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    Castiel slips from his chair to kneel at Dean’s feet. He takes Dean’s hands in his, and there on the floor holding something with devotion, he understands Communion. He understands Eucharist. He understands believing in someone so deeply that to shelter a piece of them within yourself is an act of untempered faith, love and prayer and deep-wide trust.

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    Cas comes back. Dean can’t stop touching him.

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    06 May 2025

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    This is what love is

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    Dr. Winchester hears an off hand comment from one of his students and find himself browsing a website dedicated to rating university professors. He's not surprised by his rating -- but is a little miffed to see the department chair has an even better one. Clearly, something needs to be done about this.

     

    University!AU fic in honor of LiteraryOblivion's birthday.

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    19 Apr 2025

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    Dean and Cas in love both professors

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    For a long time, Castiel thought that every earthly possession other than the immediately necessary was excess to requirement. But Dean – Dean who named his car, who keeps a photograph of his mother in his wallet, some thirty-plus years after her death, who still has the crumpled ‘Do Not Disturb’ sign with a sleeping pelican emblazoned on it from the Microtel outside of Roanoke where he first kissed Castiel, clumsy and unsure, under the unsteady fluorescence of an exhausted bathroom bulb – is sentimental.

    It puzzles Castiel, where Dean draws the line between what is meaningful and what it is worthless.

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    13 Apr 2025

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    Cash doesn’t think he belongs, but the whole thing is made for him anyway

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    So, the first thing that happens is Castiel comes back.

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    "Right," Dean says eventually, gruffly. He looks down at his shoes. "I'm not gonna tell you how to live your life, man. It's—you know, yours. Do your thing, love who you love, whatever. I can't really stop you from loving me, if that's what you've decided to do, but I don't—I can't—"

    "I know," Castiel murmurs, still just smiling a little, not looking heartbroken at all. "Don't worry about it, Dean, that's all I ask."

    "So we're—" Dean risks a glance up, swallowing thickly. "We're good?"

    Castiel hums. "We're good."

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    13 Apr 2025

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    Dean is so desperate for it not to be true, breaking all the hearts along the way, until he’s confronted with all the suffering he’s caused. Or, as any outside would see it, a man whose been told he can’t love another, is a horror to himself to prove it, till he discovers that love is just love after all.

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    “So I need you to be my gay dads,” says Claire.

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    13 Apr 2025

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    A fake marriage that’s not actually that fake. Who knew it would take wedding rings for us to admit we actually liked each other.