20 Works in Alexander Hamilton/John Laurens Angst
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The Greatest Changes Do Hurt The Most by imfeelinguntouchable
Fandoms: Hamilton - Miranda
10 Oct 2025
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When marriages fail you either call a marriage councillor or a divorce lawyer.
Unless you are the following people:
Thomas and Angelica Jefferson, who decided to council themselves
Eliza and Alex Hamilton, who just instead make out with the nearest cute gay available
John Laurens and Maria Reynolds, who arnet married unless you count the platonic playground wedding. They dont know how they got mixed up with the Hamiltons but all is fair in love, after all.
Or, angst fic in which relationships must be fixed. Some are salvaged, others are let go. New ones are formed.
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“That’s it? Red light green light?” The person next to Alex turned to ask him, and he shrugged in response.
“I guess so.” He answered simply.
All of the players lined up against the white line on the ground, separating the gathering area and the playing field. He peered through the crowd, trying to spot Lafayette, but he still was unable to find him. Well, after all, it didn’t matter much— they’d find each other after the first game. Alex braced himself, planting his feet firmly into the sand. The voice was heard once again.
“The game will now begin.”- - -
Alexander Hamilton, an impoverished orphan in New York is approached by a recruiter with the opportunity to win a handsome cash prize in return for playing children’s games. Alex soon realizes there are more to these games than just money— Love, loss, and grief. How will he survive in these games, while also protecting those he cares about?
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A Tale of Misunderstandings and Misfortune by orphan_account
Fandoms: Hamilton - Miranda
19 Dec 2024
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The Ten Duel Commandments (but different...) by madgesundersee
Fandoms: Hamilton - Miranda
02 Dec 2024
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it's everything the title says, although the archive warnings give something away ;) have fun crying
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Alexander Hamilton can't cope with the loss of John Laurens. He stands on a bridge at night.
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Tears From Those Who Passed by violntfemme
Fandoms: 18th Century CE RPF, American Revolution RPF, Historical RPF
24 Mar 2024
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'To whom it may concern,
As of the date of August 27, 1782, the revolutionary officer, John Laurens has been reported dead after involvement in a skirmish with the British at the Combahee river.'
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Loyalties Mangled At What Cost? by violntfemme
Fandoms: 18th Century CE RPF, American Revolution RPF
03 Mar 2024
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“Wh-whats the fucking point of this?! Why are you b-back to trying to kill me, exactly?!”
“I just have to!” His voice rang in Laurens’ ears. No. It wasn't his normal voice. It wasn't anger. There was a squeak sounded in the middle of his words, a crack of composure he had built so long ago. Laurens’ eyes lifted up to meet his.
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Hamilton realizes the only way to save himself from the hurt of falling for the enemy is to kill them.
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- Part 2 of Redcoat Ham AU
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make me love myself (so that i might love you) by adlerthetranscender
Fandoms: Hamilton - Miranda, American Revolution RPF, 18th Century CE RPF
02 Mar 2024
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Alexander fixes him with a glare and nods, "No. You have been avoiding me for the better part of an entire week; I demand to know why. In fact, the nature of our relationship considered, I daresay you owe me an explanation of—"
"I owe you nothing," John interjects, but his expression shutters, and immediately Alexander understands.
"Ah, so that is the issue," he says coldly, trying to keep the hurt out of his voice. "Our relationship."
or; John deals with internalised homophobia. Badly.
WTM Prompt 15—West Side Story—Prejudices
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- Part 15 of adler's wtm fics
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What if Francis Kinloch paid his ex-lover John Laurens a visit while he was a Prisoner of War?
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Almost like Hamilton watches 'Hamilton' except they go back to their timeline and fix everything, leading to Lin-Manuel Miranda to write Hamilton differently. This is gonna be a long fic. Also, Gay marriage is legal so- Lams and other gay ships because yes.
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You are what you loathe by Fireflame99
Fandoms: Hamilton - Miranda, 18th Century CE RPF, American Revolution RPF
01 Dec 2021
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[February, 1778]
Washington had ridden out with a few men to go and greet Von Steuben before his official entry. When he had returned, he was in a knot of emotions that he hadn't quite properly correlated to the aides despite their queries — Whatever had left the general so mystified was unbeknownst to them all, but they hadn't prodded further when he lastly didn't even acknowledge one of their questions. Afterward, they'd decided it must have just been a long day. Though Hamilton and Laurens remained weary of the man all the same.
(Or; the gay man finally arrives, bringing hopes and worries for Laurens and hamilton)
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- Part 12 of a very essential Aegis
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Based on a youtube video -
When Alexander Hamilton recieves word that his best friend and lover has died. He throughs himself into his work. But when he's not working what does he do?
He's writing a letter to john, a letter he swears will make his palaces and cathedrals fall to build him his own country of words.
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I'm Mr. Loverman by crazychlo08
Fandoms: Hamilton - Miranda, 18th Century CE RPF, American Revolution RPF
19 Feb 2021
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Inspired by Ricky Mongomery's "Mr. Loverman" I delve into a character study of John Laurens and Alexander Hamilton's relationship but in short spurts of one shots, it's not gonna go in any specific order, just with some prompts (the song lyrics) and I do admit I will be writing things I crave to read so have fun!
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~Prompts~
Hamilton Week (January 1st-11th)
1- Height Difference
2- Coffee Shop AU
3- Letters/Writing
4-Injured?Patch up
5- Childhood
6- Near Death/Saves Life
7- Winter
8- Marriage
9- First impressions
10- Drunk/Alcohol
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“On Tuesday the 27th, my son was killed in a gunfight against British troops retreating from South Carolina.”
Basically, my written version of the Laurens Interlude scene.
I planned on posting this in August on the anniversary of Laurens' death, but better late than never. Enjoy some sad Lams! I'm not sorry for writing this lol, I hope I didn't ruin your day.
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A chance encounter with a fellow student leads Alex to more—
Much more, and much worse, before it gets better.
(Or, five times Alex says no, and one time Alex says yes.)
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John is finding it hard dealing with the fact the love of his life Alex has married a woman, more importantly, a person that is not him. But Laf knows how to help him over come his troubles.
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John's heart breaks when Thomas confesses to Alex and Alex returns the affection.
Luckily he knows just the right person to go to for comfort.
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Elizabeth leans forward and rests her elbows on her knees. “What happened, Alexander?”
“Nothing happened.” says he.
“What happened to your husband?”
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- Part 4 of Lams oneshots
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Somebody said you got a new friend/Does she love you better than I can?/There's a big black sky over my town/I know where you're at, I bet she's around
And yeah, I know it's stupid/But I just gotta see it for myself
I'm in the corner, watching you kiss her, oh oh oh/I'm right over here, why can't you see me, oh oh oh/And I'm giving it my all, but I'm not the guy you're taking home, ooh/I keep dancing on my own
I'm just wanna dance all night/And I'm all messed up, I'm so out of line, yeah/Stilettos and broken bottles/I'm spinning around in circles
So far away but still so near/The lights come up, the music dies/But you don't see me standing here/I just came to say goodbye
I'm in the corner, watching you kiss her, oh/And I'm giving it my all, but I'm not the guy you're taking home, ooh/I keep dancing on my own
or; sad sad crying sad sad
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- Part 8 of songfics