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    The world can be a harsh and brutal place, where even just trying to exist can be overwhelming. In a near future, Han Jisung has found the perfect escape in a fully immersive VR game where he is able to thrive in the environment rather than struggle to tolerate it. A world where he can feel like someone who can be loved, and indulge in a virtual romance without the pressure and fear caused with real ones. Somewhere he can feel just like a normal person. He will soon find, though, that even something that feels perfect can never fully be an escape from reality, and who he is. He is in a losing fight in maintaining the balance between keeping the reality he is so desperate to run away from, and the virtual world where he can fake being more real than in reality separated.

    Or; A story about struggling to exist in (and out of) the world with autism, trauma, and a complicated relationship with sexuality. About escapism, acceptance, healing, and the ordeal of falling in love.

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    12/15
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    He’s back here.

    He’s back here.

    Oh Witches damned, let it be just a nightmare - a demented illusion of his wretched mind.

    . . .

    He should have known. Should have known that peace would never last, despite much of his Other Half's reassurances.

    Sent back to the far past in the midst of war, Shadow Milk finds himself ill-adjusted to who he used to be. Yet, there's one thing he's absolutely certain - he can't allow the Virtues to go down that path, not again.

    (Hundreds of years in the future, a shepherd searched and longed.)

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    “So, a little spider has managed to crawl her way through the Mist,” they speak, voice steady but with a slight roughness to it. Beneath the mask, the tiny specks of white that she'd seen before are no longer visible.

    She remains in her stance, ready to defend herself, but for a moment, she thinks that she can maybe avoid a battle this time. “So you are of sound mind,” she begins, staring directly at the silken bug. “We do not have to battle. Let us speak like reasonable bugs,”

    The figure before her laughs. “I think we both know there is nothing to talk about for the both of us,” they declare, grip on their longpin tightening. “I would expect a bug able to traverse my Mist to be more perceptive than that.”

    OR

    Hornet encounters Phantom in the Exhaust Organ, but their encounter goes... a bit differently than either of them had expected. As a bond blossoms between the two, the course of their story changes greatly.

    (ps: you can skip the porn if you want, ill add which lines to stop & start at in the notes for each chapter)

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    Chapters:
    2/10
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    Rogue cultivator Wei Wuxian, son of a god and a ghost king.

    Second Jade of Lan, Lan Wangji, second heir of the Lan Clan.

    Black and white, yin and yang.

    Forever incomplete without the other.

     

    or

    Rogue cultivator wwx got adopted by hualian, and then falls in love with lwj. Mainly wangxian focus.

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    29/?
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    Everyone thinks Rick is fine after breaking out of prison....including Rick.

    Everyone was wrong.

    Or: Rick goes to Rehab in this one, Broh. (Better get out your tissues for this one, Broh.)

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    Chapters:
    20/?
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    Although it has been 3 years, as much as Hiccup thinks he forgets it, the memories from before the Red Death continue to haunt him. The insults, the self-deprecating thoughts, and most of all the depression stay with him forever, resurfacing occasionally. As Hiccup enters another turbulent period during the war with the Dragon Hunters, the thoughts haunt him and soon enough, he turns back to his bad habit of cutting.

    Can Astrid and Toothless help Hiccup save himself?

    Timeline: RTTE between S2 and S3

    TW: Self-harm

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    7/7
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    "Father?.." Lyney called, becoming more nervous by the second. "You called me in here for a reason. I'd like to hear it."

    "I'm sick, Lyney."

    "Sick?" Lyney's eyes narrowed in confusion. The way she'd been acting… It had appeared to be something more serious than this. "You're just sick? Even if it's something as bad as the flu, it's nothing to cry over. You'll be okay." He put his right hand on her shoulder, his painted nails shimmering in the light. She set her tissue aside, taking a deep breath.

    "No, Lyney. I… I'm going to die."

    Lyney has never wanted to become a Fatui Harbinger. The mere thought of it keeps him awake at night. As the Fourth Harbinger's successor, he knows his fate is inevitable, but not for many years to come. The Knave is young and healthy, so she should live for several decades more…

    …But what happens when the Knave is diagnosed with a terminal illness?

    - Updates every Monday and Thursday

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    Chapters:
    18/50
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    It's all the same, no loud noises, no more than 3 people, only a certain amount of time, too little space, or too much money. Rinse, repeat. It was getting sickening at this point.

    “Hey, hey, how about him?” Gyeong-su pipes up, handing his phone over to Thanos, as the rest of the band crowded around him.

    Thanos starts muttering under his breath as he reads the page, “Han Nam-gyu… 200,000 won.. Loud noise allowed, and no more than 6 people.. Huh.” Thanos hums. “Sounds good.. Message him, Gyeong-su.” His smirk returns as he hands Gyeong-su his phone.

    -

    Thanos and his band are looking for a good place to practice their music. Failure after failure they finally find Han Nam-gyu, a renter willing to house the 6 of them in his basement. It's just what they need.

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    The first thing to vanish was the noise. No more chatter from the radios, no more hum of latenight stations filling the emptiness of sleepless hours. Towers went dark one by one, until all that was left was the hollow hiss of static. In the silence that followed, monsters came. Towns crumbled, highways turned into graveyards of rust. Survivors learned to whisper instead of shout, to hide instead of search. Yet sometimes, when the night was quiet enough and the wind turned just right there was still a voice. A voice that told people where not to go, what roads still held danger, which shadows were alive. No one knew the man behind it. Only that when the world itself had gone silent, someone out there was still speaking. And for those who were lost, that was enough.
    Meeting Torchbearer is the first time in months Clancy leaves his bunker willingly. Something about a strange broadcast telling him to follow the yellow cuts through the static of his cynicism. He wonders if someone else out there is carrying a torch for more than just themselves. Clancy doesn't know if this will be his redemption, or just another dead-end signal. But as long as his voice carries, he'll keep speaking.
    Because silence in this world is death.

