Nebulad
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Arguing for Fun and Pleasure by Nebulad
Fandoms: Kingdom Come: Deliverance (Video Games)
07 Oct 2025
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"I would have thought you'd prefer me unarmed," he admitted, as ever delighted by Sam's irritation when he dared to be earnest.
"I would prefer if you were able to fight, should it come down to it."
"Would it disappoint you to learn that my noble combat training was utterly perfunctory?"
"It would annoy me," he said shortly, and John beamed.
"Alas!"
"Take it. The sharp part goes into the next man to try and kill you," he grit out.
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The Long Awaited Renewal of Pirkstein's Gardens by Nebulad
Fandoms: Kingdom Come: Deliverance (Video Games)
01 Oct 2025
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"N-Not," she added hastily, shaking herself out of Skalitz in time to realise that she probably sounded deranged to this woman who'd known nothing but secondhand stories of violence her whole life, "Not that I intend to become some wild assassin!"
"Of course not," Lady Jitka said firmly. "And I wouldn't ask that of you...but it does bring me comfort, to know that I do not ask something impossible of you."
That, of all things, was what compelled Tess to agree in the end. Jitka hadn't shaken old memories out of the thicket just to have something to talk about; rather, she'd hoped that like Henry, Theresa could be trusted with terror, with pain and rage and fear, and rise to it. To conquer it. No other woman could offer what Theresa could, and so she packed what few belongings she had—even now, still compelled to live lightly enough to flee and not miss anything—and followed Lady Jitka to Pirkstein.
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- Part 3 of Et Nos Cedamus Amori
- Part 1 of Gardens
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"Is that you, Hen—" Sam's footsteps at the top of the stairs came too quickly, and Henry parted from Hans too slow, his face flushed and red and his whole body shaking like a storybook maiden. Sam's jaw clenched and then unclenched, his eyes moving to Capon and back to him.
"Sam—" he started, but his brother turned on his heel. Henry cursed himself—why hadn't he followed Capon down to his room, like he'd asked for in the first place? He took a step forward and then froze, turning back to Hans who was white as a sheet and shivering. "Hans." He knew he needed to follow his brother, to make sure he didn't tell, but Capon looked a heartbeat away from collapse. "It'll be okay, Hans. I'll fix it."
"I'll never forgive him," he whispered, his hand pressed to his mouth. "He ruined it and I'll never forgive him."
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- Part 16 of Et Nos Cedamus Amori
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"What's that look?" Hans asked, and Henry realised they'd just been quietly looking into each other's eyes for minutes and not said anything.
"What look?"
"H'm. Not the mouth-breathing peasant look, nor the snooty, arrogant peasant look," Hans mused.
"I was just thinking," he said with a smile, and Hans snapped his fingers.
"Ah, that explains why I didn't recognise it."
"Fuck you," Henry laughed.
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- Part 15 of Et Nos Cedamus Amori
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"My man?" he asked.
"Capon."
"Oh. I'm more his man than he is mine."
"Yeah, that's what I thought too," he said flatly, and Henry turned to look at him. "It is not dissimilar from Sir John and I."
"Yeah?" Henry's face had a charming bafflement to it; Sam wasn't surprised to hear that nearly everyone he knew found him to be utterly exceptional. He'd seen it himself: every lord who'd met Henry that Samuel had heard speaking at the council found him to be without reproach.
"Yeah. Except if someone were to call John my man, I wouldn't feel the need to correct them."
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- Part 14 of Et Nos Cedamus Amori
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Feel me, completer, down to my core
Open my heart and let it bleed onto yours
Feeding on fever, down all fours
Show you what all that howl is for
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All of my feelings are gone,
I left them all on the floor
Man who's to blame if you don't love me no more,
No I don't mind just take whatever you want
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Mama, come here
Approach, appear
Daddy, I'm alone
'Cause this house don't feel like home
If you love me, don't let go
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Hans grabs his bicep, fingers digging into the flesh the way he might test a fruit for ripeness. Henry curls his forearm and makes a fist beneath the water, squeezing tight. He watches Hans' face: the flushed redness of heat and strong drink, the shock as his fingers meet firm resistance.
Hans slides his palm over the wet fabric, pressing hard, testing the edges of the muscle. Henry feels like a horse skittish about being shoed, restrained from bolting only by a strong grip on the bridle.
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In the bathhouse, Hans and Henry find out how they measure up against each other.
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- Part 5 of Hansry fics
Bookmarked by Nebulad
07 Sep 2025
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"Shall we?”
“We? What d’you mean, we?”
“I mean exactly what I said, you pedantic peasant.” Capon smirks, pleased at his own wordplay, though the smile doesn’t touch the uncertainty in his eyes. “I’ve had more than enough of sitting on my arse. If Zizka’s sending you somewhere, I’m going with you.”
Hans Capon and his squire ride out side by side to track down Hynek the Dry Devil's old band. It'll be just like old times: wine, women, and song. Surely neither of them have changed since they set out from Rattay to deliver a message together. Surely their ironclad bond of friendship isn't starting to crack and give way to new, tender feelings neither of them have the words or inclination to describe.
It's simple brotherly affection that makes them so loathe to leave each other's side, even for a moment. Right?
Or: what if the middle act of Kingdom Come: Deliverance 2 was a 2-player game?
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- Part 5 of in toto corde meo
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Bookmarked by Nebulad
24 Aug 2025
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Hans’s hand on his wrist, his knee on his other arm. Sitting on his chest, pinning him down. The weight of him. Fragments of the real thing. A poor substitute, but something. To touch him again, even if with his fists. Any way. Anything. He says it again, knowing he must seem obvious, but in his beer soaked mind, in this exhausted and drunk body, it makes all the sense in the world for him to say, “We should fight again. Alright? Fight me again.”
Hans looks away. The firelight touches the slope of his throat, shadows collecting under his Adam’s apple. “Henry,” he says. “Stop. I can’t bear this.”
Clenched fists. Dark arenas. The iron taste of blood from a split lip. Henry pulls together fragments, finding a way to get close again after rejecting Hans’s kiss.
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- Part 20 of altar
Bookmarked by Nebulad
19 Aug 2025
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“Baths tomorrow morning,” Hans says. “And you can finish telling me about your monastery adventures. And why it took you so goddamn long to finish your task and return to m—to Rattay.”
Henry takes another sip. “Alright, Sir Hans.”
In the dim glow of light at their table, he can see freckles across Henry’s nose, and some peeling along his hairline from a healing stretch of sunburn. Details he’s missed over the past few weeks. He reaches for him without thinking, then lets his hand drop on the table between them. Henry watches this display with an unreadable expression. A stillness. Outside, the rain continues to fall, loud and clear.
“We must drag Gregor out of you,” Hans tells him.
Henry nods. “Yes. We must.”
Gregor returns from the monastery on a rainy day.
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- Part 11 of altar
Bookmarked by Nebulad
09 Aug 2025
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Closed Loop System by One_of_Them (greenbean_paste)
Fandoms: The Murderbot Diaries - Martha Wells
29 Jun 2025
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Unit Communication Log:
SecUnit Two: Atmospheric conditions optimal.
SecUnit One: ...
SecUnit One: Indeed.