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They share a weak, newborn t'hy'la bond. And the planet knows.
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A month after pon farr, Spock still struggles to regain control. The constant presence of Kirk does not aid him one bit. At the same time, the Captain grapples with the fear of losing Spock's friendship and his own growing want. When the starship Enterprise comes in contact with a strange planet, things take a turn for the worse.
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Dear Demora (Make It up As I Go) by Misscar
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
28 Sep 2025
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Follow-up to Dear Spock and Dear James. The five year mission is a go. Jim is trying to figure out how to be Spock’s first officer and husband while dealing with the lasting consequences of nearly dying. Spock tries to figure out how to give Jim what he needs while balancing his responsibilities as captain. Sulu is trying to figure out how to be a good dad to Demora and partner to Ben light years from both. Leonard and Nyota are trying to figure out how to raise a preteen in space with enough baggage to fill the ship. No one knows quite what they're doing. However, they are the best crew in Starfleet, which essentially means they’ll just make it up as they go. A collection of letters, emails and other written correspondence from the first year of Enterprise’s five-year mission.
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- Part 3 of The Dear Spock Universe
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Up in smoke by Sylvesterthecrow
Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies), Star Trek: The Original Series, Star Trek: Strange New Worlds (TV)
18 Sep 2025
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Saying that the Captain had been stressed out recently would be a little bit of an understatement. Starfleet had been up his ass about getting preparations for an up and coming initiation into the Federation absolutely perfect. He had been sluggish, more irritated than usual, and more often than not left Spock the con for hours on end.
Spock, reasonably worried for his Captain, goes to investigate and finds Jim... hitting a blinker with some lower deckers.
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Kirk, Spock and McCoy end up on a rare shore leave together, drinking mint juleps and generally taking in the scenery. McCoy likes the weather, and Jim and Spock are not good at concealing the stares at each other as opposed to the planet.
During a perfectly normal walk, a panic attack sneaks up on Jim and sinks its teeth into him.
his companions are there to help him out.I'm in the process of adding more! Bear with!
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If I had Ordered Soft Lights, I'd also have Arranged for Music and Flowers. by AvataroftheVast259
Fandoms: Star Trek: The Original Series
14 Sep 2025
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A look at Kirk and Spock and Bones in The Conscience of the King!
Kirk's got some shit to deal with, Spock's in denial about the feels and Bones just wants them both to stop.
100% unfinished here guys give me a hot second
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Heterochromia Iridum by Twisha
Fandoms: Star Trek: The Original Series, Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies), Star Trek: Strange New Worlds (TV)
09 Sep 2025
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Nero changed a lot of things when he went back in time after the destruction of Romulus, particularly in the life of one James T. Kirk.
It was not the death of his father that made the most impact…it was something simple, something seemingly inconsequential…
The color of his eyes.
When Spock melds with Jim Kirk on Delta Vega, a stray memory triggers an old trauma. While waiting for the storm to clear, two people must come to grips with two vastly different tragic histories.
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A Clear sky (and wet grass) by Crylorenthe3rd
Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies), Star Trek: The Original Series
28 Aug 2025
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Jim has an existential crisis on wet grass at night, and Spock finds him, and they talk, and bam! That's the story.
Don't even ask. I just got an idea and was compelled to write it. Is it good? Probably not. Spelling errors? Yes. Spirk? Definitely.
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Еще одна жизнь by fandom All Space 2025 (fandom_AllSpace_2020), Riray (Rititavi)
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
20 Aug 2025
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Только что Джеймс Т. Кирк стоял на мостике "Энтерпрайз", обсуждая с экипажем, как бы побыстрее добраться домой после всей этой заварухи с "Нарадой". А в следующее мгновение он уже на Земле, в своей комнате в Академии, и завтра ему придётся предстать перед комиссией, чтобы защитить свои действия во время теста Кобаяши Мару.
Вулкан всё ещё на месте. Сотни кадетов Академии всё ещё живы. Кирк готов поспорить, что на этот раз справится лучше, но когда на кону миллиарды жизней, а на руках нет ни одного реального доказательства, что он не сбрендил, "лучше" означает попросить о помощи любого, кто готов его выслушать.
Хорошо, что Джим умеет быть убедительным.
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Watching 2009 Star trek (AOS?) by Thedarkprince_765
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
30 Jul 2025
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Most characters are from the day before Kirk takes the third Kobayashi Maru.
