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Lenny has always felt alone in his world. His friends were not the best people. Most things felt like a drag. He felt...alone. Isolated. Sure he had his films, occasional crushes, and his hangouts with his friends, but something wasn't clicking. He wasn't feeling full. It hurt. 
And then he met him.

Adam Raki. 

He swears that he is the most beautiful boy he's ever seen. His chocolate colored hair. The way his eyes would spark from time to time. His beautiful face. Almost as if he were blessed by an angel. The boy made Lenny feel... complete. 

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Adam walked to the familiar movie store once again. Every week, Adam would stop by to rent a DVD on space. Usually, it would be the same few movies. One about stars. The other is about galaxies. He never really bothered renting anything else. It was a routine. But a nice one. He arrived at the store, taking in the stationary environment. All the movies were neatly organized by director. The scent of cleaner and slight must filled his nose. Then he saw him.

Lenny. 

He liked Lenny. Lenny always listened to his rants about space. Even when customers came in to rent, Adam would just scoot to the side and continue to rant about the vast galaxy that they lived in. Lenny would just nod and listen with great intent. Even interrupting to ask about the content. Lenny would also rant about his movies. About actors, directors, films that have been lost to time, and Adam would listen. His voice was like honey. Soothing and smooth. It made him feel safe. 

Adam went to pick up one of his favorite movies. One of the vast planets that litter the galaxy. He headed to the register, seeing that beautiful man. 

"Ah same one as usual?" Lenny questioned the younger man. 

"Yes. I find this film to be rather intriguing." Adam commented, "The planets that lie right in front of us. From where we stand, we cannot see them. But one day we will." 

His voice is always so captivating.. Lenny thought to himself. He checked out the movie and handed it back to Adam. The other man soon left, leaving Lenny alone once more. He yearns for Adam to come more often. To see that face is to be blessed by god himself. But for now, all he can do is yearn.

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Lenny was finally home after work. He didn't really want to hang out with his so-called friends again. Last time he did, it ended with his friend Leo having a gun pointed to his head and Louis shouting about some sort of problem. His friends weren't the best people to be around. Let alone, to be associated with. He started to engage in his usual routine of cooking spaghetti and putting on a movie. He had a new movie with him today. It was one that Adam would watch. A movie about the stars.

God, he loved stars. Something both of them had in common. A love for the stars. Adam was like his star, shining down on him in an ethereal way. 
Adam drove him crazy. It's almost like everything drove Lenny back to him. He loved him so much. 

He put on the movie and started to watch it. A voice started narrating the depths of space and how the stars lit it up. His mind started to wander away from the film, back to that star. That beautiful doe-eyed star seemed to hold the answer to all his problems. Just his presence was a warm hug. A gift. A gift for a lonely man.

He started to wonder how it would feel to touch Adam all over. To find the spots of his body that made him squirm in ecstasy and bliss. To make him cry out his name. To beg for more. He felt his hand wander down to his pants, slipping them in to feel his warmth underneath the clothing. He started to palm his hand against his crotch, making him let out soft breaths of want. He removed his hand, taking his pants and underwear off. Finally exposed, he spit on his hand and started to lightly stroke his cock. The movie was still playing in the background, but he didn't care. He was thinking about Adam in the moment. Thinking about him made Lenny painfully hard. He continued to fantasize. He would grab Adam's hips and kneel down, taking off his pants and underwear to reveal his aching cock, taking it into his mouth. He would make Adam cum so hard he would be seeing stars. 

"Oh..fuck...star...." Lenny weakly whimpered out between moans. He started to pump his hand faster. More ecstasy-filled groans covered the room. He started thinking more. The way he would push Adam against the movie shelves in the back. He would fuck the words right out of his mouth. The way he would leave him a panting and shivering mess while cum would drip out of his ass. 

"Oh GOD...!" Lenny panted out. He finally reached his orgasm. He came on his hand as he finished. He went to the bathroom and washed the substance off his hands. He looked at himself in the bathroom mirror. His hair was a mess, he looked like he hadn't slept in a week. It made him think. How would he ever have a chance with Adam? He's nervous. He looks average. Hell, he couldn't even see a movie with a girl because he pussied out.

It was a sad realization. 

But he truly loved Adam.

He yearned for him. For his touch. For his voice. 

His love for Adam is what kept him going. He would try to change. He would try to change for his lovely star before he burned out in the vastness of the world.