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What if Sherlock hadn't survived the shooting? He bled out in Magnussen's office and now John's left without a best friend, without a wife and the burden of raising his child alone. A child whose imagination runs rampant and whose imaginary friend seems eerily familiar. But then, Sherlock made a vow and he's damn well going to keep it.
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Sherlock is injured by a stray bullet in an armed confrontation, and John is angry about it, right up until he finds out that the bullet that hurt Sherlock came from his gun. Guilt-ridden and ashamed, John meets Sherlock's every ridiculous whim. But the ever-observant Sherlock is bound to figure it out sooner or later...
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After being shot and invalided from the Army, John is living a despondent life with a wife who has no respect and no love for him any longer, yet he is desperate to make their marriage work. In a last ditch effort to save their marriage, he moves them out of London and to some small, nameless town where his good friend, Mike Stamford, has been able to get him a job as a teacher at a secondary school. There he meets a teenage boy who he has an undeniable connection to, and who has the ability to make his life seem less meaningless. Though he knows that it’s wrong, John just can’t stop the relationship he is developing with Sherlock from growing. It slowly begins to spiral out of control, consuming his entire life like a wild fire and changing him in ways he didn’t think were possible anymore.
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- Part 1 of I'm a Flame and You're my Fire
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John's take on Sam and Dean's relationship.
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Sherlock hasn't found a case in a while and is being rather, well... Sherlock-y. John tries to talk him out of it and Sherlock ends up infuriating him so badly through some insensitive comment that he shoves/punches him. He doesn't mean to hurt Sherlock, just give him a bit of a shock. Afterward, he storms out of the flat in a fury and doesn't return until hours later, when Sherlock has barricaded himself in his room - presumably sulking. Being really awkward, with John not wanting to apologise and Sherlock flinching every time John comes near him, and generally being even more secretive and avoid-y than he usually is.
John's not sure what's got into him, but he's had enough and goes to confront Sherlock - only to somehow find out that he actually ended up quite badly hurting Sherlock and Sherlock is convinced that John did it deliberately. Also, almost everyone else Sherlock's ever been properly friendly with has ended up abusing him either verbally or physically, and he sees John's actions as a continuation of this. John is absolutely horrified, and lots of angst/apologies/doctoring ensues. -
On The First Day of Christmas, Azazel Gave To Me (a brother who's named Sammy) by Wolfstar4evr
Fandoms: Supernatural
14 Dec 2015
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14th of December 1983, and Dean is worrying about how festive Sam's first Christmas is actually going to be. John is determined to make it happen.
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- Part 1 of Twelve Days Of Supernatural Christmas
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"It was all because of his damn pride, and he took his anger out on the one person who did not deserve it. He knew he shouldn’t have said it. As soon as the words had escaped past his treacherous lips, he instantly wished he could take them back. He would give anything to banish the look of absolute anguish that passed across Sherlock’s angular features as he nodded and left the room. John had seriously screwed up, and he has no idea how he was going to fix it."
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John hasn't seen his boys in four months.
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- Part 23 of Cannibalism Aside (Samn)
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It's the 1990's and Dean Winchester has found his soulmate. Problem is, his father disagrees. This story is about how Dean would do anything to make his father see that he is still the man his father thought he was. And it's going to take enlisting in the army for him to do that. (Song Fic from the song "Letters From Home By John Michael Montgomery)
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'He was abducted and tortured.' He said bluntly. Letting the words slice through me at an excruciatingly slow rate.
'For the last three days?'
'No. For the past six months.'
And this was the moment that everything came crashing down. All my darkest fears came to reality as my nightmares seeped from my pillow and into the light. How had I not known?
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Written for the prompt Weechester + John, rain.
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It starts out innocently enough, with a little less clothing and a little less personal space. So Dean struts around, with his little flashes of skin and as if that isn’t bad enough, he seems to be everywhere. John has been an alpha a long time, so he has plenty of practice hiding his arousal, but every now and then Dean just looks up at him from under those thick eyelashes, sweet as can be, with this coy cat-got-the-cream grin. Every time, god help him, John has to look away and dig his nails into his palm to hide the sharp ping of arousal that he knows is curling around his natural scent. And every time, Dean’s smile gets a little bit wider.
Frankly, John thinks that Dean is going to be the death of him.
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A hunt gone wrong. Blood on Bobby Singer's kitchen table. John Winchester's guilt.
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The Hug. Just a little bit longer and with a few more words.
The Lying Detective and The Six Thatchers Spoilers!
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What happened after the night which can be described only as a Terrible idea and how John got his ghost. And Sherlock his drugs.
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- Part 2 of Terrible idea
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John deals with the guilt of being with Sherlock, and the pressure to admit to what they'd done. However, he doesn't think he can stay away from Sherlock or give up his life as a priest.
