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    She hates this. Hates feeling so small, so powerless, so wrong.

    It reminds her of that lab. The way his eyes linger on the numbers, calculating, analyzing, assessing. The way their eyes used to search for anomalies, or mistakes, or anything wrong so that she would have to study again and avoid participating in any childish acts.

    She grips the hem of her uniform tighter. It’s the same suffocating feeling she had back then—when scientists murmured in clipped voices, reviewing results as if she wasn’t even there. As if she were just an experiment.

    Her heart hammers against her ribs. She isn’t supposed to remember that. Isn’t supposed to compare this to the past. Because this is different, isn’t it?

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    Or, five times Anya worried Loid would leave, and the one time he stayed.

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    "Agent Twilight"

    He knew meeting her again was going to hurt, but didn't realize how hurt he was gonna feel when she called him something other than Papa.

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    Loid is assigned a mission to find Damian Desmond, a prominent Ostanian politician. The assignment reunites him with the once daughter he had abandoned 19 years back - Anya Desmond, née Blackbell (once Anya Forger).

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    (n.) the euphoria you experience when you're falling in love for the first time

    | Anya is an esper, but she's also a witch and will be attending Hogwarts School of Witchcraft of Wizardry where she meets Becky Blackbell, who will become her lifelong friend. Before that though, she meets Damian Desmond, the son of the Minister of Magic and a powerful Pureblood, at the bookstore of Diagon Ally. These two relationships are key to helping Anya discover herself, her abilities, and how the hell she's supposed to navigate being the Heir to the Forger name when she's supposedly a half-blood. But, with the rising of the Dark Lord once again, she's faced with the truth, and when the past comes to haunt her, she has to make decisions about where she has to be and whom she has to leave.

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    ...Anya?"

    "Yea?" She stirred, if barely.

    "Maybe we should think about tutoring," Loid suggested, "afterschool, you were recommended in a letter."

    Dread pooled in her gut, that feeling, met a shameful, embarrassment arose again. "Oh," she hummed, wishing they didn't have to talk about this right now.

    In which, Anya finds her escape from the pressures of academic life.

    Or, Anya learns to play the piano.

    Both parents are unaware of this.

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    Poltergeist: the disembodied soul of a dead individual that causes disturbances, unease, and disquiet- usually tied to a home.

    Loid Forger is dead, but his ghost won't leave his family alone.

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    There's something about lightning that Anya can't seem tolerate. It breaks her, on some level that her parents can't understand. They become desperate to help.

    "Young as she is, the stuff
    Of her life is a great cargo, and some of it heavy:
    I wish her a lucky passage.
    ...
    It is always a matter, my darling,
    Of life or death, as I had forgotten. I wish
    What I wished you before, but harder." -Richard Wilbur, 'The Writer'

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    On the way home from school one day, Anya, Becky, and Damian encounter a mysterious courthouse.
    Anya may not be able to read it’s resident’s minds, but maybe a different power will help her here…

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    “Anya… Anya is sorry.” Delirious, she rasps through the oxygen mask strapped to her face, breath falling in short, laboured staccatos. “Sorry Anya can’t help Papa’s mission.”

    Or: in which Anya falls terribly ill and questions her value to Operation Strix—and by extension, her parents.

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    Anya wasn’t the only experiment from her organization - after all she was only Experiment 007. There were others before her. Most didn’t live past the initial experiments - however 006 was different. She lived and grew and became the organization's greatest weapon. Except she was never going to stay their greatest weapon.
    Nadia just wanted some peace, she wanted an end to the violence and pain the organization that raised her had brought. That’s why she ran away. Years later meeting Anya - her replacement who’d managed to escape as well - had been a happy accident. The two of them getting adopted by Loid Forger was even more of a happy accident.
    The Spy now raising them had plans of his own but Nadia was more preoccupied with protecting Anya then caring about his plans. Of course she’ll be dragged into Operation Strix whether she likes it or not. Can she handle being thrust back into the underworld of espionage and assassination? Or will being dragged back under crush her? Read to find out.

