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    "I would say good luck out there, but honestly? I hope you die screaming."
    Astarion's life takes a dark turn following his encounter with Cazador, as his lover Tav refuses to help him ascend. Left to face the aftermath of his choices, Astarion seeks understanding in his new reality. In his search for answers, he meets a seer named G'axir, who offers him glimpses into three different paths his life could take: his future as an Ascended Vampire, his future alone, and a future next to Tav. Now, Astarion must decide which path to follow before it's too late.

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    05 May 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 62

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    After your (ex)boyfriend cheats on you, you find comfort in an unlikely place: in the arms of your sworn enemy, Aemond Targaryen.

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    31 Mar 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 6

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    Christmas requests for various Ewan Mitchell characters, all originally posted on Tumblr.

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    10 Dec 2024

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    He looked so scared. So afraid. You wanted to hold him, tell him everything was okay, but your arms remained leaden at your side. No matter how much you fought, they wouldn’t budge. Or, you couldn’t feel them moving, anyway. You tried to tell him instead. It hurt to see him so distraught - if you could just comfort him-

    The words got trapped in your throat. You needed to cough. There was too much water in your mouth, in your lungs, in your everything. You needed to breathe. His hand brushed your hair back. It felt so nice. So so nice… So……

    You try to remember this man. He’s so beautiful. Was he a god He had to be. And what were you? Just……

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    26 Oct 2024

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    Connor loves being inside you.

    Shameless smut.

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    18 Sep 2024

  6. Public Bookmark 16

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    Started making it. Had a horny breakdown. Bon appe-tit.

    Astarion fucks your mouth. You get to cum, too.

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    02 Aug 2024

  7. Public Bookmark 14

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    “One more time, darling,” Astarion says, placing a light hand across Tav's neck, eyes fluttering as he grazes his hips. “Once more for me, and I’ll give you what you want.”

    Tav’s thoughts—what are left of them, anyway—stutter to a halt, every piece of him zeroed in on Astarion’s hand pressing onto his throat.

    His breath catches. Something cracks and twists, ripping through him and setting his pulse alight. He opens his mouth to make reality start again, to continue the frankly lovely time he’s having, but no noise makes it past his lips.

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    28 Jul 2024

  8. Public Bookmark 25

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    "He wanted to accept your affection, believe you when you said you loved him and wanted to be with him despite everything. Where your words could not convince him, your actions spoke louder than your voice ever could.

    He wanted to believe he deserved it.

    You loved him.

    And the worst part was, he realized he loved you too."

     

    In which Astarion gets the love he deserves (and so desperately craves).

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    28 Jul 2024

  9. Public Bookmark 38

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    The Haarlep scene in the House of Hope reimagined, in which Astarion can't stand idly by while watching you be violated.

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    28 Jul 2024

  10. Public Bookmark 48

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    After two centuries of living for other people's pleasure, Astarion finds himself enjoying a night of his own.

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    28 Jul 2024

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    She wraps her arms around him and lets him complete his checks, and when he pulls back to look into her face, she’s giving him the smile she reserves only for when she’s about to say something completely saccharine and embarrassing.

    “Whatever you’re thinking darling, don’t say it.”

    “You are so unbearably sweet sometimes.”

    If Astarion could blush, he would. Since he can’t, he puts on his most pompous and condescending look and stares down his nose at her in clear disdain.

    “You, my love, are brain-damaged.”

    _____

     

    Astarion and Tav are travelling Faerûn to find a way for him to walk in the sun, but Astarion is still struggling to discover who he is, and when Tav is stolen away from him in the worst way possible he must turn to his old companions for help

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    27 Jul 2024

  12. Public Bookmark 21

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    When Tav's sordid past catches up with her and she's imprisoned by the same pirate-slavers she used to run with, she expects to be left to her fate. After all, she's been nothing but trouble to her companions, hasn't she? The last conversation she ever had with Astarion was a fight, and with time running short to stop the Absolute, no one in their right mind would waste it trying to rescue her.

    So she thinks. But she's wrong.