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The PBC decided that its a brilliant idea to have a full week where the Orbiting Human Circus has a show every single night, new acts and all. Naturally Cameron isn't going to be happy with this news. Switching perspective between Cameron and Julian, the story entails their different thoughts and emotional turmoils through the week.
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The Penitent Man by KathyG for sgam76
Fandoms: Sherlock (TV), Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms
10 Apr 2017
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It is near the end of the events of the fourth-season episode, “The Lying Detective,” and John is consumed with guilt over his recent assault on Sherlock, as well as fearful of Siger and Melisande Holmes’s reaction. Will the elder Holmeses reject him or help him? (This story is set between the scene in which John saves Sherlock at the hospital and the one in which John and Sherlock discuss things back at the flat, and Sherlock comforts John when he cries.)
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- Part 24 of John Watson's Life
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freedom's just another word for nothing left to lose by teacuphuman
Fandoms: Batman (Movies - Nolan), The Dark Knight Rises
02 Jun 2017
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Bane keeps his promises.
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- Part 2 of the most dangerous of men
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When Sherlock came back from the dead, John was hurt and angry. It took Sherlock almost dying again, however, for him to realize just how hurt, and how human, Sherlock was.
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It turned out that all of life was pretty much like fifth grade.
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Over the Hills and Far Away by operationhades
Fandoms: Supernatural, X-Men - All Media Types
14 Jun 2012
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Sam was a fourteen year old mutant when he walked in on an injured Dean staring up at the barrel of a gun held by John Winchester. And after that, with Sam at the Xavier Institute for Higher Learning and Dean throwing John, every other hunter in the country, and a pissed Yellow Eyed Demon of their trail, things only get progressively worse.
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Set toward the end of The Lying Detective. With Ella's help, John decides to start actively pursuing what he wants in spite of the demons standing in his way.
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- Part 1 of Demons
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John cannot understand why Sherlock even wants to look at him after the horrible way he acted, and his guilt is destroying him. Why doesn’t Sherlock snap at him, scream at him, treat him the way he deserves?
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Here, of course, is where the idea blooms thick and inky in his mind, and has nothing to do but claw at the inside of his cranium.
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Guilty John realising he's a dick post-S3/4
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“I’m not gay,” John said into the darkness.
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Bookmarked by ItWasANecessaryTragedy
16 Jun 2018
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I love the angst sooooo much.
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Of Dark Moods and Sweet Tea by TheProfoundSilence
Fandoms: Sherlock (TV), Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms
16 Mar 2019
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They demand apologies every once a while and Sherlock for once provides them freely because they need to heal and move forward. He just wishes he could heal too, but his conundrum had been his fault, no-one to blame or soothe his pain. He’s trapped with the weight of other’s guilt, drowning in his apologies because he’s sorry, he’s ever so sorry that he ever hurt them but, and he doesn’t say this, he’s sorrier he ever came back.
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Five Lies John Told (And Then A Whole Lotta Truth) by Speranza
Fandoms: Stargate Atlantis
04 Aug 2008
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Man, he had to give up bullshitting like this.
Bookmarked by MojoFlower
16 May 2019
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Rodney is dying from anaphylaxis, and asks John if he loves him, but John evades; and then Rodney dies, so John has to CUT A HOLE IN HIS THROAT, and then there's a coma, and John never did honestly answer that question.
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You shot me, McKay tries to say, and in another world where Sheppard was holding something clumsy like a P90 in one hand and the bullet only grazed McKay’s side, Sheppard might reply Yes, Rodney, I shot you and I said I was sorry! It might even be kind of funny. You shot me, McKay wants to say, and all he can taste is blood.
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19 Aug 2019
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Oh, this hits hard, right in the feels. Rodney loses his voice, and it's traumatic and devastating and overwhelming, and he tries to deal with it all by himself. The PTSD sucks, and so does the depression and the bed-wetting and the shame and loss and oh poor baby he needs so many hugs. John is filled with guilt, of course, for having shot his friend, even if he WAS hallucinating at the time, but his utter devotion shines through as he sticks by Rodney's side and helps him build his piano (piano-building as therapy... it makes perfect sense).
Rod comes in from the other universe, and it really bites, 'cause here's a Rodney who can TALK, and also, he's nice, and Rodney wants to punch him. Or kiss him. (Hey, it's masturbation, right? Or a paradox. Hmmm.) Rod just wants to fix everyone here, 'cause they're all a mess. (I worried about the Rod/Rodney tag, because I'm a very monogamous McShepp shipper, but really, it makes sense and it doesn't interfere with the McShepp endgame.)
Author says they'll write more in this verse, so I'm really looking forward to that.
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So yeah, it’s good, doing this with Sheppard. McKay has researched PTSD and he’s a big believer in cognitive behavioural therapy; exposure to the phobia, so to speak. He’s not afraid of Sheppard, of course – that would be stupid. Sheppard shot him one (1) time by mistake. McKay blew up five-sixths of a solar system by mistake. Shit happens.