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Summary:

Charles standing tall on his car, the wings stretched across his race suit shoulders, matching the ones under him in the car. In the background, a somber electronic beat pulses, tension building. A voice murmurs through the track — low, almost menacing: Red Bull gives you wings.

 

In what could only be described as a crisis of faith, Charles leaves Ferrari.

Notes:

So, I have been following F1 … since November. Which is recent, but I’m autistic and I share my brain with my best friend, who entered this hyperfixation with me, so it’s been an eco chamber of obsessiveness.

When I started writing this, I was in a very ‘Ferrari sucks, RedBull is awesome’ place that I’m no longer in anymore. But I also wrote over 100k words about it, SO I AM SHARING! Yes, this is will be a 100K+ long fic, but I’m mostly finished, it's just editing and posting, so I hope it will go well.

I also created a Tumblr specifically in hope people would talk to me there too, so:
@carmimsaturno1633 - https://www.tumblr.com/carmimsaturno1633?source=share

 

Additional Warnings:
- Implied/Referenced Child Abuse;
- Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault;
- Implied/Referenced Domestic Violence;
- Implied/Referenced Homophobia;
- Internalized Homophobia (to an extent);
- Racing Car Crash;
- Grief/Mourning;
- Family fight.

(It's a long story, those are not always present nor are the story focus)

Chapter 1: Prologue

Chapter Text

Charles’s heart hadn’t stopped pounding since he climbed out of the car. During the entire sequence of post-race interviews, his vision had blurred, red creeping at the edges, breaths coming too fast and shallow. His chest felt tight, like it might collapse inward, and his train of thought kept slipping, sentences crumbling mid-speech. Reality felt fragile, like a pane of glass ready to shatter under the slightest pressure.

"It's just frustrating when it's like this." he muttered at one point, his voice strained, cracking slightly. "And frustrating for me, but I can understand that nobody understands that."

Behind the reporter, Charles caught sight of one of Ferrari’s PR staff. Her watchful eyes bore into him, a phone in hand, likely recording every slip of his tongue, every twitch of frustration. He knew what was coming — another excruciating debrief where his words would be dissected, his tone scrutinized, and his professionalism called into question.

In his peripheral vision, Hamilton and Russell celebrated under the glaring lights. Carlos stood nearby, still in his racing suit, his expression unreadable, caught somewhere between disappointment and detachment.

“Max wins…” the commentator’s voice reached his ears, hollow and distant. Somehow, despite the crushing weight on his chest, a faint, bitter smile curled his lips. “Well, congrats to him.” he muttered under his breath, more to himself than anyone listening.

 

The lights of the paddock seemed too bright as he walked away, the noise of celebrations ringing in his ears, distant and muffled like he was underwater.

He’d left the meeting with Ferrari’s director board, only moments before. And now, the words were replaying in his head, relentless and inescapable, like a sermon delivered to a congregation of one.

"You’re a member of this team, Charles." Fred had said, his tone disappointed and unrelenting. “If you think you can mouth off to the press, undermining the team’s image, and acting like you’re bigger than Scuderia Ferrari, you’re sorely mistaken.”

The memory makes his steps falter, his hands clenching into fists at his sides. His faith in the team, once unshakable, almost sacred, felt broken now, like a church abandoned, its pews empty, its altar cracked.

Mattia’s commentary from his last season, relentless, pressing harder into his mind when he tried to discuss how let down Charles has been “Everything you’ve achieved, everything, comes because of Ferrari. Without Ferrari, you're just a soft, spoiled brat playing dress-up in a man's sport, and we can replace you in a heartbeat with someone who has the balls to win.”

Or Stefano in the meeting where they told Charles of Lewis signing "Of course we will keep you, Charles, the sponsors love the way you look.”

His jaw tightened, rage simmering just beneath the surface. The words may meant no offense, but for Charles they were enough declaration of how of his worth measured in marketability, a reminder that his place at Ferrari had never been solemnly about their belief in him as a driver.

As he passed through the paddock, his eyes locked onto the distinctive Red Bull logo adorning the shirts of a few team members. The stark contrast between their relaxed, smiling faces and his boiling frustration was almost too much to bear.

Horner stood among them, a picture of calm confidence. Noticing Charles, he stepped forward. “Good race, Charles.” Christian said as he approached, extending a hand with a polite but knowing smile.

Charles hesitated for a beat before shaking it. “Thanks,” he replied flatly.

Christian turned to leave, but something stopped Charles.  The words came to him like a whispered temptation, a break in the hymn he’d been forced to sing.

“That offer still up?”

The question hung heavily in the air like  confession of a sin. Christian paused mid-step. Slowly, he turned back, a glimmer of intrigue flashing in his eyes.

 


F1 STANDINGS · 24 NOV 2024
Position. Driver. Team. Points.
# 1. VER RED BULL 404
# 2. NOR MCLAREN 348
# 3. LEC FERRARI 323
# 4. PIA MCLAREN 276
# 5. SAI FERRARI 267
# 6. ...    
       

Chapter 2

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Charles sat on the edge of his hotel bed, completely still, head down, elbows digging into his knees. The dim city light sneaked through the curtains, casting faint streaks on the walls, but the room felt dark, heavy. His phone lay facedown on the nightstand, silent now, but its presence was loud, like it could still scream the words stuck in his head.

The decision was already made. He’d known it for months, maybe longer. It wasn’t just one moment—it was a slow build, a series of cracks that had finally shattered everything.

The way Ferrari had started positioning him for 2025 and beyond. The way they’d talked about Lewis Hamilton like he was the second coming, the revolution the team needed. Charles had tried to ignore it at first, telling himself it was just media hype, just Ferrari playing the game. But then the details had started to trickle in.

Lewis wasn’t just getting the number one seat—he was getting everything. Support for his personal projects, his foundation, his off-track ambitions. Ferrari was bending over backward to make him the face of their new era. And Charles? He was being pushed into the background, reduced to the "poster boy," the golden child who looked good in red and kept the sponsors happy.

He clenched his jaw, his teeth grinding as the memories flooded back. All the times he’d tried to pitch his own projects—charity initiatives, collaborations, even a documentary about his journey to F1—only to be shut down. “It’s not the right image for Ferrari,” they’d say. “We need to maintain the brand.”

Maintain the brand. That’s all he was to them now. A shiny prop in their marketing machine.

God, even his girlfriend had been PR-approved.

He’d nod and smile it off each time, told himself it was just part of the job. But now? It felt like another piece of his identity he’d given up, another sacrifice he’d made to keep company happy.

Stefano’s words from last season resurfaced, “Of course we will keep you, Charles, the sponsors love the way you look.”

Charles’ jaw clenched, his teeth grinding as the audacity of it hit him all over again. They’d implied it before, sure, but never so plainly, never with such venomous certainty. It wasn’t just an insult–it was an erasure. Every lap he’d raced, every podium he’d fought tooth and nail for, every ounce of talent he’d poured into the car–they were claiming it all as theirs. As if Ferrari had conjured him into existence, as if without their red suit, he was just a hollow name with no substance.

He stood up, the bed creaking under his weight. He walked to the window, his bare feet sinking into the soft carpet. The cold glass against his fingertips grounded him, a sharp contrast to the fire in his chest. Outside, Las Vegas stretched out, countlessly lights shining. His reflection stared back at him in the glass, pale and worn out. The edges of his image blurred against the lights outside, like he was caught between two worlds. He dragged a hand over his face, the rough stubble a reminder of how tired he was.

Maybe it was a stupid decision.

The doubt hung in the back of his head. The room was too quiet, the weight of everything pressing down on him. He leaned his head against the window, his breath fogging the glass as he closed his eyes.

He thought of papa. Of Jules. The dreams they’d shared, the sacrifices they’d made. His dad had believed in Ferrari, in the magic of the Scuderia, in the idea that Charles could be the one to bring them back to glory. And Jules…

Leaving Ferrari felt like betraying them, in a sense. Like he’d be turning his back on everything they’d believed in, everything they’d fought for. His dad had given up so much to get him here, and Jules had given everything. How could he walk away from that?

But then there was the other side of it—the part that made his chest tighten. Staying meant more of the same. More years of giving everything to a team that didn’t value him. And wasn’t that the real betrayal for their dreams? 

He thought of Red Bull’s own brand: The high-energy and adrenaline-fueled edginess Charles always found amusing, but exciting nonetheless. Joining them wasn’t about playing second fiddle—it was about freedom. The chance to race without carrying the weight of a legacy that felt more like a leash.

Yes, he would need to prove he was more than a second driver for Max, and he knew there would be a learning curve to it. Even so, a corporation was a corporation and whatever he built, would depend on his efforts into making himself valuable.

His reflection caught his eye again. He looked tired, the exhaustion etched into his face. For years, he’d fought to prove himself to Ferrari, to be the champion they needed. But now, standing on the edge of this huge change, the truth was solid: Ferrari had taken too much and given too little in return, and he had nothing else to give.

Well, he still had some to give.

Two races. Two chances to finish the season on his own terms. After that, it would be on him

 

Max sat on the edge of his chair, his fingers tapping lightly on the table as Christian outlined the team’s strategy for the upcoming season. But Max wasn’t really paying attention to talk of tires or downforce. His mind was elsewhere, waiting for the part of the meeting that truly mattered–the announcement of who would replace Checo.

For months, Max had been quietly lobbying for a safe, predictable choice. Someone who wouldn’t upset the balance of the team or, more importantly, challenge him.

Yuki? Loyal and quick, but too inconsistent.
Daniel? Experienced, but past his prime.
Liam? Promising, but far too green.

In Max’s mind, all he needed was simple: someone dependable. Someone who’d fit into the team without causing waves. If someone asked his opinion, Yuki was it.

Then Christian said it.

“Leclerc is in the running.”

Max let out a short, incredulous laugh. “Good one. As if he’d leave Ferrari.”

But Christian didn’t join in the laugh. He just gave Max that look — a steady, serious gaze that made it clear this wasn’t a joke.

“Wait… what?” Max said, his amusement replaced by genuine shock.

Christian cleared his throat. “The directors are considering him.”

“Why?”

“Because he’s the fastest driver on the grid, besides you.” Christian says, adding the last bit in that flattering way of his.

Max ignores it, leaned back in his chair, disbelief etched on his face. “So you’re going to put someone who could actually beat me in the same car? Really?”

“This isn’t about competition within the team, Max.” Christian said firmly. “It’s about securing the best for Red Bull.”

“It’s Charles!” Max’s tone hardened, memories of how the other driver has been before the Ferrari PR training kicked in. No even, sooner. “Did you hear him after Vegas? The way he went after Sainz? If you think Charles is going to sit back and be happy with second place you know nothing about him.”

Christian’s voice softened, but his words carried weight. “He has his reasons for wanting this, Max. Reasons that align with the team’s goals.”

“He already accepted it?” Max snapped and Christian just nodded. Max fell silent, his mind racing. He wasn’t sure what to make of this, of all of it. He was hoping for Yuki, for Christ sake, and still he had reservations about the Japanese’s temper.

“So, are you asking for my opinion, or just informing me?” Max finally asked, his voice edged with tension.

Christian sighed. “Max, listen. The team is struggling this season in ways that not even you can fix on your own. We need sponsors.”

Max let out a dry laugh. “Since when does Red Bull need help getting sponsors?”

“It’s not just about having sponsors. It’s about keeping them and their sizes.” Christian shot back. “Sponsorships directly influence the quality of our work, and you know that. Charles isn’t just fast, he’s popular.”

“If money is the problem, how does getting the third most expensive driver in our team helps?”

“The brands that will come with him already covered his salary.” Christian explains, before continuing, presenting the next part like a business project “Honda is interested in turning him into the face of one of it’s bike lines for this season, Tag Heuer is already planning the photoshoots and Mustang are dying to see him riding a different horse.”

Max hesitated before saying “He’s more than a pretty face to sell merch, Christian.”

“I agree,” Christian said, nodding. “And we need him for both. As a driver, yes, but also as an ambassador for the team.” the principal says, solemnly, before walking in his direction “And Max, I know you respect him. I hope this doesn’t change that, he was very mindful of both of your position. Even requested to talk to you before anything was finalized.”

“Oh, did he now?” Max said, not holding out all the irony, even as the rest of the talk rubbed him the wrong way.

Christian didn’t take the bite. “He’ll be here in twenty minutes. Talk to him. I’ll listen to what you have to say afterward, and we’ll decide how to proceed.” He says, then continues, pointedly, “Keep an open mind. If you genuinely think you can’t work with him, I’ll cut negotiations.”

As Christian stood to leave, he paused at the door and glanced back at Max. “But I have to say, I think he will be just what you need for this season.” he said with a faint smile.

 

The door creaked open, it’s sound sharper than expected from a highly technological company, breaking the silence that had settled over the room. Max’s gaze snapped to the figure entering. 

Charles stepped in, his movements measured but deliberate, shoulders set with quiet confidence. His eyes flicked briefly to Max before scanning the space as if taking stock of a battlefield.

Charles lingered near the door for a moment, his hand still resting lightly on the handle. He studied Max, his expression unreadable but calm, as though measuring the weight of the conversation before stepping fully into it. Then, with a slight exhale, he moved forward, his steps deliberate but unhurried, like a man walking into an arena he knew well.

Max’s eyes tracked every movement, his gaze narrowing slightly as Charles came closer. The flicker of a frown crossed his face — subtle, but telling. Charles, for his part, didn’t flinch under Max’s scrutiny. His shoulders were squared, his chin held high, but there was something guarded in the way his hands brushed against his sides before finding refuge in his pockets.

Max didn’t miss the irony of Charles' shirt underneath his hoodie being Ferrari kit.

He stopped a few paces from the table, leaving enough space to maintain some semblance of neutrality, but close enough to be heard clearly. He didn’t sit. Instead, he tilted his head slightly, considering Max with a quiet intensity that made the air between them feel heavier.

“Suppose I should begin saying that I asked to talk.” Charles starts, his voice steady but edged with something almost defensive. “Christian agreed it would be good for us to… start with the air clear.”

Max arched a brow, the faintest hint of a smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth “What’s there to clear? You’re here to take a seat. Seems pretty straightforward to me.”

His tone came off more dry than he planned, but he believed at the moment he was excused.

Charles’s lips tightened for a fraction of a second before relaxing into something closer to indifference. He exhaled again, slower this time, as though trying to gather strength.

“Max, I just accepted an offer.” His tone was steady, but there was a flicker of exhaustion beneath it. He took another step closer. “I had personal problems with the team that I can't—” Charles stops, hesitating “I have been having issues with Ferrari that go deeper than what we see in the races.” Max frows at that, imagining what could be worse than 2023 issues “And now, Ferrari, they will not even adjust my salary to cover inflation—and they expect me to play second fiddle to Lewis.”

Max sighed, not surprised, but still feeling offended for the other. The idea of Charles being relegated to a supporting role, even for Hamilton, felt laughable. Still, though.

“Then why come here?” His voice sharpened, suspicion cutting through the air. “We don’t have a great history with two drivers.”

“I accepted Christian’s offer knowing I will be the second driver here, until I prove myself.” Charles admitted and for a moment, his expression softened, though his voice remained resolute. “I’m already not winning there, Max. At least here, it is my choice, not something forced on me.”

Max let out a shocked laugh and shook his head, running a hand through his hair. “You actually expect me to believe this? That you’d come here just to be second to me?”

A faint, almost self-deprecating smile tugged at Charles’s lips. “With a thirty percent raise, a new PR team, and the freedom to explore ventures Ferrari has always blocked.” he recites.

Max arched a brow, skepticism etched across his face. “So, money?”

“And payback,” Charles admitted, his voice hardening slightly, lowering. He took a step closer, the tension in his movements betraying the vulnerability behind his words. “For every time they failed me, every race they sabotaged by incompetence. And for each chance they let slip through my fingers.” His gaze locked onto Max’s, unwavering. “At least here, if I lose, it’s because you’re better, not because my team wasn’t good enough.”

The room fell into an uneasy silence. Max’s eyes flickered over Charles’s face, searching for cracks in the façade. But there were none. Charles’s expression was calm, but his eyes burned with a familiar fire–a mix of defiance and determination.

For years, Max had watched that fire waver, beaten down by disappointment. But now, it was back. Stronger. Fiercer. And, despite himself, Max felt a flicker of something he hadn't felt in years toward Charles: Intrigue.

“You’re serious about this,” Max said finally, his tone quieter now, almost introspective.

Charles nodded, his movements deliberate. “I’m choosing between being treated as a second-class driver to you or to Hamilton.” he said, his voice steady while shrugging. “And if I’m going to be a footnote in someone’s history, I’ll make sure it’s for the best.”

Max flinches back, momentarily caught off guard by the honesty in Charles’s words. He shifted his stance, leaning slightly against the table. “You can’t be saying this.”

Charles exhaled, the tension in his shoulders easing just slightly. His voice softened but didn’t waver. “You're a better driver than me right now, Max. I can admit that because I respect it — your talent and your effort.”

Max’s lips twisted into a faint, sardonic smile. “Flattering looks terrible on you.”

Charles let out a quiet laugh, his shoulders loosening just a fraction. “Nothing looks terrible on me. One of the reasons they’re signing me.”

Max lets out a chuckle, but there’s something else to be said. “And what happens when you want more? When second place isn’t enough anymore?”

Charles’s gaze didn’t falter. “Then I’ll fight for it. And you’ll fight back. Isn’t that what we’ve always done?"

Max rolled his eyes but couldn’t help the smile that tugged at the corner of his mouth. 

For years, their rivalry had helped mold them both in their careers. This was better. To hear Charles admit what sounded like defeat felt surreal, wrong.

But this, this he could accept. The look in Charles’s eyes wasn’t one of defeat. It was for a purpose. Determination of a different kind — the kind that didn’t seek to just topple Max over, but to make sure they would rise alongside.

Charles stepped closer, closer enough Max could see the different pieces of color in his eyes. His expression grew serious, his voice dropping to a near-whisper. “I’m coming here to grow. To be more than the pieces the Scuderia let me be, and to make sure that this team and I get the best out of each other.”

The meaning of Charles’s words hung heavy in the air. Max’s jaw tightened, his mind racing. For a moment, silence stretched between them, heavy with two decades of battles, podiums, and near-misses.

Finally, Max let out a long breath and ran a hand through his hair. “I hope this doesn’t blow in our faces.”

Charles’s smirk widened into a genuine smile, the first of the night and Max couldn’t stop himself from mirroring some.

Behind them, Christian cleared his throat at the door, his gaze flicking between the two drivers. “So, are we good here, or should I start looking at other options?”

Charles, still watching Max, nodded slightly. “I’m good.”

Max didn’t respond immediately. Instead, he let his gaze linger on Charles before finally nodding. “Fine. But don’t think I’m going to make this easy for you.”

Charles’s smile sharpened, his eyes gleaming with that competitive fire Max was used to. “I wouldn’t want it any other way.”

As Christian began discussing logistics, Max found himself watching Charles instead–the concept of sharing a garage still felt surreal, like a strange fever dream, but there was an undeniable thrill from the idea.

Notes:

I didn’t plan to post twice in one day, but I’m kind of excited to get all of this out, and it’s a long weekend (Carnaval, my beloved <3 also, any "I’m still here" supporters? It’s both a World Cup win for the movie and a lot of anger over the actress’s loss here).

BTW, I’m tifosi, and I’m LOVING this team season for now, so take everything I write as the fiction it is, and know I love both Charles and Lewis to pieces. NOTHING IS PERSONAL, EVERYTHING IS FOR THE STORY.

Did I mention I almost never write, and I’m only doing this because I’m in that weird place where I just graduated, have a job, but no idea where to go next? Yeah…. plus I’m terrified of the author’s curse.

Still, I hope someone enjoy this chapter. It gives a better sense of the overall concept of the story for once.

Chapter 3

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Max drivers’ room was heavy with silence, the faint hum of cooling fans a pale backdrop to the charged atmosphere, his frustration from the stewards’ meeting lingering. 

GP had tried, of course, cutting through the usual platitudes with blunt practicality, but Max wasn’t ready to let it go. The frustration clung to him, like the smell of burnt rubber after a crash.

The door creaked open without a knock, and Max was halfway to snapping something sharp when the sight that greeted him made the words catch in his throat.

Charles strolling in, overly casual, his easy stride an unwelcome contrast to Max’s brooding.

“Max,” Charles greeted, “Mind if I—?” he asks, like he didn’t enter his driver’s room for the first time in his life.

“Yes.” Max muttered, glaring.

Charles ignored him, salting in. “Tough crowd in the stewards’ room, huh?”

Max scowled. “What do you want, Charles?”

“Just thought to see how you’re holding.” He smirked. “By the looks of it, not great.”

Max’s glare intensified. “If you came here to be annoying, you’re succeeding.”

Charles shrugged, undeterred. “Relax, I came to lighten the mood, not make it worse.”

Max exhaled sharply, frustration still simmering. “And now you’re failing.”

“Am distractive at least.” Charles shot back with a grin. 

“How are you even here?” Max asks, checking the red clothes on him.

Charles gives him a look, “I was talking with Christian.” he says “…about the negotiation.” he completes, like Max was slow. 

Oh, that. Not in the mood to start thinking of the next season, Max didn’t reply. He just stared at the ceiling, his head supported by the back of the coach, fingers drumming against his arm, half of his mind still caught up on the race.

Charles mirrored him, sitting by his side looking up, the silence stretching for a moment. 

“I think it was cool.”

Max tilted his head to look at the other, raising an eyebrow. “What?” he asks defensively.

Charles hums, before turning to look at him, “Not the punishment, the whole standing up for yourself so… bluntly.” He says, “I used to think you were being too much.”

“Oh, if you think so.” Max says sarcastically.

But Charles just laughs, undeterred. “Don’t get me wrong, I wasn’t judging, it was just the complete opposite of how I learned to deal with it.”

Max sighed, his gaze drifting upward as if searching for patience in the ceiling tiles. 

He knew what Charles meant. 

Charles had always been the picture of restraint, his words carefully measured, his emotions locked behind a polished facade. 

Max could respect the effort and discipline needed for it — of not pointing fingers when you are burning for a win and all your effort was wasted because of other’s incompetence. But respect didn’t mean he had to emulate it. Max had never been able—or bothered—to play that game.

Much to the eternal dismay of Red Bull’s PR team.

“I hope to unlearn some of it.” Charles says, quietly.

Max frowns up, turning to look back at Charles.

“What do you mean?” 

Charles hums, chewing at his lips before turning back to him, their eyes connecting and a smirking coming. “Just that I hope to enjoy the new team culture.”

“So, you’re going to threaten them with walls too?”

“No, not reckless.” Charles clarified, pointedly, “Just unapologetic.” he says with a shrug, pausing again as in deep in thought, “I miss how I was before Ferrari.”

Max paused, something flickering behind his eyes. The memory of the Charles who used to shove past on track, who didn’t care about fitting anyone’s mold, stirred something warm and nostalgic. “You weren’t exactly shy about shoving people out of the way back then.”

“Exactly.” Charles smiled, but there was a wistfulness to it now. “Somewhere on the way, I got too worried about how people see me. But I was not afraid before. I was not doubting myself or following strategies I don’t even believe, just to protect the team who made them. I feel it’s time I find this part of me again."

Max hummed, a quiet sound in his throat, half understanding, half caught up in the strange way Charles' words tugged at something in him. 

He wasn’t used to seeing this side of Charles—open, a little lost, like Max himself felt sometimes but would never admit. 

It was strange, in a way, yet Max couldn’t help but understand the impulse to connect, to share thoughts with someone who would truly understand. 

Still, a smirk tugged at his lips about the way he was clinging to such a given part of the team, amused but softer than before.

 “I’m pretty sure that is the opposite of what PR has been trying to make me act like for the past ten years.”

“Only cause your way of doing stuff doesn’t help selling anything.” Charles says and Max has to laugh at it. “All I'm saying, I guess I miss racing like we did before.” He clarifies standing up, he stops turning back to him, “And that I hope we have some of… the fun parts of it again.”  He finished with one of his awkward winks before walking off, leaving Max sitting there, faintly smiling, his earlier frustration forgotten for now.

 

 

F1 STANDINGS ·01 DEC 2024
Position. Driver. Team. Points.
# 1. VER RED BULL 429
# 2. NOR MCLAREN 349
# 3. LEC FERRARI 341
# 4. PIA MCLAREN 291
# 5. SAI FERRARI 272
# 6. ...    

 

 

The meeting at Ferrari’s office in Qatar had started about as poorly as Charles had expected. 

Stefano had traveled all the way for it, his presence crackling with the energy of someone who viewed the situation as a personal insult. Fred was there, of course, and while he had been a solid team principal throughout these two seasons, it was clear he was deeply disappointed, even if not necessarily in Charles, but in the circumstances of his decision.

On Charles’ side, though, Nicolas hadn’t appreciated the change at first, but the substantial raise in Charles’ salary had effects on his own, and the man, as connected to the Ferrari as he was, couldn’t deny the perks of his new project.

Lorenzo, however, had been another story entirely, as he had not been in the room.

Because he had never walked in.

Charles had broken the news to him that morning, expecting resistance, but not the kind of anger that had erupted between them. Lorenzo had always been the steady one, the composed one, the brother who balanced out the recklessness of his much younger brothers. But that morning, there had been no steadiness.

Lorenzo had called it a betrayal — not to Ferrari, but to their father’s and Jules’ dream, to Arthur’s future and to everything they had built as a family.

Charles had tried, truly tried, to explain. He spoke of how Ferrari could not, didn’t care to, give him what he needed to succeed, how the stifling control had become too much to bear without anything in return. 

How Papa and Jules would have known — that the dream wasn’t Ferrari alone, but the thrill of racing and the hunger to win. The team had blocked him too many times, and he couldn’t keep bending to fit the broken mold they demanded of him.

It wasn’t even about Arthur, and if Lorenzo thought otherwise, then he was wrong. Arthur had earned his place in the Scuderia on his own merit — Charles had never fought his battles for him, and this was no different.

But Lorenzo had seen right through him. He had accused Charles of thinking only of himself, of chasing what he wanted without caring who got hurt in the process. He had demanded to know if Charles truly believed Ferrari wouldn’t retaliate against Arthur, that the people in charge wouldn’t see this as an insult, as a stain by association.

And Charles, for all his conviction, had hesitated. Because of course he knew there would be consequences, but there would always be consequences — if he failed, if he didn’t deliver, if he stepped out of line and broke the perfect prince image Ferrari crafted.

He had spent years sacrificing for others — his team, his family, his father’s memory. He had given and given, letting everyone else’s expectations shape him until he barely knew where they ended and he began.

And now, for once, he was choosing himself.

Lorenzo had only looked at him, something breaking in his expression. And then, quiet but unyielding, he had told Charles that if he went through with this, he would do it alone.

The words had landed like a slap, even if Charles had seen them coming.

He had met his brother’s gaze, seeing his own reflection in eyes that looked just like his. Mirrored hurt. Mirrored betrayal.

Still, Charles had nodded and when he had walked into Ferrari’s office, Lorenzo had not followed.

 

The meeting was called to finally put an end to the negotiations. The legal teams from both sides, along with Charles’ own lawyers, had already been in discussions, so the broad strokes were no surprise. However, they had yet to reach a decision, which rose the need to a face-to-face meeting to settle the matter.

Red Bull’s lead counsel wasted no time in outlining their position: Hamilton’s arrival at Ferrari had triggered specific clauses in Charles’ contract, particularly those tied to his status within the team. The restructuring of Ferrari’s lineup had directly impacted Charles’ role, constituting a material change that gave him legal grounds to challenge the contract under breach of performance assurances.

That was the core argument. Charles didn’t just want to leave—he had the legal standing to do so. And if Ferrari refused to cooperate, Red Bull was prepared to back him in a formal dispute. A prolonged legal battle would be damaging for everyone, but especially for Ferrari, who risked a very public contract dispute during an already tumultuous transition.

Ferrari’s lawyers didn’t push back, surprisingly. Instead, they came prepared with a counterproposal, announced by Stefano himself: rather than terminating Charles’ contract entirely, Ferrari proposed "for the benefit of both parties and in the spirit of maintaining and showcasing an amicable and healthy relationship" a two-year trade—exactly the length of Lewis’ deal.

The move was deliberate, of course. Spiteful, even, as if to remind Charles that he had been, in the end, the second choice. 

Still, Charles didn’t let his frustration show. Part of him had hoped not to sever ties with Ferrari completely, perhaps out of a childish hope—or Stockholm syndrome—that one day, down the line, he might return. In that sense, a mutual two-year break was, in many ways, the best-case scenario. He had no interest in dragging Ferrari into a legal battle to prove that their plans for Lewis had directly undermined the commitments originally made to him.

Yet, he took special satisfaction as he walked through the Ferrari hospitality area, watching the staff already running around to scramble to shift focus from Carlos’ farewell to his own sudden departure—complete with the requisite merchandise, parties, and PR spin— and couldn’t help but smile wryly at the chaos.

 

 

Charles: So I have interesting news

Seb: That already gives me palpitations

Charles: Any tips for a new red bull driver?

Seb: (incoming call)

 

 

A week later, the restaurant buzzed with low chatter and clinking glasses as the grid started gathering for their end-of-season dinner. A private section had been reserved, shielding the drivers from prying eyes and ears and allowing them to behave normally in each other’s company.

As he scanned the room, his eyes landed on Carlos and Lewis standing together near the bar, their conversation looking animated and relaxed. He allowed himself a small smile before making his way over.

“Well, if it isn’t my non-teammates.” Charles said, his voice amused. 

Carlos turned, startled at first with the joke, but his surprise quickly melted into a grin. 

“Mate, you could’ve told me!” he said, stepping forward to pull Charles into a quick hug.

“It was not exactly planned,” Charles replied, his voice quieter now, holding on the hug for a moment longer. 

He hadn't had the chance to discuss his move with Carlos since the dealings between Ferrari and Red Bull had finished, much less before.

When Carlos pulled back, their eyes met, and for a brief moment, yet again, there was an unspoken understanding between them — a recognition of the chaos that had unfolded and a silent acknowledgment that they were okay.

The fact that Ferrari had been stumbling over themselves to stop Carlos from moving to Williams probably didn’t hurt his case.

Carlos nodded once before stepping away, leaving Charles alone with Lewis.

Lewis crossed his arms, his expression soft but tinged with disappointment. “I can’t say I’m not disappointed.” he admitted. “I was looking forward to being your teammate. I just… I hope we are okay.”

“No, Lewis.” Charles said, his tone firm but kind. He paused, searching for the right words. “I can’t lie and say your contract didn’t influence the decision, but this… this was about more than just you. I’ve had issues with Ferrari for a long time now. There were things said-- things I couldn’t get over.”

Lewis nodded slowly, his brow furrowed with thought. “I understand. I’ve been through tough spots with teams before. You have to do what’s right for you.”

And Charles didn’t doubt that he did. Lewis was one of the few drivers Charles truly looked up to—not just as a racer but as a person. In a perfect world, where team dynamics weren’t an issue and Ferrari had been just a little more competent in delivering the support they had promised him, Charles knew he would have loved racing alongside Lewis. He would have learned so much, and even have fun in the process. 

God knows he still misses Seb.

But more than that, there was the way Lewis had carved out a legacy that went beyond the sport itself. He admired that. He aspired to it. 

Because being great wasn’t just about winning races. It was about shaping something that lasted.

Something authentic that Charles wanted to reach almost as much as he wanted to claim a championship.

And individuality was not something Charles had the chance to reach.

So Charles hesitated for a moment, then took a step closer, lowering his voice. “Lewis,” he said, his tone more serious now, “you will probably be better at handling this than I am, but… Ferrari… it’s a different kind of team.”

Lewis met his gaze, his expression unreadable at first. Then, he gave a small nod, a flicker of gratitude in his eyes, “Thanks for the heads-up,” he said quietly, giving a smile “I’ll keep that in mind.”

Charles offered back a faint smile. “I hope it works out for you. Truly.”

Lewis clapped a hand on Charles’ shoulder, squeezing briefly before stepping back. “And I hope Red Bull gives you what you’re looking for. You deserve it.”

Charles nodded, a weight lifting slightly off his chest. As Lewis turned to join the others, Charles let his gaze wander over the room.

One last race, he thought, straightening his shoulders. 

 

The restaurant hummed with the lively murmur of the grid’s finest. Plates clinked and glasses chimed as conversations flowed freely, ranging from race strategy to holiday plans. 

Lando trying to get George and Max to sit besides each other was pretty much the highlight of the night to this point. 

He didn't miss the look Max sent his way when it happened, though, to which Charles just smiled, hiding it in his drink.

Halfway through dinner, Charles’ phone buzzed on the table. 

“Announcement in 15 minutes.” Christian texted.

He raised his head, catching Max’s gaze from across the table. The Dutchman had clearly received the same message, his lips curling into a small, knowing smile. Abruptly, Max pushed back his chair, the scrape of wood against tile cutting through the room’s buzz. The chatter dimmed slightly as curious eyes turned toward him.

Max cleared his throat and raised his voice, deadpan. “Alright, everyone, I’ve got something to announce.”

“Is Kelly pregnant?” Valtteri interjected, leaning back with a smirk.

Groans rippled across the table. Zhou elbowed Bottas hard enough to make him wince. “Dude, they broke up months ago. Keep up.”

Max rolled his eyes. “Thank you for that, Valtteri.” He grabbed a Red Bull can from the table, holding it up theatrically. “Charles, get over here.”

Across the table, Charles sighed dramatically but couldn’t hide the grin pulling at his lips. “Do I have a choice?”

“No,” Max replied, unamused but with the slightest twitch of humor in his tone. Charles stood, brushing off his shirt as he made his way toward Max.

The other drivers leaned in, intrigued.

“Oh my God, Lestappen is real.” Lando declared, hands up in mock support. “I knew it all along.”

The table dissolved into laughter, drivers nudging each other at the joke that, even inconsequential, brought a flicker of embarrassment to Charles, even if he tried to hide.

Max raised a hand for silence. “Alright, shut the fuck up for two seconds and let me do my bit.” His eyes briefly met Checo’s, and the Mexican driver gave him a mock-gracious wave. 

Carlos chuckled, already in the known, while Lewis sipped at his drink, a small, amused smile playing on his lips.

Max turned to Charles, his hand clamping down firmly on his shoulder. “Charles,” he began, voice carrying with an edge of mischief. “As your fellow driver, occasional friend, and long time pain in the ass—”

“Accurate.” Charles muttered, earning a chuckle from the table.

Max ignored him, his tone growing more serious. “I want you to have this.” He held out the Red Bull can, his expression impassive.

Some gasps, from some of the most quick guys, erupted around the table. George’s incredulous voice broke through the din. “No. Way.”

Before Charles could respond, Max pulled the can back with mock dramatics. “Wait, I forgot the best part. As my teammate in 2025-”

Chaos descended.

“What the fuck?” Lando half-yelled, standing from his seat. 

“When did this even happen?” Pierre demanded, waving his hands like he was warding off an actual explosion.

Other drivers started talking over each other, nothing smart coming out.

Charles raised both palms in a gesture of peace and shouted over the chaos. “We closed yesterday. Christian made me an offer I couldn’t refuse.”

“The tifosi are going to riot.” Esteban grimaced.

“I know.” Charles admitted, tensing under the weight of Max’s arm still slung over his shoulders. Still, his lips quirked into a sly grin. “But Red Bull pays better.”

“And Ferrari never gives you the strategies, anyway… No offense.” George quipped and then apologized in Lewis’ direction, earning a wave of laughter and nods around the table.

“Okay, wait.” Franco raised a hand. “If Charles is leaving Ferrari, who’s taking his seat?”

Carlos raised his glass, his expression unreadable. “I will just stay in mine.”

The table erupted again. Lando turned to Carlos with an exaggerated look, “Then why were you crying like someone killed your dog?”

Carlos groaned, his face buried in his hands. “They only told me three days ago, they were going to drop me. I was stressed, okay?”

Lewis, ever the diplomat, reached across the table to fist-bump Carlos. “Don’t worry, mate. We’re gonna do great next year.”

Max snorted, pulling Charles closer by the shoulder. “Oh that’s adorable.” 

Charles glanced up at Max, his smile edging into something sly. “Yeah,” he said, locking eyes with him. “They have no idea what gonna hit them.” 

The table groaned collectively at the smugness radiating from the pair. The ones who had grown up with them immediately launched into speculation about how long it would take before Charles and Max started a full-scale navy war , placing informal bets across the table.

Carlos leaned back in his chair, arms crossed. “Two races, max.”

“Oi.” Charles frowned at him, pretending to be wounded. “You could have some faith in me.”

“I do.” Carlos said. “I just also know you two.”

Max gasped in outraged and Charles throws some rapid fire Italian cursing in Carlos direction. He takes it all back, Carlos was the worst.

 

[Instagram - Video description: The Red Bull garage is dark and silent. A faint hum of machinery echoes in the background. Suddenly, overhead lights flicker on one by one, illuminating glimpses of the RB car—the front wing, the rear diffuser, the cockpit—still nameless, still waiting.

A figure moves through the shadows, approaching the car. The camera lingers as he carefully peel off an existing sticker, revealing "16" beneath it, as the camera pans out, a Monaco flag comes into focus, hanging on the wall behind the car.]

@redbullracing 

Welcome to Oracle Red Bull Racing, @charlesleclerc

#F1 #RedBullRacing #charlesleclerc 

 

[Instagram - Image description: F1 announcement template, a dark blue color with the writing. A simple photo of Charles' face, the collar of his black fireproofs from his Monza win around his neck]

@f1

BREAKING: CHARLES LECLERC to race for Red Bull in 2025. #F1

Notes:

Sorry about the wait! I just had my graduation ceremony this week, so it was really busy! Plus, I got stuck for so long editing this chapter it was crazy. I’m still not fully happy with it, but I already have other 2 chapters mostly ready, so I ripped the band-aid and am posting. I’m especially weird about the contract discussion, and I wish I could be all “lets all just suspend our disbelief, it’s just a fun story”, but the lawyer in me feels weird about it.

I hope you liked it! Thank you all for the comments from the last chapter! I'm especially glad about the amount of BRs in my comments talking about Fernanda. Should I pick a brazilian related topic every chapter? What is currently happening here right now?

Anyway!! I plan on posting at least another 2 chapters this weekend, lets hope for the best!

Me at Tumblr: https://www.tumblr.com/carmimsaturno1633?source=share

Chapter 4

Notes:

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Chapter Text

[Sky TV - Video Description: A panel of F1 experts: Jenson Button, David Croft, and Danica Patrick discuss Leclerc’s shocking switch to Red Bull Racing. The three former drivers sit in the Sky Sports studio, the screen behind them flashing between clips of Charles’ best Ferrari moments and his new Red Bull press photos.

Button: “I think it’s a great move for Charles. He’s been patient with Ferrari for so long, but at some point, you have to put yourself first. This is a chance for him to really fight for the title.”

Croft: “It’s bold. Charles isn’t playing it safe, and I respect that. He’s tired of waiting for Ferrari to figure it out, and sometimes you need a change of scenery to reach an objective. Lewis did the same to Ferrari, Charles must have followed the example away from it.”

Patrick: “I’m not sure about this. Red Bull is Max’s team. It always has been, always will be. Leclerc might be trading one set of frustrations for another.”]

@skysportsf1

Croft, Patrick and Button, on Leclerc departure of Ferrari.

 

[Tiktok - Video Description: A blonde F1 creator sits in front of her camera, her jaw literally dropped. Behind her, a green screen shows Charles Leclerc in an edited photo in a Red Bull racing suit.

"Okay. Okay. Breathe. This is not a drill. CHARLES LECLERC IS A RED BULL DRIVER. Like… WHAT? We all knew Ferrari was testing his patience, but to actually see him in Red Bull blue? I feel like I’m hallucinating. But—listen. I’m not even mad. Charles and Max in the same car? Tell me that’s not the most exciting lineup since Brocedes. This is either gonna be legendary or an absolute disaster, and I am HERE for it.”]

@Sammieonracing

This starts a new era I never even dreamed about.

 

[Twitter - Subject Formula 1:

Trending Topics: #LeclercToRedBull, #ForzaCharles, #Il Rinnegato

Treads:

@PizzaLover99  

charles leaving ferrari is the biggest betrayal in f1 history. five years of “i want to win with ferrari” just for him to run off to red bull?? disgusting behavior.  

@CoffeeAddict42  

oh so he was supposed to waste his entire career waiting for ferrari to figure out how to not sabotage him?  

@EEdoard0  

YES. champions don’t abandon the team, they BUILD it. Renagate!

@StatsNerd87  

bro schumacher didn’t even win until year 5. charles put in 5 YEARS and ferrari gave him nothing but bad strategies and heartbreak.  

@RandomThoughts22  

he could’ve waited longer.  

@LateNightEater  

waited for WHAT. a pit stop that doesn’t take 7 seconds?  

@gabriele_sssss

man ferrari gave him a contract till 2029. HE SAID YES. HE SIGNED IT. then dipped. nah we’re allowed to be mad.  

@ChocoLoverX  

okay but if a team was gaslighting u for 5 years, telling u “next year will be better,” and then kept fumbling ur wins, wouldn’t u leave too??  

@AnonymousGuy99  

he could’ve stayed and fought harder.  

@EnergyDrinkFan  

fought with what? pure vibes and disappointment?  

@Internazionale_Helenio

so he ran to red bull?? max verstappen’s team?? u think they’ll let him fight?  

@CoffeeChristie1_16 

he’s fighting with an actual championship-winning car for the first time in his LIFE.  

@SadTrombone01  

bro i get why he left but like… he really left us.  

@AnonymousIT99  

yeah. and to red bull. red bull.  

@JeongcheolistShredder88  

listen i get yall are sad but it’s ferrari’s fault. how u gonna be mad at charles for choosing survival??  

@EEdoard0  

nah i choose being mad at both.  

@GhostWriterX  

bro really said “it’s time to go” like he’s leaving a toxic relationship.  

@ChocoLoverX  

because HE WAS.  

@FaithfulFollower  

so ur telling me after all the crying in italy, all the tifosi love, all the “i want to win with ferrari” speeches… he just woke up and chose violence??  

@CoffeeAddict42  

violence? no. self-respect? yes.  

@JohnDoe123  

so u actually think he’ll win a championship at red bull?  

@MaxFan88  

he’s got a better chance than whatever ferrari was planning to give him.  

@SpeedDemon99  

lowkey i’m scared. what if charles actually beats max.  

@EnergyDrinkFan  

now THAT’S a different war waiting to happen.  

@AnonymousGuy99  

good. we’ll all be back to hating red bull together. the balance will be restored.  

@CarlosFanatic  

can’t believe carlos stayed and charlos bromance is STILL over. i need a moment. 

 

 

Setting the phone down, Charles leaned back on the couch, staring out the window. 

 

The final race weekend of the season was already charged with anticipation, but the announcement of his departure had turned it into something else entirely. 

Outside, the tifosi were in turmoil—shocked, heartbroken, or downright furious. While inside Ferrari, the atmosphere was icy. 

No one said anything outright combative, but the shift was palpable. The air felt heavier, the silence louder. 

Charles tried to focus on his driving, but the weight of his decision pressed down on him like a lead blanket. The mechanics still did their jobs with precision, but their usual warmth was gone. A pat on the shoulder here, a quick glance there—small gestures that spoke volumes. The rest of the team kept their distance, polite but detached, their disapproval radiating like heat from the asphalt. He understood. He’d made his choice, and to them, it was a betrayal.

And for some, it was a double betrayal.

A handful of engineers and crew members would follow him to Red Bull, mostly younger ones who believed in Charles and craved new challenges. But for those staying behind, it only deepened the wound. It wasn’t just Charles leaving—it was pieces of the team fracturing away with him, like chunks of a glacier calving into the sea.

And then there was Arthur.

His brother hadn’t spoken to him since the announcement.

Arthur had been set to train alongside him this weekend, a plan that was scrapped overnight. Instead, Ferrari had Carlos step in, breaking tradition to make a point. The message was clear, and it came even sooner than Charles had expected: He was out, and Arthur would bear the consequences of his decision, too.

That was what stung the most. Charles had told himself Arthur would be fine, that he had earned his place on his own—which he had. But the truth was, Arthur would pay for this. And that was his fault.

The guilt followed him everywhere—into practice, into qualifying. The isolation was suffocating. The engineers worked as they always did, but the connection was gone. It was as if he were already a ghost to them, a fading memory falling from grace.

Qualifying was the final insult. His fastest lap in Q2—one that would have put him on provisional pole—was deleted for track limits. 

Then came the power unit penalty — he would be starting P19. 

His last race with Ferrari was supposed to be a statement, a chance to prove himself before leaving. Instead, it was turning into a disaster.

 

[Sky TV -  Live from the Abu Dhabi Paddock, by Nico Rosberg.

Rosberg: “Max, big changes for next season—Charles joining you at Red Bull. It’s massive news. How do you feel about it?”

Max tilts his head slightly, lips pressing into a small, unreadable smile before answering.

Verstappen: “Yeah, well… It’s exciting. Unexpected for everyone, I think, but Charles is a great driver, so… yeah. It’ll be interesting.”

Rosberg: “Interesting how?”

Max exhales, glancing away briefly before meeting Nico’s eyes again.

Verstappen: “You know, we’ve been racing together since we were kids, always pushing each other. That doesn’t change just because we’re in the same team now. It’s… different, but the same.”

Rosberg: “You once specifically mentioned Charles when saying you don’t believe in two top drivers coexisting in the same team. How do you stand on that now?”

Max huffs out a quiet chuckle, shifting his weight slightly. There’s a pause before he answers, measured but honest.

Verstappen: “I mean… yeah, it’s always a risk. When you have two drivers who both want to win, there’s always tension. But with Charles… I think high risk also means high reward.”

A small twitch of a smirk, but his fingers tap lightly against his arm—subtle, but telling.

Rosberg: “High reward in what sense?”

Verstappen: “Well, he’s fast, obviously. Smart. Tough. I know how he races, and he knows how I do. That kind of understanding—that’s rare. It can work. Or… it will be a disaster.” He smirks briefly, then shrugs. “Guess we’ll find out.”

Rosberg: “Red Bull has a history of prioritizing one driver. How do you think Charles will handle that?”

Max’s expression doesn’t change much, but his tone sharpens, just slightly.

Verstappen: “If there’s one person who won’t let himself be a number two driver, it’s Charles.”

The camera lingers for a beat before cutting back to Nico, who chuckles slightly, shaking his head before wrapping up the segment.]

@skysportsf1

Max Verstappen thought on the last race of the 2024 season and the future of the Red Bull Racing. Interview by Nico Rosberg.

 

Race day arrived with the brutal Abu Dhabi sun hanging heavy in the sky, casting long shadows across the paddock. The heat was oppressive, but it was nothing compared to the weight in Charles’ chest.

As he climbed into his Ferrari for the last time, a memory surfaced suddenly: Arthur, as a kid, grinning up at him with a tiny Ferrari car toy clutched in his hands. "One day, we’ll both drive for them," he’d said, so sure of it, so full of hope.

Charles shut his eyes for a second, his hand gripping the curve of the halo. That dream was gone now. He had killed it.

When he opened his eyes, he found Alessandro leaning in his direction. The Italian must have seen something in his expression because he extended his hand for a shake, his face softening with something like sympathy. The grip lingered, firm and grounding, until Charles felt himself steady. Alessandro tightened his hold one last time before letting go, a silent acknowledgment. It was a small comfort, knowing that Alessandro, at least, still believed in him enough to follow him to Red Bull. 

The quiet exchange was enough.

Charles straightened in the cockpit, his jaw tightening as he stared ahead at the grid. The fire in him hadn’t been extinguished—not yet. 

By the end of the first lap, he had clawed his way from P19 to P8, threading through the chaos with a precision born out of desperation. His brain barely registered what happened after his body made the move, as his body guided the car his focus razor-sharp. Every overtake was calculated, every move deliberate. 

In lap 2, Max collided with Oscar, sending both cars spinning. As Charles sped past the wreckage, he couldn’t ignore the bitter irony. Thanks, teammate , he thought, though the thought was fleeting. He had no time for distractions.

By Lap 32, the heat was unbearable. His throat burned, dry and raw. No water in his bottle—whether an accident or a message, he didn’t know, and he forced himself not to care. Anger was better than hydration anyway. It fueled him, sharpened his focus. 

By Lap 40, he was in P3, closing in on Carlos. The Ferrari ahead of him was fast, but Charles could see the cracks. Carlos was defending hard, but his tires were fading. Charles bided his time, waiting for the perfect moment. It came on Lap 42, as they approached the DRS zone. Charles feinted left, then dove right, squeezing past Carlos in a move that was as daring as it was decisive. The crowd roared, but Charles didn’t hear them. His eyes were already on the next target: Lando.

Lando was in P1, but he wasn’t untouchable. Charles could see it in the way the McLaren handled through the corners—Lando was managing his tires, but he was vulnerable. Charles closed the gap lap by lap, his Ferrari responding to every input with precision. By Lap 55, he was within striking distance.

The final laps were a blur of adrenaline and determination. Charles attacked relentlessly, pushing Lando to the limit. On Lap 57, he made his move. Braking late into Turn 8, he pulled alongside Lando, their wheels nearly touching as they fought for position. For a heart-stopping moment, it seemed like neither would yield. But Charles held his line, his car inching ahead as they exited the corner. By the time they hit the straight, he was in the lead.

The checkered flag waved, and Charles crossed the line in P1. The roar of the crowd was deafening, but all he could hear was the pounding of his own heart. He had done it. Against all odds, he had won.

As he climbed out of the car, sweat stinging his eyes, a wave of self-satisfaction washed over him. He wiped his face with his glove, his breath coming in ragged gasps, but there was no hiding the small, triumphant smile that tugged at his lips. 

This felt more than just a victory—it was vindication. He had taken all the anger, all the doubt, and channeled it into something undeniable.

Standing on the podium, the tifosi’s cheers ringing in his ears, Charles allowed himself to savor it. The champagne sprayed, the confetti fell, and for the first time in what felt like forever, he felt a flicker of peace. 

As he looked out at the sea of people, the red spots that would root for him just this one last time, he realizes he had shown the message: Ferrari had lost him, not the other way around. 

This was no ending, just the beginning.



Later, in the garage, he let himself be pulled into the goodbyes. Half the team was missing, but the ones who stayed hugged him, clapped him on the back, wished him luck. He thanked them all, especially the ones who wouldn’t follow him to Red Bull but were still here, sending him off with well-wishes and affection.

Their kindness chipped away at his walls, and he let himself tear up. These people hadn’t been part of his personal battles, but they had been part of his dream and now, they were letting him go.

When the garage emptied and the noise faded, Charles lingered, staring at his Ferrari one last time before walking off.

 

 

F1 STANDINGS ·12 DEC 2024
Position. Driver. Team. Points.
# 1. VER RED BULL 437
# 2. NOR MCLAREN 367
# 3. LEC FERRARI 366
# 4. PIA MCLAREN 292
# 5. SAI FERRARI 287
# 6. ...    

Notes:

(TT~TT I deleted this chapter and posted another after aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I just realized when I was looking to post the new one and saw the count of chapters was wrong)

Yes, I changed the end of the AbuDhabi 2024 GrandPrix. I felt the anger and excitement with everything happening would give Charles just that maniac push for him to get those other two positions - just a self-indulgent race plot, guys. Dont think too deep.
(This would actually put Charles in second place record of 'lowest starting position to win a grandprix', alongside Bill Vukovich in 1954)

Chapter 5

Notes:

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Chapter Text

Charles loved Monaco in the winter. Loved window shopping around the festive displays—twinkling lights, glittering ornaments, and delicate snowflakes that seemed out of place in the temperate climate but felt magical nonetheless. 

Charles loved walking through the Marché de Noël, the Christmas market, where the scent of mulled wine and freshly baked gingerbread filled the air, often to simply admire the handmade ornaments or pick up small trinkets for himself and his family.

Though this year, he wasn’t sure those would be even accepted.

His move to Red Bull had fractured his world in ways he hadn’t completely anticipated. He did, to an extent, braced himself for backlash from the outside — media, from fans, even from Ferrari and Red Bull itself. 

What he hadn’t prepared himself for was how hard it would ripple through his family.

Arthur hadn’t spoken to him in weeks. Every message Charles sent was ignored, every call rejected, every try to talk face to face was met with Arthur avoiding his gaze, muttering curt replies before slipping away.

Lorenzo was no better. He had always been deeply involved in Charles’s career decisions, but this time, Charles had made the call on his own, knowing full well that Lorenzo would disagree. 

And disagree he did, loudly and often. 

Every conversation between them now turned into a confrontation, Lorenzo’s words always filled with frustration and disappointment.

Then there was his mother caught in the middle of it all. She tried to keep the peace, organizing family dinners and making quiet suggestions to talk things through, but even her presence couldn’t bridge it all.

Christmas Eve was supposed to be different. Pascale had gone all out, the house decorated with twinkling lights and setting the table with the family’s best china. She had even managed to coax Arthur into attending, though his presence felt more like a favor than a genuine desire to be there.

The evening started off tense but quiet. Charles tried to focus on the food, complimenting Pascale’s cooking and avoiding direct eye contact with either of his brothers. His mother, as well as Alex and Charlotte were even able to keep conversation going, but it didn’t take long for the underlying tension to boil over.

“So, are you keeping Perez’s race engineer?” Lorenzo asked after a brief lull in conversation, after Alex mentioned something about her travel to Mexico in the morning.

Charles exhaled, bracing himself for another round. “No, I’m picking someone new.”

“Who?”

“I don’t know yet.”

Lorenzo’s eyes narrowed slightly. “And your mechanics?”

“Alessandro is coming…”

“He’s leaving Ferrari for Red Bull?”

“He used to work for Red Bull, Lorenzo.” Charles points out, “His wife wants to move back to England anyway.”

Lorenzo sighed, and it was more than just disappointment—it was frustration, exhaustion, something deeper that Charles couldn’t quite place. “And Andrea?”

Charles hesitated. “He’s coming with me.”

Lorenzo’s jaw tightened. “I can’t believe you took Andrea.”

Charles sighs, rubbing a hand over his face before saying, “What was I supposed to do? Tell Andrea I didn’t want him when offered?”

“Maybe that you would look at the bigger picture and not pull anyone else down with you.”

The words stung. More than they should have. Charles swallowed hard, gripping his fork just a little too tightly. “I took an opportunity, they decided it could benefit them too. What else do you want me to say?”

“I want to know why you didn’t come to me before making this decision,” Lorenzo said, his voice low but firm, finally being direct.

“I have been trying, but you never let me talk!” Charles snaps.

Charles was willingly, he really was. Ready to discuss his thought process, the issues he was having with the team, what this meant for him.

Because, fuck, Charles was hurt too. He failed his damn dream too. He was the one choosing to walk away, but it was Ferrari who gave up on him — no, worse, pig banked him for another two seasons while tripping over themselves to give Lewis an eighth title.

But no one was trying to listen .

Arthur didn’t even look at him and while Lolo made all those question, he never let Charles get a word in to explain what really was going through his head.

“I told you when I decided.” Charles’ voice was tight, restrained. “I wasn’t holding this information in.”

“Oh, so you just woke up one morning and signed with Red Bull?”

Charles gulps, trying to put in words what even he was having a hard time wrapping his thoughts around.

“Christian offered in Las Vegas,” Charles says, even if he hated distorting the truth, “He had before, but then he saw how I was after the race and offered again.” 

Lorenzo scoffed. “Why would you even want a seat there?”

Charles’ grip on his fork loosened, then fell away entirely.

“Cause it’s best chance I got. Ferrari will always prioritize itself, and with Lewis coming they will put my career on hold and–”

“Your career?”

The words came from Arthur this time, cutting through the room like a blade. Charles stiffened. It was the first thing Arthur had said to him all night.

Arthur leaned forward, his eyes cold, voice laced with quiet fury. “You mean the career we’ve all supported since day one? That we all sacrificed for?”

“Arthur.” Charles starts.

“You couldn’t wait two years! You had to destroy everything for me, because you couldn’t wait. Two. Years!” Arthur says standing, his hands braced against the table. “All because of a bigger paycheck, and still a second seat cause you’re never beating Verstappen!”

Pascale’s voice, sharp and commanding, cut through it. “That’s enough.”

But the damage was already done. Charles felt something in his chest snap, sharp and painful. He pushed back from the table, chair scraping against the floor. His hands trembled as he curled them into fists at his sides.

“You think I just want money? I want a chance to actually fight! Fight Max, Lewis, McLaren.” His voice growing louder every word. “You think I didn’t try a million times to make it work before leaving? Do you have any idea what it’s like knowing that every decision I make affects not just me, but all of you?”

Arthur didn’t flinch. “Don’t make this about us. This was about you, Charles. It’s always about you.”

A long, heavy silence. Then Arthur grabbed his coat and stormed out, the door slamming shut behind him. Lorenzo didn’t move, arms crossed, expression unreadable.

Charles exhaled slowly, then turned and walked toward the balcony. The cold air hit him immediately, sharp and unforgiving. He welcomed it, closing his eyes, letting it bite at his skin, his lungs.

 

He stood there for a long time, staring out at the glittering lights beneath his childhood home, the usual comfort feeling so distant. He heard the sliding door open behind him and turned to see Alex stepping out, a blanket wrapped around her shoulders.

She didn’t say anything, just handed him a cup of tea and leaned against the railing beside him.

“I didn’t want this to happen.” Charles said quietly, his voice breaking, barely audible over the wind.

Alex looked at him, her eyes soft but sad. “I know.”

They stood there in silence, the weight of the evening hanging heavy between them. Charles wanted to say more, to explain himself, to tell her everything that was going through his mind, to try to make her, at least, believe him.

But the words wouldn’t come. Instead, he reached out and took her hand, holding it tightly in his own. 

 

 

Max’s Christmas should be, in a word, uneventful. You’d think being a four-time World Champion would provide endless fodder for conversation, but in his family, the novelty had worn off years ago. If anyone mentioned his latest title at all, it was in passing, sandwiched between inquiries about the relative's personal lives and, “actual famous” celebrity gossip.

It was usually what he preferred—staying out of the focus, letting the chatter focus on anything but him. But right now, he was practically begging for someone to start talking about his work, or whatever the nepobaby of the month failed at. Anything would be better, because this year, the focus had shifted entirely to his breakup.

“I thought you’d be married by now.” his grandmother said, her voice tinged with disappointment.

“It just didn’t happen, Grandma,” Max replied, forcing a tight smile and poking at his food.

“You should talk it out then, fix it,” she continued, undeterred. “She comes from such a good family.”

Max’s grip on his fork tightened as he heard his mother snort quietly into her wine glass. He shot her a look, which only made her grin.

“What?” she said innocently, raising her glass. “I hated her family. Nelson was always a sexist pig.”

“They were good!” his grandmother countered, visibly affronted. “Raised such a polite woman.”

“Yeah,” Victoria chimed in her voice dripping with sarcasm, “as long as you’re not black, right?”

Dammit. 

The table fell silent, the tension crackling in the air. Max’s glare at his sister could have frozen the wine in her glass.

“You broke up.” his mother said with a shrug, breaking the silence. “We can criticize her now, can’t I?”

“She was trying to defend her father.” Max says, without heat, “It’s not easy to speak with media about someone that close.”

“We know.” Victoria said, not missing a beat. “You’re real good at staying quiet when it’s convenient.”

“What’s that supposed to mean?” Max shot back, his voice rising.

“Just that sometimes you could stand up for things that don’t involve four wheels.” she said, crossing her arms and leaning back in her chair.

Max clenched his jaw, his fingers curling into fists beneath the table. He wanted to argue, to defend himself, but it’s hard to desconstitute facts.

He had spent his entire life laser-focused on his career, blocking out anything that didn’t serve his singular purpose of winning. And somewhere along the way, he had become an expert at shutting out the world beyond the track.

More than that, though—he felt stuck. The people who built this world, the ones who gave him the chance to live his dream, had their own histories, their own legacies. How did he begin to speak against the very people who had made his success possible? And if he did—would it even matter? He had seen it before: no matter what he said, some would still hate him for who he was as a driver, for how he won, for the privilege he had. So why bother?

“I’m a driver.” he said finally, stubbornly, his voice low and measured, “I race. That’s what I do. That’s who I am.”

“And what happens when the racing ends?” Victoria asked, her eyes boring into him.

Max didn’t answer.

 

The next morning, Max woke up to find Victoria already sitting at the kitchen table, sipping coffee and scrolling through her phone.

“I know you are right.” Max said, leaning against the counter.

“I usually am.” Victoria says, in typical younger sibling fashion, but her expression was softer than it had been the night before when she looks at him, “About what, though?”

“About standing up for… things.” he admitted, reluctant, his voice quiet.

She set down her mug and studied him for a moment. 

“It’s not about being perfect, Max. You don’t have to be the face of anything, but I know you and I just wish you would be honest about where you stand.”

Max sighs, taking the words and let them sink in. It wasn’t nothing Max already didn’t know and believe in, he just didn’t know where to start.

 

After lunch, he found himself scrolling aimlessly through his phone, having already burned through last night's dinner energy chasing his nibblings around all morning. 

Just as he was about to give up and look for a second round with Leo, a notification popped up.

Merry late christmas, mate. Hope youre having a nice time.” Charles texted.

Well, that was surprising. Even if Charles had always sent him happy holiday message, it usually felt more like a message sent to all his coworkers instead of a personal thing.

This, though, was different. No fancy design, no polished grammar, no corporate sheen. Just a simple, slightly tardy message that felt oddly genuine. Max could almost picture Charles typing it out—maybe halfway through his morning coffee— thinking how he should probably wish a merry Christmas to the guy he would be stuck with for the foreseeable future.

Max smirked, tapping out a quick reply.

Same to you. Surviving family drama as we speak.”

Charles responded almost instantly. “ Tell me about it. Monaco feels like a battlefield right now.”

Max’s eyebrows furrow at that. That was surprising too. First because he had never heard about Charles having anything but the picture-perfect family

And it wasn't even the type that was obviously fake if you’re even a little around the people. No, Charles always looked genuinely happy and at peace with them.

Second, it also felt yet oddly personal to speak with him about this. But again, sometimes family drama wasn’t such an issue when you come from a well structured family. 

So Max leaned back against the headboard, fingers flying over the screen, trying to answer in kind.

Will trade you my grandmas opinions on my love life for whatever hell you’re dealing with.” he texts back, feeling it was non-descriptive enough to not make it weird or too closed off.  

Deal. But I’ll warn you it’s pretty bad trade.”

A real laugh bubbled out of Max at that, genuine.

He and Charles weren’t exactly close. Sure, they exchanged pleasantries in the paddock and talked a normal amount of work related gossip given the chance, but outside the racetrack? Their conversations rarely went deeper than polite acknowledgment and race talk. 

Maybe that was the nature of their rivalry, or maybe they’d never taken the time to try.

Still, with Charles joining Red Bull next season, it was only a matter of time before they’d have to figure each other out. Teammates couldn’t afford to stay strangers, unless they planned on spending a very uncomfortable, very long season.

I wish I could just forward a few weeks, christmas been rough.” Charles texted after a few seconds. “I feel should be working with everything coming.”

And now, the pieces begin to click together in Max’s mind. 

With such a big change coming, it’s no surprise Charles would reach out to someone… closer, someone more involved. It wasn’t just a casual holiday message. It felt like a quiet acknowledgment that their dynamic would be changing. Maybe he even believed bettering their relationships was a small way of working on his season. And Max was good with it.

“nye will be better. Any plans?”

Getting shit faced.” the next text says, with an upside down smiling emoji, “ The specifics arent planned yet. u?”

“Same.” he first says back, but hesitated before typing more, the words coming less sure.

 

On the other side of their chat, Charles sat on his couch, his phone resting loosely in his hand. The room was eerily quiet, a stark contrast to the chaos of last night.

Alex had flown in the morning to visit family for the rest of the holidays. She’d suggested he join her, but between lingering tensions with his family and the awkward logistics of playing the doting boyfriend, he’d declined. Now, sitting alone with nothing but the glow of his phone to keep him company, he wonders if he’d made the wrong choice and should be going to Mexico with his best friend instead.

He had got out of the WhatsApp app after Max didn’t immediately answer back, half expecting not to hear about the other until the new year. Now, a text popped up over the TikTok he was watching.

We can meet up.” Max had texted, “Start the year off right.”

Charles blinked at Max’s text, feeling a short flood of surprise. And, well, relief. 

Maybe he wouldn’t have to spend New Year’s Eve with complete strangers, pretending to enjoy a glass of champagne while watching the clock tick down to a year he was already starting to dread.

Yeah. Id like that. Lets do it.” he texts back, a small smile tugging at his lips. 

 

 

Max arrived in Nice two days later, stepping off his flight just as the sun dipped below the horizon. 

Sliding into the sleek car waiting for him at the airport, Max pulled out his phone and shot Charles a message. “In town. We still meeting?”

Charles’ reply came almost instantly — the one ever so glued to his phone.

“I have this yacht party. Its on the pier. Not super full. Pretty sure Lando will be there too.”

“Send me the info.”

As the car wove its way through Monaco’s narrow streets, Max’s gaze drifted to the window, the city stretched out before him, glittering against the deep blue of the Mediterranean, lights dancing on the waves. 

It hadn’t changed—still opulent, fast-paced, and achingly beautiful. It was the first time he’d come back in almost a month, and now he wasn’t sure if he was here to unwind or just escape the quiet monotony that had settled over his days since the end of the season.

When they finally pulled up to his new building, he hesitated a second before stepping out. 

It was a place he’d picked in a rush, with his assistant and realtor doing most of the work and a decorator filling everything for him.

That's to say, when he opened the door, the place still felt like a stranger’s home.

The space was half-empty, like he left, as if it had been staged for a magazine shoot and then abandoned. Stark white walls, modern black and leather furniture, a few impersonal art pieces hung without any meaning. The kind of place where silence echoed too loud, making it both too small and entirely too big for Max alone.

The moving boxes had been delivered long ago, and yet, aside from a few things in the kitchen and some clothes in the closet, everything was still packed.

Max sighed and closed the door behind him, finally lowering the two cat carriers he had been carrying since Amsterdam.

“Ssshhh, we’re here.”

His voice was soft, tired. His hands fumbled with the latches before carefully opening each door. The cats, hesitant at first, peeked out before padding silently into the still unfamiliar space.

Jimmy was the first to emerge fully, trotting straight toward the floor-to-ceiling windows, pressing his nose to the glass to look out at the city lights. Sassy followed, slower, tail flicking as she examined the strange scents in the foreign walls.

Max crouched, watching as they ventured farther, their paws quiet against the polished floor.

“At least you two know how to make the place yours.” he murmured, rubbing a hand over his face, before moving to his bedroom.

 

When Max arrived at the pier, the yacht was already buzzing with life. Music drifted over the water, blending with the hum of conversation and the occasional burst of laughter. Silver and gold decorations shimmered under the soft glow of string lights, making the yacht look like something out of a movie.

Max stepped aboard, his demeanor standing out among the effortless glamour of Monaco’s elite, but if he felt out of place, he didn’t show it. 

Some people took second looks at him, recognizing him, but Max moved through the crowd with ease, clearly not being the biggest fish in the pound,

He spotted Charles quickly. The Monegasque driver was standing near the bar, looking sharp, a small circle of people around him. When their eyes met, Charles broke into a smile, weaving through people to greet him.

“Max!” Charles’s hug was quick but warm, surprising both of them with its easy familiarity, “You made it.” he says, a tad of surprised excitement about seeing him in his voice .

“Wouldn’t miss it.” Max said, feeling oddly sincere in his words, his grin breaking through. He gestured at the deck, the polished wood reflecting the glow of the lights. “This is more your style than mine, though.”

Charles chuckled, running a hand through his hair. “I figured a bit of champagne and fireworks never hurt.”

Max nodded, taking in the crowd. “Looks like your friend invited half of Monaco.”

“Something like that.” Charles said, his smile lingering before he added, “Lando’s around somewhere. You’ll probably find him in the middle of everything.”

Max grinned. “I’ll let him enjoy the spotlight. I’ll survive without being the center of attention for one night.”

Charles laughed at that, but his eyes gave him away, he seemed distracted, his thoughts elsewhere. Max caught it but didn’t press, instead asking about his pre-season plans and accepting when the man gone on a rant about the logistics of emptying his apartment in Italy

 

As the night unfolded, Max found himself mingling more than he expected, Charles soon being pulled away by people, sending a reluctant parting look his way. 

Max had the firm impression Charles wasn’t feeling this party that much.

Still, even if Max wasn’t one for small talk in a strange crowd, there was something liberating about a party where no one wanted to talk about racing for once. He struck up a conversation with a sharp-witted brunet, whose heavy accent and quick retorts kept Max on his toes. The man’s teasing remarks were a welcome change from the usual small talk.

“So, you don’t really come to these kinds of parties?” he asked, tilting his head.

Max shrugged, his lips quirking into a small smile. “I figured I’d try something different. New year, new habits.”

He laughed. “Well, if you’re looking for distractions, Monaco’s a good place to start.”

“Noted.” Max said, his tone light, not offering how he lived in the place for almost a decade at this point.

But again, Max was being honest when he said this was different.

For once, it was the first major social event he’d attended since his breakup—one that had nothing to do with work or networking.

And, of course, it was the first party where he could truly look around as a single man. The thought lingered in the back of his mind, not as a pressing need but as a quiet realization. He wasn’t here to search for anything—or anyone—in particular, but for the first time in a long time, the possibility was there, floating in the periphery like the soft glow of the string lights above. 

Eventually, as people mingled in and out of conversation he found his way back to Charles, who was standing by the railing, staring out at the water. The music and chatter faded into the background as Max joined him, leaning casually against the railing.

“Not bad for a yacht party.” Max said, breaking the silence, noticing how Charles was still looking a little dim amidst the celebration.

Charles turned to him, a faint smile playing on his lips. “Not bad company, either.”

They stood in comfortable silence for a moment, the kind of quiet that didn’t need to be filled. Max let the peace settle over him, taking a chance to recharge a bit before coming back to the loud noise and random subjects.

He watched Charles for a second, taking another note of how he looked distracted, but not in the ‘I'm enjoying myself in this big fancy party’ type of way.

He was about to bring something up, maybe where his girlfriend was, but then someone called out, “Five minutes to the countdown!” and Charles nudged Max with a smirk.

“Go on, I’m sure you can find someone to kiss at midnight.” he teased, back still to the rest of the party.

Max chuckled, his eyes scanning the crowd until they landed on the brunet from earlier. The man caught his gaze and raised an eyebrow, his smile playful.

He looks back at Charles, seeing he didn’t look like he would move from his place. He hesitates for a second, before bumping his shoulder to Charles’, raising his glass. “Here’s to surviving another year.”

Charles raised his own glass, his expression softening. “Next year, let’s make it a good one.”

Max clinked their glasses, his grin widening. “Deal.”

As Max walked off towards the brunet, Charles stayed behind, eyes in the sky. The first burst of fireworks lit up the sky, vibrant colors reflected in the water.

Charles lifted his glass again, watching the display with a quiet hope.

“Here’s to it.” he murmured to himself, letting the words carry over the shimmering water.

 

 

[Instagram - Image description: Photo uploaded at 00:00, January 1st, 2025. The profile picture shows Charles sitting confidently in an undefined boat in the sea, Monte Carlo’s skyline visible in the distance. He wears a dark blue sweater, sleeves pushed up, with the sunlight highlighting his sharp green eyes, giving them an intense, piercing look. The photo also doubles as his profile picture.]

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Charles Leclerc

Formula 1 driver for @redbullracing

Notes:

(this chapter was posted after I accidentally deleted the previous one AND DIDNT NOTICED UNTIL POSTING THE NEXT TT^TT so if this feels out of place, this comes after a chapter about the AbuDhabi GP)

So... hard chapter to write about.

First, I hope nobody hates Thuthu, he is in pain and dealing with stuff. Charles decisions are self-centered, and thus he will need to deal with the consequences.

On Max christmas.... Yknow is hard to speak about Max's defense of Piquet. I hesitate talking about it, but would feel terrible ignoring it considering some future plot points.

THIS STORY DOESN'T EXCUSE HIS VERY REAL ACTIONS, the same way the romance doesn't represent reality, me approaching the situation without going on how bad his attitude was, or (IN STORY) 'explaining' why he did it, doesn't mean I find his attitude excusable IRL - I don't. He should have educated himself and spoken out in defense of Lewis.

I don't want to write perfect characters, specially since neither of the references are perfect people. But I'm also a fanficwriter picking and choosing real life elements for the plot and entertainment. I just hope we can all exercise our brains to separate fiction/fanon and real life.

That all being said, I'm here to debate all the subjects and accept any criticism.

I hope you enjoyed it!

Chapter 6

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Charles stepped through the glass doors of the Red Bull headquarters with at least twelve cameras pointed at him. 

It was bright, modern, and alive with movement. So unlike the quiet, almost reverent halls of Maranello, where history clung to the walls like ivy. 

The difference was jarring. Ferrari had felt like a church, albeit with a highly modern temple one, while this felt like an open-floor stock exchange, fueled by caffeine and adrenaline.

He inhaled subtly, keeping his smile in place as yet another person was introduced to him, and he is pushed and pulled in all directions.

The conference room was already filled when he arrived, and all eyes turned to him as he stepped inside. Horner sat at the head of the table, flanked by race engineers, strategists, and key personnel. The energy was casual, but Charles knew better than to take it at face value. Everything in Formula 1 was a game of optics.

He took his seat, the subtle hum of conversation dying down as Christian leaned forward.

“Welcome to the team, Charles. Hope you’re settling in alright.”

Charles smiled. “Still need to find the cafeteria, but otherwise, good.”

A chuckle rippled around the table, but the meeting quickly shifted to business. They went over the season’s broad strategy, training logistics, team building, previews of the car. The word ‘expectations’ was thrown around a lot — subtly, carefully — but Charles could hear the subtext beneath it.

Finally, Horner leaned back, flashing one of those polished, press-ready grins. “We’re committed to giving you every chance to fight for wins, Charles, and I’m sure that once you’ve acclimated to the team, you’ll give Max a run for his money.”

Charles returned the smile, equally polite, equally unreadable. “I guess we’ll see.”

He caught the flickers of amusement in a few faces, the way some of them exchanged quick glances. It was that same smooth, rehearsed confidence that teams always carried, words designed to reassure, to motivate.

Like he said, he’d believe it when he saw it.

 

After strategy, the PR team took over. A new group of people entered the room, smiling, poised. Charles sat a little straighter, instinct kicking in.

The head of PR, the third Paul he met that day, had a firm handshake, a sharp gaze, and wasted no time diving in. “Charles, we have been talking through with your team, and we are all excited about your interest in brand management and the ideas you brought in.”

The man seemed genuinely excited, and for a moment, Charles felt the urge to offer his sympathies. It was clear he had been overlooked, even shut out, by the drivers who came before him.

“We’ll be working closely to transition your media presence into the Red Bull brand. You had a strong, polished image at Ferrari, and we want to build on that.” the man continues.

Charles nodded, unsurprised. He’d expected this — the inevitable rollout, the branded videos, the endless interviews with every line memorized and rehearsed. He wasn’t new to the game. He could handle it.

But as Paul kept talking — buzzwords flying about global reach, digital metrics, engagement goals — Charles thought back to another meeting, years ago.

Christian had leaned forward, his trademark charm on full display as he painted the vision: Charles’ presence could help redefine the team’s legacy, cementing their place in history. Schumacher made Ferrari immortal , he said, his voice steady and persuasive. With you and Max, Red Bull can forge its own legend—one that will stand the test of time.

Charles had smiled then, polite and unreadable, the same way he smiled now, and commented how maybe someday.

Someday had arrived.

Paul cleared his throat. “We’ll start filming the first campaign next week. We still need to organize the big challenges, so for now it’s all very lighthearted, but we want to highlight your personality. Get fans excited for this new chapter.”

Charles blinked back to the present and gave another polite nod. “Of course. Just let me know where to be.”

Polished, agreeable. Exactly what they wanted.

Charles exhaled quietly, straightening in his seat. He’d spent years learning how to navigate this game.

And this time, he intended to play it better than anyone.

 

[Instagram – Video Description: A fast-paced compilation shows Charles Leclerc’s first day at the ORACLE Red Bull Racing factory in Milton Keynes. The video opens with him walking through the glass-fronted entrance, exchanging greetings with staff as he shakes hands and offers easy smiles. Shows him going through at the engineering department, showing him looking through the windows of the labs, an attentive expression as he briefly studies the displayed screens.

In the workshop, Charles runs his fingers lightly over the carbon fiber of a rear wing before chatting with a group of engineers, his curiosity evident in the way he leans in, nodding at their explanations.

The final shot lingers for a beat longs Charles looking back at the camera as he walks through Red Bull’s museum of past liveries, LEDs coloring his face.]

@redbullracing:

New colors, same speed. Welcome to the team, Charles. #RedBullRacing #F1 #CharlesLeclerc

 

 

[Instagram – Photo Description: Charles stands in front of the Red Bull Racing factory entrance, the bold logo and one of the RB cars displayed prominently in the background. He’s dressed in a very  oversized Red Bull hoodie with a stitched looking part of the Red Bull logo visible along the side. The hoodie hangs loose on his frame, giving him a relaxed but confident air.

The lighting is bright, casting light and shadows across his face. There’s no smile, but the slight tilt of his head and the way his hands rest lightly in his hoodie pockets suggest calm determination.

@charlesleclerc

New colors, same passion. Let’s make history. 

 

 

Seb: [screenshot of Charles Instagram post]

Seb: I send a 15 years old hoodie, and he uses it on his first day 

Charles: (kissing face emoji) I love it, thank you!

Charles: Last time this team had good merch

Seb: Enjoy while you can, they will take it away for the new ones

Charles: Let them try ill start a boycott.

Charles: They have Max for the ugly ones

Seb: How was it? First day

Charles: It was good. 

Charles: Weird, but it was fine

Charles: My team will start coming in this week so we will see

Seb: Growing pains

Charles: Yeah

Charles: I feel some people are looking at me like the next sacrifice, but they been nice 

Seb: Second seat curse next victim?

Charles: Yes

Seb: Blame Webber

Charles: Noted

 

 

The garden sprawls, a quintessentially English affair tucked into the chilly January morning. A squash court sat off to the side, where a few attendees half-heartedly played, their laughter blending with the clinking of glasses and murmured conversations. 

The annual charity event was in full swing, a showcase of Red Bull Racing’s drivers for sponsors and benefactors, and a demonstration of talent wrapped neatly in carefully choreographed PR.

For Max, it was purgatory. 

He was, for lack of a better word, used to it, but the restrictive atmosphere still grated on him. Everyone milled about in expensive coats and carefully curated smiles, their small talk circling around racing, business, and thinly veiled politics. Max was certain at least half the conversations involved donors angling for influence rather than altruism.

Charity might have been the headline, but self-interest was the subtext.

His strategy was to lean into the image: the prodigious athlete, the brash champion, the man who let his driving do the talking. 

It worked well enough, kept the questions surface-level and the conversations brief. He glanced down at his coat, feeling the subtle constriction around his shoulders. 

These events were as much a race as anything on track, except here he wasn’t competing against peers—he was swerving egos, trying to look invested enough without stepping on any toes.

And then there was Charles.

Charles moved through the crowd with a confidence Max couldn’t decide whether to envy or laugh at. From the cut of his sporty outfit to the way he charmed laughter out of billionaires, Charles fit in seamlessly. He didn’t just manage egos; he sang to them, wielding his effortless charisma like a finely honed instrument. The way he shook hands, shared smiles, and made polite small talk spoke of a lifetime of training in high society.

Max knew better, though. Charles hadn’t grown up in wealth, not at the same level most of the grid or the polished executives surrounding him had. His childhood in Monaco had been a world apart from the luxury yachts and glitzy casinos that defined the principality. 

Yet, or maybe because of it, here he was, embodying the Monaco myth so convincingly that Max imagined half the room believed Charles was a billionaire himself.

Even out here, where the cold nipped at fingers and the terrain wasn’t particularly glamorous, Charles moved with a kind of gracefulness that made him stand out. He was chatting easily with a circle of sponsors, his laughter carrying over the crisp air as he gestured towards the shotgun rack.

“Max, come on.” Christian’s voice cut through his thoughts, making the driver startle. The team principal’s hand landed on his shoulder, giving him a gentle shove toward the group. “They want to see you, not just hear about you.”

Reluctantly, Max straightened and joined the circle just as Charles stepped forward to take a turn. The Monegasque driver picked up the shotgun with a casual ease that drew attention.

“I’ll admit, it’s been a while.” Charles said, loading the gun and adjusting his stance. “But I’ve had good teachers.”

The trap whirred, releasing the first clay pigeon. Charles tracked it smoothly, firing with a sharp crack . The clay shattered in the air.

“Impressive.” one of the sponsors said, nodding appreciatively.

Charles smiled modestly, reloading. “I used to do this occasionally at home.” he said, and Max’s brain immediately conjured an image of Charles at some fancy Monaco garden, casually obliterating clay pigeons while the Prince of Monaco handed him espresso like a personal assistant. 

Charles fired again, breaking another clay pigeon with effortless precision, and Max couldn’t help but smirk at the surprised looks around the circle.

“Alright, Max.” Christian called, nudging Max forward. “Let’s see what you’ve got.”

Max took the shotgun with a suppressed sigh, stepping into position with a mix of reluctance and determination. The first clay pigeon shot into the sky, and Max missed it completely.

“Good try.” one of the men said, though the polite tone barely masked his amusement. Max felt a small flare of temper, but before he could formulate something to say, Charles’ voice rang, just loud enough for Max to hear.

“Eyes on the target, try anticipating it.” It wasn’t condescending, just a quiet suggestion that somehow made Max focus.

The next clay pigeon flew, and this time, Max hit it.

“There you go!” one of the sponsors said, clapping lightly.

Max handed the gun back, trying not to look too smug as the group murmured approval, but unsure in what to say next. Charles then clapped his shoulder, stepping back into the conversation seamlessly. “We should use it as reflex training.”

The sponsors laughed, their attention shifting into questions about their training, then to their thoughts on the season, and before Max realized it, he was engaged, answering their questions with natural easy.

Charles stayed quiet for most of it, interjecting only occasionally to steer the conversation or add a lighthearted comment. It wasn’t obvious, but Max could feel the subtle way Charles guided the flow, making sure Max stayed at the center without it feeling forced.

Max finds it weird, until he recalls how Christian was parading Charles around like a prized thoroughbred for hours now and this was probably his first reprieve away from the focus.

He should probably be annoyed on Charles’s behalf, but it was part of the deal, wasn’t it? Charles, like Max himself and every other driver, had signed with Red Bull not just to race, but to represent the brand.

If it meant being shown off like a new toy… well, by the looks of it, Charles didn’t seem to mind so terribly. Plus, he knew Charles was already working on his season and not only being stuck on this, since he cut off his winter break to get installed in Milton Keynes with his team.

Yet, soon Max left the circle, leaving Charles behind as he searched for a drink and maybe a table to sit.

But, of course, his reprieve was short-lived as he noticed an older lady approach. Her bright eyes and carefully styled hair bespoke old money, the kind of person who wielded power without needing to flaunt it.

“Hello, Max. It’s good to see you again. Excellent season, correct?” she began, her tone warm but formal.

“It was great, yes.” Max replied, the automatic smile he reserved for these moments slipping into place.

“And now you have a new teammate, is it?” Her gaze flickered over Max’s shoulder, lingering just long enough for Max to glance back.

Charles was only a few steps behind, coming from the same direction Max had just come. He had caught the cue and stepped forward smoothly, offering a polite, easy smile. “Hello, ma’am. I’m Charles.”

The woman studied him with interest, her expression unreadable. “Interesting accent. French?”

Max barely suppressed a laugh. Charles, however, didn’t even blink. “Monegasque, ma’am.” he corrected smoothly, more patiently than Max had ever seen him do before.

“Monaco? Oh, I love Monaco.” She brightened at the mention, her gaze momentarily distant with nostalgia. “Had a beautiful birthday party there a few years back. You said you were raised there?”

“Born and raised.” Charles’ voice carried the familiar pride that always surfaced when he spoke of home.

“I’ve never met someone from there before,” the woman mused, tapping a manicured finger against the stem of her glass. “Didn’t realize many people were actually born in Monaco.”

Charles’ smile didn’t waver, though Max caught the flicker of amusement in his eyes. “We’re a very small, select group, yes.” he replied smoothly, the laughter barely concealed in his voice.

The woman chuckled at that, then her gaze flicked between the two of them. “Is this your first time in Formula One?”

Charles chuckled good-naturedly. “No, ma’am. It’s my eighth season, actually.”

“Oh, of course you change teams, yes. So, you two must have known each other for a long time, then?”

Max and Charles shared a look, something passing between them unspoken, their amusement deepening.

“For twenty-two years, actually.” Charles answered.

“Going on twenty-three,” Max added, smirking as he glanced at Charles.

The woman’s brows lifted, surprised. “All that time? How old are you two?”

“Twenty-seven.” They answered in unison. Their smiles met for a fraction of a second before Charles looked away, swirling the wine in his glass.

The woman’s curiosity deepened. “And you met competing?”

Both nodded.

“At… five?”

Another pair of nods.

She blinked, as if doing the math in her head. “I didn’t realize you started that young.”

Max leaned slightly against the high table beside him, resting his weight lazily on one foot. “Both our fathers were into racing.” he explains simply. Fragments of memories surfacing, faded and broken, him and Charles, small and grinning, racing around in cars too big for them, Spider-Man helmets slipping over their eyes as they somehow still managed to outpace some of the older kids.

“Of course.” She nodded at him. “Your father was a driver, yes? And yours, Charles?”

Charles lowered his glass slightly, his fingers tightening minutely around the stem. “He did some racing, but he didn’t make a career of it.”

“But it was enough to make you love it?”

“Yes.” he said simply. “But I also had my godfather to support me. He was a Formula 1 driver himself. My first coach.” Charles said, his voice steady, though Max could sense the undercurrent of emotion beneath the words. 

“They must be proud of you.” the lady said warmly. 

Charles’s smile didn’t falter, but Max caught the subtle shift in his eyes. It was a small thing, a flicker of pain so fleeting that no one else would notice.

The chatting continued for a moment, but soon the lady moved on. As she walked away, Max turned to Charles, the two drivers alone for the first time the whole day. “You’re annoyingly good at this, you know.”

Charles tilted his head, his smile faintly amused. “At what?”

“Never mind.” Max shook his head, the corner of his mouth twitching up. 

They stood in comfortable silence for a beat, the murmur of the event filling the space around them, accepting drinks when the waiter passed by them. Eventually, Max tipped his glass slightly toward Charles. "How’s it been so far? Milton Keynes. The team."

Charles exhaled softly, as if weighing his words. "It’s been fine. Lot of work, not enough work.” he says, “People have been receptive, though."

Max watched him carefully, catching the mix of sincerity and professional detachment in his tone. 

"That’s good." Max took a sip of his drink. "They can be a lot, sometimes."

"Maybe I just haven’t seen it yet," Charles said with a faint chuckle. His eyes flicked across the space before settling back on Max. "Or maybe they’re on their best behavior."

Max huffed a quiet laugh. Before he could respond, Charles casually tried to lean back against the table and missed. His elbow slid off the edge entirely, nearly sending him stumbling. He caught himself just in time, but not before sloshing a good portion of wine onto his own shoes.

Max stared, wide-eyed. Charles blinked down at the mess, lips parting in disbelief before he burst into laughter—a short, a genuine, breathless laugh that made Max snort despite himself.

Max shook his head. "Smooth."

Charles smiled, looking a little embarrassed despite himself, his nose more red now than it has been before with just cold. "At least it wasn't on a sponsor.”

Max rolled his eyes, but his smile lingered. He took another sip of wine, eyes drifting over the crowd. In the distance, through the wide windows leading to the garden, he spotted Yuki and Liam standing outside. The cold British air misted faintly as they spoke, huddled in coats.

"What about them?" Max nodded subtly toward the far end of the garden, where Yuki and Liam stood talking. They were barely visible in the cold British evening, breath fogging in the air as they spoke in animated gestures.

Charles followed Max's gaze. "A little. Mostly Yuki." he admitted, before smirking. "Liam is not my biggest fan right now."

Max laughed, nearly choking on his sip of wine. "Really? No idea why."

Charles laughed, leaning lightly against the edge of the nearest table. "I can't imagine."

Max shook his head, still chuckling. He took another sip of his wine, letting the warm bitterness settle on his tongue. "He'll get over it. Or he won't. Either way, you’re here."

"Exactly." Charles agrees, giving him an easy smile.

 

 

A week later, Max’s winter break ended, and he could finally get back to work. 

For Max, the pre-season was supposed to be about fine-tuning the car, pushing the limits, and getting everything in place for the testing. 

Even so, when the car got ready, Charles seemed to disappear, skipping the first two days of testing sessions. 

Apparently, he was busy in Milan, locked in negotiations with a fashion brand. Something about the brand wanting to link itself to Charles rather than to “Ferrari’s driver”, Max wasn’t entirely sure about the details.

And, if going through that whole ass event from the previous week wasn’t proof enough, Max understood sponsorship. He knew that his own career was built on the backing of financial partners who saw him as a good investment. 

But still, racing came first for him, always. It was the only thing that mattered. It was a new car for both of them, more to Charles than to Max himself, so when Charles wasn’t at the sessions, Max found it a little hard to shake the weird feeling in the pit of his stomach.

Of course, it was beneficial to Max — an extra opportunity to get a feel for the car and squeeze in more training before the competition officially began. But as much as he wanted to win, a nagging sense of unease tugged at him. It didn’t sit right. Charles deserved better, he deserved a fair shot. This competition was already skewed in Max’s favor, and the last thing he wanted was to win under circumstances that felt… crooked. Nah, he wanted a fair and good fight. 

The thought left Max feeling oddly unsettled, a flicker of annoyance in Charles himself for his choices.

Charles, of all people, should want — no, demand — a level playing field.

That to say, by the time Charles finally arrived at the paddock for the third session, Max’s mood had twisted. So he sat, watching intently from his spot in the garage, a strange, almost surreal feeling settling over him as he saw Charles in full Red Bull gear for the first time.

It was jarring, seeing such a familiar painting suddenly splashed with unfamiliar colors. 

When Charles finally climbed into the RB21 for the first time, he wouldn’t ever deny it: Charles was smooth. Fast , he thought begrudgingly, watching the way Charles handled the car through Sector 2. His movements were fluid, almost too calm, like he wasn’t pushing the limits. The lines were good, but they weren’t aggressive. 

Tentative, Max thought, narrowing his eyes. Figuring it out.

GP, who had elected to be nosey with Max, noticed his gaze and raised an eyebrow. “He’s learning the car. Give it time.”

Max shrugged, his lips pressing into a thin line. 

By the end of the session, Charles had closed the gap to Max’s fastest lap to a mere two tenths of a second. Max was impressed, despite himself. It was clear Charles would adapt quickly.

As he stepped out of the car and took off his helmet and balaclava, Max caught the furrow of his brows as he scanned the data on the tablet handed to him. He couldn’t hear the exact question forming in Charles’s mind, but he knew where it was going.

The car wasn’t good. 

