letting his arm drop again with a sigh. "Telemachus was too busy brooding on deck to notice, but me? I suffered. Greatly. All for you."
The words were said lightly, teasing, but you still felt that familiar warmth in your chest—the kind only Callias could spark with his dramatics, the kind that reminded you how much you'd missed this. Him. The easy rhythm of your conversations, the way he always exaggerated until you laughed.
You smiled faintly, rubbing the last of the salve into his wrist. "I missed you, Callias."
His grin softened, his lashes lowering. "Yeah," he murmured, voice a little rougher now. "Missed you too."
The clearing went quiet again, only the hum of insects and the rustle of trees filling the air.
Then Callias cracked one eye open, his mouth quirking. "Sooo," he drawled, "you've been busy, huh?"
You blinked, brows pulling. "Huh?" You set the little clay jar aside, wiping the minty salve off your fingers onto the hem of your skirt.
He chuckled, low and hoarse, then tipped his chin at you. "You go off to Lyraethos, vanish to Olympus, charm gods left and right... Meanwhile, poor me and Prince Golden Boy are out here nearly dying at sea because of it."
Your lips parted in confusion. "What are you talking about?"
Callias pushed himself up a little, wincing as his ribs protested, then leveled you with a look. "Do you not remember? Our boat? The storm? Poseidon nearly swallowed us whole?"
You hesitated, then nodded slowly. "You said Hermes saved you."
He hummed, eyes glinting. "Saved us, yes. But what you don't know is why." His tone slipped into a singsong lilt, dramatic as always. "Because apparently, little Liaison, Hermes only bothered because of you. Said it himself."
Your stomach twisted. "What?"
"Mhm." Callias leaned back again, smirking like he was enjoying every second of your wide-eyed stare. "He spelled it out to Telemachus, actually. Said the only reason we weren't two more corpses bobbing in the tide was because of you. That you were the thread holding his hand steady. Without you, no rescue."
You stared, pulse jumping in your throat. "Herm—Telemachus never—he didn't—"
"Of course he didn't," Callias interrupted, his grin softening into something almost fond. "He wouldn't. He doesn't like saying when things shake him. But trust me, I saw his face when Hermes said it." He tapped his chest for emphasis. "If the messenger god hadn't pulled us out, Poseidon's storm would've crushed us. We'd both be gone. And between you and me?" His grin dimmed just a little, eyes darting off to the trees. "He was hurt too. Not as bad as me, but bad enough. He just... hides it better."
Your hands curled faintly in your lap, a dull ache pressing against your ribs. "So this whole time... he only gave me an abridged story."
"Pretty much," Callias said, not unkindly.
You exhaled, looking down at your fingers, still faintly sticky with the salve. A small laugh—thin and bitter—slipped out before you could stop it. "And here I am, thinking I was the one keeping secrets. Gods... I'd be a hypocrite to stay mad at him, wouldn't I? After all the things I never said..."
Your voice trailed off, the weight of it sitting heavy in your chest.
Callias didn't press. He only leaned back against his mat again, his grin quieter now, and let you sit with the truth.
You exhaled slowly, rubbing your palms against your knees. "You know... that storm on my way to Lyraethos wasn't just bad luck."
His eyes snapped open instantly, sharper than before. "What do you mean?"
You gave a tired little huff, almost annoyed at the memory. "Poseidon. He caused it. He wanted me under his thumb. To remind me that I was just a piece in his feud with Odysseus."
Callias pushed himself up on one elbow, fully awake now. He didn't say a word—just stared, waiting.
You swallowed and pushed on. "When the mast cracked, when the waves threathened to swallow the deck. I sacrified myself to save the others. And in that deep blue, I floated... I thought it was over. Then he came. Pulled me under. Kissed me." You scowled faintly, brushing a damp curl out of your face at the memory. "Called it a boon. Said it would let me breathe beneath the waves."
Callias' mouth twitched like he wanted to say something but didn't dare interrupt.
"I was his prisoner for three days," you went on, voice lower. "Three days at the bottom of the sea. Watching Ithacan sailors beg, or curse his name. Listening to them remind me over and over of their regrets." Your jaw tightened. "Three days of salt burning my skin, and silence except for the sound of thier voices."
The fire popped faintly in the clearing. For a long moment, neither of you spoke.
Then Callias cleared his throat. "Sooo..." His tone turned sing-song, cutting through the heaviness like a blade. "Poseidon, huh?" He tilted his head at you, smirking crookedly. "Was he your first kiss?"
Your eyes widened. "What? No!" You swatted at his arm, but his grin only widened.
"Mmhm," he teased. "Sounded like it."
You groaned, rubbing at your temple. "Gods... fine. Technically, maybe. I don't care, it doesn't count."
"Oh, it counts," Callias said smugly, leaning back again. "Besides the whole vendetta, the trying to kill us, yadda yadda—" He paused, grinning wickedly. "Poseidon? Smash."
You blinked, caught off guard. "...Smash?"
"Yeah," he said easily, as if it was obvious. "Like—smash the pot, stir the stew. Hot as Hades, admit it."
You bit back a laugh, staring at him. "That's... that's not how that word works."
"Does now."
You hummed, lips twitching. "...Yeah. Smash."
That did it—you both burst into laughter, the sound echoing bright through the trees. You had to cover your mouth to keep from choking on it, Callias wheezing and clutching his side but still grinning like an idiot.
The laughter only died down when the underbrush rustled. Calypso appeared first, balancing a woven basket on her hip, her smile serene as ever. Behind her trailed Telemachus and Peisistratus, both carrying a handful of small game—two rabbits, a brace of birds, feathers still clinging to their arms.
"The traps were a success," Calypso said lightly, setting the basket down near the firepit.
Peisistratus dropped his haul with a dramatic groan. "Gods, I'm starving. Tell me we're not just roasting them plain. I need stew. Thick stew. I want flavor."
