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    Garak continues the process of recovery from the consequences of the failure of his neural implant - and of dependence upon the narcotic drug triptacederine - with the help of Doctor Bashir, Counselor Telnorri, and Nurses Heyns, Patel, and Jabara - and with the support of Keiko O'Brien. He is trying to regain his independence - though the idea is both important and frightening. And, he is attempting to return to his profession on a full-time basis - while he and Professor O'Brien continue their work on the station's new Arboretum.

    Meanwhile, Dr. Bashir continues to try to be a good friend to Garak, not merely a doctor; Keiko tries to find a balance between encouraging Garak to occupy himself with his hobbies while clarifying that she doesn't expect him to accomplish everything all at once; and Counselor Telnorri strives to adapt to the new role of counselor-to-someone-who-doesn't-truly-want-counseling – and who is no longer required to participate in mandatory counseling sessions.

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    The castle was every bit as foreboding as he had expected, perched on the highest elevation in the village under a canopy of heavy storm clouds, ancient and crumbling. His employer was an enigmatic fellow, having invited him to travel here from London to set some necessary paperwork in order; Julian, however, was quite sure this visit would entail far more than a simple business meeting.

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    Julian Bashir has a secret. He has created a holosuite program where Sisko disciplines him for his failures, and he can at least briefly relieve his guilt and release control. Each week he clings to this punishment as a way of tempering his need to submit and his need to be perfect.

    But what happens when Julian’s discovered by Elim Garak of all people? Will he find that his deepest desires can be fulfilled outside of his own imagination?

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    While participating in a class experiment raising butterflies, Jules Bashir also learns something about himself.

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    It was as close to a miracle as a six-year-old child could witness, and Jules was blinded by his own fascination; he would have a lifelong preoccupation thereon, with life, and with death.

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    Lovesicknesses are easily preventable and highly treatable, all but conquered. Shame and secrecy about them are a relic of less enlightened time, they’ve got no place in the 24th century. But then again, Julian doesn’t belong here either.

    A series of observations and narrations about how love bleeds and blooms in the life of Dr. Julian Bashir.

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    Starfleet students practice wearing scratchy, pre-replicator clothing, in case they get thrown back in time.

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    It should have been easy enough to shrug off, once they awoke on the changelings' planet and knew none of the preceding events had taken place, but the thing about it was,

     

    the thing was, thought Julian,

     

    the thing:

     

    Julian braced himself against the wall, shaking. The thing was: he saw Garak die.

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    SFW and NSFW art of our beloved doctor + lizard spy, largely crossposted from my bluesky account.

    i do not consent to my art being uploaded to other sites or being used with generative AI programs or as training data.

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    Some time into Julian's isolation at Camp 371, he falls asleep to a flickering light. He stumbles into a nightmare unlike any he's had, featuring the halls of Adigeon Prime, Julian's complicated feelings surrounding his augmentations, and his difficulty with his friends.

    Or: I wrote almost 4K of surreal nightmare work making Julian panic and look at his trauma through a kaleidoscope. Mind tags!

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    With his parents back in town, old wounds and insecurities resurface.
    Julian spirals, but Miles and his family are there to be the source of comfort that he needs.

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    Hi this is a place for me to blabber about my star trek opinions and occasionally series of one shots of my favourite star trek characters and my oc

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    Quark's Bar was no less crowded or noisy than Garak had expected it to be. The lights were no less bright, the inescapable onslaught of conflicting scents no less malodorous, the temperature no warmer.
    Stepping inside would be unpleasant. Remaining there for sufficient time to place their orders, obtain their food, and finish their meal was certain to be nearly intolerable.

    Yet Julian would know the reason, if he were to make an excuse - and besides, Julian was there. Surely he would offer a delightful distraction in the form of conversation - and perhaps even argument.

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    Julian helps the changeling impersonating him.


    It wasn’t like the other time, on the Founders’ planet. The connection was much more direct, and there was no point in hiding what was happening. He didn’t have exact control over his- its body. He couldn’t have controlled it anyway; the signal was too laggy, throttled down to a trickle so it could slip through the wormhole disguised as background noise.

    Still, it let him leave his quarters and play darts with Miles.

    He considered spelling out some sort of message. Nothing overt, nothing that would be obvious in one meeting. Perhaps clustering the darts to one side, or in some other odd-but-not-impossible pattern. The clacking of the dabo wheels stuttered across the connection. Miles lurched from one position to the next, not quite as smooth as he would be in person. He didn’t even know if this was happening in realtime, or if it was some composite scenario the changeling was researching for later. But he could see Miles, and Leeta, and Morn, and even Quark, and they were alive, and the station was peaceful and he was home.

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    Since finding out he was genetically modified, a lot of things made sense to Julian. Some things didn't.

    An exploration of Bashir's specific kind of autism blended with augmentation. Five times someone talked about him, and the one time they listened.

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    Fic is finished, tags are relevant to the whole story, not just published parts. See notes for more details. Chapters published biweekly on Tuesdays and Fridays.

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    Garak and Julian work to get the measure of one another, each of them trying to see what's hidden under the other man's skin.

    Once upon a time, Julian imagined he might do better on a planet other than Earth, that he was a sort of modern-day changeling child, abandoned on a planet he wasn't fit for.

    It cut at the time that it wasn't true - it cuts all the deeper when, some years down the line, Earth sees fit to abandon him to someone else's planet after all.

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    Julian wants to learn all he can about other cultures, leading him to sign up for the Officer Exchange Program Starfleet offers. When he winds up on a ship of Vulcans for a month, will he alienate his new crew with him being too much? And how will the DS9 crew make out with their new Vulcan doctor, Koju?

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    Julian and Garak FLUFFY FLUFF FLUFF. I just want them to be happy <3

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    After the events of Control, Castellan Garak watches over a catatonic Julian Bashir. Through a memoir written by Julian, Garak learns the secrets long hidden by his friend.

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    As he had explained to Garak when he handed over the invite a few lunches earlier, Julian had for some years done little to observe the occasion at all, following on from an unpleasant birthday experience in his formative years. Now, however, he had chosen to seize the opportunity to celebrate on his own terms. An admirable sentiment, no doubt, but it did place Garak in the unenviable position of having to hobnob with most of the station’s senior staff, and he was very confident that most of them did not like him nearly as much as Julian did.

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    These damn Cardies, Miles had said. Put me through all those medical procedures when they’re planning to execute me anyway. Didn’t have the decency to just kill me.

    Something in that conversation had stuck with Julian, and was stubbornly refusing to get unstuck. It was only that… well. That part of Miles’ report, with the chair and the samples and the holding his head still, had put him in mind of some difficult patients he’d had in the past. One thought led to another, and he’d started picturing a very particular difficult patient under those too-bright lights. Not in the chair, exactly, or maybe, if he could be wrestled into it?

    None of this was anywhere near appropriate to voice aloud, which is why he was halfway through the question before he realised he’d opened his mouth.

    “Do you think you could pull my tooth?”

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