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    Words don't always carry the same meaning when translated into another language. The same goes for Enochian, and the words Sam screams in the throes of his flashbacks detail anguish and pain and the hopeless begging brought on by repeated violation.
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    (Castiel bears witness to the horrors of Sam's cage trauma, and he's determined to help Sam associate Enochian with gentleness and love instead).

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    Still, he's here, and he knocks, and he waits when he shouldn't. What he got should've been enough. Except it's not, and he can't help being greedy, being foolish. Just once.

    Title from 'Nature Boy' by Nat King Cole, written by Eden Ahbez

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    Dean surprises Sam in the corridors of the bunker and puts his own mark on his baby brother.
    Repost.

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    “And yet, dude, let me bathe in my moment’s shame. You have no idea what it’s like to flop in front of the guy of your dreams.”
    Castiel hugged him, snuggling even closer. “I released the leviathans into the world. And declared myself God. In front of you.” He paused, then succinctly concluded, “I’d rather choke on a cock.”

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    Dean remembered a time when Sam’s hand fit inside his, when he could pick Sam up and put him on his shoulders and feel him go all shivery with nervous glee; clinging tight to Dean so he could keep showing him the world from his point of view. There was no greater feeling than being needed like that. How long had it been since the last time he’d felt it? What did the two of them even mean anymore?

    Body and blood, mutation and stasis, and the key to a lasting marriage.

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    "Castiel is a little bit obsessed with human sensation."

    After becoming an angel again and working with Sam to go after Gadreel, Cas finds himself more fixated than ever on wanting to know what being with Sam would feel like.

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    Sam is sick again, just like during the trials, and Castiel can’t heal it away, but he is determined to be there for him in whatever way he can be. Sam refuses to let him call for Dean after their fight, and so it’s up to Castiel to help Sam heal without the use of his grace.

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    He's never been able to cry silently, to keep up a stoic, blank facade, not like Dean– there's nothing respectable about the way Sam breaks, no grace in the way sobs catch in his throat, in how they wrack his whole frame. It's ugly. It's the kind of scene that makes a person want to do anything in their power to look away.

    Castiel doesn't look away.

    "You don't deserve to feel this way," Castiel tells him, like it's the most obvious thing in the world, and it just makes Sam want to cry harder.

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    That was another thing he’d observed about the Winchesters: sometimes, when they’d hit a particular low point in whatever cosmic struggle they’d become entangled in, one of them would suggest a more mundane hunting case, a milk run they called them, and somehow shooting a monster or banishing a ghost would put them back on top. Castiel didn’t understand it, but it was a tried-and-true method and he needed something.

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    There is a strange discomfort in healing Sam in the days that follow Dean’s departure.

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    He wasn't legitimately sick, he was sure of that much. Anxiety or stress-induced nausea was different, emptier and achier, but it wasn't any better than actually coming down with something. It was worse, in fact, because he knew that he was doing this to himself, and if he could stay calm for a few minutes it would all go away. And he couldn't. He had no control over himself.

    Dean had been certain to make that clear.

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    Cas starts driving, and once he starts, he doesn't stop. (A 9.11 coda.)

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    "If anyone's listening. Here goes. My name is Sam Winchester and I have no idea where to begin." There are some things that shouldn't be kept a secret. Castiel shows Dean exactly what Sam had confessed in the church.

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    Cas finds Dean bound to the headboard of a motel room, where the corpse of an incubus that suspiciously resembles the angel lies on the floor. They take off, but Dean refuses to talk about what happened. Incubi toxin pumps through his veins while Cas spends the drive reconsidering their relationship. The toxin takes its' hold as Dean begins to panic and Cas beseeches him to pull over.

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    "A sötét dzsekis alak körül még a levegő is hidegebb volt. Ahogy a szájához emelte az újabb üveget egy nem kívánt beszélgetésbe vonta be a csapos.
    „Vársz valakit, fiam?”
    „Nem. Nem igazán.” A válasza nyers volt. A szeméből a benne lévő üresség tükröződött. Valami történt ezzel az emberrel. Egy csapos ezt már csak megérzi.
    „Ennyi sör után nem ajánlom, hogy a volán mögé ülj. Van, ki hazavigyen?”
    Haza. Neki olyan sosem volt."

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    Cas distances himself from the bunker, only to have Sam ask him to come back.

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    Dean's health deteriorates following his brush with Cain; surprisingly, not because of it. Castiel hunts him down and drags him back to the Bunker to recuperate.

    But this isn't about Castiel.

    Well, half of it isn't.

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    9x11 Coda.

    Dean is driving alone in the Impala, and he can't get Crowley's words out of his head: "Nobody hates you more than you do." Maybe he's right, but Dean just wishes he was home at the bunker, with someone to cheer him up.

    [Second chapter, Cas POV]

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    Hell isn’t really underground. Dean’s not sure where it is, but sometimes he thinks about it like that anyways, hidden under hundreds of miles of rock. It must have been closer to the surface once, radiating heat out into this world like an old brick oven. Now it travels here in pieces.

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    Dean and Cas wake up in bed together, but they still have some things to talk about.

    Series
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