"You always want stew," Telemachus muttered, shaking his head as he passed him, though the corner of his mouth twitched.
Callias immediately raised his hand. "I second that. Stew. Something juicy. If I get served dry rabbit, I'm haunting this island."
You laughed under your breath as the three boys started bickering over the cooking while Calypso knelt gracefully by the fire to sort her herbs. The air filled with voices again, teasing and familiar, warmth rising from the pit even before the meat touched flame.
And for the first time in a long while—you didn't feel like you were just surviving. You felt like you were living.
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Notes:
A/N : HELLOOOOO i live 😭✨ sorry for the sudden disappearance—ya girl's laptop straight up broke on me (RIP fallen soldier) but i finally got it back and with school starting again, i'm getting back into the groove. expect more updates, new stories period. to make up for it, i made this chapter extra long as an apology gift 🫶alsoooo—lowkey been getting a few small comments like "drop the paypal/cashapp" and y'all??? Saying you'd toss me a few dollars????? AHHHH my gods that's so sweet 😭😭 like??? thank you??? and yes lol i will humbly accept 😂 it all goes straight to my dental payment plan (yes for those keeping track of the lore... I FINALLY got my crown fixed after a year of rawdogging it being gone💀💀). i've even been thinking about opening up commissions eventually, so ppl can request specific things and get something back—but ngl as a broke struggling student, i will never turn down free money either 😭 (anyone who knows me irl knows i have an unhealthy obsession with free t-shirts and will do a lot for them lmao). ANYWAY hope enjoyed this beefy chapter and thank you again for the patience + support 🖤
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Chapter 100: 70.5 ┃ 𝐃𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒: 𝐏𝐫𝐚𝐲𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐫 𝐌𝐨𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐫𝐲
Summary:
𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: here's a bit of extra scenes/plot to 70 ┃ 𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐧𝐚𝐫𝐞; hello lovelies! finally managed to get free time and finish up this chappie--made it a lil long as an apology--so hope you enjoy my attempt at worldbuilding/info-dumping and just good vibes lololol. also, if anyone cared, i took down 'Know No Evil' my bnha book cuz im in the process of editing/making book two and have to reread/tweak minor deatils--it's stll up on my ao3 and tumblr (cuz im lazy and have it spread out loll) but when i republish, it will be a bit different in terms of my writing style, might as well take the chance to edit it as well lolol. sry for the lil rambles, dont know what to write rn, my mind is blanking, so uhhh... as one of my readers told me, take care bby and i hope yall never go bald ❤️❤️ps
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The clearing settled into a lazy warmth by midday. Smoke from the banked fire curled straight up before the canopy caught it and smudged it side to side. Ash made a dark ring in the sand, and the last of the morning coals pulsed like small red eyes under a crust of gray. Somewhere, waves hit the far rocks in a steady hush, and every so often a fat drop shook loose from a leaf and tapped the ground.
Callias sat propped on one hip near the pit, a blanket bunched under his ribs. The fever had eased enough to stop the shiver in his hands, but heat still clung to his skin. He kept a clay bowl in his lap, picking through a pile of fruit Calypso had left—soft slices of yellow flesh, a few glossy figs, something tart that bit the tongue.
Peisistratus camped a step away on a log, long legs sprawled, one heel digging idle half-moons into the damp dirt as he gnawed on a wedge and pretended not to watch Callias watch him.
"Stop staring at me like that," Callias said, catching Peisistratus' stare. The words came out hoarse but playful. "You look like you're judging my technique."
Peisistratus lifted his hands, fruit and all. "I judge nothing. I admire. There's a difference."
"Admire?" Callias snorted, then tipped a slice to the Pylian's mouth. "Then admire this."
Peisistratus leaned in and let Callias feed him. Teeth flashed. He made a show of it—eyes half-lidded, a hum under his breath. The shells strung above them clicked when he reached to take the next piece straight from Callias' fingers, slow enough for the knuckles to brush.
"Careful, Prince," Callias warned, smiling despite himself. "You flirt like you want an audience."
"I flirt like I have one," Peisistratus corrected, grinning. He nudged Callias' ankle with his toes, light and stupidly gentle for a man who turned oars like he owned the sea.
For a while they did nothing but pass fruit back and forth, talking around the pit the way boys did when no one needed to be brave. Clatter of a spoon from the hut, low birdcall, the soft draft of the fern line; nothing urgent.
Callias' eyes kept drifting to the treeline where you, Telemachus, and the nymph had vanished earlier, then back to Peisistratus, then up to the thin seam of sun stitching the canopy.
"So," Callias said at last, rolling a fig seed between finger and thumb, "tell me about Pylos. Not the 'my lord father' speech. The real bit. What's it like when you shove off and the headland drops away?"
Peisistratus' grin tamed down into something easy. He tipped his face to the light. "It's simple first," he said. "Push. Splash. Swear at a rope. Then the oars get you clear and the wind stands up in the sail like a friend who's late but worth it. The smell changes. City stink falls behind and all you get is pitch, wet wood, salt, and fish. You breathe deeper without asking."
He rubbed his thumb along the fruit peel, eyes flicking not to Callias but through him, as if the horizon sat somewhere above the male's shoulder. "If the swell is right, the hull starts to talk. Little knocks. Like it's happy you came back."
He laughed under his breath, a quiet thing. "Night is better, though. You lie on your back on the deck when you can, neck all kinked, and the whole sky is a road. Orion, Pleiades, the tack of the Milky Way. The tiller hums under your hand, and every little star is a nail in a chart only you can read. You don't feel alone. You feel... hm." He searched for the word and came up short, so he shrugged. "...Right."
Callias snorted and flicked the fig seed at his chest. "Gods, you sound like an old soul. You and Telemachus both. He talks about the stars like they're his cousins. You talk about waves like they kiss your feet."
