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Tyler Joseph never expected to be thrown into the middle of a working college radio station, and he definitely didn’t expect to care about the effortlessly charismatic Josh Dun, who seems to run the chaos around him. Quiet, religious, and painfully self-conscious, Tyler stumbles through a world he doesn’t quite fit into—and finds himself drawn to something—or someone—bigger than himself.
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Miho accidentally killed Maho in a tournament
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Zugzwang by Scissiors
Fandoms: Re:ゼロから始める異世界生活 | Re:Zero Starting Life in Another World (Anime)
13 Nov 2025
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Zugzwang: (In chess) A compulsion to move, when every possible action will result in a disadvantage or loss.
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A day in the life of Natsuki Subaru, the long-suffering personality hire of Astrea Manor.
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A popular author of florotica lives in undomesticated Accord space at the beginning of the war. When her identity is revealed she is arrested and sentenced to prison for treason. A few years later she is liberated by the Compact, but the time has drastically and permanently changed her. Will she be able to fully heal from her trauma and once again find joy in writing?
This work is started as part of the HDG July Disability Journalings, it will include my experiences with agoraphobia, anxiety, depression, suicidal ideations, addiction, and PTSD.
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Against the Dying of the Light by Scout_t
Fandoms: X-Men - All Media Types, X-Men (Movieverse), X-Men (Original Timeline Movies)
13 Nov 2025
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GUYS IM UPDATING EVERY HOURRRRRRRRR LAST UPDATE WAS AT 9:48 SEE YOU WITH MORE OF CH 1 AT 10:48
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- Part 1 of That Good Night
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Sent to the frontlines of a battle never meant for your pitiful existence before being brutally shut down by the nation you wished to dutifully serve, you find yourself abandoned and forgotten by the society you had once been a promising part of.
Noxus favoured the strong and shunned the weak - a concept you knew too well as your fate was to live at the very bottom of the Noxian food chain, meaninglessness clinging to your every word.
What an insult it was then, that the man who basked in the glow of the worthy, dared to revisit your disgraced being, a red hand offered to an unwelcomed heart as you flee from your previous life's clutches.
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I'm not how they hoped by izzythamizzy
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
12 Nov 2025
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Nesta Archeron never expected to survive the Cauldron, let alone be shaped in any way by it. When she disappears off from Velaris and the Inner Circle, no one expects her to end up in Autumn. Certainly, not with Eris Vanserra. There is something in Autumn that keeps her from fleeing from it. As tensions rise both inside of Nesta and outside in the Courts, Nesta needs to find a way to decide who and what she is.
A slow-burn exploration of identity, longing, love and friendship.
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For Akmenos and Giz, everything starts off well. They get to spend time with their mom at their aunts' house
But then they end up overhearing a conversation they shouldn't have.
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TW: Suicidal Thoughts, Implications of Rape, and the overall theme of Child AbuseSeries
- Part 1 of Family Lines
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“Medkit, for your crimes against the inphernals of the factions, that include but are not limited to, Aiding and abetting, Burglary, Fraud and involuntary manslaughter, the court of Banland herby sentences you to…”
Medkit stared up at the judge with a blank expression, hearing the charges against him fall onto his ears. He wasn’t proud of the things he did for the church, the things they made him do, but he supposed he did them anyways, and that adds up.
He probably could have gotten away with it too, if he had just stayed with the church, instead of running away and getting arrested so they wouldn’t find him. Prison was far better than death, at least he’d get to live without being constantly used and made to do the church’s dirty work.
At least he’d get to live.
“...Death by the electric chair.”
What.
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After dismantling a communications network, the humans are left to pick up the pieces.
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- Part 3 of HSO/HFY
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within the inner heart I plead (for you to talk to me) by bittersweet_serendipity
Fandoms: Squid Game (TV 2021)
13 Nov 2025
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The first thing Nam-gyu thinks when he sees Thanos the great, the rapper, the legend for the first time, is that he dresses fucking awful.
Nam-gyu’s certainly no fashion expert, but even he knows that wearing such mismatched neon colors is nothing more than an eyesore, especially when it clashes with brightly colored purple hair. The entire setup the guy has going on is a complete mess. Nam-gyu feels a little bit sorry for him, actually.
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(A stray cat, quips written on sticky notes, a seedy club with a cruel boss and spiteful co-workers, and a purple haired rapper who seems intent on becoming a fixture in Nam-gyu’s life.