Not terrible, but not good enough. Max had felt it over the past few days, had gone back and forth with the engineers trying to iron out the issues and fight for something better — he wasn’t in the mood to carry a flawed car through another season.

Christian and Monaghan, who had come to see the new driver, were already discussing the data with Charles when Max finally let himself step closer.

He caught the tail end of what must have been a long list of complaints. The chief engineer looking at Charles, slightly surprised. Max understood why. Charles was precise, technical — reading the data with complete fluency.

More than that, he articulated the issues with a measured clarity that even the heavy accent and the odd grammar mistake didn’t dismiss his authority.

“We understand, Charles. We are already working on it.” Christian says, with calm reassurance.

Max watches as Charles takes the team principal in, before his eyes move to Max, searching.

He didn’t know what answers Charles was looking for, but Max had none. He hoped and would fight for a better car for himself, and consequently for Charles, but there was just as much as he could do.

Charles looks away first, focusing back on Christian and giving him an easy smile, and for a moment Max wonders if Charles saw something that wasn’t there in his own face.

“Good.” He starts, giving back the tablet to the engineer by his side. “I think we both agree I didn’t come here for an average car.”

The words were light, almost casual, but there was an edge to them — one that made the chief engineer straighten slightly and made Christian’s easy reassurance falter for just a second.

Max pushes back a smirk. He just watched as Charles smoothed a hand over his hair, the easy smile still in place, but his posture just a little too controlled. He wasn’t angry, not yet, but he wasn’t satisfied either.

Good. Max didn’t need Charles to be satisfied. He needed him to keep pushing.

Christian let out a short chuckle, clapping Charles on the shoulder. “No, you didn’t.”

Charles nodded, his expression unreadable, he turned to the engineer and requested, oh so politely, to send it to his mechanic, and they would go over it again, before turning on his heel and walking away. Max followed him with his eyes, previous doubts satisfied in his chest.

Notes:

(dont talk to me about the chinese gp, i may slash my wrists)

References:
- The hoodie Seb gifted him: https://thepitwalk.wordpress.com/2010/06/11/red-bull-hoodie/

- The helmets Max mentions: https://il-predestinato.tumblr.com/post/716629317549948928/baby-rivals-and-their-spider-man-helmets-max

- The “they met at 5” is a quote I keep finding online as something Max said, which may be false cause I can’t find the fucking font… but I don't care. If it's not true IRL, it's here s2 s2 s2 s2 s2

- The charity thing comes from the 2023 season of Drive to Survive. I just wanted a chance to show Charles being the social princess im sure he is - honestly, fully self indulgent scenes.

Chapter 7

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Another day, another meeting. Charles scanned the space as he walked in, noting the printed material with Red Bull logos splashed every surface. A long table dominated the room, already crowded with marketing heads, PR leads, and a handful of others he hadn’t managed to place yet.

He slipped into a seat beside Max, who lounged in his chair with the kind of indifference only Max could pull off. Charles, however, was locked in the moment the presentation of the season’s designs began.

The team kits were fine, Charles didn’t mind the design of either the off track or the race suits. In the first week when they went on and on about the concepts and branding, Charles had requested some adaptations and was pleasantly surprised with how acceptable the team were and how quickly the changes were made.

Within days, he had that design in different fits, including the hoodies he preffered —soft, oversized, the kind he could disappear into after a brutal session. And the fireproofs? Gone was the sterile white that made him feel like a kid playing dress-up in his old Alfa Romeo days. "Could you consider black, please?" he’d said, "This white washes me off terribly, no one wants that." A joke, but not really. They’d switched them without argument, to his absolute shock.

Then came the first few slides about the F1-75 event and those were enough to make him scrunch his face in barely masked disgust. He didn’t notice how his opinion was written all over his face, and the PR team immediately caught on, so when Paul — the public relation’s one, not the engineer (so many Paul's) —, hesitated mid-sentence, eyebrows raising and asked “Something wrong, Charles?” 

Charles snaps back, trying to put his expression under control. Beside him, Max let out a badly hidden chuckle, and Charles shot him a glare, heart pounding in his chest.

He hesitated. His instinct was to shake his head, to deflect. His opinion wasn’t as important as theirs, surely. 

But… no.

The concept for the season launch event was painfully… well, speaking plainly cringe worthy, actually. It was cheerful, something that would have suited the Red Bull drink ad, more than a team that prided itself on being bold and ruthless.

“The concept is great.” he lies, “I just found it weird how it doesn’t… click with our other projects for the season.” He paused, exhaling softly when everyone’s attention turned to him. His pulse thrummed in his ears. “We talked about my image,” Charles continues, forcing his voice to go out smoothly, “the way I’m supposed to bring something fresh, while sharper to fit into the brand. But that works both ways, no? The team itself could use something… like that, to match what me and Max represents.”

Paul folded his arms, clearly intrigued despite himself, yet again happy to have a driver being interested in his part of the grind. “Go on.”

Charles picked at the bracelet in his wrist, heart hammering now. Was he saying this right? Would he sound stupid? He could feel Max’s gaze flick to him again. He didn’t dare look back. 

“It’s how me and Max have… all those comments coming about how we are the strongest team and how we are…”

“Aggressive, psychotic, will kill each other?” Max offers, a smirk Charles didn't turn to look at, sounding in his voice.

“The challenge.” Charles corrects, holding back a smile by Max’s addition helped with proving his point. “You offered the chance of doing all those awesome challenges on ice, on sand, the skydiving—”

“Are you trying to get Liam a seat?” Max interrupted again.

“Mate, I’m so into it, I’m actually giving them ideas.” Charles shot back, unable to hide the tilt of excitement in his voice this time, before turning back to the table. “All I’m saying is the team’s concept is not that easy-going party thing, but it’s actually about doing something unexpected and wild.” he finishes.

A silence stretched across the room as the idea sank in. The branding team shifted, trading uncertain looks. This wasn’t the neat, polished marketing strategy they had been planning.

Silence stretched across the room as the thought sank in. The branding team shifted, trading uncertain looks. Charles could feel the flicker of panic creeping in. He half wanted to backtrack, to smooth things over, to say never mind and agree to bow down to their expertise. 

But he didn’t want to.

Charles was part of this now, he was literally contracted to improve the overall success of the whole team. He couldn't do anything to fasten the upgrades on the car, but he could at least force a second thought to what the team looked like from the start. Perception matters. Not just to the fans who buy the merch, but as a signal to the entire grid. It's psychological warfare at the highest level. A team that struggles with it's identity broadcasts internal struggle to every rival in the paddock. Most dangerously, it determines what sponsors are willing to invest. 

Moreover, if Charles wanted to build something beyond racing for himself and use his career as a stepping stone, he needed more than generic “Oh, Red Bull is so cool” to relaunch himself. Ferrari could be inept in a lot of things, but their branding was impeccable, and Charle didn’t want to settle for less in any way. 

He was trying to pick a line of thought, another argument, when Max let out a quiet hum of approval, “I don’t really care either way, but I like his way better.” Max said lazily, breaking the silence.

The PR team hesitated, in part surprised Max even added anything. Then Charles saw the first spark of possibility cross Paul’s expression. One of the creative leads by his side murmured something to the next, too far away for Charles to get, but suddenly the room felt alive. Ideas started spilling in, bolder concepts forming.

As the discussion continued, Charles leaned back in his chair, his mind buzzing, pushing down the giddiness the validation brought. 

His gaze flickered to Max, who had remained silent after his brief endorsement, arms still crossed, expression unreadable. He was thankful about the support, but curious too, realizing some of his side quests for Red Bull seemed a little… individual.

He didn’t have a problem with it, he was being paid to go through all those adventures he would love to experience. But at the same time, it did feel like the type of stuff he would be doing with someone by his side — he very pointedly tries not to think the last time he done anything like that both his brothers were with him.

“You’re going to do it, right?” Charles asked, nudging him slightly with his elbow.

Max raised an eyebrow, turning to him to hear over the chatter of a the rest of the table. “Do what?”

“The challenges.” Charles smirked, “Ice racing, jet skis, skydiving… A entire calendar of these.”

Max looked at him, unimpressed by the idea, “Seems like just a lot of more work.”

Charles hummed, pretending to think it over.

“I mean… if you’re scared—”

Max cut him off immediately. “Don’t.”

Charles’ grin widened, “I’m just saying, it’s okay if you’re not comfortable.”

Max shot him a dry look. “Charles, you’re not tricking me into jumping out of a plane.”

“Don’t, then.” Charles shrugged, turning his attention back to the discussion, as if he couldn’t care less.

But Max kept glaring. Charles felt the weight of his stare from the corner of his eye, biting back a smirk. He didn’t push further—he didn’t have to.

As the idea was planted and the brainstorm session carried on, satisfaction curled deep in Charles’ chest.

It felt good to have control over the narrative.

 

 

Charles: I need a race engineer

Seb: My retirement plan doesnt include babysitting you through radio messages

Charles: Come ooon I need someone that will make me cry

Seb: I thought you wanted a CHANGE from ferrari

Charles: (side eye emoji)

Charles: (pouting emoji)

Charles: !!!!!

Seb: Alright

Seb: I do have someone in mind actually

 

 

 

Max propped himself against the garage wall, arms crossed as he observed the flurry of activity around his car. The engineers moved with that particular brand of restless energy he'd come to recognize—the kind that spoke of limited time and small returns. Another set of adjustments, another round of data collection. Same song, different verse. He'd lost patience weeks ago.

The lead mechanic caught his eye and offered a tired thumbs-up — silent code for we're trying. Max just nodded, the familiar frustration sitting heavy in his chest. How many more tries before they found what they were missing? How many more sessions before this car became something worth driving?

God, he misses Adrian.

He turned to walk away, to prepare himself for the gym session he had in a few minutes, when Christian fell in stride down the corridor.

Max had to acknowledge the man had been much more present this preseason than usual. Whether it was about the car's struggles or to supervise the new driver and mixed team, Max wasn't sure, but it was yet another disturbance in the usual routine of his team.

“Charles is adjusting well to the car until now, his numbers are similar to yours.” Christian said, nonchalant while checking his phone. “We are having a issue with matching him with a race engineer, but we are working through it. Charles is putting in the hours, he’s not taking this lightly.”

Max hummed non-committal, already aware. 

Charles was a quiet guy, despite the loud presence of someone who brought crowds at any given place he stepped in. Still, it was hard to ignore the man. The guy was everywhere, for one. Every time Max glanced around, there he was, deep in conversation with Christian, poring over data with engineers, or scribbling in that ever-present notebook. Asking the right questions, making the necessary demands, all delivered in that uniquely polite – almost sweet even — way of his.

But then again, Charles had always been serious. He wasn’t the type to coast through work, to count on politics or take things for granted. And now, as the new guy at Red Bull, he was clearly determined to prove he deserved his seat.

Max got it, Charles was new to the team.  And while he himself had been in the Red Bull system since his junior years, Charles was raised in Maranello. With different language, different politics, different expectations. 

"Guess he's not wasting time." Max remarked, with a shrug.

Christian sighed, before a knowing grin appeared. "He's working his ass off. Making the rest of us keep up too."

 

 

A month into pre-season, Charles had expected the tension to ease. 

And in some ways, it had—his engineers were starting to find a rhythm, and the handful of Ferrari transplants were adjusting. But there were still moments, sharp edges that hadn’t been sanded down, reminders that no matter how much effort went into merging the teams, Charles, and his cluster of loud Italian men, were still considered outsiders.

The garage was busy, with a steady hum of voices and machinery filling the space as Charles leaned over his car, going over the latest setup adjustments. 

The car was still average. Good enough, in the sense it was similar to what Ferrari's car was last year. Nothing he couldn’t work with, but yet, not what he was promised.

His fingers tapped idly against the halo as he listened to Alessandro’s low voice nearby, explaining something to one of the Red Bull engineers working on the car upgrade. At first, Charles didn’t pay attention. Then he caught the shift in tone.

“I’m telling you, this is how Charles prefers it.” Alessandro said, clipped but calm.

“That’s not how we do things here.” The response was immediate, firm.

Charles turned his head slightly, eyes flicking toward the exchange. Alessandro’s posture was rigid, arms crossed over his chest. The other men was mirroring the stance, jaw tight.

“It’s his own wheel.” Alessandro pressed. “We always—”

“And we don’t set it up like that because it doesn’t work in this car.” the other cut in.

Charles exhaled through his nose, pushing off from the car and stepping between them before it could escalate further. “What’s going on?”

Both men straightened. Alessandro was the first to look at him, the expression hard to read, but Charles could see the frustration simmering beneath it. The engineer hesitated, then gestured toward the car. “Your guy wants to tweak the wheel, but we don’t usually run it like that.”

Charles glanced between them, then at the data displayed on the nearby screen. The adjustment Alessandro wanted was minor, but it was something Charles was used to—a fine margin in feel that had taken years to develop. 

Still, this wasn’t Ferrari.

He nodded slowly. “Let’s meet in the middle.” He turned to the Red Bull mechanic. “We make the change.” Then, to Alessandro, “But if it doesn’t work, we adjust.”

Neither man looked particularly satisfied, but they both nodded, stepping back to get to work. The tension didn’t break, not fully, but at least the argument was diffused.

Charles let out a slow breath. He had expected resistance — change was never easy — but the constant pushback, the unspoken battle for authority in his own garage, was wearing him thin. 

If he had to break another fight about music…

He caught the engineer before he walked off. "Look, I know this transition hasn't been easy-"

"Don't bother smoothing things over, I don’t have an issue with your team." the engineer cut in, wiping grease from his hands with more force than necessary. "I'm just serving out my notice. Came with Checo, leaving with Checo." A bitter chuckle. "No offense to you, but I didn't sign up to rebuild another driver a car from scratch."

The words landed sharp, unexpected. Charles opened his mouth to argue, temper rising for a second. To defend how he deserved that seat and that tone and dig wasn’t acceptable.

But he stopped. The set of the man's shoulders, the way his eyes flicked toward Checo's old garage—this wasn't about steering wheel adjustments or setup preferences. Whatever resentment simmered beneath the surface didn't speak Italian. It spoke of loyalty.

The engineer hesitated at the garage exit, half-turning back. "Just… take care of your people."

Charles met his gaze squarely. "I will."

As the engineer disappeared into the paddock chaos, Charles flexed his hands against the sudden urge to call him back — to demand what exactly Red Bull had promised Checo's team that they'd failed to deliver. 

Instead, he turned back in Alessandro’s direction.

 

 

The late afternoon sun streamed through the sheer curtains of Charles’s Airbnb, casting a warm glow over the sparsely furnished living room. The place was temporary — too temporary, if he was being honest. He just never got around into looking for a long term place, instead staying here where the only sign of life was the groceries slumped around the open concept kitchen.

Charles sat cross-legged on the couch, his phone propped up against a throw pillow as Alex’s face filled the screen. She was in her apartment in Monaco, her hair piled into a bun and a cup of tea steaming in her hands. She looked relaxed and Charles couldn’t help but feel a pang of envy.

“So,” Alex said, her tone teasing, “how’s life at the energy drink empire? Have they brainwashed you yet?”

Charles groaned, leaning back against the couch. “Don’t remind me. They have it everywhere.”

Alex laughed, the sound warm and familiar. “For the sake of your taste buds, resist.”

“I’m trying.” he said, grinning despite himself. “Max keeps shoving cans in my face like it’s some kind of initiation ritual.”

“The Red Bull evangelist.” Alex said, shaking her head.

There was a pause, the kind of comfortable silence that only came with years of friendship. Alex took a sip of her tea, her eyes narrowing slightly as she studied him through the screen.

“So,” she said, her tone casual but with a hint of mischief Charles grew to sense even miles apart, “how’s everything else? Met any guys yet?”

Charles froze, his smile faltering for a fraction of a second before he forced it back into place. “Alex,” he said, his voice warning,  "We've been on this call for thirty seconds."

“What?” she said, feigning innocence. “I’m just asking. You’re in a new city, new team, new life. Seems like the perfect time to…”

"Get fired before the first race?" Charles deadpanned.

“Oh, please.” Alex rolled her eyes. “You’re not at Maranello anymore. Red Bull’s supposed to be different. The cool, innovative team, right?”

Charles let out a humorless laugh. “Yeah, sure. I’m not testing how cool and innovative they will treat gay rumours.”

Alex’s expression softened, her teasing giving way to something more serious. “You don’t know that, Charles. Maybe it’s different there. Maybe they’d surprise you.”

“Maybe.” Charles said, though he didn’t sound convinced. He glanced around the room, his gaze lingering on the empty walls. “Anyway, I’m not… ready for that, either.”

Alex nodded, her silence encouraging him to continue.

“I mean, look at this place.” Charles said, gesturing to the room around him. “I haven’t even rented an apartment yet, let alone bought one. I’m living out of three suitcases, Alex.”

Alex raised an eyebrow. “I’m pretty sure a closet is not a prerequisite to finding someone to sleep with.”

“That’s where you’re wrong, my dear girlfriend.” Charles says, with sarcasm and intend, “The closet is the most important of me finding someone to fuck.”

“You’re deflecting.”

“I’m not.” Charles said. 

“You are,” Alex said, her tone gentle but firm. “But it’s okay. You don’t have to have everything figured out right now, I know there's too much happening right now. Just… don’t shut yourself off completely, okay? You deserve to be happy, Charles.”

Charles didn’t respond, his gaze drifting to the window. The sun was beginning to set, and for a moment he misses the orange and pink sunset from home. 

He let himself imagine going out – some place far away from where his team would go, high scale enough to be exclusive, but not too much he would be noticeable, queer friendly, but not a legit LGBTQ+ place that even a leaked photo would be too telling — meeting and talking with new people with purpose

But the thought was fleeting, chased away by the weight of everything he stood to lose.

“It’s just…Red Bull feels unstable, you know? One wrong move, and…”

“And what?” Alex said, her voice steady. “They’ll drop you? They’re lucky to have you.”

Charles smiled faintly at the optimism, though it didn’t reach his eyes. Alex sighed, leaning back in her chair. “I get it, ok, sorry. I just… I wish you could have better.”

“I’ll think about it.” he said finally, though they both knew it was a deflection.

Alex nodded, her expression understanding. “I’m coming next week.” There was another pause, the silence stretching between them, then Alex grinned, her teasing tone returning. “I do have some friends in–”

The call ended with Charles’ exaggerated scream.

 

 

The door to the Red Bull strategy room clicked shut, muffling the sound of staff working on the other side. Around the long table, yet again the team’s heads gathered, each of them with various degrees of unhappy expression. Wache sat stiffly between two junior engineers, his knuckles pale around a stylus as the performance data  they shouldn’t have flickered on the wall: fourth-fastest car. 

Behind McLaren. Behind Mercedes. Behind — Christ help them — Ferrari.

Christian entered with his usual brisk cheer, tossing a stress ball between his hands. "Right then," he said, taking in the performance charts with what might have passed for optimism to someone who didn't know him. "Who wants to explain how Ferrari outdeveloped us with half our wind tunnel time?"

The junior aerodynamicist opened his mouth. Wache shot him a look. No one says anything.

Monaghan cleared his throat. "And both drivers are starting to get fed up. Max didn’t even finish the debrief today, and Charles-" He hesitated. "Well, Charles is much more… cooperative, but that includes him breathing down our necks nonstop."

Another engineer, a younger one, nodded. "They’re overdriving. You can see it in sector three today. Max was pushing way beyond what the car could give, and Charles almost clashed trying to overcompensate the speed on the turn.”

Christian exhaled, rubbing his temple. "Fifty million a year for Charles Leclerc do damage limitation." He let that sink in before continuing, his tone shifting to something more constructive. "Pierre. Tell me why I shouldn’t scrap this concept tomorrow."

Wache’s jaw worked silently. Across the table, Hannah uncrossed her arms, "What do you expect us to do? Unless you’ve got a miracle car hidden somewhere, I don’t see how we fix this before Bahrain."

Christian’s eyes narrowed slightly, a small smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth.

"A miracle car, no," he said slowly, gaze flicking to the race data on the screen. "But Adrian gave us enough cars.”

Hannah blinked, her brow furrowing. "What that means?"

"I mean that genius leaves patterns. And right now? We’d be fools not to follow them." he answers. 

Wache studied his hands—the same hands that had once traced Adrian's chalkboard sketches, now gripping a pen that felt suddenly useless. "I'll need to review the correlation data."

Christian's smiled, "Of course. Take all the time you need." He checked his watch. "Shall we reconvene Thursday?"

Notes:

aaaaaaaAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAaaaaaaaAAAaaaAAAaaaa that I promised myself I would start updating weekly on sundays, and then I proceed to have one of the worst work weeks I ever got. Which would be fine since this chapter was already saved as a draft, READY!,,,, but then I read it again and it was fucking shit :D so I re-edited it all while feeling like shit.
Fun.
But I'm considering this a mini author curse, and author curse = good writing! (don't take this from me, please, let me live in delusion)

ANYWAY! ITS CURRENTLY AROUND 23H30 HERE SO STILL SUNDAY TO ME!

THANK YOU ALL FOR THE COMMENTS, I will answer them in the morning but know I'm keeping each and all in my heart <3 LOVING how many of you are getting the concept (not that its such a complex one just:::: its good to know im not screaming to the void)

Hope you guys had enjoyed!

Chapter 8

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The cold bit harder than Charles expected. Even through the layers of fireproofs and the thick Red Bull-branded snow jacket zipped up to his chin, the chill seemed to seep in. Breath misted in front of him as he stood near the edge of the frozen track, hands jammed deep into his pockets. Around him, the crew bustled — camera team setting up wide angles, drones test flying, mechanics adjusting tire pressure on the modified F1 cars, everyone moving with a sense of practiced urgency.

He didn’t know most of their names, if he was honest. Something about how the challenge using last season's cars meant they had brought in none of his own mechanics and how the team needed most of the main engineers and mechanics to stay back at the factory to build and test the new updates Wache designed.

So it meant a bunch of support mechanics — most of them not usually working directly with the drivers, and many who were actually just here because they specialized in ice, nto even working on RBR for real.

Charles was excited, he really was. But he was also sleep-deprived, and his anxiety was flaring up a bit — it didn’t help that he had to postpone his biweekly therapy session since he was literally on a plane full of Red Bull personnel at the time.

So between the cold, the tiredness, and his general social anxiety, he was having a harder time keeping up the mask of comfortable authority a driver needed in front of his team, specially when he was new in the place.

Charles shuddered, sighing as his teeth clicked together before he clenched his jaw.

Max found him soon enough, walking up with his helmet tucked under one arm. “Why are you hiding?” he asked casually, eyebrows raised.

Charles glanced at him, forcing a smile. “I hate cold.”

Max hummed, noncommittal. He clapped Charles lightly on the shoulder and left without another word. Charles watched him go, eyes narrowing slightly. There was something to think about there, but before he could figure out what, Max returned, this time holding two steaming cups.

“No excuses now.” Max said, handing one over.

Charles took it without hesitation. It was tea, hot and spiced, rich enough to warm him to the bones. He murmured a quiet thanks, and they sat down on the edge of a stack of tires, staring out at the ice track where the cars gleamed under the pale winter sun.

“Wanna bet we can race better here than back in our cars?” Max spoke, breaking the silence.

Charles huffed a laugh. “Christian said the updates would be ready when we get back.”

“Been hearing that for a year.” Max glanced sideways at him, a flicker of amusement in his eyes. “But yeah, he probably means it this time.”

Charles hums back, still a little stuck on that odd place where he didn’t find his words as easily, but would still enjoy listening and have company. Max didn’t seem to mind, starting on a tangent about the new front wing and accepting Charles’ minimal addiction.

While they talked, the teams continued moving around them, some people coming and going to talk to them and Charles noticed having Max presence made it easier to be back in the work mindset, like sticking to a friend at a party full of strangers and finding confort in knowing at least one person there he didn't need to make a good first expression.

That rang quite true, if he thought about it.

They had been busy with the preseason, not having the chance to really talk, but each time they did, the conversation flowed easily, without tension. Charles hoped that wouldn’t change. For all their differences and rivalry, Max had always been kind and respectful. He’d said more nice things about Charles than anyone else on the grid and Charles appreciated it more than he ever let on. Still do.

The truth was, Max was one of the reasons he chose Red Bull’s offer instead of looking for another team. He could see himself much more clearly at Mercedes than at Red Bull, with their traditions and expectations aligning more closely with his experiences—or he could’ve pursued the technical prowess of McLaren, or the massive salary from Aston Martin.

But if he was going to have to relearn team politics and dynamics anyway, he’d rather be teammates with someone who respected him and wouldn’t greet him with the sole intention of beating him down no matter.

He wasn’t naïve — Max would try to beat him down, as Charles would back, and he knew how quickly relationships could sour when two number ones shared a garage.

But Max had always felt genuine, and wouldn't play with his emotions for it, and in moments like this—shoulder to shoulder with the cold biting at their faces while Max kept rambling about some stats from the last week—there was comfort in it. 

So when the crew called for them, Charles was much more unwinded than before.

Charles was still warming his fingers against the cup when one of the mechanics passed by — Calum, the one in charge of supervising the event stopped. Charles had half a second to prepare himself, before Calum clapped Charles on the back with a grin.

“He took the last croissant this morning, so let’s kick his ass, huh?” Calum said.

Charles smiled, ignoring Max’s snarky reply, something warmer than the drink spreading through his chest. “Yeah. Let’s.”

 

 

Calum watched from a distance, arms crossed, breath misting in the cold air. The race on ice had been chaotic, nerve-wracking — but fun. At least for the drivers. Max had been laughing like it was karting all over again. That carefree, full-body kind of joy. It was… different. Callum couldn’t remember the last time he’d seen Max having that much fun. 

The cars rolled to a stop, engines ticking as they cooled. Calum’s gaze followed Max as he practically launched himself out of the cockpit, beelining straight for Charles. Even from a few feet away, he caught the tail end of Max’s breathless comment about one of Charles’ overtakes.

"Reckless." someone had muttered over the radio during the race — Calum couldn’t remember who — but Max didn’t seem to agree. He was laughing, hands gesturing wildly as he recounted the moment.

Max had finished first, but Charles had made him sweat for it. The overtakes had been on the edge — aggressive, precise. The kind that made the entire team hold their breath. They’d skidded around ice banks, tires clipping snow walls, but they never missed an apex. Never touched.

Their radios had been loud — too loud, both men had cursed their way through the entire race. There was no chance any of it would make the final cut for social media. 

Which was a shame, really. They’d sounded really happy.

When Charles was announced, GP had been convinced tensions on the garage would be insufferable. Calum had a different opinion. GP, in his view, was too emotionally invested for Max — too focused on the risks, the ways it could all go wrong. But Calum had the benefit of having eyes on them during race weekends. He was the one close enough to watch how Max and Charles interacted in the garage after races.

He’d seen them at each other’s throats on track, only to end up huddled together off it, gossiping like they hadn’t just spent two hours fighting for every tenth. 

And Max wasn’t the same desperate kid from before 2021. He was serious and wanted to win, sure, but he’d learned to control his emotions. 

And Charles? Calum had watched enough of his races, heard more about him from Max than from anyone else added together, to know he wasn’t the type to play stupid games either.

That didn’t mean Calum wasn’t worried. He was still expecting insufferable tensions, just not of the kind GP was thinking.

Now, watching Charles pull off his helmet, his face lighting by something Max was rambling about — and Max, fidgeting, bouncing on his feet, entire body tuned to Charles — Calum winced.

Yeah. Max didn’t stand a chance.

 

 

After a long shower to shake off the chill from the recording session, Charles left his hotel room, intending to find something good to eat. The warm water had done little to ease the tension in his muscles, but he told himself that food would help. 

His phone buzzed insistently in his pocket before he even made it to the elevator. The moment he saw Lorenzo’s name flashing across the screen, his stomach tightened. He considered letting it ring out. He already knew what this was about. But ignoring Lorenzo never made things better—it only made them worse.

Sighing, he swiped to answer, bringing the phone to his ear. “What is it now?” His voice was taut, bracing for the storm.

“You have some nerve asking that.” Lorenzo shot back, sharp and immediate. “Do you even realize what’s happening with Arthur right now? Or are you too busy playing Red Bull’s golden boy to care?”

Charles leaned against the hallway wall, rubbing his temple. “Don’t start with that.” he warned. “If you’re calling to guilt-trip me, save it. I’ve already heard it all.”

“Oh, have you?” Lorenzo’s voice was biting. “Did you hear how Ferrari’s is giving him simulator time, no serious projects – he’s a ghost in his own team, Charles.”

Charles exhaled sharply. The guilt clawed at his chest, but he refused to let it show. “You think I wanted this to happen? That I planned for Arthur to get caught in the crossfire?”

“What I think,” Lorenzo interrupted, his voice rising, “is that you didn’t think at all. You made your move, forced my hand, and now everyone else has to deal with the fallout.”

Charles pushed off the wall, pacing in slow, measured steps. His jaw clenched. “I know he’s upset, Lorenzo. But what can I even do, beg Ferrari to take me back, just to make it easier for Arthur? Is that what you want?”

“I want you to act like you care.” Lorenzo said, his voice low. “Arthur isn’t you, Charles. He can’t bulldoze his way through everything and survive the fallout.”

The words cut deep because they were true. Arthur had always been softer, less calculating in the way he approached the intricate politics of sport. Charles had spent years shielding him from the worst of it, less purposefully on it, but as a second nature.

This time, he had been the one to push him straight into the fire.

His breath hitched, frustration curling in his chest like a knot he couldn’t untangle. His vision blurred for a second, and he blinked hard, willing the sudden stinging in his eyes to disappear.

Fucking stupid, he thought bitterly. Always so fucking emotional.

It had taken him years to stop crying after losses. Years of standing his ground against team principals and engineers without letting the frustration crack through. He’d learned to bite back his temper, to swallow down the unfairness, to push the right words instead of useless anger. He had to because showing weakness only made them push harder, made them dismiss him, made them take more and more until he was backed into a corner with nowhere to go.

So he learned to take the hits. To play the game. To survive in a world that didn’t care if he drowned.

Arthur had never needed to fight like that. Had never learned how. And maybe– maybe he needed to learn how.

Charles sucked in a breath, his voice coming out colder than he wished.

“Maybe if Arthur can’t handle the pressure, he shouldn’t be in this sport at all.”

The silence was immediate. Heavy. Suffocating.

“You don’t mean that.” Lorenzo said finally, his voice quieter now.

“I’m tired, Lorenzo.” He says, “You forget I was the one dealing with Ferrari’s bullshit for years. I made one choice for myself, and I won’t apologize for it anymore.”

“Yet, it’s always Arthur who pays the price.” Lorenzo murmured. 

The beep of disconnection sounded louder than it truly was.

Charles looks to the window by the end of the hallway, the snow covering what was used as a track.

Arthur would have loved today, he thinks. Lorenzo would’ve rolled his eyes at the show Red Bull put on, but later, he would have made some LinkedIn post about perseverance and success. They should be here. Charles should be sending them snippets, should be stepping aside to let Arthur have a go at it. He was sure he could talk people around to make it happen.

But instead, Arthur was somewhere else, probably fuming, probably pretending Charles didn’t exist.

He sure was hell didn’t help.

A sudden voice pulled him from his thoughts.

“Well, that didn’t seem fun.”

Charles turned sharply, his shoulders tensing before he recognized the familiar voice. Max stood a few feet away, watching him with that knowing look—head tilted slightly, arms crossed, his weight shifted lazily onto one foot. The casual stance wasn’t deceptive; Max had clearly been paying attention.

Charles exhaled through his nose, rolling his shoulders to shake off the lingering frustration from the call. He knew the other driver didn’t know enough french to understand what he said, but the residual shame of his words stung.

He forced a small, uncomfortable smile. “Just…” His tongue felt heavy, but he shrugged, feigning nonchalance. “Family drama.”

Max nodded, his expression flickering with something unreadable, but he didn’t push. “Well, that’s the worst kind, isn’t it?” He didn’t wait for an answer, smoothly shifting gears. “I heard you picked a new engineer?”

The change of topic was a relief, a lifeline Charles grabbed onto eagerly. His face brightened, some of the tension melting from his posture. “Oh, yes!” He ran a hand through his damp hair. “Rocky and I had some good talks. He’s got a fresh perspective, and he’s really excited to be back. I think we’re fitting in well so far.”

Max’s lips quirked into an amused smirk. “Picking the last Red Bull world champion’s engineer for yourself, Charlie?”

Charles chuckled, shifting his weight and tucking his hands into his hoodie pocket. “Seb suggested it, and we hit it off. He is very passionate and detailist.”

“Plus, you can speak French.” Max smirked.

Charles grinned, tapping his temple. “Yes! If shit hits the fan at 300 kilometers per hour, I won’t need to translate in my head.”

Max laughed, the sound warm and easy. “I’m glad you’re settling in with the team.”

The words caught Charles off guard in their sincerity. His smile faltered for just a second, an emotion he couldn’t quite name stirring in his chest. There was something grounding about hearing it from Max—a reassurance he hadn’t realized he needed.

He hesitated, then bit his lip, his gaze flickering away for a moment before settling back on Max. “Hey, Max… Are you busy? Or would you maybe want to grab a coffee or something?”

Max raised an eyebrow, amusement flickering across his face. “It’s 7pm and you want coffee?”

Charles hesitated again, rubbing the back of his neck. “Well… I meant eating something. I don’t actually like coffee.”

Max’s smirk grew, his eyes gleaming with mischief. “Said the Red Bull driver.”

“I just don’t like caffeine.” he muttered under his breath, shifting uncomfortably. He could feel Max's stare at the side of his face, before he stopped walking, touching Charles' arm to do the same.

“Oh my god, you don’t like Red Bull.” Max says in realization, Charles sights and Max lets out a bark of laughter, the sound echoing through the hallway. “Oh my god, that’s hysterical! Mate, you’re gonna have to drink so many for marketing—”

Charles groaned, rubbing his face. “Do you wanna eat or not?”

“Oh, definitely. But I’m ordering you a Red Bull. We’ll have to drink the metaphorical Kool-Aid.”

Charles groaned again. “I don’t even know what that means.”

Max slung an arm around his shoulder as they walked toward the exit, his grip firm and easy in a way that felt oddly reassuring. “Don’t worry. You’ll learn.”

 

 

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<Kaye Castilho 
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Charles found the garage already alive despite the terribly early hour, a controlled chaos of murmured conversations, clicking laptops, and the rhythmic clatter of tools against metal. Charles made his way through the organized mess, nodding to a few mechanics as he passed. He could feel the anticipation in the air—new updates, new potential.

Not only the car was new, but this was also his first real session working with Rocky. They had met before, him and Roquelin, years back and briefly, through Seb. Back then, Seb had still been at Ferrari, and their interactions had been nothing more than passing conversations in the paddock. He’d known of Rocky, of course. But it wasn’t until Seb brought him up that Charles considered him an option for his race engineer.

So they’d met, just the two of them, a quiet sit-down where Charles had made it clear what he was offering and what needed. Someone who could break things down for him mid-race, give him the full picture, make the calculations and strategy calls so he could just drive. No sugarcoating, no hand-holding—just straight facts and clear instructions. Rocky had listened, nodding along, and when Charles was done, he simply smiled and said, "That works for me."

Now, standing beside him in the garage, Rocky was watching him with that same unreadable expression, arms crossed.

“Morning, sunshine.” Rocky’s voice cut through the noise, amused and easy. “Ready to drive this thing, or do you need a coffee first?”

Charles huffed a laugh, shaking his head at this team obcession. “I don’t drink coffee.”

Rocky raised an eyebrow. “That explains a lot.”

Charles narrowed his eyes but didn’t bother responding, instead, he climbed in the car and finished getting ready.

“Alright.” Rocky's voice rang through the radio. “Let’s get a feel for it first. Clean laps, nothing fancy.”

Charles gave a small nod out of habit, even though Rocky couldn’t see him once he settled into the cockpit. The visor of his helmet clicked into place. The world outside narrowed until it was just him, the car, and the track ahead. He rolled out of the garage, the machine rumbling beneath him.

The first laps were smooth, uneventful. Just him and the machine, the tires gliding over the tarmac, the engine’s steady purr vibrating through his bones. The wind noise, the slight rumble of the track, the world blurring at the edges—it felt familiar. He sank into the rhythm, hands light on the wheel, every motion second nature.

But something was different.

It was subtle at first. A slight hesitation here, a flicker of resistance there. The car wasn’t fighting him—it was almost too eager, reacting quicker than he expected. He adjusted his grip, adjusted his lines. He could adapt.

Then Rocky’s voice came through. “Alright, let’s push a little.”

Charles didn’t need to be told twice. His foot pressed heavier on the throttle, the car leaping forward, hungry for speed. The next corner approached, and he turned in with more aggression —

— and the car twitched beneath him, suddenly too light, too sharp. The rear stepped out just enough to make his stomach drop, and before he could fully correct it, he was in the grass, kicking up dust.

His heart pounded, breath coming sharp inside the helmet. He swore under his breath, wrenching the car back onto the track. The steering felt fine, nothing broken, but the unease remained.

“What happened?” he muttered, half to himself, but with the radio on.

Rocky was calm on the radio. “Lost the rear there, yeah? Felt snappy?”

Charles exhaled sharply. “Yeah.”

“Alright, reset. Back out there.”

He tried again, this time with more caution. He eased the car into the turns, searching for the limits without stepping over them, but no matter how careful he was, the feeling remained.

It was like being back on ice. Every input felt magnified, every slight correction ballooning into something bigger. He braked a fraction too late into a corner and the car snapped sideways again, the rear tires scrambling for grip before he caught it. He adjusted. Tried again. Another lap. Another mistake. It was fast, so fast, but it felt unstable, unpredictable.

Charles kept pushing, chasing that elusive balance, but it refused to settle. His frustration grew with each lap, his grip on the wheel tightening, his jaw locked. He was sweating now, breaths coming short, the same mistakes repeating themselves. Every correction felt too much or too little, the car still not doing what he wanted. It felt like the car was mocking him, daring him to find its limits when they kept shifting beneath him. The pit wall called out minor tweaks, but nothing seemed to click.

Time stretched. An hour passed. Then another. Then Rocky’s voice cut through. “Box this lap.”

Charles pressed the radio button, irritation bubbling up. “No, I can fix it.”

“Box.”

There was no room for argument in Rocky’s tone. It wasn’t a suggestion.

The moment he climbed out of the car, Charles strode straight to the monitors, arms crossed, jaw tight. He stared at the data, but it was a blur of numbers and lines, his mind racing too fast to process anything.

What was he doing wrong? He was supposed to be fast. He was fast. So why couldn’t he control the damn thing?

Rocky stepped beside him, silent for a moment before tapping the screen. “This car isn’t the same from last week, Charles. You’re driving like it is.”

Charles barely looked at him. His fingers drummed against his arm, irritation simmering beneath his skin. “I know that.”

“You’re overcorrecting.” Rocky’s tone remained level. “You’re expecting a lag where there is none. You’re reacting too late because you’re waiting for something that isn’t coming.”

Charles clenched his jaw. “So what do I do?”

Rocky didn’t hesitate. “We start by stop trying to fix it in a single run.”

Charles turned to him, frustration flashing in his eyes. “I don’t need to stop. I just need more laps.”

Rocky’s expression didn’t change. He wasn’t angry, wasn’t impatient. But he also wasn’t backing down.

“I know we don’t know each other yet,” he said, voice steady, “but I’m telling you right now—you’re going to break this car before you learn. Take a shower, calm down, and when you come back we will have the data on the sim, and you can race there to your heart’s content.”

Charles’ first instinct was to argue. To insist the real car was better, that the time before the season was too short to focus on sim work. The he could figure it out if they just let him go again.

But Rocky was already turning away, already speaking to the engineers, already making it clear the conversation was over.

Charles stayed rooted in place, hands clenched at his sides, heart still racing. 

His skin still felt hot, his mind buzzing with too many thoughts. 

He wasn’t used to this—being stopped . At Ferrari, it had always been his job to figure it out. The car would be handed to him with data, sure, but no real guidance, no voice in his ear telling him when to push or when to step back. Just cold numbers and the unspoken expectation that he’d stitch it all together himself. He’d learned to adapt that way, sharpening his instincts like a blade, because no one else was going to do it for him.

It was the same way he’d learned everything as a kid—alone. A gifted child who never needed help, who was praised for figuring things out before anyone even had to explain. And now, as an adult, he didn’t know how to ask for it. Not really. Even when he wanted to.

And here was Rocky, on day one, already stepping in. Already telling him no.

It felt... strange. Uncomfortable. Like someone had suddenly switched the lights on in a room he’d spent years navigating in the dark.

Charles exhaled, rolling his shoulders back. The frustration was still there, simmering, but beneath it—something else. A flicker of relief? Maybe.

He glanced at Rocky, now deep in conversation with the engineers, already adjusting the plan without him.

This is what you wanted, he reminded himself. Someone who doesn’t just watch you struggle.

He swallowed the last of his pride, turned on his heel, and headed for the showers.

Notes:

Posting this on a Saturday night cause I dont want the Japan GP to end my will to live again and stop me from posting <3 Forza Ferrari sempre (I say in tears and delusion, and a 130+ and counting fic about Charles leaving it)

Any thoughts on my weird attempt to show how busy Charles is through emails?
Thing is, I'm such a visual/aesthetic oriented person and deeply particular about some stuff here that aren't really relevant to the plot. The different medias (instagram posts, videos and all) is a way of showing this stuff without weighting the plot with useless things.

That being said, 'why LOEWE?' Cause they have ugly pants. That is it. That's all I got.
---- Is cause they are less mainstream and I wanted a luxury brand that somehow would match the Charles of my fic without sounding cliché by the mere mention of its name. I know shit about fashion, so I while researching I was mostly looking for the internet presence of each brand and LOEWE has this awkward but well managed gen z vibe that I will try to put on this fic. And they have ugly pants, so Charlie.
I love LEC (never ate it, probably ever won't, but I do buy caramel ice cream and think it's Charles')

Rocky (Guillaume Rocquelin, to easy the Google if anyone is going to), if you guys don't know him, was Sebastian Vettel race engineer while in Red Bull. He is still in Redbull, currently he is the head of driver academy - which probably means I kinda of demoted him to go back to race engineer, but we all will ignore this.

Kudos and comments are always appreciated, I love receiving feedback and new ideas. You guys theories are awesome, some are spot on, others WILDLY off, but I love them so much.

E claro, obrigada a todos que comentaram - adoro como a gente aparece em qualquer canto sempre.

Chapter 9

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Max stepped through the quiet hallway, thumbing a reply to his financial adviser’s message as he walked.

“Monaco apartment expenses for this quarter is settled. I have been meaning to ask, should I add the selling of it for this year financial plan, or you will be keeping it after Miss Piquet moves out?”

Max let out a quiet sigh, his jaw tightening for a moment. His thumb hovered over the reply box before typing,  “For now, just keep it in good condition.”

He slipped the phone back into his pocket and pushed open the door to the sim prep room.

Inside, the air was tinged with that familiar hum of electronics, dim blue light from the monitors casting long shadows against the walls. The technician on duty looked half-asleep, scrolling his phone, barely glancing up as Max entered.

Not that it was surprising. Simulator sessions this late didn’t need a full crew. There was only one other person there — Andrea, sitting on a sagging sofa in the corner, phone in hand. He glanced up as Max stepped in and offered a small nod.

“Charles still in there?” Max asked, tilting his head toward the door leading into the sim room.

“Yeah.” Andrea replied, lowering his phone. “He works better at night. He’s been at it for a while though.” Andrea added, glancing at the clock. “If you wanted the sim, I can get him to wrap up.”

Max shook his head, offering a faint grin. “Nah. I’m just looking for my watch. Think I left it in here earlier.” He answers back, honest, but his gaze soon drifted to the screen where the simulator’s telemetry scrolled by — sector deltas, throttle traces, lap times, flickering fast. Max squinted at the hours written, leaning in slightly. 

Max eased down onto the couch beside Andrea, watching the data stream past.

“He’s adapting fast.” he said, quietly impressed. He didn’t say it out of politeness — it was just true. “He’s picked up more in the last two weeks than I did when the update first came in.”

Andrea let out a short laugh, nodding. “He does that.” He sounded proud — openly, unabashedly so. And why wouldn’t he be? Charles was his driver. His responsibility. His work.

Max remembered how the latest updates to the car had thrown him off balance too. It was quick — unbelievably quick — but unstable in a way that made it feel like it wanted to kill you if you stepped even a fraction outside its narrow window of control.

“How about you?” Max asked, conversational. “Adapting alright?”

Andrea made a face, waving a dismissive hand. “Eh, it’s fine. Miss speaking my language, but nothing compares to the food.”

Max chuckled. “Yeah. Can’t imagine going from Italian to British.”

“It’s inhuman.” Andrea said, dead serious, then grinned, a little silly looking.

Max shook his head with a soft laugh, but his attention was already drifting back to the screen. “Is he… alright?” he asked, keeping his voice low.

Andrea glanced over at the screen too, a small smile pulling at the corner of his mouth. “Yeah. He’s getting it.”

There was a warmth in his voice, tinted with pride, like it wasn’t just about lap times. Like it was personal.

“Where’s he struggling?”

Andrea hesitated — just a flicker — and Max didn’t miss it,nor condemmed him for it. The instinct to guard Charles’s weaknesses was probably very ingraned one the man after so many years supervising him.

Finally, Andrea sighed, rubbing a hand through his hair.

“On wets.” he admitted, reluctantly. “It’s the only thing slowing him down right now.”

Max looked at the watch on the wall, and the times in one of the screen. Session time: 05:43:24, and counting. “Isn’t he pushing too hard?”

Andrea gave him a look — not defensive exactly, but wary. “He understands his limits well.” Andrea said, his voice firmer now.

The Dutchman hummed back, watching as Charles spin out of the track and picking back with less of two tenth lost. 

 

 

Max's phone buzzed a little past 8 o’clock, the vibration muffled under the hum of fluorescent lights and the rhythmic thud of gloves against the heavy bag.

He threw one last half-hearted punch, then dropped his arms with a huff of relief, pulling off one glove with his teeth and shaking out his hand. 

"Please tell me youre not wearing that for the event?"

He frowned. He didn’t know what shocked him more, the audacity of the text or the fact that Charles was awake at this hour.

Max wiped his forehead with the edge of a towel slung around his neck, then typed back one-handed:

"How do you even know what im wearing?"

The response came almost instantly.

"Made friends with Kaye"

Attached was a forwarded image. One Max instantly recognized as the outfit he had sent to Sarah just last night.

Max glare sharpened. Who the hell was Kaye? And how the hell did Charles get a private photo from his personal assistant?

"Who??"

"Our stylist Max, keep up. He saw what you picked, nearly had a breakdown, and needed to vent."

Max exhaled slowly, rubbing his temples. "Why do you even care what I look like?"

The dots keep showing up and disappearing, with Charles taking his time answering.

“Max Emilian, we are a duo now. If you look frumpy, i look frumpy.” Max groaned. Duo. Right. That corporate, media-friendly teammate branding all teams were so obsessed with. “And im so done being known as a bad dresser, so im BEGGING you here, please just listen to what he says and help ME.”

"Charles, I dont even want to go to this thing"

His thumb barely left the screen before the next reply came in: "Great! So you dont CARE! I'll tell Kaye to pick something better for you. Just wear whatever he hands you."

Max stopped pacing, staring down at the message in disbelief.

"Did you hit your head?"

"We’re going to look amazing!" He receives back, with a kissy emoji.

Max stared at the little heart floating over that obnoxious emoji face. Then, with the deepest sigh of the morning, he dropped his phone back into his gym bag like it had personally offended him. He had the distinct impression he wouldn't be winning this fight.

 

 

Charles adjusted his collar for the fifth time, the thick fabric of the race suit suddenly feeling too tight around his neck. The noise backstage was of controlled chaos — PR representatives rushing around, tech crews giving last-minute checks, and the occasional clink of glasses as team members toasted to the season ahead. 

He caught a glimpse of himself in the mirror, the sleek red accents on the navy suit catching the light. 

He looked the part of a Red Bull driver. 

“You’re fine.” Max’s voice cut through his spiraling thoughts. Charles turned to see his teammate lounging nearby, one leg draped lazily over the arm of a chair, his phone in hand. Max, in his matching suit, exuded a put-upon ease, bored almost.

“I know I’m fine, I look perfect.”

“Then stop fidgeting.” Max added without looking up. “You’re gonna wear out the fabric.”

Charles rolls his eyes, his hands didn’t stop adjusting. “Easy for you to say. No one’s questioning your place here, I still need to prove it.”

Max finally looked up, his smile equal parts teasing and reassuring. “Win a race or two, and suddenly you’ll be the, second," he points out, finger raised, "best decision Red Bull ever made. Now quit strangling yourself, Christian prefers his drivers breathing.”

A stage manager waved them forward and Max got up with a sigh, suddenly not looking all that confident himself. “With you.” Max said over his shoulder.

Charles dropped his hands, willing them to stay still and followed.

 

 

The lights dimmed, and the room fell into a hushed silence. The stage, a sprawling platform flanked by towering LED screens, pulsed with anticipation. 

Finally, it was Red Bull’s turn.

The lights in the venue dimmed, plunging the audience into darkness. A low, rumbling bass began to pulse through the air, vibrating in everyone’s chest. The massive screens around the stage flickered to life, displaying a montage of Red Bull’s greatest moments in Formula 1.

The video opened with Vettel’s dominant years, his car slicing through tracks with precision, followed by Webber’s racing. The tempo of the music quickened, the bass growing into Max unoficial anthem as the scenes shifted to his rise—his daring overtakes, his podiums, and finally, his championship wins. Then, the scenes shifted, the racing now specific duels between Charles and Max — 2019, 2022, 2024, 2014 — the ever synchronized battles in contrasting colors thoughout the year, all the while the music transitioned seamlessly into Charles’ own song, his surname being yelled the infamous 'TU-TU-TU-TU'  of his teammate. Carte Blanq, visiblly ecstatic about being invited in, stationed at the side of the stage, remixed the tracks live, blending Max’s and Charles’ songs into a unified sound that echoed the team’s new era. As the music reached it's peak, the massive doors at the back of the stage slowly began to open, revealing the RB-21 in all its glory, the car’s iconic livery gleaming under the spotlights.

Max stepped onto the stage first. The reigning champion, dressed in the sleek navy-and-red of Red Bull, moved with the controlled easy of someone who may not have cared about it, but also wasn't comfortable with the sheer ammount of public watching.

And then, Charles followed.

It was the first time he’d appeared publicly in full Red Bull racing gear — the team had deliberately hidden records of him suiten up. Now, the navy was a stark contrast to the orangey red he’d worn for so many years. The roar of applause, of yelling and booing, was deafening, and Charles felt a flicker of amusement mixed with satisfaction raise in himself. 

Christian took the stage when the crowd noise lowered, his voice cutting through the remaining applause. “This season, we are working with the strongest, most talented line up I have ever overseen. Line up that is, already, testing my heart by deciding they would participate in a series life risking challenges this year.” Behind him, the screens lit up with a whirlwind of visuals: team-branded helicopters slicing through the sky, skydivers plunging toward the earth, ice sharps flyng around cars, and rally cars kicking up clouds of dust. Max and Charles exchanged a quick glance. Charles smiles excited, lifting an eyebrow, while Max held himself from laughing at the other.

“But it does show the spirit of these two drivers; they’re here to push not only each other to excellence, but the limits of the sport itself.” Christian continues. “They’ll push each other and this sport, to places it’s never been.” A pause. A smirk.

“And as always, we’re committed to bringing our fans closer to the action. So, for 20 of you watching?” The screens cut to the two-seater streaking through the Red Bull Ring. “You’re coming with them.”

 

 

[Instagram Reels - Video description: The camera cuts to the gleaming black vintage Honda pulling up to the red carpet, the low rumble of the engine blending with the distant buzz of paparazzi and fans. The headlights flare dramatically before the car slows to a stop.  The door swings open, and Max emerges first, his monochromatic black set sleek yet relaxed. The knitted shirt underneath softens the tailoring of the suit and black dress shoes. He adjusts his sleeve slightly, then turns, just in time for Charles to step out beside him.The camera slows down just enough to capture the way the navy blue suit moves with him. No shirt underneath, just the bold cut of the wool jacket, emphasizing his throat and the encrusted chain around it, catches the light of the cameras. The sound of shutters clicking intensifies as they walk forward together.]

@f1

The champ is here, and his new teammate is looking good in his new color.

#f175LIVE #charlesleclerc #maxverstappen

 

[Instagram - Photo description: The image presents the complete Red Bull motorsports program with all drivers wearing full racing suits and secured helmets. In the front, Verstappen and Leclerc stand centered in their Red Bull Racing F1 team's navy suits, their helmet designs clearly visible - Verstappen's homage to his father, white, blue and red, and Leclerc's displaying black, yellow and red.
Directly behind them, Visa Cash App RB drivers Yuki Tsunoda and Liam Lawson are positioned in their team's white-and-blue race suits, their helmet designs distinct from the F1 pair. The background consists of multiple orderly rows representing Red Bull's junior programs: F2 and F1 Academy drivers, F3 participants at the rear, all in their respective team's color schemes.]

@redbullracing 

The charge. Bring on 2025, the bulls are ready.

 

[Spotify - Album image description: An unclear image of two formula one drivers, undefined amist the black and blue splashes]

Album: 3316
Carte Blanq and Maxx Power - 2025
Total Duration: 5:24
Tracklist:
1. 3316 (33 Max Verstappen and Charles Leclerc remix)



[Instagram - Photo description: 1. The background is seamless navy with a raised, red LED-outlined bull logo, the shot captures from just above the Charles’ chest. Navy suit shoulders in frame, a hand in a dark glove gripping the edge of his helmet’s visor, partially lifted. T he helmet features a glossy black background, reflecting the red light of the studio backdrop, decorated with bold yellow stripes wrapping around its surface. Above the visor sits a small the Red Bull symbol, it’s sun matching the yellow lines circling the helmet. Green eyes stare straight into the camera.

2. A closed up of the helmet, being craded against Charles’ navy covered chest, showing the side of the helmet where a bull, in red, appears. Subtle brass watermarks are scattered across the helmet, only revealing themselves by the direct light.

3. Charles' back to the camera, showing how the Red Bull symbol matches the yellow lines from his helmet and the letters the  elongated Monaco flag that stretches along his nape, the names “Papa” and “Jules” inscribed just above it.

4. A photo of Charles sitting, legs half stretched out, the helmet by his side, showing a new angle of it where "16" is embedded

5. Overhead angle, slightly off-center. Charles’ race suit is unzipped to the waist, exposing the fitted black fireproof layer beneath. Hair slightly disheveled and a faint smirk plays at the corner of his lips.]

@charlesleclerc

New colors, new helmet, let’s go babyyyy. 

 

 

Drivers crowded the backstage, a loose but familiar gathering of rivals and teammates alike. Charles, after exchanging a few words with Carlos, slipped away to look for a drink, when a voice piped up beside him.

"Not bad for your first Red Bull appearance." Lando remarked, his McLaren suit standing out under the fluorescent lights.

Charles turned, unsurprised to see him already grinning. There was always something about Lando’s expressions—half amusement, half mischief—that made it hard to tell if he was joking or genuinely curious.

"Thanks." Charles said lightly, "Though I think Christian stole the show."

Lando laughed, clapping him on the shoulder. "Give it time. You’ll get used to sharing the spotlight."

Charles huffs a laugh, not missing the bait, but before he could respond, George and Alex joined them, George eyeing him with that ever-measured expression of his. "So, how does it feel?" he asked, crossing his arms. "Trading red for navy?"

Charles met his gaze, "It suits me, doesn’t it?"

Alex smiles, shaking his head. "You do look the part, I’ll give you that."

"I still don’t understand." George commented, with a thoughtfull, almost calculating, tone in his voice.

Charles raises an eyebrow. "Sometimes you have to pick the best chance to grow." he countered.

"Fair." George admitted, though his expression remained unreadable. "You seem awfully confident about it."

Charles chuckled, easy, his confidence unwavering. "Guess I just know more than you do."

Lando let out a low whistle, clearly entertained. "That cockiness might come back to bite you."

Charles arched a brow. "Personal experience, Lando?"

The way Lando’s grin twitched at the edges made Charles suppress a smirk. There it was. Maybe Lando and Max could laugh about the few on and off clashes and snide remarks from the season, but that type of loss, the one where you are given everything and still ends beaten, it lingers. 

And the two could be friends, probably closer than Charles and Max were themselves, but Lando didn't have the history of competing during their formative years, did had the chance yeat to experience burning out the hate at Max’s tallent, like Charles had before even stepping into adulthood. 

(Lando didn't grow up watching that tallend being forget, the way Max was focused from childhood. The way he was inside a kart before everyone and stayed in later than everyone, under sun, the rain and the watchful eyes of his father.)

George laughs at Charles’ answers, though, "Wow, Max is already rubbing off on you."

Before Charles could throw something back, Max reappeared, effortlessly slipping into the conversation, two champagne glasses in hand. "Who am I rubbing in?" he asked, handing one to Charles. “Here, thought you would need it.” 

Charles smiles, thankful at the gesture.

"Charles." Alex supplied, clearly enjoying himself.

"Ah, that sounds fun." Max said smoothly, his smirk barely contained, "Why am I rubbing on Charles? Besides the fact that he looks great in navy." he says with a slow, deliberate once-over in Charles direction.

Fucking Max, Charles thinks, rolling his eyes and hiding the laugh against the rim of his flute.

"Oh, gosh." Lando groaned. "Cut the fan service, no one is watching."

Max’s eyes sparkled with mischief as he tilted his head toward Lando. "Call it team bonding."

“You gonna need to fight the host for it.” Alex says, getting a laugh from the rest of the group.

Charles huffs instead, feeling his face warm, “Can we just, like, never mention that guy ever again?”

“Oh, come on, since when being called hot is a problem?” Lando says.

“Since the event host said he wanted to fuck me on live for the wide world.” Charles says back.

Alex choked on his drink, while George, unbothered, just grinned. "Poor guy, he’s too hot, life is so hard."

Charles inhaled, clencing his jaw and pushing down his irritation by draining his flute instead. Lowering his glass, he caught Max’s eyes. His usual teasing expression had faded slightly, replaced with something more watchfull.

 

 

On the flight back to england, Charles finally allowed himself to exhale — out of the suit, and away from the necklace that lived up to its name, choking him the entire time he was forced to wear it again to leave the venue. He would’ve stayed in his racing suit if it hadn’t been tailored so tightly for the sake of the event photos.

He slumped into the seat beside Max, letting his body relax as he pulled out his phone. It was one of Red Bull’s smaller jets, the seats mostly filled with social media staff and company personnel he barely knew. He’d half expected Max to fly on his own, but the man had mentioned he wasn’t about to spend a single coin on that event — so, here they were.

Max nudged him lightly with his elbow, phone in hand. “Check this out.” he said, showing Charles a video someone had already made — a side-by-side of them in their black fireproofs captioned, behind the scene, taken just the right moment for them to look closed off. We’ve got 007 Aston Martin, but I fear I’m rooting for Red Bull villains.

Charles laughed, shaking his head. “Told you the black was a good choice.”

“Yeah, yeah, your fashion sense is great, whatever.” Max said. He caught Charles scrolling through some less-than-flattering pictures of his, some badly edited stickers around his face while an angry italian man mocked him. “You’ve got to stop watching those. It’s all noise.”

“Easy for you to say.” Charles sing-songed, but shut his phone anyway, closing his eyes. “The booing was fun.” he added after a moment, mostly sincere.

And it was kind of funny, Charles realized. If there was a ranking for most hated driver this season, he was probably halfway there between joining Red Bull and betraying Ferrari. Still, when the booing started, Charles didn’t feel a rush of anger or sadness. Instead, he had to force himself not to laugh.

There was something so freeing about receiving hate because of his team, and not because he didn’t perform a miracle with whatever the team itself failed into providing.

Max nudged him lightly. “The real talk comes from us on the track, not from people. And trust me, you’ll have plenty to say there.”

Charles opened his eyes, surprised by the way Max was watching him — not smug or teasing, but intensely, almost cautiously. He smiled, warmth he hadn’t expected flickering in his chest, and pressed his knee lightly against Max’s.

Max had a habit of being surprisingly sweet in the oddest, quietest moments.

“I’m fine, Max.” He promised, and Max seemed to read his sincerity by the way his shoulders relaxed. Charles took the moment to switch the subject. “Carte Blanq was actually good, huh? Do you think he’ll release the remix?”

Max huffed a laugh. “Hope so, I’m kinda tired of mine.”

“Listen to mine instead.” Charles offered with a grin.

“So it's just me and that host suffering through it together?”

Charles literally flinched, “Ugh, don’t remind me of him.” The words slipped out too sharp, too raw. Charles winced internally. He hadn’t meant to let that crack show.

He’d already picked up on the tension Charles carried through the whole evening — laughing on cue, reacting politely to bad jokes, getting progressively more stiff as the night dragged on. Max had assumed it was nerves, maybe annoyance about their later appearance, or because the jokes were objectively terrible.

But then came those digs from George and Lando, and Max had the first sense it wasn’t nerves.

"It really got to you." Max said, quieter now. 

Charles glanced out the window, easier to look at than Max’s face. “It just gets old.”

“What?” Max pressed.

“The jokes.” He says, only, but Max nudges his knee, insistent.

When he finally looked up, Max’s teasing glint was completely gone, replaced by open attention. Charles exhaled. 

He hated this conversation. 

Most of the guys shrugged it off, even leaned into it. Flattery was flattery, after all, another trophy for the ego. 

Instead, all it did was erase everything Charles did work for. 

Usually he knew better than to try and explain how being one of the best drivers on the grid, yet constantly reduced to his looks, felt degrading. 

That would only make the jokes worse, meaner, weaponized.

But Max… Max wasn’t one to pry for weakness. He was waiting.

"I was third last year." he said, voice low. "My drive in Abu Dhabi was called the best of the season, even after what you did in Brazil. All of that despite Ferrari. And I moved to Red Bull, that was shocking, right? And what did they talk about tonight?" A bitter laugh. "How I look."

Max’s jaw flexed. “He is a nobody, Charles. He knows shit about racing.”

"It’s not just him." Charles’ fingers ran along the band of his watch, the sponsored one with he picked to match his helmet. He stared at it, avoiding Max’s gaze, the ‘Senna’ written in it and for a moment he wondered the if the late driver ever had a reporter talk about his eyes instead of his overtakes. "You know what people hear when someone say I’m their favorite driver?" He pitched his voice higher, mocking. “‘Because he’s hot.’"

“Which is bullshit, Charles.”

"Yeah?" Charles finally met his eyes. "And when Stefano told me I was there for sponsors, not championships? Not with those words, of course, but when Ferrari’s two-year plan had more merchantside campaings for me than strategy meetings, the message was clear.”

“That’s insane.” Max’s voice was sharp, his disbelief clear. “You’re better than that. Better than Lewis, even.”

“Lewis is the greatest of all time.” Charles recited, resigned. “I hated it, still do, but it’s not like I don’t understand the decision.”

“You were above him last season, Charles!”

“And he was above me in 2023 when they sign him.” 

“You had a tub for a car in 2023 and the worst strategies I’ve ever seen.” Max shot back, the tone raising exponentially from what was until then a quiet conversation. “Why are you even defending them?”

Charles blinked at him, genuinely puzzled at the escalation.

“Why are you defending me so much?”

Max threw his hands up, frustration bubbling to the surface. “Because it pisses me off! It is so frustrating to watch how a team with so much legacy make someone with your talent waste years. And now you’re telling me they treat you like some damn poster boy? Screw them! Had they gave you the car, and you’d be handing them trophies, not just smiling for photos!"

Charles was momentarily stunned into silence, watching Max, wide-eyed. He knew Max respected him — the competitive digs, the open praise. He had joked before about Max being his fan, and there were always a hesitant truth in it. But this was different. This was fury, on his behalf. It felt… strange. Foreign. Warm.

Yeah, his fans — the real ones, not the ones that were only behind him, if he was behind the wheel of a red car — had spoken up for him, for years.

But not his team, not his managers, not even his old friends back home had defended him like this. Looking back, he knew it was because they too didn’t want to offend Charles, or had, themselves, the shared loyalty for the team Charels was known for.

So he swallow it all, time and time again, as nobody was listening.

It made he want to yell, to rebel. To fly military jets, jump of planes, climb mountains he was contractually forbiden too. His therapist was very insistent it was bad copying mechanism, but there was not much you could do to let off steam when his day job was racing 300km/h and find sex required group effort and paperwork.

And now Max—Max Verstappen, his best rival—was the first to say it aloud?

A hysterical laugh bubbled in his throat. He wasn’t sure if he wanted to cry or hug the man.

He watched the moment Max seemed to catch himself, deflating under the weight of his own outburst.

“What I mean…”

“I love the team.” Charles hurries say, not willing to let Max dwell, and thinking that if he didn’t get off his own head he would ended up actually crying there. “It was my dream, my dad’s dream and Jules’ dream. I tried so hard to make it work.” He explains, “But I couldn’t.”

“So you left.” Max says, and Charles feels he was relieved in his behalf.

“I did.” Charles confirmed. “I’m supposed to help the team image, yeah, but Christian also sign into giving me a competitive car, better calls, a chance to race. And that’s all I wanted.” 

Charles ran a hand through his hair, leaning back against the seat, the hum of the engines filling the quiet between them. For a long moment, neither of them spoke. It wasn’t the brittle silence of a podium missed, or a conversation dodged between people who knew each other so much and not enough. It was easy. Steady.

Yeah — that host had made his skin crawl. The jokes had grated. The old insecurities had come clawing up the back of his throat, and for a moment it felt like nothing had changed, like he was still the pretty face they dressed up to sell the fantasy.

But then, there was the rest of it.

The way Carte Blanq had shake their hands so happy, grinning like he was in on some private joke. The way Max had hung back for him during interviews, nudging his elbow, making sure he laughed. The Red Bull crew who pulled him into group photos behind the scenes, not because they had to, but because they wanted to have team photos to only be shared in the team’s group chat. And even the booing — it didn’t sting the way it once would have. It felt like background noise now, like a storm he could finally outrun.

For the first time since signing the contract, since putting on the navy suit, Charles felt it. Felt like this wasn’t just a survival strategy, or a desperate attempt to prove something to ghosts.

He felt like part of the team.

He glanced at Max, who was now fiddling with his phone, brows furrowed, pretending not to watch him out of the corner of his eye.

Charles smiled, a real one this time — small, a little tired, but honest.

“Y’know,” he murmured, “Tonight… it wasn’t so bad.”

Max snorted, but continued to avert his eyes. “High praise.”

“I mean it.” Charles said, softer. “I’m… I’m sure of my decision.”

Max’s grin was crooked, but his eyes warmed. And just like that — something settled. Not perfect, not all at once, but enough. Enough for now.

Notes:

I planned on finishing editing after the GP, but it ended my will to live so I'm late (MEU DEUS QUE ODIO DO APLICATIVO DA BAND, AQUELA MERDA TODA TRAVADA E QUALIDADE DE 144P)

Fun fact, I'm ACTUALLY allergic to Papaya.

In other news, yesterday I did karting for the first time with my work friends AND I WON!?!! First time doing it, got top 3 in the track record, TUTUTURU MAX VERSTAPPEN TO ME. Btw, yes, I put Carte Blanq here, the lack of appreciation of those bops on fanfic is CRIMINAL. AND I DO LOVE CHARLES SONG!

I feel I was quite terrible creating Charles' helmet, so please just imagine whatever you think fits in your heart. I just wanted to make something really far from his Ferrari helmet that somehow matched with RBR car livery.
Looking back, it ended up looking like his Monza 2025 helmet so we can agree I failed. It was expected, I have no artistic bone in my body - for real, I think I'm only able to write this fic because I literally work writing the entire day (But again, it's in brazilian legalese, so I feel my writing is a little stuck up.)

Anyway, thank you for all the comments last chapter, I will be quick to answer each and all of them in the morning. Hope you enjoyed!

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INSPIRATIONS:
¹Red Bull 2 seaters car is nothing new, but I think its valid addition:
- https://www.redbull.com/au-en/projects/red-bull-backseat-driver

²Charles' outfit:
- https://www.loewe.com/int/en/men/menswear/coats-and-outerwear/jacket-in-wool/HSM1Y03W14-8511.html
- https://www.apm.mc/products/maille-marine-chain-necklace-silver-ac6312ox
- https://www.tagheuer.com/br/pt/relógios/colecões/tag-heuer-formula-1/43-mm-quartz-chrono/CAZ101AJ.FC6487.html

³Max's outfit:
- https://alphatauri.com/en-int/p/men/performance-stretch-blazer/ATA25005/?vc=M-177866 (yeah, i just thought the white shoes and shirt he actually wore looked bad, dont mind me).

Chapter 10

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The gym was quiet, apart from the rhythmic hum of treadmills and the occasional clank of weights hitting the floor. Max kept his pace steady, eyes fixed ahead as his feet pounded against the belt.  

Across the room, Charles was at the weights, muscles tensed as he pushed through another set. He had been at it for a while now, sweat darkening the fabric of his shirt. He let his gaze linger for a moment longer before turning his attention back to the treadmill’s timer. A few more minutes, then he’d call it a day.

By the time he slowed to a walk, Charles was still going. Max wiped a hand over his face, then hopped off, grabbing his water bottle. He wandered over, leaning casually against a bench as he took a slow drink.

“You’re not overdoing it, are you?” Max asked, breaking the silence as he tossed his water bottle into his bag.

Charles barely looked up as he set the weights down with a controlled motion. “Says the guy who just spent an hour running.”

Max smirked. “Just making sure you’re not trying to keep up with me. Wouldn’t want you pulling something before the season even starts.”

Charles huffed a quiet laugh, then—too casually—stepped closer. Too close. Close enough that Max felt the heat radiating off him, the sharp scent of sweat and expensive cologne in air between them.

“You really wanna compete for who’s in better form?” Charles murmured, his voice just a little too smooth, a little too amused.

Max stilled. His eyes flickered. Just for a second, barely noticeable, the way Charles shirt clung to his frame, the easy confidence in his stance.

He scoffed, forcing a sarcastic laugh. “We could test it right now, if you’re so sure.”

Charles smile widens, but before he could answer, a voice cut through the moment.

“Hey, you ready?” Joris called out, leaning through the doorway and breaking the moment.

“Sure, just a sec.” Charles replied, giving him a quick nod before turning back to Max. “We can finish tomorrow?” he says, tone light even with the challenge.

“Yeah, no problem.” Max says, centering himself, watching as Charles grabbed his gym bag and made his way toward the door.

Just as he reached it, Charles paused, pivoting back with a curious look. “Hey, we’re playing some football with the team. Want to join us?”

The question came out casual, but Max could sense a hint of hesitation in Charles’ tone, like he wasn’t sure how it’d land.

“Who’s going to be there?” Max asked, glancing down as he mentally scrolled through his schedule. Technically, he didn’t have anything planned until a late-night streaming session, but he wasn’t sure if this was worth his time.

Charles tilted his head, thinking it over. “Not sure. It’s a mix from people from all around the team. They’ve been planning it for a while, it’s like… team bonding before testings.”

Max hesitated. He worked well with his team, of course, and they bonded plenty over work and celebration dinners. But casual mid-week outings like this were not really his thing. Especially not during pre-season.

Even with Charles, most of their interactions so far had been limited to work, or around work, between traveling or some shared lunches at the Red Bull cafeteria. 

“Come on.” Charles urged, flashing that bright, boyish grin of his. “You can leave early if you’re tired. It’ll be fun!”

Max let out a sigh, pretending to be more exasperated than he felt. “Alright, fine.”

 

As it turned out, Charles was terrible at football. 

Somehow, Max was worse.

“I wasn’t even near the ball!” Charles groaned, sitting on the ground and nursing his shin.

“I’m sorry!” Max said, breathless and kneeling beside him, his face a mix of guilt and panic.

Around them, the team rounded them, laughing at the drivers.

“He didn’t touch the ball once the whole game!” Joris teased, grinning as he gestured toward Max.

Charles shot Max an incredulous look. “You kicked me more than the ball!”

“I said I was sorry!” Max repeated louder, although he was genuinely worried as he glanced at the rapidly forming bruise on Charles’ leg.

Charles collapsed onto his side, clutching his shin and groaning dramatically. “I’m dying, you killed me.” he declared, drawing a mix of amused chuckles and eye-rolls from their teammates.

One of the Italian crew members who’d joined the game crouched down beside Charles, rubbing his shoulder with mock sympathy. “Oh, Principe.” he cooed theatrically.

“Max is taking out the competition before the season even starts.” someone joked, earning another round of laughter.

Max shot his mechanic a glare, flipping him the middle finger. Then he turned back to Charles, offering his hand. “Come on. Let’s get you some ice.”

With one arm around Charles’ bicep and another on his shoulder, Max helped him up. Charles limped theatrically off the field, leaning heavily into Max.

“You’re not actually that hurt, are you?” Max muttered as they walked.

“I might be.” Charles said, his tone exaggeratedly tragic. 

The sports center was large and private, complete with a small food court. Max guided Charles to a bench and jogged to one of the food stalls, asking if they had ice. The girl behind the counter nodded knowingly, returning with a plastic bag of ice, and Max thanked her before jogging back to Charles.

Charles sat slouched on the bench, his earlier theatrics fading into a more casual air, though he was still rubbing his leg.

“Here.” Max said, handing him the ice pack.

Charles adjusted himself, pulling his leg up onto the bench and pressing the ice against the bruise. Max took a seat at the other end, near his feet.

“You good?” Max asked after a moment.

“Yeah, yeah.” Charles replied, then glanced at Max with a teasing smirk. “I’m fine. But seriously, if you hit the ball instead of me, your team maybe had the chance.”

Max exhaled heavily, relieved that Charles was clearly okay. “I only play football on FIFA.” he muttered defensively.

Charles propped his chin over his bent knee. “Is that excuse or a blessing disguised?”

Max raised an eyebrow, feigning offense. “First of all, I’m not that bad. Second, I’m quite decent at racing if you noticed, which, last I checked, is the sport that actually matters here.”

Charles laughed, tipping his head back. “Okay, fine. But you should’ve seen your face when you kicked me. I thought you were about to faint.”

“I thought I broke your leg!” Max shot back, leaning forward in exasperation. “You looked like you were dying!”

“That’s called acting, I learned something with Brad.” Charles said, putting his contempt for the actor by the pronounce of his name. “Maybe I should quit racing and go into Hollywood.”

Max snorted, leaning back again. “If you say so. Just don’t expect me to join you ever again in a set. It was bullshit.”

“Yeah, yeah.” Charles said, waving him off with a lazy hand. “But you’d come watch my movies, right?”

Max tilted his head, pretending to think it over. “Depends. Are they comedies? Or are we talking action movies where you do all your own stunts and probably end up in the hospital?”

Charles shot him a mock glare. “It’s going to be a critically acclaimed drama, thank you very much. Something in french. I’ll win an Oscar for best international pic, and you’ll regret underestimating me.”

“Do you, like, have any plans?” Max asks, ignoring the drama.

Charles shakes his head, “No. It’s just… vibes.” Max burst out laughing. “I mean...” Charles gestured vaguely, embarassed. “someday, if the opportunity’s there. Probably after racing, I trully only want to do it if it was serious.” The silence stretched, Max studying him with amused curiosity. “Look,” Charles huffed, “I know it’s not your thing, but don’t judge me.”

Max lifted his hands in surrender, shaking his head. "I'm not." he insisted at Charles' skeptical glare. "I swear, it's not that. I just..." He sighed, fingers tapping an uneven rhythm on the armrest as he searched for words. "I've never seen someone so… ready to experience stuff."

“I mean…” Charles says, taking the words in. “We already have to sacrifice so much just by being athletes and famous… What’s the point of being young and rich if we don’t do the stupid things available?” 

Max hummed, looking away. "Yeah. Yeah, I guess." The words came out quiet.

Charles' grin faded into something more curious, more probing. Max could feel that green-eyed gaze dissecting his reaction.

Max sighed, and wondered when these heart to heart with Charles Leclerc became his reality.

"There's a reason I accepted these challenges." Max continued suddenly, the admission surprising himself as much as Charles. "I just… am kinda bored." 

Charles' brow furrowed, but he nodded encouraging. 

Max ran a hand through his hair, the movement agitated. "We see the world, but it's all the same. Fly in, eat the same approved meals, stay in the same bubble, show up at some sponsor event, maybe get drunk enough to forget which city we're in—"

"Then wake up and do it again." Charles finished, nodding slowly. 

Max exhaled sharply. Exactly. The realization settled between them, heavier than he'd intended.

"I love racing." Max said quickly, needing Charles - needing himself - to understand that wasn't the issue. "But these days it feels like… I’m wasting whatever time I got when I'm outside of it.”

He still loved racing—he truly did, wasn't nearly close of being done with it. But lately, it felt like it was all he had. The paddock, the routine, the constant cycle of training, performing, and repeating. His life was built for this, and he excelled at it, but somewhere along the way, it had started to feel… empty. 

Max had what he thought was a good work-life balance, at least good enough for what his career required. He had a fulfilling personal life with people he loved close and building to something.

Until he didn’t. 

And now his hobbies felt few and far away, the same as his family — his mother, retired, enjoying the peace and freedom of her new life, Victoria busy with her own family, his youngest sibling practically strangers. And his father...

Well, that was a whole issue of its own. Things had been tense since he broke up with Kelly and Jos was so decidedly opposed to it. His dad also had lots of opinions on Charles moving to Red Bull, opinions that felt so pointless, so grating, to his ears. He didn’t even know why it bothered him this much. Maybe because Max wasn’t used to this amount of scrutiny from his father on his career anymore, maybe because he knew it came all from a place of doubting Max’s abilities while still being unfair to Charles’.

He let out a quiet exhale. He wasn’t unhappy, not really. But there was something suffocating about the repetition, the expectations, the way everything in his world stayed the same while time kept moving forward. He felt stuck. He felt old.

Charles studied him, then said carefully, “When I was signing.” He hesitated before adding, “Christian gave me the impression he thought you were leaving.”

Max stiffened. "I'm not." The denial came too quick, too sharp.

“I don’t think you are.” Charles said, holding up a placating hand. "I didn't, even then." His fingers tapped restlessly against his knee. "But I do think you're..." He trailed off, mouth working around unspoken words as Max watched, curiosity prickling down his neck. “Uninspired." Charles finally settled on, shifting in his seat.

Max forced himself to breathe through the sting. He owed Charles the permission for the same brutal honesty he'd always freely gave. He waited, jaw clenched, for the rest.

"Still," Charles continued, gaze flicking to the Red Bull logo on Max's shirt, "a team principal has to plan. Christian could gamble on finding the next Max Verstappen in some junior driver..." A calculated pause. "Or he could bring in the annoying childhood rival. Maybe light a fire under the reigning champion while he's at it. Pick up a few constructors' trophies along the way."

Is that all you are to him? The thought struck Max with unexpected force. A pawn. A motivator. A fucking benchmark. His fingers curled into the fabric of his shorts.

“Sounds like a stupid idea.” Max muttered, the words tasting bitter.

Charles smiles. “I think it is the right idea.”

“It makes you sound like a supporting character, though.” Max points out, back, willingly to shift the subject away from his personal life. “If you don’t think he will give you the chance to win, why come?”

Charles accepts the bait graciously, “I have a very good contract. Equal opportunities, with the same that made even Ferrari let me go.” His smile turned sharp. “So, I do think he will give me the chance, even tentatively, or forced to.” he says, “It’s just that he doesn’t believe I can beat you.”

“But you do?” Max has to ask.

Charles' answering smile wasn't the cocky smirk Max expected. It was simpler. Truer. Bright, like the place he was born and raised. "Oh, I will."

It was the eyes, though, that said the most. The look of hunger Charles usually hides underneath a carefully made mask of approachability and sportsmanship, there, openly shown. Max felt it like a jolt to the system, that old electric thrill crackling down his spine. Suddenly he wanted nothing more than to be in the garage tomorrow, pouring over Charles' lap times, finding every tenth, every hundredth he could claw back.

Max hated to admit it, but maybe Christian had a point about him. About them.

Still, when it came to Charles’ chances of winning — Christian had it all wrong. Charles wasn't just a spark to reignite his own ambition. He was the fucking wildfire.

 

Pre-Season Testing Report (February 2025)
Location: Red Bull Test Track, Milton Keynes
Testing Focus: Real-car performance (weekdays) & simulator validation (weekends)

VERSTAPPEN – Performance Summary

Key Data
Testing Days: Monday–Saturday (AM)
Best Real-Car Time: 1:25.75 (Feb 23)
Best Sim Time: 1:25.50 (Feb 25)

Daily Progress

Date

Session

Best Time

Notes

Feb 03

Car

1:28.45

Strong start, immediate comfort with RB21.

Feb 05

Car

1:28.12

Improved high-speed stability.

Feb 07

Car

1:27.95

Focused on race-pace consistency.

Feb 09

Car

1:27.60

Minor setup tweaks, strong one-lap pace.

Feb 11

Simulator

1:27.30

Tested aggressive rear-wing setups.

Feb 13

Car

1:27.10

Optimized tire warm-up procedure.

Feb 15

Simulator

1:26.85

Simulated wet-weather runs.

Feb 17

Car

1:26.40

Fastest car lap of test.

Feb 19

Car

1:26.25

Evaluated new suspension geometry.

Feb 21

Simulator

1:26.05

Worked on race-start simulations.

Feb 23

Car

1:25.75

Perfect quali sim in cool conditions.

Feb 25

Simulator

1:25.50

Final sim session, focused on tire deg.

Analysis
Strengths: Exceptional one-lap pace, rapid adaptation to setup changes.
Area to Improve: Slightly slower than Charles in quali simulations.
Overall: Confident start; remains the benchmark for real-car performance.

 

LECLERC – Performance Summary

Key Data
Testing Days: Monday–Sunday (PM)
Best Real-Car Time: 1:25.85 (Feb 23)
Best Sim Time: 1:25.40 (Feb 25)

Daily Progress

Date

Session

Best Time

Notes

Feb 03

Car

1:28.80

Early struggles with RB21’s rear sensitivity.

Feb 05

Car

1:28.40

Adjusted driving style for better traction.

Feb 07

Car

1:28.05

Improved confidence in braking zones.

Feb 09

Car

1:27.55

First sign of adaptation—outpaced Max.

Feb 11

Simulator

1:27.45

Focused on tire management strategies.

Feb 13

Car

1:27.15

Strong long-run pace, close to Max.

Feb 15

Simulator

1:26.80

Excellent sim race stint consistency.

Feb 17

Car

1:26.45

Minor DRS activation issues.

Feb 19

Car

1:26.18

Best car lap after floor upgrade.

Feb 21

Simulator

1:25.95

Dominated wet-weather sim runs.

Feb 23

Car

1:25.85

Close to Max’s quali sim time.

Feb 25

Simulator

1:25.40

Fastest sim lap of the test.

Analysis
Strengths: Rapid learning curve, exceptional simulator performance.
Area to Improve: Still fine-tuning real-car setup preferences.
Overall:
Impressive adaptation—could challenge Max in mixed conditions.

Internal Use Only – Red Bull Racing Engineering 

 

The late afternoon sun bled across the Bahraini skyline, painting streaks of orange and violet across the desert sky. The final day of pre-season testing was winding down, but inside the Red Bull garage, the energy still pulsed, the hum of chatter, tools, and engines refusing to die out.

Charles sat on the edge of a workbench, gloves half-off, eyes fixed on the towering timing screens overhead. His name held second place — two tenths off Norris, but crucially ahead of Max.

The car felt good. Better than it ever had, honestly. On pure pace, it was everything Christian had promised. Every corner felt sharper, every exit cleaner. But in traffic… it wasn’t quite there yet. The car’s behavior in dirty air, the way it shifted under braking when boxed in — it made overtaking harder than he wanted to admit.

He exhaled, leaning forward, elbows on his knees, watching Norris finish another clean lap, locking himself in at the top. That McLaren was quick. Really quick. And Mercedes wasn’t far behind either — George had been lurking in the top three all day, their long runs looking suspiciously consistent.

Charles knew it wasn’t about one-lap pace anymore. The season ahead would be a war of margins.

"Still can’t touch them on the straights." Rocky’s voice pulled him out of his head, scrolled through telemetry, brows furrowed but not worried. "But we’re there in the corners. You carried three kph more through five and six than Max did. Consistently."

Charles hummed, nodding, but his eyes were still on the screen. Lando. Himself. Max. Then George. Too close for comfort. He ran a hand through his hair.

"Not enough." he muttered, almost to himself.

Rocky clapped a reassuring hand on his shoulder. "It’s testing, mate. We’re better than we thought we'd be two weeks ago. That’s a win."

Charles gave a small nod, though his stomach still sat tight, coiled like it was waiting for lights out on Sunday. He wanted to believe it. He did. But everything felt temporary until the wheel-to-wheel fights came. That’s when he’d know if this car — if him in this car — could really fight.

He watched the way the mechanics worked around him, the quiet jokes, the comfortable chaos. Hannah caught his eyes over tossed him a thumbs up, looking up from her tablet.

Still, his gaze drifted back to the big screens as they began rolling through replays of the day’s best laps. Norris in papaya orange, smooth and fast.

He grabbed his water bottle, took a long sip, then let the bottle drop to his side. As he turned to leave the garage, he caught a glimpse of Max again, deep in conversation with Hannah and some engineers, already dissecting every tenth they’d left on the table.

A flicker of a smile crossed Charles' face.

 

[Instagram - Video Description: A wide shot shows the 2025 driver lineup posed on oversized red staircase-style platforms for the official grid photos. The drivers stand mixed together in their race suits and helmets—Carlos Sainz in Ferrari red takes center position, while Charles Leclerc in Red Bull navy sits lower, positioned beneath the F1 logo. An awkward gap separates Charles from Franco Colapinto in Williams white beside him.

As the photographer calls "That's a wrap." the scene shifts—rookies Oliver Bearman, Kimi Antonelli, Gabriel Bortoleto, and Jack Doohan begin moving toward Max Verstappen, but before they reach him, Max is already striding purposefully toward Charles. The video cuts as Max reaches Charles' side, already mid-conversation.]

@Formula1

BTS’ of this season grid.

 

[Formula 1 TV - Video descriptions: The bright, well-lit room hums with the buzz of cameras as five drivers—Max, Lewis, Albon, Lando, and Jack—sit stiffly on a long white couch. LED clocks on the far wall tick away the time. Max leans back slightly, his eyes flicking between the cameras and the clocks, his answers automatic and practiced as he occasionally checks his phone under the table. Albon keeps glancing at his watch, as if willing time to move faster. Lewis reclines into the couch with crossed arms, smirking when answering questions. Lando shifts in his seat, nudging Jack with his elbow occasionally, while Jack sits rigidly upright, hands on his knees, barely moving.

A journalist directs a question to Lewis: "Since you took Charles' seat at Ferrari, did you notice anything in his results during testing?"

Lewis rubs the back of his neck, grinning. "Besides his great hair?" he says, pausing before adding, "I mean his eyes? He is a good-looking lad, y'know?" The room responds with polite laughter.

The journalist then turns to Max: "Max, anything to add?" Max doesn't sit up, keeping his tone flat. "On his hair? It's better than it was at twelve." he deadpans, sparking another round of laughter. He shrugs slightly. "Seriously, though, he's doing well. We had a new update four weeks ago, so he basically had to adapt to two cars. And he's handling it."

A follow-up question comes: "Is there any tension... with Charles accepting his position as second driver?"

"That question's wrong." he states, and the room falls quiet. His voice remains steady as he continues, " There’s nothing for him to accept, Charles isn’t a second driver. Since day one, it was made clear: the team supports both of us. Race by race, whoever’s got the better chance, that’s the one backed. The strategy’s to win. Both cars. As many points as possible.” He continues. “The better question is whether I’m used to sharing the position, and the answer is I don’t care. My job is to be first. Every time.” His voice didn’t waver, steady as the hum of the lights overhead. I’ve still got the upper hand. I’m more used to the setup, I know how this team works. But Charles will have wins this season. No doubt in my mind.” He glanced toward one of the monitors showing qualifying sectors from testing. 

Another journalist presses, "You think he can properly challenge you this year?"

Max gives a slight, unimpressed look. "He always did. That doesn't change because we're in the same car. That's what the team wanted—two drivers pushing each other. Makes the whole operation sharper." He gestures loosely. "The car's good. He's good. We've got different strengths. Some tracks, some qualis, it'll shift." His tone remains firm and calm as he finishes, "I still believe I'm the best. I wouldn't be here if I didn't think I'd win it."

Max stretches slightly, glancing at the cameras. "It's a long season. A lot can happen. McLaren's quick. Mercedes looks better than people think. That's the job. It won't be easy. It shouldn't be." He concludes with a matter-of-fact statement: "If it's mine, I'll take it. If someone else wants it. Well... they'll have to be better. Simple as that."]

Formula 1 TV

F1 Pre-Season Testing Press Conference 2025 | Day 3

 

[Tiktok - Video description: Split-screen, the top half showing clips of Max publicly shutting down a journalist calling Charles a second driver, and Charles backing Max's comments on team equality. The bottom half is a blonde girl with a green sreen effect floating.

"Y’ALL. I AM LOSING IT. Max and Charles DEFENDING EACH OTHER in interviews? Excuse me?!! Max literally said there’s no second driver, Charles saying it’s ‘fun’ working with him?! WHO ARE THEY?! Rivals-to-teammates realness. If they ever team up in a sprint race, I will combust.”]

@SammyOnRacing

 

[The four drivers sat around a high-top table, their team kits clashing like a mismatched grid. An abandoned can of Red Bull, its orange logo sweating condensation, sat between them. Charles nudged it away with two fingers, the aluminum scraping against the table as he leaned into the conversation.

Liam picked up the question card, lips quirking as he read aloud: “The four of us on a road trip—who’s driving, who’s riding shotgun, who’s navigating, and who’s DJing?”

Max slouched in his chair, arms crossed, a smirk playing on his face. “Well,” he drawled, “let’s make sure neither Yuki nor Charles drives.”

Yuki stiffened, hands flying up in protest. “Oh, come on!” His voice cracked with indignation.

Charles tilted his head, one eyebrow arching. “Oi?” The single syllable dripped with mock offense.

Liam nodded, grinning. “Firmly agree, actually.”

“I’m the safest driver!” Yuki crossed his arms, chin jutting out.

Liam barked a laugh, shaking his head. “Definitely not.”

Max pointed at Yuki, eyes alight with mischief. “Absolutely not.”

Yuki exhaled dramatically, throwing his hands up. “Fine, I’ll DJ. I’ll play Japanese songs.”

Max chuckled, but Liam leaned forward, palm raised like a stop sign. “You don’t want him DJing either.”

“Is it really that bad?” Max’s brow lifted.

Liam shrugged. “I don’t think any of us will agree on who should drive.”

Max’s grin turned razor-sharp. “How old are you, Liam?”

“Twenty-three.”

“You guys can’t even rent a fucking car yet.”

Yuki jabbed a finger toward Charles, triumphant. “Charles can!”

Charles gave a small, gracious nod. “Thank you, Yuki.” Then he turned to Max, shoulders relaxed but eyes glinting with challenge. “We can take turns driving.”