Some characters are from before Kirk decides to attend Starfleet. Specifically the day before the first bar scene.
JT is from Tarsus IV, before Starfleet comes to the rescue. (So he gets to be a feral kid)
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Killjoys, Make Some Noise! (Do It Now, Do It Loud) by icup_01
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
29 Jul 2025
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Morning dew on the grass, crops rustling, warm sunshine of a star on his face.
“I will be something.”
He lifts his chin, daring the too-small, wide-open world around him to tell him otherwise.
“I’ll be everything.”
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Taking the disc (and walking out the door) by Parallax_Parker
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
27 Jul 2025
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Jim Kirk seems to think that his knowledge of Spy movies is enough to pull off a heist. He's quickly proven incorrect.
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- Part 3 of Bad Things Happen Bingo
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Обнаружение (Finding Out) by Urban_Girl
Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
26 Jul 2025
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Кирк — скрывающийся под псевдонимом гений, которого уговаривают вступить в Звездный флот.
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Your Words Feel Like Scars by KiyokoMae
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
05 Jul 2025
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Kirk is smart, unless it's about his emotions, then he's dumb as a rock. Side effects of trauma and torture. Professor Spock doesn't seem to mind in any case.
Or: Angsty Hurt/No Comfort Soulmate AU but no MC's die challenge.
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A Good Place, A Bad Place, Home by fruitsboots
Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
15 May 2025
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Family.
The word feels wrong in his brain somehow, like when the universal translator misjudges alien lexicon and substitutes a word that's understood to be ‘close enough’ but still causes dissonance.
Is that really what they are? Have they ever been that?
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Jim goes back to Riverside for the first time since enlisting, forced to face all the reasons he left and the way that things have changed. At least Spock is there to remind him of home.
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Spock's mental health has been in the toilet since his father disowned him for joining Starfleet, and after nearly two years at the academy without being able to make a single positive connection, he's at the absolute end of his rope. Enter Jim Kirk, first year nerd with his own host of mental health problems, who's ready to do whatever it takes to keep this mysterious (and alluring) stranger alive and well.
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don't matter, you're safe here by deathbymayo
Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: The Original Series
24 Apr 2025
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Jim has still not yet moved on from his traumas.
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Waiting for the lights to come back on by LieutenantFilo
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
06 Apr 2025
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“And this is my husband, Sam.”
At the name and the eyes accompanying it, Jim felt like he had been punched in the gut, all breath knocked out of him.
Those familiar eyes looked at him, unrecognising.
The softest brown infused with specks of green, as if they held the new spring growth inside. They were the forest floor and the gentle flowers, somewhere to rest and breathe. They were Jim’s childhood. Late night talks and Chinese take away in secret.
The eyes of his older brother, George Samuel Kirk jr.
Sammy.
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After weeks of boredom, Jim was basically bouncing off the walls of the Enterprise. Finally they get a mission and suddenly he is faced with a ghost from his past. Someone who had left him 15 years ago, someone who was supposed to look after him and protect him, someone he had missed with every fibre of his being for years.
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Loveable by cinnamonroll_ofdeath
Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies), Star Trek: The Original Series
24 Mar 2025
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Life proved to Jim that he was unlovable. Between the trauma of his mother abandoning him, Frank's abuse, and the hell that was Tarsus 4, he believed that he was irrevocably broken and his only worth was in what he could do for others. No one would ever love him, least of all someone like Spock.
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Secrets by Human_I_think_not
Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek TOS - Fandom, Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies), Star Trek: The Original Series, Star Trek: The Original Series (Movies)
12 Mar 2025
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Jim Kirk has spent years running - from Tarsus IV, from his past, from himself. He’s buried it all so deep he almost believes it’s gone. But trauma doesn’t just disappear, and neither do the pieces of him left behind. When the walls he’s built start to crack, Spock and McCoy begin to notice the gaps in his memory, the shifts in his behavior, the signs of something Jim can’t hide forever. Because the past always catches up, and some secrets refuse to stay buried.
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- Part 2 of Fun Times With DID
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Trauma Abstracted by Die_06_fanfiction
Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: The Original Series
28 Feb 2025
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a cptsd sufferer's take on kirk having a nightmare about tarsus iv
(+ a wee bit of projection at the very end)