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    27 Jul 2024

  13. Public Bookmark 30

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    It is Astarion alone who stands next to you, covered in gore, and his smile is so sweet, so beatific, as he traces a blood-soaked hand across your cheek.

    Gods, you’re beautiful,” he breathes, even as you effortlessly slip your dagger into his stomach.

    When you wake, sprawled in your bedclothes in a sweaty, inextricable tangle, you hate yourself so much you think it could finally kill you.

    Good Aligned Vague F!Dark Urge/Astarion, happy spooktober.

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    20 Jul 2024

  14. Public Bookmark 38

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    After an exhausting adventure, the reader stays the night in the TARDIS. But when they're mysteriously woken up by the TARDIS itself, what will they find?

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    20 Jul 2024

  15. Public Bookmark 5

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    In which Astarion makes himself a nuisance at Shares’ Caress, much to the chagrin of his mysteriously reclusive friend.

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    08 Jul 2024

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    Fear had a way of leaving scars on the mind like blows left bruises and cuts on the skin. No amount of wine could wash away his nightmare, but that did not stop Astarion from trying.

    Grappling with changes that came along with his newfound freedom, Astarion unexpectedly catches feelings for a socially awkward, yet incredibly sweet, ranger from Neverwinter. Astarion doesn’t want to put a name to those feelings. Doesn’t want an attachment that could be ripped away at a moments notice.
    But damn, does Cas makes his conviction to remain unattached, to use her as a tool, seem impossible.

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    03 Jul 2024

  17. Public Bookmark 19

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    > A now familiar shiver runs down your spine and raises goosebumps on your skin. You take a deep breath and bear down, hoping to force the sensation away. It's a sensation you know all too well and have experienced dozens, if not hundreds, of times in the past year. Harleep has a lover, and he's taken your form to entertain them.

    Takes place a year post-game. You took the deal with Harleep and are still dealing with the aftermath.

    Intentionally vague player character (no name, Tav, or y/n business).

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    03 Jul 2024

  18. Public Bookmark 41

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    On the second day of their infiltration into Moonrise Towers, after successfully convincing the leadership of the cult of the Absolute that they were, in fact, loyal True Souls, murdering a few goblins on orders, murdering some prison guards and one prison warden not on orders, and rescuing the tiefling refugees, again, Astarion is finally enjoying himself. There are trinkets aplenty for him to loot, cultists to mind control, and as much blood as he can stand to gorge himself on - greatly improved from the barren waste of the Shadowlands or the dreadful heroism of Last Light’s occupants.

    This is, of course, when everything goes to shit.

    (Or: Astarion, the day after their encounter with Araj Oblodra and his confession to Kel, is forced into an awful situation. Caught and imprisoned by the cultists for freeing the tiefling and gnome prisoners, left with no weapons, no healing, and a grievously injured Kel, he is offered a choice - agree to bite Araj, and she'll sneak him out of Moonrise. Agree to sleep with her, and she'll help them all escape. In the end, it's hardly a choice at all.)

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    03 Jul 2024

  19. Public Bookmark 55

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    Some part of Tav had hoped, however foolishly, that her beauty would be paltry to an incubus. Hoped that it would take no pleasure in mimicking her form, not when it had so many others at its disposal.

    How wrong she had been. The incubus seemed to take to its new body like a child to a shiny new toy. The touches had been testing until now, never dwelling long or straying far, as if the incubus was committing the very shape of her to memory.

    Tav had not told anyone. Not even Astarion, despite having what Tav would hesitantly call “intimate relations” with the man. Frequent bloodletting and passionate trysts were not the kinds of activities she indulged in with the rest of her traveling party. Tav looked to him now, his bed not far from her own.

    The phantom hands began to roam, more freely than they ever had before. Dragging slowly up and down her sides, sending shivers across the surface of her skin.

    Somehow Tav knew. Knew this time would be different.

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    02 Jul 2024

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    Astarion wakes from a terrible nightmare in desperate need for comfort. He finds it in the form of ravenous, frantic sex.

    That's it, that's the plot.

    Written before full release, but not posted then because I'm a coward.

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    02 Jul 2024

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