Peisistratus came back to himself and grinned again; the far-off look tucked away, replaced by brag. "That's because we're the best of friends," he said, puffing his chest the tiniest bit on purpose. "He points at the sky; I point at the water; somehow we end up where we meant to go."
"Mm. Best buds, is it?" Callias chewed a sweet slice, then dragged the edge of his blanket higher when a small breeze cut through. "Tell me, does 'best buds' include abandoning me and ____ to die of boredom while you two go play hunter with a pretty sea nymph?"
Peisistratus put a hand to his heart. "I am wounded!"
"You're ridiculous," Callias said, but the smile stayed. "So. Since you're the ocean's favorite son, what's the trick? The part no one tells you."
Peisistratus rocked the fruit stone in his palm. "The trick is knowing when not to fight her. Everyone tries to muscle through a cross swell. You waste arms and time and pride. Better to slide with it, take the angle, give your stern just enough so the wave thinks it won and you still get where you're going. Same with wind. Same with people." His mouth tipped. "Same with you, sometimes."
"Same with me?" Callias cocked a brow.
Peisistratus' eyes warmed. "You push when you're scared. You joke so you don't bleed in front of anyone. Trick is to let the wave pass. Then you stand up. See? Old soul."
Callias clicked his tongue and looked away fast so the other boy wouldn't see the flash of heat in his face. "You and your wisdom," he muttered. "Next you'll tell me the tide speaks your name."
"It does," Peisistratus said solemnly, then ruined it with a wink. "Usually when I owe it fish."
Callias laughed, then winced and pressed a palm to his ribs until the ache dulled. Peisistratus' hand hovered, not quite touching, waiting for permission. Callias let him settle it—broad, warm, steady—just above the bad pull. The weight helped.
"You okay?" Peisistratus asked. No joke now.
"I'm fine," Callias said, because that was what he always said, and because it was almost true. The salve you had spread on him earlier still cooled the pulse points at his neck and wrists; it kept the fever at the edge of things. He could see straight. He could laugh, even if it cost him. Living, not only lasting. It counted. "Keep talking so I don't think about how much I hate that I agree with you."
Peisistratus' mouth crooked. "About what?"
"About... gods, all of it." Callias let his head tip back against the hut's post, watching that bright bit of sky jitter between leaves. "Telemachus being right. You—occasionally—being right. Don't make me say it twice."
Peisistratus snorted and popped a fig into his mouth, talk already gathering warm in his chest. "Alright. Then I'll talk." He wiped juice from his thumb with the heel of his hand. "About Pylos. About him."
"Go on, Prince Pasture," Callias drawled. He took a small bite of plum so he wouldn't cough and ruin his own attitude. "Charm me with fish and sand."
Peisistratus' eyes went far and soft the way they did when the sea climbed into him. "Pylos is... loud in the morning. Gulls, ropes, the creak of wet wood. Smells like brine and cedar tar. When a south wind hits, the water lies flat as hammered bronze, and the oars catch it like a drum." He grinned sideways. "You'd hate it and then pretend you didn't."
Callias made a lazy little circle with his hand. Keep going.
"That's where I met him... Telemachus," Peisistratus said. "He was all shoulders and pride, trying to stand taller than he was. Came down the gangplank with that stiff jaw—'son of Odysseus' painted across the forehead. We sparred behind the nets that first afternoon; he knocked the spear from my hand and then looked like he wanted to apologize to it."
Callias laughed under his breath.
"We ate with my father. We left the next dawn," Peisistratus went on. "Hugged the coast. Those little trips at first—searching for a rumor of a rumor, asking after a man who'd been a storm for twenty years." His voice gentled. "But it never lasted. He'd stare back toward Ithaca before the sail even filled. I could feel him pulling home like a rope in my hands."
Callias flicked a pit into the ash. "Because of Queen Penelope. Because of... her." He didn't say your name. He didn't need to.
"Because of both." Peisistratus nodded. "Your queen is steel dressed as silk. And ____—" he breathed a quick laugh, thumb rubbing the fig's sticky stem— "she makes a place feel like it remembers you. He didn't want to leave her with wolves."
"Suitors," Callias corrected, mouth quirking. "Different breed. Worse manners."
Peisistratus huffed. "I overstayed in Ithaca," he admitted, mock-solemn. "Hunted with him. Drank with him. Slept on the palace floors long enough to learn which tiles groan. Brother by choice, for a while." His chest puffed a little at that.
"You hear yourself?" Callias cut in, snorting. "Old soul babble. You and Little Wolf with your star charts. Next you'll tell me you can smell a north wind in your sleep."
Peisistratus' grin widened. "Telemachus reads the sky; I read the water. We make do."
"Disgusting," Callias said, soft, fond. The plum was sweet and cool against his tongue; his ribs ached less when he laughed this way, small and mean and harmless.
Peisistratus tipped his chin toward the strip of blue above. "Night watch on deck—he'd point, name the hunters, the twins, the dog, then fall quiet. I'd steer and hum. Sometimes we didn't say anything for hours. Good company doesn't need noise."
Callias rolled an eye. "You two do the same quiet face. It's unnerving. One of you is thinking about angles and currents. The other is thinking about how to make a knot apologize."
"It's true." Peisistratus didn't bother to deny it; he looked pleased. "He's my best friend."
"Mm. As you've said once before. Loud and clear," Callias said. He let the teasing slant sharper. "You sound smitten."
"With the sea?" Peisistratus' lashes dipped, that far look tugging back. "Oh, absolutely. With him?" He shrugged, open as sun. "I like who he is beside it."
Callias clicked his tongue. "Gods, you're not even going to pretend that wasn't a line."
Peisistratus' eyes cut to him, bright. "Jealous?"
"Of what?" Callias scoffed. "Salt rash? Rope burn? Your tragic poet heart?"
