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    “I will not say: do not weep; for not all tears are an evil.”
    ―J.R.R. Tolkien, The Return of the King

    For a man raised on hunting and hellfire, who'd seen angels fall and demons rise, he should’ve understood sacrifice better. Should’ve known love when it was handed to him.
    Instead, he'd stood there like a coward, letting Cas fall without reaching out to catch him.
    The walls, the silence, the stillness — all of it bore witness as Dean Winchester, who had carried the world on his shoulders and survived hell itself, shattered into pieces over the one thing he could never fix, never fight for, never save.

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    Or, Dean grieves, grows a beard, becomes a dad without realizing it, and get's his happy ending. (Not a fucking rebar, for fuck's sakes)

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    07 May 2025

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    a lovely read

  2. Public Bookmark 30

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    Dean wasn't prepared for the emotional onslaught that would come with seeing his father again nor the emotional toll it would take on him and Castiel's relationship.

    Gabriel is still alive and has decided to take matters into his own hands regarding his little brother and the hunter he's so keen on protecting.

    Once again Sam is completely and utterly done with this bullshit.

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    26 Feb 2025

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    love this :)

  3. Public Bookmark 15

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    Dean could not exist like that. He had fought and fought. Clawed and bit anyone who got too close. Burned every bridge that anyone dared to build. He did not know how to heal, to grow. But, he knew how to fight.

    And fight, he would. Until the day he died. Fuck Cas. Fuck his stupid sacrifice. This wasn’t a happy ending. Not for Dean.

    So, Dean took a step forward, leaving behind everything he had almost been. He had to fight to keep going. Not to fake happiness or retire or even find a life without Cas. But to bring back Castiel back, no matter the cost. Their story would not end with goodbyes.
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    Basically a happy ending for Dean and Castiel because I can't handle sadness

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    11 Jan 2025

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    wonderful ;-; i almost cried a little

  4. Public Bookmark 88

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    Dean writes his last poem.

    A prequel timestamp to And This, Your Living Kiss.

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    03 Jan 2025

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    I cant believe the author wrote more for this series!!! im so hype!!!!!!!

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    Only a very few people in the world know that the celebrated and reclusive poet Jack Allen is just Kansas mechanic Dean Winchester, a high school dropout with a few bucks to his name. Not that it matters anymore; life has left him so wrung out he never wants to pick up another pen.

    Until, that is, a string of coincidences leads Dean to audit a poetry course with one Dr. Castiel Novak. The professor is wildly intelligent, devastatingly handsome...and just so happens to be academia's foremost expert on the poetry of Jack Allen.

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    02 Jan 2025

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    Literally one of my favorite stories of all time!!