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"..Ugh dude.. Get off, I need a piss.." Namgyu groaned out, weakly trying to push the heavy man off of him. Thanos just had to have chosen to lie right over his stomach with his elbow jabbing into where his bladder sits.

Thanos blinks slowly before letting out an exagerated sigh, lifting his head and staring at Namgyu's face for a few moments, it's screwed up and strained as if he's desperately holding something in. The purple haired moron stayed in place for a few seconds more before reluctantly pushing himself up and off of Namgyu.

Namgyu sighs in relief almost immidiately, his face relaxing and body almost relaxing before remembering how much he needs to pee and tensing up. He bites his bottom lip, sitting up quickly and pushing himself off the bed. Thanos sits up from where he had resprawled himself out on the bed, he watches as Namgyu practically hops to the bathroom, thighs pressed together to prevent himself from pissing before he even makes it to the toilet.

Slamming the door open, Namgyu rushes into the surprisingly clean bathroom. His eyes linger on the urinals for a second, a tight feeling in his chest before he walks to one of the stalls. The bathroom seems entirely deserted aside from one occupied stall at the end of the row. Still walking with his thighs pressed together, he goes into the nearest stall, shutting the door with a loud bang and pulling down his tracksuit bottoms. He pauses, staring at the floor quietly before looking away and pulling down his boxers, he doesn't want a reminder of his biological gender right now.

He sits on the toilet, groaning quietly in relief as the pressure in his bladder eases away as a stream of piss hits the inside of the toilet, echoing slightly because of how quiet the room is. He pisses for what feels like hours but it's only been less than a minute. The door to the bathroom creaks open suddenly, causing Namgyu to jump and only just realise he didn't actually lock the door to the stall he's in, cursing under his breath, he extends a leg to hold the door shut.

"Namsu my boy, where are you?" A loud voice exclaims, Namgyu feels himself relax slightly, it's just Thanos. "Namsu?? I thought you said you needed a piss? why aren't you at the urinals??"

Namgyu bites his lip for the second time in five minutes, he hasn't told Thanos about his.. situation yet.. hasn't told him he's not biologically male yet. He wonders how Thanos would react, would he be disgusted? would he not care? would he treat him differently because of his biological gender? These thoughts have been the main reason he hasn't told Thanos, he doesn't want to lose the man or his pills.

He doesn't say anything, praying Thanos will just think he left the bathroom already and that he just didn't notice him. Thanos has gone quiet, probably considering if Namgyu's actually still here or not.

He hears footsteps, coming right up to the stall he's in. He tenses up again, wondering what the hell Thanos is doing, is he about to fucking burst into a bathroom stall without actually knowing who's in it, that's just fucking weird, "Namsu? you in here?"

Namgyu groans under his breath, frustration clawing up his throat with how Thanos always calls him 'Namsu', seriously, where did he even get 'Namsu' from, no one here is named that. He can't help but correct the older man, his tone snappy and annoyed, "Gyu. It's NamGYU- not NamSU." He rolls his eyes slightly even though he knows Thanos can't see him right now.

"Yeah yeah, Namgyu... What are you doing in the stall Namgyu? are you shitting or something?-" Thanos asks in a voice way to casual for the weird ass question he just asked. Namgyu feels his patience slipping away along with the effect of the last pill he took, he massages his temples as if that would take away all his stress. He groans when Thanos speaks again, "Helloooo? Namsu? you still in there or did you get swallowed by the toilet??"

Namgyu swears he's going to grow grey hairs, not from the stress of the death games but from the stress of not being high and having to deal with his high best friend. Composing himself, he grants Thanos with a response so he shuts up and lets Namgyu do his business in peace, "Still GYU not SU... and all the urinals were taken when I came in, the bathroom must of emptied out after i got here..."

Thanos lets out a hum, it's just flat toned, Namgyu has no idea if he's humming in recognition, suspicion or if he's just making noise. "Namsu you left the stall unlocked-"

"I know." Namgyu curtly snapped out, trying not to shout at his best friend. Truthully he's pretty fucking stressed right now, he's dysphoric just from pissing, the pills have worn off and Thanos won't stop calling him 'Namsu' no matter how many times he's corrected. He's on the verge of a meltdown at this point and Thanos is not helping one bit.

