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1. When Pain Is The Only Comfort Left by Its_Smut_O_Clock

   Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling  

   • Not Rated
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   19 Jun 2025

   Tags

   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Harry Potter/Original Male Character(s)
   • Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter
   • Harry Potter
   • Draco Malfoy
   • Abusive Dursley Family (Harry Potter)
   • Rape/Non-con Elements
   • Graphic Description
   • Retraumitization
   • The system fails Harry
   • Victim Blaming
   • Toxic Relationship
   • Unhealthy Relationships
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
   • Rough Sex
   • Rough Oral Sex
   • Anal Sex
   • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
   • Orgasm Control
   • Orgasm Denial
   • Porn With Plot
   • Plot
   • Medical Inaccuracies
   • Legal Inaccuracies
   • Angst
   • lots and lots of angst
   • Enemies to toxic fuck buddies to lovers
   • Endgame Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • No character bashing
   • this is more about how the system fails trauma survivors than it is about character bashing
   • Harry is just forced to deal with the consequences of a flawed system
   • Porn with Feelings
   • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
   • Underage Drinking
   • Bad BDSM Etiquette
   • tbf Draco and harry dk what they’re doing and dk there is an etiquette
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Homophobia
   • Implied/Referenced Homophobia

   Summary

   Harry is so consumed by the shame of how his body responded during his sexual assault that he can no longer bare the thought of his own pleasure and instead engages in unhealthy sex in which his only rule is that he’s not allowed to get off.

   Only, he never thought that fucking Draco Malfoy could lead to something more than just hate sex.

   Language:

   English

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   Chapters:

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