"Of being wanted by both of you," Peisistratus said plainly—too plainly—voice low and unbothered. "Him for the way I keep the keel straight. You for the way you bite even when you're fever-sick." He lifted his fig like a toast. "And ____ because you'd both crawl through fire for her." A beat. "...I would too."
Callias choked on air.
"Oh, don't die." Peisistratus leaned in, all fake concern and real mischief. "Listen, Bronte—when we get off this island, I'll court the three of you properly. Separate schedules. Shared picnics. I'm a very generous royal."
The plum left Callias' hand before the sentence finished. It thunked off Peisistratus' shoulder and rolled into the ash.
"Outrageous," Callias wheezed, half-laughing, half-offended, palm over his ribs. "You Pylian menace."
Peisistratus clapped a hand to the spot and pretended to swoon. "Struck down by a wounded man with fruit. Tragic. Write me an elegy."
"I'll write your name on a crab and send it back to sea," Callias shot back, fighting a smile he was already losing. "Separate schedules, he says. Gods."
Peisistratus' grin settled warmer, less show. "I meant the other part." He nudged the plum back to Callias with his sandal. "I'll always keep Telemachus steady if I can. That includes not letting him drown himself in guilt over Ithaca. Or in... whatever this is." He flicked two fingers at the jungle, at Calypso's bright shells strung on a nearby branch.
Callias quieted. The breeze carried woodsmoke and the faint sweetness of fruit left too close to the coals. Far off, the surf sighed. "He won't," he said, mostly to convince himself. "Not with her here."
Peisistratus' mouth softened. "And not with you biting everyone who tries to make him smaller," he said. "See? We make a good wall."
Callias tried not to smile. He failed, so he hid it instead—flicking his gaze down and pretending to weigh another piece of fruit like he meant to throw it.
Peisistratus' eyes narrowed in mock warning. "Careful. Better stop wasting food—and your energy. You're down to skin and bone." He reached out like he meant to pinch Callias' cheek.
"Pfft." Callias swatted his hand away and rolled his eyes. "If I'm skin and bone, it's because you eat like a soldier and I eat like a stray dog. Let me have this pear."
"It's not even a pear," Peisistratus muttered, squinting at the pink, bumpy thing in Callias' grip. "It's pink. And bumpy. That's a godfruit if I've ever seen one."
"You made that up," Callias said.
"You can't prove that."
Callias huffed, but he took a bite anyway. Sweet juice ran over his thumb. He licked it away like he wasn't a patient and the world wasn't trying to kill him.
The fire cracked low between them. The day sat heavy and warm. Smoke curled up through the leaves and vanished in bright slashes of noon sky.
Peisistratus let the joke drop. "Tell me about Bronte."
Callias paused mid-chew, one brow lifting. "What part?"
"Start anywhere." Peisistratus' voice went steady, open. "You mention it like a cliff. I want the beach."
Callias glanced into the embers and found a small grin. "You're getting poetic again."
"Occupational hazard," Peisistratus said. "Friend of a prince. Son of a sailor."
"Fine." Callias shifted, propped an elbow on his blanket, and let the picture come. "Bronte's black rock and wind. You can smell iron right in the spray. The harbor walls are high, all teeth. The king likes the look of strong edges. The queen likes polished floors." His mouth tugged. "The servants like the kitchens. Warmth. Bread. Noise. Somewhere warm enough to forget the rest."
Peisistratus listened without blinking.
"The royal family," Callias went on, and he knew his tone had changed because the Pylian's gaze sharpened. "First there was Acastus. Eldest. Born with the title already pressed into his hands. He had the frame for it—broad, loud, easy to see—but no edge. He liked tournaments more than tallies, blades more than books. The council stopped calling him heir out loud after the third time he stumbled through the numbers at feast."
A pause. "Then came Anaxis. Quieter. Smarter. But he thought too much, doubted too much. You could see it in his eyes when he looked at the throne—like he already knew it would kill him if he tried. He was the sort who bent before anyone asked. The court doesn't favor bend."
Callias tapped two fingers against his own ribs where the ache still lived. "And then there was Andros. Third-born. Should've been an afterthought. But he had the shine the others lacked. He was strong where Acastus was careless, bold where Anaxis was cautious. The court loved him. The people too. The priests started calling him beloved of the gods before he was twenty."
Callias' mouth twisted. "He was never heir by law, but he was heir by choice. Everyone knew it. He was the one they polished up to look like bronze. The one they whispered would be king, so long as he could marry well enough to prove it."
Peisistratus' brows rose.
Callias nodded in confirmation. "Queen Penelope was the prize back when King Odysseus was still lost. Her hand, her name, her people's faith. That was the last piece he needed. A Bronte son with Ithaca's queen on his arm—no one would dare question his crown then."
Peisistratus nodded once, slow.
"Andreia came next," Callias said, voice going dry on its own. "She always looked like she was walking into a room that already belonged to her. Smile like a polished coin. Says please when she wants something. Says nothing when she wants it more."
He swallowed, then shrugged, softer. "There are more of them. Althaia, the younger sister with a sharper mouth. Aenon, the little brother they hide in tutors and sword drills so he stops breaking things. Two cousins stuck to court like burrs. All of them groomed. All of them loud when the doors are closed and quiet when strangers walk past."
Peisistratus' head tilted. "Sooo... not Ithaca."
Callias snorted. "Not Ithaca," he said. "Ithaca's one hearth and one heir. Bronte's a whole kitchen on fire."
Peisistratus rubbed a thumb along a fig stem, thinking. "Funny, how different the weight looks on boys who carry it," he said, eyes flicking toward the blue gap above the clearing, "Telemachus had it all to himself. Your lot had enough to pass around."
"Didn't help," Callias muttered. He breathed and kept going, because he knew Peisistratus wanted it straight and it felt good to say it out loud. "The king's a ledger. The queen's a mirror. Andreia's... a plan dressed like a person." He bit off another piece of fruit and talked around it because it kept his voice from shaking. "They all... act like they're different, but it's the same iron under the silk. They smile the way she does."