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    Katsuki had to admit, growing deaf over the years made him angry.

    Not knowing what to do with it, Katsuki had been directing his anger towards a certain green haired boy, pushing him away. Harsh words and unfair actions. Izuku got the hint. He left Katsuki alone.

    Katsuki never cared much for anyone, he had his own friends and that was enough. There was no need to reach out to anyone further. He wasn't worried. Now in their final years of highschool, Katsuki notices something... different, about Izuku.

    Or alternatively,

    Izuku was almost failing his classes for the third semester in a row, and Katsuki sets to find out why.

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    33/?
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    他们的故事,发生于永不逝去的冬天。

    转世后的现代Pa,ABO世界观,校园+黑道
    主cp为童妓(童磨x妓夫太郎,这个cp名真是糟糕啊……),副cp为狛恋和蛇恋
    童磨和兄妹是养父子关系。涉及未成年人性行为、暗示/提及虐待儿童、黑道行为、类斯德哥尔摩综合征、自伤行为、暗示/提及性虐待……
    剧情向长文,有肉,尽量会让原著全员都会出场,人物tag会慢慢补齐
    祝阅读愉快:)

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    中文-普通话 國語
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    10/?
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    She was the perfect daughter. The perfect heir. The perfect weapon. But what happens when war ends and no one knows what to do with a girl built for battle? When the empire that made her no longer needs her? Can the Fire Nation truly survive without war?

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    8/?
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    10
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    Max Goof is at the prime of his life. He’s finally realized his dream of becoming the main dancer and choreographer for his favorite singer of all time, Powerline. That is, until an accident brings everything crashing down in an instant.

    Leading to him to return home to Ohio, metaphorical tail tucked between his legs.

    Will he find peace back home with his dad? Or will being back in Ohio only complicate things more?

    [Series does not need to be read in order]

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    Comments:
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    There is little in Frank Iero's life that goes according to plan. But when one bad decision puts him in a legal cesspool and bottomless debt, he has no choice but to intern at Korse & Associate's Legal Firm, where he expects nothing but corporate misery. What he doesn't expect is the degree to which some will bend to maintain job security. And Korse's personal assistant, Gerard, is the archetypal ass-kisser. But there's no way in hell Frank could end up like them, caring for the outcome of a sensational murder trial, or for his coworkers, or for anything outside his sphere of influence. Right?

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    53/?
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    Ren Amamiya is just your average high school girl. Until one day, she gets arrested because some slimeball insisted that she assaulted him. To get away from it all, her parents send her to Tokyo. However, on her way there, she sees a vision of a figure in a cloak, claiming to be a manifestation of chaos. The figure offers her power, but Ren chooses to stand against them. Now Ren is presented with the task of stopping the figure before chaos reigns over Japan.

    A Persona 5 Royal FeMC story/Rework of the Story. A lot of elements will be the same, but there are going to be a lot of changes as well.

    Kamoshida Arc: Chapters 1-22
    Madarame Arc: Chapters 23-50
    Kaneshiro Arc: Chapters 51-80
    Futaba Arc: Chapters 81-127 (New Minamoto Mini-Arc: Chapters 106-111)
    Okumura Arc: Chapters 128-171
    Sae Arc: Chapters 172-228
    Shido Arc: Chapters 229-present

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    The Stolen Lands. A no man's land infested by bandits and other dangers, wedged between countries, none of which really wants to claim it. There is a reason why they don't.
    A lonely traveller crosses the cursed land and hardly escapes with her life. She returns with a group of adventurers to bring law and order to the Stolen Lands, doing her best to preserve its rugged beauty. Little does she know that she has wandered to the playground of mysterious powers that use her as a pawn in their game, like they did so many others before. Can she build a kingdom that will survive her? Can she rely on her friends and allies, and prevail over her enemies? Can she free her land from the curse and come to terms with her own past and nature?

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    Chapters:
    110/?
    Comments:
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    Katara never really cared for the stories, but now, holding the Avatar’s heart in her hand, soaking herself in his blood, she wondered if anyone would notice if she made a few amendments.

    First: The avatar is dead and everyone should run

    Second: No one can save you

    Alternatively: A role reversal AU wherein Katara and Sokka replace Zuko and Azula, respectively. A few changes are made, however. The largest being that the Avatar is dead. The next is that soon, all benders will meet the same fate, including the very one that killed him.

    No matter what the people may think, no matter what the history books might say, they will never know that in these fleeting moments, she felt weak.

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    Chapters:
    11/?
    Comments:
    46
    Kudos:
    50
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    8
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    Dazai Osamu develops a massive crush on a certain ginger in the port mafia and still has it for seven years. One day he stumbles upon the fact that Chuuya Nakahara gets a girlfriend and his life spirals down into a series of mental illnesses, including an actual illness…

    A disease that makes him cough up flowers… The brunette wonders what will be of his life after his sudden disease and the problems along the way…

    Life must really hate him…

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    28,206
    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    66
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    74
    Bookmarks:
    11
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    1,401
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    the diary of a suicidal teenage girl lmao

    Language:
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    1/1
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