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    Out on the deck, the sun is so bright Carlos has to shield his eyes from the blinding reflections dancing on the deep blue of the lake.

    "So beautiful," Jannik says. He has come to stand right behind him to look over his shoulder, but Carlos doesn't need to look to know his exact position, the exact scrunch of Jannik's face in studious awe as he contemplates the lake.

    A part of him always knows exactly where Jannik is, a part of him always tries to figure out exactly what he's thinking. Years of playing Jannik have left their mark, and now Carlos couldn't erase the knowledge even if he tried.

    He ignores the warmth pooling in his belly.

    After Wimbledon, both Carlos and Jannik only want to go somewhere no one knows them, where they can have a real holiday. When Juanki offers Carlos his holiday home, he invites Jannik along for some time away from the spotlight.

    Away from prying eyes, will they become closer than ever? And what will happen when the world of social media notices their absence?

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    Beautiful vacation fic, and they switch

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    Carlos looks over at him, then lies down on the couch with his head in Jannik's lap.

    "Sorry," he says, like he can read Jannik's mind, taking and providing comfort where Jannik is paralysed. "That got real, like, way too quick."

    Jannik's fingers find their way into Carlos's hair and his other hand rest on his hip. The warmth of him seeps into Jannik's skin, right to his bones. He breathes easier, just like that.

    He stares at their reflection in the black screen of the TV in front of them. The pose looks so natural. They could be any other couple in the world spending an evening in front of the TV, casually cuddling, falling asleep on top of each other like his mum does.

    If Carlos fell asleep on him, Jannik wouldn't just tuck him in, he would carry him to bed.

    The reflection of the TV lets him live with this fantasy a moment longer, before it warps in front of Jannik's eyes into a picture of them, casually intimate like this, splashed across the front pages of gossip magazines. A familiar swirl of despair and anger swirls like sick in his stomach.

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