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• Hate Yourself by Pomegranate_Cherry

  Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Game Grumps, Ninja Sex Party - Fandom  

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  14 Aug 2025

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  • Dan Avidan/Arin Hanson | Egoraptor
  • Suzy Berhow | Mortem3r/Arin Hanson | Egoraptor
  • Brian Wecht | Ninja Brian & Dan Avidan
  • Dan Avidan
  • Arin Hanson | Egoraptor
  • Brian Wecht | Ninja Brian
  • Original Female Character(s)
  • Unnamed Female Character(s)
  • Angst
  • Hurt
  • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
  • Possible Comfort
  • Dan Avidan is a mess
  • Arin Hanson is in denial
  • Angst with maybe a happy ending
  • Songfic
  • Featuring Dan’s OCD
  • OCD
  • Featuring Arin’s Anxiety
  • Featuring Arin’s ADHD
  • Overthinking/Underthinking Dynamic
  • Pre-Ashley era Grumps
  • Anxiety
  • Internalized Homophobia
  • Gay denial
  • Mutual Pining
  • but not really
  • Arin wants Dan
  • but Dan doesn’t
  • unless
  • First Fic In Four Years
  • Cheating
  • perhaps
  • Maybe - Freeform
  • One-Sided Attraction
  • switching POVs
  • Early Grumps
  • etemophobia
  • Original transfemme character - Freeform
  • Atelophobia
  • several song-based chapters
  • fix-it but they both get worse
  • Player!Dan
  • except hes pathetic and unconfident
  • lowkey A Human’s Touch coded
  • except they’re both humans
  • TWRP and NSP references
  • Egobang - Freeform
  • OCD affecting Dan’s eating patterns
  • Intrusive Thoughts
  • they are both mentally ill
  • contamination OCD
  • breakdowns
  • meltdowns
  • Drinking

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