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"Do you want kids Lexa?" Clarke asks, panting. They had just finished having sex and Clarke was draped over Lexa's body.
"Yeah but at a later time. Maybe when I'm 27," Lexa tells her.
"You're 26," Clarke says blankly.
"Sooooooo," Lexa whistled. "I really want kids."
"You know that I'm 22, going 23 right? My birthday is in a few weeks."
"I know. I've never felt the age difference hurt our relationship," Lexa says.
"It doesn't, we aren't that far apart but I kinda what to wait for kids."
"Til when," Lexa says and turns to face Clarke.
"Til I'm 24 maybe 25," Clarke confesses.
"If you're gonna be 24, I'd be 27 and if you'd be 25 I'd be 28. Not bad, I can work with that."
"Really? You'd be fine with waiting?"
"Well, it's not like I'm gonna be thirty so it's ok. I have no problems with waiting for you," Lexa says and kisses Clarke. "I'd wait an eternity for you." Clarke smiles and kisses Lexa again. They kiss for a few more minutes and Lexa separates them. Clarke whines. "I........I love you, Clarke. I remember when you told me you'd wait for me and I don't want you to think that I'm rushing into things. I want to marry you one day. That day isn't today but I promise it's coming. Maybe in a year or so but I want you to know that I love you so much. With all of my being. I want to be everything for you."
"Lex, I love you too. And you are my everything. You are," Clarke cups her face and kisses her girlfriend. "Oh god, I'm glad I found you."
Lexa chuckles," You mean you're glad that I was shot. It's how we found each other."
"No, it was before that. I didn't know her myself but I think that Costia put us together. I think she shot you out of your funk and put you in a hospital to help me get out of mine," Clarke tells her.
"Heh, that would," Lexa chokes on her tears. "That would make sense. She did always have a hard sense of humor."
"Tell me about her, if you don't mind," Clarke asks.
"Costia Green was the love of my life. When she died I didn't think I'd find love again. Costia was funny. If I was having a bad day, she'd tell a stupid terrible joke but I'd laugh cause she'd make a funny face and I'd just burst out laughing. Costia wanted to be a cop. She came from a bad home but we knew each other from school. She did so well in class and her uniform was always so clean, you never woulda thought she was from a home like that. Anyway, we hit it off immediately. She and Luna were the two smartest in class, always won awards and stuff. I was more on the meh side. I didn't really do my work and didn't pay attention but I passed with flying colors and pissed off teachers. I almost graduated early but I chose not to. I started feeling things towards Costia when she used to come over to my house for Luna. Even if we were the same age, I thought I was like an annoying younger sibling. But I guess not to Costia because she asked me out. I really thought she'd ask Luna out but she told me Luna had a secret girlfriend. Anyway, our first date was to the movies. I did the cheesy yawn around the arm trick and she kissed me on the cheek. We were together ever since. Of course, we got into fights and arguments, what couples don't and after a while, I felt stronger for her. I began to love her and her, me. Anya and Lincoln teased us of course and one day I went ring shopping with Luna. We got something special and I drove Costia to her restaurant. There, I danced with her, sweeping her off her feet again, falling in love with her once more. And after we ate, I proposed. She cried yes and hugged me tightly. We were driving home and that's when it ended. She ended," Clarke heard Lexa's voice getting thick. "And after that, I woke in your arms. And another story started and this story is ours. That's that." Tears came from Lexa's eyes and Clarke wiped them away.
"Costia is happy for you Lexa. She helped us get together and helped you get better. It's ok Lexa, you don't have to hold it in anymore. I'm here for you, it's ok," Clarke said and the safe broke open. Lexa buried her face into Clarke's neck and sobbed.
"It hurts Clarke I miss her so much," Lexa cried. She held Clarke close and cried. "Oh my god, I miss her. I miss her so fucking much it hurt so bad Clarke it hurts," Lexa sobbed.
"I know Lex, I know," Clarke combed her fingers through Lexa's hair comforting her. After 20 minutes of Lexa crying, she settled and snuggled Clarke.
"Thank you, Clarke," Lexa whispered.
"It's fine baby. You needed that and I'm here for anything you need I promise," Clarke tells her. Lexa kisses her neck, slowly but surely moving down to her breasts. Clarke's back arched, pressing her chest into Lexa's mouth and hands. "Lexaa," She gasped as the older woman's hand brushed her lower stomach. The green-eyed girl looked up and smirked with Clarke's nipple in her mouth. She lightly bites down, causing Clarke to moan and moved down to her stomach till she was settled in between Clarke's legs. Clarke looked into Lexa's eyes with blown blue ones. She licked up her slit and Clarke's hands shot to her brown locks. "Lexa fuuuck," Clarke gasped again as her girlfriend circled around her clit with her tongue. Clarke groaned in pleasure. The CEO ran her fingers through Clarke's folds, gathering slick. She gently slipped in a finger, rubbing against Clarke's spot. "Mmmm Lexa," She moaned. "More." Lexa slides another finger inside her, both of them rubbing against the small mound. She licked her clit then began sucking on it. "Lexa I'm gonna cum fuck." The brunette's free hand found Clarke's other one, gripping the sheets. Clarke grasped her hand and almost crushed it as she came. Lexa replaced her fingers with her mouth as she slurped up all of Clarke's cum. She gently rubbed her clit until her high went down.
After it did, she climbed up and bed next to the flushed blonde. "What was........what was that for?" Clarke panted.
"Well, you just helped me in my time of need, I simply wanted to repay you," Lexa told her before she sucked Clarke from her fingers. "And I just love you and love to make you feel good."
"Mission accomplished Ms.CEO. And as your reward," Clarke said. She rolled over the older woman with a fit of giggles from the both of them. Clarke looked down on Lexa, blonde hair in waves, sun reflecting off her from the window. Her ocean eyes were full of love. Lexa beneath her looked up at a goddess. Her brown locks spread over the pillows and bedsheets. Her tan-ish skin contrasted against Clarke's pale tone. Her hands roamed up Clarke's milky sides, gently and marking out every curve. Her green eyes wore the same emotion as Clarke's.
"I love you," Lexa whispered out, not wanting to break the moment. Clarke laid down on her body.
"Right back at you player," She whispers, pulling the blanket back over them. "Now, time for your reward."