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Everyone has their breaking point.
Rodney and Sheppard got captured.
It went very bad and very wrong.
John is not coping well.Series
- Part 7 of Whumptober 2025
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John leaned closer, his hand brushing Evan’s again, heart pounding with a mix of fear and hope. “Evan,” he said, his voice low, raw with everything he’d held back, the name a promise, a confession. “When you laid there, when I saw you…, I thought… God, it was like the world stopped, you know? Just—gone, blood everywhere, and I…” He swallowed, his eyes searching Evan’s, glistening with tears he didn’t bother to hide.
“I thought I’d lost you. And I can’t keep pretending that I—” he gestured between them, his hand trembling “—that I don’t care about you. That I don’t love you, Evan. I mean, hell, I’ve been dodging this forever, right? All those missions, those looks, those damn late-night talks over bad coffee, and I never said it. Should’ve said it ages ago, before the jungle, before you almost—” His voice cracked, a shaky breath escaping, “—before we almost lost everything.”
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Major Evan Lornes's team gets kidnapped, and it's up to John and his team to save them. But when Evan almost dies, will John finally come clean with his feelings or will he continue to suppress them. -
Different Isn't Bad by WildMoonFiction4Ever
Fandoms: Stargate Atlantis, Stargate - All Media Types
06 May 2025
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What happens when the team meet a child who is outcast by her people for being different? The child finds herself getting attached to Rodney who shares a special bond with her. With DADT gone can John and Rodney finally confess their feelings?
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There are some people you never forget, even when you can't remember anything.
(Rodney couldn't lose him. If something happened to John, Rodney didn't think he could keep holding on. Not with the chair slowly taking him apart and no one to keep himself together for.
He had no real idea who John was, but it was like Rodney knew him in ways that went deeper than memory. John was vitally important, as necessary to Rodney's existence as the stale air circulating through the ship or the awful protein chunks they ate to survive. It wasn't even a question of being able to hold on without him. Without him, Rodney wouldn't want to.
But even beyond his new injuries, John was slipping away so fast. Rodney didn't know how many more times he could be forced into the chair before he wouldn't remember his own name. And Rodney was losing too much to be able to remind him.)
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John’s first, true, honest-to-god panic attack is when DADT is repealed. Which doesn’t make sense because John doesn’t do panic attacks. He’s not Rodney, after all, and he knows how to compartmentalize and keep everything from bubbling to the surface.
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A story about John’s inability to deal with his feelings. Rodney’s endless infirmary stay isn’t helping.
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They didn't talk to him anymore. He didn't blame them.
And he deserves it.
He deserves to be in pain. To be punished. After what he had done on Doranda.
Everyone hates him now.This story is part of a Whumptober 2025, but stories are not connected.
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- Part 3 of Whumptober 2025
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This is a collection of stories written to Whumptober 2025.
It's gonna be slow. And maybe short. But I will finish it.
Because I need to kick my writing again and give a little push to SGA fandom and all of its amazing writers to create.- Words:
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When John and Rodney are caught in a collapsing building, John only knows one thing: he has to get to Rodney, and he has to get him out. The question then becomes, when he does, will there be anything of Rodney left to save?
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“John?”
He kept his stride, wondering vaguely if he should redirect to the gate room. “Elizabeth.”
“I need you to join Carson at the ground level on the west pier. Right now. Take a marine or two along if you can spare the men.”
He paused a step before pushing forward. “What’s going on?”
“McKay’s exploration team was attacked by some unknown marine life. Zelenka and McKay managed to put a few doors between them, but whatever they are . . . they’re still in pursuit. And they seem to be able to pry open the doors.”
When Rodney's exploration team is attacked by marine predators, John has no choice but to put his own life on the line--for the good of the expedition.
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"Rodney. If you don't kill the ZPM, Ronon and Teyla are going to die," John said. "Do it!"
But what about me? Rodney wanted to wail. Setting off the star drive long enough to drain the ZedPM would endanger this entire section of the underground structure.
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The team visits a ship broadcasting a distress signal, but when they arrive, they find that the whole crew has been killed. Split up from the rest of their team, Rodney and John must survive a terrifying monster determined to eat them.
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I'm swimming to the surface, I'm coming up for air by MeYaGurl
Fandoms: Stargate Atlantis, Stargate - All Media Types
02 May 2024
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The aftercare we deserved from the episode Grace Under Pressure.
John and Zelenka take care of Rodney after getting him from the bottom of the ocean on the way back to Atlantis.
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John knew that something was seriously wrong when McKay failed to turn up for lunch.
Written for the Febuwhump '19 prompt "bullying".
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- Part 8 of Febuwhump '19
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The IOA have temporarily taken over Atlantis to carry out an audit, and certain elements are determined to cause trouble for the Chief Science Officer. As an alien sickness sweeps through the city, an already exhausted and overworked Rodney is sent on a mission that goes badly wrong.
Chapters to be posted daily.
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Rodney is relieved to learn the rest of his team is still alive after a Wraith fleet is destroyed; the team learns what Rodney went through after they were separated. (Tag to "The Hive".)
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Take a Chance, by cassiope25, (podfic) by cookiemom6067 for outsideth3box
Fandoms: Stargate Atlantis
27 Sep 2025
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"Go away," he muttered wearily, willing the person outside to leave him be.
The chime persisted, though, soon joined by a pounding on the door.When Rodney suffers a total loss of self-respect, it’s John who picks up the pieces.
Podfic of Take a Chance by cassiope25.
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An off-world mission gone awry leaves Rodney fighting for his life. John should've known.
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The Wraith separate Sheppard and McKay from their crew and John accidentally ends up Running...
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Mission went wrong.
Now, we have Rodney bleeding out on the ground.
There are some feelings that need to be spoken about.
But we know John is bad with feelings.
Time is running out...