Liam flopped back in his chair. “Just because you’re old enough doesn’t mean you’re the right choice.”

Charles smiled, slow and deliberate. “I think the team already decided who’s the best driver between us two, Liam.”

Max hide his smirk by taking a swig at the half-drunk Red Bull can Charles had discarded earlier.A beat of tension. Yuki’s laugh cut through it, nervous hands fluttering. “Guess Charles can navigate. Max would listen to him better.”

Max tapped his chin, feigning deep thought. “I think he’s better as a passenger princess.”

Charles burst into laughter, rubbing his face to hide it, though his shoulders shook. “Oh, screw you, Max.”]

@redbullracing

These plans may never make it out of the group chat

 

Melbourne was wet.

Which, frankly, couldn’t have been worse news.

Not just the usual sticky summer humidity — this pressed down like a physical weight, thick and relentless. By mid-afternoon on race day, the skies had turned a heavy, bruised gray, and the first drops had started falling during the anthem. By lights out, the track was slick and treacherous, a thin film of rain blurring the tarmac’s edges, making everything heavier, sharper, riskier.

It amplified everything. The nerves. The tension. The mistakes.

For Charles, it wasn’t the clean start he’d imagined for this new chapter of his life. New team. New strategist. New engineer. Three months of relentless pre-season prep, and it still hadn’t fully prepared him for this — for how exposed he’d feel wearing a Red Bull suit, expected to perform at the sharp end right away.

Red Bull had sent him and his team ahead on a separate flight. Private. Efficient. Gave him hours to sit with his new engineer, swapping theories and dissecting race strategies in quiet hotel lounges. He liked Rocky, genuinely. The man had stepped in and fixed things Charles hadn’t even realized were problems. He’d been pivotal in helping Charles adjust, sitting him down with Andrea and pulling apart data like it was life or death.

It was exactly what he’d asked Seb for. Someone who wouldn’t fold. Someone who would fight him for every tenth. And Seb delivered.

But no amount of strategic talks could untie the knot in his stomach.

Charles had never loved Melbourne. It wasn’t a bad circuit — just one whose rhythm never seemed to fit naturally in his hands. The stop-start layout, half-street, half-circuit, too many awkward cambers and tightening exits. And when the rain came down? It stopped being a test and became a war.

The RB21 was a masterpiece. A breathtaking, merciless piece of engineering.

And still an absolute nightmare in the wet.

Twitchy. Temperamental. Always right on the verge of snapping. He knew Max was wrestling it too — even if Max, being Max, carried that battle in silence, jaw tight and eyes sharper than knives.

And qualifying had proved it.

Neither of them could fully wrangle it. Charles landed P6, Max in P4. Respectable. But far from Red Bull’s usual dominance. And then there was Lewis — grinning from pole, the press eating up his every word about Ferrari’s phoenix-like return.

Of course, Charles thought bitterly. Of course they’d give Lewis a car that worked.

It was like a goddamn fairytale Ferrari was writing without him.

That night, frustration choked him. He lay in his hotel room, staring at the ceiling, mentally cycling through the track layout again and again. His phone was a blur of notifications — he didn’t need to open them to imagine the Tifosi celebrating his P6. His fall. His karma.

Alex sent a few check-ins and a ton of Leo videos. It helped, in its way — but it wasn’t Lorenzo. It wasn’t Arthur. The silence from his brothers gnawed at him. No teasing. No advice. No shared irritation. Nothing.

And the race itself…

Chaos.

Rain that came and went. Drizzle, then sheets of water at Turn 9. The track slick and volatile. Grip as unreliable as the weather.

Charles fought. Gaining positions in the wet was one thing — keeping them, another nightmare entirely. Every hard-won gain threatened to slip from his fingers with the rear end of the car, the RB21 skating over the wet line like it had its own agenda.

Crashes piled up. Rookies. Spaniards. Bins everywhere. At one point, three yellow flags in as many laps.

"We losing half the grid today or what?" Charles muttered to Rocky between ragged breaths under Safety Car. He would probably feel bad for doing so, so publicly.

"Looks like it." Rocky deadpanned. "You’re doing well, Charles. Keep going."

By the flag, he clawed his way back to P6. Max, rain-whisperer as always, managed P3.

Solid points. Good, for a debut. But not enough. Not for him.

And in the whirlwind of post-race chaos, with headlines already framing it as “Another Red Bull car only Max can tame” , it was hard not to let it get under his skin.

He wasn’t here to be sixth. God, he wasn't here to even be second. Not to Max. Not to anyone.

And that night, as rain ticked against the glass of his hotel window, Charles lay in the dark, staring at the ceiling — wrestling with the same impossible weight.

 

F1 STANDINGS · 16 MAR 2024
Position. Driver. Team. Points.
# 1. NOR MCLAREN 25
# 2. HAM FERRARI 18
# 3. VER RED BULL 15
# 4. RUS MERCEDES 12
# 5. ANT MERCEDES 10
# 6. LEC RED BULL 8
# 7. STR ASTON MARTIN 6
# 8. PIA MCLAREN 4
# 9. TSU RACING BULLS 2
# 10. ALB WILLIAMS 1

 

Notes:

I reworked this chapter so many times, I almost risked it all out and started from scratch.

This talk at start was going to be like 2 chapters early, but things happen IRL that makes me wanna add to the fic, making everything sloweeer.

BTW, in case it hadn't been clean, I made Franco stay in Williams, since Carlos is in Ferrari (and I like Franco, despite him being argentinian - brazilian thing, guys, it's fine). Plus, no Isack here, guys. Sorry, I know, I know. I almost traded Liam for Isack, but it just didn't work. Lets us all just think of how he is wiping the rest of F2 somewhere in this universe.

A warning I should have added weeks ago: Careful, attempt of mimicking Charles accent / english mistakes, and terrible - no good - attempt of writing Formula 1 technical jargon and strategies.

I'm loving all the comments, it's been amazing reading your thoughts and opinions. I usually see them in less than one hour, so be aware I'm obsessing of each and all of them.

I'm also accepting any ideas about public reactions and content online, so few free to send anything you guys wish to see.

Thank you everyone!

Chapter 11

Notes:

Content warnings (brief mentions):
- Weight monitoring.
- Grief.
- Childhood abuse (past).

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The flight from Melbourne to Shanghai had been long, and Max had spent most of it reviewing data — both his own and Charles’s.

It was strange, analyzing Charles’ numbers as his teammate. The data coming from the team itselt, doc branded with Red Bull logo - the same way he imagined Charles had his.

Charles had been quick — stupidly quick — in Melbourne, but he was still learning the car to be completely competitive on it. Max could see it in the way he wrestled with the steering, the micro-corrections mid-corner that cost him time. Sixth place was respectable for a debut, but Max knew better than anyone that Charles wouldn’t see it that way.

He’d caught glimpses of him in the paddock after the race — tense shoulders, that too-polite smile in interviews, the way he’d vanished early without his usual post-race debriefs with the press. Max had thought about seeking him out, but between his own obligations and Charles’s abrupt exit, the moment had slipped away.

Now, in Shanghai, they had free practice the next day, so Max hoped to get a feeling on how Charles was feeling, but the media day kept them busy earlier. So Max returned to the hotel the team was staying at, planning to shoot the guy a quick text and call it a night after grabbing dinner at the hotel restaurant.

That was when he saw him. Charles had been sitting with Andrea earlier, deep in conversation, but as Max finished a quick discussion with one of his engineers he met at the lobby and glanced over again, the other man was alone.

Max hesitated, despite himself.

Socializing with teammates during race week has always been tricky territory for him.

With Daniel, everything had come effortlessly — easy banter, shared meals when their schedules aligned, but they didn't really seek each other out, a camaraderie that balanced competition without tension. Checo, on the other hand, preferred to be left alone, retreating to his room to avoid unnecessary interactions. Max respected that. People needed different things.

But Charles?

Max wasn’t entirely sure where they stood.

They’d known each other for years, but their relationship had always been defined by rivalry. And now things were changing, Charles would seek him out between work on Milton Keynes, text and share stuff on WhatsApp…

The same easy they had been cultivating for the past years every time they shared a space, with just more forced proximity and shared subjects to debate on. 

And Max had never been good at navigating the unspoken rules of closeness.

He could command a team, banter with his mechanics, even entertain a camera when needed. But reading the unspoken expectations of people who mattered? That was still a work in progress. And yeah, they got some heart to heart in the pre season that Max wouldn’t even dream, or even expected himself to not hate. Still, pre season was one thing, race weekend was another completely different.

As he debated, Charles caught sight of him. Recognition sparked in his expression, and to Max’s surprise, he stood, a warm smile already spreading.

“Hey.” Charles called, raising a hand in greeting. “Didn’t know you were staying here.”

Max approached, clapping the offered hand. “Got in a few hours ago.” he said, running his other hand through his still-damp hair. “Just had time to shower before my stomach started protesting.”

Charles chuckled, nodding to the empty chair across from him. “Sit. Andrea just left to sleep after nagging me to order something ‘acceptable,’ so I’m on my own.”

Max grinned, sliding into the seat. “Anything good on the menu?”

“For me? Healthy soup, apparently.” Charles said, with a grimace. “Andrea wasn’t thrilled I ate at the airport.”

Max snorted, scanning the menu. “Rubert’s still on my case about weight, so… chicken it is.”

“You okay with eating here?” Charles asked, tone light but eyes sharp.

Max recognized the question for what it was—a check-in, an opening. He shrugged. “Yeah. You?”

Charles leaned back, fingers tapping idly against his glass. “Definitely. We can talk about racing.” he tilted his head, “Or not. Up to you.”

“Doesn’t matter to me.” Max said. “You?”

Charles exhaled, a grimace turning into small smile. “Eh, I don’t mind either way. I don’t particularly enjoy this track, so I'm trying to manage expectations.”

“Me neither.” Max agreed. “I’m hoping the straights help with this spaceship of a car.”

Charles let out a genuine laugh at that. “God, yes. That P6 still annoys me. Let’s hope we get a double podium soon, or Christian might fire me mid-season.”

Max hummed a laugh, glancing at Charles.

He should probably say something comforting. Maybe.

The thing was, Charles was still such a strange person to talk to, despite so long of knowing him. Cause what that even mean, if they only ever spoke about racing? Or the orbit around it—media, sponsors, team obligations. Where did that leave them?

Still, Max had learned more about Charles in the past month than in the twenty years before it. And if he were being honest — not that he ever would, not out loud—he liked it. He liked him. More than anyone else on the grid, talking to Charles was… easy. Familiar, even. There was a strange comfort in it.

That mattered. And Max didn’t let himself feel that way about many people.

“I don’t have any doubt it’s coming.” he said at last.

His tone was quieter now, steadier.

And in the next afternoon, Max stared at the Red Bull screen displaying the final qualifying results. P4—not ideal, but not disastrous either. Then his gaze flicked upward, landing on Charles’ name on top of his.

Fuck, if Max didn’t know what he was talking about.

Now it was time to get it back.

 

From the moment the lights went out, the car was alive under Max’s hands.

It still fought him, of course it did. Through the tight twists of Sector 2, the rear snapped unpredictably, demanding corrections mid-corner, but Max had spent the last year working with much worse. He adjusted, adapted, made it his.

And then, the straights. The Honda hybrid system roared to life, the acceleration slamming Max back into his seat as the RB21 devoured the asphalt. They were already on lap 45, pit stops done, it was all about managing the tires, getting the places and finish well.

Ahead, Charles was putting on a masterclass. On Max’s steering wheel display, the gap between them shrank, then stabilized. Then a flash of navy and yellow livery darting down the inside of Sainz’s Ferrari.

Charles’ move was perfect — late braking, inch-perfect placement, the Ferrari forced wide as Charles claimed the position with surgical precision.

It was a fucking nice move, Max recognize, grip tightening on the wheel.

Picking Carlos was easy after the man overheated his tires trying to defend against Charles.

He pushed harder. The McLarens were next — Norris and Piastri, cars driving defensively. Charles reached, feinting left before slingshotting past Norris on the back straight to claim P2. 

Charles defended like a man possessed, slamming the door shut every time Norris threatened, forcing the McLaren wide, daring him to try around the outside. The orange car was quick in the corners, but Charles was quicker where it counted — smarter on exits, ruthless on the brakes. Curve after curve, Norris tried, but Charles held firm.

Max watched it unfold, adrenaline pumping in waves. 

God, this is what he lived for. Racing at this level. Not politics. Not sponsor events. This.

And fuck, Charles was flying.

Max could see the way Charles placed the car, the way he risked it all on corner entries, the precision in every line. And Max wanted in. He wanted to fight him, properly. No DRS trains, no traffic — just them. Show the team and the world they were the top team.

When Charles finally shook Norris off and built a small gap, it was Max’s turn. The tires in the sweet spot, fuel load light. He stalked Norris for half a lap, waiting for the smallest slip — and there it was, a fraction too deep into Turn 10.

Max pounced.

Late braking. Inside line. No time for Lando to shut the door. The McLaren twitched under braking, and Max was already through, carving a perfect arc into the apex. Clean, clinical, brutal. 

Now it was Charles.

Max could hear his heartbeat in his helmet, the excited rasp of his own breath. The RB21 felt electric beneath him, weightless almost, and his world narrowed to the car ahead.

Let’s go, mate. Show me.

He closed the gap, corner after corner, two relentless, stubborn racers on the edge. Charles fought tooth and nail, defending like it was the last lap of his life — squeezing Max toward the grass, covering every inside, every switchback.

Wasn’t for the G force and the need to focus completely, Max would be trully laughing here.

This is it. This is what it’s supposed to feel like.

Lap 52. Max finally got the overlap down the straight, DRS open, tires screaming. Charles edged him to the very limit of the track, but it wasn’t enough. Max dove down the inside into Turn 1, braking impossibly late, RB21 barely clinging to the tarmac.

Wheel to wheel.

For a second, it looked like Charles might hold it — biting back into Turn 3, but Max had the line, the grip, the momentum.

He was through.

Now, only Piastri remained, but the Aussie was too far ahead, the gap too much this late in the race.

Final laps ticked by.

Piastri crossed the line P1. Max followed in P2. Charles, battered and brilliant, in P3.

As they rolled through the cooldown lap, Max’s heart still hammered in his chest, mind replaying every corner, every brake point. His gloves were damp, his muscles aching, but God, he felt good.

 

The champagne stung his eyes, but Charles didn’t care.

P3 wasn’t victory. It wasn’t even P2. But as the crowd’s roar vibrated through his chest and Max’s laughter cut through the haze of carbon fiber and spilled bubbly, Charles couldn’t stop the grin splitting his face.

This.

This was what he’d craved—real competition, not just against the field, but to win against himself.

The RB21 had fought him all race, its rear snapping like a live wire, but he’d wrung its neck anyway. He’d held off Norris, traded blows with Max, pushed until his vision blurred at the edges. And when Max had finally squeezed past—god, it had been exhilarating no matter what.

Because it was progress! Tangible, real, undeniable, progress.

Now, drenched and breathless, Charles watched as Max hoisted his champagne like a trophy, his usual intensity softened into something bright, almost boyish. Their eyes met—a flash of understanding—before they turned as one, showering Oscar in a tidal wave of navy and gold.

Oscar yelped, laughing as he ducked, but Charles barely registered it. Max was still looking at him, bottle raised, that challenge glinting in his eyes.

“First of many?”

Charles clinked his bottle against Max’s, the ring of glass lost in the noise. The champagne was sticky on his skin, the podium hot under the lights, but none of it mattered.

“First of many.” he agreed.

 

 

It was the morning after the Shanghai Grand Prix, and Red Bull’s media commitments were finally starting to wind down. The last photoshoot had wrapped maybe fifteen minutes ago, and they were both running on dangerously low sleep and last night hangover.

So, way past the point of trying to be photogenic.

Max had zoned out completely, still half-dressed in whatever the stylist shoved at him, counting down seconds to be let go.

“Let’s go shopping.” Charles said out of nowhere. 

Max didn’t even turn his eyes away from where the phoshoot director was still talking, and Max still not listening. “In what world do I look like someone who willingly goes shopping?”

“Exactly.” Charles countered, quietly, to not call attention to their lack of attention to the debrief happening. “You said you wanted to do more different things.”

“And shopping is where you go with that?” Max turned to glare at him.

“I just want to get out.” Charles replied with a shrug, but there was some restless energy on the way he fidgeted with a bracelet. “If we go to a mall, we can… see stuff.”

“Wow.” Max deadpanned, “a mall. So adventurous. Nothing screams culture like escalators and air conditioning.”

Charles rolled his eyes. “Then let’s go somewhere culturally relevant.” he fired back, voice low but with a bite to it. 

“On the weekend of a Formula 1 Grand Prix? In the city ? We’ll get recognized in five seconds.”

“Max Emilian, I’m trying trying here.” Charles… well, pouted, dragging out the words like a petulant kid.

Max sighed, because — well, honestly, why was Charles even asking ? “Why me, anyway?”

Charles blinked at him. “Because we’re bored?”

Max hesitated. Part of him — that stubborn part that came from years being forbidden to play with the other kids, with Charles specifically — was still always a little surprised when Charles actually wanted to spend time with him, without cameras, without a reason.

He must have been taking too long. Charles groaned and grabbed his shoulder, shaking him in that same annoying way Max had seen him do to Andrea a hundred times.

“Come ooooon.” Charles dragged out and Max could see a bunch of supposdely important people looking in their direaction.

“Okay, okay!” Max gave in, rolling his eyes. “But I’m not actually shopping.”

“Awesome.” Charles grinned, already pulling out his phone. “I’ll tell Sarah.”

 

They ended up at a narrow, crowded maze of open markets and tiny shops tucked into a cluster of old alleys — not a traditional mall, but better, with sleek storefronts of high-end brands glow beside vibrant stalls selling handmade crafts, bubble tea, and sizzling street food. A translator and a Red Bull-assigned bodyguard trailed a polite distance behind as the two drivers strolled beneath led shop signs reflected in puddles.

It was… nice. Max hated to admit it, but it was better than sitting alone in a hotel room.

Charles darted from stall to stall, ignoring the high end brands entirely in favor of the weirdest trinkets. In forty minutes, he’d bought nothing but cheap jewelry, a knockoff watch he insisted "come on is ironic, we just shoot for the real thing" and a carved wooden frog he claimed Andrea would like.

People did recognize them now and then — snapping pictures, shyly approaching for autographs — but it was mostly quick, easy. Charles handled it like breathing, pulling Max along when he slowed, waving off attention like it was nothing.

So yeah, Max was having fun, he even got some shit for himself, his cats and that half empty apartment of his.

A toy stall caught Max’s eye — a bin full of bizarre-looking plushies, their faces permanently stuck in confused, slightly terrifying expressions. 

He picked one up, inspecting it. It was the type of useless, ugly thing he would’ve brought home months ago as a trinket for P. He was about to put it back when Charles appeared beside him.

“Oh, I like those.” Charles said.

“Hm?”

“They’re quite popular. You hang them on your bag.”

“Why?”

“Because they’re cute.”

“They’re ugly.” Max snorted.

“That’s the point.” Charles laughed.

Max looked at them, their little creepy faces reminding him of one of his minor childhood traumas. “They just look like Gen Z gremlins.”

Charles hid a laugh behind his hand, before pulling it away and gesturing, “First of all, nothing wrong with that, gremlins are cute…”

“The hell they were!” Max turned toward him, scandalized. 

“Second of all.” Charles continues, ignoring him, “We are Gen Z, Max, so get off your high horse.”

“No, we are not.”

“Yes, we are. 1997 is the threshold.” Charles said, already anticipating the protest. “So we are like, the oldest possible Gen Z out there. But still — there.”

“You seem to have had this conversation before.” Max points out.

Charles’s shoulders dropped a bit, and his hand drifted to rest idly against the edge of the display, fingers tapping a soft rhythm against a box of keychains. His expression shifted — not quite fond, not quite annoyed, but something in between.

“Arthur is…  completely annoying about it.” Charles says, growing quietly as he speaks, studying the display instead.

Max hums, watching the other check at the boxes.

“Pick one then.” Max says.

“What?”

“You said they’re cute. You’ve got a bag.” Max said, gesturing to the leather messenger slung over Charles’ shoulder, or whatever it was, he wasn’t really up on bag classifications.

Charles looked at him, puzzled, then shrugged and grabbed one.

He went to tap his phone against the reader, but Max pushed his hand down and handed over his own card instead.

Charles blinked up at him.

“I told you to pick one.” Max shrugged.

He feels a little stupid doing it — but whatever, it was thirty bucks and he wanted to buy the stupid thing. He missed gifting stuff and Victoria refused to let Max buy stuff for his niblings outside special occasions.

Charles smiled as the vendor handed him the tiny box. 

“Which color did you pick?” Max asks.

“It’s a blind box. Can’t choose.” Charles explained, turning it over in his hands like a kid. Max pulled him aside, making room for people to pass. “I hope it’s the blue.” Charles grinned, showing the little chart on the back of the box.

He ripped it open, handing Max bits of paper and plastic to hold.

“Oh, that is perfect.” Charles laughed, holding up the small beige plush. “His face is orange, I'm gonna name him Max.” Charles attached the keychain to his bag, grinning like an idiot, before continuing down the street. 

Max watched him go, the little gremlin thing dangling from his bag now, its face twisted in some mischievous expression like it had done unspeakable things.

God, the dude was weird.

Max huffed a quiet laugh, falling into step beside him.

 

Charles was again buried in his phone, scrolling between the GPS app and a text from Alex about some restaurant he and Lily swore was a must-visit. 

Max was just following along, waiting the moment Charles would realize he was failing miserably into finding it by himself, when he noticed something.

He laughed to himself and prepared his phone, opening the camera app and hiting record.

“Charles.” Max said casually, getting a distracted hum back, “Hey, Charlie.”

“What?” Charles glanced up, and just as he did, Max kept recording laughing. “What is it?” Charles asked, frowning.

Max gestured up.

Charles followed the motion and visibly flinched. “Oh, shit.”

Above them, plastered across the side of a building, was a massive backlit poster of Charles himself, posing for jewelry in front of Monaco sea, half-obscured by rain streaks.

Max kept laughing, and stopped recording. “Come on. Pose.” 

“No fucking way.”

“Charles, come on.” Max insisted.

“Why?”

“Because it’s funny. You’re in China and there’s a giant-ass photo of you.”

“The brand is quite liked here, okay?” Charles says defensively.

“Charlie.”

“Ugh… fine.” Charles glanced around awkwardly, suddenly weirdly shy for someone who spent his life with his face on billboards. He did a half-assed smile and thumbs up.

Max took the picture. “I’m gonna post this.”

“No, wait, what? Max! ” Charles lunged for his phone, but Max laughed, dodging easily. “Do you even know your own Instagram password?” Charles grumbled.

Max paused. That was actually a fair point. “I’ll just send it to the media team, then.”

Charles steps back, a thoughtful expression in his face before he smiles. “You do that, Verstappen, and war is on.” He warns.

Max grinned, tucking his phone into his pocket before Charles could swipe it. “We probably should follow each other for that.” he said, too casual to be casual.

Charles raised an eyebrow, a smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth. “Sure. You first.”

Max just hummed, he wasn’t’ folding first at that. Not even Red Bull social media team desperate pleas had worked, three months in of them in the same team and they still didn’t do that.

Instead he pivoted in the direction of their translator, not missing a beat. “Let’s just ask the lady for that restaurant.”

 

[Instagram - Image Description: Photo 1. Close-up of Max in the cockpit, helmet visor up, eyes locked ahead as he adjusts his gloves; 

Photo 2. Max leaning against a Red Bull garage table, arms crossed, smirking at the camera, personal moving around him; 

Photo 3: The podium, Oscar in middle of Charles and Max; 

Photo 4. Another podium photo, Charles and Max drenchet in champagne posing together, Max’s arm around Charles’ waist, their bottles touching; 

Photo 5. A plaque with MAX P2 and CHARLES P3, the drivers at each side while the Red Bull team cheers; 

Photo 6. Charles looking put upon by having his picture taken, a hoodie above his head, posing in front of a giant APM ad featuring his own face, a Loewe leather bag on his shoulder with a Labubu charm on it.]

@maxverstappen 

Shangai weekend! @redbullracing

 

[Instagram - Image Description: Photo 1: A low-angle shot of Charles Leclerc standing beside his RB21 in the pit lane, helmet tucked under his arm, staring down the straight.

Photo 2: A head-on, low-track-level shot of Charles’ RB21 storming down the main straight. The halo and front wing sharp in focus while the background smears into streaks of wet asphalt and grey sky.

Photo 3: Candid shot of Charles in the Red Bull garage, sitting on a stack of tires, headset half-off, smiling as Rocky leans over to explain something on a tablet.

Photo 4: A trophy-side table shot: Charles’ Red Bull cap tossed next to his trophy, champagne stains on the tabletop.

Photo 5. A plaque with MAX P2 and CHARLES P3, the drivers kneeling at each side of it while the Red Bull team cheers, water spraying high.

Photo 6: Closed up photos of Charles on the podium, champagne bottle in hand.

Photo 7. Max mid-chew, eyes narrowed, struggling to wrangle a pair of chopsticks around a dumpling, a few stray noodles on the table.]

@charlesleclerc

First podium of the season! Amazing work, team! Let’s keep going!

 

 

F1 STANDINGS · 23 MAR 2025
Position. Driver. Team. Points.
# 1. NOR MCLAREN 37
# 2. VER RED BULL 33
# 3. PIA MCLAREN 29
# 4. LEC RED BULL 23
# 5. HAM FERRARI 22
# 6. RUS MERCEDES 18
# 7. ANT MERCEDES 12
# 8. SAI FERRARI 8
# 9. STR ASTON MARTIN 6
# 10. TSU RACING BULLS 3
# 11. ALB WILLIAMS 1
# 12. ...    

 

Max found him in the hotel restaurant again the night before Suzuka’s free practice. The Monegasque driver sat alone, fiddling with his phone in a way that made it clear he wasn’t truly engaged with whatever was on the screen.

Suzuka was hard.

The track itself didn’t give drivers much room to breathe—its sharp curves and high-speed straights left no space for error.
Every year, Charles faced this place, postponing the realization of the dream they’d once shared—a dream Jules had passed on to him. Usually, his brothers were here. They’d have dinner, reminisce, say a prayer for Jules. But this year, they weren’t. Neither of them was even in the same country.

And so Charles sat, alone, sipping on virgin cocktails and swallowing back the tears threatening to escape.

That’s how Max found him.

“I think we might be turning this into a tradition.” Max joked lightly, stopping at Charles’ side.

Charles tried to smile, but it felt more like a grimace. Max must’ve noticed, because his expression shifted, a flicker of concern softening his sharp features. “I can go sit somewhere else.” he offered, not unkindly.

“No, no!” Charles protested quickly, pulling out the chair beside him. “I just…” He trailed off, grasping for an excuse but coming up empty.

“Is it the car?” Max asked, his voice quieter than Charles had expected, but still direct in that uniquely Max way.

“No.” Charles said, shaking his head. The pause that followed was tense, and then, finally, he admitted, “I just hate racing here.”

Max blinked, his eyes widening as realization dawned. His mouth opened slightly, but no words came out.

Of course. Max remembered the news. He’d been not much more than kid, but he remembered how everything went quiet for a while. And he remembered Jules. Not as a headline. As the calm, soft-spoken man who used to ruffle Charles' hair after karting heats and compliment Max driving.

It was strange—almost surreal—how kind the man had been. Not just with Charles, but with everyone. That wasn’t how things worked in Max’s world. In his world, most adults were transactional. They praised success, ignored failure, expected more always. Jules had been different. Gentle.

Max had been a bit jealous, back then. He didn't know what it was called at the time.

“I’m sorry. You don’t have to say anything.” Charles said quickly, his voice steadying. “I guess the whole team change is making it harder to be here, but I’m fine.” He said. Lied.

“What do you usually do?” Max asked after a beat.

Wasn’t that the question? Charles thought for a moment before answering, his voice low.

“I usually have dinner with my brothers, by call if needed. We’d talk about him.”

“What about your brothers?” Max asked. He’d heard mention of some family tensions before, but it wasn’t a topic they’d ever delved into.

Charles sighed, his fingers tracing the edge of his glass.
“Let’s just say I’ve never been the biggest Tifosi in my family.”

“They don’t like the team change?”

“They don’t even accept it. They took it personally and…” Charles stopped himself, shaking his head. “It doesn’t matter.”

“It matters enough to have you sitting here crying alone before a race at the place that killed your godfather.” Max said, blunt as ever.

Charles looked at him. The bluntness of the words, with whatever limited closeness they’d been growing, could probably offend someone else.

Instead, yet again Max was just putting out the words Charles was too controlled to do so. It was reassuring.

It stroked a part of him that was angry

Angry at his brothers. Angry at Ferrari. Angry at himself.

The part of him that wanted to yell that he got where he was by merit, that he had earned the right to make choices. That he wasn’t betraying Jules’ memory by chasing his dream in a different uniform.

That this was the only way to fulfill it.

He couldn’t stop thinking Jules would understand if he were here. That he would hear him out, at least.

“I miss him.” Charles admitted, his voice barely above a whisper. “It’ll be ten years in a few months, and… I hate this place, I hate racing here.”

Max hesitated, then offered, “I’m not your brothers, but… you could talk to me, if you feel like it.”

Charles tilted his head, surprised.

“I remember him from when we were kids. He used to be your mechanic, right?” Max half-joked, and Charles laughed. “He was… so calm. He would congratulate me when I won.”

Max remembered. The rare warmth in Jules’ smile. The way he spoke to Charles after bad days like nothing had shattered. He may not been able to understand french, but he could see the tone, the way Charles would nod attently, like losing was just part of the learning.

Nobody had ever told Max that growing up.

A small, sad smile tugged at Charles’s lips. 

“He was like that. You know, when I was little, he’d let me win at karting sometimes. Pretend like he made a mistake, spin out. I’d be so smug about it.” He laughed softly, eyes distant. “When I got too angry after losing, he would sit me down and explain what I did wrong, and what you or Albon did right. He just… always pulled me down to Earth.”

Max stayed silent, letting him speak.

“I’m putting his picture on my helmet tomorrow.” Charles went on, his fingers absently tracing the condensation on his glass.

Max hummed, his agreement quiet but firm. “What does it look like?”

“It’s a replica of a style he liked. In all white, with his number and his name on the side, just like his helmet.” Charles paused. “I miss his face sometimes.”

Max reached out awkwardly, his hand settling on Charles’ shoulder.

“It hurts worse since I left Ferrari.” Charles admitted. “It was his dream too. And it feels like I gave up another part of him.”

“Charles…” Max started, not knowing what to say.

“He was the project, not me.” Charles said, letting the silence settle for a moment. “I just inherited it.”

There were days he could pretend Ferrari hadn’t broken something in him—days where the Red Bull garage felt like a clean slate. But Suzuka brought it all back.

Jules had wanted him in red. Had told him, as a child, he’d get there.

And he had.

And somehow, Charles still wasn’t sure he’d deserved it.

He had always tried to earn it. Every point, every podium, every drop of performance. But deep down, he’d never stopped hearing the voices that told him he only got there because Jules had paved the road. That if he hadn’t died, Charles wouldn’t have made it to F2, let alone F1.

“You deserved that seat.” Max said. “You deserved more than it.”

Charles just shook his head, rubbing his eyes. “I just wish I could’ve raced him once.” he said instead, his voice cracking slightly. “You know?”

Max leaned back slightly in his chair, his eyes scanning Charles’ face, assessing.

He wasn’t good at this. Not comfort, not softness. But Charles didn’t seem to mind.

So Max did what he always did: defaulted.

“You know, Suzuka isn’t that different from Monaco.”

Charles raised a brow, the heaviness in his expression softening just enough to let curiosity through. “If you’re about to call Monaco boring…”

“It is, but,” Max interrupted, cutting off whatever defense Charles was about to make, “it’s about pole position and pit stop strategy. And those are things Red Bull can give us.”

Charles watched him. 

“I’m still learning the car. And McLaren’s still faster.”

“But we’re better.” Max insisted. “Lando and Oscar are good. But you’re the better qualifier.”

Charles stared at him, the words settling like dust over the ache.

Max exhaled, forcing the words out. “You don’t need a red car to make him proud.”

 

The engine’s rumble thrummed through his chest, but Charles barely felt it.

He rested both hands on the halo, eyes closed, head bowed. It wasn’t a long prayer—just a moment, barely a breath, for Jules. For the boyy who dreamed of a seat, in this very sport and handed the dream down to him like a legacy. For the man made possible for Charles continue his dream. 

Be with me today. Just this one. He let go of the halo. The lights blinked red overhead.

Pole position.

Suzuka spread before him like a ribboned blade—merciless curves, sudden drops, speed so violent it blurred the edges of vision. But Charles wasn’t afraid. Not today.

Rocky’s voice crackled in his ear. “Okay Charles, let’s bring it home. You know what you have. You know who’s behind.”

He did. Max.

In his mirrors, Verstappen’s car shimmered like a threat. A Red Bull twin, but driven with the sharp, relentless force Max had perfected over the years. Aggression was Max’s love language on track. He attacked gaps that didn’t exist, dared others to blink first.

Charles had blinked before. He wouldn’t today.

Jules once told him how Max raced—back when they were still kids, back when Charles would get furious watching Max divebomb into corners like he had a death wish. Jules had leaned on the karting fence, arms folded, voice calm.

"He pushes until you yield. You don't have to yield. Stay close. Make him show his hands. You dance with him—don't fight. Dance."

The lights went out.

Charles launched off the line clean, the car humming like it wanted this as badly as he did. Behind, Max was already there—barely a heartbeat behind. They barreled into Turn 1 side-by-side, Max nosing up the inside with a hungry lunge.

Charles didn’t yield.

He turned in with precision, holding his ground even as Max’s tire nearly kissed his sidepod. No contact. Barely. He held the line, exited clean. Max didn’t fall back.

They danced.

Sector after sector, Charles placed the car exactly where Max didn’t want it—tight into the Degners, wide on the hairpin exit to kill momentum, defensive but fluid. Max’s aggression was like thunder; Charles responded with lightning.

Lap after lap blurred together. Rocky’s voice anchored him.

“We’re faster in clean air. If he gets DRS, we’re still safe into Spoon.”

They’d planned for this. Two-stop strategy.

Medium–medium–soft. Max had mirrored it, of course. Red Bull left nothing to chance, and Max never accepted a slower plan. So Charles changed the tempo instead.

He slowed in places Max expected him to fly, then punched the throttle early where Max set up to dive. Forced the overtake to come in a zone Max hated, outside into 130R. Not even Max could justify a move there.

And still, he tried.

Charles saw the shadow move. Max angled in just a hair too wide. Jules’ voice echoed in his memory.

"Let him show you the move. Then shut the door, gentle. Make him doubt it next time."

He did. Charles lifted half a beat early, tricked Max into taking the outside, then edged him onto the curb. Still clean. Still legal.

Max swore into the radio.

Charles smiled.

They came in for the second stop—clean, fast, perfect. Rocky was calm.

“You’re still leading. He’s pushing hard, gap’s under one.”

He knew. He could feel the pressure like a phantom hand on his neck, but the final stint was softs. And Charles had saved his best for now.

The tires gripped like claws through the esses. Charles threaded the car between apexes with surgical control, using every centimeter, every twitch of the wheel Jules had taught him to trust. The final laps were a storm of precision, Max looming large behind him, trying everything—feints, braking late, crowding lines.

Charles danced.

When the checkered flag waved, the Red Bull pit wall erupted in cheers, but Charles barely heard it over the static of his heartbeat. Max crossed just behind, no more than half a second back.

He exhaled.

Rocky was in his ear, laughing. “That was it. That was everything.”

Charles smiled, slow and exhausted, looking up at the sky above Suzuka. The pain hadn’t gone. The ache for Jules, the anger at his brothers, the doubts—none of it had vanished.

But he had raced like himself.

 

[Sky Sports F1 Coverage - Live: Footage fades in from the final seconds of the race. Charles Leclerc brings the car to a halt on the main straight. The Suzuka grandstands are a sea of red and blue, flags waving, the crowd on its feet.]

CROFTY (voice over):  "Listen to that crowd. You can feel it, can’t you? This isn’t just another victory—it’s the moment. Charles Leclerc wins at Suzuka… for the very first time in his career, in his 150th Grand Prix start, and it’s his first win in Red Bull colours. What a story."

SIMON:  "It’s monumental, Crofty. For Charles, this circuit has always carried a shadow. Jules Bianchi’s memory is woven into every corner of this track for each driver."

Cut to Charles standing on the car, arms raised, helmet lifted high for the cameras. On the back, a tribute photo of Jules Bianchi is visible.

CROFTY: "There he is. That helmet says it all. Jules, his sport race godfather, childhood friend. One of the biggest and most recent losses of the sport. That’s not celebration. That’s tribute."

Charles carefully climbs down, places the steering wheel back in, then walks toward the barriers, where Red Bull, including Max stand.

Max offers a hand. Charles claps it and Max pulls him into a hug.

SIMON: "And this… this is special. These two have known each other since they were kids. Karting rivals. Formula 1. And now, teammates. 

Max is seems saying something and Charles visibly starts crying in Max’s arms.

CROFTY (voice quieter): "That is the image. Two rivals, and look at that. Max offering more than just congratulations. He knows what this means. You can see it in his face."

Max holds him, saying something with a smile and Charles laughs, pulling away. Max slaps his shoulder and pulls him in back again before they walk off toward their team together.

SIMON: "That’s what sport is about. That’s what Formula 1 is about. Legacy. Rivalry. Respect. And emotion that cuts through the noise."

Footage cuts to Charles and Max leaping the barrier together into the waiting arms of their Red Bull crew. The crowd continues to roar.]

 

[Instagram - Image Description: Charles stepping on the car his helmet high, Jules’s image on full display. The crowd is blurred in the background, a smile streachs despite the raw emotions.]

@charles_leclerc

"Forever grateful. For the car, the team, the lessons, and for him. Merci, Jules. This one’s for you. #1 for Jules #Suzuka2025"

 

The party at Suzuka was everything one would expect from a Red Bull celebration - loud, alcoholic, and brimming with energy. The private lounge glimmered with a mix of neon lights and sleek, understated decor, ensuring it felt exclusive but not over the top. Half of the grid was there, along with team members, engineers, and a smattering of familiar faces. It was a night to revel in success, and Charles’ victory was the crown jewel of the evening.

Charles was standing near the bar, a half-empty drink in hand, when Pierre made his way over. His grin was wide, the sort of expression that immediately set Charles at ease.

“Well, well, look at you.” Pierre teased, nudging him lightly. “Keeping those Honda fans out there happy, huh?”

Charles laughed, his shoulders relaxing for the first time all evening. “Took me long enough. You know, no pressure or anything. Just the need to prove myself to my new employees.”

“Right.” Pierre said, raising his drink in mock solemnity. “No pressure at all. You just casually pulled off one of the cleanest wins of your career. And breaking Max’s streak, no less.”

The two shared a laugh and a side hug, but as the noise of the party swelled around them, Pierre’s expression shifted, the humor dimming slightly. He helf his shoulder so a moment, his tone quieter. “Jules would’ve been proud, you know.”

Charles froze for a moment, the mention of his godfather cutting through the haze of champagne and adrenaline. He swallowed, then nodded, his voice steady but soft. “Yeah… I thought about him a lot today.” Pierre simply, nodded, knowing. Charles looked at his friend, a lump forming in his throat. “Thanks, Pierre.”

For a few moments, they stood in companionable silence, letting the roar of the party fade into the background. Then Pierre leaned in slightly, his voice dropping further.

“You know… I gotta say, kinda weird you didn’t tell me about Red Bull. Not a text, not a ‘hey, I might be leaving Ferrari,’ nothing.”

Charles stiffened imperceptibly, his fingers tightening around his glass. He glanced away, his gaze sweeping over the crowded room. 

Well, that was a long time coming talk.

“There wasn’t much to talk about. It was just… the right time.”

Pierre raised an eyebrow, his skepticism unspoken but palpable. “The right time.” He took a sip of his drink, then tilted his head. “You really wanna deal with Helmut though?”

Charles grimaced with a dry laugh. “Helmut kinda likes me.”

Pierre made a face. “I’m not surprised. You’d be able to manipulate Putin into liking you. It’s honestly terrifying.”

Charles snorted, shaking his head. “It’s not like that.”

“Uh-huh.” Pierre leaned back with a grin.

Charles forced a smile, raising his glass in mock cheer. “Come on, let’s have fun and enjoy the party. You owe me a dance after this.”

Pierre laughed, the tension dissolving. “You wish.”

 

Charles excused himself quietly, leaving Yuki and Pierre mid-story, their laughter chasing him down the corridor. The lights in the hallway were dimmer here, the bass of the party pulsing faintly through the walls, but it all felt a world away. He needed a moment to breathe, to cool the mix of champagne and adrenaline still buzzing in his blood.

He exhaled, running a hand through his hair as he pushed open the door, a little too tipsy, far too tired.

He turned the corner, heading toward the bathroom—eyes slightly unfocused, mind on nothing in particular—until movement in the alcove just beside the door pulled him back to the present.

Then he froze.

The scene before him was not what he expected.

Max was there — which wasn't surprising, it was a Red Bull party about their 2 podium earning drivers, of course Max was at attendance, they had seen each other before.

But it wasn’t Max' presence that was surprising in this, but how. For one, he wasn’t wearing a team shirt, which alone was shocking enough. 

And then there was the person with him.

Max had one hand pressed firmly against the wall, the other resting casually at the waist of his companion. He was smirking, his lips curved in that self-assured way he often wore on the grid–but now, it was different. Intimate. Personal. The kind of look Charles had never saw on the man.

Charles blinked, his gaze shifting to the person Max was practically pinning against the wall. They were shorter than Max, noticeably so, with dark, fluffy hair. Asian, Charles noted absently, his brain lagging as it worked to process what he was seeing.

Max was about to kiss him.

Charles felt his stomach flip. He blinked again, harder this time, as if he’d walked into some alternate universe. Max. Kissing a guy.

Oh. That was new.

Charles shook himself, forcing his legs to move before he stood there too long and made it even more awkward. As he stepped past them, the pair shifted slightly, and Charles caught a better look at the guy — pretty, with a sharp jawline and an easy confidence in the way he leaned into Max’s space.

He caught a snippet of Max’s low voice, murmured words Charles couldn’t make out, but that were clearly meant for no one else. 

Charles felt his face and neck warm.

He moved, focusing straight ahead, determined to pretend he’d seen nothing. He pulled open the bathroom door and slipped inside, the cool air hitting him all at once. He didn’t look at the mirror. Just stood at the sink and washed his hands, fingers trembling slightly beneath the stream of water.

He washed his hands quickly, the running water masking the faint murmur of conversation behind him. By the time he left back to the corridor, Max was standing casually now, his companion adjusting his shirt. They looked... normal. Like nothing out of the ordinary had just happened.

Charles swallowed hard and left it behind, stepping back into the buzz of the party. His mind raced as he walked, the scene replaying in his head.

Yeah, that was definitely new.

 

 

 

F1 STANDINGS · 06 APR 2025
Position. Driver. Team. Points.
# 1. VER RED BULL 51
# 2. NOR MCLAREN 49
# 3. LEC RED BULL 48
# 4. PIA MCLAREN 37
# 5. HAM FERRARI 26
# 6. RUS MERCEDES 24
# 7. SAI FERRARI 18
# 8. ANT MERCEDES 14
# 9. STR ASTON MARTIN 12
# 10. TSU RACING BULLS 5
# 11. ALB WILLIAMS 2
# 12. ...    

 

 

Notes:

Some people were shocked about last chapter Melbourne result.
Thing is, when I started writing in December, I didn’t plan the season’s points. Then, halfway through, I had an idea and I was like OH. Then built an excel with every race result for Max and Charles until the finale. And now I’m its hostage. One tweak and the entire plot collapses.

Now every time I edit a chapter to post, I also include every single driver position there to build that graphic on the chapter too :D

So, if you think my numbers are wrong, THEY ARE NOT! I SWEAR! I just didn't add the others driver's result - which, btw, is anyone interested on? I tried adding, but it felt too technical and long, I don't know if anyone here would be interested.
Edit: Decided to add all the drivers numbers since I posted ......I clearly hate myself

 

Thank you for every comment, I hope you guys are enjoying this work. Please, leave kudos if so <3

Chapter 12

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Back in Monaco, Max managed to convince Rupert that a padel match would suffice for the day’s cardio. He texted Lando to see if he was around and up for a game, but the Brit replied he wasn’t in the city. Resigned, Max figured he’d be stuck playing against his trainer, when he caught sight of someone already on the court. 

Charles was mid-game with Andrea. 

Charles didn’t usually join in on padel games with the other drivers. He often spent his time with his family and local friends when in Monaco. 

Curious, Max wandered over to the court, leaning against the fence and watching the match. Charles was laughing, in that boyish angry behaviour when he missed the ball, pointing at his trainer and yelling something in italian. Max huffed a laugh, ignoring what Rupert was saying besides him.

Andrea noticed him first and gestured for a pause, making Charles turned, his gaze sweeping over the court before landing on Max. For a brief moment, his expression seemed disappointed, but then recognition lit his face, followed by a warm smile.

"Max." Charles greeted, jogging to them, his voice carrying that melodic accent of his. "Hey, how are you?"

Max the handclap. "I’m good, mate.” 

“Are you finishing up?", Rupert asked, shaking Charles’ hand.

Charles shook his head. "We barely started. Want in?"

Max nodded, pleased at the invitation. "Us versus you two?" Max suggested, motioning to Charles and Andrea.

Charles agreed with a grin, meeting Max in the center for a quick greeting before they separated to their respective sides of the court.

There was something refreshing about playing with the other drivers, to feel that familiar competition in a different setting. And Charles had a knack for making things fun. This season just felt… lighter, in a sense. Checo was a great teammate, but their attempts to create content never really clicked. They both went through the motions, but neither truly cared.

Charles went all-out in everything, from racing to a botherline terrifying UNO experience, and that silly, sincere, intensity pulled Max in every. single. time. He turned boring PR events and interviews into easy, natural chit chat. It was almost scary how Charles could get Max to drop his guard, like peeling off armor he didn’t even know he was wearing.

He chalked it up to some sense of missed opportunities, the kind where that amount of forced proximity could have turned them into close friends if not for the rivalry.

The game began, and Max quickly realizes Charles was better at padel than him — not that he’d admit it. Max and Rupert lost the first two sets, but Charles’s laughter and good-natured ribbing kept the atmosphere light. Max found himself smiling where he would normally start getting frustrated and annoyed. 

Determined to even the score, Max called for another game.

Rupert chuckled, sipping from his water bottle. "Maybe you two should team up." he suggested, his tone full with amusement.

"And play against the two trainers?" Max countered, not liking the odds.

Andrea laughed again. "You two are the high-performance athletes, no?" he joked, accent thick.

Charles and Max exchanged a glance, instantly picking up on the teasing.

"I don’t like his tone." Max said, raising an eyebrow at Charles.

"Not one bit." Charles agreed, that familiar competitive fire lighting up his features.

They joined forces, stepping onto the court with renewed effort. The game that followed was much faster paced and intense, both drivers pushing themselves harder than necessary for what was essentially a friendly match. 

Yelling echoeing off, balls flying, and Rupert barely dodged one straight to his face when Charles swung with too much enthusiasm.

Despite never playing together before, they easily found a rhythm together. Twenty years of studying each other's every move on track translated perfectly to the court. They won the match, sealed with a triumphant cheer that echoed across the court. Max and Charles celebrated with exaggerated fist pumps and laughter, their excitement almost childlike.

"You’re happier about this than a Grand Prix win." Rupert teased, shaking his head.

Andrea let out a whistle, chiming in with a grin. "You did play well. Always covering for each other."

Max glanced at Charles, who met his gaze with his awkward wink. "Guess we’re finally getting the hang of it." Charles said, his tone light but with an undercurrent of sincerity.

The trainers had won the third game, clinching the best-of-three match after a tiebreaker. It had been fun, even if Charles had spent the last few minutes sulking dramatically after missing a critical defense.

“Unbelievable.” he whined, turning to Max with a pout. “That wasn’t even a hard out.”

Max, sitting on the edge of the court with his bottle of water, just laughed. Charles’ indignation was always entertaining, especially considering how dumb the game had been.

“You’ll survive.” Max said dryly, stretching out his legs.

Charles huffed, flopping onto the bench next to him, letting his head drop back. The two sat in companionable silence while their trainers got lost in a heated, jargon-heavy debate about fitness techniques, Charles tried to keep up for a minute before giving up.

“I still think they counted it wrong.” Charles grumbled.

Max smirked. “I totally agree, mate.” He leaned back, making a show of relaxing, arms folded behind his head. “So, how’s it going?”

The question was casual, mostly to fill the silence, but Charles hesitated before answering. “I invited my brothers over.” he admitted. “As you can see, they didn’t come.”

“They still being assholes about it?”

Charles exhaled a short, dry laugh. “I mean… they congratulated me on Suzuka. We texted a little, but then they stopped answering me.”

“My sister would be yelling instead of giving me the silent treatment. I don’t know which is worse.” Max mused, Charles could feel him watching the side of his face. “I don’t think they are the only ones hung up on Ferrari, though.”

Charles frowned, looking down at the man. Max nods pointedly to where Charles was toying with the 'Forza Ferrari' bracelet he definitely shouldn’t be wearing in public, twisting it around around his wrist.

He froze for a second, noticing it for the first time, then sighed, pulling off and putting it in shorts pocket. “A fan gave it to me a long time ago. I used to wear it all the time… guess I picked for emotional support when my brother said they wouldn’t come.” he joked, feeling a sad smile stretch in his face.

Max hummed, his knee nudging Charles’ in that inept way of showing support of his. Charles chuckled, a tense sound, before he nudged Max’s knee back. “How are you, then?”

“There’s not much happening, to be honest.” Max shrugged.

Charles hummed, looking away. Without meaning to, he remembered the last time he saw Max and looked away, the memory making him feel confused, again hitting too close home.

“What?” Max pressed, noticing his silence.

Charles hesitated, caught between asking or staying in the dark with that knowledge.

“Did you… have fun at the party Sunday?” he asked, voice careful, measured. Max blinked, thrown off by the question. Charles pondered how to continue for a moment. “I saw you with that guy.” Charles clarified, trying to go for natural and hitting embarrasse.

Max visibly froze, eyes widening. “Oh.” He said, simply.

Charles winced. “Sorry for bringing it up.” he continues quickly, gesturing. “It just, hm, felt wrong to know and not tell you that I do. When I don’t know how open you are about this.”

Max scratched the back of his neck, “Well, yeah. That’s something.”

Charles nodded, his nervous smile almost a grimace. He didn’t know if he should let go, or continue to try and show he wasn’t being weird about it, despite clearly being weird about it, “Well, was it good?”

Max laughed, sitting up and nudging Charles’ shoulder, “If you wanted gossip, Charlie, you can just asked like a normal person.”

“I am normal.” Charles muttered, though his ears were still pink and his eyes off. “Just… you aren’t exactly the most open, so it fells weird to know this about you and hide.”

He just wanted to know. 

It wasn’t his place to, but Charles just wanted to connect on this, even if a little, even if he wasn’t ready to actually open back  to Max.

The past two months turned things between them different, Charles thought. Easy in a way Charles hadn’t expected. Max had become a constant and unexpected font of comfort. 

But it also felt uneven.

Max never talked about himself. He played the part of that perfectly blunt, “fuck-off mentality” man Charles knew he wasn’t. 

And then there was this. The hookup. The thing Charles couldn’t pretend was just casual curiosity. Because Max was… Max. But he was also, apparently, like him — yet again, Max was like him. A fact that sat in Charles’ chest like a secret he’d stolen.

He hadn’t meant to pry. But when he’d seen Max at that party — Christ. It had been like spotting a reflection in a crowd. Familiar. Terrifying.

And now here he was, fumbling through this conversation. Not just because it felt unfair to know and not say, but because—

Because some pathetic part of him wanted to know.

How long had Max even been into men? Also, who hooks up with someone like that in what was essentially a work function? Had it always been this easy for him? Did he–

Oh God. Was Max just better at being queer than Charles?

That was an annoying thought.

He’d heard rumors before, seen the online jokes, but it always felt like social media noise — either overzealous fans thirsting or idiots trying to emasculate the reigning champion. Lewis had gone through it, Senna too. This kind of speculation was nothing new.

And what if Max, with his stupid confidence and complete disregard for people’s opinion and brand management, just did it? What if he gave an interview, confirmed the jokes weren’t jokes, and suddenly Charles had to act like he wasn’t screaming internally about the fact that yet again Max reached a milestone he, himself couldn’t reach?

Would that make it easier for Charles? Would that make it harder? Would people look closer at the other drivers? At himself?

It wasn’t that he had internal struggles with being gay. The issue wasn’t self-acceptance, it was logistics.

Formula 1 was a PR minefield. Everyone had an opinion, and the media could twist even the most innocent interactions into headline-worthy scandals. And Charles had spent years curating his image, keeping his personal life private, while appearing enough for people not to go digging that much. 

Not out of fear or shame, but because he understood the game.

And sure, he would go public someday — when he wasn’t actively driving, when he didn’t have sponsorships and a career to protect. But now? No. It wasn’t worth the risk.

Max huffed a laugh, shaking his head. “It was fine.” he said honestly.

Charles nodded, “Yeah?”, he asked, quieter this time. 

“I’m not… out.” Max admitted after a moment. “My sister knows. A few people at Red Bull do, too. Some of the other drivers might suspect from when I was younger, but they probably just think I was some stupid kid experimenting.”

Charles tilted his head, his curiosity not quite hidden. “Were they wrong?”

Max hesitated, then exhaled a small laugh. “Timing-wise? No. At the time, it was experimenting, but I am bi. I just stuck with women after, so people assumed.”

“And now it’s started back?”

Max nodded,shrugging too, a rueful smile tugging at his lips. “I was just drunk, Charles. But it’s hard meeting people in general, let alone people I trust enough to share this. I can’t exactly wave NDAs around at parties.”

Wow, that was familiar. The laugh that bubbled out of Charles was startled out of him, light and warm with recognition. “God, tell me about it.”

Max turned his head, surprised by the sudden shift in tone. “Are you and Alex having issues?”

Charles hesitated for half a second, Wasn't this supposed to be about Max? About Max being vulnerable? “Not really. We just… have a different type of relationship.”

Max gave him a look. One very judgemental one, if Charles was reading this right — fuck, Charles hated the cheating rumours.

Charles sighed, running a hand through his hair. “Let’s just say we have much more separate lives than we show.”

Max frowned. “So, are you guys, like, open?”

“No, I mean, that too, I guess, but we’re just not… dating, exactly, either.”

Max’s frown deepened. “You’re not —”

“She’s my friend.” Charles cut in, almost too fast, like he wanted to get ahead of whatever Max was thinking and defend her place in his life. “So we’re kind of… friends with benefits, except the benefits include helping our careers, too.”

Except the benefits were everything but sex, Charles corrected silently. 

Max raised an eyebrow. “That makes it sound like some kind of PR contract.”

Charles huffed a quiet laugh. “It’s real, for us.” Charles defends, “We just don’t show the real to the world, you know?”

Max just nodded, digesting all of that.

They sat in silence for a while, the distant chatter of their trainers the only sound. It wasn’t awkward, exactly. Just a lot to take in.

Their trainers seemed to be wrapping up their conversation as they walked back over. Charles glanced at Max. “Should we get lunch?”

“I’m in.” Max said.

 

 

Fuck, it was hot.

Charles tugged at the collar of his blue team kit, already damp with sweat. He liked the design well enough — Alex had been working some magic helping him pick the right bottoms to match it — but Christ, Bahrain was merciless.

Normally, Charles hated ice baths. He hated the biting shock of cold, the way it crawled up his skin. But today? He was practically dreaming about it.

The inflatable tubs were being filled when Antoine wandered over, camera slung around his neck.

"You want to get some footage for the vlog?" Antoine asked, grinning. 

Charles hesitated, then shrugged. He was in a good enough mood to be generous. 

They were chatting as the tub slowly filled, when Max appeared at his side.

"You getting a bath?" Max asked, his voice low and amused as he nodded at the tubs.

"Oh yeah." Charles said, grinning over at him. "You?"

"Yup. I'm melting" Max replied, swiping a hand across his forehead.

He wasn’t lying. His face was flushed, cheeks a shade too red. Charles bit back a smirk; Max really wasn't built for this kind of heat.

Charles turned back to Antoine. "We can record something else later." he said casually.

Anthoine raised an eyebrow in question, but Charles just nodded slightly toward Max. The photographer caught on quick, clapping Charles on the shoulder before exchanging a little fist bump with Max and walking off.

No way was Charles about to record Max half-naked without his say-so, he didn’t even want to ask this.

They slid into the tubs at the same time. Charles let out a loud moan as the freezing water hit his skin, sinking down inch by painful inch. Max barked a laugh at his side but didn’t look much better himself, grimacing as he lowered into the ice.

"Fuck." Charles hissed, shivering. "Why do people do this for fun?"

"Beat me." Max said, voice tight from the cold but smiling all the same.

They sat there, water sloshing around them, steam practically rising off their skin from the contrast. After a moment, Max asked, "What was Anthoine going to do?"

Charles grinned, teeth chattering a little. "We were gonna record this."

Max raised an eyebrow, lips quirking. "Selling naked pics, Charlie?"

Charles stuck his tongue out at him, juvenile and unbothered. "Call it community service, it's only right to share." He said, with a wink.

Max laughed, tilting his head back against the rim of the tub, a real belly laugh that made his whole body shake slightly under the water.

"So why’d you stop then?" he asked, turning his head to look at Charles.

Charles pivoted on the place so they could face each other fully, propping his chin on the edge of the tub. He let his gaze skim — briefly, carefully — over the way Max’s shoulders and chest cut clean above the waterline, the light catching the pale skin still wet and gleaming.

He wasn’t going to be the one to expose that. Not when Max so rarely let the world see it.

"Just didn’t feel like it." Charles said lightly, shrugging one shoulder.

Max hummed in response, a low sound as he mirrored Charles’s position, resting his head on the crook of his arm. The casual sprawl of him made Charles's throat dry. He quickly looked away, gulping quietly.

"Excited about the rappelling next week?" Charles asked, fishing for safer ground.

Max groaned, scrubbing a hand down his face. "Oh, fuck, don't remind me."

Charles’s grin was immediate, teeth bright and wicked. "Oh, please, tell me you're scared of heights."

"I'm not!" Max shot back, instantly defensive. "There's a difference between being scared of heights and being scared of rappelling down a fucking skyscraper."

Charles burst out laughing, smacking the water with his hand and sending cold splashes everywhere.

 

 

The race… happened. A problem with his wheel, Max getting a 5 seconds penalty for crossing the chicane. P4 and P5.

After his win in Suzuka, that result was like another ice bath.

Charles gone back to his hotel after the race, his frustration simmering just beneath the surface. He was angry at himself for letting the car’s potential slip through his fingers yet again. The track had been unforgiving, and he’d made mistakes — small ones, but enough to cost him valuable points.

He was supposed to leave that night. Joris and Andrea, along with most of his team, had already headed to the airport. But a sudden storm had grounded all flights, leaving Charles stranded in Bahrain for another night. He’d barely made it back to the hotel when he ran into Max in the lobby.

“I thought you would’ve left already.” Charles said, stopping by his side.

Max shrugged, his hands shoved deep into his pockets. “Flight got cancelled.”

“Ah.” Charles said, nodding. “Same.”

There was a pause, the kind of heavy silence that only comes after a disappointing day.

“You didn’t want to go out?” Max asked, glancing at Charles. 

He snorted, his expression darkening. “To what, celebrate barely scraping into the points?”

“Yeah. Same.” Max said, his shoulder bumping on Charles.

Charles sighed, yes, thank you. Charles didn't understand how other drivers would go party after a dissapointing race — unless it was about getting shit faced, to forget. 

They stood there for a moment, the weight of the day pressing down on them. Then Max tilted his head, studying Charles. “You look like you’re about to punch a wall.”

“Look who is talking.” Charles says back, copying much less naturally bump to Max's shoulder. He sighed, “I was thinking about the gym. Or maybe the pool. Something to burn off this… whatever.” he gestures.

Max raised an eyebrow, looking genuinely annoyed. “It’s 2am, we just raced for 2 hours, and you want to go for a swim?”

“Why not?” Charles shot back, though, considering how truly exhausted he was, it was maybe not his brightest idea.

Max shook his head, muttering something under his breath that sounded suspiciously like ‘crazy person’, but then he sighed, glancing at Charles. “Come on. Let’s just… watch a movie or something. Before you do something stupid like drowning yourself.”

Charles sighed, wondering if it was a good idea to put two equally pissed and exhausted of drivers together, but he ends up nodding. The worst it could happen is them re harshing this shit weekend.

“Fine. But I’m picking the movie.”

“No way, you gonna pick something stupid.” Max said, throwing an arm over Charles shoulder.

“You wouldn’t know good cinema if hit you in the face.”

“Yeah, yeah, whatever, just in a language I don’t need to read, please.” Max retorted, pressing the elevator button.

They bickered all the way up to Max’s room, and by the time they settled in to watch the movie — The Fifth Element, cause it was a classic, thank you very much, Max — Charles felt himself starting to rewind. 

The room was dimly lit, the glow from the TV casting flickering shadows across the walls. Max sat on his side of the bed, propped up against the headboard, while Charles sprawled beside him. 

The movie played quietly in the background, but neither of them was really watching. Instead, they talked.

“The wheel was so heavy today.” Max said, his tone matter-of-fact. “I couldn’t get the traction I needed out of the corners. It felt like the car was fighting me.”

There was a pause, the kind of silence that only came when two people were too tired to fill the space with words. Charles shifted slightly, pulling the blanket higher over his shoulders. “Do you think it’s the setup? Or is it something deeper with the car?”

Max frowned, considering the question. “Could be both. The setup wasn’t ideal, but there’s something about the way the car handles corners that feels… inconsistent. Like it’s not responding the way it did last week.” He rubbed his face, letting out a prolonged groan. “Then that fucking penalty.”

Charles didn’t respond right away. “Your interviews was something.” Charles started, smirking slightly. 

“Yeah, I was pissed.”

“The whole silent act too, very entertaining.” Charles teased, turning on his side.

“What else I was supposed to do? With those fucking rules, I can’t open my mouth without getting community service.”

Max let out a sigh, sinking lower into the pillows. As he turned to look at Charles, he realised how close they were — Charles watching him with a strange kind of quiet, like he was trying to see through him.

“Christian was wrong.” Charles murmured.

Max blinked. “What?”

“It’s not that you just don’t care about politics. You don’t see the bigger picture.” Charles’s voice wasn’t cruel, just… matter of fact. “I’m honestly shocked it lasted this long. You do know Red Bull’s been struggling with cost cuts, right?”

Max frowned, actually confused about what the man was talking now. “I still don’t get it, we didn’t lose any sponsors.”

“No,” Charles said, sitting up slightly, “but the size of the deals shrank. Less money means cutting people. The people you don’t really notice. Fewer support staff. Less prep. And when that happens, everyone get stretched thin. That’s why the car’s was inconsistent last season, how still is.”

Max threw his hands up. “I won four championships, like how hard is it to sell this?”

“And that’s the only reason you get away with being this bad at communication.” Charles shot back, his voice sharper now. “You hate the media, the team PR stuff, the branding… but this, it matters, Max. When you win all the time, people begin to hate you. And that, it cannot last. And you refuse to give them something else to sell, so it becomes one crisis after the other.”

Max fell silent, jaw tight, knowing Charles wasn’t wrong. “I can’t switch it off, Charles. I don’t work like you.”

“Oh, you think I enjoy it? I left the my dream team because of shit like this, but I can’t ignore the fact it’s part of the sport.” Charles sighs, before continuing, voice softer now. “It sucks, but acting right to the public softens the penalties, makes the stewards feel less attacked. Media’s less brutal. You play the game, they back off.”

Max exhaled, looking away. The idea of having to control every word, every expression — it was suffocating. 

(Get out and I do not want to hear you anymore.)

“You know… Pierre said something to me in Suzuka.” Charles said, and yet again Max was having a hard time keeping up with Charles mind. “He was annoyed I didn’t tell him about the Red Bull move. Said something about me actually wanting to deal with Helmut.” Max grimaces, Charles let out a dry laugh. “Truth is, of course I don’t. This team’s a mess sometimes. Real, bad shit piling up, making more people hate us. But the mechanics, the engineers, the real hard working talented people — they’re good. They deserve better. So do the fans. I want… I want to build something they can believe in. Something that is worth to support.”

Max lets out a slow breath, staring at the ceiling, taking Charles’s words in.

“So what, I’m just supposed to smile and nod when they ask me stupid questions? Pretend I don’t care when they screw me over?” Max asks, turning to study him. Charles looked exhausted, but there was something stubborn in his expression, something unshaken. It was the same look he had when he was discussing strategies and cars updates.

Charles groaned, like he was trying to explain french grammar. “No, Max, is not about lying, is about how to work the true in a way people will listen to you.”

He wasn’t saying anything new. Tens of people had told Max to watch the way he spoke. PR team, management, his friends, Christian at least a dozen times every season.

Is not that he didn’t understand the logic — he did — he just didn’t want to do it. It felt stupid, like a clown's make up he needed to put on to be able to drive. He just wanted to fucking drive.

But Charles had a point. Christian may have never approached Max about the budged issues until he had to defend Charles contract, shieldering the driver from anything that would take his focus away from his performance — it helped Max couldn’t care less about most gossip around himself — but Max was aware, from his personal team dealing with things that would mess his sucess, that things were off.

Then Christian signed Charles, for the peformance and the sucess, and the money.

It made fucking sense. 

“Do you want me to go?” Charles asked, voice now losing the confidence of before, like he expected Max to throw him out for saying some truths. 

Max exhaled, pulling at the blanket at their feet, and throwing over the man. 

“No, watch your movie.”

 

 

F1 STANDINGS · 13 APR 2025
Position. Driver. Team. Points.
# 1. NOR MCLAREN 64
# 2. VER RED BULL 63
# 3. LEC RED BULL 58
# 4. PIA MCLAREN 55
# 5. RUS MERCEDES 49
# 6. HAM FERRARI 32
# 7. SAI FERRARI 26
# 8. ANT MERCEDES 24
# 9. STR ASTON MARTIN 16
# 10. ALO ASTON MARTIN 6
# 11. TSU RACING BULLS 5
# 12. ALB WILLIAMS 4
# 13. GAS ALPINE 1
# 14. ...    

 

 

Charles woke up slowly, the faint light of dawn barely shining through the curtains. He blinked, disoriented, as he took in the unfamiliar room. Waking up in different hotel rooms around the world was something he was used to, but this time, something felt off.

There was a warmth beside him, a steady presence that made his heart skip a beat. He turned his head — and nearly yelped when he found Max’s face just 20 centimeters from his own.

“Shit.” Charles muttered under his breath, scrambling to sit up. His thoughts raced as he looked around the room. 

He glanced down at himself, for a moment panicking for a moment, relieved to see they were both still fully clothed. Why was he in Max’s bed— 

Oh, right, the movie. They had been watching a movie last night, and he must have fallen asleep. That was all. Nothing weird. Kinda new, but totally normal.

Charles let out a quiet sigh, running a hand through his messy hair. He turned back to look at Max, who was still asleep, his face smushed into the pillow and one arm stretched out toward the empty space where Charles had been lying.

It was the first time Charles had ever seen Max asleep. 

Even on long flights, Max always seemed to be awake, between working and annoying someone. He looked... different. Unguarded, softened by sleep, his breathing slow and even. Reminded Charles of an younger version of the man, he only got glimpses from afar.

Charles realised he was staring a little too long and quickly looked away, his cheeks warming. He needed to get out of there before Max would wake up and turn this into something.

As quietly as he could, Charles slipped out of the bed, careful not to disturb the other man. He grabbed his shoes and tiptoed toward the door, glancing back once more to make sure Max was still asleep.

The door clicked softly as he closed it behind him, and Charles let out a breath he didn’t realise he’d been holding.

He shook his head, a small, nervous laugh escaping him as he made his way down the hallway. He was overthinking this. It was fine. Totally fine.

 

 

 

In Jeddah, Charles sought Max out himself at the hotel restaurant again. This time, it felt more like an emergency strategy meeting.

“How the fuck we are supposed to control the cars on this track?” Charles announced instead of greeting, plopping into the seat across from Max. Without hesitation, he reached for Max’s untouched complimentary bread.

Max raised a brow but didn’t stop eating. “You eat bread during a race weekend?”

“Carbs aren’t your enemy, Verstappen.” Charles shot back.

“Says the twink.” Max replied with a casual smirk.

Charles gasped, “How dare— Let’s go bench press. Right now.”

Max grinned, unbothered, and cut another piece of chicken. “For what it’s worth, I’m DNFing in the sims like a fifth of the time when I try to push for competitiveness.”

Charles groaned, stuffing more bread into his mouth in frustration.

 

Carlos ended up getting that one, but mostly cause Max and Charles couldn’t stop trading places fighting for P2. The end result was Max in second, while Charles crossed less than 5 tenths behind him.

 

 

 

F1 STANDINGS · 20 APR 2025
Position. Driver. Team. Points.
# 1. VER RED BULL 81
# 2. NOR MCLAREN 74
# 3. LEC RED BULL 73
# 4. PIA MCLAREN 67
# 5. RUS MERCEDES 55
# 6. SAI FERRARI 51
# 7. HAM FERRARI 40
# 8. ANT MERCEDES 26
# 9. STR ASTON MARTIN 16
# 10. ALB WILLIAMS 8
# 11. ALO ASTON MARTIN 7
# 12. TSU RACING BULLS 5
# 13. GAS ALPINE 1
# 14. ...    

 

 

 

Qualifying had been going well — Max on pole and Charles in P3 — until George decided to pull a move that forced Max into the gravel and made Charles swerve to avoid the mess.

At the stewards’ meeting, George was in full defense mode, arms crossed, trying to explain his move as if he hadn’t nearly caused a multi-car disaster. Charles was there too, having been right behind George and directly affected by the chaos. Max sat beside him, alternating between defending himself and shaking his head with a mix of disbelief and amusement.

It wasn’t lost on either of them that this felt eerily similar to last season’s Qatar drama — only this time, the roles were reversed.

When the stewards turned to Charles, expecting him to support George’s side since a penalty could benefit him strategically, the Monegasque grimaced and said flatly, “Your move wasn’t legal.”

George rolled his eyes. “Of course, he’s gonna say that. It’s in his interest.”

He doesn’t need to fuck everyone over to get his position.” Max shot back, voice sharp.

“They’re teammates.” George said with a dismissive wave. “They’re against me. Look, the move was legal because I stayed within track limits, and I left Max enough space. It’s racing - what, am I supposed to just let him through?”

“You almost put me into the wall!” Max interjected, voice rising.

“I didn’t hit him, did I?” George argued, shrugging as if that settled it. “It’s aggressive driving, sure, but it’s not illegal.”

Max’s laugh was humorless, laced with frustration. “You can’t do aggressive, you just dorced me off the track. That’s bullshit.”

Charles sighed at the diplomatic finesse of a bull in a china shop, os his teammate.

The debate dragged on, and despite Max’s best efforts to press the point, the stewards ultimately ruled in George’s favor. No penalty.

As they left the meeting room, Max walked away fuming, muttering curses under his breath. “Fucking ridiculous. ‘Not illegal,’ my ass. He’ll kill someone driving like that.”

Charles watched him go, deciding if he should follow and discuss the result. 

George caught up to Charles in the hallway, “You know you don’t have to defend him, right?”

Charles stopped and turned to face him.

He thought about Max — about the way he’d been open with sharing insights, strategies, and even car setup tips since they’d become teammates. Max was honest and relentlessly competitive, but never reckless. 

Yeah, he toyed with what was legal in a race and could bully someone off track, but it was about knowing how to race the man. Be better than him, and you could win.

Max was all effort and talent and the best driver Charles had ever driven against, and seeing George twist the narrative to get advantage made Charles’ blood simmer. 

So Charles let a small smile curve his lips. It was friendly enough to disarm George at first as Charles reached out and patted his arm.

“You pull that shit with either of us again,” Charles said, voice light and almost sweet, “and I will put you in the wall myself.”

Before George could respond, Charles was already walking away, leaving George standing there, shocked into silence.

 

Charles caught up with Max, who was still stomping around in anger, his frustration spilling into every word as he cursed George and the stewards' decision. Max’s assistant, Sarah, stood nearby, her grimace deepening with every heated outburst. The rest of Max’s team wisely dispersed, leaving him to vent in peace — or rather, whatever this was.

Charles placed a hand around Max’s bicep. The Dutchman turned sharply, anger still shining in his eyes, though he visibly held up when he met Charles’ face.

“Let’s have dinner” Charles said, his voice even but firm.

“Charles...” Max started, his tone warning, as if to decline.

“Let’s have dinner.” Charles repeated, his tone leaving no room for debate.

Max inhaled deeply, his chest puffing up as he tried to reel himself in. After a tense pause, he nodded. Charles smiled and turned to Sarah, his hand still resting on Max’s arm. “Can you find us a car back to the hotel, please?”

The woman blinked, surprised, but nodded. Charles didn’t wait for a reply. He gently pulled Max toward a nearby lounge, leading him to sit down.

“I won't be the best company right now, Charlie.” Max grumbled, slumping into the couch with an exasperated sigh.

“Yeah, but how can I plan George's downfall without my teammate?” Charles quipped, sitting beside him, one leg crossed under the other.

“It’s not funny.” Max said, but there was no real bite to it.

“I’m not joking.” Charles replied, deadpan.

“Charles.” Max reprimanded, narrowing his eyes.

“Okay, I’m mostly not joking.” Charles conceded with a slight smirk. “Still, you has to calm the fuck down.”

Max sighed again, his head falling back against the couch. He was quiet for a moment, breathing deeply, trying to regain control. Charles watched him, leaning back himself, and suddenly felt a wave of déjà vu.

“Remember Qatar?” Charles asked, his smile softening.

“I am.” Max replied pointedly, not bothering to open his eyes.

“Shh.” Charles said, giving him a soft, playful, tap on his shoulder. “Remember what we talked?”

“Something to do with racing like we did when we were kids.” Max muttered, eyes still closed, Charles noticed how Max’s damp hair clung to his forehead, the sweat from qualifying making it stick. He resisted the urge to brush it away. “Do you wanna throw George into a hole?”

“Yeah.” Charles admitted, leaning back.

That got Max to open his eyes and look at him. “What did you say?”

Charles shrugged. “I told him I’d put him in a wall, actually.”

Max blinked, then let out a surprised laugh. “ You did what now?

Charles confirmed with a grin. “It won’t do anything to shit talk him publicly. George understands the dynamics of FIA better than anyone. So we need to do our talking on track.”

Max raised an eyebrow, his amusement starting to replace his irritation. “What are you suggesting?”

Charles leaned in slightly, conspiratorial. “Tomorrow, we work together. Overtake George — cleanly, of course.” he added with mock innocence. “But let’s make him sweat for it.”

Max chuckled, his frustration visibly melting away. “So, you’re saying we gang up on him?”

“I like the term team strategy.” Charles corrected, his accent making the word click, smirking. “We make it impossible for him to defend against both of us. We pressure him and wait for him to crack.”

Max grinned now, a glint of mischief in his eyes. “And if he doesn’t crack?”

“Oh, he will.” Charles said confidently. “He hates being boxed, you know it. Just don’t take him out or chances are that will get punished.”

Max kept smiling, the tension in his shoulders finally easing. “Alright, Charlie. Let’s make Regina’s life hell tomorrow.”

Charles leaned back, satisfied. “Now you’re talking. But first, dinner. You’re paying.”

Max groaned but got up, offering his hand to Charles, finally looking more like himself. Charles accepted it, letting himself get pulled up, his grin widening. 

 

The lights went out, and the Miami Grand Prix was underway. George launched off pole, keeping his lead into the first corner, while Charles darted forward from P2 to stay close behind. Max, in P3, played it cool, holding back slightly to avoid tangling with the chaos behind them.

The race settled into a rhythm, but it quickly became clear that Charles and Max were not running a traditional strategy. Lap after lap, the two Red Bull drivers played a tactical game, boxing George in with subtle but relentless pressure.

Charles would push on the straights, forcing George to defend aggressively, only for Max to swoop in from behind, keeping George's mirrors full of navy. They weren’t even trying to overtake. Not yet.

(George’s engineer came over the radio, sounding frantic. “George, keep it steady. Don’t let them bait you.”

“Easier said than done!” George snapped, his voice tight with frustration.)

Meanwhile, in the Red Bull garage, Christian was pacing. Charles’ and Max’s strategists were equally confused, trying to make sense of what the drivers were doing.

“What’s the plan here?” GP asked over the radio.

"Just maintaining the gap… to each other." Max replied, a laugh in his voice.

Charles, meanwhile, got a similar question. “Why aren’t you overtaking?” Rocky asked.

“We know what we’re doing.” Charles responded coolly, focused, his voice matching his calculated driving.

Back on track, George’s frustration was mounting. His tires were degrading rapidly as he spent lap after lap defending, his car sliding more with every turn. Charles and Max were relentless, trading positions and keeping George pinned.

Christian finally had enough. “Max, stop playing games and attack! You’re faster, go for it!”

On the next straight, Max and Charles were side by side, their cars nearly touching as they roared down the stretch. Charles lifted one hand off the wheel, index fingers and little finger up.

Max laughed, the sound audible through the team radios. “Alright, Charlie.” he said, easing off just enough to let Charles pull ahead and ignoring his principal orders.

Now leading the charge, Charles went to work. He feinted left, then right, darting across George’s mirrors like a phantom. Max stayed close behind, ready to pounce if needed and protecting their position from Carlos behind them.

The decisive moment came three laps later. On a fast approach to Turn 11, Charles set up a fake dive down the inside. George reacted instinctively, locking up his tires and veering wide. Charles slipped through effortlessly, while George, panicked, skidded into the gravel trap.

Max breezed by moments later, his laugh echoing over the team radio.

 

As Max stood on the top step of the podium, he couldn’t stop grinning, the thrill of victory still coursing through him. Charles stood to his side, beaming like he hadn’t this much fun in years. Carlos, in P3, looked mostly confused.

When they posed to the Red Bull photographer, bottles touching. Max threw a arm around Charles neck, pressing a playful kiss to his hair. Charles laughed, pushing him away and throwing the rest of his champagne in his face.

 

 

The media pen later was buzzing, reporters firing questions at the drivers as they moved down the line. Max had already gone through a round of questions about the race and was now being pressed about the stewards' meeting with George.

“I don’t have much to say about it.” Max replied with a shrug, a look sent in Charles way. “The move was ruled legal, so that’s the end of it. Nothing more to add.”

Sensing another round of non answers from the Dutchman, the reporters quickly pivoted to the team’s strategy during the race. “Could you explain what you and Charles were doing out there? It looked like a coordinated effort to box George in.”

Max smirked, glancing briefly at Charles sitting besides “We lost positions on Jeddah because we were fighting too soon, so we worked together this time.” he said simply, his tone light and amused.

Charles was next. “Charles, was the plan to work together from the start?”

“Well,” Charles started, tilting his head thoughtfully, “we wanted to manage the tires to have a better chance to finish the race with a better gap.”

A reporter then asked, “George Russell has claimed that you purposely tried to attack him, Charles. What’s your response to that?”

Charles raised an eyebrow, his lips curling into a small, nonchalant smile and let himself act like he was thinking about it, “I understand that George is disappointed with his performance, but we didn’t hit him, so I don't understand why he panicked to be honest.”

The interview continued, questions about other parts of the race, like how Carlos got the fastest lap of the race and the overtakes that got the Spaniard from sixth to third.

Mostly of it Charles and Max were chatting quietly, both trying to hide their giddiness by hiding the smiles with their hands, until a different reporter pressed Charles about the critical move that sent George off. “How would you describe that moment?”

Already done with this, Charles looked back, paused and said “It was just an incident.”

Max, sitting beside him, couldn’t help himself. As he exploded in a laugh fit, though it wasn’t picked up by the microphones. Charles glanced at him out of the corner of his eye, his lips twitching in amusement before he composed himself to continue answering.

 

 

 

F1 STANDINGS · 04 MAI 2025
Position. Driver. Team. Points.
# 1. VER RED BULL 106
# 2. LEC RED BULL 91
# 3. NOR MCLAREN 84
# 4. PIA MCLAREN 75
# 5. RUS MERCEDES 67
# 6. SAI FERRARI 66
# 7. HAM FERRARI 46
# 8. ANT MERCEDES 26
# 9. STR ASTON MARTIN 17
# 10. TSU RACING BULLS 9
# 11. ALO ASTON MARTIN 9
# 12. ALB WILLIAMS 8
# 13. GAS ALPINE 2
# 14. ...    

 

 

 

Max offered Charles a ride back to Monaco the next day, and while he was occupied with a meeting on his laptop, Charles settled into his seat, scrolling through his phone.

The fans’ reactions online were gold. The George-versus-Max debate had fizzled out since Max hadn’t fed into it, but the buzz around Max and Charles’ on-track antics was thriving.

Edits of their side-by-side driving flooded social media. Most focused on the now–considered-iconic moment of Charles throwing up the bull horns hand symbol and Max’s laugh that followed. Their radios had gone viral, too: “We know what we’re doing. and "Just maintaining the gap."

Charles couldn’t help but admire the creativity of their fans. One edit in particular caught his attention. It showed their synchronized driving, transitioned to Charles flashing the horns sign. The clip ended with the podium shot of Max leaning in to kiss Charles’ hair.

Charles paused the video on the frame of Max’s kiss. He stared at it for a moment, feeling warmth rise in his chest.

Looking up, he saw Max seated across the cabin, still deep in his meeting. As if sensing Charles’ gaze, Max glanced up, meeting his eyes. He smiled — soft, easy, and completely Max.

Charles smiled back instinctively, then quickly looked down, feeling oddly flustered. His phone was still on the paused video.

He stared at it for a beat, then chuckled quietly to himself. Taking note of the username, Charles switched to his main account and reposted the video. 

 

[Tiktok - Video description: A fast-paced edit of the radio exchanges and chaotic moments during the Miami GP. The video follows the “Sniper, Sniper, Wifey, Wifey” trend, starting with Charles and Max driving in perfect sync, showcasing their teamwork on track. The edit transitions to Charles flashing the bull horns towards Max, then cuts to George’s panicked fell to the gravel while the Red Bull driver flew by. The video finishes with the podium moment, where Max leans in to kiss Charles’ hair, before reversing back to the beginning for a loop.]

@jeongcheolist

Because this moment felt like a dream.

Notes:

sooooooooooo, what do you guys think?
I first thought of this fic around Qatar and Las Vegas last year, so the whole beef between George and Max was very recent, and because of that this scene was one of the first I thought and wrote about. Plus! There was an edit about Max and Charles on tiktok around that time with that 'Sniper Sniper Sniper Sniper Wifey Wifey Wifey Wifey' song, that MADE me write this fic - Not really, but it did build a bit of the whole vibe of the fic for me so... THIS CHAPTER IS VERY DEAR FOR ME. Please, give me love.

Also, I did, in fact, end up putting all the drivers numbers in the fic. Opinions? Thursday was labor day here, so I didn't have work and spend like 4 hours trying to find the best looking way of putting all of this. PLEASE SOMEONE VALIDATES ME HERE.

Next chapter is Imola and Monaco <3

Chapter 13

Notes:

Chapter warnings:
- Reference to past attempt of sexual assault.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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In the Wake of Wildness: Remembering 2024’s “Superfine: Tailoring Black Style” as the Met Gala Turns Toward the Untamed

April 2025 | By: Luisa Arquette for Mode & Meaning

As the world of fashion turns its gaze toward the 2025 Met Gala and its stirring new theme — “Feral Grace: Elegance of the Untamed” — we pause to honor the brilliance, depth, and political beauty of last year’s groundbreaking exploration: “Superfine: Tailoring Black Style.”

Launched in Spring 2024 and co-hosted by Pharrell Williams, Lewis Hamilton, and the ever-watchful Anna Wintour, “Superfine” was more than a red carpet spectacle. It was a statement. An assertion. A reclamation. At its heart, the exhibit and gala paid tribute to the Black dandy tradition — a sartorial movement steeped in elegance, resistance, and cultural remix.

Style as Survival, Dress as Defiance

As the Met Museum itself wrote, the exhibit “explores the importance of style to the formation of Black identities in the Atlantic diaspora, particularly in the United States and Europe.” The fashion was impeccable: velvet jackets in deep jewel tones and sharply creased trousers, ruffled blouses echoing 18th-century silhouettes — each look more than decoration. Each look was language.

What made “Superfine” revolutionary wasn’t just the beauty, though there was plenty. It was the intention behind the tailoring. For centuries, Black communities have used dress as a tool — to shield, to subvert, to shine. During slavery and colonialism, when control of the body was wrested away, dressing well became a radical act of self-possession. “Superfine” honored this lineage — from the street corner to the ballroom, from Zoot suits to Savile Row — showing how fashion has long been used by Black men, women, and gender-expansive individuals as a tool of visibility and dignity.

But it wasn’t just celebrities. The night became a platform to elevate Black designers, stylists, historians, and curators, many of whom had never had a seat at fashion’s most powerful table. For once, the story wasn’t being borrowed — it was being told by those who lived it.

From Refined Resistance to Wild Reverence

As we step into 2025’s theme, “Feral Grace: Elegance of the Untamed” which will highlight endangered species, ecological grief, and nature’s wild beauty, the energy shifts — but the spirit remains. Once again, the Met calls on fashion to do more than dazzle. It asks us to confront, to consider, to care. If last year taught us how style can challenge power and reclaim identity, this year challenges us to rethink our place in the natural world — not as conquerors, but as kin.

 

Into the Wild: The 2025 Met Gala Embraces “Feral Grace: Elegance of the Untamed”

April 2025 | By: Grover Underwood for Vérité Mode

The world’s most lavish red carpet is heading into the wilderness — not to escape, but to confront.

This morning, the Metropolitan Museum of Art and the Costume Institute unveiled the official theme for the 2025 Met Gala and Spring Exhibition: “Feral Grace: Elegance of the Untamed.” A powerful follow-up to 2024’s acclaimed “Superfine: Tailoring Black Style” this year’s vision takes a sharp turn from the cultural to the ecological — inviting the fashion world to look nature squarely in the face.

A Theme That Howls with Meaning

More than a dress code, “Feral Grace” is a call to action. The exhibit explores the tension between wildness and refinement, celebrating nature’s raw beauty and the grace of species that are quietly — or violently — disappearing.

“It is an invitation to embody beings that live on the edge of extinction.” the Met announced. “Majestic, primal, dignified — yet threatened.”

Expect fashion that snarls and seduces. Looks that echo wings, scales, roots, and skeletal forms. Textures that evoke bark, fur, exoskeletons, and ash. But beneath the beauty, a deeper question lingers: What does it mean to be civilized in a collapsing world?

The 2025 Hosts: Icons of Wild Protection

This year’s gala will be co-chaired by a striking, globally conscious group of voices who have spent their lives advocating for the earth and its people:

Quannah Chasinghorse, Indigenous model and land protector, whose activism for Native sovereignty and environmental justice has reshaped how fashion talks about the land it walks on.

Leonardo DiCaprio, longtime environmental philanthropist and founder of Re:wild, who continues to fight for reforestation, wildlife corridors, and climate policy worldwide.

And of course, Anna Wintour, the Gala’s visionary constant, curating fashion’s place in the global conversation.

Each host represents a different facet of the theme — from frontline defense of the natural world to global awareness campaigns to couture as a storytelling tool. Together, they form a coalition that is less about fame, and more about ferocity and care.

The Dress Code: Wild, With Responsibility

For “Feral Grace” sustainability isn’t a suggestion. It’s the canvas.

Attendees are encouraged to wear fashion that is ethically sourced, biodegradable, or upcycled. Designers are already rumored to be working with mycelium leather, recycled ocean plastic, natural dyes, and even bioengineered flora.

The Met Gala’s proceeds this year will support grassroots ecological efforts, Indigenous land defense movements, and global wildlife preservation, with transparency as a key priority.

What’s clear is that 2025’s Met Gala is not about quiet luxury. It’s about loud survival.

From the edge of extinction, the Met Gala dares us to imagine a future where fashion doesn’t conquer nature — it protects it.

 

[Instagram – Photo description: Charles and Alexandra on an opulent golden staircase. Her hand rests on his shoulder as they pose beneath vibrant, ornate wallpaper. Charles wears a deep violet suit, while Alexandra stuns in a flowing lavender gown — both perfectly at home in the lavish setting. Music tagged: So High School – Taylor Swift.]

@loewe | @charles_leclerc | @alaxandrasaintmleux

Caption: Together in stillness. Charles Leclerc and Alexandra Saint Mleux in custom LOEWE at the Met Gala 2025.

 

 

[Tiktok - Video description: The back ground is a well decorated hotel room, the camera pans on Alexandra mid turn to the camera, then moves to Charles who winks to the camera — the couple seems to be finishing getting ready — and down to Leo, sitting majestically on a hotel carpet, a little purple collar, looking up like he owns the place. Text overlay: (lion emoji). Audio: “Mother, Father, Gentleman”.]

@loewe

Caption: Royal family energy only. Leo, Charles and Alexandra in custom LOEWE. #MetGala2025 #FeralGrace #LOEWE

 

 

[Tiktok - Video description: Reviewer, speaking calmly with clips of the couple on screen “Charles Leclerc and Alexandra Saint Mleux hit the carpet and I went looking at their stylist’s post. As their debut, I think they went a little safe on the choice, but I believe it’s somewhat on theme.”

Cut to Charles’s look, He’s wearing an eggplant Loewe suit, clean lines, very understated, but as he moves and camera's flashlight flashes, the woven pattern of the Loewe logo and the lion embroidery on the back becomes visible. “In custom LOEWE, and yes, the brand took the theme a bit literally, but as their new ambassador, it fits. LOEWE literally means ‘lion,’ but I actually appreciate how they at least leaned into the symbolism of lions, not just as animals, but to symbolize regal figures. This is ‘untamed royalty,’ not jungle cosplay.”

Zoom on Charles’s neck, where a gold necklace rests against his skin.

“The standout detail for me was definitely the necklace. Charles, being from Monaco, is wearing a piece once owned by Grace Kelly: the coffee bean necklace by Cartier, lent by the Monegasque royal family. It hasn’t been seen publicly in over 40 years. It ties the look to both nature and legacy, quiet, but deeply symbolic.”

Cut to Alexandra’s look, different zoomed in shorts “Now, Alexandra Saint Mleux’s dress is where, to me, Loewe really expanded. You’ve got recycled silk fringe moving like a lion’s mane, an open back framing the back necklace with the sculpted lion’s head at the centre.”

Final shot of the pair talking quietly to each other with subtle smiles while posing for photos.

“I really like how the couple’s looks echo each other, the shades of purple tie together through tone and texture, and continue the theme of royalty. There’s something almost mythic about it — a modern take on the Monaco fairytale, but with teeth. Elegant, grounded in the theme, and actually walking the sustainability talk. Easily one of the more conceptually sound appearances so far.”]

