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You head back to your division and with akutagawa absent it almost felt like you were lost , he was supposed to take you on his missions you were still under his training but lately with his missions getting more and more intense it lead to leaving you behind, your thoughts were cut short as your phone started ringing and you were able to tell who was it without even looking at the screen and just as you expected, it was him.
“ chuu-?”
“ Are you with Akutagawa ?” He cut you off before you could finish
“ No “
“Where are you ?”
“ Headquarters” your gaze turning to the sigh of the sun setting
“ Head to my office “
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You did head to his division yesterday and as expected he asked for your ability it was a fleeting interaction ,one that didn't last couple of minutes since he had another mission to attend to, it seemed like Mori was drawing him in missions lately but you did what you would usually do when you are desperate for some time with him,sneaking a look to his schedule, it wasn't hard for you ,akutagawa had forced you into paper work when he first took you in and that left you with a godly access to anything in the system, sneaking peaks on others salaries and schedules out of boredom was the only entertainment you had and you used it wisely, you always had that feeling that chuuya knew about your little scheme but he was allowing it anyway,cause let be honest he's an executive isn't he ? he can make his data more secure but he let it be and with the amount of times you showed up to his office unannounced he never seemed to mind it, yeah having you there did mean having your ability there as well but there was times when he didn't ask you for it or at least that what you told yourself.
You checked his schedule and he had nothing for today other than a meeting with mori, the little smirk on your lips was palpable.
You shut the laptop close and head to the one place in the mafia you actually wanna be in.
Suddenly your shoulders plumbed into someone and despised the pain from their larger frame you were able to suppress your pained whimper , looking up at the person your eyes widened.
“ Oi look who's here !” the ginger gave a sincere smile, his finger flickered your forehead gently.
“ wondering alone or are you on the clock ? “
“ I'm heading to akutagawa I have training “ you said bluntly putting on your most normal expression like meeting tatchihara now didn't make you nerves, it wasn't a bad thing you just didn't expect him to be here today the black lizard had an operation today with akutagwa but he seemed oblivious to this fact.
“ Oh figured as much “ he rummaged through his pocket grabbing something then his hand curled into fist to hide whatever he wanted to give his grin, never wavering he reached close to your face “open your hands” whispering his command.
You were confused but with the way he was smiling like he's about to hand you the best secret of the universe you couldn't refuse, you opened your palms between the two of you and he immediately dropped what he was holding to your palms.
“ Chocolate ?” You were A bit confused “ im no child you know “ he noticed how your brows frowned, tatchihara couldn't help but chuckle at the sight in front of him “ I don't think children are allowed to eat this kind “
“ Why ? What's in it ?” You put them into your pocket
“ Its a liqueur chocolates, tho these are A bit stronger my friend sneaked some so we could try them out , they are pretty rare and made in Europe “
You were surprised that he was willing to share them with you but at the same time you were happy.
“ Thank you tatchi “ the smile that held your lips caught his attention a moment more than necessary returning the smile to you “ you are welcome little thing just be careful with them “ waving you a hand before turning to leave, the moment was warm and it replayed in tatchihara’s mind as he walked back heading to the library,suddenly he stopped mid motion “ isn't akutagawa on mission ?” He muttered to himself turning to look at where you were standing a moment ago now nowhere to be seen, his eyes narrowed.
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"Come in “ Chuuya's voice came rough a bit hoarse - you wondered if he’d just been sleeping and the moment you opened the door and your eyes met his you got your answer but your gaze lingered; maybe it was the rolled sleeves of his white button up or the fact that he didn't have his vest or coat on they were tossed on the sofa like lazy decoration and his hair was a bit disheveled.
it's not like you never knew Chuuya was attractive but seeing him like this made your stomach flip even though you weren't planning on doing your little experiment today but ... .it did things to you.
“ hay” your voice came in faint like a whisper trying to hide your own thoughts with indifference “what are you holding?” you closed the door behind you.
chuuya's eyes drifted from the file in his hands to your questioning gaze “ last month records “
your steps were light as you walked to him standing close enough to eye the file for a second before he closed it as fast as possible “ don't you have training?” .
“ Akutagawa on mission” you winced at the question and he caught it he lifted an eyebrow then turned to his desk grabbing a paper then sitting down his fingers gestured for you to sit on your usual spot, his desk.
he didn't speak immediately so you decided to take it as a sign to start a conversation “ is… is mori drawing you in missions once again?” Your feet resting on the armset of his chair a gesture might be disrespectful to other people but to him that's where you belonged,here.
