TheFeeshBoi (Bookfish)

A teenage boy slumped partially under bedcovers and looking at a lit laptop screen with the words "read, read" floating above his head in the style of sound effect words for a comic. (Nick Nelson from Heartstopper, volume 1, page 192.)



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    A Soulmate AU for Heartstopper featuring Soulmate-Identifying Marks, Gender Affirming Soulmarks, and a Trans!Nick Nelson in 5+1 formats.

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    A night out at the club with his two sapphic friends leads Nick Nelson to a realization about himself when he meets a beautiful man with blue eyes that set his insides on fire. Thrown into a crisis of sexuality, he has to make the decision whether or not to call the number given to him in the club... all while trying to navigate what being queer means for him, his anxieties about being "good enough", and the pressures of day to day life.

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  1. Rec 67

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    The Leia rescue takes a turn!

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    What if someone decided that guarding the strange ship they just beamed in was a pretty important task? What if they sent a Purge Trooper to do it? What if that Purge Trooper happens to find one old Jedi strangely familliar?

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    09 Oct 2024

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    Reference doc for Mando'a linked in comments

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    The Traitor turned away from the fight, towards the troopers, as if he'd heard something from behind them.

    Terrible mistake, CC-2224 thought. Now Lord Vader will-

    CC-2224's thoughts screeched to a painful halt as the Traitor's face was revealed.

    Older, tanned and far more weathered than he'd remembered...

    The Jedi turned back towards Lord Vader, a small, achingly familiar smirk playing on his lips, pulling on wrinkles that hadn't existed before.

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    He moved smoothly, filling in his general's blanks, creating a perfect wall against the blasterfire.

    Wherever the saber wasn't, his blasters were, dispatching the troopers while his general blocked.

    Something in his head hurt, but something in his heart sang.

    This was right. This was his place.

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    He stood with a groan and offered CC-2224 a hand.

    Sudden dread filled CC-2224's stomach.

    He flinched, making the princess and the criminal draw their blasters, but he ignored them. He had to get as far away from Obi-Wan as he possibly could in this tight space.

    He cannot touch him.

    "Are you alright?" Obi-Wan reached out, but CC-2224 frantically shook his head, holding his hands out before immediately drawing them back.

    He put them on his helmet instead, holding tightly.

    His hands couldn't be free. Not near Obi-Wan. Free hands could reach for blasters, could hit and strangle and betray.

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    “You don’t want me.”

    He still didn’t fully understand what was going on, but that much he found he knew with crystal clarity. He had far too much experience with not being wanted to ever mistake the feeling of it when he felt it.

    The Manda had bound him to Jango and... Jango didn't want him.

    He wished he could be surprised.

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    12 Oct 2024

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    This fic is gonna make me feral. I love this concept so much.

  3. Public Bookmark 8

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    Nick Nelson has finally worked up the nerve to ask out his best friend. But is he too late?

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    21 Nov 2024

  4. Rec 20

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    There’s no moment of realisation. No day Cody wakes up and finds he’s himself again, or something more like himself than he’s been in a long time. He just goes out on an operation for the Empire and he doesn’t bother going back.

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    04 Nov 2024

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    Who would know enough about Twenty-Four to throw that name in his face?

    Twenty-Four turns it over in his head until he can’t bear it anymore and he sits on the floor by a blank piece of wall and starts carving more names. He can’t remember any more of the 212th, and has started on other battalions, any name he can remember. These men had whole lives, they had dreams, and people who loved them, and now they’re just names scratched into an old ship.

  5. Public Bookmark 67

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    Years ago at Truham, Nick and Charlie were friends. They lost touch, but now Nick Nelson is feeling less than fabulous about how his body has changed since he hung up his cleats. He’s not expecting his new trainer to be Charlie Spring.

    Story is rated E and I tried to skirt the line of going full-on crackfic.

    CW: Body issues, negative self-talk

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    23 Aug 2024

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