He didn't say the rest—how those smiles always made him count the exits. He didn't need to. Peisistratus saw it anyway; the Pylian's mouth went tight for a breath, then eased.
"It tracks," Peisistratus said. "In Ithaca, if you want to be seen, you haul nets or mend a hinge. Someone grumbles and hands you bread. In Bronte, sounds like you pose first, then ask for the net."
Callias snorted again, sharper. "Pose first. That's it." He set the half-eaten fruit down and wiped his fingers on his knee. "Andreia learned it better than the rest. Andros dying just... gave her more room to perform."
Peisistratus' gaze slid back to him. "Did you know him? Andros."
"Enough to know he wasn't built for dying," Callias said. "He was built for winning. Big voice. Big hands." A pause. "He had a good laugh, though. Real one. It rolled."
The fig in Peisistratus' hand slowed against his palm. "Then the gods wasted him."
Callias shrugged; it landed crooked in his shoulders. "Doesn't change what Andreia turned it into."
"And what did she turn it into?" Peisistratus asked, even though he knew.
"An angle," Callias said. "A way to move in closer to Ithaca. A way to say your prince's name and mean someone else's." His eyes flashed up, humorless. "She never wanted Telemachus. She wanted the house he guards."
Silence walked through the clearing, slow and sure. Far off, a bird called. The embers shifted and sighed.
Peisistratus let out a breath, long. "We're not letting that door open," he said finally. "Not while he's out here. Not when she's back there planning seven stories down."
Callias' mouth twitched. "Look at you. Promising to break a door from three islands away."
Peisistratus' grin came back, small and wolfish. "I'm very good at doors."
"Please," Callias drawled. "You get stuck in beaded curtains."
"That happened one time," Peisistratus said, pointing. "And the beads were cursed."
"Godfruit. Cursed beads." Callias shook his head and reached for the bumpy pink thing again. "You Pylian boys just name things and hope we all clap."
Peisistratus leaned in, hand darting for Callias' cheek again. "And you Bronte boys bite and pretend it's all teeth and no heart." He pinched lightly before Callias could dodge, then sat back with a laugh as Callias swiped at him again.
"Touch me again and I swear by every godfruit in this jungle—"
"You'll what?" Peisistratus beamed. "Throw more food? Like I said before, you better stop wasting it, skinny. I can count your ribs from here."
Callias flashed a grin without meaning to. "Keep talking and I'll make you count them with your nose."
"Violent~" Peisistratus sang cheerfully, then tipped his chin like he accepted the terms. He stretched until his spine popped and rubbed his stomach, making a face at the low growl it gave back. "When do ____ and Telemachus get back? I'm starving."
Heat lay over the clearing like a heavy blanket. The fire had burned down to bright coals, throwing a slow orange over their ankles. The mint salve on Callias' wrists had dried cool. His ribs ached in a dull, even way that said sit still or pay for it later.
"They said 'a little while,'" Callias said. He tilted his head toward the path. "Baskets, ropes, a knife. Calypso swore the tide pools would be full, and the fruit on the east side would be sweeter."
Peisistratus snorted. "Mhm. 'A little while.' More like a date with a chaperone," He grinned, glancing back at the path a beat too long. "He carries her basket. She points at shells. Calypso appears out of a fern like, 'Would you like extra fish, Telemachus?'"
Callias laughed and immediately sucked a breath through his teeth when the laugh pulled at his side. "Gods. You're awful."
"Realistic," Peisistratus said, smug. He flicked ash off a stick and drew a lazy circle in the dirt. "I'm happy for them, truly. But the gods have them on a string. Every time they get a quiet minute—storm. Or a vision. Or a goat. Or a crab. Or a nymph with a pantry."
Callias shook his head, smiling. "They can't get a break."
"Exactly." Peisistratus warmed to it, words tumbling. "Back in Ithaca, if he looked at her for longer than a heartbeat, someone needed him. A council thing. A hinge to fix. A sailor swearing about rope. Then the sea took him. Then this island. I just want one day where nobody divine clears their throat."
The wind turned and brought the clean bite of salt. Far off, gulls cut a quick noise across the canopy. Callias rolled the bumpy pink fruit in his palm and watched the light nick across its skin.
"You sound like you're jealous," he said, because poking Peisistratus was free and always worth it.
"Of being third wheel to a prince and a Liaison?" Peisistratus puffed his chest in mock offense. "Please. I'm fourth wheel at best. Hermes already called dibs." His grin slid sideways, then steadied. "I'm jealous of quiet. For him. For her. For all of us, really."
Callias hummed. "For your stomach, mostly."
"That too." Peisistratus rubbed the back of his neck and angled a look at the trees, softer now. "He looks... lighter with her. Not soft—just... taller. Like he remembers how to stand all the way up." He shrugged. "It's good. I like good. I'd like lunch with the good."
"Lunch is important," Callias agreed, dead serious. He pointed his godfruit like a tiny, bumpy spear. "If they come back with sea snails, I'm eating the basket."
"You're not eating the basket," Peisistratus said. "You're down to shadows and sharp remarks as it is."
"Then bring me stew and watch me live forever," Callias shot back. The smile faded from his mouth but not his eyes. He tipped his head against the post and let a sliver of sun warm his cheek. "Think they'll find anything decent?"
"Calypso knows this place," Peisistratus said. "She's strange, but she knows where the island hides its sweets." He glanced at the path again and gave a small, helpless shrug. "They'll be fine."
Callias believed him, mostly. The coals hissed when a sap bubble in the wood burst; a tiny spark leapt and died. He wiped sticky juice from his thumb and watched it shine on his skin, gold in the light.
"Do you think he's still watching?" he asked after a while, voice lower without meaning to. He didn't say the name. Apollo. He didn't have to. The sun was already on his hands.