@bruno_castilho

#Alexandra Saint Mleux #CharlesLeclerc #MetGala2025 #FeralGrace

 

 

[Tiktok - Video description: "CHARLES LECLERC AT THE MET? With a princess necklace?" in a high-pitched voice. Clip shows Charles stepping out onto the Met Gala carpet, spotlight catching the shimmer of the Loewe logo pattern on his suit. Camera zooms in on the coffee bean necklace.]

@sammieonracing

Thank you, LOEWE for dressing the people’s princess as such. #CharlesLeclerc #MetGala2025 #FeralGrace

 

 

[Tiktok - Video description: "Continuing the series of jewelry used at the MET Gala. Formula 1 driver, Charles Leclerc, came using a necklace that belonged to Grace Kelly and hasn’t been seen in decades. I find it interesting how to accommodate the size of his neck they created an extension in the clasps that blended in the original piece." in a calm, archival-style voiceover. Footage of Charles in the necklace fades into vintage photos of Princess Grace wearing the same piece. Subtle harp music in the background…]

@jewelarchives

The coffee bean necklace — discreet, historic, and unexpectedly on the carpet. #MetGalaJewelry #GraceKelly#CharlesLeclerc

 

 

[Tiktok - Video description: "This Loewe gown turns Alexandra Saint Mleux into a lioness, literally." in confident, fashion-analysis tone. Close-up on the movement of the fringe, a slow pan across the open back with the lion-head medallion, and a final wide shot of her walking up the stairs, perfect posture...]

@redcarpetdecoded

one of the sharpest thematic gowns of the night. #AlexandraSaintMleux #MetGala2025 #Loewe

 

 

They’d be heading to the afterparty soon, but Charles was already trying to figure out how long he had to stay before it’d be okay to leave.

It had been a long day, from traveling in the morning from Florida, getting ready, and being briefed repeatedly about the safety of the necklace.

The Gala was a great opportunity for Charles, but even more so for Alexandra. So when Loewe picked him, them, to be one of their ambassadors to the event, he accepted, albeit with an internal groan — a habit he’d picked up from Max, he recognizes, honestly, the whole reaction had felt like Max was sitting on his shoulder.

The Gala itself was nearly behind them. Too much money and glamour. Charles had the face and image of someone who belonged at a gala. But a party with these people…

Charles might have grown up in Monaco clubs and attended wild driver parties, but in both cases, he had been there with friends. With family. With drivers he’d grown up alongside and mechanics who spent forty to eighty hours a week with him.

Which is to say: his favorite part of the day had been the exhibition.

Alexandra had taken her time moving through the space — pausing in front of the more obscure pieces, pointing out details and backstories most people would’ve skipped. Art historian at her element.

Now, she was off somewhere, talking to people in expensive clothes with names he’d only ever read in magazines. She looked relaxed. Confident, even. But he knew she’d be nervous later, ranting about everything she could’ve said better.

And he was... lingering.

He’d play his part, was going again soon, mask on, but now he needed a momento to just... be. The social sheen was starting to wear thin, even to himself. His anxiety crept in, quiet but persistent, like tire degradation he couldn’t ignore. At most events these days, he had Alex sticking by his side — or at least Max — but now she deserved to make the conections without sharing the spotlight.

“Hey, mate.”

The voice came with a friendly smack on the back.

Charles turned, already smiling. “Hi, Lewis.”

“Having fun?” Lewis asked, sipping what Charles knew was a virgin drink.

Charles shrugged, trying to look at easy. “Trying.” he said.

“You look good, though.” he added, nodding at Lewis’s outfit. Lewis looked good — his outfit was wild but cool, all sharp lines and layered textures, with a huge horse design down the side. Rosso Maranello.

Thematic.

They saw each other before, but didn't had a chance to have a proper conversation. Lewis had been busy taking photos and chatting with his friends, and Charles had no interest in imposing himself.

Lewis smirked. “I’d say the same, but you’re kind of cosplaying Verstappen.”

Charles groaned. “Don’t start. Max already gave me crap about the lions.”

The lions. Right.

The embroidery on his suit was subtle, but still, there were lions stitched into the jacket. Regal, classy, symbolic. Loewe had made it sound deep, Max had just offered him a spot to model for Verstappen.com instead.

“Couldn’t convince him to come?”

“Max?” Charles raised his brows, confused. “It’d be easier to convince him to let me win a race.”

Lewis laughed, nodding. “It’s good to see you here, though." He said, giving Charles' shoulder a shake. "Boss has been posting Aston Martin like crazy, so I half expected them to show up.” he continues, conspiratorially.

“If Alonso walks in, I’m out.” Charles said, earning a laugh from the Brit.

Then someone else joined them. Charles caught the shift in Lewis’s posture first — a little more formal. She appeared beside Lewis like it was choreographed, not a hair out of place, eyes already on Charles.

Anna Wintour. Charles straightened up without even realising it. His brain went a little blank despite himself, and his eyes jumped to where Alex was.

Girl, come here, a part of his brain shouted. She didn't hear.

“Lewis.” she said, with a small smile. “Why don’t you introduce us?”

Lewis nodded. “Anna, this is Charles Leclerc. Formula 1 driver. Currently making my life very difficult in the championship.”

“Charles.” she repeated. “My father’s name.” She leaned in, gave him two kisses on the cheek. Her perfume was light and expensive. “So you’re making Lewis sweat this season?”

Charles glanced at Lewis, who kept a perfectly neutral face.

“It’s always an honor to race the greatest.” Charles said. Smooth. Friendly.

Anna’s eyes flicked to his chest.

“I heard you brought something special tonight.”

He instinctively touched the necklace resting against his bare skin—a delicate string of gold and diamonds that weighted a million times more in meaning than in price.

“Someone much more shameless on my team requested it.” he said. “I didn’t have the nerve to say no when I learned.”

“Oh, please.” Lewis cut in. “You’re basically Monaco royalty. Don’t you have the prince’s number?”

“I do.” Charles admitted, laughing. “Which makes it even more awkward.”

“Just win Monaco again. I’m sure he won’t mind.” Lewis offered.

“That’s the plan.” he answers back, with a wink.

Anna smiled at their back-and-forth. “It’s nice to see someone speaking Lewis’s language.”

“Well, he was supposed to be my teammate.” Lewis added. “Then he bailed.”

Charles gave a dramatic sigh, accepting the joke.

“What’s better than Ferrari?” Anna asked, a teasing edge to her voice.

He smiled, at the innocence, the ignorance. “Sometimes, you just need a better fit.”

Anna nodded, clearly pleased. “Speaking of fit, your partner looks stunning. I approved her look personally.”

“She’s got a good eye.” Charles said. “French art school. She knows her stuff.”

“Well, I’ll have to say hello, then.”

And with that, Anna turned and glided away. 

Charles watched her reach Alexandra, who was talking to Lisa and Hailey. Alex said something that made them all laugh — Anna included.

He felt a little squeeze of pride in his chest. 

She may not have picked this life, not without a set of circumstances pushing her into finding it, but where he could be here because a brand thought his face would sell something, she was fluent in the language.

(And if he was honest, he liked to think she was better.)

“She fits right in.” Lewis says, confirming his point.

“I know.” Charles says, not even attempting to hide the pride in his voice. 

Lewis claps his shoulder. Before they continue, another group of people reach them. Actors, wanting to meet Lewis. Charles was introduced, but it was clear their interest rested more on the celebrity side of Lewis and not on Formula 1.

The people moved, and Lewis kept by his side, despite another group trying to call his attention.

“You know you don’t have to babysit me.” Charles said, voice low.

Lewis didn’t look at him directly, just leaned in slightly, gaze sweeping across the glittering crowd like he was checking for exits. “Come on, mate, half of this is fake.” he shrugged, “We are at each other’s throats on track, but no one gets us like each other.”

Charles nodded once. There was a truth there—small, quiet, and shared. Another language, spoken between people who lived by the same brutal code. Where everything—sleep, food, privacy, identity—was weighed against tenths of a second. 

Lewis let out a dry breath. Then, softer: “Everything good at Red Bull?”

Charles hummed, used to the curiosity of it all. “The points speak for themselves.” he said, expecting Lewis to, at least, take it at face value and drop it. But Lewis didn’t. 

“Yesterday…”

“It was racing.” Charles interrupted, clipped, being done with this subject around thirty six hours ago.

“George told me you threatened him.” Lewis said. “For Verstappen.”

Charles exhaled, sharp but quiet. “George needs to stop whining every time things don’t go his way.”

“I’m not against the race.” Lewis said. “Just… you’re different. Since the switch.”

Charles turned toward him fully now, a smile still at his lips, for the photographer who was watching them, even if there was something sharper behind his eyes, “Please. You’ve been at Ferrari for two months and you’re already watching your words. You think I haven't been too?”

Lewis didn’t smile back, just studied him.

Then, slowly, “All I’m saying is… if Horner and Max…”

There it was. It was always the same story: Max as the bully, Charles as the delicate flower who let his team walk over him for years. Like he didn’t know how to draw his own lines. Like Red Bull was some spell he’d fallen under, and Max was not a teammate, a rival, a man he'd spent two decades chasing through corners and breaking zones.

“Don’t bring Max into this.” Charles said, softly enough that it didn’t draw attention. “You have your own history with him, I’m not touching it, but he is a solid teammate.”

Lewis raised a brow. “Until you’re a threat. You’re, what, twenty points off now? How will that team stand once you close that gap?”

Charles let the silence settle between them. He didn’t argue. Because a fight now with hundreds of people and cameras wasn’t possible. 

And because Lewis wasn’t entirely wrong — rivalry sharpened everything. 

But Max didn’t scheme. He thought about this season. Max waiting for him after a difficult quali. The way they broke down data together, shared notes, helped each other find tenths even when they didn’t have to. The way Max could be harsh, yes, but never once undermined him. Never once played politics.

Max and Charles weren’t built for mind games and suspicion. They didn’t orbit each other with knives out. They were both too blunt for that. They were equals.

For Charles, that meant more than friendship, but it didn’t erase the fact that they were friends. 

Maybe Lewis couldn’t imagine it, because he had survived Alonso. Survived Nico. And maybe — if Charles were being honest — this season was already pushing Lewis into places he didn’t want to be. And Charles understood Ferrari better than Lewis did. Understood the way it lifted you up while quietly grinding you down. The way it dresses pressure in poetry. Worship, then doubt. Hope, then heartbreak.

Charles had been carved by it. Lewis was still being introduced.

“'The team’s always bigger than the driver.'” Charles said. “I learned that in Maranello. You will too.”

Lewis gave nothing away. Not a twitch.

Charles looked away, nodding toward a photographer who’d been eyeing them for the last minute.

The man raised his camera instinctively, Charles stepped in a fraction closer for the shot, just enough to make it personal, and Lewis followed it. They smiled, relaxed, posing.

Then Charles said, still smiling, “And Max and I aren’t you and Nico.”

In the corner of his eye, he saw Lewis flinch.

A flash. A thank you. Charles turned back to Lewis, waiting for the reaction. 

That was what most people still didn’t get about Charles.

He was the son of a hairdresser, growing up surrounded by billionaires and royalty. He’d learned early how to belong somewhere he didn’t come from. How to charm without grovelling. How to listen closely and speak softly, until it counted.

Every choice he made was calculated. Every alliance, every silence. He made mistakes, yes, but they were his. Fully. And no one could act like he didn’t know what he was doing.

Lewis was quiet for a long beat, then he nodded, “Maybe it’s for the best that we're not teammates.” He adjusted his cuff with careful precision. “You’re just like him.”

Charles blinked. “Max…”

“I’m not talking about Max.”

And with that, Lewis reset his expression — back to neutral, polished, unreadable. He looked around the room like nothing had been said at all.

“Enjoy the party.” he said, already turning. “I’ll see you in Imola.”

 

 

Alex had decided they were going to the after-party. No debate. And Charles had agreed, mostly because she looked like she needed it. She’d hit it off with some people during the gala, spent most of the night in a whirlwind of laughter and flutes of champagne, hugging new fashion friends like she’d known them for years.

Charles, on the other hand, had gotten his second wind from that interaction with Lewis — if it could be called that. People called him petty before. So what? Petty was honest. Petty knew where the line was.

Back at the hotel, he was mostly just relieved he’d returned the necklace safely.

He felt ten kilos lighter and that his citizenship in Monaco was no longer under threat.

Now he sat cross-legged on the plush hotel room couch, waiting for Alex to finish getting ready. She was pacing between the bathroom and the mirror by the closet, eyeliner in hand, ranting in a way he found oddly comforting.

“I swear to God, Charles, I’ve never been that starstruck. She asked me where I got my earrings. Can you imagine?” Alex called from the bathroom. “I had to pretend like I didn’t borrow it from my mum.”

“You pulled it off.” Charles called back.

“And don’t get me started on the models. It’s like staring into the sun. They’re all so tall. Like physics defying tall. I felt like a Hobbit.”

“You are one seventy-eight tall.”

“With heels.” she shouted. “Barefoot? I am Leo’s height.”

Charles snorted.

She reappeared in the doorway a second later, one earring in, the other dangling between her fingers, giving him a look. “By the way, I will be talking about tonight for at least the next three years. So prepare yourself.”

“Noted.”

“Oh! And someone—don’t ask who, because I will name them if I have another glass of champagne—had the audacity to say, ‘It must be nice, dating someone famous.’” She tossed the earring onto the bed. “Like, yes, sweetheart, it is nice. Especially when he pays for the minibar.”

Charles laughed. “What a luxury.”

“I’m practically living the dream. All I had to do was sacrifice my entire identity to become arm candy.”

“Please, tonight I was your arm candy.” he said, smirking.

Alex rolled her eyes, but she was smiling.

Charles leaned back, looking at her now. Really looking. Her hair was half done. Her heels were still by the bed. But there was something vibrant about her tonight. Alive. Like she belonged in rooms, even though she still didn’t quite catch up that she deserved to.

“You deserve better.” he said quietly. “Than being known as arm candy.”

Alex paused. Turned to him fully. “I was joking, you know that right? I love what we have, and I wouldn’t be having these opportunities if it weren’t for it.”

He didn’t respond. Not immediately. Instead, he picked at a loose thread on the couch cushion and said, softer now, “Look… I’m not in a rush. I love what we’ve built, too. But if you’re ready, when you ever get to that point, I want you to know you don’t have to keep doing this. Being my beard.”

She blinked.

“You never owed me that.” Charles continued, a little rambling. “I know we said it would be useful. That it would buy us both time. And maybe it did. But if staying in this makes you feel smaller than you are, you don’t have to stay.”

The room settled into silence.

Alex walked over, earring still forgotten in her hand. She sat beside him on the couch and leaned her shoulder into his.

“You know,” she said after a moment, “you’re not the only one hiding something.”

He turned to her. “Yeah?”

“Yeah.” she said. “Maybe I’ll tell you about it someday.”

He smiled, soft at the edges, and thought how much she had matured in the past two years and how young she still was. “Looking forward to it.”

She reached for his hand and squeezed it. “Let’s go charm some yankees with our french.”

“God help them.”

 

 

Charles stuck to the bar at the after-party even after Alex had disappeared into the crowd again — still somewhere in the hotel, probably tucked into a velvet booth gossiping with people she really vibed with. He wasn’t sure what he was waiting for, only that the music was still too loud, and the drink in his hand had gone warm.

Their story had begun at a party like this, in a year that had nearly broken him. 2023. One of the worst seasons of his career. Worse, even, in his head. In his skin. By that night, he’d just ended things with Charlotte — finally, painfully, admitting to himself that it hadn’t just been about her. That he didn’t feel what he was supposed to feel. That he never had.

He’d always known he liked men. That truth had arrived early, like instinct (and a very uncomfortable talk with Lorenzo after he caught him looking too long at a friend). But realising he felt nothing for women, nothing real, was harder. A different kind of reckoning. Lonelier.

That night, he'd gotten drunker than he should have, let himself be pulled below deck by a stranger. It had been good at first — exciting, new, freeing — until the man’s hands grew too rough, his words too mean. Until excitement twisted into fear.

Charles had a good punch when needed. Thank God for that.

The man had stormed out, making a scene, his anger loud and ugly. Charles had been too drunk, too shaken, nursing a sore neck and the sharp edge of panic climbing his spine, to defend himself.

And then Alex appeared.

She’d been standing nearby, laughing with Marta and Riccardo, and when they heard the yelling and saw Charles’ state, she hadn't hesitated. Told Ric and Marta to go off and start talking about how Charles and her were hooking up. 

Instantly, what could’ve turned into ugly rumours about Charles’s sexuality twisted about the new couple — and how Charles had definitely cheated on his ex with her. Spicy enough for it to spread quickly.

Everything shifted after that.

They’d met before, of course, Monaco was Monaco, but they hadn’t been close. After that night, though, he stayed near her. At first, out of gratitude, not just for the cover, but for how she stayed after. When the adrenaline wore off and his hands started shaking. When he couldn’t even say what happened.

She stayed anyway.

And she knew about him. Ric and Marta learned it that night, of course. Eventually, he told the others — Gui, Thomas, Joris, Andrea, Nico. They accepted it. Of course they did, but they were also terribly heterosexual, so at the time, it had still felt like something he had to keep tucked away. Something too raw for a full group conversation. Alex hadn’t made him feel like that, she was new, she didn't had the same expectations..

And so, when the rumours kept growing, they decided to just... let people believe it. For a while. But for Alex, the attention opened doors neither of them had seen coming. She had a brilliant eye — for fashion, for art, for momentum — and when opportunities appeared, they sat down together and said, Why not?

So they made it official. Traveled the world side by side. Shared hotel rooms and long-haul flights and one very spoiled dog neither had the time to raise alone.

And she flourished.

Charles had loved watching it happen. She deserved every bit of success she carved out of being the, albeit fake, girlfriend of a Formula 1 driver. She deserved even more than it.

“Charles, hi?”

He turned. A man stood in front of him — shorter than him, broad-shouldered, with ash-gray hair and a quiet intensity. Something about him was familiar, a Korean singer. Someone had introduced them briefly at the top of the carpet.

“You want another drink?” the man asked, his accent thick but his tone light. There was a spark in his gaze—searching, maybe even daring. Like he was already reading Charles, trying to see where the cracks were.

Charles hesitated. He scanned the room—and spotted Alex across the crowd, mid-conversation, catching his gaze. She raised her brows, exaggerated, and gave him a dramatic thumbs-up like some teen rom-com sidekick. Charles bit back a smile.

“Alright.” he said, setting his glass down.

They walked together toward the bar. The other man leaned against the counter, shoulder brushing Charles’, close without pressing. They talked—barely. English wasn't easy for either of them at this moment, but the man chuckled anyway, his fingers drumming a slow rhythm against the marble bar before drifting—almost absentmindedly—toward Charles’ forearm.

The touch was light, casual, but unmistakably deliberate. Charles didn’t pull away.

The man leaned in again, his breath soft near Charles’ ear. “You want to dance?”

Before Charles could answer, a hand slid gently to his waist, nudging him toward the mass of bodies moving under pulsing light. He followed.

For a moment, he let himself get lost in it—the rhythm, the heat, the way the music blurred the edges of his thoughts. But when the man leaned in again, lips hovering just above his, Charles turned his face away.

“Not here.” he said, quietly but clearly.

The man only smiled. Unbothered. “I have a room upstairs.” 

The room was dimly lit, the curtains drawn. As soon as the door clicked shut, the man pulled Charles in by the collar, catching his mouth in a kiss.

It was immediate. Breathless. Charles felt that first sharp hit of want, the kind that bypassed thought and settled low, buzzing beneath his skin. The kiss deepened as the man pressed closer, lips parted, coaxing rather than rushing. Charles’ breath stuttered when a tongue slid against his lower lip, asking for more.

He gave in.

His hands found the man’s waist, sliding under the edge of his shirt, thumbs grazing bare skin. Heat bloomed deep in his chest, in his belly, in his hips.

“You good?” the man asked, his voice rough, lips brushing Charles’ jaw.

“Yes.” Charles breathed.

The man grinned, then dropped to his knees.

 

 

The parade truck rolled slowly around the Imola circuit, its flatbed crowded with drivers waving to the roaring crowd. Charles stood near the edge, the sound of the Tifosi crashing over him like surf. He was used to this noise—loud and alive, always a mix of excitement and tension—but this time, it hit differently.

The cheers came first. Familiar. Expected.

Then, scattered, sharp, came the boos.

He kept walking along the truck bed, shoulders squared against the weight of unfamiliar hostility. There were Red Bull flags in the stands, banners with his name, some even affectionate, but the sting from that morning’s entrance to the paddock hadn’t quite faded. Not when the memory of a man yelling “traitore!” still echoed in his head.

Ferrari red bled across the grandstands. Carlos basked in it—smiling, waving, soaking in the love. The new darling. And Lewis, of course, had already slipped seamlessly into their hearts, as if he’d been a Tifoso his whole life.

Charles didn’t try to join them. He stayed by Pierre and Yuki, exchanging a few quiet words as the truck rolled on.

Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Max with Kimi and Gabriel, laughing at something Kimi was saying—big hand gestures, bright expressions. Probably about racing at home. They were just meters apart on the same truck, same orbit, but different circles.

Charles watched them for a second. Max looked... happy. Sunlight caught the gold strands in his hair. Max is such a bully, people would say. But it didn’t quite fit when Max was laughing like that, nose scrunching in amusement.

Charles drifted closer, almost without realising it.

Gabriel spotted him and grinned. “We’re setting up a quick football match later. Boys’ rules. You in, Charles?”

Charles lifted an eyebrow. “Max always cheats.”

“I don’t cheat.” Max cut in smoothly, turning toward him. “I just win.”

“You kicked me last time.”

Gabriel let out a dramatic 'Ooooh!”, delighted.

Max rolled his eyes and slung an arm lazily over Charles’ shoulders, shaking him a little. “Stop milking it, princess.

Charles elbowed him in the ribs, earning a mock groan, but he didn’t shake Max off.

“Maybe we can just stick to FIFA?” Kimi offered diplomatically.

Pierre wandered over and smirked. “You don’t wanna play video games with Charles, either.”

Charles shot him a glare. “Don’t start.”

Gabriel looked between them, amused. “Sore loser?”

“The worst. ” Pierre said, hands raised. “He has a box of broken consoles.”

“I do not! I had one broken console. In a box. To throw out.”

“I’ve seen you break it, Charles.”

Fuck off, calamar.” Charles cursed, but he was laughing.

As the truck turned a corner, the laughter faltered for a moment. They passed a cluster of banners. A few bore Charles’ face — crossed out or scribbled over in red. Someone had written “venduto” across one of them in black marker.

His smile twitched, faltered. Just for a second. He turned to Kimi with it. “Maybe we can skip the football and go straight to lunch? Trattoria?”

Kimi’s eyes lit up. “You know Trattoria da Pino? In the hills?”

“Of course.” Charles said, easily slipping into Italian. “They do the best tagliatelle.”

The two of them slipped into fast-paced Italian, debating sauces and wine pairings like locals, shutting out the rest of the truck for a moment. In the back of his mind, Charles briefly wondered what the odds were of getting poisoned by an overzealous Tifoso.



The lights went out, and instinct took over.

A clean launch. The tires bit into the tarmac, and Charles surged forward, gaining a position in Turn 1 to slot into third. Adrenaline surged through him as he held the line, weaving past chaos. For a few glorious laps, the car felt like it belonged to him. Smooth. Responsive. Almost perfect.

But perfection didn’t last.

On Lap 21, Lance and Ollie tangled in the midfield. Carbon fiber shattered across the circuit like glass, and the yellow flags flew. The safety car was deployed.

“Safety Car.” Rocky’s voice crackled through the radio.

Charles sighed, gripping the steering wheel tighter as the field bunched up. He listened to the updated strategies, small shifts in fuel usage and pit windows, tire plans that might no longer apply. Every calculation had to be redone now.

When the race resumed, the balance felt... off.

The tires, once sharp and alive, began degrading at an alarming rate. Charles adjusted his driving, trying to manage the wear, but it quickly became a no-win game. Push too hard, and the rubber would collapse. Go too slow, and he’d be eaten alive.

“Try Mode 6 for a couple of laps.” Rocky suggested.

“Copy.” Charles replied. But there wasn’t much left in them.

Ahead, the McLarens were gone. Oscar and Lando looked like they were driving a different species of car, gliding through corners like they were on rails. They hadn’t just nailed the setup—they had nailed the entire weekend.

Behind them, Carlos swept into third. The Tifosi roared, and Charles could hear it even from inside his helmet. Then came Max, just a heartbeat behind.

And then it was him. Fighting to hold off Lewis.

The last ten laps became a personal war — corner after corner, Charles defending with grit. Lewis was relentless, always there, always threatening. There was no margin for error. Every exit, every apex had to be perfect. He gritted his teeth and held the inside line, lap after lap. Lewis tried to play with him, but he didn't let it happen.

This wasn’t just about points.

It was about fighting. 

It was about showing he could go wheel-to-wheel with his substitute. That Red Bull hadn’t made a mistake. That he wouldn't became a mistake.

When he crossed the line in fifth, just a whisper ahead of Lewis, Charles felt it, not triumph, exactly, but with a flicker of satisfaction. He hadn’t stood on the podium, but he’d held his ground.

He’d beaten the man Ferrari had chosen over him.

The crowd cheered, loud and passionate, but not for him. It was for Carlos. For the McLaren. For Ferrari. For the heroes of the day.

Charles climbed out of the car, kept his expression neutral, and walked to the media pen. The questions came quickly and polished, delivered with artificial smiles and knowing glances.

“The yellow flag caught us off guard, but it's like this.” he said evenly. “We’ll analyse what went wrong and come back stronger.”

He’d said those words before. He knew how hollow they sounded. But they filled the silence, and that was the best he was willing to go now.

As he turned to leave, he caught Lewis in another interview nearby, frustration clear in his voice as he talked about Ferrari’s strategy decisions.

Charles couldn’t help the faint smile that tugged at the corner of his mouth.

Some things, at least, didn’t change.

 

He walked back toward the motorhome, his suit unzipped to the waist, gloves still clutched in one hand. Charles expected the Red Bull hospitality suite to be quiet after the race, but when he opened the door it was full of energy. People were talking, laughing, moving around and a cake was being offered.

Some of the older mechanics clapped him on the back as he walked in. One ruffled his hair with a grin.

“You’re our prince now.” the man said.

Another handed Charles a slice of cake. “Here, comfort food. Chin up!”

Charles let out a real laugh, taking the plate. He didn’t even mind the kiss to the top of his head.

Rocky came over a moment later, waiting until the noise faded a bit. His voice was calm and steady.

“I know today didn’t go the way we hoped, especially being here.” he said. “But listen, what you did out there? That was real fighting. You kept pushing, you didn’t give up. That kind of grit? Most people never find it. The team saw it. I saw it.”

Charles swallowed, something tight building in his chest. He hadn’t realised how much he needed to hear that.

Rocky gave a small smile. “We’re not done. There’s still work to do.”

Charles didn’t answer right away. Then he reached out, shaking Rocky’s hand with a firm grip. His voice was soft but steady.

“Thanks, Rocky. Really.”

Rocky nodded, giving his shoulder a gentle squeeze. “Anytime. Now go eat your cake. We’ve got a season to win.”

As Rocky walked off, Charles let himself breathe. For the first time all day, he felt a little light.

 

 

Seb: saw the race. imola is tough as always.

Seb:  u did good, mate. clean launch, smart into T3. didn’t overdo it. car looked stable early, but yeah—after SC, balance was off.

Seb: graining came fast. prob front-left. too much load mid S2, then snap on exits. think u & rocky were expecting longer tyre life. maybe look at diff setting & engine brake—might help reduce stress next time.

Seb: hybrid delivery looked too soft vs lewis. maybe use aggressive mode earlier in DRS zone? yes, u burn more early but u defend better. and u can handle it.

Seb: ur defending vs lewis? (clapping emoji) (clapping emoji) that was sharp. smart reads. instinct still there.

Seb: will send u something on brake settings later. but pls rest first.

Seb: it was a good job kid, dont forget

 

 

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@sainzmafia99     carlos gets P3 in front of HIS fans and we still talking about the guy who LEFT? ferrari made the right call. il rinnegato belongs to milton keynes now.
#Sainz #ForzaFerrari #ImolaGP

@ciao_cavallino     charles waving at the crowd like imola didn’t boo him in quali, il traditore era lì come se nulla fosse successo
(See Translation: charles waving at the crowd like imola didn’t boo him in quali, the traitor was there like nothing ever happened.)

@martiFerrari66     sainz podium. leclerc fourth. hamilton fifth. remind me again who got replaced?

@vespasAndVinyls     no but seriously. charles dragged that RB21 like it owed him money. it’s not domination if he’s fighting every lap. if he wanted easy mode, he’d have stayed in Q2 at Ferrari  #LECBULL

@silva38     O povo vaiando o charles como se a ferrari não tivesse dado só tratores e decepção pro coitado Kkkkk #ImolaGP #Leclerc
(See Translation: people booing charles like ferrari didn’t gave the poor guy only tractors and disappointment lmao)

@f1peroni     he’s not even italian. the predestinato was PR. he’s Monegasque. always was. let him go.

@luca_dalla_romagna     NO BECAUSE Y’ALL FORGET. this man loved ferrari more than management ever loved him. shame on you. #Leclerc #IlVeroTifosoLoSa

@mameilleureennemie     Il Predestinato < L’Elu (Monaco flag emoji) #TeamCharles #LElu
(See Translation: The Chosen One < The Chosen One)

@sns.kishi     oh, calling him the chosen one in his own language is so much cuter, fuck ferrari 

@nam80085     he cried on their podium yeah, and then he LEFT. Sainz stayed. Hamilton’s coming. Ferrari’s future is BRIGHT without the drama. #ForzaFerrari

@lauraaaa     leaving ferrari is such a sin, should we start calling alonso il rinnegato too. or is that word only for leclerc?
(See Translation: Should we start calling alonso the deserter too, or is that word only for leclerc?)

@caffzane     today’s leaderboard:
1. Lando
2. Carlos
3. Max
4. Charles
5. Lewis
and yet the only person trending is #leclerc. rent free, huh?

@debbylecbullrider16     me watching ferrari fans cry while charles is still above their fave in the championship #lecbull > #lecfosi

@flaviof1boi     max gets hate for domination. charles gets hate for moving for survivor. tells you everything about the narrative machine.

@alonsofanaccountsays      not to be That GuyTM but charles has almost as many points as ferrari on the constructors #ImolaGP

@botamito22     charles stans cry ‘he carried Ferrari’ when he also crashed them out of more points than I can count. Sainz delivers. Facts.

@semisucrelec     charles switching to red bull was the best thing for my mental health and the worst thing for ferrari propaganda machines #IlRinnegatoMyAss #LElu

@JaceCole     mattia binotto watching all this chaos with a glass of wine like]

 

When Charles left the hospitality suite, he ran a hand through his hair, fingers tugging absently at the curls at the nape of his neck, in much better humour he expected to be by this point. Then he saw it.

Leaning stiffly against the Ferrari garage wall, arms crossed, Arthur looked like a misplaced shadow in team gear. His posture was closed off, defensive. His gaze stayed locked on the ground, as if the concrete held answers.

Charles stopped short. The sight of his brother — still wearing red — sent a jolt through him.

“You waiting for me?” he asked, his voice low and rough from the race.

Arthur startled slightly, pushing off the wall with that awkward, familiar energy, the kind that had once belonged to a shy seven-year-old asking if he could tag along.

“Thought we could talk.” Arthur muttered, not looking at him. He scuffed his shoe along the pavement like it was an excuse to stay rooted.

Charles jerked his head toward a quiet corner near the motorhomes. Arthur followed, silent except for the shuffle of his steps. The silence stretched between them as they walked — long, brittle. Charles could feel Arthur measuring the space, weighing every word before it came.

When they stopped, Arthur spoke first, voice low.

"It was a good race."

Charles nodded, "Thanks." he said back, not knowing what else to say.

"I..." He started, before rubbing his face. “Heard some suits talking today, at the hospitality.” He picked at the Ferrari logo on his sleeve. “They’re… glad you’re gone. Said you took the problem with you.”

The words shouldn’t have hurt. They did anyway. Charles felt his jaw tighten.

“Yeah.” he said simply.

Silence again. The distant drone of a generator buzzed at the edge of his hearing. Somewhere, a mechanic shouted something across the paddock. Charles didn’t look.

“And Lewis…” Arthur shrugged. “'Global reach', right?” he quoted.

“Global reach.” Charles echoed, bitter. The words tasted like ash. That choice had never been just about racing.

Arthur looked at him sidelong. “They really never planned to let you win?”

The question struck deeper than it should have. Charles followed the path of a mechanic pushing a warm tire toward the garage. He stared at the rubber, still soft from the heat. So many races. So many times he thought maybe this one.

“No.” he said at last. His voice was quiet, steady. “They would not give me the tools to even try.”

Another silence. This one felt longer, heavier—like they were both trying to hold the shape of what had been lost.

Arthur finally looked up. His eyes gleamed—not tears, not exactly, but something sharp. “You still fucked me over, Charles.”

Charles didn’t flinch. He didn’t run from it. “I know I did. And I’m sorry, Tu.”

The old nickname slipped out before he could stop it. It felt wrong and right at once.

Arthur’s mouth twisted like he didn’t know whether to smile or spit. “Still think you’re an idiot, though. Red Bull’s not exactly saint material.”

Charles huffed a laugh — small, tired. “The people are good.” he said, nodding to where the engineers clad in navy were leaving the hospitality with paper plates full of cake. “They listen.” A pause. Then, softer, almost ashamed: “I was considering leaving, but I had no... plan, before I accepted it. I didn't think, but I should’ve talked to you first.”

Arthur was quiet again. Studying him. There was always something surgical about the way Arthur looked at him when he was hurt — like he was trying to cut open the why of it.

Finally, he sighed. “Yeah, well. Guess we both know how Leclercs and impulse decisions go.”

He nudged Charles’ shoulder, but the gesture was gentler than the words.

“We’ll talk better at home, yeah? Not here.”

It was an olive branch. Not forgiveness, but something close.

Charles felt something loosen in his chest—just enough to breathe. He gave a short nod, words caught in his throat.

Arthur turned and walked away, the red of his Ferrari jacket cutting sharply through the darkening paddock. Red against blue. Past against present.

Charles stayed where he was, watching until Arthur disappeared into the crowd.

 

 

F1 STANDINGS · 18 MAY 2025
Position. Driver. Team. Points.
# 1. VER RED BULL 121
# 2. LEC RED BULL 103
# 3. NOR MCLAREN 102
# 4. PIA MCLAREN 100
# 5. SAI FERRARI 78
# 6. RUS MERCEDES 75
# 7. HAM FERRARI 54
# 8. ANT MERCEDES 30
# 9. STR ASTON MARTIN 17
# 10. TSU RACING BULLS 11
# 11. ALO ASTON MARTIN 10
# 12. ALB WILLIAMS 8
# 13. GAS ALPINE 2
# 14. ...    

Notes:

… 80% this chapter wasnt suppose to exist, or would happen like 3 chapters later.
I blame lewis. Can we just blame lewis? Cause like, I dont even care that much about the MET but then LEWIS???!!!! Contrary to what I show here, Lewis is actually my second favorite driver ever, and this chapter just… kept writing itself. I'm not completely happy about the pace, but lets consider this a filler chapter the author REALLY really wanna write.

(and blame lewis if you didnt enjoy it)

I didn’t quote names but yeah, I made Charles Leclerc sleep with SEVENTEEN’S S.coups. Someone in the comments asked me to make Charles have some fun so... there

[kpopper tangent, this is him, btw: https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMSJwCnps/
- the love of my life, as an aroace person, my literal single exception. He is also 2 years older than charles, is a leo, have a pup-daughter who is more spoiled than Leo, 11 sons and a male wife - their ship inspires me a lot for lestappen in this fic, actually, funny enough]

I don't understand fashion enough to make something great. I didn’t want to erase this year's theme - it was extremely meaningful and actually one of my favorite ever - so I turned it into last year’s. My theme thou… idk guys, it was a brainstorm session between me and my friends, and it kinda ties to other subjects of the fic. I TRIED!

Grace Kelly Necklace: https://www.townandcountrymag.com/style/jewelry-and-watches/a31898881/princess-grace-kennedys-cartier-necklace/

Also, purple = royalty. (And lavender marriages)

AND GUYS??? you guys commented so much last chapter, like wth? IM SO GRATEFUL! Like, I know last chapter was one of my favorites to but TWENTY FIVE comments in a single chapter? I love you guys so much.

I hadn't the time to answer them between work and this chapter, but I will soon. And if you enjoyed until now, please leave kudos <3

Chapter 14

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

After Imola, he was burning for Monaco.

It wasn’t just his home — it was everything. The streets he’d grown up on, the corners he could trace in his sleep. Winning there once hadn’t been enough. Not with the whispers still hanging around him. Not when people still questioned his move. He couldn’t let Monaco slip away. Not this year. Not when he still had so much to prove.

So he shut the rest of the world out.

Media duties? Deferred or declined with a smile. I always play nice, he told the PR team, charm covering steel. He’d earned some leeway, and he cashed it in without hesitation. Most of his off-track responsibilities were quietly moved or delegated — his management had prepared the local campaigns months in advance, anticipating exactly this kind of tunnel vision.

He still had obligatory media day and the Hot Lap to record, but besides those Charles moved into the simulator like it was his second home. Days blurred — sim work, physical prep, and meeting after meeting with the strategy department. He was relentless but precise, trying to align his racing instincts with Red Bull’s data-driven machine. Finding common ground was harder than he liked to admit. Especially with how the team still, to extent, was still in Max’s tune.

Still, he came in early. Stayed late. He sat with engineers, had one on one mettings with Hannah and Rocky daily, going over tire degradation curves and virtual safety car probabilities. Monaco was chaos by nature, he knew that. But he wanted every variable pinned down, every risk mapped.

The team was deep into a Friday post free practice debrief, the room cool and clinical, everyone gathered around the long table. Data sheets glowed from tablets. Engineers spoke in clipped phrases. It was all business. And then Max surprised them all.

Then, out of nowhere, Max leaned forward and offered a strategy suggestion — a shared strategy. Not a personal advantage. A team approach for Sunday.

The room went quiet.

Not awkwardly quiet, intentionally quiet. People didn’t react immediately because they weren’t sure they’d heard him right. Charles turned his head slowly, fixing Max with a stare that could’ve frozen fire. 

Before Max could elaborate, Christian cleared his throat, smoothly steering the room back into motion.

“We’ll see how qualifying plays out.” he said. “We need the qualifying results to define the race’s foundation. We’ll revisit the team approach based on that… But thank you, Max.”

Charles didn’t say anything. Not yet. He just looked down at the telemetry in front of him and flipped to the Monaco sector breakdown again.

As the meeting broke up, Charles walked away briskly, making no effort to acknowledge Max, let alone wait for him to catch up. Max, however, wasn’t about to let him leave without a word.

“Come on, let’s eat, you said no yesterday.” Max called, picking up his pace.

“I need to go.” Charles replied without looking back, voice short.

Max sighed, pushing a hand through his hair and jogging to the man. He reached out and caught his arm, not rough, but firm enough to make him stop. “Charlie.”

Charles turned slowly, jaw tense, eyes sharp as cut glass. There was a line drawn there, an invisible one, and Max knew how close he was to stepping over it.

“I don’t want your help there.” Charles said, voice low. “I won here last year. I can do it again.”

“I’m not handing you anything.” Max said, holding his ground. “I’m trying to plan the weekend. Logically.”

Charles met his gaze, frustration and anger warring in his expression. “Are you serious okay with sacrificing points for me?”

“Fuck no, but it’s Monaco.”

Charles crossed his arms, still stone-faced.

Max exhaled through his nose, the next words hanging in the air before he spoke with uncharacteristic softness. “It’s Monaco, Charles.” he repeated, “There’s barely room to breathe, let alone overtake. If you’re ahead, and you’ve got the pace, I’m not going to do something reckless just to prove a point. Forcing a fight is suicidal for both of us. I want to win, but I’m not going to sabotage us to do it. Not here.”

The words landed between them with quiet finality. Max didn't do grand gestures, but he meant every word — this wasn't some dramatic concession. He didn't care that it was Charles' home race, but he understood what that kind of pressure did to a driver. The way want could curl around your ribs and squeeze until every breath came with teeth. 

Monaco wasn’t a track for ego. It was a track for survival. Efficiency. That’s what this was all about.

That made Charles pause, if only slightly. Max saw it.

“I’m not throwing anything.” Max went on, steady now, calm like he was laying out tire strategy, not their entire dynamic. “This isn’t about emotions or loyalty or pity. You’ve been saying we’re a team. I’m buying into it.”

Charles studied him, his expression unreadable, but there was a flicker of something underneath—uncertainty maybe, or the beginning of belief.

“So if I get pole tomorrow…”

“I’ll play safe, just like we did on Saudi.” Max said. “And if it’s just both of us there, then I will fight for the win as I would anywhere else. We worked together before, that’s all I'm offering now.”

Charles watched him for another moment again. Then he stepped closer, barely a breath between them, “Don’t go easy on me.” he said, lowly, and a small part of Max took notice of the scent of fresh, expensive cologne.

Max forced a grim, nodding, “Never.” he said, the weight on his shoulders lifting. “Cross my heart and hope to die.”

Charles blinked, thrown off, confused. 

“What does that mean?”

Max chuckled, throwing his arm around his shoulder, feeling safe the other wouldn't cut it off by this point. 

“It’s just a promise.” Charles looked like he was about to protest, but Max cut him off. “I bet you’re busy tonight, so let’s at least grab a snack to keep the tradition.”

“I… I’m just having dinner at home with my mum." Charles admitted, sounding uncharacteristically hesitant. Then, after a beat, he added, “If you want to come.”

Max raised an eyebrow, surprised. “What’s the plan?”

“She’s going to cut my hair and probably lecture me about not calling my brothers enough." Charles said with a sheepish grin.

“Let me guess, she’s also anti-Red Bull?” Max teased as they walked toward the parking lot.

“No, she supports my decision. But she’s trying to keep the peace. She’s worried about Arthur.”

“Why? What’s going on with Arthur?”

Charles hesitated before humming in thought, Max didn’t hear the sound as much as he felt it through the arm slung over his shoulder.

“More like Ferrari wants to distance themselves from our name. He’s been pushed into less public roles.”

Max didn’t know what to say, so instea he rubbed Charles’ arm reassuringly before stepping back in the direction of his car. “Did you drive?”

“Walked.” Charles replied.

Max tilted his head. “So… no plans for the rest of the day, right?”

“Just the dinner with my mom.” Charles said “You want to come over now? I was thinking about sim work, but Rocky told me to unwind. So probably video games instead.”

Max laughed, nodding and unlocking his car. 

“Feels like you’re messing with the competition.”

Charles leaned in closer, fluttering his eyelashes dramatically. “What competition?”

Max shoved his face away, chuckling. “Get in.”

 

Charles’ apartment reminded Max of his first place in Monaco — although it was noticeably more organized and well-decorated than the one he had at 18. Posters from musicians, tracks and movies adorned the walls, between trophies and medals. There were at least three instruments casually propped near the sofa, as well as stylish pieces of decor all around the place.

Before he could dwell on that, a clattering sound came from the hallway — then the unmistakable scamper of paws. Leo barrelled into the room with the energy of a dog who knew exactly how charming he was. His ears perked up at the sight of Max and then promptly darted past him, circling the couch twice at full tilt.

“Leo.” Charles warned with absolutely no authority in his voice.

Max leaned down, hands outstretched. “Come here, little monster.”

Leo skidded to a stop just out of reach. He wagged his tail. Max beckoned again, playfully tapping the floor.

Nothing.

Then Leo trotted back the other way, grabbed a toy from under the coffee table like it was a prize, and zoomed off toward the hallway again, tail high with victory.

Max blinked, unimpressed. “Your dog hates me.”

“He knows you’re trying too hard.” Charles’ grin was wide, warm. 

Max glanced toward the hallway and narrowed his eyes. “That’s psychological. Takes after his owner.”

Charles laughed, “Come on." He said, switching on the PlayStation. “Grab something from the fridge.”

Max opened the fridge, half-joking as he called out, “Got any Red Bull?”

Charles groaned audibly from across the place and Max smiled to himself. The fridge was well-stocked, filled with pre-prepped meals and a variety of drinks – including, surprisingly, a few cans of Red Bull. Max pulled out a diet one for himself and the peach-flavored one Charles tended to pick.

“Of course, you’d like the fruity one.” Max grumbled, handing it over.

“What’s wrong with it?” Charles asked, cracking it open. “It’s the only one that doesn’t taste like piss.”

“Don’t insult the hand that feeds you.” Max shot back, smirking and falling down the coach into Charles’ space, at easy.

It struck him how much had changed between them over the season–how much Charles had changed. He wasn’t the same fiery rival Max had butted heads with in karting or the frustrated driver stuck in underperforming cars.

This Charles was confident but grounded, ambitious but approachable. And for the first time, Max realized how much he liked being here, in this space, with someone who understood. Just easy.

Charles was one of his favorite teammates he’d ever had. For starters, Charles had delivered the team’s best results in recent memory. A feat that, on its own, came with significant advantages as it eased the relentless pressure on Max to carry the team single-handedly, a relief he hadn’t expected but deeply appreciated.

Beyond that, Charles had natural affinity for PR and networking. Max had seen him effortlessly endorse Honda’s bicycle line and charm his way through business dinners with Red Bull investors and sponsors. What stood out most was how Charles always made a point to include Max in the conversations, seamlessly bridging gaps Max wasn’t particularly interested in navigating himself.

Charles just had a gravitational pull Max couldn’t replicate and, to be honest, didn’t care to. Yet, Max wasn’t immune to it either. He genuinely liked Charles, and all the extra time they spent together had only solidified his initial impressions, giving him even more reasons to appreciate the man.

So yes, the weekly dinner traditions were something Max valued–a chance to share time with someone who was just as passionate and acknowledged about racing as he was. Relaxing on Charles’ couch, being ignored by his dog and waiting for dinner with his mom, felt exactly like how he wanted to spend an evening.

 

Max was much better at FIFA than Charles, though. This fact did not amuse the monegasque. It very much amused Max.

“Are you even trying?” Max teased, clearly enjoying himself.

Charles groaned, tossing the controller onto the couch. “This is rigged.”

“It’s your game!” Max says laughing, Charles turns to him with a glare.

His instinct was to start fighting, but Max was… ugh, Charles just couldn't yell at the man. They would banter during games for social media, each getting competitive, but unlike with Carlos, it wasn’t the cameras that would stop Charles from starting a fight. Shouting at Max… brought bad memories, in a way Charles was sure Max would be pissed if he knew.

So instead, Charles inhaled, holding his breath in for a moment, calming down himself, and ignoring the way Max was still beaming, almost childlike, about winning.

The doorbell rang, and Charles got up to answer it. He opened the door, already smiling in anticipation of his mother, but paused in surprise when he found not just Pascale but also Arthur and Lorenzo standing behind her.

“Oh." Charles muttered, startled, though he quickly composed himself as Pascale stepped forward, wrapping him in kisses and a warm hug.

Arthur followed next, leaning in and, unexpectedly, kissing Charles on the cheek in their usual greeting.

“Hi." Arthur said, his voice casual.

“Hi." Charles replied.

Lorenzo came next, offering a quick hug and a brush of kisses to Charles’ cheeks. Pascale nudged Arthur firmly, her expression clearly urging him to follow through with something.

“I know we’ve had disagreements." Arthur began, his tone careful, “but… I know how important this is to you.”

“I still don’t get it." Lorenzo interjected, earning a light smack from Pascale. “But if Arthur is fine with it, and you think Red Bull is the best shot you’ve got, then… I trust you know what’s best for you.”

“Let’s not talk about Red Bull tonight, alright?” Arthur said, stepping aside.

Charles nodded, about to agree, but then recalled something important. “Oh, about that…”

He turned and walked toward the living room. Max stood awkwardly in the center, his Red Bull team kit unmistakable, his smile awkward.

“Good evening?” Max greeted tentatively.

Charles smirked, glancing back at his brothers. They gave Max a look — part confusion, part judgment. Charles raised an eyebrow in response. After six months of giving him the cold shoulder, they didn’t get to judge the friend who had actually been there for him all this while.

Pascale, ever gracious, stepped forward and extended her hand warmly. “Max, it’s good to see you!” she says, thick accent on the voice.

“Thank you, Mrs. Leclerc, you as well." Max replied, visibly relieved as he shook her hand.

“Please, call me Pascale." she said with a radiant smile before turning to Lorenzo. “Lorenzo, darling, why don’t you order dinner for all of us? Something nice for five people. And Max, of course, we’ll need to know what you need!”

“Oh, uh, anything’s fine." Max said, but Pascale waved off his nonchalance.

“Nonsense, we want you to enjoy yourself, and I’m sure you have a diet to follow. Charles, help him decide while Lorenzo orders.” She paused, giving Charles a meaningful glance. “And while we wait for the food, I’ll get started on cutting your hair, Charles.”

Charles groaned lightly but didn’t argue. Pascale then turned her gaze to Max, a playful twinkle in her eyes. “Max, do you need a haircut too? It’s tradition on this race.”

Max blinked, caught off guard. “Oh, no, I’m fine-”

“Are you sure?” Pascale pressed, her tone sweet but insistent. “It’s no trouble at all, and I’m very good. I promise you won’t regret it. Plus, it’ll be nice to have you fully settled in with us for the evening.”

Charles chuckled under his breath, sensing Max’s hesitation.

“Well, if you think it’s a good idea…” Max relented, scratching the back of his neck.

“Wonderful!” Pascale clapped her hands. “I’ll set up everything while Lorenzo finishes ordering. You’re in good hands, Max.”

Max gave Charles a sideways glance, muttering, “There’s something wrong with my hair?”

Charles just grinned.

The haircut went well, Charles had to admit. Since joining Red Bull, he had opted for a cleaner look – shorter hair, cleaner facial hair. Somehow of a more modern and fresh look to match his new team aesthetic. It was a quiet statement of change, unadvertised but noticeable. His mother was particularly pleased, having always preferred this style.

Max, for his part, had watched the entire process with casual interest, sticking to chalres and his mom instead of trying to talk with his brothers. But when it came time for his own haircut, he looked noticeably hesitant.

“How do you like it?” Pascale asked, her tone gentle as she wet Max’s hair with a spray bottle.

“Just short, I guess." Max said, “I think it’s pretty long already.”

It was true, Charles noticed, studying Max’s hair as it fell into his eyebrows while wet, a little longer than usual.

Pascale hummed thoughtfully, running her fingers through the strands. “You look better with it long.”

Charles let out a laugh, half embarrassed by his mother’s directness, half entertained by it. Max turned to him with wide eyes, clearly surprised by her bluntness.

“I agree." Charles added, grinning. “You have no idea how many edits I’ve seen of you with long hair.”

Max raised an eyebrow, a smirk tugging at his lips. “You watch edits of me?”

“Gotta keep tabs on the competition, non?” Charles says back, but he feels his ears heating up by the glint in Max’s eyes.

Max laughed, his shoulders relaxing as Pascale shot Charles a playful, reprimanding glare. 

“I’ll trust you then, ma’am.” Max said, surrendering to the process.

Taking advantage of the time, Charles excused himself to check on their food and found Lorenzo and Arthur in quiet conversation near the doorway. Their expressions were easy but curious, and Charles approached cautiously.

“Hi." he said, his voice tinged with hesitation, unsure if his absence had shifted the mood.

Arthur raised an eyebrow. “So… Verstappen is here. At your apartment. Getting a haircut from Mom?”

Charles shrugged, trying to play it off. “Yeah, he is.”

Lorenzo, crossed his arms and studied Charles for a moment. “You are… friends, now?”

“Yeah. We’ve connected a lot since the… team trade." Charles explained, half-hesitantly.

They had talked, a bit, since Charles got home from Imola.

Not about anything that mattered, of course. He hadn't had the time, and truthfully, he wasn’t sure he would’ve given the chance if he did, not this week. But there was some logistics about the campaigns and business Lorenzo was a partner, and they’d all ended up at their mum’s flat for dinner a few nights ago, an old habit none of them had quite outgrown. It had been… fine. Comfortable, in that way family dinners could be, with Pascale insisting on second helpings and Arthur monopolizing the wine and Lorenzo pretending he didn’t still have work emails on his phone under the table.

The conversation had stayed light: Leo, Lorenzo’s wedding, neighbourhood gossip. Someone had even brought up a ridiculous online forum post accusing Charles of cheating on Alex. He hadn’t commented, of course — not with their mum sitting there, still unaware of the real nature of his relationship with Alex, let alone his sexuality. Jokes on the poster, though, before the MET, he hadn’t slept with anyone since November.

So, yeah, easy topics, carefully selected. Red Bull and Ferrari weren’t brought up.

“You’re saying everything’s good?” Lorenzo pressed, his tone taking a protective note, that both amused and irked Charles a bit.

“Yes, I promise." Charles said, offering a small smile. “It’s better than I could’ve hoped for.”

Lorenzo nodded, the gesture uncharacteristically clumsy for someone usually so composed. In that moment, Charles realized just how much he'd missed this — the messy, complicated comfort of family.

They still had things to work through. Whatever root problem that caused this all, unspoken doubts and resentment to finally voice. But right now — with both trying so visibly to understand, and Max of all people getting his hair cut by their mother — Charles allowed himself to enjoy this fragile truce.

Before the conversation could continue, Pascale and Max appeared in the hallway. Pascale was smiling, clearly amused by something Max had said. Max himself looked relaxed, his hair freshly cut. The sight warmed Charles in a way he wasn’t expecting, a comforting glow spreading through him as he watched.

“Here we go.” Pascale said, beaming. “Perfect hair to secure second place this weekend.”

Max laughed good-naturedly, walking up to Charles. “How do I look?” he asked, turning slightly for effect.

Charles smiled softly, his hand reaching out instinctively to brush a piece of hair back from Max’s forehead. “Looks great." he said honestly. Pascale had cleaned up the sides and left the top longer, and with his hair still damp, it suited Max perfectly.

Max’s smile in return was warm and genuine.

“...Okay." Lorenzo interrupted, drawing their attention back. “Food is downstairs.” 

He gave Charles a quick look, and Charles oddly enough, realised how much he missed being scolded by his brother with a glare. Still, he cleared his throat, trying to shake the moment, and moved to finish setting the table. 

Dinner started with a hesitant energy, but it didn’t take long for the atmosphere to shift. Lorenzo, ever the business-minded older, found common ground with Max, discussing logistics. It seemed that, despite his initial reservations, Lorenzo seemed to warm up quickly, nodding along as Max shared insights about his own off-track ventures and balancing his racing career with personal business.

Arthur, on the other hand, jumped in with unexpected animation of a Formula 1 fan and fellow driver. He couldn’t resist asking Max about specific moments in races, strategies, and the challenges of adapting to different cars over the years. Max, even if a bit reserved in unfamiliar settings, let himself be pulled into debate, matching Arthur’s excitement with his own. 

It was cute. It reminded Charles how he usually talked with the grid rookies.

Charles observed it all with quiet contentment, chiming in occasionally but mostly enjoying the sight of his family getting along with Max. 

Later in the evening, after the dishes were cleared and the conversation had mellowed into comfortable chatter, Charles pulled out his phone for a quick photo. First, he posed with Max and Pascale, their matching freshly cut hairstyles the center of the joke. 

“Mind if I share this?” Charles asked Max, showing him the picture. It felt different from the usual funny pictures he started sharing since Shangai… it felt personal, even if it was Charles’ family.  

Max leaned in to look. “Sure, go for it.”

Charles sent the picture off to his social media handler, with instructions to save it for Monaco's weekend photo dump post, regardless of how the weekend played out.

But as Charles looked around the room, at the laughter still lingering and the easy connections they’d shared tonight, he couldn’t shake the feeling that the weekend had already started on the best possible note.



[Tiktok - VIdeo description: A bright, airy space tucked just off a sunny Monaco street near the Grand Prix circuit. The decor is playful and eye-catching: baby blue walls, sunshine yellow details, and cheerful banners that read “LEC ICE CREAM” in bubbly letters. A massive, silly photo of Charles Leclerc in a plastic ball pit—grinning in a stylish pullover, surrounded by cartoonish ice cream tubs—dominates one side of the wall.

White plastic balls fill the corner like a ball pit for grown-ups, and soft indie pop plays in the background. Tourists and fans mill around, laughing, taking selfies, and taste-testing flavors from branded cups.

Sammie (to the camera, excited): I’m at Monaco for the Grand Prix, and obviously I had to make a pit stop at the LEC Ice Cream pop-up. 

Quick cut to her sitting in the ball pit beside the giant Charles poster, flashing a peace sign.

Sammie: "This place is extra in the best way. It’s giving summer dream. The spoons are biodegradable, and yes, Charles is watching you eat."

Close-up of the ice cream cup, then a bite.

Sammie (mouth full, approving): "Okay wait. This is actually really good. I’m not even kidding. You can still pick a bit of the artificial sweetener, but the taste itself is very rich."

Cut to footage walking near the pier. Small branded carts sell mini tubs to tourists. Fans crowd around with spoons and sunglasses.

Sammie (voiceover): "They’ve even got mobile carts near the water selling the mini tubs for tourists all weekend. Monaco’s basically CharlesLand right now—and honestly? I’m not mad."

Video ends with a close-up selfie, the track just barely visible behind her. Background song - LAS-24]

@sammieonracing

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#MonacoGP #CharlesLeclerc #F1

 

[TikTok - Video Description:  Back ground sound: Offenbach’s “Can Can”

Overlaid text: “POV: You try to walk through Monaco without seeing Charles Leclerc’s face.”

Monaco’s train station, a sequence of digital ads with both Red Bull drivers in fireproofs, faces closed off, posing with their wrists flexed to show the watch. The ads start shadowy, focusing on the watch’s glow in the dark feature, then slowly brighten to reveal the drivers in full.

As the creator steps outside, they’re met with a massive banner of Charles Leclerc biking through the city’s sun-drenched streets. 

A cut, then a building side with 25-meters tall mural of Charles in a navy race suit, with a Monaco flag background, resembling propaganda.

Another cut, to the pastel storefront of an IceCream Parlor, Charles’s silly ball pit photo looms in the window.

Walking up a stone alley, the camera zooms in wildly as banner after banner reads “Leclerc,” “C. Leclerc,” "L'Elu", “Charles.”

Camera slowly zooms on a sleek black Ferrari with red and white lines on the hood, and the number "16" at the side.

Another cut, Charles himself walks in front of the creator, headphones in, calm, in team gear. 

Creator finally turns the camera to himself, he wears an Orange McLaren shirt and a blank face.]

@pieatree

I am not surviving this weekend. #MonacoGP

 

[Youtuber - Location: Monaco Grand Prix circuit, early morning. Setting: Closed F1 prep session. Pristine weather. Film crew, light security presence. No major audience.

Drone over the harbor. Charles stands besides a black aston martin sport car, a special edition for the monaco GP redbull team kit - with drawings of the monacos streets as a background, the red bulls of the team on the side - helmet tucked under one arm. 

Prince Albert approaches in a black driving jacket, smiling politely.

Charles: "Good morning, Your Serene Highness. Are you ready for a quick tour?"

Albert (in good humour): "I should not had done that bet with you."

Charles laughs smoothly, gesturing for him to enter the car.

A staff member helps buckle Prince Albert in, both men wear helmets. The camera watches from the dashboard as the engine revs to life.

Charles (grinning): "Thank you for letting us borrow your car."

Albert: "Let’s just bring it safely, please."

Charles: “Should we do with or without emotion?”

Albert hesitates but says: “I feel it would be a waste of time to go without.”

Charles (chuckling): “Well, I just needed your permission.”

Without warning, the car lunges forward, tires squealing through Sainte Dévote, making Albert get pushed back in his seat. Charles downshifts into the hill climb, grinning under the helmet.

Albert (subtitled, laughing nervously): “I see we’re skipping the warm-up.”

Charles: “I’m counting it as bonus practice for tomorrow's qualifying, make it worthy it!”

The Aston Martin snakes past Massenet, climbing toward the casino.

Albert (smiling, but his voice breaks as the car shakes through curves, his torso moving side to side): “I see why the road budget’s so high–” he is cut by the way Charles drift the car in the hairpin before picking speed, the nose tucks in tight — millimeters from the guardrail.

They plunge into the darkness — engine echoing violently off the walls, speed climbing fast.

Albert (shouting): “My God!”

Out of the tunnel. Charles takes the chicane with a wild but controlled slide. Tires kiss the curb. Prince Albert actually laughs.

Albert: “I heard of your parking, but this is a little too much, Charles.”

Charles makes an offended sound, before saying: “I’m not that bad!”

They roar across the line. Charles eases off the throttle, car humming in protest. Prince Albert exhales loudly, hands unclenching.

Albert (subtitled): “Oh, God, you did not gone easy.” he says, laughing.

Charles (bowing slightly): “I’ll take that as a compliment.”

They remove their helmets. Hair tousled, faces flushed. Prince Albert fixes his collar, still catching his breath.

Albert (genuine now): "In all seriousness, Charles, good luck for the race. We’ll all be watching."

Charles (giving a solemn bow): "Thank you, sir."

Cut to wide drone shot of the car rolling slowly past the paddock. Orchestral theme blends into the hum of the track.

F1 THEME MUSIC PLAYS]

@formula1

Monaco Royalty for 2025 GP. The influence is palpaple.

 

Qualifying day arrived, and the tension in the air was palpable. Charles had pushed himself harder than ever, and it showed. He secured pole position, the roar of the crowd barely reaching him as he soaked in the moment.

Max, on the other hand, was in P4 — nowhere near the front, where he usually found himself.

After the session ended, Christian gathered the team. “Alright." he said, glancing between Charles and Max. “It’s clear who’s in the best position to win today. We’ll give Charles preference in the race. Let’s execute it well.”

Max gave a nod, his eyes meeting Charles’, who was standing slightly apart from the group, arms crossed. There was a silent understanding between them now. 

 

The streets and skies of Monaco watched as the cars lined up on the grid. Thousands of eager eyes looked down from balconies and grandstands, waiting for the show to begin.

Charles sat on pole. His car wore a special livery — now white with the bull in gold and diamond-shaped accents along the body. His helmet matched in gold, with just an extended flag on his nape.

And he felt... at ease. Confident.

The lights went out, and the race roared to life.

Charles shot off and knew from the start it was a good reaction time. He navigated the tight Monaco corners with ease, his experience on this circuit shining through  — each turn felt like an extension of himself. By the end of the first lap, Charles had already built some gap, setting a good pace that would be hard to challenge.

Max, however, was locked in a different battle. The tight streets left no room for error, and his vision was filled with the aggressive red and orange of Carlos’ and Oscar’s. Sainz had been pursuing Oscar since the start, looking for any opportunity to pass. 

Behind him, Russell and Lando were fighting between them for P5, but they weren’t gaining ground.

On Lap 5, Max held P5, but Sainz was growing increasingly impatient. On the run to Casino Square, Carlos dove inside – trying to sneak through to catch Oscar closed, making the Ferrari swirl off track into the barriers. Max’s heart rate quickened, but his response was immediate. He covered the line, forcing Sainz to concede the position. Not today, Carlos, Max thought to himself, holding his ground. 

But Monaco had more to throw at them, of course. The skies, once clear, darkened quickly, and the first drops of rain began to fall. The drizzle wasn’t enough to change tire strategy, but the slick conditions added a new layer of difficulty. Max gritted his teeth, focusing on keeping his car on the track as Sainz closed in.

As they entered the tunnel for the tenth time, Max could feel his tires losing grip, and his rear end wobbled slightly under braking. He glanced at his mirrors — Carlos was right there, but Max wasn’t about to let him through without a fight.

“Sainz seven tenths away.” GP warned.

“Copy." Max muttered, tightening his grip on the wheel. Catching up with Oscar secondary now.

Lap 25. Carlos made his move again, this time with a better run down the straight. He pulled up alongside Max, but Max wasn’t going to give in. He braked late, positioning his car defensively. Lewis was forced wide at Mirabeau, and Max held on, refusing to let him past.

Meanwhile, Charles was in his element. By Lap 60, he was still out in front, building a gap that seemed impossible to bridge. He was navigating the wet track like a man who’d driven these streets a thousand times before. Every corner, every apex - Charles was in perfect harmony with the car. The rain had stopped, but the slick patches remained, making it a constant challenge to find grip.

“Keep pushing, Charles." Rocky urged, sensing the opportunity for a dominant performance.

“I’ve got this." Charles responded, his voice calm, confident. He had this race and was gonna hold it to the end.

Max, however, was still holding off Carlos in P4. The gap was small, but Max wasn’t backing down. With each lap, the tension grew. His focus never wavered as he fended off the Ferrari driver — maintaining his pace while keeping Hamilton behind him, just close enough to pressure, but never close enough to overtake.

For Red Bull, the pit strategy was spot on — quick stops and perfect timing. Charles regained his position without much trouble, while Max used his fresher tires to overtake Oscar with ease.

Lap 78 — the final lap. 

Charles was now just two corners away from the victory. He had driven flawlessly, always maintaining control. As he came through the famous Monaco hairpin for the final time, the checkered flag fell, and the roar of the crowd blurred into the hum of the engine slowing beneath him. Charles crossed the finish line, his grip on the steering wheel tightening for just a moment before he exhaled sharply, releasing all the tension that had built up over 78 laps.

“You did it, sunshine, Monaco is yours again.” Rocky said in his ear, his voice barely containing the pride.

Charles yelled into the radio, raw joy pouring out of him. It was done. He had won. God, Monaco was his again.

As he guided the car through the cooldown lap, his thoughts raced even faster than the RB21 beneath him.

Each corner had felt like a quiet conversation with the city itself—familiar, intimate. The car had responded to his every input as if it, too, understood the weight of this moment. This was home. These were the streets he’d walked as a child, staring through the fences, dreaming of one day being the one behind the wheel.

He pulled the car into parc fermé. The engine shut down with a final, echoing growl, and silence filled the cockpit. For a moment, he just sat there—helmet on, hands resting against the halo, heart still hammering in his chest. His eyes fluttered shut as the full weight of it sank in.

He remembered the last time he also felt this breathless. Back then, the adrenaline had come with disbelief. Now, it came with clarity.

A memory came — his first time behind the wheel. He had thrown a tantrum that morning, crying and refusing to go to daycare. Not wanting to disturb Maman, who was exhausted with baby Arthur, Papa hadn’t scolded him. He had simply picked Charles up, calm and quiet, and taken him to the Bianchi house.

There in the back garden, his three year old self found the old, worn-out go-kart that had belonged to the family. Tiny, battered, and loud. Papa had strapped him in with practised hands, crouched beside him, and smiled. Charles didn’t remember if he ever said anything, he just remembered papa’s smile and crooked glasses, and smiling back.

God, he missed him, he should been here.

He smiled faintly beneath the helmet.

The doubts he had carried after joining Red Bull, the pressure to prove himself, the comparisons to Max — it all evaporated in that instant. This win wasn’t just for Monaco or for the team. It was for him. A reminder that he belonged here. That he was more than capable.

Climbing out of the car, the noise of the crowd hit him like a wave. This was his people. His home. They were chanting his name, and he allowed himself to soak it in. Charles climbed up his car and waved to them, his gloved hand high.

He took his time at the weigh-in, catching his breath, accepting every handshake, every pat on the back, every clap on the shoulder. No rush, he wanted to savour it.

As he finally turned toward the barrier where the Red Bull team waited, Charles spotted Max among them, surrounded by engineers and crew, their navy uniforms flashing with celebration. Embers of adrenaline still sparked in the air. Their eyes met, and Max gestured for him to come.

Charles grinned—soaked in sweat, flushed from the race, but absolutely glowing. He sprinted toward the team, legs light with joy, aiming to leap into their arms, but Max stepped forward before he reached them, catching him mid-motion, grabbing the front of his suit and hauling him into his arms.

The team roared around them, engulfing both drivers in a wave of navy-blue. Cheers, claps, and laughter echoed as they were pulled into the crush — dozens of hands wrapping around them, bodies pressing close in celebration.

And Max — Max felt the weight of Charles wrap around him. Legs settled instinctively at his waist, an arm hugging his neck. The moment stilled. Charles looked down at him through damp lashes, his grin wide and trembling, tears caught at the corners of his eyes.

Max’s breath hitched. The roar of the crowd continued, but for Max everything narrowed down to just Charles.

 

[Instagram - Image description: Pictures of Charles with his team, full of navy blue uniforms, champagne flying. The moment when all his team engulfed Charles while in Max’ arms, Max’s face smiling up to him. The podium pictures, with Max and Oscar on each side. Charles being hugged by Prince Albert. Arthur and Lorenzo clinging to him in the after-party. Max, Charles and Pascale's picture after dinner, their hair cut. Charles and Rocky. The anthem photo with Charles in front of the royal family.]

@charles_leclerc

Thank you for this moment. All my love to every person that helped me get here.

 

[Youtube - Video description: The screen shows Charles in his Red Bull car, speeding through the narrow streets of Monaco, as he navigates the tight corners of Sainte Dévote and Casino Square. The sound of the engine roars, and the crowd cheers in the background.  

Charles crosses the finish line, the checkered flag waving. His car slows as he takes the final corners, the crowd’s cheers growing louder. The camera cuts to his face inside the cockpit, a mix of relief and joy visible as he removes his helmet.  

Charles is lifted into the air by Max and the Red Bull team surrounding them, clapping and cheering. The camera captures the smiles on everyone’s faces, a shared sense of triumph.

Charles stands on the top step of the podium, his Red Bull race suit gleaming under the lights. The crowd below chants his name, their voices echoing through the streets. Tears well up in his eyes as he lifts the trophy, the Monaco anthem playing in the background.  

He makes his way through the crowd to his family. Pascale pulls him into a tight hug, her tears of joy evident. Arthur and Lorenzo clap him on the back, their faces glowing with pride. Andrea and Joris shake his hand, their smiles wide as they congratulate him.

The camera follows Charles and Max as they run toward the harbor, laughing and shouting. The two of them pull Christian in the sea, then Charles pushes Max before jumping himself. The team cheers from the edge, their laughter filling the air as the three emerge from the water, soaking wet but grinning from ear to ear.  

The streets are packed with fans, their faces painted in yellow and blue. Children wave flags, and adults hug each other, tears streaming down their cheeks. 

The video ends with a wide shot of Monaco at night. The city glows with lights, the harbor still alive with celebration. Fireworks light up the sky, their reflections dancing on the water. The banners in his name sway gently.]

@charles_leclerc

New home win. Monaco 2025.

 

 

 

 

F1 STANDINGS · 25 MAY 2025
Position. Driver. Team. Points.
# 1. VER RED BULL 139
# 2. LEC RED BULL 128
# 3. PIA MCLAREN 115
# 4. NOR MCLAREN 102
# 5. SAI FERRARI 90
# 6. RUS MERCEDES 81
# 7. HAM FERRARI 58
# 8. ANT MERCEDES 32
# 9. TSU RACING BULLS 21
# 10. ALO ASTON MARTIN 18
# 11. STR ASTON MARTIN 18
# 12. ALB WILLIAMS 8
# 13. GAS ALPINE 2
# 14. ...    

 

 

The Barcelona post-race press conference had been going for a while, the room buzzing with questions as Max and Charles sat side by side, their black fireproofs contrasting against Lewis’ bright red. Max held the winner's cap at an angle, a relaxed smile still lingering from the victory, while Charles leaned back on the couch, his third-place finish doing nothing to dim the team’s dominance.

A reporter took the mic, her expression sharp and purposeful. “This question is for both Max and Charles. The FIA just released a statement saying they’re opening an investigation into Red Bull’s cars. Any comments?”

The room stilled.

Max’s eyebrows lifted slightly as he processed the question, a flicker of surprise crossing his face before it settled into something more neutral. Charles blinked once, his features giving nothing away.

But inside, his mind jolted like the snap of a gearbox catching wrong.

Why now? The cars were fast, yes—but they weren’t untouchable. McLaren, even Mercedes, had been quicker on more than one Saturday. Their upgrades came faster, their development package constantly evolving. Red Bull, by contrast, had made only marginal gains. Strategic excellence, consistency, driver synergy — that was their edge. Not something suspicious. Not something worth this.

And still, here they were.

It wasn’t even shock anymore. It was something colder. This again. The subtle accusation woven into every headline, every question. The unspoken implication that their success couldn’t possibly be real.

Never mind the battery of post-race checks. Never mind the impromptu tear-downs. Never mind the drug testing Charles had been summoned to four separate times already this season alone — Max, even more.

His jaw tightened. The math didn’t add up, but it didn’t need to. Not for them to investigate. Not when the results had become politically inconvenient.

He kept his face still, unreadable. No flash of emotion, no rise to the bait. He didn’t glance even at Max, didn’t fidget. 

Max leaned into his mic, his voice smooth. “Well,” he said, “that’s… something, isn’t it?” he continues, as if he was waiting for Charles' direction.

They traded a look, and Charles subtly sighed. “They do their job, and this is fine. Our cars, they are entirely in the regulations. What you see out there, it is nothing questionable. It is only the result of an incredible effort from the team and a car optimised for drivers who push it to its limits.”

The reporter shifted to Max. He didn’t flinch. If anything, his relaxed posture made him look amused.

“If anything, it’ll only confirm what we already know: that our cars are just as good as the drivers who race them.” Max says.

Max turned slightly toward Charles, his mouth twitching upward. Charles didn’t return the smile, not quite, but his eyes flicked toward his teammate, gaze softening minutely.

The journalist moved on, but the atmosphere had shifted. 

Charles leaned back again, hands folded loosely in his lap. His posture was effortless, but for anyone watching closely, it carried weight—a quiet tension. Not resignation.

Resentment.

 

 

 

F1 STANDINGS · 1 JUN 2025
Position. Driver. Team. Points.
# 1. VER RED BULL 157
# 2. LEC RED BULL 153
# 3. PIA MCLAREN 125
# 4. NOR MCLAREN 106
# 5. SAI FERRARI 96
# 6. RUS MERCEDES 89
# 7. HAM FERRARI 73
# 8. ANT MERCEDES 34
# 9. ALO ASTON MARTIN 30
# 10. TSU RACING BULLS 22
# 11. STR ASTON MARTIN 18
# 12. ALB WILLIAMS 8
# 13. GAS ALPINE 2
# 14. ...    

Notes:

I wrote this chapter so long ago that I kinda feel weird about it, like it doesn't match that well with the others, but at the same time I still enjoy it enough to keep it and don't how to edit it.

If anyone expected me to not give Charles Monaco, you guys didn't catch how selfish this fic is for me. IM MANIFESTING A MIRACLE HERE! (I HAVE NO HOPE, THIS FIC IS THERAPY, FERRARI PLEASE STOP DESTROYING MY LIFE, I JUST GOT HERE!!!)

Thank you for all the kudos and comments, I hope you guys enjoyed!

Chapter 15

Notes:

Additional Chapter Warning:
- Car Accident/Crash

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The late afternoon sun hung lazily over the harbor, casting a warm golden glow across the bobbing yachts. Charles sat barefoot on the deck of his boat, legs stretched out, a half-empty bottle of water rolling lazily beside him as the sea rocked them. Somewhere toward the bow, a few of their friends were laughing and shouting, out of sight but still close enough to feel their presence. It was peaceful. 

Charles really needed it.

Joris leaned against the wheel, fiddling absently with one of the lines. His movements were slow, distracted. Charles noticed it.

"You know." Joris started, hesitant, like he wasn’t sure if he should bring it up, "I saw the pic with your mum and Max.”

Charles tilted his head back against the deck cushion, squinting up at him. "Hm?" he asked, the memory unfurling easily, making him grin.

"How did… that even happen?" Joris said, voice cautious. 

Charles shrugged lazily, feeling far too content to think much of the question. "I just invited him. We were free, and mum was going to come." 

Joris hummed under his breath, shaking his head as he turned the wheel idly. Then, after a beat, he asked, quieter, "So, you really are friends now?"

Charles blinked at the tone — not accusing, exactly, but loaded. He pushed himself up onto his elbows, giving Joris a confused look.

"I mean… yes? He’s nice." Charles said simply, like it was obvious.

Joris watched him carefully, still toying with the wheel, a smirk pulling at the corner of his mouth. Charles caught it and frowned, defensive before he even realized.

"What? He is!" Charles insisted, sitting up straighter.

He thought about it — how Max was so much easier to be around than people gave him credit for. Everyone bought into that angry, asshole image. But if you actually knew him... if you let yourself know him... it was bullshit. Max was blunt, sure, but he was kind. Loyal.

Charles had never bought into the way Max performed for the media—the gruffness, the sharp edges. He’d seen past it early, recognized the quiet steadiness underneath. Max didn’t fill silences the way others did, but that was the thing—he didn’t have to. They could sit for hours in the same room, Charles scrolling through playlists while Max muttered about some in-game strategy, and it never felt like too much.

They didn’t need to like the same things. Max didn’t care about fashion, and Charles had zero interest in geography debates, but somehow, it worked. They shared workout sessions, traded music recommendations — Max’s taste was surprisingly decent, when he wasn’t pretending otherwise — and after China, they’d started slipping into these unplanned detours, walking through cities after races, Max pointing out random facts about streets and buildings while Charles dragged him into cafés and stores.

He was the one who sought Charles out before the weekend, insisting on dinner because they’d agreed — needed — that time to talk, to truly understand each other. The same guy who, despite his disdain for social media, let himself be dragged into those ridiculous games and challenges. 

And fine, maybe Charles didn’t love them either, but he tried to find the fun in it — especially when Max was there, not just tolerating but enjoying it, laughing at his dumb jokes like they were actually funny.

It was easy. It was good.

"I know." Joris said, grinning now, like he was holding onto some inside joke. "He’s very nice to you."

Charles stilled at the word choice. "What do you mean?"

Joris raised an eyebrow. "Come on, Charles. You know."

"No, I don’t know." Charles said, folding his arms. "What are you talking about?"

"Max is nicer to you than to literally anyone else." Joris said. "You think that’s normal?"

Charles stared at him, unblinking.

"Okay." Charles said, voice tight. "We’ve known each other since we were kids. Of course, we’re closer."

Joris gave him a look. "Man, I was there. So was Pierre, George, Esteban… none of them babies you."

Charles opened his mouth, but nothing came out at first. Because… okay, yes. He got closer in five months than Charles was with most of the drivers who, although friendly, weren’t close.

Joris sighed heavily, running a hand through his hair. The late sunlight caught on his wristwatch, flashing gold.

"Y'know there's… gossip about Max." Joris muttered.

Charles narrowed his eyes. "What gossip?"

Joris shifted uncomfortably. "Look, I’m not saying this to stir shit. I just think you should know. Some people are saying Max… you know, might like guys. And—"

"Stop."

Joris looked at him, startled.

"I mean it." Charles said, sharper now. "Stop."

Joris held up his hands in surrender. "Alright. Just— I'm not trying to be a dick about it. I just think if you keep getting closer, people are gonna start talking about you too and I know how you get about this stuff."

Charles’s jaw clenched. His chest felt tight in a way that had nothing to do with the gentle rock of the boat.

"There’s nothing happening." Charles said firmly. "He’s my friend. I like being his friend. And I’m not gonna screw that up because people can’t mind their own business."

Joris studied him for a long moment, then sighed again, softer this time. "Okay." he said. "Okay, man."

The breeze picked up, tugging at the loose strands of Charles’s hair. For a moment, neither of them spoke, the noise of the city just a faint hum in the background.

And if Charles was suddenly thinking way too hard about what Max meant to him… well. That was his problem to deal with.

Later.

 

 

In a stroke of cosmic balance — or maybe just bad timing — all the campaigns had to be shot within the same week. 

Charles didn’t mind the chaos too much, his schedule was jam-packed anyway, as the week prior brought a slew of campaigns to shoot, thanks to APM and Loewe, both eager to capitalize on the summer season. Max had a field day with the situation, teasing Charles mercilessly.

“Thanks for the vacation” Max texts smugly. “With you stuck there theres no tiktoks challenges its bliss.”

Charles, unimpressed, sent him a middle finger emoji and vowed to ignore Max for the rest of the week. That resolve lasted precisely one day.

The next afternoon, Charles was already complaining. 

THEY DONT COUNT FOR DRIVERS NECK! ” he texted Max after a long session with APM. Attached was a short video of himself, exasperated, showing a choker awkwardly tied around his neck. The clasp, meant to sit comfortably, was instead held together with a thread to accommodate his neck.

Max read the text immediately, but the typing bubbles blinked in and out for ages, annoying Charles who waited bored. Finally, Max replied, “It’s pretty thou Looks good”

Charles couldn’t help but smile at that. And spent the rest of the shoot sending Max pictures.

(If those pictures ended up saved on Max phone, it was just because his WhatsApp settings were on downloading all media.)

 

The media day passed in a blur of interviews, with reporters hounding both drivers about the FIA’s ongoing investigation. 

Charles, still, didn't mind playing PR babysitter to Max as the others' patience continued to thin. So Charles handled the press with easy, giving lighthearted but measured answers. 

By the time the interviews wrapped up, Max was visibly drained and pissed off. As they walked toward the car that would take them to their hotel, Max slung an arm over Charles’ shoulders with a heavy sigh.

“Thanks.” he murmured, his tone unusually soft.

Charles smiled, looping an arm around Max’s waist in return. “Anytime.” he said simply.

When race day arrived, so did the rain—transforming Montreal into a heart-pounding, spray-soaked showdown. Max, predictably, carved through the field with ruthless precision, leaving Charles a distant P2 in his wake. 

Further back, Lewis battled Oscar in P4, though something was clearly amiss with the McLaren — not that Ferrari could capitalize, because, well… Ferrari things.

Chaos erupted as McLaren botched their pit stop, then a yellow flag flew when Carlos and George tangled mid-overtake, sending them both spinning. But the real shock came next, what could only be called a miracle, Lance, who’d stunned with P6 in quali, somehow emerged in the madness to take P3, sealing arguably the best drive of his career as rivals failed around him.

Christ, Charles loved this season.



The party thumped around them, all pulsing bass and champagne bubbles, glitter catching on shoulders and eyelids alike. Charles had claimed a booth tucked into the corner, surrounded by a few Red Bull engineers who’d wandered over despite this being Aston’s celebration. The party had been going long enough that Charles was definitely tipsy, enough to feel warm, not yet enough to be careless.

Max returned with two drinks, sliding into the booth with the smugness of a man who’d just stolen a crown.

“Aston Martin’s still trying to romance me,” he said, nudging one of the glasses toward Charles. “Their hospitality fridge is basically a free buffet now.”

Charles took it without hesitation.

“Should I be jealous?”

“Only if you want their expensive champagne.”

“Or Adrian Newey.”

Max sighed, the kind that came from somewhere deep. “Okay, that I miss.”

Charles laughed and bumped their shoulders, taking a sip of the drink. It was sweet, fresh, dusted with those ridiculous gold flakes people insisted on using, strong too.

They settled back into conversation with the rest of the table — voices rising, music vibrating the floors. Max’s thigh pressed against Charles’s. Neither moved away.

Then Max stiffened. Not dramatically, just a subtle shift in his spine Charles felt against his side. Charles followed his gaze.

Near the bar stood Lawrence Stroll, one hand clasped on Andy Cowell’s shoulder, the other mid-gesture as he held court. There was a brightness to his expression — pride that radiated like it had weight.

“Can you imagine?” Max murmured, voice just above the music, almost sarcastic.

Charles tilted his head. “Hm?”

“This amount of paternal pride for a P3.” Max swirled his beer, staring at the foam like it held answers.

Charles hummed, watching from his periphery the guarded way Max delivered the… joke? 

It was always like this in the rare times Max mentioned his father — the unspoken tightrope Max walked between respect and resentment. Charles had seen the way Jos used to scream at a nine-year-old Max in karting paddocks, yet Max still spoke of him with a twisted sort of respect, still chased his approval.

For Charles, Jos had been, frankly, a mid driver at best — one decent season with Benetton, then a career spent mostly as a backmarker or a pay driver. Sophie, Max’s mother? Now there was a legacy worth admiring.

Lawrence’s laughter boomed across the room, his hand now clapping Andy’s back. The way his eyes tracked Lance — proud, uncomplicated, present — sent an old ache through Charles’ ribs. So many of them had fathers like this: Ollie’s dad doting on every move, Carlos Sainz Sr. haunting every paddock and FIA. Anthony Hamilton’s entire existence.

And that’s why Charles still didn’t hold against Max the way he respected and wanted Jos around, because Charles? He had a ghost who’d died believing in a lie.

He bumped shoulders with Max, a silent I know. “Well, I did.”

A beat. Max grimaced — fuck, that was a landmine — but before he could dwell on it, Charles lifted his fist. Max looked at his face for moment, before tapped his own against it, their knuckles brushing.

“For all the flavors of daddy issues.” Charles deadpanned.

Max’s laugh punched out of him, sharp and startled. He buried his face in his hands. Charles watched, pleased. 

It was good, seeing him let go.

“Max!” Red Bull member yelled from the end of their table. “You have to settle this,” a Red Bull strategist said, already pulling out his phone. “Monaco 2022, was your pole lap actually better than Checo’s or was it just track evolution?”

Charles groaned softly. Max, on the other hand, lit up. “Are you serious? My S3 was two tenths up even before—”

“Bullshit!” cut in a mechanic.

And that was that. More engineers got pulled and Max had that dangerous gleam in his eyes. And trully, trully, Charles loved to talk racing with Max, but the man got so passionate when there was a team of people he wanted to convince about something Charles didn't have the energy for it.

Quietly, he slipped out of the booth and headed toward the buffet, muttering something about needing food. 

That’s when he saw Lance.

Tucked near a window, half-concealed behind an oversized fern, Lance looked like he’d carved a calm pocket out of the chaos. Charles approached, steps measured. 

He pulled out the chair opposite him, the scrape of wood nearly lost beneath the bass.

“Mind if I join your exile?” Charles asked, voice low enough to be ignored if necessary.

Lance glanced up, surprised but not displeased. He nudged a plate of untouched hors d’oeuvres toward the center. “Be my guest. Estie just left.”

Charles smiled, grabbing a crostini.

“Congrats again on the podium, it was a great race.” 

Lance gave a simple shrug with a small grimace, but muttered a thank you. Charles didn’t mind; that was typical Lance. Painfully introverted, outworldly privileged, and somehow still nicer than most of the drivers. 

Across the room, a shout erupted from Max’s corner. Charles flinched, sighing.

Lance caught it. That earned him a real smile — small, genuine. “You’re seriously dodging whatever’s happening over there, huh?”

“Pot,” Charles replied dryly, “meet kettle.”

Lance raised his hands in mock surrender. His glass clinked gently against the table. 

Charles exhaled and let himself enjoy the quiet and peace for a moment. A quiet chuckle from Lance pulled him back. He was looking across the room, towards…

Lawrence again. Laughing with Alonso now, one arm slung around Fernando’s shoulders like a proud uncle. The pride on his face hadn’t dimmed.

“He must be proud.” Charles said.

Lance blinked, caught off guard. “Hm?”

“Your dad.”

“Oh, yeah.” He said simply, after a moment, he continued oddly sincere, “At the end of the day, that’s why we all do it, no?”

Charles huffed. “There’s also the money.”

Lance huffed a laugh but tapped a jittery rhythm against his glass. The quiet that followed was comfortable in the way it sometimes is between people who've hovered around the same orbit for years without ever quite connecting, and for a moment, the fern didn’t look like camouflage. Just shade. A hiding place, maybe. But a gentle one.

And Charles, like before watching Lawrence with Max, wondered how it would be to have this piece of privilege, to not need to perform.

Charles’ eyes lingered, watching Alonso wink at Lance, making the younger man laugh again. 

Teammates, he laughed and looked for Max.

He was at the bar now. Head tipped back, laughing. His hand braced on the shoulder of someone Charles didn’t recognize — tall, tousled hair, probably a junior engineer or PR flack from another team. Sharp cheekbones, confident grin. 

Max leaned in to say something. The guy murmured something back. Max leaned closer to hear.

Charles felt it before he understood it, a slow, prickling cold up his spine.

There are rumours about Max, Joris had said.

Of course Max could talk to whoever he wanted, but the guy’s hand was lingering near Max’s elbow, and Max wasn’t shaking him off. And… 

Idiot. 

This wasn’t a Red Bull event. This was Aston Martin’s party, full of FIA suits and sponsors who absolutely noted things like World Champions getting handsy with random men in dark corners. Max knew better, should know better. 

Charles tipped back the rest of the drink Max had gotten him, “Congratulations again, mec.” he said quietly to Lance, tapping his shoulder.

Then he moved. Three long strides, effortless, cutting through dancers and engineers alike.

“Max.” he said, light and easy, like he hadn’t crossed the room with a mission. “Can you grab me another one of those drinks? The barman didn’t know what it was.”

Max turned, blinking at him. “Now?”

“Unless you’re busy.” Charles asked quietly, but held Max confused glance.

The stranger caught the shift instantly and stepped back. “I should… find my team.” he mumbled.

Max gave him a short nod, already facing Charles again. “What is this about?”

Charles tilted his head. “My drink?” he said, all innocence, even though now the man left, Charles felt a little embarrassed about his reaction.

Max stared at him for a second, then his mouth twitched. “You could’ve just said you missed me.”

“Don’t flatter yourself.” Charles said, nudging him toward the bar.

And if his hand lingered on Max’s elbow a second longer than it had to, well, that was just to make sure he actually went.

 

Charles was absolutely wasted. There was no other way to describe it. He was in the middle of the room, dancing, or at least attempting to, which only showcased his utter lack of rhythm and, frankly, self-awareness. Most of the party had cleared out by now, leaving him as one of the last few stragglers.

And Max.

Always Max, who’d spent most of the evening playing bartender to Charles’ demands, despite the barman knowing Charles' simple order by the third drink he got.

By the fifth round, Max had caught on — Charles wasn’t just drunk. He was competitively drunk. Now, at drink number eight — or maybe nine, Max had lost count — Charles was spinning in slow, lopsided circles, his dress shirt untucked and his grin sloppy at the edges.

The game had officially stopped being fun.

Max returned, a bottle of sparkling water in hand, weaving through the scattered cups and wasted people. He approached Charles, who, oblivious to the world, was swaying like the music was still playing full blast.

“Here,” Max said, holding the bottle out, “please drink this.”

“Oh, my Max!” Charles greeted him like they hadn’t already spent the entire evening together, slinging an arm over Max’s shoulder with a lopsided grin. “What it?” he asked, already grabbing for the bottle.

“Just try it,” Max said, twisting the cap open. Charles took a sip and immediately scrunched his face like a child tasting medicine.

“Ugh.”

“Nope, keep drinking.” Max said, tilting the bottle back toward his mouth, holding his nape. Charles reluctantly complied, grimacing all the way.

“You should head back to your room.” Max suggested, glancing at the other man’s dishevelled state. Charles’s hair was damp with sweat, strands falling messily across his forehead.

Max wondered for a second when, during Charles' rebrand after moving to Red Bull, the man decided shorter hair was his new style.

“I don’t remember where.” Charles admitted, pouting slightly, his accent even thicker in his current state.

“Do you have your key?” Max asked, trying to suppress a sigh.

