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    Nicole joins the Army because she’s got no grades, no future, and nothing better to do. Two years later, she’s in Afghanistan—high on pills, pissed off at the world, and maybe about to snap.

    Post-canon deep dive: drugs, sex, violence, trauma, self-harm, and the wreckage of every relationship she’s ever had.

    Has she changed, or is she still a sociopath with terrible impulse control? Where did she leave things with Jecka—and will she ever stop lying to herself about it? What happens when she gets home? Does Emily still have the good drugs? Can Nicole change, even a little, if there's something she really wants?

    And above all: why is the yuri so toxic???

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