"...Y'know someone could just burst into your stall, right Namsu?" Namgyu blinks slowly, staring at the stall door as if he can see through it and stare directly at Thanos. He sucks in a slow breath before exhaling through his nose, "Really? I didn't know that Hyung." His tone is the embodiment of sarcasm, praying Thanos will get the hint and just let him piss in peace.

Obviously that doesn't happen because Thanos starts banging on the door, scaring Namgyu shitless, "HYUNG WHAT THE FUCK-" He yelps out, lifting his other leg to hold the door shut, he hears Thanos giggling to himself as if this is just a normal joke or prank. Namgyu's definetly getting grey hairs from this, he can already feel himself getting a headache, "Hyung, stop- This isn't even funny."

The banging stops for a moment, the room completly silent before the door is suddenly slammed open, Thanos standing in the doorway to the stall. Namgyu freezes, his tracksuit bottoms and boxers still down his legs and around his ankles. His eyes are wide as he stares at the older boy, his eye twitching slightly as he groans loudly, running a hand through his hair, "Hyung, Get the fuck out. Can't a guy piss in peace anymore?!"

Thanos isn't making eye contact with him, his eyes locked on something lower. Namgyu tenses up, knowing what Thanos is looking at. His face turns bright red, he can feel it burning, he slowly closes his thighs more, ducking his head low, his hair falls from where it was tucked behind his ears and covers his face. He hears Thanos gasp slowly, "Woah.. dude... you've got a pussy..."

He grinds his teeth together, scowling slightly as he looks up at Thanos, "Shit, really? I didn't fucking notice that." He growled out lowly, clenching his fists when he notices Thanos' eyes are still trained on his lower area, "Oi! My eyes are up here, asshole."

Thanos' eyes slowly drift back up, pupils still dilated from the pills. His eyes are wide, as if he hadn't noticed anything feminine about Namgyu, Namgyu doesn't believe that, he always notices feminine stuff about himself. He curls in on himself slightly, chewing on his bottom lip and ducking his head down again, "Bro.. do you have tits as well??"

Thanos sounds amazed, it makes Namgyu pause and look at him with the most deadpan expression ever. This is not how he expected this going at all. He hadn't expected Thanos to be.. excited over this, "..uhm.. well, yeah.. I guess..." His voice is quiet, tinged with embarrassment as he avoids eye contact. Thanos leans in slightly, "Holy shit- Namsu can I see them??"

Namgyu whips his head up, mouth opening in shock. This has got to be the weirdest thing he's witnessed in these stupid death games. He splutters for a few seconds before managing to muster up a small "..What-" His voice cracking slightly as he stares at Thanos as if he just killed his whole family, "You..- You want to see my what!?"

Thanos steps into the stall, glancing at the one occupied stall at the end of the row before looking back at Namgyu, he leans in slightly so he can whisper, his whispering is still pretty fucking loud though, "..Dude... Can I see your tits?-" He seems to have absolutely no shame in asking this, whether it's from the pills or if he just genuinely doesn't care about asking this is a mystery to Namgyu.

Namgyu's eyes flick towards the cross hanging from Thanos' neck, he slowly reaches out to hold it between his thumb and pointer finger, rubbing it slightly before slowly turning his head up to lock eyes with Thanos, he's trying to act as seductive as possible, "...I'll do you one better... If you give me a pill... I'll let you fuck me.." His voice is low, taking in the fact some random poor guy can probably hear them, he's trying to be quiet.

Thanos' eyes widen, his pupils dilating even more, but this time not from drugs. He leans in closer, eyes flicking to Namgyu's still covered chest, "...Fuck... Deal..." Thanos' voice is deepened, his pants have a noticable tent in them. Namgyu slowly opens the cross, tugging on it to pull Thanos closer as he slowly takes out a pill, he lets go of the necklace before putting the pill inbetween his teeth. He uses his tongue to drag it into his mouth, noticing how Thanos gulps and his cheeks tint red.