“ no, right now it's one operation, im dealing with smugglers that think they are smart enough to steal from the port mafia “
“ But didn't it take too long?” you asked a bit wary
“.....” Chuuya frown stopping mid signing the last paper
“ yeah i guess it did, there's always a difference in the records from each division which means-”
“ Someone from inside is helping” you finished his sentence.and he nodded his gaze never leaving the paper in front of him his legs never stopped shaking and then His hand met your ankle and he didn't know why. only that he had the urge to touch you and only then did his restless body ease,he let out a breath he didn't know he was holding,his thumb traced slow circles on your skin,absentmindedly. He seemed deep in thought but a bit better and it was rare to see him like that so unsure the urge to help overwhelmed you even if you can't do much.
your eyes lingered on him a bit too long and he glanced up at you lifting an eyebrow “ what's with that look y/n?”
your hands reached to him, handing him your palm.
“ they have alcohol and they are sweet”
looking down at your hand Chuuya 's bewilderment didn't fade but grew,raising more questions in his head then answers,looking at the three pieces of chocolates in your hand, his thumb stilled.
“ Where did you get these? they are expensive “
you blinked at him not understanding the big deal, so what if they were? it's not like you paid for them.
“ Tachihara gave them to me. He said he got a bunch “ you tilted your head in confusion, Chuuya held your gaze while taking one off of your hand ”so what? you are friends with the black lizard grunt now?”
“ i won't say we are friends friends but he… is nice”
you said flatly but your eyes caught the way Chuuya clenched his jaw the chocolate tasted like ash on his tongue.
“ Really? what makes you so sure that he isn't after your ability or worse talking to you to get some rumors? He sure likes to talk, doesn't he? “ The smirk on the man's face was devilishly challenging as he picked another piece from your hand, unwrapped it and bit into it while waiting for any stupid excuse you would give.
you looked away feeling nervous about where this conversation is going,but deep down you know Chuuya is right, because what do you know? you don't know the mafia members like he does and he's older than you so to you it meant he knows better but you also wanted to believe there's other people who also wanted to be your friends.
unwrapping the last chocolate in your hand and immediately resting it between your lips was the only gesture you could do to show some frustration, but that stupid thought didn't last much Chuuya glared at you getting off of his chair and resting his hands near your hips,caging you in with his presence.
“ don't bite into it, spit it out” his voice was snappy but you didn't want to listen.
you glared back at him, your eyes meeting his, he disliked that look on you it always woken somethings in him he didn't want to admit, like the idea to break that pathetic act of defiance.
his hand grabbed your face “ y/n” you were dancing on his already fried nervous but you held your ground and then it came, that crackling sound from your mouth, oh, you did it and now you are fucked.
his mouth slammed to yours kissing you and it wasn't soft at all, teeth and desperation and napping on your bottom lip his teeth sank making you whimper, the little choking sounds you were making were music to his ears, his tongue moved demanding entry and it got it.
your small hands fisted in his shirt fingers digging to his muscular body “w.. wai..” your attempts at speaking were cut short as his hand fisted in your hair pulling you to him to deepen the kiss. his tongue stealing that chocolate from your mouth or what remained of it, it melted with the saliva of your mouth and his. you could taste it,sweet,bitter and him.
it overwhelmed your senses and when he pulled away you were panting clinching to his shirt and your lower lip swollen he leaned in breathing heavily as the heat inside of him started to grow but this time it was worse, way worse. The sight of you panting big eyes looking at him and holding onto him like he's the only anchor in the world made the only resistance he has snap and the hard length straining against his pants wasn't helping.
and fuck, he wanted you,badly.
and yes he always wanted to feel that body of yours and always liked when he had his grip on your waist on your or around your ankle, all gestures of control, he always had self control. It was always fleeting ideas, things he could suppress and wants he could shove away but it got worse and worse lately. It was as if losing his control over himself and his own traitorous body, it irritated him not being able to stay in control over the operation of his body over this little thing in front of him.