Peisistratus followed his look, then blew out a breath. "He always is," he said. No joke this time. "But maybe he blinks."
Callias turned the fruit once more, slow. "He should," he murmured. "Just for an hour. Let them walk back with full baskets and no light cracking open the sky."
He set the fruit in his lap and leaned back, listening for footsteps on the path, and tried not to imagine the sun god's bright eye dragging over the clearing, over the hut, over the two empty spaces on the log beside him.
He tried to imagine warmth that stayed where it was given and didn't ask for anything back.
Callias hummed a tune without words, something half-remembered from temple steps, letting it wander under his breath until even he couldn't tell if it was prayer or mockery.
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The sun sat high over the jungle, bright and steady. Far above it—past cloud and clean blue—Olympus spread in white stone and shadowed porches. On one of those porches, under a vine-draped arch, three gods sat with a tray of figs and a bowl of shining drink between them.
Apollo had a cup in his hand and a sulk between his brows. Light clung to his shoulders the way dust clung to mortal boots. He kept a shallow dish of gold beside him—a mirror made of daylight—and in it the island flickered: a ring of palms, a dead fire, two empty places on a log.
Dionysus lounged barefoot, one knee up, grape-stained thumb idly tracing the rim of his own cup. His thyrsus leaned against the rail. He looked half-asleep and fully amused. Across from them, Aphrodite reclined on a low couch, bracelets chiming when she reached for a fig. Sea-pale silk fell over her knee like foam.
"She... she chose him," Apollo said at last. His voice was too even to hide the heat under it. "After everything. After I lifted her out of the dark. After I set healing in her hands. After I sang her a seat at our table."
Dionysus snorted into his cup. "You mean the 'healing' you ripped back the first time she told you no? That gift?"
Apollo's jaw ticked. "I offered her Olympus."
"You offered a cage with nicer curtains," Dionysus said, lazy as smoke. "Wine warms because it chooses to. You don't get to order warmth."
Aphrodite's mouth curved without showing teeth. "Heh. Even I did more for the girl than you did." She picked a fig clean and licked syrup from her thumb. "I unspooled the spite I laid on her father's line. Old altar. Old oath. I paid it back with interest. Quietly."
Apollo shot her a look that could have burned a city if he had let it. "Only because I had to remove my shield on her in return."
"Shield? Here you go, once again mistaking control for care," she said. "That was no shield. Love is not a ledger."
He looked back into the dish, and the island swam up at him: baskets on a path, a nymph's shadow at the leaves. He pressed two fingers to the gold and the image steadied. "He is a boy," Apollo said. "A sailor's son. Mud under his nails. How does that hold her?"
"'Boy' holds a rope in a storm," Dionysus said, rolling the word in his mouth like a cherry. "Your storm, little sun. You threw a fit and rained on them."
"It was a warning," Apollo corrected. The cup in his hand flashed, a bright rim of day. "That Pylian brat mocked me in a forest. What? I am meant to just smile?"
"You are meant to be a god," Aphrodite said, soft but sharp. "Not a stage actor."
Apollo's fingers curled tight around the dish. Hypocrisy—Dionysus, who spilled wine across whole kingdoms, Aphrodite, who tore empires for a glance—lecturing him on restraint. The thought burned hotter than their words.
The light in the dish leapt, and for a heartbeat noon on the island went white-hot. Leaves trembled. A gull startled. He breathed out through his nose and let it ease.
"I gave her songs," he said, lower now. "I gave her the lyre. I watched her hands learn the strings. I put a little sun inside her and told it to stay."
"And then you told it to stop," Dionysus said, tipping his head. "What did you think would happen? That she would kneel and thank you for taking back your own promise?"
Apollo stared at the gold. The water-line on the beach glowed like a blade. "I would have made her eternal."
"You would have made her furniture," Dionysus said, sweet as wine gone sour. "Pretty, polished, placed where you like."
Aphrodite's bracelets chimed again as she sat up, eyes moving to the dish and then to him. "She is alive, Apollo. That is the trouble and the miracle. She breathes with him. She laughs at the fire. She aches. She chooses." A small pause. "And she chose him."
He dragged a hand through his hair. "Hermes meddled."
"'Meddled' is 'saved' when you're drowning," Dionysus said. "You're not the only one allowed to like her."
Apollo glared at both of them in turn, lips tight. "Why do I sit with you two?"
"Because we don't lie to you," Aphrodite said, almost kind. "And because you would break your own toys if no one took the glass from your hands."
Silence stretched. Down in the dish, an image stirred. Three figures moved along a path: a prince with a coil of rope, a girl with a basket on her hip, a nymph humming like a tide.
Apollo let his thumb drift over the dish, and the image slid to the clearing, to the log with two empty spaces. Those places made his chest feel tight. He had imagined filling them with gold and song, with long afternoons that never ended. He had imagined warmth that stayed where he gave it and never asked anything back. He had imagined a world that behaved.
"Let them eat," Dionysus murmured around a lazy smile, hearing what he didn't say. "Let them laugh. Blink, little sun."
Apollo's mouth flattened. He wanted to spike a javelin through the day and pin it in place. He wanted to scorch the island clean of every hand that wasn't his. He wanted to go down there and ask you again and again and again until asking became yes.
Instead he set his cup aside and covered the dish with his palm. Light bled out around his fingers and then dimmed.
"I'm not blinking. I refuse to miss a thing," he muttered.
"You just did," Dionysus said with a lazy smile.
Aphrodite clicked her tongue, laughter soft behind her hand. "Oh, Dionysus, don't state the obvious; you know how he gets."
Apollo cut them both a last glare and muttered something low before reaching for the tray. He tore a fig, causing its crushed sweetness to bleed over his fingers, shoving it into his mouth. The gold goblet came up next. He tipped it until the ambrosia broke over his tongue.