Thanos' eyes flutter down to lock onto Namgyu's throat as his adams apple bobs when he swallows down the bitter tasting pill. Namgyu licks his lips to get the chalky residue of the pill off of them. Thanos bites his lip hard, his gaze drifting to Namgyu's lips while he adjusts himself in his pants.

Namgyu notices this and immidiately uses it to his advantage, he parts his lips slightly, letting out a sigh that sounds way too breathy to not be sexual. Thanos groans slightly before suddenly stepping even closer, slamming his palms either side of Namgyu on the wall and locking their lips together. Namgyu's eyes widen momentarily before slipping shut as he goes lax against the wall.

Thanos seems to be trying to contain himself, forcing himself to kiss slowly and not like a rabid dog. Namgyu would honestly prefer it a but rougher, his hand snakes up the back of Thanos' neck before entangling in his hair and tugging slightly. Thanos' lips part slightly in a low groan, Namgyu takes advantage of that to slip his tongue into the older's mouth. Thanos grunts slightly, frustrated that he's not the most dominant in the kiss right now. He kisses harsher, slamming Namgyu's head back against the wall on accident while forcing his own tongue into the boys mouth.

They're practically eating eachothers faces off at this point, battling for dominance, gripping and pulling at eachothers hair. Thanos grinds against Namgyu's bare pussy, quickly letting go of Namgyu in favour of pulling his own bottoms and boxers down, he steps out of them and grinds his hard dick against Namgyu, causing them both to let out breathy groans into eachothers mouths.

Namgyu whines slightly, spreading his legs open and lifting his feet to rest on the toilet seat. He pulls away from the kiss, a string of saliva connects their panting mouths for a second before snapping. He leans backwards against the wall, glad he's sitting down because his legs feel like jello at the moment. He grunts when Thanos immediately starts attacking his neck with his mouth, nipping and sucking like his life depends on it. Namgyu lets out a breathy whimper as Thanos finds a patricularly sensitive spot. He waits a second to catch his breath before mumbling under his breath, "..Dude..- Come on, just fuck me already.."

Thanos huffs, breath tickling Namgyu's neck before he gently licks a hickey he'd just finished sucking into his neck. He pulls away and wipes his mouth with the back of his hand, "..We don't have any lube or condoms, Namsu..." Namgyu rolls his eyes, ofcourse the dickhead can't even get his name right when they're about to fuck, "Namgyu." His voice is bratty as he corrects Thanos for what feels like the millionth time today, "Not fucking Namsu."

Thanos snickers slightly before shutting up when Namgyu lightly shoves his shoulder, he huffs again, "Fine.. NamGYU, we don't have any lube or condoms." Namgyu pauses for a second, seemingly in thought of what to do, his lips purse and his eyebrows furrow slightly, Thanos finds the expression so adorable.

Namgyu snaps back into reality once he's thought of a solution, he wraps his legs around Thanos and tugs him closer slightly, "You can just pull out before you cum... and I'm sure there's something here we can use as lube..." He's looking up at Thanos with half lidded, needy eyes. Thanos glances around, looking for something to use as lube, he pauses before slipping his fingers into his mouth, Namgyu wrinkles his nose slightly but ultimately accepts that that's what's being used as lube.

When Thanos pulls his fingers out of his mouth, they're dripping with his saliva. Namgyu's eyes stay trained on the man's fingers, they're long and slender, he bites his lip, letting his head thud backwards against the wall. Thanos slowly traces one of his spit-soaked fingers over Namgyu's pussy, feeling the boy shudder slightly. He lets his finger trail to the opening before slowly pushing it in.

Namgyu tenses up, back arching slightly. Truthully, Namgyu's never actually had sex or even fingered himself before, he's always been disgusted with his body. He bites his lip, squeezing his eyes shut before exhaling, he feels himself subconsciously clenching around the finger, he whimpers when Thanos starts thrusting it in and out, "..Ah-.. Hyung!~ f-fuck..."

