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  1. Public Bookmark 42

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    She was never meant to be part of this.

    Wrong place, wrong time—and now Natalia Haddad is undercover for S.H.I.E.L.D., working deep inside a HYDRA facility. Her assignment: monitor, treat, and report on their most dangerous operative.

    The Winter Soldier doesn’t speak, doesn’t flinch, doesn’t remember.

    But from inside his fractured mind, he sees her.

    And something begins to stick.

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    When Steve and the team return to Avengers tower to find Bucky gone, they must venture into B.A.R.F. to figure out what triggered him to leave and hunt those who wronged him. Trapped in a simulation of Bucky's worst memories with rogue HYDRA agents waiting to strike, 100 years of secrets, lies, pain and love drive the team to their limit and push Steve towards a realisation that is a century in the making.

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  3. Public Bookmark 81

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    Death is not the worst thing that can happen to a man.

    To break him, you must first shatter his body—again and again and again. Then, you take his mind, his will, his name. You strip him down to something unrecognisable, reshape him into something he was never meant to be. Survival is its own kind of cruelty, and some wounds don’t heal. Some don’t even scar.

    Because war doesn’t just take—it remakes. It chews men up and spits them out as something else: hollowed out, stitched haphazardly, and left to stumble forward. No side is ever truly victorious, not when the battlefield becomes a graveyard, and the survivors are left carrying its ghosts. No matter who wins, the cost is always the same: death. the weight of what can never be undone.

    All wars end the same.

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    This is the story of Bucky Barnes, Steve Rogers, and the Howling Commandos. The war they fought. The men they lost. The scars they carried. The love that blossoms, even in the darkest of places, far behind enemy lines.

    Before the ice. Before the Winter Soldier.

    Before it all got worse .

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  4. Public Bookmark 27

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    War creates invisible scars that never go away

     

    This story is part of a series but can be read by itself, it is self-contained.

    This is the story of Bucky's experiences from 1943 to 1945, from the Battle of Azzano and Krausberg in 1943 to falling off the train in 1945.

    This is a story about friendship, solidarity, brotherhood, secrets, betrayal and trauma.

    Bucky went through a lot more in World War 2 than Steve ever knew about, this is the story of what happened. So much trauma, and angst. And blackmail and military homophobia. Please check the tags.

     

    He never would have thought it possible for a person to be held hostage by their own brain, but that’s what it felt like now. Sheer force of will could only get you so far.

     

    He felt a horrible sense of inevitability and impending doom that there was only one way out of the dreadful situation he had managed to get himself into.

     

    And sometimes he felt such a deep desire and such a desperate longing to simply just not exist anymore.

     

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  5. Public Bookmark 44

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    *Spoilers for Thunderbolts*

    What Bucky saw in the Void. Happy memories of course.

    Zola. Lukin. Red Room. Rumlow.

    The good stuff

    *extra chapter added

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