It slid cold and hot at once—honey and sun, pine smoke and bright metal. It burned down his throat like noon and settled like warm sand. The tight ring under his ribs loosened. Edges dulled. The need to scorch everything in reach dimmed to an ember he could hold.
"Careful," Dionysus mused. "You'll drown your pride."
"Drink some water, radiant one," Aphrodite added, bracelets chiming. "Your temper is dehydrated."
Apollo ignored them. He let the last of the sweet sting fade, set the goblet down, and swallowed what was left in his mouth—when the air on the porch shifted.
Wind came first. A thin breeze, the kind that smelled like crossroads and coin. Then a bright, bellish click, like ankle charms on a dancer, and a shadow that moved faster than it should.
"Courier at your door~" sang a cheerful voice.
Apollo choked. Ambrosia went the wrong way; he coughed, eyes watering, one hand braced on the table, the other curling around nothing. Golden drops spattered the tiles.
Hermes stood in the arch, hat tipped back, winged sandals still humming with speed. His caduceus rested lazily against his shoulder; the twin serpents blinked like they knew a joke. Travel dust powdered his calves. His smile was all teeth and angles—until he took in Apollo sputtering.
The smile dropped. He blinked once. "You done baptizing the patio," he said, flat as a coin on stone. "Or do you need a lifeline for your drink too?"
Apollo's jaw tightened. He swiped his mouth with the back of his hand and fixed Hermes with a glare that could have split stone.
"Why are you here."
Not a question—an order with a period.
He cut a look sideways, heat pulsing in his temples. Dionysus lifted both hands, palms bare, vine-ringlets brushing his wrists. "Not me," he said, lazy as ever. "I didn't whistle him up."
"I did," Aphrodite said, unbothered. She tapped one nail against her cup and smiled like sunlight off a calm bay.
Hermes drifted in on the answer, easy as wind. He bent, kissed Aphrodite's cheek, and her bracelets chimed. "You look radiant, my dear," he said. "Also—our boy decided to leave his little pool. Hermaphroditus is coming up to Olympus soon. Thought you'd want the warning before he raids your sandal shelf."
Aphrodite's eyes warmed. "How exciting. I have missed our sweet child."
Hermes slid into a chair, propped the caduceus against a pillar, and helped himself to a goblet. He didn't ask. He never did. He poured, sipped, hissed at the bite, then stole a fig and tossed it from palm to palm like a coin.
Apollo sat up straighter, the bright edges of his mood sharpening again. He looked from Dionysus to Aphrodite and back, disbelief souring on his tongue. "You both are really going to let him meddle? You're going to sit here and let him stray into my affairs?"
Aphrodite sighed, the soft kind that made pearls tilt against her throat. "What would you have us do, Apollo?" she asked. "Kick Hermes off the porch? For what?"
"For meddling!" Apollo's voice rose before he could rein it in. It cracked across the colonnade like a plucked string pulled too tight.
Silence fell. Even the little serpents on Hermes' staff paused, heads tilted, listening. The sun slid over the tiles; the gold in the grout looked like cooling fire. Apollo felt all their eyes on him and didn't look away.
Dionysus was the one who broke the hush, a short laugh stuck in his throat. He tilted his cup and squinted over the rim. "Though I've had the privilege to be in ____ presence, what exactly about her makes you so stuck?" he said. "What makes her different from the others you and Hermes have tangled up with over the ages?"
Apollo's eyes snapped to him in warning.
Dionysus didn't flinch. He tipped two fingers, counting. "Chione—same house, same night—remember that circus? Coronis. Daphne, who'd rather be bark than bride. Hyacinthus, wind-snatched mid-game. Cassandra—took your gift and spat the ribbon back. You've had a thousand songs, bright one. Yet, this is the one hymn you can't stop humming."
Apollo's jaw worked. Words crowded his tongue, then died there. He reached for his goblet.
Hermes got there first.
"Tsk, tsk, tsk." The messenger slid the cup out from under Apollo's fingers and turned it in his hand like he was weighing a coin. The goblet was already full again—Ganymede's little enchantment saw to that—gold wine welling smooth over the lip as if poured by the air itself. "Dio's got a point," Hermes said, easy. "Yeah, big brother... what gives?"
Aphrodite watched over the rim of her cup. Dionysus' rings clicked once against his goblet. The patio held its breath.
Apollo stared at the stolen goblet and saw not wine but a mouth saying no in a hallway of gold, where yes was the only note he'd tuned for. He saw a mortal spine staying straight. He saw a boy on a beach who would not drown.
He lifted his eyes. "You think I don't know storms?" he said, voice low. "You think I didn't feel Poseidon's hand when he pulled the world sideways? Melanion's knife was still warm in her blood, and you—"
Hermes arched a brow. "Me?"
"You meddled," Apollo said. "You always do. You ran errands between her and fate, and you didn't once ask your betters—"
"Betters?" Hermes repeated, amused and flat at once. "Cute."
Apollo's mouth curled. "Melanion cut her open, and the Underworld touched her. Before I could even stitch her back to sunlight. There you blow in, making promises, taking messages, ferrying hope like it was yours to sell."
Hermes' smile thinned. "I ferried because someone needed a road."
Aphrodite's bracelets chimed once; Dionysus' mouth twitched like he'd swallow a laugh.
"You ferried because she asked," Apollo said, heat rising. "Admit it."
Silence touched the patio. Even the wind seemed to pause.
Hermes didn't blink. "Fine," he said. "I did it only because she asked."
Apollo's jaw locked. The answer landed with a weight he hadn't prepared for. It left no angle to argue.
He looked away first.
Hermes leaned back, tipped the goblet he'd stolen earlier, and finished it in three clean swallows. "You want a different answer? Find a different question."
Apollo's fingers dug crescents into his knee. "She asked you because you fly to anyone who whistles your name."