Thanos watches in fascination, practically drooling over how well Namgyu's pussy is taking his finger, he can't wait to see his dick in it. Getting slightly impatient, he begins to press in a second finger. Namgyu squirms, gasping slightly as his thighs instinctively close, "Hung- Thanos- w-wait..~ Hnghh..." Thanos' second finger pops in after a few seconds of pushing, it makes such a lewd squelching noise when he begins to open and close them like scissors, stretching the whimpering boy open.

Eventually, Thanos deems Namgyu ready enough to take his dick. He slowly pulls his fingers out, spreading them and admiring the way the slick spreads before breaking apart. He lines his tip up with the puffy opening of Namgyu's pussy, lifting his slicked covered hand and slipping it into Namgyu's mouth, "...Take a deep breath Namsu..-" Namgyu glares at him, he pauses and grins sheepishly, "...Namgyu- i meant Namgyu...- Take a deep breath Namgyu and relax your body.."

Namgyu breathes deeply through his nose, forcing his body to relax, he can taste himself on Thanos' fingers. He jolts up, eyes widening as he feels Thanos push inside, not even taking his time to let him adjust, he just fully shoved himself in. Namgyu lets out a muffled whimper around Thanos' fingers, trying to catch his breath which catches in his throat when Thanos starts moving. He swears he can distantly hear the sound of a door opening but he's probably just a bit paranoid.

Right of the bat he starts a harsh pace, thrusting in and out as if it's life and death. Namgyu's pussy squelches and their skin makes a slapping noise when their bodies meet every thrust. It's incredibly lewd and anyone who walked in would immediately tell what's happening, especially since Thanos didn't even close the stall door after himself. Thanos frees his fingers from Namgyu's mouth so he can hear the noises the younger man lets out as he's fucked.

Namgyu feels like he's in heaven, Thanos' dick stretches him perfectly, it feels mind numbingly good. His eyes roll backwards as Thanos hits his G-spot, Thanos lets out a muffled giggle that turns into a groan as Namgyu clenches down. Thanos targets his G-spot, hitting it over and over again, it feels so good, "Fuckfuckfuckfuck- Hyung- Thanos Nghh- Pleasepleaseplease... D-don't stop- Thanos-" Namgyu's cut off by Thanos covering his mouth and tutting slightly.

He corrects Namgyu, voice low, "..Subong.. My name is Subong." Namgyu stares at Thanos for a few seconds, his hips grinding to meet Thanos' thrusts. His eyes roll back again as Thanos speeds up, "Ah- ah- ah~ S-Subong..~" Thanos grins, leaning down to continue marking Namgyu's neck.

Namgyu isn't sure how long they're at it for, he feels something in his stomach tightening, he squirms, whimpering and gasping before his thighs spasm and mouth falls open. Thanos grunts, biting his lip before pulling out just in time to prevent his cum from getting in Namgyu. He cums all over Namgyu's thighs, leaning over him and panting. Namgyu stares into space in a daze, his mind feels dazed and foggy.

Thanos presses a kiss to his lips before grabbing some toilet paper and beginning to clean them both up, he wipes the cum from Namgyu's thighs and wipes the slick off of his dick. He struggles slightly to pull his boxers and bottoms up, adjusting them to look like they were never down in the first place, he helps Namgyu redress his bottom half as well. He lets Namgyu lean on him to stand, they both turn to the opening of the stall only to freeze in shock.

"..FUCKING MGCOIN?!-" Thanos shouts out in shock, standing a short distance away and looking at them with the widest eyes is Myunggi. He honestly looks traumatized and like he'd been standing their for a long while. He blinks and glances at them both, mumbling under his breath as he steps backwards like a man who just gained PTSD from a war, he's shaking his head slightly. "..disgusting.. disgusting.. disgusting..-"

Thanos and Namgyu turn to look at eachother before beginning to giggle, the effects of the pills hitting them again. Thanos is practically on the floor laughing before Namgyu freezes, eyes wide, "He knows i'm trans now." Thanos pauses, sensing that it's not a laughing matter anymore.

He blinks slowly, "..Shit, he does know your trans, doesn't he..-" Namgyu looks like he's about to kill himself any moment now, "..This is your fault Thanos."