Charles nodded enthusiastically, nearly losing his balance as he fumbled around in his jeans. After a small eternity, he produced the key card, waving it triumphantly.

Max scanned it, noting it was on his floor. Convenient, at least. “Alright, come on, I’ll take you.”

“Really?” Charles beamed, his face lighting up like Max had offered him a million euros. His eyes were half-closed now, and he was leaning heavily against Max, who suddenly became acutely aware of how close they were.

“Yeah, Charlie. Let’s go.”

Charles didn’t argue, keeping his arm draped over Max as they stumbled outside for an Uber. 

By the time they were parking in front of their hotel, Charles had almost fallen asleep and Max had to pull him out of the car.

In the elevator, Charles let his weight fall on Max and fully rested his head against Max’s shoulder. Max tried not to watch them on the elevator mirror, but found it was impossible to take his eyes off where Charles watches him back – the messy hair, the relaxed curve of his mouth, the foggy eyes.

When the elevator dinged open, Max gently nudged Charles “Let’s get you to bed.” he said, hesitant to break the quiet.

Charles blinked at him, a soft, sleepy smile spreading across his face as he followed Max out into the corridor. With Charles practically glued to his side, they made it to the door.

Charles managed to unlock it himself, swaying slightly as the door clicked open. He nearly lost his balance when he turned, and Max instinctively reached out, his hands steadying Charles at his waist. 

He turned in his grip, chuckling softly, and Max couldn’t help but laugh with him. The sound was infectious and, again, Max wasn’t even close to sober himself.

“Thank you.” Charles said, his voice warm and low as he reached up, wrapping his arms around Max’s neck.

Max froze for a second, but quickly leaned into the hug, as it lingered on. 

It felt good, grounding, even. But then Charles shifted, his nose brushing against Max’s neck and stopping at the corner of his jaw.

“Thank you.” he murmured again, the words ghosting against Max’s skin.

Max shuddered, his breath hitching, and then Charles pulled back slightly, but not far. His eyes, though still heavy with alcohol and sleep, had a clarity that wasn’t there earlier.

Before Max could process it, Charles leaned in, placing a gentle kiss on his cheek. His lips lingered for a heartbeat too long, and Max’s hands reflexively tightened on Charles’s waist.

Max swallowed hard, closing his eyes, and forced himself to step back. 

“You should drink more water and get some rest.” he said, his voice steadier than he felt.

Charles smiled again, soft and content, standing there with the same relaxed look on his face. Max gave a quick nod, then turned and left, the image of Charles’s warm gaze seared into his mind long after the door clicked shut.

 

 

F1 STANDINGS · 15 JUN 2025
Position. Driver. Team. Points.
# 1. VER RED BULL 182
# 2. LEC RED BULL 171
# 3. PIA MCLAREN 133
# 4. NOR MCLAREN 116
# 5. SAI FERRARI 102
# 6. RUS MERCEDES 89
# 7. HAM FERRARI 85
# 8. ANT MERCEDES 36
# 9. ALO ASTON MARTIN 34
# 10. STR ASTON MARTIN 33
# 11. TSU RACING BULLS 28
# 12. ALB WILLIAMS 8
# 13. GAS ALPINE 3
# 14. ...    

 

 

Max leaned against the wall of his drivers room, glaring at the floor as the FIA official exited. Another doping test. This time, before qualifying. He wasn’t sure whether he was more annoyed at the constant disruptions or the insinuation itself.

He was somehow used to it, but he didn’t like the look in Charles' eyes when they were approached, or the way the Monégasque had skipped away to his room after and, seemed, if the noise Max could hear through the wall was anything to go by, cursing in French to someone.

As if Charles – hardworking, talented, blisteringly fast Charles – needed doping. 

Max sighed heavily, scrubbing a hand down his face. The whole thing was ridiculous, but only added to stung from Jos’ recent behavior. His dad had been making snide comments since the moment Red Bull announced Charles’ signing. Jos hadn’t outright said it, but Max could read him well enough. The older man was worried Charles might overshadow Max, might become the team’s golden boy because of his marketable image and undeniable skill.

The thing was, Jos wasn’t wrong about Charles’ talent. Max knew that better than anyone. Charles was good. He was a threat – not because of favouritism or branding, but because of raw performance. That fact didn’t make the snide remarks any easier to stomach.

Which made it even more frustrating when he remembered Montreal.

The memory had looped through his mind way too many times: Charles’ lazy, tipsy laughter; the lopsided grin; the unexpected weight of him leaning against Max like it was the most natural thing in the world. And then that kiss — if you could call it that.

Not even a real kiss, Max reminded himself for the hundredth time. Just Charles’ type of European behaviour. Just a casual, cheek brush Charles probably didn’t even remember.

But Max did. Too clearly.

He ran both hands through his hair, tense. What he needed was a strong gin and tonic and maybe an hour at the boxing gym. Preferably in that order, for added fun. 

The sound of footsteps broke through his thoughts, and he looked up to see Christian approaching, phone in hand.

“Max,” Sarah said, her tone measured, “we need you in the briefing room in ten. FIA follow-up.”

Max clenched his jaw and nodded, pushing himself off the wall. He wasn’t in the mood for more FIA nonsense, but that didn’t matter. It never mattered. He was a driver; his job was to show up, race, and win.

 

By the time dinner rolled around, Max was still simmering with tired irritation, but Charles seemed to sense it. Without a word, Charles steered the conversation away from racing entirely, probably to diffuse whatever anger the man himself feels.

“I told Arthur about tomorrow.” Charles said, grinning as he topped off their lemon water. “He wants to rope Lorenzo into it, too. I have to talk to Christian. It would be hilarious.”

Max huffed a reluctant laugh.

“We… are doing family therapy during summer break.” Charles continued, casually. “To hash things out. But now we’re keeping it light again. Because of the season, you know?”

Max hummed, nodding along. “I couldnt imagine doing family therapy. To open this type of Pandora's box.”

Under the table, where their knees were just barely touching, Charles nudged his.

“‘Pandora box’?” he teased.

Max rolled his eyes, “You dragged me to buy Pokémon cards last week, we're both nerds.”

Charles chuckled and popped another bite from his plate. “Do you do therapy, though? For yourself?”

“Performance therapy, yeah.”

“Not… regular therapy?” Charles asked it gently.

Max barely restrained another eye-roll. “I know what’s wrong with me, Charlie. I don’t need to pay someone to remind me.”

Charles didn’t flinch, “Well, I also remember my dad dying of cancer, how Ferrari took years of my career and I sometimes race through anxiety attacks cause I think of Jules.”

Max blinked, turning to look at him. Charles didn’t meet his gaze, eyes on his plate, voice even.

“It’s not about remembering the past, it's about reading your present and planning the future. I wouldn't been able to leave Ferrari, with my dad's and Jules’ dreams there, if I didn't work on it at therapy.”

“And you think I have problems to deal?”

Charles took a moment to answer, “I don't think anyone in this line of work doesn't have some.”

He’d been with Charles long enough to know when the man was trying to push without pushing. It was something Charles was weirdly good at — talking about Max, to Max, without making him feel cornered. And Max knew himself well enough to know how easy it was for him to snap. He had a hair-trigger temper, a tendency to shut down or pull away the second things got too personal.

But Charles had a way of getting past that. His words were never careless. They came with weight, with meaning—but without pressure. He spoke from his own mess first, made space, never demanded.

And maybe that’s why Max didn’t get angry. Didn’t throw up his walls. Instead, he just reached over, stole a piece of fish from Charles’s plate, and popped it into his mouth, not even attempting to dodge the napkin thrown in his face.

 

The Red Bull Ring shimmered under the afternoon sun, the mountains behind it hazy and golden. Charles adjusted the collar of his fireproof undershirt and glanced toward the familiar curves of the track. Spielberg had always been neutral ground for him — pretty, efficient, never emotional, but today felt different.

It was his first race as a Red Bull driver at their home race. And despite everything — despite the years at Ferrari, the drama of his transfer, the never-ending doping tests and the whispers about car legality — he felt a peculiar itch to prove himself here. Like a student desperate to impress his new school.

He hated that feeling, but knew it well.

Still, today wasn’t for racing. Not technically. A two-seater Formula 1 car, and matching bright yellow helmets so cheerful they were borderline cruel.

He rolled his shoulders and turned toward Max, who was analising his own helmet beside the car. The thing was a gaudy yellow, the Red Bull logo practically screaming from every angle. Max caught his eye and raised an eyebrow, smirking.

“Look at us.” Charles muttered. “We never looked so good.”

Max snorted, but before he could respond, someone behind the cameras yelled, “Recording in three, two—”

Max elbowed him. “Go on. Do the intro.”

“No, you do it,” Charles said, stepping back.

“You’re the new guy.”

Charles shoved his shoulder laughing. “You’re the champion.”

Max shoved him back. “You're prettier.”

“Cut!” the director barked. “Guys, please , not again. Just one clean take.”

They both turned to glare at the crew, then at each other.

Charles sighed dramatically, stepped toward the camera, and muttered, “Fine. I will start.” He kicked at Max’s boot as punishment for the smug smile he was wearing.

This afternoon,” Charles began, slipping into his announcer voice, “we’ll do something we never thought we would: race together.”

Max immediately cracked up beside him.

Charles kept going, lips twitching. “Thanks to the innovation of one very ambitious Red Bull engineering program, we’ll be driving a two-seater F1 car and experiencing first-hand how the other handles with added weight.”

Max leaned into frame, deadpan. “Okay. Who goes first?”

“You.” Charles said, no hesitation.

“Why?”

“Because I did the intro.” He winked at the camera.

Max sighed like a martyr. “Whatever I do, you’re gonna make me pay twice later, aren’t you?”

Yup.

The crew gave them the go-ahead, and they moved toward the car. Charles ducked into the back seat while Max slid into the front cockpit. A mechanic handed them back their matching helmets—  yellow, smiling, indistinguishable. He put it on anyway.

As Max clipped into the seat ahead of him, he twisted back. “Do you think this is actually safe?”

Charles rolled his eyes. “Please. We’re too expensive for Red Bull to let us die.”

Max barked a laugh, shaking his head as he adjusted the steering wheel.

Charles leaned back in his seat, listening to the engine fire up, the roar dulled slightly by the helmet. Through the sliver of visor, he could still see the track ahead.

The car jolted forward, the sound of the hybrid engine reverberating through Charles’s chest like a second heartbeat. He braced instinctively, even though he trusted Max’s driving more than almost anyone’s. Still, sitting in the back seat with no wheel, no pedals, no control — it was both thrilling and mildly terrifying.

The car surged onto the Red Bull Ring like it belonged there. The g-forces pressed him into the seat, and Charles couldn’t help the loud, whooping laugh that tore out of him.

The radio crackled. “You alive back there?”

Barely! ” Charles shouted, grinning inside his helmet. “I think my stomach is in my throat!”

Max laughed, too, a short, pleased sound. “Lightweight.”

“You’re taking the corners like we’re in Q3!”

“We are filming.” Max replied flatly. “You want them to say I’m slow?”

Charles shook his head. “No, no, keep going! I love it.”

Max hit the apex of Turn 3 with a little flair — nothing unsafe, just showy enough to make the back end dance for a second.

Charles howled through the radio. “ Madman! That was gorgeous.”

“You sound like you’re enjoying yourself a little too much.”

“I am enjoying myself,” Charles said, surprised by how true it felt. “This is the most fun I’ve had all year.”

There was a pause. The engine’s hum filled the silence, and for a moment they were just flying. It felt so good.

They took a few more laps. Max still pushed it — probably to impress the engineers, maybe to make the footage look good — but he was clearly having fun now too. Charles could feel it in the way the car moved: precise, playful, almost like Max was dancing with the track.

When they finally pulled into the pit lane, the brakes were hissing. Max got out first and gave Charles a hand up, the Monegasque holding on his shoulder, got out of the car altogether. There was something about being driven at that speed that made even his trained body a little dizzy.

Charles yanked his helmet off and ran a hand through his damp hair, grinning from ear to ear.

“You screamed like a child.” Max teased.

“I had fun like one.” Charles shot back. 

Max smirked. “Your turn to drive.”

Charles raised an eyebrow. “Hope you’re ready to lose your spleen.”

Max handed him the helmet. “I’m ready. I trust you.”

Charles froze for a beat.

It was said casually, just another quip in their back-and-forth, but the weight of those words lodged in his chest. In this world — this circus of them — they didn’t say things like that lightly.

Charles took the helmet, holding Max’s gaze for just a second longer than necessary.

Then he smiled, sliding it on. “Buckle up, Verstappen.”

Still, he wasn’t going to go easy with the man. 

Where Max had performed in the track, Charles attacked it — clipping apexes, braking late, accelerating hard, taking every corner like it had personally offended him. At the 9th Curve, the car tilted just enough to make Max’s voice explode through the radio.

CHARLES!

Charles grinned under his visor.

 

 

“Max, keep it steady. Lewis is 1.4 seconds behind.” GP’s voice brought him back to the present.

“Copy.” Max replied, his tone clipped. He adjusted his braking point into Turn 3, smoothing out the corner as GP fed him updates about the cars behind.

“Lewis is 3.2 ahead.” Rocky’s voice cut through the roar of the engine. “Oscar and Carlos are fighting behind you. Watch your mirrors.”

“Copy.” Charles muttered, his eyes flicking to the mirrors. The orange and red were locked, but they were closing in fast. He tightened his grip, defending into Turn 3, thinking strategy – Max and Lewis hadn’t pitted yet, and Charles tires were well enough, if…

Then, chaos.

Oscar lunged into Turn 4 — too late, too sharp. His front wing speared into Charles’ rear tire, sending the car into a violent pirouette. For a heartbeat, the car hung sideways, wheels clawing at empty air — then physics took over.

The world inverted in a sickening lurch. The car flipped, crunching onto its halo before the barrier rushed in like a freight train. Metal screamed. Carbon fiber shattered. The impact ripped through the chassis, the car bouncing in a shower of sparks before slamming down again, skidding on its side in a grotesque slide.

Silence. Then the crackle of radio static.

"Charles! Charles, respond!"

But all that answered was the hiss of twisted steel and the distant wail of sirens.

Everything went black.

 

Around the final third of the race, GP’s voice broke through the calm. “Yellow flag in Sector 2. Incident between Leclerc and Piastri.”

“Are they okay?” he asked immediately, his voice sharper than he intended.

“Piastri is out, Charles at the barriers. We are checking. Focus on the track for now, Max.” GP replied firmly, but there was a tightness in his tone that made Max’s heart skip and felt cold wash over him. 

Max’s grip on the wheel tightened. He kept his car steady, hitting his apexes, but his focus was already slipping. He passed the crash site on the next lap, his eyes flicking toward the barriers. Charles’ car was in pieces and flipped over, lodged deep in the tires. Marshals were waving flags, and Max’s stomach twisted at the sight of the ambulance pulling up.

“GP.” Max tried again, his voice taut. “What’s going on with Charles?”

There was a pause, static filling the gap, and then GP replied, “Still no updates, Max.”

Max felt cold run over his entire body. He powered through the next few laps, but his thoughts kept drifting. 

(“I sometimes race through anxiety attacks cause I think of Jules.”)

He could picture Charles in that car, hands gripping the wheel in frustration, trying to signal that he was okay. 

But what if he wasn’t? 

(“We’re too expensive for Red Bull to let us die.”)

The unknown grasped at him, threatening to derail his focus completely.

“GP.” he said again, sharper this time. “Get Christian on the radio. I need an update on Charles.”

It took a moment, the longest moment of the race for Max, before Christian’s voice finally came through. “Max, Charles is responsive. He’s out of the car, but he’s injured. He won’t finish the race.”

Max let out a breath he didn’t realize he was holding. Injured but responsive. It wasn’t perfect, but it was enough for now. “Got it.” he muttered, forcing himself to push the worry aside. Charles wouldn’t want him distracted.

He clenched his jaw and refocused, his eyes narrowing on the track ahead. There were still laps to go, and Lewis was closing the gap. The fight to the finish was intense, the Ferrari driver pushing hard, but Max held firm, defending with precision until the checkered flag waved.

He crossed the finish line, victorious, the crowd roaring in celebration. But the usual surge of triumph wasn’t there. As he rolled into parc fermé, he didn’t leap out of the car or revel in the moment. His eyes scanned the sidelines, searching for any sign of Charles.

Stepping out of the car, Max handed his helmet to a crew member as soon as he left the scale and headed straight for Christian. He accepted the congratulatory handshake for the hundreds of cameras on them, but didn’t bother with pleasantries.

“If I'm asking for news on Charles, you tell me.” Max said, his voice tight.

Christian blinked, caught off guard. “Max, I–”

But Max was already walking away. He spotted his personal assistant hovering near the media line.

“Sarah.” he called, his tone brooking no argument. “Get in touch with Joris. Find out what hospital Charles is at and get me an update.”

Sarah’s eyes widened, but she nodded quickly, pulling out her phone. Max didn’t wait for her response before heading toward the podium preparation area.

He went through the motions of the interviews and celebrations: standing on the podium, spraying the champagne, and answering questions during the interviews. But the whole time, his jaw was clenched, his smile forced. Every cheer from the crowd felt muted, drowned out by the pounding in his chest.

Later, in the quiet of the cooldown room, Max sat on the edge of a chair, rubbing his hands over his face. His head was spinning, and his heart wouldn’t stop pounding.

Why?

He had seen crashes before, terrible, fatal ones. Racing was dangerous — they all knew that. But this… this was different. The image of Charles’ car in the barriers wouldn’t leave his mind, nor would the tight knot in his chest.

With a frustrated sigh, Max dropped his hands and stared at the wall. 

 

 

Sebastian sat on the edge of the couch, elbows on his knees, Maya curled up against his side. The Austrian sun streamed in through the tall windows of the farmhouse, but inside, the air was heavy.

On the screen, Charles’ Red Bull spun violently into the gravel. The camera caught the impact from three angles — the sickening snap as the car hit the barriers, the silence that followed, and then the smoke curling gently into the sky.

Charles didn’t move.

The replay played again, slower. The halo had taken the brunt of it. But still — he didn’t move.

The broadcast crackled with desperate radio chatter.

Oscar, Yuki, Liam, Lewis: “Is he okay?”

Pierre’s voice: “Charles? Can someone answer?”

Max’s voice, clipped and sharp: “I need an update on Charles.”

Sebastian leaned forward, one hand gripping the throw pillow like a lifeline.  “Come on, Charles…” he muttered.

He hadn’t known Jules well. Not like Daniel, who had grown up alongside him, or Massa and Alonso, who’d lived within the heart of Ferrari when it happened. But he remembered Jules' voice — soft, unfailingly polite. The way he moved on track: fluid, fearless. A good racer, a future champion.

And he remembered Charles at his funeral.

Come on, come on, come on, Sebastian thought, as the screen stayed frozen on the wreckage and the halo.

Beside him, Maya’s small voice trembled. “Daddy… is he going to be okay?”

He wrapped his arm around her instantly, pulling her onto his lap, her cheek against his chest. He doesn’t say anything because he wouldn’t lie.

Come on, kid, come on.

The medics were at the car now. Stewards surrounded it, crouched low. The camera panned in—

—and there. Charles’ hand, grabbing at the halo. Clutching it like a tether.

Sebastian let out a breath that he didn’t realize he’d been holding.

“He’s awake.” he told Maya gently. She didn’t answer, just held onto him tighter.

They stayed like that as Charles was lifted from the wreck, carefully loaded into the ambulance.

Behind him, quiet footsteps. Hannah was there, standing just past the couch. Her hand settled lightly on Sebastian’s shoulder. No words. Just a steady presence.

Finn had come into the room too. He stood in the doorway, pale. “I’m glad you don’t race anymore, Dad.” he said.

Sebastian gave him a small smile, but his eyes soon went back to the screen.

Thank you, Jules, he thought.

 

 

F1 STANDINGS · 25 MAY 2025
Position. Driver. Team. Points.
# 1. VER RED BULL 207
# 2. LEC RED BULL 171
# 3. PIA MCLAREN 133
# 4. NOR MCLAREN 126
# 5. SAI FERRARI 114
# 6. RUS MERCEDES 104
# 7. HAM FERRARI 103
# 8. ALO ASTON MARTIN 42
# 9. ANT MERCEDES 40
# 10. STR ASTON MARTIN 39
# 11. TSU RACING BULLS 30
# 12. ALB WILLIAMS 9
# 13. GAS ALPINE 3
# 14. ...    

Notes:

I'm reasonably glad about Charles Monaco's result but also completely heartbroken. Plus, my birthday is tomorrow so 💔 - btw it was a costume party so I went as Ferrari Driver, because delusion is strong.
Anyway, I hope you guys liked this chapter.

We are officially over half the fic! There are still a lot of plot, I swear, the plot will thicker.
And, of course, the actual romance! I was talking with my friend how I was scared I wouldn't be able to do a slow burn good slow enough and then i remember we are 70+ and I still didn't make them kiss... I'm sorry guys, I really feel for you, you all are very strong.

 

Comments on the chapter:
- STROLL TANGENT: I like Lance, and strollonso is one of my favorite F1 ships! AND LETS BE MORE NICE TO LANCE! And specially, LETS STOP USING ABLEIST LANGUAGE AGAINST THE MAN!!!! Every time I see a post about the man the comments are full of people calling him autistic LIKE ITS BAD?? AND THEN USING ABLEIST SLURS AGAINST HIM? It one of the things I hate the most in this fandom!
- Say hi back to Seb! I don't know his kids names and when I realized it was kinda hidden I just create new ones.
- This chapter been written for a while, but it felt a little weird to post it when Yuki crashed last week :-/

 

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Chapter 16

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Charles sat alone in the hospital room, the sterile white walls and faint hum of machines surrounding him. His shoulder throbbed dully, a constant reminder of the crash — as if Charles needed more. 

The adrenaline that had masked the pain on track was long gone, leaving him with a sore, heavy ache and a gnawing anxiety.

He glanced at the clock on the wall, its ticking amplifying the silence. The wait felt endless, his mind spiralling into worst-case scenarios. 

What if it was worse than he thought, felt like? What if his season was over? 

He hated how easily his mind went there. How fragile his faith could be, even now.

He thought of the way his father used to say before every race. Head high. Always. But for what?

And Jules — Jules who had believed in him more than anyone ever had. Jules who never even got to fight this fight.

He thought of the headlines that would come. “Red Bull’s Risk: Leclerc Out, Title in Jeopardy”, “Same Story, Different Color”, “The Prince Without a Crown”.

He shook his head, trying to push the thoughts away, but they clung to him stubbornly.

The sound of the door opening broke his reverie. Andrea stepped in, followed by a doctor holding a tablet. Charles sat up straighter, wincing as the movement pulled at his shoulder.

“Finally.” he muttered, his voice strained. “Please tell me what’s going on.”

Andrea offered him a reassuring smile as he pulled up a chair beside the bed. “Let’s take it one step at a time.”

The doctor spoke first, the soft accent pronounced in every word in her calm and professional tone “Mr. Leclerc, the good news is that your injuries are not severe. Your CT scan is clear, so the concussion is not worrying. Your shoulder, though, you have a complicated sprain. It’s painful, but it won’t require surgery.”

Charles let out a breath he didn’t realise he was holding, relief washing over him in waves. “So, what does that mean? How long until I’m back?”

She nodded, “With proper rest and physiotherapy, you should recover in two to three weeks. It’s important to avoid putting strain on the shoulder, though. Your medic is setting the recovery plan.”

Charles frowned, the timeline sinking in. 

Three weeks. The words hit Charles like a hammer. His mind raced, calculating what that meant. That means another race zeroed. Two missed opportunities. Two chances for someone to surpass him and for Max to extend his lead.

“The championship...” he murmured, barely aware he’d said it out loud. His chest tightened.

All that work. The points lead he’d clawed for. The hours in the sim. The sacrifices. The doubts he’d pushed down all season. 

Every year, it was something. A DNF. A shitty strategy. A crash. A body that betrayed him when he needed it to be perfect.

“Don’t. Don’t start this.” Andrea sighed, already hearing the familiar rhythm of Charles’ spiral before it picked up speed.

“Your best chance is to be patient on recovery…” The doctor tried to offer optimism, but it didn’t help.

“But three weeks?” Charles snapped, sharper than he meant to. “Do you even know what that means? Max, Oscar, they’ll-”

“Charles.” Andrea’s voice cut in. Low. Firm. Strange. “Look at me.”

He didn’t want to. Not really. But he did.

The doctor took the cue and quietly excused herself, shutting the door with a soft click. The silence that followed was sudden, almost suffocating.

Andrea shifted in his chair and ran a hand through his hair. Then, without preamble, he said, “Do you know why I left Ferrari for Red Bull?”

Charles frowned, caught off guard. 

“What?”

“I left because I’ve known you since you were what, thirteen? Fourteen?” Andrea’s voice was unpolished, almost sheepish. “You were a lanky little string bean with too much hair and this ridiculous fire in your eyes.”

Charles blinked fast. His throat was already tightening, but he tried to swallow it down. “Andrea...”

“I believed in you back then.” Andrea went on, awkward but unwavering. “And I still do. You could be driving a tractor in a muddy field and I’d still say you’re championship material. Because you are. Team doesn’t matter. Points don’t matter. Two zeroes don’t matter. You matter.”

Charles stared down at his lap.

“You’ve come back from worse, Charles.” Andrea said gently, and Charles shakes his head. “You’ve dragged yourself out of more holes than I can count. You don’t give up. It’s not in your bones.”

“It’s two races.” Charles whispered, still stubborn. Still scared. “That’s a lot of points.”

“And?”

It was such a simple word. But it landed with unexpected force.

Charles hesitated. He didn’t want to ask the next question, but he needed to.

“Do you really think I can still fight for the title?”

Andrea didn’t even blink. “I’m a man named Ferrari who followed you to Red Bull. I think that says everything about how much I believe in you.”

That made Charles laugh — a short, startled sound that tugged on his shoulder. It hurt. He didn’t care. The pressure in his chest eased, just a little.

Andrea leaned back, hands behind his head now. “Two weeks is nothing. You rest. You come back. And when you do, we go full beast mode.”

“Please never say ‘beast mode’ again.” Charles groaned.

“No promises.”

Charles laughed this time. “Thanks, Andrea.”

"Always." Andrea answered back, a crooked wink sent Charles' way.

 

 

Charles had just finished a call with Lorenzo and his mum when the hospital door creaked open. Joris was nearby, hunched over a small table with his phone pressed to his ear, coordinating the logistics of Charles’ recovery.

“Hey.” Charles greeted softly, attempting to sit up before his body reminded him otherwise. He winced and gave up with a sheepish smile. His voice was a little drowsy, his words tinged with the lingering haze of pain meds.

“Hey, yourself.” Max replied, stepping in and giving Joris a quick nod before making his way to the foot of Charles’ bed. “I was going to bring flowers, but it was closed.” he joked, his lips curving in a dry smile.

Charles chuckled, the sound light but genuine. “Disappointing.” he teased. “How was the race?” Charles continued, his tone turning wistful. “They won’t tell me anything, and they don’t not let me have my phone with a concussion.”

“I told you!” Joris protested from across the room, barely pausing his phone conversation.

“Telling me the podium isn’t enough.” Charles shot back, rolling his eyes.

Max raised a hand in mock surrender. “It was boring. Your crash was the only interesting part. 54G, I heard. Beat my record of crashes.”

“Cinema-worthy?” Charles asked, a hint of playfulness cutting through his grogginess.

“Definitely.” Max said with a grin. Then, softer, “How are you?” He moved to sit carefully at Charles’ side, just near his hip.

“Bad shoulder sprain. Three weeks off.” Charles’ voice was regretful.

Max let out a low whistle. “That sucks.”

“Good for your championship, though.” Charles quipped, but his smile was teasing, lacking bite or resentment.

Max shook his head. “That’s boring. I prefer winning with you on track.”

The sincerity in Max’s tone made Charles blink, a faint blush creeping up his cheeks. “You do?” he asked, voice quieter than before, tinged with emotion he wouldn’t normally let show.

“Yes, come on.” Max replied, his ears turning pink as he looked away for a moment. “When are they letting you out of here?”

“They said I can fly today.” Charles answered, suppressing a yawn. “But apparently Red Bull’s fretting. They’re pushing the plane for tomorrow night”

Max chuckled. “Are you going to Monaco?”

Charles nodded. “Yeah.”

“I’m flying tonight.” Max offered. “If you want a ride.”

Charles’ smile in response was radiant, lighting up his bruised and bandaged face.

 

Max hadn’t actually been planning to go to Monaco. He was set to head to Silverstone after Spielberg, but seeing Charles in that hospital bed, his shoulder wrapped and his face bruised, Max couldn’t deny the instinct to get him home personally as quickly, and safely, as possible.

As soon as he left Charles’ room, Max pulled out his phone and texted his pilot to rearrange their plans. Nice would be their destination now.

Later, Max sat in his usual seat on the back of the jet, trying not to hover when Charles was helped aboard by Joris and Andrea. His fingers itched to offer support, but he stayed put, watching as Charles slowly made his way to sit beside him. Andrea gave Max a nod before heading to sit in the row in front with Rupert, leaving Charles to collapse into the seat.

Charles’s laugh was soft but genuine as he picked up the flowers with his uninjured hand. “Thank you, Max.” he said, bringing them to his face. The smile that followed was warm, even if his movements were sluggish.

“How are you?” Max asks.

“Glad that I get to go home tonight.” Charles replied, turning his head toward him. “Thanks.”

Max nodded. “Your mother must have been scared.”

“She is fine.” Charles said, then added with a small sigh, “Lorenzo is worse.”

Charles was relieved to be flying out tonight. His mother had been strong, gentle as always. But Lorenzo — Lorenzo had been a storm. One Charles was very reluctant in having to deal with.

“Yeah... I’d lose it if I saw Vicky crash like that.” Max nodded slowly, like he understood more than Charles had said. 

Charles hummed in reply, his body too heavy with medication and exhaustion to keep the conversation going. 

Just then, Gracie, one of Max’s stewards, stepped over. “We’ll lift off soon.” she said gently. “But I’ll take care of your flowers until then.”

Charles handed them over with a small smile and a quiet thank you.

“You sure you’re okay?” Max asked again once the jet began taxing.

“Yeah. Just tired.” Charles mumbled, his head already leaning against the seat. Max hummed back, but said nothing more until the seatbelt signs turned off. Then, he leaned closer.

“Do you wanna lie down in the back? It’s a two-hour flight.”

Charles blinked up at him, confused for a second. “Huh?”

“The bed.” Max said, tilting his head toward the back of the jet. “You can rest there. If you want.”

A beat passed. Then from somewhere ahead, Joris let out a chuckle, though he pointedly wasn't looking in their direction when Charles looked up.

Charles hesitated.

Max didn’t share the bed. That was a known thing. He let teammates and friends fly with him all the time, but the private cabin? The jet was basically Max's second home, and the bed was his and his alone. Jet’s law. 

This... he wanted to say it was different, but it wasn't, not really, if he was honest it wasn't any different than what else Max did for him.

“If that’s okay?” Charles asked, voice quieter now.

Max nodded once, already standing to help him up. His hand hovered, unsure of where to offer support without hurting him. Eventually, he just let Charles use his arm as balance.

Charles felt heat rise to his ears. Even though no one was watching, he felt watched. They moved down the narrow aisle, Max leading. At the rear of the jet, he opened the cabin door and stepped aside to let Charles in. Inside was a simple, clean bed, barely a double.

Charles sat on the edge of it slowly. Max crossed the small space, pulled out a pillow and a folded blanket from a closet, then placed them gently near Charles’s side.

He ran a hand through his hair, hesitating for a beat — then gave a small smile and turned to leave. The door closed with a soft click behind him.

Charles stared at the wall for a moment. Then, with mechanical motions, he slid off his shoes and carefully laid back against the pillows. The mattress dipped slightly under him, and the blanket was soft, smelling faintly like Max’s cologne.

He pulled the second pillow close without thinking, his mind foggy. Somewhere beneath the sleepiness was a strange thought, that maybe Max would stay. Maybe they’d talk a little more.

Which made no sense.

Charles blinked at the ceiling, too tired to hold the thought in place. Within minutes, he was asleep.

 

 

Lorenzo was already waiting by the terminal lane when the stairs from the jet touched the tarmac.

Max had asked earlier if someone would be picking Charles up, and Charles had said no—just a driver. But apparently, Lorenzo had decided differently.

The second Charles stepped off the jet, he saw him. Arms crossed, jaw tight, eyes darting between Charles’s sling and the bruises on his face. Charles let out a long breath before turning to Max.

“Thank you.” he murmured, offering a quick hug — awkward, one-armed, his flowers a little squeezed between them, but genuine.

“Get well soon, okay?” Max replied, low and steady, against his hair.

Charles lingered a beat longer than necessary. Then he turned, adjusting the grip on the flowers as he limped toward Lorenzo.

Lorenzo didn’t speak right away, just moved to open the car door for him. They slid into the back seat together, and the silence was heavy.

Lorenzo followed Charles up to the apartment without asking. He didn’t speak, just quietly carried the small luggage. The tension stretched thick between them, like something old and fragile pulled too tight. Charles didn't protest, but every step down the corridor echoed louder than it needed to. His breathing was shallow. His left arm was a quiet, aching reminder of the weekend they were both trying not to name aloud.

The apartment was dim. Charles hadn’t been back in weeks — there was still a bowl of fruit on the counter, all of it gone soft and sweet. The air smelled faintly like lavender and plastic, the scent of unopened mail and forgotten laundry. He walked to his kitchen to find a place to put his flowers, then stopped to watch it for a moment, touching one of the yellow petals before turning back.

“You don’t need to stay.” he said, his voice even, but thin like paper left too long in the sun.

Lorenzo hadn’t answered. He walked a slow, deliberate loop around the apartment — his fingers brushed a framed photo on a shelf: the three of them, little Charles grinning with a gap in his teeth, Arthur still round-cheeked and clinging to his older brothers, Hervé’s shadow behind the camera.

“You’re hurt.” Lorenzo finally said, turning back.

“I noticed.” Charles replied dryly. “It’s just a sprain.”

But the sharpness in his tone lacked any bite, and Lorenzo’s eyes narrowed in that way that meant he knew — he always knew — when Charles was lying.

“It’s not just a shoulder when you end up in a hospital.” he said. “When you black out on track. You’re lucky it wasn’t worse.”

Charles flinched. Subtly. But Lorenzo saw it.

“I’m fine.” Charles said, pushing off the door and walking past him toward the living room. “You can go.”

“You shouldn’t be alone.”

“I want to be alone.”

That landed like a brick between them.

The silence turned thick. Stagnant. The kind of silence that wasn’t empty at all, but crowded with ghosts. They both stood in it, knowing what was trying to claw its way out — what the crash meant. What it dragged up from the mud and memory.

Lorenzo’s voice cracked when he finally spoke. “You scared the hell out of me. It was just like-”

“Don’t.” Charles spun around, sharp and fast. 

“Why not?” Lorenzo’s voice rose, frustration bursting through. “You think I don’t remember Jules every time you get in that car? That I wasn’t there? That I didn’t watch him disappear in that car, and then watch you come this close to-”

“Stop!” Charles’s voice raised, sudden and violent. “You’re not the only one who lost him, Lorenzo!”

“I know that!”

That was the thing — they had both lost him. People always talked about what Jules meant to Charles, how he’d been there from the beginning, like a godfather of sorts. But no one ever talked about what he’d meant to Lorenzo.

Jules had been Lorenzo’s best friend. The one person who saw through all the anger and silence of his early years. Their fathers were best friends too, but when Pascale moved in with Hervé, Lorenzo had shut down — prickly, private, brittle. And then Jules came around. Somehow, he cracked through it all in one go and they were inseparable from the start, always moving as one — at the track, at school, at home.

When Lorenzo started racing, it was Jules who cheered the loudest. It gave them something else to share — speed, adrenaline, dreams too big.

And Charles? Charles had been the little one. Always tagging behind, always trying to keep up. The shadow chasing two suns. He remembered Jules sneaking him snacks after training, ruffling his hair, laughing that karting should count as babysitting. He remembered wanting to be like them. To belong with them.

When Jules died… something broke in both of them that never fully repaired.

Charles turned away, pacing now, cradling his injured arm like it might anchor him. He stared at the wall but didn’t seem to see it.

“This always happens.” he muttered. “You come here, pretend to check on me, and then make it about everything else.”

“You think I’m pretending?” Lorenzo said. “Charles, we haven’t really spoken since you left Ferrari-”

“And whose fault is that?”

Lorenzo’s expression broke for a second. “You left.”

“I left because I had to!” Charles snapped, spinning back toward him. “Because I was drowning. You didn’t see it. You refused to.”

“It was your dream!” Lorenzo’s voice cracked. “Hervé’s dream. Jules’ dream. Arthur’s.”

“Yours too?” Charles snapped back.

Lorenzo stiffened. The word landed like a slap.

“I know you wanted to race too, I know it sucked when you needed to stop.” Charles said. His voice was quiet, too quiet — not cruel, but exposed, raw. “I know you did.”

“Well, I couldn’t.” Lorenzo bit out. “And I’m happy. I have a life. I’m proud of you.”

“Stop it.” Charles said. “Can we just admit it? That I was the spoiled brat who got everything while the rest of you gave up everything you had?”

“Nobody resents you.”

“Yes, you do.” He paused. His voice cracked. “I do.”

Lorenzo’s face crumpled in disbelief. The words hung there, awful and honest.

Charles kept going. Couldn’t stop now.

“He was your dad too, Lorenzo. But he gave everything to me.”

He paced again, faster now, as though if he stopped moving it would crush him.

“And now Arthur’s stuck doing shitty little brand deals to get noticed. Mama won’t accept help, even when I beg. And you-” Charles’s voice faltered. “You ask before you use my name. You ask, like you need permission when we both know it’s you who holds all the business up.”

Lorenzo didn’t speak. His mouth was tight. His eyes glassy.

“I wish I could time travel.” Charles said. He sounded small now. Young. “Back to when it started. To when we could’ve done things differently. When we still had time. If I had money, back then — enough to give you and Arthur a shot — maybe it would’ve been fair, maybe you would have raced, and Jules could be-”

His voice cracked.

“But it wasn’t. And I can’t fix it. And I hate that I cost everyone so much. That I keep costing you.”

“You didn’t.”

Charles shook his head. “But it feels like I did.”

The quiet that followed wasn’t peaceful, but it had softened. Like something cracked open between them.

“You never talked about it."

"What was the point?"

"The point was that we would have told you we were all willing.” Lorenzo said. “For you. Don’t carry it like we weren’t.”

Charles didn’t look up. Just let his head fall back, eyes to the ceiling.

“I don’t know how not to.”

The quiet stretched between them — not sharp anymore, but full. The kind of silence that holds the weight of too many years, too many unspoken things.

Lorenzo let out a long breath. He moved slowly, deliberately, and lowered himself beside Charles onto the couch. His knees bumped Charles’s. He didn’t pull away.

“I can’t lie to you and say that I don't think about what it could’ve been.” Lorenzo said after a beat, voice low. “If things had gone another way. If I’d pushed harder, or asked for more, or if we’d had even one year where money wasn’t a cord around our necks.”

He rubbed the back of his neck, eyes fixed somewhere across the room. “But it’s been twenty-five years since, Charles, and I made peace with it. And I’m happy with my life, and I’m happy with the business we were able to build because of you."

He broke off. The silence held him for a moment before he found the words again.

“When you left Ferrari, I didn’t handle it well. And I know that now.”

Charles didn’t say anything. Just looked at him, eyes dark and unreadable.

“I wasn’t angry because… because I thought you failed.” Lorenzo continued. “I was angry because I thought you were giving up and throwing it away. I thought... I thought it would ruin you. And Arthur.”

He swallowed hard, voice roughening.

“But I was wrong.” he said. “I was so wrong. You didn’t burn it down. You built something else. You grew. And now you’re winning again. You’re... flying.”

Charles blinked. His fingers curled around the edge of the cushion like he needed something to hold onto.

Lorenzo looked down at his hands. “I should’ve trusted you. Not just as a driver. As you. And I’m sorry for not doing it then.” A long pause, “I love you so much, Charles. God, I do. I’m proud of you every damn day. But sometimes I still look at you and see that kid who used to cry himself to sleep because he was afraid to disappoint Herve. That baby who couldn’t reach the pedals but begged to try anyway.”

Charles let out a shaky breath.

“I guess I’m still learning how to let that version of you go.” Lorenzo said quietly. “And maybe I was scared that if you changed too much, I wouldn’t know how to protect you anymore.”

Charles’s voice, when it came, was hoarse. “You are always protecting me.”

“I know.” Lorenzo whispered. “And I didn’t always know how to and it seems I still don’t. But I’m behind you from now on. All the way. Even if I don’t understand every choice. Even if I get scared. I’m behind you.”

Charles closed his eyes, head dropping forward like the words had physically hit him.

“I’m sorry.” he said, barely audible.

“You don’t have to be.”

“But I am.”

Lorenzo reached out, uncertain, and laid a hand lightly on Charles’s good shoulder.

“You don’t have to carry it all alone.”

It was all he needed to hear.

After everything—the crash, the looming loss of the championship again, the weight of failure pressing down like it always did—Charles had been holding himself together with threads. But Andrea had been there, quiet and steady; Max, impossibly gentle in the silence between them; and now Lorenzo, speaking truths that had waited years to be said.

He let himself be held, just for a moment longer. Let himself feel small, and loved, and safe. No pressure, no helmet, no spotlight. Just his brother’s arms and a grief shared enough to carry — for once — together.

And in that quiet, Charles finally let himself go.

 

 

Seb: Are you really good? 

Charles: Yes. 2 weeks off tho

Seb: I saw the crash, that could have gone really bad.

Charles: I know. 

Charles: It is still 2 weeks

Seb: Well you were getting far too comfortable.

Charles: (tongue out emoji)

Charles: Did Hannah email you?

Seb: Hannah?

Seb: My Hanna?

Charles: No

Charles: Schmitz

Charles: She asked for your 'best email'.

Seb: Why

Charles: dunno

Seb: You didn't ask??

Charles: when it comes to hannah my answer is always yes ma'am

 

 

The email from Red Bull had been polite, almost casual: an invitation for Charles to spend race day at the Silverstone paddock. They framed it as entirely optional, emphasising that he could stay home to focus on healing if he preferred. But the undertone was clear: the PR would be really good to see the teammates supporting each other.

Charles didn’t mind. Honestly, he wanted to be there. Watching from the paddock, being around the energy of the team and the sport, felt better than being holed up in his apartment with nothing but Sky commentary and his own spiralling thoughts.

Later, as Charles packed his small suitcase, wobbling slightly with his one functional arm, his mother peeked through the doorway.

“Why are you taking so long for a two-day trip?” she teased, arms crossed.

“I’m thinking about what to bring.”

She rolled her eyes. “Just take whatever’s comfortable. You’re not the one racing.”

Charles pouted at it, but as she walked away, Charles was struck by an idea that made him grin to himself.

 

The morning of the race, Charles decided — on impulse, though he told himself it was strategy — that he’d ride with Max to the paddock.

Technically, he didn’t need to. His own obligations started later, and no one would question him for showing up on his schedule. But something about starting the day with Max felt... right. Grounding. Like he could catch some of the steadiness Max carried into race days, even when cloaked in his usual gruff silence.

He texted Sarah under the guise of curiosity but checked his phone five times in the minute after sending it. When she replied with Max’s departure time, Charles grinned to himself and headed to the hotel entrance to wait.

The morning air was brisk, a soft chill brushing against his face, cutting through the heat building under his skin. He was nervous. Ridiculous, really — he had nothing to be nervous about. But the sweater he wore clung oddly around his shoulders, too loud, and he couldn’t stop adjusting the sleeves.

When Max finally appeared, Charles caught sight of him before he was seen. Max was gesturing, mid-conversation with Sarah and Rupert, his hands sharp in the air, brows furrowed in a way that meant he was either focused or frustrated. Or both. 

Charles stepped forward, making his entrance deliberately light. Almost casual. He reached out and tapped Max’s arm.

“Good morning.” he said, voice breezy. He smiled, because he couldn’t help it.

Max turned to him, words falling off mid-sentence. His eyes landed on Charles’s face — then dropped, sharply, to the sweater.

“Is that-” Max started, squinting.

“Yup.” Charles nodded, smug.

A beat. “Why?”

He could have said a hundred things. Because it was funny. Because it would piss off the press. Because he wanted Max to notice. But all he said was the most basic part of the truth:

“I’m supporting my teammate.” Playful. Safe. 

Max stared, and Charles saw it — the flicker of disbelief, the pink crawling into the tips of his ears.

“Come on.” Charles said, nudging his arm gently. “Everyone hates you here. Since I can’t be in the car supporting you, the best I can do is make my position clear.”

It came out half-joking, but the truth beneath it sat stubborn in Charles’s chest. He hated how they treated Max here, the strongest place to treat the man like a villain he was not. It made something twist in him. Made him want to protect Max in ways that weren’t always practical or possible. And this — the sweater, the presence, the early wake-up — was his way of trying anyway.

Max shook his head slowly, somewhere between confusion and reluctant amusement. “And the best way to do that is wearing my merch?”

Charles tugged at the hem of the ‘Unleash the Lion’ sweater, a bright blue beacon of absurdity against the muted tones of the hotel exterior. “Exactly.”

Max just stared again, more of that familiar weight. And now Charles felt it, heat rising in his own neck and wondered quietly if maybe he was over doing this. Max wasn’t smiling, not yet. Just looking. Quiet and intense in that way that made Charles feel more than he expected to with this little stunt.

Before it could stretch into something unbearable, Sarah cleared her throat. “The car is here.”

Max blinked, like he was surfacing from something. He gave a curt nod, but his eyes lingered on Charles a second longer than they needed to. Then they both moved toward the waiting car, steps falling in sync.

Without a word, Max reached for the door and opened it for him. Charles ducked into the car, biting back a smile.

And maybe — just maybe — he let his arm brush against Max’s as he slid in, close enough to feel the warmth of him even through all that ridiculous, Lion-branded fabric.

 

The paddock was buzzing with energy as the race time loomed closer, but Charles couldn’t shake the irritation bubbling beneath his calm exterior. Most of his team was preoccupied with getting Liam ready for the race. And as much as he was getting used to the kiwi presence, it still pissed him off how a rookie driving his car.

His too fast, too responsive — but entirely in regulations, thank you very much, FIA — car.

Charles sighed inwardly, his arms crossed as he leaned against a wall. The car wasn’t easy, not for him, not for Max. There was no way a rookie would manage to finish a clean race in it, let alone score points.

At least there would be time to fix the inevitable damage before Spa. That was the silver lining. He focused on that thought, trying to ignore the itch of frustration crawling under his skin.

A Red Bull staff member approached him with a polite smile, gesturing toward the team’s waiting area. Charles hesitated for a moment, half-considering turning back. Maybe he could sit with Lawson’s family instead? It’d be better to endure the smug satisfaction of people who seemed a little too pleased about his injury than having to sit near Jos.

He rolled his shoulder, wincing slightly as the movement pulled on his still-healing injury, and decided to face it.

“Good morning.” Charles greeted curtly as he entered the waiting area. His gaze flicked around the room, carefully avoiding Jos, who gave him a brief, almost dismissive nod.

The man gave Charles chills. He always had, it was practically a lifelong condition by now. Charles couldn’t deny he felt partly relieved with how little the man showed up on the paddock these days.

Instead of lingering, Charles moved to chat with one of the engineers. It gave him an excuse to sit near the monitors, far away from Jos, but close enough to keep an eye on the race preparation.

The minutes dragged, and the weight of the impending race settled heavier on his shoulders. Now that the whole shirt thing cooled down, Charles’ mind kept going back to the fact the car, his car, was out there on the grid without him. He knew it was temporary, but it didn’t feel that way. Not entirely.

Eventually, the restless energy got the better of him. He stood, adjusting his jacket, and headed toward the fan area to sign autographs and take some pictures. The fans at least were lively, their cheers and questions swirling around him like a storm.

Between them, a reporter got close and asked about his injury, and when he would be back.

“I’ll be ready for Spa.” Charles said confidently. “I’m healing quickly, and I’ll be fully prepared by then.”

Another asked about Liam stepping in for him. Charles allowed a small, wry smile. “I just hope he doesn’t total my car.” he joked, earning a few laughs from the crowd.

“Who are you rooting for today?” one reporter asked.

“Max, of course.” Charles replied without hesitation.

The follow-up question came swiftly: “But a good result for him today could widen the gap between you two in the championship standings. Does that worry you?”

Charles tilted his head slightly, considering his words. “I’m not in the mood to wish my teammate a DNF.” he said, his tone light but firm. “I’m sure Max will have a great race, and we’ll work on bridging the gap later.”

Then came the inevitable question about the ongoing investigation into their cars. Charles sighed, rolling his eyes subtly.

“Well,” he began, a touch of dry humor in his tone, “we’ll have Liam proving just how much of our performance comes from the car, won’t we?”

The crowd chuckled, the tension breaking slightly, and Charles allowed himself a small smile. It wasn’t the most satisfying way to spend race day, but at least he could hold his own, even when sidelined.

 

Max was mid-conversation with Sarah, leaving the Red Bull drivers’ room, distractedly trying to remove his bracelets and watch. The watch clasp was stubborn, as usual, and his fingers fumbled with it while Sarah held his spare gloves.

Out of the corner of his eye, he spotted Charles chatting with GP, rapid-fire Italian between the two. His easy smile and chill demeanour were out of place amidst the pre-race tension, and he now wore a jacket covering that damn sweater.

Small mercies for his busy mind.

“Shouldn’t you be at the hospitality?” Max called out, his tone somewhere between teasing and exasperated as he kept struggling with the watch clasp.

Charles glanced over, a grin tugging at his lips. “Yeah, it was boring.” he said simply, before strolling toward Max, GP following a bit back.

Without a word, Charles reached for Max’s wrist, his hands releasing the stubborn clasp in seconds. He didn’t stop there, continuing to remove Max’s bracelets.

Max stood there silently, watching as Charles tucked his jewellery neatly into the pocket of his jacket, zipping it up with a soft, familiar motion. There was something natural about it, an unspoken rhythm between them that Max was still getting used to.

Charles let out a small sigh, his eyes meeting Max’s as he smiled. “Good luck out there.” he said, his voice quiet but sincere.

Max smirked, a warmth spreading through him that had nothing to do with the room’s temperature. Before he could second-guess himself, he wrapped an arm around Charles’ waist, pulling him in for a quick hug. Charles responded without hesitation, his arm draped comfortably over Max’s shoulders. The hug lingered just a second longer than necessary, and Charles leaned in to whisper, his breath warm against Max’s ear.

“Wipe them all out.”

 

And Max did.

The race was nothing short of brutal. The British crowd was loud, with four British drivers in the grid and their energy palpable as their favourite drivers fought tooth and nail for the podium. Lewis kept Max sweating in the final laps, pushing him to the very limit of his worn tires, but Max held his ground, his focus steady, and crossed the finish line first.

He let out a triumphant yell in the cool-down lap, punching the air with both fists. Then, remembering Charles’ words of encouragement and his cheeky support earlier in the paddock, Max made the bull hand sign with pride.

By the time he jumped out of the car and skipped across the scale, his adrenaline was still coursing through him as he jumped into his teams arms. The roar of the crowd — some cheers, mostly boos — faded into the background as he was let down and his gaze landed on Charles standing besides Christian, still wearing Max’s merch, openly.

Ignoring his father and Christian reaching for him, Max bolted toward Charles. Without hesitation, he grabbed him, careful of his injured shoulder, and lifted him clean off the ground. Charles let out a surprised laugh, the sound ringing bright and genuine in Max’s ear.

“Good job.” Charles said between chuckles, his arms briefly tightening around Max’s neck as he twirled him in a half circle.

Max set him down gently, the corners of his mouth pulling into a grin he couldn’t suppress. 

Even as the public later booed his podium appearance, Max found his gaze returning to Charles. There he was, in Max’s merch, clapping and cheering unapologetically.

Max smirked. Charles had asked him to wipe them all out, and he had.

 

[Instagram - Image description: Photo 1: Pictures of him with his team, full of navy blue uniforms, champagne flying; Photo 2: Max and Charles cheering at the camera after the podium, P1 plaque and the team behind; Photo 3: Max and Jos; Photo 4: A close-up of the trophy gleaming in the sunlight, Max’s gloves still holding it; Photo 5: A panoramic shot of the packed grandstands, a single Red Bull flag waving in the air; Photo 6: A blurry photo of Max hugging Christian; Photo 7: A black-and-white picture of Max sitting quietly on a tire in the garage, helmet off, staring at the car with a faint smile.] 

@maxverstappen1

Thank you for everyone who helped me get here. @redbullracing

 

[TikTok - Video description: Charles and Max step out of their cars, radiating effortless cool. Max sports his Red Bull team kit paired with skinny jeans and sneakers, while Charles rocks baggy, light-washed jeans with cutouts, a long-sleeved crewneck featuring a lion symbol on the chest, and sneakers. They walk side by side, chatting casually and greeting fans. Background song: "Style" by Taylor Swift.]

@leclercnation: 

Charles in his WAG era wearing Max’s merch #F1 #Lestappen”

 

[TikTok - Video Description: An emotional edit of Max Verstappen’s race win. The video opens with Max celebrating by jumping into his team’s embrace and then cutting through the crowd as he makes his way past Christian and Jos to hug Charles. Background song: "The Alchemy" by Taylor Swift.]

@bratcedes:

"Priorities: Max edition."

 

The Red Bull party was in full swing, the kind of raucous energy that only came after a big win–or in Charles’ case, a weekend spent watching the race from the paddock. He’d arrived early, not having much else to do, and spent the first hour mingling with team members and partygoers.

It hadn’t escaped him that there was a glaring absence of British drivers. Lewis had thrown his own party elsewhere to celebrate his P2 finish, Lando and George decided to go there. Charles smirked at the thought; trust Lewis to throw a rival bash just a few kilometres away.

Still, Red Bull knew how to party. The energy was electric, and the team’s crowd enthusiasm was infectious. Max, the man of the hour, had arrived late after endless post-race obligations, but the moment he stepped in, Charles noticed Max scanning the room – and it didn’t take long for his eyes to land on him.

Max wasted no time bee lining up to Charles.

“Shots?” Max had asked, pointing to a line of glasses on a tray.

Charles wrinkled his nose, “No way, I actually want to survive this night.”

Max grinned, grabbing one for himself. “Lightweight.” he teased before downing it in one swift motion. “It’s tradition!”

“Since when?” Charles shot back, smirking.

The banter continued as they made their way to the quieter edge of the room. Charles was already too many drinks deep, vision already blurrying at the edges. Max soon followed up, his usual filter — thin at the best of times — completely gone. He launched into a rambling tirade about how satisfying it was to show up “those British motherfuckers”, his words, complete with wild hand gestures and a gleeful grin.

Charles sipped at his drink, watching Max with barely contained amusement. The way he got so fired up, so completely immersed at the moment, was always endearing. Charles couldn’t look away, his smile curling around the rim of his glass.

When Max offered to grab him another drink, Charles accepted with a grin, already feeling the buzz of the night, the warmth of alcohol and easy laughter making everything a little lighter. 

Max gave a silly mock salute, his grin widening. “Stay right here. Don’t go running off with anyone else.”

Charles chuckled as Max disappeared into the crowd, already feeling his cheeks ache from smiling so much.

“Nice shirt.” a familiar voice teased from his side, breaking through the hum of the party. Charles turned to see Pierre standing there, a drink in hand and an amused grin plastered across his face. Pierre nodded toward Charles’ chest, where Max’s brand logo stood out against the light fabric. “Really subtle, Charles. Doing some free advertising?”

Charles rolled his eyes, a soft chuckle escaping. “Don’t make it a thing.” he said, though it came out more fond than defensive.

“Mm-hmm.” Pierre said, the scepticism in his tone unmistakable. He took a sip of his drink, his gaze lingering on Charles with a knowing glint. “You know, I don’t think I’ve seen you like this before. You didn't even race and you look happy."

"So? Should I have been crying?"

“That’s not what I meant. You didn’t even race, and you look... light.”

Charles swayed slightly, thinking. His drink was still gone. He touched the rim of the glass as if that would bring more.

He wanted to say something clever, something biting — but his brain was gooey, and Pierre’s words were sticking in all the wrong places.

Red Bull had been different. Better, in many ways. The cars were faster, strategy great, yes, but it wasn’t just about that. There was a rhythm to his team; the mix of new and old loyal members gave a camaraderie that felt... lighter. It was still work, there was still so much at stake, but lighter really was a way to describe it.

The pressure hadn’t vanished, but this time, Charles wasn’t buckling under it.

“Red Bull is... good,” he said, slowly. “It feels right.”

Pierre studied him for a moment longer, his expression a mix of curiosity and amusement, but didn’t press further. Charles was grateful for it.

While he thought on how to steer the conversation in a safer direction, a flicker of movement from a familiar figure across the room caught his attention.

Max. At the bar. Laughing. Talking to some woman. Not familiar.

Charles’ stomach swooped.

Max was supposed to be — was — what, coming back? Getting drinks? And now his hand was on the bar, his body leaning in, relaxed, smiling in that way he rarely did outside the car.

Montreal flickered behind his eyes. The same pit in his chest opened, dumb and irrational.

Except this time, there was no reason to get this protective about it. It was a woman, Max hooking up with a random wouldn’t change anything, wouldn’t even get on the news.

“Something wrong?” Pierre’s voice cut through his thoughts.

Yes! His brain scremed, but then blinked, realising it made no sense. He turned back to Pierre, forcing a quick shake of his head.

“No, nothing.” he said, his tone clipped despite his effort. “I just... bathroom.”

He ducked out before Pierre could answer, elbowing through the crowd on legs that felt two steps behind his brain. Lights stung. Music throbbed too loud. Everything was too much.

By the restrooms, he stopped. Pressed his back to the wall and let himself exhale, long and shaky.

What was he doing?

It wasn’t a big deal. Max talking to someone. Max smiling at someone. Charles knew this. He knew this.

It was fucking ridiculous to feel like this by Max forgetting a drink or ignoring him for even a moment. He was self-aware enough to name what he felt, but the realization still hit him like a cold wave. Jealousy. Not the surface-level kind where he simply wanted Max’s focus on him. This was deeper, laced with an irrational possessiveness that startled him. 

He wasn’t like this. He didn’t get like this.

Except — lately, maybe he did.

The months with Max had blurred something inside him. The texts. The training. The constant tether between them. Charles had let him in without thinking, and now here he was, tipsy and aching and alone, furious over... Max. His Max, his brain supplied stupidly. 

He babies you, Joris had warned him.

Charles pressed his eyes shut. You’re going to embarrass yourself again. Like Montreal. Like that night when he didn’t even realize he was acting like a jealous idiot until now.

Footsteps.

He straightened instinctively — and there was Max, holding two drinks, brows furrowed, expression curious.

"You disappeared." Max said, his tone teasing.

"I had to take a call." Charles lied smoothly, though his voice felt strained even to his own ears.

Max tilted his head, studying him. "Was it Alex?"

Charles shook his head, chuckling softly, noticing the worrying tone.

"No."

Max paused, his expression unreadable. "Everything good with her? She hadn’t been to many races."

"We will announce the break soon, so we are... building the gap, in a way." Charles explains, trying to go for a joke.

“Officially?” Max confirms.

"Officially." Charles smiled faintly, thinking of the way Alex had grinned last week when she’d gotten the news — that art galery contract, the one she’d wanted for years, the one that matched her style and encouraged her profile. How she’d hugged him, giddy, and said, 'Now we can stop pretending.'

They’d agreed to wait, of course. Let him get back in the car first, to not worsen the inevitable nonsense that would come no matter what. Still, it was progress that felt like growing, and another piece of freendom Charles was learning to collect.

Max’s eyes narrowed, just slightly.

"I know you said you weren’t really together, but… you like her, don’t you?" Max asked, his tone probing.

Charles blinked. His brain fumbled.

"Not like that." he said eventually, quiet and steady and strange. "One day... One day, I’ll explain how it all started. It’ll make sense then, but we never really…" He waved a hand, searching for the right words. "Saw each other that way."

"Are you sure?" Max’s voice was quiet, almost careful.

Charles met his gaze head-on. "Completely."

For a long moment, Max just looked at him. Then he sighed, leaning back, the tension in his shoulders easing, but something unreadable flickered in his expression.

"I guess it’s sad." he murmured. "All break ups are, even if it is a fake one."

Is it? Charles almost asked.

"Why did you and Kelly break up?" Charles asked instead, old curiosity, words leaving his mouth without him planning on them.

And Max stiffened, caught off guard, like something inside him clicked shut.

Charles watched him, and for wondered if he should back track.

But then Max answered: “We had... irreconcilable differences.”

Cold, too cold.

Charles frowned, a PR answer, distant, impersonal. It gnawed at him at that moment, the thought that Max might be holding back when Charles had always been so open with him.

Max must have noticed, because he sighed. “We couldn’t agree on something important about children.”

The sincerity of the admission caught Charles off guard, his curiosity fading into something closer to embarrassment. He opened his mouth to respond, but Max interrupted, holding out one of the drinks.

“Here.” Max said, his tone lighter now, a playful glint returning to his eyes. “Take it, or I’ll drink it myself.”

Charles reached out, and Max pulled the glass just out of reach, smirking. Charles huffed, stepping closer and grabbing Max’s wrist firmly to claim his drink. He held onto Max’s wrist for a moment longer than necessary, his face warming under Max’s gaze. Before turning and chugging half of the cup in one go.

“You’re going to regret this in the morning.” Max teased, his grin widening.

Charles knew he probably would, but in that moment, regret felt far away, drowned out by his confusion and the warmth of Max’s presence. He tugged at Max’s wrist, a smile tugging at his lips.

“Let’s dance.”

Max’s smiled at him, soft and genuine and entirely indulgent. “Alright.”

The air smelled of sweat and cologne, mixed with the faint tang of spilled drinks. They barely made it three steps before they were intercepted.

A knot of drivers blocked their way — rookies mostly, laughing too loud, jostling drinks. Gabriel stepped in front of Max with a grin too wide for Charles' liking.

“Congrats on the points, Bibi.” Max said warmly. His tone softened with genuine pride, the nickname rolling off his tongue with ease.

Charles’ fingers tightened around Max’s wrist — not enough to hurt, but enough to anchor himself. Something in his chest clenched, hot and stupid and tight. He didn’t let go.

Gabriel said something in Portuguese. Max answered back, some expressions and references from the younger man's country flowing fast and lilting. Charles blinked. It was like static in his ears — foreign, musical, annoying.

He turned abruptly, trying to drown it out by locking into a loose conversation with Franco, Ollie, and Liam. They were talking about qualifying. Or maybe tire strategies. Or something about Liam’s new haircut. Charles couldn’t quite follow. The room tilted slightly when he laughed.

The buzz in his veins turned fuzzy. He drunk in that stupid emotional way, when everything felt like it mattered a little too much and not at all. He caught snatches of Max’s voice behind him — laughing again, still with Gabriel.

Annoyed at waiting, Charles reached for Max’s drink, half drank and still at his hand. Without hesitation, Max released the cup into Charles’ hand, their fingers brushing briefly. Just as he started to feel more at ease, he felt Max’s hand settle on his waist, a steadying presence that sent a jolt of heat through him.

“How’s the shoulder?” Ollie asked, pulling his attention back to the conversation.

“It’s fine.” he replied, words a little slurred around the edges. “It’ll be healed before Spa.”

“Must’ve sucked watching from the paddock.” Franco pressed.

Charles scoffed, his grin sharp. “Would’ve sucked less if someone didn’t crash my car.”

He looked at Liam when he said it. Liam’s face paled. Tension spiked — then broke, as Max and Gabriel laughed, followed by the others.

Charles winced. Maybe too sharp. Too fast.

“I’m joking,” he added quickly, grinning and shrugging as he dropped the empty cup on a nearby table. “Mostly.”

Then, softer, eyes swinging back to Max, “Max… dance?”

His voice cracked around the edges, too quiet. Max didn’t hesitate this time. He said his goodbyes and turned back to Charles, hand still firm at his waist.

The music thumped louder as they rejoined the crowd, the bass reverberating through Charles’ chest. He could barely hear his own thoughts. Maybe that was good.

Max’s indulgent smile lingered, one Charles noticed he only wore for him. It made something inside Charles tighten and then unfurl, a confusing mix of pride and longing.

“Why are you always mean to the rookies?” Max teased, leaning down to speak against Charles’ ear.

Charles chuckled, the sound vibrating against Max’s chest. “I wanted to dance.” he admitted, shifting closer and resting a hand on Max’s shoulder for balance.

Max’s hand slid further around Charles’ waist, pulling him closer. “You’re terrible at dancing.” Max commented, the grin in his voice unmistakable.

“You’re not much better.” Charles shot back with a laugh, looping his arms around Max’s shoulders.

“Fair enough.” Max said, and Charles swore he felt it more than heard it — the words vibrating in his chest, low and fond.

They weren’t dancing, not really. It was more like… standing in each other’s space while talking, their bodies barely moving. The lights dimmed, bathing the room in soft blue hues that reflected off Max’s features. Charles caught himself staring — Max’s eyes bright with something Charles couldn’t name, but that wasn't really new.

The closeness suddenly felt too intimate, charged. Max leaned in, his stubble brushing against Charles’ jaw as he murmured something Charles didn’t quite catch. The sensation sent a shiver down his spine. Without thinking, Charles pushed his face into Max’s neck, inhaling the faint scent of cologne and sweat.

Max held back slightly. “What are we doing?”

Charles blinked. His brain scrambled. “I dunno.” he said.

Max chuckled, a disbelief sound. He stepped back, just a little, his hands still around Charles.

“Do you even like men?” He asked, holding his gaze.

Charles hesitated, his heart pounding.

“I like you.” he said earnestly. 

“That didn’t answer the question, Charlie.” Max said, voice controled.

And maybe it didn’t. But Charles couldn’t find the words to explain what this was, what Max meant, how blurry the edges had become.

Max’s expression softened as he leaned in closer, his voice low and deliberate.

“I can’t be an experiment. Not with you."

"Max-"

Before Charles could respond, Max pressed a kiss to the curve of his neck, his lips lingering just long enough to leave an impression and moved away.

Charles stood there, the ghost of Max’s lips on his skin lingering like heat after the sun. The music had faded into white noise, the crowd around them irrelevant. For once, the chaos didn’t matter — only the absence where Max had just been.

His fingers still tingled from the space they’d curled around Max’s shoulders. The air felt thinner, somehow. He blinked, watching Max disappear into the crowd, swallowed back into laughter and bodies and the rhythm of a night that had moved on without him.

Someone bumped into his side, jolting him back to the present. Charles blinked and realized he was still on the dance floor, still standing in the middle of everything but somehow entirely apart from it.

 

F1 STANDINGS · 6 JUL 2025
Position. Driver. Team. Points.
# 1. VER RED BULL 232
# 2. LEC RED BULL 171
# 3. PIA MCLAREN 143
# 4. NOR MCLAREN 138
# 5. HAM FERRARI 121
# 6. SAI FERRARI 120
# 7. RUS MERCEDES 119
# 8. ANT MERCEDES 48
# 9. ALO ASTON MARTIN 46
# 10. STR ASTON MARTIN 40
# 11. TSU RACING BULLS 30
# 12. ALB WILLIAMS 9
# 13. GAS ALPINE 3
# 14. BOR STAKE 2
# 15. ...    

Notes:

Oh... was this, some burn? Anyone shocked? I am. I can't even believe we got here, it's been forever.

Now I really need feedback because I feel I was so slow that now this feels too fast, in the out of nowhere type of way.
So please, gimme something. I'm open to critics.

Talking about feed back... how much you guys NEED smut? Like, you may want it, but how much you NEED?
Cause like, as i have been saying this fic is mostly finished I'm just editing and adding some tidbits here and there and I realized I had skipped the smuts and when I tried to write it... it sucked. Badly. Not in the fun way.
So... what you guys think?

 

Ok, other important parts:
How we feeling about Lorenzo now? I tried to show here where the whole thing came from, but I hope you guys understand this is like, progress not a fix it all.
I also edited a little bit of this scene after reading the article Lorenzo wrote last week about his racing and stuff. I'm gonna share it in case anyone hadnt, it was a good read and if youre a Charles' fan I think it puts a lot in perspective:
https://the-monegasque.com/en/article/the-three-monacoteers (btw, i think it's a given, but lets not let fanfic tarnish real people images ok? Ok)

Andrea? We love Andrea.
Jos? We hate Jos (lets my fanfic REMEMBER YOU GUYS TO HATE JOS!! THIS I ACCEPT)

oh btw !!! what was this gp???? WE GOT OLD TESTAMENT LESTAPPEN, ON THE FIRST DAY OF PRIDE MONTH!!!
AND LEWIS? Poor Lewis. Lost 3(?) positions. Lost to a SAUBER. TO A GERMAN? TO A NICO? IN SPAIN??? With BRITNEY HIMSELF watching. Omg someone check and pray on him.

Chapter 17

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Mari liked their job. Genuinely. Which was weird. And kind of suspicious. Like, who actually likes their job in this economy?

But they did.

It let them travel, make content, talk to people online who screamed in all caps about tire strategy and Max Verstappen’s waist to shoulder ratio. They got paid to be Extremely Online™. To make TikToks and memes and race-day edits that got a million views overnight. Yes, the Red Bull corporate overlords were capitalist hellspawn with a carbon footprint the size of China. Yes, F1 was still 90% STEM bros who thought “diversity” meant hiring a Ferrari intern who listened to Coldplay and The Weeknd.

But.

Their boss? Actually cool. Like, “uses pronouns in his LinkedIn bio and buys everyone oat lattes” kind of cool. Mentored them, checked in on mental health, never once made a weird face when they showed up in thigh-highs and a “gender is fake” hoodie. The work was creative, fast-paced, and—most importantly—touched real F1. The drama, the glamour, the global chaos.

And the drivers?

Yeah. They were the cherry on top.

Max was famously allergic to social media and allergic-er to TikTok trends. But when he had to film, he was polite. Efficient. Even kind of funny in that grumpy cat way. And he never misgendered them. Which, in a sport where most team members still labeled the vegan option “for girlfriends,” was practically sainthood.

And Charles?

Charles was awesome. The man understood virality. He once said “gaslight, gatekeep, girlboss” completely deadpan during a Q&A . Mari had shown up with a little “they/them” pronoun pin on their lanyard, and Charles clocked it once. Never got it wrong. Ever. Which should be the bare minimum, but here? Just solidified his people’s princess status.

Also he smelled good. Like expensive cologne and Monaco tax fraud. So yeah. Maybe they had a little crush. Sue them.

It was fine. Harmless.

Everyone was in love with Charles. Including, let’s be honest, Max, who had four world titles and still stumbled over himself every time Charles entered the room. Mari was just joining the club.

Which is why — why — they were so confused when the content plans got iced.

Like. Make it make sense.

Max and Charles. Same team. Same garage. The most shippable, slow-burn, rivals-to-partners fanfic scenario in history. Mari’s vision board for the season had been chef’s kiss : chaotic TikToks, joint Q&As, dumb couple games, trend duets, eye contact compilations. The people wanted it. Lestappen was basically its own fandom. Even when Charles was at Ferrari, their posts were approved and the shippers were loud. Now they were on the same team , and what? Suddenly it was crickets?

It didn’t add up.

Mari wasn’t the best at confrontation, but they’d asked. Just once. Tentatively. Back in February, still riding the high of pre-season planning.

Their boss had sat them down, gently. Told them the Lestappen-themed content ideas wouldn’t be approved. Higher-ups had axed it. Full stop.

Too “on the nose,” apparently.

And Mari didn’t get it — until they started editing some clips of Max and Charles in the paddock.

The glances. The inside jokes. The casual touches. The way Max stood just a little too close during interviews, and how Charles always smiled like he knew something nobody else did.

That was the moment.

The “oh” moment for them.

Suddenly, it all made sense.

It wasn’t that the Lestappen content wouldn’t work. It was that it worked a little too well.

Because maybe, it wasn’t content.

 

[CLIP #5 – Unedited. 2025. Max First Day: He enters a meeting room, he greets the people around, when he gets to Charles they share a handshake.]

 

[CLIP #38 – Unedited. Max posing for the season photoshoot, looking tense and irritated. The director calls for a pause.

Charles (off-camera): Are you trying to make me look better?

Max: You’re not supposed to be here.

Charles: It is my scheduled time, you’re the one holding up.

Max: If it was for me, I would be done.

The photographer asks to continue, Max goes back in position. The camera clicks a little more, the photographer sighs.

Charles: Come on, how hard is it to act angry for the concept?

Max: Charles, shut it!

The photographer shoots another picture. 

Photographer turns to Charles’ direction: Thank you, this one was great.]

 

[CLIP #71 – Unedited. F175: Max and Charles doing rock, paper and scissors to pick who will drive the car to the event.]

 

[CLIP #104 – Unedited. Melbourne Paddock: Charles, laughing, hooks a hand around Max’s bicep to steady himself after nearly tripping. Max goes very still. Charles doesn’t let go.

Charles: You’re like a wall, Jesus.

Max muttering. His free hand hovers near Charles’ elbow for a second before shoving him off, too lightly.]

 

[CLIP #137 – Unedited. Karaoke recording. Couch camera: 

Charles: I have no idea what to pick.

Yuki: Go on, something fun.

Charles: I don’t know the lyrics. 

Max: They will be on the screen, Charles, that’s the point.

Charles turns to him, offended: Oi, why you’re talking to me like this? 

Max inhales, closing his eyes: Sorry. Now, can you, please, pick a song so we can leave this nightmare?

Charles huffs, but looks back to the songs and picks something.

The camera picks up Yuki, Max and Liam watching from the couch, Charles' voice barely reaching their mics before he comes back 

Max: Good job, popstar

Charles laughs, sitting back beside the man, shoulders against the other. 

Their mics pick up the start “Life is the Highway” from Liam.]

 

[CLIP #170 – Unedited. Bahrain. Team Dinner: Team dinner, Max’s gaze lingers as Charles steals fries off his plate. Charles catches him looking and raises an eyebrow. Max kicks him under the table. Charles kicks back. Neither stops smiling.
Andrea: Children. Both of you.]

 

[CLIP #203 – Unedited. Jeddah Rappel: The wind screams at 200 meters high, whipping against the glass canyon of the Kingdom Tower. Two figures dangle in harnesses - one relaxed against the void, the other gripping his rope.

Charles leans back effortlessly, the city's glow painting his visor orange. His head turns toward Max, whose knuckles shine white around his descender.

Charles' voice crackles through their comms: You good?

Max's reply comes too fast, his helmet never turning from the wall: Yeah.

Charles watches the way Max's shoulders lock. Without ceremony, he swings closer and extends a gloved hand.

Max snaps, voice tight: What?

Charles: Just take it.

Max: I’m not taking your fucking hand Leclerc!

Charles: Max Emilian!

For 3 seconds, nothing moves but the swaying ropes. Then Max's hand shoots out, fingers digging into Charles' wrist hard enough to dent the suit material. Charles doesn't react to the pain.

Charles' voice is firm: Look at me, not down.

He shifts to block Max's view of the ground. 

Charles: Remember Austria 19? When you passed me on the outside like an idiot?

A burst of static that might be a laugh. 

Max yelled: Oh, good, this was all a plan for revenge. ]

 

[CLIP #236 – Unedited. Miami. Lego: Fluorescent lights hum over the branded set—Red Bull logos, LEGO bricks, two F1 drivers who should know better.

Max sits stiffly, fingers tapping the unopened box. Charles already has pieces spread in chaotic arcs, gold accents catching the light.

A buzzer sounds.

Brick clicks fill the air. Max’s methodical, Charles’ erratic. An overdecorated monstrosity takes shape under Charles’ hands, all unnecessary flourishes. Max’s stays functional.

Max mutters when Charles holds up a gold piece: Farm vehicles get the job done. 

Charles smiles. A nudge. A crash. Max’s car lies in pieces on the floor.

Max, getting to the ground to pick the pieces: That’s an inchident!

Charles’ laugh bounces off the studio walls, unrepentant. The host presents him a plastic trophy.]

 

[CLIP #269 – Unedited. Imola. Post-Race Hospitality Room: Empty plates and cups around. Charles, still buzzing with the team, presses his forehead briefly to Max’s shoulder. Max’s hand comes up, hesitates, then settles between his shoulder blades.]

 

[CLIP #309 – Unedited. Max is talking with someone preparing him and Charles for a photoshoot, he is showing off something on his phone.

Max: Ok, we were 8 here. Look at Charles' hair! 

Charles: It wasn’t that bad!

Max: You’re right, it was worse in 2010! Wait, I got it too, let me find them.]

 

[CLIP #347 – Unedited. Go Karting: Two pedal karts on a hay-bale chicane, two driver too big for the karts. The flag drops.

Dust flies as Max fishtails into the first turn. Charles cuts inside, wheels nearly touching.

Max: Careful, Leclerc! You almost ruined my perfect drift!

Charles laughs, right as Max nudges him wide. A retaliatory shove sends Max onto the grass.

Charles: Too slow, Verstappen!

Then a rock. A turn. Two karts flipping in synchronized chaos.

The driver lie in the dirt, breathless.

Charles: ok, lets do it again

Max (helmet askew): You planning to actually finish this time?

Charles drags his kart uphill, grinning: Just you.]

 

Charles hadn’t left his apartment since he got back to it. He couldn’t. The city felt like a trap — too loud, too watchful, too tiny — but the silence of his flat wasn’t much better. Every corner echoed with memories from that night: the thrum of music in his chest, the dizzy warmth of alcohol in his blood, and Max’s eyes fixed on him like they saw something Charles hadn’t meant to show.

He had tried to kiss Max. In public. With friends and colleagues around. With cameras possibly watching. He had leaned in — not thinking, not planning, just wanting — and for a second, he’d stopped caring who saw.

And he had been so, so drunk.

The night came back in jagged pieces: Max showing up and sticking to him, Pierre pointing out he look better, the stupid way Charles had felt a surge of something sharp and possessive the moment he saw Max talking to someone else — laughing with someone else. It was irrational. It made no sense. And yet it burned under his skin.

He hadn’t even known what he was doing when he reached for Max. Not really. One second they were too close, the next Max was steadying him with careful hands, and then — Charles moved like he’d been yanked by a wire. A breath too fast. A heartbeat too loud. His body acting before his brain could stop it.

And Max had stopped him. Gently, but firmly.

Now the embarrassment curled in Charles’s gut like acid.

What had he been thinking?

He wasn’t even sure what he felt. That jealousy — was it really about Max? Or about losing something else? Attention? Familiarity? Safety? Max had became a complicated sort of comfort in his life, a rivalry turned partnership turned… whatever the hell this was becoming.

And when Max had asked him, low and careful, “Do you even like guys?” — Charles had frozen. Not because he didn’t mean to tell, he just...

Still, instead of lying or laughing it off, he’d said, “I like you."

And that had made it worse. Because it hadn’t been brave. It had been stupid. Drunk and reckless and selfish. Because Charles couldn’t say the rest — that he didn’t know what this meant, that he was confused, and scared, and caught somewhere between the comfort of denial and the terrifying pull of truth.

Now all he could do was replay it: the heat in his face, the tight ache in his chest, the way Max had pulled back like he didn’t recognize him anymore.

And maybe Max was right not to. Maybe Charles didn’t know who he was either — not really. Not when he could lose control like that. Not when one night was enough to unravel years of careful control.

Maybe Max thought he was confused. Maybe Max thought he was pathetic.

Maybe Max wouldn’t be wrong.

A few days passed in that same haze before Alex texted him, inviting him out for a run with Leo. The run was easy, more about moving than performance. They followed the coastal paths, Leo bounding ahead with his usual goofy joy. The sea air helped. Charles tried to stay present — in his breath, in the sound of paws hitting the ground — but his thoughts kept drifting back to the party. To that moment.

When they paused to catch their breath, Alex glanced at him with a knowing look.

“Everything alright?” she asked, her voice soft but direct. “Your shoulder?”

Charles shook his head, breathing deep, avoiding her gaze as he sank onto a bench. His legs felt heavier than they should. Alex joined him, watching quietly.

“I...” He cleared his throat. “I may have almost kissed a guy last week.”

“Oh? Was it good?”

“We didn’t… actually kiss,” he muttered, twisting the hem of his shirt between his fingers.

“Why not?” she asked, leaning in.

“He said he didn’t want to be part of an... experimentation thing.”

“Wait.” Alex narrowed her eyes. “So it’s someone you know?”

Charles cringed, already regretting saying anything. He saw the spark in her expression before she even opened her mouth.

“Oh, it’s someone big, isn’t it? Is it Lewis? Please say it’s Lewis. I’d kiss Lewis. Actually, you should totally introduce me to Lewis.”

“It’s not Lewis,” Charles groaned. “And aren’t you too young to be with Lewis?”

“Alright, dad." Alex teased, rolling her eyes. “So, who is it?”

“I can’t say.” Charles muttered, looking away. “Doesn’t feel right to expose him like that.”

Alex sighed, clearly annoyed, but didn’t push further. “Fine. But… why didn’t you just say you’re gay?”

And wasn’t that the point? He shouldn’t have, it wasn’t smart to, but at the same time, what he answered was so much worse.

“Because he said that, then I froze, I said I like him, so he told me he couldn’t be an experiment and he left.”

Alex just blinked at him for a moment, before stating: “You’re a mess.”

“I’m aware.”

“So it wasn’t just a party thing.” she said, her tone shifting.

“I don’t know.”

“You said you like him.”

“I do, I just… don’t know… how.”

She sighed, turning and crossing her legs.

“Charl, if it was just about hooking up, you wouldn’t be like this.” She crossed her arms. “Are you annoyed you missed the chance? Or are you upset because you’re actually into him?”

Charles opened his mouth. Then shut it again.

His mind drifted — back to Max. His face inches away. His hand steady on Charles’s waist. The way the music blurred and everything else disappeared except the heat of Max’s skin, the scrape of stubble along his neck. It made his chest ache.

“You’re blushing.” Alex said, grinning.

“I’m not.”

“Yes, you are.” She laughed. “God, you’re actually into him. Do you have feelings for him?”

Charles groaned and dragged a hand down his face. “I don’t know .” he said. “It’s… complicated. We’re close. We work together-”

“Is it Carlos?”

“It’s not Carlos.” Charles snapped. “Stop trying to guess.”

“Fine.” she said, raising her hands. “Though I knew it wasn’t Carlos. I don’t think I’ve ever met someone more heterosexual.”

He shook his head.

“It’s complicated because we work together.” he continued, ignoring the comment. “And he didn’t say no. He just said he didn’t want to be some… test.”

“So maybe he feels the same.” Alex offered.

“Maybe.” Charles echoed. The word felt delicate. Not because he doubted the spark — no, that had been real — but because he didn’t know what kind of spark it was. Desire didn’t always mean something lasting. And maybe was dangerous.

Alex tilted her head. “Then tell him he’s not an experiment.”

Charles hesitated. His brow furrowed. “But… is he not?”

It had been months — maybe longer — since he’d kissed someone without layers between them. Everything in his life came with context. Caution. A friend-of-a-friend. A vetted contact. Another celebrity with just as much to lose as him. Someone who wouldn’t talk. Someone who understood the rules. Every touch felt like borrowing someone else’s life — temporary, transactional. Disconnected.

Even when it happened, it felt… staged. Like there was always a camera, even in his head. Something watching. Something to hide.

“What do you mean?”

“I mean… it’s not like I’ve had much experience. Maybe it’s better to just leave it. Not mess things up any worse.”

“You’re not going to figure this out by staying stuck.” Alex said, voice quieter now. “You don’t have to come out, but you gotta admit that being alone is not doing you no favours. It’s hurting you.”

He looked down, tracing the edge of the bench with his thumb.

“I don’t even know where to start.” he murmured. “What if I already ruined everything?”

Alex nudged his knee with hers. “You haven’t. People mess up all the time. What matters is what you do next.”

Charles let the words settle. The sea was quiet today, the horizon barely moving. But inside him, everything still felt loud — not the frantic noise of panic anymore, but something slower, heavier. Regret. Longing. Uncertainty.

He didn’t know what he wanted from Max, not really. 

But either way… the season wasn’t stopping for his feelings. Red Bull wasn’t going to wait for him to sort himself out. Max would still be in every meeting. Every debrief. Every podium, if they were lucky.

They were a team. And he couldn’t avoid Max forever.

Even if he wasn’t ready to talk about that night, or about what it meant, he had to talk. About racing. About strategy. About the rest of the season. About whatever came next.

They didn’t need to be friends. They didn’t even need to be okay. But they needed to be professional. And the truth was — Charles didn’t trust himself to do that until he said something. Until he at least tried to clear the air.

Even if it would feel like giving something up. Even if it meant putting aside a feeling that had been growing quietly, insistently, for longer than he liked to admit.

Because pretending nothing happened wasn’t working.

Because maybe it already meant something.

Because silence was starting to cost too much.

He sighed, pressing the heels of his palms into his eyes.

“I should talk to him.” he said finally. The words felt strange in his mouth — careful, like setting something fragile down.

Alex raised an eyebrow. 

Charles looked away, de didn’t look back at Alex, he didn’t wanna see the judgment, “Even if I don’t say the rest. Even if it’s just… making sure we can work together.”

 

 

Max sat alone in his living room, staring at the skyline outside the window. His thoughts weren’t on the view, though. They were stuck at the party. On Charles.

Charles, with his soft, almost shy smile and that faint blush on his cheeks. Charles, looking at Max like he was waiting for something- no, wanting something. 

“I like you.”

The memory kept hitting Max like an electric current. It was also written all over his face, in the way he leaned in, in the way his smile faltered ever so slightly when Max didn’t move.

Max had wanted to. For a fleeting, reckless moment, he had wanted to pull Charles in and kiss him. Be crazy, just this once. But then he’d asked the question — the one that made Charles pause. And he’d gotten the answer he’d expected.

And that was the problem.

Max couldn’t be the guy Charles experimented with, the one he’d fuck to figure out if he was into men or not. He couldn’t be some casual, bi-curious party fling. Charles wasn’t just anyone, and this wasn’t just anything.

But it was hard.

It was hard to ignore the way Charles’s face fell when Max pulled back. The rejection that flickered there, quickly masked but impossible to forget. Charles hadn’t said anything since and a part of Max felt a little hollow, but another part of him was relieved.

Because he needed time, too. Time to figure out what he wanted with Charles.

With the three weeks between Silverstone and Spa, the original plan had been to record a series of content with Charles. But since Charles was injured, the schedule had been rearranged, with Red Bull and each driver’s team redefining their plans. It wasn’t a big deal — Max didn’t mind. He had plenty of his own business to handle, which was exhausting enough — but that also meant no oficial chance to talk to Charles even if work related.

So Max spiralled quietly, going through the motions of his life.

There were meetings to attend, endless commitments to fulfill. His product manager had brought up Charles recently, mentioning how Charles wearing Max’s merch had caused the product to sell out and the general sales to skyrocket. Apparently, it was a big enough deal to suggest a collaboration. “Maybe even his own merch.” the manager had said.

Max had laughed it off at the time, but now it lingered. Charles, unintentionally boosting Max’s brand. Charles, who had slipped into the cracks of Max’s routine — from the early-morning training sessions, late-night debriefs that stretched into shared meals to the point Max knew Charles’ diet planning as well as his own.

It wasn’t just branding. It wasn’t just for show. It was even mostly hidden from public eyes, neither of them interested on bringing more attention to what was so clearly something new and therefore fragile.

“I like you.”

Charles’s voice echoed in his mind, low and uncertain, the words still vibrating in Max’s chest like they’d been spoken just minutes ago.

What kind of answer was that? A real one? A deflection? Did Charles like men all along — and Max had walked away for nothing? Had he misread everything?

He rubbed a hand down his face, frustration prickling beneath his skin.

Charles had always been… relevant would be the correct word. Impactful. Important. That wasn’t new. But now it felt unbearable — sharp, heavy. Different. Max had been through every possible version of Charles in his life: rival, opponent, problem. Then this year, his teammate, unexpected confidant and an actual friend.

But lately, none of those labels seemed to fit anymore. None of them felt like enough.

He’d always known he was attracted to Charles. That wasn’t even something to debate. It was a given — obvious and inevitable. He had eyes. He had blood. And even if Max hated the media obsession over Charles’s looks, he wasn’t exactly immune to it.

Hell, if he went back far enough — really far — maybe Charles had been one of his first gay awakenings. Back when they were teenagers and Max couldn’t stand the sight of him. Couldn’t stand how perfect he looked, how well-liked he was, how easy it all seemed. How Charles made Max feel seen in a way that made him furious.

But that anger had always masked something else. Something that had only grown with time.

It was more than desire. It was a gravitational pull. A craving for understanding — someone who knew what the pressure felt like, who spoke the same strange, specific language of this life. Someone who didn’t need everything explained.

And Charles had always been that, hadn’t he?

Max didn’t want to be some one-night mistake. He didn’t want to be a blurry memory from a club. He didn’t want easy.

He wanted real.

Which made things so much worse.

Hooking up with Charles? That would be a disaster. They worked together. Their history was messy. And Max wasn’t naïve — if it ever ended badly, it would fuck everything up. And if it didn’t end? That was almost worse.

Because it wasn’t just about attraction anymore. Not since Monaco.

That weekend had wrecked him in ways he still couldn’t articulate. He’d looked at Charles and felt… something snap loose. Something dangerous and bright and completely out of Max’s control. It wasn’t just wanting him — it was feeling seen by him. Known. Like Charles could look at Max and understand what no one else even tried to.

And Montreal? Montreal had finished the job. The way Charles had moved, the way he’d looked at Max — like he trusted him, like he wanted him around — it had made everything undeniable. It wasn’t about being teammates or friends or anything Max could rationalize. He cared. Deeply. Maybe too much.

Maybe always had.

He didn’t know when it had stopped being simple. Maybe it never had been. Maybe he’d been kidding himself all along, trying to stuff something vast and complicated into a neat box labeled a continuous ammount “something but with complication” - rival, but childhood one; teammate, but biggest rival; friend, but that he wanted to kiss and take care of.

But he couldn’t do that anymore. Not when every part of him ached to be closer. Not when he found himself hoping Charles would pick him — not just in strategy meetings or post-race debriefs, but in everything.

Still, dating Charles? It felt absurd. Laughable. Dangerous.

For one, again — they. worked. together. Every glance, every touch would be watched and dissected.

And then… they were both men. Max had always kept things casual with men for a good reason. What if it got out? It could ruin everything. Their careers. Their privacy. Their peace.

Even if it didn’t, it would have to be hidden. Completely. Discreet.

Although — if Max was honest — that didn’t sound so bad. He liked privacy. Charles did too, more than it seems. Charles was notoriously guarded, famously private in that way he shows exacty enough. He’d rather parade around a soulless PR relationship than expose anything real.

But there was a difference between being private and being a secret. Between sharing something quietly and pretending it didn’t exist at all. Max had lived both. He knew which one burned worse.

He knew Charles liked him. As a person. As a friend. At least every thing the past months pointed to it. But beyond that? There was no proof. One drunken kiss. One vague confession that could mean different things.

