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Mental (Unfinished)

Chapter 5: Chapter 5

Notes:

im sorry. please read the after note.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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The two just stared at each other for a while, admiring the smiles on each other's faces.

"We should be getting back." Beef said after a while, standing up and offering a hand out to Etho. The other took it, heaving himself up from the comfy spot. They made their way down the ladder, both still floating on air from the kiss.

"I.. I'll see you tomorrow." Etho whispered. Beef nodded, planting a soft kiss on Etho's cheek as they walked back to their own rooms.

"You fucking idiot!" Rhys all but yelled.

"I'm gonna side with Rhys on this one. You're a fucking idiot." Scarlet said.

"Will you two be rational?" Teagan asked. "Your guy's dreamboat is the fucktard who got us put in this place! Are you guys really taking Seth's side?"

"Really, T?" Devon asked. "He put us here for our own good. For Etho's own good! He needs this." Devon said, exasperated.

"I can't believe you're all siding with Seth! Beef seems like a great guy! He's cute, he's funny, and HE DIDN'T GET US THROWN IN A MENTAL ASYLUM!" Teagan yelled as Etho opened the door to his room. Oddly, his roommate wasn't there. Etho just sat down on his bed, putting a pillow over his head to try and block out the voices.

"Etho, you should know better than to think that that's gonna block us out." Scarlet said.

"I know. But I wish it would." Etho mumbled into the pillow.

"We know." Devon said.

"No, I really don't think you do." Etho whispered back, feeling tears well up in his eyes. 'Razor. Need razor.' Etho thought to himself.

"Etho, no." Scarlet warned.

"Fuck you." Etho said back. The voices stayed quiet, Etho had never acted like this towards them before. "Fuck all of you. I hate all of you and you make me want to kill myself more than I already do." Etho mumbled, rummaging around everywhere for a razor blade. When he couldn't find one he decided to take matters into his own hands, beginning to scratch at the old cuts, making them leak blood while tears dripped down his face. He didn't want to be here anymore. He didn't want to be alive anymore. He just wanted it to be over. All of it.

"Etho?" Beef whispered from behind him.

Notes:

holy SHIT its been a long time. uh. i have some explaining to do dont i. WELL BASICALLY, DEPRESSION. lmao

theres many reasons why i took such a long break. part of it was school, part of it was depression, part of it was i just felt really pressured to update every other day especially since so many people are reading my stories now. and i felt weird writing because i just didn't want to.

but im back now and probably wont be updating every other day but ill be updating more, (hopefully) frequently.

but i have some bad news still. so for a while now i havent been watching mindcrack like at all. its been like 3 months since i've watched any mindcrack, so i just feel weird writing it anymore... so i think im going to drop writing mindcrack fanfiction. and i feel terrible doing that, because writing mindcrack stuff is how i met bubsy and made so many friends. i just feel awful because i feel like, this chapter especially is very lacking bc i dont know anything about it anymore. im sorry. i just dont know how to write mindcrack anymore. BUT

im not dropping ao3 all together, hell no, cant get rid of me that easy you pricks.

nuh uh im still gonna be here writing all sorts of other shit, maily steven universe, but maybe some hamilton and rick and morty, and maybe even a short little mindcrack blub for old times sake.

yep. thats the update. im so sorry that this is where this story is going to be stopping, but i just have no idea how to finish it. fill in the blank with those lovely imaginations you all have. i know you can <3 i love you all so much. and hopefully you all still stick with me through my other shitty writing!!! in any case, i love all of you guys and i always will. thank you guys for always supporting me and i will forever love you guys <333333333

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hope you guys enjoyed! love you babes!

~Bai!

Notes:

hey guys! i came up with this idea a while ago, but i'm just finally getting around to reading it. i hope you guys enjoy it!

~ social media links ~

personal IG: zeeissorandom
queer IG: queer.ducks
mindcrack IG: mindcrack.fangirl
hamilton IG: brahbrahiamherculesmulligan
kik: zeeissorandom
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mindcrack tumblr: mindcrack-fangirl
hamilton tumblr: brahbrahiamherculesmulligan
wattpad: zeeissorandom
twitter: zeeissorandom
snapchat: zeeissorandom

hope you guys enjoyed! love you babes!

~Bai!