TryingNotToLoveYou
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The Shooting Lesson by TryingNotToLoveYou
Fandoms: Phantom of the Opera (2004), Phantom of the Opera - Lloyd Webber, Le Fantôme de l'Opéra | Phantom of the Opera & Related Fandoms, Le Fantôme de l'Opéra | Phantom of the Opera - Gaston Leroux
11 Nov 2022
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(Ok this one won't make a lot of sense now Eternal has been taken down. But Eden is the daughter Erik and Christine had together and nobody but Christine and Emilie ever knew who fathered the child. Raoul brought her up and believed she was his own).
Continuation of my Broken / Eternal universe/series.
Meet Eden – Erik & Christine’s daughter - as her Uncle Philippe treats her to a forbidden excursion with her brother Sebastien and cousin Armand.
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- Part 2 of Northern Star
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Broken by TryingNotToLoveYou
Fandoms: Phantom of the Opera (2004), Phantom of the Opera - Lloyd Webber, Le Fantôme de l'Opéra | Phantom of the Opera & Related Fandoms, Phantom - Susan Kay, Le Fantôme de l'Opéra | Phantom of the Opera - Gaston Leroux
20 Jun 2022
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Set before and during the 2004 movie. My origin story for 2004 movie-specific Erik, who never left the Opera House once rescued and hidden by Mme. Giry. This is my version of how he and Christine met and fell in love (NOT when she was a child) and tumbled headlong into the inevitable tragedy of Final Lair. This has no script/libretto (apart from maybe one or two absolutely necessary words). This explores the motivations and emotions BEHIND what happened. The scenes around what was on screen. There may be a few nods to Leroux and Kay, but my Erik is Gerik – 100%, blue eyes and all. But I couldn’t resist resurrecting Philippe, because he practically writes himself and never shuts up in my head (he’s also my Beta’s favourite character, which he would adore). Plus he makes Raoul seem like less of a dick. Sorry Patrick - love you, truly - but movie Raoul makes me want to beat his oblivious, arrogant, dismissive head against the nearest brick wall!
Series
- Part 1 of Northern Star
Recent series
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Northern Star by TryingNotToLoveYou
Fandom: Le Fantôme de l'Opéra | Phantom of the Opera & Related Fandoms, Le Fantôme de l'Opéra | Phantom of the Opera - Gaston Leroux, Phantom - Susan Kay, Phantom of the Opera (2004), Phantom of the Opera - Lloyd Webber
11 Nov 2022
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One Wild and Precious Life by MissBinx for lalaitskelcey, lawfulchaoscat, AlaMac0801
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
16 Oct 2021
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Surly teenager Ben meets cheery five year old Rey when they're both cancer patients in the hospital. An unlikely friendship is formed between the pair, despite the age difference, and Ben decides that he wants to be a doctor so that no one like Rey will ever suffer. Fifteen years later, Ben is the leading oncologist in the country and they meet again when Rey is diagnosed with cancer a second time.
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Bookmarked by TryingNotToLoveYou
24 Dec 2023
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A Life Day Miracle by Lula_Landry for Cee__writes, myjb11, tuppenny, Holdo77, HoldonIhaventhadmycoffeeyet, rayvyn2k, Kal11915, prettyHz, dinotopian, Hueycita, MELISSA08, ReyloEndGame, TryingNotToLoveYou
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Sequel Trilogy
26 Dec 2023
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The First Order has fallen, the Emperor is dead (again), and Life Day is fast approaching. But while Rey’s closest friends are busy cooking delicious things to eat and decorating towering trees with strings of multicoloured lights, she feels like she’s losing her mind. The Force is calling her across the galaxy to a planet she didn’t know existed… to a man she watched die. Could it be the dyad that bonded Rey to Ben Solo has one last miracle to offer?
“Christmas, my child, is love in action.” -Dale Evans Rogers.
Bookmarked by TryingNotToLoveYou
24 Dec 2023
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“Man makes five thousand women orgasm—without even touching them!”
Rey doesn’t believe the article at first; that audio erotica was really enough to get anyone off.
Until she tries it.
Or: Rey’s coworker Ben has an unusual side gig.
Bookmarked by TryingNotToLoveYou
09 Nov 2023
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Insanely hot!! What I wouldn’t pay to have Ren-read porn!!
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Forbidden by koderenn for MyJediLife, Galatians_4_6
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Sequel Trilogy
14 Feb 2020
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She is a Jedi.
It is forbidden to let emotions consume her. Especially for one of the galaxy's most powerful and influential men.
But as she stands rigid in his shadow, his most loyal protector, she fights the cruelest battle ever with none other than her own self. Because from this day forth he will belong to the woman standing next to him. The woman who will help seal peace in this galaxy.
He had told her so.
He had no choice.
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Practice Makes Perfect by violethoure666
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Sequel Trilogy
14 Jun 2018
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Grumpy Ben Solo gets asked out by Jessica Pava, the hottest girl in the office. The only problem is that he's a 29 year old virgin who doesn't wanna make an ass of himself with the aforementioned hottest girl in the office. Rey offers to help him get all the awkward and embarrassing stuff out of the way before his big date. Everyone can definitely stay cool and not catch feelings. No big deal.
This is like american pie meets the office meets my own fantasies so....enjoy.
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Bookmarked by TryingNotToLoveYou
25 Jun 2023
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Too good not to read again and again!!