For all Max knew, Charles was just lonely. Just horny. Just looking for something easy.

And Max? He was anything but easy. He didn’t want simple. He didn’t want meaningless.

He wanted something that terrified him.

If he really wanted Charles — whatever that even meant — he’d have to earn it.

 

A few nights later, Lando invited Max to a bar. Not a club, thankfully — there was no dance floor, and the music wasn’t too loud. Max figured he deserved a drink after the week he’d had. Besides, it was better to deal with Lando refusing to take pictures with Magui than to stay home thinking about... other things.

So now, he was here in a private booth, sipping his drink and watching his friends chat.

Lando was drunk, talking animatedly to someone across the room while his not-girlfriend tried to start a conversation with someone at the table. 

Even Oscar was there with Lily.

Which was nice at first. Oscar was always good to talk to. But as the night went on, Lily’s friend moved away, and soon all of Oscar’s attention shifted to her.

Max couldn’t help but notice how sweet Oscar and Lily were together. They were the kind of couple that made people believe in soulmates. High school sweethearts turned life partners. They’d fallen in love at seventeen and stayed together ever since.

“Do you even remember how you met?” Max asked, half-joking.

Oscar grinned. “Of course. We had physics class together, and Lily was always correcting my answers.”

“He had a crush on me.” Lily teased, nudging him. “I just had to make sure he wasn’t embarrassing himself in front of the teacher.”

Max chuckled, though a small pang of something he couldn’t quite name settled in his chest. They were so effortlessly perfect together.

He thought back to when he was seventeen. He hadn’t been in high school, he’d been in Formula 1, his life revolving around racing as it had been since birth. He’d had girlfriends, sure. He hooked up with the women and men that caught his eye, and had fun. He’d fallen in love, dated the public acceptable girlfriends he fell in love with. Then he’d settled into something serious for years, only for racing, of all things, to tear it apart.

Still, watching Oscar and Lily, Max couldn’t help but wonder what it might have been like to have that kind of love. To grow up with someone, to figure life together.

Max with his first long term girlfriend to this day? He couldn't imagine. He also met Kelly at 19 and look how that worked out in the end.

Who else was even there at the time?

His mind drifted, and he let out a laugh before he could stop himself. The mere thought of him and Charles at seventeen having anything resembling a relationship was ridiculous. Back then, all they’d done was trade insults in their own language while mostly avoiding throwing the other off track.

Max finished his drink in a few gulps. He’d come to this bar specifically to not think about Charles, and here he was again.

With a sigh, Max got up and headed to the bathroom. Afterwards, he detoured to the bar, not quite ready to return to the table. As he waited for his drink, something caught his eye.

And this damn microscopic country.

Charles was sitting at a table across the room, laughing at something, with a group of friends including Joris and his brothers. His hair was styled up, and he was nursing one of those colorful drinks Max learned to name in the past months.

Max froze, shocked to see him here. For a moment, Max just watched, his heart doing that strange, fluttering thing it always did when Charles was near. He missed him. It had only been two weeks since they’d last seen each other, but it felt like longer. Two weeks of trying to ignore the way Charles lingered in his thoughts, the way his smile seemed to haunt Max’s dreams.

Then too sudden, too hard, Max felt the nudge to his back. 

“Leclerc!” Lando shouted, thankfully not loud enough to draw too much attention.

Still, a few heads turned. Max’s eyes met Charles’s first and in that split second, Charles froze. His face stuttered in surprise — brief, almost imperceptible — before he turned smoothly to Lando like nothing happened.

Lando stepped forward, oblivious. Max followed with a sigh.

“Oi!” Lando grinned, swaying a bit as he reached toward Charles’s shoulder.

Max grabbed his arm, holding him back just in time. “His shoulder, dumbass.”

Lando scoffed. “Chill, mate. I wasn’t gonna hurt the man.”

Charles spoke up, calm. “It’s fine.” He didn’t move much, only extended a hand to clasp Lando’s in greeting. His body barely shifted.

Max got nothing but a nod. A distant, practiced nod.

It felt normal, like all drivers acted between each other — it was bullshit.

He offered the table a polite nod in return and clapped Arthur’s arm in greeting, but it was all awkward choreography. Lando, drunk and unaware, launched into conversation with Charles, talking about nonsense — something about, the drinks, Monaco traffic. Small talk. Flat and boring.

Not like how it used to be between Charles and Max.

Charles made eye contact with Max once — just once — and Max saw it. The tiny crack in the mask. The faint ache underneath the facade.

This wasn’t working.

“Can I talk to you for a second?” Max cut in. 

Their eyes locked. For a moment, neither moved. Max almost expected Charles to try and say no, but instead Charles nodded, getting up slowly.

“I’ll call it a night.” he said to the table. He kissed Arthur’s cheek, gave a general wave, and walked out with Max just a step behind him.

They didn’t speak at first. Max didn’t try. He followed Charles down the street, past the pulsing bass of nearby clubs, away from the noise. The silence between them said enough.

They ended up by the pier — quiet now, just the waves licking the edge of the stone. Closed storefronts, dim lighting, salt in the air.

Charles stopped and turned to face him. He looked like Max remembered: plain jacket, dark jeans and that necklace he once complained about being too tight in a photoshoot just for him to get a custome one made — the same one Max kept a photo of on his phone.

But now Charles looked different. Not polished, not poised. Embarrassed. Bare. He met Max’s eyes directly, like he was bracing for an impact.

“I…” Charles began, voice cracking. “I don’t know where to start.”

Max didn’t either. In the weeks since they last saw each other, he hadn’t reached out himself because he didn’t know how to approach the subject. Which left him in the dark, about what Charles was feeling, how he was, and what it all meant.

So he picked the easiest part, “How’s your shoulder?”

Charles blinked. Caught off guard. He lifted his right hand instinctively to touch his left shoulder.

“It’s… good. Still tight, but getting better.”

Silence again.

Then Max asked, blunt and unfiltered, “Do you regret it?”

Of course he asked that. Charles exhaled sharply. His hands went to his face, hiding him.

“I’m sorry about the party.”

“So yes?”

He shook his head, a grimace twisting his face. “I could have exposed you. I’m sorry for that.”

Max looked away, jaw tight. He didn’t know what he expected to hear — maybe a mix of what he wanted, what he feared, and what he already knew.

Then he asked, softly, “For that?”

Charles flinched. “I’m not going to say I wasn’t… willing. But it was dangerous. And stupid. And I’m so sorry-”

“Charles,” Max cut in, stepping closer. His voice was gentler now. “I don’t care.”

And it was infuriating — how easily Max could say that. Like it meant nothing. Like the danger, the headlines, the rumors, the pressure, none of it mattered. But it did. Charles cared.

“You should.” Charles said, his voice suddenly sharp, brittle. “I do.”

“Charles, you don’t understand-”

“But I do!” Charles says, strongly.

His eyes dropped for the first time.

Max watched him, watched the war happening behind those lashes.

Charles opened his mouth. Hesitated. Then, quietly:

“I’m gay.”

And saying it like this — out loud, to Max — felt heavier than he imagined. Not because he was ashamed. But because it made everything real. The tension, the closeness, the look in Max’s eyes before the kiss. It hadn’t been imagined. It hadn’t been a drunken misunderstanding. And that terrified him. He had finally said it. And now he couldn’t take it back.

Max just looked at him. No judgment formed yet. Just… taking it in. Letting Charles say the words aloud.

But most importantly, what it did was make Max take a moment to plan his next words — it was the way Charles felt… fragile.

Charles was never fragile. He was pretty, he was pampered, Max enjoyed the princess nickname his mechanics and fans used. But he was so strong and the most emotionally intelligent man Max had ever met. He could and did get vulnerable, but Max always felt it was more of a strength — new and unknown for Max — than a weakness.

This, though, felt wrong. And gone against all Max’s instincts.

“Well, that explains the whole Alexandra thing.” Max says, finally.

The words hit sideways — not cruel, not careless, just… unexpected. Charles blinked, startled. For a second he thought he might cry again. But then the tension snapped like a frayed string, and to his own surprise, he laughed.

It wasn’t pretty. It was a wet, breathless kind of sound that cracked at the edges, and it folded him in half. He planted his hands on his knees to steady himself.

God, he’d spent weeks pretending it hadn’t mattered — the party, the look on Max’s face, the silence afterward. He’d rehearsed apologies that tasted like ash, tried to pack his feelings into boxes labeled professional and temporary and not Max. But none of them had held.

And now Max was here. Standing close, breaking the silence with a joke. Not to mock him — Charles saw that now — but to make the world feel lighter again, to give him a breath of air.

He didn’t flinch when Max stepped closer. He couldn’t. His ribs still ached from holding it all in.

“I… I can’t do it like you do.” Charles said quietly. “With the parties, the flirting. I’m not made for that. I’m sorry for putting you in that position.”

He meant it — not just the apology, but the comparison. Max made things look easy. Charles had always admired that about him: the sharpness, the clarity, the way he moved through the world like he belonged in it, like no secret could ever own him.

Max nodded. His face was calm, open now. Not guarded like before.

“You said you liked me.” he said, voice gentle.

Charles’s stomach twisted. He looked down, away. “I was drunk.”

“So you don’t?”

“I…” He looked away. “I was drunk. And happy. And into you. But I wouldn’t have done that if I were sober.”

“So you do like me.” Max said, a smirk pulling his face, bright.

Charles glanced at him, startled by the sudden warmth in Max’s tone — the flicker of mischief breaking through the tension.

“Max.” He said his name like a warning, like a prayer. “I’m trying to be serious.”

“We can be serious when you answer the yes or no question.”

Charles sighed. “I do. But it doesn’t change the fact that we shouldn’t go there.”

Max exhaled slowly. Charles could feel him reeling it in — the emotion, the hope, the disappointment.

“I like working with you.” Charles added. “I like being your teammate. This season... it’s everything. I don’t want to ruin it.”

He looked him straight in the eye, not to deflect, but to beg for understanding. Not from Max the rival, or Max the champion — but from Max, the boy he’d grown up beside. The boy who knew exactly how sharp the world could be.

“So you just want to pretend nothing happened.”

Charles’s hands curled around his sleeves. “I’m so sorry. This is unprofessional, and I acted like an idiot-”

“No.” Max stopped him. “If you want nothing, fine. I’ll respect it. But I won’t act like nothing’s changed.”

“Max, I just want to be normal.”

“Tough shit,” Max said, stepping closer. “Because I’ve never been normal about you a single day in my life.”

Charles stared. His pulse thudded in his ears. That was when Max's shoulders started to relax — only slightly, but enough. His voice lost some of its sharpness. His grin wasn’t just teasing anymore; it was hopeful. He looked… lighter. Like he’d been holding his breath and was finally letting a bit of it go.

“You’re serious?” he asked, still breathless.

“I am. I don’t know where this goes, but I want to find out. If you do.”

Charles looked down, then up. “I don’t think I can do it.”

“We can try.”

“It’s such a stupid idea.”

“I know.”

“It’ll blow up in our faces.”

“I won’t let it.”

“You don’t know that.”

“I know I’ve never wanted anyone the way I want you.” Max said, voice low and urgent. “And yeah, that includes working with you.”

Charles froze. His whole body stilled.

“We grew up with half the grid, yeah? But when I think back, I don’t see them. Not really. I don’t keep their pictures in my phone. I keep ours.”

Charles stared at their joined hands. His throat tightened. He didn’t realize how much of his life he’d lived in compartments until Max stood here, tugging gently at the edges. Reminding him he didn’t have to keep them all closed.

“And what if we mess this up?”

Max tilted his head. “When you joined Red Bull, I asked what would happen if being second wasn’t enough. And you said we’d fight for it. Like always.” He smiled, soft and sure. “I think that applies here too.”

He searched Max’s eyes and found no conditions, no push. Just a quiet, terrifying steadiness.

“Okay.” The word broke out of him, fragile as glass.

Max raised a brow. “Okay?”

Charles smiled. It wasn’t big, nor confident, but it was sincere. “Okay.”

 

 

Sender: Hannah Schmitz, Chief Strategist

Subject: Technical Sustainability Inquiry – Private Consultation

 

The email arrived with a Red Bull Racing header and an attached video call link scheduled for “21:30 – flexible by 15 minutes if needed.”

Sebastian had stared at it for a full minute before leaning back in his kitchen chair, one eyebrow raised. He looked out the window, where the last of the evening sun spilled across the vineyard rows. A tractor was still parked lopsided near the compost heap, he’d been working on a new irrigation system before the twins distracted him with their beetle terrarium.

Red Bull. And not just Red Bull—their strategist. He didn’t get requests like this often. FIA people? Sure. Schools, environmental NGOs, a UN panel now and then—those made sense. But this?

“Probably a mistake,” he muttered. Still, his curiosity got the better of him.

He accepted the call.

The screen blinked, then steadied. Hannah Schmitz appeared in a clean, minimal office with a Red Bull mug in her hand and four screens behind her showing live telemetry from,,, Spilberg? Her hair was tied back tight. She looked tired, but focused.

“Sebastian.” she greeted, calm but almost formal. “Thank you for joining.”

He offered a lopsided grin. “I’ll admit, I opened the email thinking it was spam. Red Bull and 'sustainability inquiry' in the same sentence… it’s unusual.”

She smiled faintly. “Not wrong.”

He tilted his head. “Why me?”

“We need someone you know. Or someone you once debated with.” She leaned slightly closer. “You remember Ingrid Dittmann? From the FIA sustainability panel in Zurich, 2022.”

Sebastian let out a short laugh. “She schooled that Shell executive like a university professor. I was almost embarrassed on his behalf.”

“She did,” Hannah said with a flicker of pride. “We’re building a new power unit and chassis concept for 2026. It won’t just be regulation compliant, I want something fast.”

Sebastian’s eyebrows inched upward.

“Something wrong with Wache?”

“Wache is a traditionalist, I’m attempting to build something that would challenge.” Hannah explains. “I need Ingrid. Or someone like her. A genius who is genuinely passionate about engineering and believes in the science."

He was quiet for a moment. Then, softly:

“And she knows you want this because…?”

“She doesn’t. That’s why I’m asking you.” Hannah met his gaze without blinking. “You’re not the face of the team. You're not even involved. But you’re credible and have long-lasting connections with the team.”

He knew it. Four world titles with Red Bull. A name still etched in the walls of Milton Keynes. Mechanics who’d let him hold their babies. Engineers who still signed Christmas cards. And now Charles, wearing navy and still texting for gossip.

He rubbed his chin thoughtfully. He could still smell earth on his hands from earlier, the vineyard’s spring soil clinging beneath his nails. He hadn’t left the farm in over a month except to take the kids to a climate youth summit in Munich.

“Red Bull hasn’t exactly earned trust in this department.” he said slowly. “And Ingrid doesn’t take calls from marketing teams.”

“She’ll take yours.” Hannah says. “All I’m asking is a connection.”

A pause. His fingers tapped the edge of his teacup.

“I’ll call her.” he said at last. “No promises she’ll work with Red Bull, but she may speak with you.”

“That’s all I need,” Hannah said, and for the first time, her voice warmed. Just before he ended the call, she added, “By the way… your comments on the FIA battery disposal plan last month? Sharp.”

Sebastian snorted. “You read that? I thought only retired engineers and angry bloggers cared.”

“Some of us still listen.”

The screen went dark. Sebastian sat back in silence for a moment, the frogs croaking outside the window.

Then he picked up his phone and started typing: “Hi Ingrid. I know it’s been a while, but there’s something I think you might want to hear about.”

Notes:

What a week guys, you have no idea. And to make it all worse, I literally wrote half of this chapter from scratch because I hated the original version.

You guys gave very confusing feedback about the presence of smut or not, but I got some inspiration that I hope it will make me write it better.

So..... what you guys think about it all? Like I said, I had to remake stuff and I'm much more confused about their feelings than they are themselves. But I hope you guys could have seem the building to this and also know there will be more building and realization to come.

 

Please, say hi to "Mari". They were supposed to be a nameless institute to represent all of us, in the form of the admin of Red Bull social media team, but then my best friend told me to be inspired by her, picked a name for them and now the admin has a crush on Charles and an obsession on Max chest. They are still all of us, just more particular.

Talking about said friend, she wrote a fic inspired by this universe and the confrontation between Lewis and Charles on the MET. It's the brocedes I'm too lazy to write.
Is not canon to this fic, but since me and my friend share our brain, it's pretty much what I would write if I stopped to, so please check it out:
- https://archiveofourown.info/works/66210712
And follow the series, because she is amazing and will write about other ships inspired by this.

I hope you guys enjoyed it all, I'm open for feedback. Please leave kudos if you have not yet, and comments if you wish.

Chapter 18

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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The crowd buzzed with cheer, the tifosi and general fans cheering as Carlos and Lewis tried to be entertaining. Charles stood off to the side, arms loosely crossed, trying very hard not to think about how much his shoulder hurt or how badly he wanted a nap. His hoodie hid the taping, but not the throbbing. His head ached from the questions. About his health. His pace. His championship hopes. Everyone digging, poking, looking for cracks.

He closed his eyes against the sun and actively tried not to fall asleep standing up. It was only media day and he already felt like a wrung-out towel.

He heard footsteps and braced for Andrea — maybe with painkillers and a bottle of water. But when he cracked one eye open, it was Max standing next to him.

“Hey.” Max said, casual and soft. Charles felt his body loose and then tense all over just from that.

He hadn’t seen Max since the talk.

And oh god that talk.

The talk that came out of nowhere and left like nothing Charles planned on, leaving Charles floating, dazed, like he was walking through a dream. He’d braced for disaster, had rehearsed apologies and explanations in his head. He was convinced he’d need to grovel, explain himself, beg Max to forgive the mess he’d made.

Instead, Max had been blunt. Stubborn. Disarmingly calm. He hadn’t demanded anything; he’d offered. And Charles — exhausted, aching, off-balance — had said yes.

Because it seemed good. Reckless and impossible, yes. But also good.

Afterward, Max walked him to his apartment. Like they were in a romcom. Except it wasn’t corny, not really — Max talked exactly like he used to, before that godforsaken party. No tension. No edge. Just Max, unfazed, unfurling beside him like nothing had broken at all.

Charles had stepped inside, closed the door behind him… and immediately freaked the fuck out.

Because what the hell was happening?

It felt surreal. Not in a bad way — just distant, like a memory he couldn’t quite hold. 

And then life kept moving. Four days blurred past, every hour swallowed by physio, simulator work, strategy meetings. His shoulder held up — barely — but enough to convince the team he was race-ready.

Max had offered to fly together, but Charles kept his plans with the team, needing the structure, needing to focus. Max hadn’t made a fuss. Just texted: “Okay. I’ll see you there.”

And they’d kept texting. Normal stuff. Stupid memes. A few check-ins. Max being painfully earnest about Charles’s recovery, but otherwise… oddly normal.

Too normal.

Charles didn’t know what to make of it. Because nothing had changed — and yet everything had.

“Hi, Max.” he said. It came out softer than he meant. Small.

“You okay?” Max’s voice dropped a little. Gentle. Concerned. He had a wrinkle between his brows that Charles had to resist poking at.

Charles bumped his good shoulder into him. “Just tired.” he said, trying to smile.

Max nodded like he got it. They stood there quietly until Max said, careful and warm, “Wanna have dinner tonight?”

Charles blinked. “I-”

“At the hotel.” Max added quickly. “As usual. It’s okay if you wanna rest first.”

As usual.

Like they could keep their routine. Like things hadn’t exploded into something too big and scary. Like Max was saying: it’s okay, I’m not trying to change everything.

And maybe he wasn’t. Maybe Max was trying to make it simple again, but Charles still felt like he was vibrating — somewhere between panic and hope.

He missed it. Missed him .

Charles had flown straight from his last doctor appointment into the chaos of media day. No dinner this week. No quiet night routine. No Max to anchor him through the storm of injury and press and pressure.

And Charles hated it.

He didn’t realize how much he depended on that routine until it disappeared. Now everything felt shaky. Especially with the pain still lingering. Especially with the stress wrapped around his skin like a second layer.

Max had been helping him carry it. Quietly, easily, like he had always did. But now things felt… different. Closer. Heavier. And Charles didn’t know how to ask for comfort without revealing too much of himself.

Charles swallowed. “Direct from here?”

Max nodded once and smiled, relaxed and happy.

“Yeah.” Charles said, his voice lower than necessarily needed. “We can ride together.”

A group of staff passed by, and Charles quickly looked away, his gaze drifting toward the stage where Carlos dropped a prop dramatically and pretended to be shocked. 

“We’re so much funnier than them.” Max said under his breath, eyes fixed on the stage.

Charles let out a soft laugh. “Oh, so now we’re trying to be fun for the media?”

“What can I say? You’re rubbing off on me.” Max joked.

Charles smiled — until the words registered. He turned toward Max just in time to catch the smirk tugging at his lips.

“Did you just–” Charles asked.

“Not literally.” Max interrupted, his voice dropping half a note, leaning slightly closer, arms still crossed. “You’ve got a dirty mind.”

It was dumb. Not even a good joke. A terrible attempt at flirting.

And yet-

It was perfect. It was so him. His Max, awkward and smug and trying, in his own quiet, sideways way.

Fuck you. ” Charles muttered, grinning despite himself. Max’s grin widened, clearly about to make it worse. “Don’t.” Charles interrupted, still laughing.

And just like that, something in his chest unknotted. He didn’t even realize how tight it had been until it eased. When they walked out onto the stage, under the bright lights and the buzz of the crowd, Charles felt lighter. Sharper. More alive than he had all week.

 

The ride to the hotel was quiet but not tense — just the kind of silence that followed a long day. Joris sat in the front, scrolling through his phone, and Sarah beside him was reading something off her tablet. Max and Charles shared the backseat, close enough that Max could feel the occasional brush of Charles’s sleeve when the car turned.

“Want to eat or clean up first?” Max asked as they stepped out onto the curb. The hotel’s lobby lights glowed warmly through the glass.

“I’m starving.” Charles said immediately, voice low but certain.

“Good. Let’s go.” Max replied, placing a hand lightly on Charles’s back as they walked toward the entrance.

He felt Charles tense under the touch — just the slightest shift, like a held breath — and then relax, as if correcting himself. Max dropped the hand, the echo of that brief resistance ringing louder than it should.

Inside, the restaurant was dim and quiet, tucked into the top floor of the hotel with a wide window view of Spa’s rooftops and sleepy streets. The wooden tables and soft lighting made the place feel more like a date spot than a post-media day pit stop, and Max hesitated.

Too much? he wondered. Was Charles going to freak out again? Was he?

He opened his mouth, ready to suggest room service — or somewhere else, something easier, something that didn’t feel like candles and first kisses — but Charles was already stepping forward. He spoke to the hostess quietly, asking for a table in the back.

Max blinked. Okay then.

They were early, so the restaurant was nearly empty. Charles stayed close as they walked, shoulder brushing Max’s arm more than once. It wasn’t like before — not casual, not comfortable — but it wasn’t nothing either.

When they reached the table, Max slid into one side of the table and expected Charles to take the other, as usual.

Instead, Charles sat beside him, back to the rest of the restaurant.

Max didn’t let himself overthink it.

They busied themselves with the menu. Low-sodium, lean protein, no butter. Race weekend orders. Charles ordered sparkling water. Max matched it, resisting the urge to say something dumb to fill the air. But when their drinks came, and their overly tailored meals were on their way, something settled.

The city glittered beneath the window. Spa was ridiculously small, more a village than a city. But it had charm — the kind of aging beauty Max liked. It made him feel still.

“It’s pretty here.” Charles said after a while, like he’d read Max’s mind.

“It is.”

Charles took a sip of water, then turned slightly toward Max. “Do you consider this a home race at all?”

Max let out a breath through his nose. “In a way. I was actually born like an hour from here.”

Charles tilted his head. “But Zandvoort feels more like a home?”

Max nodded. “I learn to race in the Netherlands. It didn’t matter if I was born and our house was on this side of the border, what mattered was there.” he glanced out the window again, “Plus, mum always liked here better.”

That earned him a faint smile.

Charles had been quieter than usual since Monaco. Not cold — in fact, he was more responsive than ever, nodding when Max spoke, asking questions. But he wasn’t looking Max in the eye much. And now, sitting shoulder to shoulder, glancing down at his water glass — Max realized he wasn’t retreating.

He was nervous.

Not just shy — nervous in that deep, quiet way that settles into the bones. The kind that comes when you’ve said something fragile out loud and aren’t sure if it’ll hold. The kind that makes you look like you’re waiting to be proven wrong about hope.

Max could see it in the way Charles sat, spine straight but hands restless, lips parted like he wanted to speak but hadn’t found the words yet. He wasn’t scared of Max — that much was clear. No, Max got the sense his fear came from somewhere else entirely. Like the world had taught him to be afraid of what he was, and now even honesty tasted like risk.

It made Max think of how Charles had come out to him — not with a bang, but with a trembling kind of softness, like it might break him open. And Max couldn’t stop wondering who had made him believe he had to be that afraid. Who had carved that kind of fear into him so deep that he still flinched from joy.

Max wasn’t immune to it either. He wasn’t pretending that. But he was trying to be brave — for both of them. If there was a chance for this to become something real, something steady, Max knew one of them had to lean into the unknown first.

So he let his hand drift under the table, curling around his wrist and rubbing circles against the pulse. He waited.

And then, slowly, Charles pressed his shoulder firmly against his and curled his fingers gently around Max’s. They didn’t speak for a while.

Just sat there with Spa’s lights glittering beneath them and the low hum of music floating through the restaurant.

Then Charles cleared his throat. Picked up his glass in his free hand. “So…” he said. “Free practice?”

Max smiled and gave his hand a small squeeze before letting go. “Yeah. Free practice.”

He could talk about that. He could give Charles something solid to hold onto.

 

The next day, Max found himself scanning the crowd out of habit when getting to the place. Fans waved signs, flags, and merchandise, their cheers a chaotic backdrop to his thoughts. But then something caught his eye, a small movement near the front of the barrier.

A young fan wearing a Red Bull shirt had her arms full of lucky bracelets. 

It makes Max stop and sign some autographs, keeping the girl in his line of sight.

When the tween reached for an autograph, he made sure to ask, "Are those for us?" he asked, his tone jokingly. 

The fan laughed. "I made them! I’m gonna share!”

“Yeah? Can I have two?” Max asked.

The fan nodded eagerly, her cheeks flushed with excitement, while she picked two from her favourite styles.

Max smiled, reaching out to take them. He turned the bracelets over in his hands, laughing at the writing. "Thanks. They look great." 

 

 

[Instragram - Video description: Media day, music challenge segment. Coldplay’s “Viva La Vida” intro plays. Charles slams the buzzer like his life depends on it.

Charles (ecstatic): “COLDPLAY! They’re my favorite band.” (turns to the crowd, earnest) “This song? Iconic.”

Max (side-eyeing him, deadpan with a smile): “That’s so millennial of you.”

Charles clutches his chest in mock horror: “Says the guy in skinny jeans!”

Max looks down at his pants, then back at Charles’s light-washed, ripped-to-hell jeans with heart shaped patches.

Max (smirking): “Do you really want to start talking about questionable pants?”

Charles (gesturing to his knees): “At least mine have personality!”

Max (shaking head): “Oh, they’ve got something.”]

 

 

[Sky Sports F1 –– Video description:

Croft (Crofty): "Alright, we’re back at Spa, one of the most iconic circuits on the calendar, and there's a bit of buzz in the air, isn’t there? Charles Leclerc returns to the car after that big crash in Austria. Missed points there, missed Silverston too… and now here he is. Back at it. What do we think, team?"

Webber: "Yeah, Crofty, it’s a big one for him. He was flying before Austria. Proper title contender form. So coming back now, with all eyes on him, especially at a track like Spa, it’s not an easy ask. Physically he might be fine, but mentally… there’s always a bit of a wobble after a shunt like that."

Patrick: "And he’s not coming back into a calm, quiet garage either, right? He’s got Max across the garage, who’s been cleaning up while Charles was out. That kind of pressure can weigh on you. 

Rosberg: “That’s the thing. It’s probably one of the most interesting teammate pairings we’ve seen in years. Because Charles is not afraid of Max, we can see that on track, and Max, for once, has someone beside him who’s just as fast and aggressive, just as sharp mentally and now backed by the same machinery.”

Crofty: "But do we think he’s fully back? Is this 100% Leclerc?"

Webber: "Honestly? Probably not quite yet. No one bounces back that cleanly after a crash and time out. But if anyone can fake it ‘til they make it, it’s him. He’s got guts, and more than that, he’s got pace, we saw that on Free Practice. And look, he knows Max won’t wait for him to get comfy again."

Patrick: "I liked what I saw in the media pen. He was sharp, kind of relaxed. It made me think how he’s figuring out how to just be himself a bit more this year. Less buttoned up, more confident. Maybe Red Bull’s giving him a bit of space to breathe."

Rosberg: "Spa’s a good test. Fast, flowing, brutal if you’re not dialled in. If he looks strong here? Yeah, then I’d say he’s properly back."

Crofty: "Well, we’re about to find out. Charles Leclerc, back in the car, back in the fight. Let’s see how this one plays out."]

 

 

Rocky and GP leaned against the back wall of the Red Bull garage, eyes locked on their two drivers talking near the pit exit.

“Something is wrong.” Rocky stated.

The entire garage had noticed since the Silverstone. That they were keeping each other at arm's length. Talking politely, yeah, but briefly, and not really looking each other in the eye. 

“How is Charles after the crash?” GP asked, not unkindly.

“Focused, optimistic.” Rocky offered, genuinely, “I didn’t think he would act differently with Max, not after Silverstone.”

GP hummed, squinting. 

“I mean… they’re talking,” Rocky said, “but something’s still not right.”

“Yeah.” GP agreed. “Like, Max isn’t even in Charles’ personal space.”

“Which is suspicious in itself.” Rocky noted.

“You think they fought and made up, but it’s still tense?” GP asked.

“I just don’t want another Sebastian and Webber situation.” Rocky groaned, “I let my guard down, I thought we were past all that.”

“Well, Max is smiling.” GP pointed out, almost hopeful.

“Yeah, but they’re being weird-”

“They’re fucking.” Calum voice came flatly, from behind the two.

Both engineers startled and turned to him.

“What?” Rocky exclaimed.

“No, that is just… them.” GP frowned.

“Actually look at them.” Calum said, nodding toward the drivers. Max was gesturing about something, they could kind of recognise it was about Charles' best lap in Q2, between the pieces of Max's voice that could reach them and the glint of admiration in the Dutch’s eyes.

“So? Max’s head over heels. That’s not new.” Rocky shrugged.

“Hey!” GP said, mildly offended, but not very confident.

“No, look at Charles.” Calum insisted. Just then, Charles scratched the back of his head, glancing sideways. “Schoolgirl behaviour.” Calum added, deadpan.

“Hey, now!” Rocky snapped, defensive.

“All I’m saying is,” Calum went on, “if they’re not already screwing, they’re a week away. Tops.”

They all watched as Max touched Charles’s waist, subtly guiding him toward the driver's rooms. The body language was unmistakable; the three winced. That was, at least, normal. When the pair passed by, Calum, GP, and Rocky all muttered various greetings, none of which were acknowledged.

“… So they’re not fighting?” Rocky asked, slowly, almost self-reassuring.

“No, but this is worse.” Calum muttered.

“Fuck.” GP sighed.

 

 

Spa wasn’t kind to Charles.

Despite his skill not being really affected by the month without being in a car, the race was grueling thanks to his shoulder. After qualifying, he and Andrea spent an hour alternating between massages, hot-and-cold therapy, and electric stimulation, trying to alleviate the strain. But the relentless pressure of the curves and the weight of the steering wheel during the two hour long race made the pain almost unbearable.

Rocky asked something during one particularly intense curve, with Hamilton breathing down his neck, and Charles had to grit his teeth and push through, only answering his engineer almost a lap later. He managed to climb to P2 by the end, just in front of Lewis. Exhausted, he carefully hoisted himself out of the car, mindful of his shoulder, and headed straight for the scale.

After weighing in, Charles approached Max and Lewis, who were talking near the side, both of their teams being away. Max had his back turned as Charles reached out, brushing his hand against Max’s back to announce his presence. Max turned immediately, a wide smile breaking across his face. His, Charles’, smile, he recognises.

Max greeted him with a quick warm side hug, his hand pressing lightly Charles’ waist. “Congrats.”

“You too.”

As they pulled apart, Charles reached out to shake Lewis’ hand with his bad arm, distracted by the lingering warmth of Max’s touch. As Lewis pulled him in, the motion sent a sharp pain through his shoulder, making him yelp and instinctively pull his arm back.

“Shit, man I’m sorry!” Lewis said, holding his hands up in apology.

Charles hunched slightly, protective of his shoulder. He took a breath and assessed the pain. Hurt, ok, but… nothing felt wrong. 

Grasping at Max’s suit for support, he forced a smile.

“It’s fine.” Charles said quickly, cutting off whatever sharp retort Max seemed ready to unleash on the British. “Just more sore after the race. I’ll be okay.”

Max’s brow furrowed as he studied Charles, his hand pressing slightly against his side. 

“I’m fine.” Charles repeated, more firmly this time.

Max nodded reluctantly, and Charles squeezed his waist in silent thanks. He glanced at Lewis, who was watching them with a mixture of leftover worry and curiosity. Charles quickly looked away.

The podium ceremony passed smoothly. Charles smiled for the cameras, the ache in his shoulder dulling slightly. Max clinked their champagne bottles as per tradition, and Charles, using his good arm, sprayed him in the face with an unapologetic grin.

 

 

[Sky Sports F1 – Video description:

Crofty: "Max Verstappen takes the win here at Spa, but Charles Leclerc, what a drive. Back from injury, battling Hamilton like his life depended on it. P2 today, and he earned every bit of it."

Webber: "He did, Crofty. That fight with Lewis? Elbows out, no fear. He had the pace, made the move stick, and held it under pressure. I loved it."

Rosberg: "Hang on, let’s look at that replay again. Watch here, this overtake on Lap 33. Right here, Leclerc goes for the move, but look at Lewis. He gives just enough space, but that was his corner. Charles was too optimistic there."

Webber: "Nah, Nico, come on. Charles was carrying way more speed. He earned that one. Lewis defended well, but Charles was quicker today, no doubt about it."

Patrick: "He looked a bit shaky getting out of the car though. That arm’s still not quite right, you saw it when he went to greet Lewis and pulled away."

Webber: "Exactly. And still he drove like that? Spa’s not an easy race when you're fully fit, let alone banged up. That was gutsy stuff."

Crofty: "And Max greeting him in parc fermé? Lot of respect between those two. Quiet moment, but it said a lot."

Webber: "Yeah, especially knowing how tight the championship is. That bond’s gonna get tested, but today? All class."

Rosberg: "Well, speaking of not-so-classy, shall we talk about the Alpine-Haas disaster? Ocon and Gasly-"

Crofty: "Right, let’s roll the footage there, turn 14, both cars going for it and — Oh! That’s where we’re gonna leave it for now, more coming up after the break!"]

 

 

After the post-race interviews, Charles retreated to his driver’s room for a hot shower, letting the warm spray ease his aching shoulder. 

He savoured the heat while he could, but soon he resigned himself to the cold torture of an ice pack, leaving the warm bathroom in only sweatpants.

He hated the cold. Ice baths, compresses — it was all part of being an athlete, but that didn’t mean he liked it. He sprawled out on the couch, branded earbuds in, listening to a podcast. A blanket covered him from the waist down, his socked feet propped on the table.

He couldn't even get a bed, Charles resents mentally, as he was traveling for an event in Monaco tonight and didn't plan for a room until then.

Max arrived not long after, knocking lightly before Andrea let him in. Freshly showered and back in his Red Bull kit, his eyes immediately found Charles. His gaze flicked briefly to the bandaged shoulder — then, a beat too long, lingered on Charles' chest. Charles caught it and bit back a smile.

“Andrea,” Max said suddenly, “Rupert’s looking for you. Something about golf.”

Charles huffed a soft laugh as Andrea left, the door clicking shut behind him. Alone now, Charles raised an eyebrow.

“Please don’t ask again how I’m doing. It was cute the first twelve times, but…”

“I’d stop if you didn’t look like you’re about to pass out every time you blink.” Max said.

“That’s because I might. I just took my meds.”

Max hovered for a second. “Want me to go?”

Charles met his eyes. Between race weekend, the media circus, and everything else, these pockets of time were rare. He wasn’t thrilled with the P2, not really. But given the pain, the shoulder, and how much energy it took just to get through the day, he was choosing to take all he got, and that include this.

“No. Stay.” he said, tipping his head toward the open space beside him.

Max nodded, tugged off his cap, and dropped down onto the couch beside him, his hand running through messy hair before settling.

“You sure you’re okay?”

Charles closed his eyes, exasperated. “Honestly, I just need to sleep this off.”

Max leaned back, propping his feet up, relaxing as Charles handed him one of his earbuds.

“What are we listening to?”

“Reddit stories. People’s drama are my therapy.”

Max gave him a mock-judgmental glance but accepted the earbud. “Our lives aren’t chaotic enough for you?”

“This is like gossip I’m not responsible for. It’s great.”

Charles hit play, and not even two minutes in, Max was whisper-yelling, “What a piece of shit!”

“I know, right?” Charles chuckled, body sinking deeper into the couch. 

Max slung an arm around his shoulders — easy, familiar — and his thumb brushed against the edge of the ice pack. The touch was light, instinctive, but grounding.

“No parties tonight?” Charles asked, after a moment.

“Nah… I’m thinking of going to my sister for a bit.”

Charles hummed in response. The warmth of Max beside him, the steady rhythm of his breathing, the low hum of Morgan’ voice — it all blurred the ache into something distant.

Max shifted just enough to better support his weight, and Charles smiled faintly, not bothering to open his eyes.

“You can sleep.”

“Maybe.” Charles murmured. “Will you stay a bit?”

“I’ll stay.” Max whispered, with a quiet chuckle.

And Charles let go.

The pain didn’t vanish, but it softened. So did the weight of everything else — the cameras, the performance, the pressure. For now, there was just this: Max’s steady presence, the absurd internet drama in his ear, and the permission to rest without explanation. 

Charles hummed again, already drifting closer to sleep. The dull ache in his shoulder was still there, but it felt distant now, overshadowed by the steady rhythm of Max’s breathing and the warmth of his touch.

For a moment, everything felt easy. No more races, no pressure, no eyes, no cameras — just the quiet presence of someone who cared enough to stay while Charles was in pain.

As Charles drifted off, Max adjusted the blanket over him, careful not to disturb the ice pack. He rested his head against the back of the couch, listening to the faint echo of the podcast in his ear.

The quiet stretched on, peaceful and unhurried. In the stillness, Max allowed himself to relax too.

When Andrea returned an hour later, peeking in to check on Charles, he stopped short at the sight of the two of them. Charles was asleep, his head leaning slightly toward Max, while Max sat quietly, scrolling on his phone with one hand, the other arm around Charles.

Andrea didn’t say anything, just backtracked in silence.

 

 

Sebastian’s hands were still stained faintly with soil when the call came through. The vineyard was quiet now, the golden light fading over the rows of vines. He’d washed up, changed into a soft linen shirt, but the scent of fresh grass and citrus soap still lingered on his skin.

I. Dittmann flashed on the screen. He smiled — curious, a little surprised — and answered.

“Didn’t expect to hear from you this soon.” he said, leaning back into the creaking wood of his chair. “How’d the call with Schmitz go?”

There was a pause. Then Ingrid’s voice, dry as ever.

“I can’t tell if she’s a genius stuck in a dumpster fire or a genius lighting the dumpster on purpose.”

Sebastian chuckled, pinching the bridge of his nose. “Well. You wouldn’t be wrong either way.”

“She talks like a visionary.” Ingrid went on. “Systems change, transparency, sustainability. Long-term strategy. Then I look at the team, Red Bull, Red Bull , and I see a house of cards.”

Seb let the silence sit a moment before answering. “You’ve been reading headlines.”

“Should I not believe them?”

“You should.” he admitted. “But… headlines never show the whole picture. I spent years inside that system. Despite and because of the noise and the capitalist warlords, the cars and money will keep running, with and without you, us, trying to make the process a little better.”

He paused, eyes tracking the photos and trophies in the shelves of his living room.

“And underneath it all there are good people. People who care. The fans. Mechanics, engineers, logistics. They work themselves to the bone, and half the time they don’t even get credit.”

He could still remember their faces. The quiet ones. The ones who stuck around between races, fixing broken parts and brewing terrible coffee. He missed that. Sometimes more than he liked to admit.

“She asked me to be part of something.” Ingrid said. “Something that doesn’t exist yet. A future version of Red Bull, I guess. Greener. More transparent. Not just lip service.”

Seb’s brow furrowed. He heard the hesitation in her voice. The quiet calculation beneath it.

“And you believed her?” he asked.

“I’m not sure if she’s being honest.” Ingrid admitted. “Or if she’s just trying to borrow my name. Make it look like the team’s evolving when the sport is still rotting at the core.”

Seb leaned forward, resting his elbows on the desk. The sun had dipped now. The room was all soft shadow and the low hum of the distant fields.

“I asked myself the same thing.” he said. “When she first called me.”

“And?”

“I think she wants a fast car.” He said simply. “That was the biggest part, always. But that if she gone to you, then she may be serious into making it real.” 

“You’re unusually candid.”

“I’m retired. What are they going to do, demote me from the farm?” Seb said with a crooked smile, before growing more serious, “I’m helping Red Bull on this because I truly believe in the progress you could push and the piece of art.” 

He meant it.

God help him, he meant it more than he wanted to.

If it were just about the racing — about a car, or the adrenaline, the glory, the familiar grind of perfecting a car within the sport’s worn boundaries — he might’ve ignored Hannah’s request. Might’ve shrugged off the introduction to Ingrid, buried himself in his own work, and left the future to sort itself out.

But this?

This gnawed at him like hunger.

He loved Formula 1. Not just the speed, but the machine of it — the way it chewed up brilliance and spat out progress. The 2026 regulations were a step forward, sure. A lighter footprint, recycled fuels, the usual corporate handwaving that let the sponsors sleep at night. But it was theatre. A nod to responsibility without truly rewiring the sport’s DNA.

Ingrid… was something else. A sustainable engineering zealot wrapped in the unassailable armour of cold, aerodynamic logic. She didn’t plead for change. She calculated it, weaponized it, and forced the old guard to listen because her numbers were sharper than their nostalgia.

She was brilliant. Built her name crafting elite, exclusive, high-performance electric sports cars — the kind that made headlines and turned heads.

If Hannah looked into that person and still wanted her, she wasn’t proposing evolution like a PR tool. No, this was arson. And for the first time in years, he felt hope — wild, reckless hope — that someone might finally burn it all down and build something better.

There was a long pause on the other end of the line. Then Ingrid’s voice again, quieter.

“What about the drivers? If I do this, I’ll be working around them. Is it chaos?”

Seb smiled. A different kind of memory rose up now — the tension in the garage before a qualifying lap, the radio chatter, the fierce, wordless trust between driver and engineer.

“Try to be impartial.” he said. “That’s the best advice I can give you.”

“That’s not exactly a glowing endorsement.”

He laughed. “The current ones… Max looks like an asshole, but he’s just blunt. He’s actually very respectful. To everyone. You always know where you stand with him.”

“And the other?”

Seb’s voice softened without meaning to. “He was my teammate. Most talented driver I ever worked with. And the hardest working. He carries a lot. More than most people know.” He paused, . “Some drivers suck. Some are selfish, petty, impossible to manage. But the ones Hannah’s working with? They’re professionals.”

Ingrid sighed.

“Well,” she said at last. “I’ll think about it.”

“That’s all I’m asking.”

She didn’t say goodbye. Just ended the call, quick and clean.

Sebastian stared at the screen for a moment, then turned it face down. Outside, the last of the sun vanished behind the hills.

He could’ve stayed out there forever. In the quiet. In the certainty.

But something in him — some restless, unfinished thing — wouldn’t let him.

 

 

In an office room in Paris, a copy of a report is printed and hidden in a purse.

 

 

Max didn’t offer Charles a ride after the race.

Instead they shared a quiet goodbye to a still groggy from sleep Charles. For all his bravado during their conversations, dancing around feelings neither of them fully understood, Max felt the need for some space, he needed to regroup.

So, he called Victoria.

“Hey, you home?” he asked, leaning back against the wall of his driver’s room.

“Yes, Max.” she replied, her tone already suspicious. “Congrats on the win, by the way. But why you’re asking?”

“You up for a visit?”

Her pause spoke volumes. “Are you okay?”

“Yeah.” he said, rubbing the back of his neck. “Just… thought I’d stop by.”

“‘Stop by’, he says, coming from Spa.” She sighed. “Of course, I will prepare your bed.”

Now, Max sat on her couch, light beer in hand, staring at nothing in particular. The sound of the clock on the wall seemed louder than usual. His niece and nephew were already asleep, their goodnight kisses and hugs barely breaking through his preoccupied state. Across from him, Vicky lounged on the other couch, her patience visibly thinning as she sipped her own drink and Max said nothing.

“Alright, spill it.” she said, cutting through the silence.

Max shifted in his seat, exhaling slowly. 

“I might’ve started something…”

“With Leclerc?”

Max’s head snapped up, eyes narrowing. 

“What? No! Wait, how did you-?”

Vicky rolled her eyes. “Every time I see your face these days it's glued to Charles’. And then we talk, you mention him all the time. Who else would it be?”

Max sighed, pressing his hands to his face and wondered how the hell he missed this all.

“Fuck.” he muttered, then exhaled sharply. “Fine. Yeah. It’s about Charles.” The admission spilled out, raw and unpolished. “But it’s not, it’s not like it’s serious. At least not yet. There’s nothing happening yet.” His hands cut through the air, restless. “I think we… have feelings. Or something. But neither of us knows what the hell we’re doing, and every time I try to do something, I feel like I’m pushing too hard, or not enough, or-”

He bit off the words, suddenly aware of the silence.

Vicky stared at him, her beer frozen halfway to her lips. She blinked once. Twice.

Max scowled. “What?”

She slowly set her drink down. “Wait.” She held up a hand, her eyebrows inching toward her hairline. “Let me get this straight.” A beat. “Are you telling me”another beat, her voice tilting toward disbelief “that you and Charles Leclerc might be… a thing?”

Max feels his face warming back, “What you thought it was?”

“Like, that working together was becoming hard, or that he was Christian’s new favorite, or that you murdered him in your sleep.”

“Victoria!”

“I don’t know! You bitch about him since I was born!”

Max groaned. “We are over that, ok?”

Vicky huffed, leaning back on the couch. 

“Ok, so… a ‘thing’. What qualifies a thing?”

“We…” Max starts, then lets himself shut up. 

He looked around the room — the familiar walls, the worn couch, her cat half-asleep on the windowsill. He had a whole life before this. He’d dated real people, had long relationships, adult ones, where things followed patterns and made some kind of sense.

Here he was, in his sister’s couch, almost 30, having a full on crisis about an almost kiss a month ago and a hug. That was ridiculous. 

“Like, we have feelings for the other, or at least interest, but nothing happened cause we don’t know where to go from there.” 

“How so?”

“There’s so much at risk.” Max admitted, the words heavy. “And we–” He hesitated.

“You?” Vicky prompted.

“We both never been in a relationship with men.” Max admitted. “What I’ve done… that doesn’t count.”

Vicky raised an eyebrow. “You mean the NDAs and hookups?” Max shot her a look, but she shrugged unapologetically. “Look, Max, if you’re going to do this, you need to be honest with yourself too. So you’re both figuring this out, okay, what do you want?”

Max stared down at the beer in his hand. The condensation clung to his fingers, cold and wet, grounding him. He took a long sip, then leaned forward, elbows on his thighs, letting the bottle rest between them.

He hesitated.

There was so much he didn’t know how to say.

So much he’d trained himself not to feel.

Because for most of his life, Max had only truly been himself behind the wheel. That was where everything clicked. The silence of the helmet. The sharpness of instinct. The purity of motion. Everything else — his image, his words, his relationships — had to orbit that one part of him. His control, his consistency, his wins. His entire life was shaped to serve it.

Because he loved it.

And because it was all he had.

He didn’t let himself feel much outside of that. Couldn’t afford to. Too many emotions were risks, and risks off-track could cost performance on track.

But Charles — Charles was the one person who made him feel that same clarity outside the car. With Charles, it wasn’t control that mattered. It was just… being. Laughing. Pushing. Letting go. Charles met him at full speed and didn’t flinch. He didn’t ask Max to slow down, but he didn’t let him run away either.

Max could be everything with him. Quiet. Competitive. Soft. Stubborn. Affectionate, even.

It was terrifying.

And it was the most real thing he’d ever felt.

“I want to try.” he said finally. “I… just like who I am when I'm with him.”

That part came easier than he expected, but it still felt fragile in his chest.

“Working with him made this season feel easier. Lighter. But also, more. More exciting. I push him, and he pushes me. In the right ways. I want to race with him. Compete with him. I want him cheering for me when I win. I want… to be there when he does.”

He paused, eyes fixed on some vague middle distance. His voice dropped.

“I just want to live this with someone who gets it. Someone who gets me .”

Vicky tilted her head, her expression softening, like she'd seen something raw in him she wasn’t expecting.

“Then what exactly is stopping you?”

“This would destroy our careers if it gets out.” 

Victoria nods. “But Charles would want to come out? Feels like he would agree it should be kept quiet while you're both active.”

Max shakes his head, “He’s way more careful than I am. That’s anpthet thing, he’s terrified of slipping. Of ruining everything.”

“But he wants to try?”

“He is trying, and… I really think he likes me but he is really nervous about it all.”

She hummed into her own beer bottle. “Alright. What else?”

Max exhaled. “Even if it doesn’t leak… it could mess up our balance. In the car. At the factory. It’s fragile, all of it. Our performances, the feeling with the team.” 

He heard how defensive he sounded, and it annoyed him. Like he was trying to build a case against something he wanted more than he knew how to say.

“And?” Vicky asked, watching him closely.

Max hesitated. Then, finally: “Dad would kill me.”

That actually made her pause. She blinked and set her beer down slowly. Her breath caught.

The room went still. They didn’t talk about their father often — not properly. Not anymore. Too much silence, too much history. Too many nights with the TV blaring in English, turned up way too loud to drown out the shouting.

Victoria’s relationship with their dad was non-existent at best, completely hostile at the worst.

“You gave dad enough of your life, Max.” Victoria says, and before Max could start back an old rehearsed argument, his sister continued, “You achieved your dream, his dream. You’re still achieving it. But you deserve the chance to be with someone who understands you. Your passion, your world.”

“If I pick Charles… if this works, I’ll have to keep him separate from dad the rest of my life.” He stared at his beer, watching the condensation drip down the bottle. 

“Maybe that’s okay.” Vicky said softly.

Max looked up sharply, glare rising before he could stop it.

“You’re almost 30, Max.” she continued, her voice steady but kind. “You’ve spent your whole life trying to make everyone else happy. Maybe it’s time you start asking what you want, not what everyone else expects from you.”

Max opened his mouth to argue, but the words wouldn’t come. He closed it again, leaning back into the couch.

“I just…I don’t want to mess this up.” he admitted, his voice barely above a whisper. “Any of it. Not with Charles, not racing. I can’t afford to lose at either of them.”

Vicky leaned forward, resting her elbows on her knees. “You’re human, Max. You’re allowed to make mistakes, but don’t you you’ll regret it a lot more if you don’t even try?”

Max swallowed hard, her words hitting deeper than he wanted to admit. He thought about Charles: his smile, his laugh, the way his eyes lit up when they talked about racing. He thought about how easy it felt to be around him, like a weight he didn’t even know he was carrying had been lifted.

He thought about his dad, about the expectations he’d been living under his entire life. 

Max stared at the ceiling, his thoughts looping back to the one constant shadow in his life: his father. Jos wasn’t physically present in every decision Max made these days, but his influence lingered like an echo he couldn’t shake. Even now, Jos’s voice was in his head, sharp and uncompromising.

“You have to stay focused”, it said. “Don’t get distracted. You can’t afford to let anyone in.”

Those words, or variations of them, had been drilled into him since he was a boy, strapped into a kart and pushed to be perfect. Failure was never an option; vulnerability even less so.

Max remembered the long drives home after races he hadn’t won. Silence so loud it hurt, Jos gripping the steering wheel tight, his disappointment hanging heavy in the air. The harsh words that followed when they got home. The sense that no matter what he achieved, it was never enough.

He’d carried that pressure into adulthood, even after becoming a world champion, the feeling didn’t dissipate. Jos didn’t yell anymore, didn’t push the way he used to, but his approval — or lack of it — was still there. The phone calls, the questions that felt more like interrogations, the unspoken expectation that Max keep his life streamlined, professional, and utterly free of complications.

And Charles...Charles was a complication.

If Jos knew, Max could already imagine the response. He’d tell Max he was throwing everything away. That emotions had no place in racing. That letting Charles in was the biggest mistake he could make.

But Max wondered if he cared.

He thought about the distance between him and his dad this year. And of the sacrifices he’d made before, the pieces of himself he’d given up to meet expectations that never seemed to end. He’d worked tirelessly to earn respect, to be the driver everyone admired and feared on track. Yet it always came with a cost: freedom.

Giving up Charles felt like one more thing he’d have to sacrifice to keep everyone else satisfied. One more piece of himself he’d lose to live up to a version of Max Verstappen that Jos had built.

“I want to be happy. I want…him.” Max said finally, his voice firmer now. 

Vicky’s lips curled into a small smile, pride evident in her eyes. “Then fight for him. You’ve never backed down from a challenge before. Don’t start now.” 

Max nodded slowly, the weight in his chest lifting just a little. “Yeah…” he said, more to himself than to her. “I think I will.” She grinned, raising her beer in a mock toast. Max chuckled, standing up. “Thanks, Victoria.”

“Hey.” his sisters calls back, and theres a very familiar little sister glint in her eyes when he turns, “Bitch, he is so out of your league is not even funny.”

He let himself laugh and flipped her turning back, “Jerk.”

 

 

Charles arrived in Monaco long past the sunset, the flight from Spa a blurry stretch of half-sleep and shoulder aches. The race still buzzed faintly in his body, but it was dulled now, overtaken by bone-deep fatigue and the persistent throb in his left arm.

There was no time to rest.

A royal invitation — not exactly rare in his life — awaited him. The kind of event hosted by the Palace that every Monegasque knew about, even if only a few were ever invited. In a way, he felt comforted by it. 

The grand hall glowed in soft golds and warm marble. Chandeliers hung overhead like constellations, casting dappled light across the gathered elite. The scent of expensive perfume and old money clung to the air.

Charles entered in a tailored tuxedo, quickly put on the jet before traveling back from Nice to the Palace. He moved through the crowd with practiced ease — nods, soft smiles, murmured good evenings — but it was mechanical. His mind was already drifting toward the need of his own bed.

He found Prince Albert near the central stair, flanked by a few advisors and Albert Manzone, the director of the Société des Bains de Mer. Charles adjusted his stance as he approached, tucking the soreness in his shoulder behind a smooth posture.

“Ah, Charles.” the Prince greeted with warmth, extending a hand.

“Your Serene Highness.” Charles replied with a respectful dip of his head, their handshake brief but firm.

“Congratulations today.” Prince Albert said, his eyes crinkling with sincerity. “An extraordinary drive. Though I hear there was a bit of a problem?”

Charles offered a self-deprecating shrug, the movement tight. “Just soreness, sir. A small strain. Nothing serious.”

“Still,” the Prince said, tone softening, “you push your body to the limit. It’s admirable, and worrying.”

Charles smiled, the corners of his mouth barely tilting. “It is part of the job.”

“And Monaco is always proud to see you excel in the world scene.” the Prince added, his voice gentler. “You carry us with grace.”

Charles blinked, caught off guard by the intensity in that comment, “Thank you.” he said simply.

Beside the Prince, Manzone stepped forward, smiling. “And I must echo His Highness, it’s good to have you home, Charles. Even if only briefly, I’m sure.”

Charles turned to greet him. “Mister Manzone. It’s good to be back.”

“I’m also glad you could join us tonight.” Manzone continued, lowering his voice a fraction. “There’s something I’d like to discuss with you. Something important.”

Charles tilted his head, interest piqued. He noticed the way the Prince’s smile turned conspiratorial, eyes twinkling.

“Of course, sir.” Charles said, polite, but curious.

Manzone signaled to an assistant, who approached quietly. “Let’s arrange a meeting for tomorrow morning. SBM headquarters.”

“Of course.” Charles offered a small nod, keeping his expression neutral, though his pulse had begun to climb.

He lingered a little longer, exchanging pleasantries and raising a glass of champagne — untouched — to a few familiar faces, but his mind was running.

 

F1 STANDINGS · 25 JUL 2025
Position. Driver. Team. Points.
# 1. VER RED BULL 257
# 2. LEC RED BULL 189
# 3. PIA MCLAREN 159
# 4. NOR MCLAREN 138
# 5. HAM FERRARI 128
# 6. SAI FERRARI 126
# 7. RUS MERCEDES 119
# 8. ALO ASTON MARTIN 58
# 9. ANT MERCEDES 50
# 10. TSU RACING BULLS 40
# 11. STR ASTON MARTIN 40
# 12. ALB WILLIAMS 13
# 13. GAS ALPINE 3
# 14. BOR STAKE 2
# 15. ...    

 

Charles arrived just after nine. Joris was at his side, fidgeting, but attentive. Lorenzo, already waiting in the polished lobby, stood to greet them with a tense smile.

“It’s real?” Charles asked under his breath.

Lorenzo nodded. “Looks like it.”

They were ushered upstairs by a sharp-looking assistant, through corridors that gleamed with old and modern wealth — marble, velvet, quiet rooms humming with legacy. Charles had been here before, but not like this.

In the meeting room, the mood was formal but not cold. Albert Manzone and Julien Munoz, SBM public relations something, rose to greet them. Charles shook both hands and took the seat opposite, Lorenzo beside him. Joris remained outside.

“Charles, I wished to participate in this meeting personally, as I believe the importance of what we speak of.” Manzone began after a round of small talk, his tone shifting into something intentional. “We’ll get straight to the point. How are you finding your time at Red Bull?”

Charles hesitated, only briefly, caught off guard by the bluntness of it. “It’s been intense,” he admitted. “but good. The team is focused. I feel supported. We’re delivering.”

Manzone nodded once, like he’d already known the answer but was pleased to hear it. “Good. That’s what we hoped for. Julien?”

Munoz leaned forward, clasping his hands. His voice was smooth, professional, but laced with something personal. “Charles, Monaco has been watching you for a long time. Your success, your presence, it means something here.”

Charles sat straighter, wary but attentive.

Munoz continued, “Monte Carlo SBM has discussed internally, for years, the idea of partnering with you. You’re a symbol of excellence for the principality. And beyond. But there were brand conflicts when you were with Ferrari, as you know.”

“Yes, of course,” Charles murmured. The Scuderia had their own set of allegiances, one that not always could be open favoured the people under it.

“But now,” Manzone cut in, “things are… more open. Red Bull’s branding allows room for new partnerships. And we’d like to explore that.”

Charles blinked once. “You’re proposing a sponsorship?”

Lorenzo asked before he could stop himself. “For Charles personally?”

Munoz nodded. “Yes, and for the team, potentially. A dual arrangement. A strong investment tied to Charles’ continued presence at Red Bull.”

Charles’ thoughts whirled. This wasn’t a courtesy meeting. It was a pitch. He had, since the night, hoped, but a part of himself, small and aching, didn’t expect of this level. And not just any pitch — this was Monaco heart backing him publicly. Not just as a racer. As a brand.

He kept his voice even — years of experience and that public relations teachings that to this day made Charles formulate his answers in Italian first before changing it to the correct language for the environment. 

“That’s an exciting proposition. Red Bull has been a great fit for me, and I’m committed to the project. If there’s a way to connect that with my home…” he glanced at Lorenzo, who gave the smallest nod, “I would be honoured to explore it.”

The mood in the room shifted. Approval. Momentum.

From there, the conversation turned to logistics — preliminary figures, image rights, charitable tie-ins. Charles fielded each question with precision, nodding in all the right places. But part of him felt like he was outside himself, watching this version of Charles — composed, professional, desirable to brands — handle the next chapter of his career.

When it ended, they stood and shook hands again.

“We’ll follow up with Lorenzo.” Munoz said. “And Charles, thank you. Monaco is proud of you.”

Charles nodded once more. “Thank you. I’ll make sure to be worthy of it.”

As he stepped out into the sunlight, Joris falling into stride beside him, Charles took a deep breath. His shoulder still ached, but something else settled inside him — not pressure, exactly. Something heavier.

 

Charles paced his Monaco apartment barefoot, phone in hand, pulse flickering just beneath his skin. He’d already called Nicholas, walking him through every detail of the last minute meeting offered. Then Maman and Arthur. Even Alex had gotten a whole rant about the irony of landing Monaco’s largest private employer group as a personal sponsor after leaving Ferrari.

But this wasn’t just a work update. Not really.

He wanted to celebrate. To talk it through with someone who’d understand the weight of it. The politics, the history. The quiet insult wrapped in the compliment.

If Max were just a teammate, like Carlos had been, this wouldn’t even cross his mind.

But Max wasn’t just a teammate.

He was… his something. Whatever they were trying. Whatever this was becoming.

Charles stared at his phone for a moment, thumbs hovering.

And then he stopped pacing.

A knot sat low in his stomach, heavy and still. Not anxiety — at least not only that. It was pressure. From the outside, from himself. This offer from SBM wasn’t just about money. It was about legitimacy. About status. About being the one Monegasque citizen plucked out of a small nation and held up as a symbol of success, of charm, of reliability.

They didn’t say it, but he knew: they were placing a bet that Charles Leclerc, golden son of the Principality, could represent the face of Monaco to the world.

It was more than flattering. It was terrifying.

He’d spent years trying to be that man — disciplined, presentable, marketable. He’d learned to pose just right, to hold his tongue, to smile when it burned. But this wasn’t just about keeping a clean image for Ferrari or Red Bull anymore. This was home. This was the family name. This was headlines in French, in gossip circles he’d grown up orbiting.

And underneath all of it, the pressure humming in his ribs like a second heartbeat: Be perfect. Be worthy. Be safe.

Because this could still go wrong.

He could still ruin this.

One headline, one photo, one moment of truth he hadn’t prepared for — one kiss — and it would all slip out of reach. 

And still, one thought kept returning, steady as the tide: Max would not hesitate.

Max, who had been so open with him. Max, who said I want you like it didn’t cost him anything. Who meant it, but also meant to fight for it. Who didn’t second-guess the parts of himself that Charles still kept behind lock and key.

Charles wanted to be brave like that.

And maybe, some part of him realized, he already was. The version of himself who stood up straighter in the paddock, who wore the dark blues and spoke to media with the kind of heat that used to get him scolded — that version was the one SBM had chosen.

The polished version of him, the one they’d built in scarlet and steel, might’ve never had this chance. Didn’t. 

He wasn’t hiding anymore.

Not really.

And that should mean something.

Charles stared at his phone for a moment, thumbs hovering. Then, finally, he typed:

"When youre flying to Budapest?"

“Tomorrow.” Then, after a few seconds, “Come with me?”

“Yes.”

Notes:

Good evening! How are we all? How we liked this chapter?
Is not the most exciting one, but the build needs to be built.

About Monte Carlo SBM, it's a private company that owns some of the most traditional and popular tourism market in Monaco. Here an overview in case you're curious: https://www.montecarlosbm-corporate.com/the-company/overview/

 

How we feeling about Montreal? I'm so happy about Kimi

Should we talk about the rumours of Charles leaving Ferrari? My friend sent an edited image of Charles in a RedBull suit and my reaction was "Someone should write this fic" (as a joke, and then we proceeded to describe 97'S like we hoped someone would write).
But for real, NOT REDBULL, CHARLES! DONT TRADE A MESS FOR ANOTHER!
I kinda love the rumours of Toto wanting him cause Toto is my favorite Team Principal.

Anyway, I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter. Life still very busy and exhausting, but this fic is therapeutic.

Chapter 19

Notes:

Warning:
- Tooth rooting fluff (like, basically no plot, just them being cute).

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

It was still early — just after eight — when Max pulled into the underground entrance of Charles’s building, the streets of Monaco outside his building too busy this time. The city above was already awake, Monaco’s streets buzzing with early tourists and locals alike. 

Down here, though, tucked in the shadowed quiet of the garage, the hum of the engine was the only sound keeping him company.

He was glad when Charles had texted him. Had actually reached out.

Max leaned back against the seat, phone resting on his thigh, the last message from Lando still unread, he complaining that he was ditching his friends for Charles, but found amusement on it. 

Lando had been circling, trying to pick up on whatever was brewing between the Red Bull teammates. His timing was off, and his aim even worse.

He had no idea.

People didn’t. Not really. Not about how Charles and Max had become magnets to each other on race weekends. Or how Max — who’d learned since 2023 to keep everyone at arm’s length — had stopped trying, didn’t even actually, when it came to him.

Charles didn’t chase closeness. He simply existed in a way that drew Max in.

Still, mid way through season, he knew people were looking for gaps. Max just would fight to keep not having any.

He jumped at the sudden knock on his window. Instinct flared before his brain caught up — Charles, smirking, one hand pressed to the glass.

“Are you for real right now?” Max asked, lowering the window, his irritation already melting into a smile.

“Just making sure you’re awake.” Charles replied, full menace in his grin. 

Then he leaned over and pressed a quick kiss to Max’s cheek — soft, casual, almost dismissive — and move back like it was nothing. Like it hadn’t just short-circuited Max’s entire brain.

“Alright, I don’t know what’s gotten into you,” Max muttered, trying not to smile too widely. “but I’m all for it.”

Charles just smiled, and stood back a step. “Open the trunk?”

Max clicked the key, without looking. “Do you need help?”

“No. And you’re not allowed to mention my shoulder, please.”

Which obviously meant: yes, he did need help. And no, he wasn’t going to ask for it.

Max leaned over the passenger seat, chin in hand, watching — maybe a little too fondly — as Charles wrestled with the oversized luggage. The suitcase made an awful dragging noise, the kind that echoed off concrete.

When Charles finally slid into the car, he was grinning like he’d won something and making noise from the clinking of keys and that hideous gremlin plush Charles insisted on keeping on his bag.

The dim interior lit up with all of it, and Max found himself grinning back, involuntarily.

“Everything good?” Max asked, deliberately skimming.

Charles nodded, brushing hair from his face. “Yes. Thank you for the ride.”

“Of course, let’s go.”

The drive to Nice flowed easily.

They didn’t talk much. They didn’t need to. The windows were cracked slightly to let in the ocean air, and soft music played — one of Charles’s half-French playlists that Max pretended to dislike but never skipped. It all felt… warm.

Comfortable.

Max sipped his Red Bull, the tang sharp on his tongue. He held it loosely in one hand, resting on his thigh.

Without asking, Charles reached for it and took a sip.

The moment his mouth closed around the can, he pulled a face like he’d been poisoned. “I don’t know why I even try.” he muttered, handing it back. 

Max didn’t even glance away from the road. “Then don’t steal it.”

He didn’t need to look to feel the warmth of Charles’s smile.

By the time they reached the private terminal in Nice, the buzz of travel had already taken over — soft footsteps over polished floors, the low whir of luggage wheels, and the familiar buzz of pre-flight routines.

A few os Max’s Red Bull crew members were gathered near the boarding ramp, laughing about something Max couldn’t catch. Charles tugged his hoodie a little closer around himself and followed Max toward the jet with easy familiarity.

Rupert was the first to spot them. He raised a brow and called out, “You two call yourselves fast?” — dry as ever, even though boarding was still twenty minutes out.

Max rolled his eyes and stuck his tongue out in response, which earned a small round of laughter. Charles chuckled, low under his breath, and gave Rupert a lazy wave before they climbed aboard.

Inside, the jet was cool and quiet, they moved like they’d done this dozens of times — which, despite being factually true, they didn’t actually fly together all that much this season, since Charles tried to stick with his team and would use Red Bull fretted planes instead.

Charles slipped toward the back, settling into the wide corner seats near the rear cabin. He curled one leg up beneath him, letting his body relax into the seat’s deep cushions. Max joined him a beat later, slouching beside him with his phone in hand, starting to scroll.

Outside the windows, the lights of the airport and the city shone over the runway. A quiet calm settled between them as Gracie gave the usual instructions, mostly ignored. Max reclined slightly, foot bumping against Charles’s under the table. Neither of them moved.

He didn’t look tired, despite talking about wanting to sleep. He looked like he was watching Max.

Max didn’t look up at first, but he could feel it — the weight of that stare. Familiar now. Warm and unhurried.

Eventually, he lifted his eyes.

Charles didn’t look away.

“What?” Max asked, a little too quickly, already feeling his ears start to heat.

“Nothing.” Charles replied, entirely too innocent.

Max lift an eyebrow as the man continue to look at him. “Can you not ?” 

The corners of Charles’s mouth twitched upreaching over to tug playfully at Max’s arm. His fingers lingered on Max’s sleeve for a second longer than necessary.

Once they were in the air and the seatbelt lights had finally blinked off, Max stood to stretch. His back cracked audibly.

“I’m grabbing a blanket.” he muttered. “You want one?”

Charles just made a noise of approval and uncurled from his seat, trailing after Max without a word.

The back cabin was dim and quiet, the noise of the engines dull and steady beneath the floor. Max grabbed one of the spare pillows and the folded blanket from the storage bin near the wall. But when he turned to head back to the lounge, Charles reached for him.

Not urgently. Just a hand at his arm. Soft. A little hesitant.

Max paused. The blanket still in his hand. He looked down at the fingers curled at his elbow.

“I wanted to talk to you about something.” Charles tugged gently. Not hard. Just enough to keep Max there. To pull him closer.

“Of course.” Max says, sitting in the bed.

Charles shuffles on the bed, shoes off and knees pulled up. Max watches the restless energy and the hesitance.

“Is everything ok?” Max asks carefully.

“No, no, it’s good!” He starts. “I had a meeting yesterday, and Société des Bains de Mer want to sponsor me.”

Max furrowed his brows. “Who?”

Charles gave a short laugh. “They own the casino. The Hôtel de Paris , Jimmy’z…”

Max’s brain caught up. “Oh! That I know.” He leaned back slightly, watching Charles talk with his hands now, as if moving made it more real.

“They control most of Monaco’s tourism stuff.” Charles explains, a little breathless.

And Max finally started gathering what was happening. That… was big. Max blinked. “Wait. Seriously?”

Charles nodded again, more slowly this time. “They’ve wanted to for years, but they couldn’t.”

“Why not?”

“Branding conflicts with Ferrari.” Charles said, his voice dipping just slightly. “Too many exclusivity deals. But now, with Red Bull, they see a chance.”

Max let out a long breath and leaned forward, elbows resting on his knees. His fingers tapped lightly against the folded blanket in his lap as he processed it. “And they’re adding a clause about you specifically?”

Charles nodded, almost sheepish. “They’ll only do it if I stay with the team.”

Max gave a low whistle, genuinely impressed. “So you’re not just the face. You’re the deal.”

Charles looked away, biting back a smile. “It feels like… a lot. I tried so hard to be what Ferrari wanted, for so long. But this?” He glanced back at Max. “This feels like the first time someone’s saying we want you — not just the Ferrari driver. Me.”

Max’s chest tightened a little — that slow kind of ache that came when someone you cared about finally got something they deserved. He took Charles in, the way he was half-curled up on the bed, hair mussed from his hoodie, expression caught between awe and guilt, like he still didn’t believe he was allowed to want this.

And Max felt it deeply. The way Charles had shaped himself around a machine that never gave anything back. The way he’d bled for that red suit and still walked away empty-handed.

“You should be proud.” Max said softly. “That’s huge, Charles.”

Charles blinked at him, and Max could see how tightly he was wound. Like he was afraid to celebrate too loudly in case it disappeared.

Max shifted on the bed, reaching over, resting a hand lightly against Charles’s shin. Grounding. Solid. “I mean it. That’s not just a sponsor. That’s your home backing you . That’s not luck, it’s respect.”  

He knew what it meant to be valued for what you could do , not who you were. He’d lived most of his childhood in that space. But Charles — he’d twisted himself into knots trying to be perfect for a team that had never bent for him. And now, someone saw him.

“You’re happy?” Max asked, softer now, unsure why his chest felt tight.

Charles glanced up at him, and for once, didn’t deflect. “I am. Racing like this… it feels like I’m finally driving the way I was meant to. And off-track… things are going well too.”

Max smiled, small and quiet. “You’re doing great this season.”

Charles gave him a mock look, but looked flattered. “You’re biased.”

“Oh, yeah.” Max shrugged. “But I’m also right.”

That pulled a laugh out of Charles, bright and loose, and Max felt it ease something deep in his chest. 

They sat in that gentle silence for a moment, the only sounds the soft murmurs from outside the cabin.

Then Charles looked over again. “Thanks, Max.”

“For what?”

“For listening. And being happy for me.”

Max smiled — crooked, but honest. “Why wouldn’t I be? Means more money for the team. And you.”

Charles laughed again, shaking his head, but Max caught the edge of something like fondness in the way he looked at him.

This was how Max loved. Not with big speeches or dramatic declarations. But like this. Steady. Quiet. Present. Even when his brain tried to make him play it cool, the way his body leaned toward Charles gave it away.

Charles leaned back into the cushions. “What about you? How was it with your sister?”

Max nodded, slow. “Good.” Then he paused. “I… talked to her. About us.”

That made Charles still again, but not in the same frozen way as before. This was softer. Curious.

“You said it was me?”

“Yeah.” Max nodded. “Hope that’s okay.”

He looked away as he said it, because he didn’t want to press. Charles was more private about this, he had sensed. Max never wanted to push him into anything. But he also wanted this to be something real — something they didn’t tiptoe around anymore.

“It’s okay.” Charles said, finally. His voice was quiet, but sure. “Was it a good talk?”

Max nodded again. “It was. I needed it.”

Charles sat forward slightly, resting his forearms on his knees. 

“I hope I can meet her soon. For real.”

“I’d like that.” He hesitated, then added, “They might come in the summer. Maybe we could… do something. All of us.”

Charles hummed in response — not a yes, not a no, just something open. Something possible.

Max shifted again, suddenly aware he should probably talk about this sooner rather than later.

He wasn’t good at this part. Grand gestures. Surprises. They always felt clumsy coming from him. But this one — this one he’d thought about.

“Actually… speaking of summer.” he said, clearing his throat. “Do you have plans for Sunday?”

“Besides my victory party?” Charles smirked.

Max rolled his eyes. “Which is not happening.” Then, quieter, “But I, hm, got us tickets. Coldplay. In London. Sunday night.”

Charles blinked at him. “You what?”

Max backpedaled, nerves prickling. “You mentioned them last week. I figured you’ve probably seen them before, and you might be tired after the race, so if you don’t feel like it-”

“Are you serious?” Charles asked, smiling and excited.

“It’s just a concert.” Max mumbled. “Not like I bought you diamonds or anything.”

Charles narrowed his eyes, a playful, almost flirty, smirk curving his mouth. “Are you giving me jewellery next?”

Max opened his mouth to deny it — then paused, an idea stirring. He glanced at Charles, then put on an exaggeratedly nervous expression. 

“Wait, you’re joking, right?” Charles asked, smirk falling from his face.

“I can’t return it.” Max muttered. “It’s custom.” He said, mimicking the way he heard Charles talk about fashion.

Charles stared at him, caught between disbelief and intrigue.

“Just look at it, okay?” He stood quickly, escaping to the small bag by his seat. 

By the time he sat back down, hands a bit damp around the gift, Charles was tense with anticipation — and Max made a mental note to not make any big purchases as gifts in the immediate future.

Still, when Max finally unfurled his hands, the tension in Charles melted all at once — his face brightening like a light had switched back on.

“A fan gave them to me at Spa.” Max explained. “They reminded me of your old one.”

Charles reached out carefully, like they were something fragile, his fingers brushed Max’s, slow and deliberate, before curling around the bracelets  — a careful mix of plastic blues and some odd yellow beads with black beads painted gold, each one threaded alongside the others to spell “ 97S♥BULLS” , with a tiny golden bull charm dangling off the end.

“They’re not to replace anything.” Max said quickly, going gentle. “I just thought you might like them.”

For a breath, Charles was still, rubbing the tiny golden bull with his thumb, gaze fixed. Then he looked up — and Max forgot to breathe entirely from the bright smile sent his way.

“They’re perfect.”  Charles whispered, his voice low and warm.

He slid one onto his own wrist, then took Max’s hand and eased the other bracelet onto him. His fingers lingered there, touch soft and deliberate.

Neither moved away.

Knees nearly touching, hands still joined, they sat like that — weightless — as the world outside the window rushed by.

And then Charles leaned in.

The kiss was slow. Almost familiar and completely new. Like a question they both already knew the answer to. Max closed his eyes. He could feel Charles’s breath against his cheek, the soft brush of his lips, his fingers against his neck.

When they pulled apart, neither of them moved far.

Charles let his hand curl in the front of Max’s hoodie, anchoring him close. His eyes were glassy now, half-lidded, but there was something steady in them. Something that looked like belief. Like happiness.

“That was nice.” he murmured.

Max exhaled, slow and steady, letting his forehead rest lightly against Charles’s. “Yeah.” he said, his voice affected by the closeness between them.

There was a beat. Just the quiet hum of the plane around them and the heat of Charles so close.

Then, because Max didn’t know how to say anything without breaking the spell: “So that’s a yes for the concert?”

Charles’s grin returned, lazy and affectionate, and Max felt himself smile before he could help it. Charles leaned in, clearly intending to kiss him again — quick, teasing, warm.

But just before their lips met, a sharp knock sounded at the door, making them jump and freeze.

“Max, do you wanna play FIFA?” Rupert’s voice cut through, muffled through the door, but unmistakably chipper.

Max let out a quiet huff, barely resisting the urge to throw something at the wall. Charles, however, just let out a soft laugh and pressed a brief kiss to Max’s cheek instead.

“Come on.” he said, pulling away with that same unbearable sweetness. “I wanna play.”

Max watched him as he stood, barefoot, the folded Verstappen.com blue-and-pink blanket bundled in his arms like something he’d borrowed and was planning to keep. Charles padded to the door, shoulders loose, hair messy, and something in Max’s chest tugged hard.

He didn’t want to move, but he did want to follow. 

 

[SKYTV - Video description: Hungary GP. POST-QUALIFYING PRESS CONFERENCE.

REPORTER: "Charles, that final lap was stunning. You took pole by three-tenths. Where did the car feel strongest today?"

CHARLES: "The last sector, especially Turn 13. The front end was responsive, I could carry more speed than in practice. The team nailed the setup there." 

REPORTER: "Max, you were fastest in Q2 but couldn’t match Charles’s time in Q3. Any surprises?"

MAX: "Expected a bit more, honestly. We lost time in the middle sector, the rear was overheating the tires on exit, so I had to lift earlier than I wanted in Turn 7. Still, I’m sure we can get it back tomorrow.”

REPORTER: "Fernando, P3 after struggling earlier this weekend. Did you think this was possible?"

ALONSO (chuckling): "When I saw the clouds this morning, I thought, ‘Okay, maybe God remembers me.’The new updates have been great, the team did a great job. I was struggling at practice to get a feel from them, but in quali I got the balance. But even I didn’t predict that result." A smirk. "Maybe I should’ve."

The room chuckles. A brief pause before the next question.

REPORTER: "Next question is for both Charles and Max. There’s been no recent news on the FIA investigation into Red Bull’s cars. Do you have any insight into what’s going on?"

A beat. Charles tilts his head, trading a quick look with Max. Max gestures, as in telling him to answer. Charles rolls his eyes, but he’s smiling politely when he looks at the reporter.

CHARLES: "The last I heard," he begins, voice light but edged with mischief, "they were creating new rules to try and find an issue with our cars."

The reporter’s silence showed how that response coming from Charles shocked him speechless. Max exhales sharply through his nose, fighting a grin. Alonso barks out a laugh.

ALONSO: “What matters is you’re driving her well." 

Charles turns to him, eyes glinting.

CHARLES, grinning: "He. Red Bull cars are boys."

Max finally cracks, shoulders shaking with silent laughter. The room buzzes.]

 

[TIKTOK – Video Description:

REPORTER: "Next question is for both Charles and Max. There’s been no recent news on the FIA investigation into Red Bull’s cars. Do you have any insight into what’s going on?"

CHARLES: "The last I heard, they were creating new rules to try and find an issue with our cars."

Cuts to a blonde creator, talking to the camera.

CREATOR: "First of all, Sassy Charles is the best Charles. I hope he doesn’t get fined for it."

CREATOR (mocking seriousness, hands clasped): "But okay, real talk, why is this investigation still a thing? Red Bull isn’t even the fastest car this season! Like, are we seeing the same numbers? Just because there’s a giant gap between Red Bull and the next team, we know McLaren cars are still faster."

CREATOR: "And don’t even get me started on how the 2025 car is LITERALLY built for Max and Charles’s driving styles. Max loves a snappy rear end, Charles thrives on front-end grip, this car’s got both. So when two generational talents get a car that finally suits them… OF COURSE they’re gonna dominate!"

CREATOR (throws hands up): "The FIA’s out here writing new rules like it’s a fanfiction AU, while these two are just existing in their soulmate-era matching bracelets. Which, by the way."

Rapid montage plays, Charles and Max laughing together in the paddock, shoulders brushing; Max adjusting his bracelet mid-interview (close-up, pixelated zoom); Charles signing autographs, wrist turned — bracelet clearly visible.

CREATOR (fake-sobbing): "THEY WERE BORN IN THE SAME YEAR. THEY RACE FOR THE SAME TEAM. THEY WEAR MATCHING JEWELRY. I’M NOT DELUSIONAL."]

@bree

This is the best season ever lived and I WONT forgive FIA for slandering them.

#F1 #CharlesLeclerc #MaxVerstappen #97sBulls #Redbull #Lestappen

 

When Charles passed the Ferrari hospitality, he didn’t slow down. He didn’t have to. The tension was unmistakable. Like static clinging to the walls. He didn’t need to look to know the scene inside: team heads talking in circles, press officers scrambling, Carlos avoiding eye contact. P8 for Lewis. P5 for Carlos, after ignoring orders. A PR disaster dressed up as strategy.

Charles kept walking — he had no stake in it anymore.

But as he cut between buildings, a voice stopped him. Familiar. Tired.

“I don’t know what they’re doing.” Lewis said, low but tense.

Charles paused. Between the hospitality walls, Lewis was leaned up against the side of a structure, half in shadow, clearly in the middle of venting to someone through his AirPods.

They don’t know what they’re doing.” Charles said, stepping into view, quiet and uncertain.

Lewis turned, startled. His hand dropped. For a moment, he said nothing. Then came a tight breath, one that sounded somewhere between resignation and recognition.

He glanced down at his phone. “I gotta go… Yeah, it’s alright, I will go see you in a minute. Bye.” He said on the phone, before ending the call and pulling his AirPods off.

Charles stepped closer, trying to gauge how receptive Lewis was to this conversation.

“It’s culture.” Charles went on, after a moment. “Fred can try all he wants, but Stafano or whoever else up the chain will always cut him off before he’s allowed to change anything. Not really. Not when it worked for Schumacher.”

Lewis exhaled, jaw tight. “It’s just… It makes no sense.” he says, with the openness of a desperate man.

“It’s not supposed to.” Charles’s voice was quiet, almost gentle. “It’s theatre. Legacy. They want you to be perfect. Smile. Be graceful. Carry the weight, win or not, as long you keep the fantasy alive.”

There was a long silence between them. A few reporters passed in the distance, their voices low, but Charles and Lewis stayed still, tucked in this liminal space between the hospitality walls, between careers.

“I should’ve listened to Seb.” Lewis muttered.

Charles smiled, faintly bitter. “Yeah. I know that feeling.”

“He told you to leave?”

“No.” Charles said, glancing down. “I told him the night of the announcement. He just… called me and hammered on me until he got the sense I didnt lose my mind. Then he said good for you.”

Charles shook his head, looking down as his fingers idly turned the bracelet on his wrist. The little bull from the team that got him so much this season.

He thought about it for a second.

“I hadn’t actually planned to leave.” Charles admits, quietly. “I don’t regret it, not even a little. But it wasn’t some big strategic masterstroke. I…” He huffed, almost laughing at himself. “I had a panic attack. After the race, I ranted to the camera, lost it in the garage. Ten minutes later Stefano was calling to reprimand me over fucking Zoom. And after that, I ran into Horner, and I remembered he’d offered me that stupid, obscene contract months before. And all I could think was ‘fuck the money, I just want a strategist.’”

Lewis gave a dry little snort but stayed quiet. 

Charles twisted the bracelet again.

“If I hadn’t snapped in that moment, if I hadn’t been angry and disappointed and barely holding it together, I probably would not have left.” Charles admitted, almost like it surprised him to say it out loud.

It was the first time he’d really voiced it.

Because the truth was, everything he’d ever wanted had been painted in Ferrari red. He would’ve bled himself dry trying to earn a dream that wasn’t built for him. He’d been doing it for years.

But then he’d said yes, half out of spite. And then — after the panic faded — he made a plan. Told himself it was a choice. Decided to make it one.

And now?

He looked at the bracelet again. At what it meant.

Driver instinct is a real thing. And that completely unplanned, borderline hysterical decision might’ve been the best one he ever made.

Lewis looked away, gaze drifting out over the paddock. “So Red Bull really working?”

Same question as the Met Gala. But his voice was different now. He sounds receptive, almost caring.

“Why? Trying to get my seat again?” Charles joked.

Lewis shot him a flat look.

He moved to sit beside Lewis on the edge of the raised artificial grass platform. It felt strangely natural. 

“They have the car. And the strategies.” Charles said finally. “I connect with the mechanics and engineers. But the structure’s different. Ferrari wanted us in every room. To listen in to every decision. Red Bull doesn’t work like that.” He glanced at Lewis. “I’m not sure I’ve met even a tenth of the people that make this team run. But I don’t have to. I just race. And I can trust that someone else is managing the rest. That’s... freeing.”

Lewis took that in. “Sounds isolating.”

“Sometimes.” Charles admitted. “But after Ferrari, I needed a break from being everything at once. Poster boy. Strategist. Translator. Politician.”

Lewis’s mouth twitched. “I get that.”

He breathed, and pulled his phone out again, looking at it, but not turning it on. He looked up, in Charles’ eyes.

Lewis was quiet, thoughtful. And then, like it had been sitting on his chest all weekend, he said: “I’m thinking of retiring early.”

Charles turned his head.

He wasn’t shocked — but he was surprised to hear Lewis say it here, now, to him. In this moment, without press, or lights, or performance. Just them.

He looked at Lewis — the man, not the myth. Not the polished icon in fireproofs and headlines. Just Lewis, tired and sun-drenched, hands tucked in his sleeves, carrying the end of something no one else could quite understand.

Charles considered it. Then, with a tilt of his head and a dry, crooked smile, he said, “Better than going to Aston Martin first.”

Lewis let out a laugh — genuine, loud, startled. The kind that cracked something open, for just a second.

“You’re even joking like Max now.”

Charles shrugged. “Yeah. It happens.”

They sat like that a while longer. No performance. No cameras. Just two men in a sport that ate everything, trying to decide what to give it next.

Eventually, Lewis stood, brushing invisible dust off his pants. “See you tomorrow?”

Charles nodded, the smile slow but sincere. “You will.”

 

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Charles climbed out of his car, cheers from the crowd surged like waves crashing against the barriers. He raised his arms triumphantly, the grin on his face impossible to suppress. The ache in his bad shoulder kept him from lifting it high, but nothing could dull the moment.

The team engulfed him as soon as he reached them, their collective joy wrapping around him like a second skin. Max was there too, caught in the midst of his own celebration with the Red Bull crew, but their eyes met briefly across the chaos. Charles felt something warm settle in his chest at the sight of Max’s smile — wide, genuine, and just for him.

Before long, they were being hurried toward the podium, mechanics and assistants crowding around them. Backstage, Charles rushed to put on his watch and APM bracelets — the familiar weight a small anchor amid the chaos — then glanced up as Max slipped his TAG Heuer on too. And then, casually, he reached into the bag for something else.

The lucky bracelet.

That small detail pulled a quiet smile to Charles’ lips. Even here, surrounded by cameras and obligations, they had this tiny thing just for them.

As Charles fastened his own clasp, Max shifted closer, his back turned to the crowd. “Can I do like in Miami?” he asked, voice pitched low.

Charles paused, brow furrowing. “Miami?”

And then he remembered — the kiss after that win. A different world, but the same unpredictable energy.

“Oh.” Charles murmured, caught off guard. A nervous, too-quick thought rushed in: if Max kissed him now, what would people say? The scrutiny. The assumptions. The spectacle of it.

And yet…

“Can’t you wait for later?” Charles teased lightly, a half-smile tugging at his mouth as he snapped his watch into place, buying himself a second.

Max’s grin was easy, almost boyish. “Don’t think I can. I’m that proud.” he murmured, leaning just a little closer. “That was a great race. That overtake you pulled back on me? Beautiful.”

That honest warmth in Max’s voice disarmed him. No one appreciated the fine edge of a fight like Max did. Charles felt a softness in his chest, something reckless stirring — that same thrill that had pushed him to leave Ferrari, to bet on himself.

And really, what was one kiss? Footballers did it all the time after a good goal, hands on shoulders and arms around necks in bursts of unfiltered joy. Plausible enough, if anyone dared read into it too closely.

More than that, Charles thought — maybe this was exactly the kind of thing he deserved to lean into. To let himself enjoy.

He laughed, breath catching, and nodded. “Yeah.” he said, light and careless. “You can.”

A few minutes later, they were up on the podium, Lando on their right, grinning as the trophies were raised and cameras flashed. The crowd roared with a thousand different sounds at once — and then, quick and fleeting as a heartbeat, Max bent toward him as the champagne sprayed and pressed a kiss to his hair.

That tiny gesture lit something in Charles he hadn’t expected — a flush of warmth that had nothing to do with the Hungary’s sun. And for once, he didn’t overthink it.

He just smiled, and let himself enjoy the moment.

 

There were so many interviews. Charles didn’t usually mind interviews terribly, but looking at Rosberg’s ugly skinny trousers when he knew the sooner it all ended, the faster he could be with Max on the way to their date, was pure torture.

What was he going to even wear, actually? Charles ponders. He only packed for the weekend, not for an unprompted date night.

(Like, sweatshirts may be concert appropriate, but he wanted to look at least marginally like he put effort for Max… He has a long sleeve black shirt he would usually wear underneath others, and he could repeat the jeans from last weekend…)

Were there always so many interviews?

“I'm sorry I missed, what is it again?” Charles asked, completely missing Nico’s question, ignoring the salty look the older sent his way.

 

Time passed and soon most of it was finished, but there were still some people trying to talk to Charles. The man sighed, checking his watch. Max had disappeared hours ago.

A sudden hand on his waist startled him. He turned, finding Max at his side, looking both breathless and panicky.

“We need to go.” Max said firmly, and there was a frantic energy around him.

“Right now?” Charles asked, glancing at the lingering reporters.

“Yup. There’s a storm coming, we need to leave before it hits or we won’t get to London in time.”

