18 Works in Self-Hating Dirk Strider
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"Those knaves would sooner spit on you than help you!"
"I know." Dirk toes into his shoes. "Doesn't matter."
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- Part 2 of homestuck superhero au
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Stopping in the middle of heat to have an existential crisis is very typical for Dirk. Fortunately, Jake gets in the way.
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- Part 3 of vitamins
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the soul has always been corrupted but the heart and hands are clean by the_ragnarok
Fandoms: Homestuck
03 Jan 2025
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You wake up and he's in your bed again.
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The game is over, everyone is on Earth C. Dirk is a packless alpha, and going into rut.
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Dirk is a furry artist, fursuit maker, and cosplay artist. Jake admires his skill.
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Jake tries to heroically catch a shoplifter. The end result does not leave him feeling very heroic.
(The one where Dirk is a trans teen dad living on the streets)
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Dirk just wants to be useful.
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Truth is Jake was head over heels in love.
With whom you may ask?
Well that was the problem.
A Homestuck AU where instead of everyone being in love with Jake, Jake is the one in love with everyone.
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Dirk has been cursed into a stray cat and has gotten resigned to losing his humanity and dying on the street.
Jake finds an injured stray cat and takes him home.
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Maybe in another world he and his friends could have grown up together, maybe they could have gone to movies together or eat trashy mall food, and have sleepovers together like normal teenagers did. Maybe in another world Dirk could have met another human in person. He could have gone on dates, go to parties, he could graduate, have summer romances. He couldn’t have those things though. No matter how much he wanted to do anything normal he couldn’t. Dirk wanted a life like what’s in the movies and he’d never have that.
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Or Dirk questions what it means to be alive late at night while its storming. He wonders if he lives a life worth living and what will become of him after death.
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Dirk’s thoughts are getting to him.
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wrote this for some friends
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 634
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 14
- Hits:
- 418
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Equius deserves better than this. Deserves better than Dirk. But Dirk can't find the words to tell him to leave. Meanwhile, the pit of self-hatred in his gut seems to be getting thicker and more bitter with every session. But how do you ask for help when you don't know what you need? And how do you ask it from someone when you've taken everything else?
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Bad days. You're not necessarily used to them, but you can handle them when they do happen. You are somewhat less good at handling your friends' bad days, but fuck if you don't try anyway.
Bad nights, however? Especially of the achingly familiar kind? They prove to be a significantly more intense challenge.
(A remix of callmearcturus' "this is how it works, it feels a little worse" wherein Jake has his first panic attack, and Dirk helps him through it. From Dirk's POV.)
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- Part 2 of The Sleep Cycle
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Dirk sorts through some of Bro's old things and contemplates his other self's life.
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Dirk's final thoughts at the battle.
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We both know you’re never going to be happy under ordinary circumstances.