Whatshouldausernameevenbe



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    Tell me how you feel about me
    Do you like or like, like me?
    Tell me what you really feel
    Do you like me? Just say you do

    For maybe the first time in his life, Jared was forced to accept that he wasn't just a horny teenager-- on the contrary, he was a lovesick teenager.

    Sick was certainly the right word for how he was feeling.

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    03 Aug 2020

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    Queen Heidi is throwing a ball to find a fiancé for her son, since she found out what really happened to his arm last summer.
    Jared was the court-jester until he found out his jokes were only making Evan feel worse. Now he's trying hard to make up for it.
    And Connor?
    Connor's life has been completely taken over by Larr-his dad. He's forced to wear pastel, compete in sports and cut his hair.
    Zoe is treating him like he's not even there.
    Larry finally has the son he wants, and is determined to not let him go.
    All Connor wants is to be freed, but how can he after his ------ --------- -------.
    I refuse to give away the spoiler (but i'm sure you figured it out by now) so I'm using dashes to cover it up.

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    05 Jul 2020

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    In which Evan Hansen found his soulmate and it wasn't as scary as he thought it would be.

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    05 Jul 2020

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    Connor sits in a park with the intention to end things. Because why shouldn't he? All attempts he has made at explaining himself have fallen on deaf ears.
    There's not a single reason to hesitate, to not swallow the pills.

    It's just that there's a letter in his pocket that feels like it might be straight out of his brain.

    It's just that he didn't write the letter.

    It's just that maybe it was okay that he wasn't able to explain himself because there might be a person that understood him anyway.

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    05 Jul 2020

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    This story takes place after Words Fail. Everything up until that point in the story is canon. Evan is so distraught over everything that has happened, all the people he has hurt. He wishes that he really had known Connor. Maybe if he had really known Connor, his family wouldn’t be hurting as much as they were now. Maybe Connor might still be alive. Maybe Evan would have an actual friend, one as close as the false relationship with Connor he had fabricated over the last few months. Maybe, just maybe, Evan could be given a second chance to make things right.

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    05 Jul 2020