the saddest shit
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Hyungwon's family dies in a car accident, and it's only his strange new friendship with Jooheon that begins to help him recover.
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13 May 2021
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Oh my god. Just oh my g o d. Read it. Heed the tags, tho.
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Jungwoo doesn't mean to screw up. It just keeps happening. Everyone keeps talking about him behind his back. Jungwoo wants to make it stop. What if Jungwoo could reverse his mistakes?
Jungwoo thinks he figured out a way how.
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Jungwoo slips further and further down the rabbit hole of an eating disorder.
Trigger Warning: graphic depiction of an eating disorder (Bulimia)
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- Part 1 of Better Days
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16 May 2021
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Ok ok ok this is heavy. Like, really unflinchingly, heavy dark themes jungwoo has bulimia in idolverse heavy. But it has a happy ending and it is such a good read.
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"I told you," came the infuriated reply from the other end of the line. "That I don't want to talk to Jungwoo."
And, as though something inside him had snapped, Johnny snatched the phone from Taeil's hand, pressed his mouth right up against the speakers and ground out the following words through gritted teeth:
"Yukhei, Jungwoo is dying! If you don't get your ass back here, you won't get to talk to him ever again!"
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- Part 7 of NCT Hurt/Comfort
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20 May 2021
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i cried like fifteen times reading this.
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hold onto the memories, they will hold onto you by spellfire
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
04 Dec 2020
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“And I will hold onto you.” He stopped then, flashing him another one of those smiles Soobin recognised as the ‘Soobin exclusive’—or so Yeonjun had dubbed it. Poor Soobin’s little heart when he barely had time to compliment the older’s singing before his lips were occupied once more.
Every single day since then, whenever Soobin would turn to glance at Yeonjun, he would find the older boy already staring. Perhaps he’s always been looking at him, and Soobin just failed to notice.
But when did he stop looking? What went wrong?
(On his birthday, Soobin found himself taking a little trip down memory lane—memories that he may or may not have had.)
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27 May 2021
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this was so, so, so SAAAD. oh my god. poor binnie :(
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Choi Beomgyu dies on a Thursday.
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31 May 2021
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Oh my god. Oh my fucking god. This was so viscerally upsetting and so, so good.
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when yuta was seventeen, he didn’t know the science. there are people who would say he has the “addict gene,” and there are people who would say he’s just unlucky, and there are people who would say it’s because his mom and dad got divorced, but when yuta is seventeen, he sees the reason. deep down, in a very very dark place he’s never been to before. it’s the first time he does ecstasy.
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06 Jun 2021
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So good. A realistic portrayal of drug addiction without romanticizing it and while disturbing, it’s a refreshing concept to see in fan fiction.
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You shouldn't always trust your instincts. Jeno learns this the hard way.
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he’s high and he looks so happy about it, like it’s the best goddamn feeling in the world, and yoongi wants to fucking scream, fucking reach down his throat into his stomach and get it OUT. whatever it is—pills, crushed with the concave of a spoon on his kitchen counter, booze tricked out of someone older at a liquor store, something sweeter deposited onto his tongue with a dropper, WHATEVER IT IS.
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02 Nov 2021
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The author has done it again, writing fantastic drug abuse fics and god, it’s like experiencing it for yourself. The metaphors and the imagery and the despair is just visceral.
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Rec 15
Mystery Work
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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The first time Kevin ever meets Jacob Bae, he’s five years old and sitting shy and reserved under a shady oak tree at the park. Even in his tiny little mind, he knew this person would mean the world to him.
But what he didn’t know was that this boy would ruin him.
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He’s the guardian of this forest, his own little patch of sanctuary and respite and he loves his home. He’s wandered the paths and maintained the growth and love for millennia and he only hopes to continue on his path for many more to come— because he is the spirit of growth in the air.
He blooms the flowers, he breathes life into the wilted and diseased, and with a simple caress of his elegant fingers, wonder flourishes around him.