"She asked me because you were busy counting all the reasons she should stay," Hermes said. "That, and because I actually listened when she said she wouldn't."
"She didn't know what she was refusing," Apollo snapped.
"She knew enough," Hermes said. "She knew what forever costs."
Apollo's laugh was small and ugly. "Mortals always think forever is a cage until the night is cold."
"And gods always think mortals are clay until the clay holds shape. Besides, a cage is still a cage, even when the bars are gold." Hermes set the empty goblet down with a soft glass note. He stood. "So. Next complaint?"
Apollo flared. "Where were you when Melanion struck? Where were you when she bled? When she died shaking? When the chill sat in her bones? You think I didn't see that? You think I don't carry—"
"You carry suns," Hermes cut him off. "You don't carry 'no'."
That shut him up all over again. Even Dionysus looked away, lips pressed thin.
Hermes stretched, casual as a cat, then nodded toward the far blue where the sea scratched the horizon. "Enough salon talk. I actually came with a message, believe it or not."
Aphrodite sighed. "Finally."
Hermes flicked her a grin. "You'll love this one. Apparently, if you ever want even a chance of seeing ____ without turning the island into glass, you might want to stop sulking and start scheming. With Athena."
Apollo's head snapped up. "Athena."
"Sharp one, owl-girl. You know her," Hermes drawled. "She's already counting outcomes. History just did one of those cute little repeat tricks—a small goddess of an island, another guest the tide won't return on its own. You know how Father is about oaths and shores."
Aphrodite's bracelets chimed, soft and unhappy. "Ogygia."
Hermes' mouth tugged. "Say the quiet part out loud, sure."
Apollo's anger shifted, narrower now. "You're telling me Zeus still has Calypso bound."
"What I'm telling you is that the last time I freed a castaway there, I carried Father's writ—not my whim. I don't have that parchment today; the island is still under his edict—sticky as ever—and Daddy Dearest loves a rule that keeps the board neat," Hermes said. "Don't mistake me—she stays bound. Father's punishment holds. The writ only opens the door for others, never for her. If you want ____ off that beach without breaking half of Greece to do it? You need a petition from the smart end of the family. Athena won't do it to please you—she'll move Zeus for Odysseus' house, not for your pride. Different ledgers. But she'll do it to keep Odysseus' house from burning down twice."
Dionysus sniffed. "And to stop you from trying to pry the lid off fate with a chariot wheel."
Hermes pointed at Dionysus like he'd won a prize. "See? Everyone's helpful today."
Apollo stood a little too fast. Light bled under the tiles and then steadied. "Athena will make a spectacle of it."
"Then let her," Hermes said. "Better a council spectacle than a tantrum in the clouds." He waggled the empty cup. "Break the habit, bright one. Ask instead of command."
Apollo's lip curled. "You delight in lecturing."
"I delight in arrivals," Hermes said, and the grin flashed sharp. "And departures that land where they're meant to. I like wills that hold." He lifted two fingers in a lazy salute to Aphrodite and Dionysus. "Lovers' hour was charming. Don't baptize the patio again."
"Leave my patio," Apollo said.
Hermes had already gone—one step and the air took him, a quick slip of wing and wind, the space he'd occupied closing as if it had been cut and sewn in the same breath.
Quiet sprawled out.
Aphrodite toyed with a stray piece of fruit. "He's right, you know."
Dionysus yawned into his wrist. "For the worst messenger, he delivers."
Apollo didn't answer. He sat back down, too carefully, like anger might spill if he moved wrong. He stared at the sun flaring on the sea and felt it stare back.
Athena. To go to her was to concede the game had rules he could not set. To ask was to admit the no still sat in his throat like a stone.
He rolled the goblet between his palms until the stem squeaked. Melanion's name passed through his mind like a knife pressed flat to skin—cold and not cutting. The boy on the beach would not drown. The girl in the gold halls would not bow. The god on the patio could not decide if he wanted to scorch the island or lay down his bow.
"Are you going to sulk," Dionysus asked mildly, "or are you going to speak to the owl?"
Apollo's mouth was a line. "I'm going to think."
Aphrodite rose, silk whispering. "Think faster. The island keeps what the sea brings, and jealousy ruins even the beautiful."
She walked away in perfume and pearl. Dionysus followed at a lope, humming something off-key.
Apollo was alone with the tiles and the sun he wore like a burden. He set the goblet down and pressed his thumbs into his eyes until stars burst behind the lids. When he dropped his hands, nothing had changed but the ache.
He tried to picture the ask. He tried to picture a future in which he did not scorch what he could not hold. He tried to picture standing before Zeus and keeping his temper. He tried to imagine warmth that stayed where it was given and didn't ask for anything back.
The trying made him angrier.
He stood and paced the colonnade until his shadow swung like a pendulum. At the far end, he stopped, looked once at the blue seam of the world, and hissed between his teeth.
Athena. Father. Rules.
He turned on his heel and stalked inside, light pooling in his wake, the patio emptying of heat as he left. The cup refilled itself and sat, untouched, catching the sky.
Apollo stewed. And as always, the day burned on.
Notes:
𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: here's a bit of extra scenes/plot to 70 ┃ 𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐧𝐚𝐫𝐞; hello lovelies! finally managed to get free time and finish up this chappie--made it a lil long as an apology--so hope you enjoy my attempt at worldbuilding/info-dumping and just good vibes lololol. also, if anyone cared, i took down 'Know No Evil' my bnha book cuz im in the process of editing/making book two and have to reread/tweak minor deatils--it's stll up on my ao3 and tumblr (cuz im lazy and have it spread out loll) but when i republish, it will be a bit different in terms of my writing style, might as well take the chance to edit it as well lolol. sry for the lil rambles, dont know what to write rn, my mind is blanking, so uhhh... as one of my readers told me, take care bby and i hope yall never go bald ❤️❤️ps
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