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1. April 1984 (when it all really began) by thedeathlysallows

   Fandoms: The Marauders - Fandom, Marauders - Fandom  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • F/F, M/M
   • Complete Work

   12 Jul 2025

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Sirius Black/Remus Lupin
   • James Potter/Lily Evans Potter
   • Marlene McKinnon/Dorcas Meadowes
   • Barty Crouch Jr./Evan Rosier
   • Remus Lupin
   • Sirius Black
   • James Potter
   • Lily Evans Potter
   • Pandora Lovegood
   • Regulus Black
   • Dorcas Meadowes
   • Marlene McKinnon
   • Mary Macdonald (Harry Potter)
   • Barty Crouch Jr.
   • Evan Rosier
   • Albus Dumbledore
   • Voldemort (Harry Potter)
   • Peter Pettigrew
   • Harry Potter
   • 1984 AU
   • References to 1984 - George Orwell
   • Remus Lupin is Winston Smith
   • Sirius Black is Julia
   • Dystopian society
   • Brainwashing
   • Implied/Referenced Brainwashing
   • Implied/Referenced Torture
   • Torture
   • Psychological and physical torture
   • Inspired by 1984 - George Orwell
   • Marauders Era (Harry Potter)
   • Sex
   • Ongoing War
   • Sirius Black/Remus Lupin In Love
   • Dorcas is O’Brien
   • I wanted Dorcas to be evil and sexy but mostly evil
   • The Party are death eaters
   • He Who Must Not Be Named is Big Brother
   • Smut
   • Consensual Sex
   • wolfstar
   • jily
   • Rosekiller
   • Minor Character Death

   Summary

   The year is 1984. London.

   April 1984. Remus Lupin has committed Thought Crime in this diary, its pages yellowed with age. They do not manufacture this paper, these books anymore. DOWN WITH HE WHO MUST NOT BE NAMED, he has written. This is enough to get him killed, to get him vaporised. They will shoot him in the back of the head. They always shoot you in the back of the head.

   Remus is provided with a ray of hope when Dorcas Meadowes, a member of the Inner Party, visits him in his dreams. We shall meet in the place where there is no darkness, she says. She feels the same way he does. Remus is sure of it.

   Sirius Black. Leader of the Junior Anti-Sex League. He is supposed to believe in what he’s promoting. Does he?

   Remus hates him at first. He could be Thought Police. Anyone could be. Ready to have him murdered, vaporised, tortured - for his crime.

   Because of this reason, Remus hates him. Remus wants to hit him across the head with a baton. Remus wants to spit in his face.
   Remus wants to kiss him.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   34,470

   Chapters:

   15/15

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

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