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It was almost three years ago that I came across your story. My life was colorless before you. I only read fan fiction until I stumbled upon your story. Your story changed my dull and soulless life and revived the reader within me.
Your salvation was very cruel, did you know that? You believed your companions deserved a happy ending, but not yourself. That’s really harsh! You were like me. Both your mother and i taught us to read and be a reader, and you used books to escape from reality.
Whenever I read about your past, I had to stop reading for weeks to regain my emotional side! I really don’t like the angst. However, the hardships we endure in the past are what make us human. The blows we take in life shape us. That’s what shaped you. That’s what made you “you.” It’s what makes us “us.”
You know, I want to come to you and shake you until you no longer feel unworthy of a happy ending. You deserve a happy ending. You are worthy of all the love, affection, and friendships that we and your companions have for you.
So… please, please wake up. Come back to them. Come back to us. We need you.
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Chapter 2: I will love you infinity ❤️
Summary:
The thought of you haunts me every second of day!
I will love you for eternity
I will love you infinity
I will love you thousand years and thousand more
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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You frustrated me so much!
Your sacrificial tendencies frustrated me so much!
I don't understand why you couldn't realise that you are loved.that everyone yearn for you so much that they will endure thousand lifes and worldline searching for you,yearning for you!
This is an ugly truth and fact that huanght me today!
They say because we are your fragments and your little dreamer,just like you,we read your story over and over again, think about your epilogue,you can't become whole again.that we are the reason for your loneliness for eternity!we are reason for your and your companions suffering, grieving and loneliness!
I can't talk anymore!i have to gather my thoughts and feelings!
Notes:
Today i was searching through Pinterest and seeing and reading Orv comic and picture-tweets and one of them hit me so hard that i went through five stage of grief in second 💔💔
Feel free to voice your emotions in comment and i say them through this to dokja!
Have a great night/day!!!