How dare you make him feel all of this? How dare you make him lose control? How dare you make him want.
his hand wrapped around your neck and you gasped his breath hot against your face but he didn't speak lying your back flat against the desk and the documents his hand tightened possessively not even enough to hurt, yet.
his free hand caught your kicking leg and slammed you flat against him, you whimpered cause you could feel the hard length of him against your core he smiled with satisfaction everytime he looked down he lifted your short skirt to your stomach exposing the lacy black underwear to his hungry gaze, the alcohol in that treat was getting to him.
“ stop squirming” his thumb trailed the wet spot on your underwear “ worked up from kissing alone? oh how innocent”
his pulled his hand making you shiver from the lost of his warmth but the sound of fabric of him Unbuckle his belt made your breath hitches you weren't planning on doing your little experiment today not that you were actually sure you wanted to do it, and now faced with this you were scared and sure as hell didn't wanna do it, you could remember the last time you saw it, it was big too big and that alone made you wince “ch.. Chuuya w.. wh the door is not even locked.. d don't “ Chuuya cock was already dripping pre cum desperate and needy, his eyes drifting back to you and at your words he leand in his bangs brushing your forehead “it's not an issue so worry not “ his mouth shut you up kissing you roughly as he rubbed his hard cock against the wetness of your undwear fuck it was maddening, he was about to snap he can't just rub himself like dog.
his hand reached to your panties and the sound of the fabric tearing filled the office and his tip found it's way to your entrance your eyes widened he pulled his hand away from your neck holding you by the waist like fuck doll,and the thought of you being just the same size as one crossed his mind once again.
you covered your mouth with the back of your hand suppressing your shameless moans from any preying ear.
Chuuya groaned pushing into you slowly your walls were tight, fuck just like he expected he pushed again with more force this time putting two inches in and you cried “ d…dont p.. please it won't fit..”
Chuuya's voice came in different, heavy and filled with need “ and whose fault is that little thing?”
you looked up at him and he was panting his hair is mess his self-control is nonexistent the thought caught through the pain
i did that to him ?
“ i will make it fit y- fuck - you just take it!” he screamed pushing once again getting more of himself inside the feeling was making your vision blurry again and again but Chuuya stopped you were so tight already milking him dry and it almost was enough to make him cum right away -almost - but not quite, he settled to what he could get in now.
he pulled enough just slam half of his dick in he groaned leaned down to you kissing your soft lips his hands roaming over your body laying flat on your stomach cupping your breast as he slowly fucks into half of his large cock.
you wrapped your arms around his shoulders trying to steady yourself and that made chuuya's cock twitch inside of you your mind was getting so blurry.
“ that's it take me- fuck you feel so good, i knew you would feel like this” his lips kissing every corner of your neck, Chuuya thrusts again and again using your cunt like a hole on display
“c.. ch Chuuya uhh” that whimper was it he lost control over his hips and drove into you faster and faster, his hand fisted in your hair pushing your gaze down to where the two of you joint, the sight is so filthy and absence his big cock splitting you open and that was the half of it he had the mercy for you to not push it all in for now. you gasped as he held your gaze there watching him fuck into you the sound of slapping skin and your moans filling the office your mascara running down your face and fuck his dick twitched inside you at the sight of him ruining you like this to reduce you to this trembling pathetic mess, he could feel his pleasure building and with one last thrust from his hips he spilled himself inside of you he didn't pull he rode through the haze of pleasure till your cunt takes every last drop of him.
he leaned down to your tear struck face his gloved hand wiping a tear from your soft cheek, you were trembling your mind is hazy but your hand reached to his hair he didn't think much of it thinking you need to steady yourself since you were already shaking but your hand lingered and then with faint whisper you activated your ability a white glow coming from your hand and it seeped through him Chuuya didn't noticed he brought his hand behind your back and sat you up, your head fell against his chest with no resistance you were exhausted and the second you pulled your hand away finishing what your mind was focusing on you let yourself lose consciousness.
he held you close the moment you went limb against him, one arm wrapped around your shoulder while his other hand ran through your hair absentmindly. he feels better, way better even the frustration had left his body and not only that he feels like his energy has reset, there was something else, something different he could feel it.
he didn't pull his soft cock out of your warm walls letting the fluid of your rough coupling drip from your thighs to the floor making a small puddle.
looking down he caught sight of your swollen cunt now and he grinned at the sight his hand moved before he could think about it and he brushed his thumb against it carefully yet you still trembled in your sleep at the contact, he chuckled.