The moon rises quicker with each passing day, a reminder that time is fleeting.)
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Siren's Call by Queen_Eira
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
12 Nov 2025
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Katsumi, on the brink of taking her life, is saved by Eraserhead. He gets her the help she needs before taking her in to get her back on her feet. She despises him for saving her life, yet she slowly becomes closer and closer to him. Battling her past as she makes new friendships, Katsumi's newly peaceful life is thrown into chaos when she realizes she must face what happened to her and who she is to keep the people she cares about in her life, and safe. She can't stand to lose anyone, especially her new love, Aizawa. Will she have the power to save not only the world, but herself? Or will she end up exactly as she was told?
(Will post every/every other Wednesday)
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A Fate He Could Never Have Escaped by PolkaDotSpot
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
12 Nov 2025
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"Father?.." Lyney called, becoming more nervous by the second. "You called me in here for a reason. I'd like to hear it."
"I'm sick, Lyney."
"Sick?" Lyney's eyes narrowed in confusion. The way she'd been acting… It had appeared to be something more serious than this. "You're just sick? Even if it's something as bad as the flu, it's nothing to cry over. You'll be okay." He put his right hand on her shoulder, his painted nails shimmering in the light. She set her tissue aside, taking a deep breath.
"No, Lyney. I… I'm going to die."
Lyney has never wanted to become a Fatui Harbinger. The mere thought of it keeps him awake at night. As the Fourth Harbinger's successor, he knows his fate is inevitable, but not for many years to come. The Knave is young and healthy, so she should live for several decades more…
…But what happens when the Knave is diagnosed with a terminal illness?
- Updates every Monday and Thursday
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- Part 1 of Ignore the Man Behind the Mask
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Robert Robertson tries several different anti-depressants. None of them really work.
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Lalo seems as unperturbed as ever, spidery shadows twitching on his cheeks, when his eyes move behind his closed lids.
He’s still just mouthing along to the lyrics, his whole profile illuminated by the sun, every pore, wrinkle and hair follicle made visible, an effect only exacerbated by the slight sheen of sweat on his skin.
Unwittingly, Nacho’s reminded of that documentary on deep-sea life Jo and Amber had running in the background yesterday while they were high out of their mind. Of the anglerfish dangling a light in front of unsuspecting fish. Look at me, it screams. Dig your teeth in, gorge yourself. But just when you think yourself safe, when you get too close – a snap of teeth and you’re over. Done for.
Nacho is that fish. Perhaps even stupider, considering he knows exactly what he’s facing.
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Or the Soulmate AU, in which Nacho's already crappy situation takes a turn for the worse when he's confronted with a sudden inability to lie to Lalo.
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Luffy set sail a month later. This changed everything.
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- Part 1 of One Piece Rogue Saga
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White Wine by stawmsies
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types
13 Nov 2025
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Percy is a struggling college student dealing with annoying customers at the coffee shop he works at, a shit ton of schoolwork, and a boyfriend who won't let him enjoy his college experience for some odd reason. In all, his life kinda sucks. That is until he meets a straight-cut blond boy of his dreams who brings a bit of life and passion back into his world; the varsity football captain, a man known as Jason Grace.
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You weren't expecting some company on your last day planned alive.
21-year-old ANBU Hatake Kakashi fucks up a mission, triggers some jutsu that hurls him into another dimension, and steadily becomes your lover after landing unconscious right outside your doorstep.
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- Part 1 of Bewitched and Befallen, Home To You
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Cursed by KennB
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Loki (TV 2021), Thor (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
13 Nov 2025
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"You're supposed to be alive. The Time Keepers deem it so."
Is there life after everything is lost? Mobius certainly seems to think so.
If only he would let Loki in on the secret. Because he is tiring of all the nervous stares, the cryptic posters plastered on every wall, the half-answers. It's all such torture, the mystery. And the warmth behind his new friend's gaze is just a tease, stringing him along toward some unknown hell.How, after everything he's done, can Time need Loki? Of all others...
"There's always a first time for everything."
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- Part 2 of Methuselah
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Blood and Overpriced Bubblegum by DevinBourdain
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
13 Nov 2025
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Fleeing personal tragedy, Leonard McCoy's decided to take a job across country. The universe is conspiring against him, when his vehicle breaks down at a long forgotten motel. The guests are unique but none more than a man with piercing blue eyes who seems to see past Leonard's rough edges. Has Leonard found hope or something more sinister?