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  1. Public Bookmark 53

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    Chuuya is so done with Dazai, who just annoys him since the year started. But... maybe he just wants a friend? (Chuuya is so blind and Dazai so obvious).

    Or highschool au, in which Dazai ends up being a port mafia executive, then they're happy until they're not. With a sequel.

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    06 Aug 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 4

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    Soukoku, devastating rivals, a demon and a god, two bodies that share a singular soul, practically bound together by fate (maybe a little manipulation on Dazai's part). Dazai has never felt much of anything. Or rather, he doesn't know how to regulate, understand, or express his feelings, while Chuuya feels every one of his emotions 10 fold, never quite catching a break. His mood can switch up so fast that he himself cannot process what caused it. Neither of the two see humanity in themselves, for one reason or another, but that doesn't stop them from seeing humanity in each other. Chuuya is the most expressive person that Dazai has ever known, he radiates raw, human emotion and brings life to every room, at least from Dazai's perspective. It's no wonder that Dazai became so fixated so quickly on Chuuya, wanting nothing more than to provoke him, to drag out and experience that emotion through his partner, negatively or positively. Dazai does not realize that his obsession has turned into something more, something overwhelming, something uncontrollable. The feeling becomes so heavy in his chest that he is unable to ignore it any longer, and once he recognizes what it is, he is bombarded with another feeling--disgust.

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    03 Jul 2025

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    Waiters are the witnesses of life. This is just how the story goes. Right now, Chuuya is witnessing Dazai steal his job.

    (waiter!au about the attraction of the incompatible, Michelin stars, fake relationships, and blind dedication)

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    29 Jun 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 95

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    They're finally dating. Finally. Who'd have guessed? Certainly not them. Okay, so, how is this going to work out, now?

    This is set between "Love, Dreams, Impending End of the World, and other minor problems" and the sequel to that (not yet published). It's mostly a plotless pile of fluff and smut, to give the boys a chance to figure things out between them and work on their new relationship with each other.

    Reading the previous works (starting with the Advent Calendar) is highly recommended.

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    04 Jun 2025

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    This was far from the first time Dazai spent time in a mental institution. The inpatient facility was more like a second home at this point. He wasn't expecting anything different from usual when he was admitted yet again. But a short redhead with anger issues had the potential to save Dazai from this monotonous torture.

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    27 May 2025