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Krótko o tym, jak Natasza pojawiła się w życiu Tomka i przewróciła je do góry nogami w przeciągu jednego wieczoru.
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Ludzie reagują na samotność różnie. Jedni przed nią uciekają, inni z nią walczą. Małe, krótkie coś o tym, co się dzieje, gdy spotyka się dwoje ludzi, których męczy samotność.
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Wycięta scena z "Between the good and the better", kiedy wyprawa odnajduje gorące żródła, Michał ma dość skradania się Wilmugi do siebie, a cała reszta uprzejmie ignoruje, co się wokół nich dzieje.
Smuga spełnia obietnicę daną Andrzejowi.
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Najpierw mnie kochaj, a na wszystko inne przyjdzie jeszcze czas by call_me_el
Fandoms: Tomek Wilmowski - Alfred Szklarski
08 Jun 2022
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Rozsierdzony Andrzej, zmęczony Smuga, ściana i całe multum uczuć.
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Wanda chciała.
Znała doskonale to uczucie, gdy chęć posiadania czegoś, zrobienia czegoś, była tak silna, że przeradzała się w potrzebę, która dręczyła okrutnie, dopóki nie została zaspokojona.
Wanda wiele rzeczy w swoim życiu chciała. Niewiele z tych chęci przerodziło się w potrzebę, lecz do tej pory udało jej się zaspokoić je wszystkie.
No może poza jedną.
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Going through multiple near death experiences leaves scars. Going back to work was supposed to make everything magically better, yet Buck still finds himself struggling with his mental health. His need to be accepted.
He struggles alone. Until he can't hide it anymore.
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20 Jun 2025
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He completely pulls the charger from the wall as he fumbles to put in his passcode. He doesn’t know who to call first. Everyone is busy, carrying on with their lives and Buck is stuck here in the loft with the terrifying ghost of his childhood like an omen. Out of the corner of his eye he catches the Crooked Smiled Man now standing in the dark entrance way to his bathroom. He swallows around the taste of blood in his mouth, hands shaking, useless as his list of contacts blur beneath the burn of tears.
Eddie Eddie Eddie
He doesn’t know where the feeling comes from, but it’s sudden and sharp and excruciating. Eddie is the first name at the top of his list, his most recent calls and texts, and he doesn’t hesitate to hit the call button.
[or buck can see ghosts au]
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18 Jun 2025
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Eddie pauses. “What’s wrong? Was the bakery closed already?”
Buck’s left thigh seizes. He laughs to disguise the whimper in his voice. He aches. He wants. He wants.
“No, nothing, man,” Buck huffs. The extra air makes his voice sound stronger than it is. He inhales deeply. “Nothing’s wrong. I have the bread, I’m on my way back, just…”
“Traffic?”
Sort of, Buck almost says.
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Buck is in a car accident. He knows he's going to die. He calls Eddie, just to hear his voice again.
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- Part 1 of Oh, baby
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12 Jun 2025
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Sequel to "With a Friend in the Dark.”
It's been weeks since Buck's cancer diagnosis, and in most ways, things are looking up. The idea of resuming chemo still frightens him, but not nearly as much as it did last time. This time, he has people on his side. But Buck is about to learn that treatment is just the first challenge. Money troubles, identity crises, learning what real love means for the first time at twenty-seven... who knew cancer would be so complicated?
Eddie, meanwhile, is still wrestling with his guilt and anger over how he handled things the first time. Being there for Buck? That's a given. Figuring out what it means to be Buck's friend through his cancer treatments, in the wake of all that's happened between them? That seems a lot trickier. Even more so when Eddie starts to realize that anger and guilt might not be the only feelings he's having.
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- Part 2 of Love is a Place
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When Buck falls from a parking structure during a high-stakes rescue, Eddie is left to grapple with the sudden, crushing loss of the one person he never fully understood he loved. Stranded in El Paso with only Chris for company, Eddie finds himself unable to reach anyone from the 118—Bobby, Hen, Chim, Maddie—all of them silent, leaving him to face the weight of Buck’s death alone.