Charles widened his eyes in surprise but nodded, quickly excusing himself and following Max.

“How much of a hurry are we in?” Charles asked, trying to match Max’s brisk stride.

“A pretty big one.” Max said, already picking up the pace.

When Max started jogging, Charles laughed, completely enamoured at the desperation on the man.

 

Charles rubbed the towel over his face again and again, but his hair stayed damp and his clothes still clung to him uncomfortably. They got drenched in the distance it took to get from the car to inside the Jet, but it seems they were avoiding the worst of the storm.

Finally, with a sigh, he peeled off his team shirt and dried his chest before pulling on Max’s sweatshirt. The scent of Max’s cologne and the faint softness of worn fabric surrounded him like a quiet promise.

The small cabin light reflected off the window as they buckled into their seats.

“Sorry.” Max said after a moment, voice low.

Charles glanced up. “For what?”

“For rushing you.” Max replied, rubbing his thumb over the bull charm on his bracelet, eyes fixed there. “Maybe you wanted to finish things with the press.”

That tug of guilt hit Charles unexpectedly — because Max cared enough to worry — and it softened something in him. “I already finished the important ones.” he assured him.

Max frowned a little, still tense. “Still, we could’ve rescheduled. The pilot told me we had thirty minutes before losing the window and I just…”

“Panicked?” Charles supplied with a grin.

“That’s a strong word.” Max muttered, defensive.

The way the corner of his mouth twitched made Charles laugh, the sound lighter than it had felt all day. “It’s fine,” he said warmly. “I actually wanted to skip anyway.”

“You won.” Max reminded him, eyes meeting his properly for the first time since they’d sat down. “You deserve to celebrate properly.”

Charles reached over, fingers slipping into Max’s, feeling their warmth. “Isn’t that what we’re doing?” he asked softly, a little bold now.

Max’s gaze held his for a long, suspended moment before he finally sighed — a fond, resigned sound — and raised Charles’ hand to his lips, pressing a kiss to the back of it. “You’re still cold.” he murmured against his skin. “You should shower soon.”

That gentle attention, so casual and so easy, sent a bloom of heat across Charles’ chest. It was ridiculous, but this was exactly what he’d hoped for when Max pulled him into this trip — these in-between moments they never quite had time for.

Their bags had been hurried onto the jet by some poor assistant — who was probably still texting furiously about this last-second change. Charles smiled to himself. Even their teams weren’t ready for how unpredictable they could be together.

When he finally went to change, he grabbed the pair of pants he’d stuffed into his bag this morning, mostly for the joke — loud print, ridiculous hearts — and ran a quick hand through his hair in the bathroom mirror. Not his most fashionable look, but he liked the irony of going on a date dressed like this.

He fixed his accessories, spritzed on a touch of cologne, then padded back to the cabin to sit next to Max.

“Don’t comment on my pants.” Charles warned with a mock-stern finger.

Max looked him up and down dramatically, making Charles roll his eyes. 

“I like this one.” Max decided.

“You said they were ugly a week ago.” Charles countered, lifting an eyebrow.

Max’s mouth twitched into that teasing grin. “They’re less ugly on a date.” he replied, catching Charles’ wrist and tugging him closer.

That made Charles laugh — really laugh — leaning into Max’s side, the fabric of their sleeves brushing together. “I know, right?!” he commented, absently tracing one of the hearts printed on his thigh. “Thanks for dropping the team kit.” Charles added, light and teasing.

Max chuckled, then glanced down at his own shirt as if just remembering it. “I made Sarah buy it for me yesterday.” he admitted.

“You planned this?” Charles asked, lips parting in an exaggerated gasp. “And I’m the one who forgot to dress up!”

“You look perfect.” Max murmured, voice so warm and sure that Charles felt his face heat.

And before he could overthink, Charles leaned in and kissed him — quick, soft, easy, like it had been there all along.

A sleek black car was waiting for them as they touched down. Max sat beside him, fingers drumming absently against his knee, gaze flicking between the dark streets and Charles, who was bent over his phone, reading aloud the concert setlist like an excited kid, saying each ones were his favorites.

“You realise you’ve named every song twice.” Max teased gently.

“Have I?” Charles grinned without looking up. “Maybe that’s a sign they picked a perfect list.”

The car wound it’s way toward the arena, traffic thickening as they approached. The further they went, the more the city seemed to come alive. Red and yellow streaks of light reflected in the glass, streaking across Charles’s face as he smiled at something on his screen, and Max felt that familiar pull in his chest.

When they finally pulled up to the stadium, they were whisked through a private entrance by a smiling staff member. The laminate VVIP passes around their necks glinted under the fluorescent light as they walked, the backstage corridors feeling like a different world — quieter, cooler, buzzing with distant soundchecks.

“You okay?” Max asked as they paused outside a closed door, in what was pretty much a line to meet the band with other VVIPs.

“Me?” Charles tugged at the hem of his shirt, hands suddenly unsure. “Great.”

“You’re nervous.” Max decided, the smile teasing at the edge of his lips, fingers on Charles’ waist in a short attempt of tickling.

“Shut up.” Charles mumbled, ears pink.

The band greeted them warmly when it was their time, all handshakes and easy smiles. They recognized them, congratulating both on the race, one of them calling out moments from the Grand Prix that showed he had watched. Charles lit up under the attention, bright-eyed and charming. Max hung back, hands tucked into his pockets, content just to watch.

During the photo op that followed, Charles pulled Max in the picture and his arm around his shoulders, fingers brushing the bracelets on his wrist. The contact was easy and natural after a season together and 20 years of shared podiums.

And then they were guided to their seats, the low murmur of the crowd buzzing like a thousand tiny engines. The stadium lights dimmed, and the first song unfurled through the speakers like a tide washing over them.

Max glanced sideways at Charles and felt a knot in his chest loosen. Charles was radiant, eyes bright, hands tapping the rhythm on his knees. 

Even when they were stopped for the occasional photo or polite hello of someone Charles actually knew, Charles never strayed too far.

More than once, Max caught himself watching Charles rather than the stage. Especially when a slower song played and the arena glowed with phone flashlights, casting him in silver and shadow. Charles was mouthing the lyrics under his breath, face serene, and Max felt a sudden, absurd urge to reach for him — his hand, his cheek, anything to make this fleeting softness last.

But then Charles shifted closer without a word, dragging Max’s arm around him as though it were the most obvious thing in the world. It was innocent enough if anyone looked — a familiar gesture between teammates, between friends. Plausible deniability.

They stayed like this for the rest of the concert.

 

[Instagram - Sequence of photos description: First image, the stage at Wembley Stadium, bathed in golden light as confetti rains down, capturing the electric atmosphere of the evening. The crowd waves their glowing wristbands in unison, a sea of colors lighting up the night; Second photo: the band together backstage, all smiles and sweat after the show. Chris Martin stands at the center, holding up a peace sign, while the rest of the band leans in for a goofy group pose, their energy still buzzing; Third photo: Charles and Max with the band. Max has his arm slung casually over Charles’s shoulder, and Charles’s hand rests over Max’s wrist with a small, natural smile. The band members hug around them in a tight group, Chris Martin’s grin wider than ever; Fourth photo...]

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Thank you, London, for the love and memories! 

Here's to music, friendship, and unforgettable moments. #MusicUnites #ColdplayLondon

 

Charles followed Max inside his apartment in Milton Keynes, the soft lighting making the apartment feel warm and welcoming. It smelled faintly of cleaning products and something like cedar, as if it had been cleaned earlier and prepared for them.

Max had offered to get Charles to his own apartment, but considering his rented apartment close to Red Bull headquarters is closed for over a month, Charles accepted the invitation to stay at Max’s.

It made Charles’ heart race a little, made him feel young and vulnerable.

Max glanced over his shoulder, pulling him by the hand to the living room, “Do you want to order something? It’s summer break, we can actually have something good for once.”

Charles let himself sink into the couch, “Pizza?” he suggested, hopeful.

Max chuckled as he dropped down next to him, pulling his phone from his pocket. “Pick something.”

Charles took the phone, scrolling through the menu of the restaurant. “Is this place any good?” he teased.

“Don’t go Italian on me.” Max shot back, grinning.

“I’m not Italian!” Charles replied, making a mock-offended face.

“Ferrari must have rubbed off on you enough to cause lasting damage.”

“The only lasting damage I have is PTSD from their strategy.” Charles muttered, selecting an option and handing the phone back.

“If I get a large of this one, can we share?”

“Nope.” Charles answered, playful and unapologetic.

“Fine.” Max laughed, as he placed the order. “Forty minutes.”

He let his head rest on the back of the couch, his hair falling across his forehead. Charles felt that familiar twinge of déjà vu — Miami, after the stewards’ meeting with George, and before that, in Qatar… still after George.

He reached up, brushing a stray lock of hair away. Max’s eyes found his, tired and gentle.

“Tired?” Charles asked.

Max’s lips curved. “It was a long day.”

“Yes, it was.” Charles agreed, his voice soft. Racing, the interviews, the travel — it was a lot. Even flying private couldn’t hide the weariness they carried. 

But as they sat together like this, he didn’t regret a single second.

“Come here.” Charles murmured, tugging at Max’s arm.

Max raised an eyebrow but let himself be pulled closer. Charles wrapped his arms around Max’s neck and waist, his knees on either side of Max’s hips, his back resting against Charles’ chest. 

They both relaxed and sighed in unison, making them laugh.

“That’s nice.” Max murmured.

“Yeah.” Charles breathed, pressing a kiss to Max’s shoulder.

For a moment, they just stayed like that — tangled up, listening to the distant hum of the city outside.

“I hope you had fun today.” Max said, his voice almost careful.

There was a softness in the words that pulled at Charles, a subtle need. Max was always so casual about most things, yet he seemed to be worried, like this mattered.

“I did.” Charles answered, squeezing him and shaking them side to side, “It was one of the best days I’ve had in a long time. I won my thirteenth title, I met my favorite band, and now I’m here, waiting to be fed.” he joked, voice light.

Max laughed, but Charles could feel him listening. Taking it in.

“Thanks.” Charles added more seriously.

“You already thanked me.” Max teased, drawing tracing a heart patch on Charles’s knee with his thumb.

“I mean it.” Charles said into the fabric of his shirt.

Max took a second, but then his voice came, barely above a whisper, “I know.”

And then Max shifted in his arms, turning until their eyes met — a quiet pause charged with something warm and unspoken.

Without breaking the gaze, Max leaned in and kissed him.

A slow, deep kiss that felt as simple and natural as breathing.

Charles sighed, hands sliding up his back. They kissed like that for a while — gentle, unhurried — until Max shifted, pulling Charles down fully onto the couch with a careful strength.

Charles let out a breathless laugh as they moved, his pulse humming in his ears. Max braced himself on his elbows over him, eyes dark and intent, then dipped to scatter more kisses — his lips trailing along Charles’s temple, then down his jaw, to the hollow of his throat.

Each kiss was careful and deliberate, making Charles’s fingers tighten on Max’s arms. Every touch sparked heat across his skin, and he felt the weight of Max’s body settle against him — warm, grounding — as a pleasant shiver ran up his spine.

Then Max slowly went still, breath ghosting over Charles’s neck as the tension between them softened into a quiet hum. Charles’s hands found their way into Max’s hair, stroking gently, feeling the softness of it between his fingers as they just… stayed. Wrapped up together, the world outside fading.

Max made a small, content sound into the crook of Charles’s neck. Charles opened his eyes, gazing up at the ceiling for a heartbeat before looking back down, searching Max’s face.

“Okay?”

Max blinked, “More than okay.” he whispered, kissing his sternum. “But I’m exhausted. And I don’t want to start something I can’t finish properly.”

Charles felt a spike of disappointment chased quickly by affection at how simple and blunt Max could be, even like this. “You’re no fun.” he muttered fondly.

Max huffled a laugh and pulled back, easing off Charles and sitting up, one of his legs still over his, “What's gotten into you this week?”

“What do you mean?” he asked softly.

“You’re just…” Max searched for the word “different… Forward.”

“‘Forward’?” Charles quoted back.

“Don’t. You know what I mean. Last weekend you were freaking out.”

And it was true.

Charles thought about it — thought about all those sleepless nights before, the panic a few days ago, the nerves that had coiled in his chest every time someone looked too closely at them.

Charles shifted up slowly, leaning in so his forehead rested against Max’s shoulder for a moment. Picking his words.

“Because you don’t scare me.” he admitted, voice quiet and steady. “Everyone, everything else does. The press, the teams, the sponsorships… that’s complicated, too much. I’m always trying to read what they expect.” He lifted his head, eye to eye with Max. “This? This is just us.”

And as Max studied him — the confusion slowly bleeding from his expression — Charles felt something ease between them too.

Max brushed a thumb across Charles’s lips, then nodded. “You make it sound so easy.”

“Because it can be.” Charles replied softly.

They stayed silent, gazing at each other, until Max’s phone pinged. “It’s the pizza. I’ll go get it.” Max said after checking. He kissed Charles’s face. “Don’t move.”

“Where would I go?” Charles says to the couch.

 

The atmosphere stayed light as they sat around the coffee table. The television was on low, it’s sound just a quiet murmur in the background.

Charles was sitting on the floor with his back against the couch, pizza box open on the table in front of him. He took slow bites, chewing thoughtfully. Max was next to him on the sofa, absently picking at the edge of his crust as though his mind was elsewhere.

“Would you ever want to come out?” Max asked suddenly, his voice casual, but his gaze focused on Charles. 

Charles paused, mid-bite. “I think… after I retire.” he said carefully. “What about you?”

Max thought for a moment, brow creased. It was an expression Charles had seen often — taking everything seriously.

“When we retire too, I think.” Max said at last. That word — we — didn’t go unnoticed. Charles liked the sound of it. “Or maybe in a few years, if, I don’t know, the world feels different.”

Charles gave a short huff of amusement. “Big chance.” he replied, mouth still full, earning a soft laugh from Max.

“Yeah.” Max agreed, brushing crumbs off his hands. “I’m not holding my breath. It also depends if I was with someone too. I don’t think I would bother if not.”

That last part echoed in Charles’s mind. It pulled his attention, making him look closer at Max. Was that a careful way of saying that if they worked out, if they were together long-term, then maybe, eventually, coming out wouldn’t seem impossible?

His heart gave a strange little jump.

Still, the question sat there between them, and he couldn’t let it go. “So you’re okay with us staying a secret?” Charles asks quietly.

Max didn’t hesitate. “Of course.” he replied, a shrug in his voice. It’s not the greatest feeling, but coming out would kill our careers, and I’m not really into career suicide. Or the circus it all would be.”

That simple honesty made Charles breathe easier.

He felt himself loosen, his thoughts settling back into the easy rhythm he’d been working to keep all week.

“Yeah.” Charles agreed with a small nod. “Well, as long as we tell our families, close friends, I don’t see it as a secret. More like… something ours.”

Max nodded, fully agreeing, then went still. “I… don’t know how to tell my dad.” he admitted quietly.

Charles studied him for a moment, lips pressed together. 

“Does he know you’re…?” Charles starts, carefully, not knowing what to call him.

“Bi.” Max supplied, voice flat. “And… I don’t know. Probably. I wasn’t careful when I was nineteen, and back then, he was… him.”

Charles hesitated. “How do you think he’d take it?”

The silence that followed was answer enough. Max stared at the table, the tension in his jaw sharper than before.

“That bad?” Charles offered gently.

Max didn’t speak.

“You don’t have to tell him for me.” Charles offered into the quiet. “I want to meet your sister and your mom. I hope to meet your friends. But I don’t care if your dad hates me.”

“I care.” Max replied, his voice firmer this time, his eyes finally lifting to Charles.

That protective edge — Charles felt it like a weight in the air between them.

“I know.” Charles murmured. “What I mean is that I’ll follow your lead when it comes to him. Wherever you choose to go.”

Max nodded slowly, taking him in.

And then, after a long pause, his tone turned more intense — almost fierce. “When he discovers,” Max added after a pause, his tone intense, “I wouldn’t let him do anything to you.”

That promise hit Charles hard. It sounded almost theatrical, overkill and unnecessary, had Charles not known the full picture. It was so full of meaning that Charles felt an odd chill wash over him.

He liked knowing Max wanted to protect him, it hit him a very comforting place, but not like this. Not in this raw moment where Max was promising to protect from someone he never did before.

“That,” Charles said softly after a breath, reaching across to squeeze Max’s wrist, “means a lot. Thank you.”

He held his gaze, then broke the intensity with a small smile. “And for what it’s worth, I will absolutely protect you from Arthur’s Tifosi rants.”

That earned him a huffed laugh — the tension loosening as Max leaned over to kiss him.

“Thanks, baby,” Max murmured against his lips. “I’ll probably need it.”

That was new, Charles noticed, but still preened at the pet name, “You’re welcome.”

Max moves back, and Charles watches as he takes the last of his drink, his neck stretching as he tilts the can.

He kept looking for a moment, a thought crossing his mind. 

“So,” Charles began, “do you top or bottom?”

Max froze mid-swallow, eyes snapping to Charles, wide and startled. He gulped too quickly and coughed once, blinking in surprise.

Charles smirked, clearly enjoying the reaction.

“You couldn’t ease into that?” Max finally muttered.

“Where’s the fun in that?” Charles replied breezily.

“I…” He starts, still clearly dealing with the whiplash of the subject change. “I didn’t like bottoming the few times I tried.” Max stammers, rubbing the back of his neck. “But, uh, I never cared enough to try again.”

Charles hums noncommittally, biting into his pizza as if this is a perfectly common topic of conversation for them. “And you?” Max asks, his voice almost hesitant.

“I never bottomed.” Charles answered simply, licking sauce off his thumb. “And honestly? Didn’t actually sleep with that many guys.”

Max nodded slowly. “Okay.”

“Is that a problem?” Charles asks, trying to catch a read.

“Why would it be?”

“Maybe you’re not into virgins.” Charles grins, his tone dripping with mischief.

That pulled a short, startled laugh from Max, his face going pink. “I’m pretty sure you’re no virgin, Charlie.”

“In a way, I am.” Charles replied, clearly enjoying making Max flustered.

“Ok, I don’t care.” Max shot back quickly, voice low but earnest.

And that was when Charles paused, studying him for a long, charged moment, hazel-green-blue eyes glinting with mischief.

Then, in one smooth motion, he shifts onto his knees, crawling closer to Max. The intensity in Max’s gaze doesn’t go unnoticed, and Charles can’t help the smug smile that tugs at his lips.

“Don’t you?” Charles murmurs, his palms resting lightly on Max’s knees. “Or maybe… you kinda like it?” His voice drops to a playful whisper.

Max exhales deeply, clearly trying to maintain his composure. “I don’t care.” he repeats, though the slight hitch in his breath betrays him. It wasn’t even about the subject as much as the image of Charles, flirty and tempting, between his legs trying to get a raise on him.

Charles laughs softly, the sound low and knowing. He lets his hands slide up the sides of Max’s thighs, sitting back on his heels and looking up. “I think you do.” he says, his smile infuriatingly confident.

Max leans back, his jaw tightening as he exhales sharply. “And I think we should go to bed.”

Charles raises an eyebrow, his smirk downright wicked. “Oh?” he says, his voice laced with suggestion.

“I meant sleep.

“Why are you acting like the virgin?” Charles shoots back, his laughter bubbling up.

You’re not- Charles!” Max’s protest dies in his throat as Charles leans up, hand on his face and presses a quick, playful peck to his lips.

Pulling back, Charles grins cheekily. “Alright then. I guess I’ll just need to shower first.”

He gets to his feet, stretching languidly before sauntering off to where he left his luggage, leaving Max sitting there, shaking his head, muttering under his breath as Charles disappears down the hallway.

 

Despite all his earlier teasing, Charles took his time under the shower. The hot water felt incredible after the cramped jet bathroom, washing away the stiffness in his back and shoulders. He stayed until his fingertips pruned and the ache in his muscles eased, then brushed his teeth slowly, enjoying the quiet.

When he finally glanced up into the mirror, his own expression caught him by surprise — bright-eyed and boyish, lips curled into a private grin. It was that rare, quiet kind of joy that came when he wasn’t overthinking, just present.

Still smiling to himself, he dressed himself and padded back into the bedroom.

Max was already under the blanket, hair damp and curling at the ends. When he looked up at Charles, his mouth pulled into a soft, tired smile.

Charles crossed the room, lying beside him carefully and reached out to rake his fingers gently through Max’s hair. “I could’ve used the guest bathroom.” he murmured, voice light.

Max’s arm slid easily around Charles’s waist, fingertips tracing the edge of his sleeping shorts. “Didn’t care.” Max replied simply. 

With a small shift onto his side, Max pulled the blanket up over them both, tucking it snugly around Charles’s shoulders. His arm came to rest across Charles’s middle — steady, warm — and Charles exhaled as he melted into him, cheek settling on Max’s shoulder.

Max’s lips grazed his hair in a kiss so light it was barely there, and with the steady rhythm of Max’s breathing in his ear, Charles hardly had to wait before sleep pulled him under.

 

F1 STANDINGS · 03 JUN 2025
Position. Driver. Team. Points.
# 1. VER RED BULL 272
# 2. LEC RED BULL 214
# 3. PIA MCLAREN 169
# 4. NOR MCLAREN 156
# 5. HAM FERRARI 134
# 6. SAI FERRARI 134
# 7. RUS MERCEDES 119
# 8. ANT MERCEDES 62
# 9. ALO ASTON MARTIN 59
# 10. TSU RACING BULLS 40
# 11. STR ASTON MARTIN 40
# 12. ALB WILLIAMS 13
# 13. GAS ALPINE 7
# 14. BOR STAKE 2
# 15. ...    

Notes:

I'm so not used to writing romance that I felt the need to warn you guys previously. I don't know! It feels weird for me to add cute romance after like 60k words with zero.

But makes sense, right? How did you like?

I hadn't actually planned on putting the title of the fic in the bracelets, but when I had the idea of the lucky bracelets I didn't know what to write in it so... there, a reference. ("THEY SAID THE WORD!!!!")

Did I ever mention how I add like a billion references and hidden meanings that are for myself only at each chapter? Like, on this one alone: Verstappen.com bi blanket; who Lewis was talking in the phone; how Max calls his cars 'he/him' so Charles does too here, and what it references in the future; how Charles actually said his favorite band is Coldplay; CHARLES HEART PATCHED JEANS; how the name of Max's steward is because I was listening to Gracie Williams when I first wrote her; and how the TikToker is an actual TikToker of F1; how the virginity kink talk is because my FAVORITE lestappen is "Archive of our own", and theres a running joke there about this and breeding kink (I'm NOT using here, is a joke and Charles was just annoying Max) so I had to reference in a way.

Well, I hope you guys enjoyed. The next few chapters will be very focused on their relationship, specially considering it will be summer for them. BUT there will be other plots when their season comes back.

Please leave kudos and comments if you enjoy, even a simple heart makes my day 💛 Constructive criticism is always welcome too, specially related to pacing and character building.

And thank you so much for all the love!

Chapter 20

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Max had attempted to offer to fly Charles back to Monaco, but considering the man had planned on staying at his mother's for a few days, Charles had waved him off at the airport with a kiss. Charles had texted Alex the moment he entered the airplane, though.

“You in Monaco?”

“Was about to drive Leo over for the weekend.”

“Meet me in Nice instead?”

“Why?”

“News.”

Her reply had been a flurry of chaotic, excited stickers that made him grin.

Now, as he got into her car, a furry missile launched itself into his lap.

My love, I missed you!” Charles gasped, his voice muffled as Leo licked his face with frantic affection. He hugged the dog tightly, burying his face in the soft, familiar fur. 

This year had been a whirlwind, and the quiet distance they were building before the public "breakup" meant less time with Alex and, consequently, Leo. 

The dog was supposed to be his, a welcome-home gift to himself after a brutal season, but Alex had fallen in love just as hard. After two years Leo was theirs , and the thought of untangling that shared custody was an ache he wasn't ready to face.

But Alex was leaving back to Paris for her new job. For her new life. 

So she enjoyed Leo for the past few months and Charles was the next one in rotation.

He gently pushed Leo’s face away, still rubbing behind his ears, and finally looked at Alex.

“Nice dress.” he teased, noticing the dress he had gifted her last month on her birthday.

“Asshole.” she shot back, but she was laughing. She pulled him into a hug over the center console, squeezing him tightly. “I missed you.”

“I missed you, too.” Charles admitted, almost mournful. He hated this part — the slow, deliberate separation for the cameras. He didn’t regret much stuff in his life, but he did hate that they went public with their “relationship” instead of just… a friendship and let people believe in whatever they wanted. He hated that a friendship this vital would be publicly broken.

They pulled apart, a comfortable silence settling between them as Alex navigated out of the airport traffic. Charles gave Leo the chew toy he’d brought, and the dog settled happily in his lap.

When they were finally on the open road, Alex glanced over, her expression sharp with curiosity.

“So.” she began, a playful smirk already forming. “What’s the news that couldn’t wait? How’s everything?”

“Everything’s good.” Charles answered, letting the suspense hang in the air for a beat before letting his own grin break free. “Really good.”

Alex’s eyes widened. “Oh, I know that look. That Coldplay concert was more than just fun, wasn’t it?”

He laughed, the sound light and unburdened. “Very.”

“Charles,” she pressed, drumming her fingers on the steering wheel. “spill. Now.”

He hesitated, the memory of the last few days still feeling dreamlike and fragile. Then he looked at her, his best friend, and let the words tumble out. “We’re… trying something. Me and Max.” 

The car swerved for a fraction of a second before Alex corrected it.

“You and Max Verstappen?!” she yelped, slapping his arm with a squeal of pure delight.

“Hands on the wheel!” Charles complained, laughing.

“Shut up! Max Verstappen? Is he the guy you almost kissed?”

“Yes.” Charles admitted, feeling a flush creep up his neck.

“How did that even happen?” 

“I don’t even know.” Charles admitted, rubbing the back of his neck. “It’s just… we were spending so much time together, and we just work, like, so well when we are around each other. Then that happened and I was going to like, apologise and ask to move on.”

“Ugh, Charles!”

“I know!” Charles agrees, “But Max pretty much didn’t let me.”

“How so?”

“He said… he would respect whatever I choose, but that he…” he paused, still sounding a little dazed himself. “Basically, he said he liked me too much, for that.”

“Oh my God.” Alex breathed, her expression a mix of shock and utter glee.

“It was…” Charles trailed off, a soft smile touching his lips. “It was really nice.”

Alex grinned like she’d just unwrapped the world’s best present. “Okay, and the date? I need details. All of them.”

“He was so thoughtful.” Charles said, his voice softening. “He planned everything, paid attention to every little detail. And when we got back to his place, Alex, the way he kisses…”

Her eyebrows practically flew off her forehead. “So, how was the sex? Be honest, he seems kind of… vanilla. No offense.”

Charles rolled his eyes. “We didn’t.”

Alex blinked. “Really?”

“Yeah.” he shrugged. “We were both exhausted. And honestly? I don’t think I was up for it either. It felt… better this way.”

“But did you talk? About, you know, expectations? Preferences?”

He hesitated. “Kind of,” he admitted, thinking back to his teasing questions. “We agreed we’d figure it out together when we’re ready. I’m pretty sure he’s not into bottoming, though.”

“Well,” Alex smirked knowingly, “that works out perfectly for you, doesn’t it?”

Charles didn’t deny it, which only made her laugh harder. “Anyway,” he continued, a warmth spreading through his chest, “it felt like we have all the time in the world to do this right.”

“I am so happy for you, Charles,” Alex said, “You deserve someone who treats you like that.” her voice sincere as she reached over and squeezed his hand.

They just stayed like this until she needed it for a turn.

“How’s the apartment hunt in Paris?” Charles asked.

“Mom’s realtor is great. Found a flat two blocks from the gallery. I’ll send you pictures.”

“And the Meshki contract?”

“Finalized. My lawyer made sure they can’t break it after our ‘breakup’ without paying a penalty.”

“They wouldn’t dare. Your engagement numbers are insane.”

Alex sighed, impatient. “Yeah, yeah, but my numbers won’t be the same, Charles.”

“People don’t just follow you because of me,” he insisted.

“Charl…”

“You know that, right? You barely even post about me.”

There was a moment of silence, and Charles started to open his mouth to press when she continued.

“It’s more offensive when you pretend not to understand, you know.” she said quietly. “I’m aware of the audience I’ll keep and the one I’ll lose. I have people running the numbers. I knew from the moment we went public that this had an expiration date. There’s a reason I never gave up my art career.”

The words landed with a familiar, heavy thud. 

And Charles… It just pissed him off — how selfish he’d been, putting her in this position.

She was so young then. She still is so young.

He never fully understood why she even stepped in that night. He’d asked before, but all he got back was that she didn’t want someone like that to destroy his image.

“I’m sorry.” he said, his voice low. “I feel guilty for putting you through this. You deserved more than all the disrespect you got.”

Alex took a deep breath, her grip on the wheel loosening. "You don’t have to feel guilty. I made my choices, same as you. And honestly? I’d do it again." She reached over and flicked his ear lightly. "Besides, I’m way too stubborn to let you take all the credit for my future career troubles."

He laughed, shaking his head. “You’re impossible.”

“And yet, here you are,” she teased. “Stuck with me.”

Charles smiled softly, looking out at the glittering coastline. “Yeah.” he murmured. “Lucky me.”

After a comfortable silence, Alex nudged him. “So, when do I get to properly meet Max Verstappen? You know, as the boyfriend?”

Charles groaned, covering his face. “Oh my God, don’t call him that.”

“What?” she grinned, her eyes sparkling with mischief. “Your boyfriend?”

“Stop!” He swatted at her arm, laughing despite himself. “It’s not… We’re not there yet.”

“‘Not yet.’” she echoed, her tone sing-song.

“I’m not letting you two meet if you’re just going to embarrass me.”

“Oh, absolutely not,” Alex declared with theatrical gravity. “I have to embarrass you. It’s in the best friend contract.”

 

That night, the apartment was too quiet. The city’s hum felt distant, muffled by the thick glass of his windows. Even Leo, snoozing peacefully in his bed in the corner, offered no distraction, his paws twitching in some silent, happy dream. After the easy honesty of his chat with Alex, and with no plans to fill the sudden emptiness of the evening, Charles felt a familiar restlessness begin to crawl under his skin.

He paced the floor barefoot, the silence amplifying every thought. 

The conversation with Alex had brought to the surface old struggles he usually tried to ignore. 

He’d joked with Max when he called himself a virgin. Mostly. It wasn’t about a lack of experience. It was about a lack of the right experience. 

It sucked how much power Charles gave to it, but a big part of his reluctance came from how the first time he’d actually tried sleeping with a guy and was so prepared to let go, to enjoy it — until of course the dude tried to force him and almost exposed him to half of Monaco. 

It wasn’t the attempted force that had impacted him most. It was the threat that followed: the risk of exposure, of his most private self being dragged into the light and used as a weapon.

Adding that fear above years of sexual repression and PR training, he’d built an entire persona as armour: even the choice of clothes, just this side of masculine; the easy charm that kept everyone at a comfortable distance; the carefully curated masculinity expected of a top-tier athlete. 

In a sport where he was already dismissed as the "too pretty" driver, where his talent was so often overshadowed by his appearance, being queer in any way would end his career, being the gay F1 driver who was fucked… even worse.

He knew what he liked, though. 

In the privacy of his own mind, in the safety of his own hands, the truth was simple. He knew that he would enjoy the surrender of bottoming far more than the control of topping. 

But out in the world, even in the most intimate of settings, he was still performing. Even when it was his dick inside someone else, they were always the ones leading, pushing, setting the tempo. He let them, because it was easier. Safer.

The thought of sharing more that — of placing that raw, vulnerable part of himself in someone else’s hands — unlocked a part of him he kept bolted shut.

But Max… Max didn’t scare him.

The thought was a dangerous comfort. With Max, the carefully built walls seemed to had disappeared at some point without him even noticing. 

Which, of course, brought him to the current problem: he was completely alone and, intensely, achingly turned on. 

It felt ridiculous, to be this needy for someone who was in another country, for a relationship so new it barely had a name.

With a frustrated huff, Charles grabbed his tablet from the coffee table and padded into the bedroom. He slipped under the cool sheets, the fabric a stark contrast to the heat coiling in his gut. He stripped off his shirt, the air ghosting over his bare skin, and pulled up a familiar site. His thumb hesitated, not having that much interest in what was being offered.

Touching himself while thinking of Max felt… wrong. Too close. Too real. It felt like taking something gentle and reducing it to a simple physical urge, and what he felt for Max had so many layers already that a part of himself just… didn’t want to go there by himself.

So, he selected a video at random, the screen flickering to life. The artificial, breathless moans filled the quiet room. He reached into his bedside drawer, the cool, smooth silicone of a toy a familiar weight in his palm. 

Then he closed his eyes, trying to let the sounds on screen wash over him, to disconnect his body from his heart. For now.

 

 

Max sat at the kitchen table surrounded by his family, the plates already mostly empty. Victoria was laughing at some joke, and his mum was topping up everyone’s wine glasses like it was a ritual.

“So,” Sophie asked as she settled into her chair again. “how’s the season going?”

Max wiped his hands on a napkin. “Pretty good, actually. The car feels solid.”

His brother-in-law, Tom, grinned. “Still making everyone look like they’re standing still, then?”

Max chuckled. “That’s the plan.”

There was a comfortable pause as everyone dug back into their food.

Sophie glanced up at him. “And… are you seeing anyone these days?”

“No.” he replied smoothly, even if a part of him twinged at the lie.

From across the table, Victoria coughed into her glass, clearly laughing.

Sophie caught it and raised an eyebrow but didn’t push. “Well, I’m just glad you still have time for your mum.” she teased.

“Always.” Max assured with a smile. “And, hey, you want to come to Monaco for a few days? Summer break’s starting.”

“You sure you don’t want some time for yourself?” Sophie asked.

Max shrugged. “Honestly, I’m going to be busy anyway. Have to catch up on social media stuff we couldn’t do because of Charles’s injury after the crash.”

“Ohhh.” Victoria drawled, lifting her cup with a knowing look. “So Charles will keep you busy during summer.”

Max shot her a look. “It’s not his fault.” he replied quickly, hoping nobody would pick up on the subtext.

Sophie set down her fork. “How is he doing after that crash?”

Max’s voice softened. “He’s fine. Worse than he lets on. But getting stronger every day.”

“That’s good.” Sophie replied warmly. “And you two still working well together?”

“Of course.” Max said, easily. “He’s a friend. It’s going well.”

Sophie nodded, thoughtful. “Teamwork can be hard. Sometimes friendships don’t survive.”

Max shook his head. “Not this one. I respect him too much for that.”

Sophie smiled at that. “That’s good. I do see it in the way you two race, you fight so hard but you never quite go as hard on him.”

“Oh, I definitely do.” Max let out a small laugh. “It’s just that I learned from a very formative age that Charles would literally divebomb me off the track if I drive too dirty against him.”

And Max thought to himself, not for the first time, that he loved that about Charles. Before, as a rival, it was pure admiration — someone who pushed him to his absolute limit. Now, with things changing between them, it sent a different kind of heat through him.

“Speaking of Monaco’s finest.” Max starts.

“Oh, god.” Victoria murmured with a disgusted look.

“Do you want to come too?” Max asked, looking at his sister and ignoring her teasing.

“The kids still have school for a few days, I can’t leave them.” She replies.

Her husband gave her a mock-hurt look. “Hey, what am I? A piece of meat?”

“My fine piece of it.” she shot back with a wink.

Max groaned, “Do you have to do this in front of me?”

“Try me.” Victoria replied, sweetly dangerous. “And I’ll embarrass you in front of the person you don’t have.”

“Maybe you shouldn’t come after all.” Max said with a dry smile — earning a round of laughter at the table, and Victoria grinning like she’d won.

 

 

Charles had a morning run despite the soreness in his backside and the bad mood from a night that didn’t actually go as planned

But then again, he couldn’t exactly tell Andrea that hey, maybe be nice to me because I’m sexually frustrated from not being able to get off despite a good amount of trying?

He turned back into his stomach and groaned from the soreness that had nothing to do with the two-hour-long jogging.

The doorbell rang, and Charles groaned and shuffled to answer it, almost stepping on Leo through it. When he opened the door, he was met with Max’s familiar grin.

“Morning.” Max said casually.

“Hi.” Charles replied, caught off guard, but letting Max in.

“Your doorman recognised me and let me up.” Max added, stepping inside.

Charles quirked a brow. “Well, that’s worrying. What if George shows up in the middle of the night to get rid of the competition?”

Max smirked and pressed another playful kiss to Charles’ face, making him laugh — a soft, light giggle that escaped before Charles could stop it. Fucking giggle.

“Pretty sure George would start with the other five people between you two.” Max teased, leaning in to plant a kiss on Charles’ lips — only to be immediately distracted by Leo sniffing at his shoes.

“Oh, hey, Leo!” Max crouched down, holding out a hand for Leo to inspect. The dog gave him a cursory sniff before turning his head away dismissively. Undeterred, Max scratched behind Leo’s ears, trying to coax some affection out of him. “Come on, mate, we’re friends now, right?”

Leo yawned, trotted a few steps away, and flopped onto his dog bed, pointedly ignoring Max.

Max stood back up with an exaggerated sigh. “He still doesn’t like me!”

Charles smirked, leaning against the doorframe. “Give it time. He’ll be traveling a lot more with me the rest of the season, plenty of chances to win him over.”

Max rolled his eyes but turned to Charles, arms going to circle his waist in a hug.

He sighed, watching Charles for a moment.

“Hi.” He said, with a smile.

“Hey.” Charles murmured back, his mind wandering as he stared at Max. 

God, he’s handsome.

Charles had never really thought of Max’s appearance before this year. For years, the only time Charles ever considered Max’s looks was during a stupid game of “Who’s it” in front of Sebastian. Back then, he’d glanced at Max’s printed face and thought, No, not pretty.

And Charles would stand by his first assessment. Max wasn’t pretty — no, Charles was pretty. Young Rosberg was pretty. Ollie was pretty. But Max? Max was right here, towering over him with easy confidence, even though they were virtually the same height.

He was handsome. All Western European with strong shoulders, thin waist, striking eyes, and a nice smirk. Handsome, hot, charming, attractive the statement was no recent realisation, specially considering how Charles had spent his night trying and failing to not think about the man.

“I thought you were staying longer at your mum.” Charles commented, hands rubbing at his shoulders.

“Change of plans.” Max shrugged. “So, I thought we could order lunch. Or go out, maybe.”

“Sure. I can drive?”

Max’s expression immediately twisted into a reluctant smile. “Uh, sure.”

Charles played offended. “Hey! What’s that? I’m great driver!”

Max laughed, “Of course you are. I just meant your flagged car is… a lot.”

“I’m proud of my country.”

“It’s very distinctive.”

“I’m very proud of my country.” Charles declared.

Max chuckled, his hands settling gently on Charles’ arms. “We’re going on a date, Charlie.”

Right , that kinda changed things.

“We can use the Purosangue.” Charles insisted, though, just for the sport of it.

Max tilted his head. “How many Ferraris do you even own? You’re not even their driver anymore.”

“I paid for them!” Charles defended himself, then quickly added at Max look, “With a sizeable employee discount, but still!”

Max laughed again, dropping his head against Charles’ shoulder. Charles smiled, threading his fingers through Max’s hair and resting his chin on the other man’s shoulder.

“We can just order.” Charles murmured, his voice soft.

“Yeah?” Max asked, pulling back slightly to study him.

“Yeah, don’t wanna move, either.” Charles admitted.

Max pulled back. “Okay. Just the couch, come on.”

They settled onto the couch, Charles glued to Max’s, unusually affectionate. Max wasn’t sure why, but he didn’t mind. Charles smelled of expensive cologne, and his oversized clothes were soft and warm. 

“Were you busy yesterday?” Max asked, his fingers in Charles’ hair.

“Hm?” Charles murmured back distractedly while he picked at the menu options.

“You didn’t answer my texts. I don’t mind it, it’s just not like you.”

Charles hummed noncommittally, “I was in bed watching a movie. Fell asleep.”

“Good movie?”

“Kind of boring.” Charles admitted with a shrug before changing the subject.

 

Later, when the food finally arrived, Charles pushed himself up to go get it — and Max immediately noticed the way he winced.

“You okay?” Max asked, his brow furrowing as he tracked every stiff movement.

“Yeah, just moved wrong.” Charles replied, brushing it off too casually.

“You sure?” Max pressed, eyes narrowing at the way Charles shifted his weight as he crossed the room.

“No, I’m good!” Charles called back over his shoulder.

When they sat down to eat, Max couldn’t stop noticing the subtle discomfort in the way Charles eased into the couch. It wasn’t obvious — just the different way he was sitting — but it still sent his thoughts spiralling.

“Charles.” Max began, then paused.

There was a question on the tip of his tongue that he wasn’t sure he even wanted to say out loud. The logical part of him told him to shut the fuck up. That they weren’t anything yet. That it wasn’t his place to ask, or to even care.

“Yeah?” Charles looked up, fork halfway to his mouth. He could feel a shift in the way Max had gone quiet, his easy-going energy from earlier replaced by an analytical stillness.

“Did you sleep with someone yesterday?”

Max kept his tone as neutral as he could, forcing himself to sound casual. Except inside, his stomach was knotted with something sharp — jealousy, or maybe fear — because Max had thought they were heading toward something together. The thought of Charles sleeping with someone else right now hit him harder than, maybe, it should have.

Charles blinked, the question so far from what he’d been expecting that his brain took a second to catch up. A hot, mortifying blush crept up his neck as understanding dawned. 

“What? No!” The denial was sharp, laced with disbelief.

Max fought to keep his voice level, but the knot of jealousy in his gut was twisting tighter. “I mean, we didn’t talk about being exclusive or anything, so…”

“No, God, I–” Charles started, his hand coming up to hide his flaming face. This had to be the single most embarrassing conversation of his entire life. He took a shaky breath and forced his hand down, though he couldn't quite meet Max’s eyes. “It was… me. Just me alone.”

The relief that washed over Max was so immediate it made him feel light-headed. Oh, thank fuck, he thought, the sharp-edged fear in his chest finally uncoiling. 

But as the relief settled, something deeper stirred. The image of Charles alone, touching himself… Max hoped, with a desperate and selfish ache, that he had been the one on Charles’s mind. Heat crept up the back of his neck, his own imagination running wild.

He swallowed hard, suddenly feeling too warm. “Alright. Sorry… for asking.”

“It’s okay.” Charles mumbled, still staring intently at his plate. 

He wasn’t going to hold the question against Max, not when being honest and blunt was one of the foundations of Charles' trust in the man.

He risked a glance up and saw that Max, still looked tense, his shoulders rigid. 

A soft sigh escaped Charles’s lips. 

“And for what it’s worth,” Charles said, his voice quiet but clear, forcing Max’s gaze to meet his. “I did think we were exclusive already.”

The admission was an offering, a small piece of reassurance laid bare. Max’s finally relaxed, his eyes crinkling at the corners with an affection so warm it made Charles’s heart skip. He watched as Max pushed his own plate aside, the sound of ceramic on wood barely registering over the sudden, charged silence that had fallen between them.

Max leaned forward, his movements slow and deliberate, closing the small gap that separated them. He reached out, his hand coming up to gently cup Charles's jaw, thumb stroking softly over his cheekbone. The touch was feather-light, hesitant, but it sent a jolt of pure heat straight through Charles’s system.

“Good, because I did too.” Max murmured, his voice a low rumble that vibrated through Charles’s chest.

And then he kissed him.

It started soft, a calm and gentle press of lips against his. It was a question, not a demand; a sigh of relief shared between them. It tasted of salt and the lingering sweetness of the pasta they’d barely touched. Charles felt his breath catch, his own hands coming up to rest on Max’s shoulders, grounding himself in the simple, overwhelming rightness of the moment. The embarrassment, the tension, it all melted away under the quiet assurance of Max’s touch.

For a heartbeat, they stayed like that, lost in the tenderness of it. Then, a low hum started deep in Charles’s chest, a sound of pure contentment, and he tilted his head, deepening the kiss. The gentle pressure became more insistent, the kiss turning from a soft inquiry into a firm, searching claim. Max’s other hand slid from a pillow to the back of Charles’s neck, his fingers tangling in the short hairs there, pulling him impossibly closer.

The heat flared, sharp and immediate. Charles’s fingers tightened on Max’s shoulders as Max’s tongue traced the seam of his lips, a silent, urgent request that Charles answered without a second thought. The kiss became a messy, breathless exploration — hungry and eager, fueled by days of unspoken tension and the profound relief of finally being on the same page. Max’s thumb brushed against the pulse fluttering wildly in Charles's throat, and he let out a shuddering sigh, arching into the touch, wanting more, needing more-

“What the hell?”

Arthur’s voice rang out sharply, cutting through the room. Charles flinched and scrambled away from Max into the ground, landing awkwardly on his backside with a painful thud. He looked up to see his brother standing in the living room, his face a mixture of shock and incredulity.

“What are you doing here?” Charles snapped, glaring at Arthur as he tried to get to his feet.

“What am I doing here? What are you doing on him?” Arthur shot back, gesturing wildly at Max, who remained seated on the couch, looking disoriented.

“What do you think I was doing?” Charles retorted sarcastically, finally standing, though he winced as a sharp pain shot through his lower back. Damn it, still sore.

Arthur’s face twisted in exaggerated realisation. “Wait… Is that why you switched teams?”

Charles groaned, throwing his hands up. “No, dumbass! Do you really think I’d change my entire career for a guy?”

“For the four-time world champion maybe!” Arthur exclaimed, gesturing so wildly that he nearly knocked over a nearby lamp.

“Shut up!” Charles snapped, his face burning.

“Can we speak English, please?” Max interjected, still seated, his tone light, but his expression was tensed back up.

Charles huffed and stomped over to sit beside Max on the couch, crossing his arms defensively. Arthur, still in disbelief, dropped into the armchair opposite them, staring at the pair as though he’d walked into a soap opera.

“Since when has this been happening?” Arthur asked, pointing back and forth between them.

“A week.” Charles mumbled.

“… Officially.” Max added, and shrugged when Charles sent him a half-heated glare.

“And unofficially?” Arthur pressed, narrowing his eyes.

“It’s been coming.” Charles hissed.

Arthur’s eyebrows shot up. “So,” he started, “you two... are dating? Like, seriously dating?”

Charles hesitated. “Uh...” His eyes darted to Max, his brain scrambling for an answer. They hadn't talked about titles.

Max, ever calm, smiled at him reassuringly. “We’re getting there.”

Charles relaxed instantly and squeezed Max’s hand, a small smile tugging at his lips.

“Oh, great.” Arthur groaned. “You’re going to be disgusting.”

Charles narrowed his eyes. “That’s homophobic.”

“No, that’s you -phobic because you’re embarrassing yourself.” Arthur shot back, dodging the pillow Charles chucked at him.

“I’m going to throw you out the window.” Charles growled.

Arthur rolled his eyes. “You tell maman yet?”

“No.”

“You going to?”

“I will.”

“When?”

“When I feel like it.” Charles replies petulantly.

“You shouldn’t keep it from her.” Arthur threw hands, frustrated, “One thing is sleeping with gays at yacht parties, and another is having a full boyfriend you work with.” He said, using his terrible pronunciation of the word ‘guys’, probably on purpose.

“It’s not that easy, Arthur.” Charles snapped. He sighed, closing his eyes and pressing the heels of his palms into them. 

How could he explain it? It wasn’t just about saying the words. It was about dismantling an entire future his parents had so lovingly built for him in their minds.

Pascale never pressured him, not directly. She was careful, especially around Alex, never wanting to impose the heavy weight of expectation. But Charles saw it in the quiet moments — the soft way she’d talk about “someday, when you have children of your own,” her eyes warm with a hope he felt he was destined to disappoint. Both she and his father had always spoken of their desire for their sons to find a fulfilling life outside of the all-consuming world of racing. A family, they’d said. Something that lasts longer than a career.

Before he died, Charles had promised his father he would find that happiness. He’d promised he would build a family, that he wouldn’t let the sport be the only thing that defined him. But how could he explain that his version of happiness, his version of family, might look nothing like the one they had envisioned? Telling his mother felt like breaking that promise to his father all over again. It felt like another failure, another way he was letting them down.

His voice wavered when he finally spoke, raw and strained. “I will tell her soon. But it’s still fucking hard.” The sting of tears threatened, and he hated himself for it.

Arthur’s teasing demeanour vanished, replaced by a flicker of genuine concern. He watched his brother for a long moment, the silence stretching between them.

“Alright, sorry. I-” He exhaled and nodded. “Okay. You know I’m here for you, right? Always. What’s the term? I support you.”

Despite himself, Charles let out a small laugh. It wasn’t mean, just amused at Arthur’s clumsy attempt at solidarity.

“Thanks, Tu.” he said, mockingly formal. “I appreciate it.”

Arthur grinned, relieved, and jumped up to pull Charles into a smothering hug.

“No, don’t start.” Charles warned, trying to shove him away, but Arthur only tightened his grip. It should be illegal for your baby brother to become bigger than you. “Max, help!” Charles called out.

“Don’t involve me in whatever this is.” Max said, chuckling from the other side of the couch.

Arthur leaned closer, muttering in French, “I’m kinda still scared of his face.”

“Shut up, it’s a nice face,” Charles shot back, pushing his brother’s face away.

“‘Oh, it’s a nice face.’” Arthur mocks.

Charles groaned and promptly kicked Arthur off the couch, only to grab him by the hair and drag him toward the door.

“Alright, out.”

Arthur yelped, laughing as he stumbled into the hallway. Out on the corridor, he made smooching faces, and Charles shut the door on it, exhaling as he pressed his forehead against the door for a moment.

When he turned back, Max was waiting, leaning against the corridor wall.

“Sorry about all that,” Charles said, embarrassed, glancing at Max and trying to read his expression.

He loved his brother, truly, and he was relieved it had gone… well enough. But a small part of him mourned the missed opportunity for a real, meaningful conversation. 

Younger brothers had a knack for showing up just in time to derail things.

“It’s okay.” Max said, reaching out to brush his fingers against Charles’s cheek. “You know I told my sister about you, remember?”

“Yeah, but still,” Charles muttered, running a hand through his hair. “She didn’t catch us in the middle of kissing. That dumbass.”

Max laughed, leaning in to press a slow, reassuring kiss to Charles’s lips.

“Don’t stress. He’s cool.” Max said. Then, after a pause, he studied Charles’s face. “How are you feeling? You seemed a little panicked for a second.”

Charles hesitated, thinking.

“I… I’m good.” he said eventually, looking down. “Mostly just shocked, I guess.”

Max hummed, wrapping an arm around him.

“So,” Max murmured, voice light with amusement, “would now be a good time to mention that my mom and sister are at my home and I want you to meet them?”

 

 

Charles would only meet Sophie and Victoria three days later, giving them time to spend with Max as a family. 

Still, the thought of it left him slightly nervous.

He’d met Sophie and Victoria plenty of times before — even earlier this season in the paddock — and they’d always been warm and welcoming. Sophie, especially, was a delight. Charles was quite a big fan of her career, and when they saw each other, she often cracked jokes about Charles’ hairstyle at 13 years old and how relieved she was that Max and Charles had managed to share a team.

Max had been clear that this wasn’t going to be a formal introduction of Charles as his partner, not yet. But Charles knew Victoria knew about them, and from the way she glanced at him during lunch.

So this lunch was a “not-meeting-the-family” meeting kind of event. Charles told himself it wasn’t a big deal, but the way he found himself mentally rehearsing conversation topics told another story.

To Charles’s relief, the lunch went smoothly.

Sophie and Charles hit it off, spending most of the meal talking about his karting team. Sophie’s love for karting still shone through her stories, and Charles, in turn, couldn’t help but admire her enthusiasm. So he did the best he could think and invited her to visit the track. 

The offer wasn’t about impressing her; it was genuine. He admired her career and thought her involvement would be an honour.

What surprised him was how quickly Sophie accepted — and how the lunch turned into a spontaneous outing to his karting team’s headquarters. Just the four of them — Charles, Max, Sophie, and Victoria — piled into his car and headed off.

During the drive, Charles focused on explaining the layout of the track and the updates to his team’s facilities, doing his best to ignore Victoria’s amused glances in the rearview mirror. He wasn’t sure what she found so funny, but the knowing smirk she kept flashing him made him shift in his seat.

When they arrived at the track, Sophie seemed to come alive. Her posture straightened, her eyes brightened, and an easy smile spread across her face. She slipped effortlessly into conversation with the team’s coaches, swapping stories and trading tips from her own racing days. Watching her, Charles found himself smiling more than he had planned, drawn in by her energy.

When he suggested prepping a kart for Sophie, Charles caught the subtle shift in Max’s expression. His eyes softened, filled with something deeper than pride — something almost wistful.

As Max and Victoria stood together watching their mother getting ready, Charles turned to Vicky. “Do you want to try?” he asked.

She sighed, rolling her eyes, but nodded. He instructed Vincent to lower the training kart’s potency for her, earning himself a playful punch on the arm. He chuckled, rubbing the spot before turning back to Max.

As the women started their laps, Max stood beside Charles, silent and still, watching his mother and sister with a quiet intensity. There was more than admiration in his gaze — something heavier, something Charles recognized. He had seen that same look in his own reflection in the early days of his career, when he thought about Arthur’s and Lorenzo’s dreams being put on hold for his own.

Charles exhaled softly, reaching out to take Max’s hand. He gave it a gentle squeeze, grounding him.

“She’s really good.” Charles said quietly as Sophie flew through a curve with effortless precision.

Max didn’t look away from the track, but the corner of his mouth twitched into a faint smile. “She always was.”

They stood there, watching in comfortable silence, until Charles spoke again. “Did Victoria ever want to race?”

Max hesitated. “Dad never gave her a chance.”

“And Sophie?”

Max’s gaze remained on the track, but his expression grew distant. “When she was old enough, mum didn’t want her going down the same road I was.”

Charles watched his face, understanding the weight behind his words.

“It was good.” Max continued after a pause. “She deserved a chance at a normal life.” He sent a small, weak smile Charles’ way.

Charles nodded in quiet agreement.

“Her kids talk about racing sometimes.” Max added. “But I think she’s trying to steer them away from it.”

“It’s a lot of pressure,” Charles said.

Max let out a slow breath. “Yeah. And I don’t want to take the chance away from them if it’s what they really want, but at the same time…” His voice trailed off, his jaw tightening slightly. “I wish they wouldn’t.”

Charles didn’t respond right away, letting Max have the space he seemed to need. Instead, he nodded, his fingers loosely gripping the edge of a blanket draped over the pit wall. 

Max’s voice was quieter when he spoke again. 

“You asked before about why Kelly and I broke up.” He paused, exhaling through his nose. Charles nodded, a small gesture of encouragement without intruding. “We were happy, you know? We were even trying for a baby.”

Charles’ eyebrows lifted slightly, but he didn’t speak, his expression softening. Max glanced at him, then quickly looked away, as though saying it aloud made it too real.

“There were… complications.” Max admitted, his voice lowering. “We wanted it, though. Both of us.” His gaze drifted toward the horizon, where city lights shimmered in the distance. “At first, it was good. Exciting, even. But then…” He hesitated, his jaw tightening. “Kelly’s dad started making comments.”

Charles tensed slightly, his body shifting just enough for Max to notice.

“Jokes, you know.” Max said, his voice sharp with bitterness. “‘Oh, the kid will be a champion like their granddad.’ Or ‘You’ll have them karting by five, right?’ Stuff like that.”

Charles’ expression darkened, his hand curling into a loose fist on his knee. “Piquet.” he muttered, barely hiding his disdain.

Max let out a humourless chuckle. “Yeah.” His lips pressed into a thin line. “At first, I brushed it off. People say stupid things all the time. But then Kelly started saying things, too. Little stuff. Like, look at this baby race suit, or how happy it would make her dad to see the kid racing. Or how it was ‘in their blood.’”

Max’s grip on his knee tightened, his knuckles white. “I told her I didn’t want that. That if we had a kid, they wouldn’t be under any pressure to race. Not from me, not from anyone.”

Charles’ gaze softened, his posture remaining open but attentive.

“But Kelly didn’t get it,” Max continued. “She thought it was just part of who we are. She said things like ‘they’ll learn to love it’ or ‘it would make their grandfathers so proud.’”

Charles frowned, his fingers digging into the blanket. “She didn’t see the problem?”

Max shook his head, his mouth twisting into a bitter smile. “No. And the more I tried to explain, the clearer it became that we weren’t on the same page. She didn’t think there was anything wrong with pushing them into it. And I couldn’t… I couldn’t do that to my kid.”

A heavy silence settled between them. Charles shifted slightly, his posture softening as if he wanted to reach out but wasn’t sure how.

Max sighed. “Things got worse after that. We started fighting. A lot. It wasn’t just about the kid anymore, it was everything. The lies, the spending, the publicity… And then one day, I said that we couldn’t do it anymore.”

Charles took a deep breath, his eyes filled with quiet empathy.

“She wanted a clean break.” Max said, his voice hollow. “No lingering connections. That included P.”

Charles exhaled slowly, “That must’ve been devastating.”

Max nodded, his throat working as he swallowed hard. “It was. Kinda of it still is.” He takes a deep breath, “But maybe it was for the best. Better to figure it out now than later.”

The silence stretched, but it wasn’t uncomfortable. Charles sat with him in it, offering quiet reassurance.

Then Max spoke again, his voice softer. “But if I did have kids… if they really wanted it… I’d want us to agree on how to go through it.”

Charles blinked, caught off guard. He turned to study Max, his expression unreadable. “Us?”

Max’s ears flushed, realising what he said, “I- I meant me and my partner. Like, if it were us, of course, it would be way down the line. If– if you would… want that.”

Charles chuckled at the awkwardness, the sound warm and unforced. Max shrugged, not quite meeting his eyes.

It was a nice thought, Charles realised. He wasn’t sure when, if it could ever happen, but the idea stayed with him.

“I’d also not want them to race.” he said eventually, his voice quieter now. “And I'd think we’d be good at it. Together. At some point.”

Max’s smile softened, “Yeah,” he whispered. “At some point.”

 

After Sophie finished her laps and joined them, the four of them headed back to the car. On the way, they discussed upcoming plans.

“Do you have anything planned next week?” Victoria asked casually.

“We’re going to the U.S. for the movie premiere.” Charles replied, noting the identical grimaces Max and Sophie exchanged.

“Sounds fun.” Sophie said, though her tone made it clear she was aware of Max’s distaste for the movie.

“It’ll be hell.” Max muttered, earning himself a light slap on the arm from Charles.

“Oh, stop. We’ll be wearing custom Loewe.” Charles teased.

“Wait, he’s finally retiring that old tux?” Victoria asked, her eyes lighting up with amusement.

“We’re going together.” Charles said with a grin. “There’s no way I’m standing next to him if he wears the same tux he’s had since the pandemic.”

Max glared at him, but Charles just smiled, unfazed. It was an old argument, one they’d settled as part of Red Bull’s PR strategy.

When they got back in Monaco, just as Charles was about to leave the family in front of Max’s building, Victoria insisted he stay for dinner, giving a weighted look at Max.

It wasn’t until Charles stepped into Max’s Monaco home that the realisation hit him: he’d never actually been here before.

Before Charles could take in the house, the two cats appeared, slinking between their legs, seemingly uncaring about the stranger in their place.

Charles crouched low, holding out his hand with the kind of patience that could only come from someone who genuinely respected animals.

Sassy was the first to approach, his nose twitching as she sniffed Charles’s outstretched fingers.

“Hi, pretty.” Charles said softly, his voice warm as he gently stroked Jimmy’s forehead.

Max stood back, watching the interaction with an ache in his chest, ignoring the knowing look Victoria sent his way. There was something about seeing Charles crouched there, looking at Sassy with those soft, green-blue-hazel eyes, that struck Max harder than he expected.

At that moment, he thinks he’d never been so in love.

 

Max ignored the suggestive look Vicky had thrown his way when he’d mentioned going out with Charles. He knew exactly what she was thinking, but he wasn’t going to entertain it. Not now. Not when Charles was right there, walking close — too close, maybe, but Max didn’t care. It was fine. It was just a short walk.

Inside the apartment, Sophie was watching them go, her brows slightly furrowed. “He’s going out with Charles again?”

Victoria just grinned, sipping the last of her drink. “Codependent teammates, Mum. Just let it happen.”

“So,” Charles said, his voice light as they walked to his car, “it went well, right?”

He was talking about meeting Max’s family properly. Even if Sophie didn’t know the full extent of what they were to each other, the day had felt significant, a quiet integration into a part of Max’s world he kept fiercely private. Charles had wanted, more than anything, to make a good impression.

Max smiled, bumping their shoulders together. “Course it did. Vicky likes you, and mum adored you for letting her race.”

Charles chuckled, a little sheepish. “She was amazing.”

“Yeah.” Max murmured. Then, quietly, “Thank you for today, by the way.”

Charles tilted his head in question.

“She doesn’t really let herself race anymore.” Max explained, his tone thick with an emotion Charles couldn’t quite name. “I think you made her excited enough to try it again.”

“Oh.” A warmth bloomed in Charles’s chest, genuine and deep. “I’m glad.”

They walked a few steps before Charles continued, cleaning his throat.

“Hey, hm, I know it's a bit soon, but next week there will be the karting marathon for Jules, and, you know, no pressure, but you're invited.” Charles offered.

“I would love to go,” Max answers back, his shoulder knockig on his “and kick your ass on karting again.”

By the time they reached Charles’s building, a comfortable silence had settled between them. The heavy door of the underground garage rolled shut behind their car, sealing them in a quiet, concrete bubble away from the watchful eyes of Monaco. Charles cut the engine, and the sudden silence felt intimate, charged.

Max pulled Charles’ hand to his, “I missed you.”

Charles turned in his seat, a soft smile playing on his lips. “You saw me two days ago.”

“Yeah,” Max said, his voice a low rumble in the quiet car. “And I had to spend all that time thinking about our last talk.”

Charles’s smirk widened as he leaned closer across the center console. “About me meeting your mum?” he teased.

Max shot him an unimpressed look, but before he could retort, Charles closed the remaining distance and kissed him — firm, insistent, a release of all the pent-up energy from the long week. But too soon, just as Charles’s hand came up to cup his jaw, Max pulled back, his breath ghosting against Charles’s lips.

“I think I should go home,” Max said, his voice soft but resolute. His hands, which had come to rest on Charles’s waist, gave a gentle, reluctant push.

Charles’s playful mood faltered. He stayed where he was, leaning over the console, his hands now linked loosely behind Max’s neck. He pouted. “Why?”

Max let out a short, nervous laugh. “Come on.”

“Are you protecting my honour, Verstappen?” Charles asked, his voice a low, amused murmur.

Max blinked. “What? No. I mean—” He huffed, breaking eye contact to stare at the steering wheel. “You’re the one who keeps calling yourself a virgin, for fuck’s sake.”

Charles pulled back, “I said that once, and I was joking.”

“Well, I wasn’t laughing!” Max shot back, his frustration real. “I just… I don’t know. Maybe we’re going a little fast.”

Charles’s expression softened. “Max, you introduced me to your mum.”

“Not as my boyfriend!” Max groaned, looking mortified. “We haven’t even discussed if we’re dating!”

An eyebrow arched. “We talked about kids.”

“That was about my past.” Max said, his face flushing in the dim light of the garage.

Charles chuckled at the agitation.

Max took a deep breath, his voice dropping. “Look… I’m ridiculously gone for you, Charles. Maybe I’m the one taking it too fast, too serious, but I’m just trying to not screw this up from the start, okay?”

Charles eased back into his own seat, a flicker of his old insecurity fluttering in his chest. He watched Max, really watched him. And that’s when he saw it. Max wasn't treating him with kid gloves out of patronization; he was doing it out of a fierce, clumsy desire to protect what they were building.

“Max,” Charles said, his voice gentle, making Max finally look at him. “we’ve known each other for twenty years. There is nothing fast about us… pun non intended.”

He saw Max let out a slow sigh, the guardedness in his eyes softening just slightly. Charles knew he had to meet him halfway, to show him that his own carefully constructed walls came down when it was just them, in their bubble.

“My dad used to take my mom to a spot at Le Saint Michel.” he said, the memory surfacing, clear and poignant in the quiet car. “It’s the place that taught me what romance looked like. Red candles, a violinist on the corner… Love lived there, for me. It was sacred.”

Max listened, his body turned fully towards Charles now, his gaze fixed and attentive.

“I brought Charlotte there once,” Charles continued, the admission a quiet confession between them. “I planned to ask her to move in. But when I got there… I couldn’t do it. I looked at that sacred place and knew I’d be lying. To her, to myself. So I broke up with her instead.”

He let the memory hang in the air, a testament to the past he was still ashamed, but finally letting go of. He looked up, meeting Max’s eyes, his own clear and certain.

“Being with you doesn’t feel like that. It’s not hard. It’s not forced. It’s the easiest thing in the world, Max.”

The space between them felt electric. Max’s gaze dropped to his lips.

“So,” Charles said, his mouth curling into a small, confident smile, “you can go home. And we can let this wait.” He grinned wider as Max let out a helpless, choked laugh. “And tomorrow, you can call in every favor you have in Monaco and get us a reservation at Tournesol.”

His voice gentled again, full of promise. “Bring me flowers. Tell me I’m yours. Romance me.” Then, his tone grew impatient, teasing, and full of raw want. “And then you can fuck me like you mean it. Because we have our entire life to do it all.”

Max swallowed hard, his eyes dark with an emotion so intense it made Charles’s breath catch.

And then, finally, he nodded. A single, decisive movement in the dim light of the garage that felt like a promise. He leaned across the console again, and this time, the kiss was soft, sealing the words they’d just shared. 

Notes:

Still learning to write romance, be kind to me.

My best friend pointed out I have issues with understanding people have a range of emotions during dating - which, fair, but I am in fact as aroace as it comes, so it was expected to a stent. My thought process is that, if I can write men (which im not), rich (which im still not), f1 driver (I am in fact not!), I can write romance and smut.

Which is coming! I was able to write with a good amount of coaching from my friend. And to it, I will accept not judgment cause, again AS ACE AS IT COMES.

Anyway, I'm trying to build something here, so I hope in a few chapters can look back and see it makes sense.

 

Talking about making sense, ... or the opposite of it, actually, anyone watched the movie? It was somehow both better and worse than I expected. I watched with a my friend who doesnt know anything about f1 and, 1) good thing the theater wasnt completely full cause I spend so much time talking about what was wrong and what it means; 2) THAT JERK WAS ROOTING FOR THE PROTAGONIST, WHEN CHARLES WAS RIGHT THERE!!!!!!

And about Charles, irl, P3!!! AND P4!!! OMG FERRARI, DID YOU JUST ACTUALLY MADE A BETTER CAR???????? PROGRESS1!!!!!!!

Chapter 21

Notes:

Chapter warning: Explicit sexual content.

(In consideration to the amount of people who commented against including smut, please skip from "the unspoken agreement between them." to "The nightmare that was last year’s".
The is some meaning on the sex scene, but everything is approached outside of it too, so if smut is not your thing, it's okay to skip.)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

It wasn’t until nearly eleven that morning when Charles finally dragged himself out of bed that he saw Max’s text.

“Picking you up at 9. Wear something nice."  

By the time nine o’clock rolled around, Charles had changed his shirt twice and redone his hair completely before deciding it was better the first way. His shoes were polished, usually reserved to royal events. He hadn’t felt this jittery before a date since… well, ever.

The doorman buzzed. Charles told him to let Max up. He took one last steadying breath before pulling open the door—and stopped in his tracks.

Red. The first thing he saw was red. Deep crimson roses, burst open amongst tangled white blooms and delicate greenery. The bouquet was intricate, made in the way the roses felt like a wild thing. 

Massive too, Max stood behind it, barely visible.

“I… I was joking.” Charles said, blinking at the floral masterpiece.

“Oh, so you don’t want them?” Max asked, a teasing glint in his voice as he pretended to pull them back.

Charles reacted instinctively, lunging forward and hugging the bouquet to his chest. “Stop,” he said, his voice muffled by the petals. He looked up at Max, whose smile had turned into a full-blown smirk. “I’ve never gotten flowers before.”

“That’s so not true. Even I gave you flowers once.” Max reminded him.

“I mean from a… boyfriend,” Charles clarified, his voice softening into something fragile and new.

Max’s smile gentled. He stepped closer, looping his arms loosely around Charles’s waist, careful not to crush the flowers between them. He kissed the edge of his jaw, and Charles sighed into the touch. “You ready?”

Charles nodded, but didn’t leave until he’d placed the bouquet carefully in the one good vase he owned. It looked expensive and he vaguely remembered using only once with a different set of flowers.

Downstairs, Charles let out a laugh when he saw the car. “The Valkyrie? Did you pick your most expensive one?”

Max opened the passenger door with a wink. “I’m trying to swoon the Prince of Monaco. I’m pulling out all the stops.”

Charles slid into the seat, shaking his head with a grin. “You had me at the flowers.” he commented as Max got in.

“No way,” Max said as the engine roared to life. “I’m doing every single thing you asked for.”

“I don’t even remember what I said.” Charles admitted.

“Good.” Max replied. “That means you’ll be surprised.”

They drove out of the city center, weaving through smaller streets until they pulled into a quiet lane tucked away from the usual buzz of Monaco nightlife. When they parked, Charles looked up at the sign and his heart skipped.

Tournesol.

This was the place. The one his parents came to every anniversary. He turned to Max, a thousand questions in his eyes, but Max just shrugged, looking casually proud. It wasn’t that Charles doubted he could get a reservation; it was just… he wasn’t used to this kind of thoughtful act. He stared out the window at the building, unchanged for years, with its narrow awning and ivy-climbed brick, and felt a lump form in his throat.

The hostess greeted Max by name as they stepped inside. Instead of leading them to the main room, she gestured toward staircase. “This way, please. Your table is ready upstairs.”

Charles shot Max a sideways glance, Max didn’t comment. When they reached the top, it hit Charles all at once: the second floor was completely empty. Candles glowed on every table, casting golden halos in the half-lit room. One balcony door was open, letting in the cold salt breeze from the sea.

When Charles turned to Max, the man had a self-satisfied smirk that Charles didn’t even care to hold against him. Max led him to a table just inside the balcony door, the sea view perfect and the street hidden, and pulled out his chair. Charles actually giggled, feeling wonderfully, hopelessly flustered.

“Just so you're aware,” Max started once the hostess had taken their drink order and disappeared, “there were NDAs signed.”

“God, you’re awesome.” Charles said, leaning over to pepper Max’s face with kisses.

The wine came first. A deep red that was velvety and warm. The conversation started light, easy. They ordered food with the shared glee of ignoring their diets, and as their entrées arrived — simple, traditional, and delicious — they talked about everything and nothing.

It wasn't until the plates were cleared and a comfortable, intimate quiet had settled over them that the conversation shifted.

“So, I know we will be busy the next weeks.” Charles said, swirling the last of his wine. “But I wanted to tell you that I actually might head back to Milton Keynes around the nineteenth.”

Max’s brow furrowed. “You will cut your break so much?”

“I know.” Charles said, meeting his gaze directly. “I want to get some extra time in the sim before the next race. Christian gave the green light because of the injury.”

Max was silent for a long moment and Charles braced himself. Charles expected a lecture about burnout, about work-life balance, as he heard many before.

Instead, his voice was gentle. “Okay.”

Just that. A simple acceptance that felt more supportive than any argument could have.

“Well,” Charles began again, a hesitant, flirty smile playing on his lips, “I miss having a car when I’m up there, and I was thinking of driving one of mine myself.”

Max stared at him. “You want to drive… from Monaco to Milton Keynes? That’s like, a twelve-hour drive.”

“Actually, it’s fifteen, if you don’t speed.” Charles corrected, his grin turning wicked, “And I was wondering if you’d like to come with me, do a little travel.”

Max just stared at him for another second, then let out a short huff of laughter, shaking his head in fond exasperation. He nodded slowly, a silent surrender.

A thrill shot through Charles. “You coming?”

“Well,” Max said with a dramatic sigh, though his smile gave him away, “if you’re in Milton Keynes, then so am I.” He paused. “I just have to figure out how to get my cats there.”

The simple, absolute commitment in his voice made Charles lean in and kiss him, a sweet, happy press of lips. 

“You’re so good to me.” Charles said softly.

“Well, I’m trying.” A flicker of… something crossed Max’s face. “I just… I want this to be good. Things are going to be hard for us anyway. I want to make sure the good parts… that they’re worth it.”

Charles tilted his head, “You don’t have to do that alone.”

“I know,” Max confirmed, “It’s just… new for me too. I want to give you the things you want, but I…” He trailed off, then admitted quietly, “I don’t want to go too fast, step on something you’re not comfortable with.”

“Like what?” Charles pressed softly.

“Like… the flowers. Booking this place out.” Max gestured vaguely. “Jewelry.” Charles grimaced at the last part, something about jewellery giving always felt too much, and Max caught it. “See? I don’t want to make you feel like that. I know you’re still dealing with stuff, and I don’t want you to feel like I’m coming from a weird place.”

Charles took it in and nodded. “You can just ask me.”

“I know, but…” Max sighed, running a hand through his hair. “It’s been an entire life having relationships with women. There are scripts I’m used to following, roles I know how to play. I was a safe bet, a provider to an extent, and I was okay with that.” He finally met Charles’s eyes, his own filled with a raw vulnerability. “Now there’s you. And you already have all of that yourself. And you’re, fuck, you’re the most beautiful person I’ve ever seen.”

Charles blinked. For a split second, the word landed with the familiar, bitter sting, an old reflex from years of struggling to be seen as more than a face. But he knew Max didn't mean anything, especially since the dynamics of the relationship shifted, and it was expected of Max to find, even comment on Charles' appearance.

This was different. This was Max feeling overwhelmed and, for once, trying to communicate it. He was using the biggest, strongest words he could find to explain how new and intense this all was.

“Come here.” Charles murmured, his voice soft but with an undeniable pull.

Max blinked. “What?”

“Just—” Charles hooked a foot around Max’s ankle beneath the table and tugged gently. “Closer.”

Max hesitated for a heartbeat, then his chair scraped quietly against the floor as he scooted forward until their knees touched. The candlelight flickered across his lashes, catching on the tension that still lingered around his mouth. Charles reached out, his hand covering Max’s, lacing their fingers together in a firm, grounding grip.

“You make me feel genuine.” Charles said, his voice low, a confession in the intimate quiet. “Like I can be every part of myself and you would still understand it. Like it, even.” He squeezed Max’s hand. “You make me feel safe, Max. Really. So just… ask me, about all of it. I will try to be open-minded enough to at least say no.”

Max looked at their joined hands, then finally back up at him, and let out a shaky breath, dropping his head. “I’m sorry.” he said, his voice rough. “I’m completely messing the mood up, right?”

“It’s new. For both of us.” Charles said softly, his thumb tracing soothing circles over Max’s knuckles. “And listen to me, you don’t have to work on us alone, okay? This is a two-car strategy.”

Max’s breath stuttered. He lifted his head and truly looked at him, his gaze intense, as if he were memorizing the constellation of freckles across Charles’s cheeks. Then, slowly, he leaned across the small space between them and pressed a kiss to his jaw. It wasn't just gentle; it was reverent, a silent apology and a thank you all at once.

“I still want to do all the stuff you asked for.” he murmured against his skin, his voice a low vibration that sent a shiver through Charles. “Not because I have to. Because I want to.”

Charles hummed, his head tilting into the touch, letting the kiss linger a moment before he pulled back just enough to meet Max’s steady gaze.

“You still missed two parts.” he said, his own voice dropping to a playful, intimate whisper.

A slow, lazy grin spread across Max’s face. “I thought you didn’t remember what you said.”

“I remember the important parts. You’re still missing them.”

Max leaned in again, his lips brushing the corner of Charles’s mouth, a feather-light touch that promised more. He trailed them to his ear, the deliberate scrape of his stubble against sensitive skin making Charles’s breath catch.

Mine.” he whispered, the words a hot, possessive claim against his ear. 

Charles closed his eyes, a shudder running through him, wondering how he got here. “There’s… still one thing,” he managed, his voice now thick and husky.

Max nodded against his neck, his lips tracing a path back to his ear. “Maybe,” he said, his breath warm and full of a dark, delicious promise, “we could finish the wine at your place.”

Before Charles could even answer, Max pulled back just enough to look him in the eye, his thumb coming up to trace the seam of Charles’s lips in a slow, deliberate motion that sealed the unspoken agreement between them.

 

They barely made it inside the quiet lobby of Charles’ apartment before Max’s arm slung tightly around Charles’ waist, fingers spread possessively over his waist. Charles leaned into him, guiding them forward, drunk on adrenaline and laughter more than any of the wine from before.

At the door, Charles punched in the code. The lock clicked. He pushed the door open and chuckled when Max practically climbed onto his back, arms circling his hips, breath warm against the nape of his neck.

“Eager much?” Charles teased, half-laughing as he stumbled inside.

“You’re the one who asked.” Max murmured against his skin.

Charles hummed at that, low and pleased. He turned in Max’s arms, facing him properly now, chest to chest.

Their mouths met — clumsy, hungry. The kind of kiss that had been looming over them all night. Tongues sliding, hands grabbing, a soft groan somewhere between them. Max tasted like expensive wine and sin.

When they parted, breathless, Charles grabbed Max’s hand and tugged him toward the bedroom.

“Come on.”

Charles kissed Max again, deeper this time, as he reached down to tug at the hem of his shirt. His fingers snuck beneath, tracing the warm skin of Max’s hips and back.

Max followed the cue perfectly, helping Charles peel off his own shirt in the process. Then Max’s mouth found Charles’ throat — biting, sucking, leaving a flush of wet heat behind that made Charles shudder.

Charles gasped. “Fuck.”

He reached for Max’s shirt, clumsily, wanting more. Max peeled it off and let it fall to the floor, forgotten. Charles took a moment, let himself run a hand over Max’s bare chest and shoulder, half in awe. Max wasn't defined like Charles was. Still, he was buff in a way Charles could never manage to be. His skin was milky and smooth, pale in a way that got slightly red underneath Charles' digits.

He was mesmerized, he didn't even realize when he leaned in and pressed his mouth to Max’s collarbone, then lower. He wanted to taste him. Had dreamed about this. And now he had it — Max, warm and solid, smelling faintly of cologne and salty skin. Maddening.

Max’s breath hitched. He opened his eyes, only to catch sight of them in the mirror behind Charles. The view knocked something out of him — Charles on him like that, back taut, head lowered against his chest, golden skin glowing in the warm light of his bedside lamps. 

“Hey,” Charles murmured, glancing up. “is it true you had nipple piercings?”

Max snorted. His hand curled lazily around the back of Charles’ neck. “Yeah. For a bet when I was like twenty. I took them out two months later, though.”

Charles made a disappointed, whimper sound.

“You like that?” Max asked, eyes glinting.

Charles pulled back just enough to meet his gaze. There was a flash of heat there. “A little.” he admitted.

Max grinned, pulling him closer by the waist, their hips brushing now — heat and fabric and half-hard erections pressing together. “Just a little?” he teased.

“Just a little.” Charles echoed, lips brushing his.

They kissed again, deeper this time, as Max’s hand slid down, undoing the button of Charles’ pants with ease. Charles groaned softly as Max’s fingers unzipped his pants and snuck beneath the waistband, circling over bare skin.

“What do you want?” Max whispered, thumbs stroking along Charles’ hip bones.

Charles didn’t hesitate. “Everything.” he said, voice steady. “But I’d like to suck you off first. Is that okay?”

Max blinked at that. The cool confidence in Charles’ voice hit him hard. He tried not to let it show too much, how hot he thought this was, but his reaction must’ve slipped through, because Charles smiled, bright and boyish, like he’d just won something.

That smile turned devilish as he shucked the rest of his clothes and knelt in front of Max.

Charles undid Max’s belt, slow and precise, then dragged the pants down and off. He looked up, eyes gleaming with anticipation. “Okay?”

Max nodded, mouth dry. “I’m okay. You?”

Charles leaned in, pressing a kiss on Max’s hip bone. “I’m good.” he murmured. “So, so good.”

And then his mouth was on Max.

The first touch of the plush, soft lips sent a shiver up Max’s spine. He had to bite back a moan, fingers already buried in Charles’ hair. Not pulling — just there, to anchor himself more than the other.

It was clearly not Charles’ first time. He moved with easy, adjusting his angle, his breath warm and unhurried. And then Max catched a glimpse of it again — the mirror. Charles’ back, flexed and arched unnecessarily, like he wanted Max to have something to look at. He was performing a little and Max was utterly gone for it.

Charles, meanwhile, was having the time of his life. He didn't do this often, but he always enjoyed the power of it, of having so much control over another person with just the tip of his tongue. Of being able to make someone fall apart so easily.

He moaned softly around Max’s cock, just to feel the way Max twitched, how his grip in his hair tightened and let himself get lost to it for a while.

After a few minutes, Max’s hand gone to caress Charles’ cheek. “Fuck Charlie, I’m gonna come,” Max warned, breath ragged.

Charles opened his eyes and pulled off, licking his lips considering. 

“If you do, can you still fuck me after?” He asked bluntly, with a challenging glint in his eyes.

Max let out a breathless laugh, even while on the edge. “What am I, sixty?”

Charles grinned, smug and wicked, “Just asking.”

“I’ll show you how good I can fuck you after.” Max growled.

Charles winked. Then he went back down, slow and sure. Max didn’t last much longer.

When he came, it felt like an explosion behind his eyes, blinding — his fingers curled in Charles’ hair, his body trembling. Charles took it, swallowed with some effort, pulling off only when Max’s hand eased in his hair.

The taste was never something that Charles was prepared for, no matter how many times he did this. Still, he swallowed. Only because of the way Max's eyes darkened as he watched Charles doing it.

Max looked down at him. Charles, on his knees, flushed and beautiful, shiny lip, legs splayed, his own cock red and hard and leaking against his stomach. He looked debauched. Wrecked. Fucking perfect.

“Bed.” Max said, voice rough, reaching for him. 

Max pulled him up, steady hands cradling Charles' ribs as he rose from the floor. Their mouths met again, no longer desperate but intimate, softer. Charles melted into it — into Max’s weight, his scent, the firm way Max kissed him. 

When they parted, Max didn’t let go, their foreheads brushing. “You still sure… About being fucked?” he asked, his voice low and even — like it wasn’t loaded, like it wasn’t sending lightning straight down Charles’ spine.

Charles opened his mouth, but no sound came out. He just nodded, breath caught, heart thudding so loudly he was sure Max could hear it.

Max smirked. “Good.”

He turned Charles gently, laying him onto the bed like he had done it a hundred times. The mattress dipped as Max climbed over him, weight heavy and welcome, his thigh sliding deliberately between Charles’ legs and pressing up against his aching cock.

“Fuck.” Charles breathed, eyes fluttering. His hips moved before he could stop them.

Max just hummed, eyes dark and sharp and completely focused. “Where’s your lube?”

Charles reached toward the nightstand instinctively — and then froze. His hand hovered. There was a flicker of hesitation in his jaw. Instead, he nodded toward the drawer. “There.” he murmured, not looking in it’s direction.

Max leaned across him, opening the drawer, and Charles hated how tense he felt. Hated that he expected Max to feel some sort of way about it. The contents of the drawer weren't exactly subtle: a few stray condoms, a half-used bottle of lube tipped on its side, and nestled in an open box, the shapes of two vibrators. Max didn’t say anything. Just a soft exhale — maybe a surprised breath, maybe not — and then the quiet click of a bottle cap opening.

Charles peeked back at him. Max’s focus hadn’t wavered. He was kneeling now, eyes dragging over Charles’ body — the way his torso rose and fell with uneven breath, the flush across his chest, the way his thighs spread just a little further when Max looked at him like that.

Charles swallowed. Max looked hungry.

A hand landed gently on his hip. “Lie back for me.” Max murmured.

Charles obeyed, limbs loose but heartbeat wild. Max's hands — firm, calloused, deliberate — traced along his thighs, pushing them apart just a little more. The way he touched was never rushed, never hesitant. He made Charles feel treasured and devoured all at once.

“Open your thighs, baby.”

That word again. Baby. Like Max had always called him that. Like it was who Charles was to him.

Charles let out a shaky exhale, his legs parting obediently. He could feel the cool air on his skin, in the heat in his face. Max’s hand smoothed down the curve of his ass, squeezing once before sliding inward.

And then — the first press of a slick finger, a tad cold, slow and careful.

Charles gulped, hips twitching. He’d done this to himself before — evidently on the contents of his drawer — but it didn’t feel like this. Max’s touch felt different in a way Charles couldn't really explain. He was slow and careful in a way that Charles usually didn’t care to with his own fingers. And the weight of Max’s body over his, his voice murmuring soft praise against his stomach, made it all feel ten times more intense. Almost overwhelmingly so.

Charles let out a soft sound, a little sigh as he adjusted. Max’s hand stayed steady, other hand stroking soothingly along his thigh, distracting him.

“Good?” Max asked, voice soft but serious.

Charles nodded, mouth parted. “Yeah. It’s… good.”

Max smiled —  And then he kissed Charles’ stomach, lips brushing just beneath his belly button. His front teeth nipping at the skin, leaving goosebumps all over Charles' skin.

He kept going, working another finger in, slow and patient. His mouth roamed Charles’ torso: abs, ribs, the sharp jut of his hipbone. Very deliberately away from his dick, but Charles didn’t mind. He knew that if Max touched his dick, this would be over too soon. 

It felt close to being worshipped. He wanted this to last as long as it could.

With two fingers curling just right, Charles gasped — eyes fluttering shut as pleasure spiked down his core. His thighs twitched, closing themselves in instinct, trying to keep Max stuck there.

Max chuckled against his hip and continued working that same spot.

“Max.” Charles groaned. His hands clawed at the sheets, hips trying to rock forward. “Wait, I’m- Oh, fuck, I – I’m gonna cum.”

Max stopped immediately, but didn't pull his fingers out. Instead, his other hand finally reached for Charles’ cock, fingers curling around it, but not moving, just holding off any chance of letting him come. A tease. 

“Oh fuck you.” Charles whined, dragging a hand over his face. His hips buckled involuntarily.

Max laughed, low and smug. “Two more fingers, baby. Can you wait?”

Charles swallowed, shivering. He took a breath. 

“Yeah.”

Max pulled his hands away just briefly, catching Charles’ wrists and kissing his knuckles. It was so tender, so surprisingly sweet that Charles blinked at him before reaching to his cheek.

He returned to kissing Charles’ skin, making a trail from his sternum down as his hand returned — now with three fingers, then four. The stretch burned a little, but it wasn't unwelcome. It only made the pleasure feel a little sharper, like it was running through Charles' veins.

Charles’ hips trembled with every curl and press. His hands found Max’s hair tugging it when his fingers brushed that spot that made him see stars.

“Max.” he breathed, voice breaking. “Max, please.”

“Almost there,” Max whispered. He leaned in to kiss the inside of Charles’ thigh, nipping lightly. “You’re doing so fucking well, Charlie.”

Charles was flushed everywhere — cheeks pink, chest damp with sweat, thighs shaking.

He looked wrecked. Beautiful. Max couldn't wait to wreck him more. To try and fully ruin him for anyone else.

Max kissed up his chest again, then finally moved to grab a condom. He opened it with his teeth — because of course he fucking did — and rolled it on with ease. He slicked himself up, watching Charles with the kind of reverence that made Charles close his eyes, overwhelmed.

Max’s hands wrapped tight around his hips, flipping him with assertive strength. Charles let out a surprised sigh, letting himself be handled. 

Before Charles even had time to process how turned on Max’s manhandling made him, strong hands grabbed his thighs and pulled him up again until Charles was on his knees, chest left pressed to the mattress, ass in the air. Open and ready.

Max was everywhere — chest flush to his back, cock pressed hot and hard against him, breath ghosting against his neck.

The feeling of it sent fire rushing under Charles’ skin.

“Ready?” Max murmured, low and rough in his ear.

Charles didn't trust his voice to answer. He was sure that if he tried to speak, only a needy whine would leave him. Instead, his body did all the talking. All he could do was nod, eyes fluttering shut, his heart was pounding so hard it felt like it would break his ribs.

Max grunted his approval above him, a low, guttural sound that vibrated through the mattress. Charles felt one of Max’s hands leave his lower back to brace himself, but the other remained planted firmly on the bed, fingers splayed wide just beside Charles’s face.

And then — finally — the slow, steady push inside.

Charles choked on a moan. The stretch was something he remembered and, at the same time, didn't. It burned just enough to make his toes curl, to remind him that Max was different than anything he’d used on himself. He clenched instinctively, and Max groaned through his teeth.

“Fuck, baby.” Max whispered. “You feel unreal.”

Max bottomed out with a low grunt and stilled. Just breathing against Charles’ neck, like he was trying not to lose it. Charles could understand the feeling, trembling under him, face pressed into the mattress, his entire body pulsing along with his heart. It was too much and not even close to enough.

“Breathe.” Max said, softer now. His forehead dropped to Charles’ shoulder. “I’ve got you.”

And fuck, Charles believed him.

For a moment, they just stayed like that — pressed together, full-body contact, heat and heavy breathing. Then Max’s hand slipped around Charles’ waist, splaying possessively over his stomach, fingers flexing like he didn’t even realize he was doing it.

Charles opened his eyes, dazed, trying to ground himself. At some point, Max had turned them slightly, adjusted their angle, and now — Oh.

He caught their reflection.

Charles’s gaze lifted in the reflection to watch the other. Max's expression was wrecked, his blonde hair tousled and sticking to his damp forehead, his face flushed with exertion. But his eyes… his eyes held a terrifying, absolute focus.

It was the same look he had after a gruelling race, the one he wore when he’d pushed his body and car to their absolute limits and emerged victorious. 

He looked like a god.

Max caught the direction of his gaze after a moment, and the fierce concentration in Max’s expression shattered, replaced by a slow, wicked smirk. A low, hot chuckle rumbled against Charles’s skin, a vibration that made him shudder for an entirely different reason.

“What?” Max teased, mouthing along his neck. “I thought you wanted me to watch.”

Charles made a wounded noise, face going crimson. He buried it in his arms, thighs tightening, but Max didn’t let him hide. One hand threaded through Charles’ curls and tugged him back gently, forcing him to face the mirror again.

“Look.” Max said, voice like smoke. “Look how good you look filled with me.”

Charles whimpered. It was dirty, kinky, but he couldn’t stop looking. 

Max mouthed at the space between his shoulder blades, then down, teeth grazing just enough to leave marks. The rhythm of his breath changed. Charles could feel it in the way Max’s chest moved behind him, in the subtle roll of his hips as he held himself still, aching with restraint.

“Move.” Charles whispered, voice shaking.

Max grinned into his skin — and then obeyed.

He drew back slowly, pushing it in tentatively at first, and then again and again, until he pulled out until almost to the tip, and slid in again with a smooth, deliberate thrust that made Charles arch back into him with a startled moan.

“Oh, fuck.” Charles gasped.

Max didn’t respond with words. Just another thrust, stronger and deeper this time, and Charles cried out, the sound muffled by his arm. 