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    Before she was Anya Forger, before she was even a telepath, she was still unlike any other girl.
    Fresh off of abandonment, Anya finds comfort in the one friend she can trust to not make fun of her. No one thinks anyone will want her due to how little she pays attention to the world around her. At this rate, it’ll take a miracle for her to understand what anyone means when they speak to her…

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    Anya is encouraged by Loid and the school to have a tutor or study partner, in order to help improve her grades, thus raise her chances of becoming an imperial scholar for Operation Strix. However, that tutor ends up being none other than Damian Desmond! (thanks to Loids successful skills in the art of persuasion)

    Damian, only in it for a possible stella and extra credit, has no idea that the student he is going to be tutoring is his frienemy Anya Forger! Anya however, of course knew after having read her fathers mind that morning. Determined to bring Plan B into further fruition, she wills herself to put up with 'Sy-on boys' weird and contradicting thoughts.

    After only 20 minutes of studying together Damian comments on the weird way that Anya studies. Nose deep into her textbook and already complaining, seemingly brain dead already. A thought strikes him as he watches her even more closely, at how her eyes seemed to unconsciously twitch and squint as the commoner continues to read. Realisation hits him.

    Could Anya need glasses!?

    {I obviously do not own Spy x Fam}

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    "When special agent Twilight was assigned to Operation Strix, he had wanted to find a brilliant child. Smart, talented, a stella-earning machine.
    Anya was not that child.
    She was not smart. She was not talented. She had earned one stella in the amount of time Twilight had expected to earn all eight. She had caused more grief than anything else.
    And yet."

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    [SPY X FAMILY READER INSERT]
    You against the world, as it’s always been…You’ve taken hit after hit and depsite it all you’re still here, arguably stronger and just waiting for the next blow…Until the world acted uncharacteristically and offered you something you’ve taken to calling hope— in the form of a pink-headed little girl that never stops suprising you and that you’ve vowed to keep safe.

    Just you and Anya against the world…

    …right?

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    Canon goes as normal. Until the Handler uncovers information that changes Operation Strix. Anya’s past.

    Loid always thought she was strange… but this changes everything.

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    Yor a une nouvelle mission d’assassinat : éliminer l’espion Twilight

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    *First time attempting a multi-chapter fic!

     

    Following her escape from the Project Apple facility, we follow Anya's life in the Orphanage as she goes from 007 to Anya Forger.

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    Anya's back was pressed against her bedroom door.

    She slid down to sit on the floor, and held Mr. Chimera up to her face. She hugged him tightly.

    Mr. Chimera, was her first and only friend, before the life she has now.

    Whenever she feels lonely, he's her playmate. Whenever she has a nightmare, she hugs him to sleep.

    And whenever she feels like she can't trust anybody with her secrets, she'll whisper all of them to him. And Mr. Chimera would never tell a soul.

    For as long as she had him, he always kept everything about her to himself.

     

    And buried them deep inside him.

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    Operation Strix comes to an unexpected end.

    The Forger family suffers the consequences, Anya more so than anyone.

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    “Are you a good person, Mama?”

    If Yor were anyone else, this question would have one simple innocent answer.

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    Anya asks a question with a not-so-simple answer... but then again... maybe it does.

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    Damian Desmond a studious hard working teen , who dreams of his family acceptance and approval, ventures into supernatural life and meets the energetic enigma Forger-san!

    There was nothing to worry about as the second son clenched his trembling hand, it was just a dumb legend.
    Damian the sceptic he was, wasn't expecting anything to happen, but now that he was in front of the shadowed stall that was supposedly harbouring a wish granting supernatural, he can't help but wonder about the impossible.
    with a clenched fist , raised to the stall door and knocked 3 times...
    "Forger-Kun, Forger-Kun, Forger-Kun, are you there?"

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