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    During the fight in the grocery store, Buck finally gives in. Why is he fighting so hard to stay when it's so clear no one wants him to?

    But if there's one thing Buck has always been bad at, it's dying.

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    After a failed suicide attempt, Buck finally has to confront all the things that led him to the bridge. So does everyone else.

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  2. Public Bookmark 11

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    It’s a normal day at the LAFD, but when Buck goes from hysterically laughing about something stupid to suddenly sobbing, Eddie is left confused and paralyzed with the guilt of knowing he has not been there for his best friend.

    Contains spoilers to episode 9x05 Día de los Muertos

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  3. Public Bookmark 32

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    "You want to leave, Eddie? Then get the fuck out."

    a tragedy in 97 acts; you make it all about you.

    After the kitchen fight in Season 8 Episode 17, Eddie leaves to go to the airport. But what if Buck caught him and what if Buck broke down, letting every thought he has and has ever had out?

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  4. Public Bookmark 17

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    “You don’t like it, Eds?” Buck asked, snapping Eddie out of his trance.

    “What?”

    “Your food, you’ve barely touched it.” Buck added with a slight falter in his voice, “And you’ve kinda been… staring at me? I can make you something else if you don’t like it?”

    Eddie noticed the near-empty plates sitting in front of both Buck and Jee-Yun in comparison to the picked-apart slice of lasagne still sitting on his own.

    “Oh, no, Buck, it’s great. Sorry, I just got… distracted.”

    “Uh-huh,” Buck hesitated. “Hey Jee, why don’t we go brush our teeth while Uncle Eddie finishes his dinner”

    That word again.

     

     

    Buck and Eddie babysit the Han kids while Eddie figures out why he gets so flustered when they call him 'Uncle Eddie'

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    “$100 says he’s not taking a girl home tonight,” Eddie wagers.

    All four of them look at him with stunned looks on their faces, as if they can’t possibly believe Eddie is being so stupid. Eddie shrugs, holds his arms out in a take it or leave it kind of gesture. Of course, they all think he’s insane, so -

    “Deal,” Athena says.

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