Max grabbed his hips with both hands, holding him steady and starting to move with a rhythm that was ruthless and so precise, not too rough or too fast but so fucking intentional.

Charles was falling apart already. Max kept watching them in the mirror — their bodies, the slick pull of skin, Charles’ flushed face, the way Charles clutched the sheets for dear life. Max wanted to watch this forever.

“God, you’re perfect like this.” Max groaned, snapping his hips harder now. “Like you were made for this.”

“Max, please.” Charles wasn’t even sure what he was begging for. More? Less? Stop talking? He couldn’t think. He could only feel.

Max’s hands roamed greedily, as if he was trying to memorize every inch of him by touch alone. His palm slid down the sharp, elegant line of Charles’s spine, feeling the defined muscles of a racer's body tense and tremble beneath his touch. His fingers dug into the jut of his hipbones, holding him steady, anchoring him. Christ, he was lovely, Max thought, a frantic, possessive need clawing at him, and he was falling apart right here, under me. For me. That thought sent his hands on a new mission.

One back to Charles’ cock, finally giving him friction, the other anchoring hard on his shoulder as he fucked him deep and slow and steady until Charles was a even worse mess of trembling limbs.

“Max, I-”

“Come.” Max murmured in his ear, voice wrecked and fond and commanding all at once. “I want to feel it. Come for me.”

Charles gasped, sharp and breathless, as his orgasm slammed through him, overwhelming and endless. He pulsed in Max’s hand, body clenching tight around him, and Max swore violently before thrusting once, twice, three more times and spilling inside the condom with a groan that vibrated against Charles’ back.

For a long moment, neither of them moved.

There was only the sound of their ragged breathing in the dim room, their bodies still joined, sweat-slick and trembling in the aftermath. The world slowly seeped back in, but the intensity of the moment still clung to the air.

Then, a sound tore from Charles’s throat — a breathless, slightly hysterical laugh. 

“You okay?” Max asked, kissing his shoulder again. Softer now. Reverent.

Charles, face still hidden in the mattress, gave a long, blissed-out sigh. He couldn’t form words, not yet. Instead, his hand came up, tangling in the damp hair at the nape of Max’s neck, and pulled him down for a clumsy, awkward kiss that was all gratitude and overwhelming affection.

Max chuckled softly and slowly eased out of him, but his hands never left Charles’s skin, stroking soothingly down his back as he guided him to collapse fully onto the bed. They settled into a tangle of limbs and rumpled sheets, Max pulling Charles against his chest.

Charles’s mind was still trying to catch up, his thoughts a hazy, pleasant blur. 

It wasn’t that he hadn’t had good sex before. It wasn’t even just that this had been intense — though it had, achingly so. The intensity just felt perfectly tailored to him, every touch and thrust designed to drive him out of his mind.

But it was this, he realized, his ear pressed against the steady, slowing thud of Max’s heart. This was what was different. The after. The quiet, unhurried steadiness. The feeling of being held like he mattered, like he was something precious to be cared for, not something to be discarded once the pleasure was done. His past encounters had always ended with a quiet departure, a polite distance re-establishing itself almost immediately, mostly by his own hand. There was never this. Never the lingering, possessive warmth of an arm slung around his waist, or the soft brush of lips against his hair.

He blinked at the faint shadows moving across the ceiling, letting his fingers trace idle shapes over the damp skin of Max’s chest, following the calming rhythm of his breath. A few more heartbeats passed in the peaceful silence before Max stirred, his movement reluctant. He pressed a soft kiss to Charles’s temple before gently trying moving back.

“Don’t move.” Charles said softly. It wasn’t a plea. More like a thought that escaped before he could catch it.

“I’m just getting something to clean us up.” he murmured, voice laced with reluctant practicality.

Charles squeezed harder, burying his face into the crook of Max’s neck like that might stop time itself.

Max chuckled, indulgent and patient. “Okay, but can you at least give my arm back so I can take off the condom?”

A dramatic sigh puffed out of Charles, but he relented — barely. He shifted just enough for Max’s arm to slide out from under him, take care of it quickly, tie and drop the condom beside the bed like he couldn’t be bothered with anything more.

Before he could so much as lean for a tissue, Charles grabbed him by the bicep and yanked him back down.

“Jesus-” Max laughed, breathless, falling onto the bed with a bounce. “Okay, okay. I get it.”

He let Charles maneuver him onto his back before Charles collapsed fully on top of him like a possessive, boneless blanket, his cheek pressed firmly over Max’s heart.

“No move.” he mumbled, petulant and satisfied against Max’s skin.

Max snorted, carding a hand lazily through Charles’ strands. They lay there like that, their heartbeats slowing in unison, a messy, tangled, perfect thing, letting the world and everything else wait.

 

 

The nightmare that was last year’s ridiculous Brad Pitt F1 movie was finally crawling to a merciful end. The entire production had been a spectacle of over-the-top drama, turning complex drivers into cheesy caricatures with a plot that might as well have been written by a teenager with free Chat GPT. Now, all that remained was surviving the premiere. Charles knew the drill: slap on a fake smile, endure a few hours of awkward small talk with people who thought F1 drivers lived like Bond villains, and try not to roll his eyes on camera.

The drivers’ WhatsApp groups had been popping off all week. Complaints ranged from Lando’s “Why black tie? It’s not the Oscars,” to George’s “If this movie wins anything, I’m retiring on principle.” Charles had laughed at the jokes, but he wasn’t entirely opposed to dressing up. It was fun — especially when haute couture was involved. And this time, there was no PR-mandated “girlfriend on the arm” scenario. It was just him and Max. The thought alone made everything feel lighter.

He slipped the small lucky bracelet behind the obligatory Tag Heuer Senna model of his, the tiny bull charm cool against his skin. He wondered if Max had remembered to wear his. It wasn’t like they’d planned to match, but there was something deeply comforting about the little token.

With a final glance in the mirror, adjusting the sharp line of his tuxedo, Charles left his room and headed for their shared suite.

He heard Max’s grumbling before he even saw him.

“This collar is choking me.” Max muttered, tugging at the thick fabric of his blazer where it circled his neck, like it was a personal enemy. Kaye, their long-suffering stylist, was making final adjustments, his expression a familiar mix of patience and exasperation.

Charles paused in the doorway, leaning casually against the frame. “Looking good, Verstappen.” he teased, a wide grin giving him away.

Max looked up, and the scowl on his face melted the instant his eyes landed on Charles. For a moment, his hands stilled, the complaints forgotten as he took in the sight of the other.

Charles smirked, stepping further into the room.

“There still time for a haircut.” Kaye offered regretfully, his fingers fussing with the fall of Max’s jacket.

“I’m growing it out.” Max’s hand shot up defensively to cover the back of his neck.

Kaye groaned. “You can let it grow after the once-in-a-lifetime event where you should look presentable.”

“Once-in-a-lifetime is right, because I never want to do this again.” Max retorted.

Charles laughed, stepping closer to Max with a mock-serious expression. “Let it go, Kaye. You’ve already performed miracles tonight.” He shot Max a triumphant grin as the stylist finally relented. 

Beneath Max’s performative irritation was a deep-seated fondness Charles had learned to read perfectly. It was in the way Max’s gaze softened when he thought no one was looking, the way his entire posture relaxed when Charles entered a room.

It was especially cute considering Charles realised he had been doing it for months before they even kissed.

When Kaye finally left them alone, Charles turned to Max, his smirk replaced by something quieter, more intimate. “Are you really growing your hair out?”

“You said I looked better with it long.” he shrugged, trying for nonchalance and failing beautifully. 

“Technically, my mum was the one who did.” Charles pointed out.

“You agreed.” Max retorts, a faint pink now dusting his ears. 

A wave of warmth, so potent it was almost dizzying, washed over Charles. He stepped into his space, his hands coming up to push a lock of Max’s just barely overgrown hair behind his ear, his fingers brushing against the warm skin of his neck. 

That Max — pragmatic, no-nonsense Max, who cared so little for aesthetics — was doing this for him, based on a single off-hand comment, felt like a secret declaration. 

He knew Max was only here because he was. 

For Max to even despise this movie he would need to care a whole lot more than he did, but he knew Charles found a certain fun in the absurdity of it all and valued the networking. So, he showed up, flew them and enjoyed the PDA Charles was bold enough to show in the privacy of his jet in front of their assistants.

“You look so handsome.” Charles said, his voice a soft murmur as his thumbs smoothed the lapels of Max’s blazer.

“Yeah?” Max’s voice was a little rough.

“Yeah.”

Charles leaned in and kissed him, long and soft, careful not to let Max’s stubble catch too much on his own cleanly shaven face. It was a kiss full of quiet gratitude and deep affection. He pulled back with a soft laugh when Max chased his lips, refusing to let him go immediately.

Max sighed, a slow, contented sound that vibrated against Charles’s chest. “Fine.” he said, finally releasing him. He offered his arm, his eyes holding Charles’s with a look that was just for them. “Come on. Let’s get this over with.”

 

[Instagram - Photos description: 1st Photo: Max and Charles standing side by side, Charles in black tailored trousers and matching cummerbund, a crisp white dress shirt with a pleated front, left unbuttoned at the collar, complete with a thick silver necklace and a brooch pinned to the chest. Max wore a monochromatic, tailored suit. Under the classic lapel, the jacket featured a unique, high collar constructed from layers of fabric that wrapped around his neck, eliminating the need for a tie; 2nd Photo: A closer shot of Max’s blazer subtly texture, featuring the patter of “L’s” of the brand; 3rd Photo: A close look of Charles brooch, featuring a chequered design under it; 4th Photo: A moment caught between poses — Charles adjusting his cuff, Max tilting his head slightly as they share a quick word; 5th Photo: A full-body shot showcasing the perfectly tailored silhouette, the drape emphasizing their frames; 6th Photo…]

@redbullracing

"Rocking the red carpet at the @f1movie premiere in New York. Who says race suits are the only thing they look good in? #F1 #RedBull #MaxVerstappen #CharlesLeclerc.”

 

[Tiktok - Video description: A sleek, slate-gray carpet cut a path through the center of Times Square, flanked by velvet ropes and metal barricades that barely contained the floods of people. The usual cacophony of the city was amplified by the roar of F1 fans and the frantic clicking of cameras.

LEWIS: “…so for us, it's about seeing that authenticity on screen. It’s not just about the speed, it’s the heart behind it, you know? The dedication it takes-”

Lewis trails off mid-sentence. His eyes flicker past the reporter's shoulder, and his polished, media-trained smile morphs into a look of genuine, amused disbelief as Max and Charles reach Lewis’s spot on the carpet. 

Lewis pushes his glasses down the bridge of his nose, peering over the top of them to give Max a second look.

LEWIS: What the fuck, mate, how are you one of the best-dressed tonight?

Charles throws his head back and lets out a loud, delighted laugh, clapping his hands together. 

Max after a moment jokingly preens, smoothing down the lapel of his suit with a smug, self-satisfied grin. 

MAX: It's custom. 

Lewis shakes his head, a real, wide smile finally breaking through. He gives Max one last look of approval.

LEWIS: Looking good you two.

And with that, he turns seamlessly back to his interviewer, resuming his conversation as if nothing happened, leaving Max and Charles to continue down the carpet, Charles still chuckling to himself.]

@Gala

“F1 Premiere. July 2025. #MaxVerstappen #CharlesLeclerc #Fashion.”

 

[TikTok - Video description: Starts with a slow zoom into Max’s hand resting on Charles’ back, the gentle but deliberate touch captured. Charles leaning into him, their shoulders brushing, to hear what Max said in his ear. Charles lets out a small, slow smirk before he fully turns toward Max, his eyes crinkling in genuine laughter.

The final transition is a freeze-frame of the moment their eyes meet — Max’s slightly raised brow, Charles’ smirk caught mid-tilt.]

@bree

"They didn’t need to stand that close. Max didn’t need to whisper. Charles didn’t need to laugh like THAT. But I needed it all. #F1 #MaxCharles #RedBull” 

 

[TikTok - Video description: Charles and Max getting out of their car. They pause for the first photos, and without missing a beat, Charles places a hand on Max’s back, gently guiding him into the correct spot.

Instantly, Max mirrors the gesture, his own arm wrapping securely around Charles’s waist and pulling him slightly closer. They settle into the pose with an easy familiarity—a trained movement honed over two decades of sharing podiums together.

The video then cuts to the blonde creator, who is holding back a knowing smirk.

CREATOR: It doesn't matter what the situation is. Max is going to find a way to grab that waist. It's just physics at this point.]

@sammieonracing

"I am completely normal about this, of course. #Lestappen #MaxVerstappen #CharlesLeclerc #RedBull”

 

The gala buzzed with a polished, superficial energy. Waiters glided through the grand ballroom, their trays of sparkling drinks and delicate finger foods ignored by most. 

He hated the end result of the movie. Despite putting on a good face for the public — and pocketing the respectable appearance fee — the plot had been weak, the main character an unlikable shallow caricature of a driver. The photography was fine, he supposed, immersive, but it sucked when the shot of a car flipping through the air at Monza had only made him think of Anthoine, and the celebratory mood had soured in his gut instantly.

He stood by Pierre near the edge of the room, a flute of champagne held loosely in his hand, a polite smile plastered across his face as he half-listened to Daniel and Max catching up nearby.

“…have to hand it to them,” Daniel was saying, swirling his drink with a grin that didn’t quite reach his eyes. “Christian and Helmut finally figured it out this year.”

Charles looked up just in time to see Max roll his eyes. “Figured out the bare minimum, you mean. The RB20 was a tractor.”

Daniel let out a sharp laugh. “A tractor you still won a championship in. But this year’s car…” he paused, his gaze flicking to Charles with a teasing glint. “This year they finally built something as pretty as their star driver.”

The word landed like a punch to the gut. Pretty. It was always that fucking word. For a moment, the sound of the party faded into a low hum. All Charles could hear was a phantom echo of Stefano’s voice. Max stiffened beside him too, aware of the weight of these comments had. Charles gave a careful step forward, his whole posture going rigid. 

Daniel shrugged, taking a slow sip, completely oblivious to the landmine he’d just stepped on. “I’m just saying, it’s good for business. The car gets more attention with a face like that behind the wheel.”

“What’s that supposed to mean, Daniel?” Charles’s voice low, deliberate.

Daniel, finally sensing he’d crossed a line, tried to backtrack. “Oh, come on, you’re a great driver, Charles. All I mean is Red Bull knows how to play the game. They know what sells.”

Pierre tried to intervene, noticing the shift instantly, a placating hand starting to rise, but Charles’s smile returned — a sharp, predatory thing that held no warmth.

“And they also know what wins,” he said, his voice cutting through the air like glass. “maybe if you’d delivered a few more of those during your time there, you’d understand the difference.”

Daniel’s easy-going expression shuttered, his face closing off. The jab at his own complicated history with top teams had hit its mark. “That’s cute,” he retorted, his voice turning ugly. “but it doesn’t change the fact that a team principal will look first at your face then your racing.” He punctuated the sentence by poking a finger sharply into Charles’s shoulder.

Charles’s mouth opened, a scathing retort already on his tongue, but before he could speak, Max moved. He didn't just take a step; he inserted himself between them, a sudden, instinctive, solid wall of protective outrage.

“Don’t touch him.” Max said, his voice low.

Pierre pushed between the too. “Alright, come on, let’s not start anything here.” he said, his voice attempting a breezy tone as he placed a firm hand on Max’s chest.

Daniel, clearly emboldened by the reaction, shot Max a sly, goading grin. “Oh, getting all protective of your boyfriend now, are you?”

The word landed like a physical blow. Max couldn’t school his features fast enough — a flinch, a flash of shock in his eyes before the mask of indifference slammed back down — but the damage was done. Daniel’s smirk faltered, his own eyes widening as his brain caught up. The taunt, meant to be baseless, had hit a target he never knew was there.

“Oh…” Daniel muttered, blinking as the pieces clicked into place with horrifying clarity.

Charles felt the air leave his lungs. The room, the noise, the lights — it all seemed to rush in on him at once, the argument disappearing. He saw the shock on Daniel’s face, the dawning understanding, and a cold, sickening dread washed over him. 

He muttered something — a denial, a curse, he wasn’t sure which — and stalked off in the opposite direction, his shoulders tense, his only thought to escape.

“Walk off, Daniel.” Pierre said, his voice now cold and hard. The Australian, looking genuinely stunned and regretful, backed away, sending one last worried look in the direction Charles had fled.

Max stood frozen, his heart pounding as he scanned the room, trying to appear unbothered despite the chaos. Pierre glanced at him, his brow furrowing slightly as he pieced together what had just happened.

“I should go after him.” Max said quietly, glancing toward the direction Charles had disappeared. But then he hesitated, remembering the eyes still lingering on them. He couldn’t risk drawing more attention.

“No, I’ll check on him.” Pierre offered, his voice low and reassuring.

Max nodded, grateful, and stayed where he was, trying to blend back into the crowd.

 

He averted his gaze from the mirror, but it was no use. In his periphery, he could still see the frantic movement of his own hands, the glint of gold from the chain he was desperately trying to unfasten it. His fingers were clumsy, slick with a cold sweat, fumbling with the impossibly small clasp.

His breathing came in shallow, ragged bursts. Get it off. The thought was a frantic drumbeat in his head. Oddly enough, his panic fixated on a single, absurd detail: how delicate, how feminine the damn necklace looked against his skin. It felt less like the jewellery he carefully worked on to release and more like a collar, a symbol of the very image he’d just been fighting against.

Suddenly, the sound of polished shoes echoed unnervingly against the marble floor of the empty washroom, cutting through his spiralling thoughts.

“You shouldn’t be here, Max.” Charles said, his voice low and rough, the words scraping his throat. He didn’t look up, didn’t dare to hope.

“Not Max.” Pierre’s voice rang smooth, calming. Charles let out a shaky sigh but didn’t respond. “Just making sure you weren’t dying or something,” Pierre continued, and Charles heard him lean casually against the wall. 

His tone was light, but Charles could feel his gaze on him, studying the rigid, defensive line of his frame.

A short, humorless huff of air escaped Charles’s lips. “I can’t fucking breathe,” he muttered as he fumbled uselessly with the clasp.

“Promise you won’t punch me?” Pierre joked softly.

Charles shot him a glare in the mirror’s reflection, but the fight went out of him as quickly as it came. He sighed and let his hands fall limply to his sides in defeat. He felt Pierre close the distance between them, fingers worked at the clasp, and then it was free. Charles exhaled deeply as the weight lifted, his shoulders slumping as he took in a proper, shuddering breath.

“Better?” Pierre asked, stepping back to give him space.

Charles nodded, though he avoided his friend’s gaze, his jaw still painfully tight.

“No one else heard it and Daniel won’t tell anyone.” Pierre said after a moment, his voice quieter now, more serious.

That pulled a sharp, disbelieving laugh from Charles. “You think so?” He finally looked up, meeting Pierre’s eyes in the mirror. His own face looked pale, haunted.

“He won’t,” Pierre repeated firmly. “I’m not saying he isn’t going to tease the shit out of you two when things calm down, but he wouldn’t expose you. Not like that.”

Charles scrubbed a hand over his face, the weight of the evening pressing down on him. He wanted to believe Pierre. God, he wanted to. But years of caution had hardened into a cynical armour he didn’t know how to take off. 

“Maybe.” he muttered, the word hollow.

Pierre studied him, his brow furrowing slightly. “So… you and Max,” he began cautiously.

Charles looked down at his own hands, at the faint tremor in his fingers. He gave a single, tight nod.

“How long?”

“It’s new.” Charles admitted, the words feeling fragile and inadequate.

He could see Pierre processing, sorting through years of their shared history and re-evaluating everything through this new lens. “And since when are you…?”

“Gay?” Charles supplied the word, the sound of it foreign and jarring in the sterile room. He risked a glance at Pierre. “I… I knew when I was fourteen, kinda.”

“Okay. But when you say gay, you mean…?”

“Dick exclusive.” The phrase was crude, a bitter joke, but it was the only way he could say it without choking on the clinical, definitive nature of it all.

Pierre opened his mouth, then closed it. He looked up at the ceiling for a moment, then back at Charles, his expression a storm of confusion. “But your girlfriends…”

There was no point in anything but the brutal truth now. “Denial and beards.”

“Wow.” Pierre breathed out, moving to lean against the sink beside him. He exhaled slowly. “So you and Alex…”

“It is an arrangement.” Charles confessed, his voice cracking. “A safety net. In case of rumours.” His breath hitched, his hands clenching into fists at his sides. He hated this. Hated that coming out felt like a confession, like he was admitting to a crime, a lifetime of deception. Hated the shame that burned in his gut, even though he knew he’d done nothing wrong.

“Charles, it’s okay.” Pierre said, his voice a steady anchor.

“I know it’s okay.” Charles snapped, whirling to face him. “But that doesn’t change a single fucking thing about how the world will see me if this gets out! About what they’ll turn me into.”

Pierre nodded slowly, leaning back against the wall again. “Okay, okay, I get that,” he said, his tone placating. “The world we’re in…”

Charles’s face scrunched in misery, and he released a shaky, quiet, “Yes.”

After a long pause, Pierre added, “For what it’s worth, though, a lot of us would have your backs if it ever came to that.”

Charles snorted, the sound laced with a bitterness that had been brewing for years. He turned back to the sink, unable to look at his friend’s earnest face. 

“No, they wouldn’t,” he said, his voice flat. “At the end of the day, we’re all just a bunch of assholes walking on eggshells, held by the balls to keep sponsors and team principals happy. Nobody is risking their multi-million-dollar contract for me or for Max.” 

He thought of the carefully worded non-statements, the strategic silence from other drivers whenever a real issue arose. “If Daniel had any chance of getting my seat, he’d be on the phone with every news station in Europe right now.”

“He doesn’t have any proof, though.” Pierre offered, opting for logic over sentiment.

“The rumours would be enough.” Charles murmured, his voice defeated. “They always are.”

Pierre hummed, nodding, and then he tilted his head. “Well,” he said, a flicker of his old mischief returning to his eyes, “we can always throw something worse out there. What crime against humanity is Helmut hiding this month?”

A surprised, watery laugh escaped Charles’s throat. He looked at Pierre, who was now smiling, relieved to have broken through the despair.

“The rest of the grid may not have your back.” Pierre promised, stepping forward and grabbing Charles’s shoulder, giving it a firm shake. “But I always will.”

Charles pushed his hand away, the ease of one of the oldest friends he ever had, but he was still smiling, a real smile this time. “Thank you.” 

“Gotta say, though.” Pierre said, stepping back with a critical look. “Your taste in fake girlfriends is much better than your taste in boyfriends.”

“The hell it is.”

“Come on, Max?” Pierre teased, but it was clearly good-natured.

“Maybe I think multiple championships are really hot?”

“Then fuck Lewis?”

“Oh, my God, what is it with you and Alex trying to hook me up with Lewis?” Charles retorted, offended.

Pierre laughed, a loud, genuine sound that finally chased the last of the shadows from the room. He slapped Charles’s shoulder again. “Okay, let’s go back.”

The thought of facing the crowd again made a fresh wave of panic rise in Charles’s throat. His heart was still hammering, his hands felt clammy. He wanted to say no, to stay hidden in this sterile, silent room forever. “Do we need to?” Charles asked, his voice betraying a tremor he couldn’t hide.

“Oh, we do,” Pierre declared, his grin wide and unwavering, completely oblivious to the war still raging inside Charles. “And don’t think this conversation is over. I’ve missed a few dozen chapters of this novel, and I want to know everything.”

Everything?” Charles forced a weak smile, playing along despite the lump in his throat.

“I have a feeling I’m going to regret it,” Pierre said with a dramatic sigh. “but yes.”

He put a steadying arm around Charles’s shoulders, his presence a solid, familiar weight. The panic hadn't vanished. It was still there, a cold knot in his stomach, a frantic thrumming just beneath his skin. But as Pierre started making another stupid joke about Max’s fashion sense, Charles took a shaky breath and let his friend guide him toward the door, back toward the noise. 

 

Charles and Max didn’t cross paths again for the rest of the event. Instead, Max watched him from afar, a bitter ache settling in his chest. He watched the way Charles slipped his public mask back on, that flawless, easy smile that never quite reached his eyes. He laughed at the bad jokes of famous actors and rich directors, sipping champagne Max knew he didn’t even like. A perfect performance.

It made Max’s stomach churn. Just a few nights ago he’d kissed that same smile, the real one. He’d promised Charles — promised himself — that he would make this worth it. Now, at their very first outing as a secret couple, it had already gone to hell. He had failed, spectacularly.

Daniel kept his distance, but Max caught him staring on more than one occasion. Each time, Daniel quickly averted his gaze when Max glared back, his face tinged with an uneasy shame.

It wasn’t his fucking place.

The thought roared in Max’s head, a constant drumbeat that made his hands curl into fists at his sides. He wanted to march across the room and knock that pathetic, guilty expression off Daniel’s face. He wanted to go back to their hotel, but he felt stuck, knowing that if he left, he’d be abandoning Charles to navigate this mess alone.

Pierre had been no help, offering a vague “He’s fine” when Max pressed him for details. Fine? What the hell did fine even mean here?

He tried to keep an eye on him, but the crowd was a swirling vortex. He took his eyes off him for ten minutes to use the restroom, and when he came back, Charles was gone.

Panic, sharp and cold, seized him.

His chest tightened, his fingers trembling slightly as he unlocked his phone for the hundredth time. No new messages. No missed calls. Nothing.

By the time they reached the hotel, Max was teetering on the edge of a full-blown breakdown. The elevator ride felt like an eternity. When he finally reached Charles’s door, he didn’t hesitate. He knocked — no, pounded — until a neighbouring door cracked open and someone hissed, “Could you keep it down?”

Max ignored them. He’d waited long enough. When there was still no answer, he stormed back to his own room, half-ready to hunt down Joris and demand he tell him where the hell his boyfriend was.

But when he pushed open his own door, his breath hitched.

Charles was there. Sprawled out on Max’s bed, wearing nothing but a pair of pajama shorts, his back to the door.

The relief was so sudden and overwhelming it almost brought Max to his knees. He closed the door behind him and leaned against it for a moment, his legs threatening to give out.

“Couldn’t you answer your damn phone?!” he snapped, his voice raw with a fear he couldn’t contain as he stalked toward the bed. He sat down heavily beside Charles, his hands gripping the sheets.

Charles’s head turned toward him, his colourful eyes a little unfocused but soft. “Sorry,” he said quietly.

“‘Sorry’?” Max repeated, his voice rising before he forced it back down. “I was worried as fuck! I thought-” He cut himself off, his throat tightening around all the worst-case scenarios that had been playing on a loop in his head.

Charles didn’t say anything. He just sat up, his movements weary, and moved to circle Max’s waist with his arm, resting his head on Max’s shoulder with a tired sigh. The simple, solid weight of him was enough to make the tension in Max’s body begin to unravel. He buried his face in Charles’s soft hair, his own breaths coming out shaky.

“Are you okay?” Max whispered, his voice muffled.

“Yeah,” Charles murmured, “Pierre annoyed me into calming down. He said I should have dated Lewis instead.”

“I’m throwing him into a wall next race.”

“Good.” Charles murmured. Max sighed, pressing a kiss to the other’s hair before pulling back slightly. “And you?”

“I’m fine,” Max answered, his gaze scanning Charles’s face. “I was just worried. You looked like you were having a panic attack and then you disappeared.”

“Sorry.” Charles repeated. “But I meant… about you and Daniel. I know he’s your friend.”

“I’m pissed.” Max admitted, the anger still simmering. “It’s not like he didn’t know I like men. It’s just how… how he used it against me. Against us.”

Charles pursed his lips, thinking. “Maybe he forgot. He is just angry at Red Bull.” he offered, half-hearted.

“Yeah, but what does that have to do with us?” Max snapped.

“Nothing. Literally nothing.” Charles placated, his thumb rubbing soothing circles on Max’s back. “But his career ended on a bad note. It sucks.”

Max exhaled sharply, running a hand through his hair. The anger was still there, a hot coil in his stomach. He was about to argue back, to say that Daniel’s bitterness didn’t give him the right to take shit about Charles, about them, but then he felt it — a distinct tremor running through the body he was holding. Charles was shaking, a fine, almost imperceptible vibration of pure nervous exhaustion.

The last of Max’s anger vanished, replaced by a sharp, protective ache. He gently maneuvered Charles until he was lying down against the pillows. Charles went without protest, his eyes already drifting shut, the fight having completely gone out of him.

Max shed his own party clothes, letting them fall to the floor like a costume he was relieved to be rid of. He slid under the covers beside Charles and pulled the duvet up over both of them, creating a warm, quiet sanctuary in the dimly lit room. He wrapped an arm around Charles, pulling him securely against his chest.

A long, shuddering sigh escaped Charles’s lips, and his body, finally, seemed to melt into the hold, the tension easing from his shoulders in a slow, silent surrender. Max rested his cheek against his soft hair, just holding him, listening to his breathing slowly even out. Right now, only this mattered.

Notes:

The only things I'm commenting about todays race is that: I'm so happy for Hulk; and how, after Charles overtook (like the crazy terror track that he is) the Willians, Max did a similar move overtaking someone (dunno who), and the brazilian commentator said "Verstappen just did the exact same thing Leclerc just did." AND I THINK THAT'S BEAUTIFUL

And, AGAIN, did I ever mention I'm literally allergic to papaya?

On this chapter:
1. Tournesol means Sunflower - who is a personal touch cause my father only ever gotten my mom flowers in the form of Sunflowers.
2. I reconsidered not writing smut because I think the fic talks a lot about roles and perception and it felt lacking not to approach through sex when its such a vital part of their relationship and to themselves.
3. My friend beta'ed the smut scene, so lets thank Tae for making it better.
4. It's shocking how little I had to alter the reaction and comments to the movie considering i wrote it like 5 months before I watched it.
5. Cause I'm so aprticular about how they look, the inspirations (that ended up not being LOEWE but whatever):
- https://br.pinterest.com/pin/685813849543607314/
- https://i.pinimg.com/736x/95/ff/2a/95ff2a10ddb55461ba2d7843151d6e0e.jpg
(Max wouldn't serve this hard in a million years BUT FICTION)
6. Say hi to Pierre, he will show up a whole lot more.

 

Oh! I wrote a hater fic for the movie, it's lestappen, maybe try: https://archiveofourown.info/works/67085770

 

Hope you enjoyed! Please leave a kudo and a comment if so <3

Chapter 22

Notes:

Chapter warning: Explicit sexual content.

Start "scent of his cologne."
End: "and Charles laughed against his shoulder."

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The roar of high-performance boat races’ engines faded, replaced by the gentle lapping of the bay against the hull. The director had called a wrap, and as the crew began to pack up, a comfortable, sun-drenched exhaustion settled over Max.

“Hey, is he allowed to do that?” a safety coordinator muttered nearby. “That’s a liability.”

Max heard it but said nothing. He was supposed to be watching the replay on a monitor, but his gaze was fixed on the figure in the water. There was something completely disarming about how Charles looked out there — like he belonged. Like the salt and the light and the restless movement of the sea loved him. The tense lines of the F1 driver dissolved, replaced by a fluid grace. Max couldn’t look away.

It had been a difficult couple of days. 

Charles had been wound up tight since the Daniel-brought-by chaos. And, worse, the public announcement of his and Alex’s breakup was looming.

Max had been a quiet witness to the stressful planning calls, trying to balance being by Charles and trying not loom over the man. He’d seen a glimpse of their FaceTime yesterday, both Charles and Alex looking pale, their eyes red from what were clearly shed tears. Max had felt a surge of helpless frustration, not knowing how to help. Supporting a teammate through a tough race was one thing; supporting his boyfriend through the messy, emotional fallout of dismantling a years-long public lie was entirely new territory.

Then the recording came and Charles had kept a careful, professional distance that felt normal to everyone else, but for Max, it had been painful. After a week of such raw, exploratory intimacy, the sudden shift back to being just “teammates” in public was a whiplash he wasn’t prepared for. He knew this was their new reality — being themselves only behind closed doors — but knowing it didn’t make the sting any less sharp.

But now, watching Charles emerge from a particularly long dive, his hair slicked back and a genuine, carefree smile finally returning to his face as he swam back to the boat, Max felt a wave of relief. He was, yet again, grateful for these stupid, adrenaline-fueled challenges. The water seemed to have done the trick and finally shake the tension from Charles’s shoulders.

Later, after they had both washed away the salt and sun in long, hot showers, Max ordered a ridiculous amount of pasta that they ate on the floor, cross-legged in front of the television, Leo resting his head hopefully on Charles’s knee, his tail thumping a slow, optimistic rhythm against the rug.

When they were finally full and exhausted, they collapsed into bed, the cool sheets a welcome relief against their sun-warmed skin. Charles fell asleep almost instantly, tangled up in Max’s arms.

 

@gossipqualifying           ok but why did charles & alexandra drop their breakup in the middle of movie promo week??

[Screenshot of Instragram - Photo description: Charles e Alexandra hugging with Leo in the middle, they are laughing as the dog seems to be licking them.]
@charles_leclerc | @alaxandrasaintmleux
Caption: Not every love story ends. Some just change shape.
Over time, we realized the best version of “us” is as best friends — and we’re so grateful we found that in each other.
Though we’re no longer a couple, we’ll always share care, respect… and Leo, who keeps us grounded.
We count with your kindness, respect and support in this time.]

@alexaffairs           the “we’re still best friends and co-parenting leo” soft launch breakup is so chic

@tiktokdetectives           charles leclerc posting a breakup statement and then trending on tiktok for being the hot guy in red while dating no one??? he knew what he was doing

@fangirlunwell           wait he’s single now?? and always with that intense blond guy?? max something??? is this a PR relationship or enemies-to-lovers fanfic IRL??

@jaquemscloset            countdown to charles leclerc dating one of alexandra's friends starts now. my money is on valentina, they've known each other since high school.

@alexandrascloset           could be hailey bieber maybe

@sineclerc4eva           alexandra’s career really took off after she started dating charles and now they break up the second the movie promo makes him globally famous? that girl played the game and won. #clout

@lecbullying           unpopular opinion but i'm glad charles and alex are over. he needs to be 100% focused on the title fight with max, not on influencer vacations. less distractions.

@16-1-33locker            charles leclerc single era a week before max verstappen’s home race??? i’m not saying anything but the scriptwriters are writing

@VettelVibes           the ferrari-to-red-bull pipeline giving charles leclerc the ultimate post-toxic-relationship glow-up is my favorite storyline of the season.

@cazabllanca           the F1 movie being shit aside, why didn’t y’all tell me the real drivers were hot and dramatic af???

@movieslut420            why did no one prepare me for LEWIS HAMILTON?? he's not even acting he’s just walking around being GOD

@chaoscentral            me watching the f1 movie for damson idris and walking out googling “lewis hamilton vegan dog”

@maxverstappensbadside           people discovering max verstappen because of charles edits and thinking he was an extra for the movie

[Screen recording of Tiktok - Video description: an awkward-looking Charles stands as an extra, dressed in the bright red Ferrari kit on the podium, clearly out of place while the movie's star take center stage.
Then, with a sharp cut on the beat of the song, the scene transforms.
The new shot is a stunning, moody close-up from a real race this season. Now on center of the video, he's in his dark navy Red Bull suit and the clips are takes of him walking around the paddock, waving, winking and smiling. The edit ends with a him on the top step of a real podium, drenched in champagne, licking his lips and giving a self satisfied smirk.
Song: Just Keep Watching - Tate McRae
102,1 million views
6 million likes
Caption: watching your back alright, baby
Comment “I vote him for white boy of the month”]

@realmoviequotes          the F1 movie is wild bc the casuals are thirsting and the f1 fans are trauma-dumping in the same threads

@leludelulu          new fans: “charles is so hot”
us: “IN 2017 CHARLES LECLERC LOST HIS FATHER AND IN HIS FINAL DAYS”

 

Charles loved his bed. He loved the view from the window beside it — sunlight spilling lazily across the sheets, the glitter of the sea in the distance. At that moment, he loved it even more because of who was in it with him.

He was half-focused on his phone, trying to keep up with the group chat while scrolling through the news. His thumb paused over a post with a photo of him and Alexandra with friends, the caption: "Let’s check all Alexandra’s friends’ profiles."

A frustrated sigh escaped his lips, and he tossed the phone onto the mattress beside him.

Max, who had been half-asleep with his head on Charles’s chest, stirred. “Everything okay?” he murmured, his voice groggy.

“No.” Charles admitted, running a hand over his face. “It’s just… the reaction to our breakup. They’re blaming Alex, saying she was a gold-digger, that she used me. And the comments on her page…” He trailed off, a knot of guilt forming in his throat. “It’s insane. The relationship wasn’t even real, and she still has to deal with all this hate.”

Max propped himself up on an elbow, now more awake, his face etched with concern. “Is she alright?”

“She’s strong,” Charles said. She has been shutting down Charles worry and told him she was laying down for a while and to let it go. “more than I would be. She knew this might happen. But it doesn’t make it any less shitty. I feel guilty for putting her in that position.”

“You both made an agreement, Charles.” Max reminded him gently, his hand finding Charles’s under the sheets. “It was a mutual choice. You didn’t force her into anything.”

“I know, but…” He stared at the ceiling. “See? This is why everything is so complicated. A simple breakup announcement turns into this circus.” then, as an afterthought, “Imagine if people knew the truth.”

The weight of those words hung in the air. The truth about Alex. The truth about him. The truth about him and Max. It was a house of cards he spent every day terrified would collapse.

It was then that Charles's phone buzzed again. He picked it up, seeing the notifications from his friends' group chat. Nico and Thomas were in full swing, whining that Charles had been "ghosting" them lately. It was pure dramatics; he’d spent eight hours at Thomas’s house thursday and had lunch with them just before he gone to record yesterday.

But the real problem wasn’t that Charles wasn’t spending time with them. It was that he wasn’t telling them why.

Said reason — all biceps and shoulders and devastatingly small sleep shorts — shifted, pulling Charles back from his thoughts. Max dropped a reassuring kiss to his chest. “Something else?”

“Just… my friends are annoying me to go to this party.” Charles mumbled.

“Do you wanna go?”

Did he? A painful tug-of-war started in his chest. Part of him desperately wanted to, to merge his worlds, to show his oldest friends the source of this new, steady happiness he’d found. But the larger, more cowardly part of him wanted to stay exactly where he was, safe in this bubble, maybe heading back to Max’s place later to win the affection of his cats.

(It was of utmost importance that Jimmy eventually liked him. Sassy already did — she always chose the side table next to Charles, giving him this smug approval look Max claimed was because they were both “menaces.” Charles preferred to think she was just smart. Jimmy, on the other hand, remained unimpressed — which Charles would be sad about if Leo didn’t also act like Max was invisible half the time they were around each other.)

Joris already knew, because it was hard to hide a relationship from the man who worked for and followed you around the globe when you and your new boyfriend suddenly started travelling on the same private jet and sharing hotel rooms — Joris had just given him a profound ‘I fucking told you so’ look and moved on.

“They want to know why I’m not around.” Charles said, nose brushing Max’s hair.

Max hummed, his hand lazily tracing over Charles’s ribs, “Do you wanna tell them?”

Charles bit his lip, thinking about it. “Would you be okay with that?”

Max slid down the bed until his chin rested carefully on Charles’s stomach. “Do they know you’re gay?”

“They know.” he said quietly, mind unavoidably going to the yatch party where they had to lie that Charles wasn't what they discovered he very much was that night. “But… it’s a topic we don’t touch, much. They are nice, supportive even, but it’s still… awkward. They’re only just getting used to me even mentioning sleeping with men.”

Max shifted back to look at him properly. “And coming in with a boyfriend will be different.” It wasn't a question, but Charles nodded all the same, feeling ridiculous. “How would they react?”

“They’d be nice about it.” Charles clarified, in sincere defense.

“But?”

“No real but.” Charles sighed, turning his face to look at his ceiling. “Just… they’re all so very straight.” he admited.

“We’re not exactly poster boys for queerness either.” Max pointed out gently.

Charles hummed, considering. He knew he was being unfair to them, but Charles hated how much this mattered, how terrified he was of their over-correction, of them measuring their words and jokes, of forever becoming ‘Charles, our gay friend’ instead of just Charles — their childhood friend, same man whose main interest in life was cars and speed and wanting to win.

“Hey,” Max called, his voice soft, pulling Charles from his spiraling thoughts. “we don’t have to go if you’re not ready.”

The kindness in his tone was almost too much. Charles felt a wave of relief so intense it made his eyes prickle. “Yeah?” he asked, his voice coming more small than he intended.

“Yeah, baby. The is no rush.”

Charles looked at him, gratitude and a touch of regret warring in his chest. 

Max reached lazily for Charles’s phone abandoned on the pillow. “So, we don’t have plans…”

“Pretty much.”

Max tossed the phone back and stretched, a wicked glint in his eyes that chased away the last of Charles’s anxiety. “And what do you wanna do then?”

A slow, lazy grin spread across Charles’s face. He tipped his head back against the headboard, feeling safe and seen and, for the first time all morning, completely unburdened. “I think you should fuck me again.”

Max gave him a serious nod, as if considering a very important contract. “Good plan.” he said, his voice a low growl as he pulled away the single sheet covering Charles’s body.

 

The sharp whine of kart engines sliced through the warm evening air. Max tore down the main straight, a flash of white, blue and red from his helmet, with Pierre right on his tail. Further ahead, already a lap down but driving with fierce concentration, was Arthur. From the viewing platform, Charles watched them, his chin resting in his palm, a quiet, fond smile curling his lips.

Above the gate, a banner fluttered in the breeze, the familiar red and white logo stark against the blue sky: “Racing for Jules” — 10th Anniversary Marathon.

Ten years, and it still felt like Jules might walk out from behind the tyre wall, a teasing smile on his face, and ask if he was ready to be taught a lesson. The sharp scent of two-stroke oil and sun-baked rubber was the smell of his childhood, a perfume forever linked to his godfather.

He’d spent months on this. Late-night calls from hotel rooms in different time zones, endless chains of emails, coordinating with sponsors, the Bianchi family, and the media to make sure everything was perfect. Not just a race, but a celebration. A legacy that breathed.

He was so glad Max was able to be here too. They were using this short, precious season break to be with each other, to learn. They were learning how to be this, a couple, instead of just friends who were also rivals. Learning the new rhythms of each other, the quiet language of a shared morning and now, the weight of a supportive hand during such a heavy and emotional event for Charles. He’d been so afraid the two worlds wouldn’t mix, that Max’s sharp-edged intensity wouldn’t fit with the messy, familiar comfort of his home. But Max was here. He fit seamlessly. And he was still his.

Next to him, Lorenzo had been silent for a long time, his gaze fixed on the track. 

When his voice came, it was low and even. 

“Should I know something?”

Charles blinked, turning to face his brother. Lorenzo’s tone wasn’t accusing — just knowing, weary.

He let out a slow breath. “We’re dating.”

Lorenzo didn’t move. He kept his eyes on the karts below, but Charles felt the shift in the air between them—the stiffness that came with old instincts: protectiveness, calculation, concern.

“You remember what we talked about, years ago?” Lorenzo asked, his expression unreadable.

Charles did. A hushed, awkward conversation after Lorenzo had found him looking too long at a friend. A conversation about being careful, about the world they lived in and how compatible it would be with his objectives. “I remember.”

“Does anyone else know?”

“Arthur.” Charles admitted.

Lorenzo’s eyebrows shot up. “Arthur knows?”

“He… walked in on us.” At Lorenzo’s sharp glare, he quickly added, “At my place. And Alexandra and Joris know. Oh, and Pierre.”

“Pierre?” This time, Lorenzo did look surprised.

“There was a… situation at a premiere. It’s fine.” Charles said, waving it off and opting to not mention Daniel.

A long silence stretched between them. Below, the engines roared., and Charles watched it happen.

“Are you planning on coming out?” Lorenzo asked, his voice softer now.

“No. Not anytime in the near future.”

Lorenzo was quiet again. Charles could see him thinking — the way he always had. Eyes narrowed slightly, jaw working, calculating every outcome, every risk, all the ways things could go catastrophically wrong. 

“And are you happy?”

The question was so simple, so direct. Charles’s gaze drifted back to the track, to where Max overtook Arthur on a tight corner. “Yes.” he said, the word feeling small but impossibly true. “More than I have been in a long time.”

“Then I trust you.” Lorenzo said. And in those three words, Charles heard everything: the resolution of their arguments, the mending of the rift, the promise born from their shared therapy sessions. It was forgiveness and acceptance all at once.

“Thank you.” Charles said, his voice breaking in the middle of it.

They continued to watch the race for a bit. When the session ended, Arthur and Max left the karts for the next drivers. Max was already explaining something, gesturing wildly, and Arthur was drinking in every word. Charles couldn’t stop the wide smile that spread across his face when Max did something that made Arthur double over with laughter. At that moment, Max looked up, and his eyes locked with Charles’s across the distance. They smiled at each other, a private, shared moment in the midst of the chaos.

Lorenzo huffed, a sound that was half sigh, half laugh. “Jules used to call your fights ‘pigtail pulling.’”

The name jolted Charles. “When did he say that?”

“The entire time, pretty much.” Lorenzo said with a nostalgic smile. “He used to say you two were flirting during races behind your backs. ‘there it go, the flirting back again’ anytime you two almost crashed.”

Charles stared at Lorenzo, a knot forming in his throat. “He- You two never said anything.”

Lorenzo shrugged, a little sheepishly. “I mean, I didn’t want to embarrass you. I didn’t think you actually had feelings for Max- Or did you?” Charles shook his head. “Well, I didn’t want to make it a thing with Jules. And he wasn’t being mean about it, you know? He just saw… something.”

Charles was quiet for a moment, the revelation settling over him. He looked out at the sky, at the sunset shining against all those familiar, beloved faces, and thought back. 

It didn't make sense. It had been Jules who taught him how to race Max in the first place, his voice a firm, steady presence after a particularly bruising loss. ‘He pushes until you yield, Charles. You do not run. You learn to dance with him. You use his aggression, you turn, you move. You make it your rhythm, not his." The advice was tactical, serious. It wasn't a joke. And later…

He thought back to that quiet afternoon in Jules’s father’s garage, surrounded by the smell of old oil and worn leather. He remembered the terror of finally saying the words, of admitting a part of himself he thought would disappoint everyone. He’d expected shock, confusion. But Jules had just listened, his expression calm and kind. He hadn’t dismissed it. He’d given Charles a strategy for survival. He’d told him to focus on the car, on being faster than everyone, especially Max. He’d given him permission to put the overwhelming questions of his heart aside until he was stronger, until the world was kinder. He’d seen the storm on the horizon and told him to drive right through it.

How could that be the same person who was teasing him about flirting?

Unless… unless it wasn’t a contradiction. Unless the advice had never just been about racing. Dance with him. Make it your rhythm, not his. Maybe he had been a confidant who saw everything, every unspoken truth, and was giving him a roadmap for more than just the track.

“I miss him.” Charles said;

Lorenzo nodded, wrapping an arm around Charles’s shoulders and pulling him into a firm, sideways hug. “I know. Me too.”

 

The motorhome was warm and stuffy, thick with the scent of day-old exhaustion and the faint, metallic tang of energy drinks. Lorenzo was already hunched over his laptop at the small dinette, the glow of the screen illuminating his focused expression, his fingers flying across the keyboard. Arthur was a motionless lump burrowed under a blanket on the bottom bunk, dead to the world.

Pierre flopped dramatically into the single chair, letting out a groan that was pure theatre. He gestured vaguely at the sleeping arrangements. “Okay, explain this to me.”

They entered the cramped space and, well, it had a double bed tucked into the back and two single bunk beds bolted to the wall. For three siblings and a fourth guess, it fitted them well enough. Add a fifth…

“You said I could sleep at your motorhome here.” Pierre stated, his voice flat with accusation.

“I know, I’m sorry! I invited Max last minute and I… forgot.” Charles started, already wincing. He hadn’t actually thought Max would come. The marathon was for Jules, a deeply personal event, and as much as Max had become a fixture in his life, he wasn't connected to that part of it. The thought of inviting him hadn't even crossed his mind until after meeting Sophie.

“Why wouldn’t you invite him? He’s your fucking boyfriend!” Pierre complained, throwing his hands up. “But you promised me a bed.”

“I didn’t plan on it!” Charles defended, feeling his cheeks heat up.

“I am sleeping in this fucking motorhome like you promised, or I’m murdering you, Charles.” He turned his attention to Lorenzo. “You know, he is your brother.”

“Don’t even try.” Lorenzo answered without looking up from his screen, his typing never faltering.

Charles sighed, running a hand through his hair. “Do you really want to share a bed with me and Max?”

“No.” Pierre admitted immediately. “That was not on my life’s bingo card. But I also don’t want to drive an hour back to the city after karting for thirteen hours.” 

At that moment, the small bathroom door slid open and Max stepped out, shirtless, a towel slung around his neck, his hair damp. He looked entirely, infuriatingly at home. Charles walked over to him, his expression one of suffering.

“Pierre is sleeping in our bed.” he complained, sending a pointed look over his shoulder.

Max scrunched his face, his gaze flicking from Charles to the dramatic scene Pierre was making. “Why?”

“Because your boyfriend won’t give me the bed he promised because he’s thinking of your dick.” Pierre interjected loudly.

Max looked Pierre up and down. “So what, you want in? Kinky.”

“Ugh, can you not?” Arthur’s voice was a muffled groan from the bunk bed.

“Arthur, you’re awake! Give me your bed.” Pierre pleaded, scrambling over to the bunk.

Arthur didn’t even turn over. A hand emerged from under the blanket, middle finger raised high, before disappearing again.

“I hate this family.” Pierre sighed, collapsing back into the chair in defeat.

After showering in a space so small he had to question all his life choices — I am a successful, wealthy racing driver, why am I doing this? — he walked back out into the main cabin. The sight that greeted him made him pause. Max and Charles were already in the double bed, tucked under the duvet, looking infuriatingly cozy while Charles showed Max something on his phone.

Pierre sighed.

“You really want to do this?” Charles asked, looking up from his phone as Pierre began to climb onto the foot of the bed.

Just for that, Pierre made a show of it, crawling over their legs and making Charles groan and shuffle closer into Max’s space. Pierre very deliberately laid down flat on his back, taking up as much room as physically possible. 

“Go get a shirt.” Max grumbled into Charles’s hair after a moment.

Pierre turned his head, offended. “What, are you jealous now?”

“No, dude.” Max said, his voice muffled. “Charles gets cold.”

“Oh, that’s cute.” Pierre teased, poking Charles’s side, the same moment Charles complained.

“It’s warm!” 

“Until you fall asleep and start hogging all the blankets.” Max countered, his pulling at Charles’ arm.

Charles groaned but untangled himself, grabbing a random t-shirt from his bag before collapsing back into the bed. The three of them were squished together until Max, with a final huff, pushed Charles onto his side and pulled him flush against his chest, effectively spooning him.

Pierre laughed softly into the darkness. He hugged his own pillow, turned onto his side facing away from them, and tried to ignore the weirdest sleeping arragement he ever got.

 

Charles woke to the low, persistent whine of a kart engine tearing through the night. He blinked, disoriented, the darkness of the motorhome cabin thick and unfamiliar for a moment. Outside, the 24-hour marathon continued under the cold floodlights. A shiver traced its way down his spine. He hated to admit it, but Max had been right. Even with a blanket pulled up to his chin and Max’s solid, warm presence pressed against his back, he was already cold.

He shifted carefully, trying not to wake the man sleeping soundly against him. Across the cramped space, Charles could see Pierre’s silhouette. He was awake, propped up by a pillow and phone lighting his face.

“Can’t sleep?” Charles whispered, his voice rough.

Pierre startled slightly, turning his head. “The noise.” he murmured back. “And Arthur left to take his turn, he moves like a fucking elephant.”

Charles huffed a quiet laugh. A comfortable silence settled between them, filled only by the distant engines and Lorenzo’s soft, even breathing from the bunk under Pierre.

“So,” Pierre said, his voice dropping even lower, laced with a hesitant curiosity. “you and Max.”

Charles groaned, “Do you want pillow talk right now?”

“That doesn’t mean what you think.” Pierre said back.

Charles laughed, quietly. “Yeah. Me and Max.”

Pierre nodded.

“I’m happy for you, Charl, really.” Pierre said, and the sincerity in his tone was immediate, unwavering. “I just… I don’t understand why you never told me.” His voice was laced not with accusation, but with a quiet, genuine confusion. “Did you think I wouldn’t care?”

“It’s not that.” Charles answered immediately, the words a reflexive defense. 

“Did you think I would use it against you?”

The thought was so absurd it almost made Charles laugh for real. Pierre, who had held his hand at Anthoine’s funeral, who knew the specific shade of grief that colored their entire generation of drivers. “No, Pierre, of course not. I just…” He trailed off, searching for words that felt honest enough. “People realized before, for different reasons, but I- I don’t tell people. Not really. Even my mum doesn’t know.”

Pierre went still in the darkness. Charles could feel the weight of that confession land between them, heavy and absolute.

“Before Max,” Charles continued, his voice barely a whisper, forcing the memory out into the quiet space, “the only person I ever stopped and actually said the words to… was Jules.”

He saw Pierre’s silhouette flinch.

“Lorenzo… he already knew, because he realised when I was a kid. And… I think he didn’t know how to help besides telling me to be careful. He wasn't telling me I shouldn't be gay, but he was terrified for me.” Charles paused, the memory sharp and clear. “But Jules… Jules was inside this world. He knew how everything worked, so I told him and asked for help.”

“How did he react?” Pierre’s voice was thick with an emotion Charles couldn’t quite place.

A small, sad laugh escaped Charles’s lips. “He didn’t know what to say either, not really. He just listened. And then he told me that we had all the time in the world to find love, but only so much time to race.” He could still smell the oil and old rubber, still feel the comforting weight of Jules’s calloused hand on his shoulder. “He said to focus on the car, on being faster than everyone and that the rest would figure itself out when it was meant to.”

His voice cracked on the last words, the memory a bittersweet ache in his chest. 

“He told me we had all the time in the world.” Charles repeated, his voice hollow now, the irony a physical pain.

The unspoken conclusion hung between them, heavy and suffocating. 

A profound, shattering silence filled the motorhome. For years, that memory, that advice, had been his alone — a sacred, painful secret he’d locked away with his grief. Jules’s advice had become a cruel, twisted prophecy he couldn’t escape. There hadn’t been enough time. And so Charles had stopped talking about it. He’d stopped trying to find the words, because the one person who might have understood the intricate dance of a driver’s heart was gone. He followed his and Lorenzo’s advice. He was careful. So careful, he had almost disappeared.

He felt a tear slip free, hot against his cold skin, and he didn't bother to wipe it away.

From the bunk across the room, there was a soft rustle of movement. A moment later, Pierre was there, sitting on the edge of the bed, his knee brushing against Charles’s. He didn’t say anything. He just reached out in the darkness and found Charles’s hand, his grip firm and steady. It was an understanding.

The quiet stretched on, thick and heavy, then a  soft groan broke the silence. From behind him, Max stirred. His voice, when it came, was a sleepy, gravelly murmur, thick with sleep and completely oblivious.

“Oi, Gasly.” he mumbled, his face still half-buried in Charles’s back. “Why are you holding my boyfriend’s hand?”

The question was so blunt, so out of place, it was almost absurd. Pierre didn’t even flinch, “Trauma bonding.” he said dry and deadpan in the darkness

There was another sleepy hum from Max, “Can I join, or is it a private club?”

Pierre finally let go of Charles’s hand, “Only if you promise not to talk about your dad.” he warned, his tone light. 

“The fuck that means?” Max complained, finally lifting his head to squint at Pierre through the dim light.

“I was your teammate,” Pierre said simply. “I know you think it’s funny to make everyone uncomfortable with your depressing childhood stories to win an argument. Tonight it’s out time to be depressed.”

Max huffed, a sound of pure indignation, before letting his head fall back with a soft thud against Charles’s shoulder. “I don’t do that when Charles is around.” he grumbled.

“Why?” Pierre asked, a genuine curiosity and a bit of offense in his voice.

Max sighed dramatically, “Because he immediately hits me back with the dead father and godfather card.” he explained, his tone one of profound tactical grievance. “I lose all my leverage.”

A sound tore out of Charles’s throat — a wet, choked — off sob that cracked and twisted into a laugh. It was a raw, watery sound, completely involuntary, and he turned and pressed his face to Max chest to stifle it. He felt the tears he’d been holding back the entire day leave his eyes, but now they were mingled with a strange, aching amusement.

He turned his head slightly, looking at Max in the dim light, a shaky, tear-stained grin spreading across his face.

“It always works.” he admitted, his voice wrecked but triumphant.

Max smiled back and kissed a tea off his cheek.

 

[Youtube - Video description: The video opens with a cinematic shot of the sun rising over the karting track. The "Racing for Jules" banner flutters. Soft, instrumental music plays.

A quick montage of kart engines roaring to life. The camera focuses on hands pulling on gloves, helmets being fastened. There's a palpable sense of anticipation and joy.

The scene shifts to show the siblings — Charles, Arthur, and Lorenzo — in a tight huddle, laughing as Arthur tries to explain why he’s faster. Charles just shakes his head with a wide grin. The camera then pans to find them sharing a long, warm hug with Bianchi, a quiet moment of a shared familial bond.

We see a collection of candid moments from the paddock. Charles is seen in deep conversation, giving advice to a young karter. Pierre and Isack Hadjar are caught in a fit of laughter. Nyck de Vries, Latifi, and Calum are seen helping a team change a tyre, their focus intense but their spirits high. It’s a showcase of the community Jules built.

The race begins. The video cuts to dynamic, on-track footage. Karts fly through corners, wheels centimeters apart. There are tracking shots down the main straight, showcasing the sheer speed and the fierce but fair racing. The focus is on the skill, the concentration, and the pure, unadulterated fun of it all.

The podium shot of the winner team, reeiving a thophie from Jules’ father. Another camera finds Max and Charles. Their team had lost. They are in the middle of a mock-serious argument, gesticulating wildly, big smiles breaking through their focused expressions. Charles is trying to explain something, while Max is laughing and pointing to a different section of the track, vehemently defending his move. Two hyper-competitive people who are clearly not upset at all.

A group shot with all the people, the sunset behind all. The music softens again and the video transitions to a tribute. A montage of photos and short video clips of Jules — smiling with his family, focused in a cockpit, laughing with a young Charles and Pierre. The final shot is a simple, smiling portrait of him.

The video fades to black, with simple white text appearing on screen: “In Loving Memory of Jules Bianchi. 1989-2015. #JB17”.]

@charles_leclerc

 

The car pulled up to the private terminal in Nice and Joris watched from the tarmac, arms crossed, a familiar sense of resignation already settling over him. 

The car doors opened. First came Charles, looking disgustingly happy and well-rested, with Leo in his arm and a designer bag carrying dog stuff. Then came Max, looking what Joris learned recently it was uncharacteristically serious, his brow furrowed with the weight of the world — or, more accurately, the weight of two cat carriers.

This was, Joris thought with a deep, internal sigh, his life now. Chaperoning the pets of two lovestruck, ridiculously impulsive Formula 1 drivers across Europe while they embarked on a two-day "romantic" road trip.

"Okay." Max began, bypassing Charles entirely and marching straight toward Joris, his tone gravely serious. "Listen up. This is important."

Joris had been dealing with Max Verstappen’s paddock presence second-hand through Charles for years, but this was a new level of intensity he wasn’t used to facing directly. This was not the four-time world champion. This was a frantic first-time father leaving his children with a new babysitter.

“The cats are used to the apartment and I already contacted their usual petsitter so they will be fine there. But they don’t like flying so keep them in their carriers and only let them out in my cabin bathroom for them to use the sand box. They already fixed them.” Max instructed, pointing to up to the jet. “Jimmy gets anxious during take-off, so he’ll need his emotional support mouse, it’s the grey one, not the white one. Offer them water every two hours, Sassy probably won’t drink from it, but she had kidneys issues so at least try…”

Joris dutifully typed the absurd details into the notes app on his phone, his expression carefully neutral. Emotional. Support. Mouse.

Max continued, listing feeding schedules, preferred nap times, and the specific angle at which Sassy enjoyed being scratched behind the ears. When he finally finished, Joris looked up from his phone. "Got it."

“Good.” Max said with a firm nod, before pulling out his own phone. A second later, Joris’s phone pinged. It was an email from Max, containing a three-page PDF document titled “CAT CARE & EMERGENCY PROTOCOLS.” complete with diagrams.

Joris stared at the email, then back at Max’s intensely serious face, and had a moment of profound clarity. Honestly, Charles’s soulmate. He remembered the time Charles had called him in a panic at 3 AM, convinced Leo had eaten a toy — It had been a treat, one he bought himself. This was the exact same energy. The thought of what these two would be like if they ever had an actual human child was enough to make him plan his retirement around it.

And wasn't it all just a whole thing? Charles Leclerc — his boss, his friend, a man he’d helped navigate years of carefully curated public relationships — was now actually, truly, seriously, dating. 

Max Verstappen, of all people. Shocking. 

Not because it was Max — well… not since the start of the season, asked Joris that last november, he would be shocked — but because Charles hadn't told him. Not directly. Joris had learned on the flight to New York for the movie premiere. He’d watched Charles and Max, tucked into their seats, sharing a blanket. Then he’d seen Charles lean over and accept a soft, lingering kiss from the Dutchman. An announcement without words. Joris had immediately made eye contact with Sarah, Max’s assistant, across the aisle. She’d looked just, if not more, shocked, and later, they’d both accepted a very strong gin and tonic from Gracie, to deal with the impending chaos their bosses were about to unleash on their lives.

Andrea, however, was completely, blissfully unaware. He hadn't been on that flight. As far as he was concerned, this was just a weirdly friendly new teammate dynamic. He was currently on the tarmac, letting Leo lick his entire face, completely ignoring the human drama unfolding beside him.

Charles followed them onto the jet, leaving Max to give Joris one final, stern reminder about the water temperature. While Max was distracted, Charles was kissing the top of Leo’s fluffy head.

“Bye, my love, be a good boy for Uncle Andrea.” he murmured.

Charles paused at the top of the stairs and turned, a wicked, teasing glint in his eye. He looked at Andrea, then at the cat carriers Joris was now carefully loading.

“Andrea,” he said, his voice dripping with mock seriousness. “be nice to my step-kids too, okay?”

Then, without waiting for a reply, he turned and jogged back to Max, grabbing his hand and pulling him toward the waiting car. They left, holding hands, because of course they did.

And Andrea, poor, sweet Andrea, just caugh it. He stood up, brushing dog hair off his trousers, he watched the car disappear down the service road. His face a mask of deep, genuine concern when he turned to Joris, his brow furrowed with worry.

“‘Step-kids’?” he asked, his brow furrowed. 

Joris braced himself for the shock, the questions, the potential drama. Here it comes. Time to explain the birds and the bees, F1 edition.

Instead, Andrea’s turned to the cats and he nodded slowly, as if he’d just solved a complex puzzle.

“Okay.” he said with newfound gravity. “Okay, I understand.”

He turned back to Joris, his face set with determination.

“So we need to buy more toys.”

Joris stared at him, completely lost. “…What?”

“For the cats.” Andrea clarified, as if it were the most obvious thing in the world. “If they are all siblings now, it is not fair that we know how to play with Leo and not with them. They will feel left out. We must go shopping before we get to the house.”

Joris just stared at him. All the delicate explanations he had prepared about sexuality, relationships, and the complexities of their boss' public life died on his lips.

He looked from Andrea’s genuinely contemplative face to the cat carrier, where Jimmy was staring back at him with a look of profound indifference.

“Okay.” Joris muttered to himself, rubbing his temples. “So this is the problem we are focusing on today. Got it.”

 

The insistent buzz of the alarm was a rude intrusion into the pre-dawn darkness of the bedroom. Charles groaned, a muffled sound of pure protest, and burrowed deeper into the pillows.

“Five more minutes.” he mumbled.

“Your idea, Charlie.” Max’s voice came from across the room, already awake and infuriatingly cheerful. “You’re the one who said we had to leave before sunrise to ‘beat the traffic.’”

“I hate the person I was yesterday.” Charles grumbled, finally cracking one eye open.

An hour later, after two strong coffees Charles didn’t even like and a silent, sleepy negotiation over who would take the first driving shift, they made their way down to Charles’s underground garage. Max had been expecting another Ferrari, modern and expensive, but instead, Charles led him to a corner of the garage where an Aston Martin vintage masterpiece sat waiting, its silver body gleaming under the low lights.

Max walked a full circle around the car, taking in the audacious, blood-red leather of the interior. Then he noticed the steering wheel. On the right. “That will be interesting. Driving on the wrong side of the car on the wrong side of the road all the way through France.”

“It’ll be an adventure.” Charles replied, completely unbothered as he put their bags on the trunk.

As they wound their way out of the sleeping city, the deep, throaty growl of the vintage engine was the only sound echoing off the familiar buildings. When they hit the open road, Max pulled out his phone and a small portable speaker Charles had picked for it, setting it on the console between them. A moment later, early 2010’s song playlist filled the small space in a low volume.

They drove in a comfortable silence as the first hints of dawn began to paint the sky. The darkness bled into a deep violet, then into soft shades of pink and orange. They were deep in the French countryside now, the landscape a rolling tapestry of sleeping vineyards and stone farmhouses.

The car, in a strange way, looked exactly like Charles, Max thinks. Not the F1 driver made to be seen in high-powered machines, but the other Charles, the face of his country, a blend of timeless elegance and a hint of something wild.

And Charles drove it with a relaxed, focused grace, one hand resting on the vintage wooden steering wheel. The golden light of the sunrise caught the sharp line of his jaw and illuminated the soft fabric of his white hoodie, turning his silhouette into something ethereal. He looked happy. He looked free.

The sight was so quietly, breathtakingly beautiful that Max found himself reaching for his phone, an instinct to capture the moment, to preserve it. The soft click of the camera shutter was barely audible over the hum of the engine.

Charles turned his head slightly, a small, knowing smile playing on his lips. “What was that for?”

Max lowered his phone, his own voice softer than he intended. “Just wanted to remember this.” and pressed to kiss Charles face quietly.

 

“Hungry?” Charles asked a couple of hours later, as they passed a sign for a small provincial town.

“Sure.” Max replied instantly.

They found a small bakery on a sun-drenched square, its windows piled high with flaky croissants and glistening pastries. They ate at a tiny wrought-iron table outside, Max sipping a coffee he declared was “criminally small” and sharing a pain au chocolat. It was so wonderfully, ridiculously normal that Charles felt a sense of peace settle deep in his bones. 

Back on the open road, the French countryside rolled by in a blur of green fields and ancient stone farmhouses. It was somewhere past Lyon that the dark green Jaguar first appeared in their rearview mirror. It was a beautiful car, but its driver was an menace, tailgating them with an obnoxious impatience.

Charles rolled his eyes, refusing to be baited. He maintained his speed, a professional ignoring an amateur. But the Jag was persistent. It weaved in the lane behind them before finally pulling up alongside, the two men inside grinning and revving their engine.

The challenge was clear.

Charles glanced at Max. There was a question in his eyes, a shared spark of mischief. Max, who had been watching the scene unfold with an amused smirk, simply leaned back in his red leather seat, the picture of calm.

“Wipe them out, Leclerc.” he said, his voice laced with fond exasperation.

That was all Charles needed. He let out a sharp, delighted laugh and downshifted. The Aston Martin’s engine, a low burble moments before, roared to life with a ferocious growl. The overtake was a piece of art—a flawless double-clutch downshift, a clean tuck into the slipstream of a passing truck, and a smooth, clinical burst of power that left the Jaguar shrinking in their rearview mirror in a matter of seconds.

Max laughed, looking back at their vanquished rival. “What do you think the FIA would say about their star drivers street racing in the French countryside?”

Charles smirked, his eyes still on the road ahead. “We’re on break. And this isn’t a Red Bull car. Plausible deniability.”

Later that afternoon, they pulled into a bustling gas station. While Charles went inside to pay for the fuel and grab snacks, the same Jaguar pulled up to the pump beside them. The driver run to the station restroom and after a moment the passenger got out and approached Max, his face full of friendly admiration for Charles’ car and speaking in rapid French.

Max held up a hand, a look of polite panic on his face. “Sorry,” he said in his own broken, heavily accented French. “I don't speak well.”

The man laughed good-naturedly just as Charles reappeared, his arms laden with a handful of Kinder chocolates for Max and two cans of the blueberry favoured Red Bull — not Max favorite, but he wasn’t interfering on Charles attempts into liking the drink brand. 

He smirked at Max’s attempt at French.

“He’s hopeless.” Charles said to the man, before switching to English. “He was just saying how beautiful the car is.”

Just then, the driver of the Jag came jogging back from the station’s restroom, his face lit up with excitement. “That downshift into the roundabout back there! You handle her so- Oh.” He stopped dead. He stared at Charles, then at Max, and his face went pale as his brain finally connected the dots. He recognized them. His friend, though, remained completely oblivious.

The driver, looking suddenly very nervous, tried to play it cool. “Ah… nice, uh, nice job before.” he stammered.

As the two men got back into their Jaguar, the driver rolled down his window. “Good luck with the season!” he called out, his voice a little shaky.

“Who you want to win?” Charles asked, his voice laced with the perfect amount of charming menace.

The driver’s eyes widened, and he gave Max an almost apologetic glance. “You.” he clarified, pointing directly at Charles.

A slow, dreamy smile spread across Charles’s face. He placed a hand dramatically over his heart. Max knew that look now. It wasn't the soft vulnerability he showed in their private moments. This was his ‘People’s Princess’ face—captivating, a little distant, and utterly devastating in its effectiveness.

As the Jaguar pulled away, Charles could hear the passenger ask loudly, “Good luck with what? Is he in your local karting league or something?”

The driver’s exasperated voice carried across the tarmac. “Dude! That was Charles Leclerc!”

Charles giggled, a bright, genuine sound that echoed in the warm afternoon air.

 

The sun bled out of the sky slowly, painting the French countryside in deep hues of violet and indigo. The Bluetooth speaker had long died, but the quiet wasn't empty. or the last hour, Max had been quizzing him with a random general knowledge trivia game he’d found online, his face illuminated by the faint blue light of his phone.

“Okay, last one.” Max said, looking up with a focused grin. “What is the capital of Nepal?”

Charles glanced away from the road for a split second, thinking. “Uh… Katmandu?”

“Yes!” Max exclaimed, genuinely impressed and a little too excited. 

Charles laughed, a warm, amused sound at his boyfriend Geography love. The game faded as Max put his phone away, and they settled back into a comfortable silence for a moment. Max had taken over driving for a few hours, but now it was Charles’s turn again. The headlights cut a sharp, golden path through the encroaching darkness, illuminating winding country roads flanked by dense, sleeping forests. The sheer normality of it all — the quiet, the shared space, the endless road — was an intimacy Charles hadn’t known he was craving.

“How much longer, you think?” Max’s voice was a low murmur from the passenger seat, his head tipped back against the red leather.

Charles glanced at the GPS on his phone, then back at the road. “Well, an hour or so.” he began, a soft, teasing smile playing on his lips, “But the check-in for the place I booked is open all night, so… no rush.”

He felt Max’s gaze on him in the dark. “The place you booked, huh?”

“I’m a planner.” Charles said simply, with a satisfied shake of his head.

Just then, his phone, still connected to the speaker, rang out, shattering the peaceful quiet. The screen lit up with Lorenzo’s name. Charles slowed the car and pulled over onto a small, unpaved gravel road that disappeared into the trees, the canopy above hiding them from the main road and the moon. He cut the engine, plunging them into a sudden, profound silence.

He answered the call, his tone shifting from relaxed to something more direct. The conversation was quick, a series of questions about transfers and booking confirmations.

When he hung up, he let his head rest against the headrest for a moment.

“Everything good?” Max asked, his voice gentle in the dark.

“Yeah. Lolo is asking about his wedding. Logistics.”

“Oh, when is it again?”

“September thirteenth. I’m paying for their honeymoon, and he needed some details.”

Max let out a low chuckle. “Oh, a steamy gift from a brother.”

Charles laughed, turning to face him. “Shut up.” He leaned across the center console, intending to give him a playful shove, but Max met him halfway, catching his mouth in a soft kiss that tasted of old Red Bull and the promise of the night ahead. Charles melted into it, the teasing retort dying on his lips. The kiss deepened, slow and sure, a quiet, searching conversation in the dark.

When they finally pulled apart, Charles’s breath was a little unsteady. The small, intimate space of the car suddenly felt charged, every shadow thick with unspoken want.

“You know,” Charles murmured, his voice a low, husky thing, “the bed it’s still far away.”

Max’s eyes, dark in the dim light from the dashboard, held an interested glint. “Is that so?”

“Mmm-hmm.” Charles hummed, leaning in again. This time his kiss was bolder, hungrier. He reached over and fumbled for the lever on Max’s seat, reclining it as far as the vintage mechanism would allow with a heavy clunk. With a lithe movement that spoke of pure impulse, he unbuckled his belt.

“Charlie, what are you doing?” Max asked, his voice a mix of shock and amusement as Charles began to climb over the center console.

God, this car is too small for this, Max thought, a laugh bubbling in his chest as Charles awkwardly maneuvered himself, all long limbs and determined grace, until he was settling onto Max’s lap.

“Just making myself comfortable.” Charles whispered, straddling his thighs and arching into him. He framed Max’s face with his hands and kissed him again, a messy, open-mouthed exploration that was all heat and friction and the faint, pleasant scent of his cologne.

His lips left Max’s, trailing along his jaw, finding the strong, thick column of his neck. Charles had never been one to care much about necks, not really. On a driver, they were just functional — cords of muscle built to withstand g-forces. But this, Max’s neck, the way the tendons flexed as he tilted his head back… it was something else entirely. It was hot. Charles pressed an open-mouthed kiss to the pulse hammering there, feeling Max shudder beneath him.

Max groaned, his own hands tightening on Charles’s hips, pulling him closer until there was no space left between them. The air grew thick, hot, filled with the sound of their sharp breaths and the rustle of clothing. Charles’s hands were busy, sliding down Max’s chest, over the flat plane of his stomach, his fingers fumbling with the button of his jeans. It was stubborn, the denim tight and unforgiving.

“See?” Charles panted, looking up at him with a wicked grin. “This is why I keep telling you to give up on the skinny jeans.”

Max gasped, his head tipping back against the leather seat. “Oh, sorry.” he retorted, his voice strained. “Are these not as convenient as your trousers with all the… strategic holes in them?”

Charles smirked against his jaw. “They’re for easy access, obviously.” He finally got the button undone, and with a triumphant little hum, unzipped Max’s jeans, freeing his hard length. Max’s breath hitched as Charles’s hand wrapped around him, warm and sure, and Max gasped, his head falling back against the leather seat.

“You like that, love?” Charles teased, his voice a low purr against Max’s ear as his thumb stroked the sensitive tip.

A guttural groan was Max’s only response before his own hand found Charles’s fly, fumbling with the button before pushing inside his shorts. He wrapped his fingers around Charles, who was already slick and aching. They moved together then, a frantic, shared rhythm in the dark intimacy of the car, hands slick with pre-cum, their bodies pressed close in the cramped space.

Charles panted again, his forehead pressed against Max’s, his own hips rocking in time with their hands. “What were you talking about steamy again?”

“Fuck, Charles… shut up.” Max gasped out, his control splintering completely.

The world narrowed to the feeling of Max’s hand on him, firm and sure; the scrape of his stubble against his cheek; the low, desperate sounds he was making. It was too much. It wasn't enough. Charles felt the familiar coil of pleasure tighten deep in his gut, pulling him toward the edge. He came with a choked-off cry, his body shuddering, his release painting both their hands as Max followed him a moment later with a sharp, guttural groan, his own body going rigid under Charles’s.

For a long time, they just stayed like that, tangled together in the passenger seat of the Aston Martin, their ragged breaths fogging up the windows in the cool night air. 

“Maybe we can speed a bit for that hotel?” Max said, still breathless, and Charles laughed against his shoulder.

 

 

The briefing room at the Red Bull factory was cold and sterile, smelling faintly of coffee and server coolant. It was Charles’s least favorite place in the building. There were no windows, only the glow of four massive screens displaying endless streams of telemetry, sector times, and tire degradation curves. He sat at the long, polished table, a half-empty mug in his hand, his gaze fixed on the data from his latest simulator session.

Across from him, Hannah tapped a stylus against her screen, her expression as impartial and analytical as the numbers displayed behind her.

“Your race pace simulations are excellent.” she began without preamble, her voice a flat, even line. “On the long runs, your consistency on the hard compound is nearly identical to Max’s. In some cases, a fraction better on tire preservation.”

Charles nodded, accepting the compliment for the small piece of validation it was. But he knew this wasn’t the point of the meeting. Hannah didn’t call one-on-one debriefs to hand out praise.

As if on cue, she swiped her screen, and the data behind her shifted to a stark, less flattering comparison: a side-by-side of his and Max’s Q3 attempts.

“Saturday,” she stated simply, “is where we are losing ground.”

He felt a familiar, defensive bristle. He was a good qualifier. He had to be. It was the core of his identity as a driver, the skill he had honed on the unforgiving streets of Monaco, where Saturday is the only day that truly matters. The Prince of Monaco needed his pole position; it was non-negotiable. He knew what the numbers said, but it still stung to see it laid out in cold, hard data.

“We’ve had this discussion before, Charles.” Hannah continued, her tone unchanging. She wasn’t scolding him; she was diagnosing a problem. “And you’ve shown marked improvement, especially considering the time you took off for the shoulder injury. Your adaptation rate is remarkable.”

She zoomed in on a telemetry graph, showing the steering and throttle inputs through a high-speed corner. “But the issue remains the same. It’s the oversteer on corner exit. I know what you prefer, but this car’s rotation is… specific. You’re fighting the snap a fraction of a second too long, trying to correct it yourself instead of letting the aerodynamics settle the car.”

She looked at him then, her gaze direct and unflinching. “Technically, your inputs are cleaner than Max’s. You have the potential to be the faster qualifier in this car, but you’re still not fully trusting the machine to do its job.”

The analysis was so sharp, so brutally accurate, that Charles had no defence. He just nodded, his jaw tight.

They gone over the setup another time, Hannah explaining a minor upgrade and the extected effects it would have in Charles quallifying times.

“How is the FIA investigation going?” he asked, the question a weak attempt to shift the focus.

Hannah paused, then waved a dismissive hand, her attention not moving from the data. “That is just noise. The car is entirely within regulation, and it won’t affect your championship run.” She paused, a rare, almost imperceptible flicker of something else in her eyes — ambition, maybe. She was hard to read even to Charles. “And it won’t stop me from seeking out to build something even better for next year.”

The comment hung in the air for a moment, a quiet promise of future battles. She turned her focus back to the screen.

“For now,” she said, her voice returning to its clinical precision, “let’s focus on Turns 9 and 12 in the sim tomorrow. Find that half a tenth, Charles. It’s in there. You just have to trust it.”

She stood then, the meeting clearly over. With a final, brief nod, she left the room, leaving Charles alone with the glowing screens and the weight of her analysis. 

 

Max clicked out of the video meeting, the forced corporate cheer still ringing in his ears, and rolled his shoulders to release the tension. He’d spent the better part of the day holed up in the small office he’d built for his sim setup, answering a backlog of emails and sitting through calls. Charles was still at the factory, immersed in the simulator and a series of debriefs that would likely keep him there for hours. Max, on the other hand, was free until he had to leave for his padel match.

When he left the quiet of the office and stepped into the living room, he stopped.

On the oversized cat bed in the corner, Leo, was not only sleeping on Jimmy’s bed — a territorial victory he’d been attempting for days — being slept on Jimmy himself. The brown cat was curled into a perfect, purring comma around the dog's head, a tangle of golden and brown fur rising and falling with each quiet breath. From her perch on the cat tree, Sassy observed the scene with the silent, judgmental air of a queen witnessing a court scandal.

Max blinked, then a slow grin spread across his face. He pulled out his phone, snapped a picture, and sent it to Charles.

He pocketed the phone, a fond smile lingering. 

The week leading up to Zandvoort was a controlled sort of chaos. Charles’s new apartment in Milton Keynes was technically huge — four bedrooms felt like a palace after his Monaco flat — but between Joris setting up a temporary command center in the living room and Andrea turning the spare bedroom into a makeshift physio studio, privacy was a luxury he didn’t have. The place was a constant hum of activity, phone calls, and the lingering scent of Andrea’s protein-heavy cooking.

The invitations had started casually. A “My place is quiet.” here, another “I have a better TV” there, but soon turned into “baby, seriously just come over” after Charles complained about tripping over one of Andrea’s resistance bands one too many times.

Charles arrived soon on his doorstep with an enormous bag of dog supplies and Leo’s first disastrous attempt to befriend Sassy.

The next morning, the lazy, tangled way they’d woken up together, Charles groaning into the pillows about having to leave. Max had offered to take care of Leo, a simple suggestion that had somehow led to a very thorough, very satisfying, and not-at-all-simple reason for Charles to be late for his factory session.

Max’s good mood carried him through a bland microwave meal eaten on the couch and a text exchange with his dad that was as predictably performance-focused as ever. 

The thwack of the ball against carbon fiber echoed in the cavernous space of the padel court. Max lunged, his trainers squeaking on the artificial turf, and sent the ball flying low over the net. Lando, quick, was already there, flicking his wrist and sending a shot just over the net that died before Max could even move.

“30-love.” Lando called out, a cheeky grin spreading across his face. “Too slow, old man.”

“I’m two years older than you.” Max grumbled, scooping up the ball.

“Yeah, but you still sucks at this. All that time off has made you soft.” Lando bounced on the balls of his feet, ready.

They played on, the game a flurry of fast balls and good-natured insults. Lando was better, no doubt about it. He had a finesse for the game that Max, who relied on pure power and brute force, couldn’t quite match. After Lando sealed the game with another infuriatingly perfect shot, Max called for a water break.

He leaned against the glass wall, tipping the water bottle back as Lando chattered on about his new golf simulator. Max’s phone, lying on the bench, buzzed again. He glanced at the screen. It was his dad. Again.

Max let out a heavy sigh, the frustration he’d managed to sweat out flooding right back in. I’m good, Dad, thanks for asking. Miss you too. Sure, I’ll take time to visit you and the new kids I barely know. He deleted the thought before it could even form on the keyboard and hit send on the bland, acceptable version.

Lando stopped talking, his head tilted. “Everything alright?”

“Yeah, fine.” Max said, forcing a casual tone. “Just my dad.”

“Ah.” Lando watched him for a moment, his expression uncharacteristically thoughtful. “So, how’s life otherwise? Settling into the quiet English countryside?” he asked, his tone shifting deliberately to something lighter. “Or is there a less-boring reason you’re hiding out in Milton Keynes all summer?”

The question was so typically Lando that Max couldn't help but smirk. The image that immediately flashed through his mind had nothing to do with a quiet life. It was the memory of Charles from that morning, leaning against the doorframe of the office before leaving for the factory, hair still damp from the shower. He’d been complaining about his sore legs from their run the day before, but the slight, almost imperceptible limp as he walked away had a completely different origin, one that made a hot, possessive pride curl in Max’s gut.

His smirk widened, a private, knowing expression that held all the details he would never share.

It was answer enough.

“Oh, I see!” Lando exclaimed, his eyes lighting up with understanding. He reached over and gave Max a playful punch on the arm. “Finally. Good for you, mate. Was getting worried you were gonna become a hermit with your cats.”

Max just shook his head, the good mood from the memory overriding the annoyance from his father’s text. He pushed himself off the wall, grabbing his racket.

“Come on.” he said, gesturing with his head toward the court. “Another game. My serve.”

 

The world swam back into focus, pixel by pixel. Charles blinked, the harsh blue light of the simulator’s data screen burning spots into his vision. He pulled the headset off, the sudden silence of the room a stark contrast to the screaming engine that had filled his ears for the last four hours. His race suit was damp with sweat, and every muscle in his neck and shoulders ached with the familiar, deep-set tension of a full race simulation.

“That last run was a personal best on this compound.”

Charles turned. Rocky was leaning against the doorframe, a tablet in his hand and a rare, small smile on his face.

“The degradation curve looked solid, too.” Rocky continued, pushing his glasses up his nose. “Much better than the morning session.”

“I felt the rear starting to go in the last sector.” Charles said, rubbing the back of his neck. “But I feel better about the season now.”

Rocky nodded, his eyes still on the data. He was a man of numbers and precision. Charles found him a little weird, socially awkward in a way that could sometimes come across as standoffish, but he was brilliant. After years of revolving doors and frustrantly engineers, Rocky's steady presence had become a quiet anchor.

“Okay, you’re done for the day.” Rocky announced, finally looking up. “Data is good. We fly to Zandvoort tomorrow, so no more work. Relax.” He paused, then added, “I’m heading to the pub down the road. End of summer break celebration. Come have a beer. My treat.”

The invitation was unexpected. Charles wasn’t particularly close to Rocky outside of their professional relationship, but the offer, on the eve of the season restarting, felt genuine. 

“Yeah.” he found himself saying, a smile touching his lips. “Okay. Let me just change.”

An hour later, they were sitting in a corner booth of a noisy pub, the scent of stale beer and fried food in the air. 

“Honestly,” Rocky said after a long drink, “the first half of this season… your input has been on another level. That strategy call you made in Canada? Overruling us on the undercut? That was race, right there.”

Charles felt a swell of pride. “I’m just trying to be more involved.”

By the time the fourth pint arrived, Rocky’s posture had softened. He was no longer sitting ramrod straight, and his analytical gaze had been replaced by something warmer, more direct.

“It’s not just the input,” he declared, gesturing with his half-full glass and sloshing a bit of beer onto the table. He didn’t notice. “it’s the drive. The aggression. That move in Spa? On Max? Beautiful. That wasn't just car setup, Charles, that was pure guts. Not every driver has that.”

Charles laughed. “It was on the edge.”

“The edge is where you live!” Rocky said, his voice a little too loud now. “That’s what makes you great. You drive with… with heart. For some of them, it’s just a job. Numbers on a screen. But you… you can feel it. It makes our job, my job, worth doing.”

The sixth pint sealed it. Rocky was now leaning far over the table, his eyes glassy and intensely focused on Charles.

“I’m telling you,” he slurred slightly, pointing a finger at Charles’s chest. “Zandvoort is going to be good for us. The whole second half of the season. We’re going to get you that championship. I swear to God. Me and you.” He lowered his voice conspiratorially. “We’re gonna build a strategy so fast, so perfect… that even this team can’t fuck it up for you.” He seemed to realize what he’d said and coughed.

Charles just smiled and nursed his own drink, a strange mix of amusement and genuine affection for the man unraveling before him.

When it was time to go, Rocky was unsteady on his feet. As they waited for his taxi, he turned to Charles, his expression serious. “You’re a good kid, Charles.” he said, and then, to Charles’s complete surprise, he pulled him into a clumsy, heartfelt hug, clapping him hard on the back. He pulled away, his hands still gripping Charles’s shoulders. “You're a good… a good driver. No, a great driver. And a good kid. Don't let them… don't let them change you.”

Charles watched the taxi’s red taillights disappear down the road, a warmth spreading through his chest that had nothing to do with the alcohol. It was a small step, but it felt significant as he headed home for his last night in England.

He got back to Max’s house to a profound quiet. The contrast to the noise of the pub and Rocky’s boisterous, drunken support was immediate. He dropped his keys in the bowl by the door, the soft clink the only sound. He walked through the living room, expecting to find Max on the couch, engrossed in a football match.

Instead, he found him on the floor.

Max was sitting cross-legged on the rug, a small, soft ball in his hand. Opposite him, wagging his tail so hard his entire body wiggled, was Leo. Max gently tossed the ball, and Leo pounced on it with a happy little yelp, trotting back to drop it right back in Max’s lap. Max laughed, a soft, easy sound that filled the quiet house, and ruffled the dog’s ears before tossing the ball again.

Charles leaned against the doorframe, unseen, just watching. A quiet, simple, domestic scene that felt more real and more important than any pole position or drunken praise. A wave of affection, so strong it almost made him dizzy, washed over him.

 

[SkyTV - Video description: A brightly lit press conference room. A long, low white couch is centered on a stage in front of a branded backdrop. The conference is in progress. A reporter from the audience addresses LANDO.

MODERATOR: Welcome back everyone. Quick one for the panel, just to start. How was the summer break? Ready to be back?

LANDO: Yeah, it was good. Played some golf. Ready to go.

FRANCO: Very good, thank you. I got to go home for a bit, so it was nice.

CHARLES: It was very busy actually. But yes, it's good to be back in the car.

REPORTER: Alright then, starting left to right. Lando, the atmosphere here is always electric, a real festival vibe. Does that energy from the fans change your mindset for the weekend at all?

LANDO: Not really. It’s cool to see, a lot of passion. But once the helmet is on, you just focus on the job. Every track is the same from inside the car.

REPORTER: Lando, you've had some great battles with Max here in the past. What's it like trying to take him on with this sea of orange supporting him?

LANDO, leaning into his microphone, a playful smirk on his face: It's incredible, honestly. You can't deny the energy. But for Max, I don't think it makes a difference. He's always had a very… intense support system to make sure he stays focused, hasn't he? I'm sure his dad will be on the pit wall this weekend, keeping a close eye on things.

A brief, tense silence settles. Charles, seated next to Lando, maintains a completely neutral expression, his posture relaxed. The reporter turns their focus to him.

REPORTER: Charles, as Max's teammate, any comment on that… 'intense support system' Lando mentioned?

All eyes shift to Charles. He remains silent for a beat, then a small, thoughtful smile touches his lips.

CHARLES: I think family support is the most important thing in this sport. We all need it to succeed.

He pauses, turns his head slowly to look directly at Lando.

CHARLES: Doesn't your dad still have his monthly meetings with Zak?

Lando’s smirk vanishes instantly. He blinks, a flicker of genuine shock crossing his face before he quickly schools his features. A faint red flush creeps up his neck. Charles doesn't react further. He calmly picks up his water bottle, takes a sip, and places it back down, turning his attention forward as the moderator begins to ask the next question.]

Notes:

Uhhhh drama?
This chapter used to 2, but they were too short to be stand alones so I mixed them up and cut some stuff off cause 12k is already a lot. Thing is, I kinda wanna start on a plot that is coming.
ACTUALLY, I would love to hear what you guys imagine will happen. I wont admit anything, but I may catch some inspirations too.

How are you guys? I was so fucking busy this week that I wasnt even able to answer your guys comments, but I will when I wake up 🤍 Plus as a Brazilian Trump is giving me a lot of entertainment and fear for my country (BTW WHY NOBODY TOLD THE REST OF THE COUNTRY WE HAVE AN INSTITUTE THAT CONTROLS THE WEATHER WITH MAGIC??? THIS FEELS LIKE SOMETHING WE COULD HAD USED BEFORE!)

AND HORNER SACKED???? Honestly, I was shook. And glad of course, cause I don't like him, but the timing was off for a very personal reason that I won't go in. But better later/for a different reason than never right?

Charles' car was a very specific one that I found while googling vintage cars, so here: https://www.tomhartleyjnr.com/car/previously-sold/1963/aston-martin/db4-convertible/aston-martin-db4-convertible/

Thank you so much for reading! I